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Papaji Not My Twin Flame – Healing Does Itself – Being Divine
I guess I'm just more comfy writing than going live, lately, so here goes. Don't know how to say this, but going to give it a try. You know how you have certain things, lovely things lets say, to which you're really committed? There are things you really believe in without any doubt. Like that. Well, for me one of those things is Truth. It means the world to me, and it's been a lifelong love that's only grown over time. Well, I'm going to give a personal example, here, since it's the most recent and clear one. I had only one question for Ken at our session yesterday – which is strange in itself – and it was this: is Papaji my twin flame. Just that. For those who don't know what is meant by twin flame, it's a theory I rather accept As we Light Beings descend and take incarnation here in the 3rd plane, our wholeness quite naturally breaks out into its dual aspects, or male and female. Though we are one and whole, to enter into this level of being – well, it's the level of duality, and so the wholeness comes apart like that quite naturally. (This only happens our first time down, not every time.) What was one is now a woman and a man. They are still the whole, still the one, yet each in 3D are also whole in themselves. They are twin flames. They will attain their wholeness again on ascending up and out of 3D. That's the theory, anyway.
Meanwhile, they will go through maybe millions or billions of years of embodying, sometimes together, sometimes apart. It will feel quite special when they're together, as they are really two sides of one coin. This is to distinguish from what is called soul mates, of which each one may have any number. These are beings whose place on their path is somehow similar or mirrors yours in some way. Your development can go handily together at that point, so you're soul mates. At some other point you might not be well matched at all, so it's less to do with the being than with where you both are on your path. Knowing that Sita had been consort of Rama for that life, I naturally wondered how close the match was. I felt really, really close to Papaji, but I just didn't know, so I asked. I got such a lovely answer – Ken often gives those. He said, no, except to the extent that he would be twin flame to anyone so in love with God or Source, for he is, too. Something like that. Yes, I quite agree that those who are crazy in Love with Source are mates in some awesomely deep way. Okay, what Ken said resonated – it felt right. Thus, I had both inner and outer confirmation and could accept what was said as being true. Keep in mind, I am a real Lover of Truth, which to me is elevated to the status of the divine - too sacred, too high and holy to soil her feet in 3D. And yet – and yet. Here it is, just over a day later after getting this news and what do I notice? I notice a certain level of disappointment – that's the closest word for it, though it isn't quite that. I notice that it hurts a bit, so that it is taking some time for me to let go of the idea. What does that tell me? First, it tells me I had more hope that it was true than I knew – that he was my twin flame - which is interesting. So often I surprise myself that way, not really knowing self as well as I had thought. But the bigger thing I'm noticing is that, even though I have a clear reading on what is true, that I didn't absolutely jump at it and embrace it, completely. Instead, there is this sort of dragging of feet in the acceptance. Yet I say I love truth. Do you see? Those two don't match. What we have here is the dichotomy, the duality on parade. She
is and she isn't, she wants and she doesn't. What I wanted to both work through and share in this journal is how we are divided that way – and how it is quite okay. It's very fine not to be perfect, not to be straight down one line or another – the line of your belief. Much better to truly know the self, than to boss it around, telling it how it should be and keeping it in line. Now, I don't know that this could be called my dark side – the one who isn't leaping into the arms of Truth fast enough to suit some part of me. Still, it does fairly represent the duality that's quite natural in 3D – that which we're all in process of healing, just now, as we get ready for our ride back home into higher dimensions. I wanted to share how natural the healing is, and how it requires no effort at all – just observation. That's all I give it, anyway. It is what it is – and it is just how I feel. Yet, I know I can trust this real Love of Truth that I bear. That Love, by itself, will do all that needs doing – it will heal whatever breach there is, whatever imperfection in my loyalty to Truth. We can trust in our divinity. Thus, I can just let it be. And I watch – not knowing how long the healing will take, the getting over that which was outside of Truth. All is well, in other words. I can rest in the imperfection of the whole thing – knowing perfection is what is real, what is truly underneath all the rest – and perfection will win out, just like Truth does. I don't know if that is clear at all. It feels really good to me, though, to be sharing this, here, though, getting it down. I'm watching the self being danced, and it's fine. Even seeing so clearly what looks to me like imperfection in self, yet this, too, is okay. It has to be – since it is what is, and that's all I have that is true and is real. We come to the place, all of us, when it's okay to just be the self – when we can truly accept us for who we are, warts, pimples and all. Do you see? Do you see your own divinity peeking out, yet, there where you are? Are you in Love with that? If you are not, then I suggest you don't really see it quite yet. Keep looking. You, too, are perfect – you are divine – and the divine always loves the divine. Like magnets, they are – it just works that way. I guess it's really that they are one, themselves, and not separate – something like that – thought I don't know.
Anyway, let's all be about pulling up and burning every weed in the Belief Garden that says we're second class, that we're not divine, that we're “only” human and all that. Those are lies, sure enough. We are now, and have never been anything else but divine. Just because you play a part in a show or a play that's the villain or someone less than divine, that doesn't make you into that. Let's not forget, we're an actor in each amgodiment – we're not that. Relax back into who and what you truly are, my friend. You can trust That One's arms to be there for you, to catch you, and to tell you that yes, you are truly divine. You are Source energy, wrapped up in form, come down for a day and a play, and who stayed rather a long while and got a bit lost. Tune back in to that. Let go all the shame, all the blaming of self for absolutely anything – anything at all. The whole concept of right and wrong got so tainted, so very twisted up that it was used to punish and be cruel. That was a misuse of the pure mind, which hasn't been pure for some time – but you are. You could be nothing else, nothing less. You, my friend, were never touched by any of it. As Papaji says, Nothing Ever Happened . It may sound nothing but strange for you, now, but that's fine. One day it will make perfect sense. Meanwhile, your heart, your spirit knows just what it means, and takes great comfort in it. You can feel into that. Even though your mind may not get it, you can still benefit, can still be blessed by it. Feel it! You are divine. You never fell. It's all one big lie. Yes, we've been abused. Yes, we've been used and misled. But wait – before you go too far down that path, remember this – it is only mind that was misled – never you – never the real You. You are Source energy, my dear one. You are That. Source can't be deceived. The closest I've found to be back in the arms of Source is here within heart. You can get the aroma, the scent, the feel of the divine One and the heavenly Love, there, somehow. I don't understand how that can be, but I don't waste a minute trying to figure it out, either. Who the heck cares about such things? It's only mind. Drop that, and be free! Right now, right this day, you can be free of such things. Just walk away from them. They are
nothing. It is not necessary to understand. Heart knows that. Head doesn't. By your response to it, just to that phrase – “it is not necessary to understand” – you can roughly gauge where your particular mind is on the pathway to being tamed and brought home, under heart, a willing servant. But remember – it doesn't matter. It doesn't matter if this is the very first step you ever took to get some distance from mind. That's perfectly fine. Just be comfortable with that which is. That's the very best way. Then mind won't need to be called upon to figure things out. What is, by ts very nature, by its very existence, turns out to be fine – j.u.s.t a.s i.t i.s. Do you see? Yes, I know the bar is set high, there – but if you're seeing it that way then I suggest you forgot something – something important, too. You forgot who and what you truly are – that you're divine. High and higher bars are quite nothing to you. You are That, my dear. Take it in. You are the Divine One, robed in flesh. As Dannion Brinkley loves to say, “What if God couldn't come, today, and so S/He sent you? What difference did God make, here?” You can relax, you see. For perhaps the very first time in your life, or in many lives, you can just sit back and relax, knowing you are That, and that all is well. All is always well. Source is in charge of things. Maybe mind can't see just how that's working, but that doesn't matter one bit. Mind doesn't need to know, and I can prove it to you. How is that? If mind needed to know, it would. It's what Byron Katie calls falling in Love with what is. She has a delightful book where she shares that. You, too, are a Lover of Source. You are Source, itself – not in its wholeness, of course, but Source all the same. And Source is divine, and is ultimately Lovable. Wouldn't you agree? Come Home, dear one. Come in out of the bad weather, out of the worry, the fear, the anxiety you've spent your whole life in. That's the doing of a prodigal mind. That's all. No big deal. Just step away from it, now. It will soon be tame. You can trust your inner Divine nature to see to that. Meanwhile, welcome Home. Put your feet up. Stay awhile. :-)
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