I Am Invisible Chapter II

I tell my friend the attention doesn't matter. God will direct your words to those who need to hear them, I tell him and I tell myself. Even if the receivers are few and even if they happened and God knows and that's what is important. Still, sometimes it FEELS like the recognition matters. God gave us that silly ego, so I suppose it does have a purpose. I remember something I wrote such a long time ago (Five years? Seems like forever) about a very different situation. God did not intend for any of his gifts to be rejected. Not them carefully. even the dangerous ones. But he does expect us to manage

never let you know that you have impacted them, still it has

And maybe the ego is one of those gifts, one of the dangerous ones that we need to value, but also to remember to manage carefully.

RoseDQ February 2011