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THE IMAGES OF ME by Paris L. Matthews
What have I done to make you so mad
Enlighten me and be glad; that I was your friend for such a short time I’ll never forget the good times that we’ve Shared and we dared to dream Our long talks on the deck. I felt that we Were getting closer but, hey what the heck Providence; was our virtue because it goes Hand to hand. But, what do I know? I’m just a woman with a lot of issues I feel like I’m losing control, so pass me those Tissues If I don’t ask you anymore questions, I know That you won’t continue to feel my head with anymore lies. We can go our separate ways without having to say any Goodbyes. See ya later V.R.
Joy Life Brings I have been at my weakest state
And I have to let of the fear The fear of being afraid Afraid to live but, not wanting to die And I ask someone to tell me why To get rid of the negative vibes that Linger deeper and deeper within my soul. To be able to live a semi-normal life with a Husband to love, who calls me his wife A Christian man, Who’ll love me for me and Not the image of what he wants me to be. Life is funny with its twists and turns but, like Usher says sometimes we just have to let it burn. We are never expected to know all things. Sometimes We just need to let in, the joy life brings.
What is a sister? A sister is someone who will be there for you when you Need them. Someone who will love you for you. Sharing in the good times as well as the bad. Loving you unconditionally. Someone who is There for you in your roughest hour. As sister is some who does things for you without expecting anything in Return. A sister is someone who is divinely beautiful and angelically good In her on right A sister can be blood or water; hot or cold; younger or older; wiser and bold. She knows you better than you know yourself, not because of your looks, your money, your fortune, your wealth. So it goes deeper than having a sister in your life. You have to look at Yourself in the mirror and realize that it takes one to be one.
Mother My nights are so hard when I am sad and blue Knowing that I miss my mom and the feelings are
Real and true. She is my best friend and I will love her forever. She has stuck with me in every kind of weather We’ve had our ups and downs We’ve shared our ins and outs But my mom has always had my back Each night that I talk with her to realize That she really does love me and really does Care. She would never forsake she would not even Dare. Like I said before, I will say it again My mom is my best friend and I will love her Forever and a day after and that is more than just the end.
Blame I can’t go on feeling like this All alone, one complete mess Trying to find my place in this world
Growing up and not a little girl That mommy can take care of And wipe away all of my tears To tell me not to worry and take away All of my fears The inner child that needs to heal And not to worry but, able to feel The pain inflicted by a man, woman, Or child Society because they are not worthwhile Being raped, being tortured, being beaten Being abused And then I know why I am so confused To be cursed at birth and to be given a name That will continue to curse you until you are insane And then you ask yourself whose to blame?
Best Friend Sitting there in my room Thinking that someone is coming to see me soon That person that I love so much My best friend whom I have not seen in years The one who showed me that I need not have fears The greatest friend that I have ever had
One, who never could make me mad Showing me the light at the end of the tunnel The one friend whom has given me gold many a day After every rainbow The ones who keeps me motivated and never tells Me to give up The one who gives me water He fills my drinking cup; Sitting there in my room, I hear a knock at the door I open the door and I wrap my arms around My Father, The King
Happy Birthday Today is the day that you were born Someone shout out a blow your horn What does this day mean to you How do you feel, how do you do Are you happy and excited Do you want to scream and shout Perhaps blow out candles if they
Let you blow them out. Maybe cake and ice-cream if you want Your cake and eat it too. After all, it is your birthday A special day for you.
Rejoice Rejoice, Rejoice in His name Rejoice, Rejoice and give thanks Love him forever and everf He is our Father, The King He will be there, when you need Him He will love you when you don’t love yourself His Son died on the cross for our sins So that our lives would never end
We will continue to live So Rejoice, Rejoice In His Name Rejoice, Rejoice and give thanks Love Him forever and ever Rejoice, Rejoice In His name Rejoice, Rejoice and give thanks Love Him forever and ever
Lifetime Romance You mke me crazy, you make me sad I still love you oh so bad You kiss my lips I kiss you back Sometimes I feel like I am gonna have a heart attack I dream of you You dream of me We are lying on a beach sipping tea You are very demanding
And that is okay But, as long as your not brutal I won’t stray away You’ll tell me you love me And I wanna believe it to be true But, I have been hurt in the past So what do I do Should I trust my instints and give it a chance At this possible lifetime romance. What have I done in my life that is so meaningful Do I have a purpose to continue to live To persevere and achieve all of my goals To be complete in my relationships With friends near and far Life has it’s twists and turns and there Will continue to be a bump in the road but, I must move on and live life to the fullest With all of my dreams coming true Not to be sad, depressed, or blue Being happy with my dailies and reptiveness that
Life holds to be bold and glad in it.
Look Look into my mind What do you see My inner being So deep and complete Pressure from emotions That linger on throughout My past Feelings that I hold on to And continue to grasp Look into my heart What do you feel
Ridges of roughness Because it needs to heal Broken into pieces Experiences in life Look into my eyes What do you see. The intimacy of my soul.
In The Living Lean on me for comfort in your hour of need Hold me tight when you fell that you need to speed Up the things in life that are holding you back Sort of like a natural born heart attack Wash away all of tears that you’ve ever cried Let the truth come out of the lies that you’ve lied Don’t tell me one thing and do another Be true to yourself if not to others Walk straight and narrow in a line Don’t forget to leave the past behind Leave hope for the future and scope for the imagination Dream a dream that gives you sensations
Love yourself and others will do the same Give yourself the ability to proclaim To never know Is to not have tried and to this we all shall abide.
Games What do you see when you look at me Do you see what I see What do you fee l when you touch me Do you feel what I feel How do you feel when you talk to me Do you feel what I feel What do I see when I look at you Do I see what you see What do you feel when I touch me Do I feel what you feel How do you feel when I take to you Do I feel what you feel
Let’s not play this game anymore.
Satin’s Eyes Brutality, anguish, hurt, rage disappointment The thinking of death feelings And emotions Betrayal, spite hatred, lust, fornication, Lies, sex, deceit, Hurtful Behavior. Rape, Beatings, slaverish boot camps Poverty environment. Hurricanes, earthquakes, tornadoes, thunderstorms, fires, Floods, prisons, murder, suicide, homicide, Pesticides, bludging to death All lies in Satin’s eyes
Daddy’s Lil Girl He makes me feel warm inside Because He loves me He created me I worship Him because I love him And I know that he sent his only Begotten to die on the cross for my sins So that I too could have eternal life Who is he: He God The Father, The Son, The Holy Spirit He is the Alpha and the Omega The beginning and the end I love you Dad You truly are my best friend
Whisper in my ear what you want me to hear Tell me your secrets, I tell you no lies Give me a chance to you you completely Be very smitten to me as I am to you What am I suppose to say, what do I do? Love me unconditionally and worship the Ground that I walk on. Give me a chance to rekindle this thing called love Sent from the Heavens up above Make things work out because they should I know I wanted them to if they could Take time to be my best friend To listen to me all the way to the end. I’ll care for you forever because in a way I ought to
Guidance Guide me through life Give me fulfillment with all that you do Say it is so, say it is true Lift my spirits with your warming smile Hold me tight, then wait awhile Guide me throught life with your wisdom And ingenious Give me hope for the future A reason to keep fighting the fight To not feel anger and or spite Guide me through life And keep me from fear What do I say when I adhere Give me the gift to love everyone Know that it is more than just fun Guide me through life With hopes for better day
Bring in the rain and don’t Stray away. Keep me grounded. The Trip I’m packing my bags and I’m going away I’ll come back maybe someday I don’t know exactly where I am headed I hope that when I get there that I don’t dread it I must leave now befor I change my mind I have to leave the past behind I’ll catch a train because I don’t want to fly Please don’t sit there and ask me why I’m making this move because I need to start over Hopefully I’ll have luck with a four leaf clover I’m packing my bags and going away I’ll come back maybe someday.
Singing The Blues As I float away into the deep blue sky I feel as though I don’t want to live but, I don’t want to die My mind wandering and my thoughts are racing The wind is powerful, the clouds are embracing My every move, every breath I take Could it be my last for Heaven’s sake Sometimes I feel like I’m to blame Am I going crazy or just a little insane I sometimes don’t know what God has in store Illl only know when I open that door Life has it’s twists and turns and it’s ups and downs I just don’t know what I’ve found When I see tears that are too deep Sometimes I feel that I should just sleep My life away and or just hide I realize that I do have a purpose too I cheer myself up from feeling so blue. Goodnight
Hold me tight Deep into the night Hold me close And don’t ever let go Love me forever and ever Be my best friend All the way to the end Wrap your arms around me With your warmness Sing me a song of joy Play with me like a toy Don’t ever forget the good times that we’ve shared Reminiscing and we dared To dream a dream of peacefulness Lie down with me in the sand Come a little closer Give me your hand
Kiss me on the forehead To say everything is going to be alright
Pull the covers up over me and whisper goodnight.
The Pain In My Heart I can’t describe the numbness I feel Is it a figment of my imagination
Or is the pain real I can’t so on feeling this way I hope that things get better someday I feel haunted by my past I feel like it will never end When I tell you how I feel, I don’t know Exactly where to begin I hope my life will change for the better For me to battle the storms in any kindd of weather I know that life is hare and no one said that It was going to be fair I wish that someone could help if they would even dare I’ve suffered through the trials and tribulationss I feel as though I can’t cope any longer Someone once said, what doesn’t kill you, will make you stronger I feare the changes in my liffe that will soon come I’ve said all I have to say so for now I’m done. Gentle, soft, all warm inside A loving touch that you will abide A hope, a dream, a change in ones life A piercing sensation that cuts like a knife
A deep thought, a glimpse of the moon A feeling that someone is coming to see you soon A gentle caress across the brow A yesteryear, a hear a now A wishful thought of wanting more A scream, a yell a knock on ones door A urge to venger out a bit A cigarette that you want to to hit A bite of an apple that is poisiness A husband’s conniving mistress A bolt of lighting across the sky A needle pierced in your eye Just a few things that makes you think That is more than just at game Give it some thought; just use your brain. Personal Strength Articulate, creative, gentle and kind These are some traits that are Truly mine Sensitive , reflective, sharing and caring
I’m a friend that is truly daring To be brave, to have faith to love and to be loved A special gift from the heavens above To be true to oneself and to never let down To be devotional to God and so profound Freedom in life Is what I perceive My greatest hopes and dreams to achieve Wise and smart, inquisitively divine Really Sweet as fine as wine Personal strength is what I have Inside of me Letting go to set me free
Terms Of Endearment Lying in the beach in the sand Walking down the streets holding hands Tender kisses throughout the night Going on a trip to France
Loving every bit of this romance Having a partner to love for life A Beautiful woman you can call your wife A husband to love you forever more Not really knowing what else is in store A gentle message, a tingling caress Touching the spot, that you call your best A best friend who know you well Your inner most secrets he’d never tell Caring and kind in her on right Looking and thinking damn, she is dynamite You tell this person whose is sitting next to you I truly am head over heals in lovve with you too.
For The Good Times
Emotions that I feel are very real Tears of happiness bring me piece of mind Laughing aloud like you die when your were nine Hopes and dreams coming true Reminiscing of the yesteryears that you know
Devotions to loved ones and friends that are rear Whispers in the wind that are very dear Promises that you keep just because you should Thinking that you cant, when you know that you could Deep daydreams that keep you distracted Going off on someone and then realizing you’ve overeacted Angriness because your heart has been broken When given a dime, you’ve wished it were a token A new beginning to a chapter of your life An instrument that cuts like a knife Twisted ways or so you say Relying on hope for a better day.
When I’ve thought that I have lost it all I realize that I have you So dear to me and so very true You given me hope for a brighter day When I see your smile in the sun I realize that life is really fun When I embrace your tears in the rain
I know that sometimes we experience pain You are the great man that I have ever know And for that I shall never postpone You have lifted me up in times when I wanted to give up You can be a rainbow, a bird, the bright shining sun You are the ultimate to me Jesus, can’t you see? You are my best friend when all other have disappeared You wake me up in the morning You breath life into me You put a smile on my face When I sometimes don’t feel like smiling You, show me that I am blessed And I should be happy to be alive I love you dear Heavenly father I’m glad you’re by my side.
As I lay awake at night not able to sleep I have lots of thoughts of things that go bump in the night I lose control, I lose all sight I try to refocus and clear my thoughts I think of the happy times in my life I clse my eyes and try to go to sleep But, for some reason it is just not happening for me I toss and turn and I get really angry Why can’t I fall asleep
I know the reason but, it is much to deep I get in the tub and take a bath I’m hoping I’ll do better on the other half I get out the tub and I’m still not sleepy I want to cry but, I tell myself Paris don’t start weeping The house is silent and everyone is asleep I open up the bathroom door and it starts to squeak I climb in my bed and I decide to flat iron my hair No particular style because frankly, I really don’t care I’m still not tired but, I start to count sheep This isn’t working so I pull of the sheets This is the worst night of my entire life I put back on my glasses and start tto read It feels as though I’ve taken speed Why in the hell can’t I go to sleep I wouldn’t you but, it is just to deep.
Life The unwhinding of lifes sorrows A hope for a better tomorrow A piece of mind that you fortake A thankfulness for goodness sake Picking up a new skill Something fake that youj feel is right An explosion that hits like dynamic A throbbing ache that is in your back A best friend that won’t cut you any slack A baby crying all throughout the night
A beautiful women that is out of sight Feeling like you are at your wits end A Stranger you would like to be friend Dirty dishes in a sink Something said that you think These are some things that make you say Despite different circumstances life is okay.
Pure The deepness that you feel inside of you Makes old things feel brand new Wanting to love and sharing in the good times You hear it ringing or like a bell that claims You hear it ringing or like a hell that chimes An erotic feeling of your emotions Cast all out different nation To be loved and to endure So sacred, so divine, so pure Grasping the concept of the unknown A breath that lets the candle be blown
Pure affection and intense feelings Harsher than an addicts dealings A wanting of something that smells so good Knowing you didn’t when you wish you should The perplexity of something in you What would you say, what would you do
Dangerous encounters from strangers you met Catching fish from a sea with a net What lay ahead is beyond your control Something split up that you wish were whole
The Art Of Living Look into my eyes what do you see Ist it real or just an image of me Look into my hear what do you feel Is it a beat that is truly real Look into my should is it complete Define it to be so obsolete Truly compassion that is what I express Something to make better totally to progress Deepness within you and you really know That the feelings you have will truly show Parting of sorrows that you’ve experienced in your past Beckonings of help that don’t ever last Blood boiling through veins
Thoughts that make you think you’re insane Unrealistic goals that you thought would come true Blossoming flowers that are brand new These are some things that make you think twice That life is more that okay, it is really nice. The End Window shatter in thee storm Something that is not quite the norm Broken glasses crashing on the floor Someone pounding on the door Whistling winds throughout the night Explosions, bombs, sticks of dynamite Crisp concrete, hard as hell Not wanting to stay, just wanting to bail Thunder and lighting, ferocious storms Paper burning that once was torn Floods of water all over the place Frantic people all in a daze Babies crying, children in a uproar People in the streets stealing from stores
Blackouts all over he nation
Mothers that are frantic without any patience Blizzards of snow and avalanches Kings leaving their thrones in their big mansions Tornadoes, hurricanes, earthquakes a twirl
Deep within my soul, I can feel your love Memories of you and the heavens up above Winding down the times of being on this earth Reliving your life, as it were a spiritual birth Cleansing of your mind and leaving the past behind you Things that were once ole are all now brand new.
Daze Shattering moments in my past Friendships that did not last Hope and dreams all have faded Makes me feel a little jaded Romances with boys who grown into man Living a life full of sin Broken glasses, slammed shut doors I must refuse but, I can’t ignore Feelings of anger within my heart Knowing that we’ll never part Deep down inside I don’t know why I could not tell you or It would be a lie Thoughts of frustration held inside of me I don’t know that you’ll ever see They way I feel is so unreal Don’t have to go on without a drill Sometimes life hurts and it smacks you in the face But, I think that it is better them being in a daze.
Dreams I should be sleeping but, I’m afraid Afraid of the dreams that are in my head Scared when my head touches the bed And there is tune playing in the background Even When you are afraid to die and you don’t Know why I’m so thirsty and my mouth is dry They won’t give me any water and I don’t know why I’m so dizzy and I am about to faint Hold on and bare with me before my last complaint I can’t get that tune out of my head Let me wake myself up otherwise I’ll be dead.
Thinking Of You Forever always I hold you in my heart Wishing that we never had to part Remembering the goods that we shared Reminiscing about how much you cared Not ever wanting to let go of you My heart starts to ache and I’m feeling blue What can I say, what can I do How much I cared if you only know Trying to go on with the rest of my life It pains me to know that you won’t be a part of it Loving you so deeply and caring so much I still remember your cares, every touch Holding hands in the dark Friendly kisses that would spark Conversation that last all night Watching movies without any light These are some memories that I hold on to So that I never let go and always think of you. My Best Friend
I love you with all of my heart my friend I don’t want this relationship to ever end You bring me happiness and peace of mind I can’t help but, to let these feelings unwind You’ve giving me hope for a better a day And for that I hope you never stray away You hug me and make me feel warm inside Please don’t let our love ever die I feel empty when I’m not around you You fill a void in my life that makes me brand new For years to come I hope that we remain friends Our love, I hope that It never ends You help me when I am feeling down There is happiness in me whenever your around I’ll never forget the first day that we met It was like me taking the prize and winning the bet The sound of your voice is sweeter than a bell the chimes I hope that you’ll always be around , all the way to the end I love you so much, my dear, my best friend. The Nearness Of You Silver linings of a cloud
Children that laugh aloud A gentle kiss from a butterfly A longtime friendship that never dies A forgotten dream that came true A hug from your soul mate when you are feeling blue Dreams of lifetime happiness Memories of you when you were at your best Hopes and frustrations all have gone Being around people and still feeling alone Feelings of a brand new day Loving someone every step of the way Gifts from special people in your life Leaving from mistakes by not doing them twice Newness of a bright spring day Something that takes the pain away.
My Old Friend What ever happened to my old friend The one that said she would be there to the end
She has changed a lot throughout the years We used to have our long talks on the phone These days she wants to be left alone I used to see her with a smile on her face Greeting me in on always with a warm embrace Letting me in on all her deep, dark secrets Sharing everything and not having to rush Laughing aloud about anything it seems Telling me about all of her goals and dreams Loving me unconditionally and caring for me Showing me pictures that were only meant for my eyes to see Whatever happened to my old friend I guess to her this was the end.
Tear drops dripping in the sand Lift me up, grab my hand Moonlight twinkling throughout the night A beautiful star that is our of sight
Gentle kisses from a child So very playful and a little wild Special moments that we share You love me deeply and you care Snowflakes that fall on your cheek A glamorous model that very sheik Hopeful wished that you want to come true A love song played on the radio when you are blue Success achieved because you work hard Pleasantries that you give no regard A long life that is filled with love Given from our eternal Father up above Patience that you get from all your dear friends Passion that lies in your heart that never ends A true realization that peace comes within. Children Children are carefree characters They have an innocence about themselves They are playful in there own right
They mimic and imitate adults In God’s eyes they are perfect Very wise and eager to learn more Rambunctious and very unique Children are what makes the world go round Happy mommies and daddies So very pound of their little ones Ten little fingers, ten little toes Getting good grades in school Hanging our with their friends whom they think are cool Children are our future
My Lord Christ is my savior He is a man of many faces Watching over the Heavens and Earth A very Jealous God
Yet very merciful Forging of sins that were contemplated Constantly battling with Satan Who lingers on this planet Destroying lives and treacherous acts My lord loves me He wants me to be perfect Even thought I can’t be until I leave this place I worship Him and fellowship in church If not fed the word on a weekly basis, I would lose myself I would lose my sanity My peace of my mind I would yearn to be free Contemplated a suicidal death That would lead me straight to hell The lake of burning fire Wanting just drip of water on my tongue. I am Christian: Christ then I. A. N. Which stands for I am nothing without Christ
Rise Up Dear Moon Rise up dear moon Gently speak to me Keep me attentive Don’t discourage me by not being full Fullness brings out the werewolf
Howling in the night Yearning for the tasted of blood Bright moon keeps the darkness lit Rise up dear moon Even when you are not full Your purpose intensifies Creative by the Gods in Heaven Piercing the nights sky So bright and distinguished You are forever needed For if you did not exist The night would be total blackness
Ode To You My Former Love I miss you so much with all of heart I never wanted to lose you, to ever a depart Words can’t describe how I feel about you I can’ think of being with another man You must know this to be true I know as time goes by my heart will mend
But, at least I know now that I can still be your friend Sometimes I wish that we could get back together But, I know that’s not possible in any kind of weather I have dreams of you at night and they seem so real They give me a wonderful sensation in my heart that is more than a thrill I’ll continue to have love for you and I’ll always have the Memories in my mind But, for now I must sit back, relax and realize That my thoughts can unwind.
Loving memories and the way that we were Feelings that you perceive and circumstances that you endure Finding strength in your inner self Continuing to proceed in good health Loving oneself completely and not in a fraction Continuing to take heed in all of your actions Contemplating thoughts that you feel are beyond your control Asking The Father To God Bless your soul Not letting people take advantage of you
Knowing what is right and what possibly is true Never taking other people problems to heart Hoping that you can have peace of mind Getting oneself our of a bind Knowing the difference between fantasies and what is real Having excitement in your life that gives you a thrill Total assurance is all that we need To be in debt to you always and forever indeed
One Day At A Time Sometimes I feel that you want me to stay You pull me in closer, than you push me away I’ll always love you with all my heart But, I know in the long run it is better that we are apart Every little thing makes you upset I feel like I was a mistake, just a simple regret I’m trying to get over you and move on with my life The pain in my heart hurts so bad I’m trying to get over you and move on with my life
The pain in my heart hurts so bad I’m confused because I’m angry, disappointed and sad Someone once told me that love is no suppose to hurt I gave you my all, for all that it was worth If I could relive the past I would have never Been in a relationship with you But, yet and still just thinking about that makes So upset and blue Right now I feel like drowning in my tears I worry a lot and I’m so frustrated with all of my fears I know that in time the pain will go away But for now all I can do is take is day to day.
Complete All I can’t deal with all of this pains I can’t relieve the sadness from my brain I feel that there is no hope I can’t function and/or cope I don’t know why I feel this way I want to be cheerful on any given day I’m beyond words on how that I feel All that I know is hat this pain is so real I try to look to the stars for But my mind is so muffled, just one complete mess I feel that there is no hope for me In my path there is pain and that is all I can see
I try to come to grips with what I am feeling Maybe there is hope for, Lord willing I remember past situations that happened in time They seemed so costly, more than a dime I’ve cherished moments with friends that I’ve come to know
I truly believe it to be that I have not given myself Completely to my Lord and Savior So I deserve what I get and one day when I’ve given him my all, He’ll return the favor.
The Greatest Man That Ever Lived Dear Heavenly Father I give you my love Your angels sing praises of from up above You love me unconditionally and I know that it is more than a dream From everything I’ve done and everything I’ve see I can’t begin to describe how I feel about you The feelings are so very real and completely true You give me hope for a brighter day Your presence never leave me and I know that you are here to stay In life I’ve had my trials and tribulations You’ve shown me nothing but, true love And constant patience When I hope for things, you keep my hope alive You will never disown or leave my side
When I dream of things, you keeping dreams alive everyday I know in my heart that you are here to stay Dear Heavenly Father I have found a wonderful Friend in you I can say You have always been there for me on any given day……. P. S. I love you and I know You’ll never forsake me.
I can never forget when you left me behind It was like me asking for a quarter and only Receiving a dime The love the I have for you seems to never fade away Every little thing inspires me on any given day I try to forget the past and move in my life But, Sometimes I can’t and I lose all sight I wish that we were still together Sharing in the good times as well as the bad Things that make me feel happy and sometimes sad I’ll never forget the day that we got together I promised myself that I would not mess up And that we’d be to get her forever Mistakes that I’ve made I can never take back I wish that I could and that you could cut me some slack
Different Faces of Life Maturity comes from pennies you have earned Peace comes when one loves oneself Strength comes when your in good health Advice comes from the ones that care about you Old things that come things that were once new Happiness comes when you find God Even numbers are the opposite odd’ Joy comes when you let yourself feel content A married woman comes when she has her parents consent Riches come in every shape or form Sometimes in money or when a baby is born Different things come in many different ways No matter the purpose or even the faze
Staying In My Life Why do you continue to hurt me Why do you make me feel sad Why do I continue to feel mad I just want to be happy in everything that I do I don’t want to mislead you or even more you feel blue We continue to let others make our decisions We should let God show us our visions We want to be happy and make this relationship work out for us We must let the Lord lead us and in him we shall trust Sometimes life is hard but, we must continue to fight the fight We must think of each other by day and love one another by night I don’t ever want to lose you and let you slip away So I’ll ask you this question again Please, won’t you stay?
In life we must face our trials and tribulations It’s like countries at war, nations fighting nations Peace comes when we stay close to our Father Loving on another in any given minute, second, or hour Being there for your friends even when we are mad Forgiving each other no matter if we feel sad Sometimes in life we make our mistakes You have to give it your all for heavens sake We as the people must love one another We have to start side by side and be there for each other Remembering the good times and the yesteryears Coming together as one and conquering our fears To have love for yourself brings peace of mind Readjusting your feeling and letting them unwind Tomorrow is never promised to us so we must live for today Holding on to hope every special way.
Holding On To Hope
The pain I feel inside my heart I wish it would just go away I want to be happy starting today I love my life but, it hurts so bad When I can’t get rid of this feeling of being sad I know that things have got to get better I can’t stay in this frame of mind forever Sometimes I feel like I’m losing control I feel empty in my body and lost in my soul I must realize that there is hope for me I need to stay focused and very complete I rationalize and I wreck my brain But, I have to take head before I go complete I rationalize and I wreck my brain But, I have to take heed before I go completely insane. Slipping Away Sometimes I get sad for no reason at all
It feels as thought I am slipping but, Deep inside I don’t want to fall I try to be happy with the simple things in life To read a good book at the beach on the sand Hoping and wishing that my Father will take my hand To guide me thought life and to keep giving Me hope for a better day A realization that things do sometimes go your way I know that I won’t be on this earth forever I just need to be stranger and try to cope in any kind of weather I know I can make it and be happy at times Sort of like a VCR that just won’t rewind If I ever see myself is slipping away All I need to do is realize that life is short and I’ll be in Heaven someday.
Believing In Oneself These last few days I have been very mad I don’t know why I feel this ways
I just hope that things get better someday I wish that I had a wand that could make all my Fondest wishes come true That would entail me not feeling so blue I want to not beat myself up and just take it easy I hope that you understand where I’m coming From and that this doesn’t sound cheesy I want to persevere and have a better day I truly believe that good things will come my way I have to believe and hold on to my faith To keep keeping on not let things and people get me down I truly believe I can turn this particular Situation around With the help from my father up above and family who cares for me I know that I can get thought this if I just believe.
Helping Hand Tear drops flood my pillow because I am so sad I remember all the good times I had I can’t take the pain of being all alone
And all the terrible feelings in my life To strive for success and having all of my dreams come true To get out of this rut of feeling so blue I’ll pray to the Heavens for a brighter day Hoping that I will find the right words to say Loving myself the way that I am Getting me out of any kind of jam Sometimes I wish that I did not have to suffer Being there for others so that I would not always Be focus on me Like helping a small kitten who has climbs a big tree Supporting the elderly with all of their needs To be able to be there for people, doing good deeds I know that I am a good person with a big heart I just need to focus on what is presently on my chart.. Justification Deep within your soul You wish that you were whole Longing to be free Hoping, wishing, wanting more
Different types of experiences to explore Holding on to someday that is bigger And better than you Not feeling sad or blue Loving yourself because in away you feel that you should Better than being beautiful , more like being angelically good Not being bitter, angry, or mad Letting yourself to feel happy and glad To understand yourself and believing it to be true Everything you say and anything you do Remembering where you started and where you are right now Bigger than a whisper more like a distinct Justifying yourself so that others know where you are coming from Ending it with an okay people I’m all done. Temptation As I look at the flower that is growing in the meadow I think how beautiful it is to see To feel it is just mesmerizing to me It smells so good and looks so divine I would pick it, if only it were mine
It is all alone just growing wild The scent of it is more than just mild I’m very enchanted by every little pedal I wonder if theory are more in other meadows As I walk along the paths there are more flowers to come They are giving me a sensation of feeling numb Don’t get me wrong, the feelings are good I just wish that I could pick these flowers but, that would leave feeling Like I was doing something wrong I’ll just leave them be, just as they all belong
Losing Your Inner Self Pathways through the sand Your holding on to me just hold my hand Moments of frustration all have gone on The feeling of you just lingering on Hoping and praying for a better day Your okay, at least so you say
Sunrises and sunsets on typical summer days Knowing that things do get better in some ways Visions of happiness that happen in my life Thoughts that you would not even thing twice Remembering the good time and the way that thing were Knowing that past was not complete blur Gently moving into the right direction Knowing that God would give you all the protection Not being afraid of letting go Letting everyone in on all that you know Think twice before you are trapped in a situation When you can’t get out and you lose all sensation Giving It Your All I’m dreaming of a brighter day This I am not afraid to say To be better at all that I do To not worry my head off or feel blue To accept the things I cannot change To realize that I can’t remember
Everything that goes around in my life To lose it completely or feel spite To be the best at all that I achieve A realization that I too can succeed To be happy with my dailies and take it one day At a time To be able to take it easy and unwind Sometimes life throw you a curve ball We just have to give it our all.
Melissa’s Song She warmed our hearts with her piercing smile She had an innocence about her that was like a child She was loving, caring and devoted too She lifted your spirits when you would start to a feel blue She made you laugh even when you wanted to nothing but cry This is the reason I am telling you why Melissa was a good friend who was very tough She never gave up on people even when she thought
That it was enough Melissa was a bright young woman with a warm touch She never felt that she was giving too much She will be missed by many but her memory will live on In our hearts forever she will continue to sing a song Peace and love was Melissa greatest gift to us all Loving all of her friends is another attribute that I can recall Enclosing of this poem I want to say to you
Melissa is a gift from God and she touched everyone That she knew Her memory will remain in our hears and Her love will always remain True.
Reflections Of You Deep within me a warm spirit lies From far away I hear the cries A wanting, a need, a yearning to be free Tell me what it is that you see A passing of a moment that should last forever More than just intelligence but, somewhat clever Dark secrets that linger in the hallway Realizations of a brighter Hopes and dreams all coming true Knowing that is all that you knew
An inner peace lying in your soul A bigger picture that was made whole A remaking of a better you that lasts More than just the now but, the reflections Or ones past An inner beauty that you see within yourself Wishing and wanting to always be in good health All your doubts have passed away Seeing yourself experiencing that brighter day. My Former Friend You’ve broken my heart and have made me sad I am so full of anger and very mad You said that you cared but, it ways all a lie All I can do is sit here and cry You said that we were best friends and That your would never hurt me I guess I was a fool because I did not See the forest in spite of the trees I can never forgive you for what you have done I was suppose to be your sunshine, your number one I’m tired of all the games that you play
Maybe you will grow-up someday I’ll have to let go of you because your Friendship was poor And, I can’t go on yearning for more You meant the world to me at one point in time But, truly can say that our love will unwind
Forever My Love I love you with all of my heart I hope that we never depart You bring me joy when I am down All I can say is what a wonderful friend I have found in you You make me laugh when I feel like I want to cry You tell me the truth because to me, you could never tell a lie You warm my heart with sunshine and Give me hope for a brighter day I listen to your voice and everything you says We fight sometimes but, we never make it last We live for the present and try not to dwell on the pass Alexander you are my hero, you’re my night
In shining armor You are such a sweetie, nothing but a charmer Enclosing of this poem I just want to say Stay in my life forever, please never stray away. look deep into your eyes and I see your soul It is so complete and very whole It makes me feel all warm inside It is so much more than what I can describe You’ve touch my heart in a special way I’ll continue to love you forever and a day You mesmerize me with your piercing smile I want to kiss you but, then I wait a while I have found a wonderful man when I found you You must realize that this is real and completely true To love one another forever in special way When I write you love letters and I wait for your reply My heart skips a beat and I sometimes wonder why I’ll continue to love you forever more I want to experience things with you, I want to explore You are truly the man of my dreams
The passion lay deep within us or at least so it seems Sometimes I love way to deeply I get attached so fast that it Blows my partner’s mind Making the other person want to run away from me They don’t want to take my calls And that makes me sad Not knowing what is going on makes Me angry and/or mad I want to be strong just like my mother Liking to be loved but, not needing to be loved A strong, independent woman who strands her ground The love of her family making her happy And content I know now not to let down my guard Not to show any emotions but, Only when I’m alone I have been hurt so much in the past That I don’t think that I ever Want another man in my life I just want to take care of me and become closer to God I
hope all woman understand where I’m coming from and that This does not sound odd My dreams will come true and I will succeed with or without a partner Indeed. Truly Adore I love y9u more than mere words can say I dream of you at night and think of you everyday The love we share is so very sweet From the first time I saw you, you knocked Me off of my feet I’ll never forget the first time that we met That was a time that I will never regret Sometimes I can be sad for no reason at all But, then I start to get happy when I receive your call We shared a lot of good times and that is the reason why I don’t ever want to lose you Please stay by my side You mean the world to me and I want you to know That I really care, even when it doesn’t show I’ll continue to love you forever more
You truly are the man that I’ll always adore.
Conquer As I lie in my bed and she’d all of these tears I think about my past and the yesteryears I ask myself why should I be strong When all I feel is that everything is wrong Why am I so sad and feeling this way Wishing there was hope on any giving day I pray to God, asking him to erase my pain Trying not to become crazy or even a little insane Why do I feel the way that I do I can’t comprehend why I feel so blue I want to feel the peacefulness that they Feel In the heaven’s above I would like to be able not to worry so much I want to feel the warmth in everything I touch My life is sometimes complicated But I’d like to look back and say yes I’ve made it.
Being Used The pain in my heart is so unreal It’s a pain that I thought that I could never feel It Burdens me to think that it hurts So Bad A feel alone and so very sad I can’t get over all these emotions Feeling like I’m sinking in a big ocean People come to with their problems and I take it to heart I need to set boundaries and keep my feelings apart Some people to understand that everyone can only take so much They need to know when enough is enough I can’t go on feeling this way Maybe there is hope for me on a brighter day I want to be happy and I want to be needed But, that does not mean that I have to be cheated
Turning Over A New Leaf I’m tired of crying all of these tears I’m sick of being frightened with all of my fears I wan to live a life free of worry I want happiness in my life and want it to hurry There are things in life and I have to achieve More than anything I want to succeed Sometime I let people get me down But, I need to learn to turn that frown upside down Things in life that happen to me Maybe they are the things that are meant to be Occurrences and all my trials and tribulations Are like countries at war, nations fighting nations Sometimes things happen for a reason It’s like when spring turn into summer, the changing of seasons I know that God has a lot in store for me One day II will soar like a bird and be set free In everything I do and all my dreams that I attain I hope that I’m a success and the champion of the game.
Trueness Deep within my soul You continue to make me whole Loving you so much With one simple touch Whispering in my eare What you want me to hear The way that make me feel Is more than unreal Life is good and in a special way You will continue to love me everyday Happiness is key with you You take away the sadness, the feeling of being blue I love you with all of my hear Feelings that I hope we’ll never depart Keep me a part of all of your dreams Life is to short or at least so it seems
The Alpha and The Omega The beginning and the end Messiah Our Lord and Savior The King
Roses Smell sweet Soft pedals Gentle, romantic Red, yellow or white
Kisses Warmth Love and happiness Friendship Sweet and gentle
Negativity Sometimes in life we go through different changes
We have people who try to fix things That entails rearranging We have hope for the future even though We feel so bad Despite current circumstance of us feeling angry and/or sad We try to keep fighting the fight and try To keep fighting that fight and try To keep faith in the higher power Even when you feel like your losing it in any given second, Minute or hour Even when struggling you must realize that you can still be in control By gaining fulfillment in the universe and the world as a whole You have to find a way to heal a heat that needs mending Without feeling like you’re being condemned as well as condescending I know it is hard and you sometimes feel as if you are doing this alone You must realize that you do have people that care and That your thoughts are completely wrong. Time Heals All Wounds To justify thee way that I feel
About you Is more than just real I loved you completely and I gave you my all I waited to hear from you to receive your call You must have never cared about me I guess I was blind when I thought that I could see I’ll never love again the way that I love you It makes unhappy and so very blue It pains me to know that you’re moving on And, I’m stuck in a rut singing sad love songs I know as time goes by my hear till heal But I wish you could experience just a hint of what I feel You took my hear and ripped it out of my chest And people wonder why, I’m one complete mess They say in time the pain will go away So for now all I can do is hope and pray.