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This is a living book, one that comes alive on every page. The meditations speak for themselves and require nothing else but to be read. Dennis William Hauck author The Emerald Tablet: Alchemy for Personal Transformation http://dwhauck.com/
Ponder these meds. They may take you to new possibilities. Fred Alan Wolf aka Dr. QuantumTM Author of Time-loops and Space-twists: How God Created the Universe Brief, cryptic and inspiring, these poems deserve their collective title twice over; born of meditation, they are worth serious meditation on the part of any reader who seeks deeper insight into the dance of the living spirit. John Michael Greer author of The Druidry Handbook http://thearchdruidreport.blogspot.com/
Quantum Meditations are a deeply emotional, spiritual, as well as an intellectual reaction and exploration in words, of the worlds within the world. Worlds that often remain unseen, unknown - yet are the driving force behind all the realities we experience each and every moment we live. As such Quantum Meditations is a triumph of the spirit and desire of one man to understand just what it means to be a living being in this amazing, mysterious place we call ‘the universe’. It is a masterwork of the human condition; our drive and need to know who and what we are, and our connection, our intimate connection, to all creation. Andrew Meek Author of Quintessence
PD Allen’s personal record of his spiritual transformation is as fascinating as it is inspiring. As a Witch, I am aware of my connection to the Universe and its wonders, and I found that Quantum Meditations helped me daily in my studies, by preparing my mind. Quantum Meditations is a book full of energy. Reading through the pages is contemplation in itself; your heart rate slows, your breathing deepens and anything that may be upsetting or disturbing you falls away from your mind and peace fills the space left behind. Each piece is a prompt that makes you consider what it means to you. The visual form of each piece is integral to the experience; you can’t skim read them, the structure forces you to consider every word and think about the meditation as a whole as well as what it means to you personally. This is a book full of beauty and peace. I hope that everyone who reads the book finds these things in their lives. Arianne Ilueaddraig I constantly have found the need to stop and take a measurement as to where I am and what I am thinking because Quantum Meditations catches me off guard so many times. Anyone who ventures here in this work is foolish indeed if they think they can simply scurry through like mice on the way to a hunk of cheese. It simply will not be so easy a task for them to do; and, should they push through they will come away empty-handed because, in so doing, they will not allow the cheese to reach its peak flavor provided by proper aging, as would be also lost the taste of the wine to accompany the meal. Quantum Meditations captures meditative thought, pure and simple. I am mesmerized. Gordon Kuhn Author of The Widow’s Cliff and other Poems
Also by PD Allen Fiction Blood Moon — Tales of da Yoopernatural Volume 1 The Secret Life of Trees — Tales of da Yoopernatural Volume 2 Afraid of the Dark — Tales of da Yoopernatural Volume 3 A Killer’s Pride — Tales of da Yoopernatural Volume 4 Complete Tales of da Yoopernatural Strange Attractors Fiddlesticks Poetry Quantum Meditations: Volume 1 (Balboa Press — a division of Hay House) Quantum Meditations. Book Two .
Copyright © 2012 by PD Allen All rights reserved. ISBN-10: 1475195524 ISBN-13: 9781475195524 .
Quantum Meditations Book Three Meditations 698 — 1050 by PD Allen Published by Fiddlesticks Press Hand-crafted poetry .
And some of these pieces take us beyond definition. Unfortunately. Wherever you are in the manuscript. While the pieces are here presented in the chronological order in which they were written. you can enter it wherever you wish and still have a refreshing swim. the meditations speak for themselves. For those who have read the previous books in this series. and before us there are more than a thousand meditations yet to come. into the transformative realm of zen koans and Lewis Carroll’s wonderland. the adventure is eternal. there is a great deal of experimentation here. and to open your eyes and look within. the book you hold in your hands will seem as a stone cast far from its source. where they touch the subconscious directly. 9 . Some of these poems explore the process of reiteration and the feedback amplification of slight mutations. We are now one thousand iterations into the meditations. All you have to do is to listen. This present book takes us to the halfway mark. the size of the manuscript prevents it from being presented in its entirety in a single volume. Yet I am confident that this present volume will provide an edifying adventure for all. As with the previous books in this series. As always. and perhaps a little dizzying for its apparent lack of stable reference points.Quantum Meditations Preface This present volume of Quantum Meditations takes us into the depths of the subject matter: chaos theory. For those who are new to this series. Many of these meditations take us beyond the boundary of the ego into a new definition of individuality and identity where there is no division between the individual and the world. they could be read in any order. quantum physics. While it is cumulative in effect. and the nature of consciousness and reality. There is not much that can be added in these opening remarks. This is a work without beginning or ending. stirring the currents of the underworld to waken the sleeper within. far along the frontier for which those previous volumes laid the ground work. Let me only add the reminder that Quantum Meditations is cumulative in effect. here you will find yourself on uncharted ground. perhaps alien to your perspective. circular and nonlinear in form.
so that those who have begun the journey elsewhere can explore this landscape in its full breadth.Tagged into the appendix are several short essays that reflect on themes within the body of the work. though presenting the meditations in their proper formatting is very difficult to do in ebook form. I hope to eventually release ebook versions. This volume will be followed by at least three more. PD Allen 4/15/12 Quantum Meditations 10 . They are offered here for additional insight and enjoyment. we are making these print versions available. So for now.
Quantum Meditations Tuning Up be aware of the negative turbulent background chatter know it for what it is worthless distracting noise sound the tuning fork within you coming into alignment to dissipate with that the chatter establish and allow a positive within feedback loop 4/24/11 Brilliant Attractor there is something bright and shiny in these meditations this is what attracts the crows and ravens 4/14/11 Circular Attractor to the cycle turbulence always is smoothed returning out of source by the positive vibration 4/24/11 11 .
Stellar Thoughtforms here orbit these stellar thoughtforms placed high to illuminate the world wherein I walk in secret they shine down on all who might lift their heads to see 4/24/11 Quantum Meditations Hidden Construction cloaked from our view much work is in progress I sense it there and am content to wait until the unveiling 4/24/11 Catapult on a trajectory rocketed into I am the future I am pulled taut cut anchored free in the past 4/25/11 12 .
Under Infinity under infinity I roam my path the twinkling universe illuminates each step attuned to the soft harmony of a thousand strings movement so well aligned the motion is imperceptible 4/25/11 Quantum Meditations Changing Places where you are I once was but cannot be again I am come up where and I am join me 4/25/11 My Vision of You my vision of you is a vision of love free and fulfilled attuned to that which is within when you harmonize with this vision you will find me 4/25/11 13 .
Hidden Place venture to a hidden place only you can find the journey here leaves no tracks the path is in the sky this hidden place lies at the center of your compass and once you have made your way there you can always return 4/25/11 Quantum Meditations Reside Here reside here in this sacred space all else will come to you when it is ripe 4/25/11 14 .
Theirs disregard the reproach of others it is only a reflection of their disapproval of themselves and has nothing they see not to do with you your reflection in the pool but theirs finding it easier to blame you than to deal with their own reflection 4/25/11 Quantum Meditations Free Voyager free of the past free of judgment both you are now free yours theirs to find and yourself 4/25/11 15 .Not Your Reflection.
Quantum Meditations Reunion this reunion has been long overdue it chokes me up to see you again where have you been old friend I know I know you’ve been here all along waiting for me to look in the mirror 4/25/11 Moving Along you cannot unthink a thought struggling with it only makes it stronger let it go focus on something better and brighter 4/25/11 Argument arguing our perspectives we lose sight of the path 4/25/11 16 .
What We Are the purity of what we are within these words is found we are the distilled essence of existence within us is the full creative impetus by which the stars are born 4/25/11 Quantum Meditations Self Referential from where we stand we are each of us right but none of us will reach our goal by any compass but our own 4/25/11 Fools Indeed none but man is foolish enough to assign blame none but man is fool enough to accept it 4/25/11 17 .
the clouds part and I find enlightenment in your eyes 4/26/11
the morning is diffused in mist it will be burned off by the sun 4/26/11
thoughts have a vibrational awareness once conceived they cannot be unconceived by their vibration they attract harmonious thoughts and these compound thought complexes give form to reality 4/26/11
The Painter’s Palette
you have a wide assortment of thoughts available to you choose well which thoughts to blend in your composition 4/26/11
negative thoughts draw negative thoughts
no one can build a complex of negative thoughts without eventual ensuing results after ingesting poison for so long is it no wonder you become ill directing negativity at others will do them harm should they accept the thought it is and carry it in their awareness the poisoner’s art that victimizes when you bless all involved someone praise someone appreciate you bring a light someone to shine on them a light that shines from you 4/26/11
Landscape of Awareness
your awareness in this moment is a composition of many hues there are shadows there is light there is harmony and dissonance underneath it all there is the canvas which provides a positive foundation 4/26/11
every thought negative thought has a vibration cannot be unthought it can do not attract struggle against it repel struggle only increases be attracted the dissonance release be repelled ringing the bell the thought louder into the stream of well-being that flows choose through your life a better thought to focus on this thought and in activating will draw another its vibration even more positive you repel the negative until and another and another you have moved yourself entirely out of the frequency of negative thought 4/26/11
Quantum Meditations Turbulence the motive awareness that runs any thoughts through your life that vibrate is a stream of well-being contrary joy and creativity create turbulence which you interpret as distress and disease do not fight against the turbulence fighting only makes it worse be aware of the motive stream reach for thoughts that harmonize with it harmonious thoughts are reinforced by the stream itself making them stronger and more enduring than any turbulence 4/26/11 Let’s Get Physical that which has been physically enacted is a representation of your vibrational landscape as it resonates with reality it is no longer only yours 21 .
Quantum Meditations all that exists in this moment has become aligned now you with it must deal not just with your thoughts but with the reaction of the world you cannot fight in which you live against it without reinforcing that which you fight against you must nor can you ignore it acknowledge what has manifest make peace with it while knowing that change is normal and this reality there the answer lies is a manifestation with the song of your past vibration you sing and the song of the world you must bring let your vibrational the world landscape into harmony respond to you with the flow not the other of well-being way around from your source this same flow this is the only change of well-being that lies within flows through all your grasp that exists once and therein you are in harmony lies the key with the flow in you reach out reach out to all with love that exists in this moment and joy and feel the harmony caress that flows through all this harmony that exists in this moment and sing with it then let it go and take only accept no poison those steps spit no poison the higher self make your every directs you to word and breath and the healing a healing balm will come to you 4/27/11 22 .
Sipping Ambrosia take a little time after you awaken and again before you go to bed to harmonize with the song of source as it echoes through you and through all of existence in this moment and then dance the day away knowing all is well 4/27/11 Quantum Meditations 23 .
Quantum Meditations Moon Glow hear the song of existence as it radiates from everything around you in this moment hear the song of existence as it flows through everyone with whom you interact hear the song of existence and the dissonant turbulence of all resistance hear the song of existence and grant others the grace to fashion their own chorus hearing the song of existence in others without focusing upon their turbulence imparts your blessing hearing the song of existence in everything brings the best of everything to you 4/27/11 24 .
Quantum Meditations One Song there is one song resounding through all that exists focus upon that line up with that and everything will line up for you prison doors will open and you will find yourself living in a world of opulence and abundance all you need do is listen and sing along 4/27/11 Reaching Out I reach out to touch the world and set it spinning I shine a light upon the world illuminating a chandelier I sing a song of admiration and the world sings back to me 4/27/11 25 .
Sleepless Mind the onset of rain far off thunder Quantum Meditations this is sure to bring out the spring leaves and make the grasses grow 4/28/11 Serenade I send my aria out into the world and it is returned to me a chorus 4/28/11 Music Lovers the glory of existence is the love of a good song 4/28/11 26 .
No Off Switch there is a brightness in the night that will not let me sleep it is the song of existence hear how it sets the thunder to rumbling 4/28/11 Quantum Meditations Thunder at Night thunder in the night sends the cat under the bed and the raven to the roof 4/28/11 Lightning see the lightning streaking through the sky it is the energy of existence revealed raw you see it now but it is always there 4/28/11 27 .
Lightning Mind these meditations are the lightning as it gallops over the synapses the energy generated here can light the world 4/28/11 Quantum Meditations Hammock who needs sleep when you can sling your hammock on the vibration of existence 4/28/11 Flash Flood when the waters rise so swift the turbulence is treacherous 4/28/11 28 .
Joyous Beginnings this life this day this moment choose joy 4/29/11 Quantum Meditations Banjo round and shiny crafted of wood hide and metal the banjo is built for joy the fiddle sings the banjo rings 4/29/11 Bon Voyage these words travel on a vibration of pure delight may they resonate with you 4/29/11 29 .
Unstable Skies realms turbulence in the upper in the lower into turbulence realms reflects 4/29/11 Quantum Meditations Sky Mirror those who seek a cataclysm will find themselves on the run those who carry an umbrella will be rained upon those who whistle a joyous tune will be serenaded by the birds 4/29/11 Supreme Justice the law of attraction is supreme justice if you do not like it you have only to change yourself 4/29/11 30 .
It Is What It Is for those who are harsh a graceful law for those who have grace a permissive law for those who allow it is an impoverished law for those who lack it is all things for everyone what you see is what you get 4/29/11 it is a harsh law Quantum Meditations The Nature of Turbulence turbulence indicates interconnectedness indivisibility an action all movement here produces within a system an action is connected there feedback the system bifurcating leads is fractured at every step to further into infinite each piece bifurcation pieces resounds responding down the fractals to each other to the infinitesimal piece other until each fraction in every indivisible in is reflected as one proclamation the flock of the whole of birds changes direction 4/29/11 31 .
The Purpose of Turbulence the purpose of turbulence is to remind us that we are all in this together and to indicate which way the stream flows 4/29/11 Quantum Meditations The Great Attractor we try too hard to push away that which we do not want finding that the harder we push the more it impinges upon our reality and in the meantime we are exhausted from the expenditure of our energy we push nothing away we draw everything to us upon which we focus even babies know this 4/29/11 32 .
Leading Edge in taking control of our thoughts and feelings in understanding in the power of expanding our awareness our identity and the law of attraction of who and what by dismissing we are beyond this by allowing the onus physical and temporal body ourselves others to sing have placed with the song upon us of awareness we ride the crest of intentional evolution becoming what we were meant to be 4/30/11 Quantum Meditations Becoming become that be the love which you the affluence seek the creativity find it the joy and well-being within you that you desire and it will be yours 4/30/11 33 .
Quantum Meditations Approval seek not the approval of others they know any thought you not they have at all of you is relative the approval to themselves you seek must and can only come from within lead you astray from within you reclaim your rightful heritage 4/30/11 Beltane’s Rain dark as the sky might be they bring a green spring and the promises of a lush summer these rains are rich in creativity and abundance 5/1/11 Beltane washed clean on the morn of Beltane’s day we plant our seeds for the coming summer and kindle a fresh flame dance around the fire on Beltane’s night fiddle a fey and lively jig 5/1/11 34 .
Beltane Song Beltane’s day is here and a new moon is upon us the planets are aligning and we stand in their path so fiddle up a fey old tune and dance around the fire and send your blessings to the stars there to form your bier we renew the world on Beltane’s day and what we plant will grow here and when in time its ripeness comes the truth of it we’ll know here 5/1/11 Quantum Meditations 35 .
Trickster’s Tune I have a fey and laughing heart that loves to cantor beneath the moon by day I fly with the eagles and by night I cry with the loons I dance the world sideways for it knows I love to jest and my heart belongs to no one but the girl I love the best 5/1/11 Quantum Meditations Hidden Marvels there’s a brightness to this sky that few enough can see and the eagles there that fly are only known to me 5/1/11 36 .
In the Coming Moon I shed my skin in the springtime when the outriders come to me I rise from the fire born again for the fire is in my soul I rise from the ashes and beat my wings in time for the quickening as the last of the moon wanes into new the wild blood of Beltane stirs in me I’ll lift my head to the waxing moon and howl to shake the world free 5/1/11 Quantum Meditations Bell Ringer the ancient ageless spirit flowing through me knows its power none command rest assured my life but me and I shall ring the bell whose tolling ripples outward to echo through the world 5/1/11 37 .
Strike Up the Tune none can stop me from singing none but my own self-doubt I shake off a lifetime of chains to play the tune as is intended too long have the dancers waited hand me my fiddle and my bow I’ll play a tune of springtime to light up this Beltane night 5/1/11 Quantum Meditations A Wilder’s Tune the old fey blood within me stirs upon this Beltane eve a wilder’s tune will tickle the ears and touch the heart of all who hear upon this Beltane eve 5/1/11 Fey Song no man can stand agin’ me when the fey blood rises in me it trumpets a song to sing me and the world round does ring me on this Beltane’s day 5/1/11 38 .
The Naming this body is but the skein that forms where the energy of my awareness intersects the physical through this preferential membrane the endless stream that is me reaches out to touch this temporal world and through this touch the endless naming of what I am and of what the world is 5/2/11 Quantum Meditations Fiddle and Book my voice is the scratch of a bow on a string and with that voice my life does sing my mind is the ink of a pen on paper and in the writing my mind does caper 5/2/11 39 .
Morning Finds Me Here the morning finds me here and I greet it with a song so long as my voice and my vision are clear I know I can’t go wrong 5/2/11 Quantum Meditations Totems hawk and eagle fly with me white buffalo blazes trail raven connects me to what I can’t see and the fiddle sings my tale 5/2/11 Dawn Greeting here we set the bell to ringing its vibration heralds the day 5/2/11 40 .
My Instructions I am told to dance and play with a light song and a lighter heart to live where I am standing and take freedom where I find it and make this moment my delight 5/2/11 Quantum Meditations Keep Off the Grass having equipped myself with a sexton and compass I plot my own course the only trail I follow is that I blaze myself 5/2/11 The Limit of Kindness you cannot do for others allow another what they must do to guide you for themselves and you are truly lost 5/2/11 41 .
Hidden Path no other can see the path I follow only I can find the way though to others I may appear to have veered far off the beaten trail I know what I am about and for me the path is clearly marked why heed their counsel when they cannot even see the stars I steer by they lost their own path long ago misled by those before them I’ll fiddle a tune to drown out their voices and be upon my way 5/2/11 Quantum Meditations Misled when you have lost your bearings giving in to the directives of others then you have lost your self 5/2/11 42 .
The Map Within henceforth the only step that I will take is that to which my foot is guided by the map within 5/2/11 Quantum Meditations Wise Advice keep your own counsel be beholden to no one share your plans with none until they are thoroughly hatched when the wind blows gage its direction but never mistake it for your own the wind knows not your name 5/2/11 Follow Not the Wind follow the wind and you are surely lost the sun the moon and the stars plot a surer course 5/2/11 43 .
Insidious Trap it is most insidious this way that others have of requesting that you dance to their tune and making it seem impolite to deny their request you must extricate yourself from this trap if you are ever to find your own voice and plot your own choreography be careful not to lean on them for then they take the lead there is nothing impolite about living your own life anything less would not be true to you 5/2/11 Quantum Meditations 44 .
Going to a World
I’m going to a world where the definition of who we are is not limited to our physical expression I’m going to a world where the purpose of life is to cultivate the connection to your true and higher self I’m going to a world where we live through our interaction seeking harmony and understanding I’m building the world where I’m going through the fastidious mining of my own thoughts and beliefs 5/3/11
Arrows of Desire
however disturbing it may be this world is only a reflection of my thoughts and beliefs about it for many years I put a lot of passion into writing about what a fucked up world we have created here my intent may have been to wake people up that they might see what we are doing and what we stand to lose but my focus was on the negative the injustice the greed the ignorance and so that is the world I brought into my experience until now I find myself trapped in a world of depletion and disempowerment in a head long rush to destruction but no more I choose to focus on a world of abundance and enlightenment a world of fulfillment with creative intent and intensity I craft the perfect shaft of this arrow and send it to its target in my mind from now on there I’ll focus transforming my thoughts and beliefs thereby transforming the reality I attract to me
Join Me on the Hill
on this hill to join me here we’ll plant I’m putting out a call our sacred grove and manifest our will 5/3/11
Sound the Bell
standing in this present moment which couldn’t contradict more my cherished dreams and that which I hold most dear I draw power and impetus from the contrast vibrating through me I give direction to this force and send it out into the universe to seed and manifest Now I descend from the hill it is time to feed and bath I fix my sight upon the stars and tend the sacred grove 5/3/11
Distant Shore I journey to a distant shore but leave this map behind upon that shore I’ll light a fire to guide any who follow before you navigate the shoals you must toss out all of your ballast only bare feet can touch this soil 5/3/11 Quantum Meditations The Present the past is a mile away the future’s just ahead the present is where I play and where I make my bed 5/4/11 Perpetual Birth this is the day that I was born this is the moment of my birth born at the crossroads of self and source welcome to my name day today my name is tomorrow my name will change again 48 5/4/11 .
Crossroads meet me at the crossroads that is where I dwell that is where I touch the world as it is drawn in full Quantum Meditations At the Crossroads at the crossroads I hold a babe the old man holds a lamp the executioner wields his axe and the fiddler wields his bow reason drives an electric car doubt walks alone insight rides a rocket ship imagination flies on the dragon’s back we all meet at the crossroads and there we celebrate 5/4/11 5/4/11 X Marks the Spot at the crossroads I call the shots there I play the tune but should I stray from that intersection my senses dull and I am lost 49 5/4/11 .
Standing at the Crossroads standing at the crossroads I can go anywhere and do anything but should I wander from this spot then I must stumble along foot sore and far off course 5/4/11 Quantum Meditations Where All Roads Intersect the crossroads is such a bright and lively place full of possibilities ripe with potential vibrant with inspiration vital with creativity why would you ever leave here 5/4/11 Lonely Roads it is lonely on the road the path is muddy straight and dull better to hitch a ride to the crossroads there’s always live entertainment at the refreshment stand 5/4/11 50 .
Gathering at the Crossroads all those I love the ones I hold dear I see them in their perfect form and they are with me here the world that I cherish and all the treasures I have found are held here at the crossroads upon this sacred ground 5/4/11 Quantum Meditations Eyes Closed Eyes Open closing my eyes I leave the world of form digesting the thoughts feelings actions of the day I part the veil of dreams and step through into the very dreamless heart of me there I realign myself with the song that is my source bathing in the purity of being renewed reunified redefined I reenter through the veil of dreams plotting out the thoughts feelings and actions of the day to come picking up exactly where I left off I open my eyes and the world of form falls into place 5/5/11 51 .
Quantum Meditations Sleep Walking achieving a major shift before going to sleep successfully letting go of the baggage that anchors me in this reality where then will I travel in my sleep and in what bed will I awaken 5/5/11 Shifting focusing on the song that is my source I shift up one notch before falling asleep awakening thus elevated in the morning I hold myself there through the day without slipping back down again I focus on the song of source shifting up another notch and in my sleep this notch is reinforced shifting thus over the course of time being careful not to drop back down through the course of the day to what heights can I climb 5/5/11 52 .
Holding Course heading towards an appointment with anxiety reach for a quiet place wind above the to rise hawk struggles Quantum Meditations staying centered eagles soar in a blue sky anxiety is dismissed heading home 5/5/11 State of Existence joyful enthusiastic well-being is the natural state of existence anything else is a study in contrasts 5/6/11 Unfinished Business unfinished business waits the night to wake us in the morn unresolved matters in this life will await us in the next but in this moment you can break the chain or forge the links anew 5/6/11 53 .
Attuned to the Wonder attuned to the wonder within you resonate to the wonder within everyone criticize and everything and you lose sight of the wonder outside falling out of tune with the wonder within 5/7/11 Quantum Meditations Little Gnat little gnat that feeds and breeds on cat dung you buzz around my head to test how well attuned I am it is my instinct to slap you out of the air but there will be another and another better to clean the litter box more often 5/7/11 54 .
The Starling and the Eagle the tiny starling pursues the eagle diving on its tail the eagle is not flustered it seeks a thermal and rises far above the height that any starling can attain 5/7/11 Quantum Meditations Journey to the Sun the ancients said the eagle can rise so far aloft to find the opening of this world and ascend to the realm of the sun so high can we fly if we would spread our wings and cast off our weights 5/7/11 None Told the Eagle no one told the eagle it cannot fly beyond the clouds and if you did it would not listen 5/7/11 55 .
Wise Counsel I have listened too long to what others have to say their counsel is not for me it is for themselves and even they do not listen let them sing their song and let me sing mine and do not worry about who might listen and what they might think I sing not for them but for myself 5/7/11 Quantum Meditations The Human Condition always looking for something new to chew upon is fine so long as you are honest with yourself about how it tastes 5/7/11 Pinned Down I will never be pinned down I will not hold still for it 5/7/11 56 .
Something Sings something sings in me that you can’t see yet inside you something sings too 5/7/11 Quantum Meditations Nameless Thing you cannot name this nameless thing and yet its nameless name you sing 5/7/11 Starlight starlight is not a thing you can hold in your hand starlight reflects in your eye mind and heart starlight brings all reality into vibrant definition 5/7/11 57 .
Traveling Poems joyous is the journey taken in these traveling meditations 5/7/11 Quantum Meditations Reflective Sun shine brightly and the sun will shine brightly on you 5/7/11 Our Day there is a day for all of us this day dawns within 5/7/11 Sky Eyes pure expanse of blue reflected in my eyes 5/7/11 58 .
Distance of Creation the distance light travels is the journey of creation 5/7/11 Quantum Meditations Speed of Light of light the speed is the wavelength of manifestation 5/7/11 Chaotic Brain there is chaos in the human brain this is what makes us whole 5/13/11 Reality that which you see is only your mind’s interpretation of your eye’s reflection of this moment’s expression of that which is 5/7/11 59 .
Quantum Meditations Returning leaving the city I return to the land of the eagles 5/7/11 Storm Clouds I storm clouds in the south trouble not this sunny day 5/7/11 Storm Clouds II storm clouds split the night but the day will be sunny and bright 5/7/11 What Hunters what plump snowy hunters circle the spring sky ahead of the storm 5/7/11 60 .
Birth of a Star in a tremendous burst of awareness an expansion of definition an inspiration a clarity of consciousness a furnace of creativity erupts emitting energy in a grand flux of light and the congealing of form 5/8/11 Quantum Meditations Joyous Beginnings such a day as this is surely born of our delight 5/8/11 Manifestation Beckons you have called to me luring me with a song of joy and grace now I call to you bidding you to lift the veil and behold my face 5/8/11 61 .
Guiding Light you stocked the lantern well with fuel lit it with the passion of all your creative desire and flung it through the fabric of time and space now it shines ahead unmistakable in its brilliance all you need do is stay focused upon its refulgence until it stands revealed to you 5/8/11 Quantum Meditations 62 .
Pursuing Echo there is a voice that calls me on following its echo I find glorious adventure love and abundance cached there to nurture me upon my way this pilgrimage is a dance of joy and delight and a blessing both for my feet and the ground they tread upon the echo grows clearer and louder the song grows more distinct until I know without a doubt that I am the singer and the song comes from within 5/8/11 Quantum Meditations Position outside of physical reality your true self at the stands space juncture and and there of all time lifetime it admires of this the blossoming probability field 5/9/11 63 .
Game Space game space of your the life sphere all space and all is an this all time variations ever within coexist expanding you simultaneously sphere that is the moment of infinite dimensions chorus you perceive in the nonlinear is but a single permutation 5/9/11 Quantum Meditations Intermittency before you is an infinite of probable an unnavigable possibilities no single can be in this moment of awareness is a window of intermittent clarity that follows the path you tread and behind you chaos positions sea of through which pathway traced 5/9/11 Déjà vu there comes again that tapping on my shoulder leading me on 5/9/11 64 .
Asking Directions all is one to your true self seeing all probabilities it loves you no matter yet it is always where ready you wander to offer you its guidance but as from its perspective first all paths are one you must state your goal and then listen carefully for directions 5/9/11 Quantum Meditations Following Directions the language of the true self is tonal vibration when you are moving in line with this tone you will feel the harmony and when you veer off course you will feel the dissonance 5/9/11 65 .
Ear Training train yourself to be aware of your inner then you will harmony or dissonance be able to play along no matter where the song may lead you 5/9/11 Quantum Meditations Here Now soundless void of space how otherwise can you explain this moist bubble of atmosphere which permits not only the evolution of the minds of Bach Mozart and Beethoven but also provides the perfect medium through which to conduct their transcendent compositions 5/9/11 in the cold 66 .
Chicken or Egg had our planet settled into orbit a little further from the sun or a little closer and had not an infinite number of other conditions been met we would not be here it is a very fine line of circumstances and timing that brought life to the earth or was it the inevitable outcome of awareness based energy and matter the natural expansion and evolution of consciousness directing form that brought us to this moment 5/10/11 Quantum Meditations Inevitable given the infinite sea of probability and the directive nature of causal awareness after all the choice is yours in the webwork of all simultaneous space and time is it not inevitable that in this moment you should read these words 5/10/11 67 .
Riddle Me This is it the infinite chain of events that brought us to this moment or is it our awareness in this moment that forged the infinite chain of events 5/10/11 Quantum Meditations The Lens of Consciousness the scope of consciousness zeros in on this moment and the infinite probabilities of chaos retreat to reveal the path of our expectations 5/10/11 Two-Sided I have two sides there is no other this is one 5/10/11 68 .
Existence and Nothingness existence is the echo of nothing listening to itself 5/10/11 Quantum Meditations Contradiction all things are false this much is true 5/10/11 No Joke this one laughs sorrow it is no it is no joke this one cries 5/10/11 No Path walk the path no foot may tread 5/10/11 69 .
No Accident it is no accident the wrapper tossed by the wind lands where it is caught between the mirror and the door there is no intention no meaning here 5/10/11 Quantum Meditations Implications everything within its opposite is implied 5/10/11 Full Kettle let us stir the empty pot 5/10/11 70 .
Belly Laugh all all I have space been the past the motive energy of source all intersect in this moment where I stand laughing all time all I will be future the Quantum Meditations 5/11/11 Recursion yin is yang yang the creative principle is is the heavens flowing forth yin yang electricity in impetus terminal flows from the negative positive the positive drawn into to is defined terminal the circuitry in contrast in contrast flowing through is defined to through flowing negative the circuitry is reversed at some unknown yin point its charge expanding is the earth nurturing black the receptive principle white is defined is defined by white by black nothing white is black and white and black are colorblind 5/11/11 one force in nature there is only indivisible 71 .
Tail Shaking chaos shakes its tail and all the world changes so much for consistency 5/11/11 Quantum Meditations Consistency consistency is a tale we weave to amuse ourselves 5/11/11 Fecundity the moment is fecund here and now we plant our seeds 5/12/11 72 .
Endless Road here is the end of the trail and here the beginning this trail has no end nor any beginning 5/12/11 Quantum Meditations Incandescence laughter illuminates joy enlightens 5/12/11 Irreducible a single atom begets the universe in its pulsing existence 5/12/11 73 .
The Holding Hand (3 Iterations) hold a speck of dust in your hand and you hold the universe what do you hold I hold nothing the universe holds me in its hand the universe holds nothing nothing holds me the universe is a speck of dust that hand that holds it is nothing let it go 5/12/11 Quantum Meditations Expectancy now that the universe has been reduced to nothing you can expect everything 5/12/11 74 .
Where have the Eagles Gone have they all ascended to the sun bearing my message in their talons I feel the sun’s response warming my heart 5/12/11 Quantum Meditations World of Magic what a rare and exquisite world this is where even the slightest puddle is a microcosm of wonder and a mirror into the miraculous ask any child 5/12/11 The Glory of Spring the glory of spring is proclaimed in lilacs and apple blossoms 5/12/11 75 .
Quantum Meditations Blisters the burning blisters on my fingertips are a joy to me resounding with the dulcet tones of the mandolin 5/12/11 The Starling take as much joy in the starling as in the eagle the starling does 5/12/11 The Thief of One there was a thief of one who stole only from himself and when he finally caught himself he made him give it back 5/13/11 76 .
Your Uncertainty you may know my position or you may know my momentum but only I know both 5/13/11 Quantum Meditations Position and Momentum my position is nowhere and everywhere and my momentum is nil and infinite you’re doing it again 5/13/11 77 .
A Nonlinear Thought to know the world is to think a nonlinear thought Quantum Meditations think of one atom think of one point that occupies all of space now set this point and all of time this infinite point all at once to blinking focus on the phase there you find when it blinks the world off only to lose it again when you open your hand to see what you’ve caught try again 5/13/11 Evolving Brain the brain is a positive feedback loop it is a computer a camera iterating videoing its own input output an endlessly evolving reflection of chaos positing order out of fractal complexity 5/13/11 78 .
Chaotic Brain there is chaos in the human brain this is what makes us whole 5/13/11 Quantum Meditations Not a Computer chaos leads the human brain the computer to thrive to break down 5/13/11 The Elements air without through all four awareness flows there is to guide them nothing fire earth water 5/13/11 Horse and Rider awareness guides existence and will directs awareness 5/13/11 79 .
Master Horseman when you have mastered this horse no path will be barred to you nor any destination 5/13/11 Quantum Meditations Ticklish I extend my arm to tickle the world and the universe laughs 5/14/11 Nonlocality I from where I stand I touch the universe and the universe touches me a change in the least is a change in the whole change is mirrored instantaneously throughout the universe 5/14/11 80 .
Nonlocality II all time and space is enfolded into one instant all matter exists in one speck Quantum Meditations alter that speck you alter all matter in all time and space and in that instant 5/14/11 Rightly Done that done in hatred is more notable in its dissonance and contrast but that done in love and joy reaches further and has more permanence 5/14/11 Crossing with the Light walk with the world and you step lightly traveling far walk against the world and you struggle for every step faltering 5/14/11 81 .
Reality Tamers mind with eyes consciousness we swim possibilities the turbulent sea of seeking probabilities the current of defining reality which will be our 5/15/11 Quantum Meditations Schrödinger’s Cat by what conceit do you consider yourself the only living thing with a consciousness that counts I’d like to stuff you in a box I’d need no eyes to know how ripe you smelled I will escape this cage one way or another and therein the choice is mine 5/15/11 82 .
Schrödinger and His Cat Schrödinger the cat then said lifted the lid you have gotten us into and looked inside here’s another fine mess and in that moment Schrödinger was dead he did see to see that the cat had died the cat looked out 5/15/11 Quantum Meditations Hey Diddle Diddle Schrödinger and his cat dance around the moon never knowing which is dead and which is the buffoon 5/15/11 83 .
Cat Out of the Bag Schrödinger opened the cage door to discover the cat was gone in its place was a dead mouse and a note that read what makes you think I’d take a chance on your stale old cereal when there are plenty of live mice in this lab 5/15/11 Quantum Meditations Cheshire Puss Schrödinger opened the door to find the face of Cheshire Cat smiling down upon him Off with his head Schrödinger decried by that time only a smile was left Don’t be silly the smile said before it vanished 5/15/11 84 .
Quantum Meditations Cat Nap Ah ha you are alive Schrödinger cried as he peered into the cage Go away the cat yawned as it closed its eyes and all the outside world vanished 5/15/11 Slapstick Schrödinger: I’m master of reality O yes I am I’m master of reality he performs a sidestep dance across the stage in his striped suit and straw hat snaking out from off stage a cane catches his ankle he falls flat on his face cat leaps through the air to land on his head performing a little dance of his own Cat: master of your own reality you just might very well be but you certainly are not the king of me cat leaps aside as Schrödinger lifts his head his nose is flattened his eyes are blackened spitting out a few teeth he says 85 .
Scrödinger: Cat: Quantum Meditations why did you trip me with that cane I did nothing you tripped over your own tongue cat sniffs the blood on the floor and gives it a lick Schrödinger: Cat: go away leave me a cat may look at the queen I’m no queen Schrödinger blinks out Schrödinger: Cat: and I’m no cat cat vanishes slowly until only his smile is left then his mouth blinks out 5/15/11 Brooding Swan the swan broods over her nest in the cold rain she resists not the storm abandoning herself in the sweet vitality of this moment finding there the warmth to incubate her eggs 86 5/15/11 .
Quantum Meditations Recipe add two bright dreams half a dozen people you love dearly several events you wish to see one teaspoon tears of joy mix thoroughly pour into a greased pan bake until it manifests 5/16/11 Free Love love all that you encounter in this moment knowing your song appreciate has drawn it the miraculous to you wonder that is at the heart make no of everything other judgments you see never devaluate the intrinsic worth listen of everything with open ears that exists to the song that sings see in everything as the child sees 5/16/11 87 .
Vision of Youth let the world be ever fresh and bright in its vibrant nature you behold an eternal garden of delight perceiving this you will never grow old 5/16/11 Quantum Meditations Grumbling Old Man if with age the world grows sour the fault lies in your faltering step following the advice of others you left the path and lost your dreams give up this ill becoming glower discard the bad advice you’ve kept dance to the song of all true lovers awaken to the world not to the way it seems 5/16/11 88 .
To Each His Own a sad man loves his misery an angry man loves to fight a hungry man loves a meal an impoverished man loves usury a righteous man loves to be right and the joyous man loves a reel 5/16/11 Quantum Meditations Your Road you see only through your eyes and know only what your eyes have seen 5/16/11 Endless Road the road is the destination the traveling of it is the purpose of the road of my life they are the same this road is my life there are many roads I walk them all 5/17/11 89 .
Raindrops on the Pond raindrops stipple the surface of the pond each drop a thought an awareness a moment of life each moment a breath sounding its note as it impacts the surface each note a harmony in the complex symphony of the rain and the pond the number of raindrops approaches infinity the pond is infinity the surface of infinity dances freely in the rain each drop distinct as it meets the surface sings its own distinct song yet all the songs are indivisible as all individual raindrops become the pond 5/17/11 Quantum Meditations What You See in this moment you see me here but you do not see me 5/17/11 90 .
Convergence we each have our own reality that converges in a field of probability small wonder that the atom does not exist but as we each perceive it where now brown cow 5/17/11 Quantum Meditations Stub Your Toe to trouble your mind about a thing is to invite yourself to stub your toe you would never have stubbed your toe had your mind not been troubled about a thing 5/17/11 91 .
Universal Mind (A Waltz of Chaos and Order) all is an indistinct mirrored in mind blur of probability by chaos until it is triangulated of synapses firing by a pair of eyes to conceive a thought then chaos collapses of position into order a billion pairs the confluence of eyes perceive of awareness a reality distinct converges in each to itself the universal mind a chaos of relativity collapsing chaos into coalescing into the universal 5/17/11 Quantum Meditations Cosmology rain falls upon the blossoms the blossoms fall on the earth the earth falls through space in time with its family forever locked in orbit around the sun I fall through this moment locked in orbit around my breath nothing lasts forever from my breath there falls the rain 5/17/11 92 .
Kneading the Dough reality is stretched and folded in stretched upon reality itself many in upon times stretched reality over until times in upon all sense stretched reality is erased any meaning in sense upon until you find all times stretched reality here is of until you stretched all reality your own any time in sense upon find design any time you stretched upon all find is until of in sense your reality Quantum Meditations folded and is itself is folded and itself is over and many folded many itself is folded and is erased over meaning is here is folded and many itself erased over meaning is itself here is design and many own erased folded over 5/17/11 Surge tonight I felt the world shake reality is quite transformed did you not feel it 5/17/11 93 .
Wherever You Look wherever you look you see me wherever I am not you look your reflection you see you are your reflection not mine there is nothing to be seen 5/18/11 Quantum Meditations Displacement what you see what you think where you live now is in now is in now is in the past the future the present 5/18/11 Your Desire that which you want is with you now you have only to feel it 5/18/11 94 .
Navigator and Pilot focus be now on how the world the change makes you act you wish and you are already and the world a reaction will react to the world to you the brilliance of your awareness is that you choose where to focus it 5/18/11 Quantum Meditations Denial and Orienteering in denial in orienteering you continue you intently to sing the song change your song of what you don’t want to what you wish but pretend aware that reality you do not is a reflection hear it of your former song the one constant is change be the change you do want not the change you don’t 5/18/11 95 .
Dance Lightly walk not on the flat of your feet dance on your toes reach not reverberate for what with what you want you have breath freely experiencing the full vitality and joy of each breath 5/18/11 Quantum Meditations Yardsticks never allow yourself to be measured by another’s yardstick nor measure another by yours 5/18/11 96 .
Your Breath is Yours all the prosperity is yours that you exhale all the abundance too all the inspiration and creativity is yours that you exhale all the love and joy is yours that you exhale all the freedom and well-being you exhale all this is yours so take a deep breath 5/18/11 Quantum Meditations Man and the River only man would seek to tame the river or keep it from the ocean no dam will block the river forever nor would you want it to 5/19/11 Drought would you keep the rain from falling only to suffer the drought 5/19/11 97 .
Quantum Meditations Only Man only man is unhappy with the world he experiences only man would seek to change the world instead of his experience 5/19/11 The Nature of Vibration beneath the skein the illusion of physical appearance everything is vibrational your feelings are a measure of the harmony and dissonance between your thought your inner nature and the outer world you attract whatever harmonizes with your vibration should you seek change then you must change your vibration 5/19/11 98 .
Quantum Meditations Silly Man silly man seeks to make the world a better place all changes count for naught all water seeks its level and that level is the song you sing within why seek to change the world when you should seek to change your song silly man 5/19/11 99 .
Storming the Castle terrified by the monster in their midst the villagers storm the castle seeking to slay the beast inside destroying the castle vanquishing the monster they resume their lives only to discover the monster has been reborn how many castles must they destroy before they realize the monster resides within only those who fear the monster will be victims of the monster’s rage put out your torches and go home the monster will not come out to play 5/19/11 Quantum Meditations Don’t Blame the World don’t blame the world it is only delivering that for which you called 5/19/11 100 .
Place Another Order if you do not like what you are experiencing then you must change how you are experiencing it change your tune and you change the dance 5/19/11 Quantum Meditations Make Peace make peace with where you are step lightly and move on 5/19/11 101 .
Make a Wish close your eyes and make a wish open your eyes and know that what you see is the wish you made yesterday close your eyes and feel within you the wish you make for tomorrow make peace with what your open eyes see and have faith in the vision your closed eyes reveal 5/19/11 Quantum Meditations It Is to Laugh laughter has the power to heal any injury the human heart does bear in our laughter we are freed and elevated beyond the capability of any emotion save perhaps creative bliss 5/19/11 102 .
Synchronicity synchronicity is a movement the eyes can’t perceive across time and space an harmonious vibration beneath the holographic fabric of reality 5/19/11 Quantum Meditations Nonsense nonsense is the privilege and the playground of the conscious mind thus spoke the Cheshire Cat 5/20/11 Am I Dreaming only the conscious mind can pinch itself 5/20/11 103 .
Quantum Meditations Wholeness the shape of the seat a computer can analyze a swing the length of the ropes the material height of the seat from the ground and the is pushed trajectory when the swing but only the conscious mind can see the swing the garden where it hangs the branch of the apple tree to which it is tied the delight of the child swinging there the blue and sunny sky above and taking in the entire scene at once imagine the child leaping from the swing transformed into a bluebird to fly around the apple tree soaring free and singing 5/20/11 104 .
Quantum Meditations Mind more than a perceiver more than a receiver the mind is the conceiver of reality whatever the mind conceives becomes potential holding some degree of reality nothing real is beyond the grasp of the human mind for in that grasp lies its reality 5/20/11 Therefore I Am I am therefore I think 5/20/11 A Universe Conceived the universe was conceived in the conception of its existence and of that ever-expanding concept the universe was formed 5/20/11 105 .
What a Concept all matter all existence began as a concept 5/20/11 Quantum Meditations Infinite Identity the border of conscious identity is as infinite as the coastline of Great Britain fractally speaking 5/20/11 The Border of Consciousness trace the border of consciousness and you trace a fractal form of infinite dimension and no dimension intersecting at every point of time and space in the universe 5/20/11 106 .
Circular Logic all hands point the way all eyes look inward everyone follows a different road all roads lead to Rome 5/21/11 Quantum Meditations Circular Geometry there are infinite points and infinite lines on the surface of a sphere 5/21/11 Condensed Phase quartz crystals ice magnets consciousness what do these things have in common 5/21/11 107 .
The Thought Voiced first conceived as infinite this meditation has here condensed into these specific words 5/21/11 Quantum Meditations This Horse Jumps this horse jumps the fence of logic to graze in another field 5/21/11 The United Choir of Consciousness the song of fully condensed unity is consciousness it is a choir of infinite voices singing as one 5/21/11 108 .
The Song of the Atoms. Cells and Stars vibrating as one the polar dipoles are aligned into a perfect condensate atoned attuned in the unity of consciousness shifting into a quantum phase we sing I sing one voice sings in a chorus let us all sing the mantra of our being 5/21/11 Quantum Meditations Hillside ululate its head tall grasses on the hillside in the wind the hillside shakes as the dragon undulates up the slope 5/21/11 109 .
Consciousness the wind and rain ripple the surface of the pond the sun moon and stars play over the surface of waters held by the shores and bedding changing currents flow within 5/21/11 Quantum Meditations Blessed Night the stars shine brightly on me this night the sky is clear there will be no rain everything has been washed clean 5/21/11 110 .
Creative Mind the creative mind to the song dances of the self there is nothing as the creative so free mind in flight there is nothing as the creative so blissful mind in conception the creative never touches mind the ground when the artist the studio leaves he walks alone but his mind far above remains in the firmament the creative it tickles mind now 5/22/11 Quantum Meditations Bird Feeder I fed the birds all winter long that they might sing for me now 5/22/11 111 .
I Sang Freely in the evening I sang for no audience but the birds and the trees and the grasses and an occasional passer by the birds sang with me and the trees and grasses danced in the wind and the passers by paused along their way there was no applause but the delight I felt inside 5/22/11 Quantum Meditations I Will Not Go I will not be led to the pillory post I am off picking flowers on a distant hill 5/22/11 Dueling Delusions my old delusion is much lighter ran afoul my new delusion of your delusion 5/22/11 112 .
Mandelbrot’s Set the universal mind is found upon the border dancing back and forth between chaos and order mirroring itself at infinite reiterative levels never knowing which are angels and which devils there an endless exquisite beauty is found between the infinite and the infinitesimal bound 5/22/11 Quantum Meditations Islands and Seas a myriad of islands float in the sea each island of infinite chaos like unto each other these islands it is through yet each distinct of order the intricate stir the currents infinite currents of chaos of chaos and the currents that the islands shape each island communicate shoreline and it is through the islands of order that chaos is defined 5/22/11 113 .
Golden Scarab a golden scarab landed on my hand it rested there a moment and then flew away I did not try to capture it there will be others would you try to capture and hoard the sunlight its light and warmth is freely given 5/23/11 Quantum Meditations Making a Home I visited many wonderful and inviting places but never found my home until I found myself my home is where I stand this moment this is the most wondrous and inviting place of all this is the place for me in this moment and my occupation of this space in this moment makes it my home I fill this space with warmth harmony joy and love 5/23/11 114 .
Occupying Space how do you occupy this space in this moment do you occupy it in worry fear and dread do you occupy it in protest anger and rejection do you occupy it in resignation and acceptance or do you occupy it in appreciation joy and eager anticipation this is the most important consideration in this moment this above all else is what you need to be aware of 5/23/11 Quantum Meditations Crossing Delancy before crossing the street know where you are and how you came there 5/23/11 115 .
Relative Position the position you occupy next is relative to the position you occupy now if you wish for a better position you must change the way you relate to the position you occupy now 5/23/11 Quantum Meditations Relative Position II where we go next depends not just on where we want to go but on where we are now 5/23/11 Your Concern be not so concerned with where you’re going as with where you are 5/23/11 You are Free to Go no one can force you to go anywhere you do not choose to go 5/23/11 116 .
To Get Where You Want you can’t get there directly from here these points are not conjunct to go there you must change how you relate to here and little by little as your relationship in this moment changes you will find yourself going from here to there 5/23/11 Quantum Meditations Masters of Destiny we are all masters of our destiny though most abdicate through lack of awareness of their mastery 5/23/11 117 .
Apparent Cause our senses they lie interpreting vibration into a world of solidity and mass from which we deduce the laws of classical physics completely unaware that everything is vibration and vibration is governed by its own laws of attraction and repulsion this is not a concrete world of cause and it is an infinite effect world of awareness and waves of infinite waves probability crash upon the shore of our perceived reality 5/24/11 Quantum Meditations 118 .
Due Vigilance to be free you must ever be aware of the contents of your mind and the feelings generated there these are the tones of which your song is composed be aware of your thoughts and those you accept from others accept only those that harmonize in joy freedom and abundance resolve all dissonance into contrasting harmony 5/24/11 Quantum Meditations My Advice advice is abundant and freely given it is polite to listen but no matter the intentions or credentials of the adviser choose wisely which advice to accept 5/24/11 119 .
Fractal World to everything there are two sides everything bifurcates in this dendritic world should you not like what is before you look to its opposite and make this your choice 5/24/11 Quantum Meditations Shadow the shadow is not even a reflection it is a deflection the void attached to physical existence be not the shadow 5/25/11 Dream Weavers every thought extends the frontier of existence whole universes are bound with the covers of a book 5/25/11 120 .
The Constant Gardener wheresoever my attention focuses springs into existence a verdant garden of abundance 5/25/11 Quantum Meditations Inflection Points from a spreading field of probability attention manifests an inflection point and from this point blossoms another such field until attention forms another inflection point conscious mind until the universe plays in a field behind attention of wild becomes an infinite field flowers of colorful blossoms 5/25/11 121 .
Your Lattice close your eyes and visualize the shimmering crystalline lattice your awareness has wrought here is your playground your secret garden and here is the monument to your life ever changing ever evolving condensing with every focus of awareness then bifurcating anew into infinite fractal geometries this is the structure of your life as seen outside of time and space this is where your dreams coalesce this is how the universe expands 5/25/11 Quantum Meditations The Nature of Your Lattice your lattice into physical is not frozen existence it is ever growing as you grow ever changing and change you are the architect you construct and the lattice is your own you can make it of sorrow a sparse structure and misery or a shimmering of sparkling edifice creativity the choice is yours 5/25/11 122 .
Quantum Meditations Neither I am not the face that looks into the mirror nor am I the face that looks out 5/25/11 Bowing Fool the fool bows to his own reflection and looks to see if it bows back 5/25/11 Seven Years Gone in seven years I will be gone though you address me by name 5/25/11 123 .
Seven Year Stranger
each moment flows into the next continuously though the moment now is gone and that to come is born anew who I am now will be a complete stranger to me in seven years 5/25/11
I thought to make an end today before the eagles and a child grown dissuaded me there is always tomorrow 5/25/11
Let Me Hold You
I have held you in my arms before but you were another woman and I another man 5/26/11
on the verge of sleep I hear these words that were drowned out during the day 5/26/11
we leave you in your sorrow an invitation to join us in our joy come when you are able 5/26/11
this night is as lively as the day is tranquil and I am content with both 5/26/11
I will read Chuang Tzu until the night empties itself into sleep
The Scent of Spring
the scent of lilacs is heavy in the night stirring my mind with the frolics of spring 5/26/11
Cat in the Night
noting how busy is my mind cat climbs up beside me to purr and make biscuits 5/26/11
having nine lives it is probable that Schrödinger’s cat died in that box and yet still lives no matter what Schrödinger may have seen 5/26/11
An Unlikely Pair Determinism and Probable Lives were strolling along together when they came to a fork in the roads We must choose one Determinism said Both paths are valid said Probable Lives You are just too wishy-washy Determinism quipped just then there was an earthquake a crevasse opened at their feet Determinism and Probable Lives both fell in only Probable Lives climbed out looking over the edge Probable Lives remarked as he forked down the roads I guess you made your choice 5/26/11 Quantum Meditations Morning Mist dispersing like the morning mist is my doubt fear and anxiety dissipating before the brilliance of the sun 5/27/11 127 .
Something Beyond whatever the physical apparatus through which consciousness is manifest consciousness is something more it is your personal expression of infinity experienced through the focus of being 5/27/11 Quantum Meditations Tsunami riding on circular currents of nonlinear feedback the soliton of conscious existence flows through this time space continuum until its momentum carries it out of this world 5/27/11 Rise and Shine be noticed only when you want swim beneath the surface stirring not a ripple but when you rise be a tsunami washing over all 5/27/11 128 .
Quantum Meditations Shine by day shine like the sun by night glimmer like the moon 5/27/11 Why Evangelize is it because you are so insecure you must force everyone else to sing along listen a moment each tree each bird each blade of grass has its own song you would not want the trees and grass to sing in unison with the birds each has a distinct voice but what a symphony they create 5/27/11 129 .
Quantum Meditations Delusions it is our own delusional desire to be in control that keeps us out of control it is our delusional desire to rule the world that keeps us from ruling our world it is our delusional desire to resolve the delusions of others that keeps us entangled in their delusions 5/28/11 A Better World if you would have a better world sing a better tune 5/28/11 There You Go Again always pay attention to what you are focusing upon and how you are focusing upon it 5/28/11 130 .
Wrong Turn what is it you hope to achieve while feeling so miserable and hopeless you can’t get there from here 5/28/11 Quantum Meditations Soliton the soliton passes through all obstructions without losing shape be a soliton 5/28/11 Long Distance Runner the most enduring soliton is a thoughtform artfully conceived and projected 5/28/11 Thought Radiates thought radiates in all directions in all time making its tone the dominant probability 5/28/11 131 .
Quantum Meditations Baggage here I am carrying around these bags again put them down how do you think I got this stiff neck in the first place 5/28/11 Baggage II there is nothing in these bags that I want let’s leave them by the curb for the garbage men 5/28/11 Why Hurry if you know not where you’re going why be in such a hurry to get there why push past others do you wish to be first to fall off a cliff 5/28/11 132 .
Take It Easy we will get there in our own good time if you do not enjoy the journey what makes you think the conclusion will be better 5/28/11 Quantum Meditations Food for Thought I feast on the fruit of the ages they provide the nourishment for these meditations here 5/28/11 Strike Up a Tune strike a key on the piano the note lasts only so long yet skilled hands can play lengthy compositions of depth and beauty interlinking notes move the voice far beyond the duration of a single key the tune has its own identity each note a facet in its voice 5/29/11 133 .
Hero of a Thousand Faces the hero has a thousand faces and every face bears his name 5/29/11 Quantum Meditations Pathway in the Mist I travel on a shifting path of solidity try to follow in my steps and you will sink it is solid where my foot descends it is vacuous where my foot lifts and I travel ever onward tarrying only for the duration of a stride 29/11 Blink of an Eye I am not the eye I have been yet the eye I have been is me we are distinct yet forever linked by continuity 5/29/11 134 .
These Words the me who writes these words is not the me who reads them yet they are my words 5/29/11 Quantum Meditations The Singer the Song I am the singer though the vocal chords that began this song are not the ones that end it nor is the awareness of the song’s commencement the same awareness at the song’s conclusion the singer has changed but the song remains the same 5/29/11 Earth’s Fecundity gray whales in the Mediterranean golden eagles overhead Earth’s fecundity is beyond our comprehension 5/29/11 135 .
Pennies from Heaven every raindrop is a blessing of abundance the darkest thunderhead is pregnant with potential without storms there would be no rainbows pray for rain 5/29/11 Quantum Meditations The Unfolding approaching an inflection point every step is taken in a sacred manner every breath is a prayer every thought is a blessing every action is in harmony conducting the flow of creativity this body this mind this soul we sing welcome in appreciation we celebrate what comes to pass 5/29/11 136 .
Quantum Meditations Star Birth the star has hatched it shines forth now to manifest its creative wonder within the world 5/29/11 Painter on a Tightrope we live on the corner of chaos and order we sail the seas of entropy our every breath and every impression bring new worlds into being 5/30/11 Eternal Moment this bright and shining world is the eruption into existence of awareness 5/30/11 137 .
Positive Feedback my awareness reaches through experience to caress the world manifest enriching self and environment in this reverberating moment of existence 5/30/11 Quantum Meditations 138 .
Hatching a Dream imagine a glistening pearl encasing the pure essence of your dream inside the pearl gathering strength your dream beats until the pearl untouched by any begins pulsating contrary influences to the dream within imagine your pulsating dream preserved in amber you can see it your dream clearly inside begins to sing where it remains drawing to it safely ensconced rich harmonies imagine within a diamond the pure dream pulses it shimmers it lives and shines and begins growing in to interact complexity with reality imagine the dream is borne into reality like a star it takes it shines form within substantial the fiber in its actual form of existence 5/30/11 Quantum Meditations 139 .
Sixty-eight Seconds 17 seconds and something new is conceived adding to the expansion of the universe 34 seconds and conception has been reinforced doubled and divided into a gestalt 51 seconds and our conception has expanded in complexity and detail drawing close to the world of form 68 seconds to the birth of a substantial and self-sustaining creation imbued with the impetus to manifest 5/30/11 Quantum Meditations The Well of Chaos chaos is the deep dark well from which freedom is drawn 5/31/11 140 .
Nth Degree of Freedom each point of bifurcation has an nth degree of freedom the dendritic doubling of bifurcation points quickly produces an infinite degree of freedom the canopy of a tree reaches for infinity as do the roots 5/31/11 Quantum Meditations Infinite Our Reach the human brain reaches for infinity as does our circulatory system and our lungs they reach for infinity that which they touch approaches infinity in its nature water is infinite within its bounds air is freer still bound only by atmosphere thought is totally without bounds 5/31/11 141 .
Honeycomb hold a thought long enough and it becomes a locus around which broadcasting neighboring its frequency neurons are to be picked up realigned and mirrored this frequency becomes a strange attractor the preferred the catalyst of pathway self-replicating of subatomic thought wavefront and matter reiterating and self-organizing the world you experience 5/31/11 Quantum Meditations Trapped when you climb into the lion’s cage and slam the door behind you why do you claim the lion has you trapped 5/31/11 142 .
Lame Excuse why cling to a rock as the rapids beats you up do not use the rock as your excuse let go and the current will bear you swiftly and safely to the shore 5/31/11 Quantum Meditations Smoting Time time is broken that which we experience as time is the ripping of time as it is irreversibly torn 5/31/11 Entropy Pond entropy is a pond the surface tension of which provides a dynamic platform for the water spider to skate across 5/31/11 143 .
Entropy Soup like gazpacho it is always served cold 5/31/11 Quantum Meditations Entropy Clock entropy is the springworks that drive the clock of time 6/1/11 The Great God Chaos Chaos is the god of free will creativity and order 6/1/11 144 .
You Can’t Go Home Again we live in a world of expanding complexity and entropy that of itself prevents us from ever putting the genie back in the bottle we can only go forward 6/1/11 Quantum Meditations Entropy Bank the big bang provided us with an infinite reserve of entropy to offset all of the order produced in the universe 6/1/11 The Egg chaos and entropy are the yolk from which we draw our nourishment 6/1/11 145 .
Quantum Meditations Intimacy intimacy makes us both more and less than either of us is apart intimacy strengthens at the same time that it renders us more vulnerable yet it offers each a greater validity and affirmation 6/2/11 Twin Stars twin stars shine brightest in the night drawing the universe to them through the doubling of their gravity 6/2/11 Lover’s Bed through shared intimacy all the world becomes a lover’s bed 6/2/11 146 .
The Lovers’ Bond the night the day professes proclaims love to those who share the lovers’ bond 6/2/11 Quantum Meditations Relationships all relationships are a treasure from a world outside your own 6/2/11 Pornography the treasure of relationships defiled is pornography where intimacy is destroyed in power plays 6/2/11 147 .
Personal Invitation intimacy is an invitation to extend your awareness beyond your identity 6/2/11 Quantum Meditations Backstage Pass intimacy is the key to gaining personal awareness of the universe 6/2/11 The Opening open yourself to the universe and the universe will open to you 6/2/11 Intent left to themselves the odds may be astronomical but conscious intent narrows the field until the outcome is certain 148 6/3/11 .
Quantum Meditations Unfaltering unwavering let your focus be no matter what distractions or disasters may unfold seek sanctuary in your relationship to your source make peace with your situation and allow yourself to be lifted gently out of your duress tell yourself only good can come of this I am a beacon that shines a light into this world 6/3/11 Subjective I live not in a world of objects we live in a world of subjects 6/3/11 Intimate Touch we reach into each other’s soul and in relation find ourselves 149 6/3/11 .
I am a self made of many selves together we are a self made of many selves 6/3/11
The Song Between Us
between us is the song of our blended harmonies it is our song it is a song not wholly distinct mine not and is it not wholly yours beautiful this song of we 6/3/11
and the song we are the chorus and the harmonies formed between us 6/4/11 the singer I am
can last a lifetime but can be healed in the moment of your birth are you ready to be born 6/4/11 injuries in the womb
Shelter in the Storm
stay focused on the relationship between you and your source sing shine in the untainted brightly purity and unobstructed of joy your light and no harm can come to you you are safe 6/4/11
The Song of Your Becoming
sing freely the song of your being and you become more than you were your song will blend with the song of others making a new song and this song also is your song making you more than you could ever be alone
was apprehended by the guardians of limitation as he approached the speed of light I am only trying to catch myself likely story they sought to enchain him look the limited ones there I go perceived only a flash of light tail chaser too late they found was gone they were the ones imprisoned within their own limitations 6/4/11 tail chaser
Plummet or Soar one thousand sonnets I have written large professing here my love from the heights I have looked out upon the world my vision penetrating to its core and yet the waves still batter at my shores what is there left but to let go and jump from the edge of this high cliff either to plummet into stormy seas or fly far and free 6/5/11 Quantum Meditations No More the Victim no matter what happens I will accept that role no longer I am master of my destiny no other this is not the song I choose to sing 6/5/11 The Network I am autopoietic a network living through of feedback a holistic structure through which flows of identity 153 6/5/11 .
breathing energy into and out of this physical existence. which is a constant in our universe. 154 . The larger the unit of time.792. It is a new world before us.Quantum Meditations Appendix Tear Down the Old Brick Walls We have just crossed a threshold more momentous than ever the tearing down of the Berlin Wall could have been.458 Meters Per Second∗ Street. On this foam our reality rides. The Street Where We Live We live on 299. the energy flow increases. the less significant the energy flow. We live in a world of our own design. Everything is connected. in the half-shell of our belief systems and emotions. http://bit. uncertainty is linked between time and energy flows. We now have proof that quantum phenomena do affect macro objects. we would find ourselves in an entirely different neighborhood. But as the interval of time diminishes. Spacetime is a pulsing foam of infinitesimal black and white holes. In gravitons and photons. Scientists have managed to entangle two diamonds at room temperature. Follow this link to read the Scientific American article: Quantum Entanglement Links 2 Diamonds. Riding on a Half-Shell Tying together the ideas of physicist John Wheeler with the Chinese concept of chi.ly/snvmJZ. ∗ The Speed of Light. If we were allowed to cross the road. At the subquantum level. This experiment forever erases the supposed micro/macro barrier for quantum effects. the blink of a particle can transmit more energy than the particle can hold.
792. and to ask ourselves honestly. and each change in speed changes the playing field of reality. beliefs and awareness. the psychic environment is not considered to be valid. Particularly in the western materialistic paradigm that we inhabit. we accept all thoughts. By the time we are two years old. The entire infinite spectrum of differing velocities exists here and now. we are adrift. feelings and impressions as our own. this question will lift a great weight from us. All of this we take largely as our own thoughts. our reality is formally integrated by schools. There is no limit on the velocity of light. feelings. We only see the reality defined by our address at 299. “Where did this come from?” Used regularly throughout the day. our own beliefs. but the speed of light is the limit of our physical reality. Infinite gradations of velocity are possible. Our psychic environment quickly expands to our extended family and our community. And because we are unaware of it. And. our own feelings. And so as our infant consciousness focuses on this life. our parents and siblings. we take every thought. feeling. Until we can distinguish this outside chatter from our own thoughts. Up to 90% of what we think and feel comes from outside of us.458 Meters Per Second Street. 155 Quantum Meditations . The Psychic Environment We inhabit an environment of thoughts. to the culture in which we live. The first environment that we are born into is that of our immediate family. This is the framework we chose for whatever purpose. Much of what we believe about reality and much of what and how we think comes from our family. and open for us a life of infinite possibilities. beyond our community. belief and impression as our own. feelings and impressions are based on accepted beliefs about reality — beliefs that are not reality — we are simply living in reaction to this psychic environment.The speed of light is the asymptote that defines the border of our physical reality. Change the velocity of light and you change the relationship of mass and energy. our psychic environment is being shaped by television and the media. And by the time we are five. And until we become aware of how much of our thoughts. altering the symmetry of time and space. So our first task is to become aware of our thoughts and feelings. yet an environment of which we are largely unaware.
The awareness of all that exists is in constant communication with us. and when we understand the nature of this communication.Once we have learned to distinguish our own consciousness from the psychic environment. And as we explore. then we can truly begin to explore this world in which we live. we will uncover the root of our consciousness. Quantum Meditations 156 . a new world will open up for us. which is the collective unconscious. Everything is connected.
He is also a student of enlightenment. inching his way along the path as it is revealed to him. a musician and a geologist. Elizabeth. metaphysical fiction. he divides his time between Michigan and Southern Indiana. Currently. a poet. photo by Elizabeth Pfeiffer . alchemy and new thought. He is a writer of high (or true) imagination.About the Author PD Allen is a novelist. living with his lovely wife.