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mzisferi inola

_ inolas gardacvalebidan ormoci dRe axali gasuli iyo, roca saxlis dalageba daviwyeT, iqamde amisTvis aravis ecala. erTi ujra gamovaRe da sqelydiani rveuli vipove. gadavSale, inolas xeliT dawerili abiturientebis mosvlis cxrili da kidev bevri ram ewera.
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armazSi koconTan vis dRegrZeli gza, mziani, gamarjvebuli, didebuli, erTi wlis Semdeg Tavisufali xar Cemi uRlisgan. Sen umegobrod ver ivargeb, Svilebis dazrdac gagiWirdeba martos. SeirTe vinme saTno adamiani, gamixardeba. damilocnixarT. Cemo mamiko, mapatie, mapatie gamwarebisaTvis. RmerTma icis, ar mindoda ase. bevrs kargs gpirdebodi da mindoda Semesrulebina. ar gamovida. dajerdi imas, rac dagitove: Svilebs, leqsebs, simRerebs, werilebs, oRond ar mitiro icode! me TqvenTan var, aqve var, uCinmaCinis qudi maxuravs da ar vCanvar, magram mainc TqvenTan var. magrad iyav, Cemo mamiko. amoudeq nugzars, Cems Zamikos, jmuxsa da saTno kacs. roca Tqven erTad iqnebiT, mec TqvenTana var, Cemo kargebo. mamuka, dedi! Sen Semogevlos Seni dediko, Sen ici, rogor lamazad gamigrZeleb da gamixangrZliveb sicocxles. dedis damarxva vaJkacis valia, Sen pirveli ar xar, gaxsovdes. ra azri aqvs sxeuls da mZors, roca Cemi suli SenSi cocxlobs, Cemi aTasi fiqri da grZnoba SenSi grZeldeba, sicocxleo Cemo. iyav bednieri masTan, vinc giyvars. iyav CemsaviT xalisiani, giyvardes mamuli Seni da icode, rom Seni niWiT da kalmiT didi vali gaqvs mis winaSe. nu geSinia, dedi! me SenSi var da amiT SenTan var mudam. pawiebo, Cemebo! baWiebo, Cemebo! Cemo ia! Cemo daTo! Tqveni yvela satkivari me mimaqvs Tan, magram mxolod Cems sxeulSi iqnebian isini. Cemi suli ki TqvenSi darCeba, dabrZandeba, gamravldeba Tqvens Svilebsa da SviliSvilebSi. Tqven ver mxedavT, Torem me axlac TqvenTan var da sul TqvenTan viqnebi. giTvalTvalebT, rom cudi araferi CaidinoT, rom giyvardeT erTmaneTi, giyvardeT mamiko, mamuka, babuli, bebiko da papiko, madloba uTxariT maT Cemgan yvelafrisaTvis, daujereT, iyaviT saTno, keTili, patiosanni, Sromismoyvareni da saxelovanni. imRereT Cemi simRerebi, rom mudam cocxali viyo. TqvenSia Cemi si-

inola gurgulia

maSin 10 wlis viyavi, bevri veraferi gavige da rveuli mamas wavuRe. mamam rveuls Tvali gadaavlo, cremli moadga da, Cven rom araferi Segvetyo, saxlidan wavida. ramdenime saaTSi dabrunda, bavSvebs xeli mogvkida, sasaflaoze wagviyvana da dedis anderZi iq wagvikiTxa. sajarod es anderZi filarmoniaSi, inolas iubileze wavikiTxeT. maxsovs, maSin mTeli darbazi saocari emociiT usmenda da erTxmad tiroda. `Cemi ukanaskneli Txovnaa: damasveneT dedaCemis gverdiT, patara piedestalze, gaakeTeT orives warwera da zed dagvadgiT vazis jvari, romlis fesvebi piedestalis SuagulSi gaivlis da miwaSi

daifloba, rom cocxali iyos RerZi jvrisa, xolo gardigardmo Rero Cemive TmebiT aakariT. armazidan CamozideT wyaros zeviT mdebare ori brtyeli qva da gulze dagvadgiT Tavis xavsianad. Cemo mixo, Cemo TvalsaCino, Cemo siyvarulo, Cemo erTgulo, saTnov da keTilo, SenTvis Camibarebia Cemi patarebi, Cveni patarebi. nu moicileb gverdidan da Seayvare maT yvelaferi, rac Cven gviyvars. nu miecemi sasowarkveTas. gaxsovdes, sanam Sen da Cemi sami Svili cocxlebi xarT, mec TqvenTan var. tiriliT nu momigonebT, gamixseneT simReriT, RimiliT, erTmaneTisadmi pativiscemiT, erTgulebiT, sikeTiT da siyvaruliT. damilocnia SenT-

mamam rveuls Tvali gadaavlo, cremli moadga da saxlidan wavida. ramdenime saaTSi dabrunda, bavSvebs xeli mogvkida, sasaflaoze wagviyvana da dedis anderZi iq wagvikiTxa.
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`armazidan CamozideT wyaros zeviT mdebare ori brtyeli qva da gulze dagvadgiT Tavis xavsianad.~
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ia SuRliaSvili iZis quCaze daibadnen da gaizardnen. meoTxe sabavSvo baRSi dadiodnen, Semdeg meToTxmete skolaSi swavlobdnen. biZaCemi da inola Zalian gansxvavdebodnen erTmaneTisgan _ nugzari cota gorozi da mdumare iyo, inola ki _ xalisiani da bejiTi, magram am wesier moswavles uceb SeeZlo skolaSi fafaxiT misuliyo, Zmis Coxa Caecva da quCaSi ecekva. es silaRe, vfiqrob, galaRebuli bavSvobidan _ samegrelodan, soflidan, iqauri garemodan modis. deda ardadegebs samegreloSi sofel uCaSonaSi atarebda. misi ZiZa yvelafris mcodne qali iyo, yvela Selocva da rituali icoda, inolas sul efereboda, arasodes sayvedurobda. arada gamxdari da gaknaWuli inola biWebze celqi iyo, mdinareSi Turme uSiSrad gadaeSveboda, xis kenweroebze dacocavda. inolasa da mis biZaSvilebs sofeli aklebuli hqondaT, Rameebs aTenebdnen, mRerodnen, mxiarulobdnen. mdinaris piras riyeze sabalaxod gaSvebul cxenebs Cumad iWerdnen da WalebSi aWenebdnen. deda cdilobda am bavSvur, mouTokav silaRes arasodes Seleoda da Cvenc amas gvaswavlida. wlebis mere, Svilebic CavyavdiT sofelSi, agvistos iq vatarebdiT. Zalian Tbilad gvxvdebodnen naTesavebi. ZiZa, romelic mxolod megrulad laparakobda, mefereboda da `gvalo inola~s, anu `mTlad inolas~-s meZaxda. Zalian uyvarda samegrelo da bevri leqsi da simRerac miuZRvna. sxvaTa Soris, film `rekordSi~ megrul simReras inola mReris. inolas mama _ luka gurgulia profesiiT inJineri iyo. bebias gardacvalebis Semdeg marto darCa, faliaSvilis quCaze saxli gayida da sacxovreblad soxumSi gadavida. babua zRvidan cota Sors cxovrobda, amitom, soxumSi Casvlisas, kompozitorTa kavSiris dasasvenebel saxlSi vCerdebodiT. dedas mainc yoveldRe davyavdiT babuasTan, icoda, male isev ganSoreba elodaT da mamasTan saurTierTod yovel dRes iyenebda. babua Tan mkacri iyo da Tan Tbili, deda mokrZalebiT epyroboda, vfiqrob, qaliSvilis mimarT babuasac gansakuTrebuli damokidebuleba hqonda. maSin ar iyo mesi-

inola da nugzar gurguliebi mSoblebTan erTad

inola biZam daarqva, svaneTSi yofnisas qvaze amoukiTxavs, albaT irinola an marinola ewera, magram garkveviT mxolod inola ikiTxeboda. dedamde es saxeli ar arsebobda.
cocxle, ar SemarcxvinoT, ar midardoT. gaxsovdeT, qarTvelebi xarT da Cemi Svilebi, genacvaloT deda. Cemo megobrebo! madlobeli var, uzomod madlobeli yvelafrisaTvis. vai, rom valad mimaqvs Tqveni amdeni zrunva da siTbo, samagiero rom ver mogizReT. damilocnixarT, Cemo kargebo! win dagxvedrodeT Tqveni sikeTe, bednieri iyaviT, siyvaruliT momigoneT da xangrZlivi sicocxliT gamixangrZliveT sicocxle.~ ai, aseTi iyo inola.... _ia, Tqven, dedas, inola gurgulias Zalian gamsgavseben... _namdvilad vgavar dedas saxiT, cota xmiTac, magram vinc inolas dedas _ Caxus icnobda, xasiaTiT mas ufro mamsgavsebs. Caxus saxlSi eZaxdnen, namdvili saxeli ki glafira erqva. Caxu rogava pedagogi da mkacri qali iyo. darigebebis da rCevebis micema icoda, yvelas misi ridi hqonda, Svilebsac da naTesavebsac. inola ki ufro sxvanairi iyo, Tvalebi ucimcimebda, misgan naTeli da siTbo iRvreboda. saxeli inola biZam daarqva, svaneTSi yofnisas qvaze amoukiTxavs, albaT irinola an marinola ewera, magram garkveviT mxolod inola ikiTxeboda. dedamde es saxeli ar arsebobda da Tuki dRes vinmes hqvia, albaT _ inolas siyvaruliT. daibada ivlisis TveSi, zafxuli Zalian uyvarda da sakuTar avtobiografiaSi aseTi ram dawera: `ivlisis Takara mzeSi dabadebuls Tan damyva mzis usazRvro siyvaruli. mze CemTvis simboloa sinaTlis, sicocxlis, siyvarulis, nayofierebis, qmedebis, amitomac, `Cemi feria yviTeli feri, feri mzisa da cxeli qviSisa~. inola da misi Zma, nugzari, TbilisSi lesel-

namdvilad vgavar dedas saxiT, xmiTac, magram vinc inolas dedas icnobda, xasiaTiT mas ufro mamsgavsebs.
jebi da meilebi, amitom erTmaneTs werilebs werdnen. maTi werilebi ufro mxatvrul nawarmoebebs hgavs, literaturuli eniTaa dawerili, sityvebiT eferebian erTmaneTs. inolas am qveynidan wasvlis Semdeg me mwerda werilebs, axla me mefereboda, marigebda, ar undoda, rom Tavi martod megrZno. babua 1987-Si gardaicvala, bolos wlisTavze viyaviT Casulebi, mere ki CvenTvis daikarga soxumic da babuas saflavic. Zalian miyvarda iqauroba, sakuTari qalaqiviT iyo CemTvis.

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bavSvobisa~. aseTi `dakavebulobis~ miuxedavad, inolas uamravi megobari hyavda baRidan, skolidan, samezoblodan, ubnidan. dRemde mxvdebian adamianebi da meubnebian: _ me inolas aqedan da aqedan vicnobdi, misi megobari viyavio; Tu miTxres mezobeli viyavio, maSin iwyeba garkveva, romeli saxlis mezobeli? radgan leseliZis quCidan misi ojaxi faliaSvilze gadavida, mogvianebiT deda vaJafSavelas prospeqtze cxovrobda. mokled, inolas yvela icnobda, vin _ saidan, ar vici! Tumca vici _ Tbilisidan! ubanSi Turme Zalian bevr biWs uyvarda. dedas bavSvobis didi megobroba akavSirebda devi sturuasTan. erTxel man Svilebs aseTi ram mogviyva: axali gacnobili myavda inola, roca saxlSi gacileba SevTavaze. _ Cems ubanSi bevr biWs vuyvarvar, arc arafers gkiTxaven, ise gcemeno, _ devisTvis Saris arideba ucdia inolas. _ veravinac ver mcems! _ upasuxa Turme Seuracxyofilma kalaTburTelma. am kamaTSi yofilan, roca tramvaim gverdiT didi siCqariT Cauqrola. wamis gaelvebaSi es sifrifana inola `Tbiliseli jeelis~ simardiT Sextomia mimaval tramvais da saxtad darCenili devisTvis xeli dauqnevia. Semdeg devi siciliT ixsenebda, _ me ase axtoma verafriT viswavleo. inola Tavs lamazad ar Tvlida, Tavis dRiurSi werda: `mere ra, rom ara var ulamazesi. CemSi uTuod aris raRac ulamazesi, rogorc yovel adamianSi, raRac erTaderTi, Cemeuli da albaT vinme odesme aRmoaCens mas amodena qveyanaze, uTuod iqneba vinme aseTi~. es `miseuli, ulamazesi“ bevr mamakacs marTlac xiblavda, magram inola yvelas emegobreboda, guls aravis swyvetda. isinic, iZulebulebi iyvnen megobrebis rols dasjerebodnen, oRond ki mis gverdiT yofiliyvnen, misi xma gaegoT, misi siTbo egrZnoT. sicocxlis bolomde etrfodnen, ZmebiviT gverdSi edgnen, magram TavianT grZnobebze saubars ki ver ubedavdnen, imitom, rom inola sxvanairi iyo, Tu megobrobda, marTla megobrobda, namdvili Zmakaci xde-

am wesier moswavles uceb SeeZlo skolaSi fafaxiT misuliyo, Zmis Coxa Caecva da quCaSi ecekva.
pedagog nino pleSCevasTan

gitaraze dakvra mamidam aswavla

bevr biWs vuyvarvar, gcemeno, _ devisTvis Saris arideba ucdia inolas. _ veravinac ver mcems! _ upasuxa Seuracxyofilma kalaTburTelma. am kamaTSi yofilan, roca tramvaim gverdiT Cauqrola. wamis gaelvebaSi inola `Tbiliseli jeelis~ simardiT Sextomia mimaval tramvais.
_inolam simRera ra asakSi daiwyo? _ bavSvobidan mReroda. samegreloSi yofnisas mamidam gitaraze dakvra aswavla, ZiZam ki Zveli megruli simRerebi Congurisa da fanduris TanxlebiT. arc skolaSi darCaT misi niWi SeumCneveli, vokalur gundSi Caricxes da xSirad uwevda, misi sityvebiT rom vTqva, `didi ConguriT did scenaze didi xmiT mRera~. Semdeg niWierTa aTwledSi Caabara, swavlobda TumaniSvilis sakompozicio klasSi, gulmodgined mecadineobda pedagog nino pleSCevas safortepiano jgufSi, hqonda koncertebi. rogorc im epoqis TiTqmis yvela bavSvi, megobrebTan erTad dadioda pionerTa da moswavleTa sasaxleSi legendaruli qalbatonis _ qeTevan ananiaSvilis literaturul wreSi. gadmocemiT vici, rom aq wakiTxulma pirvelma leqsebma, saubrebma, garCevebma bevr `pioners~ axali Tvalswieri gauxsna _ vaxuSti kotetiSvils, alika aleqsiZes, poet neli gabriCiZes da, maT Soris, dedas. amitom xSirad ixsenebda am dros da bolomde gahyva es `udardeli sevda

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bans dabla yvela simReraSi ver imRerebdnen, amitom bani inolam amoitana, pirvel da meore xmas Soris Casva da `CarTuli~ daarqva.
boda da qaluri gapranWva gamoricxuli iyo. es mamamac icoda da amaze arasodes nerviulobda. _aseTi musikaluri moswavle ucxo enaTa institutis studenti ratom gaxda? _ dedam marTlac jer konservatoriaSi Seitana sabuTebi, magram pirveli kursidan gamovida da ucxo enaTa institutSi Caabara inglisuri enis specialobaze. unda gamovtyde _ amis mizezi ra iyo, namdvilad ar vici. in-

stitutSi Targmna pirvelad: Seli, baironi, longfelou, kitsi, po. simReris gareSe verc iq gaZlo. maSin arsebobda ansambli `Svidkaca~, mis msgavsad, institutis bazaze, Svidi qalisgan ansamblis Seqmna gadawyda. Sekribes es Svidi qali, magram maTi erTad moRvaweoba ver Sedga. samagierod SemorCnen samni _ giuli daraxveliZe, medea sixaruliZe da inola. aqedan modis maTi ganuyreli megobroba da trio `samaia~. isini, ZiriTadad, inolas simRerebs asrulebdnen. deda teqstsa da musikas erTad qmnida, sinTezurad, leqss hangi mohqonda, hangs ki riTma. mxolod ramdenime simRera aqvs sxvis teqstze dawerili. trios simRerebi yvelasgan gansxvavebuli xmovanebiT gamoirCeoda. adre ase mRerodnen _ pirveli xma, meore xma da bani, magram raki qalebi iyvnen, bans dabla yvela simReraSi ver imRerebdnen, amitom es bani inolam amoitana, pirvelsa da meore xmas Soris Casva, `CarTuli~ daarqva da am xmas Tavad mReroda. dResac rom gvesmis xmebs Soris axlo xmovaneba, lamazad rom JRers xmebis gaSla, es novacia `samaiadan~ modis. sxvis simRerebsac ase Slidnen, ganumeorebeli xelweriT asrulebdnen da swored aman gamoiwvia is, rom yvela es simRera inolasi egonaT. erTxel, soxumSi, kompozitorTa saxlSi visvenebdiT da dedas gogi cabaZe Sexvda. xumrobiT uTxra: _ ratom mparav simReraso. am periodSi trio `samaia~ cabaZis `alublis xes~ asrulebda da es simRera xSirad ismoda radioTi. gogis ramdenjerme yuri moukravs, rogor ambobdnen: _ ra kargi simRera dauweria inolaso. ramdenadac vici, dedam ise inerviula, TbilisSi dabrunebisas radioSi mivida da sTxova, roca simReras gamoacxadebT, TqviT, rom avtori gogi cabaZeao. trio `samaiasTan~ erTad inolas uamravi gastroli, koncerti hqonda. maTi pirveli satelevizio naTloba qalTa gadacema `iavnanaSi~ moxda, amas mohyva aTamde kinofilmis gaxmovaneba, Canawerebi radiosaTvis _ `madlobeli var~, `Rimili minda~, `uSenod~, `es Cemi soflis gzebia~ da trios firfitaze Cawerili ocdaTeqvsmeti simRera. ucnauria, magram inolas yvelaze cnobili simRera filmidan `dRe ukanaskneli, dRe pirveli~, mas ar ekuTvnis. es daviT ToraZis melodiaa. me vTvli, rom Sedevria da sxva rom araferi Seeqmna, mxolod es eyofoda didebisTvis mis avtors. simRera Turme sxva momRerals unda Seesrulebina, magram, Semdeg, raRac Seicvala da inola Caenacvla. orkestrs ukve maRal tonalobaSi hqonda naswavli melodia, amitom dedas cota xmis daZabva mouxda, ramac ganumeorebeli JReradoba SesZina mis namRers da, mgoni, `saukunis simRerad~ aqcia. _cnobilia, rom inolas bevri simRera armazSi aqvs Seqmnili... _armazi marTlac Zalian uyvarda. tyeSi erTi adgili hqonda amorCeuli, wyarosTan sufrasaviT gaSlili didi lodi ido. xandaxan martoc midioda, matarebels moaxteboda, Cavidoda, kocons daanTebda (cecxli gansakuTrebulad uyvarda) da saRamos ukan brundeboda, Tan, aucileblad, axali simRera Camohqonda. yovel Casvlaze fiCxs Semdegi CasvlisTvis agrovebda da mRvimeSi malavda. armazSi Cven xom gvatarebda da gvatarebda, SabaT-kviras studentebic dahyavda. maT inglisur enas aswavlida, Se-

lis, kiplings, stivensons, kitss ukiTxavda, aTargmninebda, magram leqcias ise vin daamTavrebinebda, erTi rom ar emRera. zogi studenti gitariT Sedioda leqciaze da `pativcemul leqtors~ sTxovda esa Tu is akordi eCvenebina, esa Tu is adgili waemRera. ase iwyeboda maTi megobroba, romelic armazSi `inolas qvasTan~ stumrobiT

swored armazis am qvaze werda anderZSi, gulze damadeTo, imdenad uyvarda iqauroba. radgan anderZi gvian vipoveT, ver avusruleT es survili. inola saburTalos sasaflaos panTeonSia dakrZaluli. SevecadeT anderZis mixedviT gagvekeTebina saflavi. zura wereTelma TeTri marmarilo aCuqa ojaxs, am qvisgan ki moqandake gia ja-

tyeSi adgili hqonda amorCeuli, wyarosTan sufrasaviT gaSlili lodi ido. xandaxan martoc midioda, matarebels moaxteboda, Cavidoda, kocons daanTebda, saRamos brundeboda da axali simRera Camohqonda.
grZeldeboda. inola maTze bevrs darboda, fiCxs ezideboda, fusfusebda, kiskisebda, mReroda, radgan maTze metad uyvarda sicocxle. _ xalisiani gulis wyalobaa! _ uyvarda xolme Tqma. es ar iyo mxolod eqskursia, es iyo cxovreba. ar damaviwydeba studentebis bednieri saxeebi. fariZem TeTri lira Seqmna da vazis foTlebiTa da mtevnebiT Seamko, mogvianebiT inolas dedis neStic gadmovasveneT. samwuxarod, wlebis mere maT gverdiT mamukac davkrZaleT. mamuka dedas pirveli qorwinebidan hyavda. inola oc-

`Cemi feria yviTeli feri, feri mzisa da cxeli qviSisa~

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Soris didi asakobrivi sxvaoba iyo. roca daqorwindnen, mama ocdasami wlis gaxldaT, deda ki _ ocdaToTxmetis. _albaT bevri winaaRmdegobis gadalaxvam mouwiaT... _ namdvilad. sazogadoeba Sokirebuli iyo. mixo (mamas ase veZaxdiT) _ patara, gamxdari biWi da inola _ Terojaxma deda gaicno da mixvdnen, rogor uyvardaT erTmaneTi, maT Soris maSinve araCveulebrivi damokidebuleba gaCnda. inola yvelas uyvarda da dedamTils, mamamTils, mulsac Seayvara Tavi. gacilebiT mZimed gadaitanes es qorwineba inolas axloblebma. is maSin Zalian cnobil, axovan da simpaTiur kacebs uyvardaT, uceb gaTxovda da

qmars rom gascilda, bina ar hqonda. devi sturuam uSuamdgomla da erToTaxiani misces. am dros gaicno mamaCemi, maT Soris didi asakobrivi sxvaoba iyo. roca daqorwindnen, mama ocdasami wlis gaxldaT, deda ki _ ocdaToTxmetis.
Tmeti wliT ufrosi, Sviliani qali. mamis mxridan mSoblebi, ra Tqma unda, winaaRmdegni iyvnen, magram es male mogvarda, ufro sworad, inolam moagvara. roca mixos gahyva ubralo, patara biWs! magram maTac male gaicnes mixeil SuRliaSvili, gaiges, rom arc ise ubraloa es `patara biWi~ da Seiyvares, daumegobrdnen. vfiqrob, deda

mere gavCndiT Cven - daTuna da me da sabolood SevkariT ojaxi

mamuka dedas pirveli qorwinebidan hyavda

ocdaerTi wlis asakSi gaTxovda. misi pirveli meuRle poeti da scenaristi anzor saluqvaZe, Zalian lamazi mamakaci iyo da qalebs inolasi SurdaT.
daerTi wlis asakSi gaTxovda. misi pirveli meuRle poeti, scenaristi (mas ekuTvnis `vedrebis~, `veris ubnis melodiebis~, `mxiaruli romanis~, `wigni ficisas~ da bevri sxva filmis scenari) da cnobili pirovneba _ anzor saluqvaZe iyo. isic ucxo enaTa institutSi swavlobda. anzori Zalian lamazi mamakaci iyo da qalebs inolasi SurdaT. anzors garSemo bohemuri sazogadoeba hyavda, inolas ki ufro ubralo da uSualo, magram gadmocemiT vici, rom im bohemur garemoSic ki yvelas yuradRebas ipyrobda, saswaul STabeWdilebas axdenda. mas ar uyvarda gamoCena, tribuna, magram mainc `Canda~. xom amboben, rom niWieri adamiani cota Wirveuliao, inolas daxasiaTebas ki yvela ase iwyebs: `masSi adamianoba da niWiereba imdenad Serwymuli iyo, `qalRmerTs~ vadarebdiTo~, _ rogorc dedaze, ise ar vyvebi, marTla, obieqturad, rac gamigia, imas vambob. inolam da anzorma erTad Tormeti weli icxovres da daSordnen. Zalian cnobili da lamazi wyvili iyo, magram erTxelac raRac moxda, raRac dairRva maT Soris. deda amaze ar saubrobda. qmars rom gascilda, sacxovrebeli bina ar hqonda da devi sturuam, maSin ukve ck-s maRalCinosanma, uSuamdgomla da vaJa-fSavelas gamzirze erToTaxiani bina misces. maSin es axali dasaxleba iyo. iq karis mezoblad dasaxlda mamaCemic, axalgazrda musikosi. inola am binaSi mamukasTan erTad cxovrobda, deda ukve aRar hyavda cocxali, amitom mamuka xSirad iyo mamis dedasTan. inola muSaobda, leqciebs kiTxulobda, Targmnida, ar Cerdeboda. am dros gaicno mamaCemi _ mixeil SuRliaSvili. maT

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ia da daTo SuRliaSvilebi meojaxe qali ar yofila, arc ecala amisTvis. bevrs muSaobda, uaxloes megobrebTan lulu faRavasTan da zeinab xaxanaSvilTan erTad Targmna hemingueis romani `vis uxmobs zari~, uilsonis `icxovre elvasTan~, aseve Targmna orasamde inglisuri leqsi, dawera asamde sakuTari leqsi da asze meti simRera. dilas institutSi leqciebze midioda, Semdeg saxlSi abiturientebi modiodnen, saRamos ki _ an gadaReba hqonda, an koncerti, an sadRac iyo stumrad miwveuli. mamac dahyveboda, magram sufrebi didad ar xiblavda. Tavisi profesia ise uyvarda, erCivna is dro saqmisTvis daeTmo. mixos sul drois deficiti hqonda, sul raRacis moswreba undoda. Tvlida, rom samocdaaT wlamde unda ecxovra, raTa musikalur sferoSi Tavisi gegmebi ganexorcielebina. inolasac saxlSi yofna erCivna, uyvarda stumris miReba, SeiZleba Ramis sam saaTze vinme mosuliyo stumrad, kars gauRebda da ise kiTxavda _ ui, moxvedi?! _ TiTqos mTeli Rame marTla mas elodeboda. xSirad Caizec uqeifiaT CvenTan, vin uyurebda saWmels da sasmels. hyavda Tavisi gadareuli, `moxuligno kampania~, Tavis Tavs `nwpt~-s eZaxdnen, es cudi sityvebis abreviaturaa(`nu waiRe p.... tvini~). ai, maT icodnen qeifi! vis ar naxavdiT CvenTan: trios gogonebi _ giuli da medea, gizo beraZe (mocekvave, momRerali da maSin erTaderTi samodelo saxlis direqtori), guram kalandaZe da kira andronikaSvili, dodo abaSiZe, gulCina dadiani, Temiko CirgaZe da kidev ramdeni sxva... me patara viyavi da didad ar meqeifeboda, meZineboda xolme, magram maxsovs isini _ sakarnavalo kostiumebSi gamowyobilebi _ zogi leqss kiTxulobda, zogi cekvavda, inola mReroda, raRac warmodgenebs marTavdnen. namdvili foierverki iyo, Sin wasvla aRaravis undoda! samwuxarod, dedis wasvlasTan erTad esec gaqra Cemi cxovrebidan. kargad maxsovs, erTxel mSoblebma kinoSi wagviyvanes, oTxi bileTi gverdigverd ar iyo da me da daTo wina rigSi dagvsves, ukan ki _ inola da mixo dasxdnen. uceb viRacam daaxvela, gaxedvac ar mindoda, zustad vicodi, rom deda axvelebda, cudad

yvela erTad vcxovrobdiT, mSoblebi, ori ufrosi Zma da me - yvelaze patara. Zalian idiliurad maxsendeba is dReebi

maxsovs sakarnavalo kostiumebSi gamowyobilebi _ zogi leqss kiTxulobda, zogi cekvavda, inola mReroda, raRac warmodgenebs marTavdnen. Sin wasvla aRaravis undoda! dedis wasvlasTan erTad esec gaqra Cemi cxovrebidan.
mixos adamianurma Tvisebebma moxibla, masTan ipova siTbo, urTierTgageba. inolas werilebidan vici, rom namdvili bedniereba mamasTan ewvia. mas adamiani (am sityvis saukeTeso gagebiT) sWirdeboda gverdiT da mixo ipova. _ mamukam es ambavi rogor miiRo? _ vici, rom _ kargad. mama kompozitori, pedagogi da Teoretikosi, mravalmxriv ganaTlebuli da saintereso adamiani iyo. am yvelafriT ganawyo mamuka, romelic bavSvobidanve Zalian Rrma pirovneba gaxldaT. asakobrivi sxvaobac arc ise didi iyo da namdvilad megobrobdnen, erTmaneTis azrs pativs scemdnen, erTmaneTisgan bevr rames swavlobdnen. mere gavCndiT Cven _ daTuna da me da sabolood SevkariT ojaxi. umcrosebi bevrs vcelqobdiT, dedas xSirad vabrazebdiT. erTxelac inolam erT furcelze dawerili `darigeba Svilebs~ dagvaxvedra. darigeba ase iwyeba: `ar vicruo, ufross ar Sevepasuxo, pirvelive naTqvami gavigono, ar vitrabaxo, miyvardes sisufTave da wesrigi, stumris winaSe mokrZaleba da siCume vicode~. sul 21 punqtia da ase mTavrdeba: `yoveldRe erTi kargi saqme mainc gavakeTo, rom gavizardo kargi qarTveli moqalaqe - 1972w.~ ver movityuebi, rom maSinve daviwyeT amis aRsruleba, magram cxovrebaSi bevrjer mixelmZRvanelia am kodeqsiT. inolas male isev megobrebi daexmarnen da gavfarTovdiT, vaJa-fSavelas ZeglTan samoTaxiani bina miviReT. iq yvela erTad vcxovrobdiT, mSoblebi, ori ufrosi Zma da me _ yvelaze patara. Zalian idiliurad maxsendeba is dReebi. inola didi

inolam furcelze dawerili `darigeba Svilebs~ dagvaxvedra. darigeba ase iwyeba: `ar vicruo...~ sul 21 punqtia.
axvelebda da is dRe mexsierebaSi cudad CamrCa. Tavidan tuberkulozi egonaT, magram 1977 wlis TebervalSi filtvis simsivnis diagnozi dausves. operacia ar gaukeTes, `katreqsi~ axali Semosuli iyo da sicocxle cxra Tve wamlebiT gauxangrZlives. maSin es seni aseTi modebuli ar iyo, axlac ganukurnebelia da Zvelad _ miTumetes. inolas araferi uTxres, magram, vfiqrob, Tavad yvelaferi icoda (misi anderZic xom amaze metyvelebs), magram arafers imCnevda. mere mixosac sul es adardebda _ grZnobda, icoda, raki es anderZi Cumad dawerao. im zafxuls dedam qviSxeTSi, naqiraveb saxlSi wagviyvana. 25 ivliss, mis ormocdamerve dabadebis

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inola yvelas gvamxnevebda qeTevan lorTqifaniZe da ia SuRliaSvili bulia da male fexze adgeba. maxsovs, bolo, mZime periodSi fexze wamoayenes, me ki gulwrfelad gamixarda _ ui, ukve kargad xar da adeqi-meTqi? 10 wlis viyavi. biWebma yvelaferi icodnen. mamukas ukve coli hyavda da Svils elodeboda, inola unda daerqmia. inolas sikvdilamde ori kviriT adre gogona marTlac gaCnda, magram mamukas coli, nino oqromWedliSvili daiRupa. inolas daumales, _ bavSvs ratom ar manaxvebTo, kiTxulobda, nerviulobda. bavSvs dedis saxeli _ nini daarqves, inolam ki icoda, rom inola gaCnda da uxaroda. mec araferi vicodi, dilas skolaSi mivdiodi, roca ezoSi qalebma erTmaneTs gadaulaparakes _ gaige, inolas rZali daiRupa mSobiarobis dros! gavSterdi _ ra sulelebi arian, ki ar mokvda, bavSvi gaaCina-meTqi. im dRes mamam skolaSi momakiTxa, adre gamomiyvana da gasvenebaSi wamiyvana. CemTvis namdvili Soki iyo, gamafrTxiles inolasTan ar wamomcdenoda. mgoni, raRacas mainc grZnobda, magram mixaria, rom ise wavida, icoda SviliSvili gauCnda, bebiad gardaicvala. mamukasTvis es ormagi tragedia iyo, or kviraSi coli da deda dakarga. is erTi weli Cveni ojaxisTvis Zalian mZime iyo. mama yovelRame sadRac midioda. Semdeg aRmoCnda, rom sasaflaoze dadioda. me vexvewebodi _ aRar waxvidemeTqi. mixos or weliwadSi Sexvda qali, romelmac mdgomareobidan gamoiyvana. TiTqos anderZi Seasrula da Cemi dedobili pianisti manana ioseliani gaxda. inola _ inolaa, deda veravin Semicvala, magram am qalTan inolaze meti weli vicxovre. bevri siTbo miviRe, Zmac myavs mamis mxridan _ dito axla 28 wlisaa, Cem xelSia gazrdili da namdvilad kargi biWia. samwuxarod, TxuTmeti wlis iyo, mama rom gardaicvala. erT weliwadSi mananac wavida am qveynidan. ar minda fatalisti viyo, magram jer ori qali wavida Cveni ojaxidan erTad _ inola da nino, wlebis Semdeg mamaCemi da mamuka davkrZaleT miyolebiT. mamas, ormocdaTxuTmeti wlis asakSi, uceb guli gauskda, dasaxuli gegmebis gansaxorcieleblad TxuTmeti weli daaklda. inola 24 noembers gardaicvala, mama, wlebis Semdeg, 23 noembers, orive erT dRes _ 29 noembers davkrZaleT. _ramdenadac cnobilia, mamukam ara mxolod dedis kalami, dedis senic memkvidreobiT miiRo. _mamukasac inolasaviT filtvis simsivne aRmoaCnda, ormocdaerTi wlis asakSi gardaicvala da uamravi saqme darCa gasakeTebeli. sul werda, Tu rames akeTebda, yvelaferi poeziaSi gadahqonda, poezia iyo misi meore me. man, mogvianebiT, meored Seqmna ojaxi, misi meuRle dodo iaSvili, mgoni, televiziaSi gaicno. male SeeZinaT luka. misgan ori ZmisSvili myavs _ nini da luka. mamukam franguli enisa da literaturis fakulteti daamTavra, magram sad ar muSaobda _ televiziaSi, baRis direqtoric iyo, filmSic gadaiRes. imdenad Semoqmedi adamiani gaxldaT, rom erTi samsaxuri ver eqneboda, cxridan eqvsamde erT skamze ver dajdeboda. inolas Semdeg Cemi sulieri sayrdeni mamuka iyo. rogorc ufrosi, me da daTos bevri ramisgan gvicavda, gvarigebda. rasac veZebdi, yvelafers mamukaSi vpoulobdi. inolas rom mamsgavsebdnen, Zalian mixaroda, is ki sul meubneboda: eg Zalian kargia, magram Sen ia xar da Seni Tavi unda ipovo, Seni sakeTebeli

unda akeToo! (arada vici, rom TviTonac inolas xedavda CemSi). maSin ar mesmoda _ wlebis ganmavlobaSi inolas qaliSvilad davrCi, mamuka ki mibiZgebda, rom vyofiliyavi ia SuRliaSvili. Cemi meore Zma _ daTo SuRliaSvili folkloristia, anCisxatis eklesiaSi galobs, konservatoriaSi aswavlis. misi meuRle Tamuna Tolordava musikosia, ori Svili hyavT _ inola da levani. rogorc dagvibara, inolas simRerebs vmReriT xolme me, daTo, Tamuna da ase vixsenebT mas. Zalian mindoda gogo myoloda, inola damerqmia, magram ori biWi SemeZina. pirveli qorwinebidan ocdaori wlis daTo TavaZe myavs. didi Sualedis Semdeg meored gavTxovdi, Cemi meuRlec musikosia _ Temur maisaSvili da xuTi wlis andrias vzrdiT. Cemi da inolas cxovrebis TariRebi, wlovanebebi, bevri ram emTxveva erTmaneTs. jer vakavSireb, magram Semdeg meSinia da viviwyeb xolme. _ inolam icoda msaxioboba rom gindodaT? _ara, ufro piriqiT moxda. me gavige, rom dedas surda Cemi msaxioboba. bavSvobaSi Zalian moridebuli viyavi, TavCaRunuli vmRerodi, yvelafris mrcxvenoda. inolas undoda ufro laRi bavSvi vyofiliyavi, magram ar gamomdioda. rodesac profesiis arCeva gadavwyvite (mTeli cxovreba musika iyo Cemi Tanmxlebi da, wesiT, sxva profesiaze arc unda mefiqra), inola didi xnis gardacvlili iyo da erTxelac bicolam _ mari xarabaZem aseTi ram miTxra: _ ia, inolas ramdenjerme uTqvams CemTvis, netavi, ia msaxiobi gamovides, am Tavis kompleqsebs moereoda, gaTavisufldebodao. inolas es sityvebi xsnad momevlina. musika ukve mobezrebuli mqonda, Cemi Tavi arc orkestrSi warmomedgina da arc kritikuli statiebis avtorad. momewona azri da Teatralur institutSi samsaxiobo fakultetze Cavabare. marTalia, institutSi `Cadrians~ meZaxdnen, imdenad ganvsxvavdebodi danarCeni studentebisgan, magram Cemma saqmem marTla gamaTavisufla, radgan Tu ar galaRdi, Cvens profesiaSi verafers miaRwev. dRes mar-

dReze, moulodnelad, yvela misi uaxloesi adamiani sakuTari pur-mariliT amovida mosalocad. Sua ezoSi gaiSala sufra, inola ukve sustad iyo, magram mainc gaixara, imRera, imxiarula, yvelas moefera, moesiyvarula. ase gadauxades megobrebma dedas ukanaskneli dabadebis dRe.

dabadebis dReze yvela misi uaxloesi adamiani amovida. Sua ezoSi gaiSala sufra, inola ukve sustad iyo.
agvistoSi ukve Zalian cudad gaxda, fexze adgoma uWirda. mamam saswrafod TbilisSi waiyvana, me da daTo qviSxeTSi axloblebTan dagvtova. mixvda, rom CvenTvis ver moiclida. seqtemberSi, saxlSi rom Camogviyvanes, ukve loginSi mwoliare dagvxvda. seqtemberi, oqtomberi, noemberi _ sul iwva. xalxi modioda, naxulobda da dabneuli uyurebda inolas. is aqeT amxnevebda, umReroda, bolos uWirda simRera, magram mainc mReroda, Cvenc gvamRerebda. stumrebi rom midiodnen, aRarafris Tavi hqonda, iRleboda da iZinebda. SvilebTan arafers ityobda, dagvisvamda da Tbilad gvefereboda, gvesaubreboda, Zalian Zlieri iyo. amitom, megona, rom deda gacie-

deda didi xnis gardacvlili iyo, roca bicolam miTxra: _ inolas ramdenjer uTqvams, netav, ia msaxiobi gamovideso.
janiSvilis Teatris msaxiobi var, ramdenime speqtaklSi vmonawileob, serialebSi miReben, bavSvobisdroindel kompleqsebsac gavumklavdi da arasdros minania profesia dedis surviliT rom avirCie.

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