The Cosmic Traveler

The Cosmic Traveller

Richard’s Journal Volume Two

To become aware of being unaware

By

Nadine May

Published by:

Kima Global Publishers

50 Clovelly Road,

Clovelly

7975

South Africa

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ISBN: 978-0-9869858-8-1

Copyright Nadine May 2008

All rights reserved. With the exception of small passages quoted for review purposes, no portion of this work may be reproduced, translated, adapted, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted in any form or through any means including electronic, mechanical, photocopying or otherwise without the written permission of the publisher.

Cover Art by Author Nadine May

Other books by Nadine May:

The Language of Light – Mind-drawing through the higher self.

Meditations on the Language of Light – On our Soul Qualities

The Awakening Clan – Ingrid’s journal

The Astral Traveller– Richard’s journal Volume One

Vanishing Worlds – Annelies’ Journal

Dedication

To my family who share the challenges that await us, and the visions we develop for coping with them in order to fulfill our destiny. Together we can influence the outcome of our future.

Table of Contents

A Story Overview

Preface

Prologue

Chapter 1: The Voice from Nowhere

Chapter 2: Your I Am Guardian Angel

Chapter 3: When Egos Play the Human Game

Chapter 4: Group Souls are Gathering

Chapter 5: Manifestations Created by Thought

Chapter 6: The Initiations through Conscious Awareness

Chapter 7: When the Distortions Become a Battle

Chapter 8: The Effect Fragmentations Create

Chapter 9: The Elemental Rules of Matter

Chapter 10: The Law of Karma and Love

Chapter 11: The Prophet’s Orphanage of Soul Mates

Acknowledgments

About the Author

A Story Overview

To the Soul mates who know that the choices and decision of today will shape our tomorrow.

More astonishing revelations come to light when, due to an explosion under the construction site at the Valley of the Gods resort in France, ancient underground tunnels are discovered. Embedded in the rock walls pictographic script foretells a future that seems to have happened in the past. Warnings about what is about to come and that there is little time left to bring about transformation gets clearer when their own lives are swept up by the dramas that trap them into the illusion of a reality that can only exist if they give it their energy.

Annelies’ awakening game has shifted the players into observation mode, where they are confronted by their own role play activities.

More mystical lyrics appear for Richard to ponder. Who was the original writer of the text that clearly gives warnings of tidings to come, and what could be done to head off trends that would lead to a critical tipping point?

A division between old and new paradigm thinking on the planet creates major confusion in the lives of the people that belong to the Jaarsma Clan from 2009 onwards. The world is in chaos, clearly confronted by a Global Collapse. Is it already too late to start creating a safer, more sustainable world, before life becomes too over-stressed and breaks down?

Richard and Sascia choose to relocate to a community that is being set up in Buttercup Valley high in the Rheatian Alps spurred by a tragic event that took place. Can the people who want to fully awaken to their own truth still find a way to stay in integrity to their intent, while mankind’s future hangs in the balance?

The price of failure might well be extinction, unless Annelies, in her journal Vanishing Worlds, shares what the Crystal Skull reveals.

Preface

I have edited Richard’s last reports, and turned it into a sequel of The Astral Traveller to show it to the elders on my home planet in our earth year 2020. To raise the story to a level of ‘reality’ beyond the readers ‘eye view’ can never have a real ending – because the inner spiritual life of every reader goes on – but being a creative observer, Richard’s story holds the energy to transform one’s ‘reality’.

It has been my soul purpose to write works of fiction that are not realism, fantasy, or a novel of ideas, but more a projection of a reality that calibrates on a level my elders like to perceive our ‘reality‘ on Earth can ascend towards.

Our solar system is situated in what would be considered an anti-universe. My Group-Soul family belongs to the 7th Astrael Division and serve as guardians of this solar system. Planet Earth is very important to us. Our Sitonian division will never again visit planet Earth in force, for this would be violating one of the most cherished laws of the Twelve Planets that were implemented, after they left this planet 6000 years ago.

My ‘father’, who is one of the Galactic Superiors that oversees the federation of the Twelve planets, is in regular telepathic contact with my soul partner and me during our lives on Earth as Hans and Liesbeth.

An intercession was decided on by the Council of Nine and both Hans and I were chosen to become what is known as walk-in’s to oversee the awakening of the Jaarsma Group-Soul. The spokesperson for this group soul known as POWAH would embody between 25%-75% of its divine soul energy through 144 incarnations on Earth in order to activate, what is called the ascension process, before planet Earth’s cosmic shift.

If the Outer worlds (dark forces) have their way and rob planet Earth not only of her valuable minerals, but of humanity’s will to awaken to the the possibilities of creating a wormhole into other dimensions. It would, and still can, have serious consequences in both our universes if humanity’s spiritual awakening does not happen simultaneously. Unfortunately the Outer world forces, as we call them, they have now reached an infiltrating level where is it important for them to stop the opening of the space-time tunnel. They have to prevent visitors from our future travelling back to our troubled world in order to keep the current low calibration consciousness in place.

When I take on the task of writing my journal on the fourth level of the Awakening game, I will share with the reader how we are all Divine beings who on a physical level, are playing an Evolution Game. Richard’s journals may help readers to see how they too belong to an individual-soul, Over-Soul and a Group-Soul.

During Earth’s ascension process many group souls will awaken in order to partake in the journey home with the help of The Language of Light symbols that were left behind by our ancestors, who were seen as gods who originally came from our local Solar System.

Our elders have overseen the editing of all the 22 divine songs in order to synchronise the latest interpretations with the ancient Sumerian texts that have been found in the Mesopotamia region…

Namasté

Tulanda

Prologue

To you the reader, and many who are awakening, these Earth times are not easy. In order for humanity to take a leap in consciousness, I was summoned to participate in the Awakening process through the many individual souls that have incarnated during these transformation times. Although the I Am, the Godhead, or the universal spirit has always resided throughout every creation, it has now chosen to lift the veils that have kept its presence on this realm from being fully known. It is out of love for the spirit-sparks that have asked for help, that the forces of light are now infiltrating this earthly system. Because each human being contains the whole story of our universe within their soul memories, reflecting all that ever was or has been, each individual human soul is faced with its own awakening through the physical form.

When your planet started to integrate her initial 144 Language of Light tonal frequency qualities, these ideographic Language of Light symbols showed us three pathways. The planetary soul had started on her resurrection process. Likewise the reader will also stand at the brink of great changes. Like humans, the Earth’s planetary soul is reflecting all that ever was or has been through its five-sensory form. Humanity only knows that every action is a cause that simultaneously creates an effect, but soon this law will drastically change.

The Matrix

The matrix is an intercellular energy field that holds all possibilities created by the Power of One. This love force is known in your dimension as Ether, the empty space between things. This creative energy field links all consciousness life streams, or spirit sparks as one - always evolving. All higher thought forms on the higher frequencies use this love force to evolve, or regress. When your planet came into a collision with another planetary being, it survived but regressed as a three-dimension vibrational planet,resulting in the drifting of her continents and of her oceans. The planetary soul fragmented, and thereafter expressed itself as nine particular aspects of the whole through the seven Ray's that oversees your physical galaxy.

Many planetary bodies in your universe had to realign themselves in order to emanate a particular frequency towards your planet to stimulate certain characteristic signatures. These 12 signatures became known as the 12 archetypes. The evolution game begins again when the matrix is offered back to the Power of One. Your early ancestors understood this. That was how your science of astrology was born.

The birth of the planetary ego influenced all living expressions as they entered into her auric field. Divinely inspired souls that experienced the same fragmentations from then on, chose to incarnate between 25%-75% of soul energy into a physical human form. Due to the time zone veil around the planet, humans started to perceive their reality as having a past a moment or a future.

Furthermore the planet divided into a northen and southern hemisphere so as to experience its creation from two polarities. Likewise in humans their organic brain divided the processing of consciousness into a left and right thinking mode, therefore the human observer, while gathering lives experiences, experienced a divided world. The intellect separated from the creative mind.

The nine planetary soul aspects added an mental and emotional effect on the human specie — recognised by their ego-driven characteristics that were linked to the 12 archetypes.

Now that the planetary soul is evolving to a higher keynote, many life streams that reside on and within her body will have to evolve with her until global unity is reached during her resurrection process.

We of the Collective Council of Nine observed your planet's preparation for ascension, knowing that incompatible energy pockets – manifested as undercurrent frictions – that are now being released would cause great distress. The creator gods from Outer World galaxies left before Earth's collision with another planet, leaving behind fragmented lower frequency particles within this dimension. The result was that the genetic blueprint of the human race fragmented into an even lower frequency. Distortions on a cellular level took control over our human creation.

I was one of these creator gods that could not evolve further unless the souls (our soul-mates) that have embodied our human mis-creations wake up in order to release any distortions that were never part of the original human blueprint.

We had reached the point where we thought we had achieved everything; instead, we overlooked the pollution within the human energy field that corrupted cellular memories. When we found out, it was too late. We had not progressed together as a divine group-soul. In our unawareness we had simply exploited the splendour of our group soul’s knowledge by sharing it with other creations, who, were already infected with a lower frequency virus. Many humans have now become technological animals. Our karma was great.

When the Council of Nine granted your planetary soul the opportunity to ascend towards a faster vibrational universe, we saw that most souls that embodied a human form ‘Our pride and Joy’ were heading for self destruction, just like the primordial race many ages ago. Among many other group souls, the Jaarsma Group-Soul was given permission to embody 144 human forms with a soul intent to fulfill the Divine Plan for the human specie who are in and out of an embodiment. To return to the Origin, the Primary Source.

Love POWAH

Chapter 1

The Voice from Nowhere

The Initiation Game

Richard was wide awake casting his thoughts while Sascia was still fast asleep next to him. He marveled at himself how he had attracted her in his life, especially having her moving in with him lock, stock and barrel was a miracle. Ginger, Sascia’s cat, was purring as he moved his leg away from under the blankets.

Pssst, don’t wake her up. He whispered. Ginger stretched himself with a look as if to say, you do your thing and I do mine. He needed to do some work on his upcoming lecture before the rest of the day was taken up with mundane activities that paid the bills.

Evidence of their last night’s lovemaking after they had come home from Sascia’s mother’s birthday party, made him look back at the gorgeous female that shared his bed. Lucky dude he sighed and tiptoed out of the bedroom. It was going to be a sunny day. Noises from the outside stairway into the street told him that research time was running short.

The old video tape on the coffee table got knocked off, as he squeezed past the clutter of furniture to get to his desk. When Ingrid, Sascia’s mom and Toon, her second husband shared what was on the video tape last night; and that they had to pass it onto him, his curiosity was already then ignited. He should really wait until the evening, to find out what was on the tape, but he couldn’t.

Last night while everyone was outside on the veranda, Toon had told him that the message was both uplifting and mind blowing, so he wanted to see it there and then, but the commotion outside in the street took priority, so he stuck it into Sascia’s bag. Knowing that his everyday routine was going to change, now that there we two living in his late brother’s tiny flat, his research must carry on. Sascia had already rearranged everything in order to create her own workspace. His office was now split in half. Sascia got her mother’s old computer when Toon had installed the latest equipment in her mother’s office.

After dinner when Toon had showed them their latest office equipment, he had drooled at the speed of their P.C, not to mention the large flat screen. Interacting with financially wealthy people often made him feel a lack of abundance, and he still had not got used to the idea that all of a sudden he was included in a family circle due to his relationship with Sascia. Since he had joined Annelies’ decoding classes, he also learned that his brother Theo and her had been very close.

Ginger appeared and jumped on his desk. That was new too, having a cat around. He slotted the tape into Theo’s old video recorder and as he pressed rewind, he heard that Sascia was up and about.

With great anticipation he sat on the edge of the settee. The video tape showed no images, just a voice, testing into a mic.. He had hoped for more.

"Hi Brother, when you listen to this tape, I’ll be long gone, but I know that you will soon receive the twelfth interpretation. Where I’m heading for, time is of no concern, but in your world the constriction that time has will have more and more of an impact on your lives. If you don’t overcome it...."

Rich, who is speaking…oh, its a video tape, I was wondering…she mumbled while putting a breakfast tray on the coffee table. He had clicked on the pause button. It was her turn this morning to prepare breakfast, while he was supposed to be working on his journal.

Where is the video tape from? Who is it?

Toon gave it to me last night when you were chatting to the others in the kitchen. He had meant to tell her about the video, but she had sexually distracted him last night when they arrived home.

Toon had asked if he was in direct contact with Trevor Zwiegelaar, a colleague and very respected Egyptologist and scientist when he handed him the video tape. He had replied that they emailed each other. Trevor, a man in his early 60s had also known his late brother Theo.

Who is the voice on the tape? I thought for a moment it was you speaking to yourself.. He settled back on the couch, tapping for her to join him, enjoying Sascia’s coffee while admiring her long legs. He was hungry. Smelling toast reminded him to look at the time. They had to open his aunt’s coffee shop at ten o’clock, because Connie, his assistant would be in late.

It’s Theo he replied with some emotion in his voice. Sascia’s stare of surprise reminded him of her mother, Ingrid. Gosh she so looked like her mom.

Ingrid still worked for Pleasure Parks, but ever since her abduction and Toon’s recovery from a bullet wound, she did her job mostly from her home office. Today Toon and Ingrid were spending with Harry, her boss, who had invited them as his VIP guest to one of Pleasure Park’s resorts.

Did Theo make this tape before he left?

No, I have a feeling that it was recorded on a video tape after he had already gone.

Really.…but where did he go, does he tell you?

No, I just heard the beginning. I’ll rewind it. When Theo had made a decision to leave, moving away from everyone who knew him, in order to pass away somewhere on his own, he was devastated.

You mean he knows how far you are with your journal, and about your own translations on the ancient text?

It seems that he is aware of my involvement with Annelies’ awakening classes, yes.

You mean her ascension workshops.

Well yes, whatever.

Let’s listen…or is it personal? He pressed start on Theo’s old video machine he never used now that DVD’s had taken over.

"While it would take too long to explain why I left you and for what reason I moved in with Leo and Trevor in France, I always knew that you will be in contact with them through Annelies. I asked Trevor to pass this tape to you in any way he seemed fit, time wise. As you hear me now, I know that we have already connected long before on the Astral plane."

There were static noises in the back ground as if Theo was having difficulties with something.

Rich so much has already changed in your life. When you hear my voice, I often wished I could have been part of your life in the physical, but being with those two extraordinary people during my last months on the planet has been such a gift. I’ve grown so speedily in my awareness that it has become a lot easier to let go of my Earthly connection cords. The simplicity of Trevor’s ten-dimensional holographic model of the world, although striking, strengthened my observation mode ever faster. I took it in as if I’d known all along that your Earth life would end up being a very good one. I was privileged to have observed two geniuses at their best. Everybody’s favourite parallel universe, the internet, comes into the picture. You will soon have interaction with his invention, but know that his multiple dimensions are purely at a speculative stage as of yet. Despite that, Trevor’s ‘simple viewpoint has many fascinating connections, not just to leading-edge string theory and physics, but also to the average person’s commonsense knowledge of how the world really works."

What is he talking about?

Don’t know, maybe a new way of thinking about time and space. He paused so Sascia could feed Ginger, since he had been nudging for attention.

You mean what Trevor talked about a month ago? she asked when she came back from the kitchen, which reminded him of the day he first heard her voice through a cell phone. She was, or so he thought, Vinny’s new girlfriend. He and Vinny, his best friend from university days, had attended Trevor’s lecture on Chambers and Passageways into the Future.

I didn’t connect it, but who knows it could be. He clicked to release the pause button.

"The paradoxes of time travel, music, and memory, all those concepts are multidimensional, programmed into the matrix, but the implications of Trevor and Leo’s discoveries on time, have barely begun to be explored. Besides hosting an animated tour through the ten dimensions, at the Valley of the Gods resort, which Toon will soon be involved in, Trevor’s 10-D idea is very imaginable in any direction."

Where is the Valley of the Gods? her question stayed unanswered. He had no idea and looking at the clock there was no time to even discuss it. If they want to be in time to open the Pannekoek, they better hurry…

You said it, a new way of thinking about time and space. How fascinating…but let‘s go.. Sascia got up during a silent pause in the video.

"It appears that Trevor and Leo have created a mirror which allows many people to see elements of their own belief systems that are embedded into their energy fields. . . Their computer game programs reaction has completely exceeded our expectations."

He clicked on the pause button, so he could take a deep breath. Theo’s timing in mentioning the paradox concept was exceptional considering his own interpretations of the symbols that they had pored over together years ago, but looking at the clock, he needed to make a move. Sascia made signs suggesting they listen to the tape when they were home in the evening. She took their dishes to the kitchen but he couldn’t resist hearing more:

"Rich I have to go back to a time, while you were away, when I was visiting Annelies at home. While we had a discussion on reincarnation, fate and free will, including the existence of God, During that discussion a black rock spontaneously appeared in Ben’s living room from out of the blue. We were all blown out of our minds, seeing a phenomenon we then could not fathom. I kept this from you for very good reasons. We were told to do so. The possibility that consciousness spans multiple dimensions was proven to us in the most unusual way. The compelling idea that UFOs, ghosts, and other apparently paranormal phenomena may actually be the best evidence in proving that the nature of dark matter and dark energy is for real will be useful. I then had absolutely no problem any more showing them evidence of the unseen influence of a higher dimension."

Rich, are you coming

Yes, yes. Reluctantly he switched Theo’s recording off and followed her out of the front door.

After a busy day at the coffee bar, Sascia was keen for him to reload the video tape. What Theo had said about the nature of dark matter and that dark energy is for real, had kept him totally unfocused on his daily routine in the coffee bar.

Most of the people who came into the Pannekoek were still totally ignorant of the warnings that were clearly all around, about climate change, energy consumption, sea level rising that could have a great effect on human mortality, not to mention financially. That always remained a mystery. The diversity in people’s attention about their own reality was in itself proof that nothing was for real.

They sat themselves cosily on the settee and waited for Theo’s voice to fill the living room.

"We both currently know that higher dimensions do exist while in a dream state, but I was present during their discussion, and you will soon find out why I left this message on this video. Trevor transposed my voice recording tape onto a video for you to be able to hear it when the time was right."

There was a long pause, and he was about to get up to check, when Theo spoke again.

"While Ben suggested that the mysterious appearance of the rock reminded him of a novel elucidation of the paradoxical wisdom of Zen, Annelies’ brother Fred suggested that the ten sefirot of Kabbalah, also represents the hierarchical gradations of divine creation. We then contemplated that a two-dimensional being, or a square, that has an encounter with a three-dimensional being, or sphere, could be a shaking experience. So the concept of an alternate dimension, like a 4th or far higher dimensional perception, to an audience that might never pick up a book on cosmology, string theory, or quantum geometry, those discoveries will truly blow minds. Richie soon the world as you know it will change so drastically, it will provoke plenty of philosophical and spiritual inquiries."

There was again a pause, but he waited.

"I leave you to it and hope that what you have heard might one day sprout into an idea that you already know all there is to know. We will meet again soon."

What was all that about? Why, what is the message? Let’s look. Sascia unfolded her long legs from under her and got up to get his laptop. He knew that they had the same idea; emails. He lately always checked his e-mail the moment they arrived at his flat in the evening.

While Sascia prepared Ginger’s food, he downloaded two emails, both from Trevor.

——- Original Message ——-

From: T Zwiegelaar

To:

Sent: Wednesday, 2-August

Subject: tablet 12

Dear Richard

This twelfth interpretation made us all aware about a mirror, reflecting back what is in our own mind. Theo’s translations are almost poetic. The Language of Light symbols describe the five Initiations with such vigilance, any other translator would have completely missed the essence of their meanings. It reveals the spiritual depth that the artists held about the soul. We are now aware that from an external outlook, love and passion have consumed these concepts. Our entertainment activities have distorted them by projecting a barrenness of what love really is. Most humans find themselves in a state of darkness and experience loneliness before they leave this world. Ancient Egyptians knew that opportunities were lost due to a lack of zest for life, at the departure of the soul just prior to a physical death. ( I wanted this to be the meaning behind ‘the dot within the circle.’ so my audience would look for the spark within themselves.) Leo and I will soon show you where Theo redid the last of the 22 translations. In the meantime listen to the tape Toon has given you. It will make no sense to you straight away, but Theo had his reasons for you to listen to what he had to say, I’m sure. Don’t worry about the prints that were stolen from us. Each one has a different role to play at these times.

Regards Trevor.

They were both surprised when Trevor mentioned the photos with the symbolic text he was supposed to translate. They had been stolen from his flat last month. Ben must be in daily contact with Trevor. So there were 22 Tablets. He had already given Liesbeth the first eleven excerpts, so she could edit his journal the way she had done with Ingrid’s, but now he knew there were more to come.

He opened the next email. It was another translation from the fragile golden sheets that were still visible on the photos. He still had no clue where they had been discovered. Sascia urged him to read on while she snuggled up on his lap. Together they peered at Theo’s translation titled; The Initiation Game.

Tablet 12

Behind every physical form is a spirit elemental in action – they project a form into being in order to express the divine as a fraction.

This great Deva is guided by the great spirit sun – in order to project light and warmth calling man’s world back to the One

The Five initiations will prepare mankind for the dimensional shift – the awakening journey is an inner quest given to man as a gift.

These five purification initiations will motivate many incarnated souls – to have the intent to fulfill their goals.

Love can be active on all planes through freedom – blending the natural beauty with our elemental kingdom.

This spiritual force will activate every biologically created life – In man this force often manifests as his sexual drive.

It will awaken memories of thy original start – this love-force travels through the body, mind and spirit, seeking its divine counterpart.

When thy soul force penetrates all the subtle bodies of earth-man – Wisdom shall give ye the power to unfold God’s plan.

Bliss is a natural state of a unified soul-being in motion – True harmony with itself and the universe is given as a love potion.

By raising the sexual energy into the higher subtle bodies known to man – It’s often experienced through a cosmic union where the kundalini force blends a human relationship of soul mates into one human yin and yang.

A focused mind is the tool of the co-creator – but a loving heart is often found in the mediator.

Translated by Theo de Jong

Richie, karmic intelligence arranges things for us the same way that the brain coordinates and arranges the functions of our organs. A directing mind will reflect back to us, many times multiplied. The effects of your soul’s good deeds while shaping every painful experience toward growth will increase happiness. Remember that.

Love Theo

Sascia asked him questions he himself had often pondered over, as they both re-read the eleven interpretations from Theo over and over.

When I translate the pictorial texts, I usually get visions. I don’t know if that is anything to go by, but when I read that Annelies’ ascension path has a catalysing effect on our physical manifestations, then I begin to learn how much our daily thoughts manifest in the physical.

You mean the thoughts one has about an ‘intent’ is what makes it so?

Yes, I imagine that our bio-gravitational fields are changing. I think that on a cellular level our thoughts have such an effect. When we awaken more and more as to who we are, we penetrate that idea into the nuclei by pure thought. The visions of shape shifting came to mind as he spoke. Sascia pondered.

Gee, ...you mean like they do on Star Trek, when they are beamed up?

Who knows? Sometimes movies are ahead of us. Like any science fiction story. Our mind-fields must be tapping into these possibilities, Annelies calls it the causal planes. Awesome hey?

It’s amazing but what are these causal planes? she asked

It’s a realm that is created by our daily thoughts about the future.

You mean it is a fantasy realm?

In a way yes. But as Theo says in his recording: The Paradoxes of time travel, music, and memory, all multi dimensionally programmed into the matrix. Apparently the implications of Trevor and Leo’s discoveries have barely begun to be explored. Sascia pondered on this as she rested her head on his shoulder.

Rich, our lovemaking. It feels like....a sensation of golden sunlight that is spreading through all the fibres of my body! Her voice trembled as she spoke. He gently stroked the hairline in her neck. "My entire body trembles in waves of