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TOO FAR TO COME BACK

BY KILER DAVENPORT
We are the present both individually and collectively. Countless ideas about the world trying to
find their place in elusive time and space.
The strong, powerful, and persuasive eating up the little fish in this massive pond we call life. No
place to run, no place to hide, no place to fall apart.
The big ones eating up the little ones this is the game. Rules are for fools and those who have
been tricked into submission by the machine.
You have sold out to passion, tricks, treats, and folly. You have made a secret pact with the devil.
You have given yourself over to the new world order.
The will to fight has been sucked out of you. The wisdom that calls to you will go unheard. The
come to drain you of your last bit of life.
It is so much easier to give in and say oh its not so bad these are just the times. The is just the
way things are.
These worms dropped from the sky are eating you up from the inside out. Controlling your every
thought and action.
You have been made to consume the deadly poisons and breath the toxic air of the dragon. You
have been enslaved and you have loved it.
There will be no escape for you or your offspring. The deal is done and now you, we will all pay.
And those that come after us will beg for more.
How will you free yourself from something that you have worshiped, something that you adore.
How will you even know you have fallen?
Your very life depends on this machine. Your very existence has been consumed with it. Most
are so far in this darkness they are already dead.
DRUGGED, DUPED, AND CONNED
BY KILER DAVENPORT
So I went to my psychiatrist yesterday and from the very start of the session things got off to a
bad start. First of all there is a complete breakdown in communication between the mental health
personnel working with me. I see two doctors and one is not reading what the other is writing
and this is a problem. I was also floored when Dr. Ruff looked at me so serious and said 'with all
due respect I believe you to be somewhat delusional'. 'And what makes you think that' I said.
'Well' he said 'the last session was going well until you started talking about these chem trails

and all of the chemicals falling from the sky out of the jet streams and weather modification
projects developed by the government including the United States Air Force and NASA'. He then
proceeds to get a little grin on his face as if he really put me in a position to confess that I was
delusional or even psychotic for being alert and orientated to my current environment and being
well read on technology of the day and very well educated on the strange science that is being
practiced all in the name of progress.
Why should it be my responsibility to prove that I am not delusional just because Dr. Ruff is not
well educated on the current technologies and science of the day. Why should I have to suffer
being labeled delusional or even worse. To me this is a breaking story and one that needs to be
told. If even part of what happens in that office yesterday is happening to others we the people
need to put a stop to it and develop safeguards so that it will never happen again. I wonder what
would have happened if I had told him that we are all being tracked, traced, profiled, and
surveiled all of the time by the National Security Agency, The Department of Justice, The
Department of Defense and major corporations 24 hours a day, 7 days a week, 365 days a year.
All of this is public record and fact. What would he have diagnosed me with then?
What if I had said that the federal reserve was privately owned by a few mega rich at the top of
the food chain and that they are the ones calling all the shots as to how the world works. What if
I had talked about brainwashing or existentialism or Agenda 21 or HARP. What about
vaccinations being poison to our children or our very limited amount of drinking water being
poisoned and possibly even drugged in some locals. What if I had informed him that our
government is not only manipulating the weather but can also produce at will earthquakes or
tsunamis, drought or flood. Would this be reason to lock me up and throw away the key and how
many well meaning folks out there are going and have gone through the same thing I am going
through now.
Why should the burden of proof fall on me to prove myself sane when all this information is on
the internet, factualized, and reported on by some of the most important, intelligent, and credible
people on the planet. Would it of not been better if the doctor would have been knowledgeable in
these issues that we are all facing at this moment. Would it have not been better for everyone if
he would have said 'WOW. I guess I need to study and come up to speed on what is happening in
the real world so I can better help those who need my help.'
On my next visit to all of these so called psychiatrists I am now preparing, at Dr. Ruff's request,
a complete file on all these things talked about above. I am also thinking about filing a law suit
against these doctors who are abusing their power without giving the patient a chance to prove
their case.
If I am delusional then we are all in trouble because millions of people are waking up to these
atrocities going on all over the world including the killing of innocent people in the Middle East
funded by tax money of United States citizens. I will conclude here with the fact that I can prove
my case and I will present the facts to those who will listen. I hope that when this is over it will
turn the mental health system upside down and change the way we approach mental illness and
the way doctors deal with these tough issues.

NO MORE MAGIC HERE

BY KILER DAVENPORT
okay so its time to just come out and tell all the new age folks who believe in voo-doo that all
this stuff that is going on in the world today has nothing what so ever with any kind of magic or
spelling at least to the point where some of you take it. I have been observing close up with the
intent of bringing some of these things to the surface. some of you without even knowing it have
gone way over the edge with all of this. we are all human and do human things which can seem
pretty wild and crazy sometimes. here's the thing. the very rich are very powerful and cunning
and they make the rules and design the plans for the future and the house is always rigged in
their favor.
I know this really takes all the fun and mystery out of the hunt but you have to come down to
earth if you want to change the rules of the game. you must look at the world as one big house
where all the little people live on the bottom floors and all the very rich and powerful live at the
top and on the roof. its that simple. it is built into all of us to want power and control. some more
than others. men more than women.
I have been watching and gathering information for a while now so that I could write a book on
this subject and help people learn how to see and deal effectively with all of these things. there
simply is no magic or voo-doo. sure it can seem that way but in reality its really not that way.
remember its all about power and control those who can get to the top without getting knocked
off the ladder will have it and those for some reason or another can't well they will be left in the
dirt to fend for themselves. how clear cut is that for you? do you understand? don't get me wrong
on this now there are many many strange things going on out there, and some of it looks like
magic, spell casting and so on. do not be fooled at all its just normal humanity at work. and as far
as UFOs who knows and who should really care. yes its exciting and wonderful but we have so
many problems here on the ground to solve that it is a crime to even look up for more than a
minute. and now we get to religion. our religion should be personal and based on love.
forgiveness, sharing and caring.
religion should not be used as a tools for destruction, division, hate and power. each and every
one of us have been given the ability to believe something different. we are all built different
when it comes to the way the brain is wired up. we all look at life based on our experience and
capacity for living, loving and learning. our whole existence is based on the choices we make
and those choices are based on our personal programing and that is based on local and
environment. if you can grasp what I am saying here it will change your life and the lives of all
this around you. it will give you the power you have needed to move ahead. I love all of you in
this digital realm so very much and I really do care what happens to you because
Heather M Pound and I have been out there on those streets and we have cried and cried because
of the way this world and the people in it have become. we seem to be devolving and self
destructing at a very rapid speed. some say its this and some say its that and none of us know
what it really is but I can tell you that it is not spirits at least not the ones that you have been

taught and made to believe in. the question remains can we save ourselves, the answer is yes if
we want to and if we have the courage and passion. its that simple. we have the ability to move
those mountains and walk on that water. most just do not have the energy anymore.
I am so sick and tired of people saying we, we, we, we. there is no we. there is only a you. tell
people what you want to do and what you are doing. speak from the first person.you. have you
ever heard the old saying we shot a bear and paw drug it up on the porch and killed it. everyone
has their own agenda and motives remember this when you are out there. remember this when
you are talking to people. the people in America are so immature and spoiled. they have never
had to really hurt and experience hardship and suffering.
face book has become the new word addiction. we have lost our capacity to understand the true
meaning of the collective, community, unity, fellowship and understanding as well as our
common sense.drugs and alcohol are eating this Country up from the inside out. parents who
decide that their need for drugs is more important than their kids should be hung. we are living at
the end of our rope and those of you who are not part of the solution are part of the problem.
WISDOM SPOKEN HERE
BY KILER DAVENPORT
The simple fact that we are somehow anchors to ourselves is a complete mystery when in fact
we have no concrete proof that we are in fact ourselves. Of course it is also a complete mystery
that we even exist at all. This kind of thinking if taken to the extreme can drive one completely
mad and in fact it has driven many people to the edge and beyond.
The human brain as far as we know is not capable of performing these types of functions or
contemplating these types of impossible calculations. This leaves us in somewhat of an endless
and eternal loop. I believe it well enough that we strive to survive.
Over the years I have come to see just how destructive it is to try and convince others that we
shall never know the meaning of consciousness, existence, space, time, or reality. We will never
even come close to knowing the essence of being or the phenomenal mysteries that surround us.
We must just learn to be present, to be alive whatever that means. We must know that we are
here to help each other. Our quest is one of reaching out, of caring, forgiving, understanding
within the realm of possibilities and knowing and believing that we are in no way special or
privileged in this complex event we call life. Self righteousness and conceit has been the
downfall of every civilization since time began.
I firmly believe that we have the capacity and ability to control ourselves to a point that would be
conducive to a more sustainable, safe, secure, and healthy future. However, so far we have not
done this. We are a cunning and manipulative species. We are destructive, dangerous and violent
in our very nature. To alter the course of the future in a way that would work for everyone would
be the most ordinate and painful task we have ever undertook at the collective level of
community. It would require sacrifices that the majority are not willing to make and it would
force upon the many the opinions of the few and this is just the opposite of what we are used to.

In other words we should move to a place in our minds where the minority rules simply because
the minority is usually right.
The minority understands that we cannot have our cake and eat it too. The minority understands
suffering at its worst. They understand what it is to be last in line, hungry, cold, depressed,
bewildered, and cast out.
This major shift in thinking will not likely happen because the big fish are so used to eating up
the little fish.
To many of you this is an absurd idea and one that should not even be contemplated let alone
considered. However one day soon you may end up inside that minority and then and only then
will you understand this wisdom i speak here.
I WENT TO A PLACE
BY KILER DAVENPORT
I went to a place without words, without sound, without time, rhythm or rhyme.
I went to a place that had nothing to see, nowhere to go and nowhere to be.
I went to a place where the mind stood still all one could feel was a cold cold chill.
I went to a place where birds did not sing the snow fell hard in the middle of spring.
I went to a place where blue was red and and little red monkeys were snug in bed.
I went to a place where dead leaves were cities and all the rocks were pretty.
I went to a place that blood turned to stone little white rabbits were gnawing on bone.
I went to a place where the living were dead and people were standing with no head.
I went to a place where the sky was the floor and everyone went into this small door.
I went to a place that called itself home but when I knocked nobody was home.
I went to a place that people could see but those inside could not climb the tree.
I went to a place so cold and demented you would not know unless you were in it.....
IT IS WHAT IT IS
BY KILER DAVENPORT
Human opinions are like old dead leaves falling down from the trees. They are spent like a shell
from an old gun. Everyone seems to have many opinions on a wide array of subjects even though
they may have no direct experience with the subject at hand.
We are drowning in in a dark sea of aimless and clueless opinions. What is it that drives this
endless opinion mill and how does this effect the day to day lives of the people duped into these
bottomless pits of misguided rubbish. How does one discern fact from fiction? How does one
know what to believe and what to not believe?
My father used to tell me "son there is the truth, the lie, and most importantly what really
happened". And this last part is the hardest to find and the most illusive.

The human brain is a very complex and mysterious organ. We know very little about how or
even why it works the way it does. We are not even sure that we have any control over it at all.
Of course if this is true then there is absolutely no meaning or reason for what I am writing here
and even more strange is the fact that you have no choice in the matter of believing it or not.
What we do know for sure is that we know very little about the world we live in. We have no
idea where we came from or why we even came in the first place. We have really no idea where
we are when we look at the big picture and we are completely clueless as to what happens to us
after death if anything at all.
So we are left with the question of how can we learn to navigate these very muddy waters of
existence and what can we do to come to some kind of conclusions about our illusive realities
that we can all agree on that will be beneficial and productive for our futures. We have been
asking these questions since recognizable time began. Some of the wisest and most intelligent
people in the world have pondered these imponderables for thousands of years without an
answer.
Oh sure there are trillions of opinions out there streaming from billions of brains full of trillions
and trillions of brain cells but to no avail. So what is the answer or is there an answer. I believe
not. It is my opinion that there is no simple method to this madness. I have also come to the
conclusion that it is of no importance what so ever that we know the reasons.
My saying and philosophy has always been "it is what it is" and to me that is the answer.
A BRIDGE TO HOPE
BY KILER DAVENPORT
we must now go out and continue to build bridges among the people. we must strive to put
ourselves last in many cases and others first to really make a lasting impact and set the example
for our young and upcoming citizens. we moved into this RV and gave up the comforts that most
of you have to stay centered and completely aware of those who have little. it is so easy to forget
the homeless, hungry, naked, lost lonely, depressed when sitting in a comfortable, safe, clean,
secure home sipping on a warm cup of hot chocolate.
we do critical outreach. most of you do no outreach at all and if you do it is just putting money in
a jar at some store or donating cloths and other junk to the multi billion dollar good will. in order
for the Country to pull out of this tail spin everyone is going to have to become masters of
critical outreach. we are at the breaking point people and this illusion of safety and security will
soon cave in and you will fall in with it. there is no more ownership in the US. you own nothing
at all and most of you are so far in debt you will never climb out.
the only thing that might save us if we stop feeding the dragon. most of you are gluttons. you are
pigs at the trough, selfish and greedy to the core and your kids are turning out the same way
because the nut does not fall far from the tree. in my humble opinion super spoiled kids should

be in jail and the parents taken out and whipped. most Americans are rotten to the core. they
have had to much to fast. they have been taught to get all you can get and fuck everybody else.
of course we play a good game and act like little angels when we are out in the public but most
do not really care. I mean really really care enough to give up what they have for someone
else.soon we will be forced to do this, this Country is propping itself on toothpicks now. it is
empty. it is broken beyond complete repair however we still have a slim chance to bring it back
to some sense of normalcy. please join the destinie radio network and help us keep the airways
free and the people informed. we are in the streets where these lost people are. we are at ground
zero every day and at night. out in the rain the cold, the snow and we are in danger much of the
time. wont you help us even if you can't be out here with us. thank you .
THE MIND MATRIX
BY KILER DAVENPORT
as we debate and divide.a s we rant and rave the war rages on. as we pretend to know we do not
know. as we pretend to do we do not do and as we think we do not think. it is very hard to admit
that we know nothing at all. we make things up as we go. we know not where we are in the
universe. we know not where we came from and we have no idea where we might go if
anywhere when we leave here feet first. all we can do is just get together and say to each other
wow,wow,wow.
we live in such an illusive world where nothing is as it seems. we are energy and mass with a
brain. we are dancing particles that spin and spin
and spin. we beg for purpose and direction. we seek knowledge and wisdom and they elude us.
each with his or her own way, stubborn, conceited, selfish, lazy, stupid, dumb, greedy, twisted,
perverted, two faced, spoiled and just plain full of shit. so many nit wits out there on every
corner. lame brains coming out of the wood work, shit for brains on Capital hill, cunning and
crass in the Congress and power crazed in the executive office.
sign holders, protesters, occupy movements,sit ins,revolutionaries and just the plain insane.
programmed, propagandized, computerized and despised. divided by ego, blinded by pleasure,
lust and the need for speed. we are to far removed to ever get back. too hell bent to ever come
together as one and to selfish to really share. some are looking for God. some believing they are
God and the rest do not give a rats ass. where are you and who are you? what have you become
and what lie will you tell me? what lie have you believed?
HEAR THE QUIET BEFORE THE STORM
BY KILER DAVENPORT
HEAR THE QUIET BEFORE THE STORM,THE MAN ON THE ROOFTOP,THE WOMEN
AT THE WELL, PEOPLE GO TO AND FRO, LIKE A THIEF IN THE NIGHT,THE STORM
THAT RAGES, THE HOT FIRE UNDER YOUR FEET,THE SORT OF DAMOCLES OVER
YOUR HEAD. THE WATCHERS WATCH,THE OBSERVER OBSERVED, ON EARTH AS IT
IS, YOUR SKIN WILL BE TORN FROM THE BONES, YOUR BRAIN WILL MELT IN MY

OVEN, YOU KNOW NOT WHO I AM,I AM HERE ,THERE EVERYWHERE,YOU WILL
NOT ESCAPE THAT FINAL MOMENT,YOU WILL NOT BE REMEMBERED, YOUR
NAME A FIGMENT, YOU WILL SEE OUT THROUGH THE EYES OF ONE WHO IS
DEAD,YOU WILL FEEL THE COLD OF THE MORGUE THE BLOODY TRAY BESIDE
YOU, FOR THIS IS HELL TO KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN THE PIT,THE GRAVE ALIVE TO
STAY ESCAPE FROM THIS DARKNESS BEWARE,TWO WORLDS WAITING FOR YOUR
ESSENCE,THIS ONE AND THE VOID,THE EVERLASTING DARKNESS, THE TRICK OF
THE MASTER PUPPETEER, THE I AM, ALPHA ,OMEGA,ENJOY THIS CONSTRUCTED
ILLUSION, BE THE BEST AT THE GAME, THE PLACE THAT YOU ARE GOING NEXT
WILL HAVE NO CHANCE FOR FAME.

LOVE
BY KILER DAVENPORT
HUMAN LOVE IS WORTHLESS,IT IS COUNTERFEIT, WEAK, WANTING, SPOILED,
DEMENTED, SICK, IT BARGAINS, IT BEGS TO BE UNDERSTOOD.
HUMAN LOVE IS CONDITIONAL,DEPRAVED, SENSITIVE, VIOLENT, SELF
CONSCIOUS.
HUMAN LOVE IS NOT LOVE AT ALL, HUMAN LOVE IS LIMITED AND SELF
SERVING

HUMAN LOVE WILL NOT PAIR WITH MONEY, SEX, DATING, MARRIAGE OR
CUNNING.
TO SAY I LOVE YOU AND HAVE NO UNDERSTANDING OF IT IS THE WORST LIE.
LOVE DOES NOT RESIDE IN US, IT FLOWS IN AND AROUND US. IT IS FREE.
IT WILL NOT BE BOUND UP IN SUCH DIRTY VESSELS. IT WILL NOT BE
CONTAINED.
ONE HAS TO BECOME LOVE. ONE MUST EVOLVE INTO LOVE. LOVE IS
CONCEPT,
ENERGY, POWER, ESSENCE, VOID, DIMENSION, ELEMENT, ROOT, SOURCE.
YOU WILL NOT BE IN LOVE, YOU WILL NOT GIVE LOVE, YOU WILL NOT
COMMAND IT.
LOVE IS NOT BOUND UP IN PHYSICS, IT IS NOT CONCERNED WITH MOOD
SWINGS.
LOVE IS BOUNDLESS AND ETERNAL. IT DOES NOT RUN ON TIME NOR LIVE IN
SPACE.

IT SEEKS TO FILL UP THAT WHICH IS EMPTY, ITS JOY IS YOUR DEATH.

YOU MUST KILL YOURSELF TO FIND IT. YOU MUST DIE TO SELF COMPLETELY.
LOVE WILL NOT BE COMPANY WITH FOOLS. IT WILL NOT BE USED,
MANY OF YOU WILL NEVER SEE IT. MOST OF YOU WILL NEVER KNOW IT.
LOVE IS ALWAYS IN CONTROL. IT NEEDS NO HELP. ITS FIRE IS HOT.
IT CAN KILL YOU OR HEAL YOU. IT CAN LIFT UP OR DESTROY. IT IS LOVE.
TO WILL OR NOT TO WILL
BY KILER DAVENPORT
Life as we know it is simply a massive blend of possibilities and outcomes. We are swimming in
an ocean of ideas, concepts, thoughts, dreams, feelings, and interpretive dimensions. The human
brain is very calculating and is constantly seeking to quantify and qualify the surrounding
environment.
Internal meets external and magic happens. Doors open and opportunities abound. Many are
unable to master this complex organ to even a basic degree. They seem to be letting their brain
control rather than the other way around. Some of the revolutionary thinkers of all time have
believed that we are slaves to the brain. They have stated that we have no free association or
thought. Their conclusions were that we have no free choice or free will and that we are just a
massive complex collection of chemicals interacting in ways we will never fully understand or
comprehend.
I for one believe that we do have free will and are able to make our own choices based on our
experience. I believe that we have the capacity to alter the course of our future and the future of
others. For if we were not free agents then what would be the purpose, reason, or logic of life.
If in fact we were pre-programmed robots of sorts. What a cruel trick of nature that would be.
Just think if this was true and we could somehow know it to be true. How that would effect our
everyday life and way of living. Would it make it better or worse? Would people be able to adapt
to this way of living? Would most or all go completely insane finding out all of a sudden that
humanity had no control whatsoever over its destiny? That every move we made, every idea,
every thought, activity, project, and event was just another part of the forward moving program.
This is even a little maddening just writing about it. Some have said how can we have free will if
God knows everything we are going to do before we do it. Others have said that even though
God knows these things we still have the ability to alter the course.
Wow some of this makes sense at all. So I guess we will never know and that is probably a good
thing.

HIDING BEHIND OUR MAKE BELIEVE

BY KILER DAVENPORT
WE HIDE BEHIND OUR MAKE BELIEVE,WE REFUSE TO SEE THE LIE,
WE BUILD THICK WALLS AROUND US SO OUR FRIENDS WONT SEE US CRY,
WE TRY SO HARD TO FIT THE MOLD,WE DO EVERYTHING WITHIN OUR
POWER,BUT NONE OF THIS WILL MEAN ONE THING WHEN WE FACE THAT FINAL
HOUR,
IF ONLY WE COULD BE OURSELVES AN OPEN BOOK YOU KNOW,
JUST TELL IT LIKE IT IS TO EVERYONE AND THEN JUST LET THEM GO,
IF THEY SHOULD
NOT RETURN AGAIN WE WILL KNOW THEY WERE NOT TRUE,
WE SHOULD NOT LIVE THIS LIFE OF LIES GOD SEES US THROUGH AND THROUGH,
HAVE YOU EVER STOPPED TO WONDER HOW MUCH DIFFERENT LIFE WOULD
BE,IF WE WOULD JUST POUR OUT OUR LIVES FOR ALL THE WORLD TO SEE.
SOME OF YOU LOVE TO HATE ME,BECAUSE I REFUSE TO WEAR THE MASK,YOU
WANT SO BAD FOR ME TO TELL YOU WHAT YOU WANT TO HEAR BUT INSTEAD I
SAY KISS MY ASS,
YOU SEE THE KIND OF LOVE I HAVE IS REAL AND FROM THE GUT,I HATE
FAKES ,FRAUDS AND COUNTERFEITS,THEY CAN ALL KISS MY BUT,
THIS MESSAGE THAT I SPEAK TO YOU HEAR TODAY IS REAL AND FROM THE
HEART,IF ALL OF YOU WILL LISTEN YOU CAN GET A FRESH NEW START,
DON'T BE AFRAID TO STAND UP FOR WHAT YOU KNOW IS TRUE,
AND DON'T BE SO QUICK TO JUDGE THOSE FOLKS WHO DON'T THINK THE WAY
YOU DO,
ANY FOOL CAN MAKE A FRIEND THAT ISN'T REALLY TRUE
ITS THE ONES THAT LOVE YOU AT YOUR WORST YOU MUST HOLD CLOSE TO YOU,
I HOPE YOU HAVE HEARD ALL THAT I'VE SAID I MAY NOT SAY IT TWICE,YOU
BETTER READ THIS PIECE AGAIN IT MIGHT JUST CHANGE YOUR LIFE,