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rwmena Cvens cxovrebaSi

,, ho, samebao erTaresebao da ganuyofelo, mamao, Zeo da wmidao sulo!gevedrebi Sen ufalo,
daicev Svilni Cemni (Sorena, marika da giorgi) yovlisagan Wirisa... maxsovs, am sityvebiT
amTavrebda yovel dRes dedaCemi. Qqali dRemd, romelmac sicocxle Semomwira, suli Camidga...
marTalia, mogvianebiT Tumca, me mainc gavacnobiere mSoblebis mniSvneloba, maTi sapatio
adgili Cvens cxovrebaSi. Rac dro gadis ufro da ufro vrwmundebi,rom ded-mamisa da Svilis
urTierToba Cveulebrivi kavSiri ar aris. is gacilebiT mets gulisxmobs sakuTar TavSi, vidre miwieri
grZnobebi da yofiTi valdebulebebia. mSoblebiT iwyeba da sruldeba adamianis Segnebuli cxovreba.
gana SeiZleba vinme gvegulebodes maTze axlobeli, saimedo an sando?! Wminda mamebi
mSoblebs Cventvis dawesebul mwyemsebs uwodeben da amiT kidev erTxel Segvaxseben maT
RvTisnierebasa da gansakutrebul rols.
dRemde mimaCnia, rom kargi mSobeli casa da qvesknels Soris gadebuli xidia.Mmxolod
mas ZaluZs samyaros - adamiani, xolo zecas aangelozi aCuqos (ioane uqropiri). Yovelive
sikeTesTan erTad ded-mamaa uflisken mimavali, kurTxeuli gzis sawyisi. Cven yvelani, maTdami
swori damokidebulebiT viwyebT uzenaesis mcnebebis Sesrulebas. Ufro metic, Cveni mopyroba
Tavadaa mcneba, vinaidan ufali brZanebs: ,,pativi ec dedasa da mamasa Sensa, raTa keTil geyos
Sen. es darigeba marTlmadidebluri mrwamsis Seucvleli nawilia da rigiani dafiqreba gvmarTebs
am TemasTan mimarTebaSi. damerwmuneT masTan dakavSirebul detalSi didi sibrZne imaleba.
bibliaSi xom yovelive simboluri da mraval waxnagovania.
CemTvis, rogorc SvilisTvis da momavali dedisTvis, qvens mier SemoTavazebuli Temebidan
,,pativi eci mamasa Sensa da dedasa Sensa yvelaze axlo da saintereso aRmoCnda. amitom vecdebi
Tavi ar davzogo, raTa saukeTeso kuTx .
modiT, Tavidanve yuradReba gavamaxviloT xsenebuli mcnebisTvis miniWebul adgilzec.
vakis wminda samebis saxelobis taZrisdekanozi miqaeli (wulukiZe) Semdegnairad gvesaubreba am
Temaze: ,,marTalia, Zalian Znelia mcnebaTa danomvra, Tunca maT numeracias, rogorc wminda
mamebi gvaswavlian gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba aqvs. roca mosem sinas mTidan aTi mcneba
Camoitana, isini Tixis or ficarze ewera. cxadia,SeiZleboda TiTo fiqalze xuT-xuTi mcneba yofiliyo,
magram pirveli oTxi mcneba erT fiqalze ewera, danarCeni eqvsi ki meoreze. Amas Tavisi
datvirTva aqvs. pirveli, meore, mesame da meoTxe mcnebebi ufals, mis pativiscemas exeba.
mexuTedan ki adamianis qcevas, erTmaneTisadmi damokidebulebas. kacTa Soris mcnebebi

mSobelTa pativiscemiT iwyeba. Ufalma ded-mamis usiyvaruloba iseT didi codvebze win daayena
rogorebica: kacis kvla, parva, mruSoba, qurdoba... amitom es sakiTxi saguldagulod unda gaviazroT.
Sainteresoa isic, rom Zvel aRqmaSi, moses rjulSi, am mcnebis sxvagvar interpretacias vxvdebiT:
wyeuli iyos, vinc pativs ar scems ded-mamaso.DdavukvirdeT, marto is ki ar aris danaSauli,
mSoblebs rame davuSavoT, aramed isic ki, Tu maTsatanado pativs armivagebT. wminda ioane
RvTismetyveli ambobs: ,,vinc xiluli ver SEeiyvara, is verasdros SeZlebs uxilavis Seyvarebaso.
Cven, yvela, ojaxebSi vibadebiT. bavSvs, pirvel rigSi, urTierToba aqvs mSoblebTan.
Garesamyaros adamiani pirvelad maTi daxmarebiT exeba. amiTom Swored mSobelTa
pativiscemiT, morCilebiT aris Sesazlebeli RvTis morCileba, misi mcnebebis swavla da aRsruleba.
amasTanave kargad unda gvqondes gaazrebuli maTi arsi da mniSvneloba. xSorad adamianebi Tavs
imSvideben RmerTs vuyvarvarT, mowyalea da yvelafers gvapatiebso. esmarTlac asea,
RmerTisiyvarulia, is yvelapers Segvindobs, tumca Seundobs mxolod Sewwalebis, aRsarebis
msurvelT.
am mcnebebis SesrulebaSi udidesi roli morCileba sada madlierebas eniWeba. bavSvs
morCileba sulsa da gulSi bunebrivad unda hqondes gamjdari. Aq mSobelsac Dzlian didi roli akisria.
Ded-mamam SeiZleba Svils Zalain bevri ram misces, magram Tu ar miscms uflis siyvaruls,
morCilebas, Zalian gauWirdeba bavSvs am mcnebebis aRsruleba mosTxovos. mSobeli unda iyos
bavSvis magaliTi. dauSvebeblia mexuTe mcneba mxolod mozard Taobaze ganvavrcoT, rameTu
Cven yvelani varT Svilebi, gvyavs mSoblebi da maTi pativiscema, rCevebis yurad Reba, morCileba
Cveniipirdapiri movaleobaa,
idealuri morCileba aris siyvaruliT morCileba, roca ar aris gavlebuli zRvari, Tu vin aris upiratesi
ufrosi Tu umcrosi, radgan dgeba dro, roca mozardi izrdeba da aRmzrdelebs utoldeba azrovnebiT,
SemecnebiT, cnobierebiT da a.S. roca adamiani bavSvobidan morCilia es morCileba sicocxlis
bolomde gahyveba. Semdeg , ukve TviTon xdeba SvilebisTvis morCilebis magaliTi. Eski Tavis
mxriv, ojaxis normalur cxovrebas uwyobs xels.yvelas Tavisi saqme aqvs, yvelam iciss movaleoba
da yvela cdilobs SeZlebisdagvarad Seasrulos is, magram saTnoebaTa abstraqtulad warmodgena
rTulia. morCileba warmoiqmneba maSin, roca ojaxSi raRac problemaa, roca saWiroa erT-erTi
mxare meores daemorCilos. asset dros, Tu rame gansakutrebul SemTxvevasTaan ar gvaqvs saqme,
Svili mSobels unda daemor/cilos. Swored mSobelTa morCileba, morCileba maTi vinc gvSva, aris
uflis morCilebis pirveli etapi. amave dros unda aRiniSnos isic, rom eklesia marTebulad miiCnevs,
mexuTe mcnebaSi vigulisxmoT yvela, vinc mSoblebis magivrobas gviwevs: mwyemsebi da sulieri

maswavleblebi, Cveni aRmzrdelebi, naTliebi, asakiT ufrosni, keTilis myofelni da TviT sxvadasxva
xelisufleba qveyanaSi. saRvrTo werilebSi
uxvada mimobneuli xsenebul sakitxebTan dakavSirebuli miTiTebebi: (1),,winaSe piras
mxcovanisasa ze aRudge da pativ-sce pirsa moxucebulisasada geSinoden RmrTisa cxovelisasa(1
tim. 5.1-2). 2) ,,damorCildiT winamZRvarTa TqvenTa, rameTu igini iRviZEben sulTa
TqvenTaTvis, viTarca-igi sityvai miscen (ebr.13,17). 3) Tavad ieso qriste iosebs upirobod
emorCileboda miuxedavd imisa, rom is iyo aRmzrdeli da ara RviZli mama. 4) ,,yoveli suli
xelmwifebasa mas umTavresisa daemorCilen, rameTu ara ars xelmwipebai garna RmrTisagan.
me Rrmad mwams, rom uflis TiToeuli mcneba, Tavisi arsiT, adamianis sulze zrunvis uzado
gamovlinebaa. Sesabamisad, maTi miyola da dacva upirvelesad Tavad gvWirdeba. amsTanave
TvalSisacemia, rom keTildReobisa da dRegrZelobis dapireba uSualod mSoblis pativiscemis
mcnebas erTvis. samRvdeloba amas Semdegnairad xsnis: ,,es imiTom, rom TvalsaCino jildos
molodinSi ufro metad movindomebT am darigebis Sesrulebas. Mas efuZneba wesrigi jer ojaxSi da
Se,deg sazogadoebrov cxovrebaSi. Zvel patriarqTa da pirvel mamaTa magaliTebi gviCvenebs,
rom RmerTi gansakuTrebul Zalas aniWebs mSoblisgan dalocvas (dab.27). ,,kurTxevaman
mamisaman daamtkicnes saxlni SvilTa zeda (zir.3.9). RmerTi Tavisi samartliani da brZnuli
gangebulebiT, gamorCeulad icavs da keTildReobas uqmnis maT, vinc pativs scems mSoblebs, xolo
saTnoebisTvis saboloo jildod uboZebs ukvdav da netar cxovrebas Zeciur samyaroSi.
qarTveli xalxis suli da guli, Cveni ilia meore brZanebs: ,,dedisa da mamis pativiscemiT
Tqven mxolod madls moipovebT da dRegrZelni iqnebiT. araerTxel miTqvams, rom mSoblebis
locva-kurTxeva aris RvTis locva-kurTxeva da girCevT, yoveldRe geTxovaT maTTvis dalocva.
kidev erTxel SegagonebTamas. gaxsovdeT es aris Zalian Zlieri saSualeba RvTis madlis
misaRebisTvis.

vfiqrob, interess

araamoklebuli mama paisi aTonelis darigeba am Temaze saubrisas: ,,ganusazRvrelia mSoblebis


madly. maTi locva yvelaze didi memkvigreobaa romelsac Svilebes utoveben. Amitom Svilebmac
unda iRvawon, rom mSobelTa kurTxeva moipovon. wminda iakobi, mamis kurTxeva rom aiRo,
cxvris tyavSi SeZvra.AA
gansakuTrebiT dida dedis kurTxeva! erTi kaci meubneboda: dedis yovel sityvas
CemTvis oqros fasi aqvso. erTi iohanbergeli berZEni mewvia, iciT. Ramxela STabeWdileba
moaxdina Cemze? Deda avad gamixda da sanaxavad Camovediao, - miTxra. ar gasula ramdenime
Tve da Soobas isev Camovida. Mizemi rom vkiTxe, mipasuxa: ,,- gavige, rom deda isev avada.

Asakovanic aris da SeiZleba gardaicvalos. Camovedi rom xelze veamboro. CemTvis yvelaze didi
simdidre dedaCemis dalocvaao. Samoci wlis kaci samxreTiafrikidan saberZneTSi Camodis, raTA
mSobel dedas xelzeeamboros! RmerTma es kaci imdeni simdidriT daajildova, rom moxuci
RvTismsaxurisTvis saxlic ki aaSena da eklesias aCuqa. SeiZleba iTqvas, is dazvinulia dedis
kurTxeviTda aRar icis vis gaunawilos. aseTi adamiani malamos magonebs, anda wyaros xetialisas
saharis udabnoSi rom waawydebi.
mSoblebis siyvarulis, pativiscemisa da morCilebis magaliTs mravalgzis gavZleven sauliero
pirebi, wmindanebi da TviT ieso qriste: gavixsenoT uflisTvis yvelaze mZime wuTebi. Jvarcmis
drosac ki misi ukanaskneli Txovna, kurTxeva dedaRvTismSobels exeboda. Man ioanes uTxra, aha, deda Seni, Mariam! Mas ki aha, Svili Senio. es saocrebaa! roca adamiani kritikul situaciaSi
xvdeba, yovelTvis sakuTar Tavsa da gadarCenaze fiqrobs. Qristem ki dedaze ifiqra da sayvareli
mSobeli sayvarel mowafes Caabara. Swored es aris mSoblis siyvarulis gasocari, misabaZi magaliTi.
Mmacxovari saxarebaSi ambobs, rom zeciuri mamis nebis aRsasruleblad movida. mas
gaaCnia mamissiyvaruli da upirobo morCileba. geTsimaniis baRSi locvisas is mamas eubneba: ,,Tu
SesaZlebelia amacile es gansacdeli, bolos ki daszens, ara rogorc me msurs, aramed rogorc Seni
nebaao.
Macxovris martooden am or saqcielSic ikveTeba mis usazRvro siyvaruli RvTismSoblis
mimartda udidesimorCileba mamzecieris winaSe.
wminda ioane oqopirs siyrimidanve beroba surda.roca moiwafa, gadawyvita, sadme
udabnoSi ganmartoebuliyo. Seityo dedamisma,anTusam. daiva vaJi win, xeli xelze mohkida da
Sestira: ,,Cemo vaJkaco, Rmerma ar ineba, rom did xans vyopiliyavi mamSenTan erTad. misma
sikvdilam Sen dagaobla, me ki damaqvriva. Gevedrebu nu damiwyluleb iarebs, moSuSeba rom
dauwyia. Daicade Cems sikvdilamde. es dRe, SesaZloa, Sors arc iyos. Semdeg wadi RvTiT, saiTac
gindao. wminda ioane aRar eurCa dedas da aRsasrulamde mas gverdidan ar moSorebia.
wminda barnaba geTsimanielis senakTan uamravi xalxi iyrida Tavs. Mama barnaba maT
Soris dedamiss, sqemonazon dariasac, rom dainaxavda etyoda: - ,,dediko Sen rigSi dgebi? Ratom
ambob uars Sens vaJze? Me ki ar vityvi uars dedazeo. erTxel, jer kidev berad ar iyoaRkvecili
mRvdeli barnaba, monastris sadResawaulo trapeze uamravi xalxi Seikriba. Mam barnaba yvelas
acnobda Tavis ubralo, Raribulad Cacmul dedas. qals scxvenoda sakuTari siglaxakis, maSin mam

barnabam gaamxneva igi: ,,dediko, me Seni siglaxakiT vamayob, radgan swored siRaribeSi
aRmzarde iseTi, rogoric saWiro iyo.
wminda grigol RvTis metyveli RmerTma mravali niWiT daajildova. Misi
mWevrmetyveleba yvelas xiblabda. aTenis saritoro skolaSic tovebdnen maswavleblad. Sadac didi
momavali da miwiuri pativi eloda. Sxvadasxva saero samsaxursac sTavazobdnen, magram uari
ganacxada da Sin, nazianSi, dabruneba gadawyvita, mSoblebis gardacvalebamde maTgverdiT yofna
arCia. Mdinare irisis piras gaSenebuli monastridan megobari wminda basilica uxmobda. Masac
uari SeuTvala da miswera, megobruli piroba ver Sevasrule da SenTan ertad ver ganvmartovdi
samoRvaweod, magram megobrobis kanonma unda dauTmos Zis mSoblebisadmi siyvarulis
kanonso. erTxel ukve samRvdelo pirma moinaxula wminda basili da dabrunebulma, nazianSi Tavis
samwyos mimarTa: ,, me aq upirvelesad damabruna TqvenTvis Tavdadebam da sakuTarma
sazrunavma Cemmi mSoblebis uZlurebam, romlebic Cemze ufro swuxan , vidre TavianT sibereze.
Cemi pirveli aRTqmaa viyo maTi siberis kverTxi da saimedo sayrdeni maTi uZlurebisa, rasac
SeZlebidagvarad vasruleb da amitom davuteve is, rac CemTcis Zvirfasia sibrZnismoyvareoba
(anu RvTismetyveleba). Wminda grigoli erT-erT homiliaSi ufals mimarTavs: ,, vfiqrob, mSobelTa
msaxurebiT, SenTvis saurveli saqme aRvasrule, meufeo Cemo qriste, rameTu Sen aZlev mokvdavT
Svilebs, raTa Seewion maT da Svilebs daeyrdnon mSoblebi, viTarca kverTxs mokankale sxeuli.
mravlismTqmelia, sityvebi romliTac grigol xancTeli mimarTavs dedas: ,,aw Tana-mac
moRvawebai Seni sulierad da xorcielad mcnebisaebr uflisa romelic brZanebs: ,,Svilo, miage
mSobelTa SenTa, rai-igi mogages, rameTu Tvinier maTsa Senmca ara iyav..
Mmsgavi magaliTebi gamoulevelia: noe da misi Svilebi, bibliuri iosebi, isaaki da abraami...
magram, sagulisxmoa, rom idealuri dedaSviloba, mamSviloba, gamorCeul saero pirebsac
axasiaTebT. Tvali gadavavloT ilias ramdenime SeniSvnas oTaraanT qvrivisa da giorgis urTobis
Sesaxeb: ,,... magram Tavis dReSi araviTvis Seutyobinebia, rom Svili ase gagiJebiT uyvars. Svilsac
ki umalavda Tavis gulisnadebsa. marto es ki iyo, rom SvilTan tkbili laparaki icoda. Tavis dReSi ar
gaujavrdeboda, Tavis dReSi avis sityviT armoixseniebda, Tumca xSirad ki stuqsavda. Svili, romelis
sxvisgan Tavze frinvelsac ar gadaifrenda da fex-qveS QWianWvelasac ar gaatarebda, dedas Tavis
dReSi sityvas ar Seubrunebda, rac unda Zlierad etuqsna. - ,,marTalia da imitomao,- ityoda xolme
giorgi TavisTavad. brali Cemia da tuqsvac Cemzed axiao. giorgi Tavis dedis yurmoWrili yma iyo
TiTqmis. Mis uneburs Tavis dReSi ar indomebda. Tumca kargi mozrdili iyo, magram giorgi saxlsa
da ojaxSi batonobas ar Sescilebia dedas.

yuradsaRebi da damafiqrebelia mSoblis sityva ujaxis Seqmnis Jamsac. Wminda mamebis


TqmiT mSoblis kurTxevas udidesi mniSvneloba aqvs qorwinebisas. vinaidan, ojaxi ar
Semoifargleba mxolod col-qmriTa da maTi SvilebiT. is moicavs winaprebsa da STamomavlebsac.
Amitom misi Seqmna yvelas cxovrebaSi Zalian mniSvnelovani etapia. Jvrisweris locvebSi mRvdeli
ambobs locviTa mSobelTaTadaemtkicos safuZveli saxlisao. Roca mSobeli gvakurTxebs es imas
niSnavs, rom ufali gvakurTxebs, amitomac kurTxevis gareSe qorwineba ar SeiZleba. Mama paisi
brZanebs: ,,saxierma RmerTma amgvarad ganawesa: coli da qmari imdenad didi siyvaruliT
SeerTdebian xolme, TviTmSobelsac dauteveben. es siyvaruli rom ar iyos, kacni ojaxs ver
Seqmnidnen. mSoblebis amocana Sesrulebuli mas Semdeg, rac Svilebi sakuTar ojaxs Seqmnian.
mSoblebTas urTierTobis fenomeni imiTac aris gansakuTrebuli, rom sikvdili ver xleCs
Cveneul kavSirs. piriqiT, gardacvlili ded-mamisadmi grZnoba uflo gvimzafredeba, meti siyvarui da
sinanuli gveufleba maTdami. Svilebis pirdapiri movaleobaa mTeli guliTviT vizrunoT maT sulebze.
ilia meore gvmoZRvravs: ,,pativi eciT mSoblebs, xolo Tu isini gardacvlilni arian, Cveulebriv
esaubreT da daxmarebac sTxoveT. gaxsovdeT, maT yovelive esmiT, kvlavindeburad uyvarxarT sa
loculoben TqvenTvis. Yoveli SabaTi micvalebulTa dRea. nu daiviwyebT gardacvlil mSoblebs,
winaprebsa da axloblebs. am dRes gakeTebuli sakurTxi eklesiaSi waiReT da panaSvidze moZRvars
moaxseniebineT maTi sulebi. ...Tu yovelive amas gaakeTebT, RvTis kurTxeva ar mogakldebaT.
jvrisweris samociqulo iwyeba pavle mociqulis sityvebiT: - yvelafrisaTvis vmadlobdeT
RmerTso.es grZnoba udidesia. Cven yelaferi madlobiT unda vakeToT. dRes xSiria, gansakuTrebiT
axalgazrdebSi, drtvinva, sayveduri mSoblebisadmi, rom maT cudi ganaTleba misces an kargad ar
acviat, cudi ojaxi aqvT da ase Semdeg. es yvelaferi, upirvelesad, madlierebis sawinaaRmdegoa.
Roca adamiani bavSvobidan raRaciT ukmayofiloa da amis mizezs sxvebSi eZebs arsebobs misi
mankierad qcevis, yvelasa da yvelafris mimarT umadurobis seriozuli safrTxe. es uve senia. SeiZleba
mas yvelaferi hqondes, magram mainc umaduri iyos. Cven xom problemebis gamogonebis da mere
sxvebze gadabralebis didostatebi vaT,
mSoblebTan urTierToba pirdapir kvsirSia ufalTan urTierTobasTan. ase rom Tu ar viqnebiT
morCilni, pativismcemelni, Tu ar gveyvareba isinies niSani iqneba imisa, rom au gviyvars ufali
Cveni. brZanebs dekanozi miqaeli (wulukiZe).
roca madlierebasa da pativiscemaze vsaubrobT dauSvebelia ar SevexoT bavSvTa saxlSi
mibarebulebis Temas. fasmunSi vkiTxulobT: ,,mamaman Cemaman da dedman Cemman damagdes
me, xolo ufalma Semiwyala (fs. 26). RmerTs gansakutrebuad uyvars mSobelTa zrunvasa da siTbos

moklebuli bavSvebi. maT adrianad iames wuTisoflis usamarTloba, ramac pawawina gulebSi sevda
da tkivili gaucinaT. sayovelTaod cnobilia, rom Svilebi arc Tu iSviad sayveduroben mSoblebs
arasaTanado siTbosa da zrunvis gamoCenisTvis. Tumca, Cvenda gasaocrad, xsenebul aRsazrelebs
es sulac ar axasiaTebT. Isini emorCilebian mcnebas uflis pativiscemis Sesaxeb. Arasdros aZageben
mSoblebs da arc aravis aZleven amis uflebas. piriqiT, sul amboben, rom kargi mSoblebi hyavT da
RirseulioJaxiSvilebi arian. Yvelas rigiani dafiqreba gvmarTebs am magaliTze.
mSoblebs pativs miagebs ara mxolod adamiani, aramed mweric ki.ai, tundac fuTkrebi
dedas maSinac ki ar toveben, roca Zlier dauZlurebuli skis fskerze EeSveba. Yovelnairad cdiloben
deda zeviT aiyvanond da Tuki mas Tavis awevac ar SeuZlia, ramdenime futkarimasTan rCeba da
dedis kvebasa da gaTbobas uzrunvehyofs. Isini mas sikvdilis drosac ki ar toveben, isini frTebs
aqneven, TiTqos, misi gacocxleba surT. ,,Svilebi yovelgavar Zalas mimarTaven. Mkvdars ki
mxolod maSin toveben sacodavi bzuiliT, roca Taviant uZlurebaSi darwmundebian. Fsiqolog davit
cicqiSvilis TqmiT, es es Zalian naTeli magaliTia, raTa davinaxoT, Tu rogor scemen paTivs
mSobels uflis mier Seqmnil samyaroSi da raoden samwuxaroa, ro xSirad vxvdebiT adamianebis
gulg]rilobas maT mimarT.
Msgavs sakiTxebze saubrisas, Zalian mniSvnelovania nawilobrov mainc gavacnobieroT Svilebze
gaweuli amagi. gamonaTqvani- ,, xelisgulze erbo kvercxic rom Seiwva, mSoblis amags verasdros
gadaixdio xSirad saTanadod ar moqmedebs adamianis fsiqikaze. mama paisi aToneli wers,
rombevri ukmayofilebas gamoTqvams moxucebis ucnaurobasa da mZime xasiaTze,magram
aviwydebaT TavianTi bavSvobis droindeli ucanurobani da celqobani, sijiute da Wirveuloba, riTac
xSirad awuxebdenen mSoblebs. Mmama pasisi wers, - RmerTi amas imitom uSvebs, rom
moxucebis movliT, seWirvebis moTmeniT vali gadaixadon im siZneleebisTvis, romelTac sxvebs
uqmnidnen. im tanjvis miziezi, romelsac es xalxi ganicdis xSird is aris, rom mSoblebi maTze
ganawyenebulebi arian. maTi ojaxebi xSirad imis gamo itanjeba, rom ar zrunaven xanSi Sesul
mSoblebze. Mam paisi brZanebs: ,,gana SeiZneba RvTis kurTxeva gadmovides iseT ojaxebSi
gazrdil Svilebze, sadac ubedur moxucebulebs ar aZleven SviliSvilebiT gaxarebis saSualeba?
moxucTa TavSesafarSi miaqaneban, maT qoneba ki TviTon itaceban. erTxel erTma qalma,
romelsac oTxi dacol/svilebuli vaJi hyavda, mam paiss sTxova: ,, iloceT mamo, rom sizmarSimainc
vnaxo SviliSvilebio. Ar SeiZleba asetT ojaxSi RvTis kurTxeva da wyaloba sufevdes.

Damafiqrebelia, rom ramdenadac ioli da bunebrivia siyvaruli, pativiscema mSoblebisa, vinc


sicocxle gavaCuqa, imdenad mZimea maTi upativcemulobis codva da Sesabamisad uflis sajelic.
Minda ramdenime magaliTi SemogTavazot amaSi kidev erTxel dasarwmuneblad:
Mmecxramete saukuneSi sofel varvarovskSi, mouravis coli da misi 15 wlis qaliSvili
wakamaTdnen. Svili dedas udierad lanZravda, bolos ki miawyevla: ,,Se bebero grZneulo, eg Tvalebi
amogTxrodes da amogvardnides. am saSineli wyevlis mizezi is iyo, rom deda Svils muSaobas
aiZulebda. sawyali dedamisi, erTi ubralo qali, Svilis wyevlam SeaZrwuna da atirebuli oTaxidan
gasvlas apirebda, rom ucbad sazareli kvili moesma. moixeda da gaqvavda: gogonas, aqamde
janmrTeli, Tvali Seusisxlianda da fosodan amouvarda. Semdeg qaliSvili akankalebuli yveboda:
,,roca deda oTaxidan gadioda marcxena TvalSi Zlieri tkivili da simyralis suni vigrZeniao.
Svilebi, romlebic saTanado pativs ar miageben mSoblebs, RvTis kurTxevas akldebian.
erTxel Wminda parTem lampaoelTan eSmakis Sepyrobili Wabuki maoyvanes. Wmindani Zalzed
Sewuxda mis danaxvaze. Is yovelTvis mswrafl eweoda SeWirvebulebs, magram am Wabulis
gankurnebaze uari ganacxada. mSoblebi muxlebSi Seucvivdnen Rirs mama sa cremlit evedrebodnen
mis gankurnebas. Mam parTenma maT uTxara: ,,Tqveni Svili amis Rirsi ar aris. Boroti sulis mieri
tanjav mas RvTis sasjelad mieca, radgan lamis mamis mkvleliao. mSoblebi SeaZrwuna
wminmdanis natqvamma. Mam parTesam hkiTxa: ,,gana Tqveni Svili ar glanZRavdaT?gana Tqven
ar loculobdiT, rom is RmerTs daesaja? - ,,ki, SevcodeT mamao. - amoioxres sacodavebma.- ,,
maSin dae itanjos da miiRos saTanadosasjeli. brZana mama parTesma, magram mainc
Seiwynara sacodavi col-qmari, iloca da gankurnebuli daubruna maT Svili.
Nnetari avgustine mogviTxrobs kesaria-kabadokiaSi momxdar ubedur SemTxvevaze:
Svilebi abuCas igdebdnen dedas, ufrosebi scemdnen kidec sawyal qals da manac mwuxarebisgan
yvela Tavisi naSobi dawyevla. Dedis wyevlam mswrafl imoqmeda. Ufros Svilebs dambla daecaT da
Zlivs moZraobdnen.amgavri ubedureba male umcrosebsac daatydaT Tavs. Sercxvenilebma datoves
TavianTi qalaqi da romis imperiaSi daexetebodnen. Tumca, mamxilebel sindiss versad daemalnen.
dausruleblad SeiZleba msgavsi SemTxvevebis gaxseneba. Tumca yvelaze uaresi isaa, rom
estendencia dResacaa SenarCunebuli. Samwuxarod, urCi, umaduri Svilebi mxolod warsulis nawili
rodia. Tanamedrove saqarTveloSi uprecedenTod imata moxucTa TavSesafrebis, kaTarzisebis
ricxvma. dRes aRaravis akvirvebs upatrono, mouvleli, mSier-mwyurvali, damcirebuli da
daCaCanakebuli asakovani adamianebis danaxva. Mmsurs, Cems Tanatolebs, momaval mSoblebs

Sevaxseno ioane oqropiris sityvebi: ,,rogorc eqcevi mSoblebs, ise mogeqcevian Svilebi da kidev
,,RmerTi mSoblebis umadur Svilebs xSirad sakuTari Svilebis umadurobiT sjis
am metad mtkivneul problemas Semdegnairad exmianeba uwmindesi da unetaresi: ,,iyofian
ojaxebi. Svilebi eyofian mSoblebs (martoobisTvis imeteben maT), da-Zmebi erTmaneTs. Cveni
winaprebis did ojaxebSi 20-30 kaci cxovrobda. Aq gansakuTrebuli pativi ufross, mSobels
miegeboda, romlis sityvac, ojaxis yvela wevristvis kanoni iyo. Axla ki yvelaferi piriqiT xdeba,
erTaderTi Svilic ki gayofisken, calke cxovrebisken misswrafvis. Upatronod tovebs aRmzrdelebs. am
movlenam kidev erTxel unda Segvaxsenos, rom adamiani ufro da ufro ecema, TandaTan ukan
midis. Uaxloes adamianebtan cxovreba ar SeuZlia. Am saSineli senis mizezi erTaderTia adamiani
ganeSora RmerTs, misisuli dacarielda, radgan aRar aris taZari RvTisa. ki imas niSnavs, rom aRarc
siyvaruli aqvs, vinaidan, siyvaruli TviTon RmeTia. ukeTu Cveni sinanuliTa da locviT RvTis
wyaloba sa siyvaruli ar davibruneT, siyavruli saerTod gaqreba.
zogadad, moxucTa TavSesafrebis arsebobas, sazogadoebis krizisad miiCnevs dekanozi
miqaeli. misi TqmiT, sainteresoa, Tu rogor Seafasebdnen mSobels, romelic davrdomil Svils ver
uvlis, dro ar aqvs, an, ubralod janmrteli Svili hyavs, magram ezareba misi movla da upatrono
bavSvTa saxliSi abarebs. es, albat, yvelas SeaSfoTebs. mSobels gana cota amadi aqvs CvenZe?
gana imis Rirsia, rom moxucebulobaSi vuRalatoT? mere Cvenc aseve mogveqcevian Cvenive
Svilebi. Wminda kviprianes cxovreba Si aRwerilia aseTi SemTxveva: karTagenSi saxadi gavrcelda,
romelic musrs avlebda mosaxleobas. SeSinebul warmarTebs dasneulebuli axloblebi qalaqgareT
gahyavdaT da miusafrad tovebdnen. Sabraloebs qristianebi uvlidnen. TviTon ixocebodnen, magram
sxvebs upatronod ar tovebdnen. ai, aseTi unda iyos qristiani. Cven ki ara Tu sxvebis aramed, RviZli
ded-mamis movlac ki ar gvsurs. moxucTa TavSesafarSi mSoblebis Cabareba yovlad dauSvebelia.
codvis kiTxvaa, rom qarTveles ufrosi Taobis dafaseba sxvebisgan gveswavlebodes. vfiqrob,
dRevandeli yopa eris udidesi sircxvilia. TiTqos, yvelaferi air-dairia. Drom usargeblosTan erTad
saWiro faseulobebic STantqa, Sno da lazaTi daukarga Cvens yoveldRiurobas. amis mizezTa mizezi
sauTar TavSi unda veZioT. qarTvelebs xom mze amogvdis yovelive sazRvargareTulze.
dameTanxmebiT, uzro, Seuferebeli, amaod Tavgamodebuli swafva gvaxasiaTebs ucxo qveynebSi
miRebuli wes-Cveulebebisken. vTvliT, rom maTmier SemoTavazebuls araferi daewuneba da gvsurs
maSinve SevisisxlxorcoT is. arada, ,,ukeTesis ZiebaSi saukeTeso xelidan... gvecleba...
,,eris gadagvareba da gaTaxsireba maSin iwyeba, roca is iviwyebs istorias, anu mamapapaTa ganvlil gzas, maTi cxovrebis mrwamss. mixedavad asakisa me xSirad vamCnev im

radikalur gadacdomebs, rolebic, gansakuTrebiT, ar gvepatieba mcire ricxovani qveynis Svilebs. ar


SeiZleba ar aRiniSnos, rom mSobelTa instituti arsasdros yofila iseTi dakninebuli, rogorc axla. Rac
arunda utifrad JRerdes, dRes axalgazrdaTa umravlesobis ,,avtoritets mSoblebTan gamoCenili
Tavxedoba, uzneoba, TviTneboba gansazRvravs. ,,CamorCenilobis maniSnebelia, alersiTa da
mowiwebiTmoixsenio maTi saxelebi. Samagierod elviseburad vrceldeba mSoblebis misamaTiT
wamosrolili uSveri sityvebi.
es ukve aRar aris pirovnuli anac ojaxuri problema. is Cveni cxovrebis yovel nabijze
igrZnoba da irgvliv yvelafers wamlavs. Sazogadoebis nihilisturi damikidebuleba ki xels aZlevs mas,
rasac, Tavis mxriv, mivyvarT iqamde, rom Svilebi iqiT ,,zrdian, ,,saqmeebs urCeven, arigeben da
Wkuas aswavlian TavianT mSoblebs... codvis gandidebaa, aseTi ram qarTul miwa-wyalze rom
vxdebodes! Momavali Taoba mtkiced unda dadges qristianuli mcnebebis sadarajoze, myisierad
alagmos yovelgvari aRviraxsniloba.

...da vinaidan, da radganac, es sakiTxi mniSvnelovani da mtkivneuli iyo CemTvis vecade am Temis
damuSavebiT gamovxmaurebodi mas. Saintereso detalebis Ziebam bevri ram SemZina rogorc
moraluri, aseve religiuri TvalsazrisiT. SeiZleba iTqvas, es erTgvari sazrdo iyo Cemi sulisTvis. Rac
Seexeba umTavrss me Rrmad mwams, rom gaTendeba dila mziani da ufali Seiwiravs qarTvelebis
erTxmad aRvlenil locvas - ,,ufalo da RmerTo Cveno iesu qriste! Seismine locvai Cemi mSobelTa
CemTaTvis. mihmadle maT erTi zraxvai da siyvaruli yovelTa dReTa cxovrebisa maTisaTa.
Ganamtkicen xorcni maTni simarTlesa Sina, raiTa gmsaxurebden Sen saqmeTa mier mowyalebisa
da saxarebisamierisa saxierebisa. Maswave me maradis morCilyofad mSobelTa sityuasa, ganmarine
me TvalTmaqcobisa da mzakvarebisagan maT winaSe da nu daguakleb Cven ganmartlebasa
saSinelsa Sensa samjavrosa.