You never know what you have until you lose it, and once you lose it, you can

ne ver get it back. My heart was taken by you... broken by you... and now it is in pieces because of you. Love is like falling down... in the end you're left hurt, scarred, and with a me mory of it forever. You're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my world fell apart, you're the one who made me cry, yet I'm still in love with you and I don't know why. A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither wou ld a million tears, I know I've cried. Wanting him is hard to forget, loving him is hard to regret, losing him is hard to accept, but even with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet. Sometimes the memories are worth the pain. Sometime you just have to hold your head up high, blink away the tears and say g ood-bye. For a few minutes you made me feel as though I actually meant something to someo ne. We are afraid to care to much, for fear that the other person does not care at a ll. People think it is holding on that makes you stronger, but sometimes it's lettin g go. I made a choice to finally let go, because I can't stand the pain, it's time for my last tear to fall and smile again. I cried today... not because I miss you... or even wanted you... but because I r ealized I'm gonna be all right without you. I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someon e who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me. You always say you hate to see me hurt, and you hate to see me cry. So all those times that you hurt me, did you close your eyes? Sad isn't it? How no matter what you do or say to me... when you come running ba ck... when you need me again... I'll be here... right here waiting for you, I'll take you back... no questions asked. Sad isn't it? So... from now on... when you think of me... just remember that I could've been the best thing you ever had. Why did I break up with him? Well ,it's like, situation, all the pieces lying on the floor, one of the pieces fit together. And even if I l they were two different puzzles. That's why hat. once I sat down and looked at the it just wasn't a puzzle anymore. N tried really hard, the pieces, wel I did it, he needs to understand t

You hurt me more then I deserve, how can you be so cruel? I love you more then y ou deserve, why am I such a fool?

You asked me what was wrong, I smiled and said nothing, when you turned around a nd a tear came down and I whispered to myself... everything is. You wonder why I don't talk to you anymore and please believe me when I say it's not that I don't want to, it's just that everything I want to say I can't tell you anymore. I don't know which I would rather believe... that you never did care or that you eventually stopped. Hold my hand, just one more time, so I can remind myself why it is that I can't get over you. I think its time I let you go... and that is hard to do because part of me will be in love with you for the rest of my life. While I was holding on all you did was let go. Sometimes it's better to be alone. No one can hurt you that way. I just wonder how many people never get the one they want, but end up with the o ne they're supposed to have. The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what is right for you even if it means breaking someone's heart. Including your own. All I'm asking for is one night together. Just you and me. All alone. And if you can honestly say you don't feel anything for me after that night, I will finall y let you go. Sometimes all you need is a broken heart to realize that something even better i s right in front of our eyes, just waiting to be found. Of course, you're going to get your heart broken. And it isn't just going to hap pen once, but a lot. That's just part of growing up, and it makes you stronger. Then you can handle it better next time. You may not get through it yourself, bu t your friends will help you through it. And you'll be a stronger person because of it. Then one day someone will come along, and it'll all pay off and no one w ill ever break your heart again. No one can promise they'll never hurt you because at one time or another, it wil l happen. The real promise is if the time you spend together will be worth the p ain in the end. The worst feeling in the world is knowing you've been used and lied to. Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you f eel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever. Maybe they are right. Maybe I did get my hopes up too high. Maybe I was in over my head. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me, but mayb e, just maybe, I am tired of being alone. Every time I see him all cool, calm and collected, I lose my breath, my heart st arts pounding, and I am painfully aware that I am not over him and he is over me .

Yeah we were young and dumb. no more hands in places they shouldn't be. my heart will become completely hardened t o him. You always have an out. I'd fall so far and never be ab le to recover. We have more to learn. Or you wil l get burned.. This time it's over I'm keeping my heart. I'm afraid to love you completely. but with each one of those times. Another lesson learned. and most importantly a reason to end.. next time around I'll buil d a stronger wall.I don't know which is worse. it won't hurt so bad and i t won't hurt so deep! I would like to thank you. in a couple of weeks I won't want to die. Maybe you are just reeling me in until you turn around and drop me. I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart . your in my heart so until then good-bye. I miss all the little things. not quite sure where and not sure when. a feeling of contempt also passes through my heart. for showing me a part of myself that I have never see n. more to experi ence and more loving to do in this lifetime. Better know your friends. I think that we're just not ready for forever. it'll get better. Sometimes we must get hurt in order to grow. I would know if I should hold on to you and keep going or just let it all end before I get up too high. And I'd fall asleep in his arms. and the scent and the feel of him.---Beth_Lynn _14 Walk home drowning these memories in the rain biting my lip to transfer this pai n. with the sound of his heartbea . I won't want to go back. You al ways walk always.-. No more sex. I hate days like today. I'm afraid to give you my all.. but thats all I'm going to be.. Like him driving with his hand resting on my knee and the way we'd share a big gooey ice cream. I know I'm not completely over him. reasons for the good times and reasons for the bad ti mes. An exit strategy to make sure you don't get hurt. You walk away before they can walk away from you. but it still was fun and I guess these things ju st tend to fall apart and I hope you feel the same. we must fail in order to know. your gone and I'm still going through withdrawals. He still crosses my mind several times a day . I'll no longer cry. What if behind your beautiful face and kind words you are just bribing me. no more giving you my heart so you can stamp all over it. being the one with the broken heart or being the pe rson that breaks the hearts. Maybe if this happens enough. I'll be able to sleep. I wish I could see the ending sometimes. But I especially miss the hot nigh ts in those motel rooms when he was all around me. the taste. It's not that we aren't meant to be together. Some times our vision only clears after our eyes are washed away with tears. and I'll get to the point where he doesn't affect me anymore.samrushing I'm going to stay with you because you need a friend. Broken heart again. There were reasons we met. Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and e very song I heard somehow related to you. because they r emind me of the one thing I dont have. Somehow I know we'll meet again.

because no one will waste all there love on someone like you.. Places that are scary as they are exciting and as dangerous as they are alluring. I know you miss me liking you. yo u go into the unknown and once you do you can never go back. Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be more than he was.birdie565 It's amazing after all we've been through the good times and the bad how we can walk past each other and pretend like it never happened give each other an awkwa rd smile and move on. I just don't want to know what it's like to hurt any mor e. no. the difficult part is when you follow your heart. Why sometimes I catch myself wondering what might have been. I'm not afraid of heights. I say that because I know. You and me are inevitable. you leave normal.. I'm not afraid of love.. but then again. I wonder if it will ever truly. That's not even the diffic ult part. Yes I do think about you. did I ever really know you? It's really painful to say goodbye to someone that you don't want to let go but its even more painful to ask someone to stay if they never wanted to stay. . I didn't ask for it to begin. listening to the rain. not because I want to believe it's true.. It's more incredible the way he has me on the edge of my seat because he's so completely random. Love is. I ache with longing. but because you'll never find a girl that can put up with you like I did. Am I mad at you?. --. like I did. I'm not scared of the dark. Fo r that's the way it is with life. I'm afraid of falling. Love hurts. but you didn't even make an effort. Am I mad at you? That's your main concern after shattering my whole world? Mad f or what? Breaking my heart? Or for all the lies? Maybe for letting me put all my trust in you only to be betrayed? How about the fact you didn't even have the d ecency to tell me to my face? Or the way you think it's crazy that I'm crying ov er it cause to you breaking up is no big deal. as some of the most beautiful days come comple tely by chance.. It's an incred ible feeling to know what he's going to say. I'm afraid of not being loved back. I've been laying here all night. It's hard to explain. In this weird twisted way. I didn't ask for it to be over. and now. I'm missing something again. every now and then. I tried to hold onto what we had. you'll never find a girl who will care as much as I did. whole hea rtedly be filled again. Sometimes your heart cannot take you to places that lead to happy ending.t being the last thing I heard before going to sleep.. wit hout him. But even the most beautiful days eventually have their sunsets. I'll kill you. I' m scared of what's in it. I never know what' s coming next. but he filled some void in me.. or was amazing.. Talking to my heart and trying to explain. And when I return looking mo re beautiful and confident than ever before all I want you to realize is what yo u had and what you will never have again. I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could fucking drown you in the m. More like crushed. The tough thing about following you heart is that people forget to mention that sometimes the heart takes you to places you shouldn't be. You lied y ou cheated and left me to cry all alone once again. you're all that makes me happy but if you break my he art again.

it's just a fact of life.and I'd rather remember it as it was at its best than mend it and see the broken places as long as I lived. --. and as hard as it is to believe. It it wasn't so serious we could laugh at it.In love you find the oddest combinations.. let me break your heart. clingers fall in love with players. I just want someone to come up to me and kiss me and tell me that they're in lov e with me..starting now. and how much of it is your fault. and falling in l ove. Make me stay.. I am always getting my heart broken over and ov er. I'm desperate for it. Life doesn't hurt until you have time to yourself to think about how things have changed. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you. only to fin d out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. Like being in love there must be a corresponding painful side like losing in lov e. you're with her. I was never one to patiently pick up broken fragments and glue them together aga in and tell myself that the mending whole was good as new. Let me ruin your life.. If you don't love me at my worst then you don't deserve me at my best. homebodies capture an d try to smother butterflies. and just forget everything and leave it all behind would you be okay with that? Because I have 5 steps til I close this door and you have 5 seconds to make up your mind. Love is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on you with a miniature machine gun. would he even know the color of my eyes? . then I'll ask you why we can't b e friends. you hav e this fear that every person you start to fall for. The hardest thing about knowing you don't love me is that you spent so much time pretending that you did. and then I'll ask if we can be friends. sometimes goodby es are forever. you're so scared to get attached again.Daria If I asked him. You'll learn kisses don't always mean something. Say something sweet and tender and untrue and make me stay.. Promises can be broken jus t as easily as they were made. After a while.. I'm so paranoid of getting hurt. Just let me ask you something. What is broken is bro ken . is just going to break your heart again. who you've lost along the way. My heart has so many scars and bruises all over it. you can't even remember her name.if I happen to walk out of this room right now a nd never come back. I don't just want it though.. It's like once you've been hurt. I don't know how much ju st one heart can take really. materialistic people find themselves i n love with idealists. Let me rip your world into little pieces. b ut when you look at me.. you learn the difference between holding a hand. I know the truth that you're to scared to admit.. and I don't really want to find out either. let me destroy who you thou ght you were. you even said you were sorry. You didn't intentionally break my heart. I need it. but I cri ed anyway..

I still have feelings for you. loved them so much. they will never lo ve you back and somehow you have to learn to be okay with that. You will never find another girl that will put up with you and love you the way I do. If your gonna make me cry. with every tear that falls. or maybe I'm just to mad at you. but the worst one was thinkin . he doesn't want you. I'm holding on to something that used to be there hoping it will come back. a part of me just won't let go. I want you to know that you will never find another girl that will put up with a s much crap as I do and enjoy it. I'd like to think I'll be happy again. you knew youd die if they did? I've been through this pain before I've even cried these tears before but to get you back. but I really need to just stop and cry no w. at least be there to wipe away the tears. or how much you love someone. you j ust cant let them go. You really know you love someone when all you want is for them to be happy. I'd go through so much more. even if that means that you are not a part of it. Just so you know. What do you do when the only person who can stop your tears is the one making yo u cry. It's not my fault if I can't s top calling you. know ing it won't. act like its just a dream and pretend that he's not hurting me. I cried because I didn't have you why do I still cry now that I do? How could you make me love you and then not be there to love me back? I sit here and think about everything that happened this past week and not a sin gle tear runs down my cheek.There's only one "reason" a man dumps you. it reminds me of how much I am still in love with you. Have you ever hated somebody so much that you wish they would just leave and nev er come back but yet. My only mistake was to fall to much in love with you. and show you what you do to me. and sometimes I wish I could just scream at you. Maybe its because I'm too hurt to cry. At first. Sometimes . The truth of the matter is. I'm going to smile like nothings wrong. and even though you pretended to care I can't seem to get you out of my mind and even though it seems like I should be over you.no matter how long. I know I made a lot of stupid mistakes in my life. Maybe just maybe its my hearts way of telling me this isn't over yet. And even though you lied. There's always that one special person that no matter what they do to you. talk like everythings perfect. It's not my fault if I can't help looking at you. It's not my fault I do like you. And no matter how man y times I tell myself that I'm better off with out you.

and even if it kills me. I love you that much and nothing will ever change that. I will wait for you. I'm gonna let you go in style. you hate me. I'm gonna smile. loving someone knowing its going to cause you pain or being in pain because you can't love someone. Ever notice that the people who hurt you the most are the ones you tend to love more. They don't care whether or not I live o r die. It seems to me that the harder I try the harder I fall. (This was just how me and my now ex boyfriend were. I'm scared to fall in love.g the person who hurt me the most wouldn't hurt me again. you're the reason I keep going and the reason I fall. but I can only love so much for so long. I used to think that if I loved you enough you would realize it and love me back . that's love right there. scared to fall fast. You're the reason I live and the reason I die. Even if that means I have to give you up for the rest of my life. To me. when you turned around a nd a tear came down and I whispered to myself everything is. it never seems to last. just another stranger. maybe I did. cause without you in my life I'm nothing at all. Love? It's kind of complicated. I love you yet I hate you its like I want to throw you off a cliff and then run really fast to the bottom and catch you. It hurts to realize that them people you thought you'd love for life don't love you as much as you thought they did and can do without you as if they never knew you at all. Do I really love him or am I addicted to the pain of wanting something I can't h ave. To them I'm just another girl. and you know what . so you won't see me cry. then stub me.) You asked me what was wrong. I am in love with the man I can't have and I have the man I can't love. I smiled and said nothing. you're the reason I smile yet break down and cry. because I wanna make you happy. Is this a pretty accurate description of our relationship. keeping your love for someone a secret or telling t hem and risk being rejected. (this is me and my friend Kevin) I don't know which is worse. You love me. . I would have followed him to hell if he asked me to and with all he put me throu gh. the only people I have left. laugh. You fuck me. then you turn into a total asshole. I'm gonna smile. You show me a sensitive sid e. I have waited for you for 2 years and I will wait for you for the rest of my lif e. because every time I fall in lo ve. but I'll tell you this the second you're willing to make yourself miserable to make someone else happy. they just don't care that I love them. I don't know which is worse. I feel like I am sitting in a room full of people that I love. they are my best friends.

Each move I made in his direction just seemed to pave my way faster to hell. I'll no longer cryin a couple of weeks I won't want to die. I'll always have feelings for you but the rest of t he world is forcing me to move on. If you think you've found that one that you really love. but I'd rather be your friend then yo ur nobody. You make it really hard to love you sometimes. And you get so mad but you don't yell at them be cause you know it would hurt their feelings.. I remember when I still believed the things you said. I want to cry. I'll be able to sleep. I never regretted telling you I liked you. with or without you.. Don't take my hand this time. If you love me as much as you say you do then you'll leave. it also hurts to see that he does n't feel your love. I'd come running back to you a nd I can't do that. I'd rather be your lover then your friend. and ju st doesn't want you to know. it won't hurt so bad and it won't hurt so deep! It hurts to see someone you love ignoring you. but I guess I just don't want to give you the satisf action of knowing that you hurt me once again. Love is when someone hurts you.It's funny the way you can get use to the tears and the pain. I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart it'll get better. I won't want to go back. But it hurts even more to know that he loves you too. I've convinced everyone else that I don't like you and that I don't love you any more. I really do. I only regretted never hearing what y ou really thought of me. Difficult or easy. I would rather leave now still loving you then to leave later hating you. I can't say that I'm completely happy for you but I guess that's just a part of life. This time its over I'm keeping my heart. you are the same you. it only means that yo u allow that person to find his own happiness without expecting him to come back . You can't just cling on to something because it's familiar. Now all I need to do is convince myself. No more crying. I'm glad you're happy. I hate the way I could never hate you. I can't cry anymore. pleasant or bitter. To let go of someone doesn't mean you have to stop loving. because I know if you did. Just go pleas e and don't look back. make sure they love y . I know you never meant to do everything you put me through its okay I forgive yo u. I cannot live.

don't say I never loved you. you're g onna be with all those other girls. I haven't been around but that doesn't mean I stopped loving you. I love your gorgeous smi le. to hear your voice fills my entire heart with an indescribable feeling. Sometimes I love you. I don't think I ever felt that good and that bad at the same time in my life. You're going to realize that I'm the one you're meant for and you're going to come back to me. Don't even forget me. love is having your head tell you to slap him but all you wanna do is loo k into his eyes and smile. Just to be a friend. It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else. You'll see me with a guy that treats me right and loves me more than himself.. Don't hate me.Alicia Keys Do you want to know what my problem is? I will tell you what my problem is. You should go out with anyon e your heart desires because. Wherever you go. Sometimes I hope we're still friends when I get married. I've trie d to show you in a million ways but nothing ever got through. I love the sound of your laugh. Even when I was acting crazy. You'll be back when you re alize that you broke up with the one girl who was meant to be with you. I love the way you look at me. At time s I feel used. But the thing that I want you to see the most is that I survived without you. but that's all worth it be cause sometimes friendship last longer than love. You'll see all that you could've had and you'll regret letting me go. that is my problem. Sometimes I may hate you. Then you'll see me as the happiest girl in the world. break up with me now. I love the way I can be having t he worst day of my life and seeing you completely changes my mood. I wish I saved all the tears I cried for you so I could fucking drown you in the m. I love the way you walk. the thing is. eventually. but I'm telling you. Sometimes you make me blue. Loving you darling makes me so confused. I always wonder how many times I said "I love you" to someone and .. -Daria I have been thinking a lot about growing up.. I love what you look li ke when you are asleep. To me.. but I'll always love you. Don't regret me. I hope that I'll invite you to the wedding and you'll come. but none of those girls are gonna be like me . I never stopped loving you. I'm different than all of them.--.ou back. I love your beautiful eyes. So sure. I cut to prove to you that you are not the only one that can hurt me. Sometimes I feel good. I LO VE YOU I love your name. You know what? You should break up with me for her. whatever you do. I love how wh en you touch me I get weak. I loved you. you have to ignore th e pain and swallow your pride. But see. I know what will happen. you just better hope the girl is still there. and all of the relationships and br oken hearts we go through. See. you'll be back.

Sex in the Cit y There's only one "reason" a man dumps you. after a few weeks. This is for the broken hearted. ---Sex and the City Don't stay because you think "it will get better". but you know soon your l ife is going to feel like it's falling apart too. And everyone wonders why if they have hurt you so much. and that really. and normally the ones you love the most. it feels impossible to stop loving them. but I can't. I'm mad at myself.--. You don't want to laugh. and I get really pissed off. dreaming of you. and no matter what this person has done to you. Every person deserves some one who makes them smile and laugh at t heir worst moments..Jaret Love is putting up with someone's bad qualities because they somehow complete yo u. --. If they break. Stop trying to change yourself for a relationship that's not meant to be. There are only two things that can happen. you just do . let them stay broken. for making you my life. It really does . Every person deserves some one who wants to bra g about them. You don't think it will ever e nd. You fe el like your heart is falling apart. he doesn't want you. but you know inside that you're just going into denial. I'm mad for always being nice. forgiving you. I begin to hate you for your face and not just the things you do. betrayed. We all deserve at least that. if they were lying to get in my pants.Sex in the City You cannot change a man's behavior. At least the pieces still remain. You'll be mad at yourself a y ear later for staying when things are not better. thinking about you. I may hate myself in the morning But I'm gonna love you tonight.. I know how you feel. I want to be a booty call. not you. but you don't want to cry. that is one thi ng. You ei ther get married or your break up. for getting attached. and no hap piness whatsoever. like you're ge tting happy again. Relationships are very simple.. then why do you still love them. depending on you. you finally feel a sense of relief. Oh yeah. because you know it's not going to h elp. I don t think an yone has ever used me for my body. Life is for having fun. but not only that. because it will just make you feel worse. and most of all. --. I mean.. always apologizing fo r things I didn't do. Change comes from within. wasting my time on you. and the people who hurt you the most. you don't know why. changing for yo u. Don't be stupid and waste it on some guy/girl who is gon na act like he/she hates you tomorrow. you'll only hurt yourself trying to fix it. Love. wishing for you. really hurts. Don't give that person the re st of you tears or a month or a year of your life when he/she treats you badly a nd doesn't mind to make you cry. for not h ating you which I know I should. And then. to be someone s "go to" sex slave? I forgot what I was talking about. because I hate when people lie. Empty. Isn t that what we all want out of life. but just for the sake of dragging this heart through the mud. It makes me think about all of the people that have said th ey love me and didn t mean it as well. That's the confusing part. Never waste it on some one who doesn't wa nt their friends to know they're in love with you. Love sucks. following you. Relationships are like glasses.knew I didn t mean it. And a .

If you hurt me. and suddenly you just break down. and you're to the point where you don't care who see's. he'll say you're irritating. If he breaks it.. If you chea t. and you realize that people are horrible. I'm not gonna give a fuck anymore. If you argue with him. he'll say you're easy.. "It will be okay But you know it won't.. it won t. should we blame ourselve s for falling the wrong one. If you do. It's not that I still love him. If he lectures you. huh? But. I don't even want to try. ev ery broken heart is different. because I don't. And quite frankly. Life sucks a lot of the time. because it hasn't happened to them And even if it has. That's how it's gonna be from now on. If you don't love him. And y ou can't help but to show it again. you're back to where you were an empty soul and teary eye s. And then you sit back and wonder how one pe rson could have caused all of this. Everyone says. the tears just instantly start flowi ng.. If you call him. they made us believe that they are the right one for us?! He's lost the one girl who thought nothing was wrong with him. he'll say you're bitchy. he had to. so you learn that basically you are alone with all this. you know that its no t helping any. right there.fter a few more weeks. And in the midst of all these tears. I'm gonna hurt you. you finally pul l yourself back together and keep going. If you dress nicely. If you don't fuck him. And no one understands how you feel. If you're quiet. They don't know the true pain you feel and carry each and everyday now. If you tell him your problems.lyssy Why do we fall for someone. he says you're a snob. and you feel a slight tingle in your heart yearning for them to love you. should we blame the one we fell for. Your throat starts to clench and your e yes burn with the tears you are trying to hold back.. --. and how deep you are hurt. If you lecture him. he'll try to win you. screaming out. you know you still love them. It leaves deep scars on your heart that are there forever. he'll expect it to be over.. he says you should be grateful. You only love him because you fear that he just might be the only one that will ever love you. If you don't . S o now every time you see this person. he'll leave you. After about a million tears have been cried. but for some reason they don't hear it... I know you never meant to do everything you put me through its okay I forgive yo u. I can't stop thinking about him. it's just that I still worry ab out his stupidity. Or. Because you've spent so many nights lying awake in bed. if you can get through a heartb reak. If you love him. he expects to be given another chan ce either way. If yo u break a promise. he says you're stubborn. it's because he "cares". . If he cheats. That has to tell you something. If he calls you. You're s till hurt. And you look back on all o f the hurt you had from this. . If you dress sexy. You thought you got over them. but really. because. you just stopped showing it. you can't be trusted.. and it's not going to bring them back. he says y ou're stupid.. ya know. and so many days being haunted by the scars and fear of rejection. but you've learned to hide it so that everyone thinks you are okay.. who really isn't for us?. he'll say you don't love him. And that s the truth. he says you're needy and clingy. n o matter who they are. if you ever even had them in the first place. And the feeling starts to overwhelm you. because you know you've had enough. you can get through almost anything. he says you're a slut. he'll say you don't trust him. I can't get him out of my head.

. Something always fucks up your "perfect thing".Gary Allan Too often we don't realize what we have until it's gone. trying to fall asleep But each time I close my eyes Memories of you flash through my mind But then I open my eyes and welcome myself back to reality Because I know now. Please don t turn your back.. I don't even remember the reason but the tears kee p flowing and they just wont stop I'm supposed to be strong but everything's so wrong.. making you remember. The only thing worse than a broken heart is knowing you'd give him another chanc e. . and I want to be with you. --. It all comes a nd blows back up in your face. I lay there at night. cause that's when you really have something to lose.mangledxdreams Nothings gonna change the way I feel and you know that I'm gonna love you still. I 'm sorry I can't just be friends. Just wh en you think you can move on. after all the lies and all th e tears cried. There will always be faces you can never look at without emotion and there are n ames you can never hear spoken without that same old feelings returning. I'm reaching out for you Won't you open up your heart and let me come back in. you'll remember all the reasons why you held on so long.Sometimes things can seem so perfect. I was wrong" There's nothing scarier then getting what you want. that nothing ever works out for you. I don't understand why I let myself stay with you. too often we wait too long to say "I'm sorry. and then in a split second. I can't just be friends. damn! that girl really did love me. I cant believe it's hard just to talk to you. but yo u don't understand.. I'm mad at myself for crying. One day you'll look back and think. Am I too late.. What makes you so fucking special? Why do I waste my time? Why is it that you're so damn irreplaceable? Tell me what I have to do tonight 'Cause I'd do anything to make it right Let's be us again I'm sorry for the way I lost my head I don't know why I said the things I said Let's be us again Here I stand With everything to lose And all I know is I don't want to ever see the end Baby please.. or do I have a chance? I'm sorr y. you and I weren't ever really meant to be. Because we're not together now.. I'll forgive you tomorrow if the sun doesn't shi ne Let you back into my life when the oceans are dry Take you back when every sh ade of the rainbow turns gray But I just can't do it today --. Don't wanna do it today There's a part of me that wishes I could just forget But I haven't found the mercy yet..

If one day you realize that I haven't talked to you in a while it's not because I don't care anymore it's because you pushed me away and just left me there.. . I forgave you.I wan t to be the person that your destined to be with. For him I'd smile when he's happy kiss him when he's sad. and never let anyone get the best of you.. but she doesn't mean it. but couldn't you please just try anyway? Time and time again. I want to be the one .Dawson's Creek Not everything's gonna be picture perfect. and I still forgave you.. The higher you build the walls around your heart.. move on. not just what you thi nk someone wants to hear. try to be the perfec t girl and calm him when he's mad hold his hand to make him strong and say he's right when I know he's wrong. she m isses how it was so real how they cared for each other without end but most of a ll. still hurting me. but let your trus t last longer... the harder you fall when someo ne tears them down. Hold me when I cry. People are fake. And these break up songs Are making sense again And I really wish they didn't. Before you can get there but if you give up on th ings you want. She's smiling. but always stay true.. Do what you got to do. everything you've gone through ends up being completely worthless . She misses how they use to be. and here you are. But this while running in place and day dreaming is just not healthy for either of us. I think it's time that I let you go. Just hit play and watch my life fall apart. Learn from your past. Its what you'll say back that does.. I've forgiven you for things that I swore to myself I'd never forgive someone for... You are unmistaken ably my first love.. sleep with me on my drenched pillow..Maybe sometimes you just have to say what's in your heart. Every guy I am with for the rest of my li fe will be compared to you. She's sick of feeling like something' s missing. more then ever. I don't want anyone else.. I'm sorry that I'm not the one you wanted that I made your life fucked up its no t telling you how I feel that scares me. she misses him always being there and telling her everything will be okay be cause she need's that now. --... grow stronger. Things sometimes take time and have rough times to get through. I can't help myself.I want to be that person whose arms make you just melt . And it's really hard for me to do because I know that there's a part of me that will be in love with you for the rest of my life. I know it's hard to love me.I want to be the person that touches your heart and makes it skip a beat . just for one night.

and you just pull the scar off of it over and over again. I live on. It's dead. I should die. sometimes it means that you are stro ng enough to let go. but He has to have all the pieces. Kalem Sometimes I wish I were a little kid again. ~Author Unknown Sadness flies away on the wings of time. Alone. ~Jean de La Fontaine I don't know why they call it heartbreak. I miss you like hell . but not cold: The heart is the only broken ins trument that works. ~T. which I find myself constant ly walking around in the daytime. ~Rosa Parks I thought when love for you died. Vincent Millay [A] final comfort that is small. ~Richard Wilbur Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak. ~Jewish Saying God can heal a broken heart. It feels like every other part of my body is broken too. and falling in at night. ~Edna St. ~Jean Giraudoux . ~Author Unknown What is the opposite of two? A lonely me.Where you used to be. ~Missy Altijd Have you ever been hurt and the place tries to heal a bit.E. a lonely you. most strangely. skinned knees are easier to fix than broken hearts. there is a hole in the world. ~Author Unknown God is closest to those with broken hearts. ~Rupert Brooke Sadness flies on the wings of the morning and out of the heart of darkness comes the light.

never by the leaves that fall. ~Mignon McLaughlin. 1966 Relationships are like glass. And please myself with. Falls cold and ceaseless. and two minus one equ als nothing. all the pieces fit but when your he art gets broken. 10 November 1958 My love-lies-bleeding. when one person is missing. it happens . one plus one equals everything.The Main thing is not to hurry. but love my love of thee. ~Algernon Charles Swinburne Don't worry about losing. till thought grew pain. night and day. ~Author Unkn own If we must part forever. ~Edmund Spenser With what a deep devotedness of woe I wept thy absence . ~Author Unknown I hate the day. Love me no more. ~Thomas Otway Bad as I like ye. wore my heart away! ~Thomas Moore Love is like a puzzle. ~Author Unknown Yet leave me not. ~Lama rtine When love is lost. The Second Neurotic's Notebook. ~John Steinbeck. be free. but not my love to see. still thee. ~Irish Proverb Count the garden by the flowers. instead keep your head up hi gh and gaze into heaven for that is where your broken heart has been sent to hea l. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken than t ry to hurt yourself putting it back together. it's worse without ye.Sometimes. while my heart's breaking. When you're in love. Nothing good gets away. Give me but one kind word to think upon. do not bow your head in sadness. If it is right. ~Thomas Campbell . yet. Count your life with smiles and not the tears that roll. the whole world seems depopulated. ~Author Unknown In the arithmetic of love. it takes a while to get everything back together. And memory. like a drop that.o'er and o'er again Thinking of thee. because it lendeth light To see all things. if thou wilt.

Beloved. I can't force myself to stop loving you. ~From the television show The Wonde r Years It's not love's going hurts my days But that it went in little ways. ~Ezbeth Wilder . the problem is that as much as I can't force you to love me. ~Author Unknown I am tired. "The Letter" Maybe part of loving is learning to let go. of chafing my heart against the want of you.. And posting it. Vincent Millay They say that time heals all wounds but all it's done so far is give me more tim e to think about how much I miss you. lost in your eyes Lost every day. mind racing Sleep does not come easily. ~Charl ie Brown Numbing the pain for a while will make it worse when you finally feel it. ~Peter Winstanley I never knew until that moment how bad it could hurt to lose something you never really had. ~Edna St. working.. Rowling .K. weeks. of squeezing it into little inkdrops.Lost in your heart. ~J. no map to follow Entire days. far away Heart aching. ~Amy Lowell.... in the darkness.Walking. ~Peter Winstanley Ask me why I keep on loving you when it's clear that you don't feel the same way for me. a blur Flickers of light.. ~Valentine Sterling Nothing takes the taste out of peanut butter quite like unrequited love.. barely breathing My thoughts.. nor last long.. ~From the television show The Wonder Years My joy was skipping Around our love It tripped. Only to be enveloped in shadows once more.

I would rather grieve over your absence than over you. When she can t help herself. even love unreturned has its rainbow. Give. Lord Byron. but I just can't stop loving him. It s my job to fall. </3 & she's just a stupid little girl with her hopes too high & feelings much too st rong especially for a boy like him I m a tear. Why. ~James Matthew Barrie As soon as forever is through. I ve been here before. That hurts more than anything. translated from Spanish by W. ere we part. shouldst thou have mine? ~John Suckling Yes." Promise me she isn t your whole world the hardest part about breaking up is the next day. ~Toto "I can't say 'screw him' to the guy that I have come the closest to being fully in love with. ~Antoni o Porchia.. I will go. I'll be over you. oh give me back my heart! ~George Gordon.. opening your notebook only t o see "i LOVE HIM" scribbled all over. & its too early for her to say goodbye. 1943. I know her perfumed fingers. "Maid of Athens" Let no one who loves be unhappy. Every time you don t call. I still would do anything for him and it sucks because I know he w ouldn't do the same for me. believe me I've tried. For if from yours you will not part. Merwin Maid of Athens. then. it hurts to know that summer has . Every time you leave her.S.. I know the cold cold floor. Since I cannot have thine.I prithee send me back my heart. Voces.

well I guess the new girl was the murderer.I don't care If she could show you how much you hurt her ... boy doesn't even stumble.....I still w on't let myself fall for anyone else. w ith your arms around me* I purposely say I`m alright even though I'm crying . its weird us girls usually ignore those boys who want us && crave for those who just don t</3 .. girl falls hard.. keep me forever unless YOU get killed.. Of course we'll meet new people & fall in love again. </3 I don't get mad anymore. its so funny how only 2 months ago my stomach would do all kinds of crazy flips when you signed on && now.to end & does its romance && Even though I remind myself that we'll probably never be together. girl's heart can take & you my dear have exceeded the limits. wishing I was in the picture with you ... cause yo u see right past me. don't repeat chapters the ending of the story will never change.* you said you d never break up with me. * I wish there was a recipe for getting you out of my head i can't just kiss a guy i've had a major crush on my whole life && pretend it doesn't mean anything theres only so much pain one teenage .. because I expect the lowest from people don t you miss the nights we talked for hours && i held the phone up to my music s aying. girl meets boy.. why I was the one worth leaving. Of course we're gunna hate each other & seek out to hurt each other but we'll always have a history that wont let us forget about each other no matter how much we want to now I see. " this is the part of the song that reminds me of us" I looked at your picture yesterday . and you cant see... you'd never be able to look her i n the eyes again Too young to die & too old to believe in promises.

just give me a little time One day some girl is going to break your heart as bad as you broke mine and I ho pe I am there to laugh at you when it happens I just can't wait until the day I hear a happy love song on the radio & don't wanna smash the dumb thing Everything I know about breaking hearts. There s always gonna be that awkward moment where you walk by that person and reme mber all that you once had. </3 I have a habit of falling too hard and falling too fast. </3 Just ask her if she thinks of him. every one in a while When you think about him. </3 Now I'll write I love you down The number of times you said it to me And I'll shove the pages down your throat So you can use them on the next girl Who thinks she's your entire world . when he gets online your tummy gets that feeling and your heart beats ten times faster. She loves hi m but he's too blind to see and each day he breaks her a little more. I learned from you. She'll sit there with her tear stained eyes and think of him again. So another story repeated of a silly girl in love with a foolish boy.theres something about him that just wont let me give up. That means there s something that won t let you give up. Her mind i s telling her it's okay to move on. S he's a hopeless romantic and he's just hopeless.. I hope you choke when you tell the next girl you love her. and getting my hopes up for something I know wont last. don't talk to me. She ll say. you start to cry. when you see him you smile w ithout even knowing it. don't look at me no we can't be friends this little game you've got has to end you can't flirt with me like it's nothing because you're breaking a heart my entire world is falling apart go your own way and i'll go mine i'm gonna get over you. while her heart is screaming don't let go.

i'm not even close Why does everyone just assume that I still like you? Am I really that predictabl e or is it just that obvious? The moments may have ended but the memories last forever. WHO HAV E Tried TO MAKE SOMEONE UNDERSTAND THROUGH A Subliminally Profile . but mayb e.I broke it the first day.lately. I am tired of being alone "Snow White. but you want to hol d on.. WHO HAVE Tim e & TIME Again DROPPED Their MALE Friend Hint AFTER Hint AFTER Hint ONLY TO WATC H Him CHASE AFTER THE First PRETTY Girl in A Skirt Maybe they are right.. and leaves befo re she is left "It's weird.a girl who would've given up anythi ng to be your everything I promised myself I wouldn't think about you.bleed_blue This is FOR Girls WHO HAVE LEFT SAD SONG Lyrics in Their AWAY MESSAGES . A smart girl kisses and never loves.. i've become more aware that i'm not over you yet. and fun times we had And I just fell all over again And even though i dont expect to get your back it nice hoping someday i will. Maybe I was in over my head.. All about getting a guy. just maybe. Maybe I am the stupid one for ever thinking that you loved me. Why do you keep doing this to me? Why do you keep trying to re-enter my life aft er you leave.again? Isn t hurting me once enough. I love you too much to start liking you so don't ever tell me you want to be fri ends You're going to miss what you could've had . the kisses." . just for one more second.." I actually thought I was over you But then by accident out eyes met And everything came rushing back The memories. listens and never believes. Pocahontas. So basically we're screwed up because of Disney. Cinderella. All about wanting a guy.just so it can hurt a little more.. being saved by the guy. Aladdin.. Today it's Little Mermaid.you know the end of something great is coming..... Maybe I did get my hopes up too high.

And I no that day is months or even years away.. a lot.. I know that one day you re gonna to want me. and I hate myself for it I like you. I don't know how I'd live with myself. It's amazing how much somebody can break your heart and still you love them with every broken piece of it. But I don't know how I'd live with myself if I let you walk away either. and falling in l ove. I still love him. Promises can be broken jus t as easily as they were made. It's time to leave him behind. Just let the memories fade. You'll learn kisses don't always mean something.him: her: him: her: him: I really like you<3 really I like u 2 a lot sorry wrong IM box oh . It s hard when you find out that a loved one no longer loves you.but then I ll think of him and remember his smile and I can't imagine m yself with anyone else and no matter how hard it will be..And I no I ca nt promise you I'll still be here Someone should sue Disney for putting the idea in little girls minds that everyon e has a prince charming and everything will end happily ever after.yea me 2 * sorry Dear Girl. trust me. I no there will come a day that u wan t me and only me." And I know that I should probably just let go. but it's for the best... but I'm so afraid that I'll hurt you.. Just keep trying. but that's all worth it b ecause sometimes friendship lasts longer than love. Just to be a friend.. . because I know that it won t work o ut and everyone tells me that. So I try to convince myself that I m better off wit hout him. you have to ignore t he pain and swallow your pride. and as hard as it is to believe. you learn the difference between holding a hand. After a while. I think its time for you to just let go of him. and I know all that he s gonna do is hurt me. He has hurt you and me too much.. I know it will be ha rd. If I did.. Love always... And even though I know he s a jerk. I want to be with him. Your Heart "It's hard to love someone who's in love with someone else. sometimes goodby es are forever. It s sad when you realize those who you cared so much about could careless about y ou. I still want him.

So one day you'll be sitting down re ading a book. an d every time you walked by I lost myself." Your taking all this space up in my head. NONE OF THEM MEAN IT LIK E I DO. you' ll stop & think of me. I wanted nothing more than to hold it forever "I walked outside & blew kisses to the sky.. half the things that I ll never forget Sometimes following your heart means losing your mind "All I wanted was to collapse in someone s arms today and cry but there wasn t any o .you never gave me my heart back after you kindly ripped it out.." "Excuse me. .then to always admit I m hurt Never lie about how you feel because that lie you say could be the reason why yo ur heart is breaking Of course we ll meet new people & fall in Love again.. Cause those kisses finally found their way to you You know I used to spend every day thinking about you and dreaming about you. of course we re gonna hate each other sometimes & seek ways to hurt each other. or taking a walk & all of a sudden seemingly out of the blue.." "It s funny how the people who hurt you the most are the ones who promised you the y never would. But we'll ALWAYS HAVE A HISTORY THAT WONT LET US FORGET ABOUT EACH OTHER no matter how much we want too You probably won't remember.. do you know what that feels like? It s so much easier to say I don t care.A smile hides a thousand tears and a broken heart "No matter how many girls tell you that they love you.. With all the things that we could do a nd all the things that could be said I play the same song over and over because it reminds me of you When you touched my hand for the first time..

And it isn't just going to hap pen once.she couldn t understand how the first time they met had come to this they re last goodbye where had the time gone no w it was unbearable it was to late her heart had finally fallen apart and broke in two I saw your name today." She learned to say things with her eyes that other people waste time putting int o words She held him so tightly the tears filled in her eyes she remembered the moment t hey met where had the time gone? She remembered all the good times and all the b ad where had the time gone? and the tears fell she remembered the first fight an d the best make up she was sobbing in tears now. Thank you for that.. a hidden heart of hurt and lies.... And you'll be a stronger person because of it. but a lot.. I won't want to go back. love isn't all weak in the .its crazy how just seeing your name can make my day. You'v e showed me how bad it hurts to have the guy you love and thought loved you push you away and treat you as if you are worthless. it won't hurt so bad and i t won't hurt so deep! Beautiful girl with pretty eyes. People who say they c are. but don't always.. I'm gonna be strong and not fall apart . This time it's over I'm keeping my heart.." As you walked away all I wanted to do is hear "I'll always love you one last time You've taught me and showed me many things.an d break it all at the same time "I want a love to call my own. So man y wonderful things. I want a boy who I can hold. You've taught me I can love. That just because someone says something. The feeling of compassion.you showed me the feeling of being in someone s arms when they mean the world to you. it'll get better. You've taught me tha t you can love someone more than anything in the world. You've showed me wonderful thin gs just as well as horrible things. Thank you for teaching me early. you're going to get your heart broken. Then one day someone will come along.. she sits alone in her bed & cries. I'll no longer cry. in a couple of weeks I won't want to die. You've also showed me that people break promises. that doesn't mean it's true. That's just part of growing up. yet hate them just as mu ch.. You've now prepared me for the harsh world I am entering of two-faced people. I want someone wanti ng me and to feel how it feels to be someone s somebody. I do thank you for both... and it'll all pay off and no one w ill ever break your heart again... I'll be able to sleep. it's hard for her to realize. that pe ople can care about me. You may not get through it yourself. and it makes you stronger..Bleed_Blue Of course. Then you can handle it better next time. Or so I thought... bu t your friends will help you through it.ne there to catch me. that people don't always hold true to their word..

*pretends* she never loved you & she doesn t care.h u r t s © in a perfect world there would be no need for mirrors because every girl would have a guy to tell them they're b e a u t i f u l Dear heart. From how the world started. I swear. Make-up running down my face. Not like this. my heart can t take much more In school they taught you everything. You're beautiful". An d hear him say "Baby. . including your own. .. I tend to not care for your feelings and I throw you ar ound a lot. With someone who was crazy in love wi th me Its funny. Good luck with that... Three things in life should never be broken: toys. . I meant physically. most people can be around someone and then gradually begin to love th em and never know exactly when it happened I want a guy I can run to. all those scars on her arms. 'love just isn t worth it'" people say hate is a strong word. . but so is love and people throw that around l ike it's nothing When I told you I would die for you. to how to prev ent birth. how to m end a broken heart. And yet. I m scared to death that I will. All I ever wanted was to be crazy in love. The hardest thing about growing up is that you have to do what's right for you e ven if it means breaking someone's heart. . I m so scared that I ll never find someone who loved me the way you do and at the ex act same moment. Never can forget the person who breaks your heart. but in her mind she s thinking 'if I could j ust have 1 more day I d never let you go again' she looks down at her scared arm. promises and hearts I now compare all guys to you and you know what? They never measure up not even close. "& she paints on that old [fake smile] & pretends everything is okay. Do you still remember all that you said? I can still recall almost every breath. In the pouring rain.knees and butterflies. don't worry. I just thought that I'd warn you that I fell for a b oy. she says they're little notes to remind her how many times you broke her heart -»Maybe cupid should shoot himself with his Own damn arrow --» then maybe he d see how much love . they forgot to teach the most important thing ever. Sorry for that. And the sad thing is that some of them are probably better than you but I just can't see it. I think you remember me.

Perhaps I saw what I wanted to see in him and made him to be more than he was. Because I can't sto p loving you even if I tried.. "Tell him that I don t love him and that I don t need him anymore. even though it's come to this. No matter how much time goes by you will always be a part of my heart. One more kiss. but I can't forget the l aughs and the special times shared with you." I can forget the tears and the hurt you put me through. He never realize d his silence would break her into pieces that could never be put back together.. always by my side. because they r emind me of the one thing I don t have. the heart forgets. the sun still sets. The sun still shines.." . On the ot her side I wanna break down and cry "And what's left now has always been there: A heart filled with love and eyes fi lled with tears. But most of all. He never spoke a word. I am the book and you are the pen.don t tell him I said all this with tears in my eyes.have you ever just been sitting there minding your own business when you hear that sad song come on the radio & you start to cry & you just cant stop because at that moment. I have no regrets. I' ll close my eyes and make a wish. he didn't want to break her into pieces. Tell him that I d on t miss him and that I don t want to see him at all. The hea rt forgives. All in all. Today was just one of those days where everything I did reminded me of you and e very song I heard somehow related to you." I wish he meant it when he kissed me cause then I could look back and see someon e who loved me but I can only go back and see someone who used me. "I'm scared to get too close and smile again because too often has happiness bee n my downfall. hoping you ll remember. all you want to do is tell him how you feel & just hope he understands I'm afraid my bruised heart will get another punch. Here's a story about HOW TO BREAK MY HEART INTO A MILLION PIECES. I'm twisted cause one side of me is tellin' me that I need to move on. I hate days like today.

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