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Courage By Christina Sponias Chatzidimou 2 .

Author 3 . It is expressly forbidden to copy and/or distribute this ebook or any portion thereof by any means. without written consent from the author If you would like to offer this ebook as a gift to someone in need of guidance. Christina Sponias Chatzimidou. whether digital or conventional.com or drop me a line and I’ll be more than happy to assist that person.Rights All rights reserved by the author. please refer them to my website at http://www.booksirecommend.

he failed.Dedication I'd like to dedicate this inspirational ebook to my adored friend. C h r i s t i n a S p o n i a s Chatzidimou 4 . otherwise I wouldn't have encountered success on my journey. His example guided me through the dangers of the unknown truths I discovered through the interpretation of my dreams. However. who was lost through an act of suicide when he was just 28 years old. and allowed me to avoid his fatal mistakes. Though he was also searching for knowledge and truth. Arnold Balcarce. his failure was very important for me.

Courage By Christina Sponias Chatzidimou 5 .

There is no magical solution for any of your problems. If you have no hopes. for example. because you’ll need them regularly during life’s journey. because it sounds ‘crazy’. even if it does exist. with the help of my lesson about happiness within a living hell. You can. you are going to hurt all of the people who care for you. If someone considers you a bit ‘crazy’. you can smarten up. starting right now! Do you think you can find happiness in a living hell? I doubt it! Hell is hell! You need to change it if you want to be happy. but don’t lose your hopes. hope to become rich. if you don’t. where everything is awful and so completely wrong? Only a hero… Would you like to be a hero? Yes? You’re silly!! No? I thought not! But now you’re being cowardly. But.Knowledge and ignorance everywhere. In any event. and you’ll lose the opportunity to be happy in hell. you’re absolutely right. aren’t you? Nothing is ever really perfect. You must hope to see the impossible happen to you. Opinions are only opinions… If you don’t have any courage left and only want to die. You need to suffer! Do I sound too simplistic? Then be simplistic like me. don’t pay them any mind. Keep them in a safe place. Nothing is really easy. then you’re naïve. who can correct a living hell. though… after all. after making it look like paradise. You can consider them person crazy as well. you’d better acquire some: it’s easy and it’s free. hell is hell! Do you want to try to be a hero? 6 . Don’t just hope to be or to have something that doesn’t exist however. without distinction… if you think this place is a living hell. you are being exactly like billions of people in this world! Nothing original… but if you commit suicide.

To be and to remain alive today is a task of epic proportions. There is no other possible solution. Here is not a place to be happy as we imagined when we were children. Things can always be worse. your enemies will take advantage of the situation and steal everything you acquired during your life. How can we expect to stop existing when we die? We don’t just cease to exist! And who can guarantee that things’ll be better if we give up living? Perhaps we’ll feel worse after death. here on Earth! Think about those who suffer for very serious reasons in our planet. This is reality! Nothing ceases to exist on our planet. Be mature! 7 . Perhaps you don’t care about anything or anyone. instead of feeling better because we’ll have abandoned the painful situations of our lives. and it requires real heroes! Heroes can’t die without suffering themselves and creating or leaving more problems to the problematical world in which we live. so forget it! If you die now. Forget the idea of killing yourself! You have to live and suffer. no matter how horrible they already are! Being so. You should fear ignorance and a worse hell if you abandon the one where you are now. Everyone will forget you in a while… but you’ll ruin many people’s lives if you abandon the journey in this selfish way. you have to find ways to be strong and continue the battle of life. Ok. energy passes through many transformations. but you have to.No? I’m sorry. Don’t complain about it though. after all. this is not poetry. you’re not the only one who suffers. Death… is not a solution. Don’t be naïve. really. Suicide is the worse mistake a person can make! No. but you better care about yourself and change your mind. no one is going to suffer for you.

so I now had to fight against craziness. things began to fit together like the pieces of a puzzle and I could see the whole image produced by my unconscious. though I knew it couldn’t completely just disappear. in search for happiness! 8 . I nonetheless discovered that it could be controlled… If you are struggling with the compelling urge to take the easy ticket out. to the people that depend on you.I’ve lived many years wanting to die. worked hard and became a hero! In so doing. I would be offered the opportunity to save other desperate people who have no hope to be cured of their craziness… and that’s exactly what happened! It happened because I was a good student and a very serious patient. At first. You have something to do here. you aren’t just here on a vacation! You are not free to waste your life as you please. as well. too! I hadn’t completely lost my human conscience. hoping that you would do something to help Him put an end to this hell in which we live. you should follow my example because you need to continue living to do your part. I managed to conquer my schizophrenia. but I understood I couldn't do it. I discovered their hidden meaning! I documented my dreams during a period of two years. though I didn't really understand much of what they revealed. it was great to be able to understand my dreams and their messages… but then. in this place. I studied hard. trying very hard to learn how to interpret them until one day. If I was to fight schizophrenia and win. but also to the society where you belong. I studied dreams. even though it seemingly impossible to succeed. to the God that created you. I had to do the impossible… so I became a hero! I really just wanted to die. in three notebooks. but I understood my responsibility. but it was difficult to wage this battle. I followed my subconscious directions. One fine day. the messages I received were very disappointing! My subconscious revealed my schizophrenia. You’ve got something to offer humanity. Your life doesn’t just belong to you.

and you’ll see compensation in your life. things will get better for you… if you courage and always respect your moral principles. to be a hero. though differently! Some may seem not to suffer at all. to teach something important to humanity. you’ll suffer more! So. human beings possess little human conscience. then you have needs to fulfill in order to feel satisfied. it cannot be recovered. no matter how much you are suffering now. If you want to die because of the disappointment or desperation experienced because of someone’s actions or indifference to your suffering. Everyone shares this obligation because the hell we share is dangerous and we all suffer. You may think that those who surround you don’t deserve your sacrifice. it’s for yourself. and not be able to do anything. you need to understand that human beings are not as human as they see themselves to be. because we all receive what we give. Once your human conscience has been destroyed.You have a moral obligation to accomplish the impossible. if only because they are alive! If you are alive. to love and feel loved. If you commit suicide. don’t be foolish! Accept to live and continue journey in life. living or not ( for every action there is an equal reaction ). Later on. 9 . as well! You won’t enter a paradise after a suicide! You won’t even rest as you imagine. to trust somebody. then you will forever lose your human conscience because you won’t be able to care about anyone else. just like me. even your right have Always be human with everyone. but they do. These needs are not only material… You need to be accepted by society. to give and to receive. of course. you could become crazy someday. In fact. to have good friends. to live peacefully and to achieve your goals… many things! It’s not easy! Not at all… but you’ve got to be a hero! If you refuse to do what’s necessary. but it’s not only for them. This physical law applies universally to all things.

Like a lion in the wild. Don’t lose hope. When a person loses their human conscience. it’s a monster that kills its prey. I knew that I was fighting against insanity. but the scientific world will have to understand that we are basically wild demons with a thin human conscience. That’s why people become crazy. What I discovered discouraged me. because apart from the tragedy. as it couldn't accept the fact that monkeys are our distant relatives. there is a God to help us! The problem is that we won’t obey Him. as yet ignored! We are not as human as we believe… I became a scientist to help me solve many of the problems I faced. but most people do not. As I stated before. Our selfish and proud society cannot accept this reality. void of structured thought and human feeling. their wild side surfaces and controls their behavior. It explains why our world is a living hell. we have to if we want to live peacefully. That’s what can turn a schizophrenic into a murderer. I won because I believed in God. governed by the laws of violence and hypocrisy. Truth allows one to understand the reasons why well behaved individuals suddenly become monsters. people cannot totally recuperate their human conscience after having lost it. We don’t want to suffer… Of course. because I saw the wild side of our psychical sphere – what I call ‘the real demon’. we very easily abandon 10 . things become easier. If you know the truth. This is a tragic reality. after continuing Carl Jung’s research into the ignored side of the human psychical sphere. I clearly recognized this tragic reality while fighting against schizophrenia.deriving most of their intuition from their wild side. in good and the true meaning of human existence. You need to forgive your enemies and have pity of them. This is the only way we can keep our human conscience alive forever! However. since their ‘wild’ side has robbed them of their human side. Why? Because we need to suffer in order to respect our moral principles.

Your problem is not only yours. we only care for our own selfish desire.our moral principles when we want something or someone enough. We need to put an end to misery. The whole world shares the same problem. Humanity needs you! You need to open people’s eyes to show them the tragic reality. immorality. hypocrisy and futility. though wanting to die at many points during their painful journey… Since I began helping desperate people. and face unbearable situations! How can someone achieve psychical health this way? 11 . you need to become an example for others to emulate. So. If you feel desperate. You’ll understand how hopeless it is to live like common people do. Everyone here lives. not caring about their spiritual evolution. We don’t care about anything else. we need to overcome obstacles like craziness. it is because you are right. you are not naïvely submerged in illusions. of course! So. nothing has the value we imagine. If you want to die. This is the first step to real knowledge and wisdom! You’ll see that here. why not learn how to beat your craziness and how to be good so that you might help those who don’t understand. as you will. That’s how we lose our human conscience. like most people in our world. If we want to live happily on Earth. We need to eliminate violence. you need to develop a mature vision of our world. what you need to do is to adopt a serious attitude and gain the strength to help other people win against despair and depression.you too. it’s because you know that this place is hell. The wild and cruel side of our psychical sphere gets to take our place and control our behavior… You need to have pity on your enemies and on everyone you know because no one here is perfect. I’ve seen the despair that exists in each life! Most people live under unbearable conditions. We are distanced from perfection and psychical health .

if we want to be objective and see the truth. They consider those who believe in the existence of God and of a human spirit as naïve souls who believe in fairy tales. trying to cure our global craziness! I can scientifically prove His existence to the scientific world. because He suffers more than anybody else. most people in our world are atheistic or only pretend to believe in God. if we consider our planet’s age?’ The necessary combinations that allow for the development of the first live cell could not have been tried by chance on our planet. 12 . We prefer to make mistakes. The human being wants to do what his own selfish conscience tells him to do! First of all. than to obey God and save our spirit. Most people hate to talk about God and the spiritual life. A group of scientists clearly demonstrated this reality through the results of their research. following our own conscience. we need to admit that there are unexplained phenomena in our world that can only be explained through the admittance of God’s existence. and everyone here is a selfish coward! You should pity God too.Everything here is wrong. independently from our personal opinion. It makes us prefer to be completely free of the obligation to respect a wiser spirit that can illuminate us with wisdom. One of the questions raised is: ‘How can we explain the existence of so many different organisms on Earth. but this is not enough to convince everyone that we should only obey God’s directions. Our planet is too young! All of the possible combinations would not yet have been tested. thinking this is only stupidity. Why? Our wild side is very powerful and prevents us from liking goodness. Most people even feel a kind of pleasure in declaring that they believe in the material world which can be seen and touched. otherwise the live cell would not have appeared yet. However.

in my view. we come to the following question: ‘Who programs everything?’ We need a superior brain to organize and prepare the function of everything. We need your example. The organism is already programmed to react in a certain way. don’t abandon this world only because it is a living hell! We need you that see this tragedy. you can see how things really are. from the first days of life and without having learned how to do so by observing the same reaction in other organisms of the same species.Another intriguing point is the ability of the organism. to try to explain everything through the natural combination of factors that occurred only by chance! So. because you are not foolishly involved in illusions like most in this apathetic society! 13 . alienated and indifferent to what is happening to the rest of the world! Please find. a reason to live! Please discover your own power and your intelligence. please. and your intervention! So. to defend itself against its enemies. according to the way we learn to consider them in our ignorant world. your thoughts. but a way to overcome despair forever on Earth! We need you in order to live peacefully! We need you to help save the poor and the weak that have no rights in our world. This indicates that the defensive reaction is inherited and ready to function in the organism’s knowledge base. If you recognize how horrible the reality is where we are. so that we may influence this tragic reality and transform this place into one where human beings can live in peace! We need you that are temporarily unhappy in your own environment. It’s naïve. So. in the necessity to help others that are weaker than you. you are starting to understand why this world needs you! At least you can see how impossible it is for us to live happily in a world like this! At least you can try to do something to help desperate people like yourself find not only a way to survive. and how we imagine them to be.

possesses psychical health? This is craziness! Your health is in much better shape then theirs! At least you don’t agree with all the horrors that exist in our world! At least you exist. I cannot reveal the intimate details of their cases. even though it may seem impossible… I began my career as a psychologist. Though he loved her. even though this is not the opinion of the majority. he better understood. because I had helped him face his divorce. I overcame the demons of schizophrenia! But that was not enough… that’s why I continued… I needed to achieve other impossible things! This was but the first. but there is one that I’d like to mention. and can protest against indifference to other people’s suffering! We need you ! Please… live! Live to show the world what you think of it! Live your life and try to change it. the problems that were frightening her could have 14 . achieving what was impossible to be achieved. She provided him with support. caring only about his own family and friends. I found the courage to face them by having pity on my ignorant enemies! Out of consideration for those I’ve helped. There was a dentist who committed suicide when her baby was only 4 months old… I knew her brother very well. advice and help. But is it really? Do you honestly believe that a person who turns a blind eye to the suffering masses in our world. In our ignorant and selfish world people believe they should only care for their own lives without caring about how other people live. the truth is that a depressed person is nearer psychical health than an apathetic person. His sister seemed to be very strong and balanced. In spite of the many humiliations I had to swallow. providing him with insight into the reasons his wife died. In the end. Her suicide was a very big shock to those who knew her! I visited her husband twice per week for about 18 months after her death. This is considered a healthy attitude. accepting them and the tragedy. I interpreted his dreams.As a matter of fact.

Tell them how you feel. She abandoned everyone and everything… Don’t be like her! Don’t lose hope! Don’t just assume and accept that things will be so awful forever . Don’t hide from the people who love you.easily been solved. request help they have a moral obligation to provide it for you! Don’t allow craziness to ruin your mind and push you to suicide! This is a crazy world where almost everyone is selfish and indifferent to the feelings of others. but she unfortunately lost hope.that there can be no solution to your problems. especially if you are seriously thinking about committing suicide. but there are exceptions! You’ll find help if you’ll look for it! Courage! You have a lot to learn and a lot to do! 15 .

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