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AaiKvwš— cªkœ K‡i e‡m| dvjZz Gme Sv‡gjv! R‡j evm
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cªwZôvb Av‡Q Zv‡`i cªwZwbwaiv ïiy nevi Av‡Mi w`b

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AvU‡K †h‡Z cv‡i|

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GKN›Uv K¬vm wb‡q wb‡Ri iy‡g P‡j Gj Zzwnb| †jKPv‡ii
mg‡q Zvi †Kvb Amywe‡a nq bv| wb‡Ri g‡b we‡k−lb
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mg‡qi RoZv `~i Kivi c‡¶ h‡_ó Kv‡R G‡m‡Q Zv‡Z
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Zviv †KDB mvayPi‡bi K…wZ©Kjvc fvj †Pv‡L †`‡L bv|
bvbvb RvqMvq bv‡g I †ebv‡g mvayPi‡bi Amvay
K…wZ©Kjv‡ci we¯—vwiZ weeib w`‡q wPwVcÎ †Q‡o‡Q| Zvi

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bvg gyL¨mÂvjK wnmv‡e wQj, I‡Zv Kvj U¨z‡i †ewi‡q
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gyL¨mÂvjK| Kv‡RB †¯cvU©m gx‡U gyL¨mÂvjK Avcbv‡K
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AvcwbB n‡q hvb| Zv ï‡b Dwb wKQz¶b ¸g †g‡i
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AaiKvwš— wm‡M‡i‡U †klUvb †Rvi K‡i w`‡q Zv
Wv÷we‡b Qz‡o †d‡j Av‡iv nZvk fw½‡Z ej‡jb, wKm&-my
n‡e bv| G Lye Mfxi R‡ji gvQ| Rvj †K‡U wVK †ewi‡q
Avm‡e| GZw`b a‡i mvgbv mvgwb †`LwQ †Zv| gnvayiÜi!
KvuUv w`‡q KvuUv †Zvjvi Kvq`v Kvbyb †ek fvj K‡iB
Rv‡b|
G †nb Svby mvayPib‡K wmwbqi AwdmviivB †hLv‡b
Lye †f‡ewP‡š— NvuUvq, †mLv‡b Zzwn‡bi gZ wbixn GK
Rywbqvi Awdmvi Kx K‡i Zvi Awdm AW©vi wiwmf bv
Kivi gZ `ytmvnm †`L‡Z cv‡i mvayPi‡bi Zv gv_vq Xz‡K
wb| †h‡nZz GKUv BbKqvwi n‡q †M‡Q ZvB Ab¨vb¨ ev‡ii
gZ ûU K‡i †g‡gv Bmy K‡iwb| Awdwmqvj U¨z‡i WvB‡i±vi
e¨v½v‡jvi †_‡K KjKvZv n‡q AvMiZjv hvevi mgq
Gqvi‡cv‡U© Zvi mv‡_ †`Lv K‡i e¨vcviUv bR‡i G‡b
NUbvi `yw`b ci AvUNvU †eu‡a †g‡gv Bm¨z n‡q‡Q| GB
LeiUv Zzwnb‡K Kvj we‡K‡jB w`‡q‡Q G Awd‡mi GKgvÎ
gwnjv Awdmvi wg‡mm mycb©v| Ges GI e‡j‡Q, †g‡gvi
wic−vB Lye †f‡ewP‡š— wjL‡Z|
mycb©vi K_v †djbv bq| Kvib eZ©gvb WvB‡i±v‡ii
mv‡_ Zvi gvL gvL fve me©Rbwew`Z| mycb©v hLb Ibvi
AvÛv‡i gv÷vi wWMªxi KvR K‡iwQj, ZLb WvB‡i±v‡ii
eD bvwK GKw`b iv‡Î myBmvBW Ki‡Z wM‡qwQj| GK_vUv
I Avevi ï‡b‡Q GK `~e©j gyû‡Z© mvayPi‡bi-B gyL †_‡K|
mycb©v GLb KjKvZvi Awd‡m _vK‡jI WvB‡i±v‡ii mg¯—
†cªvMªv‡gi bvwo b¶‡Îi Lei Zvi †mj‡dv‡b P‡j Av‡m|
AaiKvwš—i K_v ï‡b G‡m wb‡Ri †Uwe‡j e‡m e‡m
GBme fvebv wPš—v †_‡K Zzwn‡bi †Ubkvb nwPQj| Zv
KvUv‡Z I Kv‡R gbwb‡ek Kivi †Póv Kij|
A¨vbwfib‡g›U mv‡q‡Ýi Dci GKUv †cªv‡R‡±i Kv‡R
wewfbœ RvqMv †_‡K Rj I gvwUi †m¤cj wb‡q Avmv
n‡q‡Q|
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A¨vbvjvBwm‡mi
Rb¨
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j¨ve‡iUwi‡Z P‡j Gj| KvbvBPvu` wmwbqi e‡j †m H
†cªv‡R‡±i Mªc
z wjWvi| Zvi Kv‡Q wM‡q ejj, m¨vi Rj I
gvwUi m¨v¤cj¸‡jv A¨vbvjvBwmm Kwi Pjyb|
Av‡i Avgv‡K AvR‡K GKUz e¨v‡¼ †W‡K‡Q|
KvMRcÎ ¸wQ‡q wb‡q Avwg e¨v‡¼ †eie| Kvj
Ki‡ev, wVK Av‡Q|
Zzwnb g‡b g‡b ejj, GB Kvj †h †Zvgvi K‡e Avm‡e,
Zv GKgvÎ fMevbB Rv‡bb|
- Icv‡ki Kx nj?
Zzwnb eySj ÔIcvkÕ ej‡Z KvbvBPuv` I‡K mvayPib
cª`Ë †gv‡gvi K_vB ej‡Q|

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cªkœUv K‡i KvbvBPuv` I‡K em‡Z ejj wb‡Ri
†Uwe‡ji mvg‡bi †Pqv‡i| AaiKvwš— `‡g †M‡jI wgt
KvbvBPvu` wKš‘ GZ mn‡R nvj †Q‡o †`evi cvÎ bq| †m
Zzwn‡bi g‡b mvnm †RvMv‡Z ejj, mvayevev‡K Avwg bv½v
K‡i Z‡e Qvoe| AaiKvwš— mvjv GKbv¤¦viKv WiczK
Av`gx| Avwg GZ ZvovZvwo wc‡Q nUevi cvewjK bB|
KvbvBPuv‡`i Rb¥ DËicª‡`‡k| cov‡kvbvI ILv‡b|
PvKwi m~‡Î ïiy †_‡KB KjKvZvq| evsjv fvjB iß K‡i
wb‡q‡Q, wKš‘ Zv wn›`xi cªfvegy³ bq|
Zzwnb Rv‡b KvbvBPuv‡`i GBme `vex G‡Kev‡i
d¨vjbv bq| wb‡Ri P¨v‡bj jvwM‡q †m h_v m¤¢e j‡o
hv‡PQ| mvayPib‡K miv‡Z cvi‡j wiwRIbvj †n‡Wi c`wU
cvIqv †_‡K ZLb Zv‡K AvUKvq †K? †mUvB me‡P‡q eo
BÝwc‡ikvb! ZvQvov gvmLv‡bK Av‡M KvbvBPvu‡`i Awdm
iy‡g mvayPib Zvi `jej wb‡q G‡m †_ªU K‡i †M‡Q,
Kw¤cDUvi wmR K‡i †`‡e e‡j| Zvi m‡›`n me †ebvgx
wPwV KvbvBPvu`-B †j‡L| wgmBDR I A¨vweDR Ae
Awdwmqvj BKzBcg¨v›U‡mi a~‡qv Zz‡j Zv‡K hvicibvB
MvwjMvjvR K‡i †M‡Q| Gi †P‡qI Avð‡h©i e¨vcvi †hUv
N‡UwQj Zvnj, H NUbvi c‡iiw`bB _vbv †_‡K cywjk
G‡m KvbvBPvu`‡K `yN›Uv wRÁvmvev` K‡i †MwQj| mvayPib
Gd. AvB. Avi K‡i‡Q †h KvbvBPvu` Zvi iy‡g Xz‡K Zv‡K
gvi‡Z †MwQj|
†mB Acgvb AZ mn‡R f‚j‡Z cvi‡e bv
KvbvBPvu`| Zzwnb‡K wR‡Ám K‡i, GKUv Lei Rv‡bb?
wK Lei?
AvR mKvj †_‡K mvayPib †Kv_vq? Awd‡m †`LwQ bv
†Kb?
gv‡m `k e‡iv w`b Wze gvivi A‡f¨m Av‡Q
mvayPi‡bi| †h †Kvb Qj Qz‡Zv †c‡jB Awd‡m †n‡Wi
†Pqvi Lvwj, mvayPib jv cvZv| wKš‘ KvMR cvKv †i‡L
Z‡eB hvq| WvB‡i±v‡ii Awdm †_‡K †dv‡b mvayPi‡bi
†LvuR Ki‡j GKgvÎ ZLb-B mvayPi‡bi wc. G. wb‡Ri
Kv‡Q MwPQZ K‡i ivLv wjf Gwc−‡Kkv‡bi d¨v· K‡i
†`q| b‡Pr mvayPib G‡m †M‡j †mme PzcPvc Wv÷we‡b
Pvjvb n‡q hvq|
Zzwnb‡K Pzc K‡i _vK‡Z †`‡L KvbvBPvu` ejj,
Kx, †Kv_vI †f‡M †M‡Q fveQ? Zv bq| KjKvZv‡ZB
Av‡Q| AvR gnvaygavg K‡i mvayevevi M„ncª‡ek Abyôvb
n‡PQ?
mvayevevi wb‡Ri evwo gvj`‡n| KjKvZvq †m
Awd‡mi †M÷ nvD‡mB ivRvi nv‡j _vKZ| †i›U †c
Kivi `yb¤¦wi wiwmU cvwU©‡`i KvD‡K e‡j †RvMvo K‡i
G‡b Awd‡m Rgv w`‡q m¨vjvwii mv‡_ cz‡iv nvDm †i›U I
U«v݇cvU© A¨vjvDÝ ZzjZ| BbKqvwi nevi ci wbZvš—
AwbPQv m‡Ë¡I Awdm †PŠnwÏ †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m GKUv
fvovevwo‡Z D‡V hvevi K_v ejwQj Kw`b †_‡KB| AvRB
Zvn‡j †mB w`b? wKš‘ fvov evwo‡Z aygavg K‡i
M„ncª‡ek, KB Ggb NUbv †Zv G R‡b¥ Av‡M KL‡bv ï‡b
wb! wbwðZ Wvj †g KzQ Kvjv n¨vq|

KvbvBPvu` ejj, QÕjvL UvKvi AqvK© AW©vi †c‡q
H cvwU©B Lywk n‡q gKvb †RvMvo I dvwb©m K‡i w`‡q‡Q|
g‡b g‡b fvev wn‡meUv GZ¶‡b wVK wgjj
Zzwn‡bi |
KvbvBPvu` ejj, Awd‡mi dvB digv‡qk †kvbvi
Rb¨ KvD‡K †`L‡Z cvPQ| mvayPi‡bi M„ncª‡e‡ki c~‡Rvi
†RvMvo h‡šr Kvj †_‡KB me e¨¯—| Mªc
z wW ÷v‡div me
GKcv‡q Lvov n‡q ILv‡bB `vuwo‡q Av‡Q| fvg©vRx
Av‡mwb| I wbðq †M‡Q| mvjv GKbv¤¦viKv PvUzevR!
Mªc
z -wW ÷v‡d‡`i mv‡_B mvayPi‡bi me †P‡q
†ewk mL¨Zv| Zv‡`i w`‡q †Mvcb me KvRKg© Kivq|
†evSvcov G‡Kev‡i wcZvcy‡Îi gZ| fvg©vRx cv‡P©R
KwgwUi †Pqvig¨vb| ZvQvov G‡÷U, IqvK©m, †nv‡÷j,
†M÷nvDm mewKQz †`Lv‡kvbv K‡i|
KvbvBPvu` I‡K wR‡Ám K‡i, †fwnK¨vj BbPvR©,
†Zvgvi †fwnK¨vj †Kv_vq?
Zzwnb wKQz ejvi Av‡MB e‡j, Rv‡bv bv †Zv|
mv‡n‡ei bZzb evwo †`L‡Z †M‡Q Kvj we‡Kj †_‡K|
Zzwnb‡K gbgiv †`‡L KvbvBPvu` ejj, †mv‡Pv gr|
AvR ivZ WvB‡i±vi, R‡q›U WvB‡i±v‡ii mv‡_ †dv‡b evZ
K‡iv| wb‡Ri †h †h ÷«s c‡q›Um Av‡Q meKzQ evZvI|
Kv‡iv †cQ‡b jvM‡Z †Zvgvi hZUv Drmvn Zvi
wmwKfvMI hw` Avmj Kv‡R e¨vq Ki‡Z †n KvbvBPvu`,
Awdm Zvn‡j ab¨ n‡q †hZ! KvbvBPvu‡`i K_v ï‡b I
fv‡e, K_v ej‡Z †M‡j Ggwb‡ZB Zvi me IjUcvjU n‡q
hvq| Zvi Ici Avevi †dv‡b| Gm. Ux. wW. wej IVvi
†Ubkvb, AZeo wdMv‡ii †jv‡Ki m‡½ K_v ejvi
†Ubkvb, me fRKU n‡q hv‡e| I hv ej‡Z Pvq Zv
†dv‡bi HUzKz mg‡qi g‡a¨ wKQz‡ZB ¸wQ‡q bvgvb Ii
c‡¶ m¤¢e bq| I ZvB BwZg‡a¨ mewKQz wj‡L B-†gj
K‡i‡Q R‡q›U WvB‡i±i‡K| GUv G‡Kev‡iB †Mvcb Z_¨,
Kv‡iv Kv‡Q dvum K‡iwb| R‡q›U WvB‡i±i e¨vbvR©x m¨vi
evOvjx| †hUzKz K_veZ©v n‡q‡Q Ibvi mv‡_ Zv ï‡b
Zzwn‡bi g‡b n‡q‡Q I‡K †ek †øn K‡ib| G ch©š— wbD
Bqvm©, weRqv `kgx, w`cvewj, †nvwj BZ¨vw`‡Z B-MªxwUsm
cvwV‡q e¨vbvR©x mv‡ii KvQ †_‡K KzBK wic−vB †c‡q‡Q|
Zzwnb ZvB Avkv Ki‡Q AvR mܨvi g‡a¨B e¨vbvR©x mv‡ii
KvQ †_‡K wKQz bv wKQz wic−vB †c‡q hv‡e| GB †m›Uv‡i
Pj‡Z _vKv me wel‡qi Dci Av‡jvKcvZ K‡i Zzwnb GB
†g‡gvi cªK…Z Kvib Ibv‡K Rvwb‡q Rvb‡Z †P‡q‡Q †m Kx
Ki‡e?
KvbvBPvu` e¨v‡¼ bv wM‡q _vK‡jB ev Kx nZ?
A¨vbvjvBwmm‡Zv I‡KB Ki‡Z nZ| Iwb wmwbqi e‡j e‡m
e‡m ïay wiwWsm I †iRv‡ëi †WUv †bUey‡K UzK‡Zb|
†mKvR IB K‡i †b‡e| KvbvBPvu‡`i iyg †_‡K †ewi‡q
G‡m †UKwbK¨vwmqvb‡`i iy‡g wM‡q my`xc‡K †W‡K wbj|
ejj, †Kwgw÷« j¨ve‡iUwi‡Z †h Rj I gvwUi m¨v¤cj¸‡jv
ivLv Av‡Q Zv A¨vbvjvBwmm Ki‡Z n‡e| M−vmAqvi I
†KwgK¨vj mwjDkvbm me †iwW Kiyb| Avwg AvmwQ|
wb‡Ri iy‡g G‡m Kw¤cDUv‡ii B-†gj †PK Ki‡Z
emj, bZzb †Kvb †gj G‡m‡Q wKbv PU K‡i †`‡L wb‡Z|

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n¨vu G‡m‡Q| Z‡e meB RvK †guj| bv Ly‡jB
wWwjU K‡i w`j| e¨vbvR©x m¨vi GL‡bv wic−vB w`‡PQ bv
†Kb| GL‡bv Kx †`‡L IVvi mgq K‡i DV‡Z cv‡i wb?
†gjUv †ek eo wQj e‡j Kx c‡i co‡e e‡j †i‡L
w`‡q‡Qb? wKš‘ I †Zv e‡j w`‡qwQj †h Kvj‡Ki g‡a¨
DËi w`‡Z n‡e| Av‡e‡Mi e‡k †gj-G I A‡bK K_v
wj‡LwQj, Zv Kx Ibvi cQ›` nqwb? wKš‘...
bvbvb wPš—v fxo Ki‡Z ïiy K‡i‡Q Zzwn‡bi g‡bi
†fZi| †Ubkv‡bi cvi` PowQj|
wenvix XzKj Ii iy‡g| Awd‡mi Mªc
z -wW Ggc−wq|
evwo‡Z Avqib Kiv I jwÛ«i e¨emvI Av‡Q| Awd‡m
Awdmvi‡`i †Uwe‡ji UvI‡qj Ges ÷z‡W›Um †nv‡÷‡ji
†eWmxU Pv`i wK¬wbs Ges Avqib Kivi KvRwU ZvB †m
cvq| cwie‡Z© mvayPib G‡K w`‡q wb‡Ri I d¨vwgwji
mevi RvgvKvco KvPvq| Zvi wej Awd‡mi we‡ji mv‡_
Ry‡o fvg©vRxi Kv‡Q wM‡q cvk n‡q P‡j Av‡m|
wenvix‡K †`‡L Zzwnb Kw¤cDUv‡ii ¯Œxb †_‡K †PvL
mwi‡q mvg‡b Ny‡i emvi †Uwej †_‡K †Zvqv‡jUv wb‡q
w`‡q w`j| wenvix Zv wb‡q ejj, m¨vi Avcbv‡K †`‡L
g‡b n‡PQ Lye †Ubkv‡b Av‡Qb|
nv‡Zbv‡Z aiv c‡o wM‡q Zzwnb †evKvi gZ GKUz
nvmvi †Póv Kij| mvayPi‡bi K…cvab¨ AbyPi Giv| I‡K
†g‡gv †`Iqvi LeivLeiI †R‡b _vK‡e| Zvn‡jI
wenvix‡K Ii †ek fvjB jv‡M| wenvixI Zzwnb‡K h‡_ó
mb¥vb w`‡q K_v e‡j|
wenvix wR‡Ám K‡i, Avcbvi Kx GKUz‡ZB Lye
†Ubkvb nq m¨vi?
Zzwnb ejj, n¨vu Zv nq, †Kb ej‡Zv?
- bv, Avwg Zvn‡j GKgv‡mB wVK nIqvi GKUv Dcvq
evrjv‡Z cvwi|
Zvici Ii †kvbv ev bv †kvbvi B‡PQi †Zvqv°v bv
K‡iB ej‡Z ïiy Kij, Avcwb m¨vi h`y‡`‡ei Avmb Kiv
ïiy Kiyb| †PqviUvq GKUz emwQ m¨vi|
wenvix Zvici e‡m †ek Drmv‡ni m‡½ wki`vuov
†mvRv K‡i Wvbnv‡Zi e„×v½y‡ó bv‡Ki GKUv dz‡Uv Av½y‡j
†P‡c a‡i †dvuIIIII- K‡i †Rv‡i k¦vm †U‡b †mUv eÜ
K‡i bv‡Ki Ab¨ dz‡Uv w`‡q dziiiiii- K‡i †Q‡o w`j|
GUv Ki‡eb Avi †g‡S‡Z evey n‡q e‡m nvZ kix‡ii
`ycv‡k †i‡L Gfv‡e dztu r- dztu r- dztu r- dztu r- dzutr- dztu r dztu rwenvix GKbvMv‡o Ki‡ZB _vKj| `y bvK w`‡q
GKmv‡_ Nb Nb wbtk¦vm Qvovi Zv‡j Zv‡j Zvi wekvj
†Pnvivi fzwowU `yjwK Pv‡j DV‡Q-bvg‡Q, DV‡Q-bvg‡Q|
wekvjvK…wZ kix‡ii Pv‡c wcó †e‡Zi †Pqvi †Kvur †Kvur
K‡i AvIqvR Qvo‡Q| Zzwnb Zvi bvK, nvZ bv fzuwo
†Kvbw`‡K ZvKv‡e ey‡S IVvi Av‡MB mgvwß †Nvlbv K‡i
wenvix ejj, GUv Ki‡eb| mKv‡j weKv‡j †ivR GKgvm
Kiyb, †`L‡eb me †Ubkvb Mv‡qe| A‡bK mgq M¨vm
†_‡K Gme nq m¨vi, ZLb GUv Ki‡eb, e‡j nv‡Z `³v,
ˆLwb †gvjvi gZ Kx me Ki‡Z _vKj|

†mme †UKwbK Zzwn‡bi wKQzUv †evaMg¨ nj wKQzUv
nj bv| Z‡e wenvixi DrmvwnZ n‡q cª`wk©Z c×wZwU †h
†ek Drmvne¨ÄK, †m wel‡q †Kvb m‡›`n †bB| Zzwnb
wR‡Ám Kij, Gme wb‡q wjwLZ †Kvb eB Av‡Q †Zvgvi
Kv‡Q?
-Avcwb co‡eb m¨vi? wVK Av‡Q, Avwg Lyu‡R G‡b †`e|
Z‡e m¨vi hvB Kiyb, gvQ gvsm †Q‡o jwK †L‡Z ïiy
Kiyb| Avwgl Lv`¨ Avgv‡`i kix‡ii hZ b‡ói g~j! wKš‘
jvD †L‡j me †ivM wbg©‚j| mKv‡j †_uZ‡j mie‡Zi gZ
Lvb, `ycy‡i I iv‡Î ZiKvwi K‡i ev †m× K‡i, mܨvq
im evi K‡i †hfv‡e Lywk nq Lv‡eb, Lye DcKvix|
Zzwnb g‡b g‡b fv‡e GZ Aí e‡qm †_‡KB gvQ
gvsm LvIqv †Q‡o w`‡q weaevi Rxeb hvcb Ki‡e? Zvi
Ggb ga~i †Mvcb ev•gq Rxeb n‡q hv‡e ïay jvDgq|
Zvn‡jB Kx Zvi †gŠbgy‡L †RvMv‡e fvlv, cª‡qvR‡b K_vI
dzU‡e AvPQv Lvmv?
my`xc G‡m ejj, †nB wenvix! Kv Ki i‡n †nv?
†mbmve wejKzj wm−g n¨vq| AIi e¨vqvg gZ wkLvI|
Gme K‡i Av‡M wb‡Ri f‚uwo Lwm‡q Avb, Zvici mevB‡K
H wb‡q Ávb †`‡e| Pjyb †mbevey| mewKQz ‡iwW K‡i
†d‡jwQ|

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we‡Kj wZb‡U †e‡R †Mj ïay R‡ji m¨v‡¤cj¸‡jvi
A¨vbvjvBwmm Ki‡Z| gvwUi m¨v‡¤cj A¨vbvjvBwmm Kivi
Av‡M cª‡mm Ki‡Z n‡e| †m¸‡jv ZvB n‡jv bv| cª‡mm
Ki‡ZB wZb †_‡K Pviw`b jvM‡e| †Kvb m¨v‡¤cj wKfv‡e
cª‡mm Ki‡Z n‡e my`xc‡K Zv eywS‡q w`‡q Zzwnb wb‡Ri
iy‡g G‡m wUwdb Ki‡Z emj|
`xcK †gŠR K‡i wmMv‡iU Uvb‡Z Uvb‡Z Ii iy‡gi
w`‡K G‡m e‡j, GLb wUwdb KiQ?
n¨vu, m¨v‡¤cj¸‡jv A¨vbvjvBwmm Ki‡Z Ki‡Z GKUz
†`wi n‡q †Mj|
Zzwnb I `xcK K‡qK gv‡mi Av‡M wc‡Q PvKwi‡Z
R‡qb K‡i‡Q| I‡`i g‡a¨ m¤cK© ZvB eÜzi gZ|
`xcK wR‡Ám K‡i, AvPQv, wimvP© KvDw݇ji
cªwmwWsm †h †nW †KvqvU©vi †_‡K Gj, Zvi Ici wgwUs
K‡e n‡e? `yÕmßvn Av‡M GKevi wgwUs n‡e e‡jI †Zv
mvayevev mevB‡K ewm‡q †i‡L Mvwo wb‡q †f‡M †Mj|
Zvici Avi †Zv †Kvb DPPevP¨ †`LwQ bv| f‚‡jUz‡j †Mj
bvwK?
- n‡Z cv‡i| Avwg wM‡q evi evi ejvq Z‡e H wgwUs-Gi
mviKzjvi n‡qwQj| wKš‘ wgwUs-Gi w`‡b mvayevevi Riywi
KvR c‡o †Mj|
- †Nvovi wW‡gi Riywi KvR| ivZw`b wb‡Ri av›`v‡Z
Nyi‡Q| Avmj Kv‡R †Kvb B›Uv‡i÷ †bB| gvjKwo bv
G‡j †m Kv‡R Ibvi gb e‡m bv| K‡e wimvP© KvDw݇ji
wgwUs n‡q †M‡Q, GL‡bv Zvi wWwmkvb Rvb‡Z cvijvg bv|
bZzb †cªv‡R±¸‡jvi KvR K‡e ïiy n‡e fMevb Rv‡b!

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mvayevevi Kv‡Q Gme LyeB †QvULvU e¨vcvi|
†bK÷ dvBf Bqvi c−¨v‡b I‡`i †m›Uv‡i wimvP©,
A¨vWz‡Kkvb I G·‡Ukv‡bi †dvKvm Gwiqv Kx n‡e,
†W‡fjvc‡g›U I KwÛkvb Bgcªzf‡g‡›Ui Rb¨ Kx Kx †PÄ
`iKvi Ges Zv wKfv‡e Ki‡Z PvB, Zvi Rb¨ g¨vb
cvIqvi, †dwmwjwU, IqvK©m I B›U«z‡g›Um Kx Kx `iKvi
Zvi we¯—vwiZ weeib mn wj÷ †P‡q WvB‡i±v‡ii Awdm
†_‡K d¨v· Av‡m| Zv cvVv‡bvi `iKvi wQj MZ gv‡mi
mvZ Zvwi‡Li g‡a¨| mvayevev Zv wb‡q e‡m _vK‡jb,
wKQzB Ki‡jb bv| Av‡iv ¸iyZc
¡ ~b© me Kv‡R e¨¯—
_vK‡jb| d¨vKvwë †g¤¦vi‡`i †W‡K Zv wb‡q †Kvb wgwUs
ev wWmKvkvb wKQzB nj bv| AvU ZvwiL evwo P‡j hvevi
Av‡M, mܨv mv‡o cvuPUvq gv‡b Awdwmqvwj Awdm eÜ
n‡q hvevi AvavN›Uv ci Zzwnb‡K †W‡K cvVv‡jb| H
d¨v·wU Ii nv‡Z awi‡q w`‡q c‡ii w`b wKQz GKUv
evwb‡q WvB‡i±v‡ii Kv‡Q †gj K‡i cvwV‡q w`‡Z e‡j I
wKQz ey‡S IVvi Av‡MB mvayevev `xN© †PvÏw`‡bi Rb¨
ebev‡m P‡j †M‡jb|
wUwdb LvIqv †kl K‡i Zzwnb ejj, †evm, Avwg
nvZUv ay‡q Avwm| ev_iyg †_‡K Ny‡i G‡j Zzwnb‡K `xcK
wR‡Ám K‡i, AvPQv, Zzwg †h †Zvgvi gZ K‡i evwb‡q
Avgv‡`i †m›Uv‡ii wi‡cvU© cvVv‡j, mvayevev Ny‡i G‡m †m
e¨vcv‡i †Zvgv‡K AvR ch©š— wKQz wR‡Ám K‡iwb?
- cvMj n‡qQ? GUv Kx Ibvi g‡b aivi gZ †Kvb welq?
Dwb Ny‡i G‡m Aek¨ GKUv we‡kl ¸iyZc
¡ ~Y© KvR
K‡i‡Qb| Avgv‡`i †h †Rbv‡iUvi Pvjvq- cªzc-wW-i
†gvnvš—, †m mvayevevi AeZ©gv‡b †KvqvUv‡ii w`‡Ki GKUv
KjvMv‡Q GKKuvw` Kjv †c‡K bó n‡q hv‡e †f‡e †K‡U
wb‡q †Rbv‡iUvi iy‡g †i‡LwQj| mvayevev G‡m Zv Rvb‡Z
†c‡i cª_‡gB Kjvi Kuvw`wU †ei K‡i wb‡Ri N‡i wb‡q
†M‡Qb| Awdwmqvwj Zv‡K wm. wm. Gm. KÛvKU iyj f‡½i
Rb¨ †g‡gv w`‡q‡Qb| Zvi G †nb K‡g©i h_v‡hvM¨ e¨vL¨v
w`‡Z e‡jwQ‡jb| wjL‡Z co‡Z fvj Rv‡b bv e‡j †m
†Kvb Reve †`q wb? wZwb Zvi evwl©K wi‡cv‡U© GWfvm©
K‡g›U Gw›U« n‡e e‡j agwK w`‡q‡Qb|
- cv‡iI e‡U| Z‡e †bK÷ dvBf Bqv‡ii c−¨vb wb‡q
mvayevev gv_v Nvgvqwb fvjB n‡q‡Q| Zvn‡j me ¸e‡jU
n‡q †hZ| Kv‡Ri wRwbl †Q‡o †ewkifvM UvKv Kvgv‡bvi
wRwbl Xz‡K coZ| Zzwg †hUv K‡iQ, mycb©vi Kv‡Q wmwWUv
wb‡q Avwg Kvj‡KB Zv †`LwQjvg| fvjB †b‡g‡Q| GLb
Ime Avc‡kvl Qvo ‡Zv|
wmMv‡iU †kl K‡i †klvsk Wv÷we‡b Qzu‡o w`‡q
`xcK ejj, GB †kvb, †Zvgv‡K †h K_vUv ej‡Z Gjvg|
Avwg ev‡qv‡cw÷mvB‡Wi Ici GKUv †cªv‡R± digy‡jU
KiwQ| wW. we. wU. †Z Mªv‡›Ui Rb¨ cvVv‡ev| †Zvgvi bvg
ivLwQ †cªv‡R‡±| †Kwg÷«xi KvR¸‡jv †Zvgv‡K †`L‡Z
n‡e|
- wVK Av‡Q †bv cªe‡jg|
- cª‡R±Uv evwb‡q †Zvgv‡K †`e †`L‡Z|
D‡V hvevi Av‡M `xcK K_vUv g‡b c‡o †h‡Z
wR‡Ám K‡i, mvayevevi †g‡gvi wic−vB w`‡q w`‡qQ?

-ayr, Qv‡ov †Zv| hZ fve‡e Gme, gb ZZB wewl‡q
DV‡e| KvRKg© me †Mvj−vq wM‡q H †g‡gv †jLv Avi Zvi
Reve †`Iqv Pj‡Q|
gy‡L GK_v e‡j Zzwnb nvév fve Avbvi †Póv Kij
e‡U wKš‘ Zvi g‡bi g‡a¨ ZLb Pvcv †Ubkv‡bi †mªvZ
Aš—tmwjjvi gZ e‡q P‡j‡Q|
`xcK ejj, wKš‘ †Zvgv‡K wic−vB wKQz GKUv
†Zv w`‡Z n‡e| bv n‡j †Zv mvayevev A¨vbyqvj
Kbwd‡WwÝqvj wi‡cvU© Lvivc K‡i †`‡e| GK KvR Ki, `y
eQi Av‡M KvDwÝj †_‡K GKUv mviKzjvi G‡mwQj bv|
wimvP© I GWz‡Kkvb Qvov evwK KvR Avgv‡`i †¶‡Î
mg‡qi AcPq, cvj©v‡g‡›U Zv wb‡q cªkœ D‡VwQj| †mUv
†gbkvb K‡i Zzwg wj‡L `vI, Avwg Aj‡iwW Hme Kv‡R
Ifviev‡W©bW| ZvB H wWDwU Kiv Avgvi c‡¶ m¤¢e wQj
bv|
- ayZ Im‡e n‡e bv| H mviKzjvi Avmvi c‡i
c‡iB †Zv Avwg wPwV w`‡q GBme KvR †_‡K gyw³ cvIqvi
Av‡e`b K‡iwQjvg| Zvic‡i WvB‡i±vi GLv‡b G‡m wgwUs
K‡i Kx e‡jwQj †Zvgvi g‡b †bB? †h me eo eo
Awd‡m A¨vWwgw›U«GwUf I dvBbvÝ †mKkv‡b ch©vß ÷vd
Av‡Q Zv‡`i †¶‡Î GUv Pj‡Z cv‡i, Avgv‡`i gZ †QvU
Awd‡m †hLv‡b †Kvb A¨vWwgwb‡÷&«wUf ev A¨vKvD›Um
Awdmvi †bB, gvÎ wZbRb K¬¨vwiK¨vj †KWv‡ii ÷vd wb‡q
Awdm Pvjv‡Z nq, †mLv‡b H mviKzjvi gvbv m¤¢e bq|
me †mKkv‡bi †nW GKRb Awdmvi‡KB n‡Z n‡e|
-ûg! e‡j `xN©wbtk¦vm †Q‡o `xcK Ab¨ Dcvq fve‡Z
jvMj|
ZzwnbI GK_v ejvi ci Pzc K‡i †Mj| gyL bxPz
K‡i Iiv †h hvi gZ fve‡Z iBj wKQz¶b| N‡ii
†`Iqvj Nwo wUK wUK k‡ã bxi‡e e‡q Pjvi Rvbvb
w`wPQj gvÎ|
bxieZv †f‡½ ZzwnbB ejj, cuwPk †_‡K cÂvk
nvRvi UvKv gvwmK gvB‡b w`‡q miKvi K¬vK© cyl‡Q| wimvP©
I GWz‡Kkv‡bi Kv‡R hy³ GB †i‡Äi gvB‡b cvIqv
Awdmvi‡`i A‡a©‡Ki †ewk mgq K¬¨vwiK¨vj KvRK‡g© P‡j
hv‡PQ| Kw¤cDUvivB‡Rkvb n‡q GB GKUv g¯— eo ¶wZ
n‡q †M‡Q| B‡PQ _vK‡jI GB ¶wZ AvUKv‡bv m¤¢e n‡PQ
bv| †g‡gvi Dˇi Gme wb‡q Avwg wKQz wjLe bv| hv
d¨v±m Ges hv mwZ¨ †m K_vB wj‡L †`e fvewQ| Mvwo
wVK _vKv m‡Ë¡I Avgv‡K Mvwo w`‡Z bv ejvq †g›Uvwj
wW‡cªmW n‡q cwo, ZvB...
- a~i! Ime †av‡c wVK‡e bv| mvayevev †h †Zvgv‡K Gme
K_v e‡jwQj Zvi †Kvb cªzf Av‡Q?
†mB gyû‡Z© K‡qKRb QvÎ XzKj Zzwn‡bi N‡i|
Zviv †Kwg÷«x cª¨vKwUK¨v‡ji Kwc mvBb Kivi Rb¨ Ii
†Uwe‡j †i‡L †MwQj, Zv wb‡Z G‡m‡Q|
Zzwnb Zv‡`i †K ejj, GL‡bv †PK nqwb| GKUz
`vuovI, †`‡L w`wPQ|
`xcK D‡V coj †Pqvi †Q‡o| ejj, †`L Kx
Ki‡e| hv Ki‡e GKUz †f‡ewP‡š— Ki‡e| Avwg hvB|

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†gj e·Uv Ly‡j †`L‡ZB I wbmvo n‡q coj|
Kw¤cUv‡ii B-†gj A¨vKvD›U ej‡Q, BD n¨vf †bv wbD
†gj| †ejybUv dzj‡Z dzj‡Z nVvrB †hb me nvIqv
†ewi‡q wM‡q G‡Kev‡i Pzc‡m †Mj|
Gevi I Kx Ki‡e? †Kb DËi w`‡jb bv| QÕw`b
n‡q †Mj, B-†gj †PK K‡ibwb, G n‡Z cv‡i bv| Zvn‡j
Avi Kx Kx Kvib _vK‡Z cv‡i? Gwo‡q †M‡jb? Ii wPwVi
Awcªq mZ¨K_vMy‡jv Kx Zvn‡j e¨vbvR©x m¨v‡ii cQ›`
nqwb? bZzb WvB‡i±vi Avmvi Av‡M e¨vbvR©x m¨viB `yeQi
A¨vw±s WvB‡i±vi wnmv‡e KvR Pvwj‡q wQ‡jb| †mB mg‡qB
mvayevevi Amvay KvRK‡g©i e¨vwß N‡U| Zvn‡j †m m‡e Kx
e¨vbvR©x m¨v‡ii c‡iv¶ mv‡cvU© wQj? Awc‡m `yGKR‡bi
gy‡L KvbvNyu‡mv Gme K_v ï‡bwQj e‡U| wKš‘ ZLb †mme
I wek¦vm K‡iwb| Kvib K_vevZ©v I Pvj Pj‡b Ii
e¨vbvR©x m¨vi‡K memgqB mr gvbyl e‡j g‡b n‡q‡Q|
Zvn‡j Kx ewK‡`i avibvB wVK? Avi I...| I GLb
Zvn‡j Kx Reve †`‡e †g‡gvi?
Kw¤cUv‡ii ïå ¯Œx‡bi Ici wewfbœ i‡O †jLvi
w`‡K nvu K‡i ZvwK‡q e‡m fve‡Z _v‡K| g‡b nwPQj
kix‡ii †hb †Kvb fvi †bB| nvév Zz‡jvi gZ GK wbR©xe
e¯‘ †m| hvi Aw¯—Z¡ LyeB bMb¨| dzu w`‡jB Zz‡jvi gZ
GLywb D‡o hv‡e nvIqvq|
- GL‡bv wK n‡PQ? AvUgKv fvix Mjvi AvIqv‡R Pg‡K
Ny‡i ZvKvq|
†`‡L `iRvi Kv‡Q Bqv †gvUv wekvj fuzwoi Ici
Kv‡jv †KvU Pwo‡q ZZwaK Kv‡jv †Pnvivi mvayPib
UvuKgv_vi mvg‡b `y‡Uv †Mvj †Mvj †Pv‡L IiB w`‡K KU
gU K‡i ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| I fzZ †`Lvi gZ Pg‡K I‡V|
Zwor‡e‡M Ii nvZ gvD‡mi evUb wU‡c B-†gj e· jM
AvDU bv K‡iB eÜ K‡i w`j| mvayPib Ii Gfv‡e e‡m
_vKvi Kvib eyS‡Z cvi‡j Sv‡gjvi m„wó n‡Z cv‡i| wKš‘
I Kx eyS‡Z †c‡i‡Q Zzwn‡bi D‡Ïk¨? M„ncª‡e‡ki KvR
†m‡i †kl we‡K‡j Awd‡m G‡m nVvr K‡i Ggb mg‡q Ii
iy‡gi w`‡K Avmvi †Zv †Kvb Kvib _vK‡Z cv‡i bv?
M„ncª‡e‡ki KvR †m‡i †kl we‡K‡j Awd‡m G‡m‡Q|
Gw`‡K †h Gj, KB Pjvi k‡ã fvix ey‡Ui †Kvb AvIqvR
†Zv I cvqwb? mvayPib Kx Zvn‡j Ii ARv‡š—B I‡K
d‡jv Ki‡Q?
- Kx KiwQ‡j Kw¤cDUv‡i? †g‡gvi DËi UvBc nwPQj?
ej‡Z ej‡Z mvayPib G‡Kev‡i Ii mvg‡b G‡m
Kw¤cDUv‡ii w¯Œ‡bi w`‡K Szu‡K ZvwK‡q †`L‡Z jvMj|
†mLv‡b wKQzB †`L‡Z bv †c‡q I‡K agwKi my‡i
e‡j, BD n¨vf bU wiwmf `¨ Awdm AW©vi| Wz BD †bv
nvD g¨vP A‡dÝ BU BR? wKZbv MjZ n¨vq G? BUm G
µvBg!
†m K_v ï‡b Zzwn‡bi gv_v Svu Svu K‡i I‡V|
h‡_ó web‡qi m‡½B e‡j, Awd‡m hv n‡PQ me †Zv MjwZ
†m wn fiv ûqv n¨vq! Zv‡Z Avwg Avi GKUv †QvU MjwZ
Ry‡o w`‡qwQ †Zv wK Avi Ggb eo e¨vcvi n‡q †M‡Q?
g‡b g‡b cªPÛ †i‡M‡g‡M Mvwj w`‡Z _vKj, Avwg
µvBg K‡iwQ bv, Avi Zzwg e¨vUv mvaycyiyl? mvjv WvKz,

`xcK P‡j †M‡j Zzwnb Ii †Uwe‡j XvDm n‡q
_vKv ÷z‡W›U‡`i †Kwg÷«x cª¨vKwUK¨vj LvZvMy‡jv GK GK
K‡i †PK K‡i nv‡Z w`‡q †`q|
Rvbjvi evB‡i kx‡Zi we‡K‡ji m~h© †ZR nvwi‡q
`ªzZ cwðg AvKv‡k X‡j co‡Q| hviv A‡bK`~i †_‡K
Av‡m, BwZg‡a¨B Zviv e¨vMcÎ †MvQv‡bv ïiy K‡i‡Q| mv‡o
PviUv evR‡jB P‚j AvuP‡o e¨vMwU Kvu‡a Szwj‡q ¸wU ¸wU
cv‡q iIbv †`‡e|

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Awdm Lvwj n‡q †M‡Q A‡bK¶b| Zzwnb gyL Zz‡j †`Iqvj
Nwoi w`‡K ZvwK‡q †`Lj cvuPUv cÂvk| GKUv K¬vm
†bIqv I K‡qKUv R‡ji m¨v‡¤cj A¨vbvjvBwmm Kiv Qvov
Avi wKQzB nj bv| †jLv‡jwLi ARmª KvR evKx c‡o
Av‡Q| †cªv‡R‡±i KvR I ÷z‡W›Um‡`i w_wmm wgwj‡q Kzwo
cuwPkLvbv wimvP© †ccvi †jLvi gZ †WUv †Rbv‡iU n‡q
c‡o Av‡Q| †mme †Zgwb c‡o iBj, Avi GKUv w`b
GgwbB P‡j †Mj| Awdm †_‡K †eievi mgq wbZ¨ †h
wPš—vUv I‡K `ytLx K‡i †Zv‡j AvRI Zv `yt‡Li cmiv
mvwR‡q Gj| Awd‡m `kUv †_‡K cvuPUv ch©š— GZ
nvweRvwe KvR, Gi Ii Avbv‡Mvbv, Kj †kvbv, gb cy‡iv
wW÷ve© _v‡K, †jLvi Kv‡R gbtms‡hvM Kiv gykwKj n‡q
c‡o| evwoi Kw¤cDUv‡i e‡mB ZvB Gme KvR Ki‡Z
nq| †mLv‡bI nq bv| mvivw`‡bi ci †Q‡j‡K I wb‡Ri
k‡Li wKQz KvRK‡g©i Rb¨ mgq w`‡ZB nq|
Z‡e me wPš—vi †P‡q †g‡gvi wPš—vUv GLb †ek
SvwKu‡q e‡m‡Q| GKv n‡q †h‡Z Av‡iv †ewk †ewk K‡i
g‡b Avm‡Q| mKvj †_‡K A‡b‡Ki A‡bK ai‡bi
mv‡Rkvb G‡jv| KviUv †Q‡o KviUv †b‡e? cª‡Z¨‡Ki
gZvgZB wb‡Ri wb‡Ri wPš—vq mevi †miv| wKš‘ Ii Kv‡Q
e¨vbvR©x m¨v‡ii g‡Zi ¸iyË¡ Amxg| I‡K h‡_ó fvjev‡mb,
†øn K‡ib Ges ï‡b‡Q Avov‡j AveWv‡j Ii Kv‡Ri †ek
ZvwidI K‡ib|
Kw¤cDUvi Ly‡j emj Avevi| GZ¶‡b wbðq Ii
B-†gj-Gi DËi P‡j G‡m‡Q| mKv‡j †gj †PK Kivi ci
†f‡eB †i‡LwQj mܨvi w`‡K †`wi K‡i Lyj‡e| Kvib I
ï‡b‡Q e¨vbvR©x m¨vi bvwK mvavibZ we‡Kj cvuPUvq Awdm
QzwUi ci †gj †PK Ki‡Z e‡mb| ZvB hw` nq Zvn‡j
GZ¶‡b Ii †gj †PK K‡i DËi †`Iqv n‡q wM‡q
_vK‡e|
evB‡i BwZg‡a¨B wgwnb Avuavi PivPi m¤c~Y© Kv‡jv
K‡i †b‡g wM‡q‡Q| Rvbvjvi ¯^PQ Kvu‡Pi evB‡i ÷«xU
jvB‡Ui Nb njy` n¨v‡jv‡Rb iwk¥ kx‡Zi mܨvi mv`v
†avuqvkv †f` Ki‡Z †P‡q gyn¨gvb| †Uwe‡ji wb‡P
Kw¤cDUvi †gwkb Pjvi kã hv Ab¨ mgq †kvbv hvq bv,
Pvwicvk wbkã n‡q co‡Z †mvu †mvu K‡i e‡q P‡j‡Q|
†gjUv †Lvjvi cªwZUv †÷‡c Ii †Ubkv‡bi cvi`
†hb jvwd‡q jvwd‡q PowQj| Kx DËi †`‡eb, I †hiKg
fve‡Q hw` Zvi D‡ëv wKQz Ki‡Z e‡jb, ZLb Kx n‡e?

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GK bv¤¦vi Kv wµwgbvj! miKvwi Mw`‡Z e‡m †egvjyg
jyUcvU Pvjv‡PQ| †m me MjwZ gv_vq †Xv‡K bv? Avi
Avwg †Zvgvi K_v gZ Ab¨vq KvR bv Ki‡Z †P‡q GKUv
gvgywj Awdm AW©vi bv wb‡ZB †Zvgvi bxwZ‡ev‡ai w`e¨P¶z
Ly‡j †Mj? Avevi ej‡Q, nvg MjZ n¨vq? Zz MjZ n¨vq!
†Ziv evc MjZ n¨vq! †Ziv †Pvϸwó MjwZ †m wn fiv
ûqv n¨vq! W¨vgbv †Kv_vKvi!
- Kx nj Pzc K‡i e‡m iB‡j †h, Reve `vI hv ejjvg?
- wK K_vi Reve †`e m¨vi?
g‡b g‡b GK bvMv‡o Mvwj w`‡Z w`‡Z gvSLv‡b
mvayPib Kx K_v e‡j‡Q †mUvB no‡K †M‡Q, †Lqvj
K‡iwb|
- Bd BD ivBU Gwbw_s A¨v‡Mb÷ gvB A¨vKwUwfwU, AvB
DBj †UK †fwi ÷«s A¨vKkvb| BD †g we U«vÝdviW Uz
Iqvb Ae `¨ wi‡gvU †m›Uvi Ae AvIqvi BÝwUwUDU! AvB
n¨vf Aj‡iwW UKW DB_ `¨ WvB‡i±vi Bb w`m wiMvW©!
†mv we †Kqvidzj!
WvB‡i±v‡ii bvg K‡i GiKg fowK †h Zzwg
KZRb‡K `vI Zv Avgvi G‡Kev‡i ARvbv bq| wic−vB
Rgv †`evi Av‡Mi w`b mܨv‡ZB G‡Kev‡i QK †eu‡a
Kv‡iv bR‡i †Kvb cªgvb bv †i‡L agwK w`‡q †M‡j! Zzwg
wb‡Ri †`vl Avgvi Nv‡o Pvwc‡q †g‡gv †`‡e, WvB‡i±v‡ii
Kv‡Q bvwjk Rvbv‡e, Avi Avwg Zvi Reve w`‡jB †`v‡li,
U«vÝdvi K‡i †`‡e ejQ? †Nvovi wWg! †Zvgvi hv gb Pvq
Ki, Avgvi e‡qB †Mj|
big my‡i e‡j, Avcwb hv fvj eyS‡eb Ki‡eb
m¨vi, Avwg Avi Kx ej‡ev?
- QÕUv †cwi‡q †M‡Q| Avgvi g‡b nq bv GLb e‡m e‡m
Zzwg †Kvb Awdwmqvj KvR KiQ| †Wv›U A¨vweDR
Awdwmqvj wi‡mv‡m©m! †Mv †nvg, A¨vÛ n¨vf A¨v ¸W
UvBg!
- I‡K m¨vi| e‡j Zzwnb Kw¤cDUvi eÜ K‡i D‡V
`vuovq| mvayPi‡bi K_vi X‡O Pzovš— gb Lvivc n‡q †Mj|

†Mvcv GZ¶‡b e¨vcviUvi miƒc eyS‡Z †c‡i Pzc
K‡i hvq| Awd‡m e‡mi m‡½ Sv‡gjvi BwZe„Ë wb‡q evwo
Avm‡Q †ivR| GK mßvn a‡i mܨv †_‡K ï‡Z hvevi
Av‡M ch©š— ZviB avivweeibx ïb‡Q I| cª_g `y GKw`b
Drmvn wQj| KvunvZK Avi GKB KPKPvwb †ivR †ivR
ïb‡Z fvj jv‡M| GLb I Drmvn nvwi‡q †d‡j‡Q|
mvayPi‡bi Amvay KvRK‡g©i Rvj eû`~i we¯—…Z| I‡`i
mvgvb¨ eywׇZ Zvi bvMvj cvIqv gykwKj| †Mvcv ZvB
wKQz bv e‡j ivbœvN‡i P‡j hvq Zzwn‡bi wUwdb ˆZwi Kivi
Rb¨|
Zzwnb Ry‡Zv Lyjevi Rb¨ †mvdvq e‡m| Ii cvuP
eQ‡ii †Q‡j e‡mwQj Zv‡Z| wUwf Pvwj‡q KvU©zb †`L‡Q|
Zv †`‡L Zzwn‡bi †gRvR ZovK K‡i R¦‡j I‡V|
- wK‡i ZvZvB? AvUUv evR‡Z †Mj, GL‡bv †Zvi co‡Z
emvi †Kvb bvgMÜ †bB! PviUvi mgq ¯‹zj †_‡K wd‡i
G‡m GL‡bv KvU©zb †`‡L P‡jwQm?
D‡V Vvm K‡i Ii Mv‡j GK Po Kwl‡q w`‡q
wi‡gvUUv wb‡q wUwf eÜ K‡i †`q| ZvZvB f¨vu K‡i
Kvu`‡Z ïiy K‡i|
gv‡qi Kv‡Q wM‡q bvwjk K‡i, evev KvU©zb †`L‡Z
w`j bv, Avgv‡K †g‡i‡Q|
¯‹zj †_‡K wd‡i G‡m ZvZvB †Ljvay‡jv K‡i‡Q|
Zvici QÕUvi mgq j²x †Q‡ji gZ co‡Z e‡m †MwQj|
`yN›Uv gvÕi Kv‡Q c‡o AvUUv †_‡K GB †cªvcªvgUv †`L‡Q|
Ii Lye †devwiU e‡j †MvcvB wUwf Ly‡j w`‡q‡Q|
AvavN›Uvi †cªvMªvg| †m mgq †Mvcv iv‡Îi ivbœv LvwbKUv
GwM‡q ivL‡e| mv‡o AvUUv †_‡K Avevi †Mvcv I‡K wb‡q
em‡e|
GBme c−¨vb‡cªvMªv‡gi †KvbwKQz bv †R‡b ev Rvbvi
B‡PQ bv †`wL‡q ûUnvU K‡i †Q‡j‡K Po _vào gvi‡Z
†`‡L †Mvcvi †gRvR P‡o hvq| †ivR †ivR Awd‡mi
Sv‡gjv wb‡q evwo Avm‡e| evwo‡Z G‡mI gb Ly‡j
fvjfv‡e Kviyi mv‡_ `y‡Uv K_v ej‡e bv| `g eÜ n‡q
Av‡m †Mvcvi! gv‡S gv‡S Ii mwZ¨B g‡b nq GB †jvKUv
†Kb †h evwo Gj?
µz× evwNbxi gZ G‡m `vuovq whkyi mvg‡b|
- Kx †f‡eQ ej †Zv Zzwg? ZvZvB‡K gvi‡j †Kb Gfv‡e?
†ivR Awdm‡K evwo‡Z e‡q wb‡q Avm‡e| evwo‡Z G‡mI
Awd‡m gb c‡o _v‡K †Zv Kx `iKvi †Zvgvi evwo
Avmvi?
kvwoi AvuP‡j ZvZvB‡qi †PvL gywQ‡q w`‡Z w`‡Z
e‡j, Zzwg Awd‡mB _vK‡e hvI †Zv| evwo‡Z G‡m GZ
Sv‡gjvi `iKvi †bB|
nVvr †jvW‡mwWs n‡q †Mj| `iRvi G‡Kev‡i
KvQwU‡ZB `vuwo‡qwQj Zzwnb| KcvU Aí †LvjvB wQj|
Kx g‡b K‡i evwo †_‡K ¸wU ¸wU cv‡q †ewi‡q
Av‡m| †h iv¯—v a‡i evwo G‡mwQj †mB iv¯—v a‡i Avevi
†nu‡U P‡j, wVK Mvwo e¨vK wMqv‡i Pjvi gZb| ZgkvNb
AÜKv‡i GKmgq wb‡R‡KB wb‡R †`L‡Z cvwPQj bv|
D‡Ïk¨ wenxb nvuU‡Z _v‡K| gvSiv¯—vq G‡m fv‡e, †Kv_vq
hv‡e Gici? fve‡Z fve‡ZB weª‡Ri Ic‡i G‡m `vuovq|

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Kwjs †e‡ji AvIqvR †c‡q Zzwn‡bi †eŠ †Mvcv `iRv Ly‡j
w`j| e¨vM nv‡Z K‡i evwo‡Z XzKj axicv‡q|
†Mvcv wKQz GKUv Av›`vR K‡i wR‡Ám K‡i, Kx
n‡q‡Q †Mv?
Zzwnb wKQz e‡j bv| ïK‡bv gy‡L e¨vMUv †i‡L
†`q|
ej bv Kx n‡q‡Q?
Kx Avevi n‡e? wKQzB nqwb, †mUvB Avð‡h©i|
Zzwn‡bi DËi cwikªvš— †Kvb cw_‡Ki gZ †kvbvq|
- †Kb, Kx n‡Z cviZ?
- GB †hgb e¨vbvR©x m¨vi B-†g‡ji ReveUv w`‡Z
cvi‡Zb|

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cv‡q nvuUv DuPz GB weª‡Ri wbP w`‡q kn‡ii `~wlZ †bvsiv
R‡ji aviv wM‡q wg‡k †M‡Q M½vq| GKUz `~‡iB jÂ
NvU| Zzwnb eªx‡Ri Ici PzcPvc GKv GKv `uvwo‡q †`Lj
GKUv j G‡m _vgj Nv‡U| wKQz †jvKRb †b‡g ‡Mj|
Av½y‡j †Mvbv `y GKUv †jvK Pv`i Mv‡q fvj K‡i Rwo‡q
wb‡q D‡V †h‡Z j †Q‡o w`j| bÕUv †e‡R †M‡Q| kx‡Zi
ivwÎ| GUvB jv÷ jÂ| `~‡ii AÜKv‡ii ey‡K fzU& fzU&
kã Zz‡j GKUz GKUz K‡i Zv wgwj‡q †Mj| wKQz¶‡bi
g‡a¨B NvU ax‡i ax‡i Rbk~b¨ n‡q coj| †Rbv‡iUv‡i
mvnv‡h¨ R¦vjv‡bv ev‡j¦i ‹vb Av‡jvq cv‡ki Szu‡K _vKv
wbg MvQUv‡K †Kgb fzZz‡o jvMwQj| mvivw`‡bi gwjbZv
Mv‡q †g‡L wkq‡i cª`xc †R¦‡j Nywg‡q covi g‡Zv NvUwU
Nywg‡q coj †hb| kx‡Zi iv‡Zi Nzg, Mfxi Aviv‡gi|
Rbnxb VvÛv kvš— cwi‡ek| fiv Zwgmªvq AvPQbœ w`wM¦w`K|
weª‡Ri wb‡P e‡q Pjv wbKl Kv‡jv Rjivwk| GLb hw` Uzc
K‡i weªR †_‡K I R‡j c‡o hvq Zvn‡jI wK Nyg fvO‡e
Nv‡Ui?
D‡ëvcvëv fve‡Z fve‡Z Ii `geÜ n‡q Avmvi
Dcµg n‡Z Nv‡Ui Ec‡i gyL Zz‡j ZvKvq| Avn! Zvivq
fiv wSwKwgwK bxjvf AvKvk! hw`I my`yi, ZeyI‡Zv Av‡Q
c„w_exi †Kv_vI †Kvb Kvwš—gq Av‡jv? AvKv‡ki Mv‡q `yi
Zviv‡`i cv‡b †P‡q _vK‡Z _vK‡Z Ii ZvZvB‡qi gyL
†f‡m I‡V|
Avi ZLwb †Kgb fq fq Ki‡Z jvM‡jv| ivZ KZ
nj †K Rv‡b| nv‡Z Nwo civ _vK‡jI †`Lvi Dcvq †bB|
GBme GjvKvq GKevi †jvW‡mwWs n‡j jvBU †hb
AvmviB bvg K‡i bv| KZ¶b nj Kv‡i›U †M‡Q! Pzwc Pzwc
weªR †_‡K †b‡g G‡m AÜKvi c‡_ Szc Szc K‡i †nu‡U
evwoi KvQvKvwQ Avm‡ZB †jvW‡mwWs †K‡U wM‡q Sjg‡j
Av‡jvq f‡i DVj Pvwiavi|
Kwjs †ej evRv‡j †Q‡ji Nyg †f‡O hv‡e ZvB wMªj
†U‡b w`‡q `iRvi wQUwKwb bv AvU‡K †Mvcv †Q‡j‡K wb‡q
ï‡q c‡o‡Q| Zzwnb †h A¨vcvU©‡g‡›U _v‡K Zvi
A‡bKwKQzi m‡½ †m RwoZ| A¨v‡mvwm‡qkv‡bi KvRKg©,
KvjPvivj Mªc
z , c~‡Rvcve©‡bi Abyóvb BZ¨vw`| Awdm †_‡K
Ny‡i G‡m cªvq w`bB I‡K †mm‡ei wgwUs‡q bv nq †cªvMvg
ev Zvi winvm©v‡j †h‡Z nq| †mme †m‡i ivwÎ K‡i wdi‡j
WvBwbs †Uwe‡j XvKv †`Iqv _v‡K Lvevi| KvD‡K bv †W‡K
PzcPvc Zv †L‡q ï‡q covB ixwZ|
Awdm †_‡K Ny‡i G‡m Avevi †ewi‡q †h‡Z
†miKg-B †Kv_vI †M‡Q †f‡e wb‡q gv †Q‡j †L‡q †`‡q
wbqg gvwdK ï‡q c‡o‡Q|
A‡c¶vq †_‡K †_‡K wL‡` g‡i †M‡Q, Z‡e †Zóv
†c‡q‡Q †ek| Zzwnb gyL nvZ cv ay‡q †Uwe‡j XvKv †`Iqv
Lvevi UzKUvK †L‡q XK XK K‡i `yÕM−vm Rj †L‡q
weQvbvq Xz‡K †Mj|
†Mvcv, ZvZvB `yR‡bB Nywg‡q c‡o‡Q| ZvZvB evev
gvÕi gvSLv‡b Nygvq| Ny‡gi †Nv‡i KL‡bv gv‡K KL‡bv
evev‡K Rwo‡q a‡i|

Zzwnb cig ggZvq ZvZvB‡qi Mv‡j nvZ †evjv‡ZB
Ny‡gi †Nv‡iB †m cvk wd‡i Rwo‡q aivi †Póv K‡i|
Zzwnb ZLwb I‡K ey‡K Rwo‡q a‡i ï‡q coj|

(b‡f¤¦i-wW‡m¤¦i, 2006)

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(Zwgmªv = full of darkness)

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