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fokafkla - tl hlaIfhla iuHla oDIlhs" ta lshkafk ;=Kqrejkag
,e flfkla" wks;a hlaIhd :Hd oDIlhs' f fokakd f orej
bkakj lald' wr :Hd oDIl hlaIhd lshkjd' ~~fukak fyd|
lEula ;sfhkjd" wms luq'~~ lsh,d' t;fldg wks;a flkd tal
j<lajkak W;aidy l<d' kuq;a fuhd ll=f,ka weoao wr orejf.a'
wkj;a tlalu wr orejd ~kfud nqoOii~ lsh,d lsjd' ta lsj
yefh hlaIhd nhfj,d ysg.;a;' B<g wks;a flkd lsjd wms
f,dl= je/oaola lf<' tal ksid wms talg oqj kak kh
lsh,d' fokak tl;= fj,d ? ;siafi wr orejd uqrl<d' wdrlaIdj
i<id kakd' ta jf.au :Hd oDIl hCIhd rc f.org .sys,a,d
372

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

rka Ndckhlg wdydr wrf.k wdjd' we,a, rd;%sfha ujqmshka jf.a


fjia j<d f.k wr orejg wdydr mdk;a , /ljrKfh fhkd'
wdydr .;a;g miafi hlaIhd ;udf. Ro n,fhka Ndckfh wl=re
lla flgqjd' ~rc;=ud muKla fuh olSjd~ lsh, - f ldrKh
ms<sn|j - f Ndckh fuf;kag wdmq ye' tfyu lr,d wr Ndckh
lr;af; ou,d hCIfhd w;=reoyka jqkd'
b;ska B<g WoEik rcf.or wh Ndckh ke;sjqkhs lsh, jgmsg
n,,d" k.rh ;=< mlaId lr,d t<shg we,a,d wr lr;a;h
lalyu lr;a;h mlaId lrk fldg Tkak r;a;rx Ndckh lald'
l,d orejd
w,a,df.k .shd fydrdh lsh,d ys;df.k' B<g
rcqrefjd <g f.kspg miafi Ndckh;a tlal" rcqrefjd f
wl=re l,d" ~fudlo ffl isoah@~ lsh,d weyqjyu wr orej;a
lsjd ~~uu okafk kE' ? ;siafi uf.a wuhs ;d;a;hs we,a,
wdydr , udj wdrlaId l<d' ta lhs uu okafk~ lsh,d' ta
fj,dfj ta orejf. umsfhd;a meKshd' rcqrefjd wr orej;a
ujqmshkq;a tlal nq rcdKka jykafia <g .shd' .sys,a,d f
m% j D;;s h ls jd' B<g nq rcdKka jyka f ia f .ka weyq j d f
nqoOdkqii;sfhka muKla o we;a; jYfhkau wdrlaIdj ,efnkafk'
fjk foaj;a ;sfnkjd o lsh,d' Tkak ta wjia:df nq mshdKka
jykafia f .d:d yfhka foaYkd lr jodf<a flfkl=f. ;h ;=<
fukak f yh wdldrfhkau ys; fhdojkjd k" is;a i;ka mj;ajkjd
k" ta ;eke;a;dg wuq;= wdrCIdj,a wjYH kE' uka;% wdhla wjYH
kE' flu f,dl= wdrlaIdjla lsh,d ta ldrKh fmkakq lrkakhs
wr .d:d l jodf<'
ta .d:dj, idudkH w:h;a wms B<g i<l,d n,uq'
iqmmnqoOx mnqcCOk;s
fhix jd p rf;;dp

iod f.d;uidjld
ksppx nqoO.;di;s

~ks;sm;du" ? odj,a foflau" nqoOdkqii;sh jvk" nq.=K isyslrk"


f.!;u Y%djlfhda yeul,aysu WoEik m%fndaOj;aj msfo;a~" lshk
tlhs ta .d:dfj woyi ta hgu ;uhs B<g;a lshfjkafk' iqmmnqoOx mnqcCOk;s
'''''''''''''''''''''' ''''''''''''

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ksppx Ouu.;di;s

16 jk foaYkh

Ouudkq ii;s h jvk wh" Ou_ h fufkys l rk wh" ta jf.a u


m%fndaOj;aj WoEik msfokj' B< .d:dfj ;sfhkafk ix>dkqii;sh
ms<sn|j' ix>dkqii;sh jvk wh;a tajf.au m%fndaOj;aj msfokjd'
B<g lshfjkafk ldh.;d i;s Ndjkdj - lh wkqj .sh isysh jvk wh;a WoEik m%fndaOj;aj msfokj lsh,' B< .d:dfj
lshfjkj'
iqmmnqoOx mnqcCOk;s
fhix jd p rf;;dp

iod f.d;uidjld
wysxidh rf;d ufkd

h f.!;u Y%djlhska ? oj,a ;siafi wysxidjg we lrkj


k" wysxidjg yqre is;= me;= mj;ajkj k" ta wh m%fndaOj;aj
msfokjd'
B<g lshfjkak ~im
q mnqoOx mnqcCOk;s
fhix jd p rf;;d p

iod f.d;uidjld
Ndjkdh rf;d ufkd~

h f.!;u Y%djlhska ? oj,a foflys Ndjkdjg wej jdih


lrkjd k ta wh m%fndaOj;aj msfokj lsh,hs'
fu;k fmd ldrKhla lshkak ;sfhkjd' ka w: l:kfha
wr wka;sug lshdmq .d:dj,a f;afu fmd;mf;a fufyu lshkjd'
~wysxidh rf;d ufkd~ lsh, lshkafk lreKd Ndjkdjh" ~Ndjkdh
rf;d ufkd~ lsh, lshkafk ffu;%S Ndjkdjh lsh,d' Th hg
w: iSud lrkjd' kuq;a jvd fya;= iys;h lsh, ysf;kj w;k
~wysxidh rf;d ufkd~ lsfj ffu;%S lreKd wd jYfhka wysxidjg
yqre is;s,s meje;auh" lsh, .ekSu' fjku lreKd Ndjkdjla
jYfhka fkfjhs' B<g ~Ndjkdh rf;d ufkd~ lshk tl" wms
ys;kafk jvd w:j;a fjkak mqjka fmdfj Ndjkdjg ,e is;la
we;sj isu lsh, .;a;yu' fudlo" ffu;%S" lreKd" uq;d" WfmlaLd
lshk ms<sfj<uhs idudkHfhka i|yka fjkafk' fu;k lreKdj
m<uqfjka lsh, B<g ffu;%Sh .ek lsj lsh, ys;kak wudrehs'
fu;k jvd w:j;aj" jvd mq,a w:_hlska .kak mqjka ~wysxidh
rf;d ufkd~ lshkafk wysxidjg wkqj is;s,s meje;auh" ~Ndjkdh
rf;d ufkd" lshkafk Ndjkdjg ,ej tfkod ;h .; lsuh
lsh,d .;a;yu'

374

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

fldfydu kuq;a fukak f .d:d yfhka nq mshdKka jykafia


f,dalhd yuqf ;enqfj m%fndaOj;aj msf u.hs" oji fyd|dldr
.; lsug' f l:dka;rh ;=<ska fmkakq flfrkafk nqoOdkqii;sfhka
,efnk /ljrKhhs' tafl ;sfnk uydkqNdj iumkk njhs' f
mskaj;a msfi yeu flfklau okakjd" nqoO r;kh" Ou_r;akh" ix>
r;akh lshk ta ;%sO r;akh we;a; jYfhkau yeu flfkl=gu
wdrCIl uk;%hla yehg ;sfnk nj' talg fya;=j fudllao@ Yajh
;=< nqoOr;akfha .=Kh le,d ;sfhkjd' nq mshdKka jykafiaf.a
mdr Yla;sh ;=<ska nqoO .=Kh Yajhg le,d ;sfnkjd' tal
ksid nq mshdKka jykafiaf.a .=KilJOh fufkys lsu ;=<ska
hlsis wdrlaIdjla ie<fik Ou_;djl=;a ;sfhkj' tal wmg fyd|g
meye,sj fmfkkjd nqmshdKka jykafiaf.au jpkj,ska' Oc..
iQ;%fh - ka Oc.. ms; kka yekafjk Oc.. iQ;%fha - nq
ms h dKka jyka f ia fl,s k a u m% l dY lrkj ~~uyfKks " kq U ,d
jkdk;r.;j" relauq,a .;j" md f.j,a j,g .sys,a,d nK Ndjkd
lrk wji:dj, hlsis Nhla" ;e;s.ekaula" f,duq ye.ekaula"
we;sjqfkd;a" ta wjia:df ;:d.;hka jykafia" ta lshkafk udj"
fufkys lrkak' fukak f hg - ~b;sms fid N.jd wryx iuud
iunqfoOd ''''' ~ lshk ta mdGfhka udj isysm;a lrkak' tfyu
isysm;a lrk fldg ta ;snqk Nh" ;e;s.ekau" f,duq ye.ekau"
ke;sfj, hkjh' ud .ek fufkys lrkafk ke;ak" isysm;a lrkafk
ke;ak" Ou_h .ek isysm;a lrkakh' ~ijdlLdf;d~ wd mdGfhka'
t;fldg;a ta Nh ke;s f j, hkjh' tfyu;a ke;a k ix>hd
isyslrkakh ~iqmmfkkd~ wd jYfhka' wkak ta hg Oc..
msf; nqrcdKka jykafiau m%ldY lrkjd'
f mskaj;=ka ljqre;a wy,d ;sfhkjd r;k iQ;%fha ;%sO r;akfha
Yla;sh uq,a lrf.k id,d uykqjr wukqIH hla we;= ;=kahla
re lsu i|yd ms;la jYfhka - m;%dK lsh, lshkafk wdrlaIdj
- ms;la jYfhka nqoO .=Kh" Ouu.=Kh" ix>.=Kh i;Hl%shd
jYfhka m%ldY lsfuka ta ;=kah re l< nj' fuhska wmg fyd|g
fmakjd nqoOdkqii;s" Ouudkqii;s" ix>dkqii;s Ndjkd jYfhka muKla
fkdfjhs m;%dK yehg;a i<lkak mqjkah lshk tl' ms;la
yehg ;ukag wdrlaIdjla ,nd fokj' ka f l:dk;rfhka
fmkakq flfrkafk;a talhs' wr :Hd oDIl mjq,l orefjla kuq;a
iuHla oDIl orefjla nqoOdkqii;sh jv,d thska hlsis wdksixihla
375

16 jk foaYkh

,nk nj l,d nqoOdkqii;shg yqrejqkd' t;k b|,d tafl wdksixih'


bfgu" ijdNdlju jf.a" m;la meKshyu mqre lr.;a;=
lugyk lshfjk .;shla ;sfhkjd' ka f ldf,;a - wms ys;kafk
- iuyrg f cd;shg wr fn!oO W!rej lejqk ksid fjkak we;s"
m;la jqkdu" ~nq wf~ lsh, lshkafk' idudkHfhka ~wf~
lshkjd ;rla fkdf" ~nq wf~ lsh,d lshkjd' nq rcdKka
jykafia isysm;a fjkjd' ta jf.a fu;k ~kfud nqoOii~ nq rcdKka
jykafia isysm;a l< yefha wr hlaIhd nhjqkd nqoO .=Khg nqoO f;acig' b;ska taflka wmg fmakjd nqoOdkqii;sfh we;s Yla;sh'
/ljrKhla jYfhka tafl we;s Yla;sh' ta jf.au fu;k nq
mshdKka jykafia m%ldY lrkjd" iq mmnq oOx mnqcCOk;s~ lshk
mofhka" m%fndaOj;aj ke.skak Wmldr fjk nj' ta lshkafk
ojfi fyd|g nq .=Kg fhduq lrmq isf;ka j;a fjkj k ta
;eke;a;dg Yd, iekis,a,la ,efnkjd'
f .d:d fmf,ka m%Odk jYfhkau wms ie<ls,a, fhduq lrkak
k f ljqre;a jf.a okak" ta jf.au mqyqKq lrk nqoOdkqii;s
Ndjkdjg' ta .ek fYaIfhka hula lsjhq;=j ;sfhkjd' wks;a
foaj;a wmg flfhka i|yka lrkak fjkjd ld,h ;sfhk yehg'
nq oOdkq ii;s Ndjkdj .ek l,a m kd lr,d n,kjd k" f
yeufofklau okakjd nq mshdKka jykafiaf.a kj .=Kh' kj .=K
mdGh wdY%fhkqhs nqoOdkqii;sh jvkafk' tlafld kj.=K mdGh
imQKfhkau lshkjd' tfyu ke;ak f tl tl .=Khla iia;rj
- ia;r iys;j - m%ldY lsf l%uhl=;a ;sfhkjd' ta hg
nqoOdkqii;sh jvk l%uhla ld,hla ;siafi ;sfhkjd' kuq;a wmg
ysf;kjd" iuyr g tl tl moh ta hg .%y lrkak .shdu
ys; isfrk iajNdjhla we;sfjkj lsh,' ka nqoOdkqii;sh yehg
;sfhk ta lu_i:dk fldgfi kj .=Kh f hghs lafjkafk(~b;sms fid N.jd wryx iuudiunqfoOd ccdprK iumfkkd
iq.f;d f,dl wkq;;frd mqiouu idr i;:d fojukqiidkx
nqfoOd N.jd~
fu;k .=Kkjhla i|yka fjkj' Th tl tlla wrf.k tajd
ms<sn|j fkdfhl=;a hg Ydia;%Sh wkaoka ia;r lrk is;la
;sfhkj' tajdfha ksrel;s Tiafia .sys,a, ia;r lr,d tajd lsh lshd
376

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

bu Ndjkdjla yehg;a we;e flfkla i<lkjd' kuq;a l,amkd


lrkakg k ka nq.=K ms<sn|j ,shmq fmd;la lshu;a" nq.=K
Ndjkd lsu;a w;r hlsis fYaIhla ;sfnkag k lsh,' fjkila
;sfnkag k lsh,' nq.=K weiqfrka ,shdmq fmd;la k Tkak
iia;rj fndfydu ,iaik mdG iys;j lsh lshd hlsis l=i,a
is;la jvd .kak wjia:dj ;shkjd' kuq;a fyd| iudhla ,efnkafk
kE' ta ;=< is; isfrkjd' ta fjkqjg nqoOdkqii;sfhka n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkafk we;a; jYfhkau wr tl tl mohla ;=<g neye,d ta ;=<ska
nq rcdKka jykafia olskak mqre uhs' ka fndfyda g ~wryx~
lshk moh W.;=ka Ydi;%Sh wkaoug .%y lr, ta jpkfha uQ,sl
w:_ h g;a jvd wE;s k a ms y s wks h w: rdYs h la wE|,d ta
Ndjkdfhda.shdg Ndrlrkjd" tajd b,lal jYfhka fukak fjd
fjd lshkak lsh,d' tal ;=<ska we;a; jYfhkau ys; isfrkjd
ila ys; tla;eka fjkjd lsh,d ys;kak wudrehs' is; iudu;a
fjkafk kE' Ndjkdjl mrud:h h hq;af;a is; iudu;a uhs'
tl uhs' tlug ta ;r wod< fjkafk kE wr jpk rdYshla"
mdG rdYshla" jKkd rdYshla'
ta fjkqjg lrkak fk f tl tl mohl idudkH w:h
i<l,d" talg yels;dla rg ;uka yoj;ska <x uhs' wr mqx
rdyq, l=udrh nq rcdKka jykafia <g lsgq fj,d ~~uyK" Tf
fijke,a,;a ug iemhs~~ lsh, lsj jf.a f tl tl moh ;=<ska
nq rcdKka jykafia olskak mqre fjkak k- ta moh ;=<g
neye,' t;fldg idudkH wjfndaOh muKla wjYHhs- ta jpkj,
w:h jYfhka' ka flfhka lshkj k wjia:dkql+,j" ~wryx~
lshk mofh uQ,sl w:h mQcd ,eug iqiq njhs' nq mshdKka
jykafia f.a .=K uyka;Fjh ksid" mQckShFjh ksid" mQcd ,eug
iqiqhs' tal;a k k wdi m%;sm;;s hk mQcd foflkau msug
;r iqiq W;a;ufhla lsh, ys;=ju we;s' ta wefrkak fjk fkdfhl=;a"
w:" wu;r w: l:k" tf;kag wod< kE'
B<g ta jf.au ;uhs ~iuudiunqfoOd" lshk tl;a' iuHla
iunqoO lshkafk ;uka jykafiau- ijhxN+ {dkh lsh, lshkjd;uka jykafiau fyd|dldrj p;=rdh_ i;Hh" tfyu ke;ak ta
nqoO{dkfhka ixidrh ms<sn|" ;h ms<sn|" ryi f;dard .;a;d'
ta wdh i;Hhka ;uka jykafiau fydka wjfndaO lr.;a;d- fjk
.=rejrfhl=f.a" fjk flfkl=f.a" Wmfoia rys;j" tajd ke;sj' wkak
377

10

16 jk foaYkh

ta fYaIFjhhs ~iuud iunqoO~ lshk jpkh ;=< ;sfnkafk'


B<g ~ccdprK iumfkkd'~ ta jf.au ccd-prK lshk jpk
fol ;=< ;sfhkjd nqmshdKka jykafiaf.a .=K iNdrfha fome;a;la'
~ccd~ lsh, t;k lshkafk oYkd wd {dk jYfhka we;s kq
fldgi - flfkl=f. ;fha {dkh" kqu lsh,d lshk tl" tl
me;a;la' B<g yeisu wks;a me;a;' b;ska fu;k nq mshdKka
jykafia ta wxY foflkau imQKhs' we;e flfkla iudcfh
iskjd fyd|g kqu ;sfhkjd yeisu .kak fohla kE' iuyr
flfkla fyd|g yeisfrkjd' kuq;a wjfndaO Yla;sfhka j,hs'
wkak tfyu ke;=j nqmshdKka jykafia f foflkau imQK_hs'
tal yhg - ~ccd~ lshk tl weiafol k" ~prK~ lsh, lshkafk"
prKOu_ lsh, lshkafk" md fol k" wkak ta weia fol;a md
fol;a lshk ta wx. foflkau imQK_hs' f m%;smodf hdug wjYH
uQ,sl lreKq foflkau imQK_hs' t;fldg ~ccdprKiumkk~ .=Kh
;=<ska nq mshdKka jykafia f fo wxYfhkau hqla; nj f;are
.kak mqjka'
B<g ~iq.f;d~ lsh, lshkafk - tal;a kdkd wkaoka f;darkjd
- ukd .uka we;s" fyd| .;s we;s lsh, fkdfhl=;a wdldrfhka
f;darkj' kuq;a iq.; lshk tl wms w:j;aj .kak ;sfhkafk"
nqoOFjh i|yd" tfyu ke;ak ksjdKh i|yd" hdhq;= ud._fh
m%;smodfj - fydka .uka l<d' ta .uk fl<jr l<d' ta .ufk
fl<jrg meKshd' wr lshdmq ~ccd - prK~ .=K foflka ~imkk
u~ ksidu nq mshdKka jykafia ta m%;smodfj fl<jrg yhdldrj
meKs h d'
ta jf.au ta meKs,d f,dalh mss<sn|j o;hq;= yeu fohlau
f;are .;a; nj ;uhs f,dal .=Kfhka lafjkafk' f,dal
lshk .=Kh;a kdkd hg f;darkak mqjka' f,dal Od;=ka ms<sn|j
o;hq;= yeufohlau wjfndaO lr.;a;d' kuq;a jvd;a tal f;are
.kak mqjka f hg' ka ta ndysr f,dalh .ek k fkdfhl=;a
fokd f ldf, oHd;ul jYfhkq;a f;are .kakjd' kuq;a nq
mshdKka jykafia ta hg f,dalh .ek f;areu muKla fkdfjhs
ta ta mq o.,hdf.a we;=<; f,dalh;a f;are .;a;d' mqo.,hdf.a
wNHka;r f,dalh;a f;are .;a;d' mqo.,hdg mirh jYfhka ;sfnk
ndysr f,dalh;a f;are .;a;d' o;hq;= yeufohlau nq mshdKka
378

11

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

jykafia ta ms<sn|j f;are .;a; ksid ;uhs f,dal lsh,


lshkafk'
~wkq;;frd mqiouu idr~- t;fldg ta f,dal .=Khu msysg
lrf.k nqmshdKka jykafia oukh l< yels mqreIhska - oukh
l< yels i;aFjhska oukh lsfuys,d r:dpdh_fhla jf.hs' b;du
olaI hefrla jf.hs' nqmshdKka jykafiag mqjkalu ;snqKd
kEu flfkl= ;uka jykafiaf.a m%{dfjkq;a lreKdj lsh,d lshk
Wmdh ud._fhkq;a yslaujkak' ta yslauf Yla;shhs f' ldg"
fld;ekl" fldhs wka o uls k a " fldhs fha foa Y kdjla lr,d
yslaujkak mqjka o lshk tl nqmshdKka jykafiaf.a nqoO{dkhg
meye,sj jegfykjd' b;ska tal ksid wr f,dal .=Kh Wmfhda.S
lrf.k nq mshdKka jykafiag ~wkq;;frd mqiouuidr~ lsh,
lshk hg ta ta i;a;ajhska oukh lsf yelshdj ;snqkd'
b;ska ta jf.au ~iF:d fojukqiidkx~ - ukqIHhskag muKla
fkdfjhs fohkag;a Ydi;DD jQ lshk tlhs'
B<g ~nqfoOd~ lsh, lshkafk fmdfj i<lk fldg" wr lshdmq
ish nqoO .=Kfhka imQKhs ijhxN+ {dkfhka nqoOFjh ,enqj
jf.au wks;a whg;a wjfndaO lrf Yla;sh ;sfhkjd'

12

16 jk foaYkh

lsis .=Khla ;ukag ys;g w,a,kj lsh, f;dar.;a; k" ;ukag


ys;g w,a,kafk fudlo lsh, f;are lrkak uykais fjkak fk
kE' tal yhg - ka b;du ijdNdl wkaoka flfkl=g we,aula
we;sfjkfldg idxidl inkOhla tlal" flfkl=g we;e g
ysf;kjd" ~~wfka ux okafk kE fudlo lsh," ug kx fuhhs ys;g
w,a,kafk" ug k fufyuhs~~ lsh,' wkak tfyu lsj;a we;s' ~~ux
okafk kE f kj.=Kfhka ug k ys;g w,a,kafk fukak flhs'~~
lsh, lshkak mqjka k tal ;uhs b;du;au ijdNdl f;dard
.ekSu' ta ;=<ska yefkafk idxidl jYfhka nqjreka weiqre
lsf" nqjreka jykafia,d lSf " oy weiSfu" ;udf.a ysf;a
;ekam;ajqkq nqoO.=Kfh h lsis wxYhla' ta wkqjhs wr f;dard
.ekSu' talhs wms lshkafk tal ijdNdlh lsh,' wkak tfyu
f;dar.;a;yu ;uhs wr rdyq, l=udrh nqrcdKka jykafia <g
lsgq fj,d - ~~uyK" Tf fijk;a ug iemhs~~ lsh, lsj jf.a
fjkafk' ~~ug f jpfk we;s'~~ f jpkh ;=<ska nq rcdKka
jykafi olskjd k" fl jf wdhs;a f.d;kak jevla kE' tal
jKkd lr lr fkdfhl=;a ,iaik jpk" ,iaik mdG lshj lshj
bkak k kE' tal ;=<ska flfrkafk ys; isfrk tlhs'

wkak ta hg flfhka i<ld .;a;yu nqmshdKka jykafiaf.a


kj .=Kh" B<g lrkak ;sfhkafk ta kj.=Khu iEfyk fj,djla
wkq ms<sfj,ska lSuhs' -~b;sms fid N.jd - wryx - iuud iunqfoOd
- ccdprKiumfkkd"- wd jYfhka' tfyu lshk w;fru ;ukag
jvd ys;g w,a,k" ;ukag rejk moh ;ukagu f;dar.kak mqjka'
wkak ta f;dard .ekSf - f;dard .;a; k hlsis mohla - talg
fya;= olajkak uykais fjkak fk kE' we;a; jYfhka lshkj k"
ta .=K kjhg iEfyk f,djla ys; fhdo,d tlska tl - ;ukag
ys;g ta ;r w,a,kafk ke;s tajd w;yka" kjh wglrf.k" wg
y; lrf.k" y; - yh lrf.k" tfyu wvq lrf.k .sys,a, h

yhg wr c,dYhl fndagqjla tfy fufy hkafk ke;=j" ta


w;g f w;g meoafokafk ke;s yehg kex.=rula jf.a fudlla y
od,d tla;eka l<d jf.a f ys; wr .=Kh ;=<g neye.kak k'
neyef.k" ta .=Kh ;=<ska nqmshdKka jykafi olskak mqrefjkak
k' tfyu mqrejqkdg miafi je jpk fk kE' ;uka f;dard
.;af; ~N.jd~ k" ~N.jd - N.jd - N.jd~ lshk fldg" tfyu
ke;ak ~wryx~ k ~wryx - wryx - wryx~ lshk fldg" tal ;=<ska
iudhg mefKkak mqjka' tal ia;r jYfhka ys;kak fk
kE' ta jpkh ;=<ska nqrcdKka jykafia olskjd' ka wr <uhd
~kfud nqoOii~ lsh, lsjd' ta ldf, nq rcdKka jykafia judkj
ysh hq.hla' ka t;fldg f fn!oO mskaj;=kag nqrcdKka jykafia
judkj ke;;a ys;ska olskak mqjka Wkajykafiaf.a .=K iNdrh'
Y%oOdjk;hdg" iuugh we;s ;eke;a;dg nq mshdKka jykafia
ys;ska olskak mqjka' t;fldg ta ysf;ka lSug Wmldfjk tl
jpkh jqk;a iEfykjd' wkak ta jpkh fkdlvjd" tfyu ke;ak
fjk ;eklg ys; hkak fkd Ndjkd lsu ;uhs nqoOdkqii;s
Ndjkdj'

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~N.jd~ lshk mofh ~Nd.Hj;a~" ~jdikdjk;~ lshk woyihs


;sfhkafk' tal ;=< ;sfhkjd nqmshdKka jykafiaf.a mdr Yla;sh
;=<ska we;s lr.;a;= nqoO Yrh ;=<;a" nq mshdKka jykafiaf.a .=K
iNdrfh;a" m%{dfj;a" ta yeu tlla ;=<u olskak ,efnk jdikd
.=Kh" Nd.Hh" Nd.H uysuh'

13

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

wms nqoOdkqii;sh .ek fYaIfhka lsfj fndfydu fokd tal


mqre mqyqKq lrk ksihs' tal ;=< h wvqmdvql ;sfhkjd k" f
wms lshdmq tajd yhs lsh, ysf;kjd k" ta wkqj flfkl=g
y.iaid .kak mqjka'
t;fldg wks;a Ndjkd .ek wms b;du;a flfhka i|yka lrkjd"
ld,f,d we;s yehg' Ouudkqii;sh lsh,d lshkafk - tal;a f
mskaj;=ka fldf;l=;a wy, ;sfhkjd" wr ;ru m%lg ke;;a ~ijdlLdf;d N.j;d Ofuud iJgfld wld,sfld" tysmiisfld"
Tmkhs f ld" mpp;;x fj;fnnd [CyS ; s ' ~.= K yhla t;k
lshfjkjd'
~ijdlLd;~ .=Kh lsh, lshkafk" nqmshdKka jykafia f foaYkd
l< Ou_h" hym;aj foaYkd l< tlla' fydka foaYkd l< tlla'
ta fydka foaYkd lsu lshk tl nqmshdKka jykafiaf.a ijrh
wkqjj;a" ta foaYkd l< jpkfha ,laIK wkqjj;a fkdf fu;k
ls h ka f k' nq ms h dKka jyka f if.a Ou_ h h b,la l hlg" h
mrud:_hlg" t,a, fldg foaYkd l<d k" ta mrud:hg hk
wdldrhg uq, - ueo - w. fyd|g inJOj foaYkd lrmq tlla'
fl ksrl tlla fkdf' f;are rys; tlal fkdfjhs' f Ou_h
m%;sM, ,nd fok tlla' ijdlLd; lsh,d lshkafk ukdj foaYkd
lrk ,o tlla' m%;sm;;shg .e,fmk hg m%;sM,hla ,efnkjd'
m%;sM,hg .e,fmk hg m%;sm;;sh ;sfnkjd' ta hg uq, ueo - w. hym;aj foaYkd lrk ,o njhs ~ijdlLd;~ hk jpkfhka
.kak ;sfhkafk'
B<g iJgl lsh,d lshkafk fuf,dju" f ;fhu" ;ukag
w;aolskak mqjka ffl m%;sM,' fudlo" f nq mshdKka jykafiaf.a
Ou_h ;=< ;sfhkafk wfma ;; ik;dkh ;=< ;sfnk f,daN" foI"
fuday lshk flf,ia Ou_ bj;a lrk ud._hhs' t;fldg thska h
h m%udKhla bj;a fjkjd k" ;ukagu ta ta m%udKhg tal
fuf,dju w;aolskak mqjka' kej; mrf,djl ,efnk fohla fkdfjhs'
u. m, ksjka fuf,dju ,nd .kak mqjka' mrf,djl ,efnk
ksjkla fkdfjhs' wkak tal ksid tal iJgl .=Khhs'
~wld,sl~ lsh,d lshkafk l,afkdhjd mdl fok tlla' tal;a
wrlgu inJOhs' flfkl=g h m%udKhlg f,daNhla" foIhla"
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16 jk foaYkh

fudayhla ;sfhkjd k ta ;eke;a;dg ta m%udKhgu ysf;a nrm;,


fodkila" tfyu ke;ak ys; IH ula ;sfnkjd' tajd h
m%udKhlg bj;a lr .;a;d k Ou_fha msysfgka" ta bj;a lr
yefhu iekiqula ;sfhkjd' tal wld,slhs' tal .eUqka olajkafk
f,daflda;;r ud._h ms<sn|j - f,daflda;;r ;;aFjfhka Ou_h m%;HCI
lsf' tafl lshfjkjd ud._ - M, lsh,d folla" f,daflda;;r
ud._h;a tlalu M,hg jefgkjd' f,daflda;;r ud._h lsh,d lshkafk
oYkd{dk Tiafia .sys,a,d ,nd.kakd b;du ishq iud ;;aFjhla'
tal;a tlalu M,hg jefgkjd' tal wld,sl .=Kh' l,afkdhjd
mdl fok .;sh'
~tys miisl~ lsh,d lshkafk ~tj-n,j~' ~tj-n,j~ lshk tl
;=< ;sfhkafk ~l%shdjg ke.Sug wdrdOkd lrk fh fohlah f
Ou_h~ lshk tl' m%dfhda.sl njhs t;kska fmkakq lrkafk' Ou_hu
lshkjd - ~tj-n,j~ - ~udj l%shd;ul lr,d n,kak~ lsh,' ta
;rugu mqu fh m%dfhda.slFjhla Ou_fha ;sfhjd' t;fldg ta
wkqj ;uhs" ~tys miisl~ lsfj'
~Tmkhsl~ lshk tl lla .eUqre jpkhla' t;k;a f;are
.kak ;sfhkafk" ~tj-n,j~ lsh,d flfkla le|jdf.k hkafk'
tlalrf.k hkafk' wkak ta jf. .=Khla Ou_fh ;sfhkjd' Ou_fh"
tl tl ;;aFjj,g tlalr f.k hk .;shla jf. tllg tlla
inkaOfj,d ;sfnkjd' ksoiqkla jYfhka lshkjd k" iuud
gh jvk fldg okafku ke;=j jf.a iuHla ixl,amh" fyd|
ixl,amh" we;sfjkjd' tal jvk fldg" talg wkqj" fyd| jpk
msgfjkjd' t;k ta hg wr h h wdldrhlska j;a fjkjd
k - h h wdldrhlg Ou_dkql+,j j;a fjkjd k - ta ta
;;aFjj,g bfu muqKqjk .;shla ;sfhkjd' mkhsl lsh,d
lshkafk talhs' Ou_h iska weof.k hkjd' muqKqjkq ,nkjd'
tfyu .=Khla f Ou_fha ;sfhkjd'
~mpp;;x fj;fnnd [Cys ~ - kq j Ke;a ; ka is k a ijlS h
ik;dkfha" ;ukaf.a is;ai;ka ;=<" m%;HCI lr.; yels wkaof
Ou_hla fl' ;udgu wka;sug m%;HCI fjkjd' wkak ta fh .=K
iNdrhla ;uhs - .=K yhla ;uhs - Ou_ .=K yehg olaj,
;sfhkafk'
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15

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

B<g i .=K yehg - tal;a f mskaj;=ka ks;r wy,d


;sfnkjd' ~iqmmfkkd N.jf;d idjlixf>d" Wcqmmfkkd N.jf;d
idjl ixf>d" [dhmmfkkd N.jf;d idjl ixf>d" id
mmfkkd N.jf;d idjl ixf>d" hox p;;d mqihq.dks wgGmqi
mq..,d" ti N.jf;d idjl ixf>d" wdyqfkfhHd" mdyqfkfhHd"
olfKfhHd" w[c,slrKSfhd" wkq;;rx mq[[fCL;;x f,dliid;s~
- lsh, Th fh mdGhla'
tal ;=<;a .=K kjhla ;sfhkjd' t;fldg" m%Odk jYfhkau
~iqmmkk~ lsh, lshkafk - ta wIgdh_ mqo., ix>r;kh ksjdK
.d m%;smodjg yhg" hym;aj" msishd" ta m%;sm;;sfh fhfokjd'
B<g ta jf.au ;uhs" tal jvd;a wjOdrKh lsug" jvd;a Yla;su;aj"
laughs ~Wcqmmkk~ lshkafk' Rcqj - wdh_ wIagdx.sl ud._h;a
Rcq ud._hla' ta ud._hg Rcqju" fl,skau" wjxlju neye,d lghq;=
lrk njhs' B<g [dh mmfkkd - l%uj;aj" tllska tllg
yhg kHdhdkql+,j ta m%;smodjg neiaid' ta jf.au id mmfkkd
- ksjkg keUqrej yhdldrj .uka lrkjd' f yeu tllau
m%;sm;;sh ms<sn|jhs lshkafk'
B<g - ~hox p;;d mqihq.dks wgGmqi mq..,d ti N.jf;d
idjl ixf>d~ - tk mqo., wgla yehg i;ru. i;r M,j,g
meKs wdhH_hka wgfokd ms<sn|jhs fu;k lshfjkafk'
ta .=K iNdrh ksidu ta ix>hd jykafia,d ms<sn|j B<g
lshfjkjd mQckSh;ajh' ~wdyqfkhH lsh,d lshkafk wE; b|,d
isjqmih f.k,a,d fokak ;r jkd lshk tlhs' mdyqfkhH ;ukaf. ksjfi ms<sfh, lr.;a;d k kEhka i|yd fyda wuq;a;ka
i|yd fyda wdydrhla" msKvmd;fha jehyu tal;a mQcdlrkak
iqiqhs" .=K iNdrh ksid' ta jf.au ~olfKhH~ lsh, lshkafk
fYaI mqo mQcd - lu_M, Yajdi lrf.k lrk fYaI mqomQcd mjd
,nkak iqiqhs' ~w[c,slrKSfhd~ lsh, lshkafk we,s ne| - fodfyd;a
uqka ;nd - jkak iqiqhs'
B<g - ~wkq;;rx mq[[flL;;x f,dlii~ f,dalhdg W;;;r
jQ mskafl;la yd iudkhs" ta .=K iNdrh ksid" odhl mskaj;=kag
b;du;au Wiia wdksixi ,ndug ;r mskafl;la'
wkak ta hg ldrKd rdYshla t;k lshfjkjd" i .=K
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16 jk foaYkh

yehg' b;ska ta ;=<ska fldhs jpkhlska fyda ix>hd jykafia,d


ms<sn|j fufkys lsu mjd nqmshdKka jykafia olajkjd ix>dkqii;s
jYfhka flfkl=g ;hg wdrlaIdjla jf.au wr .d:dj, ;sfhk
wdldrhg m%fndaOj;aj msfokak fya;= fjkjd' fldkau lshf;d;a"
;=Kqrejka fufkys lrk ;eke;a;dg tfkod m%fndaOj;aj oji .;
lrkak mqjka fjkjd'
B<g lshfjk tl ;uhs t;k ldh.;d i;sh' ldh.;d i;sh
lsh, lshkafk f wfma Yrfha ijNdjh isys lsuhs' tal;a ;=ka
wdldrhlg olajkjd' ldh.;d i;sh .ek f mskaj;=ka fndfyda
g wy,d ;sfhkjd' nqmshdKka jykafia f Yr l+vqj Wmud
lrkj fofldk wereKq u,a,lg' OdkH mqrjmq" fofldk wermq
u,a,la jf.a' ffl ;sfhkjd l=Km fldgGdi ;sia folla' ta l=Km
fldgGdi ms<sn|j fufkys lsuhs fu;k lshkafk' ysifla b|,d
hm;=,a olajd jQ f Yrfha O fldgia l=Km yehg ms<sl=,a
jYfhka lSu - fldkau lshf;d;a' ~mll+, ukisldr~ lsh,d
lshkjd' ms<sl=,a jYfhka fufkys lsu'
B<g talgu wod, tlla ;uhs" f ldh.;d i;sh we;=<gu
tl;= lrk tlla ;uhs" wiqN Ndjkdj' oi wiqNhla i|yka lrkjd'
f Yrfhka [[dKh bj;ajqk yefh" urKhg m;ajqk yefh"
biair bkahdfj ;snqk is; wkqj f.ksys,a, wuqfidfydfk oukjd'
wuqfidfydfk ug miafi ta Yr l+vqj rd hk wdldrfh O
wjia:d oyhla olajkjd" wiqN lu_i:dk jYfhka' f Yrh je
ojila hkak l,ska b,d" ks,afj,d B<g mKqjka jy,d" yerj
ms,d" wka;sug weg iels,a,la olajd hk ;;a;ajh ~oi wiqN~
yehg wji:d 10 lska olajkj' wkak tajd fufkys lsu' f
Yrh ms<sn|j l,lsuhs f yeu tllskau n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkafk'
idxidl i;aFjhd ;=< n,.;=j ;sfnk f Yrh ms<sn| we,au rd.h - ;udf.a Yrhg;a wkqkaf. Yrhg;a ;sfnk we,au" fl
;=<ska ;uhs ixidrfha .ska .g hkafk' f Yr l+vqjg we,au
;sfhk ;dla f l=re,a,d fufyka msgfj,d .sh;a wdfh;a leue;af;kau
;j;a l+vqjlg we;=,afjkjd' ;ukaj lu_dkqrEmj l+vqjla ujdf.khs
fflka msg fjkafk' ;ukag k yehgu fkfjhs ;uka lrmq
lu_dkqrEmj l+vqjla uefjkjd' b;ska uejqkg miafi B<g ;sfhkafk
W;am;;sh tlalu" crdj" jHdh" urK Nh' lhs ixidr ;;aFjh'

384

17

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

ta ksid nq mshdKka jykafia olajkjd f Yr l+vqj .ek


l,lsu we;s lr fkdf.k f ixidrfhka k fokak nE lsh,'
flg we,au we;s lrf.k nE ksjka olskak' tal ksid wms wleue;s
jqk;a - .sys fyda fjd" me fyda fjd - ksjka olskak n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjk flkd h m%udKhlg ldh.;di;sh jeh hq;=hs' ldh.;di;sh
lsh, lshkafk wuq;= fohla fkdfjhs' wfma lfha kshu ;;aFjh' wfma
lfha kshu ;;aFjh wms ndysrj m%oY_kh lrkak leu;s kE' kuq;a
wms ysf;ka i<ld .kak k' Yrh we;=f< ;sfnk foaj,a muKla
fkdfjhs ndysrj ;sfnk yeu tllau;a nq mshdKka jykafia olaj,d
;sfhkafk ms<l
s ,
= a yehg' we;a; jYfhkau ms<l
s ,
= a ijNdjhla ;sfnkjd'
kuq;a wms tajd wdjrKh lr .kakjd' tajd .ek idudkH f,dalhdg
wjfndaOhla kE flf,ia ksid' [[dKh iys; f Yrfha ms<sl=,a
ijNdjhhs wr uq,ska lshdmq ms<sl=,a Ndjkdfj ;sfnkafk' fofldk
wereKq u,a,l jf.a f judk Yrh ;=< ;sfnk foa .ek fufkys
lsu' B<g tajf.au fl h.shdg miafi tk ;;aFjh - tal
wkd.;hhs' f Yrh;a ta Ou_;djg hghs" f Yrh;a ta jf.hs
lsh,d talg wdfrdamKh lr,d" iudk lr,d ys;Su' ta ;=<skq;a lh
.ek l,lsfrkjd' fl f ;;aFjhg m;afjk fohla k fl
.ek wms f ys;k ;r Wiia yehg udkakhla we;s lr .ekSu
fudavlulah lshk wjfndaOhla tkjd' b;ska ta hghs wiqN
Ndjkdj'
ta l%uhgu ;j;a tk tlla ;uhs ~Od;= lu_ia:dkh~ lsh,
lshkafk' tal;a f Yrh ms<sn| WfmalaIdjla we;s lr .kak - wr
we .egq wdfhka f;drj hlsis WfmaCIdjla we;s lr.kak Wmldr fjkjd' ta lshkafk" f Yrh Od;+ka 4 lska iuka;
tlla lsh,d ys;Su' f wfma Yrh;a wkqkaf. Yr;a w;r fYaIhla
kE Od;= jYfhka i<lk fldg' mG" wdfmd" f;fcd" jdfhd
lsh,d lshk" wms idudkHfhka ksoYk jYfhka uy fmdf<dj;a"
c,h;a" .skak;a" jdhqj;a lsh,d .kak tajdhska ilia fjp foaj,a
;uhs f wfma Yr l+vq' f yeu tllau' wkak ta hg Od;=
jYfhka fufkys lsu fYaIfhkau kqjKe;a;kag blauKskau Yrh
ms<sn| WfmaCIdjla we;s lr .kak Wmldr fjk nj nqmshdKka
jykafia olajkjd' fldkau lshf;d;a" ksjdKdjfndaOh i|yd f
Od;= lu_i:dkh ;=<ska Od;= y;r .eku h wji:djl isf;a
l,lsu we;sfjkak k' is; uqod .kak k f Od;= y;frka'
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16 jk foaYkh

fudlo" wr lshdmq l+vqj uefjkak f Od;= y;frkqhs' mG" wdfmd"


f;fcd" jdfhd lshk Od;= y;frka ;uhs" wr ue wk,d f.hla
yokak jf.a f Yr l+vqj uefjkafk' tal uefjkafk tajg ;shk
we,au ksihs' f Od;= y;r ms<sn|j ishq wdldrhlska we,aula wm
;=< ;sfhkjd' tal bj;a lsug ;uhs Od;= lu_i:dkh nqmshdKka
jykafia jodf<' tal lrk fohdldrhla ;sfhkjd'
f judk Yrhu ;ukau i<l,d n,kjd' flia" f,d" ksh
o;a wd ;o ijNdjh we;s foaj,a mG Od;=j ksfhdackh lrkjd'
mG Od;=jg idOl uf.a Yrfha ;sfnkjd' flia" f,d" ksh" o;a
wd jYfhka' wfmda Od;=j" hdre ijNdjhla we;s" c, ijNdjh we;s
foaj,a - wr ms;a" fi" fidgq" f,a" ierj" uq;%d wd jYfhka - uf.a
Yrfha fj;a ;sfhkjd" wdfmda Od;=jg whs;s fldgia' tajf.au
f;afcda Od;=fj l%shdldFjhla f Yrfha ;sfhkjd' Th WK .ekS"
Yrfha wdydr mei" Yrfha WIKh" ;dmh" wdh olajk ;;aFj
;=<ska f;afcda Od;=j;a we;=<; ;shkjd' ta jf.au jdfhda Od;=j
lsh,d lshk f wfma wdYajdi m%Yajdih" Yrh ;=< tfy fufy
.uka lrk jd;h' f yeu tllau jdfhd Od;=jg wod<hs' fukak
f Od;= y;r'
B<g l,amkd lrkjd f we;=<; ;shk Od;= y;r;a" msg;
;shk Od;= y;r;a tluhs' fjd we;=<; ;snqk;a" msg; ;snqk;a Od;=
jYfhka n,kfldg tluhs' t;fldg l%u l%ufhka fl ~uuh~
~uf.ah~ lshk udkh re lr .ekSug;a Wmldr fjkj' mqyqudk
wdh bj;afjkj" f yeu flfkl=f.au Yrfh ;sfhkafk f Od;=
y;ru fkao lsh, l,amkd lrk fldg' Tkak Th hg f
ldh.;d i;sh nqmshdKka jykafia olajkjd' tal;a fufkys lrk
fldg tfkod ta ;=<ska Yd, iekiSula we;sfjkj' jk .eg
;=<ska we;sjk le< fndfyda rg ke;slr .kak mqjka' ;fh
h:d:_h lSuhs f ldh.;d i;sfhka flfrkafk' ;fh h:d:_h
olskj k kid.kak fm<fUkafk kE' ;udf. ;h fl nj
f;are .kakjd" f Yrfha ijNdjh wkqj' jhs ldh.;d i;sfh
wdksixi'
ta jf.au olajkjd ~wysxidh rf;d ufkd~ lsh, wysxidj' wgqjdfj
f;darkafk fl lreKd Ndjkdjg ;rla iSud lr,' kuq;a wmg
ys;d.kak mqjka wysxidj lshk tl wdl,amhla yehghs fu;k
386

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

fl,skau lshfjkafk' ~wysxidh rf;d ufkd~ - wysxidjg leu;s


u" wysxidjg ,eu" wysxidjg we lsu' wysxidjg we
lsu lshk tl fndfydu jk fohla yehg nq mshdKkajykafia
olajkjd' jemqr f,dalhd ;=< ;sfhkafk ysxidjg we lsuhs'
f,dalhd yeu ;siafiu n,kafk ;u ;ukaf.a kE tmdl msuy.kak
wksla whg ysxid lr,d' h flfkla we;=<;ska wdl,amhla jYfhka
f.dvk.d .kakj k lsisu flfkl=g ysxid fkdlrk nj" t;k
ffu;%Sh;a lreKdj;a folu ;sfhkj - lreKdj muKla fkdfjhs'
ffu;%S - lreKduh wdl,amhlska hqla;j f,dalh yd ne,Suhs
fu;k wysxidjg we lrkjd lsh, lshkafk' wkak tal;a flfkla
tfkod mqre lrkjd k" ta ;eke;a;dg m%fndaOj;aj msfokak
mqjka' miq;e,s ke;sj m%fndaOj;au msfokak Yla;shla tkj
wysxidj" ffu;%Sh" lreKdj wd is;s,s mj;ajkjd k tfkod
;fha'

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16 jk foaYkh

f mskaj;=kag wuq;=fjka lshkak fk kE" fkdfhla udOH Tiafia


ys; fhdok mskaj;=ka" tfkod ;h .; lrk ye" jd rd;%S .;
lrk ye' fYaIfhkau rd;%S ld,h .; lrk ye' fldhs fh
foaj,a tlalo" fldhs fh is;= me;= tlalo lsh, f mskaj;=kag
wuq;=fjka lshkak fohla kE' tajd ;=<ska we;a; jYfhkau m%fndaOj;aj
msfokak mqjkao" oji i;su;aj" fyd|g iemj;aj .; lrkak
mqjkao" lshk tlg f mskaj;=kagu idOl ,nd .kak mqjka'
kuq;a f nq mshdKka jykafia olajk jkdl yh - f ud;Dld
yh Tiafia - fukak f kd,sld yfhka tlla f;dard f.k ta wkqj
is;= me;= meje;ajqfjd;a nq mshdKka jykafia fu;k fmdfrdkafjk
wdldrhg ~iqmmnqoOj~" b;du m%fndaOj;aj WoEik wjfjkak mqjka"
m%fndaOj;aj oji f.jkak mqjka" iekis,su;aj oji f.jkak mqjka'
ta jf.au isf;a jeula ta tlalu fjkjd'

b;ska wkak tal ;=<ska wmg fmakjd nq mshdKka jykafia jk


jkdl yhla u;= lr, , ;sfhkj f .d:d yfhka - nqoOdkqii;sh"
Ouudkqii;sh" ix>dkqii;sh" ldh.;d i;sh" wysxidj" B<g
fmdf Ndjkdjg ,ehdj" Ndjkdjg we,au' ta wfma ; yev.iajd
.ekSughs' fldkau wms okakjd" f ldf, fYaIfhkau" wiykfhka
kskaog jefgk" wiykfhka msfok" wiykfhka ;h f.jk
msila f iudcfh je jYfhka iskafk' ta wiykld ;;aFjh
we;sfjkafk tfkod is;s,s jer wdldrfhka mj;ajk ksid' ka

t;fldg ta wkqj wmg ys;d.kak mqjka fu;k nqmshdKka


jykafia olaj,d ;sfnk f jkdl rdYsh' fjd wfma ;hg <x
lr.kak k' tkak tkaku wms mydks uqLhg hkafk ;fh
kshu idrOu_" jkdl ms<sn|j y wjfndaOhla ke;s ksihs'
fudlo" nqmshdKkajykafia olajkj f wmg ,ep ukqIH ys;
b;du;au ,N tlla lsh,' f isf;a nqoOFjh lrd hqKq lrkak
mqjka yelshdjla" Yla;shla ;sfhkjd' kuq;a wms lrkafk fudllao@
b;du;au Nhdkl wkaoka fkdfhl=;a fha kk wdfgdamidfgdam
; ;=<skq;a" kk oHdj ;=<skq;a bm;a lrk jkdl j,g
fm<, .s y s , a , " we, .s y s , a , " ta j d Tia f i wfma ; kdY
lr.kakjd' wfma is;= me;= ls,sjk wkaof udOHhka Tiafihs
wms oji .; lrkafk' ta fjkqjg nq mshdKka jykafi olajkj"
wuq;= houla ke;sj - lsisu houla ke;sj - ;u ;ukaf. ;
ilia lr .ekSug wr lshdmq hg m%fndaOj;aj msug" ta wkqj
uq oji iekis,su;aj f.ug" Tkak Th lshdmq is;s,s mrmrdj,a
;ukaf. ;; ik;dkfh we;slr.kak W;aidyj;a fjkak lsh,'
ka" Ndjkdj lshk tl" idudkHfhka flfkla l,amkd lrkafk
wr mhxlfhka b|f.k bkak wji:df ;rla lrk fohla yehg'
kuq;a fu;k nqmshdKka jykafia fYaIfhka olajkafk wkqii;s
lsh, lshk isysm;a lsuhs' ka wr l:dk;rfhkq;a fmakjd wr
orejd .eUqfrka" fmd;mf;a lshk wdldrhg ~wryx~ .=K wdh .ek
fudllaj;a okafk kE' kuq;a nqmshdKka jykafi l,;a we;s'

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B<g lshfjkjd - ~Ndjkdh rf;d ufkd~' tal fmdfj wms


.;af; Ndjkdjg ,ehdj lsh,' Ndjkdjg ,ehdj;a jkd fohla"
Ndjkdj lsh,d lshkafk fudllao@ isf;a kshudldr hqKqjhs'
t;fldg f ldf, is; ms<sn|j fkdfhl=;a fh hqKq ls oHd ;dlaIKdfhka h h hqKq ls - .ek lshfjkjd'
W.;alka hqKq ls .ek lshfjkj' kuq;a nqmshdKka jykafi
olajk f Ndjkdfjka flfrk hqKqj Bg jvd fYaI fohla' ksjka
lrd hk ud._h' f ixidrfhka t;ru i|yd l< hq;= h
Ndjkdjla ;shkjd k" wkak ta Ndjkdjg ,eu' t;k fmdf
Ndjkdj lsh, lshkafk ysf;a jeu' ysf;a jeu ,ehdjla yehg'
tafl jkdlu f;are wrf.k" talg uq,a ;ek foka oji .;
lsu jkd fohla'

21

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

22

16 jk foaYkh

fldfydu kuq;a nqmshdKka jykafia .ek yeSula we;slrf.k"


Y%oOdjla we;slrf.k" ~kfud nqoOii~ lsj yefh wr hCIhd
nhjqkd' wkak ta hg wms l,amkd lrkak k' f nq.=Khg
wms <x fjkak k wr rdyq, l=udrh <x jqkd jf.a' mdK;Hh"
W.;alu" wkqj Ydia;%Sh wkaoka >_ jpk rdYshla - mdG rdYshla
- ;=<ska fkdfjhs' tl tlla jqk;a we;s' fudlo talg fya;=j@ wmg
tfkod ;fh fmd;la lshjkj jf.a ks;sm;d jvkak nE' ka
fu;k lshfjkj - ~fhix jd p rf;;d p - ksppx nqoO .;d i;s'~
f lshk f.!;u Y%djlh ? oj,a foflau ks;sm;d nqoOdkqii;sh
jvkj lsh,' b;ska ks;sm;d nqoOdkqii;sh jvkak k" wr jf.a
uyd mdG rdYshlska fldfyduo jvkafk" tfkod ;fh jev
lghq;=;a tlal@ kuq;a h flfkla flfhka fj i<lkjd k wms ys;uq wr lsj wdldrhg flfkl=g ~wryx~ .=Kh b;du;au
m%shhs" ~N.jd~ .=Kh b;du;au m%shhs - fyd|g tal f;dard .;a;d
k iEfyk fj,djla ys; fhdo,d" kj .=Khg ys; fhduq lr,d'
talg wms Ou_;djla lsh, lshkafk fudlo@ ka wms ksoiqkla
jYfhka lsfjd;a - ~wkq;;frd mqiouuidr~ lsh, lshkafk
i;aFjhska oukh lsfuys,d b;du;a oCI r:dpdh_fhla jf.a'~ ta
jpkh k fndfydu . jf.a fmakafk' kuq;a we;e flfkl=g
tal;a refjkak mqjka' fudlo" talg idxidl fya;=jla ;sfnkak
mqjka' w;S;fha" nqoOld,fha" nq rcdKkajykafia wx.=,sud, oukh
wdh lrk wjia:dfj" nqoOn,h fmkakq lrk wji:dfj" taj
l, we;slr.;a;= Y%oOdj ksid fjkak mqjka' wkak ta jf.a wmg
ijdNdl jYfhka hlsis .=Khla ys;g w,a,kjd k" ta .=Kh
flfhka fufkys lsu ;uhs nqoOdkqii;sh lsh, lshkafk' tal
k mqjka wr hg tfkod hk tk w;fr" fl wji:dj,
muKla fkdfjhs" ~ria;shd fjkj~ lsh, lshk wmf;a hk fj,dj,aj,
mjd wr nq.=Khg ys; k;= lr,d ;ud jvdf.k wdmq lu_ia:dkh
jvkak wjia:dj ;sfhkjd'

ta jf.au ;uhs ldh.;di;sh lshk tl' fl;a wuq;=fjka Ndjkd


wdikfhu b|f.k lrk fohla fkdfjhs' wms ys;uq - fl, .eyqjd"
jukhla l<d' tfkod YrlD;Hh yd inJO lghq;= flfrkjd'
ta wji:dfj tajd kslx wmf; hkak fokak krlhs' f ~wmjH~
lsh,d kslx wyl odkak krlhs' thska Ou_hla olskak k' thska
Ou_hla olskak k' we;e flfkla fjd wmjH lsh,d" wyl
odkjd" fjdhska m%fhdackhla fkdf.k' ka wmj,ska fldf;l=;a
jev .kak nj wmg f kk oHd;ul f,dalfh olskak ,efnkj'
wms wylodk foaj,a iuyrg msgrgj,a j,g f.ksys,a, fYaI
ksImdok lr,d f.ke,a,d f,dl= .Kkaj,g l=Kkjd'

Ouukqii;sh ms<sn|j;a tfyuhs' flfhka i<ld.kak f Ou_fha


ijNdjh' b;ska wms iia;rj jK_kd fkdlf<d;a fukak f idudkH
woyi f;are .ekSu m%udKj;a" flfkl=g' flg ~i;sh~ lsh,
lshkafk isysh' nqka jykafia isysm;a lsu" Ou_h isysm;a lsu"
ix>hd isysm;a lsu'

wkak ta ksid fjdg Nhfjkak krlhs' .sys fyda fjd me


fyda fjd wfma mrud:h f Nhdkl ixidrfhka yels;dla blauKska
uhs' tal ksid wr f.j,a fodrj,aj, ;sfnk nJOk - tajd flfia
fj;;a wms l,amkd lrkak k wms Wmkafk ;kshu" uefrkafk;a
;ks h u' f ixidrfh wms ;ks h uhs hka f k' {d;s inJOl
;djld,slhs' ta ksid wfma uqla;sh wmghs whs;s' nqmshdKka jykafia

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t;fldg ta jf.au ;uhs l,amkd lrkak ;sfhkafk' wfma f


Yrh ;=<ska isflfrk wmjH j,skq;a wms m%fhdack .kak k"
Ou_dkql+,j' fldfyduo m%fhdack .kafk@ wkak ldh.;di;shg
odkjd' fl< l;a ldh.;d i;shg" u< uq;%d l;a ldh.;di;shg'
ta fj,dfj;a wfma is; jefvkjd' wr Ndjkdfjka jefvkjd' ta ;=<ska
ksjkg lsgq fjkj' iir ms<sn| we,au wvqfjkj' f ixidrfha ;j
;j;a Yr l+vq ujkak we;s we,au ke;sfj, hkjd' b;ska wkak tal
ksid ;uhs nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY lr, ;sfhkafk fl
rd. Ou_hla lsh,d' f p;=rdh_i;H Ou_h ;=< ;sfnkafk f
ixidrfhka bj;a uhs' ta i|yd hk .ukla fl' ta ksid flg
we,aula tlalu f .uk hkak neye' l%ul%ufhka fl ms<sn|j
l,lsula we;s lr .kak k' ~h:dN+; {dkh~ lsh, lshkafk
we;a; we;s ye lSu' we;a; we;s ye lSu;a tlalu l,lsu tk
nj nqmshdKka jykafia olaj, ;sfhkjd - wksjdh_ jYfhka' we;a;
we;s ye l,d l, fkdls bkak neye' we;a; we;s ye h
m%udKhlg ols kj k" ta m% u dKhg iir .ek l,ls f rkj'
meje;au .ek l,lsfrkj' ta l,lsu ;=<ska ;uhs ksjka olskak
mqjka fjkafk' ksjka fodr wefrkafk'

23

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

m%ldY lrkjd' ~~ugj;a nE flfkla uqod.kak' tal Tngu Ndrhs'~~


lsh,' ;:d.;hka jykafia,d .=rejre muKhs' t;fldg wmg k
fl whs;s - f wfma is;" f nqfoOda;amdo ldf," f ,N
wji:dfj" ukqIH wd;u Ndjfha" wr lshdmq ksia is; fhh hq;af;
b;du;au M,odhl fohlghs' idudkHfhka f,dafl fldf;l=;a foaj,a
;sfhkak mqjka ,dN ,efnk /lSrCIdj,a tfyu' kuq;a taj fkdfjhs'
ukqIHd;u Ndjfhka .;hq;= Wmu m%fhdackh ;uhs f nqmshdKka
jykafia olaj,d ;sfnkafk' jeh hq;= idrOu_ yhla yehg olaj,d
;sfhkafk' ta ksid f mskaj;=ka kqjKska l,amkd lrkakg k' ;u
;ukaf. jk rgdj ;=< fndfyda fokdg ;sfhkj k phdjla' ta
k phdjg fukak fjd tl;= lr.kak W;aidyj;a fjkak k'
f yhu ne k thska lSmhla y' fukak f kd,sld Tiafia
;ukaf. is;= me;= fhfofjd;a ta whg m%fndaOj;aj msfokak
mqjka' wr lshdmq wiykld ;;aFj j,ska fokak mqjka' ksjkg"
;uka ys;=jg;a jvd blauKska lsgqfjkak mqjka - f kshu
,ehdj,a we;s lr.;a;yu' nqmshdKka jykafia olaj,d ;sfnkjd
f Ou_fha muqKqjk ijNdjhla ;sfhkjd lsh,d' Ou_fha fhfok
fldg Ou_h iska ;j ;j;a bhg flfkla muqKqjkjd' fudlo"
Ou_h blauKskau wdksixi fok ksid' Ou_fha wdksixi olsk fldg
;j ;j;a ta ud._hg fhduq fjkjd'

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16 jk foaYkh

m%;smodjg <xfj,d lh jpkh yslaujd .;a;' wr jf.a hlsis


Ndjkdjlska is; ;ekam;a lrf.k f ld,h .;l<d' ka Ou_Y%jK
jYfhka f wjia:df ioOd" h" i;s" iud" m[[d lshk bJsh
Ou_" n,Ou_ ;ukaf. ;; ik;dkfh jvd .ekSug wjYH jk
ldrKd isf;a ;ekam;a fjkak we;sh lsh, ys;kjd' ta jf.au f
we;slr.;a;= wIGdkh ;=<ska ;u;ukaf.a ; jvd;a wdf,dalj;a
lrf.k" l,HdK;% wdY%h ;=<ska nq mshdKka jykafia olajd
jod< fidajdka ilod.d" wkd.d" wy;a lshk ud._M, m%;sfOfhka
yels ; dla bla u Ks k a W;= wuduy ks j ka idCId;a ls ug f
/ialr.;a l=Y, iNdrh taldk;fhka fya;= jdikd fjd`
ta jf.au f Ou_foaYkduh" Ou_Y%jKuh jYfhka /ialr.;a
l=Y, iNdrh wfha isg wlksgdj olajd jq h;dla i;aFj
flfkla iskjd k YdikdrCIl jHn%yu rdchka jykafia,d;a
wmf.a {d;Skq;a we;=" ta yeu flfklau;a f l=Y,h wkqfudaoka
fj;ajd` wkqfudaoka ;u ;ukaf.a m%d:_kSh fndahlska yels;dla
blauKska W;= wud uy ksjkska iekiSug m;afj;ajd` lsh, f
.d:dj,ska mska muqKqjkak'
~t;;dj;d p wfuyys''''''''''''''''~

b;ska wmg ;sfhkafk kshu idrOu_ ykdf.k" kshu relFjh


we;slrf.k ta ud._hg neiSuhs' ta ;=<ska" nqmshdKka jykafia
m%;s{d lrk wkaoug wfma ;j, ;sfhk Nhdkl mydks ;;aFj
uyrjdf.k h lsis iekiqula <dlr.kak mqjka' fjd ,
uqo,aj,ska lrkak neye' wm <uhs ffl ryi ;sfhkafk' ta nj
l,amkd lr,d f mskaj;a msi wo jeks jkd ojil - f wei<
mqr mif<diajl fmdah oji lshkafk uq uy;a Yajhgu nqoO
.=Kh" Ou_ .=Kh" ix> .=Kh ldYkh jqk" wfha isg wlksgdj
olajd ysk Ou_ Yla;shla we;s" wji:djla' t;fldg" Yajh mqrd
me;srekq nqoO Yla;shla" Ou_ Yla;shla ix> Yla;shla ;sfnoa" wms
wfma ; fkdjkd foaj,aj,g" ksire foaj,aj,g" lem lr,d f
f;a f.jd fud;a" wmguhs miq;e,s fjkak isoOfjkafk'
wkak ta ksid kqjKska l,amkd lr,d" f mskaj;a msi" f
jkd ojfi ta ta ugka h YS,hla iudoka fj,d" wr lshdmq
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17 jk foaYkh

27

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

17 jk foaYkh
~kfud ;ii N.jf;d wryf;d iuud iunqoOii~
~widfr idru;sfkd
f; idrx kd.pPk;s

~idr[p idrf;d [Fjd f; idrx w.pPk;s


-

idfr pdidroiisfkd
pPd ixlmmf.dprd~
widr[p widrf;d
iuudixlmmf.dprd~
- hul j.." O'm'

ieyej;a mskaj;=ks"
kshu hqKqjla m%.;shla flfkl=g i<id.kak mqjka jkafka
ksiaidrfoa w;yer,d idrj;a foa ms<s.kak ;r wd;au Yla;shla
we;ak muKhs' ksire foa ire yehg;a ire foa ksire yehg;a
olsk jer wdl,amhla we;s ;eke;a;df.a ;h imQKfhkau
wid:lhs' ire foa olskak ,enqKq yefha ksire foa w;yk jkd
m%;sm;a;shla wfma merKs Y%S ,xldjdiSka ;=< ;snqk ksid ;uhs wo
jf.a fmdfidka fmdfydh ojil ta ys uy ry;ka jykafia f
,lajg wrf.k wdmq inqoaO Ydikh f rf uq,a nei .;af;' ta
Ydikfha wkd.;hg;a fya;=jk ta jkd m%;sm;a;sh ms<sn|j m%ldY
flfrk .d:d folla ;uhs wms wo ud;Dld lr .;af;'
f .d:d fol foaYkd lrkag fya;= jqfka f Ydikfha w.% Y%djl
iehq;a uq.,ka uyd ijdkajykafia,df.a ; ms<sn| h h isoa
uq,a lr f.khs' iehq;a uq.,ka iajdka jykafia,d foku f nqoO
Ydikhg tl;= fj,d i msig tl;= fj,d" ry;a nj ,enqjg
miafi nq rcdKka jykafia i msi /ia lr, f iajdka
jykafia,d fokug w.i ;k;=re jod<d' ta wjia:df ix>hd
jykafia,d w;r h lsis fpkd;aul woyia m<lsula" liql=iqjla
we;s jqkd" nqrcdKka jykafia f ;k;=re mq wdldrh .ek' uQK
n,,d oka fnokakd jdf.a mCI.%dyS jevlah nqrcdKka jykafia
lf<a' w.i ;k;=re fokj k fokak ;snqfKa uq,skau uyK jqk
396

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17 jk foaYkh

miaj. uyKqka jykafia,dgh' tfyu ke;ak hil=, mq;% m%Odk ta


mia mKia kuf.kah f;dard .kak ;snqfka' tfyu;a ke;ak Noao
j.a.sh msfia ta ;sia ku w;=frkah' tfyu;a ke;ak Wrefj,a
ldYHm wd oyila ix>hd jykafia,d w;=frkah lsh,d" Th hg
ix>hd jyka f ia , d nq ms h dKka jyka f ia ms < s n |j h ls i s
fodaIdfrdamKhla jf.a l:djl fh, bkak fldg nq mshdKka
jykafia ~~l=ulao" uyfKks" l;d lrkafka~~ lsh, wy, ldrKh
m%ldY l<yu ~~kE" uyfKks" uu uQK n,, ;k;=re fokj fkdfjhs'
ta ta whf.a w;S; m%d:kd" mdr Yla;sh wkqjhs uu ;k;=re
fokafka~~ lsh, b;du;au iia;rj w[[d fldKv[[ iajdka
jykafia" hil=, mq;% wdka fjk fjku ta wh w;S;fha l< mska
oy" fmr ,nd .;a;= jrK wdh m%ldY lr, wjidk jYfhka
jod< iehq;a uq.,ka foku wfkdauoiis nqrcdKka jykafia fj;ska
w.i ;k;=re ,nd .ekSug ksh; jrK ,enQ wdldrh'
ta ishu m%jD;a;s m%ldY lr, bjr jqkdg miafia iehq;a uq.,ka
ijdka jykafia,d foku nqrcdKka jykafia bhg we,a,d
jkaokd lr, msi bfha m%ldY l<d nqmshdKka jykafia <g
tkak l,ska i;H .fIKfha ;uka jykafia,d fhkq wdldrh' ta
m%jD;a;sh wms ieflka i|yka lrkjd k f hghs' f mskaj;=ka
fndfyda fofkla wy,;a we;s f fokuf.a jkd ; m%jD;a;sh'
Wm;siai flda,s; lsh, nuqKq l=, folla ta rc.y kqjr ;snqk' ta
m%Odk mjq,aj, bmkd mskaj;a l=udrjreka fofofkla" mskaj;a nuqKq
udKjlhska fokafkla' Wm;siai flda,s; hk k f fofokdg
,enqKd' f mjq,a ld,hla ;siafiau Tjqfkdjqka ;%j ishd' ta
jf.au f fofok;a b;du;au im ;%hka yehg yeu lghq;=u
tlg lrkak mgka .;a;d' ;reK ld,fha bf.kSu wdh lr,
wjidk Wkdg miafia" idudkHfhka ;reKhska fhduqfjkakd jf.au
fkdaodxYj,g;a fhduqfj,d wjqre m;d rc.y kqjr meje;afjk
.sr.. iucc lsh, lshk h lsis iudc W;aijhla n,kak mqre
fj,d ish' ka f ldf, O m%ix." ix.S; rd;%S" wd jYfhka
Th ;sfhkafka" ta jf.a fohla fjkak we;s' l uqkl meje;afjk
W;aijhla'
b;ska tfyu is;la jYfhka ;snqKq kuq;a tl wjqreoaol" tl
wjia:djl" ta .sr.. iucc W;aijh n,k w;f - ta fjkfldg f
397

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

fokakdf.a idxidl nqoh uqyql=rd .sys,a," fudar," ;snqk ksidfoda


- fjko jf.a isky h hq;= ;eka j, isky fjkafk kE' ixf.h
lah hq;= ;ekaj, ixf.h olajkafka kE' ;E.s h hq;= ;ekaj,
;E.s fokafka kE" l,ls, jf.a n,df.k bkakj' fokakg fokakd
l;d lr, n,k fldg iudk woyia' fudllao woyi@ ffl lsis
.;hq;a;la kE' idrhla kE' ksiaidr fohla" fu;k f kgk"
jhk" .hk" wh wjqre 100 la hkak l,ska urKhg m;a fjkjd'
g jeh wmsg jkjd f ixidrfhka f uqla;s ud.h
fidhdf.k hdu lsh, fokaku talu;slj B<Zg idlPd l<d'
ka wms uqla;sh n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd k meoaola ,nd .kak
k' ld <o meoao ,nd .kafka@ lsh, rc.y kqjr ta ldf,
m%isoaOj isfh ixch lsh, mn%dclfhla" Yd, msila we;sj'
;SrKh l<d tf;kag .sys,a, me fjkak k lsh,' ;ukaf.a
r:jdyk wd fYaI mjdr im;a wdmiq hj, 500 la fokd tlal
ixch mn%dclhd < meoao ,nd .;a;d' tfyu ,ndf.k f
b;du;a ;shqKq m%{dj we;s wh ksid l ojilskau ixch mn%dclh
kf.k ish ta Tlafldu" ta b.ekajQ yeu fohlau" bf.kf.k
wdpdhhka jykafiaf.ka weyqjd ~~Tn ;=ud g;a jvd hula okakj
o@~~ lsh,' ~~kE fupr ;uhs uu okafka' g tydg hula ug
lshkak mqjka lula kE'~~ lsh, lsjyu" tfyu k fu;k bu
ksiaidrhs' wms i;Hh fidhkak k" ;ks ;ksj lsh, f fofokd
l;sld lr .;a;d wms fokakdf.ka h flfkla uqla;s ud.h"
tfyu ke;ak ksjk" ,nd .;a; k wks;a tlaflkdg lshkak k
lsh,' ta ta ;ekaj,g .sys,a, wdpdhjreka yuqfj,d idlPd
lrkak mgka .;a;d' m%Yak wykak mgka .;a;d' ta tl wdpdhjrhl=g
j;a f fofokdf.a m%Yak j,g W;a;r fokak ne jqkd' ta whf.a
m%Yak j,g f fokakd W;a;r fokak iu;a jqkd'
Tfydu l,la hk w;f - ta fjkfldg nq mshdKka jykafia
fjkdrduh ms<swrf.k rc.y kqjr jev jdih lrk wjia:djla'
wr miaj. uyKqka jykafia,d w;=ka wiai iajdka jykafia tl
ojila od msKavmdf; jkjd' tod f Wm;siai lshk mn%dclhd
- f wms ka iehq;a iajdka jykafia kka ykajk ta Wm;siai
mn%dclhd - ;ukaf.a f.or b|,d wdydr mdk wrf.k bjrfj,d
mn%dcldrduhg hkak msg;a jqkq .uka f iajdka jykafia l,d"
~~uu f jf.a flfkla ljodj;a l,d keye' f jf.a Ydka;
398

30

17 jk foaYkh

bkash we;s" fndfydu ;ekam;a bh we;s f jf.a flfkla l,


keye' tlaflda ry;ka jykafia flfkla tfyu ke;ak wry;a
ud.hg we;=,a jqk flfkla fjkak k' f fj,df tl mdrgu
l;d lrkak fyd| keye msKavmdf;a jk ksid~~ lsh,d ms
miafika .sys,a," ta iajdka jykafia msKavmd;fh jev,d wjidkfha
j<|kak iQodk fjkfldg talg ksis wdikhla tfyu ilia lr,d
,d ;ukaf.a meka flKafhka meka tfyu ,d j;dj;a lr,d"
yeu Wmia:dkhlau lr, bjr fj,d j<|,d bjr jqkdg miafia
iajdka jykafia f.ka wykjd ~~weje;aks Tf wdpdhjrhd ljqo@
fudllao Tn wkq.ukh lrk Ouh@ Tf bh tfyu fndfydu
m%ikakhs' Tf jKh" if meyeh" b;du;a m%Ndj;a~~ lsh,d B<g
b,a,d ish ~~ug ta Ou_h lshkak~~ lsh,d'
t;fldg wiai iajdka jykafia;a b;du;au ksy;udkSj m%ldY
lrkjd' ~~uu f kjl meoafola" wf;ka me jqk flfkla' ug
. nKla lshkak" ia;r iys;j nK lshkak nE'~~ t;fldg
Wm;siai mn%dclhd lshkjd" ~~uf.a ku Wm;siai' ug lla lsj;a
we;s' jeh jpk lshkak fk kE' ug fka w:h ;rhs' uQ,sl
yrh ;rhs' ta l lsfjd;a uu f;are .kakjd'~~ lsh,d ta hg
mejrejd' wkak ta wjia:df wiai iajdka jykafia foaYkd l<
.d:dj b;du;au idrj;a .d:djla mpiuqmamdo Oufha imQK
yrh" uQ,sl Ou kHdhh bm;a flfrk fh jkd .d:djla'
fh Ouud fy;=mmNjd
f;ixp fhd ksfrdfOd

- f;ix fy;=x ;:d.f;d wdy


- tjx jd uyd iufKd

~fya;+kaf.ka yg.;a h Oufhda fjoao" tajdfha fya;=j ;:d.;hka


jykafia m%ldY l<d' ta jf.au tajdfha ksreoaO u - ke;s hdu
o- m%ldY l<d' fukak f fha Ou_hl=hs ta uyd Y%uKhka
jykafia m%ldY lrkafka~ lshk tlhs ta .d:df woyi'
f .d:dj fldhs;r .eUqreo lshf;d;a" ta Wm;siai mn%dclhdf.a
mqKH Yla;sh" kqjK fldhs ;r ;shqKqo lshf;d;a" uq,a .d:d mo
fol wy,u fidajdka M,hg meKshd' h Ou_ fya;=fjka yg .;a;
o tajdfha fya;=j ;:d.;hka jykafia m%ldY l<d lsh,d lshkj
wykj;a tlalu fidajdka fj,d bjrhs' b;sx B<g .d:dj imQK
399

31

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

jqkdg miafia Wm;siai mn%dclhd iajdka jykafiaf.ka wykjd


~~fld;ko ta wfma Ydia;DDka jykafia jev jdih lrkafka~~ lsh,d'
fjkdrdufhhs lsjdu ta hk mdr wyf.k" ~~ug ;j;a jevla
;sfhkjd' uf.a hdfjla bkakjd" th;a tlal fmdfrdka fj,d
;sfhkjd fukak fufyu i;Hh" wuD;h" fidhd .;af;d;a" ksjk
fidhd .;af;d;a lshkjd lsh,' ta fmdfrdkaj bIag lr,d uu
tkak' Tn jykafia l,ska jkak~~ lsh,d wiai iajdka jykafia
hj, B<g f Wm;siai mn%dclhd .shd wr mn%dcldrduh
ydjg' hkfldg wE;u lald' ta flda,s; hdjd l,d ~wo uf.a
hdjdf.a fjkod iajrEmh fkdfjhs fndfydu m%ikak iajNdjhla
;sfhkjd' i;=ka bkafka' tl;a tlgu ksjk ,ndf.k fjkak
we;s~hs lsh,d Tkak ia;f weyqjdu Wm;siai mn%dclh wr .d:dj
imQKfhkau m%ldY l<d" f ia;fr;a lsh,d ~~ug fufyu
iajdka jykafia flfkla yuqjqkd~~ lsh,d' ta .d:dj imQK
fjkjd;a tlalu flda,s; mn%dclhd;a fidajdka M,fh msyshd'
B<g f flda,s; mn%dclhd lshkjd ~~wms ka tfyk huq
nqmshdKka jykafia yuqfjkak~~ lsh,d' t;fldg Wm;siai mn%dclh
ljo;a wdpdhjrekag .re lrk wfhla ksid l l,lg kuq;a ta
wdpdhj ish ixch mn%dclhd .ek ys;,d" l,amkd lr,d"
lshkjd ~~wms wfma wdpdhjrhdKka jykafiag;a .sysx lshuq f
w;a m%jD;a;sh' tlafld f .d:dj lshkfldgu h Ou_hla f;are
.kshs' tfyu ne jqfkd;a nqmshdKka jykafia olskak fyda hd'~~
lsh,d .shd wr wdpdhjrhd fydhdf.k'
ixch mn%dclhd;a f fokakd l,d ~~fldfyduo orefjks i;Hh
fidhd .;a;do@~~ lsh,d weyqjd' Tkak ta m%jD;a;sh lsjyu flfia
kuq;a Y%oaOdjla jeh fmkakqf keye' tajd Tlafldu lsjg miafi
lshkjd' ~~~tfyk Th fokakd hkak' ug k hkak yehla
keye'~~ ~~fudlo@~~ lsh,d weyqjyu lshkjd ~~uu fupr ld,hla
wdpdhjrfhla fj,d b|,d ka ug k neye w;jeisfhla" f.da,fhla"
fjkak' tal yhg Wmudjg lshkjd k" ~l,ska ye,shla fj,d
b|,d miafi flfKiaila" yekaola" jqkd jf.hs'~~ f mskaj;=ka
okakj fka ye,sh wks;a whg j;=r fokafka' yekaolska" flfKiailska"
taflka .kakj' wkak ta Wmudjhs lsf' uu biairfj,d ye,shla
jf.a b|, ka fldfyduo flfKiaila jf.a" yekaola jf.a" fjkafka@
400

32

17 jk foaYkh

tal ug ulula lsh, hkak neye lsj' kej;;a B<g we,s


lrk fldg ta fokak - ~~tfyu lshkak tmd" wdpdhfhks" f
;r fY%aIaG flfkla" nq flfkla ka f,dafla bm, bkakj' my<
fj,d bkakjd" Ouh my< fj,d ;sfnkjd" ix>hd my< fj,d
;sfhkj' f fyd| wjia:djla~~ lsh, Wkka lrkfldg kej;
wykjd' ~~orefjks " f f,da f la jefhka bka f ka fuda v fhda o"
mKa;fhda o@~~ lsh,' b;ska Wm;siai flda,s; fofokd lsjd ~~fudavfhda
;uhs jefhka bkafka~~ lsh,' ~~yd" tfyk lula kE' fudavfhda
fudav ud <g ta' mKa;fhda ta mKa; Y%uK f.!;uhdKka
<g hd~~ lsh,d m%;slafIam l<d'
tfyu lsjg miafia b;ska f fokakd msg;a fjkj;a tlalu wr
ixch mn%dclhdf.a msfia Yd, fldgilau f fokakd;a tlal
hkak msg;a jqkd' tal l, wr ixch mn%dclhd" we;sjqk fYdalh
ksid" lka f,a msg oud lsh, i|yka fjkjd' ta ;r f,dl=
fYdalhla we;s jqkd lsh,'
b;ska Tkak Th m%jD;a;shhs wms i|yka lf<a' kuq;a f Tlafldu
m%jD;a;sh iehq;a uq.,ka foku wr wjia:df ix>hd jykafia,d
bmsg nqmshdKka jykafiag m%ldY l<d' wms f ;r W;aidy
l<;a wr wfma wdpdh ixch mn%dclhd wdf kef;hs lshk tlhs
wjidk jYfhka lsf'
tal lsjyu nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY lrkj" ~~tfyu ;uhs
f,dafl ijNdjh' ta ixch ;udf.a :Hd oDIah ksid" jer woyia
ksid" ksire foa ire yehg;a ire foa ksire yehg;a ie<l=j' Th
foku ;ukaf.a mKa;lu" kqjKe;slu" ksid kshu yrh f;are
wrf.k yrh ,nd .;a;~~hs lsh,d m%Yxid lrka wr wms l,ska
i|yka l< .d:d fol jod<d'
~widfr idru;sfkd
f; idrx kd.pPk;s

idfr pdidroiisfkd
pPd ixlmmf.dprd~

widr fofhys" ksire fofhys" irehhs lshd yskakd jQ" ireh


lshk u;h we;a;d jQ" ta jdf.au ire foh ms<sn|j ksireh hk
yeSu .;a;d jQ o" wkak tn wh jer ixl,amkdj,g jer
woyiaj,g hgfj,d" tajdfha fh," tajd Tiafia ta wh ljodj;a
401

33

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

yrj;a fohg" kshu idrhg" mefKkafka ke; lsh, ta hg tl


me;a;la m%ldY lr," B<g wks;a me;a; m%ldY lrkj'
~idr[p idrf;d [Fjd f; idrx w.pPk;s
-

widr[p widrf;d
iuudixlmm f.dprd~

kuq;a h flfkla yrj;a foh" ire foh" ire yehg f;are


wrf.k" widr foh" ksire foh" ksire yehg f;are wr.;a; k
wkak tn wh iuHla ixl,amkdjka wkqj is;=,s mj;ajka kshu
yrj;a fohg" kshu yrhg mefKkjd lshk tlhs ta .d:df
f;areu'
t;fldg f b;du;au .eUqre woyia we;s jkd .d:d folla'
f l:dka;rfhkq;a .d:d foflkq;a wmg fujeks ojil yqla
ldrKd u;= lr.kak mqjka" nqoaO Ydikh ms<sn|j" wm wmf.a
; ms<sn|j' ka fu;k f uq,a .d:dj .ek fYaIfhka i<l,d
n,kjd k fyd|u ksYkh f wms lshmq l:dk;rfhu wvx.=
fjkjd' wr ixch mn%dclhdf.a p;h' ta p;h m%ldY fjkjd
wr uq,a .d:dfjka' fudlo ~widfr idru;sfkd~ - ksiaidr jQ foh
ire yehg .;a;d' B<g yrj;a foh ire foh" ksire yehg
.;a;d' b;ska ta ksid jkd wjia:djla .s,sys,d .shd' nq mshdKka
jykafia olskak Yla;sh ;snqfk keye lshk tlhs t;k lshkafka'
pPd ixl,amkd j,g f.dre u ksid' b;ska fu;k ;j iia;rj
lshkjd k" f .d:df w:h;a tlal" fu;k f ksire foa lsh,
.kak ;sfhkafka - widfr idr u;sfkd~ lshk ;ek ksire yehg
.kak ;sfhkafka - wmg fmakjd f l:dka;rfhkq;a wr ixch
mn%dclhd nq mshdKka jykafia <g hkak ue<s Wfka fudlo
lsh, ys;k fldg ta ksire foa fudkjo lsh,'
msia n,hla ;snqk" ,dN i;aldr ;snqK" lS;s m%Yxid ;snqk'
Tkak Th foaj,a ;uhs f ixch mn%dclhd f,dl=jg .;af;a' tajd
Tlafldu ksire foaj,a' b;sx ta ksire foa ire foa yehg .;a;' wr
Yd, msila - fudavhska kuq;a Yd, msila - ;ukag bkakjd'
uy msia n,hla ;sfnkjd' ta jf.au wr udkakh ksid ys;=j"
~~wdpdhjrfhla uu" ug neye ka f.da,fhla fjkak~~ lsh,d'
wkak tajd fudav l,amkd' ta wkqj :Hd ixl,am lsh,d lshkafk
wdh wIagdx.sl ud.h wkqj lshkj k" ldu ;l" jHdmdo
402

34

17 jk foaYkh

;l" ysxid ;l lsh, f mskaj;=ka fldf;l=;a lshj,d


we;sfka' ldudYdjka ms<sn| yeS" B <g oafIh ms<sn| yeS"
ysxid lsf yeS' b;ska Th fh l,amkdj,g hg Wkdg miafi
.gu ta me;a;guhs we,d hkafk'
t;fldg wkak ta oDIahhs' ta oYkhhs" ta wdl,amhhs" uq,a
.d:dfjka m%ldY flfrkafka' wr ixch talg fyd| ksoYkhla'
b;sx wmg ta wkqj ys;kj k we;a; jYfhkau ta ld,fh muKla
fkdfjhs f ldf,;a ta ldrKh i;Hhs' f,dalfha nyq;r fldgi wr
lshdmq fha lh ;uhs' ta jf.au fndfyda fokd :Hd oDIahg
myiqfjka we,d hkjd' i gqj,g b;du;au myiqfjka we,
hkjd' wr ksire lsh,d lshkafka fldkau igq me;a;g .efkk
foaj,a' we;a; jYfhkau :Hd oDIah lsh, lsjg" ka imQKfhkau
wi;H foaj,a j,g;a jvd iuyr g Nhdkl yehg fmakjd wO
i;H lshk cd;sh' ~~wO i;H~~ lsh, lshkafka mskaj;=ks" Th wvd,
i;H" ne ne,aug i;H jf.hs fmakafka' kuq;a we;=f< n,kfldg
tafl ;sfhkafk ysia foaj,a" fndre fnd,a foaj,a' tajdfha h h
wvqmdvql ;sfhkjd'
ta wO i;H lshk tlg merKs jpkhla ;sfhkjd" f Ydikfha
fh,d - ~~uq.a. iqmam;d~~ lsh,' ~uq.a. iqmam~ lsh,d lshkafka uqx
weg iqma' uqx weg iqma jf.a lshk tlhs' f mskaj;=kag ys;d .kak
mqjka" ka Th uqx weg fydoaola tlal n;a lkfldg b|ysg,d
~hla-weg~ lefjkjd' jemqr ;sfhkafka iuyr g hla weg' wkak
ta jf.hs' ta lshkafka ndf.ghs ;e,d ;sfhkafka' ta jf.a ;uhs wr
wO i;H lshk cd;sh;a' b;sx ta ldf,a jf.au f ldf,;a uqx weg
iqma fndfydu ckm%shhs' Yd, msila we,d hkjd uqx weg iqma
j,g' iudch yd nejyu fmfka f mskaj;=kag' Tkak Th
hhs iudc ;;aFjh'
B<g :Hd oDIah .ek ys;, n,kfldg" nq mshdKka jykafia
m%ldY lr,d ;sfnkjd f f,dafla ;sfhk ;r jerj,ska by<u"
f,dl=u" je/oao ;uhs - ~mru jcc~ lsh, lshkjd - f,dl=u je/
oao ;uhs :Hd oDIah lsh,d lshkafka' fudlo ta@ fya;= iys;jhs
lshkafka' flfkla ys;kak mqjka ~~wehs wmg ys;kak ksoyi ;sfhkjd
fka' wms wmg k oDIahla .;a;g wksla whg fudlo@~~ lsh, Th
403

35

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

hg wykak mqjka' kuq;a flfkl=f.a ;fha mydkshg uq,au


fya;=j ;uhs :Hd oDIah' talg fyd| ksYkhl=;a - fyd| Wmudjl=;a
- tlalhs nqmshdKka jykafia ta wjia:df ix>hd jykafia,dg
:HdoDIafha NhdklFjh fmkakq lf<a'
biafi,a, ldrKh m%ldY lrkjd' ~~uyfKks :Hd oDIal
mqoa.,hdf.a ldh lu" jd.a lu" ufkda lu ta yeu tllau ta
;ud .;a;= :Hd oDIah wkqju hkjdh' ta ;eke;a;d h f;kdjla
we;s lr .kakjd k" m%d:kdjla we;s lr .kakjd k" b,lalhla
we;slr .kakjd k" h l%shdldrl" l%shdld;ajhla" mj;ajkjd
k" ta yeu tllau wr :Hd oDIah wkqju hkjdh' B <g
tajdfha mdl mCIh" wdkj mCIh" fudllao@ ta ksid nrm;,
wl=i,a mdl kak" la .eyeg kak fjkjh' wm%sh wukdm
mdl kak fjkjhs lsh,' B<g Tkak Wmudjg tkjd' ~h
fia uyfKks" fldfydU weghla fyda l, weghla fyda ;s;a; ,nq
weghla fyda f;;a fmd<jl me, l<yu ta weghg weo .kakd
ishu mD rih;a" h iSrdj;a ;s;a; M,hlau ,nd fokak l%shd
lrkjhs' ;s;a; M,hlau ,nd fokjh' wkak ta jf.a :Hd oDIah
.;a;= flkdf.a uq l%shd l<dmhu krl m%;sM," wksis m%;sM,"
wm%sh wukdm m%;sM, lrd wrf.k hkjh'
B<g wks;a me;a; m%ldY lrkjd' ~~ta jf.au uyfKks iuHla
oDIah we;s mqoa.,hdf.a ldh lu" jd.a lu" ufkda lu Tlafldu
ta iuHla oDIah wkqj fmdaIKh fjkjh' ta jf.au Tyqf.a f;kdj,a"
m%d:kdj,a" n,dfmdfrd;a;=" b,lal" l%shdldrl" yeu tllau ta
iuHla oDIahg wkqj ilia fj,d wjidkfha fyd| mdl ,nd
fokjhs" fyd| wdksixi ,nd fokjhs lsh, talg olajk Wmudj f
wkqj ys;d .kak mqjka' ~~uyfKks h fia weghla" we,a
weghla" Wla chla jeks fohla f;;a fmd<jl me, lryu talg
weo .;a; mD rih" hiSrdj" yeu tllau rij;a M,hla ,nd
fokjh' wkak ta jf.a ;uhs iuHla oDIah~~ lsh, Th fofla fjki
fmkakq lr jod<d'

36

17 jk foaYkh

fofjks .d:dj' fyd|u ksoYKh flg' - wuq;=fjka u;la fkdl<;a


f mskaj;=kag ys;d .kak mqjka - wr iehq;a uq.,ka fokuf.a
;h' Wka jykafia,df.a ;h tal wmg fmkakq lrkjd' we;a;
jYfhkau f Ydikfha w.% Y%djlhka jykafia,d lshk fldg wms
yeu fofklau l,amkd lrkag k nq mshdKka jykafia <g
wmg wdoY .kak ;sfhkafka w.% Y%djlhdKka jykafia,df.kah
lsh,d' we;a; jYfhkau wdoYj;a ta w;ska n,k fldg" fudlo
ksire foa bj;a lr,d ksy;udkSj ire foa ms<s.kak ;r Yla;shla
;snqk Wkajykafia,dg' .sys ld,fha mjd tal ka wjia:d lSmhlu
wmg fmkakq flfrkj' m<uqfjks wjia:dj ka f l:dka;rfhkau
lshjqkd' wr ;reK jhfia ljqre ljqre;a hk fkdaofjk wjia:dj,a
;uhs Th O m%ix." ix.S; rd;%s wdh' kuq;a idxidl nqoah
uqyql=rd .shdg miafia tajd tmdfjk wjia:djl=;a tkjd' wms l,ska
Ou_ foaYkdj,ska m%ldY lr,d ;sfhkjd' f uq uy;a f,dalhu
mdi,la yehg .;af;d;a ffla fY%aKs 3 la ;sfnkjd' wiido"
wdkj" ksiairK" lsh,d' je jYfhka f,dalhd iskafka wdiajdo
mCIfhhs' mxpldu im;a;sh Tiafia jk msihs je' B<g
hlsis wjia:djl nqoah uqyql=rd hdfuka" w;alS ;=<ska" wdkj"
tajdfha ;sfhk fodaI me;a;la" fmfkkak mgka .kakjd' tfyu
fmkqkg miafia B <g ksiairK lshk mx;shg mdia fjkjd
fklLuufhka" me fuka' b;ska fu;k;a wr ta nqoah uqyql=rd
.shdg miafi wr biair ireh lsh,d ys;mq foa ksire yehg
fmkqk f fokakgu' fjkod jf.a yskdjla kE' i;=gla kE' nqudf.k
jf.a bkakjd l,ls,d' wks;a wh Tlafldu kg,d fkdao Wkdg
fudlo f fokakg {dkh uqyql=rd .sh ksid fl ksiaidr yehg
fmkqk'

b;ska Th wkqj wmg ys;d.kak mqjka ka f,dalfha nyq;r


ixLHdj wr lshdmq hg uqx weg fyd Tiafia" tfyu ke;ak wr
:Hd oDIa Tiafia we, hk" ta me;a;g we, hk wh' B<g ka

ta jf.au B<g .;a;= mshjr ta ish im;a w;yer, meoaog


.shd' ta me Wfk;a ksis ;ek fkdfjhs' wr lshdmq ixch lshk ta
mn%dclhd <hs' b;ska t;k;a ~f uf.a .=rejrh~ lsh,d t;kj;a
,e.,d ysfha kE' t;k ta ta foa bf.kf.k bjr Wkdg miafia
f;areKd fu;k yrhla kE lsh,d' tal;a w;Eh' B <g i;Hh
fidhkak mgka .;a;d' tfyu fidhdf.k .sys,a,d Tkak b;ska
wmg fyd|u ksoYkh" kshu idrj;a foag wefok .;sh" wmg
fmfkk wjia:dj ;uhs" wiai iajdka jykafia yuqfj,d wr hg
wdrdOkd lsu' ~~ug je jpk tmd' kshu yrh lshkak~~ lsh,d

404

405

37

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

lsjyu wiai iajdka jykafia wr ;r jkd" ir, yehg


fmfkk kuq;a uq uy;a ioaOufhau w: idrh" tfyu ke;ak
mpp iuqmmdo Ou_h lshk .eUqre Ou_fha idrh" fmkakq lrk
fha .d:djla jod<' ta .d:df uq,a mo foflkau i;Hh wjfndaO
lr .;a;" wdh_ i;Hh wjfndaO lr .;a; Wm;siai mn%dclhd - B
<g flda,s; mn%dclh;a ta .d:dju wy,d' t;k;a wmg f;afrkjd
ta .d:dj .ek > .%yhla fkdl<;a" flfhka lshf;d;a f
mskaj;a jeys wh okakjd we;s Th mpp iuqmmdoh lsh,d
Ou_hla ;sfnkjd' Th fndfyda fokd is,a .;a;u ~wccd mpphd
ixLdrd" ixLdr mpphd [[dKx~ lsh,d wx. 12 la Tfydu lsh
lshd bkakjd' kuq;a mskaj;=ks' fl fkfjhs mpp iuqmmdofha
yrh' kshu yrh ;uhs wkak wr .d:df lshk tl' fudllao@
~h Ou_hka fya;+kaf.ka yg .;a;d k tajdfha yg .ekSu;a nqmshdKka
jykafia lajQjd' tajdfha ksreoO u;a lajqj'~ t;k olajk uQ,sl
Ou_ kHdhh - wms flfhka lajqfjd;a - tal fjk;a ;ekaj,
i|yka fjkjd Ou_fha (

38

17 jk foaYkh

b;ska tal ksid wr Wm;siai mn%dclhdf.a ;shqKq kqjKg uq,au


mo fol wefyk fldgu fidajdka ud._ {dkfhka fidajdka M,h
m%;HCI jqk' t;k;a wmg fmfkkjd wr yrj;a foa ms<sn|j' fukak
fl ;=<ska wmg fmfkkjd f,dalfha fld;r ksire foa ;snqK;a
f,dalhd wehk" wfma W;aidyh h hq;af;a l%u l%ufhka wm ;=<
hqKqjla we;sfjk hg ksire foa w;yer,d ire foa ,nd .ekSuhs'
fldpr ld,hla ksire foa nodf.k ysh;a jevla kE' f mskaj;=ka
Th iudcfh ;sfhk l;djla wy,d we;s yK im%odh lsh,d'
yK nod.;a;= ksy jf.hs lsh,d'

tal wr uQ,Ouhla" isoaOdka;hla' tal ;=< ;sfnkj uquy;a


mpp iuqmmdo Ou_fha idrh' f f,dalhd wd;auhla yehg ys;k"
iodld,sl" ks;H yehg is;k foaj,a ms<sn|j nq mshdKka jykafia,d
u;= lr, fok mqu Ou_;dj ;uhs - f,dalfha ljo;a mj;sk
Ou_;dj jeys,hs ;sfnkafka f woHd wkaOldrh ksid i;aFjhdg
tal- f yeu tllu ;sfnk mqu fha wr mpp iuqmmdo lsh,
lshk tlsfkl
w;r we;s fya;= m%;H inkaO;dj' talhs f
.d:dfjka fy<sfjkafk'

t;k;a uy . l:dka;rhla ;sfhkjd' flfhka ie<l=fjd;a


fufyuhs' f msre<g hka ;sfnk l:dka;rh lla ydiHckl
tlla' hdfjda fokafkla ;ukaf.a .ka msgjqkd Okh fidhdf.k
.ka .ug hkak' tfyu hk w;f Tkak biafi,a,du .sfh yK
myiqfjka ,nd .kak mqjka" is lrkak ;r yK nyq,j ;sfnk
.ulg' b;ska f fokaku yK folla ne| .;a;d' tfyu
ne|f.k Tkak B< .ug hkjd' hkfldg t;k yK kQ,a k
yehg .kak ;sfhkjd' t;fldg wr tl hdfjla lshkjd wksla
hdjg ka f yK wrf.k hkafka yK kQ,a i|yd fka' wms f
yK l islr,d yK kQ,a l wrf.k huq lsh,d' wksla hdjd
lshkjd ~kE kE uu f yK h fyd|g ne|,hs ;sfnkafk' fl
ug k neye wyl odkak' Thdg k fohla lr.kak~~ lsh,d'
b;ska tl hdfjla wr yK kQ,a l .;a;d' wks;a tlaflkd wr
mrK yK hu wrf.k .shd' Tkak B< .ug hkfldg t;k
;sfhkafk yK fr' tf;ka;a wr hg m%ldY l<d wr {dkjka;
hyjd' ~~ka f yK kQ,a wrf.; hkafka fr i|yd fka' wms f
yK fr l .ksuq' Th l is lr,d~~ lsh,d ~~kE tal;a tmd' ux
f wudrefjka ne|f.k wdmq tl ux f.kshkjd~~ lsh,d wrka .shd'
Tfydu Tfydu .ka .ug .shd' fllr,d lshkj k" B<
.f lmqfr ;sfhkjd' B< .f hlv ;sfhkjd' B< .f
ms;a;, ;sfhkjd' B< .f ;sfhkjd' B< .f r;a;rx
;sfhkjd" k
;r - is lr,d' b;ska f fokakf.ka wr
kqjKe;s hdjd wr l,ska ;snqk fmdgksh w;yer,d r;a;rx
fmdgkshla ne|.;a;d' wr wksla hdjd ;du yK huhs' yK
h lr.y .;a;= tl tal w;ykak leu;s kE' b;ska f fokak
B<g ;ukaf. .ug wdmiq .shd' ta .shyu wkak wr yK

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407

~ buix i;s box


buiiqmmdod box
buix wi;s box k
buii ksfrdOd box

fyd;s
Wmmcc;s
fyd;s
ksrecCO;s ~

ls h ,d'
fuh
fuys
fuh
fuh

we;s l,ays" fuh


fjhs
yg.ekSfuka" fuh yg .kshs
ke;s l,ays" fuh
fkdfjhs
ke;s fuka" fuh ke;sfjhs

39

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

40

17 jk foaYkh

ldrhf.a mjqf,a wh fndfydu ;efjkjd" la fjkjd' fupr


ld,hla b|,d wrf.k Wiaif.k wdf flhs lsh,d' wr r;a;rx
h wrf.k .sh tlaflkdf. f.or Tlafldu oreu,af,da fndfydu
m%S;s fjkjd" Wo fjkjd'

jpkfhka lshkjd k ~bfIka~ - bfIka fh tlla we;s


Wkdu ;uhs wuq rka f,daflka w;=reoyka fjkafka' /jfgkjd ksiaiq
fl wuq rka lsh,d' Tkak Th fh fohlah ioaOu_hg fjkafka
lsh,d nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY l<d'

Tkak Th Wmud l:dka;rhhs ;sfhkafka' wms b;ska f mskaj;=ka


l:dka;r;a wyk ksihs Th l;a lsf' msre< k iudcfh
nyq,j ;sfnkj' we;e flfkl=g Th w:h;a fkdjegfykak mqjka
ksid' kuq;a jd kf.k bkak tl fyd|hs' fudlo" f je
fofkla Tkak Th me;a;ghs hkafka' ksire foa f,dl=jg w,a,d
.kakjd" tajdfha ;shk ;djld,sl iykh n,df.k' ka wr ixch
mn%dclhd wr hg f wO i;H iys; foaj,a Tiafia .sfh
fudlo" tajdg je fofkla wefokjd' msia n,h - msi tl;= lr
.kak mqjka k" ,dN i;aldr ,nd .kak mqjka k" tal ;uhs
f,dl= foa lsh,d .;a;' f ixidrfhka u - uqla;sh - lsh,d
lshk ta W;=u idrh" uq uy;a ;fha" meoafoa" tfyu ke;ak"
f fklLuufha" uQ,sl woyi" tal bIag lr .kak
fm<UqfKa kE'

t;fldg fjk :Hd oDIal wd.j,g fkfjhs" we;a; jYfhkau


f Ydikh - f Ou_h - ke;s lrkak mqjka' fl we;=<;skau
ke;sfjkak bv ;sfhkjd' fudlo@ ~ioaOu_ m%;srEml~ lsh, lshkafk
ioOu_h jf.a fmak Ou_' tal;a wkak wr uqx weg iqma jf.auhs' tajg;a
fndfyda fokd we, hkak bv ;sfnkjd' tal .ek;a l,amkdld
fjkak k f fn!oaO mskaj;=ka" wkd.;h .ek ys;k fldg'
ioOu_fha kshu yrh f;are .kag k' fudllao yrh@ nq flfkla
f,dafl my<fjkafka fuf;la ta lsisu Ydia;DDjrhl=g i|d .kak
nej ;snqkq f ixidr .egjg uqla;s ud._fhka iu ughs' f
ixidr uqla;sh u;=lr ughs' fldkau lshf;d;a ksjkhs mrud:h
iy yrh' tal Ou_fha olajkjd" nq mshdKka jykafiau tla wjia:djl
i,a .ylg Wmud lr,d uyd idfrdamu lshk iQ;%fha' ka i,a
.yl we;e flfkla fld< w;= ls,s lvdf.k hkjd' tajd jkd
foa yehg' ;j;a flfkla fmd;a;' ;j;a flfkla t,h' kuq;a
l,d;=rlska flfkla ;uhs wr tafla yrh - jkd foa - .kafka' ta
jf.au f Ydikfh;a jkd fkdjkd lsh,d tfyu fNaohla ;sfnkjd'
ka flfkla me Wkd lsh,d ys;uq' tfyu ke;ak ta lghq;=j,g
fhduq Wkd lsh,d ys;uq' B<g ,dN i;aldr .,df.k tkjd' tajd
wr fld< w;= jf.hs' B<g fmd;= mgd jf.hs" Th YS,h lshk
tl' tal;a f,dl= fohla ;uhs' wg jvd fyd|hs' kuq;a talu
fkdfjhs yrh' Bg;a tydhskqhs iudh' tajd Tlafldu mdia lr,d
.sys,a,d B<g ;uhs ta wry;a M,h" tfyu ke;ak ta ksjk'
ud.M, wjfndaOfhka ,nd .kak ta uqla;sh' talu ;uhs" f
Ydikfha idrh" yrh'

b;ska Th wkqj wmg ys;d .kak mqjka f Ydikfha wkd.;h


.ek l,amkd lr,d nej;a f nqoaO Ydikh /l .kak k
Ydikfha kshu yrh f;are wrf.k" ta yrh biau;= lrf.k wfma
;h f.khkag k nj' we;a; jYfhkau nq mshdKka jykafia
m%ldY lr,d ;sfnkjd Ydik mydkshg fya;= jk tl ldrKhla
tl wjia:djl uyd ldYHm uy ry;ka jykafiag' we;a; jYfhkau
nq mshdKka jykafia ke;s Wkdg miafia uyd ldYHm ry;ka
jykafiau ;uhs Ydikh /l .kak b;du;au Wkka Wfka' b;ska
talg fya;=jla jYfhkq;a fjkak mqjka" tla wjia:djl uyd ldYHm
iajdka jykafiag nqmshdKka jykafia m%ldY lrkj( ~~ldYHm"
f ioaOu_h ke;s fjkafk kE" ioaOuh jf.a fmfkk jHdc ioaOuhla
f,dafl we;s fjk;dla - ~ioOu_h~ lsh, jHdc fohla' B<g talg
Wmudj lshkafka - ka r;arka lshk fldg" wms ka ks;r md
lrkafka r;arka lshk jpkh' r;arka wuqrka lsh,d folla mrK
fmd;a j, fhfokj' r;alr,d" ms<sfh, lr,d" ilia lr,d .;a;=
tlfk" r;arka lsh,d lshkafk' wuqrka lshkafka tafla m%lD;s ;;aFjh'
talg lshkjd cd; rEm lsh,d' wkak ta m%lD;s jYfhka ;sfnk ta
rka mjd f,dalfha wk;O_dk fjkafka - w;=re oyka fjkafka - fjk
foalska fkdfjhs' jHdc wuqrka j._hla we;s fukqhs' ka f ldf,a
408

t;fldg h Ou_ foaYkdjla ta ksjk wu;l lr,d" ksjk


me;a;lg od,d" ;djld,sl iykhla ,nd fok f,!lsl mrud:h
l= .kajkj k - w;S;fha ta Ou_ foaYlhdKka jykafia,d ishu
Ou_ foaYkdjka ksjkska l= .kajd bjr l<d' kuq;a ka fndfyda
g Ou_ foaYkd thska fkdfjhs idudkH iq,N f,!lsl mrud:j,ska
;uhs fl<jr lrkafka' talg;a fndfyda fokd m%shhs' fudlo" f
tfkod ;fha ;djld,sl .eg ixis|jd .kak mqjka k tal
409

41

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

f,dl= fohla lsh,d' kuq;a ta ;djld,sl iykhlska iEySulg m;a


u wkak wr lshdmq ksire foa ire yehg ie<lSula jf.hs' f
;r ,N ukqIH wd;auNdjh tfyumskau msfy<d .ekSula
jf.hs' b;ska ta jf.au f Ou_foaYkdj,;a wms l,amkd lrkakg
k .sys fyda fjd" me fyda fjd" f m%;sm;a;s ud._fha fhfokjd
k ud.M, wjfndaOfhka ixidr uqla;sh ,nd .kak mqjka nj'
tl n% d ya u Kfhla we,a , d nq ms h dKka jyka f ia f .ka weyq j d
~~Nd.Hj;=ka jykai .sysh o meoao o f Ydikfha wr f,daflda;a;r
;;a;aj ,nd .kafka@~~ lsh,d' nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY lrkjd
~~ta m%Yakh Tfydu fkdfjhs' wykak ;snqfka' tal fno,d weish hq;=
m%Yakhla' fudlo" .sysfhla fyda fjd meoafola fyda fjd' f
m%;sm;a;s ud.fha hkjd k ud._M, wjfndaOh ,nkak mqjka~~
lsh,d' ta hg ms<s;=re kakd' wkak ta wkqj wms l,amkd lrkag
k" f Ou_ foaYkdjlska .; hq;= idrh we;a; jYfhkau f;dla
> ld,hla ixidrfha ta ;j,ska fkd,enqk fha iekiSula
,nd .ekSu nj' fudlo" Ou_ l:dj,;a wmg olskak ,efnkjd"
lshjkak ,efnkjd" wykak ,efnkjd" nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY
lrkjd" fldkau lshf;d;a fnda i;a;ajhka jykafia mjd wkka;
ld,hla" .Kka lshkak ne ;r wjia:dj, ;ukaf.a mqKH Yla;sh
ksid" mdr Yla;sh ksid" pl%j;s rclu ,nd ;sfnkjd lsh,d'
f ila;s rc flfkl=f.a iem im;a .ek ta ta iQ;%j, i|yka
fjkjd - lshjk fldg uy mqu ysf;kjd' ta ;r mxpldu
im;a;shg wod<j" wdfh fl<jrla bjrhla ke;s ;r mqu fha
iem im;a f.dvla tajdfha lshfjkafk' kuq;a tajd;a ksiaidr
yehghs ta iQ;% foaYkd wjidk fjkafka' ~~f yeu tllau - f
ixialdr yeu tllau- wks;Hhs uyfKks" ta Tlafldu ta lshdmq ta
pl%j;s rcqrefjd;a kE" ta rcqrejkaf. wksla rgj;a kE" ta
Tlafldu ka kdYhs' ta wks;H;djg hghs~~ lsh,d ta hghs'
tajdfha ksiaidr;ajh olajkakhs nq mshdKka jykafia pl%j;s rdcH
jf.a foaj,a mjd ia;r lrkafka' kuq;a mskaj;=ks ka f ldf,a
idudkH rgdj ;uhs wkak wr lshdmq pl%j;s rdcHhg lsgq
lrkakj;a ne ;r idudkH tfkod ;fha fN!;sl hqKqj
f,dl=jg wrf.k tal yrh yehg fmkakq lr,d" talg Yd,
msila woaojk yehg" Ou_h foaYkd lsu' tal wr ixch m%;sm;a;sh
410

42

17 jk foaYkh

jf.a fohla fjkjd' ioaOuh blauKskau wka;Odk fjkjd' Ydikh


blauKskau mydkshg m;a fjkjd'
b;ska wo jf.a ojil wms ta fh foaj,a l,amkd lr .kak k
- kqjKe;s mskaj;=ka' fudlo jkakka jdf,a jk .;sh ljo;a
msia w;r ;sfnkjd' Yd, msila Wkyu tla flfkla jkfldg
wks;a wh;a j, hkjd' fya;=jj;a okafka kE' miafia n,kfldg
.kak fohla keye' ysia fohla' Tlafldu wdmyq yefrkjd' B<g
n,kfldg Tkak ;j ;eklg ksiaiq jkjd fmfkkjd' tf;kag;a
jkjd' jf.k jf.k Tlafldu hkj' Tlafldu im;a ho
lrf.k tf;kag hkj' .sys,a,d n,kfldg t;k;a .kak fohla
keye' Tfydu uq ;fhu tf;kag fuf;kag jkjd" =jla
Tiafia jf.a' b;ska f lshk l:dka;r j,g ksoYk f mskaj;=kag
tfkod ;fha olskak ,efnk" wykak ,efnk" lshjkak ,efnk
foaj,a j,ska k.kak mqjka' wms f idudkH jYfhka lshk l'
f fldhs tflkq;a hula wms f;are .kak k' nqoaO Ydikfha
yrh u;= lrf.k tfkod ;fha f uqla;s ud.fha ie<lsh
hq;= rla hkak wmg yelshdj ;sfnk nj fyd|g Yajdi lrkag
k' .sys fyda fjd" me fyda fjd" tajdg fhfokjk tajdfha
m%;sM, ;ukag ,nd .kak mqjka wo mjd' kuq;a tal myiqfjka
,efnk tlla fkdfjhs' tal f;are .kak k' fyd| foa" yrj;a foa"
myiqfjka ,nd .kak nE' ;Kfld, j.dj myiqhs' wdodhu lhs'
f.d;ek wmyiqhs' fndfydu la uykais fj,d lrkafka' kuq;a
wdodhu yqla ,efnkjd' wkak ta jf.a l,amkd lrkag kE'
;ukaf. ;; ik;dkhg odkafka fudkjdo@ ;Kfld, jjkak
jdf.a jevlao@ tfyu ke;ak fndfydu uykais fj,d lrk YS,
iud m%{d lshk f.d;eko@ nq mshdKka jykafia olaj,d
;sfhkafka talhs' tal;a f.d;ek jf.ah lsh,d ta hg Wmud
lr,d ;sfhkjd' blauKg blauKg f YS,d .=KOu_ jvkak
lsh,d' wr f.dfhla jyskfldg blauKg blauKg ta f.d;eka
lrkak jdf.a'
fudlo tfyu lshkafka@ fl b;du ,N wjia:djla' tal
ksid ;uhs nq mshdKka jykafia f uq uy;a ioaOu_fhu jkdu
~w~ hkak jf.a jpkhla yehg olaj, ;sfhkafk ~wm%udo~ lshk
jpkh' wm%udoj f uqla;s ud._fha .uka lr,d ixidr uqla;sh
411

43

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

44

17 jk foaYkh

i<id .kak' fudlo" ixidrh Nhdklhs' ixidrh Nhdklhs'


hg;a msfihska wr fidajdka wd ud._ M,hlska ksh; .;sl ;;a;ajhla
,enqf ke;ak f fyd| ; .; lrk mskaj;=ka iuyrg fldhsfj,df ; ke;sfj,d hhs o lsh,d wmsg lshkak nE fldhs
fj,djl y ;h ke;s Wkdk - iuyr g f fyd|g yshg
fudlo ta ;ukag fuf;la ukqIH ;h ,nd kakq mqKH Yla;sh
f.,d w;S; mdm luhla u;=fj,d ;sika wd;auhl fm%a; wd;auhl"
hlaI wd;auhl" fha ;ekl W;am;a;sh ,nkak mqjka' ta fha
Nhdkl ;;a;ajhla ixidrh ms<sn|j ;sfnk ksid ;uhs nq mshdKka
jykafia f ,enQ ukqIH wd;au Ndjh - fohka mjd Wiia fldg
i<lk f ukqIH f,dalh" ukqIH wd;au Ndjh - jkd fohla
yehg i<l,d thska .;hq;= imQK m%fhdackh .kak W;aidyjka;
fjkak lsf'
b;ska f Oufha wkak wr lshdmq fN!;sl mrud: ms<sn|j
tla;rd m%udKhlska lafjkjd ;uhs' ka f mskaj;=kaf.ka we;e
flfkl=g ysf;kak mqjka" wehs wfma ux., iQ;%fha tfyu lsh,d
;sfhkjd fkao u=,a 38 la' u=,a 38 lau lsh,d ;sfhkjd fkao@ wr
hg wUq orejkag i<lkak lsh,d - ta yeu tllau lsh,d
;sfhkjd fkao@ kuq;a mskaj;=ks ta Tlafldu u=,a fl<jr jkafka
ksjka u=f,ka' ;siawgfjks u=, ksjdK ux.,Hhhs' t;fldg tal
ksid fjkake;s iuyr g wr ~mru ux.,~ lsh,d lshkafk ksjk
ms<sn|j foaYkd w.' we;a; jYfhkau ~mru ux.,h~ tal ;uhs'
wkak tal ksid flfkl=f.a kqjK hqKq h hq;= fohla k" t;ku
,.skafk ke;=j" yK nodf.k bkafk ke;=j" wr fha ukqIH
wd;au Ndjfhka jevla .kak k' we;a; jYfhkau ukqIH ys;
lshk tl ys;d .kak ne ;r uy mqu Yla;shla ;sfnk ys;la"
f uq uy;a Yajfhau' ta nj ka f mskaj;=kag myiqfjka f;af'
ka Th oHdj lsh,d ta oHd{hska ys; hqKq lr, lrk ymkal
j,ska' kuq;a Bg jvd mqu ymkal ;uhs wr mdr Yla;sh hqKq
lr .;a;= nq" mfianq" uy ry;ka jykafia,d w;S;fha lf<a' taj
lla wudre ksidfoda" ta jf.au tajdfha m%;sM,h idudkH f,dalhdg
f,dl=jg fmakafka ke;s ksidfoda" tajd .ek ukqIHhska Wkka fjkafka
kE' kuq;a ixidrfha Nhdkl;ajh .ek fufkys lrkag k' t;fldg
Ou foaYkdjla k wms ks;r ulla lrkakg k tafl wkak wr
lshdmq wmamudo moh' B<g ixf. jia;= lsh,d ;sfnkjd' fjdg
Wkkafjkag Wmldr jk foaj,a" f ixidf Nhdkl;ajh" ;fha

Nhdkl ;;a;ajh" cd;s" crd" jHd" urK" B<g wmdh Nh' Tkak
Th fha ldrKd ks;r fufkys lrkak k' urK i;sh tfyu'
tajd fufkys lrkfldg ;j;a W;aidyh jefvkjd'

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b;ska jhs wms f Ou_fha yrh yehg .kak k' tajd ;=<ska
wms f m%udohg jefgk .;sh" iirg we, hk .;sh" meje;au
f,dl=jg .kak .;sh tfyu ke;=j" wr meje;au fjkqjg keje;au
wruqKq lr.kakjd' f ixidrfha fuf;la ld,hla ksiaidr jqula
j,d ;sfhkjd' =jla miafia j,d ;sfhkjd' kaj;a fl fl<jrla
lr.kak k lshk ta wjfndaOh we;=j fukak f Ou_fha wr
lshdmq YS," iud" m%{d lsh,d lshk nqmshdKka jykafia olajk
wrgqjg <d jk m%;smodjg tkak k' kshu wrgqj k wr
ish,af,kau bj;a jk" m[pilJOfhka k uqla;s ;;a;ajhhs' nq
mshdKka jykafia,d M, iudm;;shg iuje,d wkak ta lshdmq wr
mru ux.,h" ta wjia:dj" tafla kshu Yla;sh" w;aolskjd' b;ska
B<g tal ;=<ska ,efnk f,dl=u iykh ;uhs f ixidrfhka w;a
u' ta wjia:dj olajd hdug k wr lshdmq YS," iud" m%{d
ud.fha hkag k' Ndjkd j, fhfokag k' b;sx idudkHfhka
Ndjkdj .ek mjd we;e flfkla l,amkd lrkafk fl f
;ukaf.a ldhsl wdndO iqj lr .kak lrk" tfyu ke;ak
lrkakka jdf,a lrk tlla' oeka f ldf,a yehg k tal
,dis;djla" fudaia;rhla njg m;a fj,d ;sfhkjd' ~wms;a Ndjkd
lrkjd~ lsh,d' kuq;a tal lrkjhs lshkjg lrk fohla fkfjhs'
Ndjkdj lsh,d lshkafka kshu wdldr isf;a jeuhs' l%udkql+,j
l< hq;a;la' iu: jYfhka h lsis iudhla we;s lrf.k tal
;=<ska B<g f f,dalfha we;s wr wks;H" #L" wkd;au lshk
;%s,laIKh wjfndaO jk wkaoug ;udf.a ukisldrh - oYkd
ukisldrh - meje;auhs'
ta ;=<ska t;fldg" ta yrh ykd.kak fldg" ksire foa w;yefrk
tl iajNdjhla' b;ska tal j<lajkak;a nE' wms okakjd ka .yla
jefvkfldg wr bp fld<" f,sp fld< jefgkjd' Wka o
tkfldg my<ska fld< jefgkjd' tal b;sx j<lajkak nE' tal
iajNdjhla' wkak ta jf.a f mskaj;=kq;a Ou_ {dKfhka" Ndjkdfjka"
hqKq fjkfldg l,ska wr Wiia yehg i<lmq foaj,a - wr ix.S;
rd;%S" O m%ix." - tajd ksire foaj,a yehg" kslu ~kdv.~
yehg" fmfkkak mqjka' kuq;a tal .ek ys;kak krlhs' ka

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Tfydu Tfydu .sfhd;a fyu wmg f fkdao ud._ ke;s fjkjd


fkao@ wdodh ud. ke;s fjkjd fkao@ f,dalh m%S;sh ke;s ;ekla
fjkjd fkao@ lsh,d' we;e flfkla iuyr g Th hg ;l
lrkak mqjka' wkak ta whg ;uhs wms wr we;e wjia:dj,
lshkafka" ~f,daljOk,d~ lsh,d' ~k ishd f,dljvVfkd~ lsh,d
nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY lr,d ;sfhkjd' f,daljOkfhla
fjkak tmd lsh,d' t;fldg f fupr ld,hla lf<a f,dal
jOkh;a" fidfydka jOkh;a' ka lrkak ;sfhkafka f nqfoOda;mdo
ld,fha fukak f lshdmq f,dalfhka uhs' uq uy;a ixidrfhka
uhs '
ta uqla;sh i<id .ekSug Yla;sh wm ;=< ;sfnkjd' mdr
Yla;sh;a iuyr g ie,d ;sfhkak mqjka' ksia is;l ;sfnkjd
tajd u;= lr .kak mqjkal" l=vd orejl= ;=< mjd' wjqre y;l
flfkl=g ry;a fjkak mqjka lsh,d lshk fldg f Ydikfha"
fldhs ;r uy mqu Yla;shla fmkakq flfrkjdo@ f Ydikfha
we;s ffkhH_dKsl;ajh" ta jf.au wr wld,sl .=Kh lsh,d lshk
f ysmsgu f f wjia:dfu ffla m%;sM,h fk<d .kak
mqjka lshk tl ks;r fufkys lrkak k' t;fldg ta Oufha
wr iJgl" wld,sl" tysmiisl wd jYfhka olaj,d ;sfnk .=K
- Oufha .=K - fufkys lrk fldg ;uka ;=< f ud.fh hkak
jvd;a Wkkajla we;s fjkjd' fudlo" ksIaM, .ukla fkfjhs
hkafka' h m%udKhlg ;ukaf. ysf;a f Ou_h jefvkjd k ta
m%udKhg t;k t;ku m%;sM, ;sfnkjd' ta wdksixi ;sfnkjd' ta
wdksixi fk,kfldg ;j ;j;a Wkka fjkjd' f ud.fha hkak
- wdksixi olskfldg'

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wms tajd iuyr fj,djg Wmud lrkjd fk,a,s f.hg' fk,a,s


f.h tl mdrgu yemqjdu ;s;a; ;uhs' kuq;a tafla rihla ;sfnkjd'
wuD; lsh,d lshkafka talhs' ~~wdu,l~ - wuD;h' b;sx tajf.a f
Ou_fh;a ;sfnkjd wys njla ne ne,aug' kuq;a tafla fhfok
fldg - fhfokakdg - tafl mqu rihla ;sfnkjd' wkak ta hg
l,amkd lrkag k' ndysr Tmhg - wdfgdamhg - fmkqug - je
fokd we hk muKska hula ukskak krlhs' wr ixch lshdmq
l;dj fldpr Wk;a we;a;hs' l fokhs f,dalfha mKa;hska
bkafka' je fokd fudavhska' kuq;a tmuKlska wms ta jpkh
ms<swrf.k tfyu tl ;eku ,.skak krlhs' mdie,l Wk;a wms
okakjd ta ta fY%AKs jYfhka ;snqkg yefudau n,dfmdfrd;a;= jkafka
mdiafjkak' ka tl mx;shl bkakjd lsh,d" tl fY%aKshl bkakjd
lsh,d' taflu /,d bkafk kE fka' Nd. j,g b|.kafka fudlgo@
B< mx;shg mdia fjkak' B<g tf;kag .shdg miafia t;k
,e.f.k bkafka kE fka' ka fl uf.a mx;sfhhs lsh,d' B<g
;j;a Nd.hlg b|,d Bg by< mx;shg hkjd' Tfydu Tfydu' ta
jf.a fohla ;uhs fu;k;a' f ixidf wfma hqKqjla ;sfhkag
kE' tl ;eku ,e.,d bkakjd' wkak tl ;eku ,e.,d bu
;uhs yK im%odh lsh,d lshkafka'

ta jf.au wks;a me;a; ;uhs wr ixf. jia;= wdfhka" iudcfha


flfrk foaj,a j,ska" ta yeu tllskau ;uka ,nd .kak k f
ixidrfha la iajNdjh ms<sn|j ksoYk' fldf;l=;a ta olskak
,efnk oYk - iuyr foaj,a iudcfha jy,hs ;sfnkafka' udrhdf.a
weg jf.a tal' udrhdf.a W.=,la jf.a' iudch .ek l,lsfrk
foaj,a" f,dalh .ek iudch .ek l,lsfrk foaj,a" jy,d od,hs
;sfnkafka' tajd yd n,kak;a tmehs lsh,d' ta fha wdl,amhla
f,dalfha ;sfnkafka" kuq;a nq mshdKka jykafia tajd u;= lr,d
fokjd Th wiqN Ndjkd wd jYfhka' iuyr g tajd wm%sh fjkak
mqjka - ta nq mshdKka jykafia olajk foaj,a' we;a; jYfhkau

tal ksid ta ldrKd fyd|g kqjKska isysm;a lr.kak wo jeks


f jkd ojil" ka f idikhla rlskj lshk tl fjk ndysr
foaj,a j,ska" f.dvke.s,s j,ska" rka jegj,a j,ska" lrk fohla
fkdfjhs' taj;a wjYH ;uhs" f Ydikfh Y%oaOdj we;s lr .kak'
kuq;a we;a; jYfhkau fl yoj;lska yoj;lg hk mKsvhla
jf.hs' tal ksid yoj; msis lr.;a;= ;rughs - wms ys;uq
umshkaf.a yoj; msishs' Ou ud.fha hkjd' odk" YS," Ndjkd
- YS," iud" m%{d jvkj' ta mKsvh wkak orejg ,efnkjd' ta
orejd B<g ;udf. orejg fokj' wkak ta hg .sys mrmrdj
hkjd' ix>hd jykafia,d w;r;a tfyuhs' ix>hd jykafia,d w;r
wdpdhjre .=rejre tajdhska jefvkfldg Tkak f.da,hskag;a hkjd'
ta hghs idikhla mj;skafka' f Ydikh lsh,d lshk fldg
kak b;sx ix>hd jykafia,dg tal iskaklalrj ,sh,d ,d jf.hs
l,amkd lrkafka' kuq;a nqmshdKka jykafia fl wr lKq y;rla
Wv ;sfhk fohla yehg jf.hs" NslaIq" NslaIqKS" Wmdil" Wmdisld
hk isjqjKla msi .ek m%ldY lf<a' b;sx ta hg odhlhskaf.

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me;af;ka ~wfma jef ;sfnkafka fydka fyda" krlska fyda" Odlj


y wOdlj y" Okh ,ndf.k thska fldgila ix>hd jykafia,dg
mQcd lr,d jH f,dal im;a;sh ,nd .kak tlh"~ lshk tl
fkdfjhs' l,amkd lrkak ;sfhkafk" ;ukq;a ta Ou ud.fha
hkak k njhs' ka f wjiaa:df tal .g lshk tlla fkfjhs'
l,ska i|yka l< wr ux., iQ;%h fyd|g n,df.k hkfldg
fmakjd' .sys ;h wr hg wrUk" fyd| mirhla we;sj W;am;a;sh
,nk ta hg ilia jk .s y s fn!oa O hd l% u l% u fhka ix>hd
jykafia,dg <xfj,d" Ou idlPd lr,d" wka;sug ksjdKh
lrdu hkjd' wkak ta fh fohla .sys mskaj;=ka jefhka md
lrk ux., iQ;%fha mjd wvx.= fjkjd' thska fmakjd wmg wfma
;h l%u l%ufhka hqKqj lrd hk tlla h hq;= nj' tl
;eku ,e. isula fkdfjhs'
b;ska fukak f ldrKd l f mskaj;a msig m%udKj;a fh
lsh,d ys;kjd' f .ek l,amkd lr,d ;uka .;hq;= l%shdud.h
;SrKh lr.kak k' we;a; jYfhkau tfkod ;fha f ld,fha
yeufokd .eku myiqfjkau lshkak mqjka foa ;uhs" jk rgdj
wkqj;a iudc ;;a;ajh wkqj;a" myiq .ukla fkdfjhs f Ou
.uk' nK Ndjkd lrkak ld,h fidhd .ekSu' tfkod ;h
fkdfhl=;a fha Nhdkl wdl idudl mSvk ;=<ska hkafka'
kuq;a wms l,ska wjia:dj, lsjd jf.a ta yeu tllau rel=,la
lr.kak k f iika ug" f jef blauka lr.ekSug' talg
;uhs wr fjiaj<d.;a wdYsjdo lsh,d lsf' we;a; jYfhkau ta
fh foj,a ke;ak iqfLdamfNda.S njgu fm<,d we;e flfkla
wOu ud.hgu keUqre fj,d f Oufhka m%fhdack .kafka
ke;=j ;h fl<jr lr .kakjd' kuq;a h lsis flfkl=g
;fha l f;afrkjd k" ixidr l f;afrkjd k" ;ukag f
;fha ,efnk .eyeg ;=<ska wjfndaO lr .kakjd k f jf.
wkka; ld,hla wms f l kak we;s" tal ksid wms flg
iula fidhd .kak k lsh,d" tfyu ys;=k k flfkl=g"
t;fldg wudrefjka y wr ;uka nqmshdKka jykafia jod< YS,"
iud" m%{d lshk m%;sm;a;shg keUqre fjkjd' ta keUqre Wkdg
miafia wkak t;fldg wr hka; jrhla u;=lr.;a;d k" ojfia
kd myla oyhla Ndjkd lghq;= i|yd fhdokak" flka l
talg reh" Pkaoh" kElu" jefjkfldg ;ukagu f;afrkjd ka
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Bg jeh ld,hla wmg ;sfhkjd lsh,d' ta hg hlsis m;Hd.hla


lrkag k' m;Hd.h lsh,d lsf ta Okim;a fkdfjhs' ld,h'
we;a; jYfhkau ukqIHhska ka b;du;au miqng fjkafka f ld,h
lshk tl m;Hd. lrkakg' ta ;rug jev' ta ;rug jev' ta
jf.au ;j;a me;a;la hkjd f yeu tllau myiqfjka lr.kak'
tal ka f kk oHdj ksid fjp tlla' fjko wms fndfydu
uykais fj,d lrk foa myiqfjka lr.kak' tajhska iuyr fj,djg
wms;a wksh wkaoka m%fhdackh .kak nj we;a;' Th fmd h;=rla
fmdvla lerflj yefh wms biafi,a, fndfydu wudrefjka
lrmq foa myiqfjka flfrkjd' kuq;a tal wkqj ys;kak krlhs f
Ouh;a tfyuhs lsh,d' fndfyda g wr uyd > ld,hla mdr
mqrmq lh ;uhs wr iehq;a iajdka jykafia,d jf.a b;du iq
fj,djl Ou_h wjfndaO lf<a .d:djla wy,' tmuKlska ys;kak
krlhs f yeu fofklau .d:d mohlska ud. M,hla ,enqf
ke;ak f Ou_fhka jevla kE lsh,' ta i|yd fldhs;r ld,hla
wr iehq;a iajdka jykafia,d W;aidy lrkak we;ao" mdr mqrkak
we;ao" wr .d:d mo foflka fidajdka fjkak'
wkak tfyu l,amkd lr, wms ys;d.kak k wmg tpr mqKH
Yla;shla ke;ak wms ta mqKH Yla;sh we;slr .kak ke lsh,
fjdfha fhfuka' tal ksihs tajg ta m;Hd.h lsh,d lshkafka'
wkak wr ld,h" Y%uh - fjk foaj,a j,g jeh lrk ld,h Y%uh
- fukak f Ouh fjkqfjka jeh lrkag k' fudlo" fl
yeuodu lrkag wjia:dj ,efnkafka kE' nqfoOda;mdo ld,hl muKhs"
ksjdK ud.h jD; fjkafka' tfyu l,amkd lrf.k t;fldg
f mskaj;=ka ;u ;ukagu ;uhs Ydikh /l.kag ;sfnkafka' ;u
;uka /l .kak Ydikhhs" f wms lshkafka cd;shla /l kakhs
f Ydikh lsh,' ta hg wms m%ldY lrkafka ta ta mqoa.,hd ;=<
wr hg Ydikh jefvkj k ;uhs' tfyu ke;ak ta jefvk
Ydikh wkak wr foaYslhska weof.k tk" fmkqug ;sfnk" ta ta
;ekaj, .sys,a, n,kak ;sfnk" Ydikhla ;rhs' tal kshu hqKqjla
fkfjhs' tal ysia fohla" fnd,a fohla' tal ksid f yeu flfklau
;u ;uka Ou ud.fha hka l<HdK ;%fhla" Wkdk ta ;=<ska"
l,HdK ;% Yla;shla ;=<ska" f Ydikh jefvkjd' nq mshdKka
jykafia tal ksid ;uhs wdkkao yduqrejkag m%ldY lf<a wdkkao
yduqrejka lsjyu tla wjia:djl - tal wms ks;r u;la lr, ,
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17 jk foaYkh

;sfnkjd - tla wjia:djl m%ldY l<yu f Ydikfhka Nd.hla


;r l<HdK ;%;dj jkjd lsh,d' ~kE kE wdkkao tfyu
lshkak tmd' uq uy;a Ydikhu l<HdK ;%;djh ~~lsh,' t;fldg
yeu flkdf.u mrud:h h hq ; a f ;a ;uka ta l<HdK ;%
im;a;shg wod< .=K iNdrh hqKq lrf.k ;ukaf.a ugka ta
;u ;ukaf.a f.or fodrj,aj, orejkag" kE ys;j;=kag" ;=rkag"
wdh;kj, wks;a whg" ;uka okak muKska Oufhka ix.%y lrka"
okak muKska lsh, , - :Hd oDIa fkfjhs - ;uka yhg
okakj k f foa fyd|hs lsh," tal lsh, fokag k' ta hg
W;aidyj;a lr, wkak tfyu hk .uk ;=<ska ;uhs Ydikfha
hqKqj ie,fikafka'
t;fldg f jpk lSmfhka f mskaj;a msig wo jeks f
fmdfidka fmdah ojil u;l ;shdf.k l%shd;aul lrkag wjYH
fohla lshjqkd lsh,d ys;kj' b;sx f mskaj;=ka ;ukaf.a Yla;s
m%udKfha yehg h YS,hla iudoka jqkd' YS,h f iudchg
b;du;au wjYH fohla' f yS,Elu' ta ;rugu YaYS, Nhdkl
wmrdO flfrk iudchla ta me;af;ka nej;a' jkd YS,hla iudoka
fj,d nK Ndjkd j,g fhduq fj,d f wjia:df mehla muK
Ou foaYkdjlg ijka kakd' f ;=<ska f mskaj;=kag h Y%oaOdjla"
hhla" i;shla" iudhla" m%{djla we;s jqkd k talu ;uhs h
lsis wjia:djl bkashhla n,hla fj,d f mskaj;=kag f,daflda;a;r
ud. M, wjfndaO lr, W;= jQ wuduy ksjkska iekfikakg
Yla;sh ,nd fokafka' t;fldg f Ou Y%jKh ;=<ska f mskaj;=kag
ta WmksY%h im;a;sh wkd.;hg fkfjhs f ;fhau f Yla;sh
Wmldr lrf.k l<HdK ;% wdY%h ;=<ska fidajdka ilod.d"
wkd.d lshk ud._ Tiafia wy;ajh olajdu .uka lrkag Yla;sh
n,h ,efjd lsh,d ta hg m%d:kd lr .kag k' ta jf.au
YdikdrlaIl jH n%yau rdchdKka jykafia,d we;= wfha isg
wlksgd olajd h i;a;aj flfkla mska wkqfudaoka fjkak" l=i,a
wkqfudaoka fjkak" leu;s k wmf.a h .sh ta {d;Skq;a we;=" ta
yeu flfklau f Ou foaYkduh Ou Y%jKuh jYfhka wo k
/ia lr .;a; l=Y, iNdrh wkqfudaoka fj;ajd" wkqfudaoka ta
;ukaf.a m%d:kSh fndahlska W;= wuduy ksjk idlaId;a lr
.ks;ajd` lsh, m%d:kd lruq' tfyu ys;ka fukak f hg

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iyiiums fp .d:d
wkF:moixys;d
tlx .d:d mox fifhHd
hx iqFjd Wmiuu;S;s
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~kfud ;ii N.jf;d wryf;d iuud iunqoOii~
~.nNfufl Wmmcck;s - ksrhx mdmlufkd~
i..x iq.;sfkd hk;s - mksnnk;s wkdijd~
ieyej;a mskaj;=ks"

19 jk foaYkh

lu_h;a mqkNjh;a w;r mj;skafk tla;rd hl pl%dldr


inkaOhla' hlsis mdljdrhla yehg W;am;a;shla ,nk i;aFjhd
kej;;a lu_ /ialsf wr lu_ f.hgu k;= fj,d" wjk; fj,d
l%shd lsfuka ixidrh .a.iaid .kakjd' lu_ Yla;sh ixis|j,d
ixidrfhka fokak mqjka jkafka Ou_ Yla;sh msysg lr f.khs'
lu_pl%h fldhs ;r n,.;= Wk;a wjidkfha Ou_ pl%h ch
.kak nj ;sf,da.=re nq mshdKka jykafia f,dalhdg myod kakd'
wkak ta ldrKhg wod< h h idOl wo wms f ud;Dld
lr.;a;= .d:dfjkq;a ksodk l:dfjkq;a f mskj
a ;=kg
a wykak ,efnkjd
we;s'
f;jkdrdufh jev jdih l< ~;siai~ lshk ry;kajykafia
kula wjqre fod<yla ;siafiu tla;rd ueKsla lrejl=f. f.org
msKvmdf; jehd' ta ueKslalre;a Ndh_Hdj;a f iajdka jykafiag
umsh ia:dkfhys b|f.k ish wem Wmia:dk lrka odkh
tfyu mQcd l<d' tl ojilaod f iajdka jykafia ueKslalref.
f.org jkfldg ta ueKslaldrhd uia lmkqhs ysfh' ta fj,dfju
f iajdkajykafi n,df.k bkak w;fr fldfid,a rcqrejkaf.ka
;fhla wdjd ueKsll=;a wrf.k ~~f ueKsl Y=oO lr,d o,d
tjkak lsh, rcqrefjd lsjd~~ lsh,' f ueKslaldrhd uia lmka
ysh .ufka f,a ;ejrek w;skau wr ueKsl wrf.k fmh Wv
;sh,d w; fydao.kak .shd' f f.or yshd yqr;,hg we;slrk
fldiajd ,sysKsfhla' f mCIshd f,a .|g f ueKsl uia lE,a,la
lsh,d ys;,d .s,a,d" f f;reka jykafia;a n,df.k bkafooa'
ueKslaldrhd f.a we;=f, b|,d we;a n,kfldg ueKsl keye'
B<g weyqjd ;ukaf. NdhH_djf.ka orejkaf.ka tfyu ueKsl
.;a;do lsh,d' Tjqka .;af; kE lsjg miafia f.a we;=,g .sys,a,d
NdhH_dj tlal idlpPd lrkjd ~~tl;a tlgu f yduqrefjd ;uhs

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

.kak we;af;~~ lsh,' NdhH_dj lshkjd ~~wfmdhs tfyu lshkak


tmd' fupr ld,hla" wjqre fod<yla ;siafi" f iajdka jykafif.
lsis jrola wmsg fmkqfk kE'~~ kuq;a fl weyqfj kE ueKslaldrhd'
we,a, B<g ry;kajykafif.ka wykjd ~~ka fu;k ;snqK ueKsl
ljqo .;af;@ iajdka jykafiao .;af;@~~ lsh,d' ~~kE uu .;af;
kE~~ lsh, Wkajykafia lsjd' ~~fjk flfkla fu;k ysfh kE'
iajdka jykafi ;uhs .kak we;af;' ug ta ueKsl fokak~~ lsh,
lsjd'
b;sx iajdka jykafig lrlshd .kak fohla kE' B<g wdhs;a
f ueKsla ldrhd f.a we;=<g .sys,a,d NdhH_dj tlal idlPd
lrkjd' ~~tl;a tlgu f yduqrefjdu ;uhs .kak we;af;' uu
jo ,d y fl wykak k~~ lsh,' ~~wfmdhs tal k lrkak tmd'
wms kdihs tal lf<d;a' Bg jeh fyd|hs rcqrejkag odifhla
fjk tl uq mjq,u~~ lsh,d weh lsjd' t;fldg f ueKslalre
lshkjd ~~wms Tlafldu odifhd Wk;a f ueKsfl jkdlu f.fjkafk
kE~~ lsh, j .;a;= woyi msg .sys,a,d wr iajdka jykafiaf.
ysi fjjd ?klska' fj<,d yhg ;sx.hla jf.a ,S lene,a,lska
;o l<d' l%u l%ufhka jo foka B<g wykjd ueKsl .;a;o
lsh,d' b;sx f ;o lrkak ;o lrkak f iajdka jykafiaf.
kdifhka lfKka f,a .,kak mgka .;a;d- lka tfyu;a' B<g
f iajdka jykafia bji.kak nej weof.k jegqkd u' fldiajd
,sysKsh;a ta f,a .|g we,a,d f,a fndkak iQodk fjkfldg
ueKslaldrhd wr iajdkajykafi flfrys ;shk ;ryskau ~~f;da
fudllao fu;k lrkafk~~ lsh, nek,d wr fldiajd <sysKshdg
mhska .eyqjd' ta i;d tfyuu ue,d Wvq ne,af,ka w;g jegqkd'
iajdka jykafi;a lald fl' l,d lshkjd ~~Wmdilh" f
neu lla nqre,a lrkak' nqre,a lr,d n,kak wr l=re,a,d
ue,o lsh,'~~ ~~W! jf.au kqU;a uehka~~ lsh,d ueKslalre lsjd'
Tkak t;fldg f iajdkajykafi f;are .;a;d f i;d ureK
;uhs lsh,' Tkak B<g lshkjd ~~Wmdilh" ueKsl .s,af, f
l=re,a,hs' uu tal lsfj ke;af; f i;df. urKh fjk ksid'
ud uereK;a tal lshkafk kE' ka b;sx f i;d uereK ksihs uu
lshkafk~~ lsh, lsjd'
Tkak t;fldg ueKsla ldrhd f i;df. nv m<,d n,kfldg
ueKsl ;sfhkjd' B<g f,dl= ixf.hla we;s Wkd' we,a, iajdka
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19 jk foaYkh

jykafiaf. mduq, je|je,d ~~wfka uu fkdkqj;a lka lrmq


tlg ug iudj fokak~~ lsh, b,a,d yshd' t;fldg f iajdka
jykafi lshkjd' ~~Wmdilh" fl Tfyaf. je/oaol=;a fkdfjhs'
uf.a je/oaol=;a fkdfjhs' fl ixidr fodaihla' fl ixidr
fodaihla' ixidrfh je/oaola' tal ksid uu Tng iudj fokjd'~~
t;fldg f Wmdilh lshkjd ~~iajdks" ug iudj fokjd k"
fjkod jf.au f f.org we,a,d msKvmd;h j<|kak'~~ t;fldg
lshkjd" ~~kE Wmdilh' ug ka f;afrkjd ffl wdkj - f
f.j,a we;=<g hdfu - f.al jy,h hgg hdu ksihs fl fjkafk'
f fh fohla' tal ksid uf.a mdj, Yla;sh we;s;dla uu
msKvmd;fh jkjd'~~ lsh,d ta fj,dfju OQ;x.hla iudoka Wkd'
tla;rd .d:djl=;a ta OQ;x.hg wod< hg m%ldY lr,d'
~mpp;s uqksfkd N;;x - f:dlf:dlx l=f, l=f,
msKldh piid - wF cX>dn,x uu~
~msKavmdf; jk NsCIqj i|yd ta ta f.j,aj, n;a l l
mefikjd' uu ;du uf.a mdj, Yla;sh ;sfnk ksid msKvmdf;
jkjd~~ lsh, ta hg m%ldY l<d' tfyu lsjg fudlo ta
iajdka jykafi wr we;sWk wdndOfhka jel,a fkdf.dia msksjka
mEjd' B<g ta jf.au fu;k lshkjd wjidkfh - ld,hla
.shdg miafi - wr ueKslaldrh;a urKhg m;a Wkd ueKslaldrhdf.
NdhH_dj;a' Th hg ta wh urKhg m;a Wkdg miafi ix>hd
jykafia,d nq mshdKka jykafif.ka weyqjd f isoahg wod< wh
fldhs fldhs ;ekaj, o Wmkafk lsh,' wkak ta wjia:dfj ;uhs f
wms ud;Dld l< .d:dj nq mshdKka jykafia jodf<' fu;k
lshfjkjd wr fldiajd,sysKshd - iuyrg f.or weiqre l< ksid
fjkak we;s - fldiajd,sysKshd wr ueKslaldrhdf.a NdhH_djf.a
l=fia Wmkakd lsh,d' B<g ta ueKslaldrhf. NdhH_dj - hlsis
wjia:djl Tlafldu fokd h .shdg miafihs f m%Yafk mek
ke.s,d ;sfhkafk - ta NdhH_dj h .sys,a,d jH f,dalfh W;am;a;sh
,enqjd' ueKslaldrhd ksrfh - wr ry;kajykafi flfkla uefrk
hg udrdka;sl hg mSvdjla l< ksid ksrfha Wmkakd' ta
iajdka jykafia msksjka mEjd' fukak f ldrKh fy<sfjk
.d:dj ;uhs wms wr ud;Dldj jYfhka ;enqfj'
~.nNfufl Wmmcck;s - ksrhx mdmlufkd
i..x iq.;sfkd hk;s - mksnnk;s wkdijd~
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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

~we;e flfkla u l=i Wmkjd' m lrk wh ksrfh Wmkjd'


iq.;s lsh, lshk fyd| meje;au we;s" fyd| ud._fh hk wh
ia j .fhys Wmkjd' jH f,da l fhys Wmkjd' wkdijd wdY%jhkaf.ka kq CISKdY%jhka jykafia,d" ry;kajykafia,d"
msksjka mdkjd'~ lshk l muKhs f .d:dfjka lshfjkafk'
t;fldg fukak flhs m%jD;a;sh' f .d:dfjka fmkakq lrkafk"
we;a; jYfhkau" wr lu_dkqrEmj ta ta wh W;am;a;sh ,nk ye' ka
wms fjkod jf.au fu;k;a f l:dfjkq;a .d:dfjkq;a wmg .;yels
WmfoaY" Ofu_damfoaY" Ou_ldrKd u;=lr.kak n,uq'
f l:dka;rh we;a; jYfhkau ixf.ckl l:djla' tl me;a;lska
n,fldg f l:dka;rh kshu ueKsl ykd.kak neWkq ueKsla
ldrfhla ms<sn| l:dka;rhla' wksla me;af;ka n,kfldg ;uka
w;S;fha lrk ,o nrm;, lu_hlg lu_ mdlh ,nd.kak wjqre
fod<yla ;siafi tlu f.orlg jevu l< ry;ka jykafia flfkla
ms<sn|j l:djla' b;ska wjqre fod<yla ;siafi l=m. fjk hg
^l=m. lshk jpkh fh, ;sfhkj fu;k ~~uKsldr l=m.
;sii~~ lsh, lshkafk& ueKslaldrhdf. f.org wdmq - l=m. yduqrefjd ms<sn|jhs f m%jD;a;sh ;sfhkafk;a' ta ;r l=m.
iajdka jykafi' kuq;a wr iq fj,djl we;sjqk ielh ksid
ueKslaldrhd wr hg nrm;, jO ysxid , ry;kajykafia
urKhg m;afjk wdldrhg l%shd l<d' fl ;=<skq;a wmg hula
ys;d.kak mqjka' f iajdka jykafi jk fj,dj fjk fldg ta
ueKslaldrh ysfh uia lmka' f,a fmfrk tl jevl b|,d ;j;a
f,a fmrk jevlg udreu fndfydu myiq nj;a" wmsg ta wkqj
ys;d.kak mqjka' wr ;r oreKq jOysxid fokak fm<Uqfk tl
ta;r nrm;, tlla yehg fmkqfk kE' ueKsl Bg jeh f,dl=Wkd'
f ix>r;akfh jkdlu f;are .;af; kE' wjqre fod<yla ;siafi
ta jeh .=Kjka; iajdka jykafi - ry;ka jykafi - wk
.kak neWkd' Bg jeh f,dl= Wkd wr rcqrefjd tjdmq ueKsl'
b;sx wkak taflka tl me;a;la ys;d .kak mqjka'
B<g ta tlalu wmsg f;afrkjd fu;k hlsis nrm;, lu_hla
f iajdka jykafiag m,fokak ;snqkd' fu;k kdgHdldr isoa
iuQyhla ;sfhkafk nejyu' fndfydag lu_ mdl kak isoaO
fjkfldg - f ldf, mjd wmsg fmakjd - wuq;= hlg is
rdYshla fm,.eys,d tkjd' ka fu;k iajdka jykafi tod jkfldg
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ueKslaldrhd uia lmka bkafk' B<g rcqrejkaf.ka f mKsvh


ueKsl ms<sn| l:dka;rh wdjd' B<g wr fldiajd ,sysKsh;a
t;k' Th Tlafldu .e,ms,d wka;sug isoaO Wfk ry;kajykafiag
wr urKSh ;=jd,h - tfyu ke;ak msksjka mdkak - isoaO Wkd"
ta ry;kajykafif. lu_h ksid' wkak tal ksidu ;uhs" tal f;are
wrf.khs" ta ry;kajykafia wr ueKslaldrhd iudj b,a,k fldg
b;du;au .=Kj;a wkaoka iudj fok w;fru lsjd ~~fl Tf
jrol=;a fkfjhs' uf.a jrol=;a fkdfjhs ixidr fodaIhh~~ lsh,'
ixidr fodaIh lsh, lshkafk lrmq lu_j,g kak fjkjd' lu_
mdl f.jkak fjkjd' Tkak Th ldrKhhs wmsg t;kska .kak
;sfhkafk' ta tlalu wmg f iajdka jykafif. W;= .=K
iNdrh;a meye,s fjkjd' j_,lula yehg ;snqfk wr lsjd
jf.a l=m. uhs' l=m.u lshk jpkh ;=< ;sfhk w:h ka l=m.u lshk tl .sys f,dafl k fyd| jpkhla yehg
i<lkjd' ix>hd jykafia,dg k l=m.u fodaIhla' b;ska tal
ksidu ;uhs f iajdkajykafi ;ukaf. jro f;are wrf.k - wr
l=m. f wdkj f;are wrf.k - msKvmdf; hdug" f.kaf.g
msKvmdf; hdug" wIGdk lr.;af;'
fldfydu kuq;a f iajdka jykafiaf. W;= .=K iNdrh
wmg fmakjd' wr ;r udrdka;sl fokdjla we,a,;a idlals
kafk kE wr fldiajd <sysKshdg reoaOj' ldgj;a nfha fkfjhs'
;ukaf. ta YsCIdmoh f|k ksid' k k if;l=g urKh isoaOfjk
wkaoug ta hg idlalshla kafk kE' ;ukaf. ; m;Hd.fhka
ta fj,dfj ta i;d flfrys we;s lreKdj ksid i;Hh fkdlshd
yshd' t;k jkd .=Khla ;sfhkjd' ta jf.au wr ;ukag mSvd
l< ueKslaldrhd ms<sn|j oafIhla we;s lr .;af; kE' Tkak Th
fh jkd .=K iNdrhla ta ix>hd jykafiaf.a ;h ;=<ska
meye,s fjkjd' B<g wms fl .ek ;j l,amkdldj n,kjd
k fl ;=<ska wmsg fmakafk lu_h;a mdlh;a' f .d:dfjka
lshfjkafk;a talhs' we;e flfkla u l=i Wmkjd' we;e
flfkla wr hg ksrfh' ka fu;k wr ueKsla ldrhdg ksrh
ys Wkd' B<g NdhH_dj - ta fofokd w;r;a fjki fmakjd - ta
fofokdf.ka NdhH_djg Y%oaOdj ;snqk ksid tal wkqu; lf<a kE'
;ukaf. iajdmqreIhd lrkak hk tl iajdkajykafi flfrys
Y%oaOdj ksid wkqu; lf<a kE' ta .=K iNdrh ksid;a ta lrk ,o
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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

Wmi:dkh ksid;a ta ;eke;a;S jH f,dalfhys W;am;a;sh ,enqjd'


lshk tlhs t;k lshfjkafk' B<g ry;kajykafi fldhs wdldrfhka
kuq;a wms ljqre;a okakjd msksjka mEuhs t;kska flfrkafk' bka
miafi W;am;a;shla kE' kuq;a fukak f l:dka;rh ;=<ska wmg
fmakjd f lu_h;a mdlh;a w;r - ke;ak lu_h;a mqkNjh;a
w;r - ;sfhk inkaO;dj'
f lu_ Ou_;dj - lu_h lsh,d lshk f kshdu;dj - nq
ry;=ka jykafia,dgj;a blaujkag ne;r mqu fha n,.;=
Ou_;djla' f f,dalfh ;sfhk kshdu;djla' b;ska tal idxidl
i;aFjhd we;a; jYfhkau ms<swrf.k j;afjkag W;aidy lrkag
k' nq mshdKka jykafia jev bkak ld,fh;a lu_hla .ek
Yajdi lr ke;s" lu_ mdl .ek Yajdi lr ke;s" fkdfhl=;a
Ydia;DDjre yshd' f ld,fh;a iuyr g ta fh u;su;dka;r
we;s wh bkak mqjka' tal ksid fYaIfhkau f ld,fh;a wmg f
Ou_ foaYkdj, kej; u;la lr h hq;= ldrKhla ;uhs fl'
tf,djla fuf,djla .ek fkdis;k fha fkdfhl=;a oDIjdo f,dalfha
;sfnkjd' kuq;a nq mshdKka jykafiaf.a Ou_h wkqj - wm l,amkd
lr, n,kjd k wfma l%shdj,sh wkqj wms lrk lu_j, fyd|
krl iajNdjh wkqj - wmg kej; Njhla W;am;a;shla ,efnkjd'
ta W;am;a;sfha ,efnk iem fyda l wr ta lu_fha we;s l=Y, wl=Y,
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wmg hula lrkak mqjka jkafk' tal b;du;au jeo.;a fohla f j;_udk fudfyd;' w;S;fh l< foa l<d' tafl mdlh tkjd'
ta mdlh wdj;a" ta mdlh tk wji:dfj" wfma i:djrh" wfma
wIGdkh" hlsis fyd| me;a;lg ku, ;sfhkjd k wkak ta
wji:df wmg freula f;areula we;sj lghq;= lrkak mqjka'
j.lSula we;sj lghq;= lrkak mqjka' ;ukaf. idxidl .uk
fyd| me;a;g fhduqfjk wdldrhg lghq;= lrkak mqjka' ka wr
tlu isoh l, wr ueKslaldrhd tl wdldrhlg l%shd l<d'
ueKslaldrhdf. NdhH_dj ;j wdldrhlg l%shd l<d' ix>hd jykafia
wr ry;ka jykafia" ;j;a wdldrhlg - ry;ka jykafi" b;du;au
W;= W;alDIg wkaoka' wudre wji:dj ;uhs' kuq;a taj ch.kak
mqjka jkafk hlsis i:djrhl msyshd k ;uhs' hlsis wdl,amhla
l,ska we;slr .;a;d k ;uhs' wkak tal i|ydhs mskaj;=ks" f
YS,h lsh, fohla ;sfnkafk'

b;ska fukak f ldrKh;a" ta jf.au wmg lu_ lsf mdm


lu_hla lrkak is; fm<fUkafk fldhs fh wjia:djlo lshk
tl;a l,amkd lr, n,kag k' ka wms ljqre;a okakjd YS,
iud m%{d lsh, f Ydikfh YsCId ;=kla ;sfhkjd' fjdfh
mrud:_h fudllao lsh, wms ys;,d n,uq' ka hlsis fj,djl
l%shdjla" lu_hla" lrkak isoO fjkfldg ta wjia:dfj wfma ta
j;_udk fudfyd; ;uhs b;du;au jkafk' fudlo" wms l,skau
wdrNfh lsjd jf.a wmg idxidl jYfhka h h mqre
tkjd'
tlu lu_hla lsu ksid" mdmlu_ lrmq flkdg talg
wjk;j ta hgu lu_ lrkak isoOfjk fj,dj,a ;sfnkjd' kuq;a
fjd uev mj;ajd .kak mqjka fjkafk j;_udk fudfyd; .ek
ie<ls,su;aj isfukqhs' fldkau lshf;d;a wr nq mshdKka jykafia
~~fp;kdyx NsCLfj luux jod~~ lsh, jodf< fudlo f f;kdj
lshk ta iq fudfydf; ;uhs f lu_fh l%shdldFjh ms<sn|j

ka we;e flfkla f YS,h Ndjkdj wd foa wkjYHh lsh,


lshkjd' fu;k .eUqka l,amkd lr, n,kfldg fu;k f
flfrkafk fudloao@ wmsg f tfkod ;fh mek ksk fkdfhl=;a
wjia:djka - we;e g lu_dkqrEmj wmg t<fUk wjia:dj,a - ta
fj,dfj .;hq;= ;SrKh .kak mqjka fjkafk wr fh hlsis
wIGdkhla" hlsis YS, wIGdkhla jeks fyd| ia:djrhla ;sfhkjd
k muKhs' isrek is; myiqfjkau wks;a whf.a lu_j,g we,
hkjd' wkak tal wms u;l ;nd .kak k' isrek ys;la we;s
mqoa.,hd" lsisu ia:djrhla ke;s" fyd| wdl,amhla ke;s mqoa.,hd"
myiqfjkau wks;a whf.a lu_j,g we, .sys,a,d ksrh wd ;ekaj,g
hkjd' fudlo" f iudch" f,dalh" lsh, lshkafk tl tlaflkd
;u ;uka wrf.k wdmq lu_ f. wkqj l%shd;aul fjk ;ekla' fl
yhg nejyu tl me;a;lska rElv kegqula jf.a fohla' nq
flfkl=g" ry;ka jykafia flfkl=g" wNs{d,dNSkag fl fmfkkafk
yhg rElv kegqula jf.a' w;S; lu_dkqrEmj ta mdl wkqj h
h foaj,a isoO fjkjd' kuq;a tajd yuqf wr f;kdj lshk wr
iq fudfyd;" j;_udk fudfyd;" wms yiqrejd.;a; k wkak wms
kqjd' talg Wmldr fjk foh ;uhs YS,h' ka f wjia:dfj;a f
mskaj;=ka h YsCIdmo iuQyhla iudoka Wkd' thska flfrkafk
fudlla o @ ys ; g" m% { djg" kq j Kg" hls i s wK ls ula l<d'
wIaGdkhla we;slr .;a;d ~uu fukak f YsCIdmoh - f m%;sm;a;sh

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

- rlskjd'~ wkak m%;sm;a;shla we;sj t;fldg l%shd lrkak mqjka"


ta m%;sm;a;sh isyshg wrka' f msxj;=ka wy, ;sfhkjd ~ium%dm;
r;s~ lsh, lshk YS,fha tl wdksYxihla' je/oaola lrkak fj,dj
wdjyu ta fj,dfj thska je<ls,d bkak Yla;sh ,efnkjd YS,
wIGdkh ;=<ska' ~~uu fufyu YsCIdmohla iudokafj,d bkakjd
fkao' tal uu rlskak k f hg lrk tl y kE~~ lsh,'
t;fldg YS,h tl me;a;lska Wmldr fjkjd wr fha wji:djl
wksla whf.a lu_j,g mg,efjkafk ke;sj ;ukaf. ta W;= m%;sm;a;sh
fmr lrf.k wdrCId fjkak' Bg;a jvd by< uglska Wmld
fjkjd iudh lshk tlg' iudh lsh, lshkafk is; ;ekam;alr
.ekSuhs' is; iudu;a lr.ekSu lsh, lshkafk hlsis ;ekam;a
njla ,nd.kakjd' kSjrK Ou_ lsh, lshk isf;a isrek ijNdjh
bj;alr, tllr .kakjd' tljqk is;lg ;SrKhla .ekSu
myiqhs' hym;a ;SrKhla .kak mqjka' ta jf.au iudfh WfmalaIdj
jf.a ;eklg m;ajqkq flfkl=g Bg;a jeh by<ska ;udf.a jk
rgdjg .e,fmk wdldrhg mek ke=Kq m%Yakj,g ms<s;=re fokak
mqjka Ou_dkql+,j'
B<g Bg;a jvd by< ugu ;uhs m%{dj' YS, - iud - m%{d'
m%{dj - t;k wr ry;ka jykafif. ;fhka fmkakq flfrkafk"
Tma kexfjkafk" ta m%{djhs' ta oY_kduh m%{dj - tfyu ke;ak
ud._{dkj,ska ,nd .;a;= m%{dj - wkak ta ;=<ska f lshdmq lu_
isfjk wjia:dj, wdrCId fjkak fYaI Yla;shla ,efnkjd'
b;du;au by< WfmaCIdjla t;k ;sfhkjd' ry;ka jykafia,df.
M, is; ;=< ;sfnk WfmaCIdj fmr lrf.k fun wji:dj,aj,
tajd ch.kak mqjka fjkjd' Tkak lhs t;fldg YS," iud"
m%{d lshkafk' m%dfhda.sl jYfhka tajd wmsg tfkod ;fh
Wmld fjk nj wr fha :Hd u; bm;a lrk whg u;la
lr, fokak jkjd'

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19 jk foaYkh

/l=K;a iuyr g Widj,g .sys,a,d wks;a whf. jdykj,g


ydks lsu ksid jka f.jkak fjkj' Th fha lror rdYshlg
uqyqK mdkak fjkjd' t;fldg mdf kS;sh rlskag k' B<g
fl t,jkak fk u;ameka , fkfjhs fyd| isys kqjKska" fyd|g
isys l,amkdj we;sj' hlsis ~iudhlska~ hqla;j f jdykh
t,jkak;a k' B<g yis wjia:dj,aj," wksl=;a wh ;ukaf.
jdykfh ymamkak tk fj,dj,aj, tfyu" YS>%j CIKslj ys;,d
tal l%shd lrjkak mqjka m%{djla" kqjKla" we;slr .kak;a k'
b;ska tfkod ;fha jdykhla t,u jeks foalg mjd Th fh
hlsis YS, - iud - m%{d ugula k' fj jroj, f;are
.kak tmd' f .eUqre Ou_h muKg jeh ,sys,a lr,d lshkjd
fkdfjhs' f idudkH ksoY_khla yehg lsfj' tfkod ;fh
m%dfhda.sl jYfhka hlsis YS,hl msysg,d mdrg nyskafk' mdfr
;ukag whs;s me;a; k.kak k' wr .;sh - iq.;sh .ek lsj
jf.a ;uhs' jer me;a;g od, .shd k jdykh" t;ku bjrhs'
m,a,ug .sys,a,d wka;sug kdY fj,d hkjd' tajf.au iuyrg
wks;a jdyk;a tlal yemams,d fkdfhl=;a fh .egq we;slr
.kakjd' Tkak Th fh ;;aFjhla f f,dafl ;sfhkafk'

ka fl wms tfkod ;fh m%dfhda.sl jYfhka ;j;a f;are


.kak mqjka yehg lsfjd;a ka f msxj;=ka - wms ys;uq - w;a
ldtlla .;a;d' jdykhla .;a;' fldfydu fldfydu y t,jkak;a
h; y mqre Wkd' tfyu mqre Wkd Wk;a fl mdrg od,d
wks;a wh t,jk jdyk .ek fkd;ld" mdf kS;s .ek fkd;ld"
t,jka k .s f hd;a fldfyka o fl<jr fjka f k@ ;h h;

tl tlaflkd wrf.k tk lu_ f.j,ska ixlSKjqkq iudchla


f ;sfhkafk' wmsg msgg fmak iudch fkdfjhs' tla tla mqoa.,hd
ta ta fj,djg wms ys;kafka ke;s wdldrhghs yeisfrkafk' wr lshdmq
rElv kegq jf.a' ka wr wpr wjqre fod<yla ;siafi umsh
i:dkfhys b|f.k wr ix>hd jykafiag Wmi:dk l< ueKslalre
iq fj,djl l< nrm;, lu_h ksid wka;sug ta ishu l=i,a
jyk fh wdkka;l mdm lu_hl ne,hs ksrhg .sfh' Thska
wmsg ys;d.kak mqjka wms;a fldhs;r fyd| ksiaiq Wk;a" fyd|
wh Wk;a" iuyr g wkak wr lshdmq YS," iud" m%{d wd .=K
Ou_ wm ;=< ke;ak ueKsla ldrhdg Wkd jf.a tl iq fj,djl
lrk wl=Y,hlska Nhdkl mdl fk<d.kak isoO fjkjd' Tkak
l ;uhs nq mshdKka jykafi jod< Ou_fha yrh' YS, iud m%{d
lshkafk lh jpkh yslaujd .ekSf wdrNl mshjr" B<g ys;
;ekam;a lr.ekSu" B<g m%{dj lsh, lshkafk f,dalh;a ;h;a
ms<s|j h:d wjfndaOh wks;H" #L wkd;au lsh, lshk ;Z%s,CIKh
yye jgyd .ekSfuka h h ugj,ska f ish lu_f.
ixis|j,d wjidkfha Ou_pl%h ;=<ska lu_ pl%h;a |,d lu_ pl%h

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87

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

ch wrf.k f ixidr .uk fl<jr lrk tl ;uhs ry;a fjkjd


lsh, lshkafk" m%{dfjka - ta ud._M, me;af;ka n,kjd k'
ka B<g wms ;jrg;a f .ek ys;kjd k nq mshdKka
jykafiau m%ldY lr,d ;sfnkjd f lu_ ms<sn|j tla;rd .%yhla'
tal f l:djg;a .e,fmk ksid wms f wji:dfj bm;a lruq'
lu_h ms<sn| kd kd O .%y nq mshdKka jykafia ta ta wjia:dj,
bm;a l<d' tl ;ekl Wkajykafia olajkjd ~~uyfKks lu_ j._
y;rla ;sfhkjd'~~ tal wms isxy, jpkfhkau lsfjd;a myiqfjka
f;are .kak1'
2'
3'
4'

l mdl we;s l lu_ ;sfnkjd


iq mdl we;s iq lu_ ;sfnkjd
l iq mdl we;s l iq lu_ ;sfnkjd
fkdl fkdiq mdl we;s fkdl fkdiq lu_ ;sfnkjd

Th hg lu_ j._ y;rla olajkjd' f tl tlla nq mshdKka


jykafia fukak f hghs f;are lrkafk' l mdl we;s l
lu_ lsh, lshkafk fYaIfhkau m[pdkk;h lu_" f mskaj;=ka
wy, we;s Th uj ueu" mshd ueu" ry;ka jykafia flfkl=f.a
urKh islsu" oafI is;lska ;:d.;hka jykafiaf.a Yrfha f,a
fi,u" B<g ix>fNaolu_h lshk Th m[pdkk;h lu_h lf<d;a
taldka;fhkau ksrfha Wmkjd' t;fldg fu;k ta hg lshkafk
l lu_ lsh, lshkafk hlsis flfkla mSvdld iajNdj we;s
ldhlu_ jd.alu_ ufkdalu_ lr,d mSvdld iajNdjh we;s ;ekl
W;am;a;sh ,nkjd' fu;k fYaIfhkau lshkafk ksrh' tal ;kslru
la iys; tlla' talhs tal l' lu_h;a lhs' lu_ mdlh;a lhs'
tfyu ;ekl Wmkakdu - fu;ek lshefjkjd - wr mSvdld iamY_
ta ;eke;a;dj iamY_ lrkjd' fu;k n,kfldg uymqu fhula
fhdo, ;sfhkafk' lu_ hka;%fhka flfrkafk f Tlafldu' B<g
ta mSvdld iamY_ ksid ta ;eke;a;d taldka; la fokd rdYshlg
uefjkjd' Tkak Th hghs" thskq;a nqmshdKka jykafia fmkakq
lrkafk" ~~luuodhdod i;;d~~ lshk jpkh' yeu flkdgu" yeu
i;aFjhskagu" lu_h odhdohhs lshk tl fmkakq lrkjd" ta
lshufkka' ta lshkafk h flfkla wr hg l lu_hla l<d
k l mdl f.kfok" talg wkqrEmjk ksrh wd ;ekaj,
456

88

19 jk foaYkh

W;am;a;sh ,nkjd' W;am;a;sh ,enqkdu fldhs fldhs wdldrfhka


kuq;a talg .e,fmk iamY_ - la fokd f.k fok mSvdld iamY_
- kak isoO fjkjd' ta l lu_'
B<g iq mdl f.k fok iq lu_' ta fudkjdo@ tal f;are
lrkafk - t;k fmkakq lrkj oY l=Y, lu_' oi wl=i,a j,ska
fjkafj,d m%dK>d;" wkakdodk" ldu :Hdpdr' ka f wji:dfj
iudokajQ YS,hg wod< jpkh ms<sn| foaj,a - fndrelS" fla,dlS"
mreI jpk lS ksIM, jpk fo' B<g wNscCOd jHdmdo pPd
g lsh, lshk - Iu f,daNh" oafIh" :HdoDIh lsh, lshk
ta wl=i, ;;aFj j,ska bj;a fj,d l=i,a is;a we;slr .ekSu ;uhs
fu;k - iq lu_ lsh, lshkafk' wkak ta hgu ta iqlu_ l<
flkd .sys,a,d Wmkjd taldka; iem we;s iqNlsKy lshk ta n%yu
f,dalfha' t;k by<u ugka ta lshkafk' t;fldg iq lu_
lr,d iq mdl f.kfok ;ekl W;am;a;sh ,nkjd'
B<g l iq lu_ lsh, m%ldY lrkafk wrj Y% hg - ta
lshkafk wr fh krl lu_;a lrkjd' ta tlalu b| ysg,d l=i,a
lu_;a lrkjd' ta Y% hg lu_lrmq wh Wmk ;eka yehg
i|yka lrkjd' ukqIH f,dalh" we;e jH f,dal" ta jf.au we;e
wmdhj,a ;sfnkjd' ;kslru la fkdfjhs b|ysg,d iem;a ;sfhkjd'
iem lsh, lshkak mqjka iem fokd;a ;sfnkjd' wkak ta hg
nq mshdKka jykafi t;k olajkjd wr ;=kafjks fldgi' tal
Y%hs' l iq lu_' l iq mdl fok l iq lu_'
y;r fjkqj olajkj - tal ;uhs .eUqreu tl - fkdl fkdiq
mdl fok fkdl fkdiq lu_' tal fYaIhs' taj ykajkafk
ishu lu_ CIh lsug Wmldr fjk tajhs lsh,' ta lu_h fkdl fkdiq lu_h lshk tl - ishu lu_ ch.kak Wmldr
fjkjd' tal f;are lrkafk fufyuhs' hlsis flfkla f;kdjla
we;slr .kakjd k Ou_dkql+,j wr l,ska lshdmq l mdl fok
l lu_ ke;s lsug;a" iq mdl fok iq lu_ ke;s lsug;a l
iq mdl fok l iq lu_ ke;s lsug;a" fldkau lshf;d;a
ishu lu_ ke;s lsu i|yd we;s lr .kakd f;kdjhs t;k
ykajkafk fkdl fkdiq lu_ yehg' ta lshkafk" fldkau
ykajkjd k wdhH_ wIgdx.sl ud._h - ue ms<sfj;' ksjkg
Wmldfjk uOHu m%;smodjhs t;k nqmshdKka jykafia olajkafk'
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89

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

;j;a ;ekl tal f;are lr, ;sfhkjd ta wdhH_ wIgdx.sl ud._h


lshk woyiu" fndcCOX. y; yehg;a - i;; fndcCOX.' i;;
fndcCOX. lsh, lshk ta fndcCOX. Ou_ jevqj;a" wdhH_ wIgdx.sl
ud._h f,daflda;a;r ugka jevqj;a wka;sug isoaO fjkafk fudllao"
mska m" l=i,a wl=i,a lsh, lshk wr uq lu_ pl%fhkau .e,fjkak
mqjka fjkjd wji:d y;rl" fidajdka ilod.d" wkd.d"
wry;a lshk - f mskaj;=ka wy, ;sfhkjd' lu_ pl%fha n,h
kafk - fldkau lshf;d;a - lu_hg fya;=j ke;s lsfuka'
ixialdr lsh, lshkafk" mpp iuqmamdo Ou_fha ~wccd mpphd
ixLdrd~ lsh, lshkafk" woHdj ksihs f ixialdr we;sfjkafk'
wms f lu_ lsh, lshk jpkhu ;uhs f ixialdr lsh,d ishq
wdldrhlska fu;k m%ldY fjkafk' woHdj lsh, .;af;d;a ~uuh~
~udf.ah~ lshk yeSu uq,a lrf.k ;uhs ishu l=i,a fyda wl=i,a
fyda mska fyda m fyda is fjkafk' t;fldg taj ke;slr .kak k
wr woHdj ke;slrkak k' talg Wmldr fjk tl ;uhs uOHu
m%;smodj - whH_ wIgdx.sl ud._h' ;j;a me;a;lska lshkjd k wr
fndcCOX. y; jeu' i;s" Ouu ph" h" mS;s" miio" iud
WfmCLd lsh, lshk fndcCOX. jeu' talhs nq mshdKka jykafia
flfkla f,dalhdg fok fYaI mKsvh' nq flfkla Wmkak;a
ke;;a lu_h ms<sn| u;su;dka;r f,dalfha fkdfhl=;a Ydi;DDka
w;r ;sfnkjd' nq flfkla muKhs f lu_pl%h kak mqjka
ud._h olajd jodrkafk' wkak talhs fu;k f y;rfjkqj lshdmq
fldgi b;du;au jeo.;a fjkafk' fkdl fkdiq mdl we;s
fkdl fkdiq lu_' l=i,a wl=i,a folu ch.kakjd'

90

19 jk foaYkh

foaj;djd fhdokafk - f mskaj;=kq;a iuyrg wy, we;s - Ou_


.%yj, lshefjkjd ~>~ lsh, jpkhla' ~>~ y;rla ;sfhkjd f
idxidl i;aFjhd .idf.k hk" ldu" Nj" g" wccd lsh,'
ldu >" Nj >" g >" wccd > lsh,' ta lshkafk ldu
is;=,s - tajd uyd iev j;=rla jdf.a .,df.k we,a,d i;aFjhd
tajdhska .idf.k hkjd' B<g Njfha meje;au i|yd ;sfnk
wdidj" Nj ;Kaydj' B<g fkdfhl=;a oDI - oDIj,g wyqfj,d
.idf.k hkjd' wjidk jYfhka woHdj - fkdkau' j Tlafldu
ievj;=re yehg olajkjd' idxidl i;aFjhd .idf.k hk
ievj;=re y;r'

ka fl lsjyu we;e flfkla fl jroj, f;are .kak


mqjka' tfyu k mska oy k kE' l=i,a wl=i,a .ek ys;kak
k kE' tfyu lsh, ffrkak nE fu;k' fu;k b;du;au ishq
;ekla' fu;k;a fndfyda fokd mg,jd .kakjd' lhs wr Ou_h
.ek m%ldY lrkfldg nq mshdKka jykafia u;la lr, fokafk
khdf. j,af.ka we,ajd jf.a we;e flfkla f jer oDI w,a,
.kakjd lsh,' fu;k ;sfhkafk ue ms<sfj;la' f ue ms<sfj;
jvd;a ,iaikg nq mshdKka jykafia bm;a lrmq ;ekla ;sfhkjd
tla;rd iQ;% foaYkdjl' tla wjia:djl tla;rd foaj;dfjla we,a,
nq mshdKka jykafif.ka wykjd ~~ksldfKks" Tn fldfyduo f
iev j;=frka t;r Wfka@~~ lsh,' f iev j;=r lsh, t;k ta

f ievj;=re y;rg .idf.k hk w;fr fflka t;rWfka


fldfyduo lshk tlhs f foaj;djd nqmshdKka jykafiaf.ka
uikafk' nq mshdKka jykafi talg b;du fl ms<s;=rla fokjd'
~~weje;aks" uu f ievj;=ka t;r Wfka fkdkj;ska fkdo,ka'
~ fkdkj;ska" fkdo,ka iev j;=ka tf;r Wks~ lsh, ms<s;=re
fokjd' ta fldfyduo lsh, ;j ia;r weyqjdu lshkjd ~~weje;aks"
uu h wjia:djl kej;=kd k - iev j;=rg wyqWk fj,dfj uu
kej;=kd k - ta fj,dfj .s,d nyskjd' jd k .idf.k
hkjd' tal ksid fkdkj;ska fkdo,ka ;uhs uu iev j;=ka
t;r Wfk' ta lshkafk mskaj;=ks" wr uOHu m%;smodjhs' ue
ms<sfj;hs' ka ys;, n,kak Th fidfrdjlg .idf.k hkak
jf.a tk wjia:djla" tfyu ke;ak hje,lg wiqjqkq wjia:djla'
talgu bv, ysfhd;a wr lshdmq tlla isoaO fjkjd' B<g
ksishdldrfhka thska fokak W;aidy lrkafk ke;sj o,kak
.;af;d;a ta;a .yf.k hkjd' tlafld hgg hkjd' tfyu ke;ak
.idf.k hkjd' fukak f fh ;;aFjhla f lu_h ms<sn|j
;sfnkafk' ta lshkafk f lu_h ms<sn| m%Yakj, fl yd n,kak
k" wkak wr wl=i,a - mdmlu_ - idxidl i;aFjhdg tajd mdl
fokjd' taj kef;hs lsh, lshkak nE' tal ksid taj ch.kak k
l=i,aj,ska' flhs ue ms<sfj;' wl=i,h fjkqfjka l=i,h jeh
hq;=hs' m fjkqjg mska l< hq;=hs' tfyu lr, hlsis i:djrhlg
tkak k' hlsis iudhla" fldkau iudu;a is;la" ,nd.kak
mqjka fjkafk wr YS,d .=KOu_ /lafld;a' YS,d .=KOu_j,
;sfnkafk wkak wr l=i,a wl=i,a fjka lr, f;are wrf.k"
mskam f;are wrf.k" wr l=i, ud._fha .uka lsuhs' t;fldg

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

fj wylod, nE' tf;r fjkak l,ska myqr lv, |, kdY


lr.;af;d;a ta ;eke;a;dg tf;r ula kE'
tal ksid fukak fu;k f ue ms<sfj; lsh, lshkafk
fu;k kej;Sul=;a kE' tl wka;hlg hkafk;a kE' tfyu Wfkd;a
iuyrg Th lduiqL,a,sldkqfhda.h lsh, wmg k yehlg
j;afjkak mqjka" fkdaofjkak mqjka" lsh, ta wka;hg hkjd'
tfyu ke;sj wks;a me;a;g .sfhd;a" Tkak o,kak mgka .kakjd'
w;;ls,u:dkqfhda.h jf.a' wr ks.KGfhd l<d jf.a Tlafldu
.eg wylalrkak k lsh, wefu .egh;a wyla lr, ksjia;%j
hkak ;r wka;hlg hk lh;a bkakjd' Tkak Th fol ;uhs
nq mshdKka jykafi olaj,d ;sfnkafk wka; yehg'
kej;S isu" ldu iqL,a,sldkq fhda.h' f l=i,a wl=i,a" .=KOu_
wdhla .ek fkd;ld ;ukag k yehg m[pldu im;a;sfhka
fkdao u' wksla wka;h ;uhs wr j" f msxj;=kq;a wy,
;sfhkjd w;S;fh ysh Th ks.KGfhda jf.au ;j;a ks.KaG
ms<sfj;gu <xj n,a,ka yehg j;ajqk wh" .jhska yehg j;ajqk
wh' fkdfhl=;a j%; j wrf.k tajhska uqla;sh ,efnkjd lsh,'
Th fkdfhl=;a fha :Hd u; wrf.k" YS, j%; wrf.k" j;a jk
wh ;uhs wkak wks;a wka;h' ta fjkqjg nq mshdKka jykafia
olajkafk YS,h Wmldr lrf.k iudh jvd .kakjd' t;k;a
,.skafk ke;sj" iudh Wmldr lrf.k B<g wkak wr lshdmq
wks;H" #L wkd;au lshk ;%s,laIKh kqjKska l,d m%{dj u;=lr
.kakjd' m%{dj u;=lr .kakjd lsh, lshkafk mskaj;=ks" wr
lshdmq woHdj ke;slr .ekSuhs' woHdj ksid k wr l=i,a
wl=i,a jYfhka ie<flk ishu ixialdrhka f ;a; ika;dkfh
we;sfjkafk" ta ixialdr ixis|f ud._hhs t;fldg we;a; jYfhkau
nq mshdKka jykafia f,dalhdg ykajd mq fYaI mKsvh' f
ixialdr ixis|f ud._hhs' talhs f f,daflda;a;r ud._h lsh,
lshkafk'

92

19 jk foaYkh

mskam ms<sn|j" l=i,a wl=i,a ms<sn|j y wjfndaOhla we;sj" weia


we;sj j;afjkag k - flfkla' fudlo" tfyu ke;ak wr
Nhdkl .;s ;;aFj j,g .sys,a,d ixidrh .a.eiafikjd' ;j;a
Tj Wiaikak ne ;;aFjj,g hkjd' talg ~luuiil;d~ lsh,
lshkafk" ~lu_h uf.ah~ lshk yeSu' fudlo lu_h uf.ah lsh,
lshkafk@ ~uuh~ lsh, flfkla kE lsh, ffrkak nE' fudlo"
~uuh~ lshk yeSula we;sjhs wr lshk lu_ lrkafk' tys mdlh
tkjduhs' tys mdljdrh tkafk;a ~uu~ lshk tl Wvuhs' tal
ksl yhg ~j.lSula~ jf.a fohla' j.lSu lshk tl ;uka .;a;=
fohla' ~uuh~ lsh, j.lSu wrf.khs hlsis flfkla wr mdm lu_
wdfhys fhfokafk' talg wkqrEmju ta ;eke;a;d lrd lu_h .,df.k
tkjd' tal ksid ;uhs wr lu_h ~;udf.ah~ lsh, lshkafk ~uf.a
kEhd uf.a nJOqjrhd~ lsh, lshkafk' tf;kag wkd;auh lsgqlr,
jroj,d f;are .kak krlhs' ta tl ugula' tal fldkau
lshf;d;a idxidl i;aFjhdf.a iuqoh mCIhhs' ka f we;s ke;s lsh, folla ;sfnkjd' thska ixidr i;aFjhd bkafku
iuqoh mCIfhhs lsh, lshkjd' ~iuqoh~ lsh, lshkafk we;su'
yeu ;siafiu n,kafk we;slrkakhs' we;slr.kakhs' w;a lrkakhs'
uq uy;a idxidl meje;auu wr wks;H;dj fjkqjg -wks;H;dj
wu;l lr, - f,dalh ks;Hh lshk yeSu we;slr .kak orK
W;aidyhla' ks;H ix{dj' f,dalh ks;Hh lshk yeSu we;slr.kak
k lrkak fk fudllao@ wr rdm;afjk foaj,a" ke;sfj, hk
foaj,a nj wu;l lr,d ta fjkqjg tajd w;a lrka ~f yeu
tllau iodld,slh~ lshk yeSu u;=lr .kak k' uuFjh lshk
yeSu;a tal Wvhs hkafk' t;fldg ta wkqj we;slr .kak lu_j,g
mdl kak isoO fjkjd' tal wksjdhhs'

ka" ~iuud gh~ lsh, lshk tflka me;s folla ;sfnkjd'


fndfyda fokd tal .ek yhg wjfndaOhl=;a ke;sjhs l:d lrkafk'
f iuHla oDIah lshk tfla tl me;a;la ;uhs ~luuiil;d
iuud gh~ lshk tl' lu_h ~;udf.ah~ lsh, lshk ta i:djrfh
b|f.k talg uqyqKfokak mqjka wdldrhg l%shd lsu' t;fldg

b;ska wks;a me;a; ;uhs f,daflda;a;r me;a;' f,daflda;a;r me;a;


fudllao@ f,daflda;a;r me;af; ksfrdaOh ydj n,df.k bkafk'
wdh Y%djlhd ksfrdaOh me;a;ghs uQKod, bkafk' idudkH mD:.ack
mqoa.,hd iuqoh mCIhghs uQKod,d bkafk' ;j hlska lshkjd
k" ~wo f fldhs;r la kao;a fyg WoEik fyd|hs~ lsh,
ys;df.k jf.hs bkafk yefudau' f ;h f.jqk;a B<g ;j
;hla m;kjd' f uf.a n,dfmdfrd;a;= bIg lr.kak neWkd'
kuq;a B< ;fha mqjka' Tkak Th hg woHdj;a ;Kaydj;a
Wv hk .ukla ;uhs f ixidrh lsh, lshkafk' tal wr iuqoh

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

mCIfha j;aula' wkak tn mqoa.,hdg wr lshdmq lu_ Ou_;dj


n,mdkjd' tal ksid tal ms<swrf.k tal wkqj j;afjkak n,kak
k' tfyu ke;ak ta ;uka bkak ;;aFjhg;a jvd Nhdkl fh
;;aFjhlska mdl kak isoO fjkjd' B<g fuhska f.dvfjkak
k lrkafk" f.dvfjkak Wmldr fjkafk" wr ks.KGfhd lrd
jf.a Yrhg fkdfhl=;a la ,d" ~w;S; lu_ f la fuka uu
f.j, odkjd ;j;a lu_ uu lrkafk kE~ lsh,d uqljdv ne|f.k
tfyu ke;ak we tfyu;a bj;a lr,d ta hg lrk wka;.d
W;aidyhla fkdfjhs'

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B<g ilod.d k kej; tla jrla muKla fuf,djg tk"


B<g wkd.dj n%yu f,dalfha bm,d hlsis ld,hla b|,d
ry;a fj,d msksjkamdkj' fuf,dju mksj_dkh ,nd.;a;= ta
ry;kajkafia,d" nqjre mfianqjre kej; W;am;a;shla ,nkafk
kE' kej; W;am;a;shla ,nkafk kE lshkafk wr tl;=fjp lu_
rdYsh CIh lrd lshk tlhs'

f lu_j, lu_f. ixis|jkak mqjka fjkafk- nq mshdKka


jykafia olaj,d ;sfhkafk - m%{dfjkauhs' woHdj ke;s lsfukauhs'
fjk l%uj,ska nE' f ishu lu_ f.jdod,d bjr lrkak;a nE' f
lu_CIh lsu - ka fu;k lshfjk wr y;r fjks fkdl fkdiq
lu_fhka lu_ CIh lrkj lsh, lshkj' lu_CIh lrkj lsh,
lshkafk" ka f mskj
a ;=ka wy, ;sfhkjd fidajdka mqo.
a ,hd y;aierhla
Wmkjd lsh,' tal isoaO fjkafk fldfyduo@ wr ta fidajdka ud._
{dkfhka ,nk Yla;sh Wv" thska lemShk flf,iaj, n,h ksid"
ta Yla;sh Wv fidajdka Wk wdhH_ mqoa.,hdg wmdhg hkak mqjka
lu_ lrkak nefjkjd' wmdhg hkak mqjka fjkafk wr
illdh ghla we;sj lrmq lu_ j,skqhs' t;fldg illdh gh
lsh, lshkafk ~uuh uf.ah~ lshk tfla b;du;au <dl" f.drye
mCIhhs' wkak ta woHd ;gqj lefvkjd ud._ {dkfhka' tal
ksid ;uhs ta ;eke;a;dg wmdhg hkak ne' wmdfhka kd"
fldkau lshf;d;a' B<g wr uuFjh wvqfu m%;sM,hla yehg
;uhs ;j;a W;am;a;s y;lg muKla iSud fjkafk' wkak ta hghs
nq mshdKka jykafia f m%Yakh i|kafk' flhs ue ms<sfj;'
~fkdkj;ska fkdo,ka" lsh, lSf talhs' m%{dfjkqhs f m%Yak
i|kafk' fjk lD;%su l%uj,ska fkdfjhs' fudlo ta ;ru Nhdklhs
f ixidrfha lu_ pl%h' ry;ka jykafia,dg;a" nqjrekag;a" f lu_
mdl fokjd' kuq;a ta wr wrf.k wdmq Yrh - f wms ry;a
flfkla" nq flfkla" lsh, lshk ta W;a;uhska mjd f f,dalfha
my< Wfk hlsis lu_ Yla;shlska' wkak talg wkqrEmj ta mdl
kak fjkjd' kuq;a t;kska bjrhs" tal' Bg miafi kej; W;am;a;h
s la
,nkafk kE' wkak ta m%Yakh iughs nq mshdKka jykafia f
ud._M, jYfhka olaj,d ;sfnkafk' ta fidajdka ;;aFjfh y;ajrla"

Tkak lhs t;fldg nq mshdKka jykafia bm;a lrk iu'


wms fukak f ldrKd kqjKska l,amkd lr, f;are .kak k'
tfyu ke;ak fukak f lshdmq jer oDI - ta lshkafk mskam
foflkau ixidrh jefvkjd' mskam lshk ta foflkau" tfyu
ke;ak l=i, wl=i, yeu tllskau - ixidrh .a .eiafikjd'
tal ksid wms mska .ek Wkkafjkak fk;a kE' m .ek k fldfydu;a ta .ek l:djla kE' tal fldfydu;a flfrk tl fka'
kuq;a wudre foa ;uhs mska ls,a, - l=i,a ls,a, - ~tajd .ek
uykais fjkak k kE' tal lf<d;a ixidrh lafjkjd'~ wkak
jerhg .;a;d tal' wr khdf. j,sf.ka w,a,.;a;d jf.a' tal
l<hq;= wdldrh nq mshdKka jykafia olaj,d ;sfhkjd' wr l,ska
lshdmq hg YS,h ;=<ska m%dfhda.sl ugulska lh jpkh yslaujd
.kakjd' thska ,nk m%;sM,h fudllao" ta ksrjoH iqLh lsh,
lshk miq;e,s ke;s nj - tal Wmldr lrf.k B<g iudhla
we;slr .kakjd' ta iudfh;a ,e., bkafk kE' tal;a Njh .a
.eiafik fohla' tal;a w,a,.kafk kE nq mshdKka jykafi' ta
fjkqjg iudh Wmldr lrf.k ta ;ekam;ajqkq isf;ka" tljqkq
isf;ka" ;%s,CIKh kso olskjd' nq flfkla f,dalhdg bm;a
lrk fYaI oY_kh ;uhs oY_kdj' wks;H" lL" wkd;au lshk
;%s,laIKh' tal;a oY_kd;aul jYfhka wjfndaO lr.kak mqjka
fyd| iudhla ;sfnkjd k' ta oY_kd ugka ;uhs" oY_kdj
ie<lsh hq;= wkaoka hqKq Wkdg miqj ;uhs" wr lshdmq ud._M,
m%;sfOh ;=<ska" ta kso lSu ;=<ska wjfndaO lr.kafk f
m[pilJOfhu ~uuh~ lsh, flfkla kE' fu;k uuFjhla .kak
fohla kE lsh,' ta wjfndaOh we;s Wkdg miafi" tfyu ke;ak
mpp iuqmmdo Ou_h yhgu wjfndaO lr.;a;g miafi" wkak ta
;eke;a;df.ka wr lshdmq illdh gfhka isoOfjk fh wl=i,a
l=i,a wdh flfrkafk kE' Th iuhs nq mshdKka jykafi
olajkafk'

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

wms f Njh ms<sn|j flfhka lshefjk .d:djla fu;k f


ud;Dldj yehg ;enqfj' kuq;a wms ys;d.kag k f idxidl
i;aFjhd O ;;aFj ,nkafk wr lshdmq l=i,a wl=i,a fNaoh Wvhs'
mskam fol Wvhs' tal ikd;k Ou_;djla' t;fldg myiqfjka
fm<fUkafk;a wr mdmlu_j,ghs' ta myiqfjka fm<fUk ksidu wms
hlsis i:djrhla we;slr.kak k' wIGdkhla we;slr .kak
k' tfyu ke;sWfkd;a wrjg bfgu we, hkjd' wks;a whf.a
lu_j,g we, hkjd' tfyu we, .sys,a,d ;ukag Nhdkl wmdh
wd ;ekaj, la kak isoO fjkjd' tal ksid hlsis YS, ugula
wjYH fjkjd' YS,h lshk tfl;a >_ld,hla jevQ YS,h jvd
Yla;su;a' iq ld,hla jevQ YS,fha Yla;sh wvqhs' tal ksid ;uhs ka
f mskaj;=ka is,a iudoka fjkjd lsh, lshkafk' tfyu ke;ak
;ukag whs;s mxpYS,h rlskjd lsh, lshkafk' tajd iudoka fj,d
tal wIGdk lr.kakjd' wIGdk lrf.k wdjckh lrkj'
wdjckh lr, ta jf.au h h wjia:dj,aj, Bg reoO l%shdud.
.kak fj,dj wdjyu wr lshdmq hg ium%dm; r;s jYfhka
meKs wji:dfjka je<lSug r;s ffp;islh bm;a lr.kakjd'
fjkaf is;' ta fjkaf is; b;du;au Wmldr fjkjd wr fh
Nhdkl wjia : dj,s k a ffrka g ' B<g" ta hg ta YS , fhka
we;slr.;a;= Yla;sh ;=<ska ;uhs iudhla we;slr .kak mqjka
fjkafk'

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wyl odkafk;a ke;sj nod.kafk;a ke;sj uOHi: ;;aFjhlska fjdhska


m%fhdack wr.kak k' tal we;e wji:dj, olaj,d ;sfnkjd r:
y;lska .uka lsulg' ta ldf,a ka f ldf,a jf.a fkfjhs yis
.ukla Wfkd;a wYaj r: lSmhla ta ta ;ekaj, k;r lr, ;sfhkjd'
tl r:hlska .sys,a,d wks;a tlg f.dvfjkjd' ta wYajhskag fjfyi
fjkfldg' taflka ;j;a tllg f.dvfjkjd' Tkak Tfydu Tfydu
wYaj r: y;lg udrefjka mfiak fldfid,a rcqrefjd yis
wjia:djl ieje;a kqjr b|,d idfla; kqjrg .sh Wmudj olaj,d
;sfnkjd' wkak ta hg ;uhs fu;k;a nq mshdKka jykafia
olaj,d ;sfnkafk tla tla Y=oh' YS, Y=oh Wmldr lrf.k
;a; Y=oh we;slr .kakjd' ;a; Y=oh Wmldr lrf.k g
Y=oh we;slr .kakjd' Th hg Y=o mrmrdj,a y;la f.j,
;uhs wjidkfha ud._M, ;;aFjhka ,nd.kak mqjka fjkafk'

Tkak Th hg l,amkd lr, n,k fldg nq mshdKka


jykafia olajmq ue ms<sfjf;a kshu w:_h f mskaj;=kag f;are
.kak mqjka f' B<g f yeu tlla ;=<skau wms l,amkd
lrkak k f ixialdr ijNdjh' f ixialdr lsh, lshk isf;kau
ujk f meje;au - flg wkqrEmjuhs ta f,dal ;sfhkafk' nq
mshdKka jykafia olaj,d ;sfnkjd ta ta lu_dkqrEmju iuyr g
fjku f,dal my<fjkjd' ka l,amhla wjidk fjkfldg we;e
flfkl=g fjku n%yu udk my< fjkjd lsh, lshkjd' thska
fmakjd f is; fldhs;r n,.;= fohla o lsh,d' f wfma isf;ka
flfrk lu_ /ia lsu lshk tl' b;ska flg hka ;sfnkafk
wkak wr lshdmq woHdjhs' yhg wkOldrhla jf.a ta woHdj
lshk tl - ta woHd wkaOldrh ksid uuh udf.ah lshk uq<dj
we;slrf.k f,dal i;aFjhd f fh l%shd ldFjhlg fm<fUkjd'
thska fokak k l%u l%ufhka wr lshdmq hg YS," iud" m%{d

Thska wmg ys;d .kak mqjka t;fldg f nq mshdKka jykafia


olajmq ue u fldhs;r mqu iy.; o lsh,' idudkH f,dalhdg
f ixidrfhka fok l%uhla fidhd .kak neye' fudlo" tlafld
.sf,kjd" tl;ek b|,d' tfyu ke;sk o,,d .yf.k hkjd"
f ievj;=r lshk tl;a- ka f wms lrk yeu lu_hla ;=<skau f
;; ika;dkhg ls|dnysk fldgila ;sfnkjd' ;a; ika;dkhg
ls|dnisk fldgi f Ou_fha ykajkafk ~wkqih~ lsh,' hlsis nr
fohla hgg .s,d nyskak jf.a wfma ;a; ika;dkhg f >_
ld,hla ixidrfh .uka lrk w;fr wkqih jYfhka we,a,d
;ekam;afjk fldgila ;sfnkjd' ta jf.au ~wdij~ lsh, fohla
;sfnkjd' wdij lsh, lshkafk .,df.k tkjd - .,df.k taula
lshk woyi ;sfnkjd - wdY%j' B<g ;j fldgila ;sfnkjd
.idf.k hk - talg ;uhs Th ~>~ lsh, lshkafk' wms ka
fuf;la wr iev myrj,a lsh, lsfj' ta lshkafk' fudllao@
idxidl mqre' f wms lrk yeu lu_hla ;=<skau mqreoaola ,efnkjd'
tal ksid ;uhs wms wr l,ska lsfj pl%hla lsh,' f lu_ pl%h
lsh, lshkafk' fldkau Ou_fh iuyr g olajkjd luu jgg"
mdl jgg" lsf,i jgg lsh,' f jgg lshk jpkh fndfydag
fhfokjd' jgg lsh, lshkafk jg rjqfu hdula' tfyu ke;ak
pl%hla' f yeu tllau pl%hla njg yefrkafk fldfyduo@ fjd
mqre njg m;afjkjd' ta idxidl mqre lvk tl f,ais kE' tal
lvkak mqjka fjkafk m%{dfjkauhs' ta mqre tl;= fjkjd' tl

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

lu_hla l<d lshkfldg - wms ka lsfj wr ueKslalre uia lm


lmd ysh ksid thdg fndfydu myiq jqkd ;j;a f,a fmfrk
lu_hlg udrefjkag' wkak ta jf.a wms lrk tl lu_hla ;j;a
tllg Wmld fjkjd mqre yehg' wdfiajk jYfhka' fyd| fyda
fjd krl fyda fjd' b;ska Tfydu .sys,a,d ta tlalu ;a;
ika;dkhg ls|d nysk fldgi ;uhs wkqih lsh, lshkafk' tajd
f,fyisfhka bj;a lrkak nE' ta jf.au wdY%j lsh, lshkafk
.,df.k tk fldgi' t;fldg ry;ka jykafia,d mskaj;=ks" Tkak
Th lshdmq wkqih" wdij" > lsh, lshk wr ls|dnisk fldgi;a
bj;a lrkjd' wr .,df.k tk ldu" Nj" g wd jYfhka lshk
wdY%j Yla;Skq;a CIh lrk" B<g > lsh, lsk wr iev j;=kq;a
fokak mqjka Yla;shla we;slr .kak ys;la ;uhs" ry;a ys;la"
nq flfkl=f. ys;la lsh, lshkafk' wkak ta ;;aFjh i|ydhs
fn!oOhd Tlafldu ms<sfj;a mqrkafk' ta ila wr idudkH f,dalhd
ys;k fh iq foalg fkfjhs' iudc Ou_ l /l .kak fkdfjhs'
iudch fydka mj;ajd .kak lshk ta x.g ;rla fkdfjhs' Bg
jvd .eUqre woyila ;sfhkjd' ;u ;ukaf. idxidl uqla;sh
;ukag whs;shs' ;ukaf. lu_hg -~luu odhdod~ lsh, lsfj- ;uka
wrf.k wdmq lu_ iNdrhg j. lshkak k' ;uka lrk lu_
iNdrhg j. lshkak k ;uka f ixidrfh' thska fok
ud._h nq mshdKka jykafi wjidkhg olajd jodf< wkak wr
lshdmq fkdl fkdiq lu_ yehg' ta lshkafk wdh wIgdx.sl
ud._h f,daflda;a;r ugfuka jeuhs'
iuqoh mCIh yd n,df.k fyd| krl ms<sn| idudkH jegySula
we;sj lrk lg lshkjd ~~idijd mq[[Nd.shd Wmfjmlld~~
lsh,' wdY%j iys;hs' tal ms<s.kakjd' wdY%j iys;j" mska me;a;g
Wmka tl;= jk - Wm lshkafk idxidl jYfhka fkdfhl=;a
Nj fNda. im;a wdh fok' ta fh iuHla oDIhl=;a ;sfnkjd'
ta jf.au .eUqre iuHla oDIh fudllao" p;=rdhH_ i;Hh ms<sn|
iuHla oDIhhs' f uq uy;a meje;auu llah' talg fya;=j
;Kaydjh' f ;Kaydj ixis|uu ksjkh' talg ud._h wdhH_
wIgdx.sl ud.hh lshk ta p;=rdhH_ i;Hh ms<sn| wjfndaOhhhs
f,daflda;a;r iud h lsh, lshkafk' t;fldg f,!lsl jYfhka"
tfyu ke;ak idxidl jYfhka" i;aFjhdf.a fyd| - krl f;are
.ekSu wr my< ugf iuHla oDIhhs' talg ;uhs wr ~luuiil;d
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iuudg~ lsh, lshkafk' mska m" fyd| - krl ms<sn|j wjfndaOh'


taflkau ish,a, isoOfjkafk kE' tal Wv b|,d wr fh wjYH;djka
imQK_ lrf.k wjidk jYfhka - wjidk b,lalh h hq;af; f p;=rdhH_ i;Hh .eUqka wjfndaO lr.ekSuhs' uq uy;a meje;au
lla lsh, lshkafk fu;k ~wd;auhla~ ~ufula~ lsh, fohla kE
lshk tlhs ta wjfndaOh lrd hk l%uh ;uhs nq rcdKka jykafia
wdhH_ wIgdx.s l ud.fha .eUq r e me;a f ;ka ola j ,d ;s f hka f k'
f,daflda;a;r is;l f wx. wgu my< fjkjd' ka idudkH f,dalhd
wdhH_ wIgdx.sl ud._h jvkjd lsh, tl tlla fjk fjku
wrf.k ~is,a,r .Kkg~ jvdf.k hqKq lrf.k hkjd' kuq;a wr
f,daflda;a;r is;lhs Ndjkduh jYfhka wdhH_ wIgdx.sl ud._h
my< fjkafk' tlu is;l wx. wgu tl iefg my< fjkjd
lshkjd' ta lshkafk wr wx. wgu fl,ska Wkd' ka wms ys;uq" weo
fj,hs ta wx. wg ;sfnkafk' wx. wg tl tl hg weo fj,hs
;sfnkafk' fl h wjia:djl iuud gfha b|,d iuud iudh
olajd wx. wgu fl,ska Wk wji:dfju ;uhs wkak wr ud._M,
wjfndaOh tkafk - .eUqre w:_fhka n,kfldg' tal ksid idudkH
f,dalhd iuud g iuud ixlmm lsh, jvk tlg jvd .eUqrla
;sfnkjd f,daflda;a;r ;;aFjfh'
wkak t;fldg f ;=<ska f mskaj;=ka l,amkd lr.kag k wms
f lu_h;a mqkNjh;a ms<sn|j hlsis .eUqka .eUqrg hk ldrKd
rdYshla u;=lr .;a;d f l:dka;rh;a .d:dj;a wdY%fhka' wo f
jkd ojfi f mskaj;a msi /ialr .;a;= Ou_{dkh ;u ;ukaf.
;hg <xlrf.k" f lshdmq YS,d .=KOu_ fkd;ld ykafka
ke;sj" ta ;=<ska" we;slr.;a; ixhuh ;=<ska" B<g iudhla
we;slr f.k" ta iudfhka wr lshdmq oY_kduh m%{dj ,ndf.k
f w;sNhdkl ixidrfhka w;a fokak wIaGdk lr.kak k' wo
k f Ou_foaYkduh jYfhka Ou_ Y%jKuh jYfhka wm /ialr
.;a;= mqKH iNdrfhka" ta jf.au f mskaj;=ka f wjia:dfj Ou_
Y%jKh ;=<ska we;slr .;a;= Y%oaOd h i;s iud m%{d lshk
;a; Yla;Ska yeu tllau wr lshdmq ixidrfhka tf;ru i|yd fkdkj;s ka fkdo,ka f iev j;= ka t;ru i|yd taldka;fhkau WmksY%h fjd lsh, m%d:kd lr.kak'
ta jf.au f mskaj;a msig ka wo wfma f fmd Yd,dj lla
f,dl= jqkq wjia:djla' f i|yd;a f ieyej;a Wmdil Wmdisldjka
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h h ;rka Wmldr fjkak we;s' wdOdr lrkak we;s' ta jf.au


wdikhl=;a mQcd lr, ;sfhkj Ou_dikhla jYfhka' wms jeh
n,dfmdfrd;a;= ke;;a Ou_ .reFjfhka Ou_dikhla mQcd lr, ;sfhkjd'
f fldhsjg;a ;u ;ukaf.a Yla;s m%udKfhka Wmldr jqkq f
mskaj;=ka ta l=Y,h;a isysm;a lrf.k ka f fYaI Ou_ Y%jKuh
jYfhka /ialr .;a;= l=Y, iNdrh;a Wmldr lrf.k f ishu
l=Y,a Yla;sh ;=<ska fuf,dj ;ukaf.a ksjka .ukg ndOl jk h
Ou_ ;sfnkjd k tajd bj;afjd` Wmldr Ou_ <dfjd Ou_uh
iekiqulska hqla;j wr lshdmq lu_ f. ixis|jd f.k wjidk
jYfhka Ou_ Yla;sh ;=<ska Ou_ pl%fhka uq uy;a lu_ pl%hu
ch.kak f l=i, Yla;sh;a taldka;fhka fya;= jdikd fjd lsh,
m%d:_kd lr.kak' ta jf.au YdikdrCIl jH n%yau rdchdKka
jykafia,d;a ;u ;ukaf.a kka keiS h mrf,dj .shdjQ {d;Skq;a
we;=j wfha mgka wlksgdj olajd jQ ishu i;aFjfhda;a f
Ou_foaYkduh Ou_ Y%jKuh l=Y,h wkqfudaoka fj;ajd` wkqfudaoka
yels;dla blauKska m%dkSh fndahlska W;= jQ wuduy ksjkska
iekfi;ajd lshk ta m%d:kdj we;slr f.k f .d:d lsh, mska
muqKqjkak'

100

19 jk foaYkh

20 jk foaYkh

~t;;dj;d p wfuyys'''''''~

468

469

101

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

20 jk foaYkh
~kfud ;ii N.jf;d wryf;d iuud iunqoOii~
~ fMKqmux ldhux Fjd
uOuux wNsiunqOdfkd
fPFjdk udrii mmqmMldks
woiikx uppqrdcii .fpP~~

102

20 jk foaYkh

;ukaf.a ;a; ika;dkh ;=< udr mrdch lr, ta wuD; ;;aJjh


m%;HCI lr .ekSug wod<" Wmldrjk" Wmfoia f Ou_fhka bm;a
lr, ;sfnkj' ka wms f wo ud;Dld l< .d:dfj lafjkafk;a
b;du flfhka" f wuD; ;;aFjhg ys; muqKqjd .ekSug Wmldr
fjk oY_kd Wmfoila'

nq mshdKka jykafia udr mrdch l< nj wms okakj' f udr


mrdch l<d lshk tfla f;areu fudlo@ nq mshdKka jykafi
fidhd.;a; udrhdg fkdfmfkk ;ekla' udrhdg yiq fkdfjk
;ekla' talg ;uhs f ksj_dK Od;=j lshk lshkafk' wuduy ksjk
lsh, lshkafk' wixL; Od;= wd jpkj,ska yka jkafka' udrhg
fkdfmfkk" udrhdg olskak ne fha hlsis f,daflda;a;r
;;aFjhlg ys; muqKqjd .ekSfuka ;uhs urKh ch .kafk' nq
mshdKka jykafi ta wuD; ;;aJjh" wuD; uyd ksj_dKh" m%;HCI
lr .;a;d muKla fkdfjhs" f,dalhdg ta ;;aFjhg meKSug" ;u

f .d:dOu_h foaYkd lrkag fhfka nqmshdKka jykafiaf.ka


lugyka wrf.k wE; le,Ejlg oY_kd jvkag .sh tla;rd
ix>hdjyka f i flfkl= g hs ' ta ia j dka jyka f ia nq ms h dKka
jykafiaf.ka lugyka ,ndf.k tfyu le,Ejlg .sys,a,d fndfydu
uykaisfj,d Ndjkd l< kuq;a ry;a fjkag ne Wkd' miafi ys;d
.;a; uu kej;;a nqmshdKka jykafia yuqfj,d lugyk Y=oOlr
.kag k' fYaI Wmfoia .kag k lsh, ys;df.k reu. f.jdf.k
tk w;fr gqjd =jla' .%SIauldf, - ka f jdf. f mdhk
ld,j, - flfkl=g olskag mqjka fohla ;uhs =j lshk tl'
wr fmdf<dfjka Wvg jdIam jf.a" j;=rla .,kak jf.a" fmfkk ta
oY_kh' fl l, f iajdkajykafi l,amkd l<d f uf.a
wd;au Ndjh;a- f lh;a- =jla jf.a lsh,' fl" =j lshk
tl" wE; ;sfhkj jf.a - we;a; fohla w,a,.kak mqjka fohlayehg fmfkkj' kuq;a f =f iajNdjh - <g .shyu tal
kE' wkak ta jf.a ka fu;k f nqmshdKka jykafia m%ldY l<
wdldrhgu f iajdka jykafiag fmkqk fl =jla lsh,' f
Yrfh fmfkk wdldrh fkdfjhs we;a; jYfhka ;sfnkafk' f
we;sf ke;sf iajNdjhhs' we;sfjk ;ekg .sys,a,d n,kfldg
t;kska ke;sfjkjd' B<g" ta hg =j .ek ys; ys;d we,a,d
wrj;S kue;s . <g meKs,d lfha fjfyi" .suka" ksjd .kak
meka myiqfj,d .fa j;=r fndfydu f.fhka .,k ;ekl .yla
hg ixiqkaj b|f.k n,df.k yshd f .fa iev j;=r mdrg
fmK msq ye ye ke;sfj, hk wdldrh' fl;a ta iajdka
jykafiag lugykla Wkd' l,amkd l<d' f uf.a rEmh" f
Yrh" f lh" wd;auNdjh" fl;a fmK msvla jf.hs lsh,d' ta
.ek l,amkd lrk wjia:dfj Tkak nqmshdKka jykafi idudkHfhka nqmshdKka jykafi nqoO{dkfhka n,df.k iskjd
;uka jykafia ta lugyka kak ix>hd jykafia,df. ;a;dpdrh"
ys; jevlrk wdldrh - nq mshdKka jykafig fmkqk ka f
iajdkajykafiaf." f kuf.a" is; fudar,hs ;sfhkafk lsh,d'

470

471

ieyej;a mskaj;=ks"
wuD; uyd ksj_dKh - wuduy ksjk"- yeu fn!oOhl=f.au
W;=u m%d:kdjhs' mrud:hhs' f ~wuD;~ lshk jpkh yeu
flfkl=f.au lKg m%shhs' yeu flfklau f wuD; lshk jpkhg
f ;r m%sh njla olajkafka ula ksido@ f f,dalfha Wmk yeu
i;aFjfhl=gu uqyqK fokag isjk urKh ms<sn| ne?re m%Yakhg
iula f wuD; lshk jpkh ;=< fmfkk ksihs' yefk ksihs'
ukqIHhskag muKla fkdfjhs" fohkag n%yauhskag mjd m%sh jpkhla
wuD; lshk tl' ta lshkafk" l,am .Kka ysh;a ljody thska
pq;fjkak fjkjd' uefrkak fjkjd' wkak tal ksid f wuD;
lshk jpkh fndfydu m%shukdm jpkhla'
t;fldg wfma f f,djq;=rd nq mshdKka jykafiag wms f .re
lrkafka ulaksido@ f ;r f f,dalhd - fo ksiqka iys;
f,dalhd - n,df.k ish f urKh ms<sn| m%Yakhg iu
nqmshdKka jykafi bm;a l< ksihs' talg ;uhs wuduy ksjk
lsh, lshkafk'

103

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

wkak ta wjia:dfj nq mshdKka jykafia fmkS isg,d - ta ;ukaf.


.JOl=fhu nq mshdKka jykafia f ix>hdjykafig we;sjqk
is;s,a, l,d bmsg fmkS isg,d - wr wms l,ska m%ldY l<
.d:d Ou_h jod<d'

104

20 jk foaYkh

t;fldg f wdY%fhka wms - f .d:dj wdY%fhka - ffl we;s


Ou_ ldrKd f;are lrkak W;aidy lruq'

fudlla y ysr Wkyu ,S fldghla tfyu" wr l=Kq lkao,a wdh


tl;=fj,d j;=frka tajd .idf.k hk w;fr thska fmK kef.kjd'
ta fmK msv wE;g fmfkkafk >k ix{dj wkqj hlsis >k fohla"
- ks;H fohla - yehg" idrj;a fohla yehg fmfkkjd' kuq;a
lsgqfj,d n,kfldg fl ksiaidr fohla' fl ysia fohla' ta
jf.au b;du iq f,djla we;sj mj;sk iajNdjhla f fmKmsf
;sfhkj' fmKmsv yd b;du iQCIu wkaoka nefjd;a fndfydu
YS>%fhka we;sj ke;sfjk nqnq f.dvla jf.hs' f Yrh;a ta jf.a
fohla' kuq;a rEmh jYfhka n,kfldg wmg fmfkkafk wms wr
=j .ek lsj jf.a fohla' ffl = iajNdjh fudllao"
fl wE;g fmfkkafk b;du m%shukdm ks;H fohla yehg' kuq;a
f Yrh f.dv .eys, ;sfnkafk wkak wr fmK msvla jf.a' wms
okakj f Yrh ;=<g kdkdm%ldr foaj,a - wdydr mdk - jefgkj'
ls" le|" n;a - j fmK .y .y ta l=iaisfh meys, ;uhs f
Yrhg jefgkafk' Yrhg jegqkg miafi - ;j ;j;a fmK .y.y
fj mefykj' fj meys," f fmK W;=r, .sys,a, ;uhs f,a uia
weg kyr wdh iefokafk' taj yekg miafi - f fmK W;=r,
.sys,a, wr ta yg - Yrfh wms ;nd.kak leu;s lg wms
fndfydu welr, uuh udf.ah lsh, fndfydu wdvnrfhka
yev jev ou, iri, lj, fmdj, f Yrh ilia lr .kakj' ta
fmKj, wr b;=refjk yh" msgg .,k yh" u, uq;% oyh
wdh wms fydao, wkj l=Kq lkao,a yehg' Th fh ;;aFjhla
f Yrh ms<sn| fmK msf ;sfnkafk" l,amkd lr, nejyu'
nq mshdKka jykafi jod< yehg f fo;sia l=Km fldgGdihu
tl;=fj,d ;sfnkafk Tkak Th hghs' f Yrfh mG wfmda
f;afcda jdfhda lshk ta uQ, Od;= wdY%fhka f Yrh ;=< ;sfnk wr
meijk iajNdjh ksid fmK .eys .eyS f Yrh wjqre .Kkdjla
;siafi jefvkj' fl fmK msvla' b;ska wkak ta lfha fmKms
ms<sn|j yhdldrj f;are wrf.k - ~~fMKQmux ldhux Fjd~~

f lh fmK mslg Wmud lsu - nq mshdKka jykafi rEmh


fmK mslg Wmud lr, ;sfnkjd' fl fldhs;r ifya;=lo fya;= iys;o - lshk tl wms lla l,amkd lr, n,uq' nq
mshdKka jykafi rEmh fmK mslg Wmud lf<a tal .ek ys;kak
ys;kak" .eUqrg ys;kak ys;kak" flfkla ksj_dKhg <x fjkj
lsh,' ka fmK msla lshk tl wr f.fhka .,dhk j;=r mdrl

ta jf.au ffl = iajNdjh lsh, lshkafk fl wE;g


fmfkkafk" kqjKeiska n,kafk ke;ak fl fmfkkafk" fyd|
m%sh ukdm fohla yehg' ka Pdhd rEmhla .;a;;a" lKakdhla
yd nej;a idudkH msh weig - wms msh wei lsh, lshkafk
m%lD;s wei" wfma idudkH wei- ta wei fhdo, n,k fldg fl
fndfydu m%sh ukdm rEmhla yehghs wmg fmfkkafk' ;ukaf.

472

473

~ fMKqmux ldhux Fjd - uOuux wNsiunqOdfkd


fPFjdk udrii mmqmMldks - woiikx uppqrdcii .fpP~~
ta ix>hdjykafiag we;sjqk" ta iajdka jykafiag we;sjqk" oY_kd
ms<sn| woyi iy;sl lrka" tal we;af;hs lshk yeSu foka
;j;a ffOh_j;a lrka" nq mshdKkajykafia jod<d fMKqmux ldhux Fjd
f lh fmK mslg Wmud l< yels nj kf.k"
uOuux wNsiunqOdfkd
f Yrfh we;s = ijNdjh kqjKska jgyd f.k" yhdldr
f;are wrf.k"
~ fPFjdk udrii mmqmMldks~
flf,ia udrhd k u,aier" tfyu ke;ak u,ska ieriQ u,a
;=vla iys; B;, myr lmdyka"
~ woiikx uppqrdcii .fpP~~
udrhdf.a oY_k m:hg yiqfkdjk ;eklg hkak - lsh, ta
hg nq mshdKka jykafia WmfoaYhla kakd' ta WmfoaYh wy,d
wr iajdka jykafiaf. oY_kd {dk fudar, .sys,a,d isjq ms<sishdm;a
ry;kajykafi flfkla njg m;ajqkq nj i|yka fjkjd'

105

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

rEmh;a -wkqkaf. rEm;a' b;ska f msh weig fkdfmfkk foaj,a


n,k WmlrK f,dalfha ;sfnkjd" udOHuh jYfhka n,kjd k"
Th wKq olak wdh' tajhska flfrkafk fudloao@ ishq foa f,dl=
lr, n,k tl' ishq foa f,dl= lr, n,kj" tal lD; ls,a,la'
kuq;a taflka wms iEySulg m;afjkjd ~~Tkak uu ishq fohla
lal~~ lsh,' kuq;a m%{dj lshk tl - oY_kd m%{dj lshk tl
- taflka n,kafk tfyu fkfjhs' ishq foa ishq foa yehgu l
.kakj' tal m%;HCIhla' ishq foa ishq foa yehg m%;HCIlr
.ekSfukqhs tal ;yjqre fjkafk' tfyu ke;s k wr WmlrKh
;sfhk;dla wmsg fmfkkj tal' WmlrKh wyla lryu kE' Tkak
Th fh fjkila ;sfnkj f,dalfh f lSu ms<sn|j;a - oY_kdj
lsh, lshkafk fYaI oY_khla - wkak ta oY_lhdf.a lSu ms<sn|j;a'
Th hg rEmh fmKmsvla nj f;are .kak ffl fldgia wr
wKqolakh hgg ug fjfyfikak k kE' h ysho lr.kak
k kE' f rEmfha hlsis fldgila - flia f,d wdfhka tl
flia .ila fyda ;ukag jvd;a ms<sl=,a yehg jegfyk f fo;sia
l=Km fldGdYfhka flia" f,d" ksh" o;a wd hlsis fohla"
lugykla yehg iu: jYfhka ks;r fufkys lsu ;=<ska" tys
is; r|jd.ekSu ;=<ska - tald.%;dj u.ska" th .eUqrg lSfuka"
Tkak t;fldg f;afrkjd' wr oY_kd jYfhka B<g ffl ;sfnk
Od;= iajNdj wdh lSug wjia:djla ie<fikjd' wY+N jYfhka
fyda Od;= jYfhka fyda fl ms<sn|j ;sfnk we,au bj;a lr,d
ffl h:d ;;aFjh jgyd.kak mqjka fjkjd" oY_kd {dk
fudarf.k hkfldg' ~~ksfnnld m[[d~~ lsh, jpkhla ;sfnkjd'
mskaj;aks" ~~ksf nnld m[[d~~ lsh, lshkafk f kso hk
m%{dj' m%{dj lshk tl kso hk fohla' ka wms f Yrh .ek
ys;=jyu wms fndfyda g fhdokj Yr l+vqj lsh,' we;a; jYfhkau
fl l+vqjlau ;uhs' f Yr l+vqj we;=f< ys; ysrfj,hs ;sfnkafk'
l+vqj f udrhd yodmq l+vqjla' udrhd ujk l+vqjla' udrhd ujdmq
f Yr l+vqj ;=< ys; ysrfj,dhs ;sfnkafk' b;ska ysf;a uqla;sh
,nd.ekS u g ;uhs " ks j ka lS u g ;uhs flfkla fjfyfika f k'
{dkjka; mqoa.,hd fjfyfikafk' f ksjka lSu lsh, lshkafk
fudllao@ f l+vqj kso lSuhs' f l+vqj kso lSu ;=<skqhs
ys; uqla; fjkafk' wkak ta kso lSuhs Th oY_kdfjka
flfrkafk'
474

106

20 jk foaYkh

f m%{dj fldhs;r o lshf;d;a fl Wmud lr, ;sfhkjd'


ffjfrdahlg' ka Th jc% udKslHhla lshk tl wksl=;a ueKsla
lmkak mqjka fohla' wksla ueKsla lmkak mqjka ;r Yla;shla"
;shqKq njla ;sfhk tlla ;uhs jc% udKslHh' f oY_kd {dkh;a
jc% udKslHhla jf.hs' kso hkjd' kso olskjd' kso
olskafk ffl - ka wks;H;dj olskjd lsh, lshkafk wks;H;dfj
me;s folla ;sfnkjd - fm;s folla ;sfnkjd' we;suhs - ke;suhs'
mgka .kafk ffl we;s iajNdjhhs ke;s iajNdjhhs fufkys
lsfuka' ffl .eUqrg hkfldg tal ;=<ska kso olskjd fu;k
we;s fohla kE lshk tl' wks;H nj" lanj" wkd;au nj" ksiaidr
nj ta ;=<ska olskak mqjka fjkjd fl .eUqrg .eUqrg hkak
hkak' t;fldg Tkak l ;uhs - f we;s ke;s lSuhs -f
~jc% udKslHfha l%shd ldFjfha uq,a wjia:dj' oY_kd m%{dj' Th
hg l,hs t;fldg fl fmK msvla yehg jgyd.kak mqjka
fjkafk' fjk lD;%su WmlrKj,ska fkfjhs' fjk lD;%su foaj,a
j,ska fkfjhs' talg yenehs bsh wmg f iajNdj Ou_fhka ,efnkj'
ksoY_k ud._fhka' w;S;fha nqoO ld,fha ta nq mshdKka jykafia
lajQ Wmud l ;uhs f ix>hdjykafia,d Ndjkd lrkak hkfldg
lef,ag wrf.k .sfh' fjk fmd;am;a fkfjhs' fjk fmd;a m;a
lr.yf.k .sfha kE' ta Wmudu m%fhdackj;a jqkd' fudlo" Wmudjl
;sfnkjd uyd .%J:hl ;sfhk ldrKd rdYshla' kuq;a tal yiq
fjkafk - tal f;are .kak mqjka fjkafk - .eUqfrka .eUqrg
hkak hkak' f fmK msvla lshk tl idudkHfhka lsjyu
fl fld;k;a olskak mqjka fohla .la yd nejyu' tal
n,, wyl n,d.;af;d;a Bg tydg hkafk kE' kuq;a ta Wmudj
;rla fkfjhs Wmfh' ta Wmudj wkqj fl fudlgo nq mshdKka
jykafia Wmudlr, ;sfnkak@ fl f Yrhg' ne ne,aug fl
yenehs ms<s.kak ne njla fmfkkjd' kuq;a ys; .eUqrg flg
fhdo," fufkys lsu fhdo,d" l,amkd lrkak k' flg ks;r
ys; fhdojk fldg Tkak fldhs;r i;Ho nq mshdKkajykafi
jodf<a lshk tl jegfykjd'
Tkak Th hg t;fldg oY_kd {dk n,dfmdfrd;a;=j we;sj
wr lshmq wuD; ;;aFjhg - wr udrhdg fkdfmfkk ;ekg - hkak
n,dfmdfrd;a;=fjk flkd l< hq;af; wr oY_kd {dk ;shqKq lr
.ekSuhs' ~~fMKQmux ldhux Fjd'~~ b;ska ta jf.au ffl ;sfnk
475

107

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

= iajNdjh .ek l,amkd lr, nej;a" ka =fjys ;sfnk


wr ,laIKh .ek wms l,ska lsjd' uqjd
/jfgkjd talg' uqjd
;uhs fndfyda rg w{dk i;aFjfhla yehg ta wE; fmfkk ksid
Y%SIau ldf,a j;=r jf.a" tf;kag jf.k hkafk' hkfldg t;k
tal keye' kuq;a .;a;= oDIah wkqj ;j;a wE;g fmfkkjd' b;ska
ta hgu .gu j,d wka;sug y;s jefgkl okafk kE' wkak
ta fh ;;aFjhla' ka f rEmh ms<sn|j;a talhs' f,dalhd f
rEmh ms<sn|j we lsu - fl f udrhdf. jevla' flf,ia
udrhdf. jevla' fl fmkakq lrkafk yeu ;siafiu Y=N fohla
yehg' tal ;uhs nq mshdKkajykafi olaj,d ;sfhkafk f,dalh
m; woyia y;rla ;=< ysr iskjd lsh,' ~~m,a,di~~ lsh,
lshkjd' wks;H foa ks;H yehg i<lkjd' wiqN foa iqN yehg
i<lkjd' la iys; foa iem yehg i<lkjd' wkd;au - ;udf.a
fkdjk foa - ;udf.a yehg i<lkjd' Tkak Th fya m;
;;aFjhla" m,a,di ;;aFjhla" f,dalfha ;sfnkjd' tal wkqj wr
fmK msv;a" ks;H fohla" fndfydu w,xldr fohla ,nd.; hq;=
fohla" idrj;a fohla jf.a fmfkkjd' =j ms<sn|j;a ta jf.hs'
j;=frhs lsh,d ys;df.k msmdis; uqjdg ta j;=r fndkak klu
ksid wE;g hkjd' ;DIaKdj lsh, lshk msmdih ksidu fndfyda
g wr wE; fmfkk oYkh ta i;d oDIhla yehg .kakjd f
j;=ruhs fjk fohla fkdfjhs lsh,' ta j .;a;= oDIh ksid;a
B<g tal wkqj we;slr .;a;= is;=,s ksid;a ta uqjd jkjd'

108

20 jk foaYkh

l%shd;aul fjk wdldrh' iuyrg ;ukaf. wi,ajeishd kj;u


iqfLdamfNda.S NdKavhla thdf. ksjig f.fkkjd' fl l,d
ys;d.kakjd fl fldfyduy uu;a ,nd.kag k lsh,d' fl
;uhs b;ska =j' ~fl ,nd.;a;= ojig uu;a ksfyla~ lsh,
ys;d .kakjd' ys;df.k b;ska tal fjkqfjka Kh fjkjd' Kh;=reia
fj,d ynqlr,d fldfyduy ta iqfLdamfNda.S NdKavh" wr is;a;
ldurfh ;snqKq ta NdKavh" ;ukq;a ,nd .kakjd' ta ,nd .kak
fldg wi,ajeishf. ta NdKavh uq;ekaf.g .sys,a,d' l=iaishg
.sys,a,d' fjk NdKavhla we,a,d' B<g b;ska tal ,nd.kak
n,kjd' Th fh =jla Tiafihs f,dalhd jkafk' f Yrh
ms<sn|ju jf.au f Yrhg Wmldrfjk iqfLdamfNda.S NdKav wdh
ms<sn|j;a Th fh ;DIaKdjlska" nrm;, ;DIaKdjlska f,dalhd
uq ;hu f.jkjd' Tkak Th fh ;;aFjhla' fl isfjkafk
f udrhd ksid' wkak ta yh ;uhs B<g .d:dfj i|yka
fjkafk'

b;ska Th hg m,a,di lshk f m; woyia ;=ka ugulska


l%shd lrkjd lsh, nq mshdKka jykafi m%ldY lr, ;sfnkjd'
i[[d m,a,di" ;; m,a,di" g m,a,di lsh,' i[[d
m,a,di lsh, lshkafk yekSu' uqjd yek .kakjd wr wE;
fmfkk =j j;=r yehg' B<g ta yekSu wkqj is;s,s rdYshla
we;slr .kakjd' ~~wkak tf;kag .sfhd;a ;uhs ug j;=r lla
fndkak ,efnkafk~~ lsh,' ta is;s,s" ta n,dfmdfrd;a;=" me;= tajd ksid ;uhs uqjd jkafk' wr wE; fmfkk tl wkqj oDIhla
we;slr .kakjd' fl j;=ruhs" fu;k ke;s Wk;a wr wE; - ;j;a
wE;g .shyu fmfkkjd' fmfkk ksidu fl ,nd.kaku mqjka'
b;ska fukak f fh f = iajNdjh f Yrh ms<sn|j;a
tfyuhs' Yrhg Wmldr fjk wksl=;a iqfLdamfNda.S foaj,a ms<sn|j;a
tfyuhs' ka tfkod ;fha wms okakjd f lshk ldrKd ;=k

~~fPFjdk udrii mmqmMldks~~ udrhdf.a wr u,aier" tfyu ke;ak


u,a;=v we;s yS ier" tajd lmd ykjd' fu;k .eUqre woyila
lshefjkafk' fudkjo f Bier lshkafk@ flf,ia udrhd f B;,
kafk wfma bJsh yhghs' wei" lK" kdih" j" lh" is; lshk
fjdg tk wruqKq" tk flf,ia wruqKhs fu;k f olaj,d ;sfhkafk'
ta flf,ia wruqKq fyd| uqyqKqjka tk ksid tajd wr u,aier
yehg olajkjd' ta u,aier - tajd yhg lmd ykak ne k B;,h yd n,kafk B;,fh biairy u,la ;sfnk ksid' kuq;a u,
yd nejg fudlo we,a, wefya wefkkafk' ta jf.a fohla fu;k
;sfnkafk' b;ska Th flf,ia iajNdjh lmd ug fudllao Wmldr
lr.kafk@ ta;a wr wms l,ska lshdmq jc% udKslHhuhs' oY_kd
m%{djuhs' talg lshkak ~oY_kd ukisldrh~ lsh, - fufkys
lsu' oY_kd ukisldrh ;=<ska ;uhs fukak f flf,ia wruqKq
lmdykak mqjka fjkafk' idudkHfhka fufkys
lsu ~lshk
tflka" fufkys lsu ;=<ska" idudkH f,dalhd jf.a - ta lshkafk
w{dkj - fufkys lf<d;a fjkafk" flf,iaj,g hgfj,d fufkys
lf<d;a fjkafk" ta wruqK wkqj ;j;a fkdfhl=;a ks;s wr .kakj'
wruqKla tkafk kslka fkfjhs' ks;s wrf.k' ys;g" flf,ia
fkdfhl=;a ks;s fokjd' fl iqNhs' fl ks;Hhs' iemhs' iem
f.k fok tlla' Y=N fohla' fl uf.hs lsh, ta yeS fokjd'

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

ta jf.au tafl m%sh ukdm iajrEmhla ;sfnkjd' ta wkqj wdidjka


jvjk iajNdjhla f bJsh wruqKqj, ;sfnkjd' fukak f wruqfKys
we;s f ys; w,jk iajNdjh" we,S iajNdjh" ne iajNdjh" lmd
yer,d wruqKq kso olskak mqjka jkafk oY_kd m%{dfjka'
wkak ta hghs t;fldg udrhd k f flf,ia B;, - f
flf,ia wruqKq - lmd ykj lsh, lshkafk' ta hg b;du
YS>%fhka f wruqK fufkys lrkafk ta wr ks;sj,g hgug
fkdfjhs' nq mshdKkajykafia m%ldY l< wks;H" #L" wkd;au
lshk ;%s,CIKh lSug f wruqKq Wmldr lr.kakj' ~ wkak tal
wdjd' fukak mej;=kd' Tkak .shd'~~ wruqK wdj" mej;=kd" .shd'
Th ;=<ska f;are .kafk fudllao@ fldhs ;r we;a;o nq mshdKka
jykafi m%ldY l< wks;H iajNdjh' B<g tal ;=<skau olskjd
flg we,aula we;slr .;a; k ta tlalu ;sfhkafk fflka
fjkau ksid we;sjk fYdalhhs' Nhhs' ika;dmhhs'
ka nq mshdKkajykafia m%ldY lrk Th oY_kd {dk ;=<
;sfnkafk wms f ixidrfh wkka; ld,hla ,enQ w;alS iNdrhuhs'
f w;alS iNdrh b;du iq CIKhlg fhdo, wr re Kla
jf.a lmdf.k hk ;;aFjhlg m;alr, ;uhs f ixidrfhka
foka k mq jka jka f k' Njfhka fokak mqjka jkaf k' nq
mshdKkajykafia fok iu fudllao@ idudkH f,dalhd ys;k
iu fkdfjhs'
idudkH f,dalhd yeu fohlu olskafk ;Kaydjla" w,a,d.ekSula"
;Kayd Wmdodk lsh, lshkj' ;DIaKdfjka w,a,d .kakj' f
w,a,d .ekSu ;=<skqhs idudkH f,dalhd wdrlaIdjla n,dfmdfrd;a;=
fjkafk' wms okakj ka l=vd orefjla nhla tkfldg ujqf. wefa
t,af,kj' ujq iuyr g ta ;ukaf. iajd mqreIhf. wefa
t,af,kjd' fydfrla tfyu tkj k" urkak flfkla tkj k" ta
wh iuyr g Th wdrCIl Nghskaf. wefa t,af,kj' f tl
t,a,Sulaj;a" t,an.ekSula j;a" iar ke;snj f ldf,a f mskaj;=ka
fyd|g okakj' f w,a,d.kak t,an.kak iajNdjh ;=<ska ljodj;a
udrh ch.kak neye' urKfhka ffrkak neye'

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lsh,' udrhd wkfldg w;ykak k' fudlo" udrhd wkfldg


wk ta .eu ;=< ;sfhkjd wr fYdalh" Nh" ik;dmh" ,dmh
f.k fok ;a; ;;aFjhla' hlsis flfkla j hlsis fohla
.%yKh lr .;af;d;a" w,a,.;af;d;a" ta w,a,.;a foh wkfldg
tal ;=<ska we;sfjkjd Nhla" ika;dmhla" fYdalhla' wms ys;uq lgq
w;a;l t,akd lsh,' ta lgqw;a; wk fldg f ;eke;a;f. w;;a
;=jd, fjkjd' ta jf.a f f,dalfh Wmodk .ek nq mshdKkajykafia
m%ldY l<d w,a,f.k fh yels lsisu fohla uu f Njfh
olskafk kE lsh,' flfkl=g ys;d.kak wudrehs tal' tl tl
ugfuka flfkla ;S r Kh lr.ka k jd ~~f l ;rla uu
w,a,.kakjd~~ lsh,' kuq;a nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY lrkjd
f w,a,.kak ;dla yeu fohla ;=<skau udrhdg f.dre fjkjd
lsh,' fldhs;r o lshf;d;a mskaj;=ks" nq mshdKka jykafia
m%ldY lr, ;sfhkjd - wms ka fn!oOhska yehg ks;r wy,
;sfhkjd - uuh udf.ah lsh, lshkafk rEm" fokd" i[[d"
ixLdr" [[dK lsh, ;sfhk f.dvj,a mylghs lsh,' fukak f
tl tl f.dvlau udrhd yehg nq mshdKka jykafi ykaj,
, ;sfhkj' rEmh;a udrfhla" fokdj;a udrfhla" i[[dj;a udrfhla"
ixialdr;a udrfhla" [[dKh;a udrfhla' f Tlafldu udrhdg
whs;s foa yehg olajkjd' t;fldg udrhdg whs;s fkdjk foa
fudllao@ fukak f w;yeuuhs' t;k ;sfnkafk" uqla;s iqjh'
fl w,a, .ekSfuka ,nk fohla fkdfjhs'

ta fjkqjg nq mshdKka jykafi uy mqu fh" flfkl=g


ys;d.kak nefh iula fokafk' nq mshdKka jykafia m%ldY
lrkafk udrhdf.ka ffrkak k udrhd wk fldg w; ykak

ka wms flg idudkH Wmudjla .ksuq' lU we,a,la .ek


ys;, n,uq' lU we,a,l fudloao fjkafk@ wdrNfh wms okakj
ta fome;af; bkak fomsi f lUh nod.kakj mqjka fjrod,d'
;j k k wef;a ojgd .kakjd' fl x.laj;a fy,af,kak
fokafk kE lsh, ;o wIGdkhlska lf t,af,kj' t;fldg wr
tl me;a;la" wms ys;uq" fldfydu y ch .kak mqjka lsh, ta
me;a; weoao lsh,' wkfldg wr iuyre u je," yS,d" ;=jd,j,g;a
Ndck fjkjd wrfl t,a,s,d ysfhd;a' tal wmsg fyd|g m%;HCI
ldrKhla' kuq;a wr ch.%yKh ms<sn|j t;k;a ;sfhkafk =j'
=j ms<sn| yeSu ksid fl j w,a, f.k bkakj' ch .;a;d
lsh, ys;d.kakjd' uyd y;shla uOHfha i;=g m%ldY lrkjd' Th
fh ;;aFjhla f,dalfha iu yehg olajkafk' nq mshdKka
jykafi fmkak
q lrkafk Th fh fohla fkdfjhs' udrhd wkfldg

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

w;yk tlhs' wr hg uq .eu od, wkfldg w;yefhd;a


fudlo fjkafk@ tf;ka udrhdghs mSvkh' udrhdghs tf;ka
mSvkh' ;uka ksoyia' ;ukag Nhla" fYdalhla" ik;dmhla ,dmhla
fudl=;a kE' w;yeu' tal tfkod ;fh flfkl=g m%;HCI
lr.kak mqjka' wms f w,a,f.k bkak foa ;=< ;sfnkjd l fok
foa' wms ys;uq wms wfma o;a l=gu .ek fndfydu wdvnrhs'
bmsgu ;sfhk o;la lelal= fokjd' o;a lelal=ula tkjd' o;a
lelal=u wms fldfydu y ord.kakjd' f o; .sfhd;a wfma uQfK
f,dl= wvqmdvqjla' kuq;a oka; ffjoHjrhd lshkjd ~~fl krlafjp
o;la' fl fldfyduy .sfh ke;ak wksla tajg;a mdvq fjkjd~~
lsh,d' Tkak tod wr o;g ;snqkq wdidj wyla lr,d tal W.=,a,kak
bv fokjd' tal b.s,ajdg miafi Tkak iykh' wkak ta o;
ms<sn| ldrKh ;uhs o; hq;af;' Th fh ;;aFjhla f,dalfh
;sfnkafk' wmsg fl tfkod ;fh - idudkHfhka Th ksoiqkla
lSjg - tlmdrg jegfykafk kE' kuq;a nq mshdKka jykafiaf.a ta
Ou_ ud._fh .uka l< wh fl m%;HCI lrf.k ;sfnkjd' w;ykak
ne foaj,a w; yeh' fudlo" lal f tl tllau - wr udrhdf.a
ishq B;, jf.a - tl tllau udrhdf. wdrdOkd' w,a, .kak
lsh, fokjd' ~Tkak fl w,a, .kak~ lsh,' B<g wkjd' tal
w,a, .;a;= yefh wkjd'
fukak f w,a, .ekSu ;=<ska - wms ;j fl ;=<ska .eUqre
Ou_hla fy<slr .kak n,uq" f Wmudj ;=<skau' ka wr lf w,a,
.ekSu .ek wms lsjd' lUhla w,a, .kak wjia:dfj lU we,a,l
fldhs ;r W;a i dyhla " m% h ;a k hla " hhla " tfyu ke;a k
Tfrd;a;hla ta fjkqfjka fhdokjo@ ;e;la fhdokjo@ f lUh
w,a, .kak' nod .kak' wkak ta hg f f,dal i;aFjhd ;=<
;sfnkjd yeu fohla ms<sn|ju ysf;ka jpkfhka lfhka j
f;kd" m%d:kd" n,dfmdfrd;a;= jYfhka t,anf.k bkak iajNdjhla'
tfyu ke;ak wms fl fjk hlg lshkjd k ~wr we~
rdYshla ;sfnkjd' ~wr we~ lshk jpkh f mskaj;=ka okakjd'
iQodkula' f,dl= iQodkula" wr weula" wfma f uq uy;a ;h
.ek l,amkd lr, n,fldg' ;h tfyu mskau j;a u
i|yd" j;aj isu i|yd" fkdue isu i|yd" orK iQodkula' wr
weula' wr we iuQyhla' f wr we bjr fjkak;a l,ska" f
wr we yhg lr, bjr fjkak;a l,ska" udrhd fl weo
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112

20 jk foaYkh

.kakjd' wkak ta wjia:dfj b;ska wr wms l,ska i|yka l<


wdldrhg Nh" ika;dm" ,dm uOHfha laj,g m;a fjkj' ~uu
uereKd~ lsh, ys;d .kakjd' ys;df.k fldfyduy B<g fjk
;ekl lu_dkqrEmj we;slr.;a;= wr flf,ia ksid" flf,ia udrhd
ksid - lu_dkqrEmj ;j W;am;a;shla ,nkjd' B<g t;k mx
fjkjd' t;k me, mh fjkjd' udrhd tf,djg wkjd' uefrkak
bkak flkd fuf,djg wkjd' wka;sug nq mshdKka jykafi
m%ldY l<d fl fof,djgu ke;s we,a,la lsh,' fl weo, bjr
Wkdg miafi t;k .sys,a,d mx fjkjd' me, mhka fjkjd'
ukqIH rEmhla we;sj b|,d B<g .sys,a,d ;sikl=f. l=il
Wmkakd lsh, ys;uq' B<g woHdj ksid ta Yr l+vqj nod
.kakjd' ta Yrhg wod, bJshhka nod .kakjd' ~uuh udf.ah~
lsh,' Tkak Th hhs' lhs ixidr .uk lsh, lshkafk' f
.uk ie;mq j,ska" g j,ska" ukskak mqjka .ukla fkdfjhs'
Th ixidr .uk ;sfhkafk fukak f fol w;fr' f ~tf,djhs fuf,djhs~ lsh, Th hg ;uka w,a,.kak ;ek' tfyu ke;ak
~t;khs - fu;khs~ lsj jf.a' ka wr =j .ek lsj wji:dfj;a
uqjd fu;k b|, t;k fmfkk j;=r fihd f.khs jkafk' t;khs
fu;khs inkaO lsug fhdokafk fudllao@ udkakh' ;Kaydj
lsh, lsj k wr fu;k b|, uqjd we;s lr .kak ys;s,a, ;Kaydj wkqj ys;s,a, we;slr .kakjd' wE; fmfkk oDIh talg
Wmldr fjkjd' f fol inkaO lr .kakjd udkakfhka' ~~uu
tf;kag .sfhd;a wr j;=r l fndkak mqjka~~ lsh,'
Th hg ;Kayd" udk" g lshk flf,ia ;=k wkqj f,dal
i;aFjhd f >_ ixidr .uk hkjd' wms >_ lsh, lsjg fl
tl;eku lrle,a,la jf.a' tlu ;ek lrle,a,la jf.a uy
mqu ;;aFjhla ;sfnkafk' b;ska fl f fh pl%hla k j,
ffrkak nE' uqla;sh ,nd .;a; nq mshdKka jykafi tal ksid
;uhs m%ldY lf<a f nUhla muK Yrh ;=< uu f,dalh;a
f,dalfh we;su;a" f,dalfhka u;a talg ud._h;a olajkjd lsh,'
flg wr l,ska wms i|yka l< wdldrhg f Yr l+vqj kso
olskag kE' f tl tllau kso olskag kE' nq mshdKka
jykafi fu;k Wmud folhs olaj, ;sfnkafk' Ou_fh olaj,d
;sfhkjd f mxpialkaOhgu Wmud' f mskaj;=ka fldf;l=;a wy,;a
we;s wr rEmh fmK mslg" fokdj h nqnq j,g- jeis wjia:djl
481

113

~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

j;=r jefgkfldg b;du YS>%fhka we;sj ke;sfjk h nqnq jf.a'


B<g ix{dj =j nj lsjd' ixialdr - ixialdr lshk tl
wms f;arefj wr fkdfhl=;a fk;d m%d:kd" n,dfmdfrd;a;=" wr
we" iQodk f ish,a,' wms fl isf;kqhs" lfhkqhs" jpkfhkqhs
- ka lU we,af,;a Th jpkh ysgka fhdod .kakjd- lhhs"
jpkhhs" is;hs' f Tlafldu ;=<ska flfrk Yd, m%h;akhla m%h;ak rdYshla - f lU we,a,la ;=< ;sfnkjd' iQodk" wr
we" rdYshla' ta jf.a f ixialdr f.dv;a' fjhs yrhla kE'
ksiaidrhs' flfy,a l|lg ixialdr Wmud lr, ;sfhkjd' flfy,a
l|l wrgqj fidhd.kak .syska" f wrgqfjhs lsh, uq,ska f
flfy,alf|a iajNdjh l, isks ksid ys;d .kakjd fl f fyd|
wrgqj we;s ,Shla lsh,d" m<uq jrg gqj flkd' kuq;a fl lla
w;.df.k hkfldg" b;du ishqj w; .dkfldg" fukak fmd;a;la
;rhs - f wr fyd|g fmkqfk fmd;a;la ;rhs' wrgqj fkdfjhs'
tal wyla lrkjd' Tkak ka ;sfhkafk wrgqfjhs lsh,' tal;a
fmd;a;la ;rhs' B<g tal;a wyla lrkjd' wd tal;a fmd;a;la
;rhs' wka;sug nfg hkjd' t;k;a kE' t;k;a kE yrhla' tal
;=<;a ;sfhkafk fmd;= rdYshla'

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20 jk foaYkh

jod<d' f ;Kaydj ksid ;uhs w,a, .kafk' ka f f.dvj,a myu


lla fjkafk ula ksido@ tajd w,a,f.k ksid - w,a,f.k bkak
ksid' w,a,f.k bkak;dla ;uhs tal l' w;yehdu t;k lla
kE' kuq;a f,dal iajNdjh f tl tllau w,a,f.k fuh ~uuh~
~udf.ah~ lsh, lSu' w,a, .kakjd lsh, lshkafk w;ykak wleue;s
nj' w,a,f.k bkakjd lsh, lshkafk w;ykak wleue;s nj' tal
fy<sfjkak - ka f tl tllau ms<sn|j oDI jYfhka .kakjd
idudkH f,dalhd' rEmh" tlafld ~~rEmh uf.ah~~ lsh, lshkj'
rEmh;a Tn;a w;r inkaOh fudllao lsh, weyqfjd;a flfkla"
ls h kjd ~f rEmh uf.a h ~ ls h ,' hls i s wdldrhls k a ta l g
;ldkql+,j fmkakqfjd;ska tal tfyu fjkak nE lsh,d' ~~kE kE
fmdvla jerkd" uu rEmh we;s flfkla'~~ tfyu ke;ak ~~ud
;=< rEmh ;sfnkjd'~~ tfyu;a ke;ak ~~rEmh ;=< ud bkakjd'~~
Th hg' thska fmkakq lrkafk fudllao@ rEmh w;ykak
leu;s kE' tafl fldfyduy t,a,s,d bkakjd wr y;r wdldrhlska'
Th hg is wdldrhlska t,a,Su ;uhs Th illdh gh lsh,
lshkafk' oDIh lsh, lshkafk'

Tkak Th hg uq uy;a ixidrfhu" t;fldg mskaj;=ks" wms


f lr, ;sfhkafk fmd;= .yk tl' wrgqjla ,e, kE' wrgqjla
fidhdf.k fmd;= .y f.k .sys,a,d ;sfhkjd' lhs" ixialdr ~ixLdrmrud Ld~ lsh, nq mshdKkajykafi m%ldY lr, ;sfhkafk'
f,dalfh ;sfhk b;du ishqu l ixialdr flhs lsh,' idudkHfhka
wms flhs lsh, lshkafk wfma ys;j;a flfkla ke;s Wkyu"
wikSm Wkyu" f,v Wkyu" lkak fndkak fohla ke;s Wkyu j ;uhs l lsh, lshkafk' kuq;a nq mshdKka jykafi m%ldY
l<d fl;a ishqu ugu ;uhs ixialdr' l oY_kd fhda.shdghs
jegfykafk' l%u l%ufhka ffl l jegfykjd' l ke;slrkak
k - ka frda.hla ke;slrk ffjoH jrfhla fudlo lrkafk@
frda.fh biafi,a,u wr ndysrj fmfkk ,CIK - lla Th WK
;sfhkjd k lla fokdj ;sfhkjd k - tajd uo_kh lrkjd'
kuq;a frda.h iqj Wkd fkdfjhs' frda.hg fya;= jqkq ta uQ, ksodkhgu
fnfy;a lrkag kE' wkak ta jf.a nq mshdKka jykafia;a f
frda.fh ksodkhu fidhd f.k ta fya;=j;a bj;a l<d' ta ksodkh
;uhs ;Kaydj lshk tl' ;Kaydj nq mshdKka jykafi olajd

b;ska Th w;ykak wleue;s nj - ;Kaydj ksid we;sjk fohla


tal' ;Kaydj ksid Wmdodkh' w,a,.;a;g miafi wkak wr lU
we,a, lshk tlhs isoO fjkafk' b;ska Th hg ixialdr flfi,a
l|lg Wmud lr, ;sfhkafk ula ksido@ ~~nq mshdKka jykafi
ixialdr flfi,a .yg Wmud lr, ;sfhkjd' wfma j;af; ;sfhkjd
flfi,a .ia fldf;l=;a' t;fldg ug ixialdr f;are .kak fndfydu
myiqhs'~~ lsh, flfkla ys;=fjd;a jerhs' fl .eUqka i<l,
n,kak k' ta hghs ixialdr' {dk lshk tl Bg;a jvd ishq
fohla' {dkh udhdjlg Wmud lr, ;sfhkjd' udhdj lshkafk
f ldf,a yehg lshk fldg cdjla' f ljqre;a cd ikaoYk
olskak leue;af;ka hkjd' hkafk fudlgo@ /jfgkak' kslu
fkfjhs uqo;a f.j, /jfgkakhs' kuq;a fl - f /j,a, ljo;a ixidfr flfrkj' flg wuq;=fjka uqo,a fkdf.j;a' f
/j,a, ;uhs {dkh lsh, lshkafk' fudlo [[dKfh iajNdjh
ke;s fohla we;s yehg fmkakq lsu' tal nq mshdKka jykafi
Wmudjlg olaj, ;sfhkafk i;rux ikahl cd ldrfhla cdjla
laf ujd fmkakkjd' we;s yehg fmkakkjd ke;s foaj,a' ta
uQ<dWk wh tal l,d wd` ` iQ` lsh,d i;=gq fjkjd' kuq;a fu;k

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

we;s fohla kE' ksiaidrhs' Tkak Th idrhla ke;' wrgqjla ke;


lshk wjfndaOh ;uhs wjidkfha flfkl=g ta nq mshdKka jykafi
ksjk yehg olajkafk' idudkH f,dalhd ys;d.kafk f ksjk
lshk tl hlsis wuq;= f,dalhla yehg' wr udrhdg fkdfmfkk
;ek lhs' udrhdg fkdfmfkk ;ek lsh, lsf ta ;a; ;;aFjh'
ta lshkafk flfkla wr nq mshdKka jykafi m%ldY l< f,daflda;a;r
;;aFjh f ;fha ,nd .;a; k wyFjfhka" ta ;eke;a;df.a
urK wji:df udrhd wkfldg ;uka f me;a;g wkafk kE'
ta fjkqjg udrhd wkjd k ~~fl Tf k .kak~~ lsh, jf.a
w;ykjd' w; ykfldg wr fYdal ik;dm" ,dm lsisjla kE'
T;khs fl ryi ;sfhkafk' uy mqu iula nq mshdKka
jykafi olajd jodf< - wkfldg w;yeu'

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;nd.kak wdldrhla ;sfhkjd WfmaCIdfj' Tkak Th fol ;=<ska


;uhs wr oY_kd m%{dj u;=lr .kafk'

f w;yeu fuf,dju m<uqfjka m%;HCI lr.kak kE' ta


m%;HCI lr .kak ud._h ;uhs oY_kd {dk lsh, lshkafk' wr
wks;H;dj ;=<ska fl olskafk' wks;H;dj lshk jpkh ;=< uyd
.eUqrla ;sfnkjd' wks;H;dj lsh, lshk fldg wms fl l
l,la ;sfnkjd lsh, ys;d .kakjd' wjqreoaola fkdfjhs udihla'
udihla fkdfjhs ojila' Th hg wka;sug n,k fldg fl;a
kso olskak isoaOfjkjd' we;su ke;su fol ;=<ska tal m%;HCIhg
kef.kafk fldfyduo@ f we;s j,g jvd f.fhka ta fol
n,ka ish flkdg fjd f|ka hkjd fmakjd' ka wr iajdka
jykafia wr fmK msv l,d f Yrhg Wmud lf<a ula ksido@
Wkajykafiag fmkS .shd f Yrh we;sfjkjdg;a jeh f.fhka
jf.a fl , hkjd' ta ;rug fl ks;r ks;r hk fohla'
f hk iajNdjh idudkH msh weig fmfkkafk kE' wr wms
l,ska i|yka l< wdldrhg fl wKqolak wdfhka lal;a tal
m%;HCI {dkhla fkdfjhs' tal oHd.drfh lal;a f.or wdjg
miafi u;l kE' tal ksid fl m%;HCI fohla fjkag kE m%;HCI
fjkag k' fl wr iudfhka" WfmaCIdfjka" tald.%;dfjka" ilia
Wkq is;ghs fmakafk' udrhdf.a u,aier lmd ykjh lsh, lsfj;a
talhs' wr fufkys ls ;=< ;sfnkafk fukak f folhs' WfmaCIdjhs
tald.%;djhs' iudh ;=<ska ,nd.kak tald.%;dj' tal ;=<ska wr
is; Yla;su;a fjkjd' ;shqKq fjkjd' msyshla Wk;a fudg msyshlska
lmkak nE fk' tal fyd|g ;shqKq lr.kag kE' ;shqKq lrf.k
- B<g wr WfmaCIdj' tal yhg t,a,lr" t;k fkdie,S" fkdis"

ta m%{dfjka l%udkql+,j biafi,a,u wr we;s ke;s fol'


B<g tal ;=<ska hkjd" YS>%fhka hkjd" fmakjd'
hkfldg f;afrkjd f hk foa uu fudlgo w,a, .kafk
lsh,' hk fohla - wms ys;uq rp jegla - rp jegla
w,a, .;a;g miafi jeg;a tlalu jefgkjd' ta jf.au foork
fohla" lmkh jk fohla w,a, .;a;yu ;ukaghs thska mSvdj' ta
jf.a nq mshdKka jykafi jod<d f tl tllu - rEm fokd"
i[[d" ixLdr" [[dK f yeu tllu - ;sfhkjd lsh, lmk
rdYshla' lmk yehg i<lkak mqjka wr ixialdr lsh, lshk
tl' wr w,a,.;a;= wr we" iQodk " n,dfmdfrd;a;=" f;kd"
m%d:kd rdYsh ksidu ;uhs wr lmk wdh we;s fjkafk' ta
udkisl .egqu ;=<ska uhs uqla;sh' f ksjk wms <u ;sfnkjd
lsh, lshkafk lhs' fl m%;HCI lr .; hq;= fohla' wjfndaOh
- m%{dj ;=<ska' fl ksl m%{djla fkdfjhs' fl m%;HCI jYfhka
l%udkql+,j hlsis lu_i:dkhla ;=<skqhs' wms ys;uq oeka wr lh
ms<sn|j l,lsug" flia" f,d" ksh" o;a" wd hlsis fldgila
ks;r Ndjkd ukisldrhg fhdodf.k ta ;=<ska iud ugula
we;slr .;a;d k" taflka wr l,ska wms i|yka l, ~m,a,di~
lsh, lshk m; woyia bj;a fjkjd' iqN i[[dj bj;a fjkjd
tal ms<sn| we ke;s fjkjd' ta fjkqjg tafl h:d ;;aFjh
wjfndaO fjkak mgka .kakjd' ta hg tal wY=N yehg fufkys
lrkjd' tfyu;a ke;ak Od;= yehg f yeu tllau- f Yr
l+vqjg we;=<;ajk foaj,a- ta jf.au wjg ;sfnk foaj,a wr mG"
wdfmda" f;afcda" jdfhda" lshk f uy fmdf<df j;=frys .skafkys
yq<fys wms olskj hlsis ,CIKhla' fl;a .;s iajrEm muKhs'
fj;a wms ykd.kafk wr wJO mqoa.,hd w;m;.d,d k.kakjd
jf.a' wms fl f mG Od;=jo lsh, k.kafk fl ;o ksid'
tal;a f Yrhg fkkafk' Yrh ;=<skqhs wms tal wjfndaO lr
.kafk fl ;o fohla lsh,' fl je.sfrk iq fohlao@ fl
WKqfjk" WKqiq we;s fohlao@ fl fy,fjk iajNdjh" msfnk
iajNdjh we;s fohlao@ f Od;= y;r wfma f Yrh ;=< ;sfnkjd'
mG Od;=j jefhka mj;sk fldgia yehg ie<l=fjd;a flia"
f,d" ksh" o;a wd tajdhs' f ;o nj ms<sn|j yeSu u;=lr .kak

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

mqjka tajd ;=<ska' tajd w,a,kfldg ;onjla ;sfnkjd' ;o nqre,a


wdh' ta jf.au f je.sfrk iajNdjh' hdre iajNdjh' fl," fi"
fidgq" uq;%d wd tajdfh wmg fkkjd f Yrh ;=< wdfmda Od;=j;a
;sfhkjd' B<g l=i.skak ;=<ska" WK .ekS wdh ;=<ska okakjd
f f;afcda Od;=j' ta jf.au jdfhda Od;=j f wdYajdi m%Yajdifhka'
b;ska fukak fjd ;=<ska Th nq mshdKka jykafi ksjk u;=lr
.kak ud._h lajqfj' fjk fldfyj;a hkag fohla kE' f Yrh
;=<u' Yrh;a B<g wm wjg ;sfnk f .iq;a nK lshkjd' f
hg f ieris,d lsfj ke;sjqkdg fudlo f .ia" fld<" u,a"
f." f yeu tllau nK lshkjd' kuq;a tajg lka fokafk kE'
nqoaO ld,fh k ta wh lkakakd fjg' ta hg ;uhs w;S;fh
ix>hd jykafia, wr le,Ejlg .shdu ta fl ld,h ;=< ta
;sfnk fmd;a lshjkjd' .iaj, ;sfhkjd nKfmd;a' .x.dj,
;sfhkjd nK' taj ;uhs f fu;k;a lajqfj' ta ix>hd jykafi ta
.x.dfj .,df.k hk nK fmd;la lsfhjd' Tkak Th hg f
f,dalfh h:d ;;aFjh nq mshdKka jykafi olajd jod<d' wks;H"
#L" wkd;au lshk ;%s,laIKh fldf;l=;a olskak ,efnkjd' tajd
;=<ska fj u;=lr .ekSu oY_kd m%{djg whs;s fohla' ta i|yd nq
mshdKka jykafi olajd jod< ud._fh .uka lrkak kE'

118

20 jk foaYkh

i;sh lsh, lshkafk y;sh fkdfjhs' jroj, jgy .kak tmd'


i;sh lsh, lshkafk isyshhs' kuq;a wdkdmdkh lsh, lshk wdYajdi
m%Yajdih yhg f ixidr ,a, ;=< we;sfjp cjh" y;sh"
fmkakq lrk fohla' fl ;=< .efj,d ;sfnkjd f ixidr l
ms<sn| mKsvh' talhs f wdkdmdk i;sfhka nq fjkjd lsh,
lshkafk' f wdYajdi m%Yajdih ;=< ldhdkqmiaikdj lsh, lshk
lh wkqj ne,Sf i;s mGdkh;a ;sfhkj' fokdkqmiaikdj lsh,
lshk fokdj ms<sn|j wjfndaO lr .ekSf Yla;sh;a ;sfnkjd f
wdYajdi m%Yajdih ;=<u' isf;ys" ;a;dpdrh" is; yeisfrk wdldrh"
wjfndaO lr.ekSf ryi;a f wdkdmdkh ;=< ;sfnkjd - wdYajdi
m%dYajdi fol ;=<' B<g Ouudkq miaikdj lsh, lshk ta is;g
tk wruqKq ms<sn|j" tajdfha h:d ;;aFjh wjfndaO lr.ekSf
Yla;sh;a ;sfnkjd'

f hg l,amkd lr, n,kfldg f yeu tllau ixialdr'


f Yr l+vqj ms<sn|j ;sfnk we ke;slr .ekSfuka" fl
kso lSfuka" ;uhs wr udrhdg fkdfmfkk ;ek lsh, olajk
ta W;= W;a;;r f,daflda;a;r ;;aFjh - ksjk - ta uqla;sh flfkl=g m%;HCIlr .kag mqjka fjkafk' f f,daflu is; ta
uqla; ;;aFjhg m;alr .;a;d k" ta ;eke;a; ;uhs ksjqkd lsh,
lshkafk' ta ksu' tf;la ;sfnkafk ula' wkak ta ksu m%;HCIlr
.ekSu ;uhs f Ou_fh mrud:_h' t;fldg f mskaj;=kq;a l,amkd
lr.kak k tfkod ;fha" fjd l,a oukafk ke;sj" fjd
wfma f Yr l+vqj - wms ks;ru f.khk f Yr l+vqj - ;=<u
;sfnkjd' fjfklla ;nd yeu nqjrhl=gu nqug WmldjqKq f
wdkdmdk i;s Ndjkdj .ek lla l,amkd lr, nefjd;a t;k
;sfhkafk f jdfhda Od;=fj l%shd ldFjhhs' f wdYajdi m%Yajdi
lshk Ou_;dj .ek lla l,amkd lr, nefjd;a wmg fl
ys;d.kak mqjka' f ksIM, >_ ixidr ,a, ;=<ska we;sWk y;sh
jf.hs f wdYajdi m%dYajdi fol' we;a; jYfhka" mskaj;=ks" wdkdmdk

ta wkqj wmg l,amkd lr, n,kfldg f ixidr cjfha ~y;sh~


jf.hs f wdYajdi m%Yajdi fol' f ~y;sh~ ixis|jd .ekSuhs ,a, k;r lr, tl ;ekl jdfj,d fukak f wdYajdi m%Yajdihg
- ys; fhu lsh, lshkafk" mskaj;=ks" f idxidl cjfha we;s f
wrf.k wdmq ~y;sh~ wer.kak tlhs' f y;sh wer.kafk f wdYajdi
m%Yajdih ishqlr .ekSfuka' W;aidy lr, fkdfjhs' ikaiqkaj
b|f.k talg ys; fhdok fldg' fl fkdikaiqka fjkafk ;l
wdfhka - ys;s,s j,ska' ys; jkjd' ys; wr l,ska wr.;a;=
flf,ia wruqKqj,g jk iajNdjhla ;sfnkjd' wdkdmdk i;s
Ndjkdjg tlmdrgu b|.;a;= flkdg tal tmdfjk ;rug f
;l cd,dj,a .,df.k tkjd' kuq;a l%udkql+,j talg Wmldr
fjk wr uQ,sl lu_i:dk yehg olajk nqoOdkqii;s" fu;;d" wiqN"
urKi;s lshk ta p;=rdrCIdj tfyu jv," l%udkql+,j jv,"
wdkdmdk i;shg b|.;a;= mqoa.,hd l%ul%ufhka lrkafk fudllao"
wr wdYajdi m%Yajdih fufkys lsfuka" ishqj fufkys lsfuka"
tfyu ke;ak tafl i;sh msysgq fuka" ta ;=< i;sh /|fuka"
;lj,g bv fkd;efuka" udrhdf.a B;, lmd yefuka" wkak
flka l wr wdYajdi m%Yajdih ikais|jkjd' ixisf|kj;a tlalu
jegyS kqjK" m%{dj ;shqKq fjkjd' wkak B<g reK jf.a"
jc% udKslHh jf.a" ffjfrdah jf.a" wr oY_kd m%{dj l%udkql+,j
Wohnnh" Nx. wd jYfhka je, .sys,a, ;uhs hlsis wji:djl
f ixialdrhkaf.a h:d iajNdjh" f wdYajdi m%Yajdi .ekSf

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~myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd~

Tfrd;a;h" f iQodku" wr weu" ;=< ;sfnk ishq idxidl


nJOkh wjfndaO lrf.k hlsis wji:djl wr fidajdka" ilod.d"
wkd.d" wry;a lsh, lshk ud._j, m%;fs Ofhka flfkl=g mqjka
fjkjd fukak f Yr l+vfq jka , wr uql;
a is; we;slr .kak'
ta uqla; is; we;slr .;a; k ta ;eke;a;d - t;k b|,d ta
;eke;a;df.a ; ld,h w;S;fha tla /ia lr .;a;= lu_ f.j,g
wkqj f.jg fudlo" urK wji:dfj wr udrhd wkfldg
lmkhla isjkafk kE' nq mshdKka jykafif. msksj_dKh
.ek i|yka lrkfldg iuyr flfkla jroj, jgyd .kak mqjka
udrhd we,a, wdrdOkd l<dh tal ksid nq mshdKka jykafi
msksjka mEjhs lsh,' kuq;a nq mshdKka jykafi msksjkamEj
wji:dfj ta is; imQK_fhkau uqla; is;la ksid taflka Ydka;sh
,ndf.k Ydka; ;;aFjhlskqhs Wkajykafia msksjka mEfj' wkak ta
Ydka ; s h idudkH f,da l fha f,da l i;a F jhd ;= < kE' flfkla
uefrkfldg jo fokd rdYshla uOHfha ,dm ;sh," ta ;ukaf.
{d;Ska ms<sn| is;s,s wrf.k B<g ue, .sys,a, kej;;a Wmkafk
lu_dkqrEmj ;j;a ;ekl' b;ska tal ta hg .ska .g f
ixidrfha hkj' lg ;uhs Ou_fha olajkafk lu jg - lsf,ai
jg - mdl jg lsh,d' wr udrhd k B;, j,g" u,aierj,g"
wyqfj,d fkdfhl=;a fha lu_ /ialr .kakjd' ta lu_j, mdl
jYfhka B<g Yr l+vq we;sfjkjd' wr woHdj;a ;DIaKdj;a
ksid we;slr.;a;= ta Yr l+vq' we;sfjk we;sfjk Yr l+vqj ksid
wkak udrhdg fyd| fkdaohla' udrhd wkjd' B<g wkfldg
fYdal" ika;dm" Nh" ix;%di uOHfha ,dm ;shdf.k uefrkjd'
Tkak lhs l lsh, lshkafk' f ~udrhd~ lshk f jpkh
fhdokafk fudlgo@ f f,dalhd ;=< .efj,d ;sfnk" ;uka
wkd.;af; ke;s woHdj;a" ;DIaKdj;a f fol ;ukag ys;g
jegfyk wdldrhg wruqKq lrf.k f ksj_dK .uk" ksjk olajd
hk .uk" lrf.k hdughs nq mshdKkajykafi fndfyda wji:dj,aj,
f ~udr~ lshk jpkh fhdo, ;sfnkafk' udr jH mq;% lsh,
fldgil=;a iskjd' kuq;a fu;k f ;sfnkafk" f fndfydag
fhdokafk" udrhd - flf,ia udrhd - lsh, fhdokafk" tal wr
ys;g jegfyk wdldrhg' ta fh hlsis Ou_ wdruKhla j;a
bm;a lf<a ke;ak W;aidy jkafk ke;s ksid'
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uOHu m%;smodj lsh, lshkafk fl ue ud._hla' kslu


b|, yhka f k;a kE' o,, yhka f k;a kE' nq ms h dKka
jykafiaf.ka tla;rd wji:djl foaj;dfjla we,a, weyqjd ~~ksldfkks
Tn fldfyduo f iev j;=ka tf;r Wfk~~ lsh,' iev j;=r lsh,
lsf f idxidl flf,ia ievj;=r' f ievj;=ka tf;r Wfk
fldfyduo@ nq mshdKka jykafi m%ldY l,d' ~~uu fkdkj;ska
fkdo,ka iev j;=ka tf;r Wks~~ lsh,' kej;=k;a" ka iev
j;=rg wyqfjp mqoa.,hd lrlshd .kak fohla kE lsh, tl
mdrgu kej;=fkd;a ta;a urKh' fjd;a- ta;a urKh' ta fjkqjg
ta ievj;=ka fu i|yd l%udkql+,j kqjKska W;aidyhla orkj'
ta fh ud.hla ;uhs nq mshdKka jykafi oY_kd ukisldrh
yehg lajqfj'
wkak tal ksid f mskaj;=ka wo f jkd fmdah ojfi ;ukaf.
f ixidr l fl<jr lr .ekSug Wmldr fjk ta nq mshdKka
jykafiaf. nK mohla wdY%fhka hlsis .%yhlg" jrKhlg
lka kak' ;u;uka l,amkd lrkag k' fjd f ~nK weiSu~
lsh, idudkHfhka wy," fuhska kj;skafk ke;sj" tfkod ;fh
yels;dla rg l%shdjg kkak k l,a oukafk ke;sj' tfkod
;fh m%;HCI lr.; yels wkaoughs nq mshdKka jykafi fjd
olajd jodf<a' ix>hd jykafia,d muKla fkdfjhs .sys mskaj;=ka
mskaj;shka - Wmdil Wmdisldjka - nqoO ld,fha;a bka uE;;a f
Ou_ ud._hg keUqrefj,d l%udkql+,j Ndjkdj jv, iuyrg ix>hd
jykafi,dg;a l,ska fjd m%;HCI lrf.k is nj ta Ou_ l:dj,
i|yka fjkjd' tal ksid f mskaj;=ka W;aidyj;a fj,d wo k f
lajQ Ou_ ldrKd fjd {dk iNdrhla yehg ;ekam;a lr.kak
fkdfjhs oY_kd jYfhka ;ukaf.a wr jc% udKslHh ;shqKq lr
.ekSug - oY_kd m%{dj hqKqlr .ekSug- fjd Wmldrhla
lrf.k fjdfha m%dfhda.sl w.h .ek l,amkd lr, fuhska
m%fhdack .kakjd wef;hs lsh, wms n,dfmdfrd;a;= fjkjd'
t;fldg wo jeks ojil f mskaj;=ka iq ld,hla kuq;a Ou_
Y%jKh l<d' ta ;=< ;sfnkafk ;=Kqrejka flfrys Y%oaOdj;a" ta
Y%oaOdj wkqj .sh hh;a" ta hh wkqj f u;=lr .;a;= i;sh
lsh, lshk isysh;a" ta isysh wkqj we;slr .;a;= iudh;a" ta
iudh ;=<ska hlsis jegySula we;sjqkd k ta m%{dj;a" lshk ta
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;u ;ukagu m%;HCI lr.kag mqjka f Ou_fha fldgia- jkd


bkash Ou_" n,Ou_ - ms<sn|j hlsis yeSula we;slr .kak mqjka
Wkd' wo k t;fldg f mskaj;=ka i;=gqfjkag k f hg f
orK m%h;akh ;=<ska ;uhs wmg hlsis ojil f Nhdkl ixidrfhka
f cd;s" crd" jHd" urK fYdal ix;dm wd f yeu tllskau
,d W;= jq wuduy ksjk iCId;a lr .kag mqjka fjkafk' ta
Ydka;sh f mskaj;=kag;a f ;fhu l,a fkdhjdu ,nd.kag
Yla;sh n,h ,efjd` lsh, fydka ys;d.kag k' ta jf.au f
Ydiksl jev lghq;= j,g ks;s m;d - wmg fkdfmfkk kuq;a w; ta lghq;=j,g Wmldr lrk ta jH n%yau rdchka we;=
idikdrCIl jH n%yau uKav,h;a wfma f Ou_foaYkduh Ou_
Y%jKuh l=Y,h wkqfudaoka fj;ajd` wkqfudaoka Ydikhg o wmg
o wdrCIdj i<ika ;u ;ukaf.a ta m%d:kSh fndahlska W;=
wuduy ksjka idCId;a lr .ks;ajd` ta jf.au wfha mgka wlksgdj
olajd wmf.a {d;Ska we;= h;dla mskaleu;s ksjka leu;s i;aFjfhda
fj;ao ta yeu fofklau;a f Ou_foaYkduh Ou_ Y%jKuh l=Y,h
wkqfudaoka f Nhdkl ixidfrka w;a W;= jQ wuduy ksjkska
iekfi;ajd` hs lshk m%d:kh we;slrf.k f .d:d lsh, mska
muqKqjkak'

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Concept and Reality in Early Buddhist Thought -(1971)*


Samyutta Nikaya - AnAnthology, Part II - Wheel No, 183/185 -(1972)*
Ideal Solitude - Wheel No, 188 - (1973)*
The Magic of the Mind - (1974)*
W;a;;r yqfol,dj -~oila~ wxl 172$173 - ^1990&*
-tu- ^kj uqKh&" Ou_ .%J: uqK Ndrh ^2001&
Towards Calm and Insight - (1991)
oiqka Wmfoia - ^1996&
ksjfka ksu - ^1997-2004&
-Ou_ .%J: uqK Ndrh" uyd Ndrldr fomd;_fka;=j
^imQK_ fmd; fj 11 lska ksl=;a we;'&
From Topsy - turvydom to Wisdom -Volume 1 - (1998)
(Essays written for 'Beyond the Net, - A website on the Internet
- Website address http:// www.beyond thenet.net)
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 1 - fju - ^1999&
Seeing Through - (1999)
ys;l uysu - 1 - ^1999&
ksjfka ksu - m%:uNd.h - ^1-6 fj& - mqi;
a ld, uqKh^2000&
ys; ;ekSu - ^2000&
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 2 fju - ^2000&
Towards A Better World -Translation of 'Lo-wada-Sangarava' - (2000)
meje;au yd keje;au - ^2000&
we;s ye oelau - ^2001&
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 3 fju - ^2001&
l;f ie|E wr - ^2001&
lh wkqj .sh isysh - ^2001&
ud-msh Wjegk - ^2002&
m%;sm;a;s mQcdj - ^2003&
Nibbana - The Mind Stilled - Volume I - (2003)
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 4 fju - ^2003&
wkslauk - ^2003&
ys;luysu - 2 - ^2003&
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 5 fju ^2005&
Nibbana - The Mind Stilled - Volume II - (2005)
Nibbana - The Mind Stilled - Volume III - (2005)

* Buddhist Publication Society, P.O. Box, 61, Kandy


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Concept and Reality in Early Buddhist Thought -(1971)*


Samyutta Nikaya - AnAnthology, Part II - Wheel No, 183/185 -(1972)*
Ideal Solitude - Wheel No, 188 - (1973)*
The Magic of the Mind - (1974)*
W;a;;r yqfol,dj -~oila~ wxl 172$173 - ^1990&*
-tu- ^kj uqKh&" Ou_ .%J: uqK Ndrh ^2001&
Towards Calm and Insight - (1991)
oiqka Wmfoia - ^1996&
ksjfka ksu - ^1997 -'''''''&
-Ou_ .%J: uqK Ndrh" uyd Ndrldr fomd;_fka;=j
^fj 9 la f olajd ksl=;a we;' imQK_ fmd; fj 11 ls'&
From Topsy - turvydom to Wisdom -Volume 1 - (1998)
(Essays written for 'Beyond the Net, - A website on the Internet
- Website address http:// www.beyond thenet.net)
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 1- fju - ^1999&
Seeing Through - (1999)
ys;l uysu - 1 - ^1999&
ksjfka ksu - m%:uNd.h - ^1-6 fj& - mqia;ld, uqKh^2000&
ys; ;ekSu - ^2000&
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 2 fju - ^2000&
Towards A Better World -Translation of 'Lo-wada-Sangarava' - (2000)
meje;au yd keje;au - ^2000&
we;s ye oelau - ^2001&
myka lKqj Ou_ foaYkd - 3 fju - ^2001&
l;f ie|E wr - ^2001&
lh wkqj .sh isysh - ^2001&

* Buddhist Publication Society, P.O. Box, 61, Kandy


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