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No question, you are the very definition of the word, too much outside tampering sends you down with an SOS signal. o Not to say that you don't need and want people, on your own terms, just that you a particularly withdrawn and private person. o I might- okay, I am going to go so far as to say that you are outright shy. Few words can suit you so well, but it's a stone cold fact of life. o You tend to see yourself as being particularly socially awkward, and what impression you give in any particular situation tends to weigh heavily on you. o Needless to say, you really tend to think over what you say or do before you do it. As a matter of fact, you tend to obsess about it in some ways. o You have a particularly deliberate, calculated step, very little that you say or do is not something that you've spent some time calculating. o There are lots of things about you people don't glean off of you on first appearance, which is good. It gives you more time to surprise them, and gives you your space. o You're not a very extreme person, and you promote the phrase "everything in moderation". In most everything, you try and succeed to come out level. o It's difficult to get a particularly strong response out of you, even if you are strongly influenced by something, it doesn't tend to show all too well. o Luckily, because you are the kind of person who is not normally inherently aggressive or rude, your lack of response can be seen as obliviousness. o It's also been called cute, or maybe empty, but either way it gives you some still ground to stand on in your surprisingly unpredictable little world. o It's not like you're adverse to surprises however, and like many things, you'd treat them the same you would on any ordinary day. o This is because you are supernaturally accepting of things. That's not to say you're not critical, just that you can accept what's in front of your face. o Fond of surprises though you are, you're more fond of dependability. You'd rather something steady and true than a veritable squall at your doorstep. o None the less, you're game for a good challenge if you're not being pressured into doing anything altogether that heinous, at the end of the day. o You're also in for a good game. You are a playful individual, in your own way, and you're always available for some good fun, especially if that fun means... o Plotting and strategic expertise! No one can deny that you know how to manipulate, and that you have an uncanny knack for playing the role of the trickster. o Needless to say, you are the perfect prank artist, because by appearance, there are very few people
who would accuse you of doing something that could be considered mean. o Well, you know what they say, it's only funny until someone gets hurt... Then it's outright hilarious. o The population at large can seem more like a toy than real to you, which can make you startlingly insensitive in all the wrong places. o You can be surprisingly callous about people's feelings on certain subjects. If you're confident they can bounce back or they need a touch of reality, you'll bring it in. o Let's also stress that it builds character, and for a schemer like you, the chance to plot is all too precious to miss out on. o I'd like to readdress something about you, as the mischievous little devil. You don't look the part, you either look very professional or entirely too innocent. o Either way it swings in your favor, so who on earth has the right to complain, eh? o You're not the kind of person to do something too malicious, however, either out of respect for the consequences or for the people involved.
W h a t you see... [what people think of me] o The outside world can't help but look at you and see some kind of almost feline grace about your daily treks, held just apart from the rest. o That's not to say you're altogether that eye catching, you don't tend to stand out overwhelmingly in a room, but that's also because you don't really want to. o When you do want to, you can certainly command attention, but even then chances are you won't be recognized as particularly phenomenal to the outsider's eye. o A little south of normal, above or below the line, but you're not the kind of person who stops traffic or those who pass you by on a busy street. o You blend right into the fabric of life and society, maybe as the token minority, maybe not, but the fact is that no one's going to recognize you as being too special unless they see you in action. o There can and will be things that people notice about you anyway, such as your token way to be just a little withdrawn and aloof, but that's far from all! o On face value, there is something about you that just seems to be missing. It's not the kind of thing easily put into words. o Some might even go so far as to describe you as being outright empty in spite of the world that's around you, like you're somehow just vapid and devoid. o This might be said because you rarely show off extremes of any kind, or if you do, the two balance one another out in a manner that seems to spell you out as being mellow.
o Well, maybe not mellow, since some would just as easily take a good, long look at you and decide without second thought you to be soulless and harboring the depth of a puddle. o Just as many would take a look at you and recognize you to be somehow pure in that way so utterly individual to you. o For surely you can exude the aire of purity of thought and openness to any old opinion when at rest. o For this, you can be taken on face value to be someone very clean, even if you don't dress or look the part, people tend to trust you with all sorts of bizarre things. o You've had a stranger ask you to watch their things before, all sorts of little things like that. On a glance, 'empty' or 'creepy' though you may seem, you're not obviously malicious. o You have a fundamental characteristic of equality, things seem to balance out just by being around you, somehow. o Folks may stop to talk to you about the most inane things for your bizarre, but effective stabalizing ways. o Yes, in your own way, maybe without seeing it yourself you're prone to clarifying the world and sweeping away blocks. o You're also very good at bringing up patterns or keeping patterns going, which is very comforting. You may be different, but you're always the same. o When you bring up something, you bring it up clearly and explicitly. You leave very little grey areas in your conversation, which can be refreshing. o You can be mysterious, but you don't tap dance too wildly around any subject at all. There's a refreshing, methodical crawl to your ways people take comfort in. o You catch things that are obvious to you, but tend to slip right by other people- or you have in the past, and people just expect you to have this amazing, keen eye to catch anything. o While all this is true, it's more true to a stranger. Those who know you better or indirectly know you're a perfect foil for yourself dressed real pretty in monochrome. o As this person, those who get to know you a little better can see you as draining, you require both more and less upkeep than most people would suspect. o You're neutralizing, yes, but you can outright grey folks out without really meaning to. This can work either for or against you, and it's something that tends to hang with you. o Interestingly, practical person that you are, for some bizarre reason, spiritual things are naturally attracted to you, and perhaps you to them though it may not always work out well for you. o People trust your instincts a great deal, though you have largely given up on them for the power of thought instead. o Hey, it's food for thought. People couldn't possibly come [not so obviously] for your guidance for
nothing, you stranger. W h a t you get... [what i think of me] o You have a strong connection to your roots, one that you'll always have, and while you could spend your life at home and might spring out later than most... o Well, you know as well as I do that you'll wander away on your own time, unless it is so that your place is indeed with your family rather than anywhere else. o You hang around like anyone else, you tend to prefer home, but you also like to move on every now and then in your life and collect a fresh start. o A slight lag, but not so incredibly far-crossed from average seems to be where you're headed. You're not a wandering albatross, but when you've got the itch, you'll scratch it. o Scratching that itch can be frightening for you, as you tend to rather leave things as they are. Sure in your step as you seem, you waver and question more than anyone. o Actually, you've got a big pocket full of insecurity for you to hide, along with a very starved ego that you try not to feed if you get the chance, perhaps because you find it too monstrous or you fear arrogance. o It's not stretching the truth to say that you are your own greatest critic, and that you hold back from people more than they could plausibly imagine you to. o The reason people take you as mysterious is because you hold back as much as you do. It's rare for you to lie, but you'll keep to yourself unless you're asked. o The one thing you feel you can keep firm control on is how much information you give to others; you pick and choose what or what not to release very, very carefully and almost painstakingly. o One of the things you worry over, after all, is keeping that neutral and unimpressive appearance of yours. You're not looking to cause real trouble, though you do delight in small mischiefs. o Quietly, you are a pessimist, planning for the worst and and worrying in a way so very contrary to your nearly playful, somewhat vapid appearance. o Earlier, when I mentioned people seeing you as being empty, or incomplete? You can chuckle and sympathize with that remark, but to you it doesn't seem as natural as it does to them. o To you, it seems more like you've lost something along the way, or forfeited something... For the life of you, it's very hard to say what, exactly, that thing is. Maybe it's impossible for you. o Because of this dark, negative streak that you've got in there, you also have something else that brews unnaturally strong within you. That thing is hope. o In that hope, you also have a strong desire to better yourself, a life long project built around balancing
that self-esteem of yours and learning how to feed your ego, learning how to reach out. o When you look into this hope, you're so much more whole, and you can take comfort in the path that you have carved for yourself oh so delicately along the way. G o t to dance... [how i tackle today] o No matter how you look at it, no matter which way you approach it- arts, science, it doesn't matter- you are an intellectual. o As a matter of fact, you're also clever by design! You're not just smart, you're witty, if people know where to look! o You've got ingenuity in spades, even tackling the most difficult of puzzles can come naturally to you if you analyze it just a little. o Any kind of puzzles can do, the jagged ones hanging on an edge, the ones that involve digging deeper into it or the ones vapid of evidence, you can master them all. o Your ability to climb so easily over hurdles most would have trouble with can lead to as much grandeur as it can troubles. Your not a stranger to curiosity coming to bite you in the bum. o Hey, a person can't just happen across being able to cross mental bridges like you do without making some rather serious mistakes through curiosity alone! o Yes, your curiosity has led you to walk on eggshells and set off proverbial minefields in your innocent [or not so innocent] quests for information. o Needless to say you've learned lessons through your curiosity, but it boils down to a hardmanaged contradiction: a careful, cautious step and an even deeper curiosity. o Yes, you know that it is true, you have a damn good hand when it boils down to brains. You don't just have a good hand, you can play your cards. o You do enjoy a good challenge given the opportunity, when you're given the chance to use your greymatter you have a good time. o Of course, that's not nearly all that you have going for you up there. You're remarkably skilled in a variety of areas, putting others to shame. o Whether those skills came to you naturally or you practiced to get them, you can use them and use them terribly well. Folks might just envy your skills. o Even though you are a high-level thinker, you don't tend to use the greatest of your brainpower even in difficult situations; you're high powered enough at your 'average". o You have a very high level of thinking that people would not think of you on first impressions, sure as you are smart, you can still surprise the best of us. o One could say that academic stress doesn't entirely apply to you, either. You can easily climb
any kind of social or academic ladder, you just prefer not to and to go as you please. o Which is to say that you are lazy in some ways, you don't put your best foot forward if you don't have to, and even then... You have an uncanny knack for getting by. o Not just getting by, but getting by with some level of innate class, the kind that people would kill for to move as smoothly as you in a game of any kind at all. o Perhaps one of the funniest things about it all is that you're not an overwhelmingly competitive person by design. o Competition can be interesting, and you will participate from time to time, but it's not something you get hung up about. o Actually, you find competition somewhat stressful, as well as confrontation. Falling into proverbial potholes is not something you like. o Society and all it's written and unwritten laws be damned, you know exactly where you stand, and that's all you need. o Still, your tendency towards the upper-mental end tends to be difficult in other ways- it's not very easy to find people who are on your level of thought. o This isn't to diss the common company, but for all the things that interest you, there are plenty that don't. This makes it a bit difficult for you to reach out to others. o It only becomes more difficult when the average bear has a rough time trying to understand what it is you're trying to say. o There's no nice way to put this... You can be awfully hard to follow sometimes, not that you are "random", but your thought train might not be a train. o It might actually be a blimp, heaven knows that you've been accused of having your head in the clouds by those who know you well, no matter how grounded you are on appearance. o For all that practicality you have, you are something of a social ditz and maybe just a little scatter-brained, with so many thoughts and ideas creeping out to catch you at once. o Interestingly, this can also make you seem or be a little slow on the uptake of other things if you immerse yourself too heavily or too lightly in any thought process. You've lost yourself before. o No one likes to be wrong, but you're especially loathsome of it, to the point where you may hide your opinion no matter how out there or certain on a subject you may be. It's gotta be 100%. o In fact, you've fallen into those proverbial potholes I told you how much you didn't like so much earlier. With a mind like yours, there's a lot that can ride on your back. o To be frank, that kind of pressure isn't something that you're well suited to. Is it any surprise that you don't want people to expect that much of you, or fade from the scene entirely? o After all, more than being wrong, there's little so abominable to you as outright letting someone down due to your own short comings.
G o i n g on, forever... [what makes me me] o If someone had to take a good, long look at you and call you after either the sun or the moon, you'd be the moon. o Independent though you are, hanging suspended in the nothing around you, you shine brightest because of those around you. o It's an appreciation that grows more as you get older, but certainly has a place in your heart. o Night calls to you in some way or another. You could be a night person, or just find comfort in looking up at the stars. o One might go so far as to say that you have some kind of bizarre affinity for the dark, which isn't all that off base, really. o You are shamelessly attracted to some of the darker aspects of life, or some of the ones that are in questionable territory. o You also work very well within the confines of these elements in particular, something about you shines, sometimes in a gruesome way. o You excel in ways and in areas that others might consider to be somehow wrong or backwards, but it's a fundamental piece of who you are. o For someone who seems to by blindly groping for whatever information you can get your hands on, you come out of the woodworks with some fantastic things, indeed. o You can make a great deal out of a great little, and pull it off well. You're an opportunist, so you know how to bake your humble pie and eat it, too. o Still, it's not like you don't keep spares. You spend a lot of time absorbing whatever you can, and sitting down to digest it and better yourself with the information. o Constantly, every day of your life, you sit down and make yourself up for the time ahead of you, factoring in and changing from the new information you've acquired. o No matter what has happened, or what you have done, you always sit down and take stock, and come out twice as effective as when you walked in. o It's not even something that you do consciously, it's an instinctual thing for you to recycle information and make a use out of anything that you have. o You've gotten your hands dirty all on your own account in the past, but you also use that to make yourself up to be better, faster, smarter, stronger than the rest. o Or, at least enough to be considered into every action that you do henceforth; you've got a special sensitivity to the art of reaction, and keeping it slick. o You're also the only one who you allow to change your perception or wipe your hands clean of
something, which can be rough on you. o Why is it rough on you? Because you're your own judge, and you're a tough judge who follows a strict code that you can't always obey by the laws of your personality. o Which leads to a heaping load of a learning process, and more fodder for you to digest and enhance your experience. Whatever it takes, right? o Genderoles and their significance is something you can acknowledge, but it isn't really a part of who you are as a person. o It's not as though you are full-stream against what you are, or even against gender, so much as put into a grey area by society and by your own neutral preferences. o You might be called androgynous, either in mind or in body. The fact of the matter is that you cross the gender border in some areas, it's a part of who you are. o Honestly, the reason why people make such a big deal out of genderoles is a complete mystery to you. Heaven knows that for more than survival, it's nothing to you. o As far as you're concerned love is love, and that's all there is to it. o Things like sexuality and gender are too broad and grey to be accurate, anyhow, for you. Who knows? Maybe one day the world will catch up to you in earnest. D a n c i n g when nobody's looking... [what makes a home] o When it comes to your comfort zone and what makes a house a home, you're flexible on all of a few points: o It needs to be comfortable, and cozy certainly doesn't hurt you. o A healthy dose of privacy from the outside world and all it's intrusions. Heaven knows you'd be happier tucked away. o It needs to be somewhere where you have access to a good share of opportunities. o And believe me when I say you always have your eyes open for something you might like. o There are a handful of places that keep your attention and your comfort. o While these places may seem widely dispersed to outside eyes, you take comfort in the familiar. o Warmth is something important to you, literally or figuratively, you do your best when you're surrounded by it. o Some nice quilts and similarly comforting objects make a place feel more comfortable for you, to be sure. o In a house, you would also draw your family around a very specific picture of warmth. o Memories of a cozy fireplace and hot cocoa every which way- without meaning to, you make home a warmer place, too.
o You're willing to deal with a little less warmth for a little more convenience; you have an affection for your creature comforts! o This may seem surprising to others because expensive things or a rich life style are so far away from who you are. o Which is true! No unnecessarily frills, or bells of whistles- an extra mug full of funny looking pens is different, though! o You are sentimental, and so you keep things that are practical to you or have meaning, which gives you comfortable clutter. o You'll gladly take organized chaos over something that is empty of sterile. o You'll also take some order over absolute chaos. Clutter needs to have a rhythm for you, otherwise it's just garbage. o A low-pressure environment, somewhere low-key, is certainly where you can take the most ease. The hustle and bustle of the city drives you mad sometimes. o Given what you need to get by and those few precious things, you can get by virtually anywhere so long as that place is not extreme. o So let's be honest, while you can go almost anywhere, you'd prefer somewhere close to home that you can depend on. o You do best in mild and dependable environments, places and events you can count on like an old teddy bear. o A small town amid the mountains near a big city would be your ideal sort of place. Relaxed pace, comfortable- you're already dreaming, aren't you? o Dreaming of that place just tucked away, but a comfortable walk to get wherever it is you need to do. Your place. o While what is home is not your largest of priorities, it is still important to you, and so you will work to make your house a home to you. o Honestly, while it may seem bizarre to you to say so, you're a natural at it; exactly the sort of person who is a stunning homemaker, who can put people to ease. W h e n we are together... [what i need from you] o A supremely faithful person, you make sure to spread yourself as evenly as you can wherever you go. o Unfortunately, left unchecked, you tend towards stress and spreading yourself just a little too thin. o Hence, after a busy day out you feel "fried". You can sympathize with feeling like a boiled owl/ o Wherever it is that you go, whatever it is that you do, you do require your time to yourself.
o People who infringe on your space tend to get your back up. Privacy keeps you comfortable. o You can also entertain yourself quite well and remain sufficient company, you're one of those peoples who needs a large amount of alone time. o By large amounts, I mean you need your privacy, your space, or you will scoot off to get it all for yourself. o Alas, it's not like you're alone by choice. You are, unfortunately, one of those folks who learned to be lonely for whatever reason. o Needless to say, you are greatly attracted to loneliness and being alone more out of nessecity than out of pleasure. o Sure enough, you're the kind of person who really does desire good company in fair doses, who think about in excess. o Mmhmm, you're that one person who is so utterly independent that you are dependent, for those rare and important people and moments. o For you, a good, true friendship [or, you know, love] is the creme of the crop and greatest thing imaginable. There is little that means more to you than a true friend. o ... Or an act of earnest friendship. Why lie? Even the most cheesy of introductions or actions will have you as putty at someones feet. o You're also the kind of person who would secretly be pleased as punch to receive regular letters from someone, but possibly never say a word about it. o The largest percentage of your daydreams consist of dealing with this pure, ideal picture of what a friend is and what they do with you. o All of this is well and good, but as was mentioned earlier, you are quite the loner- you don't generally approach people first, nor are you often approached. o After all, for a true friendship, one needs to give as well as get... but finding people is just so hard for you. It's not easy to spark a connection with you. o So it takes someone pretty dang special to catch your stunningly discerning eye, or someone equally as special to notice something special in you. o Well, either that or unless they have a real good eye and the ability to climb up to whatever level you're on. o And stay there, like a hangover, until [almost painfully at first] you can't live without the bugger. From there on, it's smooth sailing. o Once a connection has been established with you, it's something that you keep and hold quite dear, if only very privately. o However, the trick is actually staying and making a real place in my heart. You keep distance between yourself and other people, and crawl out of your shell very rarely.
o When you do crawl out of your shell, it's a big ordeal, it's the kind of thing that happens rather rarely. A once in a blue moon event, if you will, so when you do it... o You're very vulnerable, and whoever you keep as company is going to need to be hyper aware of your sensitivity, and treat you accordingly. o For all the times you pin a person's actions, it's the loving ones that you should expect that always manage to surprise you the most. o Honestly, the person who is chasing your tail is going to have to be something else, and be able to get you to say the very same thing about them. o We're talking the kind of person who can keep up and understand your thinking on level, enough to keep you on your toes but keep you comfortable enough not to scare you off. o Which is to say, they have to be balanced as you are, but also somewhat more extreme, at least extreme enough to shake you into yourself. o As barnacle-like and devoted as this person is, they will also need to be the sort of person who can understand your need for time alone without getting upset about it. o Which, again, raises the point that you're not all that easy to get close to, but it can be done. Honestly, more people could do it with a little effort.