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NOTHINGNESS OF SELF ESTÉÉM
PART I: KNOW YOURSELF!

To know one-self is to seek knowledge of “What am I?” This single action cannot be compromised with anything and it must be understood well so as to live a stress-free life in any realm of existence. It is better to light a candle than cursing the darkness.

A A Adedeji
ILORIN, NIGERIA
[2009]

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Contents
The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) Human, Know Thyself 1.1 Subconscious Mind 1.2. Empowering Our Own Lives 1.3 Personal Transformation Development of the Real Intuition 2.1 The Real Intuition Expanding Your Real Intuition 2.3 Quest for Reality Human Physical Body 3.1 Human Physical Body 3.2 Systems of the Human Body Human Subtle Body 4.1 Introduction 4.2 Aura 4.3 The True Colours of Auras 4.4 Auric Sight 4.5 Multi-Sensory Perception 4.6 Chakras 4.7 An Electromagnetic Affair 4.8 Influences of Auras 4.7 The Energy Field Thought Forms 5.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) 5.2 DNA Representations 5.3 How to Become Immune to Karma 5.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra 5.5 Thought and Consciousness 5.6 Awareness Sexual Relationship 6.1 Know Yourself 6.2 The True Relationship Intentions and Destiny 7.1 Intentions and Destiny 7.2 Dreams and their Recalls 7.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams

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7.4 Shamanic Healing 7.5 Work 7.6 Oddity of Life 7.7 Stress: Control, Change or Let Go! 7.8 Your Past, Present and Future 7.9 The Basic Survival Need 7.10 The Need for a Higher Truth 7.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The Laws of the Universe 8.1 The Laws of the Universe 8.2 Our Reality Within and Without 8.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire 8.4 Ultimate Truth about Yourself 8.5 Re-adjusting an Old Belief 8.6 The Role of the Ego 8.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges 8.8 Secret Power of Self-Detach Karma 9.1 Finding Karma 9.2 Clearing Karma 9.3 Aka Cords: The Unity Concept of the Prime Mover 10.1 Prime Mover The Unity 11.1 Theory of Relativity 11.2 The Void and the Origin 11.3 The Path 11.4. The Fire Within 11.5 The Collapse of the Fire Within 11.6 Awakening of the Fire Within 11.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun 11.8 Witchcraft 11.9 Cultism 11.10 A Force in Thought Form 11.11 Congregational Prayer and Rituals 11.12 Sex Psychology 11.13 Tradition/Religion 11.14 Affirmation/Ohun 11.15 Meditations 11.16 Phrases

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if you have ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. but an inspirational book of Knowledge that cuts across all levels.Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. You Too Can Easily Create The Life You Want .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM I Can Expand My Comfort Zone. However. In 30-Minutes A Day. this is not a religious book or a bundle of doctrinal. Shatter The Beliefs That Are Limiting My Life. 13:07 4 . the answer is at hand. And instantly Boost My Self-Esteem Forever.

facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. expressed by all religions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth: KNOW YOURSELF There is the need to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. It is the maturity of intuition. towards knowing the Most High. This need has been evident in all cultures. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of.even our enemies . to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. feelings and actions. and then expanding this self5 . towards discovering the truth of All That Is. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of that we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. we need to see in all others .

Through understanding others better. But first we need to know ourselves better. Read! Is the first word revealed in the Qur’an. retaining integrity whatever the response. Seek and ye shall be given. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM realisation by communicating with others. This is very important and it must be comprehend well if we must live a stress-free life in this world and beyond. The Prophet confirmed. Aljanna or the Kingdom of Heaven. It’lub l’ilima walao bi Sin. is the other revelation in the Bible guiding us to look around for knowledge so as to be wise and not to seek for material things of the world. literarily means: Seek knowledge even if you will travel afar. so as to reach Nivena. To know oneself is to seek knowledge of ‘What am I?’ What I am physically and spiritually. and further enhancing the quality of communication with everincreasing empathy and understanding. however misguided it might have become. we can recognize their essential goodwill. 6 .

because is the last 13 baktuns when the Sun’s larger cycle is complete. The years 1999-2012 are notable years. Keep up with your own copy of this book of knowledge. belief. You will attain to a full awakening as you touch the last chapter. 7 . but not really digested well enough to comprehend the so-called present chapter. Your attention may be called back to a section you have read. This book has been written in such away that the more you repeat reading the better your understanding of the hidden meanings of the truth.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The need for a higher truth does not require a dogma. religion or cult as people think or made to believe.

Davide De Angelis.org/spirit. Phylameana Lila Desy. Sabrina Mesko. Esther Andrew. Wallace Huey. Charlie Badenhop. Lois Jean Lany. Book of the Dead. Jenny Mailos. Dharmbir Rai Sharon. Emmanuel Segui.com/meditations/minor. Brian C Netherton. during the period of compiling this book of knowledge – Nothingness of SelfEstéém: Peter Shephered. Drunvalo. Jeff Staniforth. Stephanie Manston. Tom J 8 . Andrew and Bonnie Schneider. Karim Hajee. Niccholas Dixon. Jeri Nobel. Jasper Ehiers. Abigal Natenshon. Jill Ammon-Wexier. http://www. Kingsley Bye. The Glorious Qur‘an. Marcus Aelius Aurelius Antoninus. Michael Sherner. Larry A Johson. Lisa Diane. who were appropriately quoted directly/indirectly to maintain correct and firsthand information. Brent Belchamber. Anodea Judith. Kahlil Gibran. Claudette Rowley. Colleen-Joy Page. Master Subramuniya. Angel Shadow. Claudette Rowley. Lorenz Attractor. Charlie Badenhop. Ashraf Salmawy. Ivan Fraser. Roger Elliott. David Deford. Wolgang Goethe.kundaliniTeacher. Mick Quinn. Rab McBride. The Holy Bible. Vicky Thompson. William Blake. Doris Jeeanette. http://www.html.avillon. Anton Cheraner. Owen Waters. Ayat Hurst. Sheree Rainbolt-Kren. Gabriella Kortsch. Simma Lieberman. Albert Schweitzer. Christa Muths. Carl Munson. Rahindramah Tugore. Will Edwards. Paul David. Ching Hai. Pradeep Gusain. Gertrud Hirschi.htm. Susan Weed. Nicholas Roerich. Sam Sidiki. Tim Ong.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Source Codes for Nothingness of Self-Estéém (ACKNOWLEDGEMENTS) The following entities are my Source Codes – Gilfro-Raool. Ken Ward.

All Amashida-kind. Eledumare – The Most-High – bestowed on me distinct inspirations at this important period. Mary Ann Bailey. Geshe Kelsang Gyatso. Through them. Psychic Elzona. of the complete larger cycle of the Sun. Peter Knowl. I seal the process of Heart. Brenda Hoffman.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Chalko. Tuesday L Rampa. Peace and blessings to all. Buddah. With magnetic tone of purpose. Frank Homan. Attracting loyalty and freedom. which falls within the last 13 Baktuns. 9 .. Paul Hughes-Barkow. Master Choa.…. G Kumar. I am guided by my own endowed powers doubled. I unify with all in order to love. The Prophet (SAW). The Christ.

Anytime You Need Are Breaking Out of Your Rut! Finding The Strengths To Do Something Different Immediately Replace Your Limiting Beliefs With Empowering Beliefs Learn Quickly How To Enhance Your Intimate Relationships Understand And Practice How Successful People Handle Mistakes Differently Than Others Insure Your Children Grow Up With A Healthy Sense Of Power Are Learning To Trust And Respect Your Decisions 10 . Erase Past History Identify Your Own Path to Success Eliminate The Fears That Drain Your Power Effortlessly Embrace Your Strengths. It is important to take some action each and every day. Know Thyself 1. no matter how big or small in pursuit of our dreams. In reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” you:           Stop Being Ruled By Your Past.1 Subconscious Mind As you think about your dreams and what is important to you about moving towards your ideal lifestyle. The ideal thing is to live your dreams now before it is too late. If you must procrastinate.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human. And when you delay your dreams. you miss out on life. you might realize that you are either moving toward or away from your dreams at all times and as often as possible. you are putting your dreams off maybe for a few years or maybe forever.

Taking Control Of Your Life And Watch Your Dreams Come True. Boosting Your Creativity To A Higher Paying Job. Increasing Self Esteem And Self Confidence Stopping Worrying And Start Enjoying Your New Life. Being More Confident In Social Situations As You Meet New Friends. like so many before you have done. So Use It! One of the traits of people who are confident in their use of power and who really go for it is that they immediately take action. because it ought to know how to make your dream come alive. When your objectives are unfold then you will be complete and enjoy a free living life by:            Eliminating Stress From Your Life And Replace It With Confidence. Creating Fulfilling Relationships Regardless Of Your Past. Make it vivid and focused and as real as possible.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    Approach Others With A Benevolent Spirit Feel That You Can Make A Difference Are Having High Expectations For Success. Enjoying Inner Peace Succeeding In Business. You Have Incredible Powers That Can Change Your Life. Meeting The Perfect Partner With A Loving Relationship. Eliminating Debt and Creating Financial Stability. 11 . Get a picture of what you want. you must focus your attention on what you really desire inside your heart. If you want to make your dreams reality. Enjoying Better Health Than Ever Before And Allowing Your Body To Naturally Heal Itself.

Taking Charge Of Your Life And Watch Obstacles Melting Away In Your Path. is the number one cause of all fatigue and illness. Imagine what would happen if we used our mind to it's fullest? We would stop getting sick and live healthier. perhaps that has worked for others but it can't work for me.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM      Eliminating Negative Feelings Towards Family And Friends And Replacing Them With True Love. no way. 12 . But in order to get the most out of life you must first understand how your incredible creating powers work. Getting A Better Job Under Conditions That You Want OR Become Your Own Boss. Harness the power of your mind and you will fulfill your purpose of this life You have abilities and powers that you're not even aware of. The rest is never used properly. That means 10% of our mind is causing 75% of all sickness -.but never really fulfilling your dreams Doctors and scientists now firmly believe that 75% of all sickness and disease starts in the mind. You were born with these powers. You will develop your incredible powers personally that will yield astounding results. Scientists have also proven that we only use 10% of our mind.and we don't even know how to use that 10% properly. And if you're saying. Securing A Promotion Regardless Of Seniority. but you have never learned how to master them correctly. Researchers have also proven that people who have a healthy and positive attitude. more productive lives. Instead you go through life like an unguided missile trying different things and hoping for the best . Researchers have also proven that stress. or incorporate positive thinking. Giving Yourself A Pay Raise As Wish. which starts in the mind.

13 . Unfortunately most people never get their mind working for them. you'll learn a number of proven techniques that will generate astounding results. relax and enjoy your reading of “Nothingness of Self-Esteem”. who want you to follow such routines. then be sincere with yourself and ask.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM live better lives. If this is happening to you. you have been taught all kinds of things. how to write and so on. become more disciplined. gurus. the mualims. house. Why? It is because. sister or colleague as you pray and dance the same way that he/she does? Have you ever asked that question once? If you haven’t. they know how to use the power of their mind. for money. No. Perhaps by visiting and praying fervently to a Deity. Instead. they get their mind to work against themselves. And know from now that the priests. one or two affirmations. You were taught how to walk. whereby creating things they don't want. manage their time better. plan things ahead. they think that is all that it takes. Rather. are not interested in helping you. Besides. The fact is that throughout your life. say their prayers. But no one ever taught you how to use the Power of Your Mind and Subconscious Mind. Have you ever asked the question within you as: Why must it be that you do not have the same good results like your immediate brother. on whom do you expect them to feed fat? On stone or what? They only want you to continue following them so that you become dependent on them. how to read. The answer is not far-fetched: Human. Reading “Nothingness of Self-Esteem” will make you to develop your Intuition by tapping into the power of your subconscious mind. Unfortunately most people think that in order to change their life or grow as a human being all they need to do is set their goals. Know Thyself. pastors. work with a daily planner and a goal minder. cars and all sorts of the so called goodies of life.

including our emotional responses and thoughts. We are a body.e. the brain is the central computer in charge of it all. i. We have five senses taking in information all the time and we react through chemical exchanges happening in our body and have thoughts and feelings. There are continual external expressions and we react to them like puppets. Nine (9) times out of ten (10) is all we become. The senses allow us to communicate with the outside world. That may be sooner or later.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The “Nothingness of Self-Esteem’ teaches you the way of life and how to develop yourself and it follows the old adage that says: "Give a man a fish and you can feed him for a day. However. You will accomplish goals you never dreamed possible. all from this same system that we call man. yes it is true. there are some of us who have not had such an easy time of life and/or been vulnerable to other influences that have caused us to stop in our tracks. They have not been able to settle for those things that make people accept their lot. substance addictions and 14 . 1. We are born to live in a variety of different ways . Empowering Our Own Lives The brain is the computer for the body. opinions and woes.until the day we exit this realm of existence. See the pattern. co-dependent relationships. Teach him to fish and you feed him for life!" You'll discover the most powerful techniques to quieten your mind and develop your instincts or intuition. Nature's cycles take care of it all within the Unity. There is nothing wrong with that. while eliminating stress and enjoying greater fulfillment in every aspect of your life. so to say.2.all within certain parameters .

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philosophical ideas and belief systems. Some of us have stopped and asked: Eh, what is going on here? How come things are the way they are? What or who am I really? What is this place that we live in? I am here accidentally or is there some kind of purpose? Many people have looked further and spent time with others who have gained some knowledge through spending their whole lives, looking for answers to these questions. For most of us, we say: What's the point in that, we can never really know? But for others of us, we have asked and asked questions and those questions have become the most important focus of our lives. We have not wanted to stay 'scraping the bottom,' behaving and believing we are important and valuable somehow, whilst knowing that we do not really know a single thing. These people become more than just puppets here, more than just physical beings dependent on their environment, and have experienced that there are realities beyond the physical realm. That we are not just ordinary bodies of very complicated machines. Through questing and constantly challenging reality - we find new horizons. We take too much blame and we all suffer the same way, it's just that some of us can manage better than others. The more sincere we are, the harder it can be among the pool of dishonest individuals - because we can only just acting a part. It is impossible to go out of the Unity. Don't take others responses to you as an accurate gauge of who you are and what you are about - through your own selfquesting you will find a different and reliable measure. The people around you will carry on in their relatively unconscious and irresponsible manners if you have decided to opt out - it doesn't mean you have to be the same if you stay within. All you need is to try and see that they are not intending to be

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that way. Those lost figures simply don't know any way to be, other than what they are being. Don't take it personally. There are millions and billions of people here and there mostly scared and out for themselves - but all in their heart of hearts, hoping for better days ahead, for a kinder world where they can relax and be as they really are - to be able to stop acting and still be accepted. The only way this can happen is if there are a few of us that can take the strain and can take these people with a pinch of salt and make a fuss out of their good points. This way, we can bring enlightenment and harmony to this world. Is enlightenment a real possibility? This is being asked because not everyone is going to change and be themselves, as they are so caught up in surviving their lives. Each one of us has a sort of ripple-effect. People meet for the first time and there are subliminal (unconscious) messages being given and received. You don't just have effect on the people you notice - your influence is far wider. If there were 500 people and 5 maniacs within them, even if all the people do try, there would still be chaos. Now take the same scenario and imagine 5 conscious people. Can you imagine the impact? This is what is going on. There are people waking up and realising that as long as we all behave so helplessly, waiting for them to be proof before we make these greater efforts, then nothing will change. For me, I have a way I want to be regardless of whether I am one in a hundred, a thousand, or the only one. Human, know thyself! When you go out to experiment with influencing others positively do it consciously. By the way, thinking about influencing others is not the same as doing it. We must begin by reclaiming the power in our own lives. Once we are free of fears, illusions and subsequent

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constraints, we interact with our environment in a positive and encouraging manner and we start to recreate our lives. Begin with yourself first and all else will follow.

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Personal Transformation

Take a look at your life and take inventory of the places you find yourself asking: Why do I always end up with this or that who always do this or that to me? Could it be my romantic partners, jobs, bosses, friends, cars, appliances, or even landlords? Just where is it that you find yourself in the same situation over and over again, through what seems to be no fault of your own? Once you have a completed list written down in a paper, pick one repetitive event to start with and allow for the possibility that you have helped to make this event reoccur by a belief you subconsciously hold. This may seem difficult at first, but it will be part of the wallpaper of life, invisible to one is also necessary for you to let go of the payoffs your belief in your own self-righteousness afforded you - this was probably the most difficult part of the whole transformation process and it will also be the most worthwhile. There may be other things you need to let go of, too - for instance your stubbornness must let go. On a separate sheet of paper, you may write down the thoughts and beliefs you could be holding that might consistently produce an outcome such as the one you are repetitively experiencing. Keep this piece of paper in a safe place so you can come back to it often and add new ideas. Once you have a belief that feels like it could be the most appropriate or the one that feels right, write a definition that fits with the dualistic viewpoint, where an opposite outside of you must occur in order for the event to happen.

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make sure you note that your transformation is going to benefit you in ways you cannot even imagine. Your transformation is going to 18 . so you too can enjoy your righteousness without a need to have or make anyone else wrong.) This new viewpoint will give you a glimpse of how powerful you really are and how. When you change. self-limiting. that your limiting dualistic definition of "righteousness " was for you to be right. and self-defeating directions and into positive. The next step is to take your new and more abundant definition and apply it to past experiences. when you channel your power away from negative. (This has been one of the greatest benefits of a unique transformation – for instance people. Be wise and act wisely! A final note on your transformation. the world around you transforms. belief. and empowering directions. circumstances. and things have entered my life in ways that I could not have ever imagined but also never been able to engineer. As part of this list.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Once you have that definition in place. Then write down all the ways this new definition is going to positively change your present and your future. notice how good it feels to be free of the fearful and limiting emotions of being the helpless victim and how powerful it feels to be co-creating with loving partners. that doesn't depend on an opposite or anything outside of you to experience its outcome. someone else has to be wrong and your more abundant definition of the so-called "righteousness " is that everyone embodies Cosmic righteousness. So you may choose to enjoy your righteousness independent of what others are thinking or doing. or a word say: "righteousness". more abundant definition. your life will get easier and easier. For example. Write down how each event plays out now that the action is being directed by the new. As you do that. write another definition for your goal. loving.

Many of these people you will not even notice. Human consciousness has been defined in terms of nothingness in order to emphasize the rift between the mode of things and the mode of human existence. represents a work of consciousness and is therefore in its nature synthetic. Without the lack of identity it would not be possible to attain self-awareness and the world would consist only of the being-in-itself . This constitution is rendered possible by virtue of the nothingness of consciousness which in the form of a lack-of-identity provides the condition for the possibility of self-deception (bad faith).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM positively affect the people in your life. while you will never know about others. the main point: that human consciousness is not just a part of the universal order of being. so you will know nothing of their transformation. 19 . To say in a traditional way that man is an animal endowed with reason blurs. It is important that you trust that your transformation will have positive effects that you will be unaware of. But without the synthetic ability of consciousness that world would be non-existent. Accept and enjoy the peace in your heart that comes with this trust. for Sartre. your transformation is going to provide the opportunity for others to experience their own transformation. In fact. but that it constitutes the world and that order itself is the Unity. Some of these effects you will see. which traditionally figures as an analytic (logical) principle. Even the principle of identity (A=A as in 2=/=1). they may just be passersbys in the street.

Paying attention to our inner world requires that we press the pause button on the endless mental processing that consumes most of us. This is the gateway to our ‘inner world’ or intuition.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Development of the Real Intuition 2.so start listening to it and you will never go astray. It allows us to focus to emotions.moments of an insight. is a gentler source of information that often defies logic. feelings and our body and with this we have taken the first crucial step to accessing our intuitive self. When trying to solve a problem or simply when thinking about anything .it may be interesting. Intuition. Yes intuition is real and yes it is fallible and yet. it has been known to change lives. instead of waiting for your intuitive insights to arrive randomly and with scarcity why not develop this skill yourself? Can you imagine what having a more fully developed and reliable intuition would do for you? Most of us live in our heads and pay little or no attention to the feelings that we so aptly called ‘gut feelings’. to notice just how many different perspectives or internal voices going 20 .1 The Real Intuition Most people will tell you that intuitive moments have occurred in their lives . Our tummy knows far more than we give it credit for . challenges reason and is strongly connected to feelings in the body rather than in the mind or head. flashes of inexplicable clarity defying conventional understanding. reasoning and rationale. as opposed to logic. So. if not scary. despite its nebulous nature.

old baggage and inner turmoil lies in wait to pounce the moment we shut our eyes. Although it is not necessary to fully peel the onion to access your intuition. because we know that all sorts of nasty emotions. wise internal guru. You and I are accountable for our choices.and no. it will give you high-speed access to your guru. our intuition can kick in. Behind the doors of any likely emotional purging. So train your body to relax. because power is the result of responsibility and choice. is your inner well of intuition just waiting to be used. we will find our intuition and inner guidance system. this is not schizophrenia. softer inner teacher. clearer source of internal thought. But the truth is that most of us don't want to be quiet. Many profound eureka or aha moments can happen in the shower. priest who actually has something valuable to say. And we 21 . Once we have gone through all the aforementioned actions. or while taking a relaxing walk . anger and their friends on the internal committee are hogging our internal bandwidth with their load and pushy behaviour. (for anything other than sleep). It is important to sorting out the difference between your internal voices of fear from other calmer. While fear.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on inside . inner exploration. Now we must use it to actively increase our awareness of choices – to seek out new ways of seeing and new ways of being. What most people do not realise is that. fear literally interferes with true intuition. Every choice is an act of power. grief.why? Because when our body is finally relaxed and calm. they literally drown out the gentle. relax or keep still for any significant length of time. despair. The tyrants on the internal committee may prevent us from hearing the softer. stress. Open our horizons and then use our intuition to choose paths and actions that feel the most truly aligned with our inner 'fear-free self'. and even not choosing is a choice. mualim.

that sometimes when you close your eyes and go inside.and excavate the magic that lies within. your inner compass is waiting for you! Yes. So use discernment. Give yourself the gift of time and space dedicated to getting to know you better . and Instantly Boost Your SelfEsteem Forever.2 Expanding Your Real Intuition Don't be surprised to discover that your intuition was there all along.you still get thoughts of last nights dinner. cleared up the inter-fear-ance. fired and hired on the inner committee. even after doing fancy meditation postures and tricks . If you've ever wanted to be one of those people who live their dreams. Dream! Dream!! Dream!!! Any veteran of the inner world will tell. because sometimes it is just macaroni! Be patient with yourself and go back a few steps and try again. the answer is at hand. The Life You Want – This is so and Guaranteed! If you have ever thought about why some people are successful in life and others live out their lives in failure. 2. Real Intuition is everyone's birthright. You Can Expand Your Comfort Zone.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM shouldn't be afraid to dream a bigger dream for yourself. to-do lists and other garbage invading your inner sanctum.you may be surprised to find many easily accessible nuggets of insight and wisdom waiting to enrich your life with support and guidance. 22 . After you have started paying attention. amala or eba . taken back your power and sifted through the macaroni. but that it was buried under morass of fear and was simply malnourished and unable to germinate to a full grown reality. peeled the onion. Shatter the Beliefs that are Limiting Your Life.

People who use their power will take their dreams and make them come true. 2.3 Quest for Reality You should understand just how close you are to your dreams right now. but there's a simple. success has never been so easy.nasty bosses. people who lack this ability still have the same yearnings and desires as everyone else yet they stay stuck and unfulfilled. because in just a moment. They never discover the secret to incredible power that is hidden within them. Keep cool and read on. and bring its benefits into your life at the speed of lightning. massive. They never make their dreams come true. No matter what your dream is. water rate board or others trying to hold them back. I know it sounds incredible. Many people feel powerless in their lives. But until now. I am going to reveal what I discovered through 21 years of research that allows you to harness your inner power and immediately attract everything you desire. electric bill companies.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Did you know that there is a single ingredient that separates people who are successful in life from people who are not? That component is how you harness your personal power. For most folks. The single most important key to living your dreams is utilizing your personal power. now you can be on the way to achieving your dreams in just minutes. Their lives are an endless series of what-if questions they ask themselves. But. easy to use proven formula which unlocks everything your heart desires. On the other hand. 23 . and automatically creates the life you really want. They are fearless in their drive and will take immediate. repeated action and will never give up until they can live their dreams. harnessing this power is just a dream or fantasy. They live forever at the whims of others .

24 . When using your power. And you'll be able to move in the direction of your dreams – within the first 72 hours. and you become unstoppable and indistructible. Unless your personal power throttle is set on high.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you make it reality when you master this skill. or react to life is shaped by who and what we think we are. You'll be able to handle every obstacle along the way. When you are freed from the prison of your fears. you become successful in your lives. choose your values. You may be stunned when you realize just how high you can climb and how you are being held back. Your true living body is the secret to show you the way to activate it. Your quest for reality will first depend on how much you know yourself. When you use your power. you would be able to distinguish between the super achievers and The an average person. it affects every aspect of your existence. The way you set your goals. your life is entirely new. you have a more confident feeling inside.

columns. a building can be considered an object but the building also consists of many particles or elements (foundations. a physical body (called simply a body or even an object) is a collection of masses.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Physical Body 3.1 Human Physical Body In physics. beams. roof etc). taken to be one. Figure 3. For example. slabs.1 Human body parts 25 .

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Specifically, a physical body is an object which can be described by the theories of classical mechanics, or quantum mechanics, and experimented upon with physical instruments. This includes the determination of a position, and in some cases the orientation in space, as well as means to change these, by exerting forces. For instance, the force of gravity will accelerate a body if it is not supported, thus causing a change of its position by falling freely. However, it should be noted that it is not necessary for there to be forces present for an object position to change - only the rate of change of the object's position, that is, its velocity, will change under the influence of forces.

Figure 3.2 Female and male human anatomy (Source: www.3dscience.com)

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A human's (animal's or vegetable's) physical body is made up of organs and tissues and is a part of the total living being which in the human being may also include a psychological or spiritual component. However, whether or not a human being includes a spiritual component is entirely up to philosophical and theological debate. In Figures 3.1 and 3.2, human physical body and their parts are shown. It is therefore necessary to known the positions of human body parts as the knowledge is essential for the spiritual development. Human, know thyself!

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In a human body system the followings are defined as: Circulatory system: pumping blood throughout the body Digestive system: processing food with mouth, stomach and intestines Endocrine system: communicating within the body using hormones Immune system: defending against disease-causing agents Integumentary system: skin, hair and nails Lymphatic system: structures involved in the transfer of lymph between tissues and the blood stream Muscular system: moving the body Nervous system: collecting, transferring and processing information with brain and nerves Reproductive system: the sex organs Respiratory system: the organs used for breathing, the lungs Skeletal system: structural support and protection through bones Urinary system: the kidneys and associated structures involved in the production and excretion of urine

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Certain professions, especially medicine and physiotherapy, require the study of human anatomy (See Figure 3.2) in depth. Textbooks usually split the body into the following regional groups:  Head and Neck: includes everything above the thoracic inlet.  Upper limb: includes the hand, forearm, arm, shoulder, axilla, pectoral region and scapular region.  Thorax: contains the region of the chest from the thoracic inlet to the thoracic diaphragm.  Abdomen: everything from the thoracic diaphragm to the pelvic brim or to the pelvic inlet.  The back: about the spine and its components, the intervertebral disks and bodies  Pelvis and Perineum: the pelvis consists of everything from the pelvic inlet to the pelvic diaphragm. The perineum is the region between the genital area and the anus.  Lower limb: the lower limb is usually everything below the inguinal ligament, including the thigh, the hip joint, the leg, and the foot.

Human, know thyself! It is not only the medical or physiotherapy profession that requires in-depth knowledge in human anatomy, but every spiritually inclined individual. This is because in any spiritual unfoldment, imagination is important to activate the results during and after meditation. It is equally necessary to invoke and bring to focus any part of the body that need healing or development. The human subtle body is going to be discussed in the following chapter.

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(In parts of Africa. Wild animals have more expansive auras than their domestic counterparts. particularly trees can influence our own energy. it has an energy field. If it vibrates. e. etc. It is normally iridescent/radiant. If you have no pet. The energy of plants. If you want to know what your aura looks like. grass. crystals. The lower the vibration..g.1 Introduction Everything has an aura. the more fixed (stabled or simpler structure) the aura around the object is. in a full consciousness you will realize that by passing a tree your aura becomes flooded and charged with green. Pets often have certain aura colours that are characteristic of their primary caregivers. books. This explains why animals understand their owner's language when you are able to see the telepathic energy being received and sent between owner and animal. Plants including flowers. but there are similarities on a basic level. About the therapeutic effect of animals on people. planets. where there are lots of trees in the thick jungle. plants. look at your cat or dog for an indication. animals put green and pink energy in our energy fields because they are loyal and love unconditionally and this energy finds its way to influence your energy. Surely this is true. have an energy field. etc. the inhabitants 29 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Human Subtle Body 4. Although it differs from the aura of humans and animals. trees. watch your own behaviour towards others. the dominant colouration. That is why they say if you are stressed "hug a tree!". animals. Animals have less complex but more intense coloration than humans.

you will see that there is much more going around the moon than you have ever noticed before! You may wish to slide out at a quiet night and watch! Everybody is born with the ability of auric sight. but the light energy tends to flow. There is a natural energy which flows through a house. It could be realized that we as human beings are emotionally attached to our earthly goods. reflect colours around it. one needs to take a look at the ocean. when looking at. so a part of our energy resonates around the goods we feel attached to.) The green energy emanating from the tree when hugged. which allows you to see the physical or etheric double.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM insure their life as well as their children inside trees. emotional layer and 30 . To have a taste of what cosmic energy looks like. spaces and corners in the house tend to hold on to the negative energy. If you try to look at the aura of a full moon . ask and you must receive. Because of the high amount of oxygen at the sea. so it is safe as long as the tree in which a life is insured is not cut off. And it looks like different textures dancing on top of the waters. The next time your car gets a flat tyre. The dark spots tend to stay at in 1 place accumulating more of the same energy. it automatically raises your energy levels. Cars. With auric sight these are perceived as light and dark spots. At the same time a car symbolically represents our ego vehicle. ask yourself when recently your ego got punctured?! Think. immediately neutralizes lower unstable energies thus having a calming effect on the person and then the person again feels in harmony with himself and others or his environment. Most trees live 100 to 200 years. Lower vibrations can be altered by placing crystals in these spaces or corners. Certain areas. A car can have a unique aura received often from its owner.

Infants frequently look above a person in front of them. ogbanje or all sorts of names. While naturally. some people’s aura. because if taught and developed well it would raise the world to a greater height than now. They give 31 . attracts most children Children have much cleaner and stronger auras than most of adults. it looks like silver/gold stripes shooting into a blockage. Hence they are obliged to go back to them whenever the promised life-span elapsed. they cry. When children ‘see’ and try to tell adults of what they ‘see’ or feel. The names signify that such children can communicate with their other ‘heavenly mates’ or Source Codes so to say. For the rest you need clairvoyant or spiritual sight which you either received as a gift or obtained through a lot of spiritual work on yourself to raise your vibrations to such a level that you can perceive higher dimensions. abiku. In this area of the world (Yorubas. or if this color is much different from their parent's aura. The truth is that children should learn to see and read auras in our primary schools. Within the energy field of a person it looks like bright energy. To some clairvoyants. Igbo in Nigeria) they are referred to as emere. who are usually completely enslaved by the materialistic world and suppress their Nature by following superficial examples. Archangels are a symbol of large hands forming an arch. it is usual for parents or some adults to feel their children are going nuts. This is the belief and a typical scenario. When they don't like the color of the aura above the head. Angels or Malaeka do not have wings in the real sense of it. Normal angels may be revealed to others in a symbol of shooting arrows like feathered wings.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the lower mental layers. just like my wife’s. Very young children (up to 5 years of age) see auras naturally. so they never lose this natural ability. no matter how much smiling the person does.

kind and peaceful . They can also make their presence known by smell or touch. Chakras Zone Figure 4. loving.so to say. Whenever an angel or malaeka or iwin being enters your aura. 4. To some.2 Aura An aura is an oval shaped etheric emanation surrounding humans within a distance of 600 to 1300mm all around the body.1 Human body aura 32 . the vibration of your field is immediately raised and expanded and to the clairvoyant eye it looks brighter and more radiant. The true living body comprises of physical and subtle body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM these symbolic images so that one knows what energy beings he is working with. Most people find it overwhelming as this love and warmth cannot be compared to any we find on earth. Angelic energy feels warm. Angels leaves a place smelling like lavender. violets and roses.

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It is a multi dimensional energy field that contains all that was and is. It extends to become part of the cosmic universe. An aura is composed of all the colors of the spectrum. Combinations differ with individuals and are constantly shifting. The colors are representative of mental and emotional states. The human aura is a multi-dimensional energy field, which consists of closely knit electromagnetic particles of varying densities suspended around the body in several layers known as auric bodies. The aura manifests the sum and sustains our existence as an endless life force in the universe. It is an extension of our higher self and a manifestation of the cosmic nature of our being. It is the antennae of consciousness, a treasure and throve of knowledge. Imagine an advanced energy and information system that contains a true chronicle of your past- present-and future. By referring to it you can expand your awareness and discover exciting new dimensions to your existence. It is also a system that can give you new insight, growth and power into your life. Einstein said: ‘Color is light, light is energy and energy is the whole universe’. Think of the aura as a colorful light system around any object which functions, not only in a 3rd dimension but in a 4th or even 5th dimension which is timeless and therefore it is only energy that interacts with everything as well as the universe. It is alive and an ever changing energy system and non-static. It is forever communicating, interacting, responding and confirming with every impulse, in and around it. It is an energy system, which contains all of which you are and were as a body, mind and soul being. It is forever present and forever evolving as you grow and expand and experience life in all its forms. It can never dissolve since energy cannot be destroyed. It can only be altered. Everything in the Universe seems to be just a vibration. Every atom, every

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part of an atom, every electron, every elementary particle, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. Hence, we may define the aura as an electro-photonic vibration response of an object to some external excitation (such as an ambient light for example). This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see the aura vibration. The most important property of the aura seems to be the fact that it contains information about the object. Aura around living (conscious) objects (people, plants and so on) changes with time, sometimes very quickly. Aura around non-living object (stones, crystals, water etc) is essentially fixed. Above facts have been observed by scientists in Russia, who have been using Kalian Effect to study auras for the last 52 years. The aura around humans is partly composed from EM (electromagnetic) radiation, spanning from microwave, infrared (IR) to UV light. The low frequency microwave and infrared part of the spectrum (body heat) seems to be related to the low levels of the functioning of our body (deoxyribonucleic acid or DNA, structure, metabolism, circulation etc.) whereas high frequency (ultra-violet or UV part) is more related to our conscious activity such as thinking, creativity, intentions, sense of humor and emotions. Russian scientists in Aura research are suggesting that our DNA can be altered, by influencing its microwave aura. The high frequency (UV) part is very important and most interesting but largely unexplored. And this part can be seen with naked eyes.

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photography a lot of people have the impression that that is what an aura is all about and that is what the colours look like. This could not be any further from the truth. This is merely 1 dimension attained from biofeedback and the colours are reproduced to represent what the camera accesses. This camera only picks up the type of energy you currently manifest at body level. Aura can be divided in to 4 bodies; the physical, emotional, mental and spiritual bodies. All these bodies have a higher dimension to them that function in the 4th and 5th dimension except the spiritual body. Spirit is 5 dimensional and there are even higher vibrations than that. All of these bodies differ from each other. The colour aspect of the aura functions within the emotional body. We truly have colourful emotions and that is why we have expressions in language using colour to describe emotions, e.g.:
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red with anger. If one is mad the emotional aura is flooded with red. green with envy. A slummy shade of green is in the aura. having the blues. Too much blue in the emotional layer is telling you that this person is currently feeling melancholic.

Your soul's colours look completely different than the emotional colours. It looks like nothing on the earth plane. The closest description is that this aura has the same haziness a misty day about it, but then with a tint of green, blue, red, like the colours of the rainbow, sometimes more than 1 colour or even 4 colours together with the sun shining from behind to give it the radiance of the soul. The general hue, which people talk about, is still not a true colour. It is true for the personality you are on earth. This is

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conditioning and karmic issues stored within the 3rd eye. projected outwards. yellows and purples. rods and cones.4 Auric Sight Auric sight is a function of the eye that has been neglected or shut down by conditioning. oranges and blues. You can raise your level of vibration through regular meditation. This part of our eyes needs a lot of exercise if you have never used it before. For instance.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the sum total of the flow of energy through all your chakras at whichever level it is functioning currently. Cones are receptive to light in our normal visible spectrum. So we use our peripheral vision to see the aura. People with the same general hue normally get along with those of complementary colours like reds and greens. These keep one another on their toes. reds will push greens to be more active while greens will calm down the energy of the reds. This correlates closely with the energy of the rising sun and 1st house in astrology. focused vision. Other ways of perceiving the aura is through the 3rd eye. There are two main types of light receptors in the human eye. 4. In order to do that you need to let go of limiting beliefs. So what you truly are on earth is a sum total of all these bodies. They are used for night vision and to detect movement. fear and also because we use our left brain function more than the intuitive right brain as we grow up. 36 . Rods are receptive to shorter wavelengths of lights (those in the ultraviolet spectrum). Cones are concentrated in the middle of our eyes. We each have approximately 18 million rods and 3 million cones in our eyes. So what does my aura look like? It depends on which auric body you are looking at. They are used to see colours and objects in our everyday environment. The so called Rods are concentrated in the outer portion of our eyes.

In order to understand the totality of the energy and what the energy of the aura wants to communicate. Alpha level functions within the super conscious and when you can maintain that level you are automatically open to perceive the energy of the aura. it is important to develop other senses like hearing. You have heard people refer to a friend: I can feel he is in a bad mood.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM teaching yourself to access the alpha brain waves. Human. Remember you use your eyes and your intuitive mind to perceive! The secret to seeing auras is patience. The aura is accessible not only through sight. There is the immediate emotion a person experiences.e. smelling and touch. but feeling is the truth. Seeing is believing. So it is. Seeing auras is a different way of looking. You get frustrated or confused. Most of us are clairsentience beings. remembering there are always more than one (1) level to feeling. i. practicing an hour a day. The moment you tense up or stress. by feeling the energy another person is giving off or radiating. Then there is the deeper feeling of what the emotion is doing to the person's other energies. 37 . know thyself! 4. To enter that state of mind you need to relax and experience it as game of fun. Here too. for instance you can experience the emotion of raging anger and that may make feel vulnerable when you see one in a person right in front of you. Our hands are a kinesthetic sensor to feel energy. The aura is gazed upon not look at.5 Multi-Sensory Perception This is using all of your senses to experience the energy. you go back to a lower vibration and then it is very difficult to access the energy. Normally we receive and read the energy with our left hand and give energy out with the right hand.

Chakras focus the confluence of energy streaming down on us from the cosmos and onto the earth. they see as silver/gold in the aura). emotional.2. responsibilities and consciousness. It is a profound system that integrates body. Chakras enable us to gather process and release energy. as represented in Figure 4. Chakras are energy vortexes that look like wheels spinning. People like mediums can communicate with other dimensional beings. 4. There is a whole spectrum of sound outside our normal range of hearing abilities within the spiritual dimensions that is accessible through our inner hearing system. through which vital energy must pass in order to nourish and maintain physical. There is no sense in only seeing if you cannot hear or see what the energy wants to tell you. mental and spiritual well being.6 Chakras Chakras.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM We can also feel the energy of a place and animals. Positions of chakras 38 . amahata Solar Plexus (3rd) Sacral (2nd) Root (1st) Figure 4.2. Note this! Crown (7th) or MEDULAR 3rd Eye (6th). mind and soul. are energy points in our aura. ajna or CAVICAL Throat (5th) or DORSAL Heart (4th). Because of noise or what we did not want to hear we have blocked our hearing abilities. What is so unique about this system is the gradation and regiment of energy available as we evolve through the chakras to higher levels of awareness. And this is the least developed skill in most people. Each chakra has 3 layers of energy.

if activated and abused by negative thoughts. The blockages in this field of energy come about through unexpressed emotions. Water-air combination corrodes steel. The chakras spin at such a high vibration that it is not possible to see it with auric sight alone but with an opened 3rd eye. Chakras can easily be blocked if they are not well activated and used rightly. This is the energy which can become congested in the comings and goings of everyday life. Unresolved issues will stand in the way of our development and growth which work through our mental processes as well as energetic processes. The deep inner layer is related to the soul path. especially when we forget our spiritual nature and ignore our true purpose in life. So. Not only can one must use the steel but must be oiled properly and adequately too. It is my wish that everyone will have at least once the opportunity to experience this. When you do you will understand why the Yogis describe chakras as lotus with 39 . which are locked into the energetic.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The top layer relates to transpersonal energy. i. infancy and early childhood. code would be a violation of the person's life process.e. Yes Chakras get ‘rusted’ or ‘corroded’ just like an abandoned steel. The middle layer relates to deeply personal emotional issues. These blockages reflect our capacity to experience. To disturb the patterns. However. which focus around our birthing. express and release our feelings. No one can know the deep unfolding of the soul's destiny. These may require a deeper therapeutic approach to work through the disturbances. these deep layers of energy are more likely to open and blossom when the top layers are free from congestion. so also will negative thought do to your Chakras. be cautious! When the chakra is blocked at this level the mind needs to be engaged and committed to reprogramming negative thoughts about the past.

The base chakra extends down and the crown chakra extends up. we can awaken our conscious minds to our true spiritual natures. The following is a general summary of understanding the physical locations and elements associated with each chakra. while the chakras in between have vortexes both to the front of the body and to the back. which is a red square for the root chakra. our bodies are energy!) The chakras and other smaller energy vortexes (such as acupuncture points) are openings and channels for universal energy to flow into and out of the aura. These energy vortexes are the channels through which spiritual energy flows through to manifest in the physical plane. upside down triangle for the throat chakra. but the differences have only been minor. Over the years some discrepancies have been noticed between how different people "define" each chakra. a circle for the solar plexus. the energy involved is not partial to any particular religion or belief. (Matter is merely slowed down or crystallized energy. Balancing and Charging the Chakras While the word "chakra" has Hindu (Sanskrit) roots. (particularly the second and third chakras). Certainly the colors and locations of the chakras are generally consistent. a heart shape for the heart chakra. and all people inhabiting physical bodies on this earth have them. a star for the 3rd eye and a skull cap for the crown chakra. a crescent moon for the sacral chakra. Through chakra meditation and learning and experience with the energetic nature of the universe. It is a universal energy. the chakras can be perceived in their symbolic representation. hence. 40 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spinning petals.

When a chakra becomes blocked. It is like our umbilical cord to The Absolute. particularly psychic vision.  The seventh chakra is at the crown of the head. and also the color rose.  The sixth chakra is located at the third eye (mid-forehead) and is indigo (deep purple/blue).  The second chakra is located in the area of the womb or spleen.  The third chakra is located at the solar plexus and is associated with the color gold (yellow).  The fourth chakra (the middle chakra in the chain of seven) is the heart chakra and is associated with the color green. religion fanatism) with our current physical selves. It is also the chakra of spiritual love and connection. When all the chakras are "whirling". Often this 41 . This chakra governs creativity and emotion. This chakra is associated with thought (though some say the third chakra governs thought) and with vision. It is the chakra that most influences intercommunication and our "personas. open.  The fifth chakra is located at the throat and is a bright blue. damaged. It is the chakra that governs our physical existence. and is associated with the color orange. or muddied with residual energy. It is associated with the will or desire. This chakra is our connection to our "higher selves" and to the "divine.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  The first chakra is located at the base of the spine and is associated with red. then our chakra system is balanced. and is violet fading to white further away from the body. which is the "color of love. our bodies and our health." It is associated with wisdom and integration of our eternal selves (half education." This chakra is connected with emotion and human love." It is also the link between emotion and thought. bright and clean. then our physical and emotional health can be affected. It governs communication and personal magnetism.

fears and desires can be found in our chakras. safe and powerful. You are endowed with it. and continued growth on all levels. In this country (Nigeria) and other Nations of the world we tend to value the upper chakras over the lower chakras. as you would for any meditation. For example. beliefs. First know yourself." The goal is a strong. The following exercise. but a disproportionately small heart chakra or root chakra. if you eat poorly (a lot of processed food. chances are your root (red) chakra is going to become sluggish. If you "close off" your emotions because they're painful or overwhelming. is very effective. you may have a bulging and bright brow chakra. This probably has its roots in our ancestors' religious aversion to the "flesh" and their focus on the rewards of "heaven. looks unending for a beginner but. stand or sit in a relaxed and comfortable position. the more energy can flow through your system. Or perhaps you're cerebrally focused on finding answers to deep questions about "reality" (as I was for many years). darkened and dull. balanced energy system. feelings. clear. for instance) and don't exercise. thoughts. Your body is the only authentic temple you have and not somebody else or any place. Anybody at any required time one feels empty. 42 . This energy is essential for vitality. Lie. clear and balanced the chakras. it can be used to ground oneself. Use the power of imagination to locate each necessary parts of your body. If you are extremely centered in your intellect. health. The effects of our habits. The more open. your heart chakra is likely to become tight and closed and block emotional energy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM occurs habitually as the result of negative or incomplete belief systems. use it wisely.

. God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMasishida. In. Just relax into this quiet moment. Now that you are relaxed and feeling very much at peace..A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM (Remember this fact that your body is the only authentic temple you possess..and …therefore I am not material but… ” You may wish to fill in the gap by your usual name of your belief: God/Allah/PanBuh/AuraMashida. for my. of the heaviness of your limbs. follow your breath. and out. Feel where your body meets the (chair/bed/floor). cleansing and charging the chakras and allow one's own inner voice to lead the meditation. my…and my…is the image of my. The body should already be relaxed and the mind tranquil when beginning this meditation. Spirit/ Inner Force/. all is infinite mind and infinite manifestations. as it enters your nose..) Your spine remains straight and your head aligned with your body. of your weight.. in this body. The following is just one way of performing this balancing. Follow the breath as it flows toward your nostrils... Take some deep breaths... in this place. take a moment to ground yourself here in this moment.. and out.in (six or seven counts as wished but stick to one) and out (six or seven counts. as it fills your lungs and then as it is expelled. while another recites the mantra: “There is no life. in this time. It is preferable to learn about energy and the methods of balancing. Somebody told me he likes to recite: “Allah-Akbar-Laahu-Akbar” for 10 minutes to relax. in. 43 . Eyes are closed. Breathe in. All the same. but stick to one). so use it wisely.... Become aware of your body from head to toe. is all-in-all..... truth or intelligent nor subject of matter. Another said: A-U-M.and out..

You can feel this as a tingling as the energy fills your root chakra. Now turn your focus up to your abdomen. to the area of the "womb" or spleen/lower navel (if man). Mentally envision the chakra and note any symbolic symptoms of disease. or otherwise less than a perfectly brilliant red whirling vortex. In your mind you can see your root chakra. mentally take the pail and hurl it into the sun. This is the root chakra. your physical health and vitality. Now turn your attention back to the root chakra. Its energy is red. See red swirls of energy flowing to your root chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now focus on the area at the base of the spine. Allow the sun to recycle this energy back into the universe. Imagine the room glowing red with this energy. Allow the energy to fill your chakra until it is so vital that it extends several feet out from your body. your chakra grows large and deep red and strong. study the appearance of this chakra. Allow those hands to repair any imperfections. Watch it as it travels through space and then bursts into a zillion bits of energy upon solar contact. dirty. It is clean and red. a brilliant red swirling vortex of physical energy. If you feel your chakra is dusty. 44 . note its color and vitality. imagine your hands (or those of a guide) working on the chakra. You are surrounded by infinite root energy. feel its strength and power. and it governs your physical body. As the energy swirls in. In your mind. If it is dirty. torn. clean away the dirt and throw it into an imaginary pail with a lid. the area between your legs. and when the chakra is clean.

It is now clean and whole. just as the red root chakra is still whirling and strong. will energy. that which governs will and ambition. This is the heart of the yellow chakra. Call out to the universe for orange creative energy and feel the space around you begin to glow orange. or perhaps too driven? Examine your will through this chakra. up through the orange chakra. Have you been lazy of late. Note its color and appearance. with creativity. energy to achieve my goals. Is it clean and strong? Or is there work to be done here? Allow those invisible hands to cleanse the chakra. Now return your attention to the yellow chakra. Note its color. and a bright orange. Focus on the orange chakra again. Watch as your orange chakra grows and whirls. Turn from the red chakra. send me yellow energy. that of will. discarding any imperfections or impurities in the pail. to work for that which I value and desire. its vitality. Take a few moments to examine this chakra. that which controls clear thinking and creativity. Take a moment to observe the chakra. With a tingle you feel the energy begin to swirl into your chakra. and send the pail to the sun to recycle the energy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is the orange chakra. until it extends out from your body for several feet. Allow the invisible hands to cleanse the chakra and heal it. 'Universe. It is now clean and a bright yellow. to repair or heal it. charging it with vitality. with clear-thought.' Feel 45 . to the solar plexus. Discard any imperfections in the pail. Send the “pail” to the sun for recycling.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the yellow energy surrounding your body. release any pain or anger. and with a tingle feel the energy swirl into your solar plexus.. your emotional connections to others and to the universe. 46 . They are still yours if you choose to hold them. You may feel an instant wave of emotion. Say: “Universe/God/Allah/Most-High. the green chakra. and your yellow/solar plexus chakra glowing strongly. Feel the green energy whirling into your heart. to life itself. Note its color. but for now. to the heart chakra. It whirls strongly and evenly. that I may in turn give love to others. Turn your attention to the middle of your chest. imperfections or impurities to the pail. This chakra governs your feelings. your orange/womb chakra pulsing brilliantly. so be it. vitality. any impurities. whirling. Examine this chakra. extending several feet out from your body. In your mind you can see your red/root chakra glowing. Fill my heart with love energy. It is clean and a beautiful green color. Watch the chakra grow and glow and spin with this new energy. Reflect a moment on how you've been feeling emotionally lately.) send me green energy for my heart! Open my heart to the world. to all beings. Now focus back on the heart chakra. Are there bindings holding in pain? Or is the chakra tight and hard with anger? Release any tensions. Send them to the sun for recycling. with compassion for our shared experiences and journey. Gently allow those invisible hands to cleanse and purify the chakra.” Must you use any familiar phrase for yourself.

47 . Examine the chakra. Now look at the chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM From the red chakra through the orange chakra through the yellow chakra through the green chakra. This energy charges your aura with magnetism. Perhaps you've been feeling shy and afraid to extend your energy in communication. There is psychic energy available to you beyond measure. Allow the hands to cleanse the chakra. clean and whirling. your chakras are cleansed and charged and huge with energy. to heal any imperfections and recycle them in the sun. send the impurities to the sun for recycling. Feel the air fill with blue universal energy. Or perhaps you've been talking over others. Examine the chakra for imperfections. This chakra is indigo and governs psychic vision and intuition. or not listening well. vital indigo energy. Perhaps it no longer spins out of neglect/stagnation. Perhaps it is locked up due to fear. noting the color and any imperfections. Focus on the throat. Perhaps you haven't been honoring your own beliefs and speaking out when you should. Feel your throat open with this swirling. Allow the hands to heal and cleanse the chakra and when finished. swirl in and around and fill your third eye chakra with deep. Focus on the middle of your forehead. the third eye. center of the blue chakra which governs communication and personal magnetism. Feel the throat open as this energy swirls into the throat chakra. strong blue energy. Now the chakra is clean and strong and bright blue. It is a beautiful deep indigo. drawing others to you. Feel it charge the air.

and the white energy surround your body. charged and in balance. etc. whirling. All your chakras are now clean. examine the chakra and allow any healing needed. Mentally reach out to that which you consider your "Source" to "The Absolute" or “The Universe”." Reflect on your spirituality of late. to the blue/throat chakra and the indigo/third eye chakra. Note the red/root chakra. Allow the hands to heal. a loving embrace of your whole self. This chakra governs your connection to the Universe/God/Goddess/The Creator. and fully charged. of your soul. In my experience this chakra generally needs much less work than the others. to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. and note any mental visions as this occurs. to the blue/throat chakra. the energy flowing back to you. Now is a good time to ask for increased psychic power. Feel the response. Now examine the chakra. fading to white further away. to the green/heart chakra.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Feel the third eye open. From the red/root chakra. to the green/heart chakra. bright. the orange/womb chakra. to the deep 48 . This chakra is like an umbilical cord to "home. It is brilliantly violet. glowing white around the outside. open and brilliant.. Now focus your attention at the crown of your head. See the crown chakra grow enormous. big! Move your attention up to the yellow/solar plexus chakra. Ask for the peace and joy of a strong crown chakra connection. to the orange/womb chakra. Feel the violet energy flowing in. strong. to cleanse. and recycle the discarded energy in the sun.. This chakra is violet near the body. Your chakras are huge.

Try it! Alternative to this is your regular alsolaat. almost as if there’s something in the air.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM purple/third eye to the violet/crown. and its frequency rate are altered. a heightened intensity of emotions is being felt and people are embracing “know thyself” and “above all else be true to thyself” philosophy. and extra-sensory development. Your energy is balanced. calm. See the white energy that extends up and out from the crown chakra enveloping your whole body in an egg of white energy. if one energetic member shifts. Evidently. all the others are likely to follow . increasing incidents of unexplained phenomena. There’s a whole lot of shifting going on as in Figure 4. within the Universe. Consequently. 49 . You. Sun. After few months of practice. ironbased inner core. there’s an electromagnetic energy surge/shift now underway. the Earth’s geomagnetic field. and evens our body’s natural electro-magnetic field. Electromagnetism is the stuff that when the Sun emits more electromagnetic radiation. This energy alteration affects all creatures. your chakras are spinning and whirling. pelvic movement or your group dancing and clapping of hands. and peaceful. 4. Me and everything else that exist within. You are completely refreshed.3.7 An Electromagnetic Affair Most noticeable human shifting includes the alarmingly frequent occurring nervous system disorders.like the Earth. full of energy and vitality. you may not want to get involved with any other meditation again. You are full of vitality. Strangely.

affecting Earth and Everyone. meaning a whole lot of shifting is most likely yet to come .. is complete. In the meantime. Their calendar reveals an important time (1999 – 2012) when the last 13 baktuns (Mayan years). observe the Sun with watchful and astonished eyes as our Solar System leader “the Sun”.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. A time when old wisdom merges with modern knowledge. since 1999 to date. we are in a spectacular and peculiar time of great change. displays an intense and rather abnormal fiery and explosive behavior. our modern technology. The ancient Mayan’s were wizards of time and numerology. exposing the basic mechanics of creation -. Currently. Listed below are a few helpful suggestions for preparing your body-mind-spirit for energy surges and shifts. 50 . amongst other Geophysics and Astrophysics intelligences.electromagnetism.. we are in the half-way point of this Sun cycle.3 The shift It is what makes you wonder which energetic member is affecting “Ra” the Sun? Without a doubt. the larger cycle of the Sun.

Hold a position that creates your body to shake or vibrate. By doing this you are activating synergistic nerve conduction. allowing your bio-energy to flow more freely and efficiently. We need to stimulate and strengthen our sensory systems in order to improve our adaptability to vibration energy surges/shifts. yet it is not the last circle of the Sun. and anxiety. in which the difference between 7 and 20 is 13. you are connecting to Earth by creating an energy current circuitry that improves your bio-energy system.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A very noticeable year is the year 2007 (20:07 in the Qur’an). Rearrange different positions to enhance vibration in certain areas of the body. The following is an easy exercise: Stand up-right and spin your body in a left (counter clockwise) direction for a few 51 . changes in energy level or changes in auditory and other sensory functioning. Electromagnetic Shift Tips Associate with the vibration of the earth’s core energy By walking barefoot. These may include vertigo. nausea. Stretch your body and feel the internal vibrations Try this by standing up right with your feet on the floor. preparing the body for easier adjustment in energy surges and shifts. Support and enhance your body’s equilibrium During an event of electromagnetic shifting. tingling of moving energy throughout body. thus. sitting or lying on the Earth’s natural floor. Now lean over and touch the floor with both hands grounded. physical symptoms are known to occur.

calcium. noise. Changes in air pressure. Eat well. Protect and strengthen your bio-energy field by thinking wisely! 4. operates with electrolytes. This practice of sensory recalibration is most helpful for the auditorial (sense of balance) region. (natural form: sodium. potassium. Repeat the spin in the opposite direction (clockwise). sonic energy waves. especially optimal nerve transmission. Drink and eat electrolytes Everything in our body. perhaps the most important helpful factor to state is to inculcate: Get Awareness Awareness or consciousness is a nonphysical form of potent energy that will create into physical manifestation one way or another.8 Influences of Auras Negative influences are negative thoughts. Negative thought patterns about yourself attract negative people and incidences in your life. 52 . grounding and stabilizing your energy field.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM spins and then pause a moment. Mental and emotional cleaning is recommended on a regular basis. drugs and then electronic equipment. are likely to throw off your body's balance mechanism. thus drawing toxins from the pores and balancing excessive positive charge. Salt and soda creates a negative ionic atmosphere.) In the midst of new changes and shifting taking place. Use natural salts and baking soda Use natural salts and baking soda in your bath for detoxifying the body. etc.

Alcohol suppresses the emotions. creating a phantom effect that boomerangs back on your psyche! Electronic equipment and power lines have a different magnetic energy field that runs in the opposite direction of your natural energy force. Restore the balance of your aura with the gentle music and or other nature sounds.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Continued loud noises disturb the balance of the layers and therefore lower your vibration level. It creates tension within the fields or weakens your energy that makes it receptive for disease.3 The shift 53 . Drugs and cigarettes and other medicine taken over a long period of time create a grayish layer in the vital energy and prevent the natural ability we have to heal ourselves from functioning at an optimum level. Remember that all disease has a mental and emotional cause and which if addressed will also clear up the disease. Over long periods of time the electric energy wants to change your natural flow while your own energy wants to correlate it again. Figure 4. go along other routes like homeopaths and alternative medicines. If it is not a life threatening illness. It is advisable that if you spent a long time in these unnatural energies to balance it out by spending time in nature to restore your energy.

On the other hand.4. you will never see the aura. 54 . All is required is the knowledge on how to use your senses together with your conscious effort. long time ago. Advanced spiritual people such as Buddha. Figure 4. people admired things they could not explain and called them “miracles”.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Your energy field can also be strengthened by the use of the transformation meditations. wearing bright colours. Long. and decent behaviour. when you see something for yourself. If you probe further in the “Nothingness of self esteem” you will discover what they meant. And you can use your knowledge to learn more and help others. Long time ago.4 The true aura Many great people in the past complained that: we have eyes and we do not see. What we think we know on Earth now is just a tiny drop in the Ocean of Knowledge. people were able to see auras. healthy eating. meditation. no longer will you need to rely on believing someone. If you decide not to try. You will know that you ‘know’ because you ‘know’. Positive influences are natural sounds. Nature gave us all we need to see auras. except our limited understanding of Nature. Christ. There is nothing ‘paranormal’ in the Universe. because some artists could actually see auras just as shown in Figure 4. Mohammed. natural sunlight. Rampa and other saintly persons were covered and often seen with golden halos around their heads.

dump and stupid. good looking or well dressed he/she seems to appear. aura is our spiritual signature. When you see a person with a gray or dark aura. you may be almost sure. When you see a person with a bright. that such person has unclear intentions. you effectively see a lie every time. Stand in front of a full length mirror.) When nearly everyone (including children) sees a similar thing. wa-hun la yah-kiluun . umuyu. If he/she does not have it. It is especially important to check the aura of any religious leader. We cannot fake the aura. my approach is to show everyone what their eyes are capable of. master. it manifests clearly. Watching someone's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally. With a little patience. If they do not agree with what this person is saying. It shows our True Nature and intentions for everyone to see. I consider this a part of our Nature and I say that it deserves our attention. Such a person should have a clearly defined yellow-golden halo around the head. eloquent.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Anyone can see auras to some degree. watch your forehead (at the boundary of your hair-cut. Let’s see. Colors and intensity of the aura. regardless how impressive. No one can lie in front of you undetected. spiritual teacher. even if he/she is modest and not aware of it. educated. muallim or a guru. you are much better on your own. (but Sumu bukumu. especially around and above the head have very special meanings. Rather than create an aura of mystery around my newly acquired skill. Also.they are deaf. clean aura. Just relax and you will surely observe your own aura flying off your head. 55 . you can be sure that such person is good and spiritually advanced. even if you are bald). they do not make any sense.

Everyone has an Aura. When people realize that their Aura is on display and many people are able to see it. jealousy and other similar emotions – I beg of you leave this material thing alone. This seems to be a direct consequence of their lifelong materialistic attitude negating and suppressing the development of consciousness. In such case it is necessary to re-learn everything from the beginning. By reading aura it seems possible to diagnose malfunctions in the body (diseases) long before physical symptoms become evident. religion and political leaders have only two things in mind: money and power to control people. However. Most sect. envy. cultivating fear. there may be almost nothing useful there. if you focus your life on follow-follow-type rituals and the flock of other people. And you can see it in their aura for yourself. Some people’s aura if perceived can make one very sad indeed for dull colour it bears. Refer to the section ‘nothingness theory’ in this book. and your aura seems to become suppressed too. By consciously controlling your aura you can actually heal yourself. Such attitude suppresses your True Nature. But most people on Earth have very weak and dull Auras. at least develop your inner power first and you will be better for it.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Joining a sect or a religion that is led by incompetent people without good auras is very dangerous for your consciousness. Imagine changes on the Mother Earth if many people can see auras of their leaders and start choosing them on the basis of their auras. Yes. And 56 . healing of the physical body is nothing in comparison to what seeing and reading auras can do for our consciousness. spiritual development and our awareness of Nature. they will watch what they think. Where is the danger? When the time comes to really use the information stored in your consciousness from this lifetime.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM they will try to see and improve their own Aura. No other regions of the world display a similar event. This continental-sized land was indeed larger than Asia Minor and Libya (North Africa) put together. 4. at the end of the Pleistocene.9 The Energy Field MerKaBa is a term translated as 'chariot' in Hebrew. In ancient Egyptian (18th dynasty) means Rotating fields of light Mer). spirit(Ka) and soul(Ba).5. Surely. we have forgotten how to activate this living field. at that occasion. In the process they will become better and wiser. being able to recognize intentions of other people. also disappeared likewise. (The huge chunk of land. to the south of Southeast Asia. The conclusion is that Atlantis. Since the fall of Atlantis.) 57 . See Figure 4. could only have been located in that region of the world. generated by the Love of the Universe. MerKaBa is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. if Plato was in fact speaking truthfully. Back in the times of Atlantis. the entire world will become much better if all people can see and read Auras. he or she is in a place of complete protection. became sunken when sea level rose. Another sizable piece of land in the Indus Delta. everyone’s MerKaBa was activated. Literarily. It is seen to have been about two or three times larger than continental-sized India. of continental dimensions. The MerKaba is the energy field that exists around every living thing throughout the Universe. the site of the second Atlantis. exactly as Plato affirms. including the Americas. When MerKaBa is activated around a person's body.

Spherical 58 . The meditation also incorporates deep (pranic) breathing techniques. and lead one into whole-brain synchronization. or the feeling aspect of the brain. which brings Life Force Energy directly into the body in the same manner before the fall of Atlantis that the dolphins and whales breathe. Therefore the MerKaBa teaching is based on Sacred Geometry. and remains skeptical to the possibilities of ascention. already knows that the ascention is possible.5 Ancient world during ice-age The activation meditation has recently been released back to humanity because we are ready for it again and it plays a vital part in the vibrational changes that we and the Mother Earth are going through. They serve to balance all chakras. deals with logic and linear time. The left brain on the other hand. The right brain. but over time we have forgotten how.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Figure 4. We used to breathe in this manner. The MerKaBa Meditations facilitate deep spiritual growth and activation. thus appeasing the left brain's doubtful nature.

thoughts (and fears) manifest more readily when inside an activated MerKaBa. For the human body. However. one finds the higher energies are what is referred to as the 5th dimension space. this 'activation' would be seen as a subtle energy field that expands out around the body in a disc-like shape approximately 20 m in diameter. It is a powerful meditation for this very reason and should be done only with the highest intentions for remaining in a love-centered focus. As it amplifies the energy of the heart. The MerKaBa literally is the force field of energy which surrounds every living thing and 'activates' when a person is in a state of Unconditional Love. etc) 59 . this particular meditation is a means to showing us how that state feels and provides an experimental understanding of how to realign our energy fields and holds the higher vibration of Love in it throughout our daily activities. Therefore. Note that the energy that protects you will avenge you. The term 'ascentions' is one that has been widely used in a variety of contexts. Therefore. The MerKaBa also functions as a multi-dimensional force field which when activated through love will protect you from any darkness trying to invade your system. which then demands a sense of responsibility to maintain clear thoughts and actions at all times. MerKaBa as a 'tool for ascention' means that the MerKaBa meditation provides the means for learning to work with our energy fields and to realign ourselves with Source by creating a sacred space of Love and Joy around us. emotional.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM breathing activates all the chakras (energy centers) in the body and has them function as one. the use of it only in context to the MerKaBa is as follows:  To raise the energy level of physical body (mental.

how they create. Once we bring to shift our forces of awareness up from the solar plexus/ gut level to the heart center. While many believe that the concept of ascention implies physically departing from the Earth. To strengthen one’s connection to his soul and monad (single cell organism). MerKaBa or spherical breathing brings about a complete and final bliss which comes from within and not from without. To attain a oticeable shift to the focus of conscious awareness for awareness of other levels of reality. you first must understand about what your thoughts are. in the Golden Age which we are entering it is more like anchoring heaven on Earth and heart’s consciousness. colourful and alive. This is living and operating through your heart’s consciousness mind not through your negative ego mind. Use any taught method hat is convenient for you. your intention must be pure and positive. 60 . and how you can make them manifest into what you desire to see in your reality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM    To have ability to tune-in to higher frequencies and access information or detect subtle energies. Ground yourself properly. you should know that before you start to use a version of MerKaBa meditation. This changes the perception of ordinary events in our lives and makes them more magical. We can then more fully enjoy this Earth experience! In order to be in control of your manifest experiences. we begin to add love to all the emotions we take in from our environment and send out to others.

through your right side. Move up the light as in 2 above Repeat Nos 2 and 3 five (5) times 4.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 1. lighting up your chakras. The light flows out your crown chakra and disappearing into the cosmos. breath-out and draw down the light energy from the cosmos flowing down to your head (crown chakra) to the root chakra. Now from top down. outside your body. from the cosmos pass down and breathing out the light in front of your body down to the earth and from the Earth up to the cosmos breathing in. breathing out and bringing the light down by your left side. 6. Then send the wish light into the atmosphere. Now breathing out. 2. Now. As the light reaches the cosmos. Repeat this process 5 times. to your feet and down to the Earth core again. Sit cross-legged or stand erect. Sit for as long as you wish before any daily activities commences. circulate up the light. 5. repeat 5 times. 61 . Breath-in by drawing light energy from the inner core of the mother Earth and allow the energy to flow up. 7. after the fifth time in 3 above. to the inner core of the mother Earth. outside your body to the cosmos. whichever is convenient for you. 3. bring the light and place it in your solar plexus exercising your wish (positive only).

62 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Remember: what you sow is what you reap You are your own worst enemy as you are your best friend.

when a cell uses the information in a gene.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thought Forms 5. For example.1 Overview of Biological Functions of Deoxyribonucleic Acid (DNA) DNA contains the genetic information that allows living things to function. Figure 5. Genetic information in genes is transmitted through complementary base pairing. Alternatively. this RNA copy is then used to make a matching protein sequence in a process called translation.1 The structure of part of a DNA double helix 63 . a cell may simply copy its genetic information in a process called DNA replication. grow and reproduce. This information is held in the sequence of pieces of DNA called genes. the DNA sequence is copied into a complementary ribonucleic acid (RNA) sequence in a process called transcription. Usually.

as shown in Figure 5. which are cross-links between adjacent pyrimidine bases in a DNA strand.3. On the other hand. alkylating agents and also high-energy electromagnetic radiation such as ultraviolet light and x-rays.2 The two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases DNA can be damaged. oxidants such as free radicals or hydrogen peroxide produce multiple forms of 64 . The structure of part of a DNA double helix is shown in Figure 5. For example.2. Cytosine Phosphate dioxyribose backbone 3rd end 5th end Figure 5. These include oxidizing agents. by many different sorts of mutagens. books and literatures here we focus on the interactions that happen in these processes between DNA and other molecules.1 and two strands of DNA are held together by hydrogen bonds between bases are shown in Figure 5.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The details of these functions are covered in other articles. The type of DNA damage produced depends on the type of mutagen. UV light mostly damages DNA by producing thymine dimers.

about 500 bases suffer oxidative damage per day. as they can produce point mutations. the most damaging are double-strand breaks. insertions and deletions from the DNA sequence.3 Benzopyrene. And one’s mind is an energy force that continually generates these patterns of scalar waves through the process of thought. Of these oxidative lesions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM damage. thoughts are real things. which form specific patterns of scalar frequency within the personal manifestation template In other words. Knowing this. in an adduct to DNA 5. It has been estimated that in each human cell.2 DNA Representations Thought is define as scalar wave configurations of multidimensional vibrating patterns of bi-polar electromagnetic energy radiation. particularly of guanosine. as well as chromosomal translocations. as well as double-strand breaks. including base modifications. the major mutagen in tobacco smoke. Figure 5. it 65 .

This is exactly what happens to many individuals they ‘hear’. they will never "get" it. GSM. Reality is actually just a hologram that is created right through your DNA template. TV. It's like trying to explain to your great grandmother how the astronauts landed on the moon. The more strands of DNA are active within you. Osanyin) with its modulation. which happens during DNA activation then. They do not understand because they are in a self-imposed frequency fence first of all. like a fabulous wealth. because you are able to bring in more dimensional levels of consciousness into your body via these frequency receivers. And this is what thought manifestation is about. 66 . and will not be able to comprehend it. your body will not be able to hold a certain frequency that. will not be manifest in your experience. and they don't have the apparthi turned on to even receive the frequency of information that the self-Esteem is driving at.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM is not difficult then to understand how appropriately directed thought can directly influence one's manifest experience and reality. the more expanded your hologram will become. She just doesn't have the receptors to receive this information turned on. called apparthi. The frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist so you won't see the reality fields formed by those types of frequencies. There is no way to see something if you don't have the receivers for that frequency (Video. If you do not have the frequency receivers in your DNA. These people seem to work in a very low frequency and dealing with them requires patience to drive points home. ‘see’ but do not comprehend even when things are very loud and clear. So it doesn't matter how many ways we try to explain to them. How thought gets transduced into externalization and holographic projection. turned on and active. which you are trying to see in your hologram.

Because the beings exist in higher harmonics of frequency. we are actually seeing a massive reality field that's filled with life and consciousness and all sorts of structures and forms and density levels and civilizations. so as to understand the cosmos. By the way science is blessed by the facts of nature making it easy and real for it to travel to space. If the frequency receivers (apparthi) inside your DNA are not doing their job to receive frequency.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Because they believe that if they can't see it with their eyes. It's like when we look up into the stars and into outer space. we literally won't see it in our reality. Science tends to look at thought as one of those unquantifiable things as a result of physical "phenomena". But we don't see it all . Everything would be direct cognition and known as part of us within ourselves when we know ourselves as Source. If we had all of our sense receptors turned on. then the frequency will be blocked out as if it doesn't exist. It is a vibrational frequency that our body systems are not used to perceiving so they block it out.we see deep space . But thought is just as physical as your physical body. Your body and the planet's body are just thought forms. Since we don't have the frequency receptors turned on for that specific frequency. so that their senses can’t be detected by the current 3D technologies. So there are lots of things that we can't perceive with our Three-Dimensional (3D) consciousness and that is one reason why science can't "prove" yet that there is "life” on other planets. complete DNA activation. then it doesn't exist. Even thought can be perceived if the receiver of right frequency is there 67 . we would not see the hologram. Space between objects is a vibrational frequency.the huge amounts of black distances between planets.

and subatomic particles. the auric clearing and karmic sessions must be embarked upon often . They are in your body doing things. They exist in your body in form of chemical. remember. It is as simple as that. In fact. of not only the brains of the scientists trying to see it. A lot of what is happening when one is looking through electron microscopes at parts of atoms.because of the inactive apparthi (frequency receivers in the DNA). They will be in some types of chemical molecular structure in your body and DNA. they are seeing a holographic projection. but also out of the range of the time distortion that you get by looking through a microscope. particles. When scientists look through microscopes and telescopes. because there is a time-thing going on within. They are using lenses that bend light which means it's creating sound 68 . Think positive and receive positive.how you are going to use the physics in your body and in your mind to control your thoughts and direct your holographic reality. So a big part of learning manifestation is learning mental body control .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Thoughts also wear chemical toga. the ones that are disharmonic are the ones that cause chemical disease in the body.Every thought that you created has a chemical reality in the body. think negative and receive negative. All depend on you. Your thoughts are running through your blood and through your organ systems. What is happening is the things flash on and off from the source and then back to polarity so fast that they are beyond the perception. Things flash on and off so quickly (as now proven by our quantum physicists) that we can't see it with the senses because the senses have a certain mathematical calibration that gives them a range of vibration that they can perceive but a large part is blocked out . In order to prevent these discordant thought forms from manifesting as physical disease.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM waves. which are thought forms. There are all sorts of things that we could do when human consciousness was functioning within its hologram the way it was designed if the DNA was operating properly and fully activated. and it wasn't because they were primitive cultures at all. They transmuted it with frequency. which is part of the natural senses that start to come with 4th strand DNA activation. that were created out of the belief that we need an instrument to do this because we did not have the innate ability to see these things ourselves. They didn't have a problem with disposing of things like we do. And the parts that wouldn't transmute would become dust. when we begin to turn on our own micro-vision. they didn't even die. which means it is changing interrelationships between templates . we will get a much more accurate assessment of what the particles look like and how they actually behave. "Ashes to ashes. Because thought is the director of 69 . because originally. they didn't bury bodies. In fact. and dust to dust" so you say. They ascended when they were tired of being here. If we can see these things through mechanical instrumentations.thought.so it allows them to see certain levels of the microscopic kingdom and macroscopic kingdom that normally our sense facilities would not project out. they didn't die and then bury the body. We don't need microscopes to see our microscopic particles. we do have these sense facilities. But the thing is. This is the fact as it was so I am. It would all be controlled by the most powerful source or force in the universe . The very ancient civilizations that lived thousands of years ago didn't have a lot of the so called stuff as we do now. When certain things happened to the DNA when they did die. In fact.

If you happen to create an alignment between you and your higher levels of self and you happen to create an alignment between your particles and their angular rotation of particle spin.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM frequency and everything is formed by frequency. That is what we are teaching you now. so therefore you are closer to fully embodying Source's energies and thus when you use your thoughts to direct this energy. so yield! It also a fact that thought manifestation from a 3-D level alone (3rd strand activation which most people are now in) is a hit or miss situation. It doesn't really work very well. "I am He. 70 . it's hit or miss trying to manifest from 3rd dimensional consciousness. then you will create a thought field that does indeed jump out from you and in about 3 days time. Watch out of negative thought that has become major part in your life. This is the power you have to look forward to eventually and not the usual amen without a concrete base prayer. thought manifestation is instantaneous. When the frequencies in the planetary grids are running properly and the DNA inside your body is working properly. if you have 6 strands of DNA active. you have to be able to embody more dimensions of frequency which happens as you activate your DNA. and Source is still beyond the 15th dimension. this means you can embody 6 dimensional levels of consciousness (your soul's frequency). start to become manifest. so that means whatever I command to do will happen". But again. In order to be more like Source or God. So we're actually going back in time to reclaim the knowledge and the power and the understanding that was once ours when the DNA was functioning properly. The new age teachers teach you to say. manifestation happens much faster and more consistently. But. does it? It's because your consciousness is still stationed in the 3rd dimension.

which some of 71 . or future. To gain creative control over your manifest events. you must edit the cellular memory files (clear and transmute the lower pulsating particles from the body and auric field – do an auric clearing). external reality is manufactured. desired reality pictures to project into your world of manifest events. much as a computer stores data within its memory. much as a computer’s circuitry allows the electronic data stored in memory to be projected onto the screen. as a multidimensional electromagnetic program.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM DNA is the literal vessel through which the illusionary experience of physical. within the subatomic particle structure of your cells. into forms recognizable to human perception. thought-form program through which your external reality will manifest is literally stored. and future events. you are literally reprogramming the frequency patterns of your cellular content and the operational holographic program that will manifest into physical reality through the DNA. living them in imagination “as if they are happening now” within the desired time period) and expand the DNA circuitry (have your DNA Activations) in order to allow new. The DNA serves as the literal conduit through which that holographic program will project data from cellular memory into physical manifestation. Your external reality field is the screen upon which the thought-forms that are stored within your cellular memory program will be displayed. you may then realize that when you are shifting your consciousness and using the imagination to program desired thought-forms into the past. and the DNA operates as the electromagnetic circuitry through which that memory comes into physical manifestation. In the practice of conscious evolution. present. Knowing this. present. The holographic. upgrade the holographic thought-form program (create new visualizations of desired past.

You will encounter those reality pictures in manifest form once those DNA strands come into activation when you have your sessions. Your moment of power is always in the present. and within the present. in order to direct your power of manifestation. and you can direct the path of your evolution from your present moment in time. And this is facilitated when you have an auric clearing. When you release crystallized thought-forms composed of slow-pulsating particles from your present cellular structure in the Auric Clearing and Karmic Sessions. you must first learn demanifestation skills. By removing 72 . when you create “future memory” visualizations. when you realize that your present focus of attention can alter and direct events in both past and future. You can literally shift things in your present manifest experience by reprogramming the past memory impulses stored in your DNA – add new past memories and new events will manifest in the present.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you are already doing with my sessions. is the first step in gaining mastery over the contents of your external reality field. through which they would otherwise project into physical manifestation. Create new future memories now. you are stopping those lower thought-form patterns from activating into your DNA. this cellular clearing and DNA transmutation is exactly what is taking place. which is stored within the cells and made operational through your DNA. It takes practice to develop skill in conscious manifestation and you must become familiar with the “feel” of your own inner focus of consciousness in the present. you are putting specific manifestation instructions into the morphogenetic field of the DNA strands you have not yet assembled. For those of you who have not had your DNA activated. Learning how to remove undesirable morphogenetic thought-form patterns from your active holographic program. Prior to learning manifestation skills.

In advanced multi-dimensional physics. the people use an ancient natural healing technique which enables us to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal ourselves and others. or quantum level. of natural stem cell replacement therapy. known as Enlightenment. which contain the electromagnetic imprint for more harmoniously ordered events. you make room for the addition of new morphogenetic thought-form patterns composed of faster pulsating particles. like their ancestors. A spiritual energy healer is able to focus a flow of high frequency electro-magnetic energies down to the sub-atomic cellular level. This process. Today. when “SuperEnergized”. All life is comprised of different electrical wavelengths of Light and magnetic currents of Love at the sub-atomic. This 73 . These ancient healing treatments use naturally causing high frequency electro-magnetic energies to heal people of health problems. The electrical wavelengths and magnetic currents of a healthy body. String Theorists. can be used to heal injuries and disease in oneself and others. The 21st century descendants of Jesus and Mary Magdalene. An individual in the “Super-Energized” state of high frequency electro-magnetic energies. is able to focus a flow of high frequency energy to heal injuries and disease at the sub-atomic cellular level. High frequency spiritual energy heals people at the cellular level by replacing damaged cells with new stem cells. Quantum Mechanics adherents and Einsteinian physicists agree that the basic substance of our universe is comprised of electro-magnetic energies. give free spiritual energy healing treatments to others. combines high frequency electro-magnetic energy with an individual’s DNA to naturally create new stem cells.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM slower-pulsating particles from your body systems.

is a body of Light. or a Light Body. you would be so far in debt that you wouldn’t have a reprieve for a million years! An entity would never get anywhere evolutionarily speaking if that was true. Karma has frequently been misdefined by the poor ignorant in the New Age movement as “whatever you sow. 74 . A more complete definition is decisions. We visit our permanent Light Body at night when our temporary physical body. truths. A simple definition of karma is: whatever you think. (which we use to experience 3rd dimensional earthly activities). you shall reap”. Our Light Body. Naturally occurring high frequency electro-magnetic energy is used by a healthy human physical body to create and replace the cells which a human body loses each day. you get to experience. which surrounds our physical body.3 How to Become Immune to Karma This issue of the DNA Perfection focuses on something you’ve all heard about called ‘karma’. however. And that everything that happens to them in this life is karmic debt from what they’ve done in past lives. Who we really are.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM process enables one’s body to heal itself. The high frequency electro-magnetic energies used by our body to create new stem cells comes a little from the food that we eat and some from the air which we breathe. A healthy body naturally replaces billions of cells on a daily basis. 5. This is totally ridiculous because if those were the cases. is that part of us which some religions refer to as one’s Holy Spirit. goes asleep and we dream. or “what comes around goes around”. most of the high frequency energy which our body needs for constant cellular replacements. naturally and normally. comes from the electro-magnetic energy fields of our Light Body.

or future. present. and in doing so you will change the contours of your present reality. which are composed of more dense and slower pulsating particles. to recreate undesirable events and redesign more desirable outcomes. or future. manifest within the cellular structure of the body. until the slower-pulsating particles of those thought patterns are raised in speed and released from the frequency patterns of which the body is composed. In other words. oaths. These thought patterns of past selves will remain in the body. held consciously and unconsciously that creates. You can become “karma immune” once you learn to master this power. whether they are coming from the past. This is frequently referred to as your karmic imprint. and replicate themselves in the present and future. to change any thought pattern from your personal past. or karmic debt. influence or magnetize events and experience in current reality. You have the power. Your past thoughts and deeds will show themselves in your present reality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM concepts. in your present moment. alignments. contracts. The slow way to release slower-pulsating thought patterns and their manifest 75 . to give you the manifest illusion you presently perceive. present. Every thought you think combines with like thoughts of past and future selves. vows. for you will train your consciousness to move backward and forward in time. by using your present focus of attention to create new thoughts and redesign those that are undesirable. but you have the absolute power to change them. the reason the world is the way it is today is because it was thought into being by a bunch of stupid people. Like thought and action attract and remanifest like thought and action. Thought patterns from your past selves. unresolved emotions and attitudes.

and that solution expands backward and forward in time to create some degree of resolution of the pattern in the past and future. which inhibit the natural process of DNA strand assembly and activation. until you learn to find and release them while they are still within the cellular memory imprint of your body. DNA and external reality field.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM discomforts from your life is to wait until the events manifest in external reality. The fast way to change your karmic imprint is to catch those slower-pulsating thought patterns before they move into manifestation. all the life on the planet will naturally begin to assemble new strands. bioenergetic field.5 strands assembled. Complete 12 strand DNA activation will not happen for most people until at least 2017 unless you are currently doing the 76 . present. When you participate in accelerated DNA evolution via DNA activation. But currently on earth. Then you take action in the present to create a personal solution. This is the usual path of “walking through your karma”. The whole process of spiritual evolution on earth is about activating the complete 12 strand DNA blueprint. And this is precisely the purpose of the Karmic Session. The crystallized thought patterns stored in your DNA and cellular imprint will continue to manifest within your body and before your eyes. They become stored in the DNA as minute crystallizations of energy. Thought patterns from the past and future become part of the particle make-up of your consciousness. you are rapidly shifting and elevating the frequency patterns of which your body and consciousness are composed. body. As the earth increases in frequency. or walking through the cumulative thought patterns of your past. the average person only has 3. or as conditions of disease in the body. and future selves.

slowly and begin to relax even more. Breathe with every pore of your body. So far what is important is not to allow your DNA to damage beyond repair.4 Clearing the Heart Chakra The heart stands at the center of all energies and unifies our being as a whole. If more concentration is given to the upper chakras. feeling the awakening that is beginning to happen. It is the point around which all the energies turn. feel yourself moving gently away from your body. take some peaceful breaths of cleansing and renewal. Let the earth energy surround you and flow into you. 77 . Proper balance is the key. then the lower energy centers lose sensitivity and function. Feel it pulsing through your veins and surrounding you altogether. A discord or imbalance in the heart chakra will adversely affect all the other centers. Know that the body itself will be refreshed and renewed and will be perfectly safe until you return. Breathe in this earth energy with each breath. A clearing of the heart chakra will improve the interaction of all the other centers. Breathe deeper and feel the breath draw not just from the air around you but also from the earth below. 5.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM accelerated DNA activations. If more concentration is given to the lower chakras then the upper energy centers will become cloudy and not function properly as well. Allow the life giving energies to pour into you and renew both your body and spirit. Feel the breath draw life into the body and the spirit. As we begin this meditation. It is important to maintain a balance to all the energy centers so a healthy level of awareness is manifested in our everyday lives. Continue to breathe this way. As you sink deeper into this relaxation. Feel the freedom and relaxation as you move away from your body.

Watch how they form and reform. You feel it in your heart as it vibrates throughout your entire body and spirit. one note after another as the breeze goes through the arches to create this melody.5 Thought and Consciousness The essence of thinking is that it unifies disparate behaviour. The closer you draw. The color pink is as deep as it is radiant it is very pleasing to the eye and you feel yourself being drawn into it you feel yourself passing through the walls of pink and now you are suspended within. Feel the warmth of the pink. Another breeze stirs again and you hear the harmony and this harmony comes from deep within your being. 5. It is part of you. As it covers you from head to toe feel the love that is radiating from the rose quartz. Let it seep into your every pore. Receive the love that is being given to you freely. it is you. You feel a slight breeze move through and hear a sweet melody. every fiber of your being.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Now you are moving again. It pulses through you with great strength in all directions at once. You are very pleased and refreshed by the unique shapes and colors of the clouds. You look ahead and see the clouds are denser as if they are "hiding" something. You are recharged and renewed. so human thought approaches equilibrium by summing up 78 . Allow that warmth to wash over you. the clouds start to thin out as they start to become transparent the gracefully pull away. Any move towards uniformity is a move towards equilibrium. turning gently and constantly on themselves in an endless dance. You notice the graceful intricate archways of pink surrounding you. Now they have pulled back altogether to reveal a beautiful pink rose quartz Look closely at the color and notice the intensity of pure color that it radiates. farther and farther into a field of clouds.

The definition of consciousness includes thoughtful awareness of one's self. Meditation is the soul of awareness that unfolds the human consciousness.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM complex patterns of behaviour. The self is the conceptual equilibrium to which the trillions of mind/body systems of an individual human are attracted. This is the ultimate form of unifying summation because the self is the sum of everything that occurs within and around the body it represents. Nothingness Theory distills the essence of these rules by noting that a single motivator. Thinking modules organize and process information and actuate behaviour. is sufficient to generate the patterns of behaviour common to the universe and all of its constituent systems. The Interpreter of the brain’s left hemisphere module assigns meaning and reasons to those thoughts and actions in the context of an unfolding story with itself as hero/protagonist. conceptually unifying them. It also is defined as the aspect of mind that is apart from the physical or material. These processes only become meaningful when experienced. and organizes behavior. Hundreds of brain/mind modules work together in a social network to achieve this unifying process. attraction to equilibrium. 79 . Thinking is the mechanical system that processes logic. and the logic and information underlying it result from the rules of existence. Consciousness is the experiencing or awareness of the holistic result. but it does not generate these things.6 Awareness While thought is the physical process of summing patterns of mind/body systems. 5. information. Organized behaviour in natural systems.

but he or she may be unsuitable for you emotionally. the more we know who or what fits us.1 Know Yourself As with anything in life. but have many other qualities we appreciate. However. it means that we have to let go of taking some other road. So we have to make choices.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sexual Relationship 6. Life just can't work that way. Hopefully the choices we make come from a place of clarity. Everyone is different and will have a different chemical reaction with us. Knowing ourselves takes time . and are willing to see ourselves clearly. There will be confusion.it's a lifelong journey. In life. and others who can offer us sexual experiences that bring us to new understandings. 80 . Or. or lack other qualities you need and desire. Sometimes you can have a great lover. The most important thing is to come to know the deepest parts of yourself . the more we come to know who we are. we grow. one person. Often. We can't take them all. by choosing one road. There will be people who do not interest us. the only way to get to that clarity is by going through life and learning about ourselves as we go. I would not advocate making love with millions of people to learn what we like and what fits us! This is wrong and is never the right thing to do.to find out what is your real truth and who you really are .and what brings you true happiness. One thing I do know is that there can be as many sexual experiences as there are people on this planet. As we make choices. or relationship. someone can be unattractive to us physically.

and allow an intimate connection to occur. or drawn to someone or something are strong ones and can teach you a lot about yourself. what the situation is really about. If you feel good about someone. and what we will be dealing with. they represent something in yourself that you love and value. we don't have to sleep with someone whom we are drawn to simply because we feel that there is some degree of connection going on. Then we jump in. It will show us who we are. But we can go deep on the road we do choose. it is wise to know more about who we are getting involved with. sexually or otherwise. The reaction of either feeling repulsed by someone or something. or wounded in some way. and the stuff we don't like much about ourselves.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM There will never be the perfect road. Find out what that is. and a true partnership relationship has deep complexities to it .people are complex beings with all sorts of layers to them. If we are to become involved sexually. and you will have learned something very important about yourself. head first. There are many levels of connections. Any experience you have will teach you something if you ask: What am I to learn about myself through this experience? And then you will begin to gather information and gain input 81 . If you feel repulsed about someone or something. We often mistake a spark of interest or a sense that we have things in common for an immediate sexual connection or relationship. it is a sure bet that they represent something inside of you. a place where you feel insecure about yourself. often to end up stuck in the mud. we will learn to separate who we really are from what our reactions and issues are.2 The True Relationship Of course. People who repulse us represent some wound in us. both our good stuff. And if we become wise. 6.

a commitment to your own growth. and it 82 . omojaiyejaiye.what the connection is really all about. as well as more difficult cycles of time that may also last for a while. It is good to have enough experience in life to know what fits you. We can have many experiences. deeply rooted growth and change takes time. and as we cycle through these periods. I think we can and do learn what fits us by being willing to face ourselves and to learn about ourselves by diving deep in a relationship through commitment. Making a commitment to a certain path. if we are willing to understand what is trying to transform. and even later on there will be more rewarding sexual experiences with your partner. And even within a deeply committed relationship. you will have times when a person repulses you. A relationship may turn sexual. But it is always good to take your time and seek the answer to the question of whether or not a relationship should turn sexual by looking deeply at what is really going on .periods of great connectedness that can last for quite a while. sexually. Being a "Player" is seen as being cool. People who love one another can certainly learn to please each other sexually. and many relationships. Deep relationships often have long cycles to them .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM on what road to take. No one choice or person will ever give us everything. It may be a spectacular experience to begin with. relationship. This is the worst sort of ego gratification. It is really making a commitment to facing yourself . or it may not. There are many people who advocate a swinger lifestyle these days. or it may not. It makes life a lot less confusing and can save a lot of possible distress and turmoil. we gain a lot. True. and times when you gain new understandings from them. and many issues will come up for you when you do. or person can be a scary thing. and what needs to be seen and understood so that growth may occur.

wisdom. A relationship is about loving another and caring for the happiness of the other as much as for one's self. honor. or missing in a relationship. It will come up again and again until it is faced and resolved. as far as I am concerned. choices which benefit ourselves and our partner in the best way. in oneself and one's partner. and devotion to flourish. There are issues of honor and ethics in life which we must live by to truly feel good about ourselves. Going elsewhere does not solve the problem. and integrity: the strength of will to do what one says one will do. making good choices. This allows the relationship to grow to be a healthy entity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM must be seen as being very distorted and harmful. discipline. and strength of will. Often. Having ethics and honor in a relationship involves loyalty. or big game to be bagged. This means that we make choices which are moral. requires sound ethics. Being mature means you know yourself well enough to know what you can handle and where you're at. That is real maturity. like getting a high score on a video game. insight. and there are these same issues in a relationship. Heal within and not without. and be damaged and badly wounded. Being mature means that you don't seek to harm others. that then it's over 83 . and honest. fair. A relationship will always mirror for each person. I don't think being a swinger and allowing a lot of sexual activity in one's life is the same thing as being cool or mature. can bleed. many people choose to go looking outside of the relationship for someone else instead of healing what one has. Everyone has feelings. whatever issues and patterns they have in their lives that are good. People aren't trophies to be captured. or dysfunctional. To use another being for sexual purposes and to think that nothing goes on with that. and relationships or interactions with others certainly isn't about scoring. or reflect. if some or all of these issues are out of balance. A relationship. The only truth it is.

is all about. we must choose wisely who we will allow to enter into our energetic space and whose space we are willing to connect to. a profound misunderstanding of what sex. it is important to disconnect from being attached to their energy. or ours. Sexuality is the joining of two beings for the purpose of creating life and pleasure. However. and confusing for a long time. Giving ourselves pleasure is a wonderful and important thing to do. part of our energy is lost to us. there are actually psychic cords that connect you to that other person. Be warned! Even after having sex with someone we love. We must bring our energy always back to ourselves. It is the human equivalent of surrendering to another. Therefore. that it is meaningless. It is the ultimate physical manifestation of love and connectedness. A deep connection does occur. It is the capacity to share oneself completely with another. Your energy is then mixed up and connected to that other person's in a way that can be detrimental. unclear. of trusting another. life. Even with people we love. as we hopefully can allow ourselves on the spiritual level to surrender to trusting the Love of God . by having either our energy mixed up with theirs or theirs with us. that there is no connection. and then continue 84 . there is a deep exchange of life force energy. Otherwise.to be vulnerable and giving in a fully open and loving way. It is an incredibly powerful force. and how we treat others. it is important not to confuse their space. as far as I am concerned. When one has a sexual connection with another. when one has sex with another. These cords allow an energy exchange to continue long after the act of sex itself is over. and to use it lightly seems to me to be missing out on what the journey of life is all about. is.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM and nothing of importance has occurred. as we all must keep our own energy in our own space.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to love. too much chocolate undermines health after a while as too much iyan (pounded yam) can cause uncomfortably and malaria complicity. The journey of life is to learn from our experiences . I tell you. but not by being "outside" of ourselves in someone else's space. but 85 . And that's what a swinger lifestyle is all about . but ultimately that is not fulfilling.to learn to honor life and to do no harm. That's the same thing as needing to eat chocolate as soon as one feels tense or unhappy. doesn't get it. if we have developed these other qualities of honor. Because sex is such an intimate act. To think something external will fulfill what we are all really looking for. It's a set up for disaster. safe. I believe. thinking somehow that will bring peace and safety. and can even be extremely detrimental. Sex can be a fleeting pleasure on the "playing around" level. often we seek pleasure in a way that does cause harm. It's a temporary fix. feeling loved. there always is the chance that people who connect seemingly in a casual way can become deeply connected. it can become an addiction because it is seeking something you need from a place where you won't be able to get it. If one continues to seek fulfillment that way. which is Love. thinking it's the real thing.using people sexually and treating it in a cavalier manner. If we are in balance with our masculine and feminine energies within. and devotion. It is ok to seek pleasure in a way that does not cause harm to self or others. However. and therefore hurt if sex is treated in a cavalier manner. ultimately. and that means you are chasing an illusion. ethics. We can enjoy external pleasures. strength of will. It doesn't. and worthwhile. I think we feel balanced and do not need to be looking for something "without" to make us feel better or satisfied or more alive. especially if your energy is entwined with many people. and one can't sustain oneself on it.

When we touch the Self of being in the 86 . but it is only a temporary fix. or fear. and the now is always the Self. every moment. is the key. God-Self. and full of that power which transcends time. A great sex may make you feel good for a little while. but you always come down from it – feeling guilty or regret. Any dysfunctional pattern found in a relationship can be healed if people have the willingness to face it. Then there is the opportunity for deep growth to occur. and not anything external. we don't need anything external to make us feel better. to choose either love. Whereas we may have sex once a day. or once a month. we still need to relate in a fulfilling and clear way for all the rest of the time we are together with the other person. It is our inner power. Going out to have sexual adventures may be fun. We always have the choice. and drama in each and every moment. So. is the answer also. in whatever way is right for one. we will turn to things outside of ourselves to try to feel safe or worthwhile.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM we don't "need" them to feel good about ourselves and our lives. Finding our way to reconnect with that. of who we truly are. or once a week. for a while. We have the choice. we can transform the patterns that cause distress. It's up to each of us. When we realize that maintaining a state of love and clarity within ourselves is true power and safety. if our connection to who we are is based on what is real. Taking it one day at a time. It is by no means the whole answer. and for the relationship itself. Until we become safe within ourselves. Then we no longer operate out of the pain or rage or fear we were caught in. both for the individuals involved. to get the support we need to change. our knowledge of our Higher-Self. When we face these issues in ourselves and heal them. moment by moment. one moment at a time. personality. which heals and serves us. we are always safe. We are always in the present or now.

in relationship. we surely will find that fulfillment we are seeking. Read about Sex Psychology (11. when we accept what is without fear. 87 .12). when we meet whatever shows up in the moment with love and trust. and in every other moment of our lives.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now. honesty and clarity.

Your intention to awaken to authentic joy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Intentions and Destiny 7. they greatly influence your world. your decisionmaking structures–your values–must be capable of influencing and guiding a pure intention to awaken. they cannot guide your intention to be free. however. Values are core psychological structures by which all major decisions are made and.1 Intentions and Destiny Conditioned values are sufficient for a successful material life. To sustain the conditions for awakening to authentic joy. Though you mean well. but may find that within a few days or weeks that enthusiasm (root: God within) to change has almost completely dissipated. however. and we end up essentially back at the beginning where we started. lasting transformation is difficult. if not impossible. your values and the way in which they are arranged can't support or manifest your best intentions. When our values and the way in which we use them are the domain of ego. hence. although our intentions are good. as such. Why is this so? How can we make great choices and sustain permanent change? The core of the issue is that. Intention is classically defined as the aim or anticipated outcome of an action. the purest objectives can be misdirected by ego. the way in which we use our values to direct those intentions is subject to both individual and collective conditioning. Values that are selected and organized 88 . will be completely ineffective without a supportive decision-making process. Often we declare a desire to change with great gusto and conviction.

if your values are focused on a productive career path. When the primary value of this single hierarchy supports and guides your intention to awaken to authentic joy that will be the outcome. and you also have an intention to awaken to authentic joy–it will be impossible for you to manifest the latter without first being clear that your values are capable of directing that intention. For example. What the ego calls "a balanced life" is often one of mediocrity and compromise when viewed from an awakened perspective. 89 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM by the ego are sufficient for a successful material life. Many who consider themselves genuine seekers on the path spend significantly more time engaged in activities that support the ego than they do in support of their awakening to authentic joy. To stabilize the conditions for your pure intentions and to yield changes that your benefits. The most humble of wishes would be to awaken to an authentic joy. you may realize that your values are arranged by the ego to suit its ends. also known as freedom. but completely inadequate to support an awakening to authentic joy. because ego-values and awakened intentions are drawn to parallel outcomes. Liberation from the effects of hand-me-down values is the outcome when those values are rearranged into one conscious group. This sustains the conditions for awakening by reclaiming your awareness that would ordinarily be lost in ongoing attempts to resolve the outcomes of ego-based choices. Conditioned values cannot direct pure intentions. you must reclaim consciousness that will otherwise be consumed in a continuous struggle with ego-based outcomes. By looking at your current life situations you can uncover proof of what you value and of what is important to you–you can determine what your current values and intentions are by simply looking at the tangible evidence for them in your life.

By making all major life decisions according to a primary value. security. and when asked. or potential. creativity. this becomes clear that you are "choice-less". etc. such as freedom. family. You will discover that awakening to authentic joy is not dependent on options or outcomes. however. Her primary value however. Making a decision based on an awakened choice on such a conscious primary principle will produce an awakened effect. one could instantly identify a primary value and may. as these will vary from one major decision to the next. An awakened person's life is centered on a clear but on an single hierarchy of values. and significant choices made in the day-to-day life will give consistent and tangible proof of this arrangement. love. over and above all other values on a single hierarchy. To create the conditions for awakening to an authentic joy. one can align the outcome with that intention by placing a primary value.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These consequences always appear in the form of good or bad karma. has some difficulty determining what the second and third values are. This will supports all other necessary aspects of living because your subsequent values can include money. and you will approach change. such as freedom. the intended outcome will be realized regardless of the circumstances surrounding the decision. 90 . The primary value you select for this single hierarchy always represents your interest in awakening to authentic joy marginally more important than other interests in your life. transformation. fulfillment. learning. but on how consistently your intentions to live such a life are directed by a conscious primary value. and the evolution of your own consciousness with unbending confidence. Eventually. will be consistent with awakening to authentic joy.

at the time of deciding. Because most of us are not aware of the existence of these multiple groups of values. hobbies. Then. is different from ‘not-Doing’ (This is expressed in another part of this book).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM because you now know that your intention to awaken to joy is always going to be your outcome. but. having made a decision.related to career. You regularly put off some big decisions vacillate between your options. The struggle you experience with major life decisions and their subsequent outcomes is the result of the conflict between all of these groups of ego-guiding principles. or unwilling to follow through on the choices you made because you realize they were not the best ones you could have made. Conditioning. family. segregates values into distinct and concurrent groups . on the other hand. Frequently you will shop around for opinions until you hear one that you think is the right one. The ego does this in a futile attempt to manipulate reality. Yes? At other times you are unable. friends. you often change your mind. 91 . we experience great anguish and confusion in times of making important choices. home. Not knowing what to do. each group will also have its own presiding primary value. It is also important to understand that not only does each group have its own divergent agenda. This arrangement ensures that the ego remains in firm control of your life experience. and it is a clear manifestation that the ego is entrenched in values. For example: A working mother would have different groups of values for decisions about her job than she would for decisions about the welfare of her children. or seek the opinions of others. etc. An awakened person can make major life decisions in a matter of seconds with no worries or regrets and without fear that a decision may need to be revised.

it is now lost. It has often been called the astral light because this energy can be seen glowing with radiance in the air. 7. the ego easily orchestrates your actions-and your fate-as you try in vain to weigh all the options. it will become apparent how the first big decision you ever made independently of your parents was based on the existence of multiple groups of values. As you awaken to authentic joy. and then it lets you dig it out. 92 . The point of this internal struggle is to deplete your energy so that the ego can continue to manipulate you with the short-term solutions and quick fixes. Also. Whatever the original intention may have been. filled with conditioned outcomes you have to overcome. or look to the past for patterns or to the future with tarot cards. it can be referred to as ‘out. And as a result of this. and a product of the ego. You may also realize that you have essentially been doing this ever since.2 Dreams and Their Recalls The stuff that dreams are made of is the etheric energy. In this way. the result of a conditioned intention. consider all the alternatives. lasting changes never seem to stick. The ego controls your decision-making process by offering you the most important conditioned values from these multiple and conflicting groups. and the outcome is conditioned. The continued existence of these multiple groups of values precludes you from discovering and expressing your full potential by following through on any wholesome resolutions you may have. Your future looks just like your past.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stressing over choices is a reflection of conditioning as it drains your attention with compelling and conflicting alternatives.of-body’ travel.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In your spirit body. these quickly-created thought forms will dissipate back into etheric energy over a period of hours or days – depending on its well fixed into the pelvic chakra. In the lighter states of sleep. sometimes merging with your soul family as a nighttime reunion of likeminds. It actually isn't more vivid than other dreams are. it's just that the physical mind's recollection of the dream is more vivid. During deep sleep your spirit body can travel to higher states of consciousness. These vivid dreams are therefore easily recalled when you awaken in your physical body. The key to 93 . A thought form is a projection of etheric energy into the seemingly solid form of etheric matter. The spirit realms are their home and you locate them simply by focusing upon their personality. physical mind has become engaged in the dream state. Lucid dreaming occurs when you become aware. then projecting your consciousness to that location. as being more vivid than a regular dream. your subconscious mind can create thought forms as quickly and easily as possible. You are also able to meet the spirits of friends and family who have passed on from physical life. A lucid dream is then recalled. scenery. This means that the conscious. even people or animals as long as your consciousness maintains enough attention to animate them. from the physical mind's point of view. rooms. When you move on to other scenes or awakened state. in your physical consciousness that you are dreaming. This thought-powered form of travel has been traditionally called astral projection. which you inhabit at night during your out-of-body travels. emotional issues are often worked through and resolved in the dream state. The deepest levels of sleep typically occur in the first two or three hours of the night. Thought forms can be furniture.

When you awaken each morning. so it's important we listen 94 . rather than actual people. they are not literally happening. places and objects. While your physical body sleeps and recharges for another day of waking consciousness. In our dreams. For example. for they represent our inner thoughts and programming. our actions/reactions are the vehicle our emotions use to convey a message. before you do anything else at all.3 Emotional Healing Through the Dreams Everyone dreams and those dreams range from happy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM understanding dreams is that they are composed of symbols. they are a playing-out of the fear issue that the dream represents and an opportunity to examine such a fear. your spirit body soars through other realms within your complete range of consciousness. You can develop dream recall by keeping a dream diary beside your bed. then we also have to accept responsibility for our dreams. that you will remember what you learned while you were out of your body and cruising the other realms of consciousness. When you focus on the emotion that the dream evoked. then you can unravel how the symbols in the dream played out the emotional tension that you were working through. write your dreams down in as much detail as you can. You can gain great insights into the events of your physical life when you tell yourself. With practice. each night before bed. The night is a time for your spirit to travel to other realms of consciousness and for self-healing to occur. when frightening things happen in a dream. you will bring the lessons of your dreams closer into your daily waking awareness. Instead. storybook romances to our utmost fears and anxieties. 7. If it's important to take responsibility for our actions in our awake life.

Emotional resolution dreams reflect a past or present situation that you hold an emotional attachment to. we are open to receive insight we usually miss during the day. because that's where the key is. Instead of blaming some outside force.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM to them. Once you resolve the issue (emotional attachment) the nightmares will stop. your emotions drive the message. What one person views as relaxing and comforting. These symbols are not the same for everyone. The most difficult dreams to deal with are what we consider nightmares. it's. Ironically. Coming to terms with the emotional attachment will bring healing. If you start to see your night terrors for what they are. so this holds true for our dream world as well. If there's one phrase to remember in dream work. our dream time is our wake up call. for they are raw expressions of your inner being and this is where you'll find your answers. The symbol is merely a tool you've been given to work with. Do some shadow work and figure it out. they can be seen in a new light. Your dream represents symbols that will best express your emotional attachment to a situation. Dreams are personal information sent by the subconscious mind. because we're too busy to stop and listen. We live in the world we create for ourselves. Your mind is simply trying to process the information and your emotions play a vital role in resolving the conflict. Remember that and your dreams will start to make more sense. You have to ask yourself what emotion you personally attach to each symbol. another may find stressful and harmful. 95 . take responsibility and heal the parts of yourself that are demanding attention. We can either roll over or hit snooze or wake up to the message(s) coming through. Allow yourself to feel the emotions coming through. But in the dream state. unexpressed or unresolved emotions.

This is another way to release and heal situations you are currently holding on to. trying to work out your issues. it could make that environment suddenly uncomfortable. your mind will process and relive during dream time. even if other individuals are involved in the dream sequence. Since these are so closely related to the 3rd dimension. 96 . Look to the emotion you carry toward that person. Look at these things for clues. the message stems from your issues. What is the emotional reaction to the location of your dream? This could also reflect a certain time period in your life. Think of it as a time where you can work with your Guides one on one.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Any time you have a nightmare spit. Every aspect of your dream is you. Dreams that come to you for emotional resolution take place in the 4th & 5th dimensions. three times towards your left side and the dream will never manifest. Raw emotional release and healing will be the result. In dreams. for your eyes only moment in time. By paying attention to the message trying to come through. Emotional resolution dreams are a personal. Use that to your advantage. without your ego. you will be able to quickly work through any unresolved issues and take another step forward in life. But with our emotions coming along for the ride. What you don't resolve during your awake hours. With dream work. lightly. Treat locations the same way. they give us an opportunity to playout our unresolved issues in an environment we are comfortable with. it's all about emotional responses. So be it! Individuals that come into your dreams are sometimes aspects of yourself trying to get your attention.

shamanism enable and supports us to find and walk upon our own destiny. Placing the flowers on the graves of our past ancestors or paintings upon cave walls to totem animal's knowledge. Inherent with the Shamanic worldview is the understanding of each person's own unique and autonomous path to reach their own purpose and truth. is an evidence of the relationship with Spirit from the very origins of the human race. the nature. Shamanism worldwide gives us a compendium of ceremonies. one of the oldest and most enduring spiritual practice. dances. songs. approaches to spirit. cosmos and spirit. Shamanism as a whole is humanity's spiritual inheritance and contribution to the collective unconscious of our species and therefore it provides a firm and proven system of knowledge regarding the relationship between Nature. Shamanic healing is a multiple connection between ourselves. Cosmos and Humanity. all this is a reflection of our own desire for personal and conscious union with the All-That-Is and of our spiritual quest as being an innate human drive.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7.4 Shamanic Healing Shamanism. which is expressed through ceremony as a way of maintaining a union with creation. This recognition of the individual's right and responsibility of ones own awakening and fulfillment is but one of the very specific elements of Shamanism which establishes it as a viable means of meeting today's desire of an honest and authentic approach to self realization and ones integration in society. Being free of dogma and doctrine and organised spiritual institutions. It always aims to 97 . meditations and rituals not only to keep the connection between our soul and All-That-Is open but to develop and grow.

great moment of now. a soul retrieval dance can re-unite us with our soul and feel a very strong unification with our Spirit and Being. Many diseases and an feeling of being unwell are due to an separated connection between the soul of the individuals and it’s spiritual home. Shamanism does not dwell on past events: there is only a vast. Divination Learning to look into the past. that may be linked to traumatic events in our life. Most cultures use the following shamanic techniques: Animal power in us Getting in touch with our animal connections and finding the power of the animal kingdom that support us in our lives struggle. It is the aim of the shaman to help a person to connect to this inner integration. awesome.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM integrate our whole being within our universe. present or future. tools. Soul retrieval When alienated from our spiritual source and have a strong feeling of a loss of soul. Methods. present and future. 98 . a disconnection between ones inner and outer worlds. medicines and symbology will vary from culture to culture but all forms of shamanism intend to connect people to their own spiritual path. Through Shamanic extraction we can change malevolent images and concepts we harbour and we are able to leave our being and consciousness and united with our own being. ever-moving. where there is no separate past. Extraction The old cultures believed in malevolent spirits or jins who were out to harm us or found their way into our body.

we are a flute through whose heart the whispering of the hours turns to music. assigned to you when that dream was born.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Healing journey To go on a shamanic journey is to find all the healing power within to overcome obstacles and clear our own pathway. If one is idle – doing nothing . 7.one has become a stranger unto the seasons and out of life's procession. But.5 Work We must work or act so that we may keep pace with the universe and its soul and keeping the brains fresh at all time. dumb and silent. When we work. Who among us would like to be a reed. then the answer is that nothing but the sweat sweeping down your head shall wash away that which is written from the ‘Echoes of Destiny’. You have been told in one time or the other that life is darkness. and all urges are darkness-save when there is knowledge. and in your weariness you echo what was said by the weary. and to love life through labour is to be intimate with life's inmost secret. But life is indeed darkness-save only when there is an urge. which marches in majesty and proud submission towards the infinite. And in keeping yourself with labour you are in truth loving life. Sound and rhythm also connect with our Soul and Spirit so as find clarity and an inner strength in our path. if you in your pain call birth an affliction and the support of the flesh a curse written upon your head. and all knowledges are vain-save when there is 99 . Drumming Scientific research has proven that shamanic drumming relaxes the cardio vascular and activates the lymph system. when all else sings together in unison? When you work you fulfill a part of earth's furthest dream.

oga o’ta owo alaaru yio pe’. It is to charge all things you fashion with a breath of your own spirit. According to this. and all work is void-save when there is love. The most plausible and widely accepted theory of the creation of the universe is the 'Big Bang' theory of creation. others and the Unity. even if all the conditions for the creation of the universe were right at the beginning. For if you bake bread with indifference. And if you grudge the crushing of the orange. you bake a bitter bread that feeds a half man's hunger. However.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM work. Meaning. And if you cannot work with love but only with distaste. It is only proper to weave the cloth with threads drawn from your heart. 7. So work to love and love to work. And only when you work with love can you bind yourself to your inner self. your grudge prepares a poison in the juice. the universe is created from an explosion in the super condensed material and consequent expansion of material. it is better that you should leave your work and sit at the gate of the temple and take alms of those who work with joy.6 Oddity of Life Let us start our search for happiness from the very beginning of the universe. if you don’t work for your value you miss out the love. so that your beloved are to wear that cloth and to build a house with affection for your beloved to dwell in that house. even as if your beloved were to eat the fruit. many 100 . It is also to sow seeds with tenderness and reap the harvest with joy. you muffle man's ears with ordinary noise. and love not the singing. And if you sing like angels. so all within the Unity will be standing about you and watching. Note that work is love made visible. And what is it to work with love? And not ‘Oga-ota.

is distancing itself from each other. due to the force of attraction of atomic particles. ultimately collapsing. If the density of the universe were a little more. Now. Weak nuclear force. the evolution of life on it was also the same.. contracting. there would have been no universe – perhaps.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM factors had to be right for the consequent formation of the universe. Still within that range of forces. Because of this fact atoms are electrically neutral. Each dot. and Gravitational force. the universe would not be expanding but.. are Strong nuclear force. if the rate of expansion of the newly created universe had differed even very minutely from what it were actually. the individual and the comparative magnitudes of the forces are delicately balanced otherwise the universe would not have existed. Electromagnetic force. Had it been 101 . then the universe would be expanding far rapidly than now and no stars and no galaxies would ever have formed. If the creation of the sustained universe was a miracle. The four fundamental forces in the nature. It is known that our universe is expanding like a round dotted balloon. each atom would repel the other and the entire universe would explode. Both the mass and the volume of a proton are incomparably larger than those of an electron. If the initial density were a little bit less. A little slower and the cosmos would have collapsed back. Had our sun been 30% larger it would have been burnt out in four billion years. in decreasing order of intensity. If the atom was not neutral electrically. but strangely enough. the end of the Unity. representing a star or a galaxy on it. too short a time for intelligent life to evolve. which is being blown out. these two particles have equal (though opposite) electrical charges. a little faster and the cosmic material would have long ago completely dispersed.

had the sun not been a source of steady energy for billions of years. had planet Jupiter been too close or too far to save earth from the rain of steroids. advanced form of life would have been impossible. had moon not been so improbably large to stabilize the tilt of the Earth's axis to around 23 degrees. Carbon based molecules can only survive between the limits of 120° and -20° C and earth is the only planet whose average temperatures fall within those limits. Radiations which are necessary and conducive for life fall in this narrow band. impossible oddity of creation and life. and even more so to have a universe full of life. high thermal conductivity while that of ice and snow is low. it expands (so that even if ponds etc. coming across a range of temperatures as narrow as this is quite a difficult task because temperatures in the universe vary from the millions of degrees of the hottest stars to absolute zero (-273° C). Nearly all of the radiation emitted by the sun falls into a single band that is 10-25 of the whole spectrum. had the orbit of earth around sun been a bit narrower or wider. highest latent heat. We are extremely lucky to have a universe. had the solar system's position in the galaxy been too near the edge or too close to the middle. To be born as a human being is the happiest thing which could ever happen to anybody! 102 . This is also the only radiation under which photosynthesis works and our eye is able to see. high thermal capacity. are frozen at surface underneath water is not). and viscosity. high surface tension. etc. Since life is so improbable. When one considers the universe as a whole.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM smaller 95% of stars are smaller than the sun other difficulties would have followed. Similarly. Earth may be the only planet on which there is life. Water has extraordinary properties conducive for life below 4° C. The first step to happiness is to realize this happy but.

and waking closely resembles the process of death. dreaming. in a state of anger. 7. In that case. There are different types of stressful situations. Right? But there are some things about rush hour traffic that you can personally change. these changes are not always possible. More direct and indirect proofs are discussed in the later chapters. intermediate state. like people interrupting you all the time but you can control. in order to lessen the stress. Change or Let Go! Have you ever tried to exercise control over others until they gets stressed out? Have you ever tried to control things or events over which you had no control until may be you get tired and stressed out. say. or traveling at a different time. this will stimulate a non‐virtuous seed and we shall take an unfortunate rebirth. The analogy of falling asleep is not accidental.7 Stress: Control. and rebirth. are usually beyond your control. this will stimulate a virtuous seed and we shall take a fortunate rebirth. If we die with a peaceful mind. like rush hour traffic. This is similar to the way in which nightmares are triggered off by our being in an agitated state of mind just before falling asleep. Of course. You can listen to music or educational 103 . Which particular seed ripens at death depends upon the state of mind in which we die. You can let the interrupters know you are busy and don't have time to talk. you have to change your attitude about the situation. which may help may be you taking a different route.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The seeds that ripen when we die are very important because they determine what kind of rebirth we shall take. but if we die with an unpeaceful mind. for the process of sleeping. Other stresses.

that we feel like our whole life is out of control and we'll never catch up. you are powerless over everything on the road. you have to accept the situation. If you are stressed out because of others. it impedes productivity and healthy teamwork. Once you understand the "control. Control your attitude. "Can I control it. can I change it. or let go" concept and start putting it into practice you will be able to deal much better with stressful situations. it's important to go through the steps of control. don't let it! Accept that. People tend to blame other people. A stressful commute can ruin your whole day. change. You must accept that you cannot control the traffic. That's why it is so easy to build up resentments against other people in situations or jobs when we don't think we have much control. with the exception of your car and your attitude. or let go" concept is an important key to stress management. change. or simply ignore us. We are the ones who end up with the stress and resulting headaches! The people we try to control go home. let go of the traffic. On the job. and you can control your stress! You can learn to manage a great deal of your stress by asking looking at each stressor and asking yourself. or do I need to learn to let it go?" The "control. We become so overwhelmed. change and 104 . places and things when we simply cannot. or your time of travel. no matter how much you yell and gesture at other drivers to speed up. We spend too much time worrying about things over which we have no control that we have no energy left to control the things we can. if you are unable to change your route.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM tapes or books-on-tape. In order to let go of commute stress. So much of our stress comes from trying to control other people. Rush hour traffic won't seem as frustrating because you'll be doing something to help keep your mind off the traffic and other drivers. barely giving us a thought.

Change is one of the most difficult things for people to experience. You have lots of opportunities to transform your past. Change scares us because whenever things change.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM letting go." Ask yourself if the other person is actually a "stress carrier. Take charge. Letting go is a process. and learn to let go of the things you can't. We have to use our thoughts to control our emotions and our actions. It takes time." or simply has a different style. Do you need to let it go? If so. we are propelled into the unknown. Unfortunately. So. and doesn't always happen at once just because we will it. Unless you are ready to leave your job. Pick something in your life that stresses you out. take control or let it go. much of what we "know" no longer serves us. take appropriate action. what can you do in order to let go? You can view life as unexpected and exciting or your can view it as scary because you don't know what the future holds. All you can control is your attitude and your reactions. Present and Future Yes. or the planet earth. The choice is yours! 7. and future. Can you control it? If so. present. chances are you will continue working or being around the "stressful people. we are reluctant to let go of the 105 . what can you do? Can you change it? If so. I have experienced this myself. Its possible to change yourself-talk about the situation. even when it is for our ultimate good. family. Remind yourself that there are people and events you cannot control. how? Perhaps you can only change or control a part of it. Identify which stresses you can control. transformation is possible.8 Your Past.

106 . to have a "re-do" with a clean slate.to change the form of our lives and bodies. then. we have to be able to "be" with change and the fear that may accompany it. heroically changing the course of a pivotal event earlier in their lives. The clues to how we can enjoy all that are found in the definition of "transformation"–a fundamental alteration in one's system of beliefs. career. a repetitive patterns in health. Unfortunately. and to change our natural predisposition to life for the better . to be transformed means we have to change. So in order to experience a personal transformation we need to change our beliefs. in order to experience the transformation of our past. and then return to their present where they watch their lives and the lives of those around them happily change right in front of their very eyes. our present.we need to experience a personal transformation. Therefore. So if we want to be transformed . relationships. To allow transformation to happen. and our future. to alter our biological and experiential composition. or disposition. By definition.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM familiar. And it is often the familiar we want to change. The definition of "transform" is to make over to a radically different form. And that changing one's past history has already happened? This type of transformation was only possible in movies. and money. composition. we must be willing to experience fear for a short while. I was always told and I believed it at the time that transforming my present and my future were possible. state. specifically the beliefs that created the portions of our lives that we would like to have transformed. changing our beliefs can seem scarier than changing things that are external to us. but very difficult. where the stars magically time travel into the past.

expressed by all religions.even our enemies . The path of personal transformation is primarily a process of becoming aware of. we can 107 . and the needs is concerned with man's highest potential when other needs have been met –such as needs for love and affection.the same essential quality that we ourselves are part of. towards discovering the truth of All That Is. It is only by having at least a glimmer of this spirituality that we each are part of.e. Maslow expresses the basic survival needs as the first priority. and further enhancing the quality of communication with ever-increasing empathy and understanding. and is the spiritual path towards enlightenment. to find and fully express one's true self. it is beyond the ego and obsession with the self. and then expanding this self-realisation by communicating with others.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 7. to make sense of all the suffering and injustices of the survival struggle on earth. There is one further need as a self-actualization is the need for a higher truth. we need to see in all others . It is the maturity of intuition.10 The Need for a Higher Truth This is the need required to make contact with the creative force that is beyond the human personality. Spirituality is a transpersonal quality.9 The Basic Survival Need In the hierarchy of human needs. towards knowing God. Through understanding others better. feelings and actions. facing up to and taking responsibility for one's thoughts. This need has been evident in all cultures. which we can aspire to the highest potential of being human. control and self-esteem needs and the need for self-actualization. 7. i. To be able to genuinely love and to forgive unconditionally. retaining integrity whatever the response.

108 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM recognize their essential goodwill. And then put this self-realisation into action in your life. Try completing the following sentences.11 First We Need to Know Ourselves Better The psychologist Nathaniel Brandon developed a technique called Sentence Completion. Move on to the next one when you have uncovered an awareness that you were previously suppressing. however misguided it might have become. with as much honesty and frankness as you can muster. But to continue suppressing what one truly wants is to die inside.in short. to lose integrity. and begin to recognize the spirituality of humankind. will upset the apple cart. This denial of feelings and true wishes or desires occurs because of fear that acting on them or communicating them will bring scorn or ridicule . 7. to help his clients uncover and communicate their true feelings that previously were suppressed.

BUT YOU. may determine the reality you will have. In other words. THEREFORE. IT IS NEVER ABOUT ANOTHER PERSON. I AND YOU MUST BE HIM TOO. That dog is a mirror of something going on inside of me. THE ALL-IN-ALL. and a dog begins barking at you. OR THING IS A MIRROR AND HAS THE POTENTIAL TO BE A GIFT FOR YOU. EVERY PERSON. but how you choose to view it. EVERYTHING IS THE MOST-HIGH. ONE EITHER IS GIVING LOVE. OR THING. you will be able to interpret and ‘create’ things from a higher vibration state. One will usually interpret an event by seeing it through whatever issues or beliefs he already have going on inside of him. and then living by those perceptions.2 Our Reality Within and Without When we attach a value and a meaning to some event. THE ALL-THERE-IS. OR ASKING FOR LOVE. PLACE.1 The Laws of the Universe      TO CREATE 100% OF A REALITY WHICH NO ONE CAN CREATE BUT YOU. AT ANY GIVEN MOMENT. In other words. If you choose to live by the Laws which state that you create your own reality. the perception you have of an event. If you clear yourself of internal issues. it is our choice how to interpret what happened. he will likely interpret what someone says as sounding angry. Whatever perceptions you may have. we are creating a perception. 8.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Laws of the Universe 8. Here is an example from one of my Source Codes: you are walking down the street. What in me is making that dog bark at me? Then 109 . how you choose to see something. If one is angry enough. you will say to yourself: I am creating that dog barking at me. PLACE. is not necessarily what is happening.

and the dog sensed your fear or anger and barked. perhaps without knowing it. In that way. for making them feel bad about you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you may discover that you were actually feeling a lot of fear. Why did that stupid dog bark at me? Someone ought to have trained it better than to let it bark and scare people. and relationships and life will probably become a fearful thing for you. If you perceive or make a decision somewhere along the way that you are a bad person and responsible for other people's emotions. Then you have an opportunity to look within and figure out what you are feeling fearful or angry about. And then nothing gets looked at internally. It scared me half to death. You will continue to create situations where you feel bad about yourself. in your outer world. 110 . then you will go through life hating yourself. You felt fearful or angry when the dog barked. get clear. where you think you have done something wrong. and there is no opportunity to heal. a mirror. some energy of fear or anger that it felt from you. or anger. The dog reacted to something fearful. you do not take responsibility and accept that whatever is going on inside of you will manifest as an event. stupid dog a bulah-bulah . and heal it. You may feel constantly ashamed and guilty. You will. That would be the way to perceive what just happened if you are willing to accept that you create your own reality. however. then you would perceive the situation more like this: I haven’t committed any offence. What a mean. thinking you are evil. create your life where things always seem to go wrong. and that alerted you to the fact that you had to be feeling that inside of you to create it happening on the outside. in all likelihood. maybe you weren't even consciously aware at the moment that you were feeling fearful or angry about something. the dog was a mirror of what you were feeling. If.

and that someone else has the power over their life. You no longer believe it if others tried to blame you. in reality. all of this will change as your perception and understanding of how the universe works becomes clearer such as the understanding that no one can create the reality of another. as soon as you think someone is doing something to you. if you don't believe that you even have the power to create or change anything. as well. And your life will also change when any false perceptions you have about yourself. When you know that you are responsible only for what you believe and what you feel.in a good way that works for you. you have become a victim. to create their life a certain way.or. Other's responses to you are. You choose consciously. that feelings and beliefs about reality can only come from within. 111 . if they never accept that they are the ones responsible for creating life that way in the first place? You can't change something if you don't think you created it to begin with . not unconsciously. thinking it is someone else's fault.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM And. as soon as you give up the responsible role. because victims never heal. That is being the creator of your life. As soon as you give up 100% responsibility for creating your own reality. instead of themselves. from what each person chooses to believe. Victims remain stuck. things don't change. guilt or self hatred. are made conscious .you perceive yourself and life and others in a way that is positive and allows life to work harmoniously for you. and you no longer blame anyone else for your life. there is no longer shame or blame. If you remain a victim. How can they. and when you know that others are responsible only for what they feel and believe.and you change them. Then you have the opportunity to believe and create your life in any way you choose . what you want to believe . in victim consciousness.

If it's complicated. All is perfect. Then there is no judgment. to see what you carry within yourself so that you can heal. if you have a perception that someone is a hurtful person.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM only a reflection of your own energy and a reflection of whatever energy you are putting out. or have inside of you. there is only acceptance. not the victim. The higher vibration is to see whatever happens as a mirror of oneself in the ‘now’ or presently: You may ask yourself this question: Am I still doing that? Where do I still hold that judgment about myself . They then just play the role for you that you are expecting. and therefore I judge it? Then I look at the other person and think: I don't need to judge them. Acceptance is the higher vibration. you must carry that energy within you.where do I still think that I am not ok? I identify the judgment I am making against myself. and 112 . because forgiveness implies that something has been done wrong. You create what you believe in. which is what we all truly want. Whatever is happening enables us to grow. Then you have the opportunity to see what the mirror is for you. If we look at it all as perfect. we immediately move into the energy of Love. What is the mirror to me? Has instantly removed the judgment. as it should. Acceptance says all is happening perfectly. Trust. grow. In other words. all of us are really asking for love. and Peace. I ask: What in me been created that is in my reality? In reality. It is above forgiveness. I then ask: What part of me do I still not love. Know that if you feel anger or any other unpleasant or uncomfortable emotion. The situation just reflected what was already there in you. It isn't because of what someone else did. if we look at it from being the Creator. it's not Truth. you must have a belief that you will be hurt. Note that if there is no charge. They are simply being a mirror of my own issue.

in other words. Get a new perspective. or Energy. The word emotion is a fascinating word. That is what our emotions do. In a thought triggers emotion you can see what kind of thoughts you are thinking. "I felt so strongly about that that I had to rush out and do it". Look at it this way: E-motion. change the thoughts you are thinking. Lower vibration expectation judgment rejection/blame sorrow/apologizing Higher vibration Responding from compassion observing acceptance seeing the mirror 113 . The force behind what we feel is what allows us to create. the fuel that allows something to get created. Therefore.therefore. to create in a positive way. See how you feel. put into motion. Healing comes from taking responsibility – the 3rd law. But it is the emotional energy. seeing your reflection in another or in a situation is a positive and useful thing. and what kind of emotion it creates. or manifestation. or perception. They move energy and bring things into motion. Use your five (5) senses to ask if something doesn't feel right or comfortable in the way you are responding or feeling. If you don't like the emotion you are feeling.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM change . we must generate positive emotions from clear thoughts and perceptions. First we have our thought.

say or write the negative expression of it: all that you think is going on. first state what you fear . Check out what your fear is about. You will continue to create the same kind of situations. You need to find out what your true desire is. and state that desire 100% positively: "I choose to have or create. comes from feeling guilt and shame. you will reinforce the lower vibrational state of thinking it's someone else's fault. what keeps you in it. and you will keep yourself in the perception of being victimized. There is only growth and love. you will keep yourself in judgment. 8. This exercise will help you see what your erroneous beliefs are that keep you in fear. etc." There are 3 universal fears: (1) abandonment (2) not feeling worthy or good enough (3) loss of trust which is the fear of surrender Any time there is a fear.3 Your Fear or Masked Desire To find out and work with your fear. who you think did what to you.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Fear is only a mask of our true desire.. ALL BELIEFS THAT CAUSE YOU FEAR ARE ERRONEOUS. it will fall into one or more of these categories. or masked desire. another's flaws. you will be able to see that when you face an issue in yourself. and that keep you from manifesting what you want. that create the difficulty you are in. you have the chance to 114 . what bothers you. that make you see your own issues in others and judge them for it. there is no shame or guilt. In reality. That's what makes us not want to see these issues as our self. If you treat yourself with love. until you get out of the program and have a new perception.. The number one addiction to an erroneous core belief..

And that is the perfection of the journey. Use all positive words. You feel guilty about doing that and the loop goes on. wonderful human being. 4. including yourself. you blame others. of seeing ourselves in the mirror. 8. Then put your highest truth in the form of an "I am" statement. as 100% positive. You judge something or someone. of what we experience. See how you react to a given situation . 7. Here is the cycle of an erroneous core belief loop: 1. You put it out on someone or something else. For example: "I am powerful" or "I am a loving. and you hide it all away so you're not aware the issue is really even there. 2. This is called projection.5 1. You feel shame. 6. say or write your preferred truth.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM become even clearer." Continue to say your positive I am statement throughout the day and for as long as you need to. that it's yours. expressing what you choose to create. until the negative program is neutralized. Ask: "What keeps me believing in that fear? What will happen if I let go of it? What is the pay off for keeping it? What do I get to do or not do if I keep the fear?" 115 ." or "I am able to love myself. ever more loving. You feel guilty about doing that. Re-adjusting an Old Belief Own the fear or pattern. 8.4 Ultimate Truth About Yourself Next. 5. You feel guilty. Then you become fearful that you will be punished. In order to get away from the shame.look at what you are afraid of. 3. or deal with it in some way.

or change it. Intention. observe why. If you decide to change it. And that which creates joy. Now. Fears can be survival tools." You can even state how you will do it. Decide if this pattern serves you anymore. plus emotion creates the transformation into new ways of being and brings about the new pattern you are choosing. exactly. 116 . You must have a new belief. State your new reality in the form of "I am" 6. growth and freedom. without judgment. What would you feel? Let that feeling flow into every cell of your body. step by step. This is the energy that sucks ways of behaving out of fear:  Being aloof. Put out your intention . Your intention must be followed by willingness. Be specific. and we tend to want to hold onto them through our anger or other emotional reactions because it's the only way of life we've known. or a new thought form.what you intend to create. decide what you want to change it to. 3. you eliminate fear. a choice for a new perception. "E-Motion" means deep feeling and it is the energy that puts things into motion. but will keep you locked in a lower vibration that doesn't help your life. for guidance or help to achieve the new intention. 4. most importantly allow yourself to feel very clearly and strongly what it would feel like to operate out of and have that new belief in your life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 2. 5. Say: "I intend to do …. Ask Spirit or your Higher-Self. Decide if you want to keep the program. If you decide to keep it. If you choose to believe in a new reality. What could be better than that? Fears have supported us.

you are trying to be in control.?! Didn't you realize that. What was the reason? If you are in pain. Move instead to acceptance. Change the perception that there was any damage done in a given situation. you are into blaming. you are actually holding a belief that you are inadequate to deal with something." If you find yourself worried or fearful about what other people think. then you created that situation for some reason.. A fear of judgment is actually a desire for unconditional love.. It is all perfect. Go to your heart.. If you are in doubt.).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM     Being an interrogator (Who did this?. the mirror of that really is: you are in judgment of yourself. you are in resistance to something. because: 117 .. If you are in pain. Being a "poor me. Being an intimidator (energy makes others feel afraid of you by backing people down). If you are the creator. If you are in resistance to something. There is no war happening. and you are fearing a loss of power. instead. you are judging.. It is a false belief that you will lose control or power.?! etc. What are you resisting? Identify what you are getting by holding onto the pain. you are caught between realities and aren't sure what to believe. If you are in fear. Being someone who creates confusion for others (gets them off center). Ask: What is the gift of the mirror for me here? If you are asking why. Why did you. unless you create one by your perception.

It is impossible to do so. That then creates a reality that will mirror that higher vibration state. It's already working out perfectly. Honor where someone is in their development. we must understand the Higher Truth . what lessons they have set up to learn for themselves. It helps us decide what we want to experience and learn in this lifetime.neither side of which is the real truth. Using these laws will help you to allow others to express themselves. Listen to the Higher Self. that is power enough. if you know that you are God. The ego's true purpose is to offer us choice by comparison. while you remain at peace. And everything else is God. Self sabotage is the ego in its lower vibration. the zero point. One Energy Source .6 The Role of the Ego It is the ego which allows us to be in this reality where there is duality. The ego was designed to deal with polarity . What you can create is responding from Peace and living from higher vibration states. the neutral point where there is no attachment. The Higher Truth is larger than. anyway. It is the point in the middle. either side of polarity. But.and that perception comes with seeing from a single eye. That is why we see this reality with 2 eyes. Everything is already perfect. too. 8. The Most-High. We need it for our wide range of emotions. And that is all there is.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM If you identify with God. The ego controls emotions. which we learn from . bigger than.that all is One. and there is no need for you to try to control anything. 118 .in this way we learn to work with energy and use it appropriately. the spiritual eye.

makes this truly self-liberating discovery: those places that he once mistook as being impassible barriers to his happiness become as bridges to the same. 119 . For one thing. From now on you must spin your straw into gold. This is why even the attempt to disconnect ourselves from our present life-level already belongs to a higher level of understanding. it comes from us. who persists with his wish to find and fulfill the promise of himself. The understanding of this spiritual principle allows us to disconnect ourselves from our impatience. the easier our whole life flows. the frustration fades and in its place. Life becomes instantly better. For instance. learning flowers. 8. but only if he learns to welcome them as part of his journey. And the more we inwardly grow.7 Turning Barriers into Bridges Only the person who never gives up in life.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Accept WHAT IS as Perfection. "I'm sick and tired of it all".8 Secret Power of Self-Detach When you hear someone say. This all becomes clear once we understand that unhappiness does not come at us. So be it! 8. what he is really saying without realizing it is that he's sick and tired of suffering from his own lack of understanding. impatience with our level of understanding is the very level of understanding we are impatient with. then use your power of choice to create the reality that you prefer. This new and higher idea of disconnecting ourselves from whatever we think has us blocked leads to true self-liberation because we have never been trapped by anything outside of our own lack of understanding.

Risk only comes into account in the self-limited view of seeing life as a win/lose scenario. because you have stopped creating them. Remember this. fear turns into fearlessness because you have disconnected yourself from yourself. there are no real obstacles to keep you from making it all the way to a Brand New World. the greater the possibility for walking beyond yourself. When self-discovery becomes more important than winning. the freer your days will flow and the higher your life will go. In the truest meaning of the words. the hardest step is always the one you have never taken before. You must persist in spite of all forces that seem to be against your wish to break through to a New You. Persistence is everything in your personal work. The greater the doubt you will step across. you are getting out of your own way! Practice selfdisconnect as often as you can. intelligent action we are calling "self-disconnect" works for you by gradually breaking down the painful circle-ofself that is repeatedly formed by asking the problem for the solution. You must persist even if it is only with your wish to be persistent.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This new. with persistence. Every time you step past yourself. Barriers begin to crumble and disappear. With any true innergrowth. because doubt and fear form the perimeter of all self-limiting barriers. 120 . Believe me. freedom to take another and yet another step into the great unknown where eventually. you win a little more freedom. then every situation in life presents you with an opportunity to win in a new way. The more you work at this special kind of letting go.

It is like peeling the onion – do remember this. You have a thought. you may become 121 . A muscle may twitch. or you can just let your unconscious show you what it thinks is most important first. bring it into consciousness. every day there is a conversation going on between your mind and your body. we mean a sensation in your body. by living it. but you can also access it visually. It is by the emotional content of karma that we usually discover it. Every nerve and cell in the body is capable of retaining memory. and another emotion. start to look inside of yourself and see where the Light is not. You can detach from both. which brings another thought. It is daily hygiene. By feeling.1 Finding Karma You can work through your karma the slow way. Day to day events will also trigger karma. Clear it all one day. just like brushing your teeth. Then. and by the next day the next layer shows up to be cleared. Surrender those places.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Karma 9. and observe it happening. do the grounding as usual. Wait until you have been practicing the grounding eight times a day for at least two weeks. and your body provides an emotion. and a feeling. You can be very methodical and start with the big toe of one foot and work your way through your body. but after you have locked it in. Notice what bugs you. All day. and surrender or let-go the feeling of being bugged. Your thoughts can trigger it. This is not a process you can do once and call it done. not just the brain. or you can go looking for it. Your body will only show your karma that is ready to be cleared.

Even after you clear your personal karma. or an ache in my back. You will observe the sensation with detachment. successfully. But must feel fancy to do it. you will tend to feel it in your body. Feel the tension.) If you are clearing karma from someone you know by remote. You are not only your mind. Those tension points are your karma.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM aware of a place of tension inside of you. It is therefore preferable to do it visually. or your body. and simply surrender the tension points the body shows you. your country. You might trace a stomach knot's threads down one leg and through the foot into the earth. you may go on to clear the karma of the group ego mind of your city. and surrender it. and back down the front to the knot. you might feel a tightness around the bottom of your ribs like say you cannot take a deep full breath. You are an infinite spirit. where it is feeding on the energy meridians. Most stuff will make a complete circuit up and down of the body. if you are dealing with someone who has a lot of power chakra issues. you will follow the connections it makes through the body. your environment. (Know that you will clear. those karmas that have the same auras with yours at the time of your action. Take for example. Yes it is a simple thing to do if you decided to do it. as a mild physical discomfort that draws your attention to what areas need clearing. your ancestors. or a tingling in you head. up the back of the leg following it's own path to the shoulders and around one side of the head. and so you can watch the mind and body chatting away to each other. or a knot in your stomach. By doing this I release any thing that gave me tension during the day. by pumping my belly several times during a breathing exercise. You can then visualize and clear the 122 . back in the heel. I do this every night.

so you need to let go by distracting yourself so Cosmic Reality can take it. Feel it flowing out your head. and sometimes burning up in the heart chakra or simply disappearing and to be absorbed by the Unity.2 Clearing Karma Faith method Faith. God/Spirit/Cosmic Reality will take care of it. submission and gratitude. I'm sure everyone has had the experience of a spell having unexpected negative side effects? Counter-clockwise spin dissipates energy. Clockwise dancing and vortexes are most often used in Wicca. will detach your attention from it. do the magic. Practice! Practice!! Practice!!! You may also use counter-clockwise tornados.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM whole circuit and everything attached to the knot to be removed as well. Shifting your attention to taking a deep breath afterwards. out your feet. (Usually. and also shows that you believe it is handled. so it can be used to break up and remove the blockages of karma. So be it! 9. Give it up to Cosmic Reality. I seek nothingness or void. Your attention to something is an attachment to it. Worry shows lack of faith. You go left to end up at the left. That aspect of surrender is very important if you have faith.) 123 . surrender. and you are not going to worry about it anymore. or use the name of whatever Deity or Power you prefer. but sometimes. Do clear your karma! It is so simple. while somebody else prefers the opposite. I RRRRRRRRRRRRIIIIIIIIIIII all night. That action can result in the manifestation of Karma. so I use counter-clockwise vortexes 100% of the time.

Thank you is showing trust that nails the request into the Now. curled protectively around his belly. seals the deal. The reason you offer it as a ‘gift’. She will give it a tune-up and hand it back. First. surely comes back better if it is still needed. Even If you don't like something. which It has. is that Cosmic Reality doesn't judge it. Muscles tighten against the old memories of pain. this feeling of doubt. After the pause of breath. What is given to Cosmic Reality. Don't worry about giving up too much.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Sometimes a release will be accompanied with muscle twitches and a desire to stretch. if it is still present. and relax when the memory is cleared. this pain in my body. as all of the crap that held one in a slouched posture. like “So be it” or “Amen” or “Ashe”. It good to know that gratitude itself can be enough to remove a blockage. 124 . Some people don't like this idea of giving karmic crap to Cosmic Reality as a gift. and your negative opinion of wanting it gone. whether we judge it as gift or garbage from our limited perspective. Everything in life. somehow through visualization or feeling. this funny grey bit of resistance I am seeing/feeling. This is real. or giving away something you need. is like showing faith that you believe and expect that It will and that. this annoyance with so and so. Thanking Spirit for accepting the gift. is also an attachment. All of its silver linings will be showing. there must be recognition of stuff (or the so called ‘gift” you wish to give out). including life itself is a gift of Spirit. gift is what it is. apply gratitude. gently turn your attention to where the thing you gave away used to be and you will discover you see it. and it will change. One of the most dramatic cases of this is that one may grew 8 cm taller in a single night. will fall away. completely differently. getting a grasp on what is to be released. What is to be released might be.

All Yours. and every time you see a spider it gets worse. perhaps when you were a child someone put a spider down your shirt. Likely. so instead it got bigger from your resistance. because your indication of this ‘gift’ didn't cover everything. Like. and clear the whole pattern from the beginning. all other events that came after disappear right into the now. and everything connected to it. For example.” (breathe sigh of release) This is time travel to change the past.it no longer exists. and ever since then you have had a phobia about spiders. Time and space are illusions. Alternate phrases: “Cosmic Reality. Find and surrender those bits too. your environment. and even in other people. that is related. “Cosmic Reality. please take this. After a speck of karma is first created. The event is gone as if it never existed . wherever it exists. It is a gift for You. When the first event is cleared. your past lives. the universe is being created and uncreated in every moment. some issues may have connections and reflections all through you. Thank you very much. it will come up again and again. please take this. Sometimes there will be some bits of crap still left. Cosmic Reality will know what to take. you did not know to release it.” (breathe a sigh of release) This clears what you can see and what you cannot see. get back insight and compassion. All Yours. It is a gift for You. Thank you very much. This phrase asks Cosmic Reality to go back to before the first event occurred. in top down fashion from point of origin. The point of power is in the 125 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Give up karma. as Cosmic Reality gives you an opportunity to make a choice to release it.

” (breathe a sigh of release) You must clear everything and everything connected with it. for I am. all the way back into the past. It is in the hands of Fate. Thank you very much. in top down fashion from point of origin. hand them over now! “Cosmic Reality. please take this. It is the Will of God/Allah.” (Breathe in light. It is a gift for You. so it is important to fill the ‘void’ with light or else a clearing session can leave you feeling kind of ‘empty’ and seeking new attachments to fill the void. used to be and fill them with Your Grace and Light. and using this phrase you can change the past using the power of surrender in the now. Even though I walk in the valley of death I will fear no evil. please take the hole/space/place where that stuff I surrendered to You. It will be as Cosmic Reality Wills.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM now.. “Cosmic Reality. I release any attachments. and everything connected to it. 126 . Surrender the karmic stuff. through your feet.. Cosmic Reality has it handled. then also surrender the hole where it used to be like bugs bunny cartoon. Nature abhors a vacuum. All Yours. Thank you very much.) Additional universal phrases of surrender: Cosmic Reality (God/Allah…) Will be Done. portable holes.

However. professional psychics and other folks who are doing energy work. This usually happens on an unconscious level for most people. in the long term it can be hard on the healer and become a crutch. For healers. it becomes very easy to manage these cords with the power of imagination. For most people. knowing about the cords is not very important because the unconscious mind takes care of them. Sometimes a patient will continue to draw energy from a healer after the session is finished. As aka cords show up in the etheric. Even without intuition. and they can also become negative attachments and vampiric siphons. Everything you see. one can do the ritual. These etheric cords are a normal connection between friends and lovers. love etc. creates a thread of energy between you and it. or negative addiction for the patient. When you grow an awareness of these threads. Like the apron-strings between mother and child. it becomes more important to keep the tools in order and cut cord attachments that no longer serve. Guardian angels (personal Malaeka) will act on your requests – so you think. these threads of attraction are usually are only readily visible when they represent the union in relationships. So be aware! 127 . everything you touch. because the cords of love between people are stronger than attachments to things.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 9. and while this is a good thing in the short term. they are the underlying nature of how relationships connect people. Most cords are flimsy and fade quickly. gravity. they are how we exchange empathy.3 Aka Cords: The Unity The ‘Aka cords’ is a term from Huna mysticism. love. They are the ‘super strings’ that are holding the universe together. it defines aka cords very elegantly. attraction. Everything is connected to every other thing: relationship. and information.

With your imagination. You may possibly get a sense of being surrounded by a crowd of people. Get grounded and draw in as much light as you can hold. There are several ways to disconnect cords.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM This is why it is necessary to occasionally do a ritual to cut any aka cords that are not in one’s highest good. Always determine to cut them out. There is only fear to fear. It is best to be clear in your intention. I ask that the highest good be done. You may get an impression of being in the center of a big spider web or perhaps a cocoon with many threads coming from different chakras and radiating out from you in all directions. will sometimes show up in your life again. especially with the earth's fiery crystal core. into that space where all things begin. You may feel it. and it comes from me. or see it. first. one of my Source Codes said: I simply trust in the judgment of my Higher-Self or AllThat-Is. by sending out a last blast of unconditional love and make the fire to manifest whatever the person on the other end needs. and only those cords. gratitude and blessings down these cords – Use power of imagination. as said earlier. anyways. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people who are in service to your Highest Good. Then ask to be shown ones that do not serve. and get to ride out of duality. So. This method is nice and simple. Usually I may not ask who is cut. or sense it. and cut them out of the race. or just 128 . and send love. or simply connect new cords as often as they are cut. In the ritual you first ask to be shown the beneficial cords. but those who are determined. as I am not yet free of creative fears. so that you don't cut cords which represent win/win relationships that serve your highest good. I give up my fears to Him.

once again fill yourself with as much light as you can hold. Be sure to offer thanks to Goddess for Her abundance that allows you to be generous. it doesn't matter. Then. as a farewell gift of unconditional love for them that will show up on their end as whatever it is they think they need from you. You may find that some of these people will unconsciously feel the cord being disconnected. imagine that it burns up the cord like a lit fuse. breathe more light into yourself.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM imagine it there. These are the cords that benefit you. Do not be surprised if some old friends contact you in the days following. This time.. Thank these people for being in your life and gratefully send light and love down the cords to them. Let your intention be that the recipient's higher self choose the form in which the love manifests on the other end. Most of these are people who want something that they think you can give them. Nice bonus! Then. so that the cord is gone. this means that the recipient's higher self or unconscious will use the energy as it thinks best.. ask to be shown all of the cords that connect you to people or things that feed on your energy but do not serve your highest good. and let the vision go. Essentially. to replace what you gave away. Release a generous blast of the light you have drawn into yourself down the cord. As the light goes down the cord. What is important is your intention. You do not need to know what it manifests as. and they 129 . to tell you they were thinking of you warmly. so you do not need to clear them. and conclude the ritual. Give thanks for being shown that you are loved and supported.

Imagine you are sucking on the cords like a drinking straw. they will detach them from you on their own. you leave the cords as they are. They may go off and feed on someone else. You would not want them to pass out while driving – would you? or anything of that nature . Since you are just taking your own energy back. When these vampires realize (probably unconsciously) that there is no free lunch and they are no longer getting fed/rewarded through the cords. sip slowly so they will not be abruptly and unnecessarily deflated. but reverse the flow and take back only your own energy that they stole from you. you are not going to get any junk from them. but you cannot control what 130 . pull in their cords and stop preying on you. or how much of what kind of energy you send. instead of sending them more energy. repeat the exercise. the bottomless pits will not be satisfied with your gift and will promptly a reattach to you. ideally there will be none. Others. Be clear in your intention not to feed on their energy. The cords that have been reattached will be those of the persistent bottomless pit vampires who reconnect the cords no matter how many times you cut them. like a leech dropping off.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM might contact you in the days following and complain that you feel distant. There will be fewer cords than before. Give love to those who support you as before. but only to take back your own stolen energy from them. Twenty four to seventy hours later. In this technique. If you are dealing with this kind of persistent bottomless pit vampire. Take your time at it. They will give up. and again ask to see the cords that connect you to those who do not serve your highest good.No. there is another method you can use according to my Source Code.

astral. on my end and plug them into the sender's higher self. Learn. When I get impatient with it. leave them attached. You are learning. 131 . or the Earth source. Then if there are still any negative cords that have been reconnected in spite of your generosity. I ask my guardian Angels to disconnect the cords from me..A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM someone else does. and draw on them several times a day until the vampires give up and detach. in the etheric.. To do this. though. I'm not suggesting you do this. spiritual world. You can only control your own energy or you tax your daily Karma unduelly. as They think best. The traditional ritual is good practice for learning about how relationships work. as they are formed. I put it on autopilot.

The question of evolution or creation of Man. which change from one time. a system beyond the Milky Way Galaxy (a rotating disk containing about 1011 stars including our Sun) came about. This notion needs to be examined logically and brought to its finality.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Concept of the Prime Mover 10. In the so-called cosmological proof: that in the worlds.. then the motion of a body is the result of its being moved by some other body. All motions result from being moved by some other objects.e. tribe. The above conclusion belongs to simple-minded and lazyminded individuals. that the above argument cannot be repeated indefinitely. another body moved any moved body. race to another. Prime Mover If we apply the idea of causality to the study of motion of objects. animals or non-living things is not solely coming to mind now. Therefore one can definitely arrive at a prime mover that is not moved by anything. some objects are in motion. Even the Pious. because of a sole reliance on spiritual perceptions. i. What comes to mind is how the spiral galaxy. that if an object itself is moving and it is necessarily being moved by some other object. era. Saints and Prophets waver in a pool of open and logical challenges. How? 132 . then the latter must necessarily be moved by something else. since there was nobody there in the origin.

It was believed that God had made the command. Let there be light and there was light. So there are no eyewitness reports. back to the period of the creation of man. . In the beginning was the word and God was the word. 133 . It is only obvious and quite clear that the Earth was in a total darkness before this command was initiated. . perhaps as at the time of creation of the Universe.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Nobody was around at the origin. There are two models for the creation of the Universe: Big Bang and Continuous Creation. These instruments give them vast scope within which to exercise their imaginations only. animal and other matters in this Earth. some features were incorporated during the ‘time’ of creation. (The Bible) Obviously this has taken us. and gave you ears and eyes . These would be brought forward in the discussion. He made him complete and breathed into him of His spirit. it is that you give thanks. (Bible) The above statement has shown us that there was a Prime Mover. and at the time of the creation of Man. animals and other earthly things. The following few observations and analyses are to be noted without any bias reference. (Qur’an) This is saying that the spirit of God is breathed into every man created. vividly. And for the created man to function properly. Cosmogonists can reach their conclusions only on the basis of the subtle observations that are barely within reach of modern instruments. and it points to the mystical relation between human and Divine Nature. What happened before this statement was pronounced could not be ascertained.

also called Yun Han and all the stars appear. it is called the Heavenly River. jing hua floats aloft. so to say. AD) This simply means that stars are being formed by the contraction (mover) of gas clouds. who were the descendants of the primordial ancestors. The above statement supports the two above references mentioned from the holy Qur’an. Qi representing the context of God’s breath in this respect. through sacrifice or rituals. a Chinese scholar in the 3rd Century. to the Supreme Being. (Wu Li Lun. The Amashida-kinds were so powerful that they could create as wished. So there had been an existence somewhere else. This is confirmed through most of their words and doings.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. And that the universe was in existence before the so-called Aur-Amashida. Note that Qi = breath. (Qur’an) This is an obvious proof of the occurrence of the so-called “Big Bang” or the expansion of the core-centre in the evolution of the Universe. There was no indication of the period of and what brought about this action. Man is born into this Existence and the tradition didn’t know any thing regarding human creation. Qi develops and rises. (African Tradition) This idea has shown that the so-called ancestors migrated from another world or space to found or husband the earth. hua = essence and Heavenly River is the Milky Way. turning about following the flow. They referred to their Ancestors and not a particular Deity. They have lesser gods who carry off their request. The next question is when and where? 134 .

In this action. which convert sugar and oxygen into carbon dioxide. has shown by genetics and after studying the pattern of DNA (DEOXYRIBONUCLEIC ACID) in people now alive and produced a human family tree showing that the species emerged in Africa about 200. creation is continuing all the time and so very slowly for any known sensitive instrument can measure. According to the Continous Creation (CC).000 years ago and first left the continent to begin its world wide spread 100. These structures. Wilson’s work relied on a type of DNA found not in the cell nucleus. the galaxies would have moved apart to the point where the amount of space between them had increased or even doubled. but in its mitochondria. water and the energy that runs the cell. the amount of matter in the Universe would double as a result of the slow drizzle of creation. at least) individual receive all their mitochondria from their mothers.000 years ago. Allan Wilson at the University of California. Scientists have two general models for the existence of Universe: Continous Creation and Big Bang (Scientific Statement). in a proper study of mankind. And since (in people. One consequence of their origin is that they carry their own genes. it is easy to trace mitochondria DNA back through the generations without having to worry about the mixing of genes from mother and father that goes on in the rest of the DNA. When the highly condensed hydrogen matter exploded from its own core (see Chapter 9) pressure and created showers 135 . And in the course of some billions of years. are the descendants of bacteria that took up residence in eukaryotic cells about 18 billion years ago.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM According to a superior account.

the four energy laws came into play: Gravity. who just came to this Realm of Existence. Man-made explosive matters are ones that quickly come to mind. it is absolutely unreasonable for any human being. such as one produced our Milky Ways.000 years ago (since whatever vision. The fifth energy was formed in order to eternalize the initial outburst. So is the word: The heaven and the earth were joined together as one unit of creation before they were cloven asunder. The fission and fusions of atoms forming bombs. So. could have been released and registered between 10 to 20 billion years ago. The word ‘join’ could mean that the total elements of the Universe were originally in a single space. Visible Matter has the same 136 . Electromagnetism. What could be certain is the existence of Matter. the energy required in this creation is zero equivalent energy of light balanced with the negative energy of gravitational field. The first ever Big Bang (of stored energy in vacuum or void) explosion. but formed within the fifth energy product of the Big Bang. Behind the Matter is the Mind at work. in the presence of light space. The time of the bang obviously would be so negligible. From the above examinations and analyses. but broken apart due to a bang or expand continuously in space. The lesson here is that both light and spirit evolved at the same time since the occurrence of the first Big Bang. be it spiritual or scientific) so as to claim who is or was the Prime Mover.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of still expanding galaxies. just in a recent time of less than. hanging about There have been other minor explosions. A stupid question asked by feeble-minded individuals. miraculous occurrence that might have happen to man must fall within the light of the formation of the Milky Ways. Strong nuclear and Weak nuclear are acting together (Unity) in the space-less compact at the equivalent or even beyond the speed of light. 200.

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exactitude of proportion and precise method granted by the Invisible Mind. What we should bear in mind is that there is and was no such thing as injustice in the Universe. What it means here is that if we have granted the above stated premises concerning the composition of Mind and Matter, there can be no such thing as injustice. Yet seemingly unjust things are done every day and seemingly go unpunished, because the punishments are always administered. So the so-called ‘scientific ghosts’ come in i.e. vengeance is mine. The sinner who imagines his sins are undiscovered is a compound fool who deceives himself. For instance, a murderer (direct or indirect) who has secretly torn the life of his shrieking victim in some unfrequented spot, and has succeeded in hiding his crime from what we call ‘justice’ cannot escape the Spiritual Law of vengeance within the Unity. Murdered creature often returns to the Realm of Existence in human form to dodge his murderer down. No known man has ever escaped the psychic law of equity any more than we can escape the material law of gravitation. So, it unbelievable therefore to attribute the spiritual law of vengeance on the Most High or the so-called prime Mover. Not much of a Deity or a prime Mover but what you are or represent. If there is any race with superior historical pride over others, it is the Africans. Their existence was closer to the period of the so-called ‘creation’; hence they have full authority talking about the Prime-or-Nonprime Mover. As more scientific researches are proceeding, Africans are likely to be proved right. So be it! One of the oldest questions to be asked about the universe was "How did it begin?" That question always puzzled mankind. The answer to such question depended on the faith and civilisation current to the scientist.

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In the early days of the Greek philosophers the universe was the making of gods and goddesses, but how they actually performed the act of creation was not to be inquired into, for such matters were considered divine and, thus, laid outside man's comprehension. The Greek plan incorporated a marvellous scientific picture of the universe, for whilst they described the motions of the planets with mathematical precision, they believed them to be, like the stars, made of some celestial material that never decayed. In ancient China, the whole universe, everything on earth and in the sky, was considered part of a giant organism. However, they envisaged a universe that was many millions of years old and, in this respect, they were close to today's view. Western civilisation has grown up under the influence of Greek ideas and also that of Chinese teachings, which insist on a single God who is creator and sustainer of the universe; a God, who is also the single God according to the Muslim faith. The Bible does not contain any scientific information of note about the universe, but it reminds us of that: In the beginning was the word and the word was with God and the word was God. Galileo used to be fond of saying that the Bible teaches the way to go to heaven, not the way heavens go. The Church, in its constant attempts to keep the masses under its control, permitted no speculation into these divine matters. The misfortune of Copernicus, as a result of his statement, that it was the sun and not the earth to be the centre of the spherical universe, is well known. Even after the beginning of the modern scientific period, when Newton had worked out the motions of planets in great detail and also invented the idea of universal gravitation, people still considered the creation of the universe to be a divine act, which lies above speculation.

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With the vast amount of information collected by observation of deep space in the last sixty years, as well as the development of relativity and quantum theory, scientists are at last in a position to work out how the universe began. Today, speculation and scientific research into cosmology lies outside the realm of religion, to the extent that some scientists today do not consider the creation of the universe to be a divine act altogether. However, these scientists are forgetting that when they trace the origin of the universe to its origin, or to that moment that sparked the beginning... they too concede that science becomes unable to function, for at that initial moment all the laws of physics seem to break down. The failure of some scientists to contribute this initial moment of creation to a divine force stems from the fact that they think of this initial moment as the moment when all the laws of physics break down, rather than being the moment when all the laws of physics came to be. The creation of the universe is a subject that is given great attention in the Qur’an. The huge and varied amount of information contained in the Qur’an about almost every stage and aspect of the creation continues to astound scientists today because of its very accurate agreement with 20th century knowledge. How can a book written in the 7th century contain such a rich amount of scientific information that was to be attained 14 centuries later? Much of this information was discovered only in the last fifty years! Neutral and unbiased observers do consider this to be valid evidence that such a book could never have been the product of any human being for the simple reason that, at the time, no human possessed such knowledge. All the evidence available today suggests an explosive origin to the universe that brought both space and time into

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but may also have 140 . The Big Bang itself resulted from an extremely dense singularity. The eventual formation of galaxies resulted as a condensation. most of the italics to follow are written from the Qur’an without any emphases or reference [any individuals who want to know more must read more]. because they open up some basic facts that no one can push aside. under gravitational pull. Ralph Alpher and Robert Horman indicate that the whole event took place at a very high temperature. It is the facts the Nothingness of Self-Esteem cares about. was written openly by one of my Source Codes. which could also be found in all other scriptures. of hot gases which was mainly hydrogen. until proved otherwise. The creation of the universe is one of matter. (It is very important to know that science does not discriminate when it comes to disseminating of facts and nothing but facts. are not known to be direct to any scientific statements. These facts.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM existence. This is what is referred to as the ‘Big Bang’. Matter and space were joined as one and then were separated in the explosion. The theory of the Big Bank which has successfully taken over the place of the 'Steady state' theory was worked out in the 1920's by two scientists quite independently of each other. space and time that are intimately linked together. This is described in the Qur’an. It must be stated here that.) "Do not the unbelievers see that the skies and the earth were joined together and we ripped them apart?" The subsequent history of the Big Bang saw the Americans George Gamow. This view has been confirmed by the later discovery of the background microwave radiation. the Russian meteorologist Alexksandr Friedmann and the Belgian mathematician Georges Lemaitre.

This is what is known as the escape velocity.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM contained helium and a few other light elements as well. The speed. Gravity was the brilliant divine invention. Over the ages. thus. If you were to throw a tennis ball upwards towards the sky. the gas has gradually condensed into individual starts. which is a very accurately described as smoke are cold. and with the formation of galaxies. working as an equating factor to the centrifugal force to induce precise orbits for all heavenly bodies. The kinetic energy stored in the foreword movement of these bodies could not be relied upon on its own." Note that the verse did not say clouds or gas. No planet would ever revolve around its mother star. mass and distance of two bodies have to be worked out very precisely to induce an orbit. but smoke. Once these stars were formed a system had to be devised to govern their motion. if you were to throw the ball at a very high speed (say 10km per second) it would escape the gravity of the earth and leave the earth altogether. 141 . because the whole of life on earth is so dependent on the sun. The universe in its very early stages was. it would travel upwards as a result of the kinetic energy stored in the throw but. which also applies to earth and. still in the form of hot gases which is mentioned in the Qur’an in the following verse: "Then He took hold of the sky when it was smoke. the gravity of the earth will overcome and the ball fall back to the ground. life would not have evolved on earth. otherwise stars and also planets would have shot off in straight lines dispersing into space. thus. It is the speed required for a moving body to enable it to escape the gravity of a planet or star. eventually. But.

The endless intricate orbits and mathematical precision in the universe leave one in a gasp in awe. and all other heavenly bodies also obey the same rules. All these adjustments must be very precisely executed at a precise distance and speed otherwise a correct orbit cannot be obtained. to say at least seven million degrees Kelvin (K).A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM When an artificial satellite is placed in orbit around the earth. while the satellite is shooting out of the earth's gravitational field. nuclear reactions begin. all travelling in orbits. As a result. which are similar to those which take place in an hydrogen bomb. The next stage sees these massive newly formed stars start to shrink under their own gravitational pull. These reactions. 142 ." ‘all’ as in the last verse is not 'both' which indicates that the reference to the sun and the moon is symbolic only. their central regions become denser and hot. what happens is that at a required distance. continue throughout the life of the star.) These very accurate balances are mentioned in the following two following verses: "The sun and the moon follow courses precisely computed" and "And the sky He raised and set the balance" The orbits of the heavenly bodies are mentioned in the verse: "And the sun and the moon. (All the planets that circulate around stars also revolve round the centre of gravity of their own galaxies. When the material in the centre of the star has heated up sufficiently. its speed is reduced which reduces its kinetic energy and with some directional adjustments its kinetic energy can be equated with the earth'' gravity.

even no fire touches it..whose oil is well lit. planets do not emit any light of their own. This is precisely what the Qur’an speaks of with the words: "…as if it were a brilliant star……." In 1965." "It is He who made the sun to lighten up and the moon that is lightened. the Big Bang theory. These nuclear reactions cause the stars to radiate all types of radiation into space.as in a burning wood.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM These reactions are distinctly different from ordinary combustion . The verse is a very accurate description of what goes on inside a star.e. This differentiation between natural light and reflected light is mentioned with the words: "Blessed is He who made constellations in the sky and placed there in a lamp. but only reflect light. from x-rays and gamma rays in the short waves all the way to the longer radio waves. and that was the background radiation which supported the Big Bang theory. together with the detection of the red shift in the spectrum of far away galaxies. gave birth to yet a new concept and that was the universe is expanding- 143 . and a reaction which is not combustion (fire) . The visible section of those waves which are found between the ultraviolet and the infra-red is the sunlight. it's oil (i.'nuclear reactions'. What actually takes place inside a star is that hydrogen is converted to helium with the emission of huge energy. But. a very important discovery was made." The verse mentions a star. On the other hand. fuel). and a moon giving light.

would be 144 . it will expand to become a red giant. This phenomenon was also explained at the beginning of this section. When that stage is reached. The nearest planet. it was still believed that all the stars in the sky including our sun were eternal and are made of a material that never fades or decays. At the time of the Qur’an (7th century). and as was mentioned before. First. Mercury. a light received from distant galaxies have a red shift which indicate how much they were flying away from us. a star like our sun will undergo a series of drastic changes. was mentioned in the Qur’an. This conclusion is literally mentioned in the Qur’an: "and the heavens we created with might and we are expanding it” Note that the word "expanding" is used in the present tense and not in the past which again is in agreement with the fact that the expansion of the universe is a continuous process. When applied to light waves it was found that if the source of light is approaching its light would be shifted towards the blue end of the spectrum. In the same vein. while as light from a receding source would be shifted towards the red end of the spectrum. That contribution of the red shift analysis meant that the universe is indeed expanding. These atomic reactions would take place inside a star for a finite time and then the star would eventually run out of energy when it has used up all its resources. No one was really aware of the nature of the reactions that took place inside stars for that was to be 20th century atomic theory territory but that.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM this was briefly explained previously at the beginning of this chapter. Doppler Effect applies to any waves and not only that of sound.

as used in the Qur’an.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM swallowed up and the intense heat given off by the sun in this red giant stage would be amount to cause all the seas and oceans on earth to boil over and evaporate. the star would start to collapse and lose its lustre and end up as a white dwarf. of each star is also referred to accordingly: "He has ordained the sun and the moon. the term "collapse". is the precise term used by today's astronomers to describe that stage of a star's life. Also. Here. it still remained necessary to calculate its age. Whilst the Big Bang provided an explanation as to the origin of the universe. astronomers once again rely on red shift to calculate the speeds and distance of the furthest galaxies and 145 . In other words. Qur’an describes the end of time as follows: "When the sun is rounded" "When the stars have collapsed" "When the oceans boil over in a swell" It is very significant how the verse said "when the stars have collapsed" and not 'when the sun has collapsed'. each one runs for an appointed time. the ocean will boil over long before the sun starts to collapse." in its opening verse. that is. or specific life span. because the boiling of the oceans will be a result of the expansion of the sun (red giant stage) and not it's collapse. the Qur’an uses the very accurate scientific words: "when stars lose their lustre" The finite life. To do so. signalling the end of life on earth.

perhaps brought about by the ‘Big Bang’. How many days a space ship takes to reach the moon? 2) "…a day relative to your God is equivalent to a thousand years of your count. The modern accepted figure for the age of the universe is a little bit more than 18 billion (thousand million) years. When we look at that distant quasar.000 years of God’s = 365. as brought up by one of my Source codes." If for God. (80% the speed of light). which clearly indicates that that day was in the past (50. is to put your mind at rest and to direct your attention to your inner-self to answer the question: “What am I?” and not to brother with “Who is the Prime Mover?” but that you are within the Unity. The age of the universe is also found in the Qur’an? 1) "the angels and the spirit ascend unto Him in a day. are at distances of up to 14 billion light years (a light year being the distance travelled by light in one year). but as it was 14 billion years ago.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM quasars. we are actually looking back far into the past.000 for man = 18.000 x 50. When we look into depth of space. These distances give us indications to the age of the universe. The most distant quasars.000 km/sec. 146 .000 years for man. we are not seeing it as it is now. which have velocities of some 240. and 1 year for God is 1000 x 365 = 365.25 billion! The importance of these analyses. 1 day = 1000 years for man." The verse clearly said a day that ‘was’ and not a day that 'is'. the measure of which was fifty thousand years. Then 50.000 years ago) after the angels ascend.

Even the Mother Earth as an entity in the unity has her own kundalini. Man can accelerate motion (vertical. There is no power among men that goes beyond men. a multiple of itself shows that one thing (body) is first attracted to itself and then to other things around it (him). the primordial Ancestors. No exception. or the so-called ‘serpent’ remained coiled at the base of the spinal cord that Man cannot reach his set goals. but what it is and how it works. Since c2 = c x c. The power. but not above evil and good). Spinal-thread. Life Force or what have you. The speed of this motion will depend on the magnitude of the inner energy driving the resultant power of the body. one origin. driven by the energy generating within men and moving randomly from man to the others and his surrounding is the maximum.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The Unity 11. Let us examine the Einstein Theory of Relativity. It is only when it is dormant. Serpent of Eden. in this Realm of our Existence. against gravity) of its ‘serpent’ towards his goal (good or evil. And any attempt to wake it up by force will 147 . that energy (E) is equal to the product of mass (m) and square speed (c) or E = mc2. Negative to positive and vice versa. This inner self is known as Kundalini. Man controls other attractions. The law of attraction indicates the unity of the whole creation.1 Theory of Relativity There is Unity. the Most High. The name this thing is called does not matter. to and from lesser animals and non-living things.

Even the speed of light is finite. it could be seen that at the absolute unity. the energy (E) becomes larger and indirectly proportional to time. In the view of the above explanation. Simple. The more distant object corresponds to earlier times and the nearer ones to later times. We are not separate individuals but part of a colossal spiritual network linking all atoms and all other things that exist in this world. And at zero mass (m) such as in light. covered by a body in motion. that is.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM result to catastrophe. let’s examine if the universal energy depends on time. As this last condition holds. In cosmos. galaxies and clusters of galaxies are all isolated systems in space. so that the speed is equal to a distance. In general more distant objects have greater apparent magnitudes. We shall learn more of its structure and its application to obtain our goals. Assume that speed is a distance (s) covered in a specific time (t). First. the Milky Way. while the negative energy of gravitation played a part. the energy (E) is zero. matter is concentrated in 148 . it is a real phenomenon that distance always approaches zero. The existence.2 The Void and the Origin The Sun. The relationship between distance and velocity is neither in strict proportionality nor a straight line. space-time relationship is 1. there is no time in cosmos. while velocity is directly deduced from a shift. s s ( is the space difference). All these are held together in the spiritual force field – The Unity. 11. divided by time (or c = s/t) the Energy E = m (s2/t2). Then in a simple mathematical expression. This results to the time (t) becoming smaller. indicates that the distance approaches zero (or s0). where the energy is large.

This was the idea of heavenly bodies having circular shapes. water (moist and cold). Purpose for the Existence In giving some security belief. super-clusters are not clearly demarcated. rather. Thoth (Hemes Trismegastus) said that every existing thing is composed of the four elements: fire (dry and heat). The purpose of existence is the Unity. One state evolves to 149 . The characteristic features of super-clusters is brought about as in nebular theory: that as long as the original gas cloud has a certain amount of angular momentum. while Zoroastrians called it the Unlimited Source. The African origin of belief and spirituality describes it as Nameless. air (heat and moist) and earth (moist and dry). The void is the Original Self. the body formed after the collapse must have a symmetrical shape indicating rotation. one cant really have them doing it all for nothing. It is the command and active principle of the creation. the spaces between the heavenly bodies are dark and void. if one is going to have a whole battery of spirits and demons running the Universe. surrounded by empty space.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM the central region. There is some purpose to the Universe. After all. It is porous and permeates every atom including Man. then no matter what its original shape. or darkness with consciousness or EnSof in Jewish religion. in which everything must participate. From this principle. Isaac Asimov gave good accounts of the reasons for creation. The Egyptian god. in unison. It has no image visible to the naked eye. In contrast. like light. the distribution of matter is net-like and the empty space is now isolated in holes or voids. the spiritual force field. as it is being done in the world of Man now. Hindus equate the void.

Science does not merely ignore the possibility of a cosmic war. In 2000. This effect of changes in things in the Universe can be felt in the ozone layer. encountering an equally powerful army under Ahriman fighting for Darkness and Evil. Some of these notions crept into other beliefs and we have the war of God versus the Devil. the purpose of existence is the flow within the Unity. The Zoroastrians of Persia worked out a delightfully complex scheme of the Universe. Therefore. The force was almost evenly matched and individual men could feel that with them lay the balance of power. when it has tried and still trying to workout the origins and the ultimate fate of the Universe. leading countless spirits (other gods?) under banner of Light and Good. the ozone hole reduced drastically. This is an indication of gradual change in all things. Destiny Destiny comes from men’s thoughts and men’s actions working within the limited circle of the Realm of our 150 . NASA said the ozone layer expanded to three times the size of Australia. there is no question as to who will win. so also this transformation (development) occurred in human and other things. in particular is the ultraviolet-B radiation that can cause skin cancer and can burn marine life. In science however the so-called Security Belief is assumed to be false. They imagined the whole of existence to be engaged in a cosmic war. Ozone is the protective layer in the atmosphere that shields the Earth from the sun’s rays. If they strove to be good they were outstanding to the ‘right’ in the most colossal conflict ever imagine.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM another state – cold is gradually turns to heat and heat to vapour (air). God must and will win. Ahura-Mazda or Mara. In this view however. But due to the extreme warm condition in 2003.

Clay and water (human body) have been moulded to form a green paste or mortar. But remember that Power isolates those who hold too much of it. Figure 9. The Nature who wears the whole of our universe as though it were one head upon a necklace. Body breathing becomes the embodiment of the breath.30 hours = 13 days Figure 9. etc). an actual state of consciousness in its own right. It is also a renunciatory technique to achieve a predetermined trancelike state – an isness. will not deny your right to use your body and mind in the ways that seem right to you. also within the Unity Existence of Man The creation of man can be likened to playing with clay to produce a product (ceramics. Clay + Water Product air-dried to harden Hardened product fired Air-dried to cool Final product Time 0 12 days + 30 minutes + 23.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Existence.1 expresses the making of a ceramic object. in Zen word. The breathing exercise becomes an entity in itself. It is also true that karmic (past creation) destiny vibrates on Man. The echoes of destiny vibrate on all human beings within the Realm of Existence after the so-called creation. Ceramic production 151 .1.

Africans know this source of power and they use it fully and appropriately in naming their children. In other words when a man calls you ‘stone’ he makes you a stone for an instant. Be and it becomes or k’un fayakuun says the scriptures. asked the angel he’d wrestled for his name. ‘I-wake-into-a-wealth’. Remember that a man’s voice should be his own to command. this is the time of Hu (In the beginning was the word and the God was the word. Cooling is also rapid. When you call ‘Mojisola!’ in Yoruba means literally. in the scripture. you are directly wishing your child well. says the scripture). In cosmic creation. The suffering and smiling syndrome. resulting in a few times. And when Jacob. the angel kept it secret for fear that the name would give Jacob power over the angel. This is the same in Ya’Adua (a child that deserves prayer). You are indirectly wishing yourself well. When you will wake-up your child. It is the time of firing that the paste becomes a whole and it occurred within a short period. In a spiritual realm. Then you wonder why you are in a perpetual state of poverty and in that your supposed happymood. just hu it by the word of mouth.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The paste is then left to dry by natural air for a period of 12 days before it is fired in a kiln or sort of that. Even the so-called spirits guide their names. and that was when the firewithin is formed. so it shouldn’t 152 . When you wish for something to occur. while the fired product is left again to cool off naturally. Remember that the power of the name is almost limitless. This period is so small that it may be impossible to note not even in this Realm of Existence. in the early morning. The firing takes little time. by the name ‘Oloriburuku’ (One with bad luck) you are indirectly creating a realm of sub-existence for your child and a direct new existence for your self.

The air or wind. Be warned! We create with our thoughts. try to recollect the image of your chosen object or figure. were in existence. To hu is to create (Emet) or give life to at least until the appointed time of the so-called de-creation (met or mut). But must we ponder well on this matter. a simple object for that matter. Man came to be by the command hu. Following a simple experiment by focusing your attention on an object. According to Sefer Yezirah. our substance and our spirit. the knowledge of mysteries of the cosmos will reveal to you that you too can create life. all other things. aside Man.3 The Path In the beginning was the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’. which is not normally visible to naked. unobstructed eyes. in the combination of the two words hu-man. the Book of Creation. represents the unsounded hu. Can you guess what happen? Now let us get back to our discussion before the above experiment. and the close your eyes. In the beginning. Our thoughts cannot be pure unless we wake up the ‘fuel’ or the fire within. 11. An impure awareness may unbalance Man’s mind and body.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM carry another man’s message hidden within its sound. Do your focusing at least for 20 seconds. which could be a figure or whatever. Any form of disconnection of mind from body is negative. 153 . Man is out of the Existence. there is a gap in human consciousness and that is the so-called awareness. No hu. The combination of the two words: “human” resulted to the existence of Man. And immediately your eyes are closed. no Man. And without pure awareness.

the one understands the principle of creation. In The syllable. regarding the creation (Qi develops and rises. what is making you opening your mouth to pronounce the word ‘A”? This is the energy within that also comprises the same word ‘A’ for A-hu-man or simply AUM. The gap between open-and-close affairs is the so-called awareness. and which is called the Heavenly River (the Milky Way). while the pronouncement of ‘M’ closes the mouth and the gap between ‘A’ and ‘M’ is ‘U’. If one can perceive this. Note that open-andclose of the word AUM without the conjunction ‘U’ is impossible. a flow of air flows into your mouth. So. Aside Man all other things came into existence by the same action. it is obvious that such action is closed to be relevant and complete. the so-called awareness. also called Yun Han and all the stars appear) then we know that other things might have existed before the Realm of this existence. Any closed action must be opened. Man is intelligent homo-sapiens in this world that can control his fire within to achieve anything in this world as wished. allowing for further action to take place.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM The word hu or u is also related to a sort of ‘open-and-close’ affairs. But our limited experience has assured us that man is the only intelligent beings in the Universe. 154 . AUM is a word of power. Note that the word ‘hu’ or ‘u’ has been attributed to Man. that jing hua (essence) floats aloft. A-U-M. jins and aliens or UFOs. turning about (and) following the flow. As you open with ‘A’. And if you opened an action. But if we remember Wuli Lun. yes? There is this question. the mouth is opened when ‘A’ is pronounced. There are other beings.

It takes a serious disciplined. If the top portion of the structure fell off. the ‘fire’ may die-out.2 Seat of the fire within A light tap or a little stir or movement of the ‘fire’ will certainly destabilize the top cup-like structural member to a point of collapse. It takes a serious disciplined. but can be felt in a conscious or alpha state.2 is like an inverted triangular figure or cone object. This point-to-point of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable. as shown in Figure 9. The seat of kundalini is a form of cup.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. Note that the cone point sits on vertex of another cone. This is because the fire may go wild and consume the host. 155 . Kundalini (Fire within) Figure 9. ‘fire’ or simply kundalini sits at the base position of the spinal cord of man. the results is that the host (man) becomes insane. The word position indicates that kundalini cannot be seen physically.4 The Fire Within The Fire Within. And hence the ‘fire’ is put out. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this unstable structure. with a point downward. knowledgeable and episteme mind to balance this of the two ‘cups’ or cones is never stable.

Pimpe among other caterpillars during their crawling spree came upon a towering column or pillar of squirming. but by man himself. backward individuals. or more so like a stick of match that is not excited or rubbed with a frictional object. When the ‘fire’ is not excited or kindled the so-called fuel. wriggling caterpillars that seemed to rise forever into the clouds high above. something interesting is up there. who found his normal routine dull and meaningless. he guessed and perhaps the top of the pillar is where he will find what he’s looking for. litany. mantra or religion’s activities will certainly kindle the fire.5 Collapse of the Fire Within The top as the lovely cradle of success is a stupid idea designed only for stupid. the como’t make I pass syndrome. 11. Pimpe. But how and which? We shall answer these questions as we proceed. In the Hope for the Flower. sure. The house of the ‘fire’ must be protected jealously so as not to fall or destroy.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM It is very interesting to know that the structure will not just fall off by itself. Hence the idea of daily prayers. But a little thinking or even hunger will kindle the dormant fire. “Oh. “What’s up over there?” Pimpe asked as one caterpillar rushed past him. narrated by Trina Paulus and retold by Denis Whitely: There was this ‘caterpillar’. remains unused. due to so many factors to be discussed in the subsequent sections. Let’s get the story. Ah. shoving him aside – Bo o’lo ya fun mi. These sets of caterpillars seemed to be desperately trying to craw and wriggle over one another to reach the top of the pillar and Pimpe got exited. it must be awfully good because everybody is 156 .

he talked to Bimpe. Whao! He could hear the screams of falling bodies who have been displaced by the ones next in line. As he started to climb down the pillar. As he got near the very summit of the wriggling pinnacle. Pimpe started fighting his way down the pillar. Bimpe. Sometime along the line. Pimpe kept stepping on others to reach the top. saying that it was a mistake pulling out of the race to reach the top. stepping and been stepped upon. All around him as far as he could see. With ruthless discipline. it was Bimpe. so they got down the column and live together happily. And decided to get out of the caterpillar race. when he heard someone saying: ‘There is nothing up here after all!”. so they parted and Pimpe went back to the wriggling up the column (pillar) trying his luck to reach the top. he saw a very beautiful and colourful butterfly circling the pillar. Bimpe who was also wriggling. at this time crawled off and discovered the secret of how to become a butterfly. the world is full of thousands of giants. Ah! He has only a few wiggles to the top. Bimpe didn’t agree with him.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM rushing to get up there”. The two friends fell in love with each other. So Pimpe plunged into the wriggling mass of bodies to begin fighting his way up there. Holy Heaven! He couldn’t believe his eyes. He is a caterpillar and nothing can change 157 . Pimpe met a friend. Soon. As he wriggled downward. he realizes that he can’t get to the absolute unless he gets rid of those who are above him. Pimpe stopped wriggling and looked around. he looked closely and verily. he tried to tell others that there is really nothing up there. One of the crawlers sneered at Pimpe and told him how foolish and stupid he is to think if he came down he will become butterfly. the boredom engulfed Pimpe. tall pillars with countless caterpillars trying to reach the top.

and who is full of sour tastes. When that happens. gliding straight ahead. but decided to go and find out from his friend how to become butterfly. Others simply called him an idiot. And unless a lowcurrent electronic garget is fused (braced) or attached to a stabilizer. The so-called ‘top’ is not the lovely cradle of success that we have been hypnotized to be.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM that. Imagine the action of a sleeping hungry lion when a careless gazelle. the garget becomes useless. Pimpe wavered at first. which is released suddenly and passing through the wire. Then the fire will eventually die and such a man will be out of existence. who could never make it to the top and jealous too. Hence the fire within him would go wild and he will burn out of existence within the Unity. who lacked tenacity. because he. who have different echoes of destiny different from his. by so doing is trying to be outside the Unity. will blow up the powerhouse buried in the garget. bumped into the sleeping lion. There is nothing up there that worth wriggling for. a high current of electricity. Yog Sothoth – kundalini. It is not hard to know that when the lion wakes up. by trying to follow others. sees his prey it will jump at his prey in a sudden rush. 11. Be on your guide and watch out for the usurpers as those caterpillars may have falling back to the rock of failure. He eventually learnt how to spin his cocoon to become butterfly.6 Awakening the Fire Within It takes a lot of energy to drive the wheel that awakens the coiled Serpent of Eden. These two cases will show you the 158 . The fire within get weakened in man when he tries to force himself above his capability.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM idea of how a dormant. coiled Serpent of Eden will react to a sudden excitement. you must break through the wall around the prison of the ego and the damnation of your self importance 159 .in a society of idiots. This book will introduce you to few affirmations and dances to begin with and you must develop spiritually by yourself according to your inner urges. unless Man goes on gradually in a spiritual development. just to see yourself as a man to be reckoned with . without foundations. will awaken kundalini and direct you towards your goal according to your inner urge. They grow in mind-development that lead to technological advancement which everybody can witness. monologue.just for the sake of it. their citizens have grown beyond materials in its ordinary context. When would human beings come to understand that they shape their fate and not fate them? They kindle their fire within. philosophic. In the developed nations of the world today. all born out of thought form coupled with good deeds and love of others of your own race and others in that order. A love of money or surface materials leads man to a dead spiritual development. There are a lot of affirmations and dances that keep you going forever. other forms of developments (scientific. Prayers. This is exactly what most of our race lacked. It often does. not and never by the permission or help of a priest. It is my saying that: If you hate you halt but love so that you live. metaphysics. In a way. etc) would be out of the way. mantras. alfa or what have you. As from today. pastor. With lofty words they build their castles in the air. they paint their pictures in engravings on the walls around them. just for others to know you as a big guy. You can only grow when you shun surface materials .

for instance. So Ras decides what habits man breaks or forms. Heaven helps those who help themselves. Ras is the sentinel that is responsible for filtering all incoming stimuli. Ras determines moment by moment which information is going to become part of man. Once you’ve decided. The scientific term for this 100mm network of cells radiating from the brain stem is reticular activating system (RAS). Ras however cannot controls man’s life leaving him a prisoner of forces beyond control? No. The straight truth is that man commands his Ras to do his bindings. we can imagine a little character sticking in mind. we refer to it as Ras.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Seize this moment for the comfort and joy of all. it filters out the noise and you wouldn’t hear any noise anymore. And once your Ras was convinced that you were satisfied with your idea. but only do what you want. Ras is an obedient servant. What is the justification for man claiming to be a servant of the Most High? To be directed by or direct the Most High? If individuals could have special power that will enable them to get something for nothing. And without going too much technical about this. or accidentprone simply blame his misfortunes to: “I am just unlucky” or 160 . Ras enable you to get or build a house right in that place and get used to the noise. and in keeping with its functions. Living there becomes your priority. Note this. it is wish. everything ranging from sights and sound to smells and touches. because Ras has uncanny ability to do only what is really important to you. Never tells you what to do.all other conditions being equal. to live in a noise-polluted area . Someone who sticks in a failure syndrome. There is a critical part of the brain that may be called the guardian of your mind. You as man must be sure of what you want. if you would secure eternal life and you are not to become a torment and tyrant to your immediate neighbour.

left. such as cutting eye in the triangle on gold and the voodooist put it on for a purpose. sacred heart. white magic or voodoo practice goes back to the Middle Ages. sacred chao. swastika. ankh. Even witches use amulets to boost their wayward powers. That is the truth. cultism – secret or open. A few ways of awakening the fire within you are briefly explained as follows: 11. 161 . positively. when witches were believed to have made a contract with the devil. The so-called amulets come on different forms: they could be ordinary symbols (eye-in-the-triangle. serpent-eatingits-own-tail. what to do to ignite the fire within. Black. ying-yang. star-inthe-moon. so as to command Ras to carryout our bindings? Your constant habit in the use of raw power (amulets. voodoo. So wetin now? So now. etc. you have directed me to block all positive thoughts that could lead you to success and health. ouroboros. The end is death – physical or spiritual. or when a voodooist. holy water. they were being kept.or righthanded pentagrams.7 Voodoo/Amulets/Oogun The so-called amulets or voodoo diabolical objects always represent the fullest extension of human psyche – the male human psyche in particular. other than beauty or aesthetics. cross. wears a cross cut in gold or silver or any other symbols for whatever purpose. witchcraft.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM “I think it is fate”. etc) or objects (all sacred symbols when added to other things. two-opposite-triangles. The Ras of such individual will simply yab by saying: Sebi it was what you have programmed me to tune in on. ‘holy’ or ‘poor’ water) to awaken the fire within is to make yourself infinitely vulnerable to grater cosmic powers.

may result to insanity or uncoordinated thoughts. witchcraft. The demon grants the witch special faculties and powers for the exclusive purpose of making it easier for the witch to reach his or her victim. The fluid of life. Then you end up in an untimely death (physical or spiritual). from someone else without any physical touch. before one uses amulets. So. So be it! So when you indulge yourself in the use of amulets or the likes. if they were used diabolically. such victims become the living-deads. like any other parasite needs to feed to live. etc) that makes the live of others (race. individuals) miserable in whatever form is witchcraft. the host must be on guard to produce enough to eat for the two. society. when disturbed or made absent in the body. 162 . individual. A witch has a sort of demon in him or her body. The use of any of these objects.8 Witchcraft Witchcraft. mafia. Any other power (by a sect. In African context. one may not be practicing the oldest religion. You can as well stay healthy and wealthy without you getting indulged in any of the voodoo symbols and objects if you so wish. secret or open cult in religions.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM osanyin or GSM). family. 11. is the act or craft of sucking the fluid of life. you are inviting some external forces that may not be compatible with your spirit. has qualified or made the user as a voodooist. for the purpose of protection. in that respect. By feeding on their victims’ fluid of life directly or indirectly. perpetual slaves of the witches. is a voodooist. the oldest religion. kundalini fluid. Whatever angle you look at it or you try to protest or dodge. the user. The so-called demon. health or wealth. government.

to lie and to insult is bad…Your essential role is to facilitate the task of administrators and industrialists”. Make them pay tax each week at Sunday mass. Avoid this way like a plague. Those (race. World Bank. this they know already. One can read. is all around.” said the king. one Nzambi. Wherever a victim of a coven may go. other ministries will surely attend to him or her. They speak and submit to Mungu. they split up into ministries (open) for effective operations. in one of the common messages sent to proposed colonies.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Here is the example and one of the origins of the slavery. read and read in Daily Sun of February 26 of 2004. And when the number exceeds 13 (secret). one Nzakomba and what else I don’t know. narrated by Naiwu Osahon and part of which has been mentioned here for the purpose of our discussion. artificial democracy. etc). cultism. A Witchcraft coven could be a secret or open cult on its own that operates within a particular number (13) of members. So be cautious! This is a very dangerous way of awakening kundalini. King Leopold agreed that the tasks before the Reverend Fathers and his compatriots were too enormous and must be done with tactics “Your objective in Congo. “… Sing everyday that it is impossible for the rich to enter heaven. Use the money supposed for the poor to build flourishing business centres…’ The modern slavery. individuals) who used this method to gain entrance into the affairs of others are now 163 . “is never to teach niggers how to know God. open witchcraft (IMF. seeping deeper and deeper into every atoms of our existence. to sleep with someone else’s wife. King Leopold described directly how Congo should be evengelised. As if that was not enough. Then. the king said further. They know that to kill. At a conference in Belgium in1885.

Often they employ the help of voodooists or spiritualists on their victims. and then you should expect your children to be interested in such. Such ones that are not in the harmony with universe are very much evidence in the presentday cults. the secret one is the same. They want to try on whatever has made you thick. And just as the open cult. so far as your children or even admirers can pick a trace of success in your life. Must you. Cult is supposed to be an endeavour that has taken on forms to make in some ways acceptable to the earthly senses that is beyond earthly comprehension.e. direct and indirect 11. secrete. So. when they are afraid you will not accept their dirty tricks. but goes a step further by flogging you without prior warning. So be it! protests. as a father or the so-called society mother.9 Cultism The proper dictionary meaning of the word ‘Cult’ is a system of religious worship i. Open. when they are bold enough to threaten other with hell fire as well as the economic and spiritual flogging to those who do not partake in their practice of the obvious open witchcraft as they do. Only that which does not conform to the laws of Creation can have an unusual effect. You find open and secrete cults. partake in a cultism or fetish practice. in devotion to a Deity. be conscious. 164 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM regretting it. because your so-called success is a tormenting one that which will surely end at death. No wonder the society is full of rotten youths. through confrontations.

One must visualize exactly the results which one wants to achieve. We must speak in the simplest. one must first decide what one want to accomplish. and our spirits. There must not at any time be any suspicious of negativeness or of indecision.10 A Force in Thought Form The Thought of Man is a guide to the mysterious knowledge of the inwardness of creation. Before we can use its power to influence the world around us. possible and a well-understood language and in the most direct manner possible. Then one must call imagination or visualization into play. that which you are accustomed to hearing within your head. and by his own thinking it is taking shape by how he sees it and how he sees it depends on how he is inside and from the first moment when he begins to notice the world around him. and be sure that it is for good. his Universe). 165 . Thought is a force that has shaped the Universe – The Unity. Thought became more than just the rambling monologue. Each person creates his own world (sub-Realm of Existence in the cosmos. Thought form can be made by anyone at all with a little practice. So be it! Act and awaken your dormant fire within. At all time we must speak to the Thought Form that we have created in a firm. We create with our thoughts. To create a thought form. we must learn its power to influence us. positive voice.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. Ignorant people play with thoughts in the most careless way and think that they emerge from thoughts unaffected. our substances. If you know how to use it you can create life. But they err. for thoughts belong to the Unity.

about 23 km away from home. the husband is thinking aloud what will become of a family with nothing at home to eat. The people have just decided to go into groups’ prayers. But suddenly in the mists of the ‘reckless’ prayers. each sect in his own prayer ground. the congregation has started their ritualistic prayers. in the couple of hours will come to pester her life for the school fees that is not available. an unhappy wife started to think of her brother who. 166 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM 11. Few of them belong to Kilometre23. for not asking him to follow him to a ‘wakening’ ceremony organized by your friend’s brother. so he quickly docked a slice of bread and put it in a plastic bag and shoved it inside his top jacket. a community leader has just been kidnapped. he will meet one of his schoolmates in the prayer ground.11 Congregational Prayers and Rituals Parable You wake up in the morning without what to eat and you must go to your ritualistic prayer session. In Kilometre23. Somehow along. Your friend woke up the same morning having some grudges against you. He was ready for Kilometre23. In other area. The community representatives are just wondering what or who might have kidnapped their leader. ngigeed. calling the usual Spirit they were used to. his whereabouts unknown. Off they went. Junior was only too happy that. and his friend is seriously considering how disappointed and bad his friend would feel when he found out that he was not been invited to the ‘wakening’ ceremony of his mother who died some 25 years ago. And when you announced that your family should prepare and eat the little food you have and speed off to the prayer session. your wife was not happy that her junior brother could not have enough money to take to school. while Junior was so exited to talk to his friend. whom he has not met for quite a long time.

Your thought form is pure only in a state of silence even if you are alone. it is very difficult that prayers of people. Its reality is even experienced in spiritual or conscious Realm of Existence. This may cloud-up and confuse his or her thoughts and may eventually send a wrong signal to RAs of the individuals. 167 . The only problem is that each person will receive. Even if a whole country murmured and cried for hundred years nothing positive is unlikely to happen. ending up getting no definite results from their prayers. The vibration at this time would be high. So the sad sister may end up receiving more funds from a friend to support her home for purchasing food item. And since the majority of the people are liars. So it may occur to others. And unless the whole congregation focus its attention on a particular goal to be achieved. cheats. Only the material sex life is but a perverted reflection of the original fact. So be it! 11. of diverse or unfocused thoughts. Truth cannot be impersonal but contains a pure sex life. different thought forms are created. The whole existence of the universe moves under the principle of sex life. It can never work and it has not worked in million years. according to his or her inner urge some portions of others’ thought forms.12 Sex Psychology The original and pure sex psychology is devoid of all mundane inebriety. each person as aspired for. Therefore sex life is not unreal. May we all overcome our adversaries. instead of getting enough money for her brother to school. the results of their so-called congregational prayers are death and agony. the Absolute Truth. In modern civilization sex life is the focal point for all activities. but all in a random aura. If the husband’s imagination was stronger than hers.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM In all of these. would be answered.

heads. These individuals use sex in its natural form to gain whatever they wish to gain. lesser human beings. The key to a passionate life is to trust and follow the ‘fire within’ or simply ‘fire’. Man’s ego should not be afraid of this. alfas. Unfortunately. dormant or misdirected towards evil. dance or cry. even when they fast. physicians and the likes have given impetus to the abominable mundane sex life. philosophers. ‘fire’. the impersonalist priests. Therefore. So why wondering why things are not in right direction with 168 . Man should know now that his sexual energy has the power to create and transform. because they have stressed the impersonality of the ultimate truth. Man’s life. non-spiritual and people of no conscious minds. as our peers and especially the religion’s organizations that are now emphasizing only the evil of sex and not teaching how well one can use sex life for creation. Unfortunately. Their own lives become entangled and their prayers not answered. man without information of the actual spiritual form of sex has accepted perverted material sex life as the all in all. is filled with the sexuality of the universe. the lesser beings in the form of priests or alfas. as mentioned earlier. leaders of organizations and the likes. are misreprenting their sex life when they themselves engaging in pervasive sexual harassment on the opposite sex under their command. It is the life force.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Consequently. have become masters at cutting down their sexual energy. the creative force of the Universe. The religionists even attributed the awakening of the ‘fire’ or the Serpent of Eden as the cause of the original sin. who have their life force. teachers. gurus. but against whom? If one may ask. teachers. Sexual Energy Sexual energy is passion and aliveness.

weekly. In that 169 . aligning your track of energy in harmony with the Universe. every other thing in your life would fall into place. sexual energy is mostly being directed to creation. From now on. prejudices or negative beliefs about sex.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM bundles of prayers and yearly. The idea of getting a life partner (wife or husband) is to streamline your sexual energy in one direction. It is far from the truth that sex is the origin of sin. In the developed Nations of this world. Remember that Universe is pure sexual energy waiting to be tapped by fuelling the kundalini. it is something man must handle carefully. Sex as said earlier is by divine prescription. you can move mountains. whereby harmonizing the energy within to the cosmic energy without. you can overcome anything. in which both spiritual and scientific energy have been released. A man who has attained sexual disciplines is one who has risen against and above the lust of the flesh will not succumb to the lure of money so much as to loot the treasury or exhibit some other forms of corrupt tendencies It is erroneous and dangerous belief that spiritual energy and sexual energy are opposite. fears. because you are in harmony with the Universe. And once you can overcome the pangs of sex. This is never truth from the first man to this present existence. We are all witnesses to the effects of this action. you can create and command the world. the Fire Within. If you can obey that cosmic rule. daily and hourly fasting. Not only that such practice is creating a tremendous conflict within themselves and ends up blocking the very cosmic energy they were seeking. monthly. and when the two of you (unique couple) are constantly in one direction. clear out your old ideas. and that one should deny his sexuality in order to be more spiritual. any temptation whatsoever.

by stopping the world you stop doing. conjugal love. in earnest to use your hands to draw energy into your being or ward-off evils. So be it! Love exists with the presence of adoration. chivalry. you must categorize the cats and dogs into one group – animal. And since you have been taught. If I ask you. or been-doing. servitorship. fasting or praying for whatever (within the Echoes of Destiny) your minds are set on. comedy. you wouldn’t take it as the truth. Not-Doing Carlos Castaneda. in his ‘Journey to Ixtlan’ has explained in detail the power behind not-doing.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM wise your command becomes the Unity’s or Eagle’s (so to say) command leading to Absolute Nothingness (AIN or ‫ ﻌ‬not ‫. since the two of you (husband and wife) are always involved in enlivening or fuelling your kundalini towards a common goal all the time. parenthood.)ﻋ‬ And since Nothingness is indestructible. Doing make one separate cats from dogs. 170 . to use hands for physical things not for the unseen crackpots like what I have just told you. A normal person tries to affect the forces of doing by changing it into not-doing. friendship. but if you want to learn not-doing. horror and shock. There is no need of crying. conjugal love and paternal affection and only when these are absent that the so-called material sex results in the sensual pleasure which may lead to: anger. Not-doing is so powerful that not until you stop the world only then can you benefit from its power. fraternity. so that the word animal is generalized and made easy. your family life becomes stable. service. and that action of yours is doing and what I’ve just told you is real and nothing. of course I am teaching you by not-doing.

A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Not-doing is very difficult to comprehend until one masters its use and usefulness. You are probably indulging yourself in material and perversion sexual life. they will also hide from you. That is not it. Eraze your personal history completely. The world around us is a mystery and men are no better than anything else. If you hide from people. You are too damn important in your own mind that you feel justified to be annoyed with everything. 171 . Not even you. I mean it. No one knows who you are or what you do. how would you know yourself then? Little by little you create a thick fog around yourself. From now on you must erase your self-importance. Erasing personal History There is this secret of life you should not fail to understand and practice daily. Nobody should know your personal history. If a little plant could be generous with us. we must thank it whenever we tamper with it. in providing us its curative tendency. What for? is the next question. You are weak and conceited. his endeavour is too real. until nothing is any longer for sure or for real. Man must erase himself. Ha! Emi ko. because you think by so doing you have character. Really? Not I. is another illusive statement. Your feeling too big to thank the plant is doing and that’s stupid. And unless you master and practice the following actions you are still doing. You are so damn important that you can afford to leave if things don’t go your way. his moods are too real. The question is. Erasing Self Importance You take yourself so seriously. you must erase everything around you until nothing can be taken for granted. Man’s problem is that he is always too real.

you’ll have to explain everything to everybody compulsorily. when you are available to people. you are an affair taken for granted and from that moment on you won’t be able to break the tie of their thoughts. No! I can’t keep secret. The trouble is. Scientists are not ready to give out failed or unacceptable results. they often erase personal history in this regard. so no one will know you with steadfast certainty. The so-called lie becomes lie only if you have personal history. May I not come to this world like ghost. Another protesting question that crops into mind is that’s absurd. why shouldn’t people know me. How silly! But what is wrong with that is once your folks know you. You should like the ultimate freedom of being unknown. It doesn’t matter what you do. So. we are always on our toes. is the next statement. and at the same time you want to keep the freshness. the newness of what you do. Not before or during his findings. Is that not it? Survive! And later you become an object of ridicule. you lie in order to keep on going. When one does not have personal history. you will say.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM You may begin with the simple thing. Olodumare ma jen’yo ile Aye wa-o. And since you can’t be exited after explaining everything you have done. nothing that one says can be taken for a lie. So be it! 172 . like you not revealing what you really do. That’s how he sees it. I am a scientist or I am an open person and everything must be exposed for acceptance. From now on you must show people only what you care to show them without ever telling exactly how you’ve done it. In general when nothing is for sure. Scientist keeps secret during his findings and only when he has reached his concluded result that he cares to expose the findings.

without which all efforts of the ceremonies and rituals are doomed. You must stop doing. The Truth is that all religions have been traced back to their primitive origins. Tradition follows the common behaviour (marriage. This is not to damn the religions of the world. habitation etc) and attitude (worship. the word tradition refers more to a process. all religions preach love. They must be discarded and avoided like plague. These are the scum of the Unity. The truth must be told and let the evils be damned. beliefs are handed down from ancestors to posterity. because they are dangerous to people. practices. No matter where the descendants migrate to they carry their tradition along with 173 . They have poor awareness. The aspect of belief is a thing of mind. customs. burial. food. etc) of a race or community. There is no exception. so they are really dead-alives and very awkward in their attitudes towards anybody who doesn’t believe in what they themselves have no knowledge of. that see things in an open perspective.13 Tradition / Religion For those free minds. but to strengthen the mind of a highly spiritual man not to waver in his belief. we write this piece and not fanatical minds – Religious fanatics do not understand what they stand for and neither do they know much in what they practice. in all ramifications. The process in which opinions. In general. Tradition is always as old as the people and race. After all. with their base in old traditions. The so-called religious ceremonies are the moderated traditional attitudes of a race attributed to Deity or Grand Master. 11.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Stopping the World In order to stop the world one must imbibe certain attitudes in him. rituals.

mantras. from its original inception and not as an afterthought. Ohun is far superior to prayers. Every single theistic religion has a particular person (Guru. scientific artifacts (such as GSM). Prophet. “Whatever you say trice is the truth”. are superior religions for that mater. In the beginning was the word and God was the word. the idea is the same. certain religions may become part of tradition of a race. All religions and sects are involved in the use of ohun to achieve one thing or the other (evil or good). there was no idea of supplication to any Deity. Teacher. voodoo. rudra or simply ohun (African) could be a specific word or a number of words repeated to stick and 174 . Any religion that uses fear to bind people to any Deity is an inferior religion. 11. It is necessary to say that some religions unite all human beings together. To whom the command ‘let” was directed is not the subject of discussion here. This is simple. Affirmations. autodidact or originator. where their beliefs and practices aimed at bringing people together. as we know it. Prayers are directed as supplication to an unknown Force or Deity. says the Bible. In the above contexts. such as: juju.14 Affirmation / Ohun “Let there be light and there was” was the words to hu the creation of the world. while ohun is specific for awakening the Fire Within.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM them. says the Hadith Nabiyi [the Prophet SAW]. the Realm of Existence. But the question is why must it be only words – devoid of other external things. In many cases. Even in the case of non-theistic religion. A people’s tradition cannot be traced to its origin. Krishna etc) as the founder. Traditions do not change. etc? Sets of “calculated” words are the so-called ohun.

positive statement that something is already so. So it is superior to prayers. It is a strong. a desire to create that which you have chosen to visualize. belief. Let there be light and it was. acceptance. Having a strong intention then you may wish to embark upon simple statements as follow: Direct:  I am getting better and better everyday. A secret must be told here and now.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM store in Ras. Note that the so-called ohun are created so they can be decreated as wished. So create! The clearer and stronger your intention is. Affirmations or ohun are one of the most important elements of creative visualization. All these three are your intention to create. the more you belief in yourself for what you have chosen. So be it! There are three elements within you that determine how successfully you visualization in the practice of affirmation will work for you in any given situation: Desire. Just go ahead.  I slip into harmony with the Universe. Indirect  Just go ahead.  You are not the target. Whatever I say trice is the truth. which will sieve out the old unwanted or used ones. is a powerful mantra created by the Americans. Few examples of ohun are given below. In praise 175 . that you must be ready to accept your results completely. the more quickly and easily your creative visualization for your affirmation to work.  I rise above evil. the more certain you will do it.

even a baby does that often. while meditation is the enlivenment of ones body/sprits. 11. 176 . clapping of hands. So. singing in chorus. And they look similar. you benefit from these cosmic rays. Any exercise performed physically. and when waving in greeting to others) you are supposed to be receiving cosmic rays. al-solaat. etc.e. They come in different forms depending on the founder. i. .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM  Blessing the sun. Prayer is a supplication made with a vow or covenant to a Deity. making your body and mind work together within a frame of the Unity. without the use of ritualistic materials is meditation. walking becomes meditation. invoke often as you banish often. For a well normal person. . . depending on a race or tribe and their common beliefs. . This includes: Yoga. dancing. Any affirmation picked for use must be repeated often. if it is done for a purpose. The above statements are just typical examples of affirmations. Anybody can make one depending on the wants and intentions.15 Meditations People mix the idea of prayers and meditations together. and when you concentrate on this simple act. . When you raise up you hands (this is a practice common to all religions. the moon and the earth Blessing the man who stands on the earth In blessing I walk In blessing before me I walk In blessing behind me I walk In blessing above me I walk In blessing above and about me I walk It is finished in blessing. Meditation comes in many forms.

Visualise a ball of golden light circulating on the top of your head for few seconds. The so-called light you circulate round 177 . You can now elevate the light from your feet to the top head. Do that repeatedly in the position of your heart. The example of a simple meditation. your pelvic region. and in this way. Repeat three times. bring down the light from your head pouring down through your outside left side. Do the circulation by pouring the light down through the outside front and elevating to the head along the back three times repeatedly. then read or recite any favourable affirmation preferred or used to. Now the light is pouring out of the whole body in circulation of up-and-down three times before you close down by a pure positive thinking. This is the same way by closing down a running programme in your computer when you have finished the days job. If you stand erect. points to a simple golden rule that you are your own worst enemy and your own best friend. Remember to close down properly (positively) for easy opening. Now putting imagination into play. given above. your middle-point region and your feet. reaching your left foot and proceeding to the right foot and elevate it by the right side reaching the top head. Bring down the light to you’re the position of your throat and circulate the light round it. the opening of the computer is made easy for the next programme.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM A good example of enlivenment of the fire within is given below.

which must be used to the benefit of mankind. 178 .16 Phrases  To compete is to prepare for failure.  If you stand for nothing you will fall for anything. Be cautious! 11.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM you body is the cosmic light or an extension of light from the Most High.  All barriers to your expressions and happiness of life are now dissolved if you are within. as you prepare to proof yourself in the den of enemies. This way you achieve everything.  Don’t be trapped by the need to achieve anything.

the future lying in front. Time is not a track that we run on from birth to death as inexorably as a train will follow its rails. must you have the episteme knowledge. Neither its path nor its future has any connection whatsoever with only the realm-of-existence we know.A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM Afterwards Why will Man boast of sensibilities superior to those apparent in the brute. Every little way the road branches and the branches follow canyons. You can turn right or left into different futures. If our impulses were confined to hunger. The track we follow over the surface of time as a winding road cut trough hills. thirst and desire. Remember that nothing may endure but mutability. But. we might be nearly free. Then it is clear that time is analogous to a surface rather than a line. with nothing left of you or of your realmof-existence you know but the continuity of your ego. we are moved by every wind that blows a change of word or scene that the world may convey to us. in another space-time. it only renders him a more necessary being. whoa. Once in a while another road crosses yours. at these branches the crucial decisions of your life take place. Yes they do. If you happen to take that turn you might find yourself on another planet. And you are may not be aware that. but no because. since Man’s yesterday beside now may never be like his morrow. you miss the short cut. Man feels instinctively that time follows a straight line. Occasionally there is a switchback where one can scramble up or down a bank and skip over a few thousand or million years – if you don’t have your eyes so fixed on the road. the past lying behind. you may leave the roads of that high probability and strike out over the hills 179 . Yes. a rolling hilly surface at that.

with the past ahead of you. even following them backwards. perhaps following them for a little way. you will truly meditate. and the future behind you. So be it! 180 .A A Adedeji/NOTHINGNESS OF SELF-ESTÉÉM of possible time. In the part II of the “Nothingness of Self Esteem”.

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