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moclilo mkiTxvelo, dauficeblad damijere, bevrad ajobebda imas daewera sakuTari Tavgadasavali, vis Sesaxebac me vapireb giambo, ufro sworad, vis magivradac me momiwevs laparaki da albaT Senc gagiWirdeba xandaxan Cveni garCeva, rac garkveul dabneulobasTan erTad, did Sinagan Tavisuflebasac moganiWebs kiTxvisas - vinc gendomeba, imas warmoidgen avtoradac da gmiradac ara marto imitom, erT dros, erT qveyanaSi, erT qalaqSi, erTsa da imave garemoSi rom mogviwia cxovreba avtorsac da gmirsac, aramed imitomac (da amas vaniWeb gadamwyvet mniSvnelobas), misi Tanamzraxveloba rom marguna bedma wilad, avad Tu kargad, mec rom viyavi misi Wirisa Tu lxinis moziare, misi mesaidumle, oRond, Cemgan (Cvengan) gansxvavebiT, is dabadebiT avelumi gaxldaT, Cven ki, imis axloblebi, mxolod vavelumobdiT. rac Seexeba Tavad "avelums", Sumeruli sityvaa da Tavisufal, sruluflebian moqalaqes niSnavs. Tumca, erTaderTi wyaro, saidanac am sityvis warmomavloba irkveva, Cemive Zveli rveulia. magram CemTvisac Zneli dasadgenia ukve, Tavidan risTvis damWirda am sityvis amowera saidanRac (Tuki marTla Sumerulia) anda gamogoneba (Tuki marTla Cemi gamogonilia). rac mTavaria, amiT misi mniSvneloba ar icvleba - mainc imas niSnavs, rasac niSnavs, ra mniSvnelobac didma Sumerma Tu im didi Sumeris patara STamomavalma (ese igi - me!) mianiWa Tavis droze. sxva sakiTxia, ramdenad gasagebia am sityvis mniSvneloba dRes, Cveni gazeTebis eniT rom vTqvaT, raoden aqtualuria da ramdenad Seesabameba Tanamedrove cxovrebis moTxovnilebebs... magram mainc dabejiTebiT minda ganvacxado, rom avelumi mTeli Tavisi cxovrebis manZilze yvelanairad cdilobda swored Tavisufali, swored sruluflebiani moqalaqe yofiliyo Tundac marto mis warmodgenaSi arsebuli qveynisa. es ki, mogexsenebaT, arc ise advili misaRwevia da verc is miaRwevda (Tuki miaRwia saerTod), usiyvarulod rom gaetarebina erTi dRe mainc. mxolod siyvaruli aniWebda Tavisuflebisa da uflebamosilebis SegrZnebas da isic Tavganwirulad da usasrulod, gnebavT, uazrod da uSedegod ibrZoda imis gadasarCenad, rasac jer kidev siyvaruls veZaxiT da rac adamianTa miwier arsebobas cxovrebad gardaqmnis xolme, Tuki saerTo, sayovelTao, miT ufro, savaldebulo moTxovnilebad ki ar iqceva, aramed bolomde darCeba calkeuli, Taviseburad damTxveuli pirovnebebis swrafvad, aCemebad, ocnebad, Jinad - risi umniSvnelo, sacodavi namcecebi albaT yvela Cvenganis xsovnaSic da yvela Cvenganis gulis miyruebul kunWulebSic aris CarCenili, rogorc safanti nadiris kunTsa Tu saxsarSi da, amdenad, TiTqmis arc arsebobs.

arc arsebobs-meTqi, vwer da jer TviTonve ar vici, rogor, ranairad SevZleb am "ararsebulis" sityviT gadmocemas. es xom igive iqneba, qars xmeli foTlebis gvirgvini davadga Tavze (Tuki, rasakvirvelia, is mainc mecodineba, sada aqvs qars an Tavi, an bolo). amitomac, es werili arc pativmoyvare qalis dRiuriviT saintereso sakiTxavi aRmoCndeba SenTvis, moclilo mkiTxvelo, da arc mravalWirnaxuli, nacxovrebi kacis memuarebiviT gamosadegi. magram werili TavisTavad uaRresad damaxasiaTebeli atributia saerTod siyvarulisTvis. dRes "epistoluri" urTierTobis mravali saxeoba arsebobs - telefoni, seleqtori, video Tu audio teqnika - magram werili mainc safuZvelia aseve ukve anaqronizmad gadaqceuli siyvarulis imperiebisa. Tavisuflad SeiZleba iTqvas, rom kacobriobam mTeli Tavisi sicocxle dasaweris SesaniRbi da dawerilis amosakiTxi saSualebebis Zebnasa da gamogonebas Sealia. riRaTi ar werdnen rZianasa Tu xaxvis wveniT, leRvis lopoTi Tu gombeSos sisxliT, yornis naRvliTa Tu veSapis TesliT - uTqmeladac yvelasaTvis gasagebi "saidumlo" rom daefaraT rogorme da, imave dros, daundoblad spobdnen TviTonve sakuTari gulisTqmis kvals, xan sifrTxilis, xan simxdalis, xan siSlegisa da xan sibriyvis gamo. ase rom, epistoluri Janris saukeTeso nimuSebi, mourjulebel meocnebeTa da Tavisuflebis dauokebel motrfialeTa msgavsad, ZiriTadad koconze amTavrebdnen sicocxles - kvali ki ar rCeboda maTgan, aramed ferfli. magram es mravaltanjuli da daumsaxureblad aTvalwunebuli Janri, Cemi Rrma rwmeniT, mainc Seucvlelia aqamde da Seucvlelia pirvel rigSi, diaxac rom, gansacvifrebeli tevadobisa da amtanobis wyalobiT. ra unda andoT, ar daitios da ra unda SeamTxvioT, ar aitanos. mec, raki Tundac am Cveulebriv werils vwer, etyoba, mjera kidec misi, misi sicocxlisunarianobisa da imisac, marTla rom waikiTxavs momavalSi viRac Cems nacodvilars. mwerloba ki, kacma rom Tqvas, swored esaa, anda, mxolod esaa - viRacisTvis xmis miwvdenis dauokebeli survili - Tu ver gagigebs, mogisminos mainc - nebayoflobiTi gulaxdilobaa, magram, amave dros, me Tu mkiTxavT, didi veraferi zrdilobaa, sruliad ucxo adamians Tavi moabezro misTvis aseve sruliad gaugebar satkivarebze wuwuniT. marTlac, ratom unda daainteresos viRacas, miT ufro, jer ardabadebul adamians, Tu ratom akeTebda Cemi Tanamedrove yovelTvis imas, risi gakeTebac ar SeeZlo?! anda, kidev uaresi - ramdeni wumpeCamdgari ormo iyo Cems dros TbilisSi da rogor axerxebdnen erTi da igive gamvlelebi erTsa da imave ormoebSi Cacvenas usasrulod?!

dRes, RvTis Zis nayofieri xorcSesxmidan aTascxraas oTxmocdacxra wlis Tavze, magaliTad, ramdenime Cernobiluri gripi erTdroulad mZvinvarebs kavkasiis qalaqTa Soris ulamazes qalaqSi. Tumca, gazafxulma, Cveulebisamebr, isev daamaxinja irgvliv yvelaferi - isedac uSno, uRimRamo saxlebisTvis sveli TiTebis anabeWdebi Seutovebia, rac gaWianurebul zamTarSi moCituli gogobiWebis TvaliT, skolis sapirfareSoebis uxamsi mxatvrobisa Tu mxatvruli uxamsobis hiperbolur nimuSebad aRiqmeba. miwisqveSa gadasasvlelis kibis safexurebi daxeuli kartis nakuwebiTaa mofenili. kibis TavSi boSa qali qvesknelis diasaxlisiviT egebeba momavlis SiSiT aforiaqebul Tanamoqalaqeebs. erT xelSi Jangiani Tunuqis patara mrgvali kolofi uWiravs, "bedis werilebiT" savse, meoreze yviTeli, mobuzuli Citi uzis, "bedis gamrige", moferebiT "boria", romelsac erTbaSad (Tanac sul oc kapikad) SeuZlia gamogiyvanos gaurkvevlobis burusidan da "giTxras", ra gelodeba win. magram xalxs yvelaze metad swored amis gagebisa eSinia da saqmianad garbi-gamorbian Cabnelebul, viwro gvirabSi, viTom sadme mieCqarebodeT marTla. warRvnamdeli, siZvelisgan gverdze gadabrecili troleibusebi ZagZagiT miSlapunoben fekaluri wylis niaRvrebSi. gaurkveveli warmoSobis ormoebic binZuri, qafiani wyliTaa savse. trotuaris gaswvriv damxrCvali, mucelgaberili da fexebgafarCxuli virTxebi yria. afTiaqebis win ki grZeli rigebi dgas: mxdali, nervuli, mouTmenari - moulodnelad erTs Seirxeva, gaiklakneba momakvdavi loqos kudiviT da isev gairindeba kargaxans. erTmaneTis zurgebs amofarebuli xalxi erTmaneTis kidev ufro daSinebiT iqcevs Tavs: gaige? gaigeT? kidev ormoci kaci mouklavs guSin. ormoci?! aki Tvrametio? sxva araferi gnebavT? Tvrameti kacis gulisTvis vin suleli gamogigzavnis grips, Tanac gansakuTrebuls, am siSoreze?! adamiani mkacrdeba wamlis molodinSi. SeiZleba, gazafxulis brali iyos esec. gazafxulze xom yvelaferi marTla rTuldeba, Tuki kargad davukvirdebiT. jer marto sasaflaoze gasvla TqviT. fafasaviT sqel talaxSi fexsacmeli sZvreba Wirisufals. verc yvavili uSovia. romc iSovos, ver iyidis. xels daswvavs. plastmasis yvavili unda gedos jibeSi. mudmivi. cota xans daudeb ferxTiT micvalebuls, gaferTxav da ukanve wamoiReb, isev saZebari rom ar gagixdes xvalisTvis. cxovreba iseTi mamaZaRlia, mkvdris gacurebasac gaswavlis. magram aravin icis, ra moxdeba xval. xval ki ara, dRes ra moxdeba, is ar viciT, ar viciT, erTi saaTis mere cocxlebi viqnebiT Tu ara saerTod. imitomac vlaparakobT amdens, sasaflaos talaxs vzelT Tu wamlis rigSi vdgavarT. laparakiT vmalavT uvicobas. ramdeni wami unda gavides, Tqveni azriT, erTi saaTis Semdeg rom iyos ukve? me mekiTxebiT? diiiax, batono, swored Tqven gekiTxebiT. me Tqvens Semdeg vdgavar. eg arafers niSnavs. Tu mipasuxebT, Cems rigs dagiTmobT. albaT isev samassamoci. darwmunebuli brZandebiT? darwmunebuli viyavi, axla ki, ra mogaxsenoT. mec manda var. aravin aRaraa darwmunebuli. amas velodiT, moveswariT da... gveSinia. ara. imitom gveSinia, amas rom ar velodiT. arc gvifiqria amaze. vin ifiqrebda? erTbaSad iqca warsulad, rac jer kidev guSin maradiuli gvegona. kvarcxlbekze marto cali fexi darCenila. isic muxlsqvemoT. magram viTom esec niSnavs rames?! mobrundeba viTom?! yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi sakuTari TvaliT vnaxe, rogor Caatares mTel qalaqze, devis gvamiviT, wiTeli saRebaviT moTxupnili. bavSvebi Jivil-xiviliT misdevdnen ukan. da mainc, eSmakmac ar icis, ra iqneba xval, poeturi an filosofiuri ki ara, pirdapiri, Cveulebrivi gagebiT: xval, ese igi, dRes, jer kidev Cvens sinamdvileSi, vTqvaT, Ramis Tormet saaTamde (axalgazrdobaSi, xandaxan, gvianobamde rom SevrCebodiT xolme kafeSi, Cvens metrdotels ara marto guneba, garegnobac ecvleboda - marad momRimari da gulisxmieri maspinZeli, erT dabneul, tvingayinul fsiqopaTad gadaiqceoda, mxolod imitom, verafriT rom ver gaerkvia, ra eqna, ra ajobebda saqmisTvis, saerTo axsna-

ganmartebiT baraTSi moeyara Tavi Cveni nalaparakevisaTvis, Tu orad gaeyo Tormet saaTamde da Tormets Semdeg). eSmaki gatrunuli, TvalebmoWutuli uTvalTvalebs yvelafers, ra droc ar unda iyos saaTze, vidre ararsebul momavalSi ararsebul adresatamde miaRwevdes Cemi werili. marTlac, advilze advilia, saerTod ar dadges egreTwodebuli momavali, anu, kacobriobis xvalindeli dRe, rogorc poeturi, ise filosofiuri da, rasakvirvelia, pirdapiri, adamianuri gagebiT. dRevandelobis Semyures, amis saTqmelad ara marto gambedaoba (Tundac nebadarTuli), aramed mizezic (Tundac subieqturi) sakmarisze meti momepoveba da araferi daSavdeba, erTi wuTiT mainc Tu gamovayofineb cxvirs bunagidan (anu, sakuTari gulidan) yvelasaTvis esoden sazarel eWvs. valdebulic var, ase moviqce. raki nebayoflobiT vikisre gulaxdiloba momavlis winaSe, rogorme unda movaxerxo kidec. rasakvirvelia, Cemi saidumlo mxolod da mxolod Cemi sakuTrebaa da rogorc momesurveba ise moveqcevi: minda davmalav (mainc araferi daakldeba amiT kacobriobas), minda gavamJRavneb (isev Cemi Wiis gasaxarad), magram Cemi mTavari saidumlo swored is gaxlavT, araferi rom ara maqvs dasamali. ufro sworad, arafris meSinia, arc awmyos daundoblobisa da arc momavlis gulgrilobisa. Tumca, piriqiT rom meTqva, albaT, ufro marTali viqnebodi. erTisac meSinia da meorisac. magram imdenad aRemateba am or SiSs mesame, saerTod ukvalod gaqrobis SiSi, mgoni ZaliT vateni viRacas Cems saidumlos, im pawia, magram milionTa da milionTa gamabriyvebeli imediT, iqneb viRacam rodismeo... da Tu marTla asea, maSin sulgrZelad unda mapatios yvelam, daukiTxavad, Tavxedurad, uaRresad piraduli interesebidan gamomdinare, rom vapireb sxvis cxovrebaSi SeWras, anu, jer ararsebuli momavlisgan moviTxov yuradRebasa da TanagrZnobas, roca dRevandelobisgan isic ar momiTxovia (gindac momeTxova, mainc araferi Seicvleboda), rac yvela adamians ekuTvnis. da mainc unda vaRiaro, gaucnobierebeli SiSi maqvs abstraqtuli momavlisa, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, es Cemi "werili", rogorc guli migrZnobs, zedmetad gulaxdili da mouridebeli, wakiTxvamde ar misces cecxls, ese igi, Tuki ukvalod gavqri am qveynidan da, mxolod da mxolod, erT muWa ferflad mivemate sakuTari uzneobis koconze aseve daferflil kacobriobas.

diaxac, gviaxlovdeba qveynis aRsasruli. pataris sikvdiliT iwyeba didis sikvdili. Tumca am SemTxvevaSi, ufro TviTmkvlelobasTan gvaqvs saqme, vidre bunebriv sikvdilTan. avelumis mikroimperiis, anu, misi mravalsaxa, magram erT sul da erT xorc siyvarulis Cakvlasa da gabiabruebas gadahyva Tan msoflioSi erT-erTi udidesi saxelmwifo, umkacresi imperia. pataris mospobis Jinma daaknina, daawvrilmana - xan liftiors miugzavnida, xan ubnis rwmunebuls, guli rom gaxeTqvoda uaresad, lukma yelze dasdgomoda, Tuki im dros sufrasTan ijda Tavis dulcineasTan erTad, anda, nemsiT gaxvretil buStiviT CafuSuliyo Tavis manonis sawolSi, Tuki maincdamainc maSin waadgebodnen Tavze. sul kvalSi edga, sul Tan dasdevda aCrdiliviT, rogorc erT satrfialo simReraSia. kiTxulobda mis werilebs, magnitofonis firze iwerda mis nalaparakevs da mere dausruleblad ameorebinebda kagebes kabinetebsa Tu sardafebSi. uTvalTvalebda mis yovel nabijs, misi xelSenavlebi sagnebidan iRebda TiTis anabeWdebs, Cxrekda mis sacvalsac, albaT im grZnobis bacilis aRmosaCenad da, TavisTavad cxadia, mosaspobadac, meoce saukunis meore naxevridan avelumis gulSi rom hpova TavSesafari da iqidan efineboda mTel qveyanas. magram ver mivarTviT. abstraqtul cnebas verafers daakleb tyvia-wamliTa Tu sawamlaviT, meTvalyureTa Tu damsmenTa armiebiT. arada, Tu im abstraqtul cnebasac ar mospobda, verc Tavs CaTvlida zesaxelmwifod, qveynierebis baton-patronad, radgan isic kargad moexseneboda, rom swored siyvarulia erTaderTi maradiuli imperia, romelsac nebayoflobiT, sakuTari surviliT emonebodnen, emonebian da momavalSic daemonebian, Tuki saerTod gadarCeba batoni adami. magram Cemi bunebiT, me ufro lirikosi gaxlavarT, vidre politikosi. meorec erTi, rac Cvens Tavs xdeba, Cemi azriT, imitom xdeba, is rom ar momxdariyo, rac aucileblad moxdeboda, imas Tu ar movaxdendiT, rac movaxdineT. amitom, epoqis suliskveTebis gadmocemas - rac arc ki vici, rogor miiRweva - isev avelumis gancdebis, igive siyvarulis, anu, mTeli misi cxovrebis qaRaldze gadatana vamjobine. yvelafers daufaravad movyvebi, Tundac imitom, Cemi gulwrfeli aRsarebidan gamomdinare, iqneb sxvam, sxvam ki ara, Cemma moclilma mkiTxvelma mainc gaarkvios, daviRupeT Tu gadavrCiT, anu Rirsni viyaviT Tu ara, Tuki daviRupeT da saWiro iyo Tu ara Cveni gadarCena, Tuki gadavrCiT. erTi kacic Tu gadarCeba nebismieri katastrofidan, rasakvirvelia, isic didi bednierebaa. magram siyvaruli am TvalsazrisiTac gansakuTrebuli, gamorCeuli katastrofaa - aucileblad yvela, anu, orive iRupeba, gindac erTi maTgani, Tavisi WkuiT, gadarCes, anu, gindac erT-erTma maTganma, ra Tqma unda, misive Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare, ufro zustad ki sayovelTaod miRebuli zneobrivi modelis Sesabamisad, mainc moaxerxos axali cxovrebis "awyoba", rogorc, magaliTad, sonias daemarTa. siyvaruls rom ar Seswirvoda msxverplad, qmars miekedla. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, siyvarulidan, anu momakvdavi zRvidan, saxeldaxelod Sekowiwebul ojaxs, anu xelovnur napirs miaSura, saidanac misi ukan dabruneba iseTive sisastike iqneba dRes, rogori sisastikec imave zRvidan misi ZaliT gamoTreva iqneboda guSin.

RvTis wyalobiT, laparakze ukeT albaT wera mexerxeba, radgan laparakiT, amdeni xania, veravis veraferi gavagebine, weriT ki, sxvas rom Tavi gavaneboT, aqamde vinaxav ojaxs da... hm, hm... ara marto ojaxs. oRond, maincdamainc darwmunebuli ara var, marTla rom gamouCndeba am werils wamkiTxavi, gindac moclili. magram raki uTqvamT, cda bedis monaxevreao, mec Cemsas vcdi, saqveynod amovibertyav guls, anu, saqveynod moveWidebi xavss, rac yvela wyalwaRebulis xvedria da, imave dros, axicaa yvela wyalwaRebulze, radgan Segnebulad ki ar miiswrafvis imisken, rac Savi dRisTvis winaswar daugulebia, aramed alalbedze, brmad, misdauneburad ebRauWeba imas, rac ukiduresma gaWirvebam moalanda ukanasknel wams. gulisamobertyvis Jinic Taviseburi "xavsia" da roca aqamde miva saqme, marTla SegiZlia damTavrebulad CaTvalo cxovreba. sabednierod, yvela didi wigni ukve dawerilia. me, ubralod, im SemTxvevas vgulisxmob, Tundac im SemTxveviTobas, romlis ZaliTac, maincdamainc, es werili unda gadarCes da erT mSvenier dRes momavlis winaSe wardges, rogorc ukve gardasuli, ukve gaidumalebuli, Znelad warmosadgeni da aseve Znelad dasajerebeli epoqis utyuari dadastureba, gnebavT, mamxilebeli sabuTi. amdenad, es werili im jojoxeTuri koconidan gadmovardnil naRverdladac SegviZlia miviCnioT, romelic Cvenive daudevrobiTa da uzneobiT gavaCaReT da romelzedac ukve ganurCevlad viwviT yvelani erTad: mtyuannic da marTalnic, borotnic da keTilnic, avazaknic da angeloznic, mglebic da kravebic aRaravin gvyavs mimtevebeli, radgan upirveles yovlisa mimtevebeli moviSoreT Tavidan, Savi TeTrad da codva madlad rom mogvCveneboda. yvelaferi ki im dRes daiwyo, melaniam konverti rom daudo avelums magidaze (rasakvirvelia, gauxsneli) - werilia, batono, moskovidano - da gaxsnamde ugrZno avelums gulma, raRac unda Secvliliyo mis cxovrebaSi. Tumca, avelumis imperia pirvelad jer kidev dekembris miwisZvram Searyia, xolo mixvedrili kaci kidev ufro adrec igrZnobda safrTxes da Tu ver aicilebda, arc pirdaRebuli daxvdeboda, rogorc brma da utvino bartyi - dedaCits. jer iyo da, aTi metris simaRle wiTeli Tovli dado svaneTSi. xalxi Tovlis qveS cxovrobda uhaerod, usinaTlod, uwylod, upurod... sicive inaxavdaT albaT. amas didi zvavebi mohyva, soflebi daitbora da saxuravebze gasuli xalxi cas iyo miCerebuli mSvelelis molodinSi. magram dekembris miwisZvram mTeli saqarTvelo Searyia da sakmaod saxifaTodac. avelumi giJiviT wamovarda sawolidan. ZilSi Caesma wignis Taroebis Semzaravi, sisxlis gamyinavi wkriali da jer isev ZilburanSi myofma, erTad mousva xeli Tavisianebs, erTad daayena yvelani didi oTaxis karis WrilSi, viTom es iyo erTaderTi saSualeba miwisZvrisagan Tavis dasacavad. SiSiT ki mere SeeSinda, SuaRamisas, lamis ukve CaZinebuls, roca erTi wamiT goneba gaunaTda da warmoidgina, ra SeiZleboda damarTvoda misianebs misive "sazrianobis" wyalobiT - karis Wrili ramdenime wlis win, remontisas, gaafarTovebina kalatozebs da Tavxe lamis wkipzeRa ido Sesustebul sayrdenebze. fexebi ise aukankalda, verafriT gaiCera, TiTqos misi sxeulis ganuyreli nawilebi ki ar iyvnen, aramed misgan damoukideblad arsebuli da ratomRac mis sawolSi moxvedrili cxovelebi, romlebsac, TavisTavad cxadia, didxans ar SeeZloT uhaerod gaZleba, miT ufro sabnis qveS, da gamwarebulni xtodnen, ZagZagebdnen, ikrunCxebodnen am yovlad moulodneli, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli sikvdilis molodinSi.

mTavari ubedureba ki isaa, Tavad rom aris adamiani yvelaferSi damnaSave, Tavad aris sakuTari Tavis mteri, imitom rom, mTeli sicocxle gaorebulia, gaorebuli ki ar aris, yvelaferi ori aqvs momadlebuli bunebisgan, ara marto fexi, xeli, Tvali Tu yuri - fiqric, mizanic, Tvalsazrisic, survilic... mdinaresaviT or napirs Soris miedineba sul, gaCenis dRidan, da aqamde ar icis, ver daudgenia, romeli urCevnia, romel napirs mietmasnos ufro metad, romels miexeTqos mTeli ZaliT, romels mieferos da romels gaulawunos mRvrie talRa silasaviT. mTeli sicocxle irCevs, magram albaT ise SeuerTdeba zRvas (albaT ki ara, SeuerTda da egaa!), anu, ise daikargeba, gaiTqvifeba, gaqreba usasrulobaSi, araraobaSi, sikvdilSi - arCevans ver moaswrebs, saSovarze wamosuli, xelcarieli daubrundeba gamCens. miwa xar da miwad iqecio, anda, wyali iyav da wylad wadio - miaZaxebs misi maradiuli meryeobiT gulgawyalebuli Wirisufali. da albaT, soniac gadaiwers qmris zurgs ukan pirjvars - ufalo, gananaTle codvili suli monisa Senisao - magram im "monisa" aravis araferi ecodineba, arc cols, arc sayvarlebs. ar ecodinebaT, radgan isic iyo da isic. ufro sworad, undoda, cdilobda, erTic yofiliyo da meorec kargic da cudic, keTilic da borotic, xelmomWirnec da xelgaSlilic, Sesacodic da SesaSuric, qmaric da sayvarelic. amis bralia albaT, Cveulebriv Ralats gonivrul nabijad rom vTvliT, kanalizaciis gamskdari milidan gadmonTxeuli sibinZure moCuxCuxe nakaduli gvgonia da ki ar gvawuxebs, raRacnairad mogvwons kidec, soflur idilias gviqmnis rkinabetoniT gakavebul qalaqSi... amis bralia, erTi da igive gamvlelebi rom cvivian erTsa da imave ormoebSi, romlebic, Cveni gazeTebis eniT Tu vityviT, moZraobas ki aferxeben, magram srulebiTac ar ganekuTvnebian civilizebuli samyarosTvis uCveulo da miuRebel movlenaTa rigs. marTlac, visac ormoSi Cavardna ar siamovnebs, Sin daetios. magram rac gvWirs, yvelaferi Cvens orbunebovnebas rom davabraloT marto, kidev erTi usvindisoba iqneba da meti araferi. yvelani damnaSaveni varT yvelaferSi. ai, arsi Cveni arsobisa! yvelani damnaSaveni varT, magram raki yvelani varT damnaSaveni, aravisa aqvs ufleba, meore adamiani daadanaSaulos rameSi, rameSi mainc. mxolod da mxolod, TiToeuli Cvenganis survilze da, rasakvirvelia, pirovnul Tvisebebzea damokidebuli, vaRiarebT Tu ara danaSauls, romelic SeiZleba arc Cagvidenia, magram romelmac Tavisi Tavzardamcemi masStaburobisa da sisastikis gamo, samudamo daRi daasva Cvens nebismier survils, mizansa Tu ganzraxvas... zedmeti undoblobisa ar iyos, zedmeti ndobac abnevs da, aqedan gamomdinare, acdunebs adamians. saerTod adamiani zedmets verafers itans, verc Wirs, verc lxins. ki amboben, imaze meti Tu ar mieci, rac Wirdeba, gapirutyvdebao, magram, etyoba, mainc adamians gaaCnia. gaaCnia "moxmarebis sagansac". zedmeti xurma mucels gatkens, zedmetma pativiscemam ki, SeiZleba, gamogatutucos da iqamdec migiyvanos, sxvebisganac moiTxovo is, rasac Seni pativismcemeli sakuTari surviliTa da albaT siamovnebiTac akeTebda (Tavs daabralos!), magram am sayofacxovrebo wvrilmanebis garkveva namdvilad ar aris Cveni saqme. gacilebiT seriozuli amocanaa gadasawyveti: ara marto TviTon unda gaverkve sxvis grZnobebsa da gancdebSi, momavalsac unda Sevunaxo gasarkvevad. ase rom, Cemo moclilo mkiTxvelo, rogorc ukve giTxari, jer isic ar vici wesierad, ras SemogTavazeb. iqiT saqveynod cnobili borotebis imperia icvlis kans, aqeT ki avelumis sakuTari, ufro sworad, marto misTvis arsebuli, mis gulSi damaluli siyvarulis imperia ingreva Tvalsa da xels Sua, romlis Sesaqmneladac, vin icis, ramden cecxlSi gavla, ramden yulfSi gaZvroma, ramdeni xvrelisa da soros monaxva dasWirda Tavis droze. magram am ori imperiis dacema, ra Tqma unda, uSualod erTmaneTzea damokidebuli, mWidrod arian isini erTmaneTs gadabmulni CvenTvis uxilavi jaWvebiT. oRond, saboloo jamSi, yvelam mainc

Tavisi mkvdari unda itiros da Tavisi codva moinanios. piradad me, mzad gaxlavarT saamisod da Tavidanve am ganzraxviT aviRe kalamic xelSi, magram es srulebiTac ar niSnavs imas, TiTqos gandidebis maniiT viyo Sepyrobili, ukvdavi avtorebisTvis mindodes Tavis gatoleba da Senc imitom mogmarTavde ase, imaTeburad - moclilo mkiTxvelo-meTqi - ubralod, Tuki momavalSic gagrZeldeba wera-kiTxvis tradicia, cota vinmes Tu ecleba saamisod. ara marto Saqrisa da karaqis, mwerlisa da mkiTxvelis raodenobac daiklebs TandaTanobiT da marTlac, ra unda misces nebismierma wignma (gindac is wigni miletur yaidaze wnavdes sxvadasxva araks), dakarguli drois sanacvlod, mouclelsa da saqmian kacs, romelsac, vTqvaT, rusTavis xriok velze, Takara mzis gulze, Zexvisa da SaSxis kooperativi aqvs gaxsnili, orTaWalis romeliRac daobebul sardafSi qalis windis cexi, xolo axaldabaSi, wyneTs gadaRma, erTi qimiuri qarxnis xela saTburi udgas da nitratebis jadosnuri zemoqmedebis wyalobiT, dReSi ramdenjerme iwevs mosavals. ase rom, Tuki vinmeze iTqmis moclilio, swored Senze iTqmis momavlis mkiTxvelo, dRevandeli usaxelo mwerlebis erTaderTo imedo da gamarTlebav, patrono da gamkiTxavo - Tuki mliqvnelobad ar CamiTvli Seni gandidebis, gaukeTesebis survils. Tumca, Tu saWiro iqneba, SemiZlia mliqvnelic viyo, oRond, imitom ki ara, rame movigo amiT, aramed, Tundac erTi wuTiT mainc gavuRvivo sxvas, vinc ginda iyos is sxva, sakuTari Tavisadmi pativiscemis grZnoba, rogorc Cvens axalgazrdobaSi avelumi uRvivebda davuSvaT, imave metrdotels. imis magivrad, Tavi Sors daeWira misgan, "ar ecdunebina" is Cveni codviT savse, vin icis, ukve ramdengzis sulwawymedili metrdoteli, yvelanairad cdilobda, maincdamainc, Tavis magidasTan daesva, maincdamainc, TviTon gamaspinZleboda, mifereboda da, rac mTavaria, gulaxdilad eTqva misTvis yvelaferi, rasac Cvens qveyanaze, Cvens adaT-wesebsa Tu zne-Cveulebebze fiqrobda. diliT ki, sakuTar loginSi Tvalis gaxelisac eSinoda, adgoma aRar undoda, araferi aRar undoda saerTod da - movidnen da wamaTriono - iRrineboda gunebaSi. magram saRamos, Seadgamda Tu ara fexs kafeSi, isev Seafrindeboda mouSorebeli, mourCeneli survili viRacis gaadamianebisa, gadarCenisa, codvidan amoyvanisa, Tundac sakuTari sicocxlis fasad da, Sen warmoidgine, aRwevda kidec garkveul warmatebas. yovelSemTxvevaSi, aravin modioda SuaRamisas mis wasayvanad, Tumca, nebismieri sasjelisTvis mzad iyo ukve, miT ufro simTvraleSi, da arc gaukvirdeboda, marTla rom moekakunebinaT misTvis udroo dros. samagierod, Zalian ukvirda metrdotelis saqcieli. ukvirda da uxaroda kidec. ufro metic, Tavi mowonda, aseTi zemoqmedebis unari rom aRmoaCnda uSiSroebis saidumlo agentze (imis agentobis ambavi mTelma Tbilisma icoda), romelic, Cvens warmodgenaSi, daufiqreblad, daunaneblad daasmenda sakuTar Svilsac, rasakvirvelia, Tuki zemodan daavalebdnen. rac mTavaria, imasac aSkarad moswonda avelumis magidasTan jdoma, avelumis koniakis ylurwva da avelumis Sexedulebebis mosmena. SenisTana kacTan sasiamovnocaa muSaobao - eubneboda misi gulaxdilobiTa da misi koniakiT gamTbari, gaadamianebuli - CauZieblad da gamouZiebladac naTelia yvelaferio mokled, aSkarad kmayofili iyo, kacad rom agdebda viRac, Tundac misi morigi msxverpli, da SeZlebisdagvarad cdilobda, bolomde kacad darCeniliyo TviTonac, Tundac marto im viRacis TvalSi. yovelSemTxvevaSi, rac ufro Rrmad SevtopavdiT xolme gulaxdilobis Tavbrudamxvev morevSi, miT ufro meti pativiscemiT, SeiZleba iTqvas, mowiwebiTac ki gvepyroboda, rac, advili SesaZlebelia, misi piradi ufrosis taqtikuri Canafiqri iyo da sxva araferi, magram es srulebiTac ar uSlida xels Tavad metrdotels, ukeTesi warmodgena Sehqmnoda sakuTar Tavze da koniakiT Sexurebuls, tualetis sarkeSi mainc CaepaWunebina Tvali sakuTari gamosaxulebisTvis, aravisze naklebi biWebi ara varTo. da marTlac, ra unda gveTxova, ar Seesrulebina CvenTvis. arc nisiaze

uTqvams uari, arc saaTze dauxedavs rodisme. da ase imitom iqceoda, Cvenc rom pativs vcemdiT, Cvenc rom kacad vagdebdiT. magram, etyoba, ZiriTad samsaxurSic didad afasebdnen mis "sazrianobasa" da "gulisxmierebas" da esec garkveul fsiqologiur zemoqmedebas axdenda masze, ris Sedegadac dRiTi dRe meti fasi gvedeboda mis TvalSi, ramdenadac, Cveulebrivi loTebisgan gansxvavebiT, oficialurad aRiarebuli mwerlebic viyaviT, mweralTa kavSiris sruluflebiani, wignakiani wevrebi, da Cvens nalaparakevs, miT ufro saxelmwifos uSiSroebis dacvis komitetisTvis, rasakvirvelia, gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba eniWeboda. magram, rogorc drom dagvanaxva, amaod, tyuilad, fuWad - dRes aRarc Cven viTvlebiT mwerlebad da, albaT, aRarc is metrdoteli, antipo Tu indigo iTvleba agentad. vin icis, rad gardaiqmna, visi saxe miiRo garemoebisda Sesaferisad.

da mainc, roca qveyana iRupeba, ubralod ar SeiZleba, iyo sofelSi da soflisTvis ar zrunavde, anu, guls mainc ar giklavdes Tundac kibeebze Camomsxdari gaficulebis braziani gamoxedva, siqagaclili demonstrantebis RvarZliani SeZaxilebi Tu mzesumziris CenCoSi koWebamde Camdgari momitingeebis utexi moTmineba. miTumetes ar SeiZleba, sofelSi iyo da Tavzars ar gcemdes, sayovelTao ubedurebis mauwyebel niSnad ar aRiqvamde ori dedabris gauTavebel cekvas, maincdamainc, Seni mopirdapire saxlis mexuTe sarTulis aivanze, mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad, saqalaqo transportis TiTqmis yvela saxeobis erTobliv RrWialsa da RmuilSi. sakmarisia, mxarze droSagadebulma Tundac erTma kacma Caiaros quCaSi, rac arc ise iSviaTad xdeba am bolo dros, anda, sakmarisia, wamiT Seferxdes moZraoba, anda, raime sxva mizezis gamo Sejgufdes, Seyovndes gamvlelTa nawili mainc, isinic maSinve aivanze gamocvivdebian da cekvaven. ufro sworad, ki ar cekvaven, adgilze trialeben, viTom vcekvavTo. SigadaSig gaubedavad buqnaven kidec da Wrel WinWebs iqneven Tavs zemoT (aivanze gasvlisTanave rom amoafrialeben xolme bambaziis xalaTis jibeebidan) da ase grZeldeba iqamde, sanam viRac uxilavi, Tuki marTla arsebobs aseTi vinme (yovel SemTxvevaSi, me sxva aravin SemimCnevia im aivanze), ar mouxmobT oTaxidan. magram sxva abriyvebT, Tu Tavad ibriyveben Tavs, erTi cxadia TavianTi bebruli WkuiT, ase uwyoben isini fexs daundobeli drois dinebas da ase ucxadeben TavianT Tanamoqalaqeebs Tanadgomas, viTom, Cvenc Cveneburad vibrZviT imperiis dasamxobad da Cvenc Cveneburad vzeimobT imperiaze mosalodnel gamarjvebaso. orive erTnairad tanmorCilia. debiviT gvanan erTmaneTs (SeiZleba debic arian). Tmac orives erTnairad modaze aqvs SeWrili (erTmaneTs SeWres albaT, sicil-fxukuniT), tanT yvaviliani bambaziis erTnairi xalaTebi acviaT, fexebic erTnair saSinao flostebSi wauyviaT da cekvaven, bzrialeben, buqnaoben mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad. xandaxan ise gamebereba xolme guli maTi sacodaobiT, aRar vici rogor moviqce - zurgi Sevaqcio sarkmels, sanam cekvas moaTaveben, Tu avuvarde da vkiTxo, ra gacekvebT, ra gezeimebaTmeTqi. marTalia, parizSi, pompidus centris win, sakmaod binZur moedanze, gamalebuli iTvlis eleqtrosaaTi ocdameerTe saukunemde darCenil wamebs, magram jer sakiTxavia, dadgeba Tu ara saerTod ocdameerTe saukune. advili SesaZlebelia, kacobriobis ukanasknel wamebs iTvlides franguli eleqtrosaaTi, magram raki, jerjerobiT, mainc adamianebi varT, Tundac gadagvarebis gzaze damdgarni, uimedoba ar SegvSvenis - xeirs ar dagvayris - miT ufro, rom bunebis amouwuravi sikeTisa da qimiis aseve amouwuravi siveragis gamo, jer isev grZeldeba cxovreba, isev amodis miwidan balaxi, isev dafarfatebs yvavils pepela, isev abams Tavis qsels jiuti, Seupovari araqne, isev brazianad dastrialeben krazanebi adamianis xelSenavleb nivTebs, isev vardeba maTlafaSi buzi, RamRamobiT isev wivis yurTan koRo, isev dasdevs ZaRli katas, kata - Tagvs da, rac didad gasaxaria, jerjerobiT, aravis ukvirs es ambavi. aravis ukvirs, kidev erTi (RmerTma icis, meramdene) gazafxuli rom mogvdgomia kars. RmerTma icis-meTqi, radgan aravin ar viciT, rodis daviwyeT saerTod cxovreba, anu, ramdeni milioni wamis win movkaliT abeli. TavisTavad cxadia, pirveli abeli, Torem, erTi Cveulebrivi abeli, albaT yovel wamSi kvdeba am qveyanaze. ase rom, gansakuTrebuli sifrTxile marTebs yvelas, vinc abelad gauCenia RmerTs. gansakuTrebulad gazafxulze. gazafxuli yvelaze daundobeli droa. Jami sxvlisa moiwia, xma gvritisa isma qveyanasa Sina Cvensa, leRvman gamoiRo yvavili Tvisi. magram miuxedavad mravali sikeTisa, gazafxuli ukiduresobamde gaamZafrebs xolme nebismier grZnobasac da sensac da, ra gansxvavebaa, sens movekvlevinebiT Tu grZnobebs. abel, Tofi ifoTleba! (waikiTxe ukuRma). SefoTvla xom igive SeniRbvaa, magram rogorc ar unda SeiniRbos, Tofic nayofiT icnoba. Tofis nayofi ki tyviaa.

ZaRlma- lekvi, Zroxam - xbo, Tofma tyvia moigo.

magram, lekvisa da xbos msgavsad, tyviasac xom rZiT ver gamokvebav?! tyviis sakvebi sisxlia da sulerTia visi sisxli iqneba is, lekvisa, xbosi Tu abelisa. abeli pirveli adamiania adamianis xeliT mokluli uaRresad adamianuri grZnobebis gamo. abeli adamianobis msxverplia, Tanac pirveli, da amdenad, maradiulic - arc is moakldeba rodisme qveyanas da arc misi mkvleli, vidre orives Semqmneli iarsebebs, vidre is ar amowuravs sakuTar arss, anu, erTxel da samudamod ar amouSvebs piridan RmerTisgan STaberil suls da isev Tixad, Tixis usulo Tojinad, gindac yavlgasul vnebaTa yulabad ar iqceva. ase rom, ramdenic ar unda Tvalos eleqtrosaaTma, bolo sityva mainc baton adamzea, anu, TiToeul Cvenganze, ramdenadac adami Cveni krebiTi saxelia da meti araferi adami var mec, adami xar Senc, adamia isic da erTmaneTis mimarT Tundac iotisodena yuradRebis gamomJRavnebam, SeiZleba, saswaulebi moaxdinos, ara marto Cernobiluri gripebis epidemiebi, erTmaneTic agvataninos, Tuki zrdilobis gulisTvis mainc movikiTxavT xolme erTmaneTs. adam, rogor mada? (esec ukuRma ikiTxeba da, rac mTavaria, didi gasavali aqvs dRevandel mwerlobaSi amgvar lingvistur oinbazobebs). gmadlobT, cudad. magram amas ara aqvs araviTari mniSvneloba. RmerTma icis, Wama ufro mawyenaria Cvens droSi, Tu uWmeloba. zrdiloba ki namdvilad aravis awyens, arc maZRars da arc mSiers. zrdilobas yovelTvis Sveba mohqonda kacisTvis da albaT amitomac ar iTvleboda uzrdelobad zogierT qveyanaSi, magaliTad, gamZRarze daboyineba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, zrdiloba yovelTvis exmareboda adamians, Tavi adamianad egrZno, oRond adre, didi xnis winaT, roca namdvilad cxovrobda da roca mis sanaxevrod Cabnelebul oTaxebSi sanTlis naRvenTis suni Warbobda, quCebSi ki cxenis ConCorikisa. Tumca, rac unda samwuxaro ambavi iyos, mainc unda vaRiaroT, rom adamiani, TvalSisacemad mcire, miniaturuli "oqros xanebis" gamoklebiT, sul ufskrulis piras dgas da sul bewvis xidze gadis. samwuxaroa, magram CvenSi rom vTqvaT, imedis momcemicaa. marTlac, romeli ukvdavi wignic ar unda aiRoT xelSi, yvela erTnairad Wirisa da da ubedurebis aRweriT iwyeba. Zma Zmas klavs, biZa Zmiswuls aupatiurebs, qmari cols yidis da, rac dRevandeli TvalsazrisiTac Zneli dasajerebelia, dasanaxadac ar undaT mSoblebs TavianTi Svilebi. imitom rom, qveyanaze Wiri mZvinvarebs da damfrTxali, gapirutyvebuli xalxi duqan-duqan daZrwis, ra vWamo da ra davlioo, TiTqos didi dRe ar edos win, TiTqos marTla mTavrdebodes cxovreba. sxvis mitovebul binaSi ise mokalaTdeba, gegonebaT Sin mosulao, naTesavis dasamarxad ki Tavs ar Seiwuxebs, piriqiT, Segnebulad aaridebs Tavs, mec ar Semeyaros imisi Wirio. Wiri ki mZvinvarebs, aRmosavleTidan dasavleTamde, samxreTidan CrdiloeTamde musrs avlebs yvelafers, rac sunTqavs da moZraobs. sasikvdilod ganwirul qalsa Tu kacs sazardulTan an iRliis qveS vaSlisa Tu kvercxis xela simsivne uCndeba da mere aRarc mxurvale locva-kurTxeva Svelis, aRarc eqimis rCevadarigeba. waskdeba cxviridan sisxli da gaTavebulia misi saqme. Tumca, kaci ver ityvis dabejiTebiT, TviTon senis bralia es, Tu imaTi, vinc am senisgan xalxis gankurnebas cdilobs. aseTTa ricxvi ki metismetad izrdeba Jamianobis dros. naswavl mkurnalTa garda, wamlobas qalebic mihyofen xolme xels, Tumca eqimoba Tavis dReSi ar uswavliaT (Cven ki gvgonia, marto Cvens dros arian aseTi energiuli, praqtikuli da, rac mTavaria, yvelaferSi cxviris Camyofi qalebi!), magram TavianTi uvicobis gamo, senis gaCenis mizezisTvis ver miugniaT da maSasadame, verc uebari wamali uxmariaT. TiTqos marTla Cvenzea naTqvami, arada, es ambebi rom xdeba, RvTis Zis nayofier xorcSesxmidan aTassamasormocdarva welia mxolod gasuli. magram Wiri fexdafex mosdevs adamians saukunidan saukuneSi, erTi epoqidan meoreSi. adamiani, rac Tavi axsovs, sul Wirs gaurbis da siCqareSi imasac kargavs, rac, Tundac, gaCenisTvis ekuTvnis. siCqare urevs Tavgzas, siCqare abnevs da acdunebs... Cven ki mainc momavals vesaubrebiT, rac,

cota ar iyos, Tavxedobaa Cveni mxridan, Tundac im ubralo mizezis gamo, saerTod saTuo rom gavxadeT momavali. jer kidev sakiTxavia, moevlinebi Tu ara qveyanas Cemo moclilo mkiTxvelo, beRurasaviT rom mobuzulxar sadRac, usaSvelod Sors, gaurkvevlobis saSoSi. Sens winaSec damnaSaveni varT yvelani, guSindelnic da dRevandelnic; ase uTavbolod rom vicxovreT, Senc imitom aRmoCndi beRurasaviT usaxlkaro, uwinapro, uZirfesvo; imitom gaxda saTuo saerTod Seni dabadeba. uTavbolod ki ar vicxovreT, saerTod ar iyo Cvens dros cxovreba - arc kedels aqeT, arc kedels iqiT. anda, cxovreba calke iyo, adamiani - calke. xolo, calkedarCenilebSi, Cven kidev ufro metad viyaviT gariyulebi, rogorc geografiulad mcire da istoriulad uuflebo qveynis Svilebi. Cveni madani sxvis miwaSi ido, Cveni fuli - sxvis jibeSi, Cveni kvercxi - sxvis budeSi. Cven ki miwas vamZimebdiT mxolod. Tavi axlac savse maqvs ararsebuli cxovrebis mogonebebiT - Signidan mangreven, mSlian... blagvi, Wiani kbilebiT miloRnian sasicocxlo organoebs, magram raki susti var da patara, unda gavuZlo, moviTmino, sanam TandaTanobiT mec mogonebad viqceode viRacisTvis, davuSvaT, SenTvis, da iqneb maSin davwynarde cota (gavTavisuflde sicocxlisgan, romelsac Sen mogarTmev ZRvnad uudidesi siamovnebiT) da axla me unda vjijgno Seni RviZli Tu Tirkmeli. daRamebas ise velodebi, rogorc sikvdilmisjili gaTenebas. magram rac sikvdilmisjilma erTxel unda gadaitanos, me yovel Rame usasrulod, gauTaveblad vitan. daRamdeba Tu ara, udabnos cxeli qariviT Semafrindeba yel-kiserze gadatanili cxovreba, amagangaSebs Cadenili Tu Caudeneli Secdomebis Riad darCenil TvalebSi asisinebuli wyvdiadi. Tan vixrCobi, Tan raRacis molodini maqvs sul, rasakvirvelia, uaresis, sazarlis, rasac aucileblad unda moveswro da Tu ar vixrCobi, mxolod amitom ar vixrCobi. TiTqos, ha da ha, kari unda Semomimtvrion, Semomicvivdnen, nacnobmegobrebi, naTesavebi, mtrebi da moyvrebi, mkvdrebi da cocxlebi, visac, nebsiT Tu uneblieT, Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad, raRacaSi Sevecile am qveyanaze, raRac davakeli Cemi arsebobiT, vTqvaT, sacxovrebeli farTobi, Jangbadi, wyali, puri, wamali, honorari... da ar vici, rogor davicva Tavi (Tavis marTlebaze xom laparakic zedmetia), rac mTavaria, rogor gadavarCino Cemianebi, romlebic mxolod da mxolod Cemi mizeziT moevlinen qveyanas da romlebsac Cemi imediT, mSvidad sZinavT TavianT sawolebSi, sanam me viwvi da vixrCobi; arc ician, ra safrTxe eliT, ras imsaxureben moyvasisgan, Tundac mxolod gaCenis gamo. raRa Cemi Rameuli warmodgenebi da raRa video-saSinelebebi. hiCkoki rom hiCkokia, imis meaTasedsac ver moigonebs, rac me TavisTavad, yovelgvari daZabulobis gareSe momdis TavSi. dabanisac meSinia, TiTqos, maincdamainc, maSin Semomicvivdebian, Tavgasapnuli rom vidgebi abazanaSi. Tvali gindac gavaxilo, ver davinaxav, rogor gamoiyureba Cemi mkvleli. is ki mxedavs - sacodavs, umweos, sasacilos, sakuTari siSiSvliT daTrgunvils, dapataravebuls - da srulebiTac ar venanebi. sapnis TeTri qafidan wiTlad ifeTqebs uceb sisxlis Sadrevani. arada, Sens mets veravis gavumxel Cems gasaWirs, jer arSobilo, imitom ki ara, rom damcineben, giJad CamTvlian, fsiqiatrTan gamiSveben (fsiqiatrTan, sxvaTaSoris, CemiT davdivar, viTom megobruli vizitiT, da marTlac ZiriTadad ganyenebul Temebze, xelovnebasa Tu mwerlobaze vsaubrobT xolme, radgan imisTvis yvelaferi "isedac" naTelia, uTqmeladac icis, yvela xelovans rom awuxebs Zilis problema, muclis gvrema Tu inteleqtualuri gadaRliloba), imitom rom, codoni arian, TavianTic yofniT da gindac Zalian moindomon, mainc ver momexmarebian. rasakvirvelia, verc Sen momexmarebi, magram isic didi SeRavaTia, Tundac marto CemTvis, Cems warmodgenaSi rom arsebob. oRond, erTi kia, ufro adre moevline qveyanas (Tundac Cems qveyanas), vidre bunebisgan iyo gaTvaliswinebuli. me gaiZule, gaCeniliyavi droze adre, radgan Seni arseboba imis garantiacaa, gaisadac rom amova miwidan balaxi, gaisadac rom daideba

budeSi kvercxi, gaisadac saqmianad, enagadmogdebulni gadaiZunZuleben xvadi mglebi qedebsa da serebs Zuknas ymuilze. esec didi imedia. ufro metic, axla iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos yovelTvis iyavi, Cemamdec ki, Tumca, kargad maxsovs, sul ramdenime dRis win mogmarTe pirvelad, moclilo mkiTxvelo-meTqi. xoda, Cemo ucnobo nacnobo, uSoreso axlobelo, ufro zustad ki, imedis magiero, imedis Semcvlelo, anu xelovnuri imedis fxvnilo (Tuki dedis rZesaca aqvs Semcvleli, viTom imedma ra daaSava?!), Cemi sizmrisa da ocnebis brWyviala furclebiT SefuTvnilo (Tuki xelovnuri rZis fxvniliT Taobebi izrdebian, ratom ar SeiZleba, erTi-ori dRe xelovnuri imedis fxvniliTac moityuos kacma Tavi?!), SenTan salaparakod rom vemzadebi, jer boTls unda gavesaubro, da safuZvlianadac, da ase imitom viqcevi, ufro Tamamad, ufro Sinaurulad vigrZno Tavi am qveyanaze da, amave dros, Zalian mainteresebs, ras Sevqmni ukeTess, Tuki yvelafers vityvi, rac enaze momadgeba, rasac arasodes vityodi adre, roca jer vwerdi da mere vsvamdi. iqneba marTla ise damaSina cxovrebam, tyuils simarTled viyenebdi, ufro mokled rom vTqvaT, vtyuodi, simarTle rom ar meTqva. magram, piradad me, piriqiT mgonia, radgan mxolod simarTlis Tqma iyo Cemi mizani da ara raimes Tqma zogadad, miT ufro rom, honorars erTnairad ixdida saxelmwifo aSkara tyuilSic da SeniRbul simarTleSic. oRond, tyuilis Tqma Tu usindisobaa, marTlismTqmeloba ubedurebaa - SeniRbulad, qaragmulad, namcec-namcec apareb Sens simarTles viRacas, visic ar ici saxeli da visi gadarCenac miznad dagisaxavs, magram Tavisuflad SeiZleba, sxvadasxvanairad gesmodeT Tqven (da es ufro didi ubedurebaa) simarTleca da marTlismTqmelobac saerTod. amisic geSinia. "amisic" ki ara, yvelaze metad amis geSinia swored, radgan ginda Tu ar ginda, mogwons Tu ar mogwons, mainc SerisxulTa, daWerilTa, daxvretilTa, daSinebulTa da, bodiSi momiTxovia, dayverilTa STamomavali xar. papaSeni SiSvel-titveli, mSier-mwyurvali Cavida saflavSi, roca axalgazrdobaSi imodena Rvinis sardafebi hqonia riyeze, bolo kasri lotos koWis xela moCanda Turme karidan. mamaSens erT saqveynod saxelganTqmul dawesebulebaSi ise daamtvries xel-fexi, sikvdilamde loginidan aRar wamomdgara (erTi fexi ukve mkvdars gauswores satexiTa da CaquCiT, wesierad rom daxuruliyo kubo), beladis sikvdilamde arc avad dalaparakebia Tavisianebs, arc kargad. marTalia, es imdroindeli ambebia, roca Sen arc Wkua gekiTxeboda da arc saTvalavSi gagdebda vinme, magram adamiani calke, damoukideblad arasodes arsebobs. yvela adamiani, sul cota, sami Taobis jamia: papisa, mamisa da sakuTarisa. amdenad, samgzis pasuxismgebelia STamomavlobis winaSe. TviToeuli maTgani - papac, mamac, Svilic - sami damoukidebeli sameulis ZiriTadi wevria, sami sameulis mesamedia - papa, mama da TviTon; mama, TviTon da Svili; TviTon, Svili da SviliSvili - ase rom, yoveli maTgani ara marto amTavrebs romelime sameuls, aramed axalsac iwyebs. Sen albaT SeSinebulTa sameuls amTavreb - papaSeni rom cocxali iyos, samalavis ZebnaSi iqneboda ukve, daunaneblad dayrida yvelafers da gaiqceoda Rataki, damakninebeli siberisken; mamac enaCaylapuli, gulxeldakrefili iwveboda isev. magram, meore mxriv, uSiSarTa sameulis damwyebica xar, ramdenadac am sameulis ori mesamedi axalgazrdobaze modis (Svili, SviliSvili). Seni qaliSvili Tavis oTaxSi albaT isev samferovan droSas keravs da momavali mitingisTvis emzadeba. magram, gulaxdilad rom vTqva, piradad me daSinebulebis ufro mesmis, vidre uSiSrebis. RvTis wyalobiT, oficialurad, jerjerobiT, ar SemouyvaniaT jari qalaqSi, magram rusTavelis momijnave patara quCebi ukve savsea "SeniRbuli" samxedro teqnikiT. aqa-iq avad da moulodnelad gaielvebs xolme gamWvirvale fari da mwvane CaCqani. universitetis win kaci ver gaivlis, iseTi ambavia. modian, moiswrafian, moaqvT acabaca asoebiT naweri, mouTokavi mrisxanebiTa da orTografiuli SecdomebiT savse, Cveni swavla-ganaTlebis sistemis tlanqi

xeliT daxeibrebuli lozungebi, mkvdreTiT aRmdgari droSebi. samxedro teqnika ki gasusula, garindula patara, myudro quCebSi, TiTqos viRacas daviwyniao. warRvnamdel goliaT kuebs gvanan beteerebi. usaSvelod gaWimula fardaCamoSvebuli avtobusebis mwkrivi. mxolod erTi tanmorCili, mxarze avtomatgadakiduli, viwroTvaleba jarisjaci Ceqmis wveriT scems muxluxos, TiTqos poligonidan gamoyolili balaxgareuli talaxis moSorebiT iyos garTuli da TiTqos sxvas verafers amCnevdes garSemo. arada, aSkarad Segnebulad aridebs eSmakur, aziur saxes gamvlelebis daJinebul, daeWvebul mzeras - mSvenivrad icis, karg saqmeze ar mouwveviaT aq. ase rom, visac Wkua aqvs, qvas unda icemdes TavSi, nemsis yunwSi unda Zvrebodes, mSvidobianad rom Caiaros rogorme, davuSvaT, dRevandelma dRem. Sens dros Tu kidev iqna rukaze saqarTvelo, irwmune, marTlac RvTismSoblis wilxvedri yofila da amas gadaurCenia mxolod. rom icode, ramdeni elodeba Cvens sikvdils, mouTmenlad Tu moTminebiT, mezobeli Tu gadamTieli - gagikvirdeba, an aqamde rogor moaRwieTo. erTi fiqri aqvs yvelas, rodis mogvayrian miwas, Tavad rom daemkvidron Cveni saflavis borcvze, plastmasis yvaviliviT. magram me sxva mikvirs axla: mTeli sicocxle am dRes velodi, rogorc iqna moveswari da... meSinia! xolo, raki meSinia, etyoba, mTlad ise ver aris saqme, rogorc unda iyos. ufro sworad, isea, rogorc unda iyos da ara ise, rogorc unda yofiliyo, meti Wkua-goneba rom Caedo CvenTvis TavSi gamCens. kidev erTi faravanis tba dadgeboda, rac Cven melani dagvixarjavs Txovnebis, saCivrebis, xotbebis, sadRegrZeloebis weraSi, magram mainc yvelam erTad mogvayola gunebaSi, wadi Tqveni suleli dedaco... suleli Tu xar, bolomde sulelad darCebi, gindac oci saukune qristes Sobamde da ocic qristes Sobidan, cerebze idge da rva xmaze umRerode msoflios samadlobels Seni fexebze dakidebisTvis. maaaaaaaaddddddddlllllllllooooooooobbbbbbbbbeeeeeelivaaaarmaaaaa aaddddddlllllooooobbbbeeeeeelivaaaaaaaaaarmaaaaaaaadlooooooobelii iii.... Tumca, yvelafris sxvebisTvis gadabraleba gamosavali ar aris. gadarCena gvinda da virTxis eSmakobac ar gvaqvs. gamouval mdgomareobaSi rom Cavardeba, CvensaviT, virTxa Tavs imkvdarunebs, vidre safrTxe gadivlides. fransuazas erT moskovel megobars, leon fuSes, "mondis" korespondents, ludmilas qmarsa da kolia-klodis mamas, binaSi hyavda virTxa, ojaxis kidev erTi wevriviT, da erTxel (pirvelad) stumrad rom mivedi maTTan, Cems danaxvaze, ese igi, ucxos danaxvaze, is virTxa maSinve zurgze davarda da fexebi mkvdariviT gafSika. me marTla mkvdari megona da srulebiTac ar damwydeboda guli, marTla Tu mokvdeboda. magram, kidev kargi, Tavi Sevikave, anda, moulodnelobisgan ver movaswari grZnobebis gamoxatva, Torem namdvilad guls vatkendi Cems keTil maspinZlebs (isini saerTod mfarvelobdnen fransuazas, rac mTavaria, maTi mowveviT Camodioda is moskovSi da, TavisTavad cxadia, mec davalebulad vgrZnobdi maTgan Tavs, rogorc avelumis megobari), Cemi aSkara, SeiZleba iTqvas, zRvargadasuli siZulviliT amgvari "Sinauri cxovelebis" mimarT. rogorc male gamoirkva, fridrixs (ase eZaxdnen ojaxSi virTxas), sakuTari, sakmaod simpaTiuri, fanerisgan Sekruli saxlic hqonda da sakuTari avejica da jamWurWelic. ase rom, rasakvirvelia, ar iqneboda lamazi, ojaxSi pirvelad misul kacs, sixaruli da aRtaceba gamomeTqva ojaxis erT-erTi wevris moulodneli sikvdilis gamo. magram, misianebma rom dautatanes, ade, Se mSiSarao, fridrixi sxartad wamoxta da darcxvenili, ufro sworad ki, kmayofili (darcxvenili me videqi), mis mier Catarebuli sceniT, sadRac Seimala. aRar gamoCenila Cems wasvlamde, Tumca, sadac rame Crdili Seirxeoda, yvelgan is melandeboda da, miuxedavad maspinZlebis Tavgamodebuli Txovnisa, verafers davakare im dRes piri. asea saqme, batonebo. sruli ganukiTxaoba sufevs qveyanasa zeda. virTxebi dRiTi-dRe myarad ikideben fexs Cvens SegnebaSi da ara marto SegnebaSi. pavle

isev savled iqca da xval da zeg, SeiZleba, marTla aRigavos pirisagan miwisa nekresic da mowameTac, bagratic da alaverdic, iyalToc da geguTic... gaanaTle ufalo, suli monisa Senisa saqarTvelosi, qristes mesiis mSobelisa (es ver gvapatia swored Cvenma erTmorwmune mfarvelma), rusTavelis mSobelisa, ilia marTlis mSobelisa da ilia marTlis mkvlelis mSobelisac... amin. ukuniTi ukunisamde. meored mosvlamde arafris imedi ar unda gvqondes. soniasac ase urCevnia albaT - rac ar arsebobs, naklebad Semawuxebelia TvalisTvisac da sindisisTvisac. magram, rac Tvals akldeba, suls Tu ar emateba, maSin sicocxle marTla kitradac aRar Rirs...

Tu Tanamimdevrobazea saqme, upirveles yovlisa, ra Tqma unda, kira unda vaxsenoT - Cveni ubnis WeSmariti diasaxlisi, uasakoTa da upovarTa erTaderTi gamgebi da gamkiTxavi. Sesaxedavad erTi Cveulebrivi, cxovrebisgan gaZenZilgawewili Tbiliseli meZavi, magram bunebiT RmerTqalTa SesaSuri sikeTiTa da guluxvobiT dajildovebuli adamiani. kiras binas Sesasvleli (ufro sworad, Casasvleli) ezodan hqonda, magram miwis zedapirs sanaxevrod amcdari sarkmeli quCaSi gamodioda da isic (kira), ZiriTadad, sarkmlidan iRebda stumrebs, raTa maT simravlesa da mravalferovnebas sabolood ar gamoeyvana moTminebidan mezoblebi. ase rom, safuZvlianad unda mokuzuliyaviT welSi, naxevarsarkmelSi rom gateuliyaviT da kiras binaSi amogeyoT Tavi. mezoblebis gaRizianebas Cvenc es gza gverCia da, SeSinebul-aRelvebulni, aRgznebul-acundrukebulni, saparaSuto skolis kursantebiviT, tyapa-tyupiT, erTmaneTis miyolebiT vxtebodiT Cveni "bednieri bavSvobis" cidan meZavis sanaxevrod bnel bunagSi, sadac moCvenebiTi daudevrobisa da mourideblobis wil, dabneuli seriozuloba gveufleboda yvelas da gulabagunebulni SevcqerodiT, TandaTanobiT rogor gamoikveTeboda xolme oTaxis Soreul kuTxeSi werosaviT maRalsa da wvril fexebze Semdgari patefonis gverdiT atuzuli gogo-biWi - kiras Svilebi - siZulvilnarevi cnobismoyvareobiT rom adevnebdnen Tvals Cvens "miwaze daSvebas", raTa sarkmlis mixurvisTanave daeqoqaT patefoni da moyuradebuli mezoblebisTvis musikis meSveobiT CaexSoT sxva ufro saeWvo da gamaRizianebeli xmebi. ar vici, ras ganicdidnen sxvebi, me ki, im gogo-biWis Semyures, ratomRac, danaSaulis grZnoba meufleboda yovelTvis da ufro mtanjveli iZulebiT velodebodi Cems rigs, spermis sundakrul bindbundSi, vidre sasiamovno mouTmenlobiT. patefoni ki, ra Tqma unda, "rioritas" mReroda da mezoblebmac swored "rioritas" wyalobiT, yovelTvis uSecdomod icodnen, Tu rodis mosdioda kiras stumrebi. kira susti, patara tanis qali gaxldaT da, SeiZleba amitomac, TvalSisacemad maRalqusla fexsacmels icvamda. lipebiani paltos moxurva uyvarda, quCaSic da oTaxSic, da ise ar gamogistumrebdaT, erTxel mainc ar waemRera sayvareli leqsi (SeiZleba, sakuTaric).

imnairi ara var, velodebi tramvais. tramvai Tu ar dadis, gana Cemi bralia?!
swored tramvaiSi SevxvdiT ocdaxuTi wlis mere. amjerad, konduqtoris Savi kiteli ecva. kitelze sqeli, jariskaculi qamari Semoertya, fulis CanTianad, kiserze ki, gaburZgnuli ZafiT, bileTebis ruloni ekida, sabavSvo velosipedis borblis xela. daberebuliyo. kbili Cascvenoda. kidev ufro gaquculiyo. Tumca, Zveleburad, pudric esva da pomadac. oRond, Zveleburad vinmes "mosaCanglad" ki ara, profesiuli sigamxdrisa da sifiTris SesaniRbad. rasakvirvelia, ver micno. magram Cemma daJinebulma mzeram, etyoba, mainc miaxvedra, vin SeiZleboda vyofiliyavi da saswrafod amarida Tvali, TiTqos Tu gamomecnaureboda, uxerxul mdgomareobaSi Camagdebda, TiTqos vagonSi msxdomT aucileblad unda scodnodaT misi warsuli da, rac mTavaria, saxeze unda scnobodaT misi petafonis yvela msmeneli. samagierod, me araTu gamovecnaure, gadavkocne kidec, didi xnis unaxavi da uaRresad axlobeli naTesaviviT, ramac, cota ar iyos, ise aaRelva Cveni beberi maswavlebeli, SesamCnevad Seefakla pudriT gadaTeTrebuli loyebi.

male Cems ukan ubileTo xalxi Sejgufda da gasasvleli Caixerga, Tumca kira yvelas erTnairad aniSnebda xeliT, ar gaCerebuliyvnen bileTisTvis. erTiorjer daiZaxa kidec: dRes ubileTodaa mgzavrobao. zogi icinoda, zogi brazobda - Cveulebisamebr, ver xvdeboda, ver erkveoda adamianur grZnobebsa da gancdebSi - Cven ki, mowafe da maswavlebeli, erTmaneTs SevcqerodiT da uazrod viRimebodiT. am ocdaxuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi bevrjer warmomidgenia kirasTan Sexvedra (rasakvirvelia, aseve moulodneli), saTqmelic TiTqos bevri mqonda, bevri ramis gamokiTxvas vapirebdi fiqrSi - Tundac misi gogo-biWis Sesaxeb magram marTla rom Sevxvdi, erTbaSad ise gamomicarielda Tavi, wesierad isic ver vkiTxe, rogor xar, rogor cxovrob-meTqi. "gaxsovso - icinoda kira gaxsovso". "rogor ar maxsovs-meTqi" - vicinodi mec, vidre Cemi Casvlis dro movidoda. sinamdvileSi, gacilebiT adre Cavedi, vidre vapirebdi, radgan mainc gamiWirda marad moZravi, marad cvalebadi, magram mainc erTnairad miuxvedreli, erTnairad mouTmenari xalxis nakadTan Widaoba da gacla vamjobine, oRond iqamde, rac jibeSi fuli medo (maincdamainc, bevri araferi, Tumca, ukve poetobidan prozaikosobaze viyavi gadasuli), tyavis CanTaSi CavukuWe kiras, iman ki, ar vici, rogor moaxerxa, rogor momwvda gaoflili sxeulebis WeWyvasa da ZiZgilSi, ramdenjerme makoca xelze, morwmunis mRelvarebiTa da mgznebarebiT. Tan ukan momyveboda da momZaxoda: fulisTvis ki ara, xsovnisTviso. ase momacila vagonis karamde, TiTqos isev imis stumari viyavi, is ki Cemi maspinZeli. roca aZruli tramvaidan rogorc iqna Cavxti, lamis mTeli taniT gadmoekida kibeze da albaT sxva rom veraferi moifiqra ukeTesi, grZnobebis dasaokebeli da madlierebis gamosaxatavi, bileTebis ruloni moiglija kisridan da mesrola. ufro sworad, me ki ar mesrola, caSi aisrola da rulonic maSinven gaiSala sazeimo serpantiniviT, iribad wamovida, tramvais qars ayolili, gaiwela mTeli quCis sigrZeze, Semoexvia xeebs, lampionebs, gamvlelebs, sxva tramvaebs, avtobusebs, troleibusebs, msubuqsa Tu satvirTo manqanebs, skolidan momaval bavSvebs, Jivil-xiviliT rom glejdnen vardisferi qaRaldis lents da mere yvela Tavis naglejs miaTrTol-miakankalebda mziT gabrWyvialebul haerSi, urCxulis cocxal wiwilasaviT. kiras tramvai ki miqroda da, uzarmazari maSxalis msgavsad, bRuja-bRuja gvayrida saxeSi aTasfer naperwklebs. xolo naperwklebis yoveli morigi bRuja erTdroulad irekleboda bavSvebis TvalebSic, vitrinebSic, sarkmlebSic, tramvaebis, avtobusebis, troleibusebisa da manqanebis saqare SuSebSic. gegonebodaT, mTeli qalaqi vardisferi qaRaldis lentiT SeukravT, karg maRaziaSi nayidi saCuqariviTo. da mainc, pirvelad iyo melania! melania iyo yovelTvis da iqneba, vidre avelumi iarsebebs am qveyanaze. Seicno avelumma melania da Sva melaniam eka, igive ekaterine, igive kato - ekaekaterinekato - rogorc avelumi eZaxis xumrobiT, sinamdvileSi ki ase cdilobs odesRac, Soreul bavSvobaSi gaCuqebuli dis aCrdilis gamoxmobas araraobis wyvdiadidan, sadac is, gaCuqebuli, nebsiT Tu uneblieT, avelumis wyalobiTac aRmoCnda, Tundac avelumis uasakobisa da umweobis gamo da mounaniebel codvad, mourCenel Wrilobad darCa misTvis bolomde. samagierod, misi sexnia, umcrosi ekaekaterinekato erT-erTi umniSvnelovanesi "qalaqia" avelumis imperiisa - tonis mimcemi, modis damamkvidrebeli, politikur-kulturul-ideologiuri centri - ukanaskneli xuTi wlis ganmavlobaSi xuTi principulad gansxvavebuli, erTmaneTze ukeTesi Tayvanismcemlis uarmyofeli da bolos ukanono Svilis gamCeni "daudgeneli pirisgan", ramdenadac misi Rrma rwmeniT, araTu Tbilissa da saqarTveloSi, saerTod aRaravinaa dRes meuRlis, Tanamecxedris, qmris titulis tarebis Rirsi.

mere iyo fransuaza - moulodneli mexi da elda TiTqmis samudamod Cawynarebul, samudamod mowmendil caze. SemTxveviT, gverdze miixeda avelumma da guli gadauqanda - maSinve icno. ufro sworad, maSinve mixvda - is iyo! vanis oqroulobas aTvalierebda, TavSiSveli, gaReRili plaSis jibeebSi xelebCawyobili da SuSis vitrinaze daxrili. avelumi ki sesils elaparakeboda, gulwrfelad gaxarebuli da madlieri gaxsenebisTvis, CamosvlisTvis avelumTan gamosamSvidobeblad Camofrinda moskovidan erTi dRiT, vidre samudamod gaemgzavreboda Tavis samSobloSi - arada, madloba Turme imisTvis ekuTvnoda, maincdamainc, fransuaza rom gamoiyola Tavis bolo dResaswaulze, oRond, Tavisi kidev erTi (imedi maqvs) qaluri saidumlos mowmed ki ara, Tavisi qaluri gulisxmierebis, gulkeTilobis ganmasaxiereblad, gamgrZeleblad, sulac memkvidred. Tavad sesili ramdenime wliT adre Camovida pirvelad TbilisSi. sufraze Suasaukuneebis frangul xalxur simRerebs mReroda da TojinasaviT TvalmouSoreblad uyurebda avelums. sufridan viTom yavis mosaduReblad adgnen da samzareuloSi Seiketnen. Cven garedan vukakunebdiT, isini ki facafuciT ixdidnen SigniT. ramdenic undaT, imdeni gvikakunon, iyav bolomde Seupovario - aqezebda sesili. ucxoelebi saerTod Tavisuflad aRzrdili xalxia da, Cvengan gansxvavebiT, nakleb yuradRebas aqceven pirobiTobebs. axlac, raki Tavad samudamod midioda aqedan da arc araviTari imedi aRar arsebobda avelumTan Sexvedrisa, etyoba, sulgrZelad gadaewyvita mzardi da perspeqtiuli axalgazrdisTvis gadaeloca misi Tavi. yovelSemTxvevaSi, bolos ase gamovida. Seicno avelumma fransuaza da Sva fransuazam avelumis maradiuli satkivari. magram es ambebi, ra Tqma unda, ise iolad ar momxdara, rogorc iTqmis da, TavisTavad cxadia, RvTis SewevniT, kidev bevrjer mivubrundebiT momavalSic. mere ki sonia iyo, isev moulodneli elda da Weqa-quxili, aqamde rom azrialebs avelumis fuZeSeryeuli imperiis sarkmlis minebs. Seicno avelumma soniac da... im marTla antilopam arc ki gaagebina, ise moiSala muceli. ojaxur sabWoze, dedikosTan erTad gadawyvita, yoloda Tu ara avelums kidev erTi Svili. rac mTavaria, imdeni Tavxedobac eyo, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, maTi "saerTo cxovrebis" mxolod bolo wuTas gaemxila es ambavi avelumisaTvis. "Zvirfaso, vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide". Turme amis saTqmelad ibarebda, oRond, ukve sxvisi interesebis damcveli. TiTqos raki Tavis droze, anda ukeTesi iqneba Tu vityviT, raki Tavidanve ar gaeCina avelumisgan Svili, es ambavi erTgvarad naTelsac fenda da amarTlebda kidec mis amJamindel saqciels, anu, Cveulebriv Ralats. avelumma rom uTxra (restoranSi Sesdga es saubari, rasakvirvelia, "cedeelSi"), zrdilobisTvis mainc gekiTxaT, vidre weras augebdiT Cems naSierso - arao, - jiutad gaaqnia Tavi soniam - romc Semxvewnodi, mainc ar davitovebdio - da bolos iseTi usindiso TanagrZnobiT moayola, ar aklia melanias Sens xelSi safiqrali da sazrunavio, avelums gulianad gaecina.

Tumca, sasacilod namdvilad ar hqonda saqme. misi asakis kacisTvis, sxva Tu araferi, samarcxvino iyo, rac axla Wirda. sadesanto nawilis jariskaciviT, sityvis Seubruneblad, gauazreblad afrindeboda nebismieri aeroportidan nebismier aeroportSi dasafrenad. sonias wyalobiT, marTlac iseT "ganzomilebebSi", iseT "sferoebSi" (sonias sityvebia) imyofeboda, sadac asakis cneba Zalian pirobiTia, anda saerTod ar arsebobs. samagierod, jer kidev pirvelyofili, klasikuri mniSvneloba eniWeba yvela grZnobas, yvela sityvas, gansakuTrebiT ki imas, romlis gagonebasac (rasakvirvelia, avelumisgan, avelumis piridan), misive sityvebiT rom vTqvaT, am aTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, sulmouTqmelad elodeboda sonia. Tumca, rogorc Cans, gadamwyvet mniSvnelobas mainc ar aniWebda amas, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda, maincdamainc avelumisgan elodeboda "gulis gaxsnas" da ara nebismieri mamakacisgan, ocdaaTidan samocdaaT wlamde, romelic "metnaklebad asatani iqneboda yoveldRiur urTierTobebSi" (esec misi sityvebia) da, rac mTavaria, kanonieri qmari erqmeoda. Zvirfaso, vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide. mokled, moxda is, rac unda momxdariyo. arCevani uaRresad subieqturi Tvisebebisa da monacemebis safuZvelze keTdeba - an "imas" irCev, an "imas". mesame gza ar arsebobs. magram ubedureba isaa, rom avelumi arc "is" aRmoCnda da arc "is". avelumi sxva ganzomilebas ekuTvnis, maRla frens caSi (vidre sxvebi miwieri saqmeebis mogvarebiT arian dakavebulni), cotas albaT ustvens kidec, rogorc yvela frTosani da, SeiZleba, amitomac egonaT, araviTari mniSvneloba rom ar eqneboda misTvis Tu ra erqmeodaT Tavad, visi iqnebodnen, visken iqnebodnen, vis mklavze edebodaT Tavi da visgan iRebdnen muclad. ai, aseTad hyavda warmodgenili soniasac avelumi (anda mere warmoidgina aseTad, ufro naklebad xelisSemSleli rom yofiliyo misTvis). amitom, bunebrivia is gaocebac, rac avelumis "arabunebrivma" saqcielma gamoiwvia garkveul wreebSi. sonias azriT (ki magram, ratom?!), avelums araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda aReqva es ambavi iseve, rogorc sxva, anu, masze "dabla mdgomi" (!), sinamdvileSi ki, albaT masze ufro miwieri, ufro normaluri adamiani aRiqvamda - ki ar unda tkenoda zurgSi Cartymuli dana, ki ar unda gaecofebina moulodnel Ralats, aramed, gaxarebuli, kidev ufro maRla unda afreniliyo caSi, kidev ufro xmamaRla unda daestvina da ase gamoexata sakuTari "gansakuTrebuloba". da mainc, Zneli gasagebia, ra uflebiTa da mosazrebiT Semosva soniam avelumi sadRac, qandaraze, "sxva ganzomilebaSi" da ratom CaTvala "is", meore, Tanac ase uceb, Tavisi "miwieri yofis" erT-erT Semadgenel, aucilebel nawilad, iseTsave Cveulebriv movlenad, rogoricaa, vTqvaT, msunag dedikosTan erTad Txilis knatuni da mJave Rvinis wrupva; anda, ujiSo, quCaSi napovni ZaRlis gaseirneba yovel dila-saRamos. sxvas rom yvelafers Tavi gavaneboT, garkveuli droa saWiro, Cveni cxovrebis Semadgenel nawilad rom iqces nebismieri ram, adamiani iqneba is, ZaRli, nivTi, sagani, Cveva Tu midrekileba. arada, ra samarcxvinod cota droa gasuli maTi bolo ganSorebidan maTi axali "gzis" dawyebamde, ese igi, gasuli wlis dekembramde, ufro zustad, miwisZvramde. kidev ufro zustad, sonias werilamde. sxvaTaSoris, avelumma werilis wakiTxvisTanave gadawyvita, Tavi gaenebebina soniasTvis, daeclia axali TavSesafris mowyoba. bolos da bolos, es marto sonias saqme iyo da veravin CavereodiT, gindac Cveni saerTo satusaRos SigniT. satusaRoSi, SeiZleba, kidev ufro gamZafrebuli hqondes adamians, igive tusaRs, damoukideblobis, sakuTari neba-survilis SenarCunebisa da aRsrulebis moTxovnileba. magram gadawyvetilebis miReba erTia, misi aRsruleba ki meore. aRsruleba gacilebiT met sirTuleebTanaa dakavSirebuli. adamiani aTasi, aTasnairi sisusteebisgan Sedgeba da rogorc ar unda moindomos, yvelas erTbaSad mainc ver moereva. yvelaze Zneli swored sakuTari sisustis morevaa. yvelaze metad es eZneleboda avelumsac. ki gadawyvita, Tavs gavanebebo,

da amis sauwyeblad meore dResve Cveulebisamebr rigic daikava telegrafSi moskovis kabinasTan, magram axla imis SeeSinda, vai Tu swored ver gamigos soniamo. vidre rigi mouwevda, didi mRelvarebiTa da pasuxismgeblobis grZnobiT adgenda gunebaSi soniasTvis saTqmel teqsts: azustebda calkeul adgilebs, cvlida SedarebiT mkacr sityvebs SedarebiT rbili sityvebiT, SeZlebisdagvarad amartivebda yvelafers, rac rTuli gasagebi eCveneboda soniasTvis. sonia, rasakvirvelia, mxolod praqtikuli mosazrebebidan gamomdinare apirebda gaTxovebas, es aiZulebda gverdze gaxedvasac, ris gamoc avelumi zedmeti Tu ara, xelisSemSleli namdvilad gamodioda misTvis da, raRa Tqma unda, Tavis damcirebas isev gacla sjobda. magram yvelaze metad swored amis Tqma uWirda avelums, ena ver moubrundeboda, ver etyoda, samudamod viReb Senze xelso, TiTqos sonias gamo ki ar iqceoda ase, aramed erTi suli hqonda, rodis miecemoda amis Tqmis saSualeba. mokled, isev sonias ufrTxildeboda, isev imas zogavda, roca veravin gaamtyunebda, erTaderTi sityva eTqva imisTvis (is sityva qarTulSi ar arsebobs, uaRresad rusuli, ufro zustad ki, moskovuri sityvaa da iseT qalze iTqmis, yvelafers rom iRebs da arafers iZleva) da samudamod daekida moskovis telefonis yurmili. magram rigma rom mouwia, verafris Tqma ver moaxerxa saerTod. sonia aSkarad namtiralevi iyo. xmazec etyoboda - cxvirpiri dasiebuli hqonda, magram mainc feTianiviT movarda telefonTan, sada xar aqamdeo, ar vici, ra momividoda, rom ar dagerekao, da mere, Cveulebisamebr, mied-moedo yvelafers, maT bednier, ganumeorebel warsulsac da gaurkvevel momavalsac, moskovuri zamTris sisaZagleebsac da daniasac, ufro sworad, imis marTlac rom ZaRlur erTgulebas avelumisadmi. Turme, isa da dania saRamoobiT quCaSi rom seirnoben, sul avelumze laparakoben; danias, Turme, sxvebze metad axsovs da enatreba avelumi, imitom rom ZaRlia da SeuZlia gaigos da daafasos, ar daiviwyos mainc is, vinc Rirsi gaxada, ganacdevina da agema, rasac verasodes igemebda uimisod, gindac aTi ZaRluri sicocxle ecxovra, miT ufro moskovisnairad uJmur qalaqSi ("iseTi amindia, sarkmelSi gaxedvac ar mindao" - Cioda Tan). bevri rom ar gavagrZeloT, sonias nalaparakevidan gamomdinare, arc avelumze gulkeTili briyvi arsebobda am qveyanaze da arc daniasnairi madlieri, gamgebi da erTguli ZaRli. mokled, aTas sisuleleze ilaparaka erTad, erTdroulad, erTbaSad, xolo, mTavari arc TviTon Tqva da arc avelums aTqmevina. avelumma sityva ver CaurTo saerTod. idga da usmenda. kabinis karze ukve ramdenjerme moukakunes mouTmenlobisgan gaoflili TxuTmetkapikianiT. kabinaSi cxeloda. ar vici sicxisgan, ar vici gadatanili mRelvarebisgan, avelums suli exuTeboda. nerwyvis Caylapva uWirda. gamwarebulma, fexic dahkra kabinis iataks, magram iataki, etyoba, dampali iyo da Catyda, iseTi mtveri avarda, uaresad CaixuTa iqauroba. is ki mainc idga da usmenda. xan erT yurze miiWerda yurmils, xan meoreze. xan erT fexs moinacvlebda, xan meores da cocxlad ixarSeboda kabinis mtvrian oxSivarSi, aq manamde SemosulTa danatovar sunSi, maTi daZabuli, gaRizianebuli sxeulebidan oflTan erTad gamoJonil saidumloebebSi, tkivilebSi, sneulebebSi, miznebSi, ganzraxvebSi, imedebSi, ocnebebSi - rasac ver ambobdnen, anda ar ambobdnen Segnebulad, mizezTa sxvaTa da sxvaTa gamo. bolos veRar moiTmina da iyvira: mainc rodemde viyoT ase, studentebiviT, telefonze Camokidebulebio. Tan xvelisgan ixrCoboda, Tan gamwarebuli bRujavda yurmils. misda gasaocrad, telefonis rigSi gagonili fraza gaaxsenda uceb da TviTonve gaukvirda, ise gaacecxla, ise gaaRiziana axla, ase dagvianebiT, im frazaSi dagubulma uazrobam da yvelafris gadamlekavma uSualobam - "deda xar, deda? sadaa fuli?" - sonias ki tirili auvarda isev. Tan cremls ylapavda, Tan cxvirs aqsutunebda, Tan laparakobda: erTxel gadavwyvite raRac damoukideblad, Cems Wkuaze, da imasac miSlio - slukunebda qveynis meore

boloSi, kavkasiis gadaRma, TviTmfrinaviT orsaaTnaxevris, matarebliT ki ori dReRamis savalze, erTi uferuli, Cveulebrivi moskovuri saxlis yru kedlebSi gamomwyvdeuli, avelumis wignebiT, avelumis suraTebiT, avelumis naCuqari aTasnairi zizilpipiloebiTa da avelumis erTguli ZaRlis balniT savse oTaxSi, sadac avelumis yoveli gamoCena erT ganuwyvetel, dauqancvel dResaswaulSi gadaizrdeboda xolme jer kidev guSin. bolos, etyoba, sakuTari cremlebisa Sercxva, sakuTari sisustis uneblie gamomJRavnebam gaamwara da imanac iyvira: Tu Cems mizans ver mivaRwev, icode, arasodes gapatiebo. magram, ase iyo Tu ise, sityviT metis gakeTeba namdvilad aRar SeiZleboda. avelumic adga da Cafrinda moskovSi. soniasTvis ar uTqvams, movfrinavo, da ukve sastumrodan rom daureka, sonias cota morCa dambla daeca. arc TviTon iyo ukeTes dReSi. jer kidev TbilisSi, aeroportSive icoda, sisuleles sCadioda, magram aRarc darCena SeeZlo, weras hyavda atanili. Tumca, bolo wuTamde mainc iTria fexi, vidre registraciac damTavrdeboda da Casxdomac. magram kacs rac uweria, ar ascdeba, rac unda iwvnios, iwvnevs da rac unda gadaitanos, gadaitans. bileTic sazizRari hqonda (isic Zlivs iSovna bolo wuTas), kudSi ijda, tualetis sunsa da muyaos yuTebSi Cakarguli. viRac somxebs ruseTSi qarTuli mandarini mihqondaT gasayidad da erT-erTma maTganma gafcqvnili mandarini ZaliT Caudo xelSi. Tqven warmoidgineT, marTla uSvela - cota gons moego yovelSemTxvevaSi, darwmunda, TviTmfrinavSi vzivar namdvlado. Tumca, yeli ise hqonda Sekruli (mRelvarebisgan, nerviulobisgan), mandarinis mxolod wvens ylapavda, imasac ZlivZlivobiT, CenCos ki muWSi igrovebda. somxebi raRacas elaparakebodnen, albaT mis garTobas cdilobdnen, sulac amowmebdnen, gonzea Tu arao, is ki gaognebuli ijda, sakuTari unebisyofobiT daTrgunuli da yvelaferi ezizReboda - TviTmfrinavic, romelic, miuxedavad misi yoymanisa, mainc mifrinavda; cac, romlis gulgril simSvidesTan gamosaCenic ar iyo misi Relva da wuxili; mandarinis gamowuwnuli CenCoc, romelic ar icoda sad gadaeyara da, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi sakuTari Tavi, romelmac icoda sisuleles rom sCadioda da mainc sCadioda. sonias sastumroSi mosvla ar undoda. icode, ukanasknelad movdivaro ebrZoda Tavs. sxvaTaSoris, am aTi wlis winac, pirvel mosvlazec, didxans ioma, TiTqos vinme aZalebda. ra Tqma unda, Tanaxma iyo, magram bolo wuTas, mRelvarebisgan (ase ambobda TviTon), sapaemnod gamopranWuls, saRaTas ZiliT eZineboda Turme sarkis win. "ase verasodes gavTxovdebio" - axlac yefda telefonSi, magram mosvliT mainc movida da isev Tavidan daiwyo yvelaferi xvevna-kocnac, Cxubic, kamaTic, sayvedurebica da isev xvevna-kocna. avelumi aryis boTls iyudebda waramara, nervuli spazmi rom moexsna rogorme, magram arayi verc spazms xsnida da verc aTrobda. ufro sworad, sxvanairad aTrobda, Sebrunebulad, ukuRma - gamxnevebisa da gamococxlebis nacvlad, kidev ufro asustebda da alenCebda. cocxali micvalebuliviT gulaRma egdo sawolze, sonia ki xmiT dastiroda: "ara, ar SeiZleba, aseT rames saerTod ar patiebeno". gaskda tiriliT. Signidan TiTqos wyali iyo marto. tiriliT adrec bevrjer utiria, magram amdeni arasodes. da mainc, axali, jer gauSleli cxvirsaxoci rom Caudo avelumma xelSi (Tavisi ukve gasawuri hqonda), mainc SeaTvaliera mcodnis TvaliT da etyoba moewona kidec, radgan sxvaTaSoris moayola - amas dRevandeli dRis samaxsovrod Sevinaxavo. mere ki xmamaRla, bavSvuri mondomebiT moixoca cxviri.

rogorc ukve viciT, maTi uTavbolo da sakmaod uazro saubari "cedeelSi" gagrZelda, magram axali da mniSvnelovani iqac araferi uTqvamT. sadilmac ugemurad Caiara. orives kriWa hqonda Sekruli. verc Wames, verc dalies, Tumca, nacnobma oficiantma limonaTis boTliT mourbeninaT akrZaluli arayi. restoranSi Cveulebrivi mowyeniloba sufevda, ufro zustad ki, bolomde gauTviTcnobierebeli, braziani, eWvnarevi, mxdali kmayofileba gaaznaurebuli mdabiosi - ai, vzivar da vWam. avad Tu kargad, memsaxurebian. mec kaci var qveyanaze. magram mainc ar gvawyens, droze daviangariSoT, Tundac gunebaSi, ra dagvijdeba es siamovneba. maS ase: erTi borSCi. maneTi da ormocdarva kapiki. araferic. ormocdaTormeti gamxdara. ver uyurebT! erTic katleti moskovurad. raRa Tqma unda, katletis fassac moumatia. katletis fasi matulobs, xelfasi igive rCeba: kargia, me da Cemma RmerTma. aqedan morali: sjobs dRes Wamo da xval imuSao. xe, xe... da a.S. da a.S. restornidan pirdapir eklesiaSi wavidnen. eklesiaSi wasvlac restoranSi gadawyvites, moulodnelad, da jibidan ukve sanaxevrod amoRebuli saCuqari avelumma ukanve Caibruna, radgan misi gadacema, Tanac maTi ganSorebis aRsaniSnavad, eklesiaSi ufro bunebrivad moeCvena. patara, lamazi eklesia iyo, yvela rusul eklesiasaviT, Signidan isic TvalismomWrelad gakrialebul-gabrWyvialebuli. xalxic bevri ireoda da cota xans rigSi dgomac mouwiaT, vidre SigniT SeaRwevdnen. magram gindac guliT moendomebina, avelumi meorejer verafriT ver miagnebda im eklesias da ara marto imitom, saerTod rom uWirda moskovSi gzis gagneba. marTalia, Tavisi cxovrebis mniSvnelovani momentebi iqa aqvs gadatanili - xanmokle, nerviul vizitebze rom araferi vTqvaT, fransuazam mTeli ori weli imsaxura moskovSi misi gulisTvis, viTom, ase ufro advilad (SedarebiT advilad) moaxerxebdnen erTmaneTis naxvas, radgan, sxva Tu araferi, ukve oriveni mavTulxlarTebs SigniT iqnebodnen, erTi cixis tusaRebi, da uvizodac SeeZlebodaT gadaadgileba samyarosgan saimedod izolirebul sivrceSi - magram is eklesia arc iqamde unaxavs avelums, arc imis mere da xandaxan seriozuladac fiqrobda, damesizmrao. dabejiTebiT mxolod imas Tu ityoda, daRmarTSi rom midiodnen, rac namdvilad didi iSviaTobaa moskovisTvis da, SeiZleba, imitomac daamaxsovrda ase cxadad. Tovlze fexi ucurdaT, magram samudamo ganSorebis SegrZnebiT aforiaqebulni, xelis SeSvelebis magivrad, siciliT ubiZgebdnen erTmaneTs, TiTqos kidev ufro aCqarebdnen TavdaRmarTSi, vidre, rogorc ukve vTqviT, patara, xalxiT savse da sanTlebiT gaCaRebul eklesiaSi ar amoyves bolos Tavs. iq, im yrud agugunebul, sakmevlis suniT gabruebul eklesiaSi, RvTismSoblis xatTan, mgznebared Sehfica soniam (sirbilisgan jer kidev uWirda sunTqva), rom mis molipul, Znelad fexmosakidebel gulSi da saerTod mis cxovrebaSi (rasakvirvelia, sawolis gamoklebiT), veraviTari mamakaci, ganurCevlad rasisa, erovnebisa, rwmenisa Tu mrwamsisa, verasodes daikavebda avelumis adgils. avelummac iqve, xatis win, sazeimo ficis miRebisTanave, gaukeTa araTiTze kalininis prospeqtze oqroulobis maRaziaSi, ganSorebasTan dakavSirebiT, winaswar nayidi sakmaod Zvirfasi beWedi. sonias ki, mRelvarebisgan, anTebuli sanTeli gauvarda xelidan da axla amaze daiwyo oxvra da wuwuni: cudi niSania da cudi niSaniao. "ki magram, kargi ra daimsaxureo" - pirSi miaxala moTminebidan gamosulma avelumma. marTlac, misi saqmro enagadmogdebuli darbis mTels qalaqSi, sabWoTa ojaxis Sesaqmnelad aucilebel sabuTebs agrovebs gamwarebuli, vidre mis damTxveul sacoles gadaufiqrebia, is ki, sacole, sasmelisgan Tu survilisgan Tvalebaprialebuli, saidumlod (umRvdlod, umayrebod) viTom jvars iwers eklesiaSi aTi, Tundac rva wlis sayvarelTan, raTa sayvarelma iqneb amgvarad mainc daikmayofilos ase Tu ise Selaxuli pativmoyvareoba da Tavis mxriv, sulgrZelad darTos neba uZReb patarZals, samoqalaqo wesiTac gamoglijos cxovrebas, ris

gamoglejasac moaxerxebs. "marTali xar, yvelafris Rirsi var, Sen rom gadageyare, Sen rom Segiyvareo" - Zlivs amoislukuna cxedariviT gadafiTrebulma soniam da cali Tvali uneburad isev axali beWdisken gaeqca. ufro sworad, cerad daxeda zemodan erTi wamiT, TiTqos sxvis kartSi iyurebao. avelumi meore dRes matarebliT gamobrunda ukan. uamindobis, anda sulac ubenzinobis gamo, TviTmfrinavebi ar frendnen da RmerTma icis, rodis ganaxldeboda saerTod frena. gamocdilebiT, dacdas azri ar hqonda. erTxel 56 saaTi ijda domodedovoSi, tualeti ki, aqaoda viTom remonti gvaqvso, jvaredinad aeficraT. Tanac mis mdgomareobaSi myofs, isev matareblis moZravi sibinZuris atana erCia. marTalia, tradiciulad damkvidrebuli sibinZurec masTan erTad ivlida, iRrWialebda, iZagZagebda ori dRe-Ramis ganmavlobaSi, magram mainc ivlidnen, raRacidan raRacisken, erT adgilas ar iyuryutebdnen sakuTar simyraleSi, Zalauneburad mainc gaaniavebdaT derefanSi moulodnelad SemoWrili, stepebis ukidegano siyrues, Seuval gulgrilobas gamoqceuli da ZvalrbilSi gamavali qari da, amdenad, rwmenac meti eqneboda avelums da imedic, rodisme mainc rom daadgeboda saSveli am morigsa da rac mTavaria, sakuTari surviliT arCeul wamebas. sxva Tu araferi, ori dRe cota gonze movidoda, aRudgeboda Tavdacvis, winaaRmdegobis gawevis, saerTod gadarCenis instinqti da isic didi SeRavaTi iqneboda, telefons rom ver dainaxavda, ori dRe mainc. matarebelma, rasakvirvelia, gasvla daagviana da isinic ukve uazrod daborialobdnen uzarmazar darbazebSi. risi Tqmac SeiZleboda, Tqves, risi yidvac SeiZleboda, iyides (kooperativis namcxvari rom dainaxa soniam, gaxarebulma SesZaxa: ai, ra uyvars dedaCemso, TiTqos arsebobdes raime sacmucnavi, qalbaton aisodoras rom ar uyvardes) da albaT pirvelad am aTi wlis ganmavlobaSi, gauWirdaT erTad yofna, radgan aseve pirvelad, orives erideboda uneburad ar mibruneboda ukve aTasjer naTqvams, ufro sworad, maT saerTo uazrobas, rac TavisTavad dabadebuliyo maTive ganusjeli, Tamami da Tavisufali aTwliani urTierTobis Sedegad. da ai, RmerTisgan naCuqari dro, zedmeti da gauTvaliswinebeli, ki ar axarebdaT, uaresad TrgunavdaT, yvelaze Zneli asatani aRmoCnda moulodnelad da amis SegrZnebam, etyoba, orive SeakrTo, orive daabnia. albaT amitomac eridebodaT, Cveulebisamebr, ubralod, yovelgvari wesebis dacvis gareSe, gamomSvidobebodnen erTmaneTs, imis Rrma rwmeniT, ufro adre rom Sexvdebodnen, vidre egonaT, vidre mosalodneli iyo. dadiodnen, dadiodnen "SeyvarebulebiviT" xelixelgadaxveulni, da jiutad, garkveuli siZulviliTac ki aTvalierebdnen erTsa da imave, erTnairad uRimRamo, erTnairad Ratak vitrinebs, kioskebs, daxlebs, jixurebs... wamsvlelTa da momsvlelTa erTnairad gaRizianebul, gaborotebul saxeebs. haeri Zveli zeTisa da WurWlis narecxis Tbil suns gaeJRinTa. erT-erTi kedlis ZirSi sakuTar bargze mokalaTebuli ojaxi "sadilobda". erTi Cvilic hyavdaT. Cvili dedis ZuZus wovda, dedas ki kefiris boTli moeyudebina. ganviTarebuli mesaqonleobis qveyanaSi rZis reklamad gamodgeboda, magram aq kidev ufro amZafrebda garemos uRimRamobasa da siRatakes. avelumma sonias mxari gakra, undoda daenaxvebina "ojaxuri trapezi", magram soniasac SeemCnia ukve - Tavi mxarze Camoado da ki ar uTxra, TavisTvis Tqva: "ai, mec es minda sworedo". mere uceb gaCerda, xeli gauSva avelums da cxared gaagrZela, isev TavisTvis: "xom unda vicode mainc, ra SemiZlia, sakuTar TavTanac xom unda viyo marTali, bolos, sibereSi, simartoveSi, tyuilubralod rom aRar vixeTqo guli, ratom ar vcade mainc gaTxoveba, ratom gadavyevi im damTxveul qarTvelso". magram wesierad arc hqonda sityva damTavrebuli, isev mieglisa avelums katasaviT, isev moxvia xeli, isev Camoado mxarze Tavi da isev gauyvnen yvelaze uazro gzas, romelic ki cxovrebaSi gauvliaT rodesme, ginda calcalke da ginda erTad.

barem axlave vityvi imasac, Tu ra azrisa var sonias mier arCeul "gzaze". upirveles yovlisa, dae sul iavardebiT yofiliyos mofenili da soniasac iqamde evlos zed, vidre ar mobezrdeba, vidre sakuTari nebiTa da surviliT an marjvniv ar gadauxvevs, an marcxniv, ramdenadac ukan dabruneba albaT aRar moxerxdeba, imitom ki ara, misgan mitovebulni aRar miiReben, ubralod, im droisTvis aRaraferi iqneba ukan, dro silasaviT waeyreba nafexurebs da ukan moxedvam didi-didi, isic erTi wamiT, SeiZleba an sasiamovnod dagvaRonos an usiamod gagvaxaros - esec mxolod da mxolod Cvens pirad Tvisebebzea damokidebuli, Cvens sulier wyobaze. adamianis buneba xom mravalnairia: zogma icis xis moWra rom cudia da, vidre najaxs aiRebdes xelSi, winaswar nanobs, ganicdis, yoymanobs, magram bolos mainc Wris, radgan iZulebulia ase moiqces, Tundac imitom, SeSa rom Wirdeba; zogi ki daufiqreblad, daunaneblad akeTebs imaves da rodisme, ukve didi xnis mere Tu gauCndeba xolme sinanulis magvari grZnoba, Tuki, ra Tqma unda, am xnis ganmavlobaSi, sxva yvelaferTan erTad, Tvalsazrisic Seecvleba da ara marto xis moWrasTan dakavSirebiT, aramed saerTod cxovrebaze. codva is ki ar aris, rasac iZulebiT vakeTebT, aramed mainc rom vakeTebT imas, risi gakeTebac aucilebeli ar iyo. aSkarad kargi naTqvamia, magram avelums ufro Seexeba, vidre sonias. soniam, andazisa ar iyos, mefis sayvarlobas mWedlis coloba arCia, avelumi ki, pirvelsave daZaxebaze ("Zvirfaso, vTxovdebi, iqneb Camoxvide"), mainc erTguli qveSevrdomiviT eaxla moskovSi, raTa daemSvidebina (rac ar unda iyos, gaTxoveba yvela qalisTvis uaRresad mniSvnelovani movlenaa), gaemarTlebina (bolos da bolos, arc imisTvis iyo albaT advili ase moulodnelad gadajdoma erTi skamidan meoreze), gamosaTxovari saCuqari mierTmia (sxvaTaSoris, ase guliTadad arasodes sdomebis misTvis raimes Cuqeba) da Ralatis aRsaniSnavad (aba, sxva araferi hqondaT imJamad aRsaniSnavi) mis sayvarel restoranSi waeyvana, sadac soniam savsebiT gasagebad (im wuTas avelumsac marTla esmoda TiTqos) auxsna (Tan Cais kovzs urevda xizilalis qilaSi), Tu ratom moxda is, rac moxda da ratom unda momxdariyo, maincdamainc ase da ara sxvanairad. magram erTia, roca gixsnian (miT ufro, ukve danayrebuli da ukve SemTvrali literatorebiT aJriamulebul, axorxocebul restoranSi) da meorea, roca axsnils marto aanalizeb SenTvis (Tundac matarebelSi). rac marTalia marTalia, avelumi arc maSin (restoranSi) SekamaTebia sonias da arc axla (SedarebiT damSvidebuli, beds Seguebuli) ekamaTeba. sonias survili, ra Tqma unda, uaRresad adamianuria, ufro sworad, uaRresad qaluri survilia da veravis moubrundeba ena gasamtyuneblad, rogor gabede da rogor gagiCnda msgavsi survilio. ufro metic: araTu survili, saqcielic uaRresad adamianuria, Ralati uaRresad adamianuri Tvisebaa, magram adamianTa cxovrebaSi dgeba Jami, roca Cveulebrivi uCveulod gamoiyureba, adamianuri - araadamianurad. gana panaSvidze mosul xalxs azrad mouva mravalJamieri daagugunos?! Cvenc panaSvidi gvidgas axla msoflio mistiris sakuTar adamianobas - da aseT dros Cveulebriv, klasikur Ralatsac sul sxva suni udis, ufro globalur ubedurebad aRiqmeba, vidre nebismier samkuTxedSi (bermudis CaTvliT) mimdinare procesebi. is (Ralati) romelime momxibvleli qalbatonis reputacias ki ar emuqreba mxolod, aramed sayovelTao zneobas, da araferi aqvs saerTo arc madam bovarisa da arc anna kareninas Tavganwirul nabijTan. piriqiT, Tavad diadi moRalateebis winaaRmdegaa mimarTuli, maTi vnebebis gasaufasureblad, radgan am SemTxvevaSi yvelaferi Sebrunebulad xdeba: qmars ki ara, sayvarels ayrian TvalSi nacars, anu, uazro nebayoflobiT jdebian satusaRoSi (ojaxSi), usasTumlo, ugzoukvlo, mSier-mwyurvali, SiSvel-titveli Tavisuflebis SiSiT. da marTlac, is aTiode weliwadi, avelumTan rom gaatara soniam, TiTqos Tavidanve droebiTi, sulis mosaTqmeli "adgili" iyo mxolod, daaxloebiT iseTive,

rogoric zRvaSi motivtive ficaria gadamfreni CitebisTvis, saidanac daunaneblad, dauzareblad da garkveuli sixaruliTac ki unda wamofreniliyo, rogorc ki sunTqva daumSviddeboda da gzis gagrZeleba SeeZleboda. RvTis wyalobiT, avelumi arc pirvelia da arc ukanaskneli - iSviaTad Tu wasula am qveynidan vinme, erTxel mainc ar eRalatoT misTvis. magram ara mgonia, sonias sulswrafobam da, rac kidev ufro damafiqrebelia, am sulswrafobiT ganpirobebulma misma saqcielma, Tundac, rogorc TviTon eZaxis, "gonivrulma nabijma", aRafrTovanos Cveni momavali mkiTxveli (hm, hm), Tuki, rasakvirvelia, ocdameerTe saukuneSic srulyofili, mkveTrad gamokveTili teqnokratebis epoqaSic, Cveulebrivi, Tandayolili gulebiT icxovreben adamianebi da gaCenisTanave ar gadaunergaven maT cecxlgamZle, tyviagaumtar, yovelgvari cxovrebiseuli eldisgan saimedod dacul, vTqvaT, keramikul gulebs. albaT asec iqneba, radgan adamiani, saboloo jamSi, mainc praqtikuli cxovelia. ganuwyveteli vnebaTaRelva, SiSi, molodini, tanjva, moTmena - yvelas rodi SeuZlia. ufro sworad, aravis siamovnebs, visac cxovreba unda, visac winaswar daproeqtebuli da kanoniT garantirebuli bednierebac Tavze gadasdis...

avelums sonias mimarT yovelTvis hqonda gansakuTrebuli, lamis "mSobliuri" mzrunvelobis gamoCenis survili, SeiZleba imitom, maTi gacnoba sonias mSoblebis ganqorwinebas rom daemTxva, SeiZleba, maT Soris erTob TvalsaCino asakobrivi gansxvavebis gamoc, magram arasodes Sescodebia ise, rogorc, vTqvaT, fransuaza. fransuazas samsaxurSi rom miacilebda (mis binaSi marto darCenisa eSinoda, yovel wuTas SeiZleboda dasdgomoda Tavze "saxlmmarTveli" Tu "ubnis rwmunebuli", liftior qalze rom araferi vTqvaT, da dainteresebuliyo, ras akeTebda ucxoelis binaSi), taqsidan uyurebda xolme, rogor mibakunobda quCaSi, dakargul bekekasaviT, moskovuri zamTris sisastikiT damfrTxali da daTrgunuli, vidre yaraulian sadarbazoSi gauCinardeboda da, ratomRac, yovelTvis cremlis ekliani gorgali eCxireboda yelSi, romelic veRarc "gumis" cxel (gacxelebul) Rvezels Cahqonda da veRarc lamis yinulad qceul, xraSuna luds, anu, avelumis yoveldRiur sauzmes, konspirirebuli cxovrebis periodSi. magram im dRes, kurskis sadgurSi, sonia gacilebiT sacodavi iyo da, rac mTavaria, TviTonac xvdeboda amas. amitomac laparakobda yvelaferze zereled, agdebulad, viTom sxvaTa Soris, viTom zrdilobis gulisTvis - maTi moulodneli "gaTiSva" iqneboda es, Tu misi "moulodneli" gaTxoveba - "iseTi SegrZneba maqvs, TiTqos raRac didi seni Semyrodeso", - aRiara bolos. magram sonia, "TiTqos" ki ara, marTla iyo "avad", Tanac sakmaod seriozulad, oRond, arafriT ar undoda amis dajereba. ufro sworad, gankurneba ar undoda da ar undoda im ubralo mizezis gamo, Segnebulad rom daisneula Tavi. magram avelums mainc unda "moevlo", mainc unda "epatrona" misTvis. yovel SemTxvevaSi, sacdeli mainc bolomde unda ecada, Tundac marto imitom, pirnaTeli rom yofiliyo yvelasTan, anu, sakuTar TavTan. sonia aCemebis tyvea da, amave dros, am tyveobaSi yofna urCevnia adrindel, diaxac rom SeuzRudav Tavisuflebas, radgan iq ufro saimedod iqneba daculi, davuSvaT, avelumis risxvisgan, anda, sakuTari sindisisgan, iseve rogorc bavSvis gamaupatiurebeli an bebris mkvlelia daculi gamZvinvarebuli xalxisagan miliciaSi. sonias ambavi rom vici, arc isaa gamoricxuli, TviTonve rcxvenodes Secdomis aRiareba da axla yvelanairad cdilobdes, ara marto Tavs, yvelas dagvimtkicos, damoukideblad, uTqvenodac SemiZlia swori gadawyvetilebis miRebao. ra gaewyoba. raki ase surs, de, iyos ase. magram rac moxda, TavisTavad ki ar moxda, rogorc avelums egona, aramed momzadda, gacilebiT didi xnis manZilze da, rac mTavaria, avelumis zurgs ukan, avelumis sawinaaRmdegod. avelumma ki maSin Seityo, roca aRaraferi eSveleboda, roca bunebamac Tavisi gaakeTa. marTlac, ise eSmakurad moxda yvelaferi, albaT Tavad soniasac gauWirdeba dazusteba: jer gaTxoveba gadawyvita da mere iRo muclad, Tu jer muclad iRo da mere gadawyvita (barem) gaTxovebac. mokled, soniam ki airCia Tavisi WkuiT misTvis ukeTesi varianti (Tumca, ori kviriT adre, avelumze Zvirfasi "araferi gaaCnda cxovrebaSi"), magram usamarTloba da usindisoba is aris, sxvas rom saerTod waarTva arCevanis ufleba. ufro gasagebad rom vTqva, martom gadawyvita ara Tu sakuTari, aramed avelumis, melanias da, TavisTavad cxadia, fransuazas momavalic. isini xom yvelani erTmaneTze arian gadabmulni uxilavi jaWvebiT da Tuki romelime maTgani amas ver xvdeba, ara marto danarCenebis, aramed sakuTari Tavis mtericaa. magaliTad, melaniam didi gamWriaxoba gamoiCina Tavidanve, roca sinamdviles ki ar aujanyda, daufiqreblad (mofiqrebulad) gasca da daunaneblad (Segnebuli iZulebiT) gayo is, risi arc gacema SeiZleba TiTqos da arc gayofa. magram araTu iyofa Turme, aramed umal namatiTac dagibrundeba, Tuki marto Sens Tavze ar ifiqreb da sxvebsac gauwev angariSs. melaniam, rac marTalia, marTalia, sixarbesac sZlia da pativmoyvareobac daicxro, riTac, upirveles yovlisa, moqiSpeTa gulebi moinadira da qiSpobis mizezi, marTalia, aTasnairad gaZiZgnul-

gawewili, mainc bolomde SeinarCuna. is ki ara, mgoni TviTonac ar icoda, uxaroda Tu swyinda, dRiTidRe ufro da ufro rom uZneldeboda avelums soros didi xniT mitoveba da romeliRac tkbil mogonebaSi gadavardnils, romeliRac sasiamovno CvenebisTvis TvalgaSterebuls, mSobliuri TanagrZnobiT gamoxedavda xolme, viTom qsoviT garTuli. ase rom, arc sonias hqonda ufleba, martos, uimaTod gadaewyvita esoden seriozuli sakiTxi, SeiZleba uaRresad piraduli, magram aseve uaRresad dakavSirebuli sazogadosTan, ramdenadac sonias wasvliT, TavisTavad dgeba dRis wesrigSi yvela danarCenis yofnaaryofnis sakiTxic, radgan aseTia imperiis struqtura, borotebisa iqneba is Tu siyvarulis. magram arc yvelafris soniasTvis gadabraleba iqneba Cvengan kargi saqcieli. soniasac sakuTari buneba warmarTavs da ara avelumis Segonebebi; miuxedavad avelumis didi mcdelobisa, mainc mSobliur garemos ufro Seefereba is, vidre avelumis warmodgenebs. avelumis azriT, soniasTvis gacilebiT mniSvnelovani unda yofiliyo masTan megobroba, vidre erTi Cveulebrivi gaTxoveba. magram sinamdvilem sul sxva suraTi gadagviSala Tvalwin. aSkarad ariTmetikasTan gvaqvs saqme, Cven ki algebruli wesiT vcdilobT "ucnobis" amoxsnas. "ucnobi" cnobilia. kacobriobis arsebobis manZilze, aTadan da babadan moyolebuli, jer ar yofila SemTxveva, amouxsneli darCeniliyos. xelmwifis sayvarlobas mWedlis coloba sjobso - ambobs xalxuri sibrZne. ase rom, arc sonias arCevani gamoirCeva didi originalobiT. Cveulebisamebr, soniamac misTvis ukeTesi airCia or "bedaurs" Soris da Tundac, mxolod da mxolod, praqtikuli TvalsazrisiT - airCia is, visac ufro gamoiyenebda, vinc ufro gamoadgeboda, ara marto ufro axalgazrda, aramed ufro Tvinieric, ufro iolad satarebeli Sens Wkuaze. bolos da bolos, airCia is, romelic ufro axlos eyoleboda, yovelTvis saZebari ar gauxdeboda da aRarc kavkasionis gadafren-gadmofrena dasWirdeboda erTi kocnis gulisTvis. magram, Tu qaTinaurad ar miiRebs, me yovelTvis ukeTesi megona ratomRac sonia, ukeTesi, zneobis TvalsazrisiT ki ara, aramed saerTod, im nivTierebaTa da mineralTa xarisxiT, romlebisganac Sesdgeba misi arseba, sulierica da xorcielic. ufro gasagebad rom vTqva, Rrmad viyavi darwmunebuli (es ra sonias bralia!), sulis amoxdomamde, nebismieri iaraRiT ibrZolebda avelumis gadasarCenad da SesanarCuneblad. Tumca, Tavad, etyoba, am azrisa ar iyo, anda brmad ar emorCileboda am azrs. dedamisma, qalbatonma aisodoram, marTalia suleluri laparaki icis (amitomac gaeqca albaT qmari), magram yuradRebiT Tu mousmenT, bevr saintereso (da saWiro) cnobasac mogawvdiT. "yvelas Zalian gviyvars avelumi, magram ar gegonoT, sonia imis anabara iyos darCenilio" - ai, ra miTxra erTxel qalbatonma aisodoram, magram maSin is ufro gamikvirda, sakmaod uxeSad rom gaaCuma soniam dedamisi - rogorme me TviTon movuvli Cems Tavso - da ufro zrdilobisTvis Sevicxade, ras brZanebT-meTqi, radgan, Cveulebisamebr, didi mniSvneloba ar mimicia cxovrebaze ganawyenebuli, qmris daundoblobiT Rrmad daWrili qalis "muqarisTvis". sonia, rasakvirvelia, TviTonvea sakuTari cxovrebis baton-patroni, magram cxovrebacaa da cxovrebac. roca qali qmars Ralatobs sayvarelTan, ese igi, Cveulebrivi, myari, saimedo gziT midis cxovreba, magram, roca sayvarels Ralatobs saqmrosTan, mTlad kargad ver aris saqme. erTi patiosani kaci ambobs, sanam me var, sikvdili ar arsebobso. sanam siyvarulia, Ralati ar arsebobs, warmoudgenelicaa "gulma sxvisken gagiwios". amitom, nurc Tavs movityuebT, nurc erTmaneTis motyuebas SevecdebiT. sonias "aCemeba" imitom ki ar aris angariSgasawevi, misi da avelumis urTierToba rom "daZvelda", "uperspeqtivo" gaxda, rogorc araerTxel aRniSnula adrec "keTilmosurneTa" mier, rasakvirvelia, imave qalbaton aisodoras CaTvliT, aramed imitom, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, anda swored yvelafris gamo, "gulma sxvisken rom gauwia", Tundac erTi wamiT, uneblieT, anda sqesis sisustidan

gamomdinare, da, rac mTavaria, win ki ar aRudga, SeZrwunebuli, am warmavalsa da bunebriv moTxovnilebas, aramed ahyva da gadahyva kidec. amdenad, salaparakoc aRaraferia TiTqos. ramdenic ar unda vilaparakoT, mxolod imas davadasturebT, Tu ra Zneli gasaTvaliswinebelia saerTod nebismieri safrTxe, swored iqidan rom gamogvityvreba xolme, saidanac ar velodebiT. magram yvela normaluri adamiani, Tundac qvecnobierad, ganuwyvetliv grZnobs da erideba safrTxes. sonia ki piriqiT moiqca - "safrTxisagan" Tavis daRweva ki ar scada, aramed Segnebulad, gamiznulad miekedla mas. diaxac rom saintereso mdgomareobaa sulisa - imitom ki ar iqcevi ase, gabrazebuli rom xar viRacaze, "safrTxe" igrZeni da is viRaca gverdiT ver daigule, aramed "safrTxe" moulodnelad xsna rom aRmoCnda SenTvis da, upirveles yovlisa, im gaurkvevlobisa da uperspeqtivobisgan, razedac zemoT vilaparakeT. soniasTvis "safrTxe" igive xsnaa da, rac yvelaze samwuxaroa, avelumisgan xsnaa, avelumis maradiuli siyvarulisgan, anu, Tu gnebavT, umomavlo kavSirisgan (bodiSs vixdi prozauli gamoTqmisTvis), romelic sinamdvileSi sul bewvze ekida Turme da Tu ar wydeboda, mxolod da mxolod, imitom, "aravin rom ar iyo irgvliv Rirseuli". da ai, bolos da bolos, "Rirseuli" mainc gamoCnda. ki gixaria (romel gasaTxovar qals ar gauxardeba aseTi saswauli), ki ggonia Tavi sizmarSi, magram cota damfrTxalica xar. rac unda iyos, sul axlaxans, mTlianad, mTeli arsebiT ekuTvnodi sxvas da aTasSi erTxel Tu gaifiqrebdi xolme CaZinebamde, isic gakvriT, sul erTi wamiT, ZiriTadad biologiuri SiSiT SeZruli: ra meSveleba, es rom mokvdebao. marTlac, gana ramdenxans cocxlobs adamiani! magram gana marTla wlobiT izomeba namdvili sicocxle, namdvili grZnoba, namdvili urTierToba saerTod?! ara mgonia. es Zalian arazusti da arasaimedo sazomia - meryevi, matyuara. magram axla ra azri aqvs amaze laparaks - yvelaferi isedac naTelia. ufro metic: roca warmovidgen xolme, rogor dgas sonia. saziaro miwis nakveTze, kitris kvlebSi, baris tarze xelebgadatyauli da rogor ecineba TviTonve gunebaSi - erTi imas (avelums) daanaxva axla Cemi Tavio lamis Ralatic vapatio. adamiani codoa - sakuTari xeliT ikowiwebs Tavis patara jojoxeTs da Tvalebi ukve ewvis bolisgan, magram mainc ufro Rrmad Sedis bolSi, Tundac garantirebuli mSvidi siberis gulisTvis - xmis gamcemi, wylis mimwodebeli rom hyavdes vinme, ukeTes SemTxvevaSi - SviliSvili, romelsac Tavisi erTaderTi siyvarulis suraTze daukakunebs siberisgan dakrunCxul TiTs da CifCifiT etyvis: ai, am kacs vuyvardio. magram RmerTis winaSe avelumic marTalia. Tavisi WkuiT, isic soniasTvis zrunavda da arc Tavmoyvareobas gafrTxilebia, arc janmrTelobas. arc moskovSi Cafrenas nanobs, miuxedavad yvelafrisa. piriqiT, rac dro gava, miT ufro tkbilad gaaxsendeba albaT TviTmfrinavis kudze yanyalic, erTmaneTze Sewyobili muyaos yuTebic, muWSi mogrovili gamowuwnuli mandarinis CenCoc... Zalian kargad moiqca. kargadac da sworadac. sonias yvelaferi unda scodnoda, oRond is ki ara, ris sanacvlod ra dakarga, aramed - marTla rom SeiZleba maszec Sestkiodes viRacas guli. Tumca, soniam yovelTvis icoda yvelaferi, pirvelive dRidan, roca mkvdariviT gadafiTrebuli, Zlivs moaTrevda fexebs sastumro "rosias" lamis usasrulo derefanSi; roca paltos ixdida, ufro zustad ki, ver ixdida da mRelvarebisgan tuCebgadalurjebuli, sikvdilmisjilis gauTviTcnobierebuli cnobismoyvareobiT ayolebda Tvals avelumis xelebis nebismier moZraobas, TiTqos rame Tu gamorCeboda, anda, TiTqos rogorc ki isini (avelumis xelebi) gaCerdebodnen, misi aRsasrulic dadgeboda; da roca Tavisi nabijis gasamarTleblad Tu avelumis gulSi ufro Rrmad Casaxedad, mogonili arxeinobiT, meZavis utifrobiT eubneboda avelums: aqeT rom movdiodi, wiTel moedanze asi maneTi SemomaZlia erTma Seni xnis kacmao. sxvanairad warmoudgenelia maTi guSindeli udardelobac da dRevandeli mRelvarebac.

rogorc ityvian, imaTac hqondaT "erTi dro" da Tundac imxnis ganmavlobaSi isinic iseTive bunebrivebi iyvnen erTmaneTisTvis, iseve Seeferebodnen erTmaneTsac da garemosac, rogorc, vTqvaT, biWvinTas - aivanze, mzis mxares, gasaSrobad gakiduli sacurao trusebi, anda, mlaSe qviSis mcoxnavi, yelze TiTbris eJvanSebmuli Zroxa, moulodnelad rom waadga erTxel Tavze da gulebi gauxeTqa xis qveS SeyuJulebs. iqauri biWebi (maTi uneblie maspinZlebi), zRvis piras cecxls aCaRebdnen, Tevzis mosaxarSad, da vin icis, raRas ar pirdebodnen RmerTs gunebaSi sonias erTi kocnisTvis. sonia ki marTlac lamazi iyo im dRes - galifes Targze gamoWrili xakis Sarvali ecva da vardisferi Txeli perangi. majis simsxo nawnavi kefaze daegragna, gveliviT, da jibeebSi xelebCawyobili, mogonili arxeinobiTa da sizantiT miseirnobda avelumis gverdiT, mkvdar, gavarvarebul qviSaze, vidre qviSnars gascdebodnen da juja bzebis tyeSi Seimalebodnen, dausxltebodnen cecxlTan mofusfuse biWebis Tvalebs. tyeSi patara saydris xela lodi egdo, mzemiSuqebuli, da mis xorklian zedapirze damsxvreuli sxivi TvalebSi uWvritinebda avelums da ca kiserSi Casdioda civ Jruantelad da miwa TandaTanobiT ecleboda fexqveS da sonias ise gaxureboda mzeze Tma, sul tkacatkuci gaudioda mis TiTebSi da yvelaferi, rasac imwuTas ganicdida da xedavda, imdenad didebuli iyo, sxva rom veraferi moaxerxa, pirjvari gadaiwera. ase iyo es ambavi, magram albaT isic sainteresoa (Tundac, mxolod CemTvis), ratom damesizmra maincdamainc me qvemoT moTxrobili sizmari, roca gacilebiT ajobebda da savsebiT bunebrivic iqneboda, imave sonias dasizmreboda, anda Tavad avelums. Tumca, meore mxriv, imJamindel Cems sulier mdgomareobas Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, srulebiTac ar aris gasakviri, swored me rom vnaxe swored aseTi ucnauri sizmari. etyoba, im dReebSi cota mec avafrine, radgan adre msgavsic araferi damsizmrebia, arc ase gamorCeulad ucnauri, arc ase gamorCeulad dabneuli, rasakvirvelia, Tu ki marTla me vnaxe, rac vnaxe, da ara, vTqvaT, soniam anda avelumma. axlave avxsni yvelafers. rac mTavaria, erT sityvasac ar davamateb, arc mxatvruli, arc azrobrivi kosmetikis Casatareblad. raRac-raRacebi ki TavisTavad daakldeba, risi aRdgenac ubralod veRar SevZeli, ramdenadac sakmaod didi dro gavida, vidre aeroportSi manqaniT gavidodi da, rac mTavaria, fexiT davbrundebodi iqidan, anu vidre sabolood davadgendi, ra iyo sizmari da ra cxadi, rodis gamovedi sizmridan (rodis gamovediT sizmridan me da sonia, oriveni erTad, radgan sizmarSi erT-erTi CvenTagani iyo orive, ufro sworad, samive, ese igi, avelumic, magram oridan - anu samidan - romeli iyo is "erTerTi", Zneli saTqmelia) da rodis gadavedi cxadSi (ukve usoniod). saerTod ki uaRresad naTeli sizmari iyo da mec, SeZlebisdagvarad, Sevecdebi iseve cxadad gadmovce, rogorc vnaxe, anu rogorc avelumma naxa, radgan sinamdvileSi, me ki ar vnaxe rac vnaxe, aramed avelumma (SeiZleba - soniamac). anda, avelumis sizmari vnaxe me, magram es srulebiTac ar niSnavs imas, rom sizmarSic me me viyavi. sizmari, ra Tqma unda, me vnaxe, magram imave sizmarSi me me ki ar viyavi, ubralod, me vansaxierebdi yvelas, garda sakuTari Tavisa - avelumsac, soniasac da, Tqven warmoidgineT, daniasac. ase rom, Zalian sasiamovno iqneboda piradad CemTvis, es sizmari marTla avelums anda sonias enaxa da ara me. magram sjobs, isev sizmari movyve, Torem amdeni axsnaganmartebiT TviTon davibeni da sxva rogorRa gaarkvevs, vis ra daesizmra, anda daesizmra Tu ara saerTod rame.

maS ase: viTom, erT mSvienier dRes, moulodnelad gamomeRviZa Cems loginSi. ara, piriqiT. viTom, sonias gamoeRviZa Tavis loginSi. rasakvirvelia, mniSvneloba ara aqvs, vis ekuTvnis logini. mTavari im loginis adgilsamyofelia. mokled, sonias moulodnelad gamoeRviZa mis mSobliur garemoSi da daniamac maSinve ena ausva saxeze (ZaRlis civi ena rom vigrZeni, mTels tanSi Jruantelma damiara. ZaRli ki mecodeba, magram ver vitan, Tavisi adgili rom ar icis, ginda ewyinos, ginda ara) da daiwkavwkava - ade, aRar SemiZlia, gamaseirneo. magram sonia jer kidev ver gamorkveuliyo buranidan. iseTi grZnoba mqonda, TiTqos ki ar viRviZebdi, viZinebdi, magram raRaca miSlida daZinebas. raRaca ki ara, viRaca. oTaxSi aSkarad viRac iyo, ZaRlis garda, da daJinebiT miyurebda. soniam uneburad sabani waifara SiSvel mkerdze, damala Tavisi didi ZuZuebi, ramac, cota ar iyos, gamakvirva, radgan arasodes moridebia sakuTari siSiSvlis demonstrireba (mTavaria, mayurebeli hyavdes), miT ufro sakuTar sawolSi. frTxilad, gaubedavad movaTvaliere oTaxi, magram, araTu ucxo vinme, saerTod aravin da araferi ar iyo oTaxSi - arc wignebis karada, arc magida, arc skamebi... TiTqos binadrebi gausaxlebiaT, an jer ar SemousaxlebiaTo. araferi ar iyo (sxvaTa Soris, aRarc dania) da ai, maSin ki ikadra soniam gamofxizleba. "RmerTo Cemo, sad gaqra imis ("imis" - e.i. avelumis) suraTio". (arada, marTla kargi suraTia - ocdaeqvsisaa - axalgazrda, damwyebi poeti raRacas jiutad misCerebia sivrceSi, albaT sonias jer dabadebas, mere daqalebasa da mere gamoCenas Tu elodeba) - gaifiqra SeSfoTebulma da sawolSi wamojda. ZuZuebi maSinve aqeT-iqiT gadaizniqnen, gabutulebiviT, TiTqos erTmaneTs aarides Tvali. imis, anu avelumis suraTi ki ara, rogorc ukve vTqvi, yvelaferi gamqraliyo: farSevangis kudis bumbulic (brma guSagi), askilis ekliani totic (Suriani mowme), kaxur-imeruli keramikac (carieli sityvebi), unikaluri avtografebiT Semkobili wignebic (briyvis aRsareba), xevsuruli paWiWebic (morigi "saqorwilo" marSruti), kveteras mwvane kramitis namtvrevic (umaqnisi warsuli)... yvelaferi, rac Tavs gadaxdeniaT, ugrZvniaT, ganucdiaT. ki magram, sad, sad unda gamqraliyo amdeni rame ase erTbaSad, ase ukvalod, ase uimedod?! TiTqos arc yofilao. arada, iyo. me xom vici, sxvam Tu ara?! SeSfoTebuli wamovarda sawolidan, dediSobila, grZelfexa... da, cotas morCa, maSinve iatakze moadina bragvani - raRacaze moucurda uceb fexi. "Seni dedaco" Seigina guliT, brazianad, avelumiviT, da mereRa daixeda Zirs. Zirs avelumis suraTi egdo pirqve. TeTrad qaTqaTebda priala qaRaldis sworkuTxedi. avelumi, rasakvirvelia, ar Canda - meore pirze iyo aRbeWdili, qvemodan. TiTqos Segnebulad imaleboda qaRaldis qveS, magram gaxarebulma soniam qaRaldi rom gadmoabruna, arc iq aRmoCnda. priala qaRaldis orive piri erTnairad TeTri (anu sufTa) iyo. soniam maSinve imas ("imas" - e. i. imas) daureka da mSvidad uTxra (Tan sakuTar sxeuls aTvalierebda sarkeSi): moxarSuli viris yuri macivarSi devs, me ki TbilisSi mivfrinav, radgan ors rom erTi gamovakloT erTi ki darCeba, magram is erTi me var Tu is ("is" - e.i. avelumi) Zneli dasadgeniao. "vicodi, adre Tu gvian, ase metyodio" - upasuxa iman. sonia ki ukve Tbilisis aeroportSi idga viTom da avelumis telefonis nomers krefda gamalebuli (Tan darwmunebuli iyo, gverdiT Cavlili yvela mamakaci uyurebda). "telefonze geZaxiano" - karze momikakuna ekaekaterinekatom. vici, vinc rekavs-meTqi - mivaZaxe kars da mec iseve SeSfoTebuli wamovvardi sawolidan, rogorc sonia wamovarda weRan, oRond, aqedan Zalian Sors, sxva qveyanaSi, sxva qalaqSi, sxva binaSi. ise Cavicvi da ise gamovedi Sinidan, sityva ar miTqvams aravisTvis. sabednierod, arc CemTvis ukiTxavT rame, egaa, rom yvelani, didian-patarianad, daZabulni, gaSeSebulni madevnebdnen Tvals, vidre Cavicvamdi da vidre kars gamoviketavdi zurgs ukan, TiTqos maTi marCenali, maTi patroni ki ar viyavi, aramed maT binaSi SeWrili mZarcveli da TiTqos iaraRiT davmuqrebodi, Cems gasvlamde, an Tu

krinti daZra, an Tu Tavad gainZra romelime Tqvengani, yvelas erTianad amogJuJavTo. uTqmeladac yvelaferi naTeli iyo. adrec, soniamde, fransuazas "epoqaSic" aseTive daZabuli, damnaSavuri dumili Camovardeboda xolme, fransuazas naCuqar romelime frangi momRerlis firfitas Tu davatrialebdi uneburad, davuSvaT, adamos. da marTlac, iseTi SegrZneba meufleboda piradad me (darwmunebuli var, sxvebsac), TiTqos fransuazac Cvens Soris ijda gatrunuli, daZabuli - aba, rogor moiqcevian, damtoveben, mimiReben Tu gamagdebeno. "axla Tu taqsi Semxvda, yvelaferi sinamdvileSi xdeba-meTqi" gavifiqre faca-fuciT, gzaze damdgari kacis mRelvarebiT, da imave wams taqsmac SemomanaTa Tavisi mwvane Tvali. "vis elodebi-meTqi" davuZaxe gulabagunebulma. "visac Zalian vWirdebio" - mipasuxa taqsma (mag simarTliT iaros! marto amiT unda mivmxvdariyavi, sizmari rom iyo). "aba, saCqarod aeroportSi, mandilosani melodeba-meTqi". - Sevvardi manqanaSi. Tan me TviTon mecineboda sonias "mandilosnobaze". manqanaSi ki Sevvardi, magram meore wuTas, viTom, karuselze vtrialebdi Tavbrudamxvevi siCqariT. Cems winac sonia ijda muyaos antilopaze da Cems ukanac. xan is momxedavda, eSmakurad RimilSekavebuli, xan me movxedavdi xolme, cremliT dabrmavebuli. "Tu marTla damxvda is "mandilosani" aeroportSi, sul saTiTaod davukocni Sens manqanas talaxian borblebs-meTqi" - davuyvire mZRols. "Sen giJi xom ar xar SemTxveviTo" - gaaCera mZRolma manqana. "marTali brZandebiT, giJi var-meTqi" - daveTanxme giJuri morCilebiT da manqanidan gadmovedi. "ras Svrebi, sad midixar, modi, raRa darCa, barem migiyvano" - mainc Sevecode mZRols. me ki xeli avuqnie mxolod, radgan yeli Caxergili mqonda sibrazisgan, sinanulisgan, sevdisgan, sircxvilisgan, siyvarulisgan, siZulvilisgan, sikeTisgan, siborotisgan, raRa Tqma unda, simartovisganac da yvelafer amas xorxis qronikuli anTebac emateboda zed. win ki moasfaltebuli, ukacuri, usasrulo gza gadaWimuliyo. arsaidan arsaiT mimavali. gzas, orive mxridan, erTnairad gaquculi, erTnairad triali mindvrebi misdevda. qars mihqonda iqauroba. aTasSi erTxel, damayruebeli gugun-gruxuniT, avad aelvebuli TviTmfrinavi gadamifrenda xolme Tavze da, lamis Tavi waeclia, TiTqos mSieri faskunji amovarda qvesknelidano. me ki ukacur, moasfaltebul gzaze mivdiodi da viTom me ki ar viyavi, aramed dania, upatrono ZaRli, romelsac jer kidev ar gadahyroda sonia da mainc araferi ar mindoda ufro Zlier, vidre sonias danaxva, vidre imisi briyvulad momRimari saxis alokva. sxva rom veraferi gavawye Cems ZaRlur simartoveSi, iqve, Suagzaze Cavcucqdi, kudze davjeqi, drunCi cas mivuSvire da avymuvldi. ase aymuvlebuls gamomeRviZa.

tyuilad ki ar aris naTqvami, mada WamaSi modiso - rac ufro mets vlaparakob, miT ufro meti saTqmeli miCndeba da rom SeiZlebodes, saerTod ar movSordebodi Cems tanjul sabeWd manqanas, arc lukmis Casadebad, arc Tvalis mosatyueblad, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, SenTvisac sulerTia, moclilo mkiTxvelo, ra TanamimdevrobiT mogiyvebi Cems gancdebs; Tumca, sjobs Tavidanve vaRiaro, rom Cems monaTxrobSi gancdas mainc gansja sWarbobs, namoqmedars - nafiqrali, magram esec albaT kanonzomieri movlenaa dReisaTvis - mimdinare aTwleuli xom gonebis aTwleuladaa gamocxadebuli - da marTlac, bevri ram aris dasafiqrebelica da gansasjelic, ramdenadac ara marto saukune mTavrdeba, aramed qristes ocsaukunovani epoqac da ara marto varaudi, aramed SesaZleblobac arsebobs, marTla uazrod, sulelurad moispos yvelaferi, aRigavos pirisagan miwisa, da Cemi "Sromac" fuWi aRmoCndes bolos; magram aRarc gaCumeba SeiZleba - nayofi rom daiZvreba, aucileblad unda daibados, Torem TviTonac daiRupeba da misi mtvirTvelic - Tanac, rogorc sCans, marTla moswrebazea saqme: momaval saukuneSi ki ara, xval ra iqneba, imasac ver ambobs veravin dabejiTebiT. sxvaTa Soris, isic gasarkvevia, xval me isev me viqnebi, Tu sxva vinme - adamiani xom, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, yoveldRe xelaxla ibadeba da yoveldRe erTxel kidev kvdeba, Tumca, TviTon arasodes icis, xelaxla daibada Tu erTxel kidev mokvda. magram, ibadeba Tu kvdeba, Cemi ar iyos, dro mainc unda gaiyvanos rogorme, gindac xelaxla dabadebamde, gindac xelaxal sikvdilamde. saamisod ki, gulis amobertyva saukeTeso saSualebaa: yeli rom gamiSreba da Rvinis ylups davuwyeb Zebnas erTxel ukve daclil boTlebSi, sul sxva dRe damxvdeba xolme samzareuloSic da, TavisTavad cxadia, kalendarzec. ase rom, vercki gaigeb, rogor garbis dro erTi istoriuli TariRidan meoremde. arada, TiTqos Cems jibrze, yvela meore dRe aRsaniSnavia - an samgloviaroa an sazeimo - etyoba, rac ufro pataraa qveyana, meti istoriuli TariRi aqvs, da rac mTavaria, aRsaniSnavad yvela erTnairad saxifaToa, gindac sazeimo iyos, gindac samgloviaro, miT ufro dRes, roca ZaRli patrons ver scnobs da patroni ZaRls, mSobliur qalaqSi ucxosaviT dadixar da sadac ar unda SeiyuJo bolos, yvelgan Semawuxeblad daZabuli molodinia gaurkvevlisa da amouxsnelisa. Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, TiTqos aRaraferia gasarkvevi da amosaxsneli - erTxel kidev da amjerad ukve Cveni TandaswrebiT, Cvens Tvalwin sruldeba ukeTilSobilesi aqti Zvelisa da axlis monacvleobisa, rac yvelaze TvalnaTeli dadasturebaa sicocxlis maradiulobisa, Tundac maradiuli moZraobisa, magram rogorc sxva yvelaferi, esec gayalbebulia imperiis mesveurTa mier da esec morig TavSesaqcev sanaxaobadaa qceuli imperiis qveSevrdomTa gasabriyveblad, rasakvirvelia, imperiis interesebidan gamomdinare - imperia mxolod da mxolod mkvdari, gaqvavebuli modelia sicocxlisa da, amdenad, maradiuli moZraoba ki ar ainteresebs, aramed uZraobis maradiuloba, anu, erT adgilze mbrunav borbalSi gamomwyvdeuli ciyvis ganuwyveteli da amao mcdeloba sivrceSi gadaadgilebisa. imperiis ukidegano sivrceebSic erTi da igive dro brunavs borbaliviT, borbalSi ki Cven, imperiis qveSevrdomebi, dabadebiT imitatorebi, viTom vmoZraobT, viTom naTeli momavlisken miviswrafiT Tavgamodebulni da, saboloo jamSi, erTnairad gapampulebulni gamovdivarT Zvelebic da axlebic. ufro sworad, marTla axali ki ar enacvleba Zvels, rac igive sikvdili iqneboda imperiisTvis, Tuki amas dauSvebda, aramed, drogamoSvebiT, saxeSecvlili "Zveli" gvevlineba "axlad", rac imperiis ukvdavebis sawindaria. amitomac moabijeben ase moRuSulni, gafiTrebulni - gogoebs Savi kabebi acviaT, koWebamde, Zveleburad (maTi TvalsazrisiT, esec siaxlisken ltolvaa), xelSi ki TeTri vardebi uWiravT. vardi Zviri kia, magram ras izam, gansakuTrebuli dRea, yvelaferi imarxeba, rac aqamde arsebobda, da vardis siZvirem ar unda Segvaferxos, dasamarxi unda

daimarxos, radac ar unda dagvijdes, vidre gvamis suns SeveCveodeT. marTalia, vardis gamyidveli arc "mamuliSvilobis" gamo dauklebs fass Tavis saqonels, magram sxva Tu araferi, imdeni saqvelmoqmedo fondi da sazogadoeba gaCnda uceb, rogorc ki erTi JuJuna wvima movida, araferi daSavdeba, erTxel mainc, daniSnulebisamebr Tu moixmaren Senawirs. bolos da bolos, marto Segroveba xom ar evalebaT - keTili inebon da gaiRon kidec, Tundac imave vardebisTvis, Savkabianma gogoebma rom unda daiWiron xelSi dRes, xval, zeg, maszeg - bevri ramea dasamarxi da droc bevri dasWirdeba albaT.

biWebs Savi Sarvlebi da Savi kurtakebi acviaT. aseTi Cacmuloba ara marto Seesabameba drosa da garemos, aramed ufro mosaxerxebelicaa SesaniRbad, ver gaarCev vin vin aris, mSromeli Tu usaqmuri, swavluli Tu lazRandara, sofleli Tu qalaqeli... Zvelebs TavianTi axalgazrdoba imitomac axsovT (mcire gamonaklisTa garda), imas rom icvamdnen, rasac Soulobdnen. magram es mainc ar aZlevT gverdze gadgomis uflebas. piriqiT, miT ufro ara aqvT neba gverdze gadgomisa, Tundac imaTi xaTriT, visac ar gaumarTla, vinc maTTan erTad ver moaRwia dRemde, ver moeswro am did gansacdels, brZolis velze daeca yvelaferze TvaldarCenili, yvelafriT gulnakluli, Tumca, yovelgvari damxmare saSualebebis gareSe, bolomde eomeboda cxovrebas da frCxilebiT, kbilebiT RrRnida mis yru kedels, Tundac sul umniSvnelo sxivis gasatevi WuWrutana mainc rom gamoeCiCqna rogorme da, Tuki Tavad ver SeaRwevda Sig, WuWrutanidan mainc Seexeda cxovrebisTvis. imaT, dRevandelebisgan gansxvavebiT, cxovrebidan rogorme gaqceva ki ara, cxovrebaSi rogorme SeRweva da cxovrebaSi rogorme fexis mokideba hqondaT miznad dasaxuli. Tumca, samwuxarod, Sedegi erTnairad savalalo aRmoCnda orive SemTxvevaSi, bevri sicocxle da sindisi Seiwira da Tundac am TvalsazrisiT, ar SeiZleboda rameTi ukeTesebi yofiliyvnen guSindelebi dRevandelebze, anda piriqiT. ubralod, saerTo ubedurebisadmi damokidebuleba iyo guSin sxvanairi; ar rcxvenodaT ubedurebisa; icodnen, ubedurebi rom iyvnen, erTnairad ubedurebi, saerTo ubedurebiT ubedurebi, rac ki ar TiSavda maT, rogorc imperias surda, kidev ufro aaxlovebda, akavSirebda erTmaneTTan, rac srulebiTac ar aZlevda xels imave imperias. Tumca, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, saerTo ubedurebac gansakuTrebuli iyo yvela ojaxisTvis, iseve, rogorc, vTqvaT, yvela mSobelia gansakuTrebuli (avelumis mama rom gardaicvala, dedam Tqva: mkvdari kaci gvinaxavdao). es ki, upirveles yovlisa, pasuxismgeblobis grZnobas umZafrebda yvela maTgans (Tormeti wlis avelumma umcrosi da gaaCuqa - raki mSoblebi jer isev gadasaxlebaSi hyavda, Tavad gauwia das mSoblis magivroba da SimSiliT sikvdils gadaarCina, Tavisi WkuiT). oRond, arc mTlad ase iolad aixsneba albaT guSindelTa da dRevandelTa fsiqiuri Tu sulieri Taviseburebani. martivad rom vTqvaT, dRevandelebisgan gansxvavebiT, guSindelebi mSoblebs ki ar avaldebulebdnen ezrunaT maT keTildReobaze, aramed Tavs Tvlidnen davalebulad mSoblebis winaSe. SeiZleba, qvecnobierad ecodebodaT isini daxvretilni, daborkilni, davrdomilni - TiTqos imaT ki ar ebaraT Svilebis bedi, aramed Svilebs - imaTi da, wesierebi iyvnen Tu uwesoni, erTi wamiTac ar tovebdaT am valdebulebis SegrZneba da ase iyo sul, Tavidanve, WkuaSi Cavardnamdec, Zvlebis gamagrebamdec da saerTod dabadebamdec. magaliTad, rac unda momxdariyo, avelumi kviraSi orjer mainc aakiTxavda xolme davrdomil mamas, sadRac diRmis zeviT, romeliRac patara TaTrul sofelSi - sadac mamamisi, gadasaxlebidan dabrunebis Semdeg, kolmeurneobis buRaltrad muSaobda - da xan sufTa sacvals autanda, xan saWiro wignebs, xan ki dedis morig werils, sadac ZiriTadad isev masze iyo saubari, ufro sworad, Svilis "umadobiT" SeSfoTebuli, magram umweo da usaxsro adamiani Tavis gaunelebel SiSsa da eWvs SesCioda aseve umweo da usaxsro adamians. raki Tavidanve ver upatrones Svils, Tavs uflebas veRar aZlevdnen, aSkarad gamoeyenebinaT mSoblis uflebebi. "ar vici, ra viRono, mgoni cud gzaze dgas biWio" erTnairad wuxda yvela werili da avelumic, vidre adresatamde aaRwevda, ramdenjerme kiTxulobda yvela maTgans da ase ara marto gasarTobad iqceoda, sakmaod grZelsa da mosawyen gzaze damdgari, aramed eamayeboda kidec, raRacnairad siamovnebda, abednierebda dedis faruli yuradReba da mzrunveloba, rac, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, imis rwmenasac umtkicebda, jer mTlad xelidan wasuli rom ar iyo Tavad, jer kidev rom SeiZleboda misi

gadarCenac. xolo, rac Seexeba "umadobis" mizezs, ver amxelda, Torem, umal sasacilod moeCveneboda yvelas - miT ufro, nacimbiral mSoblebs - vidre SemaSfoTeblad. bolos da bolos, erTi maTi megobari, qarTuli xalxuri baladis gmiriviT, mdidars arTmevda da Raribs aZlevda. eg iyo da eg. gnebavT, aklebda imas, visac ar sWirdeboda da umatebda imas, visac aklda. anda, mihqonda is, risi fasic patronma ar icoda da axarjavda imas, vinc ufasebda. mokled, saxelovan momReral bebias, stalinuri premiis laureats, romelic fulsa da obligacias ver ansxvavebda erTmaneTisgan da erTica da meorec dasta-dasta ewyo TeTreulis karadis Taroebze, daunaneblad, daundoblad Zarcvavda, raTa Zmakacebs namcxvriTa da tkbileuliT gamaspinZleboda muskomediisa Tu operis bufetSi, Tanac im dros, roca maTi Tanatolebis umravlesobas Su da ekleri ki ara, Cveulebrivi puris yua esizmreboda. maT ki sakonditros Tbili, daSaqruli suni asdiodaT da namcxvris pudriT yvelas erTnairad hqonda gadaTeTrebuli nikapi da saulvaSe. ase rom, dRevandelebisgan gansxvavebiT, sxva damxmare saSualebani, aRmgznebadi Tu gamTiSveli, arafrad sWirdebodaT, nametani didi fufuneba iqneboda maTTvis narkotikuli zmanebani. samagierod, arc droze adre dadgomian mousavleTis gzas asmaneTiani samgloviaro gancxadebis amara, sadac yvelaze bolos mainc gardacvlilia moxseniebuli - cocxlebTan SedarebiT, iqac umniSvnelo adgili ukavia, anda, saerTod imitomaa naxsenebi, erTxel kidev rom SesZlon gadamowmeba misma cocxalma axloblebma, vin visze win dgas, vin ufro dasafasebelia maT patara sanaTesavoSi.

magram arc es niSnavs guSindelTa wesierebas. guSinac SeeZlo nebismier maTgans, vTqvaT, yomarSi waego puris wignakebi, anda sakuTari bina gaeZarcva da rac rame ebada, erT ampulaSi gadaecvala. ubralod, Tavad sibrZnes asaki ara aqvs, Torem yvela asaks Tavisi gansakuTrebuli sibrZne gaaCnia. ufro sworad, yvelafers Tavisi gamgebi sWirdeba. axalgazrdobas guli erCis, sisxli uCuxCuxebs. Rvino rom duRs, kargi glexi qvevrTan aTen-aRamebs - aduRebulma Rvinom, SeiZleba, qvevri gaxeTqos da gaiqces. Tanac gazafxuli karsaa momdgari. cocxals ki ara, mkvdars aJrJolebs samareSi. rom amouSvan, amova. Jami sxvlisa moiwia, xma gvritisa isma qveyanasa Sina Cvensa, leRvman gamoiRo yvavili Tvisi. magram, kacma rom Tqvas, axalgazrdobac pirobiTi, aramyari cnebaa - dRevandeli axalgazrda guSin yrma iyo, xval Warmagi iqneba da zegindel axalgazrdaze ityvis, aseTi araferi minaxavso. marTlac, ras aSaveben dRevandelebi imisTanas, rac maT papebsac ar daeSavebinoT da rasac maTi SviliSvilebic ar daaSaveben! didi ambavi, Tuki erT sakmaod maRali Tanamdebobis pirs sakuTarma Svilebma pirdapir sawer magidaze... meoris vaJi ki leningradis romeliRac sastumros nomerSi ipoves mkvdari - SarvalCaxdili da venaSi nemsgayrili. mesamisam dedis Savi winda Camoicva Tavze, mamis monikelebuli pistoleti daiWira xelSi da bebias daesxa Tavs - bibiloebianad moaglija babuis naCuqari briliantis sayureebi. meoTxisa da mexuTisa Seamxanagdnen da meeqvsis gogo sardafSi gaaupatiures virTxebis Tvalwin. magram es yvelaferi umal saerTo-sayovelTao ganwirulobis SegrZnebis bralia - Campal-CaWaobebuli sardafebidan Savi WiriviT rom amoitanes da gadagvdes virTxebma - vidre zedmeti garyvnilebisa (rogorc vTqvaT, sazRvargareT) da marTlac, ganwirulisa da ganwirulobisgan Tavgzaabneulis meti, vin gadauxdis amags ganavliT Tundac yvelaze uRirs mSobels, vin mokvdeba ase samarcxvinod, vin gamoiCens aseT sisastikes, vin gaixrwneba ase uimedod... amitomac minda xolme, Tundac aivnidan gadavZaxo demonstrantebs - ehei, Tqven, TeTri vardebiT xeldamSvenebulo gogonebo da gamomwvevad moRuSulo biWebo-meTqi! Tqveni xnisa avelumic TqvenisTana iyomeTqi! leqciaze ra gaaCerebda, mizezi Tu eqneboda quCaSi gamosvlisa, miT ufro yovelmxriv sapatio mizezi. ormocdaTeqvsmetSi, martis dReebi rom mZvinvarebda, rogor ggoniaT, gazeTis makets adgenda Tu "saqarTvelos moambis" gadayviTlebul egzempliarebs furclavda mowiwebiT universitetis biblioTekaSi?! araferic! isic Tavis weras hyavda atanili, magram erTi kia, aRar esmoda Tanatolebisa, ufro sworad, marto mas esmoda TiTqos, rac xdeboda, ratom xdeboda, radgan Tanatolebisgan gansxvavebiT, ukve icoda simarTle da Tavisi simarTlis wyvdiadidan yvelaferi ufro garkveviT moCanda sicruis sinaTleSi. rasakvirvelia, simarTlis garkveuli nawili dRevandelebmac ician albaT, Torem ase naadrevad ar daberdebodnen, Segnebulad ar daisneulebdnen Tavs aTasi samamulo Tu importuli seniT, magram is codna, romelic, jerjerobiT, gaaCniaT, sulis gasaRizianeblad, asaforiaqeblad, asamxedrebladaa sakmarisi da ara dasamSvideblad, anu, sulis Tvalis asaxelad, da esec umal guSindelebis bralia, vidre maTi: dedikoc enacvaloT da mamikoc, magram bevrad ajobebda, jer Tavad garkveuliyvnen isini, sad cxovrobdnen, visi droSis qveS idgnen, nebiT Tu uneblieT, droebiT Tu samudamod, da mere miesajaT SvilebisTvis uzneobiT tkboba da xelovnur, warmodgenil, klanikisa da gamosafxizleblis suniT daretianebul samoTxeSi yuryuti. imaT ki ar ician, grZnoben da es SegrZneba awuxebT, aforiaqebT yvelaze metad. magram ver uTqvamT, sityvebi ar yofniT SegrZnebaTa gamosaxatavad nuravicirogorgiTxramokledaseara - magram imasac grZnoben, mSoblebmac rom ar ician, ra sWirT, rogor uSvelon TavianT Svilebs da, uneblieT, kidev ufro Rupaven maT - xo dediko ki dediko a Seni Wirime - mSobels isini mxolod uyvars, rac srulebiTac ar aris sakmarisi maT gadasarCenad. Tanac imdenad uyvars, maTi

gaWinTvisac eSinia, rame ar gaiwyviton mucelSio. mSobelma mxolod is simarTle uTxra, romelsac Tavad miakvlia Tavidanve mcdar gzaze (imperatoris miTiTebul gzaze) Semdgarma da ZiriTadad cxoveluri alRos amara SeWidebulma cxovrebis talaxian talRebs, radgan kaci umal ityvis, iqneb me mainc gamimarTloso, vidre irwmunebs, masac rom ar gaumarTlebs sxvebiviT.

magram vidre axalgazrda, gogo iqneba Tu biWi, sinamdviles ver urigdeba, Tundac brmad, Tundac alalbedze miiswrafvis sinaTlisken, siaxlisken ukanonod SobiliviT migdebuli mTavrobis sasaxlis qvis kibeebze, civ noemberSi, sanTlis patara alis amara - jer kidev yvelaferi ar dakargula, anda, advili SesaZlebelia, yvelaferi Tavidan daiwyos. amitomac modian ase moRuSulni, ase gafiTrebulni, ase erTnairad ganrisxebulni. magram, samwuxarod, Tuki Rrmad CaeZiebi, mrisxanebac ara aqvT saerTo. sxvadasxva mizeziT arian ganrisxebulni. imperiis ideologebma ise moxerxebulad gadauadgiles samizneebi, arc ician da arc ainteresebT, vis moxvdeba visTvis gankuTvnili tyvia. briyvs misi ubedurebis mizezi Wkviani hgonia, Raribs mdidari, usindisos - patiosani, soflels - qalaqeli da qalaqels - sofleli... jer cxovreba wesierad arc dauwyiaT da ukve ixrCobian, aRar SeuZliaT aqauri haeris sunTqva. arc swavla undaT, arc muSaoba. araferi ar undaT, "adamianuri siTbos" meti. SeiZleba, arc arasodes ugrZvniaT, arc ician, ras niSnavs, da mainc "erTi bewo adamianuri siTbos" saTxovnelad arian TiTqos gamosulni Sinidan yvelani. yvelas erTnairad "adamianuri siTbo" akeria pirze. erTi maTgani avelumsac miadga Sin. laparakisas Tan tiroda, Tan icinoda, Tan frCxilebs iRrRnida saxewamonTebuli, Tvalebze TmaCamoSlili. saxe wesierad arc uCanda. "damSviddi, damenaxve jero" - eubneboda avelumi, magram iman verafriT ver gadaiwia saxidan Tma. Tmac iseTi hqonda, rogoric TviTon iyo - jiuti, utexi, daumorCilebeli.. "mSoblebis daxocva minda da ras mirCevTo" - sruliad seriozulad uTxra avelums, xolo avelumma rom Seicxada, mSoblebs ras erCio, imaTi bralia yvelaferi, imaTma simxdalem, imaTma sibriyvem Cagvyara am dReSio miaxala gazepirebuliviT da avelumi cotaTi damSvidda, mixvda, tyuoda simxdalisTvis da sibriyvisTvis arvin klavs mSobels. avelumis SesaSfoTeblad, zemoqmedebis mosaxdenad laparakobda ase, rac TviTonve daadastura, radgan rogorc ki maTi saubris "saqmiani nawili" moTavda, mogonili sevdiTa da sinanuliT moayola: nuTu ar SeiZleba, mec damiTmoT cotaodeni siTboo, xolo avelumis SekrTomam kidev ufro gaaxalisa da ufro Tamamad gadavida Setevaze: Tqven imdeni siTbo gaqvT, arc Seetyoba, me ki swored adamianuri siTbo mWirdeba axla, Tavi isev adamianad rom vigrZnoo. saerTod, kaci fxizlad unda iyos, Tvalze Tvali da yurze yuri gamoibas - TviTonac ar ician, rodis ras Caidenen da, imave dros, yvelafris Casadenad mzad arian yovel wuTas. ufro saSiSni arian, vidre sacodavni, magram avelums mainc sibraluliTa da TanagrZnobiT ewvoda guli. Tumca, Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, marTla pativis misagebad ki ar mividnen masTan, Tundac, rogorc ufrosTan, aramed mosasinjad, Sesamowmeblad, misi damcirebac SeiZleboda Tu ara. RmerTma qnas, meSlebodes, meCvenebodes - SiSs didi Tvalebi aqvs - magram raki avelummac ase ifiqra, raki Tundac erTxel gahkra klanWi amgvarma eWvma, Tavs veRar ereoda, gonebas veRar ikrebda, sityvas veRar imorCilebda da TviTonac ar icoda, ras mied-moedeboda. Tumca, ara - TviTonac mSvenivrad icoda, azri ar hqonda laparaks da mainc laparakobda, ukve gaRizianebuli sakuTari sibriyviT, miuxvedrelobiT da, uneburad, sijiutiTve upirispirdeboda sijiutes - mgznebared, mRelvared imeorebda gacveTil WeSmaritebebs "adamianur siTbos" raobaze - Tavgamodebuli amtkicebda, es wyeuli "siTbo" yvela adamians Tanabrad rom eZleva Tavidanve da misi amowurva SeuZlebelia, radgan imdenive gibrundeba, ramdensac gascem. oRond, Tu ar gaeci, ver miiReb da Tu ver miiReb, ver gascem, rogorc saxelmwifo ver gascems xelfass, Tuki bankSi fuli ar Semouva. ase rom... ase rom, vinc adamianur siTbos Txoulobs, is an Tavs igdebs, an sxvas. an Tavsac da sxvasac erTnairad, saerTod ar sjera adamianisa, abuCad igdebs adamians saerTod, raki imas ki ar fiqrobs, amags Tu ver gadavuxdi mSobels, ZaRlad mainc Cavagdoo bolos da bolos, sxva Tu araferi, imis naSieria, imis Seqmnilia, imis xatis

Sesatyvisad - is aRizianebs, is ver upatiebia mSoblisTvis, cocxalma rom gamoaRwia daxvretilTa, SerisxulTa, gandevnilTa, dakninebulTa, RirsebaayrilTa aCrdilebidan, sisxlisa da cremlis tborebidan... Tumca, danaSauli ki ar aris es, saerTo adamianuri midrekilebaa sicocxlisken. adamiani ganuwyvetliv ki fiqrobs sikvdilze, magram maSinac, qvecnobierad, ukvdavebas eswrafvis da SemTxvevas ar gauSvebs xelidan, Tavisi Tundac savalalo yofa ar aRbeWdos sadme, rameze, razec xeli miuwvdeba, qaRaldis nagleji iqneba Tu fexsadgilis kedeli. magram gindac danaSauli iyos esec, sad gagonila, mSoblebis daxocvas apirebde (rac ar unda uvargisi mSoblebi iyvnen isini) da Tan adamianur siTbos moiTxovde sxvebisgan?! marTlac dawyebula meored mosvla da eg aris! ai, aseT sisuleleebs mied-moedeboda da TviTonve ecineboda sakuTar Tavze, sakuTar umweobaze, sakuTar Tavazianobaze, bolos da bolos. is ki, stumari, jer isev moRuSuli (samyaroze gamwyrali) ijda savarZelSi, magram ukve TviTonac aSkarad eCoTireboda "niRabi" da erTi suli hqonda, rodis "moixsnida", rodis gamoaCenda namdvil saxes, anu, rodis gauSinaurdeboda sabolood yvelafris momTmen maspinZels. tyuilad xom ar aris naTqvami, qali xelisgulze daisvi, Tavze TviTon dagajdebao. magram ara marto mosawyenia masTan saubari, aramed Semawuxebelic, rogorc uniWo iluzionistis gawamawia, iluzionistisa, romlis erTaderTi mizanic Seni motyuebaa, rasac Tavad ver axerxebs (uniWobis gamo), magram iZulebuls ki gxdis (siTavxediT, mourideblobiT), TviTonve moityuo Tavi, anu, ijde da uyuro, radgan adgoma da wasvla gerideba, oRond imitom ki ara, uzrdelobad rom CamogerTmeva, ubralod, gecodeba Seni motyuebis msurveli, ufro metic, Tavs damnaSaved grZnob imis winaSe, cdilob ganazogado, rac imisTvis piradulia, raki isic rigiTi msxverplia da Tavi revolucioneri hgonia - mSoblebis mokvlas apirebs - anu "Zvels" upirispirdeba "axali", uuZvelesi meTodiT. Sen ki erTaderTi survili gamoZravebs ukve - rogorme gaagebino, is rom ara xar, visac eZebs, vinc imas sWirdeba. jer cxovreba wina aqvs, dRes Tu ara, xval imasac gaumarTlebs, RvTis SewevniT. bolos da bolos, misi toli biWebi qalis ZebnaSi aTen-aRameben (yovel SemTxvevaSi, unda aTen-aRamebdnen) da ra RmerTi gauwyrebaT... magram arc gaclis sityvis damTavrebas, Senze ukeT icnobs im biWebs, danaxvac aRar unda, Tavi axdili aqvs imaTi sibriyviT. fih! - imrizeba saWmelSezizRebuli bavSviviT da Tan nerviulad icinis, ufro uxerxulobis bolo mijnis dasaZlevad, vidre saTqmelis Sesarbileblad - fih, videos Taoba, fih, dedikoebis Svilikoebi, fih, xeliT gakeTebulebi, xelovnuri rZiT gazrdilebi. iciT, dedikom ZuZu ar aWama. mkerdi rom ar dauSnoveboda. samanta foqsi myavdes viTom. sxvebs eZaxian da TviTon arian goimebi. CaCrian Svils pirSi italiur sawovaras, Caagdeben germanul saCoCialoSi da Seatoveben iaponur televizors. cemi cikvaruli. cemi cikvaruli. TviTon ki, fexi fexze gadadebulni, Tavisnair goimebTan erTad, yaviT iTuTqaven pirs da "marlboroTi" ixrCobian. vtyui? ase ar aris? erTs rom xedavT, meorec unda dainaxoT. Tqven xom mwerali xarT?! Tqven sxvaze meti mogeTxovebaT - gaxsenebs Sens daniSnulebas, mokavSired gixdis, gibevebs momavlisTvis, vinZlo marTla mieces javris amoyris saSualeba - mSoblebs ras erCio... rogor Tu ras verCi?! Zroxis funas ver Seelivnen, daxavsebul Robe-yores, gaberwebul venaxsa da xexils... ux me imaTi! - Tvalebi ise ubrwyinavs, aSkarad Semsrulebelia qadilisa. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Sen ukve dagarwmuna, quCurad rom vTqvaT, "agiyvana" da dabneuli, damfrTxali fiqrob, rogor, ranairad gaunelo wlebis manZilze meTodurad Canergili siZulvili sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcisa. Sens win Tanamedrove eleqtras qarTuli saxeoba zis, imperiis ideologiur quraSi gamomwvari, da mSoblebs vin Civis, arc da-Zmas daindobs, viTom samarTlianobisa da siyvarulis saxeliT. araTu mSoblebs, da-Zmasac ar apatiebs Tavis

soflelobas. mSoblebis gulisTvis da-Zmas daxocavs, da-Zmis gulisTvis mSoblebs. "me momkalio - gulwrfelad uTxra avelumma - Tu ki me sxvebze meti momeTxovebao - TviTonac Seaxsena Tavisi daniSnuleba - ... da Svebas Tu ver igrZnob, mere damakali zed mSoblebic da da-Zmaco" - gaucina Semrigeblurad, oRond, mRelvarebisgan ybamoqceulma da Tvalebawrialebulma. TiTqos erTmaneTs ki ar cdidnen, erTmaneTis amocnobas ki ar cdilobdnen, erTobodnen, xumrobdnen, ixangrZlivebdnen sasiamovno Sexvedras. isic maSinve ahyva "xumrobaSi". kidev ufro gaubrwyinda Tvalebi, Tumca, isev daZabuli ijda savarZelSi, isev savarZlis saxelurebs Cafrenili daZabulobisgan gadaTeTrebuli TiTebiT, TiTqos ZaliT upirebdnen savarZlidan ayenebas - eg droc mova, pativcemulo mweraloo - Sescina imanac warbis gauxsnelad - Tqvenc mogekiTxebaT pasuxi, Tundac Cemi gawbilebisTviso - da mere isev ubodiSod gaimeora ukve bevrjer Tqmuli: "Tqven xom ar iciT, rogor gvWirdeba Tqveni Tanadgomao", da "aRar SeiZleba ase cxovrebao" da "ZilSic sul imas velodebi, rodis damtuqsavs viRacao" da "visi ra saqmea, me rogor gavivli quCaSio" da "is urCevniaT, Tavs mixedono" da "dustiT gabruebul tarakanebiviT rom daborialobeno" da "irgvliv iseTi sicarielea, ymuili mogindeba ZaRliviTo" da sxva aTasi amgvari maRalfardovani, poeturi braldeba gadmoafrqvia Tavze enaCavardnil avelums, romelsac gindac eTqva, mainc ver gaagebinebda, arafers rom ar ambobda axals, isic Zvels axlad asaRebda mxolod, radgan yvelani ase varT, yvela Cvengani raxania ZaRliviT ymuis Tavis sakuTar "sicarieleSi". adamiani xom im sicarielis ganuyofeli nawilia, romliTac garemoculia gaCenis dRidan, anu, Tavadac sicarielea, yvelafris gamtarebeli - ara marto wylisa da sakvebisa, aramed sinaTlisac, sibnelisac, sicxisac, sicivisac, Tovlisac, qarisac, danisac, tyviisac, simxecisac, matareblisac, TviTmfrinavisac, avtobusisac, troleibusisac, metrosic, yvela markis avtomanqanisac, Cveulebrivi gamvlelebisac, rentgenisac, lazerisac, denisac, nebismieri gamosxivebisac, nebismieri izmisac, micinisac, ciklinisac... mokled, yvelafrisa, riTac sicarielis, anu abelis saflavis amovsebas vcdilobT abelis mkvlelobidan moyolebuli, magram amaod, radgan sicariele yvelafers itevs, iTavisebs, anda gacilebiT metia, vidre Cven vawarmoebT, mogvyavs, vqmniT, vaSenebT, vakowiwebT... magram is uceb wamodga savarZlidan, moulodnelad, Sublze akoca avelums, rogorc ufrosma umcross, pedagogma - mowafes, da karisken wavida (madloba RmerTs!). damcinavi Rimili jer isev dasTamaSebda tuCebze da beWebSi gangeb ixreboda, ufro uSno gamovCnde, vidre sinamdvileSi varo. mxarze ki jinsis gaZenZili naWridan Sekerili CanTa ekida, RvTis glaxasaviT. magram mainc Zneli dasajerebelia, kacobriobis panaSvids rom eswrebi. SeiZleba, ena win gviswrebdes, cotas vazviadebdeT kidec, magram aSkaraa da mondomebuli kaci SeuiaraRebuli TvaliTac dainaxavs, mTeli samyaro (ukeTesica da uaresic, Tavisufalica da damonebulic) erTi safexuriT rom dadablda uceb, Cvens Tvalwin, erTbaSad (erTbaSad?) da raRacnairad daglaxakda im saxelganTqmul parizel kloSarTa STamomavaliviT, maincdamainc, avelumi rom gadaeyara SarvalCaxdils, Tavis sicocxleSi saerTod pirvelad gasuli sazRvargareT, Tanac sul ramdenime dRiT da ori mudmivi meTvalyuris TanxlebiT, romelTa SiSiTac (SeiZleba - xaTriTac) umal cnobismoyvare turistad cdilobda Tavis warmoCenas, vidre usasrulo molodiniT gawamebul da, bolos da bolos, sawadelaRsrulebul mijnurad.

parizis erT myudro, Tbilisurad Cawynarebul quCaze, Tanamedrove kloSars saqveynod gamoemzeurebina Tavisi saoxro, pornofilmebis gmiriviT, da mSvidad elodeboda mowyalebas, gegonebodaT, ase SarvalCaxdils, ese igi, saerTod wamxdarsa da maTxovrul Rirsebazec xelCaqneuls, ufro TanaugrZnobdnen Tanamoqalaqeni. magram me Tu mkiTxavT, Tavad adamianoba mobezrda adamians, ar gamoadga, ver moixmara batonma adamma, rogorc Tavad undoda, da sanagveze moisrola Zveli qudiviT, TiTqos piTekantropad Tu iqceva isev, ufro iolad gaitans Tavs Cvens gamxecebul wuTisofelSi, RvTis Zis nayofieri xorcSesxmidan aTascxraasoTxmocdacxra wlis Tavze. mokled, yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans, anu, yvela Taviseburad cdilobs gadarCenas, anu, yvela erTnairad tyuis, radgan yvelas erTnairad rcxvenia simarTlis Tqmisa. simarTle ki namdvilad ufro samarcxvinoa, vidre sazareli, gindac autaneli. rogorc Tavad gazeTebi iuwyebian (mikerZoebaSi rom ar CamomerTvas, isev oficialur cnobebs moviSvelieb mxolod), nebismier quCaze, Ramis ganmavlobaSi, SeiZleba, ramdenime adgilas erTdroulad gaCndes erTi da igive ormo da erTi da igive gamvleli yvela maTganSi Cavardes erTsa da imave dros. magram, rac ufro savalaloa, mSveleli Tu gamouCnda, SeiZleba, arcerT ormoSi aRar aRmoCndes, ufro sworad, gabezrebulma dazaralebulma aRar indomos ormodan amosvla, anu, isev gadamrCenelTa imedze yofna ganuwyvetliv, gauTaveblad. gadarCena, saerTod, Zalian bundovani, pirobiTi cnebaa da, ramdenadac gamomicdia, verasodes ver ityvi dabejiTebiT, Sen Sveli Tu Sen gSvelian; vin gadarCa saboloo jamSi da vin ver gadarCa. ase rom, mxolod RmerTma unda gadawyvitos, saWiroa Tu ara vinmes gadarCena da Tu saWiroa, isic migvaniSnos, ra gziTa da ranairad. ufro naTlad rom vTqvaT, gadasarCenma Tavad unda aRiaros, viRupebio, Tavad unda giTxras, gTxovos, miSveleo, Torem, advili SesaZlebelia, Cveni keTilSobiluri ganzraxva savalalod damTavrdes da ara marto gadasarCenisTvis, aramed gadamrCenlisTvisac. vinmes gadarCena imave dros Tavis gadarCenacaa. ufro metic, jer Tavis gadarCenaa da mere vinmesi. magram RmerTi Tu ar Segewia, SeiZleba, kidev ufro mZime dReSi Caagdo is "vinme", samudamod daRupo, roca uSenod iqneb marTla gadarCeniliyo. magram, amave dros, Tu ar scade mainc imis gadarCena, sulerTia, SegiZlia Tu ar SegiZlia, gaTavebulia Seni saqme. ai, aseT satanjvelSi agdebs bediswera gadamrCenels da aseT satanjvelSi iyo Cavardnili avelumic. oRond, ara marto soniasTan dakavSirebiT, aramed saerTod. rac Seexeba sonias, Tundac marto imitom ver gadaarCenda avelumi, swored avelumis gavlenidan, avelumis mfarvelobidan Tavis daRwevas rom Tvlida is gadarCenad da, Tavgzaabneuli, brmad, uneblieT, abortze did codvas sCadioda - siyvaruls ifxekda gulidan - viTom cxovrebis karnaxiT, radgan dedakacis tani ugrZnobda, sasikeTo da sasargeblo araferi aRmocendeboda iqidan misi momavali ojaxisTvis.

siyvarulis dauwereli kanoniT, vinc garbis, ara marto damnaSavea, aramed wagebulic. Tavis droze, fransuazac gaiqca ase, magram aqamde ver upatiebia TavisTvis (soniasi ar iyos, imanac ver Sebeda melanias gvirgvins, ar CaTvala Tavi melanias tolad da gacla amjobina), aqamde itanjeba uavelumod, aqamde wydeba gzisken Tvali avelumis molodinSi, imitom rom... imitom rom, avelumi SemTxveva ki ar aris (rogorc, vTqvaT, qalbaton aisodoras hgonia), aramed bedia! gveli tyavs icvlis, qali - kabas, magram beds vercerTi ver gamoicvlis. garda amisa, avelums mxolod Seyvareba SeuZlia qalisa, rac igive qalis ganTavisuflebaa, magram qali (nebismieri, anu, visac avelumis Tavs argunebs RmerTi bedad), amas maSinve ver xvdeba, anda, Tu xvdeba, es aRizianebs yvelaze Zalian, im yovlad gasagebi mizezis gamo, Tavisi miwieri yofis mosawesrigeblad rom aris mowodebuli bunebisgan - caSi gaWimul weroebs sakuTari koWli bati urCevnia - amitom, didxans ver grZnobs, RmerTma rom gamoarCia, qmris kompanioni ki ar aris, sxva qalebiviT, bedis msaxuria, rCeulTa, iSviaTTa, iRblianTa msgavsad. magram, rogorc ukve vTqviT, jer amdens ver xvdeba da ayvavebuli alublis rtoze dapeplili CitiviT, gaalmasebuli, gaRonierebuli, gamamacebuli iSenebs budes. xolo, roca budes aiSenebs, kvercxebiT amoavsebs da zemodan gadaefofreba, mereRa iwyebs fiqrs (dro mainc bevri aqvs - raki dado, unda mixedos kidec kvercxebs, veRar miatovebs umeTvalyureod, aseTia misi buneba), mereRa xvdeba, mereRa erkveva raRac-raRacebSi. am TvalsazisiT, fransuaza, rasakvirvelia, soniaze SorsmWvreteli, soniaze Rirseulic aRmoCnda. avelumi ki miatova, magram erTi dRec ar ucxovria uavelumod. misi sisxli da xorci waiyola Tan, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT kontrabandasaviT gadaapara avelumis geni saxelmwifo sazRvarze, Tavis saqmeSi gamobrZmedili aTasobiT antipo da indigo gaacura, radgan misTvis abstraqtuli Svilis gaCena ki ar iyo mTavari, davuSvaT, siberis nugeSad, aramed - konkretulad, maincdamainc, avelumis Svilisa, sul rom Tvalwin hyoloda avelumi, ver moexerxebina misi daviwyeba da xan wamieri, warmavali siZulviliT eginebina, xan ki maradiuli, gaunelebeli siyvaruliT mialerseboda Soridan. safrangeTSi dabrunebis drom rom moawia, ukve kategoriulad moiTxovda avelumisgan Svils, rogorc mevaxSe - vals. qaluri eSmakobiT ki ar texda, ra azrisa iqneboda, kidev erTi Svili rom gaeCina vinmes misTvis, aramed garkveviT da naTlad avaldebulebda, yvelaferi eRona saamisod. is ki ara, emuqreboda kidec, erTi alJireli naTesavi myavs da imas movakvlevineb Sens Tavs, Tu ver damaorsulebo. rasakvirvelia, arc dacinvas erideboda, moTminebidan rom gamoeyvana, "aemoqmedebina", "sifxzlis grZnoba" daeClungebina Tavisi Slegi mijnurisTvis. an Seni kanonieri Svilic ar aris kanonieri Svili, anda damTavrebula Seni mamlayinwobao - icinoda yalbad, doinjSemoyrili. magram bolos mainc moipova, rac ekuTvnoda da rac guliT ewada, rac igive "gza xsnisa" iyo misTvis, raTa uavelumod darCenils, ara marto Tavi, siyvarulic gadaerCina da, omSi daRupuli meuRlis sabralo pensiasaviT, mTeli sicocxle gamoezoga TavisTvisac da SvilisTvisac. ara marto puriTa, im siyvaruliTac gaezarda Tavisi naSieri, ori didi saxelmwifos lamis ganuwyveteli meTvalyureobis qveS Casaxuli (maincdamainc, im dros miugzavnidnen xolme xan liftiors - viRacam gikiTxaT, magram ar Tqva, vin iyoo; xan santeqnikoss - aba, maCveneT, sad malavT... hm, hm... sad wveTavs wyalio; xan saxlmmarTvels - imedia, Cauwerlad aravin cxovrobs TqvenTano; xan ubnis rwmunebuls - valdebuli var gagafrTxiloT, Zalian gaxSirda SemTxvevebi ucxoelTa gaZarcvisa da... hm, hm... uaresisaco) da, rac mTavaria, maTi, avelumisa da fransuazas siTamamis, sijiutis, bedTan da, aqedan gamomdinare, saxelmwifos aparatis sisastikesTan, saxelmwifo sazRvrebis SeuvalobasTan Seurigeblobis simbolo. ase rom, avelumisTvis Zneli iyo ufransuazod darCena mavTulxlarTebis aqeT da, rasakvirvelia, sonia

rom ar gamoCeniliyo, kidev ufro gauWirdeboda. marTalia, soniam, fransuazas msgavsad, gunebaSic ver Sebeda melanias gvirgvins, magram fransuazas adgili ara marto siamovnebiT, aramed garkveuli uflebamosilebiTac daikava. Tumca, rasac aTi wlis ganmavlobaSi amayad iferebda, erT dReSi uaryo, imitom ki ara, Suri rom eZia avelumze, Tundac dagvianebiT, imitom rom qalia, xolo qarTuli andaza ambobs, qali Tma grZelia da Wkua mokleo (rac ar unda mokled hqondes Tma SeWrili). magram misi mxridan ufro didi usindisoba is aris, viTom sulgrZelad rom daubruna fransuazas odesRac didi mRelvarebiTa da gancdebiT warTmeuli adgili. "Sen Cems garda fransuazac gyavs". axali ambavi! fransuaza soniamdec hyavda avelums, magram amas xeli ar SeuSlia imave soniasTvis, gaeziarebina misi bedi. ufro metic, Tavad sonias hyavda fransuaza avelumze adre. iqamdec "icnobda", vidre avelums gadaeyreboda. jer kidev skolaSi, ufro zustad ki, skolis sapirfareSoSi ismenda legendebs viRac frangi gogos Tavganwirul siyvarulze, Tanamedrove izoldas warmoudgenel erTgulebaze, simtkiceze, sijiuteze - marto grZnobebis amara rom erkineboda, Turme, uzarmazar, sazarel saxelmwifos, raTa aTasSi erTxel mainc moexerxebina Tavis siyvarulTan Sexvedra siyvarulisTvis yvelaze mouwyobel qveyanaSi. magram sonia imas ver mixvda, fransuazadan rom amovida TviTonac, rogorc Tavis droze fransuaza amovida melaniadan. Cinuri Tojinebis msgavsad, isinic erTmaneTSi arseboben da erTmaneTidan amodian mxolod. amas ver mixvda sonia, anda gvian mixvda da aTi wlis mere iukadrisa is, razedac skolis sapirfareSoSi pirdaRebuli, gulabagunebuli da yelSi cremlmowolili ocnebobda. siyvarulis imperiis SemadgenlobaSi yofnas, aTi wlis mere, sakuTari, damoukidebeli ojaxis Seqmna amjobina da, upirveles yovlisa, fransuazas gamo, radgan fransuazaa misi metoqe da ara melania. melanias adgili soniasTvisac iseTive miuRweveli iyo yovelTvis, rogorc fransuazasTvis da amaze arc erTi ar fiqrobda, anda, ufro swori iqneba Tu vityviT, oriveni usityvod aRiarebdnen, yvelaze metad swored melanias rom ekuTvnoda is adgili. xolo, melania, Tavis mxriv, ara marto adasturebda danarCeni oris statuss, aramed aucilebladac miaCnda saerTod siyvarulis imperiaSi am statusis arseboba. melaniasTvis klasikuri samkuTxedi igive cxovreba iyo, anu Cveulebrivi adamianuri urTierTobebis martivi modeli - TviTon, qmari da qmris sayvareli - da araviTari mniSvneloba ar hqonda misTvis, "qmris sayvareli" erTs udrida Tu aTass. amas sonia da fransuaza aniWebdnen gadametebul mniSvnelobas - Tu coli ara var, de sayvareli mainc erTaderTi viyoo, de amaSi mainc nu Cameziarebiano - da aqedan gamomdinare, sonia avelums ki ara, fransuazas gaeqca, radgan, bolos da bolos, mixvda, aRiara, ver moereoda, ver ajobebda verc moTminebiT, verc RirsebiT. Tmac damarcxebis aRsaniSnavad SeiWra. damarcxebulad ki sabolood maSin CaTvala Tavi, roca rkinis saxelmwifom odnav moaduna Tavisi marwuxebi da SesaZleblad miiCnia avelumis gamgzavreba fransuazas qveyanaSi. amis mere soniac veRarafriT Seakavebda avelums da albaT pirvelad maSin daiwyo fiqric gaTxovebaze, rac TavisTavad yvelaze aSkara gamoxatulebaa misi damarcxebisa. ase rom, fransuazas qveynidan dabrunebul avelums ukve TmaSeWrili daxvda aeroportSi. sxva mxriv araferze Setyobia, gasaqcevad rom iyo gamzadebuli da mxolod Sesafer SemTxvevas elodeboda. magram rogorc ki marto darCa sastumros nomerSi, ufro sworad, rogorc ki avelumi abazanaSi Sevida Sxapis gadasavlebad, maSinve feTianiviT wamovarda sawolidan da, dediSobilam, magidaze dayril parizul suraTebs facafuciT dauwyo Tvaliereba, gegonebodaT, mowyurebuli ZaRli svleps wvimis danatovar gubeso. ase rom, sonia ufro adrec gamoeyofoda imperias, "isic" ufro adre Tu gamoCndeboda horizontze. magram raki "is" igvianebda, soniac iZulebuli iyo fexi aeTria, anu ZaRluri sulswrafobiT, facafuciT, gulisxeTqviT esvlipa,

eTvalierebina, STaenTqa yvelaferi, rac avelumisa da fransuazas erTad yofnas da, aqedan gamomdinare, mis damarcxebas adasturebda, da mxolod mereRa, ukve "imis" gamoCenis Semdeg eTqva avelumisTvis: Sen Cems garda fransuazac gyavso - am bnelsa da mravalazrovan frazaSi Caetia mTeli Tavisi qaluri sibrZnec da siveragec, guliswyromaca da sinanulic, verasodes rom ver daedgina avelums, amSvidebdnen Tu dascinodnen, metoqis upiratesobas aRiarebdnen Tu niSns ugebdnen imave metoqes, - Sen ikiTxe, Torem Cven, ase Tu ise, ukve vuSveleT Tavso. arada, fransuazac gaayola xels, radgan isini ara marto amodian erTmaneTidan, brundebian kidec erTmaneTSi. nebismieri maTgani yvela danarCenis gansaxierebacaa da mxolod zomiT Tu gansxvavdeba winamorbedisgan. yovel SemTxvevaSi, avelumisTvis asea da Tu ar iqneba sonia, ar iqneba fransuaza, rasakvirvelia, arc melania, da avelumis ormocwliani Tavganwiruli brZola siyvarulis droSiTa da maxviliT, siyvarulis imperiis Sesaqmnelad, sruli katastrofiT damTavrdeba - samxedro borotmoqmediviT, anda, Tu gnebavT, frangi ukvdaviviT, erTadgilian sakanSi gamoiketeba samudamod, sikvdilamdec da sikvdilis merec. gana parizis panTeonis yvela akldama, rkinis cxauriani kariTa da uxeSi saketiT, sakans ufro ar hgavs, vidre samarxs? im saknebSi ki mTeli sikvdilis manZilze, anu, ganusazRvreli vadiT ixdian sasjels, igive simartoves, siyvarulis saqveynod ganTqmuli raindebi. marTalia, yvela adamiani simartovisTvis Cndeba saerTod, dedis mucelSive eCveva simartoves da, amdenad simartove misTvis TiTqos bunebrivi mdgomareobac kia, magram vidre amas mixvdebodes, swored simartovisgan Tavis daRwevas cdilobs yvelanairad, upirveles yovlisa ki, siyvarulis meSveobiT, rac garkveuli drois manZilze gamarjvebis iluziasac ki uqmnis, oRond mere kidev ufro Zneli, kidev ufro mtkivneuli xdeba bunebriv mdgomareobaSi dabruneba, anu, siyvarulis antipodTan Segueba, anu, sasjelis moxda.

avelumis mTeli danaSaulic, vimeoreb, siyvarulia, mxolod da mxolod, siyvaruli da araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, erTnairi ZaliT uyvarda ramdenime qali, Tu erTi da igive qali uyvarda ramdenjerme, sxvadasxvanairad. magram, rogorc sCans, esec borotmoqmedeba yofila. yovel SemTxvevaSi, unda vaRiaroT, rom nebismieri sisxlis samarTlis danaSauliviT, siyvarulic abnevs, aforiaqebs, simSvides ufrTxobs ara marto calkeul adamianebs, aramed mTel sazogadoebas da, Tqven warmoidgineT, saxelmwifoebsac ki. magram, me Tu mkiTxavT, avelumma maSin daaSava, fexmZime fransuaza rom gauSva Sin. axlac Tvalwin midgas imis gakvirvebuli Tu dabneuli, Semcbari Tu SemkrTali saxe (TviTonac ar eloda albaT, ase Tu moxdeboda), loyebze RapaRupiT Camosdioda mduRare cremli, magram mainc gaRimebas cdilobda, mainc bednierad undoda moeCvenebina qveynisTvis Tavi (maradiuli sazrunavi qalebisa). aeroportis kibeze rom Semobrunda ukanasknelad, xelis dasaqnevad, vidre gaumWvirvale fardiT dagmanul kars ukan gauCinardeboda (maSin Seremetievos aeroporti gacilebiT patara iyo, radgan sazRvargareT wasvlaca da sazRvargareTidan Camosvlac, imdroindeli TvalsazrisiT, savsebiT uCveulo, lamis anomalur movlenaTa ricxvs ganekuTvneboda), paltos kalTa gadaewia da muceli ufro daetyo. "derefnis bolos aivanze gadiT da iqidan kidev dainaxavT, vidre TviTmfrinavSi Cajdebodeso" - uTxra avelums aeroportis TanamSromelma, Tavfexianad lurjad gamowyobilma gogom. etyoba, mis saxeze amoikiTxa, rac mis gulSi xdeboda. "erTxel kidev dainaxavT". xandaxan ra adamianurad laparakoben adamianebi, ramdeni sixarulis moniWeba SeuZliaT ubralo, Cveulebrivi sityvebiT, Tuki im sityvebs ZaliT, ganurCevlad ki ar mouyrian Tavs, aramed bunebrivi TanamimdevrobiT daalageben erTmaneTis gverdiT: kidev erTxel dainaxav! meore wuTas avelumi ukve aivanze idga da aeroportis vrcel moedans gadahyurebda. civi, susxiani qari saxeSi scemda, sunTqvas uSlida da cxare cremlebiT atirebda, magram morCilad iTmenda yvelafers, vidre isini gamoCndebodnen - erTi TviTmfrinavis mgzavrebi - erTi cixidan meore cixeSi gadasayvani patimrebiviT rigSi Camdgrebi, mobuzulni, maRla aweul sayeloebSi CayuJulni, erTmaneTis zurgebs amofarebulni, aq, sazRvars aqeT gatarebuli drois ganmavlobaSi ucxo elferdakargulni, ukve TiTqmis Cvennairni da saqmiani, gawkepili, nebismieri gaugebrobisTvis marad mzad myofi stiuardesas meTvalyureobiT mimavalni daTovlili, veragulad gatrunuli TviTmfrinavisken. fransuazac maT Soris miabijebda - damarcxebuli, gulmokluli, beds Seguebuli, erTxel kidev damorCilebuli gangebis nebas. frangebi miCveulni arian moskovis ase datovebas, magram arc fransuazas swydeboda guli moskovze da arc avelumi gaxldaT rusuli armiis kidev erTi qarTveli generali, daufiqreblad rom momkvdariyo misTvis. masac jibeSi edo bileTi, oRond sul sxva TviTmfrinavze, erTi saaTis Semdeg misi TviTmfrinavic mowydeboda moskovis miwas, oRond sxva, Sinauri tusaRebisTvis gankuTvnil aeroportSi da oriveni lamis erTdroulad aRmoCndebodnen ukidegano, usazRvro, umijno, uSlagbaumo, umavTulxlarTo caSi, garkveuli drois manZilze, oRond, sxvadasxva mxares Sebrunebulni: erTi parizisken, sadac Zveleburad uyvars da elodeba, meore ki - Tbilisisken, sadac datyvevebuli nadiriviT SfoTavs, borgavs Tavis oTaxSi da, rac yvelaze Semzaravia, grZnobs rogori zedmetia aqac, sakuTar WerqveS. ubralod, aRar SeuZlia ise cxovreba, rogorc aqamde cxovrobda. gardaqmnis zarma Semohkra da isic unda Cayuryumalavdes sakuTar sulSi. ufro sworad, aRar SeuZlia bolTas scemdes gembanze (miT ufro rom, gemidan mxolod is gembaniRa darCa), zurgze xelebdawyobili, roca marto gemi ki ara, samyaro iRupeba. ufleba aRar aqvs Zveleburad cxovrebisa. Tumca, rogor unda icxovro Zveleburad, gindac SegeZlos, roca aRaraferi darCa irgvliv Zveleburi, Tvalma da sulma Tavisad

rom icnos. amas rom vwer, quCaSi didi demonstracia midis, mopirdapire saxlis aivanze ki dedabrebi cekvaven Wreli WinWebis frial-frialiT. ar vici, ratom, magram saSinlad mafrTxobs, magangaSebs saerTo kalapotSi moqceuli xalxis niaRvris yru guguni da gaurkveveli SeZaxilebi. yvela sakuTari miznebisken miiswrafvis, yvela sakuTar ganzraxvas malavs da yvela sakuTar kidobanSi Seketvas apirebs. axlovdeba gansacdeli. kargi araferi mohyveba amas. ase iyo ormocdaTeqvsmetSic... ase duRda da gadmoduRda maSinac qalaqi. TavaSvebuli, galaRebuli mowafeebi motacebul saxelmwifo manqanebs aRma-daRma daaqrolebdnen da Tan gahyvirodnen: gamodiT, gamodiT, gamodiTo... aravin gekiTxeboda, Senc gulze gexata Tu ara beladi. brbo siyvarulsac gavaldebulebda. magram avelumma ukve meti icoda, vidre, vTqvaT, sami wlis win, roca TanatolebTan erTad isic sapatio yaraulSi idga ZaZebSi Casmul suraTTan, damwyebi poetis sijiutiT iWerda tuCze kbils, qviTinis Sesakaveblad, da lekvuri aRtacebiT Sescqeroda Cveni drois yvelaze mrisxane reqtors, mamaSvilurad rom gvamxnevebda "didi saerTo ubedurebis Jams" da Tavad gvaZlevda magaliTs vaJkacuri glovisa. magram sami wlis Semdeg, "saukunis sikvdiliT" mogvrili SeZrwuneba, aranakleb SemaZrwunebelma gamofxizlebam Seucvala. gadasaxlebidan dabrunebulma mSoblebma, etyoba, ukve momzadebulad CaTvales simarTlis gasagebad, anda SeeSindaT, vaiTu ukeTesi SemTxveva aRar mogveceso da, SeZlebisdagvarad (ZiriTadad, erTmaneTs uSlidnen, erTmaneTs awyvetinebdnen sityvas) gaarkvies, ase da asea saqme da axla Sen ici da Senma Wkua-gonebamo. imasac, sabednierod, imdeni Wkua-goneba kidev aRmoaCnda, swori arCevani gaekeTebina (rac, sxvaTa Soris, yvelam ver SesZlo cota mogvianebiTac), davrdomil, dasaxiCrebul, SiSisgan dauZlurebul mSoblebsa da milionTa gulTampyrobels Soris. ubeduri rom var, ki ar unda momatyuo, bednieri xaro, unda gamarkvio, ratom var ubeduri. mSoblebma gaarkvies, beladma ki - vera. amitom, is dReebi gareT ki iyo isic (rac mTavaria, Tavis fexmZime meuRlesTan erTad), xan ZeglTan idga, xan moedanze, magram aRar TanaugrZnobda Tanatolebs, aRar esmoda maTi (albaT ojaxs rom iyo ukve mokidebuli), piriqiT, aRizianebdnen kidec isini TavianTi bneli erTgulebiT, uazro simamaciT, fanatikuri sibeciT - rusebs Tu ar sWirdebaT, Cven CamoviyvanoT molotovi da mefed davisvaTo... imazedac ki bWobdnen, Tu sad unda ekurTxebinaT mefed - sionsa Tu sveticxovelSi. magram yvelaferi mogonilia imasTan, rac piradad, martom ganicada da gadaitana avelumma im dReebSi. gaxsenebac jojoxeTia, magram mainc unda gavixseno, Tundac imitom, Tqvenc rom darwmundeT, ramdenad swori viyavi, amdeni xani, Tavs rom varidebdi im ambebis gaxsenebas.

melania, rogorc ukve vTqvi, fexmZimed gaxldaT, magram sul cota, dReSi orjer mainc unda gamosuliyvnen Sinidan, orjer mainc unda daexedaT, ra xdeboda moedansa Tu sanapiroze. avelumi da melania saerTod SeCveulni iyvnen quCa-quCa xetials, magram axla ukve col-qmari erqvaT da meti TavdaWeriloba moeTxovebodaT. Tanac, fexmZime qals sifrTxilec meti marTebs, dawynarebuli iqneba qveyana Tu areuli. "ra unda fexmZime qals mitingzeo" - swuxda avelumis dedac, magram maT zurgs ukan, maT rom ar gaegoT da ar swyenodaT. magram isini, TavianTi Wkua-gonebiTa da guneba-ganwyobilebiT, jer kidev momTabareni iyvnen, usaxlkaroni, da erT adgilze, gindac marTla maTi sakuTreba yofiliyo is adgili, fexis mokideba uWirdaT. arc isaa gamoricxuli, swored fexmZimobis gamo rom ver Cerdeboda melania Sin, erTi suli hqonda, TvalnaTliv daenaxvebina yvelasTvis, ucnobisTvisac da nacnobisTvisac, Tu rogori brwyinvale gamarjvebiT daegvirgvinebina sakmaod gaWianurebuli "omi", rac faqtiurad, erTi dausrulebeli paemani iyo, cis qveS, nebismier amindSi, rasakvirvelia, dRisiT yvelaze myudro da RamiT yvelaze Cabnelebul quCaze; erTi da igive filmi iyo, TavisTavad cxadia, naalafari, siyvarulze gadaRebuli da aucileblad marika rokis, dina durbinis an janet makdonaldis monawileobiT, oRond, uTvalavjer da nawyvet-nawyvet nanaxi qalaqis sxvadasxva kinoTeatrSi; erTi saerTo Cauwynarebeli SimSili iyo, pirvel rigSi, erTmaneTisa da mere yvelafrisa, rac maT garSemo arsebobda an ar arsebobda saerTod, rasac im wuTas ganicdidnen anda momavalSi unda ganecadaT, jerjerobiT, mxolod maT warmodgenaSi arsebuli, magram iseve mZafrad sasurveli, rogorc quCis naTuris Suqze gadaTvlili xurda fuliT nayidi cxeli puri da nivriani Zexvi. garda amisa, melaniac grZnobda albaT, muceli rom uxdeboda (rasac ver vityviT fransuazaze - quCaSi ver gavsulvar, gombeSos davemsgavseo - werda parizidan avelums) da esec sul gareT yofnas avaldebulebda. Cqari siaruli icoda, welgamarTuli, TavaRerili. TiTqos sadRac mieCqarebao. ar SeiZleboda, ar SegemCniaT. sxvaTaSoris, erTxel, tramvaidan mohkra Tvali avelumma da guli gadauqanda, iseTi sanaxavi iyo, STambeWdavi, mniSvnelovani, mdidruli, vTqvaT, yurZnis lamazi, savse, srulyofili mtevaniviT ki ara, miwaze uxvad daxvavebuli yurZeniviT. Rirseulad eWira Tavi, SeSnovebuli hqonda Tavisi mdgomareoba. gegonebodaT, saqmeze ki ar gamosula Sinidan, bisze gamouxmiaT kulisebidano. avelumi ki, Tanakursel gogosTan erTad, tramvais ukana baqanze idga, sarkmlis mtvrian minas cxvirmiWyletili (tramvaiSi Tagvi kuds ver moiqnevda), mgoni cota mowonda kidec Tavisi Tanamgzavri, magram maSinRa gaaxsenda misi arseboba, sadRac, yurTan rom amoiknavla iman, sevdian-Surianad: ra lamazi coli gyavso. avelumis lamaz cols ki elvare yviTeli naWris Txeli kaba-kostumi ecva, fexmZimobisTvis Sekerili (etyoba, es ambavi martis mere moxda, melanias fexmZimobis bolo fazaSi), xalvaTad, Tavisuflad satarebeli da, Cveulebisamebr, amayad welgamarTuli moabijebda, mTeli quCa Tan mohqonda TiTqos - ai, SemomxedeT, kanonierada var daorsulebuli, Cemi kanonieri meuRle damwyebi poeti gaxlavT, magram amJamad romeliRac Tavis Tanakursel gogonasTan erTad sadiplomoze muSaobs da, TavisTavad cxadia, leqsebisTvis ar scaliao. meuRlis siamaye da Tavdajerebuloba avelumsac gadaedo raRacnairad da, erTi piroba, Caxtomac daapira tramvaidan, magram ratomRac, moerida, imdenad uRimRamo, imdenad sacodavi eCvena uceb Tavisi Tanamgzavri melaniasTan SedarebiT. melania TiTqos saerTod imitom gamosuliyo im dRes Sinidan, ase "mSvidobianad", sityvis uTqmelad da TiTis gaunZrevlad gasworeboda Tavis kidev erT SesaZlebel metoqes, ufro sworad, misi TvalsazrisiT, am uaRresad sapatio wodebisTvis kidev erT Seuferebel kandidats. samagierod, RirseulT (arasodes SeSlia, sxvaTaSoris), araTu iTmenda, yovelTvis gulwrfelad TanaugrZnobda da xelmwifuri SemwynareblobiTac ki iyo maT mimarT

ganwyobili. erTxel - aRar maxsovs, rogor aRmovCndiT yvelani erTad restoranSi - isa da fransuaza sapirfareSodan rom mobrundnen, yovelgvari TvalTmaqcobisa da qvena ganzraxvis gareSe uTxra avelums: kargi gogo yofila, mecodeba Sens xelSio. avelumi CaxtomiT ar Camxtara tramvaidan, magram Tvali wamiTac ar mouSorebia melaniasTvis, vidre kidev SeiZleboda misi gamorCeva xalxis Wrel mdinareSi. Tumca, merec mTeli qalaqi elvare yviTeli laqebiT iyo misTvis savse, saiTac ar unda gaexeda. sabednierod, im sabediswero saRamos melania Sin darCa. TviTonve daezara gamosvla, kargad ver grZnobda Tavs, albaT gacivda sanapiroze, beladis ZeglTan, sadac xalxi dilidan saRamomde idga fexmoucvlelad da kargadac erToboda: mRerodnen, cekvavdnen, dgamdnen scenebs sxvadasxva speqtaklebidan, ra Tqma unda, "beladis" monawileobiT, ZaliT moyvanil gamoCenil cocxal poetebs akiTxebdnen beladze daweril leqsebs da, rac mTavaria, laparakobdnen, laparakobdnen gauTaveblad (rogorc dRes), erTsa da imaves. magram, ramdenic ar unda elaparakaT, bolos mainc yvela erTnairad moiTxovda molotovis Camoyvanas, Tanac dauyovnebliv. mokled, aTas raimes gaigebda kaci, magram marti mainc martia da SeiZleba ise gacivde, verc gaigo. tyuilad xom ar aris naTqvami, vidre marti win gidevs, zamTars nurc aqeb da nurc aZagebo. ase rom, im saRamos avelumi umelaniod gamovida quCaSi, albaT pirvelad bolo xuTi wlis manZilze, da daisaja kidec. vidre tramvai ZnelaZeze Cauxvevda, iqamdec icoda, raRac didi ubedureba momxdariyo qalaqSi. TvalSisacemad uCveulo, arabunebrivi sicariele da siCume gamefebuliyo irgvliv - marto im tramvais xma ismoda (da is xmac kidev uaresad amZafrebda, kidev ufro xelSesaxebs xdida saerTo sicarielesac da siCumesac), romlis erT-erTi mgzavri TviTonac iyo, ufro sworad, romlis kibezec ekida, magram imitom ki ara, bileTis fuli daezoga amjeradac - es TavisTavad, damwyebi poetis gamosarCevi niSani xom jer siRaribea da mere misi niWiereba Tu uniWoba. ubralod, ase erCia, ra wamsac moundeboda, im wams Caxteboda tramvaidan. is iyo, ZnelaZeze unda CaexviaT, moednis mxridan viRaceebi rom gamocvivdnen yviriliT: dagvxoces, dagvxoceso, da Tavad xmam ufro Sezara - ekalma daayara uceb mTels tanze, rogorc cirkSi emarTeboda xolme bavSvobisas, raime saxifaTo nomris win - vidre cnobam, romelic im xmam moiyola Tan. amgvari cnobisTvis albaT yvelani mzad iyvnen metnaklebad. bolos da bolos, mTeli kvira grZeldeboda areuloba qalaqSi, sadac jer kidev guSin daukiTxavad Citi ver gadafrindeboda totidan totze. ase rom, raRacis, msgavsis molodini qvecnobierad yvelas gvqonda, vutydebodiT Tu ar vutydebodiT Tavs. xelisuflebisganac ukve sakmaod viyaviT momzadebulni saamisod. yovel SemTxvevaSi, am cis qveS da am miwaze dabadebul adamians arafriT ar SeiZleba ar axasiaTebdes Tundac biologiuri molodini da mzadyofna nebismier ubedurebasTan Sesaxvedrad. magram iseTi xma, tramvais kibeze Camokidebuls rom moesma, aRarasodes gaugonia avelums da rogorc ar unda ecada, miaxlovebiTac ver aRwerda xolme sasowarkveTis, ganwirulobis, sibeCavisa Tu SiSis im amazrzen nazavs, narwyeviviT rom tovebda is (xma) gzadagza, yoveli xisa Tu lampionis Ziras, yovel sadarbazosTan, yvela sarkmelsa Tu vitrinaze.

operis asaxvevTan armisuli, tramvaidan Caxta da, rom ityvian, pirdapir xaxaSi Cauvarda Tavis bedisweras. TiTqos Sinidan gamosvlamdec icoda, sad daelodeboda da TiTqos saerTod imitom gamosuliyo Sinidan, Tanac umelaniod, maincdamainc, imas rom gadahyroda. pirvelad mTvrali egona. eleqtronis boZs Semoxveoda orive xeliT. loyac zed mieWira da iRimeboda, mas uRimoda, oRond, damnaSave, damorcxvebuli Tu gawbilebuli kacis RimiliT. Tumca, advili SesaZlebelia, avelums moeCvena ase, aseTad warmoidgina ufro adre, jer kidev haerSi, miwaze daxtomamde, vidre gaCerdeboda, dainaxavda, aRiqvamda da mixvdeboda, araviTar simTvraleze da araviTar Rimilze rom ar SeiZleboda laparaki. ukve sikvdils gaeJRinTa. imdenad fxizeli iyo, landi gasdioda, gamWvirvale gaexada sifxizles. saxe ar hqonda saerTod. saxis nacvlad aranormalurad gaxelili, ufro sworad, TiTqos ukiduresobamde ZaliT gawelili TvalebiRa darCenoda, ori uswormasworo Wrili, xvreli, ormo awrialebuli, asisinebuli, gaToSili sicarieliTa da arafriT savse. miSveleo - daigmina, daikvnesa, daixriala erTdroulad. Tumca, uTqmeladac etyoboda saSvelad rom hqonda saqme. mSveleli Wirdeboda mxolod. cal fexze idga. meore mas aRar ekuTvnoda aSkarad. rac mTavaria, fexsac aRar gavda. sisxliT galumpul Sarvlis totianad, usicocxlod dasTrevda miwaze. etyoba, tyvias barZayis Zveli daefSxvna da mxolod gadatyaul, gatitvlebul kunTzeRa ekida xorcis masa, rac adre albaT misi meore fexi iyo. ra gqvia, ra gvari xaro - hkiTxa avelumma ramdenjerme, vidre eleqtronis boZze miyinulsa Tu miduRebul xelebs ZaliT gaaSvebinebda da iRliaSi Seudgeboda. an avelumis xma ar esmoda imas, an saWirod ar Tvlida Tavisi vinaobis gamxelas (SeiZleba, gamxelis Rirsadac ar Tvlida sakuTar vinaobas). gaognebuli da agangaSebuli, misamarTs imeorebda mxolod - orbelianis sami. meore sarTuli. orbelianis sami. meore sarTulio ukan sisxlis sakmaod farTo kvali mosdevda, iatakis sarecxi tilo rom tovebs skolis kibeebsa Tu derefnebSi. avelums qoSini auvarda, magram albaT ufro mRelvarebisa da SiSisagan, vidre daRlilobisagan. mTeli arsebiT ki undoda miSveleboda, magram ukve grZnobda, marto ar eyofoda am saqmes. Tan, misda samarcxvinod, eSinoda kidec mis imedze, mis anabara darCenili da tkivilebisgan sanaxevrod Wkuaze gadamcdari biWisa. misi kbila iqneboda, an erTi-ori wliT umcrosi, magram saxeSi ver Seexeda, erideboda ratomRac, TiTqos misi mizeziT Cavardniliyo am dReSi, anda TiTqos marTlac ar hqonda imas saxe, saxelisa da gvaris msgavsad. im wuTas yvelaferze wavidoda, oRond is satanjveli aecdina rogorme Tavidan da, imave dros, aravin da araferi aRar axsovda, im biWis, im biWis misamarTis da sakuTari Tavis meti, TiTqos mxolod isiniRa darCeniliyvnen qveyanaze da ara marto misamarTi, yvelaferi saerTo hqondaT: eldac, SiSic, mizanic, survilic, ocnebac, imedic, sicocxlec, sikvdilic... magram im oridan romeli iyo gadasarCeni da romeli gadamrCeneli, bolomde gaurkveveli darCa avelumisTvis. ubralod, is biWi ufro axlos idga sikvdilTan da, amdenad, Zalauneburad, avelums unda etvirTa mSvelelis mZime tvirTi. ufro valdebuli iyo ase moqceuliyo, vidre mowodebuli. daRliTac male daiRala, radgan yoveli nabijis gadadgma did sulier da fizikur daZabvas moiTxovda misgan (orivesgan). garda imisa, rom "tvirTs" garkveuli wona hqonda, jer kidev edga suli, jer kidev gonze iyo, jer kidev stkioda, jer kidev itanjeboda, jer kidev raRaca eimedeboda Zalian da jer kidev viRacisken miiswrafoda mTeli arsebiT. xolo amis codna, ufro zustad ki, amis SegrZneba, ki ar exmareboda avelums mZime movaleobis aRsrulebaSi, kidev ufro aferxebda, borkavda, kidev ufro asustebda, ramdenadac moqmedebaze metad, fiqrsa da gansjas avaldebulebda - ra eqna, ra eRona, ra wyalSi Cavardniliyo, zedmetad rom ar gaetanja is, misi "tvirTi". asi metric ar eqnebodaT gavlili, romeliRac sadarbazoSi kibeze dasva da daubara, nu geSinia, axlave movalo. imas araferi

uTqvams, iolad Seelia. albaT esiamovna dajdoma. wynarad ijda da avelumiviT qoSinebda isic, TvaldaxuWuli, sakuTar mxarze TavCamovardnili. kolmeurneobis moedanTan avelumi samxedro patruls gadaeyara. ufro sworad, isini daewivnen etliani motocikletiT. orni iyvnen, axalT-axali mwvane muzaradebi exuraT. svla Seaneles da cota xans gverdiT gayvnen. xma ar gauciaT. an dazoges, an veraferi Seatyves revolucionerobisa. Tumca, Tavad iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos Tavfexianad sisxlSi iyo amoTxvrili. SeiZleba, am SegrZnebas isic umZafrebda, zurgze rom ewebeboda gaoflili perangi. orbelianis sami ki erTi patara, sofluri yaidis, ficris kibemidgmuli saxli aRmoCnda. kibe rom aaTava, sunTqva aRar SeeZlo, cotac da filtvebi dauskdeboda. kibis TavSi Cakuncxuli, TevziviT abCenda pirs da isev misamarTs imeorebda aRgznebuli, agangaSebuli, TiTqos gaCumdeboda Tu ara, misamarTic daaviwydeboda, xolo, rogorc ki misamarTi daaviwydeboda, sxvac yvelaferi damTavrdeboda misTvis. kari Suaxnis kacma gauRo, albaT imis mamam. iqamde dafrTxa, vidre gaigebda, ra undodaT misgan. ra ginda, vina xaro - SeuRrina ukve wamxdarma, SeiZleba ukve mixvedrilmac. arafriT ar undoda wamosvla - ra vici, rom marTals meubnebio; saxelmwifo TviTon gaarkvevs yvelaferso - ebrZoda Tavs. ai, imis sisxliao - cxvirwin utrialebda avelumi sisxlian xelebs. jer isev uWirda laparaki, gulamovardnils, aqoSinebuls, aRelvebuls. Tan imis eSinoda, vaiTu ar wamomyveso, da lamis TvalebSi etakebina xelebi, TiTqos sisxls icnobda is, Tuki marTla misi Svili iyo sadRac quCaSi, Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi momakvdavi biWi. mere erTad garbodnen kvlavindeburad ukacur quCaSi. saidanRac areuli, gaurkveveli, SemaSfoTebeli xmebi modioda da avelumi waramara ukan iyureboda - iseTi grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos motocikleti mosdevdaT ukan. biWi mkvdari dauxvdaT. isev ise ijda, rogorc avelumma datova, sakuTar mxarze TavCamovardnili, magram aRar qoSinebda, dawynarebuliyo, ufro sworad, qalaqis mkvdari siwynare daufleboda masac. fexebTan sisxlis uzarmazari gube daeyenebina. mamamisma uneburad fexi Cadga gubeSi da mere, aseve uneburad, sul iatakze usvamda fexs. amaod cdilobda mouSoreblis moSorebas. mkvdari Svilis danaxvam Tavzari ki dasca, magram erTi piroba, mainc gaibrZola, mainc gauZalianda eldas, vinZlo rogorme gamoscloda imis damaqcevar simZimes, erTbaSad ar gaeWyletinebina Tavi da swored maSin Cadga fexi Svilis sisxlSi, gubeze gadaxtomisas, ramac kidev ufro gaamwara, kidev ufro aubnia goneba, dauxSo gansjis unari. avelums eubneboda - es ra miyavio - TiTqos avelumi adrec icnobda mis Svils, TiTqos avelumma aiyolia dResac, avelumma gamoiyvana Sinidan, avelumma mokla da manve miugdo misi gvami mamamiss, raTa isic Svilis Tanamzraxvelad gamoeyvana xelisuflebis TvalSi. magram, ra Tqma unda, msgavsic araferi ufiqria. ubralod, misdauneburad scada avelumisTvis gadaebralebina viRacis, avelumze bevrad Zlieris da avelumze Znelad mosarevis danaSauli. rasakvirvelia, aravisze naklebad ar icoda namdvili mkvlelis vinaobaca da adgilsamyofelic, magram isic icoda, verafers gaxdeboda imasTan. amitom, damnaSaveze metad, avelumi sWirdeboda, SemTxveviTi mowme Tu monawile misi ubedurebisa, radgan masTan am ubedurebis gamomJRavnebas mainc SesZlebda, anu, imas mainc ityoda, rasac veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver ityoda namdvili mkvlelis TandaswrebiT. Tumca, bevri araferi uTqvams. erTsa da imaves imeorebda sul - es ra miyavio - oRond, xan umweo sibraziT, xan braziani umweobiT, xan damfrTxali da xan sasowarkveTili, saerTod ki, moulodneli dartymisgan TvalgaSterebuli, ybaCamovardnili da TiTqos xelovnurad dapataravebuli da dauSnovebuli. mere mkvdari Svilis gverdiT Camojda kibis safexurze, idayvebiT muxlebs daeyrdno, TiTebgafarCxuli xelis mtevnebi saxeze aifara da azluqunda: daviRupe, daviRupeTo...

mas mere didi dro gavida. didi ki ara, ganuzomeli - qristes mTeli miwieri cxovreba Caeteva Sig - magram gegonebaT, araferi Secvlilao, sicocxle isev isea Camkvdari qalaqSi, isev ise CauJmurebula yvelaferi, miuxedavad gauTavebeli SfoTisa da mRelvarebisa, aqeT-iqiT xeTqebisa, droSebis upragono frialisa, lozungebis, mowodebebis, proklamaciebis, mimarTvebis, muqarebis, Txovnebis, moTxovnebis koriantelisa da, rac mTavaria, qalaqis erT-erT mTavar quCaze, mexuTe sarTulis aivanze, ori sabralo, asakisgan gamoCerCetebuli dedabris gulsaklavi zeimisa. Tumca, isic unda iTqvas, mainc rom ar vitexT ixtibars, viTom, Cvenc xalxni varT, Cvenc adamianur cxovrebasa varT miCveulni. operaSi "porgi da besia", rusTavelSi - "carcis wre", marjaniSvilSi - "veragoba da siyvaruli" (TiTqos avelumis sapativsacemod), axmetelSi ki - "SuaRamisas". magram SuaRamisas mainc Sin jdoma sjobs. sjobs Sin ikankalo kurdReliviT, betonis soroSi. da, Tqven warmoidgineT, asedac iqcevian ara marto mayureblebi, aramed msaxiobebic. sakuTar soroebSi sxedan da kankaleben, saxifaTo sibneles miyuradebulni. axla RamiT quCaSi rom gaxvide, an suleli unda iyo, an Tavze xelaRebuli. yovel SemTxvevaSi, winaswar unda Seeguo im azrs, yovel gasvlaze, ukanasknelad rom gadixar Sinidan, Seni surviliT xdeba es Tu iZulebiT, TanamoqalaqeTa daJinebuli moTxovniT - gamodi, gverdSi dagvideqi, nu imalebi soroSio. televizors CarTav da, diqtoric maSinve SemogCivlebs, esa da es, aseTi da aseTi, ama da am dRes Sinidan gavida da aRar dabrunebula, magram Cven verafriT mivakvlieT da iqneb Sen mainc dagvayeno gzazeo. anda, kidev erTi manqana daikarga da isic Sen xom ar gipovniao. me mgoni, Cvens gasarTobad iqceva televizia ase, gveTamaSeba, ufro iolad rom ganvitvirToT mTeli dRis, mTeli Tvis, mTeli wlis daZabulobisgan da, marTlac, gagecineba, aba ra iqneba, amis mnaxvelsa da gamgons. ase rom, isev Sin jdoma da drogamoSvebiT televizoris win mwared Cafxukuneba sjobs, gareT kulturul RonisZiebebze siaruls. mainc araferSi gamogvadga kultura. TiTqos arc gvqonia. marTalia, bedisweras verc betoni SeaCerebs, rac giweria, ar agcdeba, magram Sin Tu daveteviT, aRarc Cven gavwvaldebiT zedmetad da aRarc sxvas gavawvalebT, radgan soros gareT moklulnic mainc Sin unda mogvitanon bolos, iqamde ki, RmerTma icis, ramden xans unda vegdoT jer quCaSi, vidre vinme inebebdes da SegvamCnevdes, mere ki morgSi - sacxedreSi - vidre romelime Cveniani gabedavdes da amogvicnobdes...

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rogorc ukve iciT, fransuaza TbilisSi gaicno avelumma, SemTxveviT, muzeumSi, sesilTan saboloo, samudamo gamoTxovebis Jams. miixeda da guli gadauqanda - romeliRac balaxiWamia cxovels hgavda, es wuTia xifaTs gadarCenili, buCqebs mofarebuli, jer kidev daZabuli, jer kidev yurdacqvetili, swrafad, zereled, aqa-iq rom wiwknis nekers, ufro Cveulebas ayolili, vidre moTxovnilebas. Savi plaSCi ecva, sayelo aweuli, yvela Rilze gaxsnili. xelebi jibeebSi Caewyo da SuSis yuTze daxrili, vanis oqroulobas aTvalierebda; gulisyuri ki aqeT hqonda, Cvensken, cxovrebisken. Tavidan isic erTi bednieri SemTxveva gvegona, rasakvirvelia, ufro saamayoc da ufro dasafasebelic, ramdenadac, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, isic namdvili ucxoeli iyo, sesiliviT, Tanac frangi, Tanac parizeli (sesilisgan gansxvavebiT) da ara, vTqvaT, moskoveli ebraeli, kieveli TaTari, baqoeli rusi Tu Tbiliseli berZeni. pirvelad rom dabrunda Sin (safrangeTSi), didi ambiT gaacila avelumma, didi siamovnebiTac, radgan garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, bunebriv sinanulTan erTad, aseve sruliad bunebrivi Svebac igrZno da saerTod, Zneli saTqmelia, maTi urTierTobis pirvel etapze, ra ufro did siamovnebas aniWebda avelums, imasTan yofna, Tu kidev erTxel mSvidobianad dabruneba imisgan. marTalia, axalgazrdebi viyaviT da jer Tavsac ar vutydebodiT, magram, gvindoda Tu ara, miCqmaluli, Tundac ugulebelyofili SiSi mainc Tavisas akeTebda. amis gageba axla bevrisTvis Znelia da TviTonac mecineba, TviTonac samarcxvinod mimaCnia SiSsa da siyvarulze erTdroulad laparaki, magram Tuki warmovidgenT samociani wlebis Tbiliss, zogadad sabWoTa kavSirs, dameTanxmebiT, ra did riskTan iyo dakavSirebuli nebismieri sabWoTa moqalaqisTvis nebismier ucxoelTan urTierToba, miT ufro sabWoeTis kuTvnil teritoriaze arxangelskidan Citamde da gagridan magadanamde. avelumi da misi megobari giJebiviT gacvivdnen moskovSi fransuazas gasacileblad. giJebs ki namdvilad hgavdnen am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT. jer erTi, sezonisTvis yovlad Seufereblad ecvaT da ara marto siRaribis gamo - uceb ver gaiTvaliswines (axalgazrdebi iyvnen), ra SeiZleboda daxvedrodaT iq. marTalia, raRacraRacebi (yurebiani qudebi Tu xelTaTmanebi) nacnob-megobrebma adgilze aTxoves, magram avelums erT fexze neka TiTi mainc moeyina da gindac moendomebina, marto amis gamo veRarasodes daiviwyebda fransuazas.

maT garda, fransuaza redaqciis TanamSromlebmac gaaciles, igive uSiSroebis muSakebma, romlebic, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, aq rCebodnen da fransuazas wasvlis Semdeg, TavisTavad cxadia, meti gulisyuriT, meti mondomebiT gaixsenebdnen nebismier wvrilmans, rac ki fransuazasTan iqneboda dakavSirebuli raRaciT mainc. magram ukan daxeva aRar SeiZleboda. oRond, TavianTi WkuiT, yvelaferi iRones, naklebad rom mieqciaT yuradReba. avelumi vardebis uzarmazari TaiguliT movida, misma megobarma ki JurnalistTa saxlis restornis oficianti qali moiyola Tan, viTom imas mohyva saerTod da sxva araferi ainteresebda. didis ambiT gamovidnen baqanze. xelkaviT mohyavda, emand vinmem cudi araferi ifiqros, friad Rirseuli qalbatoni gaxlavTo. mosuli qali iyo, zonzroxa. Tma moskovurad hqonda daxveuli, gegonebodaT pariki axuravso. lomonosovs hgavda raRaciT. oriveni (isa da avelumis megobari) koniakiT iyvnen nasauzmevi, safuZvlianadac, da amis gamo ufro medidurad, ufro gorozad, ufro seriozulad eWiraT Tavi, albaT Tbili, xaverdovani simTvralis mosaTokadac. magram ganSorebis drom rom moawia da Sampanuric Camorigda qaRaldis WiqebiT, yvelaze mets is qali kocnida fransuazas. kocnida da Tan cremliT tiroda, albaT sauzmeze avelumis megobrisgan mosmeniliT moxibluli da gulaCuyebuli. seriozulad Sewuxdnen yvelani, seriozulad dainteresdnen misi vinaobiT, radgan miuxedavad maTi profesiuli movaleobisa, namdvilad ar icodnen aseTi axlobeli adamiani Tu hyavda fransuazas moskovSi. magram yvelaze metad Tavad fransuazam ar icoda es - marTalia, Cveulebisamebr, yvelas uRimoda, yvelas madlobas uxdida yuradRebisTvis, Sampanursac yvela msurvelTan erTad ylurwavda vaxtangurad, magram rogorc ki avelumis Tvalebs waawydeboda, maSinve mxrebs aiCeCavda xolme gakvirvebuli. fransuaza yovelTvis ebraleboda avelums, pirvelive dRidan, rogorc ki dainaxa, antikuri xanis Zvirfaseulobis dasaTvaliereblad daxrili saqarTvelos saganZuris SuSis vitrinebze da mainc ufro Tanamedrove, dRevandeli safiqraliT Sepyrobili, daZabuli, romeliRac mxdali, lamazi cxoveliviT, romelsac Tavisi cxoveluri bunebis gamo, wesierad aRarc axsovs albaT, ra gansacdels daaRwia es wuTia Tavi da vidre morigi gansacdeli daatydebodes Tavs, nekers Seeqceva keTilsindisierad icavs, keTilsindisierad asrulebs bunebis wess. SeiZleba amitomac, roca mis warmodgenas vcdilob xolme, an taqsSi zis, avelumTan erTad, dilauTenia, TiTqmis srul sibneleSi, da siciveze metad, nerviulobisgan aZagZagebuli, waramara saaTs ekiTxeba avelums (avelumsac ekiTxeba da Tavisasac dascqeris) eSinia, verc ki warmoidgenT, rogor eSinia samsaxurSi dagvianebisa... an bewvis qudsa da qurqSi Cakarguli, usaxlkarosaviT moridebuli dgas novodeviCevis monastris ezoSi, dabneuli iyureba aqeT-iqiT, TiTqos ar icis, sad aris, rogor aRmoCnda aq, da erTnairad gaocebuli Sescqeris zamTris mzeze TvalismomWrelad abrWyvialebul gumbaTebsac da WilyvavebiT gadaSavebul xeebsac; an - stumrebs elodeba, yvelaferi mzada aqvs, taxtis win, patara saJurnale magidaze, cariel, civad mokriale Wiqebs Soris ukve dgas viskis gauxsneli boTli. magram Tavad adgils ver poulobs, Zlivs ereva Tavs, imave stumrebis xaTriT (SeiZleba, SiSiTac), da mainc jiutad cdilobs gaagebinos avelumsac, rom yvelanairi (sabWouri) yvelis gamotana ar SeiZleba sufraze. roSfori ki, maincdamainc, dRes gawyda amodena qalaqSi, eliseevis maRaziis CaTvliT.

amas imitom vambob, fransuazas TviTonve rom SeeZlo did gansacdelad gadaqceva nebismieri yoveldRiuri wvrilmanisa, ris gamoc, samwuxarod, upirveles yovlisa, Tavad itanjeboda - sul gadasarCenad hqonda TiTqos saqme... xoda, Tu rogor gadaarCina avelumma, qvemoT dainaxavT, Tuki moTmineba geyofaT da CemTan erTad zereled mainc gadaikiTxavT mis werilebs. miT ufro rom, es werilebi arc Tavis droze yofila miuwvdomeli - yoveli maTganis asli Tavidanve, moskovSi CamosvlisTanave, ideboda iq, sadac jer ars da sadac axlac unda idos wesiT, Tuki "perestroikam" isinic ar gaaufasura, rogorc sxva yvelaferi. fransuazas werilebs jer avelumis moskoveli kolega, moskoveli estoneli, iani iRebda, ra Tqma unda, avelumis TxovniTa da davalebiT. avelumma ki imitom sTxova da daavala ians misi satrfialo baraTebis miReba, mxolod ase rom Seityobda, saerTod SesaZlebeli iyo Tu ara, Tundac werilobiTi urTierTobis damyareba fransuazasTan. iani, TavisTavad cxadia, yvela werils kiTxulobda da safuZvlianadac "amuSavebda" (asli, mokle anotacia da a.S.), imisda mixedviT, Tu ramdenad saintereso SeiZleboda yofiliyo iq moTxrobili ambebi garkveuli samsaxurebisTvis. ase rom, ianma yovelTvis avelumze adre icoda, ra edo fransuazas gulSi, ris Tqmas apirebda avelumisTvis. "damuSavebul" werilebs iani axal, axla ukve sabWour konvertSi debda da ise ugzavnida avelums TbilisSi. iani ar umalavda avelums, "iqac" rom icodnen am uiRblo siyvarulis Sesaxeb da ufro metic - Tuki, rasakvirvelia, avelums TavSi ar auvardeboda es ambavi - umal TanaugrZnobdnen ("iqac" adamianebi msaxurobdnen, bolos da bolos), vidre kicxavdnen da amtyunebdnen. gasagebia? xoda, Tu gasagebia, Camoasxi. nu ibRvirebi. TiToc davlioT da gveyofa. Sen dros atareb, Zmao, ra genaRvleba, me ki samuSao maqvs. "gansakuTrebiT Senze arian kargi azrisao" moayolebda bolos. ianis TqmiT, "isini" avelums Turme gulwrfel, patiosan kacad Tvlidnen, miuxedavad misi zogierTi yovlad miuRebeli da, rac mTavaria, yovelgvar safuZvels moklebuli Sexedulebisa. avelumi ki ufro da ufro Riziandeboda, ibneoda, sagonebelSi vardeboda, radgan ar icoda, ras niSnavda "imaTi" qeba, Seuracxmyofeli unda yofiliyo misTvis, Tu damamSvidebeli, Tu erTica da meorec erTsa da imave dros. ufro gulaxdilebi Tu viqnebiT, mSvenivrad icoda, rasac niSnavda da imitomac Riziandeboda ase. ianis TqmiT, "isini" dasjas ki ar upirebdnen Turme, aramed - Svelas, gadarCenas. ufro sworad, didi imedi hqondaT, droTa ganmavlobaSi, TandaTanobiT, TviTonve ganikurneboda am senisgan. dro moiyvanda Wkuaze, dro auxelda Tvals sakuTari sibriyvisa da umecrebis dasanaxad da isic mereRa mixvdeboda, bewvis xidze rom mdgara sul, ganuwyvetliv... mereRa daafasebda imasac, vinc bewvis xidze Semdgars, ki ar Seuyvira, xeli ki ar hkra - Tvali mouxuWa, yuri mouyrua, daacada "mSvidobianad" gasuliyo gaRma napirze, anu, ojaxs dabruneboda, Sin dateuliyo da ramdenic undoda imdeni ewera leqsebica da poemebic, piesebica da romanebic gnebavT, uideo, gnebavT, ideuri, ramdenadac saxelmwifosTvis namdvilad sulerTi iyo es, misTvis ki - ara. saxelmwifos arc erTiT meti maqebari aaSenebda da arc erTiT meti maginebeli daaqcevda, misTvis da misi ojaxisTvis ki amas arsebiTi mniSvneloba hqonda. "didi madloba gadaeci Sens megobrebs, aseTi yuradRebisTvis, aseTi mzrunvelobisTviso" - igesleboda avelumi, iani ki, viTom verc amCnevda mis mrisxanebas, seriozulad pirdeboda, aucileblad rom gadascemda avelumis danabarebs daniSnulebisamebr, rogorc ki amis SesaZlebloba miecemoda.

raki Tavidanve, Cveni saTqmelis ukeT gadmosacemad (Cveni azriT, rasakvirvelia), epistoluri Janri avirCieT, araTu kargi, xandaxan aucilebelic iqneba albaT, am Janris ukve arsebuli (Cvens xelT arsebuli) da arc mTlad uintereso nimuSebis gamoyenebac. marTalia, nebismier mkiTxvels (maT Soris momavlis mkiTxvelsac, anu, moclilsac da mouclelsac), ambavica da gancdac gamogonili urCevnia, magram fransuazas werilebze ufro "gamonagoni" Zneli warmosadgenia, veraviTari gamonagoni ver Seedreba verc miuRwevlisken swrafviTa da verc daujereblis dajerebiT. siyvaruli ki mxolod es aris jiuti, ganuwyveteli swrafva miuRwevlisken da usityvod, uyoymanod dajereba daujereblisa. maTi meSveobiT (fransuazas werilebs vgulisxmob), gacilebiT ukeT da srulyofilad SegviZlia aRvadginoT ori sruliad gansxvavebuli, TiTqmis erTmaneTis sapirispiro cxovreba RmerTisgan aSkarad erTmaneTisTvis gaCenili ori adamianisa, romlebsac erTad cxovreba TiTqos imitom ar SeeZloT, mxolod erTad yofna rom undodaT, mxolod da mxolod, amas rom eswrafodnen miuxedavad yvelafrisa. rac mTavaria, am werilebis meSveobiT SegviZlia aRvadginoT praqtikuli TvalsazrisiT yovlad uazro, klinikurad TiTqmis mkvdari, magram yvela adamianuri grZnobiT, gancdiT, vnebiT, tkiviliT, SvebiT, imediT, uimedobiT, sizmriT, CvenebiT, ocnebiT, gansakuTrebiT ki molodiniT, yvelafris gauTavebeli molodiniT, magaliTad, werilisa, Sexvedrisa, danaxvisa, xmis gagonebisa, zamTrisa, gazafxulisa, zafxulisa, Semodgomisa, daRamebisa, gaTenebisa, dasjisa, daRupvisa, dasmenisa, gamoaSkaravebisa, Ralatisa, sadilisa, vaxSmisa, liftisa, taqsisa, matareblisa, TviTmfrinavisa, gadarCenisa, mitevebisa, nebarTvisa, vizisa, pasportisa - mokled, yvela saxisa da yvelanairi molodiniT uTavbolod, facifuciT, gulisxeTqviT amovsebuli dro (ase alalbedze mxolod xanZriT an miwisZvriT damfrTxali, dabneuli, azrovnebis unardakarguli da cxoveluri gumanis amaraRa darCenili adamiani avsebs CanTas xelSi uceb moxvedrili da SeiZleba sruliad gamousadegari, sruliad usargeblo nivTebiT) - drois sakmaod didi monakveTi, saukunis meoTxedi - daudevrad, daunaneblad da uSedegod gaflanguli, rogorc ukve vTqviT, ori savsebiT gansxvavebuli, TiTqmis erTmaneTis sapirispiro cxovrebis Sesarwymelad, SesaduReblad, Sesaxmatkbileblad.

axla albaT isic unda iTqvas, Tu ratom ar gaeyara avelumi melanias da ratom ar SeirTo fransuaza (Tuki ase sigiJemde SeuyvardaT erTmaneTi), ratom ar isargebla bednieri SemTxveviT da ratom ar wavida emigraciaSi, rogorc yvela WkuaTamyofeli sabWoeli moiqceoda. daviwyoT imiT, rom zogierTi sabWoTa disidentisa ar iyos, sabWoTa emigrantic gansakuTrebuli fenomenia. ufro martivad rom vTqvaT, sabWoTa sinamdvileSi disidenti araTu SeiZleboda mdgariyo xelisuflebis samsaxurSi, aramed myaradac idga, sapatio Tanamdebobac eWira da personaluri manqanac (zogjer abreSumis fardebianic) emsaxureboda. emigraciaSi ki ZiriTadad imas uSvebdnen, visac erTnairad icnobdnen da, Tqven warmoidgineT, erTnairad afasebdnen kidec, rogorc Sin, iseve gareT; vinc SeiZleboda Sin "sapatio moqalaqe" yofiliyo, gareT ki "simarTlisTvis wamebuli raindi", romelsac erT jibeSi "lenini" edo, meoreSi "vaSingtoni" da Tuki Sin specmaRaziaSi yidulobda produqtebs, gareT TiTis gaunZrevlad, wlebis manZilze SeeZlo fexifexze gadadebuli mjdariyo romelime Ria kafeSi, ayvavebuli wablebis surnelSi, saxeze gazafxulis mzemiSuqebuli (da kagebes saidumlo arxebis meSveobiT CvenTvisac gaeziarebina emigrantuli cxovrebis Wirvarami), roca fransuazas welebze fexi unda daedga, samgzavro fuli rom moegrovebina moskovSi Camosasvlelad. avelumi, ra Tqma unda, arc Sin warmoadgenda rames da arc gareT da, Tundac amitom, sxvis kmayofaze dafuZnebul Tavisuflebas, isev daumadlebeli, bediT damsaxurebuli tusaRoba erCia yovelTvis. garda amisa, Tavisi bunebiT, ufro mcenare iyo, vidre cxoveli an frinveli. amiT imis Tqma minda, rom drosa da sivrceSi gadaadgilebas cudad itanda, Znelad egueboda, Zalian uWirda da, SeiZleboda, erT mSvenier dRes sicocxlis fasadac dasjdomoda. masze Tu iqneboda damokidebuli, amjobinebda iq mdgariyo sul, sadac gangebam gaaCina, mxolod da mxolod, anda, maincdamainc, iqauri amindis WirveulobaTa gaTvaliswinebiT. ufro metic, mTeli misi Segnebuli cxovrebis manZilze, odesRac dakarguli codnisa Tu ganzrax damarxuli saidumlos saflavze (albaT, adgilis dasamaxsovreblad) dargul xed aRiqvamda sakuTar arsebas da es miaCnda erTaderT daniSnulebad, mowodebad, misi amqveyniuri - rogorc xorcieli, iseve sulieri - cxovrebis gasamarTleblad. meorec erTi, misi da melanias urTierToba srulebiTac ar gamoricxavda misi da fransuazas urTierTobas, piriqiT, SeiZleba ganapirobebda kidec, da mainc, arCevanze Tu midgeboda saqme, umal fransuazas Seeleoda, vidre melanias. fransuazas (Tuki sabaJos gacurebas SesZlebda), Zirfesvianad moglejili unda gaetana avelumi aqedan, xolo melania Tavad iyo im miwis nawili, romelSiac fesvi hqonda gadgmuli avelums. melania sakuTari sisxliT kvebavda avelumis fesvebs, raTa imas ecocxla, Tu gnebavT, raTa fransuaza yvareboda, anu, Cvens pirobebSi, SedarebiT Tavisufal, sakuTari survilebis aRmsrulebel, Tavisi sityvis gamtarebel kacad CaeTvala (Tundac warmoedgina) Tavi. melanias gareSe es yovlad SeuZlebeli iqneboda, ramdenadac melania, Tavisi SorsmWvretelobisa Tu qaluri sibrZnis wyalobiT, rogorRac axerxebda Cvens saerTo, uzarmazar sapyrobileSi SedarebiT patara, mxolod da mxolod avelumisTvis gankuTvnili, faqtiurad erTadgiliani sapyrobiles Seqmnas, romlis ucvleli zedamxedveli TviTonve iyo da aTasSi erTxel, magram yovelTvis saWiro dros, Segnebulad brmavdeboda, Segnebulad yruvdeboda, Tavis daRwevis saSualeba rom mieca qmrisTvis am patara satusaRodan, rac, TavisTavad, saerTo Tavisuflebis iluzias uqmnida avelums, Tundac garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi.

maS ase! fransuazas pirveli werili imdenad pataraa, SeiZleba mTlianad moviyvanoT aq, miT ufro rom, isaa pirveli niSanic axali epoqis dawyebisa avelumis cxovrebaSi da isaa pirveli mercxalic, romelmac marTalia ver moiyvana, magram gazafxulis arseboba SeZlebisdagvarad mainc gaaxsena sabWoeTis binadrebs, romelTa kalendarzec weliwadis erTaderTi dro pirquSi zamTari - idga ganuwyvetliv, fexmoucvlelad. yvelaferi maxsovs. gkocni. fransuaza. werili ki ara, depeSaa, isic SekumSuli, magram ver amowura, ver amoxapa avelumma verafriT. jibiT daatarebda, vidre sxva mouvidoda, kidev ufro amaRelvebeli. SeiZleba ivlisSi Camovide. erTad movifiqroT, rogor SevxvdeT. da kidev erTi, fexdafex: miiRe Cemi werili? Tu ar migiRia, gagimeoreb zustad erTi Tvis mere Camovdivar. aTi dRiT. turistul jgufTan erTad. Cemi adgilsamyofeli Cems Zvel samsaxurSi ecodinebaT. imedia, jer kidev gaxsovs telefoni. Tu ara da, ar vici, rogor moviqce. iqneb Sen moifiqro rame. nu geSinia, moifiqrebs! Sen Camodi da Seni monaxva Cvenze iyos. mTavaria, gaWirvebis talkvesi - iani kargad gvyavdes. ivnisis bolos bebiis sanaxavad waval. avadaa. iqidan isev parizSi movbrundebi, Cavlagdebi da haida moskovisken. ase rom, naxvamdis. Tavs gaufrTxildi da yvelaferi kargad iqneba. marTlac kargad iyo yvelaferi. yovel SemTxvevaSi - uCveulod, axleburad. imperia raRacis, gaurkvevlis molodins Seepyro. ra Tqma unda, alegoriuli leqsebic iwereboda da alegoriuli speqtaklebic idgmeboda, magram pirdapir jer kidev veravin ityoda, ra grZnobebi tanjavda da risi molodini hqonda. ityoda, daiWerdnen. sul cota, sagiJeTSi mainc ukravdnen Tavs. yvelaze Zalian sagiJeTSi moxvedrisa eSinoda avelumsac. verasodes ver poulobda saerTo enas giJebTan da, Tu fxizeli iyo TviTon, verc mTvralebTan. rac mTavaria, xalxs imedi gasCenoda, magram risi imedi iyo es imedi, ras pirdeboda, ras Sescvlida an ras moitanda - jer aravin icoda da arc ase Sors bedavda ocnebis zRvaSi Setopvas. ubralod, imedi gasCenoda moulodnelad, rogorc uSvilo ojaxs gauCndeba xolme bavSvi. esec axali grZnoba iyo sabWoelisTvis da ar icoda, rogor gamoexata, anda gamoexata Tu ara saerTod, radgan tani ugrZnobda, aravin gadausvamda amisTvis Tavze xels. imedi ki, raxan gaCeniliyo, izrdeboda kidec, aRarc kedlebs epueboda, arc mavTulxlarTebs - izrdeboda, izrdeboda da sabWoeTis yvela qalaqs erTnairad ixutebda gulSi. ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, imedi didi veraferi Svilia: bevrs gpirdeba, arafers ki gaZlevs; bevrs gelaparakeba, arafers ki geubneba; bevrs gaCvenebs, Sen ki verafers xedav, radgan win carieli sivrcea; SeuCereblad miyavxar, arada gza aRaraa. magram Sen mainc mihyvebi, radgan imedis danapirebi sulze metad gWirdeba, misi nalaparakevi satrfos alersze metad gsiamovnebs, xolo cariel sivrceSi, rac Sen ginda imas xedav. amitom, imedi erTdroulad kacis megobaricaa da mteric: xandaxan, gawbilebuli imedi ufro Zneli gadasatania, vidre uimedoba. sabWoelebic mravalmniSvnelovnad upaWunebdnen erTmaneTs Tvals, TiTqos grZnobdnen, arafriT rom ar imsaxurebdnen imeds, magram mainc yvelanairad cdilobdnen SeeSnovebinaT, sxvisTvisac ar eTqmevinebinaT, marTla ar yofilan Rirsnio. mokled, iseve cxovrobdnen, rogorc iqamde ecxovraT da rogorc momavalSi icxovrebdnen, rac ar unda momxdariyo. rom gekiTxaT, yalTabandebiviT Tvals ratom ukravT erTmaneTso, gaukvirdebodaT, magram TavianTi saqcieli ki ara, Tqveni SekiTxva. Tumca, aseve daificebdnen RmerTis winaSe, rom ar icodnen, ra amoZravebdaT, ra azrs debdnen Tvalis uneblie CapaWunebaSi. ubralod, rasac axla grZnobdnen, adre arasodes egrZnoT da arc sxvisgan gaegonaT. arc mizezi icodnen, arc mizani am axali SegrZnebisa, arc zne da arc xasiaTi. eg aris rom, Rimilisgan ganuwyvetliv eqavebodaT tuCebi da darwmunebulni iyvnen, qvasaviT ki ar daenarcxebodnen miwaze, davuSvaT da kldidan gadaeCexa isini viRacas, aramed bumbuliviT alivlivdebodnen haerSi. es axali grZnoba Tu SegrZneba, marTalia, akrTobdaT,

magram abednierebdaT kidec, rogorc fexmZime qals pirvelad SeZruli nayofi, misi arsebisTvis udidesi cvlilebebisa da gardaqmnebis mauwyebeli, jer kidev bundovani, Soreuli, Zneli dasajerebeli, magram garduvali, dRevandeli eniT rom vTqvaT, Seuqcevadi, da ufro metic - misi sicocxlis gamgrZelebeli. ar icis, gogo eyoleba Tu biWi, lamazi Tu maxinji, niWieri Tu uniWo, marCenali Tu damaqcevari, magram ukve uyvars, winaswar, yovelgvari pirobis gareSe, xolo raki uyvars da, rac mTavaria, eamayeba kidec es siyvaruli, veraferi veRar moereva. ise modis, TiTqos mTelma qveyanam icis, an Tu ar icis, unda Seityos, deda rom gaxdeba male. melaniam icoda aseTi siaruli fexmZimobisas - amayi, welgamarTuli moafrialebda xalvaTad Sekeril kabas. da mainc, adamiani gulubryvilo cxovelia: darwmunebulia, mTeli qveyana ise unda fiqrobdes, rogorc TviTon fiqrobs da gulwrfelad brazdeba, Tuki misi da qveynis fiqri erTmaneTs ar emTxveva. im zafxuls moskovSi saerTaSoriso kinofestivali tardeboda da presbarSi, anu, sastumro "moskvas" meSvide sarTulze moxvedra did pativad iTvleboda. ukeTes adgilas, marTlac, versad waiyvanda kaci "sapatio stumars" am uzarmazar qalaqSi. isinic, pirvelsave dRes, iq waiyvana ianma. ufro zustad, erTi nacnobi qalis daxmarebiT, romelic, ianis TqmiT, "sakmaod uniWo msaxiobi" gaxldaT, rac srulebiTac ar uSlida xels Tavis gemoze etarebina dro, "nawilnawil", anu, saTiTaod Seapara "kinos samyaroSi". iq, saRamoobiT, ara marto adgilobrivi kinosa da presis muSakebi, aramed ucxoeli reJisorebi da msaxiobebic ikribebodnen, Tumca iqac, rasakvirvelia, Cveulebrivi moskovuri restornis qaosi sufevda. magaliTad, imaT sufraze viRac italieli komersanti da adgilobrivi pederasti operatoric isxdnen da sacekvao moednidan mobrunebuli avelumi, ratomRac, sul imas SiSobda, me xom ar vjdebi sxvis sufrazeo. arada, yoveli cekvis Semdeg, nebismier sufraze icvleboda TanameinaxeTa Semadgenloba. saerTod ar arsebobda sxvisi sufra, sxvisi Wiqa, sxvisi TefSi, sxvisi dana da Cangali. visac sad moeprianeboda, iq moiklavda wyurvils viRacis Wiqidan da iq Caasobda viRacis Cangals orTqlSi moxarSuli TarTis (maSin kidev arsebobda amgvari rameebi) moTeTro-moyviTalo naWers, pirSuSxaSi amowebuls, sul sxva viRacisTvis SekveTils sul sxva viRacis mier. yvela imasTan cekvavda, vis pirispirac aRmoCndeboda SemTxveviT, sasmelisgan uaresad acundrukebul, axtunavebul, abuqnavebul jogSi. avelumi, magaliTad, ana karinas ecekveboda da TviTonve ecineboda, imdenad maRali iyo kinovarskvlavi masTan SedarebiT. albaT fransuazac icinoda maTi Semxedvare. Tumca, ras dainaxavda, roca Tavad saerTod meore darbazSi cekvavda, ufro sworad, cekvis gakveTils utarebda aborigen inteleqtualebs. waramara taSiT ajildovebdnen. avelumi kinovarskvlavs ki ecekveboda (SemTxveviT, simTvraliT, sibriyviT), magram gulisyuri mainc iqiTken hqonda, sakuTari Ramis amomavali varskvlavisken. ar vici, adgilobrivebi cdilobdnen daemtkicebinaT ucxoelebisTvis, arafris gveSiniao, Tu ucxoelebs eSinodaT, Tavis Sekaveba qedmaRlobaSi, yoyloCinobaSi ar CamogverTvaso - daundobeli, dauzogavi Rreoba midioda. wioda, kioda, xarxarebda mexanZris muzaradiviT alaplapebuli da stumrebze uaresad mTvrali orkestri. magram ucxoelebi mainc gamoirCeodnen am oromtrialSi, Tundac imiT, TavianTi mTvrali gogoebi saTuTad mxarze gadakidebulni rom gahyavdaT presbaridan, anu, erTmaneTs dapirispirebuli ori samyaros morigi brZolis velidan.

iqidan ellam (ase erqva "sakmaod uniWo msaxiob qals") yvelani TavisTan waiyvana, italiel komersantian da adgilobriv pederastianad. iqac sakmaod bevrma xalxma moiyara Tavi. erTi maTgani saerTod ar enaxa avelums, arc restornamde, arc restoranSi, magram moskovisTvis farTod gavrcelebuli tipi gaxldaT - arcerT kampanias rom ar ekuTvnis mTlianad da yvela kampaniaSi Sinaurulad grZnobs Tavs. ukve dila iyo. fransuaza zezeurad Tvlemda, kinwi hqonda mowyvetili. samagierod, ella kidev ufro energiuli, kidev ufro daudgromeli gaexada sasmels, kidev ufro Sedioda mfarvelis, diasaxlisis, msaxuris rolSi - albaT ucxoelebis xaTriT - da raRas ar igonebda maT gasarTobad. bolos gaSiSvlda kidec da zewarmoxuruli, miamitad saxedacqvetili gamovida "scenaze" stumrebTan gamosamSvidobeblad. aseTi warmateba albaT marTla arasodes Rirsebia TeatrSi. italieli komersanti xom saerTod gacofda taSis kvriTa da bravos ZaxiliT. mokled, turistuli aTi dRe ise Caadna fransuazas xelSi, gonze mosvlac ver moaswro. wesierad arc dalaparakebian erTmaneTs. dafeTebulni awydebodnen aqeT-iqiT, rogorc oTaxSi SemTxveviT Semofrenili Citebi, da maincdamainc iq amoyofdnen xolme Tavs, sadac yvelaze naklebad undodaT yofna, da raki ver akeTebdnen, risi gakeTebac guliT surdaT, iZulebiT akeTebdnen, ris gakeTebasac garemo sTavazobdaT. es ki orives uaresad aRizianebda, abrazebda, acofebda da, Sedegad kidev ufro swrafad, kidev ufro uazrod gadioda dro. avelumi ianis erT-erT qaritasTan, vTqvaT, efrosinesTan, igive sandra sandrovnasTan idga mdgmurad, gamoCenili sabWoTa mwerlis qvrivTan, romelic rasakvirvelia, "gayvanili iyo saqmeSi" da didadac TanaugrZnobda gardacvlili meuRlis axalgazrda kolegas. fransuaza RamiTac Tu axerxebda darCenas, sulgrZelad uTmobda Tavis saZile oTaxs, roca avelums, ufransuazod, yovelTvis gardacvlili qmris kabinetSi uSlida logins. fransuaza, ra Tqma unda, axerxebda Rame darCenas, magram iqamde ise iRleboda ukve aTasjer daTvalierebulis daTvalierebiT (raki satusaRoSi iyvnen turistebad Camosulebi, maTi aRricxvac iseve xdeboda gidis mier, dila-saRamos, rogorc Cveulebrivi patimrebisa), erTbaSad mouRebda xolme bolos mTeli dRis daZabuloba da nerviuloba, manqanaSive eZineboda da liftSic zezeurad eZina, avelumis mkerdze miyudebuls. magram SeiZleboda uaresadac yofiliyo saqme, salaparakodac Zlivs enaxaT erTmaneTi, bedad, ani-luiza rom ar movlenodaT mfarvel angelozad, fransuazas Tanamemamule, dedis toli qali, romelic fransuazasTan erTad cxovrobda nomerSi da yvelanairad cdilobda, SeumCneveli gaexada modaraje TvalisTvis fransuazas satrfialo paemnebi. fransuazasi ar iyos, isic siyvaruls daeyenebina amsigrZe gzaze, ZvelisZveli, omisdroindeli megobris sanaxavad Camosuliyo Soreul qalaqSi, raki lamis ukanasknel wams, Rrma sibereSi Sesaxlebamde, miscemoda amis SesaZlebloba. sxvaTaSoris, avelumi da ani-luizas megobari erTdroulad gamocxaddnen paemanze pirvelsave dRes da es xelacaxcaxebuli, ybaCamovardnili kaci rom dainaxa sastumros win, avelums gulma reCxi uyo - Tu mogzavnili ar aris, aucileblad fransuazasTan iqneba raRaciT dakavSirebulio. tyveobagamovlili da cimbirmoxdili kacis kvalobaze kidev ara uSavda, magram Seyvarebuls dacinviT Tu dauZaxebda vinme. ra Tqma unda, avelums Tavisi elda da SiSi klavda, buzi aqlemad eCveneboda, magram bolos mainc utyuari aRmoCnda misi gumani, misi cxoveluri alRo - fransuaza da ani-luizac erTad gamovidnen sastumrodan.

da mainc, es Sexvedra ufro "niadagis mosasinji", sakuTari grZnobebis Sesamowmebeli Sexvedra iyo da amdenad ufro mniSvnelovanic ara marto winamorbed, aramed Semdgom Sexvedrebzec. jer kidev SeiZleboda Tavis gadarCena-meTqi - vambob fransuazas gasagebad. Tumca, fransuazac grZnobda albaT amas. aeroportSi Zalian nerviulobda, Segnebulad aridebda avelums Tvals da, amis gamo, gansakuTrebul yuradRebas aniWebda yvelafers, mtkivneulad ganicdida nebismier wvrilmans. rasakvirvelia, grZnobda cali fexi maxeSi rom hqonda ukve Cavardnili, safuZveli rom eyreboda mis uazro wanwals win da ukan, parizsa da moskovs Soris, roca imave manZilis gavla nebismier or wertils Sorisac SeeZlo. brazobda, iRrineboda, mizezobda (gakvirvebuli, Sewuxebuli sakuTari uzneobiT) da, TavisTavad cxadia, tiroda, tiroda, tiroda... oRond, uxmod, TavisTvis. anda, piriqiT - TiTqos uimisod, masTan SeuTanxmeblad moedineboda misive Tvalebidan siyvarulis uZvelesi, maradiuli, dauleveli, yinuliviT mduRare, badagiviT mdore cremli - dgeboda Jami didi siyvarulisa, anu didi gansacdelisa, didi gamocdisa (arafris gamo da arafris gulisTvis), Jami mware imedisa da tkbili Sxamisa.

imave dRes parizidan werda avelums: ori saaTic ar aris rac davbrundi da ukve magidas vuzivar, ukve gwer, erTi suli maqvs, rodis mogixdi bodiSs, aeroportSi Cemi umsgavso saqcielisTviso. ase rom, bodiSs gixdi. mapatie. Zalian gTxov. cudad viyavi da meti araferi. imedi maqvs, droze mixvedi vnukovoze. avelumi yovelTvis imave dRes mofrinavda (an modioda) moskovidan. erTi saaTic aRar SeeZlo xolme iq uimisod gaCereba. erTdroulad sakmaod didxans vifrineT albaT. albaT mTeli saaTi, radgan Cvenma TviTmfrinavma gafrena daagviana. es jer kidev sakiTxavia, marTla ifrines Tu ara erTdroulad - im qveyanaSi, sadac SesaZlebelia sagareo TviTmfrinavi mTeli saaTiT Seyovndes, saSinao ra dReSi iqneba! magram es naklebad mniSvnelovania imaTTvis, radgan isini isedac erTad iqnebian sul, caSic da miwazec, cal-calke da mainc erTad, ufro sworad, cxovrebaSi - cal-calke, erTmaneTis sulsa da gonebaSi erTad. amas fransuazac grZnobda ukve da imitomac brazobda, nerviulobda, tiroda aeroportSi - iqidan midioda, sadac misi adgili iyo da midioda iq, sadac aRar hqonda adgili, sadac yvelaferi eucxoveboda ukve, examuSeboda, rogorc uwvrTnel cxens - aRviri. aRviri ki egreTwodebuli Tavisufali samyaro gaxldaT - iq SeZenili Cvevebi - gansakuTrebiT ki ZvalrbilSi gamjdari pasuxismgeblobis grZnoba sakuTari moTxovnilebebisa da midrekilebebis mimarT, rac yvelaze metad uSlida xels, mSvidad, gonieri arsebisTvis damaxasiaTebeli moTminebiT garkveuliyo axal, moulodnel da, amdenad, damafrTxobel moTxovnilebebsa da midrekilebebSi, anu, did, saerTaSoriso usamarTlobad da aseve did, pirad ubedurebad CaeTvala xalxTa sapyrobiledan, gnebavT, borotebis imperiidan Sin mSvidobiT dabruneba da sanatreli gaexada iqauri, janmrTelobisTvis yovlad mavne, saxifaTo haeris CasunTqva, anda saaTobiT yuryuti, vTqvaT, sapnis, kbilis pastisa Tu tualetis qaRaldis rigSi... mliqvneloba da Tavis damdableba yovel wamsa da yvelas winaSe, viszedac SeiZleboda yofiliyo damokidebuli misi bedi, Tundac, drois garkveul monakveTSi, Cveulebrivi molare iqneboda is, noqari, dalaqi, saxlmmarTveli, liftiori, milicieli, taqsis mZRoli, administraciuli Tu partiuli muSaki mokled, mTeli fauna misTvis ukve uZvirfasesi cixisa, WianWvelidan virTxamde da virTxidan WianWvelamde, sadac didi siamovnebiT gatusaRdeboda TviTonac, nebayoflobiT, radgan im cixis nebayoflobiTi tusaRoba bedniereba anda ubedureba ki ar iqneboda misTvis, aramed normaluri, bunebrivi, adamianuri cxovreba - erT sakanSi Tu ara, saerTo WerqveS da saerTo kedlebs Soris mainc icxovrebda imasTan erTad, vis gareSec "cudad iyo da sxva araferi", ese igi, veRarc ki warmoedgina cxovreba. aqedan gamomdinare, parizSi CafrenisTanave, marTla magidas ki ar miujda satrfialo ustaris dasawerad, jer Tavis bavSvobis megobars daureka - marTla damTavrebula Cvens Soris yvelaferi, me ukve didi qali varo - da mere dajda werad. es is megobari gaxlavT, romlis gamoc gaiqca saerTod Tavidan sabWoeTSi, ufro raRacaze gabutuli, vidre safuZvlianad ganrisxebuli; ufro asaks ayolili, vidre grZnobas, radgan ki ar gadaiyvara, ki ar SeiZula, vinc iqamde bavSvurad wrfeli siyvaruliT uyvarda misTvisac moulodnelad moyirWda, erT mSvenier dRes, bavSvobaSi aCemebuli romeliRac namcxvris, nayinisa Tu limonaTis msgavsad. bavSvobis siyvaruli savarjiSo siyvaruli aRmoCnda, siyvarulis "ai ia" da siyvarulis "do re mi fa sol la si", is ki, fransuaza, mware imedisa da tkbili Sxamis pirveli ylupiT ukve gulmuceldaTuTquli, dabneuli awydeboda eswuTia misive arsebidan amozrdili wuxilisa da gaurkvevlobis xorklian kedlebs, zed emsxvreoda cariel boTliviT, da eniT uTqmel Svebasa da netarebas aniWebda sakuTar namsxvrevebze SiSveli fexebiT siaruli: davborialob cariel binaSi da, cota ar iyos, meSinia. nacnobebic aRaravin darCa parizSi. saswrafod unda wavide aqedan, Torem gavgiJdebi. jer sad xar! gagiJeba mere naxe, roca mixvdebi,

darwmundebi, ki ar mivcurav, Caylapuli ankesi mimaTrevs napiriskeno. ver warmoidgen, rogori madlobeli var Seni. marTalia cudad ismoda, magram mainc kargad moviqeci, rom dagireke. srulebiTac ar ganvicdi sindisis qenjnas. magram mainc mapatie. ramdenadac vici, am dros Tqvenebi TbilisSi ar arian. marTalia, ar arian. an baden-badenSi isveneben an kanSi. aTi saaTi vucade Seni xmis gagonebas. dilis oTx saaTze daviZine. magram ratom miTxari, xSirad ifiqre Cemzeo? ra ufleba gaqvs? vin mogca neba, damidgino, damikanono visze vifiqro da visze ara? cota Tu bevri? xSirad Tu xandaxan? es mxolod Cemi uflebaa, gesmis? mesmis, magram maxeSi xar ukve gabmuli. me Tu mkiTxav, zedmetad bevrs vfiqrob Senze. marto veRar davrCenilvar, maSinve win ametuzebi, gulxeldakrefili, eSmakurad momRimari, Tvalmowkuruli. gamanebe, gTxov, Tavi. xom xedav, ar mcalia. vrecxav. vemzadebi. paraskevs mivdivar kunZulze. eg ar giSvelis. Cvenebi ukve yvelani iq arian. melodebian. Cvenc iq vilaparakoT, ramdenic ginda. avfofxdebi Cems lodze, xvlikiviT miveficxebi mzes da erTxel kidev (RmerTma icis meramdened), warmovidgen yvelafers, nabij-nabij, namcec-namcec, Tavidan bolomde da bolodan Tavamde. gkocni. miyvarxar. naxvamdis. naxvamdis, magram araferi getkinos iqamde. Tumca, Sen ra genaRvleba - rogorc TviTon ambob, waxval Sens kunZulze da gavarvarebul lodebze xvlikiviT gauyuCdebi mzes, anda dediSobila itantaleb bunebis wiaRSi, bunebis SviliviT, civilizebuli eSu, da marTlac, ramdenic gendomeba, imdens iocnebeb im bednier dReze, roca Seni kaciWamia qarTveli, bolos da bolos, gaadamiandeba, eziareba civilizacias, kulturas da Tavadac dediSobila gamogecxadeba mzis amosvlis kunZulze, sadac Cacmul kacs araTu ver dainaxav Turme, verc warmoidgen, isea Tvali garyvnili... ukacravad, garyvnili ki ara, miCveuli bunebriv, ufro sworad ki, esTetikur siSiSvles. sxvaTa Soris, SiSvlad siaruli fransuazas bebiam da misma megobarma daamkvidres Turme im kunZulze. maSin kunZuli jer kidev ukacuri yofila TiTqmis - mavTulxlarTebiT SemoRobili samxedro-sazRvao bazis garda, sul ramdenime qoxmaxi mdgara da erT maTganSi fransuazas bebias ucxovria - qmrisgan naRalatevi, iq gadasaxlebula viRac rus emigrantTan erTad, kropotkinis uaxloes TanamebrZolTan da sakmaod uJmur kacTan, romelsac sicocxlis bolo wlebSi veRaravin elaparakeboda Turme da, mansardaSi Seketili, fransuazas mets aravis uSvebda TavisTan. imasac imitom uSvebda, dedis gineba da uwmawuri sityvebi rom eswavlebina Tavis mSobliur enaze, magram, rasakvirvelia, marto amis brali ar unda iyos fransuazas midrekileba rogorc rusuli enis, ise uwmawuri sityvebisadmi saerTod. Tumca, genetikuri Tu ara, garkveuli fsiqologiuri mniSvneloba albaT mainc hqonda fransuazasTvis im saxlis kedlebs Soris Casaxvas, sadac, ase Tu ise, mainc sufevda rusi meamboxis emigrantuli suli. magram es ar aris CvenTvis mTavari, CvenTvis mTavaria, maincdamainc, isini rom aRmoCndnen pirveli civilizebuli velurebi - frangi da rusi - fransuazas bebia da kropotkinis megobari - Cveni drois robinzoni da paraskeva, Tuki, raRa Tqma unda, SesaZlebelia, sapirispiro sqesisa iyos an robinzoni an paraskeva. Tumca, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, ratom ar SeiZleba? ramdenadac imave fransuazasgan vici, safrangeTSi am TvalsazrisiT didi mniSvneloba ar unda hqondes sqesobriv sxvaobas, ese igi, nebismier or vaJbatons Soris, SeiZleba, erT-erTi maTgani qalbatoni klavdia da nebismier or qalbatons Soris, erT-erTi maTgani batoni avgusti aRmoCndes moulodnelad. magram es ukve sxva Temaa da, sabednierod, naklebad Seexeba fransuazas. mokled, imaT daumkvidrebiaT kunZulze tanSiSvela siaruli, rac maTgan Taviseburi protesti ufro iyo, vidre uzneoba, kidev erTi saxeoba bebruli celqobisa. qali moRalate qmarze iyo gamwyrali, kaci umadur samSobloze da oriveni erTad, rogorc SeeZloT, ise ugebdnen niSns, arafrad agdebdnen saerTod cxovrebas, adamianur urTierTobebs, zne-Cveulebebs, adaT-wesebs. erTi navi hqondaT Turme,

Savad gakupruli, da erTic xrinwiani gramofoni - xan navze ixrinweboda, Tu zRvaze gadiodnen saTevzaod anda saseirnod, xan ki - napirze, sadac titvlebi eyarnen silaze dilidan saRamomde (RamiT albaT ifarebdnen raRacas, Tundac sicivisgan Tavis dasacavad), titvlebi imzadebdnen saWmels, titvlebi Wamdnen, titvlebs sZuldaT da titvlebs uyvardaT erTmaneTi. erTxel fransuazas momavalma mSoblebma, sxva megobrebTan erTad, CaakiTxes sazafxulo ardadegebze da isini gaxdnen maTi pirveli mimbaZvelebi. mere ki yvelaferi TavisTavad moxda. adamiani xom danaxvis xatia da male iqauroba titveli xalxiT gavsebula, saiTac ar unda gagexedaT, titveli adamiani mogxvdebodaT Turme TvalSi, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi, yvelaze ufro saintereso adgilebi misi sxeulisa. axla ki, Cacmul stumars saerTod ar CamogiSveben gemidan, fexs ar dagadgmevineben miwaze. xolo, samxedro-sazRvao bazis mezRvaurebi zRvas ki ar uTvalTvaleben mTeli dRe, titvel qalebs aTvaliereben durbindebiT. Tumca, iseve miuRebelia aq sxvisi siSiSvlisTvis yuradRebis miqceva, rogorc tangauxdeli siaruli. rasakvirvelia, ZaliT aravin gagxdiT, magram TeTri viriviT gamorCeuli ki iqnebiT sul, axlos aravin gagikarebT, radgan Seni Cacmuloba, upirveles yovlisa, maTi siSiSvlis gamomJRavnebas niSnavs. marili ki swored siSiSvlis arSemCnevaa, misTvis yuradRebis armiqcevaa da ara piriqiT, rogorc vTqvaT, CvenTan, sabWoeTSi, SedarebiT (gacilebiT) CamorCenil, ganuviTarebel qveyanaSia miRebuli. warmogidgeniaT, viRa ar iyris Tavs im kunZulze, Tundac mxolod Sinagani Tavisuflebis gamosavlenad, araferi rom ar vTqvaT gansakuTrebul fizikur monacemTa demonstrirebis SesaZleblobaze, magram homoseqsuali iqneba, biseqsuali Tu ubralod seqsuali, ufleba ara aqvs, ase vTqvaT, aRiqvas, aiTvisos sxvisi siSiSvle, TavisTavad cxadia, sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris adgilebze (pliaJi, kafe, sacekvao moedani, fostatelegrafi da a.S. a.S.), Tumca, ufleba albaT aqvs, rac ar unda iyos, is kunZulic safrangeTia, vin agikrZalavs imis aRqmasa da aTvisebas, rasac uyureb, xedav da amCnev (SeiZleba, grZnob kidec, Tundac uneblie Sexebisas), magram amis gamomJRavneba yovlad dauSvebelia, yovel SemTxvevaSi, samarcxvinoa, ukulturobad, velurobad iTvleba da RmerTma dagifaroT, Tuki Tqvenda uneburad, Tqvenma sarcxvinelma, sarcxvinelma ki ara - sarcxvineli sworedac rom Seuferebeli saxelia am SemTxvevaSi - Tqvenma saoxrem - Tumca, saoxre nametani mdabiuria - Tqvenma falosma - falosi ki uaRresad arqauli gaxlavT Tqvenma sabiZalma, rables eniT rom vTqvaT, ufro civilizebulad ki, Tqvenma penisma odnav mainc wamoyo Tavi, rasakvirvelia, sazogadoebrivi TavSeyris adgilas - Tavi umal Tavad mogeWrebaT - veRarc dana-Canglis kopwiad daWera, veRarc xelsaxocis daudevrad muxlze gadafena, veRarc Wiqebis daniSnulebisamebr Senacvleba veRar gadaarCens Tqvens reputacias, stveniTa da sicil-xarxariT gamogapanRureben mzis amosvlis kunZulidan da arc gaemtyunebaT - nebismier kulturulsa da civilizebul adamians unda SeeZlos nebismieri cxoveluri moTxovnilebis moTokva nebismier viTarebaSi. mokled, sjobs impotenti iyo, vidre veluri. da raki Sen piriqiT girCevnia, imitomac zixar xalxTa sapyrobileSi da ara mzis amosvlis kunZulze. magram adamians rodisme mainc rom SesZleboda mouTokavis moTokva, araTu es sabralo, ukbilo aRsareba beberi romeosi, is maradiuli, didebuli wignebic xom ar daiwereboda, romelTa siZvelisgan gacrecilsa da adamianuri daudevrobiT dalaqul furclebs Cveni naTiTarica da nacremlaric amCnevia albaT. da mainc, navsi Tu gatyda da rodisme Senc gaxdi iq Casvlis Rirsi, Tanac zRvis piras, cxel silaze kartis TamaSic Tu mogiwia SensaviT dediSobila da gaTqvirul, SxvarT gogoebTan, imaze ki ar ifiqro gunebaSi, pirvelad romels daveZgerebodi, Cemze rom iyos damokidebulio, aramed imaze ifiqre, romeli karti rodis Camoxvide, koziri gamouyenebeli rom SerCes xelSi, vTqvaT, im tuCebdabuStul

cugrumelas, ZuZuebi rom askdeba mkerdze da Wipis fosoSi jer kidev ubrwyinavs zRvis wyali. guSin mamas veCxube. ufro sworad, is meCxuba. arki vici, ratom. rame rom mcmoda, zed Semovixevdi, ise gavbrazdi. mamaze ki ara - Senze. albaT metyoba, marto SeniT rom var savse, yvelani rom gamoaZeve Cemi arsebidan. albaT marTla autaneli sanaxavi var - marto SeniT gavsebuli, gasiebuli, gaberili. ramdenadac me vici, Cemo Zvirfaso fransuaza, avelumi verafris didebiT ver gaSiSvldeboda dedamisis win. saerTod mSvidad vcxovrob, mSvidad da Cumad, guSindel gaugebrobas Tu ar miviRebT mxedvelobaSi. gansakuTrebuls arafers vakeTeb TiTqos, magram yovel Rame mainc gvian vwvebi. an gitaras vusmen, an kafeSi vzivar - titveli? - an vkiTxulob. parizis gaxsenebaze tanSi mzrinavs. araviTari survili ara maqvs muSaobisa. Zalian cudia? aba, rogor giTxra?! me vici, rom usaqmuroba monobis pirveli niSania. Zalian cudia, ra Tqma unda. dRes ise cxela, zRvazec ar gavsulvar, damezara. Tavi mtkiva. magram etyoba mainc momiwevs CavyvinTav da davrCebi wyalqveS - zRvis fskers rom vxedav, vmSviddebi. Sen? Sen rogor xar? var ra. Tumca, mainc ar metyvi. vici, gicnob. aki giTxari, var meTqi! Tu momwer, parizSi momwere, im droisaTvis ukve iq viqnebi. raRac Zalian uazro, abneuli werili gamomdis mgoni. aki vambob, Zalian cxela meTqi. wina werili miiRe? an miiRebda an ara. eg ians ufro ecodineba. fransuazas aTi werili rom gamoegzavna erTdroulad, iani mainc imdens gamoaCenda ramdenis gamoCenasac miiCnevda mizanSewonilad. gkocni, gkocni da gelodebi. elodebi?! RmerTo, Seni saxelis Wirime. sad? mand? rodis? ra Caicvas? ukacravad, ra gaixados pirvelad? xandaxan ise gacofdeboda xolme avelumi, ise moulodnelad waekideboda usafuZvlo sibraze, axlos rom yofiliyo fransuaza, SeiZleba daexrCo kidec. Tavs ar utydeboda, magram ukve Semjdari hyavda eWvis Wia, siyvarulis maradiuli Tanamgzavri. Segnebulad amaxinjebda, auxamsebda viTom fransuazasTvis saTqmel sityvebs da, Tqven warmoidgineT, garkveul Svebasac aniWebda es umartivesi da usindiso meTodi SurisZiebisa. aTasi sisulele da sisaZagle adgeboda enaze qveynis meore bolos sakuTar sibrazeSi dayursuls, danTqmuls, dakarguls sakuTari TavisTvisac, da amave dros, es iyo Jami ZilSi sazareli da cxadSi sasacilo, uazro, suleluri sizmrebisa, romlebsac, rasakvirvelia, upirveles yovlisa, eWvianoba ganapirobebda, eWvi awovebda Tavis Sxamian rZes da isinic, bunebrivia, Sxamianebi iyvnen, tkbilad Sxamianebi - verafriT ver moswyvetdiT pirs, ver moeSvebodiT - da avelumic mTeli Rame, Rameebi dafeTebuli daeZebda, viTom, fransuazas, xan TbilisSi, xan moskovSi uTavbolod, usasrulod awydeboda aqeT-iqiT da aseve uTavbolod, usasrulod enacvlebodnen erTmaneTs is adgilebi, sadac uangaro, ukidegano siyvaruli daumtkicebiaT erTmaneTisTvis, sadac ki erTad yofilan rodisme, magram yvelaferi ise iyo erTmaneTSi areuldareuli, qaji daidgamda kudze fexs. magaliTad, maTTvis raRaciT Zvirfasi, raRaciT maTTan dakavSirebuli esa Tu is moskovuri saxli, restorani an sastumro, viTom TbilisSi idga, Tbilisuri ki moskovSi. magram es ki ar akvirvebda sizmris SxamiT aRgznebulsa da gamoTayvanebul avelums, aramed - masTan SeuTanxmelad, misuCumra rom Camosuliyo, viTom, fransuaza sabWoTa kavSirSi. gulafrialebuli SeaRebda, Seglejda xolme morig kars, magram yvela kars iqiT erTnairi sicariele sufevda. daqanculsa da gabiTurebuls eRviZeboda gaoflil sawolSi. Tvalis gaxelac esikvdileboda. TmagaCeCili, fexSiSveli, mTvareuliviT xeliscecebiT Sedioda samzareuloSi da, kargamoRebuli macivris sinaTleSi Savad asvetili, pirdapir qilidan isxamda gamomSral pirSi yinuliviT civ mawons (Tuki, bedad, daxvdeboda, ra Tqma unda).

ai, kidev erTi, imdroisaTvis uaRresad damaxasiaTebeli sizmari: viTom, fransuazas mSoblebi TbilisSi Camosulan turistebad da, ratomRac, marto isini ki ara, turistebis mTeli jgufi (rasakvirvelia, garda moskoveli gidisa), dediSobila daseirnobs rusTavelze. fransuazas mamas kiserze fotoaparati hkidia, mxarze ki peplis saWeri gaudia. dedas farTo farflebiani qudi axuravs da peplis frTasaviT moxatuli qolga uWiravs. titveli ucxoelebis danaxvaze Tbiliseli usaqmurebi saerTod gverdze atrialeben Tavebs, saerTod ver amCneven TiTqos da iseTi interesiT aTvaliereben lamis maTTan erTad gazrdil Wadrebs, gegonebaT, msgavsic araferi unaxavT TavianT sicocxleSio. avelumi scnobs fransuazas mSoblebs, isini ki, ra Tqma unda, ver cnoben, arasodes unaxavT avelumi, magram aSkarad xvdebian raRacas da daZabulni, daeWvebulni, SeiZleba, damfrTxlebic ixedebian ukan. mere, viTom, fransuazas mama SeumCnevlad CamorCeba jgufs, avelums rom gamoelaparakos rogorme, da avelumic mis siaxloves SeCerdeba - gverdulad dgas, viTom araviTari saqme ara aqvs masTan, viTom TavisTvis dgas Tavis qalaqSi da viTom, oTxad gakecilsa da pirze afarebul gazeTs ebutbuteba: gamarjobaT. nu miyurebT. me Tqven gicnobT. Tqven xom batoni poli brZandebiTo. vui, vui, vuio - viTom frangulad Seicxadebs batoni poli. me ki Tqveni qaliSvili miyvarso - ar daaclis sulis moTqmas avelumi. aaaao - viTom cotaTi moeSveba gulze baton pols - mec ara vTqvio, vui, vuio, rasakvirvelia, mec gicnobTo - da saxeliTac mimarTavs avelums, oRond fransuazas bavSvobis megobris saxeliT, romlis gameoreba sizmarSic ar unda avelums - ara, ara, arao - axla is Seicxadebs qarTulad da gakecil gazeTs ramdenjerme mwared miirtyams tuCebze. Tan cdilobs, rogorme gaagebinos baton pols sul sxvanairad rom gamoiTqmis misi saxeli, romeliRac franguli koniakis saxelis msgavsad. koniaki ar miyvars, me mxolod romsa vsvamo evropuli sinanuliT mxrebs iCeCavs batoni poli, ar esmis avelumisa da, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, mainc aCxakunebs aparats turistia da qalaqis RirsSesaniSnaobebs iRebs samaxsovrod. visi ra saqmea?! xolo, rac Seexeba am kacs (avelums), SemTxveviT gadaeyara, misi qaliSvilisa ar iyos - maincdamainc, iq gaCerda suraTis gadasaRebad, sadac is idga TavisTvis, pirze gazeTafarebuli. eg aris da eg. vui, vui, vui. magram am dros, moulodnelad fransuazas dedac CaerevaT saubarSi. ara, jer daufaravad, mourideblad gadaexveva avelums da mere ityvis: ukve yvelgan viyaviT, mTawmindazec, jvarzec, magram fransuazas versad mivakvlieTo. fransuaza xom boSad iqca da raxania karavSi cxovrobso Tavisi WkuiT, daamSvidebs aseTi guliTadi SexvedriT, cota ar iyos, Semcbari da aRelvebuli avelumi. gana ara, mec sul amis SiSi mqondao - amoioxrebs, viTom, fransuazas deda, qalbatoni madleni da uceb, samiveni restoranSi aRmoCndebian, Tanac TbilisSi ki ara, moskovSi. restornis sakmaod vrcel darbazSi naxevarkunZuliviT SemoWrili estrada jer carielia. instrumentebsa da skamebs TeTri abreSumis mbzinavi SaliTebi acvia. ase rom, jerjerobiT, kidev SeiZleba erTmaneTis nalaparakevis gageba. magram, uneburad, yvelani mainc xmamaRla da Cqar-Cqara laparakoben, daSinebulni arian estradisgan. maT magidas, viTom fransuaza emsaxureba, magram mSoblebi mainc ver scnoben TavianT qaliSvils. avelumi ki, mSoblebma ar SeamCniono, TvaliT aniSnebs, munjurad uniSnavs paemans fransuazas. fransuazas ki patara, maqmaniani winsafris jibidan uzarmazari, satelefono cnobariviT sqeli wigni amoaqvs, yuradRebiT furclavs da Tan Sewuxebuli laparakobs TavisTvis: ar mcalia, ar mcalia, meRd, meRd, es dReebi sul dakavebuli varo. gogona, saqarTveloSi Tu xar namyofio - ekiTxeba batoni poli. Tqven ra, ar mogwonT aqauri mwvadio - brazdeba doinjSemoyrili fransuaza. Cvens qaliSvils migamsgavseT, imas ki sigiJemde uyvars saqarTvelo, Tumca dabejiTebiT TviTonac ar icis, marTla Tu arsebobs aseTi qveyanao - amSvidebs qalbatoni madleni. magram fransuaza marto avelums

uyurebs, viTom TvalSi Tvals uyris da eubneba: ra gaewyoba, raxan asea, momaval kvirisTvis Cagwero. madlobeli var, nu wuxdebi, srulebiTac ar minda Sens binZur wignSi moxvedrao - yviris, viTom, avelumi, magram maSinve mSviddeba, eSinia, sxva magidebis yuradRebac ar miiqcios da, ukve Semrigeblurad momRimari amatebs: xom xedav, ucxoeli stumrebi myavs, sad mcalia SenTan saRlabucodo. Cemi wigni Tu ar mogwons, Sen TviTon dawere SenTvis ukeTesio - tuCs ubzuebs, viTom, fransuaza (da am sizmarSi avelumisaTvis yvelaze mniSvnelovani swored es replikaa, yvelaze gamaRizianebelic, radgan sizmarSi - sxvaTaSoris, cxadSic - Rrmadaa darwmunebuli, fransuaza im wigns gulisxmobs, romlis dawerasac TviTon apirebs, ufro zustad, natrulobs, romlis Sesaxebac mxurvaled, mgznebared da, TavisTavad cxadia, usazRvro ndobiT uyveba xolme fransuazas maTi xanmokle Sexvedrebis dros da, romelSiac, misi WkuiT, yvelasaTvis misaxvedrad, rasakvirvelia, maradiuli simboloebis moSveliebiT, erTxel kidev amxels imperiul siveragesa da sisastikes, anu, davuSvaT, minosisa da dedalusis urTierTobis fonze, maradisobis SuqSi gaatarebs warmaval dRevandelobas, gindac saerTod fexebze ekidos es sakuTari simdabliTa da uzneobiT Semzaravad dasaxiCrebul adamians). sarkmelSi ki, viTom, betonis uzarmazari, Tvaluwvdeneli koSki moCans da fransuazaze gabrazebuli avelumi mis titvel mSoblebs mSvidad (mogonili simSvidiT) uxsnis: ai, is koSki yvelaze maRalia mTels msoflioSi, magram aravin ar icis, ra daniSnulebas asrulebso.

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amis mere, yvela werili TiTqmis sityva-sityviT imeorebs winamorbeds da Tavadac meordeba momdevnoSi. siyvaruli Tavis saqmes akeTebs - daundoblad ipyrobs gulebs, oRond sxvadasxvanairad: Tuki erTs (avelums) kidev ufro umZafrebs ararsebuli Tavisuflebisken swrafvis Jins, meores (fransuazas) saerTod uClungebs arsebuli Tavisuflebis aRqmis unars. ase rom, SeiZleba, epoqis saukeTeso warmomadgenlebadac CaiTvalon isini. es is droa, roca dedamiwis erT meeqvsedze, egreTwodebul xalxTa sapyrobileSi, ZiriTadad zedamxedvelTa daudevrobisa da windauxedaobis wyalobiT, iwyeba axali, aranakleb sazareli epidemia - vin icis, ra gziT SemoRweuli virusi Tavisuflebisa dRiTi dRe ipyrobs satusaRos kuTxe-kunWulebs, rac ara marto satusaRos xelisufalTaTvisaa saxifaTo, aramed tusaRebisTvisac. Tumca, xelisufalT albaT xelsac aZlevs amgvari "Tavisufleba", rac sinamdvileSi Tavisuflebis imitaciaa da meti araferi, anu, igive monobaa, oRond gaufasurebuli, ufro zustad, gapampulebuli, abuCad agdebuli isev monaTa saseirod - samzeoze gamotanili da morTul-mokazmuli gasamkaulebuli jaWvebiTa da borkilebiT, sxvaTa Soris, isev ucxouri filmebis mibaZviT. es jer mibaZvis survilia da ara sulieri moTxovnileba. sapyrobileSi ki jer arc ician, ras warmoadgens is, rac undaT, rasac baZaven. is rom dainaxon, jer unda igrZnon - ise ver dainaxaven verasodes - ufro sulisTvisaa gankuTvnili, vidre xorcisTvis. amasobaSi ki miwisqveSa gadasasvlelebi musikaluri xulignebiT ivseba (Tavisuflebis pirveli, oRond brma da frTaSeWrili mercxlebiT). urCxulis qercliviT gabrwyindeba xolme sibneleSi mosadafebuli eleqtrogitara. TiTqmis yvela dasaxlebul punqtSi, umciresi dabidan udides qalaqamde, iwyeba jinsis cieb-cxeleba. meeqvse-meSvide klaseli biWebi skolis ezoSi, maswavleblis Tvalwin, daniT klaven Tanaklasels, jinsis Sarvlisa Tu kurtakis gulisTvis. monadSobil sabWoTa axalgazrdobas sigiJemde surs CacmulobiT mainc daemsgavsos "imqveyniur" Tanatolebs, romlebsac jerjerobiT, mxolod filmebis meSveobiT icnobs. magram es yovlad SeuZlebelia satusaRos pirobebSi. amitom, ara marto sibralulis aRmZvrelia maTi gawamawia, aramed amazrzenic. - biWuna, ratom mokali Seni Tanatoli? gSioda? - kiTxulobs uwignuri pedagogi an upasuxismgeblo mSobeli (amas ara aqvs mniSvneloba), cota ar iyos, Semcbari, Sewuxebuli sakuTari uwignurobisa da upasuxismgeblobis am uaRresad TvalnaTeli SedegiT, Tumca, saca samarTalia, TviTon namdvilad ar icoda, amis gamo Tu uxuWavda Tvals xelisufleba mis uwignurobasa da upasuxismgeblobas. - ara! - mkafiod, mkveTrad, brazianad pasuxobs qarTveli, rusi, somexi, uzbeki, litveli Tu moldaveli bavSvi. - erTi da igive gogo giyvardaT orives? - fih! - aba?! - ar vici. ise.

erTmaneTSi ki mxolod "amerikulad" laparakoben. ufro sworad, isev ekranidan gadmoRebuli ritmiTa da diqciiT warmoTqvamen improvizirebul "inglisur sityvebs", fonetikur uazrobebs, laparakisas, gzadagza gamogonils da, Tqven warmoidgineT, agebineben kidec erTmaneTs, oRond mxolod erTmaneTs da araviTar SemTxvevaSi sxvas, miT ufro marTla ucxoels, marTla amerikels. gogonebs marseleli meZavebiviT acviaT, TvalSi sacemad, gamomwvevad. rac mTavaria - martivad. TiTqmis araferi ufaravT siSiSvles. aseTi Cacmuloba, sxva Tu araferi, praqtikulicaa da advilad xelmisawvdomic, magram gaaCnia, ra mizniT. umaRles saswavlebelTa auditoriebi ase uneblieT gameZavebuli gogoebiTaa gamovsebuli. saxewamonTebuli leqtorebi blukuniT, dabneuli seriozulobiT kiTxuloben leqciebs. iq ki, dedamiwis xuTmeeqvsedze, sapirispiro procesi mimdinareobs. Tumca ara, procesi igivea, oRond sxvadasxva mizeziTaa ganpirobebuli. iqaur axalgazrdobas Tavisufleba amosdis yelSi. ase Cans garedan, Torem sinamdvileSi, iqauri axalgazrdobac sakuTar umweobas umxedrdeba - veRar uZlebs farul, mouSorebel daZabulobas, romelsac gaCenis dRidan grZnobs da romelsac dedamiwis erT meeqvsedze gadaWimuli labirinTis maradiuli mezobloba iwvevs; magram Tavad ase ar fiqrobs, ar unda ase rom ifiqros da araTu awuxebs, uxaria kidec, TandaTanobiT TviTonac im labirinTis binadars rom emsgavseba (SiSi Seiqms siyvarulsa), ara marto saxiT, suliTac, Tumca, jer TvaliT ar unaxavs isini da Tuki rame icis imaT Sesaxeb, yurmokrulad, Worad gaugia, an sadme amoukiTxavs, rogorc miTiur minotavrze. magram genetiurad miRebuli SiSi momavlisa, TavisTavad cxadia, im pirquSi labirinTidan gamoJonili, misdauneburad aiZulebs ganuwyvetliv emzadebodes garduvali patimrobisaTvis, rogorc avelumi emzadeboda bavSvobidanve dakiTxvisTvis, cemisTvis, sicivisa Tu SimSilis asatanad. imasac sxva raRa darCenia?! emzadeba minotavrTan Sesaxvedrad da, nebayoflobiT daborkili, daJRarunobs parizis quCebSi, anda RvTismSoblis taZris kedlis Ziras mzes mificxebia, saydris glaxasaviT, yelze jaWvSebmuli da Tavze rkinis salteCamocmuli. imaTxovrebs, raTa ar imuSaos. iSimSilebs, oRond mSoblis kmayofaze ar iyos. isic mSobels abralebs yvelafers. TiTqos mSoblis bralia maradiuli labirinTis arsebobaca da im labirinTis mier aRZruli Cvenebebic. amitom, Tavqudmoglejili gamorbis mSobliuri garemodan, daqiravebul waloSi cxovrobs, utualetod, uabazanod. sanaxevrod mSieri, mTeli dRe wrupavs kokakolas plastmasis "lerwmiT", cekvavs waqcevamde da, Tavisuflebisgan damfrTxali, xsnas damoukideblobaSi xedavs, Tumca, iZulebulia kviraSi orjer mainc Seirbinos uaryofil mSoblebTan, viTom romeliRac daviwyebuli nivTis wamosaRebad, sinamdvileSi ki, mSoblis zurgs ukan saswrafod awapnuli katletisa Tu Zexvis naWris Sesasanslad, kibezeve, sadarbazodan gamosvlamde. damoukideblobis gulisTvis nebismier damcirebas aitans, oRond Tavad moipovos hamburgeri misi arsobisa, diskoTeka misi sulisa; oRond aravin ikiTxos misi ambavi, arc dedam, arc mamam, - sad dadis, ras akeTebs, ras Wams. mis mimarT gamoCenili nebismieri yuradReba afrTxobs, radgan upiroveles yovlisa, misnairTa jogidan gamocalkevebasa da marTlac damoukideblad azrovnebas, damoukideblad moqmedebas avaldebulebs. is ki damoukideblobas TamaSobs (ZiriTadad mSoblis jibriT, romelmac saminotavrod gaimeta, jer kidev Casaxvamde) da amiTac kmayofilia, rogorc rigiTi msaxiobi - nebismieri roliT, Tuki andoben, Tuki ramed Caagdeben Teatris mesveurebi. magram maTi kmayofilebac moCvenebiTia da, amdenad, gamaRizianebelic, rogorc aqaurTa ukmayofileba, radgan Tavadac grZnoben, verafers rom ver Seqmnian imaze ukeTess, rasac gaurbian, rac yelSi amouvidaT, tkbiliviT moyirWdaT uceb. fransuazac erTi imaTTagania, oRond, imaTgan gansxvavebiT, imaTi TvalsazrisiT ukve yovlad dromoWmuli, samuzeumo, ufro metic, susunaksa da triqomoidze

bevrad saCoTiro seniTacaa Sepyrobili da Tanamedrove cxovrebis moTxovnilebaTa Sesabamisad, wamieri da mZafri SegrZnebebiT ki ar kmayofildeba SemTxvevidan SemTxvevamde, aramed erTaderTsa da mTeli danarCeni sicocxlis gadamwonav SemTxvevas ewireba Segnebulad, sakuTari neba-surviliT. fransuazas ukve naylapi aqvs maradiuli satusaRos damyayebuli haeri da ukve uWirs Tavisuflad sunTqva, anu, mizandasaxuli sijiutiT eTiSeba mSobliur garemos, radgan misi erTaderTi survili satusaRoSi dabrunebaa da arafers erideba saamisod, dRe da Rame gasworebuli aqvs, kidec swavlobs, kidec muSaobs, ufro sworad, veRarc swavlobs da veRarc muSaobs. gamouZinari, daRlili, xan gamocdis Casabareblad garbis universitetSi, xan gidad dayveba sabWoTa turistebis jgufs. kapiks kapikze awebebs, moskovSi Camosasvleli fuli rom Seagrovos rogorme. dilauTenia, daundobeli, kapasi maRviZaras zariT wamogdebuli, sul Zils ebrZvis, transportSic, magidasTanac, tualetSic. arada, yvelas kvercxi unda ugoros, yvelas fiandazad unda gaegos fexqveS, raTa apation es moureveli survili, miexmaron, xeli Seuwyon, aRasrulebinon aRusrulebeli, anu, parizidan, senas xaverdovani napirebidan, ayvavebuli wablebis damaTrobeli fSvinvidan, isev pirquSi labirinTis maradiul nestsa da siciveSi SeaRwevinon, CaasunTqvinon ukve funqciadakarguli, gablantebuli, Znelad CasasunTqi haeri. iqneb am werilma mainc moaRwios Senamde. etyoba, zedmetad gulaxdili werili iyo da aqamde "amuSaveben", sadac jer ars. SegiZlia momiloco - Cavabare bolo gamocda da movipove egreT wodebuli "lisensi" Tqveneburad albaT diplomi. kidev erTi weli da mogWama swavlam Wiri. aRarc gavixedav sorbonasken. arada, maincdamainc, sorbona undoda eCvenebina avelumisTvis, magram uSedegod. orjer mieca avelums SesaZlebloba da verc erTxel ver miaRwia iqamde, cali TvaliT mainc rom SeeWyita, Soridan mainc daenaxa, rogor loRnis puris yuas cariel auditoriaSi misi sulieri Tanamesufris aw gansvenebuli magistris alkofribas nazies aCrdili. Tan mTargmnelad vmuSaob sabWoel turistebTan. axla ocdaaTkaciani jgufi myavs. CvenSi rom vTqvaT, sakmaod Zneli samuSaoa, magram ra gaewyoba - es vici mxolod. rogorc ar unda gagikvirdes, kargi xalxia - wynari, damjeri. cota xans acale, jer xamad arian. marto is ar sjeraT, marTla rom frangi var. albaT rusi emigrantis Svili xarT da imitom iciT rusulio. ar sjeraT, rom SeiZleba ararusmac iswavlos rusuli. miT ufro Tavisi surviliT. visac vaZalebT, isini ar swavloben da Tqven ra grjiTo - miRimian undoblad. xom ar vetyvi gaCenis dRidanve vicodi, maincdamainc Tqvens qveyanaSi rom gadaveyrebodi Cems bedisweras-meTqi; vidre frangulad madlobis Tqmas viswavlidi, rusulad dedas viginebodi meTqi. mainc ar damijereben. piriqiT, uaresad dafrTxebian mxolod. am werils provinciul qalaq puatvenSi vwer, magram romeli qalaqidan gamogigzavni jer ar vici. aRar SemiZlia. saSinlad daviRale. ramdenjer SeiZleba mainc daaTvalieros adamianma sakuTari samSoblo. fexebi ise mtkiva, TiTqos mTeli dRe Tixas vzelde. cota gavcivdi kidec. es ki Zalian cudia. me TxasaviT vacxikineb, Tqveneburebi ki gulianad icinian. imaT hgoniaT, asea saWiro: gidma unda aceminos, turistma icinos. Zalian menatrebi. erTi mxriv kargicaa amdeni samuSao rom maqvs. gTxov, nu inerviuleb, werili Tu daigvianebs. bolos da bolos, ra Cemi bralia, Tuki Cemi werilebi ver aRweven daniSnul adgilamde. daniSnul adgilamde albaT aRweven, adresatamde ki vera. es sxvadasxva cnebebia. magram zedmeti gulisxeTqva saWiro ar aris. mainc ver gaigebs jerjerobiT amgvar sabWour maqinaciebs. amis droc mova. kidec gaigebs, kidec mixvdeba, kidec irwmunebs. ukve mesame werils gigzavni. rogorc sCans, wina ori ar migiRia. aRar vici, rogor moviqce. mainc sad qreba Cemi werilebi Seni azriT?! ianis jibeSi. yovelTvis xom ver Camovlen nacnobebi sabWoeTSi?! sxvas vis vando? qarsa Tu wyals? guSin wavidnen Cemi turistebi. Zalian damwyda guli.

erTma komkavSiris samkerde niSani maCuqa, meorem - cimbiruli qvis namtvrevi. mesamem - sakuTari colis fotosuraTi. romeliRac didi kolmeurneobis Tavmjdomare yofila. me ra unda meCuqebina sanacvlod?! avdeqi da mTeli jgufi Cvenebur Rvinoze davpatiJe (Senc xom ase moiqceodi?!). Zalian isiamovnes. egaa rom, cota simagre akliao. kacia da guneba. mokled, Zalian damwyda guli. sanam aq iyvnen, ase megona, SenTanac mqonda raRac kavSiri da ai, bolo Zafic gawyda... amboben, noembris bolos qarTvelebis jgufi Camodiso. es ki namdvilad didi bedniereba iqneba, oRond ar getyvi, ratom. gkocni. veli Sengan axal ambebs. velodebi wigns. romel wigns?! minosis Rorebi erTmaneTs piridan rom glejen bavSvis Tav-fexs?! Sen ggonia, is wigni rodisme ixilavs dRis sinaTles?! etyoba, Cemi werili isev daikarga. iqneb es mainc miiRo. es ianis saqmea. is gadawyvets, miiRebs Tu ara. rac Seexeba Cems Camosvlas, jerjerobiT, gaurkvevelia. araferi ar vici. raki fuli ara maqvs, verc winaswar vityvi rames. Tanac, aq unda viyo aucileblad aprilis damdegamde, Tu minda rom saerTod davamTavro universiteti. TiTqos vswavlob, magram mainc araferi vici. TiTqos vmuSaob, magram fuli mainc ara maqvs. amis mere yvela werili marTla tyupiscaliviT
emsgavseba danarCenebs. sul swavlobs, sul muSaobs, sul gamocdaze CaWris eSinia da sul ufulobas uCivis. bevrs vmuSaob. damTqnarebis droc ara maqvs. arada verafers vaswreb da fulsac cotas maZleven. erTi Cemi megobari mepatiJeba (moskovSia gaTxovili), magram albaT ver movaxerxeb. Tavs zemoT Zala ar aris. vnaxoT, ra iqneba xval. sxvaTa Soris, iani ufro mets mwers, vidre Sen. guSin ori werili erTad momivida. Senze ambobs, nerviulobso da rac SeiZleba xSirad, rac SeiZleba bevri moiwere maqauri ambebio. imedi maqvs aRar nerviulob, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, es werili mainc miiRe. bolo dros parizi pirdapir walekes sabWoelebma. mgoni gamarTldes Seni winaswarmetyveleba. Tumca Cemi Tanamemamuleebi, Sengan gansxvavebiT, saSiSs verafers xedaven am ambavSi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, jerjerobiT. maT Soris - mec. SenTan SedarebiT Cven ufro sabWoelebi varT. magaliTad, Cemi erTi da leninelia, meore maoisti, mesame ki trockisti. vmuSaobdi wiTeldroSovan ansamblTan. mTel TeatrSi Ceqmis suni idga. didi ansamblia. axla azerbaijanel diriJorTan vmuSaob. iyo mwerlebis ramdenime delegaciac (Sen ar gTvlian mwerlad?). erTs, sxvaTaSoris, qarTuli gvari hqonda, magram, samwuxarod, mxolod gvariT aRmoCnda qarTveli. saqarTvelos ambebi Cemze cudad icoda. mec gvarma Semacdina Tavidan. vifiqre gamovelaparakebi da iqneb TviTonve axsenos-meTqi, sityvas moayolos meTqi. bolos ki Cemi nebiT Cavuvardi urCxuls xaxaSi. qarTvelisa ra mogaxseno, urCxuli ki namdviladaa - gesliani, saSiSi. me ki Sesafer SemTxvevas velodebodi, guliTadi saubari rom gameba imasTan da rogorc ki dro vixelTe, maSinve mivaxale: dRes vin arian TqvenTan gamoCenili mwerlebi meTqi. Tan guli amovardnaze maqvs, velodebi rodis gavigeb Sens saxels, rodis metyvis, rasakvirvelia, pirvel rigSi esa da esao. saqmeSi xar! imanac is xalxi daasaxela, visac yvela sabWoeli turisti asaxelebs, darigebuliviT:

axmadulina voznesenski evtuSenko roJdestvenski

romeliRac imaTganis leqsiviT aqvs yvelas dazepirebuli. arada, sacaa gamiskdeba guli, bagabugi gaudis, Sens saxels gahkivis mTeli xmiT. mikvirda kidec, rogor ar esmoda imasac. arada, mSvenivrad esmoda Turme. aSkarad swyins da tuCabzuebuli meubneba, me qarTveli ara var, saidan moitane Cemi qarTvelobao. SeiZleba Cemi Soreuli winapari marTla iyo qarTveli, magram me Tu vinme ara var, swored qarTveli ara varo. gvari erovnebas ar gansazRvravs da amis uamravi magaliTi arsebobs msoflio literaturaSio. mokled, Zalian gamibrazda. ki magram, Tqven ra kavSiri gaqvT saqarTvelosTano - mekiTxeba cota xnis mere - ratom gainteresebT maincdamainc qarTveli mwerlebio - iRimeba damcinavad. SemeSinda, magram ra SemeSinda! Seni saxe damidga maSinve Tvalwin. ena Camivarda. ara, piriqiT, enad gavikrife, mived-movede Robe-yores, mivukibmovukibe aTasi sisulele. namyofi var saqarTveloSi meTqi. rusTavelis iubiles daveswari da iqauri mwerlebic maSin gavicani meTqi. mainc romlebio, me, piradad, ar meguleba im donis qarTvelo mwerali, Tqveni yuradRebis Rirsi iyoso - itylarWeba uSnod. RvarZli saxeze Camosdis. ra SeemTxva aseTi, sacodavs? albaT mZime cxovreba aqvs gamovlili. codoa, rasakvirvelia. magram axla imis SemeSinda, ar Camacivdes, rogorRac ar daadginos Seni vinaoba da rame usiamovneba ar SegamTxvios meTqi. yvelaferia mosalodneli aseTi ubeduri adamianisgan (sxvaTa Soris, sul avadmyofobda, sul sastumroSi ijda). mwerloba saerTod naklebad mainteresebs, ubralod qarTveli megoneT da mxolod imitom daviwye am Temaze saubari meTqi. vatyueb Cemi WkuiT. is ki isev ise iRimeba, Tvalebi zeTis gubeebiviT ubzinavs da qirqilebs - Tqven albaT esa da es kaci gainteresebTo (mainc axsena Seni saxeli!). ara meTqi - viyvire, gavasavsave xelebi. raRa maincdamainc es kaci meTqi. Tqven ra iciT, saidan iciT, anda ratom unda icodeT me vin mainteresebs meTqi. veRar vsunTqav. gulic aRar mifeTqavs. mkvdari vdgavar fexze da sulelurad viRimebi. imas vuRimi. imas velaqucebi. imis moTafvlas vcdilob. mwerlobaze sxva dros gavagrZeloT saubari meTqi, arc TiTo Wiqa kargi franguli Rvino gvawyens meTqi. mokled, rac ar unda miTxras, Tanaxma var, rasakvirvelia, Seni gulisTvis (miaqcie amas yuradReba, scenebi rom ar gamimarTo mere, rogorc gCvevia). sabednierod, mSvidobianad davSordiT mainc. Tavisi wigni maCuqa, warweriT. camde amiyvana qaTinaurebiT. frangul mSvenierebas rusuli madlierebiTo. ra Cemi bralia?! wigns rom maZlevda (sxvaTa Soris, yvelam maCuqa wigni da yvelam danarCenTa uCumrad), maSin miTxra swored, is aris CvenSi metnaklebad cnobili qarTveli, magram ara rogorc mwerali, aramed rogorc didi mususio. ai, eg ki namdvilad ar mainteresebs meTqi - avifare yurebze xeli. is ki Tavisas mierekeba, miyveba da miyveba Sens sasiyvarulo Tavgadasavlebs. ratom usmen, ratom iTmen, ratom ar brazdebi meTqi, vuyviri gunebaSi Cems Tavs, magram ki ar vbrazdebi, uaresad vfrTxebi. xom SeiZleba Cveni ambavic icodes?! ra gasakviria?! sxvaTaSoris, bevri ram uimisodac vicodi, adrec mqonda gagebuli sxvebisgan. ase rom, yvelafers rodi tyuoda Seni yofili Tanamemamule. siamovnebisgan xelebs ifSvnetda Cemi Semxedvare. eg aris, rom aSkarad ver gitans. raRac piradi angariSi unda hqondes SenTan. xvdebi, visze geubnebi? icnob? lamazi coli hyavs? da mainc saSineli mowyenilobaa uSenod. madloba RmerTs, bevri samuSao maqvs, bevrs vmecadineob. ratom Senze ar mwer arafers? gkocni. marTla apireb Camosvlas? eg viRam uTxra? isev Cvenma
sabWoelma kolegebma gaaSayires albaT, vireSmaka poetebma. CvenTan erTad ar ikadra wamosvla da calke modis stalinis vagoniTo. imanac daijera. ra qnas, pataraa jer, Tanac evropeli. bevrs muSaobs, bevrs mecadineobs, magram fuli mainc ara aqvs, araferi icis, Zilic aklia da, rac mTavaria, Seyvarebulia. miyvarxar. es wuTia davbrundi Cemi didi qveynis samxreTidan da bednieri var damxvda Seni werili. uRrmesi madloba. ar viqnebi parizSi 20 Tebervalamde. olimpiur TamaSebze mivdivar (ra Tqma unda, Tarjimnad). magram Sen mainc

momwere, vidre Seni werili CamoaRwevs, mec davbrundebi. sasrialod da sagundaod ar mivdivar, Senc xvdebi albaT. gSordebi, raTa mogiaxlovde. sxva mxriv yvelaferi Zveleburadaa. SenTan? Cveulebisamebr, axlac arafers ambob Senze. muSaob? svam? gZinavs? sxva ra SeiZleba gkiTxo? gilocav axal wels. araferi ar maviwydeba. SemiZlia Cveni ganSorebis wlisTavic mogiloco. ai, ukve mTeli welia... gamarjoba. rogorc ici, Tvenaxevari grenoblSi viyavi. sxvaTa Soris ella vnaxe iq. ar vici, msaxiobad rogoria, magram sakmaod ucnauri qalia. jer ver micno (rac srulebiT ar gamkvirvebia), mere ki, cotas morCa, TmiT maTria, rogor ver micanio. maincdamainc, kargad ver unda hqondes saqme. erT weliwadSi mexuTed gavTxovdio. marTla didi cvlilebebi momxdara mis cxovrebaSi. miTxra, moval, vilaparakoTo, magram aRar gamoCenila. SeiZleba, rame ewyina. SeiZleba, davaviwydi. ar vici. Sen ufro gaarkvev mand. ai, asea saqme. dReSi erTi saaTiT mainc rom SemeSvebode, didi SeRavaTi iqneboda, cotaTi mainc moviTqvamdi suls. mapatie, Sen rom geubnebi amas, magram vis vuTxra? vici male ver gnaxav da imitom viRrinebi. albaT zamTramde araferi ar gamova. isev ufulobis gamo. gadavdivar axal binaSi. sruliad carielia. skamic ar maqvs. momwyinda. aseTia CvenTan damoukidebeli cxovreba. sesili da misi qmari parizSi gadmovidnen samuSaod. oTxi wliT. moskovSi rom ar emuSava sesilis qmars, verasodes gagicnobdi. adamianebi ufro metad arian erTmaneTze damokidebulni, vidre hgoniaT, anda amCneven. sesils yvelaferi gulaxdilad movuyevi da imanac yvelaferi mSvenivrad gaigo. sxva araferia axali. eg aris rom saSinlad miyvarxar da gkocni. imedia miiRe Cemi werili, anda male miiReb. koSmarebi ar maklia, magram koSmarebisTvisac madlobeli var. xandaxan iseTi sazareli fiqrebi momdis TavSi, TviTonve meSinia. sruliad SemTxveviT Sevityve, rom adamianebma, romlebic piradad ar micnoben, bevri ram ician Cvens Sesaxeb. albaT Sen gicnoben, Torem sxvanairad... ar vicodi, aseTi varskvlavi Tu iyavi. Cavabare arcTu Zalian seriozuli gamocda da ukve uflebamosili var, Tavi gidad CavTvalo. bebia gardamecvala kiboTi. me da deda meore bebiasTan wavediT aTi dRiT, samxreTSi, Cvens kunZulze. sasaciloa, magram fuli mainc ara maqvs. ar vici, rogor viSovo... fiqrisac meSinia... gamosavals ver vxedav... magram mainc ar gavtydebi. Cemi erTaderTi survili mand Camosvlaa da Camoval kidec. ai, naxav! gkocni. ar damiviwyo. momwere. dRes miviRe Seni werili. didi madloba. cotaTi davmSviddi. rac marTalia, marTalia, moulodneli da ucnauri dReebi gadavitaneT. albaT Tqvenc gaigebdiT. cotaTi TiTqos Cawynarda yvelaferi. magram win ra gvelodeba, jer aravin icis. ase rom, mSvidad cxovreba parizSi ubralod SeuZlebelia. mSvidad Tqven cxovrobT mand - yvelafrisgan izolirebulni saimedod. mSurs Tqveni da menatrebiT. garda amisa, ufulod var. verc swavlis saqmea, maincdamainc, kargad. maissa da ivnisSi veraferi movaxerxe da, sicocxleSi pirvelad, albaT parizSi momiwevs zafxulis gatareba. Tumca, raki sabWoeTSi ver mivdivar, yvelaferi sulerTia. Sen ras ityvi. iyavi moskovSi? naxe ella? Tumca mainc arafers ityvi. gkocni. miyvarxar. pirvelad aRmoCndnen Cems jgufSi qarTvelebi. saqarTvelodan. magram mainc SeZlebisdagvarad vikavebdi Tavs. xom gagigia, rZiT SeSinebuli dos uberavdao. yvelanairad Sevecdebi zamTarSi Camovide. rogor midis wignis saqme? gmiri marTla titvelia? ki magram, SeiZleba sabWoeTSi aseTi ram? Zalian daviRale. Tvis bolos iqneb mSoblebs CavakiTxo ori kviriT. carieli parizis meSinia. Sen midixar agarakze? (hm, hm...). gkocni. veli Sengan axal ambebs. miyvarxar. amwinebze leon fuSe da misi coli Semxvdnen. wavediT restoranSi. bevri vilaparakeT Senze. mepatiJebian. vnaxoT. winaswar meSinia ramis Tqma. gadavedi axal binaSi. Sxapic maqvs da telefonic. gansakuTrebuli araferi momxdara. guSin gamocda Cavabare. jerjerobiT vmuSaob. ar vici rogor iqneba Cveni saqme, sami Tve Tu sWirdeba werils mand CamosaRwevad. da uceb: Zalian vRelav. ukve daviwye

sabuTebis Segroveba. ianvarSi an TebervalSi. aucileblad unda vicode, SevxvdebiT Tu ara iq. swavlisTvis dro aRar mrCeba. mSoblebTan vcxovrob. marto rom viyo, veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver gaviRviZebdi. gkocni da naxvamdis. RmerTo! RmerTo! etyoba, Cemi ori werili sadRac daikarga. ianis jibeSi. erTi Tvis mere, SeiZleba ufro adrec, moskovSi viqnebi. yvelaferi ecodineba leon fuSes... ukve viwyeb Relvas. vTqvaT da ver movaxerxe... vTqvaT da TviTmfrinavi... vTqvaT da atomuri omi daiwyo!!! miyvarxar. gkocni da male menaxo. warmoidgineT,
ra dReSi iyo avelumi! vidre leon fuSe da misi vaJiSvili kolia-klodi specialuri ucxouri jagrisebiT manqanis saxuravidan Tovlsa yridnen, is sigarets sigaretze eweoda, Tumca, wuxandel nabaxusevs piri isedac gamoTuTquli hqonda. Tovlis mtveri saxeze usiamod ewebeboda, is ki mainc ar icvlida fexs, TiTqos ori nabijiTac Tu moSordeboda iqaurobas, uimisod wavidodnen, ar daucdidnen, ver moaswrebda manqanaSi Cajdomas. sasa webovani nerwyviT amoglesvoda. Tavi lamis gaskdomoda. magram raki damsaxurebulad itanjeboda, morCilad itanda yvelafers. guSindeli dRec (erTi dRiT adre Camofrinda mainc, yovel SemTxvevisTvis), uaRresad moskovuri, anu erTi gauTavebeli Rreoba aRmoCnda da meti araferi (Tumca, wesiT, TiTqos verc unda moecala saamisod), saidanac, RvTis wyalobiT, cocxals ki gamoeRwia, magram sulieradac da xorcieladac ise iyo nagvemi, ise awamebda sindisis qenjna, Tqven warmoidgineT, Tavis autaneli tkivilica da gulisrevis ganuwyveteli SegrZnebac, garkveul Svebas aniWebda, rogorc borotmoqmeds - sasjeli. isa da iani guSin jer "iakorSi" daTvrnen - viTom, Tevzis kargi wvniani ician iqao - magram avelums nerviulobisagan kriWa hqonda Sekruli. saerTod ver SeWama veraferi da ZiriTadad sasmels mieZala. smaSi arc iani CamorCenia. waramara Tvals upaWunebda, axsenebda mesaidumle rom iyo misi, TevzeuliT gasisinebuli da sasmelisgan saxewamoWarxlebuli. me mgoni ar SemSlia, aq rom wamogiyvaneo - amadlida mSier kuWze erTbaSad damTvral avelums. is ki gulwrfelad iyo madlobeli ianisa, Sin rom daxvda da binis saqme moagvarebina, aq rom isxdnen axla da oficiant gogos earSiyebodnen zereled, zrdilobisaTvis, dros gasayvanad. avelumma saxelic ki hkiTxa oficiants da imanac maSinve xalisiT upasuxa, ar SeuRrenia wesisamebr. saerTod guliani gogo iyo, mowadinebuli emsaxurebodaT. gaRimebisas TavisTavad exuWeboda Tvalebi. lida erqva. ubinaod davrCi da amaRam SenTan unda wamovideo - mSvidad, TiTqos sxvaTaSoris uTxra avelumma. samwuxarod, mec ubinao varo - Tvalebi mouWuta lidam. aba, erTad veZeboT Ramis gasaTevio - gauRima avelummac. viTomda xumrobda, sinamdvileSi ki, ase cdilobda Sinagani mRelvarebis Cawynarebas. Tavs ar utydeboda, Torem yvelaze Zalian marto darCenisa eSinoda ganTavisuflebis wina Rames. Tu marTla ginda, CemTan wamoiyvaneo gadauCurCula ianma da, SeTqmuliviT, erTxel kidev CaupaWuna Tvali. avelumma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia. undoda, raRac amaRlebuli, sazeimo eTqva, magram igrZno xmas ver daimorCilebda, ise auCuyda uceb guli.

iqidan, viTom yavis dasayoleblad, "pekinSi" wavidnen. axloc iyo da ase gvian marto iq Tu iSovnidnen adgils. jer erTi boTli koniaki SeukveTes da mere yava, isic zrdilobisaTvis. "pekinSi" ki, Cveulebisamebr, arasasiamovno suni idga. orkestri mTeli xmiT gahkioda. oficiatns qarTvelis danaxvaze, uaresad daumrgvalda isedac mrgvali, titveli, dafufquliviT alaplapebuli saxe. muSti mikrofoniviT miitana pirTan da RimiliT Tqva: specialurad TqvenTvis Sevinaxe erTi kolofi ucxouri sigaretio. mTvrali gogoebi wurbelebiviT mihkvrodnen aryisgan gamolenCebul kavalrebs. lamazebi ki iyvnen, magram uSnod cekvavdnen, yvelani Taviseburad, TiTqos cecxlwakidebul Tagvs dasdevdnen dasaWerad restornis aRmuvlebul buRSi. dasaWerad ki ara, adgilze gasasresad. TiTqos Tagvs aCvenebdnen, Tu dagiWireT, ai, ase gagsresavTo. is gogo unda wamogveyvanao - Tqva ianma. axla mec vnanobo - upasuxa avelumma. ZiriTadad amiT amoiwura maTi imJamindeli saubari. xolo, restornidan rom gamovidnen, taqsis rigSi, adgilobriv poets gadaawydnen (iani icnobda Soridan) da, ratomRac, Zalian gamoides Tavi, ginda Tu ara, CvenTan unda wamoxvideo, TiTqos Tavad iyvnen maspinZlebi da ara is, adgilobrivi, moskoveli. ufro sworad, iani ar moeSva - ar SeiZleba ar aRvniSnoT Cveni Sexvedrao - TiTqos monatrebuli hyavdaT erTmaneTi. SeiZleba imis gamo moiqca iani ase, jer kidev pirveli dReebi rom idga axali wlisa da Sin viRacis morTmeuli Rvino eguleboda; SeiZleba imis gamoc, imas, moskovels, gagebuli rom hqonda avelumis saxeli, rac did pativad CaTvala, ara marto avelumisTvis, aramed TavisTvisac. magram albaT mainc im dauwereli kanonis zegavlenis qveS imyofeboda, romlis ZaliTac moskoveli poeti yvelgan da yovelTvis sapatio stumaria sabWoeTis masStabiT. avelumi laparakSi ar Careula, imitom ki ara, sxva Wkuaze rom iyo Tavad imwuTas, ubralod eSinoda, rame ar wamoscdenoda zedmeti, vinme ar gaenawyenebina uneblieT - sul cudis molodini hqonda, mTvralsac ki, TiTqos daabezRebdnen, eg ucxoelTan Sesaxvedrad aris Camosuli moskovSi da Cvenc Tu gvelaparakeba, mxolod Tavisi ganzraxvis SesaniRbado; an kidev uaresi, fransuaza ar Camovidoda, bolo wams raRaca moxdeboda gauTvaliswinebeli da amdeni xnis mSfoTvare molodini kvlav uSedegod damTavrdeboda.

moskovelma poetma bolomde mainc ver gauZlo cdunebas, ahyva erovnul umciresobaTa mRelvare guliTadobas da - ra gaewyoba, Tqveni var, oRond, jer colsac SevekiTxebio - gaSala xelebi, gulmowyaled momRimarma. coli Turme sastumros foieSi elodeboda, gaciebuli, xmadakarguli. erTi stumroba ukve moeTavebinaT, Sua aziis romeliRac respublikis mweralTa kavSiris TavmjdomaresTan evaxSmaT nomerSi da Sin apirebdnen wasvlas. iani da avelumi qmris axloblebad CaTvala da, ra Tqma unda, aRar gapranWula, SeiSnova pativiscema. ase rom, yvelani ianTan wavidnen qeifis gasagrZeleblad (Tu dasamTavreblad). uceb gaiSala saxeldaxelo sufra - puri avelumma daWra, yveli da Zexvi moskoveli poetis meuRlem. ianma ki macivridan gadmoRebuli misi safirmo kerZi, ungruli guliaSisa da franguli ragus nazavi, gazis quraze Semodga gasacxeleblad. Tan usaqmurad momRimarsa da zurgze xelebdawyobil moskovel poets aswavlida am kulinaruli saocrebis damzadebis wess. rac mTavaria, ar unda dazogoT qarTuli balaxebio - ambobda rolSi Sesuli. ki batono, vici, saqarTveloSi balaxic iWmevao - iRimeboda moskoveli poeti. rasakvirvelia, gecodinebaT, Cven da frangebi xom TqvenTvis, rusebisaTvis, balaxiWamia xalxebi varTo - mainc ver Seikava Tavi avelumma - magram, jerjerobiT, TqvenTvisac Zneli dasadgenia, es frangebis Rirsebaze metyvelebs, Tu qarTvelebis naklzeo. Canglis wkrialze, karis mezobeli, radios diqtori, valodia Semovida, moRuSuli da darcxvenili miesalma yvelas, dagvianebisTvis moubodiSaT TiTqos, da xuTlitrian bocodan maSinve grafinSi Camoasxa Rvino. icis Tavisi saqmeo - gaicina ianma. ukve magidasTan isxdnen, meore mezobeli, amjerad mdedrobiTi sqesis poeti (sabavSvo poeti), liana kruberi rom SemoemataT. mTeli kvira mpirdeba da bolos lamis mainc uCemod SeWama, ragua Tu guliaSio - SesCivla stumrebs, viTom ianze gabutulma. sinamdvileSi, Tavisi uflebamosileba daumtkicaT qaragmulad. moTxilamuris Sarvali da lurji, grZelbewviani svitri ecva. avelumi adrec Sexvedria lianas, rasakvirvelia, aqve, magram axla gansakuTrebuli mokrZalebiTa da pativiscemiT Seegeba - TiTqos sakuTari Tavi gaafrTxila, cudi araferi Caido gulSi, dRes saerTod ar arsebobs SenTvis qalio. arada, ukve im doneze iyo misuli, roca zedmetad utyvi da ukareba, enagakrefil ybedad da Rreobis warmmarTvelad iqceoda xolme. sasmeli ara marto enas uxsnida, aTmagi ZaliTac avsebda da SeeZlo mTeli kvira esva, emRera, ecekva, elaparaka... emruSa kidec. magram axla yvelanairad cdilobda, ar ahyoloda sakuTar Tavs, saerTod ar mieqcia misTvis yuradReba, viTom aq ar iyo, magram roca ians skamze CamoeZina da lianam yvelani TavisTan CaipatiJa saaxalwlo naZvis xeze, vaSao, iyvira pirvelma da TiTqmis Ziramde dayvanil bocos dastaca maSinve xeli.

liana sarTuliT qvemoT cxovrobda da zustad iseTive bina hqonda, rogoric ians, rogoric saerTod xelisuflebisgan iyo gaTvaliswinebuli SemoqmedebiTi organizaciebis uojaxo wevrebisTvis. kibeze fexakrefiT Cavidnen, mezoblebs Zili ar davufrTxoTo, magram ratomRac TviTonve ecinebodaT TavianT wesierebaze da fxukuniT awydebodnen erTmaneTs. yvelaze mets radios diqtori valodia icinoda - davlev, ar davlev, mainc cxviridan wamomadens Cemi colio. avelums boco aetatebina, stumrad CaZinebuli bavSviviT, Tumca bocoSi CarCenili Rvino cocxal, mousvenar, daudgromel arsebasaviT awydebaoda SuSis galiis kedlebs. lianasTan marTla daxvdaT naZvis xe, morTul-mokazmuli, ramac kidev ufro gaumZafraT sazeimo guneba-ganwyobileba. lianam naZvis xis sanTlebi aanTo da TviTon samzareuloSi gavida, "namdvili" yavis mosaduReblad. valodia taxtze miwva - gaSeSebuli Tvalebi SuSis namtvrevebiviT ubrWyvialebda aparparebuli sanTlebis Suqze. moskoveli poeti iatakze dajda, cols miujda fexebTan. avelums ki uCinari Toki samzareulosken eqaCeboda mTeli ZaliT, magram, jerjerobiT, uZaliandeboda da moskoveli poetis xmadakargul cols earSiyeboda viTom, oRond, xazgasmuli TavazianobiT, rac Cveulebrivi, savaldebulo yuradRebis gamoxatuleba ufro iyo, vidre grZnobisa, an survilisa. ramdenime iaffasiani qaTinauric uTxra SeiZleba, jobdes kidec xma Tu ar dagibrundebaTo; Zalian idumali, sasiamovnod amaforiaqebeli xma gaqvTo da sxva amgvari sisuleleebi. moskoveli poeti maTken arc ixedeboda, magram aSkarad usmendaT, TavisTvis momRimari, da Tanxmobisa Tu kmayofilebis niSnad, misda uneburad, Tavsac akanturebda. mere avelumi samzareuloSi Sevida da zurgs ukan miketil karTan gulxeldakrefili gaCerda. liana gazis qurasTan idga da yavadanSi sufris kovziT yrida yavas Tunuqis Zveleburi yuTidan. maSinve moxeda da gauRima. Tavi rom moabruna, cal mxares CamoSlil Tmidan yuris bibilom gamoaWyita. Suaxnis qali iyo, magram Zveli momxibvleloba jer kidev SerCenoda. rac mTavaria, jerjerobiT, TviTonac axalgazrdulad eWira Tavi. avelumi nela miuaxlovda. lianac, etyoba, elodeboda, radgan aRar mouxedavs ukan. avelumma xelebi mxrebze Camoado da yuris bibiloze akoca. arc axla mouxedavs lianas. eg iyo rom, yurze mxari moisva da yavis yuTi xelSi SeaCeCa avelums. "gaTavdao" - ratomRac gaifiqra avelumma. yavis smas rom morCnen, moskovel poets misma xmadakargulma meuRlem sTxova, rame wagvikiTxeo. moskovel poets aSkarad esiamovna meuRlis yuradReba wamodga, marcxena xeli meuRles daado Tavze, albaT madlierebis gamosaxatavad, da zedized waikiTxa ramdenime leqsi. sanam kiTxulobda, cols Tvali ar mouSorebia misTvis, daZabuli ahyurebda qvemodan, rogorc turisti qandakebas da mRelvarebisgan qveda tuCs ikvnetda, TiTqos sazogadoebas ki ar arTobda misi qmari, aramed gadamwyvet gamocdas abarebda. moskovelma poetma kiTxva rom daamTavra, carieli Wiqa ratomRac avelums gauwoda da qarTulad Tqva - tu Seidzleba tamadao. avelumma sxvebsac saswrafod Seuvso Wiqebi da diasaxlisi adRegrZela, danarCenTa saxeliTac gadauxada madloba aseTi "sasiamovnod moulodneli" da "moulodnelad sasiamovno" saRamosTvis. lianasTan marto darCena mounda uceb da yvelaferi erTbaSad mobezrda: Rvinoc, naZvis xec, valodiac, moskoveli poetica da misi xmawasuli meuRlec. sxvebi rom wamoiSalnen, skamis sazurgeze gadakidebuli pijakisken arc gauxedavs, maspinZeliviT jibeebSi xelebCawyobili, oTaxSive daemSvidoba yvelas da vidre liana Semobrundeboda, ori TiTiT Caaqro mkvdari naZvis modunebul totebze aparparebuli sanTlebi.

meore dRes, aeroportSi wasasvlelad rom emzadeboda, Tvali ver gaesworebina sakuTari TavisTvis sarkeSi. ramdenjerme miafurTxa kidec sarkes da TviTonve mowminda idayviT sakuTari nafurTxi, viTom halstuxis ganaskviT gawvalebulma. halstuxis gakeTeba ki mxolod imitom gadawyvita, ase rom SeeniRba, ase rom daemala, Tundac ianisaTvis, guSindeli simTvralis danatovari sevda-wuxili, Sxami da gesli. marTalia, mTeli saaTi idga mduRare wylis qveS, magram mainc iseTi grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos Tavfexianad sibinZureSi amogangluli, damyayebuli Waobidan amoeTriaT es wuTia da verafriT moeSorebina mwvaned dabuStuli Waobis lorwovani qafi. kidev kargi, ianic ver iyo laparakis gunebaze da, pirsaxociT Tavwakruli, Soridan uTvalTvalebda mis gawamawias. siZulvilisgan, mrisxanebisgan TiTebi ise ucaxcaxebda, halstuxi ver gaenaskva. iseTi mRelvarebiT, iseTi facifuciT cdilobda mis ganaskvas (albaT memilionejer), TiTqos yulfs ikeTebda Tavis CamosaxrCobad, dro ki gansazRvruli hqonda. mTels samyaroSi ar eguleboda ufro mdabali, ufro amazrzeni, ufro umniSvnelo arseba, vidre TviTon iyo da, misi Rrma rwmeniT, daufiqreblad imsaxurebda yvelanair sasjels, rogoric ki odesme mougonia da aRusrulebia adamians - Caqolvasac, cocxlad gatyavebasac, dawvasac, danayvasac, akuwvasac, daxrCobasac, Tavis mokveTasac, cxenis kudze gamobmasac, daxvretasac, eleqtronis skamze daferfvlasac da mainc erTi suli hqonda, rodis dainaxavda fransuazas. radgan Tuki vinme miutevebda, mxolod fransuaza miutevebda da Tuki misi ganwmenda saerTod SesaZlebeli iyo, mxolod fransuaza SesZlebda amasac. dainaxavda Tu ara fransuazas, gaigonebda Tu ara mis xmas ("ki, rasakvirvelia, es Sena xar"), moimwyvdevda Tu ara muWSi fransuazas drekad TiTebs, maSinve xelaxla daibadeboda da, TavisTavad cxadia, xelaxla daibrunebda axalSobilis ubiwoebasac da udanaSaulobasac. derefanSi rom gavida, valodias binidan aRelvebuli, lamis yvirilSi gadazrdili xmebi Semoesma da uaresad daiZaba. tanma ugrZno, es usiamo xmebic masTan iyo dakavSirebuli raRaciT. fexakrefiT gaiara derefani da liftis Rilaks mTeli ZaliT daaWira TiTi. sadRac, Zalian qveviT, TiTqmis qvesknelSi, rkinis urCxuli erTbaSad SekrTa, saRaTas Zilidan gamoereva da sibrazisgan axrialebuli wamovida misken. TviTon ki isev ukan Sebrunda derefanSi, TiTqos urCxulis SeeSindao, da valodias kars miayurada. jer sakuTari gulis bagabugis meti veraferi gaigona. mere ki qalis gawiwmatebuli xmac gamoikveTa. pirwavardnili loTi xar da wesieri adamiani arc unda gelaparakebodeso ambobda qali (albaT valodias meuRle).. valodiamac raRac Caiburtyuna pasuxad, magram avelumma ver gaarkvia. vinc ginda is iyos, CemTvis sulerTiao miaxala qalma. am sityvebma gansakuTrebulad Seawuxa avelumi. tanma ugrZno, misi misamarTiT iyo naTqvami, mas gulisxmobdnen, misi arseboba aRizianebda viRacas, misTvis sruliad ucnob adamians, da savsebiT samarTlianadac, radgan TviTon rom ar gaCeniliyo saerTod, arc am ucxo qalis loTi qmari daTvreboda guSin zedmetad, riggareSe, da Tundac marto erT dRes simSvide iqneboda maT uRimRamo, marad mowyenil ojaxSi. marTalia, valodia uavelumodac mSvenivrad ylurwavda Rvinosa Tu arays da iseTi cudi simTvrale hqonda, arafriT ar SeiZleboda kargi diqtori yofiliyo, magram es srulebiTac ar aqarwylebda avelumis wuxandel danaSauls. ucodvels Seacden Tu codvils miumateb codvas, pasuxi erTnairad mogekiTxeba. lamis col-qmari gahyara, erTi Rame marto rom ar darCeniliyo Tavad. "RmerTo, ramdeni codva maqvs Cadenili Tundac am erT saxlSio" - gaifiqra yurmokruli saubriT uaresad gunebawamxdarma da isev fexakrefiT ki ar gamobrunda ukan, gamoiqca liftisken, rogorc erTaderTi TavSesafrisken, da marTlac, rogorc ki gamoaRo liftis kari, kabinaSi Suqi ainTo, TiTqos urCxulma cecxlovani xaxa daaRoo, da Tavfexianad gadaylapa avelumi.

axla ki erTi suli aqvs, rodis gadawmends mama-Svili daTovlil manqanas da rodis Cajdeba manqanaSi. kolia-klodma aiCema, ginda Tu ara, mec unda wamovide, aryis tye unda vnaxo aeroportis gzazeo, magram sinamdvileSi imasac fransuazas naxva eCqareba. araCveulebrivad gonebagaxsnili da amitomac mudam aranormalurad aRgznebuli es rva wlis bavSvic fransuazazea Seyvarebuli da arc malavs. fransuaza ki miyvars, magram vici, colad ver SevirTavo - ganacxada weRanac, roca manqanis sabargulidan Tovlis sawmend jagrisebs iRebdnen. moskovSi didi zamTaria. yinva ocdaTxuTmetamde adis. quCebis gaswvriv afxekili da yinulad qceuli Tovlis zvinebi avad bzinaven. saxlebidan gamozlaznili orTqlisa da nasunTqis burusSi moCvenebebs hgvanan saguldagulod SefuTvnili adamianebi. qalaqSi honkonguri gripi mZvinvarebs. avelumi ki srulebiTac ar aris momzadebuli amgvari zamTrisaTvis: Zveli, gaqeqili palto da Txeli kostumi acvia. sazamTro kostumis yidva TbilisSi ver moaswro. Tumca, arc imdeni fuli hqonda, ormagi da sammagi gadaexada iq, ra Tqma unda, Tuki iSovida. aq ki, SeiZleba naxevari litra aryis damateba dasWirdes mxolod. magram axla ise aitana sicivem, gamwarebuli abakunebs fexebs adgilze da araviTar yuradRebas ar aqcevs kolia-klodis damcinav gamoxedvas. sxvaTaSoris, honkonguri gripis bralia isic, amjerad, isa da fransuaza arbatze rom icxovreben, krivoarbatis SesaxvevSi, puSkinisdroindel patara saxlSi da ara sabWoTa klasikosis Tanamedrove, keTilmowyobil binaSi, radgan qalbatoni efrosine honkonguri gripiT gaxlavT avad da Zalian eSinia, am "aziuri sisaZagliT" ar daamTavros Tavisi moskovuri ardadegebi frangma madmuazelmac. ase rom, xuToTaxiani binis nacvlad Tavisi erToTaxiani bina dauTmo avelums ianis meore qaritam, TeTrgvardieli generlis qvrivma, qalbatonma Taliam, raki am uzarmazar qalaqSi sxva veraferi gamonaxes ufro sando da ufro mosaxerxebeli saerTaSoriso siyvarulisTvis. samagierod, mesame qaritam, qalbatonma aglaim, jer kidev uxsovar dros, antantamde, arafriT arSemdgari Tavisi qorwilisTvis sagangebod Sekerili TeTreuli moarTva da Tavad daugo tanjul, wamebul Seyvarebulebs "saqorwilo sareceli". am sam qalbatons sakuTari araferi darCenia, garda mogonebebisa, da ZiriTadad sxvaTa cxovrebiT cxovroben. kerZod, pirad movaleobad miaCniaT qarTveli poetisa da frangi madmuazelis siyvarulis samsaxuri da ise gasaidumloebuli aqvT es ambavi, TiTqos kontrrevolucias exmarebian. avelums isini adrec icnobdnen, adrec scemdnen pativs, rogorc ianis megobars, magram axla ufro fransuazas mfarvelebad Tvlian Tavs, fransuaza ufro ecodebaT aqaur garemoSi da yvelanairad cdiloben metnaklebad asatani pirobebi mainc Seuqmnan safrangeTis warmogzavnils, ramdenadac garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, TviTonac dakavSirebulni arian am zRaprul, axalgazrdobasaviT maradiulsa da saukeTeso asakiviT maTTvis ukve Cavlil, ukve miuRwevel qveyanasTan: erTi - iq gatarebuli qaliSvilobis wlebiT, meore - iq gadaxvewili uTvalavi axlobliT, meuRlis CaTvliT, mesame ki - franguli enis brwyinvale codniTa da xelovnebis usazRvro siyvaruliT. axla ki, bebruli gambedaobiT TanaugrZnoben da SeZlebisdagvarad exmarebian romans, romelsac romantikul burusTan erTad, danaSaulis sunic asdis, magram amis gamo kidev ufro saintereso da kidev ufro mimzidveli xdeba maTTvis. es romani maT cxovrebasac matebs azrsa da xaliss.

qalbaton Talias orad gatixruli oTaxi fotoatelies anda antikvarul maRazias ufro hgavs, vidre binas, magram adamianuri gulgrilobis okeaneSi erTaderTi kunZulia amJamad, mzis amosvlisac da mzis Casvlisac, sadac avelumsa da fransuazas erTad yofna SeuZliaT. saerTod saxlSi sul sami aseTi oTaxia da sami ojaxi cxovrobs: erTSi - moldaveli gari da misi sayvareli raisa; meoreSi - sabWoTa polkovnikis qvrivi da misi alkoholiki Svili slava; mesameSi ki, qalbaton Talias nacvlad, romelic qalbaton aglaisTan gadasaxldeba droebiT, avelumi da fransuaza icxovreben. samive ojaxs tualetic, abazanaca da samzareuloc saerTo aqvs, binZuri, Savad gaburZgnuli katisa ar iyos, romelic uflebamosilia samive ojaxisgan Tanabrad moiTxovos sazrdoca da yuradRebac, ufro sworad, TviTon airCios, vis qvabSi rodis Cayos cxviri da vis rodis moufsas sawolze (ramdeni gaeRviZeboda avelums, is kata ejda yovelTvis gulze. im katis aqoTebuli simZime aRviZebda albaT, da aRar icoda, ra eRona, rogor moeSorebina Tavidan es eSmakis naSieri, romelmac Tavidanve aiTvalwuna ratomRac - SeiZleba, fransuazaze eWvianobda isic, pirvelsave saRamos Causafrda bnel derefanSi da, sapirfareSodan gamosuls, petresdroindeli zarbaznis mrgvali WurviviT daeZgera mkerdSi - saxis CamobRortna undoda albaT misTvis, magram avelumma bedad moaswro Tavis ukan gadaweva da borot katas naxtomi gaucudda. samagierod, imis Semdeg, Rame ar gamoutovebia, baliSze rom ar daefsa da katis fslis amazrzeni suni asdioda yvelafers. fransuaza sabnis qveS fxukunebda, magram mainc Znelad asatani iyo es ambavi). gari da raisa taqsomotorSi muSaoben. oTaxis gsaRebi orivesa aqvs da romelic adre brundeba Sin, is diasaxlisobs. gari erTi keTili, Ronieri biWia, cxvirgatexili da saxenaiarevi. cudad gakerili Wrilobis kvali mTel saxeze gasdevs, safeTqlidan tuCis kuTxemde. raisac wynari qalia, coliviT ufro uWiravs Tavi, vidre sayvareliviT. saRamos televizors miusxdebian xolme da maT patara oTaxSi idiliuri simSvide mkvidrdeba. erTi-orjer axal mezoblebsac miipatiJeben televizoris sayureblad da did pativadac CaTvlian qarTveli mwerlisa (Tundac ucnobisa) da misi megobris (namdvili ucxoeli qalis) stumrobas. polkovnikis qvrivi mwoliare avadmyofia - sanTeliviT daleuli, sanTlisferi qali, Svilisa da keTili mezoblebis Semyure. slavac bunebiT wynari kacia, qarxanaSi muSaobs zeinklad, magram Sesvenebaze aucileblad Semoirbens xolme dedis dasapureblad. saerTod, avadmyofi dedis movlis garda, araferi ainteresebs. urecxavs sacvals, umzadebs sadils, gaaqvs misi qoTani da Ramec mis gverdiT wevs, iatakze, Tumca, es oTaxis siviwroviT ufroa gamowveuli, vidre deda-Sviluri siyvaruliT. maT oTaxSi, ubralod, yovlad SeuZlebelia meore sawolis dadgma. magram dedis moyvaruli da pativismcemeli slava kviraSi erTxel ugonod Tvreba da misi monurad morCili, monurad mxdali buneba erTbaSad Tavisufldeba yovelgvari borkilisgan. wynari, moridebuli slava (gansakuTrebiT, Tu gari ar aris Sin), mTel saxlSi kbilatkivebuli daTviviT boboqrobs da ara marto WurWels amtvrevs, ara marto tansacmels ixevs zed, avadmyof dedasac magrad mibegvavs xolme. Tan yelgamoWriliviT xrialebs: amixseniT, gamagebineT, ratom daxvrites mamaCemio. garis mets aravis SeuZlia misi damSvideba. garis ar uyvars bevri lailai, waavlebs qeCoSi xels da maSinve ezoSi ukravs xolme Tavs, gindac gareT ormoci gradusi yinva iyos. slavas, ra Tqma unda, eSinia garisa, magram araysa da Sig gaxsnil narkotiks (ZiriTadad dedamisis wamlebs), mainc Tavisi gaaqvs. deda tiris, exveweba - gaCumdi, orives dagviWereno - magram slavas araferi eyureba, vidre gonebas ar dakargavs. uceb moboSdeba, gaSavdeba da pirze duJmoreuli iatakze gaiSxlarTeba mkvdariviT. deda ki axla mezoblebs emudareba sawolidan, SiSisagan uaresad daleuli - nu gagvamxelT, codoa, cemiT momiklaven, isedac male mokvdeba eg ubedurio - da raki arc erTi mezobeli ar

apirebs slavas dabezRebas, milicia ki ara, saswrafo daxmarebac ver gamouZaxiaT. slavac gvamiviT gdia isedac viwro, Cabnelebuli derefnis iatakze da yvelani iZulebulni arian zed gadaaboton, vidre Sxami gamoneldebodes da TavisiT wamodgebodes. wesiT, fransuazas fuSeebis komfortabelur binaSi unda ecxovra, rogorc maT oficialur stumars, avelums ki - ianTan, Cveulebriv sabWour pirobebSi, magram zemoT aRweril saxlze uaresi adgilic rom yofiliyo, umal iq darCenas amjobinebdnen oriveni, Tuki erTad iqnebodnen, erT WerqveS da erT kedlebs Soris. manqanaSi civa. avelumi da kolia-klodi ukan sxedan. sibnele jiutad mkvidrdeba. manqanis mbJutav Suqze wvrili fifqebi ireva, rogorc mikroskopis linzaSi - bacilebi. kolia-klods cxviri sarkmlis minaze miuWyletia, wyvdiads gahyurebs da sevdianad ambobs: araferi ar Canso. ara uSavs, tyis sanaxavad dRisiT wamovideTo - amSvidebs mama. dRisiT Sen ar gcaliao - isev sevdianad agrZelebs kolia-klodi. zedmetad win gadaxrili leon fuSe xelis zurgiT wmends saqare minas - ar endoba sinaTles. kolia-klodi axla cxvirs iCiCqnis. ase icis xolme, roca axal kvimatur SekiTxvas amzadebs. pirvelad rom mivida maTTan avelumi, karebSive hkiTxa, aba, Tu gaxsovT, ra erqva makedonelis cxenso. avelumi ki Tavis safiqralSi Caflula, Camarxula, Cakargula. wuxandeli simTvrale da uZiloba daZabul sicarieled gasjdomia sxeulSi. SiSs mainc Tavisi gaaqvs - mourideblad daabotebs am sicarieleSi da sulis gaToSil kedlebze gamafrTxilebel plakatebs akravs. saRebavisa da sveli qaRaldis suni yelidan amosdis avelums da uneburad sunTqvas ikavebs - sxvebic rom ar Seawuxos amazrzenma, gulisamrevma sunma. weliwadnaxevari ucdida dRevandel dRes, mxolod am dReze fiqrobda da ocnebobda am xnis ganmavlobaSi, magram roca es dRe dadga, SiSi daeufla mxolod. TviTonac ver ityvis, risi eSinia konkretulad, ra iwvevs am damamcirebel SegrZnebas da amitomac kidev uaresad nerviulobs, kidev ufro ezizReba sakuTari Tavi, magram, amave dros, mtkiced sjera, veraviTari Zala ver aaRebinebs ganzraxvaze xels, mokvdeba da mainc Sexvdeba fransuazas, sikvdilis win mainc mokravs Tvals misken, masTan Sesaxvedrad momavals. magram es ukve ZvalrbilSi gamjdari, lamis Tvisebad qceuli SegrZnebaa da es amSvidebs cotaTi. ukve imdenjer uTxres, gaafrTxiles, sTxoves kidec, meti sifrTxile da windaxeduleba gamoeCina adamianebis mimarT, nu gauxsnida yvelas guls (gansakuTrebiT simTvraleSi), TandaTanobiT TviTonac dafrTxa, eWviani da gulCaTxrobili gaxda TviTonac, Tumca bolomde mainc ver Seicvala xasiaTi, piriqiT, axla ufro gacxarebuli laparaki dasCemda, sruliad ucxo xalxTanac ki, TiTqos ganuwyvetliv mis patiosnebas ayenebdnen eWvis qveS da Tu Tavad ar daicavda Tavs, rasakvirvelia, sxvas aravis Seawuxebda es ambavi. erT mSvenier dRes (ufro mosalodnelia, erT mSvenier Rames), marTla rom dasdgomoda vinme da eTqva, dapatimrebuli xaro, srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda. gaxarebiT ki SeiZleba gaxareboda, radgan gaurkvevloba ufro Zneli asatania, vidre nebismieri, gindac daumsaxurebeli sasjeli. yovel SemTxvevaSi, gaigebda mainc, raSi edeboda brali TiTqmis gaCenis dRidanve.

aeroportis sinaTleebma Zlivs gamoarRvies burusi. Tavad aeroporti sabavSvo filmis wyalqveSa sasaxlesa hgavs, burusis simZimis qveS aTasnairad Cazneqil-dabrecili. mis win imdeni manqana ireva, leon fuSe Zlivs poulobs gasaCerebel adgils. susxiani, sveli qari garedan awveba manqanis kars, TiTqos Segnebulad uSlis avelums manqanidan gadmosvlas. qaric mis winaaRmdegaa. qari ki ara, yinulis wvrili nemsebis gzaabneuli qaravani. Tumca, rogorc bevri sxva ram, esec gaurkvevelia avelumisTvis - marTla mis winaaRmdegaa qaric, Tu piriqiT, miskenaa da rogorc SeuZlia ise afrTxilebs, gaecalos iqaurobas, sanam jer kidev droa, rogorme aaridos Tavi misTvis esoden saxifaTo Sexvedras. Zlivs gadmodian manqanidan. samagierod, SenobaSi Tbila. magram iqac usiamod Tbili suni dgas, gafuWebuli zeTisa Tu WurWlis narecxisa. rasakvirvelia, aq ufro igrZnoba saerTaSoriso aeroportis yovlismxilveli, yvelafris Semmowmebeli Tvalic. avelumi ukve aSkarad Relavs, TiTqos moulodnelad, winaswari SeTanxmebis gareSe, scenaze mouxmes leqsis wasakiTxad. aqeT-iqiT ixedeba. waramara isworebs Zlivs ganaskvul halstuxs - cdilobs rogorme moiSoros uCinari moTvalTvalis Semawuxebeli mzera. Tumca, rasakvirvelia, aravis ainteresebs is, anda, ukve ician, ra mizniTaa aq mosuli da Segnebulad ar amCneven, arafrad agdeben viTom, ar afrTxoben, aclian bolomde gamoamJRavnos Tavi. es mRelvarebac (kidev ufro gamZafrebuli saerTo ritmidan amovardnili moZraobebiT), isev da isev im Tandayolili da amouxsneli SiSis gamoZaxilia, ase rom awamebs mTeli cxovrebis manZilze, gamocdas rom uwyobs yovel nabijze da, ra Tqma unda, Segnebulad - gasalaCreblad, dasaCoqeblad. "araviTar SemTxvevaSio" - ambobs xmamaRla, paltos Rilebs ixsnis da, Sarvlis jibeebSi xelebCawyobili, Tamamad, daudevrad miabijebs bufetisken, azuzunebul magidebs Soris. miyureT, ramdenic gnebavT. diax, es me var, avelumi! axla yavasa da buterbrodebs viyidi da davnayrdebi gemoze. dilidan xemsi ar Camsvlia pirSi. manqanaSic sakmaod gaviyine. bolos da bolos, dResaswaulze var Camosuli da ara satiralSi. kankali da gulis xeTqva merec meyofa. diax, sami yava da yvelanairi buterbrodi sam-sami cali - yvelianic, Zexvianic, SaSxianic, xizilalianic. Tumca, ra Tqma unda, arafris Wama ar SeuZlia Tavad. xorxi isev webovani nerwyviTa aqvs amovsebuli. cxeli yava ki siamovnebs. yavis yovel ylups (egec Tqveni aliteracia) Rrma, Turqul nafazs ayolebs da amiT cdilobs akankalebuli ybis gaCerebas. samagierod, mama-Svili pirwmindad nTqavs buterbrodebis piramidas. etyoba, gzam da sicivem moamSiaT. leon fuSe laparakis gunebaze dgeba. mTeli gza TiTqmis ubrad isxdnen manqanaSi. axla cotaTi moiTqves suli, gaTbnen kidec da SeuZliaT, TavianTi adamianobac gamoamJRavnon, sityviTac daadasturon adamianebi rom arian, anu, tkbili sityva uTxran erTmaneTs - gasamxnevebeli gaamxnevon, dasafasebeli daafason - aba, sxva raa adamianoba?! araferi. mxolod da mxolod, saWiro, drouli sityvis gamonaxvisa da Tqmis unari. leon fuSesac surs erTi aseTi sityva gamonaxos da avelums miexmaros mRelvarebis daZlevaSi. TiTqos ukve enazec adgas aseTi sityva, sacaa ityvis kidec, magram bolo wams, dabneuli, nirwamxdari amCnevs, misdauneburad, masac rom gadasdebia avelumis mRelvareba. amCnevs, magram araferi gaegeba am mRelvarebisa, arc misi gamomwvevi mizezi icis, arc misi saboloo mizani. ufro sworad (da amis aRiareba uWirs yvelaze metad), leon fuSes Cveulebrivi, ybadaRebuli adamianuri SuriT Surs avelumisa da, jerjerobiT ver garkveula bolomde, ra SeiZleba Surdes imisi - vinc unda, is hyavs colad da iq hyavs, sadac TviTon aris. misi Svili aSkarad niWieria (nerviuli da aRgznebuli axla yvela bavSvia), ukve sam enas flobs. aqedan ori rusuli da franguli - mSobliuria, mesame ki - saerTaSoriso. ZaRlsa da katas dRes yovel meore ojaxSi SexvdebiT, mas ki gawvrTnili virTxa uzis Sin, virTxebis fridrixi. Tavad Tavisufali, didebuli qveynis qveSevrdomia,

ubatonod veravin gascems xmas; aqac ki, sayinuleSi, kargi samsaxuri aqvs, prestiJuli; mokled, kacia qveyanaze; ase rom, piriqiT unda iyos TiTqos, avelums unda Surdes misi da ara mas avelumisa, romelsac coli TbilisSi hyavs, sayvareli parizSi; arc ZaRli uyvars, arc kata da, rasakvirvelia, arc virTxa. uyvars ki ara, fexiT gasress, vTqvaT, Cems fridrixs, Cemi rom ar eridebodes. umuSevaria, gnebavT, Tavisufali Semoqmedi, mwerali, oRond, ararsebuli saxelmwifosi; mokled, ramdenic ar unda weros, mainc veravis gaagebinebs Tavisas, im ubralo mizezis gamo, aravis rom ar esmis misi ararsebuli saxelmwifos ena. "daswyevlos" - icinis gunebaSi naZaladevad, magram datuqsuli, ugulebelyofili Suris grZnoba erTbaSad asevdianebs. muclis Rrudan, Tu saidanRac, ufro qvemodan amoxoxebuli simZime zed sasasTan eCxireba saylapav milSi. leon fuSes esec ukvirs - ra momdiso - icinis isev naZaladevad, magram sevdis muxluxo jiutia, verc yavis ylups Caaqvs, verc sigaretis bols. "waval, gavigeb, ras Svreba Cveni TviTmfrinavio" - ambobs bolos da uxalisod dgeba. sigarets saferfleze agdebs da cnobaTa biurosken midis. qudi xelSi uWiravs. avelumi madlierebiT savse mzeras ayolebs. marTalia, leon fuSem Tavidanve moxibla Tavisi ubraloebiTa da uSualobiT- pirvelad rom estumra, franguli koniakiT, rusuli Wvavis puriTa da qarTuli ajikiT gaumaspinZlda - magram axla, am wuTas grZnobs yvelaze mZafrad, Tu rogoraa davalebuli misgan; axla, am wuTasaa pirvelad SeZruli misi gulisxmierebiT, misi sikeTiT. da marTlac, ra sjis leon fuSes, garda sikeTisa da gulisxmierebisa? ratom unda daupatiJos parizidan moskovSi viRac qarTvel meleqses sayvareli?! "vidre aseTi adamianebi arseboben, qveyana ar daiRupebao" fiqrobs aRelvebuli, davalebuli da damokidebuli kacis paTetikurobiT. "ginda, Sokolads giyidio" - eubneba uceb kolia-klods, TiTqos ase iolad gadauxdis Svils mamis vals. kolia-klodi, Tuki aqamde kovzs awkrialebda cariel finjanSi da uinteresod aTvalierebda darbazs, axla Tvals TvalSi uyris avelums, dainteresebuli, yuradRebad qceuli, TiTqos ver gaigo, ra uTxres, anda, piriqiT, mSvenivrad gaigo, magram araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar elodeboda, avelumis piridanac Tu amovidoda amgvari ram. Tumca, vin icis, ra fiqrebi trialebs rva wlis biWis TavSi, romelsac masze bevrad ufrosi qali Sehyvarebia uimedod da romelic, bolos da bolos, pirispir darCenila metoqesTan, romlisTvisac veraferi Seugnebinebia swored maTi asakobrivi sxvaobis gamo. "Sokoladi, icocxle, kargia, magram ar meWmeva, es dReebi faRaraTi mqondao" - ambobs bolos da madianad lokavs cariel kovzs. avelums ratomRac usiamod xvdeba TvalSi bavSvis grZeli, wiTeli ena da kovzis vercxlisferi muceli. "cigurebze Tu dadixaro" - ekiTxeba axla kolia-klodi. imis xela rom iyo, marTla dadioda avelumi cigurebiT, oRond, TviTnakeTi cigurebiT, magram es rom gaumJRavnos, gaTavda, verafriT veRar moiSorebs, vidre dawvrilebiT ar mouyveba yvelafers - rogor amzadebdnen, rogor imagrebdnen fexze da ase Semdeg - magram axla namdvilad ar ecigureba, Tavisi gasWirvebia. "aba ra iciT ufrosebma, riTi erTobiTo" - ar eSveba kolia-klodi. "me mxolod wera-kiTxva vici da isic qarTulad, meti veraferi viswavleo" pasuxobs avelumi savsebiT seriozulad. "Tu gindaT, gaswavliT. ar mezareba. dedaCemsac me vaswavle. Tu gindaT hkiTxeT. guSin iseTi gawuwulebi davbrundiT oriveni, erTmaneTi gavwureT" - icinis kolia-klodi gulianad. albaT warmoidgina, rogor dganan isa da dedamisi saabazanoSi titvlebi, da rogor amSraleben erTmaneTs sqeli, RunRula pirsaxocebiT. Tan, drodadro, kovzis vercxlisfer mucels grZelsa da wiTel enas ausvams xolme. mere eSmakurad TvalmoWutuli, kovzs wina kbilebze ikakunebs da ufrosiviT eubneba avelums: wamikiTxeT Tqveni romelime leqsio. "geridebaT? Tu ar gaxsovT? - gadadis Setevaze, ukve aRgznebuli, ukve ayolili moulodnelad dabadebul ganzraxvas -

kargi. Tu ar gindaT, nu ityviT. mainc ver gavigeb. Tqven xom qarTulad werT mxolod. ai, me ki ar merideba. me wagikiTxavT Cems leqss. gindaT? romel enaze gnebavT? gnebavT rusulad, gnebavT frangulad, gnebavT inglisurad. gnebavT? gainteresebT? Tqven ggoniaT, marto Tqven werT leqsebs? - icinis yalbad da maSinve agrZelebs: rusi deda frang mamikos inglisurad uwvavs bifSteqss olala! ol-la-la!

rogoria? mogwonT?". avelumi moRuSuli Sescqeris. ar icis, rogor moiqces, ra uTxras. gauyadros Tu ar gauyadros Tavi, anu, tolad CaTvalos Tu bavSvad. TavisTavad cxadia, kolia-klodi "duelSi" iwvevs, raRacas umtkicebs, magram imdenad gasaidumloebuli aqvs ena, bavSvuri, ufro zustad ki, asakobrivi grZnobebisa Tu moTxovnilebebis SesaniRbad, msmenelTaTvis gza-kvalis asarevad, dasabnevad - marTlac didi windaxeduleba da moTminebaa saWiro, sasacilo, SenTvis yovlad Seuferebel mdgomareobaSi rom ar Caigdo Tavi. "maSin, iqneb is mainc miTxraT, vina var? - ar eSveba kolia-klodi - napoleoni? aleqsandre? Tu, mxolod da mxolod inglisuri bifSteqsi, romelsac cimbiruli kata cxvirwin aaclis frang mamikos da siamovnebisgan dakuzianebuli, wamsve Sesanslavs. mSiaaau. "Sen, Cemo Zmao, miniaturuli borodino xar" - uRimis avelumi. "ese igi?!" - Tvalebi udiddeba kolia-klods. "ese igi, brZolis veli. ori gansxvavebuli bunebis, enis, kulturis naZaladevi Serwymis, gaerTianebis, gaerTnairebis asparezi". "sainteresoa! - ver malavs gaocebas kolia-klodi, magram mainc Zveli meTodiT, agdebuli seriozulobiT agrZelebs brZolas - getyobaT, rom marTla poeti xarT. Tqveni leqsebis wakiTxva ar SemiZlia, enis ucodinrobis gamo, magram mjera Tqveni Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare. ese igi, fransuaza Tqvengan Svils rom gaaCens, isic miniaturuli borodino iqneba? ki magram, Tqven xom rusi ar xarT?" "ar var! sxartad pasuxobs avelumi - da arc fransuazas Svili iqneba miniaturuli borodino, Tuki, Tavisavad cxadia, Cemgan eyoleba Svili". "Tqvengan eyoleba. Tqvengan eyoleba. Tqvengan eyoleba". - yviris kolia-klodi da Tan kovzs akakunebs yavis cariel finjanze. mezobeli magididan gaocebulni ixedebian. saerTo zuzunSi, drogamoSvebiT, adgilobrivi diqtoris moTenTili, damamadlebeli xma SemoiWreba xolme. "ki magram, Sen ra icio" - ukve brazianad uRimis avelumi. "vici, zinam miTxra (zina deidamisia). zina Sinaberaa da yvelaferi icis. iciT, kidev ra miTxra?! mamakacTan arasodes vyofilvar, magram Cemze ukeT veravin aRwers am sazizRar gancdaso. verc poetio. isic miTxra, aravis uTxrao, magram TqvenTan yvelafris Tqma SeiZleba. Tqven sxva xarT. Tqven isic iciT, me rom mejavrebiT, magram mainc Sokolads mTavazobT. mainc melaqucebiT. aba ra iqneba fransuazas Svili" - ubrundeba mTavar sakiTxs. "ra iqneba da... - gangeb ayovnebs avelumi, nirwamxdari, gulmokluli, Sewuxebuli, Seyvarebuli bavSvis daundobeli gulaxdilobiT - ra iqneba da, Ratakis ZRveni, mdidrisTvis mirTmeuli. ara, ar varga. ra iqneba da, briyvis gadagdebuli da Wkvianis aRebuli cercvis marcvali". TviTmfrinavi droze modiso - ambobs leon fuSe da Tavis skamze jdeba. saferfleSi jer kidev bolavs misi datovebuli sigareti. avelumi erTxel kidev emadliereba gunebaSi leon fuSes - namdvilad rom bedze mouswro, Torem misi vaJiSvili mTel aeroports Seuyrida, gamoaWenebda saqveynod da bavSvuri simkacriTa da sisastikiT mouTavebda xels Tavis metoqes. roca adgilobrivi diqtori TviTmfrinavis mSvidobian dafrenas iuwyeba, avelumi ukve darbazis meore boloSi scems bolTas. leon fuSe Soridan uqnevs xels da uRimis. cota xanSi pirveli mgzavrebic gamoCndebian - saqmianni, kmayofilni da odnav nirSecvlilni caSi gadatanili faruli mRelvarebiT. avelumi SuSis kedelTan midis da fardebs Soris darCenil sicarieleSi ixedeba. fransuaza sakontrolo magidasTan dgas da raRacas uxsnis sabaJos moxeles. zustad iseTia, rogoric avelums axsovda. srulebiT ar Secvlila. Tumca weliwadi da rva Tvea gasuli maTi bolo ganSorebidan. sxvaTaSoris, igive qurqi acvia da igive yurebiani qudi axuravs (sagangebod SeZenili aq Camosasvlelad) da avelums, ratomRac, guli sibraluliT ewureba. Tumca, Sesabrali maSin iqneboda fransuaza, uqurqod da uqudod Tu Camovidoda am sayinuleSi. grZnobs, rogor amosdgomia zurgs ukan leon fuSe, magram axla TanagrZnobiT rom Camoados iman mxarze xeli, anda rame uTxras, SeiZleba,

marTla veRar Seikavos fransuazas sibraluliT aRZruli cremli. daZabuli, saxegavarvarebuli dgas SuSis kedlis win da, amjerad, sakuTar gamosaxulebas xedavs mxolod, uSnod gaberils, gasiebuls, albaT yelSi magrad waWerili halstuxis gamo. faca-fuciT ixsnis halstuxs da paltos jibeSi itenis. kiserSi leon fuSes Tbili, yavissurnelovani da Rimilgamoyolili amonasunTqi uRitinebs. magram, TiTqmis maSinve, ukve manqanaSi zis, fransuazas susti, drekadi TiTebi muWSi moumwyvdevia da ukidegano imperiis jibriT, imis gulis gasaxeTqad, mTeli ZaliT wuravs, rogorc nacarqeqia - yvelis naWers. fransuaza ki iRimeba da leon fuSes elaparakeba. parizis ambebs uyveba. saerTod, marto isa da leon fuSe saubroben manqanaSi. kolia-klodi viTom Tvlems fransuazas meore mxarze TavCamodebuli. avelums ki xuTi erTmaneTze susti da patara cxoveli moumwyvdevia muWSi da Tavi qveynis patroni hgonia. kolia-klods saxlTan Camosvamen gzad. rac ar unda iyos, mainc bavSvia, Zilis dro aqvs ukve. baibai, kolia. Zilinebisa, klod. es moulodneli, gauTvaliswinebeli ganSoreba fransuazasTan, kolia-klods uaresad gaaRizianebs da manqanidan gamosamSvidobeblad gadmosul avelums ukmexad Seaqcevs zurgs. leon fuSe mis magivrad moibodiSebs - nerviuli bavSviao - da daZabulobis gansamuxtavad, manqanis kapots axdis, motors Caxedavs. fransuaza kolia-klods wayveba, gaacilebs, raTa gzadagza daamSvidos, mieferos, raRacas dapirdes. aseTia evropuli eTika. avelums ar esiamovneba es ambavi - jer ar Camosula da ukve marto tovebs, Tundac aTi wuTiT, Tundac bavSvis gulisTvis. Tumca, fransuazas saqcieli misTvisac yovelmxriv bunebrivi da gamarTlebulia. SeiZleba, amitomac brazdeba. misi gulisaTvis fransuazam swored arabunebrivi, gaumarTlebeli nabiji unda gadadgas. magram avelums marTla fransuazas saqcieli ki ar swyins, kolia-klodze eWvianobs. ai, ukve liftSi arian. koliaklodi orive xeliT welze Semoxvevia fransuazas da ahyurebs qvemodan zemoT, rogorc... rogorc moskovel poets misi xmawasuli meuRle. fransuaza Tavze xels usvams da pirobas aZlevs, male gnaxavo. ai, ukve avidnen meSvideze. koliaklodi TiTis wverebze iweva da zars rekavs. Tavs awonebs fransuazas, viTom, arc iseTi patara var, Sen rom ggoniao. fransuaza sakocnelad ixreba da koliaklodi axla kiserze exveva fransuazas. fansuazas CamoSlili Tma loyaze uRitinebs da isic ufro Jinianad, ufro aRgznebuli kocnis fransuazas, sadac miwvdeba - Sublze, loyaze, tuCebSi, mkerdze, mucelze... ki magram, fransuazas xom qudi axuravs?! Tma rogor CamoeSleboda?! quds liftSi moixdida. liftSi cxela. manqanis kari Riaa da tyavis savarZeli yinulis lodadaa qceuli. magram avelumi mainc ar apirebs karis daxurvas, TiTqos ase ufro male dabrundeba fransuaza. leon fuSe isev motors ukirkitebs. manqanas biWebi Cauvlian. mxrebze daudevrad gadaukidiaT danebiviT basri cigurebi. cigurebs Tasmebze Tovli mihyinvia. xmamaRla saubroben TavianT samyaroSi, magram mainc ar gamoeparebaT ucxouri markis manqana. mcodnes TvaliT SeaTvaliereben. Tan misaubroben. wvrilad Tovs. quCis piras mixvetil Tovlis borcvebs axali Tovli emateba da naTuris gabacebul Suqze cximiviT bzinavs. qalaqi ukacursa hgavs, albaT im bneli siCumis gamo, Tovas rom axlavs Tan. avelums sciva, tusaRiviT, uimedod, usaSvelod. ganZrevisac eSinia, raTa jiutad moxril saxsrebSi momwyvdeuli siTboc ar daafrTxos. erT xelSi sigareti uWiravs, meoreTi jibeSive anTebs asanTs da, oinbaziviT, jibidan anTebuli Reri amoaqvs.

gamarjoba avelumo! ai ukve mexuTe dRea parizSi var da jer kidev ver movsulvar Wkuaze. me mgoni, cota SeviSale. arc iqneba gasakviri. RmerTo, rom icode, rogori madlobeli var Seni! samoTxeSi viyavi, albaT amas hqvia bedniereba. dilaobiT, mxarze pirsaxocgadagdebulni, cal fexze xtodnen,
yanCebiviT, abazanisa Tu sapirfareSos rigis molodinSi - xan vin SeaswrebdaT da xan vin, aqaurobis ukeT mcodne, maTze gamocdili. samoTxisa ra mogaxsenoT, ar vici, ar vyofilvar, magram krivoarbatis SesaxvevSi gatarebuli zamTari namdvilad didi gamocda iyo maTi siyvarulisa. gadawyvetiT, SeiZleba, arc am Sexvedras gadauwyvetia rame, magram cxovrebis wesi, ufro sworad ki, SeyvarebulTa maradiuli, klasikuri ganrigi maTac rom daudgina, erTxel da samudamod, aSkaraa. amis mere, marTlac, Cveulebriv movlenad, gnebavT, aucileblobad iqca, sulier moTxovnilebaSic ki gadaizarda (rac avelumis SemoqmedebaSic aisaxa) ganuwyveteli molodini, SemTxveviTi, droebiTi Sexvedrebi, mZime, xSirad isteriamde misuli ganSorebebi da kvlav molodini, molodini, molodini. fransuaza, rogorc TviTonve ambobs, Wkuidan aris gadamcdari. yovel SemTxvevaSi, jer ver damSvidebula, ver dabrunebia sinamdviles. axloblebi, megobrebi waramara urekaven, exvewebian, dagvenaxe, mogviyevi, ra iyo, rogor iyoo (patara ambavia?! "imqveynidanaa" dabrunebuli), magram imas aravis naxva ar unda, jer kidev iq aris, sabWoeTSi, qalbaton Talias aSmorebul oTaxSi, momJavo-motkbo haers sunTqavs, slavas narwyevs wmends bnel derefanSi, anda televizorzea dapatiJebuli mezobelTan, gazeTs axocavs damarilebuli qaSayiT gawebil TiTebs. tomatis qilidan xvreps Camosasxmel luds (naxevari zed ewuweba) da aRfrTovanebuli, gaognebuli usmens maspinZlis "brZnul" saubars - marTlac ra aris Cveni cxovreba, qalbatono, hm, hm, qaliSvilo, ase vTqvaT, madmazel, nagavi da ganavali, magram nagavica da ganavalic unda davicvaT, raki Cvenia - avelumi ki isev moulodneli Sexvedris, wamieri Svebis, droebiTi gadarCenis ganuwyveteli, gaunelebeli molodiniT cxovrobs. haerSi gazafxulis suni trialebs. buneba diadi cvlilebebisTvis emzadeba. xalxic momavalsaa miCerebuli. mxolod momavlis imedzeRaa darCenili. warsulica da awmyoc JamTasvlis mZime xeliTaa gadaxazuli. aravis axsovs, ra iyo guSin. ufro sworad, gaxsenebac ar undaT guSindeli dRisa da, amitomac, gaurkvevlobisa da molodinis sasiamovnod mtanjveli grZnobiT arian mxolod Sepyrobilni. esRa darCeniaT, esRa SeuZliaT amao brZoliT, fuWi SromiTa da umizno SfoTviT dasaWurisebulebs. esec unda scadon, raki sxva yvelaferi scades da... damarcxdnen. ras vizamT, es yofila maTi xvedri, oRond, sxvebisagan gansxvavebiT, avelums uaRresad konkretuli, aSkarad gamokveTili molodini aqvs - satrfos werils elodeba sazRvargareTidan, romelic saerTaSoriso fostas ki ar moaqvs, TavisiT mofrinavs TiTqos, avelumis gmiriviT, xelovnuri frTebi gamoubams, oRond labirinTidan Tavis dasaRwevad ki ara, labirinTSi rogorme SesaRwevad. mofrinavs ideologiis susxian qarSi gabasrebuli, gauxeSebuli; saxelmwifoTa gamyof mavTulxlarTebze dafleTili, radiaciuli wvimiT gaJRenTili da, amave dros, CitiviT susti, gawbilebuli bavSvis RimiliviT mowyenili, cremliT mdidari da kiduriviT mgrZnobiare. avelumi, dRe da Rame, imis gamoCenas elodeba da avi winaTgrZnobiT SeZruli, RmerTma icis, raRas ar warmoidgens xolme: is werili, misi gmiriviT frTebgamobmuli, TiTqos ukve moRweuli, sazRvars gadmomcdari, xan viTom belorusiis WaobebSi iZireba, xan ukidegano rusul tramalze Rafavs viTom suls, sibneleSi xmis CamxSob anZas wamodebuli; xan ki viRacis (indigos, ianis... visic gnebavT) mouTmenlobisagan, cnobismoyvareobisagan abrWyvialebuli saTvalis qveS garindula TiTqos, rogorc katastrofaSi moyolili mgzavri saoperacio magidaze, da TviTonac ar icis, ras amoaWrian narkoziT gabruebuls. rac yvelaze ucnauria, aqedan gaqcevas ki ar cdilobs avelumi, Tundac Tavis

fiqrebSi, rogorc albaT nebismieri sabWoeli moiqceoda, aramed fransuazas dabrunebaze ocnebobs, fransuazas Camoyvana unda sabWoeTSi, anu, misi gadarCena, radgan vercki warmoudgenia, sxvaganac Tu SeuZliaT erTad yofna mas da fransuazas, rac TavisTavad ukve didi ubedurebaa da misi gonebrivi, sulieri Tu zneobrivi degradaciis dadasturebaa mxolod. marTlac, kaci, bolos da bolos, mokvde, ese igi, ganTavisuflde, gaaRwio aqedan da isev ukan, isev am aSmorebul dilegSi dagipiron dabruneba, rasakvirvelia, arc sikeTed CaeTvleba vinmes, arc keTilSobilebad, radgan es mkvdreTiT aRmdgari kacis cocxlad damarxva ufro iqneba, vidre... vidre sikvdilisgan gadarCena imave kacisa. ufro metic, krivoarbatis SesaxvevSi mdgari patara saxli avelums ukve mSobliuriviT uyvars da xandaxan eWvic epareba, marTla Tu cxovrobda iq fransuazasTan erTad, Tundac drois garkveul monakveTSi, vidre fransuaza iZulebuli Seiqmneboda Sin dabrunebuliyo, parizSi, mSoblebTan, debTan, nacnobmegobrebTan... im saxlis sipirquSisa da siyruis warmodgenaze axlac sevdanarevi sixaruliTa da siamayiT evseba xolme guli da, mogonebebSi gadavardnili, TvaldaxuWuli uRimis sarkmlis gabzarul minasa Tu zezeurad Camompal, CabinZurebul kibes, romelzedac saxlis binadrebi adi-Camodian, an avadmyofi dedis dasapureblad miiCqarian, an avadmyofi dedis sacemrad; an samsaxurSi, an samsaxuridan; an nagavs ezidebian TavianTi soroebidan, an pursa da kartofils - TavianT soroebSi. gabzaruli mina ki ganuwyvetliv zrialebs quCaSi Cavlili manqanebis xmaze, magram avelumis gonebaSi, minas is ufro azrialebs, rasac uquTuTo, marad Ria TvaliviT Sescqeris gaCenis dRidan, CarCoSi (sakanSi) Camwyvdeuli. minis ganuwyveteli zriali CarCodan (saknidan) Tavis daRwevis survilis, Jinis, moTxovnilebis gamoxatulebaa. imasac ki, usulo, ugrZnobel sagansac, uWirs CarCoSi (sakanSi) cxovreba da avelumisagan gansxvavebiT, aqedan gafrena surs mxolod. avelumi ki uazro nebayoflobiT zis kedlebdawylulebul satusaRoSi, radgan mxolod aq SeuZlia fransuazasTan yofna. amdenad, mxolod aq SeuZlia saerTod cxovrebac. maTTvis arc arsebobs ukeTesi adgili - gulubryvilo wiwilebiviT, daucxromeli xalisiTac adiCadian daxavsebul, fuZemoryeul kibeze, kbilebiviT rom Cascvenia rikulebi da dalaquli, dawiluli naTuris mbJutav Suqze, garinduli urCxulis dakbilul zurgsac hgavs uceb. Tumca, saerTod, Zneli saTqmelia, ras hgavs, ra aris sinamdvileSi - Cveulebrivi rigi safexurebisa, yoveldRiur cxovrebasTan damakavSirebeli saSualeba Tu raRacis, bevrad ufro mniSvnelovanis simbolo, mimaniSnebeli, gamaxsenebeli maradiulisa, diadisa, miuRwevelisa, rac Tavis mxriv, fiqris unars uCens adamians, maRla axedvas aswavlis, anu aiZulebs ukeTesi gaxdes, vidre aris da sakuTar simdableze mainc amaRldes. isinic, yovel Rame, erTmaneTs Caxutebulni, erTarsebad qceulni maTTvis ucxo garemoSi, maT gaCenamde da sruliad sxvaTa (SeiZleba, daxvretil TeTrgvardielTa) saqorwilo sareclisTvis Sekeril TeTreulSi Cakargulni, gaubedavad (mezoblebs rom ar daufrTxon Zili), magram jiutad miuyvebian im kibis uxilav nawils, romelic saxlis kedlebs scdeba da usazRvro sivrces erwymis, oRond Tbilisisken anda parizisken ki ara, cisken, varskvlavebisken, maradisobisken miemarTeba, maRla da maRla. magram cxovrebac (igive gveli) fxizladaa, veravis Seeleva ase iolad, bebris sawolis gafaCunebac ar gamoepareba mis smenas da didxans aravis gaaCerebs iq, sadac misi adgili ar aris. ver vitan parizs. sarkmelSi gaxedvac ar minda. netavi damaZina da didxans, didxans, didxans, meZinos. Tundac meored mosvlamde. saCuqrebisTvis yvelasgan didi madloba. aq ukve yvelas uyvarxar (rasakvirvelia, saCuqrebisTvis ara). didi warmateba aqvs Sens fotos. zogs hamurabi hgonia, zogs egviptis romeliRac faraoni, zogs ki indieli beladi. rac mTavaria, gulgrili aravin darCenila. ase rom, Tamamad SegiZlia Camoxvide. agaSena RmerTma! avelumsac eg aferxebda

mxolod. rogor imgzavre? me jer kidev SenTan var. marTali xar, bednierebaa Sen rom miyvarxar, Tumca, cota xnis Semdeg albaT sxvanairad vifiqreb. vybedob, vybedob, nu momaqcev yuradRebas. raki Tavis droze ver gamovagzavne es werili, barem dabadebis dResac mogilocav. nu vityviT, ramdenis gaxdi, ra mniSvneloba aqvs?! arada, ocdaCvidmetisaa mxolod. jer ganusjelad xarjavs, risi daxarjvac SeiZleba, anu, siamovnebiT Tesavs sinanulis, simwris purs, romelic tanjviT unda moimkas. Tu SeiZleba, bevrs nu dalev. janmrTeloba janmrTelobad da axal saaTsac daamtvrev, Tvalsa da xels Sua gagepareba dro. marTals ambobs. avelumma simTvraleSi, raRacaze gulmosulma, saaTi iatakze daanarcxa da ise daaqucmaca, mTlianad veRar mouyara nawilebs Tavi, gegonebodaT, zogi nawili Tavidanve akldao, kvalsac ver miagnes, Tumca oTxze damdgrebma, bevri ixoxiales iatakze. meore dRes axali iyides, iqve, arbatze, magram, rac mTavaria, avelumma veRar gaixsena, raze gabrazda: TavisTavad cxadia, kiTxvac moerida - gindac SeyvarebulisTvis gikiTxavs, guSin raze geCxubeo da gindac Sua kartis TamaSSi koziri migicia mowinaaRmdegisTvis. garda amisa, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Cveulebrivi umsgavsobaa nebismieri saaTis damtvreva imis gamo, rac Tavad ar gexsomeba meore dRes. magram me Tu mkiTxavT, siyvaruli swored uazro mrisxanebisa da gadamrCeneli gulmaviwyobis ganuwyveteli monacvleobaa mxolod. werili ki igvianebs, igvianebs, igvianebs da Senc isRa dagrCenia, marTla daijero, Rrublad rom iqca isic, axali feriviT miemata laJvards... qalaqi Wadris mfrinavi TesliTaa savse. gafuyuli, gaburZgnuli fTilebiT Tmagadapentili, ucxosaviT daxetialob mSobliur qalaqSi. qalaqis mZime Crdili mxarze gadevs uCinari msajulis xeliviT. wvimis laqebi kedlebze urCxulebiviT garindulan. mdinaresaviT adidebuli vneba sxeuls walekviT emuqreba. saerTod, warRvnis wina dRea TiTqos. xeze kodala akakunebs. kidobanSi Tagvi fxakunobs. gansacdeliT, eldiT, gaurkvevlobiTaa haeri damuxtuli. gadarCenilic Svelas iTxovs, gadasarCenze rom araferi vTqvaT. nawili nawils daeZebs brmad, alalbedze. yvelas, yvelafers eSinia simartovisa, marto darCenisa da mainc yvelas imedi aqvs, yvelas erTnairad sjera, Tu vinme gadarCeba saerTod, TviTon gadarCeba aucileblad. erTi wamiT yvelas aviwydeba Tavisi ubedureba, sadardeli, satkivari, manki - uZlurs uZluroba, mxdals simxdale, borots boroteba da yvelani, kacic da mxecic, frinvelica da qvewarmavalic, erTxel kidev, erTnairi sixarbiT, erTnairi mouTmenlobiT ewafeba bunebis ZuZus, romelic erTxel kidev ivseba Sens Tvalwin bavSvobis rZiT, yrmobis TafliT, siWabukis RviniTa da siberis SxamiT. Sen ki dadixar, daexetebi mSobliur qalaqSi, rogorc minosis labirinTSi, da siyvarulis droSiT sikvdil-sicocxlis mijnis gadamlaxavs, pirvelad axla gwydeba guli yvelaferze, riTac aqamde cxovrobdi, magram adamianuri sibecis, uyuradRebobis gamo, ver amCnevdi... dadis, daborialobs aSmorebul talanebSi, damyayebul wumpeebSi. gaoflil saxeze mumli miglesvia, ablabudis nafleTebi ahkvria. gamwarebulia sulis mouSuSebeli WrilobiT, dauZlurebulia adamianis gesliT, sibneliT, gulgrilobiT... da, Tumca jiutad dums, mainc ukvirs, aravis rom ar esmis misi, aravin rom ar gamodis aivanze, aravin rom ar kiTxulobs - vin aris, ra emRerebao. adre moxetiale momRerlebs xurda fuls mainc uyridnen aivnidan. axla verc ki amCneven. erTnairadaa amoRamebuli saxlis sarkmelica da saxlis binadris gulic. Tumca ara, rogor Tu ver amCneven! Casafrebulni yofilan fardebs ukan, Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoebSic, da erTbaSad gamocvivdebian samalavebidan, xelebs zurgsukan gadautrialeben moxetiale momRerals da ZaliT gaaTreven qalaqis mTavar moedanze, romelic, sxvaTa Soris, iseve icvlis saxelebs, rogorc zogierTi qali, vTqvaT, xelTaTmanebs. visac ra uSovnia, imiT scems - zogi qamriT, zogi ketiT, zogi Tokisa Tu jaWvis naglejiT. is ki aqeT-iqiT awydeba, saxedasisxlianebuli, zurgze kandamskdari,

sacaa gonebas dakargavs, guli SeuRondeba, Tu ar daixCro iqamde, magram bedad, gacofebul, gapirutyvebul brbos iani gamoeyofa da SesZaxebs - gaCerdiT, ukeTes gasarTobs gamogiCenT axlaveo - Tan mucelze gamoberil perangs iCeCavs Sarvlidan da bertyavs. modis da modis molurjo-monacrisfro niaRvari moparuli, gadamaluli, miTvisebuli werilebisa, zvinad dgeba moedanze, rogorc TavTavi - kaloze. galewvaRa aklia, kevris gadatareba. ahaT, naxeT, ra sisuleleebs swerdnen erTmaneTs esa da misi Seyvarebulio - iyvirebs iani da xalxic yiJiniT mieseva werilebis zvins, gasalewad, kevris gadasatareblad. facifuciT xsnian, xeven, vin icis meramdened dawebebul konvertebs. xelidan glejen, xelSi afxrewen erTmaneTs, vin icis, ra sasoebiT, ra grZnobebiT dakecilsa da dabinavebul furclebs da naglejebs xmamaRla, sicil-xarxariT kiTxuloben, rasakvirvelia, uxamsi, uwmawuri komentarebis TanxlebiT. diaxac, magisTanebma mospes qveyana. magisnairebma. aqaoda, leqsis wera gvexerxebao, yvelafris uflebas aZleven Tavs. parizel kaxpebze amosdiT mze da mTvare. afsus, qarTvelo qalo! ara, ara, erTi aqeTac mousmineT. miyvarxar. ar damiviwyo. gkocni. sad kocni, genacvale? iqneb dagvizustoT. gazafxuli ki mSieri mgeliviT dasdevs mokvdavs fexdafex, cxovrebisgan isedac gamwarebuls, daRlils, gabezrebuls aTasi seniTa da gansacdeliT. aiZulebs erTxel kidev aCqardes, erTxel kidev gainZres, midges-modges, scados, gabedos, gaaRwios, gadarCes. SfoTavs dedamiwac - yvelaze diadi codvili - yvela codvilis deda. ufro metic - sakuTari qmris gamCeni da sakuTari Svilis coli. isev mosaloginebelia. erTxel kidev unda gaaCinos axali sicocxle, Zvelis memkvidre da memkvidris Camsaxavi. sxvanairad ar SeuZlia, esaa misi erTaderTi movaleoba, amiT adasturebs mxolod Tavis maradiul dedobasac da colobasac. sarkmlis minaze ki gamdnari oqros wveTiviT mococavs yvavilis wveniT mTvrali futkari. futkarSi RmerTis gamzrdeli Zalaa Cabudebuli. Tavad RmerTi ki, ugulebelyofili da daviwyebuli, usaxo brboSi Camdgara, rogorc sardafSi sanTeli, magram sardafidan ukve didi xnis win gautaniaT, Tuki rame iyo gasatani, gasanaTebeli, misakvlevi. xolo avelumis wignSi, avelumisgan gansxvavebiT, gmiri ukve gafrenaze fiqrobs, ukve xelovnur frTebs akowiwebs gamalebuli fiqris sinamdvileSi anxorcielebs imas, risi warmodgenac SeuZlebelia arsebul sinamdvileSi. male misi nafiqrali mTel kunZulze vrceldeba Savi WiriviT. maradiuli SiSisa da monobisgan dabeCavebuli xalxis sizmrebi axali, ucnauri, aSkarad saxifaTo CvenebebiT ivseba. am Cvenebebs uaxloesi adamianebic ki umalaven erTmaneTs, radgan yvela darwmunebulia, marto TviTonaa am dReSi, marto mas Sehyria es axali Wiri. da ai, erT mSvenier dRes, adamianis bneli wiaRidan adamianisave Tesls saaSkaraoze gamoaqvs misi diadi saidumlo: oTxmocdaaTqalaqiani kunZulis erT Cveulebriv ojaxSi frTiani bavSvi ibadeba. wlobiT nafiqri da naocnebari Teslis Tvisebad qceula, rac, TavisTavad cxadia, srulebiTac ar esiamovneba kretasnair saxelmwifos. SeSinebuli mSoblebi, rasakvirvelia, saswrafod aWrian Cvils vazis foTlis xela, vazis foToliviT daWmuWnul frTebs, magram frTebis gadanaWrebidan or nakadad amoxeTqilma sisxlma lamis walekos iqauroba (sxvaTa Soris, am epizodma imdenad didi STabeWdileba moaxdina fransuazaze, TviTonac frTiani bavSvi gaaCina sizmarSi. xolo cenzuram ormocdaTeqvsmeti wlis tragediis mxatvrul interpretaciad CauTvala es adgili avelums da arc mTlad usafuZvlod). frTiani bavSvis gaCenis Semdeg, rasakvirvelia, qalaqSi sagangebo wesebi cxaddeba. gzebi iketeba. ukve mologinebulsa Tu jer kidev mosaloginebel qalebs erTad uyrian Tavs. dilidan saRamomde iCxrikeba saxlebi da ezoebi, sxvenebi da sardafebi, boslebi da gomurebi, sadac ki SesaZlebelia adamianis damalva, da Tuki sadme Cvils anda fexmZime qals aRmoaCenen, mTel ojaxs xocaven dedawulianad. gvamebs ki "minosis TeatrSi" agzavnian. rac Seexeba minosis

Teatrs, Cveulebrivi Teatria isic, gasarTobi, saseiro, oRond, msaxiobebis movaleobas iq sagangebod dageSili Rorebi asruleben. Tanac bevri araferi evalebaT: "scenaze" sxvadasxva adgilas winaswar Camarxuli gvamis nawilebi unda amoCiCqnon dingebiT. Rorebs, ra Tqma unda, araferi rCebaT miukvleveli, Tumca Tavidan arc "msaxiobebma" da arc mayureblebma ar ician, sad ra aris Camarxuli, ra TanmimdevrobiT amoiyreba miwidan adamianis sxeulis nawilebi. aris erTi bWoba da kamaTi, ideba sanaZleoebi, vidre minosi da misi amala savarZlebSi mokalaTdebodes da Teatrisa da Rorebis sadgomis gamyofi kedeli gruxun-RrWialiT wavidodes maRla. sadgomis aSmorebuli wyvdiadidan TvalebCasisxlianebuli, jagaraSlili, SimSilisgan aWyvirebuli Rorebi gamodian scenaze da jer erTmaneTs kbenen, anda Teatris msaxurebs etanebian sakbenad, rac aranakleb amxiarulebs mayurebels, romelic taSiTa da stveniT egebeba Rorebis gamoCenas. xolo roca Roris dingiT amotrialebul miwas adamianis sxeulis romelime nawilic amohyveba xolme, iarusebi yuriswamRebad Rrialeben, iginebian, arwyeven da isev Rrialeben, isev iginebian da isev arwyeven, vidre SimSilisgan gagiJebuli Rorebi erTmaneTs piridan glejen adamianis Tavfexsa Tu gul-RviZls. magram es TavisTavad uzneo da amazrzeni sanaxaoba, kidev ufro uzneo da amazrzeni xdeba ukve sizmrad gardaqmnili. Zilic wamebad gadaqcevia xalxs. gminviTa da oxvriT Tendeba usaSvelod gawelili Rameebi. sizmridan, vin icis, meramdenad gamoqceulni, Zlivs iTqvamen suls, sakuTari gulebis gamalebul feTqvas miyuradebulni. magram ramdenjerac ar unda moicvalon sawolSi gverdi, rogorc ar unda gauZaliandnen, sanaxevrod mainc iq arian, sizmarSi, da sisxliT gazinTuli kalaTidan xan viRacis xeli waetanebaT moulodnelad, xan viRacis gayinuli Tvali moaSterdebaT jiutad. SiSisagan wamxdari kacebi uars amboben Svilebze. aTasnair sisaZagles, mruSobasa da Ralats swameben fexmZime colebs, raTa rogorme aicilon Tavidan frTosani adamianis mamoba da, aqedan gamomdinare, am saqmeSi TanamonawileobisaTvis dadgenili sasjelic. magram gaCenamde SeZulebuli Svilebi, cxadia, mainc ibadebian da ibadebian pirvel rigSi mSoblebis risxvad, mSoblebis msajulebad, gulRrZo SurismaZieblebad am windauxedavi, briyvuli nabijisaTvis. xolo SemaZrwunebeli, gamryvneli, damaglaxakavebeli SiSiTa da molodiniT gulgayinuli mSoblebi daudevrad, tlanqad atrialeben xelSi jer kidev saSos dorbliT moTxvril arsebebs, romlebmac unda gadawyviton maTi yofna-aryofnis sakiTxi - Tuki Cvils safrTe kvirtebi, an raime saeWvo meWeWi da xali etyoba zurgze, gaTavebulia maTi ambavi, veraferi veRar uSveliT. amitomac matulobs dRiTi-dRe mkvlelobis, TviTmkvlelobisa da, rac kidev ufro samwuxaroa, ZaliT dayvervis SemTxvevebi. gamwarebuli, gamxecebuli coli mZinare qmars sawolze abams da miuxedavad Tavganwiruli winaaRmdegobisa, xvewna-mudarisa, basri daniT - romelsac didxans lesavda qmris zurgs ukan - ganzraxuliT aRgznebuli da gakerpebuli, Tvalis daxamxamebaSi aclis saTesle jirkvlebs. mokled, xalxs cxovrebisa eSinia, sicocxle ejavreba. dRes generaluri gaficvaa da, madloba RmerTs, cota dawynarda qalaqi. eleqtronic gamorTulia - daisvena Tvalmac da yurmac - gareT ki wvims. Zlivs gavige wvimis xma. aRar maxsovda. deda da debi stumrad arian. mama afrikaSia, peplebis koleqcias agrovebs. erTi Cemi megobari ki sakmaod seriozulad SeiSala, saavadmyofoSi moaTavses, ver abamen Turme. paranoia daudgines. aCemebuli aqvs, viRac miTvalTvalebs ganuwyvetlivo. eZebeT qali. es is megobaria, sabWoeTSi rom gamoeqca, raTa avelums Cavardnoda klanWebSi. ki ar SeiSala, sabolood darwmunda, marTla rom dakarga fransuaza da pirvelad axla gaigo siyvarulis WeSmariti Zala, rogorc erT simReraSi amboben, axla gaigo ra yofila siyvaruli, romelic Tanamedrove ganmanaTleblebs ukve erTxel da samudamod damarcxebuli, moSorebuli seni egonaT, ciebasaviT, WleqiviT, magram nuras

ukacravad! siyvaruli ar SeiZleba Tavisufali iyos Tanamedrove, civilizebuli samyaros gagebiT, radgan siyvaruli Tavisuflebisken swrafvaa da amdenad maradiuli movlenacaa, raki adamiani Tavisuflebas samoTxeSi tovebs, anu, gaCenamde, gnebavT, gaCenisTanave kargavs da mTeli misi danarCeni cxovreba (miwieri arseboba) samudamod, uimedod dakarguli Tavisuflebis Semawuxebeli SegrZnebaa mxolod. SeiZleba, amitomac umalaven keTilmosurneni dRevandel axalgazrdobas siyvaruls, anu, uklaven swrafvas Tavisuflebisken, romlis micemac ar SeuZliaT im ubralo, magram uaRresad tragikuli mizezis gamo, saerTod rom ar arsebobs bunebaSi, anda arsebobs mxolod Cveni Tvalsawieris, CvenTvis metnaklebad misawvdomi, Cvengan metnaklebad aRqmuli samyaros sazRvrebs miRma, rac isev siyvarulis meSveobiT dasturdeba aqamde, Cven ki am erTaderTi damadastureblis ugulebelyofiT, gaufasurebiT vcdilobT SevqmnaT Tundac uaRresad momxiblavi, srulyofili modeli ararsebulisa, romelsac samoTxiseuli cdunebis sitkboc eqneba da jojoxeTuri sasjelis simwarec. da ai, gaZevebuli siyvarulis danatovar sicarieles seqsualuri sanaxaobani, seqsualuri maRaziebi avseben beatriCes, lauras, emmas samSobloSi, rasakvirvelia, dRevandel beatriCeTa, lauraTa da emmaTa sakeTildReod (sinamdvileSi - sazianod, radgan bevrad sjobs, aRiaro siyvaruli da Segnebulad, Seni nebiT mokvde, vTqvaT, romeosaviT, vidre Tavis droze zurgi Seaqcio, arafrad Caagdo, mere ki giJis xalaTi gadagacvan, rogorc fransuazas bavSvobis megobrisaTvis gadaucmeviaT amwinebze), magram siyvarulis yavlgasuli, daobebuli, aTasi jadoqris Selocvili, aTasi eqimbaSis namkurnalevi, aTasi mkiTxavis gauvnebelyofili tanjvani mainc sakuTari xorcisa da sakuTari sulis ukeTesi nawilis aRmoCenaSi Sveloda adamians, uZilo, uimedo, uRono, uboloo RameebiT gaspetakebulsa da gakaJebuls, roca swored ukeTesis, uwmindesis, uspetakesis winaaRmdegaa mimarTuli, Tavisi arsiTa da bunebiT, seqsualuri sanaxaobebic (rac unda maRal doneze, teqnikis ukanaskneli sityvisa da umdidresi rekvizitis moSveliebiT iyos warmodgenili) da feSenebeluri seqsualuri maRaziebic (rac unda farTo asortimenti gamofinon iq). Sexe, miSel, ra simpaTiuri CaCia penisisTvis. magram orests, me mgoni, didi mouva. ra ici? mainc hkiTxe zoma. Tvali xarbia. siyvaruli ki, yvela kvarcxlbekidan Camogdebuli, yvela taZridan gamodevnili, Serisxuli, Seginebuli, adamianuri uzneobis lafSi amogangluli, samarcxvino sisusted, sulel winaparTa gulubryvilo TamaSad, asakobriv midrekilebad, Cveulebriv xelmruSobad monaTluli - usabuTod, unebarTvod daexeteba msoflios did Saragzebze, kontinentTa damakavSirebel sazRvao Tu sahaero magistralebze, radgan advilze advili SesaZlebelia, erTsa da imave sofelSi, erTsa da imave dabaSi, erTsa da imave qalaqSi, erTsa da imave qveyanaSi, bolos da bolos, erTsa da imave kontinentze, ar aRmoCndes ori sapirispiro sqesis Tundac TiTo warmomadgeneli, erTdroulad, erTnairad rom igrZnos misi Zala da ara marto igrZnos, ar SeeSindes, ar moeridos aRiarebisa, anu, ar gaaRizianos sakuTarma sisustem, sulierma CamorCenilobam, gonebrivma naklovanebam da daufaravad, garkveviT, gasagonad Tqvas - miyvarso - rogorc nebismieri normaluri bavSvi eubneba dedas, ai, aq mtkiva raRacao. siyvaruli grZnobaTa gavarvarebuli jaWvia, romelsac Seni nebiT ixvev kiserze, radgan aRar SegiZlia uimjaWvod gaZleba da, zed tuCebmimwvari, isev xarbad kocni imis wiTlad gaRvivebul rgolebs, ufro da ufro eflobi mis mouxeSav, moJRarune simZimeSi da ki ar grcxvenia, geamayeba damwvar-dawylulebuli xorcis gamoCena - ginda, yvelas ecodebode, yvela giTanagrZnobdes, kacic da RmerTic, TiTqos imaTi xaTriT, imaT magivrad itan am araadamianur tanjva-wvalebas, Tumca, TviTon ar ici wesierad, ra gWirs, ratom xar am dReSi, radgan Senive grZnobebis jaWvi xan sicil-tiriliT gexveva da geCurCuleba - ar mimatovoo - xan ki marTlac liTonis ugrZnoblobiT, liTonis

siciviTa da simZimiT gawevs gulze. Zalian, Zalian momwons. gkocni. momwere. miyvarxar. diax, uyvars fransuazas da arc malavs. misi sakiTxi gadawyvetilia. is ukve Cveulebrivi meamboxea - sakuTar drosa da garemos ujanydeba, anu, bednieria tanjviT, moxiblulia tkiviliT da kmayofilia arafriTac. misi cxovrebis wesi uimisodaa dadgenili caSi da is mxolod am wesis gamtarebelia miwaze - Sromobs, raTa TviTmfrinavis bileTis fuli Seagrovos rogorme; nebismier survilsa da moTxovnilebas iklavs, raTa erTaderTi ausruldes erTxel kidev, Tundac, erTxelac, ukanasknelad. arafris ar rcxvenia, arafris ar eSinia, radgan yvelafrisTvis mzadaa winaswar. Segnebulad dgas am gzaze, anu, araviTar winaaRmdegobas ar uwevs grZnobas, romelic brmad, moulodnelad, SemTxveviT daeufla da romelmac Tvali ki auxila, magram SesamCnevi aRaraferi dautova garSemo, ynosva ki gaumZafra, magram surneleba daukarga yvelafers, smena ki gauxsna, magram mzeze SemCneuli udidesi afeTqebebis msgavsad, misTvis mainc Cumad, mainc uxmod xdeba mosaxdeni. unda Cavabaro gidebisTvis aucilebeli kidev erTi gamocda, Torem muSaobas amikrZalaven. esRa maklda! deda da debi samxreTSi wavidnen. mamac iq Cava afrikidan, Tavis peplebianad. parizSi marto meRa vrCebi, raTa vimuSao. bevri Cemi nacnobi msaxurobs moskovSi. erTi Cemi dobilis mama amJamad TbilisSia. yvelasi mSurs, magram SuriT ras gaawyob. albaT zafxulSi ver Camoval. ar dagaviwydes rac dampirdi! ras dahpirda netav?! Tumca, imedi unda viqonioT, ar daaviwydeboda, Seusrulebda danapirebs. kargia rom cotas svam. rogor ara! mec im wuTas davijere! rogorc Tevzi ver gadaeCveva curvas... ai, me ki namdvilad bevri mZinavs da Cemze rom iyos damokidebuli, saerTod aRar gaviRviZebdi. ukve daleuli aqvs jadosnuri yvavilebis naxarSi, julietas wamali, da sasiamovnod ewvis, eglijeba gulmuceli. verafriT veRar amoabrunebs ukan, sul ase sasiamovnod unda itanjos da elodos bednier aRsasruls. Zalian daviRale. rasakvirvelia, gagineb. magram miyvarxar. ufro sworad, gagineb, radgan miyvarxar. mSvenivrad gagigia yvelaferi. ase rom, Zalian kargad moiqcevi ufro xSirad Tu momwer. didi xania, araferi ismis Sengan. depeSisTvis gmadlobT. parizSi ar viyavi da dedaCemi damfrTxala, vai Tu Camodiso. magram, samwuxarod, tyuili gangaSi aRmoCnda esec. mainc ver auRes alRo sabWoTa imperias; TiTqos yvelaferi esmiT, magram mainc araferi ician. veranairad ver daujerebiaT, marTla rom SeiZleba ise icxovros vinmem, rogorc orasi milioni sabWoeli cxovrobs. mTeli Tve vimuSave Seusvenebliv. fuli ki ver viSove. axla unda vimecadino, Torem verafers ver movaswreb. rasakvirvelia, viyavi firosmanis gamofenaze. gana amas kiTxva unda? SeiZleba meCveneba, magram mgoni saerTod dagaviwydi. Zalian gTxov, naklebi svi Cemi sadRegrZelo da meti momwere xolme. aRar mimatovo ase didxans uyuradRebod. Zalian Znelia. rogorc iqna, parizSi dacxa, bolos da bolos. zafxulSi ver Camoval. SeiZleba SenTan darekva? TbilisSi iqnebi? me albaT mSoblebs CavakiTxav kunZulze. imaTi megobari wamiyvans manqaniT. Senc icnob. sxvaTaSoris, mec vicnob. moskovSi gavicani. mgoni "praRaSi" viyaviT erTad. sadilobisas, gaqaTqaTebuli perangis sayelodan didi, wiTeli tarakani gamouZvra. verc TviTon SeamCnia da arc Cven SevimCnieT, rom SevamCnieT. tarakanmac uazrod itriala aqeT-iqiT, rogorc gzaabneulma tankma TovliT gadaTeTrebul mindorze da raki mters ver miagno, isev perangSi gauCinarda. cotas morCa, saxeSi SevarwyieT sapatio stumars. arada, SeiZleba, gawvrTnilic hyavda is tarakani. frangebisagan araferi gagikvirdeT. Tuki SeuZliaT virTxa iyolion Sin, asvan da aWamon, uxveton da uwmindon, viTom ra dauSliT, tarakani gawvrTnan, SeiCvion da Tan ataron, sadac wavlen, samsaxurSi Tu stumrad. Seni telefoni, ra Tqma unda, maqvs. ar damikargavs nu Relav, magram ratomRac erTi cifri aklia. ese igi ar gqonia da egaa. erTi cifri wyvets yvelafers. rogorc saaTs aRar ZaluZs aRnusxos Cveni kuTvnili dro (arc naparevi), Tuki romelime

isari aklia, iseve ar ZaluZs vinmesTan dakavSireba telefonis cifrnaklul nomers. rac Seexeba Cems Camosvlas, jer verafers vityvi. mTavari ki es aris! amis saTqmeladaa saerTod es werilica da werilebis mTeli cikli dawerili. Seyvarebulebi bevrs laparakoben wvrilmanebze, mTavari rom ar Tqvan. am TvalsazrisiT, yvelaze crumorwmuneebi arian isini. Rrmad sjeraT, aucileblad daiTarsebian, aucileblad sawinaaRmdegod ausruldebaT ocnebaca da natvrac, Tuki droze adre wamoscdebaT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, bolomde mainc ar ityvian, ras eltvian, ras natruloben dRe da Ram. fransuazac yvelanairad malavs sanukvar mizans da TiTqos imas ganicdis, xandaxan isev mSoblebis kmayofaze rom uwevs cxovreba. "ukapikod var, mSoblebi minaxaveno" ebodiSeba avelums. aba, vin unda inaxavdneno - albaT ikiTxav Sen, moclilo mkiTxvelo!, magram am Tavisufal samyaroSi sxvanairad fiqroben. Tavisufleba Tu ginda, keTili inebe da Tavic TviTon Seinaxe. Cems purs Tu SeWam, Cems Wkuazec unda iaro. ase ki ar ivargebs CvenTvis, monebisTvis, radgan fransuazam mSoblebis Wkuaze Tu iara, moskovisken arc gamoixedavs. fransuazas ki sul moskovisken gaurbis Tvali, sul moskovisken miuwevs guli da kvlavindeburad Sromobs, kvlavindeburad zels saagure Tixas, Tavi rom mouyaros rogorme samgzavro fuls. kvlavindeburad dahqris turistuli avtobusiT Tavis mSvenier, Tvaluwvdenel samSobloSi da ukve meqanikurad, alalbedze imeorebs aTasjer naTqvams, ganicdis aTasjer gancdilsa da aRiqvams aTasjer aRqmuls. oci wlis Semdeg, roca bolos da bolos, avelumTan erTad mouwevs, vTqvaT, Sartris taZris sanaxavad wasvla, gulwrfelad aRiarebs, danaxvac aRar SemiZlia aqaurobiso. oci wlis mere ukve gaufasurebuli, gawbilebuli, Zaladakarguli iqneba yvela survili, yvela ocneba, yvela mizani, magram jer yvelaferi pirvelyofili ZaliT feTqavs, ar egueba drosa da sivrces, Tavganwirulad ibrZvis kuTvnilisTvis da darwmunebulicaa, aucileblad miaRwevs sawadels. maRviZaras amazrzeni, yinulovani xmiT dafeTebuli fransuaza isev uTenia dgeba simartovis sawolidan, isev sanaxevrod mZinare svams cxel yavas, Zils rom moerios rogorme, da isev Tavqudmoglejili garbis romeliRac Zveli qalaqis, cixesimagris, monastrisa Tu eklesiis sanaxavad, sabWoTa turistebis axal jgufTan erTad, romlebic "mZinare mzeTunaxavs" eZaxian, sabWourad emliqvnelebian, elaqucebian, earSiyebian, anda sulac monuri eSmakobiT alaparakeben, abriyveben, vidre sabolood gamoerkveodes Zilidan, da isic, gidis skamze sacodavad Camomjdari, qaris Camogdebul CitiviT iTqvams suls, gonze modis, ubrundeba sinamdviles, cxovrebas, da kozetas umcrosi dis sijiutiT ikrebs Zalas ufro didi, ufro Soreuli mgzavrobisTvis. moikrebs kidec da ara erTxel da orjer. bevrjer. ramdenjerac SesaZlebeli iqneba sabWoeTSi Camosvla. SemTxvevas ar gauSvebs xelidan. SegiZliaT, sityvaze mendoT, rogorc am ambebis uSualo mowmesa da monawiles. male fransuaza ise daamaxsovrebs Tavs sabWoTa sabaJos gansakuTrebulad fxizel moxeleebs, imis yurebiani qudisa da ukve sakmaod gaqeqili qurqis danaxvaze, tuCebs moupruwaven erTmaneTs - ver uyurebT, kidev Camofrenilao. male mTel satusaRos, dedamiwis erTmeeqvsedze, ZaRlsa da mamaZaRls ecodineba misi "didi siyvarulis" Sesaxeb. yvelas daainteresebs es axali, Tu kargad, safuZvlianad daviwyebuli saocreba. Seexeba Tu ar Seexeba, yvela Tavs valdebulad CaTvlis, sakuTari, gansxvavebuli mosazreba hqondes am siyvarulis Taobaze. zogi gaikvirvebs, zogi gabrazdeba, zogi daemalebaT, zogi - piriqiT, Tavad SesTavazebs Tanadgomas, Tanamzraxvelobas - zogi uangarod, zogi angarebiT, zogic, mxolod da mxolod, Tavisi uferuli, uintereso cxovrebis odnav mainc gasaxaliseblad, Tundac, seriozuli, politikuri usiamovnebis wil (magaliTad, ianis qaritebi). magram Tavad fransuazas ar ecodineba, ramdenad sworia misi saqcieli, ar ecodineba, ras avaldebulebs, ras moiTxovs misgan saerTod siyvaruli - sul sxvisi

satusaRos karTan atuzvas, sul sxvis satusaRoSi SeRwevas, nebismieri gziT, Tu droulad gamotanas im satusaRodan, risi gamotanac kidev SeiZleba - TvalebiT, smeniT, maxsovrobiT, guliT... saSoTi - da sakuTar satusaRoSi, anu, sakuTari ubedurebis zRvis fskerze sakuTari nerwyviTa da cremliT Sekowiwebul niJaraSi dabinavebas dasakargad, dasaRupad, dasaviwyeblad ganwiruli "ganZisa", samudamod, saimedod, raTa yovelTvis xelT hqondes da niJaris mSvidad mogugune, vardisfrad dabindul wiaRSi SeyuJuls, gadatanilis gaxsenebac SeeZlos da gadataniliT Tavis mowonebac sakuTari Tavis winaSe, Tuki marTla esaa mxolod WeSmariti siyvarulis safasuri - amayi simartove samarcxvino sicarielisgan gansxvavebiT, romelsac naadrevad ugulebelyofili, angarebiT daTrgunuli siyvaruli tovebs da romlis amovseba arc kanonier qmars SeuZlia, arc kanonier Svils. piriqiT, nebismieri urTierToba maTTan isev da isev axal ufskrulebs avlens am sicarieleSi. magram ar yofila SemTxveva, vinmes Tavidanve amayi simartove emjobinebinos da ar ecados mainc samarcxvino sicarielis mopoveba, anu, dakanoneba ukanonobisa. fransuazac, jerjerobiT, Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad, brmad Tu gamiznulad, samarcxvino sicarielis mopovebas cdilobs, roca erTnairi mRelvarebiT miiswrafvis sabWoeTis nebismier qalaqisken (garda Tbilisisa), sadac bedi gadaisvris, ufro sworad ki, sadac parizidan gaayoleben gidad romelime turistul jgufs, radgan Rrmadaa darwmunebuli, eWvic ar epareba, aucileblad dauxvdeba iq misi avelumi, fuZemdebeli da warmmarTveli, mizezi da mizani misi Tavganwiruli suliskveTebisa, da daiwyeba kidev erTi momTabare cxovreba, CanTebiTa da CemodnebiT xetiali ucxo qalaqis ucxo quCebSi, ubnidan ubanSi, binidan binaSi, radgan ianis qaritebis msgavsad, yvela rodi moixibleba maTi romantikuli siyvaruliT, bevrs daafrTxobs fransuazas ucxoeloba, sabWoelisa da ucxoelis ukanono urTierToba, miT ufro, maT WerqveS, maTi xelSewyobiTa da TandaswrebiT. bevri, piriqiT, iqiT SeaSinebs maT, isargeblebs bednieri SemTxveviT da xan ras gamosZalavT, xan ras, patar-patara yoveldRiuri provokaciebiT - ara, ra Cemi saqmea, vis emalebiT, an ratom imalebiT saerTod. RmerTma xeli mogimarToT. gamigeT? magram mec xom unda mqondes lukma momzadebuli, im SobelZaRl saxlmmarTvels rom CavCaro pirSi saswrafod, roca mova da metyvis, aba, erTi pasportebi gamomitane, vin arian, saidan arian Seni mdgmurebio. gamigeT? - gagigeT da egre! fransuaza lamis mTel garderobs datovebs martoxela pensioneri dedabrebis erTnairad gamoyruebul binebSi. zog rames Tavad gaaCuqebs, zogs moparaven, zogi ki daaviwydeba, darCeba ganSorebis faca-fucSi. magaliTad, gasarecxad taStSi Cambali sacvali, anda, gasaSrobad radiatorze gadafenili kolgotkebi (erTma keTilma diasaxlisma fransuazas kolgotkebi TbilisSi gadaugzavna avelums Tavisi keTilsindisierebis dasamtkiceblad da Tan patara axsna-ganmartebiTi baraTic moayola, yovel SemTxvevisaTvis, vinicobaa avelumi Sin ar iyos da mis meuRles Cauvardes xelSio - gigzavniT Tqveni parezili megobris... xom iciT, ra rTulia aqedan ucxoeTSi... iqneb Tqveni meSveobiT da aucileblad, roca moskovSi iqnebiT...) - isini ki mainc erTmaneTs daeZeben cxadSic da ZilSic. cdiloben miimxron, moisyidon nebismieri vigindara, visac maTi dasmena SeuZlia, ZaluZs Tundac umniSvnelo ziani miayenos maT "simSvides", maT "bednierebas", vTqvaT, sastumrodan gamoasaxlebinos isini, restoranSi ar SeaSvebinos, milicia miugzavnos daqiravebul binaze da sxva aTasi simdable da sisaZagle Caidinos Tavisi marad gauxareli, marad daCagruli, marad Rataki sulis saameblad. isini ki jiutad micuraven dinebis sawinaaRmdegod, isev axal gzebs eZeben Sesaxvedrad, meTvalyureTa, damsmenTa, SurianTa gasacureblad da kidev erTi, Tundac wamieri "samoTxis" Sesaqmnelad jojoxeTis kuTvnil teritoriaze. telefonze saubrisas mxolod gamogonili saxelebiT mimarTaven erTmaneTs;

xalxSi Tu arian, sityva ar dascdebaT ubatonod da ubodiSod, magram rogorc ki marto daiguleben Tavs oTx kedels Soris, kvlav umizezod, sxvebze gabrazebulni uRrenen, ebrZvian, glejen, Wamen da eWmevinebian erTmaneTs. yvelaferze eWvianoben, yvelaferi awuxebT, yvelafris eSiniaT. erTsa da imaves, an erTnairad sazarel sizmrebs xedaven da moyolisac rcxveniaT, imdenad damcirebulni, uufleboni, umweoni gamoiyurebian sakuTar sizmrebSi. avelumi xom sul braldebulia viTom, sul sasamarTloSi zis, braldebulis skamze, da sul saboloo sityvis uflebas moiTxovs uSedegod, Tumca, arc icis ra unda Tqvas, Tuki daTanxmdebian, Tuki sityvas miscemen. srulebiTac ar aris mzad saamisod da es uaresad tanjavs, awamebs, agangaSebs, aTvalTmaqcebs kidec. viTom ar icis, sad aris, sad cxovrobs, ras abraleben da ras moiTxoven misgan. "ar vicio" - ambobs xmaaTrTolebuli. "xviSti" - icinis mosamarTle. Tan damuwukebul cxvirs iTvalierebs jibis sarkeSi. RimilSekavebuli prokurori qaRaldebSi iqeqeba. darbazi Cveulebisamebr carielia. "ar vici - ufro mtkiced imeorebs avelumi - magram im qveyanaSi, sadac pirveli poetica da rigiTi saldafonic erTnairad azrovnebs, Tavisufleba arqiteqturuli zedmetobaa mxolod da isic garedan mayureblisTvisaa gankuTvnili..." "xviSti" - awyvetinebs mosamarTle. "xviSti, pativcemulo, xviSti", - kvers ukravs prokuroric da gamalebuli agrovebs magidaze gaSlil qaRaldebs. "ai, ras vfiqrob xolme Tqvens zurgs ukan - Semwynareblurad iRimeba avelumi, Rrmad darwmunebuli sakuTar simarTleSi da, imave wams, ukve Cveulebrivad aRelvebuli agrZelebs aba, Tqven TviTon gansajeT, risi imedi unda hqondes saerTod kacs, roca dampyrobeli qveynis poeturi genia dapyrobil qveyanaSi, ucxo mdinaris piras mxarTeZoze wamowolili, mSobliur karvebs Soris mofusfuse, welszemoT titveli jariskacebis Semyure, mindvris yvavilis wveniT dalaqul dRiurSi Cawers: aRsrulda, bednieri varo"..., "sad weria eg ambebi?" - sarkes ekiTxeba mosamarTle. "sad weria da "eliniur miTebSi" - pasuxobs SublSekruli prokurori. avelums ki eRviZeba, daTrgunulsa da galaxuls, iseTi grZnoba aqvs, TiTqos kaci Semokvdomodes. ki ar Semokvdomodes, Segnebulad moeklas, winaswari ganzraxviT, oRond, ar icis vin aris, ra hqvia, rogor gamoiyureba da saerTod ra esaqmeba masTan, ratom unda moekla maincdamainc mas. kidev uaresi ar unda danaSaulis aRiareba, ar unda am mkvlelobis gamomJRavneba, miT ufro dasizmrebuli, molandebuli, gauTavebeli sasamarTlos winaSe. ki ar eSinia, rcxvenia. TiTqos ki ar dasjian, dascineben. magram ar icis, gvams ra mouxerxos, rodemde damalos, rodemde aTrios Tan qalaqidan qalaqSi, sastumrodan sastumroSi, restornidan restoranSi... gvami ki dRiTidRe izrdeba, devis gvami gegonebaT. avelumi ki ar daaTrevs gvams, gvami daaTrevs avelums. im gvamSi cxovrobs TiTqos. imitom rom, aCrdilic ar aris mamisa. mamamisma aWaruli bebuTi waarTva students, roca is, studenti, sadarbazoSi Causafrda mosaklavad. bebuTi waarTva da wigni miaCeCa xelSi sanacvlod. bebuTi ki Sin wamoiRo da sawer magidaze daido qaRaldis saWrelad. mere, Cxrekis dros, is bebuTic daikarga. vin icis, mamxilebel sabuTad wauyenes mamamiss naucbaTev sasamarTloze. is ki Cveulebrivi, rigiTi msxverplia mxolod, aTasTa da aTasTa msgavsad. adamianis dasaTrgunad, minotavrze aranakleb Semzaravi "iaraRia" umweobisa da ganwirulobis is SegrZneba, yvela gadarCenils rom eufleba uneburad. ase rom, saboloo jamSi, "arCeulnic" da "anarCevnic", yvelani mainc erTnairad dawanwaleben labirinTis bnelsa da nestian talanebSi, yvelani erTnairad Wyleten fexiT minotavris nexvs, vidre Tavad minotavrs ar gadaawydebian da imis cxoveluri vnebiT gaupatiurebulni, imis binZuri, sisxlmimpali rqebiT gamofatrulni, sakuTar nawlavebSi gaxlarTulni, suls ar daleven, zogni namdvilad da erTxel, zogni ki - warmodgenebSi da usasrulod. mainc ar mimatovo, gTxov. gana Cemi bralia, aseT qveyanaSi rom

daibade? im dRes damcines kidec, karg adgilas SegirCevia Senc sayvareli adamianio. yvelas ukvirs, ver warmoudgeniaT. me ki ZaRliviT erTguli var. ki magram, ratom? xom unda hqondes rame gamarTleba? Tumca, ara. nu mismen. me yvelaferze Tanaxma var, oRond aTasSi erTxel mainc gnaxo. me xom yvelaferi viRone, Sen rom Tavi adamianad gegrZno. vidre sindisi gtanjavs, adamiani xar. es
ar unda eqna swored. amiT kidev ufro magrad miaba miwaze. misi naCuqari Tavisufleba rkinis birTviviT hqonda avelums sulze gamobmuli, versad rom ver gaqceuliyo, qvis samtvrevze momuSave monasaviT, verc saqme ekeTebina da verc zedamxedvelis ketisTvis aeridebina Tavi. sulerTia, undoda Tu ar undoda fransuazas, bolos mainc ase gamovida. fransuazam is gaakeTa, rac bunebam daavala da ara gonebam. fransuazam avelums jaWvis rgolebi gaumravla mxolod, jaWvi daugrZela, ris gamoc kidev ufro damZimda is. ase rom, kidev ufro cota ram iyo axla damokidebuli avelumis nebaze da amaod askdeboda guls, roca jer kidev brmad morwmune fransuaza Soridan werda, yvelaferi ise iqneba, rogorc Sen gindao. ar vici, ubralod, asedac vfiqrob. imitom rom... imitom rom, saSinelebaa, roca CemTan ar xar. saSinelebaa, Seni Ralati rom ar SemiZlia. ici, ras vnatrob? netavi, sul mowyenili iyos meTqi, usasrulod. aba, Tu mixvdebi ratom? ar gaxsovs? ra Tqma unda, ar gexsomeba. erTxel miTxari, roca mowyenili var, ufro miyvarxaro. ara, sxvanairad Tqvi: mowyenilobis Jams marto Sen miyvarxar, karg gunebaze ki yvela miyvarso. da mainc xandaxan mgonia, mwerlobisTvis gWirdeba es yvelaferi: Sexvedrac, ganSorebac, molodinic, tanjvac, SiSic, mRelvarebac... ginda dedalusad warmoidgen Tavs, ginda... me ki mxolod uneblie monawile var am diadi xilvebisa. sxva araferi. xom SeiZleboda, ar Camovyolodi sesils TbilisSi! magram, meore sakiTxia, marTla dawer Tu ara rames. SesZleb ki amis daweras? dagijereben? ara mgonia. iqneb borbals igoneb? amaze ar gifiqria? ufiqria, rogor ar ufiqria, amaze fiqrobda sul. magram fransuazam mTavari ar icoda jer: avelumis xvedri yoymani iyo da ara moqmedeba. ase rom, bevrad ajobebda, Tavadac efiqra, rogor gadaerCina Tavi, vidre jer kidev SeiZleboda gadarCena, vidre TviTonac mieCveoda ludSi gareuli portveinis wrupvas, labirinTelebis xaTriTa Tu SiSiT. avelumi ki Tavis jaWvs TviTonve mouvlida - an moiSorebda, an cocxlad SeeWmevineboda, radgan dabmul kacs siyvarulis ufleba ara aqvs, jer Tavi unda aiSvas, jer adamiani unda gaxdes - xelovnuri frTa unda Seakowiwos labirinTis aqoTebul wyvdiadSi, sakuTari sibinZuridan amovides rogorme da... daiRupos. dro ki gadis, daudevrad, daundoblad, da fransuazac amCnevs ukve, Tavis Tavs rom ar hgavs, ise rom ar cxovrobs, rogorc unda cxovrobdes wesiT, rogorc mis qveyanaSia miRebuli. warmogidgenia, ukve sami welia ase vcxovrob. ese igi arasworad, aranormalurad, siyvarulis ganrigiT. yvelaferi moswons. yvelaferi momwons. yvelaferze madlobelia. yvelafrisTvis didi madloba. ki magram, risTvis? aRar maxsovs, ra gavugzavneT, visi xeliT. albaT CurCxela da leRvis Ciri, anda, arayi da xizilala. sulac im quCebSi akrefili xmeli foToli, sadac avelumTan erTad uvlia. rac ar maxsovs, ar maxsovs. samagierod, finansuri mdgomareoba mZimea da ZilSic ukve rusulad vlaparakob. ase ambobs dedaCemi, Tumca rusuli ar icis da imisTvis yvela sabWoeli rusia. rac Seexeba Cems Camosvlas, jer araferi garkveula. vnaxoT, ra iqneba xval. ese igi, ukve garkveulia raRac-raRacebi, magram eSinia Tqmisa, daTarsvisa. raRas ar ambobs, is rom ar Tqvas, risi Tqmac yvelaze Zalian unda. vnaxoT, rodemde gauZlebs guli. Cems mezobels uzarmazari ZaRli hyavs, dogi. saxelad, ratomRac, "soiuzi" hqvia da amis gamo, me sulels, sul minda mivefero. rasakvirvelia, suleli var. patroni meubneba saSiSiao, me ki lamis pirSi CavuZvre. gamocdebs bolo moeRo. ukve namdvilad didi var. finansuri mdgomareoba TandaTan katastrofuli xdeba. vnaxe baqos baleti. miviRe Seni werili. fuls cotas

mixdian. Tumca, arc ise ioli samuSaoa, rogorc Soridan SeiZleba moeCvenos kacs. ki ar vseirnob, rogorc zogierTebs hgoniaT, viqancebi satalaxe cxeniviT. sxvaTa Soris, sakmaod saxifaTocaa. Cveni Sofrebi, fulis gulisTvis, ori-sami weli Seusveneblad muSaoben da ise iRlebian, saWeze eZinebaT xolme. im dResac daiRupa erTi Cveni Soferi. daeZina. kidev kargi, avtobusi carieli iyo. mosaxvevi ver SeniSna da mTeli siCqariT Seaskda saxls. gidis skami rom vnaxe, guli gadamiqanda, ise iyo dagrexili. xom SeiZleba me vmjdariyavi im skamze?! swored Cveni organizaciis avtobusi iyo da Sofersac kargad vicnobdi. da uceb Tqmisac meSinia, magram aRarc uTqmeloba SeiZleba. Tebervlis pirvel ricxvebSi Camovdivar. TvenaxevriT. gripi ukve mqonda, magram nerviulobisgan mgoni isev memarTeba. damemarTos. ara uSavs. gripi ver SemaCerebs. Tumca, wamosvlamde albaT mainc movrCebi. Zalian civi zamTari iyo. amjerad, ratomRac, Zalian
gauWirdaT SedarebiT wesieri, metnaklebad mSvidi TavSesafris monaxva. erTi mtkaveli Tavisufali adgili ar arsebobda samyarosxela qalaqSi. ianis erTi qarita, samwuxarod, ukve gardacvliliyo. meore loginad Caegdo siberes, mesame ki Tavad moeTavsebinaT upatrono moxucTa TaSesafarSi. ianTanac ver gaCerdebodnen Tvenaxevari. ubralod, ver daeteodnen, SuaSi Tu ar Caiwvendnen ians. arada, Tavidan TiTqos yvelaferi kargad aewyo - qalaqis centrSi, bezboJnize unda ecxovraT, Tanamedrove, komfortabelur, sagangebod inteligenciisTvis aSenebul saxlSi, magram bolo wams inteligenti, etyoba, dafrTxa da uari SemouTvalaT. ramdenime dRe isev ianTan gaCerdnen, iani ki talinSi gafrinda uxelfaso SvebulebiT, viTom saswrafo saqmeze. mere ianis nacnobis naTesavma, romelsac televizoris gamosatanad sWirdeboda Turme fuli, SeremetievoSi SeifaraT, agarakze, sadac avelumi da fransuaza mTeli dRe, ratomRac, TxilamurebiT daborialobdnen tyeSi (Txilamurebze dgoma arc erTma ar icoda wesierad), anda mTeli dRe kakbebs putavdnen, radgan iqaur sasursaTo maRaziaSi ZiriTadad arayi da bumbulianad gayinuli kakbebi iyideboda. mduRare wylisgan orives majebamde hqonda xelebi dafufquli. iqidan, ipodromTan, skakovaia aleaze aRmoCndnen, isev ianis wyalobiT. erTma kolegam Tavisi bina sulgrZelad dauTmo ians avelumisTvis - kolegam kolegas kolegisTvis - oRond, bina ki ara, oTaxi, oroTaxian saerTo binaSi, sadac mis (ese igi, kolegis) garda, moxuci col-qmari cxovrobda, eseninTan namegobrali da mwerlobis didi moyvaruli. fulze xom laparakic zedmeti iyo. eleqtrons rasac dawvaven, is gadaixadon, danarCenze ki - ap-ap-ap-o - uTqvams imas (kolegas) ianisTvis, rasac, wesiT, maSinve unda daeeWvebina avelumis gamocdilebis mqone kaci. imas ki gauxarda - gadavrCiT, erTxel kidev gadavrCiTo - Caixuta fransuaza. quCis saxelic ki moewona, imdenad Seesabameboda maT mousvenar, moxetiale, mojiriTe cxovrebas. rac mTavaria, moxuci, uwyinari mezoblebi, Tanac eseninis namegobralebi da mwerlobis moyvarulni, TavisTavad, friad mniSvnelovani faqtori iyo maTi momavali siamtkbilobisTvis. mokled, Tavidan yvelaferi zustad ise gamoiyureboda, rogorc moskovisken gamofrenili, TviTmfrinavSi natrulobda xolme TavisTvis. magram meore dResve, roca Zlivs damSvidebuli, dawynarebuli, bedis madlieri avelumi aRiRinebuli gamovida saabazanodan da sibrazisgan ybamoqceul egnates ki gadaawyda derefanSi, yvelaferi TavisTavad gairkva. egnate erqva kacs. Waobisferi, TiTqos aqafebuli Tvalebi avad ubzinavda, xolo mkacrad mokumuli, fSativiT fuye tuCebi erTianad gadaTeTreboda da avelums ise Seecoda uceb, xma ver amoiRo, verc hkiTxa, ra moxda, ra SegemTxvaTo. eWvic ar Sehparvia, marTlac raRac didi ubeduroba rom dastydomoda Tavze. samagierod, egnatem ar daayovna da maSinve ukmexad miaxala pirSi: ratom sargeblobT abazaniT daukiTxavado. avelumi gaSra, saxtad darCa. enaze mieyina ukve gamonaxuli, rasakvirvelia, egnatesTvis gankuTvnili, gasamxnevebeli, dasamSvidebeli sityvebi. yvelafers elodeboda,

amas ki ara. bolos da bolos, esenins rom Tavi davaneboT, abazanac, samzareulosa da sapirfareSos msgavsad, saziaro iyo da avelumsac iseve ekuTvnoda (Tundac droebiT), rogorc Tavad egnates. raki ukve aq cxovrobda (Tundac Cauwerlad), esec TavisTavad igulisxmeboda, esec Sedioda pirobaSi. "TavisTavad araferi ar arsebobs da arc igulisxmebao" - gaawyvetina egnatem da mkacrad gaafrTxila, dReis Semdeg, arc mas da arc mis meuRles (meuRlea Tu vinc aris), unebarTvod fexi aRar SeedgaT saabazanoSi da ara marto saabazanoSi. igulisxmeboda samzareuloca da, TavisTavad cxadia, sapirfareSoc. xolo, Tuki sadme Suqi darCebodaT anTebuli, an saabazanoSi, an samzareuloSi, an sapirfareSoSi, maSin... mokled, avelumi mkvdari Sevida kolegiaruli solidarobiT mopovebul oTaxSi. fransuaza ukve mxarzepirsaxocgadagdebuli elodeboda da "madloba RmerTso" - amoisunTqa SvebiT, ukve moSinaurebulma, ukve ayolilma ojaxuri cxovrebis ritms. magram avelumma pirze xeli aafara saswrafod, TiTqos gaupatiurebas upirebso, da CurCuliT, facafuciT, uTavbolod mouyva misi da egnates saubari. fransuazasac xom meti arc undoda imave wuTas oTaxSi SiSis Rrubeli Camowva, gaibera, gasivda da Tavisi lorwovani muclis qveS moiyola oriveni, rogorc kruxma - wiwilebi. cxovreba isev tanjvad iqca. dRisiT dalaparakebisa eSinodaT, RamiT - gafaCunebisa. sawoli ki maT jibrze WraWunobda. sanaxevrod mSivrebi iyvnen - verc sasadiloSi midiodnen, vaiTu kari aRar gagviRono, da verc gazis quris anTeba gaebedaT samzareuloSi, rame rom SeewvaT an moexarSaT. magram, erT mSvenier dRes, gacofebuli, Tvalebaqafebuli egnate macivridan rom gadmouxtaT (advili SesaZlebelia, ase moeCvena orives da msgavsic araferi momxdara sinamdvileSi), lamis saxeSi rom miayaraT wina dRiT nayidi, sqel, muyaosaviT qaRaldSi gaxveuli oriode naWeri Zexvi da zedamxedveliviT uyviraT, xom giTxariT, xom gagafrTxileT, tyuilubralod ar amuSaoT macivario, maSinve dahkres fexi da ukanmouxedavad gaeridnen iqaurobas. gareT yinavda. skakovaia aleaze civi qari qroda. Tumca, imave dros, mzec anaTebda, liTonis saganiviT, civad bzinavda nacrisfer caze. avelums fransuazas Cemodani mxarze hqonda gadebuli, sakuTari iRliaSi amoedo da meore xeliT CanTas moaTrevda. erTi CanTa fransuazasac mohqonda. quCa carieli iyo da isinic uneburad uCqarebdnen fexs, xandaxan garbodnen kidec. sibrazisgan lamis etiraT, magram siciliT ixocebodnen, rasakvirvelia, nerviuli, arajansaRi siciliT. "ara, mainc ras hgavda is ubedurio", - xrialebda gaoflili, gulamovardnili avelumi. "coli uaresiao - mxars ubamda fransuaza - derefanSi Cumad momepara da miCqmitao". sibrazisgan gulze gamskdrebi, siciliT kvdebodnen. Tan garbodnen, ganadgurebuli armiis jariskacebiviT, uceb daRlilebi, uceb gaoflilebi, ufro mRelvarebisgan, vidre tvirTis simZimisgan. mze iyo da yinavda. amindic maTi Sesaferisi idga. maTnairi. aranormaluri. garbodnen cariel quCaSi, CemodnebiT, CanTebiT datvirTulebi, binis qurdebiviT. sirbilSi erTmaneTs awydebodnen, kocnaobdnen da ecemodnen. mere ki, fexze Zlivs wamomdgrebi, isev garbodnen, TovlSi amoganglulebi. erT-erTi waqcevis dros, fransuazas Cemodani gaixsna da mTeli avladideba quCas moefina. isini ki TovlSi muxlebze idgnen, icinodnen (axla ukve simwrisgan) da TovlTan erTad tenidnen gombeSospirian CemodanSi maqmanian sacvlebsa Tu Salis qvedakabebs, jemprsa Tu yelsaxvevs... Tan icinodnen, icinodnen, gabrazebulni, gamwarebulni, Seuracxyofilni, gulmoklulni, kidev erTxel gamoZevebulni, kidev erTxel usaxlkarod darCenilni, gaToSilni, mSierni, daRlilni da usazRvrod, usaSvelod, umizezod bednierni. mere qseniam SeifaraT, martoxela pensionerma, zooparkis ukan, qarTvelebis Zvel namosaxlarze. sanam fransuaza samzareuloSi sadils da vaxSams amzadebda, is papiross abolebda, Sampanurs wrupavda da telefonze laparakobda gauTaveblad: gamarjoba nadia. dRes Tu

gcalia, Zalian minda Seni naxva. Cemi SviliSvili guSin bagaSi miabares. mec wavedi. davtoveT cixeSi. mainc Tavisi gaitana dedamisma. ra gatirebTo - meubneba - satirali ra ariso, Tqven xom ar iciT, ra damijda bavSvis aq mowyobao. CemTana aqvs saqme, me mejibreba, me migebs niSns - viTom, Tqven rom ar momexmareT, mec imitom avdeqi da imitom gamovamwyvdie bavSvi cixeSio. imaT undaT Tavisufleba, Tavis nebaze seirnoba, me ki ara. me imaTi bavSvebi unda vmwyemso. imaT ki, marjvniv da marcxniv... ise reJimi marTla kargi aqvT. kviraSi erTxel eqimTan gasaubrebaa. yvelafers getyvis, ra sWirs bavSvs, ra sWirdeba. kviraSi erTxel bavSvis naxvac SeiZleba. ki magram, me ratom ar gamafrTxiles, dRes Tu marxavdnen?! ar icoda Cemi telefoni? magas ra mniSvneloba aqvs, nu mokvdebi Torem, mere sulerTia, miwaSi Cagflaven Tu cecxlSi dagwvaven. xo, ratom girekav! Cemma mdgmurma... Cemma mdgmurma! nu mayvireb axla mTeli qalaqis gasagonad. xo, safrangeTidanaa. aba, Sen ra ggonia. Cven naklebs ar vRebulobT. mokled, magari jempri maCuqa. moxerisa. erTxel iqneba ganarecxi. ucxouria, ra Tqma unda. made in franse. iqneb gamiyido. me jampri sad unda Cavicva. Tu mogewoneba, Sen aiRe. rogorme movrigdebiT. ara, biWi qarTvelia. asulelebs albaT. colic hyavs da Svilic. sul imaTze laparakobs. ise, namdvilad gulkeTili biWia, yuradRebiani. CemTvis specialurad yidulobs Sampanurs. raki gyvarebiaT, kidec unda dalioTo. Cems rZals hgavs. isic sul imas kiTxulobs, ra miyvars da ra mesiamovneba. ise daumSvenda cxviri. sanam erTad vcxovrobdiT, Sen xom ici, wyali ar mouwodebia, wamali rom Cameylapa. imis magivrad, TviTon daelagebina saxli, ukan davdevdi cocxiTa da CvriT. qalma rom sisufTave ar icis, kapikia imis fasi. kaci rom viyo, im qalTan ar davwvebi arafriT. axla Svilic moiSora. meti Tavisufleba rom hqondes. ras mikeTebs netav?! ra Wirad unda Tavisufleba?! Cemi Svilic magan Caiyvana miwaSi. ver gauZlo. ver aitana... verc Tqva. yvelafers xedavda da verafers ver ambobda. ra sWirda jer sasikvdilo. magram amdens veRar gauZlo da gauskda kidec guli. gaanaTlos RmerTma, magram axi iyo imaze. mSvenieri colSvili miatova. gogoebi ise dazrdilan, Zlivs vicani. ukve meToTxmete welSi arian. Tavisuflad Sedian kinoSi. xom gaxsovs lena rogori uSno iyo pataraobisas, axla oliaze naklebi ar aris. verc ityvi, romeli jobia. orives biWi hyavs ukve. Seiks cekvaven. mokled, Tanamedrove gogoebi arian. imaTi mama ki miwaSi lpeba. krematoriums ver vitan, magram ra Tqma unda, moval. Tormetze, xom? ver vitan krematoriums. matareblis fexsadgils magonebs raRaciT. daaWer pedals fexs da kuboc wava qveviT, vin icis sad... TiTqos arc gicxovria, arc yofilxar. ori kilo movimate, gogo, am erT kviraSi. Tvalis CiniviT mifrTxildebian Cemi mdgmurebi. zogi Svili ar mogivlis ase. mTeli bazari moaqvs xolme im sulels. marTla poetia. Tavqariani. mecodeba. rad ginda-meTqi amdeni, veubnebi, magram vin gismens. sul imis rCevaSi arian, ra Wamon da ra dalion. ras aZleven mainc amdens leqsebSi?! iqneb Cvenc dagvewera. ise, namdvilad bevri Wirdeba - iqiT coli, aqeT sayvareli. Tanac ucxoeli. oi, rogor mtkiva guli, rom icode. ar damtovo beboo - Cumad miTxra, dedamiss rom ar gaego. Tan xels miWerda xelze. gamaxsendeba da Cems xels vkocni. damemduRra guli, magram ra ginda rom qna. rame Tu vTqvi, uaress izams dedamisi Cemi jibriT, Cems gasamwareblad. amitom, roca mtkiva, vicini xolme, roca vbrazob, Seiks vcekvav... iqneb erTi gamoiaro. Sampanurs dagalevineb. gaxsovs? tra-la-la, tra-la-la... eh, Cvenc gvqonda erTi dro...

da mainc, yvelafris miuxedavad, anda, swored yvelafridan gamomdinare, fransuaza mTeli ori wliT Camovida moskovSi, sacxovreblad da samuSaod, sinamdvileSi ki Tavisi faruli da sasicocxlo mniSvnelobis ganzraxvis aRsasruleblad - siyvarulis Teslis gasatanad aqedan, satusaRos jurRmulebSi Camyayebuli wyvdiadidan Tavisufal samyaroSi, raTa darCenili sicocxle axla mas, siyvarulis nayofs dasdgomoda msaxurad - arada, TiTqos aRarc unda gamoexeda aqeTken; ukanasknelad rom dabrunda moskovidan, arafris Tavi aRar hqonda, landi gasdioda, uwamlod veRar iZinebda, mTeli Rame koSmarebi stanjavda, arc muSaoba undoda, arc swavla, arc naTesavi, arc megobari - sahaero katastrofidan SemTxveviT gadarCenil mgzavrs hgavda, romelsac bedad sxeulis arc erTi organo ar dazianebia, magram mainc xangrZlivi fsiqologiuri mkurnaloba sWirdeba: simSvide, Zili, kargi kveba da kargi haeri misTvis sasiamovno garemoSi, raTa erTxel da samudamod ganTavisufldes gadarCenis safasurad SeZenili, sazareli, sulisSemxuTavi Cvenebebisgan, xmebisgan, SegrZnebebisgan da sabolood, axla ukve namdvilad, mTeli arsebiT dabrundes miwaze, sadac misi adgilia. fransuazac ase moiqca. moskovidan dabrunebulma, maSinve Tavis kunZuls miaSura, da male igrZno kidec samxreTuli bunebis cxovelmyofeli Zala. ase kargad didi xania ar vyofilvar. siwynarea, simSvidea. silamazea. egnate ar Cans, Tumca, xandaxan mainc mgonia, TiTqos Soridan miTvalTvalebs. marto Sen maklixar, Torem sruli gancxroma iqneboda. rogor xar? magra svam Tu magra muSaob? mainc ar metyvi simarTles. iseTi grZnoba maqvs, TiTqos romeliRac CaJamebuli jurRmulidan amovedi SemTxveviT. es grZnoba didxans gahyveba. ufro sworad, verasodes veRar moiSorebs, veRarc parizSi, veRarc kunZulze, versad, sadac ukve SvilTan erTad gaeqceva am Semawuxebel, damakninebel, gamabriyvebel SegrZnebas. magram amaod. araferi ar uSvelis, vidre isev jurRmulSi ar dabrundeba, radgan es jurRmulis avadmyofobaa da misgan gankurneba yovlad SeuZlebelia - Tu jurRmulSi xar, iqidan gaqcevas cdilob sul, Tu gaiqcevi da, ukan mobrunebis survili gtanjavs. am avadmyofobas imperiis mesveurebi "sabWoTa patriotizmsac" eZaxian cinikurad da, marTlac, visac erTxel Cauylapavs sabWouri haeri, sxvagan veRar gaCerdeba didxans - misTvis iseTive mavnebelia sufTa haeri, rogorc sxvebisTvis - binZuri. dekembris dasawyisSi moskovs mivemgzavrebi ori wliT. ras ityvi amis Sesaxeb? meti araferia axali. ra gveTqmis, madlobis garda, magram sxva raRa unda iyos axali, amaze meti? grZnobs ra ganusazRvrel mniSvnelobas am "meti arafrisa", imdeni moTminebac hyofnis, damalos zRva sixaruli. SeiZleba, eSinia kidec gamomJRavnebisa, sakuTar sixaruls rom ar waelekvinos moskovSi Camosvlamde. gamarjoba. ai, Camovedi. Camovida da dabinavda kidec. bina saqarxqno raionSia. - esec programiTaa winaswar gaTvaliswinebuli sabWoeTSi samuSaod Camosuli ucxoelebisaTvis, axlos rom gaicnon (sakuTar kiserze iwvnion) aqauri cxovreba. Cems mters nebismier saqarxno raionSi moxvedra, gansakuTrebiT SabaT-kviras. didianpatarianad yvela mTvralia. erTxel cemas Zlivs gadaurCa avelumi. liftSi Sevida da mTvrali mglebis xrovaSi ki aRmoCnda uceb. TxuTmet-Teqvsmeti wlis pirtitvela biWebi iyvnen, yvelas boTli eWira xelSi, zogs ukve sanaxevrod daclili. pirdapir boTliT iyudebdnen arays, limonaTiviT. TiTqos verc gamCneven, magram kargad Tu daakvirdebiT, Segnebulad garideben RvarZliani interesiT aelvarebul Tvalebs, rogorc mtacebelma cxovelebma ician. daZabulobisgan Tu SiSisgan, avelumma uneblieT boTli gamoglija xelidan erT-erT maTgans da sulmouTqmelad Caicala mware, ekliani siTxe, aforiaqebul, agangaSebul SiganSi. etyoba, aman gaWra, aman gadaarCina. gesliani interesi stiqiuri aRtacebiT SeecvalaT. foladis civi laplapi zeTis nelTbil bzinvaSi gadaizarda da roca lifti gaCerda, uxmod dauTmes gza.

magram verc es SeaCerebs avelums. ukve ramdenjerme CaakiTxa ukve moskovel fransuazas. mSvenieri binaa. rac mTavaria, telefoniani. rasakvirvelia, asedac iqneboda. tyuilad Relavda fransuaza. es bina specialur fonds ekuTvnis, ucxoelebisTvisaa gankuTvnili da, TavisTavad cxadia, uaRresad sainteresoa, raze an visTan saubrobs aq macxovrebeli ucxoeli, am etapze - fransuaza. fransuaza mainc ar elodeboda, ase kargad Tu moewyoboda, magram avelumis pirvelive stumrobis Semdeg, erTbaSad Sejavrda aqauroba. yvelgan Sen melandebi am wyeul binaSio - swerda imave saRamos avelums - samzareuloSi Sexedvisac meSinia da sawolSi Cawolisaco. jer sad aris! jer yvelaferi winaa! magram TandaTan isic mieCveva aqaur yofas. "gasarTobsac" monaxavs, xalxsac gaicnobs da Tavfexianad CaerTveba (sxvaTaSoris, didad mowadinebuli) moskovuri "aristokratiis" anu, masaviT sabWoeTSi akreditebuli, metwilad xelmokle ucxoelebisa da adgilobrivi snobebis, igive aralengaluri mxatvrebisa Tu Cveulebrivi inteleqtualuri aferistebis mxiarul ferxulSi. male avelumis gulisTvisac ar ityvis uars nebismier wveulebaze, nebismier gamofenaze, nebismier gaseirnebaze - ipodromze cxenebiT Tu qalaqgareT manqaniT - da imitom ki ara, naklebad rom eyvareba avelumi, vidre axla uyvars, jer kidev damfrTxalsa da gaognebuls axali garemos utifari cnobismoyvareobiT, familaruli guliTadobiT, aramed imitom, uimisodac rom gaitanos Tavi rogorme, ese igi, arc avelumis dasanaxad ganudges kampanias, romelmac unda gaaZlebinos avelumis Camosvlamdec da avelumis wasvlis Semdegac. adamianis nebismieri saqcieli, nebismieri qmedeba - rogorc dRes vambobT xolme - Tavdacvis, TviTgadarCenis JiniTaa nakarnaxevi. is yovelTvis gadarCenas cdilobs, Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad, Wkvianurad Tu briyvulad, gacnobierebulad Tu gaucnobiereblad da amis bralia male, Zalian male, xandaxan sul erTi saaTis Camofrenilsac, marto rom datovebs avelums fransuaza Tavis binaSi, TviTon ki wveulebaze gaiqceva, an saelCoSi, an ucxoelTa korpusSi, kutuzovze, an romelime, xelisuflebisTvis arc mTlad misaRebi da amitomac zedmetad gaxmaurebuli mxatvris saxelosnoSi, radgan ase rom ar moiqces, meorejer aRar dauZaxeben da saqarxno raionSi, Tavis merve sarTulze, mgeliviT unda iymuvlos moskovuri zamTris gauTavebel RameebSi, avelumis aseve gauTavebel molodinSi. "ar SeiZleba, sircxvilia, ewyinebaTo" erTdroulad Seecdeba sakuTari saqcielis gamarTlebasac da avelumis darwmunebasac, arafers rom ar akeTebs misTvis sazianos. ubralod, avelumisgan gansxvavebiT, iqauri, imaTeburi, uaRresad daxvewili wesidan gamomdinare, marTla uwesobad, umadurobad Tvlis nebismieri yuradRebis ugulebelyofas da aCqarebuli ketavs avelums garedan, faqtiurad, kagebes kuTvnil teritoriaze. magram maT erTmaneTi uyvarT da amitom sxvebze ukeT unda gaigon da moiTminon kidec bevri ram, rasac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar moiTmendnen erTmaneTi rom ar yvarebodaT. avelumic igebs da iTmens. gaiketavs Tu ara fransuaza kars, maSinve Suqs aqrobs mTel binaSi, viTom bina carielia, atyuebs viRacas, visic ar icis saxeli da visic Zalian eSinia. iatakze dgams lurjad acimcimebulsa da xmaCawyvetil televizors, Tavadac iatakze jdeba (iZulebiT), gverdiT viskis boTls idgams da ase da amgvarad, nel-nela, TandaTanobiT, ylupidan ylupamde, cdilobs ganewyos fransuazas gasagebad da sakuTari arsebobis mosaTmenad. ra ujdeba es ganwyoba, amaze calke wigni SeiZleba daiweros. sibrazisgan mikiotiviT gafxorili zis bnel oTaxSi da xmaCawyvetili televizoris ekranzec uimisod midis cxovreba, iqac uimisod cxovroben viRacebi, arc isini agdeben ramed - uimisod uyvarT, uimisod sZulT, uimisod svamen, uimisod Wamen, uimisod sZinavT, uimisod daaqroleben cxenebs, manqanebs, matareblebs, TviTmfrinavebs, magram ras gaurbian da ras eswrafvian, avelums arc esmis da arc unda rom esmodes, raki sakuTar miswrafebebSic ver garkveula Tavad. isic ver

gaurkvevia, aq ufro Tavisufalia Tu Sin; maincdamainc, aq unda gamoqceuliyo Sinidan, Tavi adamianad rom egrZno, Tu, sanam kidev droa, ukanmouxedavad unda mokurcxlos aqedan Sinisken. mokled, erTi cixidan TavdaRweuli, meore cixeSi zis uazro nebayoflobiT da sxvaTa asaval-dasavalis garkveva ar ainteresebs. CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arc SeuZlia. misi ar iyos, isinic albaT gadarCenas cdiloben, Taviseburad, rogorc SeuZliaT, radgan nebismieri cxovreba, satelevizoroc ki, gadarCenis mcdelobaa da, me Tu mkiTxavT, yvela erTnairad kraxiT mTavrdeba.

rasakvirvelia, mTlad dawynarebuli arc fransuaza ixdis Tavis zneobriv vals. ramdenjerme unda daurekos "iqidan", ramdenjerme unda moikiTxos, rogor aris, ras akeTebs, Zalian enatreba Tu ara... Tan "iqaur" ambebsac awvdis, SeZlebisdagvarad, jaSuSiviT, pirze xelmifarebuli. axla iatakze vsxedvarTo eCurCuleba telefonSi. Tqven ratomRa sxedxarT iatakzeo - ukvirs avelums gulwrfelad. marTlac, ra unda hqondeT dasamali saelCoSi wveulebaze misul xalxs! meorec erTi, meti zrdiloba da TavdaWeriloba moeTxoveba amgvar wveulebebze Sekrebilebs. fransuazasTvis ki avelumis SekiTxvaa gaugebari. Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, avelumis gakvirveba akvirvebs. telefonSic xedavs avelumi, rogor iCeCavs mxrebs - ra vici, vsxedvarT, vsvamT, vsaubrobTo - TiTqos asedac unda iyos, TiTqos ase rom ar iqceodnen, is iqneboda gasakviri, TiTqos swored amas hqvia saelCoSi miReba - iatakze jdomasa da sxvadasxva sasmelebis wrupvas, Tanac erTmaneTis Wiqebidan. erTi gamasinje, Tu RmerTi gwams, ras svam ase gemrielad. Cemi Zalian tkbilia. Tfui, ara, es gasinjuli maqvs. ai, Sens gverdiT koxta gogona rom zis da nifxvis maqmani mouCans, iman gamasinjos Tavisi... avelumma ki lamis marTla iymuvlos sibrazisgan, sibriyvisgan, bolos da bolos, simartovisgan. saaTis isrebic misi jibriT ar icvlian TiTqos fexs. ramdenjerac ar unda gajaxundes liftis kari, moulodnelobisgan yovelTvis erTnairad Seuxteba xolme guli. xolo roca lifti maT sarTulze Cerdeba, gulic uCerdeba saerTod. SiSs imedi enacvleba, imeds SiSi, oinbazuri moxerxebulobiTa da siswrafiT, kartiviT areuli erTmaneTSi, kokteiliviT Sezavebuli erTmaneTTan da saboloo jamSi imdenad damaxinjebuli erTmaneTiT, aRarc SiSi eTqmis, aRarc imedi - sxva raRacaa, axali, jer ganucdeli - eldiani gaugebroba Tu gaugebari elda. SiSiT liftioris eSinia - xom SeiZleba, mainc gaigos, mainc mixvdes, aq rom vimalebio - imedi ki fransuazasi aqvs - iqneb amjerad mainc is iyoso. yvelaze metad ki imis warmodgena acofebs, sadRac, cxra mTis gadaRma, mis colSvilsac masaviT rom wydeba gzisken Tvali, SiSiTa da imediT, oRond mis molodinSi. is ki unebarTvod ikavebs kagebes sabinao fondis kuTvnil farTobs, simartovis fskerze zis, faSasaviT fexmorTxmuli, viskis boTls brazian katasaviT ixutebs gulSi, TiTqos odnavadac Tu SeuSvebs xels, gadauxteba, anda saxes daabRortnis basri brWyalebiT, da mxolod telefonis meSveobiT ukavSirdeba Tavis siyvaruls, romlis gulisTvisac, seses mercxaliviT, vin icis, ramdeni mTa da veli gadmoulesavs, da romelic qalaqis meore boloSi iatakze zis axla Tavis degenerat meinaxeebTan erTad da "kulturulad" erToba, "evropul yaidaze" atarebs dros, anu, xarks uxdis SiSs, simartoves, ugulebelyofas, Tanamedrove civilizebuli sazogadoebis zneobrivi da moraluri kodeqsis Sesabamisad da, aqedan gamomdinare, anda sulac amis gamo, araTu ukulturobad, elementarul uadamianobadac ar Tvlis misi gulisTvis qveynis meore bolodan nasesxebi fuliT Camofrenili "stumris" marto datovebas, Tundac viskis boTlTan da xmaCawyvetil televizorTan erTad. aris wuTebi, roca marTla Zlivs ikavebs Tavs, ase, viskis boTlianad, rom ar gamovides derefanSi da ucxoeli qalis saSinao xalaTSi gamowyobili, ar daadges Tavze kibis qveS gamarTul "kabinetSi" mduRare Cais ganuwyveteli smisgan loyebalaplapebul liftiors - aha, aqa var, dareke, sadac jer arso. magram ase Tu ar iqceva, mxolod imitom, siyvarulis erTaderT, gnebavT, ukanasknel raindad, sulac msaxurad rom warmoudgenia Tavi da rasac sCadis (an ar sCadis) siyvarulis saxeliT, siyvarulis gulisTvis, siyvarulis gadasarCenad sCadis (an ar sCadis). da marTlac, ukvalod, unaleqod qreba sibneleSi, simartoveSi gadatanili damcirebac, wyenaca da mrisxanebac, rogorcki gasaRebi aCxakundeba karis saketSi da gulamovardnili, aRgznebuli, aRelvebuli fransuaza kiserze Camoekideba, raTa jer akocos da mere uTxras -

gamarjobao - mere isev akocos, didxans, gauRimeblad gausworos Tvali da ukve dabejiTebiT, daueWveblad ganacxados: rasakvirvelia, es marTla Sen xaro. fransuazas moskovSi gadmosaxlebam nanatri Sveba ver moutana avelums. piriqiT, axla ufro garTulda, ufro daiZaba maTi urTierToba. iSviaTi, moulodneli dResaswauli yoveldRiur sazrunavad da safiqralad iqca. fransuaza moskovSi imitom gadmosaxlda, ufro axlos rom yofiliyo avelumTan, ufro xSirad rom SesZleboda misi naxva, ramdenadac Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, avelumisTvisac ufro mosaxerxebeli iqneboda satusaRos SigniT gadaadgileba. magram Tbilisidan moskovSi Casvla da iq garkveuli drois ganmavlobaSi cxovreba, ekonomiuris garda, bevr saCoTiro da Znelad mosarev problemas aCenda. rasakvirvelia, mainc moskovi rCeboda im "wminda adgilad", sadac ZiriTadad xvdebodnen isini, magram moskovSi xangrZlivad cxovreba avelumisTvis ufro SeuZlebeli iqneboda, vidre autaneli. bolos da bolos, avelums TbilisSi col-Svili hyavda, romlebic aravisze naklebad ar uyvarda da erTi wuTiTac ar apirebda maTze xelis aRebas, bedis amara mitovebas, ramdenadac ojaxi, upirveles yovlisa, mamakacuri valdebuleba, zneobrivi tvirTia da ara sasiamovno an usiamovno garemocva, romelic Seni gunebaganwyobilebisda mixedviT, SegiZlia Secvalo an gaaumjobeso. garda amisa, misi azriT, melaniac iseve saWiroebda gadarCenas, rogorc igive fransuaza, da amdenad misi mizanic, rac ar unda did sisuleled mogeCvenoT, orives gadarCenas gulisxmobda da ara romelime maTganisa. es is droa swored, rodesac telegrafSi yvelas daamaxsovra Tavi (rac mere soniasTan dakavSirebiTac ganmeorda). taqsofonebi axali Semosulia TbilisSi da xalxic buziviT exveva. hyavs Tu ar hyavs nacnobi moskovSi, mainc yvela rekavs, Tundac ubralo cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad (vam kavo? ne tuda papal). telefonist biWebs yvelani scnoben, yvelani cdiloben maTTan daaxloebas. imaTac amayad, medidurad uWiravT Tavi. ZiriTadad sofleli biWebi arian, teqnikumdamTavrebulni, saxeldaxelod gamoCekili specialistebi am axali dargisa. xelis gamarTvac exerxebaT da xelis moTbobac. aTaskaciani rigi rom idges, TavianTi oTaxidan dagarekineben uceb. magram amasTan dakavSirebiT, rasakvirvelia gaugebrobac bevri xdeba - Sexla-Semoxla, Cveulebrivi Tbilisuri Cxubi da ayalmayali. erTxel daniTac daWres kaci, urigod apirebdi wasvlaso. daWrili pirvelad verc mixvda, ra mouvida, jer kidev ekamaTeboda damWrels, magram xeli rom dauSva da pijakis saxelodan sisxli gadmoeRvara damWreso - Tqva gakvirvebulma, ufro TavisTvis, vidre sxvebis gasagonad.

damWrels ki gaxsnili dana isev xelSi eWira da karisken miikvlevda gzas. acaxcaxebuli, naTuris mbJutav Suqze yviTlad abrWyvialebuli danis wveri lamis cxvirwin Cautara avelums (riTac erTi metad Zveli da metad usiamovno SemTxveva gaaxsena), magram amjerad srulebiTac ar Seuwuxebia am ambavs. is ki, daniani, nela, frTxilad ixevda ukan. ukan ki ara, karisken da, Tavad damfrTxali, mainc sxvebis SeSinebas cdilobda. "ar momekaroT, ar momekaroTo" imeorebda gadafiTrebuli, Tvalebdayvlepili. cxoveluri alRo karnaxobda, mxolod ase Tu ixsnida Tavs. marTlac, yvelani uxmod ayolebdnen Tvals, magram rogorc ki gavida darbazidan, rogorc ki Setrialda da kisristexiT daeSva kibeze, maSinve yiJiniT gamoedevnen daWrilis amxanagebica da seiris moyvarulnic. avelumi ki sxva daniT iyo daWrili da Tavisi satkivari, Tavisi sadardeli ayuryutebda telefonis kabinis win. rac ufro mets laparakobdnen isa da fransuaza telefoniT, miT ufro iZabeboda, miT ufro gaurkveveli xdeboda maTi urTierToba. aSkarad raRac mzaddeboda, raRac unda momxdariyo, naTeli rom mohfenoda yvelafers - an ase, an ise - magram moTminebac dRiTi dRe iwureboda, moTminebis beRelSi mxolod fskerze da isic aqa-iqRa Tu eyara imedis marcvali. saaTobiT, dilidan saRamomde, xan ki gvian Ramemde idga xolme rigSi. xan mTvrali elaparakeboda aTasnair sisuleles, xan ki rigSi gamofxizlebuli da amis gamo uaresad aRrenili. magram, ase iyo Tu ise, mainc jiutad brundeboda am mojadoebul kabinasTan, raTa Tundac uazro, suleluri laparakiT daecxro mRelvare, mSfoTvare, ukidegano swrafva fransuazasken, romelic Tavis mxriv ganuwyvetliv, mouTmenlad elodeboda, Rrmad darwmunebuli, yvelafers rom iRonebda is da rac SeiZleba male CaakiTxavda erTxel kidev, Tundac ukanasknelad. iqamde ki, mkvdris danatovari nivTebiviT, dastiroda avelumis kbilis jagrissa Tu saSinao flostebs. xolo morigi ganSorebis Semdeg, aeroportidan Tu sadguridan mobrunebuls, verc awewili sawolisTvis Seexeda, verc WiqebSi CarCenili RvinisTvis da isev facafuciT garboda (Tuki gasaqcevi hqonda sadme) am wyeuli, avelumis oreulebiT gamotenili binidan. Sin iyo Tu samsaxurSi, sul dacqvetili, daZabuli elodeboda telefonis zars. "damSviddi, es Seni qarTveli ar ariso" dauZaxebdnen ukve Sexumrebuli TanamSromlebi. imas ki mainc rcxvenoda maTi, Tamamad mainc ver ambobda saTqmels maTi TandaswrebiT da, rasakvirvelia, erCia Tuki avelumi samsaxurSi ar daurekavda, magram Zalian dawydeboda guli, ase Tu moiqceoda. samsaxurSic yvelas, maincdamainc, misi mosmena ainteresebda, radgan yvelam icoda, ris gamo Camosuliyo es patara, suleli gogo parizidan maT qalaqSi da, raki jerjerobiT aravin ukrZalavdaT, TanaugrZnobdnen kidec Taviseburad. yurdacqvetilni ki usmendnen fransuazasa da avelumis laparaks, magram fransuazasa da avelumisa ar iyos, imaTac bevri araferi gaegebodaT albaT. fransuaza da avelumi imasac ver agebinebdnen erTmaneTs, kargad iyvnen Tu cudad. Tu kargad xar, ratom muSaob cotas da Tu cudad xar, ratom ar midixar eqimTano - uyviroda fransuaza. anda, SeiZleba, gangeb ver igebda, Segnebulad, mTavari saTqmeli ufro bunebrivad rom moeyolebina bolos: Tu arc muSaob da arc mkurnalob, maSin raRas uzixar mando. avelumic, rasakvirvelia, yovelTvis Cadioda, rogorc ki amis saSualeba eZleoda - xan erTi kviriT, xan erTi dRiT, xan erTi saaTiTac... erTxel pirdapir pliaJidan wavida adleris aeroportSi, magram imxela Tovli movida uceb moskovSi (oqtombris bolo ricxvebi iyo mgoni), rom ityvian, bewvze gamoaswro, Torem gayinvas gindac gadarCenoda, fsiqiatriul saavadmyofoSi aRmoCndeboda namdvilad: sazRvaod gamowyobili, giJi egoneboda vinmes, anda, amis mosurne, ufro iolad daabralebda giJobas. samxedro ekipaJi marTavda erTaderT TviTmfrinavs, romelic im dRes (da im kviras saerTod) afrinda moskovis aeroportebidan. viRac arabi stumrebisTvis gamoides samxedroebma Tavi, viTom,

CvenTvis amindi ar arsebobs, nebismier amindSi davfrinavTo. stumaric samxedro ataSe gaxldaT. gamcileblebisgan gansxvavebiT, masac da mis pirad mcvelsac (ormetrian axmaxs) samoqalaqo kostiumebi ecvaT da vidre bolisfer burusSi mifrinavdnen, ese igi, kavkasiamde, Tavi ar auRiaT wignebidan, viTom, kiTxviT iyvnen garTulni da araferi esmodaT, rac maT irgvliv xdeboda. magram TviTmfrinavi rogorc ki kavkasiaSi SeiWra, eqskursiaze wamoyvanili bavSvebiviT micvivdnen samxreTuli mcxunvare mziT abrWyvialebul iluminatorebs, gegonebodaT, TavianT sicocxleSi pirvelad xedaven amgvar saocrebaso. samxedro mfrinavebi ki gaskdnen buterbrodebis WamiTa da tomatis wvenis smiT. ori jiSiani, janRoniT savse stiuardesa, sabagiro gzis wyvili vagoniviT, ganuwyvetliv ezideboda maT kabinaSi erTmaneTze aTrigad da ocrigad dalagebul buterbrodebsa da langarze wiTlad awkrialebul Wiqebs. xolo is ramdenime sabWoTa moqalaqe, avelumis CaTvliT, romlebic TviTmfrinavSi ufro imitom auSves, Cveulebrivi samgzavro ganwyoba rom SeeqmnaT stumrebisaTvis, aravis axsovda. piradad avelumi mTeli gza oflad iRvreboda da erTi ylupi wylisaTvis naxevar sicocxles daTmobda daufiqreblad. magram im TviTmfrinavSi aravis Wirdeboda misi sicocxle. aRar sWirdeboda gasakeTebeli iqamde gaakeTebines, vidre TviTmfrinavSi auSvebdnen. sxva mgzavrebTan erTad, masac niCabi miaCeCes xelSi da welamde TovlSi biliki gaakvalines TviTmfrinavamde. gafrena Tu gindaT, xelic gaanZrieTo - TiTqos saamisod bileTis aReba ar kmaroda. avelums, rogorc ukve vTqvi, rusuli zamTris kvalobaze, zedmetad xalvaTad ecva, magram swored amis gamo, sxvebze meti mondomebiT eZgera Tovls.

amasobaSi ki mexuTe weli miiwura am sasiyvarulo cieb-cxelebisa, magram garegnulad yvelaferi ucvleli darCa - igive molodini, igive moulodneli, xanmokle Sexvedrebi, gamosaTxovari sufrebi, gauTavebeli satelefono saubrebi, umizezo Cxubebi, gulubryvilo sayvedurebi, suleluri braldebebi, aseve suleluri Tavis marTlebebi, usafuZvlo eWvianobebi, SiSebi, imedebi, ocnebebi, miznebi da igive Slegi, dauokebeli, dauleveli swrafva erTmaneTisken. fransuaza ufro da ufro efloboda moskovur yofaSi. ukve bevri ram, rac Soridan, parizidan, momxibvlelic Canda, acofebda, aRizianebda da amis gamo kidev ufro itanjeboda. saerTod ki itanjeboda yvelafris gamoc da arafris gamoc. lamis yurebze xelebafarebuli dadioda, moskovuri Worebisgan Tavis dasacavad. aSinebda, abnevda sabWoTa xalxis sulis sardafebSi wyaliviT Camdgari, damyayebuli siZulvili yvelafrisa, rac Tavad aRar hqonda - daekarga, daeviwyebina. verafers ver aswrebda, araferi ar gamosdioda da itanjeboda, itanjeboda werili rom ver miewera TavisianebisTvis, itanjeboda avelumis werils rom kiTxulobda, xmas rom usmenda telefonSi da aseve itanjebodi werilidan werilamde, darekvidan darekvamde. itanjeboda, ukve ocdaTvrameti weli rom usruldeboda avelums, sarecxi rom ugrovdeboda abazanaSi, bina rom dasalagebeli iyo, qira - gadasaxdeli, stumrad rom apirebda wasvlas, Tma ki dasabani hqonda. itanjeboda winaTgrZnobiT, avelumis moulodnel gamoCenas rom hpirdeboda da itanjeboda winaTgrZnobiT gawbilebuli. itanjeboda moskovuri sicivisgan. itanjeboda bavSvobidan Sesisxlxorcebuli zRvisa da mzis siSoriT. itanjeboda, ians rom ver urekavda xSirad, itanjeboda imis saxelganTqmuli ragusa Tu guliaSis warmodgenaze. itanjeboda, verafriT rom ver aexsna, ase ratom dahfofinebda Tavze liana, rodesac mainc midioda xolme stumrad ianTan. itanjeboda, samsaxuridan Sin rom atandnen dasamuSavebel teqsts da itanjeboda, roca ar atandnen. itanjeboda, imitom rom itanjeboda. imitom rom, adre dgeboda, gvian wveboda, sadRac elodebodnen, viRac unda enaxa... imitom rom, bolos da bolos, aqac iseve cxovrobda, rogorc parizSi egviptel monasaviT - oRond, Tuki parizSi aqeT wamosasvleli bileTis fulisTvis idgamda welebze fexs, aq imis nebarTvis mopovebas cdilobda, imave gziT, ase rom etanja TavisTvis, aravis daeSala, aravin gabrazebuliyo da gabrazebuls droze adre ar gaepanRurebina ukanve. da mainc yvelaze metad simartoviT itanjeboda. panikuri SiSi hqonda simartovisa, siyvarulis oTx kedels Soris gamomwyvdevisa, da yvelafers akeTebda saimisod, erTxelac rom ar gamorCenodaT mxedvelobidan mis moskovel megobrebs, arc nebsiT da arc uneblieT. simartovis SiSiT misdevda cxenosnobasac da kvira diliT, gindac avelumi swoloda gverdiT, mercxaliviT wamofrindeboda xolme sawolidan uTenia da, Saqris natexebiT jibegamotenili, ipodromze garboda, sadac masaviT sabWoeTSi akreditebuli da karg cxovrebas danatrebuli ucxoelebi, aborigen snobebTan erTad, "kulturulad", "jansaRad" atarebdnen dros, miuxedavad diaxac rom ukulturo da arajansaRi garemocvisa. magram fransuazas ise eSinoda simartovisa, gnebavT avelumis danatovari sicarielisa, ise jiutad, ise mondomebiT, magram ise uSedegod cdilobda am sicarielis raimeTi amovsebas, cxenze Sejdeboda ki ara, paraSutiTac gadmoxteboda dReSi orjer, dilasaRamos, oRond romelime gabobebul boriasa Tu gaJanebul ivanes ar eTqva misTvis, vinc ase ar moiqceva, is arc Cvenianiao da aRarc agarakze waviyvanT sabanaod da aRarc saxelosnoSi davpatiJebT axali aralegaluri geniis mikrogamofenazeo. magram marTla Tu fiqrobda vinme ase, albaT Tavad fransuaza. Tumca, rac marTalia, marTalia, safuZvelic hqonda amgvari fiqrisa. maSin SeiZleba amdens ver vxvdebodi, magram axla, oci wlis Semdeg, warmodgenac Znelia, rogor Zlebda saerTod moskovSi marto, Tovlis qoxSi, umSoblebod, unaTesavod, uzRvod, umzeod, uarafrod. mxolod da mxolod, avelumTan kidev

erTxel Sexvedris imediT. rasakvirvelia, eSinoda nebismieri vigindaris ganawyeneba, romelsac gulSi albaT sul sxva zraxvebi hqonda da sul sxva mizniT misdevda "aristokratul" cxovrebas. fransuaza ara marto gasaTxovari iyo, aramed... ucxoelic. es ki usazRvrod did upiratesobas aniWebda adgilobriv gasaTxovar gogoebTan SedarebiT, rac ar unda ioli xelmisawvdomebi yofiliyvnen isini. fransuaza, SeiZleba, imdenad "tkbili" lukma ar iyo, ramdenadac - "sasargeblo", gansakuTrebiT im disidenti mxatvrebisa Tu poetebisaTvis, romlebisTvisac ucxoeli qali lamis erTaderTi realuri SesaZlebloba, anda, mxatvrulad Tu vityviT, erTaderTi locmani gaxldaT, romelsac SeeZlo uxifaTod, zedmeti davidarabis gareSe gaeZvringamoeZvrina sabWour "meCeCebSi" da mSvidobianad gaeyvana Tavisuflebis gaSlil zRvaSi nebismieri maTgani. sxvaTa Soris am gziT miaRwia bevrma sawadels, oRond, ufransuazod, radgan fransuazam Tavidanve dauSva sabediswero Secdoma, roca, maincdamainc, avelumi airCia gulis mbrZaneblad, rac, SeiZleba, srulebiTac ar iyos Tavad avelumis damsaxureba da mTlianad im qalebs moekiTxebodes, romlebic uneblieT win uswrebdnen fransuazas, ufro naTlad, fransuazaze adre icnobdnen avelums. qalebi xom, upirveles yovlisa, erTmaneTis jibriTa da wamxedurobiT iyvareben erTsa da imave pirovnebas (gnebavT, subieqts, gnebavT, obieqts) da yvela maTgani Tavis kanonier sakuTrebad Tvlis imas, risi miTvisebac saerTod SeuZlebelia. ase rom, marTalia, fransuazas zurgi ar Seuqcevia arc erTi moskoveli "TayvanismcemlisTvis" (Tundac imitom, rom eSinoda), magram misi arCevani, igive ganaCeni, sakuTari TavisTvis gamotanili, saboloo iyo da gadasinjvas ar eqvemdebareboda. arada, diaxac rom "sasargeblo" da, amdenad, aTmagad gamaRizianebeli lukmac gaxldaT "Tavisuflebis" maZiebelTaTvis. man ki guli tusaRTa Soris utusaRess miuZRvna, is airCia Tavis raindad, vinc satusaRodan Tavis daRwevas ki ar cdilobda masTan erTad (gindac meSveobiT), aramed yvelanairad xels uwyobda mis nebayoflobiT gatusaRebasac, misTvis met-naklebad asatani cxovrebis mowyobas imave satusaRoSi, sadac Tavad samudamo patimroba hqonda misjili (ufro sworad, samSoblosTan erTad iyo datyvevebuli) da umal egueboda amgvar usamarTlobas, vidre ujanydeboda, raki samudamo patimroba ara marto ama Tu im reJims miesaja misTTvis, aramed yvelasa da yvelafers, rac mis arsebobas ganapirobebda da rac misi meSveobiT arsebobda, rac saerTod arsebobda, uimisodac, da mis merec iarsebebda, rasac suli edga, saxe hqonda, Sobisa da sikvdilis unariT iyo dajildovebuli xmelTa da wyalTa, varskvlavTa da cdomilTa, frinvelTa da cxovelTa, TevzTa da mwerTa ganmgeblisgan. misi tusaRoba bedismieri iyo da ara marto politikuri, socialuri, anda zneobrivi poziciebidan gamomdinare. is im Tavisuflebas eswrafvoda, romelic dabadebamde, anu, samoTxidan gamodevnamde daekarga da romlis mopovebac iseve SeuZlebelia, rogorc xelmeored Casaxva. amas albaT fransuazac grZnobda, Torem, sxvanairad marTla uazroba iqneboda maTi urTierToba. ise araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar Camovidoda sabWoeTSi sacxovreblad. ra Tqma unda, grZnobda, magram es araTu aeWvebda erTxel da samudamod miRebuli gadawyvetilebis sisworeSi, kidev ufro Seuvalsa da mtkices xdida sxvebze praqtikuli, sxvebze cxovrebiseuli Tayvanismcemlebis mimarT. Tumca, arasodes moutyuebia Tavi, SeiZleba avelumi rodisme mainc iyos Cemio. piriqiT, yovelTvis uSecdomod icoda, Tanac yovelTvis cotaTi adre, vidre Tavad avelumi ityoda, Tu rodis unda damTavrebuliyo maTi morigi "ojaxuri cxovreba", romelic arasodes gagrZelebula or Tveze didxans, zogjer ki erT dReSic amowurula. fransuazas TqmiT, wasvlis dro rom moawevda, avelumi uceb moiwyenda Turme da Tavisianebze iwyebda laparaks, gansakuTrebiT ekaekaterinekatoze, oRond Tavisianebis monatreba ki ar iyo mxolod amis mizezi, rogorc fransuazas egona, aramed

odesRac, Soreul bavSvobaSi Tavad cxovrebisgan Tavsmoxveuli danaSaulis kidev erTxel monaniebis Jini, survili Tu moTxovnileba. ekaekaterinekato, erTdroulad dac iyo avelumisTvis da Svilic, da erT-erTze saubrisas orives gulisxmobda yovelTvis, ufro sworad, erTze saubriT meoris dabrunebas cdilobda, Tavisi WkuiT, da ZiriTadad imis, bavSvobaSi "gaCuqebuli" dis ambebs uyveboda fransuazas, radgan mxolod masTan SeeZlo saerTod am ambebze laparaki, Tundac mwerlur gamonagonad gasaReba am ambebisa da Tqven warmoidgineT, fransuazac umal Semzarav tyuilad aRiqvamda mis naambobs, vidre mis uneblie codvad, mis mourCenel tkivilad da gaunelebel satanjvelad, raki verafriT ijerebda, marTla Tu SeeZlo avelums dis gaCuqeba (ra Tqma unda, Tuki marTla hyavda odesme da), Tundac ukiduresi gaWirvebis gamo, da marTla Tu SeeZlo gaCuqebul das gamCuqebeli Zmis mokveTa samudamod, swored mis gamo, mis gadasarCenad gamoCenili simtkicisa da sisastikisaTvis. avelumi ki naxevrad xumrobiT yveboda (eSinoda, misi piradi ubedureba gazviadebuli, anda marTlac sasacilo ar mosCveneboda vinmes), Tu rogor CaakiTxaT sofelSi, bebiasTan Sexiznulebs, viRac "deida elom" Savi manqaniT da is "deida elo", etyoba manqanaSi dasicxuli, rogor iniavebda wamonTebul saxes farSevangis gaSlili kudisxela maraoTi; rogor jiutad eZaxda ekaekaterinekatos "eka-ekunas" da ekaekaterinekatoc, yovel daZaxebaze, aseve jiutad rogor usworebda, eka ki ara, kato varo; rogor sasoebiT Sekra bebiam ekaekaterinekatos mTeli avla-dideba erT patara boxCad da rogor CasCurCula "deida elom" Sofers yurSi, eg boxCa aRar damanaxoo; rogor wyevlida maincdamainc mas viRacaze ganrisxebuli bebia da rogor uyofda enas ukve Sav manqanaSi Seketili ekaekaterinekato. amas avelumis uneblie da xanmokle gayaCaRebis ambavic emateboda da yvelaferi marTlac mxatvrul gamonagons emsgavseboda, Znelad daijerebda kaci. is ki ara, Tavis droze, mgoni, kagebemac ar daijera (yovel SemTxvevaSi, amis Taobaze avelumTan arasodes dascdenia sityva). "ager naxav, bolos imis wera Tu ar gaxdebio" - ityoda xolme moTminebidan gamosuli fransuaza, magram fransuaza, rasakvirvelia, avelumze brazobda da ara misianebze. avelums, roca moesurveboda, maSin SeeZlo Sin dabruneba, imas ki martos unda ecxovra aq, moskovSi, avelumis morigi gaqcevis Semdeg, avelumis morig dabrunebamde. avelumiviT iolad ver miatovebda aqaurobas, rac ar unda Zneli asatani yofiliyo misTvis SiSica da sicivec. is aq, upirveles yovlisa, imitom "cxovrobda", viRacisTvis (albaT, bavSvobis megobrisTvis), anda sulac sakuTari TavisTvis rom daemtkicebina, siyvarulisiTvis yvelafers SevZleb, yvelafers avitan da yvelafers gavwirav kidev daufiqreblado. aki bolos monadac gaiyida Tavi. moskovSi, rasakvirvelia, arc ianis SeTiTxnil ragusa Tu guliaSis saWmelad iyo Camosuli da arc "gvardielis" (ase erqva mis cxens) saWeneblad, aramed - mxolod da mxolod, imitom, aq rom yofiliyo, aq rom daetovebinaT, oRond, bedis sacdelad ki ara, sxva ucxoeli gogoebiviT, dastadasta, gund-gundad rom Camodiodnen ukve sabWoeTSi, aramed bedTan Sesagueblad, anu danaSaulis asaRiareblad da Sesabamisi sasjelis mosaxdelad (ori wliT Tavisuflebis aRkveTa aq, mkacri reJimis koloniaSi, da danarCeni sicocxle iq, Sin, Tavisufal gadasaxlebaSi). fransuaza, ra Tqma unda, adrec yofila Seyvarebuli. ufro zustad, adrec gasCenia siyvarulis winaTgrZnobis magvari ram. kidev ufro zustad, egona, rom uyvarda, egona rom SeeZlo siyvaruli, magram maSin, rogorc TviTonve aRiarebs werilebSi, Turme warmodgenac ar hqonia siyvarulze. siyvaruls, joxisgan gansxvavebiT, erTi bolo aqvs mxolod, Tanac Subis wveriviT wamaxuli, da Senive surviliT unda daaxio zed gul-muceli. ase rom, fransuazas jer pirnaTlad unda moexada sasjelis pirveli nawili, rac mTavaria, mieRo amis damadasturebeli sabuTi (ukanono bavSvi) da mxolod amis Semdeg Sesdgomoda sasjelis meore nawilis

aRsrulebas - dabrunebuliyo Sin, sadac misi naadrevi anda xelcarieli dabruneba umal yvelas Seawuxebda, vidre gaaxarebda. momlodine adamiani ZiriTadad varaudebis, warmosaxvebis, warmodgenebis tyveobaSi imyofeba da, Tumca yvelafrisTvis winaswar aris mzad, mainc ukeTesze fiqrobs. garda amisa, fransuazas wasvla moskovidan, Tanac droze adre, pirvel rigSi avelumis dakargvas niSnavda, radgan mere RmerTma icis, rodisRa moaxerxebda da moaxerxebda Tu ara saerTod am pirquS qveyanaSi Semobrunebas. amitomac, fransuaza ara marto valdebuli, iZulebulic iyo gaeZlo, aetana bevri ram, Torem, avelumze naklebad albaT arc imas miuxaroda Tavisianebisken, Tavis sayvarel mzisken da zRvisken. aq bevri iseTi ramec unda aetana, rasac parizSi verc warmoidgenda, ris winaSec siyvarulic uZluri iyo. aq, am maradiul satusaRoSi, nebismier tusaRs, gaCenamde sulwawymedilsa da znedacemuls, STamomavlobiT monas - Tavisuflad, warbis Seuxrelad SeeZlo, masxarad aegdo swored siyvarulisTvis; pirad Seuracxyofad mieRo da ukanaskneli sityvebiT gaelanZRa, gaejora, swored misi siyvaruli, anu, misi nebayoflobiTi patimroba, radgan Tavad daufiqreblad daTanxmeboda yvelafers, fiqtiuri qorwinebisa da windacveTis CaTvliT, Tuki rogorme gaaRwevda aqedan - rjulsac Seicvlida, mrwamssac, saxesac, saxelsac, sisxlsac, sqessac... amitom, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, fransuazas Tavic unda moetyuebina da sxvebic, erTi Cveulebrivi ucxoeli rom iyo, evropulad qerqeta, da marTla ainteresebda, marTla moswonda aqauroba, aqauri cxovrebis wesi (hm, hm...), aqauri sityva-pasuxi, aqauri kerZebi da sasmelebi (hm, hm...) da, rasakvirvelia, aqauri xalxi - didsulovani, keTili, stumarTmoyvare... siyvarulis samaTxovrod ki ar ijda viTom am ukidegano da ugulo qalaqSi, aramed Rrmad, samudamod, uimedod moxibluli, SeZruli swored warmoudgeneli, daujerebeli ukideganobiTa da ugulobiT msgavsi arc araferi enaxa, arc araferi gaegona adre. ase rom, misi cxenosnobac, rasakvirvelia, rigiTi Tavis motyueba iyo mxolod da, ipodromidan mobrunebuli, sircxvilisagan saxewamonTebuli, yalbad kmayofili, sacxedreSi martod darCenili qaliviT gadaemxoboda xolme Zvirfas "gvams" - jer kidev bolomde gamoufxizlebelsa da gamounelebeli sasmelisgan sigiJemde pirgamomSral avelums - da isic (avelumi) maSinve fxizldeboda, imdenad Zlieri iyo SegrZneba sicocxlisa, dilisa, mozRvavebuli survilisa, romelsac fransuazas mTeli arseba gamoscemda, cxenis mZafr surnelTan erTad.

da isev Tavisi gziT midioda cxovreba. yvela da yvelaferi. avelumic isev TveobiT idga rigSi, telefonis kabinis win, da Zalauneburad Seyovnebuli, dagubebuli, gaRizianebuli, gabezrebuli xalxis gauTavebel bzuilSi, TuTunis myral bolSi, oflis, nasunTqis, amonaqaris oxSivarsa da buRSi Cakarguli, mainc Tavis safiqrals fiqrobda da Tavis sadardels dardobda. isic grZnobda, Tu ra didi gamocdis win idga fransuaza, sorbonaSi Cabarebul gamocdebTan SedarebiT, ra ganusazRvreli mniSvneloba hqonda am gamocdas mTeli misi (da ara marto misi) cxovrebisaTvis. magram, imis nacvlad, sityvierad mainc gaemxnevebina aqedan (bodiSs Tu ar mouxdida Tavisi umoqmedobisa da umaqnisobis gamo), misda uneburad, TiTqos sakuTari nebisa da survilis winaaRmdeg, kidev ufro gaafTrebuli, gacofebuli eCxubeboda, kidev ufro daundoblad aginebda sadRac, cxra mTas iqiT, simartovis merve sarTulze, uazrobis kuTxeSi mimwyvdeul fransuazas. da isic, rac SeeZlo icavda, imarTlebda Tavs, raTa erTxel kidev daeyara far-xmali. vcdilob, Seni miTiTebebis mixedviT vicxovro, aravis danaxva ar minda, aravis xmis gagonebao atyobinebda werilobiT. magram bolomde mainc ar iyo darwmunebuli, saerTod rom SeiZleboda ase cxovreba - yvelas moZuleba, yvelaferze daeWveba - rac ubralod mis Zal-Rones aRemateboda da SeZrwunebuli SesZaxebda xolme (werilobiT), nuTu marTali xaro! saqme is gaxlavT, rom maTi Cxubi da uTanxmoeba, maTi gauTavebeli kamaTis mizezi, adamianebTan urTierTobis, garemos aRqmisa Tu zogadad cxovrebasTan damokidebulebis gansxvavebuli meTodis arseboba iyo da ara, vTqvaT, meoris sawinaaRmdegod Segnebulad gadadgmuli nabiji, anda Segnebulad naTqvami sityva. araviTar SemTxvevaSi! msgavsi ram, arc Segnebulad, arc windauxedaobiT Caudenia romelime maTgans. ubralod, erTi mxolod kargs xedavda yvelaferSi (Tundac asakis gamo, sxvaze rom araferi vTqvaT), meore ki - kargsac da cudsac. oRond, ufro metad - cuds, vidre - kargs (isic, Tundac, mxolod asakis gamo). bevrad meti ecxovra da bevrad ufro Rrmad SeeZlo Caxedva, ara marto adamianis sulSi, aramed Cveulebriv WiqaSic, romelSic rasakvirvelia, saukeTeso franguli Rvinoc SeiZleba esxas da samkapikian wyalSi gaxsnili odekolonic. fransuaza, magaliTad, Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, rom nebismieri universitetis nebismier leqtors, TavisTavad cxadia, mamakacs, pirvel rigSi, codna ainteresebs studenti gogonebisa da mere sxva danarCeni. avelumi ki, sxvanairad fiqrobda. avelumis azriT, sandomiani studenti gogonas "sxva danarCeni" bevrad saintereso iyo, vTqvaT, filosofiis leqtorisTvis (Tuki is namdvilad filosofosia), vidre imave gogonas mosazrebebi kantisa Tu Sopenhaueris moZRvrebaze. magram, imave dros, Tavad fransuazas ukve yelSi hqonda amosuli yvelaferi da TviTonve undoda daefrina yvelani, angarebiT damegobrebuli kulturuli vigindarebi (filosofiis leqtoris CaTvliT), mxolod da mxolod, raRacis gamorCenas rom cdilobdnen misgan, oRond, zogi dReisTvis, zogi xvalisTvis, zogi ki zegisTvis da maszegisTvisac. cxovrebasTan damokidebulebis avelumiseuli meTodi, TavisTavad cxadia, tusaRur gamocdilebasa da codnas emyareboda ZiriTadad da Tundac marto amitom, arafriT ar SeiZleboda gansxvavebuli ar yofiliyo sorbonaSi gazrdili qaliSvilis meTodisgan, magram es gansxvaveba srulebiTac ar avaldebulebda maT, aucileblad dapirispirebodnen erTmaneTs, angariSi ar gaewiaT erTmaneTis "adaT-wesebisTvis". piriqiT, SeiZleba swored amgvari gansxvavebis gamo, gadametebuli pativiscemiTac eqceodnen "mowinaaRmdege" banakis warmomadgenlebs, Tuki amis saSualeba miecemodaT. vin unda Camosuliyo TbilisSi fransuazas saxeliT, imave filosofiis leqtoris CaTvliT, avelumi rom ar gadahyoloda, rasakvirvelia, isev fransuazas saxelis gansadideblad maT TvalSi. magram isic unda iTqvas, saerTod iSviaTad Tu Camosula vinme TbilisSi fransuazas saxeliT da Tu Camosula, mxolod Rirseuli, rogoric

vTqvaT, grZelcxvira anezi iyo, fransuazas upirvelesi dobili, romelic, sadac ar unda mieyvanaT, jer sapirfareSoSi garboda "pipi-pipis" ZaxiliT; anda, batoni relu (remi-lui), fransuazas mSoblebis megobari da erT-erTi didi specialisti elinuri samyarosi evropis masStabiT, gawvrTnili tarakaniT rom gamocxadda sadilze restoran "praRaSi". batoni relu avelumma kaxeTSi dapatiJa, rTvelze, da rogorc mere gamoirkva, sworadac moiqca. ra dasamalia da, avelums, fransuazas xaTrisa da piradi simpaTiis garda, erTi mouSorebeli qvena zraxvac avaldebulebda gansakuTrebuli pativi eca batoni relusTvis, rogorc, maincdamainc, frangi mecnierisa da, maincdamainc, mkvdari religiebis mkvlevarisTvis. rasakvirvelia, baton relus araviTari brali ar miuZRvoda, avelumis samSoblo aqamde imperiis faSvSi rom ebRauWeboda sicocxles, magram avelumi yovelTvis gansakuTrebiT Riziandeboda da apokalifsis simptomad aRiqvamda, roca romelime namdvilad Rirseuli qveyana, anda misi calkeuli warmomadgeneli, marTlac rom WeSmaritad mecnierul SemarTebas, simtkicesa da sijiutes iCenda nebismieri gadaSenebuli cxovelis nakvalevis, anareklisa Tu anabeWdis gadasarCenad, roca gaxedvac ki ar undoda cocxlad damarxuli Tu cocxlad gadaylapuli qveynebisken. avelumisTvis ki misi cocxlad damarxuli samSobloTi iwyeboda mTeli danarCeni samyaro da uimisod erTnairad mkvdari iyo yvela religia. maspinZelma Savi Tikani dakla leRvis Ziras da aman kidev ufro ganacvifra da aRafrTovana batoni relu. warmogidgeniaT, xmelTaSua zRvis auzSi aRaravis axsovs, swored Savi rom unda iyos dionisesTvis Sewiruli Tikanio - iZaxda am moulodneli aRmoCeniT aRgznebuli, mRelvarebisgan loyebSefaklukli. Sen Tu icodi, Savi rom unda dageklao - gadaulaparaka avelumma maspinZels, romelsac Tiknis sisxliani dana jer isev xelSi eWira da, yru-munjiviT, RimiliT epasuxeboda ucxoel stumars. ara, kaco, rac Semxvda, is davkalio - aRiara gulwrfelad, Tumca, iman arc icoda, risi Tqma sjobda misi samSoblosTvis im wuTas, risi gageba undodaT stumrebs misgan. ubralod, simarTle Tqva. gnebavT, is Tqva, rac icoda. aba, erTi gzidan momecaT, minam Tqven laparakobTo - uTxra avelums da Tikani gasatyaveblad ukan fexiT Camokida rkinis kauWze. leRvis msusxav simxurvaleSi mumli trialebda. fexiT dakiduli Tiknis qveS uceb dadga sisxlis gube. gubes lurjad mbzinavi buzebi miesivnen. or nabijze dakrefili venaxi garinduliyo, rindSi gadasuliyo, mSvidobianad mologinebuli qaliviT. mSvidad bubunebda misi xseniT gawebili haeric. "warmogidgeniaT, Savi Tikani... leRvis xe... saflavis qvaze mzisa da mTvaris gamosaxulebani... warmogidgeniaT?" - iZaxda nanaxiTa da gagoniliT moxibluli batoni relu, magram roca maspinZelma sufras stalinis sadRegrZelo SesTavaza, ar dalia da, meamboxesaviT gadafiTrebuli, xmaaTrTolebuli bodiSobda (riTac samudamod moigo avelumis guli), me Tqven ise miyvarxarT, iseT pativs vcem Tqvens kulturas, amas ver gakadrebTo. naxe, ra gviqna xruSCovmao - mxari wahkra erT-erTma naTesavma maspinZels, stumrisTvis misarTmevi savse yanwi xelSi rom SerCenoda, pur-Rvinis simZimisgan welCazneqil sufrasTan venaxdasetyvili glexiviT TavCaqindruli ijda da, sagonebelSi Cavardnils, ver gadaewyvita, ra ajobebda, gabrazebuliyo da ZaliT daeclevinebina stumrisTvis yanwi, Tu gulTan axlos ar mietana es ambavi da gaecina gadamTieli kacis CamorCenilobaze.

kaxuri Semodgomis surnelma, rasakvirvelia, fransuazamdec CaaRwia da Zalianac aaRelva. kmayofili iyo, kmayofilebi rom dabrundnen avelumisgan misi axloblebi. magram esec Tavis motyueba gaxldaT, radgan Tavad sxva cxovrebiT cxovrobda ukve da sxvanairad veRarc icxovrebda, Zalianac rom moendomebina. is bedis samsaxurSi idga da mxolod bedis miTiTebebs asrulebda. magram xandaxan mainc aujanydeboda xolme beds, raki mainc bedisgan daCagrulad, bedisgan abuCad agdebulad Tvlida Tavs, miuxedavad nebayoflobiTi tusaRobisa. mere ki, es wamieri janyic, es uneblie daumorCileblobac tanjavda da saaTobiT ebodiSeboda telefoniT avelums - Tavi veRar micvnia, TviTon ar vici, ra memarTeba da Tu ar mapatieb, Zalian cudad iqneba Cemi saqmeo. mere TvaldaWyetili iwva sibneleSi da narbeni ZaRliviT aqaqanebuli maRviZara amaod cdilobda eniSnebina, Seexsenebina, ukve daqoqili rom iyo da sacaa afeTqdeboda, azrialdeboda, azanzardeboda. is ki amaod cdilobda gaexsenebina, Tu raze elaparaka, raze eCxuba avelumi, magram, misda satanjvelad, sityvac aRar axsovda saubrisa, romelsac Tavis droze, gadamwyvet, uaRresad mniSvnelovan movlenad Tvlida maTi momavali urTierTobisTvis. uyvarda, itanjeboda da grZnobda, cudad damTavrdeboda yvelaferi. marTla patimariviT iTvlida dReebs, saaTebs, wuTebs. patara kantoris buRalteriviT, ganuwyvetliv angariSobda, amowmebda, ramdeni darCenoda kidev aq mosaxdeli dro da gulwrfelad Sewuxebuli Seicxadebda xolme - warmogidgeniaT, didi-didi kidev Teqvsmeti Tvis sicocxleRa damrCao. orjer imaze meti, rac ukve ecxovra aq. es ki marTlac Zalian cota iyo, guldasawyvetad, Seuracxmyoflad cota, miT ufro rom, misi Rrma rwmeniT, gacilebiT did sasjels imsaxurebda imisTvis, rac Segnebulad Caedina, magram (amas TviTonac aRiarebda gunebaSi), maSin sasjeli ki aRar iqneboda moskovSi yuryuti, aramed eniT uTqmeli bedniereba, Tavad moskovi ki miwieri samoTxe da es yvelaze kargad albaT swored iman icoda, visac ganaCeni gamohqonda. dro ki mifrinavda, miuxedavad ganuwyveteli mRelvarebisa, molodinisa, eWvebisa da, rac mTavaria, sicivisa - gauTavebeli, erTnairi, erTferovani sicivisa, romelic ara marto xorcs yinavda, aramed fiqrsac, azrsac, grZnobasac, vnebasac... da gansakuTrebiT am sicivis atana uWirda fransuazas - bolos da bolos, mzis amosvlis kunZulze iyo gazrdili da bebiisa da babuanacvlis wyalobiT, lamis gaCenis dRidan dediSobila datantalebda mziT gavarvarebul kldeebs Soris, oqrosfer silaSi. ratom ar gamafrTxile, weliwadis erTaderTi dro Tu iyo aqao - werda avelums viTom xumrobiT. avelumi ki kvlav oflad iRvreboda telefonis rigSi. Caudeneli danaSaulis SegrZneba tanjavda. sakuTari usamarTloba acofebda. imis magivrad, bodiSi moexada - Sevcdi, ver giSvele, ver gadagarCine da sanam kidev droa, aikari gudanabadi da sanam kidev lamazi xar, miaSure Sens parizso - briyvi, Tavqeifa diqtatoriviT, aqedan karnaxobda fransuazas, rogor ecxovra msoflio proletariatis sataxto qalaqSi marto darCenils, uimisod; vis Sexvedroda da vis ara, sad wasuliyo da sad ara, rodis dawoliliyo da rodis amdgariyo, ra eWama da ra esva. usindiso iyo da meti araferi. pirwavardnili TavkerZa, pativmoyvare briyvi. magram raki ase fiqrobda, raki ramenairad ki ar amarTlebda, aramed yvelanairad gmobda sakuTar saqciels, jer kidev SeiZleboda albaT raRacis gamosworeba. isic amitom askdeboda guls, amitom eZebda, Tavatkiebuli, "raRacis" gamosasworebel gzebs, romlebic, rasakvirvelia, ar arsebobdnen bunebaSi, ramdenadac arc is gamosasworebeli "raRaca" arsebobda. arafris gamosworeba ar SeiZleboda, radgan yvelaferi swored ise xdeboda, rogorc unda momxdariyo. avelumi melanias rom gaSoreboda da fransuaza SeerTo, maSin avelumi ki ar iqneboda (da arc amsigrZe werili daiwereboda), aramed Cveulebrivi sabWoeli araraoba, monobaSi gadidkacebis msurveli mRili, samSoblos gvamis matli, romelTa saxelic legionia da romelTa mizans

sakuTari fiziologiuri moTxovnilebebis rac SeiZleba ukeTesad dakmayofileba warmoadgens, nebismier pirobebSi, da ara, pirobebis gaTvaliswinebiT, Tundac uSedego, magram uangaro da usasrulo mcdeloba vinmes gadarCenisa. avelums gabedniereba ki ar SeeZlo, vTqvaT, fransuazasi, anda Tundac melaniasi, aramed gadarCena da isic, TavisTavad cxadia, misi gagebiT, uaRresad misi Tvalsazrisidan gamomdinare, rac srulebiT ar Seesabameboda albaT fransuazasa da melanias Tvalsazriss am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. avelumi gadarCenaSi, upirveles yovlisa, imis gancdas gulisxmobda, rac adamianur enaze bolomde gamouTqmelia, magram aucilebelia, adamianad rom CavTvaloT Tavi; rac RmerTisagan gamoyveba xolme adamians da ara miwisgan, talaxisgan, da amitom, arc Tanabrad nawildeba - zogma arc icis saerTod Tu arsebobs, ar awuxebs uimisoba, ris gamoc Rvelfi ferflisgan ver gaurCevia, sveti - lodisgan, msxverpli - kerpisgan, bedi - bediswerisgan. imas arc saxe aqvs, arc saxeli. ar Cans, ar igrZnoba, arc ismis, magram Cveni arsebis yvelaze Seuval, SeuRwevel sibneleSi asvenia, rogorc margaliti niJaraSi, rogorc sicocxlis gadamrCeneli wamlis, anda sicocxlis gamanadgurebeli yumbaris formula cecxlgamZle yuTSi. imas verc daavaleb rames, verc daabraleb. verc sTxov, verc daaficeb, radgan arc Ralatisa gaegeba rame, arc erTgulebis, iseve rogorc Cveulebrivi, sayovelTao, yoveldRiuri sazrunavisa da sadardelisa. is arc didia, arc patara, magram misi meSveobiT Cven an Zalian vizrdebiT, an Zalian vpataravdebiT. ai, am raRacis aRmoCenaSi exmareboda avelumi, Tavisi WkuiT, yvelas, vinc Tavad uyvarda, anu, visac gadasarCenad Tvlida, visi gadarCenac kidev SesaZleblad miaCnda, magram erT-erTi satelefono saubris Semdeg, imdenad SeaSfoTa fransuazas sacodaobam, lamis daeWvda sakuTari mrwamsis sisworeSi da raki TviTon Segnebulad ar aZlevda Tavs arCevanis uflebas ramdenadac yvelaze did umsgavsobad, uzneobad da usamarTlobad Tvlida, gindac metnaklebad sasurveli da sayvareli adamianebidan romelimes arCevas gadawyveta melaniasTvis ekiTxa rCeva, melaniasTvis miendo am saqmis gadawyveta.

maSinve daureka da "iveriasTan" dauTqva paemani. melania dafeTebuli movarda. aSkarad Relavda. magram yovelnairad cdilobda, moreoda Tavs, Cveulebriv, bunebriv movlenad CaeTvala maTi aseTi operatiuli Sexvedra quCaSi, TiTqmis ocwliani ojaxuri cxovrebis Semdeg. magram raki darwmunda, araferi uWirda Tavad avelums, arc galaxuls hgavda da arc danadartymuls, pirvelma SiSma gauara, oRond, kidev ufro gaumZafra gaurkveveli safrTxis grZnoba. rac marTalia, marTalia, didi madlobeli var, cota xniT mainc rom momaSore gazis quraso - uTxra RimiliT, viTom, ver vxvdebi da arc minda mivxvde, ratom mixme, ratom gamomiyvane Sinidano. magram mainc daZabuli, mainc daeWvebuli SeaTvalierebda xolme saswrafod, rogorc ki gverdze gaixedavda avelumi. Sevidnen restoranSi. mainc magidasTan jobda laparaki qmar-Svilian qalTan da ara xis Ziras, anda yru kedelTan, rogorc adre iqceodnen, roca Seyvarebulebi erqvaT, ese igi, saerTo Weri ar hqondaT da ZaRlebiviT enagadmogdebulni daZrwodnen mTeli dRe qalaqSi, win da ukan, zeviT da qveviT, mtkvars gaRma da mtkvars gamoRma. dafacurdnen avelumis nacnobi oficiantebi, Tavze evlebodnen melanias. TiTqmis yvela juris xalxTan hyavdaT imaT avelumi nanaxi, sakuTar meuRlesTan ki ara. indigo xelzec ki emTxvia, kulturulad, rogorc inturistis obieqtze mimagrebul Cekists moeTxoveboda. ra icoda, ra mizniT hyavda avelums aq moyvanili. iman ki ara, TviTon melaniamac ar icoda, magram alRo Cekistze meti hqonia. Tavis daWerac ukeTesad exerxeboda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, TvalTmaqcobda Tu marTla ver xvdeboda, ras "zeimobda", ris aRsaniSnav sufraze ijda - aseTi mxiaruli, aseTi kmayofili mas mere aRar unaxavs avelums, pirvelad rom gamoutyda, miyvarxaro. ase rom, keTilSobileba ki ara, Cveulebrivi, sayvelpuro, gulis mosafxani boroteba iqneboda da meti araferi, maincdamainc, axla eTqva avelums misTvis, risi Tqmac, saca samarTalia, gacilebiT adre ajobebda da cota mogvianebiTac SeiZleboda. melania ki albaT mis morig "ucnaurobad" Tvlida am moulodnel, yovlad gauTvaliswinebel dResaswauls da Rirseuladac iferebda, afasebda, madlieri iyo mTeli arsebiT. ukve marTla aRar hqonda mniSvneloba, momxibvlelad gulwrfeli iyo, Tu momxibvlelad TamaSobda gulwrfelobas. RimiliT, Tavazianad elaparakeboda oficiantebs, sxvaTa Soris, avelumsac, da madianad, gemrielad miirTmevda yvelafers (mfrinavebis ar iyos, nerviulobisgan qalebic modian madaze) da Wiqas Wiqaze clida, vinZlo male davTvre da iolad avitano, Tuki desertad rame mware unda damayolebinos Cemma erTaderTma, ganumeorebelma, mouSorebelma da mouTokavma siyvarulmao. avelumsac Rvinis imedi hqonda, Rvino gamiadvilebs Tqmaso, magram rac dro gadioda, miT ufro uazrobad eCveneboda Tavisi gadawyvetileba, Tumca, mainc iRizianebda Tavs - ai, axla, ai, axla, ai axlao oRond, male wesierad aRarc axsovda, ras apirebda, ra hqonda Cafiqrebuli, am moulodneli dResaswaulis CaSxameba melaniasTvis, Tu am moulodneli dResaswaulisa Tu dResaswaulSi gadazrdili uazrobis mSvidobianad momTavreba, anu, imiT dagvirgvineba, riTac erTmaneTisTvis sasurvel, erTmaneTisTvis gaCenil qalsa da kacs SeuZlia daagvirgvinos saerTod nebismieri dResaswauli. mere sanapiroze daxetialobdnen, Camocvenil foTlebSi dasdevdnen erTmaneTs, Tumca melania mainc ufro fxizlad iyo, ufro erkveoda Seqmnil viTarebaSi da dagubuli siciliT igeriebda mTvral meuRles.

fransuaza ki Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, saerTod rom aRar axsovda avelums igi. anda, kidev uaresi - axsovda, diaxac rom axsovda, magram Segnebulad ar exmianeboda, raTa dumiliT, yvelasaTvis erTnairad gasagebi eniT euwyebina survili, rogorc mosalodneli iyo, gamiqra da sxva aRaraferi makavSirebs SenTano. es yvelaze mware, yvelaze Seuracxmyofeli fiqri gaxldaT fransuazasi da roca ase fiqrobda, uneburad, win da ukan iwyebda oTaxSi siaruls, xmamaRla laparakobda gangeb, umiznod xsnida da xuravda macivars, rogorme rom amoegdo Tavidan es Rataki, arafris maqnisi fiqri, rogorc yulabidan, yulabis gautexavad, erTaderTi Sauriani. da isev meordeboda yvelaferi. isev elodeboda avelums, isev ukvirda avelumis danaxva da isev morCilad, sityvis Seubruneblad miacilebda aeroportSi (xan sadgurSic, Tuki frena ar iyo). avelumic, Cveulebisamebr, isev moulodnelad vardeboda cidan da isev feTebiT, facafuciT, ugemurad, umarilod Wamdnen da eWmevinebodnen erTmaneTs. xan gazafxulis Weqa-quxili aryevda iqaurobas (yurebze xelafarebuli fransuaza, SiSisagan adgilze Cakuncxdeboda xolme yovel daquxebaze), xan cecxlwakidebuli torfis Waobebis mware, momwvano-moyviTalo kvamliT ivseboda yvelaferi - quCebic, manqanebic, avtobusebic, saxlebic, oTaxebic... ufro xSirad ki, rasakvirvelia, Cveulebrivad mosawyeni, Cveulebrivad uJmuri zamTris erTferovneba saxlobda aTasnairad dabambul, SefuTvnil, amoqolil sarkmlebSi da isinic SeumCnevlad, TiTqos uneblieT mihyvebodnen drois dinebas. "raRa darCa, RmerTo Cemo, gaTavda cxovrebao" wuxda, Relavda, SfoTavda fransuaza, vidre, erT mSvenier dRes, mTeli arsebiT (am sityvis sruli mniSvnelobiT) ar igrZnobda, bolo rom eReboda mis dabneul, uRuzo, uialqno cxovrebas da dgeboda diadi Jami eldiTa da SiSiT, imediTa da, TavisTavad cxadia, Slegi, daudgromeli siyvaruliT moweuli yanis mkisa. atirebuls gamomeRviZa - viTom isev bavSvi viyavi. Zalian ucnauri da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, Zalian arasasiamovno SegrZneba iyo. ai, ase vcxovrob uSenod, magram kategoriulad vacxadeb, literaturul gmirad ar gamovdgebi. rasakvirvelia, sasiamovnoa Seni mxridan aseTi yuradReba, magram analogia gaugebaria CemTvis. me Seni gulisTvis, Tundac Cemi siyvarulis gulisTvis, sxeuls ki ar vyidi, Seni romanis gmiri qaliviT, aramed codnas, inteleqts... es ki sxvadasxva cnebebia. rac Sen momiyevi amwinebze wignTan dakavSirebiT, namdvilad momwons, magram ver vgrZnob gmiris prototipad Tavs. me mgoni, mec da melaniac mxolod Seni wignebisTvis gWirdebiT, magram eg ar gamova. avjanydebiT. vibrZolebT Cveni uflebebis dasacavad. kriWinobs, gulSi zeimobs gamarjvebas. grZnobs, rom fexmZimed aris da es marTlac didebuli SegrZneba uflebas aZlevs, melanias gverdiT moixsenios Tavi. da mainc, rogor midis saqme? ikarosi ukve daiRupa? sxvaTa Soris, arc Sen ara xar gmiri. SeiZleba, ginda rom iyo, magram... gmiri Tavis gameZavebul satrfosac ar akadrebs imas, rasac Sen meubnebi xolme, gansakuTrebiT simTvraleSi. ese igi, yovelTvis. gmiri arc amdens dalevs. imitomacaa gmiri. Tu iqeife da dro atare, satanjvelad droc aRar dagrCeba. giyvarvar? iqneb dagaviwydi? me ki veRarafriT dagiviwyeb ukve, gindac Zalian mindodes. gkocni da erTxel kidev gkocni.

fransuazasTvis namdvilad gadarCenas niSnavda bavSvis gaCena. yovel SemTxveveSi, aqeT-iqiT wanwals mainc SeeSveboda (ubralod veRar moaxerxebda). bolos da bolos, iqac iSovida SedarebiT mSvid, wesier samsaxurs, iqiravebda patara, myudro binas (Tuki aucileblad calke unda yofiliyo, Tavisi damoukideblobis dasamtkiceblad) da icxovrebda, rogorc sxva aTasobiT da asi aTasobiT martoxela deda cxovrobs msoflios nebismier qalaqSi. rac mTavaria, sul Tvalwin eyoleboda imis damadasturebeli sabuTi, namdvilad rom ganecada siyvaruli, ara winaTgrZnoba ubedurebisa, aramed Tavad ubedureba da TvalnaTliv, xelSesaxebad ecodineboda, risTvis gaeRo msxverpli, ras Seswirvoda sakuTari surviliT. amdens TviTonac xvdeboda da, roca sabolood darwmunda, fexmZimed varo, bargis Calagebasac Seudga - naTxovaris dabrunebas, nasesxebis Casesxebas, nacnob-megobrebTan gamomSvidobebas - dasarCeni piri rom aRar hqonoda, Tuki bolo wuTas isev sZlevda sisuste da isev aekideboda romelime Wkuamokle da enagrZel imeds. rasakvirvelia, avelumic aranakleb aaforiaqa am ambavma da ramdenjerme Cafrinda moskovSi, vidre fransuaza Sin dasabruneblad emzadeboda, ufro zustad, xelSekrulebiT dadgenili vadis gasvlas elodeboda, da Seecada aexsna, ganemarta misTvis, naklovani mxareebic rom hqonda am movlenas da SeiZleba metad arasaxarbielo Sedegebic gemoeRo maTTvis. Tu saerTod ar dausvamda wertils, albaT ukiduresad gaarTulebda maT urTierTobas, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, kidev ufro gawelavda, gaaWianurebda im gamaognebel Sualedebs, romelTa Seuvali, ugrZnobeli sivrceebi isedac daunaneblad Trgunavdnen da aufasurebdnen maT xanmokle, naucbaTev, sulmouTqmel Sexvedrebs, rac ar unda didebulni, ganumeorebelni da Tavbrudamxvevni yofiliyvnen isini. bolos da bolos, boSa qaliviT, Cvilatatebuli xom ar ivlida win da ukan, parizsa da moskovs Soris? xolo, rac Seexeba avelums, is saerTod arafers ambobda imaze, isev TviTon rom aRmoCndeboda yvelaze daCagrulica da uufleboc. marTalia, misTvis araviTari sicocxle ar SeiZleboda yofiliyo ukanono, magram nebismier sicocxles erTnairad sWirdeba yuradRebaca da mzrunvelobac, rasac veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver gamoiCenda avelumi Tavisi momavali Svilis mimarT da ara marto geografiuli sirTuleebis gamo. arc imas ambobda, am movlenasTan dakavSirebiT, kidev ufro rom gaizrdeboda misi "mniSvneloba" satusaRoSic da, Tu aqamde cxvirsac ar ayofinebdnen "Sinidan", axla Seecdebodnen, "Sinac" ganuwyveteli meTvalyureobis qveS hyolodaT igi, rogorc ucxoeli da, amdenad arasasurveli bavSvis mama. arafers ambobda, misi da fransuazas Svili, kolia-klodisa ar iyos, kidev erTi uneblie msxverpli, an Tu gnebavT, miniaturuli brZolis veli rom iqneboda ori samudamod dapirispirebuli xasiaTisa, mrwamsisa, idealisa, radgan orbunebovania Tavad samyaros arsi da iqamde iarsebebs saerTod sicocxle, vidre iarsebebs sikvdili; iqamde amova mze, vidre Casvlis unars ar dakargavs da iqamde iqneba adamiani damonebuli, vidre Tavisuflebis fasi ecodineba. amdenad, avelumsac araferi hqonda sawinaaRmdego, Tuki samyaros ukeTes naxevarSic gaaRwevda, miT ufro ase, genis meSveobiT, anu, iqac iqneboda da aqac, erTdroulad, ramdenadac adamiani ara marto im garemos tyvea, sadac gangebam gaaCina, aramed im garemos Semadgenel, aucilebel nawiladac iqceva xolme, sadac viRacas mainc axsovs is, sadac viRaca mainc fiqrobs masze, avad Tu kargad, sadac uyvarT an sZulT. aqedan gamomdinare, avelums Tu awuxebda, yvelaze metad is awuxebda, bavSvis gaCenis Semdeg, fransuaza is rom aRar iqneboda misTvis, rac axla iyo. ufro metic, ara marto fransuaza, sxvac bevri ram Seicvleboda da albaT Tavad avelumic, xolo maTi siyvaruli, imperiasTan morkinali daviTi, TandaTanobiT, marTlac epistolarul JanrSi gadainacvlebda mxolod, rasac fransuazac aRniSnavs cota mogvianebiT, ukve samudamod Seguebuli Tavis erTganzomilebian cxovrebas da ukve Rrmad

darwmunebuli, araviTari saSveli rom ar arsebobs misTvis am wyeul meoce saukuneSi. magram fransuazas axla arafris gagoneba ar undoda, arc naTqvamisa da arc nagulisxmevisa. "ar Tqva. ar minda. mainc ar gismeno". - iZaxda gaRizianebulic da gaxarebulic, damfrTxalic da bednieric erTsa da imave dros, yurTamde gaxsnil sarkmelSi rvamilioniani qalaqi yrud gugunebda. TiTqos arc esmoda da arc ainteresebda mis kedlebSi SemTxveviT Semofrenili ucxo Citebis "WikWiki", magram, sinamdvileSi, aTasnairi importuli Tu samamulo warmoebis aparatura gamalebuli iwerda, ibeWdavda, iRebda, aRnusxavda da imaxsovrebda yovel sityvas, nebismier moZraobas, nebismier mimikas, xmis tembrsa Tu frazis intonacias da amxela xarjs, Sarvalgamoxeuli saxelmwifo ara marto SenTvis swevda, moclilo mkiTxvelo, aramed saerTod kacobriobis naTeli momavlisTvis. am qalaqma ukve imdeni icoda, araferi gaukvirdeboda, arc daainteresebda, magram raki Tavs valdebulad Tvlida, araTu romelime saqarxno raionSi, aramed mTels msoflioSi daecva wesrigi, cdilobda araferi gamorCenoda mxedvelobidan, Citis WikWikis CaTvliT. es ki, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, aucileblobadac iTvleboda im uzarmazari labirinTis dedaqalaqisaTvis, romelsac sabWoTa kavSiri erqva da romelSic, knosis labirinTisgan gansxvavebiT, minotavrze bevrad sazareli arsebebic cxovrobdnen. sxvaTa Soris, sabWoTa presis cnobiT, am labirinTis mkvidri iyo is Tavaziani, marad morcxvad momRimari profesoric, zust mecnierebaTa doqtori, romelmac erT wvimian saRamos (rom icodeT, amasac mniSvneloba aqvs), konservis qilis Jangiani xufiT yeli gamoWra Svidi wlis gogos da jer kidev cocxals, jer kidev wvimis gubeSi mofarTxales, Zlivs gaaxsnevina magrad momuwuli muSti, liTonis maneTianis wasarTmevad. am labirinTSi cxovrobda saswrafo daxmarebis eqimic, aTasnairi satkivariTa Tu CvenebebiT gawamebulsa da mis imedzeRa darCenil pacientebs jer rom xocavda da mere aupatiurebda, ganurCevlad sqesisa da asakisa. am labirinTSi cxovrobda is Tanamedrove kaciWamia dalaqic, ukve kargad nasadilevma, sanaZleos gulisTvis, sami wlis bavSvi rom SeuWama mezoblebs, Tavi ki karTan daudo, kefiris carieli boTlis gverdiT. bolos da bolos, am labirinTSi cxovrobdnen arasrulwlovani meZavebis, loTebis, narkomanebisa da yvelanairi maniakebis is uTvalavi jogebi, cxovrebis axal wess rom amkvidrebdnen ezoebsa Tu sardafebSi, garaJebsa Tu miwisqveSa gadasasvlelebSi, sadarbazoebsa Tu liftebSi (albaT gaxsovT, erTxel avelumic gadaeyara imaT) da romlebisTvisac sulerTi iyo, visTan, ris gamo amoanTxevdnen TavianT geslsa da mrisxanebas, TiTqos xelovnuri meTodiT gavrcelebuls maT Soris, umisamarTos, ganurCevels da, amdenad, kidev ufro metad uazrosa da saxifaTos, swored Tavisi umisamarTobiTa da ganurCevlobiT. ase rom, TiTqos araviTari mniSvneloba ar unda hqonoda am qalaqisaTvis, daibadeboda Tu ara kidev erTi ukanono bavSvi, magram rac axla am saqarxno raionis erT-erTi tipiuri saxlis merve sarTulze xdeboda, rogorc ukve vTqviT, misxal-misxal, sityva-sityviT, nabij-nabij aRinusxeboda aTasnairi moyurade, moTvalTvale, gadamRebi Tu gadamcemi manqanis meSveobiT; imeorebdnen, izepirebdnen da samudamod imaxsovrebdnen yvelafers eleqtronuli tvinebi, roca pirvel sarTulze, afTiaqSi, zed miwis pirze, araTu, vTqvaT, naRvlis buStis Casawynarebeli wamali, aramed Cveulebrivi, baqos gamoSvebuli prezervativic ar iSoveboda.

fransuaza, marTalia, Tavs gamarjvebulad Tvlida, magram aSkarad damarcxebuliviT gamoiyureboda - yvelaferi aRizianebda, yvelafrisa eSinoda, yvelafers yuradRebas aqcevda da ganuwyvetliv iqeqeboda samedicino cnobarebSi. nebismier bebiaqalze naklebad ar icoda, rodis rogor unda moqceuliyo, ra garTulebebi SeiZleboda mohyoloda mSobiarobas da ranairi, ramdennairi gansacdeli aRar elodeboda Cvils, vidre daibadeboda, anda vidre sakuTari TvaliT darwmundeboda mSobeli, yvelaferi Tavis adgilze rom hqonda mis naSiers, Tundac, araferi rom ar hqonda zedmeti, garda imisa, rac nebismieri (gindac ukanono) bavSvisTvisaa gaTvaliswinebuli Tavidanve, dabadebamde. avelumTanac sul momaval Svilze laparakobda, marCielobda - biWi iqneboda Tu gogo - ra unda daerqmiaT biWisTvis da ra gogosTvis, erTnairad mJReri da erTnairad misaRebi rom yofiliyo qarTuladac da franguladac. rasakvirvelia, eSinoda mSobiarobisa, magram mosalodneli tkivilis gamo ki ara, vaiTu ver SevZloo. magram moTminebadakarguli avelumi rom uyvirebda, eg yvela mdedrobiTi sqesis arsebas SeuZliao, axla imaze swuxda da SfoTavda, iZulebuli rom gaxdeboda, bavSvi Tavidanve xelovnur kvebaze gadaeyvana, radgan bavSvis patroni ufro ver gaCerdeboda usamsaxurod da, amave dros, ufro gauWirdeboda mSoblebis kmayofaze yofna. avelumisTvis Zneli iyo amis mosmena, guli exeoda sibrazisgan, magram arc imis ufleba hqonda, Careuliyo fransuazas saojaxo saqmeebSi, raki TviTon am saqmeebSi veraviTar monawileobas ver miiRebda, rogorc ar unda gamoedo Tavi. amitom, isev xumrobda, ra Tqma unda, naZaladevad - Tbiliseli gogoebi saerTod imitom aCenen Svilebs, xelovnuri rZis fxvnili rom Camoitanon ucxoeTidano. ise, avelumis azriT, dedis gumans ufro iyvnen isini ayolilni, vidre fexis xmas, radgan, Zalian male, xelovnuri rZiT gazrdili bavSvebi gacilebiT ukeT Seeguebodnen aseve xelovnur yofas, romelic Tavis mxriv, dRiTi-dRe ufro mtkiced moikidebda fexs mTel qveyanaze. male yvelaferi xelovnuri iqneboda, ara marto dedis rZe, aramed haeric, wyalic, puric da ara marto romelime organo adamianisa, sasqeso an sasunTqi, aramed mTlianad adamiani. aqeTken miviswrafviT yvelani Tavqudmoglejilebio icinoda mrisxanebisgan ybamoqceuli avelumi - da rac ufro samwuxaroa, romeliRac sawyali, Tavis Tavis ubeduri kleopatra kakulia ki ara, Tqven, kacobriobis saukeTeso nawilis warmomadgenlebi aRmoCndiT amis moTavenio. fransuaza uxmod eTanxmeboda, mis mxarze Tavmidebuli, gatrunuli (SeiZleba, momaval Svilze fiqrobda isev da arc usmenda), magram avelumi rolSi rom Sevida, Cveulebisamebr rom aRegzno sakuTari nalaparakeviT da axla uaxloes teqnikur saocrebas - eleqtrowignebs - gadaswvda, romlebsac iqauri, dasavleTeli komentatorebis azriT, Turme, didi momavali elodebodaT da safuZvlianad damkvidrebis Semdeg, bolos da bolos, Zlivs naswavl kiTxvasac gadaaCvevdnen adamians, anu, daakargvinebdnen sakuTar sulSi CaRrmavebis, brboSi ganmartovebisa Tu sxvaTa tkivilis, sxvaTa gansacdelis gaTavisebis unars, ris Sedegadac kargad gawvrTnil cxovelad, anda kargad informirebul manqanad gadaiqceoda adamiani - veRar gauZlo, sawolidan wamovarda da Ria sarkmlis rafaze Sexta uceb. ise moulodnelad moxda yvelaferi, avelums gaocebisgan ena Cauvarda. "ar momekaro! ar momekaroT! arafris gagoneba aRar mindao!" - yviroda siciliT, viTom marTla apirebda sarkmlidan gadaxtomas da, imave dros, viTom mxolod aSinebda avelums. erTi fexi Tu oTaxis mxares edga rafaze, meore - quCis mxares, mziT gamTbar Tunuqze. quCa ki yrud gugunebda da nirwamxdari, gaognebuli avelumi jer isev sawolidan uRimoda uazrod fanjris rafaze gareul katasaviT afofril fransuazas. Tavisi WkuiT, am uazro RimiliT apirebda (an sxva ra unda moemoqmeda?!), Caecxro misi aRtkineba, xumrobaSi gadaetana yvelaferi da, rac mTavaria, rogorme mSvidobianad Camoeyvana fanjris rafidan. is ki, fransuaza TiTqos arc apirebda iqidan Camosvlas, TiTqos

moswonda kidec iq dgoma, sivrcesTan, simaRlesTan TamaSi. fexSiSveli, perangis amara idga rafaze, mTeli qalaqis dasanaxad, viTom misi arafrad Camgdebi, magram gulisamaCuyeblad daucveli da, imave dros, mTeli arsebiT ganwyobili, mTeli arsebiT momzadebuli Tavisi diadi ganzraxvis aRsasruleblad, Tavisi diadi ganzraxvis dasacavad yvelafrisgan, yvelasgan da, pirvel rigSi, Tavad avelumisgan.

Sin dabrunebul fransuazas erTi ucnauri sizmari dasCemda, imdenad ucnauri, avelumisTvisac ver moeyola (mereRa mouyva, roca mSvidobianad damTavrda yvelaferi). piriqiT, swored avelumTan erideboda amis gamomJRavneba, ramdenadac misi azriT, avelumi iyo mTavari damnaSave. yovel SemTxvevaSi, avelumis SeTxzuli ambebi, romlebsac didi mgznebarebiT uyveboda xolme TviTonve, aSkarad arajansaR zemoqmedebas axdendnen mis sulsa da gonebaze, im idumal, uxilav, amoucnob manqanaze, romlis meSveobiTac saerTod ibadebian sizmrebi da Cveni arsebis Cabnelebul "darbazSi" uwyvetad miedinebian daucxromeli cnobismoyvareobis "ekranze". fransuazas cnobismoyvareobis "ekranze" ki, sul cota, bolo Svidi wlis manZilze, marTlac ganuwyvetliv miedinebodnen Semzaravi, warmoudgeneli, gulis gamxeTqavi Cvenebebi, romelTa wyaroc, raRa Tqma unda, avelumis mwerluri fantazia gaxldaT, calkeuli epizodebi misi bolo romanisa, saidanac, axla ukve miTologiur gmirad gardaqmnili, "minosis Teatrs" saswaulad gadarCenili, gameZavebuli satrfos codviT galaxuli da Svilis (Svilebis) sisxlSi amoTxvrili, bolos da bolos, TviTonac unda amofreniliyo da xelovnuri frTebis farTxuniT, darCenili sicocxle maradiuli sinaTlisken efrina, mTeli kacobriobis dasanaxad. fransuazas sizmaric am romanis epizods hgavda, oRond, piradi gancdebisa da warmodgenebis Sesabamisad gadamuSavebuls. sizmars parizSi xedavda, magram aSkarad aq xdeboda yvelaferi, sapyrobileSi. sapyrobileSi mSobiarobda viTom da, rac yvelaze metad awuxebda, eCoTireboda - avelumisa da melanias TandaswrebiT. melanias, ratomRac mzareulis maRali CaCi exura Tavze da TeTri winsafari ekeTa. mologinebaSi exmareboda fransuazas, magram rogorc ki xelSi iyvanda axalSobils, axalSobili CitiviT frTxialebda da xelidan usxlteboda. zurgze vazis foTlis xela, vazis foToliviT daWmuWnuli frTebi amosvloda viTom da axla am frTebs gamwarebuli iqnevda, Tavs imagrebda haerSi, TiTqos saknidan gasasvlels daeZebda brmad da waramara TaviT awydeboda kedels. pirveli viTom avelumi modioda gonze da ucnaur arsebas dasaWerad etaneboda. magram brma, Tvalebze jer kidev librgadakruli Cvili, TiTqos sxeuliT grZnobda, saidan eloda safrTxe da swored maSin Setrialdeboda xolme haerSi, roca avelums xelis misawvdenad aRaraferi aklda. mere, viTom, TviTon Cvils eleoda araqaTi am uazro freniT da sacodavad afarTxalebuli, Tavpirdasisxlianebuli, xorklian kedelze Camoxoxialebuli, pirdapir xelebSi uvardeboda Tavis ukanono mamas. avelumi ki, viTom melanias awvdida Tavis naSiers, sisxls mobans da mouvliso, magram melanias, viTom, uzarmazari makrateli amohqonda winsafris jibidan da aRnavlebul Cvils ZirSi aWrida frTebs. "es namdvilad zedmetia, uaresad daitanjeba am sakanSio", - ambobda, viTom, melania, magram frTebis gadanaWrebidan, viTom, sisxlis ori Sadrevani ifeTqebda uceb da male yvelaferi sisxlis aqafebuli, wiTlad mbzinavi zRviT ifareboda, Tavad zRvis zedapiri ki - riRaTi aRar - yovlad uvargisi, yavlgasuli, saxeSecvlili, funqciadakarguli nivTebiT (rac wlebis, saukuneebis manZilze Cauzidavs adamians sardafebSi) da sardafebis kanonier binadarTa gaberili, gafSekili gvamebiT. sxvaTa Soris, viTom, fridrixis muyaos saxlsac Camoatarebda dineba, fridrixianad, romelic sarkmlidan iyureboda arxeinad, ulvaSebacmacunebuli, rogorc virTxebis noe - Tavis saimedo kidobnidan. fransuaza ki gaoflili, damfrTxali, agangaSebuli iRviZebda, Zlivs TavdaRweuli am ucnaur sizmars da mere, sakuTari gulis baguns miyuradebuli, didxans iwva sibneleSi gaunZrevlad. magram, sabednierod, bavSvi janmrTeli da yovelmxriv normaluri daibada. ai, axlaxans, gogo SegeZina da imedia, Senc CemsaviT bednieri xaro - swerda imave dRes avelums parizis samSobiaro saxlidan. werilSi, rasakvirvelia, axalgazrda dedisTvis damaxasiaTebeli pedanturobiT, miTiTebuli iyo axalSobili sicocxlis yvela

monacemi: 3 kg-sa da 90 gr-s iwonida, sigrZiT 49 sm-s aRaraferi aklda, bevri eZina, kargad Wamda, Tqven warmoidgineT, ukve iRimeboda kidec da, rac mTavaria, Zalian, Zalian hgavda mamas, imdenad rom, yvela eqimi erTnairad ekiTxeboda Turme fransuazas, saidan xaro, da roca fransuaza pasuxobdaT, aqauri var, parizelio, gulwrfelad ukvirdaT. Tixis afrikul Tojinas hgavs, oRond jer kidev gasaSrobsa da gamosawvavso - xumrobda, xarobda, trabaxobda, zeimobda fransuaza. avelumi ki am dros, centralur komitetSi ijda, cekas Cekas sakmaod vrcel kabinetSi da amaod cdilobda gaerkvia, risTvis daebarebinaT aq, marTla viRac Svedi turistebis vinaobisa Tu kidev sxva raRacis dasadgenad. magram im "sxva raRacas", TviTonve Segnebulad uvlida gverds gunebaSi, fiqrisac eSinoda, radgan darwmunebuli iyo, aucileblad fransuazasTan iqneboda dakavSirebuli da aseve aucileblad orivesTvis sazianod.

cekas Cekam viTom eSmakurad rom Seapara laparakSi, ra kavSiri gaqvs SvedeTTano, pirvelad verc mixvda, ras ekiTxebodnen, ra kavSiri SeiZleboda hqonoda mas SvedeTTan (safrangeTi rom eTqvaT, kidev xo!), miT ufro, saqarTvelos centraluri komitetisTvis saintereso, magram isev cekas Ceka rom waeSvela, ufro rom daukonkreta SekiTxva - am axlo warsulSi vinmes xom ar Sexvedrixar iqidan Camosulso - rogor arao - SesZaxa gaxarebulma. Tumca, cota ar iyos, gaukvirda kidec (arc es daumalavs), ratom ar unda scodnoda es ambavi centralur komitets aqamde, roca misi azriT, Tavad xelisufleba gacilebiT aqtiurad monawileobda am SexvedraSi (indigo iyo Suakacica da Tarjimanic), vidre TviTon. am ramdenime Tvis win sastumro "iveriis" vestibiulSi marTla Sexvda Sved mandilosnebs, magram indigos TandaswrebiT, radgan kargad icoda, sad cxovrobda da riTi SeiZleboda damTavrebuliyo misTvis (da ara marto misTvis) es yovlad uwyinari, mxolod da mxolod, Tavazianobis gamomxatveli viziti. ase rom, saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, Tuki saqme aqamde mividoda (aki mivida kidec!), SeeZleboda isev xelisuflebis saidumlo agenti daemowmebina, "adgili rom ar hqonia am vizitis dros arc savaluto operaciasa da arc porno Tu politliteraturis gadacemis faqts". Svedi mandilosnebic Cveulebrivi turistebi iyvnen, asaksgadacilebulni, Svedebis kvalobaze sakmaod Seuxedavebic, magram gindac "abbas" gogoebi yofiliyvnen, avelumi mainc ver darCeboda imaTTan didxans. imaTac mxolod mokiTxva gadasces moskoveli poetisgan, romelic erTxel, Tavis xmawasul meuRlesTan erTad, sruliad moulodnelad gamoecxada avelums simTvraleSi da romelic, sinamdvileSi, sakmaod cnobili poeti gaxldaT, gansakuTrebiT ucxoelebisTvis, pirvel rigSi, swored moskovuri warmomavlobis gamo. moskoveli poeti, Tavis mxriv, rekomendacias uwevda ucxoel stumrebs, TbilisSi yofnisas, misi saxeliT miemarTaT avelumisTvis, adgilobrivi mniSvnelobis poetisTvis, Tuki undodaT "egrZnoT da egemaT iqauri egzotikuri siameni". rasakvirvelia undodaT, magram verc igrZnes da verc igemes - avelums ar ecala, ar SeeZlo, ekaekaterinekato hyavda avad da wamalze garboda, ris gamoc germanulad (indigos piriT) moubodiSa Sved mandilosnebs da es wamieri, umniSvnelo Sexvedra daviwyebis mdinares gaatana Tavisi WkuiT. "indigo Tqveni kaci megona da amitom daviswari saubarzeo" - Tqva RimiliT, fexi fexze gadadebulma, magram mainc daZabulma, mainc raRacis, gaurkvevlis momlodinem. indigo ara marto Segnebulad, aramed garkveuli kmayofilebiTac "CauSva", radgan indigos saqcieli pirwavardnili usindisoba iyo da ara, vqvaT, samsaxurebrivi movaleobis patiosnad (Tundac, iZulebiT) aRsruleba, risi araTu gageba, aramed patiebac SeiZleba da ara erTxel da orjer gaugiaT da upatiebiaT imave indigosaTvis. bolos da bolos, yvela Tavis saqmes akeTebs, rac ar unda binZuri iyos Tavad saqme, magram amjerad, pirvel rigSi Tavisianebs atyuebda indigo, imaT urevda kvals, anu, arafris gamo texta gangaSs, vinZlo erTi zedmeti sityvieri madloba, anda erTi zedmeti fuladi jildo daemsaxurebina, viTom sanimuSi sifxizlisa da operatiulobisaTvis. "indigos hkiTxeT da is getyviT, ra kavSiri maqvs SvedeTTano" - indigos mxilebiT ifxanda guls avi winaTgrZnobiT aforiaqebuli avelumi, magram arc is gaukvirdeboda, Tavad xelisuflebisgan yofiliyo "CaSvebuli" indigo, sxva ufro seriozuli miznis misaRwevad. swored im miznis amocnobas cdilobda avelumic amaod. Svedi qalebi cekas Cekas sityvis masalad sWirdeboda mxolod da, marTlac, rogorc ki moTavda tyuili laparaki, cekas Ceka didis ambiT gadmoixara avelumisken, ufro dauaxlovda, da, rogorc deteqtiur filmebSi xdeba xolme, ramdenime suraTi daudo win - vis icnob amaTgano. yvela suraTze erTi da igive xalxi iyo aRbeWdili - erTi qali da sami kaci - da ra TanmimdevrobiTac ar unda damdgariyvnen isini, arsebiTad araferi icvleboda, rogorc jami ar icvleba SesakrebTa gadaadgilebiT. qali, rogorc

Tavad mixvdiT, fransuaza gaxldaT, xolo kacebi imdenad ucxoebi, imdenad ucnobebi iyvnen, jer gaukvirda fransuazas danaxva imaT gverdiT, mere gabrazda fransuazaze, erTnairi RimiliT rom Semoscqeroda yvela suraTidan, TiTqos is ucxo mamakacebi imisTvisac iseTive ucxoni unda yofiliyvnen, rogorebic misTvis iyvnen; bolos ki, sisxlis gamyinavi, eWvianobis magvari grZnoba daeufla uceb, yovlad suleluri, magram sakmaod Zlieri, raTa gaRizianebuliyo, TiTqos am sami mamakacidan romeliRaca (arada, ZmebiviT gavdnen erTmaneTs, asakis Sesaferisad moboSebul-moCaCulni. masze ufrosi Tu ara, umcrosi arc erTi ar iqneboda), fransuazas sayvareli, anda qmari unda yofiliyo da avelumis Rirsebis damcvel Cekas axla misTvisac unda aexila Tvali - ai, aseTi siyvaruli ician ucxoelma qalebmao. "ai, amas vicnobo" - ar daamTavrebina sityva cekas Cekas avelumma da TiTi iseTi ZaliT ataka fransuazas saxeSi, TiTqos isic igrZnobda da etkineboda, rogorc Tavad etkina TiTi. "sxvebs? sxvebs ar icnobo?" - dauyvava, sTxova cekas Cekam RimiliT. avelums ki gaecina, radgan uceb mixvda, ra kuWis wvac hqonda, risi gageba ainteresebda mas. mas ainteresebda, ra gzas airCevda avelumi: uaryofda Tu scnobda Tavis ukanono Svils, romelic etyoba ukve dabadebuliyo misgan usaSvelod Sors, sxva cis qveS da sxva miwaze, ris Semdegac avelumis "gataceba" ucxoeli qaliT saxelmwifos TvalSi, rasakvirvelia, ufro seriozul, ufro damafiqrebel, ufro damaeWvebel elfers iRebda, rasakvirvelia, isev da isev avelumis interesebidan gamomdinare. "ra gacinebso" gulwrfelad gaukvirda cekas Cekas. mere, idayvebiT magidas dayrdnobili (marjvena idayvis qveS erT-erTi suraTi moibrica), win gadmoixara (TiTqos sadac ijda, iqidan ver gaagonebda) da uTxra: sruliad utyuari, axlaxans miRebuli (rasakvirvelia, moskovidan) cnobebiT, Tqveni frangi megobari jaSuSi unda iyos da ase arxeinad jdomasa da sicils (es ar uTqvams, es igulisxmeboda), is girCevnia, rogorme daamtkico, Cven rom vcdebiTo. etyoba, marTla Zalian SeeSfoTebina saxelmwifo avelumis ukanono bavSvis gamoCenas horizontze, rac upirveles yovlisa, avelumis simtkicis, avelumis sijiutisa da saxelmwifos sisustis, saxelmwifos uyuradRebobis dadastureba gaxldaT. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, saxelmwifos ver Seesrulebina politikuri prezervativis roli da axla cdilobda, avelumisTvis gadaebralebina Tavisi umaqnisoba. avelums ki ecineboda da Zlivs akavebda enaze momdgar SekiTxvas: barem isic miTxariT, biWi myavs Tu gogoo. bedad, im xanebSi, amgvar sakiTxebTan dakavSirebiT ucxoelebTan nacnob-megobruli, naTesauri, kulturuli, gnebavT, seqsualuri urTierTobebi, rasakvirvelia, aSkarad politikurisa da, miT ufro, jaSuSuris gamoklebiT - saxelmwifos mxridan garkveuli lmobiereba Tu ara, erTgvari gulgriloba namdvilad SeimCneoda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, amgvari "danaSaulisaTvis" aSkarad aravin isjeboda. Txoulobdnen ucxoelebs, Txovdebodnen ucxoelebze da ase Semdeg. mokled, daaxloebiT iseTive urTierToba hqondaT sabWoelebs ucxoelebTan, rogorc warRvnamdel adamianebs ciT movlenil angelosebTan. marTalia, avelums jer mainc ar uSvebdnen sazRvargareT, magram SeZlebisdagvarad agrZnobinebdnen, SesaZlebeli rom iqneboda amgvari ram, Tuki isic wavidoda garkveul daTmobebze, anu, maradiul grZnobebs droebiTi kavSirebiT Secvlida, siyvaruls - garTobiT, ese igi, mipatiJeba nebismieri sxva qveynidan mouvidoda da ara maincdamainc safrangeTidan. avelums ki, maincdamainc, safrangeTSi undoda wasvla, radgan, maincdamainc safrangeTSi elodeboda Tavisi eSu da es avelumze kargad imaT icodnen, visac misi gaSveba-argaSveba evaleboda. saiTac geneboT, oRond parizs ar girCevTo - Tavazianad iSorebdnen Tavidan, TiTqos wasvlas ki ar ukrZalavdnen, ufrTxildebodnen - TiTqos parizi iyo yvelanairi sisaZaglis bude da iq Casul kacs kargi araferi elodeboda. naTqvamia, munjis ena dedam iciso, magram munjsac esmis dedisa da, raRa Tqma unda, avelumsac kargad esmoda

maTi. amitomac iyo gamoketili sakanSi, Tavis gmirebTan erTad, oRond, gmirebs ki ar akeTebinebda, risi gakeTebac Tavad ar SeeZlo, aramed misganve Seqmnil adamians gmirobad uTvlida imas, rasac Tavad iZulebiT itanda. raki ise ver cxovrobda, rogorc undoda, cxovrobda - rogorc SeeZlo. magram raki upartio kaci centralur komitetSi daibares da raki iqamde yrud daxuruli frCxilebi erTbaSad gaxsnes, isini ara marto avelumis kretin eSus gamoacxadebdnen jaSuSad, Tavis ukanono Svilianad (dafrTxeba da gaanebebs avelums Tavs, aba ras izamso!), aramed iZulebulni Seiqnebodnen (hm, hm...), avelumis ojaxuri keTildReobaca da misi mwerluri Rirsebac daekidaT fexebze (TiTqos iqamde Zalian afasebdnen da ufrTxildebodnen) da ise moqceodnen, rogorc Cveulebriv antisaxelmwifoebriv elements ekadreboda. avelums ki mainc ecineboda, ra Tqma unda, nerviulobisgan, emociuri, gonebrivi, fizikuri daZabulobis gamo da imis warmodgenazec, misi uaxloesi megobari da Tanamokalme (Tqveni mona-morCili), SiSisgan Tvalebdayvlepili, sagonebelSi Cavardnili, bolTas rogor scemda rusTavelze, mTavrobis sasaxlis win, pionerTa da kavSirgabmulobis sasaxleebs Soris - uimisod Tavcocxali ar moicvlida iqidan fexs - da ukve imaze fiqrobda, ra Seegzavna, saerTod risi Segzavna SeiZleboda patimrisaTvis partiis centralur komitetSi.

cxovreba ki Tavisi gziT midioda. iseTi daRlili vbrundebi Sin, gauxdels meZineba. isic gasusuli wevs. Segnebulad ar tiris. mifrTxildeba, imitom, rom imas ufro vWirdebi, vidre Sen. xa, xa! ai, isev vbrazdebi. ara, gadamiara. me aq bavSvi gavaCine da Sen mand muceli gtkioda, ara?! zRvis piras goravdi silaze?! tyui yvelafers. carieli sityvebia. icocxle, sityvebis SerCeva ici, magram yvela erTnairad tyuiliTaa savse. amisTvisac madloba. roca gWirdeba, tyuilsac daijereb. aseTia adamiani, miT ufro ki - qali. rogorc albaT mixvdi, me ukve vmsaxurob. dilis eqvsze vdgebi da saRamos Svidze vbrundebi. xandaxan maviwydeba kidec, rogor gamoiyureba da giJiviTa var, adgils ver vpoulob, vidre davinaxavde. isev dedaCemi uvlis da erTi marokoeli gogo modis kviraSi erTxel. esec SeRavaTia. sawyali deda. cudi Svili var. ar gainteresebs? marokoelze gekiTxebi. me mgoni, kargi iqneboda Seni koleqciisTvis, Tundac eTnografiuli TvalsazrisiT. arc me var kargi deda, Tqveni kleopatra kakuliasi ar iyos. ZuZu ver vaWame. ar moxerxda. samagierod, sami kvirisa ukve forToxlis wvens miirTmevda. bostneulsac. saerTod, siamovnebiT ylapavs yvelafers. mamamisiviT uyvars gemrieli saWmeli. Tu ici, vin aris mamaSeni meTqi, davyvireb xandaxan. is ki icinis. imanWeba, fexebs asavsavebs siamovnebisgan. Sen ki jer arc ginaxavs da RmerTma icis, rodis naxav. am TvalsazrisiT, ra Tqma unda, Senze ukeTes dReSi var. madloba RmerTs! marTlac, pirvelad rom naxa avelumma Tavisi ukanono Svili, is ukve cameti wlis gogo iyo da esec "perestroikis" damsaxureba ufro gaxldaT, vidre Tavad avelumisa. erT mSvenier dRes, daibares da uTxres, maincdamainc parizSi unda waxvideo da isic wavida, magram im ramdenime dRis ganmavlobaSi, gadabmulad, ori saaTic ar yofilan albaT erTad - dilidanve romeliRac sazogadoebisa Tu gamomcemlobis sxdomaTa darbazSi ijda, gamouZinari, mTqnarebamoreuli - da mainc, ise ubralod, ise uSualod eWira Tavi mis ukanono Svils, TiTqos es cameti weli sul mamis gverdiT gaetarebinos. samagierod, ganSoreba ganicada Zalian. cremlad daiRvara sadgurSi, sadac isa da bebiamisi gaiyvanes fransuazam da avelumma mzis amosvlis kunZulze gasamgzavreblad. avelumic meore dRes, dilauTenia unda gafreniliyo moskovSi, Tavis "mxleblebTan" erTad. "mxleblebi" delegaciis danarCen or wevrs Searqva xumrobiT - erT qarTvel da erT rus mwerals romlebic ZiriTadad avelumis samwyemsavad iyvnen, etyoba, Seyvanilni delegaciaSi, radgan is ramdenime dRe avelums dasdevdnen kudSi, an avelums elodebodnen sadme, an avelumis SegvianebiT SeSfoTebulni, erTmaneTs eCxubebodnen, erTmaneTs amtyunebdnen - ara Sen gauSvi da ara Seno. avelummac is ramdenime dRe sul imaT ferebaSi, sul imaT pativiscemaSi gaatara, sul imaT Serigebas undeboda. iqiT uvlidaT da patronobdaT. fransuazas mSoblebTanac hyavda sadilze da, maTi xaTriT, batonma relum sul yanwebiT sva burgunduli Rvino. pigalic daaTvalierebina (rasakvirvelia, fransuazas fulebiT), Tavis striptizian-yavianad da fransuazasTan gamosamSvidobebel vaxSamzec daiswro, Sin dabrunebulebs, rame cudi rom ar CaeweraT delegaciis mesame wverze TavianT axsna-ganmartebiT baraTebSi. amisi eSinoda fransuazasac da aCqarebda, mklavze eqaCeboda avelums, magra imas mainc ver mouTmina gulma da isev vagonTan mibrunda, erTxel kidev rom Seevlo SvilisTvis Tvali, Tundac malulad, vidre kidev iyo amis SesaZlebloba. vagonSi jer kidev aqa-iq, kanti-kuntad isxdnen mgzavrebi. gulamoskvnili, cxare, magram ukve Senelebuli cremliT tiroda bebiis mkerdze mixutebuli. bebia ki cremlsa swmendda, drogamoSvebiT, muWSi moWmuWnuli cxvirsaxociT. arc erTs ar daunaxavs avelumi, arada, im wuTas albaT orive masze fiqrobda - is warmarTavda, uneblieT, orives safiqrals. erTi bavSvuri gulubryvilobiT mistiroda, qveyanaze gabutuli - ver gaego, ratom daaSores Zlivs gacnobil mamas ase uceb da es atirebda cxare cremliT, Tavi rom SevikavoT ufro Rrma, ufro idumali da ufro mniSvnelovani mizezebis

Ziebisagan. meores ki cxovrebiseuli gamocdileba da, rac mTavaria, misi frTis qveS gazrdili bartyis bedi afiqrebda da, aqedan gamomdinare, sagonebelSi iyo Cavardnili, anu, icoda, rom ver gaarkvevda da mainc cdilobda gaerkvia, ra SeiZleboda mohyoloda, riTi SeiZleboda damTavrebuliyo es gauTavebeli Sexvedra-ganSorebebi saerTod da, upirveles yovlisa, kerZod misi SviliSvilisaTvis, romelsac axla, sakuTar fiqrebSi danTqmuli, verc aRiqvamda wesierad da mxolod uneblieT, Cveulebisamebr swmendda erTmaneTSi areul cremlsa da cingls. avelums, rasakvirvelia, iqamdec hqonda garkveuli warmodgena Tavis ukanono Svilze - fransuaza yovelTvis uxvad ugzavnida fotoebs - magram arcerT fotos ar mouxdenia masze iseTi didi STabeWdileba, rogoric Tavad ukanono Svilis pirvelma (da jerjerobiT, ukanasknelma) avtoportretma moaxdina, fransuazas TqmiT, Segnebulad misTvis daxatulma patara, asanTis kolofisxela qaRaldze. SeiZleba Tavisuflad iTqvas, am naxatma samudamod dasca avelums Tavzari da ara marto Sexvedramde, Sexvedris merec umTavresad mainc iseTad warmoidgenda xolme Tavis ukanono Svils, rogoric misive gauwafavi xeliT iyo aRbeWdili naxatze, Tumca mSvenivrad icoda (Tundac, Sexvedris Semdeg), sul sxvanairad rom gamoiyureboda sinamdvileSi. mwvane mindorze, ufro sworad, mwvane tireebs zemoT, or erTnair yvavils Soris, ratomRac, umklavebo gogo dgas. saxe TeTri aqvs, carciviT. fexebi yviTeli; mowiTalo, im ori yvavilis feri perangi, nacrisferi qvedakaba da Savi qoSebi acvia. mklavebisa ar iyos, arc cxviri aqvs. or lurj wertils - Tvalebs pirdapir "azis" moyavisfro, muzaradiviT Tma. gogos win, balaxze - mwvane tireebze - Tojina agdia, isic mklavebdawyvetili, anda, Tavidanve umklavebod "Seqmnili". gogos zemoT mozrdili lurji laqaa - ca - lurj caze ki yviTeli, bevrad patara, saaTis dakbiluli borblis magvari laqa - mze - rac yvelasTvis erTnairad naTelia. magram gaugebaria (yovel SemTxvevaSi, avelumisTvis), Tu ratom ara aqvs mklavebi arc gogos da arc mis Tojinas. mklavebis nacvlad, orives patara gamonazardebi, gnebavT, monarCenebi etyoba, perangisfrad SeRebili. ase rom, verc Tojina gauwvdis xelebs gogos - amiyvaneo - da verc gogo dawvdeba Tojinas, Zalianac rom moindomos. rac mTavaria, verasodes Caixutebs, visi Caxutebac surs. sainteresoa, SemTxveviT gamovida ase, Tu winaswari ganzraxviT? Segnebulad Tu Seugneblad? ucodinrobiT Tu, piriqiT, raRacis, idumalis, bevrad mniSvnelovanis misaniSneblad? magram amas veRaravin daadgens. veRarc Tavad mxatvari. man Tu icoda, mxolod maSin icoda, roca xatavda, roca mxolod ase SeeZlo imis Tqma, risi Tqmac saerTod ar SeeZlo.

mokled, ise aaforiaqa am naxatma avelumi, mSvidad, umtkivneulod, utanjvelad, veRar ifiqrebda im dReze, im astronomiul saocrebaze, SeuZlebel SesaZleblobaze, roca naxatiT gacnobil gogos cxovrebaSic Sexvdeboda da amoxsnida amouxsnel saidumlos bavSvisas, romelsac yovelTvis ufro meti esmis, vidre eubnebian da ufro naklebs ambobs, vidre icis. cameti weli dailia am dRis molodinSi, TiTqmis umaRlesi nixri, tarifi mkvlelobisTvisac. da isic, am xnis ganmavlobaSi, isev amaod cdilobda amouxsnelis amoxsnas, isev ganusjelad, daundoblad xarjavda, risi daxarjvac SeeZlo; isev Tavganwirulad Rreobda da Tavdauzogavad muSaobda, TiTebis daskdomamde, skamidan gadmovardnamde... mere ki isev zRvis piras ijda fexmoucvlelad, zRvaSi daRupuli patronis momlodine beberi ZaRliviT (rogorc erTma moldavelma poetesam uTxra) da moRuSuli, naoWebSi TvalebCakarguli misCereboda cariel sivrces. magram roca is gauTvaliswinebeli, TiTqos riggareSe, astronomiul kalendarSi TiTqos ZaliT Camatebuli dRec gaTenda, bolos da bolos, ise dafrTxa, ise SeeSinda, sastumrodan gamosvlac ar undoda. fexebi ukan rCeboda, esikvdileboda sakuTari xorcisa da sisxlis danaxva. viTom, SvilisTvis Camotanil saCuqrebs alagebda calke CanTaSi, sinamdvileSi ki, dros igebda, dros welavda SeZlebisdagvarad, TiTqos SeeZlo Tavi aeridebina am SemTxvevisTvis, romelsac cameti weli sulwasuli, uimedo mouTmenlobiT elodeboda. fransuazac uaresad aCqarebda - saCuqrebi sxva dros iyos, wavideT, codoa, gvelodebao. Sevidnen da, ai, es gaxlavs mamaSenio - uTxra batonma relum bebiis gverdiT mouTmenlad daskupebul patara gogos, romelsac araTu normaluri, aramed ulamazesi, utkbilesi, surnelovani da moqnili mklavebi aRmoaCnda, Tojinis daWerac SeeZlo da cameti wlis, anu, saerTod unaxavi mamis, Tundac viTom mamis Caxutebac. Zneli aRmoCnda im mklavebidan Tavis daRweva da uxerxulad moxrili avelumi, darcxvenilic da Sercxvenilic, bednieric da madlieric - gaubedavad, msubuqad, aqa-iq kocnida ukanono Svilis, vin icis, ranairi fiqrebiT, ranairi ocnebebiT, warmodgenebiT, CvenebebiT, mosazrebebiTa da varaudebiT gamotenil patara Tavs, kauCukis RvedebiviT moqnil, garujul mklavebs, nazad momrgvalebul mxrebs, kisris Rrmuls, kisris qveviT, beWebisken, welisken, kudusunisken Cawikwikebul malebs. saCuqrebiT savse CanTa jer isev xelSi eWira, mouxerxeblad gadmoxrils, sulelurad momRimars, da am sanaxaobiT aranakleb aRelvebuli, aranakleb dabneuli fransuazac ver mimxvdariyo, CamoerTmia CanTa, meore xelic gaenTavisuflebina misTvis, raTa imasac mTlianad, mTeli arsebiT da ara ase, sanaxevrod, gaubedavad, Caexutebina Tavisi codvis, siSlegis, rwmenis, Seurigeblobisa da, rac mTavaria, veluri, mouTvinierebeli siyvarulis nayofi, wesebsa da kanonebs, Teoriebsa da mosazrebebs jer kidev ver Seguebuli siyvarulisa da, amitomac, ufro metad SeSfoTebis, gakvirvebis, gabrazebis, dacinvisa da dasjis survilis aRmZvreli sxvaTa gulebSi, vidre, vTqvaT, aRtacebisa, mowiwebisa, pativiscemisa. magram im wuTas, iq, im oTaxSi, sadac mama-Svilis arc mTlad bunebrivi, arc mTlad Cveulebrivi gacnoba xdeboda, "sxva" aravin iyo, yvelani met-naklebad am siyvarulis monawileni, Tanamzraxvelni, xelisSemwyobni, mxardamWerni, anda sulac msxverplni iyvnen da, rac mTavaria, amas gangebis nebad, RvTis wyalobad Tvlidnen.

am dros sonia ukve didi xnis gamosulia asparezze. ukve didi xania is xvdeba moskovSi da is acilebs moskovidan avelums. ufro rom davazustoT, misgan midis da masTan brundeba avelumi. parizSi rom gaacila, ratomRac egona, naklebad aaRelvebda, naklebad Seexeboda Tavad es ambavi. magram ase ar aRmoCnda. piriqiT, rogorc ki Tvals miefara avelumi, maSinve igrZno, ra advilad SeiZleboda misi dakargva. ufro metic, gamaognebeli sicxadiT igrZno, gacilebiT mZlavrad rom iyo dakavSirebuli Tavad fransuazasTan, vidre avelumTan. fransuaza warmarTavda saerTod mis cxovrebas da fransuazasgan hqonda adgili miCenili avelumis cxovrebaSi, anu, droebiT ikavebda im adgils, romelic samaradisod ekuTvnoda fransuazas. daZabulobisgan mTeli sxeuli uTrToda. gaurkveveli, moulodneli sevdisgan guli ewureboda da erTi suli hqonda, rodis mividoda Sin, rodis Caixutebda Tavis qecian danias da itirebda, itirebda, itirebda, vidre deda ar moukakunebda karze - gamo, Cai davlioTo - vidre telefoni ar darekavda, anda vidre Tavad ar mobezrdeboda tirili. magram, mivida Tu ara Sin, pirvel rigSi, makrateli amoiRo ujridan, kefaze dagragnili majis simsxo nawnavi CamoiSala, Tvalebi magrad daxuWa da, rac SeiZleba swrafad, SeiWra ZirSi. ori dRis Semdeg ase TmaSeWrili daxvda avelums aeroportSi. magram avelums yuradReba ar miuqcevia amisTvis, jer isev iq iyo, parizSi, da gancdiliTa da gadataniliT daTrgunuli, sastumroSi misvlas Cqarobda mxolod. sonia, rasakvirvelia, wuTiTac ar moSorebia, vidre sarTulis morigem ar daureka da ar Seaxsena, stumrobis dro amoiwurao. magram sanam iq iyo, arc Tavisi eWvebis gaqarwyleba mouTxovia avelumisgan, arc uyuradRebobisTvis usayvedurebia. piriqiT, TviTon iyo yuradRebad qceuli da SeuniRbavi interesiT ismenda mama-Svilis istoriuli Sexvedrisa da ganSorebis ambavs. oxravda, ganicdida da im wuTas marTla gulwrfelad TanaugrZnobda ukanono mamasac da ukanono Svilsac, rac mTavaria, fransuazasac, samives erTnairad, da albaT amis gamo, maTgan kidev ufro gariyulad grZnobda Tavs. ufro sworad, axlac iseve Surda fransuazasi, rogorc odesRac, preistoriul xanaSi, skolis sapirfareSoSi - gegonebodaT, am xnis ganmavlobaSi arc araferi Secvliliyo, arc araferi momxdariyo mis cxovrebaSi iseTi, es bavSvuri, usafuZvlo, bolomde Camouyalibebeli Suri gaebaTilebina. imaT uimisodac Tavze sayrelad hqondaT yvelaferi - sadardelic da gasaxaric - TviTon ki cariel-tarieli darCeniliyo aqamde. marTalia, avelumi ukve amdeni xania, masTan iyo, magram mas mainc ar ekuTvnoda da amasac yvelaze mZafrad swored axla grZnobda, sastumros nomerSi, avelumis sawolze, avelumis TandaswrebiT, roca marTla sWirdeboda avelums, roca marTla aravin hyavda avelums masze axlobeli am uzarmazar, sakuTari sididisgan grZnobebdaClungebul qalaqSi. magram, meores mxriv, TiTqos araferi unda hqonoda sonias saeWviano. man xom pirvelsave dRidan icoda, ras Tanxmdeboda, anda, ris safasurad isrulebda bavSvobisdroindel sawadels, roca svel tanze sarafangadacmuli, saxeze mzemiSuqebuli, Worflian cxvirs iWmuxnida da avelums eubneboda: me Tqven ufro moxuci megoneTo. sawadeli namdvilad Seisrula - bolo aTi, Tundac rva wlis ganmavlobaSi, igive fransuaza iyo avelumisTvis, yovel SemTxvaSi, fransuaza Tu ara, fransuazas nacvali, fransuazas magieri da, amdenad, uflebamosilic, Tavisad CaeTvala, mieRo da moexmara, rasac avelumis meSveobiT miswvdeboda, gaigebda, ixilavda...

fransuazas ki, am xnis ganmavlobaSi, TandaTanobiT ubrundeba dedobamdeli mRelvareba, mouTmenloba, sevda-wuxili da axla ukve sabolood rwmundeba, siyvarulidan gamosavali ar arsebobs misTvis, Svilic ver amouvsebs avelumis danatovar sicarieles. nuTu aRaraferi Seicvleba Cems cxovrebaSio gaibrZolebs xolme uneblieT. masac ebadeba hamletiseuli, gnebavT, ofeliaseuli kiTxva. isic eWvdeba. bolos da bolos, isic tydeba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aris wuTebi, roca aRar sjera, swori arCevani rom gaakeTa cxovrebaSi. win sinaTlis natamalic ar Cans da amis atana aRar SemiZliao swuxs, Semcbari, daeWvebuli. SeiZleba guli ugrZnobs (Tu yurSi ar CaawveTa ukve viRacam), "sul mowyenili" rom ar aris avelumi, ufro zustad, misi magieri, misi nacvali movlenia iqaurobas (misganve STagonebuli, misnairobis JiniT waqezebuli da Tavidanve mis Sesacvlelad, mis "gansasaxiereblad" gamosuli skolis sapirfareSodan, rogorc debiutanti msaxiobi - sagrimiorodan) da mware guSindelisa da gaurkveveli xvalindelis amara darCenili, isev Svilis "xeliT" cdilobs Svilis gulisTvis dakargulis dabrunebas - sakuTar Svils acnobs da ayvarebs avelums Soridan, werilebisa da fotoebis meSveobiT, da avelumisganac (ar mimixvdes, rom veWvianobo) mxolod misi axalSobili SviliSvilis ambebis gageba ainteresebs TiTqos: ramdens iwonis, vis hgavs, ras Wams, rogor sZinavs da sxva amis magvari, uaRresad zogadi, saerTaSoriso SekiTxvebiT avsebs furcels, sadac siamovnebiT gadmoanTxevda Tavis samarTlian guliswyromasa da mrisxanebas. Tavad mitovebuli da martoxela, ekaekaterinekatos bediTaa SeZruli (esec CaawveTes albaT, radgan avelums ar miuweria, moerida ratomRac, oRond, TviTonac ver gaarkvia, ratom) da gulwrfelad TanaugrZnobs, rogorc qali qals, rogorc martoxela dedaTa amqris axal wevrs. xolo mamamiss, sxvaTa damRupvels da misi morigi weriliT sindisSeZruls, xelebdafufquls, sulgrZelad amSvidebs kidec, oRond SefarviT, qaragmulad: Cemi Svili Sen rom dagemgvana, gasakviri araferia, magram Seni Svili ratom unda dammgvaneboda, maincdamainc, me, Zneli asaxsneliao. magram mainc mtkiced unda idge. gaxsovdes, bevrs Wirdebi, bevrni varT Sens anabara darCenilni. xom ar mogeria sibere? karts kidev TamaSob? bevrs svam? Tu mxolod muSaob? yovel SemTxvevaSi, icode Zalian daviRale am epistoluri siyvaruliT. xandaxan TviTonve mikvirs, rogor vitan, ratom vitan amdens. Tumca, vtyui. mSvenivrad vici, rac maZlebinebs, ratom vitan, rasac vitan. imitom rom... imitom rom, aravin da araferi ar arsebobs qveyanaze Senze ukeTesi. kidev mqondes SenTan Sexvedris imedi? Tumca, imedic rom gadamiwuro, mainc dagelodebi. es yofila Cemi bedi, ra gaewyoba. magram iqneb marTla miTxra, Seni azriT, rodis SevxvdebiT? axlave mogaxsenebT. weliwadnaxevarSi. ara. weliwadsa da Svid TveSi. cxrameti Tvis Semdeg. cxramet Tvesa da rva dReSi. iqamde sonia (Tavad sonias versiiT), erT-erTi dobilis dReobaze pirvelad gaicnobs biWs, romelsac "erTis naxviT" Seuyvardeba; ufro sworad ki (Cemi versiiT), is biWi naTesavisgan, anu, sonias erT-erTi dobilisgan Seityobs ra sonias gulistkivils, sonias SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas, parizSi avelumis moulodneli, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli gamgzavrebis Taobaze, erTxel kidev scdis sacdels, anu, erTxel kidev mosinjavs, ramdenad gamkvrivebula niadagi sonias gulisken mimaval gzaze. mokled, nadReobarni, TiTo Wiqa Sampanurgadakrulni, dasxdebian da, rogorc Wkuadamjdar xalxs ekadreba - nu dagaviwydebaT, sonias kudiani kometis siswrafiT uaxlovdeba balzakiseuli asaki, biWma ki Tveze didxans ver gaiCera verc erTi coli (sonia mesame iqneba), verc erTma ver daafasa misi sikeTe, yvelam sisusted CauTvala - gansjian, gaarkveven, ramdenad mizanSewonilia da, rac mTavaria, ramdenad xelsayreli iqneba orive mxarisTvis erT banakad gaerTianeba, darazmva erTi lozungis qveS gavuZloT dRevandels da movemzadoT xvalisTvis. zafxuls Semodgoma mosdevs,

Semodgomas - zamTari. amdeni imaTac ician, krilovis WriWinasgan gansxvavebiT, da aqedan gamomdinare, iTvaliswinebs ra avelumis Seuval sijiutesac, anu, icis ra, araviTari arsebiTi cvlilebis imedi ar unda hqondes misgan, arc axlo da arc Soreul momavalSi, sonia amjerad Tanxmdeba SemoTavazebul pirobebs (pirobebSi, rasakvirvelia, sabostne nakveTicaa gaTvaliswinebuli da sakmaod kargad Senaxuli msubuqi avtomanqanac - mainc uyvarda Sofris gverdiT jdoma yovelmxriv normaluri binac - oRond, sadedamTiloianad - da mZime samuSaosgan WurWlis recxva, iatakis moprialeba, nagvis gadayra da produqtebis momarageba ganTavisuflebac). xolo, raki yvela piroba garkveulia da zedmetad Tavis dafasebas azri aRara aqvs, avelumi ki SeiZleba yovel wuTas gamoCndes, iqiT aCqarebs imas (ese igi, "imas"), iqiT karnaxobs, rogor moiqces - aq ras vuzivarT, Sin wamiyvane, gamacani dedaSenio - da roca cxovrebis siavkargeSi gamobrZmedili sadedamTilo "erTi wuTiT" marto datovebs "bavSvebs", TviTon ki mezobelTan gadava, "axali namcxvris receptis Casawerad", sonia wina kbilebiT daiWers vaSls (rac ar unda didi iyos), orive xeliT wamsve gadaiZrobs kabas, lifianad, da loginSi Seugordeba Tavis momaval meuRles. egec Seno - enas gamouyofs gunebaSi avelums, magram es Ralati ki ar iqneba misgan aTwliani, gindac rvawliani siyvarulisa (rogor gekadrebaT!), aramed savaldebulo, aucilebeli procedura gaTxovebis win. xom unda icodes, bolos da bolos, vis gverdiT mouwevs mTeli sicocxle "cixis kedlebis" lesva; vis gverdiT Cautkbeba, Cauwynardeba, viTom CaZinebuli, saxeze netarebis Rimilgadafarebuli, warsulis mogonebebs, aw ukve mogonebebad qceul siymawvilis eSmakobebs; vis gverdiT gaiwvarTeba xolme siamovnebisgan (upatrono daniasaviT), sibrazisgan saxeSeSlili, uaresad damaxinjebuli avelumis warmodgenaze. aseve, bolos da bolos, xom unda icodes momavali meuRlis dafaruli SesaZleblobani, romelTa codnac, rasakvirvelia, Tavidanve, gaTxovebamde sjobs yovelTvis, mere amao gulisxeTqvasa da kbilTa RrWials. "ara uSavs, misuaress sjobiao" - etyvis mere mis "gamosafxizleblad", mis mosaqcevad Camofrenilsa da zooparkis beberi arwiviviT gaCeCilsa da afxoril avelums, ra Tqma unda, viTom xumrobiT, misTvisac moulodneli, yovlad warmoudgeneli, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli daZabulobis gansamuxtavad. "dedas geficebi, melanias, ekaekaterinekatos, fransuazas, Sens Tavs... mamaCemsac. yvelas, vinc myavs saerTod, marTla ar megona, Senc Tu giyvardio" - aRiarebs gulwrfelad, radgan arasodes CauTvlia Tavi misi siyvarulis Rirsad. arc amas damalavs - "da mainc usazRvrod, dRe da Ram, ZilSic da cxadSic madlobeli viqnebi RmerTisa, bedisa, gangebisa, SemTxvevisa, Sen rom Segxvdi, rogorc Sen ambob, Sen rom Cagisafrdi biWvinTis barTan da Tundac droebiT, Tundac sul umniSvnelo adgili mainc Tu mekava Sens cxovrebaSio". mokled, sonia jer Caatarebs saWiro, savaldebulo proceduras da mxolod amis mere gamougzavnis avelums werils - Zvirfaso vTxovdebi iqneb Camoxvide - rasac uazro, uzneo, samarcxvino, yovladgaumarTlebeli sigiJe mohyveba mxolod, anu, win da ukan frena galiaSi, erTi Camoskintluli xarixidan meoremde - ganuwyveteli, magram yovelTvis moumzadebeli, saxeldaxelo, guls ayolili, varaudze dafuZnebuli da amitomac winaswarve ganwiruli eqspediciebi gaufasurebuli, ugulebelyofili, aTvalwunebuli, gamousadegari da lamis saerTod arc arsebuli grZnobis aRmosaCenad, romelsac, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, Tan axlavs erTsa da imave qarSi, wvimaSi, TovlWyapsa da susxSi ZagZagi da uaRresad piraduli, am meored mosvlis Jams, gamosaCenadac saTakilo gancdebisadmi, erTnairad gulgrili, erTnairad yru kavkasioni, iqiTobisac da aqeTobisac.

mere ki, ekaekaterinekatos droSis friali, bolobolo, gamoiyvans avad, saxifaTod gaRizianebul daTvs zamTris Zilidanac, moTminebidanac, bunagidanac da TbilisSi ambebi datrialdeba, kale mogonili iqneba, herodes Zvlebsac Seawuxebs samareSi yrmaTa mosrva alesili sasangre niCbebiTa da mxuTavi gazis xelyumbarebiT. tankebis Sexmatkbilebuli, SeTanxmebuli gugungruxuni kidev ufro daayruebs isedac yru qveyanas, ufro sworad, didi xniT Seubrunebs siyrues Zlivs yurgamoCiCqnilsa da TvalSi gamoxedils. rva aprils, erTi wlisa da sami Tvis mere, rusTavelze tankebi SemoiWrebian, raRa Tqma unda, "mSvidobiani" misiiT: demonstrantebis dasawynareblad (dasafrTxobad), anda, maTi simtkicis, maTi moudrekelobis mosasinjad (rogorc soniam mosinja winaswar momavali meuRlis SesaZleblobani). qalaqis meore naxevarSi, mtkvars gaRma, viRaca rom iRrialebs Tavzardacemuli - rusTavelze tankebiao avelumic giJiviT gamovardeba Sinidan, karsac ar gamoiketavs. gzadagza, sirbilSi, ZlivZlivobiT gauyris acaxcaxebul mklavs kurtakis saxeloSi, radgan ekaekaterinekato, TavisTavad cxadia, mxarze droSagadebuli, iq aris, rusTavelze, mTavrobis sasaxlis win, Sua zRvaSi. gadmoxteba Tu ara metros vagonidan, Sedgams Tu ara fexs eskalatorze, maSinve denTisa da kvamlis mware suni ecema saxeSi (SeiZleba warmodgenilic), zemodan, miwidan, momavali. gvirabis Suamdec ar iqneba misuli, wivil-kivili rom atydeba zemoT, miwaze, samzeoze, saiTac TviTon miiswrafis, da momijnave eskalators, ese igi, zemodan qvemoT, miwidan qvesknelSi momavals, damfrTxali, dafeTebuli, erTmaneTSi areuli, erTmaneTSi azelili, aWyletili xalxi moawydeba da saxegadaSlili, saZraobawarTmeuli, azrgamoclili, stiqiis ganusjelobiT, daudevrobiT gadahyveba eskalators Tavqve, gadmoizlazneba, rogorc gatarebuli xorcis masa giganturi sakepi manqanis yelidan. uwyvetad, gauTaveblad CainTqmeba qvesknelSi, rogorc mRvrie, talaxisferi niaRvari, anda sulac talaxi. "gamatare ra, Zia! gamatare ra, Zia! gamatare ra, Zia!" - devnili nadiris siSlegiT, TavganwirulobiT, sibrmaviT, mxolod da mxolod, gadarCenis JiniT Sepyrobili - Cauqrolebs avelums Tavzardacemuli, sasowarkveTili, ukve samudamod daSinebuli patara biWi, vin icis, seiris sayureblad gamosuli Sinidan, da erTi wuTiT TviTonac SekrTeba, waxdeba, daibneva - biWs gaedevneba uneburad, qvesknelisken, magram arc iseTi ioli aRmoCndeba misTvis am meTodiT qvesknelSi CaSveba, anu, sapirispiro mimarTulebiT moZrav kibesTan Widili. TiTqos Carbis safexurebze, magram mainc iq aris, erT adgilze, adgilze itkepneba, adgilze daZunZulobs, moxuci pensioneriviT, dilis gamamxnevebel varjiSs asrulebs TiTqos. guli ki ukve amovardnaze aqvs - udisciplino cxovrebis TvalnaTeli Sedegi, jildo kilometrobiT Sesrutuli TuTunis bolisa da tonobiT Sewovili nebismieri alkoholuri sasmelisTvis. barZayebze lamis daaskdes kunTebi. magram, rogorc ki sulis mosaTqmelad SeCerebas daapirebs, maSinve maRla, cxovrebisken, ukanve miaqvs verag kibes, rogorc qars - xmeli foToli, rogorc mdinares - xididan gadagdebuli carieli boTli, oRond aRma svla rom SeeZlos mdinares, qvemodan zemoT, SesarTavidan saTavisaken. sabednierod, male modis gonze da axla ukve darcxvenili da Sewuxebuli (vinmem xom ar daminaxa SemTxveviT?!), Semcbari da nirwamxdari (ver gavxdi verafers!), da, Tqven warmoidgineT, sakmaod daqanculic, sabolood nebdeba bedisweras, anu, moZravi kibis nebasurvils, da morCilad mihyveba miwisken, samzeosken, xifaTis, gansacdelis, SiSis, eldis, sikvdilis saufloSi, sadac, sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, Svili eguleba, kanonieri, pirveli, jer mamobisa da mere papobis momniWebeli da, TavisTavad cxadia, misi adgilic mxolod iq aris, mkvdari aaRwevs iqamde Tu cocxali.

erTi momcro tanki gangeb CamorCenia kolonas, metros sadguris win Seyovnebula, viTom raRac gahfuWebia da veRar daZrula - sinamdvileSi ki, Tavs igdebs, uaresad aRizianebs demonstrantebs - adgilze Rmuis, Rrialebs, dakbiluli muxluxebiT fxoWnis, glejs asfaltis safarvels da mware kvamlis TeTr bolqvebs isvris. demonstrantebi ki, aRgznebulni, aCoCqolebulni, agangaSebulni, Seuracxyofilni da mainc Znelad asaxsneli, magram aSkara mizandasaxulobiT exvevian, rogorc WianWvelebi momakvdav, anda Tavmomkvdarunebul xarabuzas - agineben, wyevlian, dascinian, droSis tariT scemen, sanagve yuTebs esvrian rkinis ugrZnobel urCxuls, xolo ekaekaterinekato saerTod zed Sextomia, zurgze moqcevia da gamwarebuli iqnevs TavszemoT menSevikebis gadagdebul droSas. kidev erTi axali ambavi: sesilma moulodnelad amoyvinTa araraobis zRvidan. srulebiT ar gamocvlila. isev mReris xalxur simRerebs. pensiazea da universitetSi swavlobs mainc. mgoni afrikaSi apirebs wasvlas. baraqala! qali varo, iman unda Tqvas. amiT vamTavreb am werils. ar dagaviwydes, rom miyvarxar! gviyvarxar. da gkocniT da erTxel kidev gisurvebT yovelgvar sikeTes.

aprilis ambebis Semdeg, "sonias sakiTxma" TavisTavad dakarga simZafre, TavisTavad gadainacvla ukana rigebSi da, rac ufro gaukvirda avelums, sonias danatovari sicariele gacilebiT patara da umniSvnelo aRmoCnda saerTod sicarielis SegrZnebasTan SedarebiT. usaSvelo, mouSorebeli sicarieliT iyo gaJRenTili avelumis mTeli arseba da amas ganwirulobis winaTgrZnobac emateboda zed, rac arafriT ar SeiZleboda yofiliyo mxolod da mxolod bolo dros gadatanili SiSisa da mRelvarebis nayofi, ramdenadac am TiTqosda axali, sinamdvileSi ki ukve sabolood Camoyalibebuli, ukve mkveTrad gamokveTili senis simptomebs avelumi adrec amCnevda, gacilebiT adre, vidre misi metoqe imperia sakuTari kanidan gamoZromas daiwyebda, vidre TbilisSi, rusTavelis prospeqtze, mTavrobis sasaxlis win, sanimuSod dasjida uiaraRo demonatrantebs, danarCeni msoflios kidev ufro dasafrTxobad da dasaSineblad, da marTlac, imdenad gaaogna danarCeni msoflio am sanaxaobam, imdenad gauWirda aRqma da dajereba imisa, rac sakuTari TvaliT ixila, Tavis gamodebas, isev Tavis gabriyveba amjobina, Znelad dasajerebel simarTles iolad dasajerebeli tyuili da, rac mTavaria, utyuar faqts erTmaneTis gamomricxavi versiebi daupirispira, respublikur, sakavSiro Tu saerTaSoriso doneze moZiebuli, "kompetenturi", "maRalprofesiuli", "swavluli" gvamebisgan Sedgenili komisiebis mier, romlebic ZiriTadad erTmaneTis mosazrebaTa gapampulebasa da gabiTurebas axmardnen TavianT imperiul codnasa da gamocdilebas, da, sinamdvileSi, Teqvsmeti wlis gogosa Tu samocdaaTi wlis dedabris gvams igdebdnen abuCad - gvams ar ujerebdnen marTla gaziT rom iyo gaguduli, anda marTla mesangris niCbiT rom hqonda Tavi gadaxsnili da TavianTi obieqturobis dasadastureblad, damatebiT cnobebs moiTxovdnen dazaralebulTa axloblebisgan, dazaralebulni ki, rasakvirvelia, damsjeli razmis jariskacebi gaxldnen, sagangebod Camofrenilni TbilisSi, romlebic brwyinvaled Catarebuli operaciis Semdeg, kidev didxans eyarnen gabinZurebul tankebs Soris, jer kidev mourecxav moedanze, darbeulTa, gaqceulTa fexsacmelebsa, xelCanTebsa, daxocilTa sisxlis gubeebsa da sakuTar narwyevSi da gunebaSic ar uSvebdnen (amdeni codna ara aqvT), istorias rom ekuTvnodnen ukve, usaxoni da usaxeloni, magram, bolos da bolos, meoce saukunis miwuruls, mainc gadamlaxavni gonebrivi siClungis, sulieri simxecisa Tu xorcieli sisastikis nebismieri zRvarisa da, "vai dedikoo", Rmuodnen kuWamobrunebulni da siciliT ixocebodnen erTmaneTis "waxdenis", erTmaneTis "gulCvilobis" Semyureni - sul raRac naxevari saaTis win ki, mkacrad, mtkiced, profesiuli sizustiT Cexdnen mSvidobian demonstrantebs, marjvniv da marcxniv, da gamosworebis gzaze Semdgarsa da monanie imperias gzas usufTavebdnen "gauTvaliswinebeli winaaRmdegobebisgan" da marto amiTac, raRa Tqma unda, pirnaTlad moixades maT TavianTi jariskaculi vali, anu, brwyinvaled gaiTamaSes erT-erTi uaRresad mniSvnelovani epizodi im speqtaklisa, romelsac Tavidanve, msoflios yvela enaze, pirobiTad "perestroika" Seerqva; epizodi ki, Tavis mxriv, namdvilad STambeWdavi gaxlavT: rogorc ukve vTqviT, gamosworebis, gardaqmnis gzaze Semdgari imperia iZulebulia Tavi daicvas misganve gabriyvebuli, misganve waqezebuli, nebaze miSvebuli xalxisgan, romelmac bolomde wesierad arc icis Tavisi roli, ra evaleba, rodis rogor unda moiqces, vis daujeros, vin gadaTelos da vis gaegos fexqveS fiandazad; rac mTavaria, es epizodi dramaturgiul mignebadac SeiZleba CaiTvalos mkvleli msxverplisgan icavs Tavs, ufro sworad, mkvleli msxverplis gadarCenas cdilobs, is ki (msxverpli), sakuTar sibriyvesa da ampartavnobas ewireba msxverplad - mkvlels rom Cirqi moscxos danarCeni msoflios TvalSi, Sav bazarze mamasisxlad SeZenil "sie-e-sis" balons, maincdamainc, maSin isxurebs saxeSi, roca mkvleli mis dasaxedad - amdeni xnis naSimSilevsa da

uZinars, rame xom ar uWirso - tankebiT gamodis rusTavelze, mSromeli mosaxleoba ar Sevawuxoo, mkvlelobisTvis yvelaze saukeTeso dros, gamTeniis win, cotaTi adre, vidre Citebi aJivJivdebodnen prospeqtis Wadrebze, meezoveebi ki TavianTi gafSekili cocxebiT moedebodnen quCebsa da moednebs; kidev uaresi Sin wasvla, xel-piris dabana da adamianurad loginSi Cawola ar maiZuloso, xelidan glejs imas (mkvlels) samarTebeliviT alesil niCabs da, es patara siamovnebac rom waarTvas, TviTon icems TavSi orive xeliT, gametebiT, aba axla vnaxoT, rogor gadamarCeno; magram erTi rom iyos aseTi damTxveuli, kidev moevleboda ramenairad - saubedurod, yvela erTnairia, mTeli zRva dgas moedanze erTnairad damTxveulebisa (sxvaTa Soris, maT Sorisaa ekaekaterinekatoc) - Sejgufuli, Setborebuli sxeulebis zRvidan romelime maTgani amosxlteba xolme uneburad, devnili TevziviT, da TanamoazreTa, TanamebrZolTa Tavebze garbis Tavzardacemuli - sikvdils gaurbis Tavisi WkuiT - magram ukve gaznaylapi, ukve yurebawivlebuli, ukve yeldaxSuli, TanamebrZolTa, TanamzraxvelTa zRvaSi "iZireba", haerSive, wamieri gafrenisas mkvdari, sagnis mouqnelobiTa da ugrZnobelobiT eSveba asfaltis fskerze, TanamebrZolTa, TanamzraxvelTa fexebiT daCeCqvil-dalilavebuli ukve sikvdilis Semdeg... da mainc, rasakvirvelia, marto cxra aprilis gamo ar tovebs xalxi marCenali partiis rigebs - gana cxra martis Semdeg vinme gamovida partiidan?! imitom rom, maSin araferi sWirda saxelmwifos gardasaqmneli da araviTari msgavsi miTiTeba ar yofila zemodan. dRes ki cxoveluri gumaniTa vgrZnobT, dro Seicvala da Seicvala maRla msxdomTa guneba-ganwyobilebac. is ki ara, Cveni miuxvedrelobiT gamwarebuli xelisufalni sifrTxilis grZnobasac kargaven xandaxan da aSkarad upaWuneben Tvals yoymana, gaubedav "meamboxes", romelsac erTi xeli ki Cauyvia jibeSi partmandatis amosaRebad, magram meore maRla auwevia, yovel SemTxvevisTvis, oRond, TviTonac ar icis, ras Txoulobs - kidev cotaoden dros, saboloo gadawyvetilebis misaRebad, Tu saboloo sityvas. arada, mgoni marTldeba parizeli piTias winaswarmetyveleba. Tu es imperiac rRvevadia, maSin SegviZlia qarTul wvlilzec vilaparakoT. karen dankosi elene zurabiSvili yofila, magram raki Tavad malavs vinaobas, jerjerobiT, Cvenc Tavi SevikavoT genetikuri kvleva-Ziebebisgan. samagierod, msoflio ekranebze warmatebiT mogzaurobs sxva qarTveli, arc meti da arc naklebi, erTaderTi rusTaveli rusTavelis Semdeg, sulmnaTi SoTas erTaderTi mogvare mTeli rva saukunis manZilze, - saxelganTqmuli recidivisti, mouxelTebeli kontrabandisti da sworupovari banditi, rasakvirvelia, Tavad imperiis TanxmobiTa da uangaro konsultaciebiT Sobili, rasakvirvelia, arafrismcodne msofliosTvis swori, obieqturi warmodgenis Sesaqmnelad odesRac mis mier cocxlad gadasansluli xalxis sabralo narCenebze. "komunistis" pirvel gverdze ki daviTis freskaa dabeWdili. gixaroden! male indigos rezidenciis win aRimarTeba didi mefis Zegli. warmogidgeniaT, ras moveswariT?! gvixaria, arki gvjera. ara. piriqiT. gvjera, magram ar gvixaria. sixarulis unari dagvikargavs Cvenda uneburad. ki gaiZaxian Cveni gardaqmnili Jurnalistebi, rogorc iqna vZlieT SiSso, magram tankis joxiT cema, uSiSrobaze metad, mainc Cveni uZlurebis, Cveni usasoobis gamoxatulebaa da umal sagonebelSi gvagdebs (unda gvagdebdes), vidre sabrZolvelad aRgvagznebs. samagierod, kooperativi "mende" iseT eleqtronul signalizacias gvTavazobs, romlis winaSec nebismieri avtogamtacebeli mowiwebiT moixris qeds. SeiZineT da gixaroden! anda, piriqiT, gixaroden da SeiZineT! da mainc, sifrTxiles Tavi ar stkiva - sarfis kari gaxsnilia - win warsulia! laTinuri amerika mogonili iqneba. amitom, erT rameze winaswar unda SevTanxmdeT, rogorc civilizebul xalxebs ekadreba: laparaki ar gvinda, fuli amoiRe! Tu isev qesatad viqeni, gardaqmnas ra azri aqvs meTqi, me Tqven gekiTxebiT. dae, "dinamos" "iberia" erqvas,

magi patroni dedac. Tu gardaqmnaa gardaqmna iyos. sabWoTa kavSiris moqalaqeobaze uari Tqva da sabWoTa xelisuflebas undobloba gamoucxada ukve 70642 kacma. magram bevria es Tu cota? Tuki gaviTvaliswinebT, rom... maSin, rasakvirvelia, bevria. xolo Tu gaviTvaliswinebT, rom... hm, hm... maSin - Zalian cota. yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans. taSkentis SvidSi ki marTlac rom mumiis moTminebiT elodeba muStars kooperativi "mumia". momsaxureba umaRles doneze da yvelasTvis xelmisawvdom fasebSi. guSindel Cvens balzammaxerebs, Turme, isic ar scodniaT, sxvadasxva seniT gardacvlilTa Sesamurad sxvadasxva Sedgenilobis wamlebi rom gamoiyeneba. marTlac, sad gripiTa da sad kiboTi mkvdari! Tqveni gamkvirvebia.

taSkentis SvidSi Zveleburad SfoTavs "mumia", siCumeao, rom ambobdiT, es siCumea?!

amitomac, dRes Tu ara - xval, xval Tu ara - zeg, ueWvelad ganipoba piri miwisa da bnels ormoSi STainTqmeba ara romelime uiRblo gamvleli, anda Tundac gamvlelTa jgufi, aramed mTeli qalaqi, qalaqebi... cidan gulgaxeTqili Citebi cvivian, Tanamedrove madona ki wvivsakravebs daaJRarunebs scenaze. me Tu mkiTxavT, amazrzeni sanaxaobaa. musikaluri seqsis gakveTilebi keviReWia ymawvilebisTvis. vaSlis romeli naxevaric ar unda daumalo bavSvs, erTnairi TavgamodebiT dauwyebs Zebnas, anu, erTnairad gairyvneba, aq iqneba Tu iq, radgan rac aq akrZalulia, iq nebadarTulia da piriqiT. moixseniT niRbebi, Tqve usindisoebo. geyoT, briyvTa gapampuleba!

saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans. saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba, kacis kvla, SuRli, siZva, flidoba... saqarTveloSi sufevs mSvidoba.
da, mainc, giJpoetebi calke! erTmwkrivad! sabednierod, imaTi droc wavida. mainc didxans ibogines. marTla ilaxeba Tu ara respublikis interesebio kiTxulobs "komunisti". me vupasuxo, Tu Tqven upasuxebT? potos azriT, daviTi jer kidev Zal-RoniT savse gardacvlila, magram gindac Rrma siberemde ecocxla, gana rame gveSveleboda?! saqarTvelodan fereidanSi as ormocdaaTi aTasi kaci gaasaxles ZaliT, fereidnidan saqarTveloSi ki nebayoflobiT as ocdaori kaci dabrunda mxolod. CurCxelis gavleba dedas uswavlebia iq, fereidanSi. aq ra iswavla, imas malavs. rcxvenia. Cvenma Seupovarma Jurnalistebmac ver aTqmevines. samagierod, aborigeni mravalSviliani deda a.d. kvlavac mzadaa axali sicocxlis gasaCenad. ai, ras wers gazeTi amis Taobaze (azri ara aqvs gazeTisa da statiis avtoris dasaxelebas, radgan arafriT gansxvavdeba nebismier sxva gazeTSi gamoqveynebul nebismier sxva statiisgan, am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT. orTografiuli Secdomebic ki igivea, gegonebaT, piri SeukravTo). magram, asea Tu ise, cxovreba grZeldeba. mteri ver ixarebs Cvenzeda. vera, batono, vera! ager daimaxsovreT Cemi sityva. raki gadauwyvetia, ufro sworad, raki Seugnia Tavisi daniSnuleba, axla sadilsac gaakeTebs (ager naxavT) da bavSvebsac mixedavs. aRar miyris upatronod (ara, meTqi!), rogorc aqamde hyavda miyrili, imitom ki ara, aqamde guli rom ar ukvdeboda sakuTari Svilebis sacodaobiT, ubralod, ar icoda, es rom evaleboda - bavSvis dabana, dapureba, dabinaveba. cxra aprilma auxila Tvali.

adre mcodnoda, hai dedasa!

SeveSvebodi trakis qnevasa-o,

RiRinebs axla lambadas xmazed. dRes glovis zari dgas saqarTveloSi, magram mainc nu avyvebiT Worebs. iqneb rogorme SevikavoT Tavi. arada, yvela Woraobs. viRacas skandinaviaSi gauxiznia Svilebi, erovnul moZraobaSi ar CaiTrion cudma biWebmao. romeliRac sanatoriumis teritoriaze damsvenebel deda-Svils mcire kalibriani, ase vTqvaT, gasarTobi SaSxaniT erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi 128 ciyvi, 97 kaWkaWi, 84 SaSvi, 72 gvriti, 38 guguli, 12 bu da 6 boloqanqara dauxocavs. cametSi rom miwa iZra, esec sruli simarTlea, oRond RmerTisgan iyo Tu gorbaCovisgan, ar vici da arc minda vicode. mieciT is amas samasi, imas - sami da visac gindaT, imas waakiTxeT ukuRma. gaWirvebisas daurekeT "avRanelebs". Tumca, Cveni telefonis ambavi rom vici, SeiZleba, tambovelebi SegrCeT bolos xelSi. alo, ola! ola, alo! (esec ukuRma ikiTxeba). megobrulinternacionaluri miwisZvris epicentri Turme CeCneT-inguSeTis sazRvarze mdebareobda, Tbilisidan mxolod as kilometrze. msxverpli da ngreva ar aris. mtyuans? mtyuans kargi sadili, rasakvirvelia, RviniTa da Tavisi yvelafriT. iciT ras swers axalgazrdebs erTi mxcovani ufrosi mecnier-muSaki erT Zirgavardnil gazeTSi? gauazrebelma SemTxvevam imsxverpla Cveni axloblebis sicocxleo. warmogidgeniaT? "gauazrebeli" SemTxveva yofila erTkviriani mitingi, erTkviriani SimSiloba, erTkviriani kbilTa RrWiali, erTkviriani "gamo Tu biWi xar" da "modi, dagxvdebi". mxcovan umcros mecniermuSaks gauTvaliswinebeli SemTxveva hgonia, samanqano katastrofasaviT. romeli mecnierebis muSakia netavi Tavad? ki magram, is mainc ver gaigo, wina dRiTac rom Caatares rusTavelze tankebi? gasafrTxileblad. dasaSineblad. aki momitingeebmac winaswar daiWires Tadarigi, tankebis momavali vizitisTvis! mozides betonis blokebi, sabargo manqanebiTa da troleibusis vagonebiT Caxerges momijnave quCebi. moemzadnen omisTvis. jer kidev wina dRes, erTma gangeb CamorCenilma tankma mTels prospeqtze daayena omis suni. ekaekaterinekato zed Seaxta droSianad. viRaceebma mgoni kabinaSic moaxerxes CaZroma. rac rusTavelze sanagve idga, zed daamxes. magram mainc "gauTvaliswinebeli SemTxveva" aRmoCnda bevrisTvis is, rac meore dRes moxda. aaaaaeeeeeuuuuuh! qalaqSi ki daRupulTa siebs akraven. ar endobian oficialur cnobebs. cxrameti kaci cotaa? cota ar aris, magram imaTgan metia mosalodneli da saerTodac eWviania adamiani. gansakuTrebiT, aqauri. da arc mTlad usafuZvlod. valdebulicaa, aseTi iyos. sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, jer kidev ormocdaTeqvsmetSi daRupulTa zusti raodenobac ver dagvidgenia aqamde bevrma ver moikiTxa Tavisiani, ver gabeda, SeeSinda... magram axla sxva droa, axla Tu ar moikiTxe, is mogekiTxos iqneba. ugzo-ukvlod dakargulTa siebidan ki, sabednierod, kidev ramdenime adamiania amoRebuli. maT Soris ori moswavle gogonacaa, romlebic mSoblebs darbeul mitingze ki egulebodaT, magram, sinamdvileSi, im Rames, "Tanatol biWunebTan erTad", qalaqgareT gauseirniaT da erT-erTi biWunas mSoblebis agarakze (gazeTSi miTiTebuli ar aris arc mSoblebis vinaoba, arc agarakis adgil-samyofeli), TeTrad gauTenebiaT ara marto saqarTvelosTvis, aramed maTTvisac istoriuli Rame da ramdenime momdevno Ramec - tankebis gruxunisa SeSinebiaT (moukvdaT dedikoebi!) da ver gaubedavT qalaqSi Camosvla (an wyneTidan, an kojridan, an kikeTidan). agreTve mitingze eguleboda Tavisianebs da, yvelasaTvis moulodnelad, rostovidan Camovida, ori didi CemodniT, erTi xandazmuli mandilosani. mowamvlis mizezTa gamomkvlevi komisia ki gulmodgined ikvlevs ukve gamokvleuls da, rogorc gvpirdeba, yovel or kviraSi gamarTavs sxdomebs. ese igi, xangrZlivi droiTaa gaTvaliswinebuli gamoZieba imisa, rac gamoZiebis dawyebamdec cnobili iyo. aba Tu gvipasuxebT, ra ufro Znelia: simarTlis dadgena Tu simarTlis Tqma? nu avCqardebiT. mivixed-movixedoT irgvliv. eSmaks ar sZinavs. ai, magaliTad, saqarTvelos janmrTelobis dacvis saministrosTan arsebuli sazogadoebrivi

samedicino saeqsperto komisia (maTive mogonili saxelwodebaa), jerac kvlavindeburad swavlobs cxra aprils daSavebulTa janmrTelobis mdgomareobas, anu, ZiriTadad statistikas awarmoebs: Semovida amdeni (maT Soris, sxvaTaSoris, ekaekaterinekatoc, oRond sxva gvariT - gvari Seicvala Tavisianebi rom daezoga, anda daesaja uaresad. midi da gaarkvie), gaewera amdeni, sacxedreSia amdeni. jerjerobiT, rasakvirvelia. gelodebiT. mobrZandiT. bolo-bolo mainc moxvalT, ramdenic unda imaloT. Tqven rogor ggoniaT, moclilno mkiTxvelno, marto aborigeni eqimebi monawileoben klinikuri diagnozis dadgenasa da mkurnalobis warmarTvaSi? (amis Tqma erTi sityviTac SeiZleboda, magram maSin riTi ginda Seavso gazeTi), nuras ukacravad! damnaxavi da damfasebeli maT Soris ssr kavSiris jandacvis saministros leningradis higienisa da profpaTologiis samecniero-kvleviTi institutis klinikuri ganyofilebis xelmZRvanelsa da moskovis mwvave mowamvlaTa mkurnalobis sakavSiro centris ufros mecnier muSaks, medicinis mecnierebaTa kandidatsac dainaxavs (Jurnalistebs ki vsayvedurobT, magram marto amsigrZe wodebis damaxsovreba ar ginda?!). suni ikres Tu raSia saqme? ras Camocvenilan TbilisSi am dilauTenia? maincdamainc, cxra aprils! imitom rom, mainc moskovsa varT miCerebulni erT adgilas. Zlieria oraswlovani tradicia. STamomavalni mliqvneli qarTveli Tavadisa axlac mzad varT! arc mwvads davwvavT, arc Samfurs. marTalia, dagvxoces, magram daudgenelma pirebma dagvxoces (jariskacs saerTod ara aqvs saxeli), roca dadgenili da saqveynod cnobili pirebi gaWirvebaSic Tavze gvadganan. Cven ki, umadurebi, daunaxavebi, mainc vixocebiT. mkurnalobis miuxedavad, avadmyofis (Tu msxverplis?) gadarCena ver moxerxdao - wers magaliTad "Tbilisi", ufro rusi specialistebis gawbilebiT Sewuxebuli, da marTlac, ras ityvian Cvenze? ras vimsaxurebT? dilauTenia Camofrindnen, vin icis, TiTo maTlafa xaSis Sexvrepac ver moaswres wesierad, maSinve xelebi daikapiwes, Cveni matrakveca gogoebi ki gonze mosvlasac ar kadruloben, Tvali mainc rom Seavlon sikvdilis win, ramxela avtoriteti adgaT Tavze. avadmyofs daudginda gamRizianebeli nivTierebebiTa da komponentebiT gamowveuli mZime xarisxis mwvave mowamvla, sxeulis mravlobiTi (?) daJeJiloba (ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, ra dros enis siwmindis dacvaa, Tavi ver dagvicavs), filtvebis SeSupeba, progresirebadi miokardiodistrofia, makrohematuria da ase Semdeg, da ase Semdeg. ambulatoriuli daxmareba aRmouCines amdens, stacionarebSi moaTavses amdeni, mkurnalobas ganagrZobs amdeni, sacxedreebi cxedruli moTminebiT elodebian msurvelebs. magram rogorc ar unda gagviWirdes, mainc unda vaRiaroT, rom zemoT ukve aRniSnulis garda, naxmaria dRemde ucnobi momwamlavi nivTierebac. samxedroebi pirmokumulni sduman. mtkiced inaxaven saxelmwifo saidumloebas. eqimebi ki gulSi kroWinoben - raki Sedegi erTia, prestiJisTvis, nacnobs isev ucnobi seni sjobs. samagierod, gangebiTa da locva-kurTxeviTa RmrTisaiTa sakaTedro taZari aSendeba TbilisSi. adgili, sadac taZari wamoimarTeba, wriTaa Semoxazuli suraTze, maRla, marjvena kuTxeSi. raki ver vSveliT xorcs, iqneb suli mainc gadavarCinoT. Tu iqneba, es iqneba namdvili saswauli. iqneb! vin icis. miT ufro rom, ucxoeTi Turme did yuradRebas uTmobs cxra aprilis ambebs. batoni marleni adgils ver poulobs Turme TeTri saxlis kedlebSi. ar vici, ras vuzam, Tu dadginda damnaSavis vinaobao - eubneba Turme pirad parikmaxers. magram komentarisgan mainc Tavs ikavebs, radgan sabWouri komisiebisa ar iyos, imasac ar gaaCnia Turme saamisod saWiro damatebiTi masala, ese igi, specialuri damsjeli razmis gasamarTlebeli sabuTi - gabzaruli fari, CaWeWyili muzaradi Tu tyviiT dabegvili Jileti. mougroveben da Cautanen, magram iqamde viri xeze gava. anda Tavad batoni marleni gamova TeTri saxlidan. arada, leSis sunnakravi, gaRizianebuli da gaaqtiurebuli sovetologebi erTxmad gaiZaxian,

nacionalizmi komunizmis ukanaskneli stadiaao. maT pirs Saqari da mainc viCqaroT komunistur SabaTobaze, batono amxanagebo, anda, Tu gnebavT, amxanago batonebo. pativi mivagoT leninis dabadebis 119-e wlisTavs, rogorc qarTvelebs gvekadreba, yvelaze purmarilian xalxs mTels dedamiwaze da yvelaze magar meomrebs, imitom rom, vinc ki iaraRs mokida rodisme xeli, yvelam Cven gadagviara. amazea naTqvami, mglis Tavze saxarebas kiTxulobdnen, imas ki mainc tyisken eWira Tvalio. kuzians samare gaasworebs mxolod, batono amxanago kukuri (ilikoviC). amboben, erTi-ori weli mainc dasWirdeba simarTlis garkvevaso. xom ar gebevrebaT? me ar vici, riTi aixsneba Cveni xalxis aseTi sulwasuloba, TiTqos erTi dRe ar ecxovros usimarTlod, magram arc me da arc Tqven araferi gvetkinos iqamde, vidre simarTle gairkveodes. aWaraSi stiqiuri ubedureba grZeldebao, marTalia? marTalia. eg marTalia. ufro sworad, eg advili gasarkvevia, radgan marto RmerTia damnaSave, sxva aravin, arc adgilobrivi, arc respublikuri da arc sakavSiro masStabiT. fexmZime qali ver asula vertmfrenSi, Tokis kibeze ver acocebula Tavisi mucliT da, airtoniviT, marto dautovebiaT Tunuqisa Tu Siferis pawawina kunZulze, romelic jer kidev guSin maTi mama-papuri saxlis saxuravi iyo mxolod. RmerTi uSvelis. vin icis, iqneb mxolod im "kunZulze" gadarCes sicocxle, saTave daedos axal civilizacias. adamiani yvelafers egueba. garemoeba qmnis Segnebas da sxva mravali. dapatimrebuli arian egreT wodebuli araformaluri organizaciis liderebi. daiwyo saqmis gamoZieba. magram erTxel kidev TavisTavad ibadeba kiTxva: sad arian mkvlelebi? bodiSiT. me ra vici. me ratom mekiTxebiT? me erTi provincieli biWi var, Teatraluri institutis studenti. bevri araferi gamegeba. ase igi, institutSi Sevvardi. aba, sad davmaluliyavi? saxli ara maqvs da kari. magram iqac Semomyvnen. mesame sarTulamde msdies. cotac da marTla gamiskdeboda guli. mere haerSi cudi suni dadga uceb. Tvalebi da yeli amewva ra. jer ise, keriasTan rom amewveboda xolme, sofelSi, futi Tu gadamcdeboda SemTxveviT, Sen xar Cemi batoni. sxvaTa Soris, pirvelad maSin gamaxsenda is Cemi keria. daxatuliviT damidga Tvalwin. mere araferi maxsovs. gamiSviT Sin da pirobas vdeb, saerTod aRar Camoval TbilisSi. dedis xaTriT var aq, Torem ra memsaxiobeba, jer arc vyofilvar TeatrSi. me ki javSantransportiori gamomekida, Cemanala. aba, me Tu mkiTxavT, qaji ver gaarkvevda, sad ar jobda yofna, SenobaSi Tu quCaSi. me, magaliTad, Sin moviwamle, sakuTar loginSi. ZilSi. rusTavelze vcxovrob da RamiT sarkmeli Ria maqvs xolme. orsulad xar albaTo, amiCema dedaCemma, aba, ra Wiri gecao da, am dros, imasac wamoazida. gareT ki, "komunistis" eniT rom vTqvaT, gazafxulia da frinvelTa galoba - es gaRviZebuli xmaa dedamiwisa (albaT unda iyos, gaRviZebuli dedamiwis xmaao). aba, vin gamoicnobs, ra niSniTaa gaerTianebuli am liriul etiudSi dedamiwa da Citis WikWiki? viTom, riTi iqneboda naklebi, davuSvaT, imave dedamiwisa da rusTavelis prospeqtze desantis amonarwyevis gaerTianeba? magram sjobs isev foto-poets movusminoT: gazafxulia, Jami cocxal organizmTa gamoRviZebisa (aba, mkvdari organizmi rom gaiRviZebs, ise gaiRviZa Cvenma mterma), kacTa, cxovelTa, TevzTa, frinvelTa da mcenareTa TeslTa gadmofrqvevisa. vin SeiZleba ar iyos Seyvarebuli dReso - kiTxulobs foto-poeti - martosulad grZnobdes am dros Tavso? vin da, vTqvaT, sabWoTa armiis jariskaci da qarTveli gogona. erTi klavs, imitom rom yvelaferi sZuls, meore ki imitom kvdeba, imasac yelSi rom amouvida yvelaferi. ra xerxebs ar mimarTavs mdedri mamris misazidad, saxeobis, jiSis, gvaris, xasiaTis, Tvisebis, feris, surnelebis, xmis, azris, fiqris, ocnebis, vnebis, grZnobis gasagrZeleblado - agrZelebs fotopoeti - sawyali Tbiliseli gogo ki arwyevs, Wadris Ziras wakuzula, Tavi lamis gauskdes, guli uRondeba, haers veRar ylapavs, yeli Caswvia, grigaliseburi ZaliT brunavs mucelSi tkivilis awyvetili zambara. rusi jariskaci ki ise

ahyolia gadmonTxeul siZulvils, gasayidad gadamalul gazis balonsac esvris gaqceulTa zurgebs. baloni haerSive skdeba da mxuTavi gazis nacrisferi urCxuli amazrzenad igragneba mTeli prospeqtis sigrZeze. Sen ki, kidev erTi gazafxulis uSualo monawile, mainc bednierad Tvli Tavs, Tumca, Senca da Seni meuRlec jer kidev lekvdakarguli mglebiviT daZrwiT gamocarielebul qalaqSi, magram, sabednierod Tu saubedurod, Tqveni lekvi arc daRupulTa da arc ugzo-ukvlod dakargulTa Sorisaa moxseniebuli. Sen jer kidev gaocebuli xar gafrenis im dauokebeli surviliT, Senma Svilma rom gamoamJRavna, rogorc ki amis SesaZlebloba mieca. ufro zustad, rogorc ki Seityo - ra Tqma unda, Senganve - amgvari ram SesaZlebeli yofilao, maSinve Tanamzraxvelad gagixda. arada, iqamde, yvelanairad umalavdi Sens ganzraxvas. ufro metic - uimisod apirebdi gafrenas, radgan darwmunebuli ar iyavi, marTla Tu SesZlebdi Canafiqris aRsrulebas, anu, msxverplad Tu ar Seewirebodi sakuTar sigiJes. Tumca, mTavari mizezi mainc sxva iyo - ufro martivic da ufro naTelic. Tavad, ra Tqma unda, monobas sikvdili gerCia daufiqreblad, magram Svilze ase ver ifiqrebdi. Svili de mona yofiliyo, oRond ecocxla. magram gafrenis JiniT Sepyrobili Svilis saxe rom ixile, mRelvarebisgan aTrTolebuli misi xma rom moismine, uyoymanod gadawyvite, araviTar SemTxvevaSi aRar dagetovebina am aqoTebul labirinTSi. Cemze Zalian amas sdomebia gafrenao - fiqrobdi erTdroulad SeZrwunebulica da gabednierebulic. magram gafrena garTobis saxeoba ar unda yofiliyo imisTvis, SvilisTvis, jer kidev zrdadaumTavrebeli ymawvilisTvis, romelsac erTdroulad ezrdeba yvelaferi, yvela nakvTi Tu aso erTdroulad eweva gareT da maRla, axali sivrceebisken. sivrce ki iseve izidavs adamians, rogorc ZaRls - sisxliani xorcis naWeri. magram sisxliani xorcis naWeri, SeiZleba Tavad aRmoCndes, Tuki survili TandaTanobiT Tvisebad ar gadaiqca. xolo, mas Semdeg, rac Sen da Seni Svili Tanamzraxvelebi gaxdiT, imdenad SeikumSa, imdenad dapatravda Tqvens garSemo sivrce, advilad SeiZleboda, survili Tvisebad mogCvenebodaT. ufro sworad, imas mosCveneboda, Svils, umwifars, gamoucdels, mouTmenars. tyveobidan Tavis daRwevis Jini da Tavisuflebisken swrafva erTi da igive ar aris, ramdenadac tyveoba moTxovnilebaTa da midrekilebaTa SezRudvaa drois garkveul monakveTze, rac Tanabrad autanelia nebismieri sulieri arsebisTvis, roca Tavisufleba mxolod da mxolod adamianuri sulis Tvisebaa da es Tviseba an droulad ar uviTardeba, an droze adre gadaugvardeba xolme ama Tu im adamians, oRond araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleba, Tundac Canasaxad, ar arsebobdes nebismier adamianSi. magram avelumic Tanamedrove pedagogikis gzas rom dasdgomoda da Svilis ganaTlebaze metad, Svilis gaeSmakebaze efiqra, ufro "popularuli" eniT elaparaka masTan, albaT isic ukeT gaerkveoda, rodis rogor moqceuliyo. Tumca, imdenad pativmoyvare gaxldaT (esec saerTo Tvisebaa dRevandelebisa), erTxelac ar wamoscdenia, ver gavige, iqneb ukeT amixsnaTo. piriqiT, yvelaferze erTnairad iZaxda: amas ra unda, es xom mec vicodio. erTi suli hqonda, rodis miimagrebda mxrebze xelovnur frTebs. magram roca amis droc dadga, erTbaSad daaviwyda yvelaferi, rasac mama aswavlida aqoTebuli labirinTis wyvdiadSi. TviTnakeTi droSa frTasaviT daiqnia da tanks Seafrinda. xolo, amas ra mohyva Sedegad, yvelasaTvis cnobilia. gafrenis survili adamianobis niSania, magram frena adamianis Tviseba ar aris. ase rom, Senc damnaSave xar, rogorc sakuTari Svilis (Svilebis), iseve saerTod axalgazrdobis winaSe, raki mTeli sicocxlis manZilze, niSnis Tvisebad gadaqcevas cdilobdi. rac mTavaria, Seni moZRvreba (sakmaod maRalfardovani), gnebavT, Semoqmedeba (sakmaod bundovani), codnisa da gamocdilebis gaziarebas ki ar gulisxmobda, aramed sakuTari survilis, sakuTari ocnebis gadanergvas, SeiZleba, saamisod sruliad Seuferebel niadagze. miT ufro rom, Tavadac iseve ar SegeZlo gafrena, rogorc, vTqvaT,

virTxas. magram, saca samarTalia, gunebaSic ar dagiSvia, romelime Seni mowafe (msmeneli, mkiTxveli), anda Tavad, marTla rom gafrindebodi am sityvis pirdapiri, anu miTologiuri mniSvnelobiT. Sen sxva mizani gamoZravebda. Seni mizani iyo saerTod axalgazrdoba da, TavisTavad cxadia, kerZod Seni Svili (Svilebi) virTxad ar gadaqceuliyo droTa ganmavlobaSi, anu, cis imedi ar daekarga, ocnebas ar gadaCveoda, ar danebeboda garemos zemoqmedebas da cxovrebis wesad ar gaexada misgan Tavsmoxveuli Cvevebi, ris Semdegac Zaldautanebladac, nebayoflobiTac SegiZlia CaZvre miwisqveSeTSi, saidanac ukve veRaraferi amogiyvans samzeoze, sasikvdilo senisa da sisastikeSi gadazrdili cxoveluri siTavxedis, ganukiTxaobis meti. magram sikeTe yovelTvis sikeTe ar aris. is, SeiZleba, sazarel borotebadac iqces, miT ufro viRacis mier da raRacis gamo Tavsmoxveuli. Seni Svilic xom monobaSi daibada da aqauri yvelaferi, labirinTis CaTvliT, axlobeli da mSobliuria misTvis?! amdenad, aqedan gafrenis survilic, arabunebrivi Tu ara, naadrevi aSkarad aRmoCnda. "mgoni Sevcdio" - Senc mtkivneulad gagkravda xolme gulSi daundobeli eWvi da mzad iyavi Senive Sekowiwebuli frTebic dagefxriwa da SvilisTvisac daundoblad migexala pirSi: mogatyue, sad gagonila, Se sulelo, adamianis frenao. magram Tavisuflebis mware marcvali yvela adamianis arsebaSia CaTesili da im marcvlis aRmosaceneblad sakmarisia erTi, erTaderTi naTeli wamic, romelic adamianis arsebas Signidan gaanaTebs xolme, rogorc CiraRdani mRvimes da, miuxedavad drois simcirisa, adamiani mainc aswrebs imis danaxvas, rac iqamde misive sibecisa da miuxvedrelobis SeuRwevel, gaufantav wyvdiadSi Tvlemda. am erT wams unari Seswevs Zirfesvianad Secvalos ara marto erTi adamianis cxovreba, aramed mTeli samyaroc, romelSiac is erTi adamiania Cakarguli. magram Sen isic icodi - da es kidev ufro zrdis Sens danaSauls amgvari uecari gamofxizleba, samwuxarod, umTavresad katastrofiT rom mTavrdeba. amitomac eWvobdi, xom ar Sevcdio, da rac SegeZlo, viTom akavebdi, viTom anelebdi Svilis mouTmenlobas, Svilis sulswrafobas, rasac araferi ecxo TavisuflebisTvis aucilebeli sibrZnisa da SorsmWvretelobisa. nu viCqarebT, movemzadoT, ase haiharad araferi gamogvivao - eubnebodi Svils, labirinTis aSmorebul wyvdiads miyuradebuli, magram ukve gvian iyo - Sen Svils Zili gaufrTxa. yvelaferze iRrineboda. moRuSuli dadioda. an mitings marTavda, an droSas keravda, Tavis oTaxSi Seketili. Senc veRar ereodi Tavs da Tvalebgadmokarkluli, ybamoqceuli, isev amaod, isev uSedegod ukiTxavdi saxarebas. mere ki TviTonve dardobdi da ganicdidi da dafeTebuli daeZebdi gabutul Svils jer aqoTebul, atalaxebul talanebSi - vidre tankebi SemoiWrebodnen iq - mere gamocarielebul, mkvdar qalaqSi da bolos sofelsofel... marTalia, Sen da Seni Svili Tanamzraxvelebi iyaviT, rac TavisTavad didi bedniereba iyo SenTvis, magram SeiZleba iTqvas, gafrenis survilis meti araferi gqondaT saerTo. ufro metic - Svils ar sjeroda Seni, ar gendoboda bolomde. Cumad giTvalTvalebda, mZinaresac ki, radgan darwmunebuli iyo, bolo wuTas gaeparebodi, isev uimisod "gafrindebodi", imas ki samudamod Catovebdi "tikinebis xuxulaSi" - rogorc sakuTar saxls eZaxda - romlis "aSenebasac" saukeTeso wlebi Sealie Sen, oRond, imitom ki ara, Tavadac rom ar icodi, ras iqmodi, anda xelisufalTa gulis mogebas cdilobdi mravalTa da mravalTa msgavsad, aramed mxolod ase - rogorc TviTonve ambobdi xolme, tvinSi RvinoSemjdari - monuri TvalTmaqcobiTa da monuri veragobiT gamogexata Seni guliswyroma, Seni Seurigebloba am dampali, am usindiso cxovrebis mimarT. gamoxate kidec. Tanamedrove minosis ufxizlesi da umkacresi cenzurac ki gaacure, magram isev cxovrebam ar gapatia da bolos TviTonve aRmoCndi cxovrebis Seneuli modelis maradiuli tusaRi, gnebavs, binadari, Tanac SvilTan erTad. Sen da Seni Svili erT WerqveS ki cxovrobdiT TiTqos,

magram sul erTmaneTs daeZebdiT amaod, radgan swored es aris, amas gulisxmobs arsi labirinTisa - ganuyoflis gayofas, arsebulis uaryofas da ganuwyvetel, gauTavebel wanwals ararsebulisken. magram vinc sakuTar monobas aRmoaCens, is mona veRar iqneba. Sen ki ufro meti aRmoaCine. Sen aRmoaCine, rom saerTod adamiania mona; rom misi buneba ZiriTadad monuria - an sxvas emoneba, an sakuTar Tavs; sxvanairad ar SeuZlia, Tumca, iseve rogorc WianWvelebSi, adamianebSic arseboben gamonaklisebi, romlebic, ratomRac, ar midian iqiT, saiTac danarCenebi miiswrafian; xolo, raki gamonaklisi arsebobs, SeiZleba rodisme wesadac iqces, anu, yvelam is akeTos mxolod, rac Tavad miaCnia sworad, rac ki ar daavales, Tavad daivala. magram gamonaklisi wesad rom iqces, upirveles yovlisa, yuradReba unda miiqcios, anu, ramenairad unda Seewiros sakuTar gamonaklisobas, rac, jerjerobiT, mxolod Seyvarebuls Tu moumoqmedebia Tundac wignis furclebze, ramdenadac umsxverplod, ese igi, usisxlod da ucremlod, verc veravis Seagnebineb rames da verc veravin Seignebs Tavad, rogorc ar unda moindomos. ufro metic, msxverplis gaReba erTgvar maradiul ritualad unda iqces, erTgvar kanonzomierebad, aucileblobad, raki adamiani uaRresad meryevi bunebis arsebaa da, SeiZleba, erT mSvenier dRes, gaWianurebuli Tavisuflebac mowyindes. magram es Soreuli momavlis saqmea. iqamde bevri wyali Caivlis (SeiZleba, am werilis mkiTxvelic marTla daibados iqamde). jer isic sakiTxavia, rodisme marTla Tu ganTavisufldeba adamiani, marTla Tu moipovebs WeSmaritsa da srul Tavisuflebas usikvdilod, anu, erTxel da samudamod ganasxvavebs Tu ara Tavisuflebas (rac gvirgvinia misi adamianobisa), Tavnebobisgan (rac borkilad adevs mis adamianobas). aseve sakiTxavia, marTla SeiZleba Tavisuflebis mopoveba, Tu isic im did sinaTlesaviTaa, romelic, bednierasi ar iyos, mxolod SemTxveviT SeiZleba ixilos kacma da, imave bednieras msgavsad, ki gabednierdes, magram, amasTanave, yvelaferze erTbaSad aucruvdes guli - imis mnaxvels, araraobad moeCvenos sxva yvelaferi. magram vidre amas vikiTxavdeT da gavarkvevdeT, jer kidev didi gza gvaqvs gasavleli. jer mxolod Tavisuflebaze fiqri daibada labirinTSi da imitomac dgas irgvliv aseTi mZafri suni sisxlisa da cremlisa. sisxli da cremlia sulis sanTeli, sulis purica da sulis frTac. oRond, WeSmariti Tavisufleba albaT swored is aris, roca ufrTodac fren. es ki mxolod maSin iqneba SesaZlebeli, roca adamiani, bolos da bolos, Signidanac dainaxavs sakuTar arsebas da gaacnobierebs kidec danaxuls. "gana es cotaao" - eubnebodi, evedrebodi, eCxubebodi Svils, magram imas arafris gagoneba aRar undoda, vidre frTebs ar Seibamda, vidre caSi ar afrindeboda da vidre sakuTar kiserze ar iwvnevda frenis siamesac da simZimesac. axlac tyapatyupiT cvivian cidan Tanamedrove ikarosebi, inkubatoris wiwilebiviT Znelad gasarCevni erTmaneTisgan, romelTa asamCateblad sityvieri, zepiri Tavisuflebac sakmarisi aRmoCnda da, raki mSobliuri labirinTidan gaRwevis Sansi gauCndaT, mifrinaven, mifrinaven, mifrinaven, miafarTxuneben xelovnur frTebs, vidre Camocvivdebodnen. Tbilisis cac Cit-biWunebiTa da Cit-gogonebiTaa savse. ixvis gundebiviT miyayaneben, miyvityviteben "Tbili" qveynebisken. didi gadafrenis Jami dasdgomiaT moulodnelad, samocdaaTwliani uimedo molodinis Semdeg. vinc adre, imperia rom imperiobda, moskovsa da leningrads etaneboda, viTom saswavleblad da samoRvaweod, sinamdvileSi ki cxovrebisgan ukeTesisa da ufro metis aRebis imediT, axla miunhenebsa da parizebs, bostonebsa da otavebs usinjavs kbils - enacvaloT dedebi - mSvidobiT, mSvidobiT, mSvidobiT. yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans. gardaqmnas marTlac didi Zala hqonia. yvelam sakuTari Tavi gamoTxara gaurkvevlobis burusidan - gamoavlina WeSmariti buneba, rasac amdeni xani, uneblieT malavda Turme. marTlac, vin ifiqrebda, jer kidev guSin... magram Tavisuflebamde jer kidev Sorsaa da msxverplic bevri dasWirdeba am

saqmes. "ganaTlebuli xalxic xom dasWirdeba samSobloso" - CamogZaxebs cidan erT-erTi maTgani (gawripuli, saTvaliani biWia, laparakisas cali xeliT sul saTvales isworebs, ar Camomvardeso). danarCenebi ki Cumad, kiserdagrZelebulni, mowadinebulni iqneven frTebs. zogs ZaliT Sekavebuli Rimilic dasTamaSebs mWidrod mokumul pirze. etyoba, Sin gaafrTxiles, piriT ar isunTqo, caSi ufro eciebao. Senc ginda asZaxo qvemodan, samSoblos saxeliT yvelafris SeniRbva da gamarTleba SeiZlebao, magram vidre gabedavde, nabolarac miefareba Tvals da caze isev erTferovani sicariele daisadgurebs da adamianuri sisastikis udabnoSi mzisgan gamomwvari, qarebisgan gamofituli lodiviT dayudebuli, Tavbradamxvevi, gamabriyvebeli, gamabavSvebeli netarebiT grZnob ganaxlebuli sicocxlis mozRvavebas da Sens garSemo, mourCeneli, maradiuli Wrilobis msgavsad, yrud, saidumlod feTqavs haeri. magram raki sikvdils glova uxdeba, Cvenc vglovobT, rac SegviZlia. vinc ginda iyos - gind mteri, gind moyvare. ginda Cveniani, ginda ucxo - CvenTvis sulerTia. literaturiT aRzrdili xalxi varT, bolos da bolos. folklori, klasika, rame. Tumca, jer isic ver gagvirkvevia, ratom viqceviT ase. garkvevas glova gvirCevnia da vglovobT kidec erTnairi TavgamodebiT, vTqvaT, sadRac, cxra mTas iqiT daRupul sabWoTa jariskacsac da aqve, Cvens Tvalwin, sabWoTa jariskacis xeliT aCexil gogo-biWebsac. erTs gauTviTcnobierebeli siamayiT, meores - viRacaze gaurkvevlad gabrazebulni. pirveli SemTxveva xom ar aris, rom davukvirdeT?! ase gvicxovria da ase vicxovrebT momavalSic. rogorc ar unda gviWirdes, mainc unda gaviRimoT, Tundac daudgeneli mtris jibrze. aba movemzadoT! yvelani me miyurebT, ai aq, da iRimebiT, oRond, Citi ar gamofrindeba. tyuilad nu daelodebiT. moiwamlnen. gadarCenilebi stacionarul mkurnalobas gadian Tbilisis garSemo aqa-iq wamlad SemorCenil jagebsa da buCqnarebSi. arada, mkvdari maSin iqneboda Tbilisi, glovis nacvlad, taSfanduri rom gaemarTa, rogorc mavani da mavani gvirCevs. nebismieri qalaqi (qalaqia Tu rac ari), iqamdea cocxali, vidre icis, rodis itiros da rodis icinos. xaTri sxvaa. xaTri, Sen isa Tqvi, ras ar gagakeTebinebs. Tumca, vidre ar iquxebs, kaci pirjvars ar gadaiwerso da aha, iquxa, rogorc iqna! aha, pirjvaric. RmerTo, Sen daicav... magram rogor? modis mewyeri da sofelic Tan moaqvs, akvnian-saflavianad. buneba, kacisgan gansxvavebiT, ver guobs Zaladobas (qvemoT teqsti alag-alag gadaSlilia, etyoba, raRac cximiani iyo gazeTSi gaxveuli, magram gadaSlili adgilebis gamotovebiTac azri ucvleli rCeba). im garemoebaTa Sesaswavlad, aprilis mSvidobiani monstraciis (albaT demonstraciis) darbevas rom mohyva, saministrosTan da saeqsperto komisiasTan erTad, araformaluri organizaciebis, muSebisa da inteligenciis warmomadgenlebic, romelTa klinikurma analizma udavod daadastura ucnauri Semadgenlobis momwamlavi iuri Tierebani (albaT - qimiuri nivTierebani) da maTive dafiqsirebuli iagnozi (diagnozi), ramac komisiis wevrTa aRSfoTeba da guliswyroma gamoiwvia, Tumca Tavis gaCexvis Sedegad sikvdili mohyva da mainc, SesaZleblad migvaCnia ganvacxadoT, rogorc sikvdili, ise calkeuli mZime toqsikolo garTulebani winaaRmdeg SemTxvevaSi Seuwynarebeli da uria, Tumca ukve ramdenjerme vTxoveT amierkavkasiis samxedro olqisa da sardlobis warmomadgenlebs, Tuki, ra Tqma unda, samxedro saidumlo ar aris, raTa gamiznulad gvemkurnala daSavebulTaTvis, magram uars gveubnebian, sabWoTa armiis saStato satabelo saSualebaTa Soris ar ariso. Tumca, ucilobeli sabuTebis gamo, iZulebulni gaxdnen eRiarebinaT mxolod qloracetavenoni (eg ra salaparakoa!), riTac savsebiT gamoricxes, magram Tu gaviTvaliswinebT sadReisod arsebul obieqtur monacemebs, maSin informacia ki ara, dezinformaciaa, romlis mizania danaSaulebrivi damalva da ara adgilobrivi mosaxleobis zogierTi warmomadgenlis monaCmaxi, rogorc gazeTi "krasnaia

zvezda" aRwers ra da kategoriulad uaryofs. amitom, komisiis azriT, darbevaSi monawileobdnen mTlianad da srulad da ase Semdeg. aWaraSi ki meeqvse dRea mZvinvarebs stiqia. daRupulTa ricxvi izrdeba. samagierod, Tunuqisa Tu Siferis kunZulze biWi dabadebula. qvemo qarTlSi "viTareba" TandaTan kalapotSi dgeba. CamorTmeulia. amoRebulia. dakavebulia. rac mTavaria, CaSlilia SuRlis Camogdebis kidev erTi cda. Tumca, jer dasadgenia, CaSlilia Tu gadatanilia xvalisTvis, momavlisTvis. yvelafers Tavisi dro aqvs, xilisa ar iyos. garda amisa, napovnia adgilobrivi macxovreblis a.a-s gvami (gazeTi wers - "napovni iqnao" - rac Cven sworad ar migvaCnia), romelsac aSkarad etyoba Turme mravali natyviari, gnebavT, jer kidev etyoba, rom namdvilad a.a.-s gvamia da ara, vTqvaT, b.b-si. gamoZieba grZeldeba. saqme gadagzavnilia, magram ukanve gadmoigzavna. grZeeeeli taSi da masobrivi informaciis saSualebaTa muSakebs vTxovT sufrasTan. cxvris qababi, lavaSiTa da kowaxuriT. gmadlobT yuradRebisTvis. erTi msoflio mniSvnelobis garewari cxovrobs TbilisSi da, dedas rom agineben, isic ase ambobs xolme, gmadlobT yuradRebisTviso. olxokratias, etyoba, kargi niadagi eqneba CvenSi, magram Cven Tundac imitom unda ganvTavisufldeT, Tavic gavicnoT da erTmaneTic: rani varT, ra SegviZlia. Tuki yvelani met-naklebad daavadebulni varT fsiqikurad da saxumarod aRar gvcalia, saerTod keTildReobasa da inteleqtze saubari, meti rom ar vTqvaT, uxerxulia. CamomxrCvalis ojaxSi Tokze ar laparakoben. da mainc, romelsa asxen yurni smenad ismenen. ese igi, amxanagi batoni kukuri ilikoviCi seriozulad Tu CaTvlis Tavs politikosad, viri yofila. mTavari is ki ar aris, Tbilisis sasursaTo maRaziebSi uSedegod rom daeZebs Turme safuars vinme qalbatoni albina, aramed mTavaria, ris afuebas apirebs qalbatoni am meored mosvlis Jams. riTac daviwyeT, imiT vamTavrebT. wre TandaTan ikvreba. ase rom, araferi xdeba uCveulo da ucnauri. ubralod, gazeTi tyuil saxels icvlis da namdvil saxes malavs. erTxel kidev. funqcioneris aRsarebao, homoseqsualizmi kacobriobis naTeli momavalio da, ra vici, raRas ar kisrulobs mkiTxvelis erTxel kidev gasabriyveblad. magram viTom es iyo Cveni ideali?! ufro sworad, raRa es undoda Cvens isedac dabneul mkiTxvels?! magram arc mTlad isea saqme, rogorc Cvens mtrebs surT. deida vangas uTqvams, qarTvelebs ori weli uWirT, mere ki SeeCveviano. "metexis" sabanketo darbazSi viRac italiel saqmosans oficialurad gamouTqvams CvenTan TanamSromlobis survili. saerTod dainteresebuli yofila saqarTveloTi (qarTul markebs agrovebda albaT bavSvobaSi). Cveni ar iyos, Tqvenc uZvelesi kulturis xalxi xarTo, uTqvams araoficialurad, ase vTqvaT, kulisebSi (originalSi hqonia wakiTxuli feSangi faSvibertyaZis Txzulebani). xa, xa, xa, xa. qarTveli gadarCa. imitom rom icinoda. sxvebi swavlobdnen, Sromobdnen, vaWrobdnen, is ki icinoda. vinc marto icinis Tavs dasciniso, naTqvamia, magram Tuki yvelaferi warmavalia, maSin qarTveli marTla sxvebze Wkviani yofila. pantarei, pantarei, amxanago batonebo Tu batono amxanagebo. yvelaferi miedineba heraklitemdec da heraklites Semdegac. nu SeecdebiT ramis Sekavebas. siWkvianisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram simboloebis sigiJe namdvilad gvWirs. magram, me Tu mkiTxavT, amis gamarTlebac SeiZleba. mxolod simboloa maradiuli. anda, maradiuloba mxolod simboloebis saxiT arsebobs. ase rom, rac ufro meti simbolo gveqneba, miT ufro iolad gavitanT Tavs am gaZaRlebul wuTisofelSi. yovel SemTxvevaSi, ukeTesad SevniRbavT Cvens sibeCavesa da sipataraves. vniRbavT kidec. rogorc Cveni erTerTi gazeTi aRniSnavs, Cvens erT-erT Teatralur koleqtivs, rom ityvian, pirdapir simboloebis zRva dauyenebia scenaze. Tavad scenac bneliT mocul samyaros - igive borotebis imperias - ganasaxierebs Turme (amgvari rameebi axla nebadarTulia), sadac, statiis avtoris dakvirvebiT, mxolod simboloebi moqmedeben, adamianisTvis adgili ar aris, adamiani jer ar dabadebula, anda es-

esaa daibada Siferis kunZulze (ase unda vigulisxmoT albaT). magram, samwuxarod, imave avtoris azriT, bevri simbolo arasworad yofila gagebuli da, rac mTavaria, mayureblis ki ara, Tavad speqtaklis SemqmnelTa mier, rasac gazeTi, savsebiT samarTlianad, Tanamedrove dasavluri kulturisa da ZiriTadad videofilmebis arajansaRi gavleniT xsnis. siyvaruli (TaTuli doliZe) sigiJesTanaa Turme gaigivebuli; Tavisufleba (iza gigoSvili) TavnebobasTan; saTnoeba (nana faCuaSvili) - seqsualur liberalizmTan. samagierod, patara biWunas, muyaos "nergebSi" rom Cauyenebia reJisors da xelSi anTebuli sanTeli dauWerinebia (sxvaTa Soris, scenaze ki ara, quCaSic anTebuli sanTliT dadis axla xalxi da es ara marto "Cveni dRevandeli sulieri mdgomareobis gamoxatulebaa", rogorc statiis avtori aRniSnavs moswrebulad, aramed, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, Tavdacvis erTgvari iaraRic. raRacnairad xelSeuxebeli, miuwvdeneli xdebi TiTqos am patara, uxmod mtirala sagnis wyalobiT... davuSvaT, wamoiRo qalma Sensken xeli, xom?! Sen ki mzad ar xar, anda, jer ar ginda. kacia da guneba. xoda, Caudeb xelSi anTebul sanTels da gaTavda, dagibrunebs - ar iqneba patrioti, ar iqneba patrioti da, vai misi tyavis brali, sukis agentoba ganaRdebuli aqvs, Tuki amaze dayabuldnen), naTeli momavlis simbolod aRiqvams, rogorc Teatris dasi, iseve mayurebelic da, Zalauneburad, TavisTavad warmoTqvams ilias im leqss, romelic yvela qarTvelma zepirad icis (isemc ra vuTxari!). statiis avtoris TxovniT, misi kuTvnili honorari cxra aprilis tragediis udanaSaulod daRupulTa (ajobebda, ubralod "daRupulTa", radgan yvela daRupuli erTnairad udanaSauloa. ar SeiZleba, erTdroulad daRupulic iyos da damnaSavec, anda - cocxalica da udanaSauloc) memorialis fondSi gadaricxula. viTomc ar hqonia 7 man. da 39 kap. rusTavelze ki SeuCereblad miedineba yvavilebiT damZimebuli xalxis mdinare. mdinares Saosani qalebi miuZRvian win, sxvadasxva drosa da sxvadasxvanair viTarebaSi daRupulTa gadidebuli suraTebiT. teleekranic qalaqis axali komendantis gadidebul suraTs damsgavsebia. rom ar laparakobdes, marTla ase ifiqrebda kaci. magram ar SeiZleba erTnairad laparakobdes komendantis gadidebuli suraTica da rigiTi, patara korespondentic. korespondents, ra Tqma unda, sruli ufleba aqvs, Tvalze xeli aifaros, roca moesurveba, miT ufro dRes, Tavisuflebisa da demokratiis zarzeimis dros. magram sxvas rom ayris TvalSi nacars, es gvawuxebs Cven. ekaekaterinekato, Sin mobrunebis Semdeg, sawolSi ver Cerdeboda da iatakze ijda xolme oTaxis kuTxeSi. TviTonac ar icoda, ratom iqceoda ase da, ratomRac, arc mis mSoblebs ukvirdaT, maincdamainc, es ambavi. TiTqos adrec xSirad mjdara ase maTi qaliSvili. TiTqos nebismieri nivTiviT da saganiviT, imasac daniSnulebis, zomisa Tu moyvanilobis mixedviT hqonda oTaxSi adgili SerCeuli. "Svili mainc ar gaxsovdao?" - ver mSviddeboda melania. ekaekaterinekato ki wynarad iRimeboda, TqmiT arafers ambobda, xandaxan ciebianiviT Tu Seakankalebda erTs da damfrTxali, daZabuli amoxedavda xolme dedas. - Seni bralia! aTasjer giTxari, daelaparake-meTqi - miubrunda melania avelums, magram avelumma mxrebi rom aiCeCa mxolod, TviTonve gaagrZela - Tumca, swored Senma laparakma gadaria albaT esec. Senma gauTavebelma laparakma. Sen ra genaRvleboda, igonebdi raRacas romanisTvis, gasarTobad, magaT ki marTali egonaT... - ra? ra egonaT marTali? - daiZaba avelumi. - rasac ambobdi - mokled mouWra melaniam.

- vambobdi da axlac vambob... - daiwyo avelumma, magram ekaekaterinekatom ar acala, xelebi yurebze aifara da mSvidad, moridebiT Tqva: "ar gindaT, ar SemiZlia, axla mainc damzogeTo" - ki batono, arafers ar vityvi, magram is mainc gamagebine, gvari ratom Seicvale, me damemale Tu xelisuflebas? - hkiTxa avelumma. - orives - gaiRima ekaekaterinekatom da avelumic, misda gasaocrad, erTbaSad daamSvida am yalbma Rimilma. ufro sworad, aRar CaeZia bolomde. mcirediTac dakmayofilda, radgan mciredic kmaroda am usiamo saubris Sesawyvetad. rac mTavaria, misi Svili cocxali iyo, iRimeboda (Tundac yalbad), xedavda, esmoda, laparakobda... magram mSoblis movaleoba gana mxolod Svilis sicocxleze zrunvaa? gana sicocxleze Zvirfasi da gasafrTxilebeli sxva araferi gaaCnia Tavad Svils? Cven, Cveni WkuiT, Svilis gadarCenas vcdilobT, magram sinamdvileSi vakninebT, vamcirebT, mis umaqnisobas vusvamT amiT xazs - viTom, is ki ara, Cven varT mTavari, ramdenadac Cven SevqmeniT is, Cven gvekuTvnis da ise moveqceviT, rogorc mogveprianeba. magram rogorc ar unda SevniRboT Cveni keTilSobiluri mizani da saqcieli, mainc yvela Svili xvdeba, nebismier maT miswrafebas Tu Sexedulebas, rac pirad damsaxurebad miaCniaT, maTive sicocxle gvirCevnia, rac srulebiTac ar aris maTi damsaxureba. mokled, imas vufrTxildebiT, rac TviTon SevqmeniT. is ki gvaviwydeba, anda naklebad gvaRelvebs, Tu ra dReSi vardeba amis gamo Cveni Seqmnili. WeSmariti siyvaruli tanjvaa, ganuwyveteli msxverplSewirvaa da es ganuwyveteli msxverplSewirva da tanjva arafriT ar nazRaurdeba. ufro sworad, yvelaze didi sazRauri is aris, amgvari tanjvis gancdisa da amgvari msxverplis gaRebis ufleba rom mogeca. gana cotaa? cota rogoraa, piriqiT, Zalian bevria, magram adamians, am SemTxvevaSi, cota unda - cota iyos da umtkivneulo, asatani, mosarevi, misi sipataravisa da xanmokle sicocxlisTvis ufro Sesaferi. WeSmariti siyvaruli rCeulTa da ganwirulTa xvedria. bunebisgan yvelani erTnairad arian ganwirulni, oRond yvelam erTnairad ar icis, rom ganwirulia. "marTalia, rasac xalxi laparakobso" - ikiTxa uceb melaniam, magram avelumma mouyrua, jer isev tkbeboda moulodneli, gauTvaliswinebeli simSvidiT. "ras laparakobs mainc xalxi amisTanaso" - dainteresda ekaekaterinekato. dRevandeliT Tu vimsjelebT, xalxi ZiriTadad laparakobs religiaze, politikaze (rac ar esmis, magram Zalian ainteresebs), TurqeTis vizaze, videoze, saWmelze (rac ara aqvs, magram Zalian unda rom hqondes) da, rasakvirvelia, gmoze da gamoze, risic bolomde ar sjera, magram raki viRacisTvis (bednierasTvis) operacia gaukeTebiaT iq, raki SesaZlebeli yofila saerTod aseTi ram, axla, sWirdeba-ar sWirdeba, TviTonac yvela Rones ixmars, maincdamainc, iq gaikeTos operacia. - imasac amboben, germaniaSi samkurnalod gasagzavni xalxis SerCeva nacnobmegobrobiT xdebao - Tqva melaniam. - marTalia?! - lamis uyvira ekaekaterinekatom mamas. - me aravin SemirCevia - naZaladevad gaiRima avelumma, zustad janmrTelobis saministros warmomadgeneliviT. - ki magram, visac marTla sWirdeba mkurnaloba, iman ra unda qnas?! - ufro TavisTvis Tqva, vidre ikiTxa ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos weRandeli TavSeukaveblobis gamosasyidad. - aki giTxari, me aravin SemirCevia meTqi - gaRizianda avelumi - es imaTi saqmea... xelisuflebis... - aba, me Tu mkiTxavT, aravis awyens germaniaSi mkurnaloba. Tanac ufasod. rodisRa miecemaT amis SesaZlebloba?! - Tqva melaniam.

- yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi imedi nu geqnebaT - xmas auwia avelumma - me ar vici, ras laparakobs xalxi, magram xalxmac mSvenivrad icis, bevri rom araferi moekiTxeba da imitomac laybobs amdens, ase Tavgamodebuli, viTom, mec naxirnaxiro... - Sen ratom brazob? Sen ra SuaSi xar? gana gTxoves rame? piradad me, araferi ar mWirdeba - gabrazda melaniac. - ui, marTla! - SesZaxa ekaekaterinekatom - modiT, Cems magivrad deda gavuSvaT germaniaSi. mainc ara aqvs azri Cems mkurnalobas - moayola bavSvuri, gulubryvilo sixalisiT. - me araferi ar mWirdeba - gaimeora melaniam - da saerTodac wyals wauRia yvelaferi, Sen Tu ar meyolebi - wamoscda uneburad. - me Tu geyolebi, bevr rames unda gamoeTxovo - ukmexad miaxala ekaekaterinekatom. dedis farulma SiSma da sadardelma gaaRiziana, Tavi veRar moToka da misdauneburad wamoscda. es ki igive gulwrfelobaa TiTqmis. amitom aRarc naTqvamis Serbileba ucdia. SeeZlo, magram ar CaTvala saWirod, miT ufro rom, maT saubars isedac dahkravs (TavisTavad cxadia, maTive wyalobiT) TamaSisa Tu araseriozulobis elferi. samagierod, sakuTarma simkacrem da daundoblobam sibralulis grZnoba gauCina mSoblebisadmi da es axali grZnoba ufro bunebrivi da Sesaferisi moeCvena maTi yalbi, daZabuli urTierTobisTvis. misi mSoblebi ki marTlac sacodavi sanaxavebi arian, gzamoWrili salaxanebiviT, TvalebiT afrTxileben, TvalebiT amtyuneben, TvalebiT sayveduroben erTmaneTs "mis zurgs ukan", ris gamoc TviTonac iZulebulia, maTi xaTriTa Tu maTi sacodaobiT, Tvali daibrmavos da gaagrZelos es uazro, umizno laparaki, rac, yvela sikeTesTan erTad axali "mouzomavi sityvis" wamoroSvis saSualebasac aZlevs da Zvelis, ukve wamoroSilis gaqarwylebisac.

"ZaliT Tu wamiyvanT germaniaSi, icodeT, aRar davbrundebi, iq gavTxovdebi... ager naxavT. anda, mxolod imitom davbrundebi, aRarasodes rom aRar moviTmino aseTi umsgavsoba - WikWikebs mxiarulad, TiTqos megobris dReobidan dabrunebuli, sasiamovno STabeWdilebebs uziarebs mSoblebs - yvelafris moTmena ar SeiZleba, megobrebo. garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, moTminebac danaSaulia - moZRvravs msmenelebs Semwynareblurad momRimari - geSinodeT, geSinodeT da zRvas uTvalTvaleT. imedia, amjerad, afrebi ar aerevaT" - icinis tuCaTrTolebuli, TvalSi cremlCamdgari. "marTla rom gamoCeniliyo Tavis droze vinme normaluri, iqneb arc Cven gavubedurebuliyaviT aseo" - ambobs melania, SeiZleba ukve sxva dRes, magram imave garemosa da viTarebaSi. "riT ver gaige, deda! riT ver gaigeT, RmerTo Cemo!" - gulwrfelad wuxs ekaekaterinekato, radgan imanac verafriT gaarkvia aqamde, vis eZaxis dedamisi "normalurs", magram qmrobisa da mamobis Rirsi dRes rom aravinaa irgvliv, arc dedam unda icodes es Svilze naklebad. ukanono Svilic mSoblebisTvis gaaCina mxolod, droJamis dineba rom Seexsenebina maTTvis, gamoeyvana siyvarulis buranidan da droulad moemzadebina erTi - monaniebisTvis, meore ki - misateveblad. es iyo da es. aba, sxva ra mizniT unda gaeCina bavSvi rkinis yuTSi, Tqveni azriT? ase rom, nu iqnebian mTlad umadurebi da sikeTes sikeTiTve Tu ar gadauxdian, nurc borotebas Caidenen uneburad, nu gaaZeveben aqedan, Tundac samkurnalod. aRiWurvon moTminebiT da kidev cota xans datovon aq, nagaviviT mixvetili kuTxeSi - es Sedareba, etyoba, TviTonve moswons da imeorebs - "nagaviviT mixvetili kuTxeSi". gana uSlis vinmes?! ra imxela adgils kidev is ikavebs?! erTi patara, wynari gogoa. marTalia, cota waicelqa, magram daisaja kidec. rogorc ki mSobliuri quCis haers CaisunTqavs, maSinve wamouvlis xolme gulis revaca da sulis xuTvac. Tqven xom ar iciT, ras niSnavs es?! Tqven xom ar iciT! - uwevs xmas, mxolod da mxolod, STabeWdilebis gasamZafreblad - rasakvirvelia, haeri yvelgan erTnairia, magram TviTon ase swams, jerjerobiT, ase hgonia da yvelas sTxovs, sulgrZelad apation es sibriyve Tu sijiute. is urCevnia dedasa, Svili ar misces cvedansao. xom gagigiaT? - kiTxulobs zogadad, iataks daCerebuli. - ara. ar gamigia. pirvelad mesmis - pasuxobs Svilis uazro laparakiT, cota ar iyos, sagonebelSi Cavardnili melania. - marTali xar. Cemi mogonilia. sad gaigonebdi?! - isev icinis ekaekaterinekato da agrZelebs - axla suliT cvedanebis droa da mamaCemic, Tu ar ewyineba, imitom gamoirCeva TeTri viriviT. magram isic marto Tavisi sulis gadasarCenad zrunavs. es ki cudia. cudi ki ar aris, kargia, magram dRes danaSaulicaa. yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans da rac ufro Rirseuli iqneba Cvens Soris vinme, miT ufro uRirsni gamovCndebiT danarCenebi, SeiZleba, misi mizeziTac movlenilni am qveyanaze. xumroba iqiT iyos da, erTxel Tu gikiTxavs Tundac CemTvis, raze fiqrob, ra gawuxebs, ra gixariao - axla ukve konkretulad ekiTxeba avelums. avelumi Semcbaria. arasodes ukiTxavs, magram icoda, ufro sworad, Seumowmebladac Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, vicio. kacma rom Tqvas, SemowmebisTvis dro arc rCeboda - uceb gaipara Tvalsa da xels Sua - da imasac yovelTvis egona, uTqmeladac mesmis Sviliso. sinamdvileSi ki, Turme, uyuradRebobaze bevrad did borotebas sCadioda, Zaladobis aqtis tolfass, raki Tundac mxolod sakuTar warmodgenebSi aiZulebda Svils iseTi yofiliyo, rogoric veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver iqneboda, im ubralo mizezis gamo, arasodes rom ar ukiTxavT misTvis, raze fiqrob, ra gawuxebs da ra gixariao. - gana ar SeiZleba axalgazrda keTili iyos? - mainc ambobs avelumi Tavis mTavar saTqmels, magram ufro sakuTari fiqrebis dasafrTxobad, vidre Svilis dasamoZRvrad. - eg xom viciT. ramdenjer SeiZleba, bolos da bolos, erTi da igives mosmena Tavi daaratrata ekaekaterinekatom.

- usasrulod. vidre ar Cawvdebi - upasuxa avelumma mRelvare simSvidiT. - ar Cavwvdebi da nu Cavwvdebi. Cemi dardic eg iyos - gaicina ekaekaterinekatom. - eka! - dauyvira melaniam. - ra moxda? es Tu Seni qmaria, Cemi mamikoa. xom xar Cemi mamiko? - erTi wamiT amoxeda avelums ekaekaterinekatom da swrafad gaagrZela - sul mindoda amis Tqma da, ai, mainc vTqvi. sul mainteresebda, Sen Tu icodi, Cemi mamiko rom iyavi. Semdeg Camosvlaze ki aucileblad vetyvi meTqi, vimuqrebodi gunebaSi, magram iseTi daqanculi, iseTi dabneuli, iseTi darcxvenili brundebodi iqidan yovelTvis... - eka! - isev dauyvira melaniam. - Tqvas, Tqvas - uxeSad gaaCuma avelumma. ratomRac gaaRiziana colis gamoqomagebam - eleqtras TamaSob da klitemnestra gamodixar - uTxra Svils naZaladevad momRimarma. - arc Tqven myavxarT troas damaqcevari gmirebi - tuCi aibzua ekaekaterinekatom. gulze gadajvaredinebuli xelebi ki isev ukankalebda. raRacnairad umweo iyo, daucveli da, imave dros, saSiSic, saxifaToc, nebismier wams nebismieri gadawyvetilebis mimRebica da aRmsrulebelic. fiqrianad, sevdianad, sinanuliT laparakobda, sneuli dedaberiviT, da TvalgaSterebuli uyurebda karadis qveS Segorebul tenisis burTs, romelsac ukve didi xnis dakargulad Tvlida, magram axla arc uxaroda da arc ukvirda misi moulodneli aRmoCena. rac Svili gaaCina, kortebisken aRarc gauxedavs. magram tenisis TamaSs albaT isedac daanebebda Tavs, radgan ukve yelSi hqonda amosuli gauTavebeli kamaTi dedamisTan amis Taobaze. melania Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, kargs arafers iswavlida iq bavSvi, miT ufro ki - gogo. sxvaTaSoris, am azrisa iyo TviTonac, gansakuTrebiT iqauri "gulSematkivrebis" uazro gamoxedva da ofliani Rimili ubnevda Tavgzas, magram mainc ewinaaRmdegeboda, mainc ebrZoda dedas, erTxel kidev rom gadaekida mxarze adidasis sportuli CanTa, saidanac gamomwvevad gamoeyo Cogans misi (ekaekaterinekatos) xelisgulebiT gadaprialebuli tari. magram tenisis siyvaruliT ki ar iqceoda ase (tenisze siarulic erTgvari, SeiZleba, bolomde gauazrebeli gamoxatuleba iyo Tavisuflebisken swrafvisa, ufro zustad ki, Tavisufali samyarosTvis damaxasiaTebeli da, TavisTavad cxadia, misTvis arabunebrivi Cvevebisa da midrekilebebis ZaliT SeTvisebis Tu brmad ganmeorebis sakmaod mtkivneuli moTxovnileba), aramed Znelad asaxsneli da aseve Znelad mosarevi survilis karnaxiT, rac, upirveles yovlisa, dedis gadarwmunebas, dedisTvis sityvis mogebas avaldebulebda. axla ki uazrod Sescqeroda karadis qveS Segorebul burTs, TiTqos araferi akavSirebda masTan, TiTqos arc icoda, ra iyo, risTvis iyo saWiro es yviTeli, bususiani burTula, cxenis gaqvavebul ConCoriksac rom hgavda da gafuyul, sakuTari frTis qveS CaZinebul wiwilasac. ekaekaterinekatom fexebi fargaliviT gaSala, fexebsSoris Cafenil kabas xeli frTxilad gadausva, TiTqos gaaswora, da Tqva: arada, iyo dro, tenissac vTamaSobdio. - kargi, gveyofa, davwynardeT. ar SeiZleba SenTvis amdeni laparaki. - gaaCuma melaniam. magram ekaekaterinekatom mainc gaagrZela, mainc Tqva, risi Tqmac undoda: vTamaSobdi, vidre ZaliT ar momaSoreT iqaurobaso. - iTamaSe, vin giSlis? - mxrebi aiCeCa melaniam. - araferi aRar minda. - Tqva ekaekaterinekatom. Tan fexebs Soris gaWimul kabas auTovebda xelisgulebiT.

- nu sulelob. - Sewuxda uceb melania. imasac gadaedo Svilis umizezo, umizno sevda-wuxili. - marto Sen xom ara xar, bolos da bolos, mTeli Tbilisi am dReSia. Sen Svili mainc gyavs - moayola moulodnelad, TiTqos rogorc iqna miagno erTaderT gamosavalso. - me xom samudamod var avad, deda - warbebi awkipa viTom gakvirvebulma ekaekaterinekatom, viTom riT ver Seigne aqamde es ubralo WeSmaritebao - Svili ki mamaCemisaa - gaagrZela yasidad daseriozulebulma - imas gavuCine. arc ki vici, visgan, babua rom gamxdariyo. ese igi, SenTanac yofiliyo xandaxan, Sin... - Sen ratom ar gauwyrebi? gsiamovnebs qaTinaurebis mosmena? - miubrunda melania avelums. aSkarad aRelvebuli iyo SvilTan saubriT da verc malavda Tavis mRelvarebas. piriqiT, sxvebisTvisac undoda gadaedo rogorme, TiTqos rac ufro metni iRelvebdnen erTi da imave mizeziT, ufro iolad gaarTmevdnen Tavs danawilebul mRelvarebas. - Sens gamo vejavrebi magasac, qalbatono melania, esec Seni damsaxurebaa Tqva avelumma, rac SeiZleba mSvidad, viTom xumrobiTac, Tumca im wuTas marTlac sjeroda, Svils rom ejavreboda, mas rom abralebda Svili ara marto dedis, aramed sakuTar ubedurebasac, Tu saerTo-sakacobrio ubedurebasac ara. rasakvirvelia, Zalian arasasiamovnoa amis SegrZneba, magram imave dros, ara marto eTanxmeboda Svils, aramed madlieric iyo misi, Tundac aseTi grZnoba rom hqonda mis mimarT. ese igi, raRacad mainc agdebda da, rac mTavaria, mis siZulvilsac da mis braldebebsac, rogorc ar unda SeeniRba mogonili ugrZnobelobiTa da gulgrilobiT, isev da isev, yvelafris gadamwonavi siyvaruli edo safuZvlad. - arasodes ar yofilxar Cemi, Tumca yovelTvis marto Cemi megone, - Tqva uceb ekaekaterinekatom - magram, sabednierod, Seni gayofac SesaZlebeli yofila, rogorc zaris xmisa msmenelTa Soris.

mokled, aprilis Semdeg, sonias vnebebma ki ara, saerTod cxovrebam dakarga azri. damfrTxali, Cabnelebul binebSi SeyuJuli xalxi quCas iyo miyuradebuli - rodis Caiqrolebda beteeri, rodis akakandeboda avtomati. Worebi ki mainc Cndebodnen, mainc mravldebodnen virTxebiviT da mainc daubrkoleblad dacuxcuxebdnen gamocarielebuli qalaqis Camkvdar quCebSi. maT amara darCenili xalxic xan xelovnur miwisZvras elodeboda, xan gamoucnobi mfrinavi obieqtis gamoCenas, xan ki fanjrebidan gazis Semosxurebas, vertmfrenebis meSveobiT, romlebic goliaTi krazanebiviT marTlac ganuwyvetliv dabzuodnen Tavze qalaqs. qalaqs ki ara, rkina-betonis leSs. xan TiTqos qalTa laSqari unda gamosuliyo quCebSi dediSobila (albaT okupantebis dasafrTxobad da sakuTari kacebis dasaknineblad), xan ki arasrulwlovani bavSvebis batalioni dgeboda TiTqos qalaqis romeliRac gareubanSi, saidanac, limonaTis carieli boTlebiT aRWurvilni, moulodnelad unda dasxmodnen Tavs aprilis Wirveuli mzis qveS niangebiviT galursul tankebs. ekaekaterinekatoc isev oTaxis kuTxeSi ijda, iatakze, aravis ar ikarebda da TvalgaSterebuli Sescqeroda karadis qveS Segorebul tenisis burTs. melanias ki erT xelSi misi aCxavlebuli bavSvi eWira, meoreSi sawovriani rZis boTli da, avad Tu kargad, mainc ojaxuri atmosferos Seqmnas cdilobda, Tumca, yvelaze ukeT albaT isev iman icoda, pirvel rigSi, mis ojaxs rom Seexeboda (ukve exeboda) es garduvali da sabediswero rRveva zezeulad Camompali imperiisa, ramdenadac, rac ar unda ucnaurad mogeCvenoT, erTis simtkice ganapirobebda meoris simtkicesac, erTis sicocxlisunarianoba meoresac sasicocxlod aRagznebda mxolod da erTis sikvdili meoris sikvdilsac gulisxmobda TavisTavad, oRond imitom ki ara, erTmaneTze rom amosdiodaT mze da mTvare, ganuwyvetliv nerwyvs rom uRebdnen erTmaneTs piridan, gaZleba rom ar SeeZloT uerTmaneTod, aramed imitom, uerTmaneTod, ubralod, azric rom aRar eqneboda maT arsebobas, raki orives mizanica da miswrafebac meoris mospoba iyo swored. arada, melaniasTvis, rogorc yvela WeSmariti qalisTvis, sakuTari ojaxidan iwyeboda samyaro. imdenad hqonda misTvis saerTod danarCen samyaros mniSvneloba, ramdenadac misi ojaxic am samyaros garkveul nawils warmoadgenda. amdenad, misi ojaxis simyare, Taviseburad, samyaros simyaresac ansaxierebda. misi Rrma rwmeniT, Tu mis ojaxur simyares bzari gauCndeboda, samyarosac igive daemarTeboda. SeiZleba mxolod am rwmenis brali iyo misi bibliuri moTmineba, misi cxoveluri sijiute (rac, upirveles yovlisa, ara marto avaldebulebda, Zalasa da xalissac matebda, raTa Tundac mxolod sakuTari nerwyviTa da sxvebisagan damaluli cremliT usasrulod, yoveldRiurad elesa da amoevso nebismieri bzari, WuWrutana Tu RriWo, saeWvo da saxifaTo misi ojaxis fuZe-WerisTvis, gindac Soreul momavalSi, gindac dauzustebeli, yovelgvar safuZvels moklebuli varaudiT), aravis da arafers rom ar epueboda aqamde. es misi uZvelesi da, SeiZleba iTqvas, umTavresi rwmena gaxldaT, riTac saerTod daewyo cxovreba. ufro naTlad rom vTqvaT, rasac gaebedvinebina yvela qalisTvis erTnairad mniSvnelovani da kerZod misTvis gansakuTrebulad saWoWmano nabijis gadadgma, anu, gaTxoveba, gabedniereba, daojaxeba, oRond, rasakvirvelia, sabWouri gagebiT - ubinaod, ufulod, uimedod, umomavlod. iseT kacs wahyva colad, romelic saamisod srulebiTac ar iyo jer mzad da albaT verc verasodes moemzadeboda - arc Weri hqonda Tavze da arc jibeSi uWyaoda rame. marTalia, loTi-SfoTi Zmakacebi "poeziis amomaval varskvlavs" eZaxdnen (verafriT ver amovida is varskvlavi), magram dabeWdviT jer aravin ubeWdavda leqss, radgan redaqciebma jer ar icodnen (verc mere daadgines) oficialuri azri mis Sesaxeb, misaRebi iyo saerTod misi poezia Tu miuRebeli. magram gindac gaebedaT da daebeWdaT erTi-ori striqoni, mainc ar eyofoda honorari saimisod, qorwinebis,

anu formaluri xelis moweris, ese igi, sakuTari vinaobis erTxel kidev (Tanac werilobiT) dadasturebis Semdeg, Sin waeyvana ukve kanonieri meuRle da jer daepurebina (sxvaTa Soris, orives Zalian Sioda, roca romeliRac sadarbazoSi TavSefarebulni, cxared bWobdnen, axlave, cxel gulze aResrulebinaT cxel gulzeve miRebuli gadawyvetileba, Tu wvimis gadaRebisTvis mainc daecadaT), mere ki gverdiT moewvina sakuTar sawolSi, rogorc wesi da rigi moiTxovs. marTalia, isini xelmouweravadac yovelTvis erTad iqnebodnen, magram maTi erTad yofna isev erTi gauTavebeli, maradiuli sasiyvarulo paemani iqneboda da ara simbolo, vTqvaT, samyaros erTianobisa, rogorc Rvinonaylapi avelumi "xatavda" xolme maT momaval ojaxs rigiT paemanze, anu, romeliRac yru kedels akruli, tusaRiviT, Tu romelime daburul xis Ziras SeyuJuli, avazakiviT, rac Zalian moswonda da aRelvebda melanias da ase iqneboda qveynis aRsasrulamde, Tuki saerTo uRelSi ar Seyofdnen Tavebs nebayoflobiT anu, morigi paemnis Semdeg, isev TavTavianT saxlebs ki ar miaSurebdnen, SimSilis mosaklavad Tu gamosaZineblad, aramed erT WerqveS iqnebodnen, sadac ar unda yofiliyo is Weri, erT sawolSi - sadac ar unda mdgariyo is sawoli, da aqedan gamomdinare, erTad iSimSilebdnen da ifxizlebdnen, vidre ojaxis ufrosi saxelovani (xelisuflebisagan dafasebuli) mwerali gaxdeboda da 40 kapikis nacvlad, bolos da bolos, or maneTs Tu ara, maneTnaxevars mainc miiRebda mTavlitirebul striqonSi, gansakuTrebuli tarifiT, rac Tavis mxriv, ojaxis diasaxlissac miscemda SesaZleblobas, ara marto efxizla da eSimSila saerTo sawolSi, aramed, xandaxan, bazarSic evlo da gazqurasTanac etriala. magram, etyoba, RmerTs ufro undoda maTi SeuRleba, vidre romelime maTgans calke an orives erTad. rasakvirvelia, RmerTis survils asrulebdnen oriveni, roca wvimas Sefarebulebma, erTmaneTis jibriTa da gamowveviT, ara Tu iolad miiRes saSviliSvilo gadawyvetileba, aRasrules kidec wvimis gadaRebamde. dekembris yinulovan wvimaSi yelaweulni aCerebdnen manqanas da, rasakvirvelia, RmerTis gamogzavnili iyo is erTaderTi manqanac, romelmac yurad iRo maTi vedreba, yuradRebis Rirsad CaTvala saerTod, da marTlac, is manqana rom ara, mmaCis biuro daketili daxvdebodaT da mSvenieri mizezi eqnebodaT, erTxel kidev gadaefiqraT, erTxel kidev - Tu sabolood ara - aeRoT xeli am verag, daundobel moTxovnilebasa da mtanjvel ganzraxvaze. isini rom aqoSinebulebi Secvivdnen oTaxSi, mmaCis qali ukve midioda, ukve ketavda "duqans", magram karg Tvalze SexedaT Tu isic RmerTis gafrTxilebuli iyo, TavSalic moixsna da ukve dabinavebuli beWedic gadmoiRo seifidan. rac mTavaria, markis fulic apatiaT. ukanaskneli maneTiani Sofers daugdo skamze avelumma (siZem), Tumca, meti mainc ar ekuTvnoda, asiode metri gamoataraT universitetidan zemelamde da, Tanac, imisi binZuri, sveli ZaRli avelums ejda kalTaSi (ukan melaniac Zlivs CaeWeWya Rvinis cariel bocoebSi), magram siviwrovis, an ZaRlebisadmi Tandayolili siyvarulis gamo ki ar moiqca ase, ubralod, ZaRlis patronis gulis mosagebad, rac SeiZleba swrafad rom evlo, rac SeiZleba Cqara mieyvana isini "eSafotamde" da rac SeiZleba male moReboda bolo gasaidumloebul, gulis gulSi gadamalul SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas. melania eWvobda, fexmZimed var mgonio, magram es mainc ar iyo mTavari mizezi maTi aCqarebisa, ubralod, mosaxdeni moxda da, rac mTavaria, ase undoda RmerTs. rasakvirvelia, RmerTma gamougzavnaT ZaRliani manqana - ukan dasaxevi gza rom aRar darCenodaT, Tuki ZaRlebiviT erTgulni iyvnen erTmaneTisTvis micemuli sityvisa, radgan melanias adgilas, albaT bevri qali ityoda uars, Rvinis cariel bocoebSi CaWedili, viRacis binZur ZaRlTan erTad gamgzavrebuliyo gasabedniereblad, nebismieri qalisTvis uaRresad RirsSesaniSnav dRes - da is xandazmuli angelozic, romelsac sruliad uangarod (piriqiT, iqiT apatiaT savaldebulo gadasaxadi) da, rac aranakleb mniSvnelovania, samsaxuris damTavrebis Semdeg

(bazarSi Tu ara, gastronomSi mainc iqneboda Sesasvleli), arc saguldagulod moxveuli TavSlis moxsna daezara (gareT, rogorc ukve vTqviT, wvimda) da arc aseve saguldagulod Carazuli seifis gaxsna. marTalia, im sazeimo wuTebSi arc erTi naTesavi, arc erTi megobari ar mdgara maT gverdiT, magram amdeni xnis SfoTvasa da mRelvarebas mainc daadga saSveli - maTi danatovari sicariele sasiamovno gaocebiTa da dabneulobiT amoivso - bavSvobam (gnebavT, siymawvilem), xmeli foToliviT, erTi ki gaiSriala dekembris wvimiT gaJRenTil haerSi (Sin dabrunebulma melaniam, Cveulebisamebr, karidanve dauZaxa bebiamiss - mSia, maWame rameo - da ukve magidasTan, ukve lukmiT pirgamotenilma moayola - mgoni gavTxovdio) da samudamod miCumda, erTxel da samudamod. - ras hqvia, gaTxovdi?! vis wayevi? - gamoenTo meore oTaxidan mamamisi, TiTqos melanias am bolo replikas elodeboda mouTmenlad, scenaze rom gamovardniliyo. xelSi gaSlili gazeTi eWira da melania Secba, daibna uneburad, ratomRac ar egona, mama Sin Tu iqneboda, magram rogorc gaTxovil mandilosans moeTxoveba, maSinve moeria Tavs da mSvidad gaagrZela: vis wavyevi da... Tqvenc iciT, visac wavyvebodio. - mere? Seni qmari? - uaresad aRelda mamamisi da orive xeli, gazeTianad, skamis zurgs daayrdno, TiTqos ukeT moemzada misTvis arasasiamovno pasuxis mosasmenad, anda, sulac, Tavis Sesamagreblad, Tuki fexebi umtyunebdnen moulodnelad. - Cemi qmari? - gaimeora melaniam da uneburad gaeRima gunebaSi - erTi wamiT isev Tvalwin daudga, rogor garboda is wvimaSi, Sinisken, Tavze gazeTwafarebuli da SimSilisgan mucelaymuvlebuli. - Senma qmarma icis, rom gSia? - mTlad gamovida wonasworobidan mamamisi. - ra Tqma unda?! - gaikvirva melaniam da amjerad veRar moeria Rimils, mTeli saxiT gaiRima, alalad, uangarod - sxvaTa Soris, imasac Zalian Sioda da imitom wavida Sin - moayola saswrafod, TiTqos qmris magivrad moubodiSa mamas - isic albaT ukve Wams. oriveni vWamT, erTdroulad - Taviseburad axsna uadgilo Rimilis mizezic. - WamT Tu laparakobT? - Tqva bebiam. xelSi tafa eWira, saxelurze tiloSemoxveuli, tafaze kartofilSi aTqvefili kvercxi SiSinebda - Wamis dros ar laparakoben - gaagrZela kuStad. erTdroulad Svilsac mimarTavda da SviliSvilsac. - gaige? gaTxovila! - SeuRrina Svilma. - yvela qali unda gaTxovdes. egec gaTxovdeba, ra Tqma unda - Tqva bebiam da kartofiliani kvercxi Tu kvercxiani kartofili TviTon gadauRo melanias danis wveriT. - gaTxovdeba ki ara, ukve gaTxovila, yurs dagaklda?! - uyvira Svilma. - ase ra xania gaTxovilia es. - gaicina bebiam. - ara, bebo, marTla gavTxovdi, sxvanairad. age, pasporti mantos jibeSia. uTxra melaniam da cxeli lukma eniT Seatriala pirSi. sanam skolaSi swavlobda, is manto palto iyo, mantod skolis damTavrebis Semdeg gadaukeTes, mere ki TviTon gadaikeTa qvedakabad.

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samyaro rom iRupeboda, aTasi ram arsebobda amis damadasturebeli, rogorc cxovrebis zedapirze, yvelas dasanaxad, iseve cxovrebis idumal, CauRwevel siRrmeebSic, risi xilvac mxolod erTeulTa xvedria. sxva Tu araferi, gazeTebic amis mets arafers werdnen da radio-televiziac, kasandrasaviT, marto amas iuwyeboda sul, dila-saRamos. magram yvelaze metad, mainc sonias gaqcevam dasca melanias Tavzari. es iyo misTvis yvelaze utyuari niSani, rogorc misi ojaxis (pataris sikvdiliT iwyeba didis sikvdili), iseve samyaros daRupvis mauwyebeli. rasakvirvelia, igives adasturebdnen gauTavebeli wyaldidobebi, xanZrebi, miwisZvrebi, mewyerebi, qariSxlebi, katastrofebi, afeTqebebi, mkvlelobebi, amboxebebi, gadatrialebebi, revoluciebi, omebi, politikuri, socialuri, ekonomiuri, zneobrivi Tu seqsualuri eqsperimentebi. magram melania imaTac iseTive udrtvinvelobiT aitanda, rogoriTac qmris sayvarlebs itanda, vidre meuRle, deda, bebia da diasaxlisi erqmeoda ojaxisa, romelic ara marto TvalnaTeli, xelSesaxebi (anu, materialuri - rogorc bolSevikebs uyvarT Tqma), aramed sulier-zneobrivi sinamdvilec iqneboda (Tuki saerTod SesaZlebelia ase rom iTqvas) da, amdenad, garkveuli aRmzrdelobiTi rolis Sesruleba, garkveuli zemoqmedebis (rasakvirvelia, sasikeTo zemoqmedebis) moxdenac SeeZleboda viRacaze mainc, Tundac, imave soniaze. sonia avelums ki ar gaurboda, avelumi ki ar gadaeyvarebina, rasac verasodes gaugebda da miutevebda melania, aramed saerTo, sayovelTao ubedureba egrZno imasac da, melaniasi ar iyos, cxoveluri gumanis karnaxiT, dRemde cnobil iaraRTagan, isic im erTaderTs epotineboda, romelsac, ase Tu ise, kidev SeeZlo misi gadarCena, dacva mainc, Tundac garkveuli drois manZilze. sxvanairad veRarafriT aRudgeboda win adaT-wesebis, Cvevebis, Cveulebebis jadosnuri skivridan TavdaRweul cxovrebas. ojaxis Seqmna gadaewyvita warRvnis win, gaqanebuli apokalifsis Jams da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, veravin gaamtyunebda, miT ufro melania, Tundac imitom, aseve rom moiqceoda TviTonac, anu, Relvasa da qarSixalSi moxvedrili, TavaSvebul lxins ki ar miecemoda daRupvamde, peSvebiT amoxapavda wyals Zirgaxvretili navidan. ase rom, sonias gaqceva, pirvel rigSi, imas niSnavda, marTla rom arsebobda safrTxe, marTla kars rom iyo momdgari da konkretulad misi ojaxis safuZvels aryevda, im mikrosamyaros, gnebavT, im mikroimperiis safuZvels, sadac aqamde yvelam Tavisi adgili icoda da yvela erTnairad grZnobda da aRiarebda danarCenTa aucileblobas, rac, sxva Tu araferi, imis SesaZleblobas namdvilad aZlevda TiToeul maTgans, ufro myarad mdgariyo, ufro iolad SeenarCunebina wonasworoba maradiuli sicarielis Tavze, mxolod da mxolod, misTvis gabmul bewvis xidze, romelsac mis garda mainc veravin gaivlida. sxvaTaSoris, wminda qaluri Suris, wminda qaluri siZulvilisa da SurisZiebis grZnoba arc sonias mimarT gasCenia rodisme da arc fransuazas mimarT. metoqeebad arc Tvlida maT, radgan arc imaT ucdiaT, Tundac gunebaSi (amas aucileblad gaigebda uavelumodac), misi adgilis dakaveba. roca Tavad wahyva colad avelums, anu, roca Rvinis carieli bocoebiTa da sveli ZaRlis suniT savse manqanaSi Caujda erTi gaqeqili maneTianis imediT, fransuaza 12 wlis iyo mxolod, sonia ki sami wlis mere unda dabadebuliyo saerTod, da, wodebrivze rom araferi vTqvaT, asakobrivi sxvaobac ufro maT mfarvelobas avaldebulebda, vidre devnasa da Seviwroebas. rac mTavaria, imaTac is adamiani uyvardaT, visac TviTon Tvlida mxolod siyvarulis Rirsad; visTvisac TviTonac mzad iyo daufiqreblad, uyoymanod daeTmo yvelaferi, mSoblisa da Svilis CaTvliT, da, amdenad, uflebac ar hqonda, gahkvirveboda anda swyenoda, Tuki sxvebic aRmoCndebodnen mis dReSi, Tuki sxvebsac is SeuyvardebodaT, vinc Tavad uyvarda, visi meSveobiTac SeeZlo cas Seswvdenoda da siRrme exila, anu, etanja siyvarulisTvis da eamaya sakuTari tanjviT. melania ojaxis gulisTvis, ra Tqma unda, yvelafers aitanda,

yvelafers moiTmenda, yvelafers gulSi gadaxarSavda da aravis gamoaSverinebda TiTs misi ojaxisken. magram Tuki gzasamcdari cxovrebisTvis Tavad ojaxi aRmoCndeboda zedmeti da miuRebeli - risi niSnebic ukve mravlad SeimCeneoda irgvliv - maSin TavisTavad ekargeboda azri ojaxis saxeliT atanil damcirebasac, ojaxis sakeTildReod Caylapul Seuracxyofasac, marTlac rom wignSi Sesatan moTminebasac da sijiutesac. uojaxod (cxadia, melanias azriT), araTu adamianoba, saerTod sicocxle dadgeboda safrTxis winaSe. "meSinia, guli cuds migrZnobs, an me vkvdebi, an marTla didi saSineleba unda moxdeso". SesCivlebda xolme avelums. avelums ki isic Cveulebrivad SeSinebuli egona, Cveulebrivad gaRizianebuli, gawamebuli gauTavebeli areulobiT, xocvaJletiT, avadmyofi virTxebiviT samzeoze amosuli sazareli WorebiT, RvarZliani, saxifaTo miTqma-moTqmiTa da, TavisTavad cxadia, Svilis bediTac... mokled, yvelafriT, rac ara marto saerTo, aramed savaldebulo ubedurebadac iTvleboda da yvelas erTad unda gadaetana, Tuki marTla undodaT ganTavisufleba, imperiis klanWebidan Tavis daRweva, anda, rogorc gazeTebi imeorebdnen waramara da uazrod, im gzaze dadgoma, romelic "taZarTan miiyvandaT", bolos da bolos, da ara isev karaficrul fexsadgilTan. garda amisa, ekaekaterinekatos jer sacxedreebSi Zebnam, mere ki imis mjdomare gaficvis yurebam, etyoba kidev ufro Searyia melanias saerTod mebrZoli da Seupovari buneba da, amitomac, avelumi nakleb mniSvnelobas aniWebda imis SfoTvasa da wuxils, ufro sworad, bunebrivad Tvlida da cdilobda, umal imisTvis gaeqarwylebina sadardeli, vidre ufro Rrmad, Ziramde CasZieboda da ukeT garkveuliyo Tavad am sadardelSi. "amaze meti raRa unda moxdeso" - aRar acala sityvis gagrZeleba, Tumca, TviTonac Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli (iseve, rogorc melania), dRevandeli oromtriali saxsenebelic ar iqneboda xvalindelTan. "RmerTma qnas, marto amaze gadaiaros yvelafermao" - aRar gauZalianda melaniac. magram TviTon veRar sZlia cnobismoyvareobas, Tavad wamoego sxvisTvis gadagdebul ankesze da - ras gulisxmobo - hkiTxa cols mogonili arxeinobiT, viTom, marTla ki ar mainteresebs, galaparakeb, javri rom gadageyaros gulidan da cotaTi gaerToo. "ai, sonias gaTxovebas... netavi gaumarTldebodes mainc" - mSvidad upasuxa melaniam, TiTqos sul amaze laparakobdnen Sin, rogorc ki dros ixelTebdnen, da, kacma, rom Tqvas, dasamatebelic aRaraferi hqondaT. avelumi gaCumda, rac Taviseburad laparakSi ayolas niSnavda mainc, oRond sxva sakiTxia, ras ambobda dumiliT, ras gamoxatavda: Tanxmobasa Tu guliswyromas. es albaT melaniamac igrZno (ufro meti igrZno) da TviTonve gaagrZela, zedmetad rom ar daetanja qmari: "cudad aris saqme, Zmao, cudad. ar gesmiT Cemi. magram ase rom ar itanjebode, maSin albaT verc me gapatiebdi. gulisxeTqvisa da umadurobis meti, Senc veraferi mogitana siyvarulmao". "ra iyo, ra gunebaze xar dRes" - naZaladevad gaucina avelumma, im adamianiviT, brZolaze xeli rom auRia, magram jer TviTonve erideba amis aRiareba. - "me male movkvdebi". - Tqva uceb melaniam da amjerad avelums ubralod ena daeba mRelvarebisagan, moulodnelobisagan. arasodes uTqvams melanias msgavsi ram. saerTod arasodes ulaparakia ase. piriqiT, yovelTvis sxvebs sayvedurobda gulgatexilobas, yvelaferze wuwunsa da Civils. Tumca, es arc wuwuni iyo, arc Civili, arc cxovrebisagan gamwarebuli qalis Cveulebrivi gabrZoleba, maincdamainc, imis Tvalwin, visac erTxel da samudamod miando Tavisi sicocxle. yovelgvari mikib-mokibvis gareSe Tqva is, risi Tqmac undoda, rac awuxebda, rac jer marto TviTon icoda (Tundac varaudiT) da rac aucileblad unda scodnoda misTvis yvelaze axlobel adamiansac, misi sicocxlis ganmgebels. amitomac Sezara ase avelumi mosmenilma. ufro adre irwmuna, vidre bolomde aRiqvamda da gaiazrebda mosmenils. es iyo SeuRlebasaviT, SobasaviT, sikvdiliviT idumali aqti gandobisa, saidumlos

gamxelisa, codnis gaziarebisa, codvis aRiarebisa erTdroulad damTrgunvelica da aRmafrTovanebelic Tavisi ubraloebiTa da sidiadiT. sabednierod, isev melaniam daarRvia es moulodneli, marTlac samariseburi dumili. avelums win daudga, mxrebze xelebi Camoawyo da axla ukve xumrobiT, sicilgareuli xmiT uTxra: icode, mainc Sen dagakldebi yvelaze metado. Tma SesaRebi hqonda. alag-alag saRebavi gascloda da Tmis Zirebi TeTrad mouCanda. avelums, ratomRac, cremli moebjina yelSi. magram melania ki ar Seecoda, raRac Znelad mosaxelTebeli, Znelad asaxsneli daenana uceb, SeiZleba, dro - uazrod, uSedegod gafrenili - romelsac veRaraferi daabrunebda ukan, verc aRsareba, verc monanieba.

melaniam paemanzec zustad ase icoda dgoma. romeliRac miyruebul quCaze, romelime daburuli xis Ziras rom "dabinavdebodnen", maSinve mxrebze Camoawyobda xolme xelebs avelums da ase idga, saubrobdnen Tu kocnaobdnen. ase idga maSinac (da es cota ar iyos, examuSeboda avelums), roca daZabulni da dacqvetilni elodebodnen, rodis Caivlida saidanRac moulodnelad gamomtyvrali gamvleli, raTa isev gaegrZelebinaT saubarica da kocnaobac. "gaxsovso?" - amoxeda melaniam RimiliT, gverdze Tavgadaweulma, da marjvena xelis saCvenebeli TiTi frTxilad Camousva yelze, nikaps qvemoT, sadac patara, droisagan gafermkrTalebuli, ZlivsSesamCnevi naiarevi etyoboda avelums. avelums, rasakvirvelia, axsovda. is dRe, erT-erTi friad RirsSesaniSnavi dRe iyo maT cxovrebaSi, mravalmxriv, mravalnairad dasamaxsovrebeli, da, rac mTavaria, im dRes mixvdnen albaT sabolood, erTmaneTisTvis rom iyvnen gaCenilni, ufro zustad, erTad rom unda yofiliyvnen yovelTvis, kidev ufro zustad ki, ukve imdeni ganecadaT da gadaetanaT erTad, sadac ar unda wasuliyvnen cal-calke, mainc erTad iqnebodnen, Tundac erTmaneTis mogonebebSi, sasiamovno iqneboda is mogonebebi Tu saCoTiro, mware Tu tkbili. im dResac (dRes ki ara, Rames - is-is iyo CaTavda pirveli himnis ukanaskneli akordebi), erT-erT TavianT amoCemebul adgilze idgnen - fiqris goraze, bilikis TavSi, ficris RobesTan, TuTis xis Ziras - moulodnelad ori biWi rom waadgaT Tavze. erTi meloti iyo (an samarTebliT hqonda Tavi gadaparsuli, Tumca, maSin jer kidev ar icoda Tbilisma "SesaniSnavi Svideulis" arseboba), meores ki muqi feris fetris Sliapa exura ratomRac. "iuzgar, saaTs xom ver gvetyvio" - ZmabiWurad dauZaxa avelums. magram vidre avelumi Sliapians upasuxebda ("samwuxarod, ar vxmarob, iuzgar, saaTs, magram Tormets bevrad ar unda iyos gadacilebuli, radgan pirveli himni es-esaa damTavrdao"), melaniam saaTiani xeli uneburad maRla aswia, axlos miitana TvalTan, ukeTesad rom gaerCia isrebi. melotmac maSinve uzarmazari xanjali gamoaZvrina perangis saxelodan (SiSs didi Tvalebi ki aqvs, magram xanjali marTlac didi iyo, lamis satevari) da avelums yelze miabjina (swored im adgilas, sadac melaniam Camousva weRan TiTi), "uTxari, moixsnaso" - Tavi gadaiqnia melaniasken. Tan Tvals ar aSorebda avelums. SiSisagan Tu daZabulobisagan xeli ukankalebda. avelumi gaSra, gaognda. yvelafers elodeboda, amas ki ara, Tanac, lamis sakuTar ubanSi, sadac qurdsac pirze kocniT icnobda da bankis inkasatorsac. ver moisazra uceb, ra eqna, rogor moqceuliyo. gamalebuli ucemda guli, magram ufro umweobisgan, vidre SiSisgan. ufro sworad, jer TviTonac ver garkveuliyo sakuTar gancdebSi, ar ecala saamisod. samagierod, naTlad igrZno, xanjlis acaxcaxebulma wverma rogor gaukawra yelze kani, ramdenjerme, zedized. igrZno, rogor Camoacocda sisxlis jer Zalian civi, mere ki Zalian cxeli wveTi, wveTebi, mTeli nakadi, niaRvari, CanCqeri sisxlisa. tkivili ki ar ugrZvnia. "aha, Se debiloo" - dauZaxa melaniam melots da Sexsnili saaTi daudevrad gadaugdo. melotma saaTi marjved daiWira haerSive da xanjalic maSinve moaSora avelums. "ara uSavs, SevxvdebiTo" - CaiburdRuna avelumma da TviTonve Sercxva Tavisi bavSvuri, gulubriyvilo muqarisa. "ar ginda, simon, daibridebi ulaparakodo" - TiTqos TavisTvis Tqva Sliapianma da melots xeliT aniSna, wavideTo. "ise, Tu Tqvenc waxvalT aqedan, ukeTesi iqneba TqvenTvis - Tqva melotma - Cvenze uaresebi modian ukan, trusiks ar SegarCenen icodeT" - moxeda melanias uwmawuri Rimilisgan kbilebdakreWilma. Tan bilikze Cadioda, Sliapians mihyveboda ukan. qvemoT, ukuneT sibneleSi, gmirTa moedani gugunebda yrud. jer nela Cadiodnen, Tavs ikavebdnen TavdaRmarTSi. SeiZleba, qurdul Rirsebasac ufrTxilodebodnen, magram TandaTan auCqares fexs da mere sul kisris texiT CaaTaves biliki. "dedleboo" - miaZaxaT melaniam. "dedali me varo" Tqva avelumma.

- ara! - iyvira melaniam, - Sen xom ar giTqvams CemTvis, mieci saaTio, CemiT movixseni - gaagrZela Cveulebrivi xmiT - ai, Sen rom geTqva, maSin namdvilad dedali iqnebodi. uyure im nabiWvars! - SesZaxa uceb - dauWrixar! avelumma uneburad xeli ganakawrze moisva da zed daixeda. - ki ar damWra... - scada melanias damSvideba, magram mRelvarebisagan xma gaebzara. - imitomac gaiqcnen - uaresad aRelda melania. - xeli ukankalebda - Zlivs amoRerRa avelumma da cxvirsaxoci amoiRo jibidan. - moica, mase ara. me mimiSvi - gaaCera melaniam. xelebi mxrebze Camoawyo da frTxilad, gaubedavad ausva ena Wrilobaze. "Tfuio" - maSinve gadmoafurTxa avelumis sisxli. magram imave wams ufro Tamamad, ufro safuZvlianad daewafa. Tan Wrilobas ulokavda, erTguli ZaRliviT, Tan pirSi dagrovil sisxls afurTxebda da Tan icinoda: rom icode, saaTze metis warTmeva SeeZloT im debilebs CvenTviso.

garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, albaT am SemTxvevamac daaCqara maTi SeuRleba, ufro sworad, maTi erT WerqveS cxovreba. Tumca, pirvelad rom dawvnen isini sakuTar WerqveS, anu, bolos da bolos, mainc rom aRirses avelums (rogorc colSvilian mwerals), erToTaxiani bina qalaqis gareubanSi, ekaekaterinekato ukve xuTi wlisa iyo. maTi saxlis iqiT triali mindori iwyeboda, sadac mamaSvili yayaCoebs krefdnen xolme, magram erTxel yayaCos mtverma mowamla Tu ra iyo, ekaekaterinekatos nestoebi dauCirqda da imis mere melania iZulebuli gaxda, Svilianad, isev mSoblebTan dabrunebuliyo, xolo sakuTar qmarTan isev SeyvarebuliviT misuliyo paemanze sakuTar binaSi. da mainc, uojaxod araferi esaqmeboda melanias am qveyanaze. ojaxi misTvis, upirveles yovlisa, is asparezi gaxldaT, sadac adamianebi erTmaneTs ki ara, erTmaneTis sisusteebs, erTmaneTis sneulebebs, erTmaneTis SiSebs, erTmaneTis simartoveebs, simdableebsa da siglaxeebs erkinebian da, SeZlebisdagvarad, garkveul warmatebebsac aRweven, raRa Tqma unda, Tuki marTla uyvarT erTmaneTi da Tuki marTla sjeraT erTmaneTisa. amitom, rogorc ki saojaxi saqmeebs morCeboda da Tavis maradiul saqsovianad televizoris win mokalaTdeboda savarZelSi, ekrans Sescqeroda Tu naqsovis Tvlebs iTvlida tuCebacmacunebuli, mainc imis garkvevas cdilobda sul, ratom xdeboda, rac xdeboda da ratom ar iyo cxovreba iseTi, rogoric SeiZleboda yofiliyo. magram amdens rogor gaarkvevda, roca isic ar icoda, ras qsovda da visTvis qsovda. ufro sworad, ise xSirad ecvleboda azri, verafris damTavrebas ver aswrebda da ukve sanaxevrod moqsovil svitrs, romelic TiTqos ekaekaterinekatosTvis Caefiqrebina, daunaneblad arRvevda, raTa avelumis pulaveris qsova daewyo. qsovac Tavdacvis erT-erTi saSualeba iyo albaT, magram, rasakvirvelia, qsovisas imis dadgenac ainteresebda, ramdenad iyo Tavad damnaSave, marTla iyo masze rame damokidebuli, Tu mainc ise moxdeboda yvelaferi, rogorc xdeboda, Tuki, vTqvaT, Tavidanve ar apatiebda avelums. magram Tavidanve Tu ar apatiebda avelums yvelafers, verc aqamde SeinarCunebda mas. misTvis ki mTavari es iyo da ara avelumis erotikuli Tavgadasavlebi, romlebsac Tavad avelumi yvelanairad malavda misgan, magram, ra Tqma unda, uSedegod. melanias aseTi avelumic uyvarda. Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, aseTi avelumic igulisxmeboda misTvis saerTod avelumis cnebaSi. oRond, TviTon aseTi avelumis mimarT umal dobili da mesaidumle gamodioda, vidre satrfo an coli, da arc amis gamo grZnobda raime uxerxulobas, piriqiT, meti pativiscemiT imsWvaleboda sakuTari Tavisadmi, Tuki marTla waadgeboda xolme rameSi, swored rogorc dobili da uerTgulesi mesaidumle. erTxel, gaTxovebamde, mamas fulic ki sTxova, viTom TanaklaselisTvis saCuqris sayidlad da avelums miurbenina, iman ki sasimamros fulebi vendispanseris eqims CaukuWa TeTri xalaTis jibeSi, vidre, SarvalCaxdili, pirqve gadaemxoboda muSambagadafarebul viwro taxtze, susunakis sawinaaRmdego nemsis gasakeTeblad.

mokled, gasaxsenebeli bevri hqonda da isic ixsenebda. Cajdeboda savarZelSi televizoris win, celofanis parkidan amoiRebda rkinis Cxirebsa da Zafis gorgals da, vin icis meramdened, gauyveboda avelumTan erTad gamovlil gzas, xan Tavidan bolomde da xan bolodan Tavamde, ris gamoc, Zalauneburad, naqsovic maT gzas emsgavseboda - dablanduli, daxlarTuli, bolomde gaurkveveli, Cxirebis nebaze miSvebuli. is ki yovel wvrilmans ixsenebda, yovel SemTxvevas, yovel sityvas, yovel nabijs da Cqarobda yvelafris xelaxla Sefasebasa Tu gadafasebas, raki areuli droc amas avaldebulebda. arada, kacma rom Tqvas, axla TiTqos ufro mSvidad unda yofiliyo, vidre, vTqvaT, guSin da guSinwin. qmaric Sin hyavda da Svilic. magram swored maTi "Sin yofna" abnevda da aforiaqebda, imdenad naZaladevi, imdenad xelovnuri da arabunebrivi Canda amis gamo sxva yvelaferi. Svils gareT gaxedvac aRar undoda, iatakze ijda kuTxeSi, TavisTvis. arc Cioda, arc imuqreboda. arc Svili axsovda, arc amxanagi. melaniamac aRar icoda, rodis jobda, rodis grZnobda Tavs ukeTesad, roca sul Svilis molodinSi iyo, sul kars miCerebuli, Tu axla, roca Tvalwin hyavda sul. miT ufro Zneli gasarkvevi iyo, ra erCia Tavad ekaekaterinekatos, rodis grZnobda Tavs ufro Tamamad, ufro Tavisuflad; saerTod, rodis grZnobda Tavs adamianad, roca quCa-quCa daZrwoda droSis frialiT, roca mis danaxvaze, SeSinebuli dedabrebi cekvas iwyebdnen TavianT patara aivanze, Tu axla, sikvdils Zlivs gadarCenili, Zlivs moZebnili, Zlivs dabrunebuli Sin da ara marto gvarSecvlili, zneSecvlilic.

qmarsac Svilis seni Sehyroda TiTqos. TiTqos ki ara, namdvilad, erTi seniT iyvnen Sepyrobilni. aRarc imas miuwevda guli gareT, magram araTu iSviaTad xedavda, roca xedavda, maSinac uWirda ubralo, Tundac samezoblo urTierTobis damyareba masTan. Seiketeboda Tavis oTaxSi da sabeWd manqanaze akakunebda ganuwyvetliv, gauCereblad, meqanikur kodalasaviT. Tu ar gaaxsenebdnen, arc Wama undoda, arc Zili. magram mainc Sin iyo, Tavis adgilze da, Tu ar Canda, aSkarad ismoda - ZvelisZveli, klaviSebmoryeuli "erika" mxolod da mxolod mis xmas gamoscemda, mis gulisTqmasa da mis suliskveTebas. samagierod misi Wkua-goneba frenda sxvagan da melaniasac es afrTxobda, es awuxebda, radgan sxvaze ukeT (avelumze ukeTac), man icoda albaT, yvelaze naklebad axla rom iyo igi Sin. avelumi saerTod maSin ufro ekuTvnoda mas, roca sxvagan midioda. maSin avelumis Wkua-goneba aqeTken, Sinisken, melaniasken qroda da moulodnelad rom gamoecxadeboda xolme, yvelaferze etyoboda, ojaxis ufrosi brundeboda sakuTar ojaxSi da Seuvali, garduvali iyo misi uflebamosileba, misi neba-survili am kedlebs Soris, am teritoriaze. gonze mosvlasac ar daaclida, TiTqos sayvarlisgan ki ar dabrunebula, aramed, satusaRoSi Sobili, satusaRoSi Caberebuli, saerTod pirvelad gamouSviaT dRes satusaRodano. "araferi ar arsebobs CemTvis wesierad, adamianurado" yasidad buzRunebda bednieri melania, erTxel kidev ganwmendili, erTxel kidev ganTavisuflebuli avi, gesliani eWvebisa da varaudebisagan da erTxel kidev darwmunebuli qmris dauokebel siyvarulSi. axla sakuTar samflobeloSi ki ar ijda is (Tavisianebis imedad), soroSi emaleboda TiTqos viRacas Tu raRacas; mter-moyvris misaRebad ki ar iyo mzad, rogorc ojaxis ufross ekadreba, aramed - gasaqcevad, rogorc maradiuli ltolvili. xoda, melaniac usasrulod ixsenebda, irkvevda gancdilsa da gadatanils; eZebda marTalsa da mtyuans; xelaxla swonida da zomavda aTasjer awonilsa da gazomils, sxvebisTvis mitevebulsa Tu TavisTvis miutevebel Secdomebs; da mainc faruli imediT, meryevi rwmeniT fiqrobda moTminebis aucileblobaze, mitevebis madlze, qmarSvilis SesaZlebel dabrunebaze... magram, etyoba, arc misi moTminebaa amouwuravi, masac moswyindeba, masac amouva yelSi amdeni uazro qeqva gardacvlili, mtvradqceuli wuTebisa, saaTebisa, dReebisa, weliwadebisa; Zieba ararsebulis, aryofilis danatovari kvalisa; gauTavebeli wvneva da Sefereba Caudeneli danaSaulis Sedegebisa Tu amao mcdeloba gancdilis ganmeorebisa da, erT Cveulebriv saRamos (gareT isrodnen), moulodnelad wamodgeba savarZlidan da misi kalTidan gadmovardnili Zafis gorgali iatakze gagordeba, karisken, TiTqos labirinTidan gamosasvlel gzas mianiSnebs patrons, patroni ki, dabneulad, darcxvenilad momRimari, kefaze moisvams xels, TiTqos Tmis samagrs moiZiebs, "ai, aq, raRacao..." - ver daamTavrebs sityvas da vidre qmari an Svili SeaSvelebdes xels, ugonod davardeba savarZelze, TiTqos Zafis gorglis jibrze, TiTqos imas rom Seagnebinos erTxel da samudamod Tavcocxali fexs ar movicvli aqedano.

magram es mere moxdeba, cota mogvianebiT. jer "perestroika" qans iRebs, Zalas ikrebs, Tavisi gziT miedineba. winaswar dasaxul gzas miyveba meTqi, mindoda meTqva, da gazeTebic kudis qiciniT, wkavwkav-wkmutuniT miacileben, rogorc ZaRlebi - marCenal patrons. da ai, yoveli Tvis meore dRe qalaqSi umanqano dRed cxaddeba, rasakvirvelia, gardaqmnasTan dakavSirebiT, mSromelTa sakeTildReod, maTi Zvirfasi janmrTelobis dasacavad. gazeTi ambobs, "Cvens qalaqSi haeris swrafi, yovlad gauTvaliswinebeli dabinZurebis gamoo" (warmogidgeniaT!), Tumca, amgvar uaRresad "kapitalistur movlenebze", jer kidev guSin, saerTod dumda igive gazeTi, anda guSin da guSinwin, rogorc sxva yvelaferi, socialisturi manqanis gamonabolqvic sasargeblo egona adgilobrivi mosaxleobisTvis, gansakuTrebiT maTi sasunTqi organoebisTvis da am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT guli sagulesa hqonda. magram roca uTxres aforiaqdio, aforiaqda. garda amisa, sxva mxrivac gamarTlebulia amgvari RonisZiebis Catareba gansakuTrebiT dRes da gansakuTrebiT Cvens qalaqSi, sadac am oriode dRis win amdeni xalxi moiwamla erTbaSad, dRemde daudgeneli mizeziT, da xom SeiZleba, bolos da bolos, marTla manqanebis gamonabolqvis Warbi "miReba" iyos mizezi maTi mowamvlisa (ar dagaviwydeT, im xalxma mTeli kvira Sua quCaSi, Ria cis qveS gaatara) da ara romeliRac gasaidumloebuli, samxedro daniSnulebis qimiuri nivTiereba, rogorc viRac-viRacebi Woraoben dRemde. Tumca, gamocxadeba erTia, ganxorcieleba ki meore. manqanis gulisTvis xalxma suli waiwymida, vin mama CauSva, vin deda daagirava, vin iatakqveSa milioneris uuuuukanaskneli qaliSvili, sakavSiro masStabiT saxelganTqmuli klarnetisti SeirTo colad da axla, Cemma gamonabolqvma vinme ar Seawuxoso, manqanas gaaCerebs, Tundac erTi saaTiT?! ara gvgonia. ase rom, Tu rodisme ganxorcieldeba amas winaT saqalaqo sabWos aRmaskomis mier miRebuli gadawyvetileba, damatebiT SegvatyobineT. iqamde ki vigrialoT Zveleburad, ca qudad, miwa - qalamnad. magi patroni dedac. CvenisTana bednieri gana aris sadme eri?! yvela Tavisas Wedavs kidobans. amerikis prezidenti ki poloneTSi Casula. Cven vikiTxoT, Torem poloneTs eSveleba. poloneTs jvari sweria. Tanac, romis papisa. Cven jer isic ar viciT, sad veZeboT Cveni suli. haerSi? RrublebSi? namSi? Rvinosa Tu CaqafulSi? sad ariso - me mekiTxeba gazeTi. sxvaTa Soris, optikuri kabeli TbilisSic imuSavebs Turme. iqneb es dagvexmaros sulis aRmoCenaSi. xom iciT, rasac niSnavs optikuri kabeli? es imas niSnavs, rom ara marto daelaparakebiT erTmaneTs Soridan, aramed dainaxavT kidec. warmogidgeniaT, ra iqneba? jobia gavCumde. Sinidan ar gamoxval da sadac gendomeba - Sexval. ra mogivida, gogo, cota kidev Caiwie, damenaxve erTi wuTiT. ici rogor menatrebi?! moica, ras Svrebi? es metismetia. vinme ar iyos CarTuli. da mainc, mecniereba valSia bunebasTano. valSia? valSi ki ar aris, damnaSavea bunebis winaSe da urCevnia pasuxi agos, sanam jer kidev droa. jan Censac da Cen Zijuansac, Turme, Zalian, Zalian moswonT Cveni qalaqi da saerTod qarTvelebi, magram mdgomareoba ar gamoswordeba da droTa ganmavlobaSi sagrZnoblad gauaresdeba kidec, Tu TiToeuli Tbiliseli ar Seignebs, rom haeris gabinZurebis winaaRmdeg brZola moqalaqeobrivi movaleobaa da ara angariSsworebis kidev erTi saSualeba. aba, me Tu mkiTxavT, roca umanqano moiTxovs manqanianma uari Tqvas manqanazeo, es prrwavardnili usindisobaa da meti araferi. marTalia, umanqano haers ar abinZurebs, ufro zustad, umanqanos mxolod haeris gafuWeba SeuZlia, Tanac lokalurad, magram manqana rom hyavdes, namdvilad ar imsjelebda ise, rogorc axla msjelobs. maSin ityoda, Tu daxrCobaa, yvelani erTad davixrCoTo. umanqanov, nu gSurs manqanianisa! haeris dabinZurebis problema imitom ki ar dadga dRis wesrigSi, Sen rom wlobiT dagrovili javri amoiyaro viRacaze (rogorc migaCvia cxovrebam, gnebavT, mTavrobam), aramed aseTi gaxlavT egreT wodebuli ganviTarebuli civilizaciis siavkarge - manqana da sufTa haeri erTad

ar Tavsdeba. xolo adamiani umal uhaerobiT amoixrCoba sakuTar manqanaSi, vidre iqidan gadmova Tavisi nebiT. marto TbilisSi ki ara, yvelgan. ase rom, verafers gamorCebi Seni RvarZliTa da SurianobiT. SegiZlia, sawer-kalamic isev ujraSi Seinaxo (ukeTes SemTxvevamde), radgan am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT anonimuri "rCevebi" da "mosazrebebi" ar miiReba. Cvenma xomaldma mkveTrad Seicvala gezi, anu, indoeTi rom gvegona, amerika yofila. gana miwisZvra, an mewyeri, an wyaldidoba Senze mdidrebis bralia?! gavixede da, xval Senc iyide manqana RmerTma gayidinos - ras izam? daemorCilebi Sens mierve dadgenil wess, dadgenisas sxvebisTvis gamiznuls? ar daemorCilebi. gaixede da, manqanianma Sen gaCuqa Tavisi manqana - madls izams - rogor moiqcevi? aujanydebi Senganve miRebul kanons? rasakvirvelia, aujanydebi. ase rom, araferi gveSveleba, vidre umravlesobis (umanqanos) azrs ki ara, saR azrs ar movuxmobT, bolos da bolos. amasobaSi ki gldanis mesame mikroraionis meaTe korpusis win daudgeneli mizniT amoRebuli Txrilidan, xolo anagis quCaze am erTi Tvis winaT gamocvlili sakanalizacio milebidan, iseve rogorc saburTalos raionis vazisubnis quCaze moulodnelad gaCenili ormodan da, ase Semdeg, Tqven TviTon TqviT, ra moedineba. Tqven ki gakvirvebas gamoTqvamT, qarTveli batoniSvili qarTulad ver laparakobso. ar gcodniaT sakuTari istoria, arc sakuTari buneba. saqarTvelos erT-erT ukanasknel batoniSvils, darejan dedoflis sasaxlis monarCeni aivnidan rom gadmouxedavs TbilisisTvis, gulwrfelad wamoscdenia: RmerTo, ra ucxoa aqaurobao! Cveni batoniSvilebi raxania an rusulad laparakoben, an frangulad, an espanurad, an inglisurad. qarTulad ki vera. ras vizamT, ase moxda. Cto podelaeS. se la vi. samagierod, baton Canakis Zalian moswonebia Caqafuli. didebulia, diax, didebuli. oRond, Cveni budapeStisa ar iyos, safuZvliani restavracia sWirdeba Tqvens "budapeStsac" (yovelTvis idioturi restorani iyo, yvela juris xalxi ireoda, ZiriTadad vakis, anu "gamarjvebis" parkis "fauna": studentebi, qurdebi, narkomanebi, milicielebi, iatakqveSa saqmosnebi, raionuli masStabis xelmZRvaneli muSakebi - Sesvenebaze gamosulni da mTeli dRiT SerCenilni sufras - da gadiebic ki, TavianT bavSvebianetlebianrZisboTlebiansaTamaSoebianad... erTxel avelumi ise daTvra, saTamaSo sayviriT uxmobda oficiants). ase rom, mzad varT, Tuki amis aucilebloba Seiqmneba. Tumca, mogexsenebaT, valutis problema da socialisturi qveynebis ekonomiuri siZneleebi. magram ras vizamT, RmerTi mogvcems, batono Canaki. RmerTma gisminoT, magram Cven, Tqveni ar iyos, marto RmerTis imedze yofna... hm, hm... Caqafuli ki didebuli kerZi gaxlavT. Tavisuflad SeiZleboda. magram es ukve momavlis saqmea. erovnuli biznesi. marTlac, ra dros es aris?! ukve ori Tvea, Tbilisis saavadmyofoebSi grZeldeba cxra aprils daSavebulTa miReba da mkurnaloba (gazeTSi weria "dazaralebulTao" - dazaralde, SeiZleba, vaWrobaSi, aReb-micemobaSi, sameurneo saqmianobaSi... cxra aprils ki mxolod da mxolod daSavdebi, dasaxiCrdebi, daiRupebi). mTavrobas, Turme, jer ar miuRia gadawyvetileba, Tu ramden xans unda gagrZeldes es procesi, komkavSiruli rTvelisa ar iyos. advili SesaZlebelia, Tu moeprianebaT, xvalve Sewyviton, an arasdros. janmrTelobis dacvis saministro ki sruli pasuxismgeblobiT acxadebs, yvela medikamenti (TavisTavad cxadia, ucxoelebis Camotanili samadlod - Sav bazarze cecxli rom ukidia), daniSnulebisamebr midis dazaralebulamdeo. erTob saintereso gancxadebaa. daSavebuls isic dazaralebuls eZaxis, anda, "CaSka" hyavs mxedvelobaSi, wamlis vaWari Sav bazarze, romelmac marTla naxa zarali am bolo dros - orjer daeca obexeesi... ovanesas binaze ki momakvdinebeli Sxamis mTeli sabado aRmouCeniaT. ki magram, meramdened? ramdenjer gvauwyes ukve? rodemde unda vweroT da vikiTxoT erTi da igive? sainteresoc aRaraa. miitans ovanesa fuls, sadac jer ars, Cveni moZme xalxis Rirseuli Svilia, alal-

marTali mSromelia; ar miitans da - wadi Seni somexi dedaco! gansakuTrebiT mainc germaneli eqimebis madloblebi vyofilvarT, magram avadmyofebi Zalian nerviuloben Turme, erTi dRiTac Tu daigviana germaniidan gamogzavnilma wamalma. gasagebia. namdvilad sanerviuloa. gvian Camova wamali, gvian iSovnian maTi Wirisuflebic. TavisTavad cxadia, fasic moimatebs. xandaxan, gangebac ayovneben albaT gzaSi. axla dro CvenTvisac ukve fulia, raki kapitalizmisken gvaqvs gezi aRebuli. amitom, kidev erTxel gekiTxebiT, ra unda muSas parlamentSi? Tavad muSa var da vici, rasac vambob. muSas ki ara, profesors ver aaRebineb xelSi wigns. ase Tu gagrZelda, konkretuli damnaSaveni namdvilad aicdenen pasuxismgeblobas. Salom yvelas Cven! magram zemodan ufro patarebi, ufro sawylebi meCvenebiT, Cemo Zvirfaso qarTvelebo. me ki wamovedi, amovedi maqedan, magram Tqven ra geSvelebaT! wasasvlelic ara gaqvT arsad. gmadlobT, abon, maRlac rom gaxsovarT, zemodanac rom ar swyvet kavSirs Sens meore samSoblosTan, Tuki saerTod SeiZleba ori (an ramdenime) samSoblo hqondes kacs. erTi maRla, caSi, meore ki qveviT, qvesknelSi. internacionalizmi rom SevinarCunoT, amisaTvis saWiroa nacionalizmis ganviTarebao. nabij-nabij unda viaroT win. magram win ra aris? isev traqtati? gamarjoba TeimurazoviC. gagimarjos katinka. sagdeevis azriT, taraseviCis komisia sruli gaugebroba yofila. ligaCovi jer ligaCovobs. moskovis miwisqveSeTSi ki, Turme, ukve saxifaTod momravlebulan uzarmazari JRali virTxebi, erTi metri sigrZisa da samocdaaTi santimetris simaRlisa, romlebsac TavianTi basri kbilebiT SeuZliaT wamSi gakvniton nebismieri sisqis foladis bade. marTalia isini, jerjerobiT, mxolod gazsadenis, wyalsadenisa Tu sakanalizacio sistemis momsaxure personals esxmian Tavs, magram ukve sanagveebzec gamodian, xorckombinatis teritoriazec da, maTi gamoCenisTanave, yvelaze avi ZaRlebic ki kudamoZuebulni garbian ukanmouxedavad. metros matareblis memanqaneebsac araerTxel SeuniSnavT mZlavri farebis Suqze avad aelvarebuli maTi Tvalebi. oRond, jer dasadgenia, RmerTis gaCenili arsebebi arian isinic, Tu Tanamedrove yvelaze humanuri sabWoTa mecnierebisa. magram asea Tu ise, didi sifrTxile gvmarTebs yvelas, miwaze varT Tu miwis qveS. amxanagi batoni kukuri ilikoviCi ki Zveli komunisturi mgznebarebiT gvpirdeba, arc erT kilogram uxarisxo Cais ar gadaamuSavebs Cemi fabrikao. ver uyurebT! fabrikantic gamxdara. Tumca, rac xarisxze daviwyeT laparaki, Cai saerTod gaqra Cveni Tvalsawieridan. TbilisSi ki cvalebadi moRrublulobaa. xanmokle wvima. Weqa-quxili. susti qari. temperatura SeTanxmebiT. oRond, qalaqSi SemTxveviT moxvedril kacs (qalsac), SeiZleba, Tavi jojoxeTSi egonos, im ubralo mizezis gamo, menagveebi nagavs adgilze rom wvaven da ara marto saxlebi, aramed sazogadoebrivi transportic, rasakvirvelia, metros sadgurebianad, dRedaRam myrali kvamliTaa savse. xolo qvemo qarTlSi cxovreba TandaTanobiT dgeba kalapotSi. ra eCqareba? sxvebi jer arc amovardnilan kalapotidan. axla apireben. baTumis delfinariumisa ar iyos. oRond is, delfinariumi, rva axali delfinis daWerasa da gawvrTnas apirebs, Tumca, zRvis gaWuWyianebis gamo, aqamde daWeril-gawvrTnili yvela delfini ukve daexoca. rac mTavaria, luqsemburgi xmas imaRlebs Zaladobis winaaRmdeg da vai CineTis brali! vai Cveni brali saerTod, amdeni koRo-buzis xelSi. namdvilad xelovnurad amravlebs viRac, Torem veraviTari saSo Tu sakvercxe ver auvidoda amaT gaCenasa Tu gamoCekas. erTi kia, koRos meSveobiT Sidsi ar gadadis. gvkbinos ramdenic unda. anda amovqoloT sarkmlebi da eg iqneba. sibnelec moimatebs da farTobic. qira ar Seicvleba mxolod. is dro warsuls Cabarda, roca bina sarkmliT fasobda. rusebisa ar iyos, yvela borotebas garkveuli sikeTec axlavs. nasarkmlarze zurgiT aeyudebi xandaxan, sibneleSi, da miiReb raime gadawyvetilebas. ai, erT qalbatons, "samSobloze usazRvrod Seyvarebul qarTvel qals" - rogorc TviTonve uwodebs Tavis Tavs - cxra

aprilis tragediis Semdeg, gadauwyvetia monawileobis miReba eris gamravlebaSi. amgvari gadawyvetileba daqalebisTanave rom mieRo, rac evaleboda kidec, Tundac bunebisagan, maSin SeiZleba oseTis avtonomiur olqSi Cveni mSobliuri ena "vai rom savalalo mdgomareobaSi" aRar yofiliyo. ditu! ditu! ditu! es ra gaigo Cemma yurebma! ki magram, maincdamainc dRes rom SevicxadeT es ambavi, aqamde sad viyaviT?! aqamdec ase ganvicdidiT viTom qarTuli enis ugulebelyofas saqarTvelos "ZirZvel" miwaze?! raRac ar maxsendeba. cxinvalSi ki ara, TbilisSi aRar vlaparakobdiT Cvens enaze. soflidan Camosuli axalgazrdoba rusuliT iwyebda gaTbiliselebas. erTmaneTs aswavlidnen. erTmaneTze itexdnen enas. gamosdebdnen erTmaneTs xelkavs, emil zolas droindeli bozebiviT, da, daragaia, gurami priSol vCerac piani da sul dedis traki rugal menia. erTi Senc! pliuni raz i navsegda. moica, gogo, maroJnia mgoni eger. qarTuli enis saxelmwifo programis proeqti, marTalia, respublikaSi mcxovreb araqarTvel mosaxleobas ar ukrZalavs qarTuli enis Seswavlas (naklebad aRelvebs imaTi momavali), magram qarTvelebs (rasakvirvelia, mikerZoebiT), gacilebiT prestiJuli, gacilebiT praqtikuli, bolos da bolos, gacilebiT mravalricxovani xalxis enis Seswavlas avaldebulebs mSobliuri enis doneze da yvela Rones xmarobs, ufro sworad, yvelafers kadrulobs, Tavisi rom gaitanos. sxva rom araferi vTqvaT, SesaZleblad miaCnia, erTsa da imave adamians ori dedaena hqondes. ese igi, SesaZleblad miaCnia, erTdroulad Soba erTi da imave adamianisa ori sxvadasxva erovnebis da, rac mTavaria, sxvadasxva mamakacisagan midgomili qalis saSodan. magram es guSindeli ambavia ukve. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, guSin ase iyo saWiro. dRes rom oseTis avtonomiur olqSi qarTuli enis savalalo mdgomareobiTaa SeSfoTebuli, swored is Jurnalisti (anda misi tyupiscali) guSin ificeboda, maCabeli oseTSi cxovrobdao, viTom, samaCablo ki ar gadakeTda oseTis avtonomiur olqad, loTi besos pativsacemad, aramed, samaCablo yovelTvis oseTSi Sediodao. magram maSin (guSin) ase iyo saWiro da ra eqna? me Tqven gekiTxebiT, moclilno mkiTxvelno, ra eqna meTqi? simarTlisTvis daedo Tavi? ese igi, Tqvens imedze yofiliyo? magram Tqvenamde aRarc moaRwevda imisi saxsenebeli. axla korumpirebuli (dRes Zalian moduria es sityva) Jurnalisti mainc hqvia, aTasTa da aTasTa msgavsad, Cveulebrivi inteleqtualuri meZavia, vinc fuls aZlevs imisia, vinc mets miscems, imisi xom iqneba da iqneba; maSin ki (simarTlisTvis Tu gamoidebda Tavs, Tqveni imediT), Cveulebrivi briyvis, xulignisa da warsulis samarcxvino gadmonaSTis saxeliT Cavidoda saflavSi, Tuki CauSvebdnen, Tuki saerTod aRirsebdnen damarxvas. modiT da, amis Semdeg gaamtyuneT. araviTar SemTxvevaSi. ena ar mogitrialdebaT. amitom, yvelafers sjobs, daujeroT zemoT xsenebul qalbatons da kidev TiTo Svili gaaCinoT, qalebo. ki magram, rogor? rogor ar Cndeba vici, rogor Cndeba - damaviwyda. da mainc, nu miecemiT panikas. hipodinamia kanonzomieri Sedegia komfortabeluri cxovrebisa. xelovneba moiTxovs msxverpls. saSveli ar aris. TurqeTSi cxra wlis gogos gauCenia bavSvi. muceli rom astkivnia, sulel dedas qoTanze dausvams. sicocxle ki ar iRupeba, ixrwneba. zRvis napirze gamoriyuli delfinebis ojaxi SemaZrwuneblad yars. Tanamedrove madona ki upartnioro seqsis gakveTilebs atarebs scenaze musikis TanxlebiT. ase ukeT iTvisebs kevaReWia da mzesumziraWamia mozardi. SeiswavleT qarebi, rameTu isini avrceleben yvelanair sens. da mainc... mainc ki ara, imitom, imis gamo, iqidan gamomdinare, dRes Cveni planetis TiTqmis mTeli mosaxleoba gabinZurebul wyals rom svams, gabinZurebul haers rom sunTqavs, me da Cemma sacolem gadavwyviteT viyolioT imdeni Svili... kargia. sakmarisia. axla pirdapir gviTxari, ras Txoulob: manqana ginda urigod, Tu TbilisSi Cawera? ki batono, mobrZandi, icxovre. esec Seni qalaqia. magram, rom icode, tyuilad iklav mainc

Tavs, erT namdvil qalaqels veRar ipovi sanTliT amodena qalaqSi. ase rom, aqac is cxovreba dagxvdeba, romelsac Sen da Seni sacole gaurbiT SeniRbulad. magram, SeiZleba, marTla aq sjobdes TqvenTvis. operis Teatri (qandarebis simravlis gamo) marTla saqaTmed Tu gadakeTda (jer mxolod xmebi dadis), Seni ori kakali qaTamic daeteva iq da "dinamos" stadionze Sens Zroxasac Sexvdeba erTi bRuja balaxi. ise, Seni sacole Seni coli rom gaxdeba, mere gaubede da daaorsule zedmetad, Tu biWi xar. magram arc Sen xar gasamtyuni. yvela TavisTvis ibrZvis. yvela Taviseburad cdilobs, raRaca mainc waglijos am daRupul qveyanas.

yvela Tavisas sWedavs kidobans...

vinc mRvrie wyalSi Tevzs ar iWers, is an cudi meTevzea, an dasanaxad ver itans Tevzs. Cveni mteri iqnes marto silamazis imedze. silamaze sneuls ver gankurnavs, radgan sneuls misi danaxva ar SeuZlia. erTi didi pirovneba (roca kuWi awuxebda), yvelgan ZaRlis eqskrements xedavda mxolod. patara pirovnebebi ras davinaxavT? pasuxi erTia: fuli yvelaferi ar aris, magram ufulod arc silamazes ara aqvs azri. ai, WeSmariti sabWouri fsiqologia. Cven namdvilad SevqmeniT axali tipis adamiani, oRond iseTi ki ara, rogorsac sityviT vxatavdiT Cvens mravalricxovan gamosvlebSi, aramed - rogoradac gunebaSi gvyavda warmodgenili. Seican Tavi Seni. arasodes ar aris gvian da rodisme SeiZleba Senc gamogivides rame. Tuki gaviTvaliswinebT, rom adamiani, jerjerobiT, Tavisi gonebrivi SesaZleblobis mxolod aT procents iyenebs... imitom ki ara, danarCens momavlisTvis rom izogavs, ubralod, mets ver "amuSavebs", Tanamedrove sameurneo eniT rom vTqvaT, imiTac gaaqvs Tavi. ufro sworad, zedmetad aRar iwuxebs Tavs. anu, fiqrsac iseve gadaeCvia, rogorc Sromas... amitom, Cveni rubrikis mizani ar iqneba kudianebis mxileba. jvari aqaurobas. CvenTan ars RmerTi. da saerTod, ra laparakia es! ras hqvia kudiani! gazeTi ambobs, cxovrebis jansaRi wesis, cocxali faqtebis, myari argumentebis gamoyenebiT warmoaCines (guSindelma kudianebma) WeSmariti iersaxe da mamuliSviluri svlagezi am uZvelesi meTodebisao. citatis dasasruli. mkurnalobis eqimbaSur meTodebzea laparaki. medea, fanaskerteli, bagrationi daviT da sxva. magram arian iseTebic, romlebic saerTod uaryofen yovelgvar meTods. mTavaria, Cveni mkiTxveli gavacnobieroT da gveyos simamace, ufro didxans vicocxloT, vidre saWiroa. es Cemi sityvebi ar gegonoT. gamajansaRebeli gzebi cnobilia. ganuwyveteli daZabuloba, stresi samsaxurSi, saxlSi, kinoSi, restoranSi, tualetSi... uwesrigo ritmi, gamZafrebuli nevrozi, uneblie Tu nebiTi (gnebavT, neblie) hipodinamia, cxovrebis mavne wesCveulebebi da ase Semdeg... magram Cven, mamakacebi, rom icodeT, arc uZlurni varT, arc ganwirulni. aravis araferi SeeSalos. mTavaria, ar avyveT modas. vaJkac qals isev qalaCuna kaci sjobs. magram saerTaSoriso aerodromis gareSe damoukideblobaze fiqric zedmetia. Cven jer yuric ar Segvibertyavs. RmerTi mogvcems. mariami mogvxedavs. gorbaCovi gamogvigzavnis. vincxa meitans. mokled, ZaRlis yefiTa da mamlis yiviliT arc aerodromi aSendeba. Cven Cvens socializms vaSenebT, Tqven ki Tqveni kapitalizmi aSeneTo - ganucxadebia CineTis kompartiis generalur mdivans Zian Ziemins. manve ganacxada, rom grZeldeba yofili generaluri mdivnis jao Zianis saqmis gamoZieba, romlis damTavrebis Semdeg miiReben gadawyvetilebas misi Semdgomi bedis Taobaze. amazea naTqvami: Cemi suli Sens xelSiao. kidev kargi, Cven eg ukve gavlili gvaqvs, Tundac droebiT. avelumis deda sul gaRimebuli yveboda gadasaxlebis ambebs, TiTqos biWvinTidan an bakurianidan dabrunebulao. Wkvian kacs uTqvams, gameoreba codnis dedaao. moskovis didi Teatri ki, Turme, Cvengan sesxulobs baritons, tenorsa da sopranos. yvavs ra hqonda, Cxikvs gahqondao. magram Tu werilis avtori ar gviwyens, am "sesxebas" guSin sxva saxeli erqva mgoni. Tumca, vin icis, iqneb niWma marTla Rrmad gaidgas fesvi, iqneb Cveni kulturis xem marTla aiyaros tani sxvis miwaze (ki magram, rogor? rac ar unda gaiWinTos, moskovidan verc baritoni mogvawvdis xmas, verc tenori da verc soprano) da qarTuli musikaluri xelovnebis CrdilSi marTla moibrunos suli gansacdelisagan Tavdaxsnilma (?) qarTvelma sazogadoebam. erT gastronomSi direqtoris, molaris, sawyobis gamgisa da, TavisTavad cxadia, yvela noqris Tvalwin, aRelvebulma momxmarebelma (myidvelma, muStarma) limonaTis boTlidan naxmari gandoni amoiRo. xolo Tbilisis erT-erT sabanketo darbazSi uCveulod, anu sazeimod aSuSxunebul siTxes Sampanuris boTlidan cocxali virTxa amohyva. gind daijereT, gind ara. ungreTma ki, rogorc iqna, moxsna

ekliani mavTulxlarTebi ungreT-avstriis sazRvarze. mimdinareobs mosaxleobis registracia. vin icis, aqeTken aRarc gamoixedos batonma Canakim. arc Cvens Caqafuls hqonia bedi. Tqven ki, imis Camosvlamde, "vestas" daurekeT da is waiRebs, risi waRebac SeiZleba. verc ki gaigebT, anu, srulebiTac ar dairRveva Tqveni ojaxuri myudroeba. magram marSal foSesTvis rom daejerebinaT Tavis droze, mainc yvelaferi ise moxdeboda, rogorc moxda. denikini Tu bolSevikebs daamarcxebda, maSinve saqarTvelos Seutevda, Tu ara da, bolSevikebi gaakeTebdnen mis gasakeTebel saqmes da aki gaakeTes kidec. ase, rom, mgeli SeWams Tu mglisferi ZaRli, araviTari gansxvaveba ara aqvs kurdRlisTvis. diaxac rom meordeba istoria. gorbaCovi gaimarjvebs - kavSirSi vrCebiT, elcini gaimarjvebs da - ruseTSi. xolo, ra gansxvavebaa "ruseTsa" da "kavSirs" Soris, amis garkveva TqvenTvis mogvindvia. jer kidev cxrameti wlis ToTxmeti martis parizis (versalis) konferenciam ar scno (ver scno) Cveni damoukidebloba, magram es ra fransuazas bralia?! klemansoze ukeTesad arc miterani icnobs albaT saqarTvelos istorias, magram gindac icnobdes, Seicvleba viTom rame?! meti ar iyos Cveni mteri. etyoba, arafriT ar moxerxdeba yvelani erTdroulad rom gamovideT sinaTleze. rom ityvian, saSveli ar aris. dedamiwac Cvens sawinaaRmdegod brunavs. amerikaSi rom dRea, CvenTan bnela. xolo, amerikaSi rom Ramea, CvenTan uaresad bneldeba. amitomac ver gvamCnevs veravin. miT ufro - ver gvcnobs. raxania, ubileTo mgzavrebiviT mivyvebiT droJamis matarebels da, erTxelac iqneba, an seriozulad dagvajarimeben, an saerTod Camogvsvamen transportis am ucnauri saxeobidan. isRa dagvrCenia, meti sifrTxile da windaxeduleba gamoviCinoT momaval gardaqmnamde mainc. iqneb is mainc gavarkvioT iqamde, iqiT Tu mivdivarT, saiTac unda mivdiodeT. miuxedavad amisa, guliTa da suliT gilocavT: deida vanga Turme xedavs saqarTvelos! iciT, ra uTqvams? qarTvelebi icxovreben iq, sadac yovelTvis cxovrobdneno. oRond, es im qarTvelebs ar exebaT, romlebic ukeTes garemoSi apireben gadasaxlebas, Tundac TavianTi faruli SesaZleblobebis gamosavlenad. gilocavT. da kidev erTi mosaloci ambavi: wels aRar vizeimebT Tbilisobas. ara, mosaloci da gasaxari sxvaca gvaqvs, arc isea saqme, rogorc mters surs da hgonia. "mumiaze" ukve vTqvi - sul raRac ormocdaaT maneTad abalzamebs Turme gvams da Tanac samudamod; zereled, haiharad, marto sapanaSvidod ki ara, rogorc guSindeli vaibalzammaxerebi iqceodnen, meored mosvlamde. xolo, kooperativi "sneuli" ZiriTadad efeqturi saSualebebiT, ramdenadac medpersonali ara Tu CvenTan, mTels yofil imperiaSi, jerjerobiT, igivea (marTlac, sad gamoiCekeboda axali cvla am or dReSi?!), solidur sanaZleoze, iseT seriozul daavadebebsac kurnavs, rogoricaa qronikuli asTma Tu qronikuli gastriti, vegetonevrozi Tu enurezi (Sardis Seukavebloba), reinos da menieris sindromebi, sqesobrivi funqciis darRvevebi, SiSi da nevralgia, sxvadasxva lokalizaciis tkivilebze rom araferi vTqvaT. momatebisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram wonis moklebaSi naRdia. tardeba akupunqturac (Cinuri nemsebiT mkurnaloba), xolo stomatologiuri kabineti aRWurvilia burRvis eleqtrogautkivarebis aparatiT, oRond, rac marTalia, marTalia, Suqi xSirad iTiSeba da momijnave saxlis binadrebs Zalian awuxebT pacientebis Rriali. sanaZleos pirobebze SegviZlia winaswar movrigdeT. kompromisi gamarjvebis sawindaria. mobrZandiT nebismier dRes, garda SabaT-kvirisa. dasveneba arc Cven gvawyens. "axkomi" ki beberiviT wuwunebs yvelaferze. aqamde rogor iTmenda, gasakviria pirdapir. kompiuterizaciis epoqaSi vcxovrobT, magram kompiuterebi ar gvaqvso. Zexvis epoqaSi ar vcxovrobT? an SaSxis? an salTisonis? vcxovrobT, magram ar gvaqvs. ufro sworad, ar gvaqvs, magram vcxovrobT. safrangeTis televiziis yvela programiT erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi naCvenebi yofila 670 mkvleloba, 15 gaupatiureba, 848 muSti-krivi, 27 wamebis scena da a.S. erTi kviris ganmavlobaSi igive xdeba CvenTan

qalaqis mxolod erT romelic gnebavT raionSi. xolo, Tuki mcxeTa marTla SeuerTda Tbiliss, statistika Cvens sasargeblod gaizrdeba. bevrad gaizrdeba. mcxeTis mere goramde raRaa?! SeiZleba, Tbilisi, erT mSvenier dRes, yvelaze didi qalaqic ki aRmoCndes msoflioSi, rasakvirvelia, farTobiT. gamravleba Cveni saqme ar aris. tyuilad vfafxurobT. namats TviTonve vspobT, avstralieli mecxvaris gulgrilobiT. magram Tbilisi marTla Tu gaxda msoflioSi udidesi qalaqi, Tundac farTobiT, Cvens beds ZaRli ar dahyefs. gana es cotaa Cveni pativmoyvareobis saameblad?! mexikos an tokios telediqtori rom ityvis, msoflio qalaqebs Soris Tbiliss yvelaze meti farTobi uWiravso, rogoria?! SeiZleba iTqvas, unikalur, Tundac anomalur movlenasTan gveqneba saqme. dedaqalaqi (Tbilisi) ki ar mdebareobs qveyanaSi (saqarTveloSi), aramed qveyana (saqarTvelo) mdebareobs dedaqalaqSi (TbilisSi). sxvaTa Soris, samSoblos dacva ase ufro gagviioldeba albaT. sad qalaqis dacva da sad qveynisa. viTom did sibriyves vambobT? ara gvgonia. didi da patara sibriyve ar arsebobs. sibriyve sibriyvea. mainc davfiqrdeT, ra gvenaRvleba?! droc bevri gvaqvs da Wkuac. sad gveCqareba?! STamomavloba ar gvapatiebs? yovel SemTxvevaSi, erTxel da samudamod moispoba provinciisa da qalaqis dapirispireba (siZulvili rom ar vaxseno saerTod). yvela Tbiliseli iqneba. Tan mSobliur kuTxeSi icxovrebs, Tan ki - TbilisSi, erTdroulad, gadauadgileblad, daufaravad. Caweraamoweris davidarabas mainc gadarCeba. ratomaa sibriyve? sibriyve, SeiZleba frangisTvis iyos, an ingliselisTvis, an espanelisTvis. imitom rom, imaT Tbilisi ara aqvT, CvenTvis ki, qarTvelebisTvis, sibriyve ki ara, xsnaa davmSviddebiT, davwynardebiT. rac mTavaria, daveteviT adgilze, sadac RmerTma gagvaCina, gagviTvaliswina, anda, Tanamedrove eniT rom vTqvaT, dagvaprograma. aRar vityviT dedul-mamulze, wyals wauRia aqaurobao, ami patroni dedaco... radgan "aqaurobac" Tbilisi iqneba. adgilidan fexismoucvlelad gavxdebiT Tbiliselebi. oRond egaa, xSir-xSirad mainc ver vivliT Teatrsa Tu muzeumSi dagrZeldeba manZilebi. samagierod, CeCmaSi iqnebi Cakuncxuli, yanaSi Tu odis ukan, TbilisSi vqenio, ityvi, SenTvis mainc. eg Zalian kargia, magram Cakuncxvaze gamaxsenda, Tqven isa TqviT, ra movuxerxoT osteoxondrozs? axlandel situaciaSi, amxanagebo, iolad ver gavalT, Tu axleburad ar gaviazreT partiis roli da funqciebi... ese igi, arsebobdnen situaciebi, roca amxanagebi iolad gadiodnen. da kidev: amxanagebo, Cven zemoqmedeba unda movaxdinoT adamianebze ara brZanebiT, aramed avtoritetiT. sworia. magram gvaqvs ki avtoriteti?! rom gvqonoda, gamoviyenebdiT kidec, radgan ar arsebobs iaraRi, romlis gamoyenebac bolSevikebs ar SeeZloT. afxazeTis ass respublikaSi ki mdgomareoba kvlav daZabulia. grZeldeba SeiaraRebuli Setakebani, piketebi, ukanonod Cxreken avtomanqanebs. qarTveli xar? gadmodi. gudauTas raionis sofel primorskoeSi (hm, hm), sanadiro TofiT mokles... xorcieldeba danaSaulis Camden pirTa (mokled, mkvlelTa) vinaobis dadgena. aba, ver dagidgeniaT da egaa! tyvia dauSines soWi-Tbilisis samgzavro matarebels. dgindeba... aba, he! milicia haerSi isvris Turme "danaSaulis Tavidan acilebis mizniT". Tqven xom ar iciT, ras unda niSnavdes es? moskovi Turme tendenciurad, calmxrivad aSuqebs afxazeTSi mimdinare procesebs. uyure Sen! es rogor mouvida?! gansakuTrebiT SeSfoTebas iwvevs is faqti, rom daudgenelma pirebma (me dagidgenT, ara uSavs, Tqven wereT da ikiTxeT), dawves, dakles, daCexes, aafeTqes, gaatyaves ... midi, trezor! daewie, alzora! Tu ver daiWerT, eZebeT mainc, kargi Zvali Tu gindaT saRamos. age, zugdidis sagamomZieblo izolatoridan 78 patimari gaqceula da ukve 99 daabrunes. danarCenTa Zebna da dakaveba grZeldebao. aba, rogor ginda? qarTveli qarTvelTan magaria. ai, sxvebTan ki, ra mogaxsenoT. Wiqa Tu mieci xelSi, "zemliaks" dauZaxebs yvela gadamTiels. Cveni qalbatonebi ki Civian, ra moxda, ra SegveSala, rogor davuSviT, iaraRasxmulni rom dganan dRes Cveni

Svilebi erTmaneTis pirispiro. marTla ar ician netavi, ra moxda, ra daaSaves, ra SeeSalaT? jer erTi, namdvili afxazi SeeSalaT cru afxazSi, afxazis magierSi, sabWoTa ideologiuri mecnierebis mier eqsperimentalur laboratoriaSi gamoyvanil "afxazecSi" rac igive garusebuli afsua, garusebuli qarTveli Tu garusebuli Turqia. magram isic unda aRiniSnos, rom Cveni qalbatonebi, vaJbatonebis msgavsad, adre ar iyvnen ase politizirebulni, ufro sworad, sxvanairad esmodaT samSobloc, erovnebac, patriotizmic... moridebiT SeiZleba iTqvas, ufro qalurebi iyvnen da naklebad ainteresebdaT es sakiTxebi, sul maRaziisken eWiraT Tvali - gumisken, cumisken - farTo moxmarebis saganTa ganawilebis araswori, arasamarTliani, magram dakanonebuli meTodis gamo, xandaxan trusikSi gasayreli rezinis gulisTvisac iZulebulni xdebodnen mTeli sabWoeTi SemoevloT. ase rom, TviTonac ver SeamCnies rodis, sad, romel aeroportSi, romel sastumroSi, romel sasadiloSi daekargaT Rirseba. xolo, raki Tavad dakarges, arc qmar-Svils SearCines. Svilebs saswrafod rusul skolebSi ukres Tavi, oRond, tolstois siyvaruliT ki ara, dedanSi waikiTxon "ana kareninao", aramed CvensaviT rom ar daitanjon momavalSi, simwris oflSi ar iwurebodnen sul, vidre erT Wiqa Cais daasxmevineben daxlidars sastumros bufetSi, anda gumis (ginda cumis) noqars gaagebineben TavianTi nifxvis zomaso. qmrebi ki aseve saswrafod gaaqurdes, Tundac imave daxlidarisa da noqris dasaTrgunad, imaTi javris amosayrelad, fuliT rom eyidaT imaTgan yuradReba da adamianuri sityva-pasuxi. naparavma fulma bolos ise gaaTamamaT, male imave gumsa da cumSi, sadac adre xmis kankaliT Txoulobdnen paltosa Tu fexsacmlis Cazomebis uflebas, marTla qalbatonebiviT daseirnobdnen saSinao xalaTebsa Tu flostebSi gamowyobilni. momexarSa, qalo, fexi am CeqmaSi. Zalianac kargs Svrebi. mec unda gavixado. vin gviyurebs netai. uyure Sen! aq yofila. ra? ra yofila? mec minda. ager, e, germanuli. diax, gvaqvs. TqvenTvis gvaqvs. inebebT? ekiTxebodaT Taflad damdnari Tujis adamiani - Tavad maRaziis direqtori Tu ara (cxovreba yvelas unda Zmao), seqciis gamge mainc, saTvalavSi Tu ar CavagdebT saerTod yvelaze av noqars, romelic adre zedac ar uyurebdaT, axla ki kudis qiciniTa da xelebis ganuwyveteli fSvnetiT (fulma xelisgulis qavili icis, anda - piriqiT) ismenda yvela maT moTxovnas, ra Tqma unda, "kuTvnili gasamrjelos" molodinSi. isini ki, raki mainc xarjsa swevdnen, raki mainc veRar moiSlidnen maRazia-maRazia wanwals, veRar Seeleodnen Zlivs, lamis marTlac mamasisxlad mopovebul pativsa da gavlenas, barem yvelafers yidulobdnen, rac ki moewonebodaT (mowonebiT yvelaferi moswondaT, unaxavebisa ar iyos), Tundac, naTesavTa, axlobelTa, mezobelTa gulis gasaxeTqad, aravis rom ar hqonoda maTze ukeTesi WaRi TbilisSi (gindac wyaltuboSi), aravis rom ar hqonoda maTze ukeTesi WurWeli, Tundac jumaTSi, maRaroskarSi, WoportSi... anu isev da isev TbilisSi. Tumca arc WaRis moxmara icodnen wesierad, arc WurWlisa. hqondaT da gaTavda, es iyo mTavari. RmerTad is miaCndaT, vinc siglaxes mouwonebdaT. samSobloc iq egulebodaT, sadac TavianT gemoze icxovrebdnen, magaliTad, qeCis flostebiT ivlidnen, maRazia iqneboda, metros sadguri, sastumro Tu restorani. axla nuRar ukvirT nuraferi. samZimrisTvis "erTmaneTTan misasvleli gzebis" Zebnasac SeeSvan. arc iqiT gauCenia romelime maTgans vefxvi da arc aqeT - vefxvTan meomari. Caixedon jer sarkeSi, mere sulSi da gaCumdnen. adgilobrivi somexiviT. soxumis aeroportSi areulobaa, damsveneblebi garbian, is ki mowyenili imzireba gamagrilebeli wylebis jixuridan, Tavgzaabneuli muStris molodinSi. adleris mxares gasvla moaxerxa mxolod erTma matarebelma. erTmaneTze sxedan. zedaxoraa. memanqaneebi uars amboben. eSiniaT. mosaxleobidan amoRebuli 2103 cecxlsasroli iaraRi, 214 kilogrami asafeTqebeli nivTiereba, 4 tanksawinaaRmdego naRmi da 15 xelyumbara. es ki zRvaSi wveTia "CadebulTan" SedarebiT. Tbilisis saxelmwifo universitetis

soxumis filialis mimRebi komisiis wevrebi Caketili hyavT skolaSi. xalxma (xalxs erovneba ara aqvs) daundoblad scema. erTi mokvda. amas mohyva parkSi TavSeyrili qarTvelebis darbeva. visgan? xalxisgan, ra Tqma unda. isrodnen ezoebidan, fanjrebidan. tyvia marto qarTvels xvdeba. etyoba, izidavs. damagnitebulia. ras ityvis kaSpirovski? ar yofila Cvenze nawyeni. upatiebia. magram mainc baikalis wyali urCevnia borjomis wyals. kacia da guneba. vinc borjoms aZalebs, is aris mosaklavi. ungreTi erovnuli gmiris neSts daeZebs da sworadac iqceva - axla iseTi droa, erovnuli gmiris neStic sanTliTaa saZebari. rom ar gvyavdes, unda moigono. israeli emzadeba. erays saSiSi qimiuri iaraRi hqonia. magram israeli mainc emzadeba. stalini Turme gamogonili yofila. Tanac - ramdenime. erTs Tavi mouklavs. erTi sazRvargareT gaqceula, jer kidev stalinis zeobis periodSi. ukanasknelis ferfli xruSCovs unitazSi Cauyria da wyalic Tavisi xeliT CamouSvia. da mainc, TavisTavad ibadeba kiTxva: Tuki afxazeTi, oseTis olqisa da aWaris msgavsad, saqarTvelos saokupacio placdarmia, raRas dapyrobas apirebs dampyrobeli? viTom darCa kidev rame asaTvisebel-misaTvisebeli?! WiaTuris madani uralis cis qveS ganisvenebs. TbilisSi cvalebadi moRrublulobaa. saRamos da RamiT xanmokle wvima. anu, rogorc Cveni kargad moqarTule diqtorebi amboben xolme, wamowvims. saxelovanma kaxelma mevenaxeebma pirwmindad gaCexes mama-papuri venaxebi. sazamTro Rvinoze Zviri Rirs, magram, ra Tqma unda, droebiT, vidre sabolood aviRebdeT Cvens marCenal vazze xels. Tbilisis zooparkSi make irmisaTvis samwvade xorci auWriaT daudgenel moqeifeebs. iremi vetpunqtSi miyvanamde gardacvlila. mtkvarSi Tevzi aRar aris, magram mtkvarze "rvafexa" dadis. yoveldRe. Tormetidan Tormetamde. Tu fexi agicda, Sens Tavs daabrale. maSinve tkbileuls (am dros, Saqari ar iSoveba), blamanJes, yavasa da wvenebs dagajaxeben, maTTvis xelsayrel fasebSi. miReba savaldebuloa, Sedegi savalalo. veris xididan metexis xidamde sakmarisi manZilia, nebismieri organizmis mosawamlad. miuxedavad amisa, anda swored amis gamo, rogorc gazeTi "komunisti" iuwyeba, qarTveli mandilosnebi warmatebiT euflebian Turme softbols. diiidi madloba baton "komunists" sasiamovno cnobisaTvis, magram mandilosani, Tundac qarTveli, araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar gaekideba burTs mTeli qveynis dasanaxad (Cveulebriv aSar gogoebzea albaT laparaki). meorec erTi, am politikuri cieb-cxelebis Jams, ra esoftboleba mamacxonebuls, Tu marTla ar gardaqmnila ukve, anu, Zlivs garusebuli, ar gaamerikelebula uceb. namdvilad rom, dideba Sens Zalas ufalo! jvarcmamde cota xniT adre, qriste mTaze asula da feri ucvlia. ese igi, gardaqmnila. garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, Cvenc mTaze avdivarT axla, amas niSnavs albaT es gauTavebeli tanjva-wvaleba, da male fersac vicvliT (gardaviqmnebiT), raTa ukve sabolood vecvaT jvars. amin. amin. droa. kirie eleison. an aRvsdgebiT, an ara.

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avelumis azriT, araTu TviTon - melaniafransuazasoniaanad - aramed yvelaferi iRupeboda, yvelani dasaRupad iyvnen ganwirulni da albaT veRaraferi gadaarCendaT (miT ufro - avelumi), radgan esec mxolod marto man (avelumma) icoda, yovel SemTxvevaSi, mxolod marto TviTon grZnobda am saerTo safrTxes. TavisTavad cxadia, sakuTar piris RruSi, kbilebs Soris, enis wveriT mosinjuli RriWo gacilebiT didi gveCveneba, vidre sinamdvileSia, magram Tundac marto Cven vicodeT amis Sesaxeb, aSkarad arsebobs da, advili SesaZlebelia, kidev ufro gaizardos. es sWirda avelumsac. ufro naTlad rom vTqvaT, mTeli Tavisi sicocxlis manZilze ganuwyvetliv grZnobda imas, rac TvalisTvis ar Canda, magram, misi gulis gasaxeTqad, dRiTidRe kidev ufro izrdeboda da kidev ufro garduvali xdeboda. mwerlebi saerTod imas vwerT, rac ukve gvinaxavs, gangvicdia, gadagvitania, avelumi ki, piriqiT, winaswar werda imas, rac mere, momavalSi unda gadaxdenoda Tavs. da albaT Senc dameTanxmebi, moclilo mkiTxvelo, jer kidev guSin rom icoda avelumma, rac dRes xdeba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, namdvilad icoda, wyalSi rom Caeyreboda amdeni xnis simtkice da sijiute, da marTlac, rasac mTeli sicocxle eswrafvoda, rasac mxolod gulis siRrmeSi mimarTavda saxeliT da rasac, bolos da bolos, mxolod ocnebis sakuTrebad Tvlida, Tavad xelisuflebam gadmougdo xalxs zemodan, gasakiTxiviT - aha, Tqveni ybadaRebuli Tavisuflebao! - TviTon ki (xelisufleba), demonstrantTa rigebSi Cadga, raTa maTTan erTad mobruneboda avelums: sada xar, sad imalebio! avelumi, ra Tqma unda, arsad ar damalula, magram aRar Canda, ver amCnevdnen, im ubralo mizezis gamo, Tavad rom undodaT gamoCena. guSindeli simtkice da sijiute mosatanic ar iyo dRevandel gambedaobasTan da, meti rom ar vTqvaT, im xalxsac aRizianebda, romlebic ase Tu ise axlos icnobdnen da met-naklebad pativs scemdnen avelums, dRes ki gakvirvebulni iCeCavdnen mxrebs, raki amjeradac ver xedavdnen mas, axalSobil "gmirTa" da "sazogado moRvaweTa" Soris, sagangebod maTTvis mosufTavebulsa da saimedod dacul asparezze. "aba, sxva ra unda, raRas elodebao" kiTxulobdnen isini, gulwrfelad dainteresebulni, magram maT ar icodnen, amis garkveva rom undoda avelumsac, igive kiTxva rom uwewavda sulsa da gonebas. gegonebodaT, egreT wodebuli "perestroika" mxolod imitom wamoewyoT imperiis maradiul, RvTaebrivad uxilav mesveurebs, araTu misi simtkice da sijiute, aramed saerTod misi amqveyniuri arseboba eqciaT anaqronizmad (sxvaTa Soris, avelumis romanis gmiric am dReSi aRmoCndeba bolos, imitom rom, avelumiviT, isic mTeli sicocxle gulSi mReris, ese igi, mxolod fiqrebsa da ocnebebSi sCadis Tavis sagmiro saqmeebs da Zalian brazobs, mTebi bans rom ar eubnebian. magram, ucxo qalaqSi gadaxvewili, erT mSvenier dRes, Tavis axalgazrda Tanamemamuleebisagan, romlebic viTom minotavris pirutyvul vnebas unda Seewiron da romelTa Soris gogod gadacmuli Tezevsicaa - eladis axali gmiri - ara marto Seityobs, mTeli arsebiT igrZnobs, arafers rom ar warmoadgens saerTod, arc mtrisaTvis, arc moyvrisaTvis. gulamovardnili ki gamovardeba TanamemamuleTa sanaxavad, magram Tanamemamuleebs araferi gaegebaT misi, arc kargad icnoben, arc avad - qvis grZel skamze sxedan da, sikvdilis molodinSi, kanafs ReWaven. araferi etyobaT ganwirulobisa. cudi daxvedriT ganawyenebul stumrebs ufro gvanan. sinamdvileSi ki sul sxvagan qris maTi Wkuagoneba, erTi suli aqvT, rodis ecemaT saxeSi minotavris ayrolebuli amonasunTqi, rodis iSiSvleben maxvilebs... jer ki qalis kabiTa da nawnaviT niRbaven qveynis damaqcevar Zalas da tlanqad, uxeSad, mourideblad lazRandaroben erTmaneTSi, vidre Zalis gamoCenis dro dadgebodes. is ki, maTi saxelovani winapari, Semcbari da nirwamxdari, ukve uneblieT, uazrod imeorebs, esa da esa var, amisa da amis Semqmnelio, da Tavadac daeWvebulia, Tavadac uWirs dajereba, marTla rom arsebobs, anda marTla rom arsebobda odesRac.

yvelaferi uTavbolod areula mis aforiaqebul TavSi - cxadic da sizmaric, marTalic da tyuilic, nafiqric da namoqmedaric... magaliTad, gogod gadacmul Tezevss, eladis axal gmirs, aSkarad sonias SeWrili nawnavi miumagrebia kefaze. sxvac bevri ram aris damaeWvebelica da amaforiaqebelic, magram mTavari mainc axalgazrda TanamemamuleTa sisastikea: maincdamainc, isini ar scnoben, maincdamainc, imaTTvisaa ucxo da, araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, risi bralia es, guSindelTa daudevrobisa Tu dRevandelTa daundoblobis). marTlac, sxva xalxis Jriamuli ismoda irgvliv. avelumi ki, aivanze mocekvave dedabrebisa ar iyos, uneblieT gamosuli Tu ZaliT gamogdebuli, aseve uneblieT gasuliyo Tu ZaliT gaeTriaT scenidan. aprilis Semdeg dedabrebi aRarc gamoCenilan aivanze, Tumca, avelums mainc gaurboda xolme iqiTken Tvali, magram verafers xedavda, erTmaneTze Sewyobili muyaos Zveli, wvimebisagan aTasjer dambal-dafleTili yuTebisa da yuTebze miyudebuli iatakis sawmendi joxis mets. etyoba, avelumis msgavsad, im mxdalma Tu Wkuasustma dedabrebmac bolomde amowures TavianTi epizoduri roli da gamarjvebulni Tu Caflavebulni, mayureblis taSiTa Tu mayureblis stveniT dajildovebulni, Rirseulad gavidnen scenidan. avelumsac esRa evaleboda mxolod - Rirsebis SenarCuneba, - Segneba imisa, ukeTesic rom iqneboda cxovreba uimisod, anu, arasasurvel mowmeTa da meTvalyureTa da yvelafris dammaxsovrebelTa da, aqedan gamomdinare, xelis SemSlelTa da SemawuxebelTa da damanamusebelTa gareSe. safuZvelic hqonda amgvari fiqrisa, raki axalma Zalam erTbaSad mourCina maradiuli satkivari da erTbaSad dausva wertili mis maradiul safiqrals. ufro zustad, upirveles yovlisa, misi daniSnuleba da mniSvneloba gadaSala, gaacamtvera. magram is Tu marTla Zala iyo, ar SeiZleboda, marto amaze gadaevlo, amas dayabuleboda, amiT daecxro Tavisi meomruli Jini da ecxovra arxeinad, vTqvaT, tenisi eTamaSa da araferi Seecvala garSemo, ar gadaeadgilebina mainc rame. aba, ra saWiro iyo saerTod misi gamoCena?! Zala Zalas upirispirdeba, ejibreba, eWidaveba da am jibrsa da WidilSi amtkicebs Tavis upiratesobas, anda, piriqiT. xolo, Tu es marTla asea, maSin, amjerad, axali Zala (igive ekaekaterinekato) da borotebis imperia unda dajaxebodnen erTmaneTs, radgan swored borotebasTan unda daemtkicebina sikeTes Tavisi upiratesoba da ara sakuTar mamasTan, romelic siamovnebiTac daTmobda yvelafers, rac Svils Seemateboda. sabednierod, asec moxda - Zirs xalxTa sapyrobileo - SesZaxa axalma Zalam da tanks Seafrinda droSisamara. magram borotebis imperia Zlieric iyo da veragic, Ronec eyofoda da moTminebac, xolo uwvrTnelsa da gamoucdel meomars SeiZleboda uceb, erT mSvenier dRes, yelSi amosvloda gaWianurebuli da daundobeli omi. rac mTavaria, yvelas rodi aZlevda xels axali falavnis gamarjveba. Tanamedrove terminologiiT rom vTqvaT, mTeli saxelmwifo aparatis dRevandeli da xvalindeli bedniereba iyo damokidebuli borotebis imperiis simyareze. TavisTavad cxadia, isinic SfoTavdnen da boboqrobdnen; ufro sworad, isinic malavdnen TavianTi mRelvarebis WeSmarit mizezs, radgan adamianebi erT beds qveS ki arian, magram "gza xsnisa" yvelasaTvis gansakuTrebuli daudgenia RmerTs. gadarCenisken swrafvac adamianuri Tvisebaa da met-naklebad yvelani vamJRavnebT am Tvisebas. Rirsia Tu ara, SeuZlia Tu ar SeuZlia, mainc yvela erTnairad epotineba xavss, radgan yvela erTnairadaa darwmunebuli, swored mas rom ekuTvnis gadarCena. Tu uTxari, ar gekuTvniso, ki ar dafiqrdeba, ki ar daeWvdeba, Sen agimxedrdeba, Seni dauZinebeli mteri gaxdeba da yvelaferze wava, ver moisvenebs, vidre Tavad ki ar gardaiqmneba, Sen ar gardagqmnis, Sen ar Segacvlevinebs azrs. saamisod, RvTis wyalobiT, mravali saSualeba arsebobs: dasmenao, dacinvao, ciliswamebao, muqarao, satelefono terorio da, ra vici, raRa ara. mokled... mokled, mRelvarebisa ar iyos, molodinic saerTo iyo da yvela Taviseburad elodeboda, Taviseburad malavda molodinsac - zogi aqtiuri dumiliT, zogi aqtiuri

laybobiT, rac saboloo jamSi, erTi da igivea, erTnairad warmoaCens adamianis Sinagan samyaros, mis arss. ase rom, saerTo mRelvarebasa da molodinSi yvelas Tavisi patara nakveTi hqonda SemoRobili dumilisa Tu laybobis RobiT da im nakveTze, rogorc sasworis pinaze atevda Tavis survilsac da mizansac, imedsac da uimedobasac. mTavari ki sasworis meore pina gaxldaT, sadac ukve SesWidebodnen erTmaneTs uxilavi falavnebi. ki ar SesWidebodnen, ukve pirvel Wrilobebs iSuSebdnen: erTi (ekaekaterinekato) - oTaxis kuTxeSi, meore (borotebis imperia) - sesiebze, krebebze, konferenciebze, yrilobebze... televizoris ekransa Tu Jurnal-gazeTebis furclebze. xalxi ki quCaSi idga da, rogorc saerTod axasiaTebs, saTanado daskvnebi ki ar gamohqonda mosmenilidan, usasrulod laparakobda Tavad erTsa da imaves. avelumic xalxSi eria, anu imas akeTebda, risi gakeTebac SeeZlo da darwmunebuli iyo, sxva arc araferi evaleboda, danarCens uimisodac gaakeTebdnen: magram raki Tavad ar SeeZlo, verc fransuaza Secvlida rames mis sasargeblod da verc sonia. fransuaza da sonia ufro advilad SeTanxmdebodnen da Seewyobodnen kidec erTmaneTs, vidre isa da fransuaza, anda - isa da sonia. gulxeldakrefili, SublSeWmuxnuli idga da fiqrobda, fiqrobda da grZnobda, ra marto iyo amden xalxSi, sruliad marto, da aRarc ukvirda, aRarc swyinda, yvelaferi uimisod rom xdeboda. arc misi ukve enaze momdgari SekiTxva ainteresebda vinmes: ratom vdgavar aq, ras velodebio. molodini, rogorc ukve vTqviT, erTnairi ara, magram saerTo iyo da mniSvneloba ar hqonda, vin ras gulisxmobda am molodinSi, vin ris gamorCenas moeloda misgan. magram fiqriT, etyoba, mainc ver gadawydeba amgvarad rTuli sakiTxebi. vidre adamiani fiqrobs, martoa, da mis simartoves araferi eSveleba, Tuki vinme ar Caeziara fiqrSi. ZaRlis Tavic swored aq aris damarxuli. fiqri sizmariviTaa - erTi da igive sizmari, erTi da imave saxiT, ar SeiZleba or kacs erTdroulad daesizmros. arada, swored sizmari-fiqri amoativtivebs xolme sulis zedapirze, rac fxizel gonebas, SiSisa da uZlurebis gamo, imave sulis fskerze CauZiravs, Caumalavs; goneba glexiviT eSmakia - icis, ra damalos da ra gamoaCinos. gamocdilebam, gadatanilma da gancdilma gaxada goneba glexiviT eSmaki da guls iolad aRar ahyveba. "jer vnaxoT, ra moxdebao" - fiqrobs igi da aforiaqebul, ayayanebul xalxSi ise dgas, TiTqos SemTxveviT moxvedriliyos aq, TiTqos arc icodes da arc ainteresebdes, ra saerTo Wirs Seuyria amdeni xalxi erTad.

da mainc, autanlad mZime iyo mkvdar qalaqSi cxovreba. marTla momkvdariyo TiTqos yvelaferi: haeric, wyalic, puric, xmac, saxec... tankebic mkvdrebiviT eyarnen quCebSi, cxedrulad gaSeSebulni, cxedrulad dadumebulni. RirsSesaniSnavi fiqrisgoris ZirSi savele samzareulo gaemarTaT. yvelgan dampali kombostos foTlebi da kartofilis nafcqveni eyara. Tamaris (yofili Celuskinelebis) xidze welszemoT gaSiSvlebulsa da tankis koSkurasTan Camjdar jariskacs (raki samxreTSi moxvedriliyo, mzis abazanebsac iRebda barem), moswavlis rveulidan amoxeuli qaRaldi muxlze daedo da bologaRrRnili fanqris natexiT werils werda dedas: viReb kalams da giZRvni salams ase vTqvaT mziuri saqarTvelodan mogikiTxavT yvelas guliTadad ufrosidan umcrosamde marTla saqarTveloSi var de mzeze vixrukebi uceb wamogvSales da gadmogvisroles aqeT cota daka-daka iyo Cveni biWebic kargad dabeJes Sen xom ar ici de rogor movaSoro adamianis tvini folads ai patara niCbebi rom gvaqvs sangrebs riTac vTxriT imaze geubnebi ise marto miwas ki ar vTxriT imiT kartofilic mSvenivrad iTleba da xorcic mSvenivrad ikepeba konservic mSvenivrad ixsneba da ase Semdeg erTianad gazinTulia de ar ikarebs arafers wyalsac SevuSvire arayic davasxi mTeli boTli bolo wveTamde arayi aq wyalze bevri aqvT davafsi kidec de magram araferi eSvela wuxeli sizmarSi maswavlidi rogor gamerecxa niCabi ZilSi maxsovda mikvirda kidec ra ioli yofila meTqi diliT ki verafriT gavixsene iqneb momwero de Semawuxa Zalian sxvamxriv aramiSavs ra Seni aleqsei. avelums ki yovelRame ormocdaTeqvsmetis martSi feTqebadi tyviiT barZaydafSxvnili, upatronod gardacvlili biWi esizmreboda. viTom, is biWi isev iq ijda, sadarbazoSi, kibis safexurze, sisxlis gubeSi fexebCawyobili da uazro sirbiliT gulamovardnilsa da sakuTari umweobiT Tavlafdasxmul avelums sayvedurobda - sada xar aqamde, rodemde gicadoo. ase rom, rac axla qalaqSi xdeboda, avelums erTxel ukve gadaetana, magram axlandeli elda iseve aRemateboda maSindels, rogorc axlandeli avelumi - maSindel avelums, ara marto asakiT, aramed Cadenil codvaTa da SecdomaTa raodenobiTac.

axlac gulamovardnili, axlac Tvalebawrialebuli, fsoriazis arqipelagiT saxegadalaquli daZrwoda quCebSi, TiTqos yvela sadarbazoSi viRac kvdeboda, mis imedze darCenili, da mas unda moenaxa, mas unda gaefrTxilebina yvela maTganis Wirisufali, vidre erTianad mousvamdnen yvelas xels (cxra aprilis dilas im erTi xelis dadeba moedanze marto ori satvirTo manqana fexsacmeli moagroves Turme) da gadauZaxebdnen buldozeriT amoTxril saerTo ormoSi (mtkvarma ar gaumarTlaT, ar SeunaxaT saidumlo), magram avelums erTaderTi misamarTi axsovda isev - orbelianis 3 - danarCenebi erTmaneTSi areoda, anda ukvalod, uimedod daviwyeboda TiTqos da imitomac daborialobda uTavbolod, ase agangaSebuli, labirinTSi moxvedrili kaciviT. labirinTisa ra mogaxsenoT, magram aqedan, mSobliuri qalaqidan Tavis daRwevaze metad, araferi rom ar undoda im wuTas, es sruli simarTlea. SegiZliaT, sityvaze damijeroT. sxvaTa Soris, swored maSin gadawyvita (quCaSi, alalbedze, colis SerTvisa ar iyos) fransuazasTan gaqceva. ufro zustad, SemTxveviT gaaxsenda uceb fransuazasgan jer kidev gasuli wlis miwurulSi miRebuli (iqamdec CaaRwia albaT Cveni gardaqmnis ambavma) da dRemde upasuxod datovebuli mipatiJeba, da axla, sakuTar qalaqSi gzaabneuli, mgznebared, mxurvaled eficeboda gunebaSi usindisod daviwyebul fransuazas, aucileblad rom isargeblebda am bednieri SemTxveviT, aucileblad CaeWideboda orive xeliT, rogorc wyalwaRebuli xavss, parizidan gamogzavnil am patara furcels, oRond, cota xniT mainc, garideboda aqaurobas, rac mTavaria - misgan erTxel ukve vergadarCenili da ocdacametwliani sikvdilis ganmavlobaSi usaSvelod gamravlebuli mkvdris sayvedurebs. ase fiqrobda da TviTonve itanjeboda sakuTari nafiqraliT, sakuTari sulmokleobiT, simxdaliT...

gazeTebi ki Tavisas mierekebodnen isev - federacia Tu konfederaciao; mTawmindis platoze gamoucnobi mfrinavi obieqti dajdao. Semoklebulad, gmo Tu gamo. raRacas gmob, raRacis gamo. me Tqvens gamo Tavs viklavdi, Tqven ki... gamo, Tu biWi xar da ase Semdeg. gamo - miare, gamo - miyvane am sibnelidan. iqamde ki, kvlav giwvevT abanoTubanSi axalgazrda mxatvarTa (ZiriTadad yofil arqiteqtorTa) namuSevrebis gamofena-gayidvaze. erT-erTi maTganis naxati, ornaxevari samnaxevarze, osloSic iyo gamofenili da, mgoni, gaiyida kidec. dae, abanoTubanSi gatarebuli wuTebi dauviwyari yofiliyos TqvenTvis. TqvenTvis, Tu kargia! eg romel "dauviwyar wuTebzea" laparaki? abanoTubans bevri "dauviwyari wuTebi" axsovs. ara marto patara gogonebi, aramed patara biWunebic. "wiTelperanga". amitom ajobebda, ufro garkveviT eTqva gazeTs am gaqanebuli demokratiisa da Tavisuflebis pirobebSi, ra "wuTebzea" laparaki, miT ufro, rom am RonisZiebas komkavSiris centraluri komiteti awyobs Turme. asaki emTxveva. rac Seexeba saqarTvelos abreSSSSSums, saukeTeso qsovilia sazafxulo-saSemodgomo modisTvis. qarTuli abreSSSSumiT SegiZliaT nebismier mamakacs, nebismier dros, nebismier situaciaSi... nazi krepJorJeti, daWmuWnuli krepi Tu aJuruli muslini. Cvenma gazeTebma Tavisufleba da demokratia, jerjerobiT, yvelafris uflebad aRiqves da aZleven kidec yvelafris uflebas Tavs. rac minda, imas vizam. sadac minda, iq vizam. leqsic aris, mgoni, aseTi. moixede ala, SeCemalalala. ella, cota nela da, Tu SeiZleba, cota ram sakuTar Tavzec gviambeT. bodiSi momiTxovia, magram me ella ar gaxlavarT. me mqvia suzi da Zalian miyvars bluzi. da kidev, kidev ki ara, cota ufro Zalian - kanfeti "Citis rZe". Cems pirvel mamakacs mohqonda xolme. imis saxe bundovnad maxsovs, kanfetze ki aqamde vgiJdebi. sxvaTa Soris, am xelobas bavSvobidanve mivsdev. dedam Semayvara. momwons? rasakvirvelia. rogorc yvelaferSi, aqac profesionalizmia mTavari. am gaxsenebaze, yvelaferze Zalian, dilis Zili miyvars mainc. afsus, Cveno kira! verc ifiqrebda, Tu misi saqmis romelime gamgrZelebels, rodisme mainc miecemoda saSualeba, ase oficialurad, presis meSveobiT gaeziarebina dainteresebuli klienturisaTvis massaviT uuflebo da usaxelo qalebis patara, ueSmako siamovnebani. da ai, amasac moveswariT. madloba gardaqmnas. gazeTis pirvelsave gverdze ixileT (teqsts sakmaod pikanturi fotoebic axlavs Tan) interviu meZavTan. amaze meti Tavisufleba gagonila?! frangebs arc daesizmrebaT. magram Cven is ufro gvikvirs, "palermoSi" rom miuwveviaT maspinZlebs sapatio stumari, "erT ylup Sampanurze". aTi Tavi unda gebas kacs, Tbilisis nebismier barSi rom Sexvide dRes, Tanac saxelganTqmul meZavTan erTad. miT ufro, "palermoSi". "palermo" albaT palermoze gacilebiT saxifaTo adgilia am TvalsazrisiT. "palermoSi" ra gindoda, rero, Tu sikvdili ar gindoda, reria.

magram, sabednierod, yvelaferi mSvidobianad damTavrebula amjerad da Cvens sapatio stumars, sastumros nomerSi, interviuc ki miucia adgilobrivi televiziis warmomadgenlisaTvis. interviueris sityviT (vinmem rame ar ifiqroso), intervius, fotokorespondentis garda, stumris erTguli nagazic eswreboda Turme. suzi, suziko, Tqven guSin aeroportSive daatyveveT mTeli Tbilisi. Sinaurulad rom vTqvaT, xelaxla dagvbadeT yvelani. diax. nu iciniT... Cven xom es dReebi... Tumca, ar gvinda amaze laparaki. milionorasaTasiani qalaqi mzad aris, daufiqreblad, radac ar unda daujdes... Tumca, albaT Tavadac igrZnobdiT, Tu ra nazad da Tbilad... ras hqvia, vigrZnobdi?! vigrZnobdi ki ara... damacadeT, jer kiTxva ar damimTavrebia. diax, nazad da Tbilad... dameTanxmebiT, Tqveni profesiac ukve TavisTavad ganapirobebs... magram, sainteresoa, kidev ra gakavSirebT Cvens qalaqTan? Tumca, jer is gviTxariT, bluzi rom giyvarT, imitom dairqviT suzi, Tu suzi rom gerqvaT, imitom SeiyvareT bluzi? amas CvenTvis, qarTvelebisaTvis, gansakuTrebuli mniSvneloba aqvs - ra ras uswrebs, vin visze win dgas da ase Semdeg. suzi - bluzi. leqsiviTaa ara?!

Tu Sen ver SesZleb, rom me miyvarde, iqneb me SevZlo, rom Sen giyvarde...

diax, ra Tqma unda. aq Camosvlamdec vicodi. magram tyuilad xom ar ambobdnen Cveni brZeni winaprebi, qebas naxva sjobso. Tqven albaT msoflioSi yvelaze emociurebi brZandebiT. CvenSi darCes da, anTebuli sanTeli rom etakebina vinmes, arc is gamikvirdeboda. maSin, iqneb, qarTul samzareuloze gviTxraT rame. artalazed rogora xarT? da raki sityvam moitana, iqneb qarTvel mwerals icnobT vinmes? artala jer ar gamisinjavs. kiTxva ki miyvars. magram cotas vkiTxulob. ZiriTadad presas. imasac areulad, uTavbolod. mogexsenebaT Cveni ambavi... vicnob rusTavels da, gvari ar maxsovs, maRali kacia, odnav WaRara. batono soso, mgoni. Zalian kargi. magram CvenSi rom vTqvaT, interviusTan ra esaqmeba ZaRls, Tuki esec Cveni Tbilisuri qajoba ar aris?! nuTu ZaRlmac, Tundac germanulma nagazma, SeiZleba icodes, rom misi patroni pirveli sabWoTa meZavia, romelsac ufleba mieca oficialurad ganacxados: "diax, imnairi var da vamayob kidevaco". raRac ar mgonia. me mgoni, es ukve marTla Cumi sigiJea, anda, hipnozis sawyisi stadia. saxarovi ki imperias gveZaxis, imperialistebs. saqarTvelo patara imperiaao. sxvebze naklebad boroti ki ara, taniT patarao. tanmorCili. stalinic xom tanmorCili iyo?! TiTqos lenini gaxldaT kris grineri. magram es sakiTxis erTi mxarea, naklebad mniSvnelovani. SeiZleba iTqvas, gamaRizianeblis funqcia akisria mxolod, raTa msoflio ganukiTxaobis wyvdiadSi kidev erTi yalbi margaliti daibados. ra Tqma unda, WeSmariti imperiis sasargeblod. magram imisTvis, visac, ase Tu ise, swori warmodgena aqvs afxazeTze, maSinve, TavisTavad ibadeba kiTxva: vis ekuTvnis saqarTvelo? arsebobs mosazreba, rom saqarTvelo ekuTvnis yvelas - visac surs, da visac sWirdeba. Tu ufro davazustebT, saqarTvelos adgili misganve moxiblulTa gulebSia da ara msoflio rukaze. ki batono, ase iyos, magram uafxazeTod arc saqarTvelo arsebobs. saqarTvelo minus afxazeTi udris nuls. gind yofila, gind ara, miuxedavad imisa, rom nuli, TavisTavad, amouwuravi SesaZleblobebis simbolocaa. magaliTad, milions rom nuli mivuweroT, milioni aTmagad gaizrdeba erTbaSad da, aqedan gamomdinare Tu vimsjelebT, nuli (igive saqarTvelo), imas ekuTvnis, visac milioni ukve aqvs da mis gaaTmagebasac apirebs. amdeni saxarovmac icis. sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, is icis, rac unda icodes, rac misTvis sasargeblo daskvnebis gamosatanadaa sakmarisi. msoflio obivatelis tvini avtoritetis piridan amosul sisulelesac sibrZned aRiqvams. rac ufro bnelia adamiani, miT ufro sjera avtoritetisa. avtoritetis Seqmna ki, rom ityvian, teqnikis saqmea. miT ufro - CvenSi. xeli xels bans. me Sen saxels mogipoveb, Sen me axali miwebi momapovebine. an ra gasakviria, sityviTac imis interesebs icavdes kaci, visac emsaxureba?! gasakviri sxvaa: Cven, qarTvelebi, miwidan rkinis amoRebisaTvis, jer kidev kacobriobis gariJraJze dagvwyevles da SegvaCvenes berZnebma da, rogorc sCans, aqamde ar daukargavs im wyevlas Zala, xolo qarafSuta msoflio, meoce saukunis miwuruls, fiandazad egeba fexqveS masobrivi sikvdilis "mamas". gnebavT, "maminacvals". xoda, axla qarTvelma samaCablo, afxazeTi anda aWara Tu ar dauTmo vinmes (visic ar iTqmis saxeli da visac ukve didi xania, mglisa ar iyos, sakuTari SardiTa aqvs SemosazRvruli TavisTvis es sami "gemrieli lukma"), yvela amJamad moqmedi politikosi, dasavleTSic da aRmosavleTSic, emand vinmes goimi ar vegonoo, mravalmniSvnelovnad CaiRimebs (Tavs daabralos) Cvens imperialistur sijiuteze. Tumca, qarTvelobac jer kidev myarad zis bnelSi.

taSkentis SvidSi SfoTavs "mumia", garSemo isev codvis bumia, puri comia, xorci umia, qarTvelisaTvis romi gum-ia. avelumia, eger rom modis?!

avelumia, avelumia.
jer kidev myarad vsxedvarT bnelSi. Semcbarni da Sewuxebulni ki varT amgvari usindisobiT, magram bolomde mainc ver gavrkveulvarT, sad aris ZaRlis Tavi damarxuli. bnelSi vsxedvarT da, Sublze simwris oflgadamskdarni, Ria werils vacxobT. didi bodiSi. gvapatieT, umorCilesad gTxovT. RvTis gulisaTvis, TqvenisTana pirovneba. Cveni mowiwebuli da mokrZalebuli. Rrmada varT darwmunebulni. SecdomaSi Segiyvanes (ki aba! magis Citia swored). Cveni Taobis CamoyalibebaSi. ar gviwyinoT. magram uTqvenod. dRes Tu ase gabedulni varT yvelani. Cveulebrivad didi interesiT wavikiTxeT. elda gveca. batono andrei. Tqven acxadebT rom (sxvam Cauwera albaT. vin Cauwerda?). ara. gTxovT. gemudarebiT. es igivea. Tqmac ki gviWirs. nuTu marTla rame saerTo aqvs amerikis SeerTebul Statebsa da saqarTvelos? Tqven Tu ityviT, Cven yvelani. magram maSin Tbilisic aRar SerCeba saqarTvelos. anda, saqarTvelo aRar SerCeba Tbiliss (arada, deida vanga Turme xedavs). didi mokrZalebiT. TviTonve gvikvirs. gisurvebT yovelive kargs. uRrmesi pativiscemiT. mogexsenebaT, Cveni stumarTmoyvareobis ambavi da sxva mravali. egec egre. miiRo Tu ara sakadrisi?! amis mere gabedos da rame gaubedos saqarTvelos. rasac coli Cumad CasCurCulebs yurSi, imas ambobs xmamaRla. eg Tu icodiT, ratom ar CauwereT Ria werilSi? aki yvelafris Tqma SeiZlebao? hm, hm. amas ukve marto SenTvis vambob momavlis moclilo mkiTxvelo, radgan dRes ara marto yvelafris Tqma SeiZleba, aramed yvelafris dakargvac - erT mouzomav sityvas, iqneba, Tavic gadaayolo. sistemaTa brZola ki Sewyda (Tundac, droebiT), magram arsebobisaTvis brZola kidev ufro gamZafrda. miRweulis dakargvac advilia da miuRwevlis miRwevac. droa aseTi. versad gaeqcevi. gaeqcevi - waiqcevi da danarCenebi zed gadagivlian. gadagTelaven. amitomac aravin ar ambobs imas, rasac unda ambobdes. me rom axla es xmali devirCino, ityvian, ai, deirCinao. aba, ras ityvian, Se Cema?! etyoba, marTla gadavcdiT Wkuidan. aki gviTxres, cxra aprilis Semdeg yvelaferi gepatiebaTo. ese igi, Wkua aRar mogekiTxebaTo. samagierod, rogorc iqna SevamCnieT erTmaneTi. adre ar gvecala erTmaneTis dasanaxad. magram raxan RmerTi Segvewia da movicaleT erTmaneTisTvis, iqneb sxvac bevri ram davinaxoT. iqneb isic gavarkvioT, sad SeiZleboda momxdariyo didgoris brZola...

da ai, aseT dros, avelums saSualeba eZleoda, cota xniT mainc gascloda aqaurobas, garideboda am organizebul uazrobasa Tu aRzevebul sibriyves. marTalia, aravin aglejda kalTebs, aravin uSlida, magram TviTonve eTakileboda (rasakvirvelia, sakuTari mosazrebebidan gamomdinare), esikvdileboda Tavisi ubeduri xalxis mitoveba yvelaze didi gansacdelis Jams, Tundac erTi saaTiT. ra Tqma unda, veraferSi waadgeboda (imis gakeTeba SeeZlo mxolod, rasac aqamde akeTebda da rac srulebiTac ar aRmoCnda saWiro imisTvis, visTvisac Tavisi WkuiT irjeboda), magram Tu marTla dasaRupad iyo qveyana ganwiruli, maSin arc Tavad unda hqonoda gadarCenis Sansi, Tundac umniSvnelo, Tundac Teoriuli, da Tavadac masTan erTad unda daRupuliyo, rogorc misi Semadgeneli nawili, patara, magram aucilebeli mTlianobisaTvis, Tundac saTvalavisTvis. suli sulTagani da xorci xorcTagani. mas ki gaqcevaze eWira Tvali. Tumca, gaqceva gadarCena ar aris. ubralod, ukan dabrunebaa, Tanac iZulebiT, da ara taqtikuri Tu strategiuli svla. brundebi iq, saidanac odesRac wamoxvedi, uarafrod. albaT naadrevadac, radgan maSin isic ar icodi jer, bnelSi riTi gagenaTebina lukma da sinaTleSi riTi dagefara siSiSvle. ase rom, fransuazasTan gaqceviT, Tavs ki ar Sveloda avelumi, nebayoflobiT ambobda uars mTel Tavis cxovrebaze, amdeni xnis simtkicesa da sijiuteze, gnebavT "umoqmedobasa" da "dumilze", rogorc oficiozi naTlavda misTvis miuRebel nebismier mrwamssa Tu Sexedulebas, raTa gulubryvilo qveSevrdoms "umoqmedoba" marTla umoqmedobad aReqva da ara uZlurebis marad Ria, marad Cirqisa da balRamis mwveTavi Wrilobis mkurnalobad, Tundac cxoveluri (gnebavT, melaniaseuli) meTodiT; "dumili" ki - dumilad da ara daumorCileblobis aseve maradiul Rrialad, idumal wiaRTa SlamSi amoTxvril xmad, romelsac wiaRTa saidumlo SeiZleba ver moaqvs Cvenamde, magram cnobis wadils ki gviRizianebs im saidumloTa mimarT. rogorc ar unda gagikvirdes, moclilo mkiTxvelo, borotebis imperias zogierTTa "umoqmedobisa" da "dumilisa" ufro eSinoda, vidre im "gambedavi", "TavzexelaRebuli" oponentebis legionisa, xmamaRla, saqveynod, krebebsa Tu sesiebze, konferenciebsa Tu yrilobebze (romlebsac, cxadia, Tavad imperia warmarTavda), "gulwrfelad", "uangarod" rom amxeldnen da aqiaqebdnen arsebuli wes-wyobilebis "zogierT Crdilovan mxareebs" (erTma aseTma oponentma, uneburad wamoroSa Tu viRacaSi SeeSala avelumi, pirdapir uTxra saubrisas: me rom mkiTxo, axia, marTla auxtes magaT kacio), rac, upirveles yovlisa, arsebuli xelisuflebis, misi uflebamosilebis aRiarebas niSnavda isev, roca zogierTTa dauokebeli "umoqmedoba"da CauxSobeli "dumili" swored arsebulis Segnebulad arSemCneva, arcnoba, armiReba iyo da sxva araferi.

da mainc, yvelaze metad, isev Svili borkavda avelums, isev sulierad daxeibrebuli Svili uSlida xels, mTlianad danebeboda am mtanjvel survils. Svilma uimisod ukve scada gafrena (aRar eyo moTmineba) da axla frTebdamsxvreuli ijda Sin, iatakze, tenisis dakargul burTs miSterebuli da laparakic aRar undoda gafrenaze, Tumca, jer kidev guSin, albaT araviTari Zala ar arsebobda miwaze misi gamCerebeli - Svilsac daTmobda da mSobelsac, oRond erTxel mainc, erTi wuTiT mainc miscemoda cis usasrulobis, cis uZirobis gancdis SesaZlebloba, Tavisuflad, Tavis nebaze, ufrosebis Caurevlad, rac SeZlo kidec, magram marTlac erTxel, marTlac erTi wuTiT. damnaSave ki isev avelumi gamovida ("Sen ra genaRvleboda, igonebdi raRacas romanisTvis, gasarTobad. magaT ki marTali egonaT"), ramdenadac uimisod arc mis Svils gauCndeboda gafrenis survili, gafrenis moureveli Jini Tu moTxovnileba, risi gaqarwyleba veRarc avelumis darigebebma SeZlo da veRarc melanias Txovna-mudaram. imperiis yvelaze didi boroteba is gaxldaT, ganusazRvreli vadiT datusaRebul xalxs uceb rom ganucxada: Tavisuflebi xarTo. xalxi damdgar, damyayebul, daWaobebul wyalSi yvinTvas swavlobda gaCenis dRidan, wurbelebsa da bayayebze sanadirod, axla ki - gafrindiTo - da, rasakvirvelia, ver gafrindebodnen, vidre gadagvarebuli, gakorZebuli frTa xelaxla ar gaezrdebodaT, anu, ar moiSorebdnen, ar daiviwyebdnen mainc, ZvelisZvel, Tandayolilsa Tu TandaTanobiT SeZenil Cvevebsa da Tvisebebs, rac, mxolod da mxolod, satusaRoSi gasaZlebad iyo saWiro, aucilebelic, da ara, vTqvaT, caSi salivlivod. satusaRoSi sxvebze ukeT is gaitanda Tavs, vinc safuZvlianad daeufleboda iqaur wesebsa da meTodebs, romelTa meSveobiT SedarebiT mcire droSi da mcire danakargebiT SesZlebda, vTqvaT, ganaTlebis miRebas wignis gadauSlelad, gamdidrebas - TiTis gaunZrevlad, gakulturebas (ix. gaTbiliseleba), - TeatrSi cxviris Seuyoflad. misabaZ da pativsacem kacad is iTvleboda, visac nebismier salaroSi hyavda nacnobi molare, iolad amyarebda urTierTobas matareblis gamyolebTan Tu TviTmfrinavis stiuardesebTan, sastumrosa Tu restornis kariskacebTan, administratorebTan, oficiantebTan, noqrebTan, gadamyidvelebTan, raikomis, aRmaskomisa Tu miliciis wvrilfexa CinovnikebTan da, rasakvirvelia, yvelaze meti meZavis misamarTi an telefonis nomeri ewera Tavis ubis wignakSi, romelsac, sxvaTa Soris, mxolod am mizniT yidulobda saerTod.

avelumi verasodes ityoda uars sakuTar warsulze - sakuTari warsulis gamo ara marto sZulda, aramed ecodeboda kidec Tavi da, mxolod da mxolod, am siZulviliTa da sibraluliT SeeZlo mieRwia imisTvis, riskenac miiswrafoda mTeli arsebiT, lamis gaCenis dRidanve, lars momwydari isariviT, romelsac ukve veraviTari gareSe Zala veRar Seakavebs, mizans SeiZleba ascdes, magram ukan dabrunebaze laparakic zedmetia. ase da amgvarad, aqedan gaRwevis (Tundac, droebiT gaRwevis) Jini, sulis moTqmis, gonze mosvlis taqtikuri aucileblobiT ki ar iyo ganpirobebuli, aramed Tavdacvis cxoveluri instinqtiT, sicocxlis dauokebeli, dauSreteli swrafviT sicocxlisaTvis sasargeblo da jer bolomde auTvisebeli sivrceebisken. amdenad, verc marto gonebiT gadawyvetdi wasvla-darCenis, anu, yofna-aryofnis maradiul sakiTxs. pirvel rigSi, sakuTari xorcisTvis unda dagegdo yuri, anu, xorcieli cxovrebis gaTvaliswinebiT (sxvanairad cxovreba ubralod ar arsebobda satusaRoSi), unda gefiqra saerTod momavalze, anu, zogadad cxovrebis sulier, zneobriv, politikur Tu ekonomiur mxareebzec, rasac, TavisTavad cxadia, garkveuli momzadeba sWirdeboda da Tundac amitom unda dageTmo xorcisTvis, romelsac Tandayolili, bunebisagan naCuqari cxoveluri alRo, winaTgrZnoba da sibrZne warmarTavda. aqedan gamomdinare, rogorc ar unda gajiutebuliyavi, win aRsdgomodi sakuTar xorcs, is mainc Tavisas gaakeTebda, Tavisas gaitanda, Tavis kans gaufrTxildeboda upirveles yovlisa da nebismieri saSualebiT kbilebiT, brWyalebiT, RreniTa da RmuiliT - Senc Tan wagiTrevda sorosken, rogorc sasikvdilod daWrili nadiri - gamofatruli muclidan gadmoyril Sigans. es iyo erTaderTi gza gadarCenisac da daRupvisac, radgan Tu kidev SegrCeboda suli, mxolod iq, soroSi, warsulSi gaarkvevdi, ramdenad gamarTlebuli iqneboda SenTvis xelaxla gamosvla sorodan, warsulidan; ramdenad Sesaferi, misaRebi aRmoCndebodi momavlisTvis, ukve ferSecvlili da, rac mTavaria, ra TvalsazrisiT, ra mimarTulebiT da ra doneze unda momxdariyo Seni "feriscvaleba".

aq, saqarTveloSi, albaT karga xans aRar Seicvleboda aRaraferi, Tuki saerTod Seicvleboda rame rodisme. sisxlis gubeebi moiwminda, daxocilni daimarxnen. "wminda adgilidan" zRva yvavilebis gatanisas, erTi piroba, isev daiwamla xalxi. etyoba, yvavilebma TavianTi nazi, gulubryvilo ReroebiT Seiwoves da "daakonserves" is saidumlo, daudgeneli nivTiereba, romelic araTu arsebobda Cvens sinamdvileSi, aramed kvlavindeburad amarTlebda Tavis pirvandel daniSnulebas, miuxedavad tragediis mizezTa da SedegTa gamomkvlevi komisiebis uSedego Ziebebisa. "dazaralebulni" samkurnalod germaniaSi wasvlaze ocnebobdnen. dgeboda siebi. iyo erTi ayal-mayali. gawev-gamowevac. janmrTelobis ministrs TiTqmis yoveldRe uwevda Tavis marTleba televiziis meSveobiT. xalxma, xumrobiT, "uStato diqtori" Searqva zedmet saxelad. Ciodnen mSoblebi, axloblebi. ibeWdeboda koleqtiuri werilebi. imarTeboda mjdomare Tu mwoliare gaficvebi. bevri maTganisTvis es iyo erTaderTi Sansi saerTod ucxoeTSi moxvedrisa. filarmoniis did scenaze ki ucxoeli gastroliori, "tyavis amotkecil SarvalSi gamowyobili" (Suqi rom ecemoda, brWyvialebda), gazeTs Tu daejereba, TviTonac xarobda da sxvebsac axarebda. Cems samSobloSi amgvari warmateba arc ki damsizmrebiao - aRiarebda gulwrfelad. xolo, stumarTmoyvare, keTili da zrdilobiani mayurebeli, koncertis damTavrebis Semdegac, "didxans ar anTavisuflebda" Turme darbazs. (gazeTi, ra Tqma unda, Segnebulad axsenebs mkiTxvels "erovnul Tvisebebs", romlebic sinamdvileSi, SeiZleba, arc arian erovnulni, viwro, lokaluri gagebiT, magram aSkarad SeswevT Zala, nebismier ers gadaataninon Tavs damtydari ubedureba da Cvenc madlobis meti araferi gveTqmis gazeTis mimarT, am keTilSobiluri ganzraxvisTvis). Cveni kulturis mesveurebs moulaparakiaT, modiT, Cven Cveni vcadoT, davpatiJoT da, Tu Camova, xo kai - rac ar unda iyos, ucxoelia da cotas gaxalisdebian Tbiliselebi - Tu ara da, o kei - arc uimisoba dagvetyobao. is ki, Camovida ki ara, mgoni saerTod aRar apirebda wasvlas. Cemi gogona, iciT, xatavs da am samferovani (qarTuli droSis ferebi unda vigulisxmoT albaT) blomanJesa da SokmanJes danaxvaze gagiJdebodao - agiJebda adgilobriv goimebs. magram, rasakvirvelia, cxovrebis sxva sferoebSic igrZnoboda gardaqmna. magaliTad, wignis maRaziebi axla Tavad yidulobdnen wigns wignis moyvarulTagan da makulaturad abarebdnen sadac jer ars, sadac yofili wignisgan tualetis qaRaldi da xelsaxoci mzaddeboda, rac, CvenSi, rom vTqvaT, wignze metad sWirdeboda mosaxleobas. samagierod, rusTavelis Teatris mcire darbazSi, iaponelebis wamxedurobiT, honkongel bavSvTa gundi "sulikos" mReroda. orbelianis quCis mcxovreblebs ki (maincdamainc orbelianis) sunTqva uWirdaT, ukve ise iyo gabinZurebuli iqauri haeri. diRoms didi dRe aRar ewera. saidan gagviCnda es dauokebeli swrafva udabnoskeno - gakvirvebuli kiTxulobda gazeTi, parizidan stumrad Camosuli qarTveli emigrantiviT, viTom, TviTonac pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT ar esmoda moses igavi da, ormoci weli ra gamaZlebinebs sxvis udabnoSio, Segnebulad ar audaburebda sakuTar samSoblos, SeZlebisdagvarad. Tbilisis wyalsacavebSi ukve dawyebuliyo damsvenebelTa daxrCoba. marTalia, moskovis wyalsacavebTan SedarebiT, CvenTan amjeradac naklebi xalxi ixrCoboda, magram statiis enamoswrebuli avtorisa ar iyos, es srulebiTac ar gvaZlevda gulis gatexvis uflebas. Tbilisis zRvis, lisisa Tu kus tbis egreT wodebul pliaJebze, jerjerobiT, mxolod mTvralebi "isvenebdnen", ramdenadac, jerjerobiT elementaruli pirobebic (gasaxdeli, saCrdilobeli qolga, sasmeli wyali, fexsadgili, saguSago, maSveli navi da sxva) ar arsebobda, araTu mTvrali, aramed fxizeli damsveneblebisTvisac. samagierod, amaswinebze, sami erTad damxrCvala marto lisis tbaze. erTi da imave navidan erTdroulad gadamxtaran wyalSi da sxvadasxva dros da sxvadasxva adgilas amotivtivebulan ukve tikebiviT gaberilni. qarTveli iogi

Zmebi granpris euflebodnen karlovi varis saerTaSoriso festivalze. saberZneTSi ki, wyalmoTxilamureTa evropis axalgazrdul Cempionatze, foTeli gogona aravis anebebda did oqros medals - Tu ar gamatanT, Sin ar SemiSveben, ise gviWirs da gvWirdeba axla oqroca da valutaco. qalbatoni neJnova ki, sklerozis qandaridan, ufro interviueris gulis mosagebad, Cioda TbilisSi dabadebuli, ociani wlebis areulobis Semdeg, xofaSi CavrCi samudamodo. is ki aRar "axsovda", Tavad xofa rom CarCa TurqeTSi, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, misi mizeziTac. soWi mewyers mihqonda. xolo saingilo erTianad daetbora adidebul wyals. iqac gaCeniliyvnen Siferis kunZulebi, TiTqos mxolod imitom, saqarTvelos ganuyreli nawili rom iyo isic da sxvanairad verafriT veRar amtkicebda amas, Tumca, stiqiuri ubedurebis garda, sxvac bevri hqonda sisxlxorcielad saerTo danarCen saqarTvelosTan - iqac kosmetikuri patriotizmiT iklavdnen ZiriTadad mamuliSvilobis Jins; iqac uswavlelad swavlisa da uSromelad Sromis seni Sehyroda axalgazrdobas da ukan mouxedavad garboda upatronobiTa Tu wyaldidobiT daqceuli soflebidan. irRveoda Robe-yore. bRaoda SeSinebuli saqoneli. niaRvars mihqonda sursaTsanovage, jam-WurWeli, saban-leibi, damxrCvali, Tvalgayinuli, enagadmogdebuli Zroxa, Rori, qaTami, Tu indauri. fexi muxlamde efloboda talaxsa da SlamSi. kacs Tavi erTbaSad damSrali tbis fskerze gegoneboda. da mainc, saqarTvelodan (sabralo saqarTvelo!) "moraluri mxardaWeris imediT" isev soflobda kaki, meSabaSi, qoToqlo, alibeglo, alaTemuri, aliabaTi, mosuli, iTiTala, SoTavari, Tasmalo, yoraRani, zagami - aleqsandre mefis yofili rezidencia - da kidev bevri, siberisgan dayruebul-dabrmavebuli ZaRlisa da siCumisgan gagiJebuli mamlis amara darCenili nasaxlar-naoxari. ase rom, axla ukve Cvenve gviWiravs Cveni sadave da survilisamebr, gvinda davagrZelebT, gvinda davamoklebT. moskovs nuRa davabralebT nurafers (daibralebs ro!). ai, magaliTad, mavansa da mavans, marTalia dagvianebiT, magram gardaqmnisTvis damaxasiaTebeli simtkiciT, gadauwyvetia Tavis droze mifuCeCebuli da mainc aqamde verdaviwyebuli TviTmkvlelobebis mizezTa gamokvleva. da marTlac, visac ar unda dabraldes, gana saintereso ar aris, gamarjvebuli socializmisa Tu kars momdgari komunizmis gauTavebel zarzeimSi ratom unda moekla Tavi, vTqvaT, respublikis prokurors, saqalaqo komitetis mdivans, maRali Cinis oficers, saxelovan mwerals, damsaxurebul mxatvars, wamyvan momRerals, cnobil mocekvaves, ordenosan zeinkalsa Tu mowinave meCaies?! gana, Tundac xalxis ubralo (bunebrivi) cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad, ar unda aRsdges sruli suraTi gadaSlili, gauqmebuli cxovrebisa?! bolos da bolos, xom unda vicodeT, rogor gauyara erT-erTma maTganma yulfSi Tavi, rogor miido meorem safeTqelze revolveri, rogor gadmoxta mesame fanjridan, danaze rogor daexa mkerdiT meoTxe, rogor CaisunTqa gabinZurebuli haeri mexuTem da rogor aRar amoisunTqa, arafrisdidebiT, vidre daZabulobisgan daxeTqili Tvalebi sisxlad da lorwod ar Camoewuwa loyebze. ratom? ra mizeziT? viTom usazRvro Tavisuflebisaken dauokebeli swrafviT aixsneba yvelaferi? ar vici. magram esec gairkveva rodisme. movusminoT mkvdrebs. viswavloT mkvdrebis ena. magram rogor? rodis? visRa scalia mkvdrebisTvis?! kolumbiis mTel rig qalaqebSi teroristuli aqciebi Cveulebriv, yoveldRiur saqmianobad iqca narkomafiis wevrebisTviso - gvaSinebs gazeTi. Cven ki vupasuxebT, rom male CvenTanac ase iqneba. kartaxeni unda daingres. Cven, jerjerobiT, awmyosac CamovrCebiT da amitomac ver vxedavT momavals. perusa da boliviis mTianeTSi iatakqveSa laboratoriebi Seusvenebliv amzadeben Turme kokainis pastas. Cven ki isev ovanesas imedze varT mxolod. rac Seexeba Teatr "gogis" msaxiobebs, warmoudgenlad mcire droSi euflebian, Turme, qarTul simRerebs da

warmodgenis dawyebis win, grZnobamoreulni umRerian "Wrelo pepelasa" Tu "JuJuna wvimas" bedis sisastikiT araerTxel gulmoklul mayurebels. esec mkurnalobis erTgvari meTodia da yovelgvari meTodis uaryofac meTodia da, Tqven warmoidgineT, karg Sedegsac iZleva. ras miqvia cerebraluri dambla?! am mixrwnil bebers rom uyurebT, saerTod warTmeuli hqonda xeli, magram mesame seansze ukve SeuTrToldnen mokrunCxuli TiTebi. meoTxeze - sigaretis amoReba scades kolofidan. xolo meeqvseze, hm, hm, Cems asistent gogonas waetanen erT adgilas. aranakleb gadayruebuli qalbatoni darbazis Tvalwin iZrobs yuridan oqros akustikur protezs da jadoqar mkurnals gadascems madlobis niSnad. egec Tqveni otosklerozi. "odiori" azrs kargavs da mxolod wonas inarCunebs. marTalia, sul eqvs grams iwonis, magram eqvsi grami oqroc oqroa. darbazi fexze dgeba pirobiTad - darbazSi ZiriTadad xeibrebi sxedan - da mxurvale, xangrZlivi taSiT egebeba am keTilSobilur aqts. ufro sworad, keTilSobilebis uCveulo gamovlenas. gvelis dakbenili bavSvi ainunSic ar agdebs vegetovisceralur paroqsizmebs, epilefsias, da scenaze davlurs uvlis. icekve biWuna, Sen janmrTeli xar. me ase mibrZanebia. aq ukve mizanzea laparaki da ara meTodze. ai, magaliTad, saswavlo kooperativi "caieradi" arc meTods uaryofs da arc mizans malavs. ese igi, misi meTodic da mizanic uTqmeladac naTelia - ukeTesad gagvfcqvnas da kidev ufro gamogvaSteros - Tavis gabriyvebiT briyvTa gabriyveba, SeiZleba, uSromeli Semosavlis erT-erTi yvelaze stabiluri wyaro aRmoCndes bolos, yvelaze ukeT mewveli Zroxa, ramdenadac briyvebi, igive abiTurientebi, sabednierod yovelTvis mravlad arian CvenSi (saqarTvelo, SeiZleba iTqvas, abiTurientebis respublikaa) da arc arafers iSureben, oRond Tavi Seyon sadme. amisaTvis arsebobs saerTod "caieradic". gazeTis rekomendaciiT, is nebismier saganSi amecadinebs abiTurients (xelmardobis, xelmarjveobis, xelmrudobis, xelmruSobis CaTvliT) da Tanac TiTqmis ufasod, radgan gamocdebamde kapiks ar axdevinebs aravis, xolo nagamocdarze garkveul daTmobebzec midis kooperativis sazianod: CaWrili abiTurientisgan (ese igi, TiTqmis yvelasgan), mosamzadeblad saWiro Tanxis naxevars iRebs mxolod,rasakvirvelia, imasac araferSi, arafris gamo - abiTurienti xom misi daxmarebis gareSec CaiWreboda pirvelsave gamocdaze - magram aseve araferSi da arafris gamo, savaldebulo gadasaxadis naxevars abiTurients utovebs jibeSi, rasac gacilebiT meti aRmzrdelobiTi mniSvneloba aqvs, vidre nebismieri umaRlesi saswavleblis kedlebSi gatarebul wlebs, win da ukan uazro bodials, kevis ReWvas, mzesumziris gauTavebel knawunsa da gadamdeb mTqnarebas. abiTurients bolos da bolos, uCndeba madlierebis grZnoba viRacisadmi da, rac mTavaria, bolos da bolos, igebs "sakuTari ofliT" mopovebuli lukmis fassa da gemos. sxvaTaSoris, axalgazrdis sworad aRsazrdelad sxva aranakleb efeqturi saSualebebic arseboben, magram, rogorc yvelafers, maTac Zebna da mikvleva sWirdeba, raSic, dameTanxmebiT, didi daxmarebis gaweva SeuZlia Cvens televizias, miT ufro rom, Tavadac gansakuTrebuladaa dainteresebuli am sakiTxiT - jer kidev erovnuli narkomaniis gariJraJze gadacemaTa mTeli serialic ki miuZRvna anaSas damzadebis wesebs ojaxur pirobebSi, xolo amas winaT, sul raRac oriode kviris ganmavlobaSi, ramdenjerme warudgina mayurebels fsiqologiur mecnierebaTa erTi sakmaod simpaTiuri kandidati, romelic Sinabera qalis kdemamosilebiTa da mecnieris Seuvali meTodurobiT gaesaubra isedac dabneul sazogadoebas jgufuri seqsis did aRmzrdelobiT mniSvnelobaze. am koleqtiuri RonisZiebis monawile gogonebica da biWunebic, erTmaneTis wamxedurobiT, kidev ufro ukeTesebi, kidev ufro adamianurebi xdebian Turme da ufro swrafad da bunebrivad uviTardebaT erTmaneTis usityvod gagebisa da uangaro daxmarebis, anu, saWiroebis mixedviT, erTmaneTis Senacvlebis survili.

moskovidan ki saqarTvelo uqarTvelebod ufro lamazi moCans Turme. amitomac gvagineben, Cven rom raRaca gvgonia da vbrazobT, vRelavT, guls vaskdebiT - ra davuSaveT, ra undaT Cvengan, riT ver movigeT imaTi gulio. ra imaTi bralia, Cven Tu ar gvesmis? makiavelma dampyrobels dapyrobilis SesanarCuneblad sami gza dausaxa. Cveni dampyrobeli ki samives erTdroulad iyenebs, samidan erTs ki ara, samives erTad. gvizis Sin? gvizis. gvatarebs Tavis Wkuaze? gvatarebs. gvwvelis ZroxasaviT? gvwvelis. me magaliTad, vgrZnob kidec... da yvelaferze vRelav, deda, ganuwyvetliv vRelav. ras izam Svilo, aseTia cxovreba. cocxali adamiani iRelvebs kidec, oRond, ecade mSvidad iRelvo...

avelums ki egona, amodena jari mxolod mis gamosavlenad da dasafrTxobad SemoeyvanaT qalaqSi. Sin Tu iyo, karze kondaxis mobraxunebas elodeboda ganuwyvetliv. gareT daZabuli, daborkili dadioda da srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda, mis danaxvaze, mTel quCas erTxmad SeeZaxa: aha, gamobrZanebula, rogorc iqnao! arc is gaukvirdeboda, xelebsac Tu gadautrialebdnen zurgs ukan, im suleli giJiviT, kopenhagenis fsiqiatriuli saavadmyofodan gamoqceuli, sruliad SemTxveviT rom SeupyriaT saqalaqo transportSi, radgan im marTla sulels (yovel SemTxvevaSi, ufro sulels, vidre giJs) gaWedil avtobusSi adgili dauTmia fexmZime qalisTvis. amis Semdeg, rasakvirvelia, aRaravis gauWirdeboda misi sigiJis dadgena. arc gasWirvebiaT. gadautriales zurgs ukan xelebi da CaaTries avtobusidan. giJis adgili sagiJeTSia da ara saqalaqo transportSi. avelumis adgilic TbilisSi iyo da ara parizSi. parizSi seirnoba arc gmirobad CaeTvleboda, arc sazogado moRvaweobad, magram Tu ase vimsjelebT, arc Sin darCenas daufasebda vinme. sxvaTa Soris, arc melania. piriqiT, yvelaze metad melania ar daufasebda swored. xandaxan danaxvac aRar SeeZlo misi da gulSi mxurvaled loculobda, netavi sadme wavidodes, Tundac erTi-ori dRiTo. afrTxobda, Tav-gzas urevda misi uTqmeli tanjva-wvaleba. sabeWdi manqanis xmazec xvdeboda, kargad rom ver iyo misi qmrisa da, aqedan gamomdinare, saerTod maTi saqme. "SenTvis siyvarulic ubedurebaa da Sens xelSi yvela erTnairad codoao" - eubneboda Semrigeblurad momRimari. maggram avelumi mainc grZnobda, ra Zviri ujdeboda melanias es Rimili. upeebi amoSaveboda, yeli danaoWeboda, SiSi da dabneuloba Casdgomoda TvalebSi. daRliliyo, gamtydariyo. bunebrivobis ieri dahkargvoda mis moTminebasac da sikeTesac, ufro SesamCnevi, ufro xelSesaxebi gaexada am yalb Rimils, gadamuSavebuli madaniviT, da amdenad, ufro damTrgunvelic, damamadlebelic sxvebisTvis, rasakvirvelia, misdauneburad, mis neba-survilTan SeuTanxmeblad, isev da isev, mis arsebaSic SeumCnevlad SeRweuli da ukve myarad fexmokidebuli SiSisa da dabneulobis gamo. TiTqos ki ar cxovrobda, anu, Cveulebisamebr, ganusjelad, daufiqreblad, Seumowmeblad ki ar mihyveboda sakuTar survilebsa da moTxovnilebebs, aramed viRacisgan, RmerTisgan Tu misTvis uaRresad angariSgasawevi adamianisgan dakisrebul movaleobas asrulebda, marTalia keTilsindisierad, magram uxarisxod; movaleoba aSkarad aRemateboda mis SesaZleblobebs, radgan daSretiliyo wyaro sixalisisa, rwmenisa, imedisa da albaT siyvarulisac. yovel SemTxvevaSi, axla gacilebiT mets fiqrobda Svilze, vidre qmarze, Svilis bediT ufro iyo SeZruli, vidre qmrisa, Svilis janmrTeloba ufro adardebda, vidre qmris dakargva-SenarCuneba. qmarsac Tu rames avalebda, mxolod Svilze zrunvas, Svilis movla-patronobas. "Seni sjera, daelaparake, Wkua daarigeo". - Seevedreboda xolme agangaSebuli. magram avelums rogor daerigebina Wkua politikuri mowinaaRmdegisTvis?! bolos da bolos, Svili sdebda swored brals gverdze gadgomisTvis, anu, swored Svili aRiqvamda mis "dumils" dumilad da mis "umoqmedobas" umoqmedobad. avelums, cota ar iyos, eSinoda kidec misi, ufro zustad, eSinoda Tavad ar gamosuliyo moTminebidan, ar ahyoloda Svils kamaTSi (radgan kamaTSi arc Svils daindobda WeSmaritebis sazianod), ar gaeRizianebina, ar gaemwarebina, ar daeWra uaresad, radgan Sesaxedad gulubryvilo, magram arsiT veragi da ZiriTadad mSobelTan dasapirispireblad Canergili rwmena (ra mniSvneloba aqvs, SeniT Cainerge Tu sxvam Caginerga?!), ase Tu ise, mainc asatans, met-naklebad sainteresosac xdida misi SvilisTvis cxovrebas, xolo uimrwmenod darCenili albaT saerTod aiRebda cxovrebaze xels, aRarc droSas Sekeravda, mxdali dedabrebis dasafrTxobad (maSinve cekvas rom iwyebdnen mis danaxvaze) da aRarc mjdomare gaficvas gamoacxadebda sakuTar ojaxSi. rogorc ki moereoda Tavis uazro pativmoyvareobas (ra Tqma unda, asakobrivs), rogorc ki uyoymanod Cahyveboda

mamis sityvas cxovrebis siRrmeTa saxilvelad da mkvdarTa enasac Seiswavlida, mamamisiviT, isic TavisTavad aRmoCndeboda zedmeti, zedmeti Tu ara, arasasurveli namdvilad, upirveles yovlisa ki im saqmisaTvis, aseTi TavganwirviT rom emsaxureboda axla; im xalxisTvis, romlis nawiladac Tvlida Tavs, visi sicruec sxvaTa simarTles erCia da, rasakvirvelia, im rwmenisTvisac, romelsac pirobisamebr, sibnelidan sinaTleze ki ar gamohyavda, kidev ufro Rrmad Sehyavda sibneleSi, ramdenadac mSoblis magivroba unda gaewia viTom misTvis, Tavad laboratoriuli meTodiT Seqmnils da, amdenad, umweos, uZlurs, yvelaze uvargisi, yvelaze upasuxismgeblo mSoblis adgilis dasakavebladac ki. mSobeli is xidia, romlis meSveobiTac sikvdilidan sicocxleSi da sicocxlidan sikvdilSi gadadis adamiani. da vinc am xids Tavisi xeliT wvavs, vTqvaT, siviwrovis, siZvelis an naklebi simyaris gamo, Segnebulad wyvets kavSirs yvelaferTan, ramac misi dabadeba, misi aucilebloba ganapiroba am qveyanaze, xolo Seugneblad - sakuTar TavTanac. amitom, am etapze mxolod yalbi, aragulwrfeli urTierToba SeiZleboda hqonoda avelums sakuTar SvilTan (kanonierTanac) da isev Svilis (kanonieris) interesebidan gamomdinare - uaresad rom ar aeria imisTvis gza-kvali, mTlad ar gaesworebina miwasTan WeSmariti mSoblis daundoblobiTa da sisastikiT.

avelumi arc mateo falkone gaxldaT, arc xevisberi goCa. anda, ukeTesi iqneba, ase Tu vityviT: raki kanonieri Svilis mamac iyo da ukanonosic, verc ukanonobas aRudgeboda win da verc kanonierebas, anu, ukanonobac kanonierebis tolfasi iyo misTvis - erTiT amarTlebda meores - magram cxovrebas Tavisi wesi hqonda da erTnairad sjida yvelas, misi wesis damrRvevs, avelumi iqneboda is, Tu sxva. amas, rasakvirvelia, avelumic grZnobda da sxvebic - swored cxovrebis wesis darRvevis gamo, avelumis kanonieri Svili uars ambobda sakuTar warmomavlobaze, gvars icvlida (sxvisi gvariT wveboda saavadmyofoSi, ese igi, gadarCenis SemTxvevaSi, viRac sxva, ararsebuli gadarCeboda da ara is), xolo ukanono, mxolod namdvili gvaris mopovebas cdilobda da amaze ocnebobda sul, gnebavT, evropuli TavazianobiT elodeboda, rodis gabedavda mamamisi da rodis aRiarebda saxalxod, - diax, namdvilad arsebobs, xelebic normaluri aqvs, tanfexic da, rac mTavaria, namdvilad Cemi sisxli da xorciao. gana erTi adamianis arSemCneva da araRiareba naklebi borotebaa, vidre mTeli qveynisa? ekaekaterinekatomac ukanono Svili rom gaaCina, farxmaldayrilma melaniam Tqva: RmerTi gvsjis, RmerTi gvixdiso - da, ra Tqma unda, isic fransuazasa da mis ukanono Svils gulisxmobda, avelumisgan gadarCenil, yovel SemTxvevaSi, misi Tavgamodebuli mecadineobiT Seqmnil kidev erT martoxela deda-Svils. TiTqos mis garda, sxva veravin SesZlebda igives gakeTebas, Tanac am seqsualuri dabneulobis saukuneSi. magram RmerTi, etyoba, ase ar fiqrobda. RmerTs qrestomaTiul danaSaulad miaCnda qalis daorsuleba da mere upatronod mitoveba. ase rom, avelums Tu egona, Cemi siyvarulic eyofa fransuazas (am SemTxvevaSi fransuazas) saamayodac, saWmeladac, Casacmeladac, dasaxuradac da Svilis gasazrdeladaco (sxvaTa Soris, ukanonos yovelTvis meti sWirdeba, ufro meti unda emliqvnelo da ebodiSo gaCenisTvisac, vidre kanoniers), Zalian scdeboda. fransuazasac, soniasi ar iyos, gulis siRrmeSi, sayvarels albaT qmari erCia da Tanac "is", anu normaluri, Cveulebrivi adamiani - ukvdavebis balaxisa Tu ukvdavi sulis nakvalevis mZebneli ki ara, siRrmeTa mxilveli Tu varskvlavTa mwyemsavi ki ara, vTqvaT, inJinermSenebeli, ekonomisti, qimikosi, fizikosi, romelime samoqalaqo aviakompaniis piloti, mexanZre, xuroTmoZRvari, Tundac filologi, ki batono, oRond mcodne da moyvaruli ara marto Tavisi saqmisa, aramed qalis suleluri, magram uwyinari midrekilebebisac, Casvrili Cvilis gaxsna-SefuTvisac, naTesavebSi (gansakuTrebiT coleurSi), nacnobmegobrebSi misvla-mosvlisac; ojaxis ufrosis movaleobaTa keTilsindisierad aRmsrulebeli da ara sakuTari xuSturebis amyoli; yoveldRiuri cxovrebis mimdevari da ara winamaswara meocnebe; Tundac mcire, magram myari xelfasis Semomtani yovelTviurad da ara aTasSi erTxel, erTbaSad naSovni Tu mogebuli fulis erTbaSadve gamniavebeli; Tavadac mSvidi da sxvaTa damamSvidebelic da ara feTiani, yvelgan da marad xifaTisa da gansacdelis momlodine (SeiZleba, mosurnec!); ojaxis wevrebisaTvis xelis wamSvelebeli, Wkuis damrigebeli da ara Tvalebdayvlepili, ybamoRrecili qadagi, misani, winaswarmetyveli, mkiTxavi Tu mCxibavi, romelsac Zalac Seswevs da survilic, erTi da igive imeoros sul, erTi da imave xalxis gasagonad: "jer sada xarT, es mxolod dasawyisiao" an "arasworad vicxovreT da arasworad davixocebiTo". wyalni gadmovlen napirebze. samyaroc samegrelosaviT, aWarasaviT, saingilosaviT daitboreba da yoveldRiurad Tunuqisa da Siferis axal-axali kunZulebi gaCndebian msoflios xvalindel rukaze. cas varskvlavi dascviva yunwze dampali leRvebiviT, miwa ganipoba gruxun-gruxuniT da qalaqebs STanTqavs, mikroraionebianad. mkvdrebi aRsdgebian cocxalTa Sesamusrad - ratom ar geyoT moTmineba, ratom dagvmarxeT ase uceb, ratom ar gvadroveT gonze mosvla, iqneb gamovbrunebuliyaviT sikvdilidano (erT qvrivs uTqvams, mTeli xmiT rom dameyvira, mTeli guliT rom Semecxadebina, iqneb Cemi ubeduri qmari kidev

mosulierebuliyoo). Tujis saSo dabadebs Tujis kacs. axali enqidu moevlineba qveyanas, magram veRar gaadamiandeba - ukanasknel Samxats, ukve kbilebCacvenils, ukanasknel tramvais cariel, ablabudagabmul vagonSi ipovnian konduqtoris skamze, siberisagan (iqneb simartovisaganac?!) mSvidad gardacvlils. kiserze, gaburZgnuli TokiT, gauyidavi bileTebis ruloni eqneba Camokidebuli, sabavSvo velosipedis borblisxela, dro-Jamisgan ferSecvlili (aRarc vici, axla ra feris bileTi iyideba Cvens tramvaiSi, Tuki iyideba saerTod), CrCiliT gamoWmuli. magram roca viRaca (ra Tqma unda, sxva planeteli, oTari an luba, dedamiwis dasaluqad Camofrenili gmoTi Tu gamoTi), Tokianad Seawyvets kisridan da samudamod gaCerebuli vagonis SuSaCamtvreuli sarkmlidan gadmoagdebs, ruloni mainc gaiSleba, mainc gaiweleba usasrulod, kankalfrialiT, da raki aRarc xeebi iqneba, aRarc lampionebi, aRarc manqanebi, aRarc Cveulebrivi gamvlelebi da aRarc skolidan gamocvenili bavSvebi - naquCarze giganturi falosiviT asvetil Tujis goliaTs Semoexveva Tavze, kiserze, mxrebze, gul-mkerdze, welze, TeZoebze, barZayebze, wvivebze, koWebze da dauxarjavi, gamouyenebeli, oxrad darCenili bileTebis uwyveti, usasrulo lentiT, mumiasaviT, SefuTvnili Tujis goliaTiRa darCeba erTaderT bomonad, svetad, obeliskad, Zeglad Cveni (yofili adamianebis) patar-patara, wvrilmani, maradiuli, amouwuravi sazrunavebisa, safiqralebisa, satkivrebisa Tu aseve patar-patara, aseve wvrilmani, aseve maradiuli, aseve amouwuravi vnebebisa, grZnobebisa, sixarulebisa, imedebisa, ocnebebisa, gancdebisa... magram viRasTvis? vis dasanaxad? lidas, oTarisa da misTanaTa... "kargi, aRar SemiZlia Seni mosmenao" - yurebze aifarebda xolme xelebs melania. ekaekaterinekato ki damcinavad iRimeboda, kuTxeSi dasmul TojinasaviT, fexebgafarCxuli da gulxeldakrefili.

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avelumma gaqceva rom gadawyvita, ra Tqma unda, jer melanias gaando Tavisi ganzraxva, melaniam ki mxolod mxrebi aiCeCa - Sen ici Seni saqmisao - rogorc Cveulebisamebr iqceoda xolme aseT dros, anu avelumis morigi gaqcevis win. raki verc ganzraxvaze aaRebinebda xels da verc gezs Seacvlevinebda, amao gabrZolebasa da gawbilebas, isev daTmobaze wasvlasa da isev bargis CalagebaSi mixmarebas amjobinebda yovelTvis. avelumi, rogorc ar unda eyoymana, eSfoTa da ewvala, bolos mainc swored iq wavidoda, sadac Tavidanve apirebda wasvlas, magram, TavisTavad cxadia, mxolod satusaRos SigniT, imperiis teritoriaze SeeZlo yofiliyo aseTi "TavisnaTqvama". rac Seexeba sazRvargareT moxvedras, amas sul sxva Zalebi axorcielebdnen, sxva xalxi wyvetda, vin sad unda wasuliyo, rodis da ramdeni xniT da, am SemTxvevaSi, avelumis simtkiceca da sijiutec TavisTavad kargavda azrs. ase rom, nebarTvis saTxovnelad misul avelums albaT branws ar aCvenebdnen, magram, SeiZleboda, Tavazianad gaebiTurebinaT isic - ki, batono, saiTac gnebavT, oRond parizSi arao Sescinebdnen saxeSi da profesiuli utifrobiT daamatebdnen: Tqvenive interesebidan gamomdinareo. TiTqos mxolod avelumis mwerluri Tu moqalaqeobrivi Rirsebis dasacavad iyvnen gamoketilni TavianT xalvaT kabinetebSi. arada, erTi da igive iyo, saerTod ar gauSvebdnen, Tu, maincdamainc, parizSi, radgan avelums, maincdamainc, parizSi undoda wasvla. aqedan rogorme gaRweva ki ar iyo misTvis mTavari, vTqvaT, disidentiviT, anda ebraeliviT, aramed dedamiwis garkveul wertilSi (parizSi) moxvedra, garkveul drosa da garkveuli mizniT. marTalia gardaqmnam yrud Carazuli sazRvrebis gadalaxvac gaaiola (SedarebiT) magram xelisSemSlel mizezebsa da dabrkolebebs ra gamolevda, Tundac, axleburad gadaRebil satusaRoSi. eg iyo rom, ZaliT veRar dagayruebdnen aqeT, Tuki iqidan vinme dagiZaxebda, gagixsenebda, ramed Cagagdebda saerTod. ra Tqma unda, nebarTvis miRebac met-naklebad gaiolda, magram marto imaTi dakmayofilebac ki, visac mavTulxlarTebze momdgari naTesaoba Tu nacnob-megobroba yelCaxeuli uxmobda da epatiJeboda iqidan, visac sabWoTa kanoniTac ekuTvnoda wasvla da wasasvlelic hqonda, TiTqmis SeuZlebels xdida bileTisa da namdvili fulis Sovnas, uromlisodac, ra vizis qaTqaTa, tkacuna furceli gitrialebia xelSi, uTavbolod, usasrulod, da ra isev ZvelisZvel, tusaRur imeds gahyuCebixar rkinis taxtze, romelime rkinis karis moulodnel gajaxunebamde rkinis saerTo derefanSi. jerjerobiT, rasakvirvelia, isev didi mniSvneloba hqonda, Tu ras ityoda Senze Cekas saidumlo seroba, magram, rogorc zemoTac vTqviT, mTavari dabrkoleba avelumisaTvis mainc ekaekaterinekato iyo - pirvel rigSi, is unda gaeTvaliswinebina, Tu ramdenad mizanSewonili iqneboda misgan, cxovrebaze gulgatexili, samyaros Semomwyrali, gvaris uarmyofeli da uvadod gaficuli gogos mitoveba, romelic axla oTaxis kuTxeSi ijda iatakze, TojinasaviT fexebgafarCxuli, da karadis qveS, vin icis, rodis Segorebul tenisis burTs uyurebda Tvaldauxamxameblad, rogorc erTaderT naSTs, nasaxs, niSans ukve samudamod damTavrebuli axalgazrdobisa, simSvidisa, sicocxlisa... is ukve Camovardniliyo cidan. ukve efrina Tavisi wili. arc iman daujera mamas, isic ufro maRla afrinda, vidre SeiZleboda da jer kidev Seubumblavi bartyiviT aWyivlebul-afarTxalebuli daenarcxa miwas. mamamiss ki ver gadaewyvita, rogor moqceuliyo: TviTonac daSvebuliyo miwaze da gverdiT misjdomoda "dazaralebul" Svils, Tu erTxel kidev Seekra kamara sisxliT gadawiTlebuli lodebis zemoT da, rogorc ar unda gasZneleboda, mainc gaegrZelebina frena.

- Cemi gulisTvis nu darCebi - amoxeda ekaekaterinekatom RimiliT - araferSi aRar mWirdebi. - gana rodisme gWirdebodi?! - viTom xumrobiT hkiTxa avelumma da, misda gasaocrad, mRelvarebisagan yeli Caexerga uceb. uneblieT, moumzadeblad da viTom xumrobiT, is hkiTxa Svils, risi gagebac yvelaze metad ainteresebda. risi arcodnac umowyalod tanjavda da awamebda, ramdenadac TviTonac ar sjeroda bolomde, yovelTvis da yvelgan gverdiT rom edga Svils, sakuTar sisxlsa da xorcs. es qveynis damaqcevari eWvi, Tavidan albaT ukanono Svilis mimarT gauCnda, ufro sworad, iman, ukanonom gauCina im mSobliuri mzrunvelobis sanacvlod, romlis gamomJRavnebac ubralod ar SeeZlo, Tundac geografiuli dabrkolebebis gamo, araferi rom vTqvaT sxva xelovnur dabrkolebebze - mavTulxlarTTa uTvalav rigze, horizontamde gadaxnul mindvrebze, betonis yoreebze, kacis xorcze dageSil nagazebsa Tu SuSisTvaleba mesazRvreebze, romelTa meSveobiTac ori zesaxelmwifo, sakuTari simtkicisa da Seuvalobis SesanarCuneblad, Segnebulad, daunaneblad, Seuneleblad TiSavda ukanono mama-Svils. magram, kanoniereba, am TvalsazrisiT, araviTar upiratesobas ar aZlevda ekaekaterinekatos Tavis ucxoel dasTan SedarebiT, ramdenadac marto amis gamo, verc mamamisi Seicvlida znesa da bunebas. etyoba, avelumi ufro adre gaxda mama, vidre mamobis arss Caswvdeboda Ziramde, vidre gaiTavisebda, Seisisxlxorcebda am yvelaze sapatio wodebis simZimesac da seriozulobasac da, amdenad, veRarc mere SeZlo aucilebeli Tanmimdevrobis aRdgena da yoveldRiur cxovrebaSi mamobis survili da moTxovnileba isev gacilebiT meti hqonda, vidre drois konkretul monakveTSi, Svilis sasargeblod, ama Tu im konkretuli nabijis gadadgmis unari. - ar vici. albaT ara. ar maxsovs - upasuxa isev ise momRimarma ekaekaterinekatom. iRimeboda, magram mamas ki ar uyurebda, raRacisTvis (tenisis burTisTvis) gaeSterebina Tvali - ara. vtyui - gaagrZela uceb - erTxel didi sicxe mqonda da Sen Sublze xeli damade. ise mesiamovna, ise mesiamovna... magram dedikom miTxra, mamiko moskovSiao da gavbrazdi, ras hqvia moskovSia, ai, axla, am wuTas damado Sublze xeli-meTqi. - eg rodis iyo?! raRac ar maxsendeba - Caeria melania, oRond saqsovidan Tavi ar auRia. - rodis iyo da... zustad arc me maxsovs - cxviri SeiWmuxna ekaekaterinekatom. TiTqos marTla cdilobda zustad gaexsenebina es RirsSesaniSnavi dRe - patara viyavi Zalian. ai, ar maxsovs kargad - Cemi sipatarave da umweoba. miau, miau, miau, vknaodi knutiviT. erTxel kidev, ukve didobaSi, merve Tu mecxre klasSi viqnebodi, Sens kolgotkebs vicvamdi ukve, didi badis moqsova gadavwyvite kapronis Zafisagan. Sen moqsov kapronis bades? - dauZaxa dedas. - kapronis bades?! - gaikvirva melaniam - ar vici. macale. isev ameria saTvalavi. - axla ras qsov? ufro sworad, visTvis ras ar qsov? - gaicina ekaekaterinekatom. - me CemTvis vqsov. Tqven ras giSavebT? - gaeRima melaniasac. - kapronis bades Tu moqsovdi? Tu SegiZlia? - ar moeSva ekaekaterinekato. - ar vici meTqi, xom giTxari. kapronis bade rad minda? - mxari aiqnia melaniam. - ai, me mTeli weli vagrovebdi kapronis Zafs - gaagrZela ekaekaterinekatom didi bade mindoda momeqsova. erTxelac dabrundeba moskovidan, gadavafareb Tavze da aRarsad gavuSveb meTqi. sxvaTaSoris, SenTvis mindoda dameWira da ara CemTvis. Sen mecodebodi - moayola siciliT. - eka! - uyvira melaniam.

saqsoviani xelebi muxlebze daewyo da moRuSuli iyureboda. WaRis sinaTleze saTvalis SuSa yviTlad ubzinavda da amis gamo ufro gabrazebuli Canda, vidre albaT sinamdvileSi iyo. - ra sWirda dedaSens Sesacodi?! - gulwrfelad ewyina avelums, raRacnairad Seuracxyo Svilis ukbilo xumrobamac da colis uneblie Secbunebamac, ramac Svilis ukbilo xumrobas, pirvel rigSi, swored xumrobis elferi daukarga - ra gWirdaT Sesacodi, an erTs, an meores -gaimeora daZabulobisagan ukve xmaaTrTolebulma. - ar vici. albaT gvWirda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, me namdvilad mecodeboda dediko - mSvidad upasuxa ekaekaterinekatom - Zalian mecodeboda - daamata jibrianad Seiketeboda oTaxSi da tiroda. Sen ggonia ar mesmoda?! - gasZaxa dedas. - ra iyo, ram gadagria dRes?! - Sewuxda melania. - dalie wamali? - wamoscda uneburad da axla sakuTarma windauxedaobam Tu uneblie daundoblobam kidev ufro Seawuxa, vidre Svilis Sefarulma, bolomde ver gamorwyulma geslma Tu mrisxanebam. "erTi mec Camaylape, Tvali ver amomiRia, ise mikankalebs xelebio". moayola viTom sxvaTa Soris, viTom saerTod amisTvis vaxsene Seni wamalio. - davlie Tu ara dRes wamali? - yasidad Cafiqrda ekaekaterinekato rasakvirvelia, davlie, erTxel ar unda damelia?! - ahyva dedas TvalTmaqcobaSi. - adeqi, aivanze mainc gadi cota xans. mogklavs uhaeroba - saswrafod gaagrZela melaniam, isev rom ar mibrunebodnen saxifaTo saubars. Tan gamalebuli qsovda, TiTqos Zafis TavSesafars iqsovda; raki sxva masala ar gaaCnda, Cveulebrivi Zafis soros iqsovda, xvrels, bunags, parkuWs, sadac Tavfexianad daemaleboda Svilis gamomwvev Rimilsac da qmris gaurkvevel dumilsac. - me ukve mkvdari var, raRa momklavs - Tqva ekaekaterinekatom - me ukve didi xnis mkvdari var, magram Tqven ver SegagnebineT. Tqven ar gindaT amis gageba. grcxveniaT. xom grcxveniaT?! axla sikvdili Zneli ki ar aris, samarcxvinoa. mogaSxefeben saxeSi dezodors, TiTqos tarakani iyo... anda virTxa. usindisoebi! moixseniT niRbebi, usindisoebo! geyoT Cveni gapampuleba! - SesZaxa saxegaciskrovnebulma. Tan gaSlil xelisgulebs atyapunebda iatakze, lajebs Soris. - eka! aRar SemiZlia, eka! - uyvira melaniam. qsova ar Seuwyvetia. piriqiT, axla ufro daZabuli, yuradRebadqceuli dasCereboda sakuTar TiTebs. - aba, Tqven ras elodebodiT? kanfetebs gadmogiyridnen tankebidan?! - yba daeWima avelums. - mama?! - swrafad amoxeda qvemodan ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos auzis damdgari wylidan zRvis romeliRaca cxovelma amoyvinTa moulodnelado. galurjebul, acaxcaxebul tuCebze isev dasTamaSebda yalbi Rimilis natamali, rogorc sanTlis Camwvar patruqs - abolebuli naperwkali. TvalebSi ki datyvevebuli cxovelis uazro da usaSvelo sevda Casdgomoda. avelumi Secba, daibna, agangaSda - ise mZafrad, ise tlanqad igrZno uceb Svilis satkivari, Svilis umweoba, Svilis umecreba, gacilebiT mwareca da samarcxvinoc, Tundac mis sakuTar satkivarTan, umweobasTan da umecrebasTan SedarebiT, radgan Svilisagan gansxvavebiT, TviTon arafris SeniRbvas ar cdilobda, arafers ar ucvlida saxels, roca misi Svili, araTu malavda, saerTod uaryofda tkivilsac, umweobasac, umecrebasac da, auzSi nebaze miSvebuli delfiniviT, mainc jiutad agrZelebda zRvis wesebiTa da kanonebiT cxovrebas, Tumca, frTebisa da farflebis yovel moqnevaze betonis xorklian kedels anayavda cxvir-pirs. ase arasodes Sescodebia avelums sakuTari sisxli da xorci. arc kanonierad da arc ukanonod Sobili.

- pirvelad gaige, dedaSeni yvelaferze rom tiris? - gaicina naZaladevad. scada gaebiabruebina, gaeubraloebina maTi dRevandeli saubaric, yvelasaTvis moulodnelad dawyebuli da yvelasaTvis arasasiamovnod warmarTuli - magis SiSiT, induri filmi veRar uCvenebiaT televizorSi, melanias cremlma ar wagvlekoso. jer marto Cems wignebze ramdens tiris... - ki aba! - ar acala ekaekaterinekatom - dedikos arc erTi Seni wigni ar moswons, magram ver geubneba, ewyinebao. - eka! - isev Secba, Sewuxda melania. - ar mogwons. ar mogwons. ar mogwons - adgilze abuqnavda ekaekaterinekato, TiTqos cxens miaWenebso. - yvelafris neba ki ar unda misce Tavs - ena daeba melanias, sakuTar gancdebSi gaiblanda, rogorc saqsovi Zafi Tavissave xveulebSi. - Sen? Senc ar mogwons? - hkiTxa avelumma Svils, rac SeeZlo gulgrilad, ufro melanias rom mixmareboda, melania gamoeyvana uxerxuli mdgomareobidan. - me-e? ar vici. zogi momwons, zogi ara - mxari aiCeCa ekaekaterinekatom. Tan muyaiTad isworebda fexebs Soris Cafenil kabas, buqnaobisas aCeCils - zogi jer arc wamikiTxavs. ver movicale - Sescina gulubryvilod, - ai, Cems gogoebs ki yvelaferi wakiTxuli aqvT da moswonT kidec. ra qnan?! sulelebi arian. viszec ar unda uTxra, mweraliao, daijereben. - Sen romeli mogwons da romeli ar mogwons - Caacivda avelumi. marTla dainteresda uceb, radgan Svilis agdebulma pasuxma sakmaod Seulaxa mwerluri pativmoyvareobac. lawiraki. dro ar aqvs mamis wignis wasakiTxad. arada, Ria kars amtvrevs. yvelafers akeTebs, is rom ar gaakeTos, risi gakeTebac evaleba. arc mSobeliviT monaa da arc mSobeliviT goimi. Tavisufalia, Tavisi WkuiT. gamosulia, Tavisive Sexedulebebidan gamomdinare. maikl jeksonis mTeli repertuari icis zepirad. mamis wigni ki jer ar waukiTxavs. ver moicala. uwignodac mSvenivrad erkveva yvelaferSi. warmogidgeniaT, amdeni xani Turme, dapyrobilebi vyofilvarT, Cven ki ar vicodiT. Cven piriqiT gvegona, moskovi da leningradi fexqveS gvqonda amodebuli. iciT, ratom? ar icodiT?! miuxedavad monobisa da goimobisa, Cveni mamebi mainc msaxurobdnen, mainc vazsa sxlavdnen, mainc pursa mkidnen, mainc wignsa werdnen, cekva-simReraze rom araferi vTqvaT. ar undodaT monoba egrZnobinebinaT CvenTvis, araferi moekloT monobaSic, SeZlebisdagvarad. Cvenc vendobodiT. skolas dagvamTavrebinebdnen?! davamTavrebdiT. umaRlesSi mogvawyobdnen?! movewyobodiT. jinsis kostiumebSi gamogvawyobdnen?! gamovewyobodiT. amerikul kevs CagvCridnen pirSi?! (axla marto Turqulia) CaviCridiT. manqanaSi Cagvtenidnen?! CavetenebodiT. magram gaTavda! mets aRar moviTmenT. aki TviTonve gvTxoves, aRar mogviTminoTo, gvakritikeTo, gvagineT, dagvgmeT, pasuxi mogvkiTxeTo?! Cvenc eg gvinda swored. mSobelma gindac xeli Semogibrunos, bolomde mainc ver gagimetebs. raki Tvali agvexila (ra mniSvneloba aqvs, vin agvixila), imaTac davanaxvebT, rani varT da ra SegviZlia uimaTod... - Sen romeli wigni mogwons meTqi?! - auwia xmas uneburad, fiqrs ayolilma. - me romeli wigni momwons?! - Tvalebi mowkura ekaekaterinekatom, TiTqos mis win gamofenil wignebs aTvalierebda - ai, gogos rom gaaCuqeben pataraobisas, viTom gadasarCenad, da bolos iqiT rom gauxdis gadasarCenad saqmes Tavis vaigadamrCenlebs. debili. me mgavs raRaciT. ufro zustad, me vgavar imas. SeiZleba ase gqonda Senc Cafiqrebuli. SeiZleba, uneburad gamogivida ase... - Svils mixedo, is girCevnia. - gaawyvetina melaniam - ras aCendi, Tu ar gindoda? deda mainc xom unda icodes bavSvma. - me Svili mamikos gavuCine - gaipranWa ekaekaterinekato - Cemi mamiko imis mamikoc iqneba. sxva arc aravin aris dRes qmrobisa da mamobis Rirsi. amaSi xom meTanxmebi? Senc xom ase fiqrob? - aRelda uceb.

- mama rom ar gyoloda, amdens verc Sen gabedavdi - aRar dazoga melaniam mamebiT gaqvT didi guli. - mamaCemi didi kaci arasodes yofila - moiRuSa ekaekaterinekato - arc ministri, arc mdivani, arc Tavmjdomare da arc cekas rigiTi instruqtori... instruqtoric ver gaxda. - ratom unda gamxdariyo? - gulwrfelad gaukvirda melanias - partiaSic ar Sesula. - Sesuliyo mere. me davuSale? - tuCi aibzua ekaekaterinekatom. - aba, riRasTvis ibrZviT Tqven? vin ar mogwonT? mamaSeni? - brazi waekida melanias. - diiiax, mamaCemi! - utifrad ganacxada ekaekaterinekatom - funqcioneri komunistebic Cvens mxareze dganan ukve, dganan ki ara, kibeebze sxedan, karvebSi wvanan, SimSiloben, mamaCemi ki Cvensken gamoxedvasac ar kadrulobs. isev CrdilSi dgas, rogorc momitingeebi amboben xolme moridebiT. - iqneba arc axla eSleba mamaSens?! - xelebi isev muxlebze daiwyo melaniam. isev brazianad aubrWyvialda saTvalis SuSebi - amaze ar gifiqriaT?! - amas me ver gavigeb. ver moveswrebi. amas istoria gansjis - Tavi daaratrata ekaekaterinekatom - amas Cemi Svili gaigebs albaT. da an saqveynod uaryofs winapars, an simartoveSi iamayebs winapriT. Tuki gaizrdeba, ra Tqma unda. Tuki iqamde, garemoebis SecvlasTan dakavSirebiT, sardafis virTxad, Waobis bayayad an udabnos xvlikad ar iqca saerTod. - kargi. davamTavroT. aRar SemiZlia Tqveni mosmena - aimriza melania giswavliaT laparaki da TviTon ar iciT, ras laparakobT. mSobels arafrad agdebT da televizors xarT miCerebuli pirSi, video filmebiT swavlobT cxovrebas... - gauSvi, Tqvas, ilaparakos... - Zlivs amoRerRa es ori sityva nirwamxdarma avelumma, romelsac Tanabrad erTnairad akninebda, rogorc Svilis SeniRbuli, bolomde Camouyalibebeli braldeba, iseve colis aSkara, magram daumsaxurebeli gamoqomageba. amis Semdeg "gaqceva" ara Tu saWiro, aucilebelic Seiqmna. aucileblad unda Sebrunebuliyo warsulSi, xvalac Tu apirebda cxovrebas. warsulSic jer kidev bevri ram iyo gasarkvevi, Tavis droze uyuradRebod datovebuli, anda, Tavis drozec SemCneuli, magram arasworad aRqmuli, arasworad Sefasebuli. oRond warsulSi Sebrunebas, ucxoeTSi gamgzavrebis nebarTvis, bileTisa Tu namdvili fulis garda, sxvac bevri ram sWirdeboda, upirveles yovlisa ki - fizikuri Tu fsiqologiuri momzadeba. isic iseve unda momzadebuliyo saamisod, rogorc myvinTavi emzadeba zRvis fskerze Casasvlelad, spaleologi - mRvimis dasalaSqrad, mTamsvleli - mwvervalis dasapyrobad, kosmonavti - kosmosSi gasasvlelad. avelumis zRvis fskeric, mRvimec, mwvervalica da kosmosic misive warsuli gaxldaT, guSindelidan uxsovar dromde, ufro martivad rom vTqvaT, soniadan melaniamde.

warsulSi Sebrunebuli Tu warsulSi Sesabruneblad gamzadebuli avelumisaTvis zRva erTaderTi wamali iyo, romelsac SeeZlo misi erTxel kidev gamobrunebac, gamofxizlebac da aRgznebac axal vnebaTa da gancdaTa, saZebnelad; amave dros - erTaderTi wamali, romelic jer kidev "iSoveboda". rac mTavaria, axali da ucnauri araferi Wirda avelums - yvela misi seni Tu satkivari sasiamovnod SemaSfoTebeli da damafrTxoblad aRmafrTovanebeli sizustiT iyo aRwerili uZveles samedicino wignebSic, ra Tqma unda, receptebianad. magram wamlis SemadgenlobaSi Semavali mravali nivTiereba, mravalnairi balaxi da yvavili ukve aRar arsebobda am qveyanaze, gamqraliyo, gadaSenebuliyo, aRgviliyo pirisagan miwisa, Cvenive mourCeneli sibriyvisa da windauxedaobis wyalobiT, Torem, dRes arc kibos movekvlevinebodiT albaT, da aRarc, vTqvaT raime fizikur naklze dards. "karabadinsa" Tu "iadigar daudSi" kibos gankurnebis gzebic iyo miTiTebuli da zogierTi mniSvnelovani organos gamajansaRebeli Tu gamaZlierebeli saSualebanic, romelTa mopovebac, samwuxarod, dRevandeli adamianisaTvis iseve SeuZlebelia, rogorc Tavis droze gilgameSisaTvis - ukvdavebis balaxisa. samagierod, zRva jer kidev arsebobda da, rac mTavaria, jer kidev Sveloda avelums. marTalia, Tavadac Sehyroda avi seni, Tavadac uWirda Tavisuflad sunTqva, feric ecvala da ucxo sunic dahkravda, magram TvalisTvis jer kidev Canda da yurisTvisac jer kidev gugunebda, yrud da ganuwyvetliv. avelumic Tvalisa da yuris meSveobiT iRebda am jadosnur wamals da, ratomRac, Zalian siamovnebda, ZvelisZvel samedicino wignebSic zustad ase rom iyo ganmartebuli misi mkurnalobis wesi. "aseTsa grilsa da wylis pirsa alagsa unda iyunes, rome mudam wyalsa uyurebdes (zRvaSi daRupuli patronis momlodine ZaRliviT), da eZinos Tu eRviZos, mudam wylis xma esmodes, da qari rome xesa arxevdes (vTqvaT, biWvinTis fiWvsa Tu biWvinTis bzas), mudam misi xma esmodes". avelumic adga da, cota xniT, biWvinTas Seafara Tavi, miCveul garemoSi gaeqca sazRvargareTuli pasportis gulisgamawvrilebel, damakninebel, damafrTxobel, aTasnairi mdabali eWvisa da varaudis aRmZvrel molodins, ufro seriozul gaqcevamde.

esec RmerTis neba iyo albaT, radgan sruliad moulodnelad qalbaton aisodoras gadaeyara iq (etyoba, qalbatoni aisodora axalgazrdebs gaerida, daacada ukeTesad gascnobodnen da SeCveodnen erTmaneTs) da am gauTvaliswinebelma da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arc mTlad sasiamovno Sexvedramac, mxolod da mxolod ganumZafra sicarielis SegrZnebaca da daRupvis winaTgrZnobac. ese igi, ki ar gadaafiqrebina, kidev ufro ganawyo, aRagzno gasaqcevad. Tumca, sul axlaxan, ramdenime Tvis win gadatanili SfoTvisa da mRelvarebis miuxedavad, arc es Sexvedra gansxvavdeboda bevrad maTi sxva, adreuli "tkbili" Sexvedrebisagan. eg iyo, rom sonia akldaT, Torem, sxva mxriv yvelaferi Zveleburad grZeldeboda. yvelaferi igive iyo: xalxic, garemoc, sakvebic, haeris tenianobac... oRond, amjerad biWvinTaSi ZaRlis Wiri mZvinvarebda da aqauri damsveneblebis "gulkeTilobiT" garyvnili, dabeCavebuli ZaRlebi kankaliT dadiodnen, Zlivs miiTrevdnen ukana fexebs. dilaobiT ki, dasasvenebeli saxlis mebaRe da sanepidsadguris sanitari qali, romelime lamazad SekreWili buCqidan ZaRlis leSs gamoaTrevdnen xolme, saswrafod daudebdnen erTborblian urikaze da gaaridebdnen damsvenebelTa Tvals. sxva mxriv, rogorc ukve vTqviT, yvelaferi Zveleburad grZeldeboda. isev yvela yvelas icnobda da Sexvedrisas, anu, TiTqmis yovel TxuTmet wuTSi, guliTadad, xalisiT esalmebodnen erTmaneTs. isev gafacicebuli yuradRebiTa da daufaravi interesiT ismendnen erTmaneTis ambebs - Cadiodnen Tu ara dilaobiT zRvaSi, yofnidaT Tu ara saWmeli, axerxebdnen Tu ver axerxebdnen TavisianebTan dalaparakebas moskovsa Tu leningradSi, kievsa Tu minskSi, ufasa Tu CeliabinskSi... es telefoni ki ara, yelis asatkivebeli aparatia, geTayva. ui, kidev kargi, gamaxsenda. waikiTxeT Tu ara "druJbaSi", diax "druJbaSi", ar meSleba. mexuTe-meeqvse Tu meeqvse-meSvide nomrebSi. kargad ar maxsovs. mival Tu ara Sevamowmeb da dagirekav. me mgoni gansakuTrebulad niWieria. da marto Cemi azri ar gaxlavT. raRa Tqma unda, me Tu rame gamegeba saerTod literaturisa. Tqven? aba, ras brZanebT, qsenia evgenievna, Tqven Tu ar gagegebaT da... rasakvirvelia, rusulenovani. ara, Targmani ar aris. madloba RmerTs, magram arc rusi unda iyos warmoSobiT. daakvirdiT, rusuli literatura, am bolo dros, ZiriTadad nacionalur umciresobaTa mxrebze dgas. ar yofila Zalian mZime. ha, ha, ha. aucileblad. oRond, Cems Semdeg larisa kiTxulobs. aba, Tqven ra ggoniaT?! CaweriTaa. rigi dgas. aucileblad. Rirs. Rirs. damijereT. did siamovnebas miiRebT. Tqven warmoidgineT, sakmaod gabedulicaa. mis egzotikur baRSi, SeiZleba, bevri basri ekalic SegxvdeT, Tu yuradRebiT ar iqnebiT. Tumca, ras vambob?! piriqiT. aqauri haeri marTlac sasmeliviT moqmedebs Cemze. mTeli dRe mTvraliviT davdivar. am gaxsenebaze, somxebis sofelSi kargi wiTeli Rvino uyidiaT. boTli xuT maneTad. ra aris xuTi maneTi?! dorizos ori striqoni. xi, xi. Cumad! ar gaigos. mokled, bevri basri ekali SegxvdebaT, Tuki yuradRebiT waikiTxavT yovel sityvas. arsebobs mosazreba, TiTqos... xom xvdebiT? viRacebis qaliSvilebi da siZeebi igulisxmebiano. Tumca, TviTonve naxavT. Cven rom viciT, imazedac aris magar-magrebi. pirdapir adebs xels. gegonebaT, monawile Tu ara, momswre namdvilad aris yvela mkvlelobisao. nu maTqmevinebT yvelafers. TqvenTvisaa cudi, Torem me usasrulod SemiZlia vilaparako. ra haeria, RmerTo! visic ar unda iyos, mainc veravis davuTmob aqaurobas. SevTanxmdiT. aisodoras Semdeg Tqven iqnebiT. aki larisao?! larisa, aisodora da Tqven.

qalbaton aisodorasac Zveleburad eWira Tavi. anu, srulebiTac ar eCoTireboda Zveleburi siaxlove aw ukve gaTxovili qaliSvilis yofil sayvarelTan. mokled, Zveleburad keTil da gamgeb mSoblad darCeniliyo, oRond amjerad, wina wlebisagan gansxvavebiT, aSkarad bednier qalad mohqonda Tavi. qaliSvilis bednierebas iferebda da yvelanairad cdilobda, es uxilavi da mouxelTebeli grZnoba yvelasaTvis daenaxvebina, Tu SeiZleba ase iTqvas, sakuTari personis yvelaze gamosaCen adgilze gamoedga, rogorc sportsmenis dedas - romeliRac sapatio turnirSi Svilis mier mopovebuli jildo, oqros medali Tu vercxlis Tasi. magram, imave dros, TiTqos uflebamosili moziare ki ar iyo am bednierebisa, aramed am bednierebis mompovebeli da SvilisaTvis ki ara, TavisTvis, ris gamoc, aRaraferi hqonda saerTo (SeiZleba aRarc axsovda), mitovebuli (usafuZvlod uaryofili) colis uaRresad piradul, ganuyofel, ganuziarebel ubedurebasTan, riTac aseve mohqonda Tavi wina wlebSi. ase rom, qalbatoni aisodora Cveuli gulubryvilobiT Sehxaroda cxovrebas. isev siamovnebiT ynosavda nebismier xes, buCqsa Tu balaxs da isev yvelaferi yvavili egona, rac subtropikul zonaSi xarobda. TavisTavad cxadia, isev gamohqonda sasadilodan qaRaldis xelsaxocSi gaxveuli saWmlis narCenebic (ZiriTadad sxvis magidaze mogrovili) da deda terezas erT-erT qristesmier dasaviT, sakuTari xeliT aWmevda aqaur upatrono katebsa Tu Wirian ZaRlebs (sabednierod, ZaRlis Wiri adamianze ar gadadis, Torem aqamde aTasjer mospobda ZaRlis saxsenebels misi megobari adamiani), romlebic dReSi samjer, erTsa da imave dros, dabarebulebiviT ikribebodnen dasasvenebeli saxlis win, ganaRdebuli, daumadlebeli saWmlis molodinSi, magram ukve ise iyvnen gaqsuebulni, maTze mzrunveli adamianis xaTriT Wamdnen TiTqos saerTod, raTa danarCeni dro mSvidad, arxeinad sZinebodaT, mzis gulze dayrilebs, rogorc aucilebel da keTilsindisier monawileebs ZaRlTa gaadamianebisa Tu adamianTa gaZaRlebis uaRresad seriozuli procesisa. jer kidev am ramdenime wlis win, baltiispireTis romeliRac sazRvao kurortze (albaT dibultaSi - ZiriTadad iq dadian mweralTa da literatorTa ojaxebi), saTnoebisa da gulmowyalebis droebiTi, sezonuri, aisodorasnairi msaxurebis wyalobiT, aTasobiT da aTiaTasobiT gadamfreni ixvi daRupula erT RameSi - adamianur sikeTesa da nawyalobev nasufrals, upirveles yovlisa, cxoveluri punqtualobis grZnoba dauClungebia maTTvis da gafrenis dro gamoparviaT. RamiT ki, moulodnel (sinamdvileSi, sworedac rom mosalodnel) yinvas daukravs da erTianad mouSTia, gauqvavebia mTeli maTi modgma. zRvis zedapiri, napiridan horizontamde, uTavbolod motivtive, fexebgafSekili da frTebgafarCxuli gvamebiT yofila, Turme, mofenili.

magram qalbaton asoidoras yovelTvis gulwrfelad ukvirda mainc, ratom ar unda eWmia sabralo Wiriani ZaRlisTvis viRacis, Tundac (miT ufro) cnobili literatoris saWmlis monarCeni. "rom sdomeboda, xom ar datovebdao" - warbebs Wimavda qalbatoni asoidora da damcinavad, Semwynareblurad uRimoda misi Seuvali sibriyviT erTxel kideu uSedegod gacecxlebulsa da moTminebidan gamosul mopaeqres, romelsac TiTqos im viRacis, saWmlis damtoveblis, bedi awuxebda da ara sabralo cxovelebisa. magram, amjerad, qalbatoni asoidora gacilebiT seriozuli problemebiT iyo aRgznebul-aforiaqebuli. upirveles yovlisa, rasakvirvelia, Zalian ganicdida, marto rom hyavda "bavSvebi" datovebuli im "uvitamino CrdiloeTSi", roca aq TiTqmis tyuilubralod ixarjeboda cxovelmyofeli mzis amouwuravi siTbo da energia. dila-saRamos aucileblad unda Sexmianeboda Tavisianebs telefoniT da mere avelumsac dawvrilebiT uyveboda imaT ambavs - ras Wamdnen da ras svamdnen, sad dadiodnen, vis xvdebodnen, rodis wvebodnen da rodis dgebodnen. magram ZiriTadad mainc siZeze laparakobda avelumTan. sul imis qebaSi iyo. aRar icoda, ra sityvebiT Seemko, TiTqos avelumi iwunebda da rogorme unda gadaerwmunebina. rogorc iqna, Cvens saxlSic Semovida namdvili mamakacio; naTura ver gamogvecvala abazanaSio - eJRurtuleboda avelums da arc ukvirdeboda, Cveulebrivi utaqtoba rom iyo Svilis dRevandeli qmris qeba Svilis guSindel sayvarelTan. magram rasac ambobda, imitom ki ar ambobda, avelumis damcireba, avelumisTvis niSnis mogeba rom hqonda Cadebuli gunebaSi, viTom, Sen ver ivarge, Sen ver gamogvicvale abazanaSi naTura da karRiaSi, anda sulac sibneleSi gviwevda banaobao ubralod, darwmunebuli iyo, avelumsac esiamovneboda, Tuki maT ukaco ojaxSi marTla Sevidoda namdvili, Rirseuli mamakaci, romelsac, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, naTuris gamocvlac ecodineboda da saWiro adgilze lursmnis miWedebac. TiTqos avelumi misi qaliSvilis nasayvarlari ki ar iyo, aramed misi naqmrevi, da axla, miuxedavad oficialuri ganqorwinebisa, erTad sjidnen, erTad swyvetdnen saerTo Svilis beds, rogorc civilizebulsa da kulturul adamianebs ekadreba. kidev uaresi - TiTqos sonias, qmari ki ara, gaqceuli mamis magieri moeyvana Sin, gaqceuli mamis danatovari sicarielis amosavsebad da imasac, gaqceulis magiers, usaxelo cTomiliviT, Tundac mxolod mter-moyvaris dasanaxad, ganuwyvetliv unda etriala im sicarieleSi, vidre TandaTanobiT, isev ojaxs ar daemgvaneboda iqauroba da aseve TandaTanobiT ar moiwevdnen ojaxuri keTildReobis nayofs, anu, yvelafers, garda siyvarulisa, ufro sworad ki, yvelafers -siyvarulis, igive arafris sanacvlod. "siamovnebiT davlevdi yavas Tqveni nebarTviTo" - Zveleburad ambobda qalbatoni aisodora, Rvawlmosili, damsaxurebuli da Tavis damsaxurebaSi Rrmad darwmunebuli adamianis uSualobiT da isinic isev Zveleburad (oRond usoniod) isxdnen zRvis napirze, sayavis win, uzarmazar kunZebze da isev Zveleburad miirTmevdnen ugemur, saeWvo warmomavlobis yavasa da kidev ufro saeWvo warmomavlobis, egreT wodebul, "wvens".

zRvac Zveleburad laplapebda mzeze. Tumca, pirsidan Tu CaxedavdiT, gulmuceli amovsebuli hqonda aTasnairi sibinZuriT. lurji da wiTeli meduzebis nacvlad, axla celofanis parkebis uTvalavi jogebi irweodnen mis moyavisfromomwvano wiaRSi. rasakvirvelia, arc avelumis aivanze igrZnoboda raime arsebiTi cvlileba. plastmasis mrgval magidaze Zveleburad ido gaWrili, danaCasobili sazamTro, romelsac Zveleburad exveodnen sibrazisgan fexebdagrZelebuli, germanuli droSis feri krazanebi; Suamde dayvanil boTlSic Zveleburad bzinavda Txevadi cecxli da rkinis rikulebs Sorisac Zveleburad TrTodnen ablabudis nafleTebi, buzebis ZvelisZvel gvamebianad. iqaurobas sonia aklda mxolod. ki ar aklda, yvelaze metad, aq, am aivanze igrZnoboda, sonia rom aRar arsebobda, gamqraliyo, gardaqmniliyo drois Sesaferisad. yovel SemTxvevaSi, yvelaferi, rac ase Tu ise ukavSirdeboda mis saxels, ukve mogonebad qceuliyo da aRarasodes ganmeordeboda. ukidures SemTxvevaSi, mxolod avelums SeeZlo misi mkvdreTiT aRdgena, misi gamoxmoba maxsovrobis mRvimeebidan da asedac iqceoda, ramdenadac es iyo misi mizani warsulSi Sebruneba - xolo warsulSi Sesasvleli gza soniaTi iwyeboda da avelumic iseTive zogadi, daukonkretebeli mRelvarebiT ixsenebda soniasTan gatarebul cxovrebas, rogoriTac mzeze alaplapebul zRvas gadascqeroda Tavisi aivnidan. ase rom, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, isev erTad iyvnen isini da xan Semodgomis mzes eficxebodnen gaWyletili yurZnis suniTa da mTvrali futkrebis bzuiliT gabruebul napirze, xan ki, imave napiridan zamTris mzeze gabrwyinebul delfinebs uyurebdnen da advilad wasaSlel kvals tovebdnen subtropikul Tovlze, vidre gacelqebuli delfinebi uzarmazari Savi borblebiviT brunavdnen aqoTqoTebul wyalSi, napiris gaswvriv, TiTqmis iqve, erTi xelis gawvdenaze... magram is sxva sonia iyo - avelumiseuli, xsovnismieri, ucvleli - da araferi esaqmeboda gamqralTan, gardaqmnilTan, romelic "uvitamino CrdiloeTSi" sakuTar qmarTan imyofeboda axla, sakuTar ojaxSi da, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, arc araferi esaqmeboda aq. is sonia ukve ganTavisuflebuliyo avelumisgan, oRond, yurmoWrili monis meSveobiT moepovebina Tavisufleba, rac sakuTari monuri bunebis gamomJRavnebaa da meti araferi, magram es srulebiTac ar SeuSlida momavalSi xels, kmayofili yofiliyo cxovrebiT, ramdenadac cxovrebiT kmayofilebac monaTa xvedria. sonias albaT Tavidanve gansxvavebuli warmodgena hqonda Tavisuflebaze, magram avelumisa ar iyos, isic yovelTvis mTeli arsebiT ibrZoda mis mosapoveblad. ufro naTlad rom vTqvaT, avelumis siyvaruli igive Tavisufleba iyo misTvis da, marTlac, Tvalsa da xels Sua icvleboda yoveldRiurad, sul ufro metad da metad eufleboda sakuTari Tavisadmi pativiscemis grZnoba, anu, isev Turqulad fexmorTxmuli ki ijda xolme zRvis piras, cxel silaze, da calTvalmoWutuli, cxvirSeWmuxnuli amoscqeroda avelums laparakisas, magram Zveleburad, mtacebeli cxoveliviT, ganuwyvetliv aRar hqonda kbilebi dakreWili saRrenad, saCxubrad, gamosanTebad, sul erTia, misi toli, umiznod mizandasaxuli gogoebi Caivlidnen gverdiT, pirSi sigaretgarWobilni da agdebulad momRimarni, Tu misi toli biWebi, utifari gulgrilobiTa da mozeime sevdiT gamomziralni. soniac imaTi CamonaWeri iyo, magram misda uneburad, misTvisac moulodnelad, ukve gamocalkevebuliyo imaTgan (upirveles yovlisa, sakuTari Rirsebis SegrZnebiT). arada, jer kidev guSin, erT-erTi uerTgulesi da umorCilesi wevri gaxldaT im inteleqtualuri jogisa, romelsac ararsebuli qmris magivrobis gawevac SeeZlo misTvis da gaqceuli mamisac; romelsac iq uTendeboda, sadac uRamdeboda da, cxovrebas daxarbebuli, pirvel rigSi, cxovrebas Telavda fexqveS (ra Tqma unda, Seugneblad); garTobas monatrebuli, araferi gamomrCeso, oflad gaRvrili, qancgawyvetili, enagadmogdebuli daZrwoda aqeT-iqiT, litfondsa da korpusebs Soris, ZiriTadad ucxoeli loTi turistebisgan

SeZenili maisurebiT, SortebiT, lifebiT, flostebiT, mzis SliapebiTa da mzis saTvaleebiT morTul-mokazmuli; bunebasTan dabrunebis mowadines, Canacrebuli koconebi, Ria fexsadgilebi, nagvis zvinebi da Tevzis konservis amZaRebuli suni rCeboda gzadagza. soniac im jogis nawili iyo jer kidev guSin. imas ekuTvnoda da Seefereboda kidec, asakiTac, bunebiTac, msoflmxedvelobiTac, magram moulodneli cvlilebebis gamo (plus avelumis sijiute), ukve SeeZlo jogis SuagulSic calke, damoukidebel arsebad aReqva Tavi da, rac mTavaria, ara rogorc farTo moxmarebisa, aramed uaRresad kerZo, uaRresac piraduli fiqris, miznis, miswrafebis, aRtacebisa Tu TanagrZnobis aRmZvrel sagans. aseTi ram arasodes ganecada iqamde da, SeiZleba iTqvas, saerTod ucxo xili iyo es misTvis, rasac arc TviTon malavda. "qali rom var, Sen Semagnebine pirvelado - gamoutyda avelums - pirvelad Rvino rom damisxi, ise gamikvirda, ise gamixarda, ise davibeni, erTi piroba, momerida kidec Wiqis xelSi aReba, radgan iqamde, Rvinos damisxamdnen ki ara, boTlsac me maxsnevinebdnen da konservsaco". axla ki Tavad eSovna "boTlisa da konservis gamxsneli" da, yofili mona, monaTmflobelad qceuliyo. etyoba, avelumis siyvarulma mainc ver gamoiRo sasurveli Sedegi da manqanis gacveTili, gadagdebuli saburaviviT, rogorc ityvian, wyals mihqonda, dro-Jamis zvirTebs mihyveboda valmoxdili, bolomde gamoyenebuli, amowuruli... wamosvlis dRes, TiTqmis uTenia gavida zRvaze. wyalSi Casvla, maincdamainc, ar undoda, magram - iqneb guneba gamomikeTdeso - mainc gamoayola xels sacurao trusebi. mavTulis Robeebi, bilikis orive mxares, Zlivs akavebdnen nestiansa da msuye simwvanes. bilikis betonis filebze jer kidev ido nami. aqa-iq lokokinis vercxlisferi kvalic bzinavda. erT lokokinas zed bilikze dasTeneboda da avelumma, cotas morCa, fexi daadga. "Zalian sworad viqcevi, parizSi rom mivdivaro" - iqezebda Tavs, radgan im wuTas arsad ar undoda wasvla. magram arc aq yofna SeeZlo. albaT, isev gamouZinari rom iyo, imitom. SeiZleba, Tavisi orbunebianobis gamoc. uZilobisgan Tvalebi CaswiTleboda. nela, uxalisod Cauara bilikis gaswvriv Carigebul cariel skamebs, lerwmis "xeivanic" gaiara da gasaxdel kabinaSi Sevida. kabinaSi dasorsolebuli, sisxliani bamba egdo da saswrafod aarida Tvali. "dauokebelia Crdiloeli qalebis swrafva zRviskeno" - gaifiqra amrezilma.

Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, arc Camosul qalebs gaemtyunebodaT amgvari daudevroba: menstruacia, aqac da iqac, yovel Tve eqnebodaT, erTsa da imave dros, zRvis sagzurs ki weliwadSi erTxel Tu iSovnidnen, isic im SemTxvevaSi, Tuki Sin, sagzurebis ganawilebisas, umal zRvis moZule, vidre moyvaruli da amitomac zRvis moyvarulTa gamwarebis mowadine romelime egnate ar wamouxtebodaT saerTo krebaze da muSts ar daubraxunebdaT magidaze - bolos da bolos, ras gavs es, Zvirfaso amxanageboo - imitom ki ara, Tavad rom Caegdo sagzuri xelSi... rogor gekadrebaT! es ram gafiqrebinaT?! RmerTma daifaros! mterma gaZlos ocdaaTi dRe velur qarTvelebTan (ocdaoTxi, ignat ignatiC). Tundac ocdaoTxi iyos. aqac ukve beberebi gauCines Tvalebze. ignat ignatiCs mxolod samarTlianoba alaparakebs. misi coli jer masac ar danaxvebia titveli da raRa am sibereSi gauwyreba RmerTi, raRa axla wamoixdis kabas qveynis dasanaxad?! Tumca, arc esaa gamoricxuli. arsebobs mosazreba, TiTqos rus qalebs gansakuTrebiT moswondeT qarTveli kacebi da TqvenTvisac ajobebs, Tu ar aTqmevinebT, rogor iqcevian isini (rusi qalebi) iq, samxreTSi, Ria bordelSi... magram samarTlianobac arsebobs am qveyanaze. marTalia, Zveli aRaraferi moswonT, magram adre, revoluciamde, mxolod Rirseuli, ese igi, an sisxliT, an niWiT, an wodebiTa da an SeZlebiT gamorCeuli xalxi sargeblobda amgvari pativiT da yvelani Seguebulni iyvnen am ambavs. dRes ki ra gamodis?! aba, daakvirdiT. egnatesnair ganavalsac SeuZlia isargeblos nebismieri privilegiiT. Tumca, ara! nuras ukacravad! marto egnatoba ar yofnis am saqmes. im SemTxvevaSi isargeblebs egnate, sxvebze eSmaki Tua da winaswar icis, rodis romel unitazSi moadinos tyapani. amitom, isev da isev samarTlianobis gulisTvis, wels isa da misi bebruxana wavlen zRvaze da ara isev qsenia evgenievna. Tumca, qsenia evgenievnas piradad did pativs scems, rogorc erT-erT saukeTeso redaqtors - misi damuSavebuli teqsti SegiZliaT Tamamad gauSvaT nebismier stambaSi - magram es sxva sakiTxia da araviTari kavSiri ara aqvs biWvinTis mweralTa dasasvenebel saxlTan, sadac wels, mokvdeba da aucileblad wava, gindac qsenia evgenievnam saTiTaod, Rera-Rera daiglijos Tma, xolo mas da mis meuRles stumarTmoyvare aborigenebma sufris kovziT atenon pirSi ajika da ZabriT asxan WaWis arayi. ai, ase! gTxovT, oqmSi SeitanoT Cemi nalaparakevi da ase Semdeg, da ase Semdeg... mokled, ise ar esiamovna avelums im sisxliani bambis danaxva (romelic, advili SesaZlebelia, marTlac qsenia evgenievnas datovebuli yofiliyo), Sexsnili qamari xelaxla Seikra, sabanao trusebic isev jibeSi Caitena da kabinidan gamovida. sonia ukve zRvaSi iyo. dilis namiT jer kidev svelsa da cariel pliaJze marto misi rezinis flostebi eyara (rogorc marilSi gamoyvanili da sibrtyeze gaWrili Tevzis orive naxevari), marto misi sarafani egdo da avelums, ratomRac, isev Seecoda sonia. sonia ki tivtivamde micurebuliyo ukve da iqidan uqnevda xels - wyalburTeliviT, lamazad amoeSvira wylidan grZeli, qaTqaTa mklavi. avelumi, Cveulebisamebr, jibeebSi xelebCawyobili idga zRvis napiras da warbebSeWmuxnuli gahyurebda zRvas. saxeze bubuniT exeoda susxiani, magram ukve siTbogareuli niavi. sasuleSic zRvis niaviviT uRitinebda am Cvenebisgan aRZruli sixarulisa Tu sinanulis gaorebuli grZnoba, Tumca, ar icoda da arc cdilobda gaerkvia, ra uxaroda, an ra enaneboda im wuTas. ubralod, zRvis napirze idga, jibeebSi xelebCawyobili gahyurebda zRvas da mTel dedamiwaze marto man icoda, sonia rom iyo zRvis ukacur zedapirze Savad mbzinavi erTaderTi patara laqa.

meore dRes ukve Tbilisidan daureka sonias da roca is dafeTebuli movarda telefonTan (albaT deda egona da, etyoba, erTi suli hqonda rodis Seityobda misgan biWvinTis axal ambebs), mSvidad uTxra: marTali xar, kargad moiqeci, rom gaTxovdio. parizSi, rasakvirvelia, moskovidan gafrinda - satusaRos mTavari da yvelaze "iwro" karibWis gavliT. masze rom yofiliyo damokidebuli, erTi aeroportidan (vnukovodan) pirdapir meore aeroportSi (Seremetievoze) wavidoda, magram erTiori dRe mainc mouwia iq gaCereba - safrangeTis saelCosTan imodena rigi daxvda, gulze Semoeyara - vidre vizis saqmes moagvarebda, Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, TviTmfrinavis Zlivs naSovni bileTic dasabrunebeli gaxdomoda. ase rom, verc amjerad Seityo, rodis SeiTria, rodis Seisruta, rodis Seiwova didi qalaqis bnelma wiaRma (risic Zalian eSinoda) da rodis minebda Tavad aqauri cxovrebis "wyalqveSa dinebebs" (rac srulebiTac ar iyo masze damokidebuli). saelCodan mobrunebuls, sastumros restoranSi, sadac adre, sastumroSi macxovrebelTa karidan Semosuls, klientebis Tvals mofarebuli oficiantebi Tavaziani RimiliT aedevnebodnen xolme, rogorc qaTmebi - sakenkiT xeldamZimebul patrons, iseTi "antrikoti" aWames axla, ZaRls ar eWmeoda da isic iZulebuli Seiqna, isev sasmels misZaleboda. magram adgilobriv qarxanaSi adgilobrivi teqnologiiT Camosxmuli "vazisubani" (sxva araviTari sasmeli ar iSoveboda stadionisxela restoranSi), aSkarad ar gamodgeboda simartovis megobrad gunebas ki ar ukeTebda, ki ar amxnevebda, rogorc keTilSobil sasmels moeTxoveba saerTod, aognebda, aClungebda arasworad miRebuli wamaliviT. mokled, sadilic moTavda da vaxSamic, is ki mainc jiutad erkineboda mJave, wyalwyala sasmels, kidev ufro daTrgunuli da dayruebuli, sayelogaReRili, mklavebdakapiwebuli orkestris moulodneli gamoxdomebiT. oficiantebis axalma brigadam yvelaferi TvliT Caibara Zvelisagan - magidac, skamic, TefSic, Wiqac, dana-Cangalic, samarilec, sapilpilec, samdogvec, saferflec - da mxolod misi gadabareba gajanjlda ratomRac - "gavides da Tavidan Semovideso" - uazrod aiCema axalma oficiantma da ise axlos miitana es ambavi gulTan, wyalic ki daalevines dasamSvideblad. magram, etyoba, TviTonac ar icoda (ver ambobda), ratom iCenda amgvar principulobas. avelumi ki yursac ar ibertyavda, ucxoeliviT ijda (ucxoeTis pasporti edo jibeSi) da, gegonebodaT, arc esmis da arc ainteresebs ra xdeba mis garSemoo. oficianti, ra Tqma unda, ecodeboda da ukve isic icoda, dadgenilze mets rom dautovebda "momsaxurebaSi", magram TanagrZnobiT mainc ver imsWvaleboda mis mimarT, isev da isev, misi ugunuri, uazro principulobis gamo.

saerTod, rogorc avelumi dahkvirvebia, moskoveli wvrilfexa mosamsaxureebis sakmaod didi nawili TiTqos valdebulad Tvlis Tavs, rac SeiZleba umokles droSi Seajavros Camosul kacs Tavisi qalaqi, riTac fulTan erTad, garkveul siamovnebasac iRebs Tavad. arada, TiTqos piriqiT unda iqceodes, ramdenadac misi Semosavlis wyaro ZiriTadad Camosuli xalxia da sakmaod kargadac cxovrobs maTi wyalobiT. magram es, erTi SexedviT, TiTqos araswori saqcieli, mxolod briyvisTvis da saqmeSi Rrmad Cauxedavi kacisTvis SeiZleba iyos araswori saqcieli; anda imaTTvis, visac sabWouri imperia mxolod ambad gaugia. sabWour imperiaSi mxolod dauwereli kanonebi moqmedeben da am kanonTa Semqmnelica da aRmasrulebelic Tavad sabWoTa xalxia. xolo, raki dauwereli kanonis ZaliT, imperiis yvela moqalaqe valdebulia, adre Tu gvian, piradad igemos "moskovuri siameni", Zalauneburad da savsebiT samarTlianadac, yvelaferi am erT qalaqSia Tavmoyrili, rac ki adamians SeiZleba rodisme dasWirdes, kvebis produqti iqneba es, samrewvelo saqoneli Tu sulieri sazrdo. amitom, buasili gawuxebs Tu uTeatroba, keTili inebe da xarjic gaiRe, anu meti gadaixade, vidre Sin gadaixdidi, Tuki Sin geyoleboda buasilis eqimica da saxelovani, xelisuflebisgan dafasebuli xelovanic. ase rom, aqauri mosamsaxure personalis utifroba da uxiagoba ki ar afrTxobs klients (sxvagan sad wava?!), aramed kidev ufro zrdis mis "wveladobas". imperiis sxvadasxva kuTxidan CamosulTaTvis aq gansakuTrebuli tarific ki arsebobs, sadac mecnieruli sizustiT, ara marto ama Tu im kuTxis ekonomiuri mdgomareobaa gaTvaliswinebuli, aramed iqaurebis kulturul-zneobrivi monacemebic. magaliTad, am tarifis mixedviT, yvelaze Zviri qarTvels ujdeba moskovSi cxovreba, ramdenadac aqauri momsaxure personalis (da ara marto maTi) TvalsazrisiT, qarTveli araTu sxvaze mdidaria (Rvino, Cai, citrusi), aramed sxvaze sulelic. magram raki amdeni ici da mainc Camodixar am qalaqSi (Tundac iZulebiT), aRarc Civilsa aqvs azri. bolos isev metrdotelma Caawynara yvelaferi. "rac SekveTili aqvs, gvinda-ar gvinda, unda movutanoT, axali SekveTa ki, SegiZlia, ar miiRoo" - situaciac ganumarta da samoqmedo gegmac dausaxa marTla qaTamiviT dabneulsa da aforiaqebul qveSevrdoms. axali daxveuli Tma ucxo sxeuliviT edo Tavze da, TiTqos amis gamo, laparakisas, mxolod vertikalurad amoZravebda Tavs, saTamaSo budasaviT.

amis mere isev rom gamoerkva avelumi, ukve taqsSi ijda, sruliad marto, da aSkarad mZRols elodeboda, Tumca ar icoda, aRar axsovda, rodis an ra saqmeze gadasuliyo is manqanidan. mricxveli ki CarTuli daetovebina, radgan avelumi, vidre sabolood gamoerkveoda, Rrmad iyo darwmunebuli, daqanculi Tu dasicxuli ZaRli qaqanebs Cems fexebTano. sabednierod, mZRoli male dabrunda. vidre kars Semoiketavda, iqamde Caugdo avelums kalTaSi kriala, mZimed grili boTli da hkiTxa: axla saiTo. avelumsac es ainteresebda swored, ar icoda, saidan mosuliyo aq, an saiT apirebda aqedan wasvlas. "erTs vambobT da meores vakeTebTo" - uTxra ufro sakuTar Tavs, vidre mZRols da manqanidan gadmovida. undoda, fulTan erTad, boTlic daetovebina mZRolisTvis, magram bolo wuTas, ratomRac, moerida. gamonelebuli sasmelisgan Tavi uskdeboda. pirSi saSrobi qaRaldi hqonda TiTqos Cafenili. aryis boTli kidev ufro umZafrebda am mtanjvel SegrZnebas, da mainc, usaqmuri da udardeli kaciviT, alalbedze miuyveboda ukacur quCas, anda prospeqts, romelic Tavisuflad SeiZleboda leninisac yofiliyo da kutuzovisac. isic Zneli gasarkvevi iyo, Tendeboda Tu Ramdeboda. magram avelumisTvis arc amas hqonda raime mniSvneloba, erTi ylupi wyali undoda mxolod da morCilad, moTminebiT miyveboda brma gumans, vidre marTla ar gadaawyda miwisqveSa sapirfareSos. kibe swrafad Cairbina da ramdenjerme zedized gamoirecxa piri. sapirfareSos meTvalyure dedabers rezinis Ceqmebi ecva, rezinisave winsafari ekeTa bambaziis xalaTze da mowyenili ijda patara magidasTan, romelzedac saeWvo sisufTavis, oTxkuTxa naWris xelsaxocebis dasta ido da xurda fuli eyara. TiTqos ki ar msaxurobda aq, Tavs afarebda, avelumisTana gzaabneul gamkiTxavTa molodinSi. avelumma sammaneTiani daagdo magidaze, xelebi ki sakuTari cxvirsaxociT SeimSrala. "didi madlobeli varo" - Tqva dedaberma da sammaneTiani rezinis winsafris qveS Seacura. avelumi ukve sanaxevrod asuli iyo kibeze, magram ukanve Camobrunda da aryis boTli magidis kideze Camodga. mokled, moskovSi gatarebuli ori dRis Semdeg, avelums ukve enatreboda Tavisi marad tanjuli, RmerTisganac da kacisganac abuCad agdebuli qalaqi, magram jer ver dabrundeboda Sin, jer wesierad arc iyo wasuli, jer kedels aqeT idga isev da vidre sabolood gaaRwevda aqedan, erTxel kidev unda gaeZlo axalgazrda damwyebi Cekistis gamWoli mzerisTvis, SuSis jixurSi rom CaesvaT homo sapiensis iSviaT saxeobasaviT, da sxartad, Seuferxeblad epasuxa imis SekiTxvebze, eRiarebina, gnebavT, daedasturebina Tavisi vinaoba, adgilsamyoflis zusti misamarTi, ra mizniT (ra uflebiT) tovebda cixes da sad (ufro ki ratom) midioda ukeTes adgilas. raRa kosmiuri xomaldidan kosmonavtis gasvla sivrceSi da raRa sabWoeTidan rigiTi sabWoelisa - sazRvargareT. magram orives SeuZlia mSvidad iyos, kosmonavtsac da rigiT sabWoelsac, radgan orive saimedo trosiTaa gamobmuli mSobliur ideologias da rogorc ar unda gaabruos, gaabriyvos sivrcis usasrulobam, ukan dabruneba orives garantirebuli aqvs, cocxali Tu mkvdari, erTi mainc Tavis xomalds, meore ki Tavis ojaxs daubrundeba... saerTaSoriso aeroportis gaidumalebulma facafucma Soreuli axalgazrdoba gaaxsena - aq xvdeboda fransuazas - Tumca maSindeli aeroporti axlandelis erT kuTxeSic moTavsdeboda mTlianad. magram mainc sadRac aq, am sivrceSi Relavda da itanjeboda xolme fransuazas molodinSi. mwarec bevri axsovs da tkbilic. sadRac aq gaimarTa misi da kolia-klodis "duelic". erTi wamiT, TvalnaTliv dainaxa kidec, rogor sxedan isa da kolia-klodi patara magidasTan erTmaneTis pirispir da TiTqos mis gasaRizianeblad, rogor lokavs kolia-klodis wiTeli ena kovzis vercxlisfer mucels. magram axla mogonebebis dro aRar iyo - jer mSvidobianad unda gaeRwia aqedan da isic, gulafrialebuli, ybadaZabuli daiZra ukanaskneli mijnisken...

da ai, TvaldaxuWuli miwolila TviTmfrinavis savarZelze. ver gaigebT, sZinavs Tu, TanamgzavrTa dasanaxad, Tavs imZinarebs. esec Tavdacvis erTgvari xerxia, SeiZleba gulubryvilo, magram sakmaod efeqturi: xom xedavT, mZinavs. xoda, keTili inebeT da, nurc SemexebiT, nurc rames mkiTxavT. gaZeliT rogorme uCemod, erTi-ori saaTi mainc. gazeTebi Tu gnebavT (uceb gardaqmnili, ZaliT gadaxalisebuli, saxelgadarqmeuli, magram mainc Zveleburad sainteresod uintereso gazeTebi), SegiZliaT daukiTxavad amoiRoT savarZlis badidan. miT ufro rom, es Cemi ar aris. mec aq damxvda. magram, Tqvengan gansxvavebiT, me maTi gadafurcvlis survilic ar gamCenia. ori saaTiTac rom mowydes kaci miwas, esec didi ambavia Cvens droSi, esec raRacas niSnavs, raRacas ki ara, bevrs niSnavs, Zalian bevrs. bolos da bolos, SeiZleba romelime ubedurebas mainc gadarCe - an miwisZvras, an wyaldidobas, an qariSxals, mewyers, xanZars, gaZarcvas, gaupatiurebas, motacebas, mkvlelobas, ajanyebas, revolucias, oms - rac cvalebadi TanmimdevrobiT, anda sulac erTdroulad xdeba miwaze yovel or saaTSi. magram, samwuxarod, yvelaferi miwieri caSic inarCunebs Zalasa da uflebas. is ki ara, albaT kidev ufro mZafri, ufro sagrZnobi, ufro xelSesaxebi, anu, kidev ufro Seni xdeba, maincdamainc, Seni, Sens gamo da Seni gulisTvis gaCenili, Seqmnili, Cadenili, momxdari. Tuki miwaze cota xniT mainc moityuebdi Tavs, es me ar mexebao, caSi verafriT ver SesZleb igives - caSi yvelaferi Sen gexeba, maincdamainc, Sen, radgan caSi miwac saerToa, ganuyofeli da sadac ar unda dajdes Seni TviTmfrinavi, vis kuTvnil teritoriazec ar unda daezanyos ukana borbliT, mainc erTnairad mogefoneba guls. caSi isic Seni sadardelia, rasac miwaze araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs SenTvis. magaliTad, ratom ar qreba amdenxans eleqtrotablo - no smoking. kurit zapreSaetsa - ki magram, rodemde? gana naxevari saaTi ar gavida, rac avfrindiT?! aseve gainteresebs, ratom gamovida kabinidan erT-erTi mfrinavi da ratom gaixeda iluminatorSi. Zravis xmas TiTqos arauSavs. es ZagZagic Rrublebis bralia mxolod. stiuardesebi ki albaT sadilisTvis emzadebian da imitom ar Canan. sazRvargareTis reisebze sadils albaT jer kidev arigeben. marto sabWoelebi xom ar sxedan TviTmfrinavSi?! avelums erTi mfrinavis norma Sesrulebuli aqvs, naxevari sicocxle caSia gamokiduli. ra ar Sexvedria, ra ar gadaxdenia Tavs, akrZaluli bednierebis Sesaxvedrad gafrenils. bunebaSi ar arsebobda misi gamCerebeli Zala. axla ki akrZaluli bednierebis molodini autanel tkivilad qcevia, sadRac, guliskovzTan gasCxeria da ukve gzamoWrili, ukve liTonis uzarmazar mfrinav sxeulSi Camwyvdeuli, mxolod da mxolod, mouSorebeli, avi winaTgrZnobis dasanaxad, aTasnairad atrialebs gunebaSi Tavissave Sekowiwebul imeds, aTamaSebs sakuTari nasunTqiT gaberili buStiviT uwonos, ufesvos, usafuZvlos - yvelaferi kargad iqneba! marTalia, Tavisufal samyaroSi pirvelad ar gadioda, ufro sworad, meored gadioda ukve, magram axla ufro Relavda, vidre pirvelad. SeiZleba iTqvas, araferi hqonda saerTo mis amJamindel mRelvarebas pirvel mRelvarebasTan. pirveli mRelvareba bunebrivi iyo da, amdenad, asatanic, gasagebic, misaRebic. rasakvirvelia, isic aTasnairi fiqris, eWvis, varaudis, imedis, grZnobis nazavs warmoadgenda, magram yvelaze didi adgili am nazavSi mainc cnobismoyvareobas eWira - ainteresebda, saidan gamorboda fransuaza masTan, sad ver Zlebda uimisod, sad iSva, sad izrdeboda misi ukanono Svili, rogor gamoiyureboda sinamdvileSi da bolos, rogor Sexvdebodnen erTmaneTs isini - ukanononi. es iyo maSin mTavari safiqralica da sawuxaric, magram axla, Tuki samyaro marTla apirebda gardaqmnas, Tanac ukeTesobisken, bevri ram, rac avelumis cxovrebas azrsa da mniSvnelobas aniWebda, xolo Tavad avelums wamebulis SaravandedSi xvevda, SeiZleboda, sul sxva saxiT warmoCeniliyo uceb (Tu ukve ar iyo warmoCenili). magaliTad, Tuki adre ukanono Svilis arcnoba, araRiareba iZulebiT gadadgmul nabijad,

politikuri mosazrebiT ganpirobebul saqcielad aRiqmeboda misganac da am sakiTxiT dainteresebuli xalxisganac, ramdenadac cnoba da aRiareba erTnairad saxifaTo iyo, rogorc ukanono mamisTvis (ucxoelebTan naTesaoba), iseve ukanono SvilisTvisac (sabWoelebTan naTesaoba), axla Cveulebriv salaxanobad Tu ara, zneobriv silaCred namdvilad CaiTvleboda da, pirvel rigSi, misganve. Tumca, meore mxriv, gardaqmnis, ganaxlebis sanatreli niavis pirvelsave wamoqrolvaze, ise iolad gacamtverda avelumis nafiqralica da namoRvawaric, rasac wlebis ganmavlobaSi sakuTari RviZliT kvebavda simartovis kldeze mijaWvuli, araTu ukanonom, kanonierma Svilmac aRar indoma misi mamoba, roca jer kidev guSin, aRorZinebuli, galaRebuli monobis Jams, araferi eguleboda ufro sando da saimedo, Rirsebisa da meobis SesanarCuneblad; ara marto moswonda amiT Tavi, aramed uflebasac aZlevda Tavs, kriWaSi Casdgomoda cxovrebas, kuTxeSi ki ar mjdariyo iatakze, sapyariviT, aramed sxvaTa umweoba, sxvaTa uZlureba daegmo da Seerisxa. moulodnelad icvalnen droni da Tundac marto amitom, gasarkvevic bevri iyo da asaRelvebelic. isic ikvlevda da Relavda, savarZlis sazurgeze miwolili da mZinaresaviT TvaldaxuWuli.

cxovelebsa da frinvelebs "siyvarulis" Jami rom daudgebaT, iseT gniass da aliaqoTs astexen xolme, meored mosvla egoneba kacs. aris erTi kriaxi, ymuili, frTebis baTquni da kbilTa RrWiali, ramdenadac isinic bunebis gaCenilni arian da uerTmaneTod gaZleba ar SeuZliaT. magram imave bunebisgan gamoyolili "sazrianoba" aiZulebT (Cvengan, adamianebisgan gansxvavebiT), ufro TavSekavebulni iyvnen da sanam vnebas miecemodnen, iqamde gaarkvion, ramdenad mizanSewonili iqneba maTi erT bunagSi, anda erT budeSi cxovreba. es winaswari "gacnoba" xSirad kraxiT mTavrdeba da mamlis daJinebul Zaxilze mofrenili dedali, an xvadis ymuilze moZunZulebuli Zukna, ukanve gabrundeba xolme, uarafrod, raki undobloba gadaulaxavi rCeba, raki orive rwmundeba, erTmaneTs "ver Seewyobian", ar gamoadgebian "cxovrebis Tanamgzavrad" da isedac xanmokle cxovrebis gamwarebas, gauTavebel Rrenasa da Cxavils, amjobineben Tavidanve ar SeuRldnen, vidre mere daitanjon. adamianebs ki piriqiT emarTebaT: daufiqreblad nebdebian vnebas da mere aTasnairi tkivilis, Seuracxyofis, gaWirvebis, eldisa da SiSis gadatana uxdebaT daufiqreblad Seqmnilis SesanarCuneblad anda mosaSoreblad, gadasarCenad anda dasaRupad. ufro sworad, mogvianebiT, dagvianebiT cdiloben ganusjelad Cadenilis gansjas, anu, axla ukve gonebas ayeneben gulze maRla, riTac, mxolod da mxolod, borotebas sCadian, rogorc sakuTari Tavis, iseve gangebis ZaliT maTTan dawyvilebuli meore adamianis mimarT. gansja, igive "sazrianoba", marTalia, xels uwyobs nebismier cocxal arsebas da maT Soris adamiansac, keTilsindisierad aRasrulos bunebisgan dakisrebuli movaleoba - Seqmnas msgavsi - magram adamians, pirvel rigSi, siyvaruls ukrZalavs da aiZulebs yvelanairad daupirispirdes sulierTa samyaroSi mis gamosarCev grZnobas, misi gansakuTrebulobis gvirgvins, ramdenadac, Tuki rames avaldebulebs siyvaruli mas, mxolod da mxolod, sakuTari pirovnebis Seqmnas, da Tuki rameSi exmareba, mxolod da mxolod, sakuTari saxis gamoZerwvaSi. ase rom, avelumisa da fransuazas es Sexvedra (Tuki, ra Tqma unda, TviTmfrinavi mSvidobiT daubrundeboda miwas), SeiZleboda, wina Sexvedrebis erTgvarad Semajamebeli Sexvedrac yofiliyo da, rac mTavaria, imis dadasturebac, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, oriveni isev safuZvlianad rom ekidnen siyvarulis kauWze da kvlavac mzad iyvnen, mTeli qveynis dasanaxad efarTxalaT ase, albaT sulis amoxdomamdec, Tuki, rasakvirvelia, ufro sazriani ar gaxdeboda iqamde erTerTi maTgani mainc, vTqvaT, turis anda yanCis msgavsad, da ar Seecdeboda kauWis moSorebas, Tundac sakuTari xorcis sisxliani nafleTebis fasad, kauWs rom unda Seatovos ganTavisuflebis SemTxvevaSi, rac, samwuxarod, TiTqmis garduvali, dakanonebuli dasasrulia im diadi grZnobisa, romliTac adamiani gamoirCeva yvela sxva sulieri arsebisgan da romelic yvela sxva sulier arsebaze "dabla" ayenebs mas swored am grZnobis arapraqtikulobis gamo. - cudad xom ara xarT? - hkiTxa uceb stiuardesam. - cudad?! - daaWyita Tvalebi avelumma - ratom unda viyo cudad? - mogonili gaocebiT Seubruna kiTxva gulisxmier stiuardesas.

cudad rom iyo, TviTonac icoda, magram aRar axsovda - saerTaSoriso aeroportis daZabulobam da nerviulobam daaviwya. ra Tqma unda, cudad iyo. guSindlidan verafers ylapavda, Caisa da mineraluri wylis mets. guSin, sadilze, Caido Tu ara pirSi lukma, maSinve igrZno, maSinve mixvda, ver Caylapavda. gakvirvebuli, Semcbari da uaresad agangaSebuli, amaod acodvilebda lukmas, verc Caeylapa da verc gamoeRo piridan - magidasTan, mis garda, kidev samni isxdnen da Tanac misTvis sruliad ucnobi adamianebi daZabuli ijda da, Sublze simwris oflgadamskdari, undilad icoxneboda, bagaze dabmul ZroxasaviT. bolos, sxva rom veraferi moifiqra ukeTesi, jibidan cxvirsaxoci amoiRo da ise aifara pirze, viTom cxviric moexoca da eniT gadmogdebuli lukmac sxvaTa SeumCnevlad gaexvia Sig. cxvirsaxoci, lukmianad, jibeSi rom Caabruna, mereRa damSvidda cotaTi. samagierod, misma barZayma usiamod igrZno maSinve, rogor gamoJona qsovilSi lukmis sisvelem. restornidan pirdapir sastumros eqims miaSura da imis damsaxurebacaa, Sin rom ar dabrunda, mainc rom gabeda amxela gzaze wamosvla saylapavgadaketilma. sastumros eqimma yavis finjnidan amoRebuli kovzi mTeli ZaliT daaWira enaze da magidis naTura CaanaTa xaxaSi. is ki, margalitis mosapoveblad fskerze CaSvebuli veluriviT, jiutad ikavebda sunTqvas da TvaldaWyetili, enagadmogdebuli, sakuTar barZayebs frCxilebiT Cafrenili, SiSiT elodeboda wamozidebas. bedad, swored am dros, derefanSi, eqimis kabinetis win, qarTvelebma Caiares. etyoba, deda-Svili iyo, Tumca, marto qali laparakobda: "amisTvis gamogiSviT, nena, moskovSi? qurdobas iqac iswavlidi, nena". sastumros eqimma kovzi isev yavis daclil finjanSi Caagdo, magidis naTura magidaze daabruna, xelebi gaiferTxa da Tqva: laringologi ara var, magram sanaZleos dagideb, araferi gWirs, qronikuli kataris metio. - buxris miliviT gaqvs yeli. etyoba, bevrs ewevi - gaicina ugulod. - veweodi - daazusta avelumma, viTom, esec xom raRacas niSnavso. - Casaylapi iyos Torem, rogorme CavylapavT - daamSvida sastumros eqimma sxvaTa Soris, marilwyali mogixdeba - moayola seriozulad - onkanis Cveulebrivi wyali, erTi Cais Wiqa, da Cveulebrivi sufris marili, erTi Cais kovzi. yvelgan iSoveba. bufetSi Txove da mogcemen. wyali anaduRari sjobs, dizinteriis Cxirebi rom ar SevayoloT. oRond - Tbili. cxeli sasas dagiTuTqavs. amdens SeniTac mixvdebi albaT. kbilebsac mouxdeba. babuaCemma ar icoda ra iyo kbilis pasta. daawebda TiTs marilze da ixexavda, ixexavda mTeli dRe, TvaldaxuWuli. samagierod, yvela kbili saflavSi Caiyola, Tanac yvela saRi. - didi madloba - wamoscda avelums, radgan jer kidev ver gadaewyvita (da Zalianac itanjeboda amis gamo), rogor gadaexada madloba, anu, daetovebina Tu ara fuli eqimisTvis. - arafris, arafris, - Seifera sastumros eqimma. - ra xdeba TqvenTan? marTla xocavT rusebs? - gauSinaurda bolomde. - yvelas ara - gaiRima avelumma. magram saylapavi mili aSkarad Wirveulobda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aSkarad cdilobda Tavisi erTaderTi movaleobisaTvis Tavis aridebas, rasac amdeni xani, araTu uyoymanod da uRalatod, Tqven warmoidgineT, siamovnebiTac asrulebda. avelumi didi mWameli arasodes yofila, magram gemrielad Sekmazuli da lamazad morTmeuli saWmeli namdvilad uyvarda. Tumca, isa da fransuaza SuaRamiTac wamocvenilan loginidan dediSobilebi da samzareulos civ iatakze fexis ganuwyveteli monacvleobiT, sadilis monarCeni civi xorcic madianad miurTmeviaT, anu, mgluri mouTmenlobiT dauglejiaT, oRond, TavisTavad cxadia, franguli mdogvisa da bulgaruli Savi Rvinis (gamza, kaberne, bikaveri - rac maSindel moskovSi iSoveboda) daxmarebiT.

- Tu gnebavT, wyals mogitanT - ar moeSva stiuardesa. - ara. madlobT - zrdilobianad moiSora avelumma. "icis vin var. isic icis, sad mivdivar, visTan" - gaagrZela gunebaSi, amgvari mgzavrobebis dros, marad misi Tanamdevi fiqri.

magram vidre stiuardesa Tavze edga, veRarc Tvali daxuWa. ratomRac moerida. es igive iqneboda, misamarTSeSlili kacisaTvis cxvirwin miejaxunebina kari. gasakviri da gasabrazebeli ki namdvilad araferi iyo. imperiis TviTmfrinavi igive imperiaa. imperiis modelia. imperia caSic imperiaa da savsebiT bunebrivia, Tuki imperiis qveSevrdomebze TvalTvali caSic grZeldeba. es sandomiani rusi gogonac imperiis stiuardesaa da keTilsindisierad asrulebs Tavis movaleobas (avelumis saylapavi milisagan gansxvavebiT) moCvenebiTi TavazianobiT, guliTadobiTa da gulisxmierebiT ise gagabruebs, ise gamogaSterebs, rogorc gadamfren ixvs damsvenebeli literatorisa Tu misi ojaxobis droebiTi, TavSesaqcevi, sezonuri saTnoeba da mere - cap - maSinve enis wverze Cagafrindeba, rogorc ki wamogcdeba, rogorc ki aRiareb, cudad varo. ratom xar cudad? Tu cudad xar, ratom Sin ar daetevi? saCivlelad midixar Tu samkurnalod? Cven vixadoT Seni mkurnalobis xarjebi? magram TviTonac rom ar eloda, ise esiamovna avelums es ZvelisZveli, fransuazas nasaxsovrebi, ukve aTasjer gancdili da gadatanili eWvica da SiSic. SeiZleba sinamdvileSi, aravin arafrad agdebda, aravis ainteresebda misi asaval-dasavali, magram, etyoba, Tavad jer kidev erCoda guli, raki aq ijda, raki swored axla, am meored mosvlis Jams, siyvarulis samsaxurSi idga isev. "mainc mivfrinavo" - gaifiqra saTakilo siamayiT. "imitom rom, asea saWiroo" - maSinve imarTla Tavi viRacis winaSe. "me mizans vemsaxurebodi da ara survilso" - daamata mRelvare sidinjiT, TiTqos saboloo sityvas ambobda sasamarTloze. vinc survils ahyva, Camovarda kidec, sakuTari sisxliT gadawiTlebul lodebze gdia, daCexil-daCeCqvili. maT Soris misi Svilicaa, ufro zustad, Svilebi - kanonierica da ukanonoc - erTi Tavisuflebis ufskrulebSi gadaCexa Tavisi gulis qarafidan, rogorc... rogorc dedalusma gadaCexa diswuli aTenis akropolidan ukvdavebaSi. meores ki gafrenis Jini gauRviva gauTavebeli qadagebebiT, rogorc melania ambobs xolme, arc mTlad usamarTlod, laparak-laparakiT Seaba xelovnuri frTebi jer kidev sust mklavebze da, ra Tqma unda, isic gafrindeboda. tankze Sextoma igive gafrenaa, xolo erTxel ukve gadagdebuli droSa igive xelovnuri frTaa, romelic, TavisTavad cxadia, didxans ver gagaCerebs haerSi. "damnaSave var. vaRiareb. vinanieb" - rogorc iqna, moaTava Tavisi mRelvare monologi gunebaSi da Tamamad, garkveuli interesiTac moaTvaliera saloni. mgzavrTa umravlesobas eZina, anda, misi ar iyos, Tavs imZinarebda. yvelani sakuTar fiqrebsa da SiSebSi iyvnen Camyudrovebulni da esec esiamovna, esiamovna TanamgzavrTa uyuradReboba da gulgriloba. rac ufro SeumCneveli darCeboda maTTvis, miT ukeTesi, misi erTaderTi mizani fransuazasTan Sexvedra iyo da yvelaferi unda eRona, yvelaferi unda aetana fransuazamde misaRwevad. upirveles yovlisa, simSvide unda SeenarCunebina bolomde da aRar ahyoloda verag, daundobel fiqrebs, salaparakod rom iwvevdnen waramara da jibeebiviT aCxrekinebdnen mourCenel, dawylulebul Wrilobebs. mis gaswvriv, mopirdapire iluminatorTan, viRac qali ijda, fexi fexze gadaedo, muxlze tyavis saqaRalde gaeSala da gamalebuli werda raRacas. uceb Secba kidec, imdenad ecnaura im qalis aziuri yvrimalebi da iribad gaWrili Tvalebi, magram erTbaSad ver gaixsena, saidan SeiZleboda scnoboda is qali saerTod. axla aman Seawuxa da Zalian kargad varo - Tqva xmamaRla, ufro Rrmad rom ar Cafluliyo am axal sagonebelSi, da xazgasmuli gulisxmierebiT gaayola Tvali stiuardesas jiSian fexebs, romlebic upirveles yovlisa, miwis arsebobas adasturebdnen aq, Rrublebs zemoT, suleTSi, sakuTari Zravebis yru guguns miyuradebul TviTmfrinavSi.

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swored am dros, siciliis mefe kokale (batoni poli), ojaxiTurT, saseirnod gamosuliyo da frTiani kaci rom dainaxa, gaukvirda - dakecili qolga, romelsac xeljoxadac xmarobda, misken gaiSvira da ikiTxa: ra cxoveliao magram, roca upasuxes, egec adamianiao, uaresad gaocda da gadawyvita ufro axlos enaxa, gamolaparakeboda ucnaur arsebas, romelic, erTdroulad, frTosan kacsac hgavda da frTebdaglejil angelozsac. avelums frTebis narCenebi ZonZebiviT ekida mxrebsa da mklavebze. vin xar, saidan xaro - hkiTxa kokalem. ram gamogaStera adamiano, es xom Seni sayvareli SviliSvilis mamaao - uTxra qalbatonma madlenma qmars da am moulodneli SexvedriT aRelvebulma qolga moxdenilad daibzrala mxarze. oriveni, ra Tqma unda, iseTive titvlebi iyvnen, rogorc avelumis sizmarSi. eg iyo rom, mze mohkidebodaT, mSvenivrad garujuliyvnen am xnis ganmavlobaSi. qalbaton madlens mkerdi jer kidev gogosi hqonda, jer kidev SerCenoda mimzidveli drekadi daZabuloba. vui, vui, vuio - frangulad Seicxada batonma polma. mere dakecili qolga-xeljoxi frTebis narCenebze Camousva avelums da hkiTxa: es raRaao. avelumic gulwrfelad mouyva yvelaferi, raki damalvas azri aRar hqonda. ufro sworad, raki mainc moyola da axsna-ganmarteba sWirdeboda mis Tavgadasavals. batoni poli franguli yuradRebiT usmenda. ese igi, ver malavda Tavis mRelvarebas da tiroda kidec. tiroda, radgan qalbatoni madlenic tiroda da saerTod yvelani tirodnen, vinc nebsiT Tu uneblieT Seswreboda am ucnaur Sexvedras. tiroda batoni reluc. tiroda fransuazac, fransuazas debic da, rasakvirvelia, mTavari mizezica da mizanic am Sexvedrisa - avelumis ukanono Svili. yvelani tirodnen. Tan tirodnen, Tan icinodnen. Tan ukvirdaT, Tan uxarodaT, isev rom axdenodaT sanatreli, isev erTad rom iyvnen, erTmaneTis fiqrebsa da sizmrebSi ki ara, erTsadaimave miwaze, erTsadaimave cis qveS, erTsadaimave dros. bolos batonma polim cremli moiwminda, kriala Tvalebi cas miapyro da sakmaod xmamaRla, yvelaze ukan mdgomsac rom gaegona, franguli paTetikurobiT Tqva: kacobriobas marto esec eyofoda sircxvilado. erTmaneTis xvevna-kocniT guli rom ijeres, guliTadad rom moikiTxes erTmaneTi, awon-dawones, gamoTvales da gamoiangariSes yvelaferi - erTad gasatarebeli droc, gasavleli manZilica da savaraudo xarjebic - fransuazasa da avelumis garda, yvelani TviTmfrinavSi Casxdnen da mzis amosvlis kunZuls miaSures (sezoni iwyeboda), oRond, im pirobiT, fransuaza da avelumic iq rom CaakiTxavdnen, roca parizSi marto darCenilebi, ase Tu ise moiklavdnen erTmaneTis survils, amoibertyavdnen gulebs, daaTvalierebinebdnen erTmaneTs sxvebisagan damalul wylulebsa da Wrilobebs da, rac mTavaria, amjerad mainc moaxerxebdnen raime istoriuli RirsSesaniSnaobis naxvas parizsa Tu parizis siaxloves. fransuaza da avelumi yvelaferze Tanaxmani iyvnen winaswar, oRond axla gaenebebinaT maTTvis Tavi, axla miecaT ganmartoebis, erTmaneTis pirispir darCenis saSualeba da, rogorc ki aerodromze miaciles danarCenebi, rogorc ki Tejirs iqiT gauCinardnen isini, asakis mixedviT dawyobilni (yvelaze bolos, ra Tqma unda, ukanono midioda, mSoblebisken kisermoRrecili), Tavadac manqanaSi Casxdnen maSinve da versals miaSures, im varaudiT, martoni rom iqnebodnen mainc, oTaxSi Seketilnic da turistebis zRvaSi Cakargulnic. amave dros, Tan sanaxavsac naxavdnen da Tan haerzec isadilebdnen sadme, qalaqgareT.

versalis win zangis biWebi liTonis dasaqoq mtredebs yiddnen (TiTos oras frankad). TbilisSi ZiriTadad boSa qalebi vaWroben amgvar adgilebSi, amgvari saqonliT da TavianTi mourideblobiT, TavianTi utifrobiTa da daudgromlobiT Zalian Camogvanan versalel zang memtredeebs, romlebic turistebis yuradRebis misaqcevad, zedized "afrendnen" daqoqil mtredebs haerSi da xelovnuri mtredebic Cxrial-CxrialiT "dafrinavdnen", vidre SeeZloT, vidre galavnis kedels, xes an manqanas Seaskdebodnen niskartiT, anda Zalagamoleulni, asfaltze gaxoxdebodnen mucliT. patara moedanze abzuvlebuli, aCxrialebuli liTonis ganuwyveteli xma idga. sxvaTa Soris, Tbiliseli boSebisa ar iyos, zang memtredeebsac uSlidnen Tavisuflad vaWrobas, rac ki ar uxSobdaT, kidev ufro umZafrebdaT vaWrobis Jins, xolo ganuwyveteli molodini Tavdasxmisa da gasaqcevad aseve ganuwyveteli mzadyofna kidev ufro swrafsa da mizandasaxuls xdida yovel maT moZraobas. drogamoSvebiT, erTi da igive, didulvaSa, patara tanis policieli "daecemodaT" xolme Tavze, Tavisi mocisfro-moyviTalo mersedesiT, magram yovelTvis uSedegod. an asakisa da sizarmacis gamo ver aswrebda maT Sepyrobas, an ase iyo saWiro, Segnebulad ar iWerda maT, radgan es gauTavebeli "kataTagvobanac" Taviseburad saintereso da TavSesaqcevi sanaxaoba gaxldaT saidan aRar Camosuli turistebisaTvis. rogorc ki policiis manqana gamoCndeboda, imwamsve carieldeboda sasaxlis wina moedani - zangebi "gafrenili" mtredebis akrefasac aswrebdnen da ukvalod gadakargvasac, vidre maTi "risxva" manqanidan gadmovidoda, erTi-ori wuTiT gaCerdeboda misi SiSiT dacarielebul moedanze, erTi-orjer miukakunebda erTmaneTs Savad gaprialebuli fexsacmlis quslebs da isev manqanaSi Cajdeboda, raTa erTxel kidev "moulodnelad" mobrunebuliyo ukan.

parizeli ludovikosagan gansxvavebiT, versalis ludoviko Cveulebriv cxenze, oTxfexa arsebaze ijda. mis cxens jerjerobiT ar sWirdeboda mexuTe fexis momateba - isedac uZlebda mefur simZimes ubrwyinvalesi mxedrisa, romlis sicocxleSic aqauroba yvelaze ayrolebul adgiladac iTvleboda safrangeTis samefoSi, radgan mTeli amodena sasaxle, mefian-msaxurianad, saWiroebis Jams, am didebuli Senobis kedlebTan kuncxdeboda, SarvalCaxdili Tu kabawamoxdili, da Soreuli qveynebis elCebs ganavlis mZafri surneleba rom ecemodaT cxvirSi (didi xniT adre, Tavad sasaxlis gamoCenamde) - movsulvarTo - SvebiT amoisunTqavdnen xolme. axla ki sasaxlis TiTqmis yvela karTan imsigrZe rigebi idga, mocdas azri ar hqonda. imaTac zereled miixed-moixedes irgvliv, cota xniT Tvaluwvdeneli inglisuri parkis moajirsac gadaeyudnen, Cveulebrivi turistebiviT, da bolos trianonis sanaxavad wavidnen, raki iqve iyo da raki sadilobamde jer kidev bevri dro hqondaT. manqanaSi rom sxdebodnen, erTi mtredi pirdapir maTken gamofrinda, liTonis frTebis CxrialiT, da avelumma uneburad xeli auqnia, TiTqos daafrTxobda. fransuazas gaecina. "xom ar viyidoTo" - hkiTxa ukve manqanidan (ese igi, xom ar ginda, Sens SviliSvils wauRo aseTi saTamaSoo), magram avelumma uaris niSnad Tavi gaaqnia. ki ar eZvira (Tumca, orasi franki cota ar iyo misTvis, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, aRarc mougrovdeboda, radgan, rac fuli hqonda, Svilis erT sacurao kostiumSi gadaixada), ar moxibla ratomRac, veraferi Seatyo gansakuTrebuli, ucxouri, franguli. srulebiTac ar gaukvirdeboda, aseTive xelovnuri mtredebi Tbilisel boSebsac "gaefrinaT" dezertirebis bazris win. rac mTavaria (Tu im sacurao kostiums ar miviRebT mxedvelobaSi), amjerad arafris yidvas ar apirebda, arc sxvisTvis da arc TavisTvis. ar iyo saamiso ganwyoba. amjerad daRupvis winaTgrZnobam Camoiyvana aq da, Tumca, parizuli maRaziebis zerele daTvalierebac ki, erT siamovnebad Rirda, iqiTken gaxedvac esikvdileboda, wina Camosvlisgan gansxvavebiT, radgan wina Camosvlaze, CaisunTqa Tu ara aqauri haeri, maSinve raRac gaurkveveli, ufro sworad ki, diaxac rom garkveuli danaSaulis grZnoba daeufla yvela Tavisianis mimarT, saerTod rkinis Robis miRma darCenilTa mimarT, da fransuazasTvis gankuTvnili dro - wlebis manZilze TavauRebeli SromiT, Seuvali simartoviT, usazRvro moTminebiTa da sruli morCilebiT mopovebuli ramdenime dRis Tavisufleba - ZiriTadad sayidlebze gaiflanga, ramac, TavisTavad cxadia, lamis sigiJemde miiyvana marad uTqmeli, marad damTmobi, marad TavSekavebuli fransuaza da erT mSvenier dRes, qaRaldisa da celofanis veeba parkebi Sua maRaziaSi dahyara da TviTonac Cajda iatakze - fexs aRar movicvli aqedano magram arc fransuazas sigiJes mohyolia raime arsebiTi Sedegi, vidre avelumma yvela Tavisians ar uyida aqauri, ese igi, ucxouri, Tundac sul umniSvnelo saCuqari, raTa, iqneb ase mainc (raki sxva gza ar arsebobda), moeSorebina is arasasiamovno, yvelafris Camamwarebeli, yvelas winaSe damavaldebulebeli SegrZneba naqurdali, daumsaxurebeli Tavisuflebisa da bednierebisa, anu rogorc ukve vTqviT, garkveuli konkretuli danaSaulisa. magram Tuki maSin danaSaulis grZnoba, ase Tu ise, mainc cxovrebasTan abrunebda, ufro metic, aiZulebda cxovrebas (magaliTad, erTi maRaziidan gamosuli meoreSi Sedioda, misTvis saWiro nivTisa Tu saqonlis SesarCevad da SesaZenad, ris gamoc, undoda Tu ara, mainc aucileblad uxdeboda qalaqis erTi ubnidan meoreSi gadasvla, xan fexiT, xan manqaniT, xan avtobusiT da xan metroTi, xolo, erTi adgilidan meoreze gadasuls, gzadagza, Tundac mxolod sulis Casabruneblad, qaris amosaRebad - erTi wuTiT Camojdoma romelime patara restornis WraWuna skamze da civi ludisa Tu gamdnari giSeriviT Rvinis mowrupva), axla daRupvis winaTgrZnoba, upirveles yovlisa, swored sicocxlis Jinsa da unars uTrgunavda, rasac, rasakvirvelia, ver ambobda, saTqmeladac rcxvenoda, radgan Tuki aqamde rameTi gamoirCeoda sxvebisgan, albaT sicocxlis JiniTa da unariT.

quCaSi galaxuli bavSvi, ra Tqma unda, Sin garbis, magram mSoblis, qomagis, imedis danaxviT gulmicemuls, maincdamainc masTan, imedTan, qomagTan, mSobelTan uZneldeba sakuTari ubedurebis gamxela da arc amxels vidre SeuZlia, vidre ZaliT ar aTqmevineben. oRond, amiT ki ar iSorebs, kidev ufro Rrmad imarxavs gulSi misi gamlaxavi xalxis SiSs, SiSi ki, avejis WiasaviT, Signidan, malulad, TandaTanobiT uRrRnis guls, kidev ufro asustebs, auZlurebs, radgan damaluli yvelaferi aTmagad mavnea. TavisTavad cxadia, avelumsac kidev ufro aforiaqebda, kidev ufro agangaSebda da, rac mTavaria, kidev ufro umZafrdeboda daRupvis winaTgrZnoba, iq, satusaRoSi gaCenili, magram aq, Tavisufal samyaroSi, TiTqos ufro gazrdilica da gamoaSkaravebulic, miuxedavad fransuazas guliTadobisa da mzrunvelobisa, anu, magidasTan uazro, uSedego saubrebisa, sawolSi ki, gaTenebamde, TvaldaWyetili wolisa da aTasnairi varaudiT tvinis Wyletisa. es winaTgrZnobaa albaT, pirutyvs rom azmuvlebs, ZaRlebs rom aymuvlebs, gvelebsa da virTxebs rom mierekeba soroebidan - damangreveli, damaqcevari miwisZvris dawyebamde. gascdnen Tu ara versalis sajiniboebs (maTi Sesadari, sasaxlec ar Rirsebia bevr qveyanas), trianonic gamoCnda. ufro sworad, wesierad arc iyvnen daZrulni, fransuazam manqana rom gaaCera da Tqva, movediTo. magram avelumi trianonis aseTma siaxlovem ki ar gaakvirva (Tumca, darwmunebuli iyo, ufro didxans mouwevda manqanaSi jdoma, rac gulaxdilad rom vTqvaT, bevrad erCia istoriuli Zeglebis Tvalierebas), aramed, maSinve rom iSoves manqanis dasayenebeli adgili. ufro metic, zustad iq gaCerdnen, sadac undodaT, sadac misvlas apirebdnen. parizSi amgvari ram TiTqmis warmoudgenel bednierebas udrida. fransuazas ramdenjerme unda Semoevlo saxlisaTvis, xan mTeli ubnisTvisac, vidre manqanis Casatev adgils miakvlevda sxva, ukve dabinavebul manqanebs Soris. ise gabrazdeboda xolme (sinamdvileSi, bolos da bolos, ase poulobda gamosavals misi uTqmeli, gulSi damaluli, mTeli dRis naTmeni wyena da sibraze), Tan saWes scemda patara muStebiT da Tan - meRd, meRd, meeeRdo gaiZaxoda TvalebanTebuli. avelumma erTbaSad ver aRiqva dabali (versalTan SedarebiT) movardisfro Senoba, Tumca bavSvobidan esmoda, bavSvobidan awuxebda trianonis oxvraca da trianonis kedlebze miTovlili farSevangebic. sasaxlis baRSi zafxulis surnelovani SuadRe Camyudrovebuliyo. baRis bilikebsa da qvis patara, "oradgilian" skamebze cacxvis yvavili eyara. romeliRac cacxvis daburuli wiaRidan Citis WikWiki ismoda. erTi wuTiT gaCumdeboda xolme, TiTqos viRacisgan gamopasuxebas elodebao, da isev aWikWikdeboda. - am skamze madam de pompaduric mjdara - Tqva fransuazam, avelumis piradma gidma, magram imdenad ara mis gasaTviTcnobiereblad, ramdenadac gamosafxizleblad, bneli, mZime fiqrebidan gamosayvanad. avelumi qvis skamze ijda, xelebiT skamis kides eyrdnoboda da mxrebamoyrili, kiserdagrZelebuli usmenda uCinar Cits. yurebSi ki isev dasaqoqi mtredebis usiamo Cxriali edga, Tumca, TviTonac icoda, verafriT ver moaRwevda aqamde maTi xma. - liTonis mtredi zeTisxilis Stos ver mogvitans - Tqva uceb - tyuilad gvaqvs imedi - gaicina brazianad.

rasakvirvelia, grZnobda sakuTar usamarTlobas (Tu usindisobas ara) da amis SegrZnebas ufro metad gamohyavda wonasworobidan. es ufro abnevda da acofebda, magram ver xvdeboda, ra sWirda, ratom iqceoda ase. imis magivrad, madloba eTqva, sayvedurobda, ekinklaveboda erTaderT adamians, romlis imediTac gamoqceuliyo gansacdelidan, daRupvis winaTgrZnobianad, da romelic, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, mzad iyo isev gaewia misTvis imedis magivroba. fransuaza araferSi ar iyo damnaSave. piriqiT, kvlavindeburad cdilobda gaego misTvis, daemSvidebina, moevlo da, rac mTavaria, mietevebina kidec. magram, advili SesaZlebelia, swored es iyo avelumis SfoTvisa da wuxilis mizezic. saca samarTalia, TviTon unda daemSvidebina fransuaza (sityviT mainc), madloba gadaexada, bodiSi moexada yvelafrisTvis, rasac albaT fransuazac elodeboda, sjeroda, rodisme mainc daufasdeboda siyvarulis saxeliT Cadenili, moTmenili, gadatanili da, SeiZleba, amis rwmena, amis molodini gaxldaT is jado da Tilisma, aqamde rom aZlebinebda saerTod, Tu gnebavT, uflebas aZlevda, aqamde gaemarTlebina da araTu gaemarTlebina, RvTis wyalobad, zRaprul iSviaTobad, gamorCeulTa xvedrad CaeTvala Tavisi sakmaod Cveulebrivi, uRimRamo, mowyenili da yvela sikeTesTan erTad, gaunelebeli SiSiT, eldiT, sizmrebiTa da CvenebebiT nasazrdoebi, ganSorebis tkiviliTa da Sexvedris sixaruliT gabriyvebuli cxovreba. es ki yvelaze kargad avelumma icoda da, sxvaTa Soris, imitomac ijda axla aq, codvis, danaSaulis, Tundac Secdomis mosananieblad da ara turistuli cnobismoyvareobis dasakmayofileblad, saqveynod cnobil sasaxleSi, sadac jer kidev eCveneba yurs sefeqalebis gulamoRebuli, grZeli, welSi gamoyvanili kabebis SariSuri, xolo Tvals - oqrosfrad gabrwyinebuli maTi SiSveli mxrebi, maTi maRali yelkiseri da maT naz, drekad xelebSi uzarmazar afrikul peplebiviT afarfatebuli maraoebi. magram avelumi rasac ambobda da akeTebda, misdauneburad ambobda da sakuTar TavTan SeuTanxmeblad akeTebda. ufro metic, TiTqos misi arseba saerTod uimisod, mis gareSe arsebobda da, maincdamainc, mis winaaRmdeg iyo amxedrebuli, Tuki raRac sxva, idumali, garedan Tavsmoxveuli Zala ar akeTebinebda da ar alaparakebda imas, rac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda gaekeTebina da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar unda eTqva. rac mTavaria (da es acofebda yvelaze metad), axla gacilebiT mZafrad, gacilebiT srulad ganicdida am TxuTmeti Tu oci wlis winaT gadatanil SfoTsa da mRelvarebas, tkivilsa da sibrazes, rac fransuazas "moskovur ardadegebTan" iyo dakavSirebuli, raRa Tqma unda, ZiriTadad fransuazas iqauri nacnob-megobrebisadmi gadaulaxavi undoblobisa da maT yofa-qcevasa Tu adaTwesebze erTxel da samudamod Seqmnili da sakmaod arasaxarbielo warmodgenis gamo. sxvaTa Soris, sonias Ralatis Semdeg ufro xSirad fiqrobda im ambebze da ufro metadac itanjeboda, vidre Tavis droze. arc isaa gamoricxuli, soniasgan naRalatevs eCveneboda ufro damaeWvebladac da ufro damakninebladac imdroindeli ambebi da Tuki Tavis droze sityvac ar gadaukravs fransuazasTvis amis Sesaxeb, ufro swored ki, seriozulad erTi wamiTac ar daeWvebula Tavad, axla, trianonis sasaxlis baRSi, ayvavebuli cacxvebis damaTrobel surnelSi, sefeqalebis lamazi, sandomiani ukanalebiT gacveTil qvis skamze - romelzedac, vin icis, qalbatoni pompaduric marTla mjdara, imisTvisac gadauwevinebia viRacas kiseri (albaT Tavad mefes) varskvlavebiT gadabdRvrialebuli cis dasanaxad - Zlivs ereoda Tavs, kbils kbilze aWerda, cocxlad rom ar SeeWama misi moulodneli, gaugebari da lamis lanZRva-ginebaSi gadazrdili qaragmebiTa da sayvedurebiT gaognebuli, Sewuxebuli, dabneuli da, rasakvirvelia, mainc kmayofili, mainc bednieri fransuaza.

saerTod ar gaumarTla molodinma, ver miakvlia parizSi imas, rac iq eguleboda da ase rom moxdeboda, Camosvlamdec ugrZnobda guli, Tundac imitom, pirwavardnili usindisoba rom iyo sakuTari tyavis gadasarCenad Casvla xalxTan, romlebic mxolod da mxolod misgan elodebodnen gadarCenas, Tundac - cnobasa da aRiarebas. amis bralic iyo albaT, ukve gaqcevaze Tu eWira Tvali. jer wesierad arc Camosuliyo da ukve imaze fiqrobda, rogor eTqva, naklebad mtkivneuli rom yofiliyo fransuazasTvis misi "aRar SemiZlia aq gaCerebao", da ara marto imitom, marTla rom uWirda lukmis Caylapva, aramed raRacnairad upatronod, daucvelad, gamoqceulad Tu gamoZevebulad rom grZnobda Tavs samSvidoboze. aseTi umweo da sacodavi (rogoradac im wuTas aRiqvamda Tavs), arc fransuazas Rirsi iyo da arc ukanono Svilisa. Tumca, Svilsac misi nayidi sacurao kostiumi ufro gauxarda amjerad, vidre misi moulodneli gamocxadeba. is sabralo groSebi, satusaRodan rom gamoitana, TiTqmis mTlianad Wreli naWris patara nakuwSi gadaixada da, kidev kargi, SeeZlo gadaxda, radgan cota ram Tu gaaxarebs albaT mis ukanono Svils momavalSic (RmerTma qnas, ase ar iyos), rogorc naWris im patara nakuwma gaaxara da romelic saswrafod Caizoma iqve, maRaziaSi, xolo Casazomebel kabinidan gamosulma, gulwrfeli, guliTadi madloba gadauxada Tavis ukanono mamas, romelsac meti araferi gaukeTebia misTvis esoden gasaxari, egzom saWiro da mniSvnelovani.

am ori wlis win, maTi Sexvedra, mxatvrulad rom vTqvaT, gacilebiT mravlismTqmeli da mravlisaRmTqmelic Canda, Tumca, metnaklebad mainc moaxerxa orivem grZnobaTa damorCileba (SeiZleba, genetikuri simorcxve ver daZlies), TiTqos saerTod pirvelad ki ar xvdebodnen erTmaneTs, aramed morigi, oRond, mizezTa smxvaTa da sxvaTa gamo, zedmetad gaWianurebuli ganSorebis Semdeg. "ai, es aris mamaSenio" - Tqva batonma relum da avelums guli gauCerda, iseTi ukiduresobamde misuli ndobiT, surviliT, JiniT, sixaruliT, siamayiT Caexuta es ucxo bavSvi, romelic aseve Caexuteboda albaT nebismier ucxo kacs, romelzedac misianebi etyodnen, ai, es aris mamaSenio. magram, etyoba, aseTi ram mxolod ori wlis win, maTi Sexvedris, maTi gacnobis, maTi gaerTianebis da, imave dros, maTi axla ukve samudamod gaTiSvis pirvel dRes iyo SesaZlebeli. is gogo axla zRvis piras darboda Tavis tol-amxanagebSi da advili SesaZlebelia, aRarc ki axsovda, arsebobda Tu ara saerTod misi ukanono, uuflebo da, yvela sikeTesTan erTad, ufrankebod darCenili mama. da Tu axsovda, sulerTi iyo, marTla CaakiTxavda mzis amosvlis kunZulze, dedasTan erTad, Tu mis unaxavad Sebrundeboda Tavis maradiul cixeSi. ori weli saerTod didi droa nebismieri mozardisaTvis, gansakuTrebiT ki gogosTvis, da TxuTmeti wlis gogo cameti wlis gogosTan SedarebiT ukve dasrulebuli qalia - sakuTari, gansakuTrebuli SexedulebebiT, miznebiT, ganzraxvebiT cxovrobs da Tanatol gogosTan erTad karavSi gaTeuli Rame albaT yvelafers urCevnia, miT ufro - egreTwodebul mamas, romelic saerTod orjer unaxavs cxovrebaSi da romlisTvisac sityva ar uTqvams jer, arc avad, arc kargad (da RmerTma icis, etyvis Tu ara rodisme, anu, eqnebaT Tu ara rodisme saerTo ena imaTac), romelic misTvis, Tuki bolomde gulwrfelebi viqnebiT, bavSvobis droindeli, bavSvurad gulubryvilo, bebiis an dedis gamonagoni zRapris gmiria da ara sinamdvileSi arsebuli Cveulebrivi adamiani, miT ufro, mSobeli, romelic sxva mSobeliviT, sazafxulo ardadegebs, masTan erTad, aucileblad, zRvaze atarebs, zamTrisas - mTaSi, danarCen dros ki, yovel diliT, uTenia, facafuciT garbis samsaxurSi, xolo iqidan mobrunebuli, qancgawyvetili, savarZelSi gdia da jer kidev kaSnemoxveuli, gazeTebs aTvalierebs, vidre gazis quraze Semodgmuli kulinaruli saocreba - fxvieri wvniani Tu Txevadi bifSteqsi - gacxeldebodes da Tavis bunebriv saxes daibrunebdes. misTvis mama legendaruli, Tavgamodebuli mogzauri iyo, ZiriTadad CrdiloeT yinulovani okeanis mkvlevari, TeTri daTvebisa da selapebis megobari da maTi momTvinierebeli, rogorc, vTqvaT, bebia uyveboda xolme, roca moulodnelad gamoRviZebuli, sawolSi wamojdeboda da daeWvebulad gaxarebuli ikiTxavda: marTla Camovida mamaCemio? xan ki igive mama xelfexdaborkil, pirSi CvarCaCril, cviliT yurebamoglesil tusaRad hyavda warmodgenili, romelic parizSi anda mzis amosvlis kunZulze Cafrenas ki ara, saknis sarkmlidan gamoxedvasac ver gabedavda cudi Ziebis SiSiT da ase iqneboda iqamde, vidre is wyeuli cudi Ziebi, bolos da bolos, daiZine, aRar SemiZlia. daswyevlos RmerTma. wyals wauRia yvelaferi. jandabamdis gza hqonia yvelas! rogorc, vTqvaT, deda uyveboda, Tavadac moulodnelad gamoRviZebuli, bolomde gamoufxizlebeli da aTmagad gaRizianebuli amis gamo. sxvaTa Soris, avelumis warmodgenebSic Svili yovelTvis calke idga, TavisTvis TamaSobda cxel silaSi, mzis amosvlis kunZulze, vidre isa da fransuaza erTad iwvnen gavarvarebul lodze, erTmaneTis gverdiT, erTmaneTs CaxlarTulni, im patara, TavisTvis moTamaSe arsebis fesvebiviT, magram TvalisTvis samudamod mokveTilni misgan galesili culis piriviT alaplapebuli sivrciT. maTi naSieri uimaTod arsebobda TiTqos, TiTqos maTi ki iyo, magram maT ar ekuTvnoda. konkretulad ki arsebobda, magram, imave dros, zogadad bavSvis, zogadad Svilis (sulerTia, kanonieris Tu ukanonosi) abstraqtul cnebasac warmoadgenda TiTqos, rogorc Tavad siyvaruli, anu erTaderTi Zala,

saSualeba Tu meTodi bavSvis amgvari saxeobis Sesaqmnelad, gnebavT, misaRebad. magram, ase iyo Tu ise, avelumma ukve icoda (esec uimisod moxda, masTan SeuTanxmeblad miiRo misma arsebam aseTi gadawyvetileba), amjeradac ver CaaRwevda mzis amosvlis kunZulamde, ver ixilavda, ver eziareboda egzotikur civilizacias (viTom es iyo iq Casvlis mTavari mizezi), magram ukve imdenjer hqonda mosmenili fransuazasgan iqauri ambebi, werilebSic ise zustad, ise srulyofilad aRuwerda xolme Tavis sayvarel kunZuls, iq gatarebul dros, bunebas, aminds, wamsvlelsa Tu momsvlels, nudistur pliaJze monebivre nimfebsa Tu sazRvao bazis durbindmomarjvebul mezRvaurebs, cxovrebiT kmayofilsa Tu cxovrebisgan gaTavxedebul turistebs, utifrad rom moabijebdnen quCebSi dediSobilebi, gaparaskevebuli robinzonebi, da xorTumebiviT moaqanebdnen TavianT saoxreebs - marTla rom aRmoCeniliyo im kunZulze SemTxveviT, davuSvaT, sazRvao katastrofis Semdeg, daueWveblad ityoda, es mzis amosvlis kunZuliao, gauTxovari dedebis da umamod Sobili bavSvebis TavSesafario. magram sinamdvileSi arsebuli kunZuli albaT mainc gansxvavdeboda mis warmodgenaSi arsebulisgan, Tundac imiT, warmodgenili TiTqmis ukacuri rom iyo. ufro zustad, jer isa da fransuaza iyvnen mxolod misi binadrebi, mere ki - isini da maTi naSieri, da rac ar unda cudi amindi yofiliyo TbilisSi, Tavsxma, TovlWyapi Tu qariSxali, iq, warmodgenil kunZulze mainc maradiuli mze CaxCaxebda da marad mSvidi, Rvinisferi zRva xaverdovani eniT lokavda silian napirebs. avelumic yovelTvis fransuazas gverdiT iwva im kunZulze, mziT gavarvarebul lodze, da mzemiWvritinebuli, odnav gaxelili cali TvaliT xedavda naxevar fransuazas (esec niSandoblivi iyo albaT, maTi cxovrebidan gamomdinare), ufro zustad, xedavda fransuazas mxolod cal safeTqels, cal Tvals (daxuWuls), cal yurs, cal nestos, cal ybas, cal mxars (gulisamayuCeblad momrgvalebuls), cal mklavs (sxeulis CrdilSi gawolils, garinduls, damoukidebel arsebasaviT, da Zlivs SesamCnevi, TiTqos axlaxans, mis Tvalwin amosuli oqrosferi bususiT mofenils), cal ZuZus (muqi Svindisferi da xorkliani kertiT), cal ferds (mwevris ferdiviT Cavardnils), neknebis cal mwkrivs (romeliRac musikalur sakravs rom axsenebda yovelTvis) da cal fexs (muxlSi moxrilsa da jer kidev dacvaruls zRvis msxvili wveTebiT). TiTqos mxolod naxevari fransuaza ekuTvnoda mas. magram amas albaT ufro aitanda, ufro Seegueboda (rogorc mTvaris sul erTi da igive naxevris cqeras), vidre moziaris, konkretuli mamakacis (gindac dasabmeli giJis) arsebobas, anu, imis daSvebasa da aRiarebas, am qveynad kidev rom hqonda viRacas neba (bedniereba), Sescileboda, waerTmia misTvis fransuazas meore naxevari, sulerTia, vinc ar unda yofiliyo is, garda Tavad maxinji cxovrebisa, gulgrili geografiisa, briyvuli politikisa, ese igi, fransuazasaviT orad gayofili msofliosi da, rasakvirvelia, garda misive sakuTari, oRond aranakleb maxinji, gulgrili da briyvuli Sexedulebebisa yvelafer imaze, rac zemoT CamovTvaleT. xolo, ufro naTlad, ufro daundoblad Tu vityviT, garda misive sisustisa, gaubedaobisa, simxdalisa - ris gamarTlebasac da gaidealebasac cdilobda sul, oRond amaod, poeturadac da prozauladac, raki SesaniSnavi pirobebi arsebobda saamisod, Tavad xelisuflebisgan Seqmnili, TiTqos sagangebod misTvis, ufro Tavisuflad (Rirseuladac) rom moexerxebina mas maradiuli cnebebiT SeniRbva yoveldRiuri, warmavali, wvrilmani vnebebisa da gancdebisa, anu, sakuTari uzneobisa da upasuxismgeblobis gamarTleba konkretuli politikuri situaciebiT. amitom uSlida albaT fransuazas sayvareli mzec orive Tvalis farTod, Tamamad, bolomde gaxelas da mTlianad Sesrutvas tkivilamde nacnobi, marad TiTqos misi da marad sanatreli, marad saZebari siSiSvlisa, simkvrivisa, simxurvalisa, romelsac nebismieri urdulis, borkilis, kedlisa Tu jebiris galxoba ZaluZs. amitomacaa albaT mis

warmodgenebSi yovelTvis calke, yovelTvis misgan (maTgan) moSorebiT rom dacocavs cxel silaSi dediSobila patara gogo, TiTqos misi naSieri ki ara, misi umweobis, misi uzneobis, misi orbunebovanobis damadastureblad da dasagmobad Seqmnili bunebis jadoqrobis wyalobiT, romelsac am ori dRis win erTi Wreli trusiki uyida, Tavisi mSobliuri mzrunvelobis gamosaxatavad, da, RmerTma icis, kidev Tu miecema rodisme msgavsi mzrunvelobis gamoxatvis SesaZlebloba. erTi ki cxadia: amjerad aSkarad ar Sedga dResaswauli - aucilebeli mxlebeli, damamSvenebeli da damamSvidebeli ara marto maTi Sexvedrebisa, aramed ganSorebebisac. da marTlac, is Zveli dResaswaulebi imdenad maT gunebaganwyobilebas ar gamoxatavdnen, ramdenadac adasturebdnen maTi urTierTobis maradiulobas. dResaswaulisa ra mogaxsenoT, sasamarTlos ganwyoba ki namdvilad sufevs trianonis baRSi, ayvavebuli cacxvebis suniT dabangul haerSi. SefarviT, qaragmulad, gaubedavad uyeneben erTmaneTs braldebebs da, rac mTavaria, aRiareben kidec danaSauls, Tamamad, uyoymanod. "xo, marTalia, ase iyoo" udastureben erTmaneTs. ase rom, arc samxreT safrangeTSi manqaniT gaseirneba gamova amjeradac. raRac seriozuli moiSala meqanizmSi, romelic maT nebismier Sexvedras TavisTavad gadaaqcevda xolme dResaswaulad. arada, ratom ar SeiZleboda viTom, erTiT meti dResaswauli gamosvlodaT?! vis daakldeboda, an vis miemateboda, rac maT unda enaxaT, egrZnoT da ganecadaT erTad yofniT, erTmaneTis wyalobiT, erTmaneTis gamo da erTmaneTis meSveobiT?! marTlac vis ra dauSavdeboda, ra Cin-medlebi daekargeboda, Tuki avelumi erTxel kidev ijdeboda manqanaSi fransuazas gverdiT, Wipamde peranggaReRili, da Tuki misi kmayofilad momRimari da mainc Zvel samarxSi napovni doqiviT aTasnairad dabzaruli saxe erTxel kidev airekleboda fransuazas mzis saTvalis dabindul SuSebSi; Tuki qariT afrialebul turistul rukas erTxel kidev dauWerda fransuazas, raTa imas manqanis SeuCereblad daezustebina, sworad midiodnen Tu ara, sadac midiodnen imJamad; Tuki gzispira restoranSi erTxel kidev "waixemsebdnen" mklavis sigrZe frangul perSi blomad Catenili SaSxis nazi burbuSeliTa da xasxasa, xraSuna salaTis foTlebiT; Tuki Rvinosac SeukveTavdnen Tan, romelic, rasakvirvelia, cotaTi ukeTesi aRmoCndeboda adre gasinjul RvinoebTan SedarebiT da romelsac, Cveulebisamebr, albaT manqanaSic moiyudebdnen mere, pirdapir boTlidan - arc tansacmlis dalaqvisa moeridebaT da arc sagzao policiisa, - imitom rom... imitom rom... da ase Semdeg da ase Semdeg... radgan, Cvenda samwuxarod, xSiri gameorebiT, kidev ufro gasagebi ki ar xdeba CvenTvis esa Tu is sityva, aramed saerTod kargavs WeSmarit azrsa da mniSvnelobas. - albaT kunZulze amjeradac ver wavalT - Tqva avelumma. fransuazam, ra Tqma unda, gaigo, magram yuradReba ar miuqcevia misi naTqvamisiTvis. viTomc, ar gamigiao. yovel SemTxvevaSi, garegnulad araferi Sestyobia. Cveulebisamebr, moxdenilad fexi fexze gadadebuli ijda avelumis gverdiT da sigarets eweoda mSvidad. avelumi ki darwmunebuli iyo, Zalian SeaSfoTebda fransuazas misi moulodneli gancxadeba da axsna-ganmartebasac ufro dawvrilebiT moTxovda. magram raki iman arafrad Caagdo es ambavi, cota ar iyos, nirwamxdarma gaagrZela TviTonve: sxva Tu araferi, mrcxvenia, sircxvilia, imaTac xom ar gadavrev (baton polsa da qalbaton madlens gulisxmobda), imaTac xom ver avuxsni yovel wuTas erTsa da imaveso.

- iciT, me ki ar vmizezob, ylapva miWirs. ar vici, risi bralia. saylapavi mili TiTqos rigzea, srulebiTac ar damviwrovebia, kiboc ar unda mqondes, rogorc Tqvenma, ese igi, ucxoelma, parizelma eqimmac daadastura. magram... - gamoajavra sakuTar Tavs. Tan jambaziviT imanWeboda, viTom aseTi amazrzeni, aseTi autaneli var, roca zrdilobianad vlaparakobo - mokled, ar SemiZlia. amas mirCevnia... moamTavra Cveulebrivi xmiT. ufro sworad, ver moamTavra, ver Tqva, ra erCia "amas". - marTali xar - ar acala fransuazamac - jobda sul ar Camosuliyavi, ase Tu daitanjebodi. avelumisaTvis ar miumarTavs. TavisTvis Tqva TiTqos. sigarets eweoda da odnav TvalmoWutuli (albaT sigaretis bolisgan), cacxvis surneliT dabanguli baRis siRrmeSi iyureboda. - me mirCevnia... - scada saTqmelis damTavreba avelumma, magram fransuazam arc axla acala. - sxvaTa Soris, mec uSenobas ufro var SeCveuli, vidre SenTan yofnas. ise moiqeci, rogorc SenTvis ajobebs, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi gulisTvis... - ara. nu geSinia - gaawyvetina axla avelumma - marto Seni gulisTvis ar davitanjebi. araviTar SemTxvevaSi. Sen magaze nu idardeb. mec kargad vici, uCemobas ukeT rom itan. xolo, ufro gulaxdilebi Tu viqnebiT, albaT xelsac giSli xolme Cemi moulodneli gamocxadebebiT - Tan SeZrwunebuli fiqrobda, ra sisuleleebs vlaparakobo. - xa, xa, - Tqva fransuazam, viTom pasuxis Rirsadac ar vTvli am sisuleleso. magram, etyoba, cotaTi mainc aRelda, radgan sigareti maSinve qvaze daasrisa mTeli ZaliT da gadametebuli gulmodginebiT gadawminda qvidan sigaretis Wvartli da ferfli. Tumca, im adgilas mainc SesamCnevad gamoSavda qva.

- me parizs ar vgulisxmob. parizi CvenTvis Sors aris. xeli ver migviwvdeba uaresad aRelda avelumi - gaxsovs? - dahyvira miwas, isev xelebdabjenilma skamis kideze - erTi dRiT Camovfrindebodi xolme, kartSi mogebuli fuliT, Sen ki ipodromze garbodi Sens aristokrat megobrebTan... Cemi mitoveba SegeZlo, imaTi gawbileba ki ara. ase ar aris?! ase ar iyo?! - SeeSala saxe avelums, oRond, TviTonac ar icoda mgoni, ras eswrafvoda, ras eloda fransuazasgan, ufro sworad, ra erCia Tavad, daTanxmebuliyo fransuaza Tu ar mieRo, uari eTqva am braldebaze. etyoba, es fransuazamac igrZno da, amjerad, veRar moeria Tavs, veRar SeinarCuna mogonili simSvide da yovelgvari qaluri farisevlobisa Tu kopwiaobis gareSe, gulwrfelad, patiosnad daeTanxma maSinve: marTali xar, Zalian cudad viqceodi, TviTonac bevrjer minania amazeo - ramac, ki ar daacxro, kidev ufro gaacecxla avelumi. TiTqos iqamde TviTonac ar sjeroda mtkiced, rasac ambobda, da raki sxvamac daudastura, Tanac swored iman, visac amis dadasturebac da uaryofac yvelaze metad SeeZlo, mxolod maSinRa iwama sabolood. da Tu aqamde mainc ewinaaRmdegeboda, mainc ebrZoda Tavs, axla mTeli arsebiT, mTeli mgznebarebiT Cahyva, CaiZira dagvianebuli Tu gulSi daZvelebuli eWvianobis veragsa da gamapampulebel morevSi. Tumca, eWvianoba albaT mainc meoradi grZnoba iyo misTvis im wuTas da esec, rasakvirvelia, uaresad urevda Tavgzas. Tavad fransuaza arsi ki ar iyo misi guliswyromisa, gulistkivilisa, Tundac, sigiJisa, aramed mxolod mizezi am guliswyromis, gulistkivilisa da sigiJis gamosavlenad. da marTlac, fransuaza mxolod erTerT nawils warmoadgenda im cxovrebisa, romelic, axla, am wuTas, uimedod, SeumCnevlad adneboda xelSi, ecleboda fexqveS da emxoboda Tavze. TviTon ki axalSobiliviT umweo iyo, rame eRona, rame mainc gadaerCina, ramdenadac im cxovrebis yoveli nawili, imave dros, mTelsac gulisxmobda TavisTavSi, mTeli ki, upirveles yovlisa sakuTar nawilebs ganasaxierebda, oRond, winaswar daudgeneli da bunebriviviT umtkivneulo monacvleobiT. amiT mTelis, anu, avelumis cxovrebis arsi iseve ar icvleboda, rogorc samyaros arsi ar icvleba weliwadis droTa anda zodiaqos TanavarskvlavedTa monacvleobiT. magram im cxovrebidan ukve aRaraferi darCeniliyo da amis SegrZneba, yvelaze metad swored aq, siyvarulis am maradiul baRSi iyo mtkivneulic, damakninebelica da gamabiTurebelic. magram mainc ar SeiZleboda avelumis gamarTleba. im cxovrebidan, SeiZleba, marTla aRaraferi darCeniliyo, magram xom iyo odesRac yvelaferi?! imaTac xom ganecadaT is "yvelaferi" erTad, an erTmaneTis meSveobiT?! gana es cotaa? gana marto amis gamo ar imsaxurebda igive fransuaza misgan madlobasa da Tayvaniscemas? is ki... is ki, klinikidan gamoqceuli giJiviT gahyviroda, TviTonac rom ar icoda ras. Tumca, nuras ukacravad! klinikidan gamoqceuli giJebi qalebs ki ar eCxubebian, skams uTmoben saqalaqo transportSi. giJic ki ar iyo is da albaT verasodes Seityobda, ra iyo sinamdvileSi, risTvis iyo, unda yofiliyo Tu ara saerTod.

- ver uyurebT amas?! - SesZaxa ybaacaxcaxebulma - me bnelSi vijeqi WotiviT, liftiori qalis SiSiT sinaTlec ver amenTo, ar momagnos, ar damifrinos aqedan meTqi, es ki, rogorc ityvian, evropulad erToboda, an saelCoSi ijda iatakze da viRacis WiqaSi CarCenil Sampanurs wrupavda ("fih! mezizReba Sampanuri" - CaurTo fransuazam), an romeliRac morigi degenerati geniosis, anu Cemi ar iyos, ZaliT gaabstraqcionistebuli mxatvris ("oho! eg ki ar vicodi!"- isev CaurTo fransuazam) binZur xaveraSi... ukacravad, saxelosnoSi, atelieSi, studiaSi diasaxlisobda gamosuli qalis Tamami uSualobiTa da uSualo siTamamiT. Tqven ras svamT? Tumca, sxva mainc araferi gvaqvs. "narinjovani". brrrr... ("siRaribe dasacini ar aris" - CaurTo fransuazam). me meubnebi? me mxolod siRaribiTa var mdidari. yoveldRe cotas, erTxel uxvad mirCevnia. magram mainc vityvi Cemsas, rogorc ar unda SemiSalo. Tqven xom yvelaferze Tvals xuWavT, mSveniereba rom dainaxoT?! oRond "mSvenieri" yvelaferi SeiZleba aRmoCndes imedismomcemi da yvelafris mkisrebeli mxatvris saxelosnoSi. Tqvenc yvelafrisTvis mzad xarT. diax, Tqven, frangebi! xelovanTa mfarveloba ara marto Tqveni sulieri midrekilebaa, aramed xorcieli moTxovnilebac. oRond yvelasi ki ara, araviTar SemTxvevaSi, rogor gekadrebaT! bevri Tqveni saxelovani mxatvari SimSiliTaa mkvdari, eTiopeli oboliviT. aramed visic... vinc... visac... - ver ipova uceb saWiro sityva, anda, ukanasknel wams moerida pirze momdgari sityvis Tqma da uneburad Seyovnda, magram sakuTari dabneulobisac Sercxva da isev mtkiced gaagrZela - visic geSiniaT, Tundac, visic geridebaT, Tqvenive evropuli provincialobis gamo. visac erT xelSi mdored, zantad mwveTavi funji uWiravs, meoreSi ki - monuri Suris, siZulvilis, pativmoyvareobis maxvili. da Tqvenc... da Tqvenc, avad molaplape maxvilis SiSiT, siamovnebiT ulokavT mdored, zantad mwveTav funjs - uceb gaCumda da cali TvaliT gamoxeda fransuazas, TiTqos Seamowma, mismens Tu arao. anda, TiTqos ase gaafrTxila, scenaze Seni gamosvlis droc moaxlovda da moemzadeo. fransuazam ena gamoyo da scada zed daexeda. iman ki warbebi awkipa, tuCebi uSnod mopruwa da viTom fransuazas xmiT gaagrZela - iciT, rogori originaluria?! iseTi ubraloa... iseTi adamianuri... ki aba, bebiaSenisam! - CaurTo maSinve "sakuTari" xmiT, vidre isev Seicvlida xmas iciT, im dRes oTxad gaWrili gaufcqvneli xaxvi mogvarTva, es aris mTeli vaxSamio. warmogidgeniaT?! - gabrazda isev. - ai, amas hqvia namdvili bohema! siZunweze rom araferi vTqvaT. anda, Tundac sibriyveze. siRaribe aq arafer SuaSia. Tu xaxvis meti araferi gaqvs, vaxSams ratom marTav saxelosnoSi?! elodebi, rom saWmel-sasmels sxvebi moitanen?! amas sxva saxeli hqvia. vazviadeb rames? - miubrunda fransuazas. fransuazas ecineboda, magram Tavs ikavebda, avelums rom ar SeemCnia da uaresad ar gabrazebuliyo - ra gacinebs? - mainc Seatyo avelumma - gana sasaciloa?! marto amisTvis Rirda parizidan moskovs gadasaxleba. amis gulisTvis. marto amis gamo. magram mec rom gaufcqvneli xaxvi meWmia SenTvis, mogewoneboda? SeWamdi? - uyvira isev.

erTi wamiT, cacxvis romeliRac xeze moJRurtule Citi CaCumda, imdenad moulodneli, imdenad Seuferebeli aRmoCnda es mgznebare oratoria iqaurobisTvis. saerTodac, albaT mTels dedamiwaze, marto maT Tu SeeZloT raime azris gamotana naTqvamidanac da mosmenilidanac, rac Cveulebrivi abdaubda, abrakadabra iqneboda da meti araferi nebismieri mesame adamianisaTvis, gansakuTrebiT ki aq, trianonis sasaxleSi, sadac vin icis, saidan ar Camosuli turistebi, bednierebisagan saxegaciskrovnebulni, saqmianad gafacicebulni da eSmakurad momRimarni (gansakuTrebiT azielebi), dahyvebodnen kudSi TavianT gidebs pikanturi CvenebebiT gamovsebul talanebsa Tu cacxvis yvaviliT mofenil bilikebze. saTqmels aq Tvalebi ambobdnen ZiriTadad. avelumi ki lamis Rrialebda, wyalqveSa kldeebisaken gaqanebuli gemis anZaze SerCenili mezRvauriviT. xolo darcxvenili fransuaza TavCaRunuli ejda gverdiT, jerjerobiT zereled daeWvebuli (meeqvse grZnobis wyalobiT), raRacas, sabediswerod avsa da saxifaTos, bolomde ver Cawvdenili, magram mainc kmayofili da mainc bednieri. ufro sworad, ki moswonda, rac maT Soris da maT garSemo xdeboda, magram, imave dros, SigadaSig, moulodnelad, raRac sxva, sruliad ucxo da amitomac usiamo gemoc dahkravda yvelafers - sigaretsac, haersac, mzesac, cacxvis surnelsac, Citis WikWiksac da avelumis xmasac rogorc erT romeliRac Zalian gemriel kerZs, aranakleb gemrieli, magram mainc gansxvavebuli da pirvelTan yovlad Seuferebeli sxva kerZis gemo.

uguneboba saerTod avelumis erT-erTi gamosarCevi Tviseba gaxldaT xandaxan ise moulodnelad, ise umizezod moiwyenda xolme, fransuaza sagonebelSi vardeboda, varaudebiT itkiebda Tavs, vidre ukeT gaicnobda da SeeCveoda mis cvalebad xasiaTs. amjerad ki winaswar, avelumis Camofrenamdec icoda, xalisiani mosaubris, ubadlo kulinaris, Seumcdari WaSnagiris, Seucvleli meinaxisa da gamousworebeli mususis nacvlad, avad moRuSuli, warbebSeWmuxnuli, kriWaSekruli saSineleba SerCeboda xelSi - asketi raindisa da orTodoqsi meudabnoes xelovnuri najvari, oRond TviTCasaxvisa da TviTSobis gziT miRebuli - da es rom ase iqneboda, jer kidev telefoniT saubrisas Seatyo xmaze (roca iman moskovidan daureka da gaafrTxila, ama da am dRes viqnebi parizSio). TiTqos dainaxa kidec is xma (da aman Sezara swored), raRacnairi mkvdruli sijiutiT, mxolod da mxolod garduvalobis ZaliT daZruli satelefono kabelSi, rogorc tkiviliT gaognebuli da Sxamiani nerwyviT gaguduli baWia maxrCobela gvelis nawlavSi. magram misda gasaocrad da misda gasaxarad, mokra Tu ara Soridan Tvali (aeroportSi), maSinve damSvidda - zedmetad mxiaruli da zedmetad xalisianic ki moeCvena erTi SexedviT, Tumca, amgvari STabeWdileba, albaT, imanac Seuqmna, viRac lamaz qals rom moacilebda is da, Cveulebisamebr, Tavazianobad, yuradRebad iyo qceuli, rac yovelTvis Zalian moswonda fransuazas da Zalianac afasebda. qali ki namdvilad lamazi iyo - aziuri yvrimalebiTa da iribad gaWrili TvalebiT qalbaton SoSas hgavda. ki ar hgavda, qalbatoni SoSa iyo namdvilad, es wuTia gadmosuli wignidan. magram imdenad ar gaakvirva am ambavma (avelumis mgzavrobam literaturul gmirTan erTad), ramdenadac daavaldebula Cveulebrivi adamianuri yuradReba da gulisxmiereba gamoeCina swored literaturuli gmiris mimarT, raki isic iZulebuli gaexada cxovrebas mietovebina Tavisi maradiuli, saimedo TavSesafari (wigni) da, vin icis, ra mizniTa da risi imediT, Camjdariyo Cveulebriv (anu namdvil) TviTmfrinavSi, Cveulebrivi (anu, namdvili) adamianiviT. vidre avelumi gamoeTxoveboda, fransuaza mxolod im qals uyurebda da ucxod aRar eCveneboda, Tundac mxolod imitom, misTvis yvelaze axlobeli, yvelaze sayvareli, rac mTavaria, yvelaze namdvili, yvelaze realuri adamianis gverdiT rom xedavda. avelumisa da im ucxo qalis cqeram ara marto daamSvida, ukve gabzaruli rwmenac ganumtkica imisa, yvelaferi Zveleburad rom iqneboda isev da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar Seexeboda maT urTierTobas borotebis imperiaSi da, aqedan gamomdinare, mTels qveyanaze mimdinare cvlilebebi. is ki ara, raRacnairi (oRond, ufro mSobliuri, vidre qaluri) siamayiTac ki gaifiqra - tyuilad SemaSina telefonze, mSvenivrad gamoiyureba da rac mTavaria, Tavisas mainc ar iSlis, Zveleburad ar uSvebs SemTxvevas xelidano. avelumsac gangeb warbSekruli Seegeba, "eWvianobis scena" gaiTamaSa, avelumisaTvis rom esiamovnebina da, doinj-Semoyrilma, salmis magivrad hkiTxa: rao, qalbatonma SoSam, ra mindao? - viTom mainc veWvianob, Tumca, TviTonac kargad momexseneba, literaturul gmirze eWvianoba sisulelea da meti araferio. avelums ki elda eca: ris amoxsnasac mTeli gza amaod cdilobda, amoxsnili daaxvedra fransuazam. avelumsac sul enaze edga qalbaton SoSas saxeli, magram ver iqna da ver amoTqva. samagierod, axla isic ki gaaxsenda, karic rom gajaxunda TiTqos TviTmfrinavSi, rogorc ki Tvali mokra imas, TviTmfrinavSic TavisTvis ganmartoebulsa da weriT garTuls. magram Tavisi gaoceba aRar gamouxatavs. xmaSi ahyva, mxari auba fransuazas da TviTonac ise, sxvaTa Soris moayola: ra vici, ra unda. albaT wignSi jdoma mobezrda da gadawyvita Tavad eaxlos mkiTxvels, raki mkiTxveli aRar midis masTano. fransuazasac es undoda - maSinve darwmunda, swored is avelumi idga mis win, am ocdaxuTi wlis win rom ixila pirvelad, roca vanis saganZuris dasaTvaliereblad SuSis vitrinebze daxrilma, erTi wamiT, uneblieT Tavi

wamowia da TiTqos liTonis jarTisgan Sekowiwebulma saxem umal gaaogna, vidre ganacvifra, umal daafrTxo, vidre aRafrTovana. uguneboba mogvianebiT Seetyo avelums, roca Svili moikiTxa. ufro swored, roca, bolos da bolos, orives gaaxsendaT Svilic rom hyavdaT (RmerTo, rogor Secvliliyo am ori wlis ganmavlobaSi!), da isic zantad, uxalisod wamoizlazna kedlis sigrZe sarkmlis dabal rafaze Camomjdari, TiTqos monatrebul mamas ki ar unda Sehgebeboda, dedamiss unda waredgina is Tavisi megobrisaTvis, romlis arsebobis Sesaxeb gagebuli ki hqonda, magram Tavisi bavSvuri mrwamsiTa da TvalsazrisiT, mkvdari mamis Rirsebis SebRalvad Tvlida saerTod imis arsebobas; anda, SeiZleba kidev ufro mogvianebiTac, roca dabneul, daZabul misalmebasa da mokiTxvebs morCnen da manqanisaken daiZrnen, uneburad daborkilni miuCveveli siaxloviT. marTlac, mama-Svilis pirvel SexvedrasTan SedarebiT, imdenad uRimRamo, imdenad TvalSisacemad "nelTbili" aRmoCnda maTi meore Sexvedra, fransuaza TviTonve Sewuxda da manqanaSi Casxdomamde Sefarulad anugeSa Tu Taviseburad moubodiSa avelums: iseT asakSia, araferi ar unda ewyinos magisgan kacso. - warmogidgenia, karavSi apirebs cxovrebas, zRvis napirze, dobilTan erTad daamata RimiliT, TiTqos ukve gamoTqmuli mosazrebis kidev ufro gansamtkiceblad. is ki (maTi Svili) ukve manqanis ukana savarZelze gadaTxleSiliyo, sportsmeniviT.

ase rom, roca is (Svili), deidebTan da bebia-babuasTan erTad, kunZulze gaistumres, sadac viTom TviTonac unda Casuliyvnen mogvianebiT, fransuazam, cota ar iyos, SvebiT amoisunTqa - misi azriT, mesame Sexvedramde, mamac moaswrebda damSvidebas da Svilic moegeboda gons. magram fransuazam ar icoda, yvelaze naklebad es ambavi rom awuxebda axla avelums. ufro sworad, srulebiT ar gaukvirdeboda, "nelTbilad" ki ara, saerTod Tu ar miesalmeboda Svili, radgan pirveli Sexvedrisgan gansxvavebiT, amjerad, araTu uneblie damnaSaved, aramed pirwavardnil garewrad Tvlida Tavs mis winaSe da amazrzen usindisobad miaCnda Tavisi amJamindeli saqcielic, anu, TanagrZnobis, yuradRebis moTxovna imisgan, vinc Tavad uyuradRebod, upatronod hyavda migdebuli da wlebis ganmavlobaSi TiTs TiTze ar akarebda, araviTar Rones ar xmarobda, rame Seecvala, ukeTesobisken Tu ara, uaresobisken mainc. Tumca, uaresi raRa unda yofiliyo! garda sityvebisa, gindac garda sityvebiT gamoTqmuli grZnobebisa, sxva araferi hqondaT saerTo, arc samSoblo, arc ena, arc warsuli da arc momavali. araferi! Tavsac ityuebdnen da erTmaneTis motyuebasac cdilobdnen sayovelTaod miRebuli, magram yovlad ufesvo, gudafSuta, caSi motivtive Teoriebisa da kanonebis moSveliebiT an uaryofiT. amis dadastureba iyo maTi orive Sexvedrac - pirveli Tavisi gadametebuli guliTadobiT da meore aseve Tavisi gadametebuli gulgrilobiT. rasakvirvelia, didi mniSvneloba aqvs, visgan iRebs qali muclad, magram mniSvneloba aqvs Tavad qalisTvis, qalis cxovrebisTvis, Tundac qalis saidumlo cxovrebisTvis da ara misi saidumlos nayofisTvis, misi SvilisTvis. SvilisTvis mTavaria, vin daisvams mklavze, vidre siaruls iswavlides; vin gavardeba misi wamlis saSovnelad, giJiviT, roca avad gaxdeba; vin mouyveba zRapars Zilis win, Tundac mTqnarebiTa da buzRuniT; vin waiyvans, vTqvaT, zooparkSi da vin aaxevs yurs, vTqvaT, raime uzneo saqcielisTvis, anda uzrdeluri sityva-pasuxisTvis. rac mTavaria, araviTar SemTxvevaSi aRar epatieboda Tavisufal avelums is, rac monobaSi albaT Rirsebadac eTvleboda. amitom, namdvilad ajobebda, Tuki yvelafers Tavisi saxeli daerqmeoda. Tuki aRarc TviTon iTvalTmaqcebda (Tundac misdauneburad, garemoebebidan gamomdinare, anda Tundac siyvarulis saxeliT) da, TavisTavad cxadia, sxvebsac, anu, Zalauneburad masze damokidebul xalxsac daacdida saRad azrovnebasa da swori, ufro zustad ki maTTvis ufro xelsayreli, maTTvis ukeTesi gadawyvetilebebis miRebas. ra Tqma unda, viTommamis yolas umamoba sjobs. viTommamisgan yvelaferi viTomaa, carielia, fuWia - sityvac, saCuqaric, TanagrZnobac, siyvarulic! - roca Tavidanve Canergilma, Segnebulma da gacnobierebulma umamobam, SeiZleba, bevr rameSi biZgic ki mogces, sxvebze meti gagakeTebinos. ase rom, araTu "nelTbili" Sexvedra, avelums arc is gaukvirdeboda viTomSvilisgan, mourideblad Tu miaxlida pirSi (oRond, sakiTxavia, romel enaze!) - satanjvelad da sawameblad Sen dedaCemis gapampulebac geyofa, me ki, RvTis gulisaTvis, Tavi gamanebeo.

magram vidre amas etyoda viTommamas, jer keTili eneba da dedisTvis ekiTxa, ra azrisa iyo amis Taobaze, Tvlida Tu ara Tavs gapampulebulad misi viTommamisgan. araviTar SemTxvevaSi! "araviTar SemTxvevaSio" - boboqrobda gunebaSi avelumi, da aseve aboboqrdeboda albaT fransuazac, aseTi ram marTla rom ekiTxa vinmes misTvis. Tuki vinme iyo gapampulebuli, mxolod - avelumi da misi "umizezo" mrisxanebaca da "usamarTlo" braldebebic fransuazas mimarT, upirveles yovlisa, swored imiT iyo ganpirobebuli, maincdamainc, aq, trianonis sasaxleSi rom grZnobda amas. gnebavT, aqac rom ver gaerkvia, romeli ufro awamebda, warmodgenili Tu namdvilad Cadenili Ralati. CvenSi rom vTqvaT, Tuki vinmeze eWvianobda saerTod avelumi, fransuazaze eWvianobda yovelTvis fransuazas, ara Tu mizezi da saSualeba, uflebac meti hqonda Ralatisa. yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, sxva samyaros ekuTvnoda, sxva qveyanaSi cxovrobda, sxva adaT-wesebiT, da eWvianobisgan gindac Wipi gadmogvardnoda, roca mogeprianeboda, anda roca morigi sigiJe wamogivlida, mainc ver CaakiTxavdi Sens nebaze im samyaroSi da im qveyanaSi, miT ufro Seni samyarodan da Seni qveynidan - da xandaxan, misTvisac moulodnelad, ise mwared, ise dauzogavad gahkravda xolme gulSi usafuZvlo, mxolod da mxolod misive gamZafrebuli fantaziis daudevrobiT Casaxuli da bolomde daubadebeli eWvi, mzad iyo mgeliviT eRmuvla, gveliviT Tavi kedelze mienaya da mucelmowyvetili qaliviT egora miwaze, imdenad autaneli, gausaZlisi iyo es xelovnuri, gonebismieri grZnoba, TviTgvemis umartivesi da usastikesi iaraRi, romlis marwuxebsac iolad veRar daaRwevdi Tavs, rac ar unda geRona. magram roca sonias wyalobiT, sinamdvileSic ganicada is, rasac mxolod sakuTar warmodgenebSi ganicdida fransuazasTan dakavSirebiT, warmodgenilma da dasaSvebma garkveuli TvalsazrisiT mainc gaanela namdvilisa da dauSveblis damangreveli Zala da, amave dros, seriozuli feriscvaleba ganicada TviTonac, ufro zustad, TavisTavad, Zaldautaneblad (SeiZleba, avelumis faruli surviliTac), Seerwya, SeuerTda namdvilsa da dauSvebels da, masTan erTad, aseve TavisTavad da Zaldautaneblad, pasuxismgeblobac ikisra yvelaferze, rac sinamdvileSi moxda, an ar moxda, magram SeiZleboda momxdariyo. avelumi aRgznebuli laparakobda, ukve "rolSi Sesuli", ukve sityvas ayolili, sakuTar nalaparakevs mitmasnili, mikedlebuli, rogorc romeliRac patara, pariziti mweri, bevrad didi cxovelis sxeuls, magram, imave dros, alalbedze mZebneli gamosasvleli gzisa am uazrobidan, am gauTvaliswinebeli, gaumarTlebeli sigiJidan, rasakvirvelia, maTTvisac (am SemTxvevaSi, fransuazasTvisac), vinc kidev iTvleboda misi imperiis SemadgenlobaSi, anu, visac jer ver daeRwia misi siyvarulisgan Tavi. awrialebuli TvalebiT sivrces miSterebuli da skamis kideze xelebdabjenili laparakobda, TviTonac rom ar icoda ras. - kmara, xma ar amoiRo - gaaCuma uceb fransuazam. skamidan wamodga da, Tavadac aforiaqebulma, ramdenjerme uazrod gaiargamoiara skamis win. imasac gadasdeboda avelumis mRelvareba.

- yvelaferSi marTali xar, aki giTxari, aki vaRiare... - gaagrZela mRelvarebisgan xmaSecvlilma - magram sxvanairadac ar SemeZlo. imitom rom... imitom rom, meSinoda... Seigne erTxel da samudamod - win gauCerda da Tavze xeli daado - SensaviT, SensaviT meSinoda - uTxra dayvavebiT, rogorc bavSvebs uyvaveben xolme sakuTar simarTleSi daeWvebuli ufrosebi - Senc xom marto darCenisa geSinia da imitom mlanZRav ase daundoblad, ase usamarTlod, ase dagvianebiT - uceb gaCumda, TiTqos amowmebda, ramdenad samarTliani iyo Tavad, ramdenad Seefereboda saerTod simarTles, rasac ambobda, anda, imdenad marTali egona Tavi, uneburad Seawuxa amis SegrZnebam, Seecoda Tanamosaubre, yvela gza rom mouWra erTbaSad, kedelTan rom miayena da, marTlac, ra gansxvaveba iyo, kacma rom Tqvas, davuSvaT, fransuazas moskovur "Tavqarianobasa" da avelumis amJamindnel "TavdaWerilobas" Soris? araviTari. erTi da igive movlena, Tundac, grZnoba, erTi da imave mizeziT ganpirobebuli, sxvadasxva drosa da sxvadasxva garemoSi sxvadasxvanairad amJRavnebda Tavs da, mxolod da mxolod, SiSi edo safuZvlad, marto darCenis SiSi, rogorc fransuazamac Tqva, oRond ufro qaluri gumanis karnaxiT, ramdenadac sxva araviTari sabuTi ar arsebobda amis damamtkicebeli. ubralod, fransuazas avelumze adre gauCnda am SiSis grZnoba da avelumze metsac fiqrobda saerTod amasTan dakavSirebiT, Tundac imitom, arasodes rom ar sjeroda avelumisa, arasodes moutyuebia Tavi, erTxelac iqneba, aRar dabrundeba Sin da samudamod darCeba CemTano. rogorc erTxel ukve vTqviT, fransuaza imdenad kargad icnobda avelums, isic yovelTvis winaswar icoda, Tu rodis damTavrdeboda maTi kidev erTi droebiTi "ojaxuri" cxovreba. sakmarisi iyo zemoT naxsenebi uguneboba daufleboda avelums, fransuazac ukve momaval Sexvedrebze iwyebda fiqrs, momavali SexvedrebisTvis emzadeboda, arsebobda Tu ar arsebobda amis realuri safuZveli, gansakuTrebiT ki moskovSi cxovrebisas, raTa mTeli misi arseba, mxolod da mxolod, am safiqraliT, am sazrunaviT, am imediT yofiliyo gamsWvaluli da ubrZolvelad ar Cavardnoda xelSi landiviT adevnebul simartoves - sakuTar gamosaxulebasaviT usxeulo, uwono da mouSorebel qalbatons, erTdroulad Casafrebuls yvela sarkeSi, yvela SuSaSi da saerTod nebismier priala saganSi, saidanac kuSti TavazianobiT gamoegebeboda xolme maSinve, Tuki wamiT mainc gauSterdeboda fransuazas Tvali. fransuazas ar SeeZlo avelumiviT, roca moeprianeboda maSin daekra fexi da gadaxvewiliyo Tavis parizSi. ase iolad ver miatovebda iqaurobas, radgan is iyo erTaderTi adgili, sadac SeiZleboda Sexvedroda avelums, sadac uavelumodac unda ecxovra, imedi rom ar moSloda misi naxvisa, iqamde unda ecxovra, vidre SesZlebda, vidre gaaCerebdnen, radgan avelumsac rom uyvarda igi, wamiTac ar daeWvebula arasodes da yovelTvis mtkiced swamda, misi moskovidan wasvla, upirveles yovlisa, avelumisTvis ar iqneboda sasurveli, avelums gaurTulebda cxovrebas. amitom, ara marto valdebulad Tvlida Tavs, vTqvaT, rogorc Seyvarebuli, aramed iZulebuladac, rogorc Rirsebisa da Tavmoyvareobis mqone adamiani, aetana da moeTmina bevri iseTi ram, rasac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar moiTmenda da aitanda, avelums rom ar gadahyroda Tavis droze, SemTxveviT. magram fransuazam mainc ar icoda mTavari, anda mkrTali, bundovani warmodgena hqonda mxolod mTavarze, aseve avelumis sanaxevrod gaSarJebulgaidumalebuli monayolebis wyalobiT. man ar icoda, an ar sjeroda, avelumis cxovrebas bavSvobaSi gaCuqebuli dis danatovari sicariele rom edo safuZvlad da, amitomac, verafers SeinarCunebda bolomde, miT umetes monobaSi Seqmnilsa da SeZenils. - ai, sonia gaTxovda, Tavs uSvela - Tqva uceb avelumma. - sonia?! romeli sonia?! - gaikvirva fransuazam da imave wams igrZno, rogor aforiaqda, rogor auCqarda guli.

- ici Sen, Zalian kargad ici - aRar daixia avelumma. - mere?! - gatyda fransuazac. - ra mere? gaTxovda. gadarCa. beds ewia - viTom agdebulad, viTom gulgareSe uTxra avelumma, TiTqos cixeSi gagonil Wors uyveboda. - rogor Tu gaTxovda?! - gulwrfelad gabrazda fransuaza. - rogor da Cveulebrivad. rogorc Wkviani qalebi Txovdebian - Tqva avelumma da cacxvis yvavili wkipurtiT gadaigdo muxlidan- aba, me xom ar gadamyveboda? daamata ukve nerviuli RimiliT. "ai, Turme rogor yofila saqmeo" - gaifiqra fransuazam. rasakvirvelia, icoda, vin iyo sonia. avelumis garda, sxva gzebiTac SeiZleboda "cixis Worebis" gageba, Tundac yofili nacnob-megobrebis meSveobiT, romlebic arc dros daiSurebdnen da arc fuls saerTaSoriso satelefono saubrisTvis, Tuki fransuazasTvisac "metad saintereso ambavs" Seityobdnen SemTxveviT. moskovma ki yovelTvis gacilebiT meti icoda maT Sesaxeb, vidre parizma an Tbilisma. magram fransuaza fiqrSiac ar dauSvebda, ase "mSvidad", ase "Cveulebrivad" Tu ilaparakebdnen am sakiTxze isa da avelumi, saerTod Tu axsenebda avelumi sonias saxels misi TandaswrebiT. sonia, ra Tqma unda, misTvisac arsebobda, magram araviTari survili ar hqonda Tavad, raime urTierToba daemyarebina masTan. marTalia, didad ar gansxvavdebodnen isini erTmaneTisgan, arc bediTa da arc mdgomareobiT, erTic is iyo rac meore, anu, oriveni erTsa da imave uRelSi hyavda Sebmuli avelums, magram fransuazas bevrad erCia, Tuki es "saidumlo" marto avelums ecodineboda, marto mis sakuTrebad darCeboda, radgan am "saidumlos" gamxelamde, misi da avelumis (iseve, rogorc avelumisa da sonias) urTierToba TiTqmis uCveulo, TiTqos momxibvlelic da, amdenad, yvelasaTvis met-naklebad gasagebic iyo da misaRebic, sxvanairad rom vTqvaT, umal TanagrZnobas imsaxurebda, vidre Serisxvas, dagmobas da, rac mTavaria, dacinvas, Tundac mTavari msjavrmdeblis - melanias - mxridan. "saidumlos" gamxelis SemTxvevaSi ki, maTi urTieToba TiTqmis Cveulebriv, TiTqmis yoveldRiur, yvelasaTvis xelmisawvdom garyvnilebad gardaiqmneboda da ara marto mTavari msjavrmdeblis, aramed misi erTaderTi Tanamzraxvelis, erTaderTi TanamebrZolis - sakuTari Svilis - TvalSic. maSinve erT rigiT, guliswadils ayolil Zuknad iqceoda misTvis (da yvela misi asakis gogosTvisac) da veRarafriT veRar aRidgenda wignis gmiriviT uiRblo siyvarulisTvis wamebulis saxesa da saxels. rac mTavaria, fransuazas namdvilad ar egona, rodisme ase Tu SesZravda, SeaSfoTebda sonias bedi, Tundac misi gaTxoveba. arada, axla iseTi SegrZneba hqonda, TiTqos sonias marto daetovebina is saerTo ubedurebis Jams, marto daetovebina avelumis xaxaSi. TiTqos avelumisTvis ki ara, misTvis eRalatna sonias - TviTon rogorRac gadaegdo kisridan Tavisi wili uReli da axla uRlis erTi bolo miwaze mixriginebda, miiTrevda dalewil tabikebsa da dawyvetil apeurebs, xolo uRelSi marto darCenil fransuazas ufro uaresad edrikeboda kiseri. "usindisoo" - Tqva gunebaSi. ise ubrazdeboda, TiTqos sonias rodisme sityva mieces misTvis, rac aris aris, modi bolomde erTad gviyvardes avelumio, erTad gavwioT saerTo siyvarulis mZime Wapanio. - Zalian samwuxaroa... dRiTi dRe sul Txeldeba da Txeldeba Cveni rigebi. sul ufro da ufro cotani vrCebiT - Tqva bolos mSvidad. - vin? - daiZaba avelumi. - Cven! - gauRima fransuazam da maSinve gaagrZela, oRond ukve mkacrad, uRimilod - briyvebi. briyvTa xomaldis mgzavrebi. Seni qveSevrdomebi. cacxvze Citi isev Tavgamodebuli WikWikebda, magram arcerTs ar esmoda misi xma.

- mainc gaTxoveba sjobs... vidre... vidre... - ver moaba saTqmels Tavi avelumma, anda, SeiZleba, uceb gadaifiqra, moerida fransuazasi, daenana, dazoga bolo wams. - vidre? - waexmara, ar moeSva fransuaza, axla ukve daZabulad, gamomwvevad momRimari, momlodine nebismieri sisaZaglisa. - sxvaTa Soris, Sens sawolTan, patara magidaze, Tu SegimCnevia, Casaxvis sawinaaRmdego abebis kolofi devs, sanaxevrod daclili - Tqva avelumma da xmauriT Caylapa nerwyvi - albaT yovel SemTxvevisTvis svam, dasazRvevad. Cemma werilebma rom... hm, hm... - Caaxvela Tu Caicina erTsa da imave dros. ufro sworad ki, usiamod Caixixina nerviulobisagan isedac daviwrovebul yelSi - magram ara mgonia, am TvalsazrisiT, saxifaTo iyos, rogorc Sen uwode erTxel, epistoluri siyvaruli - (fransuaza dumda) - marTlac, rogorc etyoba, franguli wamlebi xangrZlivad, wlebis ganmavlobaSi inarCuneben Zalas. Cven xom ukanasknelad am ori wlis winaT SevxvdiT? ase ar gamodis? ori Tvis mere ori weli iqneba - miubrunda fransuazas, viTom marTla ainteresebda amis dazusteba. - is wamali germanulia - Tqva fransuazam. - eg sulerTia! - mgznebared SesZaxa avelumma. - egre gegonos, - gaicina fransuazam - zogi sustia, zogi Zlieri. Zalian Zlieric arsebobs. magaliTad Cinuri abebi make niangs Caaylapes Turme da Tormeti kvercxi gaulaya mucelSi. - me ar vxumrob - gaeRima avelums. - RmerTo Cemo, ar mesmis rogor cxovrobT Tqven! - Sewuxda, aRelda, gabrazda fransuaza - ver gamigia, ra ginda Cemgan? ra unda Cavikla, ra unda amovikveTo, ras unda gavuZlo kidev! - uneburad auwia xmas, magram maleve sZlia sisustes da mSvidad gaagrZela - vidre Sen Cemi gadarCenis gegmebs awyobdi iq, Cemo gadamrCenelo, me Tavs Zlivs vereodi, quCaSi rom ar gavvardniliyavi da pirvelsave gamvlels ar Cavvardnodi fexebSi... pirvelsave Semxvedrs... Tundac keTrovans... avelumi aSkarad SeakrTo bolo sityvebma. erTi wamiT gamoxeda swrafad, qurdulad, gadidebuli, awrialebuli TvalebiT. loyebic ki Seefakla uceb da am moulodneli SekrTomis, dabneulobisa Tu Sercxvenis misaCqmalad - xe, xeo Caicina yasidad, usiamod, Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, sxva mainc araferi hqonda saTqmeli. - kmara, kmara. gavicineT da gveyofa - Tqva fransuazam - ras vizamT, aseTia Cveni xvedri - daamata cota xnis mere, Semrigeblurad. Tan mxarze gadakiduli tyavis patara CanTidan morig sigarets iRebda, magram, amjerad, imdenad moweva ar undoda, ramdenadac ganmuxtva am uxerxuli, ukiduresobamde misuli saxifaTo situaciisa. axla nebismieri mouzomavi sityva, misgan Tu avelumisgan naTqvami, SeiZleboda orivesTvis erTnairad sabediswero aRmoCeniliyo, Tuki Segnebulad ar eswrafvodnen gaTiSvas, ganSorebas, lamis ocdaxuTwliani siyvarulisTvis wertilis dasmas, maincdamainc aq, farSevangis ferebiTa da siyvarulis maradiuli oxvriT dabangul sasaxleSi. amitomac, rac ufro nakleb yuradRebas miaqcevdnen ukve naTqvamsa da Cadenils, miT ufro gauadvildebodaT, axlac da momavalSic, misi "gasaReba" (Tundac sakuTar TavTan) umniSvnelo, usafuZvlo, WeSmarit SeyvarebulTaTvis Tanabrad damaxasiaTebel da TiTqmis garduval gaugebrobad. "pirobas gaZlev, saRamomde aRar movwevo" - uTxra fransuazam momarjvebul sigarets, ra Tqma unda, avelumis gasagonad. - gana rodisme miTqvams, Seni gadamrCeneli var-meTqi? - ikiTxa TavCaRunulma avelumma.

- giTqvams - gaiRima fransuazam. Soreul mogonebebs gauRima - Tanac bevrjer daamata maSinve. Tan sigarets ukidebda da meore xels gazis asanTis als afarebda gverdidan, cacxvis surneliTa da Citis WikWikiT gabruebul niavs rom ar Caeqro SemTxveviT - TiTqmis yovelTvis, roca Tvrebodi - siamovnebiT amoayola bols. - me aravis gadarCena ar SemiZlia - aRelda, aCqarda avelumi - ar uarvyof. SeiZleba vTqvi. SeiZleba miTqvams... SeiZleba mindoda kidec. arc es aris gamoricxuli. magram... ici ratom? kargi, kidev erTxel getyvi, raki SeniT ver mixvdi aqamde. me fexdabijebuli sisxli midgas ZarRvebSi. ici, ras niSnavs es? - ara, ar icoda fransuazam, ras niSnavda "es" da arc unda scodnoda. amasTan saxsenebelic ar iyo ufuloba, usamsaxuroba, uZiloba, stumrad wasvlis Tu stumris miRebis gamo mogvrili mRelvareba, SfoTi da wuxili... martoxela dedobac ki! magram es rom gaegebinebina fransuazasTvis, Zalian Soridan unda daewyo. Tumca, TviTonac ar iyo darwmunebuli, ramdenad SesaZlebelia auxsna meore adamians, romelic am dros saxeSi Semogcqeris da romlis fexsac es wuTia Seexe Tavad, rom Sen ar arsebob, rom is (meore adamiani) axla martoa, anu erTi zis am oradgilian skamze, rac aSkarad ar Seesabameba TiTqos sinamdviles. magram avelums TviTonve daezara laparakis gagrZeleba. daezara imis axsnaganmarteba, risi axsna-ganmartebac mxolod sityvebis meSveobiT mainc ver moxerxdeboda. amis mxolod SegrZneba SeiZleboda. es Tandayolili, memkvidreobiT miRebuli, sisxlismieri SegrZneba gaxldaT da ara giJis aCemeba, gamZafrebuli nevrozis kidev erTi gamovlena. mokled, amis gageba Tu surda fransuazas, is cxovreba unda gaevlo, rac avelumma ganvlo, Tavis winaprebianad, uxsovari droidan dRemde. swored am cxovrebis kvals daeZebda avelumic mTeli sicocxle, man miiyvana kretas aqoTebul labirinTSic, rasac kopwia literatorebi miTologiiT gatacebad uTvlidnen. amis gageba avelumis qalebidan mxolod melanias SeeZlo, ramdenadac erTad, erTdroulad hqondaT gadatanili cxra martica da cxra aprilic da, rac mTavaria, isic im samyaros nawili iyo, romelsac avad Tu kargad, axla avelumi warmoadgenda trianonis sasaxleSi. amis gasagebad avelumis sayvarlobac ar kmaroda. miT ufro ar kmaroda, Tundac ramdenime wliT moskovSi gadasaxleba. - ver gaigeb - Tqva avelumma da fransuazas fexze Camousva xeli, muxlidan koWamde da, ase wingadaxrili, gaSeSda cotaxans - oi, Cemi osteoxondrozi! SesZaxa Sewuxebuli xmiT. mere cali loya frTxilad, nazad Camoado muxlze da Tqva: axi iqneba, ase rom davrCeo. fransuazam muxli odnav gaaqnia, viTom ar giSoreb, magram vici, rom tyui, vici rom araferi gWirs sagangaSo, miT ufro, aq dasarCenio. - mainc, ras ver gavigeb? gaagrZele - Tqva fransuazam. - ver gaigeb - gaimeora avelumma.

verc gaigebda. fransuaza moskovSic "parizulad" cxovrobda. yovel SemTxvevaSi, yvela Rones xmarobda, yvelanairad cdilobda, met-naklebad misTvis Cveuli garemo Seeqmna iqac da, rasakvirvelia, es ganapirobebda mxolod mis "aristokratul midrekilebebsac", vTqvaT, cxenosnobisadmi Tu moskovuri bohemisadmi (egreT wodebuli uideo poetebisa Tu xelmocaruli mxatvrebis bunagebisadmi). is ramis gagebas ki ar cdilobda (ar ecala saamisod), miT ufro arsTa arsisa, aramed nebismier daTmobaze midioda, raTa gaeZlo da aetana. erTi mizani amoZravebda, rac SeiZleba, SeumCneveli darCeniliyo axal garemoSi, ukidures SemTxvevaSi, Semawuxebeli ki ara, sasiamovno danamati yofiliyo misi, Tundac - sasiamovno sxvaoba. avelumi ki, mxolod da mxolod, erTi cixidan meore cixeSi gadadioda, Tbilisidan moskovSi, ufro zustad ki, erTi da imave, uzarmazari, miwieri sazomebisTvis yovlad Seuferebeli cixis erTi blokidan meoreSi da, amdenad, misTvis, maincdamainc, arc garemo icvleboda, arc cxovrebis wesi. amitomac iyo misTvis, araTu gamaRizianebeli, saerTod gaugebari, miuRebeli da, rac kidev ufro sakvirvelia, Seuracxmyofelic fransuazas "aristokratiuli midrekilebebis" gamovlena suliT monaTa, xorciT sneulTa da znewamxdarTa garemocvaSi... - ver gaigeb - gaimeora isev da TviTonac rom ar CaRrmavebuliyo uaresad am usiamo fiqrsa da uazro gansjaSi, mTrTolvare, daZabuli RimiliT moayola - me, ese igi, me, iseve ver gadagarCine Sen, ese igi, Sen, fransuaza, ocdaori wlis frangi gogona, TavSesaqcev siyvaruls gamoqceuli da WeSmariti siyvarulis sazarel xaxaSi Cavardnili, rogorc Tqven, ese igi, frangebma, ver gadagvarCineT Cven, ese igi, qarTvelebi. bunebaSi araferi ikargeba. istoriaSi yvelaferi meordeba... rasac dasTes, imas moimki... - oho! es ki marTlac saintereso mosazrebaa. rac mTavaria, axali - scada gaxumreba fransuazamac, magram, avelumis Rimilisa ar iyos, TiTebTan erTad, sanaxevrod Camwvari sigaretic uTrToda. - sxvaTa Soris, erTi Cemi didi winapari swored aqedan gamoapanRures Senma didma winaprebma. ara, cota ufro zemodan, mTavari sasaxlidan, versalidan. aq albaT arc SemouSvebdnen, sasuliero piri gaxldaT. - xa, xa - gaicina fransuazam gamomwvevad. TiTqos avelums gamoajavra, anda arafrad Caagdo avelumis naTqvami da ubralod mosinja, SeZlebda Tu vera imasaviT yalbad gacinebas. avelumma ki mTvrali haeri jer xmauriT Seisruta orive nestoTi da mere haerTan erTad amoiqSina: xa, xa, Tqveni ar iyos, qalbatono fransuazao. - gTxov, Zalian gTxov - Seevedra fransuaza da axla iman daado muxlze xeli.

cacxvze Citi ustvenda. isini Cumad isxdnen. "RmerTo Cemo. RmerTo Cemo. RmerTo Cemoo" - ratomRac zedized imeorebda gunebaSi fransuaza. avelumi ki dainteresebuli, Semcbari Tu gakvirvebuli adevnebda Tvals (radgan ara marto grZnobda, xedavda kidec), rogori Semparavi daudevrobiT vrceldeboda mTels mis arsebaSi fransuazas patara, susti, mRelvarebisagan gaoflili xelis naRverdliseburi simxurvale. saerTod, orive Taviseburad Semcbari iyo da, imave dros, orives erTnairad moreoda daRliloba - gamocarielebuliyvnen gaWianurebuli sasamarTlos monawileebiviT. marTalia, im "sasamarTloze" ZiriTadad qaragmulad, xumrobiTa da miniSnebebiT xdeboda braldebebis wayenebaca da danaSaulis aRiarebac, magram mainc iseTi grZnoba daufleboda orives, TiTqos swored is ar eTqvaT, rasac sasamarTlo avaldebulebdaT, ufro sworad, meti eTqvaT, vidre saWiro iyo sasamarTlo procesis wasamarTad; kidev ufro sworad ki, TiTqos uneblieT, mainc wamoscdenodaT is, risi wamocdenac araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleboda, gansakuTrebiT dRes da gansakuTrebiT aq, ramdenadac, amis Sedegad SeiZleboda braldebuli qceuliyo bralmdeblad da piriqiT, bralmdebeli braldebulad. kidev uaresi, SeiZleboda dasjiliyo udanaSaulo da Tanac sasjelis ukiduresi zomiT, xolo damnaSaves arxeinad gaegrZelebina Tavisi danaSaulebrivi cxovreba da moRvaweoba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, sasamarTlo namdvilad iZulebuli gaxdeboda, ukan mibrunebuliyo isev da meti naTeli moefina aqamde bnelSi darCenili zogierTi wvrilmanisaTvis, romlis gamoCxrekac, upirveles yovlisa, imaze aaRebinebda orives xels, rac jer kidev unarCunebdaT rwmenas, mxolod ase rom SeeZloT cxovreba, mxolod amas rom elodebodnen cxovrebisgan, roca pirvelad utydebodnen erTmaneTs - es ki namdvili siyvaruliao. mere rusos soflisken miseirnobdnen. gadavidnen qvis patara, Zvelebur xidze (avelums ar axsovs, arxi iyo Tu mdinare). Cauares didebulTa didebul "qoxmaxebs". viRac tanmorCil, magram heraklesaviT dakunTul zangs maRali, qera qali (albaT holandieli) xelkaviT mohyavda, xazgasmuli mokrZalebiTa da mowiwebiT, Tumca TvalnaTliv etyoboda Sinagani daZabuloba da mouTmenloba. avelumi ki fransuazasTvis leqss igonebda eqspromtad: viTom fransuaza is uxilavi, is mouxelTebeli Citi iyo, ganuwyvetliv rom WikWikebda cacxvis romeliRac xeze mTeli maTi saubris (hm, hm...) manZilze. TviTon ki, viTom am Citis WikWiks Camohyoloda qveynis meore bolodan da viTom aTasnair Citebs sTavazobdnen gzadagza, maT Soris rkinis mtredebsac, iqneb mxari eqceso, magram is mainc jiutad moiwevda aqeTken, am cacxvebisken, uxilavi da, SeiZleba, arc arsebuli Citisken.

trianonis cacxvebSi qoriviT dagacxrebi-o,

aSinebda fransuazas, magram fransuazas ar eSinoda, mSvidad, morCilad moyveboda gverdiT. mere, Segnebulad aCqarebuli video-filmis uferuli kadrebiviT, uazrod, umiznod mihyvebodnen erTmaneTs darCenili dReebi, saaTebi, wuTebi, wamebi... jer TviTmfrinavis bileTi iyides, anu, "registraciaSi gatardnen" aeroportis ganyofilebaSi, sadac, xelis erTi mosmiT, cixidan gamosasvleli sabuTi cixeSi dasabrunebel sabuTad gadaukeTes avelums da mzis amosvlis kunZuli imave wams isev ocnebis, sizmris, warmodgenis kuTvnilebad iqca. Tumca, darekviT mainc darekes iq - Seicvala Cveni gegmebio - raTa araviTari imedi, araviTari gza ar daetovebinaT ukan dasabrunebeli.

mere (ratomRac fransuazas daJinebuli moTxovniT), erTxel kidev Seecadnen parizis daTvalierebas, magram amjeradac ver moaxerxes sorbonaSi cali TvaliT SeWyetac, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT (daketili iyo sazafxulo ardadegebis gamo); amjeradac ver avidnen eifelze (sxvac bevri iyo msurveli); amjeradac ver SeaRwies luvrSi (dro ar yofnidaT). samagierod, amjeradac bevri ixetiales laTinur kvartalSi, amjeradac Sevidnen orTavian Tu rqebgadaxerxil taZarSi, magram verc amjerad miakvlies viTom qarTveli ostatis naxelav magidas. mere, ormagi xidiT, meore napirze gadavidnen da bukinists gamoelaparaknen, Zalian rom Camogavda raRaciT erT-erT im ToliaTagans (grZeli, wvetiani cxviriT? viwro, daqanebuli SubliT? Tu nabadiviT mxrebze mogdebuli velvetis gaqeqili pijakiT?), senis orive mxares qvis moajirebze rom isxdnen mowyenilni, sivrcisa da sakvebis simciris gamo, Tu piriqiT, TevziT gamZRarni da freniT daqanculni. ki ar gamoelaparaknen, hkiTxes (fransuazas meSveobiT), rame xom ar hqonda qarTul enaze - an Zveli wigni, an Zveli gazeTi, an Zveli sabuTi. magram iman, mdinaris Toliam, fransuazas moridebuli da zrdilobianad mokle informaciis Semdeg, romeliRac rusuli broSura rom gamoaZvrina saidanRac, erTmaneTze dasta-dasta daxvavebuli yvela juris wignebidan, JurnalgazeTebidan, reproduqciebidan plakatebidan, avelumma maSinve mxarze moxvia xeli zrdilobianad Semcbarsa Tu darcxvenil fransuazas da saswrafod gaarida iqaurobas. sena ki dinjad, Seuferxeblad, drosaviT miedineboda xidebs qveS (apolinerisa ar iyos) da ver daeZra, ver mihqonda, anda WaRara policieliviT, Segnebuload iqceoda ase, Segnebulad ar mihqonda Tan am veragulad momnusxavi, saxifaTo qalaqis ZvelTa-Zveli, magram maradisobis wyalnapkurebi da, bunebriv warmonaqmnTa msgavsad, Semacbunebeli ubraloebiTa da damamSvidebeli sidiadiT gamorCeuli Senobebis damtvreuli, datalRuli anareklebi. mere, erTxel kidev ver isadiles, romeliRac restoranSi (parizSi TiTqos erTaderTi, magram uzarmazari restorania, patar-patara nawilebad daqucmacebuli) - avelums isev gauWirda ugemrielesi lukmis Caylapva da, aq ar davixrCoo, dafeTebuli gamovarda quCaSi. mere isev Sin isxdnen da isev fxvieri wvnianiTa da RvinoSi Cambali puriT ibrunebdnen guls. mere isev uyvardaT erTmaneTi, TiTqos pirvelad TavianT sicocxleSi (albaT, ukanasknelad) da diliT isev erTad idgnen Sxapis qveS da avelumi sasiamovnod grZnobda, rogor gaexaxuneboda xolme mkerdze fransuazas msxvili, xorkliani kertebi da uCveulod gaxalisebul-gamxiarulebuli sakmaod seriozulad umtkicebda aSxuvlebul wylis nakadSi jer kidev zezeurad mZinare fransuazas, apolineri aucileblad rusi poeti iqneboda, saqarTveloSi rom ecxovrao. mere TviTmfrinavSi ijda, agangaSebuli, aforiaqebuli, miwasTan gasworebuli da gacamtverebuli fransuazas moTminebiT, sulgrZelobiT, gindac, sibriyviT.

saloni carieli iyo. erTnairad TrTodnen erTnairad TeTri (TiTqmis TeTri), erTnairad carieli (bedad!) savarZlebi. is ki loculobda, uTavbolod, umisamarTod. yvelasTvis loculobda, icnobda Tu ar icnobda, uyvarda Tu sZulda, cocxali iyo Tu mkvdari. erTnairad mxurvaled, erTnairad mondomebuli, mowadinebuli loculobda ormocdaTeqvsmetSi, Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi gardacvlil biWzec da zRvis napiras monebivre, mamis nayid Wrel trusikSi "gamopranWul" gogozec, romelsac dobilTan erTad karavSi Ramis gaTeva yvelafers erCia, romelic misgan, misi meSveobiT movlenoda qveyanas, mis sisxlsa da xorcs atarebda da mainc ar ekuTvnoda mas. is ki mainc loculobda, uTavbolod, umisamarTod, uwesod - pirvelive pirsmomdgari sityvebiT. erTnairad loculobda TbilisSi, cxra aprils darbeul demonatrantebzec, romlebsac germaniaSi samkurnalod wasvla mxolod ocnebaSi Tu SeeZloT, da parizis RirsSesaniSnaobaTa dasaTvaliereblad msoflios sxvadasxva kuTxeebidan Camosul turistebzec, usaqmurobisgan mowyenilni Tu sakuTari uvicobis SegrZnebiT daseriozulebulni rom dahyvebodnen ukan TavianT dauRlel gidebs. RmerToSenuSveleRmerToSendaifareRmerToSenisaxelisWirimeo - loculobda mxurvaled, mTeli arsebiT danTqmuli locvaSi, yvelasa da yvelafers mowyvetili, yvela mijnas, yvela zRvars gamcdari, mtvris namceciviT Cakarguli (locvianad) usazRvro, ukidegano sivrceebSi da mtkivneulad, SemaSfoTebeli netarebiT grZnobda, rogor eufleboda, rogor imorCilebda TandaTanobiT, maincdamainc, aq, mTrTolvare liTonis wiaRSi, am Rrublebs zemoT, am usazRvro, ukidegano sivrceebSi - daCoqebis survili. mere, raki darwmunda, verafriT ver moTokavda am gaTviTcnobierebul survilsa Tu gauTviTcnobierebel moTxovnilebas, saswrafod wamodga da iqve, sakuTari savarZlis gverdiT daiCoqa savarZlebs Soris gasasvlelSi dafenil noxze. cali xeli isev savarZlis saxelurisTvis CaeWida, TiTqos xels Tu gauSvebda, maSinve waiRebda, gaitacebda, ugzo-ukvlod gadakargavda es usaSvelo, es maradiuli Jini Tu survili gamocarielebul, gamoyruebul sivrceebSi, TeTri, namdvilad TeTri, ukiduresad, Semawuxeblad, SemaSfoTeblad TeTri, marad cvalebadi da mainc marad erTnairi, erTferovani Rrublebis "gaqvavebul", mkvdar, ukacur (albaT micvalebulTa sulebiT dasaxlebul) qalaqebSi. Tan SeuCereblad loculobda, ganuwyvetliv imeorebda erTsa da imaves, aRelvebuli, aRgznebuli, didi sinaTlisa Tu raRac sxva, zebunebrivi Zalis siaxloviT, magram mainc adamianurad daZabuli, adamianurad miyuradebuli nebismier Cqams; mainc miwier kanonebs, miwier Cvevebsa da wesebs daqvemdebarebuli nebayoflobiT - mxolod imis eSinoda, mxolod imis rcxvenoda, ase daCoqili, ase uwyveti, udefiso locvisgan kurdReliviT tuCebacmacunebuli ar enaxa vinmes, Tundac im stiuardesas, aTasSi erTxel rom Caivlida xolme cariel savarZlebs Soris, SeSliliviT TiTqos TavisTvis momRimari, TviTmfrinavis biZgebsa da ryevas ayolili, vidre isev fardis iqiT ar gauCinardeboda kargaxniT, rogorc erTaderTi, magram sakmaod myari, saimedo dadastureba miwieri cxovrebis arsebobisa.

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karze akakuneben. sarkmelze fardis CamoSveba daviwyebiaT da Cans, rogor mifrinaven manaTobeli tyviebi erTmaneTis miyolebiT, "iveriidan" mTavrobis sasaxlisken da mTavrobis sasaxlidan "iveriisken". dRisiT am or "samiznes" Soris kvamlis maRali svetia aRmarTuli. axla kvamlis sveti ar Cans - Ramis wyvdiadsaa Sexamebuli - Tumca xanZris gamonaSuqiT gafermkrTalebuli Ramis wyvdiadic, Ramis wyvdiadze metad, kvamlsa gavs, oRond Zlieri, yovlismomcveli xanZris mauwyebels. jer ki mxolod rusTaveli iwvis (avelumi erTxel kidev moicvlis sawolSi gverds - garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, misi warsulic iwvis, mTeli misi cxovreba). dekemberia. dekembris bolo dRea. xval axali weli iwyeba. oRond, jer kidev sakiTxavia, visTvis. xval ki ara, ramdenime saaTSi mova axali weli. ufro zustad (avelumi xels amoaZvrens sabnidan, magidis naTuris Rilaks TiTs daaWers da moulodneli sinaTlisagan TvalmoWutuli, saaTs Sexedavs), ufro zustad - saaTsa da ormocdaxuT wuTSi. rasakvirvelia, Tuki Cveni saaTi ar tyuis. albaT tyuis. an win iqneba, an ukan. isic Tavis patroniviTaa - an CamorCeba, an win uswrebs cxovrebas. cxovreba ki mainc Tavisi gziT midis. Sen ginda CamorCi, ginda gaaswari. im dRes televizorSi bedniera gamoiyvanes. xalxi rasac ambobs, marTldeba. bedniera pirobiTad SevarqviT. Cveni mogonili saxelia. ufro sworad, TviTon gvaiZula ase Segverqmia. interviuerma saxeli rom hkiTxa, iman upasuxa, bednieri varo. sxvaTaSoris, zustad dRevandeli glexiviT Tu naglexariviT laparakobda - Sen, vTqvaT, qliavis jiSsa da saxels ekiTxebi, is ki fass geubneba - "es ra qliavia, Zia kaco?" "xuTi maneTi, gena". ufro eSmaki Tua "eqvsi maneTi, gena, magram Sen xuTad mogcem". "Sen is miTxari, qliavs ra hqvia, dalocvilo? ra jiSisaa?" "ra vici, Cven yvelafers qliavs veZaxiT". imitom, rom gamovqliavdiT. imis winapars axal-axali jiSi gamoyavda, amynobda, aRonierebda, akeTilSobilebda, saxels arqmevda SviliviT da SviliviTac eamayeboda, is ki yvelafers erTnairad qliavs eZaxis. etyvi, ewyineba. aqeT Semogedaveba - Sarze xar, viRaca xar, qlivrisa ki ara, Cemi saxeli aRar maxsovso - ai, amas hqvia swored, gamoqvabulSi mibruneba. karga xnis mibrunebulebi varT ukve. ramdenic SeiZleboda, davixieT ukan. kidev erTi nabijic da, yvelani ufskrulSi CavcvivdebiT, "qlivris" xeebianad. karze ki akakuneben. magram, ara uSavs, akakunon, vidre ar mobezrdebaT. adre Tu gvian, aucileblad gauReben. asea naTqvami wminda wignSi. bednierasaTvis gmo-ze Tu gamo-ze operacia gaukeTebiaT gadadebuli yofila, sawyali. misianebs, Tu interviueri ar azviadebs, STabeWdilebis gasamZafreblad, kuboc hqoniaT ukve SekveTili. saavadmyofodan ki imitom ar gahyavdaT, aravis rom ar ecala misTvis. ufro sworad, cocxlisTvis ar ecalaT, radgan mkvdris dasamarxad emzadebodnen, mkvdari hyavdaT misaxedi. isic sikvdils elodeboda mxolod da, dros gasayvanad, saavadmyofos derefanSi dominos TamaSobda dilidan saRamomde, vidre gmo-ze Tu gamo-ze ar amohyo moulodnelad Tavi, saidanac saRsalamaTi daubrunda Tavisianebs. Tumca, fsiqiatrebis azriT - cota Seryeuli unda iyos - rogorc ukve vTqviT, bednieri varo, gaiZaxis waramara, rac imdenad Zneli dasajerebelia Cvens droSi, medicinac iZulebulia, ar gamoricxos fsiqopaTiis faqtori, ese igi, Cveulebrivi adamianuri eniT rom vTqvaT, giJad CaTvalos yvela, vinc dRes televizorSi gamodgeba da saqveynod ganacxadebs bednieri varo. magram araferi axsovs, didi sinaTlis meti. interviuerma rom hkiTxa, aba erTi mogviyevi, ra iyo, rogor iyoo - rogor iyo da kargad iyoo, imis mere bednieri var, arc araferi mtkiva, arc araferi mawuxebs, TavSi qva uxeTqia yvelaso - upasuxa iman. interviuerma: (damcinavi RimiliT, rogorc giJebs anda bavSvebs elaparakebian) sinaTle ra, iqamde ar ginaxavs? axlac xom sinaTlea? (marTlac, ori "iupiteri" pirdapir TvalebSi uWyitinebda bednieras). bednieram: es ra sinaTlea! es imasTan ukuni bnelia. ai, rom vambobT xolme, TvalTan TiTs ver miitano, isea. interviuerma: (cota ar iyos, dabneulad) mere? bednieram: ra mere? vinc im

sinaTles ixilavs, gabednierdeba CemsaviT. coli meubneba, sinaTles mogcem me Seno. magram raRa drosia - Rame Zili aRara maqvs, dRisiT mosveneba. sul iq minda yofna. gana ar vicodi, Cvens droSi bedniereba rom ar SeiZleba, magram ra vqna, ase moxda. daviRupe Tavi. arada, jer varskvlavi megona. Cveulebrivi. bagebs zemoT idga da cimcimebda TavisTvis. mec CemTvis videqi saavadmyofos aivanze da dominos koWebs vaCxrialebdi piJamos jibeSi. gvian mivxvdi, taniT vigrZeni uceb, isic mxedavda da ara marto mxedavda, rogorc ukve mogaxseneT, raRacasac maniSnebda Tan, ar vici, "modi nu geSiniao" Tu "nu geSinia, movdivaro". is ki ara, TiTqos ecineboda kidec Cems miuxvedrelobaze. mere aRaraferi maxsovs. Tumca, rogor ara - ai, aq mtkiva meTqi - veubnebodi viRacas. ar vici calTvala iyo Tu erTi Tvali hqonda saerTod. ai, aqa meTqi, da xels RviZlze videbdi. maSin marTla mtkioda (gaubedavad isvams ferdze xels). imis mere aRar mtkiva. isic vuTxari, gadadebuli var meTqi, Cemianebs ukve kuboca aqvT CemTvis SekveTili meTqi. magram imas gaecina, yvelani erTnairad sulelebi xarT am planetazeo, imis geSiniaT, rac unda geimedebodeTo, is gawuxebT, rac unda gaxarebdeTo; rasac Tqven sikvdils eZaxiT, is aris swored sicocxleo; Tqven am planetaze SemTxveviT xarT moxvedrilni da mxolod Tqveneburad sikvdilis Semdeg ubrundebiT namdvil samSoblos, saidanac odesRac Tqveni windauxedavi winapris Tesli wamoiRo qarmao. interviuerma: ki magram, ra enaze gelaparakeboda amdens? bednieram: rogor Tu ra enaze, Cems enaze, Cvens enaze. interviuerma: (ironiuli RimiliT) Cveni ena Cven aRar viciT da iman icoda viTom? bednieram: ai ase esaia. interviuerma: rao? bednieram: abel Tofi ifoTleba. interviuerma: ras bJuturobs es kaci, ver gavige veraferi. bednieram: waikiTxeT ukuRma. mokled, im dRes saerTod rom ar gamovsuliyavi palatidan, axla mec TqvensaviT ubeduri viqnebodi. am dReSi ar Cavvardebodi-meTqi, mindoda meTqva... marTlac, ra dros bednierebaze laparakia - rogorc daviwyeT, iseve vamTavrebT am codvil saukunes. guSinac ase iyo qveyana areuli. sadgurebi da navsadgurebi guSinac ltolvilebiT iyo savse. bavSvebs cementis iatakze eZinaT. mxolod gaqonili da dafxrewili gazeTebi efinaT qveS. qveyanas orad ori oratori hyavda, ucxourad ganswavlul-ganaTlebuli, da isinic emigraciaSi garbodnen. ufro sworad, viRacam gaabriyva, gaityua sazRvargareT - wadiT, gaiargamoiareT, Tvals wyali daalevineT da aqauroba rom dawynardeba, ukanve CamodiTo - magram veRar Camovidnen. raRac moxda gauTvaliswinebeli. sulac im viRacam sityva gatexa, piroba daarRvia, oRond, Zneli dasadgenia, vin SeiZleboda yofiliyo imdroindel saqarTveloSi, anda mis momijnave qveyanaSi, aseTi upiro. amitom, verc is orad ori oratori iqca emigraciad. sul bargze isxdnen, sul dasabruneblad iyvnen mzad da, mxatvrulad rom vTqvaT, Tvalsa da xels Sua gaeparaT cxovreba, veraferi moaswres, gadagvarebis meti. maTi mitovebuli qveyana ki isev keTili, RvTisnieri, erTmorwmune mezoblis imediT ibrunebda suls, anu, isev fiandazad egeboda fexqveS maradiul "mxsnelsa" da "qomags", romelic Tavis mxriv, xan "gubernias" eZaxda moferebiT, xan "respublikas". amasobaSi ki, dRiTi-dRe, wami-wam ibzareboda da irRveoda saukuneobiT nagebi cixe-galavani zneobisa, patiosnebisa, kdemamosilebisa... gamoCenili politikuri moRvawis qvrivi, Tavadac aranakleb cnobili sazogado moRvawe, moTave da sulisCamdgmeli aTasnairi saqvelmoqmedo dilisa Tu saRamosi, RamRamobiT, Semzaravad pikantursa Tu pikanturad Semzarav sizmrebs xedavda. viTom zRvaSi ixrCoboda da viTom misi xisfexa mezobeli (pirveli msoflio omis xeibari), Tavis xis fexs ugdebda napiridan da viTom im xis fexTan erTad adi-Cadioda qafian, dorblian, amazrzenad dabuStul talRebze, vidre misi xisfexa gadamrCeneli, uxisfexod darCenili, silis asakenkad dafrenil ToliasaviT, askinkiliT daxtoda napiris gaswvriv. "daxrCoba ar jobda am Sercxvenaso" - Sewuxebuli fiqrobda viTom gulSi politikuri moRvawis qvrivi

da, imis nacvlad, xeli gaeSva, kidev ufro ixutebda galumpul fexs. magram imitom ki ara, marTla rom eSinoda daxrCobisa, anda Sercxvena rom erCia sikvdils - ubralod, eniT auwerel, jer ganucdel siamovnebas aniWebda xis galumpul fexTan bRlarZuni. raSi ar Cadgmuli, sad ar natuci xis fexi, viTom ki usxlteboda xelidan, magram isic uaresad afrindeboda da, zRvis cxoveliviT slipinasa da mousvenar fexs, xan iRliaSi moiqcevda, xan lajebSi. diliT nirwamxdari, darcxvenili, daTrgunuli iRviZebda, radgan jer kidev dasawyisi iyo uzneobis saukunisa. jer kidev pirbadiT dadiodnen qalbatonebi. jer kidev iyo raRac dasamali. sarkes Tvals aridebda. sakuTari oreulisa rcxvenoda. gaurkvevlad enaneboda raRac. magram rogorc ar unda gahkvirveboda TviTonve, es ukve namdvili, cxadSi gancdili sircxvili da sinanuli, sizmrad molandebulsac cxadis, namdvilad momxdaris uflebamosilebas aniWebda ara marto mis warmodgenaSi, aramed saerTod cxovrebaSi. martivad rom vTqvaT, aRarc TviTon ukvirda da aRarc sxvas gaukvirdeboda es ambavi. ubralod, mowodebis simaRleze mdgari qalbatoni, SeiZleba jerjerobiT uneblieT, magram SesaSuri keTilsindisierebiT asrulebda drois moTxovnas momzadebuliyo (raTa sxvebic moemzadebina) mosalodneli, gnebavT, garduvali, sayovelTao zneobrivi degradaciisaTvis. aba, daukvirdiT. aba, SeadareT guSindeli dRevandels. paralelebi Tqven gaavleT gunebaSi, gadakveTiT ki uTqvenodac gadaikveTebian isini, ukve Tqvens gareT, sadRac, ukidegano sivrceSi. magram umal gamaCumebT, vidre damijerebT. kmara. xma ar amoiRo. nu maxseneb im dros. nu gagvaxseneb warsuls. marTali xar, ar viqceodi, ar viqceodiT sworad. magram me aravis prototipi ara var. Cven aravis prototipebi ara varT. SiSiT ki yovelTvis meSinoda. gveSinoda. piradad CemTvis, siyvaruli da SiSi ganuyofeli grZnobaa. SenTan yofnac meSinoda da uSenod darCenac. dahkravdi fexs da gadaikargebodi. me ki martos unda meyuryuta kacTmoZule qalaqSi. damoukideblobasa da Tavisuflebas vTamaSobdi, Seni xaTriT, Torem, Senze mona me viyavi, Senze metad me menatreboda mSobliuri cixis tyveoba. ise momenatreboda xolme dedaCemi, gulmuceli meglijeboda. gauxdeli vdgebodi Sxapis qveS da moTqmiT vtirodi. Tan gulSi vnatrobdi, netavi miyurebdes meTqi. Cemi ubedurebiTac Seni gulis monadirebas vcdilobdi. gamamliqvnela siyvarulma. Sen ki wignSi gamomkete. Wiani vaSliviTa var Signidan gamoWmuli Seni siyvaruliT. wyeulimc iyav! wyeulimc iyav! ki batono. gmadlobT. ara var metis Rirsi. arc Sengan, arc sxvisgan. sityvamde rom miva saqme, gaCumeba sjobs. damnaSave me var mxolod... axia axiaSvili, axia axiaZe, axia axiani, axia axiava, axia axiauri. me rom ar vyofiliyavi, yvelani Cveulebrivad ubedurebi iqnebodnen da ukeTesad icxovrebdnen. erTs normaluri, gulisxmieri, damfasebeli meuRle eyoleboda da araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar Casvamda viRacis ZaRlis suniT aqoTebul manqanaSi, WinWiviT ar Catenida cariel bocoebs Soris. meore martoxela dedobas gadarCeboda, Tundac imitom, verafriT rom ver gaaCenda uCemod Svils, maincdamainc, Cemgan, Tuki, rogorc TviTon ambobs, maincdamainc, Cemgan unda gaeCina Svili. frangebi cota xelmomWirne xalxi kia, magram ukanasknels ar daiSureben Casaxvis sawinaaRmdego abisTvis. arc qaliSvils dauWeren, rac ar unda daudgromeli iyos maTi qaliSvili, Tuki Segnebulad ar gadaixveweba miudgomel sabWoeTSi da Segnebulad ar gamoaparebs iqidan maradiuli patimris (Tqveni mona-morCilis) gens, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, iseTsave egzotikur iSviaTobas, rogoric, vTqvaT, peplebis koleqciaa, sxvadasxva dros "gamoparebuli" afrikidan, kidev erTi saintereso mogzaurobis mosagoneblad. magram rac ar iqneboda, ras gamoaparebda?!

tlanqi, uxeSi, mouridebeli kakunis xma jer gulze eca da mereRa aRiqva igi misma smenam, ukve gulidan asxletili. magram, etyoba, mainc daagviana adgoma, Tumca, misi varaudiT, ufro adre wamodga, vidre sabolood gaarkvevda, karze rom akakunebdnen namdvilad. iqamde wamodga, vidre SeeSindeboda, vidre mixvdeboda, ase rom ar akakuneben karze saerTod, Cveulebrivad, Tanac ase gvian. cxovelurma alRom wamoagdo sawolidan. gadawyvetilebam, ganzraxvam, mizanma, movaleobam anda SiSma ki ara, aramed cxovelurma alRom, bnelma, bundovanma, magram utyuarma, SeiZleba swored Tavisi Seuvali sibnelisa da bundovanebis gamo. sibnelidan ara marto ukeT xedav, aramed sibneleSi imis warmodgenac SegiZlia, rac sinaTleSi filosofosebsac ar molandebiaT. cxoveluri alRo ara marto saWmlis mopovebaSi gvexmareba, gansacdelisganac gvicavs xolme. marTlac, adga Tu ara, kakunic Sewyda. arada, vidre iwva da aTas sisuleles fiqrobda, ganuwyvetliv akakunebdnen, Tu kakunic, sxvebTan erTad, misive aRgznebuli gonebis nayofi ar iyo. saSinlad cioda, magram mainc gaofliliyo (imedia, sizmarSi), radgan sizmarSi mas da mis megobrebs mama moyavdaT, viTom, oqros taxtiT, welamde TovlSi, diRmis zemoT, patara TaTruli soflidan, sadac gadasaxlebidan dabrunebuli mama moawyes misma megobrebma kolmeurneobis buRaltrad, SimSiliT rom ar daxocvoda ojaxi, da iq, naqiraveb kuTxeSi, qaRaldebSi Cafluli, dasaxiCrebul fexebze sabanSemoxveuli, TiTqmis aralegalurad emsaxureboda saxelmwifosac da ojaxsac. avelumma ki wamosayvanad aakiTxa, Tavis megobrebTan erTad, magram didi Tovlis gamo manqana sofelSi ver Sevida da manqanamde atatebuli miiyvanes, rogorc adiutantebma brZolis velze daWrili marSali. avelums erTdroulad ukvirda da uxaroda es Soreuli, ZvelisZvel fotosaviT gacrecili, gafermkrTalebuli Cveneba, ufro sworad ki, ukvirda, rac uxaroda da uxaroda rac ukvirda. welamde Tovls moarRvevda da cxeli orTqli asdioda gaoflils. Tumca, SeiZleba, mere gaiofla, uceb, roca kakuni Caesma da roca mixvda, mas ukakunebdnen, ase gvian, ase moulodnelad, ase uCveulod, anu, roca SiSma aitana. vin brZandebiTo, moridebulad ikiTxa sakuTar karTan atuzulma, TiTqos is ubraxunebda viRacas, is awuxebda, is ufrTxoda vin icis ra gzebiT, ris fasad mopovebul simSvides. pasuxi rom ver miiRo, kari gamoaRo, magram kibis baqanze gauvali wyvdiadi dauxvda mxolod. ise gaukvirda, uneburad, xelic moatara wyvdiadSi, brmasaviT. mere kari saswrafod Semoiketa, oTaxi gadairbina da axla aivanze gavida (ofliani). cali xeli karis saxelurisTvis hqonda Cavlebuli (TiTqos Signidan vinme kars Cauketavda), meoreTi gaToSil moajirs daeyrdno da ezoSi gadaixeda. Tbilisurad binZuri qari qroda. titveli xeebi gafSekili totebiT scemdnen erTmaneTs. ufro sworad, ise ver uwvdendnen erTmaneTs totebs, rogorc undodaT, da simwrisagan, sigiJisgan lamis eRrialaT. ezoSi, qaris garda, aravin iyo, araferi Canda saeWvo. araferi Canda saerTod, garda ezos gamyofi Robis nawilisa, asfaltis naglejisa da moCxubari, erTmaneTze munjuri gaafTrebiT miseuli xeebisa. am civma sicarielem kidev ufro aaforiaqa. xolo roca isev sawolSi Cawva, kidev ufro saeWvod, kidev ufro saxifaTod moeCvena ZilRviZilSi, sizmar-fiqrSi Casmenili kakuni. "wamali ar damileviao" - gaifiqra sulelurad. marTlac, Tu suleli ar aris, ratom svams kaci wamals? sicocxles ebRauWeba viTom? ara. ubralod, im wuTas ar unda ise iyos, rogorc aris. ufro Sors ver midis misi ocneba. ufro metis natvrac ar SeuZlia. ai, axla amomasunTqa wesierad da mere Tundac movkvdeo. oRond axla ar mtkiodeso. ese igi, sikvdilis ki ar eSinia, sicocxles ki ar ixangrZlivebs, Tavisi WkuiT, Tavs ityuebs, Tavs irwmunebs, Svebas rom igrZnobs wamiers, Tanac Zalian male, maqsimum TxuTmet wuTSi. xolo zogi ucxouri wamali kidev ufro swrafad moqmedebs. mere azri ara aqvs, mere rac ginda, is iyos. wamalma bavSvi gaaxsena. bavSvma - dedamisi. albaT eZinaT. aba, sxva ra unda akeTon am siciveSio - daimSvida Tavi, radgan guli sxvas

ugrZnobda. SeiZleba, marTla eZina mis Svilsac da SviliSvilsac, magram sxvanairi, mkacri, Tavis TavSi dajerebuli siCume idga irgvliv, rogorc ubavSvo saxlSi. saaTze jer TerTmetic ar iyo. erT saaTsa da aT wuTSi, bolos da bolos, damTavrdeboda Txistyavgadacmuli urCxulis weliwadi. magram jer kidev omi iyo rusTavelze. jer ar iyo gadawyvetili, visTvis mTavrdeboda Zveli da visTvis iwyeboda axali. erTi saqarTvelo bunkerSi, tyvia-wamlis cariel yuTebze Slida "saaxalwlo sufras", meore quCaSi, sicivisgan abuzuli eficxeboda yrud mogugune xanZris mxurvale gamonaSuqs. mesame ki sawolSi SfoTavda, cxads sizmrisagan ver arCevda da waramara icvlida gverds - verc erTTan uCerdeboda didxans guli, verc meoresTan, Tavad mas ki arc erTi agdebda saTvalavSi da arc meore. magram ramis danaxva Tu ginda, bnelSi unda ijde. sibnelidan moCans, sinaTlidan ki ara. asea mowyobili. oRond, sinaTleSi yofna Tu girCevnia, maSin aRar unda dainteresde, ra xdeba sibneleSi. da gana marTla ase ar aris?! zogi yovelTvis sinaTleSi dgas (Cans), zogi yovelTvis sibneleSi zis (xedavs). imitom, rom, ase urCevniaT. mxolod maTzea damokidebuli, ras airCeven. xalxisTvis ki sulerTia, vin zis bnelSi da vin dgas sinaTleSi. xalxi yovelTvis dros Seesabameba. rogoric droa, isic iseTia. es ra yvavilia Ziakaco? esa, gena? amas veZaxiT CvenTurqeTas. ara, bodiSiT. ras vambob? sul gadamibrunes tvini am oxrebma. rusulad ar wamomcdes meTqi rame. xom iciT, ra droa?! amas hqvia nasturcia. Tu politikaze ar saubrobs, quCaSi dgas da cas uyurebs. eger, marjvniv. risgan marjvniv? zogjer TiTqos xedavs gmos Tu gamos, zogjer vera. magram gulis siRrmeSi Zalian eimedeba. gmo-ze Tu gamoze viRacisTvis operacia gaukeTebiaT Turme. nakeric ar etyoba. Tumca, eg xom ukve vTqviT. viRacisTvis bevri fuli miuciaT, aba, Tu moerevi da daxarjavo. viRacisTvis Tmis amosayvani wamali uswavlebiaT, viRacisTvis kidev - buasilis gasaqrobi. milioneri gaxdebi erT TveSi. eger, e, marcxniv. risgan marcxniv? ui, dagabrmava mamazecierma. Se marTla brutiano, eg cirkTan rom buStebs yidian, is ari. gaqcevia viRacas. da mainc gansxvavebac didia guSindelsa da dRevandels Soris. guSin jer kidev ar viyaviT aqamde mosulebi. poetebis colebs patara, leRvis foTlis msgavsi winsafrebi ekeTaT da enis CleqviT urCevdnen sapatio stumars (ZiriTadad rus, anda ruseTze gamovlil ucxoel mwerals), Zmriansa da nigvzians, cxaresa Tu mwvaves, iqneb RmerTi gaswyromoda im mamacxonebuls da erTi-ori tkbili sityva wamoscdenoda Cvenzec, Cveni arsebobac gaegebinebina qveynisTvis. aseTi gaxldaT guSindel kudabzika tanjulTa da pativmoyvare monaTa keTilSobiluri midrekilebani. dRevandelebs ki saerTod aRar gvinda mwerloba. ukeTes SemTxvevaSi, makulaturad vabarebT (tualetis qaRaldisTvis) da saWiroebis dros, iaffasian sawvavad vxmarobT wigns. ki batono. rogorc geneboT. madloba RmerTs, Cemi dawerili ar aris is wignebi, bavSvobaSi rom vkiTxulobdiT. me Tu mkiTxavT, kargic iqneba, es maimunobac Tu gaTavdeba erTxel da samudamod. amdeni mwerali saerTod ar hyolia saqarTvelos curtavelidan gasabWoebamde. gasabWoebamde cota kargi gverCia bevr cuds. droa, poeziis saflavis atalaxebul borcvze plastmasis maradiuli yvavili daidos, magram vin Seabams katas eJvans? me. me. me. Cemi. Cemi. Cemi. is amas samasi. imas sami. waikiTxe ukuRma da TviTonac moigone rame amis magvari sisulele. poetoba zeda gaqvs. visze ra naklebi xar viTom?! sjobs, sakuTari xeliT moaspobino adamians, Tuki rame SerCa adamianuri, vidre Sen dagwamon uadamianoba misi mospobisTvis. imitomac ifoTleba abel Tofi! erTxel kidev. amjerad Cveni mizeziT. oRond, amjerad, baTumis misadgomebTan ki ara, rusTavelze vixocebiT. guSin baTumis bedi wydeboda, dRes sruliad saqarTvelos bedi wydeba, rogorc Cvens diqtorebs uyvarT Tqma. rasakvirvelia, mkvdrebic ageben pasuxs, magram cocxals gana mkvdarze meti epatieba?! yovel SemTxvevaSi, erTi sicocxle ar gveyo, validan rom amovsuliyaviT, magram arc erTi sikvdili gveyofa, sircxvilidan

rom amovideT. dRes Tu vinme kvdeba, quCaSi Tu sadarbazoSi, yvela Cvengans ukvdeba. dRes vinc obldeba, dasasrulisa da dasawyisis mijnaze, yvela Cvenganis obolia, vinc ar unda iyos is, kanonierad Tu ukanonod Sobili. nebismieri sicocxle uflebamosilia dRes, pasuxi mogvkiTxos gaCenisTvis, piradad Cvenc gvirevia Tu ar gvirevia xeli mis gaCenaSi. sicocxle pasuxs moiTxovs sicocxlisgan. sicocxle sjis sicocxles. oTxmocdarva wlis noemberSi mTavrobis sasaxlis kibeze migdebuli Cvili, raki aravin gamouCnda patroni, TavisiT gaizarda, ciskarasaviT, qamarxanjalasaviT, asfurcelasaviT, dReSi gaiara weliwadSi gasavleli da axla TviTon icis, rogor moiqceva, vis rogor gadauxdis madlobas migdebisTvis, uyuradRebobisTvis. politika saSualebaa, rogorc vnebaTa mosaToki, iseve vnebaTa gasaRvivebelic. sabralo bavSvebi. davRupeT bavSvebi. momakvdavma bavSvma Tavi wamowia, gaxvretili Sublidan saxeze CamoJonili sisxli nestoTi Seisruta, cingliviT, da dabneuli, usafuZvlo sixaruliT gaifiqra - "gadavrCio", - magram am ukanasknelma sityvam meore tyviasaviT gaiara mis tvinSi. tyviamfrqvevis lulas boli asdioda. win carieli sivrce gadaSliliyo - saSiSi, saxifaTo, mimzidveli - iqidan, rogorc scenidan, dekembris susxi uberavda. uceb, Soreulma, warsulidan gamoRweulma vaSas Zaxilma sivrce gadmoirbina da sudarasaviT waefara tyviamfrqvevsac da metyviamfrqvevesac. damTavrda kidev erTi xanmokle sicocxlis didi Tavgadasavali. mama marxavs Svils. magram vinc mamas ixilavs, Svilsac ixilavs. erTni arian da veraviTari kanoni da ukanonoba ver Seexeba maT erTianobas. sxvaa, Tavad undaT Tu ara es erTianoba. uSliT Tu exmarebaT cxovrebaSi (Tundac sikvdilSi). erTi kia, ukanono mSobeli, avazakisa Tu ganZis maZieblis msgavsad, ufro mZafri, ufro mSfoTvare warmodgenebiT avsebs bavSvis sulsa da gonebas, roca sinamdvileSi, SeiZleba, xazvis maswavlebeliviT uferuli da uintereso aRmoCndes. axla ki wamodeqi. akakuneben. da saerTodac sircxvilia, amden xans loginSi kotriali, roca gareT xalxi ixoceba... da ar viciT, ra xdeba Sin. ras vizamT, ase moxda. ufrossac unda gavugoT da vapatioT. gana axalgazrda ar SeiZleba keTili iyos?! mama ki ar ambobs Svilze uars, Zala ar Seswevs mamobis gawevisa. iqamde mokvda (mokles), vidre mama gaxdeboda. Tavidanve, CanasaxSive Caukles mamobis unari, dRes rom ver mieca TavisTvis Svilis gawyromis, anda SvilisTvis Wkuis darigebis ufleba. apatieT da itanjeT amayad, mis magivradac. tanjva yvelas SeuZlia. iqneb yvelas ar undodes, ar moswondes, magram SeZlebiT SeuZlia. tanjvamac icis miCveva. cxovreba saerTod tanjvaa. imitomac gviZneldeba misi datoveba. yovel SemTxvevaSi, iqamde vcdilobT ar vaRiaroT es, vidre SegviZlia. usamarTloba gacilebiT Zneli asatania, vidre nebismieri tanjva. Svilmkvdari mama usamarTlobaa. ufro metic, aRaraferia. Robis saradac aRar gamodgeba, roca cocxal Svils Tavisi sikvdiliTac exmareba dakacebasa da dabrZenebaSi. magram mainc ver gaigo am xalxma, sad cxovrobs, ufro sworad, sad ver cxovrobs Tavis gemoze. amis arcodna, erTdroulad, damRupvelicaa misTvis da gadamrCenelic - Tuki amis gamo, mis arsebaSi adamianuri sawyisi knindeba, cxoveluri Zlierdeba. sakuTari umecreba aiZulebs Tavis gamoze icxovros iqac, sadac sicocxle saerTod SeuZlebelia. mere ra moxda, Tu arc bebiamiss, arc dedamissa da arc Tavad arasodes sWeria xelSi Cogani?! mainc mokvdeba da, Stefi grafis jibriT, Svils kortebze atarebs. aba, marto iman (Stefi grafma) unda xvetos CogniT fulebi?! tenisze minda gogo mivabaro, qalo. eqimma, imis ena gaxma, xerxemlis gamrudeba ewyebao. Tan, es arao, is arao. auzisa mec meSinia. violetas biWsac damarTnia botkini. Sigve fsaven Turme, curvisas, ezarebaT amosvla. isev tenisi vamjobine. haerze mainc iqneba (icinis), fuli scodnia, qalo, bevri. bevri fuli unda, Tanac erTbaSad. arada, TurqeTSi yvelaze iafi qarTveli qali yofila. rac sarfis kari gaixsna, mTlad wavediT xelidan. "tkbili nayvarebao" oxunjoben Turme iqauri qarTvelebi, gurjebi, qarTvelyofilni. ara, efendi,

Senze metad ki ar uyvars tkbili, rogorc ar unda gagikvirdes, Senze metadaa cxovrebisgan gamwarebuli da, aqedan gamomdinare, Senze gamoqeqilicaa wvrilman saqmeSi - jer Tavs gayidis raxaTluxumze, mere raxaTluxums gayidis da rame Smotkas iyidis. esec xeiria. iafad Semxvda, qalo. vifiqre, araferi maqvs sazamTrod meTqi. ra vici, wamoviRe. Sen ra ginda? Sen ras Ziob, ra miveci? bolos da bolos, juleta Caicvams. titveli dadis samjer ganaTxovari qali. ras ambob, adamiano? juletas Tu rame aklia! ratom unda akldes viTom? visze naklebia? mamamiss Tu vuyureT, unifxvod vivli mec. ase rom, cxovreba mainc Tavisi gziT midis, qalbatono aisodora (ram gamaxsena, am SuaRamisas, netavi), gind CamorCi, gind gadaaswari. aravin arasodes ar icoda, ra rodis da sad ra. nurc Tqven aitkiebT amaze fiqriT Tavs. Tqvens Tavs mixedeT. jer yvelaferi win aris. ltolvilic ki ufro metis Catevas cdilobs CemodanSi, vidre im CemodanSi eteva saerTod. iqneb Tqveni droc mobrundes, meuRlis CaTvliT. yvavilebic iyo, rasakvirvelia. soniamac xom aRiara mogvianebiT, iyo, deda, iyoo. Tavad var mowme. sadils movrCiT da yavas vayolebdiT. da rogorc maSin gTxoveT, axlac gTxovT apatioT. isic mZimed aris daWrili. is sul sxva ramem gaaRiziana maSin. ukanono mamaSvilis suraTebi daeTvalierebina malulad, sastumroSi... da sakuTar mamaze gabrazda. Seubruna sibrazem. mamaze var gabrazebulio - es momaxala mec gacnobisTanave, viTom, mamaCems rom ar mivetovebine, bevri rame ise ar moxdeboda, rogorc xdebao. magram ara uSavs, uimisodac gasZlebT rogorme. diaxac gavZlebT. uSenodac. erTnairebi xarT yvelani. Senc xom masxrad agvigde bolos. Cveni ubedureba literaturul masalad gamoiyene. amJavebuli comiviT xelaxla gadazile Cveni cxovreba. Turme yvelafers imaxsovrebdi da mere werdi, Cvens zurgs ukan, Sens bunagSi. SenTvis siyvarulic igive iyo, rac sportsmenisTvis dopingia. yvelaferze waxval, Seni rom gaitano. amas adre mivxvdi, magram gvian viwame. me ki, ltolviliviT, imaze meti bargis Catevas vcdilobdi CemodanSi, vidre CemodanSi saerTod eteoda. ufro sworad, vcdilobdi, siyvarulisTvisac gamomenaxa adgili cxovrebaSi da amis gamo, mTeli Cemi arseba, mTeli Cemi sicocxlis manZilze, tkivilamde iyo daWimuli, lariviT, simiviT, da ganuwyvetliv gamoscemda erTsa da imave xmas, rogorc krateris, anda niJaris sicariele, romelsac verasodes ver moismen, Tu ar moindome, anu, kraterSi Tu ar CaeSvi, anda niJara yurze ar miide. amitomac gamikvirda, saidan icoda ekaekaterinekatom ase wvrilad Cemi ambebi. vin uyveboda? dedamisi? ara mgonia. arada, TiTqos mis arsebaSi amsxvrevda viRac rkinis uroTi dedamisis qvadqceul moTminebas da im qvis namsxvrevebi moSxuodnen imis piridan, xorklian, wvetian sityvebad gardaqmnilni. etyoba, dedis usasrulo moTminebam gaunaTa goneba da yovlismcodned, yovlismxilvelad aqcia. erTdroulad, misaniviT kuStic iyo da msaxiobiviT sityvauxvic. garemoc Seefereboda mis antikur vnebaTa Relvas. qvis yoresTan idga, TavSiSveli, mzemokidebuli. yoreze ki rvafexas ConCxiviT gadmowoliliyo gamxmari, ekliani, damtverili mayvlis buCqi. ise gaetacna sakuTar siTamamesa da daundoblobas, mamis garda, verafers xedavda garSemo. mamisa ar iyos, mRelvarebisgan daWimuli, daZabuli misi sxeulic simiviT TrToda da im simze jer arsmenili, stiqiurad amoxeTqili melodia sruldeboda - siyvarulisa da siZulvilisa, mrisxanebisa da morCilebisa, ndobisa da undoblobisa - rac, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, sxva araferia, Tu ara, erTxel kidev gancda ganucdelisa da erTxel kidev ganmeoreba ganumeoreblisa, anu, zemoT CamoTvlili grZnobebis sicocxlisunarianobisa da daulevlobis dadastureba, amjerad, Seni meSveobiT. uecari bednierebis SegrZnebiT ufro iyo gakvirvebuli, vidre mamis xilviT; sakuTar arsebas ufro uwyreboda, vidre mamas; sakuTari sisuste ufro acofebda, vidre mamis uneblie uyuradReboba. magram, undoda Tu ara, ufro sixarulis damalvas cdilobda mainc, vidre wyenisa da sibrazis gamomJRavnebas. SeiZleba imitomac, srulebiTac rom ar

elodeboda mamis danaxvas da gulis siRrmeSi, is dReebi, swored misi danaxva undoda yvelaferze metad. undoda swored axla gamoeCina imas mamoba - moenaxa, epatrona, daecva yvelasgan da yvelafrisgan. marTalia, Wiplars rom SeaWrian, adamianic iseve aRar ekuTvnis mSobels, rogorc zRvaSi gasuli navi - miwas, romelzedac iqamde TokiT iyo mibmuli, magram mTavaria, adamians, navisa ar iyos, dasabrunebeli adgili hqondes da rac kidev ufro mTavaria, yovelTvis elodebodnen iq. ki uaryo, ki aRar indoma, ki daumala Tavisi adgilsamyofeli, quCaSi galaxulma da damcirebulma, magram im dRes rom gauxarda, ise arasodes gaxarebia mSoblis danaxva. ara marto gauxarda, raRacis imedi gauCnda TiTqos moulodnelad, Sveba igrZno uceb, moeSva, modunda erTbaSad. sulac, guli moubrunda cxovrebaze, romelsac am gadayruebul sofelSi emaleboda da mamis danaxvam gaaxsena - mSfoTvare, mRelvare, maradiuli... da TavisTavad cxadia, moulodneli, warmavali gancdebiT savse. kaxeTi lamis fexiTa maqvs Semovlili, Tanac ramdenjerme, magram verc warmovidgendi, kidev Tu arsebobda aseTi gadayruebuli, aseTi Zveleburi sofeli. samxedro tyveebiviT, xelebaweulebma gaviareT WinWris zRva - WiSkridan saxlamde. saxlSic mZaRe suni idga siZvelisa, gegonebodaT danayili niori darCeniaT lambaqzeo. suraSi ki xelovnuri vardebi Caewyo albaT ekaekaterinekatos megobar gogos, romlis bebiasTanac Seefarebina orives Tavi saavadmyofodan gamoqcevis Semdeg. ara marto Seefarebina, "mkurnalobdnen" kidec masTan. raRa is bebia da raRa lomouris kudiani babale. winsafris jibeSi Savtariani dana da naxSiris natexi edo. filaqanze gadafenil mravalZarRvas foToliviT daWmuWnoda imasac saxe. bebiaCemis tyupiscalsa hgavda, is Tu ar iyo saerTod. "dagviwamla bavSvebi im ujigrod Sobilmao" - Serisxa viRaca. sadac ar gaCerdeboda, Savad gaburZgnuli, masaviT beberi ZaRli win dauwveboda xolme maSinve. mTeli saxlica da aivanic vaSliT iyo mofenili. pirdapir iatakze eyara. TiTqos saWmelad ki ara, sunisTvis inaxavdnen mxolod. fexiT vWyletdiT uneburad, ris gamoc kidev ufro mZafrdeboda vaSlis CaSaqruli surneli. manqanaSic vedroTi Semogviyara, gzaSi pirs gaisvelebTo. sxvaTa Soris, iqamde, SarSandeli Rvinoc aRmoaCnda qvevrSi. qvevric TviTon moxada da pirveli WiqiTac TviTon dailoca, kacurad. gaZleba mogvces RmerTmao. wina manqanaSi "dawamluli bavSvebi" da Tbilisidan sagangebod wamoyvanili eqimi isxdnen. ukanaSi - me da Cemi megobari. ramdenjerac ar unda gamoexeda ekaekaterinekatos manqanis ukana sarkmelSi, mec imdenjer avwevdi xolme maRla Rvinis xeladas, Sen gagimarjos meTqi, da erTxel kidev miviyudebdi mwyurvaliviT. RviniT viyaviT gawuwulebi Tavfexianad. gviWirda moZrav manqanaSi xeladidan daleva, magram maincdamainc, xeladidan gvindoda dagvelia, gauCereblad. Tan vsvamdiT, Tan zed visxamdiT Rvinos. manqanac Rvinis suniT iyo gaJRenTili, moxetiale maraniviT. ufro aRgznebulebi viyaviT, vidre mTvralebi. gvixaroda, Cveni rom gavitaneT mainc, mainc rom mivageniT, visac veZebdiT, vinc Segnebulad gvemaleboda, raTa mogveZebna, da, rac mTavaria, vinc ukeTesad dagvxvda, vidre warmogvedgina, ra Tqma unda, erTmaneTis zurgs ukan. moukirwylav saurme gzaze manqana waramara ezanyeboda ormoebSi, aqeT-iqiT vawydebodiT, rac kidev ufro amZafrebda Cvens sazeimo ganwyobilebas. xeladis xorkliani piri kbilze gvixvdeboda, tuCi gvewewkeboda, uaresad viwuwebodiT, magram mainc gvixaroda, vicinodiT, yasidad viginebodiT da isev xelidan vtacebdiT erTmaneTs RvTaebrivad baraqian xeladas. manqanis orive mxares ki, viTomc araferio, mwvaned xasxasebda buneba.

karze ki mainc akakunebs viRaca. an zari gadaiwva, an Suqi gamoirTo (avelumi isev amoaZvrens sabnidan xels da isev daaWers TiTs magidis naTuris Rilaks, xolo Suqi rom ainTeba, ise gauxardeba es ambavi, zedized kidev ramdenjerme gaimeorebs igives). ese igi, advili SesaZlebelia, ki ar akakunebdnen, gveCvenebodes, akakunebeno. xma ki ar gvesmis, xmis SegrZnebaa albaT samudamlod CarCenili Cvens arsebaSi. uaRresad arasasiamovno movlenebTan, gancdebTan, fiqrebTan dakavSirebuli xma droTa ganmavlobaSi SegrZnebad qceula da xandaxan, roca sasurveli viTareba Seeqmneba, TavisTavad iRviZebs xolme. amis bralia, Sav oTaxebSi martoobis cecxli rom gedeba da Wkneba, Wkneba siyvaruli ukanaskneli. Wkneba nazad, mwuxared. martoobis Jams. odes arsaiT ar moismis TanagrZnobis xma. TiTqos jer ar dabadebulxar, an didi xnis mkvdari xar ukve. arada, yvelaferi gaxsovs. Sengan maxsovrobaRaa darCenili. ufro sworad, narbeni kaciviT gulamovardnili, avazakuri faca-fuciT marxav maxsovrobaSi mTel aryofil bednierebas. sivrcec gamqrala - yvelafris mimtevebeli, yvelafris gamnelebeli. sad aris Cemi yvavilebio - amaod daeZebs qalbatoni aisodora qmris morTmeul yvavilebs. arasodes mourTmevia SenTvis mamaCems yvavilio - uyviris moTminebidan gamosuli sonia da Tan sayvarlis morTmeul yvavilebs awyobs larnakSi. kmayofili yvavilebic, dacqvetilni, niSnis momgebi RimiliTa da yvaviluri yoyloCinobiT gadmoscqerian yavlgasul qals larnakis simaRlidan. grZnobaTa ferfli Semogvdgomia garSemo. siyvarulic gamovigloveT da sicocxlec. vitanjebiT, magram am tanjviT Cvenve vtkbebiT gulis siRrmeSi. aseTi poetebi gyavdes da ar icode, esec Taviseburi ubedurebaa. sarkeSi ki Cemi oreuli garindula, rogorc cxedari vercxlis kuboSi. Semodgomaa... ara, zamTaria ukve. dekemberi iwureba. baRSi bilikebs mimohfenia mWknari foToli. im foTlebSi davrbodiT me da melania, mosalodneli ganSorebis SiSiT kidev ufro aRgznebulni, kidev ufro Sepyrobilni erTmaneTis surviliT. es iyo winaT, didi xnis winaT. sad? rodis? risTvis? ar vici. iyvnen odesRac da mieZinaT. Relavs foTlebis mwyobri kamara. Cems SviliSvils ki sciva. weRan, mgoni, daaxvela. iqneb me Semteno, SeSis magivrad, cecxlfareSo, Sens RumelSi?! erTi, yvelgan erTi, yovelTvis erTi. sami Taobis jami. sami udris erTs. magram erTi mainc erTia. Wkneba, yviTldeba sabralo baRi. rogorc sizmarSi ucxo sizmari. Seyvarebuls da meocnebes Cveni salami. magram dacinvas kaci ar mouklavs. ranairi mowyenili mival. mivdivar cisken da Soridan vxedav Cems aCrdils. magram sadac ar unda mivide, mkvdari qaliviT damxvdeba logini. gaToSili. TiTqos svelic. ai, axla xels Sevaxeb da araferi ar moxdeba meTqi. ese igi, arc me movkvdebi amis gamo da arc is gacocxldeba meTqi. ase vebrZodi SiSsac da survilsac erTdroulad. magram bolos mainc rom gavbede da frTxilad, moridebiT Sevaxe xeli, zewridan wamsve gamoJona gvamis sicivem. swored is dro ver mominelebia, romelic mxedvelobidan gamomrCa. iRelve, magram mSvidad, rogorc deda gafrTxilebda yovelTvis. oi, rom icode, rogor moabezre yvelas Tavi Seni daucxromeli ybedobiT da mainc ar dagadga saSveli, Tbilisisken mimaval gzasaviT. magram yvelaze metad mainc Sens sisxlsa da xorcs moewveba guli, gindac gaaCuqe, gindac gadaCexe. aki poetis dac ganuwyvetliv kiTxulobda - gadarCeba Tu arao - erTsa da imaves imeorebda sul, galiis TuTiyuSiviT, magram Tavad poets aravin ekiTxeboda, undoda Tu ara gadarCena. is uecar sikvdils eloda. irgvliv ki mwuxareba Relavda mSvidad. da mainc, ranairi mowyenili mival... qriste mixmobs varskvlavidan. unda wavide. uxerxulia. valdebuli var. magram marTla me mixmobs?! iqneb bednieraSi veSlebi? ra aris, bolos da bolos, cxovreba? uZilo Rame. yru fiqrebi. gnebavT, mze da WuWyi. da mainc miwas var mijaWvuli. poetisa ar iyos, vnaxoT erTi, rodemde gastans es tanjva. cxovreba mTvaris SuqSi miZinebuli sofelia. alvis xeebs wminda foToli scviva. xeebs Soris moulodnelad gabrwyindeba xolme

cremliviT Cumi wyali. sadRac orTqlmavali kivis da guli asvenia maRal siCumeSi da Sen gagondeba Seni warsulis mzec da WuWyic da siSoreze tiris roiali da guli migaqvs Zvirfasi cxedariviT. mxolod is gawuxebs, ar dagivardes da rame ar etkinos mkvdars. vidre tkivilis SegrZneba hqonda, amaze ar gifiqria. maRla varskvlavebi JivJiveben, dabla foToli faCunobs. Sen ki sizmrebis qselSi gabmulxar da ZlivsRa miiklev imisken gzas da mainc, didi madloba RmerTs, kidev rom mogecaT siyvarulis gamovlenis saSualeba. Tundac cota xniT. imas ukve imqveyniuri sinaTle edga TvalSi, Sen ki Caqceuli sisxlisgan gadalurjebul mklavebs ukocnidi da usindisod atyuebdi, giSvelio. imasac sjeroda da avadmyofis kvalobaze sakmaod momxibvlelad keklucobda kidec. aio - gaCvenebda Camtvreul kbils, gulwasuls rom Caamtvria saswrafos eqimma - ai, ra miyveso - isic saswrafos eqims gulisxmobda, Tumca darwmunebuli ar iyo, Tavad rom ar Caamtvrie kbili. yovel SemTxvevaSi, aSkarad ar gadebda xels, gzogavda, gifrTxildeboda da, amave dros, Sens dadanaSaulebas, erCia SenTvis SeeCivla Tavisi sawuxari, rogorc uaxloesi megobrisTvis, cxovrebis TanamgzavrisTvis, uRlis moziarisTvis, TanamecxedrisTvis. Sen ki yalbad uRimodi, sakuTari umweobisgan guldakodili, yelgamSrali, Tavgzaabneuli da ukbilod oxunjobdi. mokled, ise daamTavreT, rogorc daiwyeT - Sefaruli, gadakruli qaTinaurebiTa da sayvedurebiT, buzRun-WukWukiT. siyvarulis gamJRavnebis did survils iyaviT isev ayolilni da, amdenad, gareSe TvalisTvis albaT ufro gaugebarni da sasaciloni CandiT, vidre sabraloni. miT ufro, Tuki Tqven mdgomareobasTan erTad, Tqvens asaksac gaviTvaliswinebT. eg iyo da eg. mere salaparakod aRar ginaxavT erTmaneTi. Tumca, mere aRarc daulaparaknia imas saerTod. operaciis Semdeg gonze arc mosula, magram ori kvira mainc ioma, mainc ecada mobrunebuliyo misianebTan. magram amaod. RmerTma ar ineba. Torem misianebi sul eqims iyvnen pirSi miCerebulni, iqneb ufro Znelad saSovneli wamali wamoscdeso. vidre wamals daeZebdi, kidev gjeroda SeuZlebels rom SesZlebdi. es rwmena gaZlierebda, es rwmena aZlevda azrs yvelafers, uWmelobasac, uZilobasac, saavadmyofosaavadmyofo sirbilsac, Txovnasac, mudarasac, cdas, yuryuts, morCilebas, nebismieri usamarTlobis moTmenas, nebismieri damcirebis atanas... mokled, yvelafers, rasac avadmyofoba avaldebulebs avadmyofis patrons. axla daZabuli elodebi kakunis gameorebas, magram kakuni aRar meordeba. daZabulobisgan kiseri getkina, magram isev daZineba ki ar scade - Tundac amaod magidis naTura aanTe, saTvale moirge da sawolTan, iatakze dayrili da vin icis rodindeli gazeTebi erTianad moboWe. ifiqre, kiTxviT davifrTxob uazro fiqrebso, magram ver mogarTves, arc ise ioli aRmoCnda es ambavi - fiqris onkani moSlila da bolomde arafriT ar iketeba. ufro sworad, fiqri patronze veragi aRmoCnda - saxe icvala (gardaiqmna), gazeTidan amokiTxuls Seeria, Seerwya da imasTan erTad Sebrunda ukanve, patronis gonebaSi. Cveuli utifrobiTa da daudevrobiT gauyva tvinis usasrulo, uTavbolo talanebs, oRond, yvelaferze dafeTebuli ki ara, SemTxveviT Semoxetebuli kaciviT, SinauriviT mcodne da gamomrCeveli imisa, rac im wuTas sWirdeboda, anda meore wuTas dasWirdeboda. ver uyurebT! evropis udides qveyanas, ukrainas ucvnia pawia saqarTvelo. saqarTvelo saukunis dasawyisSic pawia iyo, magram did ukrainasac eimedeboda. icvalnen droni. Tbilisis zooparki erovnul zooparkad gadakeTebula, operisa da baletis Teatrisa ar iyos. sxvaTa Soris, samarTliani gadawyvetilebaa. Tuki Cvenia, Tuki Cven gvemsaxurebian, maSin kenguruca da niangic iseTive erovnuli cxovelebi arian, rogoric megruli Txa Tu kaxuri saxedaria. qarTvel mandilosnebs kidev erTi karavi dauciaT rusTavelze. qveynis interesebidan gamomdinare, mosalodnelia matriarqatis aRdgena. eqsperimenti grZeldeba. me rogorc qali, me, rogorc deda, me, rogorc coli, me, rogorc gamgebeli xmelTa

da wyalTa... Tbilisis miniaturuli "ulanbatori" kidev erT RirsSesaniSnaobad iqca ara marto ucxoeli turistebisTvis (sadRa arian, Torem ki!), aramed adgilobrivi mosaxleobisTvisac. cnobismoyvareni, dilidan saRamomde, pirdaRebulni daborialoben karvebs Soris. karvebSi ki, rogorc ityvian, cxovreba duRs da gadmoduRs. gayvanilia satelefono qseli, eleqtroni... momavalSi albaT kanalizaciasac gaiyvanen. Sesvla ufasoa, gamosvla - saTuo. vinaidan mouclelobisa qveSe Sevrdomili ars erni Cvenni da ara aqusT mocalebai droisa ZaliT mizeziTa erTa qarTlosianTa, riTamca aznaurebiTi xedvuaTa, gina filosofiaTa iyvnen Semecnebel, anu zedmiwevnil, amis gamo vhyav Sromai ese. rusTavelze ki isvrian. sxvaTa Soris, mas mere isvrian, rac "vhyaviT Sromai ese". ubralod, dRes Cven SeveswariT srolas, xval sxvebi Seeswrebian. jer dro iTmens. saqarTvelos taxtis ukanaskneli memkvidre da misi damaqcevari ruseTis imperiis pirveli volterianeli gaxldaT. friad ganaTlebuli da friad urwmuno. mamas SeuTvala, rac Sen gwams, me gamiwyres, rac me mwams - Seno. mama-Svili yovelTvis mama-Svilia. male mamamisi, saqarTvelos ukanaskneli mefe, zaqiWamia giorgi, arabiviT gaSavebuli da rumbiviT gaberili ipoves sakuTar sawolSi. Svilis wyevlam uwia. Tumca, arc TviTon darCa valSi - Svilic axalgazrda miicvala peterburgs. erTmaneTs mouRes bolo, radgan orive erTnairad zedmeti iyo mesamisaTvis: raki Tavad taxti aRar arsebobda, aRarc mefisa da aRarc memkvidris arsebobas hqonda gamarTleba. axlac imitom isvrian rusTavelze. aqamde ver gagvirkvevia, ra ambavia Cvens Tavs. visic unda gveSinodes, imis imediTa varT. gaanaTlos mamis RmerTma, magram peterburgidan rogor miexmareboda qitesas "aznaurebiTi xedvis" gamomuSavebasa da "filosofiaTa" SemecnebaSi?! SemTxvevisa gamo sxvisa da sxvisa, verc erTma misma naSromma ver miaRwia Tavis droze qitesamde da pirdapir samuzeumo eqsponatad iqca. icis biWma Tavisi saqme. ase rom ar momxdariyo, iqneba qitesac aRar yofiliyo dRes aseTi qitesa, magram ase Tu ar moxdeboda, maSin xom aRarc ruseTi iqneboda aseTi ruseTi. arada, marTlac mravalmxriv gamaTviTcnobierebeli literatura dautovebia sawyals. saqarTvelos istoriao, saxelmZRvanelo fizikisao, artileriisao (Cven ki dResac rus artileristebs vqiraobT, aqeTac da iqiTac), agreTve, geografiisa da miTologiisao, nadir Sahis istoriao, mokle qarTuli gramatikao (levani ki ara, levan! bodiSiT ki ara, bodiSi!), filosofiuri kiTxva-migebanio, Semoklebuli katiRoriao, RvTismetyvelebao... rom araferi vTqvaT leqsebze (poezia bagrationTa aqilevsis quslia), prozaul nawarmoebebze, Targmanebze... nabuqodonosorisagan wartyvevna ierusalimisa. Tumca, arc dRes gvawyenda es wignebi. dResac gamoviyenebdiT rameSi. tualetisken mimavali umoklesi gza dRes swored wignze gadis. erTi idioturi romanidan Tavisuflad SeiZleba miviRoT tualetis qaRaldis ori-sami ruloni. ise, kacma rom Tqvas, sulieri sazrdoc, nebismier sazrdosaviT, adre Tu gvian Tavisebur ganavlad iqceva. Seminde ufalo da dideba Sens saxels! qaSveTis ezoSi sarecxi gamoufeniaT, eklesiaSi ki wirvaao - SfoTavs gazeTi. usindiso. eg ar iyo, jer kidev guSin, im momakvdinebel Sxams rom adarebda religias, ovanesas binaze rom aRmouCeniaT erTxel kidev?! risi Tqma gnebavT amjerad, batono gazeTo? sarecxi Seuracxyofs wirvas Tu wirva sarecxs? axla SeamCnieT pirvelad? rac Tavi maxsovs im eklesiis ezoSi yovelTvis xalxi cxovrobda. xalxi ki usarecxod sad gagonila?! marto wirvalocviT ver gaitan Tavs, puric ginda arsobisa. is ki ofliT moipoveba mxolod. Tanac, erTxel da samudamod ki ara, yoveldRe, yoveldRiuri tanjviT. aseve yoveldRiurad Tu ar moiSore ofli, Tu ar gairecxe gaoflili perangi, puri oxrad dagrCeba da Sen TviTon SegWams WuWyi. xolo sarecxi Tu ar gafine, ver gaaSrob. mokled, erTmaneTzea yvelaferi gadabmuli. eklesiaSi wirvaa, Ria karidan galobis xma da sakmevlis suni gamodis, eklesiis ezoSi ki qali sarecxs

fens. fenda. axla cecxli ukidia iqaurobas. eklesiis CuqurTmas avtomatis tyvia fSxvnis. sarecxis Tokze bavSvis perangi darCeniaT. isic tyviiTaa dacxriluli. sxvebi, imedia, gaixiznebodnen... rusTaveli raxania gadaketilia. dRes diliT sammwkrivad idgnen betonis lodebiT datvirTuli "kamazebi". axla, SeiZleba, ukve oTxmwkrivad dganan. bevri xalxi iyris Tavs seiris sanaxavad. Sav tborebad grovdebian da yrud guguneben. bavSvebi xom iq aTen-aRameben, araferi gamogvrCeso. Cveni xvalindeli dRe. dRes rac xdeba, imaTTvis xdeba, kargic da cudic. rasac dRes SeiTviseben, xval gamoiyeneb. amdens, etyoba, Tavadac xvdebian da erTi wuTiTac ar icvlian iqidan fexs. mama ara, torola! araferi aRar undaT, arc rokis klipebi, arc pornofilmebi, arc kevi da arc koka-kola. kalaSnikovis erTi Cakakaneba yvelafers urCevniaT. wamo, biWo, ra, deidaCemi cxovrobs aqve. rames gvaWmevs. mSia. au, ara ra. uceb SevWamoT. jer ar daiwyeba. Tanac, iqidan ufro gavZvreT iqneb. pirdapir baRze avWraT, mokleze. au, ara. sacaa daiwyeba. daiwyeba da Cvenc movalT. qaSveTidan avideT. ufro axlos ar viqnebiT?! porSe girCevnia Tu kalaSnikovi? ar dafiqrde! uceb Tqvi. au porSe. ara kalaSnikovi: porSe rad minda? Tanac aq, am damplebTan. rame Tu gaufuWda, gaTavda, mogWama Wiri. sad ginda gaakeTebino?! kalaSnikovi naRdia. ici ra Rirs? me kalaSnikovSi yvelafers mivcem. Sen ki miscem, magram vin aiRebs? au, magaria. gisvria? sizmarSi visvri xolme. mTeli Rame. marto magis gamo vwvebi adre. ta-ta-ta-ta-ta. wiu-wiuwiu-wiu... au, magaria. au, guSin kitovani davinaxe. au, daifice. au, boziSvili viyo. yvela mouTmenlad elodeba rodis ganaxldeba srola mTavrobis sasaxlesTan. axla, magaliTad, isvrian. es axali wlis aRsaniSnavi srola ar aris. jer mTeli saaTia iqamde. manaTobeli tyviebi uwyvet nakadad mifrinaven erTmaneTis Sesaxvedrad. "iveriidan" mTavrobis sasaxlisken, mTavrobis sasaxlidan "iveriisken". "Tbilisi" ukve iwvis. mxatvris saxlic. pirveli skolac. kavSirgabmulobis sasaxlec. da sxva mravali. xandaxan Zveli, Camowerili qvemexic daibuxunebs xolme, zooparkSi Caberebuli lomiviT. SeiZleba, meTerTmete armiis Semotanilic iyos Tavis droze, magram raki dRes gaviyareniT Zmebi, Zveli da uvargisi, sasamarTlom Cven gvarguna. diax, Cven. me, Sen, mas. yvelani saqmeSi varT gasuli da araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, cxadia es Tu sizmari. sizmari cudad daviwyebuli cxadia da, rasac sizmarSi akeTeb, an cxadSic gagikeTebia, an cxadSic gaakeTebdi, rom SegeZlos. "gamatareT, iq Cemi Sviliao" - iyvireb uceb. isev gaoflilxar. Zlivs sunTqav daRlilobisgan. arada, arc gagigia, rodis moirbine aq. "axali ambavi, Cveni Svilebic iq ariano". ayayandeba xalxi. iqamde ki Sav tborad idga "kamazebis" win da yrud gugunebda. "es ekaekaterinekatos mamaa da ufleba aqvs aq Semosvlisao" - daiZaxebs betonis lodze zurgiT miwolili gvardieli da Tvals Cagikravs. cal xelSi avtomati uWiravs, meaoreSi mTeli Zexvi, jer kidev gabawruli, da madianad ilukmeba. ver xvdebi, ratom gikravs is biWi Tvals, ras ganiSnebs, magram raki aRaravin geRobeba win, daadeb Tavs da waxval, TiTqos icode, sad midiode. axlac midixar, gaoflili, aqoSinebuli, TiTqos wuTi-wuTze wydeba Seni bedi. sanaxevrod bneli gvirabia, yovel wuTas virTxa gadagirbens xolme win, nela, auCqareblad. mgoni romeliRac filmSi ginaxavs es gvirabi, magram axla amis gaxsenebis dro ar aris. tani gigrZnobs, Seni Svilic aq aris sadRac da iqneb amjerad mainc gadaarCino. viRacebs muyaos did yuTze pur-marili gauSliaT da qeifoben. samlitriani qilebiT udgaT Rvino. gilocavT axal welso - geZaxian sufridan. Sen ki imis SiSi gklavs, sufraze ar mimipatiJono, magram mainc Cerdebi da moridebiT kiTxulob, xom ar iciT sad arian aq germaniaSi gasagzavni gogo-biWebio. isini ki icinian, kvdebian siciliT. gapipinebuli Wiqebidan Rvino eRvrebaT. Sen jer gaocebuli uyureb axarxarebul moqeifeebs, magram nel-nela TviTonac geRimeba, ufro sworad xvdebi maTi gamxiarulebis mizezs. isini arian, imaT eZeb swored. erT-erTi maTgani ki ekaekaterinekatoa. marTalia, biWad aris gadacmuli da

naxSiriT ulvaSebic miuxatavs, magram mainc scnob Svils. TavisTavad cxadia, isic gcnobs. "rom icodeT, es kaci mweraliao" - eubneba danarCenebs, muyaos yuTze atamanurad fexSemodgmuli. etyoba, is aris amaTi ufrosi. danarCenebi gaocebulni, dainteresebulni iyurebian Sensken. "SenTvis mainc mwerlobaa, ara, mTavari?!" - gekiTxeba Cumad, daZabulad momRimari. ar unda rom sxvebmac gaigon "aqac imitom moxvedi, ara?! - brazdeba uceb - Cvenze wigns dawer da amiT moixdi Sens mamuliSvilur vals, ara?!" - gacivdeba gawiwmatebuli. "arao" - yviri Svilis miuxvedrelobiT Sewuxebuli, gamwarebuli, Tumca, mTlad gulwrfeli ar aris Seni pasuxi. ufro sworad, ver mimxvdarxar, ver gagigia, ra daSavdeba, riTi iqneba cudi, Tundac marTla wignis dasawerad rom iyo aq mosuli. magram axla wigni arc gagxsenebia. ra dros wignia saerTod! ki xvdebi, SefarviT rom dagcinis Svili, magram imis agdebuli RvarZliani laparaki ki ar Seuracxgyofs, kidev ufro gasevdianebs, kidev ufro gauZlurebs da, imave dros, kidev ufro gavaldebulebs, yvelaferi iRono, yvelafers gauZlo, yvelaferi aitano, oRond Svili rogorme gamovides am gvirabidan, virTxis suniT gaJRenTili wyvdiadidan. magram Tavis droze ra SegeZlo, axla rom gamoido Tavi! aba, marTla riRasTvis moxvedi aq? riRasTvis daimcire Tavi? axalgazrdebi, davuSvaT, Segnebulad midian sasikvdilod, uecari da lamazi sikvdili urCevniaT (Tundac asakis gamo), gauTavebelsa da autanel molodins, magram Sen ra grjis? Sen risTvis igdeb Tavs gansacdelSi? miT ufro rom, Seni bedi isedac gadawyvetilia. rogorc ar unda damTavrdes amRamindeli Rame, Sen mainc damnaSave iqnebi. ukve damnaSave xar, radgan arasodes ar yofilxar iq, sadac Seni adgili ar iyo da, roca, bolos da bolos, mainc aRmoCndi, TviTonve gagiWirda amis aRiareba. amitom, arc Sens axalgazrda Tanamoqalaqeebs gaemtyunebaT, eWvis TvaliT Tu Sexedaven Sens moulodnel gamocxadebas, provokatorad anda Semogzavnilad Tu CagTvlian. provokatori da Semogzavnili saqveynod ganTqmuli xelovanic SeiZleba iyos da dilegidan nexvis gamomxvetavi araraobac. Senc geZaxian aqeT-iqidan, viTom xumrobiT, mogzavnili xom ara xaro, Sen ki verafers pasuxob, imitom rom... kaci roca tyuis, winaswar imaragebs tyuilis gasamarTlebel, tyuilis dasacvel versiebsa Tu legendebs, magram simarTlesac rom dacva unda, aseve yovelTvis aviwydeba. marTali kaci Tavs ver imarTlebs da rasac damtkiceba ar sWirdeba, imis damtkicebaa swored Zneli. magram Senda bedad, virTxis suniT gaJRenTil bindbundSi erTi wamiT cekas-Ceka dagidgeba Tvalwin, fransuazas udanaSaulobis damtkicebas rom moiTxovda Sengan odesRac, da rac imas uTxari maSin, aranakleb saxifaTo situaciaSi, axlac igives Tqmas apireb - eg sakiTxi Tqven TviTon unda gaarkvioTo - ese igi, roca amxela saqmes hkidebT xels, kacis garCeva mainc unda SegeZloTo. magram, sabednierod, ar gWirdeba amis Tqma, Svili gevlineba mxsnelad. "eg provokatori ki ara, mamaCemiao" - icinis ekaekaterinekato da naxSiriT mixatul ulvaSs igrexs viTom. "aba, garkveviT gviTxras, ra unda, ratom movida CvenTano" - ar cxrebian danarCenebi da marTlebic arian. sadme Tu midixar, gindac sizmarSi, misasvleli mizezic unda gqondes da mizanic. "au, kidev kargi gamaxsendao" - SesZaxeb imaTeburad da maSinve ubeSi Caiyof xels. axalgazrda Tanamoqalaqeni daZabulni mogCerebian. Sen ki ubidan melanias celofanis parks amoiReb, parkidan - Zafis gorgals da ekaekaterinekatos gauwvdi - ai, es gorgali gamogiyvans labirinTidano. "ver uyurebT am Zvels, ra Sebertyili vinme yofilao" - gulwrfelad ukvirT da uxariaT ekaekaterinekatos amxanagebs da aCoCqol-ayayanebulni gexvevian garSemo, rogorc mowafeebi Semoexveodnen xolme adre, daaxlovebulsa da daZmakacebul maswavlebels. Sen ki suli gexuTeba. qveyana iyineba, Sen ki oflad xar gaRvrili. gegonebaT, sizmridan ki ara, moqmedi vulkanis krateridan amomZvralao. samagierod, mTavari gairkva - saSveli aris! momilocavs. gilocavT. daeswariT mravals. Tu gadagarCenT, melanias Zafis gorgali

gadagarCenT mxolod. ase rom, wmindao RvTismSobelo, erTxel kidev daicavi Seni wilxvedri qveyana. is ki tiris. tiris. icremleba. aTonis iverTa monastridan ki moaSura Tavis wilxvedr qveyanas (Tundac aslis saxiT), ki daaCoqa aerodromze mis Sesagebeblad gamosuli xalxi (ra didi ambavi kidev Tbiliselebis daCoqebas unda, axla wesadac ki iTvleba. "niangi" da "Tbilisi" imitom daaqvT Tan, muxlis qveS rom daifinon, daCoqeba Tu mouwevT uceb), ki datova xalxi mis imedze, magram imis magivrad, rom amoqmeddes, tiris. dedani aTonis mTaze tiris Turme, erTi asli - niu-iorkSi, meore - TbilisSi. ra xdeba, mamao, ra ambavia Cvens Tavs? aRar unda gairkves, bolos da bolos? Tqven Tavs hkiTxeT. yvelam Tavis informaciul banks mouaros. ise, rom icodeT, sxva xatebic tirian - zogi gelaTs, zogi mcxeTas, zogi bodbes, zogi martvils. magram, damerwmuneT, RmerTs ver vixilavT. me erTxel mwerali viyavi. RmerTi didi sinaTlea, gamabednierebeli, da nuravis egoneba, raki Tavisufali var, yvelafers movimoqmedebo. es wmindawylis mkrexelobaa, radgan mxolod RmerTia Tavisufali. magram, rogorc statistika mowmobs, mTeli kacobriobis mxedvelobis simZafre ganuxrelad klebulobs Turme. erTaderTi xsna kontaqturi linzebi yofila. arada, ager ukve ocdaaTi weli iqneba, im linzebs xmarobs fransuaza. pirvelad rom vnaxe, ufro SemeSinda, vidre gamikvirda. jer raRac siTxe CaiwveTa upeebSi, plastmasis patara boTlidan, da mere pirdapir gugebze miiweba lamis uCinari minis naxevarsferoebi. viTomc araferi. eg iyo, rom odnav gaumuqda mocisfro-monacrisfro Tvalebi. Tumca, ara, linzebis miwebebisTanave, ara marto garegnoba, gunebaganwyobilebac maSinve ecvleboda, rasakvirvelia, ukeTesobisken. da mainc, miuxedavad aseTi optikuri aRWurvilobisa, mainc ver gansWvrita momavali. mainc veravin naxa Cemze ukeTesimeTqi, mindoda meTqva. saerTod, saqarTveloSi Camosuli ucxoeli turistebi, WuWyis mets verafers xedaven TiTqos. Tumca CvenSi rom vTqvaT, marTla ar Seisvleba sadarbazoebSi. liftis kedlebze xom raRa ar aris misxmuli. magram tyuilad hgonia vinmes, Cven rom davasufTavebT aqaurobas. mSobliuri qalaqi rom dagavo, tetCeri unda iyo jer. guSin Tbilisis samgzavro sadgurSi cecxlwakidebuli matarebeli Semosula. ori kviriT adre ki, xalxiT gaWedili tramvaisTvis demonstrantebs xumrobiT qvebi dauSeniaT. magram, me Tu mkiTxavT, bevrad ajobebda, saerTod ar kiTxulobdes kaci gazeTs. zedmetad ixeTqav guls. dekemberi, noemberi, oqtomberi, seqtemberi, agvisto... sul cota, xuTi Tve mainc viyavi amisgan Tavisufali. samagierod, axla yelamde var Cafluli, Tanac ukve daZvelebul gazeTebSi, xuTi Tvis makulaturaSi davfaCunob, rogorc xoWo neSoSi. mecnierebi ki SesaZleblad Tvlian adamianis xelaxla Seqmnas, oRond isev talaxisagan ki ara, romeliRac xelovnuri nivTierebisagan. talaxma ar gaamarTla. sxva Tu araferi, xelovnuri bavSvi qveS ver Caifsavs. RmerTo, momiteve, RmerTo, gaanaTle imis suli. ar uyvarda aseTi laparaki. sxvaTa Soris, aRarc me vlaparakob. laparakmac dakarga azri. magram mainc unda iTqvas, rom batoni adami yovelTvis siamovnebiT ylapavs erTxel ukve Caylapuls, rac friad mravlismTqmeli faqtia, Tuki Rrmad CavukvirdebiT da saerTodac, yovelTvis ufro Rrmad unda CavixedoT xolme sakuTar gulSi, radgan kaci rasac ver ambobs, gulSi malavs. karze ki isev akakunebs viRaca. aba, sad gagonila am sigrZe moCveneba?! RmerTo, Seni saxelis Wirime! nuTu marTla SesaZlebelia?! araferi ar viciT, arc am qveynisa, arc im qveynisa. magram rasac xalxi ambobs, xSirad marTldeba. iRelve, magram mSvidado. mSvidad Relva raRa oxrobaa meTqi, an mSvidad unda iyo, an unda iRelvo meTqi. Turme kvdeboda, me ki ar vicodi. arada, unda mcodnobda, me unda mivmxvdariyavi yvela eqimze, yvela aparatze adre. amitomac vRelav ase mSvidad. akakunon, sanam ar mobezrdebaT. me amdgomi aRara var. kak-kuk. vin aris? kurdReli var, yurcqvita. ra gnebavs kurdRelo? ra mnebavs da stafilo. ah, ar SeiZleba! stafiloSi bevri nitrati yofila. Cven bavSvs ar

vaZlevT. Senze ar moqmedebs nitrati? nitrati momklavs Tu ustafiloba, ra mniSvneloba aqvs?! eg Cems qaliSvils uTxari. netavi TuRa darCa kurdReli? raxania, multfilmis garda, aRarsad minaxavs. mec aRara var. yovel SemTxvevaSi, Cemi udidesi nawili Tan waiRes. SeiZleba, me TviTon gavatane, rogorc bargis nawils gaatanen xolme winaswar ufro adre mimavals iqiTken, saiTkenac axlo momavalSi Tavadac apireben gamgzavrebas. Seni Wirime, Tu Zalian ar Segawuxebs, iqneba gaayolo xels es erTi CanTa (Cemodani araca maqvs). ki batono. ra saTxovaria. diiiidi siamovnebiTac. mainc ver gaZleb uCemod didxans. nawilnawil wagiReb, rogorc Seni samSoblo miaqvT mtrebs, Tu erTianad, es sxva sakiTxia. ufro sworad, es ukve sufTa wylis politikaa. imperia ingreva, politika rCeba. imperias Tu kaSxals SevadarebT, politika mdinarea. mdinare maradiulia, xolo kaSxlis dangreva iseve SeiZleba, rogorc aSeneba. gadaRebvagadakeTeba xom mTlad advilia. fericvalebiT arsi ar icvleba. fericvaleba dResao foToli mowyda xesao. Cven foTlebi varT mxolod. rac mTavaria, adamiani yvelafers iolad iTvisebs da egueba kidec, rac misi arsebobis gasaxangrZliveblad aris aucilebeli. ase rom, romel mxaresac ar unda gadavivarcxnoT qoCori (sadRaa - Torem ki!), didi-didi gamometyveleba Segvecvalos odnav, an ukeTesobisken (meti ar aris Cveni mteri), an uaresobisken, rac savsebiT Seesabameba sinamdviles. buneba ki igive rCeba. ai, Turme ra mawuxebda amdeni xani! TiTqos marTla mxedavdes. TiTqos Segnebulad miyurebdes ase daJinebiT. TiTqos, rogorc icoda, konverti unda gamomiwodos da miTxras: werilia, batono Cemo, moskovidano. mxolod "batono Cemo" amxelda mis dafarul mRelvarebas. SeiZleba mrisxanebasac. Zlieria is, vinc ukeT malavs sakuTar grZnobebs. ganzraxvebsac. am suraTze ocdaxuTi wlisaa. zRvaze varT. oRond, baTumSi. biWvinTamde jer Sors aris. ai, aseTi iyo meTqi, veubnebi Cems Tavs, TiTqos sxvadasxva adamianebi viyoT me da Cemi Tavi. anda, TiTqos iman Cemze naklebad icodes, rac me gadamxdenia (Tumca, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, ra gadamxdenia iseTi, sxvaTa mier winaswar ar yofiliyo gansazRvruli da mkacrad reglamentirebuli). lamazi ki ar aris, kargia yvelanairad. axalgazrdacaa (jer Tmas ar iRebavs), janmrTelic (jer xels ar idebs kefaze, ai, aq raRacaao...), xalisianic (qsovisa araferi gaegeba), sandomianic (maxsovs Sin ver vaxerxebdiT ganmartoebas, viRaceebi SevixizneT mgoni, da RamRamobiT baRSi, leRvebTan vuniSnavdi paemans) da, rasakvirvelia, bednieric (jer horizonti sufTaa fransuaza ToTxmeti wlisaa mxolod, xolo sonias mSoblebi jer arc icnoben erTmaneTs wesierad). aseTi rom iyo, imitom SevirTe da mas mere erTxelac ar warmomidgenia Cemi Tavi uimisod, vis loginSic ar unda vyofiliyavi, is yovelTvis Cems maradiul colad rCeboda. ai, asea saqme Cemo yurcqvitav da aRaraferi aRar Seicvleba, ramdenac ar unda akakuno. weRan (SeiZleba, weRanac) damesizmra, TiTqos viRaca adga Cems dasaxedad, me ki, mxrebze sabanmoxuruli (sizmarSic iseve civa, rogorc cxadSi), daCoqili videqi sawolze da vtirodi. didi Sveba yofila cremli. dasizmrebulic ki! amwinebze ki marTla daviCoqe sadRac. xo, TviTmfrinavSi. parizidan vbrundebodi. sxvaTa Soris, Tvals rom vaxel, ufro mciva. viTom sicive TvaliTac aRiqmeba?! SeiZleba, sicives vxedavT da ar viciT, rom sicivea. zewarSi ki maSinve gamoJona, rogorc ki Sevexe. TiTqos me gamomivarda, rogorc taZris yru-munji daraji - saeWvo gamvlels. gaviToSe. gavSeSdi. arada, erTsa da imave gazeTs vkiTxulob TiTqos. yvelgan erTi da igive sweria. axla CaquCi rom damkras vinmem, davifSxvnebi. magram, sainteresoa, ra braldebas wauyeneben amis Camdens, mkvlelobisa Tu xulignobisa, anu, cocxali adamianis Tu TabaSiris qandakebis xelyofas, gindac aravin araferi icodes im qandakebis warmomavlobisa da daniSnulebis Sesaxeb. TavisTvis ido. xels aravin uSlida. Tqven ki daamtvrieT. ratom? axla keTili inebeT da ageT pasuxi. xviSti! aravin ar icis, vin ra sasjels imsaxurebs, roca kanoni emorCileba nebas da ara

neba kanons. ese igi, SeiZleba, saerTod ar dasajo kaci da amiT dasajo swored. dausjelobac sasjelis saxeobaa. ramdeni daisaja ase! ugulvebelyofiT, aTvalwunebiT, gaufasurebiT. sicivisgan gansxvavebiT, isini namdvilad Candnen, magram xelisufleba ver xedavda, ufro sworad, ar xedavda. isini yels ixevdnen, gul-mucels itrialebdnen, ixrCobodnen sibrazisgan, eWvebisgan, SiSisgan, xelisufleba ki arafrad agdebdaT, daWeris Rirsadac ar TvlidaT, rac ar unda eweraT da ekiTxaT. sxvaTa Soris, xalxic mxolod im xelovans scnobs, romelic xelisuflebisganaa oficialurad aRiarebuli. amitom isinic, ugulebelyofilni, aTvalwunebulni, gaufasurebulni - sul tyuilubralod iwrTobdnen Tavs sacixod. sul tyuilubralod eCveodnen tkivilis, SimSilisa Tu wyurvilis atanas. imaTi colebi rom fiqrobdnen, qeifoben albaT sadme, Tu kidev uares adgilas ar ariano, isini sakuTari saxlis sardafebSi isxdnen mTeli Rame, usanTlod da usasTumlod, ufro axlos rom gascnobodnen da SesCveodnen jurRmulis binadrebs, wyvdiadis florasa da faunas. xan oboba gadaacocdebodaT saxeze, xan virTxa CaswivlebdaT yurSi. isini ki frCxilebis qveS nemsebs irWobdnen jiutad, warmodgenili wamebisTvis rom gaeZloT momavalSi da TveobiT uCirqdebodaT xolme infeqciaSeWrili nunebi. ruseTSi tyved Cavardnili germanelebiviT, TiTebdabintulni dadiodnen da aRarc kalmis daWera SeeZloT, aRarc "erikaze" dakakuneba. yvela sikeTesTan erTad, aTasnairi sisulelis mogoneba sWirdebodaT, Tavi rom emarTlebinaT eWvebiTa da varaudebiT gawamebul axloblebTan da Tavi daecvaT cnobismoyvare da uyuradRebo nacnobebisagan. karSi momewewka. konservs vxsnidi. lursmans vaWedebdi. abazanaSi naTuras vcvlidi da... etyoba, TviTon zari moiSala (deni namdvilad aris), Torem ratom unda akakunebdes, Tuki marTla akakunebs vinme. me gavaxile Tvali da movkvdi. Sen gaaxile Tvali da mokvdi. man gaaxila Tvali da mokvda. ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, mTeli sicocxle dakakunebas velodebodi da, mgoni, bolos amisrulda, gamimarTlda amdeni xnis molodini. Tu (vimeoreb) ar meCveneba. maSin Tormeti wlisac ar viqnebodi, roca cxovrebam saxls momaSora da TuSeTis mTebSi mikra Tavi - yaCaRad gavvardi, Cemi WkuiT. sinamdvileSi ki mezobelma, Tavadac yaCaRma, wamiyvana yaCaRebTan. ufro sworad, xels gamayola, upatrono nivTiviT. SeiZleba, Sevecode, SeiZleba, Semacdina - viTom, gadasaxlebuli mSoblebic unda daebrunebina CemTvis, gaCuqebuli dac da gagiJebuli bebiac (bebia milicias TbilisSi hyavda gadagzavnili, "fsiqiatriuli gamokvlevebis Casatareblad"), magram, rogorc mosalodneli iyo, Cemi gadarCenis msurvelni Tavad gaxdnen gadasarCenni. meTaurma xom saerTod moikla Tavi, am sityvis pirdapiri mniSvnelobiT. jer sakuTari cxeni mokla - revolveris lula yurSi CasCara da meore yuridan gaasxmevina tvini mere ki, dediSobila (tansacmeli "TanamebrZolebs" dagvitova gasayofad) gamoqvabulSi Sevida da tyvia iTxliSa SublSi. kaci Tavis mosaklavad midioda da SiSvel fexebs ise gaubedavad adgamda kenWebze, zRvaze pirvelad Camosuli damsvenebeli gegonebodaT. mokled, or dReSi ukanve movbrundi kudamoZuebuli. aRarc sapatronebeli damxvda rame da aRarc gasaCuqebeli. ara! araviTar SemTxvevaSi! me aravin gamiCuqebia. me maSin patara viyavi. kanonmdebelic ar miTvaliswinebda. ver mawvdenda Tvals. susti viyavi da umweo. da Tu mainc damnaSave var, mxolod esaa Cemi danaSauli - umweoba da sisuste. magram brali namdvilad ar mimiZRvis. bunebaSi tyuilad araferi ibadeba. yvela raRacisTvisaa Cafiqrebuli: zogi sakuTari neba-survilis aRsasruleblad, zogi ki - viRacis neba-survilisa. me viRacis neba-survils vasrulebdi, oRond Cemi neba-survilis winaaRmdeg - sakuTar bunebas ver vurigdebodi da meSinoda, ganuwyvetliv meSinoda Rrmad damarxuli, saimedod SeniRbuli Cemive Seurigeblobisa. axlac albaT maxsovroba akakunebs SiSis klaviSebze. es SiSis xmaa dekembris siciveSi, avtomatebis damcinav xarxarSi, gardacvlilTa da cocxalTa CvenebebiT

gaZiZgul simartoveSi. im SiSis xmaa, lamis gaCenisTanave rom dagveufla, magram gvian vaRiareT. ufro sworad, mTeli sicocxle ar vaRiarebdiT, ar vutydebodiT, ar vepuebodiT, Cveni WkuiT, magram is mainc jiutad, veragulad, uCumrad kristaldeboda Cvens arsebaSi, osteoxondroziviT, oRond sulis osteoxondroziviT. araTu nebismieri uneblie ganZreva, nebismieri ramis gafiqrebac autanel tkivils mayenebs. yvelaferi mtkiva, Zvirfaso dedav, yvelaferi, rac ganSorebis facifucSi damitove, me momande, me momabare xorcic, Zvalic, sisxlic, sulic... - da madlobeli var Senic da RmerTisac, am tkivilis Rirsi rom gamxadeT. es Cemi tkivilia, aTas tkivilSi gamorCeuli, saxelisa da simdidris nacvlad moxveWili, pativiscemisa da siyvarulis msgavsad damsaxurebuli. me gavaxile Tvali da movkvdi. didebuli striqoni wamogvcda, rom icodeT! rom mogvewadinebina, ver movigonebdiT. yovel SemTxvevaSi, mis uaress sjobia. mjobnis mjobni ar dailevao, magram poetebis jibric, am gauTavebeli kakunisa ar iyos, moCvenebiTia. poetebi erTmaneTis arsebobas amarTleben da erTmaneTs mxolod exmarebian - erTi da igive bade amoaqvT ararsebuli okeanis fskeridan da eCvenebaT, erTmaneTs vejibrebiT Zalisa da mondomebis gamoCenaSio. eSmakuradaa bunebisgan yvelaferi mowyobili. ase rom ar eCvenebodeT, aravin aRar dawerda leqss da ararsebul siRrmeTa mdumarebiT gavsebuli ararsebuli badec samudamod CarCeboda ararsebuli okeanis ararsebul fskerze. ormoSi SemTxveviT Cavardnil gamvlels, romelsac dRemde uimedod daeZebdnen, Turme, axloblebi, scmia Wreli, moklemklavebiani sazafxulo perangi; Cexuri sandlebi, yviTeli tyavisa, da Cinuri tilos mwvane Sarvali "druJba". eg, etyoba, ufro didi xnis win aris Cavardnili ormoSi, magram Sinaurebma gvian miaqcies yuradReba, gvian moisaklises. amitom arc Cven gvawyens, droulad Tu gavarkvevT, ra ambavia Cvens Tavs. gareT ra xdeba naTelia, magram Sin ra xdeba RmerTma icis. ase Rrmad sZinavT viTom?! Tu sZinavT, eZinoT. Tvalis gaxela saxifaToa. me gavaxile Tvali da movkvdi. ese igi, Tvalis gaxeda (anu dabadeba, gnebavT, gaRviZeba) da sikvdili erTiao. sicocxle imdenad moklea, salaparakodac ar Rirso. daaxloebiT imave azrisaa erTi qarTuli xalxuri leqsic:

ra wam ki davibadebiT, iqve samare mza ari...

magram aq ufro vrcladaa gamoTqmuli is, risi gamoTqmac Turme SesaZlebeli yofila ufro lakoniurad, ufro lokaluri intprerptaciiT, ufro lokatoruli sizustiT (Tuki saerTod arsebobs amgvari ram). Tumca, dabejiTebiT ver vityvi ra sjobs - icode Tu ar icode. erTi kia, mainc ar ijereb bolo wamamde. arafris didebiT ar irwmuneb, yvela gza rom moWrili gaqvs. Segnebuli miuxvedreloba Tu klinikuri sibriyve gemarTeba Sendauneburad. albaT Tavis dasacavad. SeiZleba, brZolis gasagrZelebladac. miTxariT, ra gvWirdeba, ra movitanoo - gulwrfelad evedrebi TeTrad gadaqaTqaTebul mkurnals (ufro mecniers). ukvdavebis wylis motana rom dagavalos, daufiqreblad gavardebi, radgan vidre eZeb, Tundac uSedegod, kaci xar, azri aqvs Sens arsebobas. Cveni reanimacia, Sen xar Cemi batoni, moskovisas sjobs. magram moskovisaze ukeTesi saerTodac kargs niSnavs?! vinmes jobna jer kidev ar niSnavs, rames rom warmoadgen. gaaCnia vis jobni. arc unda Tqva, kuze swrafad davdivaro. darwmunebuli xar, gauCinars gaaCen, isev moaxden saswauls, bolo wuTas, romeliRac afTiaqis sawyobSi mainc aRmoCndeba saWiro wamali, romeliRac macivarSi - sisxlis plazma da a.S. da a.S. iseTi ramis Sovnac SegiZlia, TviTon ar daijerebs, vinc saSovnelad gagagzavna. aTasjer gadaatrial-gadmoatrialebs xelSi ucxourad momxibvlel, ucxourad sufTa, ucxourad gluv kolofs. moadgiles daukavSirdeba (momaragebis dargSi) seleqtoriT. Rilaks TiTs daaWers da gairindeba, mucelze xelebgadajvaredinebuli, rogorc momRerali saWiro akordis molodinSi. gismenT avTandiloviCo - axrialdeba seleqtori - aki bunebaSic ar arsebobso?! niSns mougebs seleqtors, odnav win gadaxrili, kmayofilad momRimari - ager, a, xelSi miWiravs - atyuebs qveSevrdoms, radgan wamali xelSi ki ar uWiravs, win udevs magidaze. xelebs ki siamovnebisagan ifSvnets - mogveWra Tavi da egaa. xe, xe, xe - mliqvnelurad icinis seleqtori - rac Tqven giWiravT, avTandiloviC, Cveulebriv sabWoTa avadmyofs vin aRirsebs imas... Senc Segnebulad iRimebi am ukbilo, ufro metic, uzneo xumrobaze, magram Sen Tavsdamtydari ubedurebisgan xar gamliqvnelebuli, sakuTari umweobis SegrZnebisagan da mouTokavi, moureveli survilisgan, rogorme, nebismieri gziT, Tundac sakuTari Rirsebisa da sicocxlis fasad gamostaco sikvdils Sens imedze darCenili adamiani. ufro sworad, Senganve daimedebuli misTvis yvelaze mZime gansacdelSi, yofnaaryofnis mijnaze, roca yoveli nabiji nebismieri mimarTulebiT gadadgmuli, SeiZleba sabediswero aRmoCndes. ase rom, Tu ver uSveli, garkveuli (sakmarisi) TvalsazrisiT, Senc mkvleli xar. Seni brali iqneba misi daRupva, radgan Sen rom ar dageimedebina, Sen rom gverdze gamdgariyavi (imis sasargeblod, rasakvirvelia) iqneb sxva Zala gamoCeniliyo, Senze sityvaZunwi, magram Senze metis SemZle. iRimebi Segnebulad gamliqvnelebuli da Seugneblad geSinia, rame ar Tqva iseTi (ar wamogcdes uneblieT), vinme gaanawyeno, daarRvio batonisa da qveSevrdomis, anu umweo mTavari eqimisa da yovlisSemZle mnes Sexmatkbilebuli dueti, romelic SenTvisac misawvdomi gamxdara, mxolod da mxolod, teqnikis marTlac rom fantastikuri ganviTarebis wyalobiT. xe... xe... xe... - xrialebs, xiTxiTebs, xixinebs seleqtori. iqneb marTla sasacilod, anu sazeimod (komentari misivea) gagvixdes saqme. Sen xar Cemi batonio - ambobs polkis medroSesaviT gajgimuli mecnier-mkurnali - magas rom uyureb (usmen) - giTiTebs seleqtorisken - samaskaciani desertacia aqvs gadaxdili moskovSi, restoran "okeaneSi". cota Sors kia, magram sxvagan sad ginda dasva amdeni xalxi?! - TeTri, qaTqaTa xalaTi mxrebze mougdia. odekalonis mZafr surnels stovebs, sadac ki SeCerdeba erTi wamiT. gareT manqana elodeba. CarTuli motori TavSekavebulad TaxTaxebs. TiTqos icis, vis emsaxureba. maSinve unda daiZras, rogorc ki Semoiketavs kars misi patroni. Sors da, rac SeiZleba Sors, am tanjvis, uimedobis, umweobis imperiidan. saavadmyofoc (TviTmfrinaviviT) im

saxelmwifos mikromodelia, sadac moqmedebs. xe, xe, avTandiloviC. Sen ki Tavqudmoglejili garbixar sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT, ufro Rrmad Sedixar imperiis Tvaluwvdenel sivrceebSi, jurRmulebSi, ufskrulebSi, brmad, alalbedze, "zemodan daurekavad", axali wamlis, axali sisxlis, anda romeliRac saswaulmoqmedi, germanuli Tu iaponuri aparatis saSovnelad, romelic mxolod erTaderT institutsa aqvs Turme da Tavadac ver mouxmaria. magram imdenad Zvirfasia, ganaTxovrebac esikvdileba. Sen mainc inaTxovreb. kedelSi gaxval da saRamosaTvis aparati ukve adgilze iqneba. xe, xe... ki magram, instruqcia ver gamoayoles im mamacxonebulebma? qaji ver gaugebs amas Tavsa da bolos. aba, Zalian gvWirdebao?! aba, oRond eg aparati mogvcao?! icocxle, gvWirdeba, magram ar viciT, risTvis da ratom. kadrebic ar gvyavs. yvelaferSi nametani CamorCenilebi varT. laparaki viciT marto. ki aba! Sen Tu ityvi. laparaki rom ar viciT, imitom ver verkveviT teqnikaSic. magram ra dros esaa. Seni Wirime, iqneb rogorme, rac ar unda dajdes, Tqveni didi imedi maqvs. rad unda laparaki?! aba risTvis varT aq?! nu geSiniaT, yvelaferi kargad iqneba. magram dens unda TvalTvali. waramara ecema wneva. Zalian fxizeli meTvalyure gvWirdeba. ki gvyavs sagangebod amisTvis gamoyofili kaci, SeTavsebiT cecxlfareSadac muSaobs, magram amJamad svams. wneva Tu daeca, an aiwia, Sens mters, marTla qaji veRar gaarkvevs verafers. aba, damiSavebia, rom miSovnia. ara, aparati namdvilad kargia. firma. firma. iaponiaSi manqanas awerineben Turme leqsebs. aRar sWirdebaT poetebi. giJpoetebi. xe, xe... iaponiaSi poetebi leqsebs ki ar weren TqvensaviT - vis raRad unda leqsi - tankebs akeTeben. is tankaa batono, leqsis saxeobaa erTgvari. ra vici, me ase miTxres da... Sen ki iRimebi. daSaqruli Rimili tuCebze gadagglesvia. ara, rogor gekadreba, mliqvneli ki ar xar bunebiT (Sen tolstois ras ujereb?!), zrdilobiani xar zedmetad. ufro metic - keTili xar usaSvelod. rac saerTod mliqvnelobad iTvleba, Tundac imave tolstoisTvisac, is SenTvis sikeTis Taviseburi, gnebavT, uaRresad qarTuli gamoxatulebaa mxolod. Zalian, Zalian keTilebi varT da marto sxvaTa (Cvenze ZlierTa, Cvenze mdidarTa, Cvenze saxelovanTa) siamovneba gvaniWebs siamovnebas. ase rom, Cveni mliqvneloba Cvenive sikeTiT aris ganpirobebuli, magram borotad ar unda isargeblon amiT sxvebma, Torem Cven, Tuki garemoeba gvaiZulebs, SegviZlia pirSic vuTxraT yvelas, rasac maTze vfiqrobT gulSi, an zurgs ukan vlaparakobT. me Tu yvelaferze giRimi da yvelaferze Tavs giqnev, Sen xom unda mixvde, kargad rom ver aris Cemi saqme?! mTavari is ki ar aris, mliqvnelebi varT Tu pirSimTqmelebi, mTavaria, ratom varT an erTni da an meoreni. magram vidre amas gavarkvevdeT, daSaqruli Rimili iqamde plastiriviT gveqneba tuCebze gadaglesili. ver moiSoreb. piri ver gagiRia, magram ras izam, SeiZleba sjobdes kidec. sxvis xelSia Seni bedi. Senma daufiqrebelma sityvam an saqcielma, pirvel rigSi, SeiZleba Seni avadmyofi daazaralos, Seni imediT rom gaSotila sadRac mecxre sarTulze, reanimaciis oTaxSi, cisa da miwis Sua. aRarc cisa da aRarc miwisa. im dReebSi saavadmyofos derefnebSi morigi Wori gavrcelda. viTom avadmyofi gadmouvardaT sawolidano. xom SeiZleba Seni avadmyofi yofiliyo?! maSinac gaiRimebdi?! es Tu marTalia... magram rogor ginda gaigo?! verc ikiTxav. xom getyvian, da marTlebic iqnebian, rasbrZanebTratomkadnierdebiTratomkadrulobT da saerTod rogorbedavrogorgitrialdebaenao. Sens avadmyofsac ver hkiTxav. yvela sasicocxlo organo gamoTiSuli aqvs, garda tvinisa. TiTqos eamayebaT kidec, amdenis Setyoba rom SeuZliaT. dRes rogor aris? gmadlobT, cudad. saZageli sityvaa "gamoTiSuli". sinaTle gamoiTiSa da bnelSi vsxedvarT WotebiviT. Cveni radio gamoTiSulia, qalo. araferi ar vici, ra xdeba qveyanaze. ginda Cems samzareuloSi mjdarxar, ginda kagebes sardafSi. SegiZlia mSvidad iyo, kargi araferi xdeba. geZaxian, modi, dagvicavio. sisxlis plazmis saSovnelad

saavadmyofos sisxlis gamanawilebeli punqtis ufrosi sisxlis gadasxmis respublikur klinikaSi gagagzavnis da iq getyvian, Tu rogor unda SeiZino sisxlis plazma adgilzeve, ese igi, saavadmyofos sisxlis gamanawilebel punqtSi. imave pirovnebisgan, vinc saamisod respublikur klinikaSi gagagzavna. sisxlic iseTive deficitia, rogoricaa, vTqvaT gastronomiuli da parfiumeriuli saqoneli. Sovna ki SeiZleba, magram gazrdili fasiT. ra Rirs, geTayva, xuTTumniani franguli sunamo? nuli miumate. is ki, mxrebze TeTrxalaTmogdebuli dgas Sua kabinetSi, morTmeuli odekalonis surnelSi, xalvaTad, Tavisuflad, da romeliRac mliqvnel Wirisufals anekdots uyveba. wuxel moismina sufraze da imdenad moixibla, erTi suli aqvs, rodis mouyveba vinmes, vidre daaviwydebodes. erTi saaTis mere, anekdoti ki ara, Tavi dagaviwydeba kacs am kabinetSi. Sen ki, saxeze oflgadamskdari, bavSviviT gabednierebuli, "nadavliT" xeldamSvenebuli, giJiviT Seuvardebi kabinetSi viSoveo! cota ar iyos Secbeba, axarxarebuls rom waadgebi moulodnelad Tavze. magram ixtibars ar gaitexs mainc - iqneba marTla sasacilod gagvixdes saqmeo mogibodiSebsaviT - dRes diliT ramdenjerme rom CavZaxeT yurSi, aparatze raRac Seirxa, raRac reaqciis magvari aRiniSna, Tumca, arc isaa gamoricxuli, es, mxolod da mxolod, Cemi xmis zemoqmedebis Sedegi iyos, Tanac avadmyofze ki ara, Tavad aparatzeo. rogori mosasmenia?! magram biWi xar da nu mousmen, vidre is jer kidev cocxlad iTvleba, anu romeliRac organo jer mTlianad ar gamoTiSvia. wevs sasikvdilo sarecelze da, SeiZleba, jer kidev sjera gadarCenisa, Sengan gabriyvebuls. sadRac qveviT, miwaze, pirvel sarTulze, direqtoris kabinetSi Sen egulebi da vin icis, ras ar fiqrobs, raRas ar fiqrobs, ranairi imediT, ocnebiT, saswauliT ar ityuvebs Tavs. nuTu verasodes ver moigonebs adamiani fiqris wasakiTx aparats? kardiogramis magvars. Tumca, ara, amis magvari albaT arsebobs kidec. kardiograma sulac ar niSnavs gulSi Caxedvas, gulSi nadebis amokiTxvas. gamocdili kardiologi, Sens mier gadalaxuli mTagrexilebis Semyure, ki getyvis ramdenjer gadagitania infarqti fexze, cxeniviT, magram miaxloebiTac ver getyvis, Tu ramdenjer yofilxar Seyvarebuli, ramdenime qali gyvarebia erTdroulad, Tu erTi da igive ramdenjerme. SexedeT, kolega, es bebruxana... ramdeni wlisa brZandebiT, batono? ormocdaTvrametis? znaCit, es bebruxana naxevari saukunis manZilze TiTqmis ganuwyvetliv Seyvarebuli yofila. oRond, Zneli dasadgenia... SexedeT, SexedeT! an aparatsa aqvs xarvezi da anabeWdia cudi, anda pacientis soliduri asakis gamo, siyvarulis xazi sul mTlad gafermkrTalebula. amitomac ver gagvirkvevia, erTi da igive persona gaxldaT misi siyvarulis, gnebavT gatacebis sagani, Tu ramdenime... etyoba, Cven verc momaval saukuneSi daveuflebiT mSobliur enas, srulyofilad Tu ara, imdenad mainc, ufro naTlad da martivad gamovTqvaT Cveni mosazrebebi. deda xar, deda? sadaa fuli? magram RmerTma iqneb imis Rirsi mainc gamxados, is mainc gamagebinos, ras fiqrobda melanias tvini, vidre sabolood gamoiTiSeboda, vidre medicinis TvalsazrisiT, jer kidev muSaobda, asrulebda Tavis movaleobas. verasodes ver gavigeb albaT. anda, Tu gavigeb, marto me gavigeb, oRond aparatis meSveobiT ki ara, raRac sxva mistikuri gzebiT, siyvarulis madliT. erT xorc da erT sul. gana marTla ase ar iyo?! marto me vici. marto me unda vicode. siyvaruli oris saidumloa da savsebiT miuRwevelia nebismieri mesame adamianisaTvis, gindac teqnikis saswaulebrivi miRwevebiTac aRiWurvos. gTxovT, ojaxuri tragediisa da Cemi amJamindeli mdgomareobis gamo... magram vis Txov, an ras Txov? Tavi gaganebon erTxel da samudamod, Tu axla mainc daginaxon? tyuilad nu gairjebi.

aTascxraasxuTwelSi kata mokvda ruseTSi.

aiRes da damarxes germanelis mucelSi.

saidan sadao, magram mainc asea. getyvian - dagvenaxveo - daenaxvebi. getyvian ufro Rrmad SeZveri soroSio - ufro Rrmad SeZvrebi. Tundac Seni neba-survilis winaaRmdeg. marto mkvdars SeuZlia ar isunTqos. Sen ki ramdenjerac scade, wuTic ver gaZeli. mokled, ra cvlilebac ar unda moxdes am qveyanaze, Sen mainc gverdze darCebi, radgan aravis aZlevs xels Seni SemCneva. Sen siRrme ixile, Senda Wirad. aba erTi miTxariT, romel diasaxliss siamovnebs dalagebul binaSi nagvis aRmoCena?! gauSvi, ar vicode, vidre xelaxla gamixdes dasalagebeli erTxel ukve dalagebuli saxli. es mxatvrulad rom vTqvaT, sinamdvileSi ki, Seni arSemCneva aucilebelicaa imisTvis, visac dRes unda cxovreba, dRes unda aiRos cxovrebisgan, rac ekuTvnis da rac ar ekuTvnis. nu gaamtyuneb. Sen petre xar (hm, hm...) qva da rkina (hm, hm, hm...). pirquSi klde (hm, hm, hm, hm...). yovel SemTxvevaSi, aseTad warmogedgina Tavi. sxvas aravis uTqvams, aseTi xaro. is ki, SeiZleba, meore wuTas Seicvalos, sul sxva adamianad iqces. gaaCnia, saidan dauberavs gardaqmnis qari. SenTvis ki sul erTia - erTsa da imaves ambob da erTsa da imaves akeTeb sul, rac Tavi gaxsovs. rogorc ar unda waxdes adamiani, Sen Rirsebaze elaparakebi mainc; rogorc ar unda gaZRes, Sen mainc axseneb, SimSilic rom arsebobs am qveyanaze; rogorc ar unda ganTavisufldes, jiutad umeoreb, muWSi rom xiTxiTeben, masxrad rom igdeben mis Tavisuflebas monobaSi CarCenilni... da amis Semdeg madlobelic ara xar, kidev rom gitanen, giTmenen, miwasTan ar gasworeben saerTod. usindisod gikvirs. sxvebic sul TavianT saqmes rom akeTeben - miRweuliT ar kmayofildebian, moxveWili ar ebevrebaT, Cadenili ar yirWdebaT, - anu, isinic erTsa da imaves imeoreben, Seni mibaZviTa Tu Seni jibriT, Tundac Seni siZulviliT. miT ufro rom, sxva mraval sikeTesTan erTad, maTi gasamrjelo milionobiT ganisazRvreba, auwonav simdidres, maRal wodebas, Tanamdebobas, Cinebsa da jildoebs gulisxmobs, roca Seni sazRauri erTi ylupi Rvinoa, erTi Rrma nafazia (imasac veRar itan), sonias an fransuazas erTi kocnaa, isic naqurdali, sanaxevrod Camwarebuli, an viRacis meTvalyureobis qveS, an sadme tyeSi, sastumroSi, sadarbazoSi, manqanaSi... rogorc mawanwalas Seefereba. ai, mTeli Seni "tkbili" cxovreba, dauleveli, Seucvleli mizezi Surisa da Worisa, sagani gansjisa da ganqiqebisa. erTi sityviT rom vTqvaT - xviSti! Senma laparakma qna yvelaferio - ai, ras fiqrobda melanias tvini - Senma sityvebmao. sityvebma. sityvebma. sityvebma. naxevari saukune ki ara, pativcemulo kardiologo, naxevari saukune da erTi welia, rac Seyvarebuli var. pirvelad rom Semiyvarda, Svidi wlis viyavi. RmerTo, gamaxsene ra erqva. ar Semarcxvino. gindac pirveli Seyvarebulis saxeli dagviwyebia da gindac bolosTan... Tumca, imas, pirvels, jer arc etyoboda qaloba. RlapiviT titveli iyo. mouxarSavi sosisis feri. arc blon, arc briu. neli! rasakvirvelia. qalbatono neli, iqneb raime Cqari dagvikraT. oRond, es ukve sxva nelia. gadakruxebuli. musikaluri samyarodan. imodena samajurebi hqonda asxmuli, fardis Camosakid karnizs miugavda mklavi. ar vici, ramdenad marTalia, magram Tu asea, esec SeRavaTia sabralo adamianisaTvis. sikvdilis win mTeli Seni cxovreba gameordeba Turme Sens gonebaSi. ase, gamocdis wina Rames, wesieri da mSiSara moswavle imeorebs ZilSi mTeli wlis programas. romeli organoc ar unda gamoiTiSos, tvini mainc muSaobs Turme, mainc fqvavs, aqucmacebs, anda, dafqvilisgan da daqucmacebulisgan xelaxla akowiwebs, pirvelyofil saxes ubrunebs geografiul sivrceebs, istoriul epoqebs, abstraqtul cnebebsa Tu konkretul gancdebs, bunebrivsa da arabunebriv movlenebs, bedniersa Tu ubedur SemTxvevebs, adamianur vnebebsa Tu cxovelur midrekilebebs... Sen ki wevxar mTlad gadaTeTrebuli - nafiqralis xrili gadevs aTi metris simaRlisa - magram gana aucileblad TeTri unda iyos fiqris xrilic? Tovlic aRar aris yovelTvis TeTri. svaneTSi wiTeli Tovli movida. cxovreba xom mravalferovania saerTod?! an ratom unda iyos erTi

ferisa, vTqvaT, mzis amosvlis kunZuli da moskovis saqarxno raioni?! anda Cemi yalbad Tavaziani saubrebi medmecdoqtoris kabinetSi da sasiyvarulo (TavisTavad cxadia, saidumlo) "ardadegebi" SuakaxeTis romeliRac patara sofelSi, Tanac gagania zamTarSi. ise civa, cxvirs ver gamoyof sabnidan. magari kaxuri zamTari dgas. kontinenturi. magram esec garTobaSi, "ardadegebSi" Sedis da ufro gamxiarulebs, vidre gborkavs. saxlis zeda nawili (meore sarTuli), sastumrod gankuTvnili, SaliTagadacmul avejianad, wesisamebr ar Tbeba (xom SeiZleba im weliwads saerTod ar movides stumari?! an SeSa ratom unda dawvan tyuilad, an SeSis zidviT ratom unda moiwyviton tyuilad weli). cecxli qveviT gugunebs maspinZlebis sadgomSi. diasaxliss saxeze xviTqi gadasdis. bambaziis xalaTi acvia da fexebi qmris Zvel fexsacmelSi wauyvia. saxaWapure coms zels da Tan Wers ascqeris: egeni Tu colqmari iyvnen, me qali ar vyofilvar. qalo, Sen Seni saqme akeTe-meTqi. ar aTqmevino, xaWapuri ar scodniaT kaxelebso - yasidad uwyreba qmari. isic malimal axedavs xolme Wers. kaxeli kia, magram cotas mainc Relavs, saidumloSia gaxveuli. saidumlos Senaxva unda. qali ki oxeria, ras ar mixvdeba, Tu moindoma. ifiqrebs, ifiqrebs da bolos mainc moifiqrebs. ojaxSi simSvide Tu ginda, qals fiqri ar unda acalo. qalma saqme unda akeTos mxolod da yvelaferi rigze iqneba. maspinZlisTvisac ase ajobebs da stumrisTvisac. Wers ras uyureb meTqi, varclSi iyure. amwinebze xinkali rom CageSala, xom gaxsovs? yvelaze bolos tvini iTiSeba, rogorc sinaTle dasaZineblad gamzadebul saxlSi. jer aqa-iq Caqreba, mere aqa-iq darCeba. mere erT sarkmelSi enTeba, sakmaod didxans (miT ufro, Tu Tvals adevneb) da ise moulodnelad Caqreba bolos, SeiZleba vercki SeamCnio. alisferi tyviebi ki isev ise mifrinaven gauCinarebul caze, mTavrobis sasaxlidan "iveriisken" da "iveriidan" mTavrobis sasaxlisken. TiTqos gadamfreni frinvelebi arian, magram gzadakargulni, cadakargulni... gabriyvebulni. oRond, damsvenebelTa sezonuri saTnoebiT gabriyvebul ixvebisgan gansxvavebiT, Tavad daatareben sikvdils, sikvdilis ixvebi arian da maTi gadafrena erTi adgilidan meoreze, naadrevica da dagvianebulic, mxolod sxvebisTvisaa damRupveli. pirvel rigSi, im ubeduri qalaqisTvis, romlis kedlebSic daZrwian axla, win da ukan, erTmaneTis sawinaaRmdego mimarTulebiT da, sabediswero mizans amcdarni, daundoblad fleTen qalaqis beber xorcs, glejen qalaqis beber ZarRvebs, fSxvnian qalaqis beaber Zvlebs... ekaekaterinekatoc iq aris albaT. ara mgonia, ase Rrmad dasZineboda. mazniaSvili myavdes viTom. SiSs ufro didi SiSi dagaZlevinebs mxolod. bavSvi ki Zilis wamliT gaWyipa. axla asea miRebuli. wamliT Zinavs. gaTiSulia. imitomac ar ismis. vercki gafaCunebula. arada, jer wesierad Tvalic ar axelia. mere raRa daaZinebs, ra wamali eyofa, sabolood rom aexileba cxovrebis dasanaxi Tvali?! Tvalis axela aucilebelia, Tundac imitom, rom mokvde. erTxel, romeliRac sastumroSi, SuaRamisas, Ramisperangiani bavSvi gamotantalda derefanSi. aSkarad dedas eZebda, magram jer kidev ise iyo gabruebuli Zilis wamliT, dedam rom Seapara wasvlamde, verc enas imorCilebda da verc Tvals axelda wesierad, TiTqos gulSi dagrovili saTqmelis Tqmac uWirda da aqaurobis erTxel kidev danaxvac. fexze moarul siZulvils ansaxierebda, Tanac - mzards. me rom win Cavucucqdi da vkiTxe, visi xar, ra gqvia meTqi, tuCebi daeWmuWna sibrazisagan. Tvalebi SigniT Caeqca TiTqos da ori carieli RrmuliRa darCa saxeze, avad alaplapebuli ori sicariele. daZrwis sastumros aSmorebul derefnebSi inkognito mamisa da gulgarecxili dedis naSieri. Cveni drois minotavri. minotavris boCola. dedamac ar icis wesierad, ra hqvia sinamdvileSi. imdeni saalerso-salaquco, mosasyidmosaTafli saxeli mougona (sul gaqcevazea da imitom, sul tyuis, sul TvalTmaqcobs, radgan Svili xels uSlis mxolod amqveyniur siameTa ZebnaSi da kidev ufro meti RvarZliT, braziT, SuriTa da siZulviliT aRrenili aedevneba

xolme cxovrebas, rogorc soflis ZaRli - Saraze Cavlil manqanas), namdvili, sapasporto saxelic aRar axsovs. daaviwyda. arc aris saWiro. es qveyana unda daingres. me Tu ara, nurc sxva. yvelafers Tavidan, nulidan daiwyebs, enacvalos deda, Cemi avavi, busu, dedusia, kokako... esec Cemi bralia albaT. albaT ki ara, namdvilad. yvelas gadarCenis msurveli, yvelas damRupveli aRmovCndi bolos. ver gavwvdi mizans, majoba. momeria. Tavisuflebis uazrod mZebnels, monobaSi gadidkacebulma ajoba. ase miTxra Svilmac: vicodi, ver uSvelidio. TiTqos seni ki ar iyo moureveli, me viyavi uvargisi Wirisufali. ormocdaTeqvsmetSic, Cems magivrad, sxva vinme rom gadahyroda im ubedurs, vin icis, iqneb gadarCeniliyo. is ki Cemi imediT mokvda. xan saidan da xan saidan gamomxedavs xolme moulodnelad sada xar aqamdeo - aqamde melodeba. mec iZulebuli var, isev movatyuo - Sen mand ijeqi sakuTari sisxlis gubeSi, danarCeni me vici meTqi. melanias sadRegrZeloSi rom eubnebodnen, gaZleba mogceso, Znelia Seni qmris colobao, gulwrfelad iferebda, madlobas ixdida gagebisTvis da es qaluri siqerqetiT anda gadametebuli pativmoyvareobiT ki ar mosdioda, marto iman icoda, marTla Zneli rom iyo Cemi gaZleba. ufro sworad, ra Zneli asaxsneli iyo sxvebisTvis, misi qmari iseve rom cxovrobda fiqrebsa da ocnebebSi, rogorc isini (sxvebi) cxovrobdnen miwaze, yoveldRiurad. saerTod, ra Zneli asaxsneli iyo, rac marto mas esmoda. erT xorc da erT sul. ara marto esmoda, sjeroda kidec, vTqvaT, marTla rom mitarebda frenis gakveTilebs aTeneli moqandake da marTla medeas jadosnuri wamlebiT rom medga aqamde suli. Se ubeduro, axla ra geSveleba uCemodo - ai, ras fiqrobda melanias tvini - viRa gagigebs, anda viRa moityuebs gangeb Tavs Seni gulisTviso. erTi Cveulebrivi ybedi da gzasamcdari mususi gamoxval bolos da bavSvebi beber romeos dagiZaxeben quCaSio. Svilebs sWirdebi, Torem, SenTvisac kargi iqneboda, CemTan erTad momkvdariyavio. oi, rogor mecodebi, rom icodeo. tusaRiviT Sen TviTon gaisworeb aqoTebul logins, Sen TviTon aiduReb Cais, Sen TviTon daikemsav gacrecil windas, Sen TviTon gairecxav gabinZurebul sacvalso. Rirsi ki xar, magram mainc mecodebi, radgan SensaviT da Senze Zlier aravin myvarebia am qveyanazeo. veravin gamimwarebda sicocxles Senze ukeTesado. veravin damamcirebda Senze metad, veravin macxovrebda ufro xelmomWirned, magram aseve veravin ganmacdevinebda Sens meti am wyeul grZnobas, ase Rrmad, ase Tamamad, ase mtkivneulad, mTeli Tavisi sigrZe-siganiT, Tavisi cudiTac da kargiTaco - ai, ras fiqrobda melanias tvini reanimaciaSi, miwisa da cis Sua gamokidebuli - gviyvarda Tu ar gviyvarda, uerTmaneTod Cvens cxovrebas azri ar hqonda da imitom vebRauWebodiT erTmaneTso. diaxac. WeSmaritad. magram codva gamxelili sjobs - Sen TviTon fiqrob ase! gardacvlilic Sens Wkuaze ginda ataro, gardacvlilsac Seni nebasurvili ginda moaxvio Tavze. ai, Seni mTavari danaSauli! kidev kargi, TviTon mixvdi. xolo raki mixvdi, albaT, aRiareb kidec. siyvaruliT momspob Tu siZulviliT, sikeTiTa Tu siborotiT - didi gansxvaveba ar aris, yovel SemTxvevaSi, Sedegi erTia. ase rom, ramdenic gindaT akakuneT. ver gagiRebT, nafiqralis jer kidev Tbil xrilSi vwevar, beber mewisqvilesaviT, da ganZrevac mezareba. ar arian Sin. saerTod aRar arian. coli xom moukvda! ar gagigiaT?! TviTonac wasulia sadRac, arc moskovSi, arc parizSi. sadRac. parizidan raxania dabrunda. magram isev wavida, oRond, amjerad, arc dasavleTSi, arc aRmosavleTSi, arc samxreTSi, arc CrdiloeTSi. mousavleTSi. simartoveSi. aRarc leqsebs wers, aRarc romanebs. arafers ar wers. riTi cxovrobs?! cxovrobs, ro?! aki vTqvi, aRar aris meTqi. akakune ramdenic ginda. sxvebi sad arian?! mec eg mainteresebs swored. albaT marto damtoves Cems safiqralTan. eyoT Segneba. iqneb isini mainc SemarCinoT, ar damixocoT. jer arc erTs ar ekiTxeba Wkua. gauSvi itanjon, oRond iyvnen. cxovreba xom saerTod tanjvaa. jer kidev rodis uTqvamT. Tavsac itanjav da sxvasac tanjav. tanjuli mtanjveli.

rogorc ar unda gaviparso, marjvena mxares, tuCis kuTxeSi, erTi patara bewvi mainc mrCeba yovelTvis da mtanjavs, mawvalebs, isic me mtanjavs da mawvalebs. fiqrs ki wylis Zala aqvs. saiTac unda iqiT wagiRebs nagaviviT. ramdenjerac moesurveba imdenjer migaxeTqebs xorklian kedelze, galumpul jebirze, dakbilul kldeze... gaaCnia, dis Tu dgas. auzSi, magaliTad, dgas, magram nagavi mainc ganuwyvetliv awydeba betonis kedels. ver gaurkvevia, rogor aRmoCnda aq, am auzSi. verc Sen gaarkvie? aba, erTxelac scade. ratom unda momxdariyo, maincdamainc ise, rogorc moxda da ara ise, rogorc ar moxda? ratom? ratom? ratom? awydeba mTeli cxovrebis nagavi kedels - azelili, dabuStuli, suniani... ufro amazrzeni, vidre Cveulebrivi, Tavidanve sanagveze moxvedrili nagavia. kedels ki fexebze hkidia ras Seatovebs nagavi - lorwovan ZonZs Tu naxmar prezervativs, Sig Campali milioni sicocxlianad. erTxelac. erTxelac. kedeli kedlad rCeba. nagavi - nagvad. ise, CvenSi rom vTqvaT, marTla ra gzebiT dagrovda, maincdamainc es nagavi, maincdamainc, am auzSi? tivtiv-tivtiviT moquCdeba erTxel kidev, erTian masad iqceva - dabuStuli, qafiani, suniani - da erTxel kidev miawydeba kedels. magram mainc verafers moipovebs, verafers miaRwevs, ramdenjerac ar unda scados. me raRaca mainc movipove, raRaca mainc gamovarCie am nagavSi, Tundac, wylis Wiqa, wamlis SuSa, saTvale...

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fexze Salis meore wyvili winda amoicva, tanzec miimata sqlad naqsovi RunRula svitri, magram mainc ver gaTba. imdeni ecva, moZraoba uWirda. nela, TiTqos gaubedavad moZraobda, rogorc myvinTavi okeanis fskerze, anda kosmonavti mTvareze. magram imaze did saocrebas, rac man ekaekaterinekatos oTaxSi ixila, verc okeanis fskerze ixilavda myvinTavi da verc mTvareze kosmonavti. vidre kars SeaRebda, jer kidev sjeroda, Rrmad rom eZina mis Svilsac da SviliSvilsac. karis SeRebamde mainc Caaxvela, gasafrTxileblad, vinZlo marTla sZinavT, ar SeeSindeTo. magram kari rom SeaRo, saxtad darCa, yvela weRandeli Cveneba erTbaSad gaufermkrTalda, erTi piroba, isic ki gaifiqra sulelurad, kari xom ar SemeSalao, TiTqos romeliRac sastumroSi iyo da ara sakuTar binaSi, sadac ojaxis yvela wevrs, sabednierod, Tavisi kuTxe hqonda miCenili da eteoda kidec Tavis kuTxeSi. bavSvi kedlisken gadabrunebuliyo, zurgi Seeqcia aqaurobisTvis, ufrosebisTvis da, rogorc avelums warmoedgina aq Semosvlamde, eZina. kiserTan gulisamayuCeblad aburZgnoda ofliani Tma. magram TavTiT, dedis nacvlad (rasac verafriT warmoidgenda avelumi), viRac ucxo biWi ejda, ucxo ki ara, SemaZrwuneblad, warmoudgenlad nacnobi - zustad im biWis asli, mkvdari rom dauxvda sadarbazoSi - oRond, amjerad, axal yaidaze wvermoSvebuli (ris gamoc, daubanlisa da gauparsavis STabeWdilebas ufro tovebda, vidre wverosani mamakacisa) da did, moflaSul, idayvebgamokerebul svitrSi Cakarguli. marTlac Zveli nacnobiviT eWira Tavi - viTom araferio, viTom saerTod aq aris Cemi adgilio - kalTaSi Sampanuris gaxsnili boTli Caedga (plastmasis sacobi, vercxlisferi qaRaldis naglejianad da mavTulis samagrianad, skamis fexTan egdo iatakze), cali xeli boTlisTvis waeWira yelSi, meoreTi ki Wiqa eWira. WiqaSi sanaxevrod idga TeTrqafiani moyviTalo siTxe. "madloba RmerTso" - SesZaxa avelumis danaxvaze. avelumisgan gansxvavebiT, arc arafers gaukvirvebia, arc arafers Seuwuxebia. "megona, dilamde ar gaiRviZebdiTo" moayola, albaT, cota ar iyos, uCveulo misalmebis gansamartavad. magram avelums erTi wamiT moeCvena, TiTqos raRacas sayvedurobda is, anda sulac dascinoda - qveyana ingreva, Tqven ki yurze gZinavTo. fexebi bavSvis sawolze hqonda mibjenili da skami SezlongiviT gadaewvina ukan. mokled, "qeifobda" da rogorc Canda, veraferi Seucvlida saqeifo guneba-ganwyobilebas. imisma xazgasmulma Sinaurulobam da utifarma ubraloebam, marTalia, erTbaSad gaaRiziana avelumi, magram ufro metad im ambavma Seawuxa, maincdamainc aq, bavSvis oTaxSi rom xdeboda, rac xdeboda, cxadi iyo Tu sizmari.

- aq ra gindao? - wamoscda uneburad. vin brZandebiTo ki ara, aq ras uzixaro, radgan maSinve mixvda, vinc unda yofiliyo is da, rac mTavaria, gulis siRrmeSi yovelTvis elodeboda masTan Sexvedras; magram Tavi mainc ise daiWira, viTom verafers xvdeboda. viTom am ucxo adamians misi Svilis erT-erT "TanamebrZolad" Tvlida da, amdenad, valdebuli Tu ara, iZulebuli mainc iyo, moeTmina, aetana misi moulodneli, gauTvaliswinebeli da arc mTlad sasiamovno stumroba - is sadRaa? - moayola saswrafod (ekaekaterinekatos gulisxmobda, ra Tqma unda), Tumca, esec ukve icoda da, roca iman, "stumarma", viTom xumrobiT, sxvaTaSoris uTxra: dastaca xeli Cems avtomats da saomrad gavardao - arc gahkvirvebia, arc SeSfoTebula. eg aris rom, Svilze gabrazda, Svilis upativcemulobam da uyuradRebobam atkina guli. magram es ra "stumris" brali iyo?! Svilis saqcielma erTbaSad ganaiaraRa TiTqos da saerTod gaunela yovelgvari interesi am biWisadmi, romelsac imperiis saganmanaTleblo sistemis muSakTa Tavdauzogavi Sromis Sedegad, Tavisufleba da damoukidebloba mouridebloba da upasuxismgebloba hgonia, rasac aRwevs kidec, oRond, ufro sxvaTa jibriT, vidre sakuTari mrwamsidan, miznidan, Tundac survilidan gamomdinare. ase rom, Svilis upativcemulobiTac da "stumris" utifrobiTac sakmarisze metadac gaxldaT aRSfoTebuli, magram es mainc ar aZlevda uflebas, daeCemebina, me var marto marTalio. yvela Tavis kidobnidan uyurebs cxovrebas da yvela erTnairad sacodavia. aRSfoTebuli kaci ki, uneburad, TavkerZa xdeba. rac mas aRaSfoTebs, unda sxvebsac aRaSfoTebdes. ufro metic, sxvanairad verc warmoudgenia. magram Cveni aRSfoTeba Cvenive piraduli gancdebiT, miznebiT, miswrafebebiTa da mosazrebebiTaa aRZruli da misi gavrcoba, ganzogadeba ar SeiZleba. ufro sworad, ar SeuZlia sxvebic aiyolios, radgan sxvebi TavianTi gansakuTrebuli grZnobebiT arian Sepyrobilni da TavianT grZnobebTan dakavSirebiT igive moTxovnas uyeneben cxovrebas - maincdamainc, maTi gaiziaros da ara sxvisi, sul erTia, vin iqneba is sxva, avelumi Tu misi "stumari". cxovreba yvela Cvenganis mimarT erTnairad gulgrilia, erTnairad yrua da swored siyruea erTaderTi saSualeba pirovnul amboxebaTa Casaqrobad. amitom, axlac Segnebulad "Caqra" avelumi da ukve Zalagamoclili sibraziT gaifiqra: ra Tqma unda, es akakunebdao. - ki magram, ar ajobebda... - daiwyo mogonili SinaurulobiT, agdebuli TavazianobiT. undoda eTqva, ar ajobebda Sen geoma, imas ki bavSvisTvis miexedao, magram biWma gaawyvetina sityva. - me bavSvs vyaraulob... xom xedavT, vyaraulob! - SesZaxa xmamaRla, TiTqos ar acdidnen laparaks - dalevT? - maRla aswia boTliani xeli, ukeTesad daanaxva, ras sTavazobda - ise, icodeT, magari mJavea. naRdi Terjolaa. sadgisiviT xvrets nawlavebs - gaagrZela siciliT da Wiqa miiyuda. avelums moeCvena, Tvali Camikrao, rogorc gvardielma Caukra Tvali weRan, sizmarSi. magram SeiZleboda stumars TavisTavad mosWutvoda Tvali, rogorc mTvralebs emarTebaT xolme Wiqis moyudebisas. saxe simTvralis wiTeli laqebiT hqonda mofenili da sveliviT ulaplapebda, albaT, naTuris qveS rom ijda imitom. magram mTvrali iyo Tu giJi, avelums ukve aRar ainteresebda imis piradi gancdebi. sakuTaric Tavze gadasdioda. "mainc unda wavide, mainc unda movnaxo, vidre bavSvi gaiRviZebdeso" - fiqrobda ukve ayolili jer kidev bolomde Camouyalibebel ganzraxvas. - me aq ki ar vimalebi, rogorc Tqven ifiqreT weRan, bavSvs vuvli, saqarTvelos xvalindel dRes vdarajob... - Tqva biWma paTetikurad, magram TviTonve gaecina da axla ukve mTvrali kacis medidurobiT da mourideblobiT moayola: me am bavSvis mama var da droa yvelam icodeso.

Sampanuri ki ar mosva, xmauriT moxvripa Wiqidan. Tavad ufro met mniSvnelobas aniWebda Tavis nalaparakevs da, miuxedavad simTvralisa, mainc etyoboda, misi azriT, TiTqos saimedod SeniRbuli mRelvareba. avelumma ki ucxo biWis es gancxadebac mSvidad moismina. Tumca, kacma rom Tqvas, araferi iyo misTvis axali da moulodneli am gancxadebaSi. egaa rom, ar icoda, rogor unda moqceuliyo am dros. rogor unda daeWira "imasTan" Tavi. ra eTqva, ra ar eTqva, eTqva Tu ara saerTod rame. amis Taobaze arasodes araviTari "instruqcia" ar miuRia Svilisgan. sxvaTa Soris arc melaniasgan. TviTon ki (rasakvirvelia, fiqrebsa da warmodgenebSi), uaRresad rTuli, araerTsaxovani damokidebuleba hqonda SviliSvilis mamasTan - xan amtyunebda, xan amarTlebda. xan mosaklavad dasdevda viTom, xan imasTan erTad ijda sabraldebulo skamze uxilavi msajulis winaSe. ufro metic, am aranormaluri, mxolod da mxolod fiqrismieri urTierTobis wyalobiT, Zalauneburad gaigivebuli iyo imasTan, rac igive TviTgvemas, TviTkritikas, TviTmkvlelobas niSnavda da sxva arafers. amdenad, aRarc egona marTla Tu arsebobda bunebaSi aseTi adamiani, misgan damoukideblad - sakuTari cxovrebiT mcxovrebi, sakuTari saxisa da saxelis matarebeli. axla ki win ejda da utifrad uRimoda. araTu Segnebulad ugulebelyofda uneblie ugulebelyofis wil, aramed ukanonod da, amave dros, aSkarad, mourideblad ikavebda mis adgils, rogorc misi "kanonieri memkvidre", rogorc misi "Semcvleli". "sxvaTa Soris, me am bavSvis mama var da droa yvelam icodeso" - ganacxada warbis Seuxrelad, roca avelumi mTeli sicocxle cdilobda amis Tqmis uflebis mopovebas, kedels aqeTac da kedels iqiTac. imas ar sWirdeboda amgvari ufleba, ufro sworad, TviTonve aZlevda Tavs uflebas, ase iolad, ase martivad, "amoexsna" es urTulesi, uidumalesi gamocana Tu saidumlo adamianTa urTierTobisa, safuZvelTa safuZveli saerTod sicocxlis maradiulobisa. avelumisaTvis kidev ufro gulsatkeni is iyo, araviTari mniSvneloba rom ar hqonda mis azrs am sakiTxTan dakavSirebiT, aRarc Sin da aRarc gareT. gansakuTrebiT, im biWisaTvis. im biWis TvalSi albaT bevri araferi moekiTxeboda da aqac, sakuTar saxlSi, SemTxveviT Semoxetebuls hgavda, daRlili, daberebuli, sikvdilamde nebaze miSvebuli cxeni rom Seexeteba sadRac da an CiCvirze Camousvamen sibraluliT xels, an dautataneben, sad modixar, ro dagiRerebia Tavio... gawuxebT xerxemlis deformacia? moZraobis SezRudva? saxsrebis tkivili? mawuxebs, Zalian mawuxebs, batono vanTuTri. aba, wasulxarT xelidan da eg aris. magram mainc mogvmarTeT. Cveni kooperativi yvelafers gaakeTebs, raTa... da ase Semdeg. Tqvenc scadeT. ra genaRvlebaT? ZRinkiani Tumani viTomc ar gqoniaT. Tqven ar dagakldebaT, Cven ki suls moviTqvamT, vidre dagvxuravdnen... Taviseburad "gaesaubra" gazeTis korespondents gunebaSi da misTvisac moulodnelad, mari luizas rusi megobari daudga uceb Tvalwin. TviTonac rom ar eloda, ise Rrmad, ise mtkivneulad SesZra am marTlac rom moulodnelma, TiTqos yovlad usafuZvlo Cvenebam, ramdenadac arasodes gaxsenebia adre da arc Tavis droze miucia, maincdamainc, didi mniSvneloba tyveobagamovlili, nacimbirali, xelakankalebuli da ybaCamovardnili kacisaTvis, romelsac dacinviT Tu dauZaxebda vinme Seyvarebuls da romelic mainc paemanze idga, sastumros win, Tujis masiur lampionTan, pijakis ubis jibidan yvavilgamoWyetili da ocdaxuTi wlis unaxav satrfos elodeboda, oRond warsulis aRsadgenad ki ara, warsulTan samudamod gamosamSvidobeblad. - rogorc sakuTar saxlSi - Tqva avelumma Tavaziani RimiliT da xeli haerSi moatara.

mere bnel quCaSi miZunZulebda sicives ayolili, aucileblad unda moenaxa ekaekaterinekato da aucileblad unda daebrunebina Sin, mkvdari an cocxali, vidre misi SviliSvili gaiRviZebda da qveynisken gadmobrunebuls, Sampanuris smisgan saxedalaqavebuli ucxo kaci daxvdeboda dedis adgilze. qveynisken gadmobrunebul bavSvs aucileblad deda unda daxvdes, Tundac mkvdari, radgan mkvdari dedis dumili gacilebiT metis mTqmelicaa da mniSvnelovanic, vidre ucxo kacis (gindac mamad gekuTvnodes) gauTavebeli laqlaqi uflebamosilebaze... garda amisa, ekaekaterinekato imitomac unda daebrunebina Sin, mxolod da mxolod, mamisa da im "ucxo biWis" jibriT rom akeTebda imas, risi gakeTebac ar undoda, arc SeeZlo, risi winaaRmdegic iyo Tavad da arc arasdros gaakeTebda, Tuki Cveulebrivi, adamianuri urTierToba eqneboda an erTTan da an meoresTan. irgvliv ki srolis xma ismoda mxolod. magram sabednierod (Tu samwuxarod), es sazeimo, sadResaswaulo srola gaxldaT da araferi hqonda saerTo ZmaTa omTan. ufro sworad, miuxedavad ZmaTa omisa, Tbiliselebi mainc ver Ralatobdnen wes-Cveulebas da lamis Zirs CamoeRoT tyviebiT dacxriluli ca. Tamaris xidze rom gadavida, ukve cxeloda. cirkisa da akademiis gorakebs kidev ufro CaemuqebinaT wyvdiadi. vidre xids gadavidoda, moajiris rikulebs Soris erTi-orjer mwvaned ielva maSxalis SuqiT ganaTebulma, TiTqos SiSisagan gaqvavebulma mdinarem. "saWaSnikomde" armisuli ukve oflad iyo gaxviTquli, rogorc sizmarSi. gauWirda patara, umniSvnelo aRmarTis daZleva. ZlivsRa sunTqavda, Tavisive romeliRac gmiriviT. yvela misi gmiri erTi da igive pirovnebaa, oRond sxvadasxva epoqaSi mcxovrebi da drois Sesaferisad ferSecvlili. xolo is "erTidaigive pirovneba" TviTonvea, ramdenadac yvela mwerali, yofilic da arsebulic, rogorc ar unda miukib-moukibos axalgamomcxvar interviuers Tavisi SemoqmedebiTi biografia, mainc imas aRwers, rac unaxavs da mainc imas xatavs, visac kargad icnobs. erTi kia, cxovrebaSic da wignSic winaswarvea beds Seguebuli, anu, aqac da iqac verasodes gamodis wyvdiadidan, rasac avtoris pesimistobas abralebdnen sabWoTa kritikosebi, sinamdvileSi ki veravin SeZlebs SeuZlebels, verc cxovrebaSi, verc wignSi wyvdiadis Svili, wyvdiadis binadari, wyvdiadSive unda gaqres bolos. wyvdiadi fexmoucvleli maradisobaa, sinaTle ki wasul-mosuli qerqeta qalia moeprianeba mova, moeprianeba wava - Cven ki imis Wirveulobasa varT miCerebulni, mxolod da mxolod, wyvdiadisadmi Tandayolili SiSis gamo, romelic dedis mucelSive gveufleba da romelsac CavyavarT samareSic. amitomacaa, yvela literaturuli gmiri, avtoriviT, yovelTvis miuRwevlisken, ararsebulisken rom miiswrafvis da wyvdiadidan ki ar gamodis (rac miznad dausaxavs), kidev ufro Rrmad Sedis wyvdiadSi (rac cxovrebis kanonzomierebaa). cxovrebisgan dakninebuli, magram siyvaruliT amaRlebuli nebismier cxovrebaze, im zRapruli mRvimisken miiswrafvis, romelic mis ocnebaSi arsebobs mxolod da romelSic mTeli kacobriobisaTvis sakmarisi siyvarulis maragi aqvs gadamaluli jer kidev uxsovar dros, im bednieri dRisaTvis, roca gapirutyvebuli, sakuTari xorcis mWameli adamiani moulodnelad gamofxizldeba da erTxel kidev mixvdeba, ase cxovreba rom aRar SeiZleba, usiyvarulod azri rom ara aqvs arafers - arc dabadebas, arc sikvdils.

"saWaSnikes" vitrina CaumtvreviaT - mRvimesaviT iyureba sibneleSi. avelumis fexis xmis gagonebaze, iqidan viRacebi gamoxtebian, dafeTebulni airbenen aRmarTs fiqris gorisken da iq Cawynardebian, CainTqmebian ufro did wyvdiadSi. albaT bavSvebi iyvnen, damwyebi virTxebi, Torem ratom unda SeSinebodaT avelumisa?! da saerTod, visi ra saqmea, vin daepatroneba upatrono maRazias, Rvinisa iqneba is Tu rZisa?! erTi mTavroba qvesknelSia, meore jer ar Seqmnila da, aqedan gamomdinare, rac miwis qveSaa - mTavrobisaa, rac miwis zemoT - aravisi. midiT, daleweT, daitaceT, visac ramdeni SegiZliaT! wyvdiadi gamdnari fisiviT laplapebs (albaT sicivisagan). sxeulze ekvris, etmasneba avelums, marTla gamdnari fisiviT. abrkolebs, ar uSvebs TiTqos. is ki jiutad miiwevs win, gulamovardnili, aqoSinebuli, agangaSebuli. bavSvobaSi bneloda ase. magram maSin patara iyo da naklebad eSinoda. ufro zustad, sibnelisa eSinoda mxolod. mxolod imisi, rasac xedavda. axla ki imisi ufro eSinia, rac ar Cans, rac sibneleSia danTqmuli. bavSvobaSi SeiZleba ukeTesad xedavda, magram axla ukeTesad esmis sibnelisac da siCumisac. win raRac gdia, wilknis asaxvevTan, samkervalo atelies win. SaliTaCamocmuli sakeravi manqanebi moTminebiT elodebian marodiorebs. yvelaferi ucxouri uceb vrceldeba TbilisSi. anda Segnebulad vavrcelebT, CamorCeniloba rom ar dagvwamos vinmem. hm, hm. Tumca, "saWaSnikes" Tu ar miviRebT mxedvelobaSi, sadac Cveni Rrma rwmeniT ZiriTadad loTebisgan waqezebuli damwyebi virTxebi euflebian marodiorobas, am TvalsazrisiT, aqeT SedarebiT wesrigia. trotuarze ki aSkarad raRac gdia, gvamiviT. sibneleze ufro bneli. azri ara aqvs SeCerebas, gezis Secvlas. Tvalebi Tu aqvs im "raRacas", ukve xedavs avelums. an mTvralia, an mkvdari. RmerTma icis, romeli uaresia. mTvralma SeiZleba fexSi gtacos xeli da Tavi Sinamde gaTrevinos. magram arc yvela mkvdaria uwyinari. vTqvaT, ar miaqcie yuradReba da waxvedi Seni gziT, Cauare gverdiT - samSvidobos rom gegoneba ukve Tavi, maSin mogaZaxebs uknidan, Se usindiso, eg aris Seni kacTmoyvareobao?! natamalic aRar dagrCa CemTvis adamianuri siTbosio?! rac marTalia, marTalia, aravis epatieba amgvari gulgriloba moyvasis mimarT. RviniTa da zeTiT Tu ar moban davrdomil moyvass iarebs (Tundac im ubralo mizezis gamo, Cvens droSi, aRaravin rom aRar daatarebs Tan Rvinos da zeTs - ra Rvino da zeTi auva! vinZlo nagvem-nacemi Semxvdes vinme gzaSio), Rvinisa da zeTis fuli mainc unda CaukuWo muWSi. miT ufro, am gagania omis dros, roca araferi iSoveba da yvelafers cecxli ukidia. yvela omis mizezi erTnairad sasaciloa SedegTan SedarebiT. ase rom, mniSvneloba ara aqvs, risTvis vomobT, ra ver gagviyvia. mTavaria, am oms isic ar gadavayoloT, rac ar iyofa, anda ganuyoflad iyofa mxolod. Senic imdenia, ramdenic Cemia. ase rom, rasakvirvelia, avelumic gamoiCenda ybadaRebul kacTmoyvareobas (romelsac sibriyvisa Tu ukiduresi gaWirvebis gamo, droebiT, lokalur mniSvnelobas vaniWebT da saerTod vukargavT mniSvnelobas), magram nu dagaviwydebaT, rom esec erTgvari sisustea, gnebavT, susti, futuro joxia, gamZvinvarebul mxecTagan Tavis dasacavi. erTiori kapiki albaT avelumsac edeba jibeSi, magram amoReba ar ginda?! xom SeiZleba mwoliare micvalebulma (Tu kidev uaress ar gadaawydi) iTakilos?! anda ecotavos Seni wyaloba?! mere sad midixar?! rogorRa unda imarTlo Tavi?! anda, rodemde unda imarTlo Tavi saerTod?! Tu micemas ar apirebdi, ratom amoiRe Seni tiliani maneTi?! xolo, Tu gasakiTxad amoiRe, vin aris Seni maTxovari?! Seni dayverili maneTis gulisTvis aravin Casafrdeba dRes am CabinZurebul sibneleSi. dRes fuls aRar Tvlian da Tu Tvlian, mxolod tomrobiT. ganvTavisufldiT. gaTavda. magi patroni dedac. Tqven gadmobrZandiT, Cven unda CavbrZandeT. xelaxla unda gadanawildes yvelaferi. is amas samasi imas sami asi isa. ginda waRma waikiTxe, ginda ukuRma. ucxo sxeuli ki (sabednierod), waqceuli lampioni aRmoCnda. arqiteqturuli zedmetoba. fulis wyaro. mTeli weli

vdgamT da erT dReSi iqceva. sxvaTa Soris, swored dRes waikiTxa gazeTSi, am erTi saaTis win, ama da am quCaze (ese igi nebismier quCazea mosalodneli), eleqtrolampioni agdia trotuarze da "fexiT mosiaruleebs" xels uSliso. TiTqos "xeliT mosiaruleebic" arseboben Cvens qalaqSi da imaTTvis calke keTdeba msgavsi gancxadebebi. magram es ki ar aris mTavari, mTavaria sul bnelSi rom davdivarT, gaCenis dRidan aRsasrulamde, magram an ver vamCnevT, an vamCnevT da ar vimCnevT, ver gviTqvams, gveSinia, radgan ar viciT, ra sjobs, vamCnevdeT Tu ar vamCnevdeT, ra ufro momgebiania drois ama Tu im monakveTSi. mawanwala ZaRlebis sakmaod mravalricxovanma xrovam saqmiani ZunZuliT gadaWra quCa veris baRisken. ori erTnairi cxoveli ar eria xrovaSi da mainc yvelani erTnairad ZaRlebi iyvnen. yuradRebis Rirsadac ar CauTvliaT martoxela aqoSinebuli kaci. arc erTs ar SeuRrenia, Tundac sakuTari ZaRlobis gamosaxatavad am gaZaRlebul cxovrebaSi. etyoba, TavianTi ZaRluri gumaniT igrZnes, araviTar saSiSroebas, araviTar dabrkolebas da arc araviTar Rirebulebas ar warmoadgenda maTTvis, arc aravisTvis, erTnairad daviwyebuli, erTnairad mitovebuli RmerTisganac, kacisganac da ZaRlisganac. Tumca, ZaRlebi - raki saSualeba miscemodaT, raki mainc gadahyrodnen SemTxveviT TavianTi moCvenebiTi uyuradRebobiTa da daZabuli gulgrilobiT, umal amxnevebdnen, umal guls ukeTebdnen adamianur simartoveSi gamomwyvdeul adamians, viTom, jer saCvenod ar gagxdomia saqmeo. viTom, aq jer kidev qveyanaa, xalxi cxovrobs da iqneb romelime maTganma Segifaros kidec, Tuki CvenTan erTad wanwali, Cveni xrovis wevroba ar girCevniao. isic (avelumi), gamxnevebuli, gulmicemuli, oflisgan gabrwyinebuli saxiT, kidev ufro jiutad miapobda wyvdiads, rogorc guTani - miwas da auRelveblad gunebaSic ar SeeZlo aReniSna, Tu ra didi iyo msgavseba realurad arsebul cariel quCasa da warmodgenili labirinTis talans Soris. TiTqos minotavris nexvis sunic scemda saidanRac. daRlilobisagan ZlivsRa sunTqavda. Tavfexianad gawuwuliyo ofliT. magram axla ufro sjeroda, mTlad amao, mTlad uazro, mTlad Cveulebrivi movlena rom ar iyo misi swrafva, misi suliskveTeba, Tundac misi sigiJe. SeiZleba, wesierad TviTonac ver erkveoda sakuTar ganzraxvaSi, magram mTeli arsebiT grZnobda, winaaRmdegoba ar unda gaewia am ganzraxvisTvis, Tuki surda adamianad darCeniliyo bolomde.

gamovida Tu ara Sinidan, gaawna Tu ara pirvelive sila dekembris bolo Ramis sicivem, maSinve gaunaTda goneba (SeiZleba, uaresad daubnelda), radgan maSinve erTxel kidev naTlad dainaxa is patara zRapruli mRvime, sadac odesRac, uxsovar dros, bavSvobisas afarebda Tavs (ufro sworad, scada Tavis Sefareba) da albaT maSin ufro axlos iyo saerTod mizanTan, romelic maSin jer kidev yalibdeboda da romelic dRes, advili SesaZlebelia, aRarc ki arsebobdes, radgan dRes usiyvarulodac iolad gaaqvs xalxs Tavi, yovel SemTxvevaSi, hgonia rom gaaqvs, magram, sabednierod, mRvime mainc arsebobs, sadRac, TuSeTis mTebSi, anda sulac erTi kacis warmodgenaSi, zRaprul, ararsebul samyaroSi (sxvebisaTvis ararsebul samyaroSi) - bavSvis nafiqraliT gautania Tavi da rogorc xelovnurad (iaponuri meTodiT) gaRizianebul niJaras, margalitad uqcevia imave bavSvis gulubryvilo rwmena da ocneba: dedac dabrundeba, mamac, dac, Svilic... warTmeulic, gaCuqebulic, dakargulic... da isic (avelumi), amdeni xnis mere, isev brmad, isev alalbedze miikvlevs gzas, isev sakuTar warsulSi apirebs Sebrunebas, Tundac imitom, mxolod iq rom aris SesaZlebeli amgvari rwmenisa da ocnebis arseboba, mxolod iqa aqvs adgili warTmeulsac, gaCuqebulsac, dakargulsac. magram warsulis qviSa da RorRi veragulad, uxmaurod ecleba fexqveS. warsulis ekliani, gafarCxuli totebi daundoblad scemen saxeSi, TiTqos afxizleben, gonSi agdeben, axseneben drois dinebas, aCveneben drois mimarTulebas, anda, misi sijiutiT, miuxvedrelobiTa da gulubryvilobiT gaRizianebulni, umxedrdebian, ukan dasaxev gzas uketaven, sinamdvileSi upireben datovebas, arsebuls sTavazoben ararsebulis nacvlad. is ki jiutad mainc imaTken iSvers xelebs, mainc warsulis totebs ebRauWeba, radgan maRla unda asvla. arc win, arc ukan. mxolod maRla, radgan maRlaa, rac sinamdvileSi ar arsebobs, an aRar arsebobs. caSi imarxeba ocneba, imedi, siyvaruli da caSia misi ocnebis, imedis, siyvarulis saflavic, igive saganZuri, ganZTsacavi da rogorme unda miaRwios iqamde, miaRwevs kidec, Tundac kidev ormoci saukune moandomos gzas, imitom rom, adamiania da sxva gza ara aqvs, Tuki xvalac adamianad apirebs darCenas. usasrulo gzebze naTrevi, nawanwalebi, mravalgzis xelmocaruli, aTas gansacdelSi gamovlili, aTasi yulfidan Camoxsnili, yvelanairi tyveobidan TavdaRweuli - im ganZis mosaZebnad midis, misdauneburad rom damarxa odesRac, albaT kidev ufro Savi dRisTvis, da is rom eguleboda, imitomac ar eTelvineboda, imitomac ar ekvlevineboda aqamde cxovrebas. axla mTavaria, gza ar daebnas am mSobliurad ucxo da ucxod mSobliur qalaqSi. amaze Savi dRe aRar gaTendeba. mTavaria, saflavic xeluxlebeli daxvdes - marodiorebs miaswros im saflavamde misvla. da ai, gamgelebuli miiswrafvis yvelaze didi ganZisken, risi mopovebac saerTod SeuZlia adamians, yvelaze sapatio jildosken, razec veravin ambobs uars, verc mawanwala, verc garewari, verc loTi, verc qurdi, verc mkvleli, verc kanonieri da verc ukanono. ekuTvnis Tu ar ekuTvnis, yvela erTnairadaa darwmunebuli, yvelaze metad mas sWirdeba is, haeriviT, haerze metadac. sabednierod, mxolod Senzea damokidebuli, miiReb Tu uars ityvi jildoze, romelic ar dagimsaxurebia da SeiZleba arc gekuTvnis, magram gWirdeba da mxolod imitom gWirdeba, adamianoba rom SeinarCuno, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, ZaRliviT ar iyefo, gveliviT ar ixoxo, TuTiyuSiviT ar imeoro erTi da igive uazroba da RoriviT yvelgan ar Sehyo dingi. magram jildos aRebaca da jildoze uaris Tqmac erTnairad Znelia, mZimea, ramdenadac, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, aseve didi pativia (Tundac xelsayrelia) ZaRlobac, gvelobac, TuTiyuSobaca da Rorobac, roca saerTod adamianobaa safrTxeSi. amave dros, arc isaa gamoricxuli, adamianobis SesanarCuneblad gamovlenili simtkice da sijiute, erT mSvenier dRes, Cveulebrivi saarsebo saSualeba aRmoCndes mxolod, viRacisTvis mainc, cxovrebis arsad ki ar CaiTvalos, aramed wesad, rac yvelaze

didi ubedureba iqneba SenTvis da ufro metic, saerTod daekargeba yovelgvari azri da mniSvneloba Sens arsebobas. marTlac, riRaTi unda imarTlo Tavi, Tuki tkivilic, simtkicisa da sijiutis maradiuli Tanamgzavri, romelsac dafaruli, bolomde gaurkveveli siamayiT, sakuTar damRad, xelSeuxeblobis sabuTad da avelumobis droSad Tvlidi, yalbi da xelovnuri aRmoCndeba. gamovlili saukuneebi ki axla ukusvliT enacvlebian erTmaneTs. irgvliv damwvari kacis suni dgas. maradiul simSvides, maradiul keTildReobas daxarbebuli adamiani ukve wyevla-krulviT dasdevs ukan Seyvarebul gogo-biWs. ukve iseve eSinia siyvarulisa, rogorc mZimed sneuls - Zlieri, magram ucnobi wamlisa. da arc mTlad usafuZvlod. SeiZleba, umal moklas, vidre uSvelos im wamalma, Tuki zustad ver daicva miRebis wesi, Tuki dozaze odnav meti an odnav naklebi mouvida. samoTxidan gamoyolili SiSi akninebs adamians, Tumca, TviTon ar SeuZlia amis Setyoba. amitomac knindeba dRemde, maxinjdeba, Clungdeba, ginda oqroSi Casvi, ginda ganavalSi. SarvalCaxdili dgas parizis quCebSi; upartnioro seqsis gakveTils atarebs scenaze, musikis TanxlebiT; aupatiurebs davrdomil moxucs; oblebis saxlSi moparul karaqs komerciul maRaziaSi yidis. yidis samSoblosac, sxvebze meti karaqi rom iyidos; saerTo qvabSi xarSavs dikensis "did imedebsa" Tu marqsis "kapitals", erTi gamoxocva qaRaldi rom miiRos... oRond, marto dRes ki ar aris aseTi, aseTia saerTod, aseTad Seqmna Semqmnelma da Tavad naklebadaa damnaSave sakuTar siglaxeSi. sakuTar siglaxes, ra Tqma unda, Tavadac amCnevs, Tavadac ganicdis, magram veraferi gauwyvia, veraguladaa mowyobili: gvian amCnevs da male iviwyebs. dRes, SeiZleba, guSindelze uaresi ar iyos, magram ukeTesic arasodes yofila. arc avelumia gamonaklisi, anu, arc isaa sxvebze ukeTes dReSi. isic martoa, isic Zalauneburadaa gamoyofili sxvebisgan, radgan imasac sxvebiviT hgonia, maincdamainc, me var aseTio, marto me vici, ratom xdeba, rac xdebao. es ukargavs mosvenebas, amis gamoa gamoketili Tavis mtanjvel simartoveSi, riTac, araTu aRizianebs sxvebs, anu, danarCenebs, aramed maTi dasacinic xdeba. dasacini ki namdvilad aris: danarCenebisTvis ararasebuli, danarCenTa gadarCenas cdilobs, anu, aTvisebuli wiaRiseuliviT, erTxel da samudamod amowuruli grZnobebis aRdgenas apirebs, magram saWiroebis SemTxvevaSi, Zalianac rom moindomos, mainc ver moiqceva sxvebiviT, danarCenebiviT. magaliTad, verc barikadis aqeT dadgeba da verc iqiT, radgan arc aqeT sWirdeba vinmes da arc iqiT, aqeTac da iqiTac erTnairad hgoniaT (ase hgonia TviTon), maincdamainc, maT gasamtyuneblad, maT dasanamuseblad rom arsebobs saerTod. amitomac dgas SuaSi, buridanis viriviT. arc aqeT da arc iqiT. da yvela tyviam, aqedan iqneba nasroli Tu iqidan, jer mis gulSi unda gaiaros, vidre mizans miaRwevdes. avelums sakuTari simarTle aqvs da es aris misi mTavari danaSauli. Seni simarTle viRacisTvisac simarTle unda iyos, anda, viRacamac unda icodes misi arsebobis Sesaxeb, swori warmodgena rom Seeqmnas Senze. magram erTi kacis simarTle gind yofila, gind ara. sjobs ar iyos, radgan xelis SeSlis mets mainc arafers akeTebs. abanoSi Cacmuli aravin banaobs. da Tu banaobs, mxolod afrTxobs da aeWvebs danarCenebs. an raRacis gamoCena rcxvenia, an raRacis gamoCena eSinia. erTic da meorec saxifaTo Tu ara, saCoTiro namdviladaa sxvebisTvis, danarCenebisTvis, romlebic erTnairad gatitvlebulan da erTnairad gasapnuli Tavebi qafqafa wylisTvis SeuSveriaT. Senc gaixade, keTri Tu ar gWirs, anda bebiis bibiloebianad moglejili briliantis sayureebs ar malav ubeSi. avelums ki iseTi grZnoba aqvs, TiTqos didi gardaqmnis mijnaze dgas marTla da erTi nabijiRaa saWiro sruliad axal, misTvis sasurvel samyaroSi rom aRmoCndes uceb da im samyaros kanonieri binadariviT, bolos da bolos, TviTonac moipovos maradiuli simSvidisa da yoveldRiuri cxovrebiT tkbobis ufleba. Tumca, arc erTze aqvs swori, sruli, danarCenebisTvisac gasagebi

warmodgena da arc meoreze. magram, samwuxarod Tu sabednierod, arafriT ar adgeba saSveli, ar xerxdeba am erTi, am TiTqmis umniSvnelo, magram bevri ramis gadamwyveti nabijis gadadgma.. arada mTeli misi arseba mzadaa saamisod, saamisod iwvrTneboda saukuneTa manZilze - sardafSic, quCaSic, sastumroSic, restoranSic, TviTmfrinavSic, matarebelSic - mkacrad da jiutad, spartaneli aRmzrdelis daundoblobiTa da mizandasaxulobiT. da ai, isev aqoSinebuli miuyveba dausrulebel gzas, erTi civilizaciidan meoreSi, saukuneebze gadavliT, siZulvilis udabnoSi, siyvaruliT damwvari gulebis ferflSi, TiTqos ararsebul, TiTqos gamonagon drosa da garemoSi, ukacurobis, ugulobis, ugrZnoblobis TovliT (arada welsac uTovlo zamTaria) gadaTeTrebul sivrceebSi. miuyveba grZelsa da momqancvel gzas, romelic ebraelis gzasaviT, arc iq dawyebula, saidanac modis, da arc iq damTavrdeba, sadac miva. jer kidev Sorsaa aRTqmuli qveyana, Tuki aris saerTod. SeiZleba ixilo, magram ver Sexval. xsovna ki sinamdviles Zveleburad ver urigdeba da es maradiuli uTanxmoeba yofilsa da arsebuls Soris, maradiuli Seusabamoba yofilisa da arsebulisa, aiZulebs ebrael emigrants gzis gagrZelebas. magram am qveynad yvela mainc momavlisken midis. avelumi ki piriqiT, warsulSi Sebrunebas cdilobs. dRes ki ara, saerTod, mas Semdeg, rac siRrme ixila. momavals ki ar uaryofs, awmyos ki ar gaurbis, awmyosa da momavlis gasarkvevad eSveba warsulSi, rogorc myvinTavi okeanis fskerze, kosmonavti mTvareze, rogorc rigiTi santeqnikosi - saxlis sardafSi, radgan mxolod iq SeuZlia gaarkvios, ratom ar amodis, vTqvaT, meoTxe sarTulze wyali. sardafSia Tavmoyrili Cveni yvela sasicocxlo sistema - gazsadenisa, wyalsadenisa, kanalizaciisa. agreTve, satelefono Tu eleqtro xazic. romel sarTulzec ar unda daziandes rame, mainc sardafSi mogviwevs Casvla, gasarkvevad, gasasworeblad, SesakeTeblad. am mizniT miiwevs avelumic warsulisken, warsulSi daSvebuli Secdoma awmyosac Trgunavs da momavalsac saTuos xdis. amitom, maRla (momavalSi) asvla Tu ginda (CvenTvis momavali igivea, rac emigranti ebraelisaTvis - israeli), rogorc ar unda dagvezaros, mainc unda CavicvaT Zvelmanebi, aviRoT jibis fanari (jibis fanari Tu ar gvaqvs, Cveulebrivi sanTeli, sulac marto asanTi) da buzRun-buzRuniT CavideT sardafSi, ra droc ar unda iyos, davufrTxoT virTxebs saidumlo seroba, fexi CavdgaT aSmorebul, koRodaseul wumpeSi (anda sxva sibinZureSi), avitanoT siZvelis, sidamplis, virTxis curclis arasasiamovno suni, saxeze akruli ablabudis nafleTebi, moviTminoT Jangian mils mowyvetili da zustad kiserSi Cavardnili yinuliviT civi wveTi da qedmoxrilni, pirSi wyalCagubebulni gavZvreT aseve mwveTavi, aseve Jangiani da aseve binZuri naWris nakuwebiT uSnod SefuTvnili milebis qveS, vidre ar mivakvlevT, ar davadgenT da, Tu SevZlebT, ar SevasworebT, zemoT, miwaze, nebismier sarTulze momxdari avariis mizezs. mikvlevis, dadgenis, Sesworebis Jini mierekeba avelumsac win, warsulisken, anu sxeuliT win da gonebiT ukan. ukan Secdomebis zRvaa, win omia! haers ukve dahkravs denTisa da sidamwvris suni. carieli sadarbazoebi, Sesaxvevebi, Cixebi sxvadasxvanairad imeoreben erTi da igive avtomatis kakans. zogi ufro yrud, zogi ufro mWaxed. zogi Senelebulad, zogi aCqarebulad. zogi uxalisod, zogi xalisiT. magram xma mainc erTia, erTsa da imaves ambobs. avelums yurebi ubzuis. Tvalebi eblandeba - gayinuli, gaqvavebuli cremlis kristalebiT amovsebia. irgvliv jiutad, myarad dgas sicariele - xorkliani, minasaviT gamkvrivebuli haeriT amovsebuli. sacodavad aqsutunebs cxvirs, mRelvarebis surdoSeyrili. cxvirsaxocis amosaRebadac ver SeCerebula, TiTqos sadRac elodebian, TiTqos dro aqvs daTqmuli da dagvianeba SeiZleba sabediswero aRmoCndes imisTvis, vis gadasarCenadac miiCqaris Tavisi WkuiT. ese igi, yvelasTvis, vinc nebsiT Tu uneblieT, bediTa Tu ubedobiT masTan daukavSirebia cxovrebas. Tumca, ukve

daagviana. ukve gviania. ukve ki ara - raxania! mosaxdeni moxda. gangaSis zari ubralod ar ismis, imitom rom viRacam ena Camoxsna xumrobiT (SeiZleba, TurqeTSi gaitana gasayidad). magram avelumi mainc ver SeCerdeba cxvirsaxocis amosaRebadac, rac ar unda Semawuxebeli iyos mkiTxvelisTvis misi cxviris qsutuni. ver SeCerdeba im metad sapatio mizezis gamo, TviTonac rom aSvelebs xels warmodgenili gvamis mtvirTavebs - misTvis savsebiT ucxo adamianebs romlebmac daufiqreblad, dauyovnebliv moirbines, rogorc ki misi sisxli da xorci miwas daenarcxa, rogorc ki mwife leRviviT daetylapna xorklian lodebs (kdelebs aqeTac da kedels iqeTac). vin miwas xnavda, vin cxvars mwyemsavda, vin gazeTis rigSi idga, vin tramvais elodeboda, vin bazridan brundeboda da gunebaSi zepirad angariSobda danaxarjs, magram yvelam maSinve miatova Tavisi saqme da aqeT gamoiqca. avelumic iZulebuli gaxda, miwaze daSvebuliyo, Tumca, jer kidev SeeZlo frena. magram, sadRa unda gafreniliyo?! RmerTebma orjer gamoscades, orjer daayenes arCevanis winaSe da imanac orjerve Svili anacvala Tavisuflebas. Tavisi giJuri ganzraxva daayena mSoblis movaleobaze maRla. axla ki Tavisuflebamac erTbaSad dahkarga azri. cariel, gaugebar, uazro sityvad iqca. vinmes rom gaeCerebina da ekiTxa, namdvilad ver upasuxebda, ras gulisxmobda am sityvaSi jer kidev guSin maradiul simartoves? maradiul molodins? maradiul sevda-wuxils? Tu rkinis wvetian kauWs, romelzedac mTeli sicocxle ekida Tavad da uazrod farTxalebda, vidre orad ar gaixliCa, orad ar gaiyo, or nawilad, or banakad, bolos da bolos, or mcnebad, oRond, gayofisadmi genetikuri midrekilebis gamo ki ara, isev da isev misi moSurne imperiis sisastikis wyalobiT. axlac im kauWze hkidia da misi orive nawili erTnairad farTxalebs, erTi kedels aqeT, meore kedels iqiT. marTalia, isini erTmaneTs ar icnoben, erTi kedels iqiT daibada, meore kedels aqeT, erTi TavisuflebisTvis, meore monobisTvis, erTi ukanonod, meore ki kanonierad, magram saerTo mainc meti aqvT (imave imperiis jibrze), vidre sxvaoba. yvelafers rom Tavi gavaneboT, molodini aqvT saerTo erTnairad uRimRamo da uazro - da, rac mTavaria, sikvdilic! erTi da imave kacis xeliT arian daRupulni, erTnairad, da araviTari mniSvneloba ara aqvs, romeli gadaCexa im kacma sakuTari gulis qarafidan Tavisuflebis Tvaluwvdenel ufskrulebSi da romels miamagra mxrebze xelovnuri frTebi cviliT, romeli gaabriyva, safrenad xar gaCenilio, TviTon ki soroSi Seimala (sawolic erTgvari soroa), TxunelasaviT, roca misgan gabriyvebulma nawilma marTla scada gafrena da, rogorc mosalodneli iyo, imave wams qvasaviT daenarcxa miwaze. da ai, erT arsebad, ufro zustad, erT mTlianobad qceulan isev da gaormagebuli simZimiiT awvebian qedze xelismkvrels, wamqezebels, gamabriyvebels, anu, Cveulebriv mkvlels. Zalian cxela da gvamic yovel wuTas ufro da ufro mZimdeba, miwasaviT, romelsac daenarcxa da daakvda zed. avelumi safeTqliT exaxuneba gvamis TeZos da naxevari saxe sisxlSi aqvs amosvrili. ofli sisxls aTxelebs da nawil-nawil Caaqvs mis sayeloSi. uceb yvelaferi aireva (risic yvelaze metad eSinia avelums). gulisxmieri, Tu ubralod seiris moyvaruli xalxis daudgromeli, Seukavebeli niaRvari webovan siTxesaviT Semoadgeba oTxive mxridan. araTu ganZreva, sunTqvac Wirs. magram avelumi mainc gvamsaa CabRauWebuli. arafris didebiT ar uSvebs xels. piriqiT, lamis zed Camoekidos. TiTqos gvams Tu moSordeba, mxolod maSin SeamCneven da maSinve mixvdebian kidec mis kaikacobas. jer ki, vidre sxvebTan erTad moaqvs gvami, aravis ara aqvs ufleba, xeli aRmarTos masze, anda, dauSalos madlis qmna, ukeTilSobilesi movaleobis aRsruleba - gvamis zidva. gareSe TvalisTvis is gvamis mxarezea, gvamis patronia, Wirisufalia. ra Tqma unda, sinamdvileSic asea, magram marto sityvebiT amas ver daamtkiceb. sityvaze Tu midga saqme, SeiZleba vercki gaagebinos sxvebs Tavisi simarTle. man ara marto is icis, rac moxda

(rasac sxvebic xedaven), aramed isic axsovs, rac iqamde iyo, ramac ganapiroba is, rac dRes xdeba. saerTod, yvelaferze metad, maxsovroba tanjavs avelums ganuwyvetliv axsovs raRac, rasac siamovnebiT daiviwyebda sxvebiviT, masze rom iyos damokidebuli. magram sxvebmac misi imediT daiviwyes, rac daiviwyes. avelums yvelafris damaxsovreba evaleba swored. amitomac ebRauWeba axla gvams da idayvebiT iSorebs yvelas, vinc Senacvlebas upirebs. uceb, mis aforiaqebul, afutfutebul gonebas, basri culiviT, orad gaapobs qalis kivili (SeiZleba mkvdari meuRlis, mitovebuli sayvarlis, gaCuqebuli dis). arada, marTla kivis viRaca. quCa ki carielia, saxlebi - erTnairad Cabnelebuli. qalis kivili ki aSkarad ismis. albaT aupatiureben, anda Tan Zarcvaven, Tan aupatiureben. SeiZleba sulac itaceben, ZaliT aSoreben Tavisianebs, avelumis dasaviT. Tumca ara, is Tavisi nebiT wahyva ucxoebs. Tavisianebze gabrazda, rogor gamimeteso, da xeli aRar gauSvia ucxo qalisTvis, vidre manqanaSi ar Caisva iman. magram gasakviri ar iqneba axla akivlebuliyos, dagvianebiT, axla moswvodes guli Zmis ubedurebiT. Seni sisxli da xorci Seni sisxli da xorcia, gindac erTmaneTis navalze dadiodeT sul da gindac saerTod ar genaxoT erTmaneTi. magram, asea Tu ise, viRaca namdvilad kivis. Tanac Tavganwirulad. jalaTis culad qceuli kivilis SegrZneba imdenad mtkivneulia, avelumi maSinve fxizldeba, erkveva. gvams, romelsac aqamde efareboda, rogorc mxdali meomari fars, gamoecleba, Tumca, mTeli gza eSinoda, ar dagvivardeso. gaides Tu ara mxarze dasaxiCrebuli gvami, maSinve aekviata es SiSi da axlac eSinia. sisxlSi areul ofls saxeloTi moiwmends da Semzaravad azmuvlebul brboSi akivlebul qals (meuRles, sayvarels, das, anda samives erTad) dauwyebs Zebnas Tvalgafacicebuli. "es ra miyavio" (ratom damamcire, ratom mimatove, ratom gamaCuqeo) - kivis qali (misi meuRle, misi sayvareli, misi da, anda samive erTad). ra Tqma unda, TviTonac ar icis, ras kivis, ras ambobs kiviliT, radgan ar icis da arc SeiZleba icodes, vin aris mkvleli, vin aris damnaSave, vis unda moekiTxos saerTod pasuxi yvelafrisTvis. misi ena uneburad ambobs simarTles ubedurebam auxila gonebis Tvali - meuRlea, sayvarelia Tu daa, upirveles yovlisa, qalia, magram jer sakuTar Tavsac ar ujerebs, ar endoba. jer mSvelels eZebs mxolod, misi Wirisa da ubedurebis moziares. jer damnaSaveze ar fiqrobs, arc msxverplze fiqrobs. jer TviTonaa yvelaze mZime dReSi. gaognebuli, Tavzardacemuli isvams kefaze xels. an, TiTebaTrTolebuls, axali sigareti amoaqvs tyavis patara CanTidan. an ucxo qalis msuqan mklavs ebRauWeba uaresad. jer yvelaze ubeduria da rogorc gaognebuli, Tavzardacemuli adamiani, isic, bunebrivia, yvelaze axloblisgan elis nugeSsa da mxardaWeras da amiT kidev ufro amZafrebs momxdaris saSinelebasac da uazrobasac. mxolod amas niSnavs misi "es ra miyavi". avelumi ki darwmunebulia, iman (meuRlem, sayvarelma, dam, anda samivem erTad) uTqmeladac gaigo yvelaferi, radgan moklulica da mkvlelic erTnairad axlobelia misTvis (maTTvis). orive sisxli sisxlTagani da xorci xorcTagania. sisxlma da xorcma mouyva imasac (imaTac) uceb, erTi sityviT, usityvod, ris mosayoladac avelums arc sityva eyofoda, arc sicocxle. da mainc, ZaliT ikafavs gzas imisken (imaTken), romelic (romlebic), aseve ZaliT, brZoliTa da kiviliT moiweven misken, avelumisken, da roca isini xalxis zRvaSi Sexvdebian, miuxedavad siviwrovisa da ganuwyveteli "wyalqveSa" biZgebisa, avelumi mainc daiCoqebs, muxlebze moexveva imas (imaT) da mRelvarebisgan uaresad daviwrovebul xorxSi Zlivs gamoteuli, damSrali, damaxinjebuli xmiT etyvis: mapatieo. aRiarebs danaSauls. Tumca... Tumca arasodes sdomebia, ase rom momxdariyo. uceb iseTi siCume Camovardeba, avelums gaukvirdeba kidec da maRla aixedavs. maRla, Zalian maRla, sinaTlis damaxinjebul wreSi, mtkivneulad nacnobs, mtkivneulad axlobels, mtkivneulad Zvirfas saxes dainaxavs (meuRlis, sayvarlis, dis). TiTqos is

(samive erTad) uZiro WaSi imzireba, TiTqos mas daeZebs da TiTqos ver xedavs, magram avelumi uneburad mainc aifarebs saxeze xelebs, ufro SeumCneveli rom darCes Wis fskeris wyvdiadSi. samudamod unda am uZiro WaSi CarCena. marTalia, is erTaderTi sityva, Zlivs rom amoRerRa weRan, Tavisuflad SeiZleboda saerTod Cakarguliyo uTavbolo bzuilsa da yayanSi, magram, etyoba gamgebma mainc gaigo, gaigo da Seigno kidec da am moulodnelma, yovlad gauTvaliswinebelma cnobam, sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcis sikvdiliT gamowveuli aRtkineba da sigiJe gamaSterebeli dabneulobiTa da aSkara, naTeli uZlurebiT Seucvala. aRarc kivis da aRarc gvamisken miiwevs. ubralod, cocxal Was Cascqeris, romlis fskerzec misi qmari (sayvareli, Zma) Tavs afarebs, mas emaleba. jiutad Cascqeris, rogorc udabnoSi gzaabneuli mgzavri, romelsac arafriT ar unda daijeros, WaSi wyali rom damSrala. gzis gagrZelebas ki azri ara aqvs - aRarc gaognebul gonebas, aRarc dambladacemul gumansa da aRarc dauZlurebul fexebs aRar SeuZliaT misi warmarTva. iseT daRlilobasa da sicarieles grZnobs, TiTqos Zlieri tumboTi erTbaSad amoqaCes mTeli sisxli misi sxeulidan. kefaze isvams xels, TiTqos Tmis samagrs eZebs da, ai, aq, raRacao - ambobs dabneulad, darcxvenilad momRimari (anda, aTrTolebuli TiTebiT, brazianad sress daumTavrebel sigarets - kmara, aRar SemiZliao. anda, moswavlis CanTas uRerebs Zmas - aRar ikiTxo Cemi ambavio) da sayrdengamoclili saganiviT, ucnauri netarebisa da Tavisuflebis SegrZnebiT savse, eSveba sadRac, Zalian Rrmad, brbos fskerze CaCoqili qmrisken (sayvarlisken, Zmisken). avelumi ki, uneburad, axla Tavze ifarebs orive xels.

"muzis" jiSian, uaRresad miwier fexebTan zis, damSrali auzis kideze, da suls iTqvams - daRlili, agangaSebuli, aRelvebuli, martod darCenili Semzaravi, avi Cvenebebis xrovaSi. saidanRac qalis kivili ismis, magram axla ufro Soridan, vidre weRan ismoda. saerTod aq, am Ria muzeumSi, TiTqos marTla simSvidea. poetebis diasaxliss poetebisTvis uxilavi, gamWvirvale kedlebiT SemouzRudavs saimedo TavSesafari. ijeqi SenTvis da ginda iocnebe, ginda iSaire - xels veravin gaxlebs. brinjaos qalbatons laRad, Tamamad gauSlia xorciani mklavebi sivrceSi - aq me var yvelafris baton-patroni. SeiZleba, saocnebod da saSairod ver gangawyos, magram bevr miwier siames gagaxsenebs Tvalis erTi SevlebiTac. avelumic siamovnebiT zis mis ferxTiT, cota sulmoTqmuli, cota damSvidebuli, magram Cveulebisamebr, moRuSuli, mowyenili, Rrmad danTqmuli sakuTar arsebaSi, rogorc zRvaSi gasuli patronis momlodine beberi ZaRli - zRvis piras. oRond, amjerad zRva ar aris. win qalaqia, yrud mogugune, Semcbari, SemkrTali, Selaxuli, Seginebuli... SinaurTa mier. ris gamoc, rasakvirvelia, sagonebelSia Cavardnili da, roca moulodnelad ganaxlebul srolis xmaze fiqri uwydeba, xvneSiT, taatiT icvlis gverds sawolSi. moZraoba uWirs, Cacmuli wevs da ara marto sicivisgan Tavis dasacavad, aramed ganuwyveteli safrTxisa Tu safrTxis ganuwyveteli molodinis gamoc - ar icis, rodis, ra wuTas mouwevs sawolidan wamovardna, pirveli rom Seegebos (ese igi, Seakvdes, ar naxos Svilisa Tu SviliSvilis abuCad agdeba) SemTxveviT Semoxetebulsa Tu Segnebulad mosul moZalades. Tavisufleba jer mxolod iwyeba da gaurkvevlobis bind-bundSi mosriale pirveli mercxlebi, advili SesaZlebelia, ukanaskneli naZiralebi aRmoCndnen bolos, erTbaSad, TiTqos erT RameSi gamravlebulni, sokoebisa Tu mRrRnelebis msgavsad. am dReSi iyo avelumic, sul ramdenime wuTis win. isic ase iqceoda - Cacmuli iwva sawolSi - radgan sul ramdenime wuTis win qalaqis "meryev" nawils ekuTvnoda isic, Zalauneburad, axla ki omis wina xazzea lamis da aseve Zalauneburad qalaqis "meomar" nawils ekuTvnis ukve. mSvidad ki zis "muzis" ferxTiT, magram Casamuxlad Seyovnebuli jariskaciviT, moCvenebiTia misi simSvidec. "raRas ucdiso" - Tqva uceb viRacam mis zurgs ukan, misi xmiT, ise mkafiod, ise cxadad, uneblieT miixeda da, marTlac, viRaca ki ara, Tavisi Tavi dainaxa, oRond, Tormeti wlisa, "yaCaRad gavardnili" - ramdenime "TanamebrZolTan" erTad, gamoqvabulis win zis, TuSeTis mTebSi, da mouTmenlad elodeba, rodis moiklavs Tavs gamoqvabulSi maTi darbeuli razmis meTauri, raTa axla sxva gza eZios, sxva gamosavali naxos Tavisi piradi da arc mTlad bavSvuri ubedurebidan. lodze zis (rogorc damSrali auzis kideze) da srolis xmis gagonebas elodeba, rac maT saerTo cxovrebas erTbaSad dausvams wertils da imave wams yvela sakuTar Tavze daiwyebs fiqrs, anu, yvela sakuTari kidobnis gamoWedvas Seudgeba. da raki srolis xmam ar daayovna, avelumic wamodga, Tavs Zala daatana da, rogorc iqna, gamovida, gamoaRwia "muzis" uneblie tyveobidan.

epoqebi ki, tansacmelSemoxeulni, cxvirpirdaCeCqvilni, kidev ufro znewamxdarni enacvlebian erTmaneTs. isic midis - avelumi - Tavisufali, sruluflebiani moqalaqe ararsebuli saxelmwifosi. midis sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcis gadasarCenad. magram gaazrebuli, mizandasaxuli saqcieli ki ar aris es, aramed Tandayolili, RmerTismieri moTxovnileba SiSnaWami, daRlili, gaognebuli sulisa, romelsac adamis droidan klaven, magram ver mouklavT da verc moklaven, vidre uyvars sakuTari sisxli da xorci, anda, vidre swams mainc sakuTari sisxlisa da xorcisa. amitomac midis sul bnelSi, gaCenidan aRsasrulamde, sibnelidan sibnelemde. sinaTle ocnebaa, sizmaria, gnebavT, poezia - nebismieri saxiT gamovlenili - magram misi danaxva mxolod sibnelidan SeiZleba. ramis danaxva Tu ginda, bnelSi unda ijde. xolo, sinaTleSi yofna Tu girCevnia, aRar unda dainteresde, ra xdeba sibneleSi. rac ufro did sinaTleSi gadaxval, miT ufro gagiWirdeba saerTod ramis garCeva. sinaTliT mTavrdeba yvelaferi amqveyniuri - cxovrebaSic da wignSic - oRond sabednierod, aravin icis, ramdeni darCa iqamde, aRsasrulamde, sinaTlemde - wami Tu saukune. wamebi Tu saukuneebi. arada, qristeSobidan jer mxolod meoce saukune iwureba da pompidus moedanze sagangebod saamisod Seqmnili eleqtrosaaTi ocdameerTe saukunemde darCenil wamebs iTvlis. moTmineba aRar yofnis adamians, erTi suli aqvs, rodis CamoTavdeba dro, igive sicocxle, igive azri sicocxlisa. suli win uswrebs. an mobezrda cxovreba, an cxovrebis rcxvenia, magram asea Tu ise, keTili unda inebos da mainc bolomde icxovros, bolomde moixados, valia Tu sasjeli. es misi cxovrebaa, misi Sesaferia, misganaa damsaxurebuli da sxva aravin icxovrebs mis magivrad. cxovreba TviTonvea. amitom, unda gaZlos kidec bolomde, vidre mis Semdgom momavalTa jeri dadgebodes. isini (momavalni) TavianTi cxovrebiT movlen, oRond, Cven adgili unda SevunaxoT qveyanaze. qveyana unda davaxvedroT adgilze. Tundac Zroxa da futkari unda gadavurCinoT rogorme, Tavidan rom ar daWirdeT yvelafris dawyeba, erTmaneTis sisxlis sma da erTmaneTis RviZlis wuwvna. danarCeni TviTon ician - an Segvrisxaven, an Segvindoben. magram veraviTar SemTxvevaSi ver darCebian gulgrilni Cveni giJuri vnebebis, Zvelmoduri grZnobebisa Tu gulubryvilo gancdebis mimarT, radgan sxvaTa Serisxvaca da Sendobac mxolod imas ZaluZs, visac Tavadac uwvnevia imedis simwareca da Sxamis sitkboc. amitom, Sen xar Cemi batoni, naadrev sikvdils yvelaferi sjobs. gardaicvaleT, oRond nu mokvdebiT. mSvidad mRelvarebisa ar iyos, esec Zalian Znelia, magram SesaZlebelia. bolos da bolos, gardaqmna igive gardacvalebaa. bunebaSic da cxovrebaSic aucileblad dgeba Jami, roca raRaca unda gardaiqmnas, anu, gardaicvalos. aqedan gamomdinare, unda Tu ar unda, moswons Tu ar moswons, avelumic droisgan Tavsmoxveul cvlilebebs eqvemdebareba da ara misganve SemuSavebulsa da dagegmils. dro hqmnis Segnebas. dro sicocxlea da yoveli wami Zvirfasi saCuqaria, ganumeorebeli SemTxvevaa - moixedav da aRar dagxvdeba, samudamod gagisxlteba xelidan. dabejiTebiT veRarc ityvi, marTla iyo Tu ara, magaliTad, ormocdaTeqvsmetis cxra marti Tu oTxmocdacxris cxra aprili (marto aqedanac Cans, cxra rom qarTuli cifria). maT Soris qristes mTeli cxovreba eteva, magram dro mainc gadis! mainc Tavisas akeTebs - usasrulod qmnis axal Segnebebs. misi wyalobaa, sicocxle Tu grZeldeba, miuxedavad yvelafrisa, zemoT naTqvamis CaTvliT. mamali mainc yivis, ZaRli mainc yefs, cxeni mainc xvixvinebs, kameCi mainc yoyinebs, saqarTvelo ki mainc omobs. momikide, Tu kaci xar, am Cemodans xeli. qva Camiwyo, mgoni, viRacam. naxa imanac xumrobis dro. araa Cveni saSveli. saiT gagiweviaT, batono, am dila uTenia, jer konstantinepolsa da mere parizs. sadac ukeTesad viqnebi. ki magram, ratom CqarobT ase? iqneb ar vagebT oms?! mag imedze iyos Cveni avadmaxsenebeli. bolos da bolos, ramdenjer SeiZleba waagos erTma da imave qveyanam erTi da igive omi, yovelTvis

gamoucxadebeli da yovelTvis winaswar amoxsnili, saWadrako etiudiviT. TeTrebi (igive wiTlebi) iwyeben da igeben. dResac es omi grZeldeba, CvenSi rom vTqvaT. avelumi ki ukve zemels gascda, meore Zegli moitova ukan, amjerad poetisa. sainteresoa, jer muza iyo Tu poeti? magram axla amis gasarkvevad ar scalia avelums. isic ar icis, sad unda eZebos is, vis saZebradac gamovida Sinidan. ar icis, magram midis, radgan ar SeuZlia ar wavides. alalbedze midis. bednieri SemTxvevis imediT. rogorc mTeli sicocxle dadioda. cxovreba is aris, rac SemTxveviT gardagvxdeba Tavs da ara is, rac winaswar viciT. winaswar mxolod erTi ram icis kacma - adre Tu gvian, isic mokvdeba... xan samSobiaros ezos ZaRlebi mosdeven TiTqos yefiT - daabrune bavSvio - xan parizis Toliebi scemen TiTqos saxeSi sveli frTebiT - ram gagaxsena Cveni Tavi, ratom wamogvSale am siciveSio - magram is mainc midis, mainc arafers epueba. irgvliv ki sruli sibnelea. kaciSvili ar WaWanebs. TiTqos mTeli qalaqi erT did ormoSi Cavardnila da xelis Camwodebelic aravin darCenila, mis meti. Tumca, ara! ori biWi dgas win, sportul maRaziasTan. sicivisagan awurulni, mouTmenlad iyurebian misken. yvelafers unda elodos kaci maTgan. Tavisufleba moZaladeebsac amravlebs. "asanTi xom ar gaqvso" - Soridanve ekiTxeba erTi. "ara maqvs... samwuxarodo" - fexs anelebs avelumi da uneburad xels irtyams jibeze, TiTqos Tavs amowmebs, anda, kidev uaresi, TiTqos imaT umtkicebs, ai, marTla ara maqvso. "au, wamo ra deidaSenTan, gaviyine" - ambobs meore biWi. "ra dros deidaCemia, debilo, xo gagiJda!" - pasuxobs pirveli. ori wuTis Semdeg ki avelumi Zlierma, moulodnelma biZgma SeaCera. jer egona, gaWimul mavTuls gadavawydio - ukan gadaqanda mTeli taniT da ara marto gaukvirda, raRacnairad ewyina kidec, Seuracxyofilad igrZno Tavi, ase veragulad rom gaaCeres misianebma. - maxeSi gaabes mtris mzveraviviT - roca SeeZloT ubralod eTqvaT, amis iqiT aRar SeiZleba wasvlao da isic gaCerdeboda, gamobrundeboda. magram vis unda eTqva, roca kaciSvili ar Sexvedria (im ori biWis meti, asanTi rom sTxoves Tu moTxoves weRan), arc "imelamde" da arc "imelTan", sadac pirobiTad mTavrdeboda "meryevTa" da iwyeboda "meomarTa" qalaqi. betonis lodebiT datvirTuli kamazebi sam mwkrivad ki idgnen, magram aravis gauCerebia is, aravin mdgara siaxloves xmisgamcemi, anda, yvelani ise moxerxebulad isxdnen samalavebSi, qajic ver aRmoaCendaT, daqiravebuli snaiperebiviT. imanac daukiTxavad, unebarTvod Seabija omis samflobeloSi, magram uceb (swored maSin, roca cecxlwakidebuli "Tbilisis" danaxvaze uneburad kidev ufro auCqara fexs), uCinar, SeniRbul winaaRmdegobas gadaawyda da mTeli taniT gadaqanda ukan, erTdroulad SeZrwunebulica da gaocebul-Seuracxyofilic. etyoba, gulis siRrmeSi, mainc ar elodeboda, mis mimarTac Tu gamoiyenebdnen misianebi "gaCerebis" aseT veragul meTods, Tundac imitom... Tundac imitom, erTnairad rom TanaugrZnobda meomar mxareebs, rogorc adamiani. anu, erTnairad ekuTvnoda orives da arc erTisa sjeroda bolomde. magram arc isaa gamoricxuli, orive meomar mxares swored amis gamo Seeracxa is mtrad da es omi, garkveuli TvalsazrisiT, mis winaaRmdegac yofiliyo mimarTuli, mis mosaspobad, rogorc mesamisa da, amdenad, zedmetisa.

cal fexze scada Tavis Semagreba. xelebi TavisTavad gaeSala, frTebiviT, magram, ase frTebgaSlili da calfexaweuli, TiTqos raRacas (ramac SeaCera) unda gadaabijoso, pirqve daenarcxa carieli gilzebiTa da SuSis namsxvrevebiT dafarul asfaltze. "kidev kargi TavSi ar momxvdao" - gaifiqra gauazreblad. ufro sworad, TavisTavad amoutivtivda erT-erTi uZvelesi SiSi, sulis fskerze saguldagulod Camarxuli, magram verdaviwyebuli da araerTxel gancdili pirvelyofili ZaliT, rogorc bavSvma ganicada, denTis suniTa da boliT uaresad CaxuTul gamoqvabulSi, tyviiT Tavaxdili gvamis danaxvaze. Cvenebis dasafrTxobad, gadmobruneba scada, Tumca, yvelafers erCia ase wola, gaunZrevlad, pirqve damxobils rkinasaviT mkvrivsa da gaToSil asfaltze. sxeulis romeliRac nawili TandaTanobiT uxurdeboda da esec siamovnebda. raRaca, Tbili da webovani, zantad, mdored, usasrulod da samudamod gamodioda misi arsebidan. mere uaRresad nacnobi xma Caesma - "miSveleT, cocxaliao" - da gauxarda, gaurkveveli, Zirfesvianad Semaryeveli imedi Caesaxa da TviTonac undoda daeyvira: "miSveleT, cocxali varo" magram ena ar damorCilda. didi xania icoda, raRac amis magvari unda momxdariyo, daRupvis winaTgrZnoba giJiviT daarbeninebda win da ukan (parizSic ki Caafrina), magram axla, raRacnairad amSvidebda kidec winaTgrZnobis gamarTleba da Tavs valdebulad Tvlida, mSvidad, Rirseulad daxvedroda imas, rasac amdeni xani SfoTviTa da mRelvarebiT gaurboda. rogorc iqna, dadga Jami simSvidisa, netarebisa, gancxromisa, sinaTlisa... da madlobT Sen ufalo! magram das ra akivlebs? an saidan gaCnda aq, ase moulodnelad? axla gaaxsenda, Zma rom hyavda? sad iyo aqamde? Tu axla gaigo mxolod, mis meti aravin rom darCa mis Zmas damtirebeli? jer moikveTa, axla ki, miSveleTo, kivis. Tumca, gana isic ar moikveTes? simarTle Tu gindaT, jer is moikveTes misianebma, anu, gadaarCines sabWourad. ufro Tu davazustebT, SimSilisgan gadaarCines, oRond ukve sxva adamianad gardaqmnili. kato iqca ekad. anda, ekam SeWama kato, ris Sedegadac TavisTavad gadaiWra SimSilis problemac. katos aRar Sioda, radgan aRar arsebobda. xolo katoTi gamZRar ekas saWmlisken gaxedvac aRar undoda. ase rom, ufro martivad moxda yvelaferi, vidre iTqmis. es ki, upirveles yovlisa, xelisuflebis damsaxurebaa, man ar dauSva wonasworobis darRveva, arc cxovrebaSi da arc bunebaSi. viRacas ki daaklda, magram viRacas miemata. Rrma, amouvsebeli ormo ki gaCnda, vTqvaT, avelumis gulSi, magram viRacis gulSi iseTive ormo amoivso Sesabamisad. da mainc, rogorc ar unda gavicinoT, marTlac es iyo albaT erTaderTi gza xsnisa, oRond, rasakvirvelia, bavSvobaSi, roca veravin gabedavda mSoblebgadasaxlebuli da-Zmis gamoqomagebas, veravin SeifarebdaT, bebiis meti, romelsac verc xelisufleba SeaSinebda da verc mamazecieri, magram, rogorc ar unda eoma, mainc ver gaswvdeboda ded-mamiani oblebis sicocxles kaliis gadaZovil qveyanaSi, mainc verafers gaxdeboda, verc xelisuflebasTan da, miT ufro, verc SimSilTan, ubedurebisgan, umweobisgan, uimedobisgan Wkuidan gadamcdari dedaberi. gazafxulze WinWars krefda Robis ZirebSi. soflis giJsa hgavda, Tavsafridan TmagamoCeCili, daZenZili xelTaTmanidan TiTebgamoyrili. zamTarSi ki tyis xils agrovebda, nadirs arTmevda, nadiriviT dabRortnil-dakawruli, erTnairad ganwiruli RmerTisganac da kacisganac. isic erTnairad wyevlida RmerTsac da kacsac. sasowarkveTilebisgan, mrisxanebisgan TvalebgadaTeTrebuli, ybaacaxcaxebuli. aRar iyo saSveli, mosveneba, yurTasmena... da isic, gaCuqebuli, wyalwaRebuliviT waetana Tbilisidan Camosul deidas, uSvilobiT daxavsebulsa da mainc dedobis JiniT Sepyrobil qalbatons, romelsac sakuTari Jinis mokvla sxvebisTvisac madli egona da RvTisnier saqmed Tvlida sxvisi naoxris sakuTar naSierad gardasaxvas, gadakeTebas, gardaqmnas. ase fiqrobdnen sxvebic. yvela. TviTonac. bolowuTas ukve manqanidan, enac ki gamouyo Zmas, niSni mougo, viTom, Sen ikiTxe,

Torem me gamomiCnda patronio. xeli ar gauSvia im ucxo qalisTvis, vidre is bebias "urigdeboda" mis Taobaze, ufro sworad, ukan ubrunebda patara boxCad gamokrul mis "gamosasvlel" nifxav-perangs, vin icis, ramdenjer garecxilsa da dakemsils Tvalgawyalebuli da TiTebdakrunCxuli bebiis oxvra-wuwuniT. im dRis mere avelumma mxolod erTxel naxa sakuTari da - Cumad CaakiTxa TbilisSi (vidre yaCaRad gavardeboda) da skolasTan daxvda diliT, magram gaCuqebulma dam moswavlis CanTiT scema, axlos ar gaikara, da roca miliciac Caeria saqmeSi, arc maSin moswvia guli, arc maSin Seuwuxebia jigars, arc maSin wamoscdenia, ar daiWiroT, Cemi Zmaao. ra Tqma unda, avelummac Seunaxa namusi, ar gasca, ar amxila, saxalxod uaryo imanac misi Zmoba. is ki ar Tqva, yaCaRad vapireb gavardnas, magram meSinia, ar minda, yvelanairad viTrev fexs da dasac imitom CamovakiTxe, iqneb rogorme Semaferxos, ar gamiSvas, sxva gza maswavlos rameo, aramed, pirvelad vxedav saerTod da CanTa mindoda wamerTmiao - ganucxada milicias. oRond, amas rom ambobda, ise guldaTuTquli tiroda Tan, miliciac daeWvda, raRac sxvanairad tiris es SobelZaRlio. imis mere aRarc ucdia dasTan Sexvedra. piriqiT, yvelanairad aridebda Tavs (axla ukve nayaCaRari). eSinoda, Cems gamo raime usiamovneba ar Sexvdeso. eg iyo, rom Svils daarqva misi saxeli, ufro zustad, konspiraciis mizniT, erT saxelad gaaerTiana dis saxelis yvela SesaZlebeli varianti. rac mTavaria, aRarc das gamouCenia masTan Sexvedris survili. samudamod, ukanmouxedavad, ukvalod wavida misgan, sxva qalaqSi, sxva qveyanaSi, sxva kontinentze, sxva planetaze, sxva galaqtikaSi saerTod, oblobasa da SimSils gadarCenili, magram samudamod gulmokluli, samudamod dakninebuli misianebis Tundac iZulebiTi daundoblobiTa da sisastikiT. ramac uWkuobis Jams aRafrTovana, imanve Seuracxyo ukve WkuaSi Cavardnili da TviTonac iZulebiTi daundoblobiTa da sisastikiT gadauxada misianebs usityvod, ucremlod, usayvedurod Seaqcia zurgi. gadamrCenels ar apatia gadarCena gardaqmnis safasurad. axla ki Sua quCaSi gaSotil Zmas dasdgomia Tavze da kivis - miSveleT, cocxaliao!

gons rom moego, manqanasTan iwva, manqanis borbalze hqonda Tavi midebuli. irgvliv dafSxvnili SuSa eyara. uneburad muWiT moboWa da sasiamovnod daesera xelisguli. igrZno, rogor gamoJona sisxlma sxvadasxva adgilas erTdroulad. sisxlSi areuli SuSa kanze ewebeboda. Tavze ki ekaekaterinekato da is ori biWi dasdgomoda, sportis maRaziasTan rom naxa odesRac, TiTqos sxva cxovrebaSi. ki ar icno, gaaxsenda, mixvda, tanma uazra, isini ariano, Torem arafriT gamoirCeodnen sxva Tbiliseli biWebisgan, imaTac grZel, CafarTxunebul svitrebze Txeli kurtakebi SemoecvaT da nikolsonis CaCebi warbebamde CamoefxataT. ekaekaterinekatos xelSi avtomati eWira. TavSiSveli iyo. laparakisas Tbili haeris TeTri bolqvebi amosdioda piridan, oRond, avelums ar esmoda misi laparaki. iwva da iRimeboda, ar SeeSindeso. Tumca wesierad TviTonac ar icoda, risi ar unda SeSineboda ekaekaterinekatos, ratom iwva Tavad aq, quCaSi, da ratom ar esmoda maincdamainc Svilis xma, roca saerTod yvelaferi esmoda - dafSxvnili SuSis xraSa-xruSic, xanZris gugunic, mTavrobis sasaxlis Tavze tyviebiT dafleTili droSis moulodneli SefrTxialebac. samagierod, Svilis Tbili amonasunTqi damamSvideblad elamuneboda saxeze. Svilis amonasunTqs SigadaSig sasmelis sunic dahkravda da manqanis borbalTan miwolili avelumi sulelurad iRimeboda siamovnebisagan. uceb melaniam gamoxeda saTvales zemodan da mogonili simkacriT dautatana: adeqi, sircxvilia, ras goraob quCaSi amxela kacio. imdenad cxadi, imdenad cocxali Cveneba iyo - albaT mec ukve mkvdari varo - gaifiqra udrtvinvelad, guls gareT. marTlac, colis (mkvdris) xma esmoda, Svilisa ki (cocxlis) ara. coli ise, sxvaTa Soris daelaparaka da mSvenivrad gaagebina yvelaferi, Svils ki saxezec etyoboda, mTeli xmiT rom uyviroda raRacas, magram amas mainc ar esmoda. Tumca, ver daiCemebda, ginda Tu ara, movkvdio, radgan jer kidev stkioda raRaca, fexebi gasToSvoda sicivisgan, sisxlSi azelil SuSas ki nela asorsolebda muWSi. isev scada dalaparakeba, magram amjeradac araferi gamouvida. seleqtoris xrialis magvari xma gamosca misma arsebam, masTan SeuTanxmeblad, TiTqos yelSi gaCxerili ekliani burTis moSorebas cdilobda uneburad. gamwarebulma ekaekaterinekatom avtomati mouqnia damwvar manqanas da saswaulad gadarCenili wina fari Caumsxvria kondaxiT. minis namsxvrevebi avelumsac Seeyara saxeSi, Tumca, araviTari yuradReba ar miuqcevia amisTvis. isedac SuSaSi iwva. pirvelad rom gons moego, erTi piroba egona, saavtomobilo katastrofaSi moxvedriliyvnen isa da melania da im carieli bocoebis namsxvrevebSi iwvnen, romlebiTac maTi manqana iyo gamotenili maTi qorwinebis dRes (saRamos). magram es SegrZneba didxans ar gagrZelebula. samagierod, didxans da SemaSfoTeblad grZnobda, rogor eToSeboda sxeuli. fexebidan daZruli sicive jiutad miiwevda maRla. guli gamalebiT ucemda, aqeT-iqiT awydeboda mkerdSi, galiis CitiviT Tvali rom moukravs, SemTxveviT, misken gamococebuli gvelisTvis. Tumca, Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, es sicive Cveulebrivi Tbilisuri dekembris (Tundac, ianvris) sicive yofiliyo da ara karsmomdgari sikvdilisa. magram, rogorc ukve vTqviT, melanias xma esmoda, ekaekaterinekatosi ki ara. rac mTavaria, TviTon ki aRar iyo TiTqos, aramed is biWi, ormocdaTeqvsmetSi rom gadaarCina, anu, ukve orjer rom moatyua mwared - ormocdaTeqvsmetSi sadarbazoSi dasva, dRes ki sakuTar binaSi, SviliSvilis sasTumalTan. da ai, axla Tavad qceuliyo im biWad, fexebi sisxlis gubeSi ewyo da elodeboda, rodis moakiTxavda sakuTar Tavs, SeumCnevlad, uCumrad, umtkivneulod gardacvlils am xnis ganmavlobaSi. misi adgili ki mkvdreTiT aRmdgarsa da axleburad wvergauparsav biWad gardaqmnils daekavebina amjerad. mSvelelTa axali cvla gamosuliyo asparezze, magram rogorc im Soreul dRes, axlac ver gaarkvevdi, vin iyo gadasarCeni da vin gadamrCeneli.

"gesmis Cemi? mama! gesmis Cemi" - mainc gamoarRvia misi gamaognebeli siyrue ekaekaterinekatos xmam da, qveynis damaqcevari ZaliT damuxtuli, orive yurSi erTdroulad gaskda mexiviT, yumbarasaviT. "wadi, Svils mixede," - Tqva uceb avelumma, TviTonac rom ar elodeboda, ise mkafiod, ise mSvidad, ise Tavisuflad, gegonebodaT, momakvdavma rezidentma, bolo wuTas, mainc moaswro da saxelmwifo mniSvnelobis saidumlo - axali iaraRis formula Tu saswaulmoqmedi wamlis recepti - gadasca Tavisianso. "nu laparakob, ar SeiZleba - gaaCuma Svilma. mis win cal muxlze CaCoqiliyo, Tan aTrTolebul xels frTxilad usvamda saxeze - axlave movlen biWebi. nu geSinia" - gaagrZela yalbi arxeinobiT da - gtkivao? - CaekiTxa maSinve, gulwrfeli, SeuniRbavi cnobismoyvareobiT. avelums stkioda, magram Svilis yuradRebam ufro auCuya guli, madlierebis cremli TavisiT Camoacocda loyaze, ramac TviTonve Seawuxa - Sercxva Svilisa. "gayidvaSia naftalini. siarulSia fexebi. WamaSia Rvezeli" gaixumra Tavisi WkuiT, uneburad gamomJRavnebuli sisustis misaCqmalad. SeiZleba, arc icoda, ras ambobda. anda, ar icoda, ratom ambobda, maincdamainc, imas, rasac ambobda. misi arseba araviTar kontrols aRar eqvemdebareboda ganTavisuflebuliyo yvelafrisagan, sakuTari Tavisganac - da erTaderTi, rac kidev unarCunebda aRqmisa da gansjis unars, sasmelis suni iyo, romelic mis qaliSvils amosdioda piridan, rogorc Cveulebriv rigiT jariskacs, da romelic axla ufro mZafrad scemda saxeSi. magram Svilma isev rom gaaCuma, misive cremliT sveli TiTebi isev rom daafara tuCebze, gabrazda, Svilis gulkeTilma miuxvedrelobam gaabraza - Svili viTom Sveloda, viTom ufrTxildeboda, arada laparaks ar aclida da, SeiZleba, ukanasknel sityvasac uxSobda ZaliT, im ukanasknel sityvas, romlis saTqmeladac emzadeboda mTeli sicocxle, sizmarSi Tu cxadSi. garda amisa, Tu vinmesTan hqonda salaparako, SvilTan hqonda swored da, saxelmwifosgan gansxvavebiT, is mainc Tu daaclida, bevr rames etyoda. upirveles yovlisa ki imas etyoda, Tavisuflebis survili srulebiTac rom ar niSnavs TavisuflebisaTvis mzadyofnas, rogorc sqesobrivi simwife ar niSnavs, ojaxisSeqmnac rom SegiZlia. Tavisuflebis survilis mokvla xelovnuri frTebiTac SeiZleba, Tavisuflebis ufleba ki Zalian prozaulad, Zalian araromantikulad moipoveba mxolod. jer swavla da mere gavla - ai, umartivesi pasuxi am maradiuli rebusisa, romelsac adamiani gaCenis dRidan daaTrevs Tan, rogorc lokokina niJaras, romelic, erTsadaimave dros TavSesafaricaa misTvis da satusaRoc. danarCeni sisulelea yvelaferi. sisulele. da gindac ar moesmina, gindac bodvad CaeTvala misi nalaparakevi Svils, amas mainc unda eTqva, rac icoda, rac misi simarTle iyo, rac sjeroda, rac cxovrebam Caunerga, rasakvirvelia, misma cxovrebam, ris gamoc arasodes ucdia sxvisTvisac moexvia Tavze sakuTari codna-gamocdileba. magram Svili araviTar SemTxvevaSi ar SeiZleba iyos "sxva" da, aqedan gamomdinare, evaleboda kidec, axla mainc eTqva swored SvilisTvis, rac aqamde ver Tqva Tu ar Tqva, da rasac Svilis garda, sxva mainc veravin gaigebda. albaT amitomac Seaxvedra isini RmerTma, marTlac rom saswaulad, da Tavisuflad SeiZleboda, aRar miscemodaT amis SesaZlebloba. avelums ukve yvelaferi tkioda. Tumca, ara, tkivilma gadauara, an ra saxsenebeli iyo axla tkivili - sicocxlis cerberi!- roca aRaraferi darCeniliyo Tavad sicocxlisgan (ra Tqma unda, misi sicocxlisgan), am qeciani daskvnis meti. Tumca "qeciani daskvna" srulebiTac ar Seefereboda mis Tvalsazriss, ar gamoxatavda mis WeSmarit Sexedulebas sakuTar cxovrebaze da umal mxatvruli samkauli iyo wamieri fiqrisa, vidre filosofiuri kategoria. arada, Tavad kmayofili darCa am metaforiT. "qeciani daskvnao" - kmayofilma gaimeora gunebaSi. magram es moCvenebiTi, yalbi, sizmrismieri kmayofileba gaxldaT, imis tyupiscali, mZinares rom eufleboda xolme, roca misi gamoTiSuli goneba, ukve Camqrali, ukve saRi azrovnebis ki ara, saerTod ramis

Seqmnis unars moklebuli, uneburad imeorebda azrovnebis, Seqmnis process da araTu namdvilis, aramed Sedevris elferSic xvevda mozmanebul leqssa Tu romelime calkeul gamonaTqvams, rac sinamdvileSi Cveulebrivi abrakadabraa, gnebavT, inteleqtualuri nagavi, fiqris jarTi, ocnebis Slami Tu survilis nexvi - SeumCnevlad dagrovili tvinis idumali labirinTis xvrelebSi. "Svilis sisxlSi Cadga fexi. yvelani daviRupeT" - Tqva avelumma ukve CifCifiT, ukve sikvdilgamjdarma. sinamdvileSi ver Tqva, ver moaxerxa. qveda yba gaSeSeboda da es marto sicivis brali ar unda yofiliyo. nokautidan Zlivs gamorkveul mokrivesaviT, gaubedavad scada ybis ganZreva, magram ar gamouvida. "gauSvi axlave xeli. gauSvi meTqi. gesvri!" - iyvira ekaekaterinekatom da imave wams axalwlis Ramis mogugune siCumeSi damafrTxoblad gaCxakunda avtomatis saketi. imdenad moulodneli, ufro zustad ki, imdenad mosalodneli, imdenad bunebrivi iyo es xma garemosTvis, uneburad avelumic daiZaba, gaitruna, gailursa, raRacis, marTalia isev gaurkvevlis, magram amjerad ueWvelad uaresis molodinSi. ekaekaterinekato fexze wamomdgariyo. erT-erTi biWi uknidan xvevda yelze xelebs. meore avtomatis warTmevas upirebda. gamwarebuli ibrZodnen samiveni: uxmod, daundoblad. ekaekaterinekato, etyoba, veRar yviroda, magrad hqonda xelebi yelSi waWerili, magram mainc ar Tmobda avtomats. SiSisagan saxegadaSlili, gondaxSuli biWebic umal daixocebodnen, vidre ganzraxvaze aiRebdnen xels. uceb avtomati TiTqos TavisTavad Sexta haerSi da ekaekaterinekatos cxvirpirSi daeZgera. imave wams avelummac mTeli ZaliT miaxeTqa kefa damwvari manqanis borbals da ufro mixvda, vidre igrZno, rogor gauara tyviam tvinSi. biWebic imave wams gaiqcnen. mokuzulebi, wingadaxrilebi garbodnen, Tumca aravin gahkidebiaT. mewinaves ekaekaterinekatos avtomati Caexutebina mkerdSi da imaTma wagrZelebulma mocaxcaxe landebma uzarmazari virTxebiviT gadairbines xanZris gamonaSuqiT ganaTebul kedelze. "mama. mama. mama" - kioda cxvirpirdasisxlianebuli ekaekaterinekato.

uceb, mcxunvare mzem gadaaCaxCaxa iqauroba. jer kidev namian xeebze Citebi aJivJivdnen. balaxSi masTan TamaSiT daqanculi ZaRlebi eyarnen da enagadmogdebulni qaqanebdnen. "mama. mama. mama" - kioda ekaekaterinekato, romelic axla unda dabadebuliyo swored: melania wuxel moiyvanes aq avelumma da dedamisma da imis mere fexi ar moucvliaT aqedan - deda samSobiaros mosacdelSi ijda mTeli Rame, TviTon ki upatrono ZaRlebs eTamaSeboda ezoSi, Zili rom ar moreoda da droc gaeyvana rogorme. am dros, deda gamoCnda moasfaltebul bilikze. Cqara modioda da imasac TvalismomWreli naTeli gadasdioda saxeze. rac mTavaria, imanac icoda, misi Svili misi Svili ki ar iyo, aramed ormocdaTeqvsmetis martSi, Sardis suniT aqoTebul sadarbazoSi gardacvlili biWi. magram esec iseTive bunebriv movlenad iTvleboda axla, rogorc sxva yvelaferi: mziT gabrwyinebul xeebze aJivJivebuli Citebi, enagadmogdebuli, aqaqanebuli ZaRlebi da moasfaltebul bilikze momavali deda. aCqarebulad momavali dedis danaxvaze guli gauCerda. mixvda, raRac diadis, idumalis, erTdroulad damamSvideblisa da damafrTxoblis mauwyeblad moiswrafoda dedamisi, Tumca, amas ra didi mixvedra undoda, xelSi Cvili eWira da Soridanve dauZaxa ZaRlebTan moTamaSe Svils: "momilocavs, Svili geyola, daviRupeTo". "mec momilocavso" - uTxra melaniam wynarad. Tvali ar gauxelia, isev ise TvaldaxuWuli iwva, mZinaresaviT, oRond, samSobiaroSi ki ara, Sin, sakuTar sawolSi. is ki (avelumi) telefonTan idga, melanias sawolTan, sacvlebis amara, fexSiSveli, saqalaqTaSoriso telefonis zariT dafeTebuli, eswuTia wamovardnili sawolidan, da jer isev dabneuli bRujavda gaoflil yurmils, romelmac, keTilmosurneTa saxeliT, aseve eswuTia, auwya moskovidan, qaliSvili rom SesZenoda parizSi. jer gauxarda, mere dafrTxa, mere ifiqra, iqneb viRacaSi veSlebio, radgan TviTon, TviTon ki ar iyo, aramed ucnobi biWi, usaxo da usaxelo, misi imediT gardacvlili jer kidev ormocdaTeqvsmeti wlis martSi. magram dedamisi srulebiTac ar Seuferxebia am ambavs. piriqiT, Soridanve dauZaxa, momilocavso, rogorc ki dainaxa. Tumca, avelumic sul sxva ramem daafrTxo maSin. marTalia, Tavs ukve kacad Tvlida, magram Tavzardamcemi sisastikiTa da daundoblobiT, im wuTas igrZno pirvelad, Tu ra mZime tvirTia kacoba, ra Zneli satarebeli. ramxela pasuxismgeblobas akisrebda, ara marto axlaxans Sobili sicocxlis, aramed yvelafris mimarT, rac misi TandaswrebiT, masTan erTad, Tundac misi survilis gareSec arsebobda da arsebobis uflebas inarCunebda, miuxedavad cxovrebis sisastikisa da daundoblobisa - moJivJive, briyvi Citebi iqneboda es, acaxcaxebul foTlebze guluxvad gadaRvrili mze, sruliad ucxo adamianTan TamaSiT daqanculi ZaRlebi Tu moasfaltebul bilikze sulisSemZvrelad momRimari deda (avelums ase momRimari, adreuli, ararsebuli bavSvobis mere, aRarc unaxavs is), romelic advili SesaZlebelia, marTla misi deda ki ar iyo, aramed quCaSi mokluli biWisa. "axla ra unda vqna? rogor unda moviqceo?" hkiTxa Tavadac momRimarma, dedisgan Rimilgadadebulma. "daviRupeT yvelanio"- Tqva dedam, viTom xumrobiT, da gaoflili Tma Sublidan frTxilad gadauwia Cvils, romelic erTdroulad avelumicaa, avelumis kanonieri da ukanono Svilic, ormocdaTeqvsmetSi daRupuli biWic da wvergauparsavi stumaric... mziT abrialebul akaciebze ki Citebi JivJiveben. irgvliv, namian balaxSi, ZaRlebi yrian da uaRresad Wkvianuri, azriani gamoxedviT malaven TavianT briyvul, sulelur fiqrebsa da survilebs. bilikze deda dgas, erTdroulad bednieric da ubeduric, xalisianic da fiqrianic - TvalgaSterebuli Tavisi maradiuli, dauleveli safiqralisTvis. mis xelebSi ki axali sicocxle feTqavs, sunTqavs, Cxavis, iWinTeba, ibrZvis, sibrazisgan saxedaWmuWnuli, damduRruliviT kanalaplapebuli da patara, lorwovani muStebiT igeriebs erTbaSad miqseul cxovrebas, eswuTia samoTxidan

gamoZevebuli, damcirebuli, ugulebelyofili da mainc udiadesi, ukeTilSobilesi Sedegi avelumis uazro, umizno da umniSvnelo arsebobisa... "miSveleT. miSveleT. miSveleT" - kivis ekaekaterinekato. mTavrobis sasaxlis Tavze xanZris mogugune gamonaSuqiT ganaTebuli da tyviebiT dafleTili droSa, ki ar frialebs, cdilobs ifrialos. avelums ki hgonia, zRvis xma mesmiso. cremlebiT Tvalebdabinduli jer verafers xedavs da - "aki didi sinaTleao", ubrazdeba Tu sayvedurobs viRacas. magram imave wams zRvis gabrwyinebuli zedapiric gamoCndeba. sibnelis zRva italReba Zirs, Tunuqisa da Siferis saxuravebiT mofenili - saxuravebis mTeli arqipelagi gadaWimula horizontamde - saxuravebze ki SiSveli adamianebi dganan, maRla iyurebian, misken, da Tavgamodebulni uyvirian raRacas. tuCebis moZraobaze etyobaT, erTsa da imave sityvas yviris yvela, magram Tavad sityva ar ismis, zRvisa Tu moaxlovebuli sinaTlis kidev ufro mZlavri guguni axSobs albaT. rac mTavaria "kunZulelebsac", dedamisiviT, axalSobili Cvilebi uWiravT xelSi, mas aCveneben, SeiZleba, awvdian kidec, magram swored am dros, oTxive mxridan, eniT uTqmeli sinaTle wamova da erTbaSad, uTavbolod gadaSlis yvelafers, rogorc uwmawur sityvasa Tu naxats gadaSlis xolme dafidan maswavlebeli, nerviuli, braziani siswrafiT...