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NOTHINGNESS OF SELF ESTÉÉM
PART I: KNOW YOURSELF!

To know one-self is to seek knowledge of “What am I?” This single action cannot be compromised with anything and it must be understood well so as to live a stress-free life in any realm of existence. It is better to light a candle than cursing the darkness.

A A Adedeji
ILORIN, NIGERIA
[2009]

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Contents
The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) Human, Know Thyself 1.1 Subconscious Mind 1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives 1.3 Personal Transformation Development of the Real Intuition 2.1 The Real Intuition Expanding Your Real Intuition 2.3 Quest for Reality Human Physical Body 3.1 Human Physical Body 3.2 Systems of the Human Body Human Subtle Body 4.1 Introduction 4.2 Aura 4.3 The True Colours of Auras 4.4 Auric Sight 4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception 4.6 Chakras 4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair 4.8 Influences of Auras 4.7 The Energy Field Thought Forms 5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) 5.2 DNA Representations 5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma 5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra 5.5 Thought and Consciousness 5.6 Awareness Sexual Relationship 6.1 Know Yourself 6.2 The True Relationship Intentions and Destiny 7.1 Intentions and Destiny 7.2 Dreams and their Recalls 7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams

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7.4 Shamanic Healing 7.5 Work 7.6 Oddity of Life 7.7 Stress: Control, Change or Let Go! 7.8 Your Past, Present and Future 7.9 The Basic Survival Need 7.10 The Need for a Higher Truth 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The Laws of the Universe 8.1 The Laws of the Universe 8.2 Our Reality Within and Without 8.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire 8.4 Ultimate Truth about Yourself 8.5 Re-adjusting an Old Belief 8.6 The Role of the Ego 8.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach Karma 9.1 Finding Karma 9.2 Clearing Karma 9.3 Aka Cords: The Unity Concept of the Prime Mover 10.1 Prime Mover The Unity 11.1 Theory of Relativity 11.2 The Void and the Origin 11.3 The Path 11.4. The Fire Within 11.5 The Collapse of the Fire Within 11.6 Awakening of the Fire Within 11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun 11.8 Witchcraft 11.9 Cultism 11.10 A Force in Thought Form 11.11 Congregational Prayer and Rituals 11.12 Sex Psychology 11.13 Tradition/Religion 11.14 Affirmation/Ohun 11.15 Meditations 11.16 Phrases

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Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. In 30-Minutes A Day. You Too Can Easily Create The Life You Want . the answer is at hand. 13:07 4 . this is not a religious book or a bundle of doctrinal.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM I Can Expand My Comfort Zone. However. but an inspirational book of Knowledge that cuts across all levels. if you have ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. Shatter The Beliefs That Are Limiting My Life. And instantly Boost My Self-Esteem Forever.

and then expanding this self5 . we need to see in all others . to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth.even our enemies . expressed by all religions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF There is the need to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of that we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. This need has been evident in all cultures. towards knowing the Most High. towards discovering the truth of All That Is. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. feelings and actions. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. It is the maturity of intuition.

retaining integrity whatever the response.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM realisation by communicating with others. and further enhancing the quality of communication with everincreasing empathy and understanding. Aljanna or the Kingdom of Heaven. Through understanding others better. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. The Prophet confirmed. we can recognize their essential goodwill. is the other revelation in the Bible guiding us to look around for knowledge so as to be wise and not to seek for material things of the world. It’lub l’ilima walao bi Sin. 6 . literarily means: Seek knowledge even if you will travel afar. Seek and ye shall be given. This is very important and it must be comprehend well if we must live a stress-free life in this world and beyond. however misguided it might have become. Read! Is the first word revealed in the Qur’an. But first we need to know ourselves better. so as to reach Nivena. To know oneself is to seek knowledge of ‘What am I?’ What I am physically and spiritually.

because is the last 13 baktuns when the Sun’s larger cycle is complete. This book has been written in such away that the more you repeat reading the better your understanding of the hidden meanings of the truth. but not really digested well enough to comprehend the so-called present chapter. 7 . You will attain to a full awakening as you touch the last chapter.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth does not require a dogma. belief. The years 1999-2012 are notable years. religion or cult as people think or made to believe. Your attention may be called back to a section you have read. Keep up with your own copy of this book of knowledge.

William Blake. Mick Quinn. The Glorious Qur‘an. Ivan Fraser. Jill Ammon-Wexier. Ayat Hurst. Dharmbir Rai Sharon. Stephanie Manston. Paul David. Gertrud Hirschi. Lois Jean Lany.html. Esther Andrew. Carl Munson. Will Edwards. Kingsley Bye. Niccholas Dixon. Sabrina Mesko. Doris Jeeanette. Albert Schweitzer. Jeff Staniforth. Owen Waters. Ken Ward. Simma Lieberman. Anton Cheraner. Michael Sherner. Jasper Ehiers. Rahindramah Tugore. Nicholas Roerich. Ashraf Salmawy.avillon. Christa Muths. Tim Ong. Karim Hajee.org/spirit. Marcus Aelius Aurelius Antoninus. http://www. Ching Hai. Jeri Nobel. Davide De Angelis. Claudette Rowley. Drunvalo. Pradeep Gusain. Abigal Natenshon. Master Subramuniya. Roger Elliott. Brent Belchamber. Wallace Huey. who were appropriately quoted directly/indirectly to maintain correct and firsthand information. Sheree Rainbolt-Kren. Gabriella Kortsch. Vicky Thompson. Charlie Badenhop. Sam Sidiki. http://www. Lorenz Attractor.com/meditations/minor. during the period of compiling this book of knowledge – Nothingness of SelfEstéém: Peter Shephered. Susan Weed. Brian C Netherton. Jenny Mailos. The Holy Bible. Book of the Dead. Anodea Judith.kundaliniTeacher. Andrew and Bonnie Schneider. Phylameana Lila Desy. Wolgang Goethe.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) The following entities are my Source Codes – Gilfro-Raool. David Deford. Rab McBride. Kahlil Gibran. Lisa Diane. Tom J 8 . Charlie Badenhop. Claudette Rowley. Emmanuel Segui. Larry A Johson.htm. Angel Shadow. Colleen-Joy Page.

I unify with all in order to love. Geshe Kelsang Gyatso. Peter Knowl. Peace and blessings to all. Buddah. I am guided by my own endowed powers doubled. Frank Homan. 9 . With magnetic tone of purpose. All Amashida-kind. Psychic Elzona. The Prophet (SAW). Eledumare – The Most-High – bestowed on me distinct inspirations at this important period. G Kumar. which falls within the last 13 Baktuns. Attracting loyalty and freedom. Brenda Hoffman. Mary Ann Bailey. of the complete larger cycle of the Sun.…. Tuesday L Rampa. I seal the process of Heart.. Paul Hughes-Barkow. Through them. Master Choa. The Christ.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Chalko.

no matter how big or small in pursuit of our dreams. you might realize that you are either moving toward or away from your dreams at all times and as often as possible. The ideal thing is to live your dreams now before it is too late. Erase Past History Identify Your Own Path to Success Eliminate The Fears That Drain Your Power Effortlessly Embrace Your Strengths.1 Subconscious Mind As you think about your dreams and what is important to you about moving towards your ideal lifestyle.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human. Anytime You Need Are Breaking Out of Your Rut! Finding The Strengths To Do Something Different Immediately Replace Your Limiting Beliefs With Empowering Beliefs Learn Quickly How To Enhance Your Intimate Relationships Understand And Practice How Successful People Handle Mistakes Differently Than Others Insure Your Children Grow Up With A Healthy Sense Of Power Are Learning To Trust And Respect Your Decisions 10 . Know Thyself 1. you miss out on life. In reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” you:           Stop Being Ruled By Your Past. you are putting your dreams off maybe for a few years or maybe forever. If you must procrastinate. And when you delay your dreams. It is important to take some action each and every day.

Increasing Self Esteem And Self Confidence Stopping Worrying And Start Enjoying Your New Life. Taking Control Of Your Life And Watch Your Dreams Come True. like so many before you have done. 11 . Boosting Your Creativity To A Higher Paying Job.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    Approach Others With A Benevolent Spirit Feel That You Can Make A Difference Are Having High Expectations For Success. Enjoying Better Health Than Ever Before And Allowing Your Body To Naturally Heal Itself. you must focus your attention on what you really desire inside your heart. because it ought to know how to make your dream come alive. Creating Fulfilling Relationships Regardless Of Your Past. You Have Incredible Powers That Can Change Your Life. So Use It! One of the traits of people who are confident in their use of power and who really go for it is that they immediately take action. Meeting The Perfect Partner With A Loving Relationship. Make it vivid and focused and as real as possible. Eliminating Debt and Creating Financial Stability. Get a picture of what you want. If you want to make your dreams reality. Being More Confident In Social Situations As You Meet New Friends. When your objectives are unfold then you will be complete and enjoy a free living life by:            Eliminating Stress From Your Life And Replace It With Confidence. Enjoying Inner Peace Succeeding In Business.

no way. is the number one cause of all fatigue and illness.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM      Eliminating Negative Feelings Towards Family And Friends And Replacing Them With True Love.but never really fulfilling your dreams Doctors and scientists now firmly believe that 75% of all sickness and disease starts in the mind. but you have never learned how to master them correctly.and we don't even know how to use that 10% properly. And if you're saying. That means 10% of our mind is causing 75% of all sickness -. Taking Charge Of Your Life And Watch Obstacles Melting Away In Your Path. perhaps that has worked for others but it can't work for me. Giving Yourself A Pay Raise As Wish. Scientists have also proven that we only use 10% of our mind. You will develop your incredible powers personally that will yield astounding results. Imagine what would happen if we used our mind to it's fullest? We would stop getting sick and live healthier. Researchers have also proven that stress. more productive lives. The rest is never used properly. Researchers have also proven that people who have a healthy and positive attitude. Getting A Better Job Under Conditions That You Want OR Become Your Own Boss. Instead you go through life like an unguided missile trying different things and hoping for the best . But in order to get the most out of life you must first understand how your incredible creating powers work. Harness the power of your mind and you will fulfill your purpose of this life You have abilities and powers that you're not even aware of. Securing A Promotion Regardless Of Seniority. You were born with these powers. or incorporate positive thinking. 12 . which starts in the mind.

gurus. for money. But no one ever taught you how to use the Power of Your Mind and Subconscious Mind. you have been taught all kinds of things. Besides. whereby creating things they don't want. cars and all sorts of the so called goodies of life. Instead. pastors. you'll learn a number of proven techniques that will generate astounding results. plan things ahead. Rather. Unfortunately most people think that in order to change their life or grow as a human being all they need to do is set their goals. 13 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM live better lives. Unfortunately most people never get their mind working for them. the mualims. are not interested in helping you. You were taught how to walk. manage their time better. Perhaps by visiting and praying fervently to a Deity. work with a daily planner and a goal minder. who want you to follow such routines. they think that is all that it takes. And know from now that the priests. The fact is that throughout your life. they know how to use the power of their mind. become more disciplined. The answer is not far-fetched: Human. Know Thyself. relax and enjoy your reading of “Nothingness of Self-Esteem”. If this is happening to you. No. on whom do you expect them to feed fat? On stone or what? They only want you to continue following them so that you become dependent on them. how to write and so on. one or two affirmations. Have you ever asked the question within you as: Why must it be that you do not have the same good results like your immediate brother. sister or colleague as you pray and dance the same way that he/she does? Have you ever asked that question once? If you haven’t. Why? It is because. Reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” will make you to develop your Intuition by tapping into the power of your subconscious mind. say their prayers. then be sincere with yourself and ask. they get their mind to work against themselves. how to read. house.

1. There is nothing wrong with that. all from this same system that we call man. Empowering Our Own Lives The brain is the computer for the body. while eliminating stress and enjoying greater fulfillment in every aspect of your life. See the pattern. i. That may be sooner or later. including our emotional responses and thoughts. We are a body. yes it is true. there are some of us who have not had such an easy time of life and/or been vulnerable to other influences that have caused us to stop in our tracks. Teach him to fish and you feed him for life!" You'll discover the most powerful techniques to quieten your mind and develop your instincts or intuition. so to say. The senses allow us to communicate with the outside world. We have five senses taking in information all the time and we react through chemical exchanges happening in our body and have thoughts and feelings. You will accomplish goals you never dreamed possible. opinions and woes.until the day we exit this realm of existence. Nature's cycles take care of it all within the Unity. We are born to live in a variety of different ways . substance addictions and 14 . They have not been able to settle for those things that make people accept their lot.e. the brain is the central computer in charge of it all. Nine (9) times out of ten (10) is all we become.2. co-dependent relationships.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The “Nothingness of Self-Esteem’ teaches you the way of life and how to develop yourself and it follows the old adage that says: "Give a man a fish and you can feed him for a day. However.all within certain parameters . There are continual external expressions and we react to them like puppets.

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philosophical ideas and belief systems. Some of us have stopped and asked: Eh, what is going on here? How come things are the way they are? What or who am I really? What is this place that we live in? I am here accidentally or is there some kind of purpose? Many people have looked further and spent time with others who have gained some knowledge through spending their whole lives, looking for answers to these questions. For most of us, we say: What's the point in that, we can never really know? But for others of us, we have asked and asked questions and those questions have become the most important focus of our lives. We have not wanted to stay 'scraping the bottom,' behaving and believing we are important and valuable somehow, whilst knowing that we do not really know a single thing. These people become more than just puppets here, more than just physical beings dependent on their environment, and have experienced that there are realities beyond the physical realm. That we are not just ordinary bodies of very complicated machines. Through questing and constantly challenging reality - we find new horizons. We take too much blame and we all suffer the same way, it's just that some of us can manage better than others. The more sincere we are, the harder it can be among the pool of dishonest individuals - because we can only just acting a part. It is impossible to go out of the Unity. Don't take others responses to you as an accurate gauge of who you are and what you are about - through your own selfquesting you will find a different and reliable measure. The people around you will carry on in their relatively unconscious and irresponsible manners if you have decided to opt out - it doesn't mean you have to be the same if you stay within. All you need is to try and see that they are not intending to be

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that way. Those lost figures simply don't know any way to be, other than what they are being. Don't take it personally. There are millions and billions of people here and there mostly scared and out for themselves - but all in their heart of hearts, hoping for better days ahead, for a kinder world where they can relax and be as they really are - to be able to stop acting and still be accepted. The only way this can happen is if there are a few of us that can take the strain and can take these people with a pinch of salt and make a fuss out of their good points. This way, we can bring enlightenment and harmony to this world. Is enlightenment a real possibility? This is being asked because not everyone is going to change and be themselves, as they are so caught up in surviving their lives. Each one of us has a sort of ripple-effect. People meet for the first time and there are subliminal (unconscious) messages being given and received. You don't just have effect on the people you notice - your influence is far wider. If there were 500 people and 5 maniacs within them, even if all the people do try, there would still be chaos. Now take the same scenario and imagine 5 conscious people. Can you imagine the impact? This is what is going on. There are people waking up and realising that as long as we all behave so helplessly, waiting for them to be proof before we make these greater efforts, then nothing will change. For me, I have a way I want to be regardless of whether I am one in a hundred, a thousand, or the only one. Human, know thyself! When you go out to experiment with influencing others positively do it consciously. By the way, thinking about influencing others is not the same as doing it. We must begin by reclaiming the power in our own lives. Once we are free of fears, illusions and subsequent

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constraints, we interact with our environment in a positive and encouraging manner and we start to recreate our lives. Begin with yourself first and all else will follow.

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Take a look at your life and take inventory of the places you find yourself asking: Why do I always end up with this or that who always do this or that to me? Could it be my romantic partners, jobs, bosses, friends, cars, appliances, or even landlords? Just where is it that you find yourself in the same situation over and over again, through what seems to be no fault of your own? Once you have a completed list written down in a paper, pick one repetitive event to start with and allow for the possibility that you have helped to make this event reoccur by a belief you subconsciously hold. This may seem difficult at first, but it will be part of the wallpaper of life, invisible to one is also necessary for you to let go of the payoffs your belief in your own self-righteousness afforded you - this was probably the most difficult part of the whole transformation process and it will also be the most worthwhile. There may be other things you need to let go of, too - for instance your stubbornness must let go. On a separate sheet of paper, you may write down the thoughts and beliefs you could be holding that might consistently produce an outcome such as the one you are repetitively experiencing. Keep this piece of paper in a safe place so you can come back to it often and add new ideas. Once you have a belief that feels like it could be the most appropriate or the one that feels right, write a definition that fits with the dualistic viewpoint, where an opposite outside of you must occur in order for the event to happen.

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Write down how each event plays out now that the action is being directed by the new. and empowering directions. As part of this list. circumstances. write another definition for your goal. For example. Then write down all the ways this new definition is going to positively change your present and your future. and things have entered my life in ways that I could not have ever imagined but also never been able to engineer. Your transformation is going to 18 . make sure you note that your transformation is going to benefit you in ways you cannot even imagine. self-limiting. The next step is to take your new and more abundant definition and apply it to past experiences. When you change. and self-defeating directions and into positive.) This new viewpoint will give you a glimpse of how powerful you really are and how. So you may choose to enjoy your righteousness independent of what others are thinking or doing. your life will get easier and easier. Be wise and act wisely! A final note on your transformation. that doesn't depend on an opposite or anything outside of you to experience its outcome. when you channel your power away from negative.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Once you have that definition in place. so you too can enjoy your righteousness without a need to have or make anyone else wrong. that your limiting dualistic definition of "righteousness " was for you to be right. (This has been one of the greatest benefits of a unique transformation – for instance people. more abundant definition. or a word say: "righteousness". belief. someone else has to be wrong and your more abundant definition of the so-called "righteousness " is that everyone embodies Cosmic righteousness. the world around you transforms. As you do that. loving. notice how good it feels to be free of the fearful and limiting emotions of being the helpless victim and how powerful it feels to be co-creating with loving partners.

while you will never know about others. Accept and enjoy the peace in your heart that comes with this trust. In fact. It is important that you trust that your transformation will have positive effects that you will be unaware of. 19 . your transformation is going to provide the opportunity for others to experience their own transformation. which traditionally figures as an analytic (logical) principle. This constitution is rendered possible by virtue of the nothingness of consciousness which in the form of a lack-of-identity provides the condition for the possibility of self-deception (bad faith). represents a work of consciousness and is therefore in its nature synthetic. for Sartre. Human consciousness has been defined in terms of nothingness in order to emphasize the rift between the mode of things and the mode of human existence. But without the synthetic ability of consciousness that world would be non-existent. so you will know nothing of their transformation. Some of these effects you will see. but that it constitutes the world and that order itself is the Unity. Many of these people you will not even notice. To say in a traditional way that man is an animal endowed with reason blurs. Even the principle of identity (A=A as in 2=/=1).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM positively affect the people in your life. Without the lack of identity it would not be possible to attain self-awareness and the world would consist only of the being-in-itself . they may just be passersbys in the street. the main point: that human consciousness is not just a part of the universal order of being.

to notice just how many different perspectives or internal voices going 20 . This is the gateway to our ‘inner world’ or intuition.it may be interesting. challenges reason and is strongly connected to feelings in the body rather than in the mind or head. as opposed to logic. Yes intuition is real and yes it is fallible and yet.so start listening to it and you will never go astray. despite its nebulous nature. Paying attention to our inner world requires that we press the pause button on the endless mental processing that consumes most of us.1 The Real Intuition Most people will tell you that intuitive moments have occurred in their lives . It allows us to focus to emotions. When trying to solve a problem or simply when thinking about anything . reasoning and rationale. Intuition. if not scary.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Development of the Real Intuition 2. it has been known to change lives. flashes of inexplicable clarity defying conventional understanding. instead of waiting for your intuitive insights to arrive randomly and with scarcity why not develop this skill yourself? Can you imagine what having a more fully developed and reliable intuition would do for you? Most of us live in our heads and pay little or no attention to the feelings that we so aptly called ‘gut feelings’.moments of an insight. is a gentler source of information that often defies logic. feelings and our body and with this we have taken the first crucial step to accessing our intuitive self. Our tummy knows far more than we give it credit for . So.

Once we have gone through all the aforementioned actions. grief. The tyrants on the internal committee may prevent us from hearing the softer. it will give you high-speed access to your guru. inner exploration. So train your body to relax. because power is the result of responsibility and choice. stress. Now we must use it to actively increase our awareness of choices – to seek out new ways of seeing and new ways of being. relax or keep still for any significant length of time. You and I are accountable for our choices.why? Because when our body is finally relaxed and calm. While fear. clearer source of internal thought. despair. What most people do not realise is that. our intuition can kick in. mualim. this is not schizophrenia. (for anything other than sleep). softer inner teacher. priest who actually has something valuable to say. Although it is not necessary to fully peel the onion to access your intuition. they literally drown out the gentle. or while taking a relaxing walk . Behind the doors of any likely emotional purging.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on inside . fear literally interferes with true intuition. anger and their friends on the internal committee are hogging our internal bandwidth with their load and pushy behaviour. is your inner well of intuition just waiting to be used. But the truth is that most of us don't want to be quiet. It is important to sorting out the difference between your internal voices of fear from other calmer. Many profound eureka or aha moments can happen in the shower. and even not choosing is a choice. Open our horizons and then use our intuition to choose paths and actions that feel the most truly aligned with our inner 'fear-free self'. Every choice is an act of power. because we know that all sorts of nasty emotions.and no. we will find our intuition and inner guidance system. And we 21 . old baggage and inner turmoil lies in wait to pounce the moment we shut our eyes. wise internal guru.

2 Expanding Your Real Intuition Don't be surprised to discover that your intuition was there all along. taken back your power and sifted through the macaroni. fired and hired on the inner committee.you may be surprised to find many easily accessible nuggets of insight and wisdom waiting to enrich your life with support and guidance.and excavate the magic that lies within. amala or eba . because sometimes it is just macaroni! Be patient with yourself and go back a few steps and try again. but that it was buried under morass of fear and was simply malnourished and unable to germinate to a full grown reality. and Instantly Boost Your SelfEsteem Forever.you still get thoughts of last nights dinner. to-do lists and other garbage invading your inner sanctum. Shatter the Beliefs that are Limiting Your Life. You Can Expand Your Comfort Zone. cleared up the inter-fear-ance. even after doing fancy meditation postures and tricks . the answer is at hand. that sometimes when you close your eyes and go inside. your inner compass is waiting for you! Yes. peeled the onion. 2. Dream! Dream!! Dream!!! Any veteran of the inner world will tell. So use discernment.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM shouldn't be afraid to dream a bigger dream for yourself. If you've ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. The Life You Want – This is so and Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. 22 . Real Intuition is everyone's birthright. Give yourself the gift of time and space dedicated to getting to know you better . After you have started paying attention.

easy to use proven formula which unlocks everything your heart desires. Many people feel powerless in their lives. harnessing this power is just a dream or fantasy. They never make their dreams come true. people who lack this ability still have the same yearnings and desires as everyone else yet they stay stuck and unfulfilled. The single most important key to living your dreams is utilizing your personal power. but there's a simple. No matter what your dream is.3 Quest for Reality You should understand just how close you are to your dreams right now. repeated action and will never give up until they can live their dreams. and automatically creates the life you really want. Their lives are an endless series of what-if questions they ask themselves. water rate board or others trying to hold them back. now you can be on the way to achieving your dreams in just minutes. 23 .nasty bosses. They never discover the secret to incredible power that is hidden within them. They are fearless in their drive and will take immediate. and bring its benefits into your life at the speed of lightning. electric bill companies. But until now. success has never been so easy. But. I am going to reveal what I discovered through 21 years of research that allows you to harness your inner power and immediately attract everything you desire.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Did you know that there is a single ingredient that separates people who are successful in life from people who are not? That component is how you harness your personal power. 2. They live forever at the whims of others . Keep cool and read on. I know it sounds incredible. because in just a moment. People who use their power will take their dreams and make them come true. For most folks. On the other hand. massive.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you make it reality when you master this skill. your life is entirely new. or react to life is shaped by who and what we think we are. you become successful in your lives. Your quest for reality will first depend on how much you know yourself. When you use your power. it affects every aspect of your existence. You may be stunned when you realize just how high you can climb and how you are being held back. and you become unstoppable and indistructible. The way you set your goals. 24 . Your true living body is the secret to show you the way to activate it. When using your power. you have a more confident feeling inside. choose your values. Unless your personal power throttle is set on high. And you'll be able to move in the direction of your dreams – within the first 72 hours. When you are freed from the prison of your fears. you would be able to distinguish between the super achievers and The an average person. You'll be able to handle every obstacle along the way.

1 Human body parts 25 . slabs. a physical body (called simply a body or even an object) is a collection of masses. beams. For example. roof etc). taken to be one.1 Human Physical Body In physics. columns. Figure 3. a building can be considered an object but the building also consists of many particles or elements (foundations.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Physical Body 3.

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Specifically, a physical body is an object which can be described by the theories of classical mechanics, or quantum mechanics, and experimented upon with physical instruments. This includes the determination of a position, and in some cases the orientation in space, as well as means to change these, by exerting forces. For instance, the force of gravity will accelerate a body if it is not supported, thus causing a change of its position by falling freely. However, it should be noted that it is not necessary for there to be forces present for an object position to change - only the rate of change of the object's position, that is, its velocity, will change under the influence of forces.

Figure 3.2 Female and male human anatomy (Source: www.3dscience.com)

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A human's (animal's or vegetable's) physical body is made up of organs and tissues and is a part of the total living being which in the human being may also include a psychological or spiritual component. However, whether or not a human being includes a spiritual component is entirely up to philosophical and theological debate. In Figures 3.1 and 3.2, human physical body and their parts are shown. It is therefore necessary to known the positions of human body parts as the knowledge is essential for the spiritual development. Human, know thyself!

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In a human body system the followings are defined as: Circulatory system: pumping blood throughout the body Digestive system: processing food with mouth, stomach and intestines Endocrine system: communicating within the body using hormones Immune system: defending against disease-causing agents Integumentary system: skin, hair and nails Lymphatic system: structures involved in the transfer of lymph between tissues and the blood stream Muscular system: moving the body Nervous system: collecting, transferring and processing information with brain and nerves Reproductive system: the sex organs Respiratory system: the organs used for breathing, the lungs Skeletal system: structural support and protection through bones Urinary system: the kidneys and associated structures involved in the production and excretion of urine

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Certain professions, especially medicine and physiotherapy, require the study of human anatomy (See Figure 3.2) in depth. Textbooks usually split the body into the following regional groups:  Head and Neck: includes everything above the thoracic inlet.  Upper limb: includes the hand, forearm, arm, shoulder, axilla, pectoral region and scapular region.  Thorax: contains the region of the chest from the thoracic inlet to the thoracic diaphragm.  Abdomen: everything from the thoracic diaphragm to the pelvic brim or to the pelvic inlet.  The back: about the spine and its components, the intervertebral disks and bodies  Pelvis and Perineum: the pelvis consists of everything from the pelvic inlet to the pelvic diaphragm. The perineum is the region between the genital area and the anus.  Lower limb: the lower limb is usually everything below the inguinal ligament, including the thigh, the hip joint, the leg, and the foot.

Human, know thyself! It is not only the medical or physiotherapy profession that requires in-depth knowledge in human anatomy, but every spiritually inclined individual. This is because in any spiritual unfoldment, imagination is important to activate the results during and after meditation. It is equally necessary to invoke and bring to focus any part of the body that need healing or development. The human subtle body is going to be discussed in the following chapter.

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This explains why animals understand their owner's language when you are able to see the telepathic energy being received and sent between owner and animal. Wild animals have more expansive auras than their domestic counterparts. If you have no pet. trees. animals. The energy of plants. crystals. Pets often have certain aura colours that are characteristic of their primary caregivers.. (In parts of Africa. plants.g. e. watch your own behaviour towards others. etc. look at your cat or dog for an indication. animals put green and pink energy in our energy fields because they are loyal and love unconditionally and this energy finds its way to influence your energy. Animals have less complex but more intense coloration than humans. planets. It is normally iridescent/radiant. but there are similarities on a basic level. it has an energy field. Plants including flowers. grass. the inhabitants 29 . If it vibrates. About the therapeutic effect of animals on people. That is why they say if you are stressed "hug a tree!". books. etc.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Subtle Body 4.1 Introduction Everything has an aura. Surely this is true. the more fixed (stabled or simpler structure) the aura around the object is. The lower the vibration. Although it differs from the aura of humans and animals. the dominant colouration. have an energy field. If you want to know what your aura looks like. where there are lots of trees in the thick jungle. in a full consciousness you will realize that by passing a tree your aura becomes flooded and charged with green. particularly trees can influence our own energy.

Certain areas. Because of the high amount of oxygen at the sea.you will see that there is much more going around the moon than you have ever noticed before! You may wish to slide out at a quiet night and watch! Everybody is born with the ability of auric sight. It could be realized that we as human beings are emotionally attached to our earthly goods. Most trees live 100 to 200 years. one needs to take a look at the ocean. but the light energy tends to flow. which allows you to see the physical or etheric double. A car can have a unique aura received often from its owner. Lower vibrations can be altered by placing crystals in these spaces or corners. so it is safe as long as the tree in which a life is insured is not cut off. To have a taste of what cosmic energy looks like. when looking at. The dark spots tend to stay at in 1 place accumulating more of the same energy. The next time your car gets a flat tyre. Cars. ask and you must receive. so a part of our energy resonates around the goods we feel attached to. it automatically raises your energy levels. And it looks like different textures dancing on top of the waters.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM insure their life as well as their children inside trees. There is a natural energy which flows through a house.) The green energy emanating from the tree when hugged. immediately neutralizes lower unstable energies thus having a calming effect on the person and then the person again feels in harmony with himself and others or his environment. With auric sight these are perceived as light and dark spots. emotional layer and 30 . spaces and corners in the house tend to hold on to the negative energy. ask yourself when recently your ego got punctured?! Think. reflect colours around it. At the same time a car symbolically represents our ego vehicle. If you try to look at the aura of a full moon .

because if taught and developed well it would raise the world to a greater height than now. Angels or Malaeka do not have wings in the real sense of it. they cry. Infants frequently look above a person in front of them. Archangels are a symbol of large hands forming an arch. The truth is that children should learn to see and read auras in our primary schools. ogbanje or all sorts of names. no matter how much smiling the person does. Hence they are obliged to go back to them whenever the promised life-span elapsed. For the rest you need clairvoyant or spiritual sight which you either received as a gift or obtained through a lot of spiritual work on yourself to raise your vibrations to such a level that you can perceive higher dimensions. While naturally. some people’s aura. abiku. it looks like silver/gold stripes shooting into a blockage. When they don't like the color of the aura above the head. it is usual for parents or some adults to feel their children are going nuts. who are usually completely enslaved by the materialistic world and suppress their Nature by following superficial examples. Very young children (up to 5 years of age) see auras naturally. Normal angels may be revealed to others in a symbol of shooting arrows like feathered wings. In this area of the world (Yorubas. just like my wife’s. attracts most children Children have much cleaner and stronger auras than most of adults. When children ‘see’ and try to tell adults of what they ‘see’ or feel. This is the belief and a typical scenario. They give 31 . or if this color is much different from their parent's aura. Igbo in Nigeria) they are referred to as emere. so they never lose this natural ability. Within the energy field of a person it looks like bright energy. To some clairvoyants.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the lower mental layers. The names signify that such children can communicate with their other ‘heavenly mates’ or Source Codes so to say.

They can also make their presence known by smell or touch. Angelic energy feels warm. Chakras Zone Figure 4. violets and roses. Whenever an angel or malaeka or iwin being enters your aura.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM these symbolic images so that one knows what energy beings he is working with. Most people find it overwhelming as this love and warmth cannot be compared to any we find on earth. The true living body comprises of physical and subtle body. kind and peaceful . To some. loving.so to say.1 Human body aura 32 . Angels leaves a place smelling like lavender.2 Aura An aura is an oval shaped etheric emanation surrounding humans within a distance of 600 to 1300mm all around the body. 4. the vibration of your field is immediately raised and expanded and to the clairvoyant eye it looks brighter and more radiant.

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It is a multi dimensional energy field that contains all that was and is. It extends to become part of the cosmic universe. An aura is composed of all the colors of the spectrum. Combinations differ with individuals and are constantly shifting. The colors are representative of mental and emotional states. The human aura is a multi-dimensional energy field, which consists of closely knit electromagnetic particles of varying densities suspended around the body in several layers known as auric bodies. The aura manifests the sum and sustains our existence as an endless life force in the universe. It is an extension of our higher self and a manifestation of the cosmic nature of our being. It is the antennae of consciousness, a treasure and throve of knowledge. Imagine an advanced energy and information system that contains a true chronicle of your past- present-and future. By referring to it you can expand your awareness and discover exciting new dimensions to your existence. It is also a system that can give you new insight, growth and power into your life. Einstein said: ‘Color is light, light is energy and energy is the whole universe’. Think of the aura as a colorful light system around any object which functions, not only in a 3rd dimension but in a 4th or even 5th dimension which is timeless and therefore it is only energy that interacts with everything as well as the universe. It is alive and an ever changing energy system and non-static. It is forever communicating, interacting, responding and confirming with every impulse, in and around it. It is an energy system, which contains all of which you are and were as a body, mind and soul being. It is forever present and forever evolving as you grow and expand and experience life in all its forms. It can never dissolve since energy cannot be destroyed. It can only be altered. Everything in the Universe seems to be just a vibration. Every atom, every

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part of an atom, every electron, every elementary particle, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. Hence, we may define the aura as an electro-photonic vibration response of an object to some external excitation (such as an ambient light for example). This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see the aura vibration. The most important property of the aura seems to be the fact that it contains information about the object. Aura around living (conscious) objects (people, plants and so on) changes with time, sometimes very quickly. Aura around non-living object (stones, crystals, water etc) is essentially fixed. Above facts have been observed by scientists in Russia, who have been using Kalian Effect to study auras for the last 52 years. The aura around humans is partly composed from EM (electromagnetic) radiation, spanning from microwave, infrared (IR) to UV light. The low frequency microwave and infrared part of the spectrum (body heat) seems to be related to the low levels of the functioning of our body (deoxyribonucleic acid or DNA, structure, metabolism, circulation etc.) whereas high frequency (ultra-violet or UV part) is more related to our conscious activity such as thinking, creativity, intentions, sense of humor and emotions. Russian scientists in Aura research are suggesting that our DNA can be altered, by influencing its microwave aura. The high frequency (UV) part is very important and most interesting but largely unexplored. And this part can be seen with naked eyes.

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photography a lot of people have the impression that that is what an aura is all about and that is what the colours look like. This could not be any further from the truth. This is merely 1 dimension attained from biofeedback and the colours are reproduced to represent what the camera accesses. This camera only picks up the type of energy you currently manifest at body level. Aura can be divided in to 4 bodies; the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. All these bodies have a higher dimension to them that function in the 4th and 5th dimension except the spiritual body. Spirit is 5 dimensional and there are even higher vibrations than that. All of these bodies differ from each other. The colour aspect of the aura functions within the emotional body. We truly have colourful emotions and that is why we have expressions in language using colour to describe emotions, e.g.:
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red with anger. If one is mad the emotional aura is flooded with red. green with envy. A slummy shade of green is in the aura. having the blues. Too much blue in the emotional layer is telling you that this person is currently feeling melancholic.

Your soul's colours look completely different than the emotional colours. It looks like nothing on the earth plane. The closest description is that this aura has the same haziness a misty day about it, but then with a tint of green, blue, red, like the colours of the rainbow, sometimes more than 1 colour or even 4 colours together with the sun shining from behind to give it the radiance of the soul. The general hue, which people talk about, is still not a true colour. It is true for the personality you are on earth. This is

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They are used to see colours and objects in our everyday environment. So what does my aura look like? It depends on which auric body you are looking at. projected outwards. There are two main types of light receptors in the human eye. 4. Rods are receptive to shorter wavelengths of lights (those in the ultraviolet spectrum).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the sum total of the flow of energy through all your chakras at whichever level it is functioning currently. Cones are concentrated in the middle of our eyes. yellows and purples. 36 . This part of our eyes needs a lot of exercise if you have never used it before. focused vision. You can raise your level of vibration through regular meditation. Other ways of perceiving the aura is through the 3rd eye. fear and also because we use our left brain function more than the intuitive right brain as we grow up. People with the same general hue normally get along with those of complementary colours like reds and greens. We each have approximately 18 million rods and 3 million cones in our eyes. They are used for night vision and to detect movement. reds will push greens to be more active while greens will calm down the energy of the reds. So what you truly are on earth is a sum total of all these bodies. This correlates closely with the energy of the rising sun and 1st house in astrology. The so called Rods are concentrated in the outer portion of our eyes. Cones are receptive to light in our normal visible spectrum. oranges and blues. These keep one another on their toes.4 Auric Sight Auric sight is a function of the eye that has been neglected or shut down by conditioning. rods and cones. conditioning and karmic issues stored within the 3rd eye. So we use our peripheral vision to see the aura. For instance. In order to do that you need to let go of limiting beliefs.

smelling and touch. Seeing is believing.5 Multi-Sensory Perception This is using all of your senses to experience the energy. Then there is the deeper feeling of what the emotion is doing to the person's other energies. The aura is accessible not only through sight. Most of us are clairsentience beings. Our hands are a kinesthetic sensor to feel energy. practicing an hour a day. 37 . Here too.e. Normally we receive and read the energy with our left hand and give energy out with the right hand. you go back to a lower vibration and then it is very difficult to access the energy. know thyself! 4. Seeing auras is a different way of looking. The aura is gazed upon not look at. Remember you use your eyes and your intuitive mind to perceive! The secret to seeing auras is patience. In order to understand the totality of the energy and what the energy of the aura wants to communicate. remembering there are always more than one (1) level to feeling. Alpha level functions within the super conscious and when you can maintain that level you are automatically open to perceive the energy of the aura. it is important to develop other senses like hearing. You get frustrated or confused. Human. but feeling is the truth. So it is. i. You have heard people refer to a friend: I can feel he is in a bad mood. for instance you can experience the emotion of raging anger and that may make feel vulnerable when you see one in a person right in front of you. To enter that state of mind you need to relax and experience it as game of fun.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM teaching yourself to access the alpha brain waves. There is the immediate emotion a person experiences. by feeling the energy another person is giving off or radiating. The moment you tense up or stress.

4. emotional. Because of noise or what we did not want to hear we have blocked our hearing abilities. There is no sense in only seeing if you cannot hear or see what the energy wants to tell you. ajna or CAVICAL Throat (5th) or DORSAL Heart (4th). through which vital energy must pass in order to nourish and maintain physical. Each chakra has 3 layers of energy.2. And this is the least developed skill in most people. Chakras enable us to gather process and release energy. Chakras are energy vortexes that look like wheels spinning. mind and soul.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM We can also feel the energy of a place and animals. mental and spiritual well being. What is so unique about this system is the gradation and regiment of energy available as we evolve through the chakras to higher levels of awareness.2. as represented in Figure 4. There is a whole spectrum of sound outside our normal range of hearing abilities within the spiritual dimensions that is accessible through our inner hearing system. Note this! Crown (7th) or MEDULAR 3rd Eye (6th). It is a profound system that integrates body. amahata Solar Plexus (3rd) Sacral (2nd) Root (1st) Figure 4. People like mediums can communicate with other dimensional beings. Positions of chakras 38 . they see as silver/gold in the aura).6 Chakras Chakras. Chakras focus the confluence of energy streaming down on us from the cosmos and onto the earth. are energy points in our aura. responsibilities and consciousness.

These blockages reflect our capacity to experience. which focus around our birthing.e. Not only can one must use the steel but must be oiled properly and adequately too. be cautious! When the chakra is blocked at this level the mind needs to be engaged and committed to reprogramming negative thoughts about the past. which are locked into the energetic. if activated and abused by negative thoughts. especially when we forget our spiritual nature and ignore our true purpose in life. code would be a violation of the person's life process. infancy and early childhood. Chakras can easily be blocked if they are not well activated and used rightly. express and release our feelings. The deep inner layer is related to the soul path. However. The blockages in this field of energy come about through unexpressed emotions. Yes Chakras get ‘rusted’ or ‘corroded’ just like an abandoned steel. The middle layer relates to deeply personal emotional issues. It is my wish that everyone will have at least once the opportunity to experience this. No one can know the deep unfolding of the soul's destiny. so also will negative thought do to your Chakras. Water-air combination corrodes steel. To disturb the patterns. The chakras spin at such a high vibration that it is not possible to see it with auric sight alone but with an opened 3rd eye. These may require a deeper therapeutic approach to work through the disturbances. these deep layers of energy are more likely to open and blossom when the top layers are free from congestion. So. Unresolved issues will stand in the way of our development and growth which work through our mental processes as well as energetic processes. This is the energy which can become congested in the comings and goings of everyday life. When you do you will understand why the Yogis describe chakras as lotus with 39 . i.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The top layer relates to transpersonal energy.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spinning petals. a circle for the solar plexus. which is a red square for the root chakra. the chakras can be perceived in their symbolic representation. Through chakra meditation and learning and experience with the energetic nature of the universe. and all people inhabiting physical bodies on this earth have them. 40 . a star for the 3rd eye and a skull cap for the crown chakra. but the differences have only been minor. a crescent moon for the sacral chakra. hence. The following is a general summary of understanding the physical locations and elements associated with each chakra. The base chakra extends down and the crown chakra extends up. Certainly the colors and locations of the chakras are generally consistent. our bodies are energy!) The chakras and other smaller energy vortexes (such as acupuncture points) are openings and channels for universal energy to flow into and out of the aura. a heart shape for the heart chakra. These energy vortexes are the channels through which spiritual energy flows through to manifest in the physical plane. Balancing and Charging the Chakras While the word "chakra" has Hindu (Sanskrit) roots. Over the years some discrepancies have been noticed between how different people "define" each chakra. the energy involved is not partial to any particular religion or belief. (particularly the second and third chakras). upside down triangle for the throat chakra. It is a universal energy. we can awaken our conscious minds to our true spiritual natures. (Matter is merely slowed down or crystallized energy. while the chakras in between have vortexes both to the front of the body and to the back.

our bodies and our health. When all the chakras are "whirling". It is like our umbilical cord to The Absolute.  The second chakra is located in the area of the womb or spleen. and also the color rose. damaged. and is associated with the color orange." It is associated with wisdom and integration of our eternal selves (half education.  The fifth chakra is located at the throat and is a bright blue. or muddied with residual energy. and is violet fading to white further away from the body. then our physical and emotional health can be affected. This chakra is associated with thought (though some say the third chakra governs thought) and with vision." It is also the link between emotion and thought.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  The first chakra is located at the base of the spine and is associated with red. It is the chakra that governs our physical existence. It is associated with the will or desire. religion fanatism) with our current physical selves. This chakra governs creativity and emotion. which is the "color of love. This chakra is our connection to our "higher selves" and to the "divine. Often this 41 .  The sixth chakra is located at the third eye (mid-forehead) and is indigo (deep purple/blue). open. bright and clean. then our chakra system is balanced.  The third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is associated with the color gold (yellow).  The fourth chakra (the middle chakra in the chain of seven) is the heart chakra and is associated with the color green.  The seventh chakra is at the crown of the head." This chakra is connected with emotion and human love. particularly psychic vision. It is also the chakra of spiritual love and connection. It governs communication and personal magnetism. It is the chakra that most influences intercommunication and our "personas. When a chakra becomes blocked.

" The goal is a strong. chances are your root (red) chakra is going to become sluggish. but a disproportionately small heart chakra or root chakra. fears and desires can be found in our chakras. You are endowed with it. is very effective. as you would for any meditation. First know yourself. The following exercise. The effects of our habits. If you are extremely centered in your intellect. This energy is essential for vitality. Or perhaps you're cerebrally focused on finding answers to deep questions about "reality" (as I was for many years). In this country (Nigeria) and other Nations of the world we tend to value the upper chakras over the lower chakras. stand or sit in a relaxed and comfortable position. Your body is the only authentic temple you have and not somebody else or any place. Lie. balanced energy system. feelings. you may have a bulging and bright brow chakra. clear and balanced the chakras. your heart chakra is likely to become tight and closed and block emotional energy. The more open. 42 . looks unending for a beginner but. thoughts. Anybody at any required time one feels empty. darkened and dull. it can be used to ground oneself. if you eat poorly (a lot of processed food. for instance) and don't exercise. and continued growth on all levels. health. If you "close off" your emotions because they're painful or overwhelming. safe and powerful.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM occurs habitually as the result of negative or incomplete belief systems. clear. beliefs. For example. Use the power of imagination to locate each necessary parts of your body. This probably has its roots in our ancestors' religious aversion to the "flesh" and their focus on the rewards of "heaven. use it wisely. the more energy can flow through your system.

as it enters your nose.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM (Remember this fact that your body is the only authentic temple you possess. cleansing and charging the chakras and allow one's own inner voice to lead the meditation.. Become aware of your body from head to toe.. for my.. my…and my…is the image of my. and out. The body should already be relaxed and the mind tranquil when beginning this meditation. all is infinite mind and infinite manifestations. in this place.. It is preferable to learn about energy and the methods of balancing. and out. All the same. while another recites the mantra: “There is no life.. follow your breath. Breathe in... Spirit/ Inner Force/.... in this time.and out..in (six or seven counts as wished but stick to one) and out (six or seven counts. Feel where your body meets the (chair/bed/floor). God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMasishida.. Just relax into this quiet moment. Somebody told me he likes to recite: “Allah-Akbar-Laahu-Akbar” for 10 minutes to relax. in this body. Follow the breath as it flows toward your nostrils. of the heaviness of your limbs. but stick to one). Now that you are relaxed and feeling very much at peace.. in. take a moment to ground yourself here in this moment.. Eyes are closed. is all-in-all. so use it wisely. of your weight. truth or intelligent nor subject of matter. The following is just one way of performing this balancing.) Your spine remains straight and your head aligned with your body. In... Another said: A-U-M.and …therefore I am not material but… ” You may wish to fill in the gap by your usual name of your belief: God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMashida. Take some deep breaths. as it fills your lungs and then as it is expelled... 43 .

As the energy swirls in. dirty. Now turn your attention back to the root chakra. You are surrounded by infinite root energy. your physical health and vitality. In your mind you can see your root chakra. torn. and when the chakra is clean. Watch it as it travels through space and then bursts into a zillion bits of energy upon solar contact. a brilliant red swirling vortex of physical energy. Allow the energy to fill your chakra until it is so vital that it extends several feet out from your body. This is the root chakra. to the area of the "womb" or spleen/lower navel (if man). If you feel your chakra is dusty. If it is dirty.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now focus on the area at the base of the spine. Its energy is red. your chakra grows large and deep red and strong. Mentally envision the chakra and note any symbolic symptoms of disease. In your mind. or otherwise less than a perfectly brilliant red whirling vortex. and it governs your physical body. It is clean and red. note its color and vitality. 44 . clean away the dirt and throw it into an imaginary pail with a lid. mentally take the pail and hurl it into the sun. Now turn your focus up to your abdomen. Allow those hands to repair any imperfections. feel its strength and power. imagine your hands (or those of a guide) working on the chakra. study the appearance of this chakra. Imagine the room glowing red with this energy. See red swirls of energy flowing to your root chakra. the area between your legs. Allow the sun to recycle this energy back into the universe. You can feel this as a tingling as the energy fills your root chakra.

' Feel 45 . send me yellow energy. Focus on the orange chakra again. until it extends out from your body for several feet. It is now clean and whole.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is the orange chakra. charging it with vitality. This is the heart of the yellow chakra. Turn from the red chakra. Take a few moments to examine this chakra. Take a moment to observe the chakra. discarding any imperfections or impurities in the pail. up through the orange chakra. Now return your attention to the yellow chakra. Allow the invisible hands to cleanse the chakra and heal it. Call out to the universe for orange creative energy and feel the space around you begin to glow orange. Send the “pail” to the sun for recycling. Have you been lazy of late. that which controls clear thinking and creativity. Watch as your orange chakra grows and whirls. its vitality. to work for that which I value and desire. with creativity. 'Universe. With a tingle you feel the energy begin to swirl into your chakra. Is it clean and strong? Or is there work to be done here? Allow those invisible hands to cleanse the chakra. Note its color. and a bright orange. with clear-thought. Note its color and appearance. or perhaps too driven? Examine your will through this chakra. that of will. to repair or heal it. that which governs will and ambition. will energy. and send the pail to the sun to recycle the energy. just as the red root chakra is still whirling and strong. to the solar plexus. energy to achieve my goals. It is now clean and a bright yellow. Discard any imperfections in the pail.

Fill my heart with love energy. so be it.) send me green energy for my heart! Open my heart to the world. You may feel an instant wave of emotion.” Must you use any familiar phrase for yourself. Are there bindings holding in pain? Or is the chakra tight and hard with anger? Release any tensions. with compassion for our shared experiences and journey. It is clean and a beautiful green color.. the green chakra. and with a tingle feel the energy swirl into your solar plexus. Watch the chakra grow and glow and spin with this new energy. Say: “Universe/God/Allah/Most-High. and your yellow/solar plexus chakra glowing strongly. Examine this chakra. Note its color. extending several feet out from your body. In your mind you can see your red/root chakra glowing. any impurities. Reflect a moment on how you've been feeling emotionally lately. vitality. release any pain or anger. This chakra governs your feelings.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the yellow energy surrounding your body. Turn your attention to the middle of your chest. imperfections or impurities to the pail. your orange/womb chakra pulsing brilliantly. 46 . Now focus back on the heart chakra. Feel the green energy whirling into your heart. Gently allow those invisible hands to cleanse and purify the chakra. but for now. to all beings. to the heart chakra. your emotional connections to others and to the universe. They are still yours if you choose to hold them. to life itself. that I may in turn give love to others. It whirls strongly and evenly. Send them to the sun for recycling. whirling.

Feel it charge the air. It is a beautiful deep indigo. Now the chakra is clean and strong and bright blue. the third eye. strong blue energy. to heal any imperfections and recycle them in the sun. Feel the air fill with blue universal energy. Perhaps you've been feeling shy and afraid to extend your energy in communication. your chakras are cleansed and charged and huge with energy. noting the color and any imperfections. Focus on the throat. Examine the chakra. send the impurities to the sun for recycling. center of the blue chakra which governs communication and personal magnetism. Now look at the chakra. or not listening well. Feel the throat open as this energy swirls into the throat chakra. Feel your throat open with this swirling. Perhaps it no longer spins out of neglect/stagnation. drawing others to you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM From the red chakra through the orange chakra through the yellow chakra through the green chakra. clean and whirling. Focus on the middle of your forehead. Examine the chakra for imperfections. Allow the hands to heal and cleanse the chakra and when finished. swirl in and around and fill your third eye chakra with deep. Perhaps it is locked up due to fear. This chakra is indigo and governs psychic vision and intuition. Or perhaps you've been talking over others. Perhaps you haven't been honoring your own beliefs and speaking out when you should. vital indigo energy. 47 . This energy charges your aura with magnetism. There is psychic energy available to you beyond measure. Allow the hands to cleanse the chakra.

Mentally reach out to that which you consider your "Source" to "The Absolute" or “The Universe”. to the orange/womb chakra. to the blue/throat chakra. to the green/heart chakra. and recycle the discarded energy in the sun. and note any mental visions as this occurs. All your chakras are now clean. of your soul. This chakra is like an umbilical cord to "home. open and brilliant. and fully charged." Reflect on your spirituality of late. a loving embrace of your whole self. big! Move your attention up to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. Now focus your attention at the crown of your head. Feel the violet energy flowing in. examine the chakra and allow any healing needed.. glowing white around the outside. to the green/heart chakra. strong. This chakra is violet near the body. bright. Note the red/root chakra. In my experience this chakra generally needs much less work than the others. Ask for the peace and joy of a strong crown chakra connection. to the blue/throat chakra and the indigo/third eye chakra. the energy flowing back to you. Your chakras are huge. and the white energy surround your body. Feel the response.. Allow the hands to heal. the orange/womb chakra. Now is a good time to ask for increased psychic power. etc. to cleanse. This chakra governs your connection to the Universe/God/Goddess/The Creator. See the crown chakra grow enormous. charged and in balance. It is brilliantly violet. to the deep 48 . whirling. fading to white further away.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Feel the third eye open. Now examine the chakra. From the red/root chakra.

within the Universe. There’s a whole lot of shifting going on as in Figure 4. See the white energy that extends up and out from the crown chakra enveloping your whole body in an egg of white energy. all the others are likely to follow . This energy alteration affects all creatures. After few months of practice. you may not want to get involved with any other meditation again. almost as if there’s something in the air. full of energy and vitality. 49 . ironbased inner core. Me and everything else that exist within. and its frequency rate are altered. if one energetic member shifts. your chakras are spinning and whirling. You are completely refreshed. and evens our body’s natural electro-magnetic field.3. and peaceful.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM purple/third eye to the violet/crown. calm.like the Earth. the Earth’s geomagnetic field. You are full of vitality. Sun. Electromagnetism is the stuff that when the Sun emits more electromagnetic radiation. increasing incidents of unexplained phenomena.7 An Electromagnetic Affair Most noticeable human shifting includes the alarmingly frequent occurring nervous system disorders. pelvic movement or your group dancing and clapping of hands. Consequently. and extra-sensory development. Try it! Alternative to this is your regular alsolaat. there’s an electromagnetic energy surge/shift now underway. Evidently. Strangely. Your energy is balanced. 4. You. a heightened intensity of emotions is being felt and people are embracing “know thyself” and “above all else be true to thyself” philosophy.

we are in the half-way point of this Sun cycle. 50 . since 1999 to date. is complete.. the larger cycle of the Sun. Their calendar reveals an important time (1999 – 2012) when the last 13 baktuns (Mayan years). A time when old wisdom merges with modern knowledge. observe the Sun with watchful and astonished eyes as our Solar System leader “the Sun”. In the meantime. amongst other Geophysics and Astrophysics intelligences..A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4.electromagnetism. Listed below are a few helpful suggestions for preparing your body-mind-spirit for energy surges and shifts. The ancient Mayan’s were wizards of time and numerology. we are in a spectacular and peculiar time of great change. our modern technology. Currently. meaning a whole lot of shifting is most likely yet to come . exposing the basic mechanics of creation -. affecting Earth and Everyone.3 The shift It is what makes you wonder which energetic member is affecting “Ra” the Sun? Without a doubt. displays an intense and rather abnormal fiery and explosive behavior.

By doing this you are activating synergistic nerve conduction. tingling of moving energy throughout body. yet it is not the last circle of the Sun. Rearrange different positions to enhance vibration in certain areas of the body. changes in energy level or changes in auditory and other sensory functioning. in which the difference between 7 and 20 is 13. Now lean over and touch the floor with both hands grounded.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A very noticeable year is the year 2007 (20:07 in the Qur’an). Stretch your body and feel the internal vibrations Try this by standing up right with your feet on the floor. preparing the body for easier adjustment in energy surges and shifts. Hold a position that creates your body to shake or vibrate. Electromagnetic Shift Tips Associate with the vibration of the earth’s core energy By walking barefoot. We need to stimulate and strengthen our sensory systems in order to improve our adaptability to vibration energy surges/shifts. thus. you are connecting to Earth by creating an energy current circuitry that improves your bio-energy system. physical symptoms are known to occur. sitting or lying on the Earth’s natural floor. The following is an easy exercise: Stand up-right and spin your body in a left (counter clockwise) direction for a few 51 . These may include vertigo. nausea. and anxiety. Support and enhance your body’s equilibrium During an event of electromagnetic shifting. allowing your bio-energy to flow more freely and efficiently.

perhaps the most important helpful factor to state is to inculcate: Get Awareness Awareness or consciousness is a nonphysical form of potent energy that will create into physical manifestation one way or another. Changes in air pressure. 52 .8 Influences of Auras Negative influences are negative thoughts. especially optimal nerve transmission.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spins and then pause a moment. Protect and strengthen your bio-energy field by thinking wisely! 4. thus drawing toxins from the pores and balancing excessive positive charge. Eat well. noise. This practice of sensory recalibration is most helpful for the auditorial (sense of balance) region. etc. potassium. (natural form: sodium. grounding and stabilizing your energy field. Salt and soda creates a negative ionic atmosphere. operates with electrolytes. Use natural salts and baking soda Use natural salts and baking soda in your bath for detoxifying the body. calcium. Drink and eat electrolytes Everything in our body. Negative thought patterns about yourself attract negative people and incidences in your life. Mental and emotional cleaning is recommended on a regular basis. sonic energy waves.) In the midst of new changes and shifting taking place. drugs and then electronic equipment. Repeat the spin in the opposite direction (clockwise). are likely to throw off your body's balance mechanism.

go along other routes like homeopaths and alternative medicines. Remember that all disease has a mental and emotional cause and which if addressed will also clear up the disease. Alcohol suppresses the emotions.3 The shift 53 . Over long periods of time the electric energy wants to change your natural flow while your own energy wants to correlate it again. If it is not a life threatening illness. It is advisable that if you spent a long time in these unnatural energies to balance it out by spending time in nature to restore your energy. Figure 4. It creates tension within the fields or weakens your energy that makes it receptive for disease. Restore the balance of your aura with the gentle music and or other nature sounds. Drugs and cigarettes and other medicine taken over a long period of time create a grayish layer in the vital energy and prevent the natural ability we have to heal ourselves from functioning at an optimum level. creating a phantom effect that boomerangs back on your psyche! Electronic equipment and power lines have a different magnetic energy field that runs in the opposite direction of your natural energy force.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Continued loud noises disturb the balance of the layers and therefore lower your vibration level.

Nature gave us all we need to see auras. because some artists could actually see auras just as shown in Figure 4. What we think we know on Earth now is just a tiny drop in the Ocean of Knowledge.4. meditation. except our limited understanding of Nature. Positive influences are natural sounds. and decent behaviour. You will know that you ‘know’ because you ‘know’. wearing bright colours. healthy eating. There is nothing ‘paranormal’ in the Universe. Long. Christ. Mohammed. when you see something for yourself. you will never see the aura. long time ago. If you probe further in the “Nothingness of self esteem” you will discover what they meant. Long time ago. And you can use your knowledge to learn more and help others. natural sunlight. All is required is the knowledge on how to use your senses together with your conscious effort.4 The true aura Many great people in the past complained that: we have eyes and we do not see. Figure 4. people were able to see auras. no longer will you need to rely on believing someone. 54 . Rampa and other saintly persons were covered and often seen with golden halos around their heads. people admired things they could not explain and called them “miracles”. If you decide not to try. Advanced spiritual people such as Buddha.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Your energy field can also be strengthened by the use of the transformation meditations. On the other hand.

Let’s see. regardless how impressive. It is especially important to check the aura of any religious leader. When you see a person with a gray or dark aura. Colors and intensity of the aura. If he/she does not have it. even if you are bald). aura is our spiritual signature. 55 . clean aura. umuyu. it manifests clearly. With a little patience. Just relax and you will surely observe your own aura flying off your head.) When nearly everyone (including children) sees a similar thing. muallim or a guru. No one can lie in front of you undetected. It shows our True Nature and intentions for everyone to see.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Anyone can see auras to some degree. you may be almost sure. master. you effectively see a lie every time.they are deaf. dump and stupid. educated. wa-hun la yah-kiluun . Stand in front of a full length mirror. Watching someone's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally. eloquent. Also. even if he/she is modest and not aware of it. Rather than create an aura of mystery around my newly acquired skill. good looking or well dressed he/she seems to appear. We cannot fake the aura. especially around and above the head have very special meanings. I consider this a part of our Nature and I say that it deserves our attention. When you see a person with a bright. they do not make any sense. Such a person should have a clearly defined yellow-golden halo around the head. (but Sumu bukumu. you are much better on your own. watch your forehead (at the boundary of your hair-cut. my approach is to show everyone what their eyes are capable of. spiritual teacher. that such person has unclear intentions. If they do not agree with what this person is saying. you can be sure that such person is good and spiritually advanced.

Refer to the section ‘nothingness theory’ in this book. When people realize that their Aura is on display and many people are able to see it. In such case it is necessary to re-learn everything from the beginning. at least develop your inner power first and you will be better for it. Most sect. And 56 . This seems to be a direct consequence of their lifelong materialistic attitude negating and suppressing the development of consciousness. Some people’s aura if perceived can make one very sad indeed for dull colour it bears. Everyone has an Aura. But most people on Earth have very weak and dull Auras. envy. However.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Joining a sect or a religion that is led by incompetent people without good auras is very dangerous for your consciousness. if you focus your life on follow-follow-type rituals and the flock of other people. Imagine changes on the Mother Earth if many people can see auras of their leaders and start choosing them on the basis of their auras. And you can see it in their aura for yourself. there may be almost nothing useful there. By consciously controlling your aura you can actually heal yourself. Where is the danger? When the time comes to really use the information stored in your consciousness from this lifetime. Yes. healing of the physical body is nothing in comparison to what seeing and reading auras can do for our consciousness. they will watch what they think. spiritual development and our awareness of Nature. Such attitude suppresses your True Nature. jealousy and other similar emotions – I beg of you leave this material thing alone. and your aura seems to become suppressed too. cultivating fear. By reading aura it seems possible to diagnose malfunctions in the body (diseases) long before physical symptoms become evident. religion and political leaders have only two things in mind: money and power to control people.

The MerKaba is the energy field that exists around every living thing throughout the Universe. the entire world will become much better if all people can see and read Auras. also disappeared likewise. we have forgotten how to activate this living field. MerKaBa is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. Another sizable piece of land in the Indus Delta. When MerKaBa is activated around a person's body. if Plato was in fact speaking truthfully.9 The Energy Field MerKaBa is a term translated as 'chariot' in Hebrew. exactly as Plato affirms. could only have been located in that region of the world. at that occasion. at the end of the Pleistocene. he or she is in a place of complete protection. Since the fall of Atlantis. The conclusion is that Atlantis. (The huge chunk of land. including the Americas. In the process they will become better and wiser. spirit(Ka) and soul(Ba). Back in the times of Atlantis. of continental dimensions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM they will try to see and improve their own Aura. 4. everyone’s MerKaBa was activated. became sunken when sea level rose. In ancient Egyptian (18th dynasty) means Rotating fields of light Mer). See Figure 4. generated by the Love of the Universe. being able to recognize intentions of other people. Surely. to the south of Southeast Asia. No other regions of the world display a similar event. This continental-sized land was indeed larger than Asia Minor and Libya (North Africa) put together. Literarily.5.) 57 . It is seen to have been about two or three times larger than continental-sized India. the site of the second Atlantis.

and remains skeptical to the possibilities of ascention. deals with logic and linear time. already knows that the ascention is possible. but over time we have forgotten how. thus appeasing the left brain's doubtful nature. The MerKaBa Meditations facilitate deep spiritual growth and activation. They serve to balance all chakras. Spherical 58 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4.5 Ancient world during ice-age The activation meditation has recently been released back to humanity because we are ready for it again and it plays a vital part in the vibrational changes that we and the Mother Earth are going through. The meditation also incorporates deep (pranic) breathing techniques. We used to breathe in this manner. which brings Life Force Energy directly into the body in the same manner before the fall of Atlantis that the dolphins and whales breathe. Therefore the MerKaBa teaching is based on Sacred Geometry. The left brain on the other hand. The right brain. and lead one into whole-brain synchronization. or the feeling aspect of the brain.

It is a powerful meditation for this very reason and should be done only with the highest intentions for remaining in a love-centered focus. which then demands a sense of responsibility to maintain clear thoughts and actions at all times. MerKaBa as a 'tool for ascention' means that the MerKaBa meditation provides the means for learning to work with our energy fields and to realign ourselves with Source by creating a sacred space of Love and Joy around us. However. this particular meditation is a means to showing us how that state feels and provides an experimental understanding of how to realign our energy fields and holds the higher vibration of Love in it throughout our daily activities. The term 'ascentions' is one that has been widely used in a variety of contexts. the use of it only in context to the MerKaBa is as follows:  To raise the energy level of physical body (mental. this 'activation' would be seen as a subtle energy field that expands out around the body in a disc-like shape approximately 20 m in diameter. For the human body. one finds the higher energies are what is referred to as the 5th dimension space.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM breathing activates all the chakras (energy centers) in the body and has them function as one. The MerKaBa also functions as a multi-dimensional force field which when activated through love will protect you from any darkness trying to invade your system. Note that the energy that protects you will avenge you. The MerKaBa literally is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. etc) 59 . thoughts (and fears) manifest more readily when inside an activated MerKaBa. emotional. Therefore. Therefore. As it amplifies the energy of the heart.

Use any taught method hat is convenient for you. in the Golden Age which we are entering it is more like anchoring heaven on Earth and heart’s consciousness. While many believe that the concept of ascention implies physically departing from the Earth. Ground yourself properly. To strengthen one’s connection to his soul and monad (single cell organism). you should know that before you start to use a version of MerKaBa meditation. and how you can make them manifest into what you desire to see in your reality. This is living and operating through your heart’s consciousness mind not through your negative ego mind. colourful and alive. you first must understand about what your thoughts are. we begin to add love to all the emotions we take in from our environment and send out to others. Once we bring to shift our forces of awareness up from the solar plexus/ gut level to the heart center. how they create. your intention must be pure and positive. We can then more fully enjoy this Earth experience! In order to be in control of your manifest experiences.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    To have ability to tune-in to higher frequencies and access information or detect subtle energies. MerKaBa or spherical breathing brings about a complete and final bliss which comes from within and not from without. This changes the perception of ordinary events in our lives and makes them more magical. To attain a oticeable shift to the focus of conscious awareness for awareness of other levels of reality. 60 .

breath-out and draw down the light energy from the cosmos flowing down to your head (crown chakra) to the root chakra. Then send the wish light into the atmosphere. As the light reaches the cosmos. 61 . to your feet and down to the Earth core again. outside your body. 6. to the inner core of the mother Earth. 2. The light flows out your crown chakra and disappearing into the cosmos. lighting up your chakras. from the cosmos pass down and breathing out the light in front of your body down to the earth and from the Earth up to the cosmos breathing in. breathing out and bringing the light down by your left side. Now from top down. Now. 5. 7. after the fifth time in 3 above. Now breathing out.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 1. Repeat this process 5 times. repeat 5 times. Sit for as long as you wish before any daily activities commences. bring the light and place it in your solar plexus exercising your wish (positive only). Sit cross-legged or stand erect. through your right side. outside your body to the cosmos. Breath-in by drawing light energy from the inner core of the mother Earth and allow the energy to flow up. whichever is convenient for you. circulate up the light. Move up the light as in 2 above Repeat Nos 2 and 3 five (5) times 4. 3.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Remember: what you sow is what you reap You are your own worst enemy as you are your best friend. 62 .

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thought Forms 5. Alternatively. Usually.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) DNA contains the genetic information that allows living things to function. For example.1 The structure of part of a DNA double helix 63 . a cell may simply copy its genetic information in a process called DNA replication. grow and reproduce. This information is held in the sequence of pieces of DNA called genes. Figure 5. when a cell uses the information in a gene. Genetic information in genes is transmitted through complementary base pairing. the DNA sequence is copied into a complementary ribonucleic acid (RNA) sequence in a process called transcription. this RNA copy is then used to make a matching protein sequence in a process called translation.

alkylating agents and also high-energy electromagnetic radiation such as ultraviolet light and x-rays. which are cross-links between adjacent pyrimidine bases in a DNA strand. Cytosine Phosphate dioxyribose backbone 3rd end 5th end Figure 5. oxidants such as free radicals or hydrogen peroxide produce multiple forms of 64 . These include oxidizing agents. books and literatures here we focus on the interactions that happen in these processes between DNA and other molecules. For example.2 The two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases DNA can be damaged.2.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The details of these functions are covered in other articles. On the other hand. as shown in Figure 5. UV light mostly damages DNA by producing thymine dimers.1 and two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases are shown in Figure 5. by many different sorts of mutagens. The type of DNA damage produced depends on the type of mutagen. The structure of part of a DNA double helix is shown in Figure 5.3.

the most damaging are double-strand breaks. in an adduct to DNA 5. Knowing this. And one’s mind is an energy force that continually generates these patterns of scalar waves through the process of thought. including base modifications. It has been estimated that in each human cell.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM damage.3 Benzopyrene. thoughts are real things. as they can produce point mutations. particularly of guanosine. it 65 . about 500 bases suffer oxidative damage per day. Of these oxidative lesions. as well as chromosomal translocations. as well as double-strand breaks. the major mutagen in tobacco smoke. insertions and deletions from the DNA sequence. Figure 5. which form specific patterns of scalar frequency within the personal manifestation template In other words.2 DNA Representations Thought is define as scalar wave configurations of multidimensional vibrating patterns of bi-polar electromagnetic energy radiation.

the more expanded your hologram will become. TV. Reality is actually just a hologram that is created right through your DNA template. GSM. And this is what thought manifestation is about. The more strands of DNA are active within you. like a fabulous wealth. It's like trying to explain to your great grandmother how the astronauts landed on the moon. The frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist so you won't see the reality fields formed by those types of frequencies. your body will not be able to hold a certain frequency that. So it doesn't matter how many ways we try to explain to them. ‘see’ but do not comprehend even when things are very loud and clear. and they don't have the apparthi turned on to even receive the frequency of information that the self-Esteem is driving at. turned on and active. will not be manifest in your experience. If you do not have the frequency receivers in your DNA.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM is not difficult then to understand how appropriately directed thought can directly influence one's manifest experience and reality. How thought gets transduced into externalization and holographic projection. These people seem to work in a very low frequency and dealing with them requires patience to drive points home. There is no way to see something if you don't have the receivers for that frequency (Video. Osanyin) with its modulation. and will not be able to comprehend it. They do not understand because they are in a self-imposed frequency fence first of all. 66 . She just doesn't have the receptors to receive this information turned on. which you are trying to see in your hologram. This is exactly what happens to many individuals they ‘hear’. which happens during DNA activation then. they will never "get" it. called apparthi. because you are able to bring in more dimensional levels of consciousness into your body via these frequency receivers.

By the way science is blessed by the facts of nature making it easy and real for it to travel to space. then the frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist. Because the beings exist in higher harmonics of frequency. then it doesn't exist. If we had all of our sense receptors turned on. complete DNA activation. we literally won't see it in our reality. If the frequency receivers (apparthi) inside your DNA are not doing their job to receive frequency. Space between objects is a vibrational frequency. But thought is just as physical as your physical body.the huge amounts of black distances between planets. So there are lots of things that we can't perceive with our Three-Dimensional (3D) consciousness and that is one reason why science can't "prove" yet that there is "life” on other planets. But we don't see it all . so as to understand the cosmos. we are actually seeing a massive reality field that's filled with life and consciousness and all sorts of structures and forms and density levels and civilizations. Your body and the planet's body are just thought forms. It's like when we look up into the stars and into outer space. It is a vibrational frequency that our body systems are not used to perceiving so they block it out. Everything would be direct cognition and known as part of us within ourselves when we know ourselves as Source. we would not see the hologram. so that their senses can’t be detected by the current 3D technologies.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Because they believe that if they can't see it with their eyes.we see deep space . Since we don't have the frequency receptors turned on for that specific frequency. Even thought can be perceived if the receiver of right frequency is there 67 . Science tends to look at thought as one of those unquantifiable things as a result of physical "phenomena".

because there is a time-thing going on within. remember. of not only the brains of the scientists trying to see it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thoughts also wear chemical toga. particles. the auric clearing and karmic sessions must be embarked upon often . They will be in some types of chemical molecular structure in your body and DNA. Your thoughts are running through your blood and through your organ systems. A lot of what is happening when one is looking through electron microscopes at parts of atoms. the ones that are disharmonic are the ones that cause chemical disease in the body. So a big part of learning manifestation is learning mental body control . and subatomic particles. but also out of the range of the time distortion that you get by looking through a microscope. What is happening is the things flash on and off from the source and then back to polarity so fast that they are beyond the perception. It is as simple as that. They are using lenses that bend light which means it's creating sound 68 . think negative and receive negative. When scientists look through microscopes and telescopes. Things flash on and off so quickly (as now proven by our quantum physicists) that we can't see it with the senses because the senses have a certain mathematical calibration that gives them a range of vibration that they can perceive but a large part is blocked out . In fact.because of the inactive apparthi (frequency receivers in the DNA). All depend on you. In order to prevent these discordant thought forms from manifesting as physical disease. They exist in your body in form of chemical. Think positive and receive positive.how you are going to use the physics in your body and in your mind to control your thoughts and direct your holographic reality.Every thought that you created has a chemical reality in the body. they are seeing a holographic projection. They are in your body doing things.

so it allows them to see certain levels of the microscopic kingdom and macroscopic kingdom that normally our sense facilities would not project out. that were created out of the belief that we need an instrument to do this because we did not have the innate ability to see these things ourselves.thought. when we begin to turn on our own micro-vision. And the parts that wouldn't transmute would become dust. In fact. "Ashes to ashes. If we can see these things through mechanical instrumentations. they didn't die and then bury the body. and it wasn't because they were primitive cultures at all. It would all be controlled by the most powerful source or force in the universe . In fact. There are all sorts of things that we could do when human consciousness was functioning within its hologram the way it was designed if the DNA was operating properly and fully activated. The very ancient civilizations that lived thousands of years ago didn't have a lot of the so called stuff as we do now. We don't need microscopes to see our microscopic particles. which is part of the natural senses that start to come with 4th strand DNA activation. Because thought is the director of 69 . This is the fact as it was so I am. they didn't even die. They ascended when they were tired of being here. they didn't bury bodies. we do have these sense facilities. and dust to dust" so you say. which are thought forms.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM waves. we will get a much more accurate assessment of what the particles look like and how they actually behave. because originally. When certain things happened to the DNA when they did die. which means it is changing interrelationships between templates . They transmuted it with frequency. But the thing is. They didn't have a problem with disposing of things like we do.

it's hit or miss trying to manifest from 3rd dimensional consciousness. then you will create a thought field that does indeed jump out from you and in about 3 days time. this means you can embody 6 dimensional levels of consciousness (your soul's frequency). But again.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM frequency and everything is formed by frequency. Watch out of negative thought that has become major part in your life. If you happen to create an alignment between you and your higher levels of self and you happen to create an alignment between your particles and their angular rotation of particle spin. But. When the frequencies in the planetary grids are running properly and the DNA inside your body is working properly. so therefore you are closer to fully embodying Source's energies and thus when you use your thoughts to direct this energy. The new age teachers teach you to say. start to become manifest. if you have 6 strands of DNA active. It doesn't really work very well. manifestation happens much faster and more consistently. so that means whatever I command to do will happen". That is what we are teaching you now. you have to be able to embody more dimensions of frequency which happens as you activate your DNA. In order to be more like Source or God. This is the power you have to look forward to eventually and not the usual amen without a concrete base prayer. so yield! It also a fact that thought manifestation from a 3-D level alone (3rd strand activation which most people are now in) is a hit or miss situation. So we're actually going back in time to reclaim the knowledge and the power and the understanding that was once ours when the DNA was functioning properly. thought manifestation is instantaneous. "I am He. and Source is still beyond the 15th dimension. 70 . does it? It's because your consciousness is still stationed in the 3rd dimension.

within the subatomic particle structure of your cells. you must edit the cellular memory files (clear and transmute the lower pulsating particles from the body and auric field – do an auric clearing). or future. The DNA serves as the literal conduit through which that holographic program will project data from cellular memory into physical manifestation. Knowing this. much as a computer stores data within its memory. and the DNA operates as the electromagnetic circuitry through which that memory comes into physical manifestation. you may then realize that when you are shifting your consciousness and using the imagination to program desired thought-forms into the past. as a multidimensional electromagnetic program. To gain creative control over your manifest events. In the practice of conscious evolution. The holographic. upgrade the holographic thought-form program (create new visualizations of desired past. desired reality pictures to project into your world of manifest events. and future events. present. which some of 71 . external reality is manufactured. Your external reality field is the screen upon which the thought-forms that are stored within your cellular memory program will be displayed. present. much as a computer’s circuitry allows the electronic data stored in memory to be projected onto the screen. living them in imagination “as if they are happening now” within the desired time period) and expand the DNA circuitry (have your DNA Activations) in order to allow new. you are literally reprogramming the frequency patterns of your cellular content and the operational holographic program that will manifest into physical reality through the DNA. thought-form program through which your external reality will manifest is literally stored. into forms recognizable to human perception.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM DNA is the literal vessel through which the illusionary experience of physical.

You can literally shift things in your present manifest experience by reprogramming the past memory impulses stored in your DNA – add new past memories and new events will manifest in the present. And this is facilitated when you have an auric clearing. Your moment of power is always in the present. You will encounter those reality pictures in manifest form once those DNA strands come into activation when you have your sessions. which is stored within the cells and made operational through your DNA. when you create “future memory” visualizations. you are putting specific manifestation instructions into the morphogenetic field of the DNA strands you have not yet assembled. this cellular clearing and DNA transmutation is exactly what is taking place. and you can direct the path of your evolution from your present moment in time.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you are already doing with my sessions. in order to direct your power of manifestation. you must first learn demanifestation skills. when you realize that your present focus of attention can alter and direct events in both past and future. When you release crystallized thought-forms composed of slow-pulsating particles from your present cellular structure in the Auric Clearing and Karmic Sessions. Prior to learning manifestation skills. It takes practice to develop skill in conscious manifestation and you must become familiar with the “feel” of your own inner focus of consciousness in the present. Learning how to remove undesirable morphogenetic thought-form patterns from your active holographic program. Create new future memories now. For those of you who have not had your DNA activated. through which they would otherwise project into physical manifestation. you are stopping those lower thought-form patterns from activating into your DNA. By removing 72 . and within the present. is the first step in gaining mastery over the contents of your external reality field.

All life is comprised of different electrical wavelengths of Light and magnetic currents of Love at the sub-atomic.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM slower-pulsating particles from your body systems. which contain the electromagnetic imprint for more harmoniously ordered events. can be used to heal injuries and disease in oneself and others. of natural stem cell replacement therapy. This 73 . when “SuperEnergized”. An individual in the “Super-Energized” state of high frequency electro-magnetic energies. you make room for the addition of new morphogenetic thought-form patterns composed of faster pulsating particles. the people use an ancient natural healing technique which enables us to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal ourselves and others. The 21st century descendants of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. Today. In advanced multi-dimensional physics. This process. Quantum Mechanics adherents and Einsteinian physicists agree that the basic substance of our universe is comprised of electro-magnetic energies. like their ancestors. The electrical wavelengths and magnetic currents of a healthy body. known as Enlightenment. High frequency spiritual energy heals people at the cellular level by replacing damaged cells with new stem cells. or quantum level. A spiritual energy healer is able to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies down to the sub-atomic cellular level. is able to focus a flow of high frequency energy to heal injuries and disease at the sub-atomic cellular level. combines high frequency electro-magnetic energy with an individual’s DNA to naturally create new stem cells. String Theorists. These ancient healing treatments use naturally causing high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal people of health problems. give free spiritual energy healing treatments to others.

however. The high frequency electro-magnetic energies used by our body to create new stem cells comes a little from the food that we eat and some from the air which we breathe. 5. comes from the electro-magnetic energy fields of our Light Body. which surrounds our physical body. And that everything that happens to them in this life is karmic debt from what they’ve done in past lives.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM process enables one’s body to heal itself. is that part of us which some religions refer to as one’s Holy Spirit. 74 . Naturally occurring high frequency electro-magnetic energy is used by a healthy human physical body to create and replace the cells which a human body loses each day. most of the high frequency energy which our body needs for constant cellular replacements. naturally and normally. We visit our permanent Light Body at night when our temporary physical body. A healthy body naturally replaces billions of cells on a daily basis. (which we use to experience 3rd dimensional earthly activities). you would be so far in debt that you wouldn’t have a reprieve for a million years! An entity would never get anywhere evolutionarily speaking if that was true. you shall reap”. Karma has frequently been misdefined by the poor ignorant in the New Age movement as “whatever you sow. you get to experience. A simple definition of karma is: whatever you think. Who we really are. This is totally ridiculous because if those were the cases. truths. A more complete definition is decisions. or a Light Body.3 How to Become Immune to Karma This issue of the DNA Perfection focuses on something you’ve all heard about called ‘karma’. is a body of Light. goes asleep and we dream. Our Light Body. or “what comes around goes around”.

to recreate undesirable events and redesign more desirable outcomes. to change any thought pattern from your personal past. but you have the absolute power to change them. manifest within the cellular structure of the body. present. vows. contracts. for you will train your consciousness to move backward and forward in time. Like thought and action attract and remanifest like thought and action. the reason the world is the way it is today is because it was thought into being by a bunch of stupid people. You have the power. or future. held consciously and unconsciously that creates. by using your present focus of attention to create new thoughts and redesign those that are undesirable. whether they are coming from the past. This is frequently referred to as your karmic imprint. These thought patterns of past selves will remain in the body. Every thought you think combines with like thoughts of past and future selves.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM concepts. and in doing so you will change the contours of your present reality. to give you the manifest illusion you presently perceive. Thought patterns from your past selves. In other words. unresolved emotions and attitudes. which are composed of more dense and slower pulsating particles. alignments. and replicate themselves in the present and future. or future. Your past thoughts and deeds will show themselves in your present reality. until the slower-pulsating particles of those thought patterns are raised in speed and released from the frequency patterns of which the body is composed. in your present moment. oaths. or karmic debt. influence or magnetize events and experience in current reality. present. You can become “karma immune” once you learn to master this power. The slow way to release slower-pulsating thought patterns and their manifest 75 .

all the life on the planet will naturally begin to assemble new strands. They become stored in the DNA as minute crystallizations of energy. The fast way to change your karmic imprint is to catch those slower-pulsating thought patterns before they move into manifestation. or as conditions of disease in the body. Complete 12 strand DNA activation will not happen for most people until at least 2017 unless you are currently doing the 76 . body. But currently on earth. DNA and external reality field. And this is precisely the purpose of the Karmic Session. and future selves. The crystallized thought patterns stored in your DNA and cellular imprint will continue to manifest within your body and before your eyes. you are rapidly shifting and elevating the frequency patterns of which your body and consciousness are composed. present. When you participate in accelerated DNA evolution via DNA activation. and that solution expands backward and forward in time to create some degree of resolution of the pattern in the past and future. Then you take action in the present to create a personal solution.5 strands assembled. The whole process of spiritual evolution on earth is about activating the complete 12 strand DNA blueprint. the average person only has 3. bioenergetic field. until you learn to find and release them while they are still within the cellular memory imprint of your body. Thought patterns from the past and future become part of the particle make-up of your consciousness. As the earth increases in frequency. This is the usual path of “walking through your karma”. which inhibit the natural process of DNA strand assembly and activation.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM discomforts from your life is to wait until the events manifest in external reality. or walking through the cumulative thought patterns of your past.

take some peaceful breaths of cleansing and renewal. As we begin this meditation. Feel the breath draw life into the body and the spirit. If more concentration is given to the lower chakras then the upper energy centers will become cloudy and not function properly as well. It is the point around which all the energies turn. Breathe deeper and feel the breath draw not just from the air around you but also from the earth below. feel yourself moving gently away from your body. Feel the freedom and relaxation as you move away from your body.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra The heart stands at the center of all energies and unifies our being as a whole. Breathe with every pore of your body. slowly and begin to relax even more. It is important to maintain a balance to all the energy centers so a healthy level of awareness is manifested in our everyday lives. Feel it pulsing through your veins and surrounding you altogether. feeling the awakening that is beginning to happen. So far what is important is not to allow your DNA to damage beyond repair. 5. Let the earth energy surround you and flow into you. A clearing of the heart chakra will improve the interaction of all the other centers. A discord or imbalance in the heart chakra will adversely affect all the other centers. As you sink deeper into this relaxation. then the lower energy centers lose sensitivity and function. Know that the body itself will be refreshed and renewed and will be perfectly safe until you return.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM accelerated DNA activations. Continue to breathe this way. Proper balance is the key. Allow the life giving energies to pour into you and renew both your body and spirit. Breathe in this earth energy with each breath. 77 . If more concentration is given to the upper chakras.

Allow that warmth to wash over you. it is you. Receive the love that is being given to you freely. It is part of you. You are very pleased and refreshed by the unique shapes and colors of the clouds. You feel a slight breeze move through and hear a sweet melody. Another breeze stirs again and you hear the harmony and this harmony comes from deep within your being. Watch how they form and reform. It pulses through you with great strength in all directions at once. Now they have pulled back altogether to reveal a beautiful pink rose quartz Look closely at the color and notice the intensity of pure color that it radiates. turning gently and constantly on themselves in an endless dance.5 Thought and Consciousness The essence of thinking is that it unifies disparate behaviour. You feel it in your heart as it vibrates throughout your entire body and spirit. so human thought approaches equilibrium by summing up 78 . You are recharged and renewed.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now you are moving again. farther and farther into a field of clouds. The closer you draw. Any move towards uniformity is a move towards equilibrium. The color pink is as deep as it is radiant it is very pleasing to the eye and you feel yourself being drawn into it you feel yourself passing through the walls of pink and now you are suspended within. Let it seep into your every pore. one note after another as the breeze goes through the arches to create this melody. You notice the graceful intricate archways of pink surrounding you. You look ahead and see the clouds are denser as if they are "hiding" something. Feel the warmth of the pink. 5. every fiber of your being. the clouds start to thin out as they start to become transparent the gracefully pull away. As it covers you from head to toe feel the love that is radiating from the rose quartz.

The Interpreter of the brain’s left hemisphere module assigns meaning and reasons to those thoughts and actions in the context of an unfolding story with itself as hero/protagonist. 79 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM complex patterns of behaviour. Hundreds of brain/mind modules work together in a social network to achieve this unifying process. Thinking modules organize and process information and actuate behaviour. These processes only become meaningful when experienced. Meditation is the soul of awareness that unfolds the human consciousness. is sufficient to generate the patterns of behaviour common to the universe and all of its constituent systems. The definition of consciousness includes thoughtful awareness of one's self. information. Consciousness is the experiencing or awareness of the holistic result. but it does not generate these things. The self is the conceptual equilibrium to which the trillions of mind/body systems of an individual human are attracted. 5. attraction to equilibrium. It also is defined as the aspect of mind that is apart from the physical or material. Nothingness Theory distills the essence of these rules by noting that a single motivator. This is the ultimate form of unifying summation because the self is the sum of everything that occurs within and around the body it represents. and organizes behavior. conceptually unifying them. and the logic and information underlying it result from the rules of existence. Organized behaviour in natural systems. Thinking is the mechanical system that processes logic.6 Awareness While thought is the physical process of summing patterns of mind/body systems.

However. As we make choices. So we have to make choices. and others who can offer us sexual experiences that bring us to new understandings. Often. but he or she may be unsuitable for you emotionally. Or. but have many other qualities we appreciate.1 Know Yourself As with anything in life. or relationship.to find out what is your real truth and who you really are . Sometimes you can have a great lover. 80 . Life just can't work that way.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sexual Relationship 6. the more we know who or what fits us. Knowing ourselves takes time . I would not advocate making love with millions of people to learn what we like and what fits us! This is wrong and is never the right thing to do. one person. Everyone is different and will have a different chemical reaction with us. We can't take them all. someone can be unattractive to us physically. In life.and what brings you true happiness. the more we come to know who we are. There will be people who do not interest us. The most important thing is to come to know the deepest parts of yourself . we grow. One thing I do know is that there can be as many sexual experiences as there are people on this planet. and are willing to see ourselves clearly. Hopefully the choices we make come from a place of clarity. the only way to get to that clarity is by going through life and learning about ourselves as we go. it means that we have to let go of taking some other road. by choosing one road.it's a lifelong journey. or lack other qualities you need and desire. There will be confusion.

Find out what that is. People who repulse us represent some wound in us.2 The True Relationship Of course. and the stuff we don't like much about ourselves. It will show us who we are. and allow an intimate connection to occur. If we are to become involved sexually. And if we become wise. 6. and what we will be dealing with. There are many levels of connections. often to end up stuck in the mud. If you feel good about someone.people are complex beings with all sorts of layers to them. sexually or otherwise. Then we jump in. or drawn to someone or something are strong ones and can teach you a lot about yourself. or wounded in some way. it is wise to know more about who we are getting involved with. both our good stuff. and a true partnership relationship has deep complexities to it . we will learn to separate who we really are from what our reactions and issues are. If you feel repulsed about someone or something. The reaction of either feeling repulsed by someone or something. what the situation is really about. a place where you feel insecure about yourself. But we can go deep on the road we do choose. and you will have learned something very important about yourself. head first. Any experience you have will teach you something if you ask: What am I to learn about myself through this experience? And then you will begin to gather information and gain input 81 . they represent something in yourself that you love and value. we don't have to sleep with someone whom we are drawn to simply because we feel that there is some degree of connection going on.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM There will never be the perfect road. it is a sure bet that they represent something inside of you. We often mistake a spark of interest or a sense that we have things in common for an immediate sexual connection or relationship.

A relationship may turn sexual. Deep relationships often have long cycles to them . we gain a lot. and what needs to be seen and understood so that growth may occur. and times when you gain new understandings from them.what the connection is really all about. and as we cycle through these periods. omojaiyejaiye. deeply rooted growth and change takes time. And even within a deeply committed relationship.periods of great connectedness that can last for quite a while. This is the worst sort of ego gratification. and even later on there will be more rewarding sexual experiences with your partner. or it may not. It makes life a lot less confusing and can save a lot of possible distress and turmoil. and many relationships. or person can be a scary thing. True. sexually. No one choice or person will ever give us everything. you will have times when a person repulses you. or it may not. It may be a spectacular experience to begin with. as well as more difficult cycles of time that may also last for a while. relationship. We can have many experiences. and many issues will come up for you when you do. and it 82 . Making a commitment to a certain path.a commitment to your own growth. if we are willing to understand what is trying to transform. But it is always good to take your time and seek the answer to the question of whether or not a relationship should turn sexual by looking deeply at what is really going on .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on what road to take. Being a "Player" is seen as being cool. I think we can and do learn what fits us by being willing to face ourselves and to learn about ourselves by diving deep in a relationship through commitment. People who love one another can certainly learn to please each other sexually. There are many people who advocate a swinger lifestyle these days. It is good to have enough experience in life to know what fits you. It is really making a commitment to facing yourself .

discipline. or reflect. can bleed. that then it's over 83 . This means that we make choices which are moral. many people choose to go looking outside of the relationship for someone else instead of healing what one has. and there are these same issues in a relationship. or missing in a relationship. honor. like getting a high score on a video game. or big game to be bagged. and integrity: the strength of will to do what one says one will do. Being mature means that you don't seek to harm others. This allows the relationship to grow to be a healthy entity. and strength of will.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM must be seen as being very distorted and harmful. A relationship is about loving another and caring for the happiness of the other as much as for one's self. or dysfunctional. Having ethics and honor in a relationship involves loyalty. choices which benefit ourselves and our partner in the best way. wisdom. as far as I am concerned. To use another being for sexual purposes and to think that nothing goes on with that. Being mature means you know yourself well enough to know what you can handle and where you're at. and honest. requires sound ethics. The only truth it is. fair. Heal within and not without. and be damaged and badly wounded. Often. if some or all of these issues are out of balance. I don't think being a swinger and allowing a lot of sexual activity in one's life is the same thing as being cool or mature. People aren't trophies to be captured. and relationships or interactions with others certainly isn't about scoring. Everyone has feelings. There are issues of honor and ethics in life which we must live by to truly feel good about ourselves. Going elsewhere does not solve the problem. making good choices. insight. A relationship will always mirror for each person. and devotion to flourish. That is real maturity. A relationship. It will come up again and again until it is faced and resolved. in oneself and one's partner. whatever issues and patterns they have in their lives that are good.

as far as I am concerned. there are actually psychic cords that connect you to that other person. unclear. Even with people we love. it is important not to confuse their space. as we hopefully can allow ourselves on the spiritual level to surrender to trusting the Love of God . It is the capacity to share oneself completely with another. by having either our energy mixed up with theirs or theirs with us. However. When one has a sexual connection with another. Your energy is then mixed up and connected to that other person's in a way that can be detrimental. or ours. It is the ultimate physical manifestation of love and connectedness. Otherwise. Giving ourselves pleasure is a wonderful and important thing to do. Therefore. It is the human equivalent of surrendering to another. and then continue 84 . life. part of our energy is lost to us. Sexuality is the joining of two beings for the purpose of creating life and pleasure. we must choose wisely who we will allow to enter into our energetic space and whose space we are willing to connect to. These cords allow an energy exchange to continue long after the act of sex itself is over. It is an incredibly powerful force.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM and nothing of importance has occurred. Be warned! Even after having sex with someone we love. of trusting another. when one has sex with another. that it is meaningless. and confusing for a long time. is all about. a profound misunderstanding of what sex. and to use it lightly seems to me to be missing out on what the journey of life is all about. is.to be vulnerable and giving in a fully open and loving way. there is a deep exchange of life force energy. it is important to disconnect from being attached to their energy. and how we treat others. A deep connection does occur. that there is no connection. We must bring our energy always back to ourselves. as we all must keep our own energy in our own space.

thinking it's the real thing. safe. That's the same thing as needing to eat chocolate as soon as one feels tense or unhappy. feeling loved. and that means you are chasing an illusion. and one can't sustain oneself on it. ethics. often we seek pleasure in a way that does cause harm. I believe. It's a temporary fix. We can enjoy external pleasures. It doesn't. too much chocolate undermines health after a while as too much iyan (pounded yam) can cause uncomfortably and malaria complicity. To think something external will fulfill what we are all really looking for. and devotion. It's a set up for disaster. and worthwhile.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to love. Sex can be a fleeting pleasure on the "playing around" level. but not by being "outside" of ourselves in someone else's space. strength of will. The journey of life is to learn from our experiences . especially if your energy is entwined with many people. I tell you.using people sexually and treating it in a cavalier manner. doesn't get it. If we are in balance with our masculine and feminine energies within. It is ok to seek pleasure in a way that does not cause harm to self or others. However. If one continues to seek fulfillment that way. which is Love. And that's what a swinger lifestyle is all about . Because sex is such an intimate act. but 85 . if we have developed these other qualities of honor. it can become an addiction because it is seeking something you need from a place where you won't be able to get it. thinking somehow that will bring peace and safety. ultimately. but ultimately that is not fulfilling. and therefore hurt if sex is treated in a cavalier manner.to learn to honor life and to do no harm. I think we feel balanced and do not need to be looking for something "without" to make us feel better or satisfied or more alive. and can even be extremely detrimental. there always is the chance that people who connect seemingly in a casual way can become deeply connected.

Finding our way to reconnect with that. is the key. We always have the choice. if our connection to who we are is based on what is real. and for the relationship itself. every moment. both for the individuals involved. Until we become safe within ourselves. and the now is always the Self. but you always come down from it – feeling guilty or regret. A great sex may make you feel good for a little while. We have the choice. to get the support we need to change. personality. and not anything external. we are always safe. which heals and serves us. It's up to each of us. we can transform the patterns that cause distress. our knowledge of our Higher-Self. Whereas we may have sex once a day. or once a week.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM we don't "need" them to feel good about ourselves and our lives. Then we no longer operate out of the pain or rage or fear we were caught in. It is our inner power. It is by no means the whole answer. and full of that power which transcends time. So. Going out to have sexual adventures may be fun. of who we truly are. we don't need anything external to make us feel better. Any dysfunctional pattern found in a relationship can be healed if people have the willingness to face it. Then there is the opportunity for deep growth to occur. or fear. or once a month. for a while. we will turn to things outside of ourselves to try to feel safe or worthwhile. When we realize that maintaining a state of love and clarity within ourselves is true power and safety. moment by moment. in whatever way is right for one. we still need to relate in a fulfilling and clear way for all the rest of the time we are together with the other person. one moment at a time. We are always in the present or now. Taking it one day at a time. but it is only a temporary fix. When we face these issues in ourselves and heal them. God-Self. to choose either love. When we touch the Self of being in the 86 . is the answer also. and drama in each and every moment.

and in every other moment of our lives. we surely will find that fulfillment we are seeking.12). honesty and clarity. Read about Sex Psychology (11. 87 . when we meet whatever shows up in the moment with love and trust. when we accept what is without fear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. in relationship.

Often we declare a desire to change with great gusto and conviction. although our intentions are good. Values are core psychological structures by which all major decisions are made and. your decisionmaking structures–your values–must be capable of influencing and guiding a pure intention to awaken. When our values and the way in which we use them are the domain of ego. Intention is classically defined as the aim or anticipated outcome of an action. Though you mean well. if not impossible.1 Intentions and Destiny Conditioned values are sufficient for a successful material life. Values that are selected and organized 88 . lasting transformation is difficult. To sustain the conditions for awakening to authentic joy. and we end up essentially back at the beginning where we started. they greatly influence your world. Your intention to awaken to authentic joy. however. hence. they cannot guide your intention to be free.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Intentions and Destiny 7. will be completely ineffective without a supportive decision-making process. your values and the way in which they are arranged can't support or manifest your best intentions. the way in which we use our values to direct those intentions is subject to both individual and collective conditioning. however. as such. Why is this so? How can we make great choices and sustain permanent change? The core of the issue is that. the purest objectives can be misdirected by ego. but may find that within a few days or weeks that enthusiasm (root: God within) to change has almost completely dissipated.

Liberation from the effects of hand-me-down values is the outcome when those values are rearranged into one conscious group. because ego-values and awakened intentions are drawn to parallel outcomes. For example. Many who consider themselves genuine seekers on the path spend significantly more time engaged in activities that support the ego than they do in support of their awakening to authentic joy. and you also have an intention to awaken to authentic joy–it will be impossible for you to manifest the latter without first being clear that your values are capable of directing that intention. When the primary value of this single hierarchy supports and guides your intention to awaken to authentic joy that will be the outcome. This sustains the conditions for awakening by reclaiming your awareness that would ordinarily be lost in ongoing attempts to resolve the outcomes of ego-based choices. if your values are focused on a productive career path. you must reclaim consciousness that will otherwise be consumed in a continuous struggle with ego-based outcomes. The most humble of wishes would be to awaken to an authentic joy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM by the ego are sufficient for a successful material life. but completely inadequate to support an awakening to authentic joy. also known as freedom. What the ego calls "a balanced life" is often one of mediocrity and compromise when viewed from an awakened perspective. you may realize that your values are arranged by the ego to suit its ends. To stabilize the conditions for your pure intentions and to yield changes that your benefits. By looking at your current life situations you can uncover proof of what you value and of what is important to you–you can determine what your current values and intentions are by simply looking at the tangible evidence for them in your life. 89 . Conditioned values cannot direct pure intentions.

one can align the outcome with that intention by placing a primary value. security. learning. has some difficulty determining what the second and third values are. the intended outcome will be realized regardless of the circumstances surrounding the decision. transformation. 90 . this becomes clear that you are "choice-less". By making all major life decisions according to a primary value. creativity. and the evolution of your own consciousness with unbending confidence. and significant choices made in the day-to-day life will give consistent and tangible proof of this arrangement. Her primary value however. one could instantly identify a primary value and may. and you will approach change. Making a decision based on an awakened choice on such a conscious primary principle will produce an awakened effect. such as freedom. Eventually. etc. however. and when asked. You will discover that awakening to authentic joy is not dependent on options or outcomes.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These consequences always appear in the form of good or bad karma. love. To create the conditions for awakening to an authentic joy. will be consistent with awakening to authentic joy. such as freedom. This will supports all other necessary aspects of living because your subsequent values can include money. fulfillment. over and above all other values on a single hierarchy. An awakened person's life is centered on a clear but on an single hierarchy of values. or potential. but on how consistently your intentions to live such a life are directed by a conscious primary value. The primary value you select for this single hierarchy always represents your interest in awakening to authentic joy marginally more important than other interests in your life. as these will vary from one major decision to the next. family.

It is also important to understand that not only does each group have its own divergent agenda. etc. The ego does this in a futile attempt to manipulate reality. hobbies. but. segregates values into distinct and concurrent groups . friends. You regularly put off some big decisions vacillate between your options. on the other hand. and it is a clear manifestation that the ego is entrenched in values. or seek the opinions of others. Conditioning. or unwilling to follow through on the choices you made because you realize they were not the best ones you could have made. Not knowing what to do. at the time of deciding. Yes? At other times you are unable. Then. home. For example: A working mother would have different groups of values for decisions about her job than she would for decisions about the welfare of her children. we experience great anguish and confusion in times of making important choices.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM because you now know that your intention to awaken to joy is always going to be your outcome. having made a decision. This arrangement ensures that the ego remains in firm control of your life experience. each group will also have its own presiding primary value. Frequently you will shop around for opinions until you hear one that you think is the right one. you often change your mind. is different from ‘not-Doing’ (This is expressed in another part of this book). 91 . An awakened person can make major life decisions in a matter of seconds with no worries or regrets and without fear that a decision may need to be revised. The struggle you experience with major life decisions and their subsequent outcomes is the result of the conflict between all of these groups of ego-guiding principles.related to career. family. Because most of us are not aware of the existence of these multiple groups of values.

of-body’ travel. 92 . filled with conditioned outcomes you have to overcome. it can be referred to as ‘out. The point of this internal struggle is to deplete your energy so that the ego can continue to manipulate you with the short-term solutions and quick fixes. And as a result of this. Also. the result of a conditioned intention. The ego controls your decision-making process by offering you the most important conditioned values from these multiple and conflicting groups. the ego easily orchestrates your actions-and your fate-as you try in vain to weigh all the options. It has often been called the astral light because this energy can be seen glowing with radiance in the air.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stressing over choices is a reflection of conditioning as it drains your attention with compelling and conflicting alternatives. it is now lost. Your future looks just like your past. In this way. it will become apparent how the first big decision you ever made independently of your parents was based on the existence of multiple groups of values. and a product of the ego. and the outcome is conditioned. and then it lets you dig it out. The continued existence of these multiple groups of values precludes you from discovering and expressing your full potential by following through on any wholesome resolutions you may have. 7. Whatever the original intention may have been. lasting changes never seem to stick. You may also realize that you have essentially been doing this ever since. or look to the past for patterns or to the future with tarot cards. consider all the alternatives.2 Dreams and Their Recalls The stuff that dreams are made of is the etheric energy. As you awaken to authentic joy.

rooms. A lucid dream is then recalled. These vivid dreams are therefore easily recalled when you awaken in your physical body. A thought form is a projection of etheric energy into the seemingly solid form of etheric matter. which you inhabit at night during your out-of-body travels. When you move on to other scenes or awakened state. from the physical mind's point of view. Thought forms can be furniture. your subconscious mind can create thought forms as quickly and easily as possible. The key to 93 . physical mind has become engaged in the dream state. It actually isn't more vivid than other dreams are. This thought-powered form of travel has been traditionally called astral projection. sometimes merging with your soul family as a nighttime reunion of likeminds. emotional issues are often worked through and resolved in the dream state.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In your spirit body. Lucid dreaming occurs when you become aware. The deepest levels of sleep typically occur in the first two or three hours of the night. in your physical consciousness that you are dreaming. This means that the conscious. During deep sleep your spirit body can travel to higher states of consciousness. these quickly-created thought forms will dissipate back into etheric energy over a period of hours or days – depending on its well fixed into the pelvic chakra. even people or animals as long as your consciousness maintains enough attention to animate them. The spirit realms are their home and you locate them simply by focusing upon their personality. it's just that the physical mind's recollection of the dream is more vivid. then projecting your consciousness to that location. In the lighter states of sleep. as being more vivid than a regular dream. scenery. You are also able to meet the spirits of friends and family who have passed on from physical life.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM understanding dreams is that they are composed of symbols. 7. you will bring the lessons of your dreams closer into your daily waking awareness. each night before bed. before you do anything else at all. then we also have to accept responsibility for our dreams. they are a playing-out of the fear issue that the dream represents and an opportunity to examine such a fear. For example. You can develop dream recall by keeping a dream diary beside your bed. they are not literally happening. places and objects. when frightening things happen in a dream. Instead. You can gain great insights into the events of your physical life when you tell yourself. our actions/reactions are the vehicle our emotions use to convey a message. storybook romances to our utmost fears and anxieties. write your dreams down in as much detail as you can. so it's important we listen 94 . When you awaken each morning. In our dreams. The night is a time for your spirit to travel to other realms of consciousness and for self-healing to occur.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams Everyone dreams and those dreams range from happy. If it's important to take responsibility for our actions in our awake life. then you can unravel how the symbols in the dream played out the emotional tension that you were working through. When you focus on the emotion that the dream evoked. While your physical body sleeps and recharges for another day of waking consciousness. for they represent our inner thoughts and programming. rather than actual people. that you will remember what you learned while you were out of your body and cruising the other realms of consciousness. your spirit body soars through other realms within your complete range of consciousness. With practice.

Once you resolve the issue (emotional attachment) the nightmares will stop. Ironically. take responsibility and heal the parts of yourself that are demanding attention. Do some shadow work and figure it out. because that's where the key is. for they are raw expressions of your inner being and this is where you'll find your answers. You have to ask yourself what emotion you personally attach to each symbol. Your mind is simply trying to process the information and your emotions play a vital role in resolving the conflict. another may find stressful and harmful. Dreams are personal information sent by the subconscious mind. If you start to see your night terrors for what they are. so this holds true for our dream world as well. our dream time is our wake up call. 95 . Your dream represents symbols that will best express your emotional attachment to a situation. we are open to receive insight we usually miss during the day. We can either roll over or hit snooze or wake up to the message(s) coming through. Emotional resolution dreams reflect a past or present situation that you hold an emotional attachment to. Coming to terms with the emotional attachment will bring healing. These symbols are not the same for everyone. your emotions drive the message. Instead of blaming some outside force. We live in the world we create for ourselves. The symbol is merely a tool you've been given to work with. Allow yourself to feel the emotions coming through. they can be seen in a new light. Remember that and your dreams will start to make more sense. But in the dream state. because we're too busy to stop and listen. The most difficult dreams to deal with are what we consider nightmares. it's.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to them. If there's one phrase to remember in dream work. unexpressed or unresolved emotions. What one person views as relaxing and comforting.

Look at these things for clues. By paying attention to the message trying to come through. lightly. But with our emotions coming along for the ride. they give us an opportunity to playout our unresolved issues in an environment we are comfortable with. 96 . Look to the emotion you carry toward that person. Think of it as a time where you can work with your Guides one on one. you will be able to quickly work through any unresolved issues and take another step forward in life. the message stems from your issues. Every aspect of your dream is you. Treat locations the same way. Since these are so closely related to the 3rd dimension. Raw emotional release and healing will be the result. This is another way to release and heal situations you are currently holding on to.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Any time you have a nightmare spit. What is the emotional reaction to the location of your dream? This could also reflect a certain time period in your life. it's all about emotional responses. for your eyes only moment in time. three times towards your left side and the dream will never manifest. even if other individuals are involved in the dream sequence. Emotional resolution dreams are a personal. without your ego. So be it! Individuals that come into your dreams are sometimes aspects of yourself trying to get your attention. trying to work out your issues. With dream work. your mind will process and relive during dream time. In dreams. Dreams that come to you for emotional resolution take place in the 4th & 5th dimensions. What you don't resolve during your awake hours. Use that to your advantage. it could make that environment suddenly uncomfortable.

This recognition of the individual's right and responsibility of ones own awakening and fulfillment is but one of the very specific elements of Shamanism which establishes it as a viable means of meeting today's desire of an honest and authentic approach to self realization and ones integration in society. meditations and rituals not only to keep the connection between our soul and All-That-Is open but to develop and grow. approaches to spirit. It always aims to 97 . songs. Being free of dogma and doctrine and organised spiritual institutions. Cosmos and Humanity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. shamanism enable and supports us to find and walk upon our own destiny. Inherent with the Shamanic worldview is the understanding of each person's own unique and autonomous path to reach their own purpose and truth. dances. cosmos and spirit.4 Shamanic Healing Shamanism. Shamanic healing is a multiple connection between ourselves. the nature. is an evidence of the relationship with Spirit from the very origins of the human race. which is expressed through ceremony as a way of maintaining a union with creation. one of the oldest and most enduring spiritual practice. Placing the flowers on the graves of our past ancestors or paintings upon cave walls to totem animal's knowledge. all this is a reflection of our own desire for personal and conscious union with the All-That-Is and of our spiritual quest as being an innate human drive. Shamanism worldwide gives us a compendium of ceremonies. Shamanism as a whole is humanity's spiritual inheritance and contribution to the collective unconscious of our species and therefore it provides a firm and proven system of knowledge regarding the relationship between Nature.

Soul retrieval When alienated from our spiritual source and have a strong feeling of a loss of soul. a disconnection between ones inner and outer worlds. Through Shamanic extraction we can change malevolent images and concepts we harbour and we are able to leave our being and consciousness and united with our own being. Extraction The old cultures believed in malevolent spirits or jins who were out to harm us or found their way into our body. present or future. medicines and symbology will vary from culture to culture but all forms of shamanism intend to connect people to their own spiritual path. great moment of now. tools. present and future. awesome. Shamanism does not dwell on past events: there is only a vast. ever-moving. It is the aim of the shaman to help a person to connect to this inner integration.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM integrate our whole being within our universe. that may be linked to traumatic events in our life. Methods. Divination Learning to look into the past. 98 . Many diseases and an feeling of being unwell are due to an separated connection between the soul of the individuals and it’s spiritual home. where there is no separate past. a soul retrieval dance can re-unite us with our soul and feel a very strong unification with our Spirit and Being. Most cultures use the following shamanic techniques: Animal power in us Getting in touch with our animal connections and finding the power of the animal kingdom that support us in our lives struggle.

But. then the answer is that nothing but the sweat sweeping down your head shall wash away that which is written from the ‘Echoes of Destiny’. dumb and silent. You have been told in one time or the other that life is darkness. we are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music. And in keeping yourself with labour you are in truth loving life. and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary. and all knowledges are vain-save when there is 99 .one has become a stranger unto the seasons and out of life's procession. 7. and to love life through labour is to be intimate with life's inmost secret. Sound and rhythm also connect with our Soul and Spirit so as find clarity and an inner strength in our path.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Healing journey To go on a shamanic journey is to find all the healing power within to overcome obstacles and clear our own pathway. if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your head. assigned to you when that dream was born. Drumming Scientific research has proven that shamanic drumming relaxes the cardio vascular and activates the lymph system. When we work. But life is indeed darkness-save only when there is an urge. when all else sings together in unison? When you work you fulfill a part of earth's furthest dream. If one is idle – doing nothing .5 Work We must work or act so that we may keep pace with the universe and its soul and keeping the brains fresh at all time. and all urges are darkness-save when there is knowledge. Who among us would like to be a reed. which marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite.

So work to love and love to work. you muffle man's ears with ordinary noise. The most plausible and widely accepted theory of the creation of the universe is the 'Big Bang' theory of creation. it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy. However. It is only proper to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart. Note that work is love made visible. you bake a bitter bread that feeds a half man's hunger. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste. so that your beloved are to wear that cloth and to build a house with affection for your beloved to dwell in that house. if you don’t work for your value you miss out the love. your grudge prepares a poison in the juice.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM work. 7. For if you bake bread with indifference. so all within the Unity will be standing about you and watching. And if you grudge the crushing of the orange.6 Oddity of Life Let us start our search for happiness from the very beginning of the universe. Meaning. even if all the conditions for the creation of the universe were right at the beginning. oga o’ta owo alaaru yio pe’. the universe is created from an explosion in the super condensed material and consequent expansion of material. It is also to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy. and love not the singing. even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit. many 100 . And if you sing like angels. and all work is void-save when there is love. It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit. others and the Unity. And what is it to work with love? And not ‘Oga-ota. According to this. And only when you work with love can you bind yourself to your inner self.

Now. If the atom was not neutral electrically.. is distancing itself from each other. If the density of the universe were a little more. Electromagnetic force. due to the force of attraction of atomic particles. Both the mass and the volume of a proton are incomparably larger than those of an electron. A little slower and the cosmos would have collapsed back. then the universe would be expanding far rapidly than now and no stars and no galaxies would ever have formed. each atom would repel the other and the entire universe would explode. these two particles have equal (though opposite) electrical charges. If the initial density were a little bit less. the individual and the comparative magnitudes of the forces are delicately balanced otherwise the universe would not have existed. the evolution of life on it was also the same. if the rate of expansion of the newly created universe had differed even very minutely from what it were actually. It is known that our universe is expanding like a round dotted balloon. but strangely enough. which is being blown out. The four fundamental forces in the nature. ultimately collapsing. there would have been no universe – perhaps. representing a star or a galaxy on it. a little faster and the cosmic material would have long ago completely dispersed. too short a time for intelligent life to evolve. the universe would not be expanding but. Had our sun been 30% larger it would have been burnt out in four billion years. Because of this fact atoms are electrically neutral.. Each dot. Had it been 101 . If the creation of the sustained universe was a miracle. Weak nuclear force.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM factors had to be right for the consequent formation of the universe. Still within that range of forces. and Gravitational force. the end of the Unity. contracting. in decreasing order of intensity. are Strong nuclear force.

To be born as a human being is the happiest thing which could ever happen to anybody! 102 . it expands (so that even if ponds etc. When one considers the universe as a whole. had planet Jupiter been too close or too far to save earth from the rain of steroids. advanced form of life would have been impossible. coming across a range of temperatures as narrow as this is quite a difficult task because temperatures in the universe vary from the millions of degrees of the hottest stars to absolute zero (-273° C). Carbon based molecules can only survive between the limits of 120° and -20° C and earth is the only planet whose average temperatures fall within those limits. Similarly.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM smaller 95% of stars are smaller than the sun other difficulties would have followed. high thermal capacity. high thermal conductivity while that of ice and snow is low. Earth may be the only planet on which there is life. had the solar system's position in the galaxy been too near the edge or too close to the middle. highest latent heat. This is also the only radiation under which photosynthesis works and our eye is able to see. and even more so to have a universe full of life. are frozen at surface underneath water is not). high surface tension. Since life is so improbable. Water has extraordinary properties conducive for life below 4° C. etc. We are extremely lucky to have a universe. had the orbit of earth around sun been a bit narrower or wider. had the sun not been a source of steady energy for billions of years. Nearly all of the radiation emitted by the sun falls into a single band that is 10-25 of the whole spectrum. impossible oddity of creation and life. The first step to happiness is to realize this happy but. Radiations which are necessary and conducive for life fall in this narrow band. and viscosity. had moon not been so improbably large to stabilize the tilt of the Earth's axis to around 23 degrees.

dreaming. this will stimulate a virtuous seed and we shall take a fortunate rebirth. Change or Let Go! Have you ever tried to exercise control over others until they gets stressed out? Have you ever tried to control things or events over which you had no control until may be you get tired and stressed out. In that case. You can let the interrupters know you are busy and don't have time to talk.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The seeds that ripen when we die are very important because they determine what kind of rebirth we shall take. 7. like rush hour traffic. these changes are not always possible. but if we die with an unpeaceful mind. you have to change your attitude about the situation. say.7 Stress: Control. Of course. Other stresses. This is similar to the way in which nightmares are triggered off by our being in an agitated state of mind just before falling asleep. The analogy of falling asleep is not accidental. like people interrupting you all the time but you can control. and waking closely resembles the process of death. in a state of anger. this will stimulate a non‐virtuous seed and we shall take an unfortunate rebirth. intermediate state. are usually beyond your control. More direct and indirect proofs are discussed in the later chapters. and rebirth. for the process of sleeping. There are different types of stressful situations. Right? But there are some things about rush hour traffic that you can personally change. You can listen to music or educational 103 . in order to lessen the stress. Which particular seed ripens at death depends upon the state of mind in which we die. which may help may be you taking a different route. or traveling at a different time. If we die with a peaceful mind.

change and 104 . if you are unable to change your route. Control your attitude. Rush hour traffic won't seem as frustrating because you'll be doing something to help keep your mind off the traffic and other drivers. If you are stressed out because of others. or do I need to learn to let it go?" The "control. or let go" concept is an important key to stress management. or let go" concept and start putting it into practice you will be able to deal much better with stressful situations. That's why it is so easy to build up resentments against other people in situations or jobs when we don't think we have much control. no matter how much you yell and gesture at other drivers to speed up. that we feel like our whole life is out of control and we'll never catch up. and you can control your stress! You can learn to manage a great deal of your stress by asking looking at each stressor and asking yourself. it impedes productivity and healthy teamwork. don't let it! Accept that. can I change it. let go of the traffic. or your time of travel. places and things when we simply cannot. you are powerless over everything on the road. We are the ones who end up with the stress and resulting headaches! The people we try to control go home. barely giving us a thought. Once you understand the "control. On the job. A stressful commute can ruin your whole day. or simply ignore us. So much of our stress comes from trying to control other people. you have to accept the situation. change. In order to let go of commute stress. change. We become so overwhelmed.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM tapes or books-on-tape. "Can I control it. People tend to blame other people. You must accept that you cannot control the traffic. We spend too much time worrying about things over which we have no control that we have no energy left to control the things we can. it's important to go through the steps of control. with the exception of your car and your attitude.

So. and doesn't always happen at once just because we will it. I have experienced this myself. Take charge. It takes time. Unless you are ready to leave your job. how? Perhaps you can only change or control a part of it." Ask yourself if the other person is actually a "stress carrier. transformation is possible. Unfortunately." or simply has a different style. Remind yourself that there are people and events you cannot control. Pick something in your life that stresses you out. We have to use our thoughts to control our emotions and our actions. and learn to let go of the things you can't. we are propelled into the unknown. Do you need to let it go? If so. Change scares us because whenever things change. much of what we "know" no longer serves us. we are reluctant to let go of the 105 . All you can control is your attitude and your reactions. present. or the planet earth. Identify which stresses you can control. what can you do? Can you change it? If so. chances are you will continue working or being around the "stressful people.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM letting go. and future. even when it is for our ultimate good. Change is one of the most difficult things for people to experience. The choice is yours! 7. what can you do in order to let go? You can view life as unexpected and exciting or your can view it as scary because you don't know what the future holds. Present and Future Yes. family. You have lots of opportunities to transform your past. Can you control it? If so. Letting go is a process.8 Your Past. take appropriate action. Its possible to change yourself-talk about the situation. take control or let it go.

or disposition. and money. we have to be able to "be" with change and the fear that may accompany it. to have a "re-do" with a clean slate. state.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM familiar. then. changing our beliefs can seem scarier than changing things that are external to us. The clues to how we can enjoy all that are found in the definition of "transformation"–a fundamental alteration in one's system of beliefs. and our future. we must be willing to experience fear for a short while. to alter our biological and experiential composition. 106 . So in order to experience a personal transformation we need to change our beliefs. Therefore. And it is often the familiar we want to change. and then return to their present where they watch their lives and the lives of those around them happily change right in front of their very eyes. heroically changing the course of a pivotal event earlier in their lives. So if we want to be transformed . and to change our natural predisposition to life for the better . To allow transformation to happen. to be transformed means we have to change. a repetitive patterns in health. but very difficult. relationships. And that changing one's past history has already happened? This type of transformation was only possible in movies.to change the form of our lives and bodies. in order to experience the transformation of our past. The definition of "transform" is to make over to a radically different form. composition. our present. where the stars magically time travel into the past. specifically the beliefs that created the portions of our lives that we would like to have transformed.we need to experience a personal transformation. career. By definition. Unfortunately. I was always told and I believed it at the time that transforming my present and my future were possible.

to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. and further enhancing the quality of communication with ever-increasing empathy and understanding. i. to find and fully express one's true self. towards discovering the truth of All That Is.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. control and self-esteem needs and the need for self-actualization. It is the maturity of intuition. Through understanding others better. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of. There is one further need as a self-actualization is the need for a higher truth. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. towards knowing God.9 The Basic Survival Need In the hierarchy of human needs. and then expanding this self-realisation by communicating with others.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. feelings and actions. we need to see in all others . Maslow expresses the basic survival needs as the first priority. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self.10 The Need for a Higher Truth This is the need required to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. we can 107 . which we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. and the needs is concerned with man's highest potential when other needs have been met –such as needs for love and affection. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. expressed by all religions. This need has been evident in all cultures.e. retaining integrity whatever the response.even our enemies . 7. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts.

7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The psychologist Nathaniel Brandon developed a technique called Sentence Completion. with as much honesty and frankness as you can muster. But to continue suppressing what one truly wants is to die inside. to help his clients uncover and communicate their true feelings that previously were suppressed.in short.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM recognize their essential goodwill. 108 . And then put this self-realisation into action in your life. will upset the apple cart. Move on to the next one when you have uncovered an awareness that you were previously suppressing. however misguided it might have become. This denial of feelings and true wishes or desires occurs because of fear that acting on them or communicating them will bring scorn or ridicule . and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. to lose integrity. Try completing the following sentences.

Whatever perceptions you may have. One will usually interpret an event by seeing it through whatever issues or beliefs he already have going on inside of him. THEREFORE. it is our choice how to interpret what happened. may determine the reality you will have. OR ASKING FOR LOVE. you will be able to interpret and ‘create’ things from a higher vibration state. EVERYTHING IS THE MOST-HIGH. 8. I AND YOU MUST BE HIM TOO. and then living by those perceptions. In other words. PLACE. THE ALL-IN-ALL. If one is angry enough. What in me is making that dog bark at me? Then 109 . Here is an example from one of my Source Codes: you are walking down the street. we are creating a perception. how you choose to see something. the perception you have of an event. BUT YOU. OR THING. In other words. is not necessarily what is happening. EVERY PERSON. IT IS NEVER ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON. but how you choose to view it. THE ALL-THERE-IS.1 The Laws of the Universe      TO CREATE 100% OF A REALITY WHICH NO ONE CAN CREATE BUT YOU. you will say to yourself: I am creating that dog barking at me. That dog is a mirror of something going on inside of me. ONE EITHER IS GIVING LOVE.2 Our Reality Within and Without When we attach a value and a meaning to some event. OR THING IS A MIRROR AND HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE A GIFT FOR YOU. and a dog begins barking at you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Laws of the Universe 8. If you clear yourself of internal issues. If you choose to live by the Laws which state that you create your own reality. AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. PLACE. he will likely interpret what someone says as sounding angry.

get clear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you may discover that you were actually feeling a lot of fear. It scared me half to death. the dog was a mirror of what you were feeling. thinking you are evil. Then you have an opportunity to look within and figure out what you are feeling fearful or angry about. In that way. If. and the dog sensed your fear or anger and barked. some energy of fear or anger that it felt from you. 110 . If you perceive or make a decision somewhere along the way that you are a bad person and responsible for other people's emotions. where you think you have done something wrong. a mirror. then you would perceive the situation more like this: I haven’t committed any offence. in your outer world. and relationships and life will probably become a fearful thing for you. in all likelihood. What a mean. Why did that stupid dog bark at me? Someone ought to have trained it better than to let it bark and scare people. perhaps without knowing it. or anger. You will. The dog reacted to something fearful. You may feel constantly ashamed and guilty. You felt fearful or angry when the dog barked. And then nothing gets looked at internally. and there is no opportunity to heal. for making them feel bad about you. and heal it. however. That would be the way to perceive what just happened if you are willing to accept that you create your own reality. stupid dog a bulah-bulah . maybe you weren't even consciously aware at the moment that you were feeling fearful or angry about something. create your life where things always seem to go wrong. then you will go through life hating yourself. you do not take responsibility and accept that whatever is going on inside of you will manifest as an event. You will continue to create situations where you feel bad about yourself. and that alerted you to the fact that you had to be feeling that inside of you to create it happening on the outside.

instead of themselves.or.in a good way that works for you. all of this will change as your perception and understanding of how the universe works becomes clearer such as the understanding that no one can create the reality of another. as soon as you give up the responsible role. That is being the creator of your life. to create their life a certain way. How can they. and that someone else has the power over their life. you have become a victim. And your life will also change when any false perceptions you have about yourself.you perceive yourself and life and others in a way that is positive and allows life to work harmoniously for you. guilt or self hatred. if they never accept that they are the ones responsible for creating life that way in the first place? You can't change something if you don't think you created it to begin with . 111 . from what each person chooses to believe. if you don't believe that you even have the power to create or change anything. You choose consciously. in reality. as well. and you no longer blame anyone else for your life. As soon as you give up 100% responsibility for creating your own reality. Then you have the opportunity to believe and create your life in any way you choose . there is no longer shame or blame. things don't change.and you change them. If you remain a victim. that feelings and beliefs about reality can only come from within. and when you know that others are responsible only for what they feel and believe. are made conscious .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM And. When you know that you are responsible only for what you believe and what you feel. You no longer believe it if others tried to blame you. not unconsciously. Victims remain stuck. Other's responses to you are. because victims never heal. in victim consciousness. what you want to believe . thinking it is someone else's fault. as soon as you think someone is doing something to you.

They are simply being a mirror of my own issue. Trust. there is only acceptance. not the victim. as it should. The higher vibration is to see whatever happens as a mirror of oneself in the ‘now’ or presently: You may ask yourself this question: Am I still doing that? Where do I still hold that judgment about myself . and Peace. to see what you carry within yourself so that you can heal. and 112 . you must carry that energy within you. Then there is no judgment. Acceptance is the higher vibration. if we look at it from being the Creator. Note that if there is no charge.where do I still think that I am not ok? I identify the judgment I am making against myself. it's not Truth. we immediately move into the energy of Love. you must have a belief that you will be hurt. The situation just reflected what was already there in you. Then you have the opportunity to see what the mirror is for you. I ask: What in me been created that is in my reality? In reality. because forgiveness implies that something has been done wrong. You create what you believe in. If it's complicated. or have inside of you. all of us are really asking for love. Whatever is happening enables us to grow. I then ask: What part of me do I still not love. grow. It isn't because of what someone else did. and therefore I judge it? Then I look at the other person and think: I don't need to judge them. Know that if you feel anger or any other unpleasant or uncomfortable emotion. It is above forgiveness. In other words. They then just play the role for you that you are expecting.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM only a reflection of your own energy and a reflection of whatever energy you are putting out. All is perfect. If we look at it all as perfect. which is what we all truly want. if you have a perception that someone is a hurtful person. What is the mirror to me? Has instantly removed the judgment. Acceptance says all is happening perfectly.

seeing your reflection in another or in a situation is a positive and useful thing. Get a new perspective. See how you feel. we must generate positive emotions from clear thoughts and perceptions. Use your five (5) senses to ask if something doesn't feel right or comfortable in the way you are responding or feeling. in other words. or Energy. Healing comes from taking responsibility – the 3rd law. First we have our thought. But it is the emotional energy. The word emotion is a fascinating word. or manifestation. the fuel that allows something to get created. That is what our emotions do.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM change . The force behind what we feel is what allows us to create. Therefore. and what kind of emotion it creates. Lower vibration expectation judgment rejection/blame sorrow/apologizing Higher vibration Responding from compassion observing acceptance seeing the mirror 113 . Look at it this way: E-motion. They move energy and bring things into motion.therefore. In a thought triggers emotion you can see what kind of thoughts you are thinking. "I felt so strongly about that that I had to rush out and do it". to create in a positive way. change the thoughts you are thinking. or perception. If you don't like the emotion you are feeling. put into motion.

you have the chance to 114 . etc.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire To find out and work with your fear. what keeps you in it. that create the difficulty you are in. If you treat yourself with love. it will fall into one or more of these categories. you will keep yourself in judgment.. that make you see your own issues in others and judge them for it. who you think did what to you. There is only growth and love. there is no shame or guilt.say or write the negative expression of it: all that you think is going on. and you will keep yourself in the perception of being victimized. That's what makes us not want to see these issues as our self. In reality. You need to find out what your true desire is. and that keep you from manifesting what you want. you will reinforce the lower vibrational state of thinking it's someone else's fault. and state that desire 100% positively: "I choose to have or create.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Fear is only a mask of our true desire. or masked desire. comes from feeling guilt and shame.." There are 3 universal fears: (1) abandonment (2) not feeling worthy or good enough (3) loss of trust which is the fear of surrender Any time there is a fear. Check out what your fear is about. until you get out of the program and have a new perception. another's flaws. You will continue to create the same kind of situations. you will be able to see that when you face an issue in yourself. first state what you fear . 8. ALL BELIEFS THAT CAUSE YOU FEAR ARE ERRONEOUS. This exercise will help you see what your erroneous beliefs are that keep you in fear. The number one addiction to an erroneous core belief.. what bothers you.

until the negative program is neutralized. and you hide it all away so you're not aware the issue is really even there. say or write your preferred truth. You feel guilty about doing that. 6. Here is the cycle of an erroneous core belief loop: 1. You feel guilty about doing that and the loop goes on. You feel shame. as 100% positive. 7. Use all positive words. This is called projection. 5. Then you become fearful that you will be punished. including yourself.4 Ultimate Truth About Yourself Next. expressing what you choose to create. Then put your highest truth in the form of an "I am" statement. Ask: "What keeps me believing in that fear? What will happen if I let go of it? What is the pay off for keeping it? What do I get to do or not do if I keep the fear?" 115 . 3.5 1. For example: "I am powerful" or "I am a loving. You judge something or someone. you blame others." or "I am able to love myself. wonderful human being. of seeing ourselves in the mirror. 8. See how you react to a given situation .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM become even clearer. 4. You put it out on someone or something else. ever more loving. or deal with it in some way. Re-adjusting an Old Belief Own the fear or pattern. 2.look at what you are afraid of. that it's yours. In order to get away from the shame. And that is the perfection of the journey. 8. You feel guilty." Continue to say your positive I am statement throughout the day and for as long as you need to. of what we experience.

Intention. or a new thought form. What could be better than that? Fears have supported us. 5.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 2. you eliminate fear. step by step.what you intend to create. Ask Spirit or your Higher-Self." You can even state how you will do it. for guidance or help to achieve the new intention. decide what you want to change it to. Say: "I intend to do …. This is the energy that sucks ways of behaving out of fear:  Being aloof. 4. "E-Motion" means deep feeling and it is the energy that puts things into motion. Your intention must be followed by willingness. If you choose to believe in a new reality. Be specific. Now. If you decide to change it. If you decide to keep it. without judgment. Fears can be survival tools. 116 . Put out your intention . 3. Decide if you want to keep the program. most importantly allow yourself to feel very clearly and strongly what it would feel like to operate out of and have that new belief in your life. You must have a new belief. plus emotion creates the transformation into new ways of being and brings about the new pattern you are choosing. and we tend to want to hold onto them through our anger or other emotional reactions because it's the only way of life we've known. exactly. but will keep you locked in a lower vibration that doesn't help your life. or change it. And that which creates joy. State your new reality in the form of "I am" 6. a choice for a new perception. growth and freedom. observe why. What would you feel? Let that feeling flow into every cell of your body. Decide if this pattern serves you anymore.

. then you created that situation for some reason. If you are in fear. If you are in resistance to something. Ask: What is the gift of the mirror for me here? If you are asking why. If you are the creator. What was the reason? If you are in pain. Why did you. you are judging. the mirror of that really is: you are in judgment of yourself.. Being someone who creates confusion for others (gets them off center). you are in resistance to something. Move instead to acceptance.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM     Being an interrogator (Who did this?.. A fear of judgment is actually a desire for unconditional love. If you are in doubt." If you find yourself worried or fearful about what other people think.. because: 117 . What are you resisting? Identify what you are getting by holding onto the pain. There is no war happening. Go to your heart. It is a false belief that you will lose control or power.?! Didn't you realize that. It is all perfect. Being an intimidator (energy makes others feel afraid of you by backing people down). unless you create one by your perception. Change the perception that there was any damage done in a given situation. you are trying to be in control. and you are fearing a loss of power. you are actually holding a belief that you are inadequate to deal with something. instead. you are into blaming. you are caught between realities and aren't sure what to believe. If you are in pain. Being a "poor me..?! etc.).

the spiritual eye. It is impossible to do so. Self sabotage is the ego in its lower vibration. anyway. The Higher Truth is larger than. But. The ego controls emotions. That is why we see this reality with 2 eyes. the zero point. And that is all there is. Honor where someone is in their development. We need it for our wide range of emotions. what lessons they have set up to learn for themselves.6 The Role of the Ego It is the ego which allows us to be in this reality where there is duality. Everything is already perfect. the neutral point where there is no attachment. too.that all is One.and that perception comes with seeing from a single eye. if you know that you are God. that is power enough. And everything else is God. bigger than. The ego's true purpose is to offer us choice by comparison.in this way we learn to work with energy and use it appropriately. and there is no need for you to try to control anything. The ego was designed to deal with polarity . It is the point in the middle. What you can create is responding from Peace and living from higher vibration states. The Most-High. It helps us decide what we want to experience and learn in this lifetime.neither side of which is the real truth. That then creates a reality that will mirror that higher vibration state. Using these laws will help you to allow others to express themselves. It's already working out perfectly. Listen to the Higher Self. we must understand the Higher Truth . One Energy Source . which we learn from . while you remain at peace. either side of polarity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM If you identify with God. 118 . 8.

7 Turning Barriers into Bridges Only the person who never gives up in life. who persists with his wish to find and fulfill the promise of himself. it comes from us. The understanding of this spiritual principle allows us to disconnect ourselves from our impatience.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach When you hear someone say. Life becomes instantly better. the easier our whole life flows. This new and higher idea of disconnecting ourselves from whatever we think has us blocked leads to true self-liberation because we have never been trapped by anything outside of our own lack of understanding. This is why even the attempt to disconnect ourselves from our present life-level already belongs to a higher level of understanding. And the more we inwardly grow. then use your power of choice to create the reality that you prefer. For instance. the frustration fades and in its place. From now on you must spin your straw into gold. makes this truly self-liberating discovery: those places that he once mistook as being impassible barriers to his happiness become as bridges to the same. what he is really saying without realizing it is that he's sick and tired of suffering from his own lack of understanding. 8. "I'm sick and tired of it all". This all becomes clear once we understand that unhappiness does not come at us. 119 . impatience with our level of understanding is the very level of understanding we are impatient with. For one thing. but only if he learns to welcome them as part of his journey.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Accept WHAT IS as Perfection. So be it! 8. learning flowers.

You must persist even if it is only with your wish to be persistent. Risk only comes into account in the self-limited view of seeing life as a win/lose scenario. The more you work at this special kind of letting go. then every situation in life presents you with an opportunity to win in a new way. The greater the doubt you will step across. the freer your days will flow and the higher your life will go. with persistence. you win a little more freedom. Believe me. With any true innergrowth. Every time you step past yourself. the hardest step is always the one you have never taken before. freedom to take another and yet another step into the great unknown where eventually.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This new. fear turns into fearlessness because you have disconnected yourself from yourself. When self-discovery becomes more important than winning. because doubt and fear form the perimeter of all self-limiting barriers. there are no real obstacles to keep you from making it all the way to a Brand New World. In the truest meaning of the words. the greater the possibility for walking beyond yourself. Remember this. because you have stopped creating them. Persistence is everything in your personal work. Barriers begin to crumble and disappear. you are getting out of your own way! Practice selfdisconnect as often as you can. You must persist in spite of all forces that seem to be against your wish to break through to a New You. 120 . intelligent action we are calling "self-disconnect" works for you by gradually breaking down the painful circle-ofself that is repeatedly formed by asking the problem for the solution.

It is daily hygiene. but you can also access it visually. just like brushing your teeth. by living it. and another emotion. Day to day events will also trigger karma. It is by the emotional content of karma that we usually discover it. start to look inside of yourself and see where the Light is not. Then. Clear it all one day. bring it into consciousness. You have a thought. or you can just let your unconscious show you what it thinks is most important first. we mean a sensation in your body. Every nerve and cell in the body is capable of retaining memory. Wait until you have been practicing the grounding eight times a day for at least two weeks. and a feeling. This is not a process you can do once and call it done. not just the brain. Notice what bugs you. do the grounding as usual. It is like peeling the onion – do remember this. Surrender those places. You can be very methodical and start with the big toe of one foot and work your way through your body. Your body will only show your karma that is ready to be cleared. You can detach from both. and by the next day the next layer shows up to be cleared. and observe it happening. but after you have locked it in. All day. which brings another thought. By feeling. or you can go looking for it. you may become 121 .1 Finding Karma You can work through your karma the slow way. and surrender or let-go the feeling of being bugged. every day there is a conversation going on between your mind and your body. and your body provides an emotion. A muscle may twitch. Your thoughts can trigger it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Karma 9.

Those tension points are your karma. You can then visualize and clear the 122 .) If you are clearing karma from someone you know by remote. your environment. or a tingling in you head. Even after you clear your personal karma. By doing this I release any thing that gave me tension during the day. successfully. you will follow the connections it makes through the body. and back down the front to the knot. It is therefore preferable to do it visually. you may go on to clear the karma of the group ego mind of your city. Feel the tension. and surrender it. where it is feeding on the energy meridians. your country. Yes it is a simple thing to do if you decided to do it. as a mild physical discomfort that draws your attention to what areas need clearing. You will observe the sensation with detachment. back in the heel. and so you can watch the mind and body chatting away to each other. by pumping my belly several times during a breathing exercise. and simply surrender the tension points the body shows you. you will tend to feel it in your body. You might trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and through the foot into the earth. those karmas that have the same auras with yours at the time of your action. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body. But must feel fancy to do it. I do this every night. or your body. up the back of the leg following it's own path to the shoulders and around one side of the head. you might feel a tightness around the bottom of your ribs like say you cannot take a deep full breath. You are not only your mind. You are an infinite spirit. (Know that you will clear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM aware of a place of tension inside of you. or an ache in my back. Take for example. or a knot in your stomach. if you are dealing with someone who has a lot of power chakra issues. your ancestors.

God/Spirit/Cosmic Reality will take care of it. You go left to end up at the left. and also shows that you believe it is handled. Worry shows lack of faith. so I use counter-clockwise vortexes 100% of the time. I RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIII all night. So be it! 9. submission and gratitude.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM whole circuit and everything attached to the knot to be removed as well. Give it up to Cosmic Reality. will detach your attention from it. and you are not going to worry about it anymore. I'm sure everyone has had the experience of a spell having unexpected negative side effects? Counter-clockwise spin dissipates energy.2 Clearing Karma Faith method Faith. (Usually. so it can be used to break up and remove the blockages of karma. That aspect of surrender is very important if you have faith. I seek nothingness or void. while somebody else prefers the opposite. or use the name of whatever Deity or Power you prefer. Do clear your karma! It is so simple. Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards. out your feet. That action can result in the manifestation of Karma. do the magic. Clockwise dancing and vortexes are most often used in Wicca. Practice! Practice!! Practice!!! You may also use counter-clockwise tornados.) 123 . Feel it flowing out your head. surrender. and sometimes burning up in the heart chakra or simply disappearing and to be absorbed by the Unity. but sometimes. so you need to let go by distracting yourself so Cosmic Reality can take it. Your attention to something is an attachment to it.

All of its silver linings will be showing. Don't worry about giving up too much. completely differently. including life itself is a gift of Spirit. First. whether we judge it as gift or garbage from our limited perspective. there must be recognition of stuff (or the so called ‘gift” you wish to give out). Some people don't like this idea of giving karmic crap to Cosmic Reality as a gift. gift is what it is. this pain in my body. The reason you offer it as a ‘gift’. is that Cosmic Reality doesn't judge it. if it is still present. and relax when the memory is cleared. is also an attachment. Everything in life. getting a grasp on what is to be released. She will give it a tune-up and hand it back. After the pause of breath. curled protectively around his belly. Thanking Spirit for accepting the gift. One of the most dramatic cases of this is that one may grew 8 cm taller in a single night. surely comes back better if it is still needed. This is real. will fall away. Thank you is showing trust that nails the request into the Now. What is to be released might be. and your negative opinion of wanting it gone.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sometimes a release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a desire to stretch. gently turn your attention to where the thing you gave away used to be and you will discover you see it. somehow through visualization or feeling. It good to know that gratitude itself can be enough to remove a blockage. Even If you don't like something. this funny grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling. like “So be it” or “Amen” or “Ashe”. is like showing faith that you believe and expect that It will and that. this feeling of doubt. apply gratitude. What is given to Cosmic Reality. and it will change. 124 . seals the deal. which It has. or giving away something you need. this annoyance with so and so. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain. as all of the crap that held one in a slouched posture.

it no longer exists. your environment. get back insight and compassion. The point of power is in the 125 .” (breathe sigh of release) This is time travel to change the past. as Cosmic Reality gives you an opportunity to make a choice to release it. The event is gone as if it never existed . For example. All Yours. Thank you very much. and ever since then you have had a phobia about spiders. because your indication of this ‘gift’ didn't cover everything. When the first event is cleared. that is related. It is a gift for You. “Cosmic Reality. your past lives. Thank you very much. Sometimes there will be some bits of crap still left. Cosmic Reality will know what to take. Alternate phrases: “Cosmic Reality. perhaps when you were a child someone put a spider down your shirt. please take this. all other events that came after disappear right into the now. please take this.” (breathe a sigh of release) This clears what you can see and what you cannot see. the universe is being created and uncreated in every moment. After a speck of karma is first created. so instead it got bigger from your resistance. Time and space are illusions. some issues may have connections and reflections all through you. Find and surrender those bits too. and every time you see a spider it gets worse. It is a gift for You. wherever it exists. This phrase asks Cosmic Reality to go back to before the first event occurred. Likely. and even in other people. All Yours. it will come up again and again. in top down fashion from point of origin. and everything connected to it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Give up karma. Like. and clear the whole pattern from the beginning. you did not know to release it.

used to be and fill them with Your Grace and Light.. and everything connected to it. It will be as Cosmic Reality Wills. for I am. Thank you very much. then also surrender the hole where it used to be like bugs bunny cartoon. It is a gift for You. hand them over now! “Cosmic Reality. through your feet. and using this phrase you can change the past using the power of surrender in the now. 126 . Nature abhors a vacuum. all the way back into the past. in top down fashion from point of origin. so it is important to fill the ‘void’ with light or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of ‘empty’ and seeking new attachments to fill the void.” (breathe a sigh of release) You must clear everything and everything connected with it. Thank you very much.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. please take this. Cosmic Reality has it handled.. please take the hole/space/place where that stuff I surrendered to You. Surrender the karmic stuff. It is in the hands of Fate. portable holes. I release any attachments.” (Breathe in light. Even though I walk in the valley of death I will fear no evil.) Additional universal phrases of surrender: Cosmic Reality (God/Allah…) Will be Done. It is the Will of God/Allah. “Cosmic Reality. All Yours.

professional psychics and other folks who are doing energy work. Sometimes a patient will continue to draw energy from a healer after the session is finished. everything you touch. creates a thread of energy between you and it. This usually happens on an unconscious level for most people. it becomes very easy to manage these cords with the power of imagination. Everything is connected to every other thing: relationship. they are how we exchange empathy. they are the underlying nature of how relationships connect people. it becomes more important to keep the tools in order and cut cord attachments that no longer serve. These etheric cords are a normal connection between friends and lovers. Guardian angels (personal Malaeka) will act on your requests – so you think. or negative addiction for the patient. As aka cords show up in the etheric.3 Aka Cords: The Unity The ‘Aka cords’ is a term from Huna mysticism. Everything you see. because the cords of love between people are stronger than attachments to things. love etc. attraction. For most people.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 9. gravity. Most cords are flimsy and fade quickly. and while this is a good thing in the short term. So be aware! 127 . They are the ‘super strings’ that are holding the universe together. and they can also become negative attachments and vampiric siphons. one can do the ritual. Like the apron-strings between mother and child. and information. it defines aka cords very elegantly. Even without intuition. However. knowing about the cords is not very important because the unconscious mind takes care of them. these threads of attraction are usually are only readily visible when they represent the union in relationships. When you grow an awareness of these threads. in the long term it can be hard on the healer and become a crutch. For healers. love.

Always determine to cut them out. and it comes from me. With your imagination. There are several ways to disconnect cords. or sense it. I give up my fears to Him. will sometimes show up in your life again. So. especially with the earth's fiery crystal core. In the ritual you first ask to be shown the beneficial cords. gratitude and blessings down these cords – Use power of imagination. into that space where all things begin. one of my Source Codes said: I simply trust in the judgment of my Higher-Self or AllThat-Is. as said earlier. and cut them out of the race. It is best to be clear in your intention. or simply connect new cords as often as they are cut. You may get an impression of being in the center of a big spider web or perhaps a cocoon with many threads coming from different chakras and radiating out from you in all directions. You may possibly get a sense of being surrounded by a crowd of people. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people who are in service to your Highest Good. or see it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is why it is necessary to occasionally do a ritual to cut any aka cords that are not in one’s highest good. as I am not yet free of creative fears. first. You may feel it. by sending out a last blast of unconditional love and make the fire to manifest whatever the person on the other end needs. Usually I may not ask who is cut. anyways. There is only fear to fear. and only those cords. so that you don't cut cords which represent win/win relationships that serve your highest good. or just 128 . Get grounded and draw in as much light as you can hold. Then ask to be shown ones that do not serve. and send love. but those who are determined. This method is nice and simple. and get to ride out of duality. I ask that the highest good be done.

Essentially. to replace what you gave away. to tell you they were thinking of you warmly. As the light goes down the cord. and they 129 . Then.. and conclude the ritual. this means that the recipient's higher self or unconscious will use the energy as it thinks best. so that the cord is gone. breathe more light into yourself. Let your intention be that the recipient's higher self choose the form in which the love manifests on the other end. Be sure to offer thanks to Goddess for Her abundance that allows you to be generous. it doesn't matter. Release a generous blast of the light you have drawn into yourself down the cord. What is important is your intention.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM imagine it there. imagine that it burns up the cord like a lit fuse. You may find that some of these people will unconsciously feel the cord being disconnected. and let the vision go. so you do not need to clear them.. once again fill yourself with as much light as you can hold. Do not be surprised if some old friends contact you in the days following. as a farewell gift of unconditional love for them that will show up on their end as whatever it is they think they need from you. Nice bonus! Then. You do not need to know what it manifests as. Most of these are people who want something that they think you can give them. This time. Thank these people for being in your life and gratefully send light and love down the cords to them. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people or things that feed on your energy but do not serve your highest good. These are the cords that benefit you. Give thanks for being shown that you are loved and supported.

repeat the exercise. instead of sending them more energy. Give love to those who support you as before. Others. Be clear in your intention not to feed on their energy. When these vampires realize (probably unconsciously) that there is no free lunch and they are no longer getting fed/rewarded through the cords. ideally there will be none. Imagine you are sucking on the cords like a drinking straw. There will be fewer cords than before. You would not want them to pass out while driving – would you? or anything of that nature . or how much of what kind of energy you send. Twenty four to seventy hours later. The cords that have been reattached will be those of the persistent bottomless pit vampires who reconnect the cords no matter how many times you cut them. there is another method you can use according to my Source Code. sip slowly so they will not be abruptly and unnecessarily deflated. and again ask to see the cords that connect you to those who do not serve your highest good. you leave the cords as they are.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM might contact you in the days following and complain that you feel distant. If you are dealing with this kind of persistent bottomless pit vampire. they will detach them from you on their own. Take your time at it. In this technique. you are not going to get any junk from them. but you cannot control what 130 . Since you are just taking your own energy back. the bottomless pits will not be satisfied with your gift and will promptly a reattach to you. They may go off and feed on someone else. but reverse the flow and take back only your own energy that they stole from you.No. They will give up. pull in their cords and stop preying on you. but only to take back your own stolen energy from them. like a leech dropping off.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM someone else does. as They think best. spiritual world. I ask my guardian Angels to disconnect the cords from me.. and draw on them several times a day until the vampires give up and detach. in the etheric. though. To do this. leave them attached. I'm not suggesting you do this. The traditional ritual is good practice for learning about how relationships work. astral. Learn. as they are formed.. You are learning. or the Earth source. Then if there are still any negative cords that have been reconnected in spite of your generosity. 131 . When I get impatient with it. You can only control your own energy or you tax your daily Karma unduelly. I put it on autopilot. on my end and plug them into the sender's higher self.

another body moved any moved body.e.. that if an object itself is moving and it is necessarily being moved by some other object. What comes to mind is how the spiral galaxy. Prime Mover If we apply the idea of causality to the study of motion of objects. This notion needs to be examined logically and brought to its finality. a system beyond the Milky Way Galaxy (a rotating disk containing about 1011 stars including our Sun) came about. tribe. All motions result from being moved by some other objects. then the motion of a body is the result of its being moved by some other body. which change from one time. Even the Pious. then the latter must necessarily be moved by something else. Therefore one can definitely arrive at a prime mover that is not moved by anything. because of a sole reliance on spiritual perceptions. The above conclusion belongs to simple-minded and lazyminded individuals. race to another. In the so-called cosmological proof: that in the worlds. era. animals or non-living things is not solely coming to mind now.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Concept of the Prime Mover 10. How? 132 . Saints and Prophets waver in a pool of open and logical challenges. that the above argument cannot be repeated indefinitely. some objects are in motion. i. since there was nobody there in the origin. The question of evolution or creation of Man.

some features were incorporated during the ‘time’ of creation. What happened before this statement was pronounced could not be ascertained. These instruments give them vast scope within which to exercise their imaginations only. (Bible) The above statement has shown us that there was a Prime Mover. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. There are two models for the creation of the Universe: Big Bang and Continuous Creation. . (Qur’an) This is saying that the spirit of God is breathed into every man created. . vividly. Cosmogonists can reach their conclusions only on the basis of the subtle observations that are barely within reach of modern instruments. and at the time of the creation of Man. 133 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Nobody was around at the origin. Let there be light and there was light. He made him complete and breathed into him of His spirit. So there are no eyewitness reports. back to the period of the creation of man. It is only obvious and quite clear that the Earth was in a total darkness before this command was initiated. (The Bible) Obviously this has taken us. animals and other earthly things. perhaps as at the time of creation of the Universe. These would be brought forward in the discussion. and gave you ears and eyes . it is that you give thanks. And for the created man to function properly. animal and other matters in this Earth. and it points to the mystical relation between human and Divine Nature. It was believed that God had made the command. The following few observations and analyses are to be noted without any bias reference.

jing hua floats aloft. through sacrifice or rituals. The above statement supports the two above references mentioned from the holy Qur’an. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear. And that the universe was in existence before the so-called Aur-Amashida. (African Tradition) This idea has shown that the so-called ancestors migrated from another world or space to found or husband the earth. The next question is when and where? 134 . Qi representing the context of God’s breath in this respect. This is confirmed through most of their words and doings. They have lesser gods who carry off their request. Man is born into this Existence and the tradition didn’t know any thing regarding human creation. who were the descendants of the primordial ancestors. it is called the Heavenly River. There was no indication of the period of and what brought about this action. Note that Qi = breath.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. a Chinese scholar in the 3rd Century. They referred to their Ancestors and not a particular Deity. (Qur’an) This is an obvious proof of the occurrence of the so-called “Big Bang” or the expansion of the core-centre in the evolution of the Universe. hua = essence and Heavenly River is the Milky Way. Qi develops and rises. turning about following the flow. So there had been an existence somewhere else. AD) This simply means that stars are being formed by the contraction (mover) of gas clouds. so to say. The Amashida-kinds were so powerful that they could create as wished. (Wu Li Lun. to the Supreme Being.

water and the energy that runs the cell. Scientists have two general models for the existence of Universe: Continous Creation and Big Bang (Scientific Statement). are the descendants of bacteria that took up residence in eukaryotic cells about 18 billion years ago. the amount of matter in the Universe would double as a result of the slow drizzle of creation. And in the course of some billions of years. which convert sugar and oxygen into carbon dioxide. has shown by genetics and after studying the pattern of DNA (DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID) in people now alive and produced a human family tree showing that the species emerged in Africa about 200. in a proper study of mankind. One consequence of their origin is that they carry their own genes. According to the Continous Creation (CC). When the highly condensed hydrogen matter exploded from its own core (see Chapter 9) pressure and created showers 135 . And since (in people.000 years ago and first left the continent to begin its world wide spread 100. the galaxies would have moved apart to the point where the amount of space between them had increased or even doubled. but in its mitochondria. Allan Wilson at the University of California. creation is continuing all the time and so very slowly for any known sensitive instrument can measure.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM According to a superior account. it is easy to trace mitochondria DNA back through the generations without having to worry about the mixing of genes from mother and father that goes on in the rest of the DNA.000 years ago. In this action. at least) individual receive all their mitochondria from their mothers. These structures. Wilson’s work relied on a type of DNA found not in the cell nucleus.

The fission and fusions of atoms forming bombs. miraculous occurrence that might have happen to man must fall within the light of the formation of the Milky Ways. just in a recent time of less than. be it spiritual or scientific) so as to claim who is or was the Prime Mover. The time of the bang obviously would be so negligible. could have been released and registered between 10 to 20 billion years ago.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of still expanding galaxies. who just came to this Realm of Existence. such as one produced our Milky Ways. but broken apart due to a bang or expand continuously in space. So. From the above examinations and analyses. The lesson here is that both light and spirit evolved at the same time since the occurrence of the first Big Bang. the energy required in this creation is zero equivalent energy of light balanced with the negative energy of gravitational field. Visible Matter has the same 136 . in the presence of light space. hanging about There have been other minor explosions. it is absolutely unreasonable for any human being. Man-made explosive matters are ones that quickly come to mind. The fifth energy was formed in order to eternalize the initial outburst. So is the word: The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. but formed within the fifth energy product of the Big Bang. The first ever Big Bang (of stored energy in vacuum or void) explosion. What could be certain is the existence of Matter.000 years ago (since whatever vision. 200. the four energy laws came into play: Gravity. Electromagnetism. The word ‘join’ could mean that the total elements of the Universe were originally in a single space. A stupid question asked by feeble-minded individuals. Behind the Matter is the Mind at work. Strong nuclear and Weak nuclear are acting together (Unity) in the space-less compact at the equivalent or even beyond the speed of light.

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exactitude of proportion and precise method granted by the Invisible Mind. What we should bear in mind is that there is and was no such thing as injustice in the Universe. What it means here is that if we have granted the above stated premises concerning the composition of Mind and Matter, there can be no such thing as injustice. Yet seemingly unjust things are done every day and seemingly go unpunished, because the punishments are always administered. So the so-called ‘scientific ghosts’ come in i.e. vengeance is mine. The sinner who imagines his sins are undiscovered is a compound fool who deceives himself. For instance, a murderer (direct or indirect) who has secretly torn the life of his shrieking victim in some unfrequented spot, and has succeeded in hiding his crime from what we call ‘justice’ cannot escape the Spiritual Law of vengeance within the Unity. Murdered creature often returns to the Realm of Existence in human form to dodge his murderer down. No known man has ever escaped the psychic law of equity any more than we can escape the material law of gravitation. So, it unbelievable therefore to attribute the spiritual law of vengeance on the Most High or the so-called prime Mover. Not much of a Deity or a prime Mover but what you are or represent. If there is any race with superior historical pride over others, it is the Africans. Their existence was closer to the period of the so-called ‘creation’; hence they have full authority talking about the Prime-or-Nonprime Mover. As more scientific researches are proceeding, Africans are likely to be proved right. So be it! One of the oldest questions to be asked about the universe was "How did it begin?" That question always puzzled mankind. The answer to such question depended on the faith and civilisation current to the scientist.

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In the early days of the Greek philosophers the universe was the making of gods and goddesses, but how they actually performed the act of creation was not to be inquired into, for such matters were considered divine and, thus, laid outside man's comprehension. The Greek plan incorporated a marvellous scientific picture of the universe, for whilst they described the motions of the planets with mathematical precision, they believed them to be, like the stars, made of some celestial material that never decayed. In ancient China, the whole universe, everything on earth and in the sky, was considered part of a giant organism. However, they envisaged a universe that was many millions of years old and, in this respect, they were close to today's view. Western civilisation has grown up under the influence of Greek ideas and also that of Chinese teachings, which insist on a single God who is creator and sustainer of the universe; a God, who is also the single God according to the Muslim faith. The Bible does not contain any scientific information of note about the universe, but it reminds us of that: In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. Galileo used to be fond of saying that the Bible teaches the way to go to heaven, not the way heavens go. The Church, in its constant attempts to keep the masses under its control, permitted no speculation into these divine matters. The misfortune of Copernicus, as a result of his statement, that it was the sun and not the earth to be the centre of the spherical universe, is well known. Even after the beginning of the modern scientific period, when Newton had worked out the motions of planets in great detail and also invented the idea of universal gravitation, people still considered the creation of the universe to be a divine act, which lies above speculation.

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With the vast amount of information collected by observation of deep space in the last sixty years, as well as the development of relativity and quantum theory, scientists are at last in a position to work out how the universe began. Today, speculation and scientific research into cosmology lies outside the realm of religion, to the extent that some scientists today do not consider the creation of the universe to be a divine act altogether. However, these scientists are forgetting that when they trace the origin of the universe to its origin, or to that moment that sparked the beginning... they too concede that science becomes unable to function, for at that initial moment all the laws of physics seem to break down. The failure of some scientists to contribute this initial moment of creation to a divine force stems from the fact that they think of this initial moment as the moment when all the laws of physics break down, rather than being the moment when all the laws of physics came to be. The creation of the universe is a subject that is given great attention in the Qur’an. The huge and varied amount of information contained in the Qur’an about almost every stage and aspect of the creation continues to astound scientists today because of its very accurate agreement with 20th century knowledge. How can a book written in the 7th century contain such a rich amount of scientific information that was to be attained 14 centuries later? Much of this information was discovered only in the last fifty years! Neutral and unbiased observers do consider this to be valid evidence that such a book could never have been the product of any human being for the simple reason that, at the time, no human possessed such knowledge. All the evidence available today suggests an explosive origin to the universe that brought both space and time into

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These facts. but may also have 140 . The creation of the universe is one of matter.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM existence. The theory of the Big Bank which has successfully taken over the place of the 'Steady state' theory was worked out in the 1920's by two scientists quite independently of each other. (It is very important to know that science does not discriminate when it comes to disseminating of facts and nothing but facts. until proved otherwise. The eventual formation of galaxies resulted as a condensation. are not known to be direct to any scientific statements. This view has been confirmed by the later discovery of the background microwave radiation. of hot gases which was mainly hydrogen. The Big Bang itself resulted from an extremely dense singularity. because they open up some basic facts that no one can push aside. space and time that are intimately linked together. the Russian meteorologist Alexksandr Friedmann and the Belgian mathematician Georges Lemaitre. most of the italics to follow are written from the Qur’an without any emphases or reference [any individuals who want to know more must read more].) "Do not the unbelievers see that the skies and the earth were joined together and we ripped them apart?" The subsequent history of the Big Bang saw the Americans George Gamow. This is what is referred to as the ‘Big Bang’. which could also be found in all other scriptures. It must be stated here that. Ralph Alpher and Robert Horman indicate that the whole event took place at a very high temperature. was written openly by one of my Source Codes. It is the facts the Nothingness of Self-Esteem cares about. under gravitational pull. Matter and space were joined as one and then were separated in the explosion. This is described in the Qur’an.

thus." Note that the verse did not say clouds or gas. which is a very accurately described as smoke are cold. if you were to throw the ball at a very high speed (say 10km per second) it would escape the gravity of the earth and leave the earth altogether. eventually. and with the formation of galaxies. thus. It is the speed required for a moving body to enable it to escape the gravity of a planet or star. otherwise stars and also planets would have shot off in straight lines dispersing into space. No planet would ever revolve around its mother star. The speed. Gravity was the brilliant divine invention. 141 . the gravity of the earth will overcome and the ball fall back to the ground. working as an equating factor to the centrifugal force to induce precise orbits for all heavenly bodies. Once these stars were formed a system had to be devised to govern their motion. life would not have evolved on earth. it would travel upwards as a result of the kinetic energy stored in the throw but. which also applies to earth and. still in the form of hot gases which is mentioned in the Qur’an in the following verse: "Then He took hold of the sky when it was smoke.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM contained helium and a few other light elements as well. The kinetic energy stored in the foreword movement of these bodies could not be relied upon on its own. The universe in its very early stages was. but smoke. the gas has gradually condensed into individual starts. But. because the whole of life on earth is so dependent on the sun. This is what is known as the escape velocity. If you were to throw a tennis ball upwards towards the sky. mass and distance of two bodies have to be worked out very precisely to induce an orbit. Over the ages.

its speed is reduced which reduces its kinetic energy and with some directional adjustments its kinetic energy can be equated with the earth'' gravity. and all other heavenly bodies also obey the same rules.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM When an artificial satellite is placed in orbit around the earth. while the satellite is shooting out of the earth's gravitational field." ‘all’ as in the last verse is not 'both' which indicates that the reference to the sun and the moon is symbolic only. As a result. which are similar to those which take place in an hydrogen bomb. continue throughout the life of the star. The endless intricate orbits and mathematical precision in the universe leave one in a gasp in awe. their central regions become denser and hot. These reactions. When the material in the centre of the star has heated up sufficiently. all travelling in orbits. All these adjustments must be very precisely executed at a precise distance and speed otherwise a correct orbit cannot be obtained.) These very accurate balances are mentioned in the following two following verses: "The sun and the moon follow courses precisely computed" and "And the sky He raised and set the balance" The orbits of the heavenly bodies are mentioned in the verse: "And the sun and the moon. 142 . to say at least seven million degrees Kelvin (K). nuclear reactions begin. The next stage sees these massive newly formed stars start to shrink under their own gravitational pull. (All the planets that circulate around stars also revolve round the centre of gravity of their own galaxies. what happens is that at a required distance.

'nuclear reactions'. even no fire touches it. together with the detection of the red shift in the spectrum of far away galaxies.. This differentiation between natural light and reflected light is mentioned with the words: "Blessed is He who made constellations in the sky and placed there in a lamp.whose oil is well lit. gave birth to yet a new concept and that was the universe is expanding- 143 . The visible section of those waves which are found between the ultraviolet and the infra-red is the sunlight. fuel)." In 1965. But. What actually takes place inside a star is that hydrogen is converted to helium with the emission of huge energy." "It is He who made the sun to lighten up and the moon that is lightened. This is precisely what the Qur’an speaks of with the words: "…as if it were a brilliant star……. planets do not emit any light of their own. These nuclear reactions cause the stars to radiate all types of radiation into space.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These reactions are distinctly different from ordinary combustion . The verse is a very accurate description of what goes on inside a star. it's oil (i. the Big Bang theory. a very important discovery was made." The verse mentions a star. and a reaction which is not combustion (fire) . On the other hand. from x-rays and gamma rays in the short waves all the way to the longer radio waves.as in a burning wood.e. and a moon giving light. but only reflect light. and that was the background radiation which supported the Big Bang theory.

In the same vein. a star like our sun will undergo a series of drastic changes. These atomic reactions would take place inside a star for a finite time and then the star would eventually run out of energy when it has used up all its resources. and as was mentioned before. it was still believed that all the stars in the sky including our sun were eternal and are made of a material that never fades or decays.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM this was briefly explained previously at the beginning of this chapter. a light received from distant galaxies have a red shift which indicate how much they were flying away from us. Doppler Effect applies to any waves and not only that of sound. First. No one was really aware of the nature of the reactions that took place inside stars for that was to be 20th century atomic theory territory but that. was mentioned in the Qur’an. while as light from a receding source would be shifted towards the red end of the spectrum. That contribution of the red shift analysis meant that the universe is indeed expanding. Mercury. When applied to light waves it was found that if the source of light is approaching its light would be shifted towards the blue end of the spectrum. When that stage is reached. it will expand to become a red giant. This phenomenon was also explained at the beginning of this section. would be 144 . At the time of the Qur’an (7th century). The nearest planet. This conclusion is literally mentioned in the Qur’an: "and the heavens we created with might and we are expanding it” Note that the word "expanding" is used in the present tense and not in the past which again is in agreement with the fact that the expansion of the universe is a continuous process.

In other words. the star would start to collapse and lose its lustre and end up as a white dwarf. is the precise term used by today's astronomers to describe that stage of a star's life. it still remained necessary to calculate its age. signalling the end of life on earth. the Qur’an uses the very accurate scientific words: "when stars lose their lustre" The finite life. as used in the Qur’an. that is. Qur’an describes the end of time as follows: "When the sun is rounded" "When the stars have collapsed" "When the oceans boil over in a swell" It is very significant how the verse said "when the stars have collapsed" and not 'when the sun has collapsed'. Here. Also. or specific life span. each one runs for an appointed time. astronomers once again rely on red shift to calculate the speeds and distance of the furthest galaxies and 145 . the term "collapse". the ocean will boil over long before the sun starts to collapse.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM swallowed up and the intense heat given off by the sun in this red giant stage would be amount to cause all the seas and oceans on earth to boil over and evaporate. because the boiling of the oceans will be a result of the expansion of the sun (red giant stage) and not it's collapse. Whilst the Big Bang provided an explanation as to the origin of the universe." in its opening verse. To do so. of each star is also referred to accordingly: "He has ordained the sun and the moon.

146 . as brought up by one of my Source codes. The age of the universe is also found in the Qur’an? 1) "the angels and the spirit ascend unto Him in a day. How many days a space ship takes to reach the moon? 2) "…a day relative to your God is equivalent to a thousand years of your count. but as it was 14 billion years ago." If for God. is to put your mind at rest and to direct your attention to your inner-self to answer the question: “What am I?” and not to brother with “Who is the Prime Mover?” but that you are within the Unity. which have velocities of some 240. the measure of which was fifty thousand years. These distances give us indications to the age of the universe. The most distant quasars. we are not seeing it as it is now.000 years ago) after the angels ascend." The verse clearly said a day that ‘was’ and not a day that 'is'.000 for man = 18.000 years for man. When we look into depth of space. The modern accepted figure for the age of the universe is a little bit more than 18 billion (thousand million) years. which clearly indicates that that day was in the past (50. and 1 year for God is 1000 x 365 = 365.000 x 50.000 years of God’s = 365.000 km/sec. Then 50.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM quasars. we are actually looking back far into the past. are at distances of up to 14 billion light years (a light year being the distance travelled by light in one year). 1 day = 1000 years for man.25 billion! The importance of these analyses. (80% the speed of light). perhaps brought about by the ‘Big Bang’. When we look at that distant quasar.

to and from lesser animals and non-living things. And any attempt to wake it up by force will 147 . or the so-called ‘serpent’ remained coiled at the base of the spinal cord that Man cannot reach his set goals. against gravity) of its ‘serpent’ towards his goal (good or evil. This inner self is known as Kundalini. Spinal-thread. Man controls other attractions. The name this thing is called does not matter. No exception. Serpent of Eden. driven by the energy generating within men and moving randomly from man to the others and his surrounding is the maximum. one origin. Let us examine the Einstein Theory of Relativity. Since c2 = c x c. the Most High. Life Force or what have you. but not above evil and good). Man can accelerate motion (vertical. in this Realm of our Existence. a multiple of itself shows that one thing (body) is first attracted to itself and then to other things around it (him). The power. but what it is and how it works.1 Theory of Relativity There is Unity. Negative to positive and vice versa. There is no power among men that goes beyond men. The law of attraction indicates the unity of the whole creation. the primordial Ancestors. that energy (E) is equal to the product of mass (m) and square speed (c) or E = mc2.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Unity 11. Even the Mother Earth as an entity in the unity has her own kundalini. It is only when it is dormant. The speed of this motion will depend on the magnitude of the inner energy driving the resultant power of the body.

Simple. so that the speed is equal to a distance. it is a real phenomenon that distance always approaches zero.2 The Void and the Origin The Sun. All these are held together in the spiritual force field – The Unity. And at zero mass (m) such as in light. it could be seen that at the absolute unity. In general more distant objects have greater apparent magnitudes. while velocity is directly deduced from a shift.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM result to catastrophe. divided by time (or c = s/t) the Energy E = m (s2/t2). Even the speed of light is finite. where the energy is large. that is. The existence. The relationship between distance and velocity is neither in strict proportionality nor a straight line. In cosmos. galaxies and clusters of galaxies are all isolated systems in space. Then in a simple mathematical expression. In the view of the above explanation. s s ( is the space difference). indicates that the distance approaches zero (or s0). The more distant object corresponds to earlier times and the nearer ones to later times. This results to the time (t) becoming smaller. As this last condition holds. 11. First. let’s examine if the universal energy depends on time. covered by a body in motion. the energy (E) becomes larger and indirectly proportional to time. Assume that speed is a distance (s) covered in a specific time (t). We shall learn more of its structure and its application to obtain our goals. while the negative energy of gravitation played a part. matter is concentrated in 148 . there is no time in cosmos. the energy (E) is zero. the Milky Way. We are not separate individuals but part of a colossal spiritual network linking all atoms and all other things that exist in this world. space-time relationship is 1.

In contrast. The purpose of existence is the Unity. as it is being done in the world of Man now. air (heat and moist) and earth (moist and dry). or darkness with consciousness or EnSof in Jewish religion. while Zoroastrians called it the Unlimited Source. It has no image visible to the naked eye. Thoth (Hemes Trismegastus) said that every existing thing is composed of the four elements: fire (dry and heat). one cant really have them doing it all for nothing. Purpose for the Existence In giving some security belief. It is porous and permeates every atom including Man. like light. then no matter what its original shape. It is the command and active principle of the creation. in unison. the spiritual force field. the distribution of matter is net-like and the empty space is now isolated in holes or voids. The African origin of belief and spirituality describes it as Nameless. super-clusters are not clearly demarcated. One state evolves to 149 . in which everything must participate. water (moist and cold). rather. surrounded by empty space.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the central region. From this principle. This was the idea of heavenly bodies having circular shapes. Isaac Asimov gave good accounts of the reasons for creation. Hindus equate the void. the body formed after the collapse must have a symmetrical shape indicating rotation. if one is going to have a whole battery of spirits and demons running the Universe. the spaces between the heavenly bodies are dark and void. The void is the Original Self. The characteristic features of super-clusters is brought about as in nebular theory: that as long as the original gas cloud has a certain amount of angular momentum. The Egyptian god. After all. There is some purpose to the Universe.

Destiny Destiny comes from men’s thoughts and men’s actions working within the limited circle of the Realm of our 150 . when it has tried and still trying to workout the origins and the ultimate fate of the Universe. In 2000. Some of these notions crept into other beliefs and we have the war of God versus the Devil. Therefore. NASA said the ozone layer expanded to three times the size of Australia. Ahura-Mazda or Mara. the ozone hole reduced drastically. Ozone is the protective layer in the atmosphere that shields the Earth from the sun’s rays. in particular is the ultraviolet-B radiation that can cause skin cancer and can burn marine life. If they strove to be good they were outstanding to the ‘right’ in the most colossal conflict ever imagine. so also this transformation (development) occurred in human and other things. But due to the extreme warm condition in 2003. The Zoroastrians of Persia worked out a delightfully complex scheme of the Universe. They imagined the whole of existence to be engaged in a cosmic war. The force was almost evenly matched and individual men could feel that with them lay the balance of power. there is no question as to who will win. This effect of changes in things in the Universe can be felt in the ozone layer. leading countless spirits (other gods?) under banner of Light and Good.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM another state – cold is gradually turns to heat and heat to vapour (air). In this view however. God must and will win. the purpose of existence is the flow within the Unity. In science however the so-called Security Belief is assumed to be false. encountering an equally powerful army under Ahriman fighting for Darkness and Evil. This is an indication of gradual change in all things. Science does not merely ignore the possibility of a cosmic war.

etc).1. The echoes of destiny vibrate on all human beings within the Realm of Existence after the so-called creation.1 expresses the making of a ceramic object. The breathing exercise becomes an entity in itself. The Nature who wears the whole of our universe as though it were one head upon a necklace. Clay and water (human body) have been moulded to form a green paste or mortar. will not deny your right to use your body and mind in the ways that seem right to you. Ceramic production 151 . It is also a renunciatory technique to achieve a predetermined trancelike state – an isness. also within the Unity Existence of Man The creation of man can be likened to playing with clay to produce a product (ceramics. in Zen word. Body breathing becomes the embodiment of the breath. Clay + Water Product air-dried to harden Hardened product fired Air-dried to cool Final product Time 0 12 days + 30 minutes + 23. It is also true that karmic (past creation) destiny vibrates on Man. an actual state of consciousness in its own right. But remember that Power isolates those who hold too much of it.30 hours = 13 days Figure 9. Figure 9.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Existence.

In cosmic creation. And when Jacob. Be and it becomes or k’un fayakuun says the scriptures. just hu it by the word of mouth. Remember that the power of the name is almost limitless. This period is so small that it may be impossible to note not even in this Realm of Existence. When you will wake-up your child. Even the so-called spirits guide their names. This is the same in Ya’Adua (a child that deserves prayer). resulting in a few times. The firing takes little time. Africans know this source of power and they use it fully and appropriately in naming their children. says the scripture). while the fired product is left again to cool off naturally. ‘I-wake-into-a-wealth’.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The paste is then left to dry by natural air for a period of 12 days before it is fired in a kiln or sort of that. In other words when a man calls you ‘stone’ he makes you a stone for an instant. you are directly wishing your child well. When you wish for something to occur. Remember that a man’s voice should be his own to command. the angel kept it secret for fear that the name would give Jacob power over the angel. and that was when the firewithin is formed. Cooling is also rapid. You are indirectly wishing yourself well. so it shouldn’t 152 . in the early morning. this is the time of Hu (In the beginning was the word and the God was the word. In a spiritual realm. The suffering and smiling syndrome. When you call ‘Mojisola!’ in Yoruba means literally. Then you wonder why you are in a perpetual state of poverty and in that your supposed happymood. asked the angel he’d wrestled for his name. It is the time of firing that the paste becomes a whole and it occurred within a short period. in the scripture. by the name ‘Oloriburuku’ (One with bad luck) you are indirectly creating a realm of sub-existence for your child and a direct new existence for your self.

To hu is to create (Emet) or give life to at least until the appointed time of the so-called de-creation (met or mut). and the close your eyes. the knowledge of mysteries of the cosmos will reveal to you that you too can create life. were in existence. In the beginning. 153 . the Book of Creation. in the combination of the two words hu-man. But must we ponder well on this matter. The combination of the two words: “human” resulted to the existence of Man. And without pure awareness. Man came to be by the command hu. According to Sefer Yezirah. Be warned! We create with our thoughts. Do your focusing at least for 20 seconds. try to recollect the image of your chosen object or figure. Man is out of the Existence. which could be a figure or whatever.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM carry another man’s message hidden within its sound. represents the unsounded hu. our substance and our spirit. And immediately your eyes are closed. An impure awareness may unbalance Man’s mind and body. aside Man. Following a simple experiment by focusing your attention on an object. Any form of disconnection of mind from body is negative. which is not normally visible to naked. unobstructed eyes. The air or wind. there is a gap in human consciousness and that is the so-called awareness. no Man. Can you guess what happen? Now let us get back to our discussion before the above experiment. No hu. all other things.3 The Path In the beginning was the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’. Our thoughts cannot be pure unless we wake up the ‘fuel’ or the fire within. 11. a simple object for that matter.

There are other beings. and which is called the Heavenly River (the Milky Way). Note that the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’ has been attributed to Man. And if you opened an action. turning about (and) following the flow. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear) then we know that other things might have existed before the Realm of this existence. a flow of air flows into your mouth. the mouth is opened when ‘A’ is pronounced. regarding the creation (Qi develops and rises. jins and aliens or UFOs. allowing for further action to take place. Any closed action must be opened. A-U-M. it is obvious that such action is closed to be relevant and complete. 154 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The word hu or u is also related to a sort of ‘open-and-close’ affairs. while the pronouncement of ‘M’ closes the mouth and the gap between ‘A’ and ‘M’ is ‘U’. But our limited experience has assured us that man is the only intelligent beings in the Universe. AUM is a word of power. So. In The syllable. Aside Man all other things came into existence by the same action. The gap between open-and-close affairs is the so-called awareness. the so-called awareness. the one understands the principle of creation. yes? There is this question. As you open with ‘A’. Man is intelligent homo-sapiens in this world that can control his fire within to achieve anything in this world as wished. that jing hua (essence) floats aloft. If one can perceive this. what is making you opening your mouth to pronounce the word ‘A”? This is the energy within that also comprises the same word ‘A’ for A-hu-man or simply AUM. But if we remember Wuli Lun. Note that open-andclose of the word AUM without the conjunction ‘U’ is impossible.

Kundalini (Fire within) Figure 9. It takes a serious disciplined. 155 . as shown in Figure 9.4 The Fire Within The Fire Within. This is because the fire may go wild and consume the host. with a point downward. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. but can be felt in a conscious or alpha state. The seat of kundalini is a form of cup. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this unstable structure. Note that the cone point sits on vertex of another cone.2 Seat of the fire within A light tap or a little stir or movement of the ‘fire’ will certainly destabilize the top cup-like structural member to a point of collapse. If the top portion of the structure fell off. And hence the ‘fire’ is put out. It takes a serious disciplined.2 is like an inverted triangular figure or cone object. the results is that the host (man) becomes insane. the ‘fire’ may die-out. ‘fire’ or simply kundalini sits at the base position of the spinal cord of man. This point-to-point of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. The word position indicates that kundalini cannot be seen physically.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11.

11. Ah. “What’s up over there?” Pimpe asked as one caterpillar rushed past him. or more so like a stick of match that is not excited or rubbed with a frictional object. something interesting is up there. backward individuals. but by man himself. These sets of caterpillars seemed to be desperately trying to craw and wriggle over one another to reach the top of the pillar and Pimpe got exited. litany. the como’t make I pass syndrome. shoving him aside – Bo o’lo ya fun mi. In the Hope for the Flower. narrated by Trina Paulus and retold by Denis Whitely: There was this ‘caterpillar’.5 Collapse of the Fire Within The top as the lovely cradle of success is a stupid idea designed only for stupid. “Oh. Pimpe among other caterpillars during their crawling spree came upon a towering column or pillar of squirming. The house of the ‘fire’ must be protected jealously so as not to fall or destroy. he guessed and perhaps the top of the pillar is where he will find what he’s looking for. sure. who found his normal routine dull and meaningless. But how and which? We shall answer these questions as we proceed. But a little thinking or even hunger will kindle the dormant fire. When the ‘fire’ is not excited or kindled the so-called fuel. mantra or religion’s activities will certainly kindle the fire.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM It is very interesting to know that the structure will not just fall off by itself. Pimpe. wriggling caterpillars that seemed to rise forever into the clouds high above. Let’s get the story. Hence the idea of daily prayers. remains unused. it must be awfully good because everybody is 156 . due to so many factors to be discussed in the subsequent sections.

Bimpe. All around him as far as he could see. Ah! He has only a few wiggles to the top. So Pimpe plunged into the wriggling mass of bodies to begin fighting his way up there. Holy Heaven! He couldn’t believe his eyes. so they got down the column and live together happily. stepping and been stepped upon. Sometime along the line. Soon. the boredom engulfed Pimpe. tall pillars with countless caterpillars trying to reach the top. the world is full of thousands of giants. Whao! He could hear the screams of falling bodies who have been displaced by the ones next in line. Bimpe who was also wriggling. he tried to tell others that there is really nothing up there. it was Bimpe. he looked closely and verily.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM rushing to get up there”. The two friends fell in love with each other. Bimpe didn’t agree with him. he talked to Bimpe. at this time crawled off and discovered the secret of how to become a butterfly. With ruthless discipline. Pimpe met a friend. when he heard someone saying: ‘There is nothing up here after all!”. And decided to get out of the caterpillar race. Pimpe started fighting his way down the pillar. He is a caterpillar and nothing can change 157 . As he got near the very summit of the wriggling pinnacle. so they parted and Pimpe went back to the wriggling up the column (pillar) trying his luck to reach the top. As he wriggled downward. Pimpe stopped wriggling and looked around. saying that it was a mistake pulling out of the race to reach the top. he saw a very beautiful and colourful butterfly circling the pillar. he realizes that he can’t get to the absolute unless he gets rid of those who are above him. Pimpe kept stepping on others to reach the top. As he started to climb down the pillar. One of the crawlers sneered at Pimpe and told him how foolish and stupid he is to think if he came down he will become butterfly.

who lacked tenacity. The so-called ‘top’ is not the lovely cradle of success that we have been hypnotized to be. It is not hard to know that when the lion wakes up. a high current of electricity. bumped into the sleeping lion. gliding straight ahead. The fire within get weakened in man when he tries to force himself above his capability. He eventually learnt how to spin his cocoon to become butterfly. When that happens. Be on your guide and watch out for the usurpers as those caterpillars may have falling back to the rock of failure. Others simply called him an idiot. the garget becomes useless. Imagine the action of a sleeping hungry lion when a careless gazelle. which is released suddenly and passing through the wire. who have different echoes of destiny different from his. and who is full of sour tastes. These two cases will show you the 158 . because he. Yog Sothoth – kundalini. Then the fire will eventually die and such a man will be out of existence. There is nothing up there that worth wriggling for. 11. will blow up the powerhouse buried in the garget. Pimpe wavered at first. Hence the fire within him would go wild and he will burn out of existence within the Unity. sees his prey it will jump at his prey in a sudden rush. by trying to follow others.6 Awakening the Fire Within It takes a lot of energy to drive the wheel that awakens the coiled Serpent of Eden. who could never make it to the top and jealous too. but decided to go and find out from his friend how to become butterfly. And unless a lowcurrent electronic garget is fused (braced) or attached to a stabilizer. by so doing is trying to be outside the Unity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM that.

just for the sake of it. pastor. not and never by the permission or help of a priest. In a way. There are a lot of affirmations and dances that keep you going forever. other forms of developments (scientific. metaphysics. mantras. This book will introduce you to few affirmations and dances to begin with and you must develop spiritually by yourself according to your inner urges. It often does. their citizens have grown beyond materials in its ordinary context. With lofty words they build their castles in the air. monologue. When would human beings come to understand that they shape their fate and not fate them? They kindle their fire within. coiled Serpent of Eden will react to a sudden excitement. all born out of thought form coupled with good deeds and love of others of your own race and others in that order. You can only grow when you shun surface materials .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM idea of how a dormant. As from today. philosophic. just for others to know you as a big guy. Prayers. In the developed nations of the world today. This is exactly what most of our race lacked. A love of money or surface materials leads man to a dead spiritual development. They grow in mind-development that lead to technological advancement which everybody can witness. unless Man goes on gradually in a spiritual development. without foundations. etc) would be out of the way. will awaken kundalini and direct you towards your goal according to your inner urge. It is my saying that: If you hate you halt but love so that you live. alfa or what have you. they paint their pictures in engravings on the walls around them. just to see yourself as a man to be reckoned with . you must break through the wall around the prison of the ego and the damnation of your self importance 159 .in a society of idiots.

The scientific term for this 100mm network of cells radiating from the brain stem is reticular activating system (RAS). What is the justification for man claiming to be a servant of the Most High? To be directed by or direct the Most High? If individuals could have special power that will enable them to get something for nothing. we can imagine a little character sticking in mind. for instance. You as man must be sure of what you want.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Seize this moment for the comfort and joy of all. Never tells you what to do. And once your Ras was convinced that you were satisfied with your idea. Ras is the sentinel that is responsible for filtering all incoming stimuli. it filters out the noise and you wouldn’t hear any noise anymore. So Ras decides what habits man breaks or forms. to live in a noise-polluted area . it is wish. Ras is an obedient servant. Ras determines moment by moment which information is going to become part of man. Ras enable you to get or build a house right in that place and get used to the noise. Someone who sticks in a failure syndrome. we refer to it as Ras. Once you’ve decided. The straight truth is that man commands his Ras to do his bindings.all other conditions being equal. everything ranging from sights and sound to smells and touches. Ras however cannot controls man’s life leaving him a prisoner of forces beyond control? No. Heaven helps those who help themselves. because Ras has uncanny ability to do only what is really important to you. and in keeping with its functions. And without going too much technical about this. if you would secure eternal life and you are not to become a torment and tyrant to your immediate neighbour. There is a critical part of the brain that may be called the guardian of your mind. Note this. Living there becomes your priority. or accidentprone simply blame his misfortunes to: “I am just unlucky” or 160 . but only do what you want.

The Ras of such individual will simply yab by saying: Sebi it was what you have programmed me to tune in on.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM “I think it is fate”. what to do to ignite the fire within. they were being kept. when witches were believed to have made a contract with the devil. wears a cross cut in gold or silver or any other symbols for whatever purpose. two-opposite-triangles.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun The so-called amulets or voodoo diabolical objects always represent the fullest extension of human psyche – the male human psyche in particular.or righthanded pentagrams. That is the truth. A few ways of awakening the fire within you are briefly explained as follows: 11. swastika. sacred heart. white magic or voodoo practice goes back to the Middle Ages. star-inthe-moon. witchcraft. cultism – secret or open. ankh. sacred chao. or when a voodooist. So wetin now? So now. ouroboros. ‘holy’ or ‘poor’ water) to awaken the fire within is to make yourself infinitely vulnerable to grater cosmic powers. so as to command Ras to carryout our bindings? Your constant habit in the use of raw power (amulets. voodoo. Black. serpent-eatingits-own-tail. positively. ying-yang. holy water. etc) or objects (all sacred symbols when added to other things. you have directed me to block all positive thoughts that could lead you to success and health. such as cutting eye in the triangle on gold and the voodooist put it on for a purpose. 161 . cross. left. other than beauty or aesthetics. Even witches use amulets to boost their wayward powers. The end is death – physical or spiritual. The so-called amulets come on different forms: they could be ordinary symbols (eye-in-the-triangle. etc.

individual.8 Witchcraft Witchcraft. the oldest religion. So.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM osanyin or GSM). 162 . when disturbed or made absent in the body. if they were used diabolically. you are inviting some external forces that may not be compatible with your spirit. In African context. A witch has a sort of demon in him or her body. may result to insanity or uncoordinated thoughts. By feeding on their victims’ fluid of life directly or indirectly. mafia. in that respect. 11. has qualified or made the user as a voodooist. The demon grants the witch special faculties and powers for the exclusive purpose of making it easier for the witch to reach his or her victim. is a voodooist. from someone else without any physical touch. before one uses amulets. the host must be on guard to produce enough to eat for the two. such victims become the living-deads. Then you end up in an untimely death (physical or spiritual). government. secret or open cult in religions. the user. You can as well stay healthy and wealthy without you getting indulged in any of the voodoo symbols and objects if you so wish. The use of any of these objects. kundalini fluid. is the act or craft of sucking the fluid of life. individuals) miserable in whatever form is witchcraft. The so-called demon. Any other power (by a sect. family. witchcraft. society. The fluid of life. for the purpose of protection. perpetual slaves of the witches. etc) that makes the live of others (race. like any other parasite needs to feed to live. health or wealth. one may not be practicing the oldest religion. Whatever angle you look at it or you try to protest or dodge. So be it! So when you indulge yourself in the use of amulets or the likes.

Those (race. open witchcraft (IMF. Then. So be cautious! This is a very dangerous way of awakening kundalini. is all around. Wherever a victim of a coven may go. At a conference in Belgium in1885.” said the king. read and read in Daily Sun of February 26 of 2004. A Witchcraft coven could be a secret or open cult on its own that operates within a particular number (13) of members. They speak and submit to Mungu. this they know already. Make them pay tax each week at Sunday mass. they split up into ministries (open) for effective operations.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Here is the example and one of the origins of the slavery. They know that to kill. the king said further. in one of the common messages sent to proposed colonies. “… Sing everyday that it is impossible for the rich to enter heaven. to lie and to insult is bad…Your essential role is to facilitate the task of administrators and industrialists”. cultism. King Leopold described directly how Congo should be evengelised. one Nzakomba and what else I don’t know. seeping deeper and deeper into every atoms of our existence. As if that was not enough. Use the money supposed for the poor to build flourishing business centres…’ The modern slavery. to sleep with someone else’s wife. And when the number exceeds 13 (secret). one Nzambi. Avoid this way like a plague. individuals) who used this method to gain entrance into the affairs of others are now 163 . other ministries will surely attend to him or her. One can read. artificial democracy. King Leopold agreed that the tasks before the Reverend Fathers and his compatriots were too enormous and must be done with tactics “Your objective in Congo. World Bank. etc). “is never to teach niggers how to know God. narrated by Naiwu Osahon and part of which has been mentioned here for the purpose of our discussion.

and then you should expect your children to be interested in such.e. Cult is supposed to be an endeavour that has taken on forms to make in some ways acceptable to the earthly senses that is beyond earthly comprehension. the secret one is the same. Only that which does not conform to the laws of Creation can have an unusual effect. but goes a step further by flogging you without prior warning. when they are afraid you will not accept their dirty tricks. 164 . as a father or the so-called society mother. be conscious. through confrontations. partake in a cultism or fetish practice. And just as the open cult. Open. Often they employ the help of voodooists or spiritualists on their victims. direct and indirect 11. in devotion to a Deity. So. No wonder the society is full of rotten youths.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM regretting it. because your so-called success is a tormenting one that which will surely end at death. So be it! protests. You find open and secrete cults.9 Cultism The proper dictionary meaning of the word ‘Cult’ is a system of religious worship i. Such ones that are not in the harmony with universe are very much evidence in the presentday cults. Must you. They want to try on whatever has made you thick. when they are bold enough to threaten other with hell fire as well as the economic and spiritual flogging to those who do not partake in their practice of the obvious open witchcraft as they do. so far as your children or even admirers can pick a trace of success in your life. secrete.

positive voice. possible and a well-understood language and in the most direct manner possible.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. There must not at any time be any suspicious of negativeness or of indecision. Thought became more than just the rambling monologue. But they err. Ignorant people play with thoughts in the most careless way and think that they emerge from thoughts unaffected. his Universe). So be it! Act and awaken your dormant fire within. We create with our thoughts. Before we can use its power to influence the world around us. Thought is a force that has shaped the Universe – The Unity. We must speak in the simplest. for thoughts belong to the Unity. and by his own thinking it is taking shape by how he sees it and how he sees it depends on how he is inside and from the first moment when he begins to notice the world around him. and be sure that it is for good. Thought form can be made by anyone at all with a little practice. If you know how to use it you can create life. To create a thought form. our substances. that which you are accustomed to hearing within your head. and our spirits. 165 . At all time we must speak to the Thought Form that we have created in a firm. we must learn its power to influence us.10 A Force in Thought Form The Thought of Man is a guide to the mysterious knowledge of the inwardness of creation. Then one must call imagination or visualization into play. One must visualize exactly the results which one wants to achieve. Each person creates his own world (sub-Realm of Existence in the cosmos. one must first decide what one want to accomplish.

and his friend is seriously considering how disappointed and bad his friend would feel when he found out that he was not been invited to the ‘wakening’ ceremony of his mother who died some 25 years ago. Few of them belong to Kilometre23. ngigeed. The people have just decided to go into groups’ prayers. Off they went. whom he has not met for quite a long time. your wife was not happy that her junior brother could not have enough money to take to school. in the couple of hours will come to pester her life for the school fees that is not available. Junior was only too happy that. for not asking him to follow him to a ‘wakening’ ceremony organized by your friend’s brother. In other area. And when you announced that your family should prepare and eat the little food you have and speed off to the prayer session. the congregation has started their ritualistic prayers. Somehow along. calling the usual Spirit they were used to. a community leader has just been kidnapped. Your friend woke up the same morning having some grudges against you. In Kilometre23. each sect in his own prayer ground. his whereabouts unknown. so he quickly docked a slice of bread and put it in a plastic bag and shoved it inside his top jacket. about 23 km away from home.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. The community representatives are just wondering what or who might have kidnapped their leader.11 Congregational Prayers and Rituals Parable You wake up in the morning without what to eat and you must go to your ritualistic prayer session. the husband is thinking aloud what will become of a family with nothing at home to eat. he will meet one of his schoolmates in the prayer ground. while Junior was so exited to talk to his friend. He was ready for Kilometre23. But suddenly in the mists of the ‘reckless’ prayers. an unhappy wife started to think of her brother who. 166 .

Your thought form is pure only in a state of silence even if you are alone. would be answered. the results of their so-called congregational prayers are death and agony. Truth cannot be impersonal but contains a pure sex life. The only problem is that each person will receive. So it may occur to others. So be it! 11. And since the majority of the people are liars. The whole existence of the universe moves under the principle of sex life. 167 .12 Sex Psychology The original and pure sex psychology is devoid of all mundane inebriety. So the sad sister may end up receiving more funds from a friend to support her home for purchasing food item. Therefore sex life is not unreal. but all in a random aura. each person as aspired for.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In all of these. This may cloud-up and confuse his or her thoughts and may eventually send a wrong signal to RAs of the individuals. And unless the whole congregation focus its attention on a particular goal to be achieved. different thought forms are created. of diverse or unfocused thoughts. the Absolute Truth. Only the material sex life is but a perverted reflection of the original fact. Even if a whole country murmured and cried for hundred years nothing positive is unlikely to happen. It can never work and it has not worked in million years. cheats. instead of getting enough money for her brother to school. according to his or her inner urge some portions of others’ thought forms. it is very difficult that prayers of people. ending up getting no definite results from their prayers. If the husband’s imagination was stronger than hers. May we all overcome our adversaries. Its reality is even experienced in spiritual or conscious Realm of Existence. The vibration at this time would be high. In modern civilization sex life is the focal point for all activities.

the impersonalist priests. but against whom? If one may ask. as our peers and especially the religion’s organizations that are now emphasizing only the evil of sex and not teaching how well one can use sex life for creation. the lesser beings in the form of priests or alfas. Man’s life. alfas.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Consequently. The religionists even attributed the awakening of the ‘fire’ or the Serpent of Eden as the cause of the original sin. Their own lives become entangled and their prayers not answered. leaders of organizations and the likes. Therefore. man without information of the actual spiritual form of sex has accepted perverted material sex life as the all in all. heads. Unfortunately. The key to a passionate life is to trust and follow the ‘fire within’ or simply ‘fire’. have become masters at cutting down their sexual energy. These individuals use sex in its natural form to gain whatever they wish to gain. Man’s ego should not be afraid of this. lesser human beings. Sexual Energy Sexual energy is passion and aliveness. physicians and the likes have given impetus to the abominable mundane sex life. dance or cry. the creative force of the Universe. dormant or misdirected towards evil. So why wondering why things are not in right direction with 168 . non-spiritual and people of no conscious minds. gurus. ‘fire’. are misreprenting their sex life when they themselves engaging in pervasive sexual harassment on the opposite sex under their command. philosophers. who have their life force. as mentioned earlier. because they have stressed the impersonality of the ultimate truth. teachers. even when they fast. teachers. It is the life force. is filled with the sexuality of the universe. Unfortunately. Man should know now that his sexual energy has the power to create and transform.

It is far from the truth that sex is the origin of sin. aligning your track of energy in harmony with the Universe. and when the two of you (unique couple) are constantly in one direction. you can create and command the world. sexual energy is mostly being directed to creation. And once you can overcome the pangs of sex. because you are in harmony with the Universe. Not only that such practice is creating a tremendous conflict within themselves and ends up blocking the very cosmic energy they were seeking. In the developed Nations of this world. it is something man must handle carefully. daily and hourly fasting. monthly. A man who has attained sexual disciplines is one who has risen against and above the lust of the flesh will not succumb to the lure of money so much as to loot the treasury or exhibit some other forms of corrupt tendencies It is erroneous and dangerous belief that spiritual energy and sexual energy are opposite. Remember that Universe is pure sexual energy waiting to be tapped by fuelling the kundalini. The idea of getting a life partner (wife or husband) is to streamline your sexual energy in one direction. in which both spiritual and scientific energy have been released. prejudices or negative beliefs about sex. Sex as said earlier is by divine prescription. every other thing in your life would fall into place. the Fire Within. you can move mountains. you can overcome anything. If you can obey that cosmic rule. whereby harmonizing the energy within to the cosmic energy without. From now on.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM bundles of prayers and yearly. In that 169 . any temptation whatsoever. weekly. fears. This is never truth from the first man to this present existence. We are all witnesses to the effects of this action. clear out your old ideas. and that one should deny his sexuality in order to be more spiritual.

so that the word animal is generalized and made easy. Doing make one separate cats from dogs.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM wise your command becomes the Unity’s or Eagle’s (so to say) command leading to Absolute Nothingness (AIN or ‫ ﻌ‬not ‫. of course I am teaching you by not-doing. There is no need of crying. If I ask you. friendship. parenthood. conjugal love. and that action of yours is doing and what I’ve just told you is real and nothing. in his ‘Journey to Ixtlan’ has explained in detail the power behind not-doing. in earnest to use your hands to draw energy into your being or ward-off evils. Not-Doing Carlos Castaneda.)ﻋ‬ And since Nothingness is indestructible. your family life becomes stable. chivalry. you must categorize the cats and dogs into one group – animal. but if you want to learn not-doing. And since you have been taught. fasting or praying for whatever (within the Echoes of Destiny) your minds are set on. by stopping the world you stop doing. servitorship. horror and shock. service. So be it! Love exists with the presence of adoration. conjugal love and paternal affection and only when these are absent that the so-called material sex results in the sensual pleasure which may lead to: anger. you wouldn’t take it as the truth. 170 . fraternity. A normal person tries to affect the forces of doing by changing it into not-doing. since the two of you (husband and wife) are always involved in enlivening or fuelling your kundalini towards a common goal all the time. Not-doing is so powerful that not until you stop the world only then can you benefit from its power. to use hands for physical things not for the unseen crackpots like what I have just told you. comedy. or been-doing.

until nothing is any longer for sure or for real. Ha! Emi ko. you must erase everything around you until nothing can be taken for granted. Erasing Self Importance You take yourself so seriously. No one knows who you are or what you do. his moods are too real. his endeavour is too real. And unless you master and practice the following actions you are still doing. because you think by so doing you have character. 171 . If you hide from people. in providing us its curative tendency. Nobody should know your personal history. Man’s problem is that he is always too real. Man must erase himself. we must thank it whenever we tamper with it. I mean it. If a little plant could be generous with us. they will also hide from you. The question is. The world around us is a mystery and men are no better than anything else. From now on you must erase your self-importance. Not even you. Your feeling too big to thank the plant is doing and that’s stupid. What for? is the next question. Really? Not I. Eraze your personal history completely. Erasing personal History There is this secret of life you should not fail to understand and practice daily. You are so damn important that you can afford to leave if things don’t go your way. how would you know yourself then? Little by little you create a thick fog around yourself. You are too damn important in your own mind that you feel justified to be annoyed with everything. You are weak and conceited. is another illusive statement. That is not it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Not-doing is very difficult to comprehend until one masters its use and usefulness. You are probably indulging yourself in material and perversion sexual life.

May I not come to this world like ghost. like you not revealing what you really do. they often erase personal history in this regard.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM You may begin with the simple thing. nothing that one says can be taken for a lie. When one does not have personal history. Scientist keeps secret during his findings and only when he has reached his concluded result that he cares to expose the findings. It doesn’t matter what you do. you will say. you lie in order to keep on going. You should like the ultimate freedom of being unknown. The trouble is. and at the same time you want to keep the freshness. we are always on our toes. How silly! But what is wrong with that is once your folks know you. you’ll have to explain everything to everybody compulsorily. so no one will know you with steadfast certainty. And since you can’t be exited after explaining everything you have done. Another protesting question that crops into mind is that’s absurd. So be it! 172 . Is that not it? Survive! And later you become an object of ridicule. I am a scientist or I am an open person and everything must be exposed for acceptance. the newness of what you do. The so-called lie becomes lie only if you have personal history. why shouldn’t people know me. is the next statement. No! I can’t keep secret. Scientists are not ready to give out failed or unacceptable results. From now on you must show people only what you care to show them without ever telling exactly how you’ve done it. you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won’t be able to break the tie of their thoughts. when you are available to people. So. Olodumare ma jen’yo ile Aye wa-o. Not before or during his findings. In general when nothing is for sure. That’s how he sees it.

No matter where the descendants migrate to they carry their tradition along with 173 . the word tradition refers more to a process. that see things in an open perspective. beliefs are handed down from ancestors to posterity. burial. You must stop doing. In general. This is not to damn the religions of the world. habitation etc) and attitude (worship. practices. The truth must be told and let the evils be damned. without which all efforts of the ceremonies and rituals are doomed. all religions preach love. food. Tradition follows the common behaviour (marriage. The process in which opinions. rituals. These are the scum of the Unity. They have poor awareness. in all ramifications. Tradition is always as old as the people and race. The Truth is that all religions have been traced back to their primitive origins. with their base in old traditions. They must be discarded and avoided like plague. because they are dangerous to people. 11.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stopping the World In order to stop the world one must imbibe certain attitudes in him. etc) of a race or community. but to strengthen the mind of a highly spiritual man not to waver in his belief. After all. so they are really dead-alives and very awkward in their attitudes towards anybody who doesn’t believe in what they themselves have no knowledge of. we write this piece and not fanatical minds – Religious fanatics do not understand what they stand for and neither do they know much in what they practice.13 Tradition / Religion For those free minds. There is no exception. The aspect of belief is a thing of mind. customs. The so-called religious ceremonies are the moderated traditional attitudes of a race attributed to Deity or Grand Master.

says the Hadith Nabiyi [the Prophet SAW]. scientific artifacts (such as GSM). Traditions do not change. where their beliefs and practices aimed at bringing people together. the Realm of Existence. there was no idea of supplication to any Deity. Prayers are directed as supplication to an unknown Force or Deity. 11. But the question is why must it be only words – devoid of other external things. etc? Sets of “calculated” words are the so-called ohun. Any religion that uses fear to bind people to any Deity is an inferior religion. Ohun is far superior to prayers. autodidact or originator. All religions and sects are involved in the use of ohun to achieve one thing or the other (evil or good). A people’s tradition cannot be traced to its origin. such as: juju. In many cases. It is necessary to say that some religions unite all human beings together. “Whatever you say trice is the truth”. certain religions may become part of tradition of a race. Every single theistic religion has a particular person (Guru. This is simple. the idea is the same. Affirmations. while ohun is specific for awakening the Fire Within. are superior religions for that mater. Krishna etc) as the founder. rudra or simply ohun (African) could be a specific word or a number of words repeated to stick and 174 .14 Affirmation / Ohun “Let there be light and there was” was the words to hu the creation of the world.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM them. To whom the command ‘let” was directed is not the subject of discussion here. mantras. Prophet. as we know it. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. In the above contexts. says the Bible. Teacher. from its original inception and not as an afterthought. voodoo. Even in the case of non-theistic religion.

 I slip into harmony with the Universe. It is a strong. Just go ahead. A secret must be told here and now. Affirmations or ohun are one of the most important elements of creative visualization. Few examples of ohun are given below.  You are not the target. All these three are your intention to create. In praise 175 . positive statement that something is already so. So be it! There are three elements within you that determine how successfully you visualization in the practice of affirmation will work for you in any given situation: Desire. Whatever I say trice is the truth. Let there be light and it was. that you must be ready to accept your results completely. Note that the so-called ohun are created so they can be decreated as wished.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM store in Ras. So it is superior to prayers. is a powerful mantra created by the Americans. Having a strong intention then you may wish to embark upon simple statements as follow: Direct:  I am getting better and better everyday. the more you belief in yourself for what you have chosen. Indirect  Just go ahead. the more quickly and easily your creative visualization for your affirmation to work. belief. the more certain you will do it. which will sieve out the old unwanted or used ones.  I rise above evil. acceptance. So create! The clearer and stronger your intention is. a desire to create that which you have chosen to visualize.

while meditation is the enlivenment of ones body/sprits. Prayer is a supplication made with a vow or covenant to a Deity. invoke often as you banish often. The above statements are just typical examples of affirmations. singing in chorus. if it is done for a purpose. . clapping of hands.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  Blessing the sun. This includes: Yoga. without the use of ritualistic materials is meditation. you benefit from these cosmic rays. . depending on a race or tribe and their common beliefs.e. i. and when you concentrate on this simple act.15 Meditations People mix the idea of prayers and meditations together. making your body and mind work together within a frame of the Unity. walking becomes meditation. 176 . When you raise up you hands (this is a practice common to all religions. Anybody can make one depending on the wants and intentions. and when waving in greeting to others) you are supposed to be receiving cosmic rays. Any affirmation picked for use must be repeated often. . dancing. 11. Any exercise performed physically. And they look similar. . For a well normal person. Meditation comes in many forms. They come in different forms depending on the founder. . the moon and the earth Blessing the man who stands on the earth In blessing I walk In blessing before me I walk In blessing behind me I walk In blessing above me I walk In blessing above and about me I walk It is finished in blessing. al-solaat. So. etc. even a baby does that often.

bring down the light from your head pouring down through your outside left side. Do the circulation by pouring the light down through the outside front and elevating to the head along the back three times repeatedly. the opening of the computer is made easy for the next programme. your middle-point region and your feet. The so-called light you circulate round 177 . given above. and in this way. then read or recite any favourable affirmation preferred or used to. Remember to close down properly (positively) for easy opening. You can now elevate the light from your feet to the top head. Visualise a ball of golden light circulating on the top of your head for few seconds. If you stand erect. Bring down the light to you’re the position of your throat and circulate the light round it. Now the light is pouring out of the whole body in circulation of up-and-down three times before you close down by a pure positive thinking. Now putting imagination into play. reaching your left foot and proceeding to the right foot and elevate it by the right side reaching the top head. your pelvic region. The example of a simple meditation. Do that repeatedly in the position of your heart. Repeat three times.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A good example of enlivenment of the fire within is given below. points to a simple golden rule that you are your own worst enemy and your own best friend. This is the same way by closing down a running programme in your computer when you have finished the days job.

as you prepare to proof yourself in the den of enemies.  If you stand for nothing you will fall for anything. which must be used to the benefit of mankind.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you body is the cosmic light or an extension of light from the Most High. This way you achieve everything.16 Phrases  To compete is to prepare for failure.  All barriers to your expressions and happiness of life are now dissolved if you are within. Be cautious! 11. 178 .  Don’t be trapped by the need to achieve anything.

Neither its path nor its future has any connection whatsoever with only the realm-of-existence we know. Yes they do. Once in a while another road crosses yours. If our impulses were confined to hunger. you may leave the roads of that high probability and strike out over the hills 179 . it only renders him a more necessary being. Yes. whoa. Occasionally there is a switchback where one can scramble up or down a bank and skip over a few thousand or million years – if you don’t have your eyes so fixed on the road. Remember that nothing may endure but mutability. Every little way the road branches and the branches follow canyons. we might be nearly free. we are moved by every wind that blows a change of word or scene that the world may convey to us. at these branches the crucial decisions of your life take place. in another space-time. the future lying in front. a rolling hilly surface at that. you miss the short cut. but no because. The track we follow over the surface of time as a winding road cut trough hills. since Man’s yesterday beside now may never be like his morrow. If you happen to take that turn you might find yourself on another planet. the past lying behind. And you are may not be aware that. Time is not a track that we run on from birth to death as inexorably as a train will follow its rails. thirst and desire. You can turn right or left into different futures. with nothing left of you or of your realmof-existence you know but the continuity of your ego. But.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Afterwards Why will Man boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent in the brute. Then it is clear that time is analogous to a surface rather than a line. must you have the episteme knowledge. Man feels instinctively that time follows a straight line.

In the part II of the “Nothingness of Self Esteem”. with the past ahead of you. you will truly meditate. So be it! 180 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of possible time. and the future behind you. even following them backwards. perhaps following them for a little way.

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