LONELINESS IS MY STRENGHT NOW.....

My tear glands were empty now.I can sulk no more.But still I pursue the pains writhen in my heart.These pains are so intimate and personal that I fear to tell it to you.But the next moment I fell that if I don't let my pains come out,it may carry with it the infidel of my happiness and I'll be left to cry at my own soul. The problem germinated when I started conspiring on him.But before that why he even hid in first place.When we met for the first time,why he didn't come out with all he had.When he addressed me with gloomy smile.Oh!! how shy is he??....Those wonderful eyes....It was like as if some force is pulling me towards him.It was mutual feeling,I guess......I don't know what he actually observed for me,but the way he was interacting me was prolific.Since then,I can't let myself get away from him.We became best friends.The table turned when I came to know that he has some other person in his life too and I was shocked at this platform.It just looked to me that I've again got back to the dark days of my life which had always been stressful for me.These days have given me the unbearable spirit of loneliness.I am a kind person who is very possesive of her possesions. After this appalling truth,I was burning in rage of fury.And this feeling put before me the option that either I keep him in my heart and don't let him loved by

any other person or put him into horrible death.And after innumerable debates inside me,I found the second option to be apt.Now the question was,what kind of death he deserves.I want to listen the reliefing cry from his mouth.But how can I do this,he is my life and if I do so...it'll be my own murder. Alas!! I've to survive but without him.Oh!! loneliness is now my strength.............

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