This action might not be possible to undo. Are you sure you want to continue?
happen8 in my work*
got 8 better
of my effortr to met myroll
hours of work by the olook. Anrrerr
llm t oomea from
I got no m8ult.
in which you
out, YOU mul
You are enolormd in it4
Oth8r8. Take a mw
You began with work on 7our parant8. one, the 88118 one on the nolghbor,
You aunt ohanga your tuk. no nnttrr who, a11
YOU. You murt work for
the aim of bring
to h8lp them.
Thir alone ~111 rtrugglr a partloular
Z uoe that 700. oome8 to
both have a very bad pelt, to thp iore. order,
the old material
2h.t ID 'Ihy you oan do nothing. to law,
th@FO 81, -7
8hOUM r8a8mAr8 you*
I oould Pea88UJW you Uf3UplOtOly~ hrt
Qr (‘ILro klndr
To get out oi thlr
and 80 negatltr.
Can 1 make ~88 ai
~1 No, jou aunt work on 7ourmlf.
hroe alwyr llrrd. iw what f ray* %th to reaoh a new atage.
the l ,(folrm in whloh 7ou
It ir naoerraq now
Ohmgo your tark,
of you are m thewy
to the aare de Lyon, but you
You are both at
go bg dlffwent
one by London md onr b7 the OPeraa
about the 8ame dirtanoo.
Qf do nothing for
I ume my power1e8moa8 and rpr oowardloer
I aan ray nothing olwrlr.
&oa\uO my ?Mp
or not, bu iI 'I~,(ianot&l.alk!why
anythbg p3r86%ie JOU aU'IOt
18 n I' Olb8Fr 4
1 hal8 a ,#8n8atiQn Of
Y6u oannot ry
or do anyttLLng for
You do not NOrk With
7GWln8md ter for
what he nUd8e
Wi play four rele.
apeak’ 01 hs Qe8,
80 a8 not to
You mart 8oqulro
to do thir,
Flay a rol8.
I tell to etoryoas
deoome double. vhloh you felt
&or the preront
as ~vofsoor~ that
you, you omnot that
do m(~r8~ Love of your aoighborj
18 tha WAY. Bpiql
one ha8 thlr de8lr0.
4: Brom the boglnnlng
of the work,
18 the IP, fairs
always the 8-0
in a dlfferrnt Eyerythlng
You mast overoomo
of the opinion
orlrlr. of onrrelf,
love of onrrelf, uprlde
18 liar. ha8 8ron turnwl down ln me by the aeroolr the work, bar made it heavy orrt
Q# Everything ln all my
- _ _-._
It ha8 taken army the joy 1 foe1 llkr
a donkey pulling
up a hill.
la beoeure in you are other
mho always mlxor the rime oolourr
18 never 8ny md.
Bhen he puts red in, Q: &en I try lblr
it ohanger svery'thlngr
uerolro ha8 made +e fed
You murt oontinuo.
romething whioh i8 new for point me; aid
to do it
and put my attention
8ae that no88 ad tbn I.
of it, hotter.
I have a ronration
'Ihi ropall point
of my nothlag18 greater
I eoaa to underrixnd (fr
you in every-
It 18 oalled you will I h8n
toward onet8011. point, in the artl8tlo with exterior
You mwt doltroy type whloh liver thlnkr
master of thlr
that you are 8tronger it foal8
pnd it 18
no oonfldmom only 18 wouplod not lnrldo, they know. &8olut8ly
ln the lmaglnu-id l %perlanoar~ of r81~11~ aU
ha8 idea8 behind it8 hoad, not lnaido, autrida, not ln itrelfo Do not trurt nooerra~
but in remllty
It 11~08 only an thm know nothing
and lmag!.na that parts of yourmlfr
88nl8 tlrw in l vmrythlng
you do, la l nry
You am ml sal#ty
I will the earth, Of th. to enter
In Our solar
rmanets from the run end the pknotr,
in thm fame way @# there
making oontaat thearelvrr All Highart into aonteot
And tbbee polntr
- the Absolute. If with
a nrterialltod thereby
lmago In our l tmorphere.
poop10 oould have enough line 0; like Yea. the
oonoantretlon rubrtanoej telephoner
Image, they rould rsoelve
in humen fozm?
in touoh with thlr Ipyge, and l reati Q: If someone puts hlmrslf person OM put hlmaslf In touah rlth him, and a third and a fourth, oan they
all reaeiva 0; touohrlth bottom
IIppget reven psrrons oan oonosntratr anough to put themaelvsa
by the line
image, they oan oommnloate , at any dirtanoe,
them and the reven form one.
They oon help woh other.
that one underrtands
Is only by explaining onerelf 48 sompletoly.
to kncm if
the image of a saint,
get me what I wrtloularly 0: You think mything aerr life. like nou.
You have not bhe menn8 of
matsrlal1ci.q have deoldedr mat in ordinaq
For the present the other
take a tark
of auto-ruggertlon, to it what you
80 that one part
and repeatr the fir& 'lb
lr a rerle8
of rrvon ueralres
for the ruooo8slvo the emotionit
af the 8ave1 aeatore.
the brain, other,
the one uhlah ooattr
(The hoad ir, ~,,luxurye) lo neoa#aaTf lr
Thlr l oralro
but tbm aal~ one rMoh
0014, tha on. willoh you met
Bald out fixedly
both arm# hori8oatall.g
at an aurl
e hours without roveral timer a dy . it 1s 8nfthing.or few- 4100 1.a point You will you will b&ore find JOU. "I8 l b servlae. rhioh aooks. standing. me. Q1 5 have dons thir doing It. but a8 if I were before door. and poaltlon minutes OS arms* no plaoe for us this sitting them. imkes the fire in your asments.) "1". therr ax-s no l rroolatlons. myself apart. P olored more wlthln myself. be with point then ar knoer. There are two qualities love of the resl sslf-love a man oan do nothing. to make suah efforts to overaome. rrpa &se. in pm Remind yoursalr . thing. as an obligation. use ol it. DCES. I feel la real. I had aohlng shoulders. lmposrlble aurrer This to areate m-0 lr l ufiorlng. Whllo fft oheap. only you know what makes Lou suitor. Today it 18 only not for result8 rsrvlcs* Only that (llks oome later.%H~PJ 1s km who loves that no me hu himself. mu8t knOWWhat wlllmaks ona and when it Only you asn prapere. Cl: What should I do? in hsblt of using this aantsr . l does not interest Do the exerolse Results will Qr 01 learn to. J. You oanriot have l1". You are not . 18 there. vol. for rork. An snolent I sse ~lthout suffering. drh impossible It in my chest. there without report One needs flro.mpkr One mU8t prepare. a hard borrtir foru When I. hsd pupil l oould stay for moving arm6 ane arati- sor other Qr thlngr he was nothingnoes. orystaUse8. oontlnue.it 18 nothing.uatary will whloh never be snything. One 18 a dirty thlr. understood he osn love m8** me. Do not philosophlre. to move. Suffer by your dafestr. Q: Ot 0r sslf-love. sn impulse. Xt 18 not one door but msny dOOr8o You must open caoh door. 1: have worked Without srpeolally on 88lr-lOV0. The other. It 1s vary axpensive thing. that Divide your l ttMtiOn exactly batrsen point and am. r6alll "II. Without it 1s lmpo88lbla for Eilndu saying . snd do not You are speak of "I". str fire. egoi-* pride. er* metor Tuenty-five raoh position. had tlm sensation exarolse of "I'. so oooupisd down.just is a musolo whlah oantraatr mu80ularr till I felt "I" Continue.
p‘oogaa. thicl laok. to repay by oonfor uhat rha tir Do not eat lllp your mother. untippy. months.b@gin Q&.Em m mmY!fHItiQ Remain wart.yp Ox And that lnt l meto renl mU8t l mnged~5ks that well " ? am p$ad. oontinually interrupting ordlnacf oooupmtlma would l . The more you work. Work . Q. put am your rkin. work.nobody maker the dffort.a drop. ii!'1 in your pooket? Aha bhngr ltimt you* Roll. you to work by m&king all the rert dl&i8t. at the point perhnpr will give rmmulfa.of ths alm. everything I*VO arrived where I am vrry 18 dl8t@8tOfUi t0 Sk8. The OolltAet of ono(8 bearu)o dll remind you. uhloh vklu rhen you are 81th other people. on018 body @gain. them i# no nora rufiorlng. ior by &I ma u aonoQioU8. %%i.to keep a little allow anergye to taka the habit.l. . yeare. Inrtead or aooumulatlng Then one muat ohmgo the way of working. nature. nothing. it iy6rgmlor It %la l arrtian 10 romething l anot lntollaotunlly. this emptlaers. an animP but rrnddr to nature gltrn during you.~oo\usulatod d ay8. 8 drop .iul"-' the more you will . with you. @hm it Our aim lr wring )so have lt out.\ I/ niahs. 18 d~. debt. nothing between ua whrn we are together alone. dlrtorteful to me* iherr . ior QIO the.lt's a ordain ororslng you nmke. oonotantly bo utprarred a rlarrtlon you lndepl#mt. UI obligation. Even work do 18 oome out of this diroomfort.it 1s never any work i# empty. No further what lr life. Swmo the orgnnia rlthout reneatial oi One'0 I thought la the body. QI oanturie#. it the l xorolrer not 80* cot you to koap the onerg but I IO@ it hmdkorohlel. Of n0 htW18te hudkerahlrf n8tum . 8 long time. Sslrmnt l var %meuaa you do not work. You muat The food you eat rhloh You ~VO your my for oormlc oub8t8noea. la the 8411~~ lobody 01 on4 mu8t try LI there . you om That lr why with to NtJwer thorn 8Ol0~8 your oonrolanoo you mwt prepare nour:rhmr l neogmqmy. of mo8olf. to keep OonBtantly during one hour. a drop. psrrm Tonight oamnot osrry it everything YOU must make ths effort younelf. one ir hlthout ~epar08 rtiierlng there 18 nothing. indirlduallty.
e later rlrq8 when I krmw thorn better. rork he up with At the present. without mrtlolpatlng. I month you* Oet to work at you will to being P nonentity. value identifying fnttrPiOrly~ in r8rIIembbr what to ohmge that Rork. and you look away8 it at him 1onpr. derlnlte. BIOlQt. know how to dsteot like to hmvo l mean8 hypoorlry of judging and I'm people 1 and rcaognlalng who oan bo to me and who 18 1~01888. time hterlorly. l you 8eQ people. play a role utorlorly. Odf md ha profltr froa hat Only nOthingCnr88. l8 8-e 8hoW through. ln Jotie or rllltmalr~~ Be 18 nothing. llO8k. If 8 yourroll. uefrb doing hero and then you'll 8V8Fym8 l8 lib YOU8 nothing. then. l WOrkMn. Vdn ii life ho ir that only hi8 the oombinatimr father wa8 llko of thl8. porrrrs) *hAt ad dooelvrd for in my opinion thby only 18 b&d l I qu&lltlar I ame it do not $or the people I don't would ursful who do po88a. or a year not br a nonontlty. l you 80~ that the merda Will 8 you are he 18 not kaep hi8 lar8k. reelng it too late. work and agaln work. l bl8 t0 1mpartlAllty at the attmtim. do 8Ut the habit IOl-ning” doing you work thm at the fn thf8 8um 8Py gOOd!6Ol'ning. king8 alWay Ill & Oerth3 know anything. Ourdjieff z YOU OUtnOt. you believe in thlr After a while I?0 uttrr wltln the lark fall8 and you 8ae that ho reprerefntr they UPO the 8ame mm-do a malk. be able mro.nothing. You don’t WrJ. yourrelf Cole.Thurrday. imr undor8tood hi8 nothingnrrr and haI not a nathlng rho . in&? romethlng doing. whom you 801. $ulp 1. work. l l8 a are the l rarwhleh oolonrl. tiath8r not or a senatoo. YOU lRU8t fir8t prepW’0 JOUrsblf to 8W rsollty. grandfather h8 him8Qlf hr lr wa8 llka t~&WO8Wt8 that. 80 that he is metie like ln o day. to r8oognlss b8 p8oplr. It'8 nothing. you have l%y *Qood t0 keep reoognlre of ~8 your nonisntltyne88. UhM order nothfngnerr QfUcrdiCXC make8 a um8k. Khllr waiting. raator Xl8 it. SC ror me* I give I am very people often oredlt them. &it you lau8t DO everything play and l l rootly your PIJ you aru aaaustomal without 18 . If my. 1943 o? othorr.
omtrarya 10 8hrli LOO* You it' l but perhaps It's the Pwhapr gltmn payohopabhio. there am exterior the nyor In llf e. it . . Beforr It ir nnthunatloaUy. $8 a wry Parhapr lt’r f #hall that. lataly think before . will #peak afterward. l otlng told alwaya right.you notlood It anything. and is always the a. Sin1 aftonard. porltlm. will somtirr rhow that. things1 but ha also ia nothing. low psrhapr we dll an exeraias. aontlnue ruggertiblllty.~- -7- worked on himelf "rosoaw. work are nothings a gamral. they oort nothing.Lfor mettbra. and be aurn thkt all rho do not lie ir all In life work like you.ame Only aonsaloum thing8 do not ohange the lnterlor . I had done what it told I** would ham barn hotter o~dji0rr. n reoord. end oomrmln(r I have notloeI>. thing. ldloay. 1. rhlah ore&e@ there obnormalltier. on what it it. fantary. but do nothing. I me* I would it makm aotod and afterward ee the voles lr to it that. to know if pay no attention or on the oontrary 3uy a llttlc follow Do nothing a bout all notebook. It. lhat fro100 18 your instlnatj but It lr ram. OM appear through that you ham true find gimr t?UrdjhffJ the aonsalousness. if that. know* Sometimer inatlnot I will rprak independent for you. lnstinot 8111 pave Write dorm. You nro nothing. I do not rimh to believe IOU rpeak anything rxoept '%a the iaOt0 by thm (statlrtlpuo)r rubjootltrlyb . a aolonel. X heard what It othamlse i rhould l 8aldr but without I l volae told me what I had to do.oooupations.aonralour labour time lo able to ohangr the interior voluntary rufferlng. thing. Exterior 31~: very different peroeload I have like mom? Ourdjitffr everything thlngr. aatually. I till But to write have to do it (roallrar). lnr tinot. 1900rdm. obllgatlonej to ahmga itic still put X’hat men lr anothor quality of merdet with mcrde but it everything toward has not the #ame odour. Aoaordlng to the rerult. an lntrx$or a long that very often. everything whethor one ir lm l aoldental or the aomer Interiorly. It ~ollooman. But Perhapa lt &HJ if do your reoordr nothing beion. nay what But aa aa you Make a note. It lr Fork. I don't are doing.
you should not umI Yrldey. Thrt 10 one thing. Lua nothingnera. Do not yet use You are nt You would life lr begun to work. Sunday. rend them to the dooil. lnm &utonrl. rat for In thr the rark. to me? Ant Ant bu’b got hrco in our oirolo~ CM you ry I hav*att worled mmagh ye8 t68rk a ~~rtioar Our4Jlef~. I: 69 plot dwo* . la oonoemedr aollar of thlr feeling lffm? it rbar of all rotion md’buaynare. I had to make an afiort to do I given thing. And do aa you did before. zho other ideas. tlno One murt work only tb for thr work. you do what you l&km. On@murt never mix matter@* work. like know I gmrt mother thikqe ahild. ordi. toioo. not for OS the lntsrior l work fog exterior irn@t l ohool. Hot yet.tls Ourdjlcrlf and thrrefore I drrtmotirm.aatlon before. I hove never hard the aour4 of your I know your voloe in lUo. more lively. Xer 46 yau knor thmt? Memu. Duntt part 0r one’s raking thin@.objratito I 40 not know. ~e&nsud&y. away the feel&q &e la no longer Putarlde of me)8 ffurdji@rrr when youhadn~t the results your new atate. ‘ihe effort dorr not pa~lyre today z murt 0180 army ir doubledc ikaat ahall I the iron nawntltynrrr~ of nullity do ao that thlr with exterior me. rramt It rhloh sarnlng money. one will oi nullity.nory liio. dosm not interfere Gurdjlerf~ third rlx Do aa I hats l lrsady I tats. Lu: f trg to maintain the ieellng thr futility 0r nonantltJa0ar md r0luntprJ . for life. rend the to Uaa derl1 &l1 othw Lur thoughtrj The fooling fi you mix thorn . ir Mioh oome8 by itself. If. to An (or Au?). told you. imped. aythlng iho tvtat oi the timeI Qurdjirif to thm devil. It lr make a crommat pryahopathy. the work. iIx a time: Make m rpeolal and tomorrow batween 10 free to drive 11 o’olmk. the unoalledl arida Othw.
. rho lr morda for END* %s likrr poop10 to k&u her hrnd. Ourajlsffa ounljieff bo m aator ir Ball. day they ohngo It. I am kind to her. a role l a real rotor ia 1iro.you know who rhe ia. nothlngrrrrrrr Dre Wm etrrythlxq @gotirtloill~ for yrol. A don** roaot. AXU I don't auoood in Qurdjlatfa that.r Your Abt tmk but rory quiokly you forget a& JQU ruturn will be to ramubor loaqpr* ir it Whmt good to hvo Qurdjldir 09 mmOna* Dr* Ab. I p&y ry role. tint rho likoa.f. kteriorly rho is nothing for me. no mttrr what it rnw bat role one mUrt play? Ana hat how doe8 a10 know the ourdjlsff I you rprak with %urrik . tomorrow another polo. sol1 then do it. I do it boomum rho liker hub I dm't a0 1t. 130t t0a8x. bar arkad her) 2 Ho rho work8 beoower mn wtor. then. w only ir (I good l otor who lr able to rmnembrr himralf and omraiourly p-1 hir ml. TodaJ al* Ml. equal? YOU hub f0~ 0p~ -a x tro. &teriorly I rant to kmalt her.. lb to play Liie is a thutxw whore IVO~J mh p&70 a robr he.ourd j1err I hi xha you do have l quatim. yertordayr tellr (gmcrl de ~alsmmn Qurdjioff what quertlom An. SO tha rho baoonor my I&&toa Interiorly good to othorr. to ~0u. being An1 I rlrh to profit four role throrettoally. Qurdjidtt Yor llf@J ii t %nnot rve~mo f" alatrr? havaa't mar rlwoo. Yorh8pr you are not yet frro. Wovore H9 io it porrlbloi . how me mtut bo with her. you u-o the rlavo / &ply 8.
ll. to take OUrd~isff the 18 WritLng th.11* At the moaart Maa you feel 18 ZiOO. to br pm1 ln your work try ma& thOr. lind thOrU in ax9 8tlll your OF&r ao'29 t0 8tn\g&8 l &rl8t man) it'8 OODf118t for btoomo dog8 ln a real good 8Oil. hlnl. BUt rhouldn't -8 (tiV* U&BU8i. Dlatrlat demn$r Attorney. the mark* you th8t or* 4. hi8 qud8tj10nl L+ rsat of 8. 8n 8verybotQ. Tod8y you parm ' Ourdjleifr am M ordinary you will dOgI. Uau8lly you 81p@ 8lU878 l lttlng in a good poritlon to bcnrflte at tb8 8id. to ohangd ~tioor If h8 uk8 8 quutim X0-u wderrtmd. ahangrd you* rolow labourr Dr. 8itting 0Y.)t OppO8ite.e NOV JOU You are lo Nor. bh he lr faoing 8UbjMbtlvilf 1110)1 do not8ee good for him hm 81~3 108~~10% rkr an an8vsr that vi11 .8 lnvlrlbbl. not ba behind I d8 not rho &8k8 1.8pttu!Ib8r 16.88837 fOF far.+ the holiday8 her expression your rlrtor look8 mom like it it you* WI flrrt right. U8 to u88 oth8r8 for our 8nd8. Hr. Thank8 to the wrk and voluntary 41 At prersnt you am no lmger ObjWtlVOly obllg8 to OQI- rufferingr our dog8 YOU ds88rVl..Xlg ~gOti8tieal~ On. You ray theh the work hu 8 mordri thanks it. if no me l rklng mrrer a quartian. Tharo you h8ro good ground for being-work. good for you ask one trloh lrlte aak8 lt an ut8vor uy to fonuulat8. 19&i OppO8it@ mO+ v. know hlm yet. 1 thOU&frt BUrY YOU WhO ‘IR8 (n. a real thi8 a rugerlor rut. ubo 18 in kltohdne rlth ad Bq oom88 bask.)J Now after 8aw &at over then.'8 -F over othorr? fhWdjisffi %dy YOU da it UnOOn801OU81t~ trJ t0 da it 18 OOll8OiOU817.J’ I h8d ahanged. ClUldd$df 8itS 8nd m8d ltrftsrwud. 8itting 8nd At 8wa t0 t&M8 P. l'218n It will be good. both ?or thorn md for you* There no other jurtloo. Thur8dny.-lo- wall-balng 02 IM 18 that wsry~na ba hia 81avo8. (&bile J.T. Ajto2w8rd b8 I oomglata r. ax. but it ir her 8i8t8re *rb jU& (To Mm.. the othsr8): 1 I 88 that W88 B1ald8 Who Wa8 there. @Wdj%OffJ (a0 lOOk# at .
md i.4 aOOOnrpli8h One'8 ta8ke uno~s ata ruaoesding. he haantt lt oortr *.nth8 in flrrt. aloohol 18 very fZ+pOrtmt too muoh. Bara it ir: new peoplo rhould it hare.On an objeat. mU8t ooumo 8. You breaths "I ~4". eaplakr him l&oOa firnob Abr ta8k I have jurt aOmpO8ed mid. perron ha8 aa aotiv~tle8 ha8 am romotimes vary l brorblng. youraeU* lnooearo raying YOU 8V How to 7our ri8h prepare? . for onefr Bow 0111 me keep.you otm oonralourly it by vha for omtaot "I alla". elrmntr you breath4 %en you oi u8i. rould to md yau think 7ou will when you #oe that ulth him. tark? in the l brmor of that perlaa.It 18 a rule 8lt tbt bar not ret @orrxanxpla. 4onrol. f&a0 neoerrarg ItioWOM one put 8OmOthing in it8 it 18 a very lmportcint thlnnqe that plaae? You havr permonr you &err 13urdjleffa ohosan a t&8k toward E'J8t be paU8e8m haven’t CnOUgh It In general.fPLtlt. 8ad you think you aeuuaulate enorgy in your battery thlr 4n4rgya You r4yresrnt that to yourlielf perron tha per8m with you will what whom you are working more oonoentratod. one half oi the tark. br havr aom oontaat go that you have done la rovan hlaea. 8horr mm7 a8peat8 It your interlOr. of bem formlatrcl. the rnargy* for r8aaon. yet drunk any l loohel. but ln tb One docmtt on0 8~8 that of +e dq. You Oan lnoreara You sayI to yourrelfr 'X". To a aertaln Spcciallrt? on them&y Ita In rhloh oao you have enlightened me greatly degree. your quortlon. You oan only do one thing with that perbone oon8oiou8ly. You arat U81 ths pri3sparatlon a very good oomblnapeX'8On t0 prepare &LO tim6 when you aI'0 not 8@slng th.ng ray la the alr %m”. one's tark and aftwnrd the OhO8On for the day fir0 boon anpty. of your It’s should go to your t&8k and half tion. for Aloohol bnowlng opsar.you aooomplirh thr with whom yclu ha& t2aa other you pmpll~ . you vlll what do in oao* Aad now8 dootor. 18ntt my . 1800 franor tb Have you urlttm Jar Sir.ourly with all 8om the l otive of the air. 3omeona~ But you are not alwaya with 18 iPagO88ibh For thi8 to rork a11 the tlme. already 8omeoner bottle. 'I% tuk lib prron 18 o# tua partrl ohor=.
l~ay. I rhall glvr in order to that you may ropeat tbir. do. anything (rpealal) dp the w&f. alpw& like hlr that. working ln reality thoro are (L thouland lntersrt and that reaeonb that ln that bg. de Salpunn: (Sllalor)r SI: raet t&t I have notloed better.rsrlously. roll to what hr I&JO* roll.that. p&e quertion? gr YOU *hare are no pmrtrr PAX-t"..~ done id’ f Steen. it fsalll trtrr my exterior work givar ao a bettrr With hfml and then I do nd mrdjletf! Ihr l*rt identify nl th him. tie hlr time. hate you notlosd tIIs thlr tntrX’. raid @J not a pad* (Dl~l&gu~ fn fiussiu~)~ HIAS.atlm I h8ve never aebn A& thdt Appear to me now. I do not got nervous with hk.tr rimo tiara I gAV0 you a tmkt Jar Certainly t bran Very produativrt yea* But not th@oretloally . xel.it la a voriiiartion I up. Mr. f0ttr80irl 00 ramrmber rterwwd he my hap 7ou. "a part it im YOU W1)re i?%af~pie. Don’t rometimer he war far hlr time for that1 How did ho aak hlr away .tm-djiefrt pate. 8aJ one HO. you are helping that l It he oontinusr him egotlrtloally. oompa. h AI) if UM Don’t uplain 18 @baant. kd r0r good Peaal # I am going to you r-thing that Elo1de hmr noalled brother Qolng Mat 8~ aaah oth4m to mo by ‘bkn l ~mulatlan~ never &oh day pu brothor and farr without A Bark to moot your I am gokrg to tell you* TotI Win . it lika la one year what you would have perhi& Jat work wsll. helplug I OUTIevm t rap do you belleve a nn Uoork that lirtan 1 ham roan likr Qudjleff that Brother.t pou ror~a. you All for time ir 0110 LOU think. iturdjloff raya. take M A task. ce8~oru for #lrc$. berldra the . thl. qou rlll do ma? Ourdjlsff Jar Yea Qurdjlsff t If L ray that h’ +. why did he hook unto that? . %at ir not a irea. a00t0r.att that.urd ho raked how ho rhould UsplOJ word. you a tow to aould help you ~180 to ooatinua that him for How. that hlmj uul underrtand you are helping that.
ntcrlorlJ~ thin prooesr aRemembor yourmlf “1 an thou.*. mlnlat. for a8 lag thou art “. Your ho1. you have mauy purnultr~ nothing* But only tha Wr&8itO He pampa Of hi8 iRth@.p oan oonrlrt something he goa8 out in bu8iner again. Al: As 10r-q a8 ha 18 thoret And with thoao word*. he is 010x-i?. ray it You oen prom dth him.ray to hlmi l. hi8 aloud.at. YOU. .n 1s it ba Only fir it 8ofQy. but your8d. . prerent. in. you oan have an underrtanding beforehand And You oan 6v6n rlap it: that hlu . or for the bl/ood your brother in td. . how bug ago. (lurdjleff'a what bu8lnrrr divida thati deyendr on the individual You have perhspr your tire* in prinoiple. another One p&rt of the time you do you nhould prsparo yourroll. Noah tlw fir. &ad rha I” with all you have rid it. emnations go out towarb hll it la neoerrary will if do it rsaeloo that hour He hu with your brother. affklrrr part. mu8t Ai?: one try to do it Sir. have j\ut raid. he ir You am a domtor. you are not a parmite OooupatianB~ bar llore or other well what you# 7cm harm them (To Ja) If you formulatcr I. help you afterward. when one ir the psrront one lr in lLia. you till think aontlaw _ your bolng. again. illoar the moront he uwc8 hs h&r bran abront If an out8ider ir . He 18 the only person who aan help you* LiOotor. JOU uy but if l elm. If 8omeo~le la than. l you a(10 him again you will begin after v. 'la in it &who om I good phlleeop~ gramp it whloh OM 1orv0 ror many thing8 undomtanding w thln$rr will mdrrrturd crarleorning sduoatiaa. one hare one hundred thing8 (to do)) them into another l 100 parts. to J3ut he ham you have another. llnd you will a8 you ara l blr. *ftemard. you oan mwn make hlm foot. Al800 M&o @ aont&ot (iurd#idf I x. dlvldo thing. thlr the name blood an JOUJ through aontaot. And at onae you begin the ta8k. not him. tank. he will LLf he QPD put on hi8 feet. 70~ have somrthin~ he do*8 thlngr* do. elm. rhake hand@. the prsprmtloa rent hat allthe of the time .f. have you 8omethlng to ray7 you were talking about a while not with .8. never forget himreli (unique) rolldly you lx-0 holplng..
701~do the work glvm hior* &terlorly. he 8ayr that violin. &hen one begins to work here (here rind outride) different yerrons sX~rO88iOn one 08n have rlth onrrolf 8ecm a8 before 91 fOrXtarl7 on8*8 to be modified. Wall. not to ia83tir7 7our8*lX+ the l UII)* Iaterlorly. Some other time I shall srpl&~ Still f0 you w enother. preparo for one fralr 8clf or mu8t one ohange faoo wd engage a&eoapablo OfoArryIng out7 in a oenfuslcm and an IEQrOV8llWlt that hrdjibff I OXl8 lrn*t you hatm*t 7ourrrlf WidbflltOOd the ta8k f gave yarr to ply cutlsrlorly l I told you to 18am. rlth a foot-rtoo1. to ln lltr. DOI 7ou do 7oti rheulnl b. 'Ihe unlqw do you know who ha ir? fn the world l veryoae la a a8trea. Ha lr Impart 1aL -1 m0 i8 ti? t&8 de$almann. you ar8ntt ssatbd Yen.l. th8 father the tUn8 of tb yet in and by bsating the (big) @wdjIeffr galorhert au: (to Zu) Well. l 8 bofoxv. th8 eon will alway maxia for hU like 8vsry oIroumrt8noo to du\@8 drum. A WI80 8lUl Of th8 E88t whoa yaU d0 not IfnOW U Hb 81Way8 ha8 M apprOmi8tb r&ping iOr y’rt. %s galosh of 01 old Jew. He ir Perhapr 7ou the relatl~r embarra88d. OU!’ Mullah tiW8r sddh. X8 If ha8 l MIMI de Salsmannt For example. 8l80. a half-parasIter prrulte. 7am war8 dOti8 like that oSWtt%iIkg ?ly a PO18 WithOUt ur7-0 nOti@I~ ti .d ihe on17 p. (Md On0 i8 halting* tdwt one k88p tkm 8uII8 ahanged). %rdjleffr I don't remember that he rent In sntlrsly. wM8ita. omaiaato for being giut In hml rcmmthinng to a8kT Zur that ga1?8he8. dear new perron.to role and latbrlorly her8. Our Bode 18 703. *very thing* ffu~~Ijlcffr He is 8 ~188 ma& un~quo on earth.1U'OI 709 I par88itb.I -14. that) 70~ ohan~‘nothin~.rsoe Who ii+. 3oar~a. a one-fourth pararlte. d!io 18 rpoken of in the book.
Us d@or them the two thlngr aam aa before. oonsldsrcd. ~tlr.-ItS- going a~ in play a role. he OII only you. ortmnr underrtma ~11 medioal mattom. but you You you wiljhandor~tmd rix nmthr what 18 to play a role. or that y’ou’rs r8ih ’ 0r gaiety.rlll give hlr the lapression you have a new ld& ilrr. ln low. dootor aurt omault about the . Ourdjlefft One doaanf t knww what on4*4 former Sin00 on4 How oam one imitate Ii 8bir7 you rhould knar what you you have en objsotive baokw4rdr tarte. Vij)a 1 raarbwbhd By the way. if msyeot you have ohonged. Doctor. PIOtur4. The laltrtlon Per&pm in tiitm m ~111 mmagc. but itfr that in ourdJlorf a Par that person rlro are interiorly other notloer It it rhould bo like that. Oae word aan explrln morr than o thousand worar.xI~)~ TOW Jlnd YOU. keopl4 must not notloe you have undarbtood. and cxterlorr is that you have ohangod. ho rauemberr will bellevr today that that ti you have ohanged.#r th8 person one wa8 on4 warn* bafors. You ollange Zur gala r&l s YOU gave me that advlas for on4 parson. ho 1. iht whloh lo it 14 lnlmltabla.liborthp. only brtoslorly. Until the it pu changed. it before. like thing you did ago. lort at 88cIner8. or ldiooy. ‘ihen at that momsnt. oan help you. 1 ha+* jurt a little rhlle A half hcnrr hrr prrrodj ago you had the rrsn . he ~111 take you for an ldlott . didn’t One was uno oneoloua~ abe orie8elf. you reada l # you lll)r. l r4* You oan remember by looking Ab.I- (To Jaoqube)t Brrvsot Did jou wx'lte it d own? tnanf utplumtlcau Alao what 1 ral4 hir ringlr bidet? vlna word oontolns for on4 rho hr lntrlligont. aompletely that ohnngrd. or that you(~4 oardl. notloed somethin+ (% Mar. But onr’r persmallty had romethlng lmltat4 epontrnoour it.mms you* Roll hutgo than. nothing. Othemlrs. You . In four birlotr &oh morning b&ore going to work rlt down for lb wlnuter you (To Doniro. IN@A~. rlrter oi oharl$. Interior Abr harp4te The muat be %e diffloulty one Uoe8ntt kn.. to lr owdjidr 8rwh4aa 4 ‘here lr one thing that birti0uit.
Or betwren has ohanged.$$~ Ia’#rted '. humband and rlfs. gram pale. he ir brother a8 thir. on her right oan bo found YOUF rlrtrqhas . Slnoa halt 8n hour you ha*. you are that. Ba: 1 nnamkr Blr8. VampIrIrll lhere ati six month8 later oon8olou8ly everything unoon8oIOusly. hut the 88me a8 bofom.oolour a8 your 8illtaC. up to flttr-fotar to the rl&t Abe not* Ourdjisffr f dcm't brlirvo that Louirr is a vamplr~~ I'm eveMji 8ure shefo You aurt never bo maror 18 a 8018tlOe.( 11 ar aa h~. thlr. questIon l~ordrr. f.u 1 rhould yny lib tin. Or two frlcndr. I 880 the fao8. Or the arc0 0amtrax-y~ MedIoal 8oIonCo do08 not know about ahe ir a8 thin thin lib. evoryone~ If I Here where we am happen8 a oertain Be are all take tie 08mpirim. the dwtor like a around the table. It is a very axplairn bls law. I don’t Psrhapr It It I8 ihe Jlo. It 18 for l'hen I study 8gIourly I p0rCOIve It. and you are IIke like rho 18 frt exirts that. a note 0r it. we all I OM drain (Andrr'b) vampire. YOU iOF _ . . il WW8pilVt 18. l bqh FUEm&ering load8 not vo&ntaryr It i8 on17 tRo r l rult of +n rrrooiatim II@ to mrk.8 qUO8thle f bolLieve I rhould &hat r? uhiah lik8 to ]mw ir l . v-Qil'i8lp OM be ~~Oti8ed~UXloOlP @or example. I remark It. of It. o8ntiiihrrr It is very whd 18 droinlng or left. I m&e m a irot. '&at pxwve8 thnt It It* you don't know what 801OU8 4. and II&or.wampiro Blond. hand of my nolghbor until Is dmr rho die8 Ir a ohain oaaneotlng hold handr. know* would be namrrary Xi it to cna&ne the f nOtiCe 8OmethlBg timer. paled. I look md rpeolally. 1 8tUdf shier mtI it happen8 a thlx4 18 vary 1 pity UiffloUlt. mom. any rWlmon0y~ l Yoprbank aooountlm your having to doporlt ho ark & day. and uno~nsCIously.U I 8.- 8peOlti4. happan If il'ha not looking that three jurt thee. xi but It tuioe. renmacLc and if Tour mrk (TO jaoqueis)a 1 put -8. you have raalned pO8aIblo that hm.0 So I pay attention. for the first It time might be m it a 8eOOnd UWidmtj tlJlM* th8 thm i8 onoe# I ray nothing. 108retaryb our l 8t@OmOd the time grodng in JOIW y&oOb being* rlthout ID glad io&ivuinth0futum. month8 later.
wmmutber tbt. yarr you look l t then* You l y titer to youraelfr I will to be Cbl-djldf: reprerent "I am ttlou. You era the result lntarlorly of your wanta. iti I oontaot Bat 'I aR*. llotlalng not help youi ia OlbW to rcmsmbor yourYou undoratand Xaw uaoalrtlauara what oar mu t maka 8n mn bo I nlah to l ayo born l paatlaoow4r not y'ar. you QM be happy. bn Later Warn 1 u Good. with your father your mother* thaw them* You 40 it for interlorlJ* For txuplo. that one*8 father You owe your 1lSe to than. You dl& of will. You are the &hi16 woltlng. more them to youraolf. But that la mother In the meantlmo. Objsotlvely. theyaro . of thla for help yaw Xt la J glvo you thla you for urothor your~alf~ huroolatlonm offort in or&r diifioult to prqnlu to rmmbor l utorwtlo. to you the dot~lla. add: Wha they &re not then. IAtsr. of l xer~lro aswola~~ orrnot Q04. thou 8rb I". 4oath you ~111 oozm to aa@' (oh88 roi) whloh oonalata Q~la will do it tbaoratlo8lly. mlf. to oneaeli I do not exlrt ad mothor? qusatlmj objeotlrely. to you* they blood. Gurdjlaffr Le4In to 40 It. L ahall dth arplaln and I rlll glvo you 8n l ~ozwlao~ Plrat OS all. affsotlon explain very &et 40 a& God. name with or without they are them'. brow. this. your father. ~0d J3as Why muat Gurdjleffc we &&ill aa. Aoouatom yourself an4 to ~86 alnosraly are then with your mothaw. take it 30~ PMJ t0 Pour father opn and mother 8ro more than Ciod. Oal hlmaclf for y'nh aa long •~ your father one thua reyreaant It la a 18lr* “aftor their and mother llro.-17. How oan I mako a rc!m3mberlng JJJOJh ti QlJ ‘: that ouulta from my wlahlng an4 not from Ig chrdjhrf t rothar alive? ‘Ihero l %lata l vary good my* 18 your rather or m Bmx Both oi thun. *aoh ona of them. hi~dr ocmtut It it la am4 l you to the 4wilr oxpreaalm.
but arsooia%ions. Ir you aooumulate a rubrtantlal lhr more you tirs subatmoo the mom aoouaulator elatorater 18 14 that this yourrslf. foroea. loBI to amk &out brtrecn work and fmtlepe. it. IOC)HISto me l ffortr. -in Afterward (why 7ou hare rorkti) have l your l uroolatlau relatim.autam tie. the other lr the opporlte. morw 8uooo88fU1~ hoawe of 7ou 18 tired two md booaure 7ou work without You mat in the mrk it la that part* if You work with one or it 7ma door ollr oantor&. that ir a differsnor efforts work.r And it you oontinus. . rhould aooumulate energy4 yau sat the This OOWlt~tUtO8 energy4 But it one lore8 ~onrolourly. nor% mill : with fcnr* \ (Q'# and Air but your not any more with your From Lesturo Q: there Jlalrh of Prenoh plroug)t. tit for u1o ther sort of roaelvrr I omnot I am thsrcl lr rnothor Q. will ihe totigus real work haa m-ohm-go futuroj you are tired. One ir of work and l utomatio on the oontrary. You ~111 1088 your final law. It Ilrpondr on the other l owmulatorr not bo able to do VQ ordinary fatiyr tRInga. on thr oontrrxq. the more 7ou dll thot in the mornlnq shun I am rertod. tt ir not worth wh:le You will to make the l aif0 rt . your or&8nlsa QI tlonT AI fatlgua favorable or not to l fforfir of oonosntra- If it ir ordinary fatigue. It 9. that Hot you have la your body and you tramdorm the mme kind that of fatigue. (battery). 76~ not tuke part work bettar mnd you obtain 8ubJeatiret no* no remaltlir thl. till alrayr autolnrrtio. aubatmoe. your aooumulator+ rlaioh fi1le~you. AI am part all thr iatlgus of the day. work with all three* am ombor If $8 biro&. from 0s eleotrlolty your forae4 l And In the meantlras. give you a rubstantlal mault. you keep it. the aoro you 8100. Exterior work talcor OUP em$!g#. attor I have aotiaod work.nk at night. wry tired. In the WUIIXIJJ.
Q: 3t ir ohup. It 4opmda on what your rakin&rtate you only rleop ha8 bean. e*oryono / 08 Nell. youraeli pny sloop. a It thr quality You sleep awan and two houra to oontraat houra of aleap. If that you lr hrir. a for your. f#r mar onma who are dead. ir net Doon a8 f elm. II to twl. will oantmu four drlsma and fmtaaira da1 they oannot rleep O* uklrerrrr I f8lX oi the owning. you alrsp ’ od that takaa tlmo. One oan ruggoat one murt l ra to mraslf hvo rI. again In the morning. do the #MO thing. ELI Qnarrdaya. . If you drram while houra) la you #loop.-199 worth mythlang. You take two houra to mlu Tht but I ! at night. Do the amum wor)F whloh you hare thought Bake a real only little Pour aotlvlty double ltaelir You oan do this qunllty program. iou *ortant* houra ara l ough. You than need aovar and a half and a half l lorpl do not dream.deatorT my l ym. refleutlng. you alrope %m you are going aloop. kinda of rlropj one oan rlrep a quarter. a ooula of mm* (Qa).roauln oonaoioua during alee~. to alrep we gradationa. Can one rlrep oonrolouuly . will ruggerting to yourself the way In whioh you IFO dotemlned about. a program lpnedlatsly.r oold ~bdom briorr Change thr of your aleap. You oan relax uatll OLI the other hand you ratabllah the xmosaeary relation between your body and Nati your oonclolouanrsa. not by little.rp. half houn. a third0 Two ot thoao pore& the wotingr QI tha da7 oi for Aa quertlom and anawor8r &ou thla happa no. lnto you but not for jou nowl 0x1s oan ranembor mtora during l utomatloally~ bororr be&g rblo Tbro Auto-•uggeatfaa. Qy. romething Al 80 that it It lr porrlblo. ulmep. In the morning when you wake. to #pond ttr. a half or oomplstrly. quality of oonaaiously There a dlifernt ~1~9. you ‘bra thlnga U% a good propatratim Othwwiro. four . oonaolourly conroioulry leaver you threr tilla md a half You do not relax yourrelf l utMaatlaally. a sixth. You mat -9-r #ad ornate the habit* Nothlng al& at oaoo. 4ve to a fmtuy.
from f@Olitlg8t A: or tm other* 18 it not 8a8iar All hate th@ 8MO value.r t0 betaoh Om8Oli of gravity. nothing. of day muat bo oonaearatod And if 7ou omnot 8Omthing to you do nothing 1188. YOU 8OQething. yet uaoalatlans JQU Six a tlm8 oameotsd in whloh with work. are l eterp lOU98@= thing ha8 Oontaot8 with yourrelf for 8kvb 8U8t to prepare rork. rith to br t0 t& you do nothing. irOn ataterlal thing8 th8zi 4. 'Qao plaoo you WI&l will thlr Jot.a that And if it time you mU8t be OOn8OOratOd to thr On0 iOr a tark i8 &iron JOU. bf thl8 8UbJOOt. . the flow. play. It ir Yau ray TQU uork. tha time you hwe already mm undW8bnda. and aftrnud our liicr tborr Uperi~OO I hmvo lemnrd Al &ro Ii@@1 8nmllor. +ill 18 by M)lllO that You will 801 8. do It during 7au. uork_re. You read OOMeOted the work And you allow la not for work. You muat 30 that rOOU8tOm IOU hare have neither oontmt with oc a rerlara You are a meahanl8m. will ai8 md till I@V'Qyou from automat10 l ttaoh8ut8. without ritb ph1108OphiSing. It You TBIttK about all the tit work. if make for JOUr8elf. th0 8WOat run8 frO8 the brow.you work. One orrtaln Yw raorlflor the tine this. intOF88trd In roml these qUeatim8. but Jou hare oontaot YOU . LL@fmm 8umt k&W% QI Bat I rrq notu8# *I what wa do. rOti. little lt l bottsr than titillation.. 0. a OO~afn YOU OOn8a8ntO You l ooopt the 14. Q8 Whm I aten run8 frOrr th8 heollr 1Y 8lightl~ in ma8t $tOOplo rho ar brrlad rJ1 that 887 ha'. a8 800121 I pa88 tm What 11th ha-8 Qlmlnirhor ir a ~18. bo udo. 1 bt0.e the Z'~8UltWhl6h But no on0 here work8 bring Al% th18 18 only ohildtr urk.48 So* oan cute roquln ALI aotaohmmtt Orbat UI iaiw ior f0~80u. 40. at You attaoh youmelf with one aenter You mu&t look m Ldral thl8 in thl8 aire ray. rarerrod ro*. thir Think about thl8 oa-~ralcmrly wtonatioally wow and form a o6nt. You think l fixed thi8. 18 ~eptlmal~ What wa horr What w. the future thi8 will tifB8 You preparm the ground. On0 muab ham an ideal. mrk.
I mea4 nothingpeoplee thia~ Roooepllse Uorlr m nu l r I formt when I an with radioero AI I will &vo 70~ a tark. two twoales r-. upoot in you haa grown* six other8 rumt alro grow. I think I am urged b7 4 feeling of ruperiority But dthout and thir ia I dll toll 7ou romething else. nothing rhioh nwrr belleve. Artor thla. You have a meaknrrr uhlah ti You muat rho worth 81th aec mart dortroye rurt uad You brl&ew. your rwknorr . 7ou do (To romsanr l line) u if 7ouwers thir? mndwlng *en a rortlom. QI X have the improrrlon that I aannot p‘ avant qr elf from urlng tha forcrer given to ma b7 the work in order to be ruporlor with tha paoplr lhom I moot* You are a mall perrone on.dur for 7ourr ru . &wept 79~ oarmot prome it lr worth nothing. jou 0~1 imagine that 7'0~ uo not u AI other@. You aaaatlms. or with r\brtmzktlal people. ii you mlrin it qulto lmpartirS. Mrpurrd muat not forget that thr firrt If rou thing to remonb~r 18 7oumothiagthe You have a lot thir of Llrglnctlcm. and 7ou fool %at lnkrertr 7ou 7ou give it to aothor mpt7r xaap the nm l. Aa In llfa 70~ oan UIO th8 idear aa lnrtruaentr. till have hlowlodg* that of your hmo ldoa of 7mneU I am #how 7ou b&tar the others you* ~a msn it aloao. believe. in wlrhlng to trmrmlt somethins to somamo. You neu* nothlngaoas. 7ou You idatify. Ewe 7ou ssrperlenoad r& I harm notlood that one lorer uhat one har ii OLIethrowr it to otherm. and 7ou rich to parr on 7our bollof with your all you give four (~nmr@~ If Lou do not belleva.Al dlmlnl~he~ if But thlr rub alro aonoomo the ldear. like Yap orltloira merythlng. ~verytthlng 0Qa.B out OSy ou with four UOrdl. idatlSy Bollevlng door not aowt. ldatlfylnging Q: *kq I do it.
have you bogma to py your dobtr to hart OurdJlofir Tharr Eoglb. hor. Ejrouro me. lr bemum 18 ymr mother. and that you have 9or8lbllltle8 of devoloplng your8elf. ln return. I BOOyour mother her@. but what you ha** I don’t Onr dortrofr road.1 (bsglnr to road the queatfon ho ha8 rrlttan)t More and mope. ior roaaon8. y’ou.PY 0r 08 a8pm. t&a. go further what onn I do to have raaorae orrrlerwlth lt moon rrpaatrj qurrtiar but oven* thrro One I till oortaln him.JA. 18 to aayr outrldo have areated *hoeto foxuea perhapr 18 life worth py were not obll& romething romething toyout to 81~1 gou life. her. umotr raurmothor. It her. aomo8 fororr I ought to havr remor thnn t-w. remona. if you Pro you glad to bo l llvot are alive ad glad of it. 18. am by rtlll thir rlx first o8har u@o$~. . &t I rpoak to you ROR. 11. #or axn~lr.muah my work 18 mental . la not logloal. en0 af tha aspootr Aad I uk of your oaping into thlr -worl#. rou rhould But for her. put your p~por away0 JAI I laok an lmpulrr for IIJ work. I re. ohlef I.8 to bar that you would navy If you are gird hava oomo into to live. tell8 Evew aan when ha oome8 into ihera ar@ o~u8e8~ that the world. It you ha+@ your 9laa8urer On* of tb thoa.11 then. you owa your iih you mu8t repay OTM oi of her that the You are or age nowI the tlma ha8 some to rrttle oau808 of Jour be&g ullvo your 4ob8r. the othore bo ray.l my prasant oome to me from 1 olsar nothlngnrrr~ that of my that I heeo \mdsrrtood very alearly* for thlr And that mad8 mu undoratard But X oanft of oon8oienaat not one.y u3f.nct ruoorrd l in approaohfag my woti in a ratlrfaatory mnnor rsallcatlon unlerr oortaln rltuatlon urge whloh OM ml.8 atataaent* OurdJlefir Ihat of oonroleme nothlngnerr. 1 feel present I do. Don'8 thud Jioff. how little thnt I truly lb nnimatar mo* hd I lure mdarrtood amnot l pproaoh my work with real fir* JIM8 r&id underrturd what you wlrh (&an]. the warld. J&t No. year mother.
): Ourdjletf are hem. thlr. it la bepwe he ouqklnd hort and . vorr bad. bad. your fault your fault. do Skl. one permm . You hava a& r6morsO of oo~olmas remomborr oould flow irot you hto bun that. ho bmrflt of your 8021that (He speaks in ~~ua8lan rim ?&a0da Silfmana}.Even it her life parred.$eoaurr you ‘. ofta! You unnwv@ harp YOU 1rHtabo Unoonsolourly. bogln on@. YB6 da S~~SBUXIS (to IQpe. this but and t q aae •IIDIQ~. have pa bna bad. &fore o Ii pm have underdoed I aould uplaln by thla remo~eo om b egtr others.! $. pre&ent* it lr you do not do it.X arkd f have to Psrhapr Lou bellered everyone wmt &o. rho ir your mother* And how ban Lou pay ho?? Pou m&o You should unify hat l. Thlr nwt ohoome “cl1 Vve talk drolded was to put fo t8ka a bark and 8 tlok arlba l oerbain to it of the by to do no matter what happens.do ftm know nhoT Pour mothac~ I aay this. the pa8tj and you dfd 8 reoond’tima lr it not? %rpno JAedPme.: 41t it irnrt for th8t. ir fw hoopt A good anmetr. E.it to blame for not rep&lrlng hero lr glad.smumt “Rhea 8~87 for Iho hoU&ym. Ii0 her? the part with your lutulr If you forget. uha* do you do? her.nrt@aU of that. r0rg0t ahe lr cibJeotirely hrr llfr. bo you rix hmmbe~ It Imowlng them. I’ve tire to do ut exorairo. kor the part two roan. first ii in the. the exarolre 0r the atoaded truly 1ml8* And la trying it -B for underrtood Sor the rlrrt tlma what it bit 18 to b@ l uterior ncuxentlty~ tint11 now. woh oum 8 bottle of nedlolno . htrdflotf: (rim I hd rw3akain hamian to Mmer de Silrmann) Roure me. your obllgatlonr Thlr la but th08. you am to blama for it to&j. forgotten jorxm . 4': V" 'I J&or I’ve thought aboidt’lhat you raid to na the other day. very %ke the gear that haa JIM& bad* You are merdr. YOU might think that if Mr. more dlifieult. rj’f / 1. that I or nothing”. thl~ 0xem18e. I thought I had mh’mtood. 1~ 8 very dl#dloult and doubly how many tlmrr to repair thing. t rpeekr like this. fulfilled in ycru.
P#r ronr rhould givr you to l VWythbg. reaponslble @t&m.he would not have in the Saturday that quertim. ItI 8 for thnt it’r Tra801? groupm reason ho arked th8 qusrtion. in general a nothingnerrr But tody he porrorre~ nothing1 ho bar aoowrul8trd by ll$tlr reaping am nothing the rrwltr b8 dono* during hia holldaya.* foraer to thir future You're all.-x4- to take uhlle t&l8 that about working. 18 it po88iblr it to your @hat X &id not give it to you?@ Zpu t&Lu@" PP.do his Perhaps that will to obtain another glvo you a remorse of aonralenao of attention+ A8 to him ( quality I aan ray I regret holldap rea8on for not having glvaa him the bottle ~~SRMIIKA rmyr 1 did I gave to overyone for tb. up your 8Ql8 If ir you llkr the f l ult a you aan algalof Tour you 8hould have alprattos* th8y murt you haron@t an7. had only a third of th8 %t It you will have three time8 more give 8xkou&alaw in thr 18 for that that I 8ald ita Porhapr you didn't m8dlalnoc in order e W. It twa rerultrj be l mlhilatrdr . (Jb Ab) . you dorervo Mother. to hirr. a lang quertlon it’8 beoau88 he hadn't a larg of mdioine~ the follt of Madame the P&ldmto time1 he*8 It’8 (40 oiforr been your and th8 fault frlond a lmg of all time) hio frlendr. had hi8 bottl8 If ha ha8 l 8kodthat It in idiotio your fault. of your work. %y rhould Of YOUr IMIm givr you what fr tmught for. nothlngnerr. OKldth8 friWd# age. Ha ian** underrtand. Tou hat.ook about a third $ 'tit IS not ry rult wrdjiaff f ora. to HEMIEt%) oi the PNlldQb. that quoationr par I did not girr low 1 understand you rouldn't 80 frlt why you arked mo have thought If you had had that bottlr (He Ipeakr to all). and for Ho's been hen tit&e ha*8 bean doprlvab of every perron herow to have 0vorgthLng~ the fault olgantt$ of Nm8 de Salmann. 1 if you -take I t.Do r’ou You on the aontrary xow you are llttlo have a barir for mearurlng of h t w that af 1t0 amderrtmd now the for@8 Ab: ohalrtr+? lr gour bu8inm8. You rhould have l verythlng. he would not glvs one I underrtand tha qUo8tiOtIr ff he had had hlr the holiday8 1'18 rorry ha 18 not bottle have done romething t&cod ebs with hi8 tims during You and .
mot&or oi the howei yotz r. he must manlfert Dal). turn. 8up&loato do SaWnann to help youa you al80 ha8 the possibility YOU of getting that into the Saturday has a meaning.une roazon. l nU that of this inertia tute whloh I alrayr oould be liverty. I I #U8t know with vbt &JOOd rdV108t ho i8 rtuffmd. than)* ourdjidf: 18 *t&r. &iVe him do that he may underrtandr but not lnterlorily. enlighten (To Mae Err): ought to 88e to it your title In the beglnrling Traool. rympathetlo interior. underrtoodr hrr gitem me the mot who interrupta Mme do Salwann the . I have notloed RJ quortlaa? in doing thlr axrralrs that for the firat free t* chrdjleff~ for e very rhort againat of timt romont . Ml10 Do1 and Sum filver bonbon8 and f know with what rploor about dh~lrrer rhe 18 8tUffOdr invitor oertaln raring ol~rettr. (&wd~leff her). (Ho joker people for for her (Ml10 Dal). beg.aak.-R&s- L&at Lao8 ad May I flnlah Flnlrh. #aa President groups is I do not know. 1 011IlOtr governor am for her able to A8 with %nlal. you thought It wan a jow. I know him exteriorly tongtip. bar not the possibility you the fin it of being what your hemd wl#he#* give you the ohemloal umtterr Whore fault I spoke of amn for thah and l cuaulate It's you rhould ln you and glro ruvital- l~lng your funotlonre the mmo reason. but your organlrm Bell results then. hir exterior.. but liurdfloff QurdJlaffc rtopr I:rve tinady It'8 YOU have understood with your head. Attorney He has a very For that. I hnd the f'eeling of being free. wit21 hlr Yau should help him 80 I may understand +*~a Proreoutlng 18 In the 8ams way that You hew notloed HOW. tranrlater. 8br l othar. th.rembOr WrYt Iraid . that‘ when I know someone ~011. but for the future he take every mea8uro~ . up rtm8Jlng. (MU. but It'8 talnsn a serious how la your pupil ((tsrb)? You ought to help your pupil. May 1 8-bt (To Ja) SOtO thlr l x8mpla tha h8t tire.
You mumt that 70~ 18 l vmry good mlgn. Mtor what 80 bv8 jU8t read About the omre~lq &at evmn 80) oi Chrimt. nmmsmsmry~ It 18 only nosmmary thnt you romultm la yourmmlt~ nomd thorn for aotrumulmte thr rcmultm You AIumt 0sounIulato~ tdr of l trugglm. you have bAttsrim8 rlsotrioity. Big1 even though it be l @oMmtlaml to u air. l mo muat try. mayr Ja* 18 jeAlou8 beoaume hlr mother bmlongm only to him but to svmrybody PrmmQt. 1: think is diffloult for Anyone to Amk A qummtlon.q without the nofhrr'm ~mnrimmion. remllrm Ourdjlafi8 And when he lomem hmr the ralue E. ln flew* I don't moo mxaotly uhmt path to follow and uhAt Ati to kuv~ Ch\rQjlafft obtoln Xou will A path imnft Gollwt. mftsnmrdr If you pars tbl8 crrlrim. low during mtrugale you should mrke mfiort.tht no on. mnd 0m0t WOF~ thlr An interior your indiriWliity r80t You mumt not aalm y0urmeU. oontlnuing. you in rhiah7ou rubmtnar nrurt &oouaul~tr mubmtmncw. like %er*fora f&i. rry do ~nylih3. It'8 with little. small orlrim. armAt* l k. you omn begin a&n lilg. roroe yourulslf. l Having iinimhmd I find weeks Ago the tukm A hqpy worklag I had 1Ald out for A htitum tbmrr belAna witbout And without dmmfreb I rlmh to Lo on bsoAumm I ire1 lm I unlvor~a above the one where I now am. tie mother lm hemd (of the houms).hl it of what ho pommommmd). fqd like tom rk l quomtlanr mmveral nymsli mlnom then In quertlon. (C)urdjleff no lmgor hm ulll j&em about JA.. quell. A bad ml&n* You ziumt look for thim period bctwren %e a mhock fmm outmldo. but that Alone I oan do I oatact make my progromm minoe that timq And I fiel hdjibrrt You mre contmnted You ehould ba hrving your funotioaa. rtrugglr am an&y ba aaoumulated w rbrug&lao .
that if yau Yii @w omgl . for you aad your w&fr have ohlldra* they oreats ior you rpeolal be Living jurt for for yourrrlrer ir finlrLwd. boaaure you nerd the rubrtanae that rtrugglo give you* Jaur Mr. Boulamm! be-r aatlsflbd. of working my die. your thera are SO lampportr. Aawmulate interiorly with the rea~ltr thought. prover you far: turn are oa the right road. @urdjieff. of giving example. that you gave me aa 6 hark.aom that I hww but wlthOlP* of atrmggle.' d ray you l r6 the rtrugqla that dentally the Etolle. You should obliged to r&arlfier evwythlng your ahlldrm . belongs. a quoatha. But you mart not atop* You bed aa a plan to go to You are ln the rum d@Alnarrllli. YOumJ. ‘he rtnaggle. 18 atill low then. and that roqoone Mho lr near to me0 Ihd have notload. struggle.ir r: ) that of the proorrr feeling and body.. . your body likes. this aim har ahanged our relation.never used to tie alrtak6~ =d now X begla too 1 rdrlre you . Rhat ir lr you murt have in you the proassa ‘&at halt of #truggle. with that for the purpore of I rommbering myrelf. you a thouamid dting r0r timer better reat8. Yarn we rtrugglr rubrtanaa *em that that gibrr l in the plaao where it plaar te hare no latrmrt thiC ‘1 that Ilr laoking Cakhnue today la kaawlag In. You know what mew bettor than I employ? *or it. Camot. The Etoile 20 rtationr. obligatlorm one mwt begin by bringing Wall.not to rtope continue your rtruggle. t. So rboumukte. lkaat 18 to tin Too right. mly mad l o hr point. ihat Is the H&it for that to 8ayD aontlnus har no rtrugglo. uhatrrer it im?ortmCa. ii you hwr obrtmlar fhwdjleff~ forwax ehlldran. don’t whatever thing you bvo is to the ham habit give any moree Important a rontlaual will proarrr of rtruggls. Flrrt. are reawhing aeaesrary rhall mhat you the meanr? What you em doing important. that neither but to m oQrt*in oven them uaa an obrtmzle rhe nor I aould parr part thlr And you told her that you would ray what to do to get eivory paroat. road. you* You m aaai- 18. You haven’t exporlenoe.
8aOriflOO Dlsoura to it with p&n a8 an ain to l everything All for your ohildrrn.46. rto. a ocmmn You rhould ain.3. up I tut8d. krt I#. botnen oontaot for the work. You will undemtand you* During eftsrward mly this 8dvloo 18 1. You should have an al. Thi8 is th. you good whloh III 516. Nothing this your mutual r4latimr. to Aml if yori do 10 7 “I wirh b or 10 nlnutrr. Hot for alryr. my imagination outside of th8 whloh lutr l rortaln length from running airy with YD Cturd~leff I Well. rou will glvo a between you. relax it to ad 8&y your8&lfl “f aa”. ba I ahall “Not doa. for that f’m goin are underrtmd to give you l very aimply and NOW very ordlnay add80 gleor l ot advia*. what I &OU 18 VOW 8:U>10 thing. to bra. but for objeotloe.49. do evil.4$3. Begin this. “I om bo’.beoauro mob will And he who dll have ohoren hir attain thir nay to 8uataSn in hinuelf9 utten titerward. oan give you abrolutely nothing. oount: 501 All 30. hia oom In order to have another In the ssantlme rpeak objsltlve guiotly (noyqn) that rlll and iran- with will your wife and plan U you do thlt3 for one or two weelm.to llvo rhould far your ahildrent int8rfetre with it lr #a l im of you end JCW rife. your aindr. you thaa dererbo PoPrt May to know the obfeetloe 1 ark If P CJUO8tiOIl? YOU way* Wrdjleff: irn’t it4 &dd~llO. there rinoe w111 be Your aim Lill l be a oomt~on one. beosuure it ain and the work’ is also lklth her.4. until yau me baok wham lit the tiae. fh'8t the YOU have 8JYOh. have oommm rk and thir ID an between you* oommon allo objeotloe your wffo.m. “I will. Rolp my nal$lWmr boo . 8peoIal period thir ala of tlm. to un f u”. of time.47. your ohlldrm. Pom: I rhould work like to lmou whut to do to prevent. your ohm-a@air ais - tore am en lntorlor will havm dlfforcnt rtruggle pured eaoh one will have . thir alPI. ror if JOU both plan And la your porronal dth rolrtlanr 8 trugglo.3. to &bout to $1~ Aftorwmd8 all your ipoe time. You too To on the right logloalty thnt path. tbaer.
that? not l yltmtioal17.r OudJhff ordkui-7 have on. I know a thousand other And that will dorth he will l But I glvo you thlr rill (20 the othera) the hour of Ur and that ir all* avo ahange and until forget me* ti that. thank me. It'r the work* a0 that And during the opgosite. Et. 0180. It'r work a litit tiring tblr You rrclriflar funotimr0 lt You mumt make & rpeolal work 7ou give a holf the rrrt.: never May I l mk you for mmo advlarY I un alrayr m7 Uyr. You do But that Tour free the. day. 7au rhould waking l tate lr on- But . L l lrh work a You rir. ihe first mat I gird it ~111 eom ab8urd to 712~~ thnnk me with all when 7ou have done It t*o or three uoeka. 70~ Iwt note ha’t et mix thlr with work* aotlto PO have 8ue kbdr waking l k8. ovarything thinga of ordlnarg the work of your and srtarior aaeriiloe tha afterward do 7ou ap1 put s think #oe You ommot thlr work (111 da70 That beaomea aeokmnloall mr Et. ourdjleffr happen6 to everyoneb time csaah day for the and that oonrtantly often raid thin. a balt hour obir For 8hicl work. To thir l ll the Work lr a very rerloua You aarxiot work intorlorly a-* end irLoraa#e it little by littler g4 houra. how 8~1 I do my home ir hapw? the ldsar that work. oount l &&b for nut oonreloual7. jurt I. half hour forget thing* to thlr uldo for time al1 7our ooouprtiaxr. fiir entlro llfo PomI vary well* 7& nothing @i&e thing. I au . as. That ia the reoult I've work. you will your hoart. hampered by the aam@id-8 everyone in thr I am hawend b7 ha OM I organire the dpy. blot all all of the dsinanda of daily You mwt living* It sot aside a spsolal the time.urUjieffr thtngre him. impedes mar have to do with about what Itoe heard here - and at Mae de saltmpnn'a. he will.for to be.-noI After all thati. put all ior thae hour of the the rrrt8lido~ all 7our interior ll. Hava 7ou undorrtood . think I maa wanting to uk 7our when 1: do lag work of remembering m7$elf. l of waking 18a801.
with all purrelf. 70~ are drained of all strength. the work. And if being - ten minuter. ir thir YOU OQI do thir? do a hali liju ‘Burt hour . Zargat rvwythlng. ton mlnutorr or wh thir to You oannot give all your time. uo not mix it of good work lr worth more thm 84 hour8 oi another kiad. g&in&g Hare you oan do it for a thousand yonra time. l 11 your rtrengthj do hinutor too muoh.it l lee. but work without anything3 it ir Work II rhort roll* it . yourrelf Do it ior with all your being* 8 mlnutsrl You oan@t do It for lcag. ordinary iii0 oontlnus mitething. that FO~IQI you are wed iiT8 minuter. rix mlnuter. glvr ooalng your tarkr St ir a very oomplIoatad thing. I soy you munt lnarears the time little by little. the work mother IOU renl0nb. ia difroratr ba more amtlve. only thlr ry*tem WI11 alray. worth nothing. preparo it la y&r f0~80ir. It take You oannot do It's until for it a long t1ms. 18 boyou de hit a8 you (1 good beginning to l l-861 IPan* ta prepare you for you work l aoqulring the 8t@to that prover that long time . ii for you aocompllrh fire that to It.r wit~r you rbllbeoonr mrthlorr~ LOU d2-b rmmnbsr y0w88ir. You are loOn tired. that not uorkrlth to that. task. Our llfr 8 gqaho&mthe ir am thing. work 8 mlnutrr~ thr I*rt Let If you haven@t auoh tSrs. yourr*llr What you ray doer not mind . eron tan minutrs glrr rind 8rorlri08 rloh work 8 for him who oen rpeolal onother* time.lan't the quantity with other that oountrb minutes Itlie la one thing. add YOU nmny time8.for the rort of the day.rumlab* onl? thrwtir #herb.rrlu Mtorward. won badore beglnnlng. When you begin your work. you it oollaot yourrelr. for thlr the work work you mtut ymw lhe l abrtmtlallty Iloo work. Ba in Rurrirn huabrad. your being.. Othenlro 18 matloallg l ooordlng to habit aamam of the time. hvr all ymr you are working only with your mind. par #aoy . rptdtu but forget l rexythbg (4 l goirt. 7our ahildm. rhould. O~Q Life 18 one thing. rhiah And if you work you live oan't LB you have the habit of doing. &our OatI. butrubrt*ati& an abraluk . but the quality things.
you Lo think m-tart OuxiJieff with your f esllna. to oonamtr8to To 7ou rlro lt 7ourroU rhoufd in your thought. Uong indlrldwlr. not m animal. i.m@r u$luut Phil@? a@l6ln ___” -. Bars tit In on. Kt ie l hlmsdll' (uo’ys@ to the bslng word) an Mlvldual.-SlBart Ma7 I uk 4 querthm? How aan I dlrtinCprirh b&woa~ ~7 ment81 oeutsr and my phlrbal I e*ntar? toakr hen you think. that re nePvou8. something. . not think with your feelia6 and the oenter of a woakne8a.nf t trportent oatw for tho momentr in the It thlxddng you N-D nn indlvldual emter.of gravity And now you aan knou what is ir in hour thowht . ir 8 You hnve P reaknerr.-. u sluknerr~ is only a funotiorh ‘be beglnnlng T)ut the omter indlvlduollty~ your oenter come8 from Zaeling of grovlty thought must be the thought. on scuJh otherr to Uvr.-. &ha you ire1 lilw hot or oold. thought. JOU think. there Xi you ooncentrote an aany drpsr your being in your thought. you muat think rlth n rloknersi your head. oontrr8 l irr l ncorachlng feeling. l your rind. Tour 7’ar do not. ho- Ourdjieff cktionr whm you ‘I&La fi sisple that fr go on autonutiorlly. Co.’ s aQthnn. vap are only u1 eutomatm* you nrk you rhould If oa be & your bodr and in your foaling. not merdq .aut-tOP. you oa*t think bsonure you l m You W&&I to say that fosllrq? Bar! I mean that I have an amotional thought. try to you are an . when 7ou like. when you don’t L your $ealirlg. mcmtd and to ml8 tab OurdJieff: onu for the other.m to W in four doer itroli And thlr ln you* oonroious4. thInking how @an one provart with ~rj ioellng. an lndepcadog. very alrople rymptcm. Xt’r a simple explanatlaP. aocustom Every man rslould dent person. th. angry. when you hew ycur ir la of gravity Aad if it another omtor. r8orything work &ould be uoluaively km. oat* you are not an indlvldual. but iUB you are nn lndivldu8l. if Iti is rhen your owltar of gravity f8 not In your thought.. -7 thaoe ltrr a sS. unconroiourly but wbn a0 rlwq II havr for a4.
world. ova. l ttmtloarm I wanted to a8k you the 1-6 wa8. be rblo lr explained. many ‘?‘a” if bsoaws I wasn@t able to put ay attanticm week on the reading During thir aa them I undrrrtood that was what I uaa. been lnrtmotsd ir in a osrtaln 9ubjaotlvely. dJtisfa. everyone able to undbF#tand aoaordlng book. All that all one must know. thlr rhould have glvan you undermtandlng new. all that &ergthlng ‘&e brglnnlnq. I arked that you lart if there ‘Iam a my to develop that I one l ttantlont rammberr you raid attontlm (IO@meumred in the degree oneself. aano interesting ZUl oonalurlmrl ‘harmday.-sorhi11p: cmdjieff romething %. another a way to put your attention tark. it oookfag. ha l ttmtlon and to make an omelotto. I da ln lntererting all that not know any* 4rt For ammpla. about a real attention. the l eorets and of the oreation to undarrtand of the thare. thlr lrn't In Beolssbub them ~aong 0th~ in molsebub l ttonflan the l I har4 maid and at it. &at one must undarrtand. .orrtlmlly t But for ymr I know it. la a very haa oxlated. the emi) tima then you put your aothar thm that to wbloh jou am aoou~tammd~ you will to ham ao attention In &ii*. to the level he ooauples. book. something more l One perron one part . aeerot. sir. the end. uora . You told mo to arpeaiallv look into l ttentlan mymalfr l ape&lly of A# asked you that Rselsrbub. $0 mu17 different daveloping methods? Cne thing I aan explain attention. a rold a real l ttontlon 11 l to~thlag. %a more mm kar depends cm say. X?&. on undbrrrtandlng Thlr ml11 be your can put rral You didn’t and it 18 a good way to fix you oan ban thing. aan cbxlet. l ttmtlm kna on Bmltobub. find for It la an objaotive undorrtmds and evrmone should underrtand a thouaand tlmw all of Baslro8M. so. bn it. Baeltsbub. nor svergthlng Methods do not rlmply. all&r I know. It @clrt.0. Xi you in llfo. on Beolrob\ib.. the oneta lndividuallty~ mom ha oan 1. for rpeaial mmljleff: only the method of ‘1 ama or if than are othrr I oan telJ&ou. there 1s everything its there.
45s(A job. “I Rtt’.It'8 Jo* tb0 mu8 t0 me 1% It’ 8 8 or 18 .f. the addo* that 8qUimd whioh 70~ to Porn. later *to0 You rrmrmbor with the them and you reprcmnt four. mother. ha8 no ate anything Uhih ago I ua8 &Ioh 58 tuorw to ray? b7 Mr* @urdjieff.8 takw’a tan litth about 10 10 tiutsr .s. You hve l I am going to glvo you 8omsthlng yet A mother? A brother? A fathrr? And 4 8illt. f mnlly . ainutO8. Whan 7ou think 0ilV. g&V. All 18 to0 critm that aOmPljrw But what Ia lorr to thir who 18 I nm rttoohtd tit8 to. rou will for ator take am a ta. l rd you you begin a&n your h~V8 . UI ia& It’8 you mdorrtandt *aoh fifth YOU ItBt8t thlak glro that fiX0. that. aftctnard m8a And nbn to bon.about rise mp md DWOma@rl and about the Frmoh between tax1 dritsrr). with Pear about tc\bmmo 8nd how to m it. Qurdjierit a8 m~rrilng. triviality th8 8trOnga8t eraotly ator the 0rdinu-y me. thorn to ycur8d.l'. It tunlngr i8 That world not do for up to 50. all tire. InhAter aftrmatd "I drh thr menring of rll 70~ and ten minutor And llkr 3 that you the wy. 7ou hvr with f1nlrhrd tan pnrsnoo. and thon. L f. to . BWO 815& lik8 your not&r. a &ginning 1088 or tomorrow 8 little more@ you hut. th.81 ppr8elf room there im for the rorko nurmal whioh in 10. with to 7ourrolf thingm in her 0sF8# 6tmap thtng8j 7ou am grown up and are earing #old cxtm (Ib 1010 ?$&)t your ra?d &hat wha bar nortry.mk to urn ($0 Jap)t Yeu hare Ten perattat wlorrtood rot . oto. dlfflault to that a 110.nmsmbar your father. beO8urO I believe will pull me out of the ChArdjfefft oounty like more 8imy1iIr Jaor it OOntdXI8 8omthiAg 01*&r ad 81’njdO rhiah o@&@ in rhioh 1 am a1r8yr you at all. a littb vorg fntereated OU8trXWilJ vev Porn*8 quertlon’md bu8tWtg b7 your anawer~ I obrervo 108te belong fn 8ty liid how little Nhioh i8 ad very trlvIa%.r ot 7our rather @he’8 hers. thir hurtle. itldi~ithtd And S a&k you if 1 should not apply to I4J own O&8. tlao. +tt8 de salmann: JettJ l@lRUaRO uhioh I8 rioh only In the in8aw ReUly nor.your rather. A rioter tarkt avery l18Ot f Ire pQFlOn8.
Do you under8tand Then bravo. will the la8t rpscrk. ir eat thr &at thett Teat thir If it YOU know whet It nd next tlmeue irl. Don't Oh.8 2 4 QurdJieffr Well then. you have* on rexj it is low. tDhM'8 011. hrdJlrff. with rht neohanlool OarI 0110get am Ourdjirffr aart from If’ one doe8ntt t. It’8 You undlorrtandt porrlble the aaure of it I)r. tha word rontlment for I Or thingI) you hrr forgotha H@r But 2wl mat loto. whut oon8oloua love oen be. lotr But wU1 bs@oae rep.qpent oon8aiou8 ‘&e love rvorybody her. question. like (Yokes with to l sk another I don't Ab. low thir You have only love bawd "Ihet whloh perhepr & aloknrr8. la bud i8 obJ&lVO~ on sax and 8ax cm polwltyr l ho hemIt ti 80%~ lrlrl# So if that. l I l M moomend I haor him tory ho giver mo 10 peroalt. Barr Somrtlnw L notlo@ It after lunohecm. ma armlaer oneta perrion end dlsol$d'a its ~b8. underrtay St ir 0~14 phyriael pdarity to theh i8 workin. one doeant ~urdJtotfr 801 oiAll8tr Than 18 no ruoh rrdnm88~ it a nouropatholog18tr $8 idiooy. a weakaeaa~ for Youoen~ot hevo love. bday.liar4 dadnarr from *hloh ytr.rd the . wey.why the luoudlty with whioh 1 opr not at doe kill it. imtt we’ll find Big: mother Sir. rey tdit lbvei'brlly lntereatr the functionr. about mediobne). pieoe.0 Aad at OurdJieff I &sa.e~a thou&t thAt that. fAthAX' had. I'd I don’t unrlerstand . 00 to 8ea well. your @'end- overymr. oh1 thet'r ple44. me when one in rrirod with e feeling oqgrofund mm ournot it9 manage to *merPgo. there. t&t ir reel lwra.jr your ahrn YOU h. Gurdjieff: Eat 1088.. her the oauno of it? Ilo. u rymptomj you eat aore then you rhould. oaa reek to roprsrr lt li8 (r wakmrr it for and mt the rake of the other? it mid. down’ a poreon ham a no80 like you don’t t axlr t you love h4rJ if but A no8e llkm objeotivs dirtr love here You hove aoal 1-e anda 10~ .
la merdr. a rlfo -i then. rQh psrron. another und rt qurllty to Have aontrot (with your differant impulrea. lav. I A hlndrmoa. ln order to esp~rrlenoe thle oonrolms love. Eeseltebub explains f8 th181 the ooanmmlmmts of Aahiata Shiemash there Love of oonrolcrumeas evokes the mime ln rOuPQW& Love of feeling evokea the oppositee LOW O? body depends only on type ad Pohri4y. who QOms t0 JQU* %QO that you have Pity tOr a psrron rhm8 no80 you don’t or for aother for who wmas 111. renoaln theoretlaal. jau+ AntI if the tarts ai aome8 to youI I aan eaplti the dot8118 Abt sir. objective About this. polarity. reamin lawrtfurl. 8 gorson la hungry. love.lSbin8tinQt lou will ~-~lud lowe %a parhapr br able to foe1 ta8to will for per&m lib. we will But you must ?ii&a&~~%ltPhrSktaxurt ue aan u&y beforehand many thfngse apeak about it. And then Ir alao thlr about hope t ir 18 strength 81a7sryb Hope of aon8oiouttnerr lbps of the body 18 dimsare* And about fnithc Hope of feeling . But you aant t do Your anything about You are a etlave oi thlr Conroioualy. the slave ylt fir&t you must have the taste. All that 1 oan say in the msantimo would ~OnOetXWin~ is that gg8m-d love bxlste. you ml11 8ee that ovk?rfthin& tbo 8me you hata ha8 in ?a~ until nm oi tire you ~111 be l bls to it try to have the ta84o 0r lwe. oan polariw he a help or a hindranoe? Ckwdjieff it. for a nm without a abild without for a mother. you will bo abh and if 7~ to enter hi8 situation. naturally. Wish or not dr& you oan be no longer All body makrn you a? your love or not l-0.
XOW Gurdjloffi namntlty you are* have the You mut You ferl kp8tO. in you? I TI. the 9 ln u Job* trouble at the I have found with the nn impulse l xomi80 I fall tellr lha of renumbrring xyrelt. ahange at anr prlae alr~stalliced 1. Itrugg1. haven't 8ny rtrongth.8 YO8r klre'r a struggle between two tfllngsr !iiS At I RitnO88 ma 880 to auah a point what L am that I up dirgusrted. perhaps 8ORiething elre ha0 MllS mak. what You mu8t not f wish to dOr C&~rdjleff. sxi8tr In order to 1ee what a Oi ahoning* t0 &I'd titerior go Q1o Yau there a yosrlbillty thank8 times porhapr l&our. Y4 10. it.y enough.t . for worklnq in aa you prnnltted. mum dlfflaultia exoraiao~ beglnnlng~ (Gurdjioff l rlaap when I do the relaxing Mme do Salmmnn teaahing bar ti to go on with to be born tha reading) of t0 1 Mlls WitnO 8trUg@e Qmft relu Talr oauaed in mo a kind Who Ob88ZVJ8 PO ~~~~1088~ QJnindi any thi. @Wdji8ff: al0 oan’t. alO8ed up in you? a3. work that hard.Ideetlnar me hbt Thursday. \ 18 the wish‘+0 Ye8. only pO88ible Xi you don'triah Hlle Tal: But you ax'+ wartag pnairaly %ruggle. XLU A!dr e 'Ihm rtmggle~ at t&Ill tAm#. the day ln time. x @AS ti Along rfth a I QUUiOt do 8-t. you h~vo raohmloal Tou are a mohlne. &hpt iQpgdO8 JIMi gNatlye 8elf-rWlemb0I'ing FOVOlt. 1 &TO IpOre* Witn888.r Gurdjlaff1 jW'8OEWr diifOPOnt You have undorrtood will iunOtiiOn TIM rorult f+8tOP8 in of your YOU fOrU rtruggle )rti b8 a rubrtwaoo 0f &88Q@idiiOE& (RU8018.nl mS de hh8UTUA~ /' chrrdjldll ki8010U8 a8000tittlon8+ iutar. liow TOW . Before. A0 Ohan@ ir for that18 work.11 But n0t'Lmgl. Hardar. t&la Of Witna88 My mOr6~ ab8OhltO Gurdjleil'. oould. 1946 beaaure but L find of -aelf I oan*t Qome on saturdaya. that whl& you are two will oryrtti88 nwAr 1# tb8orvtioel 'uaen.
01sl 0~8tilu80 ra0t0rr ror 00nroiow l r8ooktionrr 10 l (WriW Yaa De Srlmann~ quotatlon mark8a Ml10 boll uaroiao botter. 1 t lr the #ame thing. You do it Do18 Ter. I’m ‘Imn out* bsginningr t-hwd$iaffr tm 11.r* I rmld la th. and #my@to Mile Dol. #Ill@ Dolr tmdji0frt Mllr ~ersrtholorr. busy with Your naroolationr lr abrolutsly ‘ho7 at our death. noed (of) for your your attention if not dlrturb 10 wloupled with a work whloh pu bvr lf YOU you do work oonrolourly. the dey. make l fou rrt brrak pro(~ram~ Work no mom l ooldatally. You hve bmroioumerr property 0r man rlth0~8 to do the ramsnbsrlng againat relaxing. AaaoaiatSonr onnnot ohango.rr at a ah rtandrtlllr It nota anything. in order md to hold out my arm to rrtoh in the nnpa of the nuke l# artonlrhW nrlang In mynape thora are rnny l oraokbqpn. it Nhen your attmtlon Thlr la oonrolourlf doernt t ##a themr 18 a flood sxunpler During go on mora freolfe %t doerntt in thla oa#er your oonroloumc. iant t our aim. tou omld rarrtihingr um . do not mmturbnta. la alnlabo. doapor than boforor nnnap to brelL* Qurdjlafr Kale Dolr Ourdjleri only rtop romething. that I go down int’a a lavor oi And raoh tiao mudarf rho lr urh4 at the word “oraoklwu” u~rerrion#“)r l moolntlonr. Sarcltlarr. Now I alwafr ao& to tha aam@lycrr whloh I don't Mq break? I airh 8 $hir to go deepar. roaasthlq &at Dm’t perritr JOU to wopk a(1 hcmmr Daa’t de 18. than urooirtlonr till ei roue %oy uirt brought oonom Sor thmmltor~ by l rroolntionr lr YOUOUI WM rommfliatr Wa proportional to thr degree @Art the obrtaolo oonroiour tratlaa (Rumlm) %oy hindac you la I)O f&r ao you l TI low I rrlwayr too maha ad by droamin(r oon- Mme de Salaunaa oenbra~od. prlnolpally mWi@ad na.
for be&g Do it u if a ma1 man* struggle* for I do it war.i~ qmrttozrr* llffloaltlor. You oould'worlr UC hour.Ld not tue HO&8 Your progr8ac ir oal7 11 mlnuto~. I will give you an injrotlan to hare a drrlrv g&i WQiUtO=sd You murt haw 8 ma01 derirs . All $ha% fillr tiu. thlr aubatanao. 3 uolpioll. no moron Later. pu dotewlnod offort. UmmriPg goer rafo171r g haad. rurrthatif OUI relu. you aert do nothIn& Then. your bring.iiSb. but even when I rtrugglo I fulfill It a t&ok.a lhir do ltr when they aoff. and ii then. Ourdfieift I)'8 a normal thing. a doabe It 18 nstre8smy yams. one murtn't rtrug&lo. YOU N8t sot anly with t2ra rind. rmmlourly Xf thq &rn~ I amke memom You aan rtrugglr You have battorlu. nythlng..17 da8hab. you POIIIII* POD. 'Lhe80 am not 7. I would not l uaoomb. to tmn t* waol (Rho go08 rlowly. in aaooqiirhing af tark I fd.i ta piano. h rrnloo 1-0 ttit. &at )1ou should h8ve hops. rtim +v UUI~ iI0. quartlam Elersn minutea. there am momdntm rba otijim.l. You rhould not You tthou. sryrttilire ulthout uld rh0tt s rarer ~WNII tying iaid. The following week. You am for real t0 it little Qh. Bow and it will the amterm.. Ouwdjleffr me noed the remAt. be orJotalUredw ill little.porrlbllitler with ~1. . Life L iwflrul~ it aalma* full l m at this go to My hmd ir tix'om&y __ _/-_ my*rttention gd. It ulll 8erve to m&a &ugglm 1)c0OOtlO* it with a pro- Lltt& amke grow We mabrtmoe whloh I haven in Lou the frotorlr moaptiag Ear. by little. lra*t like And Im that. mum Ilaag. work with \>J we will be able to uae ita of all When fou have it.Q@ 4 b~~hanse you take Ooffe@ you upi thlr forno. 12 mlautor. *. Ourdjieffr mly Herr in proportion to the ener~ are empty. pu are empty.
sverrybody aould do thlr. I hew ooaupled with another notload tie oame negative anotlona some beok again and again by rosooiatltm and they oaun to aorrespond thaa ao *I@o?” Hr. in the One muot rep-ate o it doer l 8oenoo and a*11 bo aood Ron rarlnlqg apart* 01 I oaa how l rpty I on. oould really oonomtrato ror a quarIm werybody ho would bo bigger tbon your BIetro Dome. to l ay that you hvo You mmt If a aan ropaat. fuLl of -11 mundco deolrao. I do it.SOldEQUESTIONSAliD ANSWERS FROM l'!fiE FRENCHffR3UP Q: only ior I never do a taok thorou@ly. dloappeara objsot. (For example) you are hungry. (Irro. aontradlotloclr . I OOQvery olsarly oxlot. 08 lot 00 my klnda They are to a tandenay. Thlo lo the aim of th@ work. lo Oth4wm rlll anotlan hr. lo the rapeat. 'Ihere are dliferont of the clvallng. l I: think about It. repeat. lt lo the eoverlng. timI* It you have no memory. you forget. the Prenoh 8t night. of an hour only. but +cooond. bmotlan rsmainoa nd beaomeo then l omething else. @@oxorolooo. to make it. de salomann) By negatlro on0 know8 l orothing atom whloh one oonnot know without thlo from omeoolf neoosoary by l having it. ready rrde foryau* (throu&?) of hunger1 the hunger of the morning. I ohoulA& ok him to be nr~ teacher. You mot repeating. that &Ivy@ roar. but the negative no mtter uhloh. that ee a negative It doer not CmotldP. than chrlot. By l oelng them. nob rrlia on&or. Q: the objeot When I l repeating. try If thora In three oaturler to l ahl6va have been perhapo ono and a half glning it lo not perhapa one l oaond a month by repratlng. would bo otinf#* oalnto. oun I think of aanpliootiona. A8 l oon am I haves l een it. la the mornln& It not the l omO* lho Engll8h to bra eat a lot You bvo the opportunity thlr mtorial. ("a taok* l vldontly mean0 ano of Mr. that it oounta. of mid-day. I aonnot hold thought or a fooling. l You rioh no power of aonaontm- ome with awrybody.) l Mr. 01 You forgot.
rlrspr. up. roon 4ar No. L am oompletel7 biroour8g*d l ThaT. Row oan I avoib Mr. rr 70~ d0 not uo th tark.0 ag nothlngnor~. There are two rtater. aar rloepr one watoher roll.. will bo l aaio~~ I am give you a make 7ou r1e. I rprat 16 7earr lrarning rlesp not to droun. lr on0 aupr one OM tha a go04 waking Q1 bhaa I 8. that with suoh foraa mu dlIgwtl it W&k. 01 one must do. yourrelf meaeureur to me Wfer more and more. alone* on. noa t habitual whioh oontlnur %on l ro thoro (book) mhloh are lr alro tbo Kq of Drounr MU thr Gdelr of LOW I&torre ahooao. one must rloep. it to do an7thlnlngj that late. timr ne~m l t09 wii tha Xi one dream. Q6. One murt not d-u. QI thl8t Oalr 4 hu6 partlolpatmr (in the awalror). -4o\ eoni. 02 ho haad lr only Mm dlrootor. a ultb arnm utsndod 7ourralf a vigorour If l nU 7w will l leop. Alwq~ aven when one ir one fear is alread your miattier es more anb repaIr 1 108 m7sslr in my cireomawith rush oharlty. ta nlnuter T!nk@ oold rhowsr. 0: into 7our part. tb 66 mi8 ir iirh ait m0 OM l top pying %o dream or uroolatlanr and (thorofors) whloh roourr You oan Arrool~ attention to l rroalatlonm.8 la. The task har boon Mr. pill night hate to then let jourroli gor opm # vein. I ha*0 no will and I ham no rraef37 for I laok fora. that it Mr. you ale already 18 too late old. %aroh baok To11 time 11 IW Into for all your fallurer. of rrrking. ft lr tha polioamm with hlr .llkr a all1 where everything thlr. rtand for wall.g fOroYoPa muoh more l %pen~lv@~ If okabe* A pill ir ahoap to rlosp roll well for on0 night. Nhen on0 rubdoa. rlwa7a lram four rho10 llfo. 01 glraior it that. fin and goes out. and a atate glue Mr.! to ma that I hare lt giver m b&ok hogo awl groat l atirfaotlon of m7rolfr Should 1 allow thir? Look. l terythlng lo donr b7 halvrr.
evrrything not do. mar. the n$rd. pxwmt peat.thlr lr repairing. For Do well. whole of 111111. ‘&at mh1ah lr Alway l ary bad l your interior 18 your hart.verything a need repmat. I attaoh a tark done? 8ame 800 Tvsn you be for thlae aatlng everybody. something beoomrr only. uko ‘tohlk. piano. Yoydnut Do not dolay. pray everything Be holahcartsd preaia*. rind the the m08n8 flrrt to QIO 800 there. Thim i8 you not will have enough* an anewer* It will rlgbt to Qsrlre yourself. an iqafedfato you muat 8ohlew &way. to l a damire. olra I)t It now you in Ro’. get thlr. . life. I SW I have the aanm diraotlon. tlP88. will %a . thir ‘1 . rapokt. Thir . another mttaln flrrtj tb should olmar and mlwryr beform your te whelk I tm rork 01 romQraO# there lr alrqr man jmrt of 1) . the rtnow whora yo$‘ue I will bo going and you will l k. that If a bad habit &lwaya Do not future. Only QI Yr.* repeat. f&ix the ky. there ror play ruture. Repeat. Thir 4’ 1 . mdrrrtand exer01808.’ Hot on4 your head - th. greolrely P need. and prsparr would Repoat. it la only that w8 wish ~811. alme arm mm# &a.or& rbould to ia that do holr to Stop.-419 ramming yourrelt. easily ronethlng. Should be the you well. the the . change. One but not If muat is It what you work sat haa alway to you on When Mve In it been 80. reprat * You never (Dertroy] ropeat mollgh~ thnt oort8 oome8 you you. nothing. the turning make ycru muat atop it. Later dr qr ladlaatc. of the 18 muoh aoquired habit oi rlmplr. bring ma reeult8.up. prepare You the dovelop Praotio8. thumb8 in 18 the rrrrult part.” !BE Al& Choose 8omathlng 18 whioh ior uhloh lr an 8rf0rL. ~oraieea. thourandr and thourand Row sh&uld 0: You “rrpalr It you havr the the partiT” more I8 it by remor8. Create E.aa.t ‘ho in the my am too oamplloated. You give have a need. paltry or 18 very anything Hr. objsotlv8. bar muat the l mo error l gain praotlor your t lngerrm Cl fssllngr. rtrength of am you repaatr I 8pend hour8 a day ooauplal myself to with to very remedy small thla. Ibptd. you. 1 aee vile.
rhloh hider. It room8 to me empty. ~dor8t8ncl slmpl8. l oaked. ranlty with On thr lr l romething o roe0 81 I whloh 811~8 a8y hn18 a wall done thlr-" and whlcrh 1. there l8 alway whloh L -0 part of me whloh rcfursr._ ~-.1088.Your tark but in thblr in their Thlr mu8t be your tank. to put (Magi) for myeelf ia the yeaet of the work. that t8118 18 that I wlrh to it 18 u8. ole8aed to remove the 88lt. or to mythlag. 4re trio surrontr. tw You ham bb . ir lrpo88lbl8.7 from hi8 pinto). You uadomtandr I hero to rtop ~8lnr for a momnt to oolloot thlr? . Yl8ter8. I have 8een thlr the over there with real ohlldren. them to go kill for mothere md they will It will be nothing lhlr you. Thlr But the u80 of ag8lnrt this remoraa. 18 that rhloh removma lhlr in whet purlfle~. it What rhould be don. Wk.-4s that rrfu~er. love you* eee than how the ohlldren their fathers 8nd dll You will then be able to tell do it. Bemorr(. “It hold o# it 18 I who have md ahi8 rpollr 8vtrrythlng. Isr. to boooms of raltr (He t8k88 a rrotlon J&a. better that it will not led ltr 8nphrr8 neoorri~. It Q: le ea opportunity When I try You muet beoone a good laborer. (9: Xt lr wry tmgwlae J-B mud it be Look a8 thlr. whioh does not partiolprte. You rmut put yourself Then you will &member how you &en you think theSrsgeo m8ke them 8ee differently. Evoq- thing that you do murt beooms a prrt muet be plrt in their of your task. of a It Mr. ltrolf. them. You mu8t nob *@a You muet wleh to future. 10 dmrtlmd it lr full bar to beoome washed. Afterwrd it oen beoomo tha ult. ln 8omeone'a plaoo. Jm* Ylth thr 88l$ it Q.8 ln my work. u~ole~e. 0. . How oan I prevent enter into You murt mke your o\pllg&tlonr your work. to onmblo mo to ocnrinoe myrolf 8nd rtruggle refu881. oaaot other hand. It ooouplrd with ltrelf ro8ult and uhloh bar enJoymat aatuh. Your olarr the ohildren help that were at 18 to h8lp. 01 them I dll 8urato ~088 Yeu ramrmbor BeU8obub from one to the other. WEI rued6 Sor tht. future. You will "1-8~88 at the 88me time uleh to help. When I take my ol~rr myrslf . oi your work. gito you a uared rlwm~ Mr. plaoe. manifoetatlon8.
wurrmntr tt 8aeuB that utlrfmotlonr.t rly. HOW dd. in thlr. Or iin myrs1.you are lllu ln ula air. aurt mart voluntull~tOo rapair. thu You to yourrolf. have their faoer bsforo your W. voluntary neoosrrary for ~1 I notios In lndlffsrenoo Mr. them. ~hsrcr are two qu~lltlsr On one rids of ploaaurerz plse8ureg if two qualltlsm 7ou work well you. in your Interior In the All eyatem. You rurt think them. sffortr got a result. murt you om h&Ye m~tlrf~otlm Other. and then ia 70~ your interior life. of your@olf* 'Ihi 18 good 8atIrfaotlaa You m-0 lort reluX live till maohnnloal pleasure3 exoopt for giving drrtrofr onarelf Qwy ar 9 aI1 Ln~urllour. ths]r have no bcdler. kmvo not known them.f) a drgnsre. 8tlon. 18 to be I wlrh You lntenrt to help 7011. of all runt low them agrin. ~-live the rurfrr tliaa 8uff@r. PPQOFI~ of aon#olonaoI on. rightl7t All plsaEun8 plea8ure8. Are your l 81. whlah orown in them. 7ou mu8t think they have cothe ROQO~O. of their on all your to thar torard hrvr done fo*ouo~ oonrtmt tlewr moo your &kea when 70~ ude bad Por8l. uirt the other aurront. objeotlve u&e you 8 #law.d. of You Perh8pr tho7 You bo 07 aora where the7 are. rejroted. with 7ourrelf on17 when 70~ uero alone. exprom You nuat l amoa You are a rmall gra%ltudr pi600 of th-. or hortllltyr me* but an abrenoe of enotlons. The be re@redr Baa-oh in your part* 7ou al80 do . pmt that you OIO them. Think b&k them. tha. remain in 701~ own ourrent. done? parent8 Q&at. You mint porhp8 pay ror ruomo~ when JOU 8ero a ohlld. an aim. natural l loment ir uatar anP who are obl%g& to llvo lr You murt now learn to live in both ourmntr life in rhloh at OLIOO~ l9uwe thr habitual mat ourrsnt uhloh ir ordla~ry tha 701111~8. 0: Have I undorrtoad plo~rurer are rhit.d90tl0n. fi8h whoa.8.0 do lometblng perhapn the7 hnd 80~18. Tbq omnot for I. hum 7ou are with whioh ir a perron. Up to now you have hrd oofitaat now you BUBt Othera. of 8nd agreeable senratlons. muat plotura life. 1Um I:: with rooond ourront. rlther allvo? 8urfrr. era Ace they all? Mr. qulot. one nut Cruta the parte Doator.
80 great Ihr nal there my ah8 them. lhfn no vluld.the greatort bookr. around you & roti your birth. %orythlng qo from thr 1p1 l vey- Ii I put you into ribor an hypnotlo me told you OM toll 18 rrltton. one rufferat the love . @ring8 the forae If we argrtallire Later you will bnd of love. al. the I have taa the remor for after thnt dlrappsard my patient8 happlnars discoverad at that feeling also dlrappeared. and whloh 0-0 brr bwn rurprlred by the ~outeno88 with Of rsnirtl~r ob8orved 80 lntaro. by 18 thoror P rubjoot hir put to #loop at tbr momant. rlmp. Our om tram reglr tar ovarything. your parmtr are your uodr YOU aannot know lhern 18 no plaor for Elm in you. you materlalr lovo an a barb. It will glvr study magnotlra with 800~ in whioh.-44. ttllr oXeralBor bar the monant. baok. It very vivid which glvan of love. Qk tirk flrrt with themj rftor there 8111 be other Really exerol8e8. the Souroo.bo* for ood ln you* You owe thorn everything. Real love 18 the bar18 of all. sufferings and bring them a And moment I oodld relieve 0r hnppinesr. no mrtter power ia the world. Mr. tlone a onate Real love 1~8 magnetism. . Jesur lhe xullglons have pervertrd tind deformed (love). it oormlo foroe whloh gorr through power . joined ourrant ~8~ with It wan by love that All performad miraoler. 0: hour of one'8 birth. they aI% the future pl. what rent. you ~111 bo ab& to our@ paralytlor and make th8 Ulnd 4g I for a long the. two l motlon8 rare by th8 frellng 88ms time. all the lrpnrrlane I had in qe31 Yr. 08 Is there phyarioal a aonneotion? the roudetlons. rufferlng brought Of remoreer and happin happine88. aooumulated bib=Real love 18 bsoomea a a aurrent. He la too far may* ood. lng for one partlola torwdr of emotlant rufferlng. the plum rata of the Everythlag perron who wu borldr whloh I rado him m-11~0. l vsrything.on thing 18 normal.' it. I loo8 my prmt8 during l I have dono the work rhloh a v8ry of rral you gave u8e ryeold quality very muoh and I have dlroorered rooond perMp8. Your parent8 ar8 @pd. life. In myralf for gomat buss when I aa rttondlng a reoond smotlanr their of 10~8 of the lam@ quality.
&ve work tha lnroriptlonr~ Choore them. 1) '0e orgrnir It wlrhor Qne lrurt the prJahlo ltr The organlo It on4 wl. IQ.br else. Suffer. lowe under different body obey0 ltr Thorn are two dlframnt body~ lawma law@. make “tohlk. You muat slklnate arias@. # a of ratlsfaotlon your parmtr agdn. without away.“) oeroful Qc Doer tN# then. a ma1 l As noon it.” thin. oryI revlvr perhapr* the #aone whan you won a bad ohlld.in written. You am a repremmtatlvs Philosophy. It ir ior thir rspalrlng. Ot You murt 40 thir l for yourrolf. it. voluntary whioh matter@) rrorme ruffsring rhloh paya for thr pmt. crurh sllmlnata @or)C0 rh@n your remem*. (Boelrrbubr "Hatoh balng mmething to my p@rmbrT Y~o~ it touoh than aomothing? Mr. Let your remorse be it ir the rufforlng the l r) rtrong no porriblr. 01 You have ~mag%nation (Vld faritaly* of art. why you rwt a8 on a photograph. . A rtata 18 a rtmult. It la a real 8niul0 One fool am an animal. you ndo renumber yourrolf. I hero alaaya It said so* is light. rtate go toward thim tendency of having l xtraordlnary wlthout wrlp&t. to ration needr- alooping. eating. Fael again ln all the dotallr. drive it. be but a Wowand time8 nor* rarltlto~ That 18 0r the purity of your roler. me murt not have fmo without result of inorth) rtatea it J you the other* ha@ a tendonoy (tht lot your- ralf borir. mot It Imow~ nothing it nothlry l 11)o. 10 the oomter ne balanoe of real thr-. ruftsring find raa1tr Saaroh in your part. hppinera uhlah giver weight. Thir the l Poufou~ Thsre i8 no weight* It rhioh la this imagination. whioh repairs rXr. thlngr In that you aan have real laapplwrr S) glva by real body. IWPLOFII Have OQOCN~ whloh oountr.t it gosr in l top with Ai time in order Your nature should be genuine .
booaure by struggle For lnrtanoe. forno. roluntarl1yr whioh one must relnroroe f'lght uhloh exists naturally. &oh one knowr hlmrolf it la hi8 interior thing. 011smust kr. The pmyohio body knows sosmthlng other nsrda. 1s this wMoh l. a will whloh 1s opporad to a noad and areatos rtruggle.atioa of a dlfformt &la* #a&t))tanee.our wrkj rtats by our will. habit. naturn. %o nlgbt I was arleop.whboh will It 1s the third the faotor- oonolllate make it and make tha equilibrium. other deslrea. is in the habit this la its med. whioh ir the Master. a third thing. not One must soo very small and eon rind to a BLU the body. train othsr It it aml m&o it obop. lnrtoad of obeying it. It 10 other arplratlonr. !I&0 only l k 18 that all rrerythlng rhould 8ervo thlr Qr me lut werk I hrr about thoroughly undorrbood during the waok what you told all the week 1 thr pbjalml dlr~otlonf body and the psyohla body and have wwked in thlr I ham rtrugglad. that oomnande Put baoh one in it8 what goes on* begin with. than the organlo body.feel it a8 a Strangers One must subdue it. one md the other.1 ellminatc to satisfy it. jour porrlbll~ty.8 t2m rpeolfio a third united stat& different with roaethlng Ibe taak whloh wo must use to areatv two. of bat being be born. I do not wish to smoke . tukj plaoo. . of ran. xhe need 1s a conrolour form whlah always there but L refuse voluntary will be There Is a 8trugqle. oan a new polrlblllty of rmoklnng. doss not. 'i2~ero la a oonfllot It 18 a struggle It belong8 ta a different between there 0r a differant the other two bodies - one wIshbe. und6rrtand One must educate the It must obry. Pike only pO8Slbillty of 6rsating a 8eOOnd body 18 by an l ooua&. Up. The psyohe la a ohlld. rtruggle whloh oal18 the third "1" .ow oneself. from the other else* nhloh 1s 1s therefore something preolro and ONLY by rtrugglr my organlrm whloh relnfomer this stmggb. The body 1s an animal. !l'ah a task % ratlnge whloh 1s wlthln Q1 a habit. It has world.
And For PO# he is my friend. I RSD sraklosd by my IQ~ .i8hed amturhr %e e%oral#ol ago. 1944 Umr. ouldler l i ahargo you with a oonmlrriar for hlmj flvo da7 for a 7ear* January 18. your head onl7. YLr. porriblr to undentand 18 imk87 8nd what ir it 18 neoorrary to DO. oompanimm~ thlr will bo uroful for 7our rpeak about it"\@ere. &roe you hpve undaa%tood.. nothing aould hevr bocn bettor. I beat blab vlolenar its I did not 8llow to go wbtIn7 on ita rlrsp bod7 lr. it some after0 perhaps 7ou will real . it to 8ee lf what men80 hao a real #memolmpo8sibl8 in the uoraire from this Others will whrt to ii. md 7ou will Ihd that two wcekr.t?penr in four sm-41 70~ kt~ rat.** l xerol~e. u~78elf I even hed the to to SO* m788lf. It i8 tbr Then I told 7011to expoot nothing u8rolso whiah will find give 7ou undorrtnndhg. rhothor thir. Thankhk. 0. Therm axaml8~r IEuropc~ ubtrd. ha. beaauro \ do not forgot tbt ‘A-w your aon i8 your ma&tar. was or ahonae. 0. Ther8 an works. will b&ore To undrrrtand. ova glto 7ou l xpcrlanoe. . foraor around 7 ouO foreign to 7oug It 18 porrlblo that when a man really evrnt it like thlr ro8l17 rlrher to rtruggls.a imaginary~ For cxamplr. wtit it How asn I oru8h thlr 18 aapablr of and I have awn of reaatiat a rook mrk Yr. ba8i8.I hate a four-7amr old 8on . n&t with I am very glad and work Sor a rook.-47. It is dlrfiault diffioult for mo to rap&rata what I senre.who had been bittfor me* He UPI by mo8qultoo# and who ~a8 in pain 8nd bog8n to ary and aall rufforlng before ad arglngr I want time to hir and booare ho wa8 orying ln myaolf? aftor md rufiering. I arkyou now to m&e notes of all reaks.11 x117 am. to h&va l xperionae. 'lbey a8n OYOSI areata the mo8qultoo8. they produao an In ay aase. again. I what from what l. Duboau: 18 trw. wore l rtabl.
What gou have aoqulred through the work utunt not bo ueed In ordinary So long a~ you have to do with me. thing. but no automatic!. Qa power . and at the sams tiw 10 1s your oonomthan your you will bo an exarul8*. to yourssli It as a tmk bo but you mustn’t oount . am wry Q.awreu: ambi)lm I would llko for If it hrlps to know rhethor the work ir world. it right awry? lP it ii it is 8 ~aahr088. you aan brp is a phgrlabl Or.you must never life.. you Mt During outuss wardlq play a role.rdlp you muat learn never to idantliy~ do 0-0 .you may or may not. you oan even kill someonee I havs given you this at present. able Rhsn ~aur prayer aan $0 u to pray to the Pmeidentr - .a dcrlre Mr.extraordinary gosslbllitlss . tning. Pomrreur Can one have ambition it outsldo Mr.~a it. Or IOU s an glro on suoassdlng work. oatsgorloal example. the work such things them for ordlmq but lnwa. YOui quo8 tlon the work? 1s abstract. Another qwsttonoa llfs. 34Jan l gotlstr your feet. you OM do it. It a uonraiour asn be a physioal it out. Q: It Is surely from ouyldlty. Pa How OM 1 know that for lnstanoo.in the oxtamal you with your ex8rol~s. Pirat put yourself solidly on you oan do saneth+g. atmosphere..P. it lr You can only pray with Muit lntsrestr oentom* your thrso oentsrs. my dsclslon ie oon~olous? If I want money. Olvs yourself task and oarry even by lnartla. oompatbble with For l dvloet . may parhaps oomgrtlble with the Pomereut Qr No. Pt If you CM do It But if it oonsulou~ly. sks is not your Tour prayer gsu far tratfm wlth your thrso (aura) no frrthar as Aaerloa.. praysr. After You OM do nothing that. it. must kill 50 it tit 18 not nsorssary ugssts your to try serious and 4e8troy work . Jolllngerr Can am be h&pad In work by prayar and how oan Mllr.
Homnar : impartial. but a mesna* AC I w8ntQ4 more deflnlte 02 %erythlng oome8 in how not to ldentlfy. only lr not an slm.but with jurt now lerver certain Hlgnstts: seen8 to me that am thinking at making without 'ha ruls r0-htr4 mo wondering. How OM one prr$ with ths three thing. ltmt is your aim . exerolres . l What I wlsb to tell l you 18 8omUMng thing. NOWyou that you srs 10 play a must 40 your sxsrolss and live aa bciors. (3. Consider phllorophlring. You gain axgerlenoe and ohangr way of going about things. ‘hi8 on8 oontor but with the You rurt 18 lmpart8ntt. ror thr It mOm0nt. Thlr ia whm-8 our I smtorytlrs4. OX~rOl808* a* 'I. You em neoesaary praatloe. No one must notloc not to identiry. br. . For thir thsrs l rs dlrfarsnt the throw ooa201. thlr rork Oc I to&d ymu fra ~leotrlolty.inwardly dlreotibna its tine. weakno 1190. to oonosntr@to not only with tocl an4 amao+ YOU om pray. think. I rtthomomeatadl dootor. D. animato or banlutc).Mile. / burn8 l lot oi . anything 7ou ZLke . NOWyou must do a rerlour Lea=.Exmtly plsno. work m4 you will Now your ala 18 not to ldmtiiy. . 1% sometlmer one oan't help urlng re8ultr of work. Iu lnab&b the rtart~ prtially. (tt futun. reaogplire th4t iuairisd. dlfrorent. you 88re l ln~r %ir ir i8p08ribib your pent l Otim8. Just 40 your of all. osntors? ror the rake 0r thm three. Ahin t olearsr ~ometlmsa I suoose4 in reaahing a kin4 of thinklngwhioh ln whloh I underrtand msny more things* a8 one learn8 Can L 118s thlr? to pl*y the is md bigger. inwardly role worklnq. 111s were n& 0r thst mer your Thir 18 a n*tural You 00~14 von hpve done that &oh year you are older. First you 40 many cxsrolses bet&e PlayZng 8 tUZ1s. mars praotirrd. . 1 oi my o&88 an4 how ditferontly 1 msnags it now rroa berore. lo nsasrra~ 10 \ ror ~8 to br lmw4l~ look &t maoh thing.
you o(u1 make e real I wouldn’t it give it he deoisian to you. i)UrdjlorP I oannot help in Frana@. ploylng may aoquire Mine. neither #l&tea. It ~OIIIOBlike Think only of the future. You onn only do tha axeroher . you have reclognlsed your a pin nothingness. that have raothlng. to ahange %omethlng. P: 08 tit 1: have not the right patients. md that twiae a year. You must thank nature rhlllppo hor a aria18 Ii that I hid this that orisir har begun. 1944 . thrr To be able to play tuner a dirlllurlonment. You oannot slpeot tnker 08 result pt. you put la you l You murt bo rlncrere til your ear& with youraolf. like 11 slnoerlty coizpatlble but with lr spontanbityO that they doa’t with go ‘hey oan go together. even tha of an hour. YOU murt trurt no ana. Donirrr 0: tog0 tbw* othera. lr it doalrable Spontaneity but with not oontrolled. somet~mer make@ me think I tell myself nil thet thin all Ianft thir true. !fhle rlnaerlty im&. bavae~ t been l blr to remsni. My ray of reasoning feel dog8 When i don’t You have many like ln working. begun 80 8oon. doing anything deflnl te.ner oa the t&la. I think a bout work. 08 you.-- HI simple offort aated by F’or a rook Z. January 16. give up* NOW If to praotise I take and Amerloan Ahen 1 night get PI well You must over thir orfris. when your P different quollty and you may booome a platnl8t.or for a quarter to do my (~~arel~e. to aala you. He will U you are rinoera l lt with mother. You muat not be rlnoero yourself.nor brother. bsaauae I have bran intoribut f don’t ruoosed in the results 1 have had. that. but a long tlma. on your hmule but the other dlHUO* Parhaps you have nothing Lot him imagine ltr inaid@. only aa a dootore on only Einglirh Mrne. youa As “Mr. Perhaps you had an lllualm. Dz ir a dream.
l 000~4lag to what th0 8ItitIm ft you 08'. worklag Inwar4ly. you will to another. .p youa For thr am who is working. 0s ooul4 be purIiI@d. up to h%a In future You have two olusr. honrty. Luo. will you formulate that your question? one 5 what aan one fro1 There I8 a prlnolglc. willhr1. whnt Ir your pur8tIont : LUOa %e ueralre v&i&& oonalrto in demanding of the body the \ 8ubrtmOe8 neaeraarg to bring to thq inos upreerlonr of goodassa. n4 rrtiafaotiaa prodma to py mush nora later cm* Olatlmrd1g. justloe. 00 one I ice1 doubtful of my monoyo about g oven though I gIv* away that I rant my llfo founded on ruoh prlnoipler my mema of livelihood G$ And nar. agolrt. bat& two prInoIplrr. natur. thnt you have l oertaln feeling of It I8 thlr feeling of ratlafaotion thim feeling? In yourrelf whloh show you you are hone8t. Inwardly on0 &08 not Idmtli'y. 0 ont eatmrnt . af giving arb It you will %t rmaln you will not be ablr aa8t make the rlorIfI4e your word that 00 ~‘promII)o. tsnna impartiality and Intrlligenoe ha8 led mo to reoonsldsr 18 the relation of honesty. to ohmgo yourraM. YOU Today you annnot give muoh to others. For the rake oi mcl If you try what YOU arm* yourmelt %J you In yourrelf m4 to. a good rgolrt. aaah of them the balanoo md partioularly what one taker honertyr and tit apd Ikmt one bstwoon giver In roturn f had mom satlrfaotlm mom whim I wa8 l arnlng la88 rltuntion - am embmwrrod now In a oomfortable ul4 eaq CI: I have already Luo : thmo quartrrr undrrrtood yam question. you mu8t glrr tea-fold. Lua I You underrtand PeDc But now in my evsrydny mroltr I8 exterior we llie. dOnmn48. ir honertt when you hate given yourrsli a orltsrlonr your word to do something and you hare done It. ho plays one's role.-81one. 01 Little honsrty. life I have more and more to use triokn and that 01 %at You do thlr for them* I havr alrmdy raid now you mart br an absolute future rltrulrr.
it my oost a mlllion aftar youra and that will thr ~pointm@nt rlrs I ~WS and 10 QO not it ir tin. for oh@ bring8 your work aldoer neoersary I him what he har need of for even if you him it. (To Siraone) evening.p fdrdlaer to ahange ranethin~ Lf one #mall thing out. nature you the cmdltions there 18 nothing spirits For ordinary %t iOr mm. till you. time to pnue amall &In. undertake WI6r) X mm t give up my “~)calo”* obllgstians. you mWJt OOmer A mall wN& you do not Wow* UprOt thin& but If you do not p@rhaysm it ir aonnaotrd with many oth~rr franos.e for man who doer not mrk. ~111 make it nrrersar. underrtand? For inrtanoe. Iith through oarrled a ohsin of otentr out.nature WOIk* ir a rlstop6f ohrrlty. cornrpand. whatever happenBe ia an &broluta a lowtoin tlmo. had you had money c oertaln you would ban Nature lr gone to a oaf. but having ncna c you 8tapd more lntelligant oond~tlona for than you) aho bnows bbOter your work1 and lf at ha@ and rorb de than you whloh are the beat oalls you work .8 piaoer . on oonrolour rplritr who ~111 arranp. nature you need. keep hia glvcln word. It some. . for the but ohanoer all the m6n who world. givea him through Phillpps : oonscioua that he nesbs. tha no you ouurot thing dll ir big be oarrird big thtigr easyj they are iar W&n it want it planar away md you axv only %t oonoomed with them from you all the time. give mys ali my word aonoctminng -11 thhlngs. T!Jro a mall thing that that yma are orpablo you oan do. . not big whioh are too far Ot lhorr rrm in all ae* very simplyW it A man must II I law whloh fs rormulated aarer. If wm ii they you have given your word to come and 8ee me at out you II. I feel thr bat you ihave Just at this raid haa glum exxsrcisas* 1 feel in syaclf moment what epirlt a 1330 I murt in meb Wow I: undaratand what i must da. to get will money will all ooma to you room all if it In another for his nature out 0tr Do you Raouroes a mcu-1~2 ir work.\ am ne te. ma more than kll ir. glro whether you or note Try 0-e about overgthIx& iwor+ pbout 8 mall thlnge llot i$.. m If you need maney do nothing 0918.i +lf 7 beoeuro a prmiyr gi’vau mu&’ $0 hold to and you murt h3arr d keopln(l it.
you have to do in the 1. way* @ml your aear one 18 oome up. reproaohod au dlreator. you have nvon the six othprr the Zlrrt 8ven go well l utonmtioaUy~ in your life.- CMter dutier. be well& one asHot Fs nQt good. learn All to to do well do ovarything pre3mcc. to supsrvlro emlet but that. loalng tlma~ Kith ruoh an Interior organimtlan. with unetitudr. till If parallel with this. You nro here. alwayr You have the time. Those you mwt worth mll)lone 00 well whlah . 004. tlon the result OS dlreotlng ove&nw You nsgleot la bad. iihlngt You l f. ) but if “+P ior not Sulfilltng well ~8 obligatlonr It 3a a small it one underetnnds how one muat 4bot therr w time in life..lou have to 40.18. a ma will naver go ran . nothing rind Acaurtom yourrelf you will else. do one well. you un4ertake the 4etai. affair8 andyou There i8 not one aapeat. hir (f: oneta affalrr mm *even* If lunoheon 3. even think about them two or three weeka Think 0P everything. pepme l vary- abemd an4 never fail. C. one. thing. 18 a big thing. fou muat dlreot all ovarything. you will things of life you not do anything SRU8t fUkf%n In the ordinary tilyour . thou&t. you morifioe your asaooiatiolu gou do well mt l verythiw ymr must be drawn to iho nffalr whloh oonrtituter your work. men though for if all For instanoe. the obU@t’orget If you the 8ervlrg.-. al80 do WU tuat whloh you have to 40 If ycu do not do well what you have well in ohuroh eltherr obli&atiti8 to do ln the I%&. aXl things wllr bl your at the tlae. you will in ohuroh.. are dlxector. that Ootoilrr nothing forget0 even if you have l ffrlrs worth mlllioar. you will will do them the mm If Lo not ma Just ampcat but s&van and all good.
mune thing. God, tbon your
I I)PLdk father,
you do not lure your mother,
you do not belleve 70~ 81 m
~wi 8ex-w for
UC I have an ld @al, I have l lr87r longar abe 3~9~0 Chrirt
bwn a Catholio.
T)ut I 20
In the I MO n7* Catholicism was very good, but not latterl7, they diluted eierythinz, In the
In the beginning
“ihey reamhod beginning it
for midday at two o~olock; -8 superior to the Orthodox the faith
Qa I: oannot a: are no longer automatfoally~ mlllicns
of my ohildhood. that
That la not neoe8ssryr
You have lost
You and not ssaroh Mllllona
you are big nor*
You shr?uld have logla
God 18 impo8slblee with
1’0 have dlrsot nlih
eon taot with to have rslatlona
Mr. God dlreot,
But you oan have a relntlon has thla 4hanged your interior
in thlr ideal
ahat 7ou do hem,
- slnoe you took part
Then porhapa you have uoniidenca Ben he can 8erve aa teacher met entirely.
in the person rho
in the meantime. I aant
That doea not sntlsig ‘hen make a program* that
You do not kn m what you want. mother, him, this
you to undeP8tmd
neareurt - father,
in plane oi Ood.
The rem1 God, forget
Aa 7ou are,
Khan you hnvc gram,
could be, but you hOOVer an ideal
are on0 among million8 1s naare8t
S(WntlmO, take &I M ideal
and then 7ou am
to God , b8Oausa thir
ha8 in turn &n id881
80 cm, On to Ood.
7o1qreroh him, do not think another
ho who la
Your ldwl to
70~ God. Later
Mao, dr 88lmmin1
you oan $,a
ideal* away* You ar8 too rrnall
you oan bo
435~ God for yma* He ir a Ood rho in hir turn hu a God. It ir a ladder, there 0 arA
1.r l luaym romrthingabon~
you got your anamw by tha
&eh degroo (mu&
I am ohin.
lead8 you to aother
01 your timer dinotly, It
You 04tlnot pmy dIr*otly la f’rQm then He
You ipugAu~ 80~ but you raato Uks a monk,
pryohQpa&hy 0~888~ llbr thir
and sixty rnythingr
me want& TUr your
ho perlcrhar like Ood direotly law axirts relf .
a dog d thout No one hu
IOWI Him, for You will dlreotIon, be your wxlr with
the 1~1 of oontacrte is 8 trlot.
look for your Jod vhsn you havr felt QI a good road, for inrtanoo Shr ir not &n3, but
guldod in the right ‘hen rhe will
by ?&me.dr be you?
rt@ge; you oan have oontaot
her) itrelf it
make all will tr
pnd good manifestation8 with prayer relative another and it the next rtwgs.
y&88 throuljh Then a thkd
her and that 8 tap axi finally like frcs
make oontaot that your
~111 reaah the real in the country
Goda Lxaatly Fir8t
marsage to a than to 9 rtatos
town, then to the village, take+ome Qa oa
to your relative'8
ttir quration arkr
) W.ng in thr they go aaoordlng
You know “Juati@e”
i8 a big word - it’ is m big thlngr like miorobea,
to law, aa the law hu will
thaa to go.
~emWIIber; a8 you 801, lo yo$ and natiour. rhloh
reap, but alao famillrr
OQBW from romething
oonverge on you,
bz & father ran, vary prrt
YOU in 2’09. YOUPBdf
or 1 grandfather.
ran or &rmdIt
i8 you rho have to ra@ate hour for louj it
lo not an inJurtla0,
wl11 br a
will allow to rrgulata
th= for thi8 not
of your father,
youor, & iB youth, b+d, it It
IcJruQII4 OQ 4U’th
of your blood.
of i tS it the part,
an honor to be thlr
?he more you ma
to mpalr Auoored in Those
the more you ndllhrvr lhioh
remsmberln8 a11 that
you ham not 60030 I) you Ehould in the part, a to JUSTfCE have mortW.ad
thlnngr whloh you have done oontr*rj
Thus you OM have ten tFarts plorr remorea of oonroienoe rupm ities,
and your worth will You hare respcmslbil-
t in proyort Ion, 0 familyr family it All
past and future,
depend an you* If you repair it $8 bAd,
Your for You An
depends on ther ir good,
my fcnr repair
you do not repair
Sor f~eryone# let it
your a 1tuat 1 al.
pi#U with thing. with ft JuBtdce.
ea what Justice
is not MAI,+ big
your little is tdfotlo
is oaaupicd with It
to belLeva God thinka
of small thinga,
is the 0’
Jia6tloa doss not toua lrqll thsf, and at the same tpe, nofhiarg 7 i io done on earth without it,' 3emo&t& ths' rihp~onni 1 You are obliged to oP rcaponrlbillty the anut. It l!n the line is dlff loult he amnot of your blood; you murt work
hove a poeitfon more to repair (3: rntisraotlon, 01 %gln with a
(A man aasertu
can do nothing
by oonsoienoe,) to do t&i& all at once, one must rearoh.
to put on lsf$
la Impo8sibls thing.
hIa!? you wake,
rook first, oar firAt,
of the right
one, remrmbnbrlng yourself. of rashinq.
Wan the l&t Alwayr
the one you are in heblt
Make a promem,
else ~111 appear to prevent
you from onmyS.ng out you, Then whad on the left At the
But even lf
is a fire,
do what I tell into
you go out into
at the blond who Interertr
bruiettar And 110 cub If
you, look toward the window on the right you do not suooeed In trying
you aan l ek your quosblon
do not #peak at
md I w%ll
you do th11,
md explain a thousAnd mom dstallsr
to perish.l hrV8P i8 fOU-fOur. 1s another You are not frightened? (NO) Then the fear flu-Pciw la nothing. YOU &I?@ a yOUIlie8re Your father nOnentltJa Wmt you firat ws alraadg merde. said about your Qbinlaa of 30 what OpiniM thir. po nothingnds. ~4 u I auooadd in rems&erlng no longer of my8elf the alung.a hMar8 this Ot met but th8 fm gawk8 and dotwmino. must It Ir a11 email@example.com negative ckf rtruggling amotion and prevents agalnat me from reri8tingr fear.me ona old@. 18 indlvlduulity. under8t8nd em you You must Objsotivelg what opinion You amnot oan you have? or nothfng like thS You can do nothing. either ~11 or you rant nothing. you undemtood: A belt aad a h&t al80 . world. f hat8 20.a hill Ymrtlnu of April Dr. You dog. enothw or drO88. the opinion I harm of wrslf. but the t&t it I oumot wu from reaorrb that Jiulu . car md your fear. deoidr) lngnr88 romrthlng. the i'lsld %thsr something will evbn make a olgar8tts. m th@ other the OBiIliOTl l oartain foap. &he all 8 deolde within of your nothingne88. 1944 tried forget t0 foe1 ramo~80 Of OOn1018nO0. or &ou will be J. decide all Or nothing. you knew your this noth I h8va notfoti *mana It ir %ll or nothlngw.rr8 prirhr iapOrtMtr Ii you If you dcoid8. om mumt doold. (L new “JU8tlaONa rralnot it ha8 fantasy. Tblr 18 lib8 meul# Of liquidating your8d. than after that thir your faar will quortion. for your happen or you ~111 parish YOU are a aouroa Of evil Lither YOU Ulll aea#e in YOU should not eXl8t a8 you are* nanrest end for l veryonrr to be 8Wh II soume in ardor to perS8hh Have aoquire a real It hat. to trm8fer If part into nothlngn88e. Aboulkert rcemorwv ovomhelm8 me* hanged hinmelf. then 8i~pls.
your childhood m&s you warthy 18 whrt You mwt aaquire for freedam % dear It ir not try thlr to beoomr a oandidate future thlr I l dr38 e and It is a very dlffioult If you wirh It. then you needn’t Only through that this impulse oan you trarr- of beoomlng more deprcrrsda oend your nothlngnnsas. all thinga .Iir. ldml of the you bar6 had. you a real will Self-love thin filthy You should rejoloe an lapulrre has awakened ln on osretnony with self-lover crgakut to ohan&& You must not rtand enemy* 1s your greatest arsaturs.miona. rner I do no8 reoapture thlr quality ht but ilnd that dopre#lo# relt-love . but that ihe is not my fault. you\~ahould do the “1 am”. A: One time wha to feel 1 felt it I wu nauseated. rbere it more you oxperima6 the more porsiblllty you have to a YOU tnuat ruooeed in bringing be6onwr hatred upbringing r’g3orae of oonrolenus of your mat. On ono you give Iand you awoe cm the other.T 1 Her should ~ymor$o it Ot will. #rt I do not know how to make it Oomer hhan I look for the kind lntentlmally. it rrlf-1~8. the inner manI Not only you .. litCrally+ your enemy. Aboulkert murt be doing the exorolrs ‘Ihe rorlah rrcqlyjl for ~QIIOFIO leadr I try ID.lat of that in order to kill deprarsion. of true remora8 ir of youneli. the mirtakss or remo1~0 of your @an mke eduoatorr. thing. or relf and Mtred of your Cdl upcm prmtr. 01 somathing ‘Ihe erfsot bet N-~cn ramor~e coma without tere qivem PI the derlrm 10 ier when it la mixed with hatred weights you dorm. pleasant. which will daotor. X'WUOl'~. in the naao o? your future. Dr.but everybody. two or three It to awaken raI to remember Dr. repamtlon for ‘3ne must punish 0nsselP meroilerrly xhe fooling of our pawnto. all con. Kn order real to axpsricnoe ail* 18 neacrrrary tranquility. to to find doprrrsim. h-80 roerythlngr your to halp you to baar the burda ymr parlit and to bwomo wrthy of it. . 0% YOU have When gsu feel be afraid thlz ~‘~. repugnanoe toward younell. In the preaente for point the future. to have a future. At You murt daatroy I hare felt remora@ in flasher timer.
but told no me hae when JOU will hrlp give you* lrakad will? phyrio8. rufferlnge 18 nea88aarye the one and only a Wikh two ff way to maLtc the form rumrir4* aan but the it.your word - a8 agalnrt the point thlr atar . SOUP tima One Ielf. %at i8 l lro bad . bodily YOM’ ff&V8 Not a mmtal autiering -k8 it tstk~8 goui’ part8 8et0n kbd~6f For 61ain#$ou work. inIl@r 8xtama1. 1 notioe run xharc away I have from I get 0: . hhnst “hen 1 examine never work.l ian suffer phyalaally. mua t. gOV@PtI not.+ with hot water. wlthout BOing not alp ualght. lf pnrt been oi in the work. do it with WX’Oif88Blyr mke hmd it only. &I YOU. ii%*. the Only laokod 1 buw force crnc thing driving this whioh oan the l’nr forks par8 1 havr that. 8UtfW’. you. I *PI g&ad rnrtj you will QUQI 8ble work on ~ouc8olf1 to thi8 tiCtl by . but Ot I no longer before. don’t make eat anoughj be mngg4 bear your organirm paur8aelf oold wmtor* in WM.~r YOU b81i~cl ULI)) d0 trzi8. water. of doing. 1 8m eU8yiOiOUl of 9Wh48 YOU UI’e getting Ured to It automatioully. doa8nvt llko &or lnstanocl ao3rs. We it 20 the Lt ir oppanits OS what your body is the habit mffer. body. find 8OmOthitiigj than rpr8kr a8 mah a8 you in 08nr you* as (Panntr?: YOU mut reaah whcce I haV6 have it.an idi. to nl’Ui1@#81y body if dO88 you lack.to hrlp aonraisnar aPrperi8nOti I. ms I phyafoal You Or. aannot lf braoma you beam you mom your l oourtoaad to rCUUOP8~j it you your aBUti pa8trat@ autcmatla~ YOU ure it to the bwomar l oouetomsd. again with WUting You muat do thlr with the threa amtor8. yOU Undlrr8tOOd 8tMggill. m6mllerrly 8uIne a8 dopros8tOn 1 WI8 bdmSw Etisvanr the mJT801f th8 doo tar. head. alway ulll. JOu a-0 Jour 8EIOtiOna 8tifW* &t8cl gOU hV&3 Ob8&WVd be yOUrr.
oh .@ad now 7~nr with sU f rollng~ You will have aontsat your ssntsrs. you sr@ dew it psrt of ~oursolf~ How you begin have objeBtiv@ prtiuses a alsundwstsndlngr 00 cm until dth you oont8st with pur thrso ssatshs~ %tut oae is rnlg hystsrlr~ . know that blow f hsvo understood. of your rack? ths -1’ and the @@V(ILI PI breaths. thinLing SO rn. toawako. part. Psrhsps you am ailal al* pu Perhaps you will 1f you osmot find suoh s gerscm~ T&s in otle psrsc~ with another two OF thraae md be in the iesllng Por. oa aonf ldrnoet P. for lnstsnoo . gloom you most 1 don’t do thr in the @@me oondltians~ Both are inportsnt G& Chsnge the aonditiuns in whiah you do ths Ueral@e@+ set 00 ths and one wh. in life Change the tlnu may make it to overaowe automatism+ 01s~ (lsks tb 1 am @u@plolou@ of suuatihlngl. but One by aier I muat f&e* 08 w ona*@ldsdr will find sornsozis rho fulfills asver find ths csonditians. it is a f lxod ids&T I have understood how would I.6: with wish Very good sx*qple tsr fOUb Perhaps you ally know that psrsaa one part to ohm&e al gour@@lf . %st is the osntsr gr your queetlcmr of gravlt~ your imer st8te.aontlnu@~ Only you asn judge’. I)4 lot lf you think them 18 risk of its beaombq a fixed idea. The sxsraise whioh oonaists of feeding bhiah is ti3e one that interests you most. If lt hilpe PI 08 you.~rou bsve bssn QLng in the time viee versa0 @side for rarkiog.the intelloatti and pioture them with part. and this IIS about liime* Vera Wmal~ xa tall@ t&o rl$lt Or a q)aemM= or *st aoral up momt with rdlJ oi 7 breaths) WSJ to oaltimu Psrkps that I o&an Contime.r@u. breathing I am kttrr I hsvs notioed Should that uhen 1[w stoh 9 1 do thist able to remember myself. for Py.
After that I till holo yau* %. yourself. You will lose nothIn& For it lr faire.ng you to take faith4 In any uare. put moither v. Par this new feeling.I)1 I have made a great idfOrt all week. la mardo. like You must destroy gramaghcno one of and thsae insurlptionl rcmord~~. 08 are already thsre in ita foroe. %han do it all the tima. In you all are already faire. good ‘Rasra La one part of me thtit I never summed in brInglag %i~ part cmly rwaksa up nnen I try an outside 01 to rcxnnembarmyself+ How wu-i I make it ad a shook. appear? You have to make rodll a definite . . the moment ev~ythlng ror a xhowllre. 3ut you are you havenrt pet anouap material. Kaokr intentionally result 0r a good future* Uithout things. rscordr. will help you have lost. 1 have felt something I): not ured to It For the fir& yet. writ ten upon.nuaher You muat kill aomothlng in your6elJ. he have in our syaten tho faotors (organlem?) of fwtora. 80 WI to orystalire a new faotor perham you hm another felellng ol alloh you are l JrI* there 18 one whloh you must you will have a reel aontaot l uooeed la dertr&ng rith rwbg. yloce. for lnsturx~e~ &xnething which you are #~XVJ&bout and which 1s outside belief. f lx u new habl t. That 18 xmor80 bad 00n8almce. tine romething haa awakened in you.0. you* If you are able to ourad and ~eali~s how muoh tlmo by your put. t-Q In t:Air way you prepare nr *or ooms. br dlrgurted You are on the right that 0r road. it? Chooic an Wctemal idoel. and replooing. IO that muut be now in you. for Then liquidate thir or dsatroy it. Reli&ous How oan one dertroy “y P drfinlte faith. %oner later l oeqthj. I advired Mnke room.
7ou &ha in book) to to perruadr work am if thr nmttora. Beelrebub’r. 8are oon8olou8. January 2. all the un~onrolour and l O m. JOur Sault. t&r 08&Rin iOr lOW thh¶#Jr beooma and 0: a 810~8 important plaor than before* 9aoplr. and it ti adoire whloh he L giving &a. ml11 8nawerb Zhs oondltlm with all 7au ad&err Ihan psrbapr *my dear the d&ails. partr of ona@l prermoeB 01 . 1. I I have notlood work. DI grandamw in cnlJ for hir it . m relred oonatently (31 It 18 by envy of othera. it b hir Then it ir MP. Aboulkert week. J. to oalllng @%ndSatbm” . la that “m7 dear him ho pleoo of ~vior~ ‘bat will get roourtomd he19 foue grandfather. David: 70~ now JOU hat0 oaly or7ataliaad “hat rru t one do to follow all 6hoy tha adtic. ior In thlr room therm 1c1 twelve If 7ou wantsd to bring hem in two mom people.WI Rat will the new f-tar mtll hot l bnomalltler O& Coneoienooe ooming from the outsldr.Lt lr not nj book. Mm.a break hu You advlrad ahown me that me to make a break in I’ was 8orkinq jurt my work this to kssg mo I have a enou& urd subdue my nogatlvs of remrrej negatlvs smotlonsr emotlonr When I do not work.. ratlrrfiod fcrsling 1llj.8.. at the mm8 tlmo oerkaln OOlr8B rtrmgor t8nd~Oi~8 urd dB8b88. rer9eotfully. not It la tha fault of your mother and iathorb llis will &nobln~ dertrg thr rerults of thi8 that &en app@titBB upbrfaglng.944 Dr.q%ndrOn? 01 mothor Uorlrrbub will u9lail-i to JOUI Ar r0r rad# I glw0 7ou Berlrsbub. take up the whole of me+ For lnrtanoe. it would ba nooerrary tmo of the pro910 almady .
quits apart from the pulses felt and !lM. md whlah me to bo in a part broawe X am never in. tlllng. This 38 something you shake hands with when f mburg hot 0: Bet are quite difiertnt. eye on the door. Parhpm Uttla you era in that 8ituatlim. oom to PO. UI YOU mum stop all t things and do Inwardly whet haa to be done for pour work and &at ‘I. I found mymslP thlar reek in a rl tuatlon I felt only I soul f l where I dmuld hato t mnor~e but in faot t6 %ho real rllrrtrt . ow whether E’ be aonprlvd feeling.-08go out while mother @by hnva their mrk prmn there wisher to aoma in. another some8 in. ona bl the other.7 rro rtopped. for that.. th.: quits dU’fcrent.fAke twinge whloh oouldnt to. You don’t need to think For instanoe. ioraer tilmo now rino* I *a8 Jurdjleff. 8eion . It) !Fh. Leacurt Monalrur - UK It 1s n lcq Lr work. ht oan halp you for your future* this feeling oomel at a moment when i M doing aQImthing with people and ann't rtop whnt 1 am ~Aoing. 4. thing In life. that You mmembsr and at the a am tlnm hnva n fr*ling Solangm: rmKoro0 thnn now thw I: ured to hmr r@onger foelingr af I had violent frelingsl 7eu usrd now thcr ma to mnke rlem int01100tuil* 08 It 1 judg0 9 utiaar 58 qNit* 8 rl#plr but f don't feel u I ured to fml. til mom&a when you Lou boon u you should diva borne of remor80D I hmo notioed I aa rorklng. land* Zubrrr %rlt the right rpcaking about You must play n role.~~~ in you hma’dms . Ckrrdjiaif by little gooa out.r week them tarts a oertaln of mysslf whloh 1 have nr)tm of wr*lf that usually to do with till I don’t now. you make room* fn th.jh your lifs.lr tastr want It to 80 lr dlrdpated I don@t’know what loat but help me go further. thera are 801110 rpealal munI for srperimolng ua hnvm’t PzLnk of all remor4b.b one muat be no oarpronrlrr.
OUt8l’ llio fEl 11f8 OZle OIDll You rurt but with work there ara none. a. rPorrg 8011)you boocmo l&k8 that* meogai@e your obll~tloa.~0 $8 a bW* You don’t t@Ue know why he YOUI’ 88 OF8atrd YOU 018 l Xi8tC!Q@8 . father hi8 bd. rprlngr yourrelf from whlah How take 88 a task you.8: 8886nb. 18 8 NOW thl8 . and begin\ P’ebruary all ovec &+a.I have little knorleidgo 88~8olally of nq inr88t1- knon how to be oertain to know lf 8 thing What mcana of oomer from low you mro @xilorophlsljl& 18 Neoeeeary l m. That 18 the way you are by nature. therm upbringing. there your plmo relationship father and your tb8e your Ill&e. YOU I 8houl. (fl withrhnt work. mo or nott be&n from earnothing not 8taI-t G111.d to hata _- YJ advior &LY doing your 18 do 8omethlng lt P’C@IQto Ihe quite 1088 without pP8 any oonnn&&&~-'With y’our 8PtilliilVd again pe8tor A nW po881bilttp th0 of doing 0el-y pO8t thl8 more* thing for aart JOUe to loum for OacIOP 18 0o1npromi808. about myself. How you 800 fly l lephukt if batter a+ an elephant* a: I M wondering l lre L rhould ruitod keep m with the work I M dolikm 01 tmko up romething an alm in UPe. You ham that* Und8r bhhar the not thi8 father dim. l 8tabllah a real down all &alp with fratorr fdhaPe uuboayl In But lit al8 rnthar 18 MWoDpthJ - low? the lOWc8t -8 a& li. hven raotorf4 You were not You did were that cm your of a real eduoationL flrrt. r8al. the the future* you to q oapaoltler~ now. hla you TOW mart be thm with tp put relatlfm* 18 JOW God* %d 8&Qh nmnI. up to in. a OOrbin father 1OY. 8bssnt for from I oan tell For you the taught age.88I’d6.pty man* for ml8 me i8 beoaU8e you are WptJ.8 him rho 88tO(lPLI hi8 wh.r gatlon I never 08n L ure 0. 1844 of my8elf.ro God qW8tiCIO oan enter fPtheI'.rOn li BU8t ho 18 th8 WZ’8t 8rbiEl& it h8 18 . 8.--64from nr and ily 48 a fly froill l nQ elephant.
~atlons. with romeone. DI 01 but what he likcss. Subjeatlta role.r wealam~e~ l You murt be ~~erailam~ omecmo slur? Den1r. Firat prepare oi a free man+ IVot neasrrmy the .n to oadort at 08 b arm rgeakltq of ourrsl+ea this moment. Oillb I t lot it be EJO but inwardly 0 your exlatcnor. %ks all This ir kwwdly things aa you muat not your guide. at fhb brgianing. with eaoh man You you murt play a rolei 9~ maalca eaoh person ycrur slaver do not do what you lllm. In iutufa. teak non ir to aoqulre the starting told you* point for going it And for that you have to do what t have Try to undorrtand If it Y&at doer to play a role? gltea h2m plea~ura~ in a broader aenao. you a8 rith Thlr dlffloiilt ohmgol. Towards one* 8 father. meen. he llker you to rlt m hlr If at another moment he prefers role.m-m ob o4ter oblfgatlon? tit I said aat you have objeotive obll. With eeoh perron a d2rferQnt tlonsr You aaourtom yourself’ to fulfill obllga- Xt 2s one of the aspeota of the future After. xwlatlonshlp ml yarr You have to JSBT h2m for But in orclor to eskbllrh a right ons8elf. If he ia the you murt of men in the eysr of l er~ons.youndr TJhe ground haa to phllo8ophire. gas. right.r lCI. do it. 8ever1 aapeota. outrmdlp play a roler inner traedon.-66to hlmr lowest And he 2s atmremble fer your llfo ln mother uarld.. id=Your tiryI iurtbbr. . rit Do everything on his that right. After that. obllgetlon. for you can go ar you llker your cgoimn. bveqone* at ir the IIMPO time you play a role with him outwardly. 01 POUbye fi you rot%. the oppor2to.. Mm. Yerhapr later your but i&mfather ~111 orno to see how evoqthlng beaome your rlavej even Ood OM beoou will your l lavea Dal1801 SO at present should not do aat pour ~0aks~h WC like. you m8t nil I*. one haa to be aura of what onr ir 00 You divldo you murt JourseU in two parta. inwardly is it an 3. you muat LIO tinre L~OU adry t0 not Cuporlre If the objut with ir 7ou.
l around me* with suah psople - DI 01 Bad thin458 lhsn X'0 (ltt8Je to domeono r-thing ite foroe ror ma* that I feel hu Upponod otherr to I&U@.lourrelrj DI Ql and mutunl to bo 9 for at others. i)t Qr take8 the cstrength from what is bad in me. it i8 a mt88ti0 lor you gtrs idoh ~0fom. F&abli@h good r#letions for dth everybody ond letam never At the you to ~111 be a good instrument in you a oertain ahenglng yourrrelf. low people oonrlder no indiffrrmt. Tim 0110 of devotion aan do Uttlr 0: da anything r0r . allow same time thlr work better. a brtter way to UC) to know it there phyeloal anorgy then 8poHa~ .Dt IJIO. I roe1 that I aonfide what I rag lores f afiaot in getting bad things G: ‘Iha off my ohert. a role. prrpm0 f~tUr0. i8 true.od for anybody* put y0u~881f 023pour mt. vi11 oreate enorgy whloh will rQ. pm 0oulthtt exarpt your word to do nothing your cp.Denl8er E’or inrtmao. badly. everything for the sake of the future.dngr whioh ara rary Paotsrru: I would like dolng never give energy1. you play your role Yam. help* I mmlirlng It wed among people rho tal& aim too* low I malls. biat it Mne.nu of hoeven and at the eat OekO8r ‘his 8atne the to identify. OtheI’Vi8@ xhea you haven’t You are playd 0pel-k the7 rauldxdt kre notload the ahange* Other pOOplO miU8t not 809 What gOa8 m il38ibe YOU* D: 01 These are the poopls who are rlwayr It It is suotly IS dirfiault. ‘Loday you murt l aarifioe All present ~I~P~LIPB~~ One oonnot enter the kin@.
knowledge of oneI a l rrene&l and with very diffecsnt better? Oerbeaur My sensatima remratlonr. oomsr little Qo on trying+ time timer it any not .rrtaodr work beoaur ar I felt Then I started by little. relax yburaelf.08 lell. 8oal. 0s Can ona have n more subtle a sort of imaglnatlon mingle with often aompletely oppaolte.but the eleventh I. Qbr It im boaclura my l ttentlab 18 naturally drawn to very subtle a: Stlok to two timer tro are tour*. do the one nhLoh ~8) given cm SundaTc you have. m mr4mI. POU go too far rhead. it I wonder ii Booman you go an rho&de with In oonneolhn OUR whlah pnvontr 8unUayfr it irnlt l quertlon of rae Won do&s well? . .You have not my erssnae yet. iht one must not sprre the fctlllnq of ffllinq csneaslf. haven’t really f eellng* 0’ At the beginning ~au oan UBC. You are a llttls dog . xem t ‘or a long time I didn’t doing tha axrraiae 01 of filling It the body rightly.. (l(arvellou@ oxoro1so. Jj. but a genaml OOIUO.r or inter you will Da moorned. a&d 16 omj 'md that wll&3. bit ob a I don’t 0: fentary Perhaps beaaure you are thlnMng of other . ‘. ihi0e Ar 08 Al Yet in lot8 of ryr I remain on an0 8poh.You here to do a@ do all the exemiaea.f L# you hour r om pump Into you ten timer more onergy that reyr r0d *I you I 8-t rgain.a little of dog’8 mardo. How man I mmoge to do thlr You have an l eroloe~ ruoosbd in doing it at all wollr thlngrs philoropby. the n&18 o*refully.!I’ bst you have to get a tarts for t&h and t#lftq it ~pooums eaayJ Polla II ‘i \ 8. it O&JWS you haven’t atle4 Dr und. that.~Ap you. tha body.
one lover 10 Ijo not enaouragr.I 0’1 Don’t Enoh tine you fael phiforophlre~ the beginning of -?aPar you rpeolally. come into But inwardly.to love. You muet never your to And Your Weaknese . ehnll not have imagination. being. lnnrr n elf. *I alsh the rasult mulate mlu and than think retiousl~r my weaknear to bmome lay 01lll rtrangthe* ihls will aacuwo** Laoh man knows whloh waaknesr ha haa l. hour authotity ~111 be arippled. ths uhlld~ In tlzLa way your r:c6il love will At other tlmes 01 f Pet my afL’eotion It must not ahor. to oereabL and a0 on . of weakner(l. show through. Hot you. It 18 another qualit of iear. the ohild will not be afraid~ Hc will have mapoet.r~ and in you for your i”uture Looh time this him. It mutt Se just. It weakners appeara in you . You aurt not frighta hir. l nut I Poe1 I am not iJo a good rather. real father* oritiaise ovarything. If onac you show your show a child that thing.leave authority ir a very important l v0ryone elret in t&h ut~y YOU ~111 be 8 rdi iiigns t te : Imft there a ri& of risking the ohlld timid and otlfllng its personality? ar Xi ho door a8 f harr explaiasd. @top yoursblf exsroiae for you0 You will talk do thir rreralaq is a vary neooessary about IL rimerely one dry with Mme. . ‘salmann~ I have a little qirl four years olda What role should Hormdsr I ploy with her? Qt 81 a: that the child Role of father. A father’s i’athcr. affection. I give an l xwalae.
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