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The Emerald Tablets of Thoth [Hidden Human History Deeper Explained+PDF] 4:05:23 3 Great Natural (Legal) Painkillers 5:26 Anita Moorjani Talks About her NDE part 2 46:33 Anita Moorjani Dying to Be Me interview by Renata McNay 51:53 Video Journal
Some people think I'm nuts – or that I'm faking – or whatever. Do you? Did you once, when you just found my videos? Maybe you found out that it was just too crazy not to be real at some point. At least she's consistently crazy, right? No, of course I'm not crazy – but life here is, at least for now. Making a totally natural video like this one leaves me open to such criticisms – but guess what? I don't care. I figure that's their problem – I know it's not mine, at least. This is a part of the freedom I'm finding in Heart – just free to be, and to be true to me, to what I find, within. You get my very best, folks. At this point in this lifetime, you're pretty much my reason for being – why I'm here. These journals are my sacred work – they're what I can offer to life – and with a disabled body, no less. We're all contributing to Life. Just being here at all is to bring a great gift to the earth. Can you look at your own life, your own self that way? I say you can – so will you? Will you choose that – choose to be open to see it that way? Admittedly, you won't find that many people locally who will understand you. Can you say “so what?!” to that? Will you love yourself so much that you can live just for you? When we're in
Heart and living like that, miracles can happen. Our life can completely change, and in some very pleasant ways. This is to take not just our power back, but to take our life back as well – to begin to completely own it – to own the self, so to speak – and to truly begin to Love it. We are each worth it. Sure, some of your near and dear ones will likely be put off by what you're doing. It will bring their insecurities to the surface. You can expect them to be projecting their own stuff on you, too. Will you choose to love yourself so very much that you won't let that stop you from being true to you? When you change like this you may well find your circle of close friends changing, as well. It's bound to happen, actually. To the extent that we're not living an authentic and deeply truthful life – true to the self – then we've been creating a dream – someone else's dream. We've been performing – trying to please other people. We tend to do that until we wake up to it. We make some changes – to come back to the self. We don't know who we are. Can you admit this? That may be old hat for you, and that is fine. I'm glad. Let's all be gentle, though, with those who do not yet see this. They aren't yet aware of just how phony they are being, both with themselves and with others. Many are afraid to be real – they think they may be or go crazy – some really do. So they hide under a facade of how they think they “should” behave – and try to live like that. It's anything but comfortable. Well, we've all been there and done that. Can we please just admit it? I know that I have. Who among us hasn't? Come on – the way we are raised and programmed, how could we do or be anything else but phony? That's the name of the game – The Matrix – totally phony. It's a time of empowerment, though. Right now is the very best time to empower yourself to find out who you are – to uncover your bliss and what brings you joy. We are empowered in many ways by this time we are in to move in that direction – finding self. While I can't say I'm totally there, yet, I'm not sure that anyone is. I'm not sure it's even possible, here in 3D. Well, it's not a 3D
thing, but that need not hold us back, since we're all quite multidimensional. It helps to know it, of course. You don't use what you don't know about, what you can't see. So do inform the self that you know recognize your own multidimensionality. Self will be happy about that. It's a step. A step and a step and a step – it's what a journey of a thousand miles is made of – the current step. We can't take the hundredth step until we've completed the prior 99. It's just the way of things. We do ourselves a lot of damage by spreading the self out too far, both in time and in space. How do we do that? We neglect to turn our focus within. Instead we focus on the whole world. TV and news is meant to make us do that. Not a wise choice. It leads to a sense of powerlessness. In the face of the suffering to be found everywhere, we sit mute and suffer. What else can we do? A whole heck of a lot, that's what! We can quit being, quit allowing self to be manipulated that way. That's what it is. Self and Now – that's where our focus naturally gravitates – when we're healthy in all aspects of our being. Just self and just Now – just this step. It does me no good to be looking to the 100th step when I have yet to take this one – the first one. The world is quite crazy. The adults in it have gone quite nuts. It's very much like the tale of The Emperor's New Clothes, when there were none. Even the title was a lie, when the emperor was nude. What a pickle to be in, right? Well, do you recognize yourself there? Do you see how the world is just that crazy? Everyone hides from everyone else the state of their true inner being. We don't want to be seen. We think we're unworthy, or at the very least not very smart, not very pretty, or not very nice. Whatever way we look at the self we seem so inadequate. Everyone, anyone else looks smarter and wiser and nicer and better looking – richer, too. What a pickle, what a quandary, what a mess we are in. And we don't dare admit it, not even to the self, much less to someone we care about. We can't chance looking crazy – losing our reputation – being irresponsible – oh, no! Heaven forbid! So we don't speak up about much, and when we do it's so carefully chosen. We're not being real, either with the self or about the
self. So how is this different from The Emperor's Clothes? Can you tell me? So this video is 16 minutes and 8 seconds of me just being real – more relaxed and open than I've tended to be. While it often feels a bit awkward, that's generally more at the beginning. Have you noticed? I mention it so that you can perhaps take the plunge and give it a go. Hey, you don't have to upload it. Just make it and go from there. Just who are you trying to please? It can't be you, or surely you'd be real and true with the self, right? Can it be others? Sure, it can. Well, what has that gotten you so far? Come on – look around. How do you feel about your life? Do you even like it? I bet there are parts that you like – why not focus more on them? That would be one thing you could give to yourself. Time to find out what it means to truly Love the self, my friends. It will help you make The Great Shift, yes, but it will also just help you right now. It will take you through an awkward time, proportionate to how unreal your current life is. You will survive this. I promise you will – just be stubborn and determined to be true to the self. You'll make some mistakes. We all do. This is not a problem unless you choose to make it into one. If people don't like you or the way you are being then it's time to wake up and see how that is their problem – not your problem at all. No, for you get to be you. It's your right. You're just exercising that, now – that's the big change. If your friends were in their right mind they'd champion what you are doing – so have compassion for them and the unreal life they are currently living. It takes us to give the self permission to come out of the boxes and chains and restraints we've agreed to live with. It's time to take our agreement back and learn to say no. Sure, say it nicely – that's fine – just find a way to say it. When you need a motivation because it just seems too strange, remember you are loving the self. That's what this is all about – becoming real in a terribly unreal world that may even be a computer simulation. Pretty strange. It's time to choose to be empowered. You don't have to fit into someone else's mold anymore. Now, I'd sit with this a good
while when it comes to my place of work. Don't do anything rash. You don't know how things will be for you next week – so do take such things slowly. There's this thing called Wisdom that it pays to discover and be. There's also discretion. So mix a bit of Wise up with your brave. Just had to take some time out for chest pains – they hurt. I've had my heart tested recently, though, and both EKG and stress test came out with shining colors – excellent. The blood pressure monitor is reading higher than it's been in a while, though – 156/84, pulse 70 – not a terrible reading, but not great. They say one can't tell by feeling if the pressure is high, so I guess it's something else. Things that make you go hmm. Things like this can be a pleasant reminder that you're not your body – that it's ills are not your ills, not even you. It can also be a lovely reminder of how short life can be – that it can be quickly gone in a minute. Now, for some that will sound very unpleasant – but for those who have touched or tasted of the other side, we know better. Death is very much to be desired and welcomed – at the right time, of course – which is not now. I will welcome it when it shows itself to be inevitable. Until then, my firm choice is to stay in 3D life and in this particular body. I'm not ready for another one – not yet. So have no concern, please. Sure, say a prayer for me if you like, but send no worries my way, please. I won't welcome them. Life is fine and a good friend, no matter what it brings to us. If we could all just relax, take the self a good deal less seriously, and quit resisting – well, Life is far more grand and wonderful than most of us allow it to be. It's constantly bringing us gifts which we choose to reject as unwanted. We're so blind we don't even see them as gifts. Poor life – so unappreciated. It's now time to turn all of that around, my friends. Maybe choose to spend a couple of hours with my NDE play list, to which I'm often adding new goodies as I discover them. Get a taste of Home again. Let your perspectives shift, along with your priorities. While we at it, reprogramming to truly Love the self, let's share our Love with Life while we're at it. For Life, itself, is no
less than Source. There's nothing in Life that isn't Source in disguise – but only in disguise to those living in mind. It's there to be seen, the radiant beauty of it all, for those living from Heart. Mostly, we don't choose to allow the self to relax and just enjoy. Instead, we choose to let mind beat up on us all day long – day after day. We have a terribly abusive relationship with our very own self. It is truly bizarre – and people tell me I'm a bit off – or simply crazy. I don't think so. I like my perspective much better than I like theirs. So consult with your Heart and your Spiritual Guides, your Higher Self or Source about giving yourself permission to just be. Maybe request some help to quit resisting life so very much. No condemning self, remember – realize that we all do this. It's nothing terrible, but rather just not so desirable. When there is only Good, Better, and Best, this would be good. Do you see? Try out my rating scale for a real change in perspective. Once we give the self permission to just be things begin to really change. Anita Moorjani has a really great testimony on how that happened for her, along with what she experienced in her deep NDE. Watching a couple of her interviews could give you a boost in altering your current, less than honest perspective on being true to you. (See the links at the top.) Most of us truly have no clue how to go about shifting into a truthful self-relationship. Yet that doesn't have to remain that way. Once we set our intent to go for something, look out. We are divine, and as we work with that, we begin more and more to learn to get out of our own way. Self knows just what it wants, just what is best for it, but we've got it under all this lock and chain stuff – barricaded in under all the conditions we put on it. Poor dear Self. Well, there's no need to feel sorry for you, so don't waste much time on that. Sure, to the extent that the feelings are real, do entertain them. Do allow the self to be real, even with its negative feelings – that's important. Forget all that you've heard about how horrible it is to burden the Cosmos with your negativity, and simply let fly. No more conditions, remember? Drop them all, at some point.
There's no need to be in a big rush over this, either. Please don't force the self into anything. As we spend good, quality time within Heart the rest of this will happen quite naturally. Spend time with good videos, good books, good, uplifting music, and good company. If those aren't currently available, then choose to be alone. Heart will show you how simply marvelous that can be, too. There's nothing that isn't wonderful, my friends. We're educating your vision, here, getting you prepared for when you will choose to leap out of the nest and spread those wings you didn't even know you had. You are SUCH a magnificent being, I could easily cry just contemplating you. It's time for you to be able – to allow – yourself to see and feel that way, too. Take your power away from anyone and everyone, anything and everything but you, Higher Self, and Source. As for everything and everyone else, run it by Heart first and go with what you get from there. Let Heart be and remain in the driver's seat of your Life. You will know such Joy as you once thought was only mythical. So much that we consider as myth about the past will turn out to be real. Be ready for great big, major changes. Don't forget to welcome them :))
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