~ElI.joy!

--

Been .biding" s&e'eping,

St-iU I :grew. T'~e screen was ,locked
_.,,_~ FQrtQom.any mOODS.

Dre,3miug. of trutb, Felt out of tbeloop

Brok,e the.lllck,. R.eleas,ed th.el'lJins~ Shown. this door

Stronger now then before

Dreams come to ;menow 'To come ,an undo_ce By your pr,esellce
WhUewaken

Ta,kem. Left herewith a view Of wanting sOlD.ethin:g m.ore I.f only y'0D. knew. Th,c screeu w,a.s locked

For t-oo .many mOOD,S Broke the lock Released the veH

But tli.e bs(birt's T'hey are sta,ying Keeping you. delaying Been Is,haWD lDy door For thi's time is stro.gel" then b,efore And the dreams

Come to me n,ow
k .. ' H'. Wh··I ~wa,,_en
DIe

Begging

to remember

T'D uo Jun.ger forget

That my purpos,e .Here is to Serve and sutTer througb ,it To be blessed in the glory of tbis.

WAS BORN' Wbe-n I was bern mylD.ofherwas afrald of me WlIen she was born

her soul. neededleve, 'su:pport, guidam(~

Instead she,received
"-" .~ . 4. .

'The fear of her fa,fher-"slov;e Wben IW3,s 'bo:rn Motlil,er was me walltiug to be me entirely, bitterly' tv start at th@ b0giDuiu'gagaiu,.
." ". -

She could not But tried '3,1l fhe same Llkeher very essence is in me, a flame Y,et tloseuess the could not keep fo~rtbe ,abysswa,s way tDO deep

a.d she was too. ,i.oju.relJ te speak .. When J was born
Mother ,didu'treeogniize

me.

S,he didn.'t reC!-ocnize herself Yet saw her he~rtiD my eyes Just couldn1't get pasf pam,ldenied.

fe,lt never safe, ~&Jway;s-a,trap
to lurt

hermeee,

3JD:Q,tber-s~:ap. .

Diffirolt to noOthav~ learned

aiJol!lt Love" or SUPiP'O~ or Guidance., o.r Me;rf2!

Because her father shattered.
her in.·11l.0(Jellt an.d delicate psyc'be .. Hurting too mue)i, Sbe could'p'"t toltfh me

She eouldn'tLeve.me For fear Iwoul.d feel tbepaln that was driving her Insane KiUing her with Shame.

The' power of ~hepeople wham;they say isgood wh~t w~]Jhe~pyon feel bener omlym~k.es you. break a m!fus~ef. V/ha:t tbey sayis bad whar~ migJ,_bJkHl you Iguiclei 'could maybe Iilelp,you Jive ~ongeT., stronger. Now why isthisl? What they sayis free has 3.iIil. unwritten rule of never k~owilr!g what Word by world] 'we are taugbt you sacrifice asa fool our bats,te 'I,iy,~tlg~ sougb:t if you ~ive in. 'the sense of now word by world their freedom we Me Idmng you would be S9 happy, not giving haplessly, so ffip the script umkn.owifigl y, open your eyes Giving: them the lJoIJwer and handle it toIive Y0U!r ife for you. l 1:"".:L. • .:11!.... "'1~ C.ll!OOSlDg LJ.II1e~r vvay as better because you do:rni~ have to tbimk

i:fth.'ey say' n.o. yon CmrI't you agree v.~~tb this you migbt- as wen dig your graeve' and stand in it. Treating ligbtly OUf freedom of speech, Never' to use ~tproperly o.mlys,peakimg as freaks the power of persuasien ~s:,~n.:R(}~ what j08t they say
.00000d

but Its ouclack of action that allows shit (0 stain

voting for our Dation om country is! only a, way like' t~,e~ord'sdi!!y to be good in,ilia!Jt ~nOllleI.lIt" that season,
the best we ICa!Il be aill'.ldleave it as it lay to come back to it as they saY'

smct OD antomatic

feel a m.' ;~{msebeiif.lg Ul1red
trapped, in a bouse wjtl1f many open doors hidmg in the darkro protect
ourselves while they

shifted

but ~fwe focused e,-v.ery-

mement on action as we must, or may

move it aU :iiI.to them own; pockets 1'f they don't teach it in SCRoal does it meanto ll'qE exist? or is it for us fiod Q!J~ to persist?

we would stop taking their 'Word for it ,3.umd find wharwe cam trust, Today.

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A PLAN A viiaw of the city the oore of its mtind..

moment of time, Stilll :and on your own YOLI Wmalways be no one can ~stiarettlat body wi,th you let .a~one your mlind,~ou s'ee, no one can hear your thoughts un'less you speak truWy unless you let them in to be. no one -wilillmend the wrongs iif we' a.111 pre'tend not to see Dothillilg wi~1 9191.better iff ~e all! diis,alglFe,e thsr-ei's na'ad for a pia Iil to 'mlx this world ind,eed., Rel.easiing the pain which blinds us alii here lTy decree iin our rnlnds we play the 'galme ,everyday the same, iit's clear. what we choose today wii~ll lningthe end near. b bef<ore we are.to be born anew tile, world WEl' must mBnd true f'Orw'e broke her will and rnv,aged her full!1 outlting out her vitals, for salke of our ioulls. a test. of faith that we ar,e'gathered here mn order to carry th rough the y,e,8,rs thirs up8,iICh;~ down wor'Jd ils bsckw'ards and hurts mttiil to. tears chaos should not be a career that must 'work by our fear. time ts here now to make the fight sincere.

A room fullil of peop~e

rn this

no one can sho,w

y'O,l,J

Ilov.e

INothing is ever ~he same, as it jlJJlstwas nor willi it ever be again. INo 0111161 before IiIOW

I

could s11iOP from oomiing it for tomorro'w waHs for nobody noteven 'the most preciousor even the' strongest. And so th,e Present is ,alii we have
to live in hope. OR die in a mlsery,

W,e aU came unprepared, without p:rQlective gear. We've alili~aken fj,everallbea,tings. have swallowed our own plJa.tesof team jbu~ftOrwhat rea,son? We have ,clues i~has Us',oonditions to be strongl when. alone to. bear pain wlithout breakingl to I,augh at ~heimIPoss1ilbile to learn of ourse lves continuing 10 batne the unlik.el!y m,aldng several ,mistalkes bellieving, I,eam,ing, g:rowjngl
.
--

hopingl.

chorus;

Jit doesn"t seem Uke 111111 ever know
how your love for ms

could blossom! and gr,ow guess ,alii I'll haveisthe pain of letltiinglyou go
l'm stuck ba.tween, yes l'm stuck. between a r-ock and a hard place x2 where my love ls Olryrn" in the sun lts dyingl there"s no place to hide mlyfaee except with d~sgrace II am Gry1ing 'cause, l'm loneiy and your okay .1 think ~Is best iifwe· s'tay thls way

A moment

Alii my heart Iliving without you is sin halldling you closely i wlsh knowing that one day W'SIU be

closer then wearre- today
closer then yesterday, baby Ifm a heart beat. away so soon -'ill c-ome your wcry' baby I~m trying to be
trying to be, what:youLsee closer then we are today closer then-yesterday Mamma I love you alii my heart wilshing I was where you are but know that one day'we'lllll be

To wait a moment sometimElS, ~ try~oo hard thinking I have to be more not knowing where to stop or even how to giet there II!let so ,excited and dleliiglhtedl y:oudn my sights and I ca n not fight ·thls at tt"n,edoor IIsee you su:dden~y feeliiinQl a fool. Don!tyou know me or hear me lang ~oryou wish you 'Douild see me

As IIfi,ght 'for your g!8Z'e..
wanling mora al'ways thinkingl on the floor see you standingl near me want to feelyau love me whatshQuJd I do? to be~nevein dreams? to be vilJlf'I9rabl,e,? Ar,e youthinking~llese things ., Across the room I am humble fee~ing ¥'i:HJtl1ere but not awalr;e II tf}" to 'catch your gllance b"11 it5.Illilk·~ I-hti·- c a_.ce _e Q l,9 . ng --h n
~1~ .. l

to know th.at ~,am true Pushingl forwalrd

closer the we ~re t.oday closer then yesteroay
I

to Ilet myself falill v1lldiim?

IMamma I need you so much
but, tiilll then we'll keep in touch
Mamma l'm trying! to be trying to make you proud to be closer then we are today

If itS ~hethought that 'counts my words unspok.en
l'ove~s dtesiirea token

closer then yesterday closer then those past days.

5·0'

have boon embraced II sha!1I awailt bremhl,essly' for you to come' to me Untlll then Let it be Ever ·afteT eternal Clarity.

baby wali:t -I '§IoUO w8ii some tim!l1ll00fore

my man gets to say 'ib~by ~ where YOJ" lbe~I1?"(x_2)

iil1

[iits beellllialongi time, since II'tho!!Jgiht oJ you IMlW I see 10U I dorn't _know w~at.iI.o d,a
you 9:ot me tiled in knotts ·aU over lie Iplace, ~IdO,fIl".i( now what to do k

wilen you're in my space,
10

1 got iI.o wait sorne time.lOeforoemy man gets i,11
- to say '~bah!y- where you been?" (x2~

since I had you alone ,and i don"t reaUy mow wha~ Jto do with YOU so I'ImJust gonna Ilet !!feu] walk right !1I1 and say "baby - whe:ffi you been?~
i

you IIk:~aw been it's

SOil1;e-

time

ji~s boon samlje time. sinoe my baby came iin aUild sa,), ~ baby where you bee'Ii'I'?'" Imgonna, walit now tillirthe e,1iTdi time of because Ii 'Want my baby ,ail Alight and I Walrqit him _ to walllK ~hw t!hl~t~ doo,~ and 11wan~ !I1iim- to, mike me and what's more I Wal~'I'iI'a healli" lllliim say wihl hi:s: whole,lh'91art;:

~IBABY- WHIER!EVOtJ BEE~I?~

ro' say" baby _ wbe!~eyou lJeen?"' I'm gonna irnold my brea,~h - I'\m'glonna try real irnar,d
Ulltil he oemes wal~kinglin
I'm goml81take' some time ulnitil my man gists i,liIl

I~m'900lna take'i$ome 1i'imeynltll my man g.ets !ll'm

ID say"

's WtHlY HIE ,ASKIN' ME

I don'~ got all that. much to do blJlt u_npiack all1'ldiaU I Gan tllLink i~s "WHERE, HIE BEEN??"?" !i!"PSBE]~;N SOME TIJME' 'i[n,e knows w.he:oo' I"ve been

baby _ whe'-re' you boon?"

'WHERE j'ViE BEBN?'?'

~'ve, been here tl)ewhole' time
,and yet I'M WAITING ''till my rna n: gel'S home to .say "BAiBY- WHIERE YOU BIEEN'"

Inever knew wIiaat it was to miss out on wt1aI you IhougM you hacI foImd I dorit really Iknow 'VI'heM this is going don'" even lre:1ItIefIIDer you nuiin'ber I~ kist, ill alii] JIUI'PO'S8
l'Cause its beelilSO IoRg"

IdoM;'know

[f

[m see you

again

gWe YOUI,aR the love bUt I[know: 1'111 have 'to I_' yqu go its been :SO Iongl ,si~oo [I memorized[ SOII'leOnEis talk. Ibeir'~ and 'Uteit"eye& ~[ now - Iknow Ir'm goMa ~ k 'to lei 'yotJ go
\VanNi

since' Ife(t'fOIi ~e

II wanted :someono feel me ooukI have shown J'OOI my life - had you 11et, Ole ills been so IkIng since, I fBft afi:aid 'ID ,goon this wIlDIe ,si1ua:lion was ~ on so sbltlng 1'lOIII' ~ gpu and I feel its lIITOI1g
[its, ibeen so

m be Wilhme - toudJ meaod

~I:since

all, dartingl if you oould 00, sometIiIfng ror before you leaw it be

me

wouidl you lake IRiI¥ heart wiIh 'YOU bepause I pKJnliSe your it [beb9 to you now and fonwer mQI'8 teti1g you what'S, ~n ~ itS lbeen so long :since IlfDwtdl smneona
1'lOW' [I

before you lleave my' heart my mihd's essence would ate to say
thal1_K .....[ needed

haie to-~

~!

~

iNI8Y

that

I asn your goddes:(S) , )lOlll are my goo ,rippad a palli1: by ~he age's of all ~t1lartbefelll before we are one da:y to Ibe, be one Inks we: W.8r8' before '~houghi~ were there before you but you wem too b~sy 2 see me
Ib1ut you We'lFell'1l~t. alillowillillgi!meiITe.edom a,s you lD'utthe kflliif:e right th rUI nne
anneyed me ibet:olf€l WQu~td!rl1IeaMe me be thought that you eered before sworn
tfilJl€' IaVE

dhonJ's;

chorus;

Y,ouoolllldlfl' help me before i wa,s: too 'flj'lled over
didn'~ruly see me before, i was too broken ~he:ld it a IIItoo diose ~o me befOI!"e !IEH3Jrined ow to hide miysellf before h to be isolated from, ttall glrewto diiRe-rent leve:ls before

jt!lst came out of sorrow's sea

,enSih::f"!/,edl me before

. IIknew how to truly breath,

c;riled 'or me before

AII~oWed pain as, pun ish mfenLbefore. to, niif ..for wantiinn ~~. fh If"'".y ~ LL .a.11 those .ages beil'ore

beca use you cou!ldn'J: love Imie used m,e before

have brought us. to thil$ sea.

I knew you wem, II.eavingl

aJl'J those tlmes be,1ore halve brought us to thils sea ..

.And she .sald no;lhing is freel '1told her that wasn't 'true but i was mistaken by the view and aU 'that Ii have, now for i came from no money no supportive hand doesn't matter no, how but god gifted me for' vv:h,en i go back to my maker with thiing:s to help it willi be the gilver not 'the taker, make me stand that gets to truty be free, he gave, me wisdom how do you glet someone's attention to be 9 ra clous, when they have alii tlhey need? passlon to share a humble lady in waiting] 'the' option to ,try waits to prove myself and holds on to the Ibe~ief, worthy to be there that you win answer me. and work overtime wIthout to be honest and glc:lod the benefit of 'the doubt to everyone concerned and when i screw up the reason to learn

Wallk~ng ifbrwalrd in1lhe (a,in tGe,E1JjiPing my ey:~s on the ;te:n:aiin wondering if you·illl be themla fi!
'~h~t

dono,t know what: ~-'V~ 91,01, s,ay to lit YOU'II ho,ld mle - kiss me close~y
ify:ou'lll

wallkJ'ng forw"a,rd in trre rain
see mle Oil"if you

~'V~ b€H~n waii1!iFllg fOlr so 1I00IiiIgI

So! 11"lm wa!lk~nglfo,rwar:d in the train, Ina piln' f'Olrtlie beH5ti expeot'ing' not1h ing in renrrn H ope: ill i~lfiI·t a let d,own
so tiir~d of b€ing let dowli"iI

wii Iii ke,ep m€

so ll'm wallking
ilmltlhe rain

forwar(!

don!'t know' if lts fear of not knowing drawing nearer Ca~'it s,E:'!!em feel redleass to of how Imuch 11was pleaselcl that you call~ed Ime" thought ,of me
y

1l"mwa,lllkiing thinking of his simile it ,"ce:rtailiilly Iling en~d awhiile it mlc:t(Je me shiver with blliss it mlach5: m W8 IiiInal leell lMIiskiss

an~iC:ipa;~ion·s almost here' as the mons; I ,am drawilng lI1€lall"€:r then lin feel those darirng eyes m,ske me w,anna try
those tender Ups
and have YOoU bilt'e m,e Uilose tende r tips ,and have :you bite me

w,anted

to kiss me tenderly

Ulose: te nde r lips

and have you bite me

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fo¥e..:nffair of aU Chaos and Order bo,tboomplete {)pPQsi~es
oftm~h aud deUveranoe

when ilthe fise ofli:fe fuUllfledbrigbt for ttie buttedly to €']merg'c and. t,al(e flight to emergeand 'mkeAlig:ht eut ofharmrs way

it wt\frmne

the world has ever known
depending 00 eachother they Iived Iike that £'0'1' eons uIIll~.one' day a. bUfitteflly eame fluttering through Hond set: eyes for the iir8ttime

asto be seen as a siglTh

y,e~,stiU witWn sight to watch ov,er man. kind.

ginoetbi s love affair began em Ghaos,llie dmgon
and Qrder~be amu],et ahllmd th.e dragon's scaled majestic neck

that onoell!liIJona.~~me chaO$: aad order lived bljs$fu~ly.and. entirely apart of eachClilieE'~8esS!ense
a perfect un~o'll as Qlilly lavers couJd

the_, <lllulfroUed TH~ brn1tt;erlly was curi.Ousood. stayed alittle :wIhi~~ TH!!i bl1!lnedly w:.\!s curious and. s.tayoo alittle 1ilj~e
tlh{sbotlhered tfle dragon
tihislbotlhered

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as ()(lly lovers
this botbe:r,6d.~ne dragon ~liisbotheredhim wen but sootbed~~H~auu!ll~et l ike only 10yeOOll~Ldten a war began 00 stir
S;~gnifyID.g

hut soothed t~e' amulet
U!l,)I,dd.

hlen wen

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:som:efltwng real :someiltllrung true

they ,,~;uan:elle(W.

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the butterfly and i~withered buraed

but the amulet wou1ld protect itwitba cecoon and ey,e,r c;rded life to watc.b over mankind to be seen as a,s~gi1. thus everytime the caterpillar knew
It was time tb boodle np

ana

someilimg~rn' live fer signifying 8ome~hingreal 'someflt~ngt!me :somedt~ng to live for butterflies signifying

~ome~mngreal

som,eiliIDng true

and begin life anew

"somellirung to ljv'e 'f~'T TITe bUit(:dlyw!!s curious and stayed abtde while THe butterfly was curious and stayoo. alntle wbi1e

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i guess there's nothing ican do de ja vu, it guess there's nothing i can do de ja vu i guess i'll have to see jt through de ja vu, it guess i'll have to see it through To the- end my friend. de ja
VB,

Need to let go 01 my place in the

·torise early and
begin my day.

hotelacross the way, peaceful Sh~BP is what i need

with strengltb. I will overcome, with tbe eye to know and say.

you let go of the hotel across the way.

This

C01iPJe&

to you if

too much noise clouds every place has one,

the vision and too much fun will betray.

each with its own dial of volume tliat hands out .all dismay,

J will find 'a way to let go of my place
in the hotel across the way. disguised as .a good time
until life begins to decay.

that never seems to end

t-Yh-e:n WA-5 th.i test: titne
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Everhow IP~eci!'J~!5, dalrillingl" why (;lIre you Icryirt? telll me, lbaby"WihIY are YOl~ltightened? Don!~you know YCUi.il can cnun~on me. though 111mnot alUowed'to bethera, I won'~ Illeaye you now

o:~everhow'" to sell you ffiree

right here, ,andi now* i 'wUII ever leav.e,. n .
,

Pr,ecb::n:jl!:j,sweetheart, 'wlly are:~i' you IresiP'mdi~g? cairn'!you hear me p~eadiFlg? Can'~yO~1hear me' call1ilnig1 'foiire torturert healrt is kililling me ~~,ough1~lm supposed to :s~ not I wiri figJh~ them now to eve:mhowlrro set Y,QU free ri9h~j~,ere and now* IIwilli never leav,e Sf) whe,n they hurt you with their words, ,

lmalkimg iWhemselves, :sick

DO:l1i1. believe i,t to be TO\!l9 its j!ust 81n o~h~ernidk t 111m rtght here waiti ng ill your I~;eartamlticip~lij~9 u!ntillwe can be ag:ail!]1 I wll~ love, you l10W

right here and now* IlwUI never lea,e Precious
IDV€!!Cry

to ever hovr'lo

set you free

no mor:,e

Ills willi be nothiln:g more then fol'klore .U,' fhat ,d'-:· yvU mil st b.···'1Ii-v- m'l . SW - -,~ nUl ,,8 ..ay .... I ,_~,e,e.• e _y .,ee~ untill we cen be aglail~1 I willll\r un " n' . ,,013'1"" .. '~I""'rh""U ". ,0,& l"'U .ow YOll: ml~[s1be!llierve:*right here and now· I will never leave
:j,.' Vl'!!

One G ayvrery soon

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IT ]S THAT THAT WE A.ltE THAT .lvlAKES US STR:ONG

PtA¥ING FR.1SKY ALL THE TI1\.o\E
STm.1.lI.ATlNG ]5 NOT A CRJr.AE ITS NOT ABOUT COMPlETION
NOR FEAR Of RECRESStON

lFY'OlfVE cor ¥OUR·DESl'.lNA110N 'THEN YOU HAVE !LOST YOUR.lNSr~RA lION
COME 1D MY' rtAYCR0UND
ONCE. LOST" 10 BE FOUND

lJRAINING PR.EC[sJ0N

MAKING THE FUUL DECLSlON

LETTING GO OF THE MOtv:ENIIO DRfAJY
GRACJNG PRESEJ\ICE HOLD ME DES1RE CONtSUNtES us ruur AS, YOU DRINK ME ~ WTFH THE FILL OF YOUR EYES IHATS \;v]HEl\JI YOU SHOUlD START TO R.EAUZE IHER.EilS ONLY .nas MOMENT NO l:fJl URE !ENGAGEMENTS. NO ,PRIOR. COfv1!tAfIJVtENTs, ONLY 'fHIE MOM_8\IT" A G~ff OF IIl-lliEPR.EBENT FOR TIiIE .~f Q,PDPSflNY IS E.VBt CHANGING
so lIN TIns TI-IIOUGHT I AM fJ(C-fl.ANGING MY LUST OF UfB 'NITH YOU MY f~IENO

ALWWINGENffi_G¥

TO nDW

fREE

F!.A.TIENCE is A VUR.TlIE 'NITHOUT A DOUBT.

AND IF ITS THE TIJOUGHT

THAT COUNTS

AlLITWID TO ROW fREE, TO SEND

YOU ANl1vtA.GE OFBEAUTY DEFINED
WHENEVER [ COME. TO MIND

IF B£AUTY HE.S 1N WE EYES Of JHE BEHOLDER TI=!I£N W~EN YOLI S'EAK TO ME Of BEAUTI IT IS YOU WHO MAKES iN1.E SO I3E€AUSIE ,"QUA RE&LS€TJDN OF MElIN YOUR. EYES .BR.lNeSTHIER.~fIY OF YOUR. 'W:0RD5 ro MY llEAR:'T.

LET IT HlEWllAT

SIlvtPLY ENJOY ME WBmLE fM HERE AS lOF YOU FOR YOU NEVER KNOW THE FUTURE
OR WHERE rrWIill.. lAKE US.. _

rr IS FOR. rr rs J,OR

ITS OWN REASONS-

tocr-e,a.te~to he~n ,rmew

withanother outlook, ,anoIDeJview someone to watch oeer me someone to love endlessly and erernaUy whos.e smile will a:waken my ~lead ~vith ]~urghter whose tears win touch my sod, .from the first to the ever after How do I deny such a miracle of birtb P I cannot nor do I'want to. Not even sure of anytbing at all but I"beJieve in. love ] need some ·guidan.c-e I '[eel this is exactly wihpt jt is" I pray with my hearl, IMy sou~iiJ}Jdmy mind that I will be a goocl example' for mine precieus creation 'That aU'wiU fair well in this daS of darkness

learn ,~ow ~illll.d progress, neeer in fear again ]pr-ofess I W~llIJ1t to create a love aflair
In

F'{u::Aile cbi1d. andI F or the child and 1 Fpr !11m child and I For the child andI
'1-"0 creatEl!tt'!l_begin anew

widtin fi:Wveryessence to ,&.Jvean lam to thee

with another outlook auother view J;10mooneto wat(,:h o\!'~r l:ne someorre to tove eternally wb(J~e snulemU awaken. mine heartwith liilllghter whose tears, will touch nly soul fi"om the first to the ever after even in these: d(_uk days of deeds

to learn illy lessons as dlcy come come wtlat may I am what thy shall make of.me so I arn already loviil'lg:}!ou don't you see hopmg in lOY hea)t you will believe in- me ~ik:ei believe run ,yt.'YU th.e very essence and ideas that shook me apart so I w.:rit(or you 1["0 happen tome FOJ)- us to begin at {tu,~ end Q~' it aWl I a:-wa:i~fory;ou t~ happen, to me

Mayh~ the hop:, in me liiViJJ sow in my seed

For tJ~.e ih11d and I
For
child and I For th.e child and I
dll.e

F 0'1 tb:e dlild aJ:jJ_d J

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.ill .' JI."or.wuats ns wei.
j""

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ll LH.

As the ram falls to the ground you are nowhere to be found, my heart feels so elnprY, I try to find ."some kind of peace of mind even though I have tolive again eventfto~l I have to live thmuglt pain - even thcugh

<CHORUS~
I wish I Gould ~oback in time and take back allmy Jove x2 For what its worth " Llove-you F'Qrwhat its, worth -I eared Jar you

trlLrny life lwanred you
But
110W you!l"e

gone - \"hal am I to do

Lwanted .{ vou '"all of mv Iife. eJ. Yon left menow-my lifeis filledwith strife the tears roll down lIlly face in shame the tears teU me I'll neverbethe same

<Of OR US> :.-<2

(ioflum here

01J.t.ll~es, so different are welte two worlds apart when we went our seperate ~qfS you stole :my outy heart and I just wantto know

ten me

when ~

'Arebe again
chorus;

& release .t\his pain,

Iju~twanttoknow
wbere we go from here
can you show me the way please sh O\¥ me tlleway Ijust wannaknow

where... we .g'ounm helf-e can yO~lItell me my place
show me the space bUll: ge t 111~ nUI~~:aere, h YOllI mademe Simn~ you made me; ha.ll.JY

and know you're ,gone andthis bi!g ugly thing in our way
can't stay for long No its &1 wrong ~lell I first met y:ou
• hi now you n~gQneMU auf! !

on came-a ligh~
a'lr(\()e

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prison

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so' I let :my tEI,elf guided he by lDY mse wotnan without shame ~
vvhen

r arrived

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rn~yhan:ds

th.o~h

some VV'ouId have said

that ItID just a grain of saJ:ll,d I'll show thell]' how 1U"luch I've tried
hovv Iha.ve prayed, l~,o~ I have cried I vvill never 'VVo.ncler if Love is to be denied ..

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Allor nothing The Iare to travel falls

If you (J.liao~(jt.o grow at aU
The path.

On your laps regardless

To live han] or hardly

is ajonmey
To walk

of steps

forward To m·ake waytoward Evohnion .• The price of p~lIS:sage Is your lessons learned

Mall Nothing's worth nothing And. something worth having
T:ak.es effort from

an.

Through tragedy earned The light in the.pain stated. Toremain
And dream of

The sexiest person I ever knew Captured me with. the Cornlortthey had

'Vilhin their

OV.']]

"kin.

To be ·possib.e.
Some people want to

it alii

As I fight for the same balance Without trying to pont, The one [.0 be a part Oral unitthat starts

with solid ground aU around
Learn th hard way Some people jus "",Imll

.Ind works their
has my vote.

way up,

Okay i D._d ...~dti;:!iI

tbb; if ~yoqjgst teU me that :!'OU. want. :ttle I"d be o~Y with tbi8 if I :be.w f€lrut h.eart Fd be Qka:y with this if JOn jusit let me iDI[~dl ~okay wi'th ;tbis •• ,'00 jus!t let me m let IDe in I'd be ,okay with. ·this ..i£:you just l~dJ ,g.kaywitb be

'earluse I don't be okay, I'd be oka,· with th~sb""

au the 'myatel'ires

gWd.>e m~ ti~

of :liIe know my way

Teo' me tha.t YOtu. ,are there f$J' m.e I'd be okaywt,tb this if' you
C0ui~d!.evel'

jl18t :sh;_ow me that yon .. an:tme, baby
he okay.with ,aLDything t'hatyoa

Tlrtow at, ttlib

li'd! be cOk~¥ With. this if you. wiOu~d give me a.cbanee lid !be·okay with this if you!d gi:rve,m.e 'frOma»ce be okay' wit.. 'this :I'd 'be akay with anyt'bing yGu. 'cOJuIdever ltlirow at me HalDd!ed 4Q to yrou,ffoO!!!, m.e '['d be okay ·w,i;ritb. jQ:l!lt; aboat aaything :If )"ou eD,aldjust llilhow: :me that your love :iareal .. If you. ec:nddjuat give me the Hason to ;Feel
1w\Q,

i'dbe

okay w.IHtb the

SUD,

and tbe moon

To :f'e;e~.for you .so ;m,ue'h I'd lie oks,:! 1,1d be okay withsUlyt:b:mg YOD cOllldever I'd he okay, rd. ibe. okay You toJ:d!.:m.eoDcethiEltt J: was tM girl &1 ~ur dreams Thea wheft. we have a :fight ,.rOU take it a.w3:¥f:rom. RlIe And I'd. be ,okay with. ·this H Ib~w where }'lour' heart drew I'd be! oby wjth tid. if Y'OQ.!(IU6t. leil: me"lln if 'J kDew j Be 'okay~ :I'd 'be okay wi.th anything
yo,ycoulit eva ·throw

at me

Instead

:I'dbeokayw.~t6t&:e laek of it aU baby I'd be Okay.'~lth this :if I knew .tbat you blew me 'of irrce5vmiD.g I know WOQiIld YOllte'U .me indeed, indeed
be okaYrf rid .he o~·

with anythmg you cu,wd evat throw be okay if you just wotdd!let me '!mow If 'J-ou could show me,. aMwme <3l1,>-

you"re too, good of ,athi;ng red1lcovedDgl~m 8,Ot,:aloDeDo DlOl'e
I:feel as thou.gh the door has closed and., we,lre both. wUm, inside

Rediscovery d.iBeoveritag z6 ob 'my sweet .. my dal"Ung ..:I'.... ~ _"" u.lscovenng ~, o:b ,Itm ctisco'!ering ::&ow much lOU.briDg Bn,d I want tG' 'wearJ'Ollr d'ng hu.t " gutta kee:p it hushe,d I: go,tta keep':if b:usti,ed

tog~ther onc- becomiiDg 'ODe rediscovering you ,_gain
I dream!
-R,POD

you, ome day

10Dg ago I I'e,me:mber to say

Nelli.covering z2 .'hat I dr.ead__y,knew
would com.e,.

Rip,t away oaly one, ,day mR'tD you, a,r,I",ive $eire_sU!lie forever silu;:e you were' l,oRe heem,nsiling tha,t, you. welle holding me
'Dlakinl 'my :heartgrow 'weaker

t'bou_ghyou cowd.

yourck,oC)se of the w'k,BIle.Drld, too overwhelmial to, feel th.is is ream an y:ou.mote thea just, it lov~r :ill n,eed, :i w,aSBa Ioveltoll so mucb i, 'wauna feel yOBr sweetness aJloUndme hORey :i. wa'DOD, bel:ie~, in your tORch

"_,ILo_t,-- ,;rUIl ,4,~n~~!t--' .~_~ nob~ .'. y else 'Vi.--:~~~ ~O _~ .. ,aRt, __~ -oct --- ._e ~ ~_ .' .• have an__y'bod.:r :V'OU chose no. baby

b:ttts:boiiI4 ireallyie!iwe

:makiu/ m,' :beu~ grow ;stroage:r sweetness :no. its r,eally heeD too loag
since 'OUl' bodies ,coRRected since we last inten,ected ;sin.ce we. had. litis conne,ction i feel this,dawlft ,affili~tio.:n pf missing :rny sweetness

with ~assioRate 'maddness

Nev!er felt snell ,emotions whenever yow 'body comes neal"
ia this ve;~ sense of koow.iag .~ '. tL t' you. re comlog U.a,

Illl ko'ow ajbsoilltelyript
jlU,

i cOUld survive

its, becoming quite ,clear my head isgonna burst open .how much youmeaa to Qle if'sooft "ll dO:Q't ,pear •. kn,ow aJbsolBtely righ,t away if you miss this 'bus n'Dwdarling kow mile 11 'Of S"oudo i see i, might just dissappea if our l,(lve, was ,m,eallt 'tD be with la'Dging for you my love with kU.owin__gYGlltre drawi;as: nearer
away. when.i see you again,
a tho,usa'lI:d days more j••l to breath, yOlI .aga'in

clloms

of:' "antiCipating your brea,th
:80

OR.

me

im this IQOme:Dt again aD you rea6ze how muc,h you ,meSH tome

of waB.ting to join you. endlessly tog~ther'lDckedfoftWer

a,gaI.

we could never

leave eachQthell"s sphere until B.ext time thalia,.

0 0 ••

O' .. ~

my "11 eodde~ee i§get_tii:n:g: ltlW can't get it 'out 50 J: dO!D."twantto :Sb.nw .icH. blue abou,t missiU:C you feelillg: SCQwcd ht 11 dOlll1i)ttbatyq\1.. feelfbis 'itGO, 00 I know the truth I b.e_this love was 'but llOr a few aDd J'DiU ~.:mt,t, say what'sr in your; he'aft p,:Qd yo'u dogttwantto Vf)ice my p*-rt -~soI "U sit here jiust t'lhe'same and. hope· II. ;gtill, stay ,the same, saB,e ,.011caa!t ~edl:y pRt~Dd
c

tliatwe

are DotbJD,g:mOl',ethenftie:lt(ils
l

.. :hen we can't mODk iD.tv ea:chotbers' eyes, fM" fear w'Et d realize
tha,:t·

we "lof5t without eaehotber
C.hO.NS;

my hean - :ls wat.Ungfor ]l'ou to be then.lr3 my heart - is, lo,agiagJor someolle' t.o share thisp1easa.n:t au, thispheasant[al'e~ my heart - is;waiUegfo,r you to be ture.x2 my .~,Mt~ if!llo.gigg f.ot ·l:lomeo:Qeto ~b~le thisp1easan.t ai!r, ,this ph.eaaa'at fare~ tlIiakhlg: to D:Da:ghle hoW-YOll made me. f~el tryin' to focus on pGSitiVethou,g'hts realii2~ ita my h.eart ,,"u~ve ca:ught l'fUl i neve:r !knew !low ,01\:1 fel't if you.·,d have me if.'w,e~e dealt another hand .m. d,estiD:.y wit_h a. ehiJd _ mind woldd FGD many me?
·wauld. UlebecoDlle
~ao'ClefiJled
'W,IiSI1'tS.'lQte

if: at :Iltst,YOll. were Mal

or enli..ptened. by our oombiacl:i nJilnds? would you staD..dlirmto the glo:veP ~ wend. yo~ &ght. fQl my love? wha't. could Ida to' ,e:naN.e? t.o cQ~u.or this f3ibie? like my ,g~atest mysteq

you tndy are to me.

Sw·eetness come:s wal.kiug 8wayingby my eyes loc:kiD,g my censors stuck iDOl.,. m'ind. with a scent 8,0 Ila:mdiag
aDd~. b "" ____ . __

RU

Slipped t.hrough
I erie. to,
ID,OW'D

,c-""
11.."

tlhe loss

,--c' -, SO_

'r:""-_ 00;& ""'

[ace 1.0 -d.ielor ,chorus; a fat·em sha_re. ae.oss tile roam, i. feel you my 'body' is aware tnlIy i.~ve seeD you will thls htbe night.
a, miWGa times

westarlo·ur love affair . ueamt of yOUI' sllado·w' R,Uthe ODe, i need, every ·Di.pt in my mmd, ,sllow me if you. dar,e. i didn't :b.aye a clear 'vision of who you really are only be." i ,feltyou. cD,millil
from befMel:he stars. -

I sleep, to dream O.r hope I awt1kentose. Iniaery standing iu my way blocking m,.teat 'But :twW! :not beck clown mstead. Ul i'ell.e~tm,., need. "bee tilem, GD ,the groun,d to make a path for my feet thro.gh the thick aDd, tlliD t,o ,ciear ,a:way the dust from the lo,v,e and warmth from within I ,do,gdt dowt ,[ wDl make :it this I',ace (lye rtlil feels assured IOl'all thetrauWe iits caused. me tllerels a pomt, somewhere, bllll'J'e, missed it along the way
can't quite say exC'ep,t to my dismay

1: :screamed tOo s!top tile pain I filqht. to p,rot-ect illy love I pveiD Gnlly to feel blame

to go forward as I must-

hept tllis scerett-iDftOW you 'can see it m .my eyes, if you looked at this mo,ment in 'time you ,could have aD of me foy it is ol1ly fait' you'Ve, been 1000Dg DIe fo.ever before yourw'.ere c'ven th~e.

me a.t

must, havee'!dipped tbrollP

to4a.y.

t$?iritr:'_J4,t ~t:tttp.,p"1
l,ove ag~11. this day dOb'lt bow how manyI've' :had ~-sa:v lim in, love wi,th you-:x2' . y,et It.ruIY :£eel t",t I am, in lov'lf that ia,aD.d~:1 :feel true blue Im.,PP:t tOo be with yon,a, But, .. 1m:.., pt.-ling ve~y ti.~red 1 .,isbillg II'cI ,stop pb:yiDg t&is game with m7 self ,-I keep pset.i1!!Dding
'ID

I:m

HeD witb -me sinoe be,gloning

.... .. .

that you~U l,ove me the sam.e ButJ1lu don.it kn,ow\9l1a:l J wa'Dt 0:1 who I am

I keep' gettiug very tired 'ofbeIDg 00. 'my own Wan'ering ~rouDdwhen I bave al10me I don!t knQ\V'what, i.t is. yet
,I halVe.'!t seen. its race but I knoW' that its aU.t there 1: leel! it in my h:ea.rt~8 prace IIam waiting, p'atien,tly--far you. to eemete me :[ am- w:ai.ting the moOR I~t stars wiD eal'Q' me ~ loDow~ I w;LU Deve'l give ill as long a8,th,en .is Digltt

heen :holdiag me Mal e:lf)se aDd if I look hanl e'Dougb 1".0. ind i.t - Un.til then--f :I ,keepgettiDg very' mea ·of~beiDg, n 'my own, o although I know that, I am.buDMDg my fOUDdatioD. out, of stone.

(1m. DOt

way u.p ,on some ,mountain-'top r_not, trying to deceive yo,g my' dar1i.Dg~ ,Cioll'tYOllreaUze that we are Jllst Hu__:__ma-D
aDd. 1"1lljust :a'QlQaa. I: ,amge:tting very tired wishing t~e sUDwoldd !lot go, dlown. but 'that it 'would.n.ot blli't iDe hush n,ow please Ilaby, please do.it fl'GWD I !mow J[ say I love ,..OU and t~y I do B'at my :heart :i., for the other. eD.mel)' Dot new

I':m DDt sitting Ob a hilltop eVeD talk lag from a seat

.1"

as long as there is leave,
clappiag ia ,the bees as long as 'then· is [cities and. eve!ytlUnlthat, fODow5 me I' keep gettiDg v:ery tired 'waitiag by 'tiletpll~ne

.I have ,a home :1am gettiDg veO' 'Ur,ed ~x3 so lin eDdthtf$ Da-------da ..da-da-.da-da-da-da-u-da-da.-dada-dada-dlada - _.
-

wandenng

'rou:Dd

wh6ft

-

we~~e iTVltwD bo~t§;
D 1ft. the;

smAJ.te. §eCol

Ef we; hebp letfc~.&the!l'" ,'
'Wt

,u0t( tVt,.o~ 1, tJf'\. the otkit!r

.~usta~

tf1n,jj~

s.ton1ot.JjI we;l.l'thenr ~ou W~ vrl:: ~ u £d~ 11,iU:.if, r P!.ft~, &tre~th

im ,l~5t,~'greRt te~g:t\1
I

few

tVits

UlllK~,1'\..

Mll g lve Hou.r'
W{;1J~t~

rUt'plf£t,

ClVt.CtjD',bJl

o~l1 ~ve~ dI.srieg~ rd Dr tt MU bea{es.tt0t1e~t
If,t:He welters get 'rough Cl:lo'\..OI, tkre,(.{M~M takz !d,ow. ctowV!.. ~,o~lt htl:1cR. out .~.~ t~rJt\. ClYOUIM ~f~ou. ~6 b&l·c,teto tlt1.e.';_hort tlDU wiU VLever t<.~wfor·sl-t~.

IIM,telllGt!~ tli:kie the"'~ol~
,t~t

WtiJj!

,C;(l!vtrg.ro~VI-~"

~flW.

will be fiiMM hAve to ,\:)t,[Lctve tjou ClClV!..

t10['(

~trttewt~l1PI>l'S$

be ~~t.t!l'" Ib'~ggest~'I\'li.. f

Traye~iled to the here' and now to be me before II to cartc;h the pa'e prillt:el.s ,cresent crown ~-- aD "'Ii-, __ cw am d·_ ,- ·d·....m ILS Ib:r'0 with 1"''1 '-11_8 I u'st be'tr~s" chaos exists

..and witllout lo,ve all is ~os'l so IItry 10 posln myself forward away fro:m I and Ime
hopiill1gt-o catchl that fa.lfensmr

to guide

IDe hOrBesafe~y.

ehorus:
.And II'mlwaiti n'g: for 'tihe SUln to fise "cauise 'th,e meen has gone to, sleep and Ihe stars won .. even speak I 1111 waiti n,g for' IlnY lover t:o COlms right lnto view In chalnge the d rearysad~dness jlnto co,~o~rme happy bh!.le Co,loulrlme happy blue is what: 11mw,aiting fG:r. travelled long !before I woke 9 ~hi<se-., -ac -.f:!:. ILOy"~ d thai bave'ye,t tol co:me'lialas wherrtheyal'iriy,e I hope llllremeDlbe!r I!hiis hal', waifingfor myself Iiway-up lin the sky Ukely me and Iiiwill mlill asl:e-ep' waiitling mr rescue, I raUl ,all by mryse,tf floating hill the night ho:pingtQ catch, that fallen star
V,i3i.----:,11:f ~mc,mberim.-. ___DUEL" ~"""- !EL -- - - _-

to keep me oom.pany

to guide me horne safety.

In its ftestntstp.,tt FJ{J;ij'tit i~(n~ ?t~ce1httMJic. MA-~ tat WPft( 'f ","ustit pec.uhit A- Wl\~ (1tre.k.in~ti.n,,' "l1r ltt'fnmvfnt witft.the n~turt f1/,A-rt, tMJB, Itnd_ tftt ~tA-'Ut, "1rtG~,Ji~ WMt exists. wit~t ftttlkin, IMr~ -ckurz

]'0 EJf]I1\AY15 "0 RUN AWAY
fROM V!/MAT IT L5YOU • lAVE

1'0' ~frR!;Ctl\IE
APPRI.:CrATE·FOR YOU MUST SUFFER. EO'RIT AU. AND NOT WALK .AWAY

WHAT Y:OU Ht\ VE

ro PflETEND 1TS NoTTHERJE
AND IIFfDU DO RUN" TIIIEN KNOW TI-ilAT llM.!IE WJlIL PUNISfJ YOU

CR.¥ING DOESNT a-lANGE IT FEELINGS CAN'T ERASE WHAT YOUR, ;ffflJNG' GIVES AWAY nus IS YOUR. B.EHAvrOUR SHOWN flGHnNG FOR.n IS ONLY 0001)

THE ,CONSUMPTION Of ·Et\ADnONS
FOR THEN IT is DONE R,.lGFnr~ CLAiRIn' IITJSmE COMMON S[NSE THAT JS NO:r so COMMON AND THEILOG1CALCRO~CE rnA 1" WE ~n WHEN CLQUIDED BY

IF IT E !DONE WffHOUT

INER.IlA y..,U KEEP YOU Il:.1JNNlNC THE
lREAD MIlL OfRlEPfAT PATIER.NS SO ALWW

"EEELIiNGS"

ID«I1 YOU STOP lHE CYCl.L
001.£

.AND YOU \VnL flND'THE
liN Sn.ENCE ruNE

YOUR: SELf; TO REl\oWN SIILENT•

USE THEM THE WAY IT SHOULD BE
GR_Q!lJND TO W.!\LJ{, ON -:NOW"
WITHOUfTHINKING

INfO YOUR. AW ARENlESS AND

0 SA rna EACH O[:)STAO....E IF

"fO FOU.oW ANDTH E"

GRACE .ISTHE i!V\AF.

THiElONG

roun. BOX
...1)1:

DO'NT CIN... our ANYn-HNG FROM
6RM.FJFEC
FOR lifE IS POWER.

rs ,I

OF

HJ\S ON 01llERS

USEQ WTIlH A fAIR HANO
TI~E QUIET TI lAT UJ;5 AT TI.IE IN CI rAQS AND \o'ISE VEflSA
TO BE HAD AND EXf>ffilENCID

EMBRACE HE MONtlNlS OF SiNUUNESS
LEARN m~JOY FOR. T11ERE
A LA.RGE MtOUNf

NOT LEFT TO FADE..

HEART OF THE HURlUCAN£.oF IUTM05ll..Y

rs JOY

YOUR UF£

THERE IS AND ALWAYS BE

OF SUPfElillNB

AS THIS STACE AND All. STA:Cffi...
TIllS IS OUR. EXBRGSE FJEIJD TO

LfA.R.N AND GROW ~N.
EMBRAOEIT..

SooG,~d,A]bijm. ade {l~ the' r~u~r~ijg~ m

M,E, MYSELF, A~D AY·SES

-

..

.

-.

Arts OmbroHu

~(JW

n.ow

today

1. I fir-it saw' him walldngtbm wIthout my intenfb.liJiUi thell I 'thou,ghi t,o myse.Jf 'what a ha:ndsome man! bu"tif I had known, then wh~ll know fioOW, f,od_ay I would have sadly waIk,ed ,!I,ay Baby }'ou know that I wanted 'to love yo-u And Y011 kn@w ex:iIId]y whart lid de, Lshould have seen fhtu J'OUt poliShed am-om but I didn!f see it then
2. his ey'e~ were so dreamy "I[!',," -d- ttl: cit d m ~eI(LY - b"_f! a_I__a~~'e~. e' closely, oh h~n., I wished we' wel~

-'But 'if I bad felt then
what I {!ee[
,[LOW;'

loday

] 'WO'uldhave DOt\' ha,ve thought it w.ould be 'tltis' gr,ay. B~;bf ,ou know that I.wanted to lave yOU! ABdyou knew exadly what Jlddo. J should have seenthru your polished. amour
but I didn~tsee it then I only saw wh,at I believed, in: IIU ne'v,e:r forget you turned ,away Even tbollglh I know you (QuM not Sbly. 3. B:n~:iiS'e4tho~e J!l1ome:n.tso:f bealUty
'my llcem1 s-endS":shiven to Dl£sfiU regrets I'm in, his adinirati'on for me

but if I had: seen then whal: I see now, today I would not have allowed fi'lyseU 1)0 feel this way Baby you know that I w"'alnted.to love you And you kifi@W exactly what lid do. I :sh'(]ndd have. seen 'Hmii y:our polished anl o'i11'
1

4~,then. the-r,e was no nothing DO pllODe ,ca.Us,IlI!QJnOl'eanswering eeling you "Ie j1lts,t-feeling $0gy 191" me but if thad! tasted- tPep w bat Ttaste I1JO'W;, today

but .1d.idn't see it then

the bitterness of hem break. 'Would have kept me away. Chorus;

NOT DONE CHASE .ME TI~ROUGH MY DREAMS TELL ME YOUR HEARTS WHISPERS SET TI:-IE STAGE, BE ENCAGED STARTING wnu JUS]"'ONI:. BE..ENDO·WED, DRAW A CRcrWJZ) DRINK AND 8E MERR.Y~-ENJOYTHE 11ME FOR.IT WJIL NOT COME AGAJN. THOUGH IT IS A CR1J\1E
j

TILL WE MAKE THEM COME TRUE AS I·WILL TElL YOU

HAVE .Al.or OF ruN.

LIVING IN THE SUN.

Tl1iNK1NG MAYSE TO BELIEVE YOU WI=1EN YOU SAY.IHAT YOlrRE·MINE ALTHOUGH YOU WOUlO LEAVE " '~.-," · .11-.£1 FOD AN··'O"IIIUER-. S'WE£T·-·· _!, ,. A',_',' NO FINE OR ARE YOU TRULY MINE?
,'11'-'.,"
I:
'I

NO JvtA ITER.. E' YOU'VE WON.

.

-

-_,

REQUIRES P'AYMENT --SACRIH'CE
A SHOW OF THI&

LOVE

YET:fNTHAT

to PUT YOURS£LF
iN HA.RJv\'S WAY
TO GIVE A VERY *DEDICA TID ~O..oNE OF

nlE ABmLITY

MOVIES OF ALh lIME...
"300' D-IIE .POWER
OF HJSlORY COME TO LIFE"

MYFAYORUE

DEEP RIGHI OF PASSAGIE tN)"O LOVE~ EYE . .0 BE:WlLUNG TD DIE FOIt .IT. to BE Wm.ILINC.
TO BEEA.CH OTHER'S

IHRlJ

OUT OUR IBA TTLES
WHILE SURFING THE WAVES

INHRiMiAR Y.

I LUV THAT MOVIE.

ON OUR SOARD£, OUfl SHIELDS"
FLOWING DOWN THRU THE RIVER UF[' 'rAIENJ' PRACTICE IS IlEQUIKID TO OBT AIIN THE RIGHT

or

TO GA]N THIS lOVE TIlE LOW POINTS Of LOVE ARf: MOST OFTEN FOREFRONT.

EYlER Y THING AND ALL ,ASSETS. WEAKNESS 15 UN11L YOU IDENT[FY IT
TlllEN If CAN BE USED AS A
1'0 GJVEYOURSELFTO A CAUSE. YOU MUST LET GO OF YOU

MOVE FOR.;WAR,D, UTIUZING

TO wrrusr AND mAT.

lOOL OF SlRENGTH
nJEEGO

IN YOUR BEUEFS. TO LOvE-

YET HOLD STEADFAST

cried bJ' motUn the loss I screamedto stop ,the pain I fought to protect my love

I gave in only ,tofeel blame
I ~deepto dream of hop'e Ia.waken to' see' misery

standing

in mY' way

blocking m.y.feat Bu,t I will not back down instead rn reflect my needs place them on the ground to ma:Jke a path for my f,ee't to. go forward asl must

through the t'hick and ,thin to cJeaJ(' away the dust
frorn the Iove and warmlkfl'om within I don't doubt I will make it this race I've run feels, assured

tOlrall t.he trouble its caused m~

there's a ["oint somewliet',e" JIj_luned mis,sed it :along the way can't quite s,ay
except to DIy dismay .must have slipped through today.

SOl m.anypeop[e~ashing about some feel cl1owded. fined with doubt 110wers that spike, animals, we kill w,atel' thatls ,dirtyI Dodies tbat thrill the screams are so vi.vid, 50 deep. the laug;hta's 50 evil iit seems "tospeak cheers and sneers of the creatures ar-ound sema],. parental to,getkel' here bound 'fiYou're Prime Evil." I've been t01d but wharf's not evil is som.elbing toO behold '"You"re a fake," 01:''80 they seem to tnmk assuming they know ever.yun,e :that blinks, the valley of vision holds everyone's soul and until. you have been th.ere you're: on parol ~o sleep and dream. of thin,gs to come, think and realize what you'say might be-d.um:band don!t ever' hold back o,n.ynur feeling6, "eaase sometllJing might ha,ppen", some kin.d of dealing, toitake a. love f-rom. life,
ownexiistent::e with a knife to me tbis is
yOW'

to live for less to read the streets to use what you .find to live in peace beUtvi.ng only you learning what islnile having wkat you need finding yomf means
!C'laimingfor you.rself

personal wealdt remember w:here you came from watching where you go 'keeping yourseH sane hom thin~ that just donll grow
'fmdling
yOW'

-nretche

keep to' the sear,ching eternal umest until y'Ottr mrentmal !!n:duf:io:n is filled usIng what you h.a,,'"e cling to w:ha~you know f:ilndrng yout Bm.itatiDnS Sfr:d'(hing them so as to Cl',eate fw.m within learning ,to be wi,thout defining wllat is in and stand. ag:nnst lhe crowds ,grasping for the Bloment that'sall youllave to do besides, the obvious jargon

"beInte to you
fraltaniz.in:g with the locals wal:eh :i't aloiOgthe way beweruy ([j,f s'h'anprs be aware of today

to take

,an a

f'Ormaliity destrUJction. o£ n.orDlanll:y~

dose your :moudt when unsnre
become blurred and Eight your solidarity at ~ery single' turn baby IQ me this. is- just tbe destrudion of normality
t]jjn~

when

¥idim
.last nj,ghit I feared

befo1"e anything bappened because of wh,atw3.S befor,e I cried for £eM'
:Dil.y

fears wluuldl catch me

the fatlherls and Dodlerls, of know ledge how we condemn evil sins, prete~ndthey dOIl'f exist whine all the while they ereep in ca:sting"';.(fi,e;,inn.ocel!lH::e into exile What of the victim 'We' try to' :forget can, we Iryto, see it give love to ,lea~it huo.re roo many years i, hOlpe; leis.
Too. much .1ostahe:a,d,y too soon Rot emougb done bu!t ruined

and .~ock. ttl" behind. dOiSe:d doors me for the .. fears instilled in me were placed so cowMdly
that )[Qould. l1i.ot see

desp:ile eve'lll me that .my feam were hyin,g totdck me last ni:P:l ] bled to hide because my s@ll'WitS toe calraid but Dnw I see flte ligltt there's a chance still that I ean .fi,ght. 1Nhat of fhe victim WEi 'try to forget would we, c10uld we trade p,lac@s? Not ina milHoD years I bet. chan<G@is all we want w'e vi(tims, (iI,E (:~umsb:niCe leve is all we hope 1m" not a blind. eyed duee BecatLse of a11 ,the "Wl'Ongs W@ try Ito avoid .A

to be, saved from tlh,f!' evils dt,at hunf us ,aU down, Wf!' need to firs·t beleive. its here, and rdl aJ'9W1d
next 'w,e need

to. open.ih@a:rhi

to, look a,t ourselves, for a s,l;att webetter tlu~nthey? we condemn t;O know but can It play their part? embrace "their pain as if it was your own take the :steps of ~venH,Qn let them not be alone
$,hqw th~
[q"lt,c'an

heal ,aU wo:unds

and life win be restored, re:fll!ewed.
What of the victims we is-me tbii!ycam.'t take U:~mUdtlonger eann'ttake much lQOl'!e' I can'l take it' any loo:p'il'

swept. Udder carpet made to loo;k like a ploy

thepaifi

aicklrt(l,'wledpd How can,we caU ourselves
fiDt

tbe Uu'fh e:ICplained

,;U'\T3,y

cQula.n It lev~ befot"e',

l\Ibaf

tf.,..•

If;my bea:d .dded 1\0 ~eave mJ;!' ,afid my WJ~sjust ran ,IIIWOlly

if my IitilogBwmt on, vru:altion wbt 'ClOldd i r.:ea_8ysay?

if my vo.ice jltSit WOl!sn:~ttalkillg becaJus,e mrytih!roa:f got in Ut~ way i1tmy eU)O'wswere on ;stdke ItoR!l'~te's~ th,e: bees giviJng ~way audmy ,fing;eFSw~ Dol w(Jitking with. my wrists for Htey ;weIietoo pOOl" 3 grade my ankJ.:es;. bl(l~bad,f1;,ol'li1l !ho,ldij1.g QItI: to too iii.tu::hwa~eit f~ Itli.edaiy.
J

Ho,w Itu:(!.(ti(l(J!.? What would I ,'o?

(own

Chows

Do, you lmow whlJIt yow d do i'( ithappen:e.d to Y'oU!?
1

llmy hair attaek@dmy @1'cs and tried to riplhem f[om me
,if ,my ll,a,n~s ,<tlle_ed. my stom~l1 and D1:ined.my brain with gr,~cd se.chlng for ~eIJ Mt of weilllfh to, ,pay tIolbe i[IJ~a!l1.e", lofe;ed if m,. legs 'I'Vow.hln'f st\~ nDilmifl,~ aId caaiedtay boil) far truro me iJ1' my lUoulih Wa3 ~e;nby my teeth ,and.my ears wou~d:n;ttlIearthe deed beeause iit Was a:fr.Hd to lJe kill,d. by the same decree.
Cbol'iU!s

lIow cor~Id I h;rooti.Ol'I.? 'Wha:1 w~tdd I ,do?' DI[I!you knoyq witt. ~ora~d do if it .lhappe1l.ed to y,oUl1' in, this le_ple/lhis pla__t'!;et whk.hWB live. flti;s.body we Me faking fJl(lm was bor.nto giv:e.

Choms; [keep pushing myseHforward Baby steps, baby steps Hopin:S Iwon't lose myseU again Hoping ,this wDID hQmy chan(!e ToOmove en f-}1om here Anc1help my heart begin to he,aI When Ilhink of others I ,tfiink of you too Memories erys,tal clear Of good moments shared And. held dear Kfio,wiug tbeit-e will be more as long As I remain s:kong .. Things keep geUingcompUc',ated, and I :wo.ndex how it all began Hope you wonl't mind 'my love If 1 change mymimd again Dontt thirtk for a second That I'm jU5Jt a form of. deception My heart is as p1.l'I'1e s the san a May'be itls ,3. misofJOft€:eption Re:Decting lam the one

systemJtkaJy inclined ropass
alomg'iLfwe we_re'

not seeing eass
steam el,pme loose

passive pussy,cat on the pt,ow,I
gears s~jfted aHtfle seDse being' ~ifted

,Id being fowl

Ioose an.d - - ,J up'lIomWOtt WOU.Du - •• 0". ,eompullsively 'in gravity

I

tliey hover about not 10 ntin but waverinl ) sHAky tlunu~ out fh·e vidnUy iDtl1isl tie place hit

I_~

m)!.bowels; VD1WeIS, net'Vous pussycat
tltiik

X.eal
E'\re,--~~e _..[ tll....i,-kI-oi' _lIs - 1I;l6'"-'o, Up ~ _ Ply nun _ ,tIt-"; ,-'O'lIJot l,e :-1'1. ,(,d .. ____J,:Y~;I!,Dl Jl!aJ D.__ _ . g_ TheN'; y,o,ugo d.amg som~thing that's so sweet and. kind Trying to-b,eJieve :in ,a, f,ant,OlLsy
7

II'

'-,

Hop:in,g to

ll1ak;e

it Ral not just beav,enly

.R.e:arl"s W'ha!t I 'Want to ,give i Re,al,.is wh.at I ~a.n·t to f'e,el ltealj' isw.hat you ,are to, .JDe: Real, I am. can.it you ;see .. Played this !a. trillion tim.es before Lom:dkn.ows its hue To be. the perso~,tha1t >eacli OiJ'\e ba,d in ~tni.nd Tfi.eu.fi:i:veJ'se~nQiWsth.a,t I tried To be·the pe:rson that ea.cb one had in mind Cried enough. about it I can't bl!.a.m.e nobody D'ied ipside W'i.thout it stUll I HlUst believe

has rain ,of spri.ngbrings b 1(Jl(:lIns foOr,th, o mtlke a ltnul r-ejQidlfg t that special day UPO"I. 'whidt

Yet Qtw,tl"e1" yet",· plls'faway with the

w.~born ,~million
thi$i
d4Jj

some

f/U-I,Y

6aY, some m,ay say
briJUanf

that ,burned' out quiddll
is
(!'ve,'f' preciQWf.O

stRinr

't(llme

the 13irth (Jf a b'aby baby
sweet: 'i:Jl1:IQCenCe

brand new

ch,orn:;;
I got over you tmdghtt'
I got over you tonight!

Sweettne.ss, Did yo-u. ksQw?'

Sweerne-ss, Do you ''''eaUy CIU'(!'?
I BOH"t want you in my life!

I don't want you in my life 'caus,e it would be ,such a sad .and fOQUt;h mockery Sweetness,
I realized' I could

be.'

without you il~ my life'
:S,o

2 the raindrop,s fall

to the grou,,,,d to the ground
I bend ,dow.", to bury

my ,brokeuheafl in the e.arll,

b,.tJ.ndeif dues ana /mi,lizit!.'d it with the gifts thai l,loom within

of every true bel"itmef' tha.t

:-=!........__ l:::;:_~..........:_......... .:::::::~=!:.~~~~~~:.::.J~_.::.:.._ _:on this earth.

eV1eT

walkc,d alone chorus;x2

BREAK nn; SP:EL.L.
SMALL AND PR__ECIOUS, SHE RE:MA1NS TO BE .D,ESPlTETHE SE'ACE B.ETINEEN US 1 SEE CAN.l GIVE RE1f'1HE SECOND' ,CHAN'CE.IF I RE1vIA1N .smCK?
.HOW DO .lElNfJ RELEA:SE TO BlUNG US BOTH l-'VHA.T:wE' NEED? WtG,lVE rN TO m.ISF£'AR__.AND LET US Born BLEED?

THE .AGONY AND ECSTAG¥~ OF SBAR.€'FllN'G THIS SHELl. mE AGONY AND .ECSTACY, TRYING 1:0 BREAK THE SPEl.L AND BRING HER I1A..CK TO ME SA-lART SWEETNESS .ALL ROLLED H'J'l'O.DER SHOWS D.ESP.m THE L4(~KrHA'T 8E'f'JIVEEN GROWS 1\fY SISI'ERt51.0ST As SHE .RUTS ON A FACE TO SAY ITS OKAY HOW.DO 1 BEAT DEfEAT, TOlJRlNG US .80TH WHAT WE NEED? IF J GIVE INTO THESE TEARS AND .DROWNED W.MY OWN SEA'!

us

They say they den'! 1roQW W . at broog\tt IDe llere They ~aythey don'I thinkl'U get out fulmltw: Bill if roy heart is s\rollll. maybe 1'\l.liI1IllllY wi1'/ ,omehow W And leroy heart is strong enollgll, I'll gil. <J\l't ;inyho Grcovid to the m~sic Sweet as sunshme Clem as my beart -Only want some \im~ Given way too mwih Give~,'backtbe bllWS Sexy ~(f,uch Nothing and everythililgctrlle. They ho~ speIIt adjuilling, tl)'ing 10 nnd that look Tile 'make-~ and wardrobe, ttym-g to le:atcn. yom eye Tlw pllin S\lf(ered ~b, trying to please yOIll"mind Give ii.)iust a little) I win ease your. time

r~t

(b~Qovin"to the music sweet as sunsh_1ne Clean as my heart Only want some time, Given way too mucb Giv,tn bactthe'hlues SelY ouch Nothing and tyerything tru,e

Comes with time WhenJ w',as young I believed ,in fa nta stic fan tas Y Science jictio'H.andthe Easter Bunny 'The too th fairy and the lJ(u,gie man Superman-Sup:erw'01nafl and the X"'meft
I ,l:J,e'lieved the pomersabOVelt5 or bidow' lean'fn!l,u·enceus:,

build us' up .O'f break U'S doumI believed iu, trust, l.flVJ!, dev:otion:, and belief 'itself a:"d 'thOS;f b'eliefs au 'What kep·t 'l1u!from.:utte:r lyha1Js Asl grew I lea,meilthat prese.nts that aren't there
.don'f mean thnt youa:r:e bad that chocolates thataren"t hiding

don:t mean !fIO« were forgotten" tbat.no moneyYlJur p'illo'llJ
,iloesnrf mea:» yaujl're worth.leps 'fha:tdurk scary' placesr

u:nlown

to you

C.Rit~thold

y,ou/oo,z,ishlylorwtf'

Be'Ca:u~,ethe allusi,on~ offeat only hafJe'po'Wief'over!JlJu
in I i$ame4 that super' he:roes.;..tt¥-eu"t only in the funnies. b"tin OUThe'tfrts there"s ,"_ heroin each one of llS don't worty' utlweve'llthing comes with time with tj'me everyfhing is fOllndr '.;.'- mme. xl cv,e:ryt11• comes WIl,.. .,,' -Ulg ' ..

if !lOt:, let them

ON~ MORETIME

Men I met ,you 1 was so sad :n blue A prlrpos:e to beUev.e Sa I !9U,auJed through D,tspite' w'hat.I was going thmngh
*..:f*See I was ,afool then. I ifidn't ,k",DW' then You took my JieartaWQY
Then you gav,(!" me, you gnvf!"}TI:£

Thinking w,e'would ,be Together forever How could'l,b'e so nieue <So tell. 'it to me ONE MORE 'TIME
Now I've left y,ou, I left you 'sometimes st'iU feeling sad nblue What 1t:a:me to see ... -"

Is ;who I'nt?-eded to belOT me
go,tt!ll YfJtl needed 2 M,en I left you, l,d'id what 1ne'eded 2
y,QU

And I wish,

+1knet» I grew then when I left you then and fhat'ls h,ow' it :must "stay given :my heart beai« my looe you de/eat how could 1 be S'D nieue <so ten it to me ONE MORE TIME

X6:>

Chi-ching'
Chorus;

I don't need your
-ch ..ching, ch-ching

whar :you tlhimk ahOlll. that!> x2 wa:nil;~n'l lNil;h }fOur H~t (lllik. roll b dlrowing ]t around with no cO~lJl:r'Oill

thinking I

1zy1.J"lg 10 buy my aJlfecttt"ln:s nfi't see y(: ur attemions

djr,~oring every ,con,rers~trioll

towards ~'nu.. 1"IlOI1(:Yf yOll:" occupation you dent.have a per'S'on~~lY mrl~Jrrui"Uf;r1Jefur yuu all Y·I)l1 ~ laVe is money

problems lWitih. respect you feel the ned. to reflect b1lJ.ltt srulhl.g on !OU!l'" head
. ·ou c,~[k.in' birinaiead s tlJiinking .ou're convincing me your !lifesty.le i. justa f<l!l1l"3lSy s reaching to get.yonf Jill.

I look :Lile prey

"1

[01'

you

110

kill.

itcomes as no .surprise
that yO~l don't s e }lo1.l!r own lies actions speak louder than words empty is your ihe;rrI",M)ul dismrbed never 1..0 titk.:e u,.'>p!Jn&ibilruty
Y()l~prekl,1d

}'l)tll'1a~ th~ ~ilibili1y

the money yon lilt; to throw aI-c.:llmd dne'~,fI'lb.ring you closer ItO be fOUJ1(t

Trirp into'

th,eoc:::e1on

Of our Iliv,es and let be
Sedul:ed -- bCcWOlves - --- - - - y .- - - Iinto o,olr drives of beUef (oIIPITUIrI~d1eyes, you·'veltaken 'me Smililing lI1,eoll"l, owollkened mle ,And you plr,omi'sedyours.e,lf

to be d[iiffer,ent then 'he res,t
th'ot ilfs. tlimle t,o 'a'ove mly gri'ef to j'he next
'SID

given
put

YOlllir IOlu'ghinQ

soull

and hand i'n mine_ The forJunle ',ellier

To.dOle

.I'd r@'lmalin oilione BUI' Jn 'youlI" IIlrm s

halve ',ollod my only
True ho,me

And' shu:e e,verylhing Comes wi.tb ":'time' IU;ke on old mlDvii,e
We-'l!'d OIU Illik.e' to
A'g
1IiilO... w'e m~Yl51

se-e
e

blr

otll1,

To Gurse·lve s be: kiln·d fl_dJ sU besiide y'Ou an'y'UJme I·dl toke you 110 the S,EUI Ilf only 10 hold y,our g,aze To keep· ill like a dir,e,om And IwUI never forget who'

You

liusf

let me se e ,

A BOOMDARY FEOD
fnvrstble

JInes o·f dIstInctIon
W i'tb
7

TIJ re'FleG',Eljon I't ls

BUit,m'g mtnd sees. only I~he rearR~ Of my own boundurtcs
".\j; ....

'rhmt I see gau sen'cfmeut

good in'[~n'E

~w(nf! 'BiU 'gOll see Ine ugum
My frf,end
You vEtil see ID,eagHin

Its true Mg beart. r,f~ gtVes ',f~oyuu~ <Ongl'ued~ uJ1g1ued'~ boundarg feud X2.> a
1I4f:.Grrn gO(1 -ForgIve line I'·F1 choose No~b lean to

WOl',B I,HI1 you

see'mg heart' So ',£1'U8-

Or cross rug bormd orIelS Onde'rsfnndlng~ ltrrf tf be x2

}b)

tlost 'YOU true~ when r dream t dreum O'f you Wonderm[ whatever WIn J do

been hl'Ft

oat of ',Ebe loop sino

What wrll I do When 1 dream! ! dren~D o·f you <uoqlued, (1ng]ued~n boundupy' "'eud

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Divine

JIi~~I,~

~ Found another dime this

Dropped another dime today Lost alittle time to. play

way~~AL$~~§ii

Anxious thoughts made me delay Crossed my place where I stay

Lost sight of what to say Gave too little, too much, all the same
Dropped another dime today.

Kepthearts
Need to open from the start
For true union to become A true part of the divine,

Catch yourself standing' lost ~ time
With no help do you find.
If you are lost just stop cryin' Change your path in your mind What's in your heartwill redefine

As long as you accept the tine
Even the universal spankings are a crime
If you don't catch your self in time Open my heart

Allow this to start
For true union to become I am a part of the divine.

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RRU'SIT'IC-- REAS' 0'·N'
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A JOURNEY

OF THOUGHT'S AND PHIL,OS,OPHIES, TH.RO'UGH MUSlC" ART , LITERATURE, AND LYRICS

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