Revelations of Self-Forgiveness

"You don't get enlightened by imagining beings of light. We become enlightened by embracing the darkness and activating its potential." Michael Beckwith
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The Existence of your Destiny lies forever and lies only in The Universal. This divine Presence has no respect for the person whatsoever: Zero. Exact Zero. Being at Zero - there is no escape from facing my Shadow: Seeing my ego, my life in "the house of selfishness"- where my whole mortal existence in terms of personality is woven out of selfishness. Facing my own shadow I call it by its name: The Satan. The Satan within. Where does this mud within me come from? I understood nothing! All I ever understood lies for me now, burned to Ashes, in the radiant Light of the Revelation: The exuberance of the Universal - the very Presence of Divinity in your Heart of Hearts, in your Soul.

Only if you understand - you Are the innermost Essence of the Universal, you will see the Satan naked: your egoic sense of existence swimming in the mud of ignorance. Any great Character is build on the fundament & firmament of the Universal. Do you see how Spirit only governs this Universe and everything in it? No other Being, No other Power. No other Presence. Could it be that all the great masters. pulled all their Power from this one simple recognition: I am ZERO? When you ever saw someone or yourself doing wrong, misusing the Law, and you see the mud of confusion coming out of it: you have it transformed, already, by SEEING how much richer a Being is, who has been gone through all the levels of Self-Humiliation, like a LotusFlower rising from the mud of confusion and ignorance. Do you understand the hiding now? You were hidden all along. because you believed that hiding gives you something. Now

you see the Truth. Instead of giving, it takes from you. It diminishes you. It makes you void and empty of the Real Substance: The Radiant Universal. For the first time you finally give yourself your Dignity back. You always wanted this this Gracethat you would walk this planet by Grace, not by struggle & control. The very understanding of the Infinite gives you the freedom to know the Truth by being at ZERO In this magnificent flow you can't hold to anything my dear: it's not necessary. Holding onto is like Hiding: it diminishes You. The only way to be free from the Satan is by seeing his emergence always and only within yourself. - Now that's too much for most people. That degree of Humility belongs only to the Strong Ones. True Kings and Queens of this Universe, of this Earth. Since my birth I had this weird feeling inside the way I felt in this body was like being in a mud, in a mud of fear, worry and confusion interrupted with few moments of pleasure and

happiness. The thing is, I identified myself with the mud! - instead of identifying myself: The Lotus-Flower. Both are inseparable - and yet extremely extremely different! By your birth my Dear, Beloved King, you fell under the hypnotic spell of: how much power you believe this world has upon you, not noticing that you were the one, in the first place to give your power away. You gave the World all the Power it has - in your perception. All the sins and wrong-doings are already dissolved in the sight of the Magnificence, the Radiance of The Universal. But how much capacity, yes my King, how much capacity do you have for Light? I finally surrender. That's my capacity: to surrender. Surrender went deeper than ever, deeper than what I would estimate myself as being capable - so limited was my view, my self-regard. Surrender goes so deep that you actually give up your life and especially that what seems to govern your life: your notions, your understandings and: your fears. Arrived at the Zero, everything is changed and yet the same.

You see: this enfoldment is so mysterious and so magnificent the moment you start to revere the darkness of your Soul's potential with innermost respect approaching your next dark night of the Soul. The dark night of the soul is perhaps our greatest teacher because it let us realize deeper than everything else what is just an appearance and what is REAL. It let you truly recognize what is FOREVER - beyond any appearance of how you enfold - to recognize the Ever-Present Substance of all creation: the radiant magnificence of the Universal. From that point, your life isn't about what you do to the world but what you ARE to the World - how you hold the consciousness of mankind in your own awareness. The moment you realize the Ever-present Universal is the moment when you notice that all requirements end. No conditions, no requirements are needed for you to be WHAT YOU ARE. How could you be less than The Ever-Present, the Universal itself? You are the source of all existence simply by

your very awareness for the Capacity, yes, Capacity to directly conceive what IS Universal, instead of grasping it intellectually. To see the Universal means to reach the point where the Knower and the Known reveal themselves as ONE. One Being, One Power, One Presence.