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Avwg Avi bxj e‡mwQjvg gv‡Vi G‡Kev‡i †kl cªv‡š—, †QvU †QvU evejvMv‡Qi
†SvcUvi av‡i| we‡Kj cuvPUvq BDwbfviwmwUi me wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui Suvwc eÜ n‡q
†M‡Q| Gici †ivRKvi A‡f¨m g‡Zv Avgv‡`i †jwWm †nv‡÷‡ji cªvq mK‡jB
wcixZ Ki‡Z †ewi‡qwQ| bv, †Zgb wKQz nq bv| eq‡d«‡Ûi m‡½ †Pbv-cwiwPZ
iv¯—v a‡i GKUz nuvUvnuvwU, †Kv_vI GKUz e‡m `yÕPvi jvBb †cª‡gi WvqvjM
AvIov‡bv, `y-GKUv wKm ev wKm&mvi Kvwnbx †kvbv, GBme Avi Kx| mvivw`b
K¬v‡mi aK‡ji ci GUvB Avgv‡`i GKgvÎ wi‡d«m&‡g›U|
me RywU Zv‡`i mvܨKvjxb wWDwU †m‡i GZ¶‡Y †nv‡÷‡j †cuŠ‡Q †M‡Q ev
†mB Awfgy‡L iIbv w`‡q‡Q| AvgivI Gevi DVe| †SvcUvi av‡i Avgiv Ggb
cwRk‡b e‡mwQjvg †h BDwbfviwmwUi iv¯—v w`‡q †KD †nu‡U †M‡j PU K‡i
Avgv‡`i †Pv‡L co‡e bv| Avovj †c‡qwQ, ZvB GKUz †ewk¶Y emv n‡q †Mj|
Avwg GKUv gy¸‡ii Dci nvZ ey‡jvwPQjvg| Miy euvavi Lywu U Vz‡K Vz‡K
gvSLvbUv ¶‡q †M‡Q| gv_vi w`KUv †ek †gvUv| fvi Av‡Q fvjB| gvV †_‡K
Miyi cvj wdwi‡q wb‡q hvevi mgq †KvbI ivLvj f‚j K‡i †d‡j †M‡Q ev
cªwZw`b Gfv‡eB †i‡L hvq †evanq c‡ii w`‡bi Rb¨| Avgv‡`i GB
BDwbfviwmwUUv kni †_‡K A‡bK `~‡i, G‡Kev‡i Mªv‡gi †fZi| G‡Z Mªv‡gi
†Q‡j‡g‡q‡`i †KvbI Amywe‡a bv n‡jI Avgvi g‡Zv hviv Rb¥ †_‡KB kn‡ii
evwm›`v, Zv‡`i mgq KvUv‡bv GKUv g¯— eo mgm¨v| BDwbfviwmwUi †M‡Ui evB‡i
`y‡Uv wm‡bgv nj Av‡Q, Zv Qvov wiwµ‡qk‡bi Avi wKPQz †bB|
we‡K‡ji njy` m~h© g‡i hvevi ci cwðgvKv‡k GLb Zvi jvj wPZv
R¦j‡Q| w`M‡š—i Icv‡i NvcwU †g‡i e‡m _vKv AÜKvi Mv Svov w`‡q D‡V Szc
Szc K‡i †X‡K w`‡PQ gvVNvU|
D‡V coe fvewQ, ZLbB AÜKv‡ii g‡a¨ †_‡K j¤¦v kxY© nvZ †ei K‡i
†hb †KvbI Akixix e‡j DVj, evey, GKUv UvKv w`‡eb?
gyL Zz‡j Pg‡K DwV! Aw¯’Pg©mvi GKUv wfwLwi| Rxeš— †KvbI K¼vj D‡V
G‡m‡Q †hb kk¥vb †_‡K|
- Kvj †_‡K wKQz LvBwb evey| w`b bv †lv‡jvAvbv|
Avwg †h wKQz †`e bv, Zv nq‡Zv wfwLwi eywoUv Avgvi ZvKv‡bvi fw½‡ZB
ey‡S‡Q| ZvB †m me AvKzwZ-wgbwZ bx‡ji w`‡K †P‡q KiwQj| bxjI †`Ljvg
wfLvwii Ave`v‡i weMwjZ n‡q cvm© Ly‡j UvKv †ei Ki‡Q| mvnvh¨? a~m! Ime
Avw`‡L¨Zv Avgvi †cvlvq bv| g‡b nwPQj gy¸iUv w`‡qB GK-Nv w`B wfwLwiUv‡K|
†Kv_vI `yÕ`Û e‡m kvwš—‡Z GKUz †h Mc&‡cv gvie, ZviI Dcvq †bB| me
RvÕMv‡ZB mvjv wfLvwi! c„w_exUv wfLvwi‡`i AvÇvLvbv n‡q †Mj bvwK?
bxj Ii ¯^fvewm× fw½‡Z Avgvq ejj, ZzwgI wKQz `vI jxbv|

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- Avgvi Kv‡Q GK cqmvI †bB| Avwg SuvwS‡q DwV| Mv R¦vjv a‡i hvq Avgvi
Ii fvjgvbywl †`‡L| Avwg hvIqvi Rb¨ D‡V `uvovB|
bxj GKUv `kUvKvi †bvU w`j wfwLwiUv‡K| Av‡i w`‡qwQm, j¨vVv Pz‡K
†Mj, Gevi †Q‡o †`? bv| Zvi ci AviI Kx me wR‡Ám Ki‡Q Zv‡K| †Kv_vq
_v‡K, Kx e„Ëvš—, Zvi nuvwoi I ¸wói Lei bv †bIqv ch©š— Avwg Rvwb bxj Qvo‡e
bv I‡K| Avwg Zv we‡kl cvËv bv w`‡q K‡qKUv LjgKzwP Zz‡j gy¸iUv w`‡q
wµ‡KU e¨v‡Ui g‡Zv †g‡i GK GK K‡i †Sv‡ci g‡a¨ cvVvwPQjvg|
wfLvwiUv P‡j †h‡Z bxj Avgvq ejj, Zzwg wKQz w`‡j bv †Kb jxbv?
- ev‡ci cqmvq GiKg jvUmv‡nwe †`Lv‡bvi †KvbI gv‡b nq bv| Avgvi mvd
K_v|
- Zzwg wb‡R DcvR©b Ki‡j w`‡Z? bxj bv D‡V gv‡V e‡m †_‡KB Dc‡i gyL Zz‡j
Avgvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q ïavj
- Avgvi gwR©i Dci wbf©i Ki‡Q| †Zvi cqmv †ewk n‡q‡Q w`‡qwQm, e¨m| †gjv
†dP&KvwPQm †Kb? Avwg †i‡M hvB|
- jxbv, Zzwg †g‡q bv Ab¨ †KvbI Rxe? †g‡qiv KZ `qvjy nq, †ønkxjv nq,
A_P Zzwg...
- Avwg Zvi cy‡iv A‡cvwRU, ZvB ‡Zv? Zv n‡j ZvB| †Zv‡`i g‡Zv cyi‡y li
†Pv‡L AuvKv Amnvq Aejv †g‡qgvbyl Avgvi †h †KvbI w`bB n‡q IVv n‡e bv,
Zv Kx GLbI eyS‡Z cvi‡j bv †Mv, †Q‡jgvbyl?
†Rviv‡jv kU †L‡q cv_i KzwPUv †Svc dz‡u o †ewi‡q †Mj| K_vUv e‡j Avwg
nv‡Zi AvOzj w`‡q bx‡ji Mv‡j GKUz KzPzKP
z z Av`i K‡i w`B|
- BD n¨vf †bv †mÝ Ae wnDg¨vwbwU| my¯’ gvbweK ¸b¸‡jvB †Zvgvi g‡a¨ †bB|
†LuvPvUv †L‡q bxj D‡ËwRZ n‡q I‡V|
- ZzB wb‡R Kx? Avwg cvëv cªkœ Kwi| BD n¨vf web wP‡UW, B‡qm Bqvs g¨vb,
BD Av G †MªU dzj! Av¨vÛ BD †bv, AvB †Wv›U jvBK G dzj|
- Avm‡j Zzwg KLbIB w`‡Z bv| cqmv †ewk n‡q‡Q, evevi cqmv, †evKvwg,
G¸‡jv Avm‡j Gwo‡q hvevi GK GKUv ARynvZ| Gm‡ei Rb¨ GKUv my›`i gb
`iKvi nq, †mUvB †Zvgvi †bB| GB Kvi‡YB mevB †Zvgv‡K N„bv K‡i|
- †KD N„bv K‡i bv Avgvq| †h †KD Avgvi GKUz ¯ck© †c‡j ab¨ n‡q hvq|
ïay ZzB N„bv Kwim Avgvq| Ibwj BD, BD A¨vÛ BD| ev÷vW©! Avwg
nuvcvwPQjvg|
Avgvi †`Iqv MvwjUv nRg Ki‡Z bxj nvu-K‡i AevK fw½‡Z ¶YKvj
Avgvi w`‡K †P‡q iBj| Zvici VvÛv ‡gRv‡RB gvivÍK GKUv K_v ejj,
gvby‡li Pvgov Mv‡q †KvbI Rv‡bvqv‡ii Mvwj †`Iqv‡Z Avgvi wKQz hvq Av‡m bv|
- Kx? Avwg Rv‡bvqvi! Avi ZzB e¨vUv f`&`i‡jvK?
Avwg Ávb nvwi‡q w`‡knviv n‡q hvB| AÜKv‡i Gev‡ii cv_iKzwPUv Avgvi
nvZ d‡¯‹ †Mj| Avi ZLbB wKQz ey‡S IVvi Av‡MB AvPgKv N‡U †Mj wec`Uv|
†f‡ewQjvg gy¸iUv Ii gv_vi Ici w`‡q Nywi‡q †be| bxj nVvr Nve‡o
wM‡q gv_v euvPv‡Z wM‡qB NwU‡q †djj `~NU
© bvUv| gy¸iUv m‡Rv‡i wM‡q jvMj Ii
gv_vi †cQ‡b| AZ VvÛv fvjgvby‡li gv_v, A_P †_uZ‡j wM‡q m‡½ m‡½ Kx
fqvbK i‡³i evb! `ynvZ w`‡q †P‡c aij I gv_vUv‡K| Zey AvUKv‡bv hv‡PQ

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bv| Mj Mj K‡i i³ †ei‡PQ| cªPÛ hšcbvq †Kgb GKUv A¯^vfvweK †Mvu †Muv
AvIqvR KiwQj I| Avwg wKsKZ©e¨weg~p n‡q †MwQ| Avgvi nvZ †_‡K gy¸i L‡m
c‡o‡Q| gv_vi †cQ‡b bx‡ji nv‡Zi euvabI †`Ljvg wkw_j n‡q Gj| `yÕnvZ
Dc‡i Zz‡j I †hb AvKvk‡K AuvK‡o a‡i wKQz ejevi †kl †Póv Kij GKevi,
jxb&-bv, Av-gvi- - Avi cvij bv ej‡Z, ZviciB ayc K‡i jywU‡q coj gvwU‡Z| gvsm †Kbvi
†`vKv‡b N¨vPvs K‡i gv_vUv †K‡U †dj‡j gyiMx‡`i †hgb Ae¯’v nq, Avgvi g‡b
nj †ZgbB GK Awš—g hšcbvq KzuK‡o DVwQj bx‡ji kixi|
Avwg Nve‡o hvB! hvPQ‡j, g‡i hv‡e bvwK? †cQ‡b Ny‡i ZvKvB| †mB
wfLvwi eywoUv‡K †`L‡Z †cjvg bv| AvR wK Agvem¨v? GZ AÜKvi wN‡i G‡m‡Q
Pvwicv‡k †h GUzKz mg‡qB †m Avgv‡`i `„wói evB‡i P‡j †M‡Q| Kv‡K WvwK, Kx
Kwi GLb? KvD‡K †Zv †`L‡Z cvwPQ bv Av‡kcv‡ki g‡a¨| GiKg fve‡Z
fve‡ZB wKQzUv iƒ×k¦vm mgq cvi n‡q †Mj| nZf‡¤¦i g‡Zv `uvwo‡q †_‡K `uv‡Z
bL KvUwQ|
hLb †Lqvj nj †`Ljvg bx‡ji kix‡i †KvbI bob Pob †bB! G‡°ev‡i
w¯’i| i‡³ †f‡m hv‡PQ RvqMvUv!
f‡q f‡q Avwg gvwU‡Z bx‡ji Kv‡Q e‡m Ii bv‡Ki Kv‡Q AvOzj awi|
nv‡Z Kwâi wkivq aK&aK IVvbvgv Abyfe Kivi †Póv Kwi| ey‡K Kvb †c‡Z `g
eÜ K‡i ayKcyKvwb †kvbvi †Póv Kwi|
bvn! me ¯—ä n‡q †M‡Q g‡b nj| c„w_exi AZj Mfxi †_‡K D‡V Avmv
†KvbI mvgvb¨ AvIqvRI bB‡j Avwg ïb‡Z †cZvg|
Kx Kwi? Bm&, Kx i³ †i evev! †KD hw` †`‡L †d‡j? Mjv ïwK‡q
Avm‡Q| evejv Mv‡Qi †Svc †_‡K ZLbB GKUv wSuwSu †cvKv Zvi¯^‡i AvIqvR
Qvo‡Z ïiy Kij| h‡gi g‡Zv wgkKv‡jv Auvavi Avgvi Nv‡oi Kv‡Q Mig Mig
wbtk¦vm †d‡j wdmwdm K‡i †hb ejj, cvjv, wkM&wMi cvjv|
wQU‡K m‡i Avwm Avwg Ii kix‡ii KvQ †_‡K| bv, Gmgq `~ej
© n‡q
co‡j Pj‡e bv| Avwg Zvn‡j cy‡iv †du‡m hve| †XvK wM‡j wb‡R‡K k³ Kwi|
ZzB giwj †Zv Avgvi KPzwU| Ggb Vzb‡Kv cªvY wb‡q †h †KvbIw`bB giwZm|
Avgvq †hgb LwP‡q w`wj| GLb c‡o _vK| Kvj mKv‡j Avwe¯‹vi nwe| †cª‡gi
Rb¨ AvÍZ¨vM, Rxeb`vb? Avnv, mwZ¨B mZxcyil
y ‡i ZzB| wKQz fvwem bv, ¯^Mj
© vf
†Zvi n‡eB| Z‡e Avgvq †U‡bv bv evcy| Avwg mZxmvwewËi bB †h †Zvgvi mv‡_
mngi‡Y hve| Avgvi Kv‡Q Avgvi Rxe‡bi `vg me wKQzi E‡aŸ©|
GK cv `yÕcv K‡i ILvb †_‡K ZZ¶‡Y Avwg A‡bKUv wcwQ‡q G‡mwQ|
gy¸iUv‡K nv‡Z Zz‡j G‡bwQ| bv n‡j mvjv c‡i wd½viwcª›U †_‡K †du‡m hvevi
PvÝ Av‡Q| Pvwiw`K PwK‡Z †`‡L wbB fvj K‡i| Gw`K †_‡K †nv‡÷‡j †divi
AÜKvi iv¯—vUvB Avwg †e‡Q wbjvg| Zvici nVvr GK giY †`Šo! iy×k¦vm
cvM‡ji g‡Zv †m †`Šo! GZ †Rv‡i ev‡ci R‡b¥ †KvbIw`b †`v‡ovBwb| †Wvc
K‡i †eb Rbm‡bi †mB weL¨vZ †`Š‡oi mv‡_ Avgvi GB †`Šo‡K Abvqv‡m
GKvm‡b ivLv †h‡Z cv‡i| cªPÛ nuvcvwPQ| G Ae¯’vq †nv‡÷‡j †XvKvi wi¯‹
wbjvg bv| ZvQvov gy¸iUvi GKUv e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z n‡e| AÜKv‡i ¸wU ¸wU cv‡q
iv¯—vUv µm K‡i †nv‡÷‡ji †cQ‡b Wvbw`‡K nª` I KPzwicvbvq fiv RjvUvi

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Kv‡Q wM‡q gy¸iUv‡K Qz‡u o w`B| Szc K‡i nvév GKUv kã K‡i Wz‡e †Mj IUv|
†bvsiv wKjwe‡j Rxevby _vKv m‡Ë¡I IB R‡jB gyL nvZ cv fvj K‡i ay‡q wbB|
AÜKv‡i wKQz ¶Y wbðzc `uvwo‡q iBjvg RjUv ïwK‡q bv hvIqv ch©š|

†nv‡÷‡j hLb XzKjvg ZLb evB‡i †KD †bB| wi‡mck‡b ïay MvW© KviI
†dvb Ôn¨v‡jv- n¨vu-bv-Õ K‡i wiwmf Ki‡Q| Avwg GKwe›`y mgq bó bv K‡i Ii
†Pv‡Lcovi Av‡MB wi‡mckb †cwi‡q wmuwoi Kv‡Q †cŠu‡Q †Mjvg| †mvRv D‡V
Gjvg †`vZjvq Avgvi iy‡g| KcvU Ly‡j †`Ljvg bxZv (Avgvi iyg‡gU) covi
†Uwe‡j| †bvU DëvwPQj Kx‡mi GKUv| Mªvg †_‡K Avmv ¸wW ¸wW ¯^fv‡ei †g‡q
bxZv| cov‡kvbv Qvov GB ficyi †hŠe‡b GKUv †g‡qgvby‡li AviI †h †KvbI
KvR _vK‡Z cv‡i I‡K Zv †K †evSv‡e? †nv‡÷‡ji †h ¸wUKZK †g‡qi †KvbI
eq‡dªÛ †bB bxZv, Zv‡`i g‡a¨ GKRb|
Avgv‡K †`‡L I ejj, †Kv_vq wQwj ‡i ZzB? Rvwbm, ixZzw` Wej¨z we wm
Gm †c‡q‡Q| mywcªqvw` †Zv‡K LyuRwQj Kx‡mi Rb¨| GZ¶Y e‡m †_‡K GKUz
Av‡M †Mj|
LeiUv ï‡b GB gyn~‡Z© ixZzw`i Dci Avgvi †KvbI wns‡m nwPQj bv| eis
wKQzUv nvév †eva Kijvg GB †f‡e †h, hvK, AvR mevB Zvn‡j ixZzw`‡K wb‡q
†g‡Z _vK‡e| mevi DrmyK bRi Avgvi GKUv †QvU e¨vcv‡ii w`‡K Aš—Z
†dvKvm&W _vK‡e bv|
ixZzw` Avgv‡`i †P‡q A‡bK wmwbqi| wc GBP wW-i jv÷ e¨vP| e¯‘Z
GBme cix¶vi wcªcv‡ikb I cix¶v-Uix¶v †`evi Rb¨ ixZzw` w_wm‡mi KvR
Kgwc−U n‡q †M‡jI Zv mve&wgU KiwQj bv| †nv‡÷‡j †_‡K hZUv cov‡kvbv Kiv
hvq evwo †_‡K Zv nq bv e‡j| ixZzw`i Le‡i bxZv DrmvwnZ n‡q g‡b nq AvR
†_‡KB AviI †Rvi K`‡g Zvi wcªcv‡ikb ïiy K‡i‡Q| Ggb nq| KviI GKUv
mvd‡j¨i Lei †c‡j g‡b nq I hLb †c‡i‡Q AvwgI Zvn‡j cvie| wKš‘ KÕw`b
GB DrmvnUv _v‡K †mUvB Avmj †`Lvi| Avwg †Zv Gm‡ei avicvkI gvovB bv|
a~m-m&! AvVvk-wZwik eQi eqm ch©š— ivZw`b GKbvMv‡o c‡o c‡o †Pv‡Li †Kv‡b
Kvwj, Pzj D‡V hvIqv nvowM‡j− †Pnviv evwb‡q †KvbI `iKvi †bB Avgvi PvKwii|
Avgvi hv Av‡Q †mUv a‡i ivL‡jB fvj mvB‡Ri GK iyB-KvZjv Rv‡j aiv †`‡e,
†m Kbwd‡WÝ Avgvi Av‡Q| Ime wc GBP wW- wd GBP wW Kivi Avgvi ZvB
†KvbI B‡PQ †bB|
Avwg Rvwb GiKg Avb‡›`i w`b¸‡jv‡Z mywcªqvw`i Avgv‡K Kx‡mi Rb¨
`iKvi nq| bxZvI †h Rv‡b bv Zv bq, ZeyI K_v †Nviv‡Z ejjvg, wec−e`vi
†LuvR KiwQj wK? wKš‘ Avwg †Zv AvR GKvB †MwQjvg wm‡bgv †`L‡Z| n¨uv‡i,
bx‡ji †KvbI †dvb G‡mwQj?
- bv| bxZv ejj| Avwg †Zv Rvwb I Kx ej‡e| ejjvg, Kx †evKv †Q‡j ej
‡Zv? mywcªqvw`i g‡Zv I-I nq‡Zv †f‡e‡Q Avwg wec−e`vi mv‡_ wm‡bgv †MwQ|
GKUv wUwKU †Zv bó njB| Zvici cy‡iv wm‡bgvUv GKv GKv †evi njvg|
bxZvi Avi Avgvi wWcvU©‡g›U Avjv`v, GB XcUv I ZvB †KvbI m‡›`n bv
K‡iB †L‡q †djj| wKš‘ XcUv †g‡i hLb RyZ K‡i Avwg Avgvi †Pqv‡i em‡Z
hve ZLbB I e‡j DVj, G Kx †i, †Zvi Pzwo`v‡ii †cQ‡b i³?
GB g‡i‡Q! e‡j Kx †g‡qUv?

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- †Kv_vq? Pg‡K wb‡Ri Pvwiw`‡K GK P°i Ny‡i †Mjvg| †`wL evg Rvbyi
†cQ‡bi w`‡K GKUv Mfxi ¯cU, G‡Kev‡i ¯có! wb‡Pi †VuvU Kvg‡o awi| GUv
j¶¨ Kwiwb †Zv? †cQ‡bi w`K e‡j †Lqvj nqwb| me c−¨vb †f‡¯— †h‡Z e‡m‡Q|
Kx ewj G‡K? m‡½ m‡½ gv_vq GKUv eyw× †L‡j †Mj| ejjvg- Avnv †bwK? i³ †Kb ZvI †ev‡Sv bv? GR‡b¨B †Zv †kv †kl nIqvi Av‡M
P‡j Avm‡Z nj| iƒcQvqv‡Z (†nv‡÷‡ji me ‡P‡q Kv‡Qi wm‡bgv nj) †MwQjvg
ZvB i‡¶|
ev_iy‡g hvevi R‡b¨ mvevb, †Zvqvjv, evjwZ, Avjgvwi Ly‡j cwi¯‹vi GKUv
Pzwo`v‡ii †mU Ges bxZv‡K †`Lv‡Z wgwQwgwQ GKUv c¨vW evi K‡i wbB|
- Kx †g‡q‡i ZzB? Av‡M eyS‡Z cvwimwb? GZ gWvb©, A_P Gm‡e GZUv
†Kqvi‡jm? Av‡M wcªKkb †bIqv DwPr wQj|
Ii K_v †kl nevi Av‡MB Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q mUvb ev_iy‡g Xz‡K KcvU eÜ
K‡i w`B| Id! ey‡Ki †fZiUv Avevi aK&cK Ki‡Z ïiy K‡i‡Q| Kx †PvL †i
evev! aiv c‡o †MwQjvg cªvq| Pzwo`v‡ii †cQ‡b, ZvI bRi Govqwb? hvK, Zey
†KvbI m‡›`n K‡iwb| _vB‡qi †cQ‡b wQj ¯cUUv ZvB i‡¶| †Kvg‡i ev wc‡Vi
w`‡K n‡j Avi †KvbI Dcvq wQj bv| Z‡e I †`‡L †d‡jB Avgv‡K evuwP‡q
w`‡q‡Q| Gfv‡e Kgb iy‡g ev WvBwbs n‡j Ab¨ Kviyi mvgbvmvgwb c‡o †M‡j
†Km AviI †Ku‡P hvevi m¤¢vebv wQj| bxZv mv`vwm‡a mij †g‡q, mevB †miKg
bq|
Pzwo`viUv Ly‡j KvP‡Z jvMjvg| mvjv wb‡R giwj, Avgv‡KI duvwm‡q w`‡q
†Mwj| KZ w`b ev KZ gvm G fv‡e AwZ mveav‡b †g‡c‡Rv‡c me wKQz ej‡Z
ev Ki‡Z n‡e †K Rv‡b? ev_iy‡gi †fZi ch©vß Av‡jv †bB| evj¦ †K‡U †M‡Q|
evB‡ii wUDejvBUv †_‡K wKQzUv Av‡jv Avm‡Q †fZ‡i| Zv‡ZB KvR Pj‡Q| bvn&,
n‡e bv| GB Pzwo`viUv‡K evwZ‡ji `‡j †d‡j w`‡Z n‡e| evjwZ‡Z R‡ov K‡i
†i‡L w`B| mܨvq Avgvi øvb Kivi A‡f¨m †bB| A_P AvR mvIqv‡ii R‡ji
†dvqvivq Mv fvwm‡q mvev‡bi †dbv Zz‡j øvb Kijvg| ejv hvq bv, †Kv_vq Kx
†j‡M Av‡Q|
ïK‡bv Pzwo`viUv c‡i †ewi‡q Gjvg ev_iyg †_‡K| N‡i Xz‡K cª_‡gB
evjwZUv‡K cv‡q †V‡j Pvjvb K‡i w`B Lv‡Ui bx‡P| GLb AvcvZZ ILv‡b _vK|
c‡i mgq ey‡S GUvi GKUv e¨e¯’v Ki‡Z n‡e|
- G‡Kev‡i Pzj wfwR‡q øvb K‡i wbwj? bxZv ¯cóB AevK Avgvi KvÛ †`‡L|
- kixiUv fxlb e¨vR-e¨vR KiwQj| hv Mig c‡o‡Q! †Zvi jvM‡Q bv?
- AZUv bq|
bxZv Avi †KvbI Drmvn †`Lvj bv| covq gb w`j| Avwg Pzj fvj fv‡e
†S‡o, AuvP‡o, Mjvq I Nv‡o cvDWvi Qwo‡q †d«m n‡q wbB| Avn! g‡bi
LuZ
y LyZ
u vwbUv †`LwQ GLb Avi †bB| dzidz‡i GKUv ¯^w¯—i Av‡gR| Ni †Q‡o
Kgbiy‡g hvB|
mywcªqvw`i mv‡_ †`Lv| wR‡Ám Kij, Kx‡i wm‡bgv †`L‡Z †MwQwj Kx?
- n¨uv, GKvB †`‡L Avm‡Z nj| bxj Avgvi mv‡_ †`L‡e e‡j K_v w`‡qI Gj
bv|
- †Mj bv †Kb? Avwg †Zv ï‡bwQjvg bxjvw`ª †Zvi †cª‡g nveyWe
z y Lv‡PQ|

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- M‡eU †Q‡j¸‡jvB †ewk †cªwgK nq, †mUvB Amywe‡a| AvR †Kvb †g‡qi cvj−vq
c‡owQj †K Rv‡b? GB cª_g I K_v w`‡q Gj bv| Kvj Ii mv‡_ Avgvi GK
nvZ n‡q hv‡e, Zzwg †`‡L wbI|
- †m hvK, ixZzw`i Lei ï‡bwQm †Zv?
- nu¨v, bxZvi Kv‡Q ïbjvg|
- †MªU mvK‡mm, Kx ewjm?
- nu¨v, †m ‡Zv Aek¨B|
- Avgv‡`i GB Mªv‡gi †fZ‡ii BDwbfviwmwU †hLv‡b AvB G Gm ev Wej¨z we wm
Gm-Gi Rb¨ cªcvi †KvbI †KvwPs †m›Uvi †bB, †mLv‡b GKv GKv wb‡Ri †Póvq
cov‡kvbv K‡i jvMv‡bv, K¨vwj Av‡Q gvb‡Z n‡e?
- †m †Zv GK‡kvevi|
- A`g¨ g‡bi †R` _vK‡jB GKgvÎ GUv m¤¢e| ixZzw`‡K Avgiv K‡qKRb
a‡iwQjvg| Ô†Zvgvi GB mvK‡mm Avgiv †mwj‡eªU Ki‡Z PvBÕ e‡j| ixZzw` ivwR
n‡q‡Q| AvR‡Ki me wKQz ZvB ixZzw` ¯cbmi Ki‡Q| †Zv‡K †cjvg bv, ZvB
gvwb‡K wb‡q †MwQjvg| LvIqv`vIqvi ci P‡j Avwmm ixZzw`i N‡i|
- I‡K|
Ab¨w`b n‡j Kgbiy‡g mܨv †_‡K AvwgB dvUvZvg| AvR wgwbgvg
K_vevZ©vq KvR mvi‡Z n‡PQ| ejv hvq bv, Kx K_vq Kx †ewi‡q c‡o| Avwg Avi
†ewk K_v bv evwo‡q GKUv d¨v‡bi bx‡P wM‡q ewm| PzjUv ïK‡bvi Rb¨ Ly‡j
†g‡j w`jvg wc‡V|
wUwf †`Ljvg, †ccvi cojvg, WvBwbs-G †L‡Z †Mjvg| mewKQzB †`LwQ,
KiwQ wKš‘ g‡bi †fZi cªPÛ GKUv †Ubkb KzjKzj K‡i e‡q P‡j‡Q| wKQz‡ZB
gb emwQj bv|
†L‡q‡`‡q G‡m Avevi emjvg wUwfi mvg‡b (givi Avi RvqMv †Kv_vq?)|
†Kej-P¨v‡b‡ji †`Šj‡Z GLb Avgv‡`i `yt‡Li w`b †kl| myBP wUc‡jB fzwi fzwi
Avb›`! mviv w`bB G›Uvi‡UBb‡g›U †cªvMªvg Pj‡Q| †Ljva~‡jv K‡i ev eB c‡o
mgq bó Kivi †KvbI gv‡b nq bv|
Ô`g-agvKvÕ bv‡g GKUv R‡¤ck †cªvMªvg PjwQj wd¬g÷vi‡`i wb‡q|
†cªvMªvgUv nj cªvq GKN›Uv a‡i| †k‡l †`wL Kgbiyg fwZ©| GB †cªvMªv‡gi ci
Bs‡iwR‡Z b¨vkvbvj wbDR| †nWjvBb¸‡jv ï‡b D‡V P‡j Gjvg| cªvq mK‡jB
P‡j Gj| Ava N›Uv a‡i fvUv‡bv †kvbvi gZ A¨vbvwR© †bB|
Ic‡i G‡m †`wL cviwgZv, gvwb, mywcªqvw` me †gŠR K‡i ixZzw`i N‡i gvj
LvIqvi cvwU© ewm‡q‡Q| wb‡R‡K wb‡q Avwg GgbB †Uu‡m AvwQ †h ixZzw`i cvwU©i
K_vUv †egvjyg f‚‡jB †MwQjvg|
ixZzw` Avgv‡K †`L‡Z †c‡qB WvKj, nvB jxbv, Kvg Ab|
Avwg †h‡ZB GKUv †evZj Ly‡j wPqvm© Kij| Ab¨w`b n‡j cy‡iv
†evZjUvB mve‡o w`Zvg| AvR‡K Mv euvwP‡q Pj‡Z n‡e|
- Kb‡MªP‡z jkb ixZzw`| DBm BD Aj `¨ †e÷| Avwg ixZzw`i mv‡_ nvZ
†gjvjvg|
- _¨v¼ BD| ixZzw`i †ek Lywk Lywk gyL|

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Giv †KDB GLbI WvBwbs n‡j †L‡Z hvqwb| KLb †_‡K Uvb‡Z ïiy
K‡i‡Q †K Rv‡b? mK‡jB †`wL Uj‡Q| Ggb wmPz‡qk‡b †gm eq‡`i mvaviYZ
e‡j †`Iqv nq Lvevi Avjv`v K‡i †i‡L w`‡Z| †bkv Kiv †kl K‡i B‡PQ n‡j
wM‡q Lv‡e, b‡Pr XvKv †`Iqv Lvevi c‡ii w`b †djv hv‡e|
cviwgZv Uj‡Z Uj‡Z D‡V G‡m ixZzw`i m¤¦‡Ü g‡b nq wKQz ejvi †Póv
Kij| ÷z‡W›Um BDwbq‡bi A¨vwm‡÷›U †Rbv‡ij †m‡µUvwii `vwqZ¡Uv †c‡U gvj
co‡ZB gv_vPvov w`‡q D‡V‡Q m¤¢eZ|
I ejwQj, BD †bv, ixZzw` IqvR G weªwjq¨v›U Mvj©| wm n¨vR web U«vBs
di `¨ jv÷ w_ª Bqvim...
AvOzj w`‡q wZb †`Lv‡Z wM‡q U‡j wM‡q weQvbvq coj| IVvi †Póv
KiwQj Ges ejwQj, wm n¨vR web U«vBs di `¨ jv÷... wm n¨vR web U«vBs...
MwZK Lvivc †`‡L ixZzw`i cv‡m©vbvj Kw¤cDUv‡i †f½ve‡q‡Ri GKUv wmwW
Pvwj‡q w`j gvwb| ixZzw`‡K wN‡i bvP‡Z ïiy Kijvg mevB| mywcªqvw` GZ¶Y
jU‡K Lv‡U c‡owQj| bvPevi Rb¨ GKevi IVvi e¨_© †Póv Ki‡Z wM‡q weQvbv
†_‡K no‡K c‡o †Mj †g‡Sq cviwgZvi cv‡k| Avwg `y‡Uv‡K †U‡b Zz‡j weQvbvq
ïB‡q w`B| mywcªqvw` †VuvU †U‡b †U‡b Avgv‡K ejj, BD wR wm †cªvMªvg ïiy n‡j
GB †níUzKz Avwg †hb Kwi| Kgbiy‡g wb‡q wM‡q †KvbIg‡Z GKUv †Pqv‡i ïay
ewm‡q w`‡jB n‡e|
m`¨ Avmv dv÷© Bqv‡ii `y‡Uv †g‡q wQj| Iiv A‡bK¶Y †_‡K iv‡Î‡ejv
BD wR wm †cªvMªv‡gi e¨vcviUv ïbwQj, wKš‘ eyS‡Z cviwQj bv †evanq| Avgv‡K
wR‡Ám Kij, jxbvw`, BD wR wm †cªvMªvg iv‡Zi †ejv nq bv †Zv|
In- †nv-! K_v ï‡b Avwg †Zv †n‡m KzwUKzwU| I‡`i‡K ejjvg, `yc‡y ii
BD wR wm †cªvMªvg †Zv †evwis| iv‡ZiUv †`wLm, PvR©W n‡q hvwe| GB BD wR
wm-i dzj dg© AvÛvi MªvRy‡qU †Kvm©| GK †µwW‡Ui, mßv‡n GKw`b|
cªvßeq¯‹‡`i cªvßgb¯‹ Kivi R‡b¨ AvgivB `vwqZ¡ wb‡q †nv‡÷‡j Pvjy K‡iwQ|
ivwÎ ev‡ivUvi ci ïiy| wKš‘ fvB, †Zv‡`i †PvL †Zv †`LwQ G‡Kev‡i non‡o
mv`v| GZ m‡d` †PvL wb‡q †Zv BD wR wm †cªvMªvg †`Lv hvq bv| †Zviv eiÂ
GK KvR Ki| wKQz G· gvK©v Bs‡iwR eB †`‡L †PvL¸‡jv‡Z GKUz bxj‡P fve
wb‡q Avq| Zvici GB K¬v‡m R‡qb Kwim| Zv n‡j eyS‡Z mywe‡a n‡e|
wZb †cM †g‡i gvwbi nv‡Z w`‡q w`jvg †evZjUv|
- I wWqvi! cy‡ivUvB †Zv i‡q †M‡Q? Ag„‡Z AiywP n‡q †Mj bvwK?
- bv †i| kixiUv fvj †bB| Mv g¨vR g¨vR Ki‡Q|
- a~i! †c‡U Pvjvb K‡i †`, †`Lwe Ime †K‡U hv‡e| Kvg Ab|
- I †bv, wc−R! AvB A¨vg wi‡qwj wdwjs AvbBwR| wc−R †jU wg †Mv bvI|
Avgvi Rb¨ gvwbi `qv nVvrB †hb D_‡j DVj| ejj, I‡K| Zvici
†evZjUv gy‡L Dcyo K‡i hZUv cv‡i wM‡j wb‡q ejj, ¸W bvBU|
- bvBU| dv÷© Bqv‡ii `y‡Uv †g‡q Qvov evwKiv me wS‡gv‡PQ| KvD‡K wKQz bv
e‡j Mv euvwP‡q P‡j Gjvg ILvb †_‡K|
N‡i G‡m †`wL bxZv ZLbI co‡Q| wPrKvi †PuPv‡gwP, †nŠ-û‡j−vo
†KvbIwKQzB I‡K cªfvweZ Ki‡Z cv‡iwb| weQvbv K‡i Avwg ï‡q cojvg| bxZvi

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†kvqvi †KvbI j¶Y †`Ljvg bv| GB cvewjKUv‡K AvR hw` GK †evZj LvB‡q
gvZvj K‡i †`Iqv †hZ Zvn‡j wbwe©‡Nœ mviv †hZ Avgvi KvRUv|
ï‡q ï‡qB ewj, ï‡q co bxZv| GZ c‡o Kjv n‡e| PvKwi Avgv‡`i Øviv
n‡e bv †i| ixZzw` G‡·ckb| ivwÎ †R‡M †R‡M kixiUv‡K ïay ïay nvowM‡j−
KiwQm| GLbI †PKbvB Av‡Q| gv÷vi wWwMª Kgwc−U K‡i GKUv fvj
PvKwiIqvjv n¨vÛmvg †Q‡j †`‡L jU‡K co| fwel¨‡Z my‡L _vKwe| bB‡j mviv
Rxeb ZzB PvKwi K‡i cwikªg Kiwe, Avi †Zvi cqmvi Ici wbf©ikxj n‡q †ek
K‡qKRb gvbyl my‡L _vK‡e|
- †Zvi bxwZ wb‡q ZzB _vK bv| Avgvi Ici Pvcv‡Z AvmwQm †Kb? bxZv wei³
nq|
- hvPQ‡j, fvj K_v AvRKvj †Kb †h KviI mn¨ nq bv| Z‡e †i‡M †M‡j
†Zv‡K `viyb †`Lvq, gvBwi ejwQ| wVK Av‡Q, †Zvi ei hLb ej‡e wgwj‡q wbm
K_vUv|
- dvRjv‡gv †Q‡o Ny‡gv †Zv|
- †ek| Avwg Ab¨w`‡K KvZ nB| Z‡e cov‡kvbv K‡i UbU‡b AvÍm¤§vb †evahy³
Av`k©eZx GK bvix n‡q †cv‡ov bv Avevi| wimvP© mvBw›U÷ ev wmwfj mvi‡f›U,
hvB nI bv evcy, gva¨wgK †dj †bZvi K_vq †Zvgvq DV‡Z em‡Z n‡e| Ab¨_vq
Mb †avjvB ev fvMv‡o e`wj| ZLb nvZ Kvgov‡e|
bxZv †Kvb DËi w`j bv| Avwg Ny‡gv‡bvi fvb Kwi| Lv‡Ui bx‡P evjwZ‡Z
Pzwo`vi ivLv| Ii GKUv wewnZ AvR iv‡ZB Ki‡Z n‡e| AvavN›Uv DmLyk K‡i
weQvbv †Q‡o D‡V cojvg|
†hb jvBU R¦j‡Q e‡j Avgvi Nyg n‡PQ bv, Ggb GKUv fve wb‡q bxZvi
†Uwe‡ji mvg‡b wM‡q ewj, Kx me cowQm GLbI? I| Dcb¨vm? ewjnvwi †Zv‡K|
mvivw`‡b mgq nj bv, ivwÎ ev‡ivUvi ci GLb GBme Ly‡j e‡mwQm? Avgvi †Zv
Gme Qz‡u ZI B‡PQ K‡i bv| K¨vejvivg †jL‡`i me f¨vejvivg bvwqKv| ev¯—‡e
†cª‡gi wd‡ì Avgv‡`i `vcU _vK‡jI Mí-Dcb¨v‡m GLbI †Zv‡`i gZ †bwK
cyZj
z ivB GK‡PwUqv ivRZ¡ K‡i P‡j‡Q| g~j¨‡eva, gvbwmKZv me `ªzZ e`‡j
hv‡PQ, †m me‡K aivi ZvwM` †bB, †jLK gÕkv‡qiv e‡m e‡m GLbI ïay †cª‡gi
wWdv‡i›U dg© I Kg‡c−w·wU wb‡q fvwU‡q hv‡PQb| Avi KZ¶Y cowe?
- n‡q Gj Avi cuvP wgwbU|
ev_iyg †_‡K Ny‡i G‡m Avwg Avevi ï‡q cwo| bxZvI ï‡q coj GKUz
c‡i| Pvwiw`K ax‡i ax‡i kãnxb n‡q co‡Q| wmwjs d¨v‡bi kãUvB me †P‡q
†Rvivj e‡j g‡b nwPQj| bxZvi LvU †_‡K †KvbI cvk †div ev Dm&Lk
y vwbi
AvIqvR A‡bK¶Y a‡i bv †c‡Z Avwg D‡V emjvg| Nywg‡q c‡o‡Q wKbv wmIi
n‡Z AÜKv‡iB cªvq wgwbU `‡kK ZvwK‡q e‡m _vwK Ii Lv‡Ui w`‡K| cy‡ivcywi
wbwðZ n‡Z gkvwi Zz‡j evB‡i †ewi‡q Gjvg| Lv‡Ui bxP †_‡K Av‡¯— K‡i
evjwZUv‡K †U‡b evi Kwi| †KvbI kã bv K‡i Lye mveav‡b Avgvi †e‡Wi gv_vi
w`‡K Kv‡Vi AvjgvwiUvi cvj−v `y‡Uv Lywj| bx‡Pi †mj&‡di GK †Kv‡b Pvjvb K‡i
w`B Pzwo`viUv‡K| bB‡j Kvj mKv‡j D‡V bxZv Avevi Ômܨvq øv‡bi †k‡l †fRv
Pzwo`viUv †Kb †gjv nqwbÕ Zv wb‡q cªkœ Ki‡Z cv‡i| kixi Lvivc bv n‡j me
mgq c¨vW Rwo‡q _vKv hvq bvwK? nuvU‡Z, Pj‡Z, GgbKx ï‡qI A¯^w¯— n‡PQ|

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cvÕRvgvi `wo Ly‡j †ei K‡i Avwb c¨vWUv‡K| AÜKv‡iB †mUv‡K nv‡Z Zz‡j
Av›`v‡R †i‡L w`B Avjvgvwii Dc‡ii †mj‡d †hLv‡b Ii c¨v‡KUUv _v‡K|
Avjgvwi eÜ K‡i, Lvwj evjwZUv Lv‡Ui bx‡P †i‡L ï‡q cojvg PzcPvc|
GKUz c‡iB †`wL bxZv DVj Avevi| Avwg †hb Mfxi Ny‡g AvPQbœ| govi
g‡Zv c‡o _vwK| ivLvi mgq Avjgvwii GKUv cvj−vq evjwZUv †VvKv †j‡M
†MwQj| Zv‡ZB Kx Ii Nyg †f‡O †M‡Q? bvwK †R‡MwQj GZ¶Y ch©š?—
ev_iyg †_‡K Ny‡i G‡m bxZv ï‡q coj Avevi|

(`yB)
mKvj n‡ZB e¨cviUv i‡U †Mj Pvwiw`‡K| †Ljvi gv‡Vi cwðg‡Kv‡Y bxjvw`ª Lyb
n‡q‡Q exfrm fv‡e| gwb©s IqvK Ki‡Z G‡m hvivB †m `„k¨ †`‡L‡Q f‡q AuvZ‡K
D‡V‡Q| Avwg ZLbI weQvbv Qvwowb| jwe‡Z ke©ix© , KweZv, mygbv‡`i RUjv †eu‡a
Av‡jvPbv Kv‡b AvmwQj| Kvj †ewk iv‡Zi w`‡K Nyg aivq g‡b nwPQj AviI
GKUz Ny‡gvB| weQvbvq †PvL ey‡R c‡o _vwK| Avgv‡K GLb wKQzw`‡bi Rb¨ bxj
m¤c‡K© m¤c~Y© D`vmxb _vK‡Z n‡e| KviI Kv‡Q hv‡Z K‡i GZUzKz `~ej
© Zv ev
†KvbI Bw½Z cªKvk bv cvq|
bxZv G‡m Avgv‡K WvKvWvwK Ki‡Z jvMj| GZB DwØMœ †hb AvgviB
†KvbI gnvme©bvk n‡q †M‡Q, jxbv, A¨vB jxbv-ïbwQmAvwg D‡V e‡m nvB Zz‡j Avo‡gvov fvwO, Avt-Dt- Dn&n..Kx nj †i?
mvZm°v‡jB GZ †PuPvwPQm †Kb?
bxZv Avgvi weQvbvq e‡m cªPÛ †Ubkb wb‡q ej‡Z jvMj, bxjvw`ª Kvj
†Zv‡K K_v w`‡qI wm‡bgv hvqwb ejwQwj bv? mܨvi ci †_‡K n‡÷‡jI wQj bv|
iv‡ZI †d‡iwb| AvR mKv‡j A‡b‡KB bvwK I‡K †Ljvi gv‡Vi GK †Kv‡Y
G‡Kev‡i wb_i c‡o _vK‡Z †`‡L‡Q| gv_vi †cQb w`‡K fvix wKQz w`‡q bvwK
G‡Kev‡i †_uZ‡j w`‡q †g‡i †d‡j †i‡L P‡j †M‡Q †KD|
- G¨vu, ewjm Kx ‡i? bxj...| bx‡ji m‡½ Avgvi †cªg PjwQj, ZvB wKQzUv n‡jI
GLb Avgvi Ii K_v ï‡b `ytL cªKvk Kiv DwPr| Avwg m‡½ m‡½ `yÕnv‡Z gyL
XvwK|
- bxjvw`ªi g‡Zv GKRb mij, mv`vwm‡a †Q‡jiI kÎy _v‡K? wek¦vmB Kiv hvq
bv| bxZvi Mjv a‡i Gj, †PvL Q‡jvQ‡jv| VvU KZ? †hb Avwg bB, I-B bx‡ji
†cªwgKv|
KweZv N‡i Xz‡K Avgv‡K ejj, jxbvw`, Kvj mܨvq Ny‡i G‡m Zzwg hw`
bxjvw`ª`v‡K †nv‡÷‡j GKevi †dvb Ki‡Z, Zvn‡j KLb G NUbvUv N‡U‡Q,
wbwðZ GKUv Av›`vR cvIqv †hZ|
bxj †gvevBj e¨envi KiZ bv, GUv GKUv euv‡Pvqv| Avwg †VuvU dzwj‡q
ejjvg, Avgvi †Zv fxlY ivM n‡qwQj Ii Ici, ZvB Kwiwb| wKš‘ Avwg Kx K‡i
Rvbe ej, GK iv‡Îi g‡a¨B Ggb GKUv NUbv N‡U hv‡e?

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Avi †KvbI DPPevP¨ bv K‡i Avwg wKQz¶Y d¨vum-†duwm‡q Kuv`vi †Póv
Kijvg| wKQz GKUv wmb wµ‡qU nj, wKš‘ Kuvw`‡q Avmi G‡Kev‡i Rwg‡q †`Iqv
hv‡K e‡j Zv wVK nj bv|
ZeyI †`Ljvg `yt‡Li GB wmbUv †`L‡Z GK GK K‡i Avgvi N‡i A‡bK
†g‡q Avm‡Z jvMj| Nyg †_‡K D‡V AvgviI †h ev_iyg hvevi `iKvi c‡o,
I‡`i‡K ZLb Zv †K †evSv‡e? Avgvi `yt‡L mge¨_x mevB, Avi AvwgB hw` Ni
†Q‡o †ewi‡q hvB, Zv n‡j e¨vcviUv ¯^fveZB `„wóKUz I m‡›`nRbK jvM‡e| ZvB
me R¦vjvZb mn¨ K‡i Nyg †_‡K DVvi ci †_‡K Avgv‡K wbLyuZ Awfbq K‡i
†h‡Z nj cv°v †`o N›Uv|
bx‡ji g„Z¨z‡Z BDwbfviwmwU QzwU †NvlYv n‡q †Mj| mKvj `kUvi mgq
QvÎ msm‡`i cwiPvjbvq †nv‡÷j K¨v¤cvm †_‡K ey‡K Kv‡jv e¨vP †mu‡U mg¯—
†Q‡j‡g‡q‡`i †kvK wgwQj †ei nj| Zvi ci wewfbœ wWcv‡U©‡g‡›Ui mvg‡bi iv¯—v
w`‡q Ny‡i Gu‡K-†eu‡K fvBm P¨v‡Ýj‡ii Awd‡mi mvg‡bi j‡b wM‡q R‡ov nj
mevB| bx‡ji ¯§i‡Y `y wgwbU bxieZv cvjb Kiv nj| bxieZvi g‡S Avo †Pv‡L
Avk-cv‡ki †Q‡j‡g‡q¸‡jvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q Avgvi KxiKg nvwm-nvwm cvwPQj| QvÎ
msm‡`i †cªwm‡W›U my`xc nvj`vi R¦vjvgqx e³…Zv w`j| †m bx‡ji g„Z¨zi Rb¨
wek¦we`¨vjq KZ©c
… ‡¶i wmwKDwiwU e¨e¯’vi Pig D`vmxbZv‡K `vqx Kij| mܨvi
ci BDwbfviwmwUi wewfbœ RvqMv I iv¯—v‡Z Ach©vß Av‡jv _v‡K| mgq we‡k‡l
Zv KZUv wec¾bK n‡Z cv‡i GB NUbv Zv †Pv‡L AvOzj w`‡q †`wL‡q w`j|
mg¯— BDwbfviwmwU K¨v¤c¨v‡m ch©vß Av‡jvi e‡›`ve¯— Kivi Rb¨ KZ©c
… ‡¶i `„wó
AvKl©Y Kiv nj| †mB m‡½ AvMvgxKvj †cªm Kbdv‡i‡Ýi Rb¨ GB GKB eqv‡b
Lmov ˆZwi n‡e †m K_vI †NvlYv Kiv nj| Zvi ci Wxb I fvBm P¨v‡Ýji‡K
QvÎQvÎx‡`i mvg‡b †W‡K G‡b QvÎ msm‡`i c¶ †_‡K G NUbvi c~Y© Z`‡š—i
`vex Kiv nj| G QvovI bx‡ji g„Z¨z‡Z Zvi cwievieM©‡K wdbvwÝqvj
K‡¤cb‡mkb wnmv‡e `k jvL UvKv †`Iqvi `vex Rvwb‡q mfv ZLbKvi g‡Zv
†kl nj|
†iwR÷ªv‡ii Awdm †_‡K bx‡ji evwo‡Z Lei †`Iqv n‡qwQj mKv‡jB|
BwZg‡a¨ bx‡ji †WWewW ïbjvg gqbvZ`‡š—i Rb¨ cywj‡k Zz‡j wb‡q †M‡Q|
Avi †KvbI KvR †bB| `vwqZ¡cvjb K‡i †h hvi g‡Zv K‡i †ewi‡q coj
QzwUi w`bUv Gb&Rq Ki‡Z| cjvk`v I Fwl‡K wb‡q AvwgI †ewi‡q cwo| `yc‡y i
ÔhgybvÕ n‡j GKUv nwjD‡Wi GKUv iMi‡M wm‡bgv †`‡L kixi I gbUv‡K GKUz
wUDb&W K‡i wbjvg| `y‡Uv wVK GKB Q‡›` evRwQj bv| Zvi ci coš— ˆeKvwjK
nvIqvq M½vi av‡i Uzwi÷‡`i g‡Zv ï‡q e‡m I‡`i mv‡_ Mí Kijvg|
GK mgq mܨv Mvp n‡q Avgv‡`i Mv‡qi Kv‡Q †b‡g G‡j †nv‡÷‡j †divi
Rb¨ iIbv w`jvg|
evm †_‡K †b‡g I‡`i‡K ejjvg, Avgv‡K GKUz †Q‡o w`‡q Avm‡e
†nv‡÷j ch©š?— evejvMv‡Qi IB †SvcUvi Kv‡Q KxiKg AÜKvi! Zvq Avevi Kvj
IB RvqMvq bxj Lyb n‡q‡Q|
- †Zvi Kx f‚‡Zi fq Ki‡Q? cjvk`v †n‡m DVj|
Fwl Zv‡K mv‡cvU© K‡i ejj, †Zv‡K †nv‡÷‡j †Q‡o w`‡q Avm‡Z †M‡j Avgv‡`i
KZUv Ny‡i †h‡Z n‡PQ ej ‡Zv?

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- I| wVK Av‡Q, Avwg P‡j †h‡Z cvie|
Avi GKwe›`y `uvovjvg bv I‡`i Kv‡Q| wKš‘ IB RvqMvUv‡Z G‡m mwZ¨
fq fq Ki‡Z jvMj| G‡Kev‡i †PvL Dcov‡bv AvÜKvi| bxj n‡j GiKg Ki‡Z
cviZ bv| wb‡RB ejZ, ÔP‡jv †Zvgvq †nv‡÷j ch©š— †Q‡o w`‡q AvwmÕ| f‚Z bv
†Mv cjvk`v| gy‡L A‡bK eo eo eywj Svo‡jI AÜKv‡i GKjv hyeZx‡K cwi‡ek
GLbI mv`v †Pv‡L †`L‡Z †k‡Lwb|
Mªx‡®§i mvܨKvjxb evZvm Mv‡Qi Wv‡j †j‡M AÜKv‡ii g‡a¨ †muv †muv
AvIqvR Qvo‡Q| g‡b n‡PQ †hb AwZ wbK‡UB †KD eo eo wbtk¦vm Qvo‡Q|
A‡bK `~‡i †nv‡÷‡ji meyRvf ˆe`ywZK Av‡jvi w`‡K ZvwK‡q mvg‡bi Auvavi‡K
fzjevi †Póv KiwQjvg|
Avwg †`Š‡ov‡Z ïiy K‡iwQ| ïayB g‡b n‡PQ †K †hb †cQ‡b †cQ‡b
Avm‡Q| bx‡ji f‚Z? †ar! hËme D™¢U fvebv|
Id! gv †Mv! cv‡q cv †j‡M `ovg K‡i AvQvo †L‡q iv¯—vq c‡o †Mjvg|
Avi m‡½ m‡½ gyL †_‡K KZK¸‡jv KuvPvK_v †ewi‡q †Mj Fwl I cjvk`vi
D‡Ï‡k¨|
wK‡mi Rb¨ †h Avgvi cv‡k †QuvK †QuvK Kwim Zv †Zv RvwbB| fvjevmv bv
_vK, †mªd eÜz‡Z¡i LvwZ‡iI Kx GZUzKz Ki‡Z †bB? eÜzi wec‡` GB mvgvb¨
Z¨vMUzKz ¯^xKvi Ki‡Z bv cvi‡j wK‡mi eÜzZ¡ †n?
†nv‡÷‡j Xz‡K bxZvi gy‡L ïbjvg _vbv-cywjk n‡q‡Q| e‡qR †nv‡÷‡j
A‡bK‡K wRÁvmv K‡i †bvU K‡i wb‡q †M‡Q Kx me|
cywjk? a~mm
& , Iiv Avevi Kx Ki‡e? AvB‡bi i¶‡Ki e`‡j
AvBbf½Kvix‡`i i¶K ej‡j I‡`i GLbKvi Kv‡Ri wQwiUv wVK †evSv hvq|
Avwg Ii K_v‡K †Zgb cvËv w`jvg bv|
bxZv ejj, AvMvgxKvj mܨvi w`‡K Avgv‡`i †nv‡÷‡j cywjk BbKqvwi‡Z
Avm‡e| Kvj‡K ZvB KviI †nv‡÷j †Q‡o hvIqv Pj‡e bv| †iwR÷«v‡ii †bvwUk
c‡o‡Q|
bxZv n‡PQ Avgvi G AvB Avi-Aj BwÛqv †iwWI| †Kv_vI †M‡j wd‡i
G‡m Ii Kv‡Q me Lei †c‡q hvB| Avgv‡K wR‡Ám Kij, Kx ejwe jxbv
cywjk‡K? †Zvi KvD‡K m‡›`n nq?
- m‡›`n? Kv‡K m‡›`n Kie? †Zvi nq?
- wVK eyS‡Z cvwQ bv| ÷z‡W›U‡`i g‡a¨ †KD K‡i‡Q e‡j †Zv g‡b n‡PQ bv|
evB‡ii †KD K‡i _vK‡j, wK‡mi Rb¨ Ki‡e ZvI †evSv hv‡PQ bv| Lye
Kg&wc−‡K‡UW †Km|
weªd wbDR ey‡jwUb Kgwc−U K‡i bxZv Kv‡R gb w`j|
e‡qR †nv‡÷‡j cywjk BbKqvwi K‡i †M‡jI Avgvi m¤¦‡Ü †Q‡jiv †KD
wKQz ej‡e bv Zv Rvwb| †g‡q¸‡jv‡KB Avgvi fq| we‡klZ wmwbqi K‡qKUv
†g‡q, hviv Avwg †nv‡÷‡j Avmvi Av‡M BDwbfviwmwU‡Z †cª‡gi evRviUv Ke&Rv
K‡i †i‡LwQj| I‡`i †m evRvi AvwgB W¨v‡gR K‡i w`‡qwQ| Avgvi Ic‡i
ivwkK…Z wnsmv †gUvevi GKUv gIKv †c‡q‡Q| †mUv‡K †K Kxfv‡e Kv‡R jvMv‡e
†K Rv‡b?

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Kvj iv‡Z wVK Nyg nqwb| Avgvi ZvB Nyg Nyg cvwPQj| ZvovZvwo
†L‡q‡`‡q ï‡q cojvg|
Ny‡gi g‡a¨I bxj Gj| Ii nv‡Z IUv wK‡mi Wvwj? †cª‡gi? nƒ`‡q nƒ`q
†hvM Kiv? dzt! e¨vUv wbixn KvgyK!
I GLbI †mBiKgB e‡j P‡j‡Q, bv jxbv| Gi bvg mshg| kvwiwiK
cª‡qvRb‡K A¯^xKvi bv K‡iI mg¯— weK…Z DMªiwy P‡K my¯’ gvbweK ag© w`‡q †X‡K
ivLv| bB‡j cïi mv‡_ gvby‡li Avi cv_©K¨ †Kv_vq?
- In&! Avwg cï Avi ZzB e¨vUv †`eZv, bv? Avgvi kixi, Avgvi jvBd, Avwg hv
Lywk Kie, ZzB Ávb †`evi †K †i?
¯^cœ †f‡½ D‡V ewm weQvbvq| †`wL bxZv ZLbI co‡Q| †Kgb weov‡ji
g‡Zv ZvwK‡q Av‡Q Avgvi w`‡K?
- ï‡bwQm Avwg hv ejjvg? Avwg ï‡avB|
- KB, wKQz ewjmwb †Zv|
- I|
(wZb)
(wZb)
bx‡ji evwo exif‚‡g| Lei ï‡b †mw`bB ZvB †KD Avm‡Z cv‡iwb| Ii evev
G‡m †cuŠQv‡jb c‡ii w`b| †nv‡÷j Iqv‡W©b †_‡K ïiy K‡i Wxb, †iwR÷vi,
fvBm P¨v‡Ýjvi mK‡jB Zvui m‡½ †`Lv Ki‡jb, wKš‘ †Q‡ji g„Z¨zi †KvbI KviY
ej‡Z cvi‡jb bv| Z‡e KviY AbymÜv‡bi †KvbI ÎywU †h Zviv ivL‡eb bv Zv
¯có fvlvq e‡j‡Qb| †m me ï‡b Avgvi †Zv nvwm a‡i bv| m`¨ cyÎnviv, †kv‡K
gyn¨gvb wcZv‡K ¯^vš—bv evK¨ hZB †kvbvI, Gi wcQ‡b Kvi‡Yi nw`k Kiv
AÜKv‡i m~P †LuvRvi mvwgj|
BDwbfviwmwUi A¨vWwgwb‡÷ªwUf Awdm †_‡K †ewi‡q G‡m †WWewW evwo
wb‡q hvevi Rb¨ Dwb cy‡iv w`bUv nmwcUvj, _vbv cywjm Ki‡jb GKv GKv| evwK
mevi g‡Zv Iw`b Avm‡Z †h‡Z AvgviI †PvLv‡PvwL n‡q‡Q Ibvi mv‡_ `yÕGKevi|
†`‡L g‡b nj †Kgb †hb A™¢Z
z †Nvjv‡U `„wó f`ª‡jv‡Ki| ZLbB g‡bi g‡a¨ PU
K‡i GKUv fvebv G‡m P‡j †Mj, bxj †eu‡P _vK‡j BwbB †Zvi k¦ïigkvB nZ
†i| ZvB bvwK? Zv n‡j Avwg GLb †h-me †Q‡j‡`i m‡½ Nywi Zv‡`i evevivI
Avgvi fvex k¦ïigkvB? GK ‡g‡qi cuvP ¯^vgx, AvB wgb gnvfvi‡Zi cvÂvjxi
K_v Avgiv meŸvB Rvwb, wKš‘ GK †g‡qi mvZ k¦ïi (bxj‡K ev` w`‡j AviI
Aš—Z QÕUv †Q‡j GLb Avgvi †cQ‡b) †KD Kx Gi Av‡M ï‡b‡Q? AvwgB Kx
cw_K…Z n‡Z P‡jwQ G e¨vcv‡i? n‡j g›` nq bv| Avgvi bvgI Zv n‡j †`Šc`ªxi
g‡Zv Dcgv miƒc mevi †VuvU¯’ _vK‡e| cQ‡›`i cyi‡y li g‡a¨ Avwg hv hv ¸b PvB
Zv †KvbI GKR‡bi g‡a¨ cvBbv| bx‡ji wQj mr I my›`i wkïi g‡Zv GKUv
gb, wec−e`vi Av‡Q my›`i cyil
y vwj iƒc, Abš—i KwemË¡v-Avgvq wb‡q †jLv Zvi
A‡bK KweZv K‡jR g¨vMvwR‡b †Q‡c †ewi‡q‡Q, cweÎ`vi weªwjqvÝ, cjvk`vi
wejvm - AMv` welqm¤cwË, mßwl©`vi fivU Mjvq Ave„wË I Awfbq `¶Zv,
Fwli †cBw›Us I Mv‡bi Mjv, G¸‡jvi mewKQzB Avgvi fxlY fvj jv‡M| K‡j‡R
Xz‡K cª_g cª_g †KvbI GKR‡bi g‡a¨ Ly‡u R †c‡Z PvBZvg mewKQz| c‡i hLb

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eySjvg Zv m¤¢e bq, ZLbB ax‡i ax‡i GB AjUvi‡bU e‡›`ve‡¯— Af¨¯— n‡q
D‡VwQ| cªKw… Zi K…cbZvB Avgvi G ¯^fv‡ei Rb¨ `vqx| †Kb GK cyi‡y li g‡a¨
Avwg hv hv PvB Zv f‡i †`qwb?.. wKš‘ GLb fwel¨‡Zi myLwPš—v Kivi mgq
†Kv_vq? ûU K‡i hv GKLvbv †K‡j¼vwi‡Z †du‡m †Mjvg, †mLvb †_‡K Av‡M
eZ©gvbUv‡K mvg‡j wVK fv‡e †ewi‡q †Zv Avwm| Zvici bv nq k¦ïievwo‡K wb‡q
fvev hv‡e|
K_v nwPQj bx‡ji evev‡K wb‡q...Dwb †h bx‡ji evev Zv †h †KD †`‡LB
wPb‡Z cvi‡e| GKB iKg D`vmx †Pv‡Li `„wó, gy‡Li Av`j, Z‡e Mv‡qi iO I
nvBU bx‡ji †P‡q AviI GKKvwV Dc‡i| †hŠe‡b †h h‡_ó iƒcevb wQ‡jb GLbI
Zv fvjfv‡e Abygvb Kiv hvq| eqm n‡q‡Q e‡j, GLb wZwb mv`v aywZ cvÁvex
civ ïayB GK ¯‹zj gv÷vi, wKš‘ †`L‡jB kª×v Rv‡M| mwZ¨ ejwQ| Av‡i †m
Rb¨B bv Ibv‡K †`‡L k¦ïigkvB e‡j fve‡Z fvj †j‡MwQj| Avwg Ibv‡K cª_g
†`wL hLb Iwb †iwR÷ªv‡ii Ni †_‡K †ewi‡q Avm‡Qb| Pvicv‡k AviI A‡bK
†Q‡j‡g‡q| mK‡ji g‡a¨ †_‡K Avgvi †Pv‡Li Pvnwb‡K Avjv`v K‡i Dwb †Lqvj
K‡ibwb| Avi Ki‡ebB ev Kx K‡i? Ibvi gb ZLb AK¯§vr cyÎ nviv‡bvi
wb`viyY †kv‡K ¯—ä|
Avwg Z‡° Z‡° wQjvg| †Kb Rvwb bv, Avgvi Lye B‡PQ nwPQj Ibvi mv‡_
GKjv K_v ejvi| bx‡ji evwo †_‡K BDwbfviwmwU A_wiwU‡K †ewk Pvc w`‡j
Avwg †du‡m †h‡Z cvwi| ZvB e¨vcviUv wb‡q Ibv‡`i nvefve †Kgb Zv Rvbv
Avgvi Lye Riywi wQj| KviY Avgv‡KI †mfv‡e ˆZwi _vK‡Z n‡e| wKš‘ mevi
mvg‡b Ibvi mv‡_ K_v e‡j Zv †evSv m¤¢e bq| Zv Qvov bxj †bB| nvRvi
†nvK, Gbvi i³B bx‡ji kix‡i eB‡Zv? †QvU‡ejv †_‡K Ggb my›`i GKUv gb
Ges gvbweK ¸bvejx Gbvi †_‡KB †Zv iß K‡iwQj bxj?
GLv‡bi KvR †m‡i Dwb ciw`b P‡j hv‡eb| Avwg c‡ii w`b mKvj †_‡K
iv¯—vi Ici bRi ivLjvg| †M÷nvDm ev e‡qR †nv‡÷j †_‡K †ewi‡q
BDwbfviwmwUi K¨v¤cv‡mi evB‡i g~j iv¯—vq †h‡Z †M‡j Avgv‡`i †nv‡÷‡ji
mvg‡b w`‡qB cv‡q †nu‡U †h‡Z nq| Ibv‡K †M÷nvDm †_‡K †ewi‡q iv¯—vq
Avm‡Z †`‡L Avwg `ªZ
z cv‡q †nv‡÷‡ji Kgbiy‡g †ccvi cov †Q‡o †ewi‡q
Gjvg| hLb †`Ljvg Avwg †ek A‡bKUv Av‡M Avi Dwb †cQ‡b Avm‡Qb, ZLb
Pjvi w¯cW Kwg‡q ax‡i nuvU‡Z jvMjvg| Avkcv‡k †`‡L wbjvg †KD Av‡Q
wKbv? †bB wbwðš— n‡Z iv¯—vi Dci `uvwo‡q cwo| †cQ‡b bv ZvwK‡qI Avwg
eyS‡Z cviwQ bx‡ji evev huvi bvg kªx iw_Kvš— iq, wZwb GLb Avgvi KvQvKvwQ
P‡j G‡m‡Qb|
GKwU mykxª †g‡q iv¯—vi Ici mvg‡b `uvwo‡q co‡Z iw_Kv‡š—i GKvMªwP‡Ë
nuvUvq GKUz fvUv coj g‡b nj| †evanq fve‡jb, Kx e¨vcvi? †g‡qwU Kx Zuv‡K
wKQz ej‡Z Pvq? Kx Avðh©, wKQz ejv †bB, KIqv †bB, †g‡qwU G‡Kev‡i cv‡q
nvZ Qz‡u q cªYvg Ki‡Z D‡`¨vMx nj †h? GKUz msKzwPZ n‡q wZwb ej‡jb, Av‡i,
Av‡i, Zzwg †K gv? mvZm°v‡j cªYvg †Kb?
iw_Kvš— nq‡Zv fve‡jb, BDwbfviwmwU‡Z Avmvi ci Kvj †_‡K AbeiZ
ïay PiwKi g‡Zv Ny‡iB †M‡Qb, KB Ggb Avš—wiKZvi ¯ck© †Zv Kviyi KvQ †_‡K
cvbwb| n¨uv, ÷z‡W›Um BDwbq‡bi wjWvi †_‡K ïiy K‡i fvBm‡P‡Ýjvi ch©š— mevB

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Zuv‡K GK g„Z ÷z‡W‡›Ui wcZvi hZUzKz m¤§vb cvIqv DwPZ Zv w`‡q‡Qb, wKš‘
g‡bi `~iZ¡Uv me mgqB eRvq †_‡K‡Q|
Avgvi gv_vq nvZ eywj‡q ej‡jb, _vK, _vK, myLx nI gv|
- Avwg jxbv, bx‡ji K¬vm‡mU wQjvg|
Zv ï‡b iw_Kv‡š—i k~b¨ giygq nƒ`‡qi nvnvKvi aŸwb †_‡K ïay GKwU
K_vB †eij, I|
AvwgI h‡_ó KiyY gy‡L wRÁvmv Kwi, GLb Kx Ki‡eb †f‡e‡Qb?
Zv ï‡b iw_Kvš— Gevi D`vm n‡jb, eyS‡Z cviwQ bv †Mv gv| †KvbIw`b
†KvbI Lvivc ev Ab¨vq KvR Kwiwb| Zv n‡j †kl e‡q‡m VvKzi Avgv‡K †Kb
GB mvRv w`‡jb? me©`v mr I Av`k©evb _vKvi †h Dc‡`k I‡K w`‡qwQjvg,
mK‡ji mv‡_ K_v e‡j ey‡SwQ I †miKgB wQj| ZeyI †Kb †h Ggb NUj,
Avgvi wPš—vq Kz‡jv‡PQ bv|
Zvici `yÕnvZ Dc‡i Zz‡j AvKv‡ki w`‡K †P‡q ej‡jb, nv cªf!z †Zvgvi
jxjv †evSv fvi|
GKUz avZ¯’ n‡q ej‡jb, Kx Kiv DwPr wKQz eyS‡Z cviwQ bv †Mv gv|
Avwg ej‡Z ïiy Kijvg, Avgvi m‡½ Ii wgwó GKUv wi‡jkb wQj| Avwg
Lye `ytwLZ, LyeB AbyZß Avcbvi Kv‡Q, I‡K Avwg Kv‡Q ivL‡Z cvijvg bv,
Avcwb wek¦vm Kiyb|
Avi wVK ZLywb Si Si K‡i Kvbœv †ewi‡q Gj Avgvi `yÕ‡PvL †e‡q| Avwg
wb‡RB AevK! †Kv_vq jywK‡q wQj GZ Kvbœv †K Rv‡b?
f`ª‡jvK Kvj †_‡K G‡m‡Qb, wKš‘ †Q‡ji `yt‡L wbwðZ KvD‡K GLbI
ch©š— Ggb Kuv`†Z †`‡Lbwb| njB ev iv¯—vi gwa¨Lv‡b, KvD‡K Ggb fv‡e
Kuv`‡Z †`‡L wb‡R‡KI Avi AvUKv‡Z cvi‡jb bv| Avgv‡K Rwo‡q a‡i gv_vq
nvZ eywj‡q nvD nvD K‡i evPPv †Q‡ji g‡Zv †Ku‡` DV‡jb|
Avgvi gb Zv‡Z wظb Drmvn †c‡q Kvbœvi †ZR AviI evwo‡q †djj, Avi
cvM‡ji g‡Zv ej‡Z _vKj, Avgv‡K gvc Ki‡eb, ¶gv Ki‡eb Avgv‡K| Avwg
mZK© _vK‡j Ggb nZ bv| Avwg gg©vnZ, Avwg AbyZß, LyeB `ytwLZ, GB
Avcbv‡K Qz‡u q ejwQ|
-bv gv, †Zvgvi Avi Kx †`vl? †`vl hw` nq Zv Avgv‡`i Kcv‡ji, Avgiv hviv
bxjvw`ª‡K wN‡i my‡L euvPvi ¯^cœ †`‡LwQjvg|
Ggb mgq `~‡i K¬v‡mi K‡qKRb †Q‡j‡g‡q‡K GB iv¯—vq Avm‡Z †`‡L
PUcU Ibvi KvQ †_‡K we`vq wb‡q Avevi †nv‡÷‡ji w`‡K iIbv w`B|
Z‡e Gfv‡e †S‡o Kvu`‡Z †c‡i gbUv GLb A‡bK nvév jvM‡Q| GUv
ey‡SwQ, iw_Kvš— gnvkq Ck¦‡i wek¦vmx gvbyl| Ae¯’v Lviv‡ci w`‡K Mov‡j Zuvi
Kv‡Q wM‡q Avmj NUbv e‡j ¶gvUgv †P‡q wb‡j Avgvi weiy‡× †KvbI W«vw÷K
†÷c †bIqvi Av‡M `kevi fve‡eb| GUv ey‡S †h‡Z †`LwQ, †fZ‡i †h ¸‡gvU
fveUv wQj ZvI G‡Kev‡i DavI|
†nv‡÷‡ji wi‡mckb †_‡K Lei Gj, Avgvi †dvb| †`Š‡o bx‡P wM‡q
†dvbUv awi| evwo †_‡K gv K‡i‡Q| AvR mKv‡ji †ccv‡i Avgv‡`i
BDwbfviwmwUi bxjvw`ª bv‡g GKwU †Q‡ji inm¨RbK gyZ¨i Lei †`‡L gv †ek
DwØMœ| Avwg †Kb †gvevB‡ji myBP Ad K‡i †i‡LwQ †m wb‡q cª_‡gB GKUz

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agKvj| gv‡K Avwg Avk¦¯— Kijvg, e¨vcviUv †ccv‡i hv wj‡L‡Q ZZUv
inm¨RbK bq| ejjvg, G wb‡q †ewk wPš—v bv Ki‡Z| Gici gv‡qi mv‡_ †ek
wKQz¶Y Ab¨ me gvgywj e¨vcvi wb‡q Mí Kijvg|
øvb LvIqv`vIqv †m‡i Avwg K¬vm Ki‡Z †Mjvg, Z‡e gb G‡Kev‡iB
emwQj bv| bx‡ji MvBW m‡š—vl m¨i ïbjvg wWcvU©‡g‡›U G‡m‡Qb| Ibvi Kv‡Q
†Mjvg †`Lv Ki‡Z| bxj Ibvi me †_‡K wcªq QvÎ wQj| †Q‡ji gZb
fvjevm‡Zb bxj‡K| Uvbv wZbgvm weQvbvq kh¨vkvqx †_‡K my¯’ nIqvi ci AvRB
wWcvU©‡g‡›U G‡mwQ‡jb| Avi G‡mB G Lei ï‡b wZwb G‡Kev‡i †f‡O c‡o‡Qb|
kh¨vkvqx _vKv Ae¯’vq bxj cªvqB Ibvi evwo‡Z †hZ †`Lv Ki‡Z Ges w_wmm
msµvš— kjv-civgk© Ki‡Z|
Avwg Ibvi iy‡g Ibvi emvi †Uwe‡ji mvg‡b GKUv †Pqvi wb‡q e‡m
iBjvg| ¯§…wZ AvD‡o bx‡ji m¤¦‡Ü Dwb cyi‡bv A‡bK Mí KiwQ‡jb †m me
ïb‡Z Avgvi Lvivc jvMwQj bv| Avgvi ¯có g‡b cowQj K‡qK mßvn Av‡M
wec−e`v I Avgv‡K wb‡q bx‡ji Ibvi evwo‡Z cª_g hvIqvi K_v|
Awdm †_‡K evwo †divi c‡_ nVvr †cQb †_‡K GKUv †gvUi mvB‡Kj
G‡m av°v gv‡i m‡š—vl m¨i‡K| cªv‡Y †eu‡P †M‡jI k³-mg_¨© m`v nvwmLywk
m‡š—vl m¨i‡K kh¨vkvqx K‡i w`‡qwQj †m `~NU
© bv| wKsev Zv nq‡Zv wQj Ôa~i-&
NUbvÕ KviY hvi Rxe‡b Ggb e¨vcvi N‡U †m I Zvi cwievi Qvov evwK Avi
†KD †Zgb cvËv †`qwb| mevB ïay `~i †_‡K ‡`Lj ïbj, KviY mvg‡b G‡jB
hw` Sv‡gjvq Rwo‡q co‡Z nq, ZvB Ô`~i-NUbvÕI ejv †h‡Z cv‡i|
evm †_‡K †b‡g m‡š—vl m¨‡ii evwoi iv¯—v aivi Av‡M Avwg GKUv dz‡ji
†Zvov wKb‡Z e‡jwQjvg I‡`i| Iiv Gme †jvK †`Lvwb‡Z ivwR wQj bv|
wec−e`v ¯có e‡jwQj, †`L, Gme b¨vKovevwR Avgvi †cvlv‡e bv| †`L‡Z G‡mwQ
GB h‡_ó| AveŸvi Kx?
Av‡i evev †`Dwjqv nƒ`‡qi k~b¨ fuvovi wKQz GKUv w`‡q †Zv c~iY Ki‡Z
n‡e bvwK? Avwg AevK n‡q ewj, evn! KzBK wiKfvwii R‡b¨ DBk Ki‡Z
G‡mQ| dzjUzj, iOxb KvW© bv n‡j Lvwj nv‡Z Zv Kx K‡i gvbvq?
bxj ¯có K‡i wKQz ejj bv| Avwg GKvB P‡qm Ki‡Z jvMjvg| GKUv
dz‡ji †Zvov Lye my›`i| `vg ïav‡Z †Mvgovgy‡Lv †`vKvb`viUv ejj, †`ok UvKv
g¨vWvg|
cvMj! †`ok UvKvi dz‡ji †Zvov m‡š—vl m¨‡ii Rb¨? GZ `vwg Dwb bb|
ZvovZvwo K‡i GLvb-ILvb †_‡K Lve‡j-Lye‡j K‡qKUv dzj Zz‡j GKUv †Zvov
evwb‡q wec−e`v‡K wR‡Ám Kijvg, †Kgb n‡q‡Q?
†m ejj, n¨uv, Lye my›`i n‡q‡Q GZ¶‡Y| cwi¯‹vi eySjvg Kg cqmvq
cywóKi †f‡eB GUv‡K Av‡Mi †P‡q fvj ejj|
dzjIqvjv‡K `vg wR‡Ám Ki‡Z ejj, Pwj−k UvKv|
gvwb e¨vM ‡_‡K UvKv †ei Ki‡Z †h‡Z bxj Avgv‡K evav w`‡q UvKv w`‡q
w`j| Av g‡jv hv! Av‡M ejwe †Zv? Zv n‡j †`o‡kv UvKviUvB wbZvg|
m¨‡ii evwo‡Z wM‡q Ibvi nv‡Z dz‡ji ¸PQUv w`‡q ¸W DBk Rvbvjvg|
bxj‡K †`‡L Dwb Lye Lykx n‡jb| Dwb weQvbvq ï‡q wQ‡jb| bxj emj Ibvi

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cv‡k †e‡Wi Ic‡iB| Avwg I wec−e`v `~‡i †mvdv‡Z| GKUv `y‡Uv gvgywj K_vi
ci Avwg D‡V `uvovjvg|
- I‡K m¨i, Gevi Zv n‡j...
I evev! Avgvi m‡½i `ywU‡K †`LwQ †h IVvi †KvbI bvgMÜ †bB| K_v
†hb I‡`i Avi dz‡iv‡ZB Pvq bv| `uvwo‡q `uvwo‡q e‡m cwo| AMZ¨v wKQz¶Y ci
Avevi `uvovB| Avevi ewm| hvPQ‡j, Giv Kx AvR GLv‡bB _vK‡e bvwK?
Svov GKN›Uv bó K‡i Zvici g~wZ©gvb `ywU D‡V `uvovj| Avgvi Mv R¦j‡Q
ZLb| †KvbIg‡Z evB‡i G‡mB SuvwS‡q DwV, ewjnvwi evev †Zvgv‡`i ¸iyfw³‡K|
KZ †`wi n‡q †Mj, wUwKU †evanq AvRI cvIqv hv‡e bv| ÔwecvkvÕ‡Z Ô†ewmK
Bbw÷sKUÕ Pj‡Q| ciï G‡m wUwKU bv †c‡q Ny‡i †MwQ| AvR †f‡ewQjvg
hvIqvi Av‡M IUv †`‡L hve, wKš‘...
bxj ¯—ä n‡q †Mj K_vUv ï‡b| nuvUv eÜ K‡i `uvwo‡q c‡o‡Q|
- jxbv Zzwg Kx? Zzwg Kx gvbyl? GZUzKz f`ªZvI Kx †k‡Lvwb?
- Kx, Avgv‡K Af`ª ejwQm? Avwg †PvL eo eo K‡i Ii w`‡K ZvKvB|
- bv bv| †Zvgvi Pjv‡div, nvwm, Nvo †Nviv‡bv †`‡L †KD †KvbIw`b Zv ej‡Z
cvi‡e bv| Avm‡j Zzwg GZUvB f`ª †h †Zvgvi ¯^PQ nƒ`qnxb f`ªZv eÇ †Pv‡L
jv‡M| AvjU«vfv‡qv‡jU jvB‡Ui g‡Zv wgwó meyR wKš‘ ZvwK‡q _vKv hvq bv|
†LvKvevey Zzwg wK Zv AvR eyS‡j bvwK? ZvB hw` nq Zvn‡j, AvB A¨vg
mwi| †mw`b wb‡Ri ARv‡š—B gyL dm‡K †ewi‡q G‡mwQj K_vUv|
- †Wv›U we wmwj Bqvs Mvj©! BD Avi ivBU| wec−e`v Avgvi wcV Pvc‡o e‡jwQj,
AvBwWqvUv Avgvi gv_vq Av‡mwb| m¨‡ii evwo‡Z †XvKvi Av‡M ejwe †Zv? Pj
U«vB Kwi| bxjvw`ª ZzB Kx hvwe?
- bv| bxj Avgv‡`i †_‡K Avjv`v n‡q D‡ëv c‡_ Avevi m‡š—vl m¨‡ii evwo
Ny‡i †MwQj|
m‡š—vl m¨‡ii mvg‡b e‡m †Kgb GKUv `vk©wbK fvebvq AvPQbœ n‡q
cowQjvg| m¨i Amy¯’ n‡q co‡Z bxj cªvqB †hZ †`L‡Z| A_P †mB m¨i h‡e
my¯’ n‡q Gj Zvi Av‡MB bxj wPiZ‡ii Rb¨ P‡j †Mj| c„w_exUv ev¯—weKB cª‡ek
I cª¯v’ ‡bi GK i½gÂ| GB g‡Â †K †h KZ¶‡Yi R‡b¨ Av‡Q, Av‡M †_‡K ejv
mwZ¨B Lye gykwKj|
Avb¨vb¨ w`‡bi g‡Zv AvR Avgvi †Kb †h Bqvs †KvbI †Q‡ji m‡½ Mí
Kivi B‡PQ RvM‡Q bv| mKv‡j bx‡ji evev, `yci
y †_‡K weKvj m‡š—vl m¨i,
Gfv‡e cy‡ivUv w`bB eq¯‹ gvby‡li mvwbœ‡a¨ †K‡U †Mj| Gi gv‡S gv‡qi †dvb
G‡mwQj, ZeyI `yc‡y ii w`‡K Avwg evev‡K †dvb K‡i gvgywj K_vevZ©v K‡iwQ
A‡bKUv mgq a‡i| wec‡`i mgq gvbyl Kx wcªqRb I †PbvRvbv †KvbI eq¯‹
gvby‡li Avkªq Ly‡u R?
†kl we‡K‡ji w`‡K m‡š—vl m¨i GKUv †dvb wiwmf K‡i Avgv‡K Rvbvj,
†jwWm †nv‡÷‡ji Iqv‡W©b BDwbfviwmwUi me wWcvU©‡g‡›Ui †n‡Wi Kv‡Q †dvb
K‡i Aby‡iva Ki‡Qb, †nv‡÷‡j _v‡K Ggb †KvbI †g‡q wWcvU©‡g‡›U _vK‡j
cvwV‡q †`evi Rb¨| cywjk BbKqvwii Rb¨ †nv‡÷‡j G‡m‡Q|

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†m K_v ï‡b Avwg j²x †g‡qi g‡Zv m‡š—vl m¨‡ii KvQ †_‡K D‡V P‡j
G‡jI mivmwi ZLbB †nv‡÷‡j †Mjvg bv| jvB‡eªwi, K¨vw›Ub, Gw`K-Iw`K hZUv
cvwi mgq KvwU‡q BDwbfviwmwU QzwU n‡j Zvici AMZ¨v †nv‡÷‡ji D‡Ï‡k¨
iIbv n‡ZB nj|
(Pvi)
Pvi)
†kl we‡K‡j n‡÷‡j wd‡i †`Ljvg LvwK †W«mIqvjv GKRb cyil
y I GKRb
gwnjv cywjm Avgvi I bxZvi covi †Uwe‡ji KvQ †_‡K †Pqvi †U‡b wb‡q N‡ii
gvSLv‡b e‡m Av‡Q| bxZvi m‡½ Zviv nvév †gRv‡R Mí Kivi g‡ZvB K_vevZ©v
ej‡Q| G‡`i m¤¦‡Ü gy‡L hvB ewj ev g‡b g‡b hvB fvwe, †Riv Ki‡Z G‡m‡Q
fve‡ZB eyKUv †Kgb Xovm Xovm Ki‡Z ïiy Kij|
hZUv ¯^vfvweK fv‡e cviv hvq N‡i XzK‡ZB, bxZv †hb Zv‡`i KvQ †_‡K
gyw³ cvevi g‡Zv K‡i ejj, In! IB †Zv jxbv G‡m †M‡Q| Avcbv‡`i‡K Avi
e‡m _vK‡Z n‡e bv|
†jvKUv ejj, I AvPQv| _¨v¼m di BIi †KvAcv‡ikb| e‡j Zviv `yR‡bB
Avgvi w`‡K ZvKvj|
Zv‡`i †mB ZvKv‡bvi w`‡K wbivm³ fw½ wb‡q †_‡K wb‡Ri †e‡W e‡m
Ry‡Zvi †÷ªc Lyj‡Z jvMjvg| g‡b †Rvi Avbvi Rb¨ fvejvg, BbKqvwi Ki‡Z
G‡mQ, fvj K_v, K‡iv, eo †Rvi Awdwmqvj dg©vwjwU cvjb Kiv n‡e| wKš‘ Bb
U«z †mÝ, w`m IqvR A¨vb A¨vw·‡W›U, AvB n¨vf †bv Bb‡Ubkb Uz wKj wng|
Avgv‡K ev_iyg †_‡K †d«m n‡q Avmvi my‡hvM w`‡q Zviv wRÁvmvev` ïiy
Kij| Avwg wb‡Ri †e‡W e‡m| cywy jm `yRb bxZvi †e‡Wi KvQ †_‡K †Pqvi
Avgvi †e‡Wi mvg‡b mwi‡q G‡b e‡m‡Q| †jvKUv cªkœ Ki‡Q, Avi gwnjvwU
WvBwi‡Z Avgv‡`i K‡_vcK_b †bvU K‡i ivL‡Q †`‡L mveav‡b DËi w`wPQjvg|
- Avcbvi fvj bvg?
- jxbv iq|
- bxjvw`ªi mv‡_ Avcbvi †gjv‡gkv wQj?
- n¨vu| AviI A‡bK †Q‡ji mv‡_B wQj|
- †mUv G¶zwb Rvb‡Z PvBwQ bv| GKUz c‡i †m cªm‡½ AvmwQ| GLb Avgiv
bxjvw`ªi e¨vcv‡iB Rvb‡Z PvBwQ| KxiKg wQj Avcbv‡`i †gjv‡gkvi aiY?
- eÜzi gZb|
- †mªd eÜzi gZb? bv Zvi †P‡qI †ewk wKQz?
bxZvi w`‡K †P‡q †`wL †m Avgvi w`‡K RyjRyj †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| bxZv
ev †nv‡÷‡ji AviI A‡bK †g‡q‡K wRÁvmvev` K‡i GZ¶‡Y g‡b nq Avgvi
Avi bx‡ji m¤c‡K©i e¨vcviUv Giv †R‡b †M‡Q, Kv‡RB wg‡_¨ K_v e‡j jvf n‡e
bv †f‡e ejjvg, nu¨v, wKQzUv †ewkB ej‡Z cv‡ib|
- Avcwb bxjvw`ª‡K KZUv cQ›` Ki‡Zb?
G K_vi Dˇi GK evi g‡b nj ÔGKUzI bvÕ ewj wKš‘ bx‡ji cªwZ GKUv
md&UKb©vi bv †`Lv‡j †evanq Avgv‡K m‡›`n Ki‡Z cv‡i| †KvbI K_v bv e‡j

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Avwg gyL bvwg‡q †PvLUv GKUz wfwR‡q †Zvjvi Kivi †Póv Kwi| `~i QvB!
†Ubk‡b fvj Awfbq Kiv m¤¢e bvwK?
Zv †`‡L cywjkUv ejj, ey‡SwQ, bxjvw`ªi c«wZ GKUv md&UKb©vi Av‡Q
Avcbvi| Zvn‡j GKUz Av‡M †mUv‡K wKQzB bq-Gi fw½‡Z Gwo‡q hvwPQ‡jb †Kb
eySjvg bv| Avcwb Kx Pvb bv, Avcbvi wcªq GKR‡bi g„Z¨zi mwVK KviYUv
D`&NvwUZ †nvK| Avgiv wVK †mB KvRUv Kivi cª‡qvR‡bB Gme KiwQ| Avcbv‡K
†`‡L g‡b n‡PQ, bxjvw`ªi mv‡_ Avcbvi GKUv m¤cK© wQj e‡j Avcbv‡KB Avgiv
duvwm‡q w`‡Z G‡mwQ, Ggb GKUv aviYv i‡q‡Q g‡bi g‡a¨| Zv wKš‘ †gv‡UI
bq| †KDB m‡›`‡ni Dc‡i bq| ivBU bvI, cªevwewjwU Ae Gwb ÷z‡W›U Ai
÷vd Ae `¨ BDwbfvimwU BR BKzq¨vj| †mv †Wvw›U we †UÝW| wc−R wijv·W GÛ
†ní Avm Uz dvBÛ `¨ K¬¨|
z
eo WvqvjMUv †S‡o †m evB‡ii Kwi‡Wv‡i P‡j †Mj| gwnjv cywjmwUI
†Mj Zvi wcQz wcQz| Avgv‡K LvwbKUv mgq w`j Iiv hv‡Z g‡bi mg¯— †Ubkb
†S‡o †dj‡Z cvwi|
bxZv Avgvi Kv‡Q G‡m ejj, wKQz jy‡Kvm bv jxbv, hv wR‡Ám Ki‡Q
†mvRvmywR e‡j †`, bB‡j c‡i ZzB Avevi Gm‡e Rwo‡q co‡Z cvwim| Avwg †Zv
†mvRvmvcUv hv Rvwb me e‡j w`‡qwQ|
g‡b g‡b fvwe, †Zvi Avi Avgvi AvKvk-cvZvj dvivK †i bxZv| GB
†Km-G ZzB `k©K Avi Avwg f¶K| G‡`i ZzB Kx Kx e‡jwQm †K Rv‡b? Zv‡ZB
nq‡Zv Avgvi †du‡m hvIqvi Z_¨ jywK‡q Av‡Q|
wgwbU-cuv‡PK ci N‡i Xz‡K Avevi †Riv ïiy Kij, Avcwb †Zv bxjvw`ªi
K¬vm‡gU wQ‡jb?
- n¨vu|
- Avcbv‡`i NwbôZv gv‡b wVK K‡e †_‡K Avcbviv `yR‡bi KvQvKvwQ Avm‡Z ïiy
K‡ib?
- dv÷© Bqv‡ii †kl †_‡K|
- BD wgb Gg Gmwm-i dv֩ Bqvi?
Avwg gv_v bvwo|
- GLb †Kvb Bqvi Avcbvi?
- Gg Gmwm-†m‡KÛ Bqvi|
- I| Zvi gv‡b NwbóZv GK eQiI Movqwb|
Avwg Avevi m¤§wZm~PK gv_v bvwo|
- bxjvw`ª Avcbv‡K KZUv cQ›` KiZ?
Dˇi GKevi g‡b nj ewj †h bxj Avgvq N„bv KiZ, wKš‘ `~ej
© Zvi K_v
¯^xKvi Kivi ci GK_v ej‡j †K Avi wek¦vm Ki‡e? wKš‘ GB cªkU
œ vi DËi
Avwg wb‡RI †Zv Aweivg Lu‡y R P‡jwQ|
mwZ¨ K_vB ejjvg I‡`i, Avwg Rvwb bv|
wKš‘ cywjkUv Zv wek¦vm Kij bv| ejj, Kx ej‡Qb, Avcwb Rvwb bv ej‡j
Avgiv †Zv Amnvq| bxjvw`ªi Avcbvi cªwZ `~ej
© Zvi gvcKvwV GKgvÎ Avcwb Qvov
Avi KviIiB Rvbv m¤¦e bq| wVK Av‡Q hw` Ackb w`B, Aí, †gvUvgywU, fvj,
†ek fvj Zv n‡j †KvbUv PzR Ki‡eb?

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Avwg AveviI ejjvg, mwZ¨ ejwQ, Avwg Rvwb bv|
- AvPQv †m hvK, Avcbvi cªwZ bxjvw`ªi GKUv `~ej
© Zv wQj †mUv †Zv gvb‡Qb|
Avgv‡K gv_v bvo‡ZB nj|
- Avcbv‡`i g‡a¨ †kl Kx ai‡Yi K_vevZ©v n‡qwQj?
- †Zgb wKQzB bv, †fwi K¨vRyqvj, GLb g‡b †bB|
- GKUz g‡b Kivi †Póv Kiyb| Avcbvi iyg‡g‡Ui Kv‡Q ïbjvg Avcbvi m‡½
bvwK wm‡bgv †`L‡Z hvIqvi K_v wQj IBw`b| wKš‘ hvqwb| †Kb †Mj bv e‡j
Avcbvi g‡b nq?
†`Ljvg bxZv Avgvi w`‡K DrmyK †Pv‡L ZvwK‡q Av‡Q| iy‡gi evB‡i
gv‡Sgv‡SB K‡qKUv †g‡q DrmvwnZ DuwKSuwz K †g‡i hv‡PQ|
Avwg ejjvg, Rvwb bv| AvwgI †Zv eyS‡Z cviwQ bv †Kb †Mj bv|
- ïbjvg Avcwb bvwK e‡j‡Qb bxjvw`ª Ab¨ †KvbI †g‡qi cvj−vq c‡o _vK‡Z
cv‡i †mB mgq| Avcbvi Rvbv Ab¨ Avi †Kvb †Kvb †g‡qi mv‡_ Ii †gjv‡gkv
wQj?
wm‡bgv †`L‡Z hvIqv ev Ab¨ †KvbI †g‡qi cvj−vq covi K_vUv wbZvš—
cvk KvUv‡ZB e‡jwQjvg| PUcU ej‡Z wM‡q ZLb Kx Avi AZ †f‡ewQ †h c‡i
GUv wb‡qB cªkœ †a‡q Avm‡e Avgvi w`‡K? bx‡ji mv‡_ Avi †KvbI †g‡qi †Zgb
†gjv‡gkv wQj bv, PUcU KviI gyLB ZvB g‡b Gj bv| e‡j w`‡Z cvi‡j fvj
nZ wKš‘ gv_v KvR Kij bv| cwi¯‹vi ejjvg, Rvwb bv, Avwg ej‡Z cvie bv|
G K_v ï‡b cywjkUv Gevi b‡oP‡o emj| GKUz wPwe‡q wPwe‡q Avgv‡K
ejj, jxbv‡`ex wc−R †KvAcv‡iU DB_ Avm| BD Avi †nqvi di G KR, bU
di dvb| †kl `yÕGKw`‡bi g‡a¨ Avcbv‡`i g‡a¨ †KvbIiKg g‡bvgvwjb¨ n‡qwQj
Kx? gv‡b IB †cªg-fvjevmvq mPivPi †hiKg n‡q _v‡K Avi Kx? Z…Zxq †KvbI
e¨w³‡K wb‡q gvb-Awfgvb, K_v bv ejv, †Ubkb †miKg wKQz?
Ii GZ eo cª‡kœi DËi Avwg †QvÆ GKwUgvÎ K_vq mvijvg, bv|
Zv ï‡b cywjkUv GK`„wó‡Z Avgvi w`‡K wKQz¶Y †P‡q iBj| Zvici ejj,
AvPQv ïiy‡ZB Avcwb ejwQ‡jb bv, AviI A‡b‡Ki mv‡_ Avcbvi wi‡jkb wQj?
Zviv Kviv?
- AviI cªvq QÕR‡bi mv‡_ Avgvi m¤cK© Av‡Q|
Gici GK GK K‡i wec−e`v, Abš—, cweÎ`v, cjvk`v, mßwl©`v I Fwli
K_v ejjvg, Zviv †K †Kvb K¬v‡m I †Kvb n‡÷‡j _v‡K ZvI Ly‡j ejjvg
I‡`i| me ï‡b Iiv `yRb G‡K Ac‡ii gyL PvIqvPvIwq Kij GKevi| Zvici
gyL bxPz K‡i wKQz K_v e‡j wbj wb‡R‡`i g‡a¨|
Zv ï‡b eySjvg, MZKvj Iiv †h e‡qR †nv‡÷‡j wRÁvmvev` K‡iwQj
Zv‡Z G Z_¨ †ewi‡q Av‡mwb| cyil
y -cywjkwU Zvi gwnjv m½xwU‡K ejj Ôw`m †g
cªfvBW G wbD WvB‡gbkb Uz `¨ †nvj Bb&wm‡W›UÕ| AvMvgx Kvj mKv‡j ev `yc‡y i
ZvB Avi GKevi G e¨vc‡i Bidi‡gkb Kv‡j± Ki‡Z e‡qR †nv‡÷j Avm‡Z
n‡Z cv‡i| g‡b g‡b fvejvg, hvK, GB Bbdi‡gkb G‡`i wPš—vUv wKQzUv n‡jI
Avgvi †_‡K `~‡i mwi‡q ivL‡e|
Avgv‡K ïavj, AvPQv, Avcwb hv‡`i bvg ej‡jb Zv‡`i mv‡_ bxjvw`ªi
†Kgb m¤cK© wQj?

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Avwg Rvwb mevi m‡½B bx‡ji m¤cK© fvj wQj, wKš‘ Zv G‡`i‡K e‡j
†`Iqvi †KvbI gv‡b nq bv| Avwg ejjvg, †Q‡j‡`i e¨vcvi, Avwg wVK Rvwb bv|
hvi †g‡q eÜzi msL¨v AvOz‡j †Mvbv hvq, †NvivNywi, †eov‡bv me
†Q‡jeÜz‡`i mv‡_B, ZviB gy‡L Ggb fvRv gvQwU Dj‡U †L‡Z Rvwb bv-i gZ
Dw³ ï‡b cywjk `y‡Uv Aek¨ †KvbI m‡›`n Kij bv|
wRÁvmv Kij, AvPQv, Avcbvi Kx g‡b nq, K_v w`‡qI †Kb Gj bv
bxjvw`ª wm‡bgv n‡j? †KD Kx I‡K Ab¨ †Kv_vI †W‡K wb‡q †h‡Z cv‡i? Zvici
VvÛv gv_vq G KvRUv Ki‡e e‡j IiKg GKUv wbR©b RvqMvq G‡b wQj?
cywjk‡K Lywk Ki‡Z Avwg wVK Kijvg Av‡evjZv‡evj wKQz fvU ewK, Rvwb
bv, n‡ZI cv‡i| Z‡e I Lze ÷zwWqvm wQj| K¬vm duvwK w`‡q wm‡bgv †`Lvq gb
mvq †`qwb, ZvB nq‡Zv Av‡mwb| Z‡e A¨vKPzq¨vj KviYUv Kx Zv †b·W †W
K¬v‡m wM‡q I‡K wR‡Ám Kie †f‡ewQjvg| Zv ‡Zv nj bv, ZvB iyg‡gU ev
Ab¨‡`i GgbKx GLb Avcbv‡`i hv ejwQ meB Av›`v‡R| wKQzB mwZ¨ bv n‡Z
cv‡i|
Avgvi gy‡L GZ¶Y ci GZ eo GKUv evK¨ ï‡b cywjkUvi †`Ljvg †ek
Lywk Lywk fve|
- †nut †nut- Avcwb GZ¶‡Y GKUv wVK K_v e‡j‡Qb wgm iq| hv ej‡Qb wKQzB
mwZ¨ bvI n‡Z cv‡i| AvB A¨vwcªwm‡qU w`m †÷U&‡g›U|
wgm iq, jxbv‡`ex Gme m‡¤¦vab¸‡jv ï‡b Avgvi Mv-wcwË R¦‡j hvwPQj|
†hb †KvbI hvÎv-wm‡bgvi Awfbq n‡PQ| Zvi Dci Avevi gyL Ly‡j †`LwQ wec`
evoj eB Kgj bv| G †Zv Avgvi K_vi D‡ëv gv‡b Kij| Avwg m‡½ m‡½
ïa‡i w`B, wc−R †Wv›U †RbvivjvBR `¨ †÷U‡g›U|
- I‡K, BU&m I‡K| AvPQv wm‡bgv Kx Avcwb GKvB †`‡LwQ‡jb?
- AMZ¨v, Kx Avi Kie?
- †nv‡÷‡j G‡m bxjvw`ª‡K †dvb K‡i bv-Avmvi KviYUv †R‡bwQ‡jb?
- bv|
- †Kb? Awfgv‡b? bvwK wm‡bgv Av‡`Š †`‡Lbwb, Ab¨ †Kv_vI wQ‡jb?
Avgvi ivM a‡i hvq K_vUv ï‡b, Avwg †Zv GKUz Av‡MB ejjvg †h
ciw`b mKv‡j wRÁvmv Kie †f‡ewQjvg| ZvB ¯^vfvwe‡Ki †P‡q GKUz †Rv‡iB
ejv n‡q †Mj K_vUv, †nvqvU Wz BD wgb?
- wc−R †Wv›U we G·vB‡UW wgm iq| w`m BR Rv÷ G †Kv‡ðb, bvw_s †gvi `¨b
w`m| wKc BIi Kzj, wc−R| AvPQv, wm‡bgv †`‡L KÕUvi mgq Avcwb †nv‡÷‡j
wd‡i Av‡mb?
- AvUUv bvMv` n‡e|
- ZvB wK? bvwK AviI Av‡M? Avgiv hv †R‡bwQ, mv‡o QUv †_‡K mvZUvi g‡a¨
Avcwb Ny‡i Av‡mb|
Avwg bxZvi w`‡K ZvKv‡Z I Avgvi †_‡K †PvL mwi‡q wbj|
- †kv †kl nevi GZ Av‡M †Kb P‡j G‡jb?
- Zvi KviY Avwg Avcbv‡`i ej‡Z cvie bv| g‡b nq Avcbviv GZ ¶‡Y ZvI
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- Zey Avcbvi gyL †_‡K ïb‡j K_vUvi GKUv wek¦vm‡hvMZ¨v _K‡e| hZUv
Avcbvi †mÝ cviwgU K‡i ejyb bv|
- Avgvi kixi fvj wQj bv|
- Avi wKQz? wVK Av‡Q, `xcvwj ZzwgB e‡jv, Avcwb Dˇi ïay n¨uv A_ev bv e‡j
hvb| e‡j cyil
y -cywjkUv N‡ii evB‡i †ewi‡q †Mj|
gwnjv cywjkwU Avgv‡K wRÁvmv Kij, wm‡bgv n‡j Avcbvi †gÝU«q
z vj †d¬v
ïiy n‡qwQj, wKš‘ Avcwb †KvbI †cªv‡UKkb wb‡q hvbwb e‡j P‡j Av‡mb?
IwieŸvm! bxZvi KvQ †_‡K GZUv wW‡Uj&m †ei K‡i‡Q wb‡q‡Q Giv| Kx
Avi Kiv, Avwg AMZ¨v gv_v bvwo|
- `¨vU †W‡gRW BIi †K¬v_m, ivBU|
Avwg Avevi gv_v bvwo|
- ¸W| e‡j Avgv‡K mZ¨ fvl‡Yi Rb¨ evnev w`‡q Zvici hv Ki‡Z ejj, Zv‡Z
Avgvi nvZ-cv Kvuc‡Z jvMj| Ggb VvÛv K_vevZ©vi Rev‡e nVvr K‡i Ggb
GKUv KvR Kivi wb‡`©k Avm‡e Avwg Nybv¶‡iI †Ui cvBwb|
- Avcbvi AvjgvwiUv GKUz Lyj‡eb? bv bv, f‡qi wKQz †bB, Rv÷ Uz n¨vf G
M−vÝ, bvw_s †gvi `¨vb w`m|
Avwg Kx Kie wKQz eyS‡Z cviwQjvg bv| ci gyû‡Z©B fvwe, Pzwo`viUv‡K
†Zv †K‡P †i‡LwQ| bx‡ji †KvbI e−vW †÷Bb †j‡M _vKvi m¤¢vebv Lye Kg| Giv
†`LyK bv †mUv‡K, Zv‡Z Avgvi †Nvovi wWg n‡e? Avjgvwi Ly‡j w`B|
- Avcwb GKUz hw` m‡i Av‡mb Zvn‡j Avgvi †`L‡Z mywe‡a nq|
gwnjvwU cª_‡g Dc‡ii †mj&d †`Lj| Ly‡j ivLv c¨vWUv nv‡Z Zz‡j †`‡L
†i‡L w`j| gv‡Si †mj&‡d wKQz †cj bv| bx‡Pi †mj&d ‡_‡K AeavwiZ fv‡eB
†ei K‡i Avbj gywo‡q ivLv Pzwo`viUv‡K|
- Gfv‡e GUv GLv‡b ivLv †Kb? evB‡i cyil
y -cywjmwUi Kv‡Q evjwZUv wb‡q wM‡q
`yR‡b ¸R ¸R K‡i Kxme Av‡jvPbv Kij| Zvici N‡ii †fZ‡i G‡m cyil
y cywjkwUB wRÁvmv Kij, Avcwb †h Pzwo`viUv c‡i wm‡bgv †MwQ‡jb GUv Kx
†mUvB?
Avwg m‡½ m‡½ ewj, bv, bv, Zv n‡e †Kb? †mUv Ab¨ Pzwo`vi|
MigKvj e‡j Pzwo`viUv fvwM¨m kywK‡q †MwQj, Zv †`‡LB K_vUv Avwg Qz‡o
w`jvg|
- GUv Zv n‡j G fv‡e Avjgvwii bx‡P R‡ov K‡i ivLv †Kb? GUv †Zv †`LwQ
GKiKg cwi¯‹vi Ges bZzbB Av‡Q| Zvn‡j e¨envi Ki‡Qb bv †Kb?
- GUv wMd&‡U †c‡qwQjvg| Avgvi †Zgb cQ‡›`i wQj bv, ZvB †ewk e¨envi
Kwiwb|
- wVK Av‡Q, GUv hLb Avcbvi Avi †KvbI Kv‡R Avm‡Q bv, Avgiv wb‡q hvwPQ,
†`wL Avgiv hw` †KvbI Kv‡R jvMv‡Z cvwi|
Iiv `yÕR‡b Zvici N‡ii evwK me RvqMv- †e‡Wi Zjv, †Uwe‡ji Zjv,
Avqbvi †cQb, †mjd, DuwK-SzuwK †g‡i †`Lj|
†Zgb Avi wKQz bv †c‡q cyil
y -cywjkUv wRÁvmv Kij, Iqvb jv÷ †Kv‡ðb
wgm iq| bxjvw`ªi g„Z¨zi Kx Kx mv¤¢ve¨ KviY _vK‡Z cv‡i e‡j Avcbvi g‡b

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nq| GUv †Riv bq, g„Z¨zi Kvib AbymÜv‡b mvnv‡h¨i Rb¨ Avcbvi Kv‡Q Rvb‡Z
PvBwQ|
Avwg GKUz †f‡e wb‡q wb‡Ri Mv euvPv‡Z ejjvg, mܨvi ci RvqMvUv †ek
AÜKvi n‡q hvq| †Pvi-Qu¨PPo wPbZvBevR †m mgq iv¯—vq GKv †c‡j Ggb
Ki‡Z cv‡i e‡j g‡b nq|
- BR BU? Avgv‡`i †iK‡W© †Zv †miKg wKQz †bB| BDwbfviwmwU K¨v¤cv‡mi
†fZi G‡`iI Dc`ªe Av‡Q bvwK?
- bv _vK‡jI GLb ïiy n‡q‡Q| bx‡ji AvB wgb bxjvw`ªi gyZ¨z msev` †kvbvi
ciB wmwKDwiwU †Rvi`vi Kivi Rb¨ ÷z‡W›Um BDwbqvb †_‡K †iwR÷vi‡K GB
g‡g© A¨vwc−‡KkbI Rgv w`‡q‡Q|
- AvB mx| e‡j GKUz †f‡e wb‡q ejj, I‡K, Pwj| mwi Uz wWmUve© BD| †Wv›U
Iwi, w`m BR Rv÷ G dg©vwjwU|

(cuvP)
ivLvjeveyi G›U¨vgjwR K¬vmUv K‡i †ewi‡q P‡j Avwm K¬vm iyg †_‡K| evwK
wcwiqW¸‡jvi †KvbI m¨iB ivLvjeveyi g‡Zv a‡i a‡i †bvU †`q bv| cix¶vi
Av‡M †mB eB Ly‡u R co‡Z n‡e| ciï GB †Kvm©Uvi GÛUvg© cix¶v Av‡Q| wKPQz
cov nqwb| Z‡e f‡qiI wKQz †bB| wgWUv‡g©i gvK©m †`‡L ey‡SwQ ivLvjeveyi
bv¤¦vi †`Iqvi nvZ fvj| Ibvi †bvUwU (Avgiv Aek¨ Ô†Pv_vÕ e‡j WvwK| bvgUv
eûj cªPwjZI e‡U) cix¶vi LvZvq bvwg‡q w`‡jB dzj gvK©m| cix¶vi n‡j
†c‡÷i AvK…wZ g‡b bv G‡b (KLbI †Pv‡L †`L‡j †Zv g‡b Avm‡e?) †Pv_vi †h
c„ôvi †hLvbwU‡Z DËiwU Av‡Q †mwU‡K fvmv‡Z n‡e †Pv‡Li mvg‡b| A_©vr wKbv
ÔcwRkb G‡d±Õ (†R‡bwU‡· cwRkb G‡d‡±i GB e¨envi †`‡L Avevi Nve‡o
†M‡j bv †Zv †n?)| e¨vm, Zvi ci ïay bvwg‡q hvIqv| GBwÆ cvi‡m›U A_©vr ÔGÕ
†MªW Qvovq‡K? hvi DËi ivLvjeveyi †Pv_vi U«z Kwci KvQvKvwQ n‡e Zvi ZZ
‡ewk b¤¦i|
Z‡e K‡qK mßvn Av‡M GKUv K¨v‡¤c wM‡q GK PvwlfvB‡qi K_v ï‡b
†ek Nve‡o †MwQjvg| gyL KvPzgvPz K‡i G‡m ejj, w`w`gwb, av‡b cvgvwi †cvKv
jvwM‡Q, Kx †`B e‡jb †Zv?
g‡b g‡b fvwe, cvgvwi †cvKv? G Avevi Kx we`&N‡y U bvg †i evev?
ivLvjeveyi †Pv_v‡ZI †bB| e¨vUv‡PQ‡j Bs‡iRxUvI wk‡L gwim wb! †Zvi Rb¨
Avgv‡K GLb Zv n‡j gv_v Pzj‡K RyZmB GKUv X‡ci †LuvR Ki‡Z nZ bv|
K¨v¤c †_‡K Ny‡i G‡m bxj‡K wR‡Ám Ki‡Z e‡jwQj, cvgvwi †cvKv?
I‡Zv ivBm wnmcv|
ivBm wnmcv! bvgUv ï‡b Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b ivLvjeveyi †Pv_vi mßg
c„ôv fvm‡Z jvMj| ûeû, G‡°ev‡i Qwei g‡Zv| PUvm K‡i wb‡Ri Mv‡jB ZLb
GK Po Klv‡Z BPQv †MwQj| wbKzwP K‡i‡Q ÔGÕ †Mª‡Wi! e¨vUv Ôg~L© cwÛZÕ! me
†R‡bI wKQz Rv‡bv bv| †Zvgvi Øviv wKm&m¨z n‡e bv|

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bxj‡K †mw`b Avgvi g‡bi Ae¯’v Rvbv‡Z I Avk¦¯— K‡i e‡jwQj, †Zvgvi
g‡a¨ GB Avc‡kvlUv †h G‡m‡Q, GUvI A‡bK| †ewkifvM †Q‡j‡g‡q cvk K‡i
†ewi‡q hvq, ZLbI GB †mÝUv Rb¥vq bv| e‡m e‡m Avgiv mevB iex›`ªbv‡_i
†ZvZvKvwnbxi wØZxq ms¯‹i‡Yi iƒc †`LwQ| KZ eo eo AvÆvwjKv, KZ evm,
cwÛZ gvbylRb, wk¶v`v‡bi G‡Kev‡i Pig Av‡qvRb!
ÔGÕ †MªW cvIqv Avi bv cvIqv hLb GK e¨vcvi, K¬v‡m e‡m _vKv Avi
K¨vw›U‡b e‡m _vKvI ZLb GKB e¨vcvi| †Zv Avwg K¨vw›U‡b wM‡qB emjvg| W:
wgÎi K¬vm wQj| GKwesk kZvãx‡Z wi‡m›U A¨vWfv‡Ým †Kv‡m©i K¬v‡m Dwb nq‡Zv
†Pv_v a‡i GLb cov‡PQb,..wi‡m›Uwj †RvÝ GU Aj (1973) cª‡cvRW G wbD
w_Iwi...| D‡j−L¨ †h Wt wgÎ 1975 mv‡j †jKPvivi wn‡m‡e PvKwi‡Z R‡qb
K‡ib|
cweÎ`v hvwPQj| †PvL wUc‡ZB, ÔnvB! †nvqvU Av BD WzBb?Õ e‡j nvwm
gy‡L G‡Kev‡i cv‡k G‡m †mu‡U †Mj (GB bv n‡j cyil
y gvbyl?)|
- Kx K¬vm wQj?
- cvW©b| cweÎ`v gyL bxPz Kij|
- ejwQ wK‡mi K¬vm wQj GLb?
- eU&wb|
cweÎ`v wR Avi B w`‡q Av‡gwiKv hvevi †Póv Ki‡Q| Bs‡iwR DPPvi‡Y
GLb †_‡KB ZvB Av‡gwiKvb Kvq`v Avbvi †Póv| †hLv‡bB hvI evQvab, ù‚wZ©
Ki‡Z †M‡j wKQz Lmv‡Z n‡e, Avgvi mvd K_v| gRvI jyU‡e, cqmvI LiPv
Ki‡e bv, Zv ej‡j Kx K‡i Pj‡e ¸iy? cqmv †d‡jv, Zvgvmv †`‡Lv| c‡KU
Lvwj _vK‡j iv¯—v †`‡Lv|
cweÎ`v wR‡Ám Kij, †Zvi gbUv Lye Lvivc, bv †i jxbv? ûU K‡i
bxjvw`ªi Gfv‡e...
Avwg m‡½ m‡½ e‡j DVjvg, †Kb, †Zvgiv Kx †KD †bB? bvwK bx‡ji m‡½
†ZvgivI mevB mngi‡Y hvPQ?
cweÎ`v Avgvi w`‡K AevK †Pv‡L ZvKvj| WvqjMUv nRg Ki‡Z cvi‡Q bv
†evanq| GKUz avZ¯’ n‡q ejj, bv, Avm‡j wdd&wU cvi‡m‡›Ui †ewk mgq †Zv
ZzB bxjvw`ªi m‡½B KvUvwZm| ZvB †Zv‡K GiKg GKv GKv e‡m _vK‡Z †`‡L
fvejvg...I‡K wjf BU|
cweÎ`v Gici Avgv‡K K¨vw›U‡bi me †_‡K fvj fvj wRwbl¸‡jv
LvIqvj| mviv w`b hLb hv fvj jv‡M evB‡i evB‡i Gi-Ii Kv‡Q GiKg bvbvb
wRwbl †L‡q‡`‡q †nv‡÷‡ji MZvbyMwZK Lvevi †L‡Z †Zgb Avi iywP nq bv
Avgvi|
†c‡ig! ivav‡Kói †Mvcb AuvZvZ? dzt! hËme eyRiywK| `~ej
© g‡bi KvR
Kvievi| †R‡j‡`i g‡Zv Pvwg©s jvBd Avwg Avi †`wLwb| Rvj †d‡j P‡jv| GK
GK K‡i Rv‡ji †fZi †`L‡e KË gvQ! †gvijv, cuwy U, KB †_‡K ïiy K‡i iyB,
KvZjv, †evqvj! †Kgb QUcU K‡i? QUcUvwb‡ZB g‡i K‡qKUv| †KvbIUv‡K ev
†R‡j wb‡RB gv‡i|
gva¨wg‡K ÷vi cvIqv K¨vejv †Mv‡Qi we‡bv` GBP Gm-G Avgvi cvj−vq
c‡o wc wWwfmb †c‡q †Mi †ePvwi| GLb iv¯—vq d¨v d¨v Ki‡Q| †Nv‡l‡`i

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evwoi †gR‡Q‡ji Avgvi cªwZ GZUvB †c‡ig R‡b¥wQj †h GKw`b ¯‹z‡j Avgv‡K
Ab¨ GKUv †Q‡ji mv‡_ K‡¤cªvgvBwRs Ae¯’vq †`‡L evwo‡Z G‡m Mjvq `wo
w`‡q jU‡K coj| Bwbs‡mi ïiy‡ZB GiKg `y‡qKUv mwjW kU wb‡Z cvivq †ek
Kbwd‡WÝ R‡b¥ †MwQj| Zvici †_‡K †L‡j P‡jwQ, wUj †WU DB`vDU Gwb exU|
Aek¨ Avgvi GB j¤¦v Bwbs‡mi †cQ‡b Avgvi †P‡q †evjvi‡`i K…wZË¡B †ewk|
IivB Avgv‡K †`‡L bvf©vm n‡q wM‡q †jvàv †jvàv me †Wwjfvwi w`‡PQ| Avi
Avwg Abvqv‡m †m¸‡jv‡K mxgvbvi evB‡i cvVvwPQ| Z‡e jv÷ kU©Uv eje
cy‡ivcywi Avgvi †µwWU| KviY MZ ciï bxj‡K Avwg wb‡Ri nv‡ZB...
mevi †_‡K bxjUv †Kgb †hb Avjv`v ai‡Yi wQj| Avgv‡K fvjevmZ bv
N„Yv KiZ †evSvB †Mj bv| mvg‡b _vK‡j me mgq Avgvi †`vl¸‡jv wb‡q
Av‡jvPbv Ki‡e| ZeyI Avgvi Kv‡Q Avmv PvB| †i‡M‡g‡M GKw`b e‡j
w`‡qwQjvg, Avgvi hw` GZB e`&¸b †Zv Avgvi m‡½ bv wgk‡jB cvwim|
¯^fvemyjf VvÛv †gRv‡R I DËi w`‡qwQj, jxbv, Zzwg Ô†g‡iQ Kjwmi
Kvbv, Zv e‡j Kx †cªg †`e bv?Õ MvbUv ï‡bQ †Zv? fvj‡e‡m ïay fvjUzK‡z Z evm
Ki‡jB KvR †kl n‡q hvq bv| Lvivc MybMy‡jv ïa‡i †`eviI GKUv c‡iv¶
`vwqZ¡ e‡Z© hvq| RMvB-gvavB‡qi ARmª Lvivc¸b wQj| wKš‘ kªx‰PZb¨‡`e Kx
I‡`i N„Yv Ki‡Zb? Lvivc ¸b¸‡jv ïa‡i w`‡q I‡`i g‡a¨ K…ò‡cªg RvwM‡q
wQ‡jb|
cv‡Mvj! †Q‡ji KZv †kv‡bv! Kjmxi Kvbv †L‡qI wbgvB RMvgvav‡K
†Kó‡c‡ig wkwL‡qwQ‡jb| Avi ZzB †Zv Avgvi GK gy¸i gy‡ov †L‡qB cUj
Zzj‡Z P‡j †Mwj| GLb Avgvq †K †c‡ig †kLv‡e gvBwi?
ciï cix¶v Av‡Q| cov nqwb| co‡Z n‡e ZvB K¬vm bv K‡i †ewi‡q
G‡mwQjvg| wKš‘ K¨vw›U‡b e‡m e‡m D‡ëvcvëv wPš—v‡ZB cy‡ivUv mgq †K‡U
†Mj| GLb Avevi †`LwQ kixiUv‡ZI †Kgb R¦i R¦i fve| cweÎ`v‡K e‡jwQjvg
e‡U we‡Kj PviUv-mvZUv wm‡bgvi †kv-Gi wUwKU KvU‡Z| Avgv‡K hw` †ivR
†KD wm‡bgv †`L‡Z e‡j Zvn‡jI Avgvi †KvbI AvcwË †bB| wKš‘ GLb Avi
†h‡Z B‡PQ Ki‡Q bv| †nv‡÷‡j wd‡i G‡m Avwg ï‡q cojvg Pv`i XvKv w`‡q|
cv‡k †bvUUvI ivLjvg co‡Z n‡e e‡j|
gv‡S gv‡S GiKg †Q‡o †` gv †Ku‡` euvwP Ae¯’v nq| hLb nq‡Zv Lye
covi `iKvi, ZLb nVvrB GK`g co‡Z B‡PQ K‡i bv| †mwg÷vi wm‡÷‡g
covi GB GK gnv n¨vcv| †`eZv ev `vb‡ei bq, gvby‡liB †Zv kixi| †fRvj
Avi Nyl LvIqv, ZvB †h †KvbI mgq weM‡o †h‡Z cv‡i| wKš‘ †mwg÷vi wm‡÷‡g
Zvi Rb¨ †KvbI mnvbyf‚wZ †bB| †KvbI GKUv †Kv‡m©i cix¶v bv w`‡Z cvi‡j,
GKUv eQi bó K‡i c‡ii eQi Avevi †mB †Kv‡m©i cix¶vq em‡Z n‡e|
Aek¨ co‡Z B‡PQ bv †M‡j Avwg KLbI cwo bv| fvj †MªW Kx Avi ïay
co‡jB nq †n? AviI A‡bK wKQz‡ZB nq| †m me Kvq`v Kvbyb GZw`‡b ey‡S
†MwQ| †Pv_v MuvwZ‡q fvj †MªW cvIqv (†evKv‡`i Kg©), PvUzKvwiZv I †Zj w`‡q
†MªW cvIqv (A‡c¶vK…Z PvjvK) Avi Avgvi nv‡Z †Zv Av‡Q †gv¶g A¯c| Igv,
Kx eyw× †`‡LQ? nu¨v Ki‡ZB wVK a‡i †d‡j‡Q| Zv †Zvgvi Kx Lye wns‡m n‡PQ
Avgvi iƒ‡ci VgK †`‡L? †nvK| †Zvgiv hZB Awfkvc `vI, Avwg wKš‘ evcy
A‡f¨m Qvo‡Z cvie bv| kKz‡bi kv‡c †Zv Avi †KvbIw`b Miy g‡i bv| cªwZwU

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†¶‡Î Avwg G A¨vWfv‡›UR‡K ÔAvc Uz g¨vw·gvg G·‡U›UÕ Kv‡R jvwM‡q dvq`v
Zzje| wKQz m¨‡ii AwZwi³ QvÎx cªxwZi (†Q‡jiv ïwb Avov‡j AveWv‡j e‡j G
wW A_©vr wKbv Avjyi †`vl) c~Y© m`&e¨envi Kie| e‡m e‡m Avgvi K¨viv±v‡ii
Zz‡jvaybv Ki Zzwg, Avgvi Zv‡Z KPzwU| mnR Dcv‡q dvm&‡Uv‡Kjvm Ges G †MªW
cvIqvi PvweKvwV †Zv Avgvi nv‡Z|
bxZv N‡i Xz‡K Avgv‡K weQvbvq ï‡q _vK‡Z †`‡L AevK n‡q wRÁvmv
Kij, Kx †i, Kx nj †Zvi? mvZm‡Ü¨q ï‡q AvwQm †h Pv`i XvKv w`‡q?
cªkœ K‡i Avgvi weQvbvi Kv‡Q G‡m `uvovj|
- †Zgb wKQz bv, GKUz R¦i-R¦i Ki‡Q|
Zv ï‡b I Avk¦¯— n‡q wb‡Ri Lv‡Ui cv‡k wM‡q ejj, bxjvw`ªi g„Z¨z inm¨
wb‡q wWcvU©‡g‡›U wKQz K_v ïbjvg|
gyn~‡Z© Avgvi R¦i g‡b nj AviI `y-GK wWwMª †e‡o †Mj| ï‡avB, K-°x
ïbwj?
- iZb`v‡K Rvwbm? Av‡i Avgv‡`i j¨v‡e †h †UKwbK¨v‡ji KvR K‡i| Ii evwoi
bx‡Pi Zjvq bvwK GKUv cywjk fvovq _v‡K| Zvi m‡½ wKQz K_v n‡q‡Q
iZb`vi| ZzB KvD‡K wKQz ejwe bv ej G e¨vcv‡i, Zvn‡j †Zv‡K eje| iZb`v
†nv‡÷‡ji KvD‡K Gme K_v ej‡Z gvbv K‡i‡Q|
Avgvi eyK wXc wXc Ki‡Z ïiy K‡i‡Q| †Kv_vKvi †K iZb`v, †m Avevi
Kx Lei wb‡q Gj? Ggb AviI KZRb‡K wPb‡Z n‡e †K Rv‡b? Avgvi †KmUv
Kx Ksm‡K ea Kivi Rb¨ K…‡òi †e‡o IVvi g‡Zv e¨vcvi bvwK? †Zvgv‡i ewa‡e
†h †MvKz‡j evwo‡Q †m?
Avwg †KvbI g‡Z ejjvg, bv bv eje bv, ej bv|
I Avgvi weQvbvi Kv‡Q G‡m bxPz ¯^‡i ejj, cywjkUv bvwK e‡j‡Q evB‡ii
†KD bxjvw`ª‡K Lyb K‡iwb| Lywb BDwbfviwmwUi †fZ‡ii †KD, †m wel‡q Iiv
wbwðZ|
Avwg Pv`i mwi‡q D‡V e‡m wR‡Ám Kwi, Av-Avi Kx e‡j‡Q?
†cv÷gvU©vg wi‡cv‡U©i wfwˇZ Iiv wn‡me K‡i †`‡L‡Q bxjvw`ªi Ly‡bi mgq
mܨv mv‡o cuvPUv †_‡K mv‡o QÕUvi g‡a¨|
Avwg wbk¦vm bv-†d‡j ewj, Avi?
- Avi wKQz ejj bv| Z‡e cywj‡kiv bvwK Avkv Ki‡Q `yÕGK mßv‡ni g‡a¨
†KmUvi GKUv mgvavb m~Î Lyu‡R cv‡e|
bxZv wb‡Ri Lv‡Ui w`‡K P‡j hvevi Av‡M ejj, cywjkUv iZb`v‡K
KvD‡K ej‡Z bv e‡j w`‡qwQj| iZb`v Avgvi wcovwcwo‡Z e‡j‡Q| ZzB Avgvi
iyg‡gU, ZvB †Zv‡K bv e‡j _vK‡Z cvijvg bv| ZzB Gme K_v cuvPKvb Kwim bv
wKš‘| ey‡SwQm †Zv?
Avwg †h KvD‡K Gme ej‡Z cvwi bv, Zv †Zv Rvwb| Z‡e †ek eyS‡Z
cvijvg, GB †UKwb‡KB GK GK K‡i †nv‡÷‡ji †ewki fvM †g‡q GB Z_¨
Gevi †R‡b hv‡e|
Avwg I‡K gv_v †b‡o Avevi ï‡q cojvg| wVK ZLbB g‡b n‡Z jvMj,
Avgvi GB nvév R¦iUv nVvr K‡i wc‡ji e¨env‡ii Rb¨ n‡Z cv‡i| BwZg‡a¨
Avi GKw`b †mB gwnjv cywjkUv G‡m Avgv‡K †QvÆ GKUv †gwWK¨vj †PKAv‡ci

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Rb¨ _vbvi mvg‡bi nmwcUvjUvq †h‡Z e‡jwQj| cix¶vi ARynvZ †`wL‡q Avwg
e‡jwQjvg Pviw`b c‡i hve| Zv‡Z Aek¨ †m †KvbI AvcwË bv K‡i †g‡b
wb‡qwQj| Zvici A‡bK †f‡ewP‡š— Avgvi g‡b n‡q‡Q, GB †QvÆ e¨vcviUv
GK`gB †QvU bq, Iiv Avgvi If¨z‡jkb mvB‡K‡ji †U÷ Kiv‡bvi Rb¨ GB
duv`Uv †c‡Z‡Q| bx‡ji Ly‡bi w`‡b Avgvi mwZ¨B wcwiqW PjwQj wKbv Zv hvPvB
Kivi Rb¨| AvwgI ZvB †i¸jvi wcwiq‡Wi w`b †cQ‡Z GB e¨e¯’vUv wb‡qwQjvg|

(Qq)
A‡bK w`b j¨v‡e Avmv nqwb| cix¶v n‡q †h‡Z AvR ZvB mKvj mKvj P‡j
Gjvg| †kl †mwg÷v‡ii QÕgvm wimvP© Iqv‡K©i Rb¨ eiv×| Zv‡ZB KvR †kl
K‡i w_wmm Rgv Ki‡Z n‡e| Ki‡Z n‡e ej‡jB †Zv Avi me KvR Kiv hvq
bv| GKeQi †Kvm© Iqv‡K©i ciB Avwg ZvB GKUz GKUz K‡i wimv‡P©i KvRKg©
ïiy K‡iwQ| GKUv wf‡Mvivm wiA¨vKkb ïiy Ki‡Z n‡e| †m Rb¨ Avgvi MvBW
wgÎ m¨i †ek wKQz w`b a‡iB Zocv‡PQb| Zv Qvov ZvovZvwo Gjvg mKj‡K
GUvI †evSv‡Z, Avwg GLb wimv‡P©i Kv‡R GZUvB e¨¯— †h Ime dvjZz LybUzb
Kivi g‡Zv mgq Avgvi nv‡Z †bB|
hw`I ci-ci K‡qKw`b Le‡ii KvM‡R Qvcvi A¶‡i BDwbfviwmwUi bvg
†`‡L RbMb (QvÎmgvR) GZB weMwjZ †h bx‡ji NvZK‡K Zviv g‡b g‡b
ab¨ev`B Rvbv‡PQ GLb|
Avwg †`Ljvg, Awd‡m Avmvi wKQz¶Y ci wgÎ m¨i‡K m‡½ wb‡q †ewi‡q
†M‡jb †` m¨i| wiA¨vKkbUvi e¨vcv‡i m¨i‡K Avgvi A‡bK wKQz wRÁvm¨ wQj|
wKš‘ GB †h †M‡jb Avwg Rvwb we‡K‡ji Av‡M Avi Nyi‡Qb bv| wimv‡P©i †P‡q
†kqvi gv‡K©U m¤¦‡Ü G‡`i Ávb I AvMªn A‡bK †ewk| Awd‡m Avmvi wb`k©b
wn‡m‡e emvi †Uwe‡ji Ici ivLv Av‡Q e¨vM ev †nj‡gU| †KD †KvbI `iKv‡i
LuyR‡Z G‡j j¨ve A¨vwmm&‡U›U e‡j †`‡e, m¨i G‡m‡Qb, Z‡e GLb †bB|
jvB‡eªwi‡Z †M‡Qb †evanq|
†cªv‡R‡±i KvR me c‡o Av‡Q| wi‡cvU© Kx hv‡PQ †K Rv‡b? †` m¨‡ii
g‡Zv f‚‡qv evbv‡bv wi‡cvU© cvVv‡bv wgÎ m¨‡iiI Avq‡Ë G‡m †M‡Q †evanq|
GBme wimvP© dvBwÛsm (?) Gici wewfbœ Rvb©v‡j cªKvk n‡e, †mwgbvi,
wm‡¤cvwRqv‡g †cª‡R›U Kivi WvK cv‡eb| Zvi wePv‡i m¤¦ab
© vI RyU‡e, †QvU
†Pqvi †_‡K †gR †Pqvi, †gR †Pqvi †_‡K eo †Pqv‡i cª‡gvkb n‡e| A_P
†Pqv‡ii cv‡k Rvbjv w`‡q DuwK †g‡i KLbI †`L‡e bv †h ZLbI †mB
GKBfv‡e, Ôk¨vgjv‡`i †Q‡j‡g‡q c‡_ e‡m Kuv‡`Õ|
evB‡i aea‡e †ivÏyi, A_P j¨v‡ei wfZi bMœ wbR©b GK Auvavi| Avwg Pzc
K‡i e‡mwQjvg|
I gv! †`L KvÛ! nv‡Zi †U÷wUDe nv‡ZB aiv, Avi †g‡q †Kgb Kwe n‡q
D‡V‡Q? KbK¬k
z ‡b hLb G‡mB c‡oQ, ZLb Avi †`wi †Kb? †U÷wUDe †d‡j
Gevi ScvSc †iRvë A¨vÛ wWmKvkbUv wj‡L †dj‡jB †Zv w_wmm †b‡g hvq|

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wKQzB jvf nj bv j¨v‡e wM‡q| mKvjUv †eKvi †Mj| †U÷wUDe †d‡j
†K‡U cwo j¨ve †_‡K| fvj jvMwQj bv wKQzB| †L‡q‡`‡q wm‡bgv †`L‡Z P‡j
hve fvewQjvg| wKš‘ hv fq KiwQjvg ZvB nj| `yc‡y ii ci wVK WvK coj _vbv
†_‡K| †mw`b e‡jwQjvg, †gwWK¨vj †PKAv‡ci Rb¨ cix¶vi ci hve| K‡e
cix¶v †kl n‡e †mB †WUUv ïay †R‡b wb‡qwQj Iw`b, Avi e‡jwQj †gvevBj
Ad bv ivL‡Z| Kvj cix¶v †kl n‡ZB, AvR‡K †dvb gvidrB WvK cvwV‡q‡Q|
g‡b nwPQj Qz‡o †d‡j w`B nv‡Z aiv GB SÅvUUv‡K| †h †KD hLb ZLb
Avgv‡K a‡i †dj‡Q| wb‡Ri g‡Zv K‡i †h GKUz _vKe Zvi Dcvq †bB|
_vbv-cywjk, nvmcvZvj-Wv³vi-bvm© †hLv‡b †h hv e‡j †Mj, Avgv‡K wbivm³
h‡šci g‡Zv ZvB K‡i †h‡Z nj| mevB‡K ev` w`‡q Giv Avgv‡K wb‡q †Kb
c‡o‡Q? GiKg †QvÆ GKUv cªkœ _vbvi Iwm‡K Kijvg e‡U, wKš‘ †KvbI m`yËi
†cjvg bv|
wKQz¶Y ci GKUv A_e© eywo‡K _vbvi GK Kb‡÷e‡ji mv‡_ K_v ej‡Z
†`‡L wc‡j Pg‡K DVj| g‡b n‡Z jvMj Avgvi †evanq bovPovi ¶gZv †jvc
†c‡Z P‡j‡Q| KÕw`b Av‡M GK mܨv‡ejvi AveQv Auvav‡i AeÁv mnKv‡i GK
SjK †`Lv Avi GLb w`‡bi ¯có Av‡jvq fxiy g‡b `yÕ‡PvL †g‡j †`Lvi g‡a¨
AvKvk-cvZvj dvivK| wfwLwi eywo‡K `y‡Uv cywjk Avgvi mvg‡b wb‡q Gj| †m
GKUz `~‡i e‡m A‡bK¶Y a‡i Avgv‡K Luwy U‡q Luwy U‡q †`Lj| Zvici Zv‡K
†fZ‡i †W‡K wb‡q P‡j †Mj| Avgvi mvg‡b †KD Uuz kãwU ch©š— Kij bv|
AevK KvÛ! Avwg †Zv I‡K wP‡bwQ| wfwLwiUv Kx wPb‡Z cvij Avgvq?
†Kv_vÕ †_‡K G‡K a‡i Avbj Giv? eywo Kx BDwbfviwmwUi evB‡i wf‡¶ Ki‡Z
hvq bv? wfwLwi‡`i KvRKg© Kx GjvKv wfwËK? Kx Rvwb evev, Avwg †Zv AZkZ
†Lqvj Kwiwb| bxj givi Av‡M I‡K `kUvKv w`‡qwQj, Avgvi GLb g‡b nj
eywoUvi nv‡Z a‡i ewj, Vvbw`w`, Avwg †Zvgvq nvRvi UvKv †`e, G‡`i wKQz e‡jv
bv j²xwU!
Avgvi Pzwo`viUv †dir PvBjvg, ZvI w`j bv| e‡j wKbv, IUvi KvR
GLbI †kl nqwb| IUv †_‡KI wKQz †c‡q †Mj bvwK? GKUz Av‡M Avgvi nv‡Z
wmwiÁ dzwU‡q †mRb¨B Kx e−vW m¨v¤cj wb‡q ivLj?
†nv‡÷‡j Ny‡i Avm‡Z mܨv n‡q †Mj Avgvi| †d«m n‡q mywcªqvw`i iy‡g P‡j
†Mjvg| _vbv †_‡K †divi c‡_ AvwgB AvR‡K wb‡q G‡mwQ| K‡qK †cM †c‡U
covi ci †bkvUv ax‡i ax‡i hLb Po‡Z ïiy K‡i‡Q nVvr †`wL bxZv, Avgv‡K
LyuR‡Z wKbv Rvwb bv, `iRv †V‡j cª‡ek Kij mywcªqvw`i iy‡g| Avgv‡K G‡`i
Av¯—vbvq †`‡L I g‡b nq fxlb gyl‡o coj|
Avgvi mvg‡b G‡m ejj, jxbv †Zvi wK‡mi `~tL? †Zvi †Zv Afve †bB
wKQziB| hLb hv Pvm meB †Zv Abvqv‡m †c‡q hvm| Zvn‡j †Kb Gme QvBcuvk
wMj‡Z ïiy K‡iwQm?
Ôïay `ytL †fvjvi Rb¨ Gme Lvq †jv‡KÕ Ii GK_v ï‡b nvwm †c‡q †Mj
Avgvi| ewj, jvBd BR kU© bxZv, †gK BU nU| †gK BU †gvi Pvwg©s, w_ªwjs...
Avi Kx eje Lu‡y R †cjvg bv| wPš—v-fvebv †Kgb †hb Rwo‡q AvmwQj|

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gvwb I‡K Wv‡K, Avq Avq, ZzBI `yÕ-GK †cM †g‡i hv|
bxZv †K‡U †K‡U ejj, †bv _¨v¼m!
- †ewe! mywcªqvw`i K_vi X‡O Avgiv mevB †n‡m DwV|
mywcªqvw` Avgv‡`i ÔemÕ&| Gme I-B `vwqZ¡ wb‡q †nv‡÷‡j Avmvi ci
Avgv‡`i nv‡Z a‡i wkwL‡q‡Q| wKš‘ bxZvUv G‡·ckb n‡qB †_‡K †Mj| GZ
fxZz †h weqvi‡KI g` e‡j fv‡e|
- jxbv †kvb| bxZv Gevi †`Ljvg †ek KgvÛ wb‡q Avgv‡K WvKj|
- †Kb †i? Avwg Rvb‡Z PvB|
- GKUv Riyix `iKvi Av‡Q †Zvi mv‡_|
†ek wmwiqvm g‡b nj I‡K| †Pv‡ii gb †euvPKvi w`‡K| fvejvg, Avevi
†KvbI bZzb Z_¨ †`‡e bvwK? hv †R‡bwQ Zvi †Ubkb mvgjv‡ZB _vbv †_‡K Ny‡i
G‡m M−vm wb‡q em‡Z n‡q‡Q, Gi Ici AviI bZzb wKQz †hvM n‡j Avwg Avi
mn¨ Ki‡Z cvie bv, gvBwi| nq gyL w`‡q me nono K‡i †ewi‡q hv‡e, bv nq
AvwgI Gevi g‡iB hve|
g‡bi fq KvUv‡Z Avwg ïavB, GLv‡b wK GK`g ejv hv‡e bv?
I cwi¯‹vi ejj, bv|
ZeyI Avwg ïavB, GLywb `iKvi?
- n¨vu|
mvRv‡bv wRwbl Gfv‡e †d‡j †h‡Z Avgvi gb PvBwQj bv| Pig AvwbPQv
m‡Ë¡I nv‡Zi M−vm †i‡L w`‡q evwK‡`i‡K ÔG·wKDR gx wc−RÕ e‡j D‡V `uvovB|
I Avgvi nvZ a‡i †mvRv Avg‡`i iy‡g wb‡q G‡m KcvU eÜ K‡i w`j|
Zvici Avgv‡K w`w`gwbi g‡Zv wRÁvmv Kij, KZw`b nj I‡`i Gm‡e
†hvM w`wPQm ZzB?
- †Kb ej †Zv? Avwg Ii cª‡kœi †KvbI gv‡b eyS‡Z cvwi bv|
- bv jxbv, hZw`b ZzB Avgvi iyg‡gU _vKwe, G Avwg wKQz‡ZB n‡Z †`e bv|
- I gv ZvB bvwK? Avgvi fvj g‡›`i `vwqZ¡ K‡e †_‡K †Zvi Nv‡o eZ©v‡jv †i?
hvK †M, †m bv nq bv n‡Z w`m, †Zvi Riyix Kx `iKvi wQj ejwj Avgvi mv‡_,
†mUv †Zv Av‡M ej?
- †Kb ZzB me©bvkv G bi‡Ki c‡_ cv evwo‡qwQm, †mUvB Avwg Rvb‡Z PvB?
msmv‡i wKQz gvbyl _v‡K bv, hviv Lye mr, Av`k© m‡PZb| †mB c‡_
†Kwiqvi evbv‡bvi Rb¨ w`bivZ †L‡U P‡j| wKš‘ eyw× †Zgb †Rvivj bv nIqvi
`iyY, mdj n‡Z cv‡i bv| AwW©bvwi, wgwWIKvi, ZeyI RM‡Zi me cv‡ci †evSv
`~‡i mwi‡q ivLvi AwjwLZ GKUv `vwqZ¡ wb‡R‡`i Kuv‡a wb‡q nw¤¦Zw¤¦ Sv‡o,
bxZv‡KI GB gyn~‡Z© Avgvi †Zgb g‡b nwPQj|
Avwg †i‡M wM‡q ejjvg, Avgvi jvBd, †mUv‡K wb‡q Avwg hv Lywk Kie|
Avwg Rvnvbœv‡g hvB ev bi‡K hvB, Zv‡Z †Zvi Kx †i? wei³ n‡q Avwg SuvwS‡q
DwV|
- bv jxbv, wc−R! GZUv †ec‡ivqv †nvm bv| I Avgvi nvZ k³ K‡i a‡i ejj,
Avwg †Zv‡K Zv n‡Z †`e bv| Avgvi †Pv‡Li mvg‡b ZzB †Zvi cªwZfv‡K aŸsm
K‡i wKQz‡ZB †kl n‡q †h‡Z cviwe bv|

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- wmb wµ‡qU Kwim bv †Zv! nvZ Qvo! Avwg av°v w`‡q nvZ Qvwo‡q wb‡Z I
Uvj mvgjv‡Z bv †c‡i Lv‡U e‡m coj| †Kgb GKUv Amnvq `„wó wb‡q Zvici
ZvwK‡q iBj Avgvi w`‡K| Av‡i, gvZvj Avwg bv ZzB?
GKUz c‡iB †`wL, Ii †PvL Rj QjQj n‡q DVj| Avgvi †PvL †_‡K
†PvL mwi‡q wbj I| Avgvi `„wó‡Z Kx Lye ivM S‡i co‡Q?
hvPQ‡j, †Ku‡` †dj‡e bvwK? Avwg Gevi big n‡q cojvg| Lv‡U Ii
cv‡k e‡m ewj, bxZv, G¨vB bxZv, Kx me †Q‡jgvbywl KiwQm ej †Zv?
I Avgvi w`‡K bv wd‡iB ejj, Avgv‡K †Zvi KLbI eÜz e‡j g‡b nq
bv, bv jxbv?
- Kx hv Zv ejwQm? eÜz g‡b n‡e bv †Kb?
Avgvi w`‡K wd‡i ejj, Z‡e Avgvi G K_vUvi mwZ¨ Reve †`| ZzB †Zv
Av‡M †LwZm bv| Zvn‡j †Kb B`vbxs GZ Nb Nb †L‡Z ïiy K‡iwQm? Kx‡m
†Zvi jvB‡di Pvg©, w_ªj bó n‡q †Mj †h Zvi Rb¨ Nb Nb g` wMj‡Z n‡e|
ûg! G‡Kev‡i Uz w` c‡q›U †Kv‡ðb| Avgvi gy‡Li w`‡K AcjK ZvwK‡q
Av‡Q bxZv Dˇii Rb¨| Kx DËi †`e Avwg? Avwg wb‡RI Kx QvB wVK Rvwb
bvwK?
Gici †`wL bxZv Avgvi Avi cvk Qv‡o bv| Avwg Kgbiy‡g wM‡q em‡j I‡KI
†`Ljvg G‡m Avgvi cv‡k GKUv †Pqvi wb‡q e‡m †Mj|
wUwfi Ici †PvL ivLjvg| K‡qKUv †gvUv MZ‡ii avox †g‡q Zv Zv _B
_B fw½‡Z bvP‡Q| a~mm
& ! Kviv †h †`‡L Gme? Qv‡ov bv evev weªUwb w¯cqvm© ev
kvwKivi g‡Zv wKQz m¨v‡¤cj| eySe KZ G‡jg Av‡Q|
ILvb †_‡K D‡V wM‡q wiwWs †Uwe‡j ewm| bxZvI D‡V Gj †mLv‡b|
†ccv‡i †PvL ey‡jvB| †fvU Avm‡Q| mviv †ccvi Ry‡o ïayB ivRbxwZi KPKPvwb|
†Kvb †bZv †Kvb `j †Q‡o †Kvb `‡j wfo‡jb, Kvi mv‡_ Kvi †RvUeÜb nj,
GB me| wbqg bxwZ `jMZ Av`k©, Im‡e gv‡iv ¸wj| KvR G‡`i GKUvB, †`k
†mev| ivR‰bwZK `j Zvi GKUv Aej¤¦b gvÎ| †m †h `jB †nvK| `‡j `‡j
`jv`wj, `‡ji g‡a¨ Mªc
z evwR, Zv ‡Zv _vK‡eB| wec−e Ki‡e e‡j hviv GKw`b
wgwQ‡j nvZ Qz‡o Mjv dzwj‡q kc_ wb‡qwQj, ZvivB AvR KÆi mgv‡jvPK| Av`i
K‡i G‡`i Avevi Ôwe¶zäÕ e‡j WvKv nq| AvPQv, AvwgI Kx we¶z‡äi `‡j? n‡Z
cv‡i| wVKVvK wPš—v Ki‡Z †M‡j me †Kgb †hb no‡K hv‡PQ| c‡i †f‡e †`Lv
hv‡e †f‡e GUv‡K Zz‡j ivLjvg|
ÔiƒcPP©vÕ wefvMUvi Ici †PvL ey‡jvB| cªvßeq¯‹‡`i Rb¨ †Kvb n‡j Kx
wm‡bgv Pj‡Q Avi †Ljvi cvZvq †mw· †KvbI †L‡jvqv‡oi d‡Uv Av‡Q wKbv †`‡L
Qz‡o w`B| a~r! AvÂwjK me AvwZcvwZ Le‡i †ccvi fwZ©|
GKUz c‡i †Mjvg WvBwbs n‡j| bxZvI Avgvi mv‡_ †L‡Z †Mj| `~iQvB!
†mB GKB ZiKvwi| `ªe¨g~j¨ e„w×i Kj¨v‡b Avjy Qvov meB AvDU Ae ixP| fvj
LvIqvi B‡PQUv‡KB †g‡i †dj‡Z n‡PQ| mv‡a Kx Avi K¨vw›U‡b e‡m wQc †dj‡Z
nq?
LvIqvi †k‡l Avwg Avi Kgbiy‡g bv wM‡q †mvRv iy‡g P‡j Gjvg| bxZvI
†`wL wcQz wcQz Gj| Avwg ï‡q co‡Z I-I ï‡q coj|

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weQvbvq ï‡q bxZvi cªkU
œ vi DËi LyR
u ‡Z LyR
u ‡Z KLb Nyg a‡i †Mj|
mgy`Z
ª xi a‡i cvkvcvwk †nu‡U wdiwQjvg Avwg I bxj| AvKvkRy‡o mܨv bvg‡Q|
- me mgq ZzB GZ PzcPvc _vwKm †Kb †i? jvBdUv‡K GbRq Ki‡Z cvwim bv?
Avwg cªkœ Kwi I‡K|
- GLbKvi kixime©¯^ fvjevmvi †Ljvi K_v ejQ jxbv? †m †LjvUv bvBev
†Ljjvg †Zvgvi mv‡_| Avwg Rvwb G‡Z †Zvgvi †KvbI Amywe‡a n‡e bv| bxj
DËi w`j|
Avwg I‡K ZzB ZvKvwi K‡i K_v eje, (K¬vm‡g‡Ui mv‡_ GQvov Avi
Kxfv‡e K_v ejv hvq?) A_P I GZB f`ªgvK©v †h Avgv‡K ÔZzwgÕ Qvov KLbI
ÔZzBÕ ejj bv|
bxj Avgvq ïavj, kix‡ii †bkvq Wz‡e Av‡Qv, fwel¨‡Zi Rb¨I wKQz mÂq
K‡iv nƒ`‡q| kix‡ii Pvwn`v hLb ïwK‡q hv‡e ZLb evuP‡e Kx wb‡q?
a~r‡ZwiKv! K_v ï‡b ivM a‡i hvq Avgvi| Auv‡Zj †Kv_vKvi! bxwZ evK¨
†kvbv‡PQ? GK SUKvq Ii nvZ †_‡K Avgvi nvZ Qvwo‡q wbB| GKivk †¶vf
D_&‡j I‡V Avgvi g‡b| wVK ZLbB †`Ljvg wekvj AvKv‡ii Kv‡jv KzPKz‡P
GKUv †jvK Avgvi mvg‡b G‡m `uvovj| nv‡Z Zvi fx‡gi M`vi g‡Zv wekvj GK
gy`M
& i| AvjvDwÏb Avðh© cª`x‡ci †mB ˆ`‡Z¨i g‡Zv ¯§iY Ki‡jB nvwRi nq
Ggb GKRb‡K AvwgI †hb wb‡Ri R‡b¨ cy‡lwQ| hvi Ici Avgvi †¶vf Zv‡K
†g‡i †dj‡ZI †m wØav K‡i bv|
Avwg wKQz ey‡S IVvi Av‡MB †m Zvi wekvj gy¸‡ii AvNvZ nvbj bx‡ji
gv_vq|
- It gv ‡Mv! Kx i³! `yÕnv‡Z gyL †X‡K Avwg e‡m cwo evwj‡Z, ˆ`‡Z¨i cv‡qi
Kv‡Q|
- †Kb, †Kb gvi‡j Zzwg I‡K? G †Zv Avwg PvBwb| Z‡e †Kb GKvR Ki‡j?
Avwg cªkœ K‡i Pwj| ˆ`Z¨ wbwe©Kvi| †KvbI wKQz‡ZB †hb wKQz hvq Av‡m bv
Zvi| AvgviB cvwjZ G A™¢‚Z Rx‡ei Kv‡Q fxlY Amnvq †eva n‡Z _v‡K
Avgvi| †m Avgvi Aw¯—Z‡¡ K `yÕcv‡q gvwo‡q P‡j hvq `¤¢f‡i, AnsKv‡i|
mgy`Z
ª x‡i RgvU euvav AÜKvi, û û ˆbtk‡ãi g‡a¨ GKjv c‡o †_‡K dzwu c‡q Pwj
Avwg|
Nyg fvOj bxZvi †Vjvq|
- G¨vB jxbv, G¨vB! Kuv`wQm †Kb †i?
weQvbv †Q‡o D‡V ewm Avwg|
- †KvbI Lvivc ¯^cœ †`LwQwj?
Ii cª‡kœi †KvbI DËi bv w`‡q Avwg mUvb ev_iy‡g P‡j hvB| †Pv‡L gy‡L
fvj K‡i R‡ji SvcUv w`B| †Kv_vq †h GZ Kvbœv jywK‡q _v‡K, †K Rv‡b? †PvL
Dc‡P ûo ûo K‡i †ewi‡q Avm‡Z PvB‡Q me| wKQz‡ZB Zv‡K Rj w`‡q a~‡q
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iweevi| QzwUi w`b| A_P †Kv_vI Nyi‡Z hvqwb AvR| Advi G‡mwQj
A‡bK¸‡jvB| gbUv fvj †bB e‡j me wdwi‡q w`‡qwQ| †Kb †h gv‡S gv‡S Ggb
ïK‡bv gb Lvivc n‡q hvq?
cix¶v †kl n‡q †h‡Z †nv‡÷j cªvq Lvwj n‡q ‡M‡Q| `yÕGK nßvi Rb¨
evwo Ny‡i Avm‡Z †M‡Q A‡b‡K| Aek¨ bxZvi g‡Zv †ek wKQz cvewjK hvqwb|
wmwfj mvwf©m ev IB RvZxq eo eo cix¶vi wcªcv‡ik‡bi Rb¨ G mgqUv‡K
Kv‡R jvMv‡PQ|
evwo AvgviI Lye P‡j †h‡Z gb PvBwQj| wKš‘ IB †h, cywjkgvgviv Avgvi
†cQ‡b euvkMv‡Qi Svo jvwM‡q‡Qb|
e‡j‡Q, BbKqvwii Rb¨ Avgv‡K GLb
†nv‡÷j bv Qvo‡Z, ZvB AvUKv c‡o AvwQ| Aek¨ ïay Avwg GKv bB| e‡qR
†nv‡÷‡j Avgvi duvmv‡bv AviI QÕRb GB GKB AW©vi †c‡q‡Q|
`yci
y †ejv| Suv Suv †ivÏyi evB‡i| QzwU e‡j jv‡Âi ci A‡b‡KB Aviv‡g
w`evwb`ªv w`‡PQ| Avgvi `yÕ‡Pv‡Li cvZv GK nwPQj bv wKQz‡ZB| Avwg mvaviYZ
Ggwb w`‡b wm‡bgv †`L‡Z †hZvg| weQvbvq DmLyk Ki‡Z Ki‡Z nVvr †Lqvj
coj, gv‡P©i †W‡evwbqvi cwÎKvUvi †fZi bx‡ji GKUv †cv÷KvW© mvBR d‡Uv
Av‡Q| †mUv Avevi †KD †`‡L †d‡jwb †Zv?
D‡V wM‡q covi †Uwej, evwj‡ki bxP, weQvbv †Zvjcvo K‡i †dwj|
cwÎKvUv †cjvg bv| hviv Ny‡gvqwb KweZv, cªfvZx‡K wR‡Ám Kijvg co‡Z
wb‡q‡Q wKbv? Iiv †bqwb| bxZv N‡ii gvSLv‡b LvU †U‡b d¨v‡bi bx‡P Ny‡gv‡PQ|
dzidzi K‡i nvIqvq Do‡Q Ii Pzj| Adziš— Aviv‡gi Qvc Ny‡gi fvw½‡Z| Lye
wns‡m nwPQj Ii Ici| MZ K‡qK w`b Ggb K‡i Ny‡gv‡Z cvwiwb| A_P g‡b
n‡PQ †hb KZ hyM! I‡K Zz‡j wR‡Ám Ki‡j LUvm K‡i Avevi m‡›`n K‡i
em‡e| Gme evwZK Av‡Q Lye|
bv †W‡K Ii covi †Uwej LuR
y ‡Z jvMjvg| nVvrB †c‡q †Mjvg K¬vm
†bvUm¸‡jvi g‡a¨ †_‡K| B‡PQ KiwQj †Uu‡m GK Po Kwm‡q Ii Nyg PU&‡K
w`‡Z| †Mv‡q›`vwMwi n‡PQ?
evrmwiK cwÎKvq bx‡ji ¯§…wZi D‡Ï‡k¨ †kvKvÁwji cvZvq GB d‡UvUv
jvM‡Z cv‡i| Ii Avi †KvbI d‡Uv KviI Kv‡Q Av‡Q wKbv †K Rv‡b? bv _vK‡j
GUvB GKgvÎ m¤¦j| GKevi g‡b nj AvRB w`‡q Avwm g¨vMvwRb †m‡µUvwi‡K|
Avgvi Kv‡Q _vK‡j nvwi‡q †h‡Z cv‡i| ci¶‡YB g‡b nj, bx‡ji g„Z¨z GLbI
`yÕnßv Movqwb| GLbB G KvR Ki‡Z †M‡j m‡›`n Ki‡Z cv‡i| cwÎKv †ei‡ZI
†`wi Av‡Q| †jLv Rgv †`Iqvi †bvwUk cov ch©š— A‡c¶v Ki‡Z n‡e| ZZw`b
Lye h‡Zè jywK‡q ivL‡Z n‡e d‡UvUv‡K|
ï‡q c‡o d‡UvUv‡K ey‡Ki Ici ivwL| g‡bi †fZi me mgq KxiKg
GKUv `ytL `ytL fve| hZ w`b hv‡PQ ZZ †hb †e‡oB P‡j‡Q|
AvPQv, bxj IB w`b ÔRv‡bvqviÕ e‡j emj †Kb? IiKg K_v †Zv I Av‡M
KLbI Avgvq e‡jwb| Avwg I‡K ev÷vW© e‡jwQjvg, †h K_vi gv‡b `uvovq, hvi
evev-gvi wVK †bB, RviR| Avi Zv‡ZB Kx GZUv †i‡M †MwQj? evev-gv Zz‡j

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Mvwj †`Iqv I Kx mn¨ Ki‡Z cviZ bv? ivM gv_vq P‡o †M‡j gyn~‡Z© Avwg cïi
g‡Zv n‡q hvB| ZLb Kx Avi AZ †f‡e †`‡LwQ, Kx K_vi Kx gv‡b `uvov‡PQ?
wb‡Ri gv_v‡ZB GK MuvÆv gvi‡Z BPQv †Mj| †Kb †h GZ †gRvR P‡o
hvq? bx‡ji g‡Zv wbcvU GKUv fvj †Q‡j‡K Lyb Kivi ciI iO Pwo‡q Ny‡i
†eov‡bv, fvev hvq? GB DbœvwmKZv wK‡mi An¼v‡i? iƒc w`‡q wek¦Rq Kivi
fvebvq? Kx M‡eU †i evev! iƒc †Zv dz‡ji g‡Zv| dz‡U _vK‡j †fvgivi
IovDwo| ZvB †`‡L dzj fv‡e Avwg Kx bvB Kx! †Nvovi wWg! MvQ †_‡K Um‡K
c‡ov, f‚‡jI †KD Avi †mw`‡K ZvKv‡e bv| Mjv, nvZ, Pz‡ji †Luvcvq ev P›`‡bi
myMw܇Z dz‡ji gvjvq ¯’vb †c‡q dz‡ji An¼vi n‡Z cv‡i, wKš‘ Me© Kivi wKQz
_v‡K bv| `iKvi †k‡l Zv RÄvj wn‡m‡e Qz‡o †djvi e¯‘‡Z cwiMwbZ nq|
Aek¨ Ab¨ †KvbI dz‡ji mv‡_ civM wgjb n‡q _vK‡j fvj K_v| dj n‡q
iB‡j| msmv‡i †Zvgvi ¸iyZ¡ evoj| P‡j hvevi Av‡M eskai †i‡L †M‡j|
I gv! ZvB bvwK? Gme K_v Kx AvwgB ejwQ, gv‡b AvwgB fvewQ? Z‡j
Z‡j K‡e †_‡K Zzwg GZ gnvb n‡j †Mv jxbv †`ex? ey‡Ki Ici †_‡K d‡UvUv
Zz‡j wbB| G¨vB! ZzB GLv‡b AvwQm e‡jB Gme K_v †ei‡PQ| g‡i wM‡qI nvj
Qvwomwb| G‡Kev‡i ey‡Ki †fZ‡i wM‡q evmv euvavi gZje? givi Av‡M GZ `yóz
wQwjm bv †Zv †i?
coš— we‡K‡j cvqPvwi Ki‡Z †e‡ivjvg iv¯—vq| Lye Aw¯’i jvMwQj| kyaB
y
g‡b nwPQj Avi gvÎ K‡qK w`b GB fvj gvby‡li gy‡LvkUv AUzU _vK‡e|
ZviciB Avgvi KzKxwZ©i Lei me duvm n‡q hv‡e| †mB wPš—v †_‡K gyw³i Avkvq
VvÛv evZv‡m gb Ry‡ov‡Z Avcbg‡b nuvwUnuvwU cv-cv KiwQjvg| KvD‡K m‡½
wbBwb| GKv _vK‡ZB fvj jvM‡Q GLb|
BDwbfviwmwU‡Z G‡m hZRb †Rvo †eu‡a‡Q GB mgqUv Zv‡`i cvkvcvwk
†nu‡U hvIqvi ev e‡m _vKvi Rb¨ eiv× _v‡K| G‡`i g‡a¨ hviv gRv jyU‡Q †m
me cvewjK¸‡jvB †`wL Avgvi PwiÎ wb‡q †ewk dUi dUi K‡i| I‡jv, Avgvi
†Zv Zey K_v Avi Kv‡Ri g‡a¨ †KvbI dvivK †bB Avi †Zv‡`i †Zv gy‡L
nwi‡eŸvj, Kv‡Ri †ejv MÛ‡Mvj! Avwg GKgvÎ †j‡U÷ AcKg©wUi K_v f‡q
KvD‡K ej‡Z cvwiwb| hv Avgvi †¶‡Î Av‡M KLbI nqwb|
Lvivc! mevB Lvivc! Avgvi †P‡qI Lvivc!
wb‡Ri K_v‡Z wb‡RB av°v LvB| ÔAvgvi †P‡qI Lvivc?Õ gv‡b AvwgI
Lvivc? nVvr GK_v g‡b Gj †Kb?
ÔAvwg LvivcÕ, gy‡Li mvg‡b bv ej‡jI Avov‡j AveWv‡j e‡j †Zv mevB|
Pvicv‡ki me wKQz‡K, mevB‡K hLb GZ Lvivc g‡b nq, †mB ˆbe©w³KZv Kx
wb‡RiB µgkt Aatcv‡Zi w`‡K GwM‡q Pjvi ms‡KZ?
hvm&mvjv! Avevi Áv‡bi K_v g‡b Avm‡Q| Avwg Lvivc, Avi Avgvi m‡½
†h me †Q‡jiv †Nv‡i Zviv Lye PwiÎevb? K_v ïb‡j Mv-wcwË R¦‡j hvq| I‡`i
me KUv‡K Avgvi †Pbv Av‡Q| my‡hvM-mÜvbx, nƒ`qnxb cuvVv GK-GKwU| Avgvi
Rb¨ †KD fv‡ewb| Avgvi kixi‡K †K›`ª K‡i ù‚wZ© K‡i‡Q, gRv jy‡U‡Q, Avi
¯^v_© dz‡iv‡j †K‡U c‡o‡Q| KB, Zv‡`i †ejv †Zv †KD Uzu kãwU Kiwb| Avi hZ
†`vl me b›` †Nv‡li?

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†nv‡÷‡ji †cQ‡b iv¯—vi av‡i †Miyqv, njy`, evmš—x, wd‡K †Mvjvwc i‡Oi
dzj a‡i‡Q MvQ¸‡jvq| ivwk ivwk dzj Mv‡Qi bx‡P c‡o iwOb weQvbv †c‡Z‡Q|
GZ dz‡ji ivwk †`‡L Avgvi nVvrB B‡PQ †Mj †QvU‡ejvi g‡Zv †KvuPo
f‡i g‡bi Avb‡›` dzj Kz‡ov‡Z| †mB dz‡j gvjv †Mu‡_ Mjvq c‡i dz‡j‡`i iwOb
weQvbvq ï‡q MovMwo LvB| Zv hw`I Kiv †Mj bv, Z‡e Avwg A‡bK¶Y a‡i
†KuvPo f‡i g‡bi Avb‡›` dzj Kz‡ovjvg| Zvici D‡V G‡m Avevi †nu‡U Pwj|
wK‡kvix‡ejvi †mB dzj Kz‡ov‡bv ¯^cœ †`Lv we‡Kj¸‡jv‡K KZw`b Av‡M nvwi‡q
†d‡jwQ, GLb Avi g‡bB c‡o bv|
gb gvZv‡bv D`vmx GK †Mvaywj‡ejv| Pvwiw`‡K dz‡j‡`i myevm, gay M‡Ü
fiv wm³ nvIqv| †KejB g‡b n‡PQ mvg‡b e‡m g‡bi gvbyl fvjevmvi K_v
ejyK| †h K_vq wejvm ‰ef‡ei An¼vi _vK‡e bv, _vK‡e ïayB Aš—‡ii Mfxi
†_‡K DrmvwiZ wgwó myevm| Avi Avwg †KvbI K_v bv e‡j PzcPvc ïay ïb‡Z
_vKe gb Rywo‡q|
gyZ¨zi †Kv‡j X‡j covi Av‡M bxj `yÕnvZ Dc‡i Zz‡j Ôjxbv Avgvi-Õ e‡j
Zvici Avi wKQz ej‡Z cv‡iwb| Kx wQj Ii †kl K_vUv? jxbv Avgvi fvjevmv
wbI, bvwK Avgvi fvjevmv‡K †g‡i †d‡jv bv, wKsev Avgvi gv_v †Nviv‡PQ, †Pv‡L
AÜKvi †`LwQ, Avgv‡K GKUz a‡iv, A_ev jxbv Avgvi wcªqZgv, Zzwg fvj †_‡Kv,
we`vq....Kx K_v ej‡Z †P‡qwQj I? ˆPZb¨‡`e RMvB-gvavB‡K Ges hxï Zvi
g„Z¨zi lohšcKvix‡`i mg¯— †`vl ¶gv-my›`i `„wó‡Z †`‡L fvjevmvq wm³
K‡iwQ‡jb| bxjB ejZ Gme K_v| Z‡e Kx Ôjxbv, Avgvi Kv‡Q G‡mvÕ, e‡j
Avgv‡K `yÕnv‡Z Rwo‡q ai‡Z †P‡qwQj I?
Dc‡i ‡PvL Zzj‡ZB †`wL Aviw³g †Mvaywj‡ejv| µgkt jvj n‡q D‡V‡Q
AvKvk| cwðg w`M‡š— †K †hb i‡³i †dvqviv Qwo‡q w`‡q‡Q mviv AvKvk Ry‡o|
`~‡i †Lvjv gv‡Vi Icv‡i mv`v mv`v cvKv evwoMy‡jv‡ZI i‡³i †Qvc| c„w_exUv
GZ i³gvLv Av‡M †`wLwb †Zv!
G Kx! Nyi‡Z Nyi‡Z G Avwg †Kv_vq G‡m `uvwo‡qwQ? G †Zv bx‡ji
i³gvLv gvwU| GBLv‡bB Avgiv e‡mwQjvg †mw`b| Pvc Pvc i³ †V‡j meyR KwP
Nvm MwR‡q‡Q RvqMvUvq| wbM~p Mfxi GK `xN©kv¦ m †ewi‡q Gj Avgvi ey‡Ki
†fZi †_‡K|
†KuvP‡oi dzj¸‡jv me Qwo‡q w`‡q Avwg nuvUz fuvR K‡i ewm| Nvm I dz‡j
XvKv bx‡ji Awš—g kh¨vq nvZ ey‡jv‡Z _vwK| Avn! GLbI GLv‡b LuvwU GK
nƒ`‡qi DËvc! Zvi njKvq Aviv‡g †PvL ey‡R Av‡m Avgvi| nuvUzi Ici _yZwb
†i‡L e‡m _vwK|
mܨv bvg‡Q ax‡i| AvKv‡ki jvj iO †Mva~wji Auvavi †cwi‡q mxgv‡š—i
Ici bxj n‡q DV‡Q µgkt|
- GLv‡bB †Zv bxj Lyb n‡qwQj bv?
Pg‡K †cQb Ny‡i †`wL, GKUz `~‡i bxZv `uvwo‡q Av‡Q|
_vK `uvwo‡q| Ii hv B‡PQ hvq KiyK| Avwg GLbI A‡bK¶Y e‡m _vKe
GLv‡b| c„w_ex †_‡K mg¯— i‡³i `vM gy‡Q wM‡q wb‡Uvj GK Puv` IVv ch©š|

AvR †mB cweÎ mwܶ‡Yi mv¶x ne Avwg| Avgvi Lywk|

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