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I want to know

I want to know

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This started with the words I want to know.... then I wrote without stopping for 10 minutes. No going back, no crossing out. And each time I thought I had nothing else to say I would write I want to know again and then something else came....
This started with the words I want to know.... then I wrote without stopping for 10 minutes. No going back, no crossing out. And each time I thought I had nothing else to say I would write I want to know again and then something else came....

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Published by: thewomanwhoneverwas on Mar 14, 2011
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I want to know....

I want to know everything so that I am also everything not just a speck of nothing hidden in the sand. I want to know everything so I can hurt like everything so I can sing like everything. I want to know it all so I can be so full it will o verflow and I’ll be empty and calm knowing everything will mean knowing nothing. And that’s what I want. The emptiness of knowing nothing at all. Free from words and people and words. A void that only sucks in what is needed from everything. I want to know how to lie in wet grass and not worry that I will be damp and my bones will be cold because I want to lie on wet grass and see the water droplets just hanging on and the circle they make and the colours inside if the light reflects. I want to know how to fly inbetween the colours of hte aurora borealis as a roman goddess of dawn. I want to be free to grow wings even if it is painful, which I suspect it will be. I want to know why all that I have written only has me in it and it feels lonely. A journey of knowing without sharing feels like a big waste of time and I don’t understand why that should be the case. I want to know why it’s so hard to share and be seen and for others to see and be seen. Big walls around. See through walls so we don’t know they exist until we come across them and it’s too late.

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