All I know is that you¶re so nice, you¶re the nicest thing I¶ve seen, I wish that we could give it a go, see if we could be something. I wish I was your favourite girl, I wish you thought I was the reason you are in the world. I wish my smile was your favourite kind of smile, I wish the way that I dressed was your favourite kind of style. I wish you couldn¶t figure me out, but you always wanna know what I was about. I wish you¶d hold my hand when I was upset, I wish you¶d never forget the look on my face when we first met. I wish you had a favourite beauty spot that you loved secretly, µcause it was on a hidden bit that nobody else could see. Basically, I wish that you loved me, I wish that you needed me, I wish that you knew when I said two sugars actually, I meant three I wish that without me your heart would break. I wish that without me you¶d be spending the rest of your nights awake, I wish that without me you couldn¶t eat. I wish I was the last thing on your mind before you went to sleep. All I know is that you¶re the nicest thing I¶ve ever seen. I wish that we could see if we could be something.

2. I never expected to like you for so long. I had never expected to get hurt from anyone. This whole year, you¶ve been telling me how much you hate this girl or how annoying she is, and here you are going out with her. This whole year, you¶ve been hanging out with me, getting closer, making memories, flirting, making me laugh, etc. Look where we are now. But what can I do? Now, I¶m just sitting here sad in the inside, but happy on the outside. You told me you liked it when I was happy. So that¶s the way I¶ll be, or try to be. 3. I want you, I love you. You love her. I found out today she cheated on you, and you took her back. You never even gave me a chance. I know I¶m right, I know I could be better. You talk of your perfect girl and you describe me. So why not? What is so wrong with me that you cannot love me? 4. I really liked you. You had your chance and now I¶m happy with my new boyfriend. You continue to flirt with me constantly, even in front of him. I know he feels insecure about our friendship, and I don¶t blame him. I wish you would stop messing with my head because you¶re honestly everything I want in a boy. But I love my boyfriend. I¶m a mess. 5. Let¶s face it, we¶ve changed. We¶ve all changed. Somewhere between school ending and school starting. We¶ve all gone in our own directions. Hearts were broken and friendships were fucked over. New loves started, and new people came into our lives. We no longer hang-out with our circle of friends that we thought that was going to be there for us ³forever´. We no longer talk for hours about nothing at all. We¶ve all changed. Some for the better and some for the worse. 6. She thinks about you non-stop, and you¶re all she talks about. When she talks to you she always has that bright smile, and truly looks happy. With one hug you make her melt and always leave her with butterflies and at the same time, when she¶s upset your usually the reason. But she refuses to see any flaws in you. And no matter how many people try to tell her different, she believes your perfect for her and worth every second of the wait, and she¶s too scared to tell you any of this because she doesn¶t want to mess anything up. And doesn¶t want to end up hurt, once more. 7. I can¶t promise you a perfect relationship. I can¶t promise you we¶ll never fight. I can¶t promise you I won¶t get jealous. But I can promise you it will be worth it. I can promise you I will make you happy. I will make you proud to say I¶m your girl. & I can promise you a good time every time we¶re together. Just keep your word & I¶ll keep mine. Promise.

8. Even though I like you, in front of you I pretend I don¶t. Even though I¶m hurt, I pretend that I¶m fine. Even though I fully know everything, I pretend that I don¶t know anything. Even though I miss you, I pretend that I feel nothing. Even though I still haven¶t moved on or let go, I pretend that I moved on. Even though I cry, I pretend that I¶m happy and smile.

But one day. and to love me. I love when I¶m with you 15. but I will make up for it by loving you more than anyone can and ever will. 13. I love when I ramble on and when all the words are done tumbling out of my mouth you smile and say µI love listening to you talk¶. I may not be the best. I don¶t expect you to never be mad at me. Yeah. I don¶t expect you to put me over your family. but I could never be mad at. to keep equality between us.I don¶t expect you to believe I¶m the best girlfriend in the whole world. But perfect? That¶s one thing I never want. nice one. I don¶t expect you to brag about me to all your friends.or various other meanings that has something to do with sex. to never take me for granted like I won¶t take you for granted. 14. I want someone who challenges me. I see the way you flirt with her. I love when we¶re driving in your car and you hold my hand in yours. I love when you turn my frown upside down and wipe my tears away. yeah I can be a bitch from time to time. unlike me. I¶m not a slut. I don¶t expect you to ditch all your girl best friends for me. I want someone who pisses me off. and get fucked up more than me. I always put up unnecessary fights. love and everything else in between. but you thought otherwise. I don¶t expect you to text me 24/7. That you are the most important person to someone who may not be that special. I don¶t expect you to pay for everything. cos fyi. I don¶t expect you to always agree with what I say. I overanalyze. But regardless of that. not my fucking story. I don¶t expect you to put me in front of your boys. together. but isn¶t a pushover. I want someone unpredictable. because one day. like me. I don¶t expect you to call me everyday.. I don¶t want anyone normal. you¶re going to wish it was yours. You must know that you are cherished. I hate how you bunch of boys. I love when you kiss my forehead and tell me I¶m special. yes I do admit I have alot of guy friends. to always be real with me. but guess what bitches? I¶m a fucking virgin. I love when we¶re watching serials together in bed and you suddenly say µBaby. Have more clothes and money than me. Yeah you know my name. I¶m not the best person to fall in love with. that¶s just boring. and not give a fuck about school. I don¶t expect you to stop checking out other girls. Because you¶ll have nothing. insecurities set aside. a slut is a person who doesn¶t care who she has sex with . unlike me. I don¶t expect you to never mention a hot girl in front of me. I don¶t expect you to surprise me with roses. And I¶M supposed to be your girlfriend. You might be carefree. Maybe just perfect for me. I love when we talk about our past with different people. So don¶t talk shit about me or my lifestyle. since you say it to me. they¶re even cuter than the things you tell me. and always thought of every minute of everyday. think you know me all well and everything. and have more friends than me. 12. when you don¶t even know me. Who wants the perfect guy? Not me. I love when we have endless conversations about life. in every way. Yeah and you call me a little bitch too? lol. And you might hang out with hotter guys than me. I love it more when we talk about our future. I want someone who puts up with my shit. I¶m not a complicated girlfriend. The things you tell her. except memories of fake ass friends who you don¶t even talk to anymore. I don¶t expect you to already know what I want. you have to know you still have reasons to hold on. you might be prettier than me. I want someone who lets things slide and who loves to laugh and makes me laugh. but you¶re the saying I¶m the bitch. I hang out with guys but you know why? To stay away from bitches like you. You and I had a thing for a little less than a . a slut isn¶t a girl with a lot of guy friends. I get jealous easily. I want someone weird.9. you¶re going to wish you stayed true to who you were. to trust me. It¶s funny how you call me a slut. I get hurt when I¶m not supposed to. I push you to the edge. But it certainly does not give you the right to say that I¶m a slut or what not. Thank you for staying. That¶s all. It¶s quite obvious that you don¶t know the meaning of the word slut. when you know nothing about me. I don¶t expect you to go out of your way and buy all the things that I mention I wanted. I don¶t want anyone perfect. I just expect you to be trustworthy. I have a lot of insecurities. 10. 11. I want someone who will be crazy about me. treasured. and isn¶t afraid to let everyone know it. I want him to be able to tell me to shut the hell up when I am bugging him. you look so pretty¶. I don¶t expect you to buy me the world on my birthday.

I want to re-do this. EVERY.month. that we¶re always going to be best mates. And now you won¶t say anything to me at all. I love you. I want to press pause and rewind everything to bring back those moments because they are all I have left. 18. even if we can¶t be together. I love you. you did me wrong.all of it. but it was all a lie to get me to like you. you would be mine. And then you said you loved me. why would you? But I think about all of the things you told me. just tell me how you feel.ever so painfully. But if that¶s so. I will confess my secrets to you because I love you .your real smile . You said you weren¶t going anywhere. the day after you finally ask me out. except for me. During that time before we dated. I mean. You were there for me. is that what you want? Because I¶m tired of crying over you. as you¶re pushing me away«it¶s into another guy¶s arms. And you said that I had amazing eyes and that you loved my laugh and that if I were there. You know what part hurts me the worst though? That. I can¶t lose . I¶m forgetting your voice. And once you had me. Please. You tell me how I¶m the only one you¶ll ever want. you flirted with NO ONE. I wouldn¶t be surprised if you hadn¶t taken it farther than flirting by now. I think about you every day. You promised to be my bestest friend. about how you said the two of you were fading to friends anyway. and that there¶s no one better than me. Stop this. Now. You said the sweetest things to me. Because I fell for you so hard and fast and you truly made me think that you might take a chance on me. You have her. 17. And I believed it. FUCKING. why do you flirt? Hell. I unbelievably. you decide to flirt? Do you want to lose me? Honestly. TO HANG OUT WITH HER. You said that and then told me how bad you wanted me. And then you said that even if we don¶t work out. Way to go. DAY. You distance yourself from me a lot now. how bad you wanted to fuck me. And I hate the fact that I know you don¶t think about me. your eyes. your smile . ALL of it. You¶re pushing me away. indescribably love you! But you¶re so far away« and you don¶t TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL. 16. until you asked me out. your smell. You fucking said ALL OF THAT.

I love you. I can put up with people¶s shit no problem. Stop doing this to yourself! I know I pretend. No big deal. right? Wrong.you anymore than I already have! Please«please«come back to me. and I usually let myself get taken advantage of. but the show is over. But I am too stupid to fix any of it. I am a tolerant person. even though my constant complaining makes me appear like I am not. ignored. I am invisible. . No matter how many times I get hurt because of you. Other than that. and treated in a way I do not appreciate. I am only liked or wanted by people when they need me. 20. Well. I¶ll always find that one reason in my heart to fight for you. I won¶t leave you. Now tell me you love me too 19. more like too nice. Because even if I did have a hundred reasons to leave you and move on with my life.

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