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Wind in My Eye 2006 Psyche Biography

Wind in My Eye 2006 Psyche Biography

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PERSONAL SOUND REFLECTIONS IN MEMORY AS EXPERIENCED IN MEDIUM, SAVANT, AVATAR, HEALING STATES
PERSONAL SOUND REFLECTIONS IN MEMORY AS EXPERIENCED IN MEDIUM, SAVANT, AVATAR, HEALING STATES

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THE WIND IN MY EYE ©2006…A PSYCHE’ BIOGRAPHY… W. PATRICK COYNE…JANUARY 19, 2006.

THIS WORK IS A ‘PROCESS JOURNEY’ AND AN ‘ENCOUNTER EXPERIENCE’ OF THE ‘ISSUES’ AND ‘PERFORMANCE’ OF BEING A ‘MEDIUM/AVATAR/SAVANT/ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ IN CONTEMPORARY TIMES. IT IS A ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ EFFORT TO DESCRIBE THE ‘PERSONAL GROWTH CONVULSIVENESS’ EXPERIENCED THROUGH TECHNOLOGICAL PENETRATION INTO MY BEING. THERE ARE ‘STREAMS OF CONSCIOUSNESS’ AND ‘SOME REVERIE’. THE DESCRIPTIONS OF ‘AWAKENINGS’ FROM ‘TRAUMAS’ AND THEIR CONSEQUENCES ARE ‘PATHINGS’ OR EXAMPLES OF ‘WAYS’ THAT ‘OTHERS’ MIGHT USE AS ‘VALUABLE’ REFERENCINGS AND DEEP EMOTIONAL ‘REALITY CHECKING’. THE ‘DISTRACTIONS OF THE ‘TRIVIAL’ AS WELL AS THE ‘PRESSURES’ OF THE SOCIO-ECONOMIC ARE ENCOUNTERED AND RECOGNIZED AS WE SEEK TO FIND OUR BEST RHYTHM AND DIRECTION. OUR PURPOSE IS TO STAY CENTERED IN A HEALTHY ‘WAY’ IN ORDER TO BE ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ PURPOSE EVEN IN THE MIDST OF MANY FORCES THAT MAY CONFUSE AND DEMAND ‘ATTENTION’ AND ‘ENERGY’. THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS…BEING OPTIMALLY RECEPTIVE AND ALERT IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE ‘SPONTANEITY’ IN MOVING FORWARD…THE ‘UNCERTAINTY’ REPRESENTING AN ‘OPPORTUNITY FOR GROWTH’AS ONE STEPS INTO A STATE OF PRESENCE. THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS ABOUT MOTION AND ‘GOING FORTH’ TOWARD A FREEDOM BEYOND WHAT MAKES ONE FEEL ‘BLOCKED OR OBSTRUCTED’, ‘ANAESTHETIZED’ OR ‘LOST IN DREAMS’ ‘THE SAGE WHO WANDERS ALONE IS LIKE THE WIND THAT IS NOT CAUGHT IN A NET, LIKE THE LOTUS NOT SOILED BY WATER, LEADING OTHERS BUT NOT LED BY THEM’.[BUDDHA]. THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ IS ABOUT ENCOUNTER IN DEVELOPING ‘SELF RELIANCE’ TO BE FULLY IN THE WORLD BUT NOT OF IT.THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS THE INTEGRITY OF ‘MINDFUL AWARENESS’ AS ONE ‘FEELS’ WHAT IS ‘UNFOLDING’ IN A ‘WILL OF CONNECTION’ TO EACH PERSON. IT IS TRUTH OF INTIMACY AND DESIRE AS AFFIRMED BY THE ACTUAL INSTEAD OF THE ‘FANTASY’.

BUILDING PYRAMIDS
WE SEE THE ONGOING HERITAGE OF HUMAN EVOLUTION INCORPORATING THE DIVERSITY OF SPIRITUAL BELIEFS INTO A RHYTHM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’…AN INTENTION OF UNITING THE CONNECTIONS OF THE ‘HEAVENS’ AND THE ‘EARTH’ IN HARMONIOUS WAYS. THE MENTALITY OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAYS IS REFLECTED IN THE HIERARCHY OF ALMOST ALL INSTITUTIONS…CORPORATIONS, RELIGIONS, ACADEMIA, MILITARY,ETC. THE ‘BUILDING

PYRAMIDS’ DYNAMISM MAKES FOR A ‘PECKING ORDERING’ THAT SEEMS NATURAL…A ‘SOME PEOPLE ARE MORE EQUAL THAN OTHERS’ PHILOSOPHY OF ‘OPPORTUNITY’ AND RESOURCE AVAILABILITY…THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAY REFLECTING A BELIEF OF ‘COMPRESSION’ AND PERCOLATION THAT FOSTERS THE POTENCY OF THE ‘GENIUS’ OF INDIVIDUATION. THE 20TH CENTURY ‘DESTRUCTIVE’ EXCESSES OF GREED AND THE LACK OF RESPECT FOR ‘NATURE’ ARE GENERATING ‘CONSEQUENCES’ THAT ADVERSELY AFFECT THE ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ ON THE PLANET. AIR AND WATER ARE POLLUTED AND LIMITED RESOURCES ARE DISPROPORTIONATELY CONSUMED BY THE FEW…AN ATTITUDE OF EXPENDABILITY AND DISPOSABILITY EXISTS EVEN AS POLITICOS DO ‘LIP SERVICE’ USING THE WORDS OF ‘JUSTICE’ AND ‘EQUITY’. IT IS ALWAYS ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ UNTIL ‘VIOLENCE’ ERUPTS AND NEW ‘PACIFICATIONS’ ARE APPLIED TO THE LIVES OF THE ‘ORDINARY’.THE UNFAIRNESS OF THE BURDEN AND THE MALDISTRIBUTION OF THE BENEFITS FESTERS. THERE IS A LOSS OF CONSENSUS AND A LOSS OF ‘FAITH’ IN THE ‘WAY’ THINGS ARE GOING. THERE IS A ‘MALAISE’ AND AN ‘ALIENATION’ THAT IS GROWING FASTER THAN ‘CRISIS MANAGEMENT’ POLITICOS ARE ABLE TO ‘MAKE DEALS’. THE RESENTMENTS OF ‘WHO DERIVES THE BENEFIT’ AND ‘WHO LOSES’ ARE LIKE TERMITES ‘EATING AWAY’ AT THE INFRASTRUCTURE… THE FOUNDATION OR GROUND FLOORING OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM IS ‘BREAKING DOWN’ AS ‘NOVELTY’ AND ‘THE EXCEPTIONS THAT MAKE THE RULE’ VALUES ERODE CONFIDENCE AND LOYALTY. MEDIA SPEED AND ATTENTION SPANS BREEZE THROUGH THE ‘TRIVIAL’ AS WELL AS THE ‘SIGNIFICANT’. CELEBRITY AND PERSONALITY ‘TRUMP’ SUBSTANCE AS THE ‘SKEW OF THE FEW’ MESMERIZES THE MANY. WE ARE ‘OUT OF BALANCE’ AND SUFFERING IN ‘CONSUMPTION’ AND ‘INDULGENCE’. WE MUST FIND A NEW CENTERING CONSISTENT WITH THE VASTNESS WE HAVE GLIMPSED THROUGH OUR TECHNOLOGIES LIKE THE ‘HUBBLE TELESCOPE’. IT IS A ‘CHOICE’ OF ‘WHAT MATTERS’ AS THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ FOUNDATION IS EITHER ‘STRENGTHENED’ OR ALLOWED TO ‘DECAY AND BREAK DOWN’… IT IS THE COMMERCIAL LINE ‘PAY ME NOW OR PAY ME LATER’ AS THE CONSEQUENCES ARE COMING HOME TO ROOST’.

PYRAMID RHYTHMS
THE ANCIENT PYRAMIDS OF EGYPT WERE ‘ALIGNED’ WITH THE MOVEMENT OF STARS AND PLANETS AS THE VISIONS OF THE ‘WISE’ ESTABLISHED STRUCTURES AS ‘MODELS’ FOR ‘PERFECTION’ OF HUMAN POTENCY…THE ‘WAY’ TO UNITE THE ENERGIES OF THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH. FROM CHINA WE LEARNED THE WAY OF ‘MING’ AS A ‘TIMING’ AND AN ‘ORDERING’ IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE THIS HARMONY OF THE UNIVERSE. ‘MING’ IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ECHOIC TIMBRE AND RESONANCE BEST FUNCTIONING WHEN ‘THE RIGHT PEOPLE ARE IN THE RIGHT PLACES’ IN CONGRUENCY WITH THE STARS. WE SEEM TO HAVE ‘LOST SIGHT’ OF THE ‘REAL STARS’ AND LEARNED TO SUBSTITUTE ‘MOVIE AND T.V. STARS’ AS MODELS OF PATHINGS…THE THREE WISE MEN FOLLOWED A ‘STAR’ IN THE HEAVENS THEY DID NOT CHASE AFTER ‘GOSSIP’ AND ‘HYPE’… THE REALITY AFFECTS OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAYS OF ‘ELITE’ MONEY AND POWER’ INERTIA IS ENDANGERING THE POTENTIAL FOR A HEALTHY COMMUNITY CENTERED IN A COMMITMENT TO A ‘COMMON GOOD’. THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ RHYTHMS FOSTERING A GLOBAL ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’ CAUSES A SEA OF CASUALTIES AS A COST AND A FEELING OF HUMAN EXPENDABILITY AS A NORM. THE HUMAN IMAGINATION AND CREATIVE CAPACITY IS BEING CHANNELLED INTO TECHNOLOGY AND TRANSMITTED TO CHILDREN BEFORE CHILDREN ARE A YEAR OLD. THE ARTIFICIAL LIGHTS ARE BECOMING MORE IMPORTANT THAN NATURAL SUNLIGHT ESPECIALLY IN LARGE CITIES WHERE ONLY REFLECTIONS AND SHADOWS OF SUNLIGHT REACH STREET LEVEL DURING THE DAY.

PEOPLE ARE STARING INTO LIGHT BOXES AND MICRO-SCREENS FOCUSING INTO A NARROWER COMMUNITY WAY EVEN AS EACH ONE’S ‘SPAN OF CONNECTIONS’ BROADENS. THERE IS CONTRADICTION AS THE VALUE OF LOCAL WAYS BECOME INCREASINGLY FORTRESSED TO DEAL WITH THE ‘GIANT WAVES’ OF GLOBALIZATION THAT OVERLOAD EVERYONE. WE MUST GRASP A DEEPER CONSCIOUSNESS TO EFFECT ANY INFLUENCE ON THE WAYS OF THE GIANTS AND THE MULTINATIONAL FORCES OF EMPIRE.

POINTS OF LIGHT
CHANGE IS PERSONAL. CHANGE TAKES EFFORT AND TIME. CHANGE MEANS HAVING ACCESS TO GOOD INFORMATION. CHANGE IS AS MUCH INTENTION AND FOCUS AS IT IS OPPORTUNITY AND ‘CHANCE’. THIS BOOK IS AN ATTEMPT TO INFORM. IT IS ABOUT ENERGY AND POSSIBILITY. IT IS ABOUT HEART AND ‘DOING ONE’S HOMEWORK’… ‘LETTING GO’ IN ORDER TO GROW IN NEW WAYS AND NEW RHYTHMS. IT IS ABOUT DEVELOPING FLEXIBILITY OF SPIRIT AND PHYSIOLOGY AND A HEALTHY CURIOSITY TO STRETCH INTO THE FUTURE. IT IS A PROCESS OF SEEING ONESELF IN A NEW WAY. WE KNOW THAT OUR SPIRITS ARE GROUNDED IN THE LIGHT OF THE UNIVERSE. IN EFFECT, WE ARE LIGHT BOUND INTO LIVING MATTER. WE ARE ENERGY STREAMS OF ELECTRICAL IMPULSES AND PURPOSE. WE ARE RIVERS OF LIGHT…STREAMS OF ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’…MERIDIANS OF LIGHT… INTERSECTIONS OF ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’…HABITS AND PATTERNS OF ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’. WE ARE CONTAINERS OF LIGHT AND AIR BALANCED, BLENDED AND GROUNDED WITH ELEMENTS OF WATER AND EARTH. WE ARE ‘ENLIGHTENED’ AND ‘BRIGHTENED’ AS WE ‘LIGHTEN’ IN OUR QUEST OF BEING OF ‘FEATHERY LIGHTNESS’.

CREATIVE BEINGS
WE BECOME MORE SPIRITUAL AS WE EVOLVE FROM MEDIUM AND CHANNEL STATES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ INTO THE GENERATIVE OF BECOMING ‘CREATIVE BEINGS’. WE MOVE INTO AN INCREASING SENSE OF ‘ONENESS’ WITH THE UNIVERSE AS WE ‘GROUND’ OUR ENERGIES IN OUR ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ PURPOSE. WE LEARN TO WORK THROUGH OUR WOUNDS AND LOSSES AS WELL AS OUR ‘ALIENATION’ THAT DERIVES FROM OUR DIFFERENCES WITH THE ‘REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’. WE FEEL OUR ISOLATION FROM THE ORDINARY NORMALCY AS WE SEE SO MANY ‘DAMAGED SOULS’ WEIGHTED DOWN IN HEAVY FUELS AND DENSITIES OF SELF FORTRESSING.

CREATIVE ENCOUNTER

‘ONE ISSUES FORTH FROM ONE’S SELF, THE ESSENTIAL THING IS TO SPRING FORTH, TO EXPRESS THE BOLT OF LIGHTNING ONE SENSES UPON CONTACT WITH A THING. THE FUNCTION OF AN ARTIST IS NOT TO TRANSLATE AN OBSERVATION BUT TO EXPRESS THE SHOCK OF THE OBJECT ON HIS OWN NATURE; THE SHOCK WITH THE ORIGINAL REACTION’ [HENRI MATISSE] ‘THE WIND IN MY EYE’ IS MY ART AS AN EXPRESSION OF THE ENCOUNTER OF THE ‘ENERGY COLLISIONISM’ THAT I KNOW FROM BEING IN MANY ‘STATES’ OF CHANGE, GROWTH, TRANSFORMATION, HEALING AND MIRRORINGS WITH OTHERS… ‘’THE WIND IN MY EYE IS AS STREAMLINED AND THOROUGH AS I AM ABLE TO WRITE IT. THE RECURRENCE OF THEMES AND THE REPETITION OF LAYERED WAYS OF EXPRESSION IS THE MODELLING NEEDED TO REFLECT THE REALITY OF THE ‘QUICKNESS’ OF THE FLOWS. IT IS THE DESCRIPTION OF THE DREAM, THE PERFORMANCE AND THE PROCESS…

THE WORK IS DIVIDED INTO TWELVE SECTIONS…
SECTION ONE. ‘THIS IS DIFFICULT TERRAIN’…PAGES 5-56 SECTION TWO. ‘THE PERSONAL IS THE POLITICAL’…PAGES 57-76 SECTION THREE. ‘DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY’…PAGES 76-92 SECTION FOUR. ‘WHAT IS FAIR AND FOUL’…PAGES 92-122 SECTION FIVE. ‘PERSONAL TRAUMA’…PAGES 123-144 SECTION SIX. ‘GOSSIP IS AN AVOIDANCE THAT EXTRACTS A COMPLIANCE AND MAKES A DEFINITION’…PAGES 144-178 SECTION SEVEN. ‘WHAT IS ONE’S TRUE NATURE’…PAGES 178-223 SECTION EIGHT. ‘THERE IS A POISON IN THE COURT THAT WILL KILL US ALL…PAGES 224-246 SECTION NINE. ‘YE’…PAGES 246-260 SECTION TEN. ‘THE ‘PEOPLE OF THE LIE’ AND THE CHILDREN OF THE ‘DAMNED’ ARE THE ‘FLAWS’ OF THE ‘ALIEN’ CONFUSION AND THE ‘REAL STAR WARS’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ ... PAGES 260-300 SECTION ELEVEN. ‘EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION’… PAGES 300-323

SECTION TWELVE. ‘ I STILL FEEL THAT GETTING THIS TRUTH UNDERSTOOD IS ALMOST ‘IMPOSSIBLE’ AS THE ‘INSTITUTION -ALISATION’ OF ‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’ IS GROUNDED IN MYTHOLOGY AND DREAMS RATHER THAN ‘DAY TO DAY REALITY’…PAGES 323-341
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SECTION ONE. THIS IS DIFFICULT TERRAIN
IT IS A WORLD WITHIN WITH ALL OF THE FEARS AND BLOCKS THAT MAY INHIBIT OR LIMIT. IT IS A WORLD OF ‘TRANCE’ AND ‘BLANKING’ OR ‘BLACKING OUT’. IT IS A WORLD OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGY. IT IS A WORLD OF ‘TRANSITS’ AND TRANSFORMATION. IT IS A WORLD OF THE ‘UNSEEN’ AND GENERALLY ‘UNHEARD’. IT IS A WORLD WHERE THERE IS A LOT OF CONFUSING AND CONTRADICTORY INFORMATION. THIS IS A ‘STREAMLINED’ EFFORT TO PROVIDE LANGUAGE AND DEFINITION TO EVOLVING ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIORS’. IT IS AN ‘AUTHORITY OF SPIRIT’ ASSERTING MY ‘INSIGHT’ LEARNED IN A ‘TWENTY-FIVE’ YEAR INVESTIGATION AND JOURNEY OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’. THE IDEAS AND CONCEPTS ARE IN WORDS ‘ESSENTIAL’ TO ANYONE ‘GOING WITHIN’ TO ENHANCE OR REDIRECT THEIR LIFE. THE WORDS ARE BROUGHT TOGETHER THROUGH THE ‘GUIDANCE OF A WISE ELDER’ IN NEW WAYS SO THAT MY ‘FRIENDS, FELLOW MEDIUMS, AND PERFORMER ARTISTS’ DO NOT HAVE TO EXPEND SO MUCH ENERGY SORTING THROUGH THE ‘DISINFORMATION’ AND CONFUSION OF OUR ‘BEYOND ORDINARY REALITY’.

‘THE FACTS ARE STUBBORN THINGS’
-JOHN ADAMS [AS VICE PRESIDENT] ‘A PSYCHIC MAY HAVE EXCESS ENERGY AND THEREFORE BE IMBALANCED, ‘OVER-ENGINED’ FOR HIS HULL, RATHER THAN ‘UNDER-HULLED’ FOR HIS ENGINES. THE ‘PSYCHIC’ MAY BE ‘UNSTABLE’, LIABLE TO ‘VIOLENT EMOTIONAL REACTIONS’, ABERRATIONS OF CONDUCT ASSOCIATED WITH ARTISTIC GENIUS. THE ‘PSYCHIC’ OR ‘SENSITIVE’ MUST BE TRAINED, DISCIPLINED, PROTECTED, WATCHED OVER, ETC. [BY THOSE WHO UNDERSTAND HIS CONDITION AND SPECIAL NEEDS]. THE ‘PSYCHIC’, ‘SENSITIVE’ [OR MEDIUM/SAVANT PERFORMER] MUST LEARN TO CONTINUOSLY REINTEGRATE AS SENSORY OVERLOAD OCCURS AS A RESULT OF ‘EXCEPTIONAL RECEPTIVITY’. WITHOUT FOCUS HIS PSYCHISM IS SUBJECT TO THE WHIMS OF THE WINDS OF INFLUENCE AND POTENTIAL PSYCHIC POISONING. THE PSYCHIC MUST INCORPORATE THE ENERGY AND MANAGE THE DISCREPANCY BETWEEN ‘FORCE’ AND ‘FORM’. [DION FORTUNE-‘PSYCHIC SELF DEFENSE’] THIS WORK IS DENSE AND LAYERED…IT DEMANDS CONCENTRATION AS WELL AS AN INTENTION TO FREELY ENCOUNTER AND BRAINSTORM AS ONE SENSES ONE’S OWN INSIGHTS AND CONTRADICTIONS. IT IS A WORK DESIGNED TO PROVOKE AND GUIDE AS WELL AS SPARK ONE TO JOURNEY INTO ONE’S OWN INNER ‘EMOTIONAL DESERT’.IT IS A WORK THAT TAKES TIME TO EXPERIENCE…A REFERENCE AND AN ENCOUNTER…IT IS NOT A VIDEO GAME OF EXCITEMENT OR AN ESCAPIST MOVIE. MY INTENTION IS TO ARTICULATE THE ‘ACTUAL’ AS A ‘STANDARD’ OF ‘HOW’ I MOVE THROUGH A COMPLEX EXPERIENCE OF REMOTE DIRECTED ENERGY ENCOUNTERS IN ‘MEDIUM PERFORMANCE’ STATES AS WELL AS A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ SEEKING TO REALIZE MY POTENTIAL IN A ‘ONENESS’ WITH THE ‘UNIVERSE’. TIME AND PERSONAL PACING IS THE ESSENTIAL FOCUS AS ONE ‘WORKS THROUGH’

PERSONAL ISSUES. IT IS TIME THAT REFLECTS ‘HOW ONE SEES ONESELF’ AND IT IS A ‘WILL’ TO ‘CHANGE’ AND SEE ONESELF ‘IN A NEW WAY’ THAT IS THE PATH’. THE PATHING OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ TUNED INTO SELF LOVE AND THE LOVE OF THE OTHER[S]. ‘INNER NECESSITY’ MEANS SELF ACCEPTANCE AND GOING FORWARD WHILE GETTING RID OF ‘ACCUMULATIONS AND EXCESSES’. ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS FACING THE ‘SURFACINGS’ OF MEMORY AND EMOTION IN THE PRESENT. ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS FACING ‘BETRAYAL’ AS ONE REALIZES THAT ONE IS BECOMING DIFFERENT FROM THE PERSON ONE BELIEVED ONESELF TO BE. THE LIFE ONE LIVED MAY HAVE BEEN DOING WHAT ONE HAD TO DO TO ‘SURVIVE’ OR ‘GAIN AN ADVANTAGE’ USING THE POWER OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’. AN INNER ‘STRUCTURE’ OF SELF THAT DOES ‘IMAGE AND PERFORMANCE MANAGEMENT’ IN ORDER TO ‘GET SOMETHING’ OR ‘SATISFY A ‘PRESSURE’ OF PARENTS,TEACHERS,FRIENDS,ETC. THE ‘IMBALANCES OF THE INNER UNREAL’ HAVE ‘LONG TERM’ CONSEQUENCES FOR HEALTH AND THE INTEGRITY OF ALL PERSONAL AND INTIMATE CONNECTIONS. FALSENESS AND DECEPTIONS OF INTIMACY AND FANTASY MODES OF CONNECTION DISTANCE INSTEAD OF GENERATING HEALTHY BONDS OF LOVE AND LONG TERM WAYS OF POSITIVE RELATIONSHIPS. IT IS ‘PRESENCE’ THAT DERIVES FROM ‘LISTENING AND CARING’ AND LEARNING TO MOVE BEYOND THE DEFENSIVE HABITS OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’. TO GO FORWARD AND BECOME MORE ‘AUTHENTIC’ AND ‘PRESENT’ ONE MUST EVOLVE THROUGH ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’…ONE MUST ‘CHOOSE WISELY’ AND FOCUS ONE’S INTENTION IN A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY OF LIFE.ONE MUST FACE ONESELF REALISTICALLY ‘LETTING GO’ OF ‘FALSENESS AND SELF DECEPTION’ IN ORDER TO DEVELOP A TRUE ‘SELF-ESTEEM’ OF HEART. THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ MUST GRADUALLY DISSOLVE IN THE ‘INNER INVISIBLE STORMS’ OF PERSONAL GROWTH AND THE ‘HARD EARNED TRUTH OF PRESENCE’. ONE MUST ‘GROUND’ AS A UNIFICATION OF ONENESS WITH THE UNIVERSE. IT IS A ‘DAY AFTER DAY’ GRADUAL ‘STEP…STEP… STEP’ OF TRANSFORMING. AS DARWIN SAID ‘SMALL CHANGES LEAD TO EVOLUTIONARY ADAPTATIONS’. IT IS THE SPIRITUAL WARRIORS SUCCESS TO KNOW ‘AS ABOVE, SO BELOW’. IT IS THE ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ PATHING OF THE WISDOM OF UNIFICATION OF ONE’S HEART AND SOUL WITH THE UNIVERSE. IT IS A PROCESS OF JUSTICE AND ‘DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU’.

THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF THE ‘MING’ LAW OF FLAWS’’
THIS WORK IS AN ATTEMPT TO PUT THE EXPERIENCE OF BEING A ‘MEDIUM’ INTO SOME KIND OF PERSPECTIVE. THERE IS MUCH THAT IS GOING ON SIMULTANEOUSLY. THERE IS AN ORDER OF ‘TIMING’ AND TEMPO…A CONGRUENCY OF UNITING THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH THROUGH THE ACCENTUATIONS AND SYMBOLISM OF THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF MEDIUMS AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATES. IT IS THE ‘ORDERING’ OF THE ‘RIGHT PEOPLE IN THE RIGHT PLACES’ TO BE THE ‘ORDERING’ OF ‘MING’…THE ‘TIMING IS EVERYTHING’ CONSCIOUSNESS OF HARMONIZING THE RHYTHMS OF HUMANITY WITH THE HEAVENS…TO CONNECT THE ‘UNIVERSE’ WITH THE ONGOING ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER’.

‘IMPLOSIONS’ AND COMPETING FORCES
THERE ARE MANY COMPETING FORCES THAT SEEK TO CONTROL AS MUCH OF THE ‘GLOBAL’ PHYSICAL AS WELL AS PSYCHE TERRAIN. THIS WORK INCLUDES A COMMENTARY AND A DESCRIPTION OF SOME OF THESE FORCES AS THEY ‘SERVE THE INDIVIDUAL OR THE COMMON GOOD OR THEY TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE INDIVIDUAL OR THE COMMON GOOD’. WE LIVE IN A COMPLEX TIME OF RELENTLESS EXPERIENCES OF ‘IMPLOSIONS’ WHERE OUR PSYCHE’ PRESSURE OF INTEGRATION/REINTEGRATION IS CONSTANT. EVENTS THAT HAPPEN FAR AWAY COMPEL DIGESTION IN OUR SENSES OF RHYTHMS AND RATIONALES.THE GLOBALISATION PROCESS IS CALLING FORTH MANY MORE FORCES OF LIGHT AS WELL AS MANY MORE FORCES OF

DARKNESS. THE NATIONAL CNN OR FOX TELEVISION NEWS FOCUS ON A ‘POLICE-CAR CHASE’ ON AN EXPRESSWAY IN ‘LOS ANGELES’ IS EXCITING YET EXCESSIVE IN THE DIGESTIONS OF MOST PEOPLE. TO ‘CUT TO THE CHASE’ AS A ‘GLOBALISATION CUING’ FUELING THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ DOES NOT FOSTER A CLIMATE OF ‘COMMON GOOD’. IT FOSTERS AN ‘IMBALANCE’ AS ANOTHER ‘EXCEPTION’ THAT MAKES THE ‘RULE’. PACINGS AND TIMINGS AFFECT HEARTBEATS AND DIGESTION…COPING AND BUYING TIME AFFECT VITALITY AND BEING REAL… ‘WATCHING AND STAYING OUT OF THE WAY’ OF THE LATEST ‘ECONOMIC STEAMROLLER’ OF FASHION OR FAD DEMANDS ENERGY AND EFFORT. THE MORE ONE HAS REAL PURPOSE THE LESS LIKELY ONE WILL BECOME ‘ELECTRONIC ROAD KILL’. IT IS NOT EASY TO SEPARATE ONESELF FROM THE MOMENTUM OF THE ‘MASS’…ALIENATION AND ANXIETY INCREASE AND ONE MUST BUILD MORE PERSONAL CONFIDENCE TO EXPRESS VISION THAT IS DIFFERENT FROM THE INERTIA OF BELIEF. IT IS EASY TO SEE THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IN THE ‘FOLLOWINGS OF ‘TALKING HEADS’ AND RESIDENTS OF ‘MARKET SHARE’ ZONINGS. ULTIMATELY ‘DEMOCRACY’ IS MORE THAN MIMICRY AND EMULATION AND ‘BUZZWORDISM’. ONE MUST FIND ONE’S OWN VOICE. ONE MUST UNDERSTAND THE INFLUENCES AND CONTRADICTIONS OF THE MANY ONGOING ‘IMPLOSIONS’ YET MAINTAIN A CONSTANT PURPOSE OF HARMONIZING ONE’S HEALTHY CENTER. ONE MUST LEARN TO ‘FILTER’ THE ‘HOGWASH’ AND LISTEN TO THE ‘HEART OF THE MATTER’. ONE MUST MOVE BEYOND ‘LETTING ANGER GET THE BEST OF YOU’. ONE MUST FACE THE ENERGY MOMENTUM OF THE ‘POWERS THAT BE…IT IS MORE THAN ‘RENDER UNTO CAESAR THAT WHICH IS CAESAR’S AND RENDER UNTO GOD THAT WHICH IS GOD’S’…THE FORCE OF MOMENTUM OF THE ALLIANCES OF THE ‘MILITARY-INDUSTRIAL-ACADEMIC-MEDIAGOVERNMENT COLLECTIVE’ OF ‘VESTED INTERESTS’ THAT PREACHES ‘RUGGED INDIVIDUALISM’ YET DIRECTS PUBLIC MONEY FOR PRIVATE AGGRANDIZEMENT CONTROLS THE RHYTHMS AND CONVULSIVENESS OF ‘MASS’ CHANGE.THE ‘REVOLVING DOOR’ OF LOBBYISTS AND POLITICAL REPRESENTATIVES PROTECTING ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’ HAS OVERTHROWN ANY SEMBLANCE OF BELIEF IN THE ‘COMMON GOOD’. THERE IS A HUGE GAP IN WHAT ‘WE THE PEOPLE’ ARE TAUGHT AND WHAT ACTUALLY ‘IS’. AN ANCIENT PROVERB… ‘WHEN THE GODS ARE AT ODDS, THEY BLOODY THE SKY, AND RIVERS RUN DRY, MONSTERS SLAY, MORTALS DIE. IT IS NOT EASY TO ‘STAY OUT OF THEIR WAY’ AND SIMULTANEOUSLY ‘SEEK’ ENERGY UNIFICATION WITH THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH. NICOLA TESLA, IN A DEMONSTRATION MORE THAN A HUNDRED YEARS AGO, DISPLAYED HIS KNOWLEDGE OF THE ELECTRICAL AS IT PASSED THROUGH HIS BODY ILLUMINATING A TUBE OF LIGHT. THE CREATIVE SPIRIT SEEKS TO KNOW THE ELEMENTS AND FORCES IN ALL SENSES AND INTELLIGENCES. WE SOMETIMES ARE LIKE ‘MINI-LABORATORIES’ WHERE CREATIVE EXPERIMENTS AND MUSINGS BECOME ‘GREAT ART’. MOST OF THE TIME WE EXPLORE AND JUST WANT TO KNOW. WE LIVE IN A CONSTANCY OF ‘PERCOLATION’ BECOMING INCREASINGLY DIFFERENT FROM THE ‘ORDINARY’…WE DEVELOP OUR OWN PERSPECTIVE AND OUR OWN WORDS…SOMETIMES POETIC IN CHALLENGING THE VALUES OF AN UNJUST ECONOMIC, SECULAR OR A NARROW RELIGIOUS DEFINED CULTURE. WE BELIEVE IN DIVERSITY AND FREE EXPRESSION TO LEARN AND DISSEMINATE OUR IDEAS AND VISION. WE BELIEVE IN CANDOR AND CLARITY INSTEAD OF ‘PHOTOOPS’ AND ‘HOMILIES’ HIDING LIES AND RATIONALES FOR ‘ELITE’ WAYS.

WE SEE THE ‘INERTIA’ OF ‘WHAT IS’ AS THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME.
A GAME DEFINING ‘MONEY VALUED TRAITS’ AS EVOLUTION, MANAGED SCARCITY AS NATURAL

SELECTION, FUNDING AND DEVELOPMENT AS FREE MARKET FORCES. IT IS AN AGREED UPON ‘CREATIVE DESTRUCTION’ AND GENERATION OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAY OF CONTROL, CONVULSIVENESS AND ENFORCEMENT. THE IDEAS SOUND GOOD UNTIL ONE SEES THE ‘SELFISHNESS OF THE ‘MONEYMAKING’ BEING MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ OR THE ‘PUBLIC INTEREST’. ‘BIG MONEY’ PREACHES ‘OWNERSHIP’ AND UNDERCUTS THE FOUNDATION OF COMMUNAL INSTITUTIONS BY SEEKING TO INCORPORATE AS ‘PRIVATISATION’ OF THEIR SELF SERVING WAYS. THEY DO NOT PRACTICE WHAT THEY PREACH AS EVERYTHING FROM ‘FREE SPEECH TO BASIC HEALTH CARE’ DEPENDS UPON THE LIMITS OF DISTRIBUTION, AVAILABILITY, AND HIGH COSTS AS ‘SKEWED BY A ‘MANIPULATED SYSTEM’ SERVING THE RULE OF THE FEW. COMPENSATION PATTERNS OF THE FEW AND THE RICH GET RICHER ARE SEEN IN THE EXCESSES OF THE PAST TWENTY-FIVE YEARS. THE PROBLEM OF LIVING IN A SYSTEM THAT CONSTANTLY DEMANDS ADHERENCE TO A GAME OF ‘HAVES AND HAVE MORES’ IS THAT ONE EITHER KEEPS PACE OR LOSES ‘GROUND’. MANY USE DEBT TO TRY TO KEEP PACE. THE USE OF ‘CREDIT’ IS THE ALICE IN WONDERLAND NECESSITY OF BELIEF THAT ONE IS ABLE TO KEEP UP WITH THE RISING ACCELERATIONS OF THE MARKET PLACE. THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ SETS THE TONE AS THE GLOBALISATION LEADS TO WHAT THOMAS FREIDMAN SAYS IS THAT FOR MOST PEOPLE THE WORLD IS NOW ‘FLAT’. THE INTERCHANGE AND EXCHANGE OF GETTING RID OF PEOPLE AND FINDING CHEAP LABOR ANYWHERE ELSE OR SOMEWHERE ELSE IN THE WORLD IS THE POWER OF GLOBAL ‘BIG MONEY’. WE LIVE IN A TIME OF ‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’ AS THE ONGOING IS ‘WHAT IS THERE NOW IS EASILY REPLACED’…IT IS ‘MISTRUST’ AS ‘WARINESS’ AND ‘MALAISE’ FEED A SENSE OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’…ONE EITHER ‘COPES’ OR ESCAPES IF ONE IS NOT ABLE TO GENERATE ONE’S OWN PATH OF INDEPENDENCE AND HEART.

‘TIE’-‘MING’ AND ‘TIE-GRRR’
WE HEAR THE POWER OF TONY THE TIGER [TIE-GRRR] AND THE MUSIC OF ‘HOLD THAT TIE-GRRR’ AS WELL AS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF THE MASTERS WINNER ‘TIE’-‘GRRR’ WOODS [WOULDS]…THE SOUNDS ECHO IN A RESONANCE OF THE ‘PERFECTION OF MING’…THE ‘TIMING’ IS EVERYTHING BELIEF OF THE WAY OF MING… ‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’ AS ONE MOVES IN UNITING THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH IN THE ‘TIMING’ OF ‘MING’ TEMPOS. JACK KENNEDY ONCE WARNED THAT ‘THOSE WHO WOULD RIDE THE BACK OF THE TIGER MIGHT END UP BEING CONSUMED BY THE TIGER’…

MEDIUM AS A ‘TEMPORARY’ VEHICLE
‘ONE CANNOT HELP THINKING OF HIM AS A MEDIUM FOR MOST OF THE TIME, MEDIUMS ARE INSIGNIFICANT PEOPLE. SUDDENLY THEY ARE ENDOWED WITH WHAT SEEMS TO BE SUPERNATURAL POWERS WHICH SET THEM APART FROM THE REST OF HUMANITY… THE MEDIUM IS ‘POSSESSED’. ONCE THE CRISIS IS PASSED, THEY FALL BACK AGAIN INTO MEDIOCRITY. IT WAS IN THIS WAY, BEYOND ANY DOUBT THAT HITLER WAS ONLY THE ‘TEMPORARY’ VEHICLE. THE MIXTURE OF THE BANAL AND THE SUPERNATURAL CREATED THAT INSUPPORTABLE DUALITY OF WHICH ONE WAS CONSCIOUS IN HIS PRESENCE… IT WAS LIKE LOOKING AT A BIZARRE FACE WHOSE EXPRESSION SEEMED TO REFLECT AN UNBALANCED STATE OF MIND COUPLED WITH A DISQUIETING COMPRESSION OF HIDDEN POWER’ [HERMAN RAUSCHING… ‘HITLER SPEAKS’].

‘MUTUAL GAIN’
‘I THINK THAT YOU THINK THAT I THINK’. IT IS THE ‘JOHN NASH EQUILIBRIUM’ OF THE ECONOMIC SYSTEM WHERE ‘MUTUAL GAIN’ IS THE STANDARD.

IT IS THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ WAY OF ‘DIVIDING UP’THE MARKETS AND RESOURCES. IT IS THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ SYSTEM WHERE THE ‘STRUCTURE’ IS MORE VALUABLE THAN THE MATERIALS. IT IS THE FOSTERING OF SPIRIT WHERE THE ‘GAME IS SOLVED’ WHEN EVERY PLAYER CHOSE HIS BEST RESPONSE TO THE OTHER PLAYERS BEST STRATEGIES. IT IS A FRATERNITY BOYS SYSTEM OR A SECRET SOCIETY WAY.IT IS THE ‘TAKING CARE’ OF THE ‘ELITE’ ASSOCIATES IN ‘MERGERS AND DEALS’. IT IS THE GAP OF WHAT IS SAID AND THE REALITY OF THE LIVES OF THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’…IT IS GREAT TO BELIEVE IN THE CAPITALIST WAY OR THE OWNERSHIP WAY IF ONE HAS SUFFICIENT RESOURCES TO DO SO. HOWEVER, MOST PEOPLE, ESPECIALLY THOSE WHO LIVE IN THE DENSITY OF THE BOTTOM AND THE MIDDLE OF THE PYRAMID DO NOT HAVE THE NECESSARY RESOURCES. THEY BORROW AND LIVE IN DEBT, ‘MORTGAGED’ AND CONSTRAINED …THE BANKS AND CREDIT CARD COMPANIES ARE THE REAL OWNERS OF THE PEOPLE AND THE GOVERNMENT’. ‘MUTUAL GAIN’ AND ‘TIE’-MING TEMPOS ARE BENEFICIAL FOR THE FEW WHO ARE NOT ALIENATED FROM THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE. THE ‘RHYTHMS’ OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ SEEMS ‘GOOD’ WHEN ONE KNOWS THAT THE ‘ALIGNMENTS’ OF THE GREAT PYRAMID AND THE SPHINX AND THE OTHER EGYPTIAN PYRAMIDS ARE MATHEMATICALLY IN TUNE WITH THE ‘GALAXIE’ AND THE STARS. HOWEVER SO MUCH OF THE ‘SOCIAL ORDERING’ ON THE EARTH IS TOO MUCH OUT OF BALANCE THAT THE INTENTION OF BEING ‘ONE’ WITH THE UNIVERSE IS ONLY POSSIBLE FOR THE FEW…THE ELITE AT THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID…THE INDEPENDENT…THE CREATIVE AND ARTISTIC. MOST PEOPLE ARE JUST TRYING TO SURVIVE. THE CULTURES OF THE EARTH MUST MOVE TO HARMONIZE THE HUMAN ENERGIES WITH THE UNIVERSE…STAR WARS MUST BECOME STAR TREK. THE DESTRUCTIVE AFFECTS OF THE PREDATORY BEINGS WHO SELFISHLY TAKE ADVANTAGE AND USE UP RESOURCES MUST BE REDIRECTED INTO A COMMON GOOD.THE ‘MEISM’ OF A ‘WILLFULNESS’ MASKING AS INDEPENDENCE MUST ‘MATURE’ INTO A HEALTHY ‘WILL’ CONGRUENT WITH THE RHYTHMS OF THE UNIVERSE.

‘ALL GROWTH IS THE INTEGRATION OF SEEMINGLY OPPOSITE VALUES’…WILHEM REICH ‘GIVE HEED TO AND OBSERVE THE WRONG AND INJUSTICE YOU SUFFER’…CELTIC MYTH AND LEGEND -JOHN AND CAITLIN MATTHEWS

THE ‘WORDS’
THE ‘WORDS’ ARE THE ‘CUINGS’ OF A WAY OF SPIRITUAL INTEGRATION. THE WORDS ARE FOR ‘HEALTH AND CENTERING’. THEY ARE FOR UNDERSTANDING AND PEACE OF MIND NOT FOR ‘TAKING ADVANTAGE’. THE WORDS ARE FOR USE AS A ‘REFERENCE’ FOR EACH ONE’S ‘UNIQUE INNER JOURNEYING’. THE WORDS ARE CONSISTENT WITH A BELIEF IN THE IMPORTANCE OF FREE EXPRESSION AND A PHILOSOPHY OF ‘FIRST DO NO HARM’ AND ‘DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU’. THE WORDS ARE VERY IMPORTANT FOR THE TIMES WHEN ‘MEDIUMS/SAVANTS’ ARE NOT ‘IN ROLE’ OR ‘CHANNELLING’. THE RHYTHMS OF THIS DESCRIPTION ARE LIKE ENCOUNTERING ‘ONION SKIN LAYERINGS’ THAT DEMAND ATTENTION AS ONE BEGINS TO SEE THE ‘NATURE’ OF ONE’S OWN ‘NATURE’ AS A ‘COHESIVENESS’ OF ALL THAT IS GOING ON SIMULTANEOUSLY. THE INNER ‘SPIRALINGS’ OF SIMILAR

ECHOES THAT SOUND ‘ALMOST ALIKE’ YET ARE PERCEPTUALLY DIFFERENT REFLECTS THE ‘DIFFERENCES’ OF ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ IN ASSESSING THE MEANING OF THE ‘LAYER’ OR ‘ZONE’ OR ‘CHANNEL’ AND HOW IT AFFECTS THE TOTALITY.

THERE IS RECURRENCE OF THEMES AND REPETITION OF RESONANCE FOR ‘ECHOIC AFFECT’ AND ‘PATHING GUIDANCE’.
THE SPEED OF DIGESTING THIS ‘ASSOCIATIVE’ INFORMATION MUST DEPEND UPON THE EXPERIENCE AND COMPREHENSION OF THE READER [‘REEDER’]. THE ‘REEDER’ IS THE ONE EXPRESSING ‘PASSTHROUGH’ WORDS WHILE IN A ‘MEDIUM’ STATE. THE ‘REEDER’ IS THE ‘WOULD WIND’ CHANNEL OF A COMPLEX COMMUNICATION. THE ‘REEDER’ IS AN ORDINARY PERSON SERVING IN AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ STATE OF PERFORMANCE… PERFORMANCE MAY BE AS A TALENT AS WELL AS VIA A ‘MEDIUM OF WORDS’ MODE OF COMMUNICATION. TOO MUCH ‘REEDING’ MAY BECOME DAYDREAMING OR ‘REVERIE’ AS THE SELF SEEKS TO OVERCOME THE EXCESSIVE ENERGIES. THIS ‘REVERIE’ OR ‘DAYDREAMING’ MAY BE DEEP INTEGRATION AND SPIRITUAL UNIFICATION OR IT MAY BE MERELY A ‘FLIGHT OF IDEAS OR FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. THE DEEPER ONE GOES THE MORE ONE EXPANDS THE RANGE OF CREATIVE CAPACITY. ONE MAY SERVE AS A ‘NARROW’ PERFORMER/ MEDIUM OR ONE MAY BREATHE DEEPLY INTO A MORE WHOLISTIC HEALTHY PERSON. THE CHOICES OCCUR FREQUENTLY AND ‘HABITS’ OF REWARD INFLUENCE PATHINGS CONSTANTLY. IT IS A DECISION TO BROADEN AND FILL OUT ONE’S BEING MORE THAN ‘PERFORM’ AS A ‘SAVANTLIKE’ MEDIUM-CHANNEL OF SUCCESS. THE YIN/YANG OPPOSITIONAL DUALITY OF ONE’S ‘WELLSTEIN’ CREATIVE CAPACITY MAY BE ENHANCED IN ‘AMPLIFICATIONS’ OF ‘KA’ STATES OF DYNAMISM INSTEAD OF ‘LEVERAGED PERFORMANCE’ OF A VALUED SKILL. ‘KA’, THE ‘DOUBLE SOUL’ CONSCIOUSNESS OF CHARGES OF ‘BEING’ OR CHARGES OF ‘SKILLS’ OF PERFORMANCE ALTERS ONE’S RHYTHMS AND BALANCES…ONE’S ‘WAY OF BEING’ IN THE WORLD.IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY OF CREATIVE INTENT TO DRIVE INTO ONE’S OWN PERSONAL TRUTH IN A NEW WAY THAT DIFFERS FROM A MAXIMIZATION OF A ‘TALENT’ DERIVED FROM THE PRESSURES OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’. SO MUCH OF THE ‘STRIVING’ AND ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS ABOUT ‘BEING VALUED’ BECAUSE ONE ‘LACKS’ A SENSE OF REAL SELF WORTH. ASK ‘WHAT AM I WILLING TO DO TO GET ‘RECOGNIZED AND REWARDED’…HOW MUCH OF THE STRESS AND STRAIN

IS TO SATISFY THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME AND HOW MUCH IS FOR MY PERSONAL AUTHENTICITY?

‘PERFECTION HAS NO CHILDREN’…
WE DREAM AND WE WISH…WE WANT TO BE…WE FOLLOW ‘SUGGESTION’ AND WE TRANCE…WE PERFORM AND WE ‘CHANNEL’ ENERGIES AS WE BECOME ‘WELL-STEIN’ CONTAINERS OF ENERGY ‘AMPLIFICATIONS’… WE SUFFER AND WE MOVE THROUGH MEMORY AND THE REEXPERIENCE OF CIRCUMSTANCES AND LOSS…WE ‘GET BETTER’ AT WHAT WE DO AS WE ‘DIGEST’ THE ‘FLOWS’ AND THE ‘BOLTS’ OF ‘ENHANCED MEDIUM’ STATES…WE ACCESS MORE AND MORE OF OUR REPRODUCTIVE EROS ENERGIES AND USE THEM TO ACCENTUATE A ‘WAY’ OR A ‘TALENT’… IT IS THERE IN THE ‘LEVERAGE’…THE ‘USEFULNESS’…THE ‘WISH’ THAT THE ‘CRISIS’ ENCOUNTERS THE ‘RISK’ AS WELL AS THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’…THOSE OF US IN ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ CONTAINERS OF CHARGED AND AMPLIFIED WELL-STEINS OF EXCESSIVE ‘EROS LEVERAGING’ AND COMPLIANCE WITH THE ELECTROMAGNETIC REMOTE DIRECTED RADIO SIGNALS ARE ‘RISKING’ TRUE REPRODUCTIVE POTENCY IN EXCHANGE FOR RECOGNITION OF A SUPERIOR TALENT OR VALUED STATE OF BEING. WE ARE ‘KA’ WHEN WE FLOW IN YIN/YANG CREATIVE DUALITY ACCESSING THE DEPTHS AND RANGE OF OUR POTENTIAL GENERATIVITY. WE ARE AT RISK WHEN WE ‘IMBALANCE’ AND ‘LEVERAGE’ OUR HEALTH IN ORDER TO ‘GET SOMETHING’ FOR IT. THERE ARE ‘STARS’ AND MANY CASUALTIES ALONG THE WAY AS THE ‘ELECTRONIC SKEWING’ INTO ‘SAVANT’ OR ‘MEDIUM’ PERFORMANCE SOMETIMES COSTS MORE THAN ONE HAS TO GIVE. THERE MAY ALSO BE AN AFTER AFFECT ‘LOSS’ AS THE ‘TALENT’ OF ‘YESTERDAY’ IS NO LONGER NEEDED. MANY ‘AMPLIFIED HEROES’ AND ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ PERFORMERS SUSTAIN SERIOUS DAMAGE THAT RESULTS IN PREMATURE ‘NERVE AND CIRCULATORY’ ILLNESSES AFTER THEY ‘STOP’ PLAYING OR PERFORMING. TOO MUCH ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ LEVERAGING MAY CAUSE A LOSS OF ORGANIC INTEGRITY THROUGH IMBALANCED OVERUSE…IT IS ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ THAT MAY BE UNHEALTHY… WE MUST BECOME MORE CONSCIOUS IN OUR WILLINGNESS TO ACHIEVE ‘AT ALL COSTS’…

‘CHRONIC POWERLESSNESS’
THE ARTISTS AND PERFORMER TALENTS…THE ‘ENERGY MARKED’ MEDIUMS AND SAVANTS SEEKING POWER MUST BREAK THROUGH THEIR ‘TRAUMA WOUNDEDNESS AND CHARGED WEBBINGS’ TO ACHIEVE SOME FORM OF VICTORY OVER THEIR ‘CHRONIC FEELINGS OF POWERLESSNESS’. IT IS A VERY DIFFICULT PROCESS AS SO MUCH ENERGY IS INVESTED IN ‘DEFENDING AGAINST POSSIBLE

TRAUMA RECURRENCE’ AS WELL AS THE ONGOING ADAPTATION TO DO THE ‘WHATEVER’ THAT SATISFIES THE SUGGESTIONS OF THE ‘GUIDING ELDER’. IT IS A QUEST OF INNER RESOLVE…WHAT ‘MATTERS’…THERE ARE MANY TRADE-OFFS AS ONE GENERATES IN A REINTEGRATION OF NEW ENERGIES BY ‘TUNING’ INTO ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND FOCUSING ON THE PATH OF ONE’S HEART PURPOSE IN ORDER TO REALIZE AND HARMONIZE ONE’S TRUTH OF SPIRIT. THE CHALLENGE AND COMPLIANCE PRESSURE FROM THE SOCIAL ORDER AS WELL AS FROM THE ‘COACHING’ OF A WISE ELDER IS A WAY TO CONTROL ‘OUTCOMES’ AND CHALLENGE THE ‘PERFORMER’ TO MAXIMIXE HIS POTENTIAL. IN THE BEGINNING, THE CHOICES SEEM EASY AS ONE FINDS A ‘TALENT’ OR A ‘WAY’ OF ‘BECOMING’ IN DIGESTING THE CONVULSIVENESS OF NEWLY RELEASING CREATIVE ENERGIES. WE SEEM TO ‘FIT IN’ TO THE RHYTHMS OF THE OVERALL CULTURE AND THE ‘KA’ VALUES AND ABILITIES THAT ARE REWARDED. WE PERFORM IN A ‘ROLE’ OR WE DO A TALENT OR A SKILL THAT IS VALUED. THE ‘CHARGED UP ENERGIES’ HELP US IN OUR CONSTANT STRUGGLE AWAY FROM EARLY FEELING OF ‘WORTHLESSNESS’[A CONSTANT ‘INHIBITION OF RESPIRATION’ IN REAL PRESENCE EVEN AS ONE MAY BE STRONG ENOUGH TO PERFORM IN EXCELLENCE WHILE IN DEGREES OF ‘OXYGEN DEBT’]. ONE MAY BE SUCCESSFUL IN ‘NEUROSIS’ BY POSTPONING ONE’S TRUE FEELINGS MANAGING THE ‘INNER TENSIONS’ IN A NEGOTIATION OF WHAT IS ‘ACCEPTABLE REALITY’…ONE MAY MANUFACTURE THE PERSONAL NEUROTIC STRUGGLE IN SUCH A WAY THAT THE ‘PRIZE’ SEEMS GREAT EVEN THOUGH ‘ONE MAY WIN WHAT ONE FINALLY DOES NOT REALLY WANT’ FOR ‘THE NEUROTIC WAY’ ITSELF MAY BE MORE OF WHAT ONE WANTS RATHER THAN A SPECIFIC GOAL OR ‘PRIZE’. THE INERTIA OF ‘THE INNER UNREAL’ SEEMS LIKE ‘THE REAL ME’ UNTIL ONE LOOKS AT WHAT ONE DOES TO GET SOMETHING FROM THE OTHERS. THERE IS ‘STRUCTURAL’ BRACING AS ONE MOVES IN LESS THAN 100% WAYS…ONE ‘BRACES’ INTERNALLY AND PHYSICALLY TO DEAL WITH THE ‘FORCES’ AND POSTURINGS OF THE ‘OTHERS’…THE MORE THE OTHER[S] ARE IN SERVICE TO THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ THE MORE LIKELY THEY ARE IN FORMS OF ‘BRACING’ TO MAINTAIN THE INNER UNREAL… HOW IMBALANCED ARE YOU IN ‘GOING OUT OF YOUR CENTER TO BE IN A ‘SPOTLIGHT’? ‘GROUNDING’ IN A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ IS THE PRIMARY WAY TO ‘STAY IN A HEALTHY CENTERING’ EVEN AS ONE ENCOUNTERS SO MANY DECEPTIONS AND ILLUSIONS. DIGESTING THE ‘IMPLOSIONS’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS IS DIFFICULT YET THE CREATIVE-SPIRITUAL WARRIOR KNOWS THAT THESE ARE THE TIMES OF CRISIS WHERE ‘RESOLVE’ TO DO SOMETHING DIFFERENT MAY BE DONE. THE ANXIETY MAY BE AVAILABLE AS FUEL FOR A NEW WAY IF ONE HAS DONE ONE’S EMOTIONAL HOMEWORK. THE AWARENESS OF SELF IS IN THE PERSONAL COURAGE TO ACT AS IF ONE WERE IN A ‘STORM’ IN THE OCEAN…AS ROBERT RUARK WROTE ABOUT BEING ON A SAFARI IN AFRICA ‘SAFARI LIKE THE SEA, BRINGS THINGS OUT OF A MAN THAT HE CAN CAMOUFLAGE IN THE CITY’.THE REAL YOU RESIDES IN THE TRANSFORMATIVE SHIFTS OF NECESSITY THAT ARE BEYOND ALL OF THE DEVELOPED ‘ROUTINES’ OF MISDIRECTION AND POSTURING. THE REAL YOU IS THE SELF FACING THE TRUTH OF THE HEART IN THE DEEP DARKNESS WHERE ONE IS ALONE AND FEELING VERY MORTAL.

‘THE PAIN NOT THE SCREAM IS THE CURATIVE AGENT’…ARTHUR JANOV
ONE MUST FACE PRESENCE AS THE FEELINGS OF TRUTH SURFACE…ONE MUST MOVE BEYOND THE BEING LOST OR THE ESCAPE INTO A ‘MAZE’ OF SPIRALS OF SYMBOLIC ACTIVITIES…ONE MUST KNOW THE NATURAL ERUPTIVE POSSIBILITY OF SELF ‘RESOLVE’ IN MOVING FORWARD… THE PRIMAL SCREAM IS OF VOLCANIC VALUE AS ONE RELEASES ONESELF FROM THE ‘INNER UNREAL SYSTEM’ BUILT TO SATISFY THE DEMANDS OF ‘SPELLS’ AND THE QUEST TO GET FROM ONE’S PARENTS OR TEACHERS OR EMPLOYERS WHAT IS MISSED… IT IS ONLY IN THE PRESENT THAT ONE MAY ACHIEVE ‘BEING LIKED FOR BEING ALIVE’ INSTEAD OF BEING LIKED FOR ‘COMPLIANCE’ AND SERVITUDE…IT IS ONLY IN THE PRESENT THAT ONE IS ABLE TO WORK THROUGH THE ‘AUTO-EROTIC’ OF SELF ABSORPTION AND VORACIOUSNESS… IT IS ONLY IN THE PRESENT THAT ONE MAY BE RESPONSIBLE FOR ‘HEALTHY CHOICE…THE ‘WHATEVER YOU HAD TO DO’ CAN BECOME ‘WISE’ AS YOU TAKE NEW STEPS OF HEALTHY ‘INNER NECESSITY’.

‘THINGS WHICH MATTER MOST MUST NOT BE AT THE MERCY OF THINGS WHICH MATTER LEAST’ [GOETHE] ‘INSIGHT AND SPIRITUAL REALISM’
THIS WORK IS ‘PROCESS’ AS WELL AS ‘SUGGESTION’…EXAMPLES ARE PROVIDED TO SUGGEST ALTERNATIVE PATHS OF ‘FOCUSING’ OR DIRECTING THE EXCESSIVE RESONANCE OF AN ‘AMPLIFICATION’ INTO A PERSONAL GROWTH MODE RATHER THAN INTO MERE ‘ESCAPISM’ OR COMPLIANCE. SOME OF THE ‘REVERIE’ MAY HAVE TO BE READ AT A VERY SLOW SPEED IN ORDER TO ‘GET IT’. SOME OF THE EXAMPLES HAVE TO BE ENCOUNTERED AT A ‘COURAGEOUS LEVEL’ IN ORDER TO BREAKTHROUGH THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF PERSONAL ‘SHAME INHIBITIONS’ AND ‘DEFENSIVENESS’. SOME OF THE ‘REVERIE’ IS USED AS AN EXAMPLE OF THE ELECTRONIC COMPLEXITY THAT IS INVOLVED IN DEVELOPING A HEALTHY DISTRIBUTION OF INNER ENERGIES BEYOND MERE ‘AMPLIFICATION’ OF ‘PERSONALITY’ OR ‘PERFORMANCE’.

‘…AND THE TIMIDITY OF MEN ACTS AS A MULTIPLIER OF TRUTHS AND UNTRUTHS’… CLAUSEWITZ
ONE MUST BE OPEN ‘TO SEEING ONESELF IN A NEW WAY’ IN ORDER TO ‘DRIVE’ AND ‘LISTEN’ TO THE NEW SIGNALS. HABITS AND PATTERNS ARE USEFUL UNTIL THEY LIMIT YOUR OPPORTUNITIES TO GROW. THE CHALLENGE IS INTIMATE AND PERSONAL. IT IS FACING THE TRUTHS OF ONE’S OWN NEEDS AND REAL DESIRES. IT IS ABOUT HAVING THE ‘WILL’ OF SELF-ACCEPTANCE, SELF-RENEWAL, AND AN INTENTION OF ‘SELF TRANSFORMATION’. ONE MUST ‘SLOW DOWN’ AND GET OUT OF THE ‘RACE’ AND THE EROS ‘RACINESS’ TO FIND ONE’S OWN MUSIC. IT IS A CONSTANT STRUGGLE TO ACHIEVE AN INNER MUSIC OF ‘SUPERB EQUILIBRIUM’ IN THE MIDST OF COMPLEX PERCOLATING ENERGIES. ONE

MUST BECOME ‘INDEPENDENT ENOUGH TO GENERATE A PRESSURE AGAINST THE ‘POWERS THAT BE’ BY ESTABLISHING A ‘POTENCY’ OF ONE’S CENTER…A TRUE ‘PATHING OF THE HEART…OUT OF THE ‘HEARTLAND’… THERE IS ALWAYS A GREAT DEAL OF DANGER IN AN ENVIRONMENT WHERE ‘FORCES OF DARKNESS’ ARE SOPHISTICATED’ IN THEIR ‘RUTHLESSNESS’ BY ‘MAKING IT APPEAR AS IF THE OTHER GUY DID IT’. IT IS PAYING ATTENTION TO THE WISDOM OF AESOP… ‘THE SHAFT OF THE ARROW HAS BEEN FEATHERED WITH ONE OF THE EAGLES OWN PLUMES. WE OFTEN GIVE OUR ENEMIES THE MEANS OF OUR OWN DESTRUCTION’. THE ‘DARK FORCES’ MOVE IN THE ‘OPPORTUNISM’ OF ‘ANY MEANS’ WITHOUT CONCERN FOR ‘HEALTH LITERACY’ OR ‘SPIRITUAL INTEGRITY’. ‘THEY’ ARE AS SEEN AS ERIC HOFFER DESCRIBED… ‘YOU CAN DISCOVER WHAT YOUR ENEMY FEARS MOST BY OBSERVING THE MEANS HE USES TO FRIGHTEN YOU’. THE DEPTHS OF ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ AND PERSONAL STRENGTH OF CHARACTER ARE THE ONGOING FIELDS OF ‘INFORMATION’ AND ‘PSYCHE’ WARFARE. ‘WHEN THE MOUSE LAUGHS AT THE CAT THERE IS A HOLE NEARBY’ -NIGERIAN PROVERB ‘EVERY ONE IS A MOON, AND HAS A DARK SIDE WHICH HE NEVER SHOWS TO ANYBODY’ -MARK TWAIN ‘HE WAS LIKE A COCK WHO THOUGHT THE SUN HAD RISEN TO HEAR HIM CROW’ -GEORGE ELIOT

DESIRE IS A STRATEGIST
WE ARE COMPLEX BEINGS SEEKING ‘CONFIDENCE’ AND EXPANSION. WE KNOW THAT DESIRE IS A STRATEGIST AND THAT WE MUST GET PAST THE ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’ OF ‘REMOTE DIRECTED ENERGY AMPLIFICATIONS’ AND THE ‘CLOUDINESS’ OF ‘WISHFULNESS’. WE CONSOLIDATE OUR SUCCESSES AND GRADUALLY UTILIZE NEW BREATHING, FUELS, AND MOTIONS TO MAXIMIZE OUR POTENTIAL. WE GET RID OF ‘UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE’ AND ‘CONCENTRATE’ ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ PURPOSE TO ACHIEVE A HEALTHY ‘INNER EQUITY’ . WE REINTEGRATE AFTER ‘IMPLOSIONS’ OF INNER CONSCIOUSNESS…WE EXPERIENCE THE CONVULSIVENESS OF ENCOUNTER AND THE DIGESTION OF NEWLY RELEASING AND AVAILABLE ENERGIES. OUR EVOLUTION IS A MIXTURE OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND THE RECOGNITION OF ‘OPPORTUNITY’ FOR TRANSFORMATIVE GROWTH.

‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’
OUR INTENT IS TO ESTABLISH A ‘COMMON UNDERSTANDING’ OF THE PURPOSE AND POTENTIAL OF ‘REMOTE CREATIVE ENERGY’ ENHANCEMENT AS ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’… ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ AS AN HONESTY OF ‘COMMON KNOWLEDGE’ IN ORDER TO FOSTER A ‘COMMON GOOD’… ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ AS A CANDOR AND A ‘HEALTHY AND SOUND’ GROUND FLOOR STRUCTURE OF RESONANCE. ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ AS THE INTENTION TO ARTICULATE AND GUIDE THE ACCOMPLISHMENT OF THE ‘REAL NEEDS’ OF PEOPLE RATHER THAN JUST THE ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ OR ‘COSMETICS AND QUICK FIXES’ NEEDS OF PEOPLE LIVING IN STRESSFUL STATES OF LIMITED CHOICE’…

THE EXCELLENCE OF ‘MEGA-MONEY’ AMPLIFIED PERFORMERS OF STAGE AND ATHLETICS MUST BE ACHIEVED IN THE CENTER OF THE ‘COMMUNITY’ AS ‘INNER NECESSITY’ OF ‘OPPORTUNITY’ AND ‘JUSTICE’ AND ‘FAIRNESS’ OF ’COMMON GOOD’…SAVANTS OF PERFORMANCE AND MEDIUMS OF ENTERTAINMENT ARE IMPRESSIVE AS A ‘MODELLING’ OF ACHIEVEMENT YET THE ENERGIES MUST BE REDIRECTED INTO BEINGS WHO CONTRIBUTE TO THE REAL ENVIRONMENT OF A HEALTHY AND FULLY DEVELOPED POPULATION. IT IS NOT THE SKEW OF THE ‘MEDIA FOCUSED’ THAT WILL LEAD…IT IS THE SELF ESTEEM OF THE ACTUAL AS ‘LIVING WAGES’ AND ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ BECOME THE STANDARD INSTEAD OF ‘SPOTLIGHTS AND DREAMS’… WE NEED TO GENERATE A NEW SET OF PRIORITIES BEYOND THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ STANDARD OF HUMAN WORTH PECKING ORDER. WE HAVE TO GET BEYOND THE PHILOSOPHY OF ‘THE EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ AND THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU, THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’ IN OUR ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ RHYTHMS OF HUMAN REWARDS AND EXPENDABILITY DURING THE LAST GENERATION THE ‘FEW’ HAVE EXPONENTIALLY BEEN DISTANCING FROM THE ‘MANY’ WITHOUT ACCOUNTABILITY FOR THE CONSEQUENCES…THEY HAVE ESTABLISHED AN ‘ELITE’ FAVORED SYSTEM. A SYSTEM WHERE‘INVESTORS’ ARE REAPING A LOT OF ‘PROFIT’ AS ‘WORKERS’ ARE DOING ‘GIVE BACKS’ AND ‘BEING LET GO’. A SYSTEM WHERE MONEY DRIVEN ‘MERGERS’ HAVE BENEFITTED THE ‘OWNERS’ AT THE EXPENSE OF MOST OF THE PEOPLE… MISTRUST IS IN THE ‘UNDERCURRENTS’ AS ‘CONSENT’ AND ‘AGREEMENT’ IS ERODING…’YESTERDAZE’ UNDERSTANDING OF A ‘CONTRACT’ IN EXPECTATION OF A FUNDED PENSION AS WELL AS RECEIVING A FAIR PIECE OF THE ACTION IS NO LONGER CREDIBLE… ONE MUST ASK ONESELF THE QUESTION ‘WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY IS’… ONE MUST SEEK A HEALTHY PERSONAL ‘WILL’ MOVING BEYOND THE CULTURE OF CONVENIENCES AND ESCAPISM. ONE MUST LEARN TO GET BEYOND THE ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ WAYS OF ‘BEING CO-OPTED’ BY SPOTLIGHTS. ONE MUST GET BEYOND THE ‘INDULGENCES’ OF ‘EVERYDAY’ PAINKILLERS AND ‘IMAGE’ ILLUSIONS. ONE MUST GET BEYOND THE ‘FAST’ INSTANT GRATIFICATIONS AND ‘PACIFIERS’ THAT EAT AWAY AT ‘RESOLVE’. ONE MUST LEARN ‘TO MAKE ONE’S ANGER WORK FOR RATHER THAN AGAINST’ ONE’S BEING…

‘DO YOU LIE TO YOURSELF IN ORDER TO FEEL HAPPY?’
HOW MUCH OF YOUR ENERGY IS SIMPLY USED JUST TO PROTECT YOURSELF AND ‘GET THROUGH THE DAY ‘? HOW OFTEN DO WE MOVE INTO ALTERED STATES USING DRUGS, DREAMS AND INSTANT GRATIFICATION PACIFIERS… DO YOU LOOK AT YOURSELF AND FEEL THAT ‘MAYBE IT IS BETTER… NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’…

‘QUEST OF SELF RESPECT AND EMPOWERMENT’
ONE DOES NOT HAVE TO BE AN ARTIST TO BENEFIT FROM A CREATIVE PERSPECTIVE AND WAY OF LIFE. IT IS IS THE ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF SELF REALIZATION USING A VARIETY OF TOOLS THAT MATTERS. CREATIVITY IS HUMAN AND AVAILABLE TO ALL. I USE THE EXPRESSION ‘CREATIVE BEINGS’ AS A REPRESENTATION OF ANYONE EVOLVED INTO ‘GENERATIVE INTENT’…IT IS APPLICABLE TO ANY ONE…ARTIST OR SPIRITUAL WARRIOR WHO IS DOING TRANSFORMATIVE GROWTH…ANYONE GENERATIVE IN CHANGING THEIR LIVES OUT OF THE ‘INERTIA’ OF THE PERSONAL OR THE ‘MASS’.

‘CREATIVE SOURCING’
………‘I AM A WOMAN. EVERY ARTIST IS A WOMAN AND SHOULD HAVE A TASTE FOR OTHER WOMEN. ARTISTS WHO ARE HOMOSEXUAL CANNOT BE TRUE ARTISTS BECAUSE THEY LIKE MEN, AND SINCE THEY THEMSELVES ARE WOMEN THEY ARE REVERTING TO NORMALITY. [PABLO PICASSO]

‘THE TALENT IS IN THE CHOICE’ [STELLA ADLER]
AS CREATIVE BEINGS WE SENSE IN A VARIETY OF COMPLEX STATES… ‘ALTERED STATES OF ENCOUNTER AND KNOWING’… WE KNOW THAT ‘DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY’. AS AN ARTIST, I SENSE AS A DEEP FEMININE BEING ‘RECEPTIVE’ TO THE EROS AND THE ENERGIES OF THE CREATIVE LIFE FORCE IN ‘MEN AND WOMEN’. IT IS THE CREATIVE AND REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE THAT IS THE PATHING OF THE ‘GENERATIVE’ ARTIST. IT IS A PURPOSE OF BEING OPEN TO ‘ENCOUNTER’ AND THE NEED TO ARTICULATE THE EXPERIENCE IN AN ‘ORIGINAL WAY’. IT IS THE TRUTH OF THE EXPERIENCE THAT IS REFLECTED IN THE GENERATIVITY OF THE WORK OF ART AS WELL AS IN THE PRESENCE OF BEING. SEXUALITY IS IN THE HEART OF MAKING ART. IT IS THE COMPLEXITY OF ‘YIN/YANG’ ENERGIES THAT NEED TO BE LIBERATED FOR ONE TO TRULY CREATE AS A ‘WHOLE PERSON’. THE PASSAGES THROUGH MEDIUM OR SAVANT STATES TAKE TIME AND ALLOW ONE TO DO ‘HOMEWORK’ AS ONE ‘BECOMES’ A FULLY INTEGRATED ARTIST.

IT IS THE ‘HUMANNESS OF DESIRE’ THAT IS IN ‘THE INSTINCT TO CREATE’ NO MATTER WHAT ‘FORM OR INTIMATE SOURCE’.
IT IS THE PROCESS OF GETTING THROUGH THE ‘SPELLBOUND’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ THAT IS REFLECTED IN ONE’S SELF ABSORPTIONS. IT IS THE INNER DRAMA OF ‘NARCISSUS’ AND ‘ECHO’ WHO ARE UNABLE TO CONNECT. NARCISSUS STARING INTO THE WATERS AND BEING MESMERIZED BY HIS OWN REFLECTION AND ECHO DWELLING IN THE DEPTHS OF THE CAVES IN ORDER TO FEEL SAFE [EACH ONE BEING UNABLE TO ‘BREATHE PAST’ THE ‘SHADOW WEBBINGS OF INNER BLINDNESS’]. IT IS A TIME OF EACH ONE TRYING TO FIND WHOLENESS YET UNABLE TO COME FORWARD IN A ‘FREENESS OF BEING’.

‘MEN FEAR TRUTH MORE THAN ANYTHING’… BERTRAND RUSSELL
THIS WORK BEGINS BY DESCRIBING THE ‘MICRO/MACRO’ REALITY OF HOW ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS AND ‘MEDIA AMPLIFIED COLLISIONISM’ EVENTS AFFECT OUR ‘WELL-BEING’ AND OUR POTENTIAL CREATIVITY. IT IS A PROBLEM OF ‘MASS SEDUCERS’ AND ‘MASS SEDUCTIONS’ AS ‘MASS OCCURRENCES’ COMPEL ‘MASS REACTIVITY’. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE ‘ACCORDION’ LIKE EXPANSIONS AND CONTRACTIONS OF THE ‘ELITE’ ECONOMIC SYSTEM THAT MAINTAINS THE INERTIA OF THE ‘RICH GET RICHER AND THE POOR GET POORER’. IT IS THE ‘EXPONENTIAL’ VERTICAL ‘STRETCHING UP’ OF A PYRAMID STRUCTURE TO BENEFIT THE WEALTHY AS THE BASELINES AND HORIZONTALISM ARE ‘WIDENED’… ONE SIMPLY HAS TO LOOK AT THE RELATIONSHIP OF THE FORTY YEAR GROWTH OR LACK OF GROWTH OF THE ‘MINIMUM WAGE’ AND COMPARE IT TO THE VALUE OF ‘C.E.O.’ COMPENSATION DURING THE SAME TIME FRAME. THE SEARCH FOR A ‘LIVING WAGE’ SYMBOLIZES THE POWERLESSNESS OF THE MANY. THE RHYTHMS ARE THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU… THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’…THE

CONSTANCY OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ … THE MOMENTUM OF ELITE BENEFICIARIES OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IS THE IMAGE OF A ‘CONE’ ATOP AN ANVIL. AN ELITE ZONE / ‘CONE’ THAT FOSTERS THE INERTIA OF ‘ITS’ JUST BUSINESS AND THE ACCEPTANCE OF ‘CASUALTIES’ AS SIMPLY A ‘COST OF DOING BUSINESS’. THE ORDINARY ARE PACIFIED WITH ‘INVERTED CONES’ OF ‘ICE CREAM’ WHILE THE CONE BENEFICIARIES COLLECT ALL OF THE ‘WAISTED/WASTED’ ENERGIES. THE PYRAMID AS THE STANDARD IS DISPLAYED ON THE BACK OF THE CURRENCY. IT IS THERE REPRESENTING ‘OUR CONSENT’… THE CONSENT OF THE GOVERNED AS IT IS REFLECTED IN THE ‘EYE OF INDIVIDUATION’ AT THE TOP…THE ‘ALL KNOWING’ AND ‘ALL SEEING’ WAY OF THE ‘GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION’ FLOWING AS THE VALUE OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ [E PLURIBUS UNUM]. IT IS THE ASSUMPTION THAT PEOPLE WILL ACHIEVE OR ‘COME TO THEIR SENSES ‘ONE AT A TIME’. IT IS A ‘SPEED BASED’ PHILOSOPHY THAT FOSTERS FRAGMENTATION WITHIN AN ‘INERTIA’ OR ‘MASS’ THAT ‘PERCOLATES’ CONSTANTLY. . IT IS THE ASSUMPTION OF ‘EQUITY’ IN FOSTERING THE EXCELLENCE AND ‘GREATNESS’ OF THE FEW SO THAT THE ‘OTHERS’ WILL FOLLOW. IT IS THE BELIEF THAT SOMEHOW THE COMMON GOOD WILL SURFACE EVEN THOUGH THE RECOGNITION AND REWARDS ARE TUNED TO THE FEW. THE EXCESSES AND IMBALANCES AND UNFAIRNESS IN THE ‘GROUND FLOOR’ AND ‘MIDDLE’ OF THE ‘PYRAMIDS’ HAS ‘CORRUPTED’ THE ‘CONFIDENCE’ AND THE ‘BELIEF’ IN THE ‘SYSTEM’. SELFISHNESS AND GREED HAVE BECOME TOXIC AS REACTIVITY FURTHER DISTORTS AND DESTROYS THE ‘CENTER’. THE UNITY OF ‘9/11’ PATRIOTIC REACTIVITY GRADUALLY BREAKS DOWN AS THE INERTIA OF ECONOMIC INJUSTICE EATS AWAY AT DEMOCRATIC CONFIDENCE. IT IS A RAPIDLY MOVING ‘UNDERCURRENT’ OF DISSATISFACTION ASKING ‘WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY IS’. THE CORPORATIONS AND THE FEW HAVE VIOLATED THE RIGHT OF ‘CONSENT’ AND HAVE FAILED TO PROVIDE FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’. ‘THEY’ HAVE GONE TO MANY PLACES IN DISTANT LANDS FOR ‘CHEAP LABOR’ TO UNDERCUT THE FOUNDATION OF THE SYSTEM THAT ‘THEY’ CAME FROM. THE ‘SPEED OF THE GLOBALISATION’ OF CAPITALISM DEMANDING ‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’ AND ‘WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE MUST BE REPLACED’ FOSTERS ‘UNCERTAINTY’ IN COMMUNITY AS A ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ RHYTHM OF ‘EVERY MAN AND WOMAN FOR HIM OR HERSELF’ . IT HAS MADE THE ‘GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION INTO A ‘NIGHTMARE’ OF ‘MEISM’ AND ‘BULLIES’… THE TOP DOWN COMPRESSION PRESSURE OF THE CONTROL OF ‘INTEREST RATES’, ‘REWARDS’ TO THE ‘OWNERS’, ‘DAY AFTER DAY’ RISK NORMALCY FOR ORDINARY PEOPLE, ‘ASSETS MORE VALUED THAN LIVES’, ‘DEBT AND INDEBTED’ AS A ‘GRATITUDE’ OF CONSUMPTION…A PACING AND A TIMING OF ‘FAVORS FOR THE TAX SHELTERED’ AND ACCEPANCE OF NO SHELTERS FOR MANY OF THE OUT OF LUCK OR THE HOMELESS’…A HARSHNESS AND A CALLOUSNESS TOWARDS THE MENTALLY ILL AND THE LESS EDUCATED.

THE CREATIVE MILIEU
THERE IS A NEED FOR ‘CREATIVE PEOPLE’ TO LEARN TO WORK THROUGH THEIR ‘VULNERABILITIES AND WOUNDEDNESS’ IN ORDER TO BECOME INDEPENDENT, AVOID ‘COOPTATION’ AND GENERATE THEIR BEST. IT IS ESSENTIAL THAT CREATIVE PEOPLE EXPLORE ALL OF THEIR ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND FUNCTION IN INDEPENDENT WAYS SEPARATING THEMSELVES FROM THE ‘MOMENTUM OF THE MASS’, THE ‘SELFISHNESS’ OF ‘ELITE’ NORMALCY AND THE ‘TRIVIALISATION’ OF MEDIA CIRCUS

DISPLAYS. ‘CREATIVE PEOPLE’ MUST ‘OVERCOME’ THE STATES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN ORDER TO FIND A REAL ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY THAT IS BEYOND THE RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WHERE POWER DESTROYS LOVE BY USING ‘HUNGERS OF EROS’ TO FEED EGO AND THE ECONOMIC. IT IS THE HOPE OF THIS WORK THAT ‘HEALTH’ AND WISDOM WILL BECOME THE VALUED IDEALS RATHER THAN DESTRUCTIVENESS DERIVED THROUGH ‘DRUGS, DRINKS, AND MEDIA DREAMS. ONE MUST BECOME HEALTH CONSCIOUS IN A FOCUS OF SPIRIT THROUGH ‘HEALTH LITERACY’. ‘HEALTH LITERACY’ MEANS THAT ONE CHOOSES WISELY AS THE WAY ONE LIVES. ‘HEALTH LITERACY’ MEANS THAT ONE HAS ACCESS TO THE ‘PREVENTION’ AS WELL AS THE ‘CURES’. ‘HEALTH LITERACY’ IS THE INTELLIGENCE OF LEARNING WHAT IS A ‘BETTER WAY’ TO LIVE AND THEN DOING SO. ‘HEALTH LITERACY’ IS KNOWING THAT ‘GOOD’ INFORMATION IS COMMUNICATED TO ALL AND THAT THE ‘MONEY’ MAKERS TRULY ACT IN THE ‘PUBLIC INTEREST’ AND NOT IN ‘WHAT CAN WE GET AWAY WITH’ AS ONGOING DECEPTIONS OF ‘PRODUCT INGREDIENTS AND CLAIMS’.’HEALTH LITERACY’ IS BELIEF IN THE POWER OF LOVE TO OVERCOME FEAR. ‘HEALTH LITERACY’ IS THE ‘GOLDEN RULE’ OF DO UNTO AND WITH OTHERS IN A MUTUALITY OF ‘COMMON GOOD’.

‘BEYOND MYTHOLOGY AND YESTERDAZE’
THIS WORK IS NOT AN ATTEMPT TO PRECLUDE ANY CREATIVE PERSON FROM USING THEIR IMAGINATION TO GENERATE THEIR OWN VISION OF REALITY. IT IS SIMPLY MY INTENTION TO SPEAK THE ‘PRACTICAL’ TRUTH SO THAT CREATIVE PEOPLE MAY GENERATE BEYOND THE LIMITATION ‘TRUTH’ OF THE ‘HUMAN ENERGY MANAGEMENT OF ‘AMPLIFIED’ ELECTRONIC SURROGATES, ARTISTS, ATHLETES, WIZ KIDS AND MEDIA PERFORMERS’. ‘HEALTHY LITERACY’ IS ‘CANDOR’ IN GETTING BEYONG THE ‘DECEPTIONS’ OR ‘TRIALS’ OF ‘LIES’ THAT PERCOLATE ‘INSIDERS-WISDOM’.IT IS GETTING BEYOND THE ‘CON’ AND THE ‘STING’ OF TRICKS AND TRADES…IT IS GETTING BEYOND THE PHILOSOPHY OF ‘ASSETS MORE VALUABLE THAN LIVES’…

…. ‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE, THE MORE HE DESIRES IT, AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’… [‘CLIZIA’ BY MACHIAVELLI] …‘HE LIES LIKE AN EYEWITNESS’. [A RUSSIAN PROVERB] .…. ‘FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS AS HE [SHE] CAN BEAR’. [W.H.AUDEN]

HUMAN ENERGY MANAGEMENT
IT IS EROS AND POWER UNDER AN ENERGY PRESSURE OF ‘MANAGED RECURRENCE’ AND SEXUALIZED ‘OFF BALANCED’ BREATH… IT IS A ‘GUIDED PARALLELISM’ OF EXAMPLES, ANECDOTES AND ECHOES [A ‘WAY’ TO FIND ONE’S OWN SOURCES OF ‘TONINGS OR TIMINGS’]. IT IS A WAY TO USE THE ‘RESONANCE’

FOR GROWTH AND POSSIBILITY. IT IS THE ‘ACCEPTABILITY’ OF DIONYSIAN WRENCHING AND TEARING IN AN ECSTASY OF EROS/SORE REVERBERATIONS THAT ‘OVERSTIMULATE’ AND COMPEL.IT IS THE GUIDED AND SYSTEMATIC ‘REDIRECTION OF REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES’ THAT FUELS ON THE RELEASES OF INNER BLOCKS AND REPRESSIONS AND FOSTERS CREATIVE EXPRESSION OF THE HUMAN SPIRIT. IT IS THE JOURNEY OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ DRIVING TO BECOME AND ACHIEVE ONE’S POTENTIAL…

‘LEVERAGED EROS’ AND ‘KATDOLOGO’
IT IS A ‘POWER IS MORE THAN LOVE’ VALUE THAT DRIVES THROUGH OUR EROS AND IS REPRESENTED IN THE CORPORATE PACIFIER SEDUCTIONS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ [THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF CONSUMPTION AND EROS].THE ADVERTISING IMAGERY AND ASSOCIATIONS OF CONSUMPTION AND DESIRE ARE REFLECTED IN THE LOGOS AND SYMBOLS OF EMPIRE…THE REALM OF ‘CAT DO AND LOW GOING’ WISHFULNESS [‘KATDOLOGO’] DISPLAYED IN THE EVERYWHERE PRESENT ADVERTISING OF ‘TEASE AND BAIT’. IT IS ‘KATDOLOGO’ AS ‘BUY THIS AND BECOME THIS’. IT IS ‘KATDOLOGO’ AS THE ONGOING RHYTHM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ [THE ASSUMPTIONS OF THE CUINGS OF WORDS AS RESONANCE AS THE ‘SOUNDNESS’ OF THE ‘SYSTEM’].IT IS THE CORPORATE ‘LOWGOING’ SUGGESTIVENESS AS PENETRATION INTO OUR NEEDS AND ASPIRATIONS. IT IS ‘KATDOLOGO’ FEEDING OFF SENSES OF ‘INADEQUACY’, CHRONIC LACK AND THE MISSING. WE LIVE IN A ‘KEEPING UP WITH THE JONES’ RHYTHM THAT DISPLAYS ‘IN YOUR FACE’ PRODUCT ASSOCIATION SUGGESTIVENESS.THE ACCESS AND SEDUCTIONS ARE TARGETTED AT CHILDREN AS WELL AS ADULTS. ‘BRAND IMPRINTING’ IS GENERALLY MORE POWERFUL AND PENETRATING THAN PARENTAL VALUES AND AUTHORITY. WATCH THE CONFLICTS IN THE SUPERMARKETS…THE ‘MARK-IT’ PLACE ADVERTISERS PENETRATE THE PSYCHE’S OF THE CHILDREN AND SEPARATE THEM FROM PARENTAL VALUES AT A VERY EARLY AGE. THE POTENCY OF ‘CAR’ TUNES…AND ‘CARTOONS’ AND ‘CAR’ ASSOCIATE IDENTITY BEGINS BEFORE WE ‘REALIZE IT’.

‘TRANSFERRENCE OF WISH’
IT IS ‘DESIRE’ AS A STRATEGY THAT KNOWS THE ‘MACHIAVELLIAN TORMENT’ OF BEING ‘CLOSE TO DESIRE’… ‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT, AND SINCE HE CAN’T HAVE IT IT CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’. WE LIVE IN A CULTURE WHICH IS EVERYWHERE ENCOUNTERED AS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE AND VISUAL OVERLOAD OF EROTICALLY CHARGED OBJECTS AND BEINGS. THE MORE ONE SENSES ‘DEATH AND DEBT’ THE MORE THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT IS ALL AROUND CALLS FOR CONSUMPTION AS A TRANSFERRENCE OF WISHFULNESS.

THE SOLUTION FOR THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ FEELING REINFORCED BY IMAGERY IN MEDIA IS TO IMITATE THOSE WHO ARE THE ‘MODELS’ OF MONEY AND POWER. A CONSUMPTION…A FOSTERED ‘MIMICRY’…A KIND OF ‘ELECTRONIC CANNIBALISM’. IT IS ‘HORSE TRADING AND DEALMAKING’ AS POWER INSTEAD OF LOVE. IT IS PRODUCTION INSTEAD OF CAREGIVING. IT IS GENERATIVITY IN NOVELTY AND THE TRIVIAL INSTEAD OF KINDNESS. IT IS THE IMBALANCES AND INJUSTICES THAT DIVIDE COMMUNITIES FOSTERING THE NECESSITY BEHAVIORS OF TRYING TO BE THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’…THE ‘ONE THAT BEAT THE SYSTEM’ AND JOIN THE ‘BUFFER CLASS’ OF THE PRIVILEGED WHO MOVE IN FIRST CLASS WAYS. THE ‘PRIVILEGED BECOME ‘PSYCHE’ LIGHTNING RODS FOR ‘IMITATION’ AND GENERATION OF ‘RELICS’ AND ‘COMPLIANCE’ WITH THE ONGOING MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IT IS A SENSE OF YOU CAN’T BEAT THEM AND YOU HAVE TO JOIN THEM IN THE VALUATION OF ‘SCARCITY-RARITY’ THAT MAKES ‘ASSETS MORE VALUED THAN LIVES’. IT IS SEEING ‘HUMANS’ AS ‘ASSETS’ OR HUMAN RESOURCES THAT IN MOST INSTANCES MAY BE EASILY REPLACED. IT IS AN ‘ATTITUDE’ OF CONTEMPT AS 110% EFFORT IS DEMANDED IN A CLIMATE OF ‘WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR US LATELY’? IT IS THE AWARENESS THAT LOYALTY AND EXCELLENCE ARE ONLY VALUED IN THE CURRENCY OF TODAY. THE ‘PROFIT-TEARS’ STATE MAY OCCUR AT ANY TIME AND SOMEONE HAS TO PAY TO ‘KEEP THE MONEY COMING IN’. THE ‘GOOD TIMES AND THE BAD TIMES’ BELIEF OF ‘WE ARE IN THIS TOGETHER’ IS GONE EVEN THOUGH IT STILL IS EXPRESSED AS ‘LIP SERVICE’. THE RELATIONSHIP OF ‘INDIVIDUAL’ TO ‘INSTITUTION’ IS FRACTURED AND THE ‘CONTRIBUTION’ OF HEART IS BEING WITHDRAWN…MUCH IS ‘HELD BACK’ AS ‘MISTRUST’ PERVADES THE SPIRIT…IT DOESN’T MATTER WHAT THE BOSS SAYS BECAUSE HE OR SHE IS JUST AS EXPENDABLE AND IS SIMPLY PASSING ALONG THE ‘WORDS’ OF THE ‘TOP DOWN’ CONTROLS.

‘THE BUFFER CLASS OF MEDIA PERFORMERS’
THE ‘BUFFER CLASS OF MEDIA PERFORMERS’ SEPARATES THE ‘MASS’ FROM THE ‘ELITE’…ISSUES AND REAL PROBLEMS BECOME ‘GOSSIP’ AND ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ AS ‘CHARGED-UP’ PERFORMERS ATTRACT MORE ATTENTION THAN THE ‘NECESSITY’ OF ‘FINDING A REAL PERMANENT SOLUTION’. POLITICAL LEADERS AND CELEBRITY PERFORMERS DAZZLE IN VISITS AND PLEAS FOR ‘CRISIS’ PLACES WHILE MEDIA GIANTS FLASH IMAGERY OF ‘EROS,WAR AND GOSSIP’ SELLING CARS AND CELLS FOR SELF INDULGENCE. THERE IS NO ‘WILL TO DO THINGS DIFFERENT’ AS MOST PEOPLE WOULD RATHER BE IN ‘ESCAPISM’ MOST OF THE TIME…IT IS THE ‘CONSUMPTION’ AND THE ‘HUNGER’ THAT MESMERIZES AS ‘WHATEVER GETS YOU THROUGH THE DAY’ IS A WAY OF LIFE AND A PSYCHE’ IMPRISONMENT… THERE HAS TO BE A NEW BALANCING AND CENTERING…A COMMON GROUND FLOOR THAT ENABLES ALL OF US TO FEEL ENOUGH ‘POWER’ YET BE ABLE TO FULLY LOVE. THE CULTURE FOSTERS ‘ACTIVE CONSUMPTION REACTIVITY’ AND THE ‘MEDIUMS AND CREATIVE PERFORMERS’ ARE ESPECIALLY SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE NEED FOR ‘STATUS DISPLAYS’ TO COUNTER FEELINGS OF VULNERABILITY AND ‘REWARDS’ FOR THE TIMES WHEN THEY EXPERIENCE ‘AMPLIFIED

USEFULNESS’ OF BEING. AMBITION AND DRIVES OF POWER TO ‘GET MONEY’ AND ‘MATERIAL GOODS’ TEND TO DOMINATE THE HUNGERS OF THE ‘PERFORMERS’. VERY FEW LIVE LIKE ‘MOTHER TERESA’ OR ARE MOTIVATED BY ‘SERVICE’ INSTEAD OF ‘SPOTLIGHTS’. ONE MUST SEEK ONE’S OWN TRUE ‘VIBRATORY REALITY’ THAT IS SEPARATE FROM THE MASS RHYTHMS OF THE ‘GLOBAL VILLAGE’. ONE MUST CLARIFY THE ESSENCES OF WHAT IS ONE’S TRUE ‘HEART’S DESIRE’. ONE MUST LEARN REAL TIME ‘BREATHING THROUGH’ OF GRIEF AND LACK IN ORDER TO BE PRESENT AS ONE TRULY ‘IS’.

‘THE SIGNAL STOPS TIME FOR THE DURATION OF ITS USE’
THE ‘INNER STRUGGLE’ OF THE CREATIVE SAVANT/MEDIUM IS A WRESTLING WITH MYTHOLOGY AND ILLUSION AS WELL AS THE ‘IMAGES’ AND DECEPTIONS OF OUR ‘LEADERS’ AND ‘THE MARKET PLACE’. IT IS PERSONAL.IT IS FACING YOUR OWN NECESSITY OF GROWTH BEYOND MASKING AND SELF DECEPTION…IT IS OVERCOMING THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ THAT IS BUILT IN IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT AND ILLUSIONS’… AS GEORGE WASHINTON CARVER ONCE SAID… ‘ANYTHING WILL GIVE UP ITS SECRETS IF YOU LOVE IT LONG ENOUGH’. IT IS THE FORCE OF LOVE OF SELF THAT RELEASES ENERGY AND FACILITATES NEW GROWTH. ONE REINTEGRATES BEYOND THE UPHEAVAL AND THE CONVULSIVENESS AND MOVES FORWARD IN A VITALITY OF PURPOSE. I USE EXAMPLES OF SOME REAL PEOPLE TO ILLUSTRATE THE ‘SUCCESSES’ AS WELL AS THE ‘CONSEQUENCES’ OF BEING IN ‘MEDIUM STATES’ WHERE THERE IS A ‘LOSS OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ AS THE ‘SIGNAL OF REMOTE AMPLIFICATION’ STOPS ‘TIME FOR THE DURATION OF ITS USE’. [E.L. CHAFFEE AND R.V.LIGHT-‘A METHOD FOR THE REMOTE CONTROL OF ELECTRICAL STIMULATION OF THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM’] THIS WORK IS A REFERENCE AS MUCH AS A PROCESS OF PARALLELISM. THERE ARE ‘SUGGESTIONS’ ALL ALONG THE WAY. THERE ARE CUINGS OF ‘SLOW DOWN’ AND ‘THINK’ THAT SEEK TO HELP YOU ALTER PURPOSE AND CONSCIOUSNESS. ONE MUST ACHIEVE A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘WHEN’ TO SAY ‘WHEN’ AS ONE DIGESTS NEWLY RELEASING ENERGIES AND TAKES NEW STEPS IN NEW WAYS. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ MAY BE DETRIMENTAL TO ONE’S LONG TERM PRESENCE.

‘PRIVACY’
OUR FOCUS IS THE FUNDAMENTAL BASIS OF WHAT WE CONSIDER TO BE THE RIGHT TO THE ‘INTEGRITY’ OF ONE’S BEING. IT IS THE RIGHT TO THE ‘PRIVACY’ OF ONE’S OWN PRIVATE CONVERSATIONS AND PERSONAL MOTIONS. IT IS THE IMPORTANCE OF ‘CONSENT’ AND THE ‘FREE EXPRESSION’ OF ‘IDEAS’ THAT MAY BE ‘UNPOPULAR’ OR KEPT AS ‘SECRETS’. IT IS ABOUT THE ‘BILL OF RIGHTS’ AND THE WAY THAT THE SYSTEM REALLY ‘WORKS’. IT IS THE IMPORTANCE OF RESPECTING THE RIGHT TO PRIVACY AND THE FREEDOM OF THE WILL TO CONNECT OF CONSENTING ADULTS.

‘THE EFFECT OF BEING MOMENTARILY ‘SOUND BLIND’’
THE REMOTE MOMENT OF ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ [‘CHARGED’ OR AMPLIFIED] CAUSES ONE TO FEEL MOMENTARILY ‘SOUND BLIND’… THIS MEANS THAT ONE LOSES ‘CRITICALNESS’ OF JUDGEMENT AS ONE IS FUNCTIONING AS A ‘MEDIUM/ SAVANT/ CHANNEL’. THIS IS A COMPLEX ARENA OF TRADEOFFS AND ENERGY FLOWS THROUGH INNER ‘MERIDIAN PATHINGS OF POINTS OF LIGHT INTERSECTIONS’. IT IS A COMPLEX AND VERY DIFFICULT INNER

TERRAIN OF LIQUIDITY AND ENERGY PERFORMANCE DIRECTION WHERE FEARS AND ANXIETY MAY ‘GET THE BEST OF YOU’ AND ‘COMPLIANCE’ MAY EASILY BECOME A WAY OF LIFE. IT IS EASY TO SEE THE STAR TALENT PERFORMING IN AMPLIFIED RECURRENT WAYS… BECOMING ‘BETTER AND MORE SO’ AS A HOME RUN HITTER OR A ‘TALKING SMITH’…IT IS MORE DIFFICULT TO SEE THE SPIRIT WORKER IN MOTION ‘INFLUENCING’ CHANGE BY WORKING THROUGH THE STRENGTHS OF MANY OTHER PEOPLE… ‘TO THINE OWN SELF BE TRUE’ REFLECTS THE INTENTION ONE MUST HAVE IF ONE WANTS TO DEVELOP IN AUTHENTICITY IN HARMONIZING ALL OF ONE’S ENERGIES AND GROW BEYOND ‘MEDIUM’ OR ‘CHANNELLING’ WAYS…

‘HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION’
IT IS A DEEP AND PERVASIVE ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION’ THAT ABSORBS ONE IN A ‘DEFENSIVENESS’ OF ‘SELF PROTECTION’ AGAINST THE ‘MANY INSTANCES’ WHERE ONE MAY HAVE A ‘LOSS OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ OR A LOSS OF ‘CRITICALNESS’. THE NECESSITY TO ‘CHANNEL INTO SUGGESTED PERFORMANCE’ SEEMS TO BE THE ‘PERFECT SOLUTION’ WHEN ONE IS ‘PRESSURED BY REMOTE SIGNALLING’. IT IS AN ONGOING STRUGGLE TO OVERCOME THE ‘SPELLBOUND WAYS’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’.ONE MUST RELEASE ONESELF FROM THE ‘FORTRESSINGS’ OF DEFENSIVENESS AND CHOOSE HEALTH LITERACY AND INTEGRITY OF ENCOUNTER. ONE MUST TUNE INTO THE TRUTH OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND ACT TO DEVELOP THE REAL CHARACTERISTICS OF ONESELF THAT ARE DEEPER THAN THE ‘PERSONALITY AND PERFORMER’ THAT ‘DAZZLES’.

‘KIDDING YOURSELF’
IF YOU ARE ‘KIDDING YOURSELF’ IN A REDIRECTION OF REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES YOU MAY BE IN THE PROCESS OF BECOMING ‘EMOTIONALLY AND STRUCTURALLY UNSOUND’. IN SOME WAYS SPIRITUAL LEADERS HAVE BEEN DIRECTING ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ INTO ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ FOR CENTURIES. MONKS, NUNS, PRIESTS, SORCERORS AND CREATIVE PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ‘KIDDING THEMSELVES’ BY ALTERING THE ‘NATURAL INSTINCTS’ OF THE BODY INTO EXTERNALIZATION AND ‘PROJECTION’. WE SEE THE POSSIBILITY FOR ‘ACCOMPLISHMENT’ AND WE SEE THE ‘DENIAL’ OF THE FULLY HUMAN. IT IS A QUESTION OF ‘SELF LOVING’, ‘SELF RESPECT’ AND ‘DIGNITY’. ANYONE MAY BE SQUEEZED INTO A ‘NECESSITY’ WAY OF LIFE. THE STRENGTH OF REAL LEADERSHIP IS HOW TO ‘ACTUALIZE’ THE TRUTH OF BEING AND EXPRESSION OF EACH PERSON’S REALITY AND POTENTIAL.

‘A REFERENCE TOOL’
THE ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ IS A ‘REFERENCE TOOL’ TO THE EXTENT THAT ‘ONE MAY NOT GET IT’ WHEN ONE FIRST READS THROUGH THE DESCRIPTIONS AND ALTERED WAYS OF ‘HEARING’ OR ‘SEEING’. IT IS A REFERENCE FOR CHANGING ONE’S ‘EMOTIONAL POTENCY’ AND MAXIMIZING ONE’S HUMANITY. THE ‘SEEING’ IN NEW WAYS IS THE DEEP SOURCING OF A ‘WHETHER VAIN’ OF VANITY OR NARCISSISM THAT IS ABOUT HAVING THE ‘CHARACTER AND COURAGE’ TO GROW IN NEW WAYS. THE REFERENCE VALUE OF THIS ‘EXPRESSION’ IS THE ARTICULATION OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ AS ‘FILTERED THROUGH’ THE ‘MAGIC’ OF ‘OBJECTS’ AND ‘PERFORMERS’.

WHAT IS ‘CHARGED’ AND ‘FASCINATING’ CHANGES ALL OF THE TIME.
THE WAY OF ‘KNOWING’ IS A ‘SHARED’ ECHO OF DESIRE TO ‘CATCH’ THE ‘WIND’ IN ORDER TO GROW AND GENERATE. IT IS MORE THAN ‘INHERIT THE WIND’… IT IS THE ‘QUICKNESS’ OF THE ‘CURRENTS’ AND UNDERCURRENTS’ THAT ECHO IN THE ‘INTONATION INTENT’ OF GUIDANCE AND INTENTION. IT IS THE ONGOING ‘ALCHEMY’ OF EMOTIONAL OPPORTUNITY THAT IS EVER PRESENT

AND POTENTIALLY USEFUL. IT IS A REALM OF ‘TRUST’ IN A CONSTANCY OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AS ONE ‘REFINES’ ONE’S CONSCIOUSNESS AND ENERGY PHYSIOLOGY DEVELOPMENT. IT IS ‘KNOWING’ THE DIFFERENCE OF ‘PRESENCE’ IN ‘ORDINARY’ AND ‘NON-ORDINARY’ TIME. IT IS THE ‘COMMITMENT’ AND ‘WILL’ TO BE A ‘SOUND HEALTHY’ PERSON AS ONE EVOLVES FROM ‘MEDIUM’ USEFULNESS OR ‘CHANNELLING’ TO CREATIVE CONFIDENCE. IT IS FINE TUNING ONE’S HEARING AS SO MUCH DEPENDS UPON THE PRECISION OF INTERPRETATION…THE ECHOIC TIMBRE THAT REFLECTS WHAT IS ACTUALLY BEING COMMUNICATED. IT IS FREQUENTLY LIKE A FORM OF ‘BABY TALK’ IN THE QUICKNESS OF INTENT AND ASSOCIATIONS PARTICULARLY AS ‘NAMES’ TAKE ON A MEANING OF THEIR OWN. THE ‘NAMES’ THEMSELVES BECOME PSYCHE’ DEFINITIONS IN THE EXCHANGES OF THE MOMENTUM OF THE DAY TO DAY.

‘THE WIND IN MY EYE’ IS ‘DEEP’ IN SENSITIVITY TO BASIC ELEMENTS AND UNIVERSAL FORCES…
…‘A WEB OF FIRE HUNG BETWEEN US … EVERY EDGE BURNING … FLAMING ANGERS OF ABSENCE AND THE MISSING… WHEREVER ONE COULD ‘KNOW’, THERE WAS A FIERY COMBUSTION… A LIFE FORCE AFLAME… BURNING LIKE A CANDLE IN THE WIND… A RAGING AGAINST THE ‘WAY IT IS’. WE ARE CONSTANTLY LOSING ‘GROUND’ AS WE ARE SEEING THE FIRES AND ILLNESSES IN ‘KATDOLOGO’… THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ OF BURNT WISHES AND HURT SOULS… THERE IS WOUNDEDNESS ALL AROUND… WE SEE THE HIDDEN AGENDA OF MADMEN THRIVING IN THE SHADOWS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’…THE ONGOING INNER ASHEN FIRESTORM THAT CONSUMES OUR POTENTIAL…OUR OXYGEN.’ MARGARET MITCHELL WHO WROTE ‘GONE WITH THE WIND’ SAID THAT PEOPLE DO NOT REALIZE THAT THERE IS AS MUCH MONEY TO BE MADE IN A TRAGEDY AS THERE IS MADE IN ‘NORMAL TIMES’. JUST LOOK AT THE FUNDINGS AND PROFITEERS OF WARS AND NATURAL DISASTERS…WHO FEEDS OFF THE DAMAGES TO THE OTHERS… ‘THEY’ ARE THE ‘WINDS’ DRIVING THE ELECTRONIC HERDS…

‘THE WEDJAT EYE’
THE ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ SEES THE WAYS OF THE EGYPTIAN ‘WEDJAT EYE’ AS HEALING MYTHOLOGY DERIVED FROM THE STORY OF THE WOUNDED MOON EYE OF THE SKY GOD HORUS AFTER IT HAS BEEN RESTORED BY THE GOD ‘THOTH’. IT IS THE JOURNEY OF VISION AND ‘ENVISION’ AS WELL AS SIGHT AND INSIGHT THROUGH THE ‘SECOND SIGHT’ OF KNOWING WHAT IS ESSENTIAL. IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE POWER OF THE ‘CAT’S EYE’ TO ‘MIRROR AND REFLECT LIGHT AND TO ACHIEVE NEW BALANCES’. IT IS IMAGINATION AND COMPASSION FOR ONESELF AND THE OTHERS.IT IS SEEKING OUT ONE’S REAL NEEDS THAT ARE DIFFERENT FROM THE INERTIA OF THE EMPIRE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. THE ‘WEDJAT’ IS A PROTECTIVE DEVICE ON AMULETS REPRESENTING THE RESTORATION AND STRENGTH OF THE EYE OF HORUS AFTER ITS’ DESTRUCTION IN A BATTLE WITH ‘SET’. IN WESTERN SYMBOLISM, THE RIGHT EYE IS ACTIVE AND SOLAR; THE LEFT EYE IS PASSIVE AND LUNAR [A SYSTEM REVERSED IN EASTERN TRADITION]. IT IS ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ AND ‘CLARITY’ OF BEING ON A PLANE OF AWARENESS THAT GOES BACK THOUSANDS OF YEARS…

‘PERCEPTION’
OUR VISION HAS BEEN ALTERED BY THE TECHNOLOGY OF THE LAST 100 YEARS. THE LIGHT FLICKERS OF FILM AND THE LIGHT GUNS OF TELEVISION HAVE ENGENDERED A DEEP UNCONSCIOUS EXPANSION OF OUR ‘IMAGINATIVE AND FANTASY CAPACITY’. WE REACT AND RELATE TO THE ENERGY ‘IMPRESSIONISM’ OF AN ‘ELECTRONIC PALETTE’ THAT WIRES US CONSTANTLY. ‘TWO/THIRDS’ OF THE NERVE FIBERS OF THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM CONNECT TO THE BACK OF OUR EYES. WE SALIVATE AND ARE AROUSED BY WHAT WE ENCOUNTER EVEN IF IT IS ‘ILLUSION’ OR THE AWAKENINGS OF OUR COMPLEX INNER LIVES.THEY SAY IT’S JUST A MOVIE YET WE KNOW THE PROFIT ASSOCIATIONS OF ‘POPCORN, SODA, SNACKS AND ‘KIDZ TOYZ’. IT IS A ‘ROLLER COASTER’ OF AFFECTS ON OUR SENSES AND OUR DESIRE TO ‘CONTROL’ AND ‘COPE’. WE FIND WAYS TO ‘MANAGE’ THE ‘OVERSTIMULATIONS’ THROUGH A VARIETY OF ‘INDULGENCES, CONVENIENCES, SELF-DECEPTIONS, ESCAPISM AND PRETENDING’. IT IS A ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION’, AN OVERLOAD OF THE SENSES THAT AFFECTS EACH AND EVERY ONE OF US. IT IS THE CONSTANT STRUGGLE TO OVERCOME THE ‘INNER UNREAL’.

THE ONGOING PRESSURES ARE ‘CONTROLLED’ BY THE FORCES WHO DERIVE A BENEFIT FROM OUR BEING ‘OUT OF BALANCE’.
THE ‘SNAKE –OIL’ SALESMEN AND THE ‘MASS-SEDUCERS’ FEED ON THE VULNERABILITY AND WOUNDEDNESS OF THE ORDINARY PEOPLE ‘SQUEEZED’ IN THE DEPTHS OF THE ONGOING MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ . THE FEW AT THE TOP ARE NOT INTERESTED IN THE EVERYDAY REALITY OF ORDINARY PEOPLE. THERE ARE ‘SHARKS’ QUITE WILLING TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OR ‘KILL’ FOR AN EXTRA ‘NICKEL OR A DIME’.

‘THE RISK CONSTANCY OF NECESSITY EQUILIBRIUM’
WE SEEK ‘INDEPENDENCE’ FROM THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ OF ‘SECRET SOCIETIES, ELITE CULTS, GOVERNMENT ‘INTELLIGENCE’ AGENCIES AND ‘UNDERWORLD’ ORGANIZATIONS. SINCE WE LIVE IN A COMPLEX AND MOSTLY ‘UNSEEN’ WORLD WE OBSERVE AND LEARN ABOUT THE ‘FORCES’ THAT FOSTER AND CREATE EVENTS FOR THEIR ‘HIDDEN AGENDAS’. IT IS THE ONGOING THREAT OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ CREATIONS OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS THAT ‘BENCHMARK’ AND REORDER THE ‘RHYTHMS OF THE COMMUNITY’. WE SEE THAT ‘THEY’ ARE NOT A ‘CONSPIRACY’ OF CONCERTED ACTION AS MUCH AS AN ONGOING ‘SHARED INTENT’ AND ‘MUTUALITY OF OPPORTUNISM’ AS IF IT WERE AN ‘AGREED UPON GAME’… A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF MUTUALLY BENEFICIAL OUTCOMES. THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ NORMALCY IN OUR ENVIRONMENT IS A ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT FEEDS ON THE ‘ELIMINATION’ AND ‘CONTROL’ RATHER THAN THE RENOVATION AND RENEWAL OF THE ENERGIES OF THE COMMUNITY. THERE IS A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘ELITES’ DRIVING THE ‘AIR WAVES’ OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ [IT A ‘QUICKNESS’ OF ECHOES IN THE UNDERCURRENTS THAT FLOWS IN A WEAVING DESIGN WITH THE ‘RANDOMNESS’ OF THE DAY TO DAY]. IT IS A PATTERN OF ‘NEXUS’ INTERSECTS OF ‘CUINGS’ TO ‘CODIFY’ AND MAINTAIN THE RHYTHMS OF

THE INERTIA OF ELITES IT IS THE GAME THEORY OF ‘JOHN NASH’ MUTUALITY WHERE EVERY PLAYER CHOOSES HIS/HER BEST STRATEGY IN THE GAME. IT IS THE CARVING UP OF THE RESOURCES AND THE CONTROL OF THE FUNDING AS ‘HAVES’ AND ‘HAVE MORES’ DEFINE THE MARKET. IT IS THE OWNERSHIP OF THE GAME AND THE DETERMINATION OF ECONOMIC VALUE. WE SEE THE BITTERNESS OF THE INJUSTICE AS THE ORDINARY PEOPLE ARE BEING FED SUGARS AND CORN SYRUP SWEETENERS TO PACIFY THEIR ANGERS… WE SEE PEOPLE BEING FED ‘SWEET LIES AND DREAMS’ TO PACIFY ‘RAGES’ THAT HAVE NOWHERE TO GO EXCEPT TO ‘TURN INWARD’. WE SEE POLITICAL REPRESENTATIVES ‘COME AND GO’ AS THEY ‘MEDIATE’ THE ‘PLEAS’ BY DOING A BRIEF DANCE OF ‘PLEASE’.

‘HAPPINESS IS BENEFICIAL FOR THE BODY BUT IT IS GRIEF---THAT DEVELOPS THE POWER OF THE MIND’---PROUST
WE MUST TUNE INTO OUR INNER WISDOM AND RELEASE OURSELVES FROM THE IMPRISONMENT OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’.

‘TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER[S] DID IT’
THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ IS EASIER TO SEE IN HINDSIGHT THROUGH THE PATTERNING OF ITS’ EFFECTS. IT IS LIKE AN ONGOING ‘INVISIBLE STORM’.THERE IS NO ‘AUDIT TRAIL’ OR ‘PROOF’. THERE IS ONLY ‘DEEP INSTINCT’ AND ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’. ONE MUST GET THROUGH THE ‘SMOKE AND MIRRORS’ OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ IN ORDER TO SEE THE ‘LINKAGES’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS AND THE VALUES OF ‘KEY TONE TIMINGS’. ONE MUST LEARN THE LANGUAGE OF SYMBOLS AND THE ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC’ ORDERING WHERE OBJECTS AND NAMES CONVEY RESONANCE ON MANY LEVELS SIMULTANEOUSLY. ONE MUST ALSO GET THROUGH ONE’S OWN ILLUSIONS AND ‘SELF DECEPTIONS’ TO SEE THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ REALM OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’. ONE MUST BE AWARE THAT IN THE WORLD OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ THERE ARE MANY INSTANCES OF DECEPTION AND TIMES OF MOMENTS FOR AFFECT… EVENTS AND ACCIDENTS ‘TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER[S] DID IT’. THERE ARE MANY TIMES WHEN ‘PERSONS OF INTEREST’ ARE USED TO CONVEY A MESSAGE OR A STATE OF CONSCIOUSNESS. THE REPRESENTATION OF ENERGIES AND ‘STATES OF BEING’ BEING SYMBOLIZED BY THE RESONANCE OF A ‘NAME’ OR A PLACE OF ‘AWARENESS’. IT IS THE ‘SHARED RESONANCE’ OF A NAME OR A PSYCHE’ STATE THAT FACILITATES THE INERTIA OF ‘BEST STRATEGY OF MUTUALITY’. IT IS THE KEYING OF ‘SOUND’ MANAGEMENT THAT MAINTAINS THE RHYTHMS OF THE GAME…THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME. ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS THE ONGOING ‘EVENTS’ CREATION OF THE COMPETING FORCES OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’. ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS IN THE ‘UNDERCURRENTS’ AND THE AFFECTS OF ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS. ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ AS A SERIES OF ‘DETAILS’ AND ‘TIPPING PLACES’ THAT ‘CUE’ ENERGY ATTENTION TO THE ‘PACINGS’ AND ‘TURNING POINTS’ OF ‘TIMING’. ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS THE CONTROL OF THE INVESTIGATIONS AND THE REPORTS TO ‘CERTIFY’ THE ‘HISTORY OR THE EVIDENCE’. ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS SILENT AND WORKS BEHIND THE SCENES AND ‘THE SEEN’ ‘KNOWING’ THAT THE ‘INERTIA’ IS THE POWER OF REAL CONTROL. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ EVENTS ARE THE MEANS OF ‘CONTROL’ AND ‘PROVOCATION’ FACILITATING THE EXTRAORDINARY ‘ORDINARY’ TIMINGS AND THE FOCUSED TUNINGS TO ‘KEYING’ TONES OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. ‘911’ IS A GREAT EXAMPLE OF SEEING THE ‘OPPORTUNISM’ OF THE ‘INTENT’ TO USE A ‘MASSOCCUR’ MOMENT TO ACHIEVE ‘CONTROL’ OF A REGION BY FINANCING THE POWERS OF EMPIRE. THE FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ BEING QUITE WILLING TO USE ANY MEANS TO FURTHER THEIR INTERESTS. IT IS ‘WEAPONS OF MASS-DESTRUCTION’ AND THE LIES OF NIGER ‘YELLOW CAKE’

URANIUM THAT FEEDS THE FEARS OF THE ‘SHOCKED’ AND ELICITS ‘CONSENT’. IT IS ‘SPECIAL INTEREST’ DECISIONMAKING OF AN ‘OIL-ENERGY’ GROUP SELFISHLY ACTING TO FURTHER THEIR POWER AND CONTROL. ‘KATDOLOGO’ IS THE ‘ACCEPTABILITY’ OF A ‘PREDATORY’ WAY THAT ‘SEIZES’ THE MOMENT OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘COLLISIONISM OCCURRENCE’ AND ‘USES’ THE ‘VACUUM’ OF WHAT IS NO LONGER THERE TO ESTABLISH ITS ‘DOMINION’. ‘KATDOLOGO’ IS THE CONSTANCY OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IN ALL STATES AND ZONINGS. ‘KATDOLOGO’ IS CONQUEST AND TERRITORIAL CONTROL IN OUR CULTURE AND OUR INNER ECHOES [‘YOU DESERVE A BREAK TODAY AT …’]. ‘KATDOLOGO’ IS EVOLVING AS ECONOMIC GLOBALISATION’ AS STATES ‘COMPLY’ WITH THE RULES OF THE ‘ELITE’…THE ‘INSIDERS’ HOLDING ALL OF THE ‘CONTROL POINTS’ OF WHAT GETS FUNDED AND SUPPORTED…THE WALL STREET ‘HAVES’ DICTATING THE SYSTEMS OF ‘TRADES AND EXCHANGES’…

WE LIVE IN A REALM OF BLENDED REALITY AND ILLUSIONS
WE LIVE IN A ‘KATDOLOGO’ ENVIRONMENT WHERE ‘MOVIE HEROES’ ARE QUOTED BY ‘PRESIDENTS’ AND FANTASIES ARE MANUFACTURED INTO ‘ICONS’ AND ‘STATUES’. AN ENVIRONMENT WHERE THE ‘MEDIA NEWS’ PERFORMERS SELL OUT THEIR CREDIBILITY BY PERFORMING IN MOVIE OR TELEVISION ‘FICTION’. THERE IS A LACK OF ‘INTEGRITY’ AND CONSCIOUSNESS IN THIS ‘COOPTATION’ AS ‘TRUTH’ IS SACRIFICED TO CONFUSION AND MONEYMAKING. DESIRE OVERTAKES DEMOCRACY AS CONFUSION STEALS RESOLVE FROM THE BODY POLITIC… FEWER VOTE AND BELIEVE IN THE POLITICAL SYSTEM AS THE ‘MESSENGERS’ ALSO ‘TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN’…THE ‘DIVIDE’…THE ‘SPLIT’ OF FORCES MAKES INERTIA A BIT SLOWER YET THE ‘COOPTATION’ OF THE REPRESENTATIVES WHO ‘BECOME WEALTHY’ WHILE ‘SERVING’ DOOMS ANY POSSIBILITY OF BUILDING A ‘COMMON GOOD’… IT IS ‘ILLUSORY WISHFULNESS’ THAT THE NUMBER ONE TOURIST ATTRACTION IN BOSTON IS THE ‘CHEERS’ BAR [TEN YEARS AFTER THE T.V. SITCOM WENT OFF THE AIR]. IT IS THE T.V. SOAP OPERA ‘DALLAS’ LIVING ON IN SYNDICATION DRAWING 400,000 VISITORS ANNUALLY TO THE ‘SOUTHFORK RANCH’ OF THE DARK YET GLAMOROUS EWING FAMILY [SOURCE U.S.A. TODAY] IT IS A WORLD WHERE ‘LIP SERVICE’ THROUGH ‘TALKING P.R. SMITHS’ IS THE ‘UNSEEN’ MEDIUM AS ‘MESSAGING’. IT IS A WORLD WHERE THE ‘FREEDOM’ IS NOT QUITE AS TRUE AS WE WOULD LIKE IT TO BE. IT IS A WORLD OF EXCHANGES AS THE ‘REVOLVING’ PLAYERS MOVE THROUGH THE ‘POSITIONINGS’ AND SERVICE ‘PILLARS’ OF THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/ACADEMIC/MEDIA/GOVERNMENT’ COLLECTIVE INTERCONNECTEDNESS. THE ‘INSIDERS’ LIKE PAUL WOLFOWITZ GET REWARDED FOR ENGINEERING THE IRAQ WAR USING FALSE INFORMATION AND MOVE FROM DEFENSE TO RUNNING ‘THE WORLD BANK’. IT IS POSITIONING AND PERSONNEL PLACEMENT TO MAINTAIN THE MUSIC OF THE ELITE IN A RESONANCE OF FERTILITY OF ECHOES… IT IS THE INERTIA OF THE ‘CONCERT OF SHARED INTENT AND ACCEPTABLE OUTCOMES’…IT IS THE ‘SHARED RESONANCE’ OF KNOWING THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ WAY OF DOING… THE ‘FREE SPEECH’ OF THE TOWN HALLS NEED TO GO A LOT DEEPER TO BEGIN TO KNOW THE ‘TECHNOLOGY’ THAT IS USED TO ‘CONDUCT’ THE WAYS OF MEMBERS OF SECRET SOCIETIES, THE

RHYTHMS OF THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘SONGS’ OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’. ‘DEMOCRACY’ HAS TO ‘DISCUSS’ ITS USE OF TECHNOLOGY IN THE ‘DEVELOPMENT AND USE OF ‘ALL’ OF ITS’ PEOPLE. WE NEED TO SHED LIGHT ON THE SECRECY OF THE ‘ELITES’ AS WELL AS THE ‘PRIVILEGED’. WE NEED THOUSANDS OF ‘ORDINARY HEROES’ WILLING TO FACE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ AND THE POWERS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. WE NEED ‘CANDOR’ AND ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ THAT RESPECTS THE TRUTH AND THE ‘SEEKER’ OF PERSONAL TRANSFORMATION.

‘REMOTE DIRECTED ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO AMPLIFICATIONS’
THIS BOOK IS AN EXPLANATION OF THE USE OF ‘REMOTE DIRECTED ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE SIGNALS’ IN THE DEVELOPMENT AND ‘CHARGINGS’ OF ‘MEDIUMS AND PERFORMER SAVANTS’ [ELECTRONIC SURROGATES]. IT IS A VERY COMPLEX WORK THAT DEMANDS THAT ONE BEGIN ‘TO SEE IN A NEW WAY’. IT IS A WORLD WHERE ‘ILLUSION’ AND MAGIC HAVE BEEN OF VALUE AND NO LONGER NEED BE KEPT IN ‘SECRECY’. THE PLEASURE OF MAGIC WILL ALWAYS BE DONE FOR ENTERTAINMENT AND SURPRISE. THE ‘POWER OF TECHNOLOGY’ HAS CROSSED THE THRESHOLD OF ENTERTAINMENT AND NOW IS USED FOR ‘GOVERNANCE’ AS WELL AS ECONOMIC AND SOCIAL MODELLING AND SEEDING. HUMAN RESOURCE MANAGEMENT VIA REMOTE DIRECTED ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO SIGNALS IS A REALITY. THE ‘TRACKING’ WAYS OF ‘GLOBAL SATELLITE POSITIONING SYSTEMS’ MEANS THAT ‘MEDIUMS’ CAN BE ‘WATCHED OVER’ AND ‘GUIDED’ ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD. THEY MAY BE ‘AMPLIFIED’ AND USEFUL ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD. THEY MAY BE ‘CHARGED UP’ AND BECOME ‘SOUND BLIND’ ANYWHERE IN THE WORLD.

‘CORPORATE RADIO CHIPS’
THE FAMILIAR ‘UPC’ BAR CODE IS GRADUALLY BEING ‘REPLACED BY THE INTRODUCTION OF A ‘RFID’ OR ‘RADIO FREQUENCY IDENTIFICATION MICROCHIP’ THAT IS THE SIZE OF THE HEAD OF AN ANT. IT HAS AN ANTENNA ATTACHED TO THE SUPERMARKET OR DEPARTMENT STORE PRODUCTS THAT TRANSMITS A RADIO SIGNAL TO AN ‘ELECTRONIC READER’ WHICH THEN SIGNALS A COMPUTER IN THE FACTORY. THESE RADIO FREQUENCY IDENTIFICATION ‘CHIPS’ ARE ALREADY USED FOR SECURITY WORKERS TO ‘OPEN’ GATES OR ‘ACCESS’ ZONES. THE REMAKE OF THE MOVIE ‘THE MANCHURIAN CANDIDATE’ USES ‘IMPLANTS’ PUT INTO BODIES AND BRAINS BY CORPORATIONS TO CONTROL THE BEHAVIORS OF SEVERAL HEROIC FIGURES. THE POSSIBILITY IS TRUE AS IS THE USE OF REMOTE DIRECTED RADIO SIGNALS MAY BE TUNED INTO A SPECIFIC PERSON…A PERFORMER IN A STATE OF ‘RARE AIR’ DOING AN ACCENTUATION OF A TALENT EVEN AS THE AFFECT OF THE ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE SIGNAL ‘STOPS TIME FOR THE DURATION OF ITS’ USE’ AND ‘BLOCKS THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ AS IT OCCURS… ELECTRONIC SURROGATES AND CHANNEL MEDIUMS FUNCTIONING IN MODES OF MORE THAN EXPRESSION OR PERFORMANCE IS A REALITY WITHOUT AN AUDIT TRAIL AS THERE IS NO

EVIDENCE OF A ‘NON-EXISTENT’ IMPLANT OR MICROCHIP…THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN BEING A ‘CHANNEL’ OR A TALENT-MEDIUM MAY SIMPLY BE A CONTINUED AMPLIFICATION OF A HABIT OR PATTERN THAT IS PART OF ONE’S BELIEFS AND INTENTIONS…IT IS ONLY GETTING BEYOND ‘DENIAL’ AND BECOMING MORE CONSCIOUS THAT ENABLES ONE TO KNOW THE AFFECTS OF ‘BEING CHARGED UP’ FOR A STATE OR A PERFORMANCE…THUS ONE MAY NOT TRULY REALIZE BEING IN A ‘SOUND BLIND’ STATE AS ONE GOES BEYOND WHAT ONE HAS DONE BEFORE…IT IS ALMOST ‘GEE, I THOUGHT I WAS JUST DOING GOOD’ AS ACHIEVEMENT MOVES TO A HIGHER LEVEL OF SUCCESS. THE ‘ACTIONS’ BEING SERIALLY CONSISTENT AND DEEP FROM THE RHYTHMS OF ONE’S ‘INERTIA’ MEAN THAT THERE IS A CONTRADICTION…ONE DEVELOPS THE BETTER TALENT OR ABILITY WITH A BOOST OR A CHARGE FROM A REMOTE SOURCE…IT IS FROM EFFORT AND WILLPOWER…IT IS AS A RESULT OF HEART AND SPIRIT…IT IS REAL AS ONE MAKES THE MOST OF THE ‘AMPLIFICATION’ AND BECOMES A BEING FUNCTIONING AT A MORE COMPLEX LEVEL. ONE BECOMES ‘MORE SO’ AS ONE REINTEGRATES THE LATEST ‘AMPLIFICATION’ OF A PERFORMANCE OR ‘WAY OF BEING’…THE PERCOLATING INNER ‘IONS’ OF RELEASE FLOW INTO INDIVIDUALITY…A TALENT OR A SKILL OF IDENTITY…THE INDIVIDUATION INTENTIONS OF THE RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’… WE SEE THE COMING CRISIS AS THE GAP OF JUSTICE AND FAIRNESS IS SURFACING AND CORPORATIONS ARE INCREASINGLY PROTECTING THE INSIDER FEW AND THE OWNERS…THE ANGER IN THE ‘BROKEN CONTRACTS’ OF POLICY AND BENEFITS IS COMING HOME TO ROOST… THE ‘AUTHORITY’ IS SHIFTING FROM THE ‘TOP-DOWN’ TO THE CENTER OF THE PYRAMID…THE CONFLICT WILL NOT BE ABOUT WEALTH AND CELEBRITY SPOTLIGHTING…IT WILL BE ABOUT RESTRUCTURING ‘WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT’ AND WHAT ‘PERCOLATES’ FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE ‘COMMON GOOD’… THE USUAL ‘COLLAPSE OF THE PYRAMID SCHEME’ LEAVES THE POOR VICTIM OF ‘THE CON’ HOLDING THE BAG…WE SEE THE ‘CO- CA’ AND THE ‘CO- LA’ AS THEY GENERATE WEALTH FOR THEMSELVES AND PREACH ‘RAINING’ MOOLA FOR THE ‘ORDINARY’. WE SEE THE AFFECTS OF ‘THE CON’ AS ALWAYS HURTING THE ‘HAVE NOTS’ INSTEAD OF THE ‘HAVES AND HAVE MORES’. THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ RHYTHMS COUNTS ON THE COLLAPSE OF A BUBBLE AS THE ‘PYRAMID SCHEME’ COLLAPSES. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF EXPANSION BREAKING THROUGH THE CONTAINERING. IT IS THE ‘AGREED UPON’ GAME OF ‘GETTING IT WHILE THE GETTING IS GOOD’. IT IS SEEING THE ‘SCAPEGOATS’ PROSECUTED WHILE THE SYSTEMIC ELITE GET AWAY WITH THE MONEY. IT IS THE ‘TIMING’ OF A ‘BATON PASS’ TO A NEW GENERATION OF ‘HAVES AND HAVE MORES’…THE PROGENY OF THE PRIVILEGED AND THE ‘CO-OPTED’… IT IS THE COMPLETION OF A GENERATIONAL CYCLE OF FERTILITY AND A CONSOLIDATION OF ASSETS. IT IS THE TIME OF A NEW GAME USING A NEW GENERATION OF ‘EARNEST’ PERFORMERS SEEKING TO LEVERAGE THE POWER OF THE INNER UNREAL TO ‘GET IT WHILE THEY CAN’.

‘PRIVACY CONCERNS’
HUMAN BEINGS HAVE ALWAYS ADAPTED TO THE RHYTHMS OF ROYALTY AND EMPIRE. IT IS ONLY BECAUSE OF THE EMERGENCE OF A ‘20TH’ CENTURY MIDDLE CLASS ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ CONCERNED WITH THE RIGHT TO BE LEFT ALONE AND PROTECTED FROM THE UNWARRANTED INTRUSIONS OF MODERN SURVEILLANCE TECHNOLOGY THAT THE ISSUES HAVE BROADENED. A ‘MAN’S HOME IS HIS CASTLE’ AND THE SECOND AMENDMENT RIGHT TO KEEP ARMS TO DEFEND IT HAVE BEEN THE FOUNDATION OF ‘SECURITY’. NOW TECHNOLOGY POWERS OF REMOTE VIEWING AND LISTENING HAVE, IN SOME WAYS, MADE THE WEAPONS IRRELEVANT. AN ‘EVIL’ OR ‘GOVERNMENT’ FORCE CAN COLLECT ENOUGH INFORMATION ABOUT YOU WITHOUT EVEN GETTING CLOSE TO YOUR RESIDENCE. THE DATA COULD THEN BE USED BY REMOTE EMPIRE SECURITY OR GOVERNMENT MONITORS TO REDIRECT YOUR ‘INTENTIONS’ AND ‘ACTIONS’ OF NECESSITY[WITHOUT YOUR REALIZING THE FACT THAT IT HAS BEEN DONE’] IT IS LIKE ESTABLISHING ‘TRAFFIC ROADBLOCKS’ OR ‘BAIT AND SWITCH ADVERTISING’ TO PLAY UPON THE

FRUSTRATIONS OF THE ‘TARGETTED PERSON [S]’.IT IS A ‘GUIDING OF TENDENCIES’ AS YOUR OWN DESIRES[FOSTERED AS THEY MAY BE]CAN BE USED TO ‘CHANNEL’ YOUR THINKING AND REACTING INTO ‘MARK-IT’ ZONINGS. THE WILL SMITH/GENE HACKMAN FILM ‘ENEMY OF THE STATE’ SHOWS THE EFFECTIVENESS OF ‘INDIRECTION/MISDIRECTION AND DISINFORMATION’ IN ‘GETTING’ SOMEONE. THE GLOBAL SATELLITE POSITION TRACKING SYSTEM CAN BE FOCUSED ON THE LOCATION AND MOVEMENTS OF ANY SELECT INDIVIDUAL FOR GOOD OR FOR NON-GOOD REASONS. THE ‘CON’ OF MANIPULATIVE DECEPTIONS AND THE ‘TRICKING’ OF ‘MAKING IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER GUY DID IT’ BECOME EVEN MORE ‘NIGHTMARISH’ WITH THE AVAILABILITY OF SOPHISTICATED ELECTRONIC TECHNOLOGY. WE NEED A CANDID AND OPEN SOCIAL DISCUSSION OF THE ‘PRIORITIES’ OF HOW TECHNOLOGY ‘ENERGIES’ ARE USED FOR A ‘NARROW RANGE’ OF ‘MAGIC’ AND HOW THEY COULD BE USED FOR MANY OTHER VALUABLE HUMAN GROWTH AREAS LIKE ‘HEALTH’ AND ‘EDUCATION’. WE CAN GO TO THE UNIVERSE AND GENERATE MEDIA SPECIAL EFFECTS AND ILLUSIONS YET WE DO NOT CHOOSE TO HAVE A SOUND GROUND FLOOR OF HEALTH, EDUCATION AND HUMAN DIGNITY. THE ALTERATION OF PRIORITIES IS THE FUNDAMENTAL QUESTION THAT MUST BE ‘FACED’. THERE IS TOO MUCH ‘CONFUSION’ AND ‘MONEY MAKING’ OFF OF ILLUSIONS RATHER THAN TRUTH. ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’ IS NOW THE MAINSTREAM WAY OF THE CULTURE RATHER THAN AN ENTERTAINING DIVERGENCE.

‘WEARY THE ENEMY BY MAKING THEM CHASE AFTER FALSE PRIZES’… ‘ENTICE THEM FROM THEIR SECURE POSITION AND THEN AMBUSH THEM’. THE ART OF WAR [A TREATISE ON CHINESE MILITARY SCIENCE…500 B.C.]
THE ‘MANY’ GROW ‘WEARY’ AND DO NOT CONFRONT THE ‘INJUSTICE’ THAT IS DONE AS ‘NORMALCY’ BY THE POWERS THAT BE’. THEY ‘MANY’ DO CHASE AFTER ‘FALSE PRIZES’ OF ‘IMMEDIACY’ AND ‘DREAMS’ WHILE THEY ARE ‘ENTICED’ INTO FORMS OF SELF DESTRUCTIVE CONSUMPTION. THEY BECOME THE VICTIMS THAT SEEK ‘TREATMENT FOR THE SPECTRUM OF AILMENTS DERIVED FROM BEING ‘AMBUSHED’ BY PREDATORS WHO TAKE ADVANTAGE. THE SYSTEM ACCEPTS THE ‘GAME’ WHERE ‘LIGHT’ AND ‘LOW TAR’ CIGARETTES DO NOT HAVE TO BE LESS HARMFUL THAN REGULAR CIGARETTES. IF THE FEDERAL TRADE COMMISSION SAYS ‘IT AINT SO THEN IT AINT SO’ OR SO THE COURTS FIND THE WAY TO AGREE. THE ALTRIA CORPORATION GETS TO SELL OFF ITS’ ‘KRAFT’ BUSINESS AS THE ‘CRAFTINESS’ OF ‘ITS’ JUST BUSINESS’ INERTIA OF ‘EVERY ONE IN HIS OR HER PLACE’ MAKES THE ‘GAME’ AS ‘THEY’ WANT IT TO CONTINUE’…PHILLIP MORRIS GETS TO SAVE THE 10 BILLION DOLLARS IT WOULD HAVE BEEN HELD ACCOUNTABLE FOR IN ITS’ DECEPTIVE MARKETING. IT IS THE ‘VERTICAL INTEGRATION’ OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM. THE ‘CAVEAT EMPTOR’ ATTITUDE OF ‘LET THE BUYER BEWARE’ PERVADES THE CULTURE. THE ‘ONE OUT OF THE MANY’ [E PLURIBUS UNUM] HAS TO BE VERY SMART AND WISE TO SEE THE ‘DECEPTIONS’ OF THE CORPORATE AND THE COLLUSIONS OF THE COURTS AND COMMISSIONS. THE FOOD AND DRUG ADMINISTRATION FINDS WAYS TO DECIDE THAT ‘TOBACCO’ IS NOT A DRUG EVEN AS THE TOBACCO COMPANIES SPIKE NICOTINE INTO THE CIGARETTES. THE MARKETING APPEAL OF ‘LOW TAR’ SEEMS TO BE POSITIVE FOR SOMEONE TRYING TO REDUCE AN ADDICTION… YET IT IS MERELY ‘CAVEAT EMPTOR’ AND ‘BUSINESS AS USUAL’…IN EFFECT, A GETTING AWAY WITH ‘MURDER’ AS ‘MANY’ DIE BELIEVING THEY WERE MAKING A

HEALTHIER CHOICE. THE REVOLVING DOORS OF LOBBYISTS AND POLITICOS CONTROL THE OUTCOMES AND THE ORDERING AS MIGHT MAKES RIGHT AND ‘JUST IS. IS NOT JUSTICE’… THE ‘CENTRIFUGAL SPEED’ OF THE GENERATIONAL CYCLES SPINNING THROUGH MEDIA AMPLIFIED IMAGERY HAS FOSTERED AN ENVIRONMENT OF EVERYONE TRYING TO RUN ‘TWICE AS FAST JUST TO STAY IN THE SAME PLACE’. THE ‘SPEED’ FOSTERS THE CONSUMPTION OF UNHEALTHY FUELS JUST TO TRY AND KEEP UP WITH THE ‘PSYCHE’ PACINGS. THE SUGARS, CORN SYRUPS, CAFFEINES, AND ALCOHOL ARE USED TO ‘MOVE WITH THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ [THOMAS FRIEDMAN] OF GLOBALIZATION THAT CONSTANTLY REACTS TO THE ‘LATEST’ MASS OCCURRENCE. THE ‘MANY’ ARE THE BEWILDERED HERD USING INTERNET COMPUTERS AND ‘CELL PHONES’ TO KEEP PACE WITH THE WORLD OF CORPORATIONS MOVING MONEY AND RESOURCES AT ‘NANO’ OR TRANSMISSION ‘LIGHT SPEED’. AS ‘SPIRITUAL QUESTORS’ WE UNDERSTAND THE DIFFICULTY OF OUR OWN PERSONAL TRANSFORMATIVE CONVULSIVENESS AND SEE HOW OVERWHELMING IT IS FOR ANYONE TRYING TO GRASP THE FORCES OF THE ‘POWERS THAT BE’. ‘WEARY’ IS ‘NORMAL’ AS THE ‘MANY’ ARE DEEPER IN DEBT AS THEY ADAPT TO THE DEMANDS OF THE SYSTEM.

EPIDEMIC HYSTERIA…
‘EPIDEMIC HYSTERIA IS A FORM OF COLLECTIVE MENTAL DISORDER…THROUGH THE MECHANISM OF A ‘CONTAGION’… A SUSCEPTIBILITY IN THE INTERFACE BETWEEN INDIVIDUAL CHARACTER STRUCTURE [DRIVES] AND DISTAL GROUP TENSIONS’ [CHARLES SCHMIDT, A PSYCHOLOGIST, DESCRIBED THE ‘AIDS DYNAMIC’ AS BEING AFFECTED BY AN ‘EPIDEMIC HYSTERIA’]. THERE ARE A GROUP OF ‘HYSTERICAL BLIND’ WOMEN IN LONG BEACH CAILFORNIA. THEY ARE SURVIVORS OF THE CAMBODIAN ATROCITIES OF THE 1970’S. THESE FORMER CAMBODIAN WOMEN HAVE ‘SIGHT LOSS’ IN ONE OR BOTH EYES THAT IS ATTRIBUTABLE TO THEIR EXPERIENCES AND REACTIVITY RATHER THAN ANY PHYSIOLOGICAL CAUSATION. EMOTIONS TRANSFER AND FEAR EATS AT THE SPIRIT… INDIVIDUAL CREATIVE PEOPLE MUST CONSTANTLY STAND UP AGAINST THE DARK FORCES THAT PREY UPON ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. IT IS THE COURAGE OF INDIVIDUALS TO ‘RESIST’ THAT CHALLENGES THE ATTEMPTS AT ‘CONTAINMENT’ AND ‘CONTROL’ OF ANY OPPOSITION. REAL INTERESTS ARE SUPPRESSED WHEN PEOPLE ARE AFRAID TO STAND UP IN PUBLIC TO CHALLENGE THE ELITE/MONEY FINANCED ELECTIONS AND LIMITED DISSEMINATION OF IDEAS. THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ RHYTHMS ARE NO LONGER THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘COMMON GOOD’. WE SEE THE ONGOING AFFECTS OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ HAVING A CONSTANT ‘AFFECT’, A ‘CONTAGION’ ON EVERYONE’S EMOTIONAL CENTERING. THE FOSTERED REACTIVITY IS A FORM OF ‘MASS OR EPIDEMIC HYSTERIA’ IN ITS ACCUMULATIVE AFFECTS. IT IS THE ‘FOX’ IN THE ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE COMPELLING ‘ADRENALINES’ AND ‘HORMONES’ OF ‘FIGHT AND

FLIGHT’. IT IS AN UNDERCURRENT OF ‘PANIC’ THAT ‘WAR’ AND ‘AGGRESSION’ ‘DERIVE FROM’. WE HAVE TO DO SOMETHING OR THE ‘EPIDEMIC HYSTERIA’ WILL LEAD TO ‘TOO MUCH’ INNER DESTRUCTIVENESS.POLITICAL LEADERS USE THE MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM CRISIS’ TO GENERATE THEIR ONGOING ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. THEY WILL USE WHATEVER IS AVAILABLE TO JUSTIFY WHAT THEY WANT TO DO [‘WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION’ OR ‘YELLOW URANIUM CAKE’]. WE ARE CONTINUOUSLY REELING FROM THE AFFECTS OF THE STREAMINGS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS AS IF WE ALL ARE MOVING AS ‘JUMPING BEANS’ FOR A ‘HO-HO-HO’ JOLLY ‘GIANT BEANSTALK’ AND ‘JACKING’ TO THEIR RHYTHMS. WE ARE IN THE CURRENCY OF CORPORATE ‘NANO-SECONDS’ OF GLOBALISATION ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’. THE PROBLEMS OF ‘OBESITY, DIABETES, ALCOHOL AND DRUG ABUSE’ HAVE BECOME PERVASIVE IN THE CULTURE AS THE ‘RISING’ FEW ARE HELD UP AND DISPLAYED AS THE ‘EXCEPTIONS THAT MAKE THE RULE.’ MOST PEOPLE ARE ‘LOST’ IN THE ONGOING ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION’ AND ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’. IT IS ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ THAT FEEDS OFF OF THE WEARINESS AND THE FATIGUE. IT IS ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ THAT REDIRECTS ‘CRITICISM’ OF THE INJUSTICE INTO AUDIENCE APPLAUSE FOR SPORTS AND ENTERTAINMENT.

‘CONSTANCY OF THE PROTRACTED CONFLICT’
THERE IS A CONCEPT KNOWN AS FOURTH GENERATION WARFARE THAT ‘BLURS’ THE LINES BETWEEN WHAT IS MILITARY AND WHAT IS CIVILIAN. IT SEEMS TO BE A FORM OF ‘PROTRACTED CONFLICT’ WHERE ‘WAR’ IS CONTINUOUS AND USES ANY MEANS AVAILABLE TO ‘CONTROL’ THE ECONOMIC/POLITICAL AND TERRITORIAL TERRAIN. THE MEDIA GIANTS CONTROL ‘INFORMATION’ AND ‘ENERGY IMAGE DISTRIBUTIONS’ AS WELL AS CIRCULATION OF THE PRIMARY THEMES OF DECISIONMAKING. JUST LOOK AT THE REFUSAL OF THE DISNEY CORPORATION TO DISTRIBUTE MICHAEL MOORE’S FILM… ‘FARENHEIT 911’ BECAUSE IT IS CRITICAL ABOUT THE CONNECTIONS OF THE ‘SAUDI ROYALS OF OIL’ AND THE ‘BUSH/CHENEY’ OIL INTERESTS. THERE IS ALWAYS A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ THAT UNDERLIES THE ACTIONS CONCERNING THE USE OF ‘FORCE’ TO FURTHER THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ INTERESTS OF ‘ELITES’ OR ‘SHADOW GROUPS’.DECISIONS TO GO TO WAR ARE MASKED IN THEMES OF DEMOCRACY AND FREEDOM AS ELITE LEADERS DENY THAT REALPOLITIQUE ‘MATERIALS’ AND ‘MONEY’ ARE THE REASONS.

IT IS MISDIRECTION AND SURROGATE PERFORMANCE AS WELL AS ‘FAKE LEFT’ AND ‘GO RIGHT’ THAT DEFINES THE CONTROL MOMENTUM OF EMPIRE. IT IS ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDISM’ AND THE ‘PROMISE’ OF ‘FAIR SHARE’ THAT SERVES AS A ‘CARROT’ FOR THE ‘INDIVIDUALS’ TRAPPED IN THE MASS-OCCUR ‘COLLISIONISM’. THERE IS A VERY LIMITED ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ AS ASSETS ARE ACCUMULATED BY THE FEW AND ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU, THE LESS YOU ARE VALUED’ IS USED AGAINST THE ‘MASS’. IT IS A ‘PERFECTION OF DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ AS EACH ONE AND EACH GROUP IS ‘PITTED AGAINST ONE ANOTHER’ TO BENEFIT THE LAND ‘LORDS’. IT IS ‘INDIVIDUATION’ FOSTERED YET MOST START FROM A VERY UNFAIR PLACE. IT IS NOT A FAIR GAME FOR ANYONE. AS VIEWERS AND RECEPTORS OF TRICKLE-DOWN’ KNOWLEDGE DISSEMINATION, WE ‘ADAPT’ TO THE ‘PACE OF THE ELECTRONIC HERD’ ALL OF THE TIME. WE LEARN TO MOVE WITH THE ‘CURRENTS’ AND DIGEST THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘INFORMATION WARFARE’. THE WISDOM OF THE ‘ELDERS’ PROVIDES SOME ‘CLARITY’ AND A SENSE OF VISION IN THE MIDST OF THESE ‘CROSS-CURRENTS’ AND ‘UNDERCURRENTS’.IT IS OUR WAY OF SEPARATING OUR EFFORTS FROM THE INERTIA OF THE MONEY ELITES.

‘THE BEWILDERED HERD’ AND THE GOVERNING ‘SPECIALIZED CLASS’
THE ‘SPECIALIZED CLASS’ OF REVOLVING DOOR LOBBYISTS AND POLITICIANS FINANCED BY ‘BIG MONEY’ DOES THE ONGOING GOVERNANCE OF THE CULTURE. ‘THE ELITE SPECIALIZED CLASS IS A SMALL PERCENTAGE OF THE POPULATION AND AS WALTER LIPPMANN NOTED ‘THEY’ HAVE TO BE ‘PROTECTED’FROM THE ‘MASS POPULATION’ [OR WHO HE DESCRIBED AS THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’]. THE SPECIALIZED CLASS CARRIES OUT THE GOVERNANCE OF THE ‘COMMON INTERESTS’ FOR THE MOMENTUM OF THE ‘PYRAMIDISM’. THE ‘MASS’ PRIMARILY STAY IN SERVICE AS ‘SPECTATORS’ AND GRUMBLE ‘THERE IS NOTHING THAT ONE CAN DO’ OR ‘IT JUST DOESN’T MATTER’. AS NOAM CHOMSKY SAYS… ‘TO PROTECT THE BEWILDERED HERD FROM THEMSELVES AND THEIR MISJUDGMENTS, THE SPECIALIZED CLASS USES ‘PUBLIC RELATIONS’ [‘PROPAGANDA’] TO KEEP ‘ORDER’. THE ‘SPECIALIZED CLASS’ MAINTAINS THE ORDERING OF THE MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ ACADEMIC/ GOVERNMENT/ MEDIA COLLECTIVE. THE REVOLVING DOOR LOBBYISTS AND POLITICIANS BECOME THE ‘VESTED INTERESTS’ AND THE SYSTEM PERCOLATES NARROWER STREAMS OF IDEAS AND CANDIDATES. THE MEDIA SPORTS MENTALITY CALLS THE POLITICAL GAME WELL IN ADVANCE OF THE POTENTIAL FOR A REAL DEMOCRATIC PROCESS. JUST LOOK AT ‘THE DYNAMICS OF MONEY’, CAMPAIGN FUNDING AND ACCESS .TAKE A LOOK AT THE ‘MUCH TOO EARLY’ MEDIA ANNOINTING OF PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES. THE ‘HORSE RACE’ GETS CALLED BEFORE THE ‘DECISION MAKING’ HAS RUN ITS COURSE BECAUSE MONEY ‘DEFINES’ AND PAYS FOR THE OPPORTUNITY TO BE SEEN ON TELEVISION.THE ABSURDITY OF THE ELECTION OF 2004 IS THAT WE END UP WITH TWO ‘SKULL AND BONES’ SECRET SOCIETY YALE CANDIDATES FOR PRESIDENT ARGUING ABOUT HOW BEST TO PROTECT THE ‘VESTED’ INTERESTS OF THE WEALTHY.

CHALLENGERS
A ‘CRISIS OF DEMOCRACY’ OCCURS WHEN THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ ATTEMPTS TO ACT BY TRYING TO DEVELOP ‘GROUND FLOOR’ MOVEMENTS TO CHALLENGE THE INERTIA OF THE ELITE MOMENTUM. THE ‘GRASS ROOTS’ MOVEMENTS ARE EASILY SABOTAGED THROUGH A ‘COOPTATION’ OF MOST OF THE ‘EGO-CENTRIC’ POLITICIANS SEEKING TO LEVERAGE THE ‘ISSUES’ FOR THEIR OWN ‘CAREERS’. THE CHALLENGING ‘THIRD PARTIES’ COLLAPSE IN THE ILLUSIONS OF IDEALS AND THE FAILURE TO SEE THAT POLITICS IS SIMPLY ABOUT POWER AND CONTROL. IT IS DEALMAKING AND DIVIDING UP THE MONEY AND ASSETS OF THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID…VERY LITTLE GETS

‘TRICKLED DOWN’ EXCEPT AS IT IS NECESSARY TO MAINTAIN THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

‘THE ISSUE OF THE WAY’
THE ‘ISSUES’ ARE GRADUALLY ABSORBED INTO THE ‘ELITE FUNDED’ MAJOR PARTIES AND ANY REAL ‘OPPOSITION’ IS DIFFUSED. THE ORDINARY PEOPLE CONTINUE TO BECOME INCREASINGLY ‘ALIENATED’ AND ‘CYNICAL’ AS THE RESULTS ARE USUALLY THE REWARDING OF THE ‘COOPTATION SURROGATES’ AND THE ‘MAINTENANCE OF AN INERTIA OF ‘MORE OF THE SAME’. THE MORE THAN 50 MILLION THAT SIT OUT THE POLITICAL SYSTEM REFLECTS A ‘NO-CONFIDENCE VOTE’…THE SYSTEM IS DEMOCRACY AS AN ILLUSION MAINTAINED BY MEDIA ‘TALKING SMITHS’. THE ‘RULE OF THE FEW’ IS DETERMINED BY ‘THE FUNDING OF THE VESTED’. THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ FEEDS THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘HAVES’ AS THE EXCEPTIONS ARE THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT MAKE THE ‘EXCEPTION’ THAT MAKES THE RULE’. THE CONTROL OF ‘TALKING SMITHS’ IS THE REIGN OF THE GAME… THEY ARE THE TRAFFIC COPS FOR EMPIRE. THEY MEDIATE THE ISSUES OF THE HIDDEN AGENDA IN THE ‘MEDIA’ [MEDIATE AND MEDIA]. THEY ‘ALL’ HONE IN ON THE ‘ISSUE OF THE WAY’…THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF ‘SHARED INTENT’ AND ‘ACCEPTABLE OUTCOMES’…

IT IS A TREADMILL NIGHTMARE AS MANY TRY TO KEEP PACE WITH ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ AND THE REALITY OF LIFE IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’.
THE MEDIA AMPLIFICATION [‘THE SPECIALIZED CLASS OF TALKING SMITHS’]… ‘THE HERDING’ ACCENTUATES THE AFFECTS AND COMPELS ‘COPING’ MUCH OF THE TIME. THE NECESSITY OF ADAPTATION TO THE CONFUSIONS AND CONTRADICTIONS ‘PRESSURES MANY’ TO CONSUME MORE SUGARS AND SALTS TO TRY TO REBALANCE AS THEY ARE ‘SPIRALLING’ ON THEIR COUCHES WATCHING THE SEQUENCES OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS. THERE ARE ‘VOICEOVERS’ AND THE ‘PASSING THROUGH OF WORDS’, THERE ARE ‘SOUND BITES’ AND ‘QUICK EDITS’…

THE ENVIRONMENT IS NOT ONLY QUICKER THAN THE EYE… IT IS QUICKER THAN THE HEART.
THERE IS A CONSTANT STRUGGLE FOR ‘EMPHASIS’ AND ‘IDEOLOGY’. ‘STYLE’ PASSES THROUGH AS SUBSTANCE AND ‘SOUND GLIBNESS’ IS PERCEIVED AS INSIGHT. THE MESSAGE OF THE INERTIA IS THAT THERE IS ‘NOTHING’ THAT ONE CAN DO ABOUT IT [‘MAYBE IT IS BETTER… NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’]. ‘THEY’ ARE ‘INVISIBLE’ AND ‘THEY’ ARE THE ‘CURRENTS’. THEIR ‘CURRENTS’ ARE THE ‘CURRENTS’ THAT WE LIVE IN EVERYDAY. …‘I HAVE HEARD ABOUT THE OCEAN… CAN YOU TELL ME WHERE IT IS?’… IT IS THE QUESTION OF THE LITTLE FISH ASKING ITS MOTHER TO DESCRIBE THE SPACE THAT IS ALL AROUND.

‘CREATIVE TALENTS’
THE ‘PSYCHIC SPIRITUAL WARRIORS’ OR ‘CREATIVE TALENTS’ RECEIVE THE ‘SPECIAL TREATMENT’ OF THE WISDOM OF THE PRESENT IN A ‘CONTINUITY’ OUT OF THE ‘PRECEDING’. THESE ‘MEDIUMS’ OR ‘SAVANT’ TALENTS ARE ‘NURTURED’ AND ‘CHALLENGED’ TO UTILIZE THEIR SPIRITS AND PHYSIOLOGY

IN ‘NON-ORDINARY’ WAYS. THE ‘INSIGHTS’ OF THE ‘WISE ELDERS’ ARE DIRECTED BY SUGGESTION AND ENERGY CHARGE REINFORCEMENT INTO THE PERFORMERS, TALENTS,MEDIUMS,CHANNELS OR ‘EMERGING’ ARTISTS. IN THE FILM ‘CASABLANCA’ WE HEAR ‘WE WILL ALWAYS HAVE ‘PARIS’ AND KNOW THE INTERCONNECTEDNESS OF ‘GUIDANCE’ AND ‘MEDIUM’ DEVELOPMENT… THE ‘PAR’ AND ‘PAIR IS’ OF LANGUAGE ‘RESONATES’ IN A CREATIVE AWARENESS FROM A DEEP INNER ‘TRADING AND EXCHANGE’ PLACE.IT IS OUR ‘REACTIVITY ADAPTATION’ IN DREAMS AND ‘TRANCE STATES’ THAT EXPANDS OUR ACCESS TO MORE COMPLEX CONSCIOUSNESS,VISION AND IMAGINATION. THE WISE ELDER PROVIDES DEEP LEVELS OF ‘GROUNDING’ DURING THESE MANY TIMES OF ‘CONVULSIVE’ AND ‘TRANSFORMATIVE’ GROWTH. ‘WE WILL ALWAYS HAVE ‘PAIR’ ‘IS’. IT IS A ‘PLANE’ OF ‘HORIZONTAL RESONANCE’… ‘PAIR BONDING’ OR THE ‘PAIR’ OF ‘INTERCONNECTEDNESS HEARING’ ALONG THE ‘HIP WARS’ PLATEAU. THE ‘PAIR-IS’ IS A MUTUALITY OF RESPECT THAT KNOWS THE IMPORTANCE OF GETTING BEYOND MERE COLLECTION AND WATCHING. THE GOAL OF THE ‘PAIR-IS’ OR ‘PAIRING’ IS A MAXIMIZATION OF CELLULAR AND METABOLIC PROCESSES. IT IS A ‘TWO HEADS ARE BETTER THAN ONE’ WAY OF ENCOUNTERING THE ‘DISTURBANCES’ IN THE ENVIRONMENT. THE ONGOING DIALOGUE OF THE ELDER AND THE ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ AFFECTS EACH ONE’S RENEWAL AND THE DEVELOPMENT OF ‘STRUCTURES’ OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’. THE ‘CHARGINGS’ ARE DIRECTED BY THE ‘ELDER’ AS AN ACCENTUATION OF A DESIRED OUTCOME. THERE IS A ‘SILENT CONSENT’ AS THE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ IS IN A STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND ‘GOES WITH THE FLOW’. IT IS A ‘DEEP ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF CONSENT THAT ‘FOLLOWS’ ALONG WITH THE GUIDED IMAGERY OF THE ‘ELDER’. IT IS THE POWER OF ‘SUGGESTION’ THAT ‘LIGHTS THE WAY’ OF INNER SELF ‘ACTIVATION’. IT IS A DEEP MUTUALITY OF ‘SHARED INTENT’ THAT FLOWS THROUGH THE SILENCE OF CONNECTEDNESS. IT IS THE CUINGS ALONG THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ THAT MAINTAINS THE MOMENTUM OF ‘TRANSFORMATION’. WE LEARN TO CONTAIN AND MANAGE OUR CREATIVE COMBUSTION THROUGH OUR EXPANSION OF OUR ‘SHELL’ [OUR ‘WELL-STEIN’ CONTAINER OF OPPOSITIONAL ‘YIN/YANG’ ENERGIES]. OUR PERCOLATION AND RELEASING OF PENT UP ENERGIES IS ‘CONSTANT’ AS WE ‘TAILOR’ AND ‘REFINE’ OUR CREATIVE STRUCTURE TO ‘ACHIEVE’ A MAXIMIZATION OF OUR ‘INNER NECESSITY’. IT IS A CONTINUALLY EVOLVING AND INDIVIDUALISTIC WAY OF BECOMING A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’. IT IS A NEVERENDING CHALLENGE IN AN ENVIRONMENT WHERE MOST ARE ‘ASLEEP’, ‘DREAMING’, OR ‘NUMBED OUT’. IT IS THE PATH OF CANDOR AND ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’.

‘MAGIC POTIONS’
WE LIVE IN A ‘PILL’ AND ‘STIMULANT’ MODULATED CULTURE. THERE IS A DEEP ECHO OF THE ‘SPEED’ AND ‘STEROID’ INJECTIONS OF JACK AND JACKIE KENNEDY [THE ‘MAGIC POTIONS’] AS PROVIDED BY DR. MAX JACOBSON [‘CELEBRITY DRUG PRESCRIBER’]. THE PATTERNS OF ‘1960’S DRUG USE BECAME

MIDDLE CLASS AND MAINSTREAM AS THE ‘ADAPTATIONS’ AND ‘ADRENALINES’ WERE ALTERED BY THE SPEED OF THE GREED.THE BIG DRUG COMPANIES WERE THE MONEY MAKERS IN THE ‘1990’S’ PROVIDING LIFE SAVING ‘MIRACLES’ AND ‘FIXES’ FOR A COPING POPULATION [SOMETIMES BASED ON INCOMPLETE RESULTS AND LAX ‘FOOD AND DRUG’ REVIEWS]. THERE IS AN ENORMOUS DIFFERENCE IN HOW CREATIVE PEOPLE KNOW ‘ACTIVE RECEPTIVITY’ INSTEAD OF ‘NUMBING-OUT’ WITH AN ‘ADDICTION’. THERE IS A ‘COPING’ OPPRESSIVENESS IN THE FORCED SYSTEMIC ‘RECEPTIVITY’ TO THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ ELECTROSEEDING’. IT IS ALL AROUND AND THE ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE DEMANDS A LOT OF PADDING AND ENERGY TO CONSTANTLY WEATHER THE OVERLOADS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’, THE ELECTRONIC COLONY.

‘CREATIVE DRIFTING’
THERE IS A GREAT DIFFERENCE IN ‘CREATIVE DRIFTING’ AND ‘DRUGS/ALCOHOL’ ESCAPISM. THE ‘DEEP YIN’ RECEPTIVITY OF THE CREATIVE PERSON IS IN THE ‘WILL TO GRASP’ THE ‘NATURE’ OF THE ‘DYNAMISM’ THAT ONE IS ENCOUNTERING. DRINKING AND DRUGGING ‘SELF DESTRUCTIVENESS’ IS A MEANS TO SOME ‘END’ [A ‘FORGETTING’ AND AN ESCAPING IF ‘ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE’]. THE ‘LEGAL DRUG MONEY MAKERS’ DERIVE THE LONG TERM BENEFIT OF TOO MANY ‘QUICK FIXES’. THERE IS ‘PROFIT’ IN THE ‘WOUNDS AND WOES’ IN A SYSTEM GEARED TOWARDS ‘THE ONE OUT OF MANY’[WHATEVER IS AVAILABLE TO ‘GET YOU THROUGH THE DAY’ SOUNDS HORRIFYING AS A STATEMENT OF ‘NORMALCY’].

IT IS AS IF ‘PEOPLE REALLY WANT TO DIE’ BEFORE THEY GET TO A POTENTIAL AND POSSIBLE FULLNESS OF LIFE.
THE ONGOING NORMALCY OF DESTRUCTIVE CONSUMPTIONS DISPLAYS A ‘LACK’ OF ‘HOPE’ AS ‘ESCAPISM’ SEEMS TO BE THE ONLY WAY TO DEAL WITH THE FEELINGS OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’. THE ‘UNCONSCIOUS’ DEPENDENCIES ARE FOSTERED BY THE ADVERTISERS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ WHO THEN PROVIDE ‘CONVENIENT PACIFIERS’ TO HELP BLOCK THE ‘ANTI-SOCIAL FEELINGS OF INJUSTICE’ SENSED BY THE MEMBERSHIP OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’. THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ CONSTANTLY NEEDS ‘FUEL’ TO SUPPRESS ‘REAL FEELINGS’ FROM COMING INTO PRESENCE.MUCH OF REAL FEELING ENDS UP BEING ‘MUFFLED’ OR ‘CHANNELLED’ INTO ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ OR ‘AUDIENCE’ AFFILIATIONS WITH ‘CELEBRITY’ OR ‘SPORTS’. AN ‘OOH NUMB’ VERSION OF ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’.

‘FEAR’ AND ‘SHOCK’
ONE MUST TAKE A GOOD LOOK AT HABITS AND PATTERNS…WHAT DO YOU DO TO COUNTER OR NEUTRALIZE FEELINGS THAT YOU DO NOT WANT TO FEEL? THERE IS A LOT OF PSYCHE AS WELL AS PHYSIOLOGICAL ACTION IN STATES OF ‘FEAR’… THE BODY CONTRACTS IN SELF PROTECTION… THE MIND AND SPIRIT IS PREOCCUPIED… ‘FROZEN WITH FEAR’… THE CIRCULATION OF BLOOD AND BREATH SLOWS DOWN RESULTING IN CONDITIONS OF EXCESS AND STAGNATION IN THE CORE AND DEPLETION IN THE PERIPHERY. A COMMON SIGN OF FEAR IS ‘COLD HANDS AND COLD FEET’. THE EXCESSIVE ‘TRUNK’ OBESITY IS INDICATIVE OF THE AMOUNT OF PAIN THAT IS BEING ‘COMFORTED’ IN A MYRIAD OF WAYS. IT IS COPING AND NUMBING AND FANTASY THAT IS A WAY TO

‘SURVIVE’. IT IS THE NECESSITY OF ‘IMAGE’ OR THE ‘WHO’ WE WANT THE ‘OTHERS’ TO SEE. AS ROBERT BLY SAID ‘IMAGE IS A FORM OF INTELLIGENCE’. ALTHOUGH THE IMAGE AS A ‘SHIELD OF ILLUSION/DECEPTION’ MAY BE VALUABLE FOR WARFARE… IT IS DESTRUCTIVE IF ONE SEEKS A HEALTHY FORM OF RELATIONSHIP. POWER COUPLES MAY NOT BE HEALTHY LEADERS AS THE ‘FALSENESS’ EVENTUALLY BRINGS MORE DAMAGE TO THE SURFACE AS ACTIONS ARE DONE FOR ‘IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT’ RATHER THAN FOR A ‘PATH OF HEART’. THE POLITICOS BECOME VERY GOOD AT ‘IMPRESSION MANAGEMENT’ AS THEY ‘MEDIATE’ THEIR POLITICAL CONFLICTS IN THE SAME MODE AS THEIR INTERNAL CONTRADICTIONS. IT IS EASY TO SEE FORMER PRESIDENT CLINTON DOING GLOBAL ‘AIDS’ POLITICS AFTER HAVING BEEN ALMOST IMPEACHED FOR DECEPTION IN SEXUALITY. THE ‘SHAME’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ SERVES THE ‘LEVERAGING’ OF THE ‘PRAGMATISM’ OF ANYTHING THAT WORKS IS ‘ACCEPTABLE’.

FEAR
STEPHEN BACHELOR DESCRIBES ‘FEAR’ AS THE LONGING NOT TO BE HURT; THE CRAVING NOT TO SUFFER MISFORTUNE; THE YEARNING NOT TO BE CONTINGENT. IN TIBETAN BUDDHIST TERMINOLOGY FEAR ‘PERVADES ALL SELF CENTERED EMOTIONS’… ‘CONFUSION’S FEAR IS COMPARED TO AN OXEN, ARROGANCE’S FEAR TO A LION, HATRED’S FEAR TO A FIRE, JEALOUSY’S FEAR TO A SNAKE, MISCONCEPTION’S FEAR TO TO A THIEF, MISERLINESS’ FEAR TO AN IRON SHACKLE, DESIRES FEAR TO A TORRENT, DOUBT’S FEAR TO A CANNIBAL….EACH STATE BEING ANIMATED BY THE LONGING NOT TO BE HURT.

‘ANXIETY’
THERE IS AN ONGOING ‘UNFORSEEABLE COMBINATION OF CIRCUMSTANCES’ THAT DEMANDS ADAPTATION TO THE CURRENTS OF GLOBAL THEATER. THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ RUMBLES THROUGH THE ECONOMIES ALL AROUND THE WORLD. THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ COPES AND NUMBS. THE ORDINARY PEOPLE FEEL ANXIOUSNESS AND ALIENATION AS THEY TRY TO ADJUST TO THE CONVULSIVENESS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’. THE LOSS OF BELIEF IN THE ‘REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’ CONTRIBUTES TO AN EXPONENTIAL SPEED OF FRAGMENTATION. PEOPLE FEEL IT IS NOT THEIR SYSTEM AS ‘MONEY’ REWARDS THE ‘INSIDERS’ WHO LIVE MUCH BETTER THAN THOSE THEY ARE SUPPOSED TO REPRESENT. THE PACINGS GENERATE MORE ANXIETY AND REQUIRE MORE ADAPTATION TO ‘LESS OF A HEARTLAND CENTER’ IN THE EXTERNAL ENVIRONMENT AND ‘LESS’ OF A ‘PATH OF THE HEART CENTERING’ IN THE INNER PERSONAL.THE SPEED OF THE ELECTRONIC HERD IS BEYOND ‘ADAPTATION’ AND ONLY PERSONAL POWER OF PRESENCE WILL OVERCOME THE OCEANIC ANXIETY THAT IS ALL AROUND… AN ANXIETY BEING DISCHARGED AND DIGESTED EVERYDAY.

‘ADAPTATIONS’
AS ‘MEDIUMS’ LEARNING HOW TO BECOME GENERATIVE ARTISTS WE LEARN TO ‘ADAPT’ AND REFOCUS EVERYDAY. WE LEARN TO GROW OUT OF THE DEEP YIN RECEPTIVITY BY FOLLOWING ‘HEALTHY SUGGESTIONS’ INTO A STRENGTHENED NEW ‘YANG’ OF ASSERTIVENESS. THE SHOCKS OF ‘ZAPS’ OR THE AFFECTS OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ IMPACTS AND INNER ‘IMPLOSIONS’ PENETRATE OUR ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE ‘SHELL’ AND DEMAND THAT WE STRETCH OUR ‘HOME ON THE RANGE’ OF ‘YIN/YANG’ CAPACITY.

‘SOUND BLINDNESS’

OUR ENERGIES MUST BE DISTRIBUTED IN HEALTHY WAYS. THE REPETITIVE AND REMOTE CHARGES AND TONES MAY BUILD UP AN ‘EXCESS OF TRANSMITTER SUBSTANCES’ [ACETYLCHOLINE- PRESENT AT SYNAPSE LOCATIONS] SO THAT THE SIGNAL OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE [AS ‘ULTRASOUND’] IS A ‘BLOCK’ OR AN ‘INHIBITION’ SUCH THAT THE SIGNAL CANNOT TRANSMIT ‘EXCITATION’ FROM ONE CELL TO ANOTHER. [E.L.CHAFFEE AND R.V. LIGHT]. WE MUST LEARN TO BALANCE THE ‘UNHEARD’ AS WELL AS THE HEARD RESONANCE WITHIN. WE MUST LEARN TO SWALLOW THE EXCESSES OF ENERGY OVERLOADS AND ACCESS DEEPER LEVELS OF BREATHING AND HEALTHIER WAYS OF DISTRIBUTION.

‘TRANSFORMATION’
‘TRANSFORMATION’ MEANS ONE MUST REFINE ONE’S OWN SPIRIT AND PHYSIOLOGY THROUGH A PROCESS OF ‘TEMPERING AND TONING’ OF ONE’S REAL WILL. ONE MUST GRADUALLY REDUCE THE AMOUNT OF ‘COMPLIANCE’ TO HYPNOTIC ‘CUING’ ‘AS ONE FOLLOWS THE SUGGESTIONS’ AND THE ASSISTANCE OF AN ‘ELDER’. OUR CREATIVE WAY IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE BLENDING OF POWER AND EROS. IT IS A ‘WAY’ OF SEEING AND A ‘QUICKNESS’ OF ENCOUNTERING THE WAVES OF SOUND AND CONTACT. IT IS A DEFT MANEUVERING THROUGH THE CONVULSIVENESS OF THE WORLD AS IT ‘FUELS’ ON THE UNENDING ‘COLLISIONISM’. A ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT IS THE ‘NUCLEAR-LIKE’ IMPACT OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS THAT CAUSE ‘IMPLOSIONS’ IN OUR SPIRITS AND PHYSIOLOGY. OUR ‘CONTROLLED REACTIVITY’ IS FOCUSED THROUGH THE WAYS THAT WE REARRANGE OUR ‘PATTERNS OF CONNECTIVITY’ TO THE ‘WORLD’. WE ‘DISTANCE’ OURSELVES FROM THE WORLD YET WE KNOW WE HAVE TO STILL LIVE IN THE CONVULSIVENESS MOTIONS AND MADNESS OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. AS ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIORS’ WE EVOLVE THROUGH ‘MEDIUM/SAVANTING’ REVERBERATIONS TO CONSTANTLY ESTABLISH OUR ‘EMERGENCE’ IN A NEW ORDERING. FOR A CONSCIOUS AND CREATIVE PERSON IT IS A CONTINUOUSLY ERUPTIVE AND ‘VOLCANIC’ CHAOS DEMANDING AN ONGOING ‘REFOCUSING’ IN JUDGEMENTS OF ‘WHAT CAN ACTUALLY BE DONE’

‘COLLISIONISM’
THERE IS AN ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ AND AN ‘OUTER COLLISIONISM’. IT IS THE ‘MICROCOSM’ AND THE ‘MACROCOSM’. DEEP WITHIN CREATIVE PEOPLE EXPERIENCE THE ‘ION’ SORT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF CREATIVE PERCOLATION’…AN ‘INNER STORM’ THAT COMPELS ‘RELEASES OF ENERGY’ FOR GENERATIVE PURPOSE. IT IS THE ENCOUNTER OF ‘PROMETHEUS’ [THE HEROIC SOURCE OF HUMAN CREATIVITY] THAT KNOWS AN ELECTRICAL TRANSFER OF THE ‘LIGHT AND THE SOUND’ [‘THE ‘SOUND AND THE FURY’]. IT IS THE ‘CREATIVE LIMITS’ OF STORAGE AND GENERATIVITY THAT ARE ‘WORKED THROUGH’ WHEN WE ARE IN OUR ALTERED STATES. OUR ‘BIO-CHEMISTRIES’ EVOLVE ‘DEEP WITHIN’ IN OUR INTENSITIES OF

EMOTIONAL ENCOUNTER AND EXPLORATION. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE MOMENTUM OF AWARENESS AND THE ‘CONSTANT’ FORCE OF DESTRUCTION AND REGENERATION. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE BREAKING DOWN OF AN OLD ORDER SO THAT A NEW STRUCTURE MAY BE CREATED. IT IS ‘DISTANT’ AND IT IS ‘PERSONAL’. IT IS REMOTE YET IT IS DEEPLY PENETRATING. WE LEARN HOW TO ‘HANDLE’ THE ‘SHADOWS’ OF EACH CRISIS AND HOW TO GET RID OF THE ‘NEGATIVITY’. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS A ‘GREAT SCHISM’ IN THE MIDDLE OF A CRISIS. ‘COLLISIONISM’ ADDS TO THE DARKNESS IN THE BIG FOG OF EMPTINESS YET IT IS THE ‘LIGHT’ OR ‘PIVOT’ MOMENT DEMANDING THAT WE FACE OUR OWN POTENTIAL. ‘COLLISIONISM’ CALLS FORTH THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT IS EVER-PRESENT AS ‘VOID’ OR ‘ABYSS’ AND DEMANDS A NEW SENSE OF ‘BALANCE’. WE LEARN TO ‘FOCUS’ DURING THE ‘MASS’ MOMENTS OF ‘MASS SHOCK’ AND TAKE A POSITIVE STEP FOR ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’. IT IS A TIME OF A TENDENCY TO ‘DEFINE’ AND TRY TO ‘CONSERVE’ YET THERE IS THE ‘LIGHT OF A NEW VISION’ THAT WANTS TO BE BORN. IT IS SAID THAT ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE ONLY CRIME IN THE UNIVERSE. IF THAT IS TRUE THEN THE HUMANS ON THE ‘PLANET EARTH’ ARE COMMITTING ‘COLLISIONISM CRIME’ EVERYDAY. IT IS LIKE THE THEME OF THE MOVIE ‘CRASH’ WHERE THE ‘NARRATOR’ DESCRIBES PEOPLE AS ‘CRASHING INTO ONE ANOTHER OUT OF A DESIRE TO CONNECT AND OVERCOME THEIR ‘LONELINESS’. WE SEE THE ‘ACCEPTABILITY’ OF CREATE AND DESTROY’ AS A NORMALCY OF ‘DOING BUSINESS’. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS SO NORMAL THAT WE JUST KEEP ‘NUMBING OUT’ AS A WAY OF LIFE. THE POLITICIANS PREACH ‘KINDER AND GENTLER’ AND THEN GO TO WAR. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS IN THE VIOLENCE OF ‘WAR’ AND THE USE OF ‘VIOLENT SPECIAL EFFECTS’ IN MEDIA. THERE ARE ‘CAR CRASHES’ AND ‘EXPLOSIONS’ IN FILMS MODELLING THE ‘WAYS’ OF THE RHYTHMS OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTUM [‘MASS OCCURENCES’ IN THEIR SEQUENTIAL ACCUMULATIVE AFFECTS]. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS ‘FOSTERED’ AS ‘NORMAL’ AND A WAY TO SEPARATE THE ‘MEN’ FROM THE ‘BOYS’.

‘THE ECHO OF THE WAY’
‘COLLISIONISM’ SERVES AS A ‘FILTRATION SYSTEM’ TO ‘SELECT’ A ‘KEY-TONING’ MODEL MEDIUM TO REPRESENT THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘DAY’. THE GIANT MEDIA EMPHASIZE THE HEADLINE OF THE DAY THROUGH FOCUSING ON THE ‘ECHO OF THE WAY’. IT IS HOW THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ MAINTAINS THE ‘INERTIA OF EMPIRE’. THE ECHO OF THE WAY IS THE ‘SHARED INTENT OF THE WAY’

‘COLLISIONISM’ IS A DEEP DIVISIVENESS OF SEPARATING EACH PERSON IN THEIR ‘ALONENESS’ COMPELLING A SEARCH FOR ‘REINTEGRATION UNITY’ WITH THE ‘COMMON CONNECTEDNESS’.
‘COLLISIONISM IS THE FOSTERING OF ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ AS A WAY TO ‘CONNECT’ WITH THE HUMANITY OF THE ‘OTHER [S]’ BY BEING ‘USEFUL’ IN HELPING TO OVERCOME THE FEELINGS OF ‘FRAGMENTATION’ AND ‘WOUNDEDNESS’. ‘COLLISIONISM’ ACCENTUATES THE RHYTHMS OF THE PHILOSOPHY OF ‘THE EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’.

‘AUTHORITY/INDEPENDENCE’
… ‘THE MOST EFFECTIVE PARENTAL WEAPON IS WITHDRAWAL OF LOVE OR ITS THREAT… THE CHILD IS FORCED TO GIVE UP HIS INSTINCTUAL LONGING, TO SUPPRESS HIS SEXUAL DESIRE FOR ONE PARENT AND HOSTILITY TO THE OTHER. IN THERE PLACE, HE WILL DEVELOP FEELINGS OF GUILT ABOUT HIS SEXUALITY AND FEAR OF AUTHORITY FIGURES…

‘THIS SURRENDER CONSTITUTES AN ACCEPTANCE OF PARENTAL POWER AND AUTHORITY… IT IS A ‘SUBMISSION’ TO THE PARENTS VALUES AND DEMANDS. THE CHILD BECOMES ‘GOOD’… WHICH MEANS HE GIVES UP HIS SEXUAL ORIENTATION [‘PRESENCE’] IN FAVOR OF ONE DIRECTED TO ACHIEVEMENT… THE COMPELLING NEED TO FOLLOW HIS PARENTS WISHES… THE WHOLE PROCESS PRESERVES THE GENITAL ORGAN, WARDS OFF THE DANGER OF LOSING IT [‘CASTRATION’]… ON THE OTHER HAND, THE ‘SUBMISSION’ PARALYZES IT, TAKES ITS FUNCTION AWAY FROM IT…’ [SIGMUND FREUD] THIS COMPLIANCE IS MORE OF A ‘PEAR IS’ RATHER THAN A ‘PAIR IS’ AS THE PEAR SHAPED BOTTOMS GET WIDENED TO BEAR THE LOADS OF THE TOP DOWN FLOWS. THE ‘P’ EAR IS THE HEARING AS A ‘FEAR’ COMPELLING A ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’ AND AN EXCESSIVENESS OF ‘PADDING’ IN THE ONGOING ‘HIP WARS’ OF ‘SIT SIGHT’. THE ‘PEAR ECHOING’ FOSTERS A DEEP RECEPTIVITY OR FEMININE RECEPTIVITY TO THE SOUNDS OF THE SYSTEM. ONE SEES THE EARLY ‘OBESITY’ AND MUFFLED REAL SEXUALITY AS A CONSEQUENCE OF THE ONGOING ELECTRONIC PENETRATIONS INTO THE VULNERABLE…THE WOUNDED AND THE CONFUSED. IT PLAYS UPON THE ‘HIP WOUNDEDNESS AND INADEQUACY’ THAT SEEMS NORMAL. THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY IS THE SPACE OF FERTILIZATION OF ‘ELECTROSEEDING’ BY THE GIANTS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. BUYING ‘FAST FOOD’ AND ‘WATCHING ELECTRO-REALITY’ FURTHER DISTANCES THEM FROM THE POSSIBILITY OF ANY REAL FEELINGS OF SELF ESTEEM. THE TOP DOWN ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ PYRAMIDISM FEEDS ON AN ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OR ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ WAY THAT CONSTANTLY FOSTERS ‘AUDIENCE’ AND ‘AUDITORY AWE’. THE ONGOING ‘CRITICAL INSTABILITY’ IS AKIN TO THE THREAT OF ‘ABANDONMENT’ AS ‘WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY’ IS THE STANDARD OF ‘REALPOLITIQUE’. THIS ‘SURVIVAL’ OF THE FITTEST ATTITUDE PERVADES THE CULTURE AS ‘ELITES’ FEED THE ADVERTISING METHODOLOGY OF ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ [ERNST DICHTER] INTO THE GRID OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. THERE IS A CONSTANCY OF ‘SPLITTING’ AND HERDING INTO MANAGEABLE ZONINGS OR MARKET SHARES. ‘FRAGMENTATION’ OF THE ENVIRONMENT FOSTERS A WRONGFUL WAY OF ‘ONLY THE ‘SITTEST’ SURVIVE.

IT IS A ‘SPIRITUAL WAR ZONE’ THAT IS EVERYWHERE AND ALL AROUND.
IT IS IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF A ‘CAR’ STATE OF IDENTITY…A FOSTERING OF COMPLIANCE AND ALIENATION AT THE SAME TIME… DISTANCING LANGUAGE AND MINIMIZING OPPORTUNITIES FOR ANY REAL ONGOING ENCOUNTER. IT IS TRANSFER OF IMITATION AND MIMIC THAT CHASES THE MEDIA ACCENTUATED VALUES OF ‘IDOLS AND APPRENTICES’. IT IS THE MADNESS OF ‘ASSOCIATIVE LEVERAGINGS OF POWER’ VIA THE CONSUMPTION OF RELICS OR OBJECTS CHARGED UP BY ‘CELEBRITY’ OR ‘STATURE’. DAMAGED AUTOMOBILE PARTS THAT WERE ONCE PART OF ‘BILLY JOEL’S CAR THAT HE CRASHED IN AN ACCIDENT, BECOMES A CELEBRITY ‘COLLECTORS’ MADNESS AUCTION.

PRINCESS DI GETS ENORMOUS ATTENTION AS A SEXY DEATH COMPARED TO THE GENEROSITY OF MOTHER TERESA
THE VALUES ARE ‘SKEWED…THERE IS AN ‘IMPRINT IDEOLOGY’ OF ‘YOU ARE YOUR CAR’ THAT SETS THE ‘TONE’ FOR THE ‘AUTO’ AS THE REPRESENTATION OF THE SELF. IT IS THE ‘ORDINARY’ OF THE ‘OBVIOUS’ THAT IS THE ‘HEARD’ MOVING THE ‘HERD’. BILLY JOEL’S ‘JUNK’ HAS MORE VALUE AS A RELIC TO CELEBRITY COLLECTIONS THAN THE ORDINARY REALITY OF EVERYDAY LIVES. MORE AND MORE CONCRETE HIGHWAYS ARE RAPIDLY FOCUSING THE ‘CAR’ AS IDENTITY IN CHINA, INDIA, AFRICA AS WELL AS IN MANY THIRD/FOURTH WORLD COUNTRIES. IT IS IMAGE AND

ASSOCIATION AS ‘IDENTITY’ IS FILTERED THROUGH ‘THEMES’ AND ‘DISPLAYS’ OF MEDIA. THE ‘BULLY BIG CARS OF THE U.S.A. ARE BEING REDUCED AS THE ‘BIG AUTOMAKERS’ GET RID OF PLANTS AND WORKERS LEVELLING THE GLOBAL CARMAKER MARKETPLACE. TOYOTA IS BECOMING THE NUMBER ONE CARMAKER IN THE WORLD AS MORE THAN HALF THE CONCRETE IN THE WORLD IS BEING POURED IN CHINA. IT IS THE GLOBAL ORDERING TRADE-OFFS AS GENERAL MOTORS AND FORD GET RID OF WORKERS AND BIG MONEY LEVERAGES CONCRETE IN ASIA. AS WILLIAM BLAKE SAID… ‘THE ROAD OF EXCESS LEADS TO THE PALACE OF WISDOM’. THERE IS A NEVERENDING STRUGGLE FOR THE ‘HEARTS AND SOULS OF THE ‘MASSES’. THE COMPETING FORCES KNOW THE POWER OF ‘RESONANCE’ AS A ‘CONTROL’ OF ‘SECURITY’ OR AN ‘OFF-BALANCING’ AND ‘LACK’. THE ‘SOUNDS’ MAY BE THE ‘ORDINARY’ OR THE DISCONCERTING. THE LEVEL OF ‘NOISE’ HAS GONE UP SUBSTANTIALLY IN THE LAST ‘30-40 YEARS’ AND SOME OF THE REASONS FOR THE ‘FORTRESSING/OBESITY/PADDING’IN THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ IS A ‘DEFENSIVENESS’ AGAINST THE ‘CONSTANT ASSAULT’ OF THE SOUNDS OF THE SYSTEM. THE ‘TECHNOLOGY’ IS GETTING BEYOND OUR HUMANITY. LESS THAN ONE YEAR OLD CHILDREN ARE BEING TRAINED INTO TECHNOLOGY. THE ‘UNNATURAL’ IS TAKING OVER THE ‘NATURAL’. WE ARE LESS AND LESS CONNECTED TO OUR FOOD SOURCES AS WELL AS OUR CONSCIOUSNESS OF BEING IN A ‘NATURAL WORLD’ THAT IS NOT MADE OF STEEL, CONCRETE AND GLASS’. THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS ‘GETTING THE BEST’ OF US.

TOO MANY LEADERS ARE OVERLEVERAGED IN ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ PERFORMANCE MODES AND ARE ‘KIDDING THEMSELVES TOO MUCH’.
WE HAVE TO EXPEND INCREASING AMOUNTS OF OUR BEING TO ‘DEFEND OURSELVES FROM THE PREDATORY WAYS AND RESONANCE OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. ‘THEY’ USE TECHNOLOGY TO CONTROL THE EDGE AND WE SIMPLY ADAPT IN OUR ‘MIDDLE OF THE ANVIL’ [MIDDLE OF THE PYRAMID] PLACE OF TAKING THEIR ‘POUNDINGS’. WE ARE ADAPTING TO THE ‘ELECTRICAL AND THE TRANSMITTED’ MORE THAN THE INTERPERSONAL. THE NECESSITY OF ADAPTATION TO DISTURBANCE BECOMES SO NORMAL THAT THE CASUALTIES OF THIS ‘STRESS’ BECOME FUEL FOR THE NEXT ‘ELECTRONIC STEAMROLLER’ WAVE OF OVERPOWERING ORDINARY PEOPLE. MEGA CORPORATION ‘VIOLENCE’ OR ‘TERROR’ TO ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ [‘LOST BENEFITS AND LOST VALUES’… ‘LOST PENSIONS’… ‘LOST JOBS’… ‘LOST LOYALTY’… ‘LOST COMMITMENT’ ARE THE DAMAGES THAT ARE FINANCIAL YET THE REAL DAMAGE IS TO OUR SPIRITUAL INTEGRITY… A ‘SOCIAL CONTRACT’ OF ‘EXCHANGE’ HAS BEEN BROKEN.THE EQUITY OF BALANCING INDIVIDUAL AND COMMUNITY IS LOST AND HAS TO BE NEWLY GENERATED. THE CRISIS OF A MANUFACTURED ‘WAR’ AND THE FALSITY OF A COURT DECIDED LEADER EATS AWAY AT THE CREDIBILITY OF ‘WHAT IS DEMOCRACY?’ MOST FAMILIES ARE MERELY MAINTAINING THEIR ‘STATUS’ IN THE LAST ‘30-40’ YEARS. THE ‘GAP’ OF THE ‘PRIVILEGED’ AND THE ‘ELITE’ VIS-À-VIS ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE HAS INCREASED EXPONENTIALLY IN ECONOMIC TERMS AS WELL AS PSYCHOLOGICAL. ‘MISTRUST’ IS ‘NORMAL’ AS DECEPTION AND

‘TAKING ADVANTAGE’ ARE IN THE ‘MONEY PRIMACY DRIVES’ THAT ARE EPITOMIZED IN THE ‘SUPPLY SIDE’ GREEDINESS OF THE LAST SEVERAL DECADES. ‘LET THEM EAT GOLD WATCHES’ IS A FEELING OF LOST LOYALTY AND A RESENTMENT OF THE EFFECTS OF THE GREEDINESS OF THE ‘CORPORATE ELITE’. ‘GREED MAY BE THOUGHT OF AS GOOD’ FOR THOSE WHO ‘PREY’ AND ‘ACCUMULATE’… GREED IS NOT GOOD FOR COMMON GOOD AND GENERAL WELFARE…IT IS DESTRUCTIVE TO COMMUNITY INTEGRITY AND LEADS TO A LOSS OF THE FABRIC WHICH BONDS PEOPLE TOGETHER. THE IMBALANCES OF THE ECONOMIC AND SOCIAL AFFECTS OUR SENSE OF JUSTICE AND WELL-BEING. THE MOTIONS OF THE ‘MOB’ AND THE ‘MASS’ TEMPER OUR WAYS OF GROWTH AND RENEWAL. WE FEEL ‘PRIORITIES’ THAT ARE MUCH DIFFERENT FROM THE INERTIA OF ‘EMPIRE’. WE SENSE A ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ THAT IS MUCH DIFFERENT FROM THE ‘RAGE’ AND ‘MADNESS’ OF THE ‘GLOBALIZATION’ OIL WARS OF THE MIDDLE EAST AND THE ‘TERROR ATTACKS’ THAT HAVE BEEN DONE TO THE COUNTRY. THERE IS AN UNDERLYING FEELING OF ‘INJUSTICE’ THAT PERVADES OUR SENSES. WE KNOW THAT THE QUALITY OF GETTING JUSTICE IS CORRELATED WITH ONE’S FINANCIAL RESOURCES. TOO MANY UNJUSTLY CONVICTED HAVE BEEN FOUND INNOCENT AS A RESULT OF SPECIAL ‘DNA’ RESEARCH. IN GENERAL, THE ‘QUALITY’ OF JUSTICE IS CORRELATED WITH THE MONEY AVAILABLE TO BUY A LAWYER.

‘INDIVIDUAL SOVEREIGNTY’
‘SAMUEL WHEELER III’ ARGUES THAT ‘PROPERTY RIGHTS DERIVE FROM THE RIGHTS OF ‘INDIVIDUAL SOVEREIGNTY’. WE ARGUE THAT ‘INDIVIDUAL SOVEREIGNTY’ IS THE BASIS FOR ANY ‘CONSENT’ OF ‘GOVERNANCE’. AS MEDIUMS WE EXCHANGE AND TRADE-OFF ENERGY WHILE WE MAY EVEN BE IN VERY VULNERABLE STATES OF CREATIVE POSSIBILITY. THERE HAS TO BE A ‘FREEDOM’ TO THIS EXCHANGE PROCESS OF IDEAS, ENERGY, AND EMOTIONS. OTHERWISE, THE VITAL LIFE FORCE ITSELF COULD BE IN ‘JEOPARDY’. ANY ‘ILLEGAL’ INTRUSION INTO THIS REALM IS A VIOLATION OF THE RIGHT OF PRIVACY [THE RIGHT TO ‘INDIVIDUAL SOVEREIGNTY’]. IT IS OUR ‘BRAINSTORMING’ THAT GENERATES THE ‘IMAGINATIVE VISION’ OF ‘SCIENCE FICTION’ EVOLVING INTO REALITY. WE ARE THE GENERATORS OF THE FUTURE IDEAS AND UNDERSTANDINGS THAT HELPS HUMAN LIBERATION TO FIND NEW PATHINGS. OUR NECESSITY IS THE MOTHER OF OUR ‘INVENTIVENESS’. OUR CONCERN IS ‘SOUND’ AND THE ‘TOTALITY’ OF THE ENVIRONMENT. IT IS THE POWER OF THE ECHOIC TIMBRE IN THE ONGOING ‘CONTROL’ OF THE ‘SOUNDNESS’ OF THE COMMUNITY. IT IS THE POWER OF THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ FORCES TO CONTROL OUTCOMES THROUGH ‘REMOTE LISTENING’ AND ‘REMOTE VIEWING’ OF ONE’S ACTIONS AND WORDS. THE ‘TERROR’ OF THE ‘9/11’ ATTACK SERVES THE INFORMATION CONTROL OF THE GLOBAL ELITE. IT IS A WARNING OF AN ‘ORWELLIAN’ AWARENESS THAT ‘WHAT ONE SAYS CAN BE USED AGAINST ONE’ IN MANY DIFFERENT WAYS. THE CONTROL OF THE ECHOES IS THE CONTROL OF THE ‘INERTIA OF REACTIVITY’. IT IS THE POWER OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’ OF DECISIONS AND CHOICES.IT IS THE OPPORTUNISM OF ELITE VESTED INTERESTS TO DECEIVE IN THE MIDST OF A CRISIS TO LEVERAGE THEIR POWER AND EXPAND THEIR CONTROLS. THE BOY WHO CRIED ‘WOLFOWITZ’[PAUL WOLFOWITZ] BECOMES THE FRIGHT METHODOLOGY USED TO IMPOSE A ‘REGIME CHANGE’ ON IRAQ AND A MONEY ORDERING FOR THE WORLD BANK. ‘YOU ARE WITH US OR AGAINST US’ SETS THE DIRECTION OF ‘WHOSE SYSTEM’ IT REALLY IS AS THOSE IN OPPOSITION BECOME THE TARGET FOR ‘SMEARS OF BEING’ CALLED ‘UNPATRIOTIC’ AND

ANTI-ECONOMIC’…

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘YOU ARE YOUR CAR’ IS THE THEME OF THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL. IT IS THE ‘GENIUS’ OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AS ‘KA’ AND ‘ARE’ [‘KA’ ‘ARE’ AS ‘CAR’] THAT FLOWS THROUGH THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ DIRECTING THE ECHOES AND THE ENERGIES OF THE COMMUNITY. THE ‘CAR’ DRAMA OF ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ IS LIKE THE ‘NUCLEAR CHAIN REACTION’ IN ITS ‘PERCOLATION AFFECTS’. IT IS THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ [‘ONE OUT OF MANY’] THAT DEFINES THE ‘CHARGES’ OF A ‘WAY’ OF BEING. IT IS THE WAY OF GETTING EACH PERSON IN THE ROOM BELIEVING THAT YOU ARE REALLY CONNECTING TO THEM INDIVIDUALLY RATHER THAN AS A GROUP. THE ‘CAR’ IS THE ‘LEAST COMMON DENOMINATOR’ POWER TO ‘ELECTRIFY’ THE ‘MASS’ THE ‘ADHERENCE’ TO THIS STANDARD OF THE ‘CAR’ AND THE ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ IS THE SPIRIT THEME OF ‘WHO’ WE REALLY ‘ARE’. THE ‘CAR’ IS THE ‘AUTO’ OF THE ‘SELF’ THAT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘CONTAINERING’ OF ONE’S ENERGY COMBUSTION. IT IS THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF THE ‘YIN’ AND ‘YANG’ AS A ‘KA’ DUALITY OF CAPACITY [‘DUALITY OF SOUL’]. IT IS THE ‘KA’ IMAGERY OF THE ‘CAR’ THAT ECHOES IN OUR BEING. THE ‘CAR’ STANDARD OF THE SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER COMBINES WITH THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ EROTICIZED SYMBOLS AND SURROGATES TO PERMEATE THE AIR WAVES AND SENSES OF EVERYONE…

THERE IS A ‘CUTTING EDGE’ PROBLEM IN ALL OF THIS .
THE ‘ACCEPTABILITY RATIO’ OR ‘CASUALTY RATE’ THAT ‘MORE AMERICANS HAVE DIED IN ‘CAR CRASHES’ THAN HAVE DIED IN ALL THE WARS THE UNITED STATES HAS EVER FOUGHT IS A ‘CUTTING EDGE’ PROBLEM.. THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ IS THE ‘FOSTERING’ OF AN ENVIRONMENT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT ‘GOES WITH’ A ‘VIOLENCE’ AND A ‘SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST’ WAY OF LIFE. IT IS ‘PROFIT’ AND ‘PACING’ AS THE ‘EXPRESS’ WAYS AND ‘DRIVES’ ARE FOCUSED AND GUIDED INTO ‘MARKIT’ SHARES AND ‘MARKET SHARES’ OF AFFILIATIONS AND CONCENTRATION. IT IS CAR ‘DESIRE’ AS FILTERED THROUGH ‘CONSTRUCTIVELY DISCONTENTED’ ADVERTISING THAT MESMERIZES MANY. IT IS THE ‘CAR’ ECHO THAT IS EVERYWHERE. IT IS THE VERBAL ‘VEHICLE’ OF TRANSFER AND EXCHANGE. IT IS THE ‘PSYCHE’ STATE THAT IS ALL TOO ‘FAMILIAR’ AND THE CONNECTION OF THE RHYTHMS AND ECHOES TO EACH INDIVIDUAL. IT IS THE ‘BINDING FORCE’ OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND ‘DESIRE’ THROUGHOUT THE CULTURE. IT IS THE ‘PRIZE’ AND THE REWARD AS YOU HAVE JUST ‘WON A NEW CAR’. IT IS THE ‘GAME SHOW’ STANDARD OF ‘VICTORY’ AND THE ‘INITIALIZATION’ OF ‘COMING OF AGE’. IT IS A PLACE FOR ‘COUPLING’ AND ‘INTIMACY’. IT IS STATUS AND EXCESS AS CAPACITY AND DISPLAY IS MORE FANTASY THAN NEEDED. THE BEYOND 75-80 MILES PER HOUR SPEEDOMETERS AND THE GAS GUZZLING ‘TANK OR VANITY VEHICLE’ IS THE ‘SHOW’ RATHER THAN ‘TELL’ .

THE CAR IS THE ‘ELECTRIFYING’ WAY OF ESTABLISHING THE SAME ‘FOCUS’ OF INDIVIDUATED ‘WAYING’ THROUGH A REPETITIVE RESONANCE OF COMMONALITY. THE CAR IS THE ‘PERSONAL INVESTMENT’ IN ‘SPAN OF CONTROL’ AND ‘TERRITORIAL’ INDEPENDENCE. THE CAR AS A REPRESENTATION OF HUMAN VIBRATORY PRESENCE IS THE ‘SOUND’ METHOD OF MANAGING THE COMPLEX AND CREATIVE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES OF STAGE AND SCREEN’. THE ‘CAR RESONANCE’ IS IN THE ‘ENMESHMENT ECHOES’ OF AUDIENCE AND PERFORMER. IT IS THE ‘SOUND PLANE’ OF ECHOES AND MARKET SHARE AS ‘MARK’ ‘IT’ SHARE. IT IS THE CONCEPTUAL BASIS FOR MAINTENANCE AND MOBILITY, EXPRESSION AND ENCOUNTER. A ‘HUMMER’ OR A COMPACT…A TRUCKING WAY OR AN ‘SUV’… A FORD AND AFFORD…THE SOUNDS PLAY OUT FROM THE ECHOES OF ‘MEISM AND MARK-IT SHARE’.IT IS THE MAIN MODE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’…A ‘TRIANGULATION’ OF REPRESENTATION IDENTITY IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF GLOBALISATION.

‘CAR AND TRANCE STATES OF IDENTITY’
THE IDEOLOGY OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ CERTIFIES ITSELF THROUGH THE ‘YOU ARE YOUR CAR’ WAYS. THE LACK OF QUALITY ‘MASS’ TRANSPORT IS A DIRECT CONSEQUENCE OF THE MESMERIZING,TRANCING AND PIGEON-HOLING OF PEOPLE AS ‘AUTO’ CHARGED BEINGS. BEINGS AS ‘AUTO’ OR ‘SELF’ DRIVEN AS DEFINED BY THE SUGGESTIONS OF ‘ADVERTISING’ AND DREAMS.

THE CAR MANAGED ‘THEISM’ OF GLOBAL ORDERING
THE BIG CAR COMPANIES AND OIL CORPORATIONS BOUGHT UP THE TRANSIT COMPANIES IN LOS ANGELES IN THE ‘1920’S AND ESTABLISHED THE ‘CAR CULTURE’. THE MOVIES FOSTERED A ‘HOLLYWOOD CAR CRASH AND CAR CHASE’ VISION DISPLAY OF ‘HUMAN DYNAMISM’. BY THE ‘1950’S’ THE ‘EXPRESSWAYS’ [FREE SPEECH, HUMAN ‘GOSSIP’ AND ‘EXPRESSION’] WAS SET IN PLACE THROUGH TABLOIDISM AND THE ‘CHILLING AFFECTS’ OF THE ‘MCCARTHYISM’ RED SCARE [‘MICK’ ‘CAR’ ‘THEISM’ OF THE ‘FIFTIES’]. THE NATIONAL HIGHWAY SYSTEM OF ‘EXPRESSWAYS’ EXPANDED EXPONENTIALLY IN THE 1950’S AS THE BIG CHILL ON CIVIL LIBERTIES AND ‘FREE SPEECH’ WAS HARMING MANY PEOPLE. THERE WAS A ‘CURBING’ ALONG THE NEW 1950’S NATIONAL EXPRESSWAYS AS THE SUPREME COURT RULING IN ‘BROWN VERSUS BOARD OF EDUCATION’ CHANGED ‘SEPARATE BUT EQUAL’ INTO A NEW BALANCING OF ‘SPEED’ AND ‘RACES’ THROUGH ‘INTEGRATION’. THERE WAS A ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ THAT EVERYONE HAD TO REDEFINE THE ‘COMMON GOOD’. WE ARE STILL DOING SO EVERY DAY AS THE ONGOING ‘CLEAVAGES’ CONVULSE IN THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF A SEARCH FOR AN AGREED UPON COMMUNITY PURPOSE.

‘CAR RACINGS AND RACE’
‘SEPARATE BUT EQUAL’ WAS DEEMED TO BE ‘INHERENTLY UNEQUAL’. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ IMPACTS WERE FELT IN THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘ANVIL’ AS THE ‘COMMON GROUND MIDDLE’ BEGAN TO MAKE THE ADJUSTMENTS. IT WAS IN THE ‘FIFTY/FIFTY’ FOR THE EMERGING ‘FIFTY STATES’ [ALASKA AND HAWAII IN 1959] THAT THE ‘MASS’ STARTED TO ‘INTEGRATE’ AS ‘ONE CREATIVE MILEU’. IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF ‘MEDIA’ IMPACT OF ‘MEDIATION’ OF INDIVIDUATION AND NEW RHYTHMS OF INTEGRATION. THE ‘NAMING OF NAMES’ TENSIONS OF THE RED SCARE SET A TONE REFLECTING THE TIMES OF ‘EYES’ ‘IN’ HOW’ ‘ARE’ AND ‘MAIM’ ‘ME’ [PRESIDENT DWIGHT EISENHOWER AND FIRST LADY MAMIE]. IT WAS A TIME OF THE ‘ORGANIZATIONAL MAN’ MOVING INTO THE CENTER OF THE COUNTRY. THE DRAMA DREAM DANCES OF CORPORATE ELECTRONIC IMAGERY ADVERTISING AS

‘KATDOLOGO’ WERE MAINSTREAMING INTO LIVING ROOMS. THE ‘RACE’ BATTLES WERE HITTING EVERYONE AT HOME THE EDGE OF EROS ‘RACINESS’ WAS FERMENTING. THE GLAMOUR OF HOLLYWOOD THROUGH THE SINATRA/MARILYN MONROE INTERSECT WITH JACK KENNEDY EVOLVED INTO A ‘COLLISIONISM’ EPITOMIZED IN THE HORROR OF THE ‘ASSASSINATION’. NOTHING WAS EVER THE SAME… ‘NOTHING’ AS A DEFINITION WAS IN THE IMAGERY OF JFK’S BRAIN BLASTED APART. THE JFK ASSASSINATION BECAME A ‘GROUND ZERO’ OF GLOBAL CONSCIOUSNESS… THE STREAMING ISSUES AND THE HIDDEN AGENDA OF ‘RACE, CAR RACES, RACINESS AND MEDIA RAYS OF ‘COOL FIRE’ PENETRATING INTO OUR CONSCIOUSNESS … A ‘SINGING IN THE RAINS’ OF EMPIRE RESONANCE. EROS RACINESS MOVED THROUGH ALL INSTITUTIONS AS GENDER ROLES WERE ALTERED TO ACCOMMODATE THE RISING DRIVES DEMANDING RECOGNITION AND A BETTER NICHE OF POWER IN THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. THE ELECTRONIC MEANS OF COMMUNICATION WAS A BEAST OF CONSUMPTION THAT GRADUALLY WAS TAMED BY THE GIANT CORPORATIONS. THE RISE OF THE GENERAL ELECTRIC ‘GREAT COMMUNICATOR’ PRESIDENT RONALD REAGAN EPITOMIZED THE ‘CORPORATE ORDERING’ OF ‘MEDIUMS’ CHARGED INTO SOUND BITE /PHOTO-OP PERFORMER MODES. THE ILLUSION OF SPONTANEITY AND PRESENCE BECAME THE SEDUCTION OF ‘COOL FIRE’ COMING THROUGH MEDIA SCREENS.

‘THE POWER ELITE’
THE POWER OF TELEVISION WAS THE UNDERCURRENT OF THE ELITE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’. IT WAS THE ‘ELECTRONIC MEDIA’ BATTLE FIELD SHOWING HOW ‘THEY’ MANAGED TO PLAY OFF GROUP AGAINST GROUP IN A DIVIDE AND CONQUER MEANS OF CONTROL. THE MASS AUDIENCE MOVED FURTHER INTO ‘WATCHING’, ‘ACCUMULATING ,‘COVETING’ AND RESENTING. STORAGE BUILDINGS BECAME A MAJOR GROWTH INDUSTRY AS DID ‘GARBAGE COLLECTION’. THE ‘INJUSTICE’ AND THE PACE WAS A SEPARATE REALITY FROM THE NORMALCY OF MOST PEOPLE’S LIVES. ‘TABLOID GOSSIP’ ORDERINGS OF ARTISTS AND CELEBRITIES WAS SEEN IN THE GENERATION OF A WHOLE NEW CLASS OF ‘MAGAZINES’. IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF SOPHISTICATED‘TARGETTING’ OF ‘GROUPS OF PEOPLE’ BASED ON AFFILIATIONS [‘MARKET SHARE’ OR ‘MARK-IT’ SHARE]. THE ‘MASS OCCUR’ ‘HYSTERIA’ SHAPED BY THE FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ RODE THE WINDS OF THE MOMENTUM OF EMPIRE. SPORTS AND ENTERTAINMENT… THE ELECTRONIC CIRCUS OF GLADIATORS AND MOB OR MASS PACIFICATION TOOK OVER THE VALUE SYSTEM OF AMERICA. CONVENIENCES AND ‘NUMBING OUT’ FUELS BECAME READILY AVAILABLE AS THE NUCLEAR FAMILY GAVE WAY TO THE ‘TWO INCOME’ NECESSITY LIFESTYLE. DIVORCES MOVED WITH THE CROSS COUNTRY AND CORPORATE COMPELLED RELOCATIONS. INDEED, THE SYSTEM WAS BECOMING QUICKER THAN THE EYE AND ‘QUICKER THAN THE HEART’ AS MANY SOUGHT ‘LOVE’ AND ‘NURTURANCE’ WHERE EVERYONE ELSE WAS ‘RUNNING FOR THEIR LIVES’. THE SEXIER CARS OF THE SIXTIES EXCITED ‘EVERYONE’ AS THE PATHING SEEMED TO BE ‘CALIFORNIA DREAMING’. ‘MONEY WRESTLED WITH IDEALISM’ AS FOLK SONGS WERE OVERWHELMED BY ‘ASSASSINATIONS’ AND THE ‘DOPING OF THE YOUNG’.QUALITY OF PRODUCT GAVE WAY TO MONEY/PROFIT AS THE ONLY STANDARD OF SUCCESS.THE EXPENDABLE AND THE REPLACEABLE GRADUALLY APPLIED TO ALMOST EVERYONE. ‘CAR

BEINGS’ AND THE ‘GREAT CAR WAY’

THE ‘SKEW SQUEEZE’ OF THE ‘PSYCHE’ AND THE ECHOES OF ‘MEDIUMS’ AS ‘CANARIES’ SERVES AS A FORM OF ‘DIVINATION’ AS THE ‘SONGS’ AND SOUNDS REFLECTS THE ‘EDGES’ OF A ‘SQUEAKINESS’ OF THE WHEEL OF ‘FORTUNA’ [‘FATE’ AND THE ‘CIRCULARITY’ OF THE MANAGED RECURRENCE OF

ECHOES]. AS ‘CAR’ BEINGS, THE ‘MEDIUMS’ PROVIDE THE ‘TOP DOWN’ MANAGEMENT WITH CONTROLS THAT MAINTAIN THE INERTIA OF ‘PYRAMIDISM’. THE FEW ARE USEFUL AS ‘MEDIUMS’ WHILE THE ‘MANY’ ARE MERE CONDUITS OF THIS ‘EMANATION’ OF ‘AUTO’ OR ‘CAR’ ECHOES. THE ‘CARTOONS’ ARE THE ‘CAR TUNINGS’ OF CONDITIONINGS THAT ARE ‘ANIMATION’ [‘AN’ ‘MMM’ MAY ‘SHUN’] AND ACTIVATION MOTIONS OF MEDIUMS, CHANNELS AND SAVANT PERFORMERS WHEN THEY ARE ‘IN TRANSITION’. THE ‘CAR’ TOONS OF MODELLING AND ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ TEACH THE ADHERENCE TO THE ‘GREAT CAR WAY’. THE ‘CARTOONINGS’ ARE THE FOUNDATION OF AN INDIVIDUATION EVOLVING THROUGH A CULTURE THAT IS ‘YOU ARE YOUR CAR’.

‘CAR AND AUTO LENDING STATES OF BEING’
THE GREAT ‘LONE RANGER’ OR ‘LOAN RANGER’ STATES OF BEING ARE FOSTERED TO SERVICE THE COMBUSTION AND THE COLLISIONISM OF THE ‘CAR’ RESONANCE CULTURE. THE FAST AND THE FURIOUS RUN OVER THE INNOCENT AND THE RESULTANT CASUALTIES ARE THOSE WHO ARE NOT PART OF THE ONGOING ‘CO’ TEMPOS. IT IS AN ECHO OF THE ELITE TRUTH THAT ‘ALCOA’ CAN’T WAIT’…THE ‘CO’ OF THE RHYTHMS OF ‘CO-CA’ AND ‘CO-LA’… THERE ARE MANY ‘CAR COLLECTORS’ OF ‘DEEP YIN’ WHO DISPLAY THEIR ‘ROLES’ BY ACTUALLY COLLECTING ‘EXPENSIVE AND SPECIAL CARS’. THEY ARE REWARDED FOR ANCHORING THE ‘CAR’ SAVANTING/AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS IN THE ‘MONEY ORDERING’.

THEY SET TONES AND ABSORB ENERGIES OF ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ AND ‘NO’ ‘LOAN’ FOR THE ‘OTHERS’.
THE ‘LENO’ IS THE ‘TONIGHT’ DIRECTION OF A DEEP ‘YIN’ LEND ‘O’ OR A ‘NO LEND’ OR ‘NO LOAN’ STATE. IT IS ABOUT ENERGY TRANSFERS AND ECHOIC TIMBRE AS THE NAME OF A ‘PERSON OF INTEREST’ LIKE VLADIMIR ‘LENIN’ BECOMES THE PROCESS OF ‘LEN [D] IN [G]’… ‘LENDIN’JOHN LENNON ALSO BECOMES THE ‘LENNIN’ OF HELPING. IT IS SENATOR ARLEN SPECTOR AS ‘ARE LEND’ AND ‘EXPECT’ ‘HER’… ‘SPECT’ AND SPECT ‘ER…A CREATIVITY OF CAPACITY WAYING THE COMPLEXITIES OF THE REPORTERS ‘CONFIDENTIALITY OF SOURCES’ SHIELD LAWS…IT IS THE PSYCHE’ ACROBATICS OF REPRESENTATION AS WELL THE HARMONIZING OF INNER ENERGIES THAT IS SEEN IN A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘PRESENCE’… IT IS THE QUICKNESS OF ASSOCIATIONS AND ‘WHETHER VAIN TUNINGS’ OF ‘WIND DIRECTIONS’. IT IS THE PERSONAL AS POLITICAL AS WHO IS CHARGED FOR THE VARIETY OF ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAYS. WHEN VLADIMIR LENIN DIED IN RUSSIA THERE WERE MANY ‘NEW BORN GIRLS’ CHRISTENED AS ‘NINEL’ [LENIN SPELLED BACKWARDS]. THERE IS A KEYING RESONANCE IN THE VALUED ECHOES IN A CULTURE. IT IS THE RANGE SWING OF ‘YIN’ RECEPTIVITY TO ‘YANG’ GENERATIVITY THAT LEADS THE WAY. WE SEE IT IN THE ‘PERFECT’ METHOD OF THE ACTOR ‘JOHN LONE’ BEING THE MEDIUM PERFORMER OF ‘THE LAST EMPEROR’ OF CHINA… ‘PU YI’ [THE LAST CENTERING OF THE CIRCULARITY OF THE ‘FORBIDDEN CITY’ PRIOR TO THE ‘20 TH’ CENTURY TRANSFORMATION AND INTEGRATION INTO THE ‘GLOBAL ORDER’].A PRECURSOR OF ‘MAO’ AS MA/’O’ AND THE ECHOES OF FEMININE… THE MAO TSE ‘TUNG ’[THE SOUND OF TONGUE IN EARLIER MEDIA PRONUNCIATIONS]. IT IS ‘TABOO’ AND THE ‘FINE’ LINE OF DEFINITION. IT IS ‘ALONE’, ‘LOAN’, ‘A’ ‘LOAN’, AND THE BANKING AND VEERING ALONG THE EDGES OF THE CURRENTS. IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF THE

TUCSON ARIZONA ‘PEST CONTROL’ IMAGERY AS ‘TRULY NOLEN’ IS DISPLAYED ON ‘CARS’ AND VEHICLES ALL AROUND THE TOWN. IT IS THE ‘TRUE’ ‘LY’ AS AN ADVERB THAT FIGHTS THE PESTS OF ANNOYANCE [‘ANNOY ANTS’] AND DOES A ‘NO’ ‘LEN [D]’ IN THE ENERGY EXCHANGES.IT IS ‘TRUE’ AS AN ADVERB ‘LY’ AS THE BASIS FOR AN ENCOUNTER OF ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ THROUGH A ‘NO’ ‘LEND’ WAY… IT IS ‘TRULY NOLEN’. IT IS A ‘ZONING’ OF THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT IS REFLECTED IN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ EMANATIONS OF MEDIUM INTERACTIVENESS AND TIMINGS. IT IS THE LENNON SISTERS THAT ECHO THE COMPLIANCE RESENTMENT OF LAWRENCE WELK SAYING ‘TURN OFF THE BUBBLE MACHINE’…A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ OF AN ARTIST… IT WAS THE ‘ATHLETE’ AND ‘CAR COLLECTOR’ REGGIE JACKSON LOSING THE SPECIAL AND ANTIQUE CARS IN A BIG FIRE THAT DESTROYED MANY OF THEM. MR. WORLD SERIES… MR. OCTOBER…LOST SEVERAL DOZEN TREASURED CARS IN A MATTER OF HOURS. IT WAS THE TONIGHT SHOW OF ‘JOHNNY CARSON’ AS ‘JOHN AND ‘CAR’ ‘SON’ EVEN WHEN HE PERFORMED AS ‘AUNT BLABBY’ OR ‘ANT’ ‘BLAB’ ‘BE’. THE MAGICIANS WORKED WITHIN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. THE HERITAGE OF ‘DARE AND BE SILENT’ MAINTAINED THE ILLUSIONS AND ESCAPISM OF THE ENTERTAINMENT ‘SIDE SHOW’. THE ‘SIDE SHOW’ IS NOW CENTER STAGE ON MEGA-CORPORATION SCREENS EVERYWHERE.

THE ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ IS THE ‘CAR’
THE ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ WORDS OF SPIRIT ‘DRIVE THE EMANATIONS’ OF WHERE WE ARE TRYING TO MAXIMIZE OUR ‘INDIVIDUATION’ YET SUSTAIN ‘COMMUNITY COHESIVENESS’. IT IS ONLY THE ‘CORRUPTION’ AS ‘ABSOLUTE POWER’ STARTS TO ‘CORRUPT’ THAT IS THE ‘RUST’ IN THE FORMER ‘TRUST’. IT IS THE ‘CORPORATE MEDIA’ THAT IS MOSTLY SELF SERVING AND SELF ABSORBED. THE ‘FEW’ DEFINE THE ‘TYRANNY’ OF THE WEEK AND THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ DOES ITS THING AS ‘GO AHEAD MAKE MY DAY’. IT IS THE ‘HEADLINING’ OF THE ‘TONING’ SEEN FROM THE TOP OF THE ‘PYRAMID’ RAINING DOWN ON THE REST OF US. IT IS THE ‘CHOSEN FOCUS’ OF ECHOIC VALUE THAT MAKES THE MASS ‘RESPOND’. IT IS A ‘FREQUENCY OBSESSION’ THAT KEEPS A THEME IN THE LIMELIGHT FOR ITS EXCESSIVE AMOUNT OF ‘MEDIA TIME’. IT IS A SCANDAL OF A SPORTS FIGURE LIKE ‘KOBE BRYANT’ THAT ILLUSTRATES THE CONNECTIONS AND DISCONNECTS BETWEEN PRODUCTS AND EROS. IT IS ‘KATDOLOGO’ AS THE WORLD OF LEVERAGED ENDORSEMENTS THAT RAINS DOWN ON ORDINARY PEOPLE. A SUGAR SPREAD LIKE ‘NUTELLA’ MAKES THE KOBE BRYANT SURROGATE ‘MEGA-BUCKS’ EVEN IF IT CONTRIBUTES TO THE ‘CRAZE’ AND ‘CRAVE’ EXCESSIVE SUGAR MADNESS OF YOUTHFUL ‘WANNABEES’. THE MONEY IS THE POWER THAT DESTROYS LOVE. THE PERFORMER IS DISPLAYED AS THE EXCEPTION WHO MAKES THE RULE AND THE ‘TAKE THE MONEY AND RUN’ PIRATE WHO DISTANCES HIMSELF FROM THE CONSEQUENCES OF HIS GREED. [‘GET IT WHILE YOU CAN’ SANG JANIS JOPLIN BEFORE SHE KILLED

HERSELF IN AN OVERDOSE OF EXCESSES] THERE IS THE ‘ORDINARY’ REALITY AND THERE IS THE ‘NON-ORDINARY’ REALITY.THERE IS THE VISIBLE AND THE ‘INVISIBLE’. THERE IS THE ‘HEARD’ AND THE ‘UNHEARD’. THE REMOTE ELECTRO-MAGNETIC CHARGE THAT IS USED FOR ‘AMPLIFICATION’ OF MEDIUMS AND TALENTS IS AN ‘UNHEARD SOUND’. IT IS THE VIBRATORY ‘COMBUSTION REACTIVITY’ LIKE ‘SPLITTING THE ATOM’ WHICH TAKES PLACE WITHIN A ‘MEDIUM’ OR A ‘PERFORMER’ AND ‘ACCENTUATES’ A ‘WAY’ OR A ‘SKILL’. IT IS SUBTLE AND COMPELLING AND GENERALLY ‘UNNOTICED’ AS MOST ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ SIMPLY GO WITH THE ‘FLOW’ THROUGH INNER ‘NEON LIKE’ MERIDIAN STREAMS.

‘COOL FIRE’
IT IS ‘COOL FIRE’ STREAMING THROUGH MERIDIANS OF ENERGY INTENTION. THIS ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION OF ACTIVATED AND RELEASED INNER ENERGIES IS LIKE AN ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ WHERE THE ‘ZAP’ AND THE ‘SPARK’ OF THE REMOTE DIRECTED ‘CHARGE’ IS THE ‘COMPELLING’ ENERGY THAT DEMANDS ‘OPTIMUM UTILIZATION’ FOR ‘EXPRESSION’ OR ‘DISPLAY’. IT IS HOW THE ENERGY IS ‘CHANNELLED’ OR ‘SAVANTED’ INTO THE ‘MERIDIAN’ FLOWS AND THROUGH THE ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ INNER GRID OF OUR PHYSIOLOGY. THIS IS THE ‘NON-ORDINARY’ REALITY WHERE ONE’S ‘FORM FOLLOWS ONE’S FUNCTION’. IT IS ‘STRUCTURE’ BEING REARRANGED IN ITS ‘PATTERN OF CONNECTIVITY’ WITHIN AS WELL AS TO THE ‘OUTSIDE’ WORLD. IT IS THE TIME TO DETERMINE WHETHER OR NOT ‘SOMEONE UP THERE LIKES ME’. IT IS ‘RARE AIR’ TERRAIN AND ‘DREAM TEAM’ MUSIC OF MAGIC AND MAXIMISATION AS ‘USED FOR ACCOMPLISHMENT’ AND POSSIBLY ‘WELL-BEING’.

‘SOMEONE UP THERE LIKES ME’
THE ‘ZAP’ MOMENT IS THE STATE OF BEING IN ‘GRATUITOUS GRACE’ [ALDOUS HUXLEY] WHERE ONE FEELS ‘LUCKY’ AND BELIEVES THAT ‘SOMEONE UP THERE LIKES ME’. IT IS A TIME OF ACCESSING DEEP BREATHING AND A ‘DEEP THROAT’ OF EXTENSION. ONE LEARNS THAT ‘STICKING YOUR NECK OUT’ IS MORE THAN A ‘TURTLE’ OR A ‘GIRAFFE’ MOMENT. IT IS ‘STRETCHING’ AND ‘BEING’ IN A FULLNESS AS AN ACT OF ‘DOING ONE’S OWN WILL. IT IS EASY TO GET BENT OUT OF SHAPE AND BE OVERWHELMED BY THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ AND THE FEELINGS OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’. AS ‘BOBBY KENNEDY’ ONCE WRYLY SAID TO JACKIE KENNEDY ‘SOMEBODY UP THERE DOESN’T LIKE US’ [DURING A VISIT TO SENATOR TED KENNEDY WHO HAD BROKE HIS BACK IN A PLANE CRASH…1964]. HOW ONE DEVELOPS THE PATTERNS OF ‘RARE AIR’ DIGESTION AND DISTRIBUTION DETERMINES THE ‘ACTUALIZATION’ OF ONE’S ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY

‘AN ELECTROFLOOD OF CREATIVE POSSIBILITY’
THERE MAY BE MANY MOMENTS OF WRESTLING WITH ‘PANIC’ AND ‘FEARFULNESS’ AS ONE TRIES TO

GET ‘CONTROL’ AND USE ALL OF THIS ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE ENERGY ANXIETY’ AS ‘PRODUCTIVITY’. THERE IS A DEEP ‘ALARM’ OR ‘PANIC’ THAT MAY ‘OVERWHELM’ AS EXCESSIVE ANXIETY BECOMES AN ‘ELECTROFLOOD’ OF CREATIVE POSSIBILITY. THE POWER TO SENSE SO MANY POSSIBILITIES IS A ‘KINETIC’ INNER STORM THAT IS ‘NORMAL’ FOR AN ‘EMERGING SAVANT/PERFORMER’. IN THE BEGINNING, THE ‘SUGGESTED PATHINGS’ AND ‘ROLE’ PATTERNING MAY BE SUFFICIENT TO STAY ‘CENTERED’ YET THERE IS ALWAYS A ‘MORNING AFTER’ WHEN ONE FACES ONESELF IN ONE’S OWN VULNERABILITY AND EVENTUAL MORTALITY. ‘IMITATION’ AND ‘FOLLOWING THE LEADER’ WILL GET YOU OUT OF SOME ‘BLOCKS’ OR ‘BLINDNESS’ BUT THEY WILL NOT GET YOU TO DETERMINE YOUR OWN WAY. THE ‘CREATIVE COMBUSTION’ DEMANDS ENOUGH ‘EGO’ STRENGTH TO ‘MARSHALL’ AND TO REDEFINE OR MAINTAIN ONE’S PURPOSE. MANY SEEK ‘RELIEF’ FROM THE ‘BURDENS OF SELF’ BY ENGAGING IN A VARIETY OF ‘SELF DESTRUCTIVE’ BEHAVIORS. THESE BEHAVIORS ARE THE ‘STRATEGIES’ OF THE ‘UNCONFIDENT’ [THE ‘ILLNESSES OF MASKING AND NOT BEING PRESENT’]. SOMETIMES IT IS IN THE ‘WILLINGNESS’ TO BE A ‘MARTYR’ OR A ‘SUBSERVIENT’ TO A CAUSE. SOMETIMES IT IS AN ATTEMPT TO ‘LOSE’ ONESELF IN THE ‘MOVEMENT’ OR THE ‘CROWD’. SOMETIMES IT IS IN THE ‘EGO-TRIPPING’ OF DISPLAY AND PERFORMANCE. SOMETIMES IT IS A WAY OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ THE MADNESS THAT SEEMS TO BE ALL AROUND. THE REAL JOURNEY IS GROWING ONE’S RESOLVE AND OWNING ONE’S SOUL IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘CONFUSION’ AND THE ‘COMPETITIVE NOISE’.

THE ‘KA-ARE WELL-STEIN’ STATE OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE AMPLIFIED REINFORCED ENERGIES IN A NAMES AS FRAMES PATTERN IS THE ‘PERFECT’ MADNESS IN THE METHOD OF SOUND MANAGEMENT.
‘PERFECT’ IS THE ‘YOU ARE KIDDING YOURSELF’ MODE OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES…THE ALTERED STATES OF PERFORMANCE AND ‘TALKING SMITH MEDIUMSHIP’… PERFECT IS ‘LEVERAGED EROS’ AND ‘CHANNELLED EXPRESSION/PERFORMANCE’ AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’… THE ‘MEDIUM BECOMES THE MESSENGER OF THE STATE OF FOCUS…THE CARRIER OF THE HIDDEN AGENDA AND THE REPRESENTATIVE OF THE BASIS OF ‘MASS OCCURRENCE’… THE SIGNIFIER OF THE MASS OCCUR MOMENT AND MOMENTUM. THE MEDIUM IS ‘PERFECT’ WHEN HIS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IS HARMONISED BY THE WISE ELDER INTO THE FULLNESS OF A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ RESONANCE.

THE ‘NAME’ RESONANCE AS AMPLIFIED IS THE ‘MASS’ CONNECTION AS IN THE TRAGEDY OF TERRI SCHIAVO WHO’S NAME SOUNDS LIKE ‘SHY-VO’ OR TERROR RE: SHY-VO…A BRAIN DEAD WOMAN IN A ‘PERSISTENT VEGETATIVE STATE’ BECOMES THE ‘TYRANNY OF THE WEEK’ DIVIDING UP THE ‘MASS’ INTO AN IDENTIFICATION OF THE DEEP SELF OF VULNERABILITY…THE 2005 SIMULTANEITY OF THE DEATH OF POPE JOHN PAUL II DRIVES THE QUEST FOR POWER AS THE QUESTION OF THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE FOSTERS A GREATER SENSE OF ALIENATION…THUS ‘THE INDIVIDUATION ‘ SEEMS TO BECOME MORE DIVIDE AND CONQUER WITH THE RESULTANT REACTIVITY OF GROUPS SEEKING MORE CERTAINTY IN INSTITUTIONALIZING THEIR ‘FAITH’ WAY OF BEING… THERE IS MUCH CONTRADICTION IN THESE CIRCUMSTANCES AS THE GOAL OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AS ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ MUST BE BALANCED WITH THE NEEDS OF THE SPIRIT OF THE COMMUNITY. THE RIGHT TO LIFE AS NATURAL EXPANSION AND GROWTH IS NO LONGER A ‘PURITY’ OF CHOICE AS ‘ARTIFICIAL’ MEANS OF ‘TECHNOLOGICAL’ INTERVENTION ALTERS THE ‘REALITY’ OF WHAT IS ‘REAL’. THE USE OF ‘FEEDING TUBES’ FOR ‘TEMPORARY ASSISTANCE’ IS MUCH DIFFERENT THAN THE USE OF ‘FEEDING TUBES’ TO MAINTAIN SOMEONE IN A ‘PERSISTENT VEGETATIVE STATE’. THE USE OF TECHNOLOGY AS INTERVENTION TO ‘AMPLIFY’ A TALENT OR COMPEL THE ‘REDIRECTION OF REPRODUCTIVE ENERGY’ ALTERS THE MOTIONS AND FLOWS OF THE PHYSIOLOGY AND THE SPIRIT. THE CONSEQUENCES OF ‘TOO MUCH KIDDING ONESELF’ MAY LEAD TO A HEALTH CRISIS OVER THE LONG TERM WHERE ORGAN REPLACEMENT DUE TO EXCESSIVE LEVERAGING MAY BE A TRUE REALITY. WHAT VALUE IS THE NATURAL WHEN THE ‘SAVANT PERFORMERS’ ARE PUMPED UP AND AMPLIFIED FOR GREAT REWARDS OF MONEY AND PRODUCT ASSOCIATIONS? IT IS THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND BASIC HUMAN RIGHT TO REBEL AND SEEK OUT A TOTALITY OF SELF THAT GOES BEYOND THE ‘ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE ACCENTUATIONS’ OF REMOTE DEFINITIONS. ONE MUST FIGHT FOR A LIFE OF ONE’S OWN. ONE MUST ‘LET GO’ OF ‘BRACES’ THAT MAINTAIN THE STRUCTURE OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’. ONE MUST BREATHE FULLY BEYOND THE ‘HIP WARS’ OF THE ‘POWER CONQUERS LOVE’ CULTURE OF THE LEVERAGINGS OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND STAND ON ONE’S OWN TWO FEET. IT IS A GRADUAL REBALANCING OF THE REAL AS PRESENCE…ONE LETS GO OF THE ‘MEDIUM OR SURROGATE’ USEFULNESS AND STEPS FORWARD AS A COMMITMENT TO BE HONEST AND JUST WHO ONE REALLY IS… NO ONE IS PERFECT. THE ILLUSION OF ‘PERFECT’ IS THE METHOD OF THE MADNESS OF MANAGING ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’. HUMAN IS DIFFERENT FROM BEING CHARGED OR ‘ELECTRONICALLY FLAWED’ IN SERVITUDE TO THE ‘LAWS OF FLAWS’…THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF ‘MING’ ORDERING AND MEDIUM ‘TIMING’…

SECTION TWO. THE PERSONAL IS THE POLITICAL…
‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’
‘EUGENE DEBS, AN EARLY ‘20TH’ CENTURY SOCIALIST CANDIDATE FOR PRESIDENT, OFTEN REFERRED TO A ‘MYTHICAL STREET HERO’ NAMED ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WHO RANG DOORBELLS, SOLD PARTY PAPERS AND PASSED OUT LEAFLETS, ARGUED WITH SHOPMATES AND NEIGHBORS [OR FROM SOAPBOXES], PAINTED BANNERS, MARCHED JUBILANTLY, WAS BLACKLISTED AND BEATEN OVER THE HEAD ON PICKET LINE, SWEPT OUT MEETING HALLS, AND WHEN THE HAT WAS PASSED EMPTIED THE POCKETS OF HIS SHINY BLACK SUIT’ [RAY GINGER, ‘THE BENDING CROSS’, RUTGERS U.PRESS, 1949.]

‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS A SYMBOL OF A ‘JOHN DOE’ OF TOUGH CONVICTION AND SENTIMENT. HE WAS A ‘NO ONE/SOMEONE’ WHO WAS WILLING TO DO SOMETHING FOR NOTHING. HE BELIEVED IN A WAY OF ‘SECONDARY GAINS’ WHERE ONE TRIES TO WIN LOVE BY SERVICING THE OTHERS. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS THE SPIRIT OF ‘COMMUNITY’ THAT WAS ONCE ‘ALL POLITICS ARE LOCAL’ [TIP O’NEIL] ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS A WAY TO EXPERIENCE COMMUNITY IN THE SPIRIT OF INTERRELATEDNESS AND INTERCONNECTEDNESS WHERE ONE IS A PART OF THE FORCE OF THE COMMON GOOD. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS A ‘SPIRIT MEDIUM’ OF ‘REPRESENTATION’ FOR THOSE WHO WERE NOT REPRESENTED. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS THE HEART OF TRYING TO ESTABLISH A GROUND FLOOR OF DIGNITY [THE RIGHT TO BASIC HEALTHCARE, PUBLIC AND COLLEGE EDUCATION, LIVING WAGE EMPLOYMENT, A DECENT PLACE TO LIVE AND A JUST AND EQUITABLE LEGAL SYSTEM]. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WORKED FOR THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ DOING THE ‘UNCOMPENSATED’ THINGS. HE DID NOT GO TO THE ‘BLACK TIE CHARITY CELEBRATIONS’ THAT TRICKLED MONEY INTO ‘GOOD CAUSES’ WHILE OFFERING THE OPPORTUNITY FOR SOCIAL POSTURINGS AND DISPLAYS. HE DID NOT HAVE THE ‘EAR’ OF THE KING… THE ‘ACCESS’ THAT IS ‘PURCHASED’ IN MILLIONS OF DOLLARS OF RICH CAMPAIGN FUNDINGS… ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS THERE FOR THE NEED [NOT THE GREED]. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS A ‘HAVE-NOT’ AT A TIME THAT THE FUNDAMENTALS WERE VALUED AND THE ‘CELEBRITY/NOTORIETY’ OF MEDIA SPOTLIGHTING WAS NOT JUST ABOUT ‘WHO’ WAS MORE OF A ‘HAVE’ AND WHO HAS ‘MORE’. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS WAS NOT ON THE LATEST ‘SCORECARD’ OF GOSSIP AND STATUS. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ DID THE FUNDAMENTALS BECAUSE THEY NEEDED TO BE DONE. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAS IN THE ‘CURRENT’… EVERYDAY… MAKING A PERSONAL COMMITMENT… PUTTING HIS ‘SOUL ON THE LINE’. ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ DID NOT GO TO THE ‘POWER LUNCH’ WITH THE ‘INSIDERS’.

‘TRANSSENCE LANGUAGE’…
THE VALUE OF WORDS… CLUSTERS OF SOUNDS… ‘EVERY DISEASE IS A MUSICAL PROBLEM’ [NOVALIS]…ALL ILLNESS IS MEMORY… THE ‘MEDIA’ HAS ‘OVERWHELMED’ THE ‘ALL POLITICS IS LOCAL’ WAYS OF THE PAST. THE SPEED AND THE AFFECTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ HAS ALTERED EVERYONE’S MOTIONS. THERE IS A ‘QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE’ AS WE ALL ADAPT TO THE LATEST ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT.

THOMAS JEFFERSON
…. ‘INDEED, I TREMBLE FOR MY COUNTRY WHEN I THINK THAT GOD IS JUST: THAT HIS JUSTICE CANNOT SLEEP FOREVER: THAT CONSIDERING NUMBERS, NATURE AND NATURAL MEANS ONLY, A REVOLUTION OF THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE, AN EXCHANGE OF SITUATION, IS AMONG POSSIBLE EVENTS: THAT IT MAY BECOME PROBABLE BY SUPERNATURAL INTERFERENCE!

‘THE WIND IN MY EYE’
‘THE WIND IN MY EYE’ IS WHAT I SEE. IT IS ‘BIOGRAPHICAL’ TO THE EXTENT THAT I AM USING MY OWN EXPERIENCE AND MORE THAN ‘40’ YEARS OF ‘OBSERVING’ TO SEE THE WAY THAT THE WINDS ARE GENERATED AND MAINTAINED. IT IS AN ARTICULATION OF THE ‘DYNAMISM’ FORCES THAT I ENCOUNTER IN MY EVERYDAY LIFE. IT IS AN ‘EXPLANATION’ OF THE ‘INERTIA’ AND MY ‘RESISTANCE’ TO ‘THEIR WAY’. IT IS AN ATTEMPT TO DESCRIBE THE STREAMS, THEMES, INDULGENCES, CONFUSIONS, DREAMS AND DRAMAS THAT REPRESENT MY ‘INNER NECESSITY’ JOURNEY [IN THE CONTEXT OF THE ‘PAIR’ ‘IS’ AND ‘ELITE’ PACINGS OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME]. THE WIND IN MY EYE IS FOR THE ‘CONSCIOUS’ AND THE ‘CONSCIENTIOUS’ PERSON WHO BELIEVES IN BEING IN BALANCE WITH COMMUNITY ‘COMMON GOOD’ AND INDIVIDUAL ‘LIBERTY’. THE ‘REAL WORLD’ SEEMS TO BE CONSTANTLY ‘REELING’ IN REACTIVITY TO THE LATEST ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS THAT DRIVE MOST PEOPLE INTO WITHDRAWALS, ‘KNEE-JERK’ AUTOMATIC ‘COMPLIANCE’ AND ‘BLACK AND WHITE’ ATTITUDES OF ‘US AND THEM’. THE WIND IN MY EYE IS LOST INNOCENCE AND A LOT OF PAIN. THERE IS TRAUMA AND REGENERATION. THERE IS ‘PAIR IS’ AND AWARENESS … AN ONGOING SENSING OF ‘WORDS’ AND ‘IMAGES’ AND ‘SOUNDS’… I HAVE LEARNED TO ‘PAY ATTENTION’ TO THE PATTERNS AND THE ‘KEYS’ [THE SIGNS AND SIGNALS OF THE ‘CURRENTS’]. IT IS THE ‘KA’ OF THE DOUBLE SOUL COMPLEXITY AND THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF THE ‘CAR’. IT IS PACING AND REELING AS A DEMAND TO BE ‘UP TO SPEED’ IN ORDER TO REALLY HEAR THE FULLNESS OF THE ‘EXPRESSION’ AND THE ‘MEANING’ OF WHERE IS EVERYTHING GOING TODAY AND ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’[RONALD REAGAN’S CHARACTER IN THE MOVIE ‘KING’S ROW’]. THE ‘WELL-EDUCATED’ HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ‘ADVANTAGED’ IN THE ‘LANGUAGE’ OF ‘CONQUEST’. THE ‘SUBTLETIES’ ARE A ‘QUICKNESS’ OF KNOWING ‘MUTUAL GAIN’ IN A MOMENTUM THAT CONSTANTLY FAVORS ‘ELITES’ AND THE FEW WHO ARE SELECTED TO BE OF ‘USE’. ONE MUST DETERMINE HOW MUCH ONE IS WILLING TO HEAR AND FEEL? THERE IS A VAST DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE WAYS OF THE ‘THICK SKINNED’ AND THE ‘THIN SKINNED’. IT IS A QUESTION OF REPRESSION OR BLOCKING THAT IS THE ‘BARRIER’ THAT ‘WALLS’ IN OR ‘WALLS’ OUT IDEAS OR SOUNDS. THERE ARE MANY SOURCES OF IDEAS AND INSPIRATION. ONE LEARNS TO MAKE USE OF THE ‘UNDERCURRENTS’ AND ‘CROSS-CURRENTS’ AS WELL AS THE ‘MAINSTREAM’. THERE ARE HABITS THAT ‘WARD OFF’ ENCOUNTER AND PREVENT POSSIBILITIES.

THE ‘POWER OF BRACING’ TO SUPPORT THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ IS THE ORDINARY THAT GETS REWARDED…THE ‘IMAGERY’ THAT IS OF USE TO THE SYSTEM…THE ‘COST OF DOING BUSINESS’ THAT FOSTERS FRAGMENTATION AND THE SILENCE OF COMPLIANCE… THE REAL IS NOT VALUED … ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’? IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS ONE IS ABLE TO CHANNEL ENERGIES INTO PERFORMANCE INSTEAD OF ACTUALLY BEING PRESENT…IT IS DOING ‘ROLE’ RATHER THAN BEING REAL… IT IS A QUESTION OF ‘SEEING THROUGH’ THE ‘CONFUSIONS’ AND TUNING IN TO ‘ELITE WAYS’ AND ‘EROSTOCRACY’ DIVERGENCES. ONE MUST BEGIN TO HEAR THE ‘TONES’ OF THE ‘SHADOWS’ AND THE WINDS. ONE MUST BE RECEPTIVE TO THE ‘CODES’ OF ‘RESONANCE’ THAT FILTER THROUGH THE MEDIA ‘HYSTERIA DRAMA’ WINDS AND THE WINDS OF ‘GOSSIP’. IT IS A ‘VALUE’ QUEST OF FINDING THE ‘PATH’ OF POSSIBILITY IN AN ENVIRONMENT WHERE MEANING RIDES THE ‘UNDER RHYTHMS’ AS WELL AS THE ‘ACTUAL’. IT IS THE BLENDING OF EROS AND POWER. IT IS ‘KNOWING’ ONE’S REAL SELF IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘CHASING THE MONSTER’ MOMENTUM OF ‘RAWAR’ [THE ‘GOD’ OF ‘CONQUEST’]. WE SEE ‘RAWAR’ AMPLIFIED IN A MEDIA EXCITEMENT AND FASCINATION WITH A ‘BLOODLUST’ OF ‘CONQUEST’ THROUGH TECHNOLOGY. WE SEE ‘RAWAR’ AS A MADNESS OF EROS CHARGED AGGRESSION AS ‘TALKING ‘P.R.’ SMITHS’ ‘GET OFF’ ON THE ‘STIMULATION’ OF ‘MISSILES’ AND ‘PENETRATION VIOLENCE’. WE SEE ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ AS THE INERTIA THAT CHOOSES ‘EMPIRE’ AS ‘ORDERING’ AND PACING. IN ALL OF THIS THERE IS DANGER YET THERE IS OPPORTUNITY TO ‘TRANSFORM’. IT IS A CONSCIOUS AWARENESS OF DIFFERENCE AND A DETERMINATION TO MAKE ‘INDEPENDENT’ DECISIONS IN THE MIDST OF ANGRY SANDSTORMS. THE ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE CONFLICTS OF THE ‘COMMUNITY DYNAMISM’ AND THE STRUGGLE FOR A ‘WILL TO PERSONAL POWER’ IN THE MIDST OF MONEY WINDS AND THE SEDUCTIONS OF WISHFULNESS. THE WIND IN MY EYE IS A ‘PSYCHE’ BIOGRAPHY’.THERE ARE ‘ECONOMIC SEASONAL WINDS’ [LIKE ‘HOLIDAYS’]. THERE ARE ‘SPORTS WINDS’ AND ‘LAYOFF’ WINDS AND ‘THE WINDS OF WAR’. THERE ARE THE ‘WINDS OF POLITICAL SPIN DOCTORS’ AND THE WINDS OF POLITICAL ‘HOT AIR’. THERE ARE THE EVERYDAY ‘WALL STREET WINDS’ OF ‘GLOBALIZATION’ IMPACTING THE ENTIRE WORLD. THERE ARE THE WINDS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND THE WINDS OF ‘RAWAR’ AND ‘HIDDEN AGENDAS’.

‘A SOUND PASSAGE’
WE HOPE THAT YOU WILL BE ABLE TO TRAVERSE THIS ‘PASSAGE’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ONGOING MOMENTUM AND ‘SEE/HEAR’ THE WORLD IN A NEW WAY. OUR SENSITIVITY IS ‘SOUND’. IT IS A ‘FEELING’ FOR THE ‘UNHEARD’ AND THE ‘UNSAID’. IT IS A ‘VULNERABILITY’ TO THE RESONANCE AND THE VIBRATIONS OF PEOPLE AND TECHNOLOGY. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE POWER OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ THE SOUNDS DO ‘SOUND’ DIFFERENTLY FOR SOME PEOPLE. THE WORDS ‘RING TRUE’ WHEN THE

SOUNDS ARE HARMONIOUS WITH EACH PERSON’S VIBRATORY PRESENCE. THE SOUNDS SEEM NORMAL AS MANY MAY BE IN DIFFICULT STATES YET THE QUEST OF HEALTHY TRANSFORMATION IS A STRUGGLE TO KNOW THE NECESSITIES OF TUNING TO ONE’S OWN REAL RESONANCE WHILE STILL MANAGING TO DEAL WITH THE INERTIAL RESONANCE OF THE COMMUNITY. IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE MADNESS OF ‘THE HERD’ AND THE FACT THAT ‘INDIVIDUALS ONLY COME TO THEIR SENSES SLOWLY AND ONE AT A TIME’ [‘EXTRAORDINARY POPULAR DELUSIONS AND THE MADNESS OF CROWDS’]. THE ‘ECHOES’ OF THESE SOUNDS BECOME THE ‘SPIRIT CHAMBER’ OF ‘WHO’ WE SENSE OURSELVES TO BE. IT IS THE ‘SOUNDS’ THAT SHAPE OUR ‘DIRECTION’ AND OUR ‘RECEPTIVITY’. IT IS THE RESONANCE VALUE OF OUR IDENTITY AS ‘WHAT’S IN A NAME’? IT IS THE ‘ECHO MEANING’ DERIVED FROM A NAME LIKE ‘CHAMBERLAIN’… THE ‘MINI SERIES’ STAR ‘RICHARD CHAMBERLAIN’ REPRESENTING AN ONGOING FLOW OF ‘CHAMBER MUSIC’ OR ‘WILT CHAMBERLAIN’ WHERE ‘DO WHAT THOU WILT’ AS ‘WILL’ ECHOES FROM THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ AS ‘CHAMBERS AND LANES OR LAYING’ [CHAMBERLAIN]. THIS IS THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF ATHLETIC AND SEXUAL SUGGESTION. ‘WILT CHAMBERLAIN’ BECAME A STAR ‘VOLLEYBALL’ PLAYER AFTER HE ENDED HIS PROFESSIONAL BASKETBALL CAREER. THE ‘VOWEL’ AND ‘VOWEL’ ‘LY’ BALL ECHOES ARE IN THE ‘DO WHAT THOU ‘WILT’. IT IS THE POWER OF ‘INTENT’ AS CLARITY OF EXPRESSION THAT IS THE ‘ACTION’ OF THE ‘VOWEL’. IT IS THE ‘VOW’ OF THE ‘WELL’ THAT GENERATES PURPOSE OUT OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY. IT IS THE ‘ADD’ ACTION OF THE ‘ADVERB’ OF ‘LY’ ‘RESONANCE’ APPLIED TO A ‘FORM FOLLOWING FUNCTION’ OF A ‘CHARGED PERFORMANCE’. IT IS ACTUALIZATION OF POTENTIAL THROUGH THE AMPLIFICATION ‘ACCENTUATION’ OF A ‘VALUED SKILL’. EACH ‘MEDIUM’ IS ‘AMPLIFIED’ IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE VALUED CHARACTERISTICS THAT ARE IDENTIFIED. THE ‘TALENT’ OR ‘WAY’ HAS TO BE THERE AND THE ‘PASSION’ OR ‘WILL’ HAS TO BE STRONG ENOUGH TO ENDURE AND SUSTAIN ONE THROUGH THE COMPLEX ENERGY ‘INNER STORMS’. ONE MAY DISAGREE WITH THE ‘WAYS’ THAT THE ‘CHARGES’ ARE USED FOR PERSONALITIES OR ENTERTAINMENT RATHER THAN HEALING OR HUMAN COMPASSION. IT IS A QUESTION OF BALANCES AS SOME NOVELTY AND NONSENSE PROVOKES ‘OTHERS’ TO GO DEEPER INTO THEIR OWN SPIRITUAL POTENCY. HOW MUCH OF ‘SPORTS’ OR ‘TALK SHOW’ HOST GENERATION IS ‘TOO MUCH’? HOW MUCH ‘STUPIDITY’ IS OF VALUE TO THE COMMUNITY? HOW MANY TALKING ‘P.R.’ SMITHS’ DO WE REALLY NEED? IS THE ‘REACTIVITY AFFECT’ MORE VALUABLE THAN THE ‘TRIVIALITY’ OF THE ‘MEDIUM PERFORMANCE’?

THIS WORK IS A‘PATHING MODEL’
IT IS AN ATTEMPT TO PROVIDE A ‘WAY’ FOR YOU TO SEE THE ‘ORDERING’ OF THE ‘MUSIC OF A MEDIUM’. THE COMPLEX PROCESS OF ‘GROWTH’ IS CONNECTED THROUGH THE ‘HEARTFIRE’ OF ‘DESIRE’ AS ONE ‘DRIVES’ ONE’S ABILITY TO A MORE DEVELOPED LEVEL OF ‘ACHIEVEMENT’. IT IS A QUESTION OF ‘TEMPERAMENT’ AS WELL AS ‘DREAMS’. JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO BECOME ‘SOMETHING’ DOES NOT MEAN THAT YOU HAVE ALL OF THE INNER ‘INGREDIENTS’ AND ‘DISCIPLINE’ TO DO IT. MY GOAL IS SIMPLY TO PROVIDE ‘INSIGHT’ INTO THE WORLD OF ‘REMOTE AMPLIFIED PERFORMANCE’ AND THE ‘NECESSITIES’ AND ‘DEMANDS’ OF TRANSFORMING ‘WISH’ INTO ‘WILL’. IT IS A REALM OF ‘PRIMA DONNAS’ AND REAL TALENTS. IT IS A WORLD OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ AND ‘DREAM TEAM STARS’. IT IS A WORLD OF ‘SELF DECEPTION’ AND STRUCTURAL FORTRESSING AS WELL

AS ‘SPIRITUAL PURIFICATION’ AND PERSONAL HONESTY. IT IS ABOUT ‘DREAM TEAM OPERA CLOCKS’ AND ‘TIMINGS’ OF OUR WAYS. THE ‘MEDIUMS ARE THE MESSAGE’ AS WELL AS THE ‘MESSENGERS’. THE ‘ECHOES’ ARE VALUABLE AS ‘TOOLS’ FOR KEYING OR CUING ONE ALONG ONE’S WAY. I FEEL THAT BEING A ‘GOOD’ LISTENER IS A STATE OF ‘VULNERABILITY’ AS WELL AS A STATE OF ‘STRENGTH’. I HEAR THE ‘MUSIC’ OF EMOTIONS AND PERSONAL RHYTHMS. I TUNE INTO THE ‘INDIVIDUAL’ AND TO THE ‘MASS’. THIS DEEP RECEPTIVITY IS A ‘DREAMERS WAY’. I USE THIS ‘DEEP YIN’ TO SENSE THE WAY AND MAKE MY OWN WAY. THERE IS ‘PLAY’ AND IMAGINATION IN ‘DEEP HEARING’. THERE ARE MANY ‘CUINGS’ TO ‘IDENTITY’ AND ‘DIRECTION’ AS WELL AS ‘NEED’. I ALWAYS ‘TUNED INTO’ THE ‘WINDS’ RANGING FROM THE ‘RUSTLING’ OF FEMININE CLOTHES TO THE HARSH NOISE OF ‘MOTORCYCLES’. THERE IS PLEASURE AND PAIN IN SOUND. IT IS COMMUNICATION IN RHYTHM AND DISSONANCE. THE ‘TUNE IN… TURN ON… DROP OUT’… ‘SOUND’ MESSAGE OF THE ‘60’S’ ECHOES IN THE ‘SPLIT-OFF’ WAYS OF MILLIONS WHO ‘SURVIVE’ IN ‘MARKET SHARES’ OF AFFILIATIONS AND DREAMS. AS I RESEARCHED THE KNOWLEDGE I NEEDED TO KNOW TO IMPROVE THE QUALITY OF MY LIFE, I LEARNED A WAY TO SEE AND HEAR THAT HELPED ME ‘GRASP’ THE ‘INGREDIENTS’ THAT ARE IN THE ‘MIDDLE’ OF THE TURBULENCE OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. I SAW THAT EVERY MOMENT MIGHT BE AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ALTERING ONE’S WAY AND THAT ‘CRISES’ PROVIDED TIMES TO LET GO OF THE EXCESS BAGGAGE OF THE PAST. THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ SPARKS ARE IN THE DEPTHS WHERE THE IMPACT AND AFFECTS ARE CONTRADICTORY AND GENERATIVE. THE MORE ONE HAS A ‘VOW’ ‘WELL’ OF CLEAR INTENTION THE MORE ONE IS ABLE TO ACT IN ACCORDANCE WITH A REAL ‘VISION’. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS A MOMENT OF ‘WHEN’ THE ‘PHOENIX BIRD IS ACTUALLY RISING’ FROM THE ASHES OF THE FIRE. IT IS THE MOMENT WHEN THERE IS ‘OPPORTUNITY TO CONTRIBUTE’ AND OVERCOME THE FEELING OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’ AND ‘NOTHINGNESS’. IT IS THE TIMING AND EXAMPLE OF THE WORLD SERIES ‘PHOENIX DIAMONDBACKS’ RISING OUT OF THE SHADOWS OF ‘9/11’ IN ‘2001’. IT IS ‘WHEN’ ONE ‘DRIVES’ OUT OF THE ‘INNER CHAOS’ AND LONELINESS OF THE ‘ABYSS’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’. THERE IS GREAT DIFFICULTY IN THIS TIME WHERE THE CRISIS SEEMS TO CALL FOR A NEW POWER SOLUTION. THERE IS USUALLY VERY LITTLE TIME FOR ‘RESTRAINT’ AND MOST PEOPLE ARE IMMEDIATELY TRYING TO FIND A WAY TO ‘ENSURE’ THAT THEIR ‘VULNERABILITY’ IS GUARDED AND THAT ‘SUCH A SHOCK’ WILL ‘NEVER’ MAKE THEM FEEL LIKE THAT EVER AGAIN. IT IS A REACTIVITY DANGER TIME AS ‘MONITORING ENCROACHMENT’ CHILLS ‘WAYS’ AND FEAR BECOMES THE DEFINING EMOTION AS ‘SAFETY/SECURITY’ NEEDS FEED THE VESTED INTERESTS OF THE MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/ACADEMIC/MEDIA/GOVERNMENT COLLECTIVE. ‘RANDOM’ AND ‘ARBITRARY’ IDENTITY CHECKS WERE THE WAYS OF MILITARY DICTATORSHIPS… 9/11 MADE IT ‘ACCEPTABLE’ PSYCHOLOGICALLY THAT IT ‘COULD HAPPEN HERE’. THE FAILURE OF THE NATIONAL SECURITY DEFENSES IN THE TRAGEDY OF 9/11 GAVE THE FORCES OF DARKNESS AN OPPORTUNITY TO ALTER THE MOBILITY FREEDOMS OF THE CITIZENS. IN EFFECT, IT MAKES THE 9/11 WOUND THAT MUCH DEEPER AS WE GET OUR LIBERTIES ‘CHILLED’ MORE AND MORE. IT IS NO LONGER A QUESTION OF ‘ACCESS’ OR ‘DISTRIBUTION’ OF CONTRARY IDEAS… IT IS A LIMITATION OF A WAY OF BEING. SEEING STATE TROOPERS ARMED WITH MACHINE GUNS RANDOMLY SELECTING PEOPLE FOR INTERROGATION IN AN AIRPORT REMINDS ME OF TRAVEL TO ‘3RD WORLD’ COUNTRIES. KNOWING THAT SKY MARSHALLS ARE ON AIRPLANES DOES NOT MAKE ONE FEEL SAFER AND MORE RELAXED JUST AS METAL DETECTORS IN PUBLIC INNER CITY SCHOOLS DO NOT MAKE EVERYONE FEEL TAKEN CARE OF…

DO WE ALL FEEL SAFER?
IT IS THE ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’ THAT ERODES ONE’S ABILITY TO ‘CONNECT’ AND ‘LOVE’ AS

‘MISTRUST’ AND ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ START TO BECOME THE PRIMARY STATES OF CONCERN. THE NEED FOR ‘POWER’ STARTS TO CONSUME THE POSSIBILITY OF ‘LOVE’. WE REARRANGE OUR PATTERN OF ‘CONNECTIVITY’ IN ORDER TO MAXIMIZE OUR ‘INNER NECESSITY’ WHETHER IT IS FOR SAFETY OR RECOGNITION OR LOVE. THE FEAR BECOMES A QUEST FOR CONTROL AND ‘POWER’ THAT DIVIDES RATHER THAN CONNECTS. THE FEAR AFFORDS A TEMPORARY ‘LIFEBOAT MENTALITY’ UNTIL THE ‘CRISIS’ IS OVER. SINCE 9/11 THE CRISIS REACTIVITY IS THE WAY OF LIFE. NOTHING WILL EVER BE REALLY FREE… EVER AGAIN. THUS, THE FRAGMENTATION OF THE MOMENTUM OF DIVIDE AND CONQUER WILL TAKE ‘BREATH’ AND ‘BEING’ AWAY A LITTLE BIT AT A TIME DAY AFTER DAY AFTER DAY. IT IS ONLY THEN WHEN WE FEEL ‘SAFE’ THAT WE ARE ‘OPEN’ TO ‘LOVE’. WHEN POWER IS DESTROYING LOVE ONE MUST MOVE TO A COURAGEOUS NEW RHYTHM TO BE ‘LOVING’… TO SEPARATE ONESELF FROM THE ‘ELITE DEFINED RHYTHMS’. ONE MUST TUNE INTO ONE’S ‘PATH OF HEART’ IN ORDER TO LIVE IN AUTHENTICITY AND TRUTH OF INTIMACY.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
AS A ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ I KNOW THAT THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ AND THE NEED FOR ‘NURTURANCE’ ARE ACCENTUATED IN THE ‘ZAP’ COLLISIONISM PROCESS. THERE IS A ‘LACK OF CONTROL’ AND AN INADEQUACY AT THE MOMENT OF BEING ‘JOLTED’. IN SOME WAYS IT IS THE ‘IMPOSITION’ AND THE ‘SUGGESTION’ THAT ARE ‘PRIMARY’ AS MOTIVATIONS. WE MAY FIND ‘EASY’ SOLUTIONS IN ‘SURRENDERING’ INTO AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ WAY. ‘SOLUTIONS’ OF ‘SERVICE’ OR ‘RECOGNITION’ MAY GET ONE ‘MONEY’ OR ‘SPOTLIGHT’ IN THE ‘NEAR TERM’ YET THE ‘PERCOLATION’ DEMAND MAY BE ONLY EFFECTIVE WHILE ONE IS IN ‘ROLE’ RATHER THAN WHEN ONE IS SIMPLY ‘BEING’. THE SENSE OF ‘INADEQUACY’ GNAWS AS ‘STIMULUS AND DRIVE’ AS WE TRY TO OVERCOME THE FEELING OF POWERLESSNESS. HOW MUCH ‘AUDIENCE’ IS ENOUGH LOVE? HOW DOES ONE GET TO THE REAL ‘NEEDS’ THAT ARE LEFT UNSATISFIED AS IN THE ‘ROSEBUD’ STATEMENT AT THE END OF THE FILM ‘CITIZEN KANE’. HOW DOES ONE LEARN TO BALANCE THE PRESSURES FOR POWER AND POTENCY? HOW DOES ONE LEARN TO ‘LOVE’ AND GENERATE ‘KINDNESS, COMPASSION, AND GENEROSITY’. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS ARE ‘OPPORTUNITY TIMES’ TO REGENERATE. THE POSSIBILITIES ARE IN THE ‘PERCEPTIONS’ AND RHYTHMS OF THE ‘UNHEARD SOUNDS’ AND THE ‘UNSAID WORDS’ LIKE ‘PAIR-IS’ [THE ‘PERFECT’ ECHO OF ‘EROS AND POWER’.] THE ‘ZAP’ IS THE ‘DREAM MUSIC’ THAT IS THE CHARISMA OR MAGIC OF ‘MEDIUMS AND PERFORMERS’. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘ZAP’ [REMOTE AMPLIFIED PERFORMANCE] AS IT ‘ACTIVATES’ ONE TO MOVE IN A ‘MEDIUM’ PERFORMANCE TIME. THE ‘ZAP’ IS THE ‘CHARGE’ MOMENT OF ‘RARE AIR’ THAT MAXIMIZES AND DEVELOPS ‘MEDIUMS, CHANNELS, SAVANT PERFORMERS, TALKING SMITHS AND

HEALERS, ETC. THE ‘ZAP’ IS AN ‘INVISIBLE’ YET ‘RIGHT BEFORE YOUR VERY EYES’ EVERYDAY ‘OCCURRENCE’. IT IS ‘MAGIC’ AND A ‘FORCE’ OF GROWTH AND ‘HUMANITY’. IT IS ABOUT ‘IMBALANCES’ AND ‘POSSIBILITIES’. IT IS A HIGH DEMAND AND DEEPLY ACTIVATING PENETRATION OF ONE’S CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM. IT IS ‘FASCINATING’ AND ‘MESMERIZING’ AND MAY ASSIST IN ‘EXCELLENCE’ OR ‘CAUSE DAMAGE’ [MUCH DEPENDS UPON THE ‘TIMING’ AND TEMPERAMENT OF A ‘RECIPIENT’].

‘CONTROLLED HYSTERIA’
IN SOME WAYS IT IS ‘COLLISIONISM’ AS IT OCCURS WITHIN… SORT OF A ‘CONTROLLED HYSTERIA’[A ‘PERVASIVE SENSUALIZATION’ OF ‘EROS ACTIVATION’ AND GENERATIVE POWER]. IT IS A ‘MICRO-COLLISIONISM’ OF INNER COMBUSTION. THE ‘PENETRATION’ ZAP MAY RESULT IN THE ‘SKEWS’ OF AN ‘ALTERED’ STATE OF ‘ORIGINALITY’ OR A DEADENING OF ZONES AS A STATE OF ‘INNER VIOLENCE’. AFTER ‘9/11’ WE ALL MOVE IN A VERY DIFFERENT WAY… WE KNOW THAT ‘DANGER’ THREATENS ‘FREEDOM’ AND PERSONAL RESOLVE. THERE IS NO TIME FOR ‘DECEPTION’ AND ACCEPTANCE OF ‘CON’ WAYS. THERE MUST BE A REDUCTION OF ‘CONFUSION’ AND AN EXPRESSION OF ‘CLARITY’. ‘CONFUSION’ ONLY SERVES THE ‘INTERESTS’ OF TERRORISTS AND THOSE WHO WOULD RULE THROUGH ‘SECRECY’.

‘WHERE THERE IS FEAR… WE LOSE THE WAY OF OUR SPIRIT’. [MAHATMA GANDHI]
THE ‘REMOTE’ AND THE ‘UNSEEN’ ARE ALL AROUND AND THE ‘POLITICAL’ ORDERING OF THE ‘STATE’ IS BASED UPON THIS ‘TECHNOLOGY’. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ AND ‘SAVANTS’ KNOW THE ‘AFFECTS’ OF THE REMOTE ‘ZAP’ AND SENSE IT AS A ‘WAY’ TO BE MORE THAN ‘ORDINARY’. WE NEED ‘CLARITY’ OF ‘WHAT IS HAPPENING’ IN ‘REAL TIME’.

‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ MEANS FACING THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ OF ‘MISDIRECTION’ AND ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’
ANY EXPERIENCE OF ‘TRAUMA’ CHANGES HOW ONE MOVES IN THE WORLD… ‘TRAUMA’ IS A LONG TERM ‘ALTERED STATE’ WAY OF RELATING. IT IS A ‘TIME’ THAT CAUSES FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS AND HOLDING ON TO MANY HABITS AND HEREDITARY PATTERNS. TO DEAL WITH ‘TRAUMA’ ONE BEGINS TO LIVE AS A ‘STRANGER’ WHO IS ‘OUT OF SYNC’ WITH THE OTHERS. IT IS LEARNING HOW TO FUNCTION IN A ‘NON-ORDINARY’ REALITY. IT IS ‘ORDINARY’ YET ONLY MORE SO. TRAUMAS BECOME ‘NORMAL’ AS ONE RESOLVES THE ‘AFFECTS’ THROUGH GENERATIONS OF REAL TIME EMOTIONS FROM DEEP

WITHIN. ONE LEARNS BREATHING THROUGH THE ‘RECURRENT’ FEELINGS USING ‘ZAP’ DISRUPTIONS AND DISTURBANCES TO COME FORWARD IN SELF DEVELOPMENT. THE ‘ZAP’ ENCOUNTER OF ‘REMOTE LIGHTNING’ [‘ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVES’] IS DRAWN FROM THE SHAMANIC TRADITION OF ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’. IT IS A ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ THAT IS IN THE ‘EVOLUTION’ OF LEARNING HOW TO ‘FULLY UTILIZE ONE’S CAPACITY’. IT IS A DRAMA OF ‘COURAGE’ AND SELF-ESTEEM. IT IS THE ‘WILL’ TO MOVE OUT OF THE ‘UNCONFIDENT’ WAYS AND INTO AN ASSERTION OF ONE’S SOUL. SOMETIMES IT MEANS ‘COMPROMISING’ AND ACCEPTING THE REALITY OF BEING ‘USED’ AS A ‘MEDIUM OR CHANNEL’ IN ORDER TO COMMUNICATE OR ASSIST THE ‘OTHER [S]’. IT IS A CONSTANT EXPANSION OF ONE’S CAPACITY AND CREATIVE RANGE. ‘THE PATH OF POWER FOR THE SHAMAN IS A DIRECT ENGAGEMENT WITH THE FORCES OF THE SPIRIT…A DIRECT EXPERIENCE OF THE SPIRIT IN ITS OWN DOMAIN…IN INFINITY…TO COMMUNE WITH THE ENERGIES OF THE ‘LUMINOUS WORLD’…TO SHED ONE’S IDENTITY WITH ONE’S LIMITED SELF…TO EXPERIENCE A LIMITLESS ONENESS WITH THE CREATOR AND CREATION. ‘THE PAST AND FUTURE ARE STRIPPED AWAY AND ONLY THE HERE AND NOW EXISTS’.[ALBERT VILLOLDO IN SHAMAN, HEALER, SAGE] IT IS AN EXPERIENCE THAT IS MYSTICAL AND GROUNDED AT THE SAME TIME. IT IS BEING SPIRITUAL AND CONNECTED TO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY AS ONE FULLY REALIZES THE JOURNEY INTO THE TRUE SELF. THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS THE AWAKENING OF A ‘WILL’ TO BECOME WHO ONE TRULY IS…NOT WHO ONE IS ‘EXPECTED TO BE’…IT IS A TUNING INTO A PATH OF THE HEART ‘ORIENTATION’ IN ORDER TO COME FORWARD OUT OF ‘KINWEBS’ AND THE CONSTRUCTIONS OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ OF DOING WHAT ONE HAD TO DO… ‘INNER NECESSITY’ SEEKS HEALTHY AND FULLY HUMAN WAYS TO GROW AND REALIZE POTENCY AND POTENTIAL…’INNER NECESSITY’ RELEASES THE CONSTRAINTS OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND MOVES FORWARD TOWARD INTEGRITY OF BEING.

‘LAMENESS’ AS A WAY
IN MYTHOLOGY THERE ARE MANY TALES OF A STRANGER MOVING WITH AN IMBALANCED GAIT… A ‘LAMENESS’ AS A REPRESENTATION OR MARKING THAT THE HERO…HAS COME TOO CLOSE TO COMPETING WITH A GOD ON EQUAL TERMS… IT SEEMS COMPARABLE TO CONTEMPORARY ‘WAYS’…THE BRANDING AND TATTOOING OF MEDIUMS MOVING IN REACTIVITY TO THE ‘NEON GODS’ …THE TEMPOS OF FRAMED AND CONTAINED ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ SERVING AS ‘SMITH GODS’… ‘MASTERS OF THE CREATIVE SECRETS OF FIRE’… THE ‘SOUNDS OF SILENCE’ SONG OF SIMON AND GARFUNKEL ECHOING THE CONCERNS THAT ARE WRITTEN ON THE SUBWAY WALLS…AN AWARENESS OF THE GENERATION OF THE ‘NEON GODS’ THEY MADE…THE ‘TEMPORARY’ MEDIUMS OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATES OF REPRESENTATION… IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO KNOW…TO SEE…TO EXPLAIN. ONE MUST CONSTANTLY THINK CLEARLY ABOUT THE ASSOCIATIONS OF IDEAS AND SOUNDS AS SO MUCH IS FREQUENTLY DONE TO MAKE IT APPEAR AS IF THE OTHER ONE DID IT…THE LONDON SUBWAY TERROR BOMBINGS OF JULY 2005 DURING THE MEETING OF G-8 ELITE POLITICAL LEADERS CAN BE THE SOURCE OF ‘SCAPEGOATING’ ANY OPPOSITION…FORTUNATELY THERE WERE VIDEO IMAGES AVAILABLE OF THE PERPETRATORS… THERE IS ALWAYS A ‘CHILLING AFFECT’ AS ‘WHAT ONE SAYS CAN AND MAY BE USED AGAINST ONE’…ONE MAY BE MADE INTO AN EXAMPLE FOR THE OTHERS…ONE MAY HAVE ONE’S LIFE BE RUINED BY THE EXCESSES OF ‘ZEALOTS’ SEEKING ‘SOMEONE’ TO BLAME’…IT IS ALWAYS A TIME

OF CAUTION AS MUCH IS ‘MISDIRECTION’ AND APPEARANCE… EASY ANSWERS AND WHAT APPEAR TO BE OBVIOUS CLUES ARE NOT ALWAYS WHAT ACTUALLY IS… THE MACHIAVELLIAN MANIPULATIONS ARE SOMETIMES ‘INCONCEIVABLE’ TO ORDINARY INVESTIGATORS…THE PURPOSE MAY BE PART OF A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ AND ‘MISDIRECTION’ MAY BE THE METHOD OF ENTRAPMENT OR CONFUSION… AS FOREST GUMP SAID ‘STUPID IS AS STUPID DOES’…

‘HEALTHY DISTRIBUTIONS’
AT ROOT ONE MUST FIND ‘SINCERITY’ THAT ‘DESIRES’ TO DO SOMETHING THAT WILL MAKE IT ‘BETTER’. THE MORE POSITIVE AND THE MORE FULLY DEVELOPED ONE’S DISTRIBUTION OF PERCOLATING ENERGIES… THE MORE ONE IS ABLE TO ‘GENERATE’ THE QUALITY OF ‘ADRENALINES’ AND ‘HORMONES’ TO CHANGE IN POSITIVE WAYS. THIS IS THE ‘WELLSPRING’ OF DESIRE FOR THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ AS A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ MAXIMIZES OUR NATURAL INNER BODY CHEMISTRY IN HEALTHY WAYS.

‘A PASSION OF PRESENCE’
‘YOU’VE GOT TO ACCENTUATE THE POSITIVE AND ELIMINATE THE NEGATIVE’… IT TAKES A LOT OF ENERGY AND EFFORT TO REPAIR, REGENERATE AND HEAL ONE’S INNER WOUNDEDNESS. IT IS THE EVERYDAY NECESSITY OF A ‘SHAMAN’ TO HEAL HIMSELF BY CONTRIBUTING TO THE ‘HEALING’ OF THE ‘OTHER [S]’. THE HEALING IS IN THE ‘WISH’ AND THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ IN A ‘PASSION’ OF ‘PRESENCE’. THE SHAMAN MOVES IN THE CHAKRAS AND THE NERVES ACTIVATING AND RELEASING THE ENERGIES OF THE PRESENT. ONE LEARNS TO KNOW THE HEALTHY IN THE ‘SPINNING’ DISCS…THE CHAKRAS LETTING GO OF PREDISPOSITIONS AND PAINFUL DRAMAS… WE KNOW THERE IS AN ENORMOUS SHORTAGE OF ‘COMPASSION’ AND ‘WILL’ IN THE CULTURAL ACCEPTANCE OF THE ATTITUDES OF ‘SOCIAL DARWINISM’ [THE ‘SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST’ MENTALITY WHICH FEEDS ON ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ AND ACCEPTS THE CASUALTY RATES]. MOST PEOPLE MERELY END UP ‘COMMISERATING’ OVER THEIR CIRCUMSTANCES AND MANY MEET ONE ANOTHER IN ‘ENABLING’ WAYS THAT KEEP EVERYONE IN THE SAME ‘LIFEBOAT’. THERE IS A PROBLEM OF ‘INTENTION’ AND DIRECTION THAT IS IN THE ‘STRUCTURE’ OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM ITSELF. THE ‘CONSEQUENCES’ OF ‘CONQUEST’ ARE ECHOING GLOBALLY AND THE FORCES OF ‘REACTIVITY’ ARE FORMING A NEW SET OF ‘STRUCTURES’ REQUIRING NEW VALUES. THE ‘EMOTIONS’ ARE THE FUEL OF POSSIBILITY. THE ‘EMOTIONS’ ARE THE ‘HUMANITY’ THAT MUST REGAIN PROMINENCE. THE ‘EMOTIONS’ OF OUR HUMANITY MUST DRIVE THE ‘SPIRITUAL’ DIRECTION OF OUR TECHNOLOGY. OUR HUMANITY MUST NOT BE AN AFTER THOUGHT SENSE OF DEALING WITH

THE ‘CASUALTIES’ OF THE DARWINISM. OUR HUMANITY MUST DIRECT THE TECHNOLOGY BEYOND ‘SPOTLIGHTING’ AND BEING ON STAGE.

‘MOVING BEYOND TRICKLE DOWN CHARITY’
‘CHARITY’ IS THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ WAY OF DOING SOMETHING ABOUT THE DAMAGE THAT IS CAUSED BY THE SYSTEM. IT IS THE ‘NOBLESSE OBLIGE’ OF TAKING CARE OF THE CASUALTIES, THE DEPENDENT AND THE ‘CHILDREN’. IT IS AN ‘ATTITUDE’ OF ‘CONTEMPT’ AND ‘GUILT’ AS THE ‘BENEFICIARIES’ OF THE SYSTEM DO SOMETHING FOR THE ‘UNFORTUNATES’. THE ‘PATRICIAN WAYS’ OF ‘CHARITY TITHINGS’ FORMALIZE THESE ATTITUDES AND DEPENDENCIES.

‘CHARITY TITHINGS’ [‘TIE THINGS’]
THE PATRICIAN WAYS OF ‘CHARITY TITHINGS’ FOSTER DEPENDENCIES AND INSTITUTIONALIZE ATTITUDES DEMANDING ‘GRATITUDES’ OF SUBORDINATION . IT IS IN THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘TIE THINGS’ OF TYING UP ONE’S ENERGIES [THE ‘TIE THINGS’ OF CONTROL AND GRATITUDE] AND THE POWER OF ‘TYING’ TOGETHER THE ENERGIES OF THE PERCOLATING ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF CREATIVE POTENTIAL. IT ISA MOMENT OF POWER RESPECTING THE REAL AND SYMBOLIC ENERGIES OF ‘TIE-GRRR’ IN THE IMAGERY OF A ‘TIGER’…SEEING THE INFLUENCES OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AS A ‘KELLOGGS’ MASCOT… TONY THE TIGER AND ‘GRRREAT’… THE ‘TIE-GRRR’ WOODS OF THE MASTERS…THE FORCE OF HITTING ‘WOODS’,IRONS AND PUTTING. THE MOMENTUM OF THE RULING RHYTHM OF TOP DOWN ‘PYRAMIDISM’ FOSTERS AN ‘ATTITUDE/GRATITUDE’ WAY OF BEING… IT VALUES ‘ASSETS OVER LIVES’ AND CHOOSES TECHNOLOGY ADVANTAGES RATHER THAN A ‘QUALITY OF DAILY LIFE’ FOR ALL HUMANITY.

IT IS THE ZONE OF ‘HYPOCRISY’ WHERE MANY OF THE ‘AMPLIFIED AND ACCENTUATED’ TALENTS AND ‘ELITE’ PREACH ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ WHILE RECEIVING ‘SPECIAL TREATMENT’.
IT IS THE ‘EDGE’ OF ‘PRIVILEGE’ AND THE REALM OF ‘ELECTRONIC POSSESSION’. IT IS A ‘CLASS’ WHERE ‘COLLISIONISM REACTIVITY’ IS THE NORM AND THE BASIS FOR NEW LEVELS OF ‘GENERATIVITY’. IT IS THE PROJECTION OF DENIAL AND SILENCE AS A SMOKESCREEN RATHER THAN THE CANDOR OF EXPLAINING THE REALITY OF ‘ZAP LIGHTNING AMPLIFICATIONS’ AND THE DEPLOYMENT OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ IN MEDIUM/PERFORMANCE WAYS. THE ‘PERFORMANCE’ OR ‘MEDIUM/CHANNELLING’ CARRIES THE ENERGY OF ‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’. THE ‘ELITE’ MAXIMIZE THEIR RESOURCES ON THIS ‘EDGINESS’ OF CREATIVE TENSION. THIS IS THE REAL ‘STAR WARS’ OF COMPETITION AND VALUES… ‘I THINK I WOULD HAVE RAISED AN OUTCRY IF I HAD BELIEVED MY EYES. BUT I DIDN’T BELIEVE THEM. AT FIRST--- THE THING SEEMED SO IMPOSSIBLE. THE FACT IS I WAS COMPLETELY UNNERVED BY A SHEER BLANK FRIGHT, PURE ABSTRACT TERROR, UNCONNECTED

WITH ANY DISTINCT SHAPE OF PHYSICAL DANGER.’ WHAT MADE THIS EMOTION SO OVERPOWERING WAS--- HOW SHALL I DEFINE IT? THE MORAL SHOCK I RECEIVED, AS IF SOMETHING ALTOGETHER MONSTROUS, INTOLERABLE TO THOUGHT AND ODIUS TO THE SOUL HAD BEEN THRUST UPON ONE UNEXPECTEDLY. THIS LASTED OF COURSE THE MEREST FRACTION OF A SECOND, AND THEN THE USUAL SENSE OF COMMONPLACE, DEADLY DANGER, THE POSSIBILITY OF A SUDDEN ONSLAUGHT AND MASSACRE, OR SOMETHING OF THE KIND, WHICH I SAW IMPENDING, WAS POSITIVELY WELCOME AND COMPOSING. IT PACIFIED ME, IN FACT, SO MUCH, THAT I DID NOT RAISE AN ALARM… ‘I DID NOT BETRAY KURTZ--- I WAS ORDERED I SHOULD NEVER BETRAY HIM--- IT WAS WRITTEN I SHOULD BE LOYAL TO THE NIGHTMARE OF MY CHOICE. I WAS ANXIOUS TO DEAL WITH THIS SHADOW BY MY SELF ALONE’. [JOSEPH CONRAD ‘HEART OF DARKNESS’] THERE IS A GREAT CONTRADICTION IN THE ‘AFTER THOUGHT’ WAYS OF THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ METHODS THAT ‘CARES’ FOR THE ‘POOR’ AND THE ‘MAIMED’ YET DOES SO MUCH HARM TO THE ‘ORDINARY’. THERE IS MORE TO IT THAN MERE ‘BENIGN NEGLECT’. IT IS A FUNDAMENTAL PROBLEM OF ‘ATTITUDE’ AND ‘INJUSTICE’ THAT MAINTAINS THIS RHYTHM OF ‘SOCIAL DARWINISM’ AND ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ ORDERING. AS WILLIAM T VOLLMAN WROTE…‘THE FIRST LAW OF VIOLENT ACTION…THE INERTIA OF THE SITUATION INTO WHICH WE INJECT OURSELVES MUST ALWAYS BE GIVEN THE BENEFIT OF THE DOUBT’… WE LEARN TO WRESTLE WITH OUR ‘HARD WIRING’ AND REBEL IN WAYS THAT ARE AVAILABLE…IT FREQUENTLY FEELS AS IF THE SHIFT IS SIMPLY A TRANSFERRENCE OF SERVITUDE TO A DIFFERENT MASTER…

‘COOPTATION’
THE GRADUAL COOPTATION OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL SPIRIT’ OCCURS IN THE MOMENT OF A ‘ZAP’ THREAT OF ANNIHILATION…A BEING ‘HIT BY LIGHTNING’ TIME ‘WHEN’ AND ‘WHERE’ ‘REBELLION’ IS ‘TRANSFORMED’ INTO PERFORMANCE AS A MEDIUM OR AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’. IT IS IN THIS ‘EROSTOCRACY ENTERTAINMENT’ MANAGEMENT MOMENT THAT SYSTEMIC RESISTANCE BECOMES COMPLIANCE AND ‘IT JUST DOESN’T MATTER’ SOMETIMES BECOMES THE SHARED SENTIMENT OF ‘DOING YOUR OWN THING’. IT IS THE ‘BLIND SPOT IS THE HEART OF THE DREAM’ AS ONE ‘CHOOSES’ OR ACCEPTS THE MERIDIAN FLOWS OF ‘DOING’ AND ‘PERFORMING’…IT IS THE DIONYSIAN GOD OF TRANSPORT THAT ‘BREAKS DOWN’ THE CONFINES OF THE INDIVIDUAL IN RELEASING ‘ORGIASTIC’ ENERGIES INTO ‘BECOMING’…THE ‘RARE AIR’ OF NEWLY ACCESSED ENERGIES DRIVEN INTO A NEW DISTRIBUTION OR CHANNELLED INTO AN AMPLIFIED PATTERN OF ‘PERFORMANCE’… THERE IS A BALANCING OF THE ENERGIES OF APOLLO IN QUESTING TO DEFINE AND ESTABLISH FORM OUT OF THE UPHEAVAL OF ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’…

THE RESULT IS THE ‘BECOMING’ CONSISTENT WITH THE ‘LEVEL OF ACCEPTANCE’…THE LEVEL OF ‘COOPTATION’ THAT ONE AGREES TO IN BEING A ‘SAVANT’ OR ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ [A ‘MEDIUM’] IN THE EROSTOCRACY OR THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF CREATIVE PERFORMANCE… THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ IS A BELIEF…AN ‘ORGANIZING PRINCIPLE’ THAT SAYS ‘I WILL BE ‘LUCKY’ AND ‘DREAMS CAN COME TRUE’ AND I WILL BE THAT ‘EXCEPTION’… ‘THE ONE PICKED’ AND ‘FAVORED’. IT IS ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ [‘ONE OUT OF MANY’] THAT ‘DEFINES’ THE PYRAMIDISM’ THAT REWARDS ‘NOVELTY’ AND ‘FIRST/BEST’ WHILE PARTITIONING THE AUDIENCE FROM THE STAGE. IT IS MOSTLY A FANTASY OF ‘WINNING THE LOTTERY’ OR BEING CHOSEN AS PART OF THE ‘ELECT’. IT IS THE WISH OF SNOW WHITE THAT ‘DREAMS CAN COME TRUE’. IT IS THE EXPECTATION OF ‘GRATUITOUS GRACE’ THAT ONE WILL BE THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’. IT IS THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ THAT IS THE FOUNDATION OF ‘THE AMERICAN DREAM’. IT IS THE ‘BLIND SPOT’ THAT BECOMES THE BIRTH OF TRAGEDY FOR THE ‘SAVANTS’ AS THEY SURRENDER SOME LEVEL OF INDEPENDENCE IN EXCHANGE FOR ‘OPPORTUNITY’ AND ‘POWER’… THERE IS A GAP OF HOW THE ‘ELITE’ AND THE ‘PERFORMERS’ GET TO BE WHO THEY ARE. ‘SELFRELIANCE’ AND ‘TALENT’ ARE MANAGED AND THEREBY EXPRESSION IS SILENCED AND ‘CHILLED’ AS A CONSEQUENCE OF ‘REMOTE’ ENERGY ‘ACCENTUATION’ AND ‘AMPLIFICATION’. WE ARE ALL CHANGED AS A RESULT OF THE ‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ WAY OF LIVING… SELF RELIANCE IS CONSTANTLY UNDER PRESSURE TO ‘GO ALONG TO GET ALONG’ AND WHEN ONE FEELS AN EVERPRESENT DANGER OF MORTALITY ONE MUST GO ALONG…IT IS THE AWARENESS OF THE HAZARDS OF A MISSTEP OR A HARMFUL CHANNELLING…AN OVERLOAD OR AN EXCESS THAT IMBALANCES AS ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ CAN DO PERMANENT DAMAGE…THE CONSEQUENCES NOT SHOWING UP UNTIL SOME TIME LATER…

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE ‘NEON WORLD’ OF ‘FLUIDITY’ AND EXPRESSION IS IN THE ‘AMPLIFIED’ POINTS OF LIGHT AND THE INNER ‘MERIDIAN’ FLOWS OF DIRECTION. IT IS THE ‘MEDIUM’ AS THE ‘MESSAGE’ OF ‘KEEPING PACE’ AS ONE ‘COMPLIES’ WITH THE ‘ZAP’ CHARGES AND CHALLENGES. IT IS A ‘TIGHTROPE’ OF BEING ‘TAUGHT’ AND FEELING ‘TAUT’ EVERYDAY. IT IS ‘SUGGESTION’ PLANTED IN THE MIDST OF VULNERABILITY DURING A ‘ZAP’ MOMENT AND REINFORCEMENT TO BECOME THE ‘SAVANT/MEDIUM’ OF PERFORMANCE. AS A MEDIUM ONE GOES ALONG TO GET A ‘LONG’. IT IS THE FOSTERING OF

‘TUMESCENCE’ AND SEEDING OF THE FUTURE THAT IS VALUED IN THIS CREATIVE COMBUSTION’. THE DEPTHS OF THE ‘ARTIST REALITY’ IS FELT LIKE THE WORLD IN AN UPSIDE DOWN VISION LIKE THE ‘PLANET OF THE APES’ WHERE THE ‘BRUTALITY’ OF CONTROL IS IN CONCERT WITH THE ‘APING’ OF DESIRE. IT IS THE USE OF EROS AND POWER. IT IS EROS AND ITS REVERSAL AS ‘SORE’. IT IS THE ‘INNER COMBUSTION’ OF WRENCHING AND THE ‘RELEASING’ OF ‘BLOCKAGES’ AND ‘TRAPPED LIFE’. IT IS THE FOSTERING OF A SOCIAL ORDER OF ‘IMITATORS’ AND ‘MONKEY SEE/MONKEY DO’. IT IS THE ‘ABSOLUTE’ AUTHORITY AND POWER OF ‘ZAP’ THAT CAN CREATE, DESTROY, OR DEVELOP. IT IS DOING BATTLE WITH ‘KING KONG’ ALL THE WAY TO THE TOP OF THE EMPIRE STATE BUILDING. ONE MUST KNOW THE TRUTH OF ONE’S OWN NATURE RECOGNIZING THAT WE ARE SOMETIMES LIKE THE SKY WHERE ‘CLOUDS APPEAR AND DISAPPEAR IN ‘DISORDERED ORDER’’. THIS IS MY TRUTH. THIS IS THE EXPRESSION OF HOW THE USE OF TECHNOLOGY ALTERS MY ‘STATES’, TONES AND TIMINGS THROUGH ‘ZAP’ CHARGES OF ELECTROMAGNETIC REMOTE CONTROL ENERGY. THIS IS ‘THE WAY’ OF BECOMING A CREATIVE CONTRIBUTOR. IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE THAT ‘TECHNOLOGY’ CAN ‘OVERPOWER’ ONE IN AN ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’ WHERE THE ‘SIGNAL’ SEEMS TO STOP TIME FOR THE DURATION OF ITS USE. THE TECHNOLOGY IS THE BLACK LIGHTNING ‘ZAP’ THAT DEMANDS YET SEEMS TO ‘ENHANCE’ IF ONE USES THE ENERGY IN ‘WISE’ WAYS.

‘THE REBEL’
‘WHEN THE REBEL LOSES CONTACT WITH HIS HEART, THE REBELLION MERELY PERPETUATES THE OLD DISEASE IN NEW FORMS. THE DIFFICULTY IS THAT A RENEWAL OF LOVE IS IMPOSSIBLE WITHOUT REBELLION. IF ONE NEVER REBELS, ONE NEVER HAS A CHANCE TO LIVE ONE’S OWN LIFE’ [ARNO GRUEN] THE REALIZATION OR CONSCIOUSNESS BEGINS IN THE INNER JOURNEY AND REFLECTS THE NECESSITY OF LEARNING TO OWN ONE’S OWN BREATH IN ALL EMOTIONAL STATES. ‘HE WHO LEARNS MUST SUFFER, AND EVEN IN OUR SLEEP, PAIN THAT CANNOT FORGET, FALLS DROP BY DROP UPON THE HEART, AND IN OUR DESPAIR, COMES WISDOM TO US BY THE AWFUL GRACE OF GOD’ [AESCHYLUS QUOTED BY ROBERT F KENNEDY TO DEAL WITH THE ASSASSINATION OF HIS BROTHER, PRESIDENT JOHN FITZGERALD KENNEDY]. IN OUR TIMES THERE HAS BEEN A LOT OF TRAGEDY, TRAUMA, AND IN YOUR ‘FACE’ MORTALITY. IT IS THESE ‘NUCLEAR’ DRAMAS OF PERCOLATION AND ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT PENETRATE TO OUR PSYCHE’ DEPTHS. THERE IS A NEVERENDING STREAM OF ‘PAIN AND EROS’ THAT EXHAUSTS THE ‘ORDINARY’ AND DEMANDS THE ‘CHANGE OR ELSE’ WAYS OF TENSION. THERE IS AN ‘INSTANT GRATIFICATION’ SOLUTION ALWAYS AVAILABLE [‘FOR A PRICE’]. THE LEVELS OF FEAR THAT WE HAVE EXPERIENCED MAY INHIBIT OR PARALYZE. WE MAY SUPPRESS OUR TRUE FEELINGS TO DEAL WITH OUR TRAUMAS. OUR ‘TRAUMAS’ MAY BE ‘LIFE THREATENING’ AND ‘LIFE ALTERING’… THEY MAY BE ‘RANDOM’ OR PART OF AN ‘ORDERING’.

‘SUPERVISED FREEDOM’
‘THERE WAS NO POINT IN TRYING TO ESCAPE… THEY’D LET ME KNOW THAT THEY HAD DONE IMPECCABLE RESEARCH ON ALL THE MEMBERS OF MY FAMILY… ‘NO, THERE WAS NO WAY.’ ‘THEY’D HAVE KILLED EVERYONE’. AND AFTER I WAS RELEASED THEY CALLED IT ‘SUPERVISED FREEDOM’. [QUOTED FROM ‘ARGENTINA, LEXICON OF TERROR’] OUR ‘NECESSITY’ IS MORE THAN MERE ‘DREAM TEAM’ ATHLETIC PERFORMANCE OR ‘OVER THE RAINBOW’ WISHFULNESS. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ MUST ‘STAY TUNED’ THROUGH DIRECTIONS OF REMOTE ELECTROMAGNETIC ‘ZAP’ ‘COOL FIRE’ RADIO WAVE AMPLIFICATIONS IN ORDER TO KEEP DEVELOPING IN THE ‘INNER ENERGY PATHINGS’ THAT ‘MAXIMIZE’ THEIR ‘TALENTS’. THE ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT/PERFORMER CHANNELS’ EXPERIENCE MANY MOMENTS OF ‘ALARM LIKE PANIC’ IN THESE ‘LIGHTNING MOMENTS’ [MOMENTS WHERE ONE DIGESTS AND OR REDISTRIBUTES THE NEW ENERGIES AND CHARGES]. IT IS THE WAY OF ‘SUPERVISED FREEDOM’ THAT IS THE ESSENCE OF THE CONTRADICTIONS OF HOW ‘MEDIUMS/ELECTRONIC SURROGATES/CHANNELS AND SAVANT TALENTS ARE MANAGED’. ONE MUST FACE THE INNER FEARS AND THE PANIC OF BEING ‘CHARGED’ AND REDIRECT THE RELEASING ENERGIES IN NEW WAYS. THERE IS ALWAYS A SENSE OF VULNERABILITY AS EVENTS FEEL PERSONALIZED DEMANDING A ‘PSYCHE ADAPTATION’. ‘TRAGEDIES IN MINES’ RESONATE WITH ‘TRAGEDY OF MINE’ AS ECHOIC AWARENESS. THE DEEPER THE FULLNESS OF CREATIVE ACCESS, THE MORE THE INNER PERCOLATION SEEKS ‘CERTAINTY’. IT IS THE TENDENCY OF ‘REACTIVITY’ TOWARDS THE WORST CASE SCENARIO THAT COMPELS ‘FORTRESSING’ AND RECURRENCY OF HABITS. THIS IS THE TIME OF AN OPPORTUNITY WHEN ONE MUST ALTER ONE’S PATTERNS OF RESPONSE. IT IS THE TIME TO SEPARATE ONESELF FROM THE INERTIA OF THE ‘MASS’ AND THE ‘CONSTRAINTS’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’.IT IS THE PIVOTAL AWARENESS OF LEARNING THAT THE CRISIS IS THE OPPORTUNITY TO SEE ONESELF IN A NEW WAY. IT IS THE TIME OF COURAGE TO TAKE A SIMPLE STEP FORWARD IN AN EMERGENCE OF A MORE AUTHENTIC SELF. IT IS NEW RHYTHM AS ONE INCORPORATES THE TURBULENCE OF THE UPHEAVAL TO FOCUS ON A CLARITY OF HEALTHY INTENTION BEYOND ‘CHANNELLING’ OR ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ PERFORMANCE. A JANUARY 2006 EXPLOSION IN AN ‘ABANDONED’ MINE SHAFT IN SAGO WEST VIRGINIA KILLING 12 OF 13 MINERS ECHOES IN THE DEPTHS OF ‘LOSS’ AND ‘ABANDONMENT’. THE ‘WHAT IS MINE’ IS STIRRED AND FELT AS ‘GRIEF’ IS TRANSMITTED ACROSS THE MEDIA. THE ‘MOURNING’ CONNECTS TO THE GENERAL AS ‘SYMPATHETIC’ EMOTIONAL TRANSFER. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR MOMENT’ AFFECTS EVERYONE. IT IS A TIME FOR BONDING WITH THE GROUP AS WELL AS SEPARATION AND GENERATING ONE’S OWN ‘HEALTHY INTENT’.

ENERGY WIND WARS AND ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’
THERE IS A WAY THAT ‘MEDIUMS’ AND ‘ELECTRONIC SAVANTS’ ARE SEEN AS MERE ‘FREAKS’ OF ‘FREQUENCY’. THEY MAY BE VULNERABLE TO ‘FREAK ACCIDENTS’ AND ‘FREAKING-OUT’. THEIR ‘IMBALANCES’ AND ‘OVERLOADS’ GET THE BEST OF THEM. THE ONGOING VULNERABILITY OF ENERGY AMPLIFIED REACTIVITY IS SEEN IN A TENDENCY TO DEADEN SENSES AND GENERATE NEW MASKS AND VEILS TO DEAL WITH THE FEELINGS OF ‘WARINESS’

AND HYPERALERTNESS. THE FEELINGS OF BEING TRAPPED OR CORNERED [‘NO WAY TO TURN’… ‘NO WHERE TO GO’] AND THE RESULTANT ANGER AND FRUSTRATION MAY BE CONVERTED INTO PERFORMANCE [CHANNELLED] OR ‘TURNED INWARD’. THERE ARE EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS OF ADRENALINES THAT MUST BE ‘STORED’ OR ‘UTILIZED’. THERE IS AN EXPANSION OF ‘YIN-YANG’ SWINGS. THERE MAY BE A WEARING OUT OF A WILL OF ASSERTING ONE’S REAL NEEDS… A FATIGUING OF ONE’S INNER ELASTICITY… A ‘DRAINING’ OF ONE’S ‘RESOLVE’. ‘FORGIVE ME. I CAN NO LONGER LIVE WITH MY NERVES.’[ THE SUICIDE NOTE OF THE ACTRESS JEAN SEBERG AT AGE ‘40’]. JEAN SEBERG HAD BEEN HOUNDED AND HARASSED BY THE ‘F.B.I.’ FOR HER SUPPORT OF THE ‘BLACK PANTHERS’ IN THE LATE 1960’S. SHE WAS FROM ‘MARSHALLTOWN IOWA’ AND LIVED THE LAST PART OF HER LIFE IN PARIS. SHE HAD LOST HER ‘PHYSIOLOGY’ AND HER ‘SOUL’ IN THE ENERGY WIND WARS OF THE 60’S AND 70’S.THE ‘FORTRESSING’ TO PROTECT HERSELF FROM THE CAMPAIGN OF ‘CHARACTER ASSASSINATION’ HAD SUFFOCATED THE LIFE OUT OF HER BEING. IT IS ‘YOU ARE EITHER WITH ‘US’ OR AGAINST US AND THE ALLIANCES ‘CHANGE’ WITH THE ‘TIMES’. THE AFFECTS OF BEING A ‘PERSON OF INTEREST’ OR A ‘MEDIUM’ OF SYMBOL MAY BE ‘HARMFUL’ AS THE FORCES OF DARKNESS FEED OFF OF THE MEDIA CIRCUS AND TRY TO DESTROY OR CONSUME THE PERSON. IT IS THE ‘ELECTRONIC CANNIBALISM’ OF A ‘HIP WARS’ PROTRACTED CONFLICT OF MONEY,POWER AND CONTROL. ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ IS HARMFUL AS THE IMBALANCES EAT AWAY AT THE HEALTHY VITALITY OF BEING. IT IS LEARNING TO ‘SEE ONESELF IN A NEW WAY’ THAT IS THE WAY OF MOVING INTO HEALTHY INTENT RATHER THAN STAYING IN HABITS OF ‘MEDIUM’ OR SAVANT’ PERFORMANCE AND ‘CHANNELLED REACTIVITY’. THE INNER WILL OF CONNECTION ON A PATH OF THE HEART IS THE PRESENCE OF EXPRESSION AND JUDGEMENT IN A ‘HEALTHY INTENT’. WHEN ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ IS UNHEALTHY ONE MUST GENERATE NEW WAYS AND NEW RHYTHMS. IT IS A TIME OF ‘ENCOUNTER PRESENCE’ WHERE RELEASE IN A DANCE OF EMERGENCE IS THE ‘HEALTHY’ CHOICE OF HEART AND SPIRIT. ONE MUST BALANCE THE PRESSURES AND DEMANDS OF THE ‘INNER AND THE OUTER WORLD. THE ‘ZAP ANNIHILATION THREAT’ FEARS MAY WEAKEN ONE’S SPIRIT CAUSING A SILENCING OF REAL EXPRESSION [THE DEMAND TO BE SILENT]. THE JOURNEY IS DEEPER THAN ‘ENTERTAINMENT AND MEDIUMSHIP’. IT IS ABOUT ‘SOUL’ AND A ‘FAUSTIAN’ TYPE DECISION OF GENERATIVITY IN THE CREATIVE DEPTHS. THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS IN THE DEEP REDIRECTION OF ENERGY AS AN EXPERIENCE OF INNER ‘SPLITTING’. IT IS THE MOMENT WHERE ‘ENERGY CHARGE TRANSFERS’ ARE DONE [IF DONE WITH ‘INTEGRITY’] ‘NOT TO BREAK THE SPIRIT’ BUT TO ‘EVOKE’ THE SPIRIT.

COMPETITIVE FORCES
IT IS A ‘RELIGIOUS’ AND CULTURAL BATTLE WITHIN THE POLITICAL/ECONOMIC SYSTEM. THE COMPETITIVE FORCES ARE EACH SEEKING TO MAXIMIZE THEIR TALENTS TO GAIN MORE CONTROL AND PROTECT THEIR ‘ASSETS’… ‘ASSETS’ WHICH MAY BE ‘MONEY AND PROPERTY’ OR ‘ASSETS’ THAT MAY BE SEEN AS ‘HUMAN/FINANCIAL’. IT IS ALL ABOUT ‘MOMENTUM’ AND THE ‘CURRENTS’ AND THE ‘CURRENCY’ OF ENERGY BATTLES OF RITUALS AND CUSTOMS. IT IS ALL ABOUT TIMINGS FOR THE DIRECTION OF COMMUNITY/CLASS ORDERING/CULTURE AND FOR THE TEMPOS OF CENTERING THE SOUL AND THE HEART OF A CULTURE. IT IS ABOUT MAINTENANCE OF THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMID’ OF ASSUMPTIONS AND CONTROLS. ONE MUST BE ‘CONSCIOUS OF THE FACT’ THAT ONE MAY BE A ‘SYMBOLIC TARGET’ OR A ‘USEFUL’ PERSON FOR A ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT. THE POTENTIAL OF BECOMING A ‘WARNING ECHO’ IS VERY REAL FOR ANYONE WHO CHALLENGES THE INERTIA OF ‘EMPIRE’. ONE MAY BECOME A ‘PERSON OF

INTEREST’ TO ‘ECHO’ ACROSS THE TABLOIDS AND THE MEDIA. A ‘PERSON OF INTEREST’ SERVING TO ‘CODIFY’ THE WAY FOR THE OTHERS.THOSE WHO RIDE THE BACK OF THE ‘TIE-GRRR’ MAY BECOME FUEL FOR THE TIGER OF THE SYSTEM…IT IS TONY THE TIGER DEEP IN THE UNCONSCIOUS OF THE ‘BATTLE CREEK’ OF ‘KELLOGGS’ AND THE ‘TIGERS’ OF BASEBALL IN DETROIT MICHIGAN

‘A LOSS OF FAITH IN THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’
‘PEOPLE TRY TO COMBAT ALIENATION BY IMMEDIACY, SUCH AS THE SENSES ALONE PROVIDE’. ‘ALIENATION, IN TURN, DERIVES FROM A ‘LOSS OF FAITH IN THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’. [‘ATTITUDES TOWARD HISTORY’—KENNETH BURKE] THE RITUALS AND CUSTOMS GUIDE THE ‘IDENTITY’ OF THE COUNTRY AS WELL AS THE POTENCY OF EACH INDIVIDUAL. MEDIUMS ON THE SAME ‘TEAM’ MAY BE ‘USEFUL’ TO MAINTAIN THE CUSTOM ENFORCED STATES OF A HIDDEN AGENDA [THE GOALS OF PURPOSE THAT MAY BE IN THE ‘INDIRECTION’ OR THE ‘MISDIRECTION’ OF PERFORMANCES OR SYMBOLS]. THE EROSTOCRACY OR THE ARISTOCRACY EACH HAS A MAJOR INFLUENCE ON THE NATURE OF ‘VALUES’ THAT ARE IN THE CURRENTS. IT IS AN ONGOING ‘SCHISM’ OF OPPOSITIONAL FORCES SEEKING TO DETERMINE THE VISION OF THE FUTURE. IT IS THE EMPIRE OF ‘BIG MONEY’ [THE ARISTOCRACY] AND THE CONVULSIVENESS OF EROS REBELLION [THE EROSTOCRACY] THAT SEEK A DEFINITION OF WHO WE REALLY ARE. IN SOME WAYS THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ SIMPLY ‘SEXUALIZES’ THE MONEY MAKING. THE ‘EROS’ BECOMES THE ‘CURRENCY’ OF ‘MORE OF THE SAME’ AND ‘ONLY MORE SO’. IF ONE IS TRYING TO ALCHEMIZE THE ‘SPIKES’ AND ‘ZAPS’ OF ELECTROMAGNETIC COMBUSTION ENERGIES ONE LEARNS TO RIDE THE EDGE…IT IS THE ‘FIRE LINE’ RESONANCE OF THE SPARK AS THE HAMMER STRIKES THE ANVIL… THE ‘TEMPERING’ WAY OF THE FORGING OF ONE’S GENERATIVITY AS THE SYSTEMIC MOVES AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ OF GLOBALIZATION ORDERING… THEREIN IS THE AWARENESS…THE PSYCHE’ LOCATION OF THE EMPTINESS… THE MASS REACTIVITY TO ‘NOTHINGNESS’ AS IT ECHOES IN ‘SOUL TIME’…THE INNER ZONING SPACE OF PRESSURE TO SOMEHOW KEEP PACE…

‘YOU RESEMBLE THE SPIRIT YOU COMPREHEND’ [GOETHE]
WE ARE CHARGED UP IN A FRAMEWORK OF SOUNDS [‘UNHEARD’ AS WELL AS ‘HEARD’]. THE METHOD IS THE RESONANCE OF NAMING AND CALLING. THE ‘SOUND’ METHOD IS THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ PROCESS OF INDIVIDUATION. WE LEARN THAT OUR PERCEIVED IDENTITY IS IN OUR ECHOES. IT IS THE VALUE WE EXPERIENCE IN OUR ‘INNER FEELINGS’ AS WELL AS IN OUR EXPERIENCE OF THE ECHOES IN THE EYES AND EARS OF THE OTHERS. THE ‘SOUNDS’ THAT ‘MATTER MOST’ COME FROM OUR ‘NAMES’ AND THE ‘NAMES’ OF OUR FAMILY, FRIENDS, AND NEIGHBORHOOD…THE SOUNDS OF WHAT ‘MATTERS’..

SECTION THREE.
DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
MY NAME ‘COYNE’ SOUNDS LIKE ‘COIN’… A UNIT OF MONEY… A UNIT OF CURRENCY, THE NAME ‘COIN’ IS THE SOUND OF FOCUS/DEFINITION. THE ‘COIN’ IS A SYMBOL OF CHANGE. THE ‘COIN’ IS IN THE MOTION OF CIRCULARITY AS IT IS IN AN IMAGE OF PLANETS, WHEELS AND DISCS. IT IS THE CIRCLE AND ORBIT OF ECHOIC COMMUNICATION. THE WAY TO ‘COIN A PHRASE’ IS THE ‘STYLISH’ LANGUAGE OF ‘SAYING’ WHAT YOU MEAN. COINS HAVE HEADS, TAILS AND AN EDGE. THEY LIVE IN POCKETS AND PURSES, IN DISHES AND IN JARS, IN BANKS AND IN REGISTER DRAWERS. THEY MOVE IN AND THROUGH SLOTS, GROOVES, AND COLLECTION BOXES. THEY ARE HARD CURRENCY. THEY REPRESENT ‘VALUE’ AS A RATE OF TRANSFER OR EXCHANGE.

THE ‘NAME’ RESONATES IN A CONSCIOUSNESS OF WHO WE ARE
OUR ‘SOULS’ ECHO IN OUR ENCOUNTERS WITH EACH OTHER… WE LEARN TO ESTABLISH OUR ONGOING ‘PATTERNS OF CONNECTIVITY’ THROUGH OUR ‘ECHOIC ORBITTINGS’ AND DESIRES. WE TIGHTEN OR RELEASE OUR ‘BONDS’ IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE ‘STRUCTURAL NECESSITIES OF OUR INTERCONNECTEDNESS’. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF BOUNDARIES, ‘LENDINGS’ AND ‘SHARED’ CONNECTEDNESS THAT LINKS US AS HUMAN BEINGS. IF ONE IS SEEKING A FULL AND HEALTHY SENSE OF SELF ONE NEEDS TO EXPLORE THE INNER ECHOES OF ONE’S NAME AND THE FAMILIAR SOUNDS THAT ARE VALUED. THIS IS THE PATHING OF HOW WE ARE PERCEIVED AND POSITIONED IN THE ‘TIMBRE’ OF TIMING AND ORDERING.

‘MING AND TIMING’
IT IS THE FOUNDATION OF ‘MING’ AS ‘TIMING’ IN THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF A NAME [THE ‘WAY’ TO ‘GATHER UP’ THE ERUPTIVENESS INTO A ‘TIE’ ‘MING’ OF FOCUS]. IN THE TAROT CARDS, COINS OR DISCS ARE USED TO RULE COMMERCE, BUSINESS, MONEY AND ALL THE EMOTIONAL STATES THAT FLOW FROM THEM… AMBITION, DESIRE, ACCUMULATIONS, RISK, SECURITY, REWARDS, CONQUEST, ETC. ‘COINS’ ENABLE YOU TO GET THINGS AND SATISFY NEEDS. COINS ARE USED FOR AN AVAILABILITY OF EROS AND THE MOBILITY OF EXPLORATION. ‘COINS’ ARE GIFTS AND TOKENS AND SOURCES FOR BEGGING… ‘BROTHER CAN YOU SPARE A DIME?’… ‘COINS’ WERE THE PRICE OF BETRAYAL OF CHRIST BY JUDAS. THE PHYSICAL RAMIFICATIONS OF THE OTHER TAROT SUITS WORK THEMSELVES OUT IN COINS. COINS ARE THE VEHICLES OF ‘EXCHANGE’ AND THE STANDARDS OF ‘WORTH’. IT IS THE SUPERSTITION THAT IT IS LUCKY ‘TO RATTLE COINS’ ON HEARING A ‘CUCKOO’… A

PARASITE [PAIR ‘O’ SITE] LINKED WITH JEALOUSY AND OPPORTUNISM. A ‘CUCKOLD’ IS A WORD REPRESENTING A ‘DUPED HUSBAND’. IT IS THE ECHOIC ASSOCIATIONS OF DECEPTION AND INADEQUACY THAT RESONATE DEEP WITHIN. THE MEDIUM MOMENTS OF ‘ZAP’ FEEL LIKE ‘COIN[S]’ RATTLING…AN OFF-BALANCING’ THAT COMPELS A PSYCHIC ACROBATIC ‘FLIPPING’ OF A COIN IN ORDER TO SECURELY ‘GROUND’ AGAIN. THERE IS ‘MISTRUST’ IN THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS ONE ENCOUNTERS ‘DIFFERENCE’ OF REAL PURPOSE BEING AT ODDS WITH THE ‘SERVITUDE’ OF FUNCTIONING AS A ‘MEDIUM OR A SAVANT PERFORMER’. THERE IS ‘FATIGUE AND A FEELING OF POWERLESSNESS’ AS THE ‘ZAP’ COMPELS A ‘COMPLIANCE’ OR A NEW ASSERTION AGAINST PATTERN OF USEFULNESS. THE ACT OF AFFIRMATION OF THE REAL SELF IS A DEEP ACT OF ‘WILL’…A REBELLION IN GENERATING ONE’S TRUTH OF HEART AND ‘INNER NECESSITY’…THE ‘ZAP’ IS THE ‘RATTLE’ OR THE ‘HAZING’ OF AUTHORITY DEMANDING COMPLIANCE AND ACCEPTANCE OF A ‘SUGGESTED PATH’ OR ADHERENCE TO GROUP ALLEGIANCE. IF ONE IS ‘WILLFUL’ OR ‘DEFIANT’ ONE DOES NOT BECOME REAL.ONE SIMPLY LIVES IN AN ‘UNREAL’ FORTRESSING AND NEVER LEARNS TO ‘LIVE ONE’S OWN LIFE’. KNOWING ONESELF IN THE ‘TESTING’ OF TRUE FEELINGS IS WHAT ‘MATTERS’…THE SLOWLY BUILDING ‘CONFIDENCE’ OF ‘WHETHERING’ MANY ‘ZAP’ MOMENTS IN ASSERTING THE HEART OF ONE’S ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS THE STRUGGLE. ONE IS MORE THAN A ‘NAME’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. ONE MUST CHOOSE ‘HEALTHY INTENT’ TO DISTRIBUTE ONES INNER ENERGIES BEYOND THE ‘RITUAL’ PATTERNS OF ‘SAVANT OR MEDIUM’ RECURRENCE. IN IRELAND, COYNE DERIVES FROM ‘KYNE… BARNACLE… O’ CADHAIN’ [FROM CADHAM, WILD GOOSE]… THE WILD GOOSE CHASE OF CURRENCIES… IT GIVES ME A SENSE OF THE POWER OF HOW THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF ‘CON’ AND ‘PYRAMID SCHEMING’ IS THE DRIVING MECHANISM OF THE GLOBAL ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’. IT IS THE SPEED OF THE CURRENTS IN THE WATERS OF THE UNCONSCIOUS IN AN AGREED UPON VALUE OF ‘MUTUAL GAIN’ IN TRADES AND EXCHANGES. THE ‘ZAP’ BECOMES THE ‘GOOSING’ TO GET SOMETHING STARTED… THE GOOSE IS VALUED FOR ITS VIGILANCE AS DERIVED FROM AN INCIDENT IN 390B.C.E. WHEN THE HONKING OF SACRED GEESE AT THE TEMPLE OF JUNO ALERTED DEFENDERS OF AN IMPENDING ATTACK. THE GOOSE ALSO WAS LINKED WITH HERA, APOLLO, EROS, AND THE MESSENGER GOD HERMES . ‘TO COIN’ IS TO MAKE OR STAMP METAL…TO INVENT, TO DEVISE, TO DEFINE, TO MINT…TO MAKE A ‘MEDIUM’ OF TRANSFER… A CORNERSTONE, A DIE, A DEFINITION… A REPRESENTATION FOR THE COMMONWEALTH…THE NATION OR COUNTRY. WHAT DOES ONE ‘HEAR’ WHEN THE ECHOES OF FAMILIARITY HIT HOME? WHAT IS YOUR ‘PRIMARY’ ATTENTION IN THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’? HOW ARE YOUR NAME SOUNDS OF ‘USE’ IN THE ‘EROS/SORE’ WINDS OF ‘COLLISIONISM CONVULSIVENESS?’ ‘COIN’ AND ‘CO’ ‘IN’ AS AN EROS AWARENESS EVOLVES INTO ‘COINCIDE’ AS ‘CO’ ‘INSIDE’ AND A TIMING, A SHARED MOMENT OR AN INTERSECT WHEN ONE TAKES UP THE SAME SPACE AS

ANOTHER… THE SAME PLACE… IT IS THE ‘COINCIDENCE’… THE ‘SHARED MOMENT’ OF SIMULTANEITY… AT THE SAME TIME … AN AWARENESS OF COMBUSTION AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ [THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ INTERCONNECTEDNESS]. IT IS LIKE THE DEFINITION OF THE COMPETITIVE EDGE OF ‘CAPITALISM’ IN THE NORMALCY OF ‘GETTING RID OF WHAT IS THERE TO MAKE WAY FOR SOMETHING NEW’. THIS IS SIMPLY A ‘CLUING’ TO THE INNER ‘MEDIUM’ WAY OF EXPANSION… THE VALUE OF THE ‘COINCIDENCE’ OF ENCOUNTER… THE RELEASING AND REGENERATING THROUGH THE CONVULSIVENESS OF THE PHYSICS LIKE ‘CHARGED’ ZAP LIGHTNING MOMENT OF REMOTE ELECTRONIC SIGNALS OF ‘AMPLIFICATION’. THE MEDIUM ‘GROWS’ IN A WISDOM DERIVED FROM THE ONGOING SENSITIVATION RESULT OF ‘MAXIMIZING’ THE UTILIZATION OF DEEP PENETRATION PSYCHE’ IMPRINTS OF REPETITIVE CHARGES. THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ PRODUCES A ‘CONVULSIVENESS’ WHICH IS A GRADUALLY INCREASING ‘RESONANCE’ THAT BUILDS UP THROUGH THE SERIES OF ‘MICRO INDENTATIONS’ OF ‘ZAP’ COINCIDENCES. IN THIS ‘COINCIDENCE INNER COLLISIONISM’ THERE IS A FOSTERING OF HEART TEMPOS AND ‘YEARNINGS, WOUNDS AND WOOINGS’… IT IS THE WAYS OF THE STIRRINGS OF ‘HUNGER, EMPTINESS AND LOSS’. THERE IS A MAXIMIZING OF THE DRIVES TO DESIRE AND RESOLVE, RELEASE AND/OR SUPPRESS. THERE MAY BE THE CHARGING UP OF ‘DENIAL’ OR ‘THE GENERATIVE COURAGE TO STEP FORWARD’. THESE INNER ENCOUNTERS OF ‘ZAP’ CHARGES ACCUMULATE IN THE INNER ‘MICROCOSM’ THAT BECOMES THE ‘EXCESSES’ OF THE ‘OFF-BALANCED’ AND ‘SKEWED’. THE POTENCY OF ALL OF THIS INNER COMBUSTION DEPENDS ON THE VITALITY AND CAPACITY OF ONE’S DEVELOPING ‘WELL-STEIN’.HOW MUCH CREATIVE ENERGY IS AVAILABLE FOR GENERATION OF A TRANSFORMATIVE GROWTH RHYTHM? THE IMPOSED ‘PACINGS’ FROM ELDERS OR AS A REACTION TO ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS DEMAND THAT THE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ INCORPORATE ALL OF THE ENERGIES INTO A‘GENERATIVE MODE’. IF ONE BECOMES ‘STORAGE OVERLOADED’ ONE IS IN DANGER OF BECOMING A MERE ‘BATTERY’ FOR THE OTHERS [A MERE CONDUIT FOR RECHARGINGS…BEING IN A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ EXISTENCE]. IT IS THE ‘PAIR IS’ OF ‘PAR’ ‘IS’… IT IS ‘STAYING IN LINE’ AND ‘KEEPING PACE’. IT IS THE ‘HEARTFIRE’ AND THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF KNOWING THE ‘YIN-YANG’ RANGE OF CREATIVE ENERGY CONTAINMENT. IT IS AN INNER SENSE OF ‘E=MC2’. IT IS THE EYE ‘N’ STEIN OF ‘EINSTEIN’ NUCLEAR COMBUSTION. IT IS THE ‘BALANCING ACT’ OF SUSTAINING ONE’S HUMANITY THROUGH THE MOST

‘OUTRAGEOUS’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS.’ IT IS A TRAIL OF ‘HORROR’ THAT SEEMS TO ECHO AS A ‘STREETCAR NAMED DESIRE’ AND THE ‘VAGINAL IMPALING’ OF THE ARTIST FRIDA KAHLO BY A ‘STREETCAR POST’ IN AN ACCIDENT IN MEXICO CITY. IT IS ASSOCIATION AND AFFECT YET MOVING FORWARD. IT IS ‘FREE DA’ AND ‘KA’ ‘LOW’ AS AN ECHO OF THE EROS AND THE ‘HORRIFYINGLY SORE’ [FRIDA KAHLO]. THERE IS EXCESS IN THE WRENCHING AND THE EXTREMISM THAT COMPELS REACTIVITY.A TRAUMATIC ‘NAME FRAME’ AS THE ‘KA’ ‘LOW’ IN THE MEXI‘CO’ THAT CELEBRATES THE ‘DAY OF THE DEAD’. THERE ARE TRANSIENT SPIRITUAL GURU ‘LEADERS’ WHO BECOME ‘CORRUPTED’ BY THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’…THE NAME OF ‘FREE DA JOHN’ IS AN EXAMPLE OF A LOSS OF MESSAGE AS THE ‘MEDIUM’ OR ‘TEMPORARY’ GURU REVERTS TO THE ‘ORDINARY’ ONCE THE TIME OF PURPOSE IS PASSED.

‘HEART AND SENSITIVE CONNECTIVENESS’

WE FEEL A SENSE OF THE ‘FIRE TOGETHER’ AND A RELATIONSHIP OF ‘WIRE TOGETHER’ AS WE LEARN TO DIGEST THE ‘MADNESS’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ CONVULSIVENESS AND READY OURSELVES FOR ‘EMERGENCE’ IN THE OUTCOMES BEYOND EACH NEW ‘INSTABILITY’. THE ‘PAIR’ ‘IS’ KNOWS THAT IT DEPENDS UPON WHAT IS ‘IS’. THE ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ RELIES UPON THE WISDOM OF THE ‘ELDER’ IN LEARNING A ‘MEASURED RESPONSE’ TO THE LATEST ‘COLLISIONISM’. AS ‘SENSITIVES’ WE CONNECT THE ‘DOTS’ OF ASSOCIATIONS… THE WISHES AND WOUNDS ARE ENMESHED IN THE SYNAPTIC CHARGES AS WE SHARE ‘TRAUMA PATTERNS’ AND ‘FOSTERED RESPONSES’. WE FEEL THE EROS OF THE TENNESSEE WILLIAMS PLAY THE ‘ROSE TATTOO’ ECHOING THE LOBOTOMY OF HIS SISTER ‘ROSE’ FOR BEING TOO OVERLY EROTIC IN WORDS AND WAYS.THE BRANDINGS…THE ‘TATTOOS’ AND THE FRAMINGS… THE WAYS OF ‘TIE-GRRS’ AND ‘TIE-MINGS’ IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY… OUR DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY AND WE DO WHATEVER IS NECESSARY TO ENDURE AND SURVIVE. THERE IS VULNERABILITY TO THE VIOLENCE KNOWING OUR ‘USEFULNESS’ IN BECOMING A PART OF SOME ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT. THERE IS VULNERABILITY TO THE VIOLENCE OF ‘BLINDSIDING’ THROUGH HARM TO FRIENDS OR FAMILY. WE LEARN TO TRY TO STAY OUT OF THE WAY, YET FIND A MEANS TO EXPRESS OUR EXPERIENCE.WE KNOW THE DANGERS OF BEING IN STATES OF ‘SUPERVISED FREEDOM’ WHERE HARM TO ‘LOVED ONES’ IS DONE WITH A SOPHISTICATION OF ‘INDIRECTION’…TO ALWAYS ‘MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER ONE DID IT’…

WE FEEL THE ‘ROSE’ GARDEN OF THE WHITE HOUSE AND THE EROS OF THE HIP MOTIONS OF THE ‘ROSE GUARDIN’’. WE HEAR THE ‘WAR OF THE ROSES’ AND THE ‘RUNNING FOR THE ROSES’. WE KNOW THE DIFFICULTY OF THE ROSE … ‘MOVING UPWARDS’ IN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ WHEN THE ‘CREATIVE JUICES’ ARE HEATING US UP. WE SENSE THE ‘ROSE’ AS THE RISING FROM THE EXCESSES OF THE ‘HIP’ HOLDINGS AND THE ‘HELD BACK’. WE SEE THE PROBLEM OF THE ‘PEAR’ SHAPES SUPPRESSING THE ROSES AND ‘WAITING’ ‘WAITING’ AND ‘WAITING’ FOR ANOTHER DAY. IT IS THE ADVERTISING SUGGESTION ON A ‘WENDY’S COLA CUP THAT THE FOOD OF ‘INSTANT GRATIFICATION’ IS THERE ‘EVEN LATE’… ‘EVEN’ AND EVEN ‘ING’…EVEN LATE AS THE HELD SPACE WITHIN OF ‘LOAN-LY’ IN BEING OF SERVICE TO THE OTHERS…BEING ‘EVEN LATE’…BEING OF VALUE ‘EVEN’ IF IT IS IN A ‘BATTERY SERVITUDE’. WE SEE THE PROBLEMS OF THE ‘ROSES RISING’ AND THE EROS FRUSTRATIONS OF A ‘DENIAL’ AND SUPPRESSION ‘GATING SYSTEM’ OF FLOWING REPETITIONS AND BLOCKS. WE SEE THE DIFFICULTY OF FINDING HEALTHY AND NATURAL RELEASE THROUGH THE INNER ‘ROSE’ THAT RISES AS THE SELF ESTEEM OR ‘STEAM’ OF CREATIVE FIRE AND PRESENCE. THE ‘INNER ROSE’ MAY BE RELEASED IN ‘SUGGESTION/TRANCE’ OR THROUGH THE WORDS THAT ‘ONE NEEDS TO HEAR’. IT MAY EVEN BE THE ‘TELL ME LIES’ AND ‘SWEET NOTHINGS’ TO ACTIVATE SEXUALITY [‘BY WHATEVER MEANS AVAILABLE AT A TIME OF INTENSITY’]. THERE IS A ‘RESONANCE’ THAT MATTERS FOR EACH ONE OF US AND THE ‘TIMING’ OF THE ‘ROSE’ IS THE POTENCY OF REAL BEING. WHAT COMPELS ONE’S WAY OF ARISING?

WHAT IS YOUR OWN PARTICULAR ‘ROSE’ TATTOO?
‘A ROSE IS A ROSE IS A ROSE’. [GERTRUDE STEIN] ‘WE ARE PRISONERS OF WISHES’ [DYLAN THOMAS]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
BEAUTY IS PAID FOR IN THE COIN OF BROKEN DREAMS. BEAUTY MANAGES TO ELICIT DANGER YET CONTAIN IT. THERE IS LONGING… ONE IS POSSESSED BY THE DESIRE TO POSSESS AND BE POSSESSED. THERE IS A CONFLUENCE OF STRENGTH AND WEAKNESS, TENDERNESS AND VIOLENCE. THE ‘COINCIDENCES’ AND ‘TIMINGS OF DESIRE’ ARE THE METAMORPHIC DANCE OF ENERGY REINCORPORATION AND THE ‘EXPANSION’ OF KINETIC POTENTIAL. THIS IS THE ‘WELL STEIN’ CONTAINERING OF SPIRIT ENERGIES WHERE THERE IS A VULNERABILITY TO THE ‘ELECTROFLOODS’ OF ‘COLLISIONISM’AND ‘COINCIDENCES’. WE FEEL VULNERABLE TO THESE ‘FLASH FLOODS’ OF ‘ELECTROMAGNETIC’ AMPLIFICATIONS. THAT DEMAND THAT WE MOVE THROUGH DEVELOPED ‘INTERNAL MERIDIANS’ OR INTO NEW ‘POINT OF LIGHT’ INTERSECTIONS.

IT IS ‘NOAH’S’ NIGHTMARE OF INTEGRATING THE COMPLEX DUALITY OF ‘YIN/YANG RANGINGS’. IT IS THE ‘ELECTROFLOOD’ THAT MAY BE A ‘FLASHFLOOD’ DEEP WITHIN SEEKING ‘SOLID GROUND’, SOLID ‘GROUNDING’ AND THE RETURN OF THE ‘DOVE OF PEACE’. IT IS THE JOURNEY OF THE CREATIVE ‘ARK’ AND THE COMPLETION OF ‘SOUL SEARCHING’ BEYOND THE ANXIOUSNESS OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’. IT IS THE ‘O’ ‘RANGE’ OF THE ‘ORANGEMEN’ HOLDING THE ‘POLARITY LIMITS’ OF YIN/YANG SWINGS. IT IS THE CREATIVE CAPACITY OF THE INNER FLUIDITY OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ THAT IS THE MAXIMIZATION OF SPIRIT’S POTENTIAL FOR GENERATIVITY.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE ‘NON-ORDINARY-REAL SELF’ KNOWS THAT THERE IS VALUE TO A SPARK… A SPARK OF ‘CONNECTEDNESS’… A SPARK OF A DESIRE TO UNITE WITH ETERNAL PERFECTION… A SPARK TO BE ‘IN AND OF’ THE UNIVERSE. IT IS THE SPARK OF SIMULTANEITY AND ‘COINCIDENCE’ OF ‘PRESENCE’. IT IS THE SPARK OF THE REMOTE CONTROL ‘ZAP’ AS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR CHANGE. THERE ARE COMPLEX RELEASING ENERGIES WITHIN THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT MAY COMPEL US TO ENCOUNTER PLEASURE OR PAIN. WE HAVE TO ‘DANCE’ WITH THE ‘ZAP’ THROUGH OUR ‘HYPERCHARGED PHYSIOLOGY’. THERE MAY BE A ‘EUPHORIC MOMENT’ OR AN ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’. WE MAY ONLY COME TO UNDERSTAND THE ‘AFFECTS’ AFTER THE FACT OR MAYBE NOT AT ALL. IT IS A DEEP SENSE OF ‘INSTINCT’ THAT KNOWS THE VALUE OF ‘STRUCTURAL REARRANGEMENT’ IN RESPONSE TO THE ‘ZAP THREAT OF ANNIHILATION’.

‘BUT WHERE THERE IS DANGER THERE GROWS ALSO WHAT SAVES’ [FREIDRICH HOLDERLIN] ‘ALL GROWTH IS THE INTEGRATION OF SEEMINGLY OPPOSITE VALUES’ [WILHELM REICH] IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE CHINESE SYMBOL ‘WEI CHI’ [THE ‘CRISIS AS A MOMENT OF RISK AND OPPORTUNITY’].

‘STRUCTURAL REARRANGEMENT’
IF YOU ARE DRIVEN TO SATISFY A NEED FOR AUDIENCE RESPONSE YOU MAY ENCOUNTER PROBLEMS WHEN THEY ARE NO LONGER ‘CHEERING’. IT IS THE INNER QUEST FOR ENLIGHTENMENT THAT KNOWS THE PATH OF HARMONIZING ALL OF THE ‘CONTRADICTORY’ AND COMPLEX EMOTIONAL STATES. THE ‘SKILLING’ MAY TAKE ‘TOO MUCH’ OF ‘ONE’S BEING IN EXCHANGE FOR ‘APPLAUSE’. THE ‘NECESSITY’ OF ‘STRUCTURAL REARRANGEMENT’ TO ‘SAVANT’ OR ‘CHANNEL’ MAY BE OKAY IN THE NEAR TERM YET HARMFUL IN ITS LONG TERM AFFECTS. THE ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ WAY OF ‘STRUCTURAL REARRANGEMENT’ MAY PROVIDE A SENSE OF ‘POWER’ FOR DEALING WITH THE WORLD TO THE DEGREE THAT ONE ‘SKEWS’ OR ‘DISTORTS’ IN AN ‘INTENSITY’ OF ‘LEVERAGING’. HEALTH IS THE ENCOUNTER OF LEARNING TO MAKE ‘REAL CHOICES’… AN OVERCOMING OF THE MISPLACED DESIRE AND A PURPOSE OF ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’…A RESPECT FOR ONE’S TRUE ESSENCES AND NEEDS…ONE’S SOUL…

‘THE BRUSH SERVES TO BRING THINGS OUT OF CHAOS’ [SHITAO, 1773]

‘ONE MUST WORK WITH THE EASE OF MOVEMENT TO HAVE BRUSQUE METAMORPHOSIS. WHEN THE WRIST IS GUIDED BY THE SOUL… RIVERS AND MOUNTAINS SURRENDER THEIR SOULS [THE FLOW OF THE INNER LIFE’ SHITAO, 1773]
DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘TRAUMA’… AT AGE 13 IN ‘1958’ I FELL WHILE PLAYING ON SOME ‘PARALLEL BARS’ AT THE MUSEUM OF SCIENCE AND INDUSTRY IN CHICAGO…THE SITE OF THE 1893 WORLD COLUMBIAN EXPOSITION. IT WAS A ‘COLLISIONISM /COINCIDENCE’ ‘MOMENT’ THAT INTERSECTED DEEP IN MY SPIRIT. IT WAS A ‘FREAK ACCIDENT’ OR ‘FALL’ IN FRONT OF AN EXHIBIT OF THE HUMAN ‘BIRTHING SEQUENCE’ [40 FOETUSES IN A LONG GLASS DISPLAY CASE]… IT WAS AND CONTINUES TO BE ONE OF THE ‘PRIMARY’ DEFINING EPISODES IN MY LIFE THIS WAS A ‘DEEP IMPRINT’ ON A ‘CREATIVE WAY’. IT WAS A ‘CHARGED’ MOMENT OF BEING IN AN INTERSECT OF ‘ADOLESCENCE’ AND A PSYCHE’ CONNECTION TO A LONG AGO ‘LOST CHILD’. IT WAS A SPIRITUAL CONNECTION TO A CHILD THAT ONLY LIVED FOR TWO DAYS IN 1943 [A ‘LOST CHILD OF THE LOST SPRING OF 1943’]. IT BECAME A REBIRTHING ECHO IN A COMPLEX CONNECTION TO MY MATERNAL SELF. I WAS A ‘REPLACEMENT CHILD’ FOR A ‘LOST CHILD’ THAT WAS BURIED IN ‘SHAME AND GUILT’ WITHOUT A ‘HEADSTONE’ [UNTIL SOME ‘42’ YEARS LATER]. THERE IS A STORY OF FORMER PRESIDENT RONALD REAGAN’S MOTHER ‘NELLE’ BEING BURIED [LIKE HIS ALCOHOLIC FATHER ‘JACK’] WITHOUT A HEADSTONE IN ‘1962’. THIS WAS THE ‘DEEP SOULING’ ENCOUNTER OF REAGAN AS HE EMERGED FROM HIS ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ AND DEATH VALLEY DAYS PERFORMANCES. IT WAS A TIME WHEN REAGAN LET GO OF THE REPETITIVE ‘SALESMAN’ MODE LIKE HIS FATHER [REAGAN WAS TRAVELLING ’16 WEEKS’ A YEAR BY TRAIN GOING TO ALL OF THE ‘G.E.MEETINGS’]. IT WAS A TIME WHEN ‘DEATH OF A SALESMAN’ [ARTHUR MILLER] AND THE ‘SUICIDE’ OF MARILYN MONROE WERE IN MEDIA RESONANCE IT WAS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE CHARISMA AND EROS AND ASSASSINATION OF JACK KENNEDY THAT PRECEDED REAGAN’S EMERGENCE AT THE 1964 REPUBLICAN PRESIDENTIAL CONVENTION THAT NOMINATED BARRY GOLDWATER [A TIME OF ‘EXTREMISM IN DEFENSE OF LIBERTY WAS NO VICE’ AND THE ‘CHOICE NOT AN ECHO’ CAMPAIGN OF RIGHTEOUSNESS].

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IN 1982, I GAVE MY MOTHER A PAINTING WITH 6 MUSICAL NOTES FLOWING ACROSS THE SKY… EACH NOTE HAD THE BIRTHDATE OF ONE OF HER CHILDREN [EXCEPT FOR THE ‘BLANK’ ONE] AND THE BEATLES SONG TITLE ‘WHEN I’M 64’ [A MUSICAL REFERENCE TO ‘WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME WHEN I AM 64? WAS WRITTEN ON THE SKY/LANDSCAPE]. IT WAS A ‘PAINTING PRESENT’ FOR MY MOTHERS’ 64TH

BIRTHDAY. THE ‘GIFT’ WAS A ‘TRIGGER’ AS THE SHAME AND HUMILIATION OF A ‘BURIED’ AND NOT TALKED ABOUT ‘OCCURRENCE’ STARTED TO SURFACE AND COMPELLED MY MOTHER TO CRYSTALLIZE SOME OF HER OWN FEELINGS OF LOSS.A COUPLE OF YEARS LATER, MY MOTHER PUT A HEADSTONE ON THE UNMARKED BABY ‘MARY KAY’ GRAVE. IN JUNE OF 1985 [42 YEARS AFTER THE LOST CHILD WAS BURIED]. MY MOTHER DIED A COUPLE OF MONTHS LATER ON AUGUST ‘18TH’ 1985. THE LOCATION IN HILLSIDE CEMETARY WAS AT HER ‘MORRISON’ PARENTS GRAVE SITE AND NEAR A HEADSTONE OF A BIG FIREMANS HAT [A REMINDER OF ANOTHER FAMILY TRAGEDY. MY FATHERS’ UNCLE WILLIAM… THE FIREMAN BROTHER OF MY GRANDFATHER LUKE HAD BEEN KILLED [ALONG WITH A DOZEN OTHERS] IN A SEWER TUNNEL FIRE [EXPLOSION] UNDER THE STREETS OF CHICAGO IN 1931]. I KNOW THIS CEMETARY ENCOUNTER REPRESENTED A DEEP INTERSECT OF MY MOTHER’S LOSS AND MY FATHER’S LOSS [MY FATHER HAD ALSO BEEN A REPLACEMENT CHILD FOR A ‘LOST CHILD’… NAMED ‘LUKE’]. ‘BABY MARY KAY’… MY MOTHER’S LOST CHILD LIVED ONLY TWO DAYS IN 1943. SHE WAS BORN ON MARCH 21ST AND DIED ON MARCH 22ND.

LIGHT AND DARKNESS
MARCH 22…IT WAS THE VERNAL EQUINOX… A TIME OF REBALANCINGS AND THE SHIFTING OF LIGHT… 12 HOURS OF NIGHT AND 12 HOURS OF DAY… THE SUN AND THE MOON… THE ‘MIDDLE’ ECHO OF THE UNIVERSE… A MOMENT OF ‘COINCIDENCE’, AN EDGE OF TIME. MY MOTHER’S ‘WOMB WOUND’ WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF WORLD WAR II AND IN THE MIDDLE OF MY MOTHER’S DEEP DAUGHTER STATE… HER ‘MORRISON’ [‘MORE IS SON’] HERITAGE. HER FEMININE DEEP YIN ‘IMPRINTING’ AND ‘COINING/COYNING’ WAS ‘MUSIC’ [AN ‘UNHEARD SOUND’ OF FERTILITY AND SELF-CONTROL]. THERE WAS A NON-EXPRESSION WAY OF MY MOTHER ‘FUNCTIONING’ IN HER DEEP DAUGHTER STATE WHEN SHE WAS ‘BITING’ HER TONGUE AND ‘HUMBLING’ HERSELF IN FRONT OF A ‘POWER’ FAR BEYOND HER PIETY AND INNOCENCE. MY PARENTS KNEW ENDURANCE AND SELF-RELIANCE… THEY ACCEPTED ‘GOD’S WILL’ FOR ALL THE SUFFERING THAT WAS PART OF THE GUILT AND SHAME OF THEIR ‘CATHOLIC’ WAY. THEY BELIEVED THAT SOCIAL CHANGE WAS SOMETHING THAT COULD IMPROVE THE QUALITY OF LIFE OF ORDINARY PEOPLE AND THAT THE CHURCH WAS A VEHICLE OF IMPROVING LIVES. THEY SERVED THE CHURCH BY TEACHING AND MANAGING SOME OF THE SOCIAL AND ATHLETIC PROGRAMS AS WELL AS THE LATEST CHURCH BUILDING FUND DRIVES. I FELT AS IF MY BIRTH WAS SORT OF AN UNCONSCIOUS RELIGIOUS OFFERING OF THE ANNUNCIATION AND PALM SUNDAY [MARCH 25TH, 1945] THE DAY OF CELEBRATION AND ANNOUNCEMENT [AN ‘ANNUNCIATION’ WAS A TIME OF ANNUNCIATORS, MESSENGERS AND ANNOUNCEMENTS… AN ECHO OF THE COYNE ‘GOOSE’ AS THE MESSENGER KNOWN AS ‘HERMES ’]. THE EARLY CHRISTIANS GAVE

THE TITLE OF THE HOLY PALM [‘TA MARIE’] TO THE ‘VIRGIN MARY’ YET MANY EGYPTIANS CONTINUED TO CALL A MAN’S PENIS HIS PALM TREE. I SENSED MY ‘PALM SUNDAY’ HOPEFULNESS IN THESE ECHOES. THE ‘TA MARIE’ OF THE HOLY PALM WAS AN ECHO OF THE ‘VIRGIN MARY’ AND MY FATHER’S MOTHER ‘MARIE’ AS WELL AS THE NORMALCY [THE NORMAL ‘C’] OF HANDS AND PALMS. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF ALL ENERGIES FLOWING INTO PALMS, GRASPING PALMS, GREETING AND MEETING, TOUCHING AND FEELING, MAKING, FEEDING AND TAKING CARE OF ONE’S SELF …A ‘PALM KNOWLEDGE’… THE KINDNESS OR THE ‘FORCE’ OF AGGRESSION IN THE USE OF THE PALM... THERE IS ‘MAGIC’ IN PALMING AN OBJECT… USING A ‘PALM MIRROR’ WHERE THE HAND IS ‘QUICKER THAN THE EYE’. THERE IS THE GREAT RUSH OF ENERGIES MOVING WITH THE ‘MAGIC’ OF THE ‘LIGHTNING’ AND ‘ZAP’.

‘THE MAGIC OF THE PALM’
THE DREAM TEAM OPERA CLOCKS OF THE 1960’S WERE CHARGED BY A PERFORMER MEDIUM KNOWN AS ‘ARNOLD PALMER’ [THE MAGIC OF A ‘PALM’ ‘MIRROR’] THAT GENERATED ARNIE’S ARMIES OF ‘GOLF FANS’. THE ‘ARE KNEES’ AND THE ‘ARE ME’S’ OF ROLE MODEL PATHINGS TO A ‘MONKEY SEE’ WAY OF IMITATIONS. IT WAS THE FORCE OF THE ‘SAVANT MEDIUM GOLFER’ DRIVING THE ‘ECONOMIC’ AND THE ‘SOCIAL’ INTO A NEW ‘STANDARD’ OF GOLFING ‘GREATNESS’.

DESIRE CHANNELLINGS
THE PERFORMER SAVANTS FREQUENTLY ESTABLISH THE STANDARD FOR THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ [E PLURIBUS UNUM] AND THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ WAY OF ‘DESIRE’ CHANNELLING. THEY DRIVE UP THE ‘PYRAMID’ AND FOSTER FOLLOWINGS, TRAILINGS AND ‘IMITATIONS’.

THE PALM … THE ‘HAND’ IS QUICKER THAN THE EYE… ATHLETIC MISDIRECTION… SEXUAL CONTACT… INTIMACY AND TUNING… TENDERNESS OF TONES AND GESTURES OF REAL WAYS… GUIDING AND FLOWING MOTIONS OF BALANCE, EXPRESSION AND CONNECTION… THE ‘WAY OF THE HAND’ [THE ‘T’ AND ‘OUCH’ OF ‘TOUCH’ AND EYE/HAND COORDINATION]. IT IS A ‘PALM’ HER AS A WAY OF DEFINING THROUGH TOUCH AND THE FLOW OF EXPECTATION, HOPE AND EROS. MY PSYCHE’ ECHOES A TIMING OF AN ‘ANNUNCIATION’ AFTER THE ‘LOSS’ OF THE VERNAL

EQUINOX [A SEASONAL TRANSITION OF CONSCIOUSNESS AND AN AWARENESS OF CHANGE]. IT IS A TIME AND ‘TIMING’ FOR NEW BEGINNINGS AND NEW DIRECTIONS. IT IS THE CYCLE TIME OR PIONEER TIME OF THE ARIES RAM ENERGIES OF SPRINGTIME [THE BEGINNING OF A NEW CYCLE OR CIRCLE OF RENEWAL]. THE YEAR 1945 IS ALSO THE CHINESE YEAR OF THE ‘COCK’…A ‘ROOSTER’ IN THE TIMING OF THE BALANCINGS OF THE ‘EGG PRODUCTION’ IN THE HEN HOUSE. THE VERNAL EQUINOX [THE EGG PRODUCTION OF DOMESTIC FOWL BEGINS WHEN THE RETINA OF A HEN’S EYE IS STIMULATED BY MORE THAN 12 HOURS OF LIGHT… THE VERNAL TIME OF A ‘DAY’… NOW TECHNOLOGY RULES THE LIVES OF THE HENS AS WELL AS THE REST OF US.]

SPOTLIGHTING FEEDS THE NEED FOR MORE SPOTLIGHTING
IT IS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF THE BODY BUILDER/MOVIE STAR/POLITICIAN ARNOLD SCHWARZENEGGER THAT DRAWS AS ‘EGGER’ OR ‘EGG HER’ IN THE FEMININE ‘PROTECTION’ DEPTHS. IT IS ‘SH’ AND ‘WAR’ INTO ‘ZEN’ AND EGG ‘HER’. IT IS THE CALIFORNIA RECALL CONTEST THAN SUGGESTS A ‘SILVER SCREEN SAVANT’ IS ABLE TO MOVE FROM FANTASY ‘HEROICS’ TO MANAGEMENT AND INSPIRATION BEYOND ‘MYTHS’ AND ‘ESCAPISM’. IT IS THE MEDIA THAT COMPELS OUR REACTIVITY AS AN ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE OF GOSSIP AND ‘EXCESSIVE SENSUALIZATION’ THAT FEEDS ON THE ‘EGGING’.IT IS THE ‘WARRIN’ MACHO MAN FORCE OF AGGRESSION THAT REPRESENTS THE WISHFULNESS OF THE ‘CAPTIVE IMAGINATIONS’ OF ORDINARY PEOPLE.IT IS THE HOGWASH OF ELITE MANIPULATIONS THAT SPOTLIGHTING FEEDS THE NEED FOR MORE SPOTLIGHTING NOT GOODNESS, KINDNESS, OR HEALTHY LEADERSHIP. IT IS THE WARREN BUFFETT ASSOCIATION TO SCHWARZENEGGER THROUGH THE ENERGY CHARGINGS OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ THAT LINKS THE ‘WARRIN’ AND POLISHING OR EROS ‘IN THE BUFF’ IT. IT IS THE RESONANCE OF ‘WHAT IS IN A NAME’ THAT MAKES THE ‘SH…WARTS…AND…EGG…HER AS A VALUED ‘GOVERNOR OF A ‘STATE’ OF CONSCIOUSNESS… THE SPOTLIGHT NEEDS OF BEING THE GOVERNOR IN THE CENTER OF THE CALIFORNIA ‘STATE’….IT IS THE ‘WARRIN’ AND THE ‘BUFF’ IT WAY OF MONEY TIME… ‘WARRIN BUFF FIT’ SAYS THAT THE GLOBALIZATION MAY BE MOVING THE UNITED STATES INTO A ‘SHARECROPPER SOCIETY’ INSTEAD OF AN OWNERSHIP SOCIETY’…IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THOMAS FRIEDMAN WHO STATES THAT THE GLOBALIZATION IS MAKING THE EARTH ‘FLAT’…IT IS ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’…IT IS THE ‘FLAT’ THAT THE ELITE CAN GET CHEAP LABOR ANYWHERE AROUND THE GLOBE…

‘OSTARA’
THERE IS AN ECHO OF ‘OSTARA’ [CIRCA MARCH 22… THE ‘3/22’ TIME OUT OF THE ‘CELTIC’ TIMES… THE DAY OF THE OFFICIAL RETURN OF THE GODDESS AFTER HER WINTER HIBERNATION… ‘OSTARA’ ALSO KNOWN AS ‘LADY DAY’[ECHOES OF THE FAMOUS SINGER ‘BILLIE HOLIDAY’ OFTEN CALLED ‘LADY DAY’]. ‘OSTARA’ IS A TIME OF THE GREAT RITE [AN OFTEN MISUNDERSTOOD PAGAN RITUAL], A CELEBRATION OF THE SEXUAL UNION OF GODDESS AND GOD AS WELL AS ALL LIVING FEMALES AND MALES… FROM THIS UNION COMES ALL CREATION. IT IS A ‘PRE-CHRISTIAN’ VISION OF THE ‘NATURAL WORLD’. ‘OSTARA’ DAY IS AN ECHO OF THE ‘322’ TIME OF ‘SKULL AND BONES’ [THE SECRET SOCIETY OF YALE INSIDER ELITE] WHO SAY THAT ‘322’ TIME IS THE 5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD TIME. [SUPPOSEDLY AN ECHO OF A GERMANIC GROUP FROM MORE THAN 200 YEARS AGO THAT APPARENTLY WAS THE BASIS FOR THE ‘SKULL AND BONES’ SECRET SOCIETY FORMATION].

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE LOST CHILD IS THE ‘MISSING’ THAT DEFINES THE BASIS OF AN ECHO… THE BABY ‘MARRY’ ‘K’… THE SENSE OF ‘K’ AS A SYMBOL AND A STATE… A SIGNING OF THE RHYTHM OF HUMAN ENERGY COMBUSTION… AND AN ‘EXAMPLE’ ECHO OF AN ATHLETE ‘AL KALINE’ OF THE DETROIT TIGERS FAME… THE ‘K’ LINE OF TURNING POINTS AND THE COSMETICS OF ‘MARY KAY’… THE NIGHTMARE OF THE ‘KKK’, THE KOSHER IMPRINT OF THE K AND THE WAY OF ‘JFK’… IT IS THE ‘K’ OF ‘KNOWING’. THE ‘BASIS’…THE ‘BA-SIS’…THE ‘BAY –SIS’…THE SPACE OF EROS ON THE EDGE OF THE FRONT…THE FOUNDATION ZONE OF THE EDGE OF THE ‘BUSH’…THE LOCATION OF EROS PERCOLATION IN THE ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER’…THE ‘SUGGESTION ASSOCIATION’ IN THE RHYTHMS OF ‘WORDS’ CUING CREATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS IN THE TIME OF A MILLENIUM… IT IS THE LINE OF DIVISION…THE INTERSECT OF SEX, RACE, AND MONEY IN A DRAMA OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL FLOWS’…A TIME OF ‘GREAT SPLITTING’ AS THE COMPETING FORCES OF ‘INERTIA’ SEEK TO SUSTAIN AND MAINTAIN ‘POWER’ AND EXPANSION OF THEIR RESOURCES AND WAYS…THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDISM’ KEEPS RAISING THE ‘ACCUMULATIONS’ FOR THE FEW AS THE MANY ARE FORCED TO ‘LEVERAGE’ THEIR VITALITY JUST TO TRY TO STAY IN THE GAME…

THE CONTROL OF THE PLAYERS
‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU…THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’…IT IS THE MAINTENANCE OF THE ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ IN A SYSTEM OF ‘CHARGED INDIVIDUATION’ OF THE ‘EXCEPTIONS THAT MAKE THE RULE’…THE ‘ILLUSION’ OF ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ AS ‘CHARGED SKEWS’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ ARE SIMPLY THE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ OF SERVICE TO THE ‘ISSUE’ [‘SHOOS’] OF THE DAY…

‘INNER MINING’ AND ‘AMPLIFIED’ CONSCIOUSNESS
I WAS BORN UNDER THE SIGN OF THE ROOSTER IN CHINESE ASTROLOGY [1945]… FACING THE TIMINGS OF THE ‘HENS’ AND SPIRITUALLY SENSING THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘LITTLE GIRL’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘HENS’… THE ‘SORROW’ AND THE MISSING… I WAS BORN OUT OF A ‘WOUNDED WOMB’ IN THE CENTER OF THE HEARTLAND … MY MOTHER AND HER FIRST SON [MICHAEL] WERE BOTH BORN ON SAINT VALENTINE’S DAY… HER ‘WOMB’ BECAME THE ‘WOUNDED HEART’ PLACE THAT I CAME FROM [THE ‘BABY MARRY ‘K’ WOUNDED SPIRIT SPACE]…THE ‘CHARGED SORROW AND LOSS’ STATE OF THE ‘MISSING’.

THE AWARENESS...THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL TURBULENCE…THE QUEST FOR THE ESSENCE… THE FOCUS OF THE ‘MATTER’ IS IN DERIVING THE CLIMATE OF ONE’S ORIGIN…A RESOLVE OF GETTING TO THE HEART OF ‘ONE’S MATTER’…A WAY OF CLEARING AND CLEANSING IN TRYING TO OWN ONE’S SOUL… THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ INTROSPECTION IS THE WAY OF REBALANCING THE INNER REALM WITH THE SENSES OF PRESENCE IN HOW ONE ENCOUNTERS THE REAL IN ONE’S SELF AND IN THE ‘OTHER’[S]. IT IS THE ESSENTIAL DISCOVERY OF MY NEED FOR COMPASSION FOR MY FULLNESS OF SELF. THE MORE CONSCIOUS OF MY OWN RHYTHMS OF VULNERABILITY AND SADNESS THAT I BECAME THE MORE I REALIZED THE ‘THE WILL TO CONNECT’ TO THE ‘WOUNDED WOMBS’ OF SOME WOMEN.THE MORE PRESENT I WAS ABLE TO BE…THE MORE FLUID THE EXCHANGES OF ‘YIN-YANG’ IN THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’…

THE ‘VALENTINE’ PATH OF THE HEART
THE AWARENESS IS THE SHIFTING THAT OCCURS BETWEEN THE MICRO AND THE MACRO…THE DREAMS AND SENSITIVITY TO THE BALANCES OF THE COMMUNAL PRESSURES OF CHOCOLATES AND FLOWERS OF ‘VALENTINE’S’ AND THE HUNGER FOR HEALING AND REAL LOVE. THE ‘VALENTINE’ PATH OF THE HEART IS THE ‘CUING’ OF SORE AND EROS IN THE WORLD OF SEXUALITY [AND CHICAGO VIOLENCE… THE 1929 ‘SAINT VALENTINE’S DAY MASSACRE’… ‘MASSOCCUR’ AND ‘ECHO’ AND ‘NARCISSUS’ DREAM STATE DAY]. IT IS A PATH OF THE HEART AWARENESS THAT FLOWS THROUGH THE SAINT VALENTINE’S DAY THEMES OF EROS THAT ARE IN THE UNDERCURRENTS OF THE LOST CHILD. IT IS THE ‘SORE’ AS A REVERSAL OF EROS THAT IS THE DREAM DRAMA OF ‘WISH’ AND ‘WONDER’. THE MORRISON MAIDEN NAME [‘MORE IS SON’] SOUNDS THROUGH THE EMPTINESS OF MY MOTHER’S LOSS… THE ‘PRESSURE’ TO REBALANCE AND PRODUCE MORE IS THE ‘SON’.IT IS A SENSE OF ‘PARALLELISM’ THAT COMPELS ME TO RELATE IN CREATIVE NECESSITY TO THE EMPTINESS OF THE REAL FEMININE.

FOETUS SENSITIVITY
A FOETUS IS A ‘FEELING AND INTERPRETING ORGANISM FROM THE MOMENT ITS’ MOTHER IS TOLD SHE IS PREGNANT UNTIL THE TIME OF DELIVERY’.IT ACQUIRES ITS INFORMATION THROUGH HORMONAL CHANNELS, AUDITORY ONES, AND, QUITE POSSIBLY PSYCHIC ONES AS WELL, INCLUDING TELEPATHY AND CLAIRVOYANCE.[JEAN HOUSTON-A MYTHIC LIFE]

THE FOETAL SPACE IS A SPACE OF DEEPLY ROOTED ‘KNOWING’ OF EMOTIONS AND THE UNCONSCIOUS… IT IS THE ‘CLIMATE’ OF ‘HOME’ FROM WHICH ONE GOES FORTH IN THE WORLD…IT IS THE BEGINNING RHYTHM PLACE OF LATER RECURRENCE OF ENCOUNTER…IT IS THE ‘SAFE’ PLACE OF FAMILIARITY… THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ SENSITIVITY OF FEELING AND INTERPRETING GUIDES US TO AVOID BEING HURT AND TO SEEK PLEASURE IT IS THE FOUNDATION OF ACCESSING ‘SPONTANEITY’ AND THE ‘SHUDDER’ OF SEXUALITY IN ‘RELEASES THAT ARE AUTHENTIC. THE ‘FOETUS’ MAY ABSORB DEEP FEARS AND ECHOES OF WITHDRAWALS AND ANGERS…IT MAY BECOME ADDICTED TO SWEETENERS AND ALCOHOL, DRUGS AND EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY…SO MUCH DEPENDS UPON THE ‘SPIRIT AND PHYSIOLOGICAL WELL-BEING’ OF BOTH MOTHER AND CHILD.

THE REAL CREATIVE
THE ‘FERTILITY’ IS THE POTENCY OF A FAMILY. IT IS THE REAL CREATIVE THAT HAS NOT BEEN ‘SPLITOFF’ FOR ‘SOCIAL’ OR ‘POLITICAL’ POWER. IT IS THE INTIMATE INTERCONNECTEDNESS OF EACH TO ONE ANOTHER. IT IS THE SOURCE OF ‘KINETIC’ AS A REPRESENTATION OF FUNDAMENTAL DYNAMISM [‘KIN’ ‘NET’ ‘TIC’ [K]] AND FAMILY HEARTBEATINGS.

‘TOUGHNESS IS IN THE HEART… TENDERNESS IS IN THE HANDS’ [CAROLYN FORCHE] ‘TOUCHING IS THE FIRST STEP TOWARDS OBTAINING ANY SORT OF CONTROL OVER OR ATTEMPTING TO MAKE USE OF A PERSON OR OBJECT. [SIGMUND FREUD] ‘IT IS ONLY WITH THE HEART THAT ONE SEES RIGHTLY. WHAT IS ESSENTIAL IS INVISIBLE.’[ANTOINE DE ST. EXUPERY] DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
MY FATHER WORKED AS A ‘GLAZIER’. WE HAD A GARAGE WITH REMNANTS OF BROKEN OR CUT-OFF EDGES OF GLASS THAT WERE LEFT OVER FROM PROJECTS THAT HE HAD WORKED ON. MY FATHER LOVED TO ‘PUT’ THESE EXTRA PIECES INTO THE HOMES OF NEIGHBORS AND FRIENDS [MIRRORS FOR DOORS, COFFEE TABLES, DRESSER TOPS ETC.] HE WAS A COMMUNITY ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ ALWAYS ESTABLISHING DEEPER ROOTS IN HIS RELATIONSHIPS TO HIS NEIGHBORS AND HIS FAMILY. HIS CHILDREN WERE HIS LIFE FORCE…HIS DREAMS AND HIS DESIRE FOR RECOGNITION. WE LEARNED HIS GENEROSITY OF SPIRIT IN THE WAYS OF INVESTING IN THE LIVES OF THE OTHERS [HELPING AND MAKING A DIFFERENCE]. WE GREW UP ON THE SOUTHWEST SIDE OF CHICAGO AND WE LIVED BETWEEN THE ‘DEBS’ AND THE

‘HENRY’S’ [ECHOES OF EUGENE ‘DEBS’ AND THE ‘HEN’ TIME OF THE VERNAL EQUINOX… THE ‘HEN’RE: TIME]. THE QUEST OF BEING IS ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS…PART OF KNOWING IS SEARCHING INTO ROOTS, HEREDITY AND ENVIRONMENTAL ORIGINS. I BEGAN TO REALIZE THAT THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘MINGORDERING’ IS A STEERING OF PEOPLE INTO A PARTICULAR ‘ZONING’.A LOCATION OF RESONANCE FITTING IN WITH THE MACRO RHYTHMS…FOR ME, IT WAS ALWAYS AN UNCONSCIOUS DRAMA OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ [TRYING TO EXPLORE NEW ‘RESONANCE’ IN ALL ENCOUNTERS]. IT WAS LIVING IN AN EVER EXPANDING ‘IMAGINATION’ OF ‘SEEING THINGS’ IN NEW WAYS. MY WOUNDS COMPELLED ME TO SENSE ‘THREATS’ AND ‘OPPORTUNITIES’ LIKE A GIFTED ATHLETE WHOSE EYES AND COORDINATIONS ARE QUICK TO MOVE IN BECOMING…TO GET INTO POSITION IN ORDER TO MAXIMIZE THE FLOW OF THE DYNAMISM OF THE GAME…IT MAKES ONE VALUABLE IN A ‘ROLE’ SUITED TO ‘A GAME THAT ONE LOVES TO PLAY’… THE PROBLEM ONLY SURFACES IF ONE DESIRES TO LIVE A REAL LIFE BEYOND THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ SYSTEM THAT ONE DEVELOPS IN ORDER TO DEFEND ONESELF BY MEETING THE DEMANDS AND EXPECTATIONS OF THE OTHERS AND STILL SATISFY ONE’S NEEDS …IT BECOMES AN INTERSECT OF THE PAST AND THE PRESENT AS MUCH ‘COMPASSION’ IS REQUIRED TO RESPECT ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND THE NEED TO TRANSFORM INTO ‘A PERSON OF BECOMING’…

‘THE NATIONAL PASTIME’
THE FOWLERS [ECHOES OF ‘FAIR AND FOUL’… THE BASE BALL EDGES AND THE ‘FOWL’ OF THE HEN TIME] WERE TWO DOORS AWAY AT HAMLIN [THE PIED PIPER ECHO] AND ACROSS FROM THE FOWLERS WERE THE ‘THOMAS’ [‘TOM TOMS’ OR ‘TOM/MASS’ ECHOES AND TIMINGS]. WE GREW UP ON ‘BASEBALL’…THE NATIONAL PASTIME THAT ‘ONCE UPON A TIME’ DEFINED WHAT WAS CONSIDERED ‘FAIR AND THE FOUL’. IT WAS THE REALM OF ‘CUSTOMS’ [A FRUSTRATION AS ‘CUSS’ ‘TOMS’ AND ‘TOM-TOMS’] AS A ‘RHYTHM’ FOR THE COMMUNITY. OUR LITTLE WORLD ECHOED MEMORIES AND MEANING OF THE WHITE SOX AND THE BLACK SOX. THE MEANING WAS IN THE BASEBALL TONES AND ASSOCIATIONS [THE SPORTS DRAMAS]. ONCE UPON A TIME ‘COMISKEY’ PARK WAS THE HOME OF THE ‘WHITE SOX’ AND PEOPLE FELT AN ALLEGIANCE THAT WAS A ‘COMMUNITY’ CONNECTION. TODAY IT IS ‘U.S.CELLULAR’ BALL PARK [AN ADVERTISING VEHICLE IN THE CENTER OF THE MEGA CORPORATION ‘GLOBAL ORDERING’.] IT NOW REPRESENTS A PILLAR OF THE EMPIRE AS A SYMBOL OF ‘RAWAR’ THE GOD OF CONQUEST… TERRITORY OWNED BY SOME ‘GIANTS’ OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ [THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’].

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IN THE UNITED STATES THE ISSUE OF ‘RACE’ WAS FREQUENTLY ABOVE AND ALWAYS JUST BELOW THE SURFACE AS A TENSION AND A DIVISION [ESPECIALLY IN CHICAGO… MARTIN LUTHER KING JR. ONCE CALLED CHICAGO ‘THE MOST SEGREGATED CITY IN THE COUNTRY’.] THE ‘CLASH’ AND DIVISIONS OF RACE ECHOED VERY DEEP INTO OUR AWARENESS YET IT WAS VERY DIFFICULT TO KNOW THE OLD ‘JIM CROW’ CUSTOMS AND CULTURAL STANDARDS OF WHAT WAS CONSIDERED AS ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’? ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’… THE LINES OF WHERE THE ‘DIAMONDS’ EVOLVE INTO THE ‘OUTFIELD’. A SENSE OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AS ‘DI’ THE ‘DOUBLE’ FLOWING INTO THE RANGES OF ‘DOUBLETALK’ AND ‘DOUBLE SOUNDS’… THE CREATION OF THE GAME OF BASEBALL PRECEDED YET IS ATTRIBUTED TO ‘ABNER DOUBLEDAY’. IT IS THE METHOD OF THE RHYTHM THAT IS A ‘PERFECTION’ OF ECHOES THAT MAKES ‘AB’ NEAR ‘DOUBLE’ DAY AS A ‘WAY’. IT IS THE QUICKNESS OF ‘AB’ AND THE MUSCLES OF THE ‘ABS’ THAT IS THE FLUIDITY OF WHAT IS ‘FAIR GAME’. IT IS THE SOUTH AFRICA ‘DIAMONDS’ ECHOING INTO THE BASEBALL FIELDS OF DREAMS AND THE DREAM TEAM OF WONDER AND ‘WHOOSH’. ‘TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME’ AND I DON’T CARE IF I EVER GET BACK…IF THE HOME TEAM DOESN’T WIN IT IS A ‘SHAME’ AT THE OLD BALL GAME. IT IS A HAVE AND ‘HAVE NOT’ MEDIATING ‘WAY’ OF THE FANTASY OF ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’.

SECTION FOUR WHAT IS ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’?
THE ‘WHICH IS’ AND THE TARGETTING OF ‘WITCHES’… THE ‘ENERGY AWARE’ BEINGS OF THE EDGES MOVING IN WAYS TO GAIN DIRECTIONAL CONTROL OF THEIR OWN LIVES AND TRYING TO AVOID THE IMPOSITIONS OF ‘ROYALTY’ OR THE ‘EXECUTIONS’ OF CHURCHES. IT IS ALWAYS A QUESTION OF ‘ORDERING’ AND COMPLIANCE WITH THE RHYTHMS OF ‘ELITES’.

‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’
RACE, SEX, RELIGION, CLASS AND ‘CODES’ OF CONDUCT… THE SOUNDS OR ECHOES OF WHAT

‘MATTERS’ IS MORE FAMILIAR TO EVERYONE YET THE ORDINARY PEOPLE SEEM TO ALWAYS BE ‘LOSING GROUND’ TO THE SPEED OF THE ELITE BENEFICIARIES OF ‘MACRO-COLLISIONISM’. THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM IS EASILY SEEN IN THE COMPENSATION IMBALANCES OF ‘BALL PLAYERS’ AND THEIR ‘RELIC/ENDORSEMENT’ VALUE TO THE ELITE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. THE ‘GAP’ OF ‘INCOME’ AND ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ HAS WIDENED IN THE LAST ‘30’ YEARS. THE ELITE ESTABLISH THEIR EXCESS AS NORMALCY IN REWARDS AND ‘LACK’….ONLY THE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ AND MEDIUMS ARE ‘ABLE’ TO STAY TUNED TO THE RHYTHMS AND SPEED OF ‘ELITE’ TEMPOS. IT IS LIKE A CIRCLING OF CENTRIFUGAL FORCE WHERE THE SWIRLING RHYTHMS OF GLOBAL ORDERING SPREADS OUT THE ‘POPULACE’ INTO ‘CONSUMER’ MARKET SHARES. IT IS THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM THAT KEEPS RISING EXPONENTIALLY AS THE BASE WIDENS WITH MASSES DOOMED TO ‘BORROWING’ AND LIVING ‘LIVES OF QUIET DESPERATION’. THE ‘C.E.O.’ PAY LEVELS HAVE GONE UP IN AN ALMOST OBSCENE WAY IN THE PAST TWENTY YEARS JUSTIFIED BY THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ RATE OF THE ELITE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ PACE…THE ‘SHAREHOLDERS’ OWNERSHIP OF THE ‘REWARDS TO THE FEW’ FLOWS WITH THE GREAT ‘CON’ OF WORDS AND ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF SHARED CURRENCY…TRAGEDY SERVES THE POWERS THAT BE AS ‘OPPORTUNITIES’ FOR MORE FUNDING OF THE INTERESTS OF THE ‘MILITARYINDUSTRIAL-MEDIA-ACADEMIC-GOVERNMENT’ COLLECTIVE. ‘JUST FOLLOW THE MONEY’ AS ‘VESTED INTERESTS’ THAT ARE RESISTANT TO NEW WAYS AND NEW POSSIBILITIES SHAPE INFORMATION AND CHOICES TO BETTER CONTROL THEIR NEEDS…THUS ‘WMD’[FEAR OF ‘WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION’] OR ‘THE BOY WHO CRIES WOLFOWITZ’ BECOMES A WAY DEFINING THE DIRECTION OF THE ELITE BY USING ‘SCARE DRAMA’ TO ‘JUSTIFY’ THE DECISION…IT IS THE ONGOING ‘INERTIA’ THAT USES ‘FAITH’ OR ‘BELIEF’ TO DO WHAT IT WANTS WHILE HIDING IN THE ‘HOMILIES’ OF ‘FREEDOM’ OR ‘DEMOCRACY’…

THERE IS NO ‘FAIR AND FOUL’ IN THIS INERTIA
THE ‘WORLD IS FLAT’…THERE IS NO ‘FAIR AND FOUL’ IN THIS INERTIA. THERE IS ONLY THE REWARD OF THE FEW AS THE MANY GET OFF IN ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’. THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ INERTIA IS SKEWED AS HEALTH/EDUCATION AND COMMUNITY ISSUES ARE OVERWHELMED BY GIANT TSUNAMIS OF MERGERS AND ASSET ACCUMULATIONS SQUEEZING THE MANY TO COMPETE IN A SCARCITY MODE AGAINST THE INVISIBLE OTHERS THOUSANDS OF MILES AWAY. THE CONTROL IS IN THE ACCEPTANCE OF THE ASSUMPTIONS AS AN INERTIA ILLUSION BLINDING THE ORDINARY… THE ‘FAIR AND FOUL’ FOR THE FEW RIDING THE RHYTHMS OF ‘322-TIME’[ BEING 5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD] IS A RHYTHM THAT PUTS MOST OF US IN A CONSTANT ‘REACTIVITY’ MODE…

THE ‘322’ TIME ELITE ARE ONLY ACCOUNTABLE TO THE OTHER ‘LAND LORDS’ AND ‘ROYALTY’ ALL AROUND THE GLOBE. IT IS THE RHYTHM…THE CURRENCY…THE SPEED OF THE GREED MOVING AT THE SPEED OF ‘NANO-SECONDS’…THUS ONE EASILY SEES THE POWER OF THE MOMENTUM OF ‘THE EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’…ONE SEES THE VALUE OF ‘COOPTING’ POLITICIANS AND ‘COMMUNITY LEADERS’ WHO PROTECT THE VESTED AND EXPANSIONARY INTERESTS OF THE ‘ELITE’… ‘JUST FOLLOW THE MONEY’…ONE IS ABLE TO SEE WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY IS…

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘PADDY’ WAS A SLANG TERM OF IDENTITY AS ‘HE IS ONE OF OURS’. IT WAS MY ‘IRISH’ HERITAGE AND BURDEN OF BEING. IT WAS MY STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ GROWING UP. PADDY ALSO SEEMED CLOSE TO ‘PATSY’ AS A ‘PAWN’ OR ‘TOY’ FOR THE GAMES OF YOUNG GIRLS [‘BALL AND JACKS’]. EACH NEW ‘ETHNIC GROUP IS BROUGHT INTO THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ MELTING POT USING A VALUED ‘MING’ NAMING TO ESTABLISH THE STANDARD THAT THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’. THE CHARGING UP OF AN ‘ELECTRONIC MODEL’ THAT REPRESENTS THE DEEPEST WISHES OF A PEOPLE IS IN THE ‘NAME’ AS A MULTILAYERING OF IMPACT. ‘MICHAEL JORDAN’ WAS A ‘PERFECT’ ECHO OF THE CHRISTIAN BAPTISMS IN THE JORDAN RIVERS. THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF ‘MING’ ORDERING BECOMES AN ECONOMIC FORCE OF ‘ACCENTUATION’ AS ‘IMITATION IN CLOTHING OR BEHAVIOR’ IS AN ATTEMPT TO CONSUME THE RELICS OF THE ‘CELEBRITY’ OR DIGEST HIS POWER IN ORDER TO BE ‘JUST LIKE MIKE’. WE ARE STILL ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ FOR AN ‘ELITE’ MOVING IN AN ‘ELECTRONIC CURRENCY’ OF TRADES AND EXCHANGES. WE ARE FOLLOWING THEIR ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ IDEOLOGY. WE ARE PART OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ OF GLOBAL ORDERING. WE SEE THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT LOSES SIGHT OF THOSE THAT ARE NO LONGER OF ‘USE’ LIKE THE ONCE UPON A TIME ‘WORLD’S FASTEST HUMAN AND EX-DALLAS COWBOY WIDE RECEIVER BOB HAYES’ WHO FOUND ‘PAINKILLERS’ IN THE DRUG WORLD AFTER HIS CAREER HAD ENDED. WE ARE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ FOR ‘GIANTS’ WHO ARE NOT ‘ACCOUNTABLE’ TO A SYSTEM THAT THEY ‘OWN’. IT IS NOT OUR SYSTEM. THE ‘BIG MONEY’ AND THE ‘LAWYERS’ FINANCE THE ‘POLITICAL’ MEDIATORS WHO PROTECT ‘THEIR INTERESTS’ AND SCULPT THE ‘TAX CODE’. WE GET THE USUAL ‘POLITICAL TALKING HEADS’ PREACHING THE USUAL HOMILIES AS ‘MILLIONAIRE’ SENATORS ‘MAINTAIN’ THE GAME. WE GREW UP JUST BELIEVING IN THE BEAUTY OF SPORTS AND ‘BASEBALL’. THERE WERE ECHOES OF THE ‘CORRUPTION’ OF BIG MONEY, GAMBLERS AND CHEATED AND DISHONEST BALLPLAYERS. WE SAW THE WORLD AS A MOVIE LIKE THE FRANK CAPRA FANTASY ‘IT’S A WONDERFUL LIFE’. AFTER THE ‘GREAT WAR’ TO END ALL WARS…THE GREAT ‘WWI’ OF ‘GLOBALISATION’ THAT KILLED

MILLIONS, THERE WAS A ‘BRIBED’ ‘8’ MEN OUT WORLD SERIES KNOWN AS THE BLACK SOX SCANDAL. IN ‘1919’ THE DISHONEST BALLPLAYERS ‘DELIBERATELY’ LOST SEVERAL GAMES AND WERE ‘FOUND INNOCENT’ YET ‘BANNED’ FROM THE GAME BY JUDGE KENESHAW MOUNTAIN LANDIS [LAND ‘IS’ DEFINING ‘WHAT IS’]. THE ‘BLACK SOX AND THE WHITE SOX’…SEEMED TO BE AN ECHO OF ‘RACIAL’ TENSIONS ON THE SOUTHSIDE OF CHICAGO DURING A TIME OF SOME RACE RIOTS AND SHORTLY AFTER THE DEADLY ‘FLU EPIDEMIC’ THAT HAD KILLED MILLIONS IN ‘1918’. WE LIVED THE ‘PAST’ AND THE ‘PASTIME’ OF THE ‘BALL GAME’. THERE WERE MEMORIES OF NAMES LIKE ‘BABE RUTH’ IN THE ECHOES OF ‘WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN’. OUR HOME PLATE WAS ‘HOT DOGS’ AND ‘BASEBALL’. ‘GROWING UP’, WE WENT TO MANY WHITE SOX GAMES AND SAT IN MY UNCLE JACK HIGGIN’S’ BOX ALONG THE FIRST BASE ‘FAIR AND FOUL’ LINE [A ‘HIGGINS’ SPACE]. THE ‘NATIONAL PAST TIME’ WAS AN ECHO DRAMA OF FAMILY MEMORY… A RECURRENT THEME AND MYTHOLOGY OF ‘CHANCE’ AND ‘BAD LUCK’ [‘MY FATHER ‘COULD HAVE PLAYED’ IF HE DIDN’T GET HURT AT THE TIME OF TRYOUTS FOR THE ‘WHITE SOX’]. WE EXPERIENCED THE WOUNDEDNESS OF HIS ‘DEEP DREAMING’ AS IT PASSED INTO US AS CHILDREN. HE REMAINED A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ TYPE TRYING WITH ALL OF HIS HEART TO GET THE ‘VICTORY’ THAT WOULD JUSTIFY THE WAY THAT IT WAS. IT WAS NEVER ‘FAIR’ AND ‘JUST’. ALTHOUGH HE TOLD THE STORY [ON MANY OCCASIONS] OF A FAMOUS WHITE SOX BALL PLAYER ‘LUKE APPLING’ ‘FOULING OFF’ THE PITCHES UNTIL HE GOT THE ‘RIGHT ONE’. THERE WAS A VERY DEEP ECHO OF ASSOCIATION TO THE NAME OF HIS FATHER ‘LUKE’ AND THE FACT THAT MY FATHER WAS ALSO A REPLACEMENT CHILD FOR A CHILD THAT DIED [‘LUKE’]. AS I COMPLETE THIS ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ CIRCULARITY OF CONSCIOUSNESS THE CHICAGO WHITE SOX ‘WIN’ THE 2005 WORLD SERIES. TIMING AND A NEW GROUND FLOOR OF THE HEARTLAND IS ESTABLISHED. THE NATIONAL PASTIME VALIDATES THE ‘COMMONNESS’ OF A RICH BALLPLAYER ‘DIVERSITY’ IN THE ‘WINDY CITY’. THE ‘BLACK’ AND THE ‘WHITE’ SOX ARE INTEGRATED INTO THE PRESENCE OF THE 21ST CENTURY.

‘APPLE AND LING’
THE NAME LUKE ‘APPLING’ WAS LIKE THE ‘TEMPTATION’ OF THE ‘APPLE’ AND THE ‘LING’ [THE EROS CHARGE OF THE MASCULINE ‘LINGAM’ THAT GOES WITH THE FEMININE ‘YONI’]. IT WAS THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF THE ‘PSYCHE’ WALL OF ‘ENDURANCE’ AS ‘CHARGED’. THE ‘MEDIUM’ CHARGE DROVE THE DREAMS OF THE COMMUNITY. THE FERTILITY TRANSFERRED LIKE THE ‘BIRTHINGS’ THAT INCREASED SIGNIFICANTLY AFTER THE FAMOUS 1960’S ‘NEW YORK BLACKOUTS’. APP… ‘LING’ WAS THE ‘FAIR’ AND THE ‘FOUL’ OF THE EDGE OF EROS AND THE TEMPTATION OF THE ‘GARDEN OF EDEN’… THE ‘APPLE’ ‘LING’ WAS THE CORE OF THE ‘CIRCULARITY’ AND A SENSE OF THE ‘PI’ CYCLING WHILE MY FATHER LIVED ACROSS THE STREET FROM SAINT ‘PIUS’ CHURCH AND SCHOOL. THE ‘FOULING-OFF’ WAS A DEEP ‘YIN’ OF RECEPTIVITY MOVING TOWARD THE PERFECT ‘PITCH’ FOR A NEW ‘YANG’ TIMING.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’…AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT ‘DREW’ THE ‘LINES’ AND ‘SUSTAINED’ THE ‘COMMUNITY’. IT WAS WHAT‘BILL COYNE’ DID AS A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ PILLAR OF ‘NORMALCY’. THE ‘HARD WORK’ AND THE ‘LOYALTY’ NEVER GOT HIM OUT OF HIS ‘USEFULNESS’. HE WAS A SPIRIT OF THE ‘DEEP YIN’ VIA A ‘REPLACEMENT CHILD’ BIRTHING AND A ‘NAME’ OF MONEY ECHOIC TIMBRE. HE WAS THE ‘BILL’ OF DOLLAR BILL AND THE ‘COYNE’ OF ‘COIN’ [BILL COYNE]. MUCH LATER I STARTED TO SEE A MORE COMPLEX AND SYSTEMIC ‘SOUND RESONANCE’ WHEN I DISCOVERED THAT THE ‘19TH’ CENTURY SLANG WORD ‘COYNTE’ WAS AN ‘EPITHET’ FOR VAGINA’. IT WAS A DEEP ‘YIN’ STATE OF LANGUAGE AND ‘MEDIUM USEFULNESS’ FOR THE ‘SWINGS’ OF CREATIVE ENERGIES. I SENSE THE COMPLEXITY OF ‘PARALLELISM’ TO THE DEEP FEMININE ‘WOMB’ STATES IN THIS HYPERCHARGED MEDIUM ZONING THAT RESONATES NEAR ‘COYNTE’ AND REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVITY. ONE LEARNS TO ABSORB THE VIBRATIONS OF DEEP YIN WHILE STRUGGLING OUT OF THE DAMAGE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ TO BECOME AN HONEST ‘YANG’. THERE IS ‘INITIATION’ AS A REEXPERIENCE OF THE ‘DARKNESS AND RESTRICTIVENESS’ OF THE WOMB PRIOR TO BIRTH. THERE IS A PROCESS OF ‘PALINGENESIS’…A DEATH AND REBIRTH CONSCIOUSNESS…A SENSE OF BEING REBORN AND TRANSFORMED. TO EMERGE FROM THIS TYPE OF AN ‘INITIATION’ ONE IS ‘ENDOWED WITH A TOTALLY DIFFERENT ‘BEING’ FROM THATWHICH HE POSSESSED BEFORE HIS ‘INITIATION’…HE HAS BECOME ANOTHER’… IN THIS DEATH AND REBIRTH ONE MAY TAKE ON A NEW NAME AS AN EXPRESSION OF A NEW IDENTITY…LIKE THE CATHOLIC POPES OR ANYONE WHO TAKES ‘VOWS’ ESTABLISHING THEMSELVES AS ‘EMERGENT’ OUT OF THE ‘INITIATION’… HOW DOES ONE OWN ONE’S OWN PRESENCE AND FUTURE AS ONE EVOLVES BEYOND THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF THE ‘NAME’ ONE WAS ‘GIVEN’…HOW DOES ONE SHED THE VESTIGES OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND MOVE FORWARD AS THE REAL SELF.

‘NAMES AS FRAMES’
IT WAS AN ‘EPIPHANY’ FOR ME TO START TO REALIZE THAT MUCH ‘HARM’ COULD BE DONE IN SUCH A SYSTEMIC WAY. ONE MUST CHOOSE ONE’S NAMES WISELY. THE VESTIGES OF ‘SLAVE RENAMINGS’ IS A VERY SUBTLE ‘OPPRESSION’ THAN HELPS KEEP THE ‘INERTIA’ OF THE ‘ELITE’ GOING IN THE SAME WAYS AS ALWAYS. ONE STARTS TO SEE THE ‘WHAT’S IN A NAME’ ORDERING IN MORE THAN A ‘BENEVOLENT WAY’ AND ONE BEGINS TO QUESTION WHAT IS ‘AMPLIFIED’ AND ‘ACCENTUATED’. JUST WATCH FOR THE CUINGS OF THE LATEST ‘SAVANT’ PERFORMER WHO IS A GOLFER WITH A NAME LIKE ‘BIRDIE’ OR ‘WOODS’ OR ‘ACE’ OR ‘LUKE SKYWALKER’ OR ‘ANNIKIN’…THE ‘FORCE’ IS MORE THAN A ‘BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE’ AS THE IMBALANCES AND CONSEQUENCES FOR THE INDIVIDUAL AND THE COMMUNITY BECOME LIKE A ‘CHINESE WATER TORTURE DRIP OF INJUSTICE’…JUST IS, IS NOT JUSTICE AND THE STRETCHING UP OF THE PYRAMID SIMPLY MAINTAINS THE ONGOING POISONING DESTRUCTIVENESS OF THE MIDDLE AND THE BOTTOM…THE ‘PI’ IS UNFAIRLY CUT AS THE ILLUSIONS AND MYTHS CONSUME THE ‘BEST’ OF ‘US’…

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE BASEBALL ‘PITCH’ AND THE HOME PLATE… THE ‘HOME’ RUN… THE ‘CHARGED WAY’… THE ‘DIAMOND DAZE’ THAT EVOLVES INTO ‘DEBEERS’ DIAMONDS AND GOLD CONQUESTS AND THE SOUTH AFRICAN COLONIAL REBELLIONS. THE ‘COMPENSATION’ FOR ‘BASEBALL PLAYERS’ IS NO LONGER THE STANDARD OF ‘WHAT IS ‘FAIR’ AND WHAT IS ‘FOUL’? THE ‘RHODES SCHOLARS’ [LIKE FORMER PRESIDENT CLINTON] DERIVE ‘ACCESS’ AND ‘ANOINTMENT’ FROM THE LEGACY OF THE DEBEERS [CECIL RHODES] CONQUEST OF SOUTHERN AFRICA’S RICH MINERALS. THE ‘CHOSEN MEDIUMS’ FOR THE POLITICAL MAINTENANCE OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAYS SEEM TO BE ‘PLUCKED’ FROM THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. THEY ARE USUALLY BRIGHT AND WILLING TO MAKE THE NECESSARY TRADE-OFFS TO LEVERAGE POWER TO BE THE ‘EXCEPTIONS’ THAT MAKE THE RULE. THEY ARE THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT PROVES THE SYSTEM ‘WORKS’ AND ‘ANYONE CAN GROW UP TO BE ‘PRESIDENT’.

‘FAIR AND FOUL’

THE MEAT PACKING ‘HOT DOGS’ BECAME THE ‘PHALLIC’ PACIFIERS …THE ‘BALL PARK’ FRANKS ARE LIKE THE ECHOES OF THE WASHINGTON POLITICIANS WHO GET A ‘FRANKING PRIVILEGE’[BEING ALLOWED TO MAIL LETTERS TO THEIR OWN CONSTITUENTS FOR FREE]. THE ‘HOT DOGS’ ARE THE SYMBOLS OF THE ‘COMMON CONDITIONINGS’… THE LEVEL OF ‘FRANKING’ THAT IS THE NORM. THE REAL BALL GAME IS THAT THE ‘PITCH’ IS IN THE COMMERCIALIZATION AND THE ‘CATCH’ IS IN THE CREDIT CARD DEBT. THERE ARE ‘CASH ADVANCE’ AND ‘CHECK ADVANCE’ SHOPS TO FEED OFF THE LEVERAGED DESPERATIONS OF THE POOR…IT IS AS IF THEY ARE TRULY DOING A ‘CHECK’ OF THE PERSON’S POSSIBILITY OF AN ‘ADVANCE’ IN LIFE…THE DEBT SPIRALS IN FAVOR OF THE ‘OWNERSHIP’ SOCIETY AS THE MANY TRY TO KEEP PACE… THE BETTING AND LOTTERIES ARE EVERYWHERE WHILE THE ‘C.E.O.’S AND ‘SAVANT STARS’ ARE PAID IN ‘MADNESS MONEY’ [THE MONEY SYSTEM NIGHTMARE OF ‘COMPENSATION’ VALUE’]. THE ‘DEBEERS’ AND ‘BEERS’ ARE THE FOSTERED ENMESHMENT OF EROS AND ENTERTAINMENT MAINTAINED BY A ‘SPARK’ IN A BALL PARK KNOWING THAT THE ‘DIAMONDS ARE A GIRL’S BEST FRIEND’. IT IS THE ‘FAIR AND FOUL’ WAYS OF THE ‘GIANTS’ DRAWING UP THE ‘YANK’ ‘KEYS’ OF PHALLIC TONINGS. IT IS THE ‘DOUBLEDAY’ BREW OF GIANTS THAT LINK ACROSS THE RHYTHMS OF A ‘HAVE’ TO ‘HAVE’ GAME OF ‘MUTUAL GAIN’. THE ‘FAIR’ AND THE ‘FOUL’ IS THE ORDERING OF THE ‘UNHEARD AND THE UNSAID’. IT IS THE ‘322 TIME’ RHYTHM OF ‘SKULL AND BONES’ THAT CLAIMS TO BE ‘5’ MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’… THE TIME AND PACING THAT PRESIDENT ‘GEORGE BUSH’ TRAINED TO BE ‘COMMISIONER’ OF BASEBALL’ FOR.

‘FITZ’ AND ‘PIRATES’
THE ‘PIRATES’ HAVE ALWAYS BEEN A SYMBOL OF ADVENTURE AND COLLECTING… THE ‘PIRATES’ HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ‘OUTLAWS’ AND ‘KEEPERS OF TREASURES’... JACKIE KENNEDY ‘LOVED PIRATES’ ACCORDING TO FRIEND ‘GEORGE PLIMPTON’. ‘SHE HAD A LOT OF THEM IN HER LIFE.HER FATHER WAS A PIRATE, SHE MARRIED TWO PIRATES, AND HER FATHER IN LAW WAS PROBABLY THE BIGGEST PIRATE OF THEM ALL’. THE ‘SKULL AND BONES’ AS A PIRATE LOGO RESONATES ON THE SAME TERRAIN AS THE SHIPS OF ‘FITZ’ ILLEGITIMACY…THE HERITAGE OF CONQUEST ON THE SEAS [THE ‘C’S OF SEIZING WHAT ONE CAN.]… THE ‘THROWING OF A FIT’ AND LOOKING FOR THE ‘PERFECT FIT’ IS THE TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMID LANGUAGE OF MAKING IT ‘FIT’…THE ‘FITZ’ MONIKER OF ‘ELITE’ DEFINITION OF ILLEGITIMACY ECHOED IN THE ‘HONEY FITZ’ HERITAGE OF THE KENNEDY ‘CLAN’. IT WAS IN THE

NAME OF JOHN ‘FITZ’GERALD KENNEDY. IT IS ‘FITS’ AND ‘FITZ’ AS THE ROYALTY PATHING OF AGGRESSIONS. WE ARE THE TARGETS OF ‘FITS’ AND ‘FITZ’… ‘FITZ’ AND ‘STARTS’ EVOLVING FROM ‘SPARKS’ AND PIVOT MOMENTS FOR CHANGE [‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS]. IT IS THE TEMPO OF THE ‘PI’ RATE… THE ‘SKULL AND BONES’ SPEED OF AN AGREED UPON GAME… THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ OF ‘HAVES’ DRIVING THE PACE OF THE ‘GLOBALISATION’… IT IS THE ‘OPPORTUNISM OF EACH CRISIS’ THAT AFFORDS THE EXPANSIONISM A ‘WAY’ TO CONSOLIDATE ITS ‘WINNINGS’. IT IS EASILY SEEN IN THE MERGER RHYTHMS AND THE ELITE ‘REVOLVING EMPLOYMENT’ IN THE MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/ACADEMIC/MEDIA/GOVERNMENT ‘NORMALCY’. THE HEADS OF THE SPECIAL INTERESTS BECOME THE POLICY MAKERS AND ‘GOVERNORS’ OR ‘REGULATORS’ OF THE RESOURCES, WAYS AND MEANS. ‘THEY’ ARE THE POWER OF INTERLOCKING INSTITUTIONS OF THE MERGED MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ ACADEMIC/ MEDIA GOVERNMENT COLLECTIVE THAT IS OUT OF TOUCH AND GENERALLY NOT INTERESTED IN THE LIVES OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ [UNLESS THEY ARE USEFUL AS GOSSIP, CRIME OR SEXUALLY INFLAMMATORY ‘TABLOID’ HEADLINES]. ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’ IS THE ‘Q’ OF ‘SIGNING’ AND ‘SYMBOL’ THAT ‘GUIDES’ THE REVERBERATIONS OF MEDIUMS AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATES. IT IS THE ‘BOUNDARY’ AWARENESS OF ‘GOOD FENCES MAKE GOOD NEIGHBORS’ AND THE PROBLEMS THAT RESULT FROM ‘OVERLAP’ AND ‘ENMESHMENT’. IT IS THE KEYING OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ THAT DRIVES THROUGH THE ‘PLATEAU’ OF THE HIP AND THE HYPNOTISED. THE ‘322’ TIME IS THE ‘PACE’ OF THE GLOBALIZATION STATED AS ‘WHAT WILL COME NEXT AS WHAT HAS BEEN THERE BEFORE IS REPLACED’. IT IS ‘DARE AND BE SILENT’ TO CONTROL WHAT IS ‘FAIR AND FOUL’.

‘FIND THE RIGHT LEVER AND YOU CAN MOVE THE WORLD’. [WALTER WRISTON EXC.E.O. OF CITICORP]… THE ELITE WITH ASSETS TO LEVERAGE ARE VASTLY DIFFERENT FROM ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO LEVERAGE THEIR BEING…THE POWER OF ‘CAPITAL’ TO LEVERAGE…DO MUTUAL DEALS IN ‘OLD BOYS’ GAMES AND ESTABLISH ‘GOLDEN PARACHUTES’ AND OTHER SAFETY NETS FOR INSIDER PLAYERS IS BEYOND THE REALM OF TAKE HOME PAY AND ORDINARY TUITIONS AND MORTGAGES.

‘LEVERS’ AND ‘MASKS’…‘DO YOU LIE TO YOURSELF IN ORDER TO BE HAPPY?
DECEPTIONS, LEVERS AND MASKS ARE PART OF THE STRATEGY OF ‘MACHIAVELLIAN MANIPULATION’ OF DESIRE AND EMULATION. THEY ARE THE ‘TOOLS’ OF WISHING TO BE ‘SOMEONE ELSE’ OR HIDING TO GET THROUGH A PASSAGE OF VULNERABILITY. ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ TRY TO LEVERAGE THEIR PERSONALITIES BY MASKING AND BY ‘DIRECTING’ A LOT OF THEIR ENERGIES THROUGH SOME VERY ‘NARROW’ SKILLS OR WAYS. IT IS THE ‘HELD BREATH’ AND THE EXCESSIVE STORAGE THAT IS IN THE EXCESSES OF ALCOHOL, DRUGS, AND DREAMS. IT IS A LEVERAGED WAY OF TRYING TO ‘CONSTANTLY CAPITALIZE’ AND BECOME ‘BETTER OFF’. THE ‘PROTECTION’ OF ONE’S VULNERABILITY IS A NECESSITY IN AN ENVIRONMENT WHERE THE POWERFUL ARE ABLE TO ‘ELIMINATE’ ONE’S JOB OR ‘THREATEN’ ONE’S SECURITY VIA A ‘BIG MONEY’ DECISION AT ANY TIME.THE DAMAGE TO ‘IMMUNE SYSTEMS’ AS A

CONSEQUENCE OF EXCESSIVE LEVERAGINGS OF EMOTIONS AND PHYSIOLOGY SHOULD BE INVESTIGATED.THERE ARE TOO MANY CASUALTIES ALONG THE ‘KINGS HIGHWAY’ IN THE LAST THIRTY YEARS.

A ‘QUIET TERROR’
THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ [E PLURIBUS UNUM] AND THE TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMIDISM IS THE JUSTIFICATION FOR A ‘DARWINIAN’ SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST SYSTEM THAT SCARES ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ EVERY DAY. IT IS A ‘QUIET TERROR’ FEEDING ON ANXIOUSNESS AND DEMANDING ‘110%’ EFFORT AND LOYALTY. THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ PROCESS IS IN THE ‘HEART’ OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM AND THE ‘REDIRECTED DESIRE’ IS THE CARROT OF ‘COVETOUSNESS’ THAT SETS THE STANDARD OF CONSUMPTION.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
A FAMILY BY THE NAME OF ‘SABBATH’ LIVED DOWNSTAIRS FROM MY FATHER WHEN HE WAS GROWING UP ON ‘ASHLAND’ AVENUE ACROSS FROM SAINT PIUS CHURCH. A REPRESENTATION OF THE PIETY OF THE ‘PIOUS’ AS ‘PI’ SEEMED TO ‘COLLIDE’ WITH THE RELIGION OF ‘REMEMBER THOU KEEP HOLY THE ‘SABBATH DAY’… IT WAS THE ‘SABBATH’ OF SANCTITY AND ‘CLEANSINGS’…THE DAY OF REST AND THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MADE THE RULE’ UNTIL THE’ SECULAR POWER OF MATERIALISM’ AS DRIVEN BY CORPORATE AMERICA OPENED MEGA STORES ON ‘SUNDAY’. THE DAY OF REST SIMPLY BECAME ANOTHER DAY OF ‘CONSUMPTION’. THE SAINT PIUS CHURCH HAD THE NATIONAL SHRINE OF SAINT JUDE, THE PATRON SAINT OF ‘HOPELESS’ CASES. THIS PIETY OR THE WISH TO BE SINCERE AND GOOD IN ONE’S BEING WAS A MAJOR INFLUENCE IN MY PARENTS LIVES. THE ‘PIOUS WAY’ WAS A WAY TO DIGEST INJUSTICE, GUILT, SHAME, AND FEAR BELIEVING IN AN AFTERLIFE REWARD FOR THE ‘SUFFERING’ AND THE ‘COMPLIANCE’. THE HOPELESSNESS FOUND A ‘SHARED COMPASSION’ AS A FAITH IN THE CHILDREN’S FUTURE. IT WAS LIKE MARTIN LUTHER KING’S LAST PROPHETIC SPEECH ABOUT ‘I MAY NOT GET THERE WITH YOU’ AND A BELIEF THAT ‘WE SHALL OVERCOME’ THE INJUSTICES OF OUR CIRCUMSTANCES. ‘I HAVE SEEN THE PROMISED LAND’ MADE MILLIONS BELIEVE THAT THEY COULD AND SOMEDAY ‘WOULD’.

THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU…THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE
THERE IS A HERITAGE OF A GREAT HUNGER [THE IRISH POTATO FAMINE OF THE ‘1840’S] AND A DEEPLY ROOTED ‘HOLDING ON’ IN THE PIETY OF CONTROL AND SHAME. THERE WAS A RELIGIOUS THEME OF A ‘HUMBLENESS OF NOT BEING WORTHY’. IT WAS CONSISTENT WITH AN ECONOMIC SYSTEM THAT MEASURED PAY AND ‘STATUS’ AS ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’. MY PARENTS WAY TO SURVIVE THE RHYTHMS OF THE LARGER CULTURAL FORCES WAS TO ADHERE TO THE TENETS AND COMFORT OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH. EVEN THOUGH THEY WERE NOT DRINKERS THEY HAD A SENSE OF THE ‘ALCOHOLICS’ WAY OF ‘NEVER BEING GOOD ENOUGH’ AND KNOWING

THEIR REWARD WAS IN HEAVEN.

IT WAS THE WORLD OF THE ‘UNCONFIDENT’ AND ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’.
MY PARENTS CONTRIBUTED AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF ‘VOLUNTEER’ TIME IN COACHING THE ‘KIDS’ AND ‘PLAYING CHURCH MUSIC’ FOR THE ‘MASS’. MY MOTHER FREQUENTLY DROVE THE ‘NUNS’ ON ERRANDS AND MY FATHER RAN THE ADBOOK FOR THE BUILDING FUND DRIVE. THERE WAS A ‘HOLY NAME SOCIETY’ AND AN ‘ALTAR AND ROSARY GUILD’. THEY KNEW THE ‘AUTHORITY’ THAT THE PRIESTS AND NUNS USED AS ‘DISCIPLINE’ TO DEMAND THAT YOU ‘MAKE’ SOMETHING OF YOURSELF AND FOLLOW THE CODES OF ‘CATHOLIC SEXUALITY’ [AS LONG AS IT DID NOT INVOLVE REAL SEXUALITY]. FROM THE TIME WE WERE QUITE LITTLE WE HEARD ‘CAT-LICKS’ INSTEAD OF CATHOLICS. THE SOUND BECAME MORE UNDERSTANDABLE AS I LEARNED MORE ABOUT HEALTHY SEXUALITY AND THE WAYS OF THE WORLD. IT WAS A LONG TIME BEFORE I REALLY SENSED THE ‘TRIANGULATION OF DESIRE’ THAT THE ‘CAT’ REPRESENTED. IT IS THE ONGOING POWER OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ USING ‘CAT’ WHERE ‘ITS’ AT’ AS A SEDUCTION ‘BATE’ TO ACTIVATE. I STARTED TO SEE IT AT THE TIME OF THE MOVIE ‘GOLDFINGER’ WHEN SEAN CONNERY AS ‘JAMES BOND’ MET ‘PUSSY GALORE’S FLYING CIRCUS’. IT WAS A DREAM OR FANTASY OF ‘PUSSY’ ESCAPISM AS I WAS JUST BEGINNING TO REALIZE THAT REAL SEXUALITY MOVES THROUGH STAINED GLASS. THE REAL SEXUALITY OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ HAS BEEN USED AND MANIPULATED BY INSTITUTIONS OF ALL KINDS. THE ANGUISH AND PAIN OF ‘FEELING INADEQUATE’ OR ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ STILL PERVADES THE CULTURE… LOOK AROUND AT THE ‘BODILY DISTORTIONS AND EXCESSES’ THAT ARE THE NORM. MANY LIVE IN STATES OF ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ AND START TO BECOME LIKE THE ‘STORAGE BUILDINGS’ [A ‘STORE RAGE’ STATE OF ‘ANGER WITHHELD’]. PEOPLE ARE BUYING ‘FIXES’ OF ALL KINDS TO REPLACE WHAT HAS EVOLVED FROM HEREDITY AND LIFE EXPERIENCE. ‘IMAGE’ LIKE ‘ADVERTISING’ IS NOT THE ‘ACTUAL’. THE PRESSURES OF ‘EROS’ DRIVE DEEP INTO THE PREADOLESCENT AND ‘WOUND’ MANY A YOUNG BOY OR GIRL BEFORE THEY ACHIEVE ‘PUBERTY’.

‘CONFUSION, CROSS-CURRENTS AND REPRESSION’
THE ‘1960’ ELECTION OF ‘CATHOLIC’ JACK KENNEDY SEEMED TO RELEASE ‘CATHOLICS’ FROM THEIR ‘MINORITY STATUS’ ALTHOUGH THE CONTAINERING OF ‘SEXUAL SHAME’ IS STILL AN ONGOING AND MUCH DEEPER STRUGGLE. THE LATER DIVULGENCES OF THE KENNEDY MYTHS, LIAISONS AND SEXUALITY CONTRADICTIONS MIGHT HAVE HAD SOME EFFECT ON THE ‘NARROW AND SUPPRESSED’ WAYS OF MOST CATHOLICS [THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF A FAITH BELIEVING IN GUILT AND SUFFERING] ALTHOUGH THE REVELATIONS OF PRIEST ‘ABUSE’ IN THE PAST THIRTY YEARS HAVE CONFUSED MANY MORE. I HAVE AN AWARENESS OF MANY INSTANCES OF SEEING THE ‘STRESS’ OF ‘CAT-LICK WOMEN’ GETTING LOST IN DENIALS OF ‘WHAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN’ HEALTHY DESIRE. THEY BECAME ‘DEEP YIN’ AND ONLY VENTED THEIR FURY WHEN THE ‘HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A SCORNED WOMAN’ WAS GIVEN A TIME TO ERUPT. THEY WERE THE ‘CAT-LICK’ TABOOED LEFT TO SIT IN THE ‘PEWS’. IT WAS A ‘RAISING A STINK’ SUPPRESSION OF ‘INSTINCT’ THAT ‘PEWS’ MADE UP FOR THE SMELLS OF SHIT. IT WAS THE ‘CATLICK’ SAFEWAY OF GROUP COHESIVENESS MAINTAINED BY THE VATICAN DEFINITION OF ‘FAIR AND FOUL’. THEY WERE ALWAYS ‘BENT AT THE KNEES’ AND ‘STUCK IN THE GUT AND BUTT’ ON THE HORIZONTAL PLANE OF ‘HIP WARS’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
BASEBALL … THE ‘AB’ NEAR ‘DOUBLE’DAY… ‘MASS-SPORTS OPERA’ ECHOING THE EROS DIAMOND WINDS OF ASSOCIATION AS A WAY TO GET THE ‘FANS CIRCLING’… ‘CIRCLING THE BASES AND WATCHING THE ‘BALL’ CROSSING THE HOME PLATE OF THE CURRENT EMOTIONAL ‘STATE’. ‘DIAMONDS’ CALL OUT AS A GIRL’S BEST FRIEND BECAUSE THE ‘GIRL’ OR EQUIVALENT ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ STATE IS ENMESHED IN THE ‘HEN WAY’ AND ‘TIMINGS’ OF IMBALANCED ‘YIN’. THE DEEP DAUGHTER STATE IS A ‘STRAINED YIN’ LIKE THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ SERVICE STATE. IT IS AN ‘AVAILABILITY STATE FOR LENDING’ AS A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ PERSON. IT IS THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY OF THE FEMININE EROS MOVING TOWARD THE BOUNDARY ‘LESS’ AND THE ‘OCEANIC’ IN ‘NON-ORDINARY’ REALITY. IT IS THE CONTROL SPACE OF ‘LATE’…THE LINK STATE OF CONNECTED KINSHIP…THE SPACE OF LEVERAGED OR DENIED EROS…THE SPACE OF ‘LOAN-LY’. THE SPACE OF EXCESSES WHERE PERFORMANCE AND DREAMING GET A LOT OF PEOPLE THROUGH THE DAY…IT IS THE TRUE SPACE OF ‘NEVER ESCAPE’ EVEN AS THE INTENTION OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ FLOWS IN ‘MAYBE IT IS BETTER NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’. THE ‘GIRL’ OR DEEP DAUGHTER STATE IS THE SPACE OF ‘HOLDING BACK’ AND ‘WAITING’…IT IS DREAM AS WELL AS DISTANCING…IT IS A SPACE OF MEDIATION YET A PLACE OF FRUSTRATION AS MUCH INTENSITY MAY BE REQUIRED TO BRING THE FULLNESS OF SELF INTO SEXUAL PRESENCE. RELEASE OF EROS ENERGIES MAY BE COMPLICATED AS TOO MUCH ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGY IS BEING LEVERAGED FOR POWER INSTEAD OF LOVE.

THERE MAY BE TOO MUCH ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’ AND SHAME BUILT INTO THE ‘PERFORMANCE’ WAY THAT BLOCKS THE WOMAN OFF FROM THE REAL. THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ MAY BE SUCCESSFUL IN LEVERAGING SEXUAL ENERGIES EVEN AS ‘INNER NECESSITY’ FEELS UNABLE TO TRULY CONNECT. THE POWER AND CONTROL BECOME MORE THAN THE WILL TO LOVE IN A PATH OF THE HEART WAY. THE DEMANDS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ M AY OVERWHELM THE ‘BEAUTY’ OF COMING FORWARD IN TRUE INTIMACY. THERE IS AN INCREASING GAP BETWEEN THE REAL AND THE SOCIO-ECONOMIC AS WHAT GETS REWARDED SKEWS THE ENERGIES AND THE ‘STRIVINGS’ TO ‘ESTABLISH’ ONESELF IN THE ‘PECKING ORDER’. THE PRURIENCY EXCESS OF THE ENTERTAINMENT EROSTOCRACY FOSTERING ‘CRAZE AND CRAZE’ CONSISTENT WITH AN ADVERTISING PHILOSOPHY OF ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ FUELS THE DESTRUCTIVENESS OF A SYSTEM BASED ON DESTROY AND CREATE… IT IS A ‘MADNESS’ FUELING ON ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS IN A RHYTHM OF ‘FIREWATER’ AND ‘INSTANT GRATIFICATION’. THE CONVENIENCES OF FAST FOODS AND FANTASY FEEDING THE ‘COPING STRATEGIES’ OF A ‘DEATH’ CONSCIOUSNESS AND A ‘DEBT’ WAY OF KEEPING PACE’. THE ONGOING ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ FEELINGS CONNECT TO THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU, THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’ RULES OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’. THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ FOSTERS ‘GAMBLING AS WELL AS RELIGION’ AS BELIEF IN SOME ‘LUCKY’ RELIEF FROM THE ‘SUFFERING’ OF BEING ‘ORDINARY’ OR ‘NORMAL’. ‘WHERE

DOES THE MONEY GO?’

‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’… THE ‘ELITE’ FERTILITY INGREDIENTS … THE ‘ONGOING QUICKNESS’ AND COMPLEX SIMULTANEITY OF MULTIDIMENSIONAL ‘KNOWING’ [THE FLASH OF LIGHT INSIGHT INTUITIVE MOMENTUM]… THE QUICKNESS OF WORDS AND INTENT… THE TIMINGS OF KEYS AND CUES… THE ‘HUES’ OF THE ‘ABS’ NEAR THE ‘DOUBLE’ WAY OF THE DAY… THE ECHOES OF ‘TINKERS TO EVERS TO CHANCE’… THE ‘TRIPLE PLAY’ THAT MADE THE ‘DAY’] ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’ MAKES THE ‘HEADLINE’ OR ‘HEAD’ ‘LINE’ OF DIRECTION… THE ‘DA’ REFERENT OF DIRECTION THAT IS THE MOVIE HERO ‘DIRTY HARRY’ SAYING ‘GO AHEAD MAKE MY DAY.’ IT IS DEPENDING UPON WHAT ‘IS’ ‘IS’ THAT THE DUALITY OF PRESIDENT CLINTON MADE A ‘HEAD’ LINE THROUGH A MONICA LEWINSKY ORALITY. [MON ‘NICK’ KA WAS THE ‘IN-TURN’ OF AN ‘INTERN’ IN THE MOUTHINGS THAT LED TO THE ‘MON’ ‘E’ REWARDS]. IT IS THE ‘EROS AND POWER’ LINKAGES OF THE HUNGERS AND AMBITIONS THAT OCCUPIED THE COUNTRY IN AN ‘MMM’ ‘PEACH’ ‘MEANT’ OF ‘EROS/POWER’ CONFUSION. IT IS IN THE QUEST TO TELL THE TRUTH OF ‘FREEZE PEACH’ ECHOING AS ‘FREE SPEECH’ IN THE MADNESS OF THE ‘MMMM PEACH MEANT’. THE SAME DAY THAT PRESIDENT CLINTON ‘MADE HEADLINES’ BY TELLING THE TRUTH ABOUT THE ORAL SEX WITH THE ‘INTERN’ THE RUSSIANS DEVALUED THE RUBLE. THE EROS GOT ALL OF THE ATTENTION. THE NEW GLOBAL ORDER ECONOMICS HID IN THE SHADOWS OF THE SHAME OF THE ‘BOY THAT GOT CAUGHT’. IT IS IRONIC THAT FORMER PRESIDENT CLINTON IS NEGOTIATING PRICES FOR AIDS DRUGS IN CHINA IN 2005. THE SEXUALITY AND THE DRUG NEEDLE DAMAGE TO IMMUNE SYSTEMS OF DISTANT PEASANT VICTIMS RECEIVES ‘MEDIA ATTENTION’ AS AN ILLUSTRATION OF THE GREED OF THE DRUG COMPANIES WITHIN THE UNITED STATES.

HEALTH CARE AND HEALTH LITERACY SEEM FURTHER FROM THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ THAN WHEN THE ‘CLINTONS’ FAILED TO MAKE THE HEALTH CARE CHANGE IN THE 1990’S. THE MEMORY OF BEING DEFEATED BY THE INSURANCE COMPANY POWER ADVERTISING OF ‘HARRY AND LOUISE’ MIDDLE AMERICANS STILL RESONATES. CONFUSION SERVES INERTIA AND THE REWARDS OF THE SKEW FUEL THE FEW. JUST WATCH THE MONEY AND THE FUNDING. ‘THERE IS NO MARKET’ FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ IF THE ‘POLITICOS’ ONLY REPRESENT THE ‘LOBBYISTS’ WHO ARRANGE THEIR FUNDING AND THEIR ‘PERKS’.

‘CONVENIENCES AND INADEQUACY’
THE SYSTEM FEEDS OFF THE GREAT HUNGER OF THE ‘ANXIOUS’ AND THE ‘WISHFUL’. THERE ARE ‘ORALITY’ QUICK FIXES ALL AROUND. THE SYSTEM IS ABLE TO MOVE AT THE ‘322’ TIME THAT IS ‘5’ MINUTES AHEAD OF THE WORLD AS ‘CONVENIENCES’ ARE READILY AVAILABLE TO MOMENTARILY QUENCH [‘MASK’] ANY FEELING OF ‘INADEQUACY’. AS DEEP THROAT SAID DURING THE FILM ‘ALL THE PRESIDENTS MEN’… ‘JUST FOLLOW THE MONEY’. THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ DEMANDS THAT WE ALL CONSTANTLY TRAIL AFTER THE MONEY AND THE ‘MON’ ‘E’ ‘DREAM DRAMAS’ OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. THE ‘DIAMOND DAZE’ IS THE REALM OF THE CONQUERORS WHO MAINTAIN THE MOMENTUM OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF EMPIRE. THE CUINGS AND RESONANCE OF THE ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC’ RHYTHMS FROM ‘WATERGATE’ TO ‘WHITEWATER’ REFLECT THE ‘WAVES’ AND ‘CURRENTS’ OF THE MEDIA STREAMS OF ‘COOL FIRE’ AS LANGUAGE AND ENERGY PENETRATION OF OUR BEING…THE ‘NAMES’ OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ AS ‘MEDIUMS’ OR ‘PERFORMER SAVANTS’ GUIDE OUR CONSCIOUSNESS AND CONSCIENCES THROUGH THE SPEED OF THE TIMES… IN EVERY SIGNIFICANT UPHEAVAL THE RHYTHMS ARE SEEN VIA THE DEPLOYMENT OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’…W. MARK FELT [THE NAMED ‘MEDIUM’ AS ‘DEEP THROAT’] BECOMES THE ‘CHANNEL’ SOURCING THE ‘DUALITY’ OF THE ‘DOUBLE’ AS A ‘W’ AND A ‘MARK’ AND A ‘FEELING’ AS ‘FELT’ AS ENERGIES STREAM FASTER THAN FOCUSING AND THE CRITICAL DECISIONS RELY UPON ‘THE MEDIUM AS THE MESSAGE’ AND THE ‘MESSENGER’ IN ORDER TO ‘ORDER’ THE RESOLUTION OF CONFLICT WHERE ‘THE 322 TIME’ KEEPS ON GOING…AND GOING…AND GOING… THE ECHO OF ‘FELT’ AS ‘MARKED’ PLAYS OUT IN A GEORGE ‘W’ USEFULNESS MANY YEARS AFTER THE FACT…IT IS THE CREATIVE CAPACITY IN THE SPARKS OF RESONANCE KNOWING THE IMPORTANCE OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ SERVING AS ‘CHESS PIECES’ IN A DANGEROUS ‘PROTRACTED CONFLICT’ WHERE IT IS EASY TO ‘GET ANYONE’ AND ‘MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER GUY DID IT’…

EVERYTHING IS UNKNOWN UNTIL ‘FELT’
AS ARTHUR JANOV WROTE IN HIS BOOK ‘PRIMAL SCREAM’… ‘EVERYTHING IS UNKNOWN UNTIL FELT’… IT IS THE EVOLUTION OF ‘COMING TO ONE’S OWN SENSES’…A RECOGNITION THAT PEOPLE ‘CREATE INNER WEBS OF THE UNREAL’…STRUCTURES OF ‘FALSE ECHOES’…FORTRESSES OF DEFENSES AND MODES OF HYPERVIGILANCE TO SEEM SAFE AND BE LIKED… IT IS THE ‘TIE-MING’ ORDERING OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ WHERE THE ‘MEDIUMS GENERALLY ARE NOT AWARE OF THEIR USE AS CONDUITS UNTIL AFTER THE FACT SINCE ‘THE REMOTE SIGNALS SEEM TO STOP TIME FOR THE DURATION OF THEIR USE’…A BLINDNESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE IN THE EXPRESSION…A TIME OF BECOMING ‘MORE’ AS ONE IS ACTUALLY ‘LESS’… THE ‘WINDS’ OF THE ISSUES MOVE AT GLOBAL MEDIA ‘LIGHT SPEED’ AND THE EFFECT IS THE DEVELOPMENT OF A CONSTANT ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ CONTRARINESS THAT DIVIDES THE SPIRIT IN INCREASING LEVELS OF ‘ANGER’ AND ‘INTENSITY’…THE ‘POLARITY’ KINETICS MAY BE ACCEPTABLE AS A CREATIVE MILIEU AND SERIOUSLY DESTRUCTIVE TO THE SYSTEM THAT ‘IS’…

IF THE PRESSURES OF HOSTILE OPPOSITIONAL FORCES ARE NOT REDIRECTED INTO A ‘BELIEF’ OR A ‘FAITH’ IN THE JUSTICE AND FAIRNESS OF THE SYSTEM…THE SYSTEM WILL COLLAPSE. THE EXCESSES OF THE DISEQUILIBRIUM WILL CAUSE THE BREAKDOWN…THE ‘MONEY COMPENSATION DISTRIBUTION NIGHTMARE’ GNAWS AT THE CONTRADICTIONS OF A SYSTEM… THERE IS AN INCREASING INTENSITY OF MISTRUST AND SELFISHNESS AS THE ‘NO CONFIDENCE’ BELIEF IN THE COMMON GOOD [AS THE LACK OF QUALITY EDUCATION, EMPLOYMENT AND HEALTHCARE FOR ALL] FOSTERS FRAGMENTATION AND A RESENTMENT AT THOSE WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY IS… THE LEADERS PREACH ‘NO CLASS WARFARE’ AS THEY FUND AND FOSTER A SYSTEM THAT GENERALLY REWARDS INSIDERS AND SPECIAL INTERESTS… AS DEEP THROAT SAID… ‘JUST FOLLOW THE MONEY’…

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THERE IS A WAY OF KNOWING THE ‘ORDER’ AND ORDERING. IT IS ‘MING’… A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ‘WAY’ OF SEEING… THE ASSOCIATIVE RELATIONSHIP OF ‘CALLING’ AND SOUND… TIMBRE AND TUNE… TONE AND FLUIDITY. IT IS ‘WHAT’S IN A NAME’? AS THE ‘NAMING’ DEFINES AND THE ‘CALLING’ OF THE NAME SERVES TO ‘POSITION’. THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ METHOD IS THE SEQUENTIAL MUSIC OF THE ‘INNER STATES’ IN BALANCE WITH THE OUTER WORLD… THE ‘MICRO-WORLD’ BEING IN HARMONY WITH THE ‘MACROWORLD’…A CREATIVE WAY AND THE FOUNDATION FOR GENERATIVITY. IT IS A ‘SOUND MIND IN A SOUND BODY’ ORDERING AS A SOUNDNESS OF AN ENTIRE SYSTEM. IT IS THE UNIFICATION OF THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH AND THE BASIS FOR REINTEGRATION AFTER A ‘COLLISIONISM’ EVENT… AN EVEN‘T’ OF A MOMENTARY ‘EVEN’ ING…

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IN 1999, I USED A DESERT SEQUENCE SCENE FROM THE MOVIE ‘THE DOORS’ [ABOUT THE 60s ROCK STAR JIM MORRISON] AS A ‘POETIC VEHICLE’TO GENERATE ‘AN EMOTIONAL DESERT’ [A POETIC ESSAY ON ‘ENERGY AND MEDIA’]. THERE WAS A POWERFUL SYMBOLIC DEATH PREMONITION BATH [SABBATH/BATH] VISION THAT ECHOED SOME OF MY OWN VULNERABILITIES OF WHAT WAS ‘SACRED’ AND WHAT WAS FREE SPACE. ‘MORRISON’… THE MEMORY STATE OF A MOTHER’S LOSS… THE BABY MARY KAY WAS BURIED NEXT TO THE MORRISON GRANDPARENTS [JOHN AND CATHERINE… ‘CAT’/THERE /IN] IN HILLSIDE CEMETARY… NEAR THE FIREMAN’S HAT MEMORIAL. THE FREE ASSOCIATIONS CAN GO ON AND ON YET THE ECHOES OF THE GREAT AMERICAN HOLLYWOOD ‘ICON’… THE WAR ‘IMAGE’ WHOSE REAL NAME [‘MARION MORRISON’] MERELY SOUNDS LIKE THE ‘JOHN WEIGHING THE WAY IN’ [‘JOHN WAYNE’]. THE AMERICAN WAY OF THE ‘JOHN’ AS AMPLIFIED AS THE STANDARD OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’.

THERE IS A FURTHER ECHOIC TIMBRE OF WORDS THAT FLOWS FROM THE POWER OF ‘MING’ ORDERING. IT IS THE ‘WALL’ OF THE ‘O’ RANGE OF THE ORANGE. IT IS THE SOUND AND MEANING OF THE ‘TIE’ ‘MING’ [TIMING] THAT DIRECTS THE ‘FIRE LINE’ OF THE POWER/EROS MOMENTUM. THERE ARE DREAM DRAMAS AND ECHOES OF ‘ANITA BRYANT’ [A ‘NEAT’ ‘TA’ ‘BRI’ ‘ANT’] AND ‘RUSH LIMBAUGH’ [‘RUSH’ ‘LIMB’ ‘AWE’] DOING ADS FOR THE FLORIDA ORANGE JUICE OWNERS. THERE IS ‘LINUS [LINE US] PAULING’ AND THE VALUE OF VITAMIN ‘C’ AND THERE IS THE O.J.OF THE ‘O.J.’ SIMPSON AS ‘THE JUICE’. THERE ARE THE ‘ORANGEMEN’ OF ‘SYRACUSE’ [‘SEER ACUSE’] AND THE SOCIETY OF THE ‘ORANGEMAN’ IN NORTHERN IRELAND. THERE IS THE ‘ORANGE COUNTY AIRPORT’ OF THE ‘JOHN WAYIN’. THERE IS THE WAXING AND THE WANING OF THE MOON…THE ‘WANING’ IS THE REDUCTION IN SIZE AS THE FULL MOON MOVES TO THE NEW MOON…A TIME OF PRUNING AND MATURATION. THE ‘WAXING’ IS THE INCREASING IN SIZE AS THE NEW MOON MOVES TO A FULL MOON…A TIME OF GERMINATION AND GROWTH. THERE IS THE ‘WAYNIN’ AND THE ‘WAYIN’ AND THE ‘WANIN’ OF THE ‘TIDES’ AND TEMPERAMENTS OF THE ‘YIN/YANG’ SWINGS. IT IS THE ‘RANGING’ AND THE ‘WAYING’ OF CREATIVE WAYS.

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THERE IS A ‘VIE’ ‘O’ ‘LENTS’ IN THE ‘SHADOWS’ OF THE TIMING. IT IS A ‘VIOLENCE’ IN A ‘DARKNESS’ THAT SENSES THE ‘MING’ ORDERING AND USES THE TONES AND TIMBRE FOR MAXIMUM IMPACT. THE ‘9/11’ ATTACK ON THE ‘WORLD TRADE CENTER’ OF ‘TWIN TOWERS’ MIGHT NEVER HAVE OCCURRED IF THEY WERE NOT SUCH A ‘PERFECT’ SYMBOLIC TARGET. THE ‘DUALITY’ OF THE ‘DOUBLE’ AND THE ‘PAIR’ ‘IS’ OF A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME SEEMS TO ECHO IN THE MADNESS. THE ‘MERGERS’ OF ‘GIANTS’ ALSO MADE THE ‘WTC’ THE ‘MONEY PLAIN’ SYMBOL OF ‘ELITE’ TRADES AND EXCHANGES’. MANY MEDIUMS AND CHANNELS FIND WHATEVER ‘WAY’ IS AVAILABLE TO BE ‘WHOLE’ IN A ‘WELLSTEIN’ STATE [EVEN IF IT IS NOT THE ‘JOHN ‘WAY’ NE ‘WAY’] THE MEDIUMS MOVE THROUGH THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF PERCOLATION AND DISTRIBUTE THEIR COMBUSTION INTO A ‘PERFORMANCE MODE’ THAT IS ‘ACCEPTABLE’ AND REWARDED. IT IS A ‘PER’ ‘FORM’ ‘MING’ WAY OF BEING. MOST OF THE ‘ZONED-OUT’ PERFORMERS AND ELITE MEDIUMS’ [‘TEMPORARY’ BEING THE NICKNAME OF PRESIDENT GEORGE ‘W’ BUSH…THE MEDIUM OF THE 322 TIME] WOULD DENY THE ROLES THEY SERVE IN AS THEIR ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE SAVANTING’ HAS BEEN THEIR ‘MEAL TICKET’ OF

AMBITION AND POLITICAL POWER. MOST WILL ACCEPT AND LIVE WITH THE ‘ACOUSTIC BLINDNESS’ OF NARCISSISM AND SELF ABSORPTION AS A ‘COOPTATION’ STRATEGY OF HOLDING POWER AND STATUS. MOST WILL ‘GO ALONG TO GET ALONG’.

‘ABILITY IS OF LITTLE ACCOUNT WITHOUT OPPORTUNITY.’ -NAPOLEON BONAPARTE
‘MORE’ IS SON… THE RITUALS OF THE ‘MORRIS’DANCE, THE BEALTANE RITE OF SPRING, THE MAYPOLE DANCE… THE WEAVING OF THE RED [MALES] AND THE WHITE [FEMALES] INTO THE FERTILITY ENCOUNTERS… LEARNING TO BE AWARE, TO BE RECEPTIVE YET KNOWING HOW TO STAY ‘PRESENT’ WHILE THE ‘CIRCLING AND WEAVING’ DRAW THE ENERGIES OF THE GROUP OR MASS. IT IS PRESIDENT CLINTON POLITICAL STRATEGIST DICK MORRIS BEING ON THE PHONE WITH CLINTON WHILE IN BED WITH A PROSTITUTE. IT IS THE MIXTURE OF SEX AND POWER. IT IS THE ENMESHMENT OF THE EROSTOCRACY AND THE ARISTOCRACY. IT IS THE SPEED OF TRANSMISSIONS AS IF WE SERVED AS MORSE CODE IN THE ‘YIN/YANG’-LIKE DOTS AND DASHES THAT RADIO ACROSS THE AIR WAVES. IT IS THE POTENCY OF SEEING THE SIMPLICITY OF COMBINATIONS OF SWITCHES BEING TURNED ON AND OFF THAT MAKES THE COMPUTERS ‘WORK’. IT IS THE PERCOLATION OF THE CREATIVE MILL THAT RESONATES AS A CAULDRON OF ENERGIES. THE ORDERING OF THE CREATIVE ENERGIES IS THE POWER OF THE ‘TIMING IS EVERYTHING’…THE ‘TIEGRRR’ OF THE ‘TIE-MING’ THE ‘MING’ OF ‘TIMING’ GRASPS THE ‘RESONANCE POTENTIAL’ OF THE MAXIMIZATION OF A POSITIVE ORDERING OF THESE NATURAL ENERGIES. IT IS THE INTENTION TO UNITE THE VIBRATIONS OF THE HUMAN WITH THE INERTIA OF THE UNIVERSE. IT IS ‘MORE’ IS TIME AS THE LEVERAGED WAY OF ‘REPRODUCTIVE REDIRECTION’ BECOMES THE ‘COLORED BUBBLES’ OF THE INNER FREQUENCY AMPLIFICATIONS… THE REINFORCED PATTERNS AND THE CHARGED RECURRENCY OF WAYS TENDS TO MAKE ‘THINGS’ BE ‘MORE SO’ OR ‘MORE IS’…THE ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT/SURROGATE’ MOVES IN FAMILIAR HABITS AS ACCEPTANCE OF THE ROLE IS REWARDED WITH ‘MORE’ IS TIME…THAT DEFINES WHAT ‘IS’ REALLY ‘IS’…

‘THE ELECTRONIC HERD’
THE ‘ALL SEEING EYE’ OF THE ‘GENIUS’ ON TOP OF THE PYRAMID WAS PUT ON THE CURRENCY DURING THE ‘DEPRESSION 1930’S’. IT WAS A DECISION THAT THE UNITED STATES IS AND CONTINUES TO BE AN ‘ELITE’ DEFINED SYSTEM. IT IS THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ WAY OF ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’. IT IS THE ‘SKEWED’ WAY OF MOMENTUM AS EVERYTHING HAS BECOME ‘MORE SO’. WE LIVE IN A CULTURE THAT IS LOST IN DREAMS AND INDULGENCES. IN THE LAST ‘30’ YEARS THE ‘ELITE SUPPLY SIDE’ ECONOMICS FULLY DEMONSTRATES THAT THERE IS VERY LITTLE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’. IT IS HYPOCRISY DEMOCRACY AS ‘LIP SERVICE’ SUBSTITUTES FOR ACTUAL VALUE…THE MONEY DOES NOT GO WHERE THE NEEDS ARE…THE MONEY GETS STORED AND PUT AWAY AS ASSETS THAT ARE WORTH MORE THAN LIVES… ‘PACIFIER PERSUASION’… THE ‘KEEPING UP WITH THE JONES’ WAYS FITS THE CONVULSIVENESS OF

‘CREATE AND DESTROY’… THE ‘LEVELINGS’ OF ‘I JUST HAVE TO HAVE IT’ IS IN THE DRAMAS OF ‘PRICINGS’ AND ‘STATUS’… WHO HAS THE ‘LUCK’ AND THE LUXURY OF ‘OWNERSHIP’. IT IS CERTAINLY NOT THE ‘WAGE EARNER’ WHO IN SOME INSTANCES HAS LOST FORTUNES IN LOYALTY STOCK PARTICIPATION TO THE SPEED OF THE GREED OR THE SELFISHNESS OF WHO ‘COOKS’ THE ‘BOOKS’. IT IS A SEPARATE REALITY WHERE THE ‘PRIVILEGED’ OF ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ MUTUAL RECIPROCITY WAYS KNOW THAT ‘DEREGULATION’ IS THE FREEDOM THAT ‘THEY’ ENVISION [ A ‘CONTROLLING’ FREEDOM THAT ‘OWNS THE LAND AND THE WINDS’]. THE ‘TOWN SQUARES’ ARE NOW OWNED AND DOMED AS MALLS.‘THEY’ ARE ‘CORPORATE SPACES’ ABLE TO CONTROL AND LIMIT ‘SPEECH’ AND DISTRIBUTION OF DEMOCRATIC INFORMATION. THE ‘ACCESS’ AND THE ‘PUBLIC’ CHANNELLINGS IS A ‘CONTROLLING’ METHODOLOGY OF WHAT GETS ‘TALKED ABOUT’. ‘THEY’ ARE THE OWNERSHIP OF THE ‘POLITICAL ADVERTISING’ AND THE CANDIDATE CHOICES. ‘THEY’ ARE THE OWNERSHIP OF THE CURRENTS AND THE CURRENCIES [THE IDEAS AND THE DIALOGUES]. ‘THEY’ CONTROL THE ‘NARROW RANGE OF DISTRIBUTION, CIRCULATION, AND DISSEMINATION OF INFORMATION AND VALUES. THERE IS A WORLD OF ‘FILMS AND BOOKS’ THAT NEVER BECOMES PART OF THE ‘CORPORATE’ CONTROLLED ‘PROFIT’ MARKETPLACE. THE DISCUSSION PATTERNS FEED ON THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ SEQUENCINGS OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS THAT SET THE TONES OF GLOBALIZATION. THE RICHES GET SHELTERED AND HIDDEN IN ‘OFF-SHORE’ PLACES AS ‘EARNED INCOME’ PAYS A GREATER BURDEN OF THE TAXES. THE ORDINARY PEOPLE FASCINATE AND TRANCE ON THE ‘ELITE’ FOSTERED CULT OF THE ‘PERFORMER’ THAT EPITOMIZES THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THEOLOGY OF BIG MONEY. THE ‘PYRAMIDISM’ NORMALCY IS BUILT ON A ‘ROYALTY’ SET OF ASSUMPTIONS FROM A TIME WHEN ONLY THE FEW HAD ANY OPPORTUNITY TO BE EDUCATED AND DEVELOP BEYOND A MERE SUBSISTENCE LEVEL. THE ‘PUBLIC’ HEALTH, THE ‘PUBLIC’ SCHOOL AND THE ‘PUBLIC’ SERVICES HAVE ALL BEEN UNDERCUT AS ELITE ‘PRIVATISATION’ CONTINUES TO PROVIDE ‘MONEYMAKING’ OPPORTUNITIES FOR THE ‘BUSINESSES’ RATHER THAN A ‘COMMITMENT’ TO THE ‘INTEGRITY’ OF A SYSTEM FOCUSED ON COMMON GOOD. IT IS ONLY THE ‘MILITARY’AND ELITE FUNDED SPECIAL INTERESTS THAT ARE ACCEPTABLE ‘GOVERNMENT GROWTH INDUSTRIES’. ‘BUSINESSES’ WANT IT BOTH WAYS… THEY WANT NON-REGULATION AND THE PROTECTION OF THE ‘CONSTITUTION’ AS IF THEY WERE ‘REAL PEOPLE’. THEY WANT ‘SPECIAL ACCESS AND PRIVILEGE’ AND FREQUENTLY THREATEN TO ‘LEAVE TOWN’ IF THEY DO NOT GET ‘FAVORED’ TREATMENT FROM THE POLITICIANS THAT THEY ‘FINANCE’ AND CONTROL. IT IS WHO HAS THE EAR OF THE KING? WHO HAS ACCESS TO DETERMINE NEED AND FUNDING? THEY [‘THE CORPORATIONS’] GET RID OF PEOPLE AND CLAIM A ‘COMMUNITY’ SPIRIT WHILE MOVING

THEIR PROFIT MAXIMIZING WAYS ACROSS THE BORDERS. THEY ARE THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM FEEDING OFF THE ‘CHEAP LABOR’ OF DEPENDENT PEOPLE. THEY ARE LOYAL TO THEIR MONEY INTERESTS WHICH ARE GLOBAL AND OUTSIDE OF THE REALM OF THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ OF THE UNITED STATES. PEOPLE BUY THEIR PRODUCTS AND AVERT THEIR EYES FROM THE ‘CHEAP LABOR OVERSEAS SOURCINGS’ THAT MAKES THE SHOES, CLOTHING AND PARTS READILY AVAILABLE. EVERYONE ACCEPTS THE ‘SELF RELIANCE’ PHILOSOPHY BECAUSE THEY WOULD LIKE TO SEE THEMSELVES AS REALLY INDEPENDENT. THE ‘POWERLESSNESS’ GETS TRANSLATED INTO ‘MARKET SHARE’ WAYS WHERE MANY TRY ‘TOO HARD’ TO SHOW THAT THEY ARE REALLY ‘INDEPENDENT’. MANY BECOME ‘SELF INDULGENT’ AND THEIR ANGER TURNED ‘INWARD’ GETS ‘ACTED OUT’ IN ‘DISPLAYS’ TRYING VERY HARD TO PRESENT AN ‘IMAGE’ OF HOW THEY WOULD LIKE TO BE ‘PERCEIVED’. THE ‘IMITATED’ SEEMS FAR MORE PERVASIVE THAN THE ‘AUTHENTIC’. THE ‘DEPENDENT’ ARE SIMPLY ‘HERDED’ INTO ONE OUT OF MANY ‘MARKET SHARE’ CORRALS OF ‘WISHFULNESS’.

‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’.
THE ‘RESONANCE OF THE ‘BELL CURVE’ IS A ‘SOUND STANDARD’ OF DISTRIBUTION THAT REPRESENTS A ‘NATURAL’ DIVIDE AND CONQUER THAT IS ACCEPTED AS THE WAY EVERYTHING IS ‘SUPPOSED’ TO BE. IT IS A BELL CURVE ‘CHAMBERING’ OF THE ECHOIC TIMBRE. IT IS A JUSTIFICATION OF THE ‘PYRAMIDISM MOMENTUM’ THAT ‘SOUNDS’ LIKE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ ECONOMICS [THE ‘ELITISM’ OF AN ‘ARISTOCRACY’ RULED CULTURE THAT ‘PERMITS’ A FEW ‘PERCOLATION BUBBLES’ OF ‘RARE AIR’ TO BECOME THE ‘EXCEPTIONS THAT MAKE THE RULE’]. THE ‘BELL AND THE PYRAMID’ ARE MADE TO SEEM ‘PERFECT’ AS THE STANDARDS OF ‘NORMALCY’. THE ONLY ‘PERFECTION’ IS THE ILLUSION OF ‘ORDERING’ THAT SERVES THE RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

‘THE CONSTANCY OF COSMOS’
‘CONCEPTIONS ARE NOT SUBSUMED UNDER ONE ANOTHER, BUT PLACED SIDE BY SIDE IN A PATTERN, AND THINGS INFLUENCE ONE ANOTHER NOT BY ACTS OF MECHANICAL CAUSATION, BUT BY A KIND OF ‘INDUCTANCE’. THE KEY WORD IN CHINESE THOUGHT IS ‘ORDER’ AND ABOVE ALL ‘PATTERN’. THINGS BEHAVE IN PARTICULAR WAYS NOT NECESSARILY BECAUSE OF PRIOR ACTIONS OR IMPULSIONS OF OTHER THINGS, BUT BECAUSE THEIR POSITION IN THE EVER MOVING CYCLICAL UNIVERSE WAS SUCH THAT THEY WERE ENDOWED WITH INTRINSIC NATURES WHICH MADE THAT BEHAVIOR INEVITABLE FOR THEM… THEY WERE THUS PARTS IN EXISTENTIAL DEPENDENCE UPON THE WHOLE ORGANISM…THE ‘WHOLE WORLD ORGANISM’. THE CHINESE ASSUME THAT THE WHOLE WORLD IS CONTINUOUSLY CHANGING. ITS MOVEMENT IS NOT OF A FIRST CAUSE OR CREATOR BUT OF AN INNER DYNAMIC OF CYCLICAL PATTERNS. THE CONSTANCY OF THE COSMOS IS IN THE REGULAR PATTERNS OF CHANGE… THE BIOLOGICAL ‘RHYTHMS’ OF BIRTH, MATURATION, DECLINE AND DEATH… AN INTEGRAL WHOLE… A WEB OF INTERRELATIONSHIPS WHERE THE SIGNIFICATION OF FUNCTION IS DEFINED IN THE WHOLE PATTERN…THE TAO MOMENT…THE INNER MOMENT…THE ‘UNSEEN DYNAMIC’. [‘SCIENCE AND

CIVILIZATION IN CHINA’- JOSEPH NEEDHAM]

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I LEARNED A SENSE OF THE ADVERSE SPIRITUAL AFFECTS OF BEING A ‘REPLACEMENT CHILD’ BY READING THE LETTERS OF VINCENT AND THEO VAN GOGH… VINCENT WAS THE ‘REPLACEMENT’ ALTHOUGH I AM SURE THAT THEO WAS VERY MUCH AFFECTED AS WELL [THEO DIED SOON AFTER VINCENTS ‘CRAZED’ SUICIDE AT AGE ‘37’]. IT WAS THE ‘NOTHING’ THAT GAVE VINCENT THE DRIVE TO SEEK A ‘SOLUTION’ FOR HIS TORTURED SOUL. HIS DREAM OF PAINTING PICTURES FOR THE WALLS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE GOT LOST IN THE ‘RARITY’ WAYS OF ‘BIG MONEY’. HIS ‘SAVANT’ IMBALANCES BECAME PAINTINGS WORTH ‘MILLIONS’ OF DOLLARS. HIS GREATNESS OF SPIRIT BECAME ‘MONEY’ REPRESENTATIONS ON ‘RICH WALLS’. IT IS ONLY THE TECHNOLOGY OF COPYING THAT GOT HIS MESSAGE OUT TO THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. VINCENT WALKED PAST THE HEADSTONE MARKER OF THE LOST CHILD [ALSO NAMED VINCENT] ON HIS WAY TO SCHOOL EVERYDAY … A REMINDER THAT THE ‘DEAD VINCENT’ [SAME NAME] HAD DIED AT BIRTH ONE YEAR ‘TO THE DAY’ BEFORE THE FAMOUS VINCENT’S DAY OF BIRTH.

‘ONE MUST SEEK OUT ONE’S DRAGON TO KNOW THE MEANING OF FEAR’ [CHINESE PROVERB].
THE ‘TENDENCY’ TO SEEK ‘HOMEOSTASIS’ OF WHAT SEEMS TO BE ‘NORMAL’ IS THE ‘NORMAL’ THAT IS MADE UP OF ‘HABIT’ AND ‘PATTERN’ [THE SOURCE OF THE ILLUSION OF FEELING BALANCED]. WHERE ONE FEELS ‘BALANCED’ ONE IS IN THE ‘NORMAL’ OF ‘ADAPTATION’ TO THE ‘OTHERS’ IN THE MASS. TO ACHIEVE ‘INDEPENDENCE’ ONE MUST SEEK A NEW ‘NORMAL’ WITH AN ENHANCED SENSE OF BREATH AND BREADTH. A NEW ‘NORMAL’ THAT IS ‘CENTERED IN SPIRIT’ AND NOT DEPENDENT UPON THE SEDUCTIONS OF THE ‘MONEY PREDATORS’. ONE MUST ACHIEVE A TRUE CENTER [THE REAL ‘HUBKORE’] THAT IS BEYOND THE ‘INERTIA’ OF THE ‘CURRENTS’ AND THE PRESSURES OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. A HEALTHY CENTER THAT IS NOT IN REACTIVITY TO THE FORCES AND IMPACTS OF ‘MASSOCCUR’ MEDIA MOMENTS.

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ONE FACES THE ‘DUST TO DUST’ ECHOES… THE FEELINGS OF ASHES AS THEY ARE IN THE REMINDERS

OF ASH WEDNESDAY AND TENNIS PROFESSIONAL ‘ARTHUR ASHE’… THE ‘ASHES’ OF LENT… THE LOAN ‘LY’ LENT [AND LENDING/LENO/LENIN/LENNIN] OF A JOURNEYING THROUGH THE ‘ASH-LAND’ AND THE BURNING ‘BUSH’ IN THE ‘WHITE’ HOUSE… THE ‘C’ ASH OF CASH AND CARRY… THE ‘C’ ASH OF THE EDGE OF THE ‘CURRENCY’ THAT NOW MOVES AT ‘LIGHT SPEED’… THE ‘ELECTRONIC TRANSFERS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ [THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’] THAT IS ALL AROUND US. IT IS THE C’ASH OF THE WALL STREET RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. IT IS THE GRAYNESS OF THE ASHES THAT ARE SPIRITUALLY CLEANSED IN THE ‘CAR WASH’ [THE ‘W’ ASH OF ‘WASHING’ ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’]. IT IS THE CURRENCY OF ‘CASH’ EVOLVING INTO COMPUTER BLIPS THAT WILL REMOVE THE VALUE OF ‘CASH CONSCIOUSNESS’ [AN AWARENESS OF THE ONGOING CONSEQUENCES OF THE BURNING EDGES OF THE CURRENTS]. IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ AND THE INFLUENCES OF ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ RESONANCE THAT CALLS THE ‘BURNING BUSH’ INTERSECTION OF ‘FAITH BASED’ FUNDINGS….CHRISTIAN POLITICAL WAYS OF THE RELIGIOUS RIGHT… THE LEGACY OF MOSES AND THE TEN COMMANDMENTS…ECHOES OF THE INTENT TO DO AN ESTABLISHMENT OF RELIGION RESULTING IN THE REMOVAL OF A TEN COMMANDMENTS MONUMENT FROM THE GROUNDS OF THE STATE OF ALABAMA]…THE ‘BURNING BUSH’ RELIGIOUS CONNECTION TO THE MIDDLE EAST TURBULENCE AND THE ‘BUSH’ EROS ASSOCIATIONS IN SEXUALITY AND ‘AIDS’. WHO ARE THE ECHOIC TIMBRE ‘NAMES’ OF THE ‘TIMES’ THAT REPRESENT THE ‘OMENS’ OR CUINGS OF THE RHYTHMS OF THE WAY?

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MANY MEMBERS OF TRIBES OF ‘YORUBA’ WERE TRANSPORTED AS SLAVES FROM NIGERIA TO ‘LOUISIANA’ AND THEY BROUGHT THEIR BELIEFS IN THE VITAL SPIRITUAL FORCE OF ‘ASHE’ [A VERSION OF ‘MANA’ THAT IS PROPHECY AND GRACE]. IT IS ‘ASHE’ THAT MAY BE ACCESSED BY ‘ORISHA’ [MEDIATORS] WHO OCCUPY THE BOUNDARIES BETWEEN ‘NATURAL’ AND ‘SUPERNATURAL’ WORLDS. ‘ASHE’ THAT IS THE BASIS FOR ‘INTERCESSION’ AND INTERCONNECTION OF THE PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE. WE ARE IN CONSTANT ‘PI’ TIME AS EVERYTHING CHANGES YET REMAINS IN INERTIA [BURNT EDGES OF DIFFERENCES IN VALUES AND THE REAL WORLD]. IT IS THE PERSPECTIVE OF POET T. S. ELIOT IN HIS POEM ON ‘ASH WEDNESDAY’ [‘TEACH US TO CARE AND NOT TO CARE… TEACH US TO SIT STILL’]. THE ASHEN OR THE LOST PIGMENTATION IS A PART OF THE ‘BURNING’ EDGES, IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE DAMAGE OF EXCESSES… THE PROBLEM OF ‘OVERCOMPENSATING’ AND TOO MUCH

‘SAVANTING’... THE PROBLEM OF TOO MUCH ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ BEHAVIOR AND THE PROBLEM OF TOO MUCH ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT BECOMES ‘MEDIA SENSATIONALIZATION AND TRIVIALIZATION’ . IT IS THE COPING AND COMPENSATING EDGE WORSENED BY DRUGS, DRINKS AND THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’. ‘PIGMENTATION’ LOSS IS READILY SEEN IN MICHAEL JACKSON, THE PERFORMER WHOSE ‘SAVANTING MUSICALITY’ HAS BEEN EXCESSIVELY ‘CHANNELLED’ AND DISPLAYS THE AFFECTS OF TOO MUCH ‘ASH’ IN HIS ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ AND ‘ALTERED STATES’ PHYSIOLOGY. IT IS THE ‘FREAKISH’ ALTERATION OF HIS BEING AS A RESULT OF A LIFETIME OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND ‘GRATUITOUS GRACE’. THE ‘TALENT’ HAS BEEN ETCHED, BURNED AND HONED LIKE THE POLISHING OF A ‘DIAMOND’ OUT OF THE ROUGH. IT IS THE PRIMACY OF PHYSIOLOGY CONSEQUENCES OF A DEEP DOUBLE WAY OF PERFORMING IN A ‘DIAMOND DAZE’. TOO MUCH IS MADE INTO PERFORMANCE. TOO MUCH IS NECESSARY TO MAINTAIN THE PRIMACY OF THE ‘RARE AIR’ SOUND. THE ‘MEDIUM’ IS THE MESSAGE AS AN OVER FAMILIARITY WITH CHILDREN [‘MIKE ‘L JACK ‘SON’] IS THE NAME FRAMING ‘CHARGED REINFORCEMENT’ OF HIS DEEP ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ IDENTITY. IT IS THE LIFTING OR ‘JACKING’ UP OF THE OTHERS AS HE SERVES IN A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ MODE OF BEING.IT IS THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF DISPLAY FOR ‘MASS OCCUR MADNESS’…IT IS THE TONING OF RESONANCE OF ‘JACK-O’ FOR MILLIONS. ECHOES OF ‘WE ARE THE WORLD’ ARE FADING INTO THE LONG AGO DREAMTIME OF PERFORMER IDEALISM. THE SKEWS AND IMBALANCES OF SAVANTING HAVE CONSEQUENCES THAT MAY ONLY BE SEEN IN ‘INTUITIVE HINDSIGHT’ [KNOWING] AS THERE IS NO AUDIT TRAIL FOR AMPLIFIED ‘AIR CHARGE TIME’. THE ‘TABLOIDS’, ‘GOSSIP HOUNDS’ AND ‘CHEAP SHOT’ PREDATORS FEED OFF THE ‘FOSTERED STRANGENESS’ OF ‘MICHAEL JACKSON’. MONEY AND ‘SIDE SHOWS’ THAT FEED OFF HUMAN VULNERABILITIES AND ‘ECCENTRICITIES’ ARE NOW A STANDARD ON TELEVISION. IT IS TOO MUCH TO EVEN THINK WHAT THEY MIGHT DO WITH ‘THE ELEPHANT MAN’ IF HE WERE AVAILABLE TODAY. THE GOLDEN AGE OF TELEVISION HAS BECOME THE SKEW AGE OF ‘JACKING’ AND ‘NUMBING’ AS ‘HUCKSTERISM IN AN ‘EROSTOCRACY MODE’ PERMEATES THE LAND…THE ‘VAST WASTELAND’ SUFFERING AFTER THE DEATH OF CAMELOT… THE IMPLOSIONS OF MEDIA AFFECTS ARE IN THE ALTERATIONS OF OUR RHYTHMS…THE ‘HOUDINI-LIKE DRAMAS’ PLAY OUT IN THE ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ OF DIGESTING THE BLURS OF THE REAL AND THE ‘CHARGED-UP’…POLITICAL FIGURES AND CELEBRITIES MOVE FROM THE FANTASY TO THE REAL AS

AUDIENCES SEEK TO KNOW WHAT IS ‘TRUTH’ IN AN UNSTABLE CULTURE OF ELITE SHUFFLING AND CONSTANT PSYCHE PENETRATION…

FANTASY
STEPHEN BACHELOR FOCUSES THE WAY OF ‘FANTASY’ AS A ‘SOLIPSISTIC ACT’ WITHOUT CONSEQUENCE’. THE FANTASY’ BEING A FORM OF EXTREME ‘EGO’ IN A BLINDNESS OF CONSOLING THOUGHTS AND IMAGES. IN FANTASY ONE IS AN ‘IRRESISTABLE ‘ CHARACTER IN A TRITE DRAMA THAT COMPELS REPETITION. THE STORY RECURS WITHIN AND ‘CULMINATES’ AT A POINT OF ‘INTENSE SATISFACTION’…THEN STARTS AGAIN. IT IS THE FLIGHT FROM CONTINGENCY AND A FIXATION ON SOMETHING THAT PROMISES PERMANENT SATISFACTION AND SECURITY. IT IS THE FLIGHT FROM THE INTOLERABLE CONTINGENCY’ OF THINGS. AND AN ACT OF ‘GRASPING’ WHAT IS DESIRED AND REMOVING IT FROM THE CONTINGENT THEREBY CAUSING A ‘DISTORTION’. IT IS THE MOST INSIDIOUS FORM OF PSYCHE ‘PARALYSIS’ AS A SELF DECEPTION DRAMA THAT GOES ON AND ON AND ON… ASKED ABOUT THE NAURE OF DEVILS, THE TIBETAN YOGINI MACHIK SAID, ‘A DEVIL IS ANYTHING THAT OBSTRUCTS THE ACHIEVEMENT OF FREEDOM…THERE IS NO GREATER DEVIL THAN THAN FIXATION TO A SELF’[QUOTED IN STEPHEN BACHELOR ‘LIVING WITH THE DEVIL’, A MEDITATION ON GOOD AND EVIL]

THE ‘ROAD OF EXCESS LEADS TO THE PALACE OF WISDOM ’[WILLIAM BLAKE].
I HEAR THE ECHOES OF THE ‘VAN MORRISON’ SONG ‘ONCE WAS MY LIFE’ AND KNOW THE FEELING OF ‘OPPRESSION’… IT IS THE REALITY KNOWING ‘EVERYBODY HAS TO PAY… SOME PEOPLE ‘GOTS’ TO PAY MORE’… ‘MORE IS SON’ AS DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY…THE ‘MICRO LEVEL OF CONSEQUENCES’ IS IN MY MEMORY OF THE DETERIORIZATION OF THE DISCS [THE SLIPPED DISCS OF MY FATHER’S SPINE WHICH WERE PRECURSORS OF HIS MORE COMPLEX DAMAGED PHYSIOLOGY]. THE INTERNAL STRESS OF WORKING ‘OUTDOORS’ IN THE ICY CHICAGO WINTERS WERE PART OF MY SENSE OF ‘COIN’ ‘AGE’ AS ‘COINAGE’. THE ECHOES OF ‘COINAGE’ DISPLAYING ‘WEAR AND TEAR’ HELPED ME SEE THE PROBLEMS OF SERVING IN A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY [A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY OF BEING A ‘YIN’ FOR THE ‘YANG’ OF THE OTHERS]. IT IS THE ‘MASS TRAUMA’ OF MANY PEOPLE TO BE FUNCTIONING IN A VERY NARROW RANGE OF ‘JOHN’ WAYING [LACKING ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’].

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MY FATHER EVENTUALLY SHOWED THE AFFECTS OF TOO MUCH ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ ‘WAYING’ AS A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ PERSON. HE DEVELOPED A ‘CAN/SIR’ ILLNESS [‘CANCER’] OF ‘TOO MUCH ‘DEEP YIN’ DERIVED FROM ALWAYS BEING AVAILABLE AND USEFUL AS A ‘COYNTE’ STRAIN OF ENERGIES. THE ‘BACK’ PAIN OF CARRYING THE EXCESSES IN HIS BACKSIDE CAUSED EXCESSIVE DAMAGE SOMEWHERE IN THE RESONANCE NEIGHBORHOOD NEAR THE ‘COYNTE’ SLANG FOR ‘VAGINA’ AND THE DEPTHS OF BEING A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ FOR THE ‘OTHERS’. THE ‘COLON’ AND ‘CO’ ‘LON’ MOVING TO THE RHYTHMS NEAR ‘LONDON’ OR BEING THE ‘DON’ OF THE SPACE OF A ‘LON’…THE ‘L’ ON… THE ‘O’ RANGE PRESSURES OF ‘PARALLELISM’ MAY CAUSE ‘FORTRESS BLOCKAGES’ THAT CAN DAMAGE

INNER ORGANS DUE TO POOR CIRCULATIONS AND INADEQUATE DISTRIBUTIONS. THE TOO MUCH ‘INSTITUTIONALIZATION’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ IS IN THE ‘WIDENING’ OF THEIR ‘MIDDLES’ TO SURVIVE THE ‘HIP WARS’ CONVULSIVENESS AND RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. CONVENIENCES, QUICK FIXES, AND INSTANT PACIFIERS TO ‘HUSH’ THEM UP ARE EVERYWHERE. THE ‘UNFAIRNESS’ OF ‘WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT’ ROBS THEM OF ANY BELIEF IN THE ‘EQUITY’ OF THE SYSTEM. THEY EAT AND DRINK EXCESSIVELY TO COPE WITH THE PACE OF THE MOMENTUM OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’. THERE IS A PLAY CALLED ‘THE GOOD TIMES ARE KILLING ME’. ONE CAN SEE THAT BEING A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ ‘YIN’ TO FACILITATE THE ‘YANG’ OF ANOTHER [THEREBY PROVIDING ‘GOOD TIMING’] CAN OVERLOAD ONE’S OWN WAY. THERE ARE TOO MANY PEOPLE WILLING TO GET ‘APPRECIATION’ OR SOME FORM OF ‘CONTROL’ BY BEING IN A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ STATE FOR AN OTHER. IT IS A ‘POLITICIANS’ ‘MEANS’ TO AN END AS A LEVERAGING AND A ‘GRATITUDE’ FOSTERING METHOD. PEOPLE DO NOT REALIZE UNTIL IT HAS COST SOME ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’ THAT THE ‘SERVICING/MANIPULATION’ HAS SOME VERY NEGATIVE SIDE AFFECTS. THE ‘GOOD TIMINGS’ ARE WHAT ONE MUST SEEK OUT FOR ONESELF. OPPRESSED PEOPLE COME FROM A SURVIVAL/LIFEBOAT MENTALITY THAT IS THE WAY OF ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ AND THEY TRULY DO ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’. IF YOU DO NOT CENTER YOURSELF THE ‘GOOD TIMES’ CAN INDEED GET THE BEST OF YOU AND LEAD TO YOUR ‘DEATH’. IT IS THE QUESTION OF ‘HOW MUCH ARE YOU WILLING TO ‘KID YOURSELF?’ HOW MUCH ARE YOU WILLING TO LIE TO YOUR SELF IN ORDER TO FEEL HAPPY?HOW MUCH ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ IS TOO MUCH FOR ONE’S PHYSIOLOGY? THE ‘JOHN WAYING’ STATES OF ACCUMULATING LEAD TO THE ‘CAN/SIRS’ STATES OF SERVICING THE NEEDS OF THE ‘LEVERAGERS’ MAINTAINING THE RHYTHMS OF ‘PYRAMID BUILDING’. IT IS THE ‘STEAMROLLER TEMPO’ OF THE OUT OF BALANCE AS THE FEW BECOME MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE MANY. THERE IS ‘BANKING’ AND THE ‘CREDIT’ THAT FOSTERS THE ‘DEBT’. THE MORE ANXIOUS THE MORE THE ‘DEATH’ SOUNDS ECHO THE ‘DEBT’. IT IS ‘CASH’ AS ‘C’ ASH AND ‘ASH’ ON THE ‘FOREHEAD’ OF ‘WHEN’ IS ‘DAY’ TIME [ASH WEDNESDAY].

IT IS ‘RING AROUND THE ‘ROSE’ ‘E’ POCKET FULL OF POSE ‘E’ WAITING FOR ‘ASHES… ASHES… WE ALL FALL DOWN!’
IT IS ‘ASHE’ AS A ‘MEDIATION OF THE WORLD’ AND THE ‘HEAVENS’.

‘WHO OWNS YOUR SOUL?’
IT IS ASH AND ASHE AS WELL AS AN URN AND EARN…

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IN THE TAROT CARDS, THE CUPS [HEARTS, WEALTH, LOVE], THE WANDS [ENERGY, PHALLIC MOTIONS], AND SWORDS [PAIN] WORK THEMSELVES OUT IN THE CYCLICAL RENEWAL AS THEY MOVE THROUGH THE DISCS OF CHANGE [THE WHEELS AND COINS]. WE LIVE IN THE CURRENTS OF ‘CHANGES’… WE SEE THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ AFFECTS… WE MOVE IN THE ‘COINCIDENCES’ AND THE ESSENCES OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. WE FEEL THE ECHOES DEEP IN OUR BEINGS AND GET UP FROM THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ AND START UP AGAIN. ONE MAY GAIN WISDOM IN THE PROCESS OF SUFFERING. ONE MAY DEVELOP UNCOMMON AMOUNTS OF COMMON SENSE IN THIS ‘NORMALCY’ OF SUFFERING. IT IS THE ‘UNDERPINNING OF DEMOCRATIC THEORY… THE JUDGEMENT OF ‘PEERS’… THE JURY SYSTEM… THE SELECTION OF REPRESENTATION … THE ‘SUFFERING MAY NOT KILL YOU BUT THE FRUSTRATION WILL’. THE CONFIDENCE THAT ONE IS GETTING A ‘FAIR TREATMENT’ EVEN THOUGH ONE IS SUFFERING MAKES A DIFFERENCE. WE NEED TO REMEMBER THAT ‘KINDNESS GOES A LONG WAY’ AND THAT IT IS ESSENTIAL ONE EVOLVE BY KNOWING ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND BY TEMPERING CHOICES TO MINIMIZE THE ‘FRUSTRATIONS’. THE ‘UNFAIR TREATMENT’ IS SEEN IN THE WAYS THAT THE ‘MANY’ ARE TREATED DURING DISASTERS LIKE THE TSUNAMI IN BANDA ACEH OR HURRICANE KATRINA IN NEW ORLEANS.

‘I WANT TO CONTROL NOTHING’… J.P.MORGAN
THE FAMOUS WALL STREET GIANT ‘J.P.MORGAN’ ONCE RESPONDED [IN A ‘DENIAL OF HIS LEVEL OF POWER AND INFLUENCE ]BY SAYING ‘I WANT TO CONTROL NOTHING’ TO A CONGRESSIONAL COMMITTEE INVESTIGATING ‘ANTI-TRUST’. THE FACT OF THE MATTER IS THAT ‘THEY’ ‘ARE’ IN CONTROL OF ‘NOTHING’ MOST OF THE TIME. THE ‘ANXIOUSNESS AND THE FRUSTRATION’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ MAKES MONEY FOR THOSE WHO ‘CAPITALIZE’ ON THE WOUNDEDNESS OF THE COMMUNITY’. ‘THEY’ CONTROL THE REASONS FOR THE FEELING VULNERABLE STATE OF ‘NOTHING’ THAT IS THE MOMENT OF OPPORTUNITY IN THE MIDST OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ IS WHERE ‘LACK’ AND ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ ARE WOUNDS THAT THE ‘SNAKE OIL SALESMEN’ USE TO SELL ‘MEDICINE’ IN THE FORMS OF ESCAPE PRODUCTS OR ACTIVITY ‘DREAMS’. THE ‘NOTHING’ IS THE ‘MALL-TEASE’ FALCON OF THE ‘STUFF THAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF’ AND THE CONQUEROR CONGLOMERATE ‘INTENTION’ TO COMPEL PEOPLE TO FEEL ‘CONSTRUCTIVELY DISCONTENTED’ [ADVERTISING STRATEGY OF ERNST DICHTER].

‘WHAT IS THE EMOTIONAL PRICE OF THEIR ORDERING?’

‘WHAT IS THE COST OF THEIR WAYS OF SAFETY?’
‘HOW MANY ECONOMIC TRADEOFFS ARE AT STAKE TO KEEP THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM GOING? DO WE NEED TO ELIMINATE SOCIAL CONCERNS BECAUSE THEY ARE NOT IN THE REALM OF ‘ITS’ JUST BUSINESS’ THAT GENERATES WEALTH AND SIMPLY FOSTER A GLOBAL ‘PAX AND FORTRESS AMERICA’. THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ RHYTHMS OF A ‘PRIVILEGED AND OWNERSHIP’ SOCIETY IS COLLAPSING IN ITS CORRUPTION AS POWER CORRUPTS WITHOUT CHECKS AND BALANCES. THE ‘TITHING’ AND THE ‘FOUNDATION’ FUNDING IS MERELY AFTER THE FACT MONEY FOR THE INJUSTICES OF A SYSTEM THAT BELIEVES IN ‘EXPENDABILITY OF THE MANY’. THERE IS NOTHING NATURAL IN A ‘BIASED’ AND NON EQUAL OPPORTUNITY SYSTEM THAT SPEEDS UP THE ‘WAY IT IS’ AS THE WAY IT IS ‘SPOZED TO BE’.

‘VARIATIONS AND DIVERSITY’
THERE IS CONVULSIVENESS TO ANY GROWTH THAT FACES A LOSS OF ‘INNOCENCE’. IT IS IN KNOWING THE AFFECT OF THE ‘SHOCK’…FOR CREATIVE TALENTS OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATES THIS INCLUDES THE ‘SHOCKS’ OF ‘ZAP’ ELECTROMAGNETIC REMOTE RADIO WAVE CHARGES. IT IS VERY DIFFICULT TO GET ‘TRUE AND RELIABLE’ INFORMATION ABOUT ‘SECRETS’ THAT HAVE BEEN MASKED IN COSMETICS, CONFUSIONS, AND ‘ALIEN’ FICTIONS.IT IS THE POWER OF IMAGINATION THAT IS A DOUBLE EDGED SWORD AS THE ‘HOGWASH’ EXPLANATIONS OF ENERGY ‘CLOSE ENCOUNTERS’ MAY BE GENERATING TOO MUCH OF A PROBLEM RATHER THAN A GROWTH WAY OF BEING… VIDEO GAMES AND TRANCE OUT MUSIC ARE PACIFIERS FOR ISOLATION AND WHILE THEY ENABLE MANY TO LIVE IN FANTASY THEY DO NOT MOTIVATE GENERATIONS OF ‘SOCIAL CONTRIBUTIONS’ AND COMMUNAL CONSCIOUSNESS’… THE ‘STANDARD EXPLANATION’ FOR ‘ALIEN’ MONEY MAKING AND BELIEF IS THAT IT IS ‘NOT HARMING ANYONE’…IT IS A RATIONALE OF ‘IGNORANCE’…A ‘LITHMUS TEST’ OF LEARNING DESIGNED TO PROTECT THE ‘CREATIVE GROWTH’ OF THE INNOCENT EVOLVERS OF ‘PSYCHIC SENSITIVITIES’ [THE CREATIVE AND COMPLEX PEOPLE]. CONFUSION AS ‘FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS AS HE CAN BEAR’ BECOMES A FOUNDATION FOR THE SKEWING OF MANY ‘SAVANT MEDIUMS’ INTO MERE ‘DREAM TEAM OPERA CLOCKS’ THE LITERARY TRADITIONS OF THE ‘FRANKENSTEIN’ MONSTER AND THE DEEP YIN RECEPTIVITY OF EXPLORATIONS THAT DESCRIBE THE ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ STATES OF ARTISTS TRANSFORMING IN ANXIOUSNESS OF ‘KAFKAESQUE’ DRAMAS ARE ‘MERE ENTERTAINMENT’ FOR THE ‘MASSES’. THE

JOURNEY TO THE CENTER OF THE ‘HUBKORE’ IS MORE THAN THE DESCRIPTION OF A KAFKA ‘GIANT BEETLE’ EXPERIENCE OF A DEEP YIN STATE. THE REAL METAMORPHOSIS IS THE FIGHT FOR ONE’S OWN LIFE .THE ‘INNER AND OUTER REBELLIOUSNESS’ MERELY REFLECTS THE MEANS OF RELEASING THE SOUL FROM THE ‘CHAINS’ OF THE ‘IMPOSED ORDERINGS’ [THE REPRESSIONS OF THE ‘SOCIAL’ AND THE SUPPRESSIONS OF THE ‘SEXUAL’]. THE TROUBLE WITH BEING ‘INNOCENT OR IGNORANT’ IS THAT YOU DON’T REALLY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED. IT IS THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ THAT COMPELS ONE TO TRY TO ESCAPE, TO BE SOMEONE ELSE, TO TRANSFORM. IT IS THE WISH ACTUALIZING IN THE WILL. IT IS THE COURAGE OF ‘ORIGINALITY’ AND A WILLINGNESS TO GO IT ALONE THAT IS THE REAL CREATIVE PERSON’S WAY. THE WORLD GENERALLY DOESN’T CARE AND ‘THEY’ ARE ALWAYS LOOKING FOR NEW ‘HEAD’ LINES TO MAKE THEIR DAY…. SO NOVELTY AND NONSENSE IS FREQUENTLY THE ‘SONG OF THE DAY’. DESIRE IS A STRATEGIST AND WHATEVER GETS YOU CLOSER TO YOUR ‘REAL’ IS THE PURPOSE OF ‘WAY’. THERE ARE MANY ‘CONFUSIONS AND CLOUDS’ WITHIN AND THE NEW ‘ZAP’ MOMENTS MAY ALTER HOW ONE VIEWS ONE’S OWN ACTIONS. THIS IS A TIME TO APPLY SOME ‘COMPASSION’ TO ONESELF. MANY ARE BECOMING TIRED OF THE ‘PACIFIERS’ OF MEGA-MILLION ENTERTAINMENT AND ‘FAST FOODS’ FOR THE ‘OOH NUMB’ OF ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ INDULGENCES.THE RESOLVE OF CHANGE IS IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF A FORM OF ‘AMNESTY’ FOR THE SELF…A COMPASSION OF RESPECT FOR THE CORE OF THE SELF THAT ‘DID WHAT IT HAD TO DO’…A RECOGNITION THAT ONE NO LONGER WANTS TO LIVE AS ‘HOW MUCH CAN I LIVE WITH AND HOW MUCH CAN I GET AWAY WITH’…

IT IS SAID THAT ‘THE MOTHER’S PAST IS THE SONS FUTURE’.

IF THIS IS TRUE THEN THERE IS ‘NO ESCAPE’ AND WE ARE ALL ‘DOOMED’ OR ‘CONDEMNED’ TO REPEAT THE PAST [EVEN IF WE THINK WE MIGHT HAVE LEARNED SOMETHING FROM IT.]. THE ADVICE IS USUALLY TO FOLLOW IN THE ‘FOOTSTEPS’ OF THE ‘GREAT’ BECAUSE IT IS ‘SAFER’. THE WISDOM OF THE ‘ELDERS’ IS A BALANCING ACT WHERE ONE HAS TO BE ‘SELF RELIANT’ AND STILL RESPECT THE ‘KNOWLEDGE’ OF REAL ‘BAPTISMS OF FIRE’.

THIS IS WHERE THE ‘RECOIL’ OF ‘SAVANTING’ AND ‘IMITATION’ LIMITS THE POTENTIAL OF A ‘MEDIUM’. THIS IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘UNCONFIDENT’ WHO MERELY SEEK AND CULTIVATE ‘SPOTLIGHTS’ AND ‘AUDIENCE’ APPLAUSE.

IT IS A ‘GIANT MIRRORING SYSTEM’.
THE ORDINARY PEOPLE DO NOT GET CREDIT FOR THEIR ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ CONTRIBUTIONS. THERE IS AN ENORMOUS ENERGY AND HUMANITY THAT EXISTS OUTSIDE OF THE ‘ECONOMIC SYSTEM’. THERE ARE GREAT LIMITS TO WHAT BUSINESS DOES FOR THE TOTALITY OF THE COMMUNITY. THE ‘RAISING FAMILIES’ AND THE WOMEN PRESSURES FOR ‘QUALITY CHILD CARE’ HAS SOME PUBLIC RELATIONS ‘LIP SERVICE’ POWER AS ‘CORPORATIONS’ WITH LOTS OF ASSETS ARE ABLE TO TAKE CARE OF THEIR ‘OWN’. THERE IS AN ASSUMPTION THAT BUSINESS IS SOMEHOW SEPARATE FROM THE ‘REAL LIVES OF PEOPLE IN THE COMMUNITY’.

HENRY FORD ONCE SAID THAT ‘HISTORY IS BUNK’.
HENRY FORD ORIGINALLY BELIEVED IN PAYING HIS WORKERS WELL ENOUGH SO THAT THEY COULD BUY THE CARS THAT THEY MADE. IT IS AN ATTITUDE AND A WAY OF LIFE. IT IS A QUESTION OF ‘WHO REALLY OWES WHO’. IT IS THE VALUE OF LABOR AND CONSUMPTION THAT MAKES THE ‘PEOPLE IN THE COMMUNITY’ MORE THAN MERE ‘PUBLIC RELATIONS’ THE ‘DEBT’ IS THE GRATITUDE THAT THE ‘WEALTHY’ OWE TO THE LEGACY OF ‘MILLIONS OF ‘ORDINARY HEROES’ FIGHTING WARS AND BEING PERMANENTLY DAMAGED AND IN SOME INSTANCES ‘DYING’ FOR ‘THEIR’ SYSTEM. IT IS THE ‘INVERTED ICE CREAM CONE’ WAY… ‘COLDNESS’ AND ‘CALLOUSNESS’ AT THE TOP OF THE UPSIDE DOWN ‘CONE’. IT IS A ‘MUNCH SILENT SCREAM’ OF AN ‘ICY CREAM PACIFIER’ WAY OF THE TRANSFER OF ENERGIES INTO ‘COPING’ RATHER THAN EXPRESSION. IT IS THE ‘HUNGER THAT IS NEVER SATISFIED’. IT IS THE UPSIDE DOWN ‘CONE’ CONTAINING THE ‘YOU SCREAM… I SCREAM… WE ALL SCREAM FOR ‘ICE CREAM’ THAT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ RHYTHMS OF ‘PERFECTION’ IN MANAGING THE ‘O’ RANGE OF THE ‘HOME ON THE RANGE’ OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY. THE ‘CONE’ IS LIKE THE ELITE TOP OF THE PYRAMID WHERE THE ‘INTENSITY’ MAXIMUMS OF YIN TO YANG ARE MOVING THROUGH ‘DIONYSIAN’ EROS/SORE AS WELL AS THE ARISTOCRACY IMPOSITIONS OF ‘ROYALTY TEMPOS’. THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ ELECTRONIC COLONY IS A SERIES OF ‘WARLORD’ FIEFDOMS OF ‘MANAGED MEDIUMS’ AND DIRECTED ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’. IT IS THE KINETIC REALM OF PERFORMER

‘INNER COLLISIONISM’. THERE SEEMS TO BE NO ESCAPE… IT HURTS TO COMPLY AND IT HURTS TO GO AWAY. ONE FEELS THAT IT IS AN ‘IMPOSSIBLE SET OF CIRCUMSTANCES’. ONE FEELS THAT ONE WILL NEVER LIVE A REAL AND INDEPENDENT LIFE. IT IS THE DEEP FEAR THAT THE SAVANT SKEW MAY BECOME EXEMPLIFIED AS HOWARD HUGHES OR MUHAMMAD ALI WHO ‘BROKE DOWN TOO MUCH VITALITY’ IN ORDER TO GENERATE THE TALENTS OF GREATNESS THEY WERE. THE HEART ACHES WITH THE BURDENS OF THE STRUGGLE FOR SELF MASTERY AND THE FACING OF ONE’S REAL NEEDS. ‘BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY’ BECOMES THE MODE OF ‘DESIRE AS A STRATEGIST’. WE FIND ‘COMPROMISE’ SINCE THERE IS NO OTHER CHOICE. WE KNOW LIFE ‘ONLY’ IN THE REALM OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY. WE HEAR ‘OWN’ IN ‘ONLY’ THE ‘LONELY’ [‘LOAN’ ‘LY’]. WHAT IS REALLY ONE’S ‘OWN’ IS A ‘TURF WAR’ IN A DEEP EMOTIONAL DEFINITION OF SELF. THE POWER OF ‘ZAP’ OR ‘SPIKE’ IS A PART OF ONE’S BEING. ONE MAY SIMPLY BE LIKE A ‘MEXICAN JUMPING BEAN’ AND ‘VIBRATE’ AS ‘CHARGED’ OR ‘TRY’ TO ‘REDIRECT THE ENERGIES’ INTO A ‘HEALTHIER SELF’. ONE MUST BREAK OUT OF THE REALM OF ‘CAPTIVE IMAGINATION’ AND MOVE ON A REALISTIC PATH OF THE HEART. NO MATTER WHAT ONE DOES ONE IS CONSTANTLY UNDER THE PRESSURE OF ‘EXISTENCE’ IN THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’. ‘TURN OFF THE BUBBLE MACHINE’ ECHOES FROM ‘LAWRENCE WELK’ AND ‘LEAVE ME ALONE’ IS HEARD IN THE ‘CRYING OUT OF MICHAEL JACKSON’.

‘SET YOUR ‘PHASERS’ TO STUN’
THE MESMERIZED GLAZED OUT ‘PROLONGED ADOLESCENCE’ WAYS OF THE CULTURE FOLLOWS THE RULES OF MORPHEUS [THE GOD OF SLEEP] WHO PROVIDES WAYS TO NUMB OUT [AND GET AWAY FROM THE SUFFOCATION AND REPRESSION OF THE IMPOSED ORDERINGS]. THE REBELLIOUS SPIRIT MUST LEARN HOW TO LET GO AND HOW TO HEAL. IT IS NOT IN THE LOSSES OF ‘MORPHEUS’ [THE PILOT OF THE MATRIX] THAT ONE MOVES FORWARD. IT IS CONVERTING THE DREAMS OF STAR TREK INTO THE PERSONAL GROWTH OF DIGNITY AND SELF RESPECT. IT IS BECOMING REAL BY BEING PRESENT. IT IS THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART AWARENESS FOSTERING ‘AUTONOMOUS SELF RELIANCE’ THAT ENCOURAGES THE OTHERS TO MOVE BEYOND BLOCKS AND OBSTACLES OF REALIZATION OF THE

SELF.

SECTION FIVE. ‘PERSONAL TRAUMA’

IN1958, I ‘SLIPPED’ WHILE PLAYING ON SOME PARALLEL BARS IN FRONT OF A DISPLAY OF THE HUMAN BIRTHING SEQUENCE [40 FOETUSES IN A LOYOLA UNIVERSITY GLASS CASE IN THE MUSEUM OF SCIENCE AND INDUSTRY IN CHICAGO]… MY SHOULDERS WERE WRENCHED OUT OF THEIR SOCKETS AND I JAMMED [EMBEDDED] MY RIGHT THUMB UP INTO MY RIGHT EYE BURYING AN EYELASH UNDER THE LID AS MY HEAD HIT THE FLOOR. THE EYELASH SERVED AS A DAM OR ‘PAIN’ BLOCK UNTIL I WAS ABLE TO ‘REMEMBER ENOUGH’ AND ‘KNOW’ ENOUGH ABOUT THE ‘WAYS’ OF THE WORLD TO BEGIN TO ‘ENTER THE REALITY OF THE REAL WORLD. I REMOVED THE ‘EMBEDDED’ EYELASH SOME ‘22 TO 23’ YEARS AFTER THE TRAUMATIC FALL. I LIVED IN SORT OF A SUCCESSFUL ‘TRANCE’ MOST OF THOSE YEARS AND PARTIALLY MAINTAINED MY SPLIT OFF WAY OF BEING BY SMOKING MORE THAN ‘2’ OR ‘3’ PACKS OF WINSTON CIGARETTES EVERY DAY. I FELT AN ENORMOUS SENSE OF ‘PAIN RELIEF’ AT THE MOMENT THAT I REMOVED THE EYELASH. IT LEFT A LITTLE RED MARK ON MY EYELID WHERE IT HAD BEEN FOR ALL THAT TIME. IN MY EYES I CERTAINLY DID ‘WINCE TON’

‘A ‘STUN’ CHARGE’
‘THE TITANS WERE DISTRACTED WHILE THEY WERE DISMEMBERING DIONYSIUS AND MISSED CONSUMING HIS HEART.’ THE DECADES OF REGENERATING ALONG THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ IS THE ‘STRUGGLE’ FOR ‘WHOLENESS’ AND A FULLNESS OF ‘ARCING’. THE DIONYSIAN RHYTHMS ARE THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ TO TUNE INTO THE WAYS OF THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’.THE DIONYSUS WAYS ARE ABOUT ‘EROS’ AND ITS REVERSAL AS ‘SORE’… A ‘WRENCHING AND A TEARING OF FLESH’… IT IS LIKE A NIETZSCHE AWARENESS OF ENCOUNTERING THE ‘NEED TO EMERGE FROM THEMSELVES AND BECOME ‘ALIEN’ FROM THEMSELVES’…THE INDIVIDUAL LOSES CONSCIOUSNESS OF HIS INDIVIDUALITY WHEN SEIZED BY THE FRENZY OF THE AROUSED GROUP THAT SHARES A SET OF

VISIONS AND INSIGHTS…IT IS THE POWER OF ‘MASS-OCCUR MADNESS’ AS A ‘SHARED TIME’ OF COMMON EXPERIENCE WHETHER IT IS TERROR OR COMEDY…THE ‘SUPER BOWL’ AS A SPECTACLE OR THE OPENING OF ‘STAR WARS’ ACROSS THE COUNTRY… IT IS THE ALTERATION OF RHYTHMS AS ONE REESTABLISHES ONE’ SENSE OF ‘SELF RELIANCE’ BY BEING CONSCIOUS OF WALKING ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ EVEN IF ONE MAY HAVE STRAYED OR ANAESTHETIZED FOR A TIME.

A SPIRITUAL FLASHPOINT ‘EPIPHANY’ MOMENT
MY 1958 ‘40’ FOETUS FALL… A SPIRITUAL FLASHPOINT ‘EPIPHANY’ MOMENT RESONATES IN MY SOUL AS AN EXPANSION AND AMPLIFICATION OF CAPACITY [THE EXTENSIONS OF DEEP YIN AND DEEP YANG]. IT IS A DEEP AWARENESS OF CREATIVITY AND GROWTH. IT IS AN ‘IMPRINT’ DEMANDING A QUEST OF PERSONAL HEALING THROUGH PERSONAL RESOLVE TO ACHIEVE PERSONAL WILL. MY ‘PSYCHE/WOMB’ TRAUMA HAS INFLUENCED MANY OF MY CHOICES IN FINDING WAYS TO OVERCOME THE LONG TERM AFFECTS. IT HAS BEEN A ‘HEALING JOURNEY’ THROUGH MUCH CONFUSION AND WOUNDEDNESS SEEKING PSYCHE’ AND EMOTIONAL RELEASE TO COUNTER BALANCE THE AFFECTS OF THE DAMAGE. MY ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS A WORKING THROUGH OF THE ‘IMPRINTING’ OF A DEEP ‘OEDIPAL’ AWARENESS IN SENSING A ‘PARALLELISM’ OF THE FEMININE AS ‘WOMB MATING AND SOUL MATING’.

‘DIONYSUS AND THE EROSTOCRACY’
‘DIONYSUS’ REPRESENTS THE ECSTASY OF BEING TORN APART [A BEING VIOLENTLY DESTROYED AND CUT INTO PIECES]. ‘DIONYSUS’ IS THE PATRON GOD OF THE THEATER [THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’]. HE IS AN ‘INNOCENT’ AND A GOD. HIS MOTHER DIED WHEN HE WAS STILL A FOETUS. DIONYSUS SEEKS THE IDEALIZED WOMAN WHO IS BOTH HIS MOTHER AND LOVER. DIONYSUS SEEKS TO BE BORN FROM HIS OWN ‘WILL’ IN ORDER TO BE LIKE ‘THE GREAT MOTHER’ [ARCHETYPE].

‘W’ AND THE ‘DOUBLE YOU’
THE PERFECT BASIS FOR A ‘DOUBLEDAY’ AND ‘DOUBLE SOUL’ WAS IN MY ‘TRAUMA SURVIVAL ACCEPTANCE’ OF A ‘SPELLBOUND’ RHYTHM…A ‘TRANCING’…. IT ECHOED THROUGH MY ‘GOLF CADDY’ AND ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAYS WHERE I SOUGHT TO BE ‘OF SERVICE’ TO THE OTHER [ A WAY OF ACHIEVING A SECONDARY GAIN OR A ‘LOVE’ THAT HAS BEEN MISSING]. I BECAME A ‘DOUBLE YOU’ AS IN MY TRUNCATED AND NEVER USED ‘W’ FOR MY FIRST NAME WILLIAM [THE NAME I WAS NEVER ‘CALLED’]. I LEARNED TO BE A ‘MIRROR’ FOR THE OTHER [S]. I WAS THE ‘MIRROR MAN’ OR ‘MEDIUM’ OF ‘PARALLELISM’ WHO SENSED THEIR THOUGHTS, FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS. I WAS THE ‘W’ REFLECTION OF THE ‘DOUBLE’ OR ‘KA’ STATE OF SOUL DUALITY. THIS WAS MY IMPRINT. THIS HAS BEEN MY ‘LIGHTNING IN THE BLOOD’ [A FIRE CHARGED AND ‘ZONED-OUT’ ONGOING IMPRESSION RESONATING IN THE INNER ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ME]. I WALKED IN ‘DREAMS AND I TALKED IN DREAMS [‘IN DREAMS I WALK WITH YOU’ SANG ROY ORBISON]. IT WAS THE ‘MEDIUM’ MUSIC THAT RELEASED FROM MY MOUTHINGS… I WAS LIVING FAR DOWN BELOW IN THE DEPTHS OF THE VULNERABLE ‘DEEP YIN’ CLOSE TO THE RESONANCE OF ‘COYNTE’ [THE ‘FEMININE’ REPRODUCTIVE PLACES OF WISHFULNESS RESONATING AND ECHOING NEAR THE ‘SIREN’ SOUNDS OF DESIRE AND MACHIAVELLI’S DICTUM ON ‘DESIRE’ [‘FOR THE CLOSER A

MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’]. I YEARNED FOR SEXUAL COMPLETION AS PAIN RESONATED THROUGH MY BEING. I FELT MORE AND MORE AND SEEMED TO MAKE REAL CONTACT WITH FEWER AND FEWER PEOPLE. I ALWAYS FELT THAT NO ONE WOULD BELIEVE WHAT I HAD BEEN THROUGH. IN SOME WAYS IT WAS LIKE THE ‘ALI’ MOVIE COMMENT BY MUHAMMAD ALI ABOUT THE BEATLE ‘JOHN LENNON’… THE ‘MORE REAL I GET THE MORE UNREAL THEY ARE’. THE ‘OTHERS’ WHO HAD SURVIVED THE ‘PURPLE RAIN’ AND THE ‘MARKS AND BRANDS’ OF TRAUMAS WERE ACCEPTING… THEY WERE PART OF THE DIONYSIAN… THEY TOO NEEDED THE GREAT MOTHER AND THE LOVER IN ORDER TO HEAL AND TRANSFORM…THEY KNEW THE COMPLEXITY OF INNER CONTRADICTIONS AT SOME ‘INTUITIVE’ LEVEL.

‘CRAVE,CRAZE AND THE EROSTOCRACY’
MANY MEDIUMS AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATE PERFORMERS KNOW ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ IN SEEING THAT THE ‘CURRENTS’ OF PERFORMER ‘STARS’ WERE MANAGED AS THEIR TALENTS WERE ‘AMPLIFIED’. WE KNEW THAT ‘ELVIS’ DIED ON THE ‘TOILET’ AND THAT HIS SWAYING HIPS NO LONGER COULD SWAY. IT DIDN’T MATTER HOW MANY ‘IMITATIONS’ WERE OUT MASQUERADING AROUND. THE REAL ELVIS HAD A ‘PACKED UP DIGESTIVE SYSTEM’ AND DIED ON THE ‘JOHN WAY’.

‘THE PELVIS OF ELVIS AND THE ONGOING HIP WARS’
I SAW FAR TOO MANY PEOPLE BLOCKED BY ‘STAINED GLASS PIETY’ AND ANAESTHETIZED MEANS OF ‘STAYING IN CONTROL’ BY DOING WHAT SOME ‘AUTHORITY’ PRESSURED. IT TAKES AWHILE TO REALIZE THAT SEXUALITY MOVES THROUGH ‘STAINED-GLASS’. THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ IS SOMETIMES SEEN TO BE MORE NUMBING OUT AS ‘OOH NUMB’.ONE MUST LET GO OF THE ‘ILLUSIONS’ OF THE ‘EXCEPTIONS’ IN ORDER TO LIVE ONE’S OWN LIFE. ONE MUST EVOLVE INTO A GENITAL PRIMACY OF ‘ONE’S OWN WAY’. THOSE WHO BECOME RIGID ALONG THE PELVIC FLOOR LOSE THEIR ‘SENSES OF PRESENCE’. THE ONGOING ‘HIP WARS’ ARE THE BATTLEGROUND OF THE ‘FOETALIZED MASSES’… THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ LOST IN THE EXCESSES OF NUMBING OUT AND DESPERATE ‘CONSUMPTIONS’. ‘FEAR’ AND ‘ANXIETY’ MAY CUT OFF BLOOD CIRCULATION AND ENERGY FROM THE ‘REPRODUCTIVE’ FLOWS IN THE BODY. ONE MAY ‘LIMIT’ ANY FEELING THAT MIGHT CAUSE AWARENESS OF ‘LOSS’ OR ‘LACK’.

THE FORTY FOETUS FALL
THE ‘40’ FOETUS FALL WAS A TIME OF A ‘ZAP’ DAZED IMPRINT ‘WOMB CONSCIOUSNESS’ AND POTENTIAL CREATIVE REGENERATION [‘FOR EVERY ARTIST IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS AS HE CAN BEAR’-W. H. AUDEN] IT WAS ALSO ANOTHER ‘LAYERING’ OF ‘SIBLING RIVALRY’ AND THE MATERNAL. MY BROTHER DAN AND A FRIEND ‘DION’ KEVIN WERE THERE.THE ‘DION KEVIN’ ECHO WAS A DEEP ASSOCIATION TO MY BROTHER KEVIN WHO WAS BORN THE PREVIOUS YEAR. IN SOME WAYS MY BROTHER KEVIN AND I SHARED A ‘DIONYSIAN’ PARALLELISM OF ‘APPRECIATION’ FOR EROS, WINE, WOMEN AND SONG. THE PROCESS IS LIKE CRAWLING OUT OF A VAST CAVE OF ‘ECHOES’ AS ‘I’ HAD TO MOVE PAST THE ‘PAST’ AND ALTER THE RESONANCE OF ‘YESTERDAY’S DREAMS AND ECHOES. THERE HAD TO BE NEW MEANING AND ALTERED SENSES IN ORDER TO ‘BECOME PRESENT’. I HAD TO BREATHE DEEPER AND FULLER TO ‘TRANSFORM’ AND HEAL. IT REQUIRED THE POWER OF THE HEART AND THE IMAGINATION TO GET THROUGH THE ‘ECHO-SPELLS’ OF WHAT WAS MY TRAUMATIZED STATE OF NORMALCY. I WANTED TO HOLD ON TO EVERYTHING I COULD BECAUSE I DIDN’T FEEL LIKE I HAD ANY VALUE IN AND OF MYSELF. I AM SURE THAT MY ‘NUMBING OUT’ USING SMOKES AND SPORTS KEPT ME IN A ‘PROLONGED ADOLESCENCE’ UNTIL I WAS READY TO MOVE ON TO THE SOUNDS THAT I DESIRED FOR MY FUTURE. THE PROBLEM WAS THAT THERE WAS A LOT OF ‘PAIN’ ECHOES OF THE PAST TRAPPED IN MY PRESENT PHYSIOLOGY. I HAD TO CHANGE GEOGRAPHY, DIET, EXERCISE, HABITS, RELATIONSHIPS AND WORK TIME. I LEARNED TO ‘MULL’ AND REDIRECT MY MOTIONS AND FLOWS. I LEARNED TO BREATHE AND MOVE SIMULTANEOUSLY RATHER THAN ‘HOLD MY BREATH’ FOR A ‘PERFORMANCE’. I LEARNED THAT SEXUALITY WAS NOT ‘HYDRAULIC’ BUT A FEELING OF BREATHING IN REAL TIME PRESENCE. I MOVED GRADUALLY INTO BREATHING AS FULLY AS POSSIBLE IN ‘INTIMATE’ CIRCUMSTANCES’… IT IS A PROCESS OF REINTEGRATION TO BREATHE THROUGH THIS ‘IMPOSED’ OR ‘CHANNELLED’ AND BRANDED NIGHTMARE. THE FACT IS THAT IT MAY TAKE THE REST OF MY LIFE TO BREATHE INTO AND THROUGH THE ‘DAMAGES THAT DEFINED’ FOR SO MANY YEARS. THE ‘MARKS’ AND ‘BRANDS’ ARE THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ORDERING [‘CHARGES’ OF ‘ELECTROBOLT’ IMPRINTS THAT ARE GUIDED AND FOCUSED IN ‘TRAUMA-COLLISIONISM’ MOMENTS AND ‘COINCIDENCES’]

THE ‘CONTROL OF OUTCOMES’
‘MAKING THE BETTER GOLFER OR HOME RUN HITTER IS A ‘PAVLOVIAN’ PROCESS THAT CAN MAKE FOR AN EARLY ‘PATTERN OF GROWTH’ AND ‘SKILLING’ THAT CONTINUES INTO ‘ADULTHOOD’. THE RESPONSE TO ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ MAY RESULT IN THE PUBLIC GRIEVING PERFORMANCE OF SOMEONE LIKE ‘JUDY GARLAND’ WHO NEVER MADE IT TO THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ‘RAINBOW’. SHE REMAINED IN THE ‘LIMITED’ ENERGY CHANNELLING THAT WAS GOOD WHEN SHE PERFORMED AND YET BECAME AN OBSTACLE IN HER ‘REAL’ BEING. THE ‘ANAESTHESIA’ OF DRUGS AND DRINKS SEEMED THE ONLY WAY OUT OF THE ‘ROLES’ THAT WERE FAMILIAR AND THAT SHE WAS ‘GUIDED INTO’. IT IS

THE ‘CONTROL OF OUTCOMES’ THAT DEFINE THE RECURRENT ‘USEFULNESS’ OF EACH MEDIUM. IT IS THE ‘CONTROL OF OUTCOMES’ THAT IS THE ‘ENDGAME’ OF ‘STRUCTURE’ FOR A ‘PERFORMER’. IT IS THE ‘CONTROL OF OUTCOMES’ THAT MAKES ONE LIKE A ‘TOOL’ OR A SYMBOL OF WRENCHING AND CRAFTSMANSHIP. BEING ‘HONED’ INTO A ROLE IN AN ‘ELECTROSCULPTING’ PROCESS BRINGS OUT THE DESIRED CHARACTERISTICS OF ‘CONTRIBUTION’. MOST OF THE TIME ONE IS NOT ABLE TO SEE WHAT IS AROUND THE NEXT CORNER OR BEYOND THE NEXT INTERSECTION. THE ‘ELDER’ CHALLENGES THE SAVANT TO DEVELOP WHAT WILL BE NEEDED IN THE FUTURE EVEN IF IT IS SIMPLY A MORE THOROUGHLY ‘WELDED’ WELL-STEIN WAY OF PERFORMING AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ ‘WHAT IS MISSING…WHAT IS ONE STRIVING TOWARDS’? IT IS THE ‘CONTROL OF OUTCOMES’ POWER OF THE LESSONS OF ‘DON JUAN’…A ‘WOUNDED HEALER’ ENCOUNTERS THE ENERGIES OF ‘EROS/SORE’ WHILE BEING PRESENT IN THE ‘WORKING THROUGH’ AND FACING OF ILLUSIONS AND FANTASIES SEARCHING FOR PERSONAL POWER. THE ‘SAVANT/PERFORMER/MEDIUM’ IS ‘SATISFYING’ THE DEMAND OF THE PRESSURES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND THE BLINDNESS OF ‘EROS AND SORE’ COMBUSTION. IT IS ONLY IN TIME THAT ONE REALIZES THAT ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ MAY BE HARMFUL TO THE INTEGRITY OF ONE’S BEING. ‘ROMANTIC LOVE FEEDS ON LOSS… IT RELIES ON ABSENCE TO CREATE THE SPACE FOR FANTASY---AN IMAGE OF THE BELOVED REPLACING THE REALITY, THUS SETTING THE STAGE FOR TRAGEDY. [CAROL GILLIGAN ‘THE BIRTH OF PLEASURE’] IT IS AN AWARENESS OF CONSEQUENCE…THE MANY WHO KNOW ‘THE LOST BODY OF A WOMAN OF THE TOWN’… IT IS ‘PERIODS AT THE END OF ‘SENT-TENSE’S… EXCLAMATION POINTS OF SPINAL AROUSAL! … FOETALIZED CURLS OF ‘QUESTIONINGS’ [?] THAT ARE THE POSTURAL RHYTHMS OF T [HEN] AND W [HEN] MASS MOTIONS OF COMPLIANCE AND FASHION. ‘THE LOST BODY OF A WOMAN OF THE TOWN’…HER DEBT IS HIDDEN, YET ACCUMULATES IN PADDING AND WRINKLES OF FATIGUE AND MASKING… A FLOWER WEIGHTED DOWN IN THE CUSHIONS OF FLOUR. SHE COMPENSATES AND GAINS CONTROL OF THE EMOTIONAL IMBALANCES USING THE ‘SUGAR STORMS OF SWEET DESIRE’ TO MAINTAIN THE ROMANCE FANTASY STATES OF SURVIVAL. SHE COMPENSATES FOR THE MISSING SENSES USING ANAESTHETIZING DRUGS AND DREAMS.

‘EROTICISM IS AN ELECTRIC FORCE FIELD BETWEEN MASKS’ [CAMILLE PAGLIA]
I DID NOT WANT ‘THEM’ TO KNOW WHAT I HAD DONE. I HAD BEEN ‘HYPERCHARGED IN A ‘SHAME STATE’ OF DOING SOMETHING I SHOULD NOT HAVE BEEN DOING [‘PLAYING IN FRONT OF A FOETAL EXHIBIT’]. IT WAS A DEEP ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT ‘DOOMED’ ME TO EXPEND AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF TIME AND ENERGY TO REGENERATE. THE ‘TRAUMA’ OF THE ‘40 FOETUS FALL’ WAS A ‘REMOTE’ CHARGED MOMENT THAT ENDED MY LITTLE KIDS’ SPORTS REALM OF ‘RECOGNITION AND ACCOMPLISHMENT’. I SEEMED TO HAVE FOUND A WAY TO ‘REPEAT’ THE THEME OF MY FATHER’S DRAMA OF ‘DAMAGE AND MISSED PROFESSIONAL

ATHLETE’ OPPORTUNITY’. I WAS MERELY A GOOD’ SANDLOT ATHLETE AND THE ‘GLORY DAZE’ TOOK A LOT OF WISHFULNESS IN MY TIME OF SEARCHING FOR FULLNESS. THE DREAMS AND DESIRES KEEP ME IN THE DEEP YIN OF ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’. I FOUGHT FOR ‘YANG DIGNITY’ AS I SPENT SO MUCH OF MY LIFE IN TRAUMA RECOVERY AND THE DEEP DAUGHTER PARALLELISM OF A NEAR TO ‘COYNTE’ ECHO. IT WAS A WAY OF BEING ‘CLOSE’ TO THE ‘COIN FLIP’ ‘EDGE’ OF MALE/FEMALE SENSITIVITY [A ‘PERFECTION’ OF ‘MING’ RESONANCE IN AN ‘AB’ NEAR ‘DOUBLE’ WAY OF A ‘DAY’]. NO ONE SEEMED TO DO ANYTHING TO HELP ME AND NO ONE SEEMED TO NOTICE… I WENT DEEPER INTO AN UNCONSCIOUS WAY OF BEING… A ‘SPLIT-OFF AND AN ALIENATED DISTANCING’…A ‘FORTRESSED DISPLAYING’ AND HIDING. THERE WAS SHAME IN THE FEELINGS THAT I WAS BEING ‘PUNISHED’ FOR DOING SOMETHING WRONG. I HAD BEEN ‘PLAYING’… THE ‘ZAP’ KNOCKED ME OFF BALANCE. THE ‘CHARGE’ OVERPOWERED ALL OF MY MOTIONS. I WENT DEEPER INTO ‘UNCONSCIOUSNESS’. IN RETURNING TO THE MUSEUM SCENE SOME ‘25’ YEARS LATER I SAW A ‘CONQUEST OF PAIN’ EXHIBIT IN THE ‘SPACE’ WHERE THE ‘40’ FOETUS DISPLAY HAD BEEN. IT WAS AN ‘EROS’ AND A ‘SORE’ ECHO DEEP WITHIN. IT WAS ‘DIONYSIAN’ AND REPRODUCTIVE MATCHING MY ‘GRASP’ OF ‘GROWTH’ AND ‘WOUNDEDNESS’. I WAS ALWAYS TRYING TO ‘OVERCOME ADVERSITY’ THROUGH ‘DETERMINATION’ AND THE ‘CONQUEST OF PAIN’ EXHIBIT WAS LIKE LOOKING AT AN ‘INNER’ MOUNT EVEREST.

THE STRONGER ONE’S CONTAINERING, THE MORE ONE IS ABLE TO ‘ENDURE’.
‘ENDURANCE’ IS IMPORTANT YET THERE IS ALWAYS A PRICE FOR ‘CHANNELLING’ INTO A ‘NARROWNESS’ WAY AND A ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. THE ‘INTENSITY’ MAKES ONE FEEL ‘MORE’ YET THE ‘DISTRIBUTION LIMITS’ MAY ‘DAMAGE’ ORGANS AND NATURAL BODY CHEMISTRY. THE PATTERNS MAY GET ‘SET’ VERY EARLY AND BE DIFFICULT TO CHANGE EVEN IF ONE MAKES A ‘HERCULEAN EFFORT’. IT IS THE ‘CHARGE’ THAT ‘ACCENTUATES’ AND ‘DEFINES’. IT IS ‘GOING FORTH’ AND TUNING INTO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ THAT ENABLES ONE TO KEEP GOING AS THE ‘SHADOWS’ SEEM TO BLOCK AND CIRCUMSTANCES SEEM TO PREVENT GROWTH.

‘IF IT IS ON THE ‘OUTSIDE’ IT IS NOT ON THE ‘INSIDE’
THE ‘REAL’ JOURNEY OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ MEANS DEALING WITH THE TRUTH WITHIN AND LETTING GO OF ‘PROJECTIONS’ AND ‘DISPLAYS’. THE ALTERATIONS ARE IN THE BREATHING NOT THE COSMETICS. FACING MY TRAUMAS MEANT ‘UNVEILING’OR ‘PEELING’ AWAY MANY MOMENTS OF THE ‘ONION SKIN’ LAYERINGS. I LEARNED TO BREAK THROUGH THE ‘IMAGE MANAGEMENT’ OF THE ‘INTERNAL MONITOR’ THAT MAINTAINED THE ‘FACETS’ PARTITIONINGS OR ‘MIRRORINGS’ THAT ENABLED ME TO FUNCTION IN AN ‘ALL THINGS TO ALL PEOPLE’ POSTURING.

‘OEDIPUS COYNTE’AND A MIDDLE CLASS VERSION OF THE ELEPHANT MAN’…

WE HAD A WOUNDED FAMILY ‘BEAGLE’ CALLED ‘REX’ [THE ‘OEDIPUS REX’ ECHO ALSO WAS IN MY FATHER’S ANGER WHEN HE SAID ‘SLAP IN THE PUSS’…A SLAP IN THE FACE…THE ASSOCIATIVE ‘PUSSY’ AND ‘COYNTE’ AS VAGINA RESONANCE]. OUR BEAGLE ‘REX’ HAD A SCAR ON HIS BACK LEG [HE SUPPOSEDLY WAS HIT BY A ‘CAR’ WHEN HE SHOWED UP AT OUR SIDE DOOR ASKING ‘TO BE TAKEN CARE OF’. WE ADOPTED HIM AND HE MADE ME APPRECIATE THE LATIN OF REX AND REGIS/ROY AND ROYALTY… THE DINOSAUR ‘TYRANNOSAURUS REX’… THE DARWIN SHIP [‘THE BEAGLE’] OF CHARLES DARWIN’S ‘ORIGIN OF SPECIES’ WORK. ‘REX’ WAS A WOUNDED HIP DOG THAT ‘MIRRORED’ MY ‘HIP WOUNDEDNESS’. WE BOTH HAD BEEN ‘TATTOOED’ BY A ‘CAR’ IT HAS BEEN ‘DOG’ TIME IN THE ‘RESONANCE’ OF THE WOUNDED HEART OF THE AMERICAN DREAM. THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE ONGOING ‘HIP WARS’ ALONG THE PELVIC FLOOR ARE EASY TO SEE IN THE EVER WIDENING MOMENTUM AND HORIZONTALISM OF MOST OF THE PEOPLE. THE HIPS ARE GETTING WIDER AND THE TRUTH IS THAT EVERYONE IS STONED AS IN ‘EVERYBODY MUST GET STONED’. SEATS ON TRAINS AND PLANES AND MOVIE THEATERS ARE WIDER AS THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ COMPRESSION AFFECTS THE HORIZONTALISM.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘INNOCENCE LOST’… THE ECHOES OF ‘1968’… ‘FOR ONE DOES NOT REALLY KNOW WHAT HAPPENED’…THE ‘LONE’ GUNMAN AND POSSIBLE ‘MANCHURIAN CANDIDATE’ ‘SIRHAN SIRHAN’ FUNCTIONED AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ TO STOP THE ‘OPPOSITION’ TO THE GLOBAL ORDERING’. SOME BELIEVE ROBERT KENNEDY WOULD HAVE ALTERED THE ‘ELITE’ CONTAINMENT OF ‘CHINA’ BY ‘STOPPING’ THE VIOLENCE OF VIET NAM. THE AUTHORITY RESONANCE OF A HANDGUN ECHOES AS ‘SIR’ AND ‘HAN’ [D]… SIRHAN…SIRHAN AND A ‘JAMES EARLE RAY’ TAKES DOWN A ‘KING’ AS A RAY GAIN [REAGAN] TAKES OVER CALIFORNIA. IT IS THINKING THE UNTHINKABLE TO IMAGINE THE USE OF ‘MANCHURIAN CANDIDATES’ ACTIVATED TO USE A ‘DEATH ‘RAY’ TO MOVE A CULTURE IN A NEW DIRECTION… THE ‘CONVULSIVENESS’ COMPELLING THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ TO MOVE INTO A NEW GENERATION. IT IS THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IN THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT THAT DIRECTS THE ENERGIES OF THE PEOPLE. IT IS THE ‘SHARED INTENT’ THAT RESIDES IN SECRETS AND SILENCE… IT IS THE NECESSITY OF ‘CUSTOM AND SEQUENCE’ THAT ‘MARKS THE WAY’… IT IS THE CREATION OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS THAT MAINTAIN THE INERTIA. IT IS THE RHYTHM OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GLOBAL GAME THAT DEFINES. IT IS THE MACHIAVELLIAN WAY OF ‘ELIMINATION’ OF ANYONE WHO ‘GETS IN THE WAY’… THE ‘FORCES’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ ARE ALWAYS WILLING TO USE A SACRIFICE/MURDER TO FUEL THE FEW. ‘LAO TZU’ SAID ‘KILL ONE FRIGHTEN THOUSANDS’. NOW THE MEDIA AMPLIFIED IMAGERY THAT ECHOES FOR YEARS AND YEARS IS ‘KILL ONE, FRIGHTEN ‘MILLIONS’ [OR MORE]. IN ‘1968’ THE ‘DRAFT’ WAS COMING TO AN END AND A ‘NEW WIND’ WAS BLOWING AS THE ‘KING’ WAS DEAD [MARTIN LUTHER KING]… ‘LONG LIVE THE KING’. PEOPLE SCATTERED INTO DRUGS AND DREAMS. IT WAS A ‘PERFECT’ HONING OF THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ ORDERING RECURRENCY. THE ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ VIOLENCE DROVE MANY INTO ‘SPLIT OFF’ ENCLAVES OF ‘MONEY AND MEISM’. THERE WAS A CENTERING OF THE DARKNESS OF THE 1968EDGE [A ‘NIX’ ON… THE EDGE… A TIME OF EMPIRE AND THE TIME TO ENTER THE ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ OF CHINA. IT WAS WHAT THEY ALWAYS SAID IT WAS… DOMINOES OF ‘RED’ INFLUENCES… THE NECESSITY TO CONTAIN , GUIDE AND CHANNEL ‘CHINA’ INTO THE ‘NEW GLOBAL ORDER’. CHINA WAS THE ‘BALL’ GAME THAT VIET NAM WAS ALL ABOUT. IT WAS THE ‘V’ IET NAM GLOBAL ORDERING AND CONTAINMENT OF CHINA

FOR THE LAST 100 YEARS [THE REAL UNDERCURRENTS OF STRAINS FROM NORTH KOREA TO SINGAPORE, AFGHANISTAN AND TAIWAN]. MANY ‘IRAQI’ WEAPONS WERE PURCHASED FROM CHINA AND USED IN THE DESERT WARS OF THE ‘BUSH’ PRESIDENTS. ONE SEES AN OLD ORDER OF EMPIRE MAKING SPACE BY USING THE ‘NICKED DICK’ SON DRAMA OF TRICKY DICK AS ‘NIX’ ‘ON’ RISING OUT OF THE ASSASSINATIONS OF THE ‘MALCOLM ‘X’ AND THE ‘KING /KENNEDYS’. IT WAS A TIME OF THE EDGES OF THE ‘MASON DI‘X’ON’ EMERGENCE OF THE GOVERNOR OF CALIFORNIA RONALD REAGAN [OUT OF DIXON ILLINOIS]. IT WAS THE ‘RAY’ ‘AGAIN’ TIME IN CALIFORNIA.IT WAS A TIME OF ‘POWER IS AN APHRODISIAC’ ASSOCIATIONS OF HENRY KISSINGER AS A ‘KISS-SINGER’ AND ‘KISS THE SIN’ OF THE MASS FLOWS OF THE ‘HENS’ ‘RE’ OF THE KISSINGER. IT WAS THE KISS SING GRRR OF DIPLOMATIC MANEUVERABILITY… HENRY KISSINGER WAS THE ‘PEACE IS AT HAND’ MACHIAVELLIAN MANIPULATOR OF DECEPTIONS MOVING AS AN EDGE OF ‘DARK’ HIDING IN THE WINDS OF ‘EMPIRE’ CUTTING THE PATH TO ‘MAO’ AND THE GREAT WALL. IT WAS THE ‘NICKED SON’ MEETING THE TONGUE OF MAO TSE TUNG THROUGH THE ‘KISS’INGER’ .IT IS THE EROS SOUND ORDERING OF THE GLOBALISATION PROCESS. THERE IS AN ALTERING OF WORD PRONUNCIATIONS THAT SUIT THE RHYTHMS OF THE TIMES…THE INTENTION OF EMOTIONAL OR PSYCHE EFFECT. HOW DO VARIOUS LEADERS SAY THE NAMES OF THE DAY? IT IS THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF ‘EROSTOCRACY’ NAMING ASSOCIATIONS THAT ONCE ‘CHARGED’, DRIVE THROUGH THE ECHOES IN OUR HEARTS AND SOULS.

‘ECHOES AND DREAMS’
‘ALL THE WORLD’ IS A STAGE OF ECHOES AND DREAMS AS PLAYERS FUNCTION AS ELECTRONIC SURROGATES OF ‘TIE’ ‘MINGS’ AND ‘CONSENSUS’ WAYS. THE MEDIUMS ARE THE MESSENGERS OF THE HIDDEN AGENDA OF DEEP POLITICS AND ‘GLOBALISATION’. IT IS ‘V’’IT’AND VIE …THE VIE ‘IT’ MEMORY OF ECONOMIC CONTROL OF THE AREA AROUND CHINA [A ‘CONTAINMENT’ STRATEGY THAT SERVED THE LONG TERM AT THE EXPENSE OF 50,000 MILITARY DEATHS AND PROVIDED THE PERCOLATION FOR ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF THE ‘ELITE’ INSIDERS [THE GREAT CHESS GAME OF GLOBAL ORDERING AND STRATEGIC POSITIONING]. THERE IS A MOMENTUM TO THE ‘ELITE’ VIOLENCE THAT USES WHATEVER OPPORTUNITY IT CAN TO CLAIM TERRITORIAL CONTROL THROUGH ‘SURROGATES’ OF INDIVIDUALS OR COUNTRIES. IT IS ‘LOCATION, LOCATION, LOCATION’ AS IN THE WORDS OF A HOLLYWOOD MOGUL. THERE IS STRATEGIC POSITIONING AS THE ‘UNEXPRESSED REASON’ OR THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ BASIS FOR A WAR OR TERRITORIAL POWER MOVE. MANY AREAS DO NOT HAVE THE ‘ECONOMIC/GEO-POLITICAL’ VALUE AND THEREFORE ARE NOT WORTH THE ‘VIOLENCE’. ‘MORALITY’ SEEMS ONLY TO BE NECESSARY AS THE ‘RATIONALE’ FOR THE ‘AGGRESSION’ OR ‘POLICE ACTION THAT IS TO MAINTAIN OR EXPAND ONE’S POWER.

WE LIVE IN THE ‘CROSS CURRENTS’ OF THE POWERS THAT BE.

WE ‘TRAIL’ IN THEIR ‘PATHINGS’ AND VIBRATE THROUGH THE ‘REACTIVITY’ OF THE MASS. WE CONSTANTLY ARE ADAPTING TO THE ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE OF THE WHIZ KIDS, THE ‘322 TIME LEADERS’ AND THE ‘BEST AND THE BRIGHTEST’. THEY ARE THE ELITE OF THE ‘BILDERBERG’ GROUPS, TRILATERAL COMMISION AND THE COUNCILS ON FOREIGN RELATIONS. IT IS ‘THEIR RESONANCE’ THAT ACCEPTS THE ‘OTHERS’ THAT SUPPORT THE ‘TOP DOWN PHILOSOPHY’ WHETHER THEY ARE ‘DICTATORS’ OR POPULARLY ELECTED. AS FORMER SUPREME COURT JUSTICE THURGOOD MARSHALL SAID ABOUT THE FIRST PRESIDENT GEORGE BUSH… ‘HE’S A DEAD MAN’. IT IS THE INTERACTIVE AWARENESS OF THE ‘LEADERS THAT KNOW HOW MUCH ONE MAY BE OUT OF ‘PRESENCE’ [‘DEADNESS’] AND HOW ONE MAY BE IN MOSTLY ‘MEDIUM’ ‘LONE’ ‘LY’ ROLE SERVICE. IT IS A ‘TWILIGHT’ ZONING OF TRANSFERS AND EXCHANGES THAT OCCURS WHEN ONE IS A ‘PILLAR’ OR AN ‘ANCHOR’ FOR THE OTHERS. IT IS THE SECOND GEORGE BUSH AS HIS ‘SKULL AND BONES’ NICKNAME AS ‘TEMPORARY’ ESTABLISHES HIS ‘USEFULNESS’ VIA HIS ‘W’.

‘CHARGED LEADERS’
THESE ARE THE REAL PEOPLE SERVING IN THE ‘GREAT FULL DEAD’ OF THE DEEP YIN ‘POINTS OF LIGHT MERIDIAN STREAMS. THESE ARE THE ‘ACCENTUATED PERFORMERS’ OF ‘ELITE’ TEMPOS WHO MOVE AS THE HEAD OF THE CLASS OF EMPIRE RHYTHMS. THEY ARE CHARGED AS A ‘LEADERS COLLECTIVE’ OF ‘PACEMAKERS’. SOME OF THESE ‘ELITE’ ARE IN ‘322’ TIME [‘5’ MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD] AND SOME ARE FOLLOWING CLOSE BEHIND. IT IS A REALM OF MAGNETIC FIELDS AND CREATIVE POSITIONINGS. IT IS THE DYNAMISM GUIDED BY ‘MING’ ORDERING TO UNITE THE ‘HEAVENS AND THE EARTH’ THROUGH THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘SPIRIT’ OF THE ‘SAVANT/MEDIUMS’ IN ‘WELL-STEIN’ INTERACTIVE ENMESHMENT. THE MORE THAT THINGS GO TOGETHER [ENMESHMENT] THE MORE ‘THEY’ MOVE THROUGH THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/ACADEMIC/GOVERNMENT/MEDIA’ COLLECTIVE. IT IS A ‘MUTUAL RECIPROCITY’ IN ELITE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ WAYS THAT WAS ‘ECONOMICALLY DEFINED IN ‘JOHN NASH GAME THEORY’. IT IS ‘MARKET SHARE’ PARALLELISM AND MERGER INTEGRATION THAT REPRESENTS THE FIBER OF ‘THEIR SYSTEM’. WE ARE MERELY RESOURCES THAT ARE REPLACEABLE. AS ‘DEEP THROAT’ SAID DURING ‘WATERGATE’… ‘JUST FOLLOW THE MONEY’. ‘THEY’ FOSTER AN ATTITUDE OF ‘WE CONTROL AND HAVE WHAT YOU WANT AND ‘MUST HAVE’ AND WE TELL YOUR NEIGHBORS THAT ‘THERE IS NOT ENOUGH TO GO AROUND’. A PHILOSOPHY OF ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’ ECHOES ALL AROUND. ‘IT IS MACHIAVELLI’S DICTUM ON DESIRE DISSEMINATED THROUGH ADVERTISING… ‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’. THE ADVERTISING ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ FUELS THE EXCESSES OF CONSUMERISM…

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‘EUREKA’… THE RONALD REAGAN COLLEGE LOGO WAS ‘I FOUND IT’… IT WAS THE TRUTH OF THE GREAT INNER SWINGS OF ‘YIN-RECEPTIVITY’ AND ‘YANG-GENERATIVITY’… IT WAS THE ‘COUNTERBALANCE’ THAT ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’ CRIED OUT FOR. IT WAS THE GREAT DREAM OF A

DEEP DAUGHTER ‘MAN’ THAT NANCY DAVIS REAGAN HELPED ‘ANCHOR’ AND MAINTAIN IN HIS STATES OF ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’. HE WAS A MIRRORING…A ‘TEFLON TONING’ AND A ‘WAY’ FOR THE OTHERS TO GET ‘CHARGED’. HE WAS A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ SAVANT/TALKING SMITH TRADING OFF ‘CHARGES’ OF BEING FOR ‘PREFERRED WORDS’. REAGAN BECAME THE ‘KNOTS’ AND WEBS OF A ‘TRUE BELIEVER’. REAGAN WAS A ‘POLITICIAN SAVANT’ AND A ‘ROLE’ CORRIDORING OF ENERGY ‘PERFORMER’. REAGAN WAS A ‘MEDIUM’ TALKING HEAD COMING UP OUT OF THE DEPTHS OF THE REALM OF THE ‘SPARK’ TRANSFERS OF ‘ALCOHOLISM’. IT IS ‘PHYSIOLOGY OF ‘EROS’ AND REDIRECTION THAT ADDS TO THE CAPACITY IN STATES OF ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’. IT IS THE STRENGTH OF A POWER FIGURE TO BE AKIN TO A ‘WHETHER VANE’ IN SENSING THE ‘UNDER CURRENTS’ OF HIS/HER PEOPLE. IT IS THE EXCESS AND THE LACK OF ‘SUSTAINED PRESENCE’ THAT EATS AWAY AT THE ‘SOUL’. IT IS ‘KNOWING’ HOW MUCH ONE IS ABLE TO BE ‘YIN OR YANG’. REAGAN ‘GUIDED’ AMERICA OUT OF THE ‘WORLD’S LARGEST CREDITOR NATION STATUS AND MADE US LIKE HIM IN HIS FOLKSY ‘YIN DEBT’ POLITICIAN POSTURINGS. ‘WE’ BECAME THE WORLD’S LARGEST DEBTOR NATION. THE UNITED STATES ‘SUPPLY SIDE’ ECONOMICS CHOSE ‘MONEY’ AND POSSESSIONS OVER ‘LIVES’. THE ‘THRIFT’ OF SAVING AND LOANING WAS ‘CRUSHED’ BY THE MEGA FINANCIAL SUPERMARKETS. THE ‘80’S’ OF DEEP YIN’ BECAME THE TIME OF ‘IRAN-CONTRA’… THE ‘I’ RAN AND THE ‘EYE’ RAN… IN A DEEP ‘YIN’ [AS A ‘CONTRA’ WAY]. REAGAN WAS THE ‘CONTRA’ OF A ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ MOVING THROUGH THE GREAT ‘8’S’ OF THE ‘EIGHTIES’ AND THE ‘INFINITE’ SYMBOLS AND WAYS OF POWERING THE MAGIC OF THE LEMNISCATE [00]. IT WAS NOT A TIME OF ‘EYES IN HOW ARE’ OF THE ‘50’S [EISENHOWER] BUT A ‘RAY-AGAIN’ AFTER BEING HELD HOSTAGE FOR ‘444’ DAYS.IT IS ORDER AND CONVULSIVENESS IN THE ‘SHARED INTENT’ OF ‘ELITE LEADERS’. AS SHAKESPEARE SAID ‘ALL OF THE WORLD IS A STAGE’ AND WE ARE MERELY ‘RE’:ACTORS TO THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND AFFECTS OF THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS. THE ‘POLITICIANS’ BECOME THE ‘HORSE TRADERS’ OF THE DAY TO DAY. ‘RONALD REAGAN HAD BEEN A LIFEGUARD SAVING MANY WHEN HE WAS ‘GROWING UP’ YET HE FACILITATED THE DESTRUCTION OF ‘SAVINGS’ AND HELPED MAKE ‘DEBT’ AN ACCEPTABLE STANDARD FOR THE ‘AMERICAN WAY’.

‘A SAVINGS MAN’
BEING A ‘SAVINGS’ MAN IS BEING A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ MAN CAPABLE OF ‘BEING THERE’ FOR THE DRIVES OF THE ‘OTHER[S]’. IT IS THE ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OF THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WAY THAT COLLECTS

‘POLITICAL FAVORS’ AND DRAWS THE ‘OTHERS INTO HIS/HER ORBIT’. IT IS THE WAY OF BEING THE ‘HUBKORE’ OF THE GROUP OR THE ‘NATION’. THE ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ BECOMES THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘GREATFUL DEAD’ [OR THE FRUSTRATION OF THE ‘GRATEFUL DEAD’]. THE ‘TRICK’ IS KNOWING THE DESIRES OF THE ‘OTHERS’ IN ORDER TO GET WHAT ONE DESIRES FOR ONESELF. IT MAY BE A ‘TEMPORARY’ [GEORGE W.BUSH] WAY TO BE THE ‘MEDIUM’ OF THE DAY OR A PERMANENT WAY TO ‘LOSE YOUR SOUL’. IT IS A ‘FAITH’ IN THE ‘AUTHORITY’ OF A ‘HIGHER FATHER’ RATHER THAN ONE’S REAL FATHER WHEN ONE GOES TO WAR. IT IS THE BELIEF IN GEORGE W. BUSH THAT HIS EARTHBOUND ‘GODFATHER’ WILL USE HIM AS A ‘MEDIUM’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. IT IS WHY THE PERSON IN THE ‘MEDIUM STATE’ APPEARS TO BE INCONGRUENT WITH HIS WORDS AND EXPRESSION…HE IS ‘OUT OF SYNC’ EVEN AS HE IS ‘LIP SYNC’. AS GEORGE HERBERT WALKER BUSH ONCE SAID ‘KNOWINGLY’ …‘REED MY LIPS, NO NEW TAXES’…ALTHOUGH REED SOUNDS THE SAME AS ‘READ’…

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BY 1980, I STOPPED SMOKING AND STARTED TO FACE THE TRUTH… THE REAL PARTS OF ME WERE NOT ALIVE… I WAS SPLIT OFF AND DID NOT HAVE ‘ACCESS’ TO MY FULL SELF. AS I BECAME MORE CONSCIOUS I FELT MORE OF THE PAIN THAT HAD BEEN ‘ANAESTHETIZED’. MY SENSE OF MY OWN PRESENCE… MY PARTITIONINGS, BLOCKS AND DAMS WERE KEEPING ME ‘LOCKED’ WITHIN. THE DEEP FEMININE ‘WATERS AND LOCKS’ OF POTENTIAL WERE ALL PART OF MY INNER FLOWS OF THE ‘WELLSTEIN’. I WAS MOSTLY LIVING IN A ‘VERY YIN’ OF ‘LIMITED MOTION’ AND SEARCHING FOR THE WAYS TO DEVELOP MY HEALTHY ‘YANG’. I WANTED TO BE MORE THAN ‘WELL-DEFENDED’ OR ‘WELL QUALIFIED’. I WANTED TO FIND THE ‘REST OF ME’. I WAS TIRED OF ‘HUSTLING’ FOR SOMEONE ELSE. I DID NOT WANT TO CARRY ANYONE’S GOLF CLUBS. I DIDN’T EVEN WANT TO PLAY GOLF. I STARTED TO ‘PAINT’ MY WAY OUT OF DEEP YIN AND SLOWLY BUT SURELY INTO ‘YANG’. IN THE EARLY 1980’S I MADE A CHOICE OF INNER NECESSITY TO REPAIR AND HEAL. THE ‘TRAUMA RECOVERY’ PROCESS DEMANDS THAT YOU REPLACE WHAT WAS THERE WITH SOMETHING NEW. IT IS THE ‘SHEDDING’ OF OLD HABITS AND PATTERNS AND FINDING NEW CHARGES. THE MORE THAT ONE FOLLOWS THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’… THE MORE ONE IS ABLE TO UTILIZE THE INNER ‘EROS WINDS’ TO HEAL. IT IS THE DIONYSIAN STRUGGLE THROUGH THE CANYONS OF ‘EROS AND SORE’ THAT AFFORDS THE NEW OPPORTUNITIES FOR ‘BECOMING’ PRESENT RATHER THAN ‘LIMITED’. IT WAS ALWAYS A VERY LONELY PROCESS. I NEVER BELIEVED THAT ANYONE WOULD EVER BELIEVE ME. I STILL THINK IT’S VERY HARD TO COMPREHEND AND I WAS ‘THERE/HERE/HEAR’. I FELT VERY VULNERABLE AS I JOURNEYED INTO THE CROSS-CURRENTS OF THE ENERGY WIND WARS… THE SCHISMS OF ‘GHOSTS AND ETHERIC EXCHANGES’… CHARGED AND FLUID SPIRITUAL

ENCOUNTERS…THE REALM OF ‘WARINESS’ AND THE ARENAS OF THE ‘SCIENCE FICTION IMAGINATION’ [THE ‘ALIEN’ WORLD OF SAVANTS AND SURROGATES]. ‘SOMETIMES’ I WAS IN THE ALTERED STATES OF INNER EXPLORATION AND EXPERIENCING THE ‘CLOSE ENCOUNTERS’ OF MANY KINDS. THE ‘LIMITED WAYS’ OF ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION YIN’ COMPEL A SEARCHING FOR ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’ WHEN ONE FEELS LIKE THE LANDSCAPE IS FILLED WITH THE DARK FORCES OF BEINGS OUT OF A ‘MEL GIBSON ROAD WARRIOR’ MOVIE. HISTORY DEMONSTRATES THAT MACHIAVELLIAN MANAGEMENT KNOWS HOW TO ‘USE’ ANY POTENTIAL ‘CHALLENGER’ BY ‘COOPTING HIS HEART AND DESIRE’. IT IS THE MEL GIBSON ‘BRAVEHEART’ KNOWLEDGE OF ‘WILLIAM WALLACE’ THAT DISPLAYS THE ‘PSYCHIC IMPRINT/LEGACY’ OF ‘KILL ONE AND FRIGHTEN THOUSANDS’.IT IS THE POWER THAT EASILY ‘TRICKS , DECEIVES AND LIES’ THAT EXECUTES TO ACHIEVE ITS REAL GOALS. THERE CAN BE NO ‘INNOCENCE’ IN RULING CIRCLES. IT IS POWER AND THE THREAT OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT RULES. IT IS THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ AFFECTS AS A ‘RECOIL’ REACTIVITY THAT ESTABLISHES THE ‘NOTHING’ THAT ‘J.P. MORGAN’ UNDERSTOOD ‘SEW WELL’. IT IS THE SEQUENTIAL RHYTHMS OF FEAR AND ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’ THAT MAINTAIN THE ‘ORDERING’ LIKE A ‘NEVERENDING STREAM’ OF ‘GIANT TSUNAMIS’.

‘RESIGNATION IS NOT A CHOICE’
THE ‘POSSESSED’ STATES OF BEING A ‘MEDIUM’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ TEACHES ONE TO MOVE WITH THE ‘STEAMROLLER MOMENTUM’ OF THE ELITE. THERE IS A NECESSITY FOR ‘SAFETY’ AND ‘STAYING’ AS A PART OF THE RHYTHMS. THERE ARE ‘LOSING GROUND’ DANGERS IF ONE DOES NOT ‘GO WITH THE FLOW’. THE MAGNETIC FIELD OF THE ELITE COMPELS THE POPULACE TO FOLLOW THE MOMENTUM OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS AND ‘GLOBALISATION’ OR ‘ELSE’.IT IS THE ‘SPEED OF ‘322TIME’ IN THE ‘ONGOING’’. ONE MUST RIDE THE ‘KING’S HIGHWAY’ OF SIGNS AND SYMBOLS. THE MORE I ENCOUNTERED MY DAMAGE THE MORE I FELT INADEQUATE. I WAS DEVELOPING A VORACIOUS APPETITE … I COULD NOT

GET ENOUGH INFORMATION … I WAS THE ‘PRISONER’ [PATRICK MCGOOHAN] OF THE TV SERIES DESPERATELY TRYING TO BECOME MY FUTURE YET FEELING TRAPPED IN MY ‘TRAUMATIC WOUNDEDNESS’. I LATER GRASPED THAT FOR A CREATIVE PERSON ‘RESIGNATION’ IS NOT A CHOICE’. I SOUGHT SURFACING…INNER NECESSITY…A NEED FOR AFFIRMATION AND NEW GROWTH. IT WAS ONLY IN LATE ‘1970’S’ COUNSELING THAT I STARTED TO REMEMBER. I WAS FINDING A ‘NEW WAY’ PAST ‘SHAME’ AND THE ‘ANGERS TURNED INWARD’. ‘SHAME’ DEMANDS A QUEST FOR WORTHINESS… EARNING AND ACHIEVING… DIGNITY, SELF RESPECT, TRYING TO OVERCOME THE JUDGEMENTS OF OTHERS…IT IS A FEELING AND A FEAR THAT ONE’S FUNDAMENTAL VALUE IS QUESTIONED. IT IS ‘O FOR CRYING OUT LOUD’ AS A WAY OF EXPRESSING A NEED AND AN EXCHANGE. IT IS THE WOUNDEDNESS CALLING FOR SOMETHING TO TAKE AWAY THE ‘EMPTINESS’ WITHOUT BEING ABLE TO ‘USE’ THE ‘EMPTINESS’ OR THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ TO ONE’S ADVANTAGE.

THE ENTIRE SYSTEM OF ‘BORROWING’ AND ‘OWING’ IS BASED UPON A HUNGER FOR A WAY TO SOLVE THE ‘MISSING’.
SO MUCH MOVES IN THE ‘LY’ OF ‘LOAN-LY’ AS THE ‘LENDING’ AND ‘LENNON’ OF ENERGY AND SUPPORT EBBS AND FLOWS AS THE ‘PRESSURES OF LACK’ AND ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ ARE LIKE A NEVERENDING MUSICAL CHAIRS GAME. THE ALCOHOLIC SPARKS OF ENERGY TRANSFERS FEEDS THE ‘HUNGERS’ OF THE ENORMOUS IMBALANCES IN THE CULTURE. THE INSTABILITY IN THE ‘PERCOLATION UP’ OF THE FEW…THE VALUE OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ OR THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’CONTRIBUTES TO THE FRAGMENTATION THAT WORKS AGAINST A CONFIDENCE IN THE COHESIVENESS OF THE ‘COMMON GOOD’. THE ‘MEISM’ FEEDS THE COOPTATION OF THE FEW WHO MANAGE TO ACHIEVE RECOGNITION AND ENABLES THEM TO DISTANCE THEMSELVES FROM THE ‘COMMUNITY’. MY CREATIVE NEED TO ‘FILL’ MYSELF WITH SOMETHING TO REPLACE THE DAMAGED ZONES HAS EVOLVED THROUGH A WIDE SPECTRUM OF CONSUMPTION FUELS FROM SUGARS TO MUSEUM WORKS OF ARTISTIC GENIUS. IT IS A ‘REBALANCING NECESSITY’ QUESTING TO MOVE INTO A SENSE OF INNER ‘JUSTICE’. IT IS A ‘DISTANCING FROM THE LACK’ BY CONSUMING WHATEVER SEEMS TO HELP TO ACHIEVE ‘WHOLENESS’. IT IS THE ‘GNAWING’ AWARENESS AND VULNERABILITY OF RONALD REAGAN’S ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ AS THE ‘MAGNETIC FORCE FIELD OF THE ELITE’ DEMAND ‘COMPLIANCE’ TO THEIR RHYTHMS. THE OPPOSITIONS MUST BE VERY CREATIVE TO ‘KEEP PACE’ YET SEARCH FOR A BETTER PATH TO A COMMON GOOD. THEY DRIVE THE MOTIONS OF THE GLOBALISATION AT ‘322 TIME’ [THE ‘5’ MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD TIME].THE OPPOSITIONS ARE CONSTANTLY IN POSITIONS OF GENERATING ‘OBSTACLES’ OR ‘PROFOUND IDEAS AND CHARISMATIC PERSONALITIES’ TO ALTER THE FORCE OF EMPIRE. THERE IS USUALLY SO MUCH LAG TIME IN HOW OPPOSITIONAL IDEAS AND ENERGIES ACHIEVE ANY SIGNIFICANT DISTRIBUTION THAT THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ HAS ALREADY MOVED INTO CHANGED CIRCUMSTANCES. ONLY IN FOSTERING A ‘CRISIS’ OR ‘DEMANDING CHANGE’ DOES THE

OPPOSITION EVER ACHIEVE A ‘CRITICAL MASS’ THAT SAYS ‘THERE HAS GOT TO BE A BETTER WAY’.

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IN 1979.I WROTE AN INTROSPECTIVE SENTENCE‘WHY DID HE WALK WITH SLUMPED SHOULDERS IN A LOPING AND AMBOLING MANNER?’ IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF MARSHALLING THE ‘COURAGE’ TO FACE MYSELF. IN SOME WAYS I HAD TO PROVE THAT I HAD ENOUGH WORTH IN ‘CREDENTIALS AND CORPORATE SUCCESS’ BEFORE I COULD TRY TO GO INTO THE REALM OF THE TRAUMAS AND WHAT I COULD DO TO GET BEYOND THEM. THERE IS A LOT OF CONFUSION AND DISINFORMATION OUT THERE ABOUT ‘ALIENS’ AND IMBALANCES. THE CONFUSION SERVES THE ‘POWERS THAT BE’ AND NOT THE STRUGGLING CLIMBERS AND TRUTH SEEKERS…. ‘YOU ARE WITH US OR AGAINST US’… ‘JOIN THE CLUB’… ‘BE A MEMBER’… ‘PROTECT THE SECRET’… THE POSSIBILITIES OF HOLOGRAM LIKE ‘ALTERATIONS’ OF PERCEPTIONS ARE VERY REAL WHETHER IT IS A TIME WHEN ONE EXPERIENCES A ‘BEING POSSESSED STATE’ WHERE ‘THE REMOTE SIGNAL STOPS TIME FOR THE DURATION OF ITS USE’ OR ONE ‘SEES’ SOMETHING THAT ‘MESMERIZES’ AND SEEMS TO BE UNEXPLAINABLE. IT IS THE POWER OF REFLECTED LIGHT THAT IS IN THE ESSENCE OF MAGIC AS WELL AS THE ‘INVISIBILITY’ OF A STEALTH WEAPON.

‘FESTINA LENTE’ IS ‘MAKE HASTE SLOWLY’…
[THE EMBLEM OF COSIMO DE MEDICI—A TURTLE WITH A SAIL ON ITS BACK… VOYAGING ‘SLOWLY BUT SURELY’] IT IS THE ‘GRASP’ THAT ONE CAN SEE HOW ‘GALILEO’ WAS FORCED TO LIE TO STAY ALIVE AND MORE THAN ‘450’ YEARS LATER THE CATHOLIC CHURCH ACKNOWLEDGED ITS ‘SUPPRESSION’ AND OPPRESSION. THE ‘INVENTION OR DISCOVERY’ HAS TO BE ‘ACCEPTABLE’ IN CONFORMANCE’ WITH THE ‘DOCTRINE’ OF THE ‘WAY’ OR THE ‘LAW’ OF HUMAN MOTION. THE SEEDING AND THE TIMING AFFECTS THE ‘MAGNETIC FIELD OF HUMANITY’ AND ‘WHO’ IS DESIGNATED OR GIVEN ‘CREDIT’ BECOMES THE LATEST KEYING OF THE SIGNS AND SYMBOLS ALONG THE ‘KINGS HIGHWAY. THE ‘KINGS ROW’ REAGAN CHARACTER TRULY ASKS ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ AS IF THE ‘CHESHIRE CAT’ OF ‘ALICE IN WONDERLAND’ WAS DISAPPEARING FROM ‘SIGHT’ IN FRONT OF ‘ALICE’

[‘AL’ ‘ICE’]. IT IS KNOWLEDGE OF THE VALUE OF ‘MOTIVATED FORGETTING’… ‘REPRESSED MEMORY’ OR ‘ILLNESS AS WOUNDED MEMORY’. OUR ‘INHIBITIONS’ BECOME OUR FORTRESSINGS AND THE ‘TRAPPED LIFE’ BECOMES A ‘BATTERY-LIKE’ FORCE OF ‘COPING OR REDIRECTION’ OF OUR LIFE FORCE ENERGIES. IT IS THE ACCEPTANCE OF THE INNER POWER OF ‘ERASING PERSONAL HISTORY’ THAT TRADES CHARGINGS FOR NEW GROWTH. IT IS THE TEFLON AFFECT OF THE ‘RESONANCE OF THE EMPTINESS’ THAT EXPANDS CAPACITY BY ELIMINATING INNER ‘KNOTS’. IT IS THE ‘ALUMINUM-LIKE NON-CHARGED’ OR ‘TEFLON-LIKE’ STATE THAT FACILITATES THE GENERATION OF AN EXPANDED CREATIVE CAPACITY OR DEEP-YIN ‘WELL-STEIN’.

‘EROSTOCRACY AND THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’
THE ‘INSIDERS’ PACING FOLLOWING THE ‘SIGNINGS’ AND THE ‘SYMBOLS’ FLOWS THROUGH THE EDGES OF ‘A’ AND ‘L’ AS THE EROS AND POTENCY WAY. ‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND VENUS TO THE LETTER ‘L’ IS THE BASIS FOR THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL. IT IS THE FOCUS OF MAXIMIZING FERTILITY. IT IS ‘BUGS BUNNY’ AND ‘CATWALKS’ IN THE REALM OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. IT IS ‘MAKE HASTE SLOWLY’ AS THE SAILING RHYTHM OF THE TURTLE THAT GUIDES OUR RHYTHMS… THE ‘FESTINA LENTE’ OF THE MEDICI WAYS. IT IS THE ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ OF ADAPTATION THAT DRIVES MANY INTO THE FORTRESSING HABITS OF DEFENSIVENESS RATHER THAN THE PATH TOWARD CREATIVE FULLNESS OF SELF…A ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ OF KEEPING PACE WITH THE RHYTHMS OF GIANTS CONQUERING THE GLOBE…MAINTAINING THE ‘CURRENTS’…SPEED OF THE GREED.

THE ‘NAME’ IS THE VEHICLE OF PSYCHE’ TRANSPORT AS THE ‘KA’ OF THE DRIVING SPIRIT
IT IS AS ‘CHARGED’ AND AS ‘RELEASED’. IT IS THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL THAT MONITORS AND MANAGES THROUGH ‘DISHES’ [SATELLITES] AND DREAMS. IT IS THE ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ THAT DEFINES HOW ONE IS TREATED OR ‘TRICKED’.IT IS THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ THAT FULLY INTEGRATES USING THE RESONANCE OF ‘WHAT’S IN A NAME?’ THE FOUNDATION OF THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ IS THE TRUTH THAT IS THE RESONANCE OF EMPIRE. IT IS IN THE CURRENTS OF SEQUENTIAL ORDERINGS [THE ‘NICKS’ AND ‘BRANDS’ THAT DEFINE HOW THE ‘NAME’ IS THE FRAME].

‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’

I HAD TO BE STRONG ENOUGH TO KEEP THE PRIVATE ME ‘ALIVE’ AND ‘DETERMINED’ AS I SOUGHT OUT WAYS TO TRANSFORM. I HAD TO FIND ENOUGH ‘STEAM’ TO SPARK MY ‘SELF-ESTEEM’. I WAS TRYING TO GET PAST THE ‘SPELLBOUND’ LIMITS OF ‘ENERGY BRANDINGS’ OF ‘YESTERDAY’S DREAMS’. I WAS BEGINNING TO LEARN WHY I WALKED WITH ‘SLUMPED SHOULDERS IN A LOPING AND AMBOLING MANNER’. ‘INSTINCTS’ WERE MY TRUTHS AS I BEGAN TO SURFACE THE ECHOES OF MY LIFE. ‘INSTINCTS’ AND ‘INTUITION’ WERE RISING FROM MY ‘TAIL’… ANIMAL SENSES WERE STARTING TO BE OF VALUE AS I WAS UNABLE TO FIND ‘WORDS’ THAT EXPRESSED THE ‘INNER JOURNEY’. I LEARNED IN THE PROCESS OF PAINTING THAT ‘COLORS’ MESHED WITH ‘SOUND FREQUENCIES’ ON THE LIGHT SPECTRUM. IT WAS A VISUAL AND AUDITORY RESONANCE OF ‘KNOWING’. IT WAS A ‘NONVERBAL’ AND NON-SOCIAL REALM OF SEEING AND FEELING. I BEGAN TO LET MY BRUSHSTROKE DO WHATEVER AND MY PALETTE BE ‘RANDOM’ BELIEVING THAT I COULD DO NO ‘WRONG’ AS I SIMPLY WANTED TO RELEASE THE INNER COMPLEXITY AND GET IT INTO A VISUAL FORM. THE SUBTLETY WAS THAT IT REALLY WAS ‘ACOUSTICAL’ AS THE ‘REVERBERATIONS’ WERE WHAT I WAS REALLY TRYING TO ‘ABSORB’ AND EXPRESS…RELEASE. I WAS SURFACING MY ‘REACTIVITY’ AS I STARTED TO GET THROUGH THE DAMAGED AND BLOCKED AREAS OF MY PHYSIOLOGY. I REMEMBER EXPERIENCING A MILD ‘EUPHORIA’ IN JANUARY 1985 AS I HAD A BREAKTHROUGH IN ‘RIGHT ARM’ PAINTERLY MOTION. I TURNED MY RIGHT HAND TO THE RIGHT AND FELT LIKE I HAD NEVER MOVED IT IN THAT WAY BEFORE. IT WAS A ‘SURPRISE’ AS I ‘ARCED’ A BRUSHSTROKE PAST A PREVIOUS RANGE OF ARM/WRIST MOTION [IT ECHOED AS A ‘WRIST’ TONS AND ‘TONS’ AWARENESS AS I FELT STRENGTH OF PAINTERLY ASSERTION].

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IN 1969, ANN FAUST A TEACHER AT DVORAK SCHOOL IN THE LAWNDALE NEIGHBORHOOD OF THE WEST SIDE OF CHICAGO SAID ‘YOU HAVE THE PATIENCE OF ‘JOB’’. THE FACT OF THE MATTER WAS THAT I WAS ‘PATIENT’. THERE WAS A SHORTAGE OF TEACHERS AND I WAS A ‘SUBSTITUTE TEACHER’ WILLING TO ‘TEACH’ A CLASS THAT NO ONE ELSE WANTED TO TEACH. IT WAS A DISCIPLINE PROBLEM/SPECIAL EDUCATION CLASS [E.M.H.-‘EDUCABLE MENTALLY HANDICAPPED’] AND MY INNOCENT ENTHUSIASM WAS GOOD ENOUGH TO AWAKEN AND FOCUS SOME OF THE KIDS. I FELT SOME OF THEIR SUFFERING

AND USED PATIENCE TO REDUCE SOME OF THEIR FRUSTRATION. I WAS THE ‘JOB’ GOLF CADDY FROM THE COUNTRY CLUB… I WAS THE INDENTURED SERVANT [A TYPE OF ENSLAVEMENT] THAT IDENTIFIED WITH OTHER OPPRESSED PEOPLE. I FELT LIKE I WAS ON THE SAME PATH OF ENDURANCE THAT BECOMES THE ‘DON’T STOP THINKING ABOUT TOMORROW’ PHILOSOPHY OF ‘IGNORING’ MOST OF WHAT ONE CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT. ‘THE PATIENCE OF ‘JOB’… I DIDN’T EVEN KNOW THE STORY OF ‘JOB’ BUT IT FELT LIKE A KINDNESS COMING FROM A ‘TOUGH WILLED’ REBELLIOUS BLACK WOMAN WHO ‘SCARED’ MOST EVERYONE IN THE SCHOOL AND THE NEIGHBORHOOD. IT CERTAINLY HELPED ME TO KEEP TRYING TO MAKE A DIFFERENCE AND STAY OUT OF HER WAY

‘JOB AND JOBS’
THE ‘PATIENCE OF ‘JOB’’… AN ANN ‘FAUSTIAN’ ECHO OF MY NEXT 12YEARS IN THE HUMAN RESOURCES… THE WORLD OF ‘JOB [S]’… PATIENCE AND PATIENTS [THE CONFLICT RESOLUTION REALITY OF ‘HE SAID/SHE SAID’]… MY MENTOR FIRST BOSS SHARON REESE WAS AN EXPERT ON ‘JOBS’ AND SOMEHOW HAD TO ENDURE THE MISTAKES OF COSMETIC SURGERY TO EXPERIENCE SEVERAL NOSE ‘JOBS’ [THE PATIENCE OF ‘JOB’ AND ‘JOBS’]. THERE WAS ANGER AND DISAPPOINTMENT IN SHARON’S VOICE WHEN SHE TOLD ME THAT THERE WERE MISTAKES IN THE ‘PROCEDURES’… THE DAMAGE TO HER ‘NOSE’ ONLY SEEMED TO MAKE ‘SHARON’S ‘KNOWS’ THAT MUCH STRONGER SHARON REESE ONCE TOLD ME THAT THE ‘KKK’ HAD ‘BURNED A CROSS’ ON HER FRONT LAWN WHEN SHE WAS A YOUNG GIRL IN INDIANA. SHE HAD SPENT MORE THAN A YEAR IN A WHEELCHAIR WHEN SHE WAS IN ‘2ND OR 3RD’ GRADE [MY PATIENCE OF ‘JOB’ WAS NOW WORKING FOR HER PATIENCE OF ‘JOB’]. ONE IS ABLE TO SEE SOME OF THE STRESS THAT SHOWED UP AS A ‘KNOWS’ AND A ‘NOSE’ [THE DIFFICULT EDGES OF A ‘LACK OF BALANCE AND A LACK OF BREATH’]. WE WORKED TOGETHER AT THE ‘CIRCLE’ CAMPUS OF THE UNIVERSITY OF ILLINOIS NOW CALLED THE U OF I ‘AT CHICAGO’. I FELT THE ‘CIRCLE’ AS AN ECHO OF MY BEING ABLE TO GET ‘ALONG’ WITH EVERYONE...TO BE ‘WELLROUNDED’…A COIN/COYNE CIRCULARITY. IN TIME I BEGAN TO REALIZE THAT A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY MOVES OUT OF CIRCULARITY AND

INTO THE ‘UNKNOWN’ OF AN ‘UNFOLDING’ NEWNESS…A STEPPING INTO A SPACE OF POTENTIAL OPPORTUNITY WHERE ‘SPONTANEITY’ IS AVAILABLE TO ‘GO FORTH’ IN AUTONOMOUS SELF RELIANCE.THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ IS ABOUT ‘FREEDOM’ AND SELF RESPECT OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’. THERE IS ENOUGH SUFFERING TO GO AROUND FOR EVERYONE. YEARS LATER THE DRAMA DREAM DANCE OF REESES’ PIECES AND E.T.ECHOES OF ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ PENETRATED DEEP INTO MY MEMORIES OF BEING IN CLOSE ASSOCIATIONS TO ‘SHARINS’ AND ‘REESES’. THERE IS A SENSE OF KINSHIP WITH THE ‘SHARINS’… A SPIRIT OF GENEROSITY AND WARMTH… A PLACE TO GO HOME TO… IT IS THE ‘REESES’ AS ‘PEACE IS’ AND THE RECESSES AND RECESS OF PLAY AND THE ‘BIG PLAYGROUND’. FOR SHARON THERE WAS AN ILLNESS OF ‘DIVERTICULITIS’ THAT HAD TO DO WITH ‘RECESSES’ WITHIN THE ‘COLON’ AREAS. SOMETIMES THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ LAW OF FLAWS CHARGES SERIOUSLY’ DAMAGE THE ZONINGS OF TRANCED AND LEVERAGED EROS…THE REALM OF REPRODUCTIVE REDIRECTED ENERGIES…THE PELVIC PLATEAU OF THE ‘HIP WARS’ OF LOVE AND POWER… MY OLDER BROTHER MIKE HAS HAD A DOWNTOWN CHICAGO PART TIME ‘JOB’ WORKING FOR HERSHEY’S CHOCOLATE… THE HERSHEY ORPHANAGE OWNED HOME OF ‘REESES’. ‘E.T.PHONE HOME’ WAS A PART OF MY DREAM WAY ‘TO KEEP GOING’ THROUGH ALL THE SPIRIT AND PHYSICAL REBUILDING IN THE 1980’S AND THE 1990’S. IT WAS A TIME OF DEVELOPING NEW TIMINGS… A TIME OF STRUGGLE WITH THE COMPLEX TRANSITIONS THROUGH THE ‘LETTERS OF TRANSIT’ [THE PHONETICS OF SEQUENTIAL RESONANCE] THAT ARE THE TONES OF THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ THAT IS THE REALM OF CREATIVE ‘YIN-YANG’ EBBS AND FLOWS. IT IS THE REPRESENTATION OF THE MEDIUMS ‘ART LINKLETTER’ AND ‘DAVID LETTERMAN’ THAT REFLECTS THE ONGOING RHYTHMS. WE REMEMBER THE ECHOES OF ‘CARSON… PAAR… ALLEN… LENO… LETTERMAN… RATHER… JENNINGS AND BROKAW…THE PRIMARY ANCHORS AND PILLARS OF RESONANCE FOR THE RHYTHMS OF THE WAY… THE DAILY ‘Q’ NAMES OF THE SYSTEM…THE ‘CUINGS’ OF CONSCIOUSNESS AS ‘MING’ ORDERING HAVING EVERONE IN HIS OR HER PROPER PLACE… THE ‘MEDIUM AND SURROGATE’ WAYS LEAD TO THE PERFORMANCES THAT ‘REFLECT THE REAL’ YET ARE THE ‘MAGIC’ OF SAVANTS AND CHANNELS… THE ‘ALIEN’ AND ‘EXTRA-TERRESTRIAL’ ARE THE ‘MAGIC’ OF ALTERED STATES’ AND ‘ALTERED ENERGIES’ OF SPACE AND PLACE. THE REMOTE DIRECTED ACCENTUATIONS ARE THE ‘ALTERATIONS’ THAT FEEL LIKE ‘ALIEN’ WAYS. IT IS A ‘NON-ORDINARY’ REALITY… A ‘HYPERCHARGED REALITY’ THAT FLOWS IN A CONCERT OF ‘ZAP’ AMPLIFICATION AND MEDIUM/SAVANT PERFORMANCE.

‘IS THIS THE PERSON THAT I AM SPEAKING TO? [LILY TOMLIN AS A ‘TELEPHONE OPERATOR’]

THE GOSSIP TELEPHONE OPERATOR IS AT THE CENTER OF THE TRANSACTIONS AND THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ AS ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ ARE UTILIZED FOR GENERAL COMMUNICATION. ‘IS THIS THE PERSON THAT I AM SPEAKING TO?’… THE ‘MEDIUM’ WAY OF ‘REEDING’ AND RESONATING IS THE ‘TONING’ OF CONNECTION OR ‘CHANNELLING’ INTO THE ‘STATE’ OF ‘WHAT IS’ THAT ACTUALLY ‘IS’. THE ‘GOSSIP’ LIKE PROCESS OF MEDIUM ‘MESSAGING’ IS A WAY OF ‘GLUING’ THE COMMUNITY TOGETHER USING THE ‘EXCLUSION’ AND ‘EXCEPTION’ TO DEFINE THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘DAY’. ‘GOSSIP’ FEEDS ON THE POTENTIAL PAIN OF ‘REJECTION OR EXCLUSION’ TO GET COMPLIANCE TO THE ‘LAW’ OF ‘FLAWS’. ‘GOSSIP’ IS A ‘WARNING’ TO THE OTHERS THAT THEY TOO MAY BE ‘SINGLED OUT’ AS A ‘BASIS’ FOR ‘COMMUNITY SYMBOLIC RESONANCE’. IN SOME WAYS IT IS A ‘SOFTER CONTROL’ YET SIMILAR TO THE LAO TZU ADMONITION TO ‘KILL ONE AND FRIGHTEN A THOUSAND’. IT IS THE ‘CHANNELLING OF GOSSIP’ AND THE DREAMINESS OF THE ‘WISHFUL AUDIENCE’ THAT HELPS TO MAINTAIN THE INERTIA OF THE ‘STATUS QUO’.

CAPGRAS’S SYNDROME
‘CAPGRAS’S SYNDROME’ IS DEFINED AS THE DELUSION THAT THE PEOPLE AROUND YOU HAVE BEEN REPLACED BY ‘IMPOSTORS’…IT IS ‘THE INVASION OF THE BODY SNATCHERS’ AND ‘FALLEN’ AS FILMS OF POSSESSION AND SURROGATES WHERE ‘IT IS NOT THE PERSON THAT ONE IS SPEAKING TO’…IT IS THE TIME OF CHANNELS AND MEDIUM EXPRESSION WHERE ONE IS IN A ‘CRAZY WISDOM’ PASSAGE OF ALTERED INERTIA…A TIME OF ADAPTATION TO NEW RHYTHMS AS ONE KNOWS THAT ONE MUST GO DEEPER WITHIN TO ASSERT THE TRUTH OF ONE’S LIFE EXPERIENCE… ULTIMATELY ONE REALIZES THE ‘POWER OF SILENCE’ AS THE ENERGY AWARENESS OF ‘DON’T WASTE YOUR BREATH’ OR YOUR TIME…IT IS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND KNOWING THAT ‘THERE IS A ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’ AS THE ELECTROMAGNETIC SIGNAL USING A SURROGATE OR A MEDIUM FOR EXPRESSION ACTUALLY ‘BLOCKS OUT MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ AND ‘STOPS TIME FOR THE DURATION OF ITS USE’… ‘THE IMPOSTOR’ SENSATION IS KNOWING THAT THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF THE ENCOUNTER HAS PENETRATED ONESELF COMPELLING ONE TO REBALANCE AND DANCE IN NEW WAYS…IT IS A SENSE OF ‘BETRAYAL’ AND ‘ISOLATION’ AS ‘COMMON GROUNDING’ IS THE FORCE OF DISTANCING AND DIFFERENCE… IT IS NOT THE PERSON THAT ONE IS SPEAKING TO…IT IS A TRIANGULATION OF ENCOUNTER WHEN ONE IS IN A ‘MEDIUM’ INTERSECT OR EXCHANGE…THE ‘SUGGESTION TRANCING’ GUIDANCE THROUGH THE COMPLEX EMOTIONAL PASSAGE DEMANDS THAT ONE FUNCTION ON SEVERAL LEVELS SIMULTANEOUSLY AS ‘SYMBOL’ AND ‘IMBALANCE’ COMPEL NEW LEVELS OF ‘REINTEGRATION’… THE DEMAND UPON ONE’S BEING IS THAT ONE MUST GO DEEPER IN ORDER ‘TO INTUIT’…TO DEVELOP A MORE POWERFUL ‘INTUITIVE ABILITY’ TO INFER THE STATE OF MIND OF ANOTHER’… IT IS ACCESSING ‘INSTINCT’ AS ‘CLARITY’ OF THE ‘INVISIBLE’ AND ‘THE UNSAID’…

SECTION SIX. ‘GOSSIP IS AN AVOIDANCE THAT EXTRACTS A COMPLIANCE AND MAKES A DEFINITION’

IT IS A WORLD WHERE THE MEDIUM IS USED FOR A ‘SPEAKING THROUGH’ OR ‘REEDING’. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ ARE A SERIES OF ‘VEHICLE PEOPLE’… MESSENGERS AND CONDUIT CONNECTORS OF THE DIFFERENT FORCES AND TONES… ‘FREAKS’ AND ‘FREQUENCY’ CHANNELS OF ‘ENTITY POSSESSION’ AND DISSOCIATION… PEOPLE OF ‘CON’ AND ‘MING TIMING’… ‘AUTO’ CHARGERS OF SEQUENTIAL ‘KEY’ WORDS FOR ‘GO AHEAD MAKE MY DAY’ EVEN IF IT IS THE ‘DAY OF THE DEAD’. IT IS THE ‘GOSSIP OPERA’ OF ‘CAR’ MEN AND ‘CAR’ WOMEN MOVING ON THE PLANE OF ‘EXCEPTIONS’. IT IS ‘MEDIUM’ RESONANCE OF CONVULSIVENESS THAT INTERFACES WITH THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ COLLISIONISM OF THE DAY. ANYONE MAY BE A ‘VEHICLE OF AN ECHO’. ANYONE MAY BE USED AS A ‘PERSON OF INTEREST’. IT IS THE VALUE OF THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’…THE ‘WHAT’S IN A NAME’ AS AMPLIFIED AND ENCOUNTERED ESPECIALLY IN A ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT OF SHARED COMMON EXPERIENCE… AN ECHO ON A ‘MICRO OR A MACRO’ LEVEL MAY BE PART OF A ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT LIKE THE FEEDING FRENZIES ON THE NAMES ‘KENNEDY’, ‘LINDBERG’, OR ‘AMELIA EARHART’. THE ‘GOSSIP MEDIUM’ PROCESS IS THE ‘COMBUSTION OF THE CREATIVE’ INTERSECTING WITH THE ‘MASSOCCUR’ MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ IN THE ONGOING SCHISM OF ‘GHOSTS, ALIENS, ANCHORS, PILLARS, SAVANTS, AND MEDIA TALKING HEADS’. SOMETIMES THERE IS ‘SUBSTANCE’ IN THE GOSSIP…MANY OTHER TIMES THE GOSSIP IS MERELY ‘SUBSTANCE ABUSE’.

‘THE MORE I STRUGGLE WITH IT THE MORE I BECOME ENTANGLED IN IT’.[THE TAR BABY STORY]
AS A MEDIUM ONE IS A BEING IN ‘PERCOLATION’AND SEARCHING FOR A NEW OR A ‘MORE SO’ WAY TO BE. IT IS A ‘MATRIX’ CONSCIOUSNESS… A MULTIPLICITY OF ENERGY CROSSCURRENTS THAT HAVE TO BE DEALT WITH… THERE IS TRAFFIC CONGESTION AND OPPOSITIONAL FORCE. HOW DOES ONE STAY THE COURSE OR PURPOSE UNDER THE STRESS AND STRAINS OF THE VARIOUS FORCES IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY? ‘ANY CONSCIOUS EFFORT OF THE WILL STIMULATES AND REINFORCES THE OPPOSITE IMPULSES. IN EFFECT, IF THE STUDENT TRIES TOO HARD AND PUTS OUT EXCESSIVE EFFORT… HE CANNOT POSSIBLY SUCCEED. THE PERSON THAT CAN RELAX AND GO WITH THE MOMENT WILL SUCCEED [‘THE PRINCIPLE OF PARADOXICAL INTENTION’].

PAINS AND THE DRIVES OF IDENTITY
ONE MUST CONSTANTLY BE DISCIPLINED AND FOCUSED TO DEVELOP IN HEALTHY WAYS…IT IS ‘INDIVIDUATION ACCENTUATION’ BEING GUIDED ALONG THE DIONYSIAN PATH OF EROS… A TIME OF AWARENESS THAT ONE MUST CHOOSE WISELY WHEN ON THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’. ‘PAIN IS AT THE CENTER OF ALL OF HIS CHARACTERS,’ WROTE A COMMENTATOR IN TIME MAGAZINE IN

‘1958’, QUOTING AN ALEC GUINESS ADMISSION OF A ‘CERTAIN UNCOMFORTABLE VOID’ AT THE CENTER OF HIS LIFE. ANOTHER FRIEND SAID THAT ‘THERE IS A GREAT SENSE OF ABSENCE IN THE MIDDLE OF HIM… THIS ‘LACK’ OF IDENTITY’…. ‘ONE SELDOM SEES A MAN WHO LIVES SO INTIMATELY WITH ‘NOTHINGNESS’ [ALEC GUINESS… THE ‘ILLEGITIMATE’ CHILD OF A FRIEND OF THE ‘GUINESS’ BREWING FAMILY…THUS THE NAME AND THE POTENCY OF ‘SPARKING’ ON THE EDGES OF THE TEMPOS OF ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ ‘LICK’ TIMINGS…] ALEC GUINESS, WHO PLAYED ALL OF THE MEMBERS OF THE D’ASCOYNE FAMILY IN THE MOVIE ‘KIND HEARTS AND CORONETS’ AS WELL AS ‘MANY OTHER WELL KNOWN ROLES’…HIS REAL MOTHER WAS NAMED ‘AGNES de CUFFE’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE ‘CUFF’ AND THE ‘CUFF-LINKS’…I REMEMBER A STORY THAT IN 1968 ‘BOBBY KENNEDY’ FREQUENTLY LOST HIS ‘CUFF-LINKS’ DURING THE CAMPAIGN ‘HAND SHAKING AND CROWD CONNECTING’. I REMEMBER ‘CUFF’ AS ‘WRISTON’ AND ‘CUFF LINKS’ AS ‘WRIST’ ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’. THERE ARE ‘DASCOYNE’ ECHOES OF ‘ROYALTY’ AND ‘MONARCHY’ IN THE ‘REFERENT’ OF DIRECTION AS ‘DA’ AND THE AUTHORITY OF ‘DAS’ CONNECTING TO THE MINTING/CIRCLING OF ‘COINAGE/COYNE’. ‘DA’ STILL IS A WAY OF CALLING THE FATHER IN IRELAND. ‘KIND HEARTS AND CORONETS’ WAS A BRITISH FILM ABOUT ROYALTY OR ‘MONARCHY’ ‘ELIMINATION, AMBITION, AND ACQUISITIVENESS’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
WHEN I WAS 6 OR 7YEARS OF AGE I GOT A BRAND NEW ‘MONARCH’ BICYCLE [IT WAS EXACTLY THE SAME KIND AS THE RED MONARCH THAT MY COUSIN JACK ‘HIGGINS’ RECEIVED AT ABOUT THE SAME TIME]. I TOOK MY BICYCLE OUT AND ON THE SECOND TURN AT 21ST PLACE AND DAMEN I WENT GROIN FIRST INTO THE FRAME AS I RAMMED INTO AN ONCOMING CAR OR MAYBE I SHOULD SAY THAT I WAS RAMMED. IT WAS A ‘TRAUMA’… AN IMPACT… AN INDENTATION… IT WAS A HARMFUL ‘KA’ AND ‘CAR’ IMPRINT ‘INDENTATION’. THE FRAME JAMMED UP INTO MY GROIN [MY GENITAL AREA]. IT WAS AN ‘ELECTRO-BOLT’ MOMENT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND A ‘COINCIDENCE’ OF ‘BRANDING’ IN A ‘KEY’ TONE LOCATION. IT WAS ANOTHER SIGNIFICANT ‘ELECTRO-TATTOOING’… A ‘LOCATION AND PHYSIOLOGICAL IMPRINTING’… AN ‘EARLY DEFINING MOMENT’. THIS ‘ACCIDENT’ ALTERED MY RHYTHMS AND PRECEDED THE ‘40 FOETUS’ MUSEUM FALL BY 6 OR 7 YEARS. THE ACTUAL BICYCLE DENTING WAS ALSO PERMANENT AND EVERY TIME I SAW MY COUSIN JACK HIGGINS ‘EXCELLENT CONDITION’ MONARCH BIKE I SENSED MY VULNERABILITY AND ENVIED HIS UNDAMAGED BICYCLE. THE INDENTATION NOT ONLY DAMAGED MY ‘FRONT-SIDE IT CAUSED ME TO SET BACK MY BACKSIDE… THUS THE ‘COYNTE’ AWARENESS OF THE YIN FEMININE BUTTOCKS SENSITIVITY. THE COMPRESSION AND DISTORTION SEEMED TO MAKE ME A GOOD SANDLOT ATHLETE AS I MOVED IN AN ACROBATIC ‘C’

TO SCORE A TOUCHDOWN OR A BASKET.IN THE ‘SHORT TERM’ THE SKEW WAS OF VALUE…IN THE LONG TERM IT WAS HAZARDOUS TO MY HEALTH.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
ONE STARTS TO FEEL ‘MARRED’ AND ‘MARKED’ AS ‘WOUNDINGS’ AND ‘NICKS’ KEEP YOU ‘OFF BALANCED’, VULNERABLE, AND AVAILABLE FOR USE. THE PROBLEM IS HARD TO ‘IMAGINE’ AND ALMOST ‘IMPOSSIBLE’ TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT’. THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ NORMALCY OF GENERATING SURROGATES/PAWNS TO DO THE ‘NECESSARY’ EXPRESSIONS, GESTURES AND MODELLING REQUIRES A ‘CREDIBILITY’ THAT COMES FROM THE ‘PERFECT’ RESONANCE OF AN ‘ELECTROSCULPTED MEDIUM’. WE ARE THE MEANS OF MAINTAINING THE AWE OF THE ‘HUMAN LAW OF FLAWS’. WE SERVE IN STATES THAT MIGHT BE CALLED ‘AWMATON’ STATES OF TRANCING. WE ARE SHAPED IN REACTIVITY AND RESOURCEFULNESS. IT IS TRUE THAT SOME OF THE WOUNDS IN FACT CONTRIBUTE TO HELPING ONE GET STRONGER. IT IS THE POSSIBILITY OF LEARNING TO SERVE AS A ‘WOUNDED HEALER’ THAT COMPELS ONE’S COMPLEXITY TO FOCUS OR ENVISION THE PATH OF THE HEART AS A SOLUTION OF ‘SIMPLICITY’. IT IS THE INNER ECHO OF ‘WOO’ AND ‘WOUND’ THAT CRYSTALLIZES THE OPPORTUNITY OF A CHANGE. IT IS A DEEP AND INTIMATE RECIPROCITY THAT FLOWS THROUGH INNER NECESSITY AND THE EXPANSION TO A NEW VIBRATORY CAPACITY.

‘A GREAT WOUNDEDNESS…’
THE ‘ZAP’ BRANDS SEEMED TO REPRESENT A THEME OF WOUNDEDNESS AND ‘LOSS’. EVERYTIME I ENJOYED SOMETHING NEW, IT SEEMED TO GET SOME KIND OF ‘MARKING’ TO ‘MAR’ IT, TO ‘CHEAPEN’ IT, TO TAKE AWAY THE ATTACHMENT AND INCREASE THE SENSE OF ‘LOSS’. I ALWAYS FELT THAT ANYTHING I HAD WOULD BE ‘MARKED OR NICKED’ AND WOULD NOT LAST. IT WAS A ‘COINING’ OR ‘MINTING’ AS ‘PERFECTION’ OF ‘FLAWING’. IT IS THE HUBKORE AWARENESS OF THE POTENCY OF HOW THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ AS WELL AS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE TRANSIENCE OF MATERIALS. IT IS A SENSE OF ‘IMPERMANENCE’ AND THE IMPORTANCE OF FINDING THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ TO GO FORTH IN A RESOLVE OF BEING. I KNOW MY BIKE ACCIDENT AS A‘HIP WAR’ TATTOO THAT SHOCKED AND SPLIT ME OFF FROM

‘PRESENCE’. THE RED ‘MONARCH’ BICYCLE BECAME THE PSYCHIC VEHICLE FOR THE INNER WINDS OF A ‘MONARCH BUTTERFLY METAMORPHOSIS’ [A ‘KAFKA LIKE JOURNEY’ OF ‘GOING’ INTO THE THREATENING TERROR OF THE ‘LIGHTNING ELECTROMAGNETIC REMOTE CONTROLLED RADIO WAVE REALM’]. IT IS THE WORLD OF HEARTBEAT, THE PULSES OF ‘IMPOSITION’ AND BREATHING THAT IS A BATTLEGROUND FOR THE WAR AGAINST THE ‘FOREIGN INSTALLATION’ OF ‘CHARGED IMPRINTS’. IT IS THE INNER WORLD OF ‘INTEGRATING’ ONE’S ‘KA’ DUALITY INTO THE FULLNESS OF ONE’S ‘BA’ SOUL.IT IS THE POWER OF THE SELF TO RECOGNIZE THE ‘METHOD OF THE MADNESS’ IN THE ‘SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL’. THE SPACE OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’ IS THE TERRAIN OF THE LOST BOYS AND ‘NEVER-NEVER LAND’.

‘CHOICE’
I FELT THAT I HAD TO SOMEHOW OVERCOME ALL OF THIS WOUNDEDNESS AND CONFUSION. MY DECISION TO LEARN AND GROW TOWARD WHAT I THOUGHT WOULD BE A MAN OF KNOWLEDGE WAS AN INNER NECESSITY RATHER THAN A MERE WISHFULNESS OF WANTING TO BE THOUGHT OF AS ‘SMART’. EXPERIENCE AND PAIN TAUGHT ME THAT THE ‘SHAMAN ILLNESS’ JOURNEY OF LEARNING WAS A WAY OF FACING THE WAYS OF HUMAN STRENGTHS AND WEAKNESSES. EVERYDAY THERE WAS A NEW CHALLENGE I HAD TO ENCOUNTER. I FELT LIKE I HAD TO GO INTO THE ‘BLOOD MERIDIAN’ STREAMS IN ORDER TO KNOW THE ‘MARROW’… I HAD TO KNOW THE ‘LIGHTNING’ IN THE BLOOD.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IN THE EARLY 1980’S I EXPERIENCED MANY ‘TRANCE-LIKE’ MOMENTS WHILE IN THE PRIVACY OF MY LIVING SPACE WHERE I ‘FLAILED MY ARMS’ IN FRONT AND ABOVE MY FACE TRYING TO WARD OFF THE FEARS OF BEING HARMED. I WAS IN A VERY VULNERABLE ‘THIN SKINNED’ STATE OF HIGH ENERGY ACTIVATION AND OVERLOAD. SOME OF THE ‘FEAR’ FEELING WAS A SENSE OF THE REACTIVITY TO REMOTE SIGNALS PENETRATING MY BEING. SOME OF THE ‘REACTIVITY’ WAS ‘MEMORY AND RECALL’ OF LONG AGO MOMENTS OF WOUNDEDNESS AND FEAR. A MEMORY OF A TIME WHERE I WAS ‘HIT’ BY MY FATHER FOR DEFYING HIM WHEN I WAS A 3 OR 4 YEAR OLD KID [PLAYING TOO MUCH ON THE BEDS WHEN MY BROTHER DAN AND I WERE SUPPOSED TO GO TO SLEEP]. THE ‘FLAILING ARMS’ WERE A ‘RELEASE’ AND A ‘DEFENSIVENESS’ OF TRYING TO GO FORWARD FROM THE ‘INNOCENCE LOST’ MOMENT OF ‘EARLY CHILDHOOD’. IT WAS THE BEGINNING OF MY ‘RECLAIMING’ THE FULLNESS OF MY SELF. IT WAS A ‘REMOVAL OF AN INNER BARRIER’ WHERE I HAD ‘SPLIT OFF’ FROM MY SELF, MY FATHER AND THE REST OF THE WORLD. IT WAS A DIONYSIAN INTERSECT AS I WAS AWAKENING OUT OF THE ‘MASS’…A TIME WHEN ONE

‘FALLS BACK’ OUT OF THE MASS INTO ‘ISOLATION’ AND POWERLESSNESS…ONE NO LONGER IS LOST IN THE FRENZY OF THE CROWD…THE SAFETY OF THE ANONYMITY OF THE MASS…IT IS A TIME WHEN ONE BEGINS ONE’S OWN JOURNEY OF TRUTH…

‘IT WAS A BEGINNING OF PERSONAL CONSCIOUSNESS’.
IT WAS A ‘SPELL’ MOMENT THAT HAD SET ME IN A ‘TENSION/ATTENTION’ STATE OF FOCUSING [A STATE OF BEING ABLE TO ‘CONCENTRATE FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME]. IT WAS THE ‘CHANNELLED’ ABILITY TO CONCENTRATE AND TO DO WHAT WAS NECESSARY AND DESIRED YET NOT GET DISTRACTED OR ‘BEAT’ WHILE FEELING HARASSED OR HAZED. THE ‘SPELL’ MAY BE A PATH TO A ‘SAVANTING EXCELLENCE’ OR IT MAY BE AN ‘ELECTRONIC CAGE’ OF CONTAINMENT. ONE MAY BECOME A SAVANT ‘C.E.O.’ OR A FRUSTRATED ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIST’… ONE MAY BECOME AN EXTRAORDINARY ATHLETE PERFORMER OR A ‘DYSFUNCTIONAL REEDER’… ONE MAY BECOME A TALENTED PERFORMER OR A ‘NUMBED OUT’ SELF ABSORBED CONSUMER. IT IS THE TIME OF ‘LIVING DISSONANCE’ AS ONE SEEKS TO PRESERVE THE VITALITY THAT IS BEING RELEASED AGAINST THE COLLECTIVE CHORUS OF THE ORDINARY…AT TIMES ONE FEELS DOOMED AND IN A STATE OF DOING PENANCE FOR THE GUILT OF BEING AN INDIVIDUAL DISTANCING ONESELF FROM THE OTHERS…

‘OBSERVER OF SOUNDS’
STEPHEN BACHELOR IN LIVING WITH THE DEVIL…A MEDITATION ON GOOD AND EVIL CITES THE CHINESE ‘SURANGAMA SUTRA’ IN SEARCH OF HOW BEST TO AWAKEN ‘AVALOKKITESHVARA, THE BODHISATTVA WHO PERSONIFIES BUDDHA’S COMPASSION, REPLIES THAT USING ‘THE ORGAN OF HEARING TO QUIET THE MIND FOR ITS ENTRY INTO THE STREAM OF MEDITATION’ IS THE BEST METHOD. IN CHINA, THE MALE FIGURE OF AVALOKITESHVARA MUTATED INTO THE FEMALE BODHISATTVA KUAN-YIN, WHOSE NAME MEANS ‘OBSERVER OF SOUNDS’. KUAN-YIN EMBODIES A MATERNAL COMPASSION THAT IS A RESPONSE TO THE CALL OF THE OTHER NOT TO BE HURT.HER GRACEFUL REPOSE SUGGESTS HOW CONTEMPLATIVE LISTENING GROUNDS AND NURTURES THE OPEN HEARTED EMPATHY THAT RISKS RESPONDING TO THE OTHER’S CALL. TO RESPOND TO THE ‘OTHER’S CALL’ IN THIS WAY IS THE ORIGIN OF NONVIOLENCE…A RESPONSE ‘NOT TO HURT THEM’ IN RESPECTING THE SPACE OF THE OTHER. IT IS LIVING WITHOUT ‘HARMFUL INTENT’ AND TUNING INTO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’.

AN INNER ‘SOUND SPLITTING’
THE ‘ZAP’ BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING MOMENT IS AN OPPORTUNITY TO CHANGE. IT IS THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’OF A ‘SOUND-SPLITTING’RELEASE AS AN OPPORTUNITY FOR MORPHING…A TRANSFORMATIVE METAMORPHOSIS TIME OF ‘COMPLIANCE’ YET BEING ‘OUTSIDE’ OF THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF THE ‘ORDINARY’. IT IS A DISRUPTION OF ‘DAYDREAM’ OR AN ESCAPE WAY TO AN ‘IMAGINARY STATE’. IT IS AN ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ OF COMBUSTION AND ADAPTATION TO THE

REMOTE ACCENTUATION. IT IS A TIME OF MAKING NEW CHOICES AS ONE SEEKS PRESENCE OUT OF THE ‘CHAOS’ OF THE CONVULSIVENESS.

THE NECESSITY IS HOW ONE ACHIEVES STATES OF ‘INTEGRATED WHOLENESS’.
I ‘NEVER’ FORGOT THE CONSEQUENCES OF NOT LISTENING DURING AN EARLY LITTLE KID ‘TRAUMA’… A SMALL CHILD BEING WARNED AND NOT LISTENING [‘DEFYING’]TO THE INCREASING ‘FRUSTRATION’ THAT MY FATHER WAS EXPRESSING. THE ‘CONSEQUENCES RAINED DOWN ON ME’ AS MY ‘HA HA YOU MISSED’ ‘TAUNT’ IN RESPONSE TO MY FATHER’S THIRD WARNING TO STOP PUSHED HIM PAST HIS ‘CONTROL’. MY FATHER ‘HIT ME’ OUT OF HIS OWN WOUNDEDNESS. HE HAD HIT DOWN ON THE BED NEXT TO ME TO EMPHASIZE HIS ‘AUTHORITY’ AND I TOOK THE BRUNT OF HIS ‘VENTING’. I FELT HIS FRUSTRATION IN MY FRUSTRATION. I FELT SOME OF THE SAME SENSES OF ‘UNFAIRNESS’. I LEARNED LESS CONFRONTATIONAL WAYS OF DEALING WITH THE POWERS THAT BE… I JOINED THE CORPORATE WORLD AND MAINTAINED THEIR RULES AND REGULATIONS AS A PERSONNEL EXECUTIVE.

IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A QUEST FOR ‘MINTING’ AND CERTAINTY.
I ALWAYS ‘ECHOED’ THE ‘FAIR AND FOUL’ MENTALITY OF MAKING JUDGEMENTS AND ‘CALLS’. I WORKED AS A PERSONNEL MANAGER DETERMINING ‘POLICY’ AND A SPORTS REFEREE TO GAUGE THE FAIR PLAY OF THE GAME. IT HAS BEEN A CONSTANT JOURNEY TO ‘COIN’ AND TO ‘COINCIDE’ ESPECIALLY IN THE ‘COINCIDENCES’ OF ‘MASS-OCCURENCES’. IT IS THE NECESSITY TO ‘SEE’ OR ‘DEFINE’ AND ‘MUSE’ THAT IS THE NEED TO ‘BALANCE’ AND ‘CONTROL’ THAT I EXPERIENCE DURING ANY TRANSITIONAL OR ‘CHAOS’ TIME. IT IS A DIFFICULT STRUGGLE TO KNOW ONE’S ‘TRUE INNER NATURE’ WHEN ONE IS REMOVING THE ‘FOREIGN IMPOSITIONS AND ORDERINGS’ FROM ONE’S PSYCHE. THE BLIND SPOT IS INDEED THE HEART OF THE DREAM. THERE IS ALWAYS ‘SOMETHING’ THAT IS IN THE UNCONSCIOUS STRUGGLE. A ‘SOMETHING’ THAT IS IN THE DESIRE TO ‘CONTROL’ AND ‘FEEL SAFE’ YET ADVANCE AND EXPAND..

THIS IS THE REALM OF ‘HEARTING’ ONE’S WAY INTO OBTAINING INCREASING LEVELS OF ‘AUTHENTICITY’ OF PRESENCE’.
I KNEW THAT I HAD TO GET PAST THE LIMITS OF THE DEEP ROOTED FEARS THAT WERE IN MY ‘FLAILING ARMS’ OF DEFENSIVENESS. IT WAS LIKE THE ‘KAFKA GIANT BEETLE’ OR ‘METAMORPHOSIS’ MOMENT OF VULNERABILITY. I LEARNED THE MEANING OF THE GREAT ECHO ‘TRUTH’ THAT PIERCED AND CRUSHED IN ON ‘KAFKA’ AS HE EXPLAINED HIS PAINFUL SENSITIVITY TO ‘SOUND’. KAFKA SAID THAT HE ‘CRINGED’ DUE TO THE DECIBEL LEVEL OF HIS FATHERS ‘BOOMING PARADE GROUNDS

SPEAKER’S VOICE’.

‘HOOPERS AND LOOPERS’
I GREW UP IN AN ORDINARY FAMILY IN THE ‘NON-ORDINARY ‘HUBKORE’. WE LIVED IN THE CITY WITH THE ‘LOOP’… WE WERE GOLF CADDIES [‘LOOPERS’] AND ‘PAPERBOYS’ [‘PAY PER BOYS’ WAYS]. WE UNCONSCIOUSLY MOVED IN THE ‘DAY TO DAY’ ‘DALEY’ [DAILY] RHYTHMS OF BEING [THE ‘CHI’ OF ‘CHI’ CA ‘GO’ ] AT THE EDGE OF THE BIG ‘PARABOLA’ OF LAKE MICHIGAN. WE CAME FROM THE EDGE OF ‘PILSEN’, THE NEAR SOUTH SIDE SPACE OF BREWERIES WITH THE ECHOES OF PROHIBITION ‘BOOZE’ THAT MOST PEOPLE KNEW AS THE BATTLES OF ‘ELIOT NESS’ AND ‘AL CAPONE’. ‘PILSEN’ AND ‘PILL SON’ ECHO AS ‘PILL SEN [D]’ AND ‘PILL SON’ ECHOING THE MANY THAT GET LOST IN DRUGS AND DREAMS. WE PLAYED A LOT OF BASKETBALL WHEN WE WERE NOT ‘LOOPERS’.

‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’
…A VALUED TEAM ‘PLAYER’ QUITE WILLING TO IMMERSE HIMSELF IN THE ‘SUCCESS’ OR ‘FAILURE’ OF THE GROUP OR THE CORPORATION… THE OVERALL IDENTITY OF ‘OUR TEAM’ WHETHER IT IS ‘NATIONALISM’ OR THE NEW YORK YANKEES… THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’STATE OF HUSTLING GIVING 110% AND PLAYING YOUR HEART OUT… BEING ON THE EDGE OF DOING WHAT THE ‘GAME’ DEMANDS LIKE THE ‘6TH MAN’ ROLE THAT THE GREAT BOSTON CELTIC BASKETBALL PLAYER ‘JOHN HAVLICEK’ MADE FAMOUS…A ‘PLAYMAKER’ OR A ‘CORPORATE GAMESMAN’… SOMEONE WHO EXCELS IN GETTING THE JOB DONE BY BRINGING OUT THE CONTRIBUTION OF EVERYONE.

‘A BETTER TIP’
THE ‘TOP DOWN’ CONTROLLING MECHANISM IS THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’. IT IS A PHILOSOPHICAL ATTITUDE WHERE THE HUSTLING IS REWARDED AS AN ‘EXCEPTION’. IT IS THE FILTRATION OF THE AMERICAN DREAM THAT THE ‘RISING STARS’ ARE THE HEROES THAT DEFINE THE ‘MYTHOLOGY’ OF WHO WE ARE. IT IS AN ACCEPTANCE OF A BELIEF THAT ONE COULD ‘BETTER’ ONE’S SELF BY DOING SOMETHING BETTER THAN THE OTHERS. IT IS THE EFFORT TO GET A BETTER ‘TIP’ WITH A ‘WE TRY HARDER’ OR AN ALL OUT ‘110%’ PERFORMANCE FOR AN EXTRA NICKEL OR DIME. IT WAS AN EXTRA QUARTER FOR CARRYING SOMEONE’S GOLF CLUBS FOR ‘FIVE’ HOURS ON THE GOLF COURSE THAT REPRESENTED ‘STATUS’ AMONG THE ‘CADDY CLASS ’[‘YOU ‘LOOPED’ HIM TO GET A BETTER ‘TIP’]. THE ‘NEVER GOOD ENOUGH’ IS THE ‘TIME ‘X’’ OF THE ‘MASS NORMALCY’ AS IT REFLECTS A ‘TAKES A LICKING AND KEEPS ON TICKING’ DEFERENCE TO MONEY AND POWER. TIPPING TIME BECOMES THE EXTRA ‘1-2%’ IN A PAY RAISE THAT REINFORCES THE SLIGHT DIFFERENCE

IN STATUS OR ‘PECKING ORDER’. WHAT DO YOU HAVE TO DO TO BECOME THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’? WE LEARNED ‘TIPPING’ AS THE HUSTLE DOING OUR JOBS AND WE PLAYED A GAME OF ‘TIPS’ ON THE BASKETBALL COURTS. IT WAS A GAME OF ‘KEEPING’ THE BALL IN THE AIR UNTIL ONE COULD MAKE THE BASKET [USUALLY 3 TIPS WHILE ‘OFF THE GROUND’]. THE CHALLENGE WAS THAT THE ‘OPPONENT’ COULD THROW THE BALL AGAINST THE BACKBOARD AT ALMOST ANY SPEED OR ANGLE THEREBY CAUSING A DEGREE OF DIFFICULTY OF ‘TIPPING’ IT BACK AS A SCORE. ‘THE VAST DIFFERENCE’ OF ‘TIPPING’ IN THE REAL WORLD AND KIDS GAMES IS IN THE SUBTLETY OF ‘INSIDERS’ KNOWING THE CUES ALONG THE KINGS HIGHWAY. THE WALL STREET WINDS ARE FILLED WITH ‘TIPS’ THAT HAVE TO BE ‘FILTERED’.THE BOTTOM LINE DEMANDS OF THE CORPORATIONS TAKES ADVANTAGE BY MAINTAINING LOW PAY LEVELS FOR SERVICE PEOPLE AND MAKES THEM HUSTLE TO TRY TO ACHIEVE A ‘LIVABLE INCOME’.

‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’
IF THE ‘MEDIUMS’ ARE ‘HURT’ OR ‘HERTZ’ CHARGED AT AN EARLY ENOUGH AGE THEN THEY ALWAYS BEHAVE WITH ONE EYE ON THE PROTECTION OF THE ‘PAINED PLACE’. IT IS ‘YOUR EYES ARE BIGGER THAN YOUR STOMACH’ AND A ‘HUNGRY HEART’ OF DESIRE FINDING ‘SUBSTITUTIONS’. THE ‘ZAP’ THREAT OF ANNIHILATION IS ALWAYS A ‘CHILLING AFFECT’ ON ‘SPEECH’ AND ‘ACTION’. IT IS IN THE REALM OF ‘GEORGE ORWELL’S ‘1984’ ‘THOUGHT POLICE’ AND THE ANXIOUSNESS OF BREAKING THROUGH THE ‘SOCIAL ORDERINGS’.

‘WHEN YOU HAVE GOT THEM BY THE BALLS THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS WILL FOLLOW.’[WATERGATE…1974] DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THERE WERE ALWAYS FEELINGS OF DEEP DEFENSIVENESS IN THE UNDERCURRENTS… MY FATHERS’ MOTHER [MARIE] CALLED ME PADDY [AS DID MY FATHERS’ SISTERS LOIS AND EILEEN]… I HATED BEING A ‘HUSKIE CLOTHED BOY’ AND QUIETLY RESENTED MY IRISH ‘PADDY’ HERITAGE [PADDY… ‘HE IS ONE OF OURS’] AND THE STEREOTYPING OF A ‘PADDYWAGON’ FOR THE ‘IRISH COPS’… PADDING AND DEFENSIVENESS… RICE PADDIES AND WARTIME ECHOES OF ‘VIE’ T NAM RICE FIELDS… A PATSY AND A PADDY WAGON… THE ‘COP’ A ‘FEEL’… COPPING A PLEA… COPS AND COPING… THE IRISH COP ‘ENFORCERS OF THE LAW’ OF UNCLE JOHN MORRISON’S TIME. MY UNCLE JOHN’S DAUGHTER ‘CATHY’ ALSO BECAME A COP.

I RESPECTED THE ‘LEGACY OF IRELAND’ YET I KNEW THAT THERE HAD TO BE A BETTER WAY. THE OPPRESSION OF THE STATE COMBINED WITH THE ‘CONFINEMENT’ OF THE CHURCH DID SEVERE DAMAGE TO THE IRISH PEOPLE. THE HEROIC CREATIVE POETS AND POLITICAL LEADERS SOMEHOW MANAGED TO KEEP THE SPIRIT AND SPARKLE OF ‘WHEN IRISH EYES ARE SMILING’ ALL THE WAY THROUGH THE NEVERENDING WINDS OF THE ‘BANSHEE’. THE ‘SURVIVAL’ SQUEEZE PRODUCED SOME GREAT ‘SQUEAKY WHEEL’ ARTISTS AND POETS. GRANDMA MARIE COYNE ALWAYS CALLED ME PADDY AND TOLD ME FAR TOO MANY TIMES THAT I SHOULD ‘LOVE EM AND LEAVE EM’.

IS IT LOVE ‘M’ AND LEAVE ‘M’?…‘WHAT IS AN ‘M’?
IT IS A ZONING OF THE VALUE OF AN ‘M’ IMPRINT THAT ECHOED IN THE ‘DIAL M FOR MURDER’ AND THE PETER LORRE FILM ABOUT A CHILD KILLER ‘M’… ‘LOVE ‘M’ AND LEAVE ‘M’. IT IS ‘MOM’ AND ‘MA’ AND ‘ME’ AS WELL AS ‘MMMM’ AND ‘MARILYN MONROE’… THE KEYING OF ‘DI ‘M’AGGIO’, ‘MARIS’ AND ‘MANTLE’, ‘MICKEY MOUSE’ AND A MILLENIUM OF ‘MM’ AND A ‘RAPPER’ WITH A MULTIMILLION DOLLAR ESTATE KNOWN AS ‘EMINEM’. IT IS THE MOVIE ROLE OF FRANK SINATRA AS ‘MAGGIO’ IN ‘FROM HERE TO ETERNITY’ AND THE ECHOES OF THE ‘GODFATHER’ MOVIE OF HOW HE ‘GOT THE PART’. LOVE ‘M’ AND LEAVE ‘M’… A DEEP EROSTOCRACY HIP TO HIP IMPRINT AS ‘MORE’ AND ‘MAXIMUM’… MINE AND MIND… MAYBE AND MESSY…MIMI AND ME-ME..EATING ‘M AND M’S TO MAKE UP FOR WHAT IS MISSING.

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THE BIKE IMPACT BODY ZONING OF 1951 OR 1952 ‘COMPELLED’ ME TO GUARD MY VULNERABILITY AND FAVOR MY INJURED ZONE IN A ‘BENT OVER’AND TURNED TO THE RIGHT ‘PROTECTIVENESS POSTURE’. I LEARNED A BALANCED ‘IMBALANCE’ THAT MADE ME FEEL ‘TENSION’ OR BEING ‘WEIRD’ LIKE A ‘MIDDLE CLASS VERSION OF THE ‘ELEPHANT MAN’’. I BECAME AN ‘AIR SMITH’ RIDING THE CONVULSIVENESS OF THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND THE ‘COINCIDENCES’. I WAS ‘TALENTED ENOUGH TO FACILITATE, MEDIATE AND REDIRECT ‘CONFLICTS’ INTO ‘AGREED UPON’ WAYS. MY IMBALANCES WERE BENEFICIAL TO THE ‘GROWTH NEEDS OF THE OTHERS. I WAS DOING MY ‘JIMMIE’ THE ‘HIGGINS’ DANCE IN SCHOOL, TEACHING, AND ALL THROUGH THE CORPORATE WORLD.

‘THE LOST ARC’
IT IS ‘ARCH’ AND THE GREAT ‘ARC DE TRIOMPHE’ OF ‘PAIR IS’… THE PARIS AND THE ‘PAR’ IS OF THE GREAT GLOBAL GOLF COURSE. I AM THE ‘CADDY’ SEEING THE TEMPLES OF THE SWINGS THROUGH THE ‘COUNTRY’ [AND THE ‘CUNT’ TREE …THE DEEP ‘YIN’ OF THE WAY]. THE ‘CUNT’ AND ‘TREE’ CLUB OF EROS, FAMILY TREES AND PRIVILEGED INFORMATION… MONEY AND POWER

RIDING THE WINDS OF ELITE ‘EROSTOCRACY’. IT IS THE ‘ARC’… THE QUEST FOR THE ‘LOST ARC’… THE JOURNEY OF THE ‘RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARK’ THROUGH THE TERRAIN OF THE NOSTRADAMUS SENSINGS AND SYNTHESIZINGS OF ‘HISLER’ IN A SIMILARITY TO ‘HITLER’ . IT IS THE VISION OF NOSTRADAMUS AS HE SAW THE METHOD OF ECHOIC NORMALCY HARMONIZING THE NAMES,PLACES AND TIMES. IT IS THE ‘MUSIC OF THE METHOD IN THE MADNESS’ THAT ASSOCIATES THE ‘SOUND’ OR THE ‘UNSOUND’. THE THEMES ARE GENERAL AND AVAILABLE TO THOSE ON THE EDGE WHO FEED ON A COMMON PLATEAU OF MOMENTUM AND MUTUALITY KNOWING ‘SHARED INTENT’.IT IS THE RHYTHM OF INERTIA AS SHARED RESONANCE CUES THE AWARENESS AND MARKS THE PATHING OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. SHARED VISIONS OF TIMINGS AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ ARE THE ECHO OF THE ELITE ‘UNSAID’. IT IS THE ‘AGREEMENT’ ‘TO DARE AND BE SILENT’… TO BE SILENT AND ACCEPT THE WAYS OF MONEY AND POWER [TO KNOW THE ROYALTY RHYTHMS OF EMPIRE…THE QUICKNESS OF PIVOTAL TONINGS AND TEMPOS ‘AFFORDING OPPORTUNITY’ FOR CONQUEST AND ASSET ACCUMULATION… IT IS MUTUAL GAIN AND CARVING UP THE MARKETS… IT IS THE VALUE OF PARCELLING OUT ‘THE SPOILS OF WAR’]. THEIR TRADITIONS OF ‘INSIDERS’ MAINTENANCE THROUGH THE ‘SECRECY VOWS’ OF THE ‘322’ TIME OF ‘SKULL AND BONES’AND OTHER ELITE GROUPINGS FEEDS ‘SHARED INTENT’… ‘WHAT HAS BEEN THERE BEFORE MUST BE REPLACED’… AND THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ WAY GENERATES WEALTH FOR THE ‘RIGHT PEOPLE’.IT IS THE COMMITMENT OF INSIDERS TO THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ WAY OF MONEY MAKING IN TRAGEDY,WAR AND GOOD TIMES.

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THE ‘1958’ MUSE ‘E’ UM FALL ECHOES IN A 40 ‘DAZE’…A ‘FOR-‘T’ DAZE’… A 40 DAYS AND 40 NIGHTS OF YIN /YANG SWINGS IN THE GREAT ‘ELECTROFLOOD’ OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY… IT IS AN EXPERIENCE OF THE ‘ARC’ OF TRUNCATION [TRUNK ‘K’ SHUN…THE ‘CUTTING AND CASTRATING’ AS A ‘SHUN’ OR A ‘SHOO’ AND A WAY OF BEING]. IT IS ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’ RIDING THE ‘ISSUES’ [‘IS SHOO’S’] AS A ‘CONSTANT CASTRATION ANXIOUSNESS’. ONE FINDS ‘KINDNESS’ AND ‘GENEROSITY’ WHEREVER ONE CAN. ONE SEEKS TO GET PAST THE TEMPTATIONS OF THE ‘CHAIN STORES’ AND ‘DICK CHEYNEY’ ECHOES OF CHAIN KNEES THAT ‘CONTAIN’ AND CUE. IT IS THJE ‘FALSENESS OF CONSTRUCTION’ REFLECTED IN THE WEALTH OF ‘ELITE’ RHYTHMS. IT IS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF ‘BEING CHARGED IN IMBALANCES’ FOR THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘MILITARY /INDUSTRIAL / GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA COLLECTIVE’. IT IS THE ‘MEDIUM’ AND ‘SAVANT’ USEFULNESS AS THE ‘TALKING SMITH’ PERFORMERS REPRESENT THE ‘MING’ WAY. IT IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘WYOMING’ AND ‘WHY’ ‘O’ ‘MING’ IN THE SWINGS OF YIN/YANG’ CAPACITY. IT IS A WONDERING AND A WANDERING AS ONE SEEKS AN ANSWER OF ‘WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY IS’? IT IS ‘DREAM’ AS WELL AS ‘REVERIE’ THAT IS PART OF THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF ‘MING ORDERING’…THE ‘TIMING IS EVERYTHING’ WAY OF THE LAND. IT IS THE ‘CONSTANT’ OF THE ‘K’ WAY IN A LAW LINE OF THE SACRED SELF… IT IS THE

INSTITUTIONALIZED AND CAPITALIZED OF THE CIRCLE ‘K’ OF CONVENIENCE AND THE KOSHER ‘K’ OF PURITY. IT IS THE ‘PORK’ ABSTINENCE AND THE ABSENCE OF PORE ‘K’. IT IS POLITICAL PORK AND THE FEASTING OF SPECIAL INTERESTS.IT IS THE ATTENTION OF THE ‘10’ SHUN AND WHATEVER ‘10’ IS…THE ‘TENNIS’ AND THE TENETS [C.I.A.DIRECTOR GEORGE TENET]. IT IS THE RHYTHM EDGE OF THE YIN/YANG AS A SWING THROUGH THE LINE OF FIRE AND SPARKING… THE LIFE FORCE CREATIVE ‘VITALITY’ LINE THAT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF COMMUNITY DIRECTION. IT IS THE ‘KEYING’ TONE AND TIMING RESONANCE OF THE ‘MING’. IT IS THE ‘MIDDLE ‘C’ OF THE HEARTLAND FROM SEA [‘C’] TO SHINING SEA [‘C’]… THE ‘KA’ OF THE ‘AMERICAN DREAM’… THE ‘EDGE’ TONE THAT ABSORBS AND RESONATES THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘COMPETING FORCES’. IT IS THE ‘UNHEARD SOUND’ OF THE GREAT RAINBOW OF THE UNIFIED DIVERSITY OF WISHES AND DREAMS. IT IS THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ OF THE ‘I’ AS ‘EYE’ [IRISH] AND THE JEWISH [THE DESIRE AS WISH… THE ‘IS RAY ‘L’ OF COUNTRY AND UNITY…]… IT IS THE ‘HIS… SPAN… NICK’ [HISPANIC] AND THE ‘BRA’S ILL YEN [BRAZIL]… THERE ARE ECHOES IN ALL NAMES AND WAYS. THE ‘FOSTERED STATE IS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY THAT IS ‘AVAILABLE’ FOR THE ‘OTHER’ YET MAY COST ONE SOME DAMAGE TO ONE’S OWN ORGANIC INTEGRITY. IT IS ALWAYS ‘JACK’ TIME… IT IS THE EXAMPLE OF AN ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ ‘LICK’ WAY THAT ‘SHARES’ A DEEP ‘YIN’ FRUSTRATION AND ‘SUFFERING’. IT IS THE SHARED ‘LIFEBOAT’ AS A SHARED ‘LIFE’ OF ‘BOTH’ THAT DEMANDS ONE STRETCH TO THE FULL RANGE OF ‘YIN TO YANG’ RECEPTIVITY AND ASSERTION. THE LACK OF REAL INFORMATION MAKES THE STRUGGLE THAT MUCH MORE DIFFICULT. THE ‘SECRETIVE’ NATURE OF THE ‘QUICKNESS’ OF TUNING AND TIMING IS GREAT FOR THE INTENTIONS OF INSIDERS YET A NIGHTMARE FOR THE OTHERS WHO ARE OUTSIDE OF THE ‘ELITE’ ‘WIN-WIN’ GAME. THERE ARE COMPETING SOUNDS AND IDEAS THAT NEVER GET TO THE CENTER OF THE DIALOGUE DUE TO THE CONTROL AND LIMITS OF DISTRIBUTION BY ‘ELITE’ CORPORATIONS. THERE IS ONLY THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF THE AGREED UPON ‘TYRANNY’ OF THE WEEK…THE GOSSIP FEEDING ON THE NIGHTMARES OF SEX, HOMICIDE, TRAGEDY…WHAT SOUND MAKES THE HEADLINE OF THE WAY… THERE ARE MEMORY ECHOES AND DREAM ECHOES… ‘WHO’ ARE THE RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARK…THE ARC OF THE COVENANT… THE ‘AGREED UPON’ WAY… THE SILENCE OF THE ‘K’ NOWING… THE AB-SENSE OF THE ‘K’ WAY AND THE KABALA… THE SPIRIT OF INNER BALANCING IN BASEBALL SCORING [A ‘K’ IS RECORDED FOR A STRIKEOUT]… THE SWING AND A MISS… THE ‘NOTHING’ IN THE MISS… THE ‘ABANDONMENT’ ECHO OF THE ‘EMPTY WOMB’… DO YOU ‘MISS’ IT ‘MISS’ JONES? SOMETHING IS ‘AMISS’ OR THE GAME IS AFOOT, SHERLOCK… SURE ‘LOCK’ AND

‘WATTS’ SON ARE ABLE TO SEE THE ‘MS’ THAT GOES IN PLACE OF THE ‘MISS’ IT IS THE LANGUAGE OF THE QUEST OF THE CURIOUS. THE ‘ELECTORAL COLLEGE’ AND THE ‘ELECT’ ‘ORAL’ COW LEDGE…THE RIDGE OF ONE’S OWN ‘HOMELAND SECURITY’… THE ECHO OF ‘TOM TOMS’ AND ‘TOM’ RIDGE… THE ‘FRONT LINE EDGE’ OF THE AMERICAN WAY… IT IS THE SEXUALITY EDGE OF ‘MELISSA ETHERIDGE’ [ETHER ‘RIDGE’] AND THE ETHERIC THAT RESONATES IN THE ENERGY COMBUSTION OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’. IT IS EASY TO DISMISS THESE SOUND SUBTLETIES AS ‘HOGWASH’ AND ‘HOCUS-POCUS’. THE POWER OF THE WORDS DO DEPEND UPON THE ‘SHARED INTENT’ OF INFLECTION AS WELL AS ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’. WHO ‘SHARES’ THE UNDERLYING MEANING OR THE ‘GROUNDING’ OF WHAT IS ‘AGREED TO AND ‘UNDERSTOOD’? THE ‘CUINGS’ AND ‘ROADMAPS’ OF THE AGREED UPON MOVEMENT OF EMPIRE IS COMMUNICATED TO EVERYONE IN ORDER TO ‘CODIFY’ AND PROVIDE THE TONES THAT RESONATE THE WAY THAT IS THE ‘HEADLINE’ OF THE DAY. THE NAMES ARE THE FRAMES OF ‘WELL STEIN’ RESONANCE… THE ‘STATE’ OF VIBRATORY RECOGNITION… THE FORTRESS OF ACOUSTICAL PERCEPTION… IT IS THE ECHOIC ‘GLUE’ OF THE ‘TOP DOWN RULING WAYS’. IT IS THE CONCERT OF ‘CAPITAL CONSENSUS THAT REVERBERATES’… THE MUSIC OF ‘WASHING’ ‘TONS AND TONS’ IT IS TENNYSON AND TENNIS ANYONE… THE TOP TEN AND THE ‘10’ COMMANDMENTS… IT IS ‘MOWS’ AND MOSES’… WHERE ARE THE ‘FAIR’ ‘O’S AND THE ‘PHAROAHS’ ON THE EDGES OF THE ‘OS’ WINDS”. WHAT IS THE EVOLUTION OF ‘FAIR AND FOUL’? WHAT IS THE PRESENT ‘MARRY ‘K’ IN THE CONVULSIVENESS OF THE CHAOS RESPONDING TO THE LATEST ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’? IT IS ‘CHA’ ‘OS’ AND ‘K’ ‘OS’. IT IS A SENSE OF CONFINEMENT AS A ‘CAGE’ OR ‘K’ JE… THE ‘K’ AND ‘AGE’ CONTAINERING… THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAGE WAY.

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I REMEMBER MY CHILDHOOD IMAGINARY PLAYMATES… THE INVISIBLE ‘JOHNNY AND PEENY’ [ECHOES OF OBVIOUS TOILET FUNCTIONS] AS AN ASSOCIATION TO A FAMOUS CHINA PLAY ABOUT ‘DREAMS’. MU DAN TINGS PLAY CALLED ‘THE PEONY PAVILLION’ MADE MY ‘PEENY’ SOUND LIKE ‘PEONY’ [THE ANCIENT SYMBOL IN CHINA FOR THE RECEPTIVITY OF WOMENS GENITALS]. IT IS THE PHYSIOLOGICAL INDENTATION ECHO OF THE BIKE ACCIDENT AT 21ST PLACE AND DAMEN. IT IS THE ‘TIMBRE ZONING’ OF THE SLANG OF ‘COYNTE’ AS A DEEP YIN ‘RECEPTIVITY’.

THE DREAM OF THE PLAY WAS ABOUT A MONSTER TRYING TO BREAK INTO THE ‘DAMEN’ [THE BIG DOOR] IN THE PEONY PAVILLION. THE DREAMER CLAIMS TO HAVE PERMISSION FROM ‘DI’ [THE CHINESE EMPEROR ON HIGH]… PERMISSION TO PURSUE THE MARQUIS INTO HIS PRIVATE CHAMBER… THE ‘CHAMBER’ LANE BEYOND THE DAMEN, THE BIG DOOR…

THE DOORS OF THE UNKNOWN…
THE ‘GOREE ISLAND ‘DOOR OF NO RETURN’ WHERE THE SLAVES PASSED ON THEIR WAY OUT OF AFRICA… THE DOORS OF PERCEPTION… JIM ‘MORRISON’ AND THE DOORS… THE ‘BIG RED DOOR’ [MY OLDER BROTHER OFTEN TALKED ABOUT WRITING THE GOSSIP STORIES OF THE CHICAGO FIRE DEPARTMENT… THE BIG ‘RED DOOR’ OF THE CHICAGO FIREHOUSE]. IT IS THE INNER PSYCHE DRAMA OF THE DOORS OPENING AND CLOSING ON CHOICES… ‘AND HE CAME TO A DOOR AND LOOKED INSIDE’ [JIM MORRISON]… IT IS THE ‘DI’ AND DIE TIME AS ‘DI’ THE DOUBLE [‘NO ONE COULD RESCUE THE DYING PRINCESS FROM A PARISIAN [TUNNEL] IN A ‘PHOTO OP’ CHASE OF ‘MASS OCCUR MADNESS’… IT WAS A ‘ROYALTY PRINCESS DI’ MOMENT BECOMING AN INNER PSYCHE’ IMPLOSION AS A RESULT OF A ‘COLLISIONISM’ FROM THE ‘MACRO’ WORLD]. DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY INTO OUR CONSCIOUSNESS AS ROYALTY RHYTHMS DEMAND ATTENTION AND AVOIDANCE PROVIDING ‘ELITE SPEED’ TEMPOS OF OPPORTUNISM AND ASSET ACCUMULATION. IT IS THE MEDIA MADNESS OF EROS, GOSSIP AND FANTASY THAT PENETRATES INTO MY ‘MICRO WORLD’… A FEW REMEMBER OR KEEP THE AWARENESS THAT THERE WAS MORE MEDIA ATTENTION TO THE DEATH OF THE ROYAL PRINCESS ‘DI’ THAN GIVEN TO THE DEATH OF MOTHER TERESA [THE SAME WEEK]… THE MEDIA CONTINUES TO FOSTER AND FEED OFF THE TRAGIC GOSSIP ‘HEARD’ ING US INTO THE NEXT PYRAMID SCHEME. THEY DEFINE THE ‘HEADLINE’ AND THE AGREED UPON ‘TYRANNY OF THE WEEK’. IT IS THE ELECTRONIC ‘FLIGHT’ NOT ‘FIGHT’ AS THE ‘CIRCUS’ DISTRACTS WHILE THE MONEY AND POWER MOVE ELECTRONICALLY AT THE SPEED OF LIGHT. WE ARE THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ SEEING THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’… WE ARE THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’ DISTRIBUTIONS IN THE NEVERENDING ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM. WE ARE THE ‘CONTROLLED GREENSPAN’ OF TRADEOFFS OF INFLATION AND JOBS. WE ARE THE PERCOLATION OF THE CREATIVE MILIEU THAT BUBBLES UP THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’. THE ‘DOG EAT DOG’ AND ‘THE RAT RACE’ IS THE SILENT UNDERSTANDING OF THE WAY OF ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ AND THE IMPORTANCE OF USING ‘THE EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ TO MAINTAIN THE ‘SOUNDNESS OF THE SYSTEM’. THE SQUEAKY WHEEL GETS THE GREASE AND THE TRIVIAL ‘GOSSIP’ BECOMES THE ‘BLUR’ FOR ‘BLURBS’.

‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES’
THE ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES ARE CONSTANTLY ‘SENSUALIZING’ AND ‘BLINDING’ AS ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’. ‘COSMETICS’ AND ‘NUMBINGS’ BECOME THE MEANS OF FAKING IT RATHER THAN ACHIEVING PRESENCE. ‘AUTHENTICITY’ IS EARNED AS ONE SEPARATES ONESELF FROM THE EXCESSIVE ‘OVERSTIMULATION’ IN PRODUCT SEXUALIZATION FROM ‘KATDOLOGO’, THE

ELECTRONIC COLONY.. WE LEARN WAYS TO MAKE JUDGEMENTS ABOUT WHAT OUR ‘TRUE’ FEELINGS REALLY ARE. WE LEARN TO BREATHE THROUGH THE ‘ELECTROFLOODS’ OF PERCOLATION IN OUR ‘WELL-STEIN’ CONTAINERS. WE LEARN TO ‘WAIT’ AND WATCH’ LIKE THE FOOL OF THE ‘TAROT CARDS’ WHO RIDES THE CURRENTS AND SURVIVES BECAUSE ‘HE IS NOT CONSIDERED OF ANY VALUE’. THERE IS A SUBTLETY TO LETTING THE ‘OTHER’ SUCCEED. THE FOOL MAKES THE JOURNEY FOR HIS OWN KNOWLEDGE… HE SEES THE DANGERS OF ‘AWAKENING’ THE OTHERS [TIMES OF ‘SCAPEGOATING’, CONFRONTATIONS, AND ARGUMENTS WHERE ANXIETY AND ‘PENT UP’ ENERGY IS RELEASED]. THE FOOL LEARNS TO STAY OUT OF THE WAY AS THE ‘ANGER TURNED INWARD’ SEEKS TARGETS. ‘WHO’ WILL PAY FOR ALL OF THIS DISAPPOINTMENT AND PAIN? ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS KNOWING ‘WHEN’ TO DARE AND WHEN TO BE SILENT.

ONE MOVES IN A REALM WHERE THERE IS ‘RAGE’ BELOW THE SURFACE
IT IS A KNOWLEDGE THAT THE CHRONIC INJUSTICE AND DISILLUSIONMENT IS IN THE MUSCLES AND FIBERS OF MOST PEOPLE’S BEING. IT IS ONLY THE ‘SUGARS, SALTS, FLOURS AND ALCOHOL’ THAT KEEP THEM GOING AT A PACE THAT IS BEYOND ‘CONSCIOUS’. MOST ARE LOST IN THE INDULGENCES OF CONVENIENCES AND ENTERTAINMENT THAT ARE THE BOILING ENERGIES OF THE SOCIAL ORDER. WHAT IS ‘TURNED INWARD AND HELD BACK’ IS ALWAYS AVAILABLE AS A ‘BATTERY CHARGE’ FOR THE ELITE AND FREQUENTLY ‘CHANNELLED’ INTO WARS.

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‘HEALING POWERS CONSIST ONLY IN AND NO MORE THAN IN ALLOWING, CAUSING, OR BRINGING TO BEAR THOSE THINGS OR FORCES FOR GETTING BETTER [WHATEVER THEY MAY BE] THAT ALREADY EXIST IN THE PATIENT [ERIC CASSELL ‘THE NATURE OF SUFFERING AND THE GOALS OF MEDICINE’].

STRANGENESS
THE BICYCLE IMPRINT …A FRAMED MOMENT OF ‘ELECTRONIC CHARGE’ MARKING THAT COMPELLED LEARNING TO MOVE IN THE WAYS OF A STRANGER… ‘THE ANGER AND ‘STRANGER’ RANGER/DANGER… THE KNOWING OF ‘SOME WOMEN’ WHO SENSE AND FEEL THEMSELVES AS ‘STRANGE’. WE SENSE THE ALIEN WAYS OF A ‘STRANGER’ MOVING IN COMPLEX ‘YIN AND YANG’… A SHIFTING AND A FLUIDITY THROUGH THE ‘ELEVATOR’ LEVELINGS OF ‘SHE TO SHE’ STATES OF ENCOUNTER ACROSS THE ‘YIN’ PLATEAU [THE ETHERIC AREAS OF THE SPACES ‘IN BETWEEN’ WOMEN WHEN THEY ARE IN OPPOSITIONAL POSTURINGS]. IT IS THE ‘PUNTA DI FUGA’ SPACE WHERE THE ‘POINT OF VANISHING’ OCCURS. IT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘GLACIAL WAY’. IT IS THE ‘O’ OF THE ‘OS’ AND THE REPRESENTATION OF ‘O’ OF THE ORANGE. IT IS THE ‘ST’ RANGER OF THE ‘O’ RANGE…THE ‘O’ RANGE OF ‘O’ TIS ELEVATORS AND THE CREATIVE COMBUSTION OF MEDIUMS AND TALKING ‘P.R.’ SMITHS. IT IS THE ZONING OF THE ‘O’ TO ‘O’ RANGE OF ORIFICES AND OVERLAPS.

THE ‘FISHER KING’
THE ‘FISHER KING’ IS ‘MAIMED’ AND THE KINGDOM DEPENDS ON HIS RETURN. THE ‘1950’S’ WERE THE

‘50/50%’ TIME OF ‘EYES IN HOW ARE’ [THE EISENHOWERS] A TIME OF ‘PUT THE BLAME ON MAME’ AND DOING CHECKERS WITH ‘NICKED DICK’ [‘V.P.’ ‘NIXON’] AND THE ‘MAIM ME’ TEMPOS OF ‘Mc CARTHY’ DOING THE LATEST ‘RED SCARE’ OF PAIN AND PASSION. THERE WERE CULTURAL MEMORIES OF ‘AUNTIE MAME’ AND HER PRECIOUS NEPHEW ‘PATRICK DENNIS’ [ECHOES REOCCUR AT A TIME WHEN I WENT TO SAINT ‘DENIS’ SCHOOL AND DREAMED OF HAVING A ‘DEN’ LIKE MY ‘HIGGINS’ COUSINS WHERE THERE WAS ALWAYS WARMTH, AFFILIATION, LAUGHTER AND DESIRE. IT WAS LIKE A ‘HOME ON THE RANGE’ AS MY ‘MONARCH’ BICYCLE ACCIDENT IMPRINT WAS SOMEHOW CONNECTED TO THAT ‘DEN’. IT WAS A ‘PARALLELISM’ AND A ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT THEIR BIG DOG NAMED ‘SPARKY’ ECHOED IN THE WISHFUL CONNECTEDNESS OF MY ‘MON ARCH’ INDENTURED SERVITUDE. IT WAS THROUGH THAT PARALLEL ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ REALM OF WOUNDED DESIRE THAT I LEARNED HOW TO CLAIM MY OWN BREATH AND BEING.

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‘THE GREATEST DANGER ABOUT UNCONSCIOUS IS PRONENESS TO SUGGESTION. THE EFFECT OF SUGGESTION IS DUE TO AN UNCONSCIOUS DYNAMIC AND THE MORE ‘UNCONSCIOUS’ THIS IS, THE MORE EFFECTIVE IT WILL BE. HENCE, THE EVER WIDENING SPLIT BETWEEN CONSCIOUS AND UNCONSCIOUS INCREASES THE DANGER OF PSYCHIC INFECTION. THE BRIDGE TO THE UNCONSCIOUS BREAKS DOWN AND ‘INSTINCT’ NO LONGER AFFORDS PROTECTION AGAINST ‘SOUND IDEAS’. THEN WE SEE THAT RATIONALITY WITHOUT TRADITION AND WITHOUT A BASIS IN INSTINCT IS PROOF AGAINST NO ABSURDITY. [CARL JUNG] WE FEEL NOT GOOD ENOUGH. ‘THE SENSE OF ‘SHAME’ IS IN THE ARMORING WE BUILD TO GUARD AGAINST A LOSS OF THE ‘LITTLE STATUS’ THAT WE FEEL. THE ‘SHAME’ IS NOT DUE TO THE NATURAL DIFFERENCES IN CHARACTER, TALENTS, STRENGTHS, OR WEAKNESSES. THE SHAME IS HOW WE BLOCK OFF REAL FEELINGS… WE LACK COMFORT WITH OUR ‘REAL’ BODIES… THE FREEDOM TO EXPERIENCE ‘SPONTANEOUS’PLEASURE’ AND THE CONFIDENCE TO MOVE AND FLOW IN GRACEFUL WAYS.THE WRESTLING WITH ‘ZAP’ AMPLIFICATIONS IS THE PROCESS OF UPHEAVAL WHERE THE ‘IMBALANCED’ IS THE NORMAL. IN MY OWN EXPERIENCE, THE TRAUMAS COMPELLED ME TO FIND INDIRECT WAYS TO GET WHAT I NEEDED. THE THREAT OF ‘MORE PAIN’ WAS ALWAYS THERE… IT LIMITED MY MOTIONS AND HOW I ENCOUNTERED AND CONNECTED TO ANYONE ELSE. THERE WAS ALWAYS A‘GNAWING’ WOUNDEDNESS IN MY HEART AND HIP. I HAD TO FIND MY OWN SPACE… MY OWN PACE… YET I KNEW THAT I WAS WEBBED AND ENMESHED IN THE WORLD OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ AND ‘KEEPING UP WITH THE JONES’. MY SENSE OF VICTORY IS THAT I GRADUALLY LEARNED TO SEPARATE MYSELF FROM MANY OF THE EXCESSES AND THE OBSESSIONS [THE ‘ILLNESS’… THE ‘ADDICTIONS’… THE UNHEALTHY HABITS THAT SEEM SO NORMAL… FAST FOODS, CONVENIENCES, SATURDAY NIGHT AT THE MOVIES, ROCK CONCERTS AND DEADENING SENSES IN DRUGS AND DREAMS, ETC ]. I MOVED GRADUALLY AND MADE NEW CHOICES…THERE ARE VESTIGES OF SOME DAMAGE STILL IN MY BEING. THE FUTURE IS BEING LIVED

WITH A ‘HEALTHY INTENT’ EVEN AS THE WOUNDS OF THE PAST ARE STILL HEALING.

NONE OF THIS HAPPENED EASILY
MY TRANSFORMATION PROCESS IS ABOUT LETTING GO OF THE ‘INSTITUTIONAL’ PERSON THAT I WAS… IT TOOK MORE THAN 25 YEARS OF ‘ONE STEP AT A TIME’ ALTERATIONS OF DIET AND EMOTIONAL ‘SOUL SEARCHING’. EVERY STEP SEEMED MORE ISOLATING AS I FELT MORE ‘APART’ FROM THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF THE ‘SHOPPING’ AND CONSUMPTIONS THAT FILLED UP THE GARBAGE CANS AND STORAGE BUILDINGS. EVERYDAY IS A CHALLENGE TO OVERCOME ‘ORALITY’ ANXIOUSNESS AND FEELINGS OF SO MUCH EMPTINESS AND LOST TIME. THE ‘WARINESS’ NEVER GOES AWAY… TIME LOST CAN NEVER BE RECOVERED… THE ‘PSYCHE’ VULNERABILITY IS ALWAYS IN MY BEING… EVERY BREATH … IN EARLY SUMMER 1995, I EXPERIENCED AN ‘OUT OF THE BLUE ‘ZAP’ WHILE WALKING ALONG THE STREET… AN UNEXPECTED JOLT … A LIGHTNING ‘ZAP’… IT WAS AN UNHEARD AND UNSEEN ‘FORCE’ THAT CAUSED ME TO ‘DOUBLE OVER/DOUBLE UP’ IN PAINFUL ‘WOUNDEDNESS’. I FELT LIKE ‘HOUDINI’ WHEN HE WAS CAUGHT OFF GUARD AND DIED AS A RESULT OF A UNEXPECTED SURPRISE PUNCH TO HIS UNPROTECTED STOMACH… HIS ‘MAGIC’ STOMACH THAT COULD BE STRETCHED AND COMPRESSED AND WHEN EMPTY WAS THE SOURCE OF HIS DEEP ‘YIN’ POWER OF ‘IMAGINATION AND PERFORMANCE’. IT WAS THE ‘MAGIC STOMACH’ THAT WAS USED FOR ALTERING HIS WAYS AND CAPACITY… HIS MAGICIAN ‘TRICK WAY’. HARRY HOUDINI WAS A ‘PROFESSIONAL SUFFERER’ DRAWING THE AUDIENCE ALONG IN A ‘VICARIOUS’ PARTICIPATION OF HIS RECOVERY FROM THE ‘DEAD’ DRAMA. HE WAS THE ‘HYPNOCIRCUS’ STANDARD BEFORE ‘MEDIA SPECIAL EFFECTS AND EDITS’ ALTERED THE ‘VISION’ OF EVERYONE. THE RECOVERY PROCESS FROM ‘SHOCKS’ OR ‘ZAPS’ DEMANDS A RESOLVE TO ‘WILL’. ‘HYPNOTICALLY CHARGED ENCOUNTERS [TRAUMAS OR INTENSE WOUNDINGS] HAVE ‘LIFELONG PSYCHOBIOLOGICAL CONSEQUENCES’ AND MAY CAUSE SEVERE EMOTIONAL OR PHYSICAL EFFECTS.IT IS THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF THE ‘MEDIUM/ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ REALM THAT ONE LEARNS TO USE ENORMOUS AMOUNTS OF ‘SELF ENERGY’ TO ‘CHANNEL’ OR REPAIR SOUL WOUNDEDNESS. IT IS LIKE ‘POST TRAUMATIC STRESS DISORDER’ IN THAT ONE ACTS TO ‘WARD OFF’ POTENTIAL ENCOUNTERS FOR FEAR OF BEING ‘WOUNDED OR DAMAGED’ AGAIN [THUS THE TENDENCIES IN ‘MEDIUM/CHANNEL’ PATTERNS OF SAFELY ‘PERFORMING/CHANNELLING’ AND GETTING ‘PREDICTABLY’ TREATED]. IT IS A DEEPLY PERSONAL ISOLATION AND HEART VULNERABILITY THAT ‘DANCES’ IN FLIGHT AND POSSIBLE ‘FIGHT’. THE ‘FON’ TRIBE OF AFRICA HAS A BROAD RANGE OF EXPRESSIONS FOR ‘EMOTIONAL THEMES’ AND CHARACTER THAT ARE DEFINED USING THE STOMACH AS THE SOURCE OF ‘IDENTITY’. THERE ARE

STOMACH EXPRESSIONS FOR FRANKNESS, INNOCENCE, GENEROSITY, ANGER, EVIL, HUNGER, ETC.[‘HE HAS A DEAD STOMACH’ AS ‘X KU XOME’ IS AN EXAMPLE OF A DESCRIPTION OF SOMEONE WHO IS ‘MEAN SPIRITED’].

‘AN EMPTY STOMACH IS A GREAT SOURCE OF CREATIVITY’ [GANDHI].

THE SOAP OPERA ‘SPOOF’ OF CAROL BURNETT ‘AS THE STOMACH TURNS’ IS A DEEP AWARENESS OF THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘YIN/YANG’ RANGINGS. IT IS THE ‘EMPTINESS’ THAT WAS SAID TO BE THE CENTER OF ‘ALEC GUINESS’ POWER AND VULNERABILITY. IT IS THE CRISIS LOCATION OF THE ‘HUNGER’ OF THE AMERICAN DREAM’. IT IS WHERE THE ‘NOTHING’ RESONATES WHEN WE FEEL ALONE OR AFRAID.

THE MAGIC STOMACH
THAT JUNE ‘DAY’ I FELT A ‘VULNERABILITY ECHO’ AND ‘FLASHPOINT’ OF MEMORY ASSOCIATION TO THE ‘MEDIA MOMENT’ OF ‘JACK RUBY’ SHOOTING ‘OSWALD’ IN THE ‘GUTS’… I WAS DOUBLED OVER AND FELT A ‘TERROR’ FROM AN INVISIBLE AND REMOTE 'ZAP’. IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN FOR MY PROTECTION OVER THE ‘LONG TERM’ BUT IT STILL FELT LIKE A ‘THREAT OF ANNIHILATION’. IT WAS A ‘MARSHALLING’ OF ALL MY RESOURCES MOMENT…AN ACTIVATION OF MY ‘FIGHT AND FLIGHT ADRENALINES’. IT WAS A WARNING AND A ‘CRYSTALIZING’ EXPERIENCE. IT CONFIRMED ON ANOTHER LEVEL THE KNOWLEDGE I WAS SEEING IN THE REAL WORLD [A REAL WORLD THAT WAS SO MUCH DIFFERENT FROM THE REALITY OF WHAT MOST PEOPLE THINK THEY SEE]. THE REALITY IS THE POWER TO SEND A FORCE OF ‘COOL FIRE’ [‘ELECTRO-MAGNETIC RADIO WAVES’] INTO ONE’S PHYSIOLOGY. IT IS A THREAT THAT ONCE EXPERIENCED IS ALWAYS A PART OF THE WAY OF ENCOUNTERING ANYTHING AND ANYONE. IT IS A ‘BLIND SPOT’AS ONE LEARNS THAT THE ‘SIGNAL’ MAY BLOCK OUT THE ‘MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’. IT IS A ‘STOPS TIME FOR THE DURATION OF ITS USE’ AFFECT DEEP WITHIN ONE’S WAY OF BEING. IT IS THE ‘BLIND SPOT’ AS ‘THE HEART OF ONE’S DREAM’. IT IS POTENTIALLY A SOURCE FOR ‘IMAGINATIVE CREATIVITY’ AND A DANGER OF ‘MANCHURIAN CANDIDATE’ PERFORMANCE OR ‘ZOMBIE-LIKE POSSESSION’.

IT IS THE AWARENESS THAT WE BECOME VERY VULNERABLE TO THE THINGS WE SEEK TO EMULATE. TOO MUCH ‘YIN’ OR ‘YANG’ MAY BECOME ILLNESS AS WE ARE IN OUR DREAM STATES [STATES WHERE ‘MEMORY’, ORGANS AND MOTIONS MAY BE LOST TO ILLNESS]. THE ‘ZAP’ CHARGES BECOME THE ‘SPARKS’ OR SYNAPTIC FIRINGS OF CREATIVE COMPLEXITY AND ONE MUST BE CONSCIOUS OF ‘WILL’ TO USE THESE ‘RELEASING ENERGIES’ IN HEALTHY WAYS OR BECOME AN ‘AWMATON’.. ABOUT AN HOUR LATER I WAS IN A COFFEE SHOP ENJOYING A VISIT WITH AN ATTRACTIVE WOMAN FRIEND WHEN I SUDDENLY FOUND MYSELF IN AN ‘ESCAPE MOMENT’. I WANTED TO ‘ESCAPE’ THE STORMY CLASH THAT WAS STARTING TO OCCUR… THERE WERE RISING TEMPERATURES IN THE ‘CHARGED EMOTIONS’. THE WOMAN THAT I ‘HAD’ SLEPT WITH SUDDENLY INTRUDED AND MY POSITIVE ATTRACTIVENESS TO THIS ‘FORMER LOVER’ WAS OBVIOUS. THERE WAS A ‘SPARKING’ IN THIS ‘TRIANGULATION OF DESIRE’. I WAS IN THE MIDDLE… IT WAS A ‘DOUBLE-YOU’ AND THEN ‘SUM’ MOMENT… A VERY DEEP ‘DOUBLE-YOU’… A ‘YIN’ VERSUS ‘YANG [ER]’ AS A TENSION OF ‘ANGER’ IN THE ‘DANGER’ OF ‘CATS’ AND ‘ZAPS’. I FELT MY HUNGERS AND MY EMPTINESS. I FELT MY ‘W’ AS I WAS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE ETHERIC AREA ‘IN BETWEEN’… THE ‘3’ OF US WERE MOVING ON THE SAME PLANE. IT WAS A TIME FOR ‘CAT-DANCING’. THE ‘CROSS-CURRENTS’ WERE COMPELLING AND I FELT MY ‘VULNERABILITY’ TO THE ‘WIND WAR’ THAT WAS GOING ON IN THAT COFFEE SHOP

‘PRESENCE IN A COMPLEX ENCOUNTER’.
‘ONE MUST REACH BEYOND AN UNDERSTANDING ATTITUDE WHERE ONE IS ABLE TO ESTABLISH INGENIOUS INTELLECTUAL LINKS…AN ‘OVERVIEW’ WHICH LIMITS ‘ACTUAL’ EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION.’ [ALICE MILLER] I WAS GLAD WHEN IT WAS OVER, YET I KNEW THAT MY PHYSIOLOGY NEEDED MORE REAL ‘JUICES’, REAL HORMONES AND EMOTIONAL FLOWS, ADRENALINES TO HEAL AND ‘FIRE’ ME UP [NEW COMBUSTIONS AND NEW CHOICES]. I NEEDED MORE SOUL LIBERATION TO BREAK THROUGH THE CONSTRAINTS OF MY PATTERNS AND FORTRESSINGS. I WAS STILL LEARNING TO BREAK OUT OF THE ‘HABITS’ OF FAMILIARITY THAT LIMITED MY GROWTH. I DID NOT LIKE BEING ‘CORNERED’ ALTHOUGH I FELT STRONGER AFTER IT WAS ALL OVER.

IT IS THE ‘SURPRISE’ OF A ‘ZAP’. IT IS THE CREATIVE INTRUSION OF THE ‘LIGHTNING’ IN THE ‘BLOOD’.
THE ‘SHAMAN’ PERFORMERS NOW MOVE IN THE REALM OF SOPHISTICATED HIGH TECH AMPLIFICATIONS. THE ONGOING ‘AMPLIFICATION’ AND EXPANSION OF NEW GROWTH… THE ‘SAVANTING’ WISDOM AND THE ‘RELEASING OF THE PENT-UP ENERGIES… THEY FIND THE PATHINGS OR WAYS OF ‘EMERGENCE’ OUT OF THE ‘CRISIS’ [AS A REINTEGRATED PERSON]. IT IS THE ‘QUICKNESS’ AND THE ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ KNOWING ONE IS ALWAYS VULNERABLE YET TRYING TO USE THE ‘FORCE’ IN A POSITIVE AND PRODUCTIVE WAY. ‘ACROBATICS’ AND ‘NEW BALANCES’ OF EMOTIONS AND PHYSIOLOGY ARE THE NECESSITY IN

ADAPTATION AND THE ‘PROTECTION’ OF ONE’S ‘INDIVIDUAL SOVEREIGNTY’. THERE IS A NEED FOR REAL TIME QUICKNESS THAT FLUIDLY MOVES THROUGH THE YIN/YANG RANGE OF ONE’S ‘WELLSTEIN’. THE INNER ALCHEMY IS REORGANIZING AS A ‘CHARGE’ IS ‘TAKEN AWAY’ [‘BLOCKAGE IS REMOVED’] AND REDIRECTION IS ESSENTIAL TO DRIVE ‘INTENT’ THROUGH THE EMPTY ZONE OF ‘RELEASED ENERGY’. IT IS PURPOSE MAKING THE BEST USE OF ‘WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE’ TO REFOCUS INTO ‘WHAT IS ESSENTIAL NOW’. IT IS VERY CONFUSING IN THAT ONE MAY WISH TO BELIEVE IN A ‘MUSKETEERS’ THEME OF ‘ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE’ AND A HEALTHY ‘COLLECTIVE’ YET THE ‘TRUST’ GETS MUDDIED VERY QUICKLY WHEN MOMENTS OF ‘PANIC’ OR ‘BLANKING OUT’ OCCUR. IT IS ALL ABOUT THE INTEGRITY OR ‘INDIVIDUAL SOVEREIGNTY’ OF ONE’S ‘WELL-STEIN’ VIBRATORY CAPACITY. IT IS THE HIDDEN AGENDA OF ‘PERFORMING’ AS A CHANNEL OF EXPRESSION. IT IS THE CONCERN OF TRUTH’ IN WHAT IS REALLY BEING COMMUNICATED. IT IS THE IMPORTANCE OF WEIGHING THE PRICE OF CONSCIOUS ‘HYPERVIGILANCE’ AS THE ‘MEDIUM’ SPLITS OFF FROM HIS/HER ‘REAL’ SPIRIT. WHAT IS THE AFFECT OF ‘MAKING A DEAL’… ACCEPTING THE ‘CHARGING’ IN ORDER TO GET SOME ‘REWARD’. THE ‘SOCIAL USE’ OF BEING IN A ‘MEDIUM MODE’ MAY BE HARMFUL TO THE LONGTERM HEALTH OF THE PERSON. IT IS A QUESTION OF ‘INSTINCT’ AND ‘WHAT CONSTITUTES GOOD JUDGEMENT’. WE SHOULD ‘KNOW’ WHEN A POLITICAL LEADER IS IN SOME ‘SELF HARMING’ MODE OF ‘EXCESSIVE LEVERAGE’ AS HE OR SHE ‘SUPPOSEDLY’ SERVES OUR INTERESTS. WE NEED TO KNOW IF A SPECIAL INTEREST ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ IS BEING REPRESENTED WITH A GREATER FORCE THAN THE ‘COMMON GOOD’. WE SHOULD KNOW IF THAT ‘SAVANT SINCERE SMILE’ REALLY MASKS A LONG TERM ‘DECEPTION’.

THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’…
IT WAS ALWAYS THE SENSE OF SOUND… ‘YIN’ ABSORBING SOUND… I DID A CLAY EAR PROJECT FOR THE HIGH SCHOOL SCIENCE FAIR. I STILL ENJOY DOING SOME ‘CLAY SCULPTURES AND FONDLY REMEMBER THE CLAY PEOPLE THAT BLENDED INTO THE WALLS IN THE OLD ‘FLASH GORDON’ TELEVISION SERIALS [THE ‘FLASH’ OF DOING BATTLE ON THE PLANET ‘MONGOL’ WITH ‘MING’ THE MERCILESS]. IT IS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ RESONANCE IN THE MOMENTUM OF THE LAW OF HUMAN MOTION THROUGH FLASH, SPARK, IGNITION AND COMBUSTION. IT IS THE INNER ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF THE ‘HOLLOW MEN AND WOMEN’ OF LIGHTNESS AND BRIGHTNESS. IT IS THE ‘DEEP EMPTINESS’ THAT IS THE CREATIVE ‘HOLLOW’ THAT IS THE CAPACITY OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ IN ITS EMPTY FULLNESS OF RECEPTIVITY. IT IS THE SENSITIVITY TO THE ‘INNER WINDS’ AND CHARGES…THE AWARENESS OF THE ‘NUCLEAR’ THAT IS CONTAINED IN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION OF THE SELF. IT IS ‘MING’ ON MONGOL…THE ‘MON’ AND THE ‘GOAL’ RELEASING CREATIVE ENERGIES AND MAKING THEM AVAILABLE FOR ‘INVENTIVENESS AND GENERATIVITY’. THE ‘MING’ IS THE ‘TIMING’ OF DUALITY THAT IS IN ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE ENERGY’ THAT GOES BEYOND MERE SEXUAL DISCHARGE AND ‘SELF INDULGENCE’.

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I WAS IN A ‘SMOKE AND TRANCE’ DAZE FOR MORE THAN ‘22’ YEARS. MY RESUME WAS QUITE GOOD. IT WAS WHEN I DID NOT JUST WANT TO ‘COMPLY, SURVIVE AND COPE’ THAT I REALLY HAD TO DO MY HOMEWORK. I HAD TO LEARN TO LIVE ON A FULL TIME BASIS. I REALIZED IN THE EARLY 1980’S THAT I DID NOT WANT TO BE A CITIBANK [NOW CITIGROUP] SENIOR EXECUTIVE. I HAD TO FIND A NEW LIFE. I STARTED TO WRITE, PAINT AND DRAW.

‘AT 35, PAUL GAUGUIN WORKED IN A BANK’ [A SCHOOL OF VISUAL ARTS [N.Y.] POSTER SHOWING GAUGUIN BEHIND THE BARS OF A TELLERS CAGE.]
I SAW MY DEPARTURE FROM THE CITIBANK WALL STREET WORLD IN SIMILAR WAYS. I WANTED TO LIVE A ‘COMPLETELY’ DIFFERENT LIFE. I DID NOT REALIZE THAT I WOULD HAVE SO MUCH ‘HEALING’ WORK TO DO. I WENT TO SANTA FE, HAWAII, CALIFORNIA, CHICAGO, AND ARIZONA TO FIND MY ‘REAL’ SOUL. I REALIZED THAT THE INNER EXPLORATION WAS THE REAL BATTLE. I DISCOVERED THAT I HAD TO FIGHT FOR MY ‘WAY’ AND MY ‘HEART’.

‘RAISING THE BAR’
‘DON’T SPEAK UNTIL SPOKEN TO’ [ED BARR, THE CADDYMASTER AT BEVERLY COUNTRY CLUB] ED BARR WAS A ‘CROSS-EYED’ ‘TILLER’ MAN ON A ‘HOOK AND LADDER FIRE TRUCK’ WHEN HE WAS NOT THE CADDYMASTER. AS A CHICAGO FIRE FIGHTER HE WORKED A ‘24 HOUR SHIFT’ AND WAS OFF FOR THE NEXT 48 HOURS OR MORE. THE TWO OUT OF EVERY THREE DAYS THAT HE WAS NOT AT THE ‘FIRE HOUSE’ HE WAS AT THE GOLF COURSE. HE WAS AN ‘INSTITUTION’. THERE WAS A ‘TRADITION’ OF ‘FORMER’ CADDIES DRIVING BY ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE ‘BUSHES’ TO YELL OUT ‘FUCK ‘E.B.’[ED BARR] AS THEY WENT BY. THE ‘FUCK E.B.’ TRADITION WAS LIKE THE ‘HOLDEN CAULFIELD’ CATCHER IN THE RYE STORY ABOUT THERE BEING A MILLION ‘FUCK YOU’ SIGNS GRAFFITTIED AROUND THE WORLD’. IT WAS A ‘LOTTA FUN’ HEARING SOME FORMER ‘CADDY’ LETTING GO OF THE PENT UP STRESS AND GET BEYOND THE ‘BAR’. WE WERE COUNTRY CLUB ‘SERVANTS’ HUSTLING FOR 4 TO 6 HOURS JUST TO GET AN EXTRA QUARTER. ED BARR HELPED A LOT OF KIDS AND WAS A VERY DECENT MAN. I RECENTLY HEARD THAT HE HAD COMMITTED SUICIDE AFTER A MERCY KILLING OF HIS WIFE. THE ‘TILL’ OF THE ‘UNTIL’ TIME OF ED BARR…A ‘PERSON OF LOCAL INTEREST’…A GOOD GUY WHO ONCE ADVISED ME TO GO TO COLLEGE SO THAT ‘I WOULD NOT END UP LIKE HIM’ WORKING AS A CADDYMASTER AND LIVING IN THE REAR OF THE CADDY HOUSE. ED BARR WAS THE ‘BAR’ CODE ‘SURROGATE/MEDIUM’ THAT WAS THE ‘ED’ ‘BAR’ ‘R’… A FREE ASSOCIATION INTO THE PARALLEL ‘BARS’ OF CONSUMPTION… ALCOHOLIC BARS, CANDY BARS,

TELLER BARS… UNIVERSAL PRODUCT BAR CODES, SCANNING BARS AND BICYCLE HANDLE BARS… THE ‘BARS’ OF THE PRISON OF ‘IMPOSED ORDERING’…THE ‘BARS’ ON THE WINDOWS AND THE BARS OF ‘ALCOHOL RIGHTS OF PASSAGE’. THERE ARE BARS OF ALL KINDS…THE AVAILABILITY OF SUGAR AS A TOOL OF THE MASS ORDERINGS CREATES A ‘GIANT’ BAR…A SUGAR ‘BAR’ MASS LIKE A GIANT ‘TATE’. WE LIVE IN THE VULNERABILITIES OF ORDERINGS… THE CORN SYRUPS, SUGARS, SODAS AND SPARKS OF ALCOHOL ARE A ‘PURPLE RAIN’ THAT STRAINS EVERYONE’S ‘IMMUNE SYSTEMS’. WE SEE THE FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS OF THE EXCESSES AS ‘EMBODIED’ IN THE ‘JOHN’ ‘WEIGHING’ AND ‘WAY’ OF THE SPEED OF ‘CONSUMPTION’AND ‘WAITING’. IT IS THE ‘JOHN’ ‘WAYIN’ ILLUSION OF THE ‘ORANGE AIR’ ON THE ‘PORT’ SIDE… IT IS THE CULTURE OF ‘FANTASY ESCAPISM THAT ‘EATS AWAY’ AT THE ‘MIDDLE’ AS THE ‘MIDDLE’ BECOMES MORE ‘MIDDLE’.

THE ‘MAGIC STOMACH’ OF ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’ HAS LOST ITS POTENCY.
THE ‘IMITATION’ AND EMULATION IS TOO FAR FROM THE ‘SPIRIT OF TRUTH’. MAGIC IS FROM THE HEART AND SOUL NOT FROM TECHNOLOGY. WE SEE THE FRUSTRATION OF THE ‘MIDDLE’ THAT IS IN THE ‘SITTING, WATCHING AND WAITING’ ESPECIALLY IN REACTIVITY TO ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS AND MEDIA ‘SPECIAL EFFECTS’. WHAT DO WE ‘HAFTA-HAVE’ TO MAINTAIN OUR PSYCHE PRISONS OF ‘LACK’AND ‘INNER NECESSITY’?’WHAT IS THE ‘NUMBING OUT ‘TECHNIQUE OR TOOL’ THAT KEEPS US ‘UP TO SPEED’? WHAT ARE THE ANAESTHETIZING AND DAMAGE CAUSING ‘HABITS’ THAT FURTHER CONTRIBUTE TO THE INERTIA THAT INCREASE THE TENDENCIES TO CAVITIES, OBESITY, POVERTY, CANCERS AND ‘STRESSRELATED’ ILLNESSES. MACRO ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS AN EMOTIONAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL WOUNDING TO ALL… A ‘SHARED TERROR’… AN ECHO OF THE WALL STREET ‘WORLD TRADE CENTER’ OF TRADES AND EXCHANGES AND THE ‘O’ SA ‘MA’ ‘BIN’ LA ‘DEN’ OR THE ‘O’ ‘SAM’ OF ‘UNCLE SAM’ AS A SPACE OR ‘BIN’ FOR ‘MA’ LA. THE ‘9/11’ ATTACK WAS A ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT OF TOTALITY OF ‘GLOBAL ORDERING’ WHERE EVERYONE WAS ‘PENETRATED AND AFFECTED’. IT WAS A MEDIA AMPLIFIED EXPERIENCE WHERE EVERYONE IN THE WORLD ‘SENSED’ THE FULLNESS AND TOTALITY OF THE ‘HORROR’ IN THEIR ‘HUBKORE’. IT IS THE ‘DESTABILIZING’ AFFECT OF THE ‘IMPACT SHOCK’…THE SENSE OF ‘WHAT IS HERE WILL NOT BE HERE’ IS A ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT STALKS EVERYONE’S CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS THE SENSE OF DEATH IN THE ‘NUCLEAR’ AWARENESS. IT IS DEATH IN THE HARMFUL PRODUCTS AND POLLUTIONS. IT IS DEATH THAT ‘CALLS’ US IN A ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF THE PROBLEMS OF THE ‘GREENHOUSE AFFECT’AND ‘GLOBAL WARMING’. ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS ABOUT THE ‘DEATH’ OF WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE AND WHAT EMERGES FROM THE ASHES. THE AWARENESS OF DEATH IS IN THE DESTRUCTION OF ‘CELLS’ THROUGH DRUGS, DRINKS, AND FORTRESSINGS. IT IS THE ‘GLORY’ OF ‘DEATH’ IN DYING FOR ONE’S COUNTRY. IT IS THE FANTASY HEROICS OF ARMCHAIR TALKING ‘P.R.’ SMITHS THAT NEVER EXPERIENCED THE REAL HORRORS OF WAR’S DEADLINESS. ‘WE HEAR AND REMEMBER THE PATHING OF ‘RONALD REAGAN’ AS A SPOKESMAN FOR ‘DEATH

VALLEY DAYS’… A PROGRAM BROUGHT TO US BY ‘20 MULE TEAM’ BORAX SOAP. IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF CONQUEST OF THE CORPORATE GIANTS FINANCING THE ‘MYTHOLOGY’ AND ‘DREAMS’ OF EMPIRE THROUGH ‘MEDIA MEDIUMS’ LIKE REAGAN. IT IS THE SIMULTANEITY OF THE ‘NATURAL DEATHS’ OF THE POPE AND TERRI SHIAVO IN 2005 THAT REIGNS DOWN ON THE MORTALITY OF THE ORDINARY PEOPLE SEEKING THE ‘CERTAINTY OF THE DEFINED UNKNOWN’ IN BELIEF AND FAITH. IT IS THE SIMULTANEITY OF THE DEATHS OF SAUL BELLOW AND PRINCE RAINIER OF MONACO THAT ECHOES DEEP IN OUR CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS HURRICANE KATRINA AND THE INDIAN OCEAN BANDA ACHE TSUNAMI THAT BRINGS IMAGES OF DEATH INTO OUR LIVING ROOMS. IT IS TERRORISM IN IRAQ AND GENOCIDE IN DARFUR THAT CREATES THE SENSE OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’ AS ‘NOTHINGNESS’ PENETRATES OUR ‘ORDINARINESS’.

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I WALKED AWAY FROM THE CORPORATE WORLD AT A TIME [‘1980’S] WHEN IT WAS BECOMING INCREASINGLY ‘TOP DOWN’, ‘MEAN SPIRITED’, ‘ANTI-EMPLOYEE’ AND ‘SKEWED’ IN FAVOR OF A FEW. THE LEVERAGED BUYOUTS AND SUPPLY SIDE ‘GREED’ OF THE ‘BIG CLASS’ AND ‘BIG MONEY’ WAS MOVING TOWARD THE ‘ASTRONOMICAL’ CHANGES IN THE RATIOS BETWEEN THE ‘ORDINARY’ EMPLOYEES AND THE ‘C.E.O.’S. THE CORPORATE SPEECHES AND ‘REAGANISMS’ OF A FANTASY DEMOCRACY WERE DESCRIBED AS A ‘SHINING CITY ON A HILL’ ALTHOUGH THE CAPITOL ‘WASHINGTON’ AND THE ‘TRUE NATURE’ OF THE REAL STREETS OF WASHINGTON’ WERE VERY DIFFERENT. IN THE LAST TWENTY YEARS THERE IS MORE AND MORE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE PROSTITUTION’ AS ‘MEDIUMS’ USE THEIR COMPLIANCE TO LEVERAGE THEIR ‘SAVANTINGS’. THE ‘TECHNOLOGY’ SEEMS TO BE MORE POWERFUL THAN ‘CHARACTER’ AND THE ‘EXPEDIENCY’ OF THE ‘POLITICAL’ IS MORE AND MORE FOCUSED ON ‘QUICK’ GAINS RATHER THAN LONG TERM INTEGRITY. THE ‘C.E.O.’ COOKING OF THE ‘BOOKS’ IN THE ‘1990’S THAT ‘GENERATED ‘NEAR TERM’ HIGHER STOCK ‘INDICES’ FROM ‘WALL STREET’IS A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF ‘INSIDERS ‘ CONTROLLING ‘OUTCOMES.’ THE ‘ENRON ENERGY FIXERS’ CREATED FEELINGS OF DEEPER ‘MISTRUST’AND CYNICISM IN PEOPLE ALL AROUND THE WORLD. THE ‘TYCO’ EXCESSES INSULTED PEOPLE AS A PERFECT EXAMPLE OF WHAT THE ‘CO’ AND THE ‘CON’ WOULD USE TO ‘TY’ OR ‘TIE’ THE WAYS OF THE LAND. THE ‘VIOLENCE’ OF THE LOBBYISTS LIKE JACK ABRAMOFF STEALING FROM NATIVE AMERICAN TRIBES AND FINANCING EXPENSIVE GOLF TOURS TO SCOTLAND AFFECTS EVERYONE. WE TURN AWAY FROM A SYSTEM WHERE THE CORRUPTION GOES ON AND ON AS A FORM OF POLITICOS HERDING AND ENTERTAINMENT FOR THE REST OF US.

‘THEY’ ARE ‘OUT OF TOUCH’ WITH ANY SEMBLANCE OF CONTACT WITH THE ‘COMMON GOOD’. AS ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIORS AND MEDIUM SURROGATES’ WE MUST CENTER OUR ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ GENERATIVITY TO DO WHAT GOETHE DESCRIBED ‘DO YOUR NEAREST DUTY’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
REAGAN’S SHAME AND AMBITION HAD BROUGHT HIM A LONG WAY AND HE LEARNED HIS ‘PUSH THE RIGHT BUTTONS LINE’ S IN HIS LIFE LONG QUEST TO MAKE UP FOR THE SHAME ‘ IMBALANCED’ AND ‘ALCOHOLIC’ FAMILY HISTORY. THE THEME OF ‘ALCOHOL’ PLAYS THROUGH THE AMERICAN AGENDA IN THE ‘TEMPERS’ AND ‘TEMPERAMENT’ OF ITS’ LEADERS. IT IS THE ESSENCE OF CONQUEST AS ONE SEES ‘NATIVES’ AND ‘FAMILIES’ TRAPPED’ IN CYCLES OF ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ AND SEXUAL ‘INADEQUACY’. EVEN SHAKESPEARE COMMENTED ON THE UNHEALTHY AFFECTS OF ALCOHOL ON SEXUAL PERFORMANCE. IN ‘MACBETH’ THE PORTER SAYS ‘IT PROVOKES THE DESIRE, BUT IT TAKES AWAY THE PERFORMANCE’. IN MEDICAL BOOKS, THE WARNINGS ARE ABOUT THE ‘AFFECTS OF ALCOHOL AS AN ‘INHIBITION’ OF THE TESTICLES TO GENERATE ENOUGH TESTOSTERONE IN THE SEX DRIVE’ [ RICHARD F. SPARK, M.D. ‘SEXUAL HEALTH FOR MEN’].THERE IS A LACK OF COURAGE IN FACING ONE’S REAL SEXUALITY WHEN ONE NUMBS OUT IN DRUGS AND DRINKS. THE VALUES ARE CONFUSED AS ‘BEING A ‘MAN’ IS NOT ‘HOLDING ONE’S LIQUOR’. ALCOHOL WAS A DRAMA THAT MOTIVATED AND ALIENATED REAGAN FROM DEEP DOWN INSIDE. THERE WAS A ‘GNAWING’ THAT KEPT REAGAN IN A MODE OF TRADING OFF THE ‘INNER’ CHARGES FOR HIS ‘DREAM VISION’. THE ‘SAVANTING’ INTO A ‘ROLE’ WITH A ‘SPOTLIGHT’ WAS THE ‘MEDIUM’ PATHING OF A GREAT ‘POLITICAL TALKING SMITH’. BY THE END OF HIS ‘PUBLIC CAREER’ THE MEDIUM ENERGY ‘PASS THROUGHS’ WERE ALL THAT WAS REMAINING AS THE ‘UNCHARGED’ OR ‘DISCHARGED’ BECAME MORE POWERFUL THAN THE ‘CHARGED’. HIS DEBT OF LOSING ‘CHARGES’ TO ‘INNER KNOTS’ WAS A ‘SAVANTING’ AS HE ‘CHANNELLED MORE AND MORE’ THROUGH HIS NARROWED ‘DREAM WAY’. REAGAN MIRRORED THE ECONOMICS OF A TIME WHEN THE ‘CHARGE’ CARDS BECAME MORE POWERFUL THAN THE OLD WAYS OF ‘SAVINGS’, ‘THRIFT’ AND RUNNING WITHOUT EXCESSIVE AMOUNTS OF DEBT. THE UNITED STATES CHANGED FROM THE WORLD’S LARGEST CREDITOR TO THE WORLD’S LARGEST DEBTOR NATION.

‘TEFLON’ AND ‘PASS-THROUGHS’
THE LOST OR ‘UNCHARGED’ OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’ REAGAN WAS ‘DISCHARGED’ INTO THE SPEED OF THE ‘TEFLON’ FLUIDITY LIKE THE PHRASING THAT ‘ALCOA CAN’T WAIT’[THE ‘TEFLON’ LIKE AWARENESS OF ‘NOT WEIGHTING’ FOR THE ‘OTHERS’]. IT IS THAT THE ‘ALUMINUM’ [‘AL…CO…A’] IS A ‘PASS-THROUGH’ MATERIAL AND DOES NOT HOLD THE ‘CHARGE’.

REAGAN WAS THE ‘TEFLON’ PRESIDENT THAT DID NOT MAINTAIN HIS ‘INNER CHARGES’ BECAUSE THE ‘NARROW ROLE’ WAS GUIDED BY ‘SUGGESTION’ AND HE WAS BLINDED BY ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’. HE WAS A ‘LOSING GROUND’ MEDIUM SERVING AS A ‘SAVANT’ OF ‘PHOTO-OPS’ AND STORYTELLING. HE FUNCTIONED AS A SERVANT OF ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘A’ AND WAITED. HE DID HIS ‘LINES’ AND WAS ‘POSITIONED’ FOR ‘COMMUNICATION’ AS ‘IMAGE’ OF MEDIA WAS TRANSMITTED INTO THE EYES OF THE CULTURE. LIKE ‘BUSH’ HE WAS ‘CHARGED’ WITH THE ‘CHARGES’ OF ‘COMMON SENSE’ EVEN THOUGH HE TRAVELLED A ‘SPECIAL PATHING’ [THE ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ UNDERCURRENTS OF CONTROL AND ‘SPARK TRANSFERS’]. IT IS UNKNOWN AS TO HOW ‘CONSCIOUS’ REAGAN MIGHT HAVE BEEN? HE LOVED HIS SAVANT ROLE… MAYBE FOR HIM IT WAS ALL THAT ‘MATTERED’. ALL OF THOSE TRADEOFFS AND ‘PURPOSE KNOTTINGS’ TO ‘CHANNEL’ EMOTIONS AND PASSION INTO HIS ‘TRUE BELIEVER’ NATURE GOT HIM THE ROLE HE ALWAYS WANTED. HE FINALLY GOT THE ‘PART’… THE PUZZLE PIECE THAT WAS MISSING FROM ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME? IT WAS THE DEEP ECHO OF ‘EUREKA’ [‘I FOUND IT’] THAT RESONATED FROM HIS COLLEGE DAYS.

‘IS THIS THE PERSON I AM SPEAKING TO’…LILY TOMLIN ‘THINK BIG. MOVE FAST’…CONOCO OIL
THE CONOCO OIL ADS TELL THE SPEED OF THE GREED WAYS OF THE OLD BOYS NETWORK [THE SECRET SOCIETIES, THE ‘SKULL AND BONES’ AND THE INSIDERS OF MONEY AND ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDISM’]. IT IS THE DEEP SOURCING OF THE ‘SHARED INTENT’ AND ACCEPTANCE OF ‘CASUALTIES’ AND THE ‘COMPRESSION’ SQUEEZES OF THE ‘TRAPEZOIDAL ANVIL’ OR BASE STRUCTURE OF THE PYRAMID THAT FLOWS FROM AN ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ WAY OF A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME. THE LATEST EVOLUTION OF ‘LOGO’ SEES THE ‘CONOCO-PHILLIPS’ NAMING [‘CON…O…CO…FILL… LIPS’] AS THE ECHO OF THE EMPIRE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. IT IS ‘THINK BIG. MOVE FAST’ AS THE YEATS POEM COMMENTARY ON THE EASTER UPRISING OF 1916…‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER WON’T HOLD’ COMPELS THE MEDIUMS OF THE ‘OVAL OFFICE’ TO MEDIATE THE ‘MYTHOLOGY’ OF ‘AMERICAN IDENTITY’. THE CONTRADICTIONS ARE COMING HOME TO ROOST AS THE CORROSIONS OF THE ‘HAFTA-HAVE MORE’ BLIND AND BIND. THE WOUNDED HEART OF ‘THE AMERICAN DREAM’ IS ‘EXHAUSTING ITSELF’ IN THE EXCESSES OF ‘MEISM’…THE ‘EXCEPTIONS THAT BECOME THE RULE’. I ONCE HEARD IT SAID THAT ‘WISDOM’ IS AN UNCOMMON AMOUNT OF COMMON SENSE. DAVID HALBERSTAM ONCE QUOTED FORMER PRESIDENT LYNDON JOHNSON’S RESENTMENT AT ‘THE BEST AND THE BRIGHTEST’… THE KENNEDY ELITE ADVISORS… THAT HE WISHED THAT ‘AT LEAST ONE OF THEM HAD RUN FOR SHERIFF’. IT IS ‘GROUNDING’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ENERGY WIND WARS THAT MAKES THE DIFFERENCE. THE GROUNDINGS OF ‘322-TIME’ IS A KEYING THAT WE ALL MUST TAKE INTO ACCOUNT EVEN IF WE COMPLETELY DISAGREE WITH THEIR ‘INERTIA’. A MEDIUM MUST SENSE THE ‘WIND IN HIS OR HER EYE’ OR RISK A LOSS OF BODY/ENERGY INTEGRITY.

‘THE COIN FLIP’
A DEEP ‘COIN’ FLIP TO START A GAME… THE TRIANGULATION OF A ‘3’ SIDED COIN…THE UNKNOWN AS ‘EDGE’ OR ‘HEADS’ OR ‘TAILS’. THE ‘ROYAL’ ZONINGS OF THE ‘DOUBLE’, THE ‘W’, THE ‘KA’… THE ‘BA’ AND THE ‘DI’… THE NEVERENDING QUEST TO OWN ONE’S SOUL IS A CONSTANT [‘K’] FIGHT TO KEEP FROM BEING ‘USED’… BEING MARGINALIZED OR MINIMIZED. MY INNER TERRAIN IS LIKE AN ‘ECHO’ NOMIC WAR ZONE OF THE CURRENCIES/STREAMS OF EMPIRE. IT IS THE ‘ECHO’ OF THE ‘DOW’ AND THE ‘KEEPING UP WITH THE JONES’.

‘MEETING ‘AL’’
THE DARWINIAN DOWNSIDE TO THE MOMENTUM OF ‘AL-CO HAUL LICK’ WAYS IS THE ‘FIREWATER DAMAGE’ TO THE ‘INHABITANTS’ OF THE CONQUERED TERRAIN. IT IS A DIVISIVENESS THAT PLAYS UPON ‘SEXUAL INADEQUACY’ AND ‘BEING A MAN THAT CAN HOLD HIS LIQUOR’. DEEP DOWN IT IS THE SENSE THAT ONE NEVER GETS TO THE SUCCESS OF MEETING ‘AL’ [THE ‘CHALDEAN ZONING’ SPACE OF AIR TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND VENUS TO THE LETTER ‘L’]. THE FAILINGS ALONG THE ‘AL’ POWER TO KEEP A WOMAN ‘SATISFIED’ RESONATE IN EVERYONE AS THE PRESSURES OF MEDIA ESTABLISH ‘FALSE’ IMAGES AS STANDARDS. IT IS A DUALITY OF ‘EVERYONE’ TRYING TO BE ‘SEXUALLY POWERFUL’ OR ‘MASKING’ TO ‘MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY’. WORSE IT IS THE ‘DEFEATISM’ AND ‘SURRENDER’ TO THE FORCES OF THE ‘UNNATURAL’ IN AN ACCEPTANCE OF ‘PRETENDS’, ‘DECEPTIONS’ AND ‘ILLUSIONS’. ‘FAKING IT’ RINGS TRUE IN THE HEARTS OF THE MANY. IT IS THE ‘GNAWING’ THAT SOMETHING IS NOT BEING ACHIEVED ‘NATURALLY’. THERE ARE MECHANICAL DEVICES AND SELF ABSORPTION TECHNIQUES. THERE ARE ‘NUMBINGS’ AND ‘JUMPSTARTS’ OF ‘PILLS’ AND ‘STILLS’. THE HEART ECHOES ARE WOUNDED AS ONE SENSES THE MEANING OF THE MADNESS OF MACHIAVELLI’S ‘CLIZIA’ [‘THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CAN NOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’] AND THE REAL FEELINGS BURIED DEEP WITHIN. WE LEARN THAT IF IT IS ON THE ‘OUTSIDE’ IT IS NOT ON THE ‘INSIDE’

‘CONTEMPT AND FEARS OF ABANDONMENT’
SHE ‘ALTERS’ AND ‘KIDS HERSELF’ IN ORDER TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY. SHE FIXES AND PURCHASES ‘SOLUTIONS’ TO COMPENSATE FOR THE MISSING ‘AL’… THERE IS A DEEP FEELING OF ‘ABANDONMENT’ AND A MADDENING ANGER FINDING FORM IN AN ATTITUDE OF ‘CONTEMPT’. ‘

SHE’ FORTRESSES AND FEELS LONELY UP IN THE INNER CASTLE. THERE IS ‘RESENTMENT’ AND DISAPPOINTMENT THAT ARE TRANSFERRED INTO ‘ACTIVITIES’ AND FANTASY.

‘THE WOUNDEDNESS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE’
‘ESCAPISM’ AND RELEASING ONE FROM ‘INHIBITIONS’ THROUGH ‘DRINKS AND DREAMS’ IS THE PATH OF THE PREDATORS ‘CAPITALIZING’ ON THE WOUNDEDNESS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE. THE ‘SUGAR/SWEETENER/ALCOHOL’ AND CONVENIENCE CULTURE IS IN ‘DEPENDENCY’ AND SUFFERING THE AFFECTS OF ‘ANGER TURNED INWARD’. THERE IS A RAGE THAT GETS DISPLAYED IN THE ‘WAYS’ AND ‘VEHICLES’ OF THE ‘BULLIES’ OF THE SUGAR STORMS. IT IS THE ‘BREAKDOWN’ OF THE PHYSIOLOGY THAT LINKS WITH THE FEELINGS OF FAILING TO ACHIEVE ‘AL’… THE SUCCESS OF THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’. IT IS THE EXCESSES OF ‘SHE’ LOOPING HERSELF IN A DRAMA OF ‘VEILS’ AND ‘COMPLIANCE’ AND ‘HE’ TRYING TO BE THE ‘DON JUAN’ OF ‘UNFORGETTABLE’. THE MORE ONE IS GENERATING EXCESSIVE STRESS IN ADRENALINES AND HORMONES THE MORE ONE IS LOSING HEALTH. TELLING ONE’S OWN TRUTH AND LEARNING TO BE SELF ASSERTIVE IS THE BEGINNING OF MOVING ON A PATH OF THE HEART.

‘CONCENTRATION’
‘TO STILL THE MIND ONE MUST LEARN TO PUT IT SOMEWHERE. IT CANNOT BE JUST LET GO.IT MUST BE PARKED…TO THE EXTENT THAT THE MIND IS OCCUPIED…IT TENDS TO INTERFERE WITH THE NATURAL MOVEMENTS OF THE BODY. WHEN THE PLAYER IS IN THIS STATE OF CONCENTRATION, HE IS REALLY INTO THE GAME… HE IS ONE WITH THE RACKET, BALL AND STROKE; HE DISCOVERS HIS TRUE POTENTIAL. [TIMOTHY GALLWAY]

‘A.A.’AND ‘A’ WAY
THERE IS AN ASSOCIATIVE WOUNDEDNESS STORY THAT PARALLELS RONALD ‘WILSON’ REAGAN COMING HOME AS A YOUNG MAN AND FINDING HIS DRUNK FATHER LYING ON THE FRONT LAWN [‘THE FRONT LAW’N’]. REAGAN LIVED IN THE EXPERIENCE OF PROHIBITION, THE ‘GREAT DEPRESSION’, THE RETURN OF ‘BOOZE’ AND THE AWARENESS OF ‘MOB MUSCLE’ IN THE ENTERTAINMENT AND PERFORMANCE BUSINESS. THE ‘ASSOCIATIVE’ STORY IS ABOUT THE FIREWATER ‘SPARKS’ OF TRANSFERS AND AN EXCESS OF ‘SUGAR’ INTAKE TRYING TO OVERCOME THE ‘MISSING’. IT IS ABOUT THE ‘WILL’ TRYING TO FIND

ITS’ OWN SPACE AND PACE PLACE.THE ASSOCIATIVE STORY IS ABOUT THE START UP OF ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS BY ‘BILL WILSON’. THE ‘A. A.’ [ALCOHOLICS ANONYMOUS] STARTED UP IN ‘AK’RON’, OHIO BY BILL WILSON [AN EX STOCK BROKER] WHO ‘SURVIVED’ THE CRASH OF 1929. BILL ‘W’ LED AN ANONYMOUS HEROIC JOURNEY AS AN ACT OF CONFIDENCE IN COMMITING TO HELPING THE OTHERS. BILL W STARTED IN ‘AK’ ‘RON’ WHILE RONALD REAGAN STARTED TO BE ‘ACT-RON’. THE FRIENDS OF ‘BILL W’ BECAME THE ‘ANONYMOUS’ AS FIRST NAME ONLY PEOPLE HELPING OTHERS OUT OF THE ‘DISEASE OF ALCOHOLISM’. REAGAN LEARNED THAT THE STAGED AND THE SIDESHOWS AS WELL AS THE ‘PERFORMANCE ILLUSIONS’ WERE MORE IMPORTANT THAN REALITY. MOST PEOPLE DO LIVE IN REAL STRUGGLES OF MEETING BILLS AND PAYING TUITIONS. THEY DO NOT HAVE AN ‘INVISIBLE HAND’ GUIDING THEIR CAREERS. MOST PEOPLE DO NOT LIVE IN THE MYTHOLOGY OF PUBLIC RELATIONS AND ‘PHOTO OPS’. MOST PEOPLE ARE IN TRAFFIC JAMS EVERYDAY. MOST PEOPLE ‘SLUG’ IT OUT IN THE ‘SQUEEZE’ OF THE TRICKLE DOWN.

‘HENRY FORD, ALCOHOL, OIL AND ENERGY’
DURING WORLD WAR 1 HENRY FORD SOUGHT ‘SUBSTITUTES’ FOR OIL… ‘GASOLINE IS GOING—OIL IS COMING…THE DAY IS NOT FAR DISTANT WHEN, FOR EVERY ONE OF THOSE BARRELS OF GASOLINE, A BARREL OF ALCOHOL MUST BE SUBSTITUTED’ [DETROIT FREE PRESS QUOTED IN ‘WHEELS FOR THE WORLD’BY DOUGLASS BRINKLEY]. HENRY FORD TRIED TO GET PERMISSION TO USE THE ‘PROHIBITION’ CLOSED BREWERIES IN MICHIGAN TO PRODUCE ALCOHOL FOR CARS. HE BELIEVED IN THE ‘CLEAN BURNING’ FUEL BASE OF AGRICULTURE... ‘ETHANOL’ AS THE WAVE OF THE FUTURE. ETHANOL IS A PERCENTAGE INGREDIENT OF GASOLINE TODAY…

‘DEEP POLITICS’
THE MEDIUMS AND THE SURROGATES SEE THE ‘ACCIDENTS’ THAT MAY NOT BE ‘ACCIDENTS’AND STAY ‘SILENT’ KNOWING THERE MAY BE A NEW ‘LEVERAGE’ TO THE GAME OF ‘WHAT’S IN IT FOR ME’. IT IS THE WAIT AND WATCH…THE ‘WATCH AND SEE’ OF A ‘FINGER TESTING’ OF THE ‘POLITICAL WINDS’ OF WHAT DOES ONE DO TO GET ‘REELECTED’. THE ‘DEBRIS’ OF ‘ACCIDENTS, MASS-OCCUR MOMENTS, AND COLLISIONISM’ ARE THE ‘INGREDIENTS’ FOR A NEW LEVERAGE IN A SYSTEM OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ ‘INDIRECTION’ AND ‘MISDIRECTION’. THE ENERGY WIND WARS ARE THE ‘REAL’ WINDS OF THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’. THEY ARE LIKE THE UNSEEN WINDS THAT ARE ONLY SEEN IN THEIR AFFECTS. THESE WINDS ARE THE OPPORTUNITIES OF ‘FAIR AND FOUL’ AS ECHOES OF MAINTAINING THE FLOWS OF ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ IN THE PROCESS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’… THE ‘PHOTOGENIC’ OF THE ‘POLITICAL’ MEDIA MIRROR ASK ‘WHO IS THE ‘FAIREST ONE OF ALL’? THEY EVENTUALLY SEE THAT IT DOES NOT MATTER THAT ‘NO ONE’ IS THE ‘FAIREST’ ONE OF ALL. REAGAN STARTED OUT OF DIXON, ILLINOIS AND DID ‘IMAGINED BROADCASTS’ BY READING TICKER TAPES OF BASEBALL GAMES. HE WAS ALWAYS LEARNING TO MAKE UP A REALITY THAT ‘SUITED HIS

AUDIENCE’AND SUITED HIS VISION OF HIS OWN REALITY.

‘TELL IT THE WAY THAT THEY FEEL IT’
TELL IT THE WAY THAT THEY ‘FEEL’ IT. REAGAN WAS ALWAYS A ‘TALKING HEAD’ FOCUSED ON POLITICS [A ‘SAVANT’ POLITICIAN … ‘AIR’ REAGAN WAS THE ‘AIR’ PERFORMER ‘FIRING’ THE ‘AIR’ TRAFFIC CONTROLLERS AT THE BEGINNING OF HIS PRESIDENCY… IT WAS AN ECHO OF ONE OF HIS MOVIES THE ‘SECRET SERVICE OF THE AIR’]. THE ‘AIR MIRRORS’ WERE THE ‘SOUND BLINDINGS’ LULLING REAGAN INTO AN ILLUSION OF SECURITY AS HE LOST MORE OF HIS REAL BEING TO THE 322-TIME ‘ELITE’ PACINGS. REAGAN WAS ‘USEFUL’… A PAID ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ OF AMBITION FOLLOWING THE POWERFUL SUGGESTIVENESS OF ‘ACTING-OUT’AND ‘SAVANTING’ THROUGH HYPNOTIC ‘INNER’ TRADES OF ‘BLANK STATES’ OF FLUIDITY FOR ‘LEVERAGING WAYS OF ‘CHANNELING’AND’ MEDIUM EXPRESSION’. THE ENERGY HELPED HIM ‘HONE AND TONE’ HIS RHYTHMS. IT MUST HAVE SEEMED JUST LIKE ACTING. A HAPPY MEDIUM DOES NOT CARE THAT THE ‘WORDS’ MAY NOT BE HIS OWN.

‘EVOLUTION IS A MIXTURE OF CHANCE AND NECESSITY AND SMALL CHANGES LEAD TO EVOLUTIONARY ADAPTATIONS [CHARLES DARWIN]
THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ IS A DARWINIAN SURVIVAL OF THE FITTEST WAY OF LIFE WHERE THE ‘AMPLIFIED CONSEQUENCES’ ARE BORNE BY THE WISHFUL DREAMERS OF ‘EXCESSIVE LEVERAGINGS’ ATTEMPTING TO GET A BETTER STANDING IN THE ONGOING ‘HIP’ WARS. THE WARS OF NUMBING, ANAESTHETIZING, PADDING, PACKING, ACCUMULATING AND COPING WITH THE ‘FIRES ‘ OF DISCONTENTMENT [ADVERTISING AS ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’-ERNST DICHTER].

‘FIREWATER NORMALCY’
WE LIVE IN A WORLD OF ‘FIREWATER’ NORMALCY… THE ‘100 PROOF’ SPIRIT OF ‘FIREWATER’[A MIXTURE IN PRECISELY THE RIGHT PROPORTIONS THAT WHEN IT IS POURED OVER GUNPOWDER CAN STILL BE ‘IGNITED’ WITH A FLAME]. IT IS THE ‘GLUE’ OF ‘CROWDS’ AND ‘MOBS’ AND ‘MASS’. THE ‘FIREWATER IS IN THE ‘SPARKINGS’ OF EVENTS … THE ‘TRANSFERS OF MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS [PARTICULARLY THROUGH MEDIA MAGNIFICATION]. THERE IS CONFUSION AND CONTRADICTION AS ONE IS PART OF THE ‘ONGOING’ YET ONE SEEKS DISTANCING AND SEPARATENESS [BEING PART OF THE MASS ENERGIES YET DESIRING TO BE ON ONE’S OWN]. THERE IS A ‘DEPENDENCY/RESENTMENT’ AT THE ‘MOB’ PSYCHOLOGY AND THE POTENTIAL ‘GROUP HYSTERIA’…THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’ THAT IS ALWAYS EVER PRESENT AND EVEN MORE SO SINCE THE MADNESS OF 9/11/01.

‘WHEN AN ENTIRE POPULATION IS REDUCED TO AN INFERIOR STATUS…THE INDIVIDUAL SELF RESPECT IS DAMAGED IN WAYS NOT REPAIRABLE BY HIMSELF.’[SIGMUND FREUD]

WE KNOW THAT THE ‘OVEREROTICIZED AND EXCESSIVELY SENSUALIZED’ WAYS OF THE ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ PERCOLATION OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ IS A FORM OF ‘HYSTERIA’ THAT MUST BE MANAGED. THE ‘PSYCHICS AND CHANNELS’ ARE WATCHED OVER AND GUIDED THROUGH THE EXCESSES AND SKEWS OF ‘OVERLOADS’ AND INNER ‘ELECTROFLOODS’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ SEEK TO EMULATE THE ‘IMBALANCES’ AND GET THE SAME REWARDS AND AFFECTS NOT KNOWING THAT THE DREAMERS ARE IN A ‘SEPARATE’ REALITY OF COMPLIANCE AND ORDERING. HOW MANY TRY TO BE ‘ELVIS’ WHEN THEY ARE UNHAPPY WITH WHAT THEY GET FOR BEING REAL?

‘HSING WAYS’
THE WISDOM OF THE ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ OF CHINA IS IN THE ASSUMPTIONS OF HUMAN ENERGY FLOWS AND DISTRIBUTION. THE ‘CHI’ OF CHINESE MEDICINE IS THE AWARENESS OF THE POTENTIAL IN LIGHT/SOUND/BREATH EXPANSION AS IT IS DIRECTED THROUGH HEART PATHINGS OF ACTUALIZATION. ‘HSING’ IS ‘NATURAL TENDENCY’ AND BECOMES THE ‘GUIDING WAY’ OF DIRECTING THE ENERGIES OF THE PEOPLE. ‘HSING’ IS ONE’S UNDEVELOPED POTENTIAL [ONE’S INDIVIDUAL NATURE]. IT IS THE WAY THAT ‘PEOPLE ARE SIMILAR…NOT THE SAME’ AND THAT THEY VARY GREATLY AS A MATTER OF PRACTICE… THE ‘CONFUCIAN’ BELIEF IN ‘NATURAL TENDENCY’…

‘CHI’
‘CHI’ IS THE ‘FLOW’ OF LIFE FORCE LIGHTNING THROUGH THE ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ MERIDIANS OF SPIRITUAL PRESENCE. ‘CHI’ IS WHAT GETS ‘AMPLIFIED’, ‘CHANNELLED’, AND ‘ACCENTUATED’. ‘CHI’ IS THE PROCESS OF ‘NATURAL TENDENCY’ THAT IS THE BASIS FOR THE REMOTE ENERGY CHARGES OF FOSTERING ‘SAVANT’ OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATE/MEDIUM WAYS. THE PURITY OR SINCERITY OF A ‘WAY OF BEING’ IS IN THE INTEGRITY EFFECTIVENESS OF THE ‘PERFORMANCE’ AS ‘PRESENCE’. THE MORE ONE ‘KIDS ONESELF’ THE MORE IMBALANCED ONE’S INNER DYNAMISM. THE MORE ONE ACTS WITH AN HONESTY OF ‘TRUE INTENTION’ THE MORE ONE FULLY INTEGRATES ONE’S ACTIONS… THUS ACHIEVING STATES OF ‘HEALTHY HOMEOSTASIS’. THE ACTRESS NICOLE KIDMAN MAY HAVE DENIED AND OVERLEVERAGED HER REPRODUCTIVENESS…TOO MUCH ‘KIDDING OF ONESELF’ IN THE REDIRECTION OF REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES. TOO MUCH ‘KA’ FLOW IN MERIDIAN PATTERNS AND NOT ENOUGH HARMONIZING OF THE TOTALITY. THE ‘EXCEPTIONS MAKE THE RULE’ AND THE MEDIA FURTHER SKEWS THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OR ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ WAY OF REWARD AND RHYTHM. IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF FOSTERING ‘WANNABEES’, IMPERSONATORS AND EMULATORS. THERE IS A ‘STRIVING’ THAT IS ALWAYS ‘OFFBALANCED’ IN THE WAYS OF THE ‘ANVIL-FRUSTRUM’ CONTAINMENT OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ PEOPLE. AT ROOT IT IS THE FEELING OF ‘LACK’ OF SELF WORTH. IT IS A DESIRE TO BE ‘SOMEONE ELSE’. IT IS ‘MEDIUM AND CHANNELLING’ SKEWING THAT REFLECTS AN ‘INTENSITY’ THAT EVENTUALLY ‘GOES

TOO FAR’. IT IS THE DEMAND FOR ‘SPOTLIGHT’ THAT IS NOT CENTERED ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ PURPOSE. IT IS ‘PERFORMANCE’ OF A TALENT OR A SKILL THAT MAY ‘GET THE BEST’ OF YOU EVEN AS IT SATISFIES THE REWARD WAYS OF A CULTURE. THE ‘IMBALANCE’ THEN GENERATES MORE ‘IMBALANCE’ AS ‘IMITATION’ AND ‘EMULATION’ REFLECT THE ‘LOSS’ OF THE REAL IN MANY. IT IS THE IMBALANCE THAT THEN MAINTAINS THE ‘PHILOSOPHY’ OF ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OR ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’. THERE IS AN ‘INERTIA OF DESPERATENESS’ IN THIS ‘STRIVING’ TO BE THE ‘ONE’…THE ‘ONE’ THAT NEVER ACHIEVES A SENSE OF A REAL ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’. THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ PATH MEANS THAT YOU ALWAYS HAVE TO BE ‘WARY’ IN THE ‘SHARK’ INFESTED CURRENTS OF ‘COVETOUSNESS’ AND ‘COLLISIONISM’.THE ONE OUT OF MANY WAY IS THE ‘LEVERAGING’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’. IT IS ONLY WHEN ONE STRUGGLES TO GET BEYOND THE ‘DISTRACTIONS’ AND ‘TRICKS’ OF ‘FANTASY’ AND SPOTLIGHT THAT ONE MAY FIND ‘HEALTHY PRESENCE’. MANY MANUFACTURE THEIR OWN SURVIVAL HABITS OF CONFUSION AND ‘INSTANT ESCAPISM’. IT IS ONLY THE FEW WHO LEARN TO DISSOLVE THE ILLUSIONS OF THE EGO AND FIND EQUITY WITHIN. FINDING INNER EQUITY THEN ENABLES ONE TO CONTRIBUTE TO ‘THE COMMON GOOD’ AND THE EXPANSION OF THE ‘COMMONWEALTH’.THE IDEA OF A ‘COMMONWEALTH’ IS THE COMMITMENT TO DEVELOPING THE POTENTIAL OF ALL PEOPLE.IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE DIFFERENCE IN THE COSTS OF ‘BREAD AND BRED’.

THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF GIANTS HAS LOST THE LOYALTY OF THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’
THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ‘COPE’ BUT THEY DO NOT BELIEVE. THEY ‘MISTRUST’ AS THE ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS’ MOUTH ‘PLATITUDES’ OF ‘RIGHTEOUSNESS’ AND THE CULTURE MOVES ON A DESIRE ‘TO GET THE ‘WHATEVER’ THAT ‘THEY HAVE’ THAT ONE DOES NOT ‘HAVE’. THE ‘INSIDERS’ OF THE ‘REVOLVING DOOR’ OF ‘HAVES’ AND ‘HAFTA HAVES’ POISON THE ‘SPIRIT’ AND SOUL AS THE LEVEL OF ALIENATION AND MISTRUST BECOME PERVASIVE. THE MONEY MAKING RHYTHM IS WAY BEYOND THE WAYS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE. MONEY MOVES AT GLOBAL LIGHT SPEED IN TRADES AND EXCHANGES THAT ARE A ‘SEPARATE REALITY’ FROM THE UNDERSTANDINGS OF MOST PEOPLE. IT IS THE DAMAGE OF ‘9/11’ THAT DRIVES THE REACTIVITY ‘COHESIVENESS’ OF SUPPORT FOR ‘WAR’.

THE TERRORISTS ACTIONS SEEMED TO REDIRECT THE MILLENIUM ANTI-CORPORATE FEELINGS INTO MORE EXPENDITURES FOR THE INTERESTS OF THE ‘MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA’ COMPLEX. THE PREDATORY CORRUPTION AND ELITE FEASTING OF THE ‘90S’ IS ‘FORGOTTEN’ IN THE ‘RAWAR’ AGGRESSIONS. HALLIBURTON AND CORPORATE ENERGY INSIDERS REAP ‘WINDFALL’ PROFITS AS THE ORDINARY PEOPLE SUFFER THE ‘PSYCHE’ SQUEEZE OF ‘CONTRACTIVENESS’ IN QUALITY OF LIFE.THE EXPENDITURE OF HUNDREDS OF BILLIONS OF DOLLARS… A TRANSFER OF ORDINARY TAX REVENUES TO WEALTHY CORPORATIONS SEEMS ‘ACCEPTABLE’ WHEN THE ‘CAUSE’ COMPELS ‘BY WHATEVER MEANS NECESSARY’. THE ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’ ARE DIFFERENT FROM THE INTERESTS OF THE COMMON GOOD. THE ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’ ONLY TAKE CARE OF THEIR OWN AND THEY FUND THE POLITICOS WHO GREEDILY TRIM SOCIAL SERVICES IN ORDER TO FINANCE THE ‘RAWAR’ RHYTHMS OF EMPIRE.

SENSAMORA
IT IS THE DEEP FEMININE EROS OF ‘SENSAMORA’, THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE, WHO DEMANDS THE ACTIVATION OF THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ URGENCY OF CREATIVE ‘COMPLETION’. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE STANDARD OF THE RAWAR MOMENTUM. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE EROTICIZED AND MEDIA AMPLIFIED IMAGERY AND SENSORY EXCITEMENT AS ‘EROTICIZED OVERLOADS’ THAT MAXIMIZE ‘MACHIAVELLI’ IN HIS DICTUM ON DESIRE. IN ‘CLIZIA’, MACHIAVELLI WROTE ‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’. ‘SENSAMORA’ FUELS OFF OF THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ FOSTERED BY ADVERTISING AND COMPELS AN AGGRESSION OF DEMAND… A ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ URGENCY. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE WRENCHING EROS AND VIOLENCE THAT PERVADES THE MEDIA SATURATED CULTURE. ‘SENSAMORA’ IS THE ‘TORMENT’ OF ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ AS ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ FEELINGS GNAW WITHIN THE DRIVES OF CONQUEST.

THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS
IT IS THE ‘FOSTERED AGGRESSION’ THAT COMPELS ‘CONQUEST’ AND CONSUMPTION…IT IS ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ DEMANDING THAT ‘ONE POSSESS’…IT IS THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT DEFINES THAT ‘ONE IS GOOD ENOUGH’…IT IS ‘OWNERSHIP’ AS ‘CONCENTRATION OF WEALTH’ THAT SAYS ONE IS A ‘HAVE’ AND NOT A ‘HAVE NOT’…IT IS THE ‘SPARK’ OF THE ‘YOU ARE SOMEBODY BECAUSE YOU HAVE’… IT IS DESIRE AND POTENCY AS ONE IS ABLE TO MEET ‘AL’ IN BEING ABLE TO ‘SATISFY’ THE WOMAN…THE ‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND THE ‘VENUS’ TO THE LETTER ‘L’…IT IS THE FOSTERING OF ‘DISSATISFACTION’ THAT TRANSFERS THE EROS OF THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ INTO ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ AGGRESSIONS OF ‘BUY THIS AND BECOME THIS’… IT IS THE ‘MASKING AND VEILING’, THE ‘COSMETIC AND THE ILLUSIONS’ THAT ARE THE ‘WAYS’ OF ‘HAFTA HAVE’…

THE FALSENESS AND THE ‘DELUSIONS’ FEED INTO THE UNHEALTHINESS OF EXCESSIVE CONTROLS AND DENIAL…THE FUELING OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ THAT SERVES THE PRESSURES OF ‘WHAT IS VALUED’…THE ‘DEAD END’ GAME OF ACCUMULATION AND STORAGE ACTUALLY ‘DISSATISFIES’ AS THE INABILITY TO BE PRESENT WITH ONE’S REAL ‘INNER NECESSITY’ EATS AWAY AT THE TRUTH OF ONE’S SOUL.

SECTION SEVEN. WHAT IS ONE’S TRUE NATURE?
THE ‘DESIRE’ IN THE MEDIUM IS IN THE ‘MESMERIZING PERCOLATION’ OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ AS ONE SEEKS A SOLUTION FOR THE ‘TEMPORARY BLINDNESS’ OR ‘PERVASIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION AFFECT’ OF HAVING SO MUCH ENERGY IN ‘INNER FLUIDITY’. THE INNER ‘CHAOS’ OF RELEASING AND THE UNFOCUSED ENERGIES MAY COMPEL ONE TO GET ‘LOST’ IN ‘EROTIC SENSUALIZATION’ RATHER THAN REPRODUCTIVE BASED GENERATIVITY. THE ‘PURPOSE’ MUST INCLUDE A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ‘INFLUENCES’ AND ONE’S REAL WILL. NAPOLEON SAID ‘TALENT IS OF LITTLE ACCOUNT WITHOUT OPPORTUNITY’. ONE MUST CONSTANTLY ASSESS THE ‘POSSIBILITY’ OF DOING WHATEVER ONE IS ABLE TO DO. HOW FAR TODAY MAY BE A LOT DIFFERENT FROM ‘YESTERDAY’. WHERE ARE THE ENERGIES FLOWING? IS THERE A FULL AND HEALTHY DISTRIBUTION OF EROS FLOWS THROUGHOUT ONE’S BEING? ARE YOU FUNCTIONING AT 100% OR ARE YOU LEVERAGING OR BRACING PSYCHOLOGICALLY AND PHYSICALLY IN ORDER TO ‘PERFORM’?

‘THE QUALITY OF MAINTENANCE IS THE QUALITY OF A CIVILIZATION’. [ERIC HOFFER WROTE DURING THE TURBULENCE OF THE 1960’S.]

‘IT’S NOT THE WAY ITS SPOZED TO BE’…THE ‘MING’ ORDERING IS TO PROVIDE STABILITY… A FOUNDATION… NOT A ‘TERROR AND FEAR THAT ONE IS LIVING IN A JUNGLE’. THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ WAYS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ STRESS THE ‘CULTURE’ AND ARE MAJOR FACTORS IN THE RESULTS OF THE ‘DIVORCE’ CONSEQUENCES AND THE ‘UNHEALTHINESS’ OF MORE THAN ‘HALF’ OF THE POPULATION. THE SEDUCTIONS OF SENSAMORA DEMAND REACTIVITY AS THE ‘MASS’ MOVES IN AN ECONOMIC PERCOLATION OF SEXUALIZED MONEY… ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’.

THE REASON FOR ‘MING’ [THE NAMING AND ARTICULATION OF THE WORLD]IS SUPPOSED TO BE FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’
‘MING’ [AS A PERCEPTION, A FOCUS, A DEFINITION IN ACCORDANCE WITH AUTHORITY] IS THE ‘ORDERING’ THROUGH A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ WAY. ‘MING’ IS A‘FUNDAMENTAL COMMAND’ THAT IS THE ‘CAUSE TO HAPPEN’ MAXIMIZING OF HUMAN POTENTIAL. IT IS THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ OF IDENTITY THAT UNITES THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH IN ‘NATURAL PROCESS’. IT IS THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ PHILOSOPHY WHEN THERE IS A FAIR SYSTEM. WE ARE PAYING A HEAVY PRICE FOR THE ELITE GLOBALIZATION OF THEIR ‘PYRAMIDS’. IT IS A

VERY UNFAIR AND INEQUITABLE PROCESS OF MERELY CONTINUING TO BUILD MORE AND ‘BIGGER PYRAMIDS’ [THE GIANT ‘MERGERS’ OF THE ‘MULTINATIONALS’ SETTING THE RHYTHMS AND ORDERINGS]. THE ‘GAP’ AND THE ‘RATIOS’ ARE BEYOND ‘TRUST’ AND ‘LINKAGE’… THE SYSTEM IS ‘BREAKING DOWN’ AS ‘SOCIAL CONTRACTS’ AND ‘CONSENT’ BECOME ‘PRIVATISATION’.

‘GROUNDINGS IN BLOODSHED’
IT IS THE ‘ROYALTY RHYTHM’ OF ‘HAVES’ WHO ALWAYS ‘SHARPEN’ THEIR ‘SWORDS’ WITH THE ‘BLOOD’ OF THE NEW ‘GROUNDING’. IT IS THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘CONQUEST’ AND ‘RULE’ THAT ENERGIZES THE ELITE ‘MAGNETIC FIELD OF DREAMS’. IT IS THE ‘MONEY’ DEFINING AND FUNDING THAT IS MANAGED BY ELITE ‘TALKING POLITICAL SMITHS’. THE MOMENTUM IS CORPORATE AND COUNTRY CONQUEST TO ESTABLISH THE NEW ORDERING OR THE NEW RULE AND THE ‘C.E.O.’S’ ARE EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING THEIR OWN PAY AS THEY RIDE THE BACKSIDES OF ORDINARY PEOPLE. IT IS ‘CHEAP LABOR’ AS ‘USEFULNESS AND EXPENDABILITY’ CLOSING DOWN LOYALTY AND TRUST AS AS NEW SOURCES OF ‘WILLING TO WORK FOR MINIMUMS’ ARE FOUND. IT IS THE ‘WORLD IS FLAT’ AS THOMAS FRIEDMAN SAYS. ‘THEY’ ALWAYS CAN FIND OTHERS WHO WILL DO THEIR WORK. THERE IS ALWAYS ‘ANGER’ JUST BELOW THE SURFACE AS ‘HAVES’ USE ‘HAVE NOTS’ TO MAKE ‘PROFITS’ WITHOUT ANY ‘REAL’ BONDING OR LOYALTY. THE ‘NECESSITY’ COMPELS THE ‘AGREEMENTS OF THE ‘MARKET’ BECAUSE THE COSTS OF BASIC GOODS’ LEAVES ‘HAVE NOTS’ WITHOUT ANY CHOICE EXCEPT THE ‘VIOLENCE’ OF ‘STEALING BRED AND BREAD’. THE MEDIUMS AND SAVANT PERFORMERS MAY GET CAUGHT IN THE MIDDLE AS ‘UNFAIR’ AND ‘UNJUST’ ANGERS SEEK ‘SCAPEGOATS’. NORMALLY, THE ‘MEDIUM PERFORMERS’ ARE THE ‘BUFFERS AND MESSENGERS’ OF THE TUNES OF THE TIMES. THEY ARE MERELY ‘CONDUITS’ AND MUST BE RECOGNIZED AS SUCH. THE ‘MEDIUM STARS’ SET THE DIRECTIONS OF VALUES AND ‘NEW PATHINGS’. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ ARE ‘CANARIES’ IN THE MINES FUNCTIONING AS ‘EARLY WARNING SIGNS’ OR ‘DISPLAYS’ OF WHAT IS ESSENTIAL AND WHAT IS RIDICULOUS. ONE MUST NOT KILL THE MESSENGER OR SACRIFICE THE TALENTED SAVANTS AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATES. THE FUNDAMENTALS OF COMPENSATION MUST CHANGE AND THE BELIEF IN THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ MUST BE ESTABLISHED THROUGH A UNIVERSAL AND DEMOCRATIC RIGHT TO BASIC HEALTH CARE AND EDUCATION. THE CHARACTER OF THE COMMUNITY IS REFLECTED BACK INTO THE HEARTS OF THE CITIZENRY. WE MUST REDEFINE OUR WAYS AND GROUND OUR OWN COMMUNITIES.

THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM MUST ESTABLISH A HEALTHY FOUNDATION OR THERE WILL BE A ‘COLLAPSE’ OF THE SOCIAL INTEGRATION OF THE COMMUNITY. DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
MOST PEOPLE NEVER ACHIEVE FULL EXTENSION AND A WHOLISM OF BEING. MOST PEOPLE STAY IN ‘FOETALIZATION’ PATTERNS THAT ARE THE ‘C’ TO SHINING ‘C’ OF ‘KNEELING’ AND ‘BOWING’ AND ‘SITTING’. THIS IS A ‘TRUNCATION RECTANGLE’ OF THE ‘TORSO’ THAT RUNS FROM THE KNEES TO THE SHOULDERS. MOST PEOPLE ‘FORTRESS’ AND FUNCTION AT LESS THAN FULLNESS. THIS ‘LIMITED WAY’ OF BEING SEEMS NORMAL YET THE AFFECTS OF ‘INADEQUATE’ NUTRITION, OXYGEN, PERSONAL MOTIONS AND INNER CIRCULATIONS DAMAGES THE INDIVIDUAL AS WELL AS THE COMMUNITY. IN ORDER TO SURVIVE, PEOPLE COPE WITH THE ‘KINETIC NEVER STOPPING’ ENERGY BY BENDING AND CURLING TO MAINTAIN THEIR ‘PRIVATE SANCTUARY’ OR ‘PERSONAL SECURITY’. THE ‘STOPPING THE WORLD’ BY PRAYER OR ‘SPIRITUAL ADHERENCE’ TO A ‘FAITH ORDERING’ IS THE ‘WAY’ OF MOST PEOPLE. BELIEVING IN A ‘CERTAINTY OF THE DEFINED UNKNOWN’ IS THE SAFE PLACE OF INNER

COMMUNION. IT IS REFLECTED IN THE ‘HIP’ AND THE ‘HANDS’ FOLLOWING THE ‘TENETS’ OF GROUP RITUALS AND SERVICES. IT IS GOING TO THE ‘MASS’ TOGETHER. THE ‘MASS’ IS THE ‘M’ AND THE ‘ASS’ LIKE THE ‘CHRIST’ RIDING THE BURRO TIME OF PALM SUNDAY AS THE ‘JUDEO/CHRISTIAN’ AMERICAN CULTURE ‘COLLIDES’ WITH THE ‘MUSLIMS, BUDDHISTS, AND OTHER EASTERN RELIGIONS. IT IS A CONFLICT ACROSS ‘C’ OF FOETALIZED CURLING OF RIGHTEOUSNESS AS ‘TRUE BELIEVERS’ ARE WILLING TO DIE FOR THEIR ‘GOD’. IN CONTEMPORARY TIMES THERE IS AS MUCH ‘FANTASY ESCAPISM’ AS THERE IS RELIGIOUS GROUNDING IN THE BELIEF IN GOD’S WILL’.

‘THE ANVIL FRUSTRUM’
WE LIVE IN THE ‘FRUSTRUM’, THE ANVIL LIKE MASS OF THE PYRAMID BELOW THE RULING CLASS CONE AT THE TOP. THE ‘FRUSTRUM’ IS THE TRAPEZOIDAL ACOUSTICAL ‘CONTAINER’ OF THE REWARDING STANDARDS OF ‘ATTITUDE/GRATITUDE’ AND ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’. THE ‘FRUSTRUM’ PERCOLATES WITH THE CONTAINED RAGE OF THE ORDINARY PEOPLE THIS ‘FRUSTRUM’ IS THE EQUIVALENT OF A‘BATTERY FOR THE ELITE’. EVERYONE KNOWS THAT ‘THEY’ ARE ‘GETTING AWAY WITH IT’ YET ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ‘CLING’ TO THE FANTASY THAT THEY TOO MIGHT GET A CHANCE TO DO SOMETHING SIMILAR SOMEDAY. THERE IS AN ACCEPTANCE OF THE ‘GREEDINESS’ AND THE DREAMS.THERE IS WISH TO BE ‘LUCKY’ AS THE ONE WHO WINS THE LOTTERY OR GETS PICKED. THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ HOPE KEEPS THE ‘NORMALCY’ GOING. THE ‘PHILOSOPHY OF ‘SELF RELIANCE’ IS CONTRADICTED BY THE BUILT IN ADVANTAGES OF THE ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’. WHO ARE THE OWNERS THAT USE ‘RELIGION’ AND ‘FAITH’ TO PROTECT WEALTH AND POWER? THE BELIEF IN ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ IS A ‘GIANT FILTER’ THAT IS LIKE AN INVERTED ‘CONE’ AT THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID SUCKING THE ENERGIES UP IN A ‘ONE WAY’ DIRECTION. THERE IS A LEVEL OF ‘CONTEMPT’ AND ‘PATRONIZING’ BEHAVIOR THAT THE ‘PREDATORS’ USE TO FEED OFF THE ILLNESS AND WOUNDEDNESS OF THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. THE SPIRIT OF ‘VOLUNTEERISM’ IS USED AGAINST ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ TO SUPPRESS PAY AND VALUE IN ECONOMIC TERMS. THE GOODNESS AND DECENCY IS NOT ‘ECONOMICALLY VALUED’.

‘THE GOODNESS AND DECENCY OF VOLUNTEERISM IS NOT ECONOMICALLY VALUED’
THE ‘VOLUNTEER SERVICES’ ARE KEPT OUTSIDE OF ‘ECONOMIC’ VALUE AND THIS ‘EXCLUSION’ FURTHER DISTANCES THE ‘RIGHT TO LIFE, LIBERTY, AND THE PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS’ [THE FULLNESS OF LIFE] FROM THE WAYS OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM. ‘ITS JUST BUSINESS’ DEMANDS STATURE AND LEGAL STANDING AS A ‘CITIZEN’ YET ‘THEY’ RECEIVE THE ‘SPECIAL TAX AND CUSTOMS’ PROVISIONS FAR BEYOND A SIMPLE TAX CREDIT FOR ‘RAISING CHILDREN’. ‘PRIVILEGED WAYS’ FOSTER ‘ALIENATION’…A SENSE OF ‘INJUSTICE’ AND ‘FEELINGS OF POWERLESSNESS’. IT IS THE ONGOING LOSS OF FAITH IN THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE

‘VOLUNTEERISM’ OR SYSTEMIC WAYS

‘VOLUNTEERISM’ EVOLVES OUT OF THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ SPIRIT OF BEING WILLING TO DO ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’. VOLUNTEERISM IS A SPIRIT OF ‘FIXING’ AND ‘CARING’ FOR THE ‘CASUALTIES AND THE DAMAGE’. THERE IS A VAST DIFFERENCE IN ‘NATURAL DISASTER’ HELPING AND THE ONGOING ‘CHARITY’ OF ‘COMMUNITY SERVICE’ BECAUSE THE SYSTEM DOES DAMAGE. THERE IS A BIG DIFFERENCE IN DEALING WITH THE CONSEQUENCES OF A ‘HURRICANE OR A TORNADO, A FIRE OR AN ACCIDENT’ THAN DEALING WITH ‘HOMELESSNESS, ‘AIDS’, BATTERED SPOUSES, HUNGER, OR POVERTY’. ‘THE SYSTEMIC’ IS NOT AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ‘DANCES, DINNERS, CHARITY BALLS AND GOLF TOURNAMENTS’. THE SYSTEMIC HAS TO DO WITH POLICY AND COMPENSATION PRACTICES AND WHAT IS A ‘LIVABLE WAGE’ AS WELL AS WHAT IS OUR ‘COMMON GOOD’. THE MONEY SYSTEM NIGHTMARE OF COMPENSATION HAS TO CHANGE.

‘ANYONE THAT DOES NOTHING BUT OBEY CEASES TO BE HEARD’ [LUCE IRAGARAY] THE SYSTEM IS HARMING ITSELF.
‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’… ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’…THE TRADEOFFS OF THE ENERGY ELECTRONIC COLONY… IT IS ‘REAGANISM’ AS A ‘MEDIUM IS THE MESSAGE’… THE SPOKESMAN FOR ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ BECOMING THE ‘SPOKESMAN’ FOR THE ‘GENERAL’ OR THE ‘MASS’… REAGAN AS ‘AMPLIFIED’ WAS THE CHANNEL/MEDIUM OF ‘HEARTLAND EXPRESSION’ AND THE ‘MASON’ AND ‘DIXON’ LINE. HE WAS THE ‘POLITICIAN’ AS THE ‘MAGIC MIRROR’ REFLECTING THE WAY THAT ‘WE’ WOULD ‘LIKE’ TO SEE OURSELVES. IT IS DENIAL AND ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’? AS REAGAN SAID HE COULD NOT ACCESS THE SOUNDS OF HIS OWN BEING… ‘IT WAS JUST THAT I HAD BURIED PART OF ME WHERE SUCH THINGS HAPPENED SO DEEP, I COULDN’T HEAR THEM’ [RONALD REAGAN]

‘THE POLITICIAN’
THE ‘POLITICIAN’ MOVES TO THE CENTER OF THE CURRENCY STREAM FLOWS OF WISHFULNESS… IT IS THE SPACE OF THE IMMEDIACY OF ‘TONINGS’. WHAT RESONATES WITH THE ‘MASS’ OR THE ‘LOCAL TOWN’ IS DIFFERENT FROM AN INDIVIDUAL PUTTING HIS BEST FOOT FORWARD. THE ‘IMPERIAL PRESIDENT’ WAS ALL ABOUT ‘ROYALTY RHYTHMS’ AND RITUALS OF ESTABLISHING WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY WAS. IN ‘REAGANISM’ IT WAS A ‘SUPPLY SIDE’ SYSTEM OF ‘ELITE HAVES’ ‘CREATING AND DESTROYING’ IN ORDER TO DO WHATEVER THEY WANTED TO DO.REAGAN WAS ‘PERFECT’ FOR THE ‘ROLE’ OF BEING A HAPPY MEDIUM OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS IN THE ‘GIANTS’ THEATER. HE EPITOMIZED THE ‘NARROWNESS’ OF THE ‘SAVANT’ POLITICIAN THAT ‘CHANNELLED’ ALL OF HIS BEING INTO A REDEMPTION DRAMA TO OVERCOME THE ‘SHAME LEGACY’ OF AN ALCOHOLIC FAMILY. THE SAFETY AND CERTAINTY IS IN THE ‘ROLE PLAYS’ AND THEATER [THE MOVIE POSTURINGS OF A LIMITED SELF

‘PROVIDING’ THE ‘SCRIPTED PERFORMANCE’ UNDER THE DIRECTION OF SOMEONE ELSE’S VISION]. REAGAN LIVED A ‘DREAM COME TRUE’ LIFE OF ‘FANTASY’ THAT ATE AWAY AT HIS ‘INTEGRITY’ OF SELF’…HE SERVED AS A ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ AND GRADUALLY BECAME ‘NOTHING’ AS ‘PRESENCE’.

‘DUTCH REAGAN’
‘FOR AN HOUR OR AN AFTERNOON YOUR POOR PLAYER HAS TO SUFFER THE ORDINARY LIGHT OF DAY AND THE STRAINS OF UNSCRIPTED DIALOGUE. HE DOES SO WITH A SENSE OF UNREALITY. BECAUSE TO THE ACTOR, ONLY ARTIFICE IS ACTUAL. HE YEARNS TO BE BACK ON THE SET’. [DUTCH BY EDMUND MORRIS] ONE MUST GET TO THE ‘BOTTOM’ OF ONE’S WELL TO FACE THE DARK MURKINESS… THE INNER ‘FOG’ OF ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’ THAT MAY RESULT IN THE HEARING LOSSES ‘CAUSED’ BY THE EXCESSES OF ‘SAVANT/MEDIUM RESONANCE’. ‘PERFORMER’ ‘DUTCH’ REAGAN WAS ‘COPING’ AND WAITING FOR THE MOMENT TO PERFORM. ‘DUTCH’ OF THE ‘DOUBLE DOORS’ AND ‘DUTCH’ OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ ‘WITHDREW’ INTO THE ‘SLEEP OF SHAME’. THE FATIGUE OF ‘MARHALLING’ THE ENERGIES OF ‘READINESS’, YET KEEPING UP THE ARMORING [THE FORTRESS OF ILLUSIONS] ENABLED REAGAN TO ‘ACT’ AS A ‘TALKING HEAD’ IN A ROLE THAT WAS FAR BEYOND THE ‘CASABLANCA’ [WHITE HOUSE] HERO ROLE THAT HE DID NOT GET IN THE 1940’S.

‘IN THE DEEP DARK THE PERSON ALONE SEES LIGHT’ [CHUANG TZU]
ONE HAS TO CHOOSE TO ‘FACE’ ONE’S SELF IN AN HONEST WAY EVEN IF THE WORLD DOES NOT CARE… THE CONSEQUENCES OF SELF DECEPTION ARE IN THE IMBALANCES AND THE ILLNESSES OF THE ‘DAY TO DAY’…ONE MUST FACE THE ‘SENSOR GATEKEEPER’… THE ‘INNER MONITOR’… THE ‘IMAGE CONTROLLER’ THAT WANTS TO CONTROL THE ‘PERCEPTIONS’ OF WHO ONE ‘IS’ AND WHO YOU WANT THE OTHER [S] TO SEE. THE ‘SENSOR GATEKEEPER’ WANTS ‘THINGS’ TO STAY THE SAME OR BE AS ONE REPRESENTS. IT IS THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ MANAGER OF THE INTERNAL ‘THROTTLE’. IT IS THE INNER CONTROL ‘MONSTER’… THE ‘SHADOW’ VEILER AND UNVEILER THAT DECIDES ‘WHAT CAN I LIVE WITH’… ‘WHAT CAN I GET AWAY WITH’… IT IS THE ‘PRAGMATIC’ CHOOSER THAT IS IN CONTROL OF BALANCING SELF THROUGH GRAVITY, INERTIA AND EMOTIONAL GYMNASTICS. IT IS THE STRENGTH OF BEING ‘KNOWING’ A WAY TO STAND AGAINST THE ETERNAL AND ONGOING STORMS OF THE ETHERIC WIND WARS. REAL CHANGE OR REAL TRANSFORMATION MEANS SHEDDING ONES ‘SKIN’. IT IS A TIME WHEN ONE IS VERY VULNERABLE AND ‘THIN-SKINNED’. THERE IS AN UPHEAVAL… A CATHARTIC CONVULSIVENESS OF SELF… THERE MAY BE TEMPORARY ILLNESS…ONE HAS TO BREATHE THROUGH THE FEARS… MOVE IN NEW WAYS… FACE INTERNAL TURBULENCE OF ‘FIGHT AND FRIGHT’. IT IS A TIME WHEN ONE MUST LEARN TO DO ‘THE OPPOSITE’ AND GET OUT OF PATTERNS AND RUTS. TO ‘GO FORTH’ ONE MUST STEP OUT OF THE ‘CIRCULARITY’ OF ‘REPETITIVENESS AND RECURRENCY AND BREATHE THROUGH THE ANGUISH OF THE UNKNOWN AND THE UNCERTAIN. IT IS TUNING INTO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ COMPASSION THAT OPENS THE WAY TO REAL TRANSFORMATIVE GROWTH.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘AG’ WAS MY FATHERS AFFECTIONATE NAME FOR ‘AGNES’, MY MOTHER. THERE ARE DEEP SEXUALITY ECHOES IN MY SENSITIVITIES… THE ECHO OF THE PHALLIC ASSISTANCE ‘PILL’ CALLED ‘VIAGRA’ IS A ‘VIE’ ‘AG’ ‘RA’ SOUND. IT IS ALSO AN ASSOCIATION TO THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ OF ‘ALEC GUINESS’, THE GREAT ENGLISH PERFORMER, WHOSE MOTHER WAS NAMED ‘AGNES’. ‘ALEC GUINESS’ WAS BORN OUT OF WEDLOCK AND WAS GIVEN A DIFFERENT ‘LAST NAME’… THUS ‘GUINESS’ [INSTEAD OF ‘DECUFFE’ … HIS MOTHERS LAST NAME]. GUINESS… THE ‘ALCOHOL’ SPARKS OF A DARK BREW… GUINESS WAS THE ‘FRIEND’ OF THE SUPPOSED REAL FATHER OF ALEC. IT WAS A REMINDER OF THE HAZARDS OF AN ‘OFF THE CUFF’ REMARK…AN ‘OFF DECUFFE’ MISTAKE. THE ‘BLUE BLOOD’ ROYALTY AND ELITE WAYS SAW HIS VALUE AS A ‘ROADSIGN’ ALONG THE ‘KINGS’ HIGHWAY’. THERE IS A ‘BREEDING’ THAT KNOWS THE PACINGS OF ‘GENTLEMEN’ THAT FOLLOWS THE GRACES OF SUBTLE KEYS AND CUES. IT IS ALL ABOUT CLASS RHYTHMS AND PACINGS… TO ‘GET WITH THE PROGRAM’ ONE MUST HEAR THE ‘EMPHASIS’ AND SEE ‘CLOCKS’ IN THE ‘WRIST’ WATCH AND ‘WRIST’ TON ZONINGS. IT IS ABOUT THE FLOW OF ENERGIES AS ‘CONTROL’ OF CREATIVE COMBUSTION WITHIN AND IN RELATIONSHIP TO THE OTHERS. IT IS THE ‘CUING’ AWARENESS OF ‘AL’ IN THE ‘TIE-MING’ WAYS OF THE MASS RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. THE FORMER CHAIRMAN OF CITICORP, WALTER WRISTON WAS A STANDARD OF A ‘WRIST’ MOTION STATE… A ‘MEDIUM’ OF QUICKNESS DISPLAYING HIS SELF AS A ‘WALL’ AGAINST THE FEMININE ‘YIN’ AS ‘WALTER’ AND THE ‘WRIST’ MOVING ‘TONS’ OF ‘LEVERAGINGS’.

‘FIND A LEVER LONG ENOUGH AND YOU CAN MOVE THE WORLD’ [WALTER WRISTON]
IT IS THE ‘WRIST’ MOVING ‘TONS AND TONS’ THAT ECHOES IN THE ‘WRISTON’ TIMINGS. ONE LEARNS TO KEEP PACE WITH THE TEMPOS OF A TEMPERED ARISTOCRACY AWARENESS IN A CAUTIONARY ‘WAY’. ONE SEES THE ATTITUDES OF THE ‘WAY’ EXEMPLIFIED IN THE CHARACTER ALEC GUINESS PORTRAYED IN THE ‘WHAT HAVE I DONE’ HORROR ENDING OF THE MOVIE THE ‘BRIDGE ON THE RIVER KWAI’. ONE LEARNS THE LESSONS OF THE SUBTLETY OF ALEC GUINESS AS ‘OBI WAN KEN OBI’ IN STAR WARS. IT IS MORE THAN ‘TRUST THE FORCE, LUKE’. IT IS ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF MOTION, DIRECTION, VALUES AND A QUEST FOR ‘JUSTICE’. IT IS ‘TUNING’ TO THE RHYTHMS OF ‘322 TIME’ AND STILL CENTERING IN A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ CONSCIOUSNESS’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
MY FEELINGS OF ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ REOCCUR WHEN I MOVE THROUGH THE YIN CREATIVE RECEPTIVITY STATES…TOUCH AND DEFINE… ‘PAT AND COIN’… BEING ‘WOUND’ TIGHT AND WRESTLING WITH ‘HURTS AND ‘HERTZ’ [SOUNDS OF THE EMPIRE ASSOCIATIONS OF USING THE ‘CAR’ AS A REPRESENTATION OF THE SELF [‘AUTO’] AND THE MEGA HERTZ OF ‘FREQUENCIES’ OF

ELECTRONIC SURROGATES, MEDIUMS AND SAVANT CHANNELLERS.] FOR ME THERE IS ALWAYS AN ‘UNCONSCIOUS ASSOCIATION’ TO THE FILM PERFORMANCES OF ‘WILLIAM HURT’ AS WELL AS ‘JOHN HURT’. I IDENTIFY WITH THE DRAMA OF THEIR ‘HURT’ AND SEEK HEALING OUT OF MY ‘WOUNDS’. IT IS MY OWN PRIVATE STRUGGLE TO OVERCOME THE WOUNDS OF ‘YESTERDAZE’. IT IS THE SENSE OF THE THREAT OF ‘FEAR’ AS A STATE OF NOT WANTING TO BE HURT’. THE ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ PASSAGE OF LEARNING TO BE ONE’S OWN PERSON IS AS MUCH AN ACOUSTICAL OMEN AS IT IS A VISUAL ONE. JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE ‘SAVANT’ HEARING LOSS IN PEOPLE LIKE RUSH LIMBAUGH, NORMAN MAILER AND RONALD REAGAN. THE EXCESS ‘YIN’ BECOMES HOT AIR ‘YANG’ AS THE COMPRESSION RECEPTIVITY IS ALTERED INTO A ‘ROLE’ PERFORMANCE FOR GENERATIVITY. THE OVER-LEVERAGED ‘SAVANTING’ BECOMES ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ IN THE CONCENTRATION OF CHANNELLING MERIDIAN ENERGIES IN NARROW AND RECURRENT WAYS.THE CIRCULARITY OF REPETITIVENESS DOES NOT ‘GO FORTH’ BUT SIMPLY MAKES ONE INTO A ‘BETTER MOUSETRAP’.

‘ONE MUST LET GO OF ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX’ [JULIA KRISTEVA]
IN THE LAND OF CONFUSION THE ‘ONE EYED’ MAN IS KING. ONE HAS TO WORK THROUGH THE LOAN ‘LY’ AND RENT ‘AL’ EROTICISM OF THE ‘SIREN’ SONGS OF THE EROSTOCRACY. ONE MUST GET PAST THE ANGUISH AND WILL CONTRADICTIONS THAT ‘BLIND’ AND ‘OBSESS’ IN THE MASS FADS, FASHIONS, AND VEILINGS. THE ‘BLIND SPOT IS THE HEART OF THE DREAM’… PEOPLE ARE LOST IN DREAMS, LOST IN THE NARCISSISM OF ‘COPING TRUNKS’ AND ‘TRUNK ‘K’ SHUN’ WAYS… THE ‘MISSING LIMBS’ OF ‘TRUNCATION’ AND ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ THE ALTERED STATES OF ‘YIN/YANG SWINGS’ ARE PORTRAYED AS THE STATES OF CASTRATION… ‘WHEN YOU HAVE GOT THEM BY THE BALLS, THEIR HEARTS AND MINDS WILL FOLLOW’. IT IS THE ‘RADIO’ TONINGS OF THE ‘RUSH’ ‘LIMB’ ‘AWE’ THAT GETS ‘AMPLIFIED’ AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC PILLAR’ OF USEFULNESS [‘BROADCASTING’ WITH ‘ONE ARM TIED BEHIND MY BACK’]. THE HEARING LOSS CAUSED BY THE ‘SAVANTING’ IN RESPONSE TO THE TECHNOLOGY ACCENTUATION IS ‘FIXED’ BY A NEW ‘HEARING AID TECHNOLOGY’.THERE IS NO ALTERATION IN THE MIDST OF THE DAMAGING AS THE PERFORMANCE IS ‘BLINDLY LEVERAGING’ TO GET THE REWARDS OF THE SAVANTING MODE.. THE REAGAN ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME? INADEQUACY FROM THE FILM ‘KINGS ROW’ IS THE PASSAGE OF LEARNING HOW TO PERFORM WITH A LESS THAN A ‘100%’ WAY. THE SAVANT TRADEOFFS BECOME COSTLIER AS ONE ‘LEVERAGES’ TOO MUCH. IT IS THE ENERGY PERCOLATION AND PROBLEMATIC DISTRIBUTION AND CIRCULATION THAT IS ‘THE SENSE’ OF THE MISSING LIMBS OF THE TRANSITIONAL STATES OF ‘YIN/YANG’ SWINGS. IT IS THE REALITY OF ‘HOT AIR TALKING SMITHS’ PUMPED UP WITH ‘COOL FIRE’ RESONANCE AND BELIEVING IN THERE OWN ‘IMAGE’. IT IS A PROBLEM OF ‘PRESENCE’ WHEN ‘LACK’ IS THE ‘NORMALCY’ THAT GOT THEM THERE. THE MEDIUMS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY FREQUENTLY BELIEVE AND ARE MESMERIZED IN THEIR OWN ‘AMPLIFICATION USEFULNESS’ RATHER THAN THEIR ‘CONTRIBUTION’. THE AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS ‘SPELL’ IS THE ‘CHARGED SOUND’ THAT MAY BE A ‘FROZEN ECHO’ [AN UNCHANGING CONSTANT ‘RESONANCE’ AND DRONE SOUND]. IT IS THE ‘K’ CONNECTION IN THE TONES OF A CULTURE ‘SUC ‘K’ ING ON ELECTRONIC TEATS, DOING ‘LIP-SERVICE’ WAYS OF ‘BREAST-

FEEDING’ ON ‘THE BIG ‘O’ PLATEAU’.THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ METHODS OF ADVERTISING ‘FEED’ OFF THE HUNGERS OF ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’. THERE IS AN ‘ORALITY DRIVING’ THAT OCCURS ALONG THE EDGES OF THE ‘TRUNK ‘K’ ‘SHUN’ WHICH IS THE ‘LIMB’ ‘AWE’ REALITY WHERE THE FIRE LINE OF TA ‘BOO’ AND FEARS, TEMPTATIONS AND SUFFERING ARE ‘PACIFIED’ BY THE MONEY PREDATORS [THAT DO NOT WANT ANYONE ‘TO OVERSEE’ OR ‘GOVERN’ WHAT THEY ARE ABLE TO TAKE AND ‘DO’…THE ‘GOVERNMENT THAT GOVERNS LEAST IS THE BEST’]. THE ‘WOUNDED MEDIUM’ VENTS FROM THE COMPRESSED ZONING AND IS LIKE A ‘SIREN SONG’ OF SHARED PAIN DERIVED FROM THE ONGOING ‘COLLISIONISM’. THE DEEP FEMININE ‘YIN’ IS THE PLANE OF REACTIVITY WHERE THE ‘LIMBAUGH’ CRIES OUT AGAINST ‘FEMINAZI’S’. IT IS A ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF FORCES BASED UPON WOUNDEDNESS AND WISHFULNESS.

‘NARCISSISM’
‘IT IS TOO SIMPLE TO THINK OF THE NARCISSIST AS SOMEONE IN LOVE WITH HIMSELF. ONE CAN DETEST ONESELF INTIMATELY AND STILL BE A NARCISSIST. WHAT CHARACTERIZES NARCISSISM IS THE FUNDAMENTAL RELATION---IT IS WITH ONESELF. THE SAME DIALECTIC OF LOVE AND HATE THAT MATES FEEL FOR ONE ANOTHER IS EXPERIENCED WITHIN THE SELF. BUT THEN A SPECIAL KIND OF INSANITY CALLS TO THE NARCISSIST, FOR THE INNER DIALOGUE NEVER CEASES. EACH HALF IS FOREVER SCRUTINIZING THE OTHER. SO TWO NARCISSISTS IN LOVE ARE THE OPPOSITES OF TWO MATES. NARCISSISTS DO NOT JOIN EACH OTHER SO MUCH AS APPROACH EACH OTHER LIKE CRYSTALS BROUGHT INTO JUXTAPOSITION. THEY HAVE A PASSIONATE AFFAIR TO THE DEGREE THAT EACH ALLOWS THE OTHER TO RESONATE MORE FULLY THAN WHEN ALONE…SO IT IS NOT LOVE WE MAY ENCOUNTER SO MUCH AS FINE—TUNING… THE PARADOX IS THAT NO LOVE CAN PROVE SO INTENSE, THEREFORE AS THE ‘LOVE’ OF TWO NARCISSISTS FOR EACH OTHER. SO MUCH DEPENDS ON IT. EACH IS CAPABLE OF OFFERING DELIVERANCE TO THE OTHER. TO THE DEGREE THAT THEY TUNE EACH OTHER SUPERBLY WELL THEY BEGIN TO ACQUIRE A SKILL ‘WHICH ENABLES THEM TO ENTER THE WORLD. [FOR IT IS NOT LOVE OF THE SELF BUT DREAD OF THE WORLD OUTSIDE THE SELF…WHICH IS THE SEED OF THE NARCISSISM.] SO NARCISSISTS END UP HAVING A REAL NEED OF EACH OTHER. THAT IS, OF COURSE, HARDLY THE CHARACTERISTIC RELATION. THE LOVE OF MOST NARCISSISTS TENDS TO BECOME COMIC SINCE SEEN FROM THE OUTSIDE THEIR SUFFERING MANAGES TO BE EQUALED ONLY BY THE RAPIDITY WITH WHICH THEY RECOVER FROM SUFFERING… TO THE DEGREE, HOWEVER, THAT NARCISSISM IS AN AFFLICTION OF THE TALENTED, THE STAKES ARE NOT SMALL, AND THE VICTIMS ARE PLAYING THEIR OWN SERIOUS GAME IN THE MIDST OF THE SCENARIOS. IF ONE CAN ONLY BREAK OUT OF THE PENITENTIARY OF SELF—ABSORPTION, THERE ARE ARTISTIC WONDERS, CONCEIVABLY TO ACHIEVE’.[ ‘GENIUS AND LUST…HENRY MILLER’]

WE ARE ‘CANARIES IN THE MINE’ DANCING FOR ‘FAVORS’
THERE IS A KIND OF ‘SHADOW BLINDNESS’ THAT IS IN THE DEEP INNER DARKNESS…IT IS THE ‘BLIND SPOT’ OF ‘WISHFULNESS’ AS THE ‘HEART OF THE DREAM’… THE ‘BLOCKED’ OR ‘PARTITIONED’ SPACE WHEREIN ONE KNOWS THE ‘PROMETHEAN SOURCE OF REGENERATION’. IT IS THE ENVIRONMENT BEYOND THE FASCINATIONS OF ‘MIRA’ [WONDER] AND ‘MIRACULA’ [ILLUSIONS].

AS ‘PSYCHIC MEDIUMS’ WE FUNCTION LIKE ‘CANARIES’ ON THE EDGE EMANATING SOUNDS OF ANGUISH AND DIRECTION…

THE ‘BLINDING’ WAYS OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ IS THE ‘NEW FRONTIER’
IT IS IN THE ‘PIERCE’ MOMENT OF THE INNER NEW FRONTIER THAT ONE LEARNS TO ‘REVERSE’ THE ‘SPIRALS’ AND BEGIN TO HEAL THE WOUNDS. THE ‘GRAIL’ POWER OF THE ‘PIERCE’ [THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY/PENETRATION AND VULNERABILITY EXPERIENCE] IS THE ‘UNDERSTANDING’ THAT BECOMES THE COURAGE TO ACT TO ‘REVERSE’ THE AFFECTS BY BEING ABLE TO KNOW, TO MEASURE, TO JUDGE AN APPROPRIATENESS OF RESPONSE. IT IS THE WISDOM OF WHY, HOW TO OR WHEN TO PENETRATE AND THE VALUE OF ‘RESTRAINT’. IT IS THE WISDOM OF ‘EFFECTIVENESS’ THAT IS IN ONE’S WAY OF BEING. IT IS THE SYMBOLIC SEEING OF THE VULNERABILITY OF THE ACTOR PIERCE BROSNAN’S REAL LIFE AS COMPARED TO HIS HEROIC JAMES BOND FANTASY ROLES. IT IS HIS WIDOWER EXPERIENCE THAT PIERCES HIS HEART AND COMPELS A QUEST OF REGENERATION. ONE LEARNS THE VALUE OF ‘WHO’ BECOMES ONE’S ‘IDEAL REGENERATIVE OPPOSITE’ AS ONE MOVES DEEPER INTO AUTHENTICITY IN THE RANGINGS OF ‘YIN/YANG’ CAPACITY.

‘SENSAMORA’…THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE
THE IMPACT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF ‘SENSAMORA’ [THE GODDESS OF ‘ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE’ THAT COMPELS ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ EROS WAYS OF AGGRESSIONS AND SEDUCTIONS]. SENSAMORA IS UNDER THE INFINITE LAYERINGS OF WISHFULNESS AND AS ULTIMATE GOAL’ OF THE ‘VEILED WOMAN’ IS THE ‘TARGET’ OF ECONOMIC’USEFULNESS’. THE ‘VEILED’ WISHES TO BE SAFE YET DESIRES TO BE ‘UNVEILED’…THE ‘VEILED’ WISHES FOR THE ‘IMPRINT’ OF THE ‘PRINCE’ WHO SUCCEEDS IN THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’ WAYS OF ‘AL’. THE ‘VEILED WOMAN’ WILL SEEK SOLUTIONS IN MANY ‘EXTERNALIZATIONS’ THAT ALLOW HER TO MAINTAIN HER ‘VEILINGS’. THE TRUE PATHING IS THAT NO ONE IS THE ‘FAIREST ONE OF ALL’ AND THE PRINCESS MUST MOVE INTO A ‘LETTING GO’ OF ‘SELF ABSORBING’ FANTASIES AND ILLUSIONS AND LEARN TO BE PRESENT WITH HER REAL SELF. THE CIRCLES AND SPIRALS AFFORD WAYS OF ACCUMULATING AS WELL AS ‘LETTING GO’. THE ‘AVERSION’ AND ‘HIDING’ IN THE ‘VEILS’ IS SIMILAR TO THE USE OF ‘IGNORANCE’ IN KEEPING ‘WOMEN’ IN THEIR ‘NARROW CONFINES’. THE ‘VEILS’ HIDE THE WOMAN FROM HER INABILITY TO ACHIEVE ‘AL’, THE WOMAN SATISFIED. THE PATH OF THE HEART AFFORDS THE QUESTING ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ SOME GUIDANCE AS MODESTY BALANCES WITH DEEP INNER NECESSITY TO BE PRESENT. IT IS AN INEVITABILITY OF EVOLUTION…AN ‘INEVITABILITY OF GRADUALNESS’ THAT WRESTLES WITH ‘NO!’ AND THE ‘CONSTRAINTS’ IMPOSED FROM MANY OTHER SOURCES. THE UNDERCURRENTS OF NOT ACHIEVING ‘AL’ AS THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’ ‘HAUNTS’ THE AIRWAVES, PERFORMANCES, PRODUCTS, AND POWER QUESTS OF ALMOST EVERYONE. IT IS THE CONSEQUENCE OF FAILING TO BORE INTO THE REALITY DEPTHS OF SEXUAL COMPLETION AND RELEASE. IT IS THE LOSS OF A ‘FOETALIZED BEING’ WAY REFLECTING THE ‘TRUNCATION NORMALCY’ OF MOST PEOPLE WHO ARE STILL MOVING IN ‘FOETALIZED CURL RHYTHMS’ AND HAVE NOT ACHIEVED A HEALTHY VERTICAL EXTENSION OF PRESENCE.

THE LACK OF HEALTHY ‘AL’ BREEDING KNOWLEDGE AND GUIDANCE ‘COLLIDES’ WITH THE ‘INSTITUTIONALIZATION’ OF ‘FAITHS’ AND ‘IGNORANCE’ AS WELL AS ‘DISINFORMATION’. A HEALTHY SENSE OF ‘AL’ BREEDING FACILITATES THE POTENCY OF THE SPIRITUAL WILL TO CONNECT AND FOSTERS A REAL ‘INTIMACY’ BEYOND THE RIGID DOCTRINES OF ‘ORGANIZATIONS’ AND THE ‘PREDATORY MANIPULATIONS’ OF CORPORATIONS.THE HORIZONTAL PRESSURES OF THE FAMILY AND THE SOCIAL WEIGH ON OUR BACKS AND HIPS… THE EXCESS ‘GUT-BUTT’ ACCUMULATIONS ARE ‘COPING’ STATES OF ‘LONELINESS’ AND FEELING ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’…NOT ‘WORTHY’ AND ‘SHAMED’ OR ‘GUILTY’. IT IS A WAY OF ‘FORTRESSING’ AND ‘WALLS IN’ AS WELL AS ‘WALLS OUT’.IT IS ‘RELEASE’ IN A REAL WAY THAT ACHIEVES ‘SATISFACTION’… IT IS NOT ‘MICK JAGGER’ SINGING ABOUT IT…IT IS BEING PRESENT IN A TRUE AND SAFE INTIMACY THAT ENABLES ONE TO COME FORWARD IN A FULLNESS OF BEING. THE TENDENCY TOWARD ‘CONTROL’ GENERALLY LIMITS A REALIZATION OF THE FULLNESS OF SELF. CONTROL IS ABOUT POWER AND ‘EXCHANGE’ AND IT SERVES THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ TRYING TO GET ‘SOMETHING’ AND ‘NOT GET HURT AT THE SAME TIME’.IT IS THE COURAGE TO BREATHE THROUGH FEAR AND ACTIVATE LIFE ENERGIES THAT IS THE WAY TO MEET ‘AL’…THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’… SAFE INTIMACY IS A ‘GROUNDING’ TIME WHEN ‘SPONTANEITY’ AND PLEASURE ARE COMING INTO PRESENCE. IT IS THE REALM BEYOND ‘APPROACH AND AVOIDANCE’ AND FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ AS ONE ‘MEETS’ ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY. IT IS A ‘WILL’ ASSERTION OF ‘FEELING’ THE ‘UNKNOWN’ AND THE ‘UNPREDICTABLE’ IN GOING WITH AN ‘INNER NECESSITY’ OF BECOMING.

‘CREATIVITY AND THE UROBOROS’
THE ‘UROBOROS’ [THE SNAKE HOLDING ITS’ OWN TAIL IN ITS MOUTH] IS THE CIRCULAR SYMBOL OF THE GENERATIVE MASCULINE ‘YANG’. IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE SERPENT RISING PAST THE ‘RINGS’ OF SAT ‘TURN’ [THE TIME OF THE RINGS OF SATURN AND URN]. THE ‘SAT’ AND THE ‘TURN’… THE STRETCHING UP AND THROUGH THE EVERYDAY NORMALCY HABITS OF FOETALIZED ‘CURLINGS’ [ESPECIALLY AS REINFORCED BY THE ‘SIT’ AND ‘SAT’ STATES OF THE SOCIAL ORDERINGS. IT IS THE ‘HIP-WARS’ OF ‘SAT’ AND ‘TURN’ THAT IS THE AWARENESS THAT THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ WILL SAY THAT THIS IS THE WAY I AM. THE CENTER OF THE ‘HIPS’ BECOMES THE EVER ACCUMULATING ‘MIDDLE’. THE CENTER OF ONE’S GRAVITY OF RECOIL AND COPING IS A ‘WHICH IS’ OR A ‘WITCH IS’ FLOW OF MOTIONS THAT ARE DIRECTED THROUGH ‘FAMILY AND SOCIAL CODES’ OF WHAT IS ‘FAIR’ AND WHAT IS ‘FOUL’. THE MOMENTUM OF THE INSTITUTIONALISATION IS MAINTAINED THROUGH THE POWER OF THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘MISSING’. IT IS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ USING THE ‘MARK’ OR THE ‘NICK’ TO ESTABLISH THE ‘ONGOING’ WAY OF THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’. THE POWER AND THE ‘LAW’ OF HUMAN ENERGY MOTIONS… WHO OR WHAT GETS ‘CHARGED’ OR ‘ELIMINATED’ SETS THE TONE FOR THE COMMUNITY. ‘SACRIFICING THE

MANY FOR THE FEW’

THE ‘NIETZSCHE SUPERMEN’ BELIEVE IN THE ‘EXPENDABILITY’ OR ‘SACRIFICING OF ‘MANY’ FOR THE FEW. THERE IS A ‘VALUE’ TO THINKING IN ‘SOUND WAYS’. IT IS A SENSORY AWARENESS THAT BENEFITS FROM THE NATURE OF THE ECHOES. IT IS LIKE THE ‘BAT’ ‘PINGS’ OF KNOWING ONE’S ENVIRONMENT. WE ‘MESMERIZE’ IN ‘MIRA’ [WONDER] AND ‘MIRACULA’ [ILLUSIONS] AS WE DAYDREAM ‘HORIZONTALLY’ THROUGHOUT THE ‘DAY TO DAY’. SOME ‘AUTHORITY’ IS THE ‘CAP’ OR ‘LID’ OR ‘CAPITAL’ WAY THAT ‘DEFINES’ A PATHING FOR US. IT MAY BE THE ‘MARKET SHARE’ OR THE ‘MARK-IT’ SHARE. WE FASCINATE ON THE WINDS THAT ENABLE US TO LIVE IN OUR ‘DREAMS’. IT IS AN ENVIRONMENT OF OVERLOAD. THERE ARE EXCESSES OF ELECTRONIC LIGHT PENETRATION INTO THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM [2/3RDS OF THE NERVE FIBERS OF THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM CONNECT TO THE BACK OF THE EYES AND THE TV LIGHT ‘GUN’ PROJECTS/SHOOTS THE LIGHT DEEP INTO ONE’S BEING]. THE ‘ELECTROMAGNETIC WIND WARS’ OF ‘MONEY AND POWER’ RIDE THE DEEP ‘DAUGHTER’/ ‘YIN’ NETTING OF THE ‘ELECTRO-GRID’. THE INDIVIDUAL MUST TRANSFER THE EXCESSES OR S/HE BECOMES MORE OF A ‘BATTERY/AUDIENCE’ FOR THE ‘ELITE’ WE BECOME ‘PAVLOVIAN VIEWERS’ AND ‘CHARGED CONSUMERS’. OUR EYES ARE GRADUALLY ADAPTING TO THE ELECTRONIC INSTEAD OF THE NATURAL. WE ‘LOSE SIGHT’ OF ‘MOTHER NATURE’ AS WE ARE FURTHER ‘ALIENATED’ FROM THE ‘GROUNDING’ SOURCES OF FOODS AND SPIRITUAL RENEWAL.

‘EXTRAORDINARY POPULAR DELUSIONS AND THE MADNESS OF CROWDS’ [CHARLES MACKAY]
‘PEOPLE MOVE IN HERDS, THEY GO MAD IN HERDS AND ONLY RECOVER THEIR SENSES SLOWLY AND ONE BY ONE’-CHARLES MACKAY

IT IS THE GAME OF PYRAMID SCHEMES AND WRESTLING WITH THE ‘ELECTRONIC ‘HERD’’ [HEARD] THAT RESONATES IN THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEMS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. IT IS A QUALITY OF LIFE AND THE COMMUNITY QUESTION OF ‘FAIRNESS’ AND ‘MISTRUST’… THE ‘COMMON GOOD’… THE ‘SOCIAL CONTRACT’. IT IS THE INJUSTICE OF COMPENSATION THAT TROUBLES THE ‘EQUITY’ BALANCES OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’. THERE HAS TO BE A NEW STANDARD FOR ‘PAY’ THAT IS BEYOND THE IDIOCY OF ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’ AND ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’. THERE HAS TO BE A HEALTHY BASIS FOR FUNDAMENTAL COMMUNITY INTERCONNECTEDNESS. THERE MUST BE AN END TO THE SHORT TERM ‘CORPORATE TERROR’ OF MAKING MONEY BY GETTING RID OF PEOPLE. THE ‘COMMUNITY WILL’ TO ESTABLISH A GROUND FLOOR OF EMPLOYMENT PAY [‘LIVING WAGE’]

LEVELS, HEALTH CARE, EDUCATION AND SAFETY MUST TAKE PRECEDENCE OVER THE DARWINIAN WAYS OF THE SELFISH MONEY ACCUMULATORS. THE ‘ZAP’ AMPLIFICATIONS AND ENERGY ACCENTUATIONS MUST BE REDIRECTED FROM THE PATTERNS OF ‘SPORTS’ AND ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ INTO THE NEEDS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ MUST BECOME ‘ONE FOR ALL AND ALL FOR ONE’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
I REMEMBER BEING ‘VOLUNTEERED/CHOSEN’ BY A SIDESHOW BARKER AT ‘RIVERVIEW PARK’ [CHICAGO AT WESTERN AND BELMONT… THE ‘DION AND THE BELMONTS’ ECHO]… ‘RIVERVIEW PARK’ WAS AN AMUSEMENT PARK PRIOR TO THE DAYS OF GREAT THEME PARKS. WHEN I WAS 12 OR 13 YEARS OLD [PROBABLY NOT TOO LONG AFTER MY MUSEUM FALL IN FRONT OF THE 40 FOETUS EXHIBIT]… I AGREED TO BE PUT INTO A MAGICIANS ‘GUILLOTINE’ AFTER I HAD WATCHED THE SPLITTING OF A WATERMELON BY THE BLADE [I BELIEVED THAT THE TRICK WAS GOING TO WORK BECAUSE THE ‘MAGICIAN’ ASSURED ME VERY ‘CONFIDENTIALLY’ THAT EVERYTHING WOULD BE OKAY]. I FELT LIKE MOST OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN A RECOVERY PROCESS FROM SOMEHOW BEING IN HARMS’ WAY. FOR ME, BEING ‘GUILLOTINED’ WAS AN ECHO OF ‘VICTOR HUGO’AND ‘LES MISERABLE’. IT WAS AN ECHO OF MY MOTHER REFERRING TO HIM AS ‘YOU [HUE] GO WHERE I GO’. IT CERTAINLY WAS A ‘CASTRATION DRAMA’ THAT ECHOED AS A ‘TRICK’ FOR ‘PAT’ AND ‘TRICK’. IT WAS A ‘SYMBOLIC BEHEADING’ OR ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM THE ‘ORDINARY’.IT WAS ‘THE QUEEN’ IN ALICE AND WONDERLAND SAYING ‘OFF WITH HER HEAD’. DEEP FEAR IS IN DEEP TRAUMA AND DEEP RESONANCE IN A WOMB PERMEATES THE SPIRIT OF THE PERSON. DEEP SOUNDS AFFECT DEEP SENSES OF ANXIETY OR FEAR ESPECIALLY AS ONE EXPENDS SO MUCH ENERGY TO NOT BE ‘HURT’. IT IS SAID THAT THE MOTHER’S PAST IS THE ‘SON’S FUTURE’. IT IS THE QUEST OF ‘REBELLION’ TO OWN ONE’S SOUL AND BE RELEASED FROM THE ‘ECHOES’ OF FEARS AND LOSS. IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN A SENSITIVITY OF ‘HOW-ART-HUES’[HOWARD HUGHES]…A CONSCIOUSNESS THAT GOES BACK TO A MISPRONUNCIATION OF EARLY CHILDHOOD AS THE NEARBY HOUSE OF HUGHES RESTAURANT WAS PRONOUNCED AS ‘HOUSE OF ‘HUG’ – ‘HEES’ INSTEAD OF HUES OR ‘HUZE’. IT IS ‘HUES TON’ AS HOUSTON OIL AND THE BILLIONS IN OIL DRILL BITS THAT MADE ‘HOWARD HUGHES’ THE MAN OF ‘RARE AIR’. HOWARD HUGHES KNEW ‘FLYING’ AS AN ‘AVIATOR’ AND AN ENERGY ‘LIGHT’ BEING. HIS DAMAGE FROM MANY ACCIDENTS ‘GROUNDED HIM’ AS HE ALWAYS FELT ‘VULNERABLE’ TO THE ‘WINDS’ OF ENERGY SHIFTS OF ‘WHETHERING’. HOWARD HUGHES EPITOMIZED THE SUSCEPTABILITY TO ‘GERMS’ AND HARM TO AN IMMUNE SYSTEM LIKE A GREAT CANARY OF ‘GLOBALIZATION’… A ‘T.W.A.’ ZONING OF PSYCHE LOCATION… A ‘W’ DEPTH OF ‘YIN/YANG’ ACCESS AND QUICKNESS. A DRIVEN PERSON COMPELLED TO ‘NOT BE HURT’ WHILE GAINING A SENSE OF POWER AND CONTROL.

THERE IS ALWAYS A ‘FLIP’ OF THE ‘COIN WAY’ OF ENCOUNTERING THE

UNKNOWN…
THE GUILLOTINE TRICK WAS AN UNCONSCIOUS ENCOUNTER WITH ‘EXECUTION’ FOR REBELLIOUSNESS… A ‘DEEP THROAT’/ ‘SOUL FEAR’ MOMENT OF THE ‘IMAGINARY’… A ‘DAATH’ MOMENT [‘DAATH’ IS THE LOCATION IN THE THROAT WHERE MOISTURE, WORDS AND BREATH RESONATE]. IT WAS A ‘MUNCH ‘SCREAM’’ DEEP INSIDE. I ALWAYS HAD A STRUGGLE WITH ‘WEATHER CHANGE’ SORE THROATS [‘WHETHER’ OR NOT… THE STATES OF ‘DEEP EXPRESSION’ OR OF ‘WITHHELD’ SOUNDS]. THE ‘GUILLOTINE’ WAS A ‘PERFECT’ SOLUTION FOR ‘SORE THROATS’ AND THE ‘SILENCE’ OF ‘MAGICIANS’. THE LUNG CANCER OF NEWSMAN PETER JENNINGS AFTER MORE THAN 22 YEARS AS AN ANCHOR FOR ‘A’ ‘B’ ‘C’ TELEVISION SEEMS TO BE ‘PAR’ AS AN EXCESSIVE GENERATION THROUGH THE THROAT [THE ‘JENNINGS’] OF THE NARRATIVE WORDS OF THE GLOBAL ORDER EXHAUST THE ‘DAATH’ ZONE OF HIS BEING[ ‘DAATH’ BEING THE ZONE WHERE LANGUAGE, BREATH AND MOISTURE EMANATE FROM THE THROAT]. PETER JENNINGS PROBABLY HAD TOO MANY CIGARETTES AND NOT ENOUGH OXYGEN…TOO MANY WORDS AS A ‘TALKING SMITH’ AND NOT ENOUGH ‘WORDS’ AS A REAL EXPRESSION OF HIS FEELINGS. THERE IS AN AWARENESS OF THE ‘POWER OF SILENCE’ IN THIS SIGN ALONG ‘THE KING’S HIGHWAY’. SOMETHING GOT STUCK AND WITHHELD IN THOSE LUNGS THAT REQUIRED ‘ANAESTHESIA’ AND SMOKING CERTAINLY SERVED AS A MEANS OF ‘CONTROL’ IN A CORPORATE WORLD WHERE ‘THE WRONG WORDS MAY COST ONE A CAREER. HE WAS JUST A BOY WHEN HE STARTED TALKING IN NEWSROOMS. HIS PATTERNS AND HABITS SERVED THE CAREER WAYS. HIS REAL SELF STRUGGLED WITH THE BREATH OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ USING CIGARETTES TO KEEP GOING. IT IS SAD TO FEEL HIS LOSS AS HE REPRESENTED A WAY OF ‘DECENCY’ IN A NOT ALWAYS DECENT WORLD. THERE MAY HAVE BEEN TOO MUCH ENERGY FLOWING THROUGH THE ‘SHALLOW’ OF A ‘KA’ WAY OF EXPRESSION…PETER JENNINGS MIGHT HAVE BEEN OVERLOADED THROUGH HIS LUNGS IN FUNCTIONING AS A ‘KA’ IN A CHANNELLED ‘TALKING SMITH’ MODE. THERE ARE TOO MANY ZONE CONSEQUENCES OF ENERGY CHARGED SAVANT PERFORMERS EVEN IF THEY ARE ‘TALKING SMITHS’. THE OVERLOADS AND THE OVERLEVERAGED OF AN ALTERED STATE PHYSIOLOGY EVENTUALLY TAKE THEIR TOLL. THE NAME ‘PETER’ IS FREQUENTLY A WORD FOR THE MALE PHALLUS. THE TIMING OF THE STORY BEING MADE PUBLIC IS DURING THE MOURNING FOR POPE JOHN PAUL II AND IT CALLS TO MIND A CHRIST CONSCIOUSNESS OF SUFFERING AND THE FOUNDATION OF THE CATHOLIC CHURCH…UPON THIS ‘ROCK’ BECOMES SAINT PETER’S CHURCH IN ROME… THE BREATHING IN AND OUT MAY HAVE BEEN LIMITED TOO MUCH…THE SIMULTANEITY OF THE DEATH OF WRITER SAUL BELLOW IS ANOTHER ‘SIGN’ OF THE STATE OF BREATHING AS BELLOWS FOR AIR MAKING THE FIRES GREATER IN THE FIREPLACE. SO ONE FEELS THE DEATH OF ‘SAUL’ WHO IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH WAS THE ORIGINAL NAME OF SAINT PAUL[‘BEING HIT BY LIGHTNING’ ON HIS PATH OF CHANGE TO ‘FAITH’]…AND SENSES THE QUICKNESS OF TRADES AND EXCHANGES…THE ROBBING PETER TO PAY PAUL ADAPTATION OF ‘LEVERAGING’ THAT PLAYS OUT IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF MEDIUMS, SURROGATES, SAVANTS AND CHANNELS. TOO MUCH ‘CHARGED UP ‘KA’ MAY TAKE AWAY FROM THE VITALITY OF A HARMONIZED ‘BA’ OR TOTAL SENSE OF SELF. TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING MAY BE DESTRUCTIVE AS ‘ROBBING PETER TO PAY PAUL’ RESULTS IN A NET ZERO GAME.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
MY FAMILY JOKED ABOUT THE OTHER FAMOUS ‘HUGO’ CLASSIC MADE INTO A MOVIE AND A SOURCE FOR HUMOR ABOUT ‘SPORTS’ AND DEFORMITY. ‘THE HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME’ ECHOED IN OUR ‘WISHFUL PSYCHE’ LEVERAGINGS AS THE ‘FIGHTING IRISH’ FOOTBALL HEROICS WERE THE WAYS OF ‘SATURDAY’S HEROES’. IN MY PSYCHE’ THERE IS THE ‘21ST’ AND ‘DAMEN’ BIKE/CAR ACCIDENT ECHO THAT MADE ME FEEL LIKE ‘QUASIMODO’ THE HUNCHBACK ‘BELL RINGER’ OF NOTRE DAME. IT WAS A ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ THAT STILL ECHOES IN MY HEART EVEN THOUGH IT WAS A LONG TIME AGO. I HAVE A LOT OF ASSOCIATIVE MEMORIES THAT GO OFF IN MANY DIFFERENT DIRECTIONS OTHER THAN THE ‘DAMEN’ DREAM OF THE ‘EMPEROR DI’ ON HIGH. IT WAS THE MUSIC OF THE ‘CAT-LICKS’ AND THE IRISH… IT WAS ‘NOTE’ HER ‘DAME’ OUT OF ‘21ST’ PLACE AND DAMEN. IT WAS ‘THERE IS NOTHING LIKE A DAME’ [‘SOUTH PACIFIC’… THE ‘LOCATION’ OF THE ROMANTIC DREAM IN MY OLDER BROTHER’S PSYCHE’ AND MY BEING DRAWN TO ‘HAWAII’ AS A PLACE TO LIVE AS WELL AS GOING INTO A ‘SOUTH PACIFIC’ ‘GAUGUIN’ DREAM OF TAHITI]. THE ‘CHARGES’ GO DEEP AND THE BRANDINGS DEFINE AS WE TRY TO OVERCOME THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘TRAUMAS’. IT IS A PATH OF ‘SUGGESTION’ TO BEGIN TO MARSHAL AND MOVE IN A ‘VALUED’ WAY.

IT IS THE ‘CONSENT’ OF THE ‘DAMAGED’ZONES THAT FLOWS INTO THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF SERVING AS A ‘MEDIUM’. ‘AS THE TWIG IS BENT SO GROWS THE TREE’… WE LEARN ‘ADAPTATION’ AS WELL AS ‘COMPLIANCE’ IN ORDER TO ‘GET THROUGH THE DAY’.

THE ‘RIVERVIEW GUILLOTINE TRICK’ WORKED ALTHOUGH I STARTED TO HAVE SOME SEVERE SORE THROATS THAT SUMMER AND ALMOST THE ONLY FRENCH I REMEMBER FROM FRENCH CLASSES IS THE ‘MARSEILLAISSE’ [THE VICTORY NATIONAL ANTHEM OF THE FRENCH REVOLUTION]. I LOVED THE SINGING MOMENT IN CASABLANCA WHERE THE FRENCH OUTSING THE ‘NAZI’ OCCUPIERS… AND AS A TRIBUTE TO MY SORE THROATS AND ‘SOFT ADDICTION’ TO SODA POP … I REALLY DID QUIT DRINKING CARBONATED SODA ‘ON ‘BASTILLE DAY’ IN 1989 [NO MORE ‘CO-CA’… NO MORE ‘CO-LA’].

THE ‘CON’ AND THE ‘CAPITAL’
I SEPARATED MYSELF FROM THE ‘CON’…THE ‘CON’ ‘O’ ‘CO’ TEMP’ ‘OS’ OF EMPIRE. THE FAST FOODS AND BATTERY FUELS OF TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMIDISM… THE INERTIA OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’. I STOPPED DRINKING THEIR ‘SEW’ ‘DA’ [SODA] AND STARTED TO SEPARATE MYSELF FROM THEIR ‘THINK BIG. MOVE FAST.’ WAYS.

THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ IS A CULTURE OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ ACCENTUATED BY ‘SYMBOLS’ OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ BEING ELIMINATED OR EXHALTED.

IT IS A CLIMATE OF ‘CAR CRASHES AND CHASES’… THE DIONYSIAN ‘WRENCHING AND TEARING’ NORMALCY TRANSFERRED IN ‘CONSUMPTION AND DREAMS’ AS THE ‘AUTO’ OR ‘SELF’ IN MOTION AND CHANGE. IT IS THE ‘MEDIA’ ACCENTUATION OF THIS ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT REFLECTS THE ‘COST OF DOING BUSINESS’ AND THE ‘ACCEPTABLE’ CASUALTY RATES. THIS IS THE ELECTRONIC ‘MAINSTREET AND MAIN STREAM’… THE ‘MAINE STREAM’ OF ‘STEPHEN KING’ AND THE ‘BUSH’ FAMILY ROBINSON…

MORE AMERICANS HAVE DIED IN CAR CRASHES THAN HAVE DIED IN ALL THE WARS THE UNITED STATES HAS EVER FOUGHT.
THE ‘ON SCREEN’ AND ‘ON THE EXPRESSWAYS’ IS THE‘HOLLYWOOD’ MESMERIZING PACINGS THAT LINK WITH THE ‘DETROIT’ AUTO-EROTICISM THAT FOSTERS THE ‘SENSAMORA UNCONSCIOUSNESS’ THAT COMPELS THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ ACCENTUATIONS OF BEHAVIORS. THE ‘ANGERS TURNED INWARD’ SHOW UP IN THE ‘CHANNELS’ OF ‘YOU ARE YOUR CAR’… THE ‘EXPRESS’ YOURSELF WAYS ‘MOTIVATIONS AND DRIVES’ ARE ‘CONTAINED’ IN PLASTIC, GLASS, TIN, STEEL, OIL AND GAS AS THE ‘RUBBER HITS THE ROAD’.

ONCE AGAIN… ‘MORE AMERICANS HAVE DIED IN CAR CRASHES THAN HAVE DIED IN ALL THE WARS THE UNITED STATES HAS EVER FOUGHT’
THE ‘CAR’ OR ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ DREAM STATES ARE THE NORMAL REALM OF BEING THAT IS ‘LOST IN DREAMS’… ‘CELL PHONES’… ‘FOOD’… ‘MUSIC’…‘TALK RADIO’ AS WELL AS THE FRUSTRATIONS OF ‘PERCOLATING RAGE’ AS ‘ANGER TURNED INWARD’. IT IS THE ‘ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE’ OF EXCHANGES AND GOSSIP READJUSTING THE PECKING ORDER CONSTANTLY YET NEVER QUESTIONING THE FUNDAMENTALS. ON THE EXPRESSWAYS, THE ‘AUTO-EROTICIZED’ ORDINARY BECOMES THE ELECTRONIC HERDING IN DREAMS AND CONFUSIONS.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IT IS A WANDERING OF ‘PAN’ WONDER [‘MIRA’] AND WONDERING [‘MIRACULA’]… ‘DEEP THROAT STATES OF WATERGATE AND GEORGE BUSH SPEECHES ABOUT ‘VOODOO’ ECONOMICS [‘ECHO-NOWMIX’]… AN ‘OVEREROTICIZED FERTILIZATION’ WHICH MAINTAINS THE ‘SHOOZE’ OF THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ISSUES [IS ‘SHOES’]. IT IS THE ‘PAN’ FERTILITY IN THE ‘PANIC’ OF ENERGY COMBUSTION THAT ‘DRIVES’ IN A ‘HUNT’, ‘HURT’, AND ‘DESIRE’. IT IS THE ‘CURRENCIES’ OF THE ‘WATERGATE/GAIT’ AND THE ‘RUSH’ES OF THE ‘WHITEWATER’ RAPIDS OF THE MEDIA STREAMS CHANNELLING THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ IN THE ‘GLOBALIZATION’ AND THE ‘COLLISIONISM’.

THE ‘PANIC’ PACINGS OF ALWAYS WORRYING IF ‘THINGS’ WILL PAN-OUT IS THE QUEST OF THE ‘QUICK’ ENCOUNTERING THE ‘EXCITEMENT’ OF AN EXPANDING ‘WELL-STEIN’ ENERGY CAPACITY.
THE ‘NOVELTY’ AND ‘NOTORIETY’ OF ‘EXCEPTIONS’ AND ‘EXCESSES’… THE ‘APPLAUSE’ OF GOSSIP AND MACHINATIONS OF ‘INVISIBLE’ BIG MONEY ARE THE WINDS OF THE DAY AFTER DAY.

ONE MUST FIND ONE’S OWN WAY TO DEAL WITH THE ‘ANGUISH’ THAT IS GROUNDED IN ‘SILENCE AND MISTRUST’. THE ‘CONSTANCY’ IS THE CAUSE OF MANY EXPRESSING ‘FEELINGS’ OF BEING IN A ‘NIGHTMARE’ OF NOT ‘KNOWING’ [A FEELING OF BEING ‘CRAZY’ AS A PART OF THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’/ ‘EROSTOCRA ‘Z’ Y’]. IT IS ‘ENCOUNTER AND ACCESS’ AS ONE ‘SENSES’ THE ‘CRAZY’ OF ‘ALTERED WAYS’…THE ‘CRAZY WISDOM’ THAT IS AT ODDS FROM ‘SOCIAL NORMS’… THE ‘HOLY MADNESS’ THAT IS IN THE RELEASE FROM THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND THE PATTERNING OF THE BELIEFS OF THE ORDERING OF ‘YESTERDAZE’…A NEW CHAOS THAT MUST BE CENTERED WITH A NEW VISION OF ‘WHAT IS’… IT IS THE ‘LETTING GO’ AND THE GENERATIVE OF BECOMING…THE REBIRTHING OR PALINGENESIS OF AN INITIATION…THE EMERGENCE IN NEWLY TRANSFORMATIVE CONSCIOUSNESS.

MAXWELL SMART… AGENT 99… KAOS…
THE ‘EXCESSIVE OVERSTIMULATION’ INTO PERFORMANCE IS A MOMENTARY ‘K’ OS OR ‘CHAOS’ REFLECTING THE ‘CRISIS’/RISK AND OPPORTUNITY TIME OF POTENTIAL ‘ACTION’. THE ‘STAR TREK’ TIME OF TRANSPORTER ‘TRANSITS’ ARE AN EXCELLENT REPRESENTATION OF THE ‘INNER CREATIVE TIDES’ OF FLUIDITY. THEY ARE THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ MOMENT OF A ‘WELL-STEIN’ IN ENERGY PERCOLATION AND SWINGS. IT IS THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ ENCOUNTER WITH THE ‘THREAT OF’ NOTHING’THAT FACES A ‘CHAOS’ IN THE DEPTHS OF THE WELL-STEIN. THE FEAR OF THE EMPTINESS AND THE ETHERIC SPACE IN BETWEEN IS THE BLANKNESS TIME OF THE INNER ‘K’ ‘OS’. IT IS ACTOR DON ADAMS PERFORMING AS THE COMEDIC SPY MAXWELL SMART IN THE OLD TELEVISION SHOW ITERATING ‘WOULD YOU BELIEVE?’ IN ORDER TO FIGHT THE ‘DARK FORCES OF CHAOS’ [‘KAOS’] AS ENTERTAINMENT DON ADAMS AS ‘MAX-WELL’ SMART USES HIS TELEPHONE ‘SHOE’ [‘SHOO’] THAT SYMBOLIZES THE DEEP CALLING AND THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY OF ENERGY THROUGHOUT THE RANGINGS OF YIN/YANG SWINGS. THE ‘MAX’ ‘WELL STEIN’ OF RECEPTIVITY AND GENERATIVITY…MAX ‘YIN’ AND ‘YANG’… THE CREATIVE CAULDRON OF INNER PERCOLATION OF ENERGIES CONVULSING IN COLLISIONISM AND THE NEW INTEGRATIONS OF EXPRESSION. IT IS THE COMEDIC VERSION OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY AS ‘CONEHEADS’ THAT JOKINGLY ACKNOWLEDGE THAT ‘WE ARE FROM PARIS FRANCE’…THE ‘PAIR IS’ OF ENERGY PERCOLATION IN A PARALLELISM OF YIN/YANG RANGINGS…THE ‘LIQUIDITY’ OF CREATIVE ENERGIES BEING AVAILABLE FOR SAVANT PERFORMANCE OR MEDIUM CHANNELLING OR FOR HEALTHY FULLNESS OF DISTRIBUTION. IT IS CONSCIOUSNESS OF CAPACITY TO MOVE IN A DIVERSITY OF POINT OF LIGHT MERIDIAN STREAMINGS…IT IS PRESENCE IN EXPLORATION AND BEING.

‘IMAGINATIVE GENERATIVITY’
THE PROCESS IS COMPARABLE TO A ‘ZONING’ NEAR THE ALCOHOLIC ‘TAP’ ROOM THAT ‘DRAWS’ THE RESONANCE COMBUSTION OF ‘EROS OVERLOADS’. IT IS THE ‘SPARK-TRANSFER’ PLANE OF ‘FIREWATER DEHYDRATION’ WHERE DAMS AND GATES HOLD AND RELEASE THE ‘ELECTROFLOODS’

OF EXCESSIVE ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ ISMS. IT IS THE SPACE OF ‘IMAGINATIVE’ GENERATIVITY AND THE COMPLEXITY OF ‘YIN/YANG’ RANGINGS THAT MAY BE HELD OR LIMITED TO A DEEP FEMININE ‘RECEPTIVITY’ OR A ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ WAY OF LIVING. IT IS CRUCIAL THAT ONE MOVE OUT OF THE ‘YIN’ INTO A POSITIVELY ACTIVE WAY OF YANG [A TOTALITY OF PROCREATIVE POTENCY].

SUGGESTION TRANCING
IT IS THE MICROCOSM OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ WHERE THE ECHOES OF A ‘MICRO RESONANCE’ IS THE ARENA OF ALTERING ONE’S MOTIONS AND FLOWS…IT IS THE TERRAIN OF A ‘QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE’ AS ONE SHIFTS THROUGH THE DEPTHS OF KNOWING WHAT IS ‘MINE’ AND WHAT IS ‘MEDIUM’. IT IS A ZONING SPACE OF CURIOSITY AND GROWTH. IT IS A STATE OF THE ‘INTUITIVE’ ABILITY TO INFER THE ‘MIND OF ANOTHER’. IT IS A SPACE OF ‘WILL AND INTENT’ AS ‘SUGGESTION TRANCING’ IS ON THE EDGE OF ‘MIND CONTROL’. A ‘MIND CONTROL’ THAT IS GROUNDED IN HABITS OF RECURRENCE…PATTERNS OF CIRCULARITY…WAYS OF SATISFYING THE ‘INNER UNREAL’… IT IS THE SPACE OF ‘OWNING YOUR OWN SOUL’ AND OVERCOMING PATTERNS OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ AND TUNING IN THE AMPLIFIED ELECTROMAGNETIC SIGNALS OF ‘SUGGESTION’…IT IS OVERCOMING ‘TRANCE’ AND ‘AWMATON’ OR ‘ROBOTIC’ WAYS…IT IS DISTINGUISHING WHAT IS HEALTHY AND REAL THAT IS PERSONAL AND MAY OR MAY NOT BE REWARDED… IT IS THE SPACE WITHIN THE ‘GAITS’ OF ‘SWITCHES’ AND SWINGING DOORS…SYNAPSE PASSAGES AND INTERSECTS OF THE ‘SOFTNESS’ OF RECEPTIVITY…THE ‘MICRO- SPACE’ THAT IS THE ZONING OF ‘HARD WIRING’ OF ‘YESTERDAZE’ THAT MAY BE ‘RELEASED’ INTO THE CHOICES OF TODAY. IT IS ‘ENERGY TRAFFIC’ SIMILAR TO THE ‘GATES’ AND ‘GATING’ OF COMPUTERS…THIS IS WHERE THE REALITY OF ENERGY MANAGEMENT [SOUND MANAGEMENT] IS ‘UNDERSTOOD’. THIS IS THE ‘SIGNAL’ AND ACTION REALM OF CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS THE ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ PATTERNINGS OF INNER ‘NEON’ ENERGY ACCENTUATION AND DISTRIBUTION IN MERIDIAN FLOWS. IT IS THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’AND ‘UNIQUE’ WAY OF ‘FLAW ZONINGS’ WHERE THE SWITCHES ARE ‘TUNED’ BY ‘FORCED’ CHOICE. IT IS THE ‘MING’ ORDERING AS ‘SUGGESTION’ AS IT SERVES THE UNITY OF THE LINKING OF THE ENERGIES OF THE EARTH AND THE HEAVENS…IT IS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ RESONANCE OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ AS ‘FIRE TOGETHER. WIRE TOGETHER’ AS A MOMENTUM OF WHAT DO WE HAVE TO DO AND ADAPT TO TODAY. IT IS THE ESSENCE OF BALANCING INDIVIDUATION WITH THE MOTIONS OF THE UNIVERSE…IT IS ‘MICRO’ AND ‘MACRO’ MESHING AS AN INTEGRITY OF THE REAL…THE MORE EACH PERSON IS ‘PRESENT’ AND ‘KNOWING’, THE MORE THE UNIFICATION WORKS AS ALL FOR ONE AND ONE FOR ALL. THE MORE EACH PERSON IS ‘HEALTHY’ AND IN HIS OR HER TRUE WILL THE MORE ‘EVERYONE WINS’. THE DISTORTIONS OF THE IMBALANCES OF THE SKEWING AND STRIVINGS FUEL THE ‘WAYS’ OF THE ‘FEW’. A REAL ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ PSYCHE WAY WOULD AFFORD EACH PERSON THE OPPORTUNITY TO REALIZE THE POTENTIAL OF BEING FULLY GENERATIVE AND VALUED. IT WOULD BE A WAY OF OPTIMIZATION OF ‘CONTRIBUTIONS’ AND ‘MAXIMIZATION OF DIVERSITY’… SELF ACTUALIZATION WOULD BE ‘AVAILABLE’ AS ‘QUALITY’ OF COMMUNITY LIFE WOULD BE IN THE ‘AND JUSTICE FOR ALL’.

‘TRANSMARGINAL INHIBITION’

ONE MUST BE CONSCIOUS OF ‘TRANSMARGINAL INHIBITION’…A ‘PROTECTIVE INHIBITION’ THAT IS BROUGHT ABOUT BY ‘PROLONGED OVERSTIMULATION’. IT IS A TIME WHEN ‘EXCITATION’ IN ONE CELL OR AREA INTERFERES WITH EXCITATION IN ANOTHER…. ‘TRANCING, CHANNELLING, BLOCKING, DENIAL, BEHAVIOR LIMITING’. THERE IS A PHASE IN THIS PROCESS OF’PROTECTIVE INHIBITION’ THAT IS ‘ULTRA-PARADOXICAL’. IT IS A ‘CONVERSION’ OR ‘POSSESSED STATE’ WHERE ALL CRITICAL REASONING MAY CEASE AND ONE ACCEPTS THE ‘IMPOSED ORDER’ BELIEVING ‘UNQUESTIONINGLY’ THE MANY THINGS THAT WERE PREVIOUSLY REJECTED OR BELIEVED. IT IS IN THIS COMPLIANCE THAT THE ‘HYPERAROUSALS’ ARE BROUGHT INTO ‘ORDER’ AND IN SOME INSTANCES INTO A WAY OF ‘PROJECTION’ TO RELIEVE THE TENSIONS. SOME OF THE ANGER AND FRUSTRATION IS THEN ‘PROJECTED’ ONTO ANOTHER.IT IS THE TERRAIN OF WRESTLING WITH ‘SUGGESTION’ AND ASSERTING ONE’S TRUE WILL’. IT IS ‘BELIEF’ AS ONE DRIVES AND ‘GOES FORTH’.

‘YOU CAN HEAL THIS BY BATTLING ADVERSARIES IN THE WORLD THE REST OF YOUR LIFE OR YOU CAN HEAL YOUR HEART AND THE OTHER WORLD WILL FOLLOW…’
ALBERT VILLOLDO SPEAKS OF THE MERIDIANS OF GOLDEN LIGHT THAT MAY BE MOVED THROUGH THE THIRD EYE AND DIRECTED INTO THE ‘EYES OF THE HEART’ TO SEE ‘OUT OF THE BACK OF THE HEAD’. IT IS THE ACHIEVEMENT OF KNOWING THROUGH THE ‘VISUAL CORTEX’ WHICH IS CAPABLE OF ‘ENVISIONING ANYTHING’. IT IS A ‘NECKLACE OF LIGHT’ GUIDED BY THE THIRD EYE FROM THE HEART CHAKRAS TO THE VISUAL CORTEX. ONE LEARNS TO MOVE BEYOND THE ‘HARD WIRING’ OF THE BRAIN TO SEE THE ‘EYES OF THE HEART’ TO ACHIEVE THE MULTI-SENSORY IMAGES OF THE LUMINOUS WORLD…TO GET BEYOND THE PATTERNS OF SYNAPSE FIRINGS…TO ACCESS THE REALM OF ‘FEELINGS’ IN THE HEART

… ‘WHEN THE GAME IS OVER…ALL THE CHESS PIECES GO INTO THE BOX’ [AN ITALIAN PROVERB]
THE ‘WHICH IS’ [‘WITCH’ IS] CHOOSING AND DIRECTION OF ‘WELL STEIN’ EXPANSION IS THE ‘ONGOING’ FORCED CHOICE IN THE ‘DEEP YIN’ [THE ‘MICRO’ REALM OF ‘ROYALTY’ BEING… FEMININE ‘CREATIVE BEING’]. IT IS THE QUESTING TO THE ‘QUEEN’ CAPACITY STATE OF POWER AND FLEXIBILITY TO MOVE IN ANY DIRECTION ON THE ‘CHESSBOARD’. IT IS THE ‘ANDROGYNY’ EXPERIENCE OF BEING A ‘SPIRIT’… AN ANGEL-LIKE WINGED ‘SENSATION AND AWARENESS OF POSSIBILITY’. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ‘AMBIVALENCE’ YET ‘PURPOSE’ AS THE ‘INTENT’ AND ‘DRIVE’ BEGIN TO ‘DO’.

IT IS THE ‘CROSSROADS’ POSSIBILITY WHERE ONE MAY ENTER THE ‘INTERSECTION’ OF A DEEP SPIRITUAL ENCOUNTER
IT IS THE ‘OEDIPAL’ PASSAGE OF ENCOUNTERING THE STATES OF DEFENSIVE FORTRESSING, DEPENDENCY, OBSESSION AND ‘SELF DELUSION’. IT IS THE ZONE OF DREAMS AND THE ‘SHADOW’ OF THE REAL. IT IS ‘WHERE’ THE POET LORCA’S ‘RIVER OF VOICES’ ECHOES. THIS IS A ‘SPACE’ OF ‘CHAOS’ AND ‘CONFUSION’ WHERE ‘DREAMS’, ‘WISHES’ AND ‘NIGHTMARES’ ARE IN THE ‘LONGING FOR’ AND THE ‘DENIAL’.

‘THE GREAT CAT’
THE POWER OF THE ‘PURSE’ OF THE CAT… THE PLACE OF THE ‘GOOD CATCH’… PURSED LIPS AND ‘GOOD TASTE’… THE SUGAR STORMS AND CORN SYRUP CARBONATED VIBRATIONS ON THE CATS’ EDGE… THE ‘CAT-LICK’ AND THE ‘CATTLE’… THE ‘CATACLYSM’ AND THE ‘CATATONIC’ ARE THE

‘CAT’ STRESSES THAT ARE ‘NORMAL’. THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ POWERS CONTROLLING THE ‘BANKS’ NEAR THE ‘STREAMS’ OF ‘K’ AND ‘OS’ PROVIDE ‘EASY CREDIT’ IN EXCHANGE FOR ONE’S ‘BORROWED WILL’. IT IS THE ‘CAT’ CURIOSITY EDGE … THE ‘ORAL’ EDGE OF THE ‘ELECTORAL COLLEGE’ [THE ‘ELECT’ ‘ORAL’ ‘COW’ ‘LEDGE’]… THE ‘EDGE’ OF ‘HUNGERS’ THAT ARE NEVER SATISFIED FOLLOWING THE ADVERTISING THAT FOSTERS A ‘CONSTRUCTIVELY DISCONTENTED’ GROUP OF ‘UNHAPPY CATS’. KATDOLOGO IS THE CONSTANT TRANSFER OF ‘MATERIAL’ INTO ‘EROS FOR MONEY’…THE ‘CATACLYSM’.

‘WHO FEEDS THE CAT IN ‘KATDOLOGO’?
ONE MUST FACE THE GIANT ‘CAT’ AS THE ECHOES RESONATING THROUGH THE ‘MATERIAL GOODS GROUNDING’ IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’.

‘WE ARE PRISONERS OF WISHES.’[DYLAN THOMAS]
THERE IS GREAT DIFFICULTY IN FULLY BREATHING IN THIS ‘JUNGLE OF ‘CHARGINGS’ AND ‘CHARGED EMPHASIS’. IT IS A NEVERENDING DRAMA OF RESOLVING THE COMPRESSION AND DRYNESS OF FEARS… THE ‘FEARS OF DRYNESS’… THE LACK OF ‘SATISFACTION’ THAT IS IN THE ‘SYMPTOMS’ OF OBESITY, DIABETES, ALCOHOLISM AND POPCORN BLINDNESS … THE STUFFINGS TO PAD UP THE ‘EMPTINESS’ ARE THE RHYTHMS OF REACTIVITY OF A ‘CAPTIVE AUDIENCE’ OF ‘SPIRITUALLY STARVING’ PEOPLE. ‘THE FEARS OF DRYNESS’ PLAY OUT IN THE ANXIOUSNESS OF ‘FIREWATER DEHYDRATION’ AND THE EVER INCREASING ‘NECESSITY’ OF MANY CARRYING ‘WATER’ OR CONVENIENCE DRINKS AROUND WITH THEM. THE ‘MASS’ CONDUCTIVITY OF ALL OF THE ADVERTISING AND THE ‘CHARGED’ ORDINARINESS IS ‘WEARING’ [‘WHERE RING?”] ON MANY PEOPLE. THE ‘WARINESS’ FEEDS ‘INTENSITY’ AS A ‘FIRE’ HEATING UP THE ‘LEVERAGINGS’…THE ‘IMBALANCES’ BECOME ‘VALUED’ AS ‘COPING’ AND ‘FORTRESSING’ WAYS TO ‘ENDURE’…THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ PROVIDING PREDATORS SEE THE ‘WOUNDS’ AND THE ANGUISH AND ‘MEET THE NEED’ FOR ‘RELIEF,ESCAPISM, AND COSMETIC DECEPTION’… THE ‘MAYBE IT IS BETTER NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’ BELIEF SERVES THE DRAMAS OF ‘SENSAMORA’ AND THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUIILDING PYRAMIDS’…DEFENDING ONESELF FROM THE CRUELTIES OF EXPENDABILITY TAKES A LOT OF EFFORT.

‘CREATIVE FIRE’
MY MENTOR / FRIEND ‘SHARON REESE’ EARNED HER ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ THROUGH A ‘SIEGFRIED-LIKE’ OPERA DRAMA OF ‘INNER FIRE’ ENVELOPMENT [A ‘PRIVATE HELL’ OF SPENDING SOME CHILDHOOD TIME IN A ‘WHEELCHAIR’]. THAT ‘WHEELCHAIR’ SITTING ‘SITE’ WAS HER STRENGTH AND HER LIMITATION. THE ‘BREATHING’ OR ‘LACK’ OF BREATHING TAKES ITS TOLL. SHARON SEEMED TO HAVE A RESPIRATORY VULNERABILITY IN HARSH WEATHER YET SHE HAD A ‘BIG HEART’ ALL OF THE TIME. ‘SHARIN’ AND ‘SHARING’ WAS HOW I FELT AS I MOVED THROUGH SHARON’S WORLD OF CATHOLIC UPBRINGING AND A NON-ATHLETIC WAY OF BEING [LIMITED RANGE OF MOTIONS]. THE VAN GOGH ‘SUNFLOWERS’ PRINT THAT I PUT ON HER OFFICE WALL IN 1971 EVOLVED INTO A CONSCIOUSNESS OF AN ‘E. T.’ JOURNEY. WE SEEMED TO MOVE IN ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENERGY SWINGS ALONG INVISIBLE PARALLEL BARS. WE KNEW DIFFERENT KINDS OF SUCCESS. WE MET ON THE SAME ‘HUMANNESS VULNERABILITY’ PLANE.

SHARON KNEW HERSELF AS AN ‘OLD SOUL’ AND SAID ‘THERE IS NO FOOL LIKE AN OLD FOOL’ AS SHE SAW THE ‘FOIBLES’ OF MANY TRYING TO ‘SOLVE’ THE ‘CRISES’ THAT WERE SPIRITUAL NOT ‘SEXUAL’. SHARON GRASPED THEIR DRIVES AND LISTENED TO THEIR WOUNDEDNESS. IT SEEMED TO BE MY ‘ALIEN’ATED TRANSFORMATION PASSAGE OF ‘REESES PIECES’ AND MY ‘EXTRATERRESTRIAL’ SPLIT-OFF WAYS AS AN ‘E.T.’ THAT CONNECTED TO HER DEEP ‘YIN’ SPACE. I WAS GRADUALLY SEEING MYSELF AS A ‘MIDDLE CLASS VERSION’ OF THE ‘ELEPHANT MAN’ AND FELT A SIMILAR RESONANCE TO HER DEEP DAUGHTER WOMAN’ CREATIVE DEPTHS.

‘IT IS THE STORY OF A BOY MADE OUT OF WOULD’
MY JOURNEY IS LIKE MANY OTHER CREATIVE JOURNEYS. IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ‘CAT’ AND THE ‘CATCH’ THAT FLOWS IN THE STORY OF THE ‘PUPPET’ WHO LEARNS THE PATH OF THE HEART AS A PATH OF ‘WOULD’. IT IS ‘DIONYSIAN’ IN THE REGENERATION FROM THE HEART AND ‘EROS’ OUT OF THE ‘SORE’ OF ‘TRAUMA’. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE ‘INNER DOUBLE’ OF ‘OUGHT’ AND IMPULSES. IT IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ‘PINOCCHIO’ JOURNEY TO ACHIEVE DIGNITY. IT IS THE ‘ALICE IN WONDERLAND’ DREAM QUEST FOR ‘RESOLUTION’. IT IS THE ‘TIN MAN’ NEED FOR A FULLY FUNCTIONING ‘HEART’. IT IS THE ‘DIONYSIAN’ REGENERATION OF BEING FROM THE HEART BECAUSE THE ‘TITANS’ WERE DISTRACTED. IT IS THE ‘TRAIL OF REESES’ PIECES AS A CONNECTION OF ‘SHARIN’ AND ‘SHARON’ AS A ‘CONTINUITY’ OF ‘HEART’ AND SPIRIT THAT RESONATES ACROSS MORE THAN THREE DECADES…IT IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘E.T.’ AS THE ‘ALIEN’ WHO KNOWS THE POTENCY OF ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ IN HEALING AND GROWTH STIMULATION… MY MENTOR / FRIEND ‘SHARON REESE’ EARNED HER ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ THROUGH A ‘SIEGFRIED-LIKE’ OPERA DRAMA OF ‘INNER FIRE’ ENVELOPMENT [A ‘PRIVATE HELL’ OF SPENDING SOME CHILDHOOD TIME IN A ‘WHEELCHAIR’]. THAT ‘WHEELCHAIR’ SITTING ‘SITE’ WAS HER STRENGTH AND HER LIMITATION. THE ‘BREATHING’ OR ‘LACK’ OF BREATHING TAKES ITS TOLL. SHARON SEEMED TO HAVE A RESPIRATORY VULNERABILITY IN HARSH WEATHER YET SHE HAD A ‘BIG HEART’ ALL OF THE TIME. WE SEEMED TO MOVE IN ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENERGY SWINGS ALONG INVISIBLE PARALLEL BARS. WE KNEW DIFFERENT KINDS OF SUCCESS. WE MET ON THE SAME ‘HUMANNESS VULNERABILITY’ PLANE. SHARON KNEW HERSELF AS AN ‘OLD SOUL’ AND SAID ‘THERE IS NO FOOL LIKE AN OLD FOOL’ AS SHE SAW THE ‘FOIBLES’ OF MANY TRYING TO ‘SOLVE’ THE ‘CRISES’ THAT WERE SPIRITUAL NOT ‘SEXUAL’. SHARON GRASPED THEIR DRIVES AND LISTENED TO THEIR WOUNDEDNESS.

IT SEEMED TO BE MY ‘ALIEN’ATED TRANSFORMATION PASSAGE OF ‘REESES PIECES’ AND MY ‘EXTRATERRESTRIAL’ SPLIT-OFF WAYS AS AN ‘E.T.’ THAT CONNECTED TO HER DEEP ‘YIN’ SPACE. I WAS GRADUALLY SEEING MYSELF AS A ‘MIDDLE CLASS VERSION’ OF THE ‘ELEPHANT MAN’ AND FELT A SIMILAR RESONANCE TO HER DEEP DAUGHTER WOMAN’ CREATIVE DEPTHS.

‘TRAUMA RECOVERY’ ARTIST
AS A ‘TRAUMA RECOVERY’ ARTIST I GRASP THE NECESSITY … THE ‘OSMOSIS’ OF ‘ABSORBING’… THE ‘SENSITIVITY’ TO ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ THAT IS THE ‘CREATIVE PATH OF THE HEART. I KNOW THE ‘HORMONAL’ AND THE ‘ADRENALINE’ RUSHES OF ‘INNER ALCHEMY’. MY CONSCIOUSNESS IS IN THE ‘CAR’ ECHOES AND THE ‘CAR’ IMPRINTS AND THE ‘KARR’ ADVICE [THE 1970-80’S ‘COUNSELOR’ WHOSE ‘NAME’ ECHOED THE SOUNDS OF ‘CAR’]. THE ‘CAR’ IS THE ‘KA’ ARE [THE ‘CAR’ ASSOCIATIONS ARE IN THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ OF ‘AUTO’ MOTIVES AND MY DAMAGED SEXUALITY.]

‘THE PERFECT ECHO FOR THE TIMES’
THE PROBLEM OF SELF ESTEEM IS ROOTED IN THE ECHOES OF HEREDITY, ENVIRONMENT, ACTUAL LIFE EXPERIENCES AND HOW ONE’S NAME ‘FEELS’ AND ‘SOUNDS’. IT IS HOW THE ‘WINDS OF ORDERING’ INFLUENCE ‘PERCEPTIONS’ AND THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE OTHERS. THE ‘FAMILIARITY’OF A SOUND IS AN INGREDIENT OF POWER. THE CLARITY OF HARMONY OF A NAME RESONATING IN A TONE OF ‘MING’ IS GENERALLY ‘EUPHONIOUS’ OR PLEASANT TO THE EAR. IT FEELS LIKE THE SOUNDNESS OF THE SYSTEM… SOMEONE MAY BE THE ‘PERFECT ECHO’ FOR THE TIMES WHEN THE ‘MUSIC OF THE LAND’ IS ‘WELL’REPRESENTED. THE ‘EVERYONE AND EVERY SOUND IN ITS PROPER PLACE’ BECOMES THE CURRENCY OF ‘PERFECT’ MAINTAINING THE ‘ELEGANCE’ OF THE ‘LAWS OF FLAWS’.

‘THE CURRENCY OF PERFECT’
IT IS THE WAY OF MAKING ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ THE FOUNDATION OF THE RESONANCE. THE ‘COYNE’ IS SIMILAR TO THE ‘COYNTE’ ECHOES AND THE CATHOLIC RESONANCE IS IN THE ‘FAMILIAR’ TONES OF THE ‘CAT LICKS’. IT IS THE VALUE TO THE EDGE. IT IS THE ‘CORE’ STRENGTH OF THE SYSTEM THAT THE SHOEMAKERS AND BAKERS ARE ‘WELL BRED’ FOR THE DYNAMISM OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’. ONE MAY SEARCH ENDLESSLY TO GRASP HOW HISTORY GAVE MEANING TO THE ‘TIMBRE’ AND WHAT KIND OF ‘INTENT’ IS IN THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF ONE’S NAME [SHAKESPEARE ‘WHAT’S IN A NAME’ PLAYS OUT IN ‘ALL THE WORLD’S A STAGE’]. OTHERS WITH THE SAME NAMES START FROM A VARIETY OF DIFFERENT ‘LOCATIONS’ OR ‘POSTURINGS’ THAT INFLUENCE ‘LEVERAGE’ OR ‘AUTHENTICITY’ WAYS.

THERE IS A ‘COYNE’ AS HEAD OF THE ‘VATICAN OBSERVATORY’ WHO SEES THE UNIVERSE THROUGH THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE COLLEGE OF ‘CARDINALS’ [THE ‘CAR’… ‘DIN’… ‘AL’ S]

‘MING’ IS A ‘STEERING PROCESS’ THAT IS AN ‘INVISIBLE GUIDANCE’ DIRECTING THE PERFORMERS AND MEDIUMS INTO THE APPROPRIATE ‘LOCATION, LOCATION, LOCATION.’ DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IT SEEMS LIKE MY MOTHER WRESTLED WITH THE WISHFULNESS OF BIRTHING ME IN A ‘PIETY’ OF THE ‘A NUN SEE ‘A’ SHUN’ [ANNUNCIATION] MESSENGER WAY OF ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. THE ANNUNCIATION OF ‘3-25-1945’ WAS ALSO A ‘PALM’ [HANDS] SUNDAY [‘SON’-DAY FOR A ‘MORE IS SON’ MAIDEN NAME ‘MORRISON’ ECHO] IT WAS AN ECHO OF HER ‘PALM’ PIANO AND ORGAN PLAYING ‘HANDS’. IT WAS HOW SHE CONNECTED IN HER CURLINGS TO THE MUSIC OF ‘GLORY’AND ECSTASY [‘CHURCH MUSIC’]. THERE WERE STATUES AND HOLY CARDS, MASSES AND ROSARIES. THERE WAS ALWAYS A ‘SACRED HEART’ STATUE IN THE WINDOW AND A SAINT CHRISTOPHER MEDAL OR A ‘CHRIST’ EMBLEM ON THE AUTOMOBILE ‘DASH’. THERE WAS AN ECHO OF ‘CARRYING’ OR ‘CARTING’ AS SAINT CHRISTOPHER CARRYING THE ‘HOLY CHILD’ ACROSS THE RIVER [‘FORDING’ THE STREAM]. THERE ARE MANY ECHOES OF ‘CHRISTOPHER’… THERE IS THE NEW YORK ‘GAY PRIDE’ AND ‘STONEWALL’ NEIGHBORHOOD OF ‘CHRISTOPHER STREET’. THE ACTOR ‘CHRISTOPHER WALKEN’ OR ‘WALKIN’ SOUNDS LIKE THE ‘PASSAGE STATE’ AS ONE MOVES THROUGH COMPLEX SEXUALITY ENERGY CROSS-CURRENTS AND THERE IS THE ‘NIETZSCHE’ HOLLYWOOD ‘SUPERMAN’ AS PLAYED BY ‘CHRISTOPHER REEVE’. IT IS SAINT CHRISTOPHER AS THE ‘CARRIER’ ACROSS THE DIFFICULT ‘CURRENTS’. IT IS THE MAINTENANCE OF THE SEQUENCE OF THE CREATIVE THROUGH MING ORDERING THAT DEFINES THE ONGOING ‘LAW OF FLAWS’… ‘THE CURRENCY OF PERFECT’

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE TABOO ‘COYNTE’ [THE ‘19TH’ CENTURY SLANG FOR ‘VAGINA’] IS THE DEEP YIN… THE NAMING OF AN ORDERING… THE BACK SIDE OR FLIP SIDE OF THE ‘COIN’…THE WAY OR ‘WEIGHING’ OF A MOTION…THE ‘E’ MOTION AND ‘EMOTION’. IT IS THE DEEP ‘RECEPTIVE YIN’ STATE OF MAINTAINING A ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OF EROS ‘YIN’ PARALLELISM. IT IS A WAY TO ‘GATHER AND COLLECT’ IMPRESSIONS AND SENSORY ECHOES AND THEN DRIVE THEM INTO YANG GENERATIVITY. THE ‘T’ IS THE CROSSROADS OF HORIZONTAL AND VERTICAL ENERGIES. IT IS AN EDGINESS OF THE ARTIST PATH MAKING ‘SHIT INTO GOLD’ [METAPHORICALLY]. IT IS ABSORPTION OF ENERGIES AND ‘ALCHEMY’ OF RECREATION DISPLAYING THE AFFECT OF THE IMPACT ON OUR SOUL. IT IS THE FUNDAMENTAL WISDOM OF WHERE ‘ART’ RUMBLES IN THE GUTS AND THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM. THE COINING AND NAMING… THE BACK SIDE…THE ‘OTHER’ SIDE… THE SHAME ‘EDGE’ OF DISCHARGE AND ELIMINATION… THE ‘COYNTE’ SLANG AS ‘DUALITY’ AND THE ‘BICYCLE’ RHYTHMS OF THE ‘DOUBLE’ INTO THE ‘BI’ CYCLES OF ‘YIN-AND YANG’ SWINGS. IT IS THE

RESONANCE OF ASSOCIATIONS OF CURRENCY AND SCENTS [‘SENTS’ AND ‘CENTS’]. IT IS BODY CHEMISTRY AND ‘BATHROOM’ FUNCTIONS IN THE ‘CURRENTS’. IT IS THE AROMA OF ATTRACTION AND THE UNPLEASANTNESS OF SMELLS, STAINS AND BODILY TENSIONS THAT SOMETIMES ‘CLOUD REAL SEXUALITY’. ONE MUST WORK THROUGH THE ‘YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT’ WAYS IN ORDER TO ACHIEVE ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’. THERE ARE MANY OVERLOADS AND BLOCKS THAT PRECLUDE A PASSAGE BEYOND ‘ANALITY OR ORALITY’ OBSESSIONS. ‘WHERE IS THE BEEF?’ ‘WHERE IS THE FAT?’ ‘WHERE IS THE CORN SYRUP AND THE SUGAR’? WE LIVE IN THE ONGOING ‘HIP-WARS’ OF AN ‘OUT OF BALANCED HERITAGE’ SOMEHOW TRYING TO MAINTAIN YESTERDAY’S ‘HOMEOSTASIS’. THE DESTRUCTIVENESS OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ THROUGH FOOD AND DRINK SEEMS ‘NORMAL’.THE ‘PACE’ AND ‘STRESS’ DEMAND BETTER QUALITY FUELS. THE LACK OF BODILY MOTIONS MEANS ONE TENDS TO ACCUMULATE IN ‘UNHEALTHY’ STORAGE PLACES. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ARE LOST IN ‘SIT-SITES’ OF CONVENIENCES AND ESCAPISM. THERE IS AN ONGOING PSYCHE’ HUNGER, A ‘STRESS’ AND A ‘COPING’ HUNGER THAT IS CONSTANTLY DEMANDING THAT IT BE FED [‘YOUR EYES ARE BIGGER THAN YOUR STOMACH’]. THE ‘EXCESSIVE’ AND NOW ‘MASS CONSPICUOUS CONSUMPTION’ IS THE LACK OF KNOWING OF A ‘MAGIC STOMACH’. IT IS THE ‘SLEEPING SICKNESS’ OF ANGER BEING WITHHELD. THE MAJOR MOMENTUM IS THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF EXCHANGES AND TRADES… THE ‘CUSTOMS’ OF THE ‘SHUFFLINGS’ OF CARDS… THE ‘TRUMPS’ AND ‘ROYALTY’…THE NUMBERS AND SIGNS… THE WAYS OF ‘CON’ [THE MYTHOLOGY OF ‘LITTLE PEOPLE’ AND SHILLEAGHLES… SHILL LAY ‘LY’ AND ‘SHILLS’. WE THINK OF THE DEPTHS OF ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ AND ‘SHILLEAGHLES’ AND UNDERESTIMATE THE ‘PRICE’ OF OUR IMBALANCES. AS SAID EARLIER,THE NIGHTMARE OF ‘EASTER 1916’ AS SEEN BY ‘YEATS’ AS ‘THE CENTER NO LONGER HOLDS’ AND ‘THINGS FALL APART’ FLOWS WITH THE PACE OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’. IT IS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAYS OF THE ‘SHILL’ ‘LAY’ ‘LY’ THAT JIMMIE HIGGINS SERVED AS…IT IS THE ‘MEDIUM OR SURROGATE’ WAY OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ THAT IS THE ‘SERVITUDE’…

‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER NO LONGER HOLDS’
PRESIDENT GEORGE ‘W’ BUSH WOULD BE A TERRIBLE ‘BASEBALL COMMISSSIONER’ AS THE ‘CORPORATE’ VERSION OF ‘FAIR’ AND ‘FOUL’ ALLOWS FOR ‘COOKED BOOKS’ AND ‘PRIVILEGED TREATMENT’ OF THE FEW. HIS WILLINGNESS TO GO TO WAR ON THE BASIS OF FALSE INFORMATION SUPPORTING WHAT HE ‘WANTED TO DO’ IS CERTAINLY NO POSITIVE REFERENCE FOR RECONITION AS A

SYMBOL OF ‘WHAT IS FAIR AND WHAT IS FOUL’.

IT SEEMS TO ALWAYS BE AN ‘INSIDERS GAME’.
WHAT DRIVES THROUGH THE ‘VIOLENCE’ OF ‘SPECIAL INTEREST’ AND ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’? THERE IS ALWAYS A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ AND THE COMPETING ENERGIES OF ‘MING’…THERE IS ALWAYS A BATTLE FOR THE HEARTS AND MINDS OF THE MOMENTUM…THERE IS ALWAYS A COMPETITION OF FORCES SEEKING TO ‘DESTABILIZE’ AND GAIN AN ADVANTAGE.. THERE IS A NECESSITY’ OF ‘MUSING’ TO BE CONSCIOUS AS THE ‘TIME’ AND THE ‘NAME’ RESONANCE INTERSECTS WITH THE ‘OBSTACLES’ OF ‘MASS CONVULSIVENESS’… IN THE 1970’S THERE WAS AN ASSOCIATION OF ‘CROSSING AND ‘FORD’ING THAT OCCURRED WHEN THE ‘WATER-GATE’ GAVE WAY TO THE ‘FORDING’ OF ‘GERALD FORD’. THE RESIGNATION OF ‘NIX’ ON TURNED INTO PRESIDENT JERRY FORD STUMBLING AND BUMPING… THE CROSSING AND ‘FORD’ING OF THE ‘WATER’…THE ‘GAIT’ OF GOING THROUGH THE ‘GATE’ UNTIL THERE WAS A PERSON TO CARRY THE ‘WAY’. IT BECAME TIME FOR SOMEONE TO ‘CARTER’ IT OR TO TRANSPORT IT. THE ‘INTERESTS RATES’ WENT INTO ‘DOUBLE FIGURES’…THE ‘CARTER’HAD TO ‘TRUCK IT’ UNTIL THERE WAS A ‘RAY AGAIN’ [CARTER FOLLOWED BY REAGAN]. ‘AL-CO-HAUL-ISM’ WAS REFLECTED IN THE IMBALANCES OF REAGAN’S FAMILY HISTORY AS WELL AS GERALD FORD’S WIFE ‘BETTY’ WHO EVENTUALLY ESTABLISHED A CLINIC’. IT IS FIRE AND WATER IN THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘STATE’ AND THE ‘INSIDERS’…IT IS ‘THE TRANSFERRENCE’ AND CONTROL OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ REACTIVITY AS THE ‘YIN’ LADEN POLITICOS ‘MEDIATE’ THE ‘UNCONSCIOUS WATERS’ OF THE TIMES. THERE IS ‘NO LONG TERM’ WAY AS THE RHYTHMS AND EVENTS COMPEL REACTIVITY INSTEAD OF ‘VISION’. GETTING REELECTED AND FUNDED IS THE PRIMARY FOCUS THAT IS ADDICTED TO ‘SPECIAL INTERESTS’ AND ‘PORK’. WHEN THEY GET ‘CAUGHT’ AND ARE GIVEN A ‘SLAP ON THE WRIST’ IT IS USUALLY A SMALL PRICE TO PAY FOR WHAT ‘THEY GOT AWAY WITH’…EVEN THE SEEMINGLY LARGE PENALTIES OF THE 1990’S TOBACCO SETTLEMENT GET COVERED BY THE ENORMOUS PROFITS OF THE GIANT CONGLOMERATES. TO MAKE MATTERS EVEN WORSE…THE LEVELS OF TEEN SMOKING IS RISING AGAIN DEMONSTRATING ‘INADEQUACY’ AND ‘LACK’ THAT SEEKS OUT MORE ‘SUCK’ AND MORE ‘NICOTINE’ [‘NICK-O-TEEN’ ANAESTHESIA].

‘322 TIME AND MING TIMINGS’… THE ‘DA’ ECHOES OF DIRECTION
AS CREATIVE AND ENERGY SENSITIVE BEINGS WE FIND IT NECESSARY TO BEAR IN MIND ‘THEIR’ ‘DA’ ECHOES OF DIRECTION. IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF ‘322’ TIME AS A DRAMA OF ‘MING’ TIMINGS. THE ‘TIE-MINGS’ ARE THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ THAT APPLY TO ALL HUMAN MOTION IN THE COMMUNITY. THE ‘TIE-MINGS’ ARE THE WAYS OF BEING ‘SOUND’. THE ‘TIE-MINGS’ ARE THE ‘FAIR AND THE FOUL’ ‘RHYTHMS’ OF NECESSARY CONSTANCY THAT ‘MAINTAINS’ THE HUMAN ORDERING. IT IS THE ‘AGREED UPON’ SOUND METHOD OF ‘ELECTRONIC HERD GLOBALISATION’. IT IS THE

‘NAMING’ AND ECHO OF PRESENCE AS WELL AS REACTIVITY. IT IS ‘UNHEARD’ AS WELL AS ‘HEARD’. IT IS THE ORCHESTRATED ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ RESONANCE BLENDING ‘EROS’ AND ORDERING INTO A FLUIDLY EVOLVING ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ STRUCTURE.THERE IS AN ONGOING CONGRUENCY TO THE ‘IMPOSED ORDERINGS’. THE ‘FORCE OF EMPIRE’ BECOMES AN ELECTRONIC STEAMROLLER OF ‘KINETIC DEFINITION’. THIS IS THE ‘CREATIVE EDGE’ OF THE ROYALTY RAWAR MOMENTUM OF CONQUEST AND THE ‘EROSTOCRACY ENERGY DANCE’ OF THE ‘GHOST OF ACCEPTABLE MADNESS’.IT IS THE ONGOING INTERACTIVENESS ON THE TIMINGS OF THE LATEST ‘CRISIS’ AS A MOMENT OF ‘RISK/OPPORTUNITY’ TO LEVERAGE ONE’S NEED FOR A DIFFERENT DIRECTION. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ‘DIFFERENCE’ AND THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’. IT IS THE TIME WHEN THE ‘TITANS’ ARE DISTRACTED AND THE ‘DIONYSIAN DANCE OF EROS’ OCCURS. THE ‘GHOST OF ACCEPTABLE MADNESS’ IS THE EVENTS GENERATION OF AN EROSTOCRACY OF ‘CRAZE AND CRAVE’…IT IS THE RELEASING OF ENERGIES AND THE REDIRECTION OF COMMUNAL DIRECTIONS…IT IS EXCESS IN EROS AND THE WAYS OF ‘BREAKING THROUGH’ BLOCKS AND OBSTACLES OF PATTERNS AND HABITS…IT IS THE MEANS OF OVERCOMING ‘OPPRESSION AND DENIAL’… THE ‘GHOST OF ACCEPTABLE MADNESS’ IS IN THE NEW MUSIC OF THE ‘IRRATIONAL’ AND ‘SPONTANEOUS’…IT IS IN THE PATH OF GETTING OUT OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND EVENTUALLY MOVING FORWARD INTO A REAL PRESENCE BEYOND THE ‘PROLONGED ADOLESCENCE WEBBINGS’ OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. IT IS THE ‘CRAZY’ OF THE ‘LETTING GO’ IF ONLY FOR A LITTLE WHILE…

‘THE MOTHER’S PAST IS THE SON’S FUTURE’
IT IS THE EDGE OF EROS AS ‘PAN’ AND ‘NICK’ [‘PANIC’]. IT IS A WARY ‘CASTRATION’ SENSE THAT GETS ACTIVATED IN THE WIND WARS OF THE SCHISMS OF MONEY, POWER, REBELLIOUSNESS AND SEXUALITY. WE CONNECT TO THE MELODY. WE FEEL MUSIC OF DESIRE. WE SENSE SOMEONE ELSE BEING A ‘CERTAIN WAY’ THAT WE FEEL A ‘NEED’ TO BE. WE ARE ATTRACTED TO WHAT WE DO NOT HAVE. I HAVE BEEN TRYING TO REBALANCE THAT LEGACY ALMOST MY ENTIRE LIFE.I KNOW THAT I HAVE EXPENDED AN ENORMOUS AMOUNT OF ENERGY IN TRYING TO RESOLVE THE ‘SPIRITUAL CRISIS’ OF MY DEEP YIN AS ‘EXEMPLIFIED’ IN THE ‘LOST CHILD’ OF THE LOST SPRING OF ‘1943’. SOMEWHERE DEEP INSIDE IS THE NEED TO REBALANCE AND BEGIN ON ONE’S OWN TERMS. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF THE ‘FOREIGN INSTALLATION’ OF IMPOSED ORDERING WITHIN OUR BEING.

‘YOU KNOW I THINK WE LIVE TWO LIVES… THE ONE THAT WE LEARN WITH AND THE ONE THAT WE LIVE’
THIS PARAPHRASING OF A SCENE FROM THE MOVIE ‘THE NATURAL’ IS ABOUT WOUNDS AND

HEALING…A JOURNEY OF ‘HEALING’… THE ISSUES HAVE TO BE ‘WORKED THROUGH’ OR THEY WILL DEFINE ONE’S RHYTHM AND HABITS… A SPIRITUAL CRISIS MAY BECOME A WAY OF LIFE IF ONE AVOIDS NEW CHOICES… ONE LEARNS TO HEAL ONESELF BY HELPING OTHERS TO HEAL. I SEE HOW MY ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ THEMES HELPED OTHERS WHO WERE IN THEIR OWN ‘CRISES’. IT IS THE ‘SHAMAN’ SENSITIVITY OF ‘INTEGRITY’. THE ‘SPIRITUAL CRISIS’ WHEN COMPLETED OPENS DOORS TO NEW POSSIBILITIES… CONFIDENCE AND CLARITY ARE CENTERED AS ONE KNOWS THE POTENCY OF BEING A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ IT IS A NEVERENDING STORY AS THERE ARE ALWAYS NEW WAYS TO REFINE ONESELF IN HEALTH AND RELATIONSHIP. I TRAVERSE THE INNER TERRAIN OF THE ‘NERVES’ AND ECHOES. IT IS THE ‘EMOTIONAL LANDSCAPE’ OF ‘BIOGRAPHY’. I WAS ALWAYS CURIOUS ABOUT ‘WHY’ PEOPLE DID WHAT THEY DID. I ALWAYS SOUGHT OUT WHAT WAS REALLY BEING SAID. I INTUITED THAT PEOPLE WERE AFRAID AND DID NOT WANT TO BE HURT’…I LEARNED A LOT OF ‘DIPLOMACY’ WHILE I WAS IN THE CORPORATE WORLD. IT HELPED TO NOT ‘MAKE WAVES’ THAT WOULD EXACERBATE THINGS MAKING PEOPLE MORE DEFENSIVE AND ‘MACHIAVELLIAN’. MY WAYS CHANGED AS I HAD TIME TO PUSH MY LIMITS AND DISCOVER THE DEPTHS AND RANGES OF MY CAPACITY. I HAD TO LET GO OF THE BUILT UP PATTERNS AND THE WAYS OF ‘IMMATURITY’…I HAD TO EXPERIENCE A REAL CRISIS IN ORDER TO BECOME AS REAL AS I AM TRYING TO BE… WHEN I WAS A CHILD I READ ‘BIOGRAPHIES’. THEY WERE THE ‘PUZZLE BOOKS’ OF LIFE. THE BIOGRAPHIES SHOWED ME THE ‘WEBS’ AND PATTERNS AND TENDENCIES. THEY PROVIDED ME WITH ‘CLUES’ AS TO HOW I MIGHT BREAK THROUGH MY ‘HISTORY’ AND ‘INERTIA’. BIOGRAPHIES HELPED ME IN DOING SOME EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHE COACHING AS THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF LIFE PATTERNS AND ‘ORIGINALITY’ WERE A FORM OF ‘REALITY’ CHECKING…IT IS A WAY OF ‘ACCEPTANCE’ AND ‘JUDGEMENT’ AS ONE EVALUATES ‘CHARACTER DRIVE, MOTIVATION AND INTENTION’… IT IS LOOKING INTO ‘HEART’ AND DECISIONS OF WHAT MATTERS… WHAT IS ‘REWARDED’, ‘VALUED’ AND ‘WHO’ ASSERTS THE ‘SOMETHING’ OF ADDED VALUE TO THE OTHER AND TO THE COMMUNITY?

‘RAISING’…
THERE IS A MAJOR DIFFERENCE IN INTENTION TO ‘RAISE’ CHILDREN RATHER THAN ‘REAR’ CHILDREN. THE MORE ONE IS A ‘SIT-SITE’… THE MORE ONE GETS STUCK IN THE ‘HIP-WARS’ OF THE DAY TO DAY. IT IS THE QUEST TO NOT HAVE EVERY DAY BE A ‘SAT/SADDER’ DAY. IT IS ‘SELF RESPECT’ AND THE ASSERTION OF ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’. ‘RAISING’ IS THE PATH OF THE HEART. ‘REARING’ IS THE ‘PROJECTION’ OF PSYCHE’ HISTORY INTO THE CHILD OR ANY OTHER PERSON. RAISING IS STRETCHING UP… REARING IS BURDENING AND WEIGHING DOWN. LIFE IS DIFFICULT ENOUGH WITHOUT IMPOSING ADDITIONAL ‘DAMAGE’ AND ‘UNNECESSARY BLOCKS’ ON A PERSON. REARING IS DOCTRINAIRE AND ‘FOETALIZED’ BENDING, BOWING AND CURLING. RAISING IS LEARNING TO STAND UP FOR WHO ONE ‘IS’. THE ‘CONFIDENCE’ IN ONE’S OWN SEXUALITY IS THE CENTERING PURPOSE OF HEALTHY ‘RAISING’. IT TRULY IS BE ‘FRUITFUL AND MULTIPLY’ INSTEAD OF A SERIES OF ‘FEARS’ AND ‘ADMONISHMENTS’. ‘REARING’ IS EXCESS BAGGAGE THAT NEEDS TO BE DISPOSED OF. ‘RAISING’ IS THE FOSTERING OF HEALTHY CONDITIONS SO THAT INDEPENDENCE WILL BE SELF RELIANCE AND ONE WILL ‘MEET’ THE ‘OTHERS’ IN A ‘GOLDEN RULE’ OF HEART… ‘DO UNTO

OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THJEM DO UNTO YOU’…

‘HIP-HIP HOORAY’
THE DEEP YIN ECHOES OF THE ‘COYNTE’ WAS IMPRINTED INTO MY HIP JOINT IN THE ‘BIKE/CAR’ INDENTATION AND THE ‘FOETAL FALL’ BRANDING. I HAD THE ‘HIP’ WAY TO MOVE THROUGH THE DIVERSE ARENAS OF ALL KINDS OF ‘CROSS-CURRENTS’. IT WAS A STRUGGLE TO MOVE THROUGH THE CHRONIC TENSIONS, PHYSICAL IMBALANCES AND ECHOES OF THE ‘MONARCH’ WAY [THE BICYCLE ‘IMPRINT’ OF A ‘PANIC’ YET ADAPTED NORMAL WAY… THE ‘MON’ OR THE ‘ROYAL’ ‘ARC[H]’ ZONING OF THE ‘HIP’]. THE ‘HIP’ IS THE ‘PIVOT’ OF ‘BOWING’ AND THE PLACE OF ‘RESPECT’ FOR ‘AUTHORITY’. IT IS THE ‘SITSITE’ OF THE SOCIAL. IT IS THE POSTURAL WAY OF ‘NOT STANDING UP’ TO ‘ANOTHER’ OR TO THE ‘STATE’. IT IS THE ‘BALANCING’ AND ‘SHIFTING’ PLACE FOR MOTION, ADAPTATION AND ACCELERATION. IT IS MOST OBVIOUS IN THE RITUALS OF ‘JA’ ‘PAN’… THE ‘JA’ ‘PAN’ AND THE EASE OF THE ‘JAPANESE’IN THE ‘PAN’ OF EROS. AS THE JAPANESE PROVERB GOES… ‘CONSULT WITH ANYONE EVEN IF IT IS YOUR OWN KNEES’… THE ‘JA’ ‘PAN’ ‘KNEES’… THE MASS MOVING ‘J’ INTO ‘A’… THE NEARNESS TO THE ‘CHI’ BREATHING LIFE FORCE REPRESENTED IN ‘CHI…NA’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IT IS REALITY THAT EACH MEDIUM MAY BE THE REPRESENTATIVE OF A ‘STATE’…A ‘NAMING’ AND A DEFINED ‘STATE’. IT IS THE ‘TIE-MING’ WAY OF ‘POSITIONING’ THAT ORDERS THROUGH MAKING A ‘MEDIUM’ THE ‘GOVERNOR’ OF ‘HIS/HER’ PARTICULAR ‘NAMING’ AND ECHOIC ‘STATE’ OF RESONANCE.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE ‘MONARCH BUTTERFLY’… THE MONARCH KING… THE ‘MON’ ‘ARC’ OF THE YIN FEMININE … THE ‘JAMMING’ MOMENT OF IMPACT AS MY ‘GENITALS STRADDLED THE BICYCLE FRAME WHEN I WAS ‘DEFINED’. IT WAS A PSYCHE’ TERROR DRAMA OF ‘AGBI’ [THE WEST AFRICAN WORD FOR ‘LIGHTNING’… AN ECHO OF MY FATHERS AFFECTIONATE CALLING OF MY MOTHER AS ‘AG’… AGNES… AND THE ‘DUALITY OF THE TERM ‘BI’’… A ‘COINING’ LIGHTNING BOLT OF DEFINITION AT 21ST STREET AND DAMEN… A DEEP SPLITTING AND WOUNDEDNESS… AN ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’ IN A CHARGED ‘RECEPTIVITY’ YIN ‘ZONING’ WHICH WAS AN ECHO OF THE ‘19TH’ CENTURY SLANG FOR ‘VAGINA’ AS COYNTE. IT IS AN ASSOCIATION TO ‘VIE’ ‘AG’ ‘RA’…AS ‘AGBI’ AND ‘AGNES’ IN MY DEEP ‘COYNTE’ ASSOCIATIVE STATE OF ‘YIN/YANG’ SWINGS…

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THE ANCIENT CHINESE PLAY ABOUT ‘DREAMS’ CALLED THE ‘PEONY PAVILLION’ TELLING OF THE MYTH OF THE MONSTER TRYING TO BREAK INTO THE ‘DAMEN’ IN ORDER TO PURSUE THE MARQUIS INTO HIS PRIVATE CHAMBER ECHOES IN THE DEEP YIN ‘SPLITTING’ OF MY AWARENESS. [THE ‘PEONY’ IS AN ANCIENT SYMBOL OF RECEPTIVE WOMENS GENITALS IN CHINA]. THE ‘CHAMBERS AND THE CHAMBER LANES’ ECHO AS A DEEP YIN ECHO OF ‘COYNTE’ AND THE ‘INDENTURED’ WAYS OF PERSONAL RECEPTIVITY. I FEEL A SENSE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS AN ECHO OF MY CHILDHOOD IMAGINARY WORLD OF ‘INVISIBLE PLAYMATES’ NAMED ‘JOHNNY AND PEENY’ [ ‘GOING TO THE JOHN’ AND ‘PEEING’/PEE ‘O’KNEES]. THE COMPLEXITY OF PHYSIOLOGY THAT IS ‘CONTROLLED’ FOR CREATIVE GENERATIVITY OR ‘BATTERY CHARGES’ IS THE NORM OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’, ‘MODELS’, ‘CHANNELS’ AND ‘MEDIUMS’. IT IS THE ‘HIP’ AND THE ‘HOP’ THAT IS THE HORIZONTAL ‘PRESSURE COOKER’ OF THE ‘HIP WARS’ AND THE ENERGY WIND WARS. I FEEL IT IN THE LONG TERM CONSEQUENCE OF THE FOETALIZED ‘CURLING’ THAT ‘ECHOES’ IN MY PHYSICALITY. I FEEL IT IN MY STRUGGLES TO ARCH FORWARD AND FEEL PRESENT IN MY SEXUALITY RATHER THAN MY WOUNDEDNESS. I STRUGGLE IN WRESTLING WITH MY OWN HISTORY…A HISTORY OF INNER FEARS OF ‘NOT BEING HURT’ [MY ‘BENT OVER’ PATTERN OF HOLDING MYSELF IN A ‘WOUNDED/PROTECTED MANNER’ AND STILL BE ‘SOCIALLY ACCEPTABLE’]

WHAT IS THE ‘AB’ NORMAL WHEN THE ‘ABS’ OF MOST PEOPLE ARE STRAINED AND OUT OF BALANCE? WHAT IS THE ‘NORMAL’?
THE ‘40 FOETUS’ CURLS OF ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ IS MY ‘KA’ OR DOUBLE STATE. I AM AWARE OF THE ‘CONVULSIVENESS OF THE DEEP FEMININE’. I KNOW MY ‘REBIRTHING’ IN A STRETCHING THROUGH THE ‘SPASMS’ OF STRAINED MUSCLES AND TENDONS. THERE WERE TIMES IN THE LATE 1980’S WHEN NIGHT TIME LEG SPASMS MIGHT TAKE ONE TO THREE HOURS TO ‘WORK THROUGH’. THE ‘CHRONIC’ PATTERNS OF ‘IMBALANCED USE’ HAD TO BE BREATHED THROUGH AND REGENERATED IN NEW BALANCES AND HEALTHIER WAYS. THERE WERE MANY YEARS OF CHANGING THE ‘CHARGES’ FROM THE ‘YIN’ TO THE ‘YANG’ [EVEN IF IT TOOK MORE THAN 3 PACKS OF WINSTONS EVERY DAY AND A LOT OF ‘NUMBING OUT’ INGREDIENTS LIKE SUGAR, CORN SYRUP, AND LOTS OF FLOUR /DOUGH TO SURVIVE THE FIRST FORTY YEARS]. THE MORE I CHOSE LIGHTER AND FRESHER FOODS THE MORE I WAS ABLE TO MOVE OUT OF THE ‘CHRONIC’ AND HABITUALLY LIMITED MOTIONS.

‘BEING HONESTLY HIP’
MANY PEOPLE WILL ACCUMULATE ‘INTENSITY’ IN THEIR ‘HIPS’ TRYING TO HAVE ‘MAXIMUM CONTROL’. WHILE THIS MAY GIVE ONE A FEELING OF GREATER POWER OR GREATER CONTROL IT IS PROBABLY ‘TOO MUCH’ RESTRAINT ON THE ‘NATURAL’. THE RELAXATION OF THE ‘DIGESTION AND ELIMINATION’ MOTIONS THROUGH THE ‘HIP’ ZONE WILL HELP IN LIBERATING ‘REAL SEXUALITY’. IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY TIME THAT RELEASES THE GENITALS AND MAKES THEM FREE TO BE ‘FULLY PRESENT’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
DURING A CRISIS, MY CITIBANK H.R.GURU JOE YAMBOR ONCE SAID THAT I WAS ‘UNFLAPPABLE’. HE KNEW ME, ALTHOUGH HE DID NOT KNOW MY STORY. YAMBOR [‘YEAH ‘AM’ BORE’] MADE A TRUE STATEMENT OF MY ‘LACK OF ARM MOTIONS’. [IT TOOK ME MOST OF THE 80’S AND 90’S TO LEARN TO FULLY RECOVER THE STRENGTH IN MY ‘MUSEUM FALL’ DAMAGED ARMS. I FELT A DEEP CONSTRAINT IN MY MOTIONS AS WELL AS A DEEP ‘LUNG CONSTRICTIVENESS’. I SMOKED A LOT AND THE ‘HAND TO MOUTH’ REPETITIVE SMOKESCREEN MOTIONS PROVIDED ME WITH A PLACE TO ‘BE SAFE’. MY ‘ARMS’ HAD NOT BEEN NECESSARY IN THE ‘TALKING HEADS ‘CORPORATE WORLD’. AS I LEARNED TO PAINT, I WAS ABLE TO GAIN THE NECESSARY RANGE OF MOTIONS TO BECOME ‘FLAPPABLE’. I HAD TO WRESTLE WITH MY FRUSTATIONS AND FIGURE OUT HOW MUCH EXPRESSION I REALLY NEEDED TO RELEASE AND HOW MUCH ‘CURBING OF MY TEMPER’ WAS ESSENTIAL TO MY NEW EMOTIONAL BALANCINGS. IT IS STILL A DIFFICULT STRUGGLE AS I LEARN TO ACKNOWLEDGE MY TRUE EMOTIONS AND ACCEPT THEIR ‘HEALTHY’ LEVEL OF DISTRIBUTION AND RELEASE. IT IS AN EMOTIONAL HARMONIZING THAT FACILITATES ONE’S JOURNEY FROM BEING AN ‘AMPLIFIED MEDIUM’ TO A CONFIDENT ‘CREATIVE AND GENERATIVE’ ARTIST.

‘STRIFE IS THE FATHER AND KING OF ALL… SOME IT MAKES GODS, OTHERS MEN; SOME SLAVES AND OTHERS FREE.’[OEDIPUS]
IT WAS ALWAYS A LIFE IN THE ‘ROUGH’…‘TRAUMA’ AND ‘TIE-MING’ TIME… THE ‘BURDEN OF RESONANCE’… THE ‘PATIENCE OF JOB’… A TOUGH DAY FOR A ‘GOLF CADDY’ FACING THE FRONT AND

THE BACK ‘9’S… THE ENERGY YIN YANG OF ‘18’… THE ‘PAR’ FOR THE ‘COURSE’… AN INNER TERRAIN WITH ALL THE ‘BUNKERS’ THAT HENRY FORD SAID AS ‘HISTORY IS BUNK’ AND ARCHIE BUNKER DISPLAYED IN ‘ALL IN THE FAMILY’….

IT WAS ALWAYS WRESTLING WITH ‘JACK’
IT IS THE NEVERENDING SOCIAL CRISIS OF A GAME OF ‘JACKS’. IT WAS THE ‘LIFTING-UP’ OF A ‘JACK’ AND THE ECHO OF MY COUSIN ‘JACK’ OF THE ‘PARALLEL’ MONARCH BIKE. IT WAS THE ‘JACK’ OF JACK PARR AND THE ‘PAR’ FOR THE COURSE. IT WAS THE MEDIA ‘BALLING’ THE ‘JACKS’ [THE ‘JACK AND JACKIE’ ‘JACKS’ [KENNEDY]. IT WAS THE ‘JACKS’ OF ‘SEXUALITY’ GETTING BEYOND ‘HE DOESN’T KNOW ‘JACK SHIT’. IT WAS ‘JACKING-OFF’ AS A ‘WASTE OF TIME’ AND A ‘JACK IN THE BOX’ AS A SURPRISE. IT IS THE SOURCING FOR THE ‘JACK’ OF ALL ‘TRADES’ LEADING TO A FLATLINER AFFECT AS ‘MASTER’ OF ‘NONE’. THE ‘JACK’ BIKE DENT MADE THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY A ‘COINING’ AND A ‘COINCIDENCE’ SPACE. THE BENT POSTURE OF ‘C’ AS A CURL WAY MADE ‘LENDING’ AND ‘CONNECTING’ THE ‘WAY’ OF GETTING ALONG WITH THE ‘OTHER [S]’. THE BENT POSTURE ACCENTUATED MY ‘NAME AS FRAME’ WAY AS ‘PAT’ AND TOUCH AS WELL AS ‘COYNE’ AND DEFINE. IN 2005 AND 2006 IT IS ‘JACK ABRAMOFF’ AS ‘AB-RAM-OFF’ IN POLITICOS CORRUPTION WAYS OF ‘INSIDERS’ GETTING CAUGHT…

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IN ‘VISUAL MEDIA ECHOES’ EVERYONE STILL SEES THE ‘BLOOD SPLATTERED PINK DRESS’ AND THE ‘PINK PILL BOX HAT’ THAT ‘JACKIE’ CONTINUED TO WEAR DURING THE ‘ASS SASS SIN NATION’ COVERAGE. WE SAW HER ‘PILL BOX’ BECOME A ‘PILL CULTURE’ AS THE ‘SPEED’ PILLS THAT ‘JACK’ USED EVOLVED INTO THE ‘ILLEGAL’ AND THE ‘GIANT’ CORPORATE LEGAL ‘PILL’ CULTURE. BOTH JACK AND JACKIE USED A ‘MAGIC POTION’ DEVELOPED BY THE CELEBRITY ‘DR. FEELGOOD’ [ A COMBINATION OF ‘SPEED’ AND ‘STEROIDS’]. DR. MAX JACOBSON FREQUENTLY ‘INJECTED’ THE DRUGS DIRECTLY INTO THE BODIES OF THE PERFECT CAMELOT DREAM COUPLE.

‘THE SEXUALITY OF THE JACK EDGE’
THERE IS AN ONGOING ‘WARRIN’ OF SEXUALITY IN THE CONSTANCY OF ‘JACK’… IT WAS THE CREATIVE FIRE THAT WAS ‘BLOWN AWAY’ IN THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF ‘11’ AND A DOUBLE ELEVEN… THE ‘11/22’ THAT ECHOES IN A ‘JACK’. A ‘JACK’ THAT MOVES ON THE EDGE OF AN ‘888’ PAGE ‘WARREN’ REPORT/STORY OF THE ‘OS’ WALLED [‘OSWALD’] WAY. THE ‘888’ PAGE IS THE ‘LAW’ AS AN EXPRESSION OF THE MAGICIAN’S LEMNISCATE [00] AND THE SYMBOL FOR ‘INFINITY’. IT IS THE BARRIER IN THE MIDDLE OF THE SEX DIFFERENCES. IT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘WARRIN’ THAT IS THE CURRENCY ALONG THE ‘8’ AS ‘ATE’ OR ‘WAIT’/ ‘WEIGHT’ OF THE FEMININE ORIFICE. THE SEXUALITY OF THE ‘JACK’ EDGE IS A SUGGESTIVENESS OF ‘V-8’ FOR CAR ENGINES AND THE ‘AUTO’ STATES OF AWARENESS. IT IS THE PERFECTION OF A WOMAN FIGURE SKATER DOING A ‘FIGURE ‘8’ ON THE ICE [AH, THE ECHOES OF ‘PEGGY FLE‘MING’AND THE SENSE OF ‘PHLEGM’ AND ‘MING’ TIMINGS].

THE ‘NONSENSE’ MAKES ‘SENSE’ AS ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ AND ‘CANALIZED GOSSIP’. THE ‘TONES’ AND THE ‘TUNES’ ARE THE WAY OF THE ‘ONGOING’ MOMENTUM THAT GOES ON AND ON AND ON. THE ‘PLUGGING’ OF THE ‘8’ ORIFICES USING ‘PACIFIERS AND PILLS’ AS WAYS OF NUMBING AND DRONING IS THE ‘CURE’ OF THE VULNERABILITY, THE EMPTINESS, AND THE EXPOSURE.

‘SUGGESTION’ AND ‘ASSOCIATIONS’
THE ‘V-8’ VEGETABLE JUICE ECHOES IN THE BLOODY RED DRINK OF ‘SNAPPY TOMATO’ ASSOCIATIONS AND EXCESSES OF ‘VAMPS, VAMPIRES, AND SEXUALITY’. IT IS ALWAYS ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘ASSOCIATIVE SUGGESTIVENESS’ FLOWING OUT OF ‘MACHIAVELLI’ AS THE ‘CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT. THE ‘PERVASIVENESS’ ECHOES ALL AROUND AS ‘KATDOLOGO’ EROS CHARGINGS ARE USED TO FEED UPON THE ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ EMOTIONAL STATES OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. THE ‘V-8’ ENGINES OF CARS ECHO IN DESIRES AND POWER OF POSSESSIONS AND POSSESSION.

‘ASS’ ‘SASS’ ‘SIN’ ‘NATION’
‘LET THEM SEE WHAT THEY’VE DONE. I WANT THEM TO SEE WHAT THEY’VE DONE’… IT IS ‘JACKIE’ KENNEDY BEING DEFIANT AND REFUSING TO CHANGE OUT OF HER ‘BLOOD-STAINED’ PINK CLOTHING. SHE HELD THE ‘BRAIN SPLATTERED PILL BOX HAT’ IN HER HANDS DURING THE BRIEF LYNDON JOHNSON ‘SWEARING-IN AS THE NEW PRESIDENT CEREMONY ABOARD ‘AIR FORCE ONE’. IT IS JACKIE ASKING BOBBY KENNEDY… ‘WHAT’S THE LINE BETWEEN HISTORY AND DRAMA? ‘IT IS THE ‘JACK’ AND THE ‘PILL BOX HAT’’. IT IS THE ‘ECHOES’ OF THE PERVASIVENESS OF THE ‘WOUNDING’ TO THE ‘INNOCENCE’ OF AMERICA ONLY MATCHED BY THE MEDIA VENTILATION OF THE ‘9/11 WORLD TRADE CENTER MASSACRES’. THE ‘PILL BOX’ AND ‘THE TRADE CENTER’ ECHO IN AN EROS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’.

‘MONEY’ AND ‘MON’ ‘E’
IT IS A ‘WAY’ OF SEEING… MONEY IS MONEY... PEOPLE ARE NOT MONEY… IT’S ABOUT INTENTION THAT THERE IS NO ACCOUNTABILITY FOR THE PREDATORY WAYS THAT CONTRIBUTE TO MAKE THE ILLNESSES OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ SEEM ‘NORMAL’. MONEY IS THE ‘MON’ AND ‘E’ THAT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘8’ AT THE POINT OF THE ‘MONS’. IT IS THE ‘MON’ ARCH EDGE OF THE INERTIA. IT IS WHERE THE PSYCHE PLACE/ ‘STATE’ OF ‘MONSIGNOR’ AND ‘MONSOON’ MOVE WITH THE ‘WHETHER OR NOT’ EMPTINESS. IT IS ‘MOWS’ AND ‘MOSES’ OF ‘MOOS’ AND ‘MOONINGS’ THAT FLUIDLY MOVE ON THE EDGES OF ‘MON’ DAY OR ‘MONS’ WAY. IT IS ‘JACK’ THE ‘MON’ DAY OF THE ‘LOST ARC’ OF THE ENERGY FERTILITY MOTIONS. THE AMERICAN ROYALTY INSIDERS OF THE ‘TIE-MING’ ARE THE BENEFICIARIES OF THE ‘IMPOSED’ ORDERING. THEIR ‘CUSTOMS’ ARE PASSED ON ‘AUTOMATICALLY’ AND FLOW INTO THE REST OF US.

‘JACK IT’
IT IS NOT AN ‘INVISIBLE HAND’, IT IS A ‘REAL’ CHARGE THAT MAKES THE ‘TALKING HEAD MEDIUMS’ USEFUL. IT IS DECIDED ‘WELL’-IN-‘ADVANCE’ ‘WHO’ THE ‘PLAYERS’ WILL BE. THE ‘CHARGED DEVELOPMENT’ IS THE BUILDING BLOCK PROCESS THAT IS POSITIONED IN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ORDERING. THIS IS THE PACING THAT IS THE ‘WELL’ ‘CH…CH’ LIKE THE ‘CHOO-CHOO’ AND THE ‘CHICHI’ THAT MAKES THE ‘MEDIUM’ MOMENTUM OF ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ ‘C.E.O.’ ‘JACK’ ‘WEL’ [‘L’] ‘CH’ [‘JACK WELCH’]. IT IS THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CONSCIOUSNESS OF SOCIAL WAYS AS ‘YOU ARE ‘WELCOME’. IT WAS RONALD REAGAN ALWAYS CALLING ‘WELL’ AS HE WOULD BEGIN TO RESPOND TO A QUESTION.

POWER IS IN ‘LOCATION…LOCATION…LOCATION’ ‘JACK WELCH’ PERKS THE WAY FOR THE OTHERS… MAKES OUT LIKE A ‘BANDIT AND GETS THE ‘GIRL’ [A REPLACEMENT ‘GIRL’ WHO HAPPENED TO BE THE HEAD OF THE HARVARD BUSINESS SCHOOL. SHE IS THE ‘SUZY WETLAUFER’ AS AN ECHO OF ‘WET’ ‘LAW’ ‘FUR’. IT IS A ‘SMALL WORLD’ OF INTERCONNECTEDNESS. THIS IS NO ‘HORATIO ALGER ‘TRUTH’. THEY ARE ‘PRIVILEGED AND ‘AMPLIFIED’. IT IS ‘MATCHING MATES AND SOUL MATING’ THROUGH NAMES AS FRAMES INTENSITIES AND DENSITIES. IT IS ENERGY AND KINETIC COMBUSTION AS AMPLIFIED AND ENHANCED. IT IS THE ‘BACK TO THE FUTURE’ STATEMENT OF ATTRACTION THAT ‘YOU ARE MY DENSITY’ IS SAID RATHER THAN YOU ARE MY ‘DESTINY’. IT IS ‘MING’ ORDERING THAT PLACES PEOPLE IN ‘RHYTHM’ LOCATIONS TO RESONATE TO THE ONGOING ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND ‘FERTILITY’. IT IS THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ THAT SETS THE YIN AND YANG ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ ‘PACINGS’ AND ESTABLISHES THE ‘MODELS’ OF ‘SAVANTINGS’ AND ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’. IT IS THE ‘WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT’ MONEY SYSTEM INERTIA OF ASSUMPTIONS THAT SKEWS THE REST OF US. IT IS THE DRY ‘LAW’ OR THE ‘WET’ LAW THAT ECHOES FROM ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ ‘LICK’ SPARKINGS AND TRANSFERS. IT IS ELEMENTAL ‘WATSON’. IT IS ‘SURE LOCK’ AS ‘NO SHIT SHERLOCK’. IT IS THE ‘LOCKS’ AND ‘DAMS’ OF THE WET WATER FLOWS. IT IS CONDUCTIVITY ACROSS THE WATERS AS ‘75%’ OF THE PHYSIOLOGY OF HUMANS IS ‘WATER/LIQUID’. IT IS TRADES, TRANSFERRENCE AND EXCHANGES OF CHARGINGS… IT EVOLVES OUT OF THE CONDUCTIVITY CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘COPPER’ OR ‘COPPERS’ WHO ARE THE LAW…THE COPING AND THE COPPING ALONG THE EDGES OF THE LAWS OF FLAWS AS WELL AS THE LAWS OF EMPIRE AND TAXATION… ‘TRUST THE FORCE LUKE’… ‘THEY RULE THE PACINGS AND THE ‘DAY TO DAY’. THE REST OF THE WORLD IS TOO BUSY SCRAMBLING TO SURVIVE WHILE THE ‘ELITE’ PREACH ‘SELF RELIANCE’ [WHEN THEY IN FACT, AS MEMBERS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ THEY ARE GETTING ‘JUICE’AND ‘AMPLIFICATION’]. IT IS ‘HYPOCRISY-DEMOCRACY’. THEY ARE THE OWNERS OF THE SYSTEM, THE REMOTE ‘AMPLIFIED AND ACCENTUATED’ WITH A ‘GIANT’ SUCKING SOUND. THEY ARE THE RADIO WAVE ACCENTUATED THROUGH ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ STAR TUNING ‘BEINGS’. IT IS CERTAINLY A REAL QUESTION OF WHO IS REALLY AN ALIEN AND WHO IS ALIENATED. THEY ARE THE GIANT ‘SUCKING’ SOUND OF INERTIA THAT ‘ROSS PEROT’ DESCRIBED AS ‘WHOOSH’ WHEN

THEY WERE DOING THE ‘NAFTA’ DEAL.

KAFKAESQUE
PITY POOR FRANZ KAFKA WHO WAS IN A DEEP RECEPTIVE SOUND SENSITIVE ‘F’. HIS ENERGY DISTRIBUTION PATTERN ‘MADE HIM’ FEEL LIKE A ‘GIANT BEETLE’ AND HIS ‘TERROR’ FLOWS WERE IN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ WIRING OF THE DOUBLE SOUL OF ‘KA’ ‘F’ ‘KA’ [THE REALM NEAR ‘CA CA’, YET A SPIRITUAL ‘KA’ EXPRESSION OF THE ‘GIANT’S LONELY COCKROACH IN THE ‘METAMORPHOSIS’.] ‘WAS ‘KA’ ‘F’ ‘KA’ A ‘DOUBLE /DOUBLE’ AROUND A DEEP FEMININE ‘F’? THERE IS A PERSPECTIVE THAT FRANZ KAFKA WAS A FAILURE IN HIS PERSONAL LIFE AND THAT HIS CRITICAL COMMENTARY ON SOCIETY WAS AN EXPRESSION OF THE DEFEAT OF THE ‘HUMAN’ IN GENERAL… ‘HE IS CERTAIN OF THE TOTAL DEFEAT OF THE HUMAN ENTERPRISE AND ARRANGES TO FAIL IN HIS OWN LIFE IN ORDER TO BEAR WITNESS, BY HIS INDIVIDUAL DEFEAT, TO HUMAN DEFEAT IN GENERAL’[M.GREENBERG]

‘THE PAINFULNESS OF SOME SOUNDS’
I KNOW THE SAME ‘CRINGING’ FEELINGS THAT KAFKA EXPRESSED ABOUT THE SENSITIVITY TO THE ‘PAINFULNESS OF SOME SOUNDS’… OF BEING AT THE MERCY OF ‘LOUD’ PEOPLE AND ‘LOUD’ SOUNDS [THE DIFFICULTY OF BEING A ‘SOUNDING BOARD/LISTENING POST’]. THE ACTOR MARLON BRANDO ONCE COMMENTED THAT HE HAD GONE TO DOCTORS TO HELP HIM BECAUSE HE FELT VULNERABLE TO SOME SOUNDS…PARTICULARLY WHEN HE WAS ‘UNABLE TO ‘HEAR’ IN CERTAIN SOUND ALTERED STATES’. MARLON BRANDO CERTAINLY ACCUMULATED A LOT OF ‘MASS’ TO COPE WITH THE PAINFULNESS OF PENETRATING/VIBRATORY SOUNDS. I REMEMBER THE EARLY STAGES OF MY TRANSITIONS IN THE 1980’S WHEN THERE WAS AN EXCRUCIATING LEVEL OF PAIN THAT OCCURRED WHEN I INADVERTENTLY ‘BUMPED’ TWO DISHES AGAINST ONE ANOTHER IN MY KITCHEN CABINET. I HAVE SPENT MANY YEARS AS A ‘THIN SKINNED MAN’ AS I SOUGHT TO RECOVER MY HUMANNESS FROM THE ‘DAMAGES’ OF EARLY TRAUMA AND WOUNDEDNESS.

‘POST TRAUMA VIBRATORY STATES’
IT WAS A TIME SHORTLY AFTER I HAD REMOVED THE‘EYELASH’ FROM UNDER MY EYELID [IT HAD BEEN EMBEDDED THERE UNDER MY RIGHT EYELID SINCE THE MOMENT THAT MY RIGHT THUMB JAMMED IT UP UNDER THE LID AS MY FACE HIT THE FLOOR IN FRONT OF THE GLASS DISPLAY CASE OF THE 40 FOETUSES IN ‘1958’]. WHEN I REMOVED THE LASH IN1981 OR SO THERE WAS AN ENORMOUS RELIEF OF PAIN. IT WAS SO OVERWHELMING THAT IT TOOK ME A FEW MINUTES [‘YEARS’] TO GRASP THE TRUTH OF IT…

IT WAS A SIGN OF THE READINESS THAT I WAS EMERGING FROM THE CAVE OF THE ‘SPELL’… THE DEEP ‘ECHO’ PLACE OF THE SOUL WHERE ‘NARCISSUS’ WOULD NEVER FIND ‘HER’ …FOR SHE WOULD BE LOST IN THE WEBBING OF HER OWN ADAPTING TO THE ECHOES OF ‘MATTER’ [‘ECHO’].

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
MY PERSONAL HISTORY WAS TO REGENERATE FROM AN UNBALANCED AND A ‘COLLAPSED RIGHT SIDE’ [IN 1980, THE NEW YORK CITY, CENTRAL PARK SOUTH DOCTOR-LARRY MYERS SAID THAT ‘IT WAS TOO TREACHEROUS TO OPERATE ON MY RIGHT SHOULDER AREA’… THERE WERE’ CALCIUM DEPOSITS AND A BLOOD CLOT’…I WAS VERY ‘SPLIT-OFF’ FROM MYSELF.] I REMEMBER A LATE FRIDAY NIGHT IN THE EARLY 1980’S WHEN I FELT THAT THE ‘CLOT’ WAS BREAKING LOOSE AND I THOUGHT THAT I MIGHT DIE. ‘I PRAYED ON MY KNEES’ THAT I WOULD BE ABLE TO SURVIVE. I DID SURVIVE YET IT WAS ONLY THE BEGINNING.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
AS MEDIUMS, WE ARE ALWAYS IN THE ‘NIETZSCHE’ DESCRIBED RHYTHM OF ‘ETERNAL RECURRENCE’. WE LIVE IN THE ‘MANAGED NIGHTMARE’ OF BEING ‘MEDIUMS’ IN THE ELECTRO-COLONY. THE ‘WIZARD OF OZ’ IS THE FANTASY VERSION OF MELTING DOWN OR DROPPING A HOUSE ON THE ‘WITCHES’. IT IS THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ QUEST TO RESOLVE ONE’S COMPLEX STATES OF KNOWING. IT IS A JOURNEY THROUGH ‘FLUIDITY’ AND THE FACING OF ‘YIN/YANG’ RANGINGS THAT IS IN THE CRISIS OF ‘WHICH IS’. IT IS MY AWARENESS OF MY ‘3’ SIDED COIN OF BEING RECEPTIVE…

‘FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS AS HE/SHE CAN BEAR’…W.H.AUDEN
JUDY GARLAND WAS A ‘SAVANT PERFORMER’ IN THE HOLLYWOOD DREAM FACTORY WHO SUFFERED IN THE CONTRADICTIONS OF THE ‘ILLUSIONS AND DREAMS OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY. SHE NEEDED MORE AND MORE ‘DRUGS’ AND ALCOHOL TO TRY TO GET CONTROL OF THE ‘HOMEOSTATIC-SKEW’ THAT WAS HER ‘NORMAL’ CENTER. LIKE REAGAN SHE WAS AT HOME WHEN ‘PERFORMING’ IN A ‘ROLE’. THE REST OF THE TIME THE ‘ANXIETY’ WAS DIFFICULT TO CONTROL OR MANAGE. NOT EVERYONE IS USED AND COMPENSATED AT HIGH LEVELS… MANY ARE MERE ANGRY BATTERIES STRUGGLING TO MAKE A BASIC LIVING WHILE ‘BRANDED’ INTO ORDINARY ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. MANY ARE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ TYPES YEARNING TO BE ON STAGE AND ALWAYS AVAILABLE THE SAVANT MEDIUMS POSSESS AN IMBALANCED POWER OF ‘ATTRACTION’…AN ‘INVISIBLENESS’ OF DRAWING THE WORTH OF THE ‘OTHER’… THEY ARE ‘YIN’ PEOPLE WHO MAY NEVER ACHIEVE A BALANCING ‘YANG’. THEY HELP OTHERS TO ‘JIMMIE’ IT AND THEY HELP OTHERS TO ‘JACK’ IT.

THE ‘EXCITEMENT’ OF THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF BEING A MEDIUM IS A NIGHTMARE THAT THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS TYPES’ CHANNEL INTO ‘HELPFULNESS’. THEY SHARE THE BURDENS AND COMMISERATE WITH THE OTHERS WHO SHARE A SIMILAR PLIGHT. THEY BELIEVE THAT WHAT THEY DO IS AN IMPORTANT PART OF A GREAT TIDE OR A BIG WAVE. THEY DO ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’ AS A WAY OF LIFE.

‘ANYONE WHO MERELY OBEYS CEASES TO BE HEARD’ [LUCE IRAGARAY]
MANY ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO ‘LIVE’ IN A ‘NON-ORDINARY’ REALITY ARE ‘AIR WAVE HAUNTED’. THEY ARE IMBALANCED WITHOUT THE ‘TALENT’ THAT MAKES A ‘GURU’ OR ‘ELDER’ SEEK TO DEVELOP THEM. THEY SURVIVE CLINGING TO ANY ‘KNOWLEDGE’ THAT IS ‘AN EXPLANATION’ FOR THEIR STRUGGLES’. THESE ‘NON-ORDINARY’ PEOPLE BELIEVE IN THE ‘ALIEN ABDUCTIONS’AND THE ‘TIME TRAVEL’ BECAUSE IT IS THE ONLY EXPLANATION THAT GETS CIRCULATED. IT IS AN ‘IMAGINARY’ SOLUTION THAT ONE USES TO TRY TO HEAL THE LOST ‘INNOCENCE’ [THE ‘ANGER TURNED INWARD’ THAT NO ONE DID ANYTHING TO PROTECT OR HELP ‘ME’ WHEN I WAS JUST A LITTLE GIRL OR A LITTLE BOY… NO ONE DID ANYTHING TO TELL ME WHAT ‘THEY’ WERE DOING]. IT IS THE SEPARATE REALITY OF COMPLEX CREATIVE ARTISTS AND ‘PSYCHIC TYPES’ THAT IS ‘WATCHED OVER AND GUIDED’.

‘SENSITIVITY TO STIMULI’
IT IS THE FEAR OF THE ‘SHOWER SCENE’ IN THE MOVIE ‘PSYCHO’ THAT ‘ECHOES’ AS ‘NOR’ ‘MAN’ ‘BATES’ AND ‘SLASHES’ [THE VULNERABILITY OF CREATIVE BEINGS IN THE MIDST OF ‘WELLSTEIN’ TRANSITIONAL STATES]. WHEN ‘PSYCHICS’ ARE CHILDREN, THEY ARE VULNERABLE TO THE WINDS OF THE ‘ORDINARY’. MANY HAVE TO ‘CONTROL’ BY MAINTAINING ‘THE RIGHT FEEL’ AS THEIR CREATIVE POTENTIAL IS EXPANDING FASTER THAN THE AWARENESS OF THE OTHERS WHO ARE FASCINATED WITH THE LATEST FAD OR FASHION, SPORTS OR MUSIC VIDEO. THESE CREATIVE COMBUSTION ‘KIDS’ ARE AROUSED AT LEVELS OF RECEPTIVITY THAT CAUSE THEM TO BE OUT OF SYNC WITH THE OTHERS. CURIOSITY IS THE ESSENCE OF THE CREATIVE… THE ‘CAT’ SEARCHING AND PLAYING THAT IS A CONTRADICTORY QUEST FOR ‘SOLITUDE’ AND ‘RECOGNITION’. IT IS A TIME OF TESTING AND ASSERTING TO KNOW THE REALITY OF THEIR ENVIRONMENT AT A COMPLEX LEVEL. THE GREAT COMPOSER BEETHOVEN CONTINUED GENERATING MASTERPIECES EVEN AFTER HE BECAME DEAF. THERE IS AWARENESS THAT HE BROKE MANY PIANOS AND OBJECTS [CRASHING ON THE FLOOR] AND THEREBY DERIVED A ‘VIBRATORY CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF THE REAL. IT IS THE UNHEARD SOUND THAT IS FELT THAT ECHOES THE WISDOM OF WHAT THE CURIOUS CHILD SEEKS TO KNOW. THE BEHAVIORS SHOULD BE LOOKED AT IN TERMS OF THE RESPONSE ‘ELICITATION’ THAT THE CHILD SEEKS TO ACHIEVE. MANY CREATIVE CHILDREN DEMAND ATTENTION TO THEIR OWN AGENDA THUS FINDING THE ‘OUTLET’ FOR THE GENERATIVE FROM THEIR CREATIVE COMBUSTION OVERLOAD. TRADITIONAL USE OF PAINTS, MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS OR ART/DANCE CLASSES MAY NOT BE ENOUGH. THE PERSONAL STRUGGLE IS THE ‘GENIUS’ OF THE ‘INDIVIDUATION PROCESS’. THE ‘ORIGINAL’ MAY OR MAY NOT BE THE EVENTUAL RESULT. THE COURAGE AS WELL AS THE OPPORTUNITY TO GENERATE MAY BE THE REAL BASIS FOR ‘CREATIVE GROWTH AND MATURATION’. ‘AUTISM’ MAY BE SOURCED IN THE STRUGGLE TO ‘INTUIT’ THE DIFFERENCES OF ‘STATES OF MIND’…A PROBLEM OF BEING UNABLE TO DISTINGUISH BETWEEN HUMANS AND OBJECTS…AN INABILITY TO ‘INFER THE STATE OF MIND’ OF ANOTHER…A WITHDRAWAL INTO FEAR AND NOT WANTING TO BE HURT…AN AVOIDANCE OF CONNECTION DUE TO TOO MUCH TRAFFIC…TOO MUCH CONFUSION…TOO MUCH AROUSAL…

IS ‘OUGHTISM’ AND ‘AUTISM’ A HESITANCY OF PULLING BACK INSTEAD OF GOING FORWARD…ONE IS UNABLE TO DO YET ‘FREEZES’ AS AN INNER JUDGEMENT OF ‘OUGHT’… IS IT AS ‘SHOULD’ AND ‘WOULD’ THAT EXISTS WITHIN YET DOES NOT STEP FORWARD TO DO… WHERE IS THE POINT OF LIGHT CONTACT THAT BRIDGES THE FEAR? WHERE IS ONE ABLE TO ‘INTUIT’ AND BELIEVE THAT ONE ‘TRUSTS’ IN THE STATE OF THE PERSON ONE IS ENCOUNTERING… DO WE HAVE ENOUGH CAPACITY TO MEET AS ONE IS WITH THE OTHER AS THE OTHER ‘IS’… RESEARCH FROM THE UNIVERSITY OF PARMA IN ITALY CITES THE IMPORTANCE OF ‘MIRROR NEURONS’. ‘MIRROR NEURONS’ ALLOW HUMANS TO GRASP THE MINDS[ACTIONS, INTENTIONS, EMOTIONS] OF OTHERS THROUGH DIRECT STIMULATION…BY FEELING NOT BY THINKING…IT IS THE PROCESS OF UNDERSTANDING THE COMMUNICATIONS OF THE OTHERS…THE SOCIAL BEHAVIORS AND THE PSYCHE IMITATIONS OF DOING WHAT THE OTHER DOES WITHIN OUR OWN ‘VISUALIZATION’…IT IS ‘INSTINCT’ AND ‘INTUITION’ AS ONE IS ABLE TO ‘FEEL’ WHAT IS GOING ON…TO FEEL WHAT THE OTHER IS FEELING BECAUSE ONE IS ABLE TO SIMULATE THE ACTION WITHIN…ONE’S OWN AREAS OF RESPONSE ARE ‘ACTIVATED’ TO FEEL WHAT IS BEING FELT BY THE OTHER… IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘TRANSFERRENCE’ AS ‘EMOTIONAL/PSYCHOLOGICAL’ PROCESSES ARE ACTIVATED AND ‘SHARED’ AT SOME ‘DEEP’ LEVEL OF CONNECTION.

‘CONTEMPT AND FEELINGS OF ABANDONMENT’
THERE IS A COMPELLING SENSE OF CONTEMPT THAT DERIVES FROM THE FEELINGS OF ‘LACK OF SAFETY’ AND EARLY CHILDHOOD ‘ALIENATION’ AND ‘ENERGY CHARGED PROTECTION’. IT IS A WAY OF ‘SEEING’ A DIFFERENT WORLD. IT MAKES ONE FEEL A GREATER SENSE OF ABANDONMENT. SO MUCH DEPENDS ON THE EARLY YEARS AND THE OPPORTUNITIES TO GROW TO EXPRESS, TO BE HEARD, TO USE ONE’S SKILLS, TO USE ONE’S TALENTS, TO APPLY ONE’S KNOWLEDGE…TO ACCESS ONE’S POTENTIAL AND TO DEVELOP HEALTHY AND POSITIVE WAYS TO RELATE. SO MUCH DEPENDS UPON ‘RESOURCE’ AND CARE AS ‘FRUSTRATION’ SEEKS KNOWLEDGE TO GROW INSTEAD OF BEING ‘BLOCKED’

‘TIME LOST CAN NEVER BE RECOVERED’.
‘THE ECHOES OF ‘TRAUMA’ RESONATE AS ‘LIFE DEFINED’ BETWEEN THE ‘PARALLEL BARS’ OF A ZONE MOVING IN A ‘CIRCLE’ IN A ‘CYCLE’. IT IS ENERGY AND LIFE FORCE IN ‘IMPOSED ORDERING’. IT IS THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ AS A QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE. IT IS THE CONTROL OF POTENTIAL ENCOUNTER AND THE SUPPRESSION OF ‘CHOICE’. IT IS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY OF DUALITY AND ‘LIFE’ IN THE ELECTRONIC COLONY. IT IS A VULNERABILITY TO THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘ACCENTUATION’ AS A PRESSURE TO OPTIMIZE WAYS OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’.

THERE IS A WISH AND A HOPE TO BE A ‘DIAMOND IN THE ROUGH’ AS ONE PURSUES AN INNER NECESSITY DRAMA.
IT IS A WISH THAT ONE WILL GET SOMETHING FOR ALL OF THE SUFFERING [THE SOUL CONSCIOUSNESS THAT IS IN THE ‘HOPE’ THAT SOMEONE UP THERE REALLY DOES ‘LIKE ME’.]

‘THE HARVESTING OF THE FEW’
THE SYSTEM FEEDS OFF AN ‘EXCESS’ OF CREATIVE AND HOPEFUL ‘DREAMERS’ [‘NAME BRAND’ TALENTS THAT ARE COMPONENTS OF AN ‘ENERGY POOL’]. IT IS THE ‘ONGOING’ FILTRATION OF

PERFORMERS ‘RISING’ IN ‘CREATIVE FIRE’ AND FALLING IN ‘EXPENDABILITY’ THROUGH THE TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMID. IT IS A ‘HARVESTING OF THE FEW’ TO GENERATE A MAXIMIZATION OF THE ‘MONEY’ VALUE. IT IS THE CONTROL OF THE ‘SUPPLY’ FOSTERING A DEMAND FOR MORE OF THE SAME.

‘NAME’ AS THE ‘CREATIVE WAY’
THE CENTURIES OF RENAMINGS’…‘O’ VALUED NAMES AND CALLINGS ARE IN THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ RHYTHMS AND ‘AFFILIATIONS’ OF ‘ORDERING’. ‘THE DEEP DAUGHTER YIN STATE’… THE YIN ‘O’ OF OPPRESSED PEOPLE…THE MIRRORINGS OF ECHOES AND RESONANCE…THE ‘MEANING’ OF THE ‘VALUED’ NAME… IT IS THE HERITAGE OF SOUND ‘USEFULNESS’ AS HUMAN HISTORY HAS DEFINED THE ‘NAME ECHO’ AS THE KEY ‘ASSOCIATION’ OF THE CREATIVE WAY. IN THE PAST THOUSAND YEARS, MANY ‘NAMES WERE FRAMED AS CRAFTS’ [‘SHOEMAKER’ AND ‘CARPENTER’] AND MANY ELITE WERE GIVEN ‘AUTHORITY’ BY DEVELOPING ‘SOUND VALUE’ [‘CHURCHILL’] THERE IS A ‘SACRED ECHO’ IN THE ‘CHURCH… ‘H’IL OR ‘HE WILL’ RESONANCE. IT IS A COMPLEX PLANE OF FLUIDITY AND INERTIA. WHO CONTROLS THE MOMENTUM OF THE GAME? WHO DEFINES THE TONES OF THE COMMUNITY? WHAT NAME RESONATES AS A UNIFIER OF ENERGIES. WHAT IS THE FERTILITY VALUE OF THE ‘SOUND’ COMMON TO ALL…THE SOUND OF ‘SHOEMAKER’[‘SHOO’ OR ‘SHOOZE’] OR ‘BUSH’[FERTILITY OR LESS THAN MAJOR LEAGUE OR JUNGLE DANGER WILDERNESS BUSH]?

WHAT ARE THE LATEST ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS AND NAMES ?
THE NAME IS A ‘KEY’ TO THE ‘SLOTTING’ AND ‘ORDERING’ OF ‘MING’. IT IS THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE STATE’ THAT IS THE BASIS OF A COMMON ‘FOCUS’. IT IS THE ‘PRESIDENTIAL’ TUNE OF THE TIMES. IT IS THE ‘ACCENTUATION’ OF THE NAME DRIVING TOWARD THE ‘GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION’. A THOUSAND YEARS AGO WILLIAM THE CONQUEROR ESTABLISHED RULES WHICH REQUIRED THE ‘SUBJECTS’ TO HAVE ‘LAST NAMES’. MANY CHOSE THE NAMES OF NEIGHBORHOODS, ANIMALS, NATURE AND OBJECTS. IT WAS THE ‘MASS’ WAY TO MAINTAIN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ WAY [THE ‘SPELLING’ OF A WAY OF LIFE]. IT IS THE ‘SPELLBOUND’ ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF RESONANCE [THE PENETRATION OF BEING POSITIONED TO REPRESENT A ‘STATE’ OF ‘BEING’]. IT IS THE ‘ORDERING’ AND ‘OWNERSHIP’ THROUGH SYSTEMATIC CHARGINGS AND CHANNELLINGS. IT IS THE ‘CHARGED NAME’ THAT SETS THE ‘TONE’ OF THE ‘STATE WE ARE IN’. IT IS TUNING AND TONING INTO THE CHARGED REALM OF ENERGY ACCENTUATED SAVANTS , MEDIUMS

AND ELECTRONIC SURROGATES. IT IS PASSING THROUGH A LAYERING PLANE OF AWARENESS TO BE IN THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE DYNAMISM OF ‘322 TIME’. IT IS THE ONGOING ‘DEEP POLITICS’ STRUGGLE FOR DIRECTION OF ‘MONEY AND POWER’ AS ‘SOUNDNESS’ OF THE SYSTEM.

‘SPELLING AND SPELLBOUND TIMINGS’
IT IS THE SUCCESS OF THE TELEVISION PRODUCER ‘AARON SPELLING’ THAT MESMERIZES MILLIONS WHO GLAZE ON MEDIA SCREENS OF SOAP AND FLASHING LIGHTS OF ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ ENTERTAINMENT. IT IS CONCEPTUAL AS THE DEVELOPING OF ‘NATIONS’ INTEGRATING MANY’ INNER STATES’ IS SIMILAR TO THE PROCESS OF INDIVIDUALS INTEGRATING MANY INNER STATES. IT IS THE 13 ORIGINAL STATES EVOLVING INTO THE 50 STATES OF UNITING THE UNITED STATES. IT IS THE NEVERENDING ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ AND REPLACING STATES TO BIRTH NEW STATES… DESTROYING STADIUMS AND FACILITIES TO BUILD NEW ONES… THE BREAKING DOWN OF THE ‘WHAT WAS THERE BEFORE’ THAT IS REPLACED. IT IS THE FIXATION OF BELIEF THAT COMPELS ADHERENCE TO THE VISION IN ONE’S EYES AS PEOPLE TEND ‘TO SEE WHAT THEY WANT TO SEE’ RATHER THAN WHAT MIGHT BE REALLY ‘TAKING PLACE’.FAITH AND BELIEF HELP PEOPLE TO LIVE DURING ‘TRYING TIMES’…ENDURING SUFFERING AND GETTING THROUGH PERSONAL LOSS AND TRIALS OF THE HEART. THE FORCES OF DEEP POLITICS KNOW HOW TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF THE ‘ROLES’ THAT CHURCHES PLAY IN ORDERING…THE LINKAGE OF ‘MISSIONARIES’ AND ‘EMPIRE’ IS A BIG PART OF THE ‘CONQUESTS’ OF ‘INDIGENOUS PEOPLES’. THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE COMPELS ‘REACTIVITY’ AS PEOPLE RECOIL TO THEIR TRUNKS IN BENDING AND BOWING FOR FAITH AND STRENGTH TO ‘GO ON’ AS THE FORCES OF DARKNESS FEED OFF OF THE DESTRUCTIVENESS.

SPELLS, LOGOS AND LOW GHOSTS
THE POWER OF ‘LOGOS’ AND ‘LOW-GHOSTS’ IS THE ‘EVERYWHERE’ VIA SATELLITES AND ‘CELLS’. EVEN THE LANGUAGE IS THAT OF A HUMAN MICROCOSM [‘CELLULAR’]. THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ OR ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ IS AN OCCUPIED TERRAIN OF ‘MASS’ CONTROL …A‘DRONING REPETITIVENESS’ OF MESMERIZING/ HYPNOTIZING/ SPELLBOUND/ SOUND BLINDING ‘TIMES’ OF STOPPING TIME AS THE AUDIENCE ‘TRANCES’ AND ‘EATS’. AN ELECTRONIC SURROGATE EXPERIENCES ‘POWERLESSNESS’ IN THE ‘TRANCE’ LEVEL OF BEING OCCUPIED… ‘BEING UNDER SOME CONTROL’ THAT COMPELS COMPLIANCE. A MEDIUM OR ENERGY SAVANT PERFORMER SURROGATE IS PRESSURED INTO A VERY NARROW RANGE OF ‘CHOICES’ THROUGH REMOTE CHARGINGS OF ‘MERIDIAN CHARGINGS. THE ‘LIGHTNING IN THE BLOOD’ STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ COMPELS ENCOUNTER OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AS ONE ‘DOES WHATEVER

ONE HAS TO DO’. ‘DEFENSIVENESS’ BECOMES A FORM OF COMPLIANCE…A ‘ROLE’ FOR ‘PERFORMANCE’ AS ONE BECOMES THE ‘ACTOR’ THAT DREAMS MORE AND MORE OF THE SELF INTO A ‘PERFORMANCE’. YOU BECOME MORE OF A DREAM AND THE ‘ELDER’ OR ‘BOKA/BOCA’ SOURCE MASTER DIRECTS YOU IN YOUR DREAM OR ‘SPELLBOUND’ STATE. THE ‘THREAT OF ANNIHILATION’[THE ZAP OR ‘LIGHTNING IN THE BLOOD’] ALWAYS MAKES THIS A SURVIVAL STATE OF DOING WHATEVER ONE HAS TO DO OR MAY BE ABLE TO DO TO KEEP FROM LOSING ‘GROUND’. IN THE CHAOS OF THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ DESIRE CLOUDS THE GRASP OF WHAT IS OCCURRING AND ‘SUGGESTION’ SEEMS TO BE THE BEST ‘WAY’ OUT OF THE CRISIS’. .

THE ‘PAN’ HANDLE OF THE ‘CAT’ AND THE ‘COIN’
‘THUMB FLIPPING’ AND ‘COIN TOSSING’, ‘THUMBS UP OR DOWN’ TO DECIDE A FATE, THE ‘ANXIETY OF THE MOMENT OF UNCERTAINTY’… A BOKA ‘DIVINATION’ OR AN ‘I-CHING’ TOSS TO SEEK A ‘SOURCING’. IT IS A TIME OF ‘REEDING’ AND A TIME OF TESTING THE WIND. THE VISION AND SENSITIVITY OF THE WEATHER VANE ‘ROOSTER’ MOVING INTO ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS IN THE WHETHER ‘VANITY’ OR ‘VAIN’ ISSUE OF THE CHARGED STATES OF SWINGING FROM ‘YIN TO YANG’… THE ONGOING REACTIVITY TO THE ‘HORRORS OF THE DREAMS OF MADMEN’… WHAT SAFE WAY IS IN THE EYES OF A CANARY WARY OF WHAT IS SEEN? THE ‘PAN’ AND ‘NICK’ OF THE POSSIBILITY… THE ‘SOURCE MASTER’ MOVES INTO ‘CREATIVE WILL’ TO DIVINE FEAR AND REACTIVITY AND GENERATE A NEW DIRECTION. IT IS THE ‘LIFE VALUED GROUNDING’ THAT IS EITHER ‘LOST’ OR ‘CHANNELLED’ IN THE MOMENT OF THE ‘ZAP’ CRISIS. IT IS THE TIME WHEN ‘SUGGESTION’ AND ‘CHANNELLED’ DIRECTION IS DETERMINED. THE ‘EASY WAY’ IS FOR ONE TO JUST KEEP DOING WHAT ONE HAS ALWAYS BEEN DOING… IT IS THE PATH OF LEAST RESISTANCE [POSSIBLY ‘SPELLBOUND PARALYSIS’ AS ‘COMPLIANCE’ IS THE ‘VALUED MOTION’ AND THE WAY TO ‘STAY GROUNDED’]. ONE MUST DEFINE THE ‘MAXIMUM LEVEL OF ACCEPTABLE COMPLIANCE’ THAT SEEMS BENEFICIAL TO HEALTH AND WELL-BEING AND ALSO MAINTAINS ONE’S MOMENTUM OF ‘DEVELOPMENT AND ACHIEVEMENT’. THE ‘MEDIUM’ HAS TO LEARN [WHEN ‘CHARGED’] THAT HE OR SHE IS SIMPLY AN ORDINARY PERSON FUNCTIONING IN A ‘HYPERCHARGED STATE’ TO PROVIDE A MESSAGE OR SERVICE TO THE ‘OTHERS’.

IT IS THE ECHO OF A FAST FOOD COMMERCIAL… ‘MEDIUM CHARGE… ORDER A LARGE’.
IT IS THE EROS OF THE ONGOING THAT BLINDS AND BINDS. IT IS THE TIME OF DETERMINING ‘WHAT PATHING TREASURES THE HEART’ WHEN THE RISING SHADOWS THREATEN EXISTENCE. IT IS A FEELING OF ‘POWERLESSNESS’ DOING ‘TRADES AND EXCHANGES’ TO GAIN SOME FORM OF LEVERAGE EVEN IF IT IS TO

STAY IN THE SAME PLACE…KNOWING A ‘TEMPORARY’ WAY OF SERVING. PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH’S SUPPOSED ‘SKULL AND BONES’ NICKNAME WAS ‘TEMPORARY’… A ROLE OF AN ORDINARY ‘YIN’ REPRESENTING THE ‘ELITE’ WARS FOR THE DIRECTION OF THE 21 ST CENTURY… A ‘MEDIUM’ MESSENGER. THE ‘INERTIA RHYTHMS’…THE PACE…THE RACINESS AND THE RACE…THE ‘322 TEMPO’ OF BEING ‘5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’ IS THE WAY THAT ‘GOVERNS THE GOVERNORS’ IN THE LAST GENERATION THE ‘FEW’ AND THE ‘ELITE’ HAVE EXPANDED THEIR ‘REIGN’ BY ‘COOPTING’ THE EMERGING POLITICAL LEADERS THROUGH CONTROL OF THE COSTS OF ELECTIONS AND BY CARVING UP THE INSTITUTIONS [A ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ PRIVATISATION CONSEQUENCE]. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ AND ‘PERFORMERS’ HAVE BEEN MERELY BLOWING IN THE WINDS OF THE ‘GIANTS’ AND GETTING BOUGHT OFF WITH THE GREED OF ‘RIDICULOUS SALARIES’ AND PAYMENTS TOTALLY OUT OF BALANCE

THERE IS A SLOW POISONING AFFECT TO ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ IN THIS LACK OF ‘EQUITY’
THE ‘ELITE’ PREACH ‘MARKET VALUE’ WHEN THE UNDERPINNING OF THE SYSTEM IS ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’ AND A STANDARD DISPLAYING ‘AMPLIFIED PEFORMERS’ AS THE ‘EXCEPTIONS THAT MAKE THE RULES’. WE SEE ‘ILLUSION’ AND ARE TOLD THAT ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ IS THE BASIS FOR THE SUCCESS. ‘NO MODERN TALENT’ OR ‘DREAM TEAM RARE AIR PERFORMER’ HAS BECOME EXCELLENT USING MERE SELF ESTEEM. IT IS THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF REINFORCED CHARGES THAT HONE A ‘TALENT’ OR A ‘PERFORMANCE’ MODE…ONE BECOMES ‘MORE SO’ UNLESS ONE REDISTRIBUTES AND REBALANCES WITH AN ‘INTENTION’ OF HEALING AND WHOLISM RATHER THAN MERE ‘SAVANTING’ OF REPETITIVE WAYS… THE SOCIO-ECONOMIC REWARDS THE NARROWNESS OF SAVANTING AND LOOKS THE OTHER WAY WHEN TALENTS LOSE BODY FACULTIES THROUGH EXCESSIVE LEVERAGINGS IN THE LONG TERM… THE ‘ENERGY ACCENTUATION CHARGES’ ARE THE NAME OF THE GAME FOR THE ‘ARISTOCRACY PILLARS’ AS WELL AS THE ‘SPORTS AND ENTERTAINMENT’ MEDIUMS AND ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’. TEMPERING AMBITIONS AND KNOWING ONE MAY BE A ‘DREAM TEAM OPERA CLOCK’ IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE HEART INSTEAD OF A DESIRE TO BE IN THE SPOTLIGHT… THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ PILLARS AND PERFORMERS AVOID THE HEADLINES THAT ‘ORDER THE DAY TO DAY. THEY HAVE ALWAYS RELIED ON ‘PAWNS AND SUBSTITUTES’ TO TAKE THE PRESSURES OF THE COMMUNITY. THE MEDIUMS EXPERIENCE THE ‘MARK IT’ AND THE AUDIENCE IS HERDED INTO ‘MARKET’ SHARE. IT IS IN THE ECHOES OF THE TUNINGS AND TONES… THE RESONANCE OF THE ‘INTEGRATIVE MERGINGS OF EMPIRE’ IS LIKE A DECK OF CARDS THAT GETS RESHUFFLED CONSTANTLY. THE ELITES PREACH THE VALUE OF THE MARKET PLACE WHEN THEY CONTROL ACCESS AND ASSUMPTIONS OF THE ‘GAME’. THE NEGATION OF LABOR UNIONS AND THE FOSTERING OF THE

‘CHEAPNESS’ OF LABOR IS BUILT INTO THE ASSUMPTIONS OF HOW WE SEE WHAT THEY WANT US TO SEE. JACK WELCH THE EX CEO OF G.E. PREACHES THAT THE MARKET PLACE HAS DEFINED THE RATIO OF CEO SALARIES AS BEING 400 OR MORE TO ONE OVER THE PAY OF THE ORDINARY EMPLOYEE… OF COURSE THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ RELYING ON ‘SHAREHOLDERS’ AND TERRORIZING EMPLOYEES BY GETTING RID OF THEM…MAKING BASIC HEALTH AND EDUCATION VERY EXPENSIVE AND ALLOCATING TRILLIONS TO THE MILITARY-INDUSTRIAL-GOVERNMENT-ACADEMIC-MEDIA COMPLEX INSTEAD OF TO THE SPIRIT OF THE COMMON GOOD GROUND FLOOR CERTAINLY IS A MARKET SHARE INFLUENCE. ASSASSINATIONS AND ELIMINATIONS OF POTENTIAL LEADERS CONFRONTING THE INJUSTICE OF THE COMPENSATION NIGHTMARE AND VALUE SYSTEM IS ALSO A ‘MARKET FACTOR’…SO IS THE DRUGGING AND SEDUCTION OF THE ENTIRE POPULATION THAT FEELS POWERLESS TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE INJUSTICE IN HOW THE ‘TOP DOWN ECONOMICS’ NEVER SEEMS TO ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ INTO A HEALTHY AND SAFE ‘GROUND FLOOR’.

SECTION EIGHT. ‘THERE IS A POISON IN THE COURT THAT WILL KILL US ALL’ [CAMELOT]
THE EXCESSES OF DIONYSIAN FERTILITY ‘COLLIDE’ WITH THE GREED OF WALL STREET ON MEDIA SCREENS ALONG THE TOP EDGE OF THE ‘FRUSTRUM’ OF THE PYRAMID…IT IS THE ‘PLANE’ OF EROS AND MONEY. THE PLANE OF THE ‘BUFFER CLASS OF GOSSIP AND MEDIA TALKING HEADS’ IS THE DIVIDING LINE BETWEEN THE RULING CLASS CONE AT THE TOP AND THE ‘TRAPEZOIDAL ANVIL FRUSTRUM’ DOWN BELOW. IT IS THE PLATEAU OF ‘DRAMA THEATER’ WHERE EVERYONE WATCHES THE PHASES OF THE‘MOON’ AND WISHES FOR A POT OF GOLD. THE ‘EVENT’ OF THE WEEK, THE NOVELTY OR TRIVIAL ‘EXCITEMENT’, THE ‘REALLY BIG ‘SHOO’’ OF THE DAY ALL BECOME PART OF AN ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ NUMBING THAT BECOMES MORE VALUABLE THAN THE REAL. IT IS ‘THE ONE’ OUT OF THE ‘MANY’ GETTING THE ‘SPECIAL TREATMENT’ WHEN ‘BASICS’ ARE STILL NOT BEING PROVIDED. ‘DANCE AND TRANCE’ AFFORDS ‘THE MANY’ A WAY TO MAKE IT THROUGH THE DAY’… ‘GOSSIP’ AND ‘TALKING HEADS’ FACILITATE THE ‘SHIFTS’ ON THE ELECTRONIC OCEAN OF THE LATEST FADS AND WAVES.

MORE VALUABLE THAN LIFE ITSELF.
THE ‘SAVANTS’ AND ‘MEDIUM’ PERFORMERS ARE ‘DESPERATE ENOUGH’ TO TRADE OFF THEIR ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’ FOR AN INTENSE ‘CHANNELLING’ OF ENERGIES THROUGH ‘SKILL’

CORRIDORS WITHIN THE BODY. IT IS THE TRANSFERRENCE OF ENERGY INTO ‘MERIDIAN’ POINTS OF LIGHT CORRIDORS FOR ‘AMPLIFIED RHYTHMS’ OF ‘ACCOMPLISHMENT’ THAT IN ESSENCE MEANS THE ‘VALUED LEVERAGING’ IS ‘WORTH MORE THAN LIFE ITSELF’. THE ‘EMULATIONS AND IMITATIONS’ ARE ‘DISTORTIONS’ CONSTANTLY PERFORMED FOR A VERY HUNGRY AUDIENCE. HOW DO WE GET TO THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ IN THE MIDST OF SUCH ‘TOP DOWN’ DEFINED MOMENTUM IN THE CONSTANCY OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’? HOW DO WE GET A HEALTHY ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ FOUNDATION FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’? THE BASIC RIGHTS AND PRIVILEGES OF THE COMMUNITY ARE DEFINED IN A CONSTITUTION THAT APPLIES TO ALL CITIZENS. THE ‘CORPORATE ENTITY’ IS NOT A CITIZEN. THE ‘CORPORATE ENTITY’ IS TREATED AS A ‘PRIVILEGED’ CITIZEN. IT HAS THE PRIVILEGE TO ‘STORE’ OR KEEP ASSETS IN ‘OFFSHORE’ PLACES THAT AVOID ENORMOUS ‘TAXATION’ [TRILLIONS OF DOLLARS WORTH OF ASSETS]. IT HAS THE POWER TO ‘DESTROY’ AND ‘DISSOLVE’ AND ‘TERRORIZE’ COMMUNITIES AND GET AWAY WITHOUT SUFFERING THE CONSEQUENCES. IT CAN LEAVE THE COUNTRY AND STILL DERIVE THE CITIZEN BENEFITS OF ORDINARY PEOPLE. THE CORPORATIONS USE ‘THEMES OF ABANDONMENT’ TO ELICIT REWARDS FOR THEIR ‘SELFISHNESS’. ‘WE CREATE JOBS’ ALWAYS SOUNDS GREAT’. ‘WE ELIMINATE ‘JOBS’ SOUNDS BAD’. WE ARE LEAVING TOWN…CLOSING THE PLANT… WHEN THE STANDARD IS ‘GLOBALIZATION’ THE ‘PRICE’ IS USUALLY BORNE BY THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. WAGES ARE DRAINED AS ‘FOREIGN’ LOW WAGE EARNERS REPLACE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ IN THE PRODUCTION OF ‘GOODS’. THERE IS A CONTINUOUS TENDENCY IN THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ TO MAINTAIN THE EVER EXPANDING AND WIDENING FOUNDATION OF THE ‘LEAST COMMON DENOMINATOR’. THOMAS FREEDMAN LOOKS AT THE NEW GLOBAL ECONOMY AND COMMENTS… ‘THE WORLD IS FLAT’… HE RECOGNIZES THE BOTTOM OF THE GLOBAL PYRAMIDISM…JOBS AND PEOPLE ARE EXCHANGED AT THE MIDDLE AND LOWER LEVEL ALL ACROSS THE GLOBE IN ‘CHEAP LABOR’ WAYS…

THE IDEA OF A ‘LIVING WAGE’
THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAYS CAUSES A SUBSTANTIAL STRAINING OF THE PEOPLE WHO LIVE IN THE FRUSTRUM. THERE IS A ‘HORIZONTAL’ AFFECT TO THE BOTTOM AND THE MIDDLE AS THE TOP IS RAISED HIGHER AND HIGHER. THE MONEY WORTH OF THE TOP IS INCREASED EXPONENTIALLY AND THE ‘MASS’ IS COMPRESSED INTO MUCH ‘THE SAME AS ONE ANOTHER’ AS THE BASE IS WIDENED. IT IS THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’. THIS ‘HIP’ WIDENING EXPANSION OF ‘THE BOTTOM’ SEEMS NATURAL AS THE ‘NESTING URGE’ FOR SECURITY COMPELS ‘DEFENSIVENESS’ AND ‘FORTRESSING’ AND AN ACCEPTANCE OF THE TOP DOWN ORDERING. THE ‘COMPLIANCE’ SEEMS NATURAL AS IT IS IN THE ‘ROYALTY’ PATTERNING OF CENTURIES. IT FEELS LIKE IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN THIS WAY. THE CURLED AND BENT OVER NORMALCY OF THE PEOPLE ON THE BOTTOM REFLECTS THE UNFAIR BURDEN OF DISTRIBUTION AND A LACK OF EQUITY AMONGST THE MEMBERS OF THE

COMMUNITY. THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT BECOMES THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ SUGGESTS THAT EVERYONE CAN BE THAT ‘SPECIAL’ AND ‘LUCKY’ ONE. IT IS THE GAMBLING AND LOTTERY MENTALITY OF THE ‘DESPERATE’ HOPING FOR AN ‘ANNOINTMENT’ FROM THE GODS. IT IS A CLOUDINESS OF BELIEVING THAT SOMEONE UP THERE FAVORS ‘EACH ONE’ AT SOME POINT. IT IS THE PATH OF TRYING ‘TO GET AWAY FROM IT ALL’ THAT MAKES ‘OOH NUMB’ OUT OF ‘UNUM’ AND COMPELS ‘ESCAPISM’ RATHER THAN A ‘COMMITMENT TO COMMUNITY’. IT IS ‘SCARCITY/RARITY’ THAT DETERMINES THE ‘FREE’ MARKETS [MARKETS THAT ARE MAINTAINED IN SELF INTEREST BY ‘MUTUAL GAIN’ GIANTS IN ‘AGREED UPON’ WAYS]. IT IS A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME AS A DOWNWARD COMPRESSION AGAINST THE ‘PRESSURE COOKER’ FRUSTRUM. THIS ‘OPPRESSION’ BY AN ‘ELITE’ [BEING ‘SAFE’ AND ‘ABOVE IT ALL’] IS THE ‘LID’ ON TOP OF THE ANVIL [‘FRUSTRUM’] OF CONTAINMENT. IT IS A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF ‘CO’ AND ‘CON’ AS ‘A CONCERT OF ‘SHARED INTENT’ PLAYS OUT THROUGH ‘NASH’S EQUILIBRIUM’ OF ‘GAME THEORY’…IT IS THE CARVING UP OF THE PI AS EACH PLAYER USES HIS BEST STRATEGY KNOWING IT IS ‘WIN-WIN’ OF REVOLVING DOORS AND MUSICAL CHAIRS…A WAY OF MOVING FROM PROTECTED POSITION TO NEW LOCATIONS IN THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA’ COLLECTIVE… THE FRUSTRUM FUNCTIONS AS A ‘GLACIER NORMALCY’ OF CONTAINMENT THAT ONLY ALLOWS THE TOP EDGE TO DISPLAY THE LATEST ‘CABBING’ OR PERCOLATION OF A FEW ‘SAVANTS’ OR ‘MEDIUMS’ UP OUT OF THE INERTIAL FLOW. IT IS EASY TO SEE THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ OF ELITE RHYTHMS AS ‘CABS’ AND ‘CAB DRIVERS’, TAXI AND TAX ‘I’ WAYS OF CUING THE PROCESS OF INDIVIDUATION INTO A ‘CAR’ CONSCIOUSNESS OR ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY. THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY MAY BE A ‘BRAND’ STATE OR A ‘MARKED AND CHARGED’ STATE OF BALANCED ‘OUT OF SORTS’ WAYING. THE ‘CAB’ AS ‘C’ AB IS THE DEEP LIMIT OF A ‘YIN’ THAT HAS VALUE DRAWING OUT THE FLOWS AND ENERGIES OF THE OTHER[S]. THERE IS AN ORDERING OUT OF THIS THAT BECOMES THE ‘CREDIT’ OF RELATIONS…THE APPRECIATION AND GRATITUDE OF PROVIDING ‘GUIDANCE’ TO TAKE SOMEONE TO A NEW PLACE…TO PROVIDE THE DRIVE DIRECTION… IT IS THE PROCESS OF ECHOING THAT RESONATES THE VALUE OF A NAME…WHEN ALL ARE TREATED AS ‘CARS’ THEN PRESIDENT BUSH ADVISOR ‘KARL ROVE’ OR ‘CAR’… ‘L’… ‘ROVING’ REPRESENTS THE SWINGS OF DEEP YIN TO DEEP YANG…IT IS THE ESSENCE OF SOURCING THE ‘RHYTHMS’ AND ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’…IT IS THE ‘TIMING’ OF AMPLIFICATION INTERSECTING WITH THE NECESSITY OF THE SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER…IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE PURPOSE OF THE ‘STATE’ EVOLVING THROUGH ITS ‘GOVERNORS’ OF RESONANCE…

SOUND WAYS
THE ORDERING IS THE SENSE OF SEQUENCE BUILT INTO THE INERTIA OF ‘PYRAMIDISM’. THE SOUNDNESS OF A SYSTEM IS THE SOUNDNESS OF THE SOUND. THE LANGUAGE KEYS THE RESONANCE OF WHAT IS ‘SOUND’… THE POPE JOHN PAUL II BURIAL IS DONE ON 4/8/05 AND THE WEDDING OF THE PRINCE CHARLES

AND CAMILLA PARKER BOWLES STARTS THE RHYTHMS ANEW THE NEXT DAY 4/9/05. IT IS ‘PARK OCCUR’ OR FOR THE ‘KILT’ DRESSED YIN ‘PRINCE’ IT IS PARK ‘HER’ AS THE DEEP FEMININE RECEPTIVITY OF ‘BOWLES’ BECOMES AN AWARENESS OF THE COLLECTIVE…THE ‘BOW’ TIE AND THE ORDINARY WAY OF ‘BOWL’ ‘LING’ AND THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ OF BEING ‘CHARMED’ TO REPRESENT THE ‘ROY’ ‘AL’ WAY OF THE CREATIVE ‘LING’ AND ‘YONI’… DESIRE IS IMITATIVE USING A TRIANGULATION OF OBJECTIFICATION WHETHER IT IS IN ROYALTY OR ROCK STAR…THE ‘MODELS’ ARE THE EDGE OF THE CONTINUITY OF THE SPEED OF THE GREED…PEOPLE TRANCE AND EMULATE TRYING TO BE WHAT IS ESTABLISHED AS THE FOCUS OF ‘WHAT MATTERS’ FOR MOST STILL ARE TRYING TO FOLLOW THE ADVICE THAT ‘WHEN IN ROME DO AS THE ROMANS’… ‘NOWADAZE’ THE FASHION AND THE ILLUSION AS WELL AS THE COSMETIC ARE THE WAY OF KNOWING ‘WHAT MATTERS’…EVEN IF WHAT MATTERS IS NOT TRUE AND ONE’S IMMUNE SYSTEM MAY BE MORE VULNERABLE AS A RESULT OF THE ELECTRONIC STREAM RHYTHMS OF THE DAY TO DAY… TOO MUCH ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ TAKES ITS TOLL AS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ STATE OF ADAPTATION BECOMES ‘OVERLEVERAGED’ AND THE ‘OOH NUMB’ OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ DEMANDS MORE THAN ONE’S TRUE NATURE WILL ALLOW…

REMEMBER…THIS IS DIFFICULT TERRAIN
THE SOURCING OR VACUUMING FROM THE ‘INNER REALMS’ OF THE ‘ANVIL FRUSTRUM’ IS DONE IN AN ‘ATUA CONSCIOUSNESS’ WAY. THE ‘PARABOLA’ AFFECT IS A ‘SCOOPING’ OR REACHING DOWN INTO THE ‘MASS’ WAY TO USE SOMEONE. IT IS A ‘TOOLING MENTALITY’ AS ‘SOMEONE UP THERE LIKES ME’ IS THE WAY OF BEING ‘CHOSEN’ AS A ‘MEDIUM’ OR A ‘SAVANT’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. IT IS ‘USE YOUR FRIENDS WISELY’. THERE ARE ‘GIANTS’ AND THERE ARE ‘RARE AIR’ DREAM TEAM PERFORMERS ‘SUCKED UP’ FROM THE ‘STREETS’ BECAUSE THEY HAVE A ‘VALUED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘ATTITUDE/GRATITUDE’ STATE OF BEING AS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IS THE ACCEPTANCE OF BEING ‘CHARGED’ AS AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE LACK OF A COMMITMENT TO A STRONG HEALTH, EDUCATIONAL, AND SOCIAL FOUNDATION[‘GROUND FLOOR’] ONLY FURTHER REINFORCES THIS ‘PRIVILEGED TREATMENT’ AND ILLUSION OF ACHIEVEMENT ‘SELF RELIANCE’. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE ARE ‘ACCUMULATING’ FRUSTRATION AND SOME SENSE OF THE ‘INJUSTICE’ AND ‘UNFAIRNESS’ OF THIS ‘DAY TO DAY’ MOMENTUM. THE ‘MOTIONS AND FLOWS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ PLAYS OUT IN THE REACTIVITY DRAMAS THAT ‘BENEFIT’ THE FEW WHO KNOW ‘TO CHOOSE TO IGNORE’ AND ‘ACCEPT’ THE

‘OPPORTUNITY’ FOR ‘CAPITALIZING’ ON THE ‘ALTERED CIRCUMSTANCES’.

‘TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER GUY DID IT’
THERE ARE TOO MANY ‘ACCIDENTS’ THAT ‘AFFECT OUTCOMES’ AND LEAD TO REGIME CHANGES [‘TOWER, HEINZ, BONO, WELLSTONE, KENNEDY ’… ACCIDENTS AND CRASHES OF ‘TIMELINESS’… ALTERING THE TEMPOS AND DIRECTIONS]. THERE ARE NO AUDIT TRAILS FOR ELECTROMAGNETIC ENERGY AMPLIFICATIONS OR REMOTE DIRECTED ‘ZAPS’ FROM OPPOSITIONAL SOURCES. IT IS THE POWER THAT ‘KNOWS’ IT IS ALMOST ALWAYS ‘SUCCESSFUL’ TO MAKE IT LOOK LIKE AN ACCIDENT OR ‘THAT IT LOOKS LIKE THE OTHER GUY DID IT’. ONE CAN SEE THAT IT IS FAIRLY EASY TO ALTER OUTCOMES THROUGH ‘LAST MINUTE’ EVENTS THAT IMPRINT DEEPLY ON THE SENSITIVITIES OF A COMMUNITY. THE ‘SHOCK’ OR THE ‘KEYING’ IS LIKE A ‘TIPPING’ OF THE INERTIA AT THE RIGHT TIME FOR THE RIGHT EFFECT. THE EFFECT OF THIS ‘WEIGHT’ OF ‘IMBALANCE’ SKEWS THE CHOICES AND FOSTERS ‘DISINFORMATION’ TO MAINTAIN THE ‘CONTROLLING POWER’. ‘DIRTY TRICKS’ ARE IN THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ OF HOW THE HIDDEN AGENDA WORKS LIKE A MISTRESS OF ‘INDIRECTION’ TO GET WHAT IS DESIRED. IT IS POSSIBLE THAT THE ‘WARRIN FORCES’ SEEK TO DIMINISH OPPOSITIONAL RESOLVE BY A CALCULATED CAMPAIGN OF ELECTROSCULPTING MADNESS OF SEQUENTIAL ‘MASS OCCUR MOMENTS’

JUST ‘FOLLOW THE MONEY’ AND WATCH WHERE THE ‘AGREED UPON’ GOES, MOVES AND OCCUPIES
THERE IS ‘SOPHISTICATION’ IN KNOWING THE ‘PREDICTABLE REACTIVITY’ OF THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE ‘POPULATION’ AS THEY ARE CONDITIONED BY FEAR AND VIOLENCE. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS SCATTER AND THEN COMPEL ‘ALLEGIANCE’ TO A ‘RAWAR’ VENGEANCE THROUGH THE AUTHORITY OF THE STATE THAT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL ‘SAFE’. THIS PATTERN OF FOSTERED AGGRESSION AND ‘MACHO POLITICS’ DERIVES DIRECTLY FROM THE ‘ENMESHED AND VESTED INTERESTS’ OF THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA/’ COLLECTIVE.

‘AN A ‘PAUL’ LING MOMENT IN A ‘WELL-STONE’ STATE’
ONCE ONE ‘SEES’ THE ‘POSSIBLE’ ONE SEES THE ‘MAYBE’… EVENTS SOMETIMES HAVE A MEANING THAT IS SEEN IN ‘AFFECTS’ RATHER THAN THE ‘ACTUAL’… ‘TIPPING’ EVENTS AND ‘PIVOTAL’ EVENTS CHANGE ‘BALANCES AND CONTROLS’… ‘THINKING THE UNTHINKABLE’ BECOMES A NECESSITY OF THE IMAGINATION AS ONE ENCOUNTERS THE ‘FORCES’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ WHO ARE WILLING TO ‘GENERATE’ ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS TO SERVE THEIR NEEDS. THERE IS ‘MISDIRECTION’ AND THE ‘MUNDANE’…THERE ARE DEATHS OF OTHERS WHO SIMPLY ARE ‘CASUALTIES’ OF THE ‘ATTACK’ TO GET RID OF ‘SOMEONE’…IN FACT, THE ‘MESSINESS’ MAKES THE ‘EVENT’ THAT MUCH MORE CREDIBLE AS A ‘RANDOM OR ACCIDENTAL OCCURRENCE’… SOME ‘PERSONS OF INTEREST’ ARE KEY ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ POTENTIAL TARGETS TO GENERATE AN EFFECT LIKE THE ADMONISHMENT OF SUN TZU TO ‘KILL ONE AND FRIGHTEN THOUSANDS’

ONE SEES THE ‘JOLLY GREEN GIANT’ SYMBOL IN MINNESOTA EXPRESSING HIS ‘HO-HO-HO PEAS AND CARROTS’ WHILE WATCHING THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ FAMILY OF ‘WELLSTONE’ [MINNESOTA SENATOR PAUL WELLSTONE] CRASH INTO THE ‘2002’ ELECTION EVE LANDSCAPE LEADING TO A POWER CHANGE OF ‘SEATS’ IN THE SENATE. IT WAS AN ‘A‘PAUL’ LING’ MOMENT OF EVERYONE IN THE SMALL PLANE BEING KILLED [SENATOR PAUL WELLSTONE AND HIS FAMILY]. IT IS THE ‘UNKNOWN’ AND NEVER TO BE PROVEN ‘MASS-OCCURRENCE’ THAT MAY HAVE BEEN ‘DONE’ BY SOMEONE INSTEAD OF BEING A MOMENT OF RANDOM ‘COLLISIONISM’. THE POSSIBILITY OF ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ VIOLENCE IS REAL AND ‘COINCIDENCES’ AND ‘ACCIDENTS’ ARE NOT ALWAYS ‘RANDOM’ [HOW MANY DEATHS IN ‘ACCIDENTS’ DOES IT TAKE FOR THE ORDINARY PEOPLE TO SEE THAT THE COMPETING FORCES ARE ABLE TO OPERATE THROUGH ‘INDIRECTION’ TO AFFECT ‘OUTCOMES’]. ONCE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ ARE THE ‘NORM’ THEN ‘ELECTIONS’ ARE SIMPLY ‘ELIMINATION CONTESTS DECIDED IN ADVANCE. THE AFFECT OF THIS ‘JUNGLE TYRANNY’ IS A FURTHER REFINEMENT OF THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ MOMENTUM. THE AVAILABLE POOL OF CANDIDATES IS REDUCED AS THOSE WITH DEEP INSTINCTS KNOW THE WAYS OF THE POWERS OF THE DARK FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ AND LEARN TO STAY OUT OF THE ‘SACRIFICIAL USEFULNESS’ THAT CHARGES THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE. THE ‘WELL’ STATE OF YIN AND THE ‘STONE’ REPRESENTATION OF A ‘MONS’ FEMININE LOCATION ECHO IN THE ENERGY PERCOLATION OF AWARENESS…THE ‘WELL-STONE’ IS THE LIMIT…THE ‘END POINT’ OF THE ‘YIN’ IN THE RANGING FROM YANG TO YIN AND BACK AGAIN TO YANG’. IT IS ‘FEAR’ IN THE INTUITIVE SENSING THAT THE POWER OF THE ‘PIERCE’ IS THE AFFECT OF THE ‘CRASH’…IT IS THE FURTHER TONING OF PLACING FORMER SENATOR/PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATE ‘WALTER ‘FRITZ’ MONDALE’…MON…DAY…L INTO THAT ‘ROLE EVEN IF HE DID NOT ‘WIN’.

‘THE CONCERTED ACTION OF LIKE-MINDED SOUND PILLARS’ OF THE ‘ELITE’
THE ‘MANIPULATION OF THE 2000 PRESIDENTIAL OUTCOME’ IS A ‘PERFECT EXAMPLE’ OF THE ‘CONTROL’ THAT FLOWS FROM A POSSIBILITY OF ‘TIPPING’ THE BALANCE AT A PIVOTAL TIMING MOMENT IN THE MOMENTUM OF ‘AN ‘ELITE’ TOP DOWN SYSTEM. THE ONE-SIDEDNESS OF THE DECISIONMAKING ILLUSTRATED THE ‘CONCERTED ACTION’ OF LIKE-MINDED ‘SOUND PILLARS’. IT IS A TIPPING TIME OF ‘FIVE TO DECIDE’ [THE SUPREME COURT JUSTICES] DEFINING THE ‘ORDERING’ OF A NATION. THE ACTUAL VOTE TOTALS WERE NOT THE BASIS FOR GOVERNANCE. IT WAS ‘FLOOR-ID-DA’ OF FLORIDA AND THE ‘ELECT-ORAL-COW-LEDGE’ OF THE ELECTORAL COLLEGE AS THE SUPREME COURT SELECTED ‘BUSH PILOT’ MOVED INTO HIS ‘MEDIUM IN THE OVAL OFFICE’ ROLE. BUSH BECAME THE ‘TEMPORARY ROLE’ OF THE MEDIUM MOVING THE AUDIENCE TO BELIEVE IN THE HOMILIES OF THE MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/ MEDIA COLLECTIVE. IT IS A ‘CONTROL’ THAT THE ‘RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARC’ ARE GUIDED TO AS REPRESENTED IN THE PRESIDENTIAL SYMBOL OF ‘CAMP DAVID’ AS IN ‘ENOUGH’ OF THIS THINKING LIKE ‘DAVID AND GOLIATH’…A TIME TO BE CONSCIOUS OF THE POTENTIAL AND THE CONSEQUENCES. IT IS THE WAREHOUSE STORAGE OF ALL THOSE ‘ARCS/ARKS’ AT THE END OF THE MOVIE ‘RAIDERS OF THE LOST ARK’. IT IS THE TIMING AWARENESS OF MAINTAINING THE RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. IT IS THE ACCEPTANCE OF THE ‘ELITE’ PYRAMID TRICKLE AND A SURRENDER TO THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’S RHYTHMS THAT PLAYS UPON ‘AMBITION’ AND THE GRADUAL COOPTATION OF ‘ACCEPTING’ THE ‘ORDERING’ OF THE ‘50’ STATES. IT IS THE CONTROL OF

‘ORDERING’ THAT LIMITS EXPRESSION.

JUST ‘FOLLOW THE MONEY’ AND WATCH WHERE THE ‘AGREED UPON’ GOES, MOVES AND OCCUPIES.
THERE IS ‘SOPHISTICATION’ IN KNOWING THE ‘PREDICTABLE REACTIVITY’ OF THE EXPECTATIONS OF THE ‘POPULATION’ AS THEY ARE CONDITIONED BY FEAR AND VIOLENCE. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS SCATTER AND THEN COMPEL ‘ALLEGIANCE’ TO A ‘RAWAR’ VENGEANCE THROUGH THE AUTHORITY OF THE STATE THAT MAKES PEOPLE FEEL ‘SAFE’. THIS PATTERN OF FOSTERED AGGRESSION AND ‘MACHO POLITICS’ DERIVES DIRECTLY FROM THE ‘ENMESHED AND VESTED INTERESTS’ OF THE ‘MILITARY/INDUSTRIAL/GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/MEDIA COLLECTIVE. IT IS ONE STEP BEYOND THE EROS SEDUCTIONS OF ‘SENSAMORA’… THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE… IT IS AN ACCENTUATION OF THE THEMES OF THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’…IT IS DEFINING WHO THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ IS GOING TO BE. IT IS USUALLY THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ THAT IS ‘SET UP’ AS THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’…THE ONE OF THE FEW THAT ‘PROVES’ THAT THE SYSTEM ‘WORKS’…

MOST OF THE AUDIENCE IS ASLEEP MOST OF THE TIME
IT IS IN THE ‘NIETZSCHE’ WAY THAT THE ‘FEW’ ARE MORE VALUED THAN THE MANY. THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ POLITICAL REPRESENTATIVES ‘KEEP SILENT’AND FUNCTION AS INTERMEDIARIES OR ARBITRATORS. THEY MANAGE THE REALM OF CROSS CURRENTS OF ‘PAN’ AND POWER. THEY ARE ‘CHARGED’ IN THE ‘PAN’ OF ‘PANIC’ THAT NO ONE CAN MASTER. THE POLITICIAN SAVANTS ARE COMPELLED TO SEEK GREATER ‘CONTROL’ AND PLAY THE ‘NEVERENDING’ GAME OF ‘HORSETRADING’ AND DEALMAKING’. IT IS A ‘CONSTANT LEVERAGING’ OF THE ‘INTERESTS’ THAT GET ‘CENTER STAGE’. THE ‘POLITICAL REPRESENTATIVES’ ARE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ IN THE ‘CLEAVAGE WARS’ OF MANAGING THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE LATEST ‘MASSOCCUR’ EVENT. THEY ARE ‘DEPENDENT’ ON THE ‘INFORMATION’ PROVIDED BY THE ‘LOBBYING’ INSIDERS AND THE ‘FUNDING’ OF ‘BIG MONEY’. THE MORE THE QUEST FOR ‘EVER’ INCREASING ‘CAMPAIGN FUNDING’ THE LESS TIME THERE IS FOR THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ AND THE ‘GENERAL’. THE ‘GENERAL’ BECOMES THE ‘TENTACLES’ OF THE ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ IN MEDIA, ENTERTAINMENT AND WEAPONRY. IT IS THE ‘CONCENTRATION’ OF POWER IN THE TOP DOWN CURRENCIES DRIVING THROUGH THE ANVIL ‘FRUSTRUM’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’.

‘HEAR’ TODAY AND ‘GONE’ TOMORROW GNAWS AT OUR DESIRE FOR SAFETY AND REGULARITY
WE ARE ‘AFFECTED’ BY THE ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF MEDIA AND ITS TRANSFERS OF ‘PSYCHE’ PENETRATING VIOLENCE. OUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEMS BECOME OVERLOADED AS

MANY CHOOSE ‘NUMBING’ OR THE ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ AGGRESSIONS. IT IS THE OVERLOADING ON THE ‘JOHN WAYING’ THAT ‘TAXES’ OUR RESOLVE AND ALTERS OUR STATES OF BEING. ‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER DOES NOT HOLD’ BECOMES ‘NORMALCY’ AS REAL AND FULL SEXUALITY IS SWEPT INTO ‘EXTERNALIZATION’ OF DESIRE AND ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. THE ENERGY OF FERTILIZATION IS IN OUR CONSCIOUSNESS OF MORTALITY AND OUR DESIRE FOR IMMORTALITY…THERE IS EROS IN LOSS AND GRIEF…THERE IS SEXUALITY IN ‘NOTHINGNESS’ AS EXEMPLIFIED AS THE ‘LE PETIT MORT’…THE ‘LITTLE DEATH’…THE ‘LOSS’ OF ESSENCES IN POST COITAL STATES OF ORGASM…

‘AL’ AND THE WOMAN SATISFIED…
‘AL’… THE CHALDEAN WORD FOR ‘GOD’ OR THE ‘GREAT ONE’ POSSESSES ELEMENTARY AND PLANETARY ATTRIBUTES: THERE IS RESONANCE IN THE LANGUAGE AND IN THE ‘MING’ ORDERING. THERE IS EROS AND FERTILITY THAT ESTABLISHES THE VITALITY OF ITS PEOPLE AND FOSTERS AN ‘EQUITABLE FOUNDATION’ FOR MAXIMIZING DEVELOPMENT OF THE COMMUNITY. THE SENSE OF ‘AL’ IS IN THE ‘POTENTIAL’ POTENCY OF ACTUALIZING THE ORDINARY AND THE EXTRAORDINARY. THE CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE ‘PROBLEM’ OF ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ THAT PERVADES THIS STATE OF SEEKING ‘AL’. THIS IS WHERE THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ OF ADVERTISING THUNDERS DOWN AND INTO THE CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM OF ALL OF US. THIS IS WHERE ‘CREATIVE ALCHEMY’ IS THE ‘NECESSITY’ THAT MUST BE ENCOUNTERED IN THE ‘ZAP’ MOMENT OR WE WILL FOREVER BE DEPENDENT UPON ‘CLOUDS OF DESIRE’ OR ‘DRUGS AND DREAMS’.

‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND ‘VENUS’ TO THE LETTER ‘L’
THE ATTRIBUTES OF ‘AL’ ARE ‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND ‘VENUS’TO THE LETTER ‘L’. ONE SEES THE ‘DENIAL’ AS A ‘DENY ‘AL’ IN A SEARCH FOR THE ‘SOURCE OF THE NILE’ AND THE SEARCH FOR THE SOURCE OF ‘DENI’AL’. IT IS THE ‘AL’ THAT CRYSTALLIZES THE MOMENT. IT IS THE PLACE WHERE THE IMPACT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ TO GO FURTHER INTO ONE’S REAL BREATHING AND SOUL INSTEAD OF INTO A ‘SPLIT-OFF’ OR ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. ONE MUST GO DEEPER THAN ‘GAL’ OR ‘PAL’ AS THE RE: ‘AL’ IS THE POWER OF PRESENCE. THE FREEDOM OF KNOWING ‘AL’… ‘A’…SIGNIFIES THE CREATIVE SPIRIT [BREATH, PRANA, ETC] AND‘L’ SIGNIFIES THE WOMAN SATISFIED OR FULLFILLED WITH CREATIVE ENERGY.

‘AN ALIBI AND AN ALAKAZAM’
WHAT ‘SUPPRESSION AND REPRESSION’ OCCURS IN THE ‘ORDERING’? HOW MUCH OF THE ‘SOCI’AL’ IS IN THE DENI’AL? WHICH HABITS DOES ONE HAVE THAT PREVENT ONE FROM A REAL ‘SPIRITU’AL’ AWAKENING? IN HAWAII THE RULING CLASS WAS THE ‘ALII’… WHAT IS THE ‘ROY’ ‘AL’ STANDARD THAT IS ‘RE: ‘AL’? HOW MUCH OF MUHAMMAD ALI’S PHYSIOLOGICAL WOUNDEDNESS IS DERIVED FROM ‘SAVANTING’ TOO MUCH INTO ‘BOXING’? WHAT IS THE ‘NO I WAS NOT THERE’ ‘ALIBI’ AND THE MAGICAL TIMING OF A SURPRISE AS

‘ALAKAZAM’ AS ONE LEARNS THE SHIFTINGS OF ‘WHO DID IT?’ IT IS THE ‘BUTLER’ THAT COMMITS THE ACTION… THE ‘BUTLER’ THAT DOES THE DEED… THE ‘BUTLER’ THAT LACKS AN ‘ALIBI’…THE BUTLER SERVES THE NEED OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE GAME’ AS TOO MUCH MUTUAL COOPERATION LEADS TO STAGNATION AND THE RESULTANT ‘POISON’ OF THE COURTING EVENTUALLY COMES TO EACH PLAYER… WHAT GOES AROUND COMES AROUND…

‘A’ ‘L’ AND THE DEEP DAUGHTER DEBT STATE
THE DEEP DAUGHTER RECEPTIVITY ‘WOMB’ CONNECTEDNESS SPACE OF ‘BEING’ AS ‘FORTRESSED SAFE’ OR OVERLOADED AS ‘DEBT’ IS AN ‘IMBALANCE’ OF ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ THAT IS A ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF ‘NEVER BEING SATISFIED’. IT CALLS OUT FOR RESCUE YET NEVER ACHIEVES ‘A’ ‘L’[AIR TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND VENUS TO THE LETTER ‘L’] . IT IS A PSYCHE SPACE OF ‘TOO MUCH CONTROL’ AND ‘TRYING TOO HARD’…IT IS A PLACE OF ‘BLOCKS AND OBSTACLES’ WHERE ‘EMOTIONAL PARALYSIS’ PRECLUDES ‘SPONTANEITY’ AND THE ‘SHUDDERING OF REAL SEXUAL INTIMACY’… THE MORE ONE BUILDS A HAVEN OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ SATISFYING THE EXTERNAL DEMANDS OF ‘SENSAMORA’ AND ‘CONSUMPTION’, PARENTS AND PEERS…THE MORE ONE MOVES DEEPER INTO THE PSYCHE DEBT… THE CULTURE FEEDS ON ‘INADEQUACY’ AND ‘LACK’ PROVIDING ‘PRODUCTS’ THAT SEPARATE PEOPLE FROM THEIR ‘REAL SELF AS PRESENCE…THE CULTURE FEEDS ON THE NECESSITIES OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ CAUSING ‘DRAMAS AND OPERAS’ OF ‘HYSTERIA’ AND ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’… THE CULTURE FEEDS ON EMULATION AND IMITATION AS WAYS FOR THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ TO DANCE IN THE SPOTLIGHTS OF ‘MONEY’ VALUE AND ‘MING ORDERING’…

‘THE NICK OF TIME’
THE CULTURE STANDARD OF ‘PANIC’ OR ‘CONTROL’ IS THE VALUE OF CRISIS RESOLUTION IN THE ‘NICK’ OF TIME. IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF ‘FLIGHT’ IN THE ‘ENDINGS’ AND DEFINING OF MEDIA NORMALCY. IT IS IN THE EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA OF THE ‘TALK DRAMAS’ OF TRAGEDIES AND ‘DEVIANCE’ THAT HAVE BECOME ‘PLAY BY PLAY’ DESCRIPTIVENESS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. THERE IS A MILD ‘MANIA’ OR ‘FLIGHT OF IDEAS’ TYPE OF ILLNESS IN ALL OF THIS. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF THE ‘LOST HIPS’ OF GOLFER ‘JACK NICK LAWS’[JACK NICKLAUS] AS REPLACEMENT HIPS ARE NEEDED BECAUSE OF THE EXCESS OF REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE LEVERAGING TO BECOME A ‘GREAT GOLFER’…A ‘SAVANT’ PERFORMER…DOING ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’… IT IS A ‘SKEW’ FOR THE ‘FEW’ WHO FEED OFF THE ‘ANXIOUSNESS’ THAT ‘EXCITES’ IN A CONSTANT ‘OVERSTIMULATION OPERA’ OF LOSS, ENDURANCE AND LAST MINUTE THEATER. IT FEEDS THE ‘HOUDINI ESCAPISM’ THAT DEFINES ‘MANAGED SCARCITY’ AS ‘FREE MARKET VALUE AND ELITE ‘MUTU ‘AL’ RECIPROCITY’ AS A ‘FREE MARKET’ [THE ‘FREE MARKET THAT TRICKLES DOWN INTO IMITATIONS OF ‘CONSPICUOUS CONSUMPTION’]. THERE IS AN EXCESSIVENESS OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’, ‘FAKING IT’ AND DESPERATELY FOSTERING ONE’S WAYS TO KEEP UP WITH THE ‘TIMES’ AND ‘TIMINGS’ .

‘THE HAVE TO HAVE GAME’
THE ‘HAVES’ AND ‘HAVE MORES’ BELIEVE IN LESS GOVERNMENTAL SERVICES BECAUSE THEY ARE GENERALLY ‘ABOVE IT ALL’ THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF TAX BREAKS AND SUBSIDIES MAY CONTRADICT THE ‘PHILOSOPHY’ OF ‘SELF-RELIANCE’ YET IT GOES ON AND ON. THE ‘IT’S JUST BUSINESS’ FEEDS ON ‘PORK POLITICS’ AND THE ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS REMEMBER HARRY TRUMAN’S ADVICE THAT ‘ANYONE WHO

DOESN’T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ‘HOGS’ SHOULDN’T BE PRESIDENT.’ THE ‘SPLIT-OFF’ MONEY SYSTEM…THE ‘POWER CONQUERS LOVE’ SYSTEM OF ‘THEY’ VERSUS ‘THEY’…A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF CARVING UP THE TERRAIN AND THE RESOURCES IN A ‘TWO WRONGS DO NOT MAKE A RIGHT’ CONSENSUS OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ THAT IS THE WAY OF ‘TRICKLE-DOWN’ OWNERSHIP AND ‘PRIVATIZATION’… WE NEED TO HAVE A ‘CRYSTALLIZATION’ OF REDEFINITION…THE KEYING OF THE SPIRIT RESONANCE INTO THE ‘HOPE OF EQUITY’ THAT IS REAL AND BEYOND THE TIMING OF THE PRIVILEGED USING FAMILIAR WORDS TO GATHER, COLLECT AND USE THE WISHES AND FEARS OF THE SOUL TO GET WHAT THEY WANT…

‘THE DEHYDRATION OF AN INTENSITY OF FEELING’
IT IS THE WAYS OF ‘PREDATORS’ WHO HAVE ‘AL’ WAYS USED ‘FIREWATER’ TO ‘DRUG’ THE NATIVES [‘TO NUMB-OUT’ OR ‘TAKE THE PAIN AWAY’]. IT IS THE ‘AL’ CO-HAUL-‘LICK’ AND ‘BEAT’ THEM METHOD OF THE SPEED OF THE GREED. THERE IS ‘FIREWATER’ AND INADEQUACY… THE ‘STANDARD OF BEING A MAN ‘HOLDING ONE’S ‘LICK HER’ IN A ‘LIQUOR’ OF DEEP FEMININE ‘YIN’ RECEPTIVITY…THE ‘SPIRITS’ RELEASING IN A ‘SPARK-CULL’ [SPARKLE] OF KINETIC HEAT… THE DEHYDRATION OF AN INTENSITY OF ‘FEELING’ [LOSS OF NORM ‘AL’ CY] AND A ‘CLOUDING’ OF SENSES’ THAT ‘REMOVES’ SOME ORDINARY RESTRICTIONS THAT ARE ‘SUFFOCATING’ [THE TRANSFER OF ONE DESTRUCTIVE FORCE FOR ANOTHER].

THE FIREWATER STATE
THE ‘FIREWATER STATE IS AN ADAPTATION’… IT IS THE ‘100’ PROOF SPIRIT’ [52%BY VOLUME] AS A BURNING EDGE… AN EDGE WHERE THE ‘100’ PROOF SPIRIT IS A MIXTURE OF ‘AL’ COHOL AND WATER IN PRECISELY THE RIGHT PROPORTIONS THAT WHEN IT IS POURED OVER GUNPOWDER, THE GUNPOWDER CAN STILL BE [‘JUST BE’] IGNITED WITH A ‘FLAME’. THERE IS AN EQUIVALENT ‘FIRING’ WITHIN THE SOUL .IT IS THE WAR ZONE OF INNER DYNAMISM WHERE SOME OF THE SELF IS ‘ANAESTHETIZED’. IT IS THE ADOLESCENT WRESTLING WITH ‘CHARGES’ OF ‘IMPOSED ORDERINGS’ SEEKING TO ‘BREAKTHROUGH’ USING DRUGS, ALCOHOL AND FOOD TO BREAK OUT OF THE LIMITS OF EXTERNALLY DEFINED WAYS. IT IS THE ‘REBEL’ WITH OR WITHOUT A CAUSE THAT FEEDS ON ‘BAD FUELS’.

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THE ORIENT ‘AL’ OF LANGUAGE IS THE INNER ‘PIVOT POINT’ OF THE REAL [RE: ‘AL’] WHERE SELF ESTEEM IS IN THE REAL SENSE OF PRESENCE… THE FREEDOM OF KNOWING ‘AL’… ‘A’…SIGNIFIES THE CREATIVE SPIRIT [BREATH, PRANA, ETC] AND‘L’ SIGNIFIES THE WOMAN SATISFIED OR FULLFILLED WITH CREATIVE ENERGY. THE ‘ORIENT’ OF THE ‘AL’ [ORIENTAL] IS NOW THE ‘A’S-YEN [ASIAN]…

‘ALL’
THE REAL TIME PRESENCE OF A POSITIVE ENCOUNTER IS IN THE HEALING AND HEALTHY POTENCY OF ADRENALINES AND HORMONES. IT IS A NON HIDDEN AGENDA MOMENT OR PASSAGE OF FEELING REAL OPPOSITIONAL ATTRACTION AND AFFILIATION.

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PERSON OF THE ‘OPPOSITE’ SEX. [JULIA KRISTEVA]

‘AL VEL LEGIS’
‘THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘LAW’ ’[LIBER ‘AL’ VEL LEGIS… THE BOOK OF THE LAW] IS THE INTEGRITY OF THE HEALTHY SELF… THE ‘LOVE’ UNDER WILL… THE ‘LOVE LAW’ POTENCY OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’. IT IS THE ‘MING’ FOUNDATION OF EROSTOCRACY RESONANCE DRIVING AS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ IN A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ PERFECTION ORDERING. THE ‘SPIRIT OF THE CHINESE CHARACTER OF ‘K’ O CHI’ IS ‘TO OVERCOME THE SELF…TO CONTROL THE SELF’… IT IS SELF CULTIVATION AS GUIDED…

‘T’IEN’
………. ‘HE WHO REALIZES HIS NATURAL TENDENCY [‘HSING’] REALIZES T’IEN [THE PHENOMENAL WORLD, THE ACTUAL WORLD…THE ONGOING STRUGGLE OF INDIVIDUATION. IT IS THE ‘UNIFICATION OF THE ENERGIES OF THE ‘SUN AND THE MOON’. ‘MING’ IS ONE’S LOT IN LIFE. ‘MING’ IS THE ‘ORDERING’ [THE DESTINY, THE INTERRELATEDNESS OF HEAVEN AND MAN]. THE T’IEN MING’IS THE RULING AUTHORITY… THE CHARACTER FOR ‘WHAT MEN OUGHT TO DO’

‘HSING’…IS THE CHARACTER FOR ‘SPARK’ [A STAR…THE SUN, ‘TO BE BORN’… A ‘POINT OF
LIGHT’]… ‘HSING’ IS THE ‘AL’ ENERGIES FLOWING INTO PERFORMANCE AS ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES. IT IS THE ‘NEON CORRIDORING OF DEEP ENERGY PATHINGS’ ACCENTUATING ‘TALENTS, SKILLS, OR WAYS OF BEING’. IT IS ‘SOUND AND POTENTIAL SEXUAL HEALING’ THROUGH THE USE OF ‘REMOTE DIRECTED’ ‘ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVES’. IT IS MERIDIAN ENERGY STREAMING THROUGH ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ NEON LIKE TUBINGS…

‘MEDIUM AMPLIFICATION SIDE AFFECTS’
TECHNOLOGY HAS ‘AMPLIFIED’ TRADITIONAL ‘SAGE’ JOURNEYING AND SIDE AFFECTS MAY CAUSE TEMPORARY OR PERMANENT ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’ WHEN THE REMOTE DIRECTED ‘SIGNAL TONES OF ULTRASOUND BUILD UP EXCESSES OF TRANSMITTER SUBSTANCES [‘ACETYL CHOLINE’ WHICH IS PRESENT AT SYNAPSE LOCATIONS]. THESE BLOCKAGE SUBSTANCES MAY CAUSE HEARING LOSS IN THE LONG TERM AS WELL AS BLIND ONE IN THE ‘MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’. THESE ARE THE ‘CHARGINGS’ THAT STOP TIME FOR THE DURATION OF THEIR USE AND ‘BYPASS CRITICALNESS’. IT IS A TIME THAT THE SIGNAL DEEP WITHIN CANNOT TRANSMIT ‘EXCITATION’ FROM ONE CELL TO ANOTHER. IT IS A MOMENT OF A TEMPORARY DAYDREAM WHERE THE ‘SKILL MOTION’ DRAWS ENERGY THROUGH THE ‘BLINDNESS’ AND FROM ‘OTHER ZONES OF THE BODY’. IT IS A TRANSFER DANCE IN ITS’ AFFECT WHEN THE ‘ZAP’ IS AN ‘IRRESISTABLE STREAMING IMPULSE’ DIRECTED INTO THE VALUED WAY OR ‘SAVANTED/CHANNELLED’ PERFORMANCE].

‘WELLSPRING’
A ‘SPRINGFIELD’ CONSCIOUSNESS… THE ‘LOST SPRING’… THE ‘SILENT SPRING’… IT IS A ‘WELLSPRING’ SERVING AS THE INNER ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY OF CREATIVE POTENTIAL. IT IS THE ‘SPRING’ AND THE ‘FIELD’ OF THE ‘CAPITOL’ OF THE LAND OF LINKING’… LINCOLN … THE ‘SPRINGFIELD’ STATE OF RECEPTIVITY. IT IS A ‘FIELD OF DREAMS’ AND A ‘FIELD OF DEEP YIN’ WAITING TO GENERATE INTO THE FULLNESS OF PRODUCTIVITY AS DEEP ‘YANG’ [ONE MUST TUNE INTO THIS SOURCE OF VITALITY AS THE ‘SPRING’ WHERE HUMAN CONCEPTION IS THOUGHT TO ORIGINATE]. IT IS THE FRESHNESS OF THE ‘SPRING’ RECEPTIVITY TO NEW GROWTH… IT IS THE RECEPTIVE STATE OF THE ‘SPRING’ ‘FIELD’.

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‘AL’ ENERGIES…THE ‘RESONANCE IMPORTANCE’ WAS REFLECTED IN THE SIMULTANEITY AND ECHOIC TIMBRE OF THE ‘ MASS OCCUR’ ECHOES OF THE JULY 4TH 1997 HOLIDAY WEEKEND WHEN THE CBS ‘ON THE ROAD’ JOURNALIST CHARLES KURALT [KUR ‘AL’ T] DIED AND THERE WAS A FIREWORKS FACTORY EXPLOSION IN ‘AL’ TON ILLINOIS. IT IS A SENSE OF THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE RHYTHMS… ‘AL’ TON AND ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’ OF HERD INSTINCT INERTIA… ‘AL’ WAYS AND ALL WAYS… JIMMIE STEWART, THE ACTOR , DIED AT ABOUT THE SAME TIME ‘AL’ SO [SEW]. ‘A’ AS AIR AND ‘L’ AS THE WOMAN SATISFIED… THE ABSENT IS THE MOTIVATION… WHAT FILLS UP THE EMPTINESS AND GETS RID OF THE FEELINGS OF ‘LACK’… THE SYSTEM WORKS ON A ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ TO PLAY UPON ONE’S ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ SENSE OF SELF. THERE IS A SYNCHRONICITY IN A FAMILIARITY OF ECHOES OF PERSONAL CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS AN OPPORTUNITY TIME TO ACCESS AND REINTEGRATE ONE’S ENERGIES TO MOVE FORWARD. THE COINCIDENCES AND DEEP TONINGS ARE MOMENTS OF DEVELOPING ONE’S RESOLVE TO GENERATE AND TRANSFORM. THE ‘UNIFICATION’ OF THE ‘AL’ ENERGIES IS THE SPIRITUAL REALISM INTENTION IN THE MIDST OF THE CONFUSIONS OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’.IT IS THE POWER OF COINCIDENCE IN ‘SIMULTANEITY’ AND ‘SHARED INTENT’…

‘I WANT IT ALL’
I REMEMBER HER ECHOES CRYING OUT ‘I WANT IT ALL’… IT IS THE ‘AL’ AND ‘ALL’ OF THE WOMAN SATISFIED WEIGHING ON ALL OF US. EVERYTHING IS ‘SKEWED’ AND ‘OVERCHARGED’… EVERYONE ‘WISHES’ FOR A ‘STATE’ OF TRIUMPH YET FEELS THE NEED FOR ‘SUBSTITUTION’. THIS IS THE SOURCE OF ‘SUBSTANCE ABUSE’. IT IS ‘STOPPING SHORT’, ‘TRANSFERRENCE’ OR BEING IN DENIAL. IT IS THE LIMITATION IN FAILURES THAT HIDE BEHIND ‘SHAME’ AND WOUNDEDNESS. ‘FUCK ME’ SHE CRIED OUT FROM HER DEPTHS. I KNEW THAT SHE WAS RIGHT. THE ECHOES RESONATE IN MY HEART STREAM AS MY INTIMACY AND SENSE OF PRESENCE IS MORE ‘REAL’ WITH EVERY DEEPER BREATH AND A BETTER CIRCULATION AND DISTRIBUTION OF ENERGIES.

‘FUCK ME… FUCK ME… FUCK ME’
‘BEAUTY AND THE BEAST’… A TRANSFORMATIVE TIME OF STRETCHING UPWARDS… THE ECHOES OF BEING THERE WHEN ONE WANTS TO BE THERE… THE ANIMAL /VISCERAL THAT BREATHES PAST WORDS AND THE SOCIAL… GRASPING AND GRINNING… MOANING, STRAINING AND ACHIEVING A FULLNESS OF EXTENSION… THE TEARS OF RELEASING… THE REAL PLEASURE IN A ‘DEEP URGENCY’…

A ‘PRESENCE IN INTIMACY’…THE ‘ACCESSING OF THE SEXUAL SHUDDER’ IN A PRESENCE OF A WILL TO CONNECT… IT IS CLAIMING WHAT IS REAL EVEN AS THE ‘VIBRANCY OF MYTH PASSES LIKE A ‘SHUDDER OF WIND’-ITALO CALVINA IT IS CLARITY OF DESIRE AND TIMBRE TRUTH THAT RESONATES IN THE PRESENCE OF A PURITY OF ENCOUNTER…AN ALMOST MYTHIC ECHO OF A MOMENT IN TIME…

THE PATH OF THE HEART
SOME THINGS NEVER GO AWAY… THE 40 FOETUS FALL… THE ‘DAMEN’ BIKE ACCIDENT… THE TRAUMA OF BEING CREATIVELY IMPRINTED WITH ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ AND PARALLEL LEVELS OF DESIRE… KNOWING OF STATES OF ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’… LEARNING TO BE IN ‘YIN’ ECHOIC TIMBRE RECEPTIVITY… THE AWARENESS OF THE CONTRADICTIONS OF ‘FUCKING’ AND A DEEP RESONANCE OF BEING WHERE THE ‘CREATIVE JUICES’ GET VIBRATED INTO THE GENERATIVENESS OF PRODUCING A WORK OF ‘ART’. THE CHOICE IS IN THE ECHO… THE TALENT IS IN THE CHOICE…THE ECHO RESONATES DEEP IN ONE’S HEART. THERE IS A QUESTION OF REALISTIC ‘PRIDE’. THE LEVEL OF ‘SHAME’ MASKS THE REALITY OF THE FULL SELF. SHAME IS IN THE CONVENIENCES AND THE IMAGE MAKING. SHAME IS IN THE ‘TRICKLE DOWN’ LEVERAGINGS AND THE FORTRESSING THAT SUSTAINS THE FALSENESS. OF THE QUEST MAINTAINING THE STANDARD THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’. SHAME IS THE UNDERPINNING THAT COMPELLED THE ADOLESCENT BEHAVIOR OF PRESIDENT CLINTON WHEN HE GOT ‘CAUGHT’. HE LIED… ‘I DID NOT HAVE SEX WITH THAT WOMAN’. THE MONICA ‘B.J.’ BECAME A MADNESS DRAMA OF THE CONSEQUENCES OF ‘FALSE PRIDE’. IT IS SAID THAT ‘PRIDE IS THE OPIATE OF THE AMERICAN MASSES’ [‘PHOTOLANGUAGE’ ROBERT U. AKERET] THE QUEST, ‘CAUGHT’ IN THE ILLUSIONS’ OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL, ENDS UP MAINTAINING THE STANDARD THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’…FOR IT IS THE SATISFACTION OF THE NEEDS OF ‘SHAME’ THAT ‘IS’ MORE IMPORTANT THAN THE ACHIEVEMENT OF ‘A’ ‘L’ THE STATE OF THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’…

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
DEFINITION IS IN THE PROCESS OF ART MAKING… THERE IS NO ART IF THE DEFINITION PRECEDES THE ENCOUNTER… THE ENCOUNTER MAKES A SKILLFUL EXECUTION INTO AN ARTFORM… THE BIRTHING HAS ITS OWN PACE… THE FOETUS HAS A LIFE OF ITS OWN. SO DOES THE WORK OF ART. ONE LEARNS THE ‘SURREALISM’ OF THE ‘SUBCONSCIOUS’… THE ‘AUTOMATIC’ AND THE ‘SEMI-ROBOTIC’… IT IS THE ‘UNKNOWN’ THAT BECOMES THE NEXT ‘BRUSHSTROKE’. THE LOST SPRING… THE LOST CHILD OF THE SPRING OF 1943… THE FOETAL ANXIOUSNESS OF MY MOTHER… THE WOMB AND THE UNMARKED GRAVE… THE ‘DIFFERENCES’ OF HOPE AND LOSS… A MEMORY OF A LOVE SONG THAT ECHOED MY EX WIFE MARGARET… THE BEATLES…‘SOMETHING IN THE WAY SHE MOVES’… A ‘SUM UP SUMMERTIME’ OF THE RHYTHMS WITHIN… A ‘SOMETHING’ OF SUBSTANCE DANCING IN THE WAYS THAT SHE ‘MOVES…’.

‘ONE MUST LEARN TO ‘DANCE AWAY’ FROM THE ‘KIN WEBBINGS’

‘ENCOUNTER’ ACCEPTING THE ‘SURFACING’ OF RAW EMOTIONS… THERE WAS ‘FEARFULNESS’ IN MY MOTHER’S WAY… MANY ADMONITIONS OF ‘CAUTION’… ‘BE CAREFUL’… ‘DON’T GET HURT’. ONE HAS TO DANCE AWAY FROM THE ‘PROJECTIONS AND WEBBINGS’ OF THE ‘VALUED KIN OR LOVERS’. THERE IS AN INTEGRITY WITHIN THAT ‘KNOWS’ THE ‘AL’ THAT IS REAL AND THE ‘AL’ THAT IS ‘PRETEND’. HYSTERIA SENSUALISATION’ BECOMES ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ AND FAILING WHEN ONE SEEKS TO BE THE FANTASY INSTEAD OF THE REAL. IT IS AWARENESS THAT ONE CANNOT REPAIR CONTROL… ONE MUST LEARN TO ACT WITH INTEGRITY IN THE PRESENT…SEEK AN AUTHENTICITY OF THE WILL TO CONNECT TO THE OTHER ALONG THE PATH OF THE HEART.

‘THE LOST CHILD’
‘THERE ARE DIFFERENCES AND DIFFICULTIES IN ATTACHING TO THE REPLACEMENT CHILD [THE LIVING CHILD]. THERE IS A STRAIN OF RELATIONSHIP AS THE MOTHER MAY MAINTAIN A ‘FANTASY’ OR ‘WALLED OFF’ WISH ZONE OR AREA OF ‘DENIAL / CONTAINMENT’ IN ORDER TO KEEP THE CONTAINMENT AND DEFEND AGAINST THE LOSS [‘A FIRM ATTACHMENT TO THE LIVE CHILD IS EQUATED WITH ABANDONING THE DEAD ONE’…SIGMUND FREUD ]. MY MOTHER’S INABILITY TO PLACE A HEADSTONE ON THE BABY MARY KAY GRAVE IS A FACT YET I KNOW THE POSSIBILITY OF THE DEPTHS OF THE ENERGY WIND WARS. THE ‘LOST CHILD’ IS A ‘TURNING POINT’ EVENT THAT STREAMS INTO ALL OF MY OTHER ‘REPRODUCTIVE ORIENTED’ EXPERIENCES AND TRAUMAS. THERE IS A ‘MING’ AFFECT IN ALL OF THIS RECURRENT RESONANCE. THE INADEQUACY AND THE SHAME GET TRANSFERRED FROM GENERATION TO GENERATION AS EMOTION ‘AL’…THE FORTRESSINGS OF PARENTAL GUIDANCE.

‘HOW THE WORLD MAKES YOU FEEL AND HOW YOU SHOULD RESPOND’
THE PARENTS TRY TO PREPARE THE CHILD FOR THE NECESSITIES AND ‘VIOLATIONS’ THAT ‘THEY’ EXPERIENCED THEREBY MAKING THE ‘PATTERN’ AN EXPECTATION AND A CERTAIN VISION OF WHAT IS ‘NORMAL’. IT IS A CASTRATION DRAMA IN THE ‘HIP’ WARS OF ‘AL’… IT IS A REFLECTION OF THE ‘AL’ MIRRORINGS OF ACHIEVING THE ENERGY SWING OF THE ‘OPPOSITE’. IT MAY BE TOO MUCH REARING AND NOT ENOUGH RAISING . ONE’S VALUE AS A ‘DOUBLE SPIRIT’ OF ‘KA’ USEFULNESS IS THE ‘CHARGED FOUNDATION’ OF ENERGY FLOW[CIRCUITRY OF POINTS OF LIGHT MERIDIAN ENERGY PATTERNS] THAT IS THE TALENT OR SAVANT PERFORMANCE MODE. IT IS THE BALANCING ACT OF SHIFTINGS AS THE REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES ARE REDIRECTED INTO A PERFORMANCE WAY. THESE ‘AL’ MIRRORINGS ARE THE CREATIVE USEFULNESS OF THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ STATE AS ONE MOVES IN AN ALTERED STATE OF BEING. THERE IN THE INNER ‘PIVOTS’ AND ‘CHANNELLING’ IS WHERE THE VULNERABILITY TO ILLNESS AND IMMUNE SYSTEMS IS LIKELY TO OCCUR. WHERE IS THE ‘KA’ MARKING AND BRANDING ZONE/INTERSECT THAT ALTERS THE ENERGY FLOWS? WHERE DOES THE ‘EXCESS’ OF EXCEEDING ONE’S NATURE TAKE ITS TOLL?. IT IS THE ‘MISSING’… THE EMPTINESS… THE ‘DEADNESS’ AND ‘ANAESTHETIZED’. IT IS THE SEARCH FOR MEANING AND THE ‘DESIRE’ THAT COMPELS A ‘HEROIC’ WAY OF OVERCOMING THE ‘INNER HYSTERIA DRAMA’. IT IS ‘LIFE AND DEATH’ IN A REACTIVITY AND AN INTENSITY TRYING TO REBALANCE THE ‘PAST’ AND BECOME PRESENT AS ‘AL’.

IT IS AWARENESS AND A GENERATIVITY OF THE REAL OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’…IT IS THE FORCE OF LOVE OVERCOMING THE CONTROLS OF FEAR…IT IS AN UNDERSTANDING OF VULNERABILITY WHILE AT THE SAME TIME A COURAGEOUS WILL OF BEING ‘PRESENT’…

‘EVERY PROFOUND SPIRIT SHOULD HAVE A MASK’. [NIETZSCHE]
TRANSFORMATION IS A BATTLE AGAINST REPRESSION [‘AN EFFECTIVE AND HIGHLY DANGEROUS MECHANISM OF DEFENSE, A SLOW ACTING POISON’…ERNST PAWEL-‘THE NIGHTMARE OF REASON’]. THE PRESSURES OF COMPLIANCE ‘AL’ONG THE HORIZONTAL RHYTHMS OF THE PELVIC FLOOR [THE ZONES OF THE ‘SHOCKS’ AND PSYCHE’ LONGINGS OF ‘HIP WAR’ ORDERINGS] ARE TURBULENT AND CONSTANT. IT IS A TERRAIN WHERE ‘DIET’ CONFLICTS WITH ‘IMAGERY’ AND ‘VIBRATION’ STRESSES ‘COMFORT’. ONE MAY FIND ALL KINDS OF ‘SUBSTANCE ABUSE’ ALONG THIS ‘COMMON GROUND’ WHERE THERE IS NOT A ‘COMMON GOOD’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
HER ‘YIN’ POTENCY MAY BE BLOCKED BY THE SELF PROTECTION AGAINST THE ‘THREAT OF INVASION’ THROUGH HER RECEPTIVE ‘ORIFICES’. THERE ARE A NUMBER OF WAYS OF TOO MUCH ‘YANG’ [ANGER/DEFENSIVENESS] AND FORTRESSING. THE CULTURE THAT IS OUT OF BALANCE ‘COOKS’ THE WRONG ‘BREW’ FOR ITS PEOPLE.THE ‘DEEP FEMININE ‘YIN’ PLATEAU IS THE KNOWING RECEPTIVITY THAT WATCHES AND WAITS… TOO MUCH WAITING IS AN EXCESS LIKE ‘TOO QUICK’ MAY BECOME A ‘RASHNESS’. IT IS THE ‘BIG ‘O’ WISHFULNESS THAT TRANCES THE WATCHERS AND CAUSES ‘AMAZING’ MAZE ‘GLAZINGS’ THAT FURTHER ‘REINFORCE’ THE ACCEPTANCE OF THE EXTERNALIZATION ILLUSIONS OF FADS, FASHIONS, AND FANTASY. THE COMPRESSION OF PEOPLE IN THE ANVIL ‘FRUSTRUM’ COMPELS ‘FORCED CHOICE’ TO GAIN SOME ‘ELBOW ROOM’ ROOM FOR CHESTS, BREASTS AND BREATHING. THE ‘FASHION’ WINDS OF EROS CALL LIKE ‘SIRENS’ TO THE WISHFULNESS OF FERTILITY AND THE DREAMS OF SOMETIME BEING A WOMAN ‘SATISFIED’.

DESIRE IS A STRATEGIST
‘BEEN THERE AND DONE THAT’ IS THE ECHO OF CONTEMPT AND ‘DISSATISFACTION’ THAT EXEMPLIFIES THE QUEST OF LEVERAGING. IT EPITOMIZES THE VULNERABILITY REALITY THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’. IT IS THE SELF PROTECTION AGAINST THE RECURRENCE OF FEELINGS OF ‘ABANDONMENT’ THAT DEMANDS ‘CONTROL’. IT IS IN THESE DEEP ‘NECESSITY DRAMAS’ THAT ONE MAY GET A ‘GLIMPSE’ OF ‘TRUE’ ‘AL’ SENSES. IT IS THE ‘AL’ OF THE ‘ALL’ THAT MUST BE GUIDED INTO THE DRIVES OF TRULY BECOMING REAL… IF IT IS NOT WHERE IT IS HEALTHY IT IS CAUSING STRAIN, PAIN AND NO GAIN.

‘IF IT IS ON THE ‘OUTSIDE’, IT IS NOT ON THE ‘INSIDE’’…

THE ‘ZAP’ COMPELS A QUEST FOR ‘SUSTENANCE’ OR APPLAUSE…ONE LOOKS FOR WAYS TO OVERCOME THE INNER PAIN. WHEN ONE IS TRYING TO OVERCOME SHOCK ONE SEEKS ‘MOTHERING’… ‘SKIN CONTACT’ AND FORMS OF ‘NURTURANCE’ TO ENHANCE RECOVERY FROM THE ‘AFFECTS OF THE SHOCK’. WHEN ONE IS IN A ‘STATE OF SHOCK’… CIRCULATION TENDS TO SLOW DOWN AS BLOOD PRESSURE FALLS, OXYGEN SUPPLY TO THE TISSUES IS DIMINISHED AND RED BLOOD CELLS TEND TO AGGLUTINATE. IN A MEDIA DRIVEN GLOBAL VILLAGE THERE IS A NEVER ENDING STREAM OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OR ‘SHOCKS’. IN SOME SENSES THESE ‘MACRO’ EVENTS BECOME THE ‘ORGANIZING PRINCIPLES’ OF HOW PEOPLE RELATE TO ONE ANOTHER…THE ‘UNIFYING THEMES’ OF WHO WE ‘ARE AND SEE’ OURSELVES TO BE…

‘LOOK AT THE SONGS HIDDEN IN EGGS’. [CARL SANDBURG]
LOOK AND LISTEN TO THE SIREN SONGS, THE URGENCIES, THE DESIRE AND HUNGER AS ‘CRYING OUT’AND BREAKING EGGS [‘CRAVING’ ECSTASY AND TRYING TO FILL UP THE EMPTINESS]. THERE IS THE ‘AL’ AND THE ‘DENY’ ‘AL’ TENSION THAT SURFACES IN A QUEST FOR ‘WHOLENESS’… ‘ONENESS’… A ‘ROUNDNESS’ OF SOUL’…AN ‘INTENSITY’ TO ‘CRACK’ THE SOUL’S ‘EGG’. IT IS DESIRE FOR ‘PERFECTION’ IN THE ‘PURITY’ OF ENCOUNTER THAT COMPELS. ALL ACTIONS CIRCLE BACK TO ORIGINS… AN AWARENESS THAT ‘MAGIC’ DOES NOT COME FROM THE ‘AIR’… BUT IT COMES FROM EXPERIENCES ACTUALLY LIVED THROUGH. IT COMES FROM THE CHILD’S CRYING WHEN HE IS ABANDONED AND ANGRY. THE ‘IMAGINATIVE’ BECOMES A GREAT RESERVOIR OF STRENGTH AGAINST FRUSTRATION AND DEFEAT… IT HELPS ONE TO ENDURE, BOUNCE BACK, CARRY ON… IT ENCOURAGES US TO CONTINUE TO SEARCH. WE MAY SEARCH AND HUNT FOR THE MOMENT [AN ‘INTERIORITY’ MOVEMENT] OF ‘MAXIMUM INTENSITY’… WHAT ARISTOTLE CALLED ‘PERIPETEIA’.

THE POWER OF MAGIC
THE POWER OF MAGIC DERIVES FROM THE POTENCY OF MARSHALLING ONE’S OWN SPIRITUAL ENERGIES.MAGIC IS DRAWN FROM THE BODY AS A STATE OF EXCITEMENT [‘EKSTASIS’---A ‘GETTING OUT OF ONESELF’] THAT IS ACHIEVED IN MANY WAYS[ DANCING, CHANTING, SINGING, SCOURGING, SEXUAL ACTIVITY,ETC.]. WHEN SUFFICIENT POWER HAS BEEN RAISED, IT IS SENT OUT, DIRECTED TO ACHIEVE THE DESIRED RESULT. [RAYMOND BUCKLAND] IF A GROUP GENERATES SUFFICIENT ENERGIES…KINETIC ENERGIES PERCOLATE INTO A ‘CONE OF POWER’ AND BECOME THE DRIVING FORCE OF THE MAGIC. THE ‘CONE’ MAXIMIZES THE COMBUSTION AND POTENCY OF THE GROUP ‘WILL’ TO ACHIEVE AN ‘AGREED UPON’ GOAL. THE ‘MAGIC CONE’ IS THE ‘SACRED SPACE’ OF THE ‘RULING ELITE’. THE ‘MAGIC CONE’ ENERGIES ARE TONED AND MAINTAINED IN THE PROCESS OF UNIFYING THE ORDERING TO BE ‘AS ABOVE, SO BELOW’. IT IS THE RESONANCE OF WEALTH AND POWER. IT IS THE RESONANCE USING THE ‘MEDIUM’ OF THE OVAL OFFICE TO CHANNEL PURPOSE AND MOMENTUM. THUS PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH SERVES AS A ‘MEDIUM’ IN EXPRESSION AND ‘MEDIATION’ OF THE WORDS AND THE WAY OF THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. THE FORCE OF ELITE ‘CONE’ ENERGIES IS CONSTANT EVEN AS THERE ARE DIFFERENCES WITHIN THE ‘HAVES’. THERE ARE DIFFERENCES OF ISSUES AND MORALITY AND HOW MUCH TO TRICKLE DOWN.THERE ARE POLITICAL DIFFERENCES OF TEAMS AND EXPENDITURES. HOWEVER,THERE IS NO CHALLENGE TO THE TAX CODES AND ITS SPECIAL PROVISIONS.

THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME IS THE ‘PERCOLATION DYNAMISM’ OF EMPIRE. IT IS THE CONCENTRATION OF THE ARISTOCRACY ENERGIES OF EROS AND MONEY ARISING AS THE FIRES OF ‘PAN’ IN THE CONSTANCY OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ ARE FUELED AND ‘FOOLED’ BY THE ‘CON’. THE ‘CO’ DRAMA OF ‘INSIDER SHARED’ MOMENTUM AND ‘MUTUAL RECIPROCITY’ OF PROTECTING AND EXPANDING ‘WEALTH’. THIS IS A TIME OF ‘CRISIS/RISK/OPPORTUNITY’ WHERE ‘IMPULSE’ MAY COMPEL THE REDIRECTION OF ‘TOO MUCH’ SKILLING OR ‘SAVANTING’ AND THEREFORE THE ‘OVER USE’ OF TOO MUCH OF ONE’S VITAL LIFE ENERGIES.

REAL OR ILLUSION ‘AL’
THE ‘SAVANTING’ IS AN EXCITEMENT AS THE ‘RUSHING AND CHANNELLING’ OF OPTIMIZATION IS IN THE ‘MERIDIAN’ OR ‘NEON-LIKE’ CORRIDORS. IT IS DESIRE DRAWING RESOURCES INTO A TALENT OR A ‘MEDIUM’ EXPRESSION. IT MAY BE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OR ‘GENERATIVE’. THE ISSUE IS THE LEVEL OF ‘HOMEWORK’ ONE DOES TO KNOW ONE’S OWN SOUL. THE ‘INTENSITY’ MAY ‘BLIND’ AND THE NEED FOR ‘SUCCESS’ MAY EXHAUST. THE ‘PAIN’ MUST BE ACKNOWLEDGED AS REAL AS PRESENCE BECOMES ‘REAL’ ‘AL’ OR ‘ILLUSION’ ‘AL’. ‘AL’ IS WHERE THE POTENTIAL OF ‘ENTHUSIASMOS’ [THE DIONYSIAN ECSTATIC INTENSITIES OF CREATIVE FIRE AS ‘EXCITED ENTHUSIASM’… A WILD STATE OF HOLY INSPIRATION…A PURIFYING INTENSITY OF ‘INNER FIRE’] AND ‘SPARAGMOS’ [THE RENDING, TEARING, MANGLING, CONVULSIVENESS OF REMAKING AND ‘REGENERATING THROUGH DIONYSIAN STRENGTH’] FLOW INTO ONE ANOTHER [AN ECSTASY OF CREATIVE EXCITEMENT REDIRECTED INTO PERFORMANCE]. IT IS THE ACCESSING OF REPRODUCTIVE POTENCY AND CAPACITY. IT IS THE TIME TO TEMPER ONE’S SELF AND TO ENSURE THAT ONE DOES NOT TRY TO BE ‘GREATER’ THAN ONE’S NATURE WILL ALLOW’].

‘REFLECTED DESIRE’
THE ‘AUTHORITY OF THE ‘PARENT’ MUST BE BROKEN IF ONE IS TO LIVE IN ONE’S OWN PATHINGS… IN ‘ATLAS SHRUGGED’ AYN RAND DESCRIBED HER WISH… HER SENSE OF REFLECTED DESIRE… ‘A MANS SEXUAL CHOICE IS THE RESULT AND SUM OF HIS FUNDAMENTAL CONVICTIONS. TELL ME WHAT A MAN FINDS SEXUALLY ATTRACTIVE AND I WILL TELL YOU HIS ENTIRE PHILOSOPHY OF LIFE. SHOW ME THE WOMAN HE SLEEPS WITH AND I WILL TELL YOU HIS VALUATION OF HIMSELF. HE WILL ALWAYS BE ATTRACTED TO THE WOMAN WHO REFLECTS HIS DEEPEST VISION OF HIMSELF… THE WOMAN WHOSE SURRENDER PERMITS HIM TO EXPERIENCE-OR TO FAKE-A SENSE OF SELF ESTEEM. THE MAN WHO IS PROUDLY CERTAIN OF HIS OWN VALUE WILL FIND THE HIGHEST TYPE OF WOMAN HE CAN FIND… THE WOMAN HE ADMIRES, THE STRONGEST, THE HARDEST TO CONQUER-BECAUSE ONLY THE POSSESSION OF A ‘HEROINE’ WILL GIVE HIM THE

SENSE OF AN ACHIEVEMENT, NOT THE POSSESSION OF A ‘BRAINLESS SLUT’. THERE IS NO CONFLICT BETWEEN THE STANDARDS OF HIS MIND AND THE DESIRE OF HIS BODY. LOVE IS OUR RESPONSE TO OUR HIGHEST VALUE-AND CAN BE NOTHING ELSE’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘THE BLIND SPOT IS THE HEART OF THE DREAM’… IN ORDER TO MAXIMIZE ONE’S POTENTIAL ONE MUST TRAVERSE ONE’S OWN INNER ‘TRAPS’ AND ‘BLINDNESS’ TO KNOW ONE’S NATURE. ‘THE MOTHER ALWAYS REMAINS TOO FAMILIAR AND TOO CLOSE. IN A WAY THE DAUGHTER HAS HER MOTHER UNDER HER SKIN, SECRETED IN THE DEEP, DAMP INTIMACY OF THE BODY, IN THE MYSTERY OF HER RELATIONSHIP TO GESTATION, BIRTH, AND TO HER SEXUAL IDENTITY. SHE WHIRLS AROUND… TO REPRODUCE AROUND AND WITHIN HER AN ENERGETIC SEXUAL MOTION… A ‘CIRCULAR MOTION’ THAT PROTECTS HER FROM ‘ABANDONMENT, ATTACK, DEPRESSION, LOSS OF SELF’. IT IS A WAY OF ATTRACTING AS BEING IN A CIRCLE MOVEMENT WHILE SOLICITING AND REFUSING ACCESS TO HER TERRITORY. SHE CREATES A GAME WITH HER TERRITORY… GIRLS KEEP EVERYTHING AND NOTHING. THAT IS THEIR MYSTERY. THAT IS THEIR ATTRACTION… THEY INTERIORIZE THE GREATEST DISTANCES… TO LEARN HOW TO GIVE BIRTH TO THEMSELVES… TO INDIVIDUATE APART FROM THE AXIS OF THE MOTHER… TO FIND ONE’S OWN AXIS FROM THE FEET TO THE CROWN OF THE HEAD.’ [LUCE IRIGARAY—‘SEXES AND GENEALOGIES’] THERE ARE MANY ENCOUNTERS AND CLIMBS OF NECESSITY IN THE REALM OF PERSONAL SEXUAL SELF ESTEEM. THERE IS THE QUICK OR THE ‘ZIPLESS’ OR THE ADOLESCENT FUMBLING. THERE IS THE DREAM OF AN ANONYMOUS SEXUAL ENCOUNTER IN THE MOVIE ‘LAST TANGO IN PARIS’ AND A WISH FOR A ‘TOTALITY’ OF ‘PERFECTION’.

SOMETIMES ONE MUST LET GO OF TRADITIONAL THINKING AND SEEK ‘PERSONAL LIBERATION’ IN AN OPTIMIZATION OF ‘CHARGES, ADRENALINES AND HORMONES’
IT IS THE NECESSITY OF ‘PAIR BONDING’ IN HONEST WILL AND EXPANSION THAT IS THE GENEROUS GENERATIVITY OF RECIPROCITY AND ‘OPPOSITIONAL GROWTH’. IT IS A VERTICALITY OF INNER PENETRATION AND A PHALLIC ‘MEETING’ OF THE SUCKING VAGINA IN ITS HUNGERS AND WISHFULNESS. THE ‘AL’ TOTALITY… THE TOT ‘AL’ ITY OF ‘LE PETIT MORT’… THE ‘LITTLE DEATH’ THAT IS THE LOSS OF SEMEN AT THE ORGASMIC RELEASE… THE MOMENT OF THE ‘START OF A NEW CYCLE… ‘AL’ IS THE PRESENCE OF BEING PRESENT AND MOVING FORWARD.

‘EVERY NEW ADJUSTMENT IS A CRISIS IN SELF ESTEEM’ [ERIC HOFFER]
ONE HAS TO BREATHE THROUGH THE DEPRESSION AFFECTS OF THE ANGER TURNED INWARD THAT IS THE ‘DENY’ OF THE ‘AL’ THAT IS THE WITHHELD AND THE ‘COILED’… THE ‘FOETALIZED’AND ‘CURLED’… THE ‘NARCISSISTIC SELF ABSORBED AND THE DEFENSIVE ANGER’ THAT IS ACCUMULATED AND STORED.

THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ DRAMA HAS TO MOVE BEYOND THE ANGER ‘ECHOES’ OF DELUSIONS AND ‘IMAGE PROJECTIONS’ [THIS IS WHAT I WANT YOU TO SEE OR THINK/THIS IS THE PERSON I WANT YOU TO RESPOND TO/THIS IS THE ‘PERSON ‘AL’ THAT I AM MASKING BECAUSE OF MY ‘NECESSITY’]. THE ‘PIVOTAL’ ‘AL’ CALLS FROM THE DEPTHS OF IDENTITY AS AN ECHO OF AFFIRMATION REFLECTING AN INCREASING ‘LIGHTNESS’ OF BEING. IT MAY DEMAND THAT ONE OVERCOME THE ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ OF SEPARATING ONESELF FROM THE ‘MASS’ AND ‘ASS’ OF ONE’S OWN ‘SOLIDITY’. AS A CREATIVE PERSON ONE LEARNS TO SEE THE DIFFERENCES IN HOW EACH PERSON DEALS WITH ‘IMMEDIACY’. ‘IMMEDIACY’ IS A TIME OF SEPARATING ONE’S SELF FROM THE ‘MOB’, THE ‘MASS’, THE ANGRY CROWD. ‘IMMEDIACY’ MEANS OVERCOMING ‘TRANCE’ AND ‘AUTOMATIC REFLEXES’ OF CONSUMPTION AND DEFENSIVENESS… THE GLAZED EYES OF THE ‘SPELLBOUND’ AND THE ‘LOST IN DESIRE’ SELF ABSORBED. IT IS THE ‘IMMEDIACY’ OF FACING ‘NOTHINGNESS’ IN THE CONSEQUENCES OF EVERY ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT OF ‘MADNESS’ THAT ENABLES ONE TO GROW BEYOND THE ‘REACTIVITY NORMALCY’ IN RESPONDING TO THE FORCE OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. ADOLF HITLER SUPPOSEDLY QUOTED GOETHE WHEN HE SAID THAT ‘HE WHO IS NOT THE HAMMER IS THE ANVIL’. IF YOU ARE AN ANVIL YOU ACCEPT THE POUNDING… IF YOU ARE A HAMMER YOU EXERT FORCE OF SELF. IT IS THE ‘DUALITY’ RECURRENCE OF THE USE OF FORCE THAT DESTROYS RATHER THAN DEVELOP AGREEMENTS. THE ‘ACCEPTABILITY’ OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ FEEDS OFF THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND THE ‘OPPORTUNISM’ OF ‘CAPITALIZING’ ON THE ‘CHAOTIC’. WHEN FACING THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ INERTIA IT IS IMPORTANT TO WALK CAREFULLY FOR IT IS THE INERTIA OF THE RESONATING ‘ANVIL-FRUSTRUM’ THAT BECOMES MORE AND MORE OF THE SAME AS THERE IS ALWAYS ANOTHER HAMMER OF AGGRESSION SEEKING A CHANGE OF FORM. IT IS GOOD TO TEMPER ONE’S REBELLIOUSNESS KNOWING THAT THE ‘HAMMER’ WILL PROBABLY WEAR OUT SOONER THAN ‘THE ANVIL’ A HEALTHY COMMUNITY KNOWS THE CONSENSUS OF ‘GIVE’ AND ‘TAKE’. A TRICKLE DOWN PYRAMID IS A ‘UNIDIRECTIONAL’ SYSTEM OF COMPLIANCE, REWARD AND PUNISHMENT DISPLAYING THE EXCEPTION AS THE STANDARD THAT MAKES THE RULE.

‘IT IS ONLY WITH THE HEART THAT ONE SEES RIGHTLY, WHAT IS ESSENTIAL IS INVISIBLE TO THE EYE’ [ANTOINE ST. EXUPERY ‘LE PETITE PRINCE’]
THE SEARCH FOR THE ESSENTIAL IS THE SOURCE OF THE ‘INNER WELLSPRING’ WHERE ONE MUST

CONTINUOUSLY SEEK OUT THE TRUTH OF ‘YE’… ‘YE’ IS THE SPIRITUAL ESSENCE THAT SERVES TO CONNECT EACH PERSON TO HIS OR HER OWN FAMILY OF THE PAST, PRESENT OR FUTURE. ‘YE’ IS THE PRINCIPLE OF ‘LIAISON’ BETWEEN THE DEAD AND THE LIVING. ‘YE’ IS THE ‘ROOTING’ FROM ‘ANCESTORS’ YET IT IS THE STRENGTH TO GO FORWARD INTO THE SHADOWS AND ‘ENLIGHTEN’ THE SELF IN A ‘TRUTH’ SEEKING OF ‘LIGHTENING’ AND ‘LIGHTNING’ OF THE BODY. IT IS THE ‘SURFACING OF MEMORY’ AND SUDDEN ‘SURGES’ OR ‘EPIPHANIES’ OF INSIGHT THAT ARE IN THE OPPORTUNITY OF ‘YE’. THERE MAY BE ‘VISIONS’ AND DREAMS OR A STREAMING FLUIDITY OF IMAGES THAT CALL ONE TO A SENSE OF A NEW PRESENCE. IT IS OPENNESS TO THE ‘BRAINSTORM’ AND THE ‘SOULSTORM’ OF THE WELL-STEIN IN ITS CREATIVE PERCOLATION. IT IS THE ‘CHANCE’ AND IT IS ‘INTUITION’ THAT GUIDES ONE TO A REALIZATION OF TRUE ‘INNER NECESSITY’. THIS ENERGIZING THROUGH ‘YE’ IS THE WILL TO ‘FULLNESS’ AND THE TOTALITY OF ‘MERIDIAN’ ENERGY FLOW. IT IS AN ‘INNER FLOW’ THROUGH ALL THE ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ AND ‘WELL-STEIN’ POTENTIAL. IT IS THE ‘ROOTEDNESS’ OF ‘YE’ THAT PERMITS ONE TO SURVIVE. THE ‘YE’ IS A GREAT ‘VEERING’… A GREAT ‘MILLING’ OR ‘RUMMAGING’ THAT ENABLES ONE TO ‘REFINE’ AND ‘EVOLVE’. ‘YE’ IS OFTEN DESCRIBED AS THE ‘MIRROR IMAGE’… THE ESSENTIAL QUALITIES OF A SHADOW THAT MUST BE ‘TRAVERSED’… ‘WHERE THERE IS SUN WE SEE THE ‘YE’ BEHIND US. THE ‘YE’ IS LIGHT REFLECTED. THE ‘YE’ IS A LINE ACROSS THE MIDDLE OF THE EYE’. THE ‘YE’ IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘3-SIDED COIN’ OF CHANCE AND INTENTION . THE ‘YE’ IS DIRECTION ‘YET’ AN ACKNOWLEDGEMENT OF THE STRUGGLE BETWEEN INNER LIGHT AND SHADOW.

VIRGINIA WOOLF CALLED JAMES JOYCE’S ‘ULYSSES’… ‘THE CONSCIOUS AND CALCULATED INDECENCY OF A MAN WHO FEELS THAT IN ORDER TO BREATHE HE MUST BREAK THE WINDOWS’
IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘YE’…IT IS THE BREAKING OUT OF THE ‘SHACKLES OF THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ AND THE LIMITS OF ‘IMPOSED ORDERING’…IT IS TUNING INTO ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND GOING THROUGH THE REALM OF THE TENETS OF THE OTHERS…IT IS A KNOWING THAT TRUE SEXUALITY PASSES THROUGH ‘STAINED GLASS’ AND THE ‘LIGHT AND SHADOW’ OF DOCTRINAIRE BELIEFS… IT IS KNOWING MY STRENGTH OF FAITH IN THE SENSE OF ‘DOING UNTO OTHERS AS ONE WOULD HAVE OTHERS DO UNTO ONESELF’ THAT IS NOT GROUNDED IN ‘SHAME AND GUILT’ AND HUMILIATIONS OF HUMAN FEELINGS AND URGES. IN THE EARLY ‘1980’S ‘YE’ SYMBOLIZED MY LATE ‘30’S PERSONAL CRISIS OF REDIRECTION. IT WAS A COMPLEX TIME OF CROSS CURRENTS WHEN MY ‘CAT-LICK’ CONFIRMATION NAME OF ‘JEROME’ CAME INTO A REALITY OF SPIRITUAL TIMBRE… I WAS MOVING INTO A VERY DEEP SPIRITUAL FLUIDITY…I DID SOME ‘JE’-‘ROAMING’. I WAS IN ‘TRANSIT’ LETTING GO AND RELEASING ‘CHARGES’ OF THE EARLY TRAUMAS AND STRETCHING INTO NEW ‘CHARGES’ AND FLOWS FOR MY FUTURE. IT WAS A GREAT TIME OF DEEP TRANSITION. I LIVED IN A VERY ‘SENSITIZED’ STATE OF SLOWLY BEGINNING TO REGENERATE FOR SEVERAL YEARS. IT WAS A ‘HYPERCHARGED’ RECEPTIVITY STATE OF DEEP ‘YIN’ THAT ECHOED IN

MY ‘ROAM’ ENCOUNTER DURING A 1982 TRIP TO ‘ROME’. MY ‘ROAM’ WAS IN CONTRAST TO THE ECHOES I EXPERIENCED IN THE ‘VATICAN’ AND THE ‘COLISEUM’. IT WAS A ‘VALUES’ CRISIS OF CONTRADICTIONS. IT WAS A SPIRITUAL ENCOUNTER OF MARTYRS, ‘LA DOLCE VITA’ MOVIE IMAGES, ENTERTAINMENT AND SACRIFICES’. I FELT A DEEP SENSE OF ‘SPACINESS’ AND ‘GHOSTLINESS’ MOVING WITHIN. I FELT ‘HISTORY’ COLLIDING WITH THE EROS OF ITALIAN SEXUALITY, FASHIONS AND FOODS. IT WAS ‘ROAM’ AND ‘CATACOMB’ IN A TRANSIENCE OF ‘YE’ TIME. THE TIMING WAS APPROXIMATELY ‘40’ YEARS AFTER THE ‘LOST SPRING’ OF ‘1943’… THE ‘DRAMA’ OF BEING IN THE ‘SENSES’ OF GUILT AND SHAME THAT ECHOED IN MY MOTHER’S EARLIER ‘PREGNANCY’ TIME. IT WAS THE ‘WOMB’ DRAMA PLACE OF THE ‘ANNUNCIATION’ AND THE ‘CONTROL AUTHORITY’ OF THE ‘CATHOLIC CHURCH’ AFFECTING THE ‘PSYCHE’ HISTORY THROUGH THE ISSUES OF ‘SEXUALITY’ AND THE ‘GREAT HUNGER’. IT WAS A DEEP ‘PSYCHE’ CRISIS TO FEEL THE ‘ROOTS’ OF ‘YE’ YET SEE THAT ‘REAL SEXUALITY’ PASSES THROUGH THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘STAINED GLASS’. MY TRANSFORMATIVE NECESSITY WAS A BEGINNING OF BREAKING THROUGH THE ‘GLASS’ WORLD OF MY FATHER [THE GLAZIER] AND THE STAINED GLASS OF MY PARENTS RELIGION.MY ‘1982 ROME’ ENCOUNTER WAS A DIFFICULT EXPERIENCE AND THERE WERE TERROR/PANIC FEELINGS THAT SURFACED AS I WAS IN A ‘YE’ STATE OF TRANSITION. THERE WAS MEMORY AND AN ECHO OF THE ‘OPPRESSION’ OF PRUDISH AND DECEPTIVE ‘NUNS AND PRIESTS’ THAT HAD TO BE ‘RELEASED’. MY TRAVEL PARTNER/LOVER/ COMPANION MINDY HELPED ME GET THROUGH THE EXCESSES AND OVERLOADS OF THAT JOURNEY. IT WAS A TIME WHEN WE BOTH HEARD RUMBLES FROM THE CATACOMBS [‘CAT’ A ‘COMB’S] WHILE IN THE BACK OF SAINT PETERS BASILICA IN THE ‘VATICAN’ [THE ‘VAT ‘I’ CAN’… THE SEAT OF THE CHURCH]

SECTION NINE. ‘YE’…
DURING THE EARLY 1980’S I WAS IN A ‘SPLIT OFF’ STATE STARTING TO GENERATE A NEW ‘PATHING’ OUT OF MY PREVIOUS ‘SPELLBOUND’EXISTENCE. I WAS DISPLAYING MANY ‘PHYSICAL’ AND ‘EMOTIONAL’ SYMPTOMS THAT WERE PART OF ‘SHEDDING’ MY OLD WAYS AND STEPPING FORWARD INTO ‘PRESENCE’. THERE WERE AFFECTS OF ‘IMBALANCES’ AND ‘PRESSURES’ RESULTING FROM ‘POSTURAL’ SHIFTS AND ‘VISUAL’ ACUITY CHANGES. IT WAS AS IF THERE WAS A ‘FOG LIFTING’ AND A WEIGHT BEING REMOVED FROM MY BACK. THE SIMULTANEOUS ‘BLACK AND BLUING’ OF MY BIG TOE NAILS AND THEIR ‘FALLING OFF’ WITHIN A MONTH OF THE COMMENCEMENT OF THEIR DISCOLORATION WAS A ‘DRAMATIC DISPLAY’ OF THE ‘ALTERED REBALANCING’ I WAS GENERATING. THERE WERE BACK PAINS AND SPASMS AS WELL AS A REALISATION OF THE ‘COLLAPSED’ RIGHT SIDE OF MY BODY. DURING THIS TIME I ALSO REMOVED THE EMBEDDED ‘EYELASH’ FROM UP UNDER MY RIGHT EYELID AND FELT AN ENORMOUS RELIEF OF PAIN [THE EYELASH HAD BEEN THERE FOR MORE THAN 22YEARS].IT WAS A TIME OF EMERGING CONSCIOUSNESS AS I REALIZED THAT MY HIGH TOLERANCE FOR LEVELS OF PAIN WAS ACTUALLY A ‘HORROR’. ONLY WHEN I EXPERIENCED THE ‘RELIEF’ IN THE REMOVAL OF THE EMBEDDED EYELASH DID I KNOW THE DIFFERENCE OF HOW MUCH PAIN I LIVED WITH…I HAD BEEN LIVING A ‘NIGHTMARE’ AND THE REALITY ONLY BEGAN TO BE ‘UNDERSTANDABLE’ IN MY LATE 30’S.

THE EARLY 1980’S WAS ‘YE’ TIME
IT WAS ‘YE’ TIME AS I SAW PETER VERMILYE[‘VEER-MILL-YE’],THE CHIEF INVESTMENT OFFICER OF CITIBANK, MY BOSS, ON MORE THAN ONE OCCASION, HOLD HIS INDEX FINGER TO THE EDGE OF HIS EYELID…STARE AT ME AND STRETCH THE EYELID OUT.

I FELT THE ‘STRAIN’ AND ‘VULNERABILITY’ AS A ‘SILENT’ DEMAND THAT I WAS BEING ‘SEEN’ ON A COMPLEX PLANE. IT WAS AS IF WE WERE MEETING ON A ‘YE’ PLANE…A ‘BELL TONE’ PLANE SHARING ‘AN ECHO’ OF OUR SOULS. IT WAS A ‘DEEP YIN’ PARALLELISM ENCOUNTER IN A SUBTLE ENERGY AWARENESS ‘INTERSECT’… A ‘PSYCHIC CROSSROADS’ OF EXPERIENCING THE ‘LIMITS’ AND ‘MAXIMUMS’ AND ‘COMPLEXITY’ OF ENERGY ‘EXCHANGES’ AND INTERCONNECTEDNESS. VERMILYE WAS A GREAT SOUL WITH A DEEP SPIRIT SENSITIVITY…MY EXPERIENCE WAS THAT WE WERE MOVING IN ‘AL’MOST THE SAME PLACE, YET THERE WAS A DISTANCE BETWEEN US. IT WAS A TIME OF GREAT SENSITIVITY AS I STARTED TO LEARN TO FILTER THROUGH THE COMPLEX RESONANCE OF THE RANGES OF HUMAN VIBRATORY CAPACITY.

‘A ‘BELL TONE’ PLANE’
THERE WAS ONE ‘SUPER MOMENT’ WHEN WE MADE ‘ECHOIC CONTACT’… WE SAW EACH OTHER IN OUR SENSITIVE ‘VULNERABILITY’ YET THERE WAS A ‘WISDOM’ [THE WORD HE TOLD ME] THAT HELPED ME FROM FEELING FEARFUL OR ANXIOUS… I KNEW THAT I HAD BEEN IN AN ‘ENERGY’ PASSAGE OR TUNNEL OR CORRIDOR… WE WERE STANDING NEAR THE ELEVATORS AND THE FEW MOMENTS SEEMED TO BE ALMOST TIMELESS. THE ‘AIR BELL RESONANCE’ WAS SIMILAR TO THE SOUND EDGE OF A ‘WOOD WIND FOREST INSTRUMENT’… IT WAS A ‘WIND’ IN THE ‘WOOD’ SOUND. IT WAS A VERY DEEP CONTACT AND SENSITIVITY. WE WERE ON THE SAME SOUND EMANATION… THE SAME ‘FREQUENCY... IT WAS LIKE BEING IN A ‘SOUND CORRIDOR’… A ‘SOUND CHAMBERING’ OF RESONANCE.

WE SEEMED TO BE IN THE SAME WIND OF AN ‘UNHEARD SOUND’
MY FRIEND MINDY WAS FROM ‘BELLMORE’, LONG ISLAND AND SHE ACCOMPANIED ME THROUGH SOME VERY TURBULENT RESONANCE. THE ‘BELL’ TONING ‘MORE AND MORE’ WAS A DEEP CONNECTEDNESS THAT WE ALSO SHARED. IT WAS A PASSAGE TIME OF THE PATH OF THE HEART AS I BEGAN TO REDEVELOP MY BEING OUT OF MY WOUNDEDNESS. THE DREAM DRAMAS ARE PART OF THE DEPTHS OF WISHFULNESS. ONE FACES ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND ‘INTIMATE PARTNERING’ WITH A VALUED OPPOSITE IN LOVING KINDNESS TO THE MAXIMUM POSSIBLE. MY FRIEND MINDY WAS ALWAYS THERE AS A’ LOVING LIFELINE’ DURING MY ‘YE’ GENERATIONS AND TRANSITIONS OF THE 1980’S. TRANSFORMATION IS PERSONAL AND ONE DOES WHATEVER IS ESSENTIAL TO GROW BEYOND THE LIMITS OF ‘TRAUMA’ AND ‘PAIN’. SOMETIMES IT MEANS LETTING GO AND MOVING ON. SOMETIMES IT IS NOT POSSIBLE TO KEEP GOING AS ONE WAS. SOMETIMES ‘THE SOMETHING IN THE WAY SHE MOVES’ CAN ONLY BE A MEMORY… THE FUTURE IS THE SOUL OF THE HEART GOING FORWARD.

‘YE’ AND VERMILYE
IT WAS A TIME WHEN THE ‘40 FOETUS FALL’ CHARGED STATE OF ME SEEMED TO INTERSECT WITH THE DRAMATIC CHILD OF ‘INNOCENCE’ THAT IS DISPLAYED IN THE ‘DESTINY CHILD’ OR ‘WISDOM CHILD’ ENDING OF THE MOVIE ‘2001,A SPACE ODYSSEY’. I HEARD THE SAME KIND OF EMANATIONS AT A MUCH LOWER FREQUENCY LEVEL THAN THOSE ‘DRAMATISED’ DURING THE MOVIE ‘2001, A SPACE ODYSSEY’ ‘LUNAR’ INVESTIGATION SCENE THAT SIGNALLED A DIRECTION FOR THE SOURCE OF THE ECHOES THAT CAUSED THE ‘JOURNEY’ BEYOND ‘JUPITER’ AND THE ‘SEEN’. THE EXPERIENCE OF ‘PAIN’ FROM TOO MUCH SOUND HAS BEEN A PROBLEM FFOR THE PAST TWENTY-FIVE YEARS…IT IS A ‘FREQUENCY RESONANCE’ SENSITIVITY THAT COMPELS ME TO AVOID NOISY CROWDS AND CIRCUMSTANCES…

‘THE GREAT OWL’

‘VERMILYE’ WAS ‘YE’, THE ‘GREAT OWL’ OF THE ‘MOMENT’ STARING ME IN THE EYE. I SHARED A RARE MOMENT OF FREQUENCY INTENSITY WHEN I PASSED THROUGH HIS REALM [HIS ‘STATE’ OF RESONANCE]. THE ‘WOULD’ WIND OF THAT ENCOUNTER STILL ECHOES IN MY AWARENESS. I WAS JUST A ‘MIRROR MAN’ IN THE LAND OF THE GIANTS. THE ‘CHICAGO KID’… ‘HUSTLING’ AND TRYING TO GET THE JOB DONE USING 110% HEART OF EFFORT. I WAS THE ‘HUSTLING CADDY’ OR ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ SERVICE PERSON AND ‘DREAMER BALLPLAYER’ USING MY PEOPLE SKILLS TO KEEP UP WITH THE TALENTS OF THE WALL STREET ‘INVESTMENT PROFESSIONALS’.I LISTENED TO THE NEVERENDING ‘TIPPING’ TONES OF THE EDGES OF ‘CURRENCY’ AND DECISIONS ‘TO ACT OR WAIT AND SEE’. I WAS VERY FORTUNATE…‘VERMILYE’ KNEW MY TRUTH BEFORE I DID. IT WAS ON A ‘TRAUMA PLANE’ OF BALANCING OUT ‘IMBALANCES’. VERMILYE HAD HIS OWN JOURNEY OF WOUNDEDNESS [A POLIO DAMAGED RIGHT LEG]. HE HAD MADE A HEROIC PERSONAL JOURNEY OF DIGNITY. HE WAS AN ‘ARTIST CREATIVE MAN’ IN THE WORLD OF ‘BIG MONEY AND ITS’ MANAGEMENT’. VERMILYE WAS AN ‘ORIGINAL’… A MAN WHO KNEW THE ‘HUSTLERS’ OF WALL STREET AS IN THE POOL GAMES SEEN IN THE MOVIE ‘THE HUSTLER’.HE SAW THE ‘FAST EDDIE’ TYPES THAT EVENTUALLY BEAT THEMSELVES. VERMILYE HAD THE POISE AND PRESENCE OF THE MOVIE IMAGE OF ‘MINNESOTA FATS’ WATCHING ‘FAST EDDIE’ SHOW OFF IN HIS SKILL AND ‘BLINDING AMBITION’. VERMILYE HAD SEEN THEM COME AND GO. HE SAW ME COME AND GO. I SIMPLY HAD TO MOVE ON INTO MY OWN ‘UNKNOWN’. THE CORPORATE JUNGLE WAS A VALUABLE EXPERIENCE OF SEEING,HEARING,FEELING AND LEARNING HOW TO ‘GO OFF ON MY OWN’.

‘YE’ ALSO A SIGNIFIER FOR ‘SPIDER’
‘YE’ ALSO A SIGNIFIER FOR ‘SPIDER’ AND IS A TERM FOR THE RED POWDER WHICH IS DERIVED FROM THE ‘SOTIN’ TREE IN AFRICA [THE TREE OF ‘THUNDER’ OF THE ‘FON’ TRIBE]. THE RED DUST OF ‘YE’ IS THE TRANSFERRING MEDIUM OF BLOOD, DANGER, LIFE FORCE, DEATH, ETC. THE ‘SPIDERMAN’ GENERATIVITY IS THE STRENGTH OF ‘YE’ AS A ‘SPAN OF CONTROL’ TO ‘STRETCH’ AND ‘LINK’ THE PAST, PRESENT, AND FUTURE. THE ‘YE’ IS THE ‘YET’ MOMENT OF GOING ON… IT IS A‘LETTING GO OF THE PAST’ IN EXCHANGE FOR A ‘BRIGHTER’ FUTURE. IT IS THE PASSAGE OF ‘ILLUMINATION’ AND SPIRIT RISING. IT IS THE PIVOTAL TIME OF VISION IN A MOMENT OF CLARITY BEFORE THE ONSET OF NEW STORMS.

‘THE CHICAGO KID’
I AM THE ‘40 FOETUS FALL’ ‘CHICAGO KID’ REMEMBERING ECHOES OF MY EX-WIFE’ MARGARET’S IMITATION OF A SMALL TIME CHICAGO POLITICIAN ‘P.J. CULLERTON’, WHO WOULD SAY ‘HIYA KEED’ TO ANYONE AND EVERYONE’.‘KEED’ WAS A SOUND OF ‘KEY’ BLENDED WITH ‘KID’. IT WAS THE ‘PROVINCIAL’ WORLD OF SMALL TIME CHICAGO POLITICS AND ‘P.J.’S NICKNAME WAS ‘PARKY’ WHICH

SEEMED TO EPITOMIZE THE ‘TYPE’ OF HEAVY-SET POLITICAL ‘BOYZ’ OF THE MAYOR DALEY MACHINE. THE ‘MACHINE BOYZ’ WERE LOCAL ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ ‘TRADERS’ OF FAVORS AND ASSOCIATION. THEY WERE THE ‘PARKY’ AND ‘SPARKY’ RESONANCE FOR THE MIDDLE ‘LOOP’ OF THE ‘COUNTRY’. ‘GEORGE HERBERT WALKER BUSH ALWAYS CLAIMED TO BE ‘OUT OF THE LOOP’ WHEN THEY INVESTIGATED THE ‘IRAN-CONTRA’ AFFAIR. IT WAS THE ‘PAST HOLDING ON TO THE ‘AGO’ OF ‘CHI’ ‘CA’ ‘AGO’. THE WIND ‘WARDS’ OF YESTERDAY’S ‘WINDY CITY’ SPORTS HEROES AND THE MYTHOLOGY OF THE ‘1960’ STOLEN ELECTION FOR ‘JACK’ [KENNEDY]

‘PARK, SPARK AND THE SPELLBOUND’
‘CHICAGO’ WAS THE ‘PARK KEY’ AND ‘SPARK KEY’. FOR ME, IT ECHOED A HIGGINS ‘SPARKY DOG’ WAY STATE OF ‘RIVALRY’ FILTERED THROUGH ‘DESIRE’… A MONARCH PLACEMENT AND A PARALLELISM IN MY ‘HIP’ ‘READINESS’ FOR A ‘DOG EAT DOG’ WORLD. THE TRAUMA ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ IN MY HIP JOINT HAD A LONG- TERM‘SPELLBOUND’ AFFECT. THE ‘CHICAGO’ ECHOES OF ‘GANGSTERISM’, ‘GANGWAYS’ AND ‘GANGBANGERS’ ARE VALUED AS MONEY THEMES OF THE EROSTOCRACY AND THE ‘AGO’ DREAMERS. THE ‘WINDY CITY’ GOT ITS ‘NICK’ NAME FOR ITS MANY ‘LATE ‘19TH’ CENTURY HOT AIR POLITICIANS’ [ORIGINALLY A DEROGATORY DESCRIPTION FROM SOME NEW YORK LEADERS] RATHER THAN AS A DESCRIPTION OF THE ICY ‘HAWK’ WINDS OF THE CHICAGO WINTERS.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
AT THE AGE OF 6 OR 7 MY COUSIN ‘JACK’HIGGINS AND I RECEIVED DUPLICATE RED ‘MONARCH’ BIKES. AS I SAID BEFORE, I WAS ‘ZAPPED’ AND ‘JAMMED’ IN THE ‘GROIN’ WHEN I TURNED THE ‘2ND’ CORNER WITH MY BRAND NEW BICYCLE. THE ‘21ST’ PLACE AND DAMEN INDENTATION/IMPRINT SET MY ‘WAY’ UNTIL THE EARLY ‘1980’S.THE INDENTED HIP SPACE WAS A REAL AND SYMBOLIC ‘DOG’ SPACE… A SPARKY OR ‘SPARK’ ‘KEY’ PLACE OR A ‘PILLAR’ PLACE FOR STRIKING OR ‘SPARKING’. THIS TRAUMA LINKS WITH MY FORTY FOETUS FALL TRAUMA IN A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ CREATIVE ENERGIES. IT HAS BEEN THE JOURNEY OF LEARNING ‘PROCREATION’ AND BEING AVAILABLE TO THE OTHERS IN SORT OF A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ EROS WAY… ‘YE’ WAS THE BEGINNING OF FACING THE ‘ADAGE’ THAT ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’. ‘YE’ WAS THE MOMENT OF STARTING TO MOVE BEYOND THE ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’ BEING OF ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’. ‘YE’ WAS THE ‘DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY’ TIME OF THE ‘2001’ …A SPACE ODYSSEY‘ BLACK MONOLITH’ RESONANCE THAT MOVED FROM THE ‘UNHEARD’ TO ‘CONSCIOUSNESS’. ‘YE’ WAS THE ZONING SPACE OF ‘HIYA KEED’ THAT REPRESENTED MY ‘KIDDING MYSELF PLACE’ OF ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’. ‘YE’ WAS THE ‘SPAR’ AND ‘KING’ EDGE OF ‘SPARKING FATE’ ON THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE. THE TIME OF ‘YE’ CONVINCED ME THAT SOME OF MY ‘ACCIDENTS’ WERE ‘DESIGN IMPRINTS’ TO ‘FRAME’ AND SUSTAIN THE CAPACITY I WOULD NEED TO SURVIVE THE PRESSURES OF THE TOTAL COMBUSTION OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’. IT WAS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF W.H. AUDEN’S DESCRIPTION… ‘FOR EVERY CHILD IN OUR CARE AS MUCH NEUROSIS AS HE CAN BEAR’. EROS AND REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE PERCOLATION IS DEEP IN AWARENESS AND IS TRIGGERED BY ASSOCIATIONS…

THE ‘JACK’ AND THE ‘JOHN’…THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ AND THE ‘KENNEDY’ TRAUMAS… THE SEXUALITY AND ‘CHARISMA’ [‘AN EXTRAORDINARY SPIRITUAL GRACE THAT BENEFITS OTHERS’]…. THE ‘CAR’ AND THE ‘CHAR’ AS THE ‘ASS’ ‘SASS’ ‘SIN’ ‘NATION’ RELEASED THE SEXUALITY OF THE CULTURE. THE ASH AND THE CASH…

‘LINKING AND LINCOLN’
………. ‘LET IT NOT BE FORGOT, THAT FOR ONE BRIEF SHINING MOMENT THERE WAS A SPOT’… [CAMELOT] THE DEATH OF THE DREAM CALLED ‘CAMELOT’ ECHOED AS A ‘LINKING’ TRAUMA WITHIN. IT WAS THE ECHO OF THE LINCOLN LIMOUSINE [‘LIMB’ ‘O’ SEEN] AND THE SPIRITUAL IDEA OF THE CAR AS USED IN ADVERTISING AND MEDIA AS A REPRESENTATION OF THE ‘SELF’… IT WAS A ‘GLOBAL’ MOMENT OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ THROUGH A CRISIS ‘JACK’ AS A ‘GIANT SPARKING MOMENT’ IN ‘DEAL’ ‘LY’ [DEALY PLAZA]. IT WAS A GREAT ‘SHADOW’ TIME OF ‘GLOBALISATION’ RESONATING OUT OF THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF THE ‘11-22’. IT WAS A DEEP POLITICS MOMENT THAT CONTINUES TO RESONATE ON MEDIA SCREENS ‘40’ YEARS LATER.

IT WAS ‘THE KING IS DEAD LONG LIVE THE KING’…

‘THE TIME IS NOW,REAGAN AND BUSH’
I REMEMBER THE BIG BLUE BANNER [‘THE TIME IS NOW, REAGAN AND BUSH’] ON THE ‘MIRACLE AMERICANA’ FURNITURE STORE [62ND AND 2ND IN MANHATTAN IN THE FALL OF 1980]. IT WAS A ‘MOTIVATION’ AND AN ‘ANACHRONISTIC INSULT’. THE DREAM FACTORY ILLUSIONISTS WERE CLAIMING ‘YESTERDAYS NOSTALGIA’ FEELINGS AND ‘IMAGING’ THEMSELVES IN IT. I RESENTED THE ‘SUPPLY SIDER’ EXPLOITATION HIDING IN THE ‘AMERICANA’ VALUES AND USING REAGANS DRAMA AGAINST THE EXCESSES OF THE ‘INDIVIDUAL WITHHOLDING INCOME TAX RATES’ TO GENERATE A ‘RICH GET RICHER’ AND POOR GET POORER NEW WAVE OF SELFISHNESS AND GREED'. REAGAN PREACHED TAX SIMPLIFICATION AND DOING A TAX RETURN ON A POST CARD AND SOON FORGOT ABOUT IT ONCE HE REALIZED WHO REALLY BUTTERED HIS BREAD AND WHO MIGHT HAVE ACTUALLY ARRANGED FOR HIS BEING ‘SHOT’. THE SIMPLICITY OF A POSTCARD TAX RETURN WOULD HAVE EXPOSED ALL THE ‘PRIVILEGES’ AND ‘SPECIAL PROVISIONS’ AND WOULD HAVE SHOWN THE ‘TAXPAYERS’ THE REAL IMBALANCES OF THE SYSTEM. IT IS EASY FOR ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS’ TO DO ‘TAX CUTS’ AND PRETEND TO BE ‘SANTA CLAUS’ WHILE RUNNING UP A DEFICIT THAT FEEDS THE BANKS AND THE ELITE INTERESTS.

THE ‘CONTROL OF THE INTEREST’ IS THE ‘CONTROL OF THE COUNTRY’.

‘THE CONTROL OF THE FED CONTROLLING THE INTEREST RATE’ IS THE POWER OF ELITE ‘TRICKLE DOWN ECONOMICS’. I WAS SEEING THE WINDS OF ‘MIRA’ [WONDER] AND ‘MIRACULA’ [MIRACLES] IN THE DECEPTIONS OF POWER THAT OFFERED PEOPLE ‘COMFORT’ FOR THEIR CIRCUMSTANCES. THEY ALWAYS OFFER A ‘HOPE’ FOR AN ‘AFTERLIFE’… A ‘MIRACLE LOTTERY WINNING’… A ‘HOUDINI-ESCAPE’ . THERE HAS TO BE SOME WAY TO BE THE ‘ONE’ THAT GETS OUT OF THE ‘GHETTO’ OR THE ‘ORDINARY’. EVERYONE MUST BECOME THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ IN A CULTURE THAT REWARDS THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ [THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’]. ‘YE’…A TIME OF ALIENATION AND DISTANCING… FEELING POWERLESS TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE ‘TAKING ADVANTAGE’ WAYS OF THE ELITE WHO ‘CAPITALIZED’ ON THE ‘VULNERABILITIES’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ AND BELIEVED IN VINCE LOMBARDI’S ADAGE ABOUT FOOTBALL ‘WINNING ISN’T EVERYTHING. IT’S THE ONLY THING’. IT IS THE EQUIVALENT FORCE OF THE KNOWLEDGE THAT ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’.

‘YE’ SPOKE TO ME ON AN UNCONSCIOUS LEVEL.
‘YE’ WAS THE TIME OF REALIZING MY WAY OUT OF ‘DEEP YIN’ RECEPTIVITY AND MOVING THROUGH THE ‘AUDITORY’ OR ‘ACOUSTICAL’ BLINDNESS THAT OCCURRED IN THE MOMENTS OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘BLANKING MOMENTS’ WERE IN THE ULTRASOUND ACCENTUATION OR ‘AIR’ STRENGTHENING OF MY NEWLY STARTING WAYS. ‘YE’ WAS A TIME TO SENSE MY PREVIOUS LIFE THAT WAS ‘JOB’-LIKE IN ‘SUFFERING’ AND ‘LOSS’. ‘YE’ WAS A TIME TO GENERATE THE NEW… THERE WERE A LOT OF MOMENTS OF ‘CONVULSIVENESS’ IN THE ‘80’S AND ‘90’S AS I STARTED TO USE MY HANDS, ARMS, LEGS, TORSO, EYES, GENITALS AND FEET IN NEW MOTIONS. THE RESTRICTIONS OF PRIOR PAIN HAD TO BE WORKED THROUGH. THE MORE CONSCIOUS I BECAME THE MORE I STUDIED THE MOTIONS OF ALL KINDS OF PEOPLE TO LEARN HOW THE BODY WAS ‘SUPPOSED’ TO WORK’ [IT TOOK ME 2YEARS TO DO A ‘CHIN-UP’ USING A BAR IN MY BEDROOM DOORWAY.IN 1985, I GRADUALLY EXTENDED AND LEARNED TO STRETCH AND DEVELOP THE STRENGTH TO LIFT MY BODY OFF THE FLOOR AND ABOVE THE ‘BAR’]. I LEARNED TO UTILIZE THE ‘GRID’ OF ‘MERIDIANS’ TO HEAL MY DAMAGE THROUGH A MORE COMPLETE FLOW OF INNER ENERGIES. IT IS STILL AN ONGOING QUEST TO FULLY EXPAND BEYOND THE ‘MEDIUM’ AND ‘SAVANTING’ PATTERNS OF ‘SECURITY’ AND ‘FAMILIARITY’ AS WELL AS A ‘STRETCHING’ OF THE ENERGY OPPORTUNITIES OF REINFORCEMENT PAST THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ASSUMPTIONS.

‘POINT BLANK’
‘LEE MARVIN, THE HOLLYWOOD ACTOR, SPOKE OF HIS OWN ENERGY ENCOUNTER WITH SEEING

HIMSELF ON SCREEN IN A VIOLENT SCENE… ‘HOW DO I FEEL WHEN I SEE MYSELF ON SCREEN? I FOUND IT VERY UNPLEASANT. RECENTLY, WHEN I SAW A FILM OF MINE CALLED ‘POINT BLANK’, WHICH WAS A VIOLENT FILM. I REMEMBER, WE MADE IT FOR THE VIOLENCE. I WAS SHOCKED AT HOW VIOLENT IT WAS. OF COURSE, THAT WAS TEN, FIFTEEN, EIGHTEEN YEARS AGO. WHEN I SAW THE FILM, I LITERALLY ALMOST COULD NOT STAND UP, I WAS SO WEAK. I DID THAT? I AM CAPABLE OF THAT KIND OF VIOLENCE? SEE THERE IS THE FRIGHT, AND THIS IS WHY I THINK THAT GUYS BACK OFF EVENTUALLY. THEY SAY NO, I‘M NOT GOING TO PUT MYSELF TO THOSE DEMONS AGAIN… THE DEMONS BEING THE SELF’ LEE MARVIN WAS TALKING ABOUT THE ILLUSIONS OF THE HOLLYWOOD DREAM FACTORY. HIS REAL VULNERABILITY WAS THE INNER ‘POINT BLANK’. IT WAS THE ‘TEFLON NON-CHARGED’ CONDUIT SPACE OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE STATE OF ENCOUNTER. IT IS AN ‘INNER CORRIDORING’ AS A SAVANTING OF ENERGIES INTO A ‘ROLE’… IT IS A ‘NARROWING’ INTO A PERFORMANCE MODE WHILE SIMULTANEOUSLY ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM A FULLNESS OF REAL TIME PRESENCE. IT IS A ‘SUSPENSION OF DISBELIEF’ WAY OF BELIEVING AND BEING. IT IS NONORDINARY REALITY OF ‘CHANNELLING’ AND ‘SAVANTING’ BY DRAWING THROUGH THE ‘NONCHARGED’ OR ‘LOSS OF CHARGE’ ZONES. THE ‘ALTERED STATE’ OF RESONANCE WHERE ONE DRIVES OUT OF THE DEEPEST ‘YIN RECEPTIVITY’ IS A JOURNEY OF ENCOUNTERING INCREASED LEVELS OF ‘ANXIETY AND NOTHINGNESS’ AND THE ‘BLANKNESS’ IS AN ABYSS-LIKE INNER SPACE OF FLUIDITY THAT FUNCTIONS LIKE THE AFFECTS OF ALUMINUM THAT DOES NOT HOLD A ‘CHARGE’. LEE MARVIN’S EXPERIENCING OF THE SIMULATION OF VIOLENCE [A FANTASY IN HIS OWN MIND] WAS THE INNER ‘POINT BLANK’ MOMENT OF ‘COOL-FIRE’ ACCENTUATION. A REMOTE ‘AMPLIFICATION’ OF A REAL EVENT WHERE ONE BELIEVES ONE IS ACTUALLY EXPERIENCING THE AFFECTS OF THE VISUAL ENERGY PENETRATION. IT IS ‘MAGNIFIED’ BY THE RECEPTIVITY OF THE CHARGED ‘DEEP YIN’ AS ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY. HIS EXPERIENCE WAS CONSISTENT WITH HIS RECURRENT REINFORCEMENTS OF MANY ‘ZAP’ CHARGES… CHARGES THAT FOSTERED THE DEEP BLANKS… THE ZONINGS… THE INNER BLANK ZONINGS OF LEVERAGINGS… THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ BORROWINGS AND THE TRADINGS THAT DEMAND AN ALTERATION OF THE NORMAL FLOW OF INNER ENERGY. IT IS THE ‘INTENSIFICATION’ AS ‘PASSION’ BEING RELEASED AND FOCUSED INTO A ROLE THAT DRIVES ENERGIES INTO A FORM OF EXPRESSION. SOME PEOPLE NEVER REALIZE AUTHENTICITY OF SELF AND LIVE LIVES IN ‘ZONEDOUT’ WAYS OF ‘BEING CHARGED UP’ AS MEDIUMS AND START TO BELIEVE THAT THAT ‘ROLE’ IS

REALLY WHO THEY ‘ACTUALLY ARE’. THE INNER FIRESTORM OF ‘PASSION’ IS KNOWING HOW TO GUIDE THE FLAME INTO A CHAMBER THAT ‘DISAGGREGATES’ IT INTO THE MOST ELEMENTAL PARTS OF COMBUSTION AND THEN APPLY ITS HEAT TO POWER ‘PRIME MOVERS’…AN ALLIANCE OF ENERGIES IN A CLARITY OF PURPOSE…A CATALYTIC POWER OF FLAME TUNED INTO ONE’S REAL NATURE… AS FRANCIS BACON SAID ‘NATURE TO BE COMMANDED HAD TO BE OBEYED’… IT IS THE FORCE OF THE ACOUSTICAL BLINDNESS… THE EFFECTS THAT THE ‘ZAP’ STOPS TIME FOR THE MOMENT OF ITS USE…THE AWARENESS THAT ONE IS LESS THAN THE ‘IMAGE’ OF HOW OTHERS PERCEIVE ONE TO BE. IT DEMANDS THAT THE REAL QUEST OF THE SELF ENCOUNTER FEELINGS OF ‘FRAUD’ AS ONE DOES RECURRENT PERFORMANCES [GETTING BETTER AT IT] AND THEREBY FURTHER SPLITS OFF FROM THE REAL… IT IS THE ‘ENERGIES’ THAT ARE IN THE ‘SHADOWS’ THAT ARE USEFUL FOR A DEEPER LEVEL OF PERFORMANCE BUT MAY BECOME ‘DEMON’S WHEN THEY ARE BROUGHT INTO THE ‘LIGHT’. IT IS THE POTENTIAL OF ‘RELEASE’ FOR CREATIVE USE THAT IS THE ‘TERRAIN’ OF CONVULSIVENESS GENERATING A NEW LEVEL OF ‘INNER CHAOS’ [‘K’-‘OS’].

‘PASS-THROUGHS’
IF ONE IS INDULGENT ONE MAY GET ‘LOST’ IN THE RAGES OR THE FRAILTY THAT IS OUTSIDE OF THE ‘CHANNELLING’ AND ‘SAVANTING’. THIS IS WHERE THE ‘BLANKING-ZONES’ ARE ‘PASS THROUGHS’ AND NO LONGER HELP ONE TO STAY ‘GROUNDED’.

THIS IS THE DANGER TIME WHEN MEMORY OR ORGANIC FUNCTION MAY SUFFER. THIS IS THE ‘STRAIN TIME’ WHEN TOO MUCH OF ONE’S ENERGIES ARE STREAMING THROUGH TOO LITTLE OF ONE’S BEING. THIS IS THE TIME WHEN TOO MUCH ‘CORRIDORING OR COPPER CONDUCTING’ MAY USE UP THE ‘PATHING’ AND DRAW TOO MUCH ‘VITAL’ ENERGY FROM ANOTHER PART OF THE BODY.
IN A TEMPORARY OR BRIEF PERFORMANCE MODE ONE MAY ‘SUSTAIN’ A ‘ZAP’ ENCOUNTER IN A ‘SAVANTING/MEDIUM’ WAY AND NOT SUFFER LONG TERM DAMAGE. HOWEVER, THE ADAPTABLE AND FLEXIBLE HUMANNESS HAS LIMITS AND THE EXCESSES OF NEED MAY RESULT IN ONE BECOMING ‘TOO MUCH’ OF A ‘GOOD THING’. THAT IS TO SAY, A ‘GOOD THING’ THAT HAS BEEN ‘REDIRECTED AND AMPLIFIED’. THERE MAY BE TOO MUCH RIGIDITY AS TOO MUCH EROS OR TOO MUCH ‘BLANKING’ IS INCORPORATED INTO A ‘REPETITIVE’ PATTERN.

‘IT IS ‘KIDDING ONESELF’ IN THE TRANCING OF DESIRE’
THE WISE ‘SAVANT’ LEARNS TO FULLY BREATHE AND DISTRIBUTE THE ‘ZAP’ ENERGIES. IT IS NOT ONLY A CONCERN FOR A ‘LOSS’ OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT… IT IS THE REAL POSSIBILITY OF A LOSS OF MOST OF ONE’S MEMORY OR SOME PARTICULAR ‘ORGANIC’ FUNCTION. THE ‘BLANK ZONINGS’ MADE LEE MARVIN VERY SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE ‘COLLAPSING AFFECTS’ OF TOO MANY PENETRATIONS AND TOO MANY INSTANCES OF ‘LOSING A CHARGE AND ‘GAINING’ A NEW CHARGE. THE PERFORMER ‘ZAP’ MODE IS AN AMPLIFIED STATE OF EXPANSION WITH A POSSIBILITY OF LOSS IF ONE DOES NOT ‘BALANCE’ THE ‘OLD’ AND THE ‘NEW’. IT IS THE ACROBATICS OF ‘YE’ THAT DETERMINE ‘SUCCESS’ OVER THE LONG TERM.

‘THE PASS THROUGH OF THE BLANKING’
THE ‘SPEED’ AND QUICKNESS OF ASSOCIATIONS AND TRADES FLOWS IN THE ‘ORDERING’. THE MERGINGS ARE THE MEANS OF ‘SYSTEM’ COHESIVENESS AS THE ‘CYCLES’ OF ‘PI’ AND ‘DI’ ARE DEFINED IN RECURRENCE. IT IS ‘CAR’ AND ‘WASHING’ ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’ THAT ARE IN THE ELECTROFLOODS OF ‘CON’ ‘O’ ‘CO’ AND ‘THINK BIG. MOVE FAST’. THE ‘TIMING’ AND THE ‘TIE’ ‘MING’ ARE THE ONGOING ‘ORDERING OF THE ‘CHOO-CHOO’ OF THE ‘CHI’ OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION. THE ‘CHI’ IS THE VITAL ENERGY THAT STREAMS AS LIFE FORCE IN THE MERIDIANS OF OUR BEING. IT IS EASY TO SEE THE WAYS OF THE ELITE AS THE COMMERCIAL FOR ‘ALCOA’ EXPLAINS THE REAL REASON THAT ‘ALCOA CAN’T ‘WAIT’’ [BE A ‘CHARGED HOLDING’ ZONE] IS BECAUSE THE ‘PASS THROUGH’ IS THE ‘BLANKING’… ‘AL’ ‘CO’ A IS THE SPEED OF THE INERTIA AND IS UNABLE TO ‘HOLD A CHARGE’ FOR THE ‘OTHER [S]’.

‘THE COPPER TONE’
THE ACTRESS JODIE FOSTER WAS THE ‘ORIGINAL’ LITTLE GIRL BARE BUTT AS ‘BATHING SUIT WAS BEING PULLED OFF BY A DOG’ IN HER IMAGING AS THE ‘COPPERTONE GIRL’. IT IS THE MUSIC OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘PSYCHE CHARGED’ LOCATION… LOCATION… LOCATION THAT TUNES THE COPPER CONDUCTING TONES OF THE PERFORMER SAVANTS AND SOMETIMES TURNS THEM INTO TARGETS FOR POSITIVE [PRODUCT ENDORSEMENT AND ASSOCIATIVE SEXUALITY] AS WELL AS NEGATIVE REACTIVITY [THE MADNESS OF JOHN HINCKLEY WHO SHOT REAGAN AND WAS FIXATED ON JODIE FOSTER].

‘CATCH A FALLING STAR AND PUT IT IN YOUR POCKET… SAVE IT FOR A RAINY DAY’ [PERRY COMO SONG] ‘YOU RESEMBLE THE SPIRIT YOU COMPREHEND’ [GOETHE]
THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ‘CHARGE’ PILLARS/LISTENING POSTS/ANCHORS/ ‘WHEEL SPOKES’ FOR THE WHEEL OF CIRCULARITY ARE THE SERVANTS OF THE ‘NIETSZCHE SUPERMEN’. THE ‘SPOKES’ MEN AND A FEW ‘SPOKES’ WOMEN DO THE MAINTENANCE AND THE GENERATION OF THE ‘RHYTHMS’… THE ‘MUSIC’ OF ‘E’- MOTION AS ‘FOCUSED’ IN THE ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENT SEQUENCES. IT IS THE VIBRATORY RESONANCE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ THAT IMPOSES THE MUSIC OF THE ‘SIGNALS’.IT IS THE SEDUCTION OF SENSAMORA THAT CALLS FORTH THE AGGRESSIONS OF ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’… THE MEDIUMS DANCE TO THE FLOWS OF THE ‘SILENT SPRINGS’ OF CONDUCTED ENERGY WATERS AND WINDS… THE ‘TALKING SMITHS’ AND ‘RARE AIR’ PERFORMERS MOVE WITH THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘UNHEARD SOUNDS’ IN ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ STREAMS AND ENMESHMENT….IT IS A CONSTANCY OF DIVERSITY AS ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND THE MOMENTUM OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’THAT PLAYS OUT IN EROS CHARGED DRAMAS EVERY DAY.

‘IT IS ALL DONE WITH MIRRORS’
WE SEE THE MAGICIANS OF ‘MISSED TICKS’ [ALTERED STATES OF RESONANCE] IN THE ‘LIGHT BOXES’[TELEVISION] PROJECTING AS CHARGED IMAGES OF TALKING HEAD ‘ELECTRIFIED MIRRORS’ OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY. THEY ARE ‘SAVANTING’ AND ‘DAZZLING’ AS PERFORMER TALENTS AND SURROGATE MEDIUMS… THEY ARE THE ‘EXCEPTIONAL STARS’ THAT LIVE IN OUR DREAMS. THEY ARE THE ‘AMPLIFIED’ MEDIA HEROES THAT SELL PRODUCTS AND PLEASURE TO ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’. EXAMPLES LIKE ‘STEPHEN KING, MARK MAGUIRRE, SAMMY SOSA, MADONNA, THE ‘WHIZ KIDS’, THE BUSH PRESIDENTS OR THE CLINTONS’ DISPLAY THE DIVERSITY OF PERFORMER POSSIBILTY. THE ‘AMPLIFICATION’ AND ‘EVOLUTION’ OF A ‘PSYCHIC’ OR A ‘SAVANT/MEDIUM’ TAKES A LOT OF FOCUS, TALENT, AND DISCIPLINE.

THE ‘CHAMPIONS’ HAVE TO HAVE A ‘WILL OF WANTING TO BE GREAT AT WHAT THEY DO’
WE SEE THAT THERE ARE MANY MODES OF COMPLIANCE [AUTOMATON, ROBOTIC, ATHLETIC, REPETITIVE, POLITICIAN WORDSMITHING AND ARTISTIC ‘FORM’ EMULATING]. WE SEE THEM ‘COME’ AND ‘GO’ IN THEIR ‘AMPLIFIED DREAMS AND USEFULNESS’. WE SEE THE ‘CHARLIE HUSTLE’ EXCESSES OF A PETE ROSE AS A GAMBLER RIDING THE DICE OF THE ‘OS’ AND ‘EROS’ AND ‘ROSE’ OF ‘SIN! SIN! AT ‘T’ [CINCINNATI] AND THE ‘REDS’ PERFORMING AS THE CINCINNATI REDS AND THE BASEBALL DREAMS OF THE ISSUES OF ‘FAIR AND FOUL’.IT IS THE RAWNESS AND REDNESS OF ‘O’ ‘HI’ ‘O’[OHIO].

THE ‘PERFORMER TALENTS’ MOVE INTO A ‘SETTLED’ PATTERN OR ROLE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN ORDER TO BE A ‘SUCCESS’
THE REMOTE DIRECTED ‘COOL FIRE’ IS ‘ZAPPED’ INTO THE WAYS OF ‘DOING’ AS ‘RARE AIR’ ACCENTUATIONS OF A SIMPLE OR COMPLEX SET OF ‘MOTIONS’ AND ‘EMOTIONS’. WE ARE ‘PUMPED UP’ AS MEDIUM MESSENGERS FOR THE ‘WAY OF THE DAY’. IT IS ‘ACCENTUATION’ AND RECURRENCE AS ‘SAVANT TALENT PERFORMERS’ BECOME ‘BETTER’ AS THEY ARE ‘MORE SO’ IN THE AMPLIFICATIONS’…

‘ORIGINALITY’
………‘THE CREATIVE ACT, BY CONNECTING PREVIOUSLY UNRELATED DIMENSIONS OF EXPERIENCE, ENABLES HIM TO ATTAIN TO A HIGHER LEVEL OF MENTAL EVOLUTION. IT IS AN ACT OF LIBERATION…THE ‘DEFEAT OF HABIT BY ORIGINALITY’ [ARTHUR KOESTLER-‘THE ACT OF CREATION’].

‘BOKA OR BOCA’… ‘ELDER OR MASTER’
THE ‘ELDER’ OR ‘BOKA’ USES HIS ‘UNBENDING WILL’ TO FOCUS ENERGIES THROUGH ‘HOT POINT’ ENGAGEMENT INTERSECTIONS [THE ‘POINT CHAUD’ OR FIERY ‘POINT OF LIGHT’ MERIDIAN INTERSECTIONS OF INTERNAL NEON STREAMS]. IT IS THE REPETITIVE PATTERNING INTO SAVANT PERFORMANCE THAT ‘MAKES’ A ‘STAR’ OR A ‘TALENT’… IT IS EASY TO SEE IN ENTERTAINMENT AND SPORTS AS PERORMANCES MAY BE ‘FINELY TUNED’ TO A FREQUENCY OF MAXIMUM ‘GENERATION’…

‘HOT POINTS AND POINTS OF LIGHT’

USING THE TECHNOLOGY AND THE ‘POWER OF SUGGESTION’ THE ‘BOKO/BOKA’ GUIDES AND DIRECTS THE MEDIUMS THROUGH THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF THE INNER ‘MICRO’ WORLD AND THROUGH THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS IN THE ‘MACRO’ WORLD’. IT IS THE ‘HOT POINT’ LOCATION OR INTERSECT THAT DEFINES THE INNER MERIDIAN DIRECTIONS AND MOTIONS. IT IS THE FLOW PATTERN OR DISTRIBUTION THAT IS ‘HEALTHY’ OR ‘SKEWED’ AS ONE ‘MAXIMIZES’ ACCENTUATIONS AND ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. IT IS THE DEVELOPMENT OF A SOUND ‘POINTS OF LIGHT’ HOMEOSTASIS THAT REDUCES ‘STRESS’ WITHIN THE BODY.

‘THOSE WHO DO NOT LEARN FROM THE PAST ARE CONDEMNED TO REPEAT IT’ [GEORGE SANTAYANA]
WHAT GETS CHARGED IN ORDER TO GUIDE, DAM, OR RELEASE? WHAT IS THE QUALITY OF ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’ THAT IS FACILITATED BY THE POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERN?

HOW DOES ONE LEARN TO BE A ‘GOVERNOR OF A STATE’
AS A MEDIUM ONE TENDS TO FUNCTION AS A ‘COMMUNICATOR’ OF A ‘MESSAGE’ AND BE A ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A STATE [A ‘STATE OF RESONANCE OR AWARENESS’ OR PSYCHE’ ZONING]… ONE MAY DRIVE A PLACE ‘STATE’… A ‘LOAN-‘LY’ STATE’ OF ENERGY DIRECTIONALISM.... THE ‘WHETHER VAIN’ OF ENERGY FLOWS ‘STATE’… THE ‘DRAWING OUT’ OF THE ‘POTENCY’ OF THE ‘OTHER’ AS A WAY ‘STATE’. IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF THE MEDIUM IN REPRESENTING THE ‘TONE’ OF THE STATE EVEN AS THE EXCESS MAY BE UNHEALTHY. AS A SIGN OR A SYMBOL OF A ‘STATE’ THE MEDIUM PERFORMS IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE ‘CHARGED INTENT’ OF THE ‘SOURCE MASTER’.THE REINFORCED CHARGINGS OF A SAVANT MODE BECOME THE ‘TONE’ THAT CONNECTS TO THE AUDIENCE AND ACTIVATES THEIR REACTIVITY. THERE IS A DIFFERENCE OF HEALTH CONSEQUENCES AS ONE CENTERS IN PERSONAL GROWTH AND HEALTH OR ONE GOES WITH THE ‘CHARGES’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’.

IT IS THE NATURE OF THE ‘FOOL’…‘HE WHO KNOWS NOTHING’ [‘THAT WHICH IS UNMANIFEST OR TRANSCENDENT’]
THE ‘FOOL’, THE PERSON WHO HAS KNOWLEDGE OF ‘NO’-‘THING’ AND IS THE SPIRIT IN THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ STATE OF DOING ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’… THE ‘FOOL’ SERVES THE ‘ROYALTY’ WINDS OF ‘DIRECTION’ FOLLOWING ‘SUGGESTION’ TEMPOS OF SOMEONE ELSES’ RHYTHMS. THE MEDIUM MUST MOVE THROUGH HIS ‘FOOL’ WAYS OF BEING IN STATES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ INTO A ‘REAL PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY.

THE MEDIUM MUST CLAIM HIS OWN RHYTHMS IN ORDER TO LIVE HIS OWN LIFE. IT IS A SENSE OF KNOWING WHO ONE REALLY IS
WHEN ALL OF THE PERCOLATION OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ IS FOCUSED IN A HEALTHY AND CONSCIOUS CENTERING ONE MAY OWN ONE’S OWN SOUL. THE AWARENESS OF ‘BALANCING’ ENERGIES AND SUSTAINING A HEALTHY INTENT HAS TO BE IN THE EVERYDAY EXPANSION OF THE ‘REAL SELF’. IT IS A COMMITMENT AS A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ TO BE PRESENT THAT ALTERS THE AFFECTS OF THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’ WITHIN THE WELL-STEIN CREATIVE STATE . THE REMOTE ‘SIGNAL MAY BLOCK MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ WHEN IT IS TRANSMITTED ACCENTUATING A PATTERN OF ‘PERFORMANCE’ OR IT MAY BE A TIMING OF ‘PASS THROUGH’

MEDIUM ‘REEDING’ OF EXPRESSION. CONSCIOUSNESS IS THE EXPANSION OF THE FULLNESS OF BEING REAL…IT IS A ‘QUICKNESS’ OF AWARENESS IN SENSING ‘AS SOON AS ONE IS ABLE’ THE ELECTRONIC PENETRATION AND ‘STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’… IT IS A ‘LONELY’ STRUGGLE HANGING OUT BY ONESELF ‘TWISTING IN THE WINDS’ OF THE COMPETING FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’, THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’…IT IS A DEMAND TO ACHIEVE THE REAL SENSE OF ‘MING’ AS ONE ‘UNITES’ ONE’S BEING WITH THE ‘HEAVENS AND THE EARTH. IT IS BEING IN THE ‘MING’ PRESSURE COOKER OF CONSTANCY IN THE COMPRESSION AFFECTS OF THE RESONANCE YET DRIVING THE CREATIVE INDEPENDENCE OF ONE’S PURPOSE ALWAYS TUNING INTO THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ AS CHOICES ARE MADE. ONE MUST BE PRESENT IN ONE’S OWN ‘HUBKORE’… ONE MUST TUNE INTO THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘MACRO-COLLISIONISM’ AS ONE MANAGES ONE’S INNER –COLLISIONISM’. THE GREATER ONE’S CAPACITY FOR SWINGS AND RANGINGS OF EMOTION THE MORE ONE HAS TO BE HEALTHY AND PRESENT IN THE ‘HUBKORE’.

THE ‘LETTERS’ OF THE ‘WAY’
IT IS THE WAY OF ‘ART LINKLETTER’ AS ‘PEOPLE ARE FUNNY’…. THE ‘LINK LETTER’ WAY OF THINKING THAT IS THE SOLVING OF THE ‘PUZZLE’. IT IS THE ‘PAT’ SAY ‘JACK’ [A PAT SAJAK AND VANNA WHITE ECHO] THAT IS ‘MY’ HEARTACHE OF THE DAMAGE BASIS FOR THE TELEVISION SHOW THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’. THE WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ THAT IS THE ‘SOLVING’ OF THE ‘MISSING’ [THE ‘NOTHING’ AND THE ‘LOSS’]. THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ WHICH IS THE HOPE OF BEING SELECTED…A DESIRE ‘FAVORITISM’ THAT ‘SOMEONE UP THERE LIKES ME’.

THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ IS THE CONSTANCY OF ‘PAT SAY JACK’ AND THE ‘LEVERAGING’ OF ‘CHANCE’.
IT IS DAVID LETTERMAN DOING THE ‘TOP TEN’ WAYS OF THE DAY. IT IS THE EDGE OF SOUNDNESS AND ‘MOWS IS’ [MOSES]…IT IS THE ‘CARNIVAL OF SOULS’ CULTURE OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ AND TRYING TO ASCERTAIN IF ‘THE PRICE IS RIGHT’…

‘SMALL CHANGES LEAD TO EVOLUTIONARY ADAPTATION’[CHARLES DARWIN]
IT IS THE PROBLEM OF ‘NARCISSUS’ IN BELIEVING THERE IS ‘NOTHING’ THAT I CAN DO ABOUT BEING THE ‘MAN IN THE MIRROR’ AS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ FOR THE ‘MODELLING’ OF ‘MING’. IT IS THE DESIRE TO RELEASE ‘ECHO’ FROM HER FEARS AND FORTRESSING IN THE DEPTHS OF HER ‘CAVE’ KNOWING EVERY ACTION ONLY SENDS HER DEEPER INTO LISTENING TO THE SOUNDS THAT ENVELOP HER. IT IS THE NATURE OF HER NIGHTMARE THAT IS THE WEBBING OF HER ECHOIC CHAMBERING.ECHO LISTENS AND STAYS IN THE CAVE. IT IS HER WISH TO BE SAFE AND HOLD ON TO HER OWN THAT KEEPS HER IMPRISONED. NARCISSUS IS BLINDED BY HIS SELF OBSERVATION PROWRESS…

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PERSON OF THE OPPOSITE SEX’ …LUCE IRAGARAY ‘PAT SAY JACK’
THE CREATIVE DEPTHS ARE THE ‘HELL OF A CIRCULARITY’ AND THE NUMBNESS OF THE ‘AUDIENCE’ FASCINATION AT THE ‘SPINNING’. THE ‘PERFECT SPIN’ IS NEEDED FOR THE ‘PERFECT

WAY’ AS THE ‘PERFECT JACK’ DRIVES THROUGH AND ‘WITH’ THE ‘VAN’ ‘NA’ WHITE. IT IS THE ‘CAR’ PRIZE IN A ‘VAN’ [‘NA’] FORMAT. IT IS THE T.V. GAME SHOW STANDARD OF THE ‘CAR’ AND THE ‘SPLITTING’ OF THE ‘MASS’ THAT IS IN THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’. THE AUDIENCE KEEPS PAYING FOR THE ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AS EACH ONE BELIEVES THAT HE OR SHE WILL BEAT THE SYSTEM… BEAT THE WHEEL. IT IS THE BELIEF THAT ONE IS ‘FATED’ OR ABLE TO BEAT THE ‘ODDS’ AND THE ‘GODS’. IT IS THE CHARGED ‘AUTO’ AND ‘CAR’ AS THE FOCUS OF MEDIA PRIZE MAKING…THE ‘SPINNING’ AND THE WINNING… THE ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IS THE NORM AND THE SPIRITUAL WARRIOR MUST BE HEROIC TO MOVE PAST THE MEDIA HAZE OF ‘CAR OBSESSIVENESS’.IT ECHOES IN MY DECADES OF STRUGGLE FOR ‘WHOLISM’. IT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE RHYTHMS OF THE GIANTS CONTAINING THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ IN THE INERTIA OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

‘PAT SAY JACK’ IS AN ECHO OF AN IMPRINT OUT OF A GREAT IMPOSITION.
IT IS THE ‘ABSOLUTE POWER’ OF THE ‘LIGHTNING BOLTS’ AND ‘ZAPS’ THAT DEFINE THE PATTERN [‘PAT’ ‘TURN’] AND DEMAND AN ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’ TO THE ‘CIRCULARITY’ OF THE ‘PERFECT’ [MING ORDERING]. THE ‘PAT’… ‘SAY’… ‘JACK’ IS THE ‘CONSTANT’…THE ‘MARRY ‘K’’ OF THE ‘WAY’AS THE ‘AMERICAN WAY’. IT IS THE ‘MON’ PARALLELISM OF ‘YIN’ IN THE STATES OF ‘W’ OR DUALITY… FOR ME IT IS THE ECHOIC ‘JACK’ OF THE RECURRENT BICYCLE RHYTHM [THE ‘POINT’ OF ‘LIGHT’ OR ‘SPARK’ LOCATION OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGY POTENCY]. IT IS THE ZONE OF REDIRECTED FLOW AS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN THE ‘JACK’ WAY THE SOUNDS OF ‘PAT SAY JACK’ GRINDS INTO THE ‘GROIN IMPACT PLACE’[THE ZONING] WHERE THE BRANDING IN A ‘COLLISIONISM’ MOMENT DEFINED MY ‘ANGUISHED CREATIVITY’ AND MY ‘WOUNDED SEXUALITY’. IT IS WHERE ‘MY’ NAME AS FRAME WAS ‘BRANDED’. IT IS ‘PATTING’ AND ‘JACKING’ EVERYDAY AS I SEARCH TO BREAK THE PATTERN OF SAVANTING IN MY ‘INDENTURED SERVITUDE’. ‘PAT SAY JACK’ IS THE ‘3 SIDED COIN’ ‘PRESSURE COOKER OF CONSTANCY’ THAT IS NEVER DONE. IT IS MORE THAN A ‘MOUNT EVEREST’ JOURNEY OF ‘ETERNAL RECURRENCY’ THAT IS ‘TOTALLY’ ISOLATING IN ITS AFFECT. IT IS ONLY AN INNER VICTORY THAT ‘ACCEPTS’ THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ ‘ZAP’ BRANDINGS AS THE ‘NOTHING’ THAT ONE CAN DO ‘NOTHING’ ABOUT. IT IS LETTING GO OF WHAT ONE CAN DO NOTHING ABOUT AS ONE MOVES INTO REALIZATION OF WHAT MIGHT BE POSSIBLE. IT IS ‘DON’T FIGHT FORCES USE THEM’ AS BUCKMINSTER FULLER’S ADVICE THAT SEEKS TO ALTER PATTERNS IN THE MOMENTS OF OPPORTUNITY AND CHANGE.

SECTION TEN. THE ‘PEOPLE OF THE LIE’ AND THE CHILDREN OF THE ‘DAMNED’ ARE THE ‘FLAWS’ OF THE ‘ALIEN’ CONFUSION AND THE ‘REAL STAR WARS’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ AND THE ‘ARISTOCRACY’
AS CREATIVE PERFORMER MEDIUM SAVANT CHANNEL TALENTS WE LIVE IN AN ELECTRONIC COLONY FROM CONCEPTION TO GRAVE. WE ARE BEINGS SENSITIVE TO THE ‘FREQUENCIES’ OF

TECHNOLOGY TRANSMISSONS IN OUR LIVING ROOMS AS WELL AS IN OUR INNER MERIDIANS. THERE ARE ‘HYPNOTIC’ BRAIN WASHINGS AND BRAIN WAKENINGS… THERE ARE LIFELONG PSYCHOBIOLOGICAL CONSEQUENCES OF THESE EXCESSES AND CHARGES. WE ‘TRANCE’ AND ‘STARE’ AND ARE ‘SPELLBOUND’ IN THE ‘CURRENTS’. WE ARE LIKE DEERS ‘BLINDED’ BY THE ACOUSTICAL ‘HEADLIGHTS’ OF ECHOIC TIMBRE. WE LIVE IN THE ‘SILENCE OF FEAR’ THAT WE MAY BECOME ‘LAMBS’… THE ‘AGNUS DEI’ OF THE ‘LAMB OF GOD WHO TAKEST AWAY THE SINS OF THE WORLD'’…WE ARE THE ‘REAL SILENCE’ OF THE ‘LAMBS’.

‘WE ARE LOST IN DREAMS’ AND ‘PYRAMID SCHEMES’.
MANY SURVIVE IN A ‘DEFINITION’ OF PIERCINGS, TATTOOS, AND BODY BUILDING [A CONTAINERING OR CONTROL OF THE CIRCULARITY IN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE YIN-YANG SWINGS]. THERE IS A PSYCHIC LEVEL OF NERVE PAIN IN A DIONYSIAN WRENCHING IN OUR IMBALANCES OF EBB AND FLOW… THE REVERSALS OF EROS/SORE…

THERE IS AN EMPHASIS ON ‘LOVING CONCERN’ YET THE ONGOING FEELING IS THAT THINGS ARE ‘SLIPPING AWAY’… IT IS YEATS SAYING ‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER DOESN’T HOLD’. IT IS THE ‘CONSTANCY’ OF STAYING IN TUNE AND HOLDING ONE’S OWN AS THE INERTIA OF THE ‘MING’ AS WELL AS THE ‘SOCIO-ECONOMIC’ FORCES OF ‘CGLOBALIZATION’ ARE PRESSURES OF ‘KEEPING PACE’. IT IS THE FORCE OF THE ‘ECTRONIC HERDING’ THAT COMES THROUGH MEDIA SCREENS EVERYDAY. IT IS ‘CONTROL’ THAT EVERYONE SEEKS AS THE FEELING OF ENSURING THAT ONE WILL NOT BE ‘HURT’…IT IS ‘CONTROL’ THAT IS A STRENGTH YET MAY BE THE PROBLEM AS WELL. YOU CANNOT HEAL OR REPAIR CONTROL…YOU HAVE TO ‘LET GO’…YOU HAVE TO ‘RELEASE’… YOU HAVE TO BE PRESENT AS YOU OVERCOME THE ‘TYRANNY OF THE INNER UNREAL’… IT IS A WAY OF DOING A ‘REVERSAL OF FORTUNE’ OF THE SELF…IT IS THE ‘INEVITABILITY OF GRADUALISM’ AS ONE SHIFTS GEARS AND SHEDS ‘UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE’…IT IS PERSISTENCE YET ‘ONE DAY AT A TIME’ AND ‘ONE STEP AT A TIME’… IT IS ‘OWNING YOUR OWN INNER TERRAIN’… WE ABSORB ‘PROJECTIONS’ OF LONELINESS AND LOSS FROM THE REALM OF ABANDONMENT AND CONTEMPT [THE ‘STATES’ OF NEVER FEELING SAFE, A‘CHRONIC WARINESS’, A FORM OF ‘POISON’ IN THE EXCESSIVE ADRENALINES OF ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’, THE IMBALANCES OF HORMONES]. THERE IS ‘EXHAUSTIVENESS’ TO ALWAYS ADAPTING TO THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘OTHERS’. THE FEELING ‘POWERLESS’ TO INFLUENCE THE MOTIONS MEANS ONE IS SIMPLY HOLDING ON TO THE ‘CENTRIFUGAL FORCE AFFECT’ OF THE ‘SPINNING WHEEL’ THERE IS A CONTRADICTION OF THE EFFECTS OF ‘OVERSTIMULATION’ AND THE ‘MISSING’. IT IS THE ANGUISH OF ‘PAT SAY JACK’. IT IS ‘WHEN’ AS A TIME OF ‘NERVOUS ANTICIPATION’ AND THE UNKNOWN.. WE GRADUALLY LEARN TO MOVE BEYOND ‘REACTIVITY’ AND ‘CHART’ OUR OWN COURSE.

‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’
THERE IS UNHEALTHINESS IN FORMER INTEL C.E.O. ANDY GROVE’S DESCRIPTION OF CAPITALISM THAT ‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’.

TOO MUCH INNER ‘SUGAR’ IS GENERATED EMOTIONALLY AND TOO MUCH ‘SUGAR’ IS CONSUMED FROM EXTERNAL SOURCES… THE ‘COPING’ TEMPOS OF ‘OVERCOMING THE BITTERNESS’ OF ‘INJUSTICE’ IS THE LONG TERM CONSEQUENCE OF THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’. ‘PAT SAY JACK’ AND THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ SET THE TONE IN THE CONFRONTATION OF ‘FORTUNA’. WHAT OR WHERE IS ‘FORTUNA’ [THE OCCASION OF POSITIVE OPPORTUNITY IN DEALING WITH THE ‘UNFORESEEABLE CIRCUMSTANCES’]. IT IS THE RECOGNITION OF THE ‘PROTRACTED CONFLICT’ THAT IS IN THE ‘CURRENTS’ AND THE ‘FORCES OF OPPOSITION’. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE DIFFICULTIES ONE ‘FACES’ WITHIN AND THE PROBLEMS ENCOUNTERED IN THE ‘REAL WORLD’.

‘CONTRARIANS’ AND STRATEGY
‘THE MYTH OF TRANSFORMATION COALESCES THROUGH THAT OF THE ‘PRUDENT INDIVIDUAL [SAVIO] WHO KNOWS HOW TO APPLY ‘CONTRARIES’ TO A DETERMINATE END, IN WHICH REASON AND WISDOM, AS OPPOSED TO THE FOLLY OF THE VULGAR, CAN SHINE FORTH. [MACHIAVELLI] MACHIAVELLI’S ‘ART OF WAR’ IS ABOUT NOTHING OTHER THAN THE ‘UNFORESEEABLE’ [THE ENEMY… THE OPPOSITE… THE ‘STRATEGIST’ ]. ‘THE GREATEST REMEDY THAT YOU CAN USE AGAINST THE ENEMY’S DESIGNS, IS TO DO OF YOUR OWN VOLITION WHAT HE ENDEAVORS TO FORCE YOU TO DO, FOR BY DOING IT OF YOUR OWN VOLITION YOU MAY PROCEED WITH ORDER AND TO YOUR OWN ADVANTAGE AND HIS DISADVANTAGE. BUT IF YOU ARE COMPELLED TO DO IT, IT WILL BE YOUR RUIN’

‘THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ ZONE OF AN AMBIVALENCE’
THE INNER ‘CHAOS’ [‘K’ ‘OS’] IS THE POTENTIAL GENERATIVE ‘PARALLEL’ OF ‘YIN/YANG’ THAT IS THE ‘ITCH’ OF ‘WHICH’ DEEP WITHIN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY. IT IS THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ ZONE OF AN ‘AMBIVALENCE’…THE ‘WHICH’ AND THE ‘WITCH’ OF ‘GNAWING RESTLESSNESS’… IT IS THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA IN THE ‘HIP WARS’ AND THE ‘PHALLIC THUNDER’ THAT WRESTLE FOR ‘PRIMACY’. IT IS ‘POWER’ THAT DESTROYS ‘LOVE’ OR THE FULLNESS OF TOTAL LOVE. THERE MAY BE ‘CONFUSION’ ALONG THE EDGE OF THE ‘HARPS’ OF WISHFULNESS AND ANYTHING THAT HELPS ONE TO GET CONTROL IS SUPPOSEDLY ‘FAIR’. THERE IS ‘THWARTING’ OF MALE DESIRE AND SELF DENIAL OF ‘RELEASE’…THERE IS ‘LOVE THEM AND LEAVE THEM’ AS WELL AS ‘F’ THEM AND ‘FORGET THEM’…THERE IS ‘FORCE’ AS WELL AS WEBBING AS THE CHASE MAY BECOME ENMESHMENT…THERE IS THE ‘GOOD CATCH’ AND THE ‘CONSUMPTION’ OF THE ENERGIES OF THE OTHER… IT IS THE BELIEF THAT ‘ALL IS FAIR IN LOVE AND WAR’. THERE IS ‘STRATEGIC IMITATION AND EMULATION’ IN THE DESIRE OF A QUEST FOR POTENCY. THE MORE ONE IS IN COMPLIANCE OR CONFORMANCE WITH THE ‘IMAGES AND THE MODELS’ THE LESS ONE IS IN ‘AUTHENTICITY’ OF ONE’S OWN RHYTHM. THERE ARE MANY FEELINGS THAT ‘ONE WOULD PREFER TO PARTITION AND DENY’ YET STILL SEE ONESELF AS A ‘SUCCESSFUL’ AND ‘DESIRABLE’ PERSON.

‘TO KID ONESELF’
THE ‘COSMETIC’ AND THE ‘IMITATION’ ARE WAYS TO ‘HIDE’ AND ‘MASK’ AND THEREBY ‘KID

ONESELF’.MANY WILL SACRIFICE MUCH AND LIVE A ‘LESS’ THAN FULL LIFE IN ORDER TO FEEL SECURE. THE ‘DISSATISFACTION’ AND WITHHELD RAGE’ MAY BE A BATTERY SOURCE FOR ONE’S ‘FORTRESS POWER’ THAT IS CONCERNED WITH ACCUMULATIONS AND CONTROL AS A MEANS OF ‘SAFETY’. THE ‘ZAP’ PATTERN MAY SET THE ‘SPIN’ OF ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS IN MOTION’ AS THE ‘SAVANT/MEDIUM’ TENDENCY MAY KEEP GOING AND GOING AND GOING….

WHAT IS THE ‘WALL’ WORTH?
THE ‘FENN’ AFFECT OF A ‘FENWAY’ BASEBALL BALL PARK DREAM OF ‘BOSS’ TON FLOWS INTO A ‘WALL’ OF THE ‘STREET’ OR A‘BRR’ LIN [E] WALL OF A ‘COLD WAR’? THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA IS THE ‘WRESTLING SPACE’ OF THE ‘ELECTRA’ DEEP DAUGHTER TRYING TO OVERCOME THE ‘ANALITY’ OF A ‘CONTROL’ THAT ‘LIMITS’ AND ‘INHIBITS’. IT IS THE ‘BACK WALL’ THAT EXEMPLIFIES THAT ‘SHE IS BUILT LIKE A ‘BRICK SHIT HOUSE’. IT IS THE SOLIDITY FORTRESSING AND POSTURAL DEFENSIVENESS THAT ‘WALLS OFF’ MANY ‘FEELINGS’. IT MAY BE A SAFETY WALL, YET IT IS A ‘GUT/BUTT’ PRISON OF RESTRICTIVENESS. IT IS DEEP NEED OF CONTROL THAT SUCKS ENERGIES FROM OTHER ZONES OF THE BODY INTO SPACES OF ‘SAFENESS’ EVEN AT THE COST OF ‘BODILY INTEGRITY.

THE MORE THAT ‘SHE’ SAVANTS THROUGH THIS ‘WALLED-OFFCORRIDOR’ THE MORE SHE LEVERAGES HER ‘SEXUALITY’ FOR SOME OTHER ‘GOAL’
THE RESONANCE OF SEXUALITY MUST FIND ‘WHOLENESS’ OF BALANCE AS ONE ALTERS ‘DENSITIES’ AND DEVELOPS NEW SENSITIVITIES. IT IS ABOUT DIFFERENT PACINGS AND DIFFERENT ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENCOUNTERS’. IT IS THE PATH OF THE HEART AS LOVE UNDER WILL.IT IS THE URGE OF DEVELOPING ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’.

WHAT IS A ‘WALL’ WORTH? WHAT IS THE TRUE PRICE OF ‘KIDDING ONESELF’?
THE ‘CRAZE’ AND ‘CRAVE’ CONFUSE THE ENERGIES ALONG THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA AND FOSTER THE ‘HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OF REACTIVITY THAT RESPONDS TO ‘OVEREROTICIZED’ PRODUCTS, LANGUAGE AND OBJECTS. IT IS MONEY ‘CHARGED’ INTO PRODUCTS AND CONSUMPTION FLOWING IN THE ‘DIGESTIVE TRACTS’ AND ‘COLONS’.. THE ECHOES OF CONSUMPTION RESONATE INTO THE BACK WALL OF THE VAGINA AND NO AMOUNT OF ALCOHOL, DRUGS AND DREAMS WILL MAKE IT ‘ONE’S OWN’. ONE MUST FACE ONE’S REAL FEELINGS IN A QUEST OF INTIMATE CLARITY TO KNOW THE REAL RESONANCE THAT IS TRULY ONE’S OWN. YOU MUST BE ‘KIDDING’ AS A BABY GOAT FLOWS THROUGH ‘SCAPEGOATS’ AND THOSE WHO ARE WILLING TO EAT ANYTHING [GOATS AND ‘GO’ ‘ATS’]. IT IS KNOWLEDGE THAT ‘KIDDING ONESELF’ MAY GET THE BEST OF YOU. WE ARE BECOMING ‘FORTRESSED’ LIKE THE ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ OF CHINA… THE ‘COUCH POTATOES’ AND ‘GUT/BUTT’ CONVENIENCE PACIFICATIONS ARE LINKING THE ‘ASS’ OF THE ‘MASS’ IN A ‘HORIZONTAL WIDENING’ OF THE FOUNDATION OF THE GLOBAL ‘ANVIL/FRUSTRUM’. THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IS NOT WHAT IS ON THE OUTSIDE… IT IS WHO WE HAVE BECOME ON THE ‘INSIDE’. WE ARE THE ‘ANVIL/FRUSTRUM’ OF RESONANCE … THE ‘POUNDING PLACE’ FOR THOSE WHO ‘CAPITALIZE’ ON OUR ‘WOUNDEDNESS’.

THE GREAT LOYALTY TO ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ HAS BEEN USED AGAINST

US. THE FEW DERIVE POTENCY ON THE BACKS OF THE MANY.
‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ BECOMES ‘OOH’ AND ‘NUMB’… THE GREAT WALL OF THE INNER ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ IS LIKE THE GREAT EATING ‘DISH WALL’ OF ‘SELF DISCIPLINE’ AND DREAMS. IT IS THE DREAM ZONE OF THE ‘PEONY’ [CHINESE SYMBOL FOR THE WOMAN’S VAGINA] AND THE ‘WOMAN’S GENITALS THAT GETS PARALLEL BALANCING IN THE RESONANCE OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ MASCULINE VIBRATORY RESONANCE. THE ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ AGGRESSION COMPELS … A GREAT ‘CHINA WALL’ TO ‘FORTRESS’ AGAINST THE ‘ASSAULTS’ OF THE OTHERS. IN A MEDIA OVERLOADED CULTURE WE ALL ABSORB THE ‘VIBRATORY EXCESSES’ OF ‘EROTICIZED PRODUCTS’… WE ECHO MACHIAVELLI IN OUR IMMERSIONS IN A CULTURE OF EROS OVERLOADS… ‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT, AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’.

WHAT IS THE ‘W’ AND KEEP IT UNDER YOUR HAT AS ‘W’ HAT?
WHAT IS THE ‘W’ AND ‘ALL’ OF THE ‘DOUBLE’ MOMENTUM AS THE ‘WAY OF THE WALL’ BECOMING THE MOTION OF ‘ALL’ ?. WHAT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘LING’ [THE ‘WAY’ ‘LING’] AND THE ‘WAILING’ WALL OF THE ‘STATE’ OF A SPIRITUAL ‘WAY’. IT IS CULTURAL DEFINITION AND AN AGREED UPON ‘INVISIBLE LANGUAGE’ OF UNDERCURRENTS THAT ENGENDERS ‘GOOD FENCES’ THAT MAKE FOR ‘GOOD NEIGHBORS’. IT IS YOUR ‘WAY’, OUR ‘WAY’, AND FRANK SINATRA SINGING ‘MY WAY’. IT IS THE ‘NEW’ AS ‘KNEW’ YOUR ‘K’. THE ‘MAN’ ‘HAT’ ‘TAN’ OF THE WAY OF THE DAY IS THE ‘MANHATTAN’ OF THE ‘TOP HAT’ MAN BEING COSMOPOLITAN AS THE ‘W’ HAT.IT IS ‘WHAT IS NEW’ AND ‘BRAND NEW’ THAT IS NEW YORK[THE ‘EMPIRE STATE’] AND THE PRIMACY OF ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’…THE ‘I DID IT MY WAY’.. IT IS THE GREAT SYMBOL OF CLASS AND FERTILITY THAT FRANKLIN DELANO ROOSEVELT DREW AS A LITTLE CHILD… ‘ONE OF THE EARLIEST OF FRANKLIN’S BOYHOOD DRAWINGS TO HAVE SURVIVED SHOWS A MAN WITH A TOP HAT AT THE REINS OF A ‘SULKY’ [‘ A FIRST CLASS TEMPERAMENT…THE EMERGENCE OF FRANKLIN ROOSEVELT’ BY GEOFFREY C. WARD]. THE SEATED MAN IN THE SULKY CHAIR WITH THE TOP HAT SEEMS TO MIRROR THE WHEEL CHAIR ‘CLASSINESS’ OF THE ‘HYDE PARK’ PATRICIAN WHO KEPT THE SYSTEM GOING DURING THE GREAT DEPRESSION. HE HELD THE SOPHISTICATED AND PRIVILEGED ‘WAY’ AS ‘TOP DOWN’ SOCIAL PROGRAMS MAINTAINED THE ‘ORDER’ WHEN HUGE NUMBERS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ WERE STRUGGLING TO SURVIVE AND REBEL LEADERS WERE SURFACING ALL AROUND. THE ROOSEVELT FAMILY HAD PRIMED FRANKLIN TO BE A ‘HORSEMAN’ AND RIDE THE GROOMED HORSES WITH THE SILVER INCISED ‘THREE FEATHERS’ OF THE ROOSEVELT CREST ON THE HARNESSES. FRANKLIN DELANO ROOSEVELT FELT THE DEEP LOSS OF HIS NAMESAKE SON ‘FRANKLIN JR’ OF A ‘WEAK HEART’ AT 71/2 MONTHS IN 1909. FDR BECAME THE HEART OF AMERICA IN THE DEPRESSION AND WORLD WAR 11… THE NECESSITY PATH OF THE HEART THAT HE REPRESENTED WAS THE SULKINESS OF THE ‘NEVER TO BE SEEN IN HIS TRUE CRIPPLED STATE’. FDR PERFORMED THE ALMOST JEKYLL-LIKE PUBLIC STATES AND THEN PRIVATELY REVERTED TO THE COMPRESSED AND PARALYZED STATE OF THE MR.HYDE… THE ‘PRIDE’ PRESENTATION WAS THE ILLUSION OF WHO ‘WE’ WANTED TO SEE. THE ‘PRIDE’ IS THE OPIATE OF THE MASSES THAT KEPT EVERYONE GOING EVEN IN THE DARKEST DAYS OF THE DEPRESSION. IT WAS HOLLYWOOD ROMANCES AND MIRACLE MUSICALS DISPLAYING THE

POWER OF WILLPOWER AND DETERMINATION. IT WAS THE PERFECTION OF THE ROMANTIC FANTASIES OF DANCERS AND GEORGE GERSHWIN MUSIC… ‘MANHATTAN’ AND THE DREAMS OF DUKE ELLINGTON’S ‘SOPHISTICATED LADY’. IT WAS THE RADIO ‘TONES’ AND HEARTLAND ‘TUNES’… IT WAS THE DISPLAYS OF HOLLYWOOD GLAMORIZING THE HOPE’ [THE ROAD PICTURES OF BING CROSBY AND BOB HOPE’] THAT ‘ANYONE’ COULD BE THE EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE. THE 1930’S WAS THE TIME OF PUTTING THE PYRAMID OF THE GENIUS OF INDIVIDUATION WITH ITS ‘ALL SEEING EYE’ ON THE CURRENCY EVEN AS JOHN STEINBECK TOLD PEOPLE ABOUT THE GREAT DUSTBOWL IN THE ‘GRAPES OF WRATH’.. IT WAS AN AFFIRMATION OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ EVEN WHEN ’25 MILLION CITIZENS WERE LOOKING FOR SURVIVAL JOBS’. THE ‘TOP DOWN’ CODE SIMPLY REINFORCED THE ‘GIANTS’ CONSENSUS… THE SHARED ‘WAY’ THAT ‘CASUALTIES’ ARE THE NORM IN A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME. IT IS SYSTEMIC THAT ‘PEOPLE ARE ‘PLAYED OFF’ AGAINST ONE ANOTHER AND ‘COMMON GOOD’ OR ‘GROUP ORGANIZING’ IS GIVEN LIP SERVICE BUT NOT JUSTICE.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE SEXUAL PRESENCE IS WHERE DENY ‘AL’ AND DENIAL ARE VYING FOR POWER AND CONTROL YET WISHING FOR THE RELEASE ‘OF/FROM’ THE ‘PRINCE’ WHO SLAYS THE ‘DRAGON’ OF ‘INNER RAGE’. IT IS THE LIBERATION OF EROS WHEN EROS IS CENTERED IN AN AUTHENTIC FREEDOM OF BEING. IT IS THE ‘CATCH’ AND COLLECT ZONE OF THE ‘CAT’ DEFINING WHAT IS ‘HELD’ AND ACCUMULATED AND WHAT MAY BE RELEASED. IT IS ‘CAT’ AND ‘KATDOLOGO’ THAT REVERBERATES FOR MONEY. IT IS CONFUSION AS THE EXTERNALIZED AND REDIRECTED SEXUALITY IS USED TO OBSCURE, CONTROL AND MANIPULATE THE ‘TRUE EROS’ WITHIN. IT IS THE ZONE WHERE THE QUEST TO TRY TO HAVE ENOUGH POWER TENDS TO DESTROY LOVE… THE AREA OF CONQUESTS AND DISSATISFACTION… THE ‘ANVIL’ LIKE INNER FRUSTRUM EMPTINESS OF A VAGINA THAT ECHOES IN INTIMATE WEIGHS MUST BE ‘KNOWN’ AS ONE’S OWN… YET ONE MUST LET GO OF THE ‘CONTROL’ AND MOVE AS A FULLY PRESENT LOVER RESPONDING AND GENERATING IN ‘INTEGRITY’ OF EMOTIONAL HONESTY. IT IS NOT A POWER STRUGGLE OF ‘MUTUAL RECIPROCITY’ WHERE THE ‘INNER MONITOR’ ASSESSES THE ‘BALANCES’ AND THE ‘BENEFITS’. IT IS A FEELING OF BEING TRUE IN ONE’S MOTIONS AND FLOWS. IT IS AN ‘INTEGRATION’ OF ‘ZAP’ ENERGIES INTO ‘PRESENCE’ AND THE REAL DESIRE OF ‘HONEST’ MOTION. IT IS THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ AS ‘PRESENCE’ IN INTIMACY AS ONE ‘CONNECTS’ AS FULLY AS DESIRED. IT IS BEING WITH EACH OTHER BECAUSE ONE WANTS TO CONNECT IN ‘REAL WAYS’ AND HEALTHY SPIRIT. REAL POWER MUST SERVE LOVE IN THE GROWTH OF LIFE AND AUTHENTICITY. POWER IS THE WILL OF THE REAL ‘KNOWING’ THAT IS BEYOND THE ‘ILLUSIONS’ OF DESIRE. IT IS A ‘PRIMAL’ URGE THAT IS THE ‘HEART AND SOUL’ DRIVING TOWARD A ‘PURITY’ OF INTIMATE ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS THE FIRE FUSION BIRTHING OF ‘ESSENCES’ [THE ‘PURITY’ OF ‘WILL’ AND THE HEALTHINESS OF PHYSIOLOGY THAT ENHANCES THE ‘INTEGRATION’ OF THE MOMENT OF ‘3’]. WHEN ONE IS ‘TRAPPED’ OR ‘BLOCKED UP’ OR LOST IN THE IMBALANCES OF ‘WITHHELD BREATH’ AND SUPPRESSED EMOTION THERE IS ANGER AND INNER DANGER. IT MAY BE MASKED OR A WAY OF BEING

‘MANIPULATIVE’. IT IS THE BATTLE ALONG THE PELVIC FLOOR AS ONE WRESTLES WITH THE ‘CROSSCURRENTS’ AND ‘UNDERCURRENTS’ THAT MAY COMPEL OR KEEP ONE IN A MODE WHERE ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’.

‘THE BUSTLINE’
IT IS THE RAGE OF ‘I’M GONNA BUST HIS BALLS’ THAT ASSOCIATES THE ‘BUST’ AND THE ‘BUSTLINE’ AS THE AUTHORITY OF LAW ENFORCEMENT ‘MAKING A BUST’. IT IS THE FIRE POWER OF THE STATE AS IT MAKES THE ‘BUST’. IT IS THE EDGE OF ‘BUSSING’ [KISSING] AND THE ‘ORALITY’ [SUCKING] OF THE BUST THAT CHARGES THE WAYS AND THE ‘WORDS’. THE ‘WORDS’ ARE THE CUING OF AWARENESS AND DIRECTION FOR A JOURNEY OF SPIRITUAL SELF DISCOVERY…IT IS THE PLAYFULNESS OF A VARIETY OF MEANINGS AS WORDS HAVE DIFFERENT TONES AND SUGGESTIONS DEPENDING UPON THE CONTEXT OR THE INTENT…THE ‘BALL GAME’ AND ‘TAKE ME OUT TO THE BALL GAME’ MAY BE PERCEIVED IN EROTIC WAYS AS WELL AS SIMPLY AN INVITATION TO A BASEBALL GAME. THE ‘BUST’ LINE IS THE EDGE OF GENDER ACTION WHETHER IT IS MOVING DOWN OR UP OR ACROSS… IT IS THE ZONE OF THE MATERNAL REFERENCE OF PRESENTATION, WITHDRAWAL, OR DENIAL. CONFIDENCE IS EXPERIENCED IN THE ‘BUST LINE’ THROUGH A HEALTHY DESIRE OF RECEIVING OR GIVING SUSTENANCE…THUS BLOOD FLOW AND TISSUE ERECTION ARE STIMULATED IN TRUE WAYS… ‘COLDER THAN A WITCHES TIT’ IS THE EXPRESSION OF THE VIOLENCE OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES AS THEY ARE WITHDRAWN FROM REAL EROS PRESENCE… THE USE OF COSMETICS AND IMPLANTS OF FALSENESS ARE ECONOMICALLY AND SEEMINGLY SOCIALLY VALUED YET ARE REALLY WITHDRAWALS FROM THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’. IT IS VULNERABILITY AND THE REAL DESIRE TO CONNECT THAT IS ABLE TO RELEASE AND FLOW IN A TRUE ‘SPONTANEITY OF HEART’. IT IS THE FACING OF THE SELF THAT ‘LET’S GO’ OF THE UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE AND ACCUMULATIONS OF DEFENSIVENESS. IT IS A DESIRE TO CONNECT IN THE PRIMORDIAL FLUIDS OF ‘LE PETIT MORT’ [THE LITTLE DEATH] AND TO START ALL OVER AGAIN.

‘ECONOMIC TRANSFERRENCE’
THE ‘MOTHER OF INVENTION’… THE ‘GREAT MOTHER OF CREATIVITY’... THE CHALLENGE TO CREATE SOME THING THAT ‘OUTLIVES’ A HUMAN LIFE IS THE ECONOMIC EVOLVING OUT OF THE PROCREATIVE. THIS IS THE REALM OF ‘ELEMENTS’ WHERE THE ‘OBJECTIFICATION’ AND ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM THE ACTUAL SEXUALITY IS THE BASIS FOR AN ‘ORDERING’. IT IS THE GREAT ‘O’ OF THE DEEP

DAUGHTER ‘YIN’ RESONANCE’ IN MEN AND WOMEN. IT IS THE ‘ACTIVE RECEPTIVITY’ OF BEING READY TO MOVE IN ONE’S FULLNESS OF POTENCY.IT IS ‘KATDOLOGO’ AS ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ CONSTANTLY RUSHING IN FRONT OF OUR EYES AND THROUGH OUR BEING.

‘THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER’S SEXUAL ENERGIES BY RESERVING THEM FOR HIMSELF’ [SIGMUND FREUD]
IN THE DEEP ‘YIN’ THERE ARE THE ‘PARENTAL STRUGGLES’ OF CONVULSIVE GROWTH THAT REPRESENT THE ACCOMPLISHMENT OF ‘OWNING’ ONE’S OWN ‘WILL AND DESIRE’. IT IS WHEN ONE IS BEYOND THE ‘ELECTRA’ AND THE ‘OEDIPAL’ THAT ONE MAY DEVELOP REAL CREATIVITY AND MOVE INTO REAL LOVE…

THERE IS NO MORE TREACHEROUS BATTLE THAN THE ONE BETWEEN THE ‘GREAT MOTHER’ AND THE ‘ARTIST SON’ [GEORGE BERNARD SHAW]

‘IT IS BEST TO DO TO ANOTHER WHAT WILL STRENGTHEN YOU EVEN AS IT WILL STRENGTHEN HIM, THAT IS, THAT WILL DEVELOP HIS BEST POTENTIALITIES EVEN AS IT DEVELOPS YOUR OWN’. IT IS TO ‘BECOME DEEPLY AND INTENSELY ACTIVE AND ALIVE IN A PROCESS OF MUTUAL INTERACTION… TO ‘STRENGTHEN’ THE ‘DOER’ AS IT ‘STRENGTHENS THE OTHER’. [ERIK ERIKSON]

‘VIRTU’
THE QUESTION OF ‘VIRTU’ IS THE EVERY MOMENT CHOOSING OF A WAY OF BEING. ‘VIRTU’ IS A MODE OF ACTION THAT ‘PATTERNS’ AFTER A SUCCESSFUL ACHIEVER. ‘VIRTU’ IS IMITATION YET AN EVOLVING INTO AN INDEPENDENT FORCE. ‘VIRTU’ IS THE ‘PURITY’ OF ‘SELF GENERATIVITY’ AS ONE EXPRESSES THE TRUTH OF ‘ACTUALIZATION’… THE ACTUAL ENCOUNTER ‘AFFECT’ AS EMOTIONAL TRUTH.

‘QIA.’ [TIMELINESS, THE RIGHT ACTION AT THE RIGHT TIME…ACTING IN A WAY THAT IS HARMONIOUS TO CIRCUMSTANCES AND IN ACCORD WITH ONES HEART]
‘QIA’IS THE SENSE OF ‘TIMING IS EVERYTHING’ [THE ‘TIE-MING’ CONSCIOUSNESS]. ONE DOES WHAT ONE HAS TO DO…THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ PRESSURE OF SPIRIT AND PHYSIOLOGY INTERSECTING WITH THE NEED TO PROTECT ONESELF AND GENERATE

‘NEW ORDER OF THE AGES’
THE DOLLAR BILL PROCLAIMS ‘NOVUS ORDO SECLORUM’ [‘THE NEW ORDER OF THE AGES’]. WE SEE THE ‘ELITE’ NEW GLOBAL ORDER FOSTERED RHYTHMS OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ IN THE ‘PSYCHE’

WALLING OF SEQUENTIAL LINKAGES OF ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS AND THE ACCEPTANCE OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ AS IT FLOWS IN THE NORMALCY OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS THE ‘MING’ ORDERING AS WE ARE IN ACCORD WITH THE ‘LAW’ OF HUMAN RHYTHMS AND THE ‘DEITY’ [‘ANNUIT COEPTIS’… ‘HE FAVORS OUR UNDERTAKING’ AND ‘IN GOD WE TRUST’]. IT IS THE ‘MING’ UNITING OF HEAVEN AND EARTH ON THE CURRENCY. THERE ARE MANY CONTRADICTIONS IN THE DENIALS OF ‘THE STATE’ AS IT MAKES ‘REASONABLE ACCOMODATION’ TO THE DIVERSE RELIGIONS OF THE PEOPLE. THE SUBTLETY OF SAYING ‘IN GOD WE TRUST’ REPRESENTS A UNIVERSAL GROUNDING THAT ALMOST ALL CAN AGREE UPON. THE SPECIFIC GROUP INTENTIONS TO IMPOSE THEIR TENETS THROUGH GOVERNMENT SPONSORSHIP AND ENDORSEMENT IS APPROPRIATELY SEPARATED FROM THE ‘LAW OF THE LAND’. THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ IS ACCEPTED IN THE ‘IN GOD WE TRUST’ AS A BELIEF IN A UNIVERSAL FORCE THAT IS CALLED MANY NAMES BY MANY DIFFERENT PEOPLES.

‘WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT?’…THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’… ‘THERE IS A POISON IN THE COURT THAT WILL KILL US ALL.’ [‘CAMELOT’]
AT THE HEART OF ‘POISON LIES REMEDY’…THE PRESSURE AND HEAT THAT CAUSES ‘RISE’… THE WAY TO PRESSURIZE THE POISON IN THE BOTTLE UNTIL IT TRANSFORMS INTO REMEDY… IT IS THE HOMEOPATHIC STIMULATION OF ‘CELLULAR GROWTH’. THE SOUL GRASPS THE NATURE OF THE ‘ILLNESS’ AND MARSHALS THE ‘RESOURCES’ TO MEET THE CHALLENGE…

ARE THE ‘FUELS’ AND ENERGIES AVAILABLE?
THE CULTURE EITHER HAS A COLLECTIVE WILL OR SENSE OF THE ‘COMMON GOOD’ OR IT WILL CONTINUE ON THE PATH OF EXPENDABILITY, DISPOSABLENESS AND TRIVIALITY. [THE SLOW ACTING POISON OF CALLOUSNESS, NOVELTY AND ‘IMAGE MAKING’ EATS AWAY AT THE ‘COMPASSION’ AND THE ‘RESOLVE’ TO ACHIEVE ‘JUSTICE’]. THE IMBALANCES IN THE AMERICAN CULTURE…THE GAPS AND DIVISIONS MAY FEED CREATIVE POTENCY BUT THEY ALSO CONTRIBUTE TO A GROWING SENSE OF ‘UNFAIRNESS AND INJUSTICE’. THE LEVEL OF POWER AND MONEY BECOMES MORE AND MORE OF A DETERMINANT OF THE QUALITY OF JUSTICE AND POSSIBLE GROWTH. WORKING PEOPLE HAVE TO EXPEND EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING PERCENTAGES OF THEIR ‘EARNED INCOME’ TO TAKE CARE OF BASICS LIKE HEALTH, HOUSING, EDUCATION AND TRANSPORT. THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS CREATION OF ELITE WEALTH SEEMS TO ‘TRICKLE DOWN INTO ‘POCKETS’ OF ‘MIDDLEMAN’ DEALERS AND TRADERS…IT DOES NOT CREATE MORE MONEY FOR THE ORDINARY WORKING FAMILIES.

‘IN DEBT’ IS A NORM AS ‘TAXPAYERS’ HAVE TO BORROW AND LEVERAGE’ FOR BASICS AND PAY TAXES AT HIGHER LEVELS TO PAY THE ‘INTEREST OFF OF THE GOVERNMENT DEBT…A DEBT THAT HAS BENEFITTED THE ‘CORPORATIONS’ WHOSE LOBBYISTS HAVE GOTTEN SPECIAL FUNDING AND TREATMENT.

‘CONQUEST, MOMENTUM AND EXPANSION’
THE FREQUENCY OF AN ‘ELITE’ CALL FOR A ‘WAR’ SOLUTION SIMPLY FOLLOWS THE ROYALTY AND CRUSADE WARS OF HISTORY. THE ‘MASSIFICATION’ CALL TO ARMS USING A THEME OR DREAM TO FOSTER ‘COMMUNITY COHESIVENESS’ IS A LEVERAGED PERVERSION OF THE ‘UNITY OF DESIRE’ THAT SPIRITUAL WARRIORS DEVELOP BEFORE THEY ACT. THE ‘CRISIS’ IS THE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ WHERE THE ‘ELITE’ REINFORCE ‘MORES’ AND MYTHOLOGY OF ‘THEIR MOMENTUM’. IT IS A TIME WHEN ‘FALSE INFORMATION’ OR ‘FOSTERED INCIDENTS’ MAY BE PUT FORTH AS THE ‘RATIONALE’ TO GENERATE A NEW WAVE OF ‘TERRITORIAL CONTROL’ ACHIEVING COMPLIANCE FROM A OPPOSITIONAL REGION OR STATE. IT IS THE SENSE OF AMBIGUITY OF CIRCUMSTANCES THAT A REALITY MIGHT HAVE BEEN DIFFERENT IF THE ‘WARNINGS’ WERE HEEDED. IT IS THE ‘UNIFICATION POWER OF THE SPIRIT OF BEING ATTACKED’ THAT IS THE REACTIVE SPIRIT RISING OUT OF ‘PEARL HARBOR’…A ‘GULF OF TONKIN’…A ‘9/11’… THERE MAY BE A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ OPERATIVE THAT DOES NOT ACT TO PREVENT THE ATTACK…IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF A CRISIS IN AFFORDING AN OPPORTUNITY FOR ‘VESTED INTERESTS’ TO MAINTAIN OR ENHANCE THE INERTIA OF THEIR WAY… THE ‘MAKING IT LOOK LIKE THE OTHER SIDE DID IT’ IS ALWAYS A CONSIDERATION…THE AVAILABILITY OF A THEME LIKE ‘WEAPONS OF MASS DESTRUCTION’ CHANNELS THE ‘RAGE AND REVENGE’ ENERGIES INTO THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ PURPOSE…THE SACRIFICES OF ‘REALPOLITIQUE’ FEED ON THE ‘BELIEF VALUES’ OF IDENTITY OF THE ORDINARY PEOPLE WHO PLEDGE ALLEGIANCE TO THE FLAG OF ‘OLD GLORY’…THE SERVANTS OF THE SYSTEM… IT IS THE MOVIE HERO ‘ROCKY’ AS THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘COMMON MAN’ PORTRAYED BY THE ‘DREAM FACTORY’…IT IS THE ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ AND THE FEELING OF ‘INFERIORITY’ THAT GETS MARSHALLED IN THE ‘PIERCING’ AND IS CONVERTED INTO THE AGGRESSIONS OF THE ‘STATE’. IT IS LIKE THE ‘EROS’ ENERGIES FOSTERED BY ‘SENSAMORA’ WHO CALLS FORTH A REACTIVITY OF ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’. FORMER SECRETARY OF STATE COLIN POWELL HAD A PLATE ON HIS DESK WHEN HE WAS CHIEF OF STAFF… ‘OF ALL THE MANIFESTATIONS OF POWER… IT IS RESTRAINT THAT IMPRESSES MEN MOST’-THUCYDES. IT IS A KNOWING OF THE ‘STUPIDITY’ OF ‘AMBITION’ AS A ‘MACHIAVELLIAN’ MADNESS OF ‘RUTHLESSNESS’ AND ‘BY WHATEVER MEANS’ PLAYS OUT WHERE CONSEQUENCES ARE TRANSFERRED INTO THE ‘MANY’ AS THE FEW BENEFIT…SOLDIERS AND CHESS PIECES ARE SACRIFICED FOR THE ‘CONTROLS’ AND ‘CONQUESTS’ ESTABLISH NEW MARKETS OF ‘MONEYMAKING’ IN TRAGEDY AS WELL AS IN VICTORY.

THERE IS A ‘MONSTER/DRAGON/EVIL ENEMY TO BE SLAIN’

IT IS THE WAY OF ‘UNIFICATION’ OF THE MILLIONS AS ‘INDIVIDUATED’… THE ‘GLUING’ AND ‘BONDING’ OF THE ‘REACTIVITY’ DERIVED FROM ‘COLLISIONISM’…THE ‘TEMPORARY’ DOING THE FUELING OF THE EXPANSIONISM. IT ‘UNFORTUNATELY’ IS THE VIOLENCE OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ RATHER THAN A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ WAY OF UNIFICATION FOR HARMONY AND HEALTHY WHOLISM. WHAT PRODUCES THE

‘JUICES’ OF A CULTURE? WHAT ‘BLINDS’ AND ‘BINDS’ ?. IT IS A QUESTION OF IDENTITY IN THE MIDST OF A ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS ‘COLLISIONISM’ TEMPO OF ‘CRISIS/RISK/OPPORTUNITY’

WHAT IS THE ‘MEASURED RESPONSE’ THAT IS ‘APPROPRIATE’ FOR ONE’S REAL NEEDS? ‘WHAT DYNAMISM DRAMA IS WILLING TO TAKE THE ‘ATTACKS’?
IF YOU ARE ‘EMPIRE’ THEN YOU SEIZE EVERY OPPORTUNITY TO REPOSITION AND GRASP THE ‘CONTROL’ OF THE ‘TERRAIN’ THAT MIGHT OTHERWISE MAKE YOU FEEL INSECURE. IT IS THE ‘CONQUEST’ IMPULSE OF POWER INSTEAD OF LOVE. THE ‘MOAT’ MAY BE EXTENDED ALL OF THE WAY TO ‘CHINA’ OR THE ‘PSYCHOLOGICAL’ GREAT WALL. AS A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ ONE DOES ONLY WHAT IS ESSENTIAL FOR THE DEEP EXPANSION OF ONE’S INNER POTENCY AND GROWTH. IT IS NOT ABOUT THE CONTROL OF THE ‘OTHER’… IT IS ‘LOVE UNDER WILL’ IN THE ‘DO WHAT THOU WILT’ THAT DOES NO HARM TO THE OTHER. ‘MEDIUM/ELECTRONIC SURROGATES MUST ALWAYS TEMPER THEIR CREATIVE FLUIDITY BY SEEING THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE. IT IS A SELF PROTECTION AWARENESS THAT HELPS ONE TO STAY ‘ALERT’ AND ‘READY’ TO ‘ACTIVELY FOCUS’ IN ANY ‘CRISIS’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
A ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’ RECOGNIZES THE TENDENCIES OF ‘MARSHALLED RAGE’ AND LEARNS TO GENERATE THE ‘FUTURE’ IN A ‘UNITY’ OF DESIRE. IT IS THE RESOLVE TO GET OUT OF THE ‘SPINNING’ OUR WHEELS AND MOVE ON A NEW PATHING. IT IS HOW ONE GETS OVER THE WAYS OF REVENGE AND CREATES THE ‘QUALITY OF LIFE’ THAT IS A HEALTHY WAY TO MOVE ON. THE SPIRITUAL WARRIOR DOES WHAT IS NECESSARY TO PROTECT AND DEFEND YET FINDS A CREATIVE PATHING FOR NEW GROWTH. A SPIRITUAL WARRIOR UNDERSTANDS ‘HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A WOMAN SCORNED’ AND ‘KNOWS’ THAT ‘REVENGE TIME’ MAY BE ‘CENTURIES’ FOR ‘OPPRESSED PEOPLES’. IT IS ALWAYS IN THE UNDERCURRENTS AND SHOWS UP IN ‘OUTBREAKS’ WHEN A ‘TRIGGERING INCIDENT’ OF OPPORTUNITY PROVIDES THE ‘PLACE AND SPACE’ OF A ‘FURY RELEASE’ WE SEE THE POISON THAT IS IN THE SUPPRESSED RAGE AND POWERLESSNESS THAT SHOWS UP IN THE EXCESSES OF OBESITY, TEEN SUICIDES, DIABETES, WOMAN CANCERS AND HEART DISEASES, MALE ALCOHOLISM AND PROSTATE CANCERS AND DRUG DEPENDENCIES OF LEGAL AS WELL AS ILLEGAL TYPES. IT IS THE ONGOING ASSAULT ON THE INNER ‘PSYCHE’ BY THE FORCES OF ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ [‘WHAT WILL COME NEXT WILL ONLY OCCUR IF WHAT IS THERE NOW IS ELIMINATED’].

‘YOU CAN’T FOOL ALL OF THE PEOPLE ALL OF THE TIME’
‘HONEST ABE’ LINCOLN MIGHT NOT HAVE BEEN THE SOURCE OF THIS FAMOUS PHRASE ABOUT DECEPTION AND INTEGRITY YET HE KNEW THE DIVISIONS OF THE ‘HAVE’S AND ‘HAVE NOTS’ ‘WELL’ ENOUGH TO WARN THAT THE ‘CORPORATIONS’ WERE GOING TO BE THE BENEFICIARIES OF THE OUTCOME OF THE CIVIL WAR. IT IS STILL THE RULE OF ‘THE KING IS DEAD, LONG LIVE THE KING’ EVEN IF IT IS DEPENDENT ON THE POWERS OF MISDIRECTION AND THE USE OF ‘RED HERRING DISTRACTIONS’.

THE POWER OF SILENCE
IT IS THE DEATH OF STANLEY KUBRICK AS HIS FILM ‘EYES WIDE SHUT’ WAS RELEASED [A MOVIE ABOUT FIDELITY, TEMPTATION AND ‘ELITE’ CULT SEXUALITY] THAT ‘REINFORCES THE ‘WARNING’ THAT HE PORTRAYED IN THE FILM. IT IS ‘MUM’ IS THE WORD AND ‘SILENCE’ IS ‘GOLDEN’ AND THE FACT IN

THE SHERLOCK HOLMES STORY THAT THE ‘SIGNIFICANCE’ IS THAT ‘THE DOG DID NOT BARK’. STANLEY KUBRICK WAS KNOWN FOR HIS SOMEWHAT ‘STARTLED’ WIDE OPEN EYES… THE ‘WIND IN ‘HIS’ EYES… IN SOME WAYS, HIS ‘CLOCKWORK ORANGE’ FILM WITH ITS’ PAVLOVIAN BEHAVIORAL MODIFICATION IMAGERY OF THE CHARACTER ‘ALEX’ HAVING HIS EYES ‘FORCED OPEN’ ALSO DISPLAYED THE REALITY OF STANLEY KUBRICK’S ‘CREATIVE PHYSIOLOGY’.

‘MUM IS THE WORD’
IT IS ‘MUM’ AND THE EDDIE MURPHY ‘BEVERLY HILLS COP’ CHARACTER WEARING A ‘MUMFORD’ SWEATSHIRT DASHING ACROSS THE MOVIE SCREENS. IT IS ‘SILENCE’ ON THE SCREEN AS THE ‘WIZARD OF OZ’ DOES THE SOUND AND THE FURY OF SMOKE AND MIRRORS. IT IS THE THEATRICALITY OF MAGICIANS FUNCTIONING AS GOSSIP STREAMS AND DREAM TEAM OPERA CLOCKS OF ECHOIC TIMBRE. IT IS THE PLEASURE AND LEARNING ASSOCIATED WITH THE ‘TRICKSTER’ OF THE ‘COYOTE’. IT IS GROWTH SPARKING OF CURIOSITY IN RESPONSE TO THE ‘QUICKER THAN THE EYE’ MAGIC. THERE IS A GREAT DISTANCE IN THE PLEASURE AND SPONTANEITY OF MAGIC TRICKS’ AND THE POTENTIAL ‘MANIPULATION, VIOLENCE, ABUSE’ THAT MAY BE USED TO ‘RULE OR CONTROL’ ORDINARY PEOPLE.

SILENCE
IT IS THE ‘TIGHT LIPPED’ UNDERSTANDING OF THE ‘SKULL AND BONES’ SECRET SOCIETY THAT NO ONE IS ALLOWED TO ‘TALK ABOUT THEIR WAYS TO ANY OUTSIDER’. IT IS PRIVILEGE AND ‘CUSTOM’ THAT MAKES FOR THE ‘INTONATION’ AND THE RHYTHMS OF A ‘SOUND SOCIAL ORDERING’. IT IS THE ‘SOUND’ SENSE OF THE ‘RHYTHMS’ AND RESONANCE THAT IS THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ THAT SETS THE ‘TONE’ OF THE ‘AGREED-UPON STATE’ EVERYDAY. IT IS ‘MEDIUMS’ FUNCTIONING AS ‘INDENTURED SERVANTS’ THAT SET THE TONE AND MAINTAIN THE ‘MING’ LEVELS OF ‘PERFECTION’.

ANY ‘ECHO’ THAT COMPELS THE ‘MOTION’ TO THE NEXT EDGE’ IS OF VALUE TO THE ‘VIBRATORY ELITE’
IKKYU A 15TH CENTURY ZEN TEACHER WROTE ‘ATTENTION’ AS THE ANSWER TO AN INQUIRY OF ‘WHAT IS THE HIGHEST WISDOM’? WHEN ASKED A FOLLOW UP QUESTION ‘IS THAT ALL’? IKKYU WROTE TWO WORDS… ‘ATTENTION. ATTENTION’. IT IS THE WAY OF BEING IN CONNECTION WITH THE UNIVERSE…THE LINKING OF THE EARTH AND THE HEAVENS IN A CONSCIOUSNESS OF ‘AS ABOVE, SO BELOW’… THE WISDOM IS THAT OF SEEING A ‘RUNAWAY TRAIN’ IN THE INERTIA OF THE ‘DEMANDING’ AND ‘DIVIDE AND CONQUER’ ENERGIES OF ‘MEISM’ FOSTERED IN THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ DREAMS OF

‘THE EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’. THE EXTREME FRAGMENTATION…THE SPLINTERING OF RELATIONSHIPS NEEDS ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS TO BOND AND SUSTAIN OR THE CULTURE WILL ‘DISINTEGRATE’ INTO THE DESTRUCTIVENESS OF TOO MUCH ‘SELF ABSORPTION’. THE SYSTEM FEEDS ON THE ENERGIES OF ‘EROS AND MADNESS’. THERE IS A STRUGGLE OF THE ‘WARRING FORCES TO ‘CONTROL’ BY ANY MEANS NECESSARY OR BY WHATEVER ‘LEVER’ AVAILABLE.

‘DON’T FIGHT FORCES USE THEM’ [BUCKMINSTER FULLER]
IT IS EASY TO SEE THE ‘BLOWN ALL OUT OF PROPORTION’ AFFECTS OF THE ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENT MONICA ‘MOUTHING’ AS AN ANGRY EROS OF A ‘PRESIDENT CLINTON IMPEACHMENT DRAMA’. THE HYSTERIA AND AMBITION MADE IT THE BASIS FOR A ‘STUPIDITY’ OPERA OF REVENGE AND PERCOLATING FURY. IT IS THIS ‘CUING’ OF THE EROS ENERGIES THAT SURFACE THAT REFLECTS THE ‘POISONS’ IN THE COURT THAT WILL KILL US ALL’ [‘CAMELOT’]. THE IMBALANCES AND EXCESSIVELY LEVERAGED ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVENESS’ IS THE ‘STORY’ OF THE ‘SAVANT DAMAGINGS’. JUST TAKE A LOOK AT THE ‘ZONINGS AND THE NAMES’ AND ONE WILL SEE THE ‘FLAW’ OR ‘NICK’ THAT DEFINES THE MEDIUM IN THE ‘MING PERFECTIONISM’. THE KEN ‘STARR’ INVESTIGATION WAS THE MEDIUM AND MEDIA STREAM OF WHITEWATER RAPIDS IN THE EROS OF THE ONGOING ‘RAP’ ‘IDS’ OF ‘REPRESSION’. THE ‘WITHHELD RAGE’ STARTS TO SURFACE THE ‘POISONS’ OF ‘EXCESS BAGGAGE’ AND ‘IDIOCY FORTRESSING’. THE ‘POISON’ OF POLITICS AND REVENGE MADE A ‘BLOWJOB’ INTO A MEDIA CIRCUS. THE ‘SHAME’ OF THE ‘FRATERNITY BOY’ GETTING CAUGHT AND THE HUMILIATED WIFE BEING ‘CHANNELLED’ INTO THE ‘SENATE’ IS THE ‘LEGACY’ OF THE ‘MADNESS’ [‘BEWARE, THE SENATORS ARE WARY OF THE ‘FURY OF POTENTIAL HELLFIRE’]. IT IS THE ‘HILARY STEP’ CLIMBING UP TO THE ‘RARE AIR’ AT THE TOP OF MOUNT ‘EVER’ ‘REST’. IT IS THE CONVULSIVENESS OF THE ‘LIGHTNING’ IN THE BLOOD THAT RESONATES AS AN ERA OF ‘AIDS’ AND BREAKDOWNS IN ‘IMMUNE SYSTEMS’ PLAYS OUT IN CHINA AS ‘CLINTON ‘ ARRANGES FOR ‘AIDS’ DRUGS AT ‘LOW COST’ FOR CHILDREN IN IMPOVERISHED AREAS.

IT IS THE MEDIUM ‘STEAM’ OF AN APPLAUSE DREAM.
THE ‘INDISCRETION’ AND ‘STUPIDITY’ OF ‘STARR’Y EYED SHARKS FEEDING ON ‘SOUND BITES’ LOOKING FOR ‘SPOTLIGHTS’ SERVED THE ‘ORDERING’. THE ANGER TURNED INWARD WAS ‘FOCUSED’ ON SEXUALITY. THE LEVERAGED ‘SEXINESS AURA’ OF JACK KENNEDY WAS GIVEN A FINAL ‘BLOW’ BY THE INTERN ‘MONICA’. THE ARKANSAS KENNEDY ‘WANNABE’ WAS DONE IN BY HIS OWN DREAMS. CLINTON’S ‘INNER UNREAL SYSTEM’ GOT THE BEST OF HIM… IT IS THE POTENCY OF THE ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER’ AS EVENTS THAT ARE ‘COMMON TO ALL’ DEFINE THE RHYTHM OF THE COMMUNITY. IN THIS TIME OF ‘SHARED CURRENCY’ AND ‘ELECTRONIC HERDING’ WE ARE ALL VULNERABLE TO THE RHYTHMS OF ‘322’ TIME THAT IS 5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’… MAINTENANCE AND SELF GENERATIVITY IS DIFFICULT FOR ORDINAREY PEOPLE AS THE LOCAL AND THE FOREIGN HAVE TO GET IN ‘TUNE’ WITH THE ‘GLOBALIZATION’ WAYS OF THE ‘W.T.O.’ AND THE POWERFUL ELITES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’…

THE ‘ROAD OF EXCESS LEADS TO THE PALACE OF WISDOM’… WILLIAM BLAKE

FOR MEDIUMS AND SAVANT PERFORMERS IT IS A QUEST TO BE A ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A ‘STATE’. IT IS THE ‘MARK OR BRAND’ OF ‘SPACING’ THAT MAKES A PERSON THE ‘CHARGED NAME’ THAT ‘SERVES’ AS THE REPRESENTATION OF THAT ‘STATE’ [OF BEING]… THE ‘STATE’ OF AN ‘EMOTIONAL’ OR ‘PSYCHE’/ ‘MEDIUM’ CHARGING. IT IS ‘WELL-STEIN’ MARSHALLING INTO AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ FORM AS ONE BECOMES THE ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A ‘STATE’. IT IS THE PROJECTION OF ENERGIES ‘AT’ THE MEDIUM OR THE ‘GOVERNOR OF A STATE’. THE ENERGIES ARE CALLED FORTH AND DIRECTED AS THE RESONANCE OF THAT STATE.

‘CAUTION’
ONE MUST TEMPER ONE’S VERTICALITY DRIVES WITH A RESPECT FOR THE ‘HORIZONTAL NESTINGS’ OF THE OTHERS … THE CALL OF THE ‘PYRAMID’ VERTICALITY MAY MAKE ONE MORE SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE ‘SEDUCTIONS’ OF ‘ZAP’ ACCENTUATIONS. THE ‘JOLTS’ OR ‘BLACKOUTS’ ARE ‘DARKNESS MOMENTS’/TIMES OF ACCESSING THE TRANSITIONAL STATES OF ONE’S INNER SHADOWS. THESE ‘BLACKOUTS’ ARE THE INNER PLACES WHERE ONE IS ALTERING AND SHIFTING THROUGH THE ‘CHAOS’ OF RELEASED ENERGIES. IN GOOD FAITH, IT IS A SENSE OF DOING UNTO OTHERS WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE THEM TO DO UNTO YOU. IT IS A ‘SPIRITUAL REALISM’ CANDOR THAT IS THE BASIS FOR ONE’S INTENTION OF INTERCONNECTIVITY TO ANOTHER. IT IS A RESPECT FOR BOUNDARIES AND ‘GOOD FENCES’ THAT MAKE ‘GOOD NEIGHBORS’.

THE ‘WIND IN MY EYES’
‘MY EYES CRY OUT IN PAIN’… AN OEDIPAL STRAIN OF DEEP PASSAGING AS I MOVE THROUGH THE ‘YIN’ OF MY MOTHER AND THE ‘YANG OF MY FATHER’… THERE IS ‘REBELLIOUSNESS’ IN THE WILL TO BREAK THROUGH THE ‘IMPRINTS’OR ‘BRANDINGS OF PSYCHE IMPRISONMENT’. I FEEL A ‘SITE’ FOR ‘SORE EYES… I FEEL THE SPIRIT OF ‘ME’ FIGHTING AND EVOLVING IN MY OWN CONVULSIVENESS. I FEEL THE ‘BURNING EYES OF THE ‘KIN’ETIC SENSES OF KIN AS MY SISTER COLLEEN BURNETTE [BURN-NET] IS REFLECTED IN MY OWN ‘DEEP YIN’ WAY. I HEAR AN ECHO OF CAROL BURNETT DOING THE SOAP SPOOF ‘AS THE STOMACH TURNS’ AND KNOW THE DEEP COMPLEXITY OF ‘YIN TO YANG’ ENERGY RANGINGS. I FEEL THE BURNING EYES… FIERY EYES… THE ‘40’ FOETAL TRAUMA IMPRINT EYES OF ‘I’. I REEXPERIENCE THE TRAUMAS… I FEEL THE IMPACTS AND INDENTATIONS AS ‘DEEP ECHOES’. I STRUGGLE FOR PRESENCE THAT BREATHES THROUGH THE ‘WOUNDED ZONINGS’. IT IS THE PHILOSOPHY THAT SOMEHOW ONE MAY BECOME ‘STRONGER’ IN GETTING THROUGH THIS ‘SCARIFICATION’ [‘IF IT DOESN’T KILL YOU IT WILL MAKE YOU STRONGER’]. IT IS KNOWING THAT ‘MEDICINE’ THAT IS AT THE HEART OF POISON CAN BECOME REMEDY. IT IS EMOTIONAL AND PSYCHOLOGICAL SCARIFICATION AS MUCH AS PHYSICAL’. IT IS THE STIMULATION OF THE ‘NATURAL’ HORMONES IN THE BODY…IT IS THE POTENCY OF LOVE IN ‘ENCOUNTER’ THAT CALLS FORTH ADRENALINES AND ‘HEALTHY INNER JUICES’…

TRANSFORMATION IS CONVULSIVE AND THERE ARE MANY ‘GROWTH SPURTS’
I REMEMBER THE BURNING EDGES OF TOUCH AND ‘T’ OUCH… THE ‘EVOLVING DISTRIBUTION’ RESONANCE OF THE 1990’S AS I EXPERIENCED THE ASH EDGES OF BEING. IT WAS ‘OUCH’ AS I SAW THE BURNING SKIN ON THE EDGES OF MY FINGERS. IT WAS AN ‘OVERHEATED’ CREATIVE WAY AS I MOVED THROUGH THE ‘DEEP YIN’ WHEN I PAINTED OR SCULPTED OR ‘HAD SEXUAL HEALING’ INTIMACY’. IT WAS A VERY PAINFUL ‘DRYING/BURNING’ CONSEQUENCE OF THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ JOURNEYING. THERE ARE ‘FLIPS’ AS WELL AS TWISTS AND TURNS. THE INTENTION OF BECOMING ‘WHOLE’ MEANS ONE MUST TRAVERSE THE DIFFICULT TERRAIN OF INNER FRAGMENTATION. ONE MUST FACE A ‘TURNING POINT’ TIMING STRUGGLE TO ACHIEVE NEW BALANCES IN THE ‘YE’ ACROBATICS OF MOVING INTO THE FUTURE.ONE MUST DEAL WITH THE IMBALANCES AS WELL AS ACHIEVE HEALTHY NEW CENTERING.

IT IS THE ‘YE’ OF DISCOVERY AND THE BEAUTY OF THE TRIANGULATION OF THE ‘BANG’ THROUGH THE ‘BUSHY’ PUBIC ZONINGS OF ‘TRUE EROS’.
IT IS A ‘SEMINAL’ AWARENESS OF BEING AN ECHOIC TIMBRE ‘MESSENGER MEDIUM’ SERVING AS AN ‘ANNUNCIATOR’ OF ‘3’… IT IS A ‘MUSE’ FLOW FROM A ‘MUSE’ ‘E’ ‘UM’ FALL OF THE BIRTHING SEQUENCE THAT IS MY ‘WAY’ OF ‘EVERYDAY’… INCORPORATING THE ALTERED RHYTHMS OF ‘LOAN-LY’ POSITIONINGS TO CONNECT TO ‘WHERE ONE NEEDS GUIDANCE’ FOR ‘WHERE ONE DESIRES TO BE’. IT IS THE EFFORT TO BE FULLY PRESENT WORKING THROUGH THE ‘LEVERAGED’ OF ANXIETY AS ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’? IT IS MY ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT ‘WORKS’ FOR ‘MING’ AND THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’. IT IS THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘BOTTOM’ LINE AS A ‘BOTTOM’ LION THAT KNOWS THE ‘TIE’ ‘MING’ OF UNITING ONE’S ENERGIES INTO THE SPIRIT FORM OF A COURAGEOUS LION. IT IS THE CONSTANCY OF CREATIVELY FACING AN ‘INNER MUSE’ AND THEREBY GENERATING A NEW WAY TO GROW ON A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
I REMEMBER A FRIDAY NIGHT IN ‘1972’ WATCHING THE ‘COLLEGE ALLSTARS’ VS.THE ‘PROS’ FOOTBALL GAME WITH MY BEST FRIEND BOB. WE WERE DRINKING BEER AND GETTING EXCITED ABOUT THE ‘FOOTBALL’ [WHICH AT THE TIME ‘FOCUSED’ MY ‘DREAMLIFE’ OR ‘FANTASY WORLD’. I SURVIVED FOR MANY YEARS IN MY PRETEND/WANNABEE VISION OF ‘ACTING OUT’ AS A ‘SATURDAYS HERO’]. MY DREAM STATES KEPT ME GOING AS I ‘LEARNED’ THE ‘WAY’ OF THE SYSTEM. IT WAS THE COMPETITIVENESS AND DYNAMISM OF THE SPORTS WORLD THAT ‘FASCINATED’ ME AS A CHILD AND AN ADOLESCENT. I WOKE UP IN THE MIDDLE OF THAT FRIDAY NIGHT [EARLY SATURDAY MORNING] WITH EXTREME PAIN IN MY EYES. I FELT AN OEDIPAL ‘MUNCH SCREAM’ LEVEL OF PAIN… I PUT MY EYES UNDER THE FAUCETS TO TRY TO COOL OFF THE ‘FIRE’ AND NOTHING WORKED. I SAW AN EYE DOCTOR SEVERAL

HOURS LATER WHO SAW THAT THE ‘CORNEAL ABRASIONS’ [CAUSED BY ‘LACK OF FLUIDS FOR MY CONTACT LENS’] NEEDED SOME ‘CURATIVE FLUIDS’. WITHIN A FEW MOMENTS, THE PAIN WAS REDUCED MORE THAN ‘90%’ ALTHOUGH BOTH EYES WERE COVERED WITH PATCHES FOR THE DAY AND ONE OF THE PATCHES WAS TO STAY ON FOR TWO DAYS. THE EYES HAD BECOME DRY PARTIALLY DUE TO THE ALCOHOL, THE EXCESSES OF ‘AMPLIFICATION’, THE ‘BLINDNESS’ OF MY DREAM/WISHFULNESS AND THE REALITY TENSIONS OF ENERGY AS I WAS IN A DEEP ‘YIN’ STATE OF IMBALANCE’.

‘CONTACT’ LENDS AND ‘LOAN LY’ STATES OF ENERGY WAYS
THE ECHOES OF ‘CONTACT LENS’ PLAYS OUT THROUGH MY SENSES OF ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ AS THE WAY OF CONNECTING TO ANOTHER AS A ‘CONTACT’ OR SPARKING THAT ‘LENDS’. IT IS THE ASSOCIATIVE ‘SEEING’ AS A ‘CONTACT LEN ‘D’ S’ MOVING THROUGH MY EYES THAT CAUSED THE ‘CORE’ ‘KNEEL’ ABRASIONS. IT WAS THE ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ AS A LIMIT OF WHERE THE ‘KNEES’ ARE BOTH THE BENT AND THE ‘BOWING’ PLACE OF THE DEPTH OF THE ‘FOETALIZED CURL’ DREAM. IT IS THE ECHO OF ‘JOHN LENDING’ AS ‘JOHN LENNON’ AND ‘JAY LENO’ AS AN ELBOW ROOM STATE OF ‘NO LEND’ AND ‘LEND OWE’ OR ‘O’. IT IS THE ‘MONKEY’ ON THE BACK OF A ‘HUNCHBACK’ STATE HEALING THE ‘DEEP YIN’ WHILE BEING IN A ‘CONTACT LENDS’ STATE. IT IS A PARALLELISM TO THE DEPTHS OF THE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ FEMININE ‘O’ STATE OF YIN RECEPTIVITY AND HOLDING…IT IS THE DEEP ‘INTERIORITY’ OF THE MOTHER-DAUGHTER PLATEAU OF FAMILIARITY AND DIFFERENCE.

THE ‘PATCHED EYE’ STATE
ON SUNDAY [WITH ONE EYE PATCHED] I WENT TO A WEDDING FOR ‘CARRIE’ AND ‘MICHAEL’ IT WAS A TOUGH DAY … A BLUR IN MY MEMORY [THE LATER ‘TRAGEDY’ OF ‘CARRIE’ LOSING ‘MICHAEL’ IN A DROWNING ACCIDENT ECHOES SOME OF MY OWN DEEP FEARS THAT WERE EXPERIENCED IN PANIC MOMENTS WHERE I HAD TO BE HELPED BECAUSE IT SEEMED THAT I MIGHT ‘DROWN’. THE MADNESS ECHOED SOME MORE WHEN I MET ‘JIM DROWN’ WHO WAS AN ARTIST WORKING AS A ‘DOORMAN’ IN CHICAGO. JIM DROWN SEEMED DEEP WITHIN HIS OWN UNCONSCIOUS WATERS TRYING TO DEAL WITH A HISTORY OF FAMILY TRAGEDY AND HIS MANY ‘GAY’ SEXUALITY EXPLORATIONS. IT ALSO REMINDED ME THAT MY MOTHER, WHO WAS A REASONABLY GOOD SWIMMER, HAD ONCE TOLD ME THAT SHE HAD AN ‘ALMOST DROWNING’ EXPERIENCE WHEN SHE WAS A LITTLE GIRL. THESE ‘WATERS’ OF ‘UNCONSCIOUS’ SYMBOLISM ASSOCIATIONS SEEM TO CONNECT ON SOME COMPLEX INNER PLANE… MY ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ YIN STATE OF BEING THE ‘LOST CHILD’ SENSES CONNECTED ME SPIRITUALLY TO A DEEP ‘LOSS’ THEME IN MY FAMILY. I WAS WITH MY FATHER IN SHARING A ‘THREAD’ OR A CORRIDOR DEEP WITHIN…AS A

REPLACEMENT CHILD. IT IS A DEEP INNER ABYSS OF EMPTINESS WHERE ‘VULNERABILITY’ IS AS IF ONE TOOK A ‘BLOW BELOW THE BELT’… A ‘BLOW INTO THE MASCULINE’ SUCH THAT THE FEMININE OR DEEP YIN BECAME THE TOTALITY OF ‘FORTRESSED DEFENSIVENESS’. THIS IS MY ‘CRYING OUT FOR UNCLE’ AND SENSING THE LOSS OF ‘MARRY ‘K’. IT IS THE CRYING OUT IN A ‘WOUNDEDNESS AND A POWERLESSNESS’.

‘CLUSTERINGS OF SOUNDS’
THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ AND THE ‘DEEP PHYSIOLOGY’ OF ‘PSYCHE’ SURROGATES FLOWS THROUGH THE UNDERCURRENTS OF ‘KEY’ PHONETICS OF ‘REDIRECTION’. THERE IS A ‘CLUSTERING’ AROUND SOME ‘SOUNDS’ OR ‘WORDS’ MORE THAN OTHERS.

THE EGYPTIAN NAME ‘MAU’ MEANS BOTH FEMALE ‘CAT’ AND ‘TO SEE’.
IT IS THE ECHO OF A NEVERENDING SENSE OF ‘AMPLIFIED’ SENSITIVITY IN MY EYES. IT IS THE ACCENTUATION AS ‘THE WIND IN MY EYES’. IT IS AN OEDIPAL RESONANCE OF SIGHTING AND SEEING [‘MAU’ IS AN ECHO OF MY EX WIFE’S INITIALS ‘MAU’ [BEFORE SHE MARRIED ME. ‘MAU’ IS ALSO IN THE NAMES OF SOME OTHER MIRROR ‘REFLECTIONS’OF MY LIFE.]. IT IS A SOUND OF ‘MAW’ IN THE ‘DEEP THROAT’ AWARENESS… ‘MAW’ IS THE EDGE OF EATING [JAWS AND ‘CASTRATION’] AND THE DAY OF THE ‘LAST SUPPER’ AS IN ‘MAU’ NDY THURSDAY. IT IS THE MAUSOLEUM SPACE OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT IS THE TERRAIN OF THE ‘GRIM REAPER’. IT IS THE ‘ETHERIC’ ENERGIES OF THE ‘MAUVE’ ZONE SENSED AS THE ‘PURPLISH ROSE’ ENMESHED AND THE INTERCONNECTEDNESS OF THE DEEP ‘YIN’ FEMININE ‘O’. THE ‘MAUVE’ ZONE IS THE ‘UNSEEN AND THE UNHEARD’ AREA OF BOUNDARY ISSUES AND ‘OVERLAPPING’ WAYS OF MOTHER/DAUGHTER AS WELL AS THE NORMAL ‘SHARING’ OF THE FEMININE ‘NATURAL EROTICISM’. IT IS THE REALM OF ‘8’ AND FIGURE ‘8’ AND THE INFINITE ‘8’ THAT IS THE MAGICIAN’S LEMNISCATE [00]… [THE ‘8’ ON ITS SIDE]. IT IS THE PLANE OF MAGIC AND POSSIBILITY WHERE DREAMS, FEARS, SPIRIT AND WILL SEEK TO CONNECT TO THE UNIVERSE ALL AROUND. THERE ARE MANY VEHICLES OF TRANSITTING THE COMPLEXITIES OF THE SOUL. THERE ARE MANY TOOLS TO FOCUS THROUGH AND TRANSFORM ONE’S BEING AND CONSCIOUSNESS. A ‘MAUMET’ IS A ‘DOLL’, A ‘PUPPET’, A ‘SCARECROW’ OR ANY OTHER FIGURE BUILT TO RESEMBLE A HUMAN BEING. IN OUR STATES OF BEING AS MEDIUMS OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATE PERFORMERS WE FUNCTION AND SERVE LIKE ‘MAUMETS’. WE MOVE IN AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF REMOTE ACTIVATED CHARGINGS. WE BECOME LIKE ‘AUTOMATONS’ AS WE TEND TO BECOME ‘MORE SO’ IN OUR WAYS. WE SAY THAT ‘SOMEONE HAS PASSED AWAY’ BECAUSE THE LIVING ‘WAY’ IS THE PATH OF PRESENCE WHETHER IT IS THE ‘JOHN WAYNE WAY’ OR THE ‘WAY OF THE CROSS’. WE ‘WAY’ OUR EXPRESSIONS WITHIN THE ‘LIMITS OF INNER NECESSITY’ AS WE FIND OUR ‘OWN WAY…’

THE ‘CAT’ AND THE ‘CANARIES’
THE COMPRESSIONS OF DEEP FEMININE INTERACTION IS AN AWARENESS OF THE ‘NORMALCY STRAIN’ AND ‘OVEREROTICIZED’ STATES OF ‘CHARGED ‘ORIFICES’. IT IS THE SENSITIVITY TO THE PRESSURES OF ‘SPHINCTERS’ AND ON ‘SPHINCTERS’ [THE SPHINX OF OEDIPUS]. THE MAUVE ZONE OF THE ‘MAU’

IS FELT IN A SENSING OF ‘QUICKNESS OF TRADES AND EXCHANGES’. IT IS A ‘CAT DANCING’ BASE OF ‘FAMILIAR’ RHYTHMS WHERE ‘SYNCHRONIZATION’ WITHIN AN ‘ELECTRONIC HEN HOUSE’ IS MAINTAINED THROUGH ‘MALL ‘TEASINGS’ AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ TERROR. IT IS LIKE A PLATEAU OF ALL SHARING THE PSYCHE’ WOMENS ‘ROOM’. WHO IS ‘SAFE’ ENOUGH TO BE IN HIS/HER OWN MOTIONS IN A ‘THREATENED’ ENVIRONMENT? HOW MUCH OF ONE IS ‘DENIED’ AS A NECESSITY OF ‘COPING’ WITH THE ONGOING DEMANDS OF THE OTHERS? JACKIE KENNEDY ONASSIS LAST SIGNIFICANT RELATIONSHIP WAS WITH A ‘MAURICE TEMPELSMAN’… THE ‘MAU’ AND THE FERTILITY OF RICE[MAU RICE] PARALLELS THE FERTILITY OF WOMEN AND THE TEMPLES OF MAN…IT WAS A ‘GROUNDING’ FOR A WOMAN WHO HAD TO DO THE ASS-SASS-SIN-NATION ‘GROUND ZERO’ ‘JACKING’ OF A GLOBAL VILLAGE’. THE COMPLEXITY OF CREATIVE PEOPLE DEMANDS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ECHOIC TIMBRE THAT IS ALL AROUND. THE ONGOING SHADOWS AND VALUES OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND THE ROYALTY WAYS AFFECT US ALL AS WE ARE COMPELLED TO DIGEST THE EVENT PENETRATIONS OR ‘MASS OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF THE COMPETING FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’. IT IS ALWAYS A QUESTION OF DEGREE AS THE PRIVILEGED WOMEN AND MEN LIVE ‘OUTSIDE’ OF THE ‘NORMALCY’ OF ‘CATCALLS’,’CATWALKS’ AND ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS. ‘THEY’ ARE THE RHYTHMS OF THE TOP DOWN’PYRAMIDISM’AND ARE FAR LESS ‘COMPRESSED’ THAN THOSE IN THE FRUSTRUM… IN SOME INSTANCES THEY MAY BE THE EDGE THAT IS THE ‘322’ TIME [THE ‘5’ MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD ‘TIME’]. THEY LIVE IN MORE ‘EASE’ AND SPACE ‘KNOWING’ THE KEYS AND QUINGS PRIOR TO THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ PACINGS

ATE AND ‘8’
IT IS THE AWARENESS OF ‘ATE’ AND ‘8’… IT IS THE ‘BREAST REDIRECTION’ OF ORALITY THAT IS IN THE ‘HUNGER’ AND THE COSMETIC MASKINGS’. THE MORE THE TOP DOWN COMPRESSIONS SQUEEZE THE WOMEN THE MORE THERE IS A NECESSITY OF ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’. THE IDEA OF THE ‘GLASS CEILING’ IS THE ‘CONTROL’ MECHANISM OF ‘SELECTING’ A FEW WILLING TO BE SILENT TO MAINTAIN THE ‘SAME GAME’…THE ‘BUST LINE’ ZONING OF THE ECHOIC TIMBRE INERTIA. THE ‘BUST’ LINE OF AUTHORITY AND MOTHER-DAUGHTER COMPRESSION… ONE OF THE BIOGRAPHICAL FACTS OF EXCESSIVE ‘ORALITY’ IS THE TEEN AGE TIME OF ‘ADOLF HITLER’ EATING TONS OF SWEETS WHILE GETTING REJECTED FOR ART SCHOOL AND TAKING

CARE OF HIS MOTHER WHO WAS DYING OF BREAST CANCER. HIS ‘REACTIVITY’ AND ‘RAGE’ FED A LIFETIME OF HUNGER AND DESTRUCTIVENESS…

A CHALLENGE TO THE ASSUMPTIONS
IT IS THE QUESTIONING OF THE ASSUMPTIONS THAT REALLY MATTERS. THE ‘PIGEON HOLING’ OF WOMAN INTO ECONOMIC VERSIONS OF ‘WHAT MEN DO’ IS THE ‘PRICE’ OF SUSTAINING THE ‘MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’. MORE ENTERTAINERS, ATHLETES OR MORE C.E.O.’S THAT ARE FEMALE DOES NOT CHALLENGE THE PROBLEM OF WHO GETS PAID FOR WHAT? THE PYRAMID IS THE SACRED REALITY OF MARKET PLACE ECONOMICS THAT FUELS ON THE BELIEF THAT THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’. MEN AND WOMEN ARE ‘PULLED APART’ BY THE DEMANDS OF THE ‘HIP WARS’ THAT DERIVE FROM THE INCREASED ‘DISTORTION STRESS’ OF ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES…THE INCREASING DEMANDS TO KEEP PACE AND LEVERAGE TAKES ITS TOLL IN THE BOARDROOM AS WELL AS THE BEDROOM.THE ACCENTUATION OF EROS AS WELL AS THE DEMAND TO REDIRECT EROS INTO A SAVANT OR TALENT WAY CONTRIBUTES TO THE INSTABILITY OF MARRIAGES AND RELATIONSHIPS. THE ROYALTY STANDARD IN A HIGH SPEED IMPOSITION ON THE ORDINARY DESTROYS ‘INTIMACY’ AS MORE AND MORE OF EACH PERSON’S ENERGIES ARE PRESSURED INTO ‘INCOME’ AS MONEY INSTEAD OF ‘IN’ AND ‘COME’ IN CONNECTION. THE SKEW IS ‘THINGS FALL APART AND THE CENTER WON’T HOLD’ AS THE POWER OF EXTERNALS IS STRONGER AND MORE DEMANDING THAN THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’. THE POWER OF ‘VEILING AND IMAGE’ IS VALUED MORE THAN INTEGRITY OF BEING. MONEY AND POWER REWARD SERVICE TO THE SYSTEM ‘AS IS’ AND DO NOT COMPENSATE FAMILY OR NEIGHBORHOOD SERVICES THAT ARE ‘OUTSIDE OF THE ECONOMIC’ YET ESSENTIAL TO THE FUNCTIONING OF THE COMMUNITY.

DENIAL AND DENY ‘AL’
THE HUNGER AND ORALITY IS TRANSFERRED INTO THE ‘HIP WARS’ OF EVER WIDENING NEED FOR CONTROL. THE ‘REPRODUCTIVE RELATED ILLNESSES’ AND MEDICAL/SURGICAL SOLUTIONS DRIVE THE ‘PROBLEMS’ DEEPER INTO DEFENSIVENESS. THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA ‘MANAGES’ TO SIT/SIGHT/SITE AS A ‘ZONE’ OF ‘HORIZONTAL’ CONSENSUS… IT IS THE ‘GROUNDING’ FOR THE ‘HIP WARS’ AND THE ‘HEN HOUSE RESONANCE’ OF GOSSIP AND PECKING ORDER ALONG THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’. IT IS THE SPACE OF PACE FOR THE RACE AGAINST ‘BREAST CANCER’ THAT ‘ALL’ THINK THEY CAN ‘OUTRUN’. IT IS THE ‘SOUNDS OF THE SYSTEM’ THAT SEEM TO BE ‘UNSOUND’ AS THE CONTRADICTIONS OF WHAT IS VALUED CONFLICT WITH WHAT REALLY MATTERS…IT IS ‘FOLLOW THE MONEY’ OR THE ‘LACK OF MONEY’ IN SEEING WHOSE SYSTEM IT REALLY IS… IT IS THE FULLNESS OF BREATH AND DISTRIBUTION WITH A COMPLETE CIRCULATION THAT IS REALLY NEEDED TO FOR A HEALTHY ‘SOUNDNESS’…A NEW BALANCE BEYOND ‘COSMETICS’, DENIALS AND VEILS. WE ALL MUST LEARN TO SEE OURSELVES IN A NEW WAY. THE STRAINS AND STRESSES OF SAVANT ‘SKEWING’ ESTABLISHING ‘ELITE’ MODELS THAT MAY BE ‘THIN AND CURVACEOUS’ YET ‘DYSFUNCTIONAL’ MUST BE FACED. THE UNHEALTHY PERVASIVENESS OF ‘CORPORATE PACIFIERS’ AND ‘TOILET COLLISIONISM’ MUST BE SEEN. THE ONE PILL MAKES YOU SMALLER AND THE OTHER ONE MAKES YOU TALLER IS THE MONEY TRAIL OF MAIN STREET ‘NEUROSIS’.

‘IT IS YOUR ‘NEW ROSE SIS’! [NEUROSIS]
THE ROLLERCOASTER CIRCULARITY OF THE ‘8’ IS PLAYED OUT IN CHESS [NEAR TO CHEST] AND ON THE CHESSBOARD OF ‘8’ TIMES ‘8’ OR ‘64’ SQUARES. IT IS THE ROYALTY IN OUR GAMES AND WAYS OF THINKING.

‘EVEN THE KING GOES INTO THE ‘BOX’ WHEN THE GAME IS OVER’. [AN ITALIAN SAYING]
‘SEX IS THE MAIN EXPRESSION OF A PERSON; GREAT NATURES ARE SEXUALLY STRONG; AND THE HEALTH OF ANY PERSON WILL DEPEND UPON THE FREEDOM OF THAT FUNCTION. ONE MUST DISCOVER, BY EXPERIENCE OF INSTINCTS AND INTENTIONS ONE’S OWN SEXUALITY… ONE’S TRUE NATURE. THE SEXUAL ACT, EVEN TO THE GROSSEST OF MANKIND, IS THE AGENT WHICH DISSIPATES THE FOG OF SELF FOR ONE ECSTATIC MOMENT.’ [‘THE BOOK OF THE LAW’] THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ IS IN THE TRUTH OF ONE’S LOVE… A MUTUAL RECIPROCITY WHERE LOVE MAKES ‘1’ INTO ‘2’ [‘2’ INTO ‘1’]. ONE SEEKS NATURAL CONNECTION IN THE REAL SENSES OF SPONTANEOUS AND IRRESISTABLE ATTRACTION… THE FULLNESS OF TOTALITY… THE ENTHUSIASM OF ALL STRENGTH… A PASSION THAT CAN BLEND INTO AND BE WITH ONE’S OWN. SPIRIT PERMEATES THE ACT OF WILL… IT MUST DO AND IT MUST DIE… THE ACT IS ALL WILL… ‘LE PETIT MORT’ [FROM THE ‘LITTLE DEATH’… IT MUST RISE AGAIN. ‘HANDSOME IS AS HANDSOME DOES’… THE TOUCH OF TENDERNESS IS IN THE HANDS… THE JOURNEY OF SUMMATION, SUMMING, THE SUM OF THE HANDS… A HAND/SUM OF THE ‘MING’ ‘SUM’… THE ‘PERFECTION’ AND ‘ORDERING’ IN THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ SUM GAME… A ‘KNOWING’ OF THE ‘PAT’AND THE ‘TRICK’ OF ‘PA TRICK’. THE ‘FLIP’ OR THE ‘TOSS’… THE CHANCE AND THE DANCE OF THE ‘3’ SIDED COIN OF ‘TRIANGULATION’… THE ‘FLIP’ AND THE ‘TRICK’ OF THE ‘TAP AND THE PAT’

‘HOLLOW AND EMPTY’
IT IS THE TRICK OF THE ‘COYOTE’ AS ‘TRICKSTER’ AND THE HAND IS ‘QUICKER’ THAN THE EYE. IT IS THE ‘TRICK OR TREAT’ OF ALL HALLOWS EVE… THE EDGE OF THE FEMININE ‘EVE’ WITH THE ‘ADD’ DAM [ADAM] FORCE OF ‘YANG’ DRIVING THROUGH THE TRIALS AND TRIBULATIONS OF NECESSITY AND BECOMING THE MASCULINE. IT IS ‘PATRIA’ AS COUNTRY AND ‘TRI’ OF ‘3’ WITHIN. IT IS THE CREATIVE POTENTIAL OF THE ‘WELLSTEIN’ AS THE SHELL OF THE HOLLOW KNOWING THE EMPTINESS OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’. IT IS THE ‘LEGEND OF SLEEPY HOLLOW’ AND ARTIST DREAMS OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’

‘ADD DAMS AND EVE’S DROPPINGS’
‘FRANKLY MY DEAR, I DON’T GIVE A DAM’ RUSHES OUT OF THE DREAMS OF ‘GONE WITH THE WIND’… RHETT BUTLER [THE MAINTENANCE OF THE DAMS] LEAVES HER TO HER OWN SELFISH FRUSTRATION. IT IS THE REMOVAL OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL ENERGY/FORCE’ AND THE ‘RESTLESSNESS STATES’ OF WISHFULNESS DREAMS. IT IS ‘NOTHINGNESS’ AS ONE’ FACES’ ONE’S SELF ‘DEEP WITHIN’.

‘WHO IS ‘JOHN GALT?’
THE QUESTION POSED IN AYN RAND’S ‘ATLAS SHRUGGED’ ECHOES THE SOUND ASSOCIATIONS IN THE HEROICS OF THE ‘JOHN’ AS A ‘TOILET’ FUNCTION OR A ‘PROSTITUTES ‘TRICK’ IN A COMBINING AT ‘GALT’ SPEED. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE DESIRE RHYTHM MATCHED IN AN ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ AGGRESSION IN AN ATTRACTIVE SEXUAL PARTNER.

‘GALT SPEED’ IS THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE RIDING THE WAVES OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. ‘GALT’ IS THE ‘G’ AND THE ‘T’ ENVELOPING THE ‘AL’… THE ‘EROS SIGNIFIER’ OF THE WOMAN SATISFIED. IT IS THE SEXUAL POLITICS OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ BECAUSE THE ‘INDIVIDUAL’ DRIVES IT TO BE. IT IS ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ AND THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ FRAGMENTATION THAT NEEDS A CRISIS IN ORDER TO ‘UNIFY’ IN A ‘UNITY’ OF DESIRE.

‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE DESIRED MALE ENERGY THAT THE ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE GODDESS ‘SENSAMORA’ IS DRAWING INTO A ‘MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ OUTCOME.
DOES ‘JOHN GALT PROVIDE SENSAMORA’ WITH THE ‘HEARTFIRE’ SHE NEEDS TO GENERATE THE FUTURE? DOES JOHN GALT ‘THUD’ THE WAY INTO A NEW DESTROY AND CREATE? DOES JOHN GALT DO THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT RELEASES THE ‘FORTRESSED’ SENSAMORA? ‘LIVE AND LET LIVE’ HAS BEEN MOSTLY A ‘LOOKING THE OTHER WAY’ WHEN THE EXCESSES OF VIOLENCE ARE DONE TO SOME OTHER GROUP. THERE ARE NO ACCOUNTABILITIES IN THE ENERGY WIND WARS… IT IS ‘DUST IN THE WIND’ AND ‘SOMEONE ELSE’S PROBLEM’. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS NOT THE CORRUPT AND GREEDY ‘CEO’ THAT PAYS HIMSELF MORE AND MORE AND FEEDS OFF THE ‘FLAWS’ OF THE SYSTEM. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE ‘ID’ OF ‘FANTASY YANG’ DRIVING ‘CHARLES FOSTER KANE’ TO MAKE UP FOR THE LOSS OF INNOCENCE REPRESENTED AS ‘ROSEBUD’. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE FORCE OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ HAVING THE MONEY TO DO WHATEVER ONE WANTS. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS ‘ENLIGHTENED SELF INTEREST’ IN A RAWNESS OF DARWINIAN ‘CREATIVITY’ AND ‘ADAPTATION’ KNOWING THE ‘MANY MAY BE SACRIFICED FOR THE FEW’. IT IS THE POWER OF THE UNCHECKED ‘NIETZSCHE SUPERMEN’ TO ACHIEVE THE ‘GENIUS’ OF ‘INDIVIDUALISM’. IT IS JACKIE KENNEDY’S FATHER AS THE NICKNAMED ‘BLACK JACK’ THAT PLAYED OUT IN HER ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. ‘JACK’ SAY ‘JACKIE’ IS THE DRAMA OF HER FATHER’S SHADOW [‘THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER’S SEXUAL ENERGY BY RESERVING IT FOR HIMSELF’FREUD] AS ‘BLACK JACK BOUVIER’. HOW DEEP THE COMPLEXITY OF JACKIE KENNEDY’S CONNECTION TO ‘ARISTOTLE ONASSIS’ ECHOING AS ‘AIR’ IS ‘TOT’ ‘L’ [ARISTOTLE] AND ‘ON’ ‘ASS’ ‘IS’. THE MISSION STATE OF BEING THE HORSE RIDER AS HE IS ‘ON ASS IS’. IT IS THE ECHO OF THE MOVIE ‘BACK TO THE FUTURE’ WHEN THE DAUGHTER SAYS ‘YOU ARE MY DENSITY INSTEAD OF MY ‘DESTINY’. IT IS A DENSITY OF SIMILAR ‘WELL-STEIN’ WEIGHTINESS AND MOTIONS. SHE AND HE HAVE COMPARABLE DENSITIES AND ENERGIES.IT IS THE FORCE OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL POLARITIES’ THAT DRAWS AND ASSERTS DESIRE FOR THE ‘OTHER’. ‘BLACKJACKING’ THE ‘21’ AND THE CARDS OF ‘VEILS’ AND ‘UNVEILINGS’ IS THE PROCESS OF BECOMING AND OVERCOMING AS ONE ‘BEATS THE DEALER’ OR LOSES THE GAME. IT IS THE GAMBLING OF ‘BLACK’ AND BEING ‘IN THE BLACK’ THAT IS THE WINNING ‘BOTTOM LINE’. IT IS THE ‘BLACK JACK’

FROM THE SHADOWS OF DEEP YIN THAT IS THE POWER TO ‘GOVERN’ THE ‘BLACK JACK’ STATE.IT IS THE SYMBOL OF THE RIDERLESS HORSE NAMED ‘BLACKJACK’ THAT MARCHED ALL ALONE IN JOHN FITZGERALD KENNEDY’S FUNERAL.

‘THE METAMORPHOSIS OF SENSAMORA’
‘JOHN GALT’ IS AYN RAND’S FANTASY LOVER WITH THE POWER TO RELEASE HER FROM THE THROES OF ‘MATERIALISTIC WEBBING’. HE IS THE SOLUTION AT IMPACT AND THE OVERPOWERING VIBRATION OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ FACILITATING THE ‘METAMORPHOSIS’ OF ‘SENSAMORA’. HE IS THE STRIKING FORCE OF COMPELLING AND BREAKING THAT IS THE IMPRINT BEYOND THE ‘WAITING FOR RESCUE AND RELEASE’ STATE OF RECEPTIVITY. ‘BLACK JACK’ IS THE NEW TIMING THAT REDEFINES THE INNER REALM OF ‘SENSAMORA’ AND PROVIDES ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ SOLUTION TO THE ‘BLOCKED, FORTRESSED AND WITHHELD’. ‘JOHN GALT’ IS THE ‘COLLISIONISM’… THE END OR ‘DESTROY’ OF ANNIHILATION THAT IS THE EXTREME ‘MAD THUD’ THAT WAS THE NUCLEAR ATTACK OF HIROSHIMA AND NAGASAKI. IT IS THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ AS A SYMBOL OF NOTHINGNESS AND MUSHROOM ‘DEATH TIME’. IT IS THE PROJECTION OF THE INNER OUT INTO THE WORLD CAUSING MORE CONVULSIVENESS AND ‘OPPORTUNITY’ FOR NEW GENERATIONS

‘ANYBODY CAN SIT. AN OLD WOMAN CAN SIT… IT TAKES A MAN TO STAND.’ [MALCOLM X… TRYING TO PROVOKE THE ‘TRUE ANGERS’ TO BE RELEASED RATHER THAN DIGESTED?]
THE ALBERT EINSTEIN [‘EYE’ N ‘STEIN’] SENSE OF THE ‘ATOMIC’ AND THE ‘NUCLEAR’ IS THE ‘ESSENCE’ OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT REFLECTS THE EVOLUTIONARY SEARCH FOR THE ‘TRUE MAN’ OVERCOMING ALL OF ‘HER BLOCKS AND OBSTACLES’ TO ACHIEVE ‘AL’. IT IS THE ‘SEMINAL’ DRIVING IN A FORCE THROUGH THE ‘HAZING’ OR THE ‘HARRIED’ TO BECOME ‘HARRY TRUMAN’. IT IS ‘THE BUCK STOPS HERE’ BLACK HOLE VORTEX REPRESENTATION AFTER THE ‘WHEEL CHAIR’ CYCLE OF F.D.R. IT IS THE ‘HARRIED’ AND ‘TRUE-MAN’ THAT SEEKS TO EXPRESS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE EDGE.

DOUBLE TALK AND DOUBLE TIME
TO ‘KNOW’ THE ‘KNOWLEDGE’ OF ‘KNOW’ ‘L’ ‘EDGE’…THE ‘K’ OF NOW…WITH THE ‘L’ ON THE ‘EDGE’ OF THE ‘LEDGE’. THE EDGE OF THE ‘AL’ AS THE DRIVE OF THE ‘L’ IN THE POTENCY OF THE ‘L’ THAT IS THE ‘VENUS’ AS THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’. IT IS ‘VENUS DI MILO’ AS A STATUE DISPLAY OF WHAT THE ‘OVERCOMING’ STATE OF THE ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ OR ‘DEEP MALE YIN’ LOOKS LIKE. IT IS THE SUSTAINED INVERSION STATE OF YIN FEMININE PARALLELISM AND MIRRORING WHERE ART MATCHES THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE DESIRED REPRODUCTIVITY. WHO HAS THE CREATIVE POWER TO ACHIEVE THE ‘PARALLELISM’ OF THE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ FEMININE VERSION OF ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ HOW IMPORTANT IS IT FOR THE CREATIVE MALE TO ACHIEVE

THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY OF THE ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’? THE ‘TRUE-MAN’ SEES THE QUICKNESS OF THE UNSAID AND THE ‘SILENT’ AND TUNES IN TO THE ‘HARE’ OF FERTILITY OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS THE EDGE OF THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ WHERE THE ONGOING MOMENTUM OF THE ‘NUCLEAR’ [THAT IS THE ‘INNER ENERGY’ COMBUSTION] THAT GETS FOCUSED IN ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS. IT IS THE ‘WHITE RABBIT’ PROCLAIMING THAT ‘I’M LATE… ‘I’ M LATE FOR A VERY IMPORTANT DATE’ AS HE GOES THROUGH THE HOLE AND INTO THE REALM OF ‘DOUBLETALK AND DOUBLETIME’. IT IS THE CHESHIRE CAT OF ‘ALICE IN WONDERLAND’ DISAPPEARING AND ‘RONALD REAGAN’ ASKING ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ IT IS HIDE AND SEEK AND DO NOT PEEK AS A WAY TO MAINTAIN THE PATH OF THE OTHERS TO THE PEAK. THE CHESHIRE CAT DISAPPEARS AND REAPPEARS TO DELIGHT THE CHILD IN ALL OF US AND REMINDS US TO TEMPER OUR TIMES WHEN WE ‘KID OURSELF’.

THE TIME FOR THE NEW PYRAMID SCHEME
THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS THE ONGOING MUSICAL CHAIRS MOMENTUM OF CONVULSIVENESS THAT PROVIDES THE OPPORTUNITY OF ‘CHAOTIC TIME’ FOR THE PREDATORY POWER TO MOVE INTO A VACUUM. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ‘FRUCTIFYING AND FRYING’… A TIME TO ‘TAKE’ AND ‘TAKE OVER’… THE TIME OF ‘NOTHINGNESS’ OF ‘FRIGHT OR FEAR’ WHEN ‘POWER ABHORS A VACUUM’ IT IS THE ‘CONTROL’ THAT OCCURS IN A ‘NOTHING’ MOMENT… A ‘CHAOS’ WHEN THE INERTIA OF MONEY AND POWER SEIZE THE ‘AUTHORITY’ TO DEFINE A ‘NEW ORDER’. IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY TIME FOR ‘CAPITALIZING’ AND TAKING ADVANTAGE. IT IS SACRIFICE TIME… THE TIME OF CONSUMING THE ENERGIES OF THE CONFUSED AND THE FEARFUL… ‘THE SACRIFICE IS A GIFT, A GIFT TO THE GODS WHICH IS DIRECTED TO THE FLOW OF POWER, TO KEEPING THE LIFE FORCE MOVING THERE WHERE IT HAS BEEN BLOCKED BY SIN. WITH THE SACRIFICE MAN FEEDS THE GODS TO GIVE THEM MORE POWER SO THAT HE MAY HAVE MORE. THE SACRED FOOD HAS THE STRENGTH OF LIFE; THE MORE LIVING THINGS SACRIFICED, THE MORE EXTRAVAGANT RELEASE OF POWER. [ERNEST BECKER ‘ESCAPE FROM EVIL’, 1975] THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS ARE THE MANIFESTATION AND TRANSFORMATION TIMES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’. DEEP POLITICS IS ‘THE HORROR… THE HORROR’… AS IN THE JOSEPH CONRAD ‘HEART OF DARKNESS’ JOURNEY. IT IS THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ COMPREHENSION OF ‘VIET NAM’ IN ‘APOCALYPSE NOW’ AS DONE BY ‘FRANCIS FORD COPPOLA’. ‘THE ‘UNDISCLOSED REALM OF DARKNESS’ BEYOND OUR CONSCIOUSNESS’ [HEGEL] IS RESISTANT TO THE ILLUMINATION OF THOUGHT, AND BEYOND THE REACH OF GOOD… IT IS THE SHADED SOCIAL WORLD OF CONCRETE EVIL… WHERE ‘HIDDEN CONTROLLERS MANIPULATE CHAINED PRISONERS WITH A SHOW OF PUPPETS AND STREAKS OF FIRE’. THE SUNLIT TOWERS OF THE WORLD TRADE CENTER ON THE MORNING OF TUESDAY, SEPTEMBER 11 STOOD IN SUCH TERRIFYING DARKNESS’ [DAVID MACGREGOR…THE ‘DEEP POLITICS OF SEPTEMBER 11’ A PAPER IN ‘CONFRONTING 9-11, IDEOLOGIES OF RACE, AND EMINENT ECONOMISTS, RESEARCH IN POLITICAL ECONOMY, VOLUME 20.] ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS DESCRIBED AS ‘POLITICAL PRACTICES AND ARRANGEMENTS THAT ARE USUALLY REPRESSED RATHER THAN ACKNOWLEDGED’… ‘DEEP POLITICS’ IS DESCRIBED AS THE ABYSS OF ‘DEPRAVITY’ [PETER DALE SCOTT].

THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ ERUPTS DURING AND BECOMES VISIBLE IN TIMES OF CRISIS. IT IS AN EXPOSURE OF THE ‘INTERACTIVE’ AND DETERMINING FORCES THAT ARE USUALLY BEHIND THE SCENES’. SOMETIMES THERE IS AN ALLIANCE OF THE ‘ELITE’ RICH AND THE ‘CORRUPT CRIMINAL’ WHO PROTECT THE CORPORATIONS AND ENSURE A LACK OF ENFORCEMENT OF LAWS THAT ARE DETRIMENTAL TO THEIR INTERESTS. ‘PUBLIC POWER’ IS THEN SUBORDINATED TO ‘ELITE’ AND SPECIAL INTERESTS. ONE SIMPLY HAS TO TAKE A LOOK AT THE ‘COLLAPSE’ OF THE ‘SOVIET UNION’ TO SEE ‘WHO’ BENEFITTED IN THE GENERATION OF THE NEW ORDERING. IT WAS THE ‘GOLDEN ARCHES’… THE OIL… THE GOLD… THE DIAMONDS… AND THE ‘UNDERWORLD’ OF ‘BAD GUYS’ [SO CALLED ‘REDFELLAS’ OR RUSSIAN ‘GOODFELLAS’].

THE ‘BEAUTY’ OF THE RESOURCE AS IT IS
‘THEY’ ARE UNABLE TO ENJOY THE ‘BEAUTY’ OF THE RESOURCE AS IT IS. THE PROBLEM IS THE EXCESSIVE ‘USEFULNESS’ OF THE ‘MATERIALS’ IN ‘MONETARY’ TERMS [THE FORESTS BECOME PAPER MILLS AND THE STREAMS ARE FOR DAMS AND ELECTRIC POWER]. IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT THE ‘NATURAL’ MUST BE CONQUERED AND USED FOR SOMETHING ELSE. ENERGY IS NOT ‘ENRON’. ENERGY IS THE ‘NATURAL’ THAT MAN SUCCESSFULLY MAXIMIZES BY ‘ADAPTING TO IT’. ‘ENERGY WISDOM IS TUNING INTO THE NATURAL ‘GROUNDING’ OF THE PLANET… THE FLOWS OF GRAVITY AND THE ROTATIONS OF THE EARTH [THE ‘NATURAL’ FLOWS OF THE ‘TIDES’ AND THE ‘WINDS’] ‘WHEN THE BODY OF A PERSON IS SUBJECTED TO THE RAPIDLY ALTERNATING PRESSURE OF AN ELECTRICAL OSCILLATOR OF TWO AND ONE HALF MILLION VOLTS THIS PRESENTS A SIGHT MARVELLOUS AND UNFORGETTABLE. ONE SEES THE EXPERIMENTER STANDING ON A BIG SHEET OF FIERCE, BLINDING FLAME, HIS WHOLE BODY ENVELOPED IN A MASS OF PHOSPHORESCENT STREAMERS, LIKE THE TENTACLES OF AN OCTOPUS. BUNDLES OF LIGHT STICK OUT FROM HIS SPINE. AS HE STRETCHES OUT THE ARMS, ROARING TONGUES OF FIRE LEAP FROM HIS FINGERTIPS AS MYRIADS OF MINUTE PROJECTILES ARE SHOT OFF FROM HIM AT SUCH VELOCITIES AS TO PASS THROUGH ADJOINING WALLS. HE IS IN TURN BEING VIOLENTLY BOMBARDED BY THE SURROUNDING AIR AND DUST.[NICKOLAS TESLA, THE BIOGRAPHY OF A GENIUS… QUOTE FROM 1907 ARTICLE ‘TUNED LIGHTNING, ENGLISH MECHANICS AND THE WORLD OF SCIENCE’]. WE ARE CONDUCTORS AND MEDIUMS OF THE NATURAL EARTH ELEMENTS. WE MAY SERVE A MORE GENERAL EXPRESSION WHEN WE SERVE AS ‘CHANNELS OR ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ SAVANTS OR PERFORMER TALENTS.

WE HAVE TO LEARN WHAT IS HEALTHY FOR US AND WE MUST DETERMINE WHEN TO SAY ‘WHEN’.
IT IS QUITE A HARD LESSON TO LEARN THAT THERE IS ALWAYS SOMEONE WHO CAN RUN OVER YOU. ONE MUST LET THEM KNOW THAT YOU WILL TRY TO STAY OUT OF THEIR WAY YET IF THEY ATTEMPT TO HARM YOU OR YOUR FRIENDS YOU WILL EXTRACT A SERIOUS PRICE FOR THEM TO PAY. THEY MAY BE

BIGGER AND STRONGER BUT THEY DO NOT WANT TO GO AROUND WITH A ‘WOUND’ THAT WOULD LIMIT THEIR ‘PREDATORY’ BEHAVIORS OR MAKE THEM VULNERABLE TO SOME OTHER PREDATOR. THE ‘STRENGTH OF SELF ASSERTION’ MUST ALWAYS BE TEMPERED WITH A MEASURED RESPONSE ‘REALITY CHECK’. WHAT IS THE BEST AND REALISTIC COURSE OF ACTION GIVEN THE FACTS THAT THEY ARE ‘BIGGER OR STRONGER’ THAN YOU ARE?

THE ‘BULLY’ HAS TO KNOW THAT HARMING YOU IS NOT WORTH THE PRICE THAT HE MIGHT HAVE TO PAY
THE MEDIUMS AND ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ LIVE IN A NON-ORDINARY REALITY. WE SEE THE BREAKDOWN OF THE ‘SOCIAL CONTRACT’ AS THE ‘ELITE’ MOVE MORE OF THEIR ‘PRODUCTION AND FOUNDATION’ OUTSIDE OF OUR COUNTRY’S ‘GOVERNANCE’. THERE IS AN EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING GAP BETWEEN THE ‘HAVES’ AND THE REST OF US. IT IS ‘EXCESS’ OF ACCUMULATION POUNDING ON THE ‘ANVIL/FRUSTRUM’ AND A SIMULTANEOUS UNDERCUTTING AND SABOTAGE OF ‘PUBLIC SERVICES’.

‘PRIVATISATION’ HAS BEEN A WAY TO FEED OFF THE GLOBALISATION ‘WITHDRAWAL’ FROM ‘COMMUNITY’
THE ‘LACK’ OF COMMUNITY COMMITMENT EVOLVES INTO A ‘MONEY MAKING’ AND AN ADVERTISING OPPORTUNITY. THE ‘FRONT LAWNS’ OF SCHOOLS DISPLAY THE ‘PUBLIC RELATIONS CHARITY’ AS ‘SIGNS’ REPRESENTING THE ‘SPECIAL’ NECESSITY OF ‘CORPORATE CARING’. IT IS A ‘DEAL’ OF THE ‘WEAK’ THAT FLOWS OUT OF THE TOP DOWN ‘ATTITUDE/GRATITUDE’ WAY OF ‘PYRAMIDISM’. THE PUBLIC SERVICES DO WHATEVER THEY HAVE TO DO AS CORPORATE PURPOSE USES THEIR ‘NEEDINESS’ FOR ‘SPECIAL INTEREST GAIN’. THE ‘ECONOMIC DISLOCATION’ OF ‘GLOBALIZATION’ LEAVES MANY ‘HOLDING’ THE BAG FOR THE FEW. ELIMINATING JOBS AND CLOSING DOWN COMMUNITY SERVICES IS AN ‘ITS’ JUST BUSINESS’ ATTITUDE CONSISTENT WITH THE ‘PARTITIONING’ THAT DISTANCES WHAT IS CONSIDERED ‘ECONOMIC’ FROM WHAT IS REALLY VALUED. THE ‘TALKING SMITHS’ DO ‘LIP SERVICE’ IN PRAISE OF ‘MOTHERHOOD AND FAMILIES’ YET THE CORPORATIONS ARE UNWILLING TO PAY ‘EQUITABLE OR LIVING WAGES’ FOR THE ‘COMMUNITY WORKERS’.

PHILIP MORRIS SPENDS MORE MONEY TELLING US ABOUT IT’S CHARITABLE GOOD CITIZENSHIP THAN IT ACTUALLY ‘SPENT’ ON THOSE ‘CONTRIBUTIONS’ .
THE ‘COMPANY STORE’ AND THE ‘COMPANY TOWN’ HAVE BECOME NATIONALIZED AS ‘CORPORATE AMERICA’. THE SCALE AND AFFECTS ARE SEEN IN THE POLITICAL FUNDRAISING AND THE EXAMPLE THAT ‘A.O.L./TIME WARNER’ LOST NEARLY ‘100 BILLION DOLLARS IN ‘2002’ [WHICH WAS MORE THAN THE ‘COMBINED INCOMES OF MORE THAN ‘173’ COUNTRIES]. THE REALITY OF THE ELITE CORPORATE WORLD IS THAT THE TOP CORPORATIONS ‘EARN’ MORE THAN $200 DOLLARS EVERY SECOND AND A LOW INCOME WAGE WORKER HAS TO WORK A WEEK TO TAKE HOME THAT MUCH MONEY.

ACCOUNTABILITY AND LOYALTY

IT IS DIFFICULT FOR ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ TO TRACK THE ‘ALTERED STATES OF CHANGING CORPORATE NAMES AND LOGOS’. THE ‘WALL STREET’ FINANCIAL PEOPLE DO IT EVERY DAY. THE ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ DO NOT. THE ONLY ‘ACCOUNTABILITY’ IS IN THE MONEY GIVEN TO THE SHAREHOLDERS. THE EMPLOYEES MUST BE GIVEN A ‘PIECE OF THE ACTION’ TO COUNTER THE IMBALANCES OF ‘SHORT TERM DECISIONMAKING TO MANIPULATE THE NUMBERS.IT IS LIKE THE PHILOSOPHY OF A HEALTHY ‘REPRESENTATIVE GOVERNMENT’ WHERE ‘REPRESENTATIVES’ REALLY DO ENSURE THE REPRESENTATION OF THE VITAL NEEDS AND INTERESTS OF THEIR CONSTITUENTS.THE ‘POWERS THAT BE’ DO NOT SEE PEOPLE AS ‘CONSTITUENTS’ OF A HEALTHY COMMUNITY…IT IS STILL THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ AND ‘THE MORE THERE ARE OF YOU THE LESS YOU ARE OF ANY VALUE’… WE ARE EXPENDABLE IN THE VISIONS OF ‘CHEAP LABOR’ AND ‘AVAILABILITY’ OF TALENT…THE WORLD IS BECOMING MORE ‘FLAT’ EVERYDAY… THERE IS A ‘STRIVING DESPERATENESS’ IN ‘SPOTLIGHT’ SELECTIONS OF THE ‘ONE OUT OF THE MANY’…THE ‘HAZING’ FRATERNITY MENTALITY DEMANDS ‘JOINING’ BECAUSE YOU CANNOT BEAT THEM…

SUGAR AND SPICE AND AREN’T WE ALL NICE
WE LIVE IN THE NECESSITY OF THE EXCESSES OF COPING AND KEEPING PACE. THE NEED FOR A ‘RUSH’ CAUSED ‘SUGAR CONSUMPTION’ TO GO UP ‘28%’ IN THE LAST 20 YEARS [A CULTURE ALREADY AVERAGING ‘130 POUNDS OF SUGAR PER PERSON PER YEAR’ FOR MOST OF THE ‘20 TH’ CENTURY]… IT’S NO WONDER WE ARE ALL LOST IN A GIANT ‘TATE’ [A SUGAR NODULE… A SHARING AND SWEET ‘TATE’… A SHARON AND ‘SHARING’ TATE ECHO OF THE ‘MANSON FAMILY MURDERS’ IN ‘1969’]. NOW THE CAFFEINE DRINKS ARE MOVING INTO THE ‘BAR’ SCENES AND ‘SCHOOL’ LUNCH ROOM TO ENABLE A ‘KEEPING PACE’ OR A SHORT TERM LEVERAGE OR ‘GAINING AN ADVANTAGE’ WAY. IT IS THE BRITISH SUGAR GIANT ‘TATE AND LYLE’ ECHOING IN OUR DREAMS AS IT TOOK OVER THE AMERICAN ‘DOMINO’. IT IS THE ‘TOPPLING DOMINOES’ OF SUGAR CRYSTALS WRANGLING THROUGH OUR DIGESTIVE SYSTEMS AND BLOOD STREAMS. IT IS OUR ATTEMPT TO DEAL WITH THE DEEP FEELINGS OF INJUSTICE BY TRYING TO SWEETEN UP THE DENSE FEELINGS OF ‘BITTERNESS’. THE ‘SPIN’ IS THE SPEED OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC’ RUSHES, ALCOHOLIC SPARKINGS, CORN SYRUP SWEETENINGS AND ‘CAFFEINE’ PACINGS OF ‘CORPORATE PACIFIERS’ THAT DIRECTS THE ‘SLEEPING AUDIENCE’ INTO ALL KINDS OF ‘PACIFIERS’. IT IS AS GOLFER JACK NICKLAUS SAID ‘DON’T THINK IT HASN’T BEEN SWEET’…AN AWARENESS OF THE REALITY OF HIS REPLACEMENT HIPS IN THE EXCESSES OF BEING ‘OVERSWEETENED’ IN CHARGES OF TALENT AND PERFORMANCE…THE PRICE OF GREATNESS IN THE EXCESSES OF ‘REPRODUCTIVE REDIRECTION’…THE ‘TOO MUCH OF A GOOD THING’ IS THE WAY OF SPOTLIGHTING AND CHARGED PERFORMANCE. IT IS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF TECHNOLOGY MOVING FASTER THAN ‘REAL’ TIME THAT IS THE WAY OF THE ELECTRONIC COLONY OF EMPIRE [A ‘WRESTLING OF BEING’ THROUGH THE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ ‘TATE’ GLAND… THE ‘MUSE’ ‘E’ ‘UM’ OF THE ‘TATE’ [THE BRITISH ‘TATE’ MUSEUM] BEING THE ‘BOTTOM LINE’ OF THE EDGE IN THE ‘YIN/YANG’ SWINGS’. I HEAR ECHOES OF THE ‘GIULIANI’ [‘JEWEL’ ‘LY’ ‘ON KNEE’] OF A WORLD TRADE CENTER POLITICAL ‘TALKING SMITH’. I HEAR ECHOES OF THE CENTER ‘PROSTATE WOUNDEDNESS’ OF ‘RUDY GIULANI’ AND THE BURDEN PRESSURE OF A ‘TRADING SPACE’ OF THE ‘GIANT TATE’ PLAYED OUT IN THE ‘POST’ ‘9/11’ WAY. THERE IS MUSIC IN THE MADNESS… IT IS IN THE UNDERCURRENTS AS THEY FLOW THROUGH ‘MING’ ORDERINGS. THE ‘SOUND CENTERING’ OF THE ‘FAMILY JEWELS’ AND ‘GENITALS’ ECHO IN THE PARALLELISM OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE DEVELOPMENT.

WE MOVE IN VIBRATORY ‘PARITY’ TRYING TO GAIN AN ADVANTAGE THROUGH THE VARIETY OF ‘DRINKS, DRUGS, AND DREAMS THAT ARE AVAILABLE. THERE IS A NEVER ENDING SERIES OF CONFLICTS AFFECTING ALL OF US ALONG THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’. THERE IS THE NORMALCY OF THE ‘SECRETARY OF STATE’ GOING INTO SURGERY TO REMOVE HIS PROSTATE… THE PERFECT ‘WELL-STEIN’ EXCESS OF LEVERAGING AS ‘COLIN POWELL’ [‘CALL IN POL… WELL]…IT IS TOO MUCH ‘CONTROL’ THAT BECOMES EXCESS… IT IS THE REMINDER OF THE QUOTATION HE KEPT ON HIS DESK…‘OF ALL THE MANIFESTATIONS OF POWER… IT IS RESTRAINT THAT IMPRESSES MEN MOST’-THUCYDES….IT IS THE ‘EXCESS’ OF ‘CONTROL’ THAT CAN HARM ESPECIALLY IN THE REALM OF MING ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES… THE REALM OF ‘POWER CONQUERS LOVE’ GRADUALLY USES UP THE ‘REPRODUCTIVE HEALTH’ IN A ‘LEVERAGING’ TO GET ‘SOMETHING’ TO ESTABLISH ONE’S NICHE IN THE MOMENTUM OF ‘MING’ AND HE INERTIA OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’.

‘TOO MUCH IS NEVER LEARNED SOON ENOUGH’
WE SEE THE ‘LEVERAGING’ IN THE PERMANENTLY WOUNDED MEDIUMS WHO HAVE EXCEEDED THEIR ‘TRUE NATURE’ IN THE ‘SAVANTING’ AMBITIONS THAT CAUSE INTERNAL DAMAGE. ‘TOO MUCH’ IS NEVER LEARNED ‘SOON ENOUGH’. THE ‘KA’ OR ‘DOUBLE SOUL MODE’ IS THE EXPANSIVE COMPLEXITY OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ THAT MAY BE RESONATING AT THE EXPENSE OF VITAL ‘ORGANIC INTEGRITY’. IT IS A CONSCIOUSNESS OF YIN TO YANG PARALLELISM PRESSURES…THE COMPLEXITY OF ‘OPPOSITIONAL MALE/FEMALE’ SHIFTS…THE CHANGING RHYTHMS OF RELATIONSHIPS AS ‘ALTERED DENSITIES’ AND ‘BIO-CHEMISTRIES’ MOVE OUT OF HARMONY AND BALANCINGS…THE POTENCY OF ATTRACTIONS MAY WANE AS THE BASIS OF THE ORIGINAL CONNECTION NO LONGER HOLDS ‘TRUE’… WHAT IS ‘CHARGED’ AND ‘REINFORCED’ AS AN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’…WHICH ZONES OF ‘ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE’ SERVE AS ECHOIC TIMBRE?

‘TOYS ARE US AS TOILET COLLISIONISM’
THE ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’ BECOMES THE QUEST FOR ‘CONTROL’ AND ‘FORTRESSING’ AS ONE MAY ‘HIDE BEHIND’ [LITERALLY AND FIGURATIVELY] THE ACTUAL ‘SEXUAL AUTHENTICITY’. THE ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ENERGIES OF ‘MEDIUM/SAVANTING’ MAY BECOME ‘PERMANENT’ AS A RESULT OF ‘OVER AMBITIOUS LEVERAGING’ AND ONE’S ‘WELL-STEIN’ MAY ONLY FUNCTION IN A ROLE PLAYING ‘AUDIENCE PERFORMANCE’ MODE. THE MALE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ TATE IS THE REVERSAL ‘ZONE’ WHERE THE ENERGIES OF ‘WITHHOLDING AND RELEASING’ARE PSYCHICALLY MAINTAINED TO DIRECT THE ‘FLUIDITY’ TRAFFIC ACROSS THE ‘BOTTOM LINE’ [‘P’ ‘EAR’] OF THE SELF. IT IS THE ‘TIME’ OF ‘SWITCHING’ FROM THE DEEP YIN OF RECEPTIVITY INTO THE ‘PRO’ OR POSITIVE CHARGING AS ONE BECOMES ‘GENITALLY YANG’. FOR ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ TYPES IT IS A ‘DANGER PASSAGE AS THE EXCESSES OF ‘EROS/SORE’ ARE IN ‘CONTRADICTION’ AND THE ‘CLOUDINESS OF DESIRE’. TOO MUCH HEARING RESONANCE AND NOT ENOUGH VISUAL ACUITY MAY MAKE ONE FEEL MORE AS ONE SEES LESS… THE CONFUSIONS AND EXCESSIVE LEVERAGINGS ARE IN THE FEELINGS OF ‘USEFULNESS’ AS WE INDEED ARE SERVANTS OF A ‘TOYS ARE US COLLISIONISM’ ECHOING ‘TOILET’ FUNCTIONS RATHER THAN GENITAL PRIMACY.

‘THE ‘S’ OF THE NIETZSCHE SUPERMAN’
THE REALITY OF A CULTURE OUT OF BALANCE IS IN THE EXCESSES OF THIS ‘PRO’ ‘S’ TATE ‘ZONE’ OF CONTROL. IT IS AN EXCESS OF ‘YIN’ IN MALES AND TOO MUCH ‘YANG’ IN FEMALES. IT IS THE ‘HIP WAR TERRAIN AND THE PELVIC FLOOR BATTLE GROUND’ THAT DISPLAYS THE STRAIN IN THE OBESITY, THE ‘DIABETES’ AND THE ‘PADDING IN THE ‘HIPS’. WE SEE PEOPLE UNABLE TO REGULATE THEIR ‘BLOODSUGARS’ IN HEALTHY NORMAL WAYS. THE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ ‘TATE’ IS ON THE PLANE OF THE ‘ANALITY’ WRESTLING IN OPPOSITION WITH THE ‘BACK WALL’ OF THE VAGINA FOR ‘DOMINANCE’ AND CONTROL IN THE ‘ONGOING RESONANCE’ OF ‘OPPOSITES’.

THE BATTLE FOR POWER EVOLVES AS THE RISING FEW THAT ARE ‘AMPLIFIED’ DO IT IN A ‘COOPTATION’ QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE
IT IS THE EXAGGERATED AND AMPLIFIED ‘YIN’ THAT HAS BECOME THE ‘EMOTIONAL MASTER’ OF ‘PSYCHE’ HUNGER’. THE STOMACH CRIES OUT IN THE ‘ANGRY DIGESTION’ OF ‘OVERCONSUMPTION’ OR ‘THIN DENIAL’ VIOLENCE. ONE MUST FIND A NEW BALANCE BEYOND THE DEMANDS OF SOCIAL STATUS SEEKING ‘THAT IS ONE’S OWN’ AND THAT FACILITATES ‘GENITAL PRIMACY’ OVER THE ‘LEVERAGINGS OF ‘WITHHELD BREATH’ AND COSMETIC IMAGERY. THERE WILL ALWAYS BE SELF DECEPTIVE ‘EASY SOLUTIONS’ LIKE DRUGS AND ‘MECHANICAL TOOLS’ TO VIBRATE YOU TO A NEW ‘MOMENT’. THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ SEEKING ‘AUTHENTICITY’ REALLY KNOWS THAT THE ‘IMBALANCES’ OF A POWER QUEST REALLY DOES DESTROY LOVE. IT IS THE LESSON OF ‘CITIZEN KANE’ AND THE MISSING THAT IS ‘ROSEBUD’. IT IS A DESIRE FOR ‘INTEGRITY’ OF ACTION, A ‘PURITY OF INTENTION’ THAT DRIVES HEALTHY CHOICES IN A PATH OF THE HEART ‘WILL TO CONNECT’.IT IS THE IMAGE OF ‘ROSEBUD’ AS A CLOUDY GLASS ‘STEIN’…A ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF TRANSPARENCY…THE ‘TREASURED LOSS’ OF A LIFETIME FALLING FROM THE GRASP OF CHARLES FOSTER KANE AS THE PARALLEL YIN CREATIVE QUEST ENDS.

ROSEBUD AS THE CLOUDY GLASS OF FEMININE RECEPTIVITY
‘THE COMPENSATORY CONSUMPTIONS NEVER FILL UP THE EMPTINESS.’ IT IS EMOTIONAL ‘VULNERABILITY’ AS WELL AS ‘SENSUALIZED PSYCHE’ HYSTERIA’ THAT ARE IN THE ‘EXCESSIVENESS’ OF ‘WELL- STEIN’ ELECTROFLOOD OVERLOADS. THERE IS A VALUE OF THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ IN THE CREATIVITY TO ACCESS AND GENERATE OUT OF THIS ‘WELL-STEIN’ OF CHAOS WITHIN. THE GREATER THE ‘SILENCE’ THE MORE ONE IS ABLE TO BE PRESENT IN THE CREATIVE DEPTHS OF YIN AND YANG. THE ‘INNER CAULDRON’ OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ IS THE SOURCE OF ‘PERCOLATION’ AND THE ‘SURFACING OF EXPRESSION’. ONE MUST LEARN DISCIPLINE TO FILTER THE ENERGIES AND THE IDEAS…KNOW THE REAL OF THE EMOTIONS AND TEMPER ONE’S ‘RELEASES’ IN LIGHT OF THE NEEDS OF THE HEART AND ‘WELL- BEING’.

THE ‘MERIDIAN’ STREAMS OF ONE’S EXPANSIONARY CREATIVE PRESENCE MAY BECOME BLINDING IN INTENSITY AND MAY ‘KNOCK ONE’ OFF BALANCE…THERE MUST BE AN EXPANSION OF BREATHING AND HEALTHY SPIRIT IN ORDER TO MANAGE SO MUCH INNER ‘K’ ‘OS’. ONE MUST ASK ONE’S SELF THE QUESTION… ‘WHY DO WE EAT AND DRINK THE ‘FOODS’ AND ‘DRINKS’ THAT WE DO? ONE MUST ALTER ONE’S FUELS AS ONE STREAMLINES THE LIQUIDITY OF THE DISTRIBUTIONS OF ‘COOL FIRE’ CREATIVE PERCOLATION.

‘INTENSITIES’ AND THE ‘ELEMENTS’
WHAT LEVELS OF FIRE, AIR, EARTH, METALS, AND WATER ARE NEEDED TO ACHIEVE THE HEALTHINESS OF ‘ALCHEMICAL INNER TRANSFORMATION’? WHAT DO WE DO TO ONE ANOTHER TO ‘GET WHAT WE NEED’? WHO HAS THE AIR OR FIRE OR WATER OR EARTHINESS TO GET US CHARGED UP SO THAT WE ARE ABLE TO TAKE A NEW STEP OR DISCARD UNNECESSARY BAGGAGE? WHO HAS THE EARTH GROUNDING OF ASH OR THE CALM AND CURATIVE WATERS FOR OUR SELF ESTEEM EVOLUTIONS. TIMES CHANGE AND ENCOUNTERS TAKE US INTO OUR INNER CAULDRON OF WOUNDS AND DESIRE. YESTERDAY’S LOSSES HAVE TO BE WORKED THROUGH AND THE FRUSTRATIONS OF TODAY MUST BE BREATHED INTO… ‘WHERE THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY’.

‘WHAT IS IN OUR ‘CIRCULATORY’ SYSTEM?
THE ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ OF MEDIUMS MAY BECOME ‘TOO MUCH’… ‘TOO MUCH CONDUCTIVITY’ IN THE MIDST OF AN ‘OCEAN’ OF ‘EXCESSIVELY’ SWEETENED WATERS AND THEREFORE POTENTIALLY DAMAGING TO THEMSELVES. THE ACROBATICS OF YIN/YANG ENERGY RANGINGS MAY MAKE IMMUNE SYSTEMS MORE VULNERABLE TO THE EXCESSIVE PRODUCTION OF ADRENALINES AND HORMONES. ‘WHAT IS IN THE ‘BLOODSTREAM’…WHAT IS IN THE WATER ? WHAT IS THE ‘GROUND’ WATER THAT WE ARE MOVING AROUND IN? THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ WRESTLES WITH THE ‘9-LIVES’ OF DUALITY… A BLACK CAT OVER A BROWN BOTTOM OF A ‘V-8’ ENGINE…A FANTASY/DESIRE PLACE OF BEING AS IF ONE WERE IN A ‘DREAM DRAMA’ WITH ‘CATHERINE DENEUVE’ [‘9TH DEN’OF THE ‘CAT-THERE IN’]. IT IS ‘EROS’ AND ‘SORE’ AS A DIONYSIAN SENSE THAT ELICITS THE PRIMACY OF ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ DRAMAS OF ‘KATDOLOGO’. WE LIVE AND CREATE FROM THE SPACES OF ‘NOTHING’ AND ‘NEVERLAND’… WE SEE FROM A ‘CAT-BIRD’ SEAT KNOWING THE POWER OF LANGUAGE… A ‘CAT-O’ NINE TAILS’ BEING A WHIP WITH NINE LASHES… ‘CAT-GUT’… A CORD FROM THE INTESTINES OF SHEEP USED FOR VIOLIN STRINGS… ‘CAT-WALKS AND CATCALLS’…CATACLYSMS AND CATAPULTS… CATEGORIES AND THE CATCH. ‘KATDOLOGO’ IS THE ‘HUNGER’ PRESSURE COOKER OF ‘CONSTANCY’ RIDING THE WINDS ALONG THE ‘RIDGE’ OF ‘HOMELAND’…THE RIDGE LINE OF ‘BUSHY EYEBROWS’ AND THE ‘MELISSA ETHERIDGE’ SONGS OF SEDUCTIONS. THERE IS A GREAT SENSE OF THE ‘ETHERIC’ ALONG THIS EDGE OF THE ‘YIN’…AN ACCESSING TO

THE ‘K’ ‘OS’ OF THE WELL-STEIN FOR ‘PERFORMANCE’ AND CONSCIOUSNESS. IT IS THE SENSE ALONG THE ‘BUST LINE’ AND THE EDGE OF THE ‘MONS’ WHERE RECEPTIVITY AND REPRODUCTION MAY BECOME ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVE’ ACTIONS. ‘KATDOLOGO’ IS THE BLENDING OF ‘RAWAR’ ENERGIES OF ‘SENSAMORA’ [THE GODDESS OF ACOUSTICAL RESONANCE] AND THE CONQUESTS OF THE ‘MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL/ GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/ MEDIA’ COLLECTIVE. IT IS THE ‘GENERAL ELECTRIC’ CORPORATE PERVASIVENESS IN ‘TECHNOLOGY, MEDIA, AND DEFENSE’ THAT WAS LED BY THE MEDIUM WAY OF ‘JACK WELCH’ [THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CUING OF THE ‘WELL’ ‘CH’]. ONE MUST ALWAYS BEAR IN MIND THE POWER OF ‘TIMING IS EVERYTHING’ AS MANY PERFORMERS SHIFT FROM ‘MEDIUM’ AND ZONING SERVICE STATES TO THE REALITY OF THEIR DAILY LIVES WITHOUT GIVING IT A ‘SECOND’ THOUGHT…IT BEING THE ‘ACOUSTICAL BLINDNESS’ OF A ‘LOSS OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ AS ONE IS ‘CHARGED’ WITH REMOTE DIRECTED ‘AMPLIFICATION’ OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE ENERGIES.

SOMETHING GNAWS AT US
IT IS THE ECHOES OF ‘DI’ A ‘BEE’ TEASE…THE ‘BEAT TEASE’ OF ‘DI’ [THE DOUBLE]LIKE A ‘BUZZ’ OF A ‘BEE’ AND THE ‘BLANKING OUT’ WAYS OF ‘ZAP’ LOBOTOMY-LIKE MOMENTS WHERE ‘LOSS OF THE MEMORY OF THE MOMENT’ OCCURS. IT IS THE ‘BLANKING OUT’ AND THE ‘DIZZINESS’ LIKE AN ECHO OF ‘DIZZY DEAN’ THAT SURFACES WHEN ONE SEES THE ‘MEDIUM/SAVANT’ AS A ‘CHARGED’ ATHLETIC PERFORMANCE. IT IS IN THE ‘PASSAGE’ PROCESSING OF TRANSITIONS FROM ‘YIN TO YANG’ THAT ‘ELDER GUIDANCE’ SUGGESTION LEADS ONE TO A NEW BALANCING. IT IS ‘YE’ IN THE ‘ACROBATICS’ OF NEW MOTIONS THAT ENABLES ONE TO MOVE INTO A NEW PATH OF THE HEART WAY. THE ‘MAGIC’ HAS BECOME ‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’ AND THE IMBALANCES OF AN ‘AL’ ‘CO’ ‘HAUL’ STATE. THE ‘DEEP POLITICS’ DEMANDS ‘DEEP THROATS’. THE WATERS ARE ‘SUGARED/SWEETENED’ TO MAKE THE ‘ELITE MEDICINE’ GO DOWN. THERE IS ‘NO ESCAPE’ AS THE ‘EXCESSES ARE ALL AROUND AND THE ‘WHEN IN ROME DO AS THE ROMANS DO’ IS THE STANDARD OF CONSUMPTION. THE OCEAN OF SUGARS IS THE ‘BATHWATER’ FOR THE ‘GIANTS’ AND THEIR ‘‘WOULD’ PECKERS’ OF GENERATIVITY. THE EXCESSES OF ‘SUGAR’ ESPECIALLY AS ‘BLOODSUGAR’ IS SEEN IN THE EXPONENTIALLY INCREASING RATE OF DIABETES…ONE IN EIGHT NEW YORKERS IS DIABETIC AND THE AFFECTS ARE BEING SEEN IN YOUNGER AND YOUNGER PEOPLE. IT IS NO LONGER JUST A DISEASE OF THE AGED AND THE SEDENTARY. IT IS LIKE ‘DIE A BEAT TEASE’ AS THE SPEED AND THE STRESS ARE COMPELLING AND PEOPLE CAN’T GET ENOUGH ‘SUGAR’ WITHIN TO ADAPT. IT IS THE CONSEQUENCE OF THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’ IN GLOBALISATION AND THE AVAILABILITY OF SWEETENERS TO MAKE THE ‘MEDICINE GO DOWN’…

WE ARE MERE ‘CANDLES IN THE WINDS’
WE LEARN TO DEVELOP IN THE ‘SHADOWS’ LIKE ‘MUSHROOOMS’ OF ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION CARRYING THE SEEDS OF NEW DREAMS. WE FIND OUR OWN CREATIVITY IN THE VISION AND GUIDANCE IN THE DEPTHS OF THE FOREST ALONG THE ‘NEW FRONTIER’ AND THE NEW EDGE. THE NEED TO BE ‘HEALTHY’ IS THE CONSCIOUS ‘INTENT’ THAT OCCURS WHEN THE ‘REBEL’ TUNES INTO

HIS HEART AND STARTS TO GENERATE HIS OR HER OWN ORBITS. WHEN I WOULD RETURN TO CHICAGO FOR A BRIEF VISIT MY MOTHER AND I WOULD FIND SOME TIME TO GO TO LUNCH AT THE ‘BRANDING IRON’… AN ECHO FEELING OF THE DEEP ‘YIN’ OF A ‘NAME FRAMING’ AS THE ‘COYNTE’ PLACE OF 19TH CENTURY SLANG [‘VAGINA’]. THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ FELT LIKE A REMINDER OF THE BEEF AND CATTLE WORLD WE WERE LIVING IN. THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ WAS ABOUT ‘OWNERSHIP’ AND IT NOW OCCURS TO ME THAT IN SOME WAYS ‘YOU ARE WHAT YOU EAT’ DEFINED WHO AND WHAT YOU ACTUALLY ARE. WE WERE LIKE ‘CATTLE’ ON A DRIVE OF REACTIVITY RESPONDING TO THE WAYS OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC ‘HERD’ [HEARD]. WE WERE THE ‘STRIVING’ AND ‘HUSTLING’ TRYING TO LIFT UP OURSELVES BY OUR ‘BOOTSTRAPS’ YET LIVING IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’ AT THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ WE WOULD EAT POWDERED SUGAR DONUT HOLES UNTIL OUR FOOD ARRIVED [THE EXCESSES OF ‘BEING SWEETENED’ AS FOOD FOR THE GODS]. AS I BECAME MORE AWARE THE ‘SWALLOWINGS’ SEEM TO GET MORE DIFFICULT. IN THE ‘80’S AND 90’S’ I GRADUALLY AND CONTINUOUSLY SEPARATED MYSELF FROM THE ‘SUGAR MASS’ CULTURE OF SWEETENERS AND ALCOHOLISM [THE REALITY OF THE WORLD AS CONTROLLED BY THE ‘GREAT ‘TATE’’]. IT IS THE POWER OF THE ‘S’ TATE OF ‘ESTATE’ AND THE POWER OF THE ‘STATE’ AS ‘S’ ‘TATE’ RECOGNIZED IN THE HISTORY OF ‘PACIFIERS’ FOR SOCIAL ORDERINGS]. THE FIRST ‘IN HOUSE’ CORPORATE LAW DEPARTMENT IN THE UNITED STATES WAS IN THE ‘AMERICAN SUGAR REFINING COMPANY’ [‘DOMINO’ AND ‘SPRECKLES’ BRAND NAMES]. IT WAS THE ‘SUGAR ACT’, FOREIGN POLICY AND THE POWER OF SUGAR BEING USED IN SO MANY PRODUCTS THAT GENERATED THE NECESSITY OF THE ‘LAW’. IN THE LAST GENERATION THE ‘CORPORATIONS ALTERED THE ‘SWEET’ INGREDIENTS’ AND MOVED OUT OF THE CARRIBEAN ‘SLAVE PLANTATION’ HISTORY. MOST PEOPLE JUST KEEP CONSUMING ‘CORN SYRUPS’ AND CHEMICALS TO ACHIEVE ‘SYSTEMIC HOMEOSTASIS’. IT IS THE ‘DAY TO DAY’ ‘CO’ ‘CA’ AND ‘CO’ ‘LA’ THAT BRINGS ‘CAR’ ‘BUN’ ‘NATION’ INTO ‘COMMON GROUND’. THE ‘SEW DA’ [SODA] AND THE CAR BUN NATION [CARBONATION] ARE THE PERCOLATION OF THE ANVIL/FRUSTRUM. THE ‘SWEET-MASS’ OF A ‘TATE’ STATE IS THE ‘GIANT TATE’ ENVIRONMENT THAT WE LIVE IN.A WORLD THAT NOW INCLUDES 93 POUNDS OF CORN SYRUP PER PERSON EACH YEAR IN ADDITION TO THE SUGARS… IT IS THE AWARENESS THAT THE SECRETARY OF DEFENSE, DONALD RUMSFELD, WAS THE C.E.O. OF A SWEETENER COMPANY WITH A NAME THAT ECHOES ‘RUMS’ AND ‘FELD’ [CLOSE TO ‘FELDSPAR’…THE CRYSTALLITE MATERIALS LARGELY MADE UP OF SILICATES OF ALUMINUM … DONALD RUMSFELD BECOMES LIKE A ‘PASS THROUGH’ ALUMINUM SERVING AS ‘FELDS’ PAR FOR THE COURSE…]

PAR FOR THE COURSE
IT IS ‘CO- CA’ AND THE ‘CO- LA’ OF SWEET ‘SHARED INTENT’ OF THE HAVE TO HAVE ‘CON’ GAME OF MUTUAL GAIN…THE RHYTHMS OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND ACCENTUATION FLOWING IN AN ‘ALCO-HAUL-LICK’ WAY… THE ‘NASH EQUILIBRIUM’ OF EXCHANGES IN A ‘TIE-MING’ WAY OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ UNITING THE ENERGIES OF THE HEAVENS AND THE EARTH…IT IS THE MOMENTUM OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ FOCUSING ON THE ‘GENIUS OF THE EYE OF INDIVIDUATION’ ON THE TOP OF THE PYRAMID…THE ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ AND ‘THE NEW ORDER OF THE AGES’

‘MASS-TRANSFERRENCE’
ONE MUST BE CONSCIOUS OF THE ONGOING AFFECTS OF ‘MASS TRANSFERRENCE’. THE ‘INGREDIENTS’ [‘IN’ ‘GREED’ GENTS] OF ‘PACIFICATION’ THAT ARE THE NECESSARY FUELS FOR THE ‘RACING’ ‘MEGABUCKS’ THAT MOVE AT THE ‘SPEED OF ELECTRONIC LIGHT’. ‘GETTING A BUZZ’ AND BEING ‘HYPERACTIVE’ IS THE ‘NORMAL’ THAT VIBRATES ON THE EXCESSES OF TOO MUCH SWEETNESS AND THE SPARK TRANSFERS OF ALCOHOL. AMBITION AND ‘SOUND BLINDNESS’ ARE INGREDIENTS OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ THAT FACILITATE [FACILI ‘TATE’] ACCEPTANCE OF ‘SUGGESTIONS’ WHEN ONE IS BEING ‘ZAPPED’. ‘LAWRENCE WELK’ AND HIS ‘CHAMPAGNE MUSIC MAKERS’ [‘SHAM PAIN’] SEEMED TO CALL FORTH THE DESIRE TO MAKE IT STOP… ‘TURN OFF THE BUBBLE MACHINE’ .

‘BRANDINGS’
WE LIVE IN THE ‘BRANDING IRON’ OF ‘MING’ DRAMAS OF ‘GOSSIP’ AND ‘CELEBRITY’ [WHICH IS A ‘BUFFER’ CLASS OF ‘AMAZING ENERGIES’]. THE ‘AMPLIFIED PERFORMERS’ MESMERIZE MANY PEOPLE AND SET UP ‘ILLUSIONS’ AS STANDARDS FOR ACHIEVEMENT AND CONSUMPTION. THE ‘PRODUCT ENDORSEMENT HOAX’ IS DOING MUCH HARM AS THE ‘AMPLIFIED MEDIUM’ SUGGESTS THAT ‘IMITATION’ WILL LEAD TO ‘PARITY’. IT IS THE FOSTERING OF ‘INNER UNREAL WAYS’ AS SUPPORTED BY AN ADVERTISING STRATEGY OF ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENT’ THAT MAKES ‘PAR FOR THE COURSE’ A FALSENESS PATHING INSTEAD OF A ‘HEART PATHING’…

IT IS NOT THE PRODUCT IT IS THE ‘AIR’ DRIVE THAT IS ‘AMPLIFIED OR ACCENTUATED’ THAT MAXIMIZES THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘CHANNELLING’ AND THE ‘SAVANTING’
THE SUCCESS IS NOT IN IMITATION IT IS IN A REAL SURFACING OF A TRUE ‘WILL’ TO GO FORWARD. THE ‘CHARGED PERFORMERS’ ARE ENTERTAINMENT NOT ‘IMAGES’ OF ‘POWER RELICS’ THAT CAN MAKE YOU JUST LIKE THEM.

ONE MUST LEARN TO GRASP THE MEANING OF WHAT ONE REALLY FEELS WHEN ONE IS ‘FASCINATED’ OR ‘MESMERIZED’ BY A ‘SAVANT PERFORMANCE’. THE ‘AWE’ OR THE ‘WISH TO BE JUST LIKE ‘X’ IS A ‘MOTIVATOR’ THAT HAS TO BE ‘INTERNALIZED’ IN ‘HEALTHY WAYS’ OR ONE WILL STILL LOSE ONE’S INNER INTEGRITY TO THE FORCES OF ‘SHAME, LOSS, HUNGER AND FANTASY’. DEVELOPING ‘PRIDE’ IN ONE’S REALNESS IS THE ‘RHYTHM’ OF ‘AUTHENTICITY’. IT IS HOW ONE STARTS TO FUNCTION AS A TRUE ‘SPIRITUAL WARRIOR’. THE ‘UNITY’ IS THE WORKING THROUGH OF THE ‘WOUNDS’ AND THE STRENGTHENING OF ONE’S EARNED WAY AS ONE MASTERS ‘INTENTION’ AND ‘WILL’. USING ‘ROLE MODELS’ SERVES A PURPOSE AS ONE DOES ONE’S HOMEWORK…IT IS ESSENTIAL THAT ONE PRACTICE ONE’S TALENT AS ONE’S OWN DEVELOPING A STRENGTH THAT IS NOT IMITATIVE…IT IS BUILDING THE REAL THAT ‘ACHIEVES’ BEYOND ‘ROLE’…

‘INDIVIDUALITY IS INHERENT IN ILLNESS’
‘COMMON TO ALL WORLDS OF DISEASE IS THE SENSE OF PRESSURE OR FORCE OR COERCION; THE LOSS OF REAL SPACIOUSNESS, FREEDOM AND EASE; THE LOSS OF POISE, OF READINESS AND THE CONTRACTIONS, CONTORTIONS AND POSTURES OF ILLNESS, THE DEVELOPMENT OF PATHOLOGICAL RIGIDITY AND INSISTENCE’. ‘INDIVIDUALITY IS INHERENT IN ILLNESS… ONE MUST WORK THROUGH THE SOURCES OF SICKNESS AND UNDERSTAND THE NATURE OF THE OBSTACLES TO REMOVE THEM’ -OLIVER SACHS-‘AWAKENINGS’

‘THOSE WHO DO NOT LEARN FROM THE PAST ARE CONDEMNED TO REPEAT IT’ [GEORGE SANTAYANA]
THE ‘EDGE’ OF CREATIVE EXCELLENCE IS ‘KNOWING’ HOW MUCH YOU ENJOY THE ACTION IN AND OF ‘ITSELF’… IF THE ACTION IS A ‘MEANS’ TO AN ‘END’ YOU WILL PAY A PRICE IN THE CONSEQUENCES OF THE INNER ‘TRADES AND EXCHANGES’. THE ‘PRO’ ‘S’ ‘TATE’ WILL EVENTUALLY ‘GET THE ‘BEST’ OF THE REAL YOU AND THE WORLD WILL GET WHAT YOU WERE WILLING TO GIVE UP IN ORDER TO GET THE ‘APPLAUSE’ OR THE REWARDS. IF YOU ARE TRYING TO GET OUT OF UNHEALTHY WAYS AND BAD CIRCUMSTANCES THEN ‘WHATEVER MEANS NECESSARY’ IS A WAY TO GO UNTIL YOU GET INTO A ‘GOOD PLACE’.

THE ‘MEDIA’ PORTRAY THE ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF THE ‘ECHO’ OF THE DAY.
WE SEE THE HORROR THAT THE ‘UNMASKING’ OF THE ‘DREAM TEAM’ ILLUSIONS MIGHT DO AS THE INERTIA OF CREATE AND DESTROY ‘PYRAMIDISM’ COULD USE THIS INFORMATION TO GENERATE A ‘PYRAMID SCHEME COLLAPSE’. WE EXPERIENCE THE AFFECTS OF THE AMPLIFIED ‘IMPLOSIONS’ IN OUR CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM. SOMETIMES IT FEELS LIKE A HOUSE BEING EATEN AWAY BY TERMITES AS THE ‘INVISIBLE FEEDING’ COMPELS MORE FORTRESSING RATHER THAN MORE PERSONAL GROWTH. THE INVISIBLE PRESSURES EVENTUALLY EXHAUST ONE’S ‘ILLUSIONS’ AND SELF DECEPTIONS.

‘EXTRAORDINARY POPULAR DELUSIONS AND THE MADNESS OF CROWDS’ [CHARLES MACKAY]
WE FEEL LIKE THE WALL STREET STANDARD OF THE CHARLES MACKAY BOOK [‘EXTRAORDINARY POPULAR DELUSIONS AND THE MADNESS OF CROWDS’] THAT FOCUSES ON PEOPLE BEING TRAPPED IN PYRAMID SCHEMES UNTIL THEY ARE ‘ABLE TO COME TO THEIR SENSES SLOWLY AND ONE BY

ONE’ IS THE REALITY OF TODAY. THE DIFFERENCE IS THAT THE SCOPE IS NOW GLOBAL AND THE AFFECTS ARE NOW AMPLIFIED BY ‘MEDIA’.

SHOCK
SHOCK IS ‘THE IMPACT AT A CELLULAR AND SPIRITUAL LEVEL… THE MOLECULAR DISORDER PRODUCING METABOLIC DERANGEMENTS REVOLVING AROUND AEROBIC GLUCOSE METABOLISM RESULTING IN INCREASED AMOUNTS OF LACTIC ACID WHICH GREATLY CONTRIBUTES TO ANXIETY AND THE PRODUCTION OF AMINO ACIDS, PHOSPHORIC ACIDS AND FATTY ACIDS. THE DEFFICIENT METABOLISM OF ACIDS PRODUCES DISRUPTIONS IN THE MEMBRANES OF THE SACS OF THE DIGESTIVE AND LYTIC ENZYMES KNOWN AS LYSOSOMES, WITH THE RESULT OF ‘DEATH IN THE CELL.’ THERE IS A DERANGEMENT OF PROTEIN SYNTHESIS AND CELL MEMBRANE PUMP FUNCTION… THE DERANGEMENT IN PROTEIN SYNTHESIS INTERFERES WITH GROWTH AND THE ABILITY TO WITHSTAND ‘SHOCK’ AND THE DERANGEMENT IN CELL PUMP FUNCTIONING RESULTS IN ‘SWELLING’.’ WITH SHOCK, CIRCULATION TENDS TO SLOW DOWN AS BLOOD PRESSURE FALLS… A PANIC STATE OCCURS AS ONE IS COMPELLED TO SEEK SUSTENANCE, NURTURING, SKIN CONTACT…IN ORDER TO ENHANCE RECOVERY. IN CASES OF EXTREME ‘UNRELIEVED SHOCK’ OXYGEN SUPPLY TO THE TISSUES IS REDUCED, RED BLOOD CELLS TEND TO AGGLUTINATE. THERE IS A WASTING AWAY AFFECT UNTIL THE HEART STOPS AND THE BRAIN IS NO LONGER EXCITED.[CHI GONG HEALING] IT IS ‘BLOOD PRESSURE’ AS A SILENT KILLER MAKING US WARY AS WE KNOW THE LIFE THREATENING ‘POTENTIAL’ DESTRUCTIVENESS OF THE EXCESSES OF ‘AMPLIFIED SAVANTING’ AND ‘ENERGY ACCENTUATION SKEWING’. THE REMOTE ENHANCEMENT MAY VIBRATE ONE BEYOND ONE’S HEALTHY WELL-STEIN CAPACITY. THE HIGHER FREQUENCY RHYTHMS MAY CAUSE INCREASED BLOOD PRESSURES EVEN AS ONE IS ‘SAVANTING’ IN SEEMINGLY SUCCESSFUL WAYS. IT IS TUNING AND TONING AS ONE EMOTIONALLY AND PHYSIOLOGICALLY DIGESTS THE CONVULSIVENESS OF ACCENTUATION, AMPLIFICATION AND THE DESIRES TO GROW AND TRANSFORM.

‘CAT’S EYES AND KATDOLOGO INERTIA’
WE SURVIVE BY ‘KEEPING ONE EYE ON THE ‘CAT CONSCIOUSNESS’ THAT IS REAL AND THE ‘KATDOLOGO’ EROTICISM OF PRODUCTS. ‘THE CAT’S EYES ARE A MIRROR ‘TAPETUM’… BEHIND THE RETINA THERE IS A REFLECTION OF THE INCOMING LIGHT… THE INCOMING LIGHT IS REFLECTED BACK INTO THE PHOTO PIGMENT OF THE RETINAL RECEPTORS [RODS] GIVING A SECOND CHANCE OF CAPTURING PHOTONS [LIKE SOAP FILM REFLECTING AS A RESULT OF THE SEPARATION OF THE SURFACES.] THERE IS AN AMAZED AND GLAZED ‘GAZING’ THAT OCCURS IN THE DEPTHS OF THE ‘CONSTRUCTIVELY DISCONTENTED’ CONSUMERS AS THEY FASCINATE ON THE IMAGERY OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ IT IS ALL DONE WITH MIRRORS. THE TRANSFERS AND ASSOCIATIONS ARE IN THE DESIRE OF WANTING TO BE ‘SOMEONE’ MORE THAN ONE IS.

MAYBE IT REALLY IS ‘BETTER NOT TO BE YOUR OWN REALITY’. ‘THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN’
WE SEE THE WITHHELD RAGE AND ANGER ACCUMULATED THAT IS DESCRIBED AS THE ‘FURY’ OF ‘HELL HATH NO FURY LIKE A SCORNED WOMAN’. WE SEE THE ‘ZAP’ AFFECTS ACCENTUATING AN ENVIRONMENT OF SENSORY OVERLOAD. THE ‘ZAP’ IS AT THE HEART OF ‘IDENTITY’ DRIVING ONE TO RUN WITH THE ‘DEER’ LIKE ‘BAMBI’ IN THE MIDDLE OF A ‘FOREST FIRE’.

‘CHEN’
‘CHEN’ IS THE CHINESE SYMBOL FOR ‘DUST’ AS DISPLAYED AS ‘WHEN THE DEER RUN… DUST IS RAISED’.

‘A MAN’S WOUND IS WHERE HIS GENIUS WILL BE’. [ROBERT BLY]
‘WHERE FEAR RULES’…A STORY FROM THE NEW YORKER, 2001. ‘THE PITTSBURGH PIRATES HALL OF FAME SLUGGER WILLIE STARGELL HAD A UNIQUE WAY OF TWIRLING HIS BASEBALL BAT… WHEN HE WAS AT HIS BEST, HE WOULD JUST NICK THE DIRT’ [WITH THE BAT TIP]… AND THE ‘DUST WOULD FLY… HE HAD TO GET IT JUST RIGHT’]. THIS IS A RITUAL OF THE ‘STAR’ AND THE ‘GELLING’ [WILLIE STARGELL] AS THE WILL IGNITES A ‘SPARK’ LEAVING AN ASH… THE FIRING LINE… THE ‘COLLISION’ OF ‘MARSHALLING’ IN A ‘STARDUST’ MELODY… A REMINDER OF THE POINTS OF LIGHT ‘FIRINGS’ IN THE ‘INTERSECTIONS’OF MERIDIAN GENERATION… THE ‘WILL’ TO ‘STAR’ ‘GEL’ [A MICRO ‘SHOCK’ OF ‘ZAP’… AN ‘ACTIVATION’ WHERE ‘ECSTASY, TERROR AND POSSIBILITY’ MOVE AT THE SAME TIME, DEEP BELOW THE SURFACE]. IT IS THE MOMENT OF ENERGY AMPLIFICATION AND POTENTIAL ACCENTUATION.

IT IS MAGIC IN RECURRENCY SOMEWHERE OVER THE ‘RAINBOW’
‘THERE ARE SOME THINGS WHICH CANNOT BE LEARNED QUICKLY, AND TIME WHICH IS ALL WE HAVE MUST BE PAID HEAVILY FOR THEIR ACQUIRING. THEY ARE THE SIMPLE THINGS AND BECAUSE IT TAKES A MAN’S LIFE TO KNOW THEM, THE LITTLE NEW THAT EACH MAN GETS FROM LIFE IS VERY COSTLY… AND THE ONLY HERITAGE HE HAS TO LEAVE’ [‘ERNEST HEMINGWAY, ‘DEATH IN THE AFTERNOON’]. THE ‘HEM’ EDGE OF RISING AND FALLING ‘MING’ IN THE ‘WAY’ OF THE CREATIVE AND THE ORDERING… THE SOUND ANCHORING OF THE ONGOING INERTIA IN THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’… IT IS HEMMING AND HAWING AS WELL AS HEMLINES AND HIP LINES. WE BEND AND STRETCH IN THE RESONANCE AS MEDIUM SOUNDS PLAY OUT AGAINST THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ NOISE. THE PERFORMERS MAY SEARCH FOR THE ‘RAINBOW’ WHEN THE PATH OF THE HEART IS IN THE PRESENCE OF TRUTH IN EVERY MOMENT OF EXISTENCE.

‘IT IS ESSENTIAL TO CORRECT NAMES… IF NAMES ARE NOT CORRECT…THEN WORDS WILL NOT FOLLOW’ [CONFUCIUS].

IT IS THE ONGOING MUSIC OF THE STATE… THE ANCIENT CHINESE SOURCE OF ‘T’IEN, THE ‘GUIDING OF POTENTIAL’… WE HEAR ECHOES IN THE ‘T’IENAMAN SQUARE ‘PRO DEMOCRACY WINDS IN 1989…. WE SEE THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS COME AND GO AS MERE ‘BLIPS’ IN HISTORY AS THE SPEED OF

THE GREED MOVED THROUGH ‘TIENAMAN’ AND KEPT GOING. IT IS THE ‘ITS’ JUST BUSINESS’ WAY… A LEAST COMMON DENOMINATOR OF WHAT IS THE ‘AGREED UPON GAME’… THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME. IT IS THE POWER OF ‘IT IS GOOD TO BE RICH IN CHINA’ AND THE ‘LINKING OF THE ‘MIDDLE KINGDOM’ TO THE NEW GLOBAL ORDER IN THE ‘HONG KONG’ TAKEOVER OF ‘1997’. THE CURRENT ‘MADE IN CHINA’ ECHOES THE ‘1950’S ‘MADE IN JAPAN’ AS THE GLOBAL ‘ELITE’ ESTABLISH THE ‘PYRAMIDISM’ IN EACH COUNTRY. THE ‘ELECTRONIC HERD’ GETS FOCUSED ON ‘MEDIA SCREENS’ RESONATING WITH THE TIMINGS OF ‘TIE-MING’ AND THE EROS DREAMS OF ‘HEMMINGS’ ‘HEMMINGWAY’ AND ‘HEMISPHERES’. IT IS THE EROS EDGE OF HEMS THAT DEMANDS ‘AHEM’ THROAT CLEARINGS AND THE SOURCING OF WORDS AS ONE MOVES THROUGH ‘DAATH’ [THE REGION OF THE THROAT WHERE MOISTURE, BREATH, AND WORDS RESONATE.]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
I REMEMBER A FREON BLAST INTO MY EYES… A CLEANING OUT THE FREEZER ‘ICE PICK’ SPIKING THAT MISSED THE ICE AND PUNCTURED THE ‘TUBING COILS’… IT WAS AN ARCTIC COLD ‘SUDDEN SHOCK’ BLAST INTO MY EYES. IT OCCURRED SOMETIME BEFORE MY ‘PATCHED EYES’ OEDIPAL EXPERIENCE IN THE EARLY ‘70’S’ WHEN WE LIVED ON ‘ALDINE’. IT WAS A TIME OF THE ‘ALL’ ‘DEAN’ ECHO OF ‘JAMES DEAN’ AND THE WATERGATE WHITE HOUSE COUNSEL SILENCE BREAKER ‘JOHN DEAN’. IT WAS A NEW SHOCK AFFECT TO MY VISION AND MY CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM… ANOTHER ‘TRAUMA’ LAYERING ON THE ‘EMBEDDED THUMB EYESIGHT INDENTATION ZONE OF MY ‘MUSE’ ‘E’ UM FALL OF SOME 12 TO 15 YEARS BEFORE.IT WAS ANOTHER ‘FRIGID’ AND ‘SPELLBOUND LAYERING’ IN MY PHYSIOLOGY. IT WAS A ‘NUMBING’ IN THE ‘WINDS’ MOVING THROUGH MY EYES… ‘OOH NUMB’… THE ‘ALL’ ‘DI’ NE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ WAS A ‘DEEP RECEPTIVITY OF DUALITY’ DURING THE EDGES OF THE ‘WATERGATE’ DRAMAS. THERE WAS AN AWFUL LOT OF DISCONNECTION GOING ON AS MY ‘SPLIT OFF’ SENSE OF SELF FELT MORE ‘VULNERABLE’ AND I ACTED IN MY ‘MASKING’ WANTING ‘TO BE LIKED BY EVERYONE’ YET DOING WHAT I HAD TO DO FOR MYSELF.

‘WATERGATE’
I WORKED AS AN EMPLOYMENT MANAGER AT THE ‘CHICAGO SUN TIMES/DAILY NEWS’ DURING THE DRAMAS OF WATERGATE. IN HINDSIGHT I SEE THE DEPTHS OF ‘DAATH’ IN THE GENERIC SYMBOLISM OF ‘DEEP THROAT’ AND THE PACINGS AT THE WATER ‘GAIT’. IT IS THE CURRENCY IN THE ‘COURTING FERTILITY’ OF THE CULTURE. IT IS HOW WE MAINTAIN OUR PURPOSE AND DIRECTION. THE MEDIUMS AND SAVANTS BECOME THE MESSENGERS OF THE TUNES OF THE TIMES. THE ‘EVENT’ BECOMES THE ‘ISSUE’ OR THE ‘IS SHOO’ OF THE PACINGS. THE ‘EROSTOCRACY’ BLENDS WITH THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE AS ‘OPERA CLOCK DRAMAS’ SIGN THE DIRECTIONAL CUINGS THROUGH MEDIUMS OF POLITICS AND PRINCIPLE. THE ‘WATERGATE’ TEMPERS THE ADAGE OF LORD ACTON AS IT APPLIES TO PERFORMERS IN ‘STATES’ OF ‘SAVANTING’… ‘POWER CORRUPTS AND ABSOLUTE POWER CORRUPTS ABSOLUTELY’.

‘ALIENATION’… THE DISAGREEMENT WITH THE REASONABLENESS OF

A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE
IT IS ONLY WHEN THE LEVEL OF ALIENATION [THE DISAGREEMENT WITH THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE] OVERWHELMS… THAT THE MOMENTUM OR INERTIA OF ‘WHAT IS’ ENCOUNTERS TOO MUCH ‘RESISTANCE’. THE JOURNEY OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ IS THE STUMBLING AND TRIPPING OF THE ‘FOOL’ SEARCHING FOR THE KNOWLEDGE TO OVERCOME THE FEELINGS OF VULNERABILITY AND LACK. IT IS THE DARKNESS OF THE ‘SHADOWS’ THAT PLAY ‘TRICKS’ ON ONE’S WAYS. IT IS THE PROBLEM OF LEARNING THE VALUE OF ‘IMPULSE’ AND HOW TO ‘DISCIPLINE’ IT. IT IS A REALIZATION OF THE ‘ORDINARY’ AND THE IMPORTANCE OF SOMEHOW GETTING PAST THE DECEPTIONS OF ‘AMPLIFICATIONS AND EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATIONS’.

CHAPTER ELEVEN. ‘EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALISATIONS’
THE ECONOMIC TRANSFERRENCE OF EROS ENERGIES INTO MANY OTHER ‘ACTIVITIES’ IN ORDER TO SELL PEOPLE A FANTASY OF ACHIEVING ‘SECURITY, CALM, AND CONTROL’ EXHAUSTS THE TRUE PATH OF HEALTHY EROS. THIS ‘EXCESSIVE HYSTERIA SENSUALIZATION’ OVERLOADING IS ‘NORMAL FOR ‘MEDIUMS, CHANNELS, ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ AS ‘REMOTE ELECTROMAGNETIC CHARGES’ ARE STREAMING INTO AND THROUGH THEIR BEING. THE IMBALANCES HAVE TO BE DEALT WITH ONE WAY OR ANOTHER…LAWRENCE WELK SAID ‘TURN OFF THE BUBBLE MACHINE’ AND MANY OTHER MEDIUM SAVANTS SIMPLY LEARNED TO ‘SUPPRESS’ THE ‘ZAP’ ENERGIES THROUGH ‘DRUGS AND DREAMS’ RATHER THAN FACE THE DESTRUCTIVE AFFECT ON LONG TERM HEALTH. THE STRUGGLE WITHIN IS AN INNER NECESSITY TO ‘TEMPER IMPULSES’ AND LEARN TO MOVE IN NEW WAYS. IT IS ENCOUNTERING THE CHAOS WITHIN…THE INNER ‘K’ ‘OS’ THAT IS THE INNER ‘FIELD OF DREAMS’ THAT IS IN THE IMAGINARY REALM OF THE CORNFIELDS OF IOWA. UNFORTUNATELY THE REAL AUDIENCE HAS BECOME ‘DRUNK’ IN ITS’CONSUMPTION OF THE EXCESSES OF CORN SYRUP FROM THE CORNFIELDS OF DREAMS. IT IS THE ‘TOO MUCH OF A ‘GOOD THING’ MAY CAUSE HARM’ AWARENESS THAT MUST BECOME CENTER STAGE AS THE DISTILLED CORN SYRUP PERVADES AN ENORMOUS ARRAY OF BEVERAGES. THE HEALTHY CORN GETS USED UP AS THE SWEETENED SYRUP IS EXTRACTED AND THE SLEEPING CONSUMERS ‘NUMB OUT’ ON IT.THE 93 POUNDS/PER PERSON EACH YEAR OF CORN SYRUP ‘PACIFIES’ THE MASS AUDIENCE AS THE ‘CONSTANCY’ OF ‘MASS-OCCUR MOMENTS COMPELS ‘COPING’ AND ADAPTATION. ECHOES OF ‘THE PAUSE THAT REFRESHES’ BECOMES ‘OOH NUMB’ IN THE LAND OF ‘CO’ ‘CA’ AND ‘CO’ ‘LA’.

‘JOHN’ ‘WAYING’ PATTERNS
IF ONE IS STUCK IN ‘JOHN’ ‘WAYING’ PATTERNS ONE WILL ENCOUNTER ‘EROTIC FATIGUE’ CONSTANTLY. THE ‘PATH OUT’ IS THE WISDOM OF ALTERING ONE’S FUELS AND MOTIONS IN HEALTHY WAYS. IF YOU ARE ‘COPING’ RATHER THAN ‘WISELY’ USING THE RELEASED EROS ENERGIES YOU WILL EXPERIENCE ‘EROTIC FATIGUE’ AND ‘SHUT DOWN’ YOUR ‘TRUE EROS SOUL’.

THE ‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’ MAY BRING CONTROL MASQUERADING AS ‘CALMNESS’ AT A COST OF ‘ETERNAL VIGILANCE’.

THE CIRCULARITY OF THE ‘UROBOROS’
IT IS THE FAUST REALM OF MEPHISTOPHELES WHERE THE DRIVE TO BE SOMEBODY MEETS ‘JOB’ IN THE DEPTHS OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CREATIVE CAPACITY. THE ‘CREATIVE’ IS THE ‘UROBOROS’ SYMBOL OF THE SNAKE CHASING AND SWALLOWING ITS OWN TAIL IN A REPRESENTATION OF CIRCULARITY THAT ‘ALL ACTIONS CIRCLE BACK TO ORIGINS’. IT IS A HEROIC QUEST TO OVERCOME SELFDELUSION AND DENIAL TO GENERATE THE TRUTH OF ONE’S LIFE EXPERIENCE. WE KNOW THE TRUTH OF A HEALING IS THE PATH OF THE HEART. WE KNOW THE ‘DISTANCING IN REBELLIOUSNESS’ MUST NEVER LOSE SIGHT OF ONE’S ORIGINS. WE KNOW THE ROOTS ARE THE SOURCE OF ‘GROUNDING’ IN A WORLD WHERE THE ‘SPEED OF THE GREED’, ‘ONLY THE PARANOID SURVIVE’ AND THE ‘CREATE AND DESTROY’ RHYTHMS ARE THE ‘MONEY WINDS’ THAT SUCK THE ‘LIFE FORCE’ OUT OF A LOT OF PEOPLE. WE KNOW THAT THE ‘CREATIVE DIALECTIC’ IS THE EVOLUTION TO A ‘FEATHERLIGHT’ SPIRITUAL STATE OF HONEST PRESENCE EVEN AS WE WRESTLE WITH OUR ‘ORDINARY HUNGERS’.

‘HOW FAR CAN SHE FEEL IT COMING?’ ‘HOW MUCH IS SHUT DOWN IN ANTICIPATION?’
THERE IS AN ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ AND A ‘SOMETIMES I WANT TO CLOSE MY EYES’ WAY OF THE DEEP ‘YIN’. IT IS ‘REFLECTED IN THE ‘HYPNO-BLIND GIRL STATES’ OF BEING THAT ARE SIMILAR TO THE ‘MAU’ ‘CAT DANCING’ STATES OF ‘HOLDING AND CLENCHING’. THERE IS A ‘PRESSURE’ FOR CONTROL AGAINST ‘LOSING IT’ THAT FREQUENTLY LEADS TO ‘TRANCING’ AND BEING SUSCEPTIBLE TO ‘SUGGESTIONS’. THE ADVERTISING PROVIDES A ‘CONSTRUCTIVE DISCONTENTMENT’ SOLUTION… IT IS AN ‘ORALITY’ OF ‘LICKING’, ‘SLEEPING’ AND ‘HUNTING’ [SHOPPING]. IT IS THE REALM OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ BASED IN THE EROS/SORE RHYTHMS OF ‘MAU’ [THE EGYPTIAN CAT CURIOSITY OF DUALITY] AND THE DESIRE FOR ‘SLINKY OUTFITS FOR CAT DANCING’ TRIPS ON CATWALKS OF DEFINED POTENCY. THE ‘INDIVIDUATION OF THE ‘EXCEPTION MAKES THE RULE’ FOSTERS AND AMPLIFIES THE ‘WISH’ TO HAVE AN IDENTITY THAT IS UNIQUELY ONE’S OWN ’. THE ‘ROCKY’ FIGHT AGAINST THE ‘APOLONIAN’ IS AN INNER STRUGGLE…A ‘CIRCUITOUS RESTLESSNESS’ OF SOUL SEARCHING’. IT IS THE OVERCOMING OF THE ‘BLINDNESS TOWARD ONESELF’. IT IS THE QUEST TO HAVE AN ‘IDENTITY’ THAT IS WHATEVER ‘ONE WAS MEANT TO BE’. THE ‘ROCKY’ SYMBOL OF THE ‘APOLLO-CREED’ FIGHT AGAINST DARKNESS IS THE ‘SHADOW BATTLE’ THAT THE ‘STREET-HUSTLER’ HAS TO EVENTUALLY ENCOUNTER. THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ ANONYMOUS HERO HAS TO FACE THE ‘DRAMA DREAM’ OF ‘WHY’ HE IS ALWAYS READY TO DO ‘SOMETHING’ FOR ‘NOTHING’. THE ‘BLINDSPOT’ REALLY IS THE HEART OF THE DREAM. THE ENDLESS SEARCHING MAY CAUSE GUILT, BELIEVING ONE’S REAL SELF IS SOMEHOW LESS THAN IT ‘OUGHT TO BE’. IT IS THE ‘NOT GOOD ENOUGH’ OF ‘AL’ ‘CO’ HAUL’ AND THE ‘ALL IS CLOUDED BY DESIRE’ ‘GRANDIOSITY’ OF BLINDING NARCISSISM. IT IS THE FANTASY AND ONE’S IDEALIZED SENSES ‘WANTING’ TO HAVE ONESELF AS UNIQUE OR ON A PATH OF ‘UNLIMITED’

SUCCESS. IT IS A STRUGGLE FOR ‘SELF-IMPORTANCE’ AND OVERIDEALIZATION… A SPLIT-OFF REALITY THAT MAY BE NECESSARY TO GET THROUGH THE CONSEQUENCES OF ‘TRAUMAS’AND ‘HELP ONE TO BUY TIME UNTIL ONE IS READY ENOUGH TO BE ‘PRESENT’ AND FULLY INTEGRATED.

‘ALL IMPULSES HAVE THEIR SOURCE’
‘CAMERON PARSONS WROTE OF A WELL WHICH SHE BELIEVED TO BE THE ‘HOLE TO HELL’… THE DARK GATE OF THE ‘MAUVE ZONE’…NEAR A LAKE…THE WELL OF SPIRIT AND ENERGY ‘HOLDING’… THE MORE SENSITIVE, PSYCHICALLY TUNED, MYSTIC, SAVANT, MEDIUM, CHANNELS, ETC… THE MORE ONE IS ACTIVATED AS SPOKEN BY CAMERON PARSONS… ‘FOR SOME MONTHS NOW I HAVE BEEN AWARE OF THE HEIGHTENING INTENSITY OF WHAT I CALL A THIRD BEAM OF HEARING… THE SOUND OF A RADIO BEAM THAT ONE PICKS UP ON SHORT WAVE… THERE ARE MOMENTS WHEN IT IS SO INTENSE THAT I CAN ACTUALLY ‘TUNE IT IN’--- BY TURNING MY BODY. IT SEEMS TO BE HEIGHTENED IN POWER BY THE PRESENCE OF SOME OTHER HUMANS… I HAVE THE FEELING THAT THERE IS SOMEONE ON THE OTHER END… THAT THE BEAM TRANSCENDS TIME AND SPACE AND THAT I AM HEARING THE SOUND OF MY TRANSMITTER ECHOED IN INCREDIBLE PLACES’. ‘IT IS THE ‘MA-ION’ WORD OF A VIBRATION ON AN INNER PLANE…THE MUSIC OF THE ‘MARKS’ OF THE DEEP DAUGHTER CYCLE… A DEEP ‘BUZZ’ OR ‘HUMMING’ SOUND…

‘THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN’
THE CONSEQUENCES OF TRAUMA MUST BE RELEASED. IF THERE IS ‘MUSCULAR TENSION INHIBITION’ AND DISTORTED BEHAVIOR THEN THE ‘CONFLICT’ IS STILL ALIVE IN THE FIBERS AND PULSES. ‘ABREACTION’ IS THE PRECISE MOMENT OF REEXPERIENCING THE TRAUMA. THIS IS THE OPPORTUNITY MOMENT OF BEGINNING TO HEAL AND TRANSFORM. THE DEPTH OF EXCAVATION AND THE RESONANCE OF THE INNER ENERGY DRILL RELEASING INNER OBSTACLES AND BLOCKS IS LIKE A ‘FIREFLY’ WITHIN… TUNING AND TONING…‘TEMPERING’ BY MOVING IN A DANCE OF ELECTROMAGNETIC RADIO WAVE TRANSMISSIONS. ALL GROWTH IS THE INTEGRATION OF SEEMINGLY OPPOSITE VALUES… A ‘LACK’ OF PHYSICAL GRACE MAY BE DUE TO CHRONIC MUSCULAR TENSIONS THAT BLOCK THE ‘INVOLUNTARY’ RHYTHMIC MOVEMENTS OF THE BODY.

‘IDENTITY WILL BE CONVULSIVE OR IT WILL DIE’ [MAX ERNST]
‘THE SHADOW GROWS MOST WHEN IGNORED OR AVOIDED…IT BECOMES A REPOSITORY OF HEAT AND ENERGY… THE GAP BETWEEN ‘OUGHT’ AND WHAT ACTUALLY IS… THERE IS AN INCREASING AMOUNT OF INNER ENERGY REQUIRED TO‘CONTAIN OR SUSTAIN’ THE ‘FORTRESSING’.

‘THE PERSON WHO CAN HELP YOU FEEL VERY CAPABLE AND COMPETENT MAY APPEAR TO BE INCAPABLE’…
ONE MUST LEARN TO RESPECT ONE’S OWN NEEDS… ‘FEAR OF PLEASURE IS FEAR OF THE PAIN THAT INEVITABLY DEVELOPS WHEN AN OUTWARD FLOWING EXPANSIVE IMPULSE MEETS A

CONTRACTED AND BOUND AREA OF THE BODY’… TO GO ON MEANS ONE WILL EXPERIENCE ‘DIFFICULT VIBRATIONS’… AWKWARDNESS, RIGIDITY, INNER CONSTRUCTIONS, TREMBLING, SHAKING… PROBLEMS OF DIRECTIONS AND DISTRIBUTION… ‘SYNAPSE’ AND TRAFFIC CONGESTIONS, PROBLEMS OF BLOOD FLOWS… MUSCLE FIRINGS. ‘FEARS OF HUMILIATION PRODUCE A FEAR OF SEXUAL ENCOUNTER…AN ‘INHIBITION’ OF ‘MOTION’. THE DEEP BATTLES AFFECT THE ‘NATURALNESS’ IN THE ONGOING ‘HIP WARS’. EVERYONE BELIEVES THAT SOMEONE ELSE POSSESSES THE SELF THAT HE WANTS TO ACQUIRE…

EVERY DESIRE SEEKS SELF SUFFICIENCY YET IT IS ‘IMITATIVE’ [‘SELON SOI’]… ONE MUST MOVE TO THE TRUTH OF ‘INHERENT WANTS’… ‘BUT WHERE THERE IS DANGER THERE GROWS ALSO WHAT SAVES’ [FRIEDRICH HOLDERLIN] ‘A SEVERE SPIRITUAL EMERGENCY’
DURING FEBRUARY 2004 I ENCOUNTERED A MOMENT OF ‘ONENESS WITH THE UNIVERSE’ WHERE MY STATE OF FEATHERY LIGHTNESS WAS AS IF I WAS ‘NON-EXISTENT’…THERE SEEMED TO BE NO DIFFERENCE BETWEEN ME AND EVERYTHING ELSE…I WAS ON TOP OF ‘WASSON PEAK’ IN TUCSON ARIZONA AFTER A 2 HOUR CLIMB…THE WINDS OF THE WORLD SEEMED TO PASS THROUGH ME…IT WAS ONLY A MOMENT…MAYBE TEN TO FIFTEEN SECONDS. I FELT A SENSE OF THE UNIVERSAL…MAYBE THE AWARENESS OF THE BLENDING…I WAS ‘MATTER’ AS ALL ELSE YET I WAS CONSCIOUS OF BEING A SPIRIT AS WELL AS A BODY…I FOUND MYSELF AWARE THAT I WAS RISING TOWARD THE SKY AS I REALIZED THAT I CONSCIOUSLY HAD TO BRING MY RIGHT FOOT DOWN TO EARTH. I GROUNDED MYSELF YET I FELT A SENSE OF A DESIRE TO SIMPLY ASCEND.

AH… ‘PRIDE GOETH BEFORE A FALL’…
I BOASTED TO A FEW FRIENDS ABOUT THE NATURE OF MY EXPERIENCE…I FELT A SENSE OF BEING SPECIAL…LITTLE DID I ANTICIPATE THAT I WAS MOVING INTO A DEEPER CRISIS AS MY EGO WAS GETTING THE BEST OF ME… A WEEK LATER I EXPERIENCED THE ANTITHESIS OF MY ‘ECSTACY’ OF THE TOP OF WASSON…I EXPERIENCED A BLINDSIDING…A DISINTEGRATION OF ‘WAYS’…A CRISIS OF A SOUL FRIGHT TIME OF VULNERABILITY…A SWEATY CHILL AND A DEEP LUNG CONTRACTIVENESS…A SUDDENNESS OF SPIRALLING INWARD…I WAS HAVING A VERY DIFFICULT TIME BREATHING AND TRYING TO STAY WARM…I FELT COLD, CLAMMY, WET, UNABLE TO RETAIN/GENERATE BODY HEAT …IT WAS WINDY AND SUNNY YET I WAS TROUBLED AND IN DEEP PAIN. IT TOOK 100% OF MY CONCENTRATION AND ABOUT THREE TIMES THE USUAL TIME TO CLIMB DOWN THE BLACKETTS TRAIL TO THE PARKING LOT AND DRIVE HOME… THE ‘FORCES WERE BEYOND MY CONTROL’…I WAS HAVING DIFFICULTY IN CIRCULATION, DISTRIBUTION, AND BEING CONFIDENT IN PHYSICAL MOTIONS…THERE WAS MOURNING AND LOSS IN A DEEP DEBILITATING GRIEF OF WOUNDEDNESS…I WAS SOMEWHERE ON A PLANE OF ‘LABOR INTENSIVE REPRODUCTIVE’ AND CREATIVE FORCE PRESENCE… I BELIEVED THAT THE PSYCHOLOGICAL CRISIS WAS DRIVING THE PHYSIOLOGICAL BREAKTHROUGHS INTO AN OPPORTUNITY FOR TRANSFORMATION…A TIME TO NEWLY INTEGRATE AND HARMONIZE ‘YIN TO YANG RANGE DEPTHS OF BEING…THE HABITS AND PATTERNS OF THE PAST GROUNDED IN CHRONIC WOUNDEDNESS WERE EXCESS BAGGAGE…

I COULD NOT BREATHE…I FELT THAT MY LUNGS WERE COLLAPSING…I COULD NOT GET COMFORTABLE…THE FIRST 24 HOURS WERE INTENSELY PAINFUL…I COULD NOT DO ANYTHING… I WAS IN A STATE OF BEING AND BEING NOTHING…I TRIED TO LAY DOWN AND WAS UNABLE TO REST BECAUSE I WAS UNABLE TO SUSTAIN ANY BREATH…I COULD NOT EAT OR DRINK ANYTHING WITHOUT THE LEVEL OF ‘FRIGHT’ BLOCKING ME FROM A SENSE OF SAFETY… AFTER THE FIRST 24 HOURS I BEGAN TO REGAIN MY ABILITY TO FOCUS AND CONCENTRATE…I WAS ABLE TO REST…EVEN SLEEP FOR ‘CATNAPS’ OF TEN OR TWENTY MINUTES AT A TIME…THIS PATTERN OF NON SLEEP AND FEAR WENT ON FOR TEN DAYS OR SO AS I WAS ESSENTIALLY AWAKE FOR A 24/7 SCHEDULE FEELING WEAK AND WARY.

‘ONE LOOKS DEATH IN THE FACE AND SEES ILLNESS RESULTING FROM INNER IMBALANCES…THE INNER DIVISIONS OF A ‘SPLIT HEART’ AND A ‘SPLIT SOUL’…A ‘WOUNDED HOUSE OF DREAMS’…
IT WAS A CRISIS TIME OF MARSHALLING RESOURCES TO BATTLE INNER HABITS OF ‘SELF PREOCCUPATION’ AND THE EGOCENTRIC HABITS OF ‘SELF ADDICTION’… ‘SELF ADDICTION’ BEING A FORM OF DEATH AS IT CUTS US OFF FROM THE REST OF THE WORLD… ‘CIRCLING THE SACRED MONTAIN’-THURMAN /WEISE

‘IT IS THE LONGING THAT DOES ALL THE WORK’-RUMI THE STORY THAT ONE HAS BEEN LIVING IS TOO SMALL.
ONE MUST KEEP WALKING AND WEEPING…LAMENTING AND BREATHING DEEPER INTO REAL REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES…GENITAL PRIMACY OF PRESENCE… THEN TO A STRENGTH OF SPIRIT THAT IS BEYOND GENITAL ORGASMIC SPASMS TO ACHIEVE A FULLNESS OF TRUTHFUL PRESENCE…THE INTEGRITY OF HEART.

TRANSFORMATION IS ALWAYS ‘GREAT DIFFICULTY’ AS ‘PEOPLE ONLY PAY ATTENTION TO WHAT THEY DISCOVER FOR THEMSELVES’
TRANSFORMATION DEMANDS UNWINDING, DISINTEGRATING, DISMEMBERING… A TOUGHNESS IN LETTING GO OF ‘HARD EARNED BEHAVIORS’ EARNED OVER MANY YEARS…THE FRIGHT EXPERIENCED TOOK SEVERAL MONTHS TO WORK THROUGH AND I HAD A MEDICAL CHECKUP THAT POSITED THE QUESTION THAT I MIGHT HAVE EXPERIENCED A HEART ATTACK… I RECLIMBED BLACKETTS RIDGE TRAIL A FEW TIMES AND THEN DID A TREADMILL TEST IN A CARDIOLOGIST’S OFFICE TO DETERMINE IF THERE WAS ANYTHING THERE THAT WAS DAMAGED… I WAS GENERALLY HEALTHY AND KNEW THAT I HAD BEEN IN A SPIRITUAL CRISIS THAT WAS ALSO PHYSIOLOGICAL IN ITS EFFECTS…I WAS TRANSFORMING AND LETTING GO OF THE PAST AND ‘WALKING AND WEEPING MY WAY TOWARDS THE FUTURE’…

‘NO MIND CAN ENGENDER UNTIL DIVIDED INTO TWO…THE QUARREL WITH OURSELVES BECOMES POETRY… AN ARTIST MUST DIE EVERYDAY AND BE REBORN… DRIVEN BY THE SELF NECESSITY TO TRANSFORM’… W.B. YEATS
IT IS THE INTEGRATION OF THE SHAMAN WILL TO POWER…A WILL TO EAGLE FLIGHT AND EAGLE POWER BEING ABLE TO SEE FURTHER AND GO BEYOND THE OTHERS… A STRENGTH OF MOVING THROUGH THE DANGERS OF ‘SOUL LOSS’ IN STATES OF DISINTEGRATION AND REINTEGRATION…

‘A REALISTIC DANGER OF DESTRUCTION WHICH WOULD MOBILIZE ‘FEAR OF DEATH’ AND CASTRATION ANXIETY’… A ‘SIGMUND FREUD DESCRIPTION OF THE IMPACT OF ‘TRAUMA’
DURING THIS SAME PERIOD I EXPERIENCED A ‘REALITY’ CRISIS AS A MODERN DAY ‘POSSE’ OF PIMA COUNTY, ARIZONA SHERIFFS CORRALLED ME IN AN OSCO PARKING LOT BELIEVING THAT I WAS THE SUSPECT IN A LOCAL BANK ROBBERY… I WAS THE ‘WRONG MAN’ KNEELING WITH MY HANDS CUFFED BEHIND MY BACK LOOKING INTO A POLICE OFFICERS GUN POINTED AT ME FROM 8-10 FEET AWAY…THERE WERE TEN POLICE CARS AND I KEPT THINKING OF ALL THE THINGS THAT CAN GO WRONG AS I SAID ‘YOU HAVE THE WRONG GUY’ AND DISCUSSED THIS AS WELL AS THE FACT THAT I THOUGHT THIS ‘WORK’ HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH THE EVENT AS WELL WITH THE LIEUTENANT FOR THE HALF HOUR THAT I WAS ‘HELD’ IN THE OSCO LOT… IT WAS VERY REAL AND MY ‘HEART’ WAS DEFINITELY PUMPING BLOOD IN SOME COMBINATION OF ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ RHYTHM…I WAS ‘COOL’ YET HAD SOME CONVULSIVE TEARS AND VULNERABILITY AN HOUR OR SO LATER WHILE HAVING COFFEE WITH A FRIEND.

‘DESIRE IS THE MASTER OF GHOSTS AND DESIRE TURNS US INTO GHOSTS’…OCTAVIO PAZ
SOMETIMES I FEEL LIKE A ‘PATSY’ WHEN I KNOW HOW ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AND MY EARLY ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’AND GOLF CADDY NATURE WAS AVAILABLE FOR SERVICING THE ‘OTHERS’. IT IS A QUESTION OF ‘BRANDINGS, IMPRINTINGS, AND REINFORCEMENTS’. THE INERTIA AND PATTERNING SEEMS SO NORMAL UNTIL THE EMOTIONAL AWARENESS OF ‘REAL LOSS’ STARTS TO BREAKTHROUGH THE ‘WALLED/PARTITIONED’ SPELLINGS. THERE IS A LIMIT TO ‘ADAPTABILITY’ AND ‘REACTIVITY TO IMPOSITIONS’ AND IT CAN ‘DESTROY’ OR CAUSE ONE TO STAND UP FOR WHAT IS A NON-NEGOTIABLE CHOICE OF CLAIMING ONE’S OWN WAY. THE RECOVERY FROM THE AFFECTS OF A TRAUMA IS IN AN ‘INNER NECESSITY’ THAT KNOWS THAT ‘I’ WILL NEVER GO BACK TO THE PAST AND MUST GO FORWARD INTO THE FUTURE.

‘PATSIES’.
THE ‘GIANTS’ GAME DEMANDS ‘PATSIES’ THAT ARE LIKE THE ROUNDISH TOYS [NOT ‘COINS’] THAT ARE USED IN YOUNG GIRLS GAMES IN PATTERNS OF TOSSING AND RETRIEVING… THE ‘PATSIES’ WERE GAMES BETWEEN THE LEGS… THE ‘PATSIES’ WERE USED FOR GATHERING AND COLLECTING… THE ‘BALL’ AND THE ‘JACKS’...THE ‘GIRL TO GIRL’ PASSING THE BALL BACK AND FORTH IN A RHYTHM OF A MUTUALITY OF CONTROL. THE ‘PATSY’ IS THE ‘SURROGATE’ TO ‘PREOCCUPY’ THE ‘DEEP YIN’ AUDIENCE IN ITS ‘AMAZEMENT AND FASCINATION’ WHILE THE ‘PREDATORS’ GET AWAY WITH THE ‘LOOT’.

THE PATSY IS THE ‘CON’ OF THE ‘AGREED UPON’ GAME
THIS ‘JACK’ GAME IS THE BLINDING HYSTERIA OF THE AUDIENCE THAT STARES AT THE ‘WHEEL OF FORTUNE’ AND THE ‘GAME SHOWS’. THERE IS A ‘CONTEMPT’ IN ALL OF THIS AS THE ‘ARTIFICIAL’

IS MADE TO SEEM REAL IN ORDER TO PROVIDE RELIEF FOR THE ‘COPING’ FEELINGS ENGENDERED AS A RESULT OF THE REACTIVITY TO THE REAL. IT IS ENTERTAINMENT FEEDING ON THE FEELINGS OF AUDIENCE ‘ALIENATION’… THE DIFFERENCES AND THE ANGERS OF PEOPLE DISAGREEING WITH ‘THE REASONABLENESS OF THE SOCIETY’S PURPOSE’ AND STILL MAINTAINING THE ‘INNER UNREAL SYSTEMS’ OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ ORDERING. WE ARE USEFUL IN THE LIQUIDITY AND FLOW OF THE ‘K’ ‘OS’…THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ RESONANCE… THE ENERGY ‘CHAOS’ THAT IS THE ‘FIELD’ OF DREAMS OF THE IMAGINATION. WE ARE ‘BALLS AND JACKS’ OF ACOUSTICAL TIMBRE IN THE ‘ETHERIC’ AREA IN BETWEEN WOMEN [THE DEEP YIN/DEEP DAUGHTER PLATEAU OF ENMESHMENT] AS WELL AS MEN TO MEN AND MEN TO WOMEN. THE ‘SPACE PLACE FOR THE PACE RACE’ IS THE ‘PATSIE’ GAMES OF ENCOUNTER IN THE OPPOSITIONAL LEGS ‘ZONE OF CONTROL’ IN BETWEEN ONE ANOTHER.IT IS THE ‘INVISIBLE’ YET SENSED TERRAIN OF THE ‘DEW’ DANCERS…

‘IF YOU ARE IN A POKER GAME MORE THAN 20 MINUTES AND YOU DON’T KNOW WHO THE PATSY IS, YOU’RE IT. ‘OOT AND ABOOT’…
IN IRELAND, IT IS THE COLD THAT ONE FEELS DURING AN ASTRAL PROJECTION… ONE ‘AIRS OUT’… ONE TRANSCENDS SPACE AND ALTERS ONE’S SENSE OF TIME. IN 1984, I HAD AN ‘OOT AND ABOUT’ ASTRAL PROJECTION WHILE ‘WRITING’ AND TRAVELLING IN GLENDALE, CALIFORNIA. I EXPERIENCED A VIVID ENCOUNTER WITH A PROJECTED ENERGY IMAGE. IT WAS AN ‘IMAGE’ THAT LOOKED LIKE MY FATHER AND MYSELF AT THE ‘FOOT’ OF THE BED. IT WAS AN IMAGE OF ‘LIGHT ENERGY’ OUTLINING THE SHAPES OF A MAN AND A BOY. IT ONLY LASTED A FEW SECONDS. I FELT THE COLD AND CONTRACTED. THE IMAGERY DISAPPEARED IN A MOMENT. I FELT IT WAS AN ENCOUNTER WITH AN ‘ECHO’ OF MY FATHER’S DECISION TO STAY IN CHICAGO AFTER WORLD WAR II BECAUSE MY MOTHER DID NOT WANT TO MOVE TO SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA. MY MOTHER WROTE A NOTE IN THE EARLY ‘1980’S ‘MUSING’ ABOUT HER ‘WILLFULNESS’ THAT ‘SEEMED TO RATIONALIZE’ HER GUILT THAT MY FATHER’S WISH MIGHT HAVE BEEN A ‘BETTER PATH’. SHE SAID THAT IT FELT LIKE THE BEST DECISION AT THE TIME. THE ENCOUNTER ALSO HAD A DEEP CONNECTEDNESS TO THE ‘THEME DRAMA’ OF MY FATHER AND I BOTH BEING ‘REPLACEMENT CHILDREN’. IT WAS THE ‘OOT AND ABOOT’ OF DEEP SPIRITUAL CONVULSIVENESS ALONG THE ‘COYNTE’ YIN PLANE. IT WAS A ‘WILL’ FIGHT IN THE DEPTHS. IT WAS A DISPLAY OF MY VULNERABILITY IN MY SPIRITUAL QUEST FOR HEALING THE ‘HEREDITARY WOUNDEDNESS’. THE ASTRAL PROJECTION WAS AN EXTERNALIZATION OF AN INNER BLOCK THAT NEEDED TO BE REMOVED. THE ‘SOUL WRESTLING’ TOOK TIME AND DEEP ALTERATIONS OF EMOTIONAL STATES TO REMOVE THE EXCESS BAGGAGE

IT IS ONLY THE PERSON WHO CHOOSES THAT ‘KNOWS’ THE STRENGTH OF THE RIGHT CHOICE
I HAD SOME OTHER CLEANSING, REGENERATING, REABSORBING AND REDEFINING PARTIAL ASTRAL PROJECTIONS IN THE 1980’S. I LEARNED TO GET BEYOND THE ‘DIZZINESS’, ‘BLANKING’ AND ‘BLACKING’ TIMES WHERE ‘CRITICALNESS’ GAVE WAY TO ‘KAIROS’ [THE ‘WINGED YOUTH GOD’ OF THE MEANINGFUL COINCIDENCE AS AN EMBODIMENT OF THE GREEK SENSE OF THE ‘FAVORABLE

OPPORTUNITY’]. I LIVED ON THE EDGE OF ‘COLLISIONISM’ AND USED SUGGESTED WAYS TO MOVE THROUGH ‘TRANSFORMATIVE COINCIDENCES’ TO BECOME ‘MINTING’ MOMENTS OF CONVULSIVE GROWTH. THESE TIMES WERE ‘OPPORTUNITY’ TIMES TO REINTEGRATE AS NEW CHARGES OF ‘ACCENTUATING THE POSITIVE’ REPLACED MY TRAUMA STATES.

‘WE USE OUR CAPACITIES TO THE UTMOST WHEN WE ARE FULLY AWARE OF OUR CIRCUMSTANCES’. [JOSE ORTEGA Y GASSETT] ‘DO YOU HAVE THE PATIENCE TO WAIT UNTIL YOUR MUD SETTLES AND YOUR WATER IS CLEAR’. [LAO TZU] ‘THE SCRIMMAGE OF APPETITE IS EVERYWHERE.’[DELMORE SCHWARTZ] IT IS A ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ AND ‘PERFECTION’
THERE IS A ‘PERFECTION’ OF INTERLOCKING SHARED WAYS. IT IS A GAME DEFINING ‘MONEY VALUED TRAITS’ AS EVOLUTION, MANAGED SCARCITY AS NATURAL SELECTION, FUNDING AND DEVELOPMENT AS FREE MARKET FORCES. IT IS THE INTERLOCKING AND ENMESHMENT OF THE ‘MILITARY/ INDUSTRIAL / GOVERNMENT/ACADEMIC/ MEDIA COLLECTIVE. IT IS THE ‘REVOLVING DOOR’ OF REWARDS FOR ‘POLITICAL’ INSIDERS AND ‘ELITE’ REPRESENTATIVES OF ‘VESTED INTERESTS’. IT IS ‘LOBBY’ AND ‘PENSION’ AND ‘OPTIONS’ AND ‘GOLDEN HANDCUFFS’AND ‘GOLDEN PARACHUTES’. IT IS REWARD FOR BEING ‘WITH US INSTEAD OF AGAINST US’. JUST FOLLOW THE MONEY TO SEE THE ‘MILLIONAIRE’ POLITICIANS AND THE ‘PERFECTION’ OF THE ‘MING’ LAW OF FLAWS’’.. IT IS AN AGREED UPON ‘CREATIVE DESTRUCTION’ AND GENERATION OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ WAY....

‘NOTHING MATTERS SO MUCH AS WHAT WILL COME NEXT AND WHAT WILL COME NEXT WILL ONLY ARRIVE IF WHAT IS HERE NOW GETS OVERTURNED’. THOMAS FRIEDMAN].
IT IS THE ‘THE HERD AND THE HEARD’ OF THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ THAT ‘IMPOSES’ THE ORDERING. IT IS A ‘NIETZSCHE’ WILLINGNESS TO SACRIFICE THE NEEDS OF THE MANY FOR THE BENEFIT OF THE FEW. IT IS THE BINDING STANDARD OF THE ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’.

THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD IS CONSTANTLY ‘LEFT BEHIND’ IN THE MOMENTUMS OF THE ‘322 TIME’ THAT IS ‘5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD.
‘THERE IS ONLY FORCE AND BECOMING, NEW CENTERS OF FORCE ARE CONTINUALLY FORMING AND CONSTANTLY FALLING APART OR BEING INCORPORATED INTO NEW CONSTELLATIONS… IN ALL THIS THERE IS NOTHING TO PRAISE OR BLAME… ALL BECOMING IS INNOCENT, THE THROW OF THE DICE OF THE DIVINE CHILD… BECOMING MUST APPEAR JUSTIFIED AT EVERY MOMENT OR BE INCAPABLE OF BEING EVALUATED’. [‘NIETSZCHE’S VOICE’…HENRY STATEN]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
I REMEMBER AN INCIDENT FROM A ‘CHICAGO PLUMBERS UNION PICNIC’… WE WENT BECAUSE THE ‘HIGGINS’ FAMILY HAD A PLUMBING BUSINESS… WE WERE LITTLE KIDS AT THE TIME… I WAS PROBABLY 8-9 AND MY BROTHER DAN WAS PROBABLY 7. MY COUSIN JACK HIGGINS [MY MONARCH BIKE PARALLEL ECHO] AND I GOT UP FROM A PICNIC BENCH [WE WERE WATCHING THE MEN’S SOFTBALL GAME] AND WENT TO GO GET SOME SODA AND HOT DOGS. A MOMENT LATER… MY BROTHER DAN [WHO HAD TAKEN OUR PLACE… [THE SEAT ON THE ‘PICNIC’ BENCH] WAS SMACKED IN THE FOREHEAD BY A ‘FLYING BROKEN BAT’… IT WAS NOT EVEN ENOUGH TIME FOR MY COUSIN AND I TO GET THE ‘FOOD’. IT WAS A ‘FLASH’ MOMENT OF A ‘BAT OUT OF HELL’. IT WAS A ‘JACK’ MOMENT OF ‘PITCH’ THAT BROKE THE HITCH AND TURNED INTO A ‘STITCH’ IN TIME SAVES ‘NINE’’. IT MADE US FEEL VULNERABLE. IT WAS A MOMENT OF FEAR AND ‘THERE BUT FOR THE GRACE OF GOD GO I’ THAT SPLIT THROUGH ALL OF US. IT MIGHT HAVE BEEN MERE COINCIDENCE BUT THE ‘ASSOCIATIVE TIMINGS’ ECHO DEEPLY IN MY SOUL. HIS ‘FOREHEAD STITCHES’ WERE THE ECHO OF THE EXPRESSION OF ‘SPLITTING HIS HEAD OPEN’ THAT REPLAYED IN FAMILY CONVERSATIONS

‘THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN’
WE EXPERIENCE THE SILENCINGS OF EXPRESSION… THE ‘BURKING’ [THE IRISH ‘BURK’ WAS TO SUFFOCATE THE LIFE OUT OF SOMEONE]. THERE IS A CHRONIC WARINESS THAT SEEMS SIMILAR TO THE DISCUSSION OF EARLY TRAUMA AS IN THE LEONARD SHENGOLD BOOK ABOUT ‘SOUL MURDER’ [THE OPPRESSIVE AFFECTS OF ‘SUPPRESSION’ AND TERROR OF AN EARLY CHILDHOOD TRAUMA].

‘GELASSENHEIT’
ONE MUST LEARN ‘GELASSENHEIT’… A STATE OF ACTIVE RECEPTIVITY TO ATTAIN NEW ‘HARMONY’… IT IS THE INTEGRATION OF BEING ACTED UPON AND STILL BEING ABLE TO ACT…TO MOVE FORWARD. IT IS A PSYCHIC BALANCE WHERE THE EVOLUTION IS FOLLOWED GRADUALLY… AS THE COURSE IS REVEALED STEP BY STEP… IT IS THE ADVENTURE OF POSSIBILITY

‘ANGER OR REVOLT THAT DOES NOT GET INTO THE MUSCLES REMAINS A FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION’. [SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR] ‘DON’T INSIST ON GOING WHERE YOU THINK YOU WANT TO GO, ASK THE WAY TO THE SPRING… YOUR LIVING PIECES WILL FORM A HARMONY’. [RUMI] ‘SELF TRANSFORMATION’
‘SELF TRANSFORMATION’ IMPLIES CONTROL OVER TECHNIQUES AND SPELLS. THIS IS QUITE THE OPPOSITE OF A MEDIUM WHO IS FORCED INTO TRANCE BY THE ‘GODS’ INSISTENCE, STRUGGLING AND VOMITING [‘TAOIST RITUAL AND POPULAR CULTS IN CHINA’].

MEDIUM AS A ‘TEMPORARY’ VEHICLE
THE FOLLOWING QUOTATION IS REPEATED FROM THE BEGINNING OF THIS BOOK BECAUSE THE AWARENESS OF ‘SERVICE’ CONFLICTS WITH THE ‘INTEGRITY’ OF SPIRIT… ONE MUST FIGHT FOR ‘DOING’ ONLY THAT WHICH IS ON ONE’S PATH OF THE HEART WAY OF BECOMING…THERE ARE TOO MANY INSTANCES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ WHERE ONE BELIEVES ONE IS ‘GAINING POWER’. THIS IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF OWNING ONE’S OWN SOUL. ‘ONE CANNOT HELP THINKING OF HIM AS A MEDIUM FOR MOST OF THE TIME, MEDIUMS ARE INSIGNIFICANT PEOPLE. SUDDENLY THEY ARE ENDOWED WITH WHAT SEEMS TO BE SUPERNATURAL POWERS WHICH SET THEM APART FROM THE REST OF HUMANITY… THE MEDIUM IS ‘POSSESSED’. ONCE THE CRISIS IS PASSED, THEY FALL BACK AGAIN INTO MEDIOCRITY. IT WAS IN THIS WAY, BEYOND ANY DOUBT THAT HITLER WAS ONLY THE ‘TEMPORARY’ VEHICLE. THE MIXTURE OF THE BANAL AND THE SUPERNATURAL CREATED THAT INSUPPORTABLE DUALITY OF WHICH ONE WAS CONSCIOUS IN HIS PRESENCE… IT WAS LIKE LOOKING AT A BIZARRE FACE WHOSE EXPRESSION SEEMED TO REFLECT AN UNBALANCED STATE OF MIND COUPLED WITH A DISQUIETING COMPRESSION OF HIDDEN POWER’ [HERMAN RAUSCHING… ‘HITLER SPEAKS’].

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
A CANDOR… A ‘SPELL’ AND A DESIRE TO STAY IN A STATE… THE ‘REPRESENTATIVE’ OF A ‘STATE’… THE ‘GOVERNOR’ OF A ‘WAY’… THE ‘MEDIUM’ THAT IS AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ OF THE ELDER… THE ‘SAVANT’ OR ‘CHANNEL’ THAT IS THE ENTERTAINER OR PERFORMER… THE ‘POLITICIAN’ IS FREQUENTLY A ‘MEDIUM’ EVEN IF ONLY IN A ‘TEMPORARY’ WAY.

A ‘TEMPORARY WAY’
PRESIDENT GEORGE W. BUSH WAS SUPPOSEDLY NICKNAMED ‘TEMPORARY’ WHEN HE WAS INITIATED IN THE ELITE YALE UNIVERSITY ‘SECRET SOCIETY’ CULT ‘SKULL AND BONES’. THE ‘TEMPORARY VEHICLE’ IS THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ AS THE ‘MEDIUM IS THE MESSAGE’. IT IS THE FERTILITY ECHO AS THE ‘MOTION’ CUING [‘Q’] ACROSS THE ‘GIANT’ POOL TABLE OF ‘MEDIUM DYNAMISM’ THAT SETS THE ‘STATE’ AS IT ‘IS’. IT DEPENDS UPON WHAT IS ‘IS’… THE AGREED UPON ‘WAY’… ‘IS’ ‘IS’ THE ‘STATE’ OF A CONSENSUS… THE ‘STATE’ OF MUTUALITY WHERE ‘COMMON GROUND’ IS RARELY ABOUT THE INTERESTS OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE’…‘IS’ IS THE AGREED UPON ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME OF EXCHANGES AND TRADES.

‘AT ‘40’, I WAS NO LONGER OF TWO MINDS’ [CONFUCIUS]
IT WAS AS IF A FLASH OF ‘LIGHTNING’ HAD SPLIT THE DARKNESS OF MY MIND… IT WAS NOT A ‘BEAUTIFUL MIND’ [BIOGRAPHY OF JOHN NASH-SYLVIA NASSAR] OR A ‘PERFECT MIND’ AS PORTRAYED IN THE MOVIE VERSION OF ‘GAME THEORY CREATOR ‘JOHN NASH. I WAS FIGHTING

FOR MY OWN INNER TERRAIN TRYING TO ASCERTAIN THE REALITY OF WHO I WAS AND WHAT I HAD LEARNED. I FELT LIKE A ‘THIN-SKINNED’ MAN… A SENSITIVE, CREATIVE MAN WHO BELIEVED IN THE ‘GOLDEN RULE’ OF DO UNTO OTHERS AS YOU WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU’ AND WAS ‘TELLING’ AGAINST THE ‘INERTIA’ OF ‘SILENCE’. I FELT THAT ONE SHOULD DO UNTO OTHERS AS ONE WOULD HAVE THEM DO UNTO YOU. SILENCE IS GOLDEN…TELLING IS THE INNER NECESSITY THAT CALLS FROM THE DEPTHS OF INJUSTICE…CHANGE IS NECESSITY.

‘NO ONE IS SUPPOSED TO ‘SLEEP WELL’ IN CASABLANCA’ SAYS ‘RICK’ [HUMPHREY BOGART].
THE ‘EROS’ AND THE ‘SORE’ IS IN THE TRIANGULATION OF DESIRE. IT IS THE ‘WOO’ AND ‘WOUND’… IT IS THE ‘HYSTERIA’ RESULTING FROM AN EXCESSIVELY ‘REDIRECTED REPRODUCTIVITY’… IT IS ‘AUDITORY BLINDNESS’ AND A LOSS OF ‘CRITICALNESS’ DURING THE ‘ZAP’ FLUIDITY. IT IS MY ‘3’ SIDED ANXIOUSNESS THAT GENERATES IN A DESIRE TO EXPRESS THE ‘STATE’ OF ENCOUNTER… IT IS MY ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’ PANIC DEMANDING AN ‘ANAESTHETIZING’ OR ‘NUMBING’ OPPORTUNITY OR A ‘MEDIUM/SAVANTING’ ROLE TO PERFORM.

‘DOWN TIME’ IS DANGEROUS FOR AN ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATE’ SINCE SO MUCH ENERGY IS IN ‘COMBUSTION’ INSTEAD OF PERFORMANCE
THE ‘AMPLIFIED’ TIME OF NON-MEDIUM PERFORMANCE IS A TIME ‘WHEN’ ‘SUBSTITUTIONS’ ARE SOUGHT… ANYTHING FROM SWEETS TO ALCOHOL…DRUGS TO ESCAPISM OF MANY FORMS. IT IS A ‘PRESSURE COOKER’ OF MANY ECHOES OF ‘ZAP’ THAT ONE IS CONTINUOUSLY BUILDING UP OR ‘CHANNELLING’ INTO A MORE COMPLEX DISTRIBUTION. WHAT DOES IT TAKE TO ‘NEUTRALIZE’ THE EXCESSIVE ‘CHARGES’ THAT ARE ALWAYS ‘RESONATING’ WHETHER ONE IS ‘ON STAGE’ OR ‘OFF’. ‘A BASEBALL PITCHER MUST OVERCOME PAIN AND DEFEAT IMMEDIATELY AFTER SERVING UP A HOME RUN. ATHLETES MUST GO AGAINST INSTINCTS BY ABSORBING FAILURES AND BECOMING STRONGER. THE PITCHER MUST NOT WITHDRAW BUT GO INTO THE SAME SITUATION AND RISK THAT HE MIGHT DO THE SAME THING OVER AGAIN.’

‘SHAME’
IT IS THE INNER CONTEST OF ‘SHAME’ THAT THE REAL SELF MAY BE ENCUMBERED IN… IT IS THE ‘VEILING’ AND THE IMAGE THAT ONE PROTECTS AGAINST ‘EXPOSURE’… IT IS THE ‘DEFENSIVE FORTRESS’ THAT ONE GUARDS. IT IS THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ SYSTEM OF ADAPTATION , COMPLIANCE AND

POWER… ‘SHAME’ MAY BE THE MASTER EMOTION THAT PROTECTS AGAINST ‘ACUTE SELF CONSCIOUSNESS’ [THE ‘FEAR OF THE SHUDDER OF IMMEDIACY’]. ‘SHAME’ PRECLUDES SPONTANEITY [THE ESSENCE OF PLEASURE] AND THE NORMAL FUNCTIONING OF ONE’S BODY. THIS IS PARTICULARLY DIFFICULT WITH COMPLEX ENERGY BEINGS WHO MAY ‘STRUT’ WHILE IN ROLE YET BE VERY VULNERABLE THE REST OF THE TIME AS THEY SEEK TO MAINTAIN THEIR ‘IMAGE’.

‘THE ‘BITE’ OF ‘SHAME’’
THERE IS A VULNERABILITY TO THE ‘BITE’ OF ‘SHAME’… THE THREAT OF REJECTION OR RIDICULE… HUMILIATION… THAT ONE WILL BE CAUGHT IN THE ACT… ‘AGAIN’. IT IS A MOMENT OF ‘CRISIS CONSCIOUSNESS’ OF DECIDING TO FACE THE ‘ANGRY BARRIER’ OF PERSONAL STEAM… IT IS THE EDGE OF ‘REAL’ OR FORTRESSED ‘SELF ESTEEM’. ‘SHAME’ IS IN THE SUPPRESSION OF REAL EMOTIONAL EXPRESSION…THE ZONES OF EMOTIONAL PSYCHE’ SCARS WHERE THEFTS OF DIGNITY HAVE OCCURRED… IT IS WHERE THE FEELINGS OF ‘SELF DOUBT’ REMAIN LONG AFTER THE ‘ORIGINAL TRAUMA’ [EVEN IF ONE WAS INNOCENT AND NOT AT FAULT THERE MAY BE ‘INADEQUACY’ AND ‘ECHOES’ THAT LIMIT ONE’S ACTIONS IN THE PRESENT]. SHAME IS BEING VULNERABLE TO THE ‘PENETRATION’ OF THE WORLD. SHAME IS A FEELING OF ‘HOLDING ON TO WHAT ONE HAS AS ONE IS WILLING TO ‘FORTRESS’ TO KEEP WHAT ONE HAS BECAUSE IT IS LEVERAGED AND DEPENDENT UPON PERCEIVED ‘PRESENCE’ RATHER THAN THE REAL. ONE MAY DO BATTLE WITH THE POWERS OF THE SELF AND THE OTHERS ON A PLANE OF SHAME OUT OF THE CONSTANT FEELINGS OF ‘INFERIORITY’ OR ‘NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH’ . THERE ARE CONSEQUENCES TO THE AFFECTS OF ‘ACCENTUATING’ AND ‘REDIRECTING’ ALL OF ONE’S ENERGIES…THE MORE SHAME DRIVES ONES ACTIONS THE LESS ONE ACHIEVES REAL PERSONAL POWER OF PRESENCE. THE SURFACING OF THE REAL TRUTH OF PRESENCE MEANS LETTING GO OF THE SHAME ILLUSIONS OF POWER AND ACCEPTING ONESELF SEPARATE FROM THE VALUES OF ORDINARY RIVALRIES AND COMPETITIONS. SHAME IS DISSOLVED BY MOVING FORWARD ON A PATH OF THE HEART PURPOSE IN A TRUTH OF REALLY HAVING A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’.

THE ‘FENN’ AFFECT IS WHEN THE BODY MAY LOSE FITNESS OR FUNCTION DUE TO A LACK OF OXYGEN AND CHRONIC TENSION.
‘THE AMOUNTS OF OXYGEN AND OTHER ‘NUTRIENTS’ CONSUMED BY THE MUSCLES INCREASES GREATLY WHEN THE MUSCLES PERFORM WORK. HOWEVER, IN SITUATIONS OF ‘CHRONIC TENSION’ THE BODY WORKS IN LIMITED WAYS-THE ‘NEEDIEST CELLS’ GET THE LEAST OF WHAT IS ACTUALLY NEEDED [WHEN THE MUSCLES MOVE WITHOUT WORK THERE IS A LACK OF CIRCULATION, THERE ARE NOT ENOUGH NUTRIENTS AND OXYGEN AVAILABLE’]. THERE IS ‘ISCHEMIA’…A LACK OF CIRCULATION TO AN AREA AND A BLOCKING OF THE LOCAL BLOOD SUPPLY. IT IS THE ECHO OF ‘FEN[N] WAY’ PARK AND THE MONSTER WALL THAT CALLS OUT MEMORIES OF ‘JIMMIE PIERSALL’ GETTING ‘CRAZED’ AND ‘TED’ WILLIAMS BEING THE SPLENDID ‘SPITTER’. IT IS THE ‘BOSS’ ‘TONS’ WAY OF INNER KNOWING OF THE ‘GREAT WALL’ OF THE DEEP FEMININE… THE ‘BARRIER WALL’ OF THE ‘DEMAND’ TO HIT ONE ‘OVER THE FENCE’. IT IS ASSOCIATION AND

SUGGESTION IN THE ‘TESTING RHYTHMS OF WHY THE ‘TEMPORARY’ MEDIUM WHO WANTED TO BE ‘BASEBALL COMMISIONER WAS GUIDED INTO THE ‘WHITE HOUSE’.

‘CONFUSION’
THE ‘9/11 MADMEN’ FLYING OUT OF ‘BOSS’ ‘TON’ SEEMED TO ECHO THE 1988 BUSH FATHER’S DEMAND OF ‘CLEANING UP ‘BOSTON HARBOR’’. IT IS ECHO AND ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT DEMAND THAT ONE FOCUS AND DISCIPLINE ONE’S AWARENESS AS THE ‘ONGOING RESONANCE’ IS PART OF THE CONFUSION OF ‘HEARING’ THE ‘CURRENTS, CROSS CURRENTS, UNDERCURRENTS, AND THE AFFECTS OF THE FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’. THERE IS ALWAYS ‘MISDIRECTION’ OR DECEPTION OR CONFUSION… IT IS FREQUENTLY MAKING IT LOOK LIKE AN ‘ACCIDENT’ OR THAT THE ‘OTHER ONE’ DID IT. IT IS THE GAME OF TRICKERY THAT INCLUDES THE POWER OF ‘FEIGNING IGNORANCE’ AND APPEARING TO BE ‘CLUMSY’ OR ‘BEING VULNERABLE’. WATCHING FOOTBALL IS A GOOD WAY TO OBSERVE THE POWER OF ‘MISDIRECTION’… THE ‘SURPRISE’ IS ALWAYS EFFECTIVE IN MANEUVERING AROUND CRAFTED EXPECTATIONS… THERE IS THE POWER OF SEDUCTION AND THE WAR BETWEEN THE SEXES AS PORTRAYED IN THE HOLLYWOOD FILM ‘DANGEROUS LIAISONS’.

THE SOFT AND THE HARD…THE HOT AND THE COLD…THE TYRANNY OF THE WEEK AND THE TERROR OF THE TERRORIST…
THE BOSTON [BOSS-TON] RED SOX ‘CURSE’ FINALLY IS OVERCOME IN A WORLD SERIES VICTORY IN 2004 THERE IS THE ‘UNDERDOG’ HERO OF THE OPPRESSED AND THE ‘DAVID’ WHO GETS ‘GOLIATH’. THERE IS PENETRATION AND ENVELOPING…A STRUGGLE OF ‘MIGHT MAKES RIGHT’ TEMPERED BY THE WISDOM OF THE SUMO WRESTLER WHO LEARNS TO USE HIS ENEMY’S WAYS AGAINST HIS ENEMY…FEEDING OFF THE EXCESSES…USING THE CONTROL OF THE MARTIAL ARTS TO CAUSE IMBALANCE AND ERROR. IT IS ANCIENT AND ONGOING AS WELL AS NEVERENDING. ‘KNOWLEDGE’ IS POWER…INFORMATION ACCESS, MANAGEMENT AND JUDGEMENT…WHETHER IN ‘NANO’ TIME OR RELATIONSHIP TIME. THE SHADOWY WAYS OF THE DARK FORCES OF ‘DEEP POLITICS’ SHOW UP IN TIMES OF ‘MASSOCCUR’ MOMENTS AS EFFECTS AND THE RESULTANT ‘REACTIVITY’…THE ‘CONTROL OF OUTCOMES’ IS QUITE A STRATEGY OF ‘POWER’ AS A WAY OF ‘FEAR’ AND CAUSING ‘HURT’.

‘SINCE OUR BODIES WILL NOT TOLERATE ‘SHOCK’ FOR VERY LONG, WE MOVE INTO DENIAL’.
IT IS THE OUT OF BALANCE AND THE INNER SWINGS OF ‘NECESSITY’ THAT COMPELS ‘ADAPTATION’TO THE ‘GIANT WAVES’ AND THE ‘GIANT ECHOES’. WE ARE ALL SUSCEPTIBLE TO THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT ‘GNAWS’ AT OUR BEING. WE ARE ALL VULNERABLE TO THE ‘REPLACEMENT’ PHILOSOPHY OF ‘YOU ARE ONLY AS GOOD AS YOUR LAST PERFORMANCE’ AND ‘WHAT HAVE YOU DONE FOR ME LATELY’. ‘COMPLIANCE’… A QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE EATS AWAY AT ‘INTEGRITY’ OF SPIRIT…AN ACCEPTABILITY OF BEING CHARGED INTO A ‘ROLE’…A ‘WAY OF BEING’. ‘GENERATIVITY’… WHETHER NOVELTY OR NOVEL, TALENT OR SKILL, PERFORMANCE OR MERE ‘BATTERY STATE’… IT IS ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ IN SERVICE TO THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ AND THE ‘WAY’ OF THE ‘STATE’.

IT IS AN OLD ECHO OF JACK KENNEDY TO ‘ASK NOT WHAT YOUR COUNTRY CAN DO FOR YOU AND ASK WHAT YOU CAN DO FOR YOUR COUNTRY’
THE VALUE THAT WAS EXPRESSED WAS NOT ‘SOLDIERING’ BUT A CALL TO SERVICE… THE ‘SERVICE’ OF COMMUNITY AND ONE’S FELLOW AMERICANS.

HOW DOES ONE GENERATE ONE’S REAL ‘WAY’?
‘THE HYSTERICS’ EROTIC FANTASY OR HYSTERICAL SEXUALITY IS DISAVOWED BY SENSUALIZATION. THERE SEEMS TO BE A PRESUMED ASPIRATION TO ENDLESS PLEASURE… AN ‘UNLIMITED SENSORY AND EMOTIONAL EXCITABILITY’ THAT IS SENSUAL NOT ‘SEXUAL’. THE OVERALL SENSUALIZATION ‘BLINDS’ AS IN THE ECHOES OF ‘ECHO’ AND THE ‘MIRRORINGS’ OF NARCISSUS. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ ARE ‘SEDUCED’ BY THE GRADUAL SENSUALIZATION CAUSED BY THE CONSTANT TRANSFERRENCE OF ‘REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES’ INTO STATES OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘HEART’ MAY BE WOUNDED BY THE ‘ALCOHOLIC’ MENTALITY OF ‘TRYING TOO HARD’ AND THE FEELINGS OF ‘NEVER BEING GOOD ENOUGH’. THERE IS A ‘WILLINGNESS’ TO FOLLOW ‘SUGGESTION’ RATHER THAN GENERATE A NEW WAY. THE PERFORMERS ARE ‘HIGH STRUNG’ OR ‘HYSTERICS UNDER CONTROL’ [THE EXCESSIVELY ‘CHARGED’ AND ALL ‘PERVASIVENESS’ OF ‘ZAP’ EXCITEMENT BEING DIRECTED FOR A MEDIUM ‘STATE’]. THE INTELLIGENCE LEVEL EXPANDS IN NON VERBAL WAYS AS THE ‘SENSUALIZATION’ AND ‘ATTRACTION’ OF ‘CHARGED USEFULNESS’ COMPELS ‘EDGE’ SENSITIVITIES…THE ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ ARE BEST IN THE ‘ROLE’ THAT IS SUGGESTED. IT IS THE POWER AND PLACE OF CONTROL WHEN ONE IS IN A ‘TEMPORARY’ STATE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’.

‘OTHERWISE’…
‘THEY TRY TOO HARD, MAKE BELIEVE, ALLAY SUSPICIONS AND FAIL… THEY MAKE THE ENCOUNTER OF THE OTHERS THE OPPORTUNITY TO USE DESIRE TO OBTAIN KNOWLEDGE OF THE OTHER… IT IS A SPIRAL OF UNAPPEASED DESIRE’…DESIRE WHICH FURTHER DRAWS THEM INTO THEIR SECRET GARDEN…THE SECRET GARDEN OF AN ‘AUTO-SENSUAL’ DOUBLE.’

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND A PARTNER OF THE ‘OPPOSITE SEX’-JULIA KRISTEVA
THE SENSUALIZATION IS A FORM OF ‘MASKING’ AS THE ‘REAL’ CONTENDS WITH FINDING ONE’S NEEDS AND SOMEHOW MANAGING TO ACHIEVE A FORM OF RELEASE WITHOUT BEING FULLY PRESENT. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF KNOWING THAT IN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ ONES’ EROS MAY BE USED AGAINST ONE…AS IN THE FILM THE GREEN MILE…IT IS ‘DEY USE DEY LOVE AGAINST DEM’…

‘COLLISIONISM’ TENDS TO FOSTER FRAGMENTATION AND THE BREAKDOWNS OF A SYSTEM IN ACCORDANCE WITH THE SECOND LAW OF THERMODYNAMICS.
THE ‘IMMEDIACY’ OF ‘UNIFICATION’ IN RESPONSE TO THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT BEGINS TO SPLINTER AS SOON AS EACH PERSON SEES THEIR OWN ‘NECESSITY’.

THE ‘LEADERSHIP’ DEVELOPS NEW ALLEGIANCES AND FOCUSES DRIVES IN NEW WAYS OR IS OVERWHELMED BY THE‘ CONFUSION’ LEADING TO MORE ‘K’ ‘OS’. THE ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS KEEP ‘OCCURING’ AND THE ACCUMULATIONS OF NEGATIVE ENERGIES STARTS TO POISON. THE ‘FATIGUE’ AND SENSE OF POWERLESSNESS TO DO ANYTHING ABOUT THE ‘COOL FIRE’ THAT INTRUDES INTO ONE’S LIVING ROOM AND ONE’S BEING IS AN ‘ALIENATION’ THAT IS ‘PERMANENT’. THERE IS A HUGE GAP BETWEEN THE WAYS OF THE MEDIA BUFFER CLASS AND THE AUDIENCE IN THE ANVIL FRUSTRUM.

FORMS WILL EVOLVE OUT OF REAL FUNCTIONAL NEEDS AND ONE MUST CONSTANTLY BE OBSERVANT OF THE ‘WINDS’ THAT ARE RISING. DOUBT BECOMES A ‘GNAWING’ INTO THE CONFIDENCE IN THE REASONABLENESS OF A SOCIETY’S PURPOSE. AS JUDGEMENTS ARE SHOWN ‘TO BE’ MISTAKEN OR MISINFORMED THE FOLLOWERS CHOOSE INDEPENDENT PATHS TO SOLVE THE CRISIS OF ‘MISTRUST’. THE PATH OF THE HEART IS GENERALLY THE HEALTHY WAY OUT OF CONFUSION EVEN THOUGH ‘THE MAD THUD IN THE MESS THIS’ AGGRESSIONS ARE THE INERTIA OF THE ‘MASS’.
WHEN ONE SEES ‘RAGE’ AND ‘ANGER’ BREWING IT IS BEST TO GET OUT OF THE WAY. THE ‘CHASING’ OF ‘MONSTERS’ SUCKS UP THE ENERGIES OF THE INNOCENT AS WELL AS THE AGGRESSIVE. ‘MEASURED RESPONSE’ IS THE INTELLIGENT JUDGEMENT THAT AVOIDS THE GRANDIOSITY OF A ‘NARCISSISTIC SELF INFLATION’ BELIEVING IN A ‘CRUSADE’ TO ACHIEVE ‘GLORY’. .

‘THERE IS A SECRET TO EVERYTHING’
THE SEED WORKS UNDERGROUND, SOMETIMES FOR LONG PERIODS OF TIME, BEFORE IT PUTS FORTH ITS GREEN LEAF; AND THROUGHOUT ITS GROWTH ITS LABORATORY IS MOST SECRET. IN THE WORKS OF MEN, THE MECHANISM THAT PRODUCES THE FAIR SHOWING IS INVARIABLY HIDDEN: THE WORKS OF A WATCH, THE KITCHEN THAT PRODUCES A BANQUET, THE LONG HOURS OF [PERFORMANCE AND] PRACTICE THAT PRODUCES A VIRTUOSO PERFORMANCE. THERE IS ALWAYS A SECRET REGION OF CAUSATION’. [ERIC BUTTERWORTH, ‘DISCOVER THE POWER WITHIN YOU’].

CRYING UNCLE
THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN… THE ‘NAPOLEON’ OF THE ‘NAPOLEON SOLO’… THE MAN FROM U.N.C.L.E. IS THE 1960’S TELEVISION SERIES THAT HAD AN ‘ILYA KURAKIN’ [‘ILL YA CURE ‘E’ AH KIN] AS A PARTNER WRESTLING WITH THE ‘MENTAL ILLNESS’ STEREOTYPE OF ‘NAPOLEON’ IN THE ‘SEW LOW’ OF THE SEW ‘DA’ WAY. IT IS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF ‘SOUL’ AND ‘SOLE ‘O’’ SOUNDING LIKE THE ITALIAN SINGING EDGE OF ‘O SOLO MEO’. THE MAN FROM ‘UNCLE SAM’ OR ‘U.N.C.L.E.’ IS THE ‘YIN’ ZONE OF I WILL BE A ‘MONKEY’S UNCLE’ THAT IS PARALLEL TO THE DEEP DAUGHTER STATE OF REDIRECTED EROS THAT IN THE ‘20 TH’ CENTURY GOT SOME PEOPLE ‘LOBOTOMIES’ TO ESTABLISH ‘NOTHING TIME’ FOR THE ‘OTHERS’.

I REMEMBER BEING HARMED AS A CHILD BY MY OLDER BROTHER PLAYING AND WRENCHING MY ARM ALL THE WAY BACK AND DEMANDING THAT I SAY ‘UNCLE’. THE ‘CRYING’ FOR UNCLE WAS THE DEEP YIN DAMAGE LIMIT OF ‘SORE’ RANGING INTO ‘EROS’. IT WAS A PAIN PLACE SET UP AS THE PLACE TO OVERCOME [THE ‘TARGET’ FOR MY ‘INNER NECESSITY’ OF A JOURNEY TO DO THE ‘CONQUEST OF PAIN’]. IT WAS A ‘COYNTE’ [‘YIN /RECEPTIVE /VAGINA /PEONY’] ZONING SPACE OF INNER PHYSIOLOGY ECHOIC PARALLELISM DEFINITION. IT WAS A ‘PRECURSOR’ WOUNDING THAT LAID THE GROUNDWORK FOR THE TRAUMA OF THE 1958 FALL BETWEEN THE ‘PARALLEL BARS’ IN FRONT OF THE ‘40’ FOETUSES AT THE ‘MUSEUM OF SCIENCE AND INDUSTRY IN CHICAGO. THE ‘UNCLE’ SPACE WITHIN BECOMES THE ‘NOTHING’ OR THE ‘NEVERLAND’ SPACE OF VULNERABILITY, GENERATIVITY, ESCAPE, AND SOUL PRIVACY.

THE ‘NOTHING’ AS THE DEFINING…
MY ‘UNCLE SAM’ SPACE WAS DERIVED FROM A HIGHER AUTHORITY. MY ‘UNCLE SAM’ CRYING ‘UNCLE’ WAS THE ‘PAIN THRESHOLD OF THE ‘MAN’S INHUMANITY TO MAN’…THE NORMALCY OF THE ‘CREATIVE RANGING’ OF CONTROL THROUGH A GENERATIONAL TIME SPAN. THERE SEEMED TO BE ECHOES OF TERROR IN THE GROUND WARS OF ‘MADMEN’ ACTING OUT ABERRANT PERFORMANCES LIKE THE SERIAL KILLER ‘SON OF SAM’ WHO SHOT ‘EROS’ STATE ‘PARKED COUPLES IN LOVERS LANES’ IN THE 1970’S IN NEW YORK.

‘ORANGE SPAN’
MOST OF MY LIFE HAS BEEN A NECESSITY OF ‘TRAILING’ THE ‘TIMINGS’ OF THE INERTIA OF SEQUENTIAL ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF COMBUSTION. IT IS THE ‘RIDING OF THE CURRENTS’ OF THE ‘322’ TIME AND THEIR PACINGS OF BEING IN ‘5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’ TIME. THE FATIGUE IS THE CONSTANCY THAT DEMANDS AN ‘ORANGE’ SPAN… A ‘CLOCKWORK ORANGE’ OF CONSCIOUSNESS SPAN… THAT IS ‘TO RUN TWICE AS FAST’ JUST TO STAY IN THE SAME ‘PLACE’. IT IS THE ‘BIG O’ WISHFULNESS OF ‘CON’ ‘O’ ‘CO’ TO ‘THINK BIG’ AND ‘MOVE FAST’ GENERATING THE WORLD AS A MONEY ORDERING FROM A PROCREATIVE PROJECTION. IT IS THE ‘O’ OF THE ‘ORANGE’ THAT ‘SPLITS THE PSYCHE’ IN AN INNER ‘COLLISIONISM’ OR ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ WHICH IS THE ‘PROCREATIVE RESONANCE’ OF WHAT IS THE DIRECTION OF THE DAY. IT IS AN AWARENESS OF THE AVAILABILITY OF YEATS INSIGHTS ON INNER ‘DUALITY’ AND INNER FORCES OF CONTRADICTIONS… THE ‘COINCIDENTIA OPPOSITORUM’… … ‘TIS BEYOND THE COINCIDENCE OF CONTRADICTORIES THAT THOU MAYEST BE SEEN … A MOVEMENT OUT OF THE SUSPENSION OF THE OPPOSITES… A LIVING BIRTH THAT LEADS TO A NEW LEVEL OF BEING… THE NEW BIRTH OR THE NEW CREATION IS ALWAYS AT A DIFFERENT LEVEL OF EXISTENCE FROM THE OPPOSITES THEMSELVES… [‘TERTIUM NON DATURI’] AS OPPOSITES NEVER UNITE AT THEIR OWN LEVEL… A SUPRAORDINATE ‘THIRD’ IS ALWAYS REQUIRED, IN WHICH THE TWO PARTS CAN COME TOGETHER. IT IS ‘ANTITHESIS’ COMPELLING ‘SYNTHESIS’… IT IS THE LIFE FORCE OF ‘EROS’ BEING A MEANS FOR FRAGMENTED OPPOSITES TO CONNECT… INTERPENETRATING CONES IN A DIALECTIC SWINGING THROUGH RANGES OF YIN TO YANG…A PERPETUAL FLUX. IT IS A RESPECT FOR THE UNIQUENESS AND INNER NECESSITY OF THE PATH OF THE OTHER[S]...THE UNKNOWN IS WHERE THE CREATIVE FORCE IS ACCESSED THROUGH THE INNER TRIALS OF BECOMING.

THE USEFULNESS OF THE LEVELS OF RELEASED ENERGIES AND CREATIVE POTENTIAL THAT IS CONTAINED IN THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ IS ALWAYS MOVING TOWARDS THE NEXT CONVULSIVENESS OF BEING AND THE ‘REINTEGRATION’ INTO A ‘CLARITY’ OF ‘NEW VISION AND PURPOSE’. THUS THE NEW SYNTHESIS ASSERTION BECOMES THE NEW FOUNDATION OF GROWTH AND TRANSFORMATION.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
I STILL HEAR MY MOTHER’S INFLECTION AS SHE WRYLY STATED THAT ‘MY CHILDREN WERE ‘SEW ABUSED’. IT WAS A ‘BRANDING IRON AWARENESS’ OF OUR ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ FOR ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ TRADES AND EXCHANGES. THE WRENCHING AND VIOLENCE OF A ‘CRY UNCLE’ INCIDENT PROVIDES THE POSSIBILITY OF ‘RECURRENCY’ USING THE THEMES AND SIBLINGS OVER AND OVER, AGAIN AND AGAIN. IT IS A WAY OF ‘DISTANCING’ YET ‘BINDING’ AND ‘BONDING’ FOR MORE ‘ACCENTUATED USEFULNESS’. IT IS A WAY TO ‘BRAND’ AND CHARGE MORE THAN ONE SURROGATE SIMULTANEOUSLY. THE ‘AGGRESSOR’ AND THE ‘VICTIM’ MAY BOTH BE CONDEMNED TO HAVE TO REVISIT THIS PLACE IN THE NEVERENDING WINDS OF ‘ETERNAL RECURRENCE’ AS A MANAGED NIGHTMARE.

‘ALL ACTIONS CIRCLE BACK TO ORIGINS’
THE QUESTING OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’ DRIVES THROUGH ECHOES OF THE DAILY ONGOING ‘COLLISIONISM’. IT IS A FIGHT FOR ‘TRUE REALITY’ IN THE MIDST OF ILLUSIONS AND ‘ALLUSIONS’. MY PAIN FRAMING ‘VISION PLANTED IN MY BRAIN’ SENSITIVITY THRESHOLD IS A FOUNDATIONAL SOURCE OF AN ECSTATIC DIONYSIAN PLEASURE/PAIN ZONING… IT IS A ‘CRYING OUT FOR ‘UNCLE’ FOUNDATION OF ‘EROS’ AND ‘SORE’. THE DEEP DAUGHTER ‘YIN’ ECHO IS A PARALLEL OF THE ‘UNCLE’ EROS LOCALE… IT IS THE OPPOSITE PLACE FROM ‘A’ [AIR] AND ‘L’ [VENUS AND THE WOMAN SATISFIED]. IT IS THE SOURCE OF A ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WISHFULNESS TO TRY TO BECOME ‘WHOLE’ AND OF ‘VALUE’. IT IS THE ECHO FROM THE MOVIE ‘KING’S ROW’ KNOWING RONALD REAGAN’S USEFULNESS AS ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME’? IT IS THE PARALLELISM OF THE ‘WELL-STONE’ AND THE ‘MARRY ‘K’’ IN THE ‘CAT’ DAUGHTER TERRAIN OF THE ‘O’ RANGE… THE ‘SHADOW RISING’ THAT BECOMES THE PHALLUS… THE GENERATIVITY THAT BECOMES A CYCLE OF COMPLETION AS ‘LE PETIT MORT’ [THE LITTLE DEATH… AN ORGASMIC ‘FINALITY’ IF ONLY IN AN INSTANT]

THE MASONS AND THE DIXON LINE
MEREDITH WILSON WROTE ‘THE MUSIC MAN’ ABOUT HIS HOMETOWN OF ‘MASON’ CITY IOWA… YET IT WAS ‘FICTIONALLY SET’ IN ‘RIVER CITY’… ‘WE HAVE GOT TROUBLE RIGHT HERE IN RIVER CITY AND IT IS ‘POOL’ [THE PERFECT SYMBOL OF THE INNER NUCLEAR COLLISIONISM]. THE ‘RIVER’ AND THE ‘CURRENTS’…THE ‘MASONS’ AND THE MASON DIXON LINE… THE ‘MASONS’ AND THE REAGAN FROM ‘DIXON’, A ‘WHISTLING DIXIE’ PRESIDENT OUT OF THE ‘B’ MOVE ‘V’ DREAM FACTORY. THERE WAS A ‘GOSSIP CHANNEL’ BY THE NAME OF ‘LOUELLA PARSONS’ WHO ARRIVED IN HOLLYWOOD ABOUT THE SAME TIME AS RONALD REAGAN. SHE WAS ALSO FROM ‘DIXON’ ILLINOIS.

LOUELLA PARSONS DID A LOT OF ‘DIRT DISHING’ FOR WILLIAM RANDOLPH HEARST [THE ‘CITIZEN KANE’ AND ‘ROSEBUD’ CHARACTER] AND CONTRIBUTED TO THE ‘RISING TABLOIDISM’ OF ELECTRONIC CANNIBALISM THAT FEEDS CELEBRITY HOGWASH’ INTO THE DESPERATE LIVES OF ‘ORDINARY PEOPLE. THE MORE THE ‘MEDIUMS’ WERE PROTECTED BY THE ‘GIANTS’ THE LESS THE ‘BAD STORIES’ GOT INTO THE PRESS. THE MORE THAT A CELEBRITY WAS FAVORED THE MORE THEY GOT ‘GOOD PRESS’.

‘THE HOUSE THAT FEAR BUILT’
HEDDA HOPPER, ANOTHER FAMOUS CELEBRITY SHEEP DOG HERDER OR ‘GOSSIP DISHER’ REFERRED TO HER ‘MANSION HOME’ AS THE ‘HOUSE THAT FEAR BUILT’. THE ‘CHANNELLING’ AND CHARGING UP USING ‘GOSSIP HEADLINING’ HAS BEEN A WAY TO ‘HERD’ THE ‘MASS’ THROUGH ‘HYSTERIA RUSHES AND SCARE EPIDEMICS’ FOR MORE THAN 100 YEARS. IT IS A COMPETITIVE FORCE WITH THE ‘MEDIA INTERNATIONAL’ EVENTS PROCLAMATION LIKE THE HEARST NEWSPAPERS CAMPAIGN TO ‘REMEMBER THE MAINE’. THE PRIVATE AND INTIMATE LIVES OF ‘CELEBRITIES’, PARTICULARLY THOSE WITH ‘CONTRARIAN’ WAYS OR VIEWS/POLITICS ARE ‘VEHICLES’ FOR ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MAINTENANCE OF THE INERTIA OF EMPIRE. ‘GOSSIP’ BECOMES ‘FUEL’ AS IT ‘CANALIZES’ THE ‘EMOTIONAL STATES AND STREAMS OF THE ‘DAY TO DAY’. THE HYSTERIA OF THE WITHHELD AND REPRESSED IS PLAYED UPON AND THE TRANSFERS OF ‘WISHFULNESS’ IS REDIRECTED INTO CONSUMPTION AND ‘LEGITIMATE’ WAYS OF THE SOCIAL. ENVY AND GREED ARE TEMPERED AS ‘MEDIA PUNISHMENT’ IS INFLICTED ON THE ‘BUFFER CLASS’ OF ‘MEDIUMS, ELECTRONIC SURROGATES AND SAVANT PERFORMERS’. THE TUNES AND TONINGS TEMPER THE TIMINGS AS THE ‘322 PACE OF THE 5 MINUTES AHEAD OF THE REST OF THE WORLD’ BEINGS ARE MAINTAINED.

‘FIND A LEVER LONG ENOUGH AND YOU CAN MOVE THE WORLD
HOW MUCH ENERGY AND AWARENESS IS IN THE SINGER/PERFORMER ‘MICHAEL JACKSON’ GOSSIP IN THE LAST TEN TO THIRTY YEARS? IT IS THE POWER OF THE ‘MICROPHONE’[THE ‘MIKE’] THAT WILL JACK ‘SON’THAT IS PLAYED OUT AS ‘MIKE’ ‘L’ JACK ‘SON’ AS YOUNG CHILDREN SHARE THE SAME BEDROOM WITH HIM. THERE IS A ‘KIN’ ‘NET’ ‘TICK’ ENERGY IN ALL OF THIS ‘HYSTERIA’ AS VALUES AND ANGERS GET ‘CHANNELLED’ INTO ‘MEDIA FEEDING FRENZIES’. IT IS A ‘HIDDEN AGENDA’ OF ‘FOOLISHNESS’ AND A ‘MEANS’ TO AN END. IT IS WALTER WRISTON OF CITICORP SAYING ‘FIND A LEVER LONG ENOUGH AND YOU CAN MOVE THE WORLD’. IT IS THE USEFULNESS OF ‘ELECTRONIC SURROGATES’ TO SET THE TONES OF THE WAY…THE JACK OF THE DAZE.

‘WHO DOES THE MIKE ‘L’ ‘JACK’ ‘SON’ FOR THE HYSTERICAL MEDIA? ‘IS IT POSSIBLE FOR MEN TO MAKE ENORMOUS CHANGES AT THE LAST MOMENT? [GRACE PALEY] ‘YOU STUDY WHAT YOU DESIRE OR WHAT YOU FEAR.’ [ROLAND BARTHES]
‘MOON BEAMS… SHEARS… SHEAR LUNACY… WHO SETS THE MOON WHEN THE TIDES OF

CONTRADICTION ARE OVERWHELMING… MOON SHINE AND THE MOVIE ‘SHINE’ ABOUT A DESTRUCTIVE NIGHTMARE ‘SAVANTING’ OF DAVID HELFGOTT. ‘TOO MUCH’ IS LEARNED TOO LATE WHEN ‘INTENSITY’ IS SOUGHT TO OVERCOME ‘TRAUMA’ OR ‘DEEP BRANDS’ OR ‘DEEP IMPRINTS’… ‘SHINE’ IS THE LUSTRE OF THE EXCESSES THAT LEFT DAVID HELFGOTT WITH A VERY LIMITED WAY OF BEING EVEN AS HE WAS ABLE TO ‘PERFORM’ AS A SAVANT FOR THE AUDIENCES.

DESIRE MAY BE SELF DECEPTIVE AS IT ACTS STRATEGICALLY IN ORDER TO TRICK A CENTER OF CONSCIOUSNESS WITH WHICH IT SHARES SOME BELIEFS BUT NOT OTHERS.
THE ‘CANALIZING’ OF THE ‘GOSSIP’ CHILLS AND DEFINES THE ECHOES OF THE ‘TEMPOS’ OF THE ‘MING’ TIMBRE BATTLES. THE EDGES OF ‘CASTRATION THEATER’ PLAY OUT IN THE ‘LAW OF FLAWS’ [THE MING DEFINING ‘NAMES’, ‘BRANDS’ AND ‘NICKS’ THAT KEEP THE ‘PUZZLE’ IN ORDER]. IT IS THE ‘ENIGMA’ OF FLUIDITY THAT MOVES IN ECHOIC TIMBRE AS CHARGED. IT IS ALL ABOUT ‘RESONANCE’ AND ‘TIMING’ THAT MAKES FOR A ‘SOUND SYSTEM’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THE ‘THREADS’ OF DESIRE BECOME THE ‘ROLE’ AS THE FIBERS OF ONE’S BEING ‘GALVANIZE’ TO ‘PERFORM’ AND GET ‘COMPENSATION’ FOR THE SUFFERING AND THE INNER LOSSES. THE ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ MAKES THE PERFORMER MORE AVAILABLE TO BE WHAT THE ROLE DEMANDS. THE ‘YIN’ TEFLON NON-STICK OF REAGAN THE ‘TEFLON PRESIDENT’ WAS THE ‘FLUID NON-CHARGED’ OF ‘BLANKING AND BLACKOUTS’. THE MEANING WAS EXCHANGED FOR THE ROLE. IT WAS ‘BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE’ AS A DESIRE EXCHANGED FOR REAL PHYSIOLOGICAL VITALITY. THE ‘PASS THROUGH’ BECAME MORE AND MORE AS REAGAN BECAME MORE ‘ROLE’ THAN REAL… ‘THE MEANING IS EXCHANGED FOR THE ROLE’ WHEN A ‘MEDIUM’ IS IN ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THIS ‘BORROWING’ WITHIN ‘VULNERABILITY’ OF ‘ROBBING PETER TO PAY PAUL’ EVENTUALLY TAKES ITS TOLL ON SOME PART OR ZONING OF THE BODY.

‘OH HOW ONE DESIRES TO BE OF VALUE’
IT IS ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ WILLING TO DO ‘SOMETHING FOR NOTHING’. IT IS THE AUTHORITY OF ‘ABSOLUTE POWER’ OF LIFE AND DEATH GUIDING THE ‘MEDIUM’ INTO PERFORMANCE DURING A ‘SOUNDBLIND MOMENT’.IT IS THE EASE OF FOLLOWING ‘SUGGESTION’ WHICH SEEMS TO BE ‘SERVICE’ WHERE IS YOUR WOUND AND HOW MAY IT BE MADE INTO A PERFORMANCE OR A STRENGTH? IT WAS THE ‘INNER SPACE’ OF ‘YIN’ DEEP RECEPTIVITY WHERE THE ‘MOON AND THE SHINE’ ARE TEMPERED BY DRINKS, DRUGS AND DREAMS THAT WAS MY ZONE OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. IT WAS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ PLACE DERIVED FROM MY GROIN INDENTATION IN AGE ‘6-7’ BICYCLE/CAR ACCIDENT OF ‘21ST’ PLACE AND DAMEN. IT WAS AN INDENTATION INTO MY GROIN BENDING ME AND ACCENTUATING MY ‘CURLING’ AND ALTERING MY BREATHING… THEREBY PUSHING ME INTO THE ENERGY CONTROLS OF MY BACKSIDE…THE ‘MOON SIDE’ OF MY HIPS [THE ‘COYNTE’ EMPHASIS]…THE DEEP RECEPTIVITY SPACE OF ‘YIN’.

HOW MUCH AMBITION AND WHAT IS THE PRICE OF A MOONBEAM?
I WRESTLED WITH THE ‘COLLAPSED’ FORWARD POSTURE AS MY ‘VIRGO’ LUNAR SIGN DEMANDED TO BE BALANCED WITH THE EQUINOX SENSITIVITIES OF THE LOST CHILD OF THE ‘SPRING OF 1943’. MY ‘CRY UNCLE’ WOUNDEDNESS AND MY ‘DAMEN DOOR’ HIPS STRAINED FOR A SECURITY THAT

MIGHT ONLY BE ACHIEVED BY REACHING SOME LEVEL OF PARALLELISM TO THE FEMININE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ STATE THAT WAS SOMEWHERE IN THE ‘40’ FOETUS FALL ‘BRANDING’. I HAD TO ‘REFEEL’ MY WAY THROUGH THE ‘CRY UNCLE’ ZAP ZONE AND KNOW THE ‘DEEP DAUGHTER’ PARALLEL RESONANCE IN ORDER TO BEGIN TO MOVE INTO GENITAL PRIMACY. THERE WAS A DEEP ECHO OF MY FATHER IN THE LUNAR ‘VIRGO’ AND IN HIS ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ NATURE EVOLVING THROUGH THE ‘SHARED ‘REPLACEMENT CHILD’ ECHOES IN OUR BEING. HE BORE THE BURDEN OF A DEEP FEMININE WAY AS AN ECHO OF ‘COYNTE’ AND COYNE AND COINING. THE ECHOES WITHIN BECAME THE SOURCING OF WHAT HAD OCCURRED. IT HAS COST A GREAT DEAL OF TIME AND EFFORT.

SECTION TWELVE I STILL FEEL THAT GETTING THIS TRUTH UNDERSTOOD IS ALMOST ‘IMPOSSIBLE’ AS THE ‘INSTITUTIONALISATION’ OF ‘MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU’ IS GROUNDED IN MYTHOLOGY AND DREAMS RATHER THAN ‘DAY TO DAY REALITY’.
THE SIGNS AND SYMBOLS OF ‘ZONING’ AND ‘MONEY MAKING’ ARE ALL AROUND. THERE IS A ‘DEEP TRADE-OFF’ IN THE ACCEPTANCE AND A QUIET VIOLENCE OF COMPLIANCE IN THE ‘IMPOSITION’. WE BECOME ‘REEDS’ AND ‘WIND-WOULD’ MESSENGERS OF RESONANCE AS WELL AS ‘SURROGATES’ FOR EXCHANGES AND BARTER. IN SOME WAYS OUR ‘CONTEMPT’ AND RESENTMENT BECOMES ‘IT IS JUST BUSINESS’ AND OUR FEELINGS OF HUMILIATION ARE REPRESENTED AS ‘TOYS ARE US’ OR ‘TOYS ‘R’ ‘US’ WITH A REVERSED ‘R’ FOR RECEPTIVITY. THE FANTASY VISION OF ‘STAR WARS’ SHOWS UP IN TRIVIAL TRINKETS AS WELL AS ON THE FACE OF A THREE DOLLAR ARIZONA LOTTERY TICKET. IT FEELS LIKE THE ‘EMPIRE’ OWNS THE ‘PRODUCT RIGHTS’ OF THE ILLUSION OF A ‘MYTH OF A QUEST FOR JUSTICE’.

THE ‘SILENCE’ IS THE ‘AGREEMENT’ OF THE ‘HAVE TO HAVE’ GAME
THE ‘BRANDING’ BECOMES A ‘MANAGE THE DAMAGE’ WAY OF LIFE. WE BECOME ‘WARDS’ OF THE ‘STATE’ AS ‘INDENTURED SERVANTS’ WHO ARE PERCOLATING EXCESSIVE ADRENALINES IN A RAGE OF FRUSTRATION. THE ‘FIGHT OR FLIGHT’ NON-STOP FORCEFULNESS OF THE ‘CURRENTS’ AFFECTS OUR HEARTS AND EVERY BREATH. THE CIRCULATIONS AND MERIDIAN FLOWS ARE ‘IMPOSED’ YET ‘AGREED UPON’ LIKE A ‘KAFKAESQUE’ ‘POLICE TERROR INDUCED’ CONFESSION FOR A CRIME ONE DID NOT COMMIT. MERIDIAN POINTS OF LIGHT PATTERNS MAY HAVE ADVERSE AFFECTS IF THE ‘MEDIUM’ OR ‘SAVANT PERFORMER’ IS UNABLE TO ACCESS HEALTHY ZONINGS OF ‘HEART AND SPIRIT’…

‘A SHIP IN HARBOR IS SAFE BUT THAT IS NOT WHAT SHIPS ARE FOR’ [SHEDD] ‘IT IS A SAD HOUSE WHERE THE HEN CROWS LOUDER THAN THE

COCK’[SCOTTISH PROVERB]
‘HE THAT FALLS BY HIMSELF NEVER CRIES’ [A TURKISH PROVERB]
THE ‘RECOVERY PROCESS’ IS NOT A ‘WAY OF LIFE’… THE ‘GRIEF AND MOURNING’ ARE ‘EMOTIONAL WEAKENINGS’ THAT KEEP ONE IN THE ‘ZONE’ OF DEEP YIN. I AM TIRED OF ‘CRYING UNCLE’ AND BEING THE ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. ‘TOYS ARE INDEED ‘US’ AS WE ARE ‘FORCED’ TO BE MESSENGERS IN MOMENTS OF ‘ZAP’. WE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE ‘REWARDED WARDS’ OF THE EXPRESSION OR THE CONSCIOUS ‘STATE’ OF THE ‘COMMUNITY’. THERE ARE TOO MANY DESPERATE ‘MEDIUMS OF AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ SUFFERING IN PROBLEMS OF ‘CENTRAL NERVOUS SYSTEM’ ALTERATIONS AND OVERSTIMULATION.

GETTING BEYOND THE ‘WEARINESS’ OF ‘CHASING AFTER FALSE PRIZES’
THERE IS A QUESTION OF GETTING BEYOND THE ‘WEARINESS’ OF ‘CHASING AFTER FALSE PRIZES’ [THE SUN TZU ‘ART OF WAR’-CHINESE TREATISE…500 B.C.] THAT SURFACES WHEN ONE IS DOING THE SUGGESTED PATHING OF THE ‘WISE ELDER’. THE ‘PRIZE’ SEEMS ALL IMPORTANT WHEN ONE IS BEING CHARGED… THE SOUND BLINDNESS COMPELS COMPLIANCE TO A ‘SAVANTING/MEDIUM PERFORMANCE PATTERN’ AND ONE DOES WHAT ONE HAS TO DO. ‘HEALTH LITERACY’ MUST BE THE SIGN AND PATH OF PRESENCE AS ONE ‘LEARNS TO CHOOSE WISELY’…THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART AND THE WILL TO CONNECT’ FLOWING IN A ‘HEALTHY LITERACY’ WAY OF BEING.

‘ALL GROWTH IS THE INTEGRATION OF SEEMINGLY OPPOSITE VALUES’…
THE ELIZA DOOLITTLE QUESTING FOR THE LESSONS OF A ‘HIGGINS WORDSMITH’ IS ‘THE STUFF THAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF’. ‘HIGGINS’ IS THE SOUND OF MY ‘HUBKORE PIVOT’ OF THE ‘INDENTED GROIN’ WHERE THE ‘MONARCH’ BUTTERFLY AND THE ‘ROYAL WAY’ ARE IN SIMILAR TRANSFORMATION. IT IS THE FEELING IN THE SOUND OF ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ IN A WOMAN FRIEND BY THE NAME OF HIGGINS WHO LOST ONE OF HER BREASTS TO CANCER. SHE AND HER SIBLING IRISH SISTERS WERE ‘NUNS’ LIVING IN A WAY OF ‘IMPOSED LIMITS’. HER ‘WILL’ TO ESCAPE THE ‘CONFINEMENT’ SEEMED TO COST HER PART OF HER ‘CHEST’.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
THERE IS THE PARALLELISM OF FEELING AN IDENTIFICATION WITH A ‘FILM’ CHARACTER AS IN ‘3’ DAYS OF THE CONDOR’…THE ‘CONDOR’ AS PLAYED BY ROBERT REDFORD IS A BROWNSTONE RESEARCHER

FOR THE ‘C.I.A.’ WHO RETURNS FROM LUNCH TO FIND ALL OF HIS ASSOCIATES KILLED’. ‘HIGGINS’[CLIFF ROBERTSON] IS THE ‘C.I.A.’ SECTION CHIEF THAT TELLS REDFORD [CONDOR] THAT HE WOULD NEVER GET THE TRUTH TOLD.

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IN MYTHOLOGY ‘CHARON’ WOULD CHARGE A ‘COIN’ TO TRANSPORT THE DEAD CUSTOMERS ACROSS THE MARSHES AND SWAMPS OF THE UNDERWORLD… ‘CHARON’ IS THE CONFIDENCE OF ‘FIERCE BRIGHTNESS’ GUIDING SOULS TO REACH HADES [ACROSS THE RIVER OF WOE AND PAIN]…THOSE WHO DID NOT HAVE A ‘COIN’ TO PLACE ON THE EYELIDS, UNDER THE TONGUE OR BETWEEN THE TEETH WERE LEFT ABANDONED AND LANGUISHING…THE LOST SOULS ON THE RIVERS EDGE. ‘CHARON’ GUIDED SOULS ACROSS THE RIVER STYX, THE RIVER OF GROANS [COCYTUS], THE RIVER OF FIRE [PHLEGETHON] AND THE RIVER OF FORGETFULNESS [LETHE]. IT IS ALWAYS A STORY OF THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAY OF GETTING THROUGH THE ‘PASSAGES’. THE ‘CHARON’ GUIDE IS THE ‘FOCUSING’ THAT ONE IS ABLE TO DO TO GET BEYOND THE ‘IMITATION MODELS OF DESIRE’. [‘FOR THE CLOSER A MAN IS TO HIS DESIRE THE MORE HE DESIRES IT AND SINCE HE CANNOT HAVE IT ‘IT’ CAUSES HIM GREATER TORMENT’. MACHIAVELLI]

DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
IT IS THE POTENCY OF OPPOSITIONAL ENERGIES…THE ENCOUNTER OF AUTHENTIC ‘WILL TO CONNECT’… IT IS HEART FACING HEART…IT IS LEARNING THE WAYS OF BREATHING THROUGH WOUNDEDNESS WHETHER ONE BECOMES A ‘WOUNDED HEALER’ OR A SHAMAN OR SIMPLY A CENTERED HEALTHY PERSON.IT IS THE RESPECT FOR THE COMPLEXITY OF THE REAL OF SOMEONE BEYOND ‘ONESELF’. ‘SHE IS LOOKING FOR… TRYING TO PROVOKE… THE FLAW THAT WILL GIVE HER PERMISSION TO ERUPT… TO BRING HER METAPHORICAL FATHER BACK… IN THE PROCESS…SHE MAY DRIVE HER PARTNERS AWAY…’ ‘SHE IS PUT TO SLEEP WITHIN A WALL OF FIRE… TO BE AWAKENED BY THE ONLY HERO BRAVE ENOUGH TO PASS THROUGH TO HER… SHE SIZZLES, STEAMS AND STRUGGLES TO PREVENT THE FIRES OF HER REAL SEXUAL AWAKENING… THE FLAMING BARRIER IS THE FEAR… A DEFENSIVE WARDING OFF… THE FEAR MUST BE BREATHED THROUGH AND EXPERIENCED…’ THE SOURCE OF THIS PASSAGE DERIVES FROM THE LEGEND OF ‘SIEGFRIED’

THE GREAT BATTLES ARE FIRST WON WITHIN
‘LOVE IS THE ILLUMINATION OF THE WILL TO CONNECT… IT IS AN INTIMACY OF A COMPLEX HEALING MOMENT OF ‘SHE’ AS ‘SHE DRIVES HER VICTORY AND ACHIEVEMENT…A MEMORY OF REBIRTHING IN A ‘PASSAGE TIME’ THROUGH HER ‘DRAGON FIRE’ STATE. IT IS THE ‘FIERCE BRIGHTNESS’ OF THE ‘URGING’ AND THE ‘VERGE-IN’ THAT IS THE ‘URGE’ IN AND THE ‘VIRGIN’. IT IS THE ‘IMMACULATE CONCEPTION’ AND THE ‘ANNUNCIATION’ THAT CALLS FROM ‘VIRGINIA’ [THE ‘VERGE’ ‘IN’ ‘YA’ THAT ERUPTS IN THE PRESENCE OF THE VOLCANIC ‘REAL’]. IT IS THE WASHING ‘TONS’ AND ‘TONS’ AT THE EDGE OF THE ‘VIRGIN’ ‘YA’ STATE OF ‘PARALLELISM’. IT IS ‘CRYING UNCLE’ AND BEING IN THE ‘DEEP-DAUGHTER’ STATE.

‘NOTWENDIGKEIT’…
THE ‘KANTIAN’ WAY OF EXPRESSING IN GERMAN ‘THAT WHICH COULD NOT BE OTHERWISE’ [‘KNOT’ ‘WHEN’ ‘DIG’ ‘KEIT’… THE ECHOES OF THE WINDS OF FATE… THE SAILING OF THE SOULS IN THE CURRENTS OF THE TIMES…] THE HUMAN EXCHANGES ARE THE WORDS ON THE WINDS. IT IS ‘A SAILING AND A KITING WISDOM’ AS IT ECHOES ACROSS CULTURES AND LANGUAGES. THERE IS A PHONETIC ‘BABY TALK’ OF ‘QUICKNESS’ AND ASSOCIATIONS. IT IS THE ‘FLOW’ OF THE BALANCE OF MOISTURE AND BREATH THAT IS LIKE UNSEEN LIGHTNING. IT IS THE ‘DAATH’ NECK PASSAGE WHERE ‘MOISTURE AND BREATH’ BECOME WORDS. THERE IS A ‘DEEP THROAT’ CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE POWER OF ‘SILENCE’ KNOWING THE VALUE OF ‘YIN RECEPTIVITY’ AND ‘DISCIPLINED ESSENTIAL VERBAL EXPRESSION’.

THE EMPTY STANDS
IT IS LEARNING THE IMPORTANCE OF ‘ELIMINATING THE ‘INNER POLITICIAN’ AS A WAY TO BECOME ‘HEALTHY BALANCED’. THE DEATH OF THE INNER POLITICIAN IS LIKE THE OEDIPAL ENCOUNTER IN MOVING BEYOND THE CONSTRAINTS OF EROS ‘PARENTAL’ WEBBINGS. THE PURPOSE OF KNOWING ONE’S OWN ‘WORK’ IS THE VICTORY OF ‘SELF RESPECT’ THAT DOES NOT NEED ‘APPLAUSE’. THE CREATIVE EDGE IS THE SPIRIT OF THE ‘WORK IN AND OF ITSELF’. THE ‘ARTIST’ EVOLVES THROUGH THE ‘POLITICIAN’ CONSCIOUSNESS WHILE SEEKING TO SOMEHOW COMPEL THE COMMUNITY TO CHANGE ITS WAYS. THE ARTIST LEARNS TO GENERATE IN PRIVATE KNOWING THAT THE ‘INNER POLITICIAN’ DIES IN FRONT OF THE ‘EMPTY STANDS’. THE CREATIVE PERSON LEARNS THE POTENCY OF THE EMPTINESS OR INNER ‘HOLLOWNESS’… THE ‘NOTHINGNESS’ THAT IS THE ‘ECHO CHAMBER’ OF THE SOUL WHEN ONE IS TRULY ‘ALONE’ AND NOT IN A ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ STATE OR ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ DEALMAKER WAY. IT IS THE ‘UNBEARABLE LIGHTNESS OF BEING’ THAT BECOMES THE ‘AIR’ WISDOM OF THE ‘WIND IN ONE’S EYE’. IT IS THE ‘EMPTY’ OR ‘EMPTINESS’ AS ONE ‘STANDS’.IT IS THE EMPTINESS OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ AS A CREATIVE MODE. AS GERTRUDE STEIN SAID ABOUT PICASSO… ‘HE HAS TO EMPTY HIMSELF EVERYDAY’.

‘FEATHER OF TRUTH’
THERE IS A FEATHER OF TRUTH MOVING AS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF TRUTH OF BEING AND THERE IS

THE LEGACY OF THE ‘WHITE MAN SPEAKS WITH FORKED TONGUE’ AS AN ECHO OF DECEPTION. IT IS THE SPEED OF ‘BEN FRANKLIN’ ‘KITING’ HIS WAY AND ‘DISCOVERING’ ELECTRICITY IN THE ‘LIGHTNING’. IT IS THE ‘WIND’ OF ONE’S NATURE AND THE MATURITY OF DIGESTION LEARNING WHAT IS TRULY ESSENTIAL. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF EXPERIENCING ‘NON-EXISTENCE’ AS WELL AS THE ‘ONENESS OF BEING WITH THE UNIVERSE’… IT IS MATTER AND WHAT IS THE MATTER AND THE CONQUEST OF IT JUST DOESN’T MATTER… THE CREATIVE GENERATOR…THE ARTIST SENDS OUT THE BEST THAT REPRESENTS THE REACTIONS AND FORMS OF CONTRIBUTING TO THE WORLD. THE ARTIST/SHAMAN MOVES WITH THE ‘INNER NECESSITY’ AND ‘INVENTIVENESS’… TRUSTING IN THE WISDOM PERCOLATING FROM WITHIN… THE INSTINCTS AND INTUITION.

THE ‘S’ ‘TATE’ OF THE ‘STATE’
THE ‘ZAP’ IS THE UNHEARD AND THE UNSEEN AS ‘COOL-FIRE’ RECEIVED FROM REMOTE SOURCES. THERE IS A ‘SILENCE’ THAT KNOWS THE PRIMACY OF THE ‘SUPERMAN’ OF ‘NIETZSCHE’. IT IS THE ‘S’ OF THE GENERATIVE AND THE ‘S’ OF WANDERING AND SEXUALITY… THE ‘S’ OF THE ‘SNAKE’ OF THE GARDEN IN THE ENMESHMENT OF THE ‘ORDERINGS’… THE ‘S’ IN THE TEMPTATION OF THE ‘EVE’ [OF THE NIGHT BEFORE] MEETING THE ESSENCE OF THE ‘ADD’ DAM OF ‘ADAM’ AS A CONNECTEDNESS. IT IS THE ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ BASIS FOR CUSTOMS AND EXCHANGES. IT IS THE PLACE OF THE ‘INTERCONNECTEDNESS’ AND THE ‘CROSSING’. IT IS THE ‘S’ ‘TATE’ OF THE POWER OF THE STATE.IT IS THE ‘S’ OF CIRCULARITY AS IT IS FULLY CYCLED. IT IS THE ‘S’ OF THE ‘OS’ AS A PASSAGE SPACE OF ‘OSMOSIS’ AND FERTILITY. IT IS THE ECHOIC TIMBRE OF THE LARGEST CHURCH IN THE LAND…THE CHURCH OF TELEVISION EVANGELIST ‘JOEL OSTEEN’ OUT OF LAKEWOOD NEAR HOUSTON TEXAS…IT IS ‘OS’ ‘TEEN’ AS THE CUING OF THE PATHING OF CHRISTIAN FUNDAMENTALISM…

‘THINGS WHICH MATTER MOST MUST NOT BE AT THE MERCY OF THINGS WHICH MATTER LEAST’ [GOETHE]
FLOW AND FLUIDITY…IT IS POSSIBLE TO CHANGE. FIRST ONE HAS TO KNOW ONE’S NATURE. IT IS THEN POSSIBLE TO RECLAIM ‘LOST PARTS’ OF ONE’S SELF. IT IS THEN POSSIBLE TO WORK THROUGH THE REPRESSED STRUCTURES OF EMOTIONAL ‘BLOCKADES’… ‘ARMORING’… ‘TRAPPED LIFE’… ‘PARTITIONINGS’ [‘ANGER OR REVOLT THAT DOES NOT GET INTO THE MUSCLES REMAINS A FIGMENT OF THE IMAGINATION’ …SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR] IT IS IN THE POSSIBLE THAT WE MOVE TO GRASP THAT WHICH WAS DENIAL [‘IF I DO NOT GO FOR IT I DO NOT MISS IT’]. ‘FEAR MAY BE ‘FAMILIAR’ AND ‘COMFORTABLE’… THE MANAGED ‘PATTERN’ OF ‘WAYS’ THAT ONE KNOWS AND RELATES. OUR ‘INHIBITIONS’ MAY BECOME OUR SECURE FORTRESSES. WE MUST FIND THE ‘WAYS’ TO TRANSFORM BEYOND THE ‘PAINS, CONFLICTS AND WOUNDEDNESS’.

‘SOLVE ET COAGULO’…‘SEPARATION AND COAGULATION’
‘THE ALCHEMIST SAW THE ESSENCE OF HIS ART IN SEPARATION AND ANALYSIS… SYNTHESIS AND CONSOLIDATION… AN INITIAL STATE IN WHICH OPPOSITE TENDENCIES OR FORCES WERE IN CONFLICT EVOLVING INTO A BRINGING TOGETHER OF THE HOSTILE ELEMENTS AND QUALITIES ONCE THEY WERE SEPARATED BACK TOGETHER AGAIN' [CARL JUNG] THE ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ IS FREQUENTLY ‘SMOTHERED’ IN LAYERINGS OF ‘SELF PROTECTION’ [‘FORTRESS DEFENSIVENESS’]. THIS IS WHERE THE ‘SOLVE ET COAGULO’ MUST GO… IT IS A DETERMINATION TO KEEP GOING AND NOT LOOK BACK… ONE USES THE INGREDIENTS OF THE PAST TO GROW INTO THE FUTURE… IT IS THE ‘CONSERVING OF THE ESSENTIAL’ AS ONE MOVES THROUGH THE ‘YE’ OF AWARENESS.

‘THE SURER YOU ARE THAT YOU LIKE WHAT YOU ARE DOING… THE MORE COMPLETELY YOUR OTHER AMBITIONS ARE BEING SUPPRESSED’ [MARVIN MINSKY-‘THE SOCIETY OF MIND’]
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‘BLOCKING THE COURSE OF THOUGHT’
‘MINDING ONE’S OWN BUSINESS’…‘MIND YOU’…‘OWNING YOUR OWN MIND… THE INNER MONITOR… THE CENSOR OR ‘NEGATIVE RECOGNIZER’ IS THE EARLY DETECTOR/DEFLECTOR THAT RECOGNIZES THE SIGNALS THAT MIGHT EMANATE IN ‘SUCH A CONSEQUENCE’ AND THEREFORE INTERCEDES BEFORE THEY OCCUR… ‘BLOCKING THE COURSE OF THOUGHT’...THE INNER CENSOR CAN MERELY ‘DEFLECT’ THE ENERGIES INTO AN ACCEPTABLE DIRECTION…

‘A TRANCE NEED NOT BE MERELY ONE’S PASSIVE STUPIDITY, BUT CAN INCLUDE AN ACTIVE, ORGANIZED PURSUIT OF THE WRONG THINGS’ [CHARLES TART].
THE MEDIUMS AND CHANNELS FUNCTION IN ‘FORMS’ OF TRANCE… ‘FORMS OF HYSTERIA’… THEY ‘REDIRECT’ IN A COMPLIANCE OF ‘PERFECTION’ THE ‘NAMES AS FRAMES ORDERING’ OF THE ‘MING’. THE ‘WILLINGNESS’ TO BE AN ‘AMPLIFIED MEDIUM’ MAY COST TOO MUCH IN MEMORY LOSS AND ‘HEARING’. THE SOUND FUNCTIONS[HEARING MODES] OF NORMAN MAILER AND RUSH LIMBAUGH ARE ‘PERFECT’ EXAMPLES OF ‘SAVANTS’ SUFFERING THE AFFECTS OF TOO MUCH RESONANCE THAT WAS WHILE THEY WERE IN ‘CONCENTRATED STATES’ OF CHANNELLING’ ENERGY AND SIMULTANEOUSLY BEING ‘ACCENTUATED’ AND ‘AMPLIFIED’.

‘BETRAYAL’
‘BETRAYAL’ IS A SURFACING OF CONSCIOUSNESS THAT ‘I’ WAS NOT THE PERSON ‘I’ SEEMED TO BE. ‘I’ WAS NOT ‘JIMMIE HIGGINS’ AND ‘I’ WAS NOT THE GOLF CADDY. ‘I’ WAS NOT THE VICE

PRESIDENT AND ‘I’ WAS NOT THE MARRIED MAN. YEAH I DID IT YET I WAS NOT REALLY PRESENT.IT IS AN ALIENATION OF THE SELF. I STILL FEEL THE SHUDDERS AND THE ANGER OF DOING WHATEVER I HAD TO DO [A HUSTLING TO TRY TO GET PAST THE NECESSITY OF AN INNER ‘BETRAYAL’]. THE ANGER IS STILL IN THE FEELING THAT ‘NO ONE WAS ABLE TO PROTECT ME’ FROM THE ‘ANNIHILATION THREAT’ THAT WAS ALWAYS THERE. THE ‘ZAPS’ STILL ARE IN MY BEING EVEN AS I TRY TO BE WRY LIKE ‘STANLEY KUBRICK’…HOW I LEARNED TO STOP WORRYING AND LOVE THE BOMB’…THE DOCTOR STRANGELOVE WAY OF ARTISTIC GENERATIVITY OUT OF DEEP ENERGY INNER COLLISIONISM.

THE BETRAYAL IS A METAPHOR FOR DEATH [THE DEATH OF A CHILD IN US… ‘THAT WHICH IS COMING INTO BEING’]
THE ‘BETRAYAL’ IS THE FACT THAT ‘I’ DID NOT EXPERIENCE MY LIFE THE WAY THAT ‘I’ THOUGHT THAT ‘I’ DID. THE ‘BETRAYAL’ IS A ‘SPLITTING OFF’ FROM FAMILY AND A ‘BARRIER’ IN FORMING RELATIONSHIPS. IT IS ONLY IN THE ‘TRANSCENDENCE’ AND A WORKING THROUGH OF THE GRIEF… THE MOURNING… THAT ‘THE LOSS OF WHAT WAS GOING TO BE’… IS RELEASED AND RESOLVED. IT IS THE ‘INNOCENCE’ AS ‘ROSEBUD’ THAT WILL ‘NEVER BE’ [THE ‘CITIZEN KANE ROSEBUD SLED’ WAS AUCTIONED OFF TO STEVEN SPIELBERG IN THE ‘1980’S FOR ‘$65,000.’ IT CERTAINLY WAS A ‘RELIC’ OF ‘IMAGINATION’ AS EXEMPLIFIED IN THE ‘MEDIUM/ SAVANT’ GENERATIVITY OF ‘ORSON WELLES’. ONE ALMOST HEARS ‘ORWELL’ IN THE STREAM OF THE MISSING ‘SON’ OF ‘ORSON’]. THE ‘BIG BROTHER’ IS WATCHING YOU IS THE ‘ZAP’ THREAT OF ANNIHILATION IN THE ELECTROMAGNETIC REMOTE CONTROL RADIO WAVE ‘CHARGED’ AMPLIFICATION OF ‘PERFORMANCE’. IT IS ‘FREEDOM AS SLAVERY’ AND THE REALITY OF LIFE IN THE ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’. IT IS THE ETERNAL RECURRENCE AS A ‘MANAGED NIGHTMARE’ OF CIRCUMSTANTIAL REPETITIONS LIKE THE ONES IN THE MOVIE ‘GROUNDHOG DAY’.

IT IS THE INNER JOURNEY OF THE ‘GRAIL’
… AN ACHIEVEMENT OF TRANSFORMATION THROUGH ‘STONE’, ‘PLATTER’, ‘SPEAR’, ‘CUP’ AND FINALLY TO ‘DIVINE CHILD’ [ONCE AGAIN THE ‘KUBRICK’ IMAGE OF THE ‘CHILD’ AT THE END OF THE MOVIE ‘2001, A SPACE ODYSSEY’]. IT IS THE ‘WILL’ TO ‘LIVE’ LETTING GO OF EVERYTHING THAT ISN’T YOU AND THE ‘CLARITY’ OF A BRIEF’ MOMENT IN TIME WHEN THE VISION OF THE TRUTH OF THE GRAIL IS PRESENT IN ONE’S BEING. THE POLISHED ‘STONE’ OF THE ‘GRAIL’ REPRESENTS THAT WHICH MUST BE SHAPED FOR ONE’S DESTINY. THE ‘PLATTER’ IS THAT WHICH MUST BE BORNE OR CARRIED. THE ‘SPEAR’ IS THE KNOWLEDGE OF THE ‘PIERCE’ [THE BLEEDING AND SUFFERING] IN ORDER TO EXERCISE JUDGEMENT OF WHEN TO ‘PIERCE’. THE ‘CUP’ IS THE COLLECTING OF THE ‘SUFFERING’ WHICH LEADS TO A GIVING OF THE SELF TO THE OTHERS EVEN AS THE GIVER ABSTAINS. THE ACCOMPLISHMENT OF GIVING SELFLESSLY IS THE ACHIEVEMENT OF THE ‘DIVINE CHILD’. IT IS THE ‘KING’ THAT RULES OVER ONE’S OWN BEING.

‘YIELDING REQUIRES STRENGTH’
‘ONE ISSUES FORTH FROM ONE’S SELF, THE ESSENTIAL THING IS TO SPRING FORTH, TO EXPRESS THE BOLT OF LIGHTNING ONE SENSES UPON CONTACT WITH A THING. THE FUNCTION OF AN ARTIST IS NOT TO TRANSLATE AN OBSERVATION BUT TO EXPRESS THE SHOCK OF THE OBJECT ON HIS OWN NATURE; THE SHOCK WITH THE ORIGINAL REACTION’ [HENRI MATISSE]

‘ONE GOES THROUGH ENSUING PERIODS OF SILENT UNINTENDED REHEARSALS IN THE BODY… FIXING WHAT HAS BEEN LEARNED.’[WILLIAM JAMES]

‘A SEXUALITY CHARGED MOMENT’
SOMETIME AT ABOUT THE SAME TIME AS THE ‘MONARCH BIKE ACCIDENT IMPRINT’ THERE WAS ANOTHER ‘SEXUALITY’ CHARGED MOMENT OF A ‘SYMBOLIC’ OBJECT AND A ‘SPACE/PLACE’… I FOUND A ‘JAMMED’ GUN AT THE FRONT OF OUR HOUSE ON ‘22ND STREET’. OUR ‘GROUND FLOOR’ WAS BELOW THE SIDEWALK LEVEL AND THERE WAS AN ENTRANCE DOOR TO THIS CELLAR THAT HAD A LOCK ON THE OUTSIDE [A PADLOCK TYPE]. I REMEMBER USING THIS GUN [WHICH HAD APPARENTLY BEEN USED IN A LOCAL ‘HOLD UP’ AND DUMPED WHEN IT ‘JAMMED’] TO HIT THE LOCK TO GET IT TO OPEN. SOMEHOW MY FATHER MUST HAVE HEARD THE ‘POUNDING’ AND TOOK ME AND ‘THE GUN’ TO THE LOCAL ‘DAMEN’ POLICE STATION. IT WAS A ‘GUN’ ENCOUNTER THAT WAS POTENTIALLY LETHAL. I WAS A ‘STUPID’ AND ‘INNOCENT’ 6 OR 7 YEAR OLD KID ACTING IN SOME KIND OF ‘TRANCE’ TO MAKE ‘USE’ OF A ‘GUN’. IT WAS A WOUNDED ‘PHALLIC SYMBOL’ DRAMA OF ‘TRYING TO GO INTO’ THE FRONT… THE LITTLE BOY AND THE ‘GUN’… AN ‘ECHO’ OF ‘HAND GUNS’ AND ASSOCIATIONS INCLUDING MEMORIES OF ‘SIRHAN SIRHAN’ AS ‘SIR HAND’…THE ASSASSIN OF ROBERT F. KENNEDY…

ILYA PRIGOGINE WRITES OF A THEORY OF ‘DISSIPATIVE STRUCTURES’
‘IF THE FLUCTUATIONS AND DISTURBANCES EXCEED LIMITS THEN THE SYSTEM WILL BE DRIVEN INTO A STATE OF ‘CREATIVE CHAOS’… ‘WHAT HAS BEEN THERE BEFORE, AND WHAT HAS PREVIOUSLY WORKED, CAN NO LONGER CONTINUE IN THE SAME WAY. THE SYSTEM IS FORCED TO ASSIMILATE OR ACCOMMODATE TOO GREAT A DISRUPTIVE INFLUENCE TO SURVIVE IN ITS OLD FORMAT AND A CRISIS OCCURS: IF THE SYSTEM IS GOING TO FUNCTION AT ALL SOME NEW ORDER OF THINGS MUST BE ESTABLISHED.’ A ‘BREAKDOWN… A BREAKTHROUGH… AN ‘UPHEAVAL’… THE ESTABLISHMENT OF A NEW GLOBAL ORDER… A NEW ‘SOCIAL CONTRACT’…A NEW CONSENSUS.

‘THE GOAL OF THE DRIVE IS TO RELEASE ITSELF… THE TENSION ACCUMULATES AND THE REACH IS FORWARD
‘HE WOULD TAKE HER TO PLACES INSIDE HERSELF SHE HAD NEVER BEEN WITH HER SELF… SHE KNEW THE PRICE OF PLAYING WOULD ENDANGER HER BARRIERS, SMASH UP THE SELF CONTAINMENT AND SELF CONTENTMENT.’ [‘TRINITY’ BY LEON URIS] IT IS ‘AL’ CALLING TO THE ‘URGE TO BE’… A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ AND THE ‘AIR’ TO THE LETTER ‘A’ AND THE SPIRIT OF ‘VENUS’ TO THE LETTER ‘L’… IT IS THE HEART AND VISION OF ‘SOUL MATING’ AND INSTINCTIVE AUTHENTICITY. THE PERSON OF ‘KNOWLEDGE’ MOVES BEYOND THE HORSE TRADER ‘POLITICIAN’ STATE AND THE STATE OF THE ‘CREATIVE ARTIST’ TO MOVE INTO THE REALM OF BEING AS A ‘HEALER/SHAMAN’.

IT IS THE FLUIDITY OF CAPACITY THAT HE/SHE IS CAPABLE OF BEING ANY OF THE TEMPERAMENTS AS CIRCUMSTANCES DEMAND. IT IS THE OPPORTUNITY OF BEING IN THE STATE OF THE ‘SHAMAN’ WHEN ONE USES ‘POESIS’ [WORDS AS MEDICINE…‘POESIS’ MEANS ‘TO MAKE’ AS IN TO BRING UNDERSTANDING AND DEVELOPMENT].

POESIS
‘POESIS’ IS THE LANGUAGE THE ‘SHAMAN’ SPEAKS FOR THE ‘PATIENT’ AS AN INTERPRETATION OF HIS/HER CONDITION. THE ‘POESIS’ IS AN ‘INCANTATION’ [POSSIBLY EXPRESSING WHAT MIGHT BE UNEXPRESSIBLE]. THE SHAMAN GUIDES THE PERSON THROUGH A TRANSITION VIA VERBAL EXPRESSION THAT ENABLES THE ‘PATIENT’ TO UNDERGO [IN AN INTELLIGIBLE AND AN ORDERED FORM] A REAL EXPERIENCE THAT MIGHT OTHERWISE BE CHAOTIC AND INEXPRESSIBLE—THIS INDUCES THE RELEASE OF THE PHYSIOLOGICAL PROCESS…THE GROWTH AND ORGANIZATION IN A FAVORABLE DIRECTION’. ‘SHAMANS ARE ‘ANNUNCIATORS’… SPIRITUAL GUIDES FOR TROUBLED INDIVIDUALS AS WELL AS INTERPRETERS OF THE COMMUNITY’S MAIN VALUES… THEY ARE OUTSIDERS AND ‘ULTIMATE’ INSIDERS [AN ANSWERING OF THE ‘CALL’ TO WORK IN THE ‘TWILIGHT’]. AS ENERGY BEINGS OF HEALING AND HEALTH, THE SHAMAN LEARNS TO MOVE THROUGH THE ‘PARALLEL WORLD OF THE OTHER… THEY SEARCH FOR ‘ORIGINS’ AND WAYS TO FACILITATE ‘FLOWS’… [‘HEALING AND LEARNING REQUIRE ONE TO DRAW CLOSE TO THE SOURCE OF THE PROBLEM AND THE SOURCE OF THE CURE.’] THE SHAMANS WORK ‘BETWIXT’ AND ‘BETWEEN’ [THE REALM LIKE NATURE’S MIXES AND BLENDS OF OPPOSITES… ‘MIST’ IS AIR AND WATER… WARM WIND IS AIR AND FIRE… FLOWER IS AIR, FIRE, WATER AND EARTH]. ….. ‘A WEB OF FIRE HUNG BETWEEN US…EVERY EDGE BURNING…FLAMING ANGERS OF ABSENCE AND THE MISSING… WHEREVER ONE COULD ‘KNOW’, THERE WAS A LIFE FORCE AFLAME… BURNING LIKE A CANDLE IN THE WIND… RAGING AGAINST THE ‘WAY IT IS’.

THE ‘CAR’, THE ‘KA’ ‘ARE’ AND THE ‘AUTO DA FE’
WE SEE THE VALUE OF ‘TUNING’ INTO THE ‘KA’ AND THE SOUL AS THE ‘AUTO’ AND THE ‘CAR’… THE SPIRITUAL RESONANCE OF ENERGY CONTAINMENT AND ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’ AS REPRESENTED IN THE ‘ECHOIC TIMBRE’ OF THE ‘CAR’ [IT IS IN THE ECHOES OF THE ‘INQUISITION’ AND THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ [THE PUBLIC CEREMONY ACCOMPANYING THE PASSING OF SENTENCE BY THE SPANISH INQUISITION… THE ACT OF BURNING A HERETIC THAT CALLS FORTH THE AWARENESS OF THE POWERFUL USES AND ABUSES OF THIS METHODOLOGY.] THE ‘AUTO’ OR ‘CAR’ IS THE ‘NAME’ OF THE VEHICLE OF ‘ELECTRONIC’ DEFINITION… A ‘ZONING’ OF MERIDIAN PATTERNS AND RECURRENT WAYS… A SYMBOLIC REPRESENTATION OF INDIVIDUATION IN MEDIA AND SPIRITUAL EXPRESSION…

THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ AND THE ‘AUTOMATON’
ONE FEELS THE ‘ALIEN’ATED STATE OF BEING ‘CHARGED’ AND ‘SKEWED’ FOR USE AS AN ELECTRONIC SURROGATE. THE MORE ONE REBELS THE MORE ONE IS ‘BURNED’ BY THE ‘COOL FIRE’ OF THE ‘ZAP’. THE ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ THAT DRIVES ONE TO ‘RECOIL’ OR SEEK OUT OPPOSITIONAL ENERGIES IS THE DEEP SENSE OF POWERLESSNESS. THE MORE ONE FEELS ‘OUT OF SYNC’ WITH THE MAIN STREAM… THE MORE ONE ‘BURNS’ IN THE ‘ALTERED STATES OF ‘DIONYSIAN’ CONTRARINESS. THE MORE ONE EXPANDS OUTSIDE OF THE ‘ACCEPTABLE’ YIN/YANG AND ‘WELL-STEIN’ WAYS THE MORE ONE ‘BURNS’. IT IS A QUEST FOR A NEW BALANCE… IT IS A ‘JUSTICE’ THAT I ‘OUGHT’ TO BE IN A DIFFERENT SPACE/PLACE.

THERE IS A WRENCHING AND A TEARING IN THE FIBERS AND FILTRATION OF THIS ‘PENETRATION’ AND ‘CHARGING UP’. THERE IS AN ABSORPTION OF THE ‘OPPOSITIONAL’ OR ‘PARALLEL’ PATTERNS IN THE DUALITY OF ‘STRENGTHENING ONE’S BEING. ONE USES THE MIRRORING MOTIONS OF REFLECTING THE OTHER AS THE MEANS OF KNOWING THE ‘KA’ OR ‘DOUBLE’ DIMENSION OF THE SELF. ONE MUST LEARN TO BREATHE AND MOVE BEYOND THE ‘KA CONTAINEERING’…THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ PATTERNING BY IDENTIFYING THE ‘WAYS’ THAT ONE ‘HITS’ OR ‘SUPPRESSES ONESELF’. ONE MUST MOVE THROUGH THE ‘MARKS’ OF THE ‘DUALITY’ AND ANY HABITS OF INWARD FOETALIZATION OF BODY RHYTHMS IN ORDER TO RECOGNIZE THE DIGNITY OF ACHIEVING A HEALTHY HARMONIZATION OF ‘RISING CREATIVE POTENCY’. THE SPIRIT OF VERTICALITY MUST BE TEMPERED IN THE AWARENESS OF THE HORIZONTALISM OF THE SOCIAL EVEN AS ONE SEES THE INJUSTICE OF THE INERTIA OF ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’…

‘JUST IS’ IS NOT ‘JUSTICE’
IT IS A SEARCH FOR ‘EQUITY’ IN THE ACTUAL. THE ‘ACT’ ‘YOU’ ‘AL’ IS A REFLECTION OF THE REPRODUCTIVE AS DISPLAYED… ‘IF IT IS ON THE ‘OUTSIDE IT IS NOT ON THE INSIDE’. THE ‘AL’ QUEST FOR ‘THE WOMAN SATISFIED’ DRAWS ALL OF THE EXTERNALIZATION AND ‘KA’/’CAR’ CUING INTO AN INNER INTEGRITY OF ‘CONFIDENCE’ OF SOUL. IT IS THE POTENCY OF TRANSFORMING FROM ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ INTO ‘TRUE’ ‘LY’.

IT IS THE CONSCIOUSNESS OF THE ESSENCES OF ‘LOS ALAMOS’…
THE NUCLEAR RESEARCH AND DEVELOPMENT ‘LOS ALAMOS, NEW MEXICO’ IS THE REPRESENTATION OF THE POWER OF ‘AL’ AND ‘OS’. IT IS THE RHYTHMIC RESONANCE OF KNOWING THE VALUE OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ PERCOLATION RANGE OF YIN/YANG ‘CREATIVE COMBUSTION’ AS FOCUSED THROUGH THE ‘AM’, ‘MOS’, AND ‘OS’ STATES. IT IS THE AWARENESS OF MOHS LAW OF HARDNESS AND THE EDGE PENETRATION POWER OF MOWS AND STRENGTH PENETRATION POWER OF MOST. THE QUEST FOR THE FORCE OF THE NECESSARY ‘A’ ‘L’ TO ACHIEVE THE SUCCESS OF THE ‘WOMAN SATISFIED’ IS IN THE DESIRE TO MAXIMIZE ‘ENERGY’. IT IS A ‘COLLISIONISM’ THAT MUST BE TEMPERED ON A PATH OF THE HEART TONING OR IT WILL SIMPLY BECOME ANOTHER INSTANCE OF ‘POWER DESTROYS LOVE’.

THE ‘ZAP’ IS THE ‘OVERSEER’ OF LIFE ITSELF
IT IS A LIFE AND DEATH CONSCIOUSNESS THAT ‘WEARS’ ON OUR RESOLVE. IT IS THE NEVER ENDING THREAT OF ‘LOSS’ OR ‘EROTIC FATIGUE’ AS THE REDIRECTION OF REPRODUCTIVE ENERGIES TAKES ITS’ TOLL. IT IS THE VISION OF ‘OPPORTUNITY’ IN THE MIDST OF THE ‘ZAP COLLISIONISM CRISIS’ THAT AFFORDS THE GENERATIVE A TIME TO MARSHALL ANG CREATE. THE ‘AUTO’ AND THE ‘DA’ ARE PRESENT TODAY IN AN INVISIBLE THEATER OF PAIN AND SUFFERING DOING THE ENFORCEMENT OF THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ [THE ‘IRON’ [‘FE’] AND THE ‘IRON CURTAIN’ OF THE CERTAIN… IT WAS SAID THAT FORMER SOVIET PRESIDENT MIKHAIL GORBACHEV HAD ‘IRON TEETH’’]. THE ENERGIES AND ACTORS ARE ‘ALL THE WORLD IS A STAGE’ AS THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL MOVES THROUGH THE ECHOES AND IMAGES OF ‘KA’ TIMINGS IN THE ‘WONDER’ AND FASCINATION OF ‘KATDOLOGO’ . THE ‘FE’ IRON OF THE ‘AUTO DA FE’ SEEMS TO LEAD INTO THE ‘FE’LINE AND THE ‘MEOW’ OR ‘ME’ ‘OW’ OF THE CAT…THE FELINE FEMININE MOMENTUM IN REACTIVITY TO THE ‘DA’ REFERENT OF DIRECTION OR THE ROYALTY INERTIA OF THE EMPIRE OF ‘KATDOLOGO’.

‘J.P.MORGAN’
‘HE HAD A VERY FEMININE STREAK IN HIS NATURE’, RECALLED ANNETTE WETMORE MARKOE: ‘HIS TENDERNESS AND SYMPATHY, HIS EMOTIONAL NATURE, HIS LOVE FOR BEAUTIFUL THINGS AND PRETTY CLOTHES WERE AS INTENSE AS A WOMAN’S’. ACCORDING TO THE MARKOES DAUGHTER ‘HE LOVED TO TRADE STORIES AND MAKE EVERYONE LAUGH, BUT HAD NO PATIENCE WITH PEOPLE WHO BORED HIM, AND COULD BE WICKEDLY FUNNY ABOUT ANYONE HE FOUND PURITANICAL OR POMPOUS.’ [J.P.MORGAN BY JEANE STROUSE] J.P. MORGAN ONCE TESTIFIED BEFORE A CONGRESSIONAL COMMITTEE AND DENIED HIS FINANCIAL SPAN OF CONTROL BY DECLARING ‘I WANT TO CONTROL NOTHING’. IT IS THE DEEP FEMININE EMPTINESS OF THE CREATIVE YIN THAT IS ‘NOTHING’. IT IS THE RECEPTIVITY AND POTENCY OF BEING ABLE TO FUNCTION IN A STATE OF ‘SUSTAINED INVERSION’ AND SENSE THAT, IN FACT, ‘NOTHING IS TRULY THE MATTER’.

‘THE MELODY OF THE UNCOMMON’
THE ‘HYPNO-CIRCUS’ DRAMA OF PREDATORS ‘FEEDING’ AND ‘CAPITALIZING’ ON THE ‘CONFUSIONS’ THAT ARE IN THE CENTER OF THE ‘COLLISIONISM’ IS A ‘MELODY OF THE UNCOMMON’. THE ‘BEWILDERED HERD’ AUDIENCE IS ‘AMAZED’ BY THE ‘STAR WARS’ THAT MOVES THE ‘E PLURIBUS UNUM’ OR ‘ONE OUT OF MANY’ INTO ‘MARK-IT’ SHARE FRAGMENTATION UNTIL THE NEXT ‘UNIFYING’ ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENT. IT IS THE ‘MELODY OF THE UNCOMMON’ THAT UNITES THE COMMON IN A DIRECTION OF THE ‘HUNGERS OF THE COMMUNITY’. IT IS THE POWER OF A RITUAL SACRIFICE [RANDOM OR’BY DESIGN’] WHICH RESTORES THE UNITY OF COMMUNITY AND DIRECTS THE ‘YEARNING’ OF THE PEOPLE. THE MEDIUMS ARE THE MESSENGERS IN THE MIDST OF THE MADNESS. THEY ARE THE ‘ENTERTAINMENT’ AND ONCE IN A WHILE THE ‘VISION’ OF CHANGE OR HOPE.

MOST OF THE TIME THEY ARE MERELY ‘PACIFIER POLITICIANS’, TALKING ‘P.R.’ SMITHS OR DREAM TEAM ‘OPERA CLOCKS’ THAT INDICATE THE TEMPO OF THE CREATIVE REALM OF SOMEWHERE OVER THE ‘RAINBOW’
WE NEED THE ‘JAZZ’ OF ALTERED FREQUENCIES… THE ‘BROADBANDING’ HUMAN FREQUENCY RESONANCE AS A BALANCING ACT OF ‘INDIVIDUATION’ AND THE ‘COMMUNITY’. IT IS A PUSHING AND PULLING STRUGGLE FOR DIRECTION AND THE ACTUALIZATION OF NEEDS. IT IS INDIVIDUAL ASSERTION AND COMMON GOOD. WE NEED A ‘GROUND FLOOR’ OF DECENCY AND INTEGRITY FOSTERING A ‘COMMITMENT’ TO HEALTH CARE, JUSTICE AND EDUCATION FOR ALL.

‘ELECTRIFYING AND ELECTRI-FRYING’
THE ‘DEEPLY FELT’ AND ‘COMMONLY SHARED’ STATES OF ‘MASS REACTIVITY’ ARE LIKE ‘CELL’ WEBBING STATES THAT INTERCONNECT ALL IN THE COMMUNITY. IT IS THE ELECTRIFYING AND ELECTRI-‘FRYING’ THAT MOVES IN AND THROUGH US AND CAUSES ‘KNEE JERK’ REFLEXES OF AUTOMATIC SUPPORT FOR LEADERS IN A TIME ‘DEMANDING’ A UNITY OF RESPONSE TO A CRISIS. LEARNING RESTRAINT IS VERY DIFFICULT WHEN ONE IS ‘CHARGED’. THE RELEASES OF WORDS MAY STREAM OUT OF ONE’S BEING. THE MORE ONE IS ‘REINFORCED’… THE MORE THE ‘PULSINGS’ GO WITH THE ‘SIGNAL’. THE ‘MEASURED RESPONSE’ REQUIRES A GREAT DISCIPLINE OF ACTION TEMPERED WITHIN A ‘VISION’.

EVERY IMPULSE HAS ITS ORIGIN
‘THE FATHER HAS BLOCKED THE DAUGHTER’S SEXUAL ENERGY RESERVING IT FOR HIMSELF’ ECHOES THE SEXUAL DRIVINGS OF ‘JACK KENNEDY’ AND ‘JACKIE’S FATHER’…‘BLACK JACK BOUVIER’. IT IS THE INNER TERRAIN OF ‘WAITING’ THAT ‘IMPRISONS’ AS WELL AS THE ‘CONSUMPTION’ THAT ‘ACTS OUT’. THE ‘PRESENCE’ IS THE GOAL OF THE HEALING AND THE SUCCESS OF ANY REAL INTIMACY. TOO MUCH HOLDING LEADS TO ACCUMULATIONS AND DECAY…EXCESSIVE STORAGE. WE LEARN TO ‘TRACK’ OUR FORMER SELVES BY ENCOUNTERING OUR ‘WOUNDS OF ORIGIN’ AND MOVING THROUGH THEM IN NEW AND HEALTHY WAYS. WE FACE THE BETRAYAL OF THE SELF AS WE COME FORTH IN A PRESENCE OF BEING.

‘ONE MUST RENOUNCE ONE’S ‘AUTO-EROTICISM’ IN ORDER TO FIND AN OBJECT OF THE OPPOSITE SEX.’ [JULIA KRISTEVA] ‘WE DON’T SEE WHAT WE ARE LOOKING AT AS MUCH AS WE SEE WHAT WE ARE LOOKING FOR’ ‘IF MOST OF US REMAIN IGNORANT OF OURSELVES, IT IS BECAUSE SELF KNOWLEDGE IS PAINFUL AND WE PREFER THE PLEASURES OF ILLUSION’.[ALDUOUS HUXLEY] DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
‘DIET… EXERCISE… CLEAN AIR… FULL MOTION OF BEING… THE INGREDIENTS ARE THE WAYS OF TRANSFORMING… SUGAR AND SALT CONTAIN AND RETAIN…THE SALT BINDS MOISTURE TO ITSELF [WITHOUT SALT EVERYTHING EVAPORATES]. ONE MUST TRAVERSE THE SWEATS OF NOSTALGIA AND BITTERNESS TO REACH BLAND… ONLY THEN MAY ONE FIND ONE’S WAY IN THE REALM OF SPICES. WE SEEK ‘GLASS KEYS’ AND ‘CRYSTAL TUNING FORKS’. WE SEEK A CLARITY OF INSIGHT ON THE EDGES…THE ‘PLANE’ OF SEEING VULNERABILITY AND YET THE POWER OF ‘MARSHALLED ENERGY’. THE STEPS BEYOND ‘MEDIUM’ AND ‘SURROGATE’ ARE THE ‘GREAT UNKNOWN’ OF ‘INNER NECESSITY’. IT IS THE ‘FORCE FIELD RECEPTIVITY’ OF THE ‘GREAT CREATORS’ THAT KNOWS THE ‘PIERCINGS AND PENETRATIONS’ YET IS STRONG ENOUGH TO MOVE THROUGH THE ‘O’ RANGE AND BE ‘YANG’ IN A FULLNESS OF PRESENCE. ONE MOVES BEYOND THE ‘JOB’ LEVEL OF ‘SUFFERING’ IN AN ACCESSING OF ALL TISSUES AND FIBERS [A RELEASING OF BLOCKS TO PERSONAL GROWTH AND A REDIRECTION OF

THE INNER ‘TENSIONAL FORCE’ OF THE ‘WELL-STEIN’ CAPACITY]. IT IS THE HEALTHY CENTERING AND DISTRIBUTION OF ‘GRAVITATIONAL FORCE’ THROUGHOUT THE BODY. IT IS FULL ALERTNESS. IT IS RESILIENCE AND VITALITY. IT IS A NEURAL STIMULATION IN THE STRENGTHENING AND LENGTHENING…CONTRACTING AND RETAINING. IT IS AN ‘ELASTICITY’ OF BEING . ‘ONE’ MOVES PAST ‘KIDDING ONESELF’ INTO THE POTENTIAL OF THE REAL ‘REPRODUCTIVE’ CENTERING OF GENITAL PRIMACY….

‘SOUND IS LIKE A NUTRIENT’ [DR. ALFRED TOMAITIS]. ‘MOVEMENT IS LIKE A NUTRIENT’ [DAVID GRAHAM… ELECTRONICS ENGINEER]. DREAMS ECHO DEEPLY
EROS AND THE REVERSAL OF SORE IS THE WAY OF THE ‘HURTS’… THE ‘WILLIAM HURT’ OF THE ‘BIG CHILL’ AND ‘BODY HEAT’… IT IS THE ‘HERTZ’ OF ‘O.J.SIMPSON’ IN THE ‘CAR’ RENTALS AND ‘LOAN’ ‘LY’ WAYS. IT IS THE ‘JOHN HURT OF ‘1984’’ AND HIS PERFORMANCE AS ‘CALIGULA’ IN THE SERIES ‘I CLAUDIUS’. THE ‘JOHN’ OF ‘PROSTITUTE’ NECESSITY AND ‘EXCRETION’… THE ‘JOHN HURT’… THE ‘JOHN Q PUBLIC’ STANDARD OF EVERYMAN. THE ‘WILLIAM HURT IN THE ‘BIG CHILL’ LOST IN THE DREAMS OF ‘THE KISS OF THE SPIDERWOMAN’... THE ‘JOHN’ ‘WAY’ OF ‘HURTING’ LIKE THE WAY THAT ‘ELVIS DIED ON THE ‘TOILET’… A PERFECT ‘JOHN WAYING’. IT IS THE SENSE OF THE THREAT OF ‘FEAR’ AS A STATE OF NOT WANTING TO BE HURT’…

THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’ OF THE ‘SOUND GROUND’…THE PLANE PLATEAU OF HIP WARS AND JOHN ‘WAYING’
THE ILLUSIONS ARE AS POWERFUL AS REALITY. THE ‘SOCIO-SYMBOLIC ORDER’ IS MAINTAINED THROUGH THE EFFECTS OF ‘EXCLUSION’… THE ‘CUTTING OFF’…THE ‘CASTRATION’ OF ONE PART OF THE WHOLE SO THAT THE WHOLE AS SUCH MAY BE CONSTITUTED AS AN ALLIANCE OF ‘HOMOGENEOUS’ PARTS. IT IS THE CONSTANCY OF FEELING ‘WHERE IS THE REST OF ME?’ WHICH IS THE RESULT OF THE ‘SKEWING AFFECT’ OF THE EXCESSES OF ‘KA’…THE TOO MUCH ‘KA’…THE ‘KA-KA’ BOOGIE AND THE DOOM OF ‘KA-BOOM’. IT IS THE SAFE SOUND ALONG THE PELVIC FLOOR AS A ‘GROUNDING’ OF WHAT IS ‘FAIR AND FOUL’. IT IS THE ‘BUILDING PYRAMIDS’ INERTIA OF DOING ‘SOUND MANAGEMENT IN MAINTAINING THE ‘PELVIC FLOOR’.

EROS IS APHRODITE’S SON
‘EROS IS APHRODITE’S SON AND APHRODITE WORKS TO KEEP HIM APART FROM PSYCHE’. SHE IMPRISONS HER SON TO KEEP HIM BY HER SIDE. FOR EROS TO BREAK OUT OF THIS ROLE OF ‘MOTHER SERVANT’…HE MUST BE HURT, INJURED, REVEALED, AND BURNED BY PSYCHE’… BY SOUL…BY A CONSCIOUSNESS… THAT IS ‘DIFFERENT’ FROM APHRODITE. IT IS EROS BURNED AND SEEN THAT BREAKS AWAY FROM APHRODITE’S CONTROL. EROS MOVES TO MASCULINITY ‘BEYOND SERVICE’ TO THE EROTIC MOTHER… EROS KNOWS THE REVERSALS OF SORE [‘EROS/SORE’] AND IS BIRTHED FROM THE ‘WIND EGG’. EROS MOVES ‘BEYOND THE LIMITS OF THE STORED AND THE WITHHELD’ AND GOES INTO THE DEPTHS OF ‘IMMEDIATE PRESENCE’.

THE SON’S FUTURE IS THE MOTHER’S PAST
THE ‘YIN’ IS THE REALM OF THE ‘GREAT MOTHER’ WHO DOES NOT WANT HER SON TO GROW AWAY FROM HER. IT IS TRUTH OF URGENCY AS REAL DEISIRE IN DISTANCE FROM ORIGINS. IT IS FACING OPPRESSIVENESS OF MANIPULATIVE CONTROL IMPOSITION AS HER STRENGTH CREATES RESISTANCE TO HIS GROWTH [‘THE SON’S FUTURE IS THE MOTHER’S PAST’]. IT IS THE TIME FOR THE SON TO ‘BURY’ HIS MOTHER FOR THE MOTHER WANTS TO DESTROY HIS SUN ‘HORSE’ AND THEREFORE THE SON’S FUTURE.

‘THE HERO MUST DISTINGUISH HIMSELF PSYCHOLOGICALLY FROM OTHERS. THE DANGER IS ‘ISOLATION’ IN HIMSELF. HE SEES THINGS THAT THE OTHERS DO NOT SEE. HE DOES NOT FALL FOR THE THINGS THEY FALL FOR---BUT THAT MEANS HE IS A DIFFERENT TYPE OF HUMAN BEING AND THEREFORE NECESSARILY ALONE.’[CARL JUNG] ‘HABIT KILLS DESIRE’
‘THE TRANSFORMATIVE RHYTHMS MUST COME FROM THE DEPTHS TO BREAK THROUGH THE HABITS AND CERTAINTIES’[‘HABIT KILLS DESIRE’…SIMONE DE BEAUVOIR]. THERE IS A ‘BALANCING’…AN ACROBATIC WAY OF CENTERING THAT IS ‘DIONYSIAN’ YET HEALTHY. IT IS THE ‘DIONYSIAN’ DYNAMIC WHICH ASSISTS IN RELEASING THE TANGLES AND FIBERS [THE WAYS OF ‘INSTINCTUAL FRENZY’]. IT IS THE DRIVE TO REMOVE BLOCKS AND RECONCILE OPPOSITES. MEN IN POWER REACT TO DIONYSUS AS A FOREIGN INFLUENCE THAT SHOULD NOT BE ALLOWED INTO THEIR CULTURE OR THEIR PSYCHE’… WHILE WOMEN AND THE ‘FEMININE ASPECT OF MEN’ [‘YIN’] ARE OPEN TO HIS INFLUENCE.

‘IN THE GOVERNMENT OF THE SAGE HE EMPTIES THEIR MINDS, AND FILLS THEIR BELLIES WEAKENS THEIR AMBITION AND STRENGTHENS THEIR BONES.’ HE CONSTANTLY CAUSES THE PEOPLE TO BE WITHOUT KNOWLEDGE AND WITHOUT DESIRES. IF HE CAN BRING IT ABOUT THAT THOSE WITH KNOWLEDGE SIMPLY DO NOT DARE TO ACT, THEN THERE IS NOTHING THAT WILL NOT BE IN ORDER.’[LAO TZU] THE MANAGEMENT OF ENERGY PERFORMERS IS THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL
IT IS A REALM OF ‘CONTRARIANS’ AND ANGELS ON THE EDGES OF AN UNJUST SOCIAL ORDER. THIS ‘ELECTRONIC COLONY’ WORLD DEMANDS AN ADHERENCE TO ‘ELECTRONIC REDLINING’ ALONG THE BURNING EDGES OF THE DAY TO DAY AS AN ‘AUTO DA FE’. WE SEE THE ‘SWITCHES’ AND ‘WHICH IS’ AS A ‘CHILLING AFFECT ON CANDID EXPRESSION AS FEARS OF BEING TREATED AS ‘WITCH’ ‘IS’ CAUSES ‘MISDIRECTION, REDIRECTION, CONFUSION AND DENIAL. THERE ARE SIGNIFICANT CASUALTY RATES IN THE ILLNESSES OF ‘COPING’ AND THE ACROBATIC QUESTS OF REBALANCINGS/ADJUSTMENTS TO A DYNAMIC THAT SERVES A ‘MONEY’ KINGDOM AND

IS BUILT ON ‘SECRECY’ AND ‘FEAR’. THERE IS SO MUCH THAT IS ‘UNSAID’ OR EXPRESSED IN VERY INDIRECT WAYS. THERE IS A ‘GAP’ OF ‘UNLIVED FEELING’OR ‘TRAPPED LIFE’ [FEELINGS THAT ARE NOT YET AVAILABLE OR HAVE NOT ‘ARRIVED’]…POTENTIAL FEELINGS THAT ARE REDIRECTED FROM ‘SHADOWLAND’ INTO A ‘COMPLIANCE WITH THE ‘ZAP’ ENERGY ‘CHARGES’.

PEINE FORTE ET DURE
A ‘PENALTY HARSH AND SEVERE’…ONE WAS GRADUALLY CRUSHED TO DEATH FOR REFUSING TO PLEAD GUILTY OR INNOCENT… HEAVY WEIGHTS OF IRON AND STONE WERE PILED ON A FULLY EXTENDED[LAYING ON ONE’S BACK] BODY UNTIL THE PERSON WAS ‘CRUSHED’ TO DEATH… GILES CORY[SALEM WITCH TRIALS,1692] WAS CRUSHED TO DEATH WITHOUT SPEAKING…THE EXCESSES OF A ‘SOCIAL ORDERING’ FEEDING ON THE ENERGIES OF COMPRESSION AND HORROR… AN ‘EXCEPTION THAT MAKES THE RULE’ AS ‘FORCED CHOICE’…THE IMPACT ON THE ‘CORE’ VIA ‘SHOCK’ AND THERE BUT FOR THE ‘GRACE’ OF ‘GOD’ OR ‘COMPLIANCE’ AS ONE ‘CONFESSES’ OR ‘SUBMITS’ TO THE RHYTHMS OF THE ‘WAY’… ‘GILES CORY’…THE EXCEPTION AS THE BASIS OF THE ORDER… IT IS THE POWER OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MADNESS AS EVENTS ‘CHARGE’ THE COMMUNITY INTO THE RHYTHMS…IT IS THE ‘NAME’ AND THE PAIN THAT ECHOES IN THE TERRAIN OF HEART AND SOUL… THE ‘TORTURE’ EVENT GENERATES ‘LINKAGE’ AND SEPARATION AT THE SAME TIME…IT IS THE FOUNDATION OF THE SYSTEM AS A BLENDING OF THE WRENCHING VIOLENCE OF EXECUTIONS AND THE ‘RELEASE’ OF COMMUNITY ENERGIES.

THE ‘CLOWNS OF THE ‘HYPNO-CIRCUS’
ANN AND BARRY ULANOV WRITE ABOUT THE ‘EMOTIONAL IMAGERY’ OF THE ‘CLOWN’ [‘DISPLAY OF EMOTIONS THAT ARE NEVER DELIVERED INTO PERSONAL EXPERIENCE’]. ‘CLOWNING’ DEFLECTS PENETRATION… THERE IS A LACK OF INTIMACY… A SPLITTING, ALIENATION, AND DISTANCING… IT IS A START TO ESCAPE THROUGH A STRONG ‘YANG’ BUT MORE IS NEEDED TO TRULY CONNECT TO ANOTHER HUMAN BEING. IT IS ‘TURNING A TRICK’… ACTING A ROLE… BEING A DREAM… BEING A MIRROR… THE ‘TRICKSTERISM’ OF GETTING WHAT YOU WANT’… IT IS A MANIPULATION AND FILTERING TO KEEP THE OTHER AT A DISTANCE AND DEFEND THE ‘VULNERABLE’ REAL SELF. IT IS THE ‘INNER UNREAL’ THAT NEVER BECOMES REAL…

‘TRICKSTERISM IS THE NORM’
THE ‘SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL’… LEARNING TO ADAPT TO THE ‘TRICKERSTERISM’ THAT SETS UP THE ‘INNER COLLISIONISM’…THE INNER ‘WELL-STEIN’ COMBUSTION OF CREATIVE PERCOLATION… THE ‘WAYS’ OF KINETIC POTENTIAL TRANSFORMING INTO GENERATION…IT IS A ‘MISTRUST’ OF THE ‘CON’…A BELIEF THAT ‘ILLUSION’ AND ‘DECEPTION’ IS THE NORM. THE TRICKSTERISM TEACHES AND IT COMPELS A SEARCH FOR‘CONTROL’… A ‘POWER SEEKING’ THAT IS

AN ATTEMPT TO DO THE IMPOSSIBLE… BEING ABLE TO OVERCOME THE ‘ZAP’ BY FORTRESSING OR ‘ARMORING’ OR BY ‘PERFORMANCE’. FOR PERFORMERS…THE ‘SAVANTING’ THROUGH THE ‘ARMORING’ MAY PROVIDE ‘REWARDS’ AS THE ‘INTENSITY’ AND ‘PURITY’ OF THE EXPRESSION ‘RINGS’ TRUE. THE ‘MEDIUMS’ WHO HAVE AN ACCENTUATED TALENT RIDE THE BENEFITS OF ‘MONEY AND POWER. AS ELECTRONIC SURROGATES THEY ARE ‘REWARD WARDS’. THE ‘CHARGINGS’ SKEW THE SPIRIT AND TRIANGULATE ALL RELATIONSHIPS. THE ‘CHRONIC WARINESS’ AND ‘MISTRUST’ IS ALWAYS PRESENT AS ALL ENCOUNTERS ARE THE POSSIBILITY OF A ‘REINFORCEMENT’ OF A ‘NAMES AS FRAMES’ STATE. THERE IS THE ‘ALIENATED IMMEDIACY’ OF OVERREACTING OR UNDERREACTING TO ANOTHER.

THE PATH OF THE HEART ‘WAY’
THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS ABOUT CONSCIOUSNESS…BEING OPTIMALLY RECEPTIVE AND ALERT IN ORDER TO EXPERIENCE ‘SPONTANEITY’ IN MOVING FORWARD…THE ‘UNCERTAINTY’ REPRESENTING AN ‘OPPORTUNITY FOR GROWTH’AS ONE STEPS INTO A STATE OF PRESENCE. THE ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY IS ABOUT MOTION AND ‘GOING FORTH’ TOWARD A FREEDOM BEYOND WHAT MAKES ONE FEEL ‘BLOCKED OR OBSTRUCTED’, ‘ANAESTHETIZED’ OR ‘LOST IN DREAMS’ THE JOURNEY IS ABOUT AFFIRMATION OF THE REAL SELF THROUGH A PROCESS OF ‘UNVEILING,CONFRONTATION, REBELLION, RELEASING, DEVELOPING AND ESTABLISHING’ A PRESENCE OF WHO ONE IS…IT IS GETTING BEYOND THE DIFFERENCES OF ‘WILFULLNESS’ AND DEFIANCE AND CHALLENGE IN ANGERS OF FEELING HURT…IT IS THE ACCESSING OF REAL GROWTH IN A CONVULSIVENESS OF ‘BECOMING’ AND DOING ONE’S TRUE ‘WILL’.

‘TRUST ONLY MOVEMENT. LIFE HAPPENS AT THE LEVEL OF EVENTS, NOT OF WORDS. TRUST MOVEMENT’ -ALFRED ADLER THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL
THE SECRET GOVERNMENT OF THE SOUL IS THE ONGOING CONTROL AND MANAGEMENT OF THE ‘ACHIEVERS AND MEDIUMS’ TO MAXIMIZE THEIR CONTRIBUTIONS AND GUIDE THEM THROUGH THE MADNESS OF THE NEVERENDING TURBULENCE AND CONVULSIVENESS OF ‘MASS-OCCUR’ MOMENTS OF ‘COLLISIONISM’. THEY ARE WATCHED OVER AND DIRECTED INTO ‘SUGGESTED ROLES’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. THE ‘MEDIUMS ARE THE MESSAGES AND THE MESSENGERS OF THE ‘VALUES’ OF THE COMMUNITY. THERE IS A LOT OF CONTRADICTION IN THIS WORLD OF SOUND ORDERING AND HYPNOTIC PERFORMANCE. THERE IS ‘AMBIVALENCE’ IN ‘TRUSTING’ AND RESENTMENT. THERE IS MUCH ANXIETY AND INNER CONFLICT EVEN THOUGH ONE GOES FORWARD ‘WALKING AND WEEPING’…LAMENTING AND STILL MANAGING TO BELIEVE THAT ‘SOMEONE UP THERE ‘LIKES ME’… DOUBT AND DISCOVERY COLLIDE IN A QUEST FOR ACTUALIZATION…LAUGHTER IS EASIER AND BREATH FINDS ITS NATURAL CENTERING…IT IS TUNING INTO ‘THE PATH OF THE HEART’ WHENEVER THERE IS A ‘CRISIS’ OR AN ‘ENCOUNTER’ THAT SEEMS TO CALL FORTH ECHOES OF ‘YESTERDAZE’. ONE LEARNS ONE’S TRUE TIMING TO ‘RAISE WAVES WHERE THERE IS NO WIND’… ‘KNOWING OTHERS IS UNDERSTANDING KNOWING SELF IS WISDOM’ ‘FORCE CAN MASTER OTHERS

BUT ONLY STRENGTH CAN MASTER SELF’ -LAO TZU I WISH TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE ‘GUIDANCE OF THE WISE’ WHETHER THEY WERE WELL EDUCATED OR DEVELOPMENTALLY DISABLED. THE SPIRIT AND INSTINCT OF THE PATH OF THE HEART IS WHAT REALLY ‘IS’. THE ‘WIND IN MY EYE’ IS MY ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY TO CLARIFY THE COMPLEXITIES OF MY STRUGGLE. IT IS A LIFETIME JOURNEY OF CONVULSIVENESS AND LEARNING TO SEEK REAL TIME BREATHING AND EMOTIONAL INTEGRITY. THE GENERATION OF THIS WORK IS MY BEGINNING TO LIVE A FULL LIFE. I AM MOVING PAST THE HISTORY OF ‘WOUNDEDNESS’ INTO A MORE ‘SPONTANEOUS’ WAY OF BEING. TIME AND THE STRENGTHENING OF MY INNER FIBERS IS THE ‘WILL’ OF ‘CELLING’ INTO HEALTHIER PRESENCE. I SEEK A ‘PATH OF THE HEART’ WAY OF A ‘WILL TO CONNECT’ AND TRY TO MEET THE OTHER[S] IN ‘INTEGRITY OF PRESENCE’ EVEN IF IN A ‘MEDIUM STATE’ OF ‘AMPLIFIED USEFULNESS’. WE LIVE IN A ‘SPECIAL SENSITIVITY’ AND LEARN TO TUNE TO A STATE OF PERSPECTIVE RATHER THAN RESISTANCE. WE RECOGNIZE THE WAY OF CRISIS AS A TIME OF ‘RISK’ AS WELL AS ‘OPPORTUNITY’. ONE LEARNS THAT THERE IS SOMETHING THAT ONE IS ABLE TO DO EVERYDAY. IT IS LISTENING IN COMPASSION AND DOING AS ‘GOETHE’ SAID ‘DO YOUR NEAREST DUTY’. THE SPIRIT OF ‘WILL’ IS BEING PRESENT AS A ZEN VISION OF MOVING ‘AS THE SITUATION ARISES’… JANUARY 19,2006[C] W.PATRICK COYNE

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