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REJECTION-OF-NOW SYNDROME -or- RAY OF ATTENTION
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We’ve had our first few mornings of reasonably cool weather, now lower 70’s, upper 60’s, anyway - not too bad. 95 degrees at 9 pm isn’t so pleasant - at least, if you’re not used to that. One can get used to about anything, of course - with a younger body is best. Today is the close of the trecena of Storm - day 13 is the end. Rather than look ahead, to see what the next trecena will bring - what it’s day 1 sun sign is - let’s stay with this. How like the mind, how like the human way to skip over and ignore what is now - for what is next. Let’s catch that tendency in the self - and over-rule it. Today is the culmination of all that has been building for the last 12 days - day of Ascension, of raising it up into Light, into the next level with us. So let’s be here, be with it in this now, where we can take best advantage - be tuned in to that. In the Now that is right in front of our nose - that is where the greatest blessing lies - often untouched, unnoticed, and unheeded. Let’s change that around. Mind, with it’s ever outward focus on things let’s turn it in - find the self in the heart, instead - in the here and the now. It is amazing to see, but more and more of us are coming into the awareness that our programming has taught us to be anywhere but here and now. We are seeing how most people spend their entire lives rejecting what is - looking, ever seeking for something better even just something else; doesn’t have to be better - just so it’s not this. Rejection of the Now Syndrome - let’s call it that. On the one hand it’s
a sad thing - for the blessings are all being rejected like that. Yet, on the other hand it’s a very glad thing. Know why? Cuz it’s so easy to fix. Just be in the heart - and it’s done. Everytime you find yourself wandering in mind - just focus within - center down. How easy is that? It’s rather ridiculous, actually. So, there’s no big terrible harm that’s been done, here. We’re not crippled, or anything just focused all wrong. And, since we own our own focus - it’s easily fixed. Do you see? Your Ray of Attention is powerful stuff. We’ve not been taught this but we’re all finding it, now. It’s how we create - place our attention on things, and that feeds them. It’s as simple as pie, really. Nothing complex about that. Now, what flows over that Ray of Attention - that’s a different thing. Still, it doesn’t matter so much. There will be those called to study this. Be careful about that, though. The call may be real - or just a plot of the mind, t’ keep control of things... to point your energy out there - anywhere - just so it’s not within heart. We get back, here - or we can - to the whole “Who am I” thing. Do you see this? Remember, dear one, you are not the body you’re wearing there - no identity in that. Sorry, but that’s just bug food in the future - or food for the creamation fire. That’s certainly not the identity, the divinity that you are. So, maybe you, instead, are that which flows on the Ray of Attention. Had you ever considered that? How deeply have you taken this - your identity search? How far have you backed away - from what appears in the life? Do you know who you are? Do you really? Maybe you haven’t a clue, you say. Well, I assure you, you do. It’s just a matter of casting the programming off. Step out from under it. It has no power over you anymore. The energies, vibrations and frequencies all around us are rising - they’re giving support for our finding this out. They’re helping destroy the programming, heling it crumble away. Take advantage, I say - break out of your shell, your cocoon you’ve been hiding in. Step out into the Light - that you are. We have stupid ideas we’ve been harboring - sometimes for whole
decades - all life. Ideas that say it’s hard to awaken - that our programming really sticks to the self. Well, excavate up and then look at this nonsense - that’s all that it is. It won’t stand the gaze of your sight. It’ll just vanish away but the secret is - you’ve got to look at it from heart - with the eyes of heart... you’ll see through it instantly. And zap! It is gone. Nothing there. It was just a nothing all along - do you know that? It was nothing at all, just an illusory bogeyman - but you propped it up with your Light. How did you do that? You fed it, you nurtured it along - with your belief. That means the Ray of Attention is what watered it - what kept it going, kept it problematically alive. It is so good to see these things. They help us take back our sovereignty - as we realize how we’ve carved out our life. No one else did these things to us - without our consent. It required that - but we were asleep to what was happening. Somehow we were drugged, we were hypnotized - into thinking that the unreal was so real and so big, so unmanageable, so huge. Well, then let’s celebrate - throw those old glasses away. We have new vision, now - heart glasses, instead, that see true. Heart power we settle in to. I keep saying everything is different - but I wonder if you hear this at all. As long as you hold on to mind, to belief, to your thoughts, attitudes, and prejudices - the way you think things work, or they should - then you can’t really see what I’m saying. It won’t be until you really pursue this heart thing, this song I keep singing to you - that you’ll really begin to see just how vast that these differences are - they’re really quite huge. Things that looked so insurmountable - they’re seen as nothing at all, and they vanish in smoke when they’re seen. It’s a shock. Mind has many of these shocks to go through - before it’s convinced that it really knew nothing at all. That’s a big one to swallow for mind - takes some work - a bit of time. Not always - some wake up instantly - but not many. That’s not necessary. Myself, I can’t even point to a moment, a time, an experience where I could say, there, that was it. That’s when I awoke. I’m not even claiming I’m totally awake - I’m not. So few people are. Still, it’s not
like we’re worthless until total awakening, you know. We have our uses, still - as the process unfolds. It’s not like we have to earn this, folks - it’s not like that at all. We already ARE this in some way - we have to open to that. It just is. We are that. Do you feel how this resonates with Truth? I Am That I Am echoes that - the statement of pure being. It’s not becoming - it siimply is what it is. So are you. See that you are - that you have - an already perfect self hidden away in thee. Maybe see it that way. This perfected one - I call that Higher Self. It already exists, right today. It doesn’t have to be put together, sought and found, earned and worked for - it just is. Right away that’s when you can find it, can have it as self. You have it already. It’s in the process of cleaning you up. That’s why this crap comes up for you - it’s covering the brightness up - it’s got to be looked at or dealt with somehow. Can’t keep ignoring stuff. Better to face it, be with it, and learn what is there for you, now. When darkness is seen through, it simply vanishes away. You’re in your seat of power and authority - if you’re centered in heart. Your whole guidance system is there - or it is accessed through there. I’d be clearer on these things if I could - but understanding is not full with me. So I give what I can. Here’s another big point - it’s a huge one - understanding is not necessary at all. Until you know that - you’ll still be tethered to mind, sure enough. Got to let go of that - be willing to simply not know. There’s no great virtue in knowing, my friend. You just know about you don’t really know. That takes a being instead. Do you see? Knowing approaches things from the outside. Being’s within. Being becomes them - while knowing just picks and just pecks at the outside of whatever it is. Knowing is mind - being is heart. Yes, they can work together - but not ‘til your mind, it’s been trained. We come at this with full programming intact - we must break through that - to find the glory that’s hidden within. That’s why it’s best not to trust mind at all for some time - it’s wily, you know, even wily beyond all your ken. Your knowing doesn’t encompass the slickness of mind.
Better to simply walk off of that playground - that battlefield, actually just refuse to engage with the mind for a period of time. Training time for the mind. It will rebel, and will fight, it will do all it can to retain power and might over you, over life like it had, before. That does hard. So, during this time just leave mind aside. It’s got to learn how it’s not so necessary as all that it thought. So do you. It’s really not - not needed at all like it thought. That’s just an idea like all of the rest. Do you begin to see? Be in heart. That’s your sure defense - against the trickster that mind is right now. Just know that it won’t be this way, always. Mind is truly not the enemy. I’ve said that often enough, but people don’t hear it, sometimes. That’s because mind is in control, and it’s fighting this stuff - fights for its life. Mind thinks it’s being attacked - do you see? Mind is playing with you - to maintain its control on your life, your attention - your state. So, it’s free-will thing, in the end. A simple exercise of free will is called for - but it’s called for again and again. This is a process - the unweaving of all the many threads of the mind into the life. There is a you, however - the Higher or Inner Self - that is above and beyond this, right now. It doesn’t have to grow and develop or any of that rot - it just is. It just knows. It is you. This is the one to center within - there in the heart. Take your cares, take your concerns to that place - it’s a sacred one - you’ll be guided from there. But you can’t take mind in. Takes some getting used to, I know. It’s odd at the start - to even think of you being somewhere that mind’s not. It is strange. Well, so what? Big deal, I say! Just get over that. Let it go. It’s that simple, if you will just let it be. It is mind, ever mind that complicates things - that’s not real. Make your choice. See yourself as much greater than mind, there, can even comprehend. It never will. Mind cannot know the greatness of You - can’t be done. That’s trying to close that circuit, again, with that hammer there. Put it down. The heat that will close all the circuits for you is in heart. Fire’s inside.
I assure you it is. It will burn off all dross - by itself. Just take regular baths there - fire bathing - there’s a new one for us. Enter in. You are fire, yourself - you are Spirit. This is Home to you. You can’t be hurt. See you there. :)
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