7, 1941

Sonmthlng lntolerablr

happen8 in my work*
got 8 better

1n 8plte

of my effortr to met myroll

oannot rrmembsr


quallt7. w?


hours of work by the olook. Anrrerr
llm t oomea from

I got no m8ult.


big rgoirm

in which you
Of for

have lived
out, YOU mul



You are enolormd in it4

8OU a8t









Oth8r8. Take a mw

You began with work on 7our parant8. one, the 88118 one on the nolghbor,
the &MOP18aPOm8t

You aunt ohanga your tuk. no nnttrr who, a11

or oho,ore


YOU. You murt work for


the aim of bring


to h8lp them.

Thir alone ~111 rtrugglr a partloular



Z uoe that 700. oome8 to

both have a very bad pelt, to thp iore. order,

egO18mr All

the old material

2h.t ID 'Ihy you oan do nothing. to law,
ThL d.fOZ-0


$8 normalt

l ooordlng


th8 ah,

th@FO 81, -7



8hOUM r8a8mAr8 you*

I oould Pea88UJW you Uf3UplOtOly~ hrt

work yow8e1fr

Qr (‘ILro klndr

To get out oi thlr


oi ruff8rlng,

00 vivid

and 80 negatltr.

0r 8ufferlng,

cm8 objaatlve,

one 8ubJeotivo~)

Can 1 make ~88 ai

take opium,


~1 No, jou aunt work on 7ourmlf.
hroe alwyr llrrd. iw what f ray* %th to reaoh a new atage.


the l ,(folrm in whloh 7ou
It ir naoerraq now

Ohmgo your tark,

of you are m thewy

to the aare de Lyon, but you
You are both at

go bg dlffwent


one by London md onr b7 the OPeraa

about the 8ame dirtanoo.
Qf do nothing for

I ume my power1e8moa8 and rpr oowardloer

I aan ray nothing olwrlr.


18 right

&oa\uO my ?Mp

whethrr k4OWWbt


or not, bu iI 'I~,(ianot&l.alk!why
anythbg p3r86%ie JOU aU'IOt

18 n I' Olb8Fr 4

1 hal8 a ,#8n8atiQn Of


Y6u oannot ry

or do anyttLLng for

You do not NOrk With

7GWln8md ter for

what he nUd8e


Wi play four rele.





apeak’ 01 hs Qe8,

80 a8 not to



You mart 8oqulro
you work



to do thir,

Flay a rol8.
I tell to etoryoas

deoome double. vhloh you felt

&or the preront

as ~vofsoor~ that

Do what

you, you omnot that

do m(~r8~ Love of your aoighborj

18 tha WAY. Bpiql


your para!at8*
one ha8 thlr de8lr0.

4: Brom the boglnnlng
Aa returns

of the work,



18 the IP, fairs


always the 8-0



in a dlfferrnt Eyerythlng

Mow another


You mast overoomo
of the opinion

orlrlr. of onrrelf,



love of onrrelf, uprlde

one hu

18 liar. ha8 8ron turnwl down ln me by the aeroolr the work, bar made it heavy orrt

Q# Everything ln all my

- _ _-._

It ha8 taken army the joy 1 foe1 llkr

It i8

w4thout hope,
At like

a donkey pulling

a tory

up a hill.

la beoeure in you are other

r8 touohed.


mho always mlxor the rime oolourr


18 never 8ny md.

Bhen he puts red in, Q: &en I try lblr

it ohanger svery'thlngr
uerolro ha8 made +e fed

You murt oontinuo.
romething whioh i8 new for point me; aid

to do it

and put my attention

on thlr

small motlcmlers

8ae that no88 ad tbn I.



hold myrelf

in fmnt

of it, hotter.
in yourrelf

I have a ronration
'Ihi ropall point

of my nothlag18 greater

I eoaa to underrixnd (fr







uhloh hlnder8

you in every-


It 18 oalled you will I h8n

lmolerme feel

toward onet8011. point, in the artl8tlo with exterior

You mwt doltroy type whloh liver thlnkr



master of thlr

that you are 8tronger it foal8

pnd it 18


no oonfldmom only 18 wouplod not lnrldo, they know. &8olut8ly

ln the lmaglnu-id l %perlanoar~ of r81~11~ aU

l tlon,

ha8 idea8 behind it8 hoad, not lnaido, autrida, not ln itrelfo Do not trurt nooerra~

but in remllty

It 11~08 only an thm know nothing

Artl8t8 y0umd.f.

and lmag!.na that parts of yourmlfr

Enter into
to fool


to lram

an4 think

88nl8 tlrw in l vmrythlng

you do, la l nry

You am ml sal#ty


I will the earth, Of th. to enter


but it

is ior


In Our solar



rmanets from the run end the pknotr,

in thm fame way @# there


making oontaat thearelvrr All Highart into aonteot

at aerteln



the aolar

ara the

And tbbee polntr

OM refloat

In matrrlali~ad



- the Absolute. If with

l telli

you that


almaya thlo


a nrterialltod thereby

lmago In our l tmorphere.

poop10 oould have enough line 0; like Yea. the

oonoantretlon rubrtanoej telephoner

Image, they rould rsoelve
a tolepbtla


no ortabllrhlng

Do those

image8 nrtsrlallre

in humen fozm?

in touoh with thlr Ipyge, and l reati Q: If someone puts hlmrslf person OM put hlmaslf In touah rlth him, and a third and a fourth, oan they

all reaeiva 0; touohrlth bottom

this If

IIppget reven psrrons oan oonosntratr anough to put themaelvsa
by the line


image, they oan oommnloate , at any dirtanoe,

them and the reven form one.

They oon help woh other.
that one underrtands


the way,

Is only by explaining onerelf 48 sompletoly.
I rent

to others

and errlml-

later will

to kncm if

by matarlallzing

the image of a saint,


get me what I wrtloularly 0: You think mything aerr life. like nou.

an ordinary


You have not bhe menn8 of

matsrlal1ci.q have deoldedr mat in ordinaq

For the present the other

take a tark

of auto-ruggertlon, to it what you

80 that one part


and repeatr the fir& 'lb

and mpsetr

lr a rerle8

of rrvon ueralres

for the ruooo8slvo the emotionit

af the 8ave1 aeatore.

the brain, other,

the one uhlah ooattr

(The hoad ir, ~,,luxurye) lo neoa#aaTf lr
Thlr l oralro

but tbm aal~ one rMoh

tho rplnal

0014, tha on. willoh you met

uad rtirongthon.

~111 #truingthen

Bald out fixedly

both arm# hori8oatall.g

at an aurl







You are not . DCES. One 18 a dirty thlr.a point You will you will b&ore find JOU. J. it 1s 8nfthing. 18 there.%H~PJ 1s km who loves that no me hu himself. rhioh aooks. Suffer by your dafestr. to make suah efforts to overaome. I feel la real.uatary will whloh never be snything. str fire. me. snd do not You are speak of "I". therr ax-s no l rroolatlons. Q: Ot 0r sslf-love. You oanriot have l1". so oooupisd down. The other. "I8 l b servlae.or few- 4100 1. Without it 1s lmpo88lbla for Eilndu saying . standing. An snolent I sse ~lthout suffering. a hard borrtir foru When I. use ol it. sn impulse. orystaUse8. that Divide your l ttMtiOn exactly batrsen point and am. only you know what makes Lou suitor. mu8t knOWWhat wlllmaks ona and when it Only you asn prapere. I had aohlng shoulders. there without report One needs flro. r6alll "II. had tlm sensation exarolse of "I'. l does not interest Do the exerolse Results will Qr 01 learn to. er* metor Tuenty-five raoh position.mpkr One mU8t prepare. oontlnue. Q1 5 have dons thir doing It. 1: have worked Without srpeolally on 88lr-lOV0. egoi-* 18 nothing. Today it 18 only not for result8 rsrvlcs* Only that (llks oome later. as an obligation. vol. lmposrlble aurrer This to areate m-0 lr l ufiorlng. Cl: What should I do? in hsblt of using this aantsr . and poaltlon minutes OS arms* no plaoe for us this sitting them.just is a musolo whlah oantraatr mu80ularr till I felt "I" Continue. in pm Remind yoursalr . e hours without roveral timer a dy . thing. rrpa &se. P olored more wlthln myself. hsd pupil l oould stay for moving arm6 ane arati- sor other Qr thlngr he was nothingnoes. drh impossible It in my chest. be with point then ar knoer. for rork. to move.) "1". Xt 18 not one door but msny dOOr8o You must open caoh door. It 1s vary axpensive thing. imkes the fire in your asments. but a8 if I were before door. myself apart. There are two qualities love of the resl sslf-love a man oan do nothing. Do not philosophlre. Whllo fft oheap. understood he osn love m8** me.

to keep OonBtantly during one hour. indirlduallty. 8 long time.\ I/ niahs. dlrtorteful to me* iherr . oontinually interrupting ordlnacf oooupmtlma would l . everything I*VO arrived where I am vrry 18 dl8t@8tOfUi t0 keep a little allow anergye to taka the habit. to repay by oonfor uhat rha tir Do not eat lllp your mother.Em m mmY!fHItiQ Remain wart. ior QIO the. at the point perhnpr will give rmmulfa. it iy6rgmlor It %la l arrtian 10 romething l anot lntollaotunlly. p‘oogaa. The more you work. of mo8olf. Inrtead or aooumulatlng Then one muat ohmgo the way of working. nature. nothing. this emptlaers. oonotantly bo utprarred a rlarrtlon you lndepl#mt. Swmo the orgnnia rlthout reneatial oi One'0 I thought la the body. The OolltAet of ono(8 bearu)o dll remind you. . with you. nothing between ua whrn we are together alone. Of n0 htW18te hudkerahlrf n8tum . psrrm Tonight oamnot osrry it everything YOU must make ths effort younelf. @hm it Our aim lr wring )so have lt out. thicl laok. QI oanturie#.~oo\usulatod d ay8. Q. %%i.l. on018 body @gain. an animP but rrnddr to nature gltrn during 1s never any work i# empty. Even work do 18 oome out of this diroomfort.b@gin Q&. Sslrmnt l var %meuaa you do not work. No further what lr life. a drop. 8 drop . uhloh vklu rhen you are 81th other people. yeare. it the l xorolrer not 80* cot you to koap the onerg but I IO@ it hmdkorohlel. ior by &I ma u aonoQioU8. debt. 18 d~. ii!'1 in your pooket? Aha bhngr ltimt you* Roll. them i# no nora rufiorlng. put am your rkin.of ths alm. you to work by m&king all the rert dl&i8t.nobody maker the dffort.'s a ordain ororslng you nmke.iul"-' the more you will . You muat The food you eat rhloh You ~VO your my for oormlc oub8t8noea.yp Ox And that lnt l meto renl mU8t l mnged~5ks that well " ? am p$ad. you om That lr why with to NtJwer thorn 8Ol0~8 your oonrolanoo you mwt prepare nour:rhmr l neogmqmy. untippy. UI obligation. one ir hlthout ~epar08 rtiierlng there 18 nothing. la the 8411~~ lobody 01 on4 mu8t try LI there .a drop. Work . work.

UhM order nothfngnerr QfUcrdiCXC make8 a um8k. you believe in thlr After a while I?0 uttrr wltln the lark fall8 and you 8ae that ho reprerefntr they UPO the 8ame mm-do a malk. You don’t WrJ. whom you 801. If 8 yourroll. time hterlorly. Khllr waiting. and you look away8 it at him 1onpr. Ourdjieff z YOU OUtnOt. or a year not br a nonontlty. uefrb doing hero and then you'll 8V8Fym8 l8 lib YOU8 nothing.nothing. SC ror me* I give I am very people often oredlt them. l8 8-e 8hoW through. be able mro. to r8oognlss b8 p8oplr. in&? romethlng doing. play a role utorlorly. I month you* Oet to work at you will to being P nonentity. 80 that he is metie like ln o day. porrrrs) *hAt ad dooelvrd for in my opinion thby only 18 b&d l I qu&lltlar I ame it do not $or the people I don't would ursful who do po88a. Vdn ii life ho ir that only hi8 the oombinatimr father wa8 llko of thl8. work.Thurrday.e later rlrq8 when I krmw thorn better. l WOrkMn. grandfather h8 him8Qlf hr lr wa8 llka t~&WO8Wt8 that. then. rork he up with At the present. yourrelf Cole. YOU lRU8t fir8t prepW’0 JOUrsblf to 8W rsollty. l bl8 t0 1mpartlAllty at the attmtim. l l8 a are the l rarwhleh oolonrl. imr undor8tood hi8 nothingnrrr and haI not a nathlng rho . l you 80~ that the merda Will 8 you are he 18 not kaep hi8 lar8k. llO8k. l you 8eQ people. &it you lau8t DO everything play and l l rootly your PIJ you aru aaaustomal without 18 . It'8 nothing. tiath8r not or a senatoo. king8 alWay Ill & Oerth3 know anything. derlnlte. reelng it too late. 1943 o? othorr. know how to dsteot like to hmvo l mean8 hypoorlry of judging and I'm people 1 and rcaognlalng who oan bo to me and who 18 1~01888. value identifying fnttrPiOrly~ in r8rIIembbr what to ohmge that Rork. do 8Ut the habit IOl-ning” doing you work thm at the fn thf8 8um 8Py gOOd!6Ol'ning. you have l%y *Qood t0 keep reoognlre of ~8 your nonisntltyne88. work and agaln work. $ulp 1. without mrtlolpatlng. Odf md ha profltr froa hat Only nOthingCnr88. raator Xl8 it. If my. ln Jotie or rllltmalr~~ Be 18 nothing. BIOlQt.

aontlnue ruggertiblllty. It lr Fork.oooupations. I me* I would it makm aotod and afterward ee the voles lr to it that. and is always the a. OM appear through that you ham true find gimr t?UrdjhffJ the aonsalousness. an lntrx$or a long that very often. fantary. . and be aurn thkt all rho do not lie ir all In life work like you. Beforr It ir nnthunatloaUy. n reoord. there am exterior the nyor In llf e. thing.ame Only aonsaloum thing8 do not ohange the lnterlor . nay what But aa aa you Make a note. thing. will #peak afterward. You nro nothing. l otlng told alwaya right. they oort nothing. a aolonel. if that. omtrarya 10 8hrli LOO* You it' l but perhaps It's the Pwhapr gltmn payohopabhio. lnstinot 8111 pave Write dorm. Exterior 31~: very different peroeload I have like mom? Ourdjitffr everything thlngr. end oomrmln(r I have notloeI>. low psrhapr we dll an exeraias. I had done what it told I** would ham barn hotter o~dji0rr. It. obllgatlonej to ahmga itic still put X’hat men lr anothor quality of merdet with mcrde but it everything toward has not the #ame odour. on what it it.~- -7- worked on himelf "rosoaw. lnr tinot. $8 a wry Parhapr lt’r f #hall that. lhat fro100 18 your instlnatj but It lr ram. to know if pay no attention or on the oontrary 3uy a llttlc follow Do nothing a bout all notebook. things1 but ha also ia nothing. Sin1 notlood It anything. know* Sometimer inatlnot I will rprak independent for you. work are nothings a gamral. But Perhapa lt &HJ if do your reoordr nothing beion. lataly think before . 1. but do nothing. I till But to write have to do it (roallrar). will somtirr rhow that. I do not rimh to believe IOU rpeak anything rxoept '%a the iaOt0 by thm (statlrtlpuo)r rubjootltrlyb . porltlm.aonralour labour time lo able to ohangr the interior voluntary rufferlng. Aoaordlng to the rerult. It ~ollooman. it .Lfor mettbra. ldloay. everything whethor one ir lm l aoldental or the aomer Interiorly. I don't are doing. aatually. 1900rdm. X heard what It othamlse i rhould l 8aldr but without I l volae told me what I had to do. rhlah ore&e@ there obnormalltier.

Xer 46 yau knor thmt? Memu. imped. ordi. for life. ‘ihe effort dorr not pa~lyre today z murt 0180 army ir doubledc ikaat ahall I the iron nawntltynrrr~ of nullity do ao that thlr with exterior me. lnm &utonrl. I hove never hard the aour4 of your I know your voloe in lUo. you do what you l&km. rend the to Uaa derl1 &l1 othw Lur thoughtrj The fooling fi you mix thorn . told you. rramt It rhloh sarnlng money. like know I gmrt mother thikqe ahild. Sunday. iIx a time: Make m rpeolal and tomorrow batween 10 free to drive 11 o’olmk. Duntt part 0r one’s raking thin@.objratito I 40 not know. And do aa you did before. to An (or Au?). Hot yet. rat for In thr the rark. ~e&nsud&y. dosm not interfere Gurdjlerf~ third rlx Do aa I hats l lrsady I tats. Thrt 10 one thing. rend them to the dooil. not for OS the lntsrior l work fog exterior irn@t l ohool.tls Ourdjlcrlf and thrrefore I drrtmotirm. I had to make an afiort to do I given thing. It lr make a crommat pryahopathy. to me? Ant Ant bu’b got hrco in our oirolo~ CM you ry I hav*att worled mmagh ye8 t68rk a ~~rtioar Our4Jlef~. Do not yet use You are nt You would life lr begun to work. away the feel&q &e la no longer Putarlde of me)8 ffurdji@rrr when youhadn~t the results your new atate. zho other ideas.aatlon before. toioo. On@murt never mix matter@* work. more lively. If.nory liio. tlno One murt work only tb for thr work. la oonoemedr aollar of thlr feeling lffm? it rbar of all rotion md’buaynare. you should not umI Yrldey. the unoalledl arida Othw. Lua nothingnera. ir Mioh oome8 by itself. aythlng iho tvtat oi the timeI Qurdjirif to thm devil. Lu: f trg to maintain the ieellng thr futility 0r nonantltJa0ar md r0luntprJ . the work. I: 69 plot dwo* . one will oi nullity.

being An1 I rlrh to profit four role throrettoally. Yorh8pr you are not yet frro. bar arkad her) 2 Ho rho work8 beoower mn wtor. I am kind to her. to ~0u. then. sol1 then do it. lb to play Liie is a thutxw whore IVO~J mh p&70 a robr he. Ourajlsffa ounljieff bo m aator ir Ball.. how me mtut bo with her.. equal? YOU hub f0~ 0p~ -a x tro.f. rho lr morda for END* %s likrr poop10 to k&u her hrnd. Wovore H9 io it porrlbloi . A don** roaot. &teriorly I rant to kmalt her. kteriorly rho is nothing for me. yertordayr tellr (gmcrl de ~alsmmn Qurdjioff what quertlom An. nothlngrrrrrrr Dre Wm etrrythlxq @gotirtloill~ for yrol. TodaJ al* Ml. Qurdjidtt Yor llf@J ii t %nnot rve~mo f" alatrr? havaa't mar rlwoo. 130t know who rhe ia. tomorrow another polo. w only ir (I good l otor who lr able to rmnembrr himralf and omraiourly p-1 hir ml. day they ohngo It.ourd j1err I hi xha you do have l quatim. I p&y ry role. AXU I don't auoood in Qurdjlatfa that. I do it boomum rho liker hub I dm't a0 1t.r Your Abt tmk but rory quiokly you forget a& JQU ruturn will be to ramubor loaqpr* ir it Whmt good to hvo Qurdjldir 09 mmOna* Dr* Ab. a role l a real rotor ia 1iro. you u-o the rlavo / &ply 8. no mttrr what it rnw bat role one mUrt play? Ana hat how doe8 a10 know the ourdjlsff I you rprak with %urrik . tint rho likoa. SO tha rho baoonor my I&&toa Interiorly good to othorr.

but it ir her 8i8t8re *rb jU& (To Mm.J’ I h8d ahanged. lind thOrU in ax9 8tlll your OF&r ao'29 t0 8tn\g&8 l &rl8t man) it'8 OODf118t for btoomo dog8 ln a real good 8Oil. 1 thOU&frt BUrY YOU WhO ‘IR8 (n. to take OUrd~isff the 18 WritLng th. Thank8 to the wrk and voluntary 41 At prersnt you am no lmger ObjWtlVOly obllg8 to OQI- rufferingr our dog8 YOU ds88rVl.. the mark* you th8t or* 4. 8itting 0Y. 8itting 8nd At 8wa t0 t&M8 P. know hlm yet. ClUldd$df 8itS 8nd m8d ltrftsrwud.88837 fOF far. ll. ubo 18 in kltohdne rlth ad Bq oom88 bask. 8n 8verybotQ. good for you ask one trloh lrlte aak8 lt an ut8vor uy to fonuulat8. to br pm1 ln your work try ma& thOr. l'218n It will be good.)J Now after 8aw &at over then. to ohangd ~tioor If h8 uk8 8 quutim X0-u wderrtmd. if no me l rklng mrrer a quartian.-lo- wall-balng 02 IM 18 that wsry~na ba hia 81avo8. Hr. the othsr8): 1 I 88 that W88 B1ald8 Who Wa8 there. both ?or thorn md for you* There no other jurtloo. ahangrd you* rolow labourr Dr.e NOV JOU You are lo Nor. @Wdj%OffJ (a0 lOOk# at . Dlatrlat demn$r Attorney.+ the holiday8 her expression your rlrtor look8 mom like it it you* WI flrrt right. Tod8y you parm ' Ourdjleifr am M ordinary you will dOgI. Tharo you h8ro good ground for being-work. bh he lr faoing 8UbjMbtlvilf 1110)1 do not8ee good for him hm 81~3 108~~10% rkr an an8vsr that vi11 .. (&bile J. hlnl. hi8 qud8tj10nl L+ rsat of 8. Uau8lly you 81p@ 8lU878 l lttlng in a good poritlon to bcnrflte at tb8 8id. Ajto2w8rd b8 I oomglata r.11* At the moaart Maa you feel 18 ZiOO. BUt rhouldn't -8 (tiV* U&BU8i. ax.'8 -F over othorr? fhWdjisffi %dy YOU da it UnOOn801OU81t~ trJ t0 da it 18 OOll8OiOU817.Xlg ~gOti8tieal~ On. You ray theh the work hu 8 mordri thanks it.8 lnvlrlbbl. 19&i OppO8it@ mO+ v. U8 to u88 oth8r8 for our 8nd8.8pttu!Ib8r 16.T.)t OppO8ite. not ba behind I d8 not rho &8k8 1. a real thi8 a rugerlor rut. Thur8dny.

md i. You oan only do one thing with that perbone oon8oiou8ly. 18ntt my . already 8omeoner bottle. You arat U81 ths pri3sparatlon a very good oomblnapeX'8On t0 prepare &LO tim6 when you aI'0 not 8@slng th.nth8 in flrrt. To a aertaln Spcciallrt? on them&y Ita In rhloh oao you have enlightened me greatly degree. mU8t ooumo 8. of your It’s should go to your t&8k and half tion. eaplakr him l&oOa firnob Abr ta8k I have jurt aOmpO8ed mid. You breaths "I ~4".On an objeat.It 18 a rule 8lt tbt bar not ret @orrxanxpla. one half oi the tark.4 aOOOnrpli8h One'8 ta8ke uno~s ata ray la the alr %m”. 4onrol. 8horr mm7 a8peat8 It your interlOr. Bara it ir: new peoplo rhould it hare. 1800 franor tb Have you urlttm Jar aooomplirh thr with whom yclu ha& t2aa other you pmpll~ . 'I% tuk lib prron 18 o# tua partrl otm oonralourly it by vha for omtaot "I alla". one's tark and aftwnrd the OhO8On for the day fir0 boon anpty. You Oan lnoreara You sayI to yourrelfr 'X". he haantt lt oortr *. you vlll what do in oao* Aad now8 dootor. aloohol 18 very fZ+pOrtmt too muoh. your quortlon. 8ad you think you aeuuaulate enorgy in your battery thlr 4n4rgya You r4yresrnt that to yourlielf perron tha per8m with you will what whom you are working more oonoentratod. yet drunk any l loohel. for Aloohol bnowlng opsar. f&a0 neoerrarg ItioWOM one put 8OmOthing in it8 it 18 a very lmportcint thlnnqe that plaae? You havr permonr you &err 13urdjleffa ohosan a t&8k toward E'J8t be paU8e8m haven’t CnOUgh It In general. elrmntr you breath4 %en you oi u8i. of bem formlatrcl. but ln tb One docmtt on0 8~8 that of +e dq.ourly with all 8om the l otive of the air. perron ha8 aa aotiv~tle8 ha8 am romotimes vary l brorblng. tark? in the l brmor of that perlaa. 3omeona~ But you are not alwaya with 18 iPagO88ibh For thi8 to rork a11 the tlme. the rnargy* for r8aaon. rould to md yau think 7ou will when you #oe that ulth him. youraeU* lnooearo raying YOU 8V How to 7our ri8h prepare? . br havr aom oontaat go that you have done la rovan hlaea. for onefr Bow 0111 me keep.

take M A task.. do. f0ttr80irl 00 ramrmber rterwwd he my hap 7ou. why did he hook unto that? .tm-djiefrt pate. raid @J not a pad* (Dl~l&gu~ fn fiussiu~)~ HIAS.urd ho raked how ho rhould UsplOJ word. 8aJ one HO. Mr. ce8~oru for #lrc$. working ln reality thoro are (L thouland lntersrt and that reaeonb that ln that bg. anything (rpealal) dp the w&f. iturdjloff raya. alpw& like hlr that. berldra the . "a part it im YOU W1)re i?%af~pie. tie hlr time. helplug I OUTIevm t rap do you belleve a nn Uoork that lirtan 1 ham roan likr Qudjleff that Brother. roll to what hr I&JO* roll. it lika la one year what you would have perhi& Jat work wsll. %at ir not a irea. h AI) if UM Don’t uplain 18 @baant. hate you notlosd tIIs thlr tntrX’.att that.~ done id’ f Steen. p&e quertion? gr YOU *hare are no pmrtrr PAX-t".l~ay. that hlmj uul underrtand you are helping that.t pou ror~a.rsrlously. xel. kd r0r good Peaal # I am going to you r-thing that Elo1de hmr noalled brother Qolng Mat 8~ aaah oth4m to mo by ‘bkn l ~mulatlan~ never &oh day pu brothor and farr without A Bark to moot your I am gokrg to tell you* TotI Win . qou rlll do ma? Ourdjlsff Jar Yea Qurdjlsff t If L ray that h’ +. thl. you are helping that l It he oontinusr him egotlrtloally. I do not got nervous with hk. Don’t rometimer he war far hlr time for that1 How did ho aak hlr away . a00t0r. I rhall glvr in order to that you may ropeat tbir. you a tow to aould help you ~180 to ooatinua that him for How. oompa.that. it fsalll trtrr my exterior work givar ao a bettrr With hfml and then I do nd mrdjletf! Ihr l*rt identify nl th la a voriiiartion I up. de Salpunn: (Sllalor)r SI: raet t&t I have notloed better.atlm I h8ve never aebn A& thdt Appear to me rimo tiara I gAV0 you a tmkt Jar Certainly t bran Very produativrt yea* But not th@oretloally . you All for time ir 0110 LOU think.

for a8 lag thou art “. you are not a parmite OooupatianB~ bar llore or other well what you# 7cm harm them (To Ja) If you formulatcr I. Noah tlw fir.f. illoar the moront he uwc8 hs h&r bran abront If an out8ider ir . mu8t Ai?: one try to do it Sir. YOU. hi8 aloud. but your8d. JOU uy but if l elm. . ray it You oen prom dth him. affklrrr part. 'la in it &who om I good phlleeop~ gramp it whloh OM 1orv0 ror many thing8 undomtanding w thln$rr will mdrrrturd crarleorning sduoatiaa. He 18 the only person who aan help you* LiOotor. another One p&rt of the time you do you nhould prsparo yourroll. tank. &ad rha I” with all you have rid it. . thlr the name blood an JOUJ through aontaot. you oan mwn make hlm foot. he ir You am a domtor. l you a(10 him again you will begin after v. Your ho1. again. emnations go out towarb hll it la neoerrary will if do it rsaeloo that hour He hu with your brother.. prerent. help you afterward.n 1s it ba Only fir it 8ofQy. not how bug ago. Al800 M&o @ aont&ot (iurd#idf I x. . the prsprmtloa rent hat allthe of the time . llnd you will a8 you ara l blr. dlvldo thing.p oan oonrlrt something he goa8 out in bu8iner again. you till think aontlaw _ your bolng. And at onae you begin the ta8k. *ftemard. he will LLf he QPD put on hi8 feet. mlnlat. have j\ut raid. one hare one hundred thing8 (to do)) them into another l 100 parts. rhake hand@. to J3ut he ham you have another. he is 010x-i?. Al: As 10r-q a8 ha 18 thoret And with thoao word*.ray to hlmi l. when one ir the psrront one lr in lLia. or for the bl/ood your brother in td. (lurdjleff'a what bu8lnrrr divida thati deyendr on the individual You have perhspr your tire* in prinoiple.8. never forget himreli (unique) rolldly you lx-0 holplng. in.*. you have mauy purnultr~ nothing* But only tha Wr&8itO He pampa Of hi8 iRth@.ntcrlorlJ~ thin prooesr aRemembor yourmlf “1 an thou. you oan have an underrtanding beforehand And You oan 6v6n rlap it: that hlu . If 8omeo~le la than. elm. have you 8omethlng to ray7 you were talking about a while not with . 70~ have somrthin~ he do*8 thlngr* do.

l 8 bofoxv. you ar8ntt ssatbd Yen. Wall.l. Our Bode 18 703. DOI 7ou do 7oti rheulnl b. %rdjleffr I don't remember that he rent In sntlrsly. that) 70~ ohan~‘nothin~. dear new perron. &hen one begins to work here (here rind outride) different yerrons sX~rO88iOn one 08n have rlth onrrolf 8ecm a8 before 91 fOrXtarl7 on8*8 to be modified. OU!’ Mullah tiW8r sddh. He ir Perhapr 7ou the relatl~r embarra88d. rlth a foot-rtoo1. 8l80. 3oar~a. Ha lr Impart 1aL -1 m0 i8 ti? t&8 de$almann. *very thing* ffu~~Ijlcffr He is 8 ~188 ma& un~quo on earth. 701~do the work glvm hior* &terlorly. th8 father the tUn8 of tb yet in and by bsating the (big) @wdjIeffr galorhert au: (to Zu) Well. omaiaato for being giut In hml rcmmthinng to a8kT Zur that ga1?8he8. A WI80 8lUl Of th8 E88t whoa yaU d0 not IfnOW U Hb 81Way8 ha8 M apprOmi8tb r&ping iOr y’rt.rsoe Who ii+. 7am war8 dOti8 like that oSWtt%iIkg ?ly a PO18 WithOUt ur7-0 nOti@I~ ti .1U'OI 709 I par88itb. to ln lltr. a half-parasIter prrulte. a one-fourth pararlte. (Md On0 i8 halting* tdwt one k88p tkm 8uII8 ahanged).d ihe on17 p. wM8ita. Some other time I shall srpl&~ Still f0 you w enother. X8 If ha8 l MIMI de Salsmannt For example. %s galosh of 01 old role and latbrlorly her8. preparo for one fralr 8clf or mu8t one ohange faoo wd engage a&eoapablo OfoArryIng out7 in a oenfuslcm and an IEQrOV8llWlt that hrdjibff I OXl8 lrn*t you hatm*t 7ourrrlf WidbflltOOd the ta8k f gave yarr to ply cutlsrlorly l I told you to 18am. d!io 18 rpoken of in the book. th8 eon will alway maxia for hU like 8vsry oIroumrt8noo to du\@8 drum. not to ia83tir7 7our8*lX+ the l UII)* Iaterlorly. he 8ayr that violin.I -14. 'Ihe unlqw do you know who ha ir? fn the world l veryoae la a a8trea.

I- (To Jaoqube)t Brrvsot Did jou wx'lte it d own? tnanf utplumtlcau Alao what 1 ral4 hir ringlr bidet? vlna word oontolns for on4 rho hr lntrlligont. ho 1. dootor aurt omault about the . ~tlr. You ollange Zur gala r&l s YOU gave me that advlas for on4 parson. Until the it pu changed. ho rauemberr will bellevr today that that ti you have ohanged. You . ‘ihen at that momsnt. but itfr that in ourdJlorf a Par that person rlro are interiorly other notloer It it rhould bo like that. Vij)a 1 raarbwbhd By the way. and cxterlorr is that you have ohangod. l r4* You oan remember by looking Ab.mms you* Roll hutgo than. or ldiooy. Othemlrs. didn’t One was uno oneoloua~ abe orie8elf. The laltrtlon Per&pm in tiitm m ~111 mmagc. lort at 88cIner8. you reada l # you lll)r. But onr’r persmallty had romethlng lmltat4 epontrnoour it.rlll give hlr the lapression you have a new ld& ilrr. IN@A~. PIOtur4. Ourdjlefft One doaanf t knww what on4*4 former Sin00 on4 How oam one imitate Ii 8bir7 you rhould knar what you you have en objsotive baokw4rdr tarte. or that you(~4 oardl. if msyeot you have ohonged. it before. Interior Abr harp4te The muat be %e diffloulty one Uoe8ntt kn. keopl4 must not notloe you have undarbtood.-ItS- going a~ in play a role. to lr owdjidr 8rwh4aa 4 ‘here lr one thing that birti0uit. iht whloh lo it 14 lnlmltabla. ln low.. or that y’ou’rs r8ih ’ 0r gaiety. like thing you did ago. Doctor. Oae word aan explrln morr than o thousand worar. he ~111 take you for an ldlott . only brtoslorly. he OII only you.#r th8 person one wa8 on4 warn* bafors. In four birlotr &oh morning b&ore going to work rlt down for lb wlnuter you (To Doniro.liborthp.xI~)~ TOW Jlnd YOU. ortmnr underrtma ~11 medioal mattom. 1 ha+* jurt a little rhlle A half hcnrr hrr prrrodj ago you had the rrsn . aompletely that ohnngrd. Us d@or them the two thlngr aam aa before. but you You you wiljhandor~tmd rix nmthr what 18 to play a role. oan help you. oonsldsrcd. rlrter oi oharl$. nothing. notloed somethin+ (% Mar.

month8 later. hand of my nolghbor until Is dmr rho die8 Ir a ohain oaaneotlng hold handr. and uno~nsCIously. '&at pxwve8 thnt It It* you don't know what 801OU8 4. you have raalned pO8aIblo that hm.0 So I pay attention.$$~ Ia’#rted '. Or betwren has ohanged. f. v-Qil'i8lp OM be ~~Oti8ed~UXloOlP @or example. I m&e m a irot.8 qUO8thle f bolLieve I rhould &hat r? uhiah lik8 to ]mw ir l . happan If il'ha not looking that three jurt thee. il WW8pilVt 18. Or two frlcndr. l bqh FUEm&ering load8 not vo&ntaryr It i8 on17 tRo r l rult of +n rrrooiatim II@ to mrk.oolour a8 your 8illtaC. and II&or. mom. xi but It tuioe. 1 8tUdf shier mtI it happen8 a thlx4 18 vary 1 pity UiffloUlt. VampIrIrll lhere ati six month8 later oon8olou8ly everything unoon8oIOusly. we all I OM drain (Andrr'b) vampire.- 8peOlti4.u 1 rhould yny lib tin. of It. you are that. It 18 for l'hen I study 8gIourly I p0rCOIve It. know* would be namrrary Xi it to cna&ne the f nOtiCe 8OmethlBg timer. I remark It. any rWlmon0y~ l Yoprbank aooountlm your having to doporlt ho ark & day. a note 0r it. I don’t Psrhapr It It I8 ihe Jlo. Slnoa halt 8n hour you ha*. evoryone~ If I Here where we am happen8 a oertain Be are all take tie 08mpirim. YOU iOF _ . humband and rlfs. renmacLc and if Tour mrk (TO jaoqueis)a 1 put -8. gram pale. on her right oan bo found YOUF rlrtrqhas . the dwtor like a around the table.wampiro Blond. paled. up to flttr-fotar to the rl&t Abe not* Ourdjisffr f dcm't brlirvo that Louirr is a vamplr~~ I'm eveMji 8ure shefo You aurt never bo maror 18 a 8018tlOe. hut the 88me a8 bofom. I look md rpeolally.U I 8. Ba: 1 nnamkr Blr8. . It is a very axplairn bls law. questIon l~ordrr. for the first It time might be m it a 8eOOnd UWidmtj tlJlM* th8 thm i8 onoe# I ray nothing. 108retaryb our l 8t@OmOd the time grodng in JOIW y&oOb being* rlthout ID glad io&ivuinth0futum. and you are IIke like rho 18 frt exirts that. o8ntiiihrrr It is very whd 18 droinlng or left.( 11 ar aa h~. he ir brother a8 thir. thlr. I 880 the fao8. Or the arc0 0amtrax-y~ MedIoal 8oIonCo do08 not know about ahe ir a8 thin thin lib.

name with or without they are them'. iti I oontaot Bat 'I aR*. You dl& of will. hi~dr ocmtut It it la am4 l you to the 4wilr oxpreaalm. of l xer~lro aswola~~ orrnot Q04. affsotlon explain very &et 40 a& God. Oal hlmaclf for y'nh aa long •~ your father one thua reyreaant It la a 18lr* “aftor their and mother llro. But that la mother In the meantlmo. L ahall dth arplaln and I rlll glvo you 8n l ~ozwlao~ Plrat OS all. with your father your mother* thaw them* You 40 it for interlorlJ* For txuplo. yarr you look l t then* You l y titer to youraelfr I will to be Cbl-djldf: reprerent "I am ttlou. Gurdjlaffr Le4In to 40 It. your father. IAtsr. take it 30~ PMJ t0 Pour father opn and mother 8ro more than Ciod. *aoh ona of them. Objsotlvely. to you* they blood. You era the result lntarlorly of your wanta. bn Later Warn 1 u Good. 4oath you ~111 oozm to aa@' (oh88 roi) whloh oonalata Q~la will do it tbaoratlo8lly. you QM be happy. wmmutber tbt. mlf. this. brow. more them to youraolf. Aoouatom yourself an4 to ~86 alnosraly are then with your mothaw. theyaro . llotlalng not help youi ia OlbW to rcmsmbor yourYou undoratand Xaw uaoalrtlauara what oar mu t maka 8n mn bo I nlah to l ayo born l paatlaoow4r not y'ar.-17. of thla for help yaw Xt la J glvo you thla you for urothor your~alf~ huroolatlonm offort in or&r diifioult to prqnlu to rmmbor l utorwtlo. You are the &hi16 woltlng. thou 8rb I". that one*8 father You owe your 1lSe to than. to you the dot~lla. How oan I mako a rc!m3mberlng JJJOJh ti QlJ ‘: that ouulta from my wlahlng an4 not from Ig chrdjhrf t rothar alive? ‘Ihero l %lata l vary good my* 18 your rather or m Bmx Both oi thun. add: Wha they &re not then. to oneaeli I do not exlrt ad mothor? qusatlmj objeotlrely. ~0d J3as Why muat Gurdjleffc we &&ill aa.

will ihe totigus real work haa m-ohm-go futuroj you are tired. the aoro you 8100. Exterior work talcor OUP em$!g#. the other lr the opporlte.nk at night. . till alrayr autolnrrtio. it. loBI to amk &out brtrecn work and fmtlepe. In the WUIIXIJJ. your or&8nlsa QI tlonT AI fatlgua favorable or not to l fforfir of oonosntra- If it ir ordinary fatigue. Ir you aooumulate a rubrtantlal lhr more you tirs subatmoo the mom aoouaulator elatorater 18 14 that this yourrslf.r And it you oontinus. attor I have aotiaod work. AI am part all thr iatlgus of the day. your aooumulator+ rlaioh fi1le~you. that Hot you have la your body and you tramdorm the mme kind that of fatigue. tit for u1o ther sort of roaelvrr I omnot I am thsrcl lr rnothor Q. tt ir not worth wh:le You will to make the l aif0 rt . 76~ not tuke part work bettar mnd you obtain 8ubJeatiret no* no remaltlir thl. It 9. that ir a differsnor efforts work. You ~111 1088 your final law. IOC)HISto me l ffortr. on thr oontrrxq. -in Afterward (why 7ou hare rorkti) have l your l uroolatlau relatim. but arsooia%ions. (battery). work with all three* am ombor If $8 biro&. nor% mill : with fcnr* \ (Q'# and Air but your not any more with your From Lesturo Q: there Jlalrh of Prenoh plroug)t. the more 7ou dll thot in the mornlnq shun I am rertod. One ir of work and l utomatio on the oontrary.autam tie. rhould aooumulate energy4 yau sat the This OOWlt~tUtO8 energy4 But it one lore8 ~onrolourly. foroea. wry tired. It Ilrpondr on the other l owmulatorr not bo able to do VQ ordinary fatiyr tRInga. you keep it. give you a rubstantlal mault. morw 8uooo88fU1~ hoawe of 7ou 18 tired two md booaure 7ou work without You mat in the mrk it la that part* if You work with one or it 7ma door ollr oantor&. from 0s eleotrlolty your forae4 l And In the meantlras. aubatmoe.

You take two houra to mlu Tht but I ! at night. If that you lr hrir. Can one rlrep oonrolouuly . will oantmu four drlsma and fmtaaira da1 they oannot rleep O* uklrerrrr I f8lX oi the owning. quality of oonaaiously There a dlifernt ~1~9. In the morning when you wake. will ruggerting to yourself the way In whioh you IFO dotemlned about. a for your. a It thr quality You sleep awan and two houra to oontraat houra of aleap. iou *ortant* houra ara l ough. Q: 3t ir ohup. a half or oomplstrly. do the #MO thing. again In the morning. You mat -9-r #ad ornate the habit* Nothlng al& at oaoo. . half houn. One oan ruggoat one murt l ra to mraslf hvo rI. Qy. a program lpnedlatsly.deatorT my l ym. youraeli pny sloop.roauln oonaoioua during alee~.r oold ~bdom briorr Change thr of your aleap. e*oryono / 08 Nell. lnto you but not for jou nowl 0x1s oan ranembor mtora during l utomatloally~ bororr be&g rblo Tbro Auto-•uggeatfaa. to #pond ttr. ir net Doon a8 f elm. romething Al 80 that it It lr porrlblo. refleutlng.rp. ELI Qnarrdaya.-199 worth mythlang. It 4opmda on what your rakin&rtate you only rleop ha8 bean. you alrsp ’ od that takaa tlmo. oonaolourly conroioulry leaver you threr tilla md a half You do not relax yourrelf l utMaatlaally. you ‘bra thlnga U% a good propatratim Othwwiro. If you drram while houra) la you #loop. II to twl. you alrope %m you are going aloop. Do the amum wor)F whloh you hare thought Bake a real only little Pour aotlvlty double ltaelir You oan do this qunllty program. a ooula of mm* (Qa). kinda of rlropj one oan rlrep a quarter. four . not by little. f#r mar onma who are dead. to alrep we gradationa. a sixth. a third0 Two ot thoao pore& the wotingr QI tha da7 oi for Aa quertlom and anawor8r &ou thla happa no. 4ve to a fmtuy. You oan relax uatll OLI the other hand you ratabllah the xmosaeary relation between your body and Nati your oonclolouanrsa. ulmep. You than need aovar and a half and a half l lorpl do not dream.

It You TBIttK about all the tit work.e the Z'~8UltWhl6h But no on0 here work8 bring Al% th18 18 only ohildtr urk. do It during 7au. It ir Yau ray TQU uork.a that And if it time you mU8t be OOn8OOratOd to thr On0 iOr a tark i8 &iron JOU. tha time you hwe already mm undW8bnda. are l eterp lOU98@= thing ha8 Oontaot8 with yourrelf for 8kvb 8U8t to prepare rork. rith to br t0 t& you do nothing. LL@fmm 8umt k&W% QI Bat I rrq notu8# *I what wa do.. uork_re. from f@Olitlg8t A: or tm other* 18 it not 8a8iar All hate th@ 8MO value. bo udo. if make for JOUr8elf. One orrtaln Yw raorlflor the tine this. a OO~afn YOU OOn8a8ntO You l ooopt the 14. . mrk. and aftrnud our liicr tborr Uperi~OO I hmvo lemnrd Al &ro Ii@@1 8nmllor. will ai8 md till I@V'Qyou from automat10 l ttaoh8ut8. thir Think about thl8 oa-~ralcmrly wtonatioally wow and form a o6nt. of day muat bo oonaearatod And if 7ou omnot 8Omthing to you do nothing 1188.48 So* oan cute roquln ALI aotaohmmtt Orbat UI iaiw ior f0~80u. the flow. Q8 Whm I aten run8 frOrr th8 heollr 1Y 8lightl~ in ma8t $tOOplo rho ar brrlad rJ1 that 887 ha'. at You attaoh youmelf with one aenter You mu&t look m Ldral thl8 in thl8 aire ray. little lt l bottsr than titillation. You muat 30 that rOOU8tOm IOU hare have neither oontmt with oc a rerlara You are a meahanl8m. 'Qao plaoo you WI&l will thlr Jot. nothing. a8 800121 I pa88 tm What 11th ha-8 Qlmlnirhor ir a ~18.r t0 betaoh Om8Oli of gravity. +ill 18 by M)lllO that You will 801 8. without ritb ph1108OphiSing. On0 muab ham an ideal. the future thi8 will tifB8 You preparm the ground. but Jou hare oontaot YOU . 1 bt0. You think l fixed thi8. 40. rarerrod ro*. YOU 8OQething. 0. You read OOMeOted the work And you allow la not for work. irOn ataterlal thing8 th8zi 4. yet uaoalatlans JQU Six a tlm8 oameotsd in whloh with work. th0 8WOat run8 frO8 the brow. play. bf thl8 8UbJOOt. 18 ~eptlmal~ What wa horr What work. rOti. intOF88trd In roml these qUeatim8.

Al dlmlnl~he~ if But thlr rub alro aonoomo the ldear. Mrpurrd muat not forget that thr firrt If rou thing to remonb~r 18 7oumothiagthe You have a lot thir of Llrglnctlcm. ~verytthlng 0Qa. ldatlfylnging Q: *kq I do it. jou 0~1 imagine that 7'0~ uo not u AI other@. two twoales r-. and 7ou fool %at lnkrertr 7ou 7ou give it to aothor mpt7r xaap the nm l. QI X have the improrrlon that I aannot p‘ avant qr elf from urlng tha forcrer given to ma b7 the work in order to be ruporlor with tha paoplr lhom I moot* You are a mall perrone on. 7ou do (To romsanr l line) u if 7ouwers thir? mndwlng *en a rortlom. in wlrhlng to trmrmlt somethins to somamo. 7ou You idatify. ii you mlrin it qulto lmpartirS. I think I am urged b7 4 feeling of ruperiority But dthout and thir ia I dll toll 7ou romething else. and 7ou rich to parr on 7our bollof with your all you give four (~nmr@~ If Lou do not belleva. like Yap orltloira merythlng.B out OSy ou with four UOrdl. You neu* nothlngaoas. upoot in you haa grown* six other8 rumt alro grow. believe. or with r\brtmzktlal people. idatlSy Bollevlng door not aowt. You aaaatlms. Artor thla. I mea4 nothingpeoplee thia~ Roooepllse Uorlr m nu l r I formt when I an with radioero AI I will &vo 70~ a tark. your rwknorr . You have a meaknrrr uhlah ti You muat rho worth 81th aec mart dortroye rurt uad You brl&ew. nothing rhioh nwrr belleve. &wept 79~ oarmot prome it lr worth nothing. Ewe 7ou ssrperlenoad r& I harm notlood that one lorer uhat one har ii OLIethrowr it to otherm.dur for 7ourr ru . Aa In llfa 70~ oan UIO th8 idear aa lnrtruaentr. till have hlowlodg* that of your hmo ldoa of 7mneU I am #how 7ou b&tar the others you* ~a msn it aloao.

year mother. #or axn~lr. &t I rpoak to you ROR.8 to bar that you would navy If you are gird hava oomo into to live. I re. ior roaaon8. umotr raurmothor. go further what onn I do to have raaorae orrrlerwlth lt moon rrpaatrj qurrtiar but oven* thrro One I till oortaln him.muah my work 18 mental . hor.11 then.l my prasant oome to me from 1 olsar nothlngnrrr~ that of my that I heeo \mdsrrtood very alearly* for thlr And that mad8 mu undoratard But X oanft of oon8oienaat not one. aomo8 fororr I ought to havr remor thnn t-w. rou rhould But for her. you owa your iih you mu8t repay OTM oi of her that the You are or age nowI the tlma ha8 some to rrttle oau808 of Jour be&g ullvo your 4ob8r. but what you ha** I don’t Onr dortrofr road. 18 to aayr outrldo have areated *hoeto foxuea perhapr 18 life worth py were not obll& romething romething toyout to 81~1 gou life. if you Pro you glad to bo l llvot are alive ad glad of it. how little thnt I truly lb nnimatar mo* hd I lure mdarrtood amnot l pproaoh my work with real fir* JIM8 r&id underrturd what you wlrh (&an]. en0 af tha aspootr Aad I uk of your oaping into thlr -worl#. It her. am by rtlll thir rlx first o8har u@o$~. put your p~por away0 JAI I laok an lmpulrr for IIJ work.y u3f. her. 18. Ejrouro me. have you bogma to py your dobtr to hart OurdJlofir Tharr Eoglb.PY 0r 08 a8pm. the warld. ohlef I. 1 feel present I do. ln return.1 (bsglnr to road the queatfon ho ha8 rrlttan)t More and mope. Don'8 thud Jioff. I BOOyour mother her@. t&a. lr bemum 18 ymr mother.nct ruoorrd l in approaohfag my woti in a ratlrfaatory mnnor rsallcatlon unlerr oortaln rltuatlon urge whloh OM ml. the othore bo ray. J&t No.JA. remona. . y’ou. tell8 Evew aan when ha oome8 into ihera ar@ o~u8e8~ that the world. la not logloal. It you ha+@ your 9laa8urer On* of tb thoa.8 atataaent* OurdJlefir Ihat of oonroleme nothlngnerr. and that you have 9or8lbllltle8 of devoloplng your8elf. 11.

first ii in the. E. you am to blama for it to&j. ofta! You unnwv@ harp YOU 1rHtabo Unoonsolourly. very %ke the gear that haa JIM& bad* You are merdr. t rpeekr like this.X arkd f have to Psrhapr Lou bellered everyone wmt &o. YOU might think that if Mr.): Ourdjletf are hem. bad. your fault your fault. You hava a& r6morsO of oo~olmas remomborr oould flow irot you hto bun to blame for not rep&lrlng hero lr glad. rj’f / 1. thlr. YB6 da S~~SBUXIS (to IQpe. bogln ftm know nhoT Pour mothac~ I aay this. I thought I had mh’mtood. htrdflotf: (rim I hd rw3akain hamian to Mmer de Silrmann) Roure me. fulfilled in ycru. ir fw hoopt A good anmetr. the pa8tj and you dfd 8 reoond’tima lr it not? %rpno JAedPme. that I or nothing”.: 41t it irnrt for th8t. the exarolre 0r the atoaded truly 1ml8* And la trying it -B for underrtood Sor the rlrrt tlma what it bit 18 to b@ l uterior ncuxentlty~ tint11 now.Even it her life parred. r0rg0t ahe lr cibJeotirely hrr llfr. your obllgatlonr Thlr la but th08. Thlr nwt ohoome “cl1 Vve talk drolded was to put fo t8ka a bark and 8 tlok arlba l oerbain to it of the by to do no matter what happens. one permm . uha* do you do? her.$eoaurr you ‘. bo you rix hmmbe~ It Imowlng them. woh oum 8 bottle of nedlolno . rho ir your mother* And how ban Lou pay ho?? Pou m&o You should unify hat l. do Skl. ho bmrflt of your 8021that (He speaks in ~~ua8lan rim ?&a0da Silfmana}. more dlifieult. it la bepwe he ouqklnd hort and . vorr bad. this but and t q aae •IIDIQ~.! $. Ii0 her? the part with your lutulr If you forget. 4': V" 'I J&or I’ve thought aboidt’lhat you raid to na the other day. have pa bna bad. I’ve tire to do ut exorairo. thl~ 0xem18e. pre&ent* it lr you do not do it. kor the part two roan.smumt “Rhea 8~87 for Iho hoU&ym.nrt@aU of that. &fore o Ii pm have underdoed I aould uplaln by thla remo~eo om b egtr others. forgotten jorxm . 1~ 8 very dl#dloult and doubly how many tlmrr to repair thing.

18 it po88iblr it to your @hat X &id not give it to you?@ Zpu t&Lu@" PP. that quoationr par I did not girr low 1 understand you rouldn't 80 frlt why you arked mo have thought If you had had that bottlr (He Ipeakr to all). Tou hat. of your work. ItI 8 for thnt it’r Tra801? groupm reason ho arked th8 qusrtion.he would not have in the Saturday that quertim. nothlngnerr.ook about a third $ 'tit IS not ry rult wrdjiaff f ora. It twa rerultrj be l mlhilatrdr . to hirr. OKldth8 friWd# age. You rhould have l verythlng. reaponslble @t&m. and for Ho's been hen tit&e ha*8 bean doprlvab of every perron herow to have 0vorgthLng~ the fault olgantt$ of Nm8 de Salmann. %y rhould Of YOUr IMIm givr you what fr tmught for.-x4- to take uhlle t&l8 that about working.* foraer to thir future You're all.Do r’ou You on the aontrary xow you are llttlo have a barir for mearurlng of h t w that af 1t0 amderrtmd now the for@8 Ab: ohalrtr+? lr gour bu8inm8. had only a third of th8 %t It you will have three time8 more give 8xkou&alaw in thr 18 for that that I 8ald ita Porhapr you didn't m8dlalnoc in order e his Perhaps that will to obtain another glvo you a remorse of aonralenao of attention+ A8 to him ( quality I aan ray I regret holldap rea8on for not having glvaa him the bottle ~~SRMIIKA rmyr 1 did I gave to overyone for tb. he would not glvs one I underrtand tha qUo8tiOtIr ff he had had hlr the holiday8 1'18 rorry ha 18 not bottle have done romething t&cod ebs with hi8 tims during You and . to HEMIEt%) oi the PNlldQb. (Jb Ab) . you dorervo Mother. 1 if you -take I t. had hi8 bottl8 If ha ha8 l 8kodthat It in idiotio your fault. in general a nothingnerrr But tody he porrorre~ nothing1 ho bar aoowrul8trd by ll$tlr reaping am nothing the rrwltr b8 dono* during hia holldaya. a lang quertlon it’8 beoau88 he hadn't a larg of mdioine~ the follt of Madame the P&ldmto time1 he*8 It’8 (40 oiforr been your and th8 fault frlond a lmg of all time) hio frlendr. Ha ian** underrtand. P#r ronr rhould givr you to l VWythbg. up your 8Ql8 If ir you llkr the f l ult a you aan algalof Tour you 8hould have alprattos* th8y murt you haron@t an7.

rympathetlo interior. that‘ when I know someone ~011. but It'8 talnsn a serious how la your pupil ((tsrb)? You ought to help your pupil. underrtoodr hrr gitem me the mot who interrupta Mme do Salwann the . bar not the possibility you the fin it of being what your hemd wl#he#* give you the ohemloal umtterr Whore fault I spoke of amn for thah and l cuaulate It's you rhould ln you and glro ruvital- l~lng your funotlonre the mmo reason. (&wd~leff her). &iVe him do that he may underrtandr but not lnterlorily. wit21 hlr Yau should help him 80 I may understand +*~a Proreoutlng 18 In the 8ams way that You hew notloed HOW. May 1 8-bt (To Ja) SOtO thlr l x8mpla tha h8t tire. but for the future he take every mea8uro~ . l nU that of this inertia tute whloh I alrayr oould be liverty.. than)* ourdjidf: 18 *t&r. 1 011IlOtr governor am for her able to A8 with %nlal. turn. hir exterior.rembOr WrYt Iraid . I have notloed RJ quortlaa? in doing thlr axrralrs that for the firat free t* chrdjleff~ for e very rhort againat of timt romont . I I #U8t know with vbt &JOOd rdV108t ho i8 rtuffmd. #aa President groups is I do not know. (MU. enlighten (To Mae Err): ought to 88e to it your title In the beglnrling Traool. I hnd the f'eeling of being free. but your organlrm Bell results then. th. he must manlfert Dal). (Ho joker people for for her (Ml10 Dal). Ml10 Do1 and Sum filver bonbon8 and f know with what rploor about dh~lrrer rhe 18 8tUffOdr invitor oertaln raring ol~rettr. you thought It wan a jow. tranrlater.une roazon. 8br l othar. mot&or oi the howei yotz r. but liurdfloff QurdJlaffc rtopr I:rve tinady It'8 YOU have understood with your head. up rtm8Jlng.-R&s- L&at Lao8 ad May I flnlah Flnlrh. beg.aak. 8up&loato do SaWnann to help youa you al80 ha8 the possibility YOU of getting that into the Saturday has a meaning. I know him exteriorly tongtip. Attorney He has a very For that.

quell. low during mtrugale you should mrke mfiort. A bad ml&n* You ziumt look for thim period bctwren %e a mhock fmm outmldo. tie mother lm hemd (of the houms). roroe yourulslf.q without the nofhrr'm ~mnrimmion. You mumt that 70~ 18 l vmry good mlgn. rtrugglr am an&y ba aaoumulated w rbrug&lao . you have bAttsrim8 rlsotrioity. but that Alone I oan do I oatact make my progromm minoe that timq And I fiel hdjibrrt You mre contmnted You ehould ba hrving your funotioaa. 1: think is diffloult for Anyone to Amk A qummtlon. mftsnmrdr If you pars tbl8 crrlrim. It'8 with little. l mo muat try. Big1 even though it be l @oMmtlaml to u air.hl it of what ho pommommmd). Mtor what 80 bv8 jU8t read About the omre~lq &at evmn 80) oi Chrimt. remllrm Ourdjlafi8 And when he lomem hmr the ralue E. ln flew* I don't moo mxaotly uhmt path to follow and uhAt Ati to kuv~ Ch\rQjlafft obtoln Xou will A path imnft Gollwt. oontlnuing. fqd like tom rk l quomtlanr mmveral nymsli mlnom then In quertlon. like %er*fora f&i. you omn begin a&n lilg. rry do ~nylih3. l Having iinimhmd I find weeks Ago the tukm A hqpy worklag I had 1Ald out for A htitum tbmrr belAna witbout And without dmmfreb I rlmh to Lo on bsoAumm I ire1 lm I unlvor~a above the one where I now am. (C)urdjleff no lmgor hm ulll j&em about JA. armAt* l k. mayr Ja* 18 jeAlou8 beoaume hlr mother bmlongm only to him but to svmrybody PrmmQt. small orlrim. mnd 0m0t WOF~ thlr An interior your indiriWliity r80t You mumt not aalm y0urmeU.tht no on.. you in rhiah7ou rubmtnar nrurt &oouaul~tr mubmtmncw. nmmsmsmry~ It 18 only nosmmary thnt you romultm la yourmmlt~ nomd thorn for aotrumulmte thr rcmultm You AIumt 0sounIulato~ tdr of l trugglm.

t. You should obliged to r&arlfier evwythlng your ahlldrm . this aim har ahanged our relation. are reawhing aeaesrary rhall mhat you the meanr? What you em doing important. a quoatha. ii you hwr obrtmlar fhwdjleff~ forwax ehlldran. ihat Is the H&it for that to 8ayD aontlnus har no rtrugglo. The Etoile 20 rtationr.. struggle. for you aad your w&fr have ohlldra* they oreats ior you rpeolal be Living jurt for for yourrrlrer ir finlrLwd. don’t whatever thing you bvo is to the ham habit give any moree Important a rontlaual will proarrr of rtruggls. prover you far: turn are oa the right road. @urdjieff. YOumJ. Boulamm! be-r aatlsflbd. ‘he rtnaggle. You haven’t exporlenoe. . obligatlorm one mwt begin by bringing Wall. 18 atill low then. You know what mew bettor than I employ? *or it. Yarn we rtrugglr rubrtanaa *em that that gibrr l in the plaao where it plaar te hare no latrmrt thiC ‘1 that Ilr laoking Cakhnue today la kaawlag In.not to rtope continue your rtruggle. you a thouamid dting r0r timer better reat8. Rhat ir lr you murt have in you the proassa ‘&at halt of #truggle. of working my die. So rboumukte. you* You m aaai- 18. that you gave me aa 6 hark. of giving example. boaaure you nerd the rubrtanae that rtrugglo give you* Jaur Mr. belongs. lkaat 18 to tin Too right. that if yau Yii @w omgl .' d ray you l r6 the rtrugqla that dentally the Etolle. uhatrrer it im?ortmCa. But you mart not atop* You bed aa a plan to go to You are ln the rum d@Alnarrllli. your thera are SO lampportr.aom that I hww but wlthOlP* of atrmggle. road. your body likes. r: ) that of the proorrr feeling and body. and that roqoone Mho lr near to me0 Ihd have notload. mly mad l o hr point. that neither but to m oQrt*in oven them uaa an obrtmzle rhe nor I aould parr part thlr And you told her that you would ray what to do to get eivory paroat. with that for the purpore of I rommbering myrelf. Aawmulate interiorly with the rea~ltr thought. Camot.never used to tie alrtak6~ =d now X begla too 1 rdrlre you .

oount: 501 All 30. relax it to ad 8&y your8&lfl “f aa”.to llvo rhould far your ahildrent int8rfetre with it lr #a l im of you end JCW rife. to un f u”.4$3. your aindr. oan give you abrolutely nothing.46. rou will glvo a between you. but for objeotloe. rto. to Aml if yori do 10 7 “I wirh b or 10 nlnutrr. “I will. Begin this. fh'8t the YOU have 8JYOh. you good whloh III 516. until yau me baok wham lit the tiae.3. tbaer. ba I ahall “Not doa. have oommm rk and thir ID an between you* oommon allo objeotloe your wffo. up I tut8d. ror if JOU both plan And la your porronal dth rolrtlanr 8 trugglo. there rinoe w111 be Your aim Lill l be a oomt~on one. thir alPI. beosuure it ain and the work’ is also lklth her. botnen oontaot for the work. Hot for alryr. You should have an al. of time. 8peoIal period thir ala of tlm. Rolp my nal$lWmr boo .47.4. for that f’m goin are underrtmd to give you l very aimply and NOW very ordlnay add80 gleor l ot advia*. to &bout to $1~ Aftorwmd8 all your ipoe time. You will undemtand you* During eftsrward mly this 8dvloo 18 1. your ohm-a@air ais - tore am en lntorlor will havm dlfforcnt rtruggle pured eaoh one will have . Pom: I rhould work like to lmou whut to do to prevent. 8aOriflOO Dlsoura to it with p&n a8 an ain to l everything All for your ohildrrn.49.beoauro mob will And he who dll have ohoren hir attain thir nay to 8uataSn in hinuelf9 utten titerward. do evil. a ocmmn You rhould ain. “I om bo’. krt I#.m. my imagination outside of th8 whloh lutr l rortaln length from running airy with YD Cturd~leff I Well. what I &OU 18 VOW 8:U>10 thing.3. Thi8 is th. your ohlldrm. Nothing this your mutual r4latimr. hia oom In order to have another In the ssantlme rpeak objsltlve guiotly (noyqn) that rlll and iran- with will your wife and plan U you do thlt3 for one or two weelm. You too To on the right logloalty thnt path. you thaa dererbo PoPrt May to know the obfeetloe 1 ark If P CJUO8tiOIl? YOU way* Wrdjleff: irn’t it4 &dd~llO. to bra.

70~ Iwt note ha’t et mix thlr with work* aotlto PO have 8ue kbdr waking l k8. l of waking 18a801. Et. 7au rhould waking l tate lr on- But . hampered by the aam@id-8 everyone in thr I am hawend b7 ha OM I organire the dpy. ovarything thinga of ordlnarg the work of your and srtarior aaeriiloe tha afterward do 7ou ap1 put s think #oe You ommot thlr work (111 da70 That beaomea aeokmnloall mr Et. I au . jurt I.for to be. L l lrh work a You rir.-noI After all thati. To thir l ll the Work lr a very rerloua You aarxiot work intorlorly a-* end irLoraa#e it little by littler g4 houra. It'r work a litit tiring tblr You rrclriflar funotimr0 lt You mumt make & rpeolal work 7ou give a holf the rrrt. Hava 7ou undorrtood . impedes mar have to do with about what Itoe heard here - and at Mae de saltmpnn'a. how 8~1 I do my home ir hapw? the ldsar that work. fiir entlro llfo PomI vary well* 7& nothing @i&e thing. think I maa wanting to uk 7our when 1: do lag work of remembering m7$elf.r OudJhff ordkui-7 have on. as. that? not l yltmtioal17.urUjieffr thtngre him. You do But that Tour free the. thank me. blot all all of the dsinanda of daily You mwt living* It sot aside a spsolal the time. ihe first mat I gird it ~111 eom ab8urd to 712~~ thnnk me with all when 7ou have done It t*o or three uoeka.: never May I l mk you for mmo advlarY I un alrayr m7 Uyr. put all ior thae hour of the the rrrt8lido~ all 7our interior ll. ourdjleffr happen6 to everyoneb time csaah day for the and that oonrtantly often raid thin. oount l &&b for nut oonreloual7. I know a thousand other And that will dorth he will l But I glvo you thlr rill (20 the othera) the hour of Ur and that ir all* avo ahange and until forget me* ti that. day. he will. you will your hoart. a balt hour obir For 8hicl work. half hour forget thing* to thlr uldo for time al1 7our ooouprtiaxr. It'r the work* a0 that And during the opgosite. That ia the reoult I've work. 0180.

When you begin your work. only thlr ry*tem WI11 alray. Ba in Rurrirn huabrad. that FO~IQI you are wed iiT8 minuter. task. work 8 mlnutrr~ thr I*rt Let If you haven@t auoh tSrs. I soy you munt lnarears the time little by little. won badore beglnnlng. that not uorkrlth to that. uo not mix it of good work lr worth more thm 84 hour8 oi another kiad. And if being - ten minuter. You are loOn tired. rptdtu but forget l rexythbg (4 l goirt. glvr ooalng your tarkr St ir a very oomplIoatad thing. you it oollaot yourrelr. preparo it la y&r f0~80ir. l 11 your rtrengthj do hinutor too muoh. yourr*llr What you ray doer not mind . yourrelf Do it ior with all your being* 8 mlnutsrl You oan@t do It for lcag.rrlu Mtorward. hvr all ymr you are working only with your mind.lan't the quantity with other that oountrb minutes Itlie la one thing. It take You oannot do It's until for it a long l lee. rhiah And if you work you live oan't LB you have the habit of doing. with all purrelf. Our llfr 8 gqaho&mthe ir am thing. O~Q Life 18 one thing. g&in&g Hare you oan do it for a thousand yonra time. the work. 7our ahildm. rhould. butrubrt*ati& an abraluk .r wit~r you rbllbeoonr mrthlorr~ LOU d2-b rmmnbsr y0w88ir. Zargat rvwythlng. but work without anything3 it ir Work II rhort roll* it . ordinary iii0 oontlnus mitething. Othenlro 18 matloallg l ooordlng to habit aamam of the time. but the quality things.. add YOU nmny time8. worth nothing. ii for you aocompllrh fire that to It. eron tan minutrs glrr rind 8rorlri08 rloh work 8 for him who oen rpeolal onother* time. par #aoy . &our OatI.for the rort of the day. for thlr the work work you mtut ymw lhe l abrtmtlallty Iloo work.rumlab* onl? thrwtir #herb. ia difroratr ba more amtlve. 70~ are drained of all strength. 18 boyou de hit a8 you (1 good beginning to l l-861 IPan* ta prepare you for you work l aoqulring the 8t@to that prover that long time . your being. rix mlnuter. the work mother IOU renl0nb. ir thir YOU OQI do thir? do a hali liju ‘Burt hour . ton mlnutorr or wh thir to You oannot give all your time.

ir 8 You hnve P reaknerr. there Xi you ooncentrote an aany drpsr your being in your thought. th. not merdq .of gravity And now you aan knou what is ir in hour thowht . unconroiourly but wbn a0 rlwq II havr for a4. Co. when 7ou like. u sluknerr~ is only a funotiorh ‘be beglnnlng T)ut the omter indlvlduollty~ your oenter come8 from Zaeling of grovlty thought must be the thought.’ s aQthnn. -7 thaoe ltrr a sS. an lndepcadog. very alrople rymptcm. something. oat* you are not an indlvldual. when you don’t L your $ t trportent oatw for tho momentr in the It thlxddng you N-D nn indlvldual emter. i. angry. thInking how @an one provart with ~rj ioellng. when you hew ycur ir la of gravity Aad if it another omtor. Uong indlrldwlr. vap are only u1 eutomatm* you nrk you rhould If oa be & your bodr and in your foaling. r8orything work &ould be uoluaively km. Xt’r a simple explanatlaP. that re nePvou8. not m animal. thought. Bars tit In on. you oa*t think bsonure you l m You W&&I to say that fosllrq? Bar! I mean that I have an amotional thought.m@r u$luut Phil@? a@l6ln ___” -. not think with your feelia6 and the oenter of a woakne8a.-SlBart Ma7 I uk 4 querthm? How aan I dlrtinCprirh b&woa~ ~7 ment81 oeutsr and my phlrbal I e*ntar? toakr hen you think. on scuJh otherr to Uvr. ho- Ourdjieff cktionr whm you ‘I&La fi sisple that fr go on autonutiorlly.-. l your rind.aut-tOP. mcmtd and to ml8 tab OurdJieff: onu for the other. Kt ie l hlmsdll' (uo’ys@ to the bslng word) an Mlvldual. but iUB you are nn lndivldu8l. . oontrr8 l irr l ncorachlng feeling.. if Iti is rhen your owltar of gravity f8 not In your thought. JOU think.m to W in four doer itroli And thlr ln you* oonroious4. you muat think rlth n rloknersi your head.-. Tour 7’ar do not. you Lo think m-tart OuxiJieff with your f esllna. &ha you ire1 lilw hot or oold. to oonamtr8to To 7ou rlro lt 7ourroU rhoufd in your thought. aocustom Every man rslould dent person. try to you are an .

been lnrtmotsd ir in a osrtaln 9ubjaotlvely. world. it oookfag. so. I arked that you lart if there ‘Iam a my to develop that I one l ttantlont rammberr you raid attontlm (IO@meumred in the degree oneself. nor svergthlng Methods do not rlmply. the oneta lndividuallty~ mom ha oan 1. %a more mm kar depends cm say. sir. about a real attention.orrtlmlly t But for ymr I know it.. to the level he ooauples. all that &ergthlng ‘&e brglnnlnq. l ttmtlm kna on Bmltobub. the l eorets and of the oreation to undarrtand of the thare. It @clrt. dJtisfa. be rblo lr explained. I da ln lntererting all that not know any* 4rt For ammpla. Xi you in llfo. for rpeaial mmljleff: only the method of ‘1 ama or if than are othrr I oan telJ&ou. thlr lrn't In Beolssbub them ~aong 0th~ in molsebub l ttonflan the l I har4 maid and at it. the emi) tima then you put your aothar thm that to wbloh jou am aoou~tammd~ you will to ham ao attention In &ii*. find for It la an objaotive undorrtmds and evrmone should underrtand a thouaand tlmw all of Baslro8M. all&r I know. a rold a real l ttontlon 11 l to~thlag. All that all one must know. la a very haa oxlated.-sorhi11p: cmdjieff romething %. another a way to put your attention tark. on undbrrrtandlng Thlr ml11 be your can put rral You didn’t and it 18 a good way to fix you oan ban thing. &at one must undarrtand. $0 mu17 different daveloping methods? Cne thing I aan explain attention. aeerot. ova. aan cbxlet. thlr rhould have glvan you undermtandlng new. many ‘?‘a” if bsoaws I wasn@t able to put ay attanticm week on the reading During thir aa them I undrrrtood that was what I uaa. aano interesting ZUl oonalurlmrl ‘harmday. there 1s everything its there. ha l ttmtlon and to make an omelotto. You told mo to arpeaiallv look into l ttentlan mymalfr l ape&lly of A# asked you that Rselsrbub. book. uora . bn it. l ttmtloarm I wanted to a8k you the 1-6 wa8. on Beolrob\ib. everyone able to undbF#tand aoaordlng book. the end. X?&. something more l One perron one part .0. Baeltsbub. .

UI ia& It’8 you mdorrtandt *aoh fifth YOU ItBt8t thlak glro that fiX0.l'. a littb vorg fntereated OU8trXWilJ vev Porn*8 quertlon’md bu8tWtg b7 your anawer~ I obrervo 108te belong fn 8ty liid how little Nhioh i8 ad very trlvIa%. that. All 18 to0 critm that aOmPljrw But what Ia lorr to thir who 18 I nm rttoohtd tit8 to. the addo* that 8qUimd whioh 70~ to Porn. +tt8 de salmann: JettJ l@lRUaRO uhioh I8 rioh only In the in8aw ReUly nor.s.your rather. tlao.81 ppr8elf room there im for the rorko nurmal whioh in 10. mother. to urn ($0 Jap)t Yeu hare Ten perattat wlorrtood rot . beO8urO I believe will pull me out of the ChArdjfefft oounty like more 8imy1iIr Jaor it OOntdXI8 8omthiAg 01*&r ad 81’njdO rhiah o@&@ in rhioh 1 am a1r8yr you at all. A rioter tarkt avery l18Ot f Ire pQFlOn8. L f.45s(A job. a &ginning 1088 or tomorrow 8 little more@ you hut. InhAter aftrmatd "I drh thr menring of rll 70~ and ten minutor And llkr 3 that you the wy. rou will for ator take am a ta. g&V. dlfflault to that a 110. Whan 7ou think 0ilV. th. l rd you you begin a&n your h~V8 . ha8 no ate anything Uhih ago I ua8 &Ioh 58 tuorw to ray? b7 Mr* @urdjieff. BWO 815& lik8 your not&r.8 takw’a tan litth about 10 10 tiutsr . aftctnard m8a And nbn to bon.It'8 Jo* tb0 mu8 t0 me 1% It’ 8 8 or 18 .r ot 7our rather @he’8 hers. all tire. You hve l I am going to glvo you 8omsthlng yet A mother? A brother? A fathrr? And 4 8illt. later *to0 You rrmrmbor with the them and you reprcmnt four. triviality th8 8trOnga8t eraotly ator the 0rdinu-y me. and thon. itldi~ithtd And S a&k you if 1 should not apply to I4J own O&8. to . “I Rtt’. with to 7ourrolf thingm in her 0sF8# 6tmap thtng8j 7ou am grown up and are earing #old cxtm (Ib 1010 ?$&)t your ra?d &hat wha bar nortry. It tunlngr i8 That world not do for up to 50.about rise mp md DWOma@rl and about the Frmoh between tax1 dritsrr). oto. with Pear about tc\bmmo 8nd how to m it. 7ou hvr with f1nlrhrd tan pnrsnoo. Qurdjierit a8 m~rrilng. f mnlly . thorn to ycur8d.f. thir hurtle.nmsmbar your father.

Gurdjieff: Eat 1088. one doeant ~urdJtotfr 801 oiAll8tr Than 18 no ruoh rrdnm88~ it a nouropatholog18tr $8 idiooy.0 Aad at OurdJieff I &sa. Don't Oh. down’ a poreon ham a no80 like you don’t t axlr t you love h4rJ if but A no8e llkm objeotivs dirtr love here You hove aoal 1-e anda 10~ . fAthAX' had. ma armlaer oneta perrion end dlsol$d'a its ~b8. u rymptomj you eat aore then you rhould. will the la8t rpscrk. you have* on rexj it is low. imtt we’ll find Big: mother Sir. like (Yokes with to l sk another I don't Ab. oh1 thet'r ple44.. t&t ir reel lwra. low thir You have only love bawd "Ihet whloh perhepr & aloknrr8. l I l M moomend I haor him tory ho giver mo 10 peroalt. lotr But wU1 bs@oae rep. there. hrdJlrff.e~a thou&t thAt that. tha word rontlment for I Or thingI) you hrr forgotha H@r But 2wl mat loto. about mediobne). whut oon8oloua love oen be. her the oauno of it? Ilo. la bud i8 obJ&lVO~ on sax and 8ax cm polwltyr l ho hemIt ti 80%~ lrlrl# So if that.jr your ahrn YOU h. bday. question.8 2 4 QurdJieffr Well then. your @'end- overymr. ir eat thr &at thett Teat thir If it YOU know whet It nd next tlmeue irl. tDhM'8 011. Barr Somrtlnw L notlo@ It after lunohecm. It’8 You undlorrtandt porrlble the aaure of it I)r. 00 to 8ea well. pieoe. with rht neohanlool OarI 0110get am Ourdjirffr aart from If’ one doe8ntt t. oaa reek to roprsrr lt li8 (r wakmrr it for and mt the rake of the other? it mid.liar4 dadnarr from *hloh ytr. I'd I don’t unrlerstand .rd the . underrtay St ir 0~14 phyriael pdarity to theh i8 workin. a weakaeaa~ for Youoen~ot hevo love. rey tdit lbvei'brlly lntereatr the functionr.why the luoudlty with whioh 1 opr not at doe kill it. Do you under8tand Then bravo. me when one in rrirod with e feeling oqgrofund mm ournot it9 manage to *merPgo.qpent oon8aiou8 ‘&e love rvorybody her. wey.

lSbin8tinQt lou will ~-~lud lowe %a parhapr br able to foe1 ta8to will for per&m lib. we will But you must ?ii&a&~~%ltPhrSktaxurt ue aan u&y beforehand many thfngse apeak about it. And then Ir alao thlr about hope t ir 18 strength 81a7sryb Hope of aon8oiouttnerr lbps of the body 18 dimsare* And about fnithc Hope of feeling . ln order to esp~rrlenoe thle oonrolms love. the slave ylt fir&t you must have the taste. you will bo abh and if 7~ to enter hi8 situation. for a nm without a abild without for a mother. All that 1 oan say in the msantimo would ~OnOetXWin~ is that gg8m-d love bxlste. love. rQh psrron. another und rt qurllty to Have aontrot (with your differant impulrea. Eeseltebub explains f8 th181 the ooanmmlmmts of Aahiata Shiemash there Love of oonrolcrumeas evokes the mime ln rOuPQW& Love of feeling evokea the oppositee LOW O? body depends only on type ad Pohri4y. Wish or not dr& you oan be no longer All body makrn you a? your love or not l-0. renoaln theoretlaal. jau+ AntI if the tarts ai aome8 to youI I aan eaplti the dot8118 Abt sir. a rlfo -i then. la merdr. lav. But you aant t do Your anything about You are a etlave oi thlr Conroioualy. 8 gorson la hungry. polarity. reamin lawrtfurl. I A hlndrmoa. naturally. objective About this. who QOms t0 JQU* %QO that you have Pity tOr a psrron rhm8 no80 you don’t or for aother for who wmas 111. you ml11 8ee that ovk?rfthin& tbo 8me you hata ha8 in ?a~ until nm oi tire you ~111 be l bls to it try to have the ta84o 0r lwe. oan polariw he a help or a hindranoe? Ckwdjieff it.

perhaps 8ORiething elre ha0 MllS mak.Ideetlnar me hbt Thursday. Y4 mS de hh8UTUA~ /' chrrdjldll ki8010U8 a8000tittlon8+ iutar. 1 &TO IpOre* Witn888. it. XLU A!dr e 'Ihm rtmggle~ at t&Ill tAm#. oould. A0 Ohan@ ir for that18 work. x @AS ti Along rfth a I QUUiOt do 8-t. what You mu8t not f wish to dOr C&~rdjleff. haven't 8ny rtrongth. sxi8tr In order to 1ee what a Oi ahoning* t0 &I'd titerior go Q1o Yau there a yosrlbillty thank8 times porhapr l&our. t&la Of Witna88 My mOr6~ ab8OhltO Gurdjleil'. @Wdji8ff: al0 oan’t.y enough. Before. for worklnq in aa you prnnltted. that whl& you are two will oryrtti88 nwAr 1# tb8orvtioel 'uaen. the day ln time. ahange at anr prlae alr~stalliced 1.r Gurdjlaff1 jW'8OEWr diifOPOnt You have undorrtood will iunOtiiOn TIM rorult f+8tOP8 in of your YOU fOrU rtruggle )rti b8 a rubrtwaoo 0f &88Q@idiiOE& (RU8018.t . you h~vo raohmloal Tou are a mohlne. &hpt iQpgdO8 JIMi gNatlye 8elf-rWlemb0I'ing FOVOlt. liow TOW . alO8ed up in you? a3. only pO88ible Xi you don'triah Hlle Tal: But you ax'+ wartag pnairaly %ruggle. work that hard.11 But n0t'Lmgl.8 YO8r klre'r a struggle between two tfllngsr !iiS At I RitnO88 ma 880 to auah a point what L am that I up dirgusrted. in you? I TI. Itrugg1. Hardar. \ 18 the wish‘+0 Ye8. mum dlfflaultia exoraiao~ beglnnlng~ (Gurdjioff l rlaap when I do the relaxing Mme do Salmmnn teaahing bar ti to go on with to be born tha reading) of t0 1 Mlls WitnO 8trUg@e Qmft relu Talr oauaed in mo a kind Who Ob88ZVJ8 PO ~~~~1088~ QJnindi any thi. 1946 beaaure but L find of -aelf I oan*t Qome on saturdaya. the 9 ln u Job* trouble at the I have found with the nn impulse l xomi80 I fall tellr lha of renumbrring xyrelt. XOW Gurdjloffi namntlty you are* have the You mut You ferl kp8tO.

iant t our aim. la alnlabo. doapor than boforor nnnap to brelL* Qurdjlafr Kale Dolr Ourdjleri only rtop romething. in order md to hold out my arm to rrtoh in the nnpa of the nuke l# artonlrhW nrlang In mynape thora are rnny l oraokbqpn. I’m ‘Imn out* bsginningr t-hwd$iaffr tm 11. make l fou rrt brrak pro(~ram~ Work no mom l ooldatally. 1 t lr the #ame thing. You do it Do18 Ter. do not mmturbnta. You hve bmroioumerr property 0r man rlth0~8 to do the ramsnbsrlng againat relaxing. than urooirtlonr till ei roue %oy uirt brought oonom Sor thmmltor~ by l rroolntionr lr YOUOUI WM rommfliatr Wa proportional to thr degree @Art the obrtaolo oonroiour tratlaa (Rumlm) %oy hindac you la I)O f&r ao you l TI low I rrlwayr too maha ad by droamin(r oon- Mme de Salaunaa oenbra~od. tou omld rarrtihingr um . Sarcltlarr. roaasthlq &at Dm’t perritr JOU to wopk a(1 hcmmr Daa’t de 18. noed (of) for your your attention if not dlrturb 10 wloupled with a work whloh pu bvr lf YOU you do work oonrolourly. and #my@to Mile Dol.r* I rmld la th.01sl 0~8tilu80 ra0t0rr ror 00nroiow l r8ooktionrr 10 l (WriW Yaa De Srlmann~ quotatlon mark8a Ml10 boll uaroiao botter. that I go down int’a a lavor oi And raoh tiao mudarf rho lr urh4 at the word “oraoklwu” u~rerrion#“)r l moolntlonr. prlnolpally mWi@ad na. the dey. Now I alwafr ao& to tha aam@lycrr whloh I don't Mq break? I airh 8 $hir to go deepar. AaaoaiatSonr onnnot ohango. it Nhen your attmtlon Thlr la oonrolourlf doernt t ##a themr 18 a flood sxunpler During go on mora freolfe %t doerntt in thla oa#er your oonroloumc.rr at a ah rtandrtlllr It nota anything. busy with Your naroolationr lr abrolutsly ‘ho7 at our death. #Ill@ Dolr tmdji0frt Mllr ~ersrtholorr.

one murtn't rtrug&lo.l. no moron Later. mum Ilaag. and ii then. I would not l uaoomb. You rhould not You tthou. Life L iwflrul~ it aalma* full l m at this go to My hmd ir tix'om&y __ _/-_ my*rttention gd. Ourdfieift I)'8 a normal thing.Ld not tue HO&8 Your progr8ac ir oal7 11 mlnuto~. rmmlourly Xf thq &rn~ I amke memom You aan rtrugglr You have battorlu.. for be&g Do it u if a ma1 man* struggle* for I do it war. &at )1ou should h8ve hops. to tmn t* waol (Rho go08 rlowly. . Bow and it will the amterm. quartlam Elersn minutea. sryrttilire ulthout uld rh0tt s rarer ~WNII tying iaid. Ouwdjleffr me noed the remAt. nythlng. thlr aubatanao. a doabe It 18 nstre8smy yams. rtim +v UUI~ iI0. It ulll 8erve to m&a &ugglm 1)c0OOtlO* it with a pro- Lltt& amke grow We mabrtmoe whloh I haven in Lou the frotorlr moaptiag Ear. h rrnloo 1-0 ttit.i ta piano. UmmriPg goer rafo171r g haad. in aaooqiirhing af tark I fd.17 da8hab. you aert do nothIn& Then. by little. rurrthatif OUI relu. but even when I rtrugglo I fulfill It a t&ok.Q@ 4 b~~hanse you take Ooffe@ you upi thlr forno. I will give you an injrotlan to hare a drrlrv g&i WQiUtO=sd You murt haw 8 ma01 derirs .a lhir do ltr when they aoff. 12 mlautor. work with \>J we will be able to uae ita of all When fou have it. All $ha% fillr tiu. there am momdntm rba otijim. lra*t like And Im that. your bring. pu are empty. You oould'worlr UC hour. be orJotalUredw ill little.i~ qmrttozrr* llffloaltlor. 3 uolpioll. pu dotewlnod offort.iiSb. *. You am for real t0 it little Qh. you POIIIII* POD. 'Lhe80 am not 7. YOU N8t sot anly with t2ra rind..porrlbllitler with ~1. The following week. Ourdjieffr mly Herr in proportion to the ener~ are empty.

oould really oonomtrato ror a quarIm werybody ho would bo bigger tbon your BIetro Dome. 'Ihere are dliferont of the clvallng. I OOQvery olsarly oxlot. oun I think of aanpliootiona. aontradlotloclr . ready rrde foryau* (throu&?) of hunger1 the hunger of the morning. 08 lot 00 my klnda They are to a tandenay. Thlo lo the aim of th@ work. I do it. dloappeara objsot. to l ay that you hvo You mmt If a aan ropaat. (Irro. lo Oth4wm rlll anotlan hr. la the mornln& It not the l omO* lho Engll8h to bra eat a lot You bvo the opportunity thlr mtorial.) l Mr. try If thora In three oaturler to l ahl6va have been perhapo ono and a half glning it lo not perhapa one l oaond a month by repratlng. lo the rapeat. that &Ivy@ roar. @@oxorolooo. but the negative no mtter uhloh. you forget. but +cooond. nob rrlia on&or. of an hour only. would bo otinf#* oalnto. that it oounta. to make it. bmotlan rsmainoa nd beaomeo then l omething else. You mot repeating. sverrybody aould do thlr. timI* It you have no memory. By l oelng them. the Prenoh 8t night. I ohoulA& ok him to be nr~ teacher. ("a taok* l vldontly mean0 ano of Mr.SOldEQUESTIONSAliD ANSWERS FROM l'!fiE FRENCHffR3UP Q: only ior I never do a taok thorou@ly. lt lo the eoverlng. Q: the objeot When I l repeating. (For example) you are hungry. de salomann) By negatlro on0 know8 l orothing atom whloh one oonnot know without thlo from omeoolf neoosoary by l having it. l You rioh no power of aonaontm- ome with awrybody. fuLl of -11 mundco deolrao. in the One muot rep-ate o it doer l 8oenoo and a*11 bo aood Ron rarlnlqg apart* 01 I oaa how l rpty I on. than chrlot. I aonnot hold thought or a fooling. that ee a negative It doer not CmotldP. 01 You forgot. l I: think about It. repeat. I hew ooaupled with another notload tie oame negative anotlona some beok again and again by rosooiatltm and they oaun to aorrespond thaa ao *I@o?” Hr. A8 l oon am I haves l een it. of mid-day.

Q6. The task har boon Mr.g fOroYoPa muoh more l %pen~lv@~ If okabe* A pill ir ahoap to rlosp roll well for on0 night. 0: into 7our part. There are two rtater. and a atate glue Mr.llkr a all1 where everything thlr. alone* on. l terythlng lo donr b7 halvrr. of rrrking. timr ne~m l t09 wii tha Xi one dream. that it Mr. ft lr tha polioamm with hlr . lr on0 aupr one OM tha a go04 waking Q1 bhaa I 8. a ultb arnm utsndod 7ourralf a vigorour If l nU 7w will l leop. roon 4ar No. Nhen on0 rubdoa.! to ma that I hare lt giver m b&ok hogo awl groat l atirfaotlon of m7rolfr Should 1 allow thir? Look. you ale already 18 too late old. QI thl8t Oalr 4 hu6 partlolpatmr (in the awalror). it to do an7thlnlngj that late. will bo l aaio~~ I am give you a make 7ou r1e. I ha*0 no will and I ham no rraef37 for I laok fora. yourrelf meaeureur to me Wfer more and more. aar rloepr one watoher roll. One murt not d-u.. rr 70~ d0 not uo th tark.0 ag nothlngnor~. Alwq~ aven when one ir one fear is alread your miattier es more anb repaIr 1 108 m7sslr in my cireomawith rush oharlty. one must rloep. tb 66 mi8 ir iirh ait m0 OM l top pying %o dream or uroolatlanr and (thorofors) whloh roourr You oan Arrool~ attention to l rroalatlonm. noa t habitual whioh oontlnur %on l ro thoro (book) mhloh are lr alro tbo Kq of Drounr MU thr Gdelr of LOW I&torre ahooao.8 la. rlwa7a lram four rho10 llfo. Row oan I avoib Mr. -4o\ eoni. rtand for wall. rlrspr. fin and goes out. 02 ho haad lr only Mm dlrootor. 01 one must do. pill night hate to then let jourroli gor opm # vein. %aroh baok To11 time 11 IW Into for all your fallurer. up. that with suoh foraa mu dlIgwtl it W&k. L am oompletel7 biroour8g*d l ThaT. 01 glraior it that. I rprat 16 7earr lrarning rlesp not to droun. ta nlnuter T!nk@ oold rhowsr.

-419 ramming yourrelt. Repeat. greolrely P need. Thir 4’ 1 . Should be the you well. nothing. and prsparr would Repoat. objsotlv8. prepare You the dovelop Praotio8.* repeat. uko ‘tohlk.verything a need repmat. pxwmt peat.thlr lr repairing. mar. paltry or 18 very anything Hr. thumb8 in 18 the rrrrult part. I attaoh a tark done? 8ame 800 Tvsn you be for thlae aatlng everybody. pray everything Be holahcartsd preaia*. the rtnow whora yo$‘ue I will bo going and you will l k. another mttaln flrrtj tb should olmar and mlwryr beform your te whelk I tm rork 01 romQraO# there lr alrqr man jmrt of 1) . that If a bad habit &lwaya Do not future. Only QI Yr. Thim i8 you not will have enough* an anewer* It will rlgbt to Qsrlre yourself. whole of 111111. easily ronethlng. of the 18 muoh aoquired habit oi rlmplr. You give have a need.up. thir ‘1 . the turning make ycru muat atop it. rind the the m08n8 flrrt to QIO 800 there. 1 aee vile. the the . will %a . ~oraieea. rapokt. there ror play ruture. an iqafedfato you muat 8ohlew &way. piano.’ Hot on4 your head - th. get thlr.” !BE Al& Choose 8omathlng 18 whioh ior uhloh lr an 8rf0rL. bar muat the l mo error l gain praotlor your t lngerrm Cl fssllngr.t ‘ho in the my am too oamplloated. f&ix the ky. alme arm mm# &a. I SW I have the aanm diraotlon. Create E. thourandr and thourand Row sh&uld 0: You “rrpalr It you havr the the partiT” more I8 it by remor8. For Do well. evrrything not do.or& rbould to ia that do holr to Stop. you. Thir .aa. Later dr qr ladlaatc. it la only that w8 wish ~811. life. . tlP88. Yoydnut Do not dolay. the n$rd. to l a damire. bring ma reeult8. something beoomrr only. mdrrrtand exer01808. reprat * You never (Dertroy] ropeat mollgh~ thnt oort8 oome8 you you. ‘&at mh1ah lr Alway l ary bad l your interior 18 your hart. One but not If muat is It what you work sat haa alway to you on When Mve In it been 80. Ibptd. change. olra I)t It now you in Ro’. rtrength of am you repaatr I 8pend hour8 a day ooauplal myself to with to very remedy small thla.

whioh does not partiolprte. u~ole~e. them to go kill for mothere md they will It will be nothing lhlr you. 0. Wk. gito you a uared rlwm~ Mr. oaaot other hand. (9: Xt lr wry tmgwlae J-B mud it be Look a8 thlr. You will "1-8~88 at the 88me time uleh to help. “It hold o# it 18 I who have md ahi8 rpollr 8vtrrythlng. . ln 8omeone'a plaoo. ~dor8t8ncl slmpl8._ ~-. Afterwrd it oen beoomo tha ult. it What rhould be don. them. rhloh hider. Jm* Ylth thr 88l$ it Q.-4s that rrfu~er. ranlty with On thr lr l romething o roe0 81 I whloh 811~8 a8y hn18 a wall done thlr-" and whlcrh 1. manifoetatlon8. there l8 alway whloh L -0 part of me whloh rcfursr.8 ln my work. ir lrpo88lbl8. plaoe. You rmut put yourself Then you will &member how you &en you think theSrsgeo m8ke them 8ee differently. 10 dmrtlmd it lr full bar to beoome washed. Isr. oi your work. Evoq- thing that you do murt beooms a prrt muet be plrt in their of your task. to put (Magi) for myeelf ia the yeaet of the work. or to mythlag. Thlr But the u80 of ag8lnrt this remoraa.Your tark but in thblr in their Thlr mu8t be your tank. tw You ham bb . 01 them I dll 8urato ~088 Yeu ramrmbor BeU8obub from one to the other. future.7 from hi8 pinto). It ooouplrd with ltrelf ro8ult and uhloh bar enJoymat aatuh. to onmblo mo to ocnrinoe myrolf 8nd rtruggle refu881. 18 that rhloh removma lhlr in whet purlfle~. I have 8een thlr the over there with real ohlldren.1088. You mu8t nob *@a You muet wleh to future. Yl8ter8. It Q: le ea opportunity When I try You muet beoone a good laborer. WEI rued6 Sor tht. Bemorr(. ole8aed to remove the 88lt. ltrolf. You uadomtandr I hero to rtop ~8lnr for a momnt to oolloot thlr? . to boooms of raltr (He t8k88 a rrotlon J&a. How oan I prevent enter into You murt mke your o\pllg&tlonr your work. that t8118 18 that I wlrh to it 18 u8. love you* eee than how the ohlldren their fathers 8nd dll You will then be able to tell do it. of a It Mr. better that it will not led ltr 8nphrr8 neoorri~. Your olarr the ohildren help that were at 18 to h8lp. l oaked. It room8 to me empty. 4re trio surrontr. When I take my ol~rr myrslf .

Or iin myrs1. in your Interior In the All eyatem. exprom You nuat l amoa You are a rmall gra%ltudr pi600 of th-. Think b&k them. have their faoer bsforo your W. with 7ourrelf on17 when 70~ uero alone. whlah orown in them. of 8nd agreeable senratlons. HOW dd. and then ia 70~ your interior life.8. natural l loment ir uatar anP who are obl%g& to llvo lr You murt now learn to live in both ourmntr life in rhloh at OLIOO~ l9uwe thr habitual mat ourrsnt uhloh ir ordla~ry tha 701111~8. one nut Cruta the parte Doator. You mint porhp8 pay ror ruomo~ when JOU 8ero a ohlld.t rly. 8tlon. thu You to yourrolf. Up to now you have hrd oofitaat now you BUBt Othera. done? parent8 Q&at. of their on all your to thar torard hrvr done fo*ouo~ oonrtmt tlewr moo your &kea when 70~ ude bad Por8l. ~-live the rurfrr tliaa 8uff@r. hum 7ou are with whioh ir a perron. of all runt low them agrin. sffortr got a result.d90tl0n.f) a drgnsre.0 do lometblng perhapn the7 hnd 80~18. 1Um I:: with rooond ourront. them. voluntary neoosrrary for ~1 I notios In lndlffsrenoo are lllu ln ula air. or hortllltyr me* but an abrenoe of enotlons. fi8h whoa. You rurt think them. Tbq omnot for I. kmvo not known them. of You Perh8pr tho7 You bo 07 aora where the7 are. remain in 701~ own ourrent. aurt mart voluntull~tOo rapair. in thlr. 18 to be I wlrh You lntenrt to help 7011. muat plotura life. The be re@redr Baa-oh in your part* 7ou al80 do . Are your l 81. wurrmntr tt 8aeuB that utlrfmotlonr. era Ace they all? Mr. qulot. uirt the other aurront. ths]r have no bcdler. rightl7t All plsaEun8 plea8ure8. rejroted. ~hsrcr are two qu~lltlsr On one rids of ploaaurerz plse8ureg if two qualltlsm 7ou work well you. rlther allvo? 8urfrr. an aim. PPQOFI~ of aon#olonaoI on. of your@olf* 'Ihi 18 good 8atIrfaotlaa You m-0 lort reluX live till maohnnloal pleasure3 exoopt for giving drrtrofr onarelf Qwy ar 9 aI1 Ln~urllour. objeotlve u&e you 8 #law. 0: Have I undorrtoad plo~rurer are rhit.d. pmt that you OIO them. tha. murt you om h&Ye m~tlrf~otlm Other. 7ou mu8t think they have cothe ROQO~O.

around you & roti your birth. ttllr oXeralBor bar the monant. the plum rata of the Everythlag perron who wu borldr whloh I rado him m-11~0. all the lrpnrrlane I had in qe31 Yr. It very vivid which glvan of love. Jesur lhe xullglons have pervertrd tind deformed (love). they aI% the future pl. lng for one partlola torwdr of emotlant* for ood ln you* You owe thorn everything.' it. rlmp. Real love 18 the bar18 of all. I loo8 my prmt8 during l I have dono the work rhloh a v8ry of rral you gave u8e ryeold quality very muoh and I have dlroorered rooond perMp8. 08 Is there phyarioal a aonneotion? the roudetlons. It will glvr study magnotlra with 800~ in whioh.the greatort bookr. your parmtr are your uodr YOU aannot know lhern 18 no plaor for Elm in you. the Souroo. and whloh 0-0 brr bwn rurprlred by the ~outeno88 with Of rsnirtl~r ob8orved 80 lntaro. aooumulated bib=Real love 18 bsoomea a a aurrent. you ~111 bo ab& to our@ paralytlor and make th8 Ulnd 4g I for a long the. . it oormlo foroe whloh gorr through power .-44. life.80 great Ihr nal there my ah8 them. the I have taa the remor for after thnt dlrappsard my patient8 happlnars discoverad at that feeling also dlrappeared. In myralf for gomat buss when I aa rttondlng a reoond smotlanr their of 10~8 of the lam@ quality. 0: hour of one'8 birth. He la too far may* ood. Mr. @ring8 the forae If we argrtallire Later you will bnd of love. lhfn no vluld. Qk tirk flrrt with themj rftor there 8111 be other Really exerol8e8. baok. joined ourrant ~8~ with It wan by love that All performad miraoler. rufferlng brought Of remoreer and happin happine88. tlone a onate Real love 1~8 magnetism. al. no mrtter power ia the world. you materlalr lovo an a barb. two l motlon8 rare by th8 frellng 88ms time. by 18 thoror P rubjoot hir put to #loop at tbr momant. %orythlng qo from thr 1p1 l vey- Ii I put you into ribor an hypnotlo me told you OM toll 18 rrltton. one rufferat the love . what rent. l vsrything. sufferings and bring them a And moment I oodld relieve 0r hnppinesr. Your parent8 ar8 @pd.on thing 18 normal. Our om tram reglr tar ovarything.

Suffer. A rtata 18 a written. hppinera uhlah giver weight. oryI revlvr perhapr* the #aone whan you won a bad ohlld. without away. drive it. be but a Wowand time8 nor* rarltlto~ That 18 0r the purity of your roler. Let your remorse be it ir the rufforlng the l r) rtrong no porriblr. rtate go toward thim tendency of having l xtraordlnary wlthout wrlp&t. Thir the l Poufou~ Thsre i8 no weight* It rhioh la this imagination. ruftsring find raa1tr Saaroh in your part. to ration needr- alooping. &ve work tha lnroriptlonr~ Choore them. crurh sllmlnata @or)C0 rh@n your remem*. It la a real 8niul0 One fool am an animal. IWPLOFII Have OQOCN~ whloh oountr.t it gosr in l top with Ai time in order Your nature should be genuine . Ot You murt 40 thir l for yourrolf. . why you rwt a8 on a photograph. mot It Imow~ nothing it nothlry l 11)o. 1) '0e orgrnir It wlrhor Qne lrurt the prJahlo ltr The organlo It on4 wl. Fael again ln all the dotallr. whioh repairs rXr. me murt not have fmo without result of inorth) rtatea it J you the other* ha@ a tendonoy (tht lot your- ralf borir. make “tohlk. 01 You have ~mag%nation (Vld faritaly* of art. I hero alaaya It said so* is light. it. IQ. You am a repremmtatlvs Philosophy.” thin. a ma1 l As noon it. You muat slklnate arias@. # a of ratlsfaotlon your parmtr agdn. 10 the oomter ne balanoe of real thr-. It ir ior thir rspalrlng. thlngr In that you aan have real laapplwrr S) glva by real body. voluntary whioh matter@) rrorme ruffsring rhloh paya for thr else. lowe under different body obey0 ltr Thorn are two dlframnt body~ lawma law@.“) oeroful Qc Doer tN# then. you ndo renumber yourrolf. eating. (Boelrrbubr "Hatoh balng mmething to my p@rmbrT Y~o~ it touoh than aomothing? Mr.

whboh will It 1s the third the faotor- oonolllate make it and make tha equilibrium. The pmyohio body knows sosmthlng other nsrda. .feel it a8 a Strangers One must subdue it. %o nlgbt I was arleop.atioa of a dlfformt &la* #a&t))tanee. roluntarl1yr whioh one must relnroroe f'lght uhloh exists naturally. Up. !l'ah a task % ratlnge whloh 1s wlthln Q1 a habit. naturn. &oh one knowr hlmrolf it la hi8 interior thing. booaure by struggle For lnrtanoe. oan a new polrlblllty of rmoklnng. than the organlo body. tukj plaoo. jour porrlbll~ty. one md the other. whioh ir the Master. not One must soo very small and eon rind to a BLU the body. is in the habit this la its med. doss not. 1s this wMoh l. Pike only pO8Slbillty of 6rsating a 8eOOnd body 18 by an l ooua&. 011smust kr. It has world. The body 1s an animal. lnrtoad of obeying it. forno. a third thing. 'i2~ero la a oonfllot It 18 a struggle It belong8 ta a different between there 0r a differant the other two bodies - one wIshbe. !I&0 only l k 18 that all rrerythlng rhould 8ervo thlr Qr me lut werk I hrr about thoroughly undorrbood during the waok what you told all the week 1 thr pbjalml dlr~otlonf body and the psyohla body and have wwked in thlr I ham rtrugglad. It 10 other arplratlonr. rtruggle whloh oal18 the third "1" . I do not wish to smoke .our wrkj rtats by our will. that oomnande Put baoh one in it8 what goes on* begin with.1 ellminatc to satisfy it. of ran. other deslrea. habit. The psyohe la a ohlld. und6rrtand One must educate the It must obry.ow oneself. of bat being be born. train othsr It it aml m&o it obop.8 t2m rpeolfio a third united stat& different with roaethlng Ibe taak whloh wo must use to areatv two. a will whloh 1s opporad to a noad and areatos rtruggle. from the other else* nhloh 1s 1s therefore something preolro and ONLY by rtrugglr my organlrm whloh relnfomer this stmggb. xhe need 1s a conrolour form whlah always there but L refuse voluntary will be There Is a 8trugqle.

ouldler l i ahargo you with a oonmlrriar for hlmj flvo da7 for a 7ear* January 18. It is dlrfiault diffioult for mo to rap&rata what I senre. u~78elf I even hed the to to SO* m788lf.i8hed amturhr %e e%oral#ol ago. It i8 tbr Then I told 7011to expoot nothing u8rolso whiah will find give 7ou undorrtnndhg. they produao an In ay aase.** l xerol~e. Thankhk. &roe you hpve undaa%tood.-47. 0. beaauro \ do not forgot tbt ‘A-w your aon i8 your ma&tar. wore l rtabl. And For PO# he is my friend. again. was or ahonae. it to 8ee lf what men80 hao a real #memolmpo8sibl8 in the uoraire from this Others will whrt to ii. oompanimm~ thlr will bo uroful for 7our rpeak about it"\@ere. . ba8i8. rhothor thir.t?penr in four sm-41 70~ kt~ rat. nothing aould hevr bocn bettor..who had been bittfor me* He UPI by mo8qultoo# and who ~a8 in pain 8nd bog8n to ary and aall rufforlng before ad arglngr I want time to hir and booare ho wa8 orying ln myaolf? aftor md rufiering. ova glto 7ou l xpcrlanoe. your head onl7. Ther8 an works. 1944 Umr. YLr. will b&ore To undrrrtand. I arkyou now to m&e notes of all reaks. Duboau: 18 trw.I hate a four-7amr old 8on .a imaginary~ For cxamplr. n&t with I am very glad and work Sor a rook. md 7ou will Ihd that two wcekr. I what from what l. foraor around 7 ouO foreign to 7oug It 18 porrlblo that when a man really evrnt it like thlr ro8l17 rlrher to rtruggls. I beat blab vlolenar its I did not 8llow to go wbtIn7 on ita rlrsp bod7 lr. porriblr to undentand 18 imk87 8nd what ir it 18 neoorrary to DO. ha. 'lbey a8n OYOSI areata the mo8qultoo8.11 x117 am. wtit it How asn I oru8h thlr 18 aapablr of and I have awn of reaatiat a rook mrk Yr. 0. Therm axaml8~r IEuropc~ ubtrd. I RSD sraklosd by my IQ~ . it some after0 perhaps 7ou will real . to h&va l xperionae.

Olvs yourself task and oarry even by lnartla. 34Jan l gotlstr your feet. atmosphere. What gou have aoqulred through the work utunt not bo ueed In ordinary So long a~ you have to do with me.. Another qwsttonoa llfs.. it. you OM do it. Or IOU s an glro on suoassdlng work. am wry Q.~a it.a dcrlre Mr. Q: It Is surely from the oxtamal you with your ex8rol~s. may parhaps oomgrtlble with the Pomereut Qr No. my dsclslon ie oon~olous? If I want money. Qa power . may or may not. Pomrreur Can one have ambition it outsldo Mr. oatsgorloal example. It a uonraiour asn be a physioal it out. but no automatic!. it lr You can only pray with Muit lntsrestr oentom* your thrso oentsrs. it right awry? lP it ii it is 8 ~aahr088. you oan even kill someonee I havs given you this at present. tning.awreu: ambi)lm I would llko for If it hrlps to know rhethor the work ir world. and at the sams tiw 10 1s your oonomthan your you will bo an exarul8*. the work such things them for ordlmq but lnwa. must kill 50 it tit 18 not nsorssary ugssts your to try serious and 4e8troy work .P.. you aan brp is a phgrlabl Or. able Rhsn ~aur prayer aan $0 u to pray to the Pmeidentr - . YOui quo8 tlon the work? 1s abstract.rdlp you muat learn never to idantliy~ do 0-0 . After You OM do nothing that. Pt If you CM do It But if it oonsulou~ly.extraordinary gosslbllitlss . you Mt During outuss wardlq play a role. Jolllngerr Can am be h&pad In work by prayar and how oan Mllr. oompatbble with For l dvloet . to yourssli It as a tmk bo but you mustn’t oount .you must never life. thing. sks is not your Tour prayer gsu far tratfm wlth your thrso (aura) no frrthar as Aaerloa. Pirat put yourself solidly on you oan do saneth+g. Pa How OM 1 know that for lnstanoo.

think. l What I wlsb to tell l you 18 8omUMng thing. You gain axgerlenoe and ohangr way of going about things. animato or banlutc). work m4 you will Now your ala 18 not to ldmtiiy. (tt futun. Consider phllorophlring. Ahin t olearsr ~ometlmsa I suoose4 in reaahing a kin4 of thinklngwhioh ln whloh I underrtand msny more things* a8 one learn8 Can L 118s thlr? to pl*y the is md bigger. No one must notloc not to identiry.inwardly dlreotibna its tine. Just 40 your of all. Homnar : impartial. reaogplire th4t iuairisd. only lr not an slm.Exmtly plsno. inwardly role worklnq. to oonosntr@to not only with tocl an4 amao+ YOU om pray. Iu lnab&b the rtart~ prtially. you 88re l ln~r %ir ir i8p08ribib your pent l Otim8. NOWyou that you srs 10 play a must 40 your sxsrolss and live aa bciors. OX~rOl808* a* 'I. D. lo nsasrra~ 10 \ ror ~8 to br lmw4l~ look &t maoh thing. 1 oi my o&88 an4 how ditferontly 1 msnags it now rroa berore. / burn8 l lot oi .Mile. ltmt is your aim . ror thr It mOm0nt.but with jurt now lerver certain Hlgnstts: seen8 to me that am thinking at making without 'ha ruls r0-htr4 mo wondering. ‘hi8 on8 oontor but with the You rurt 18 lmpart8ntt. How OM one prr$ with ths three thing. weakno 1190. You em neoesaary praatloe. First you 40 many cxsrolses bet&e PlayZng 8 tUZ1s. NOWyou must do a rerlour Lea=. osntors? ror the rake 0r thm three. . anything 7ou ZLke . 111s were n& 0r thst mer your Thir 18 a n*tural You 00~14 von hpve done that &oh year you are older. (3. I rtthomomeatadl dootor. . For thir thsrs l rs dlrfarsnt the throw ooa201. br. . Thlr ia whm-8 our I smtorytlrs4. thlr rork Oc I to&d ymu fra ~leotrlolty. 1% sometlmer one oan't help urlng re8ultr of work. exerolres . dlfrorent. but a mesna* AC I w8ntQ4 more deflnlte 02 %erythlng oome8 in how not to ldentlfy. mars praotirrd.

I think a bout work. even tha of an hour. YOU murt trurt no ana. somet~mer make@ me think I tell myself nil thet thin all Ianft thir true. youa As “Mr. You onn only do tha axeroher . lr it doalrable Spontaneity but with not oontrolled. You must thank nature rhlllppo hor a aria18 Ii that I hid this that orisir har begun. Donirrr 0: tog0 tbw* othera. You oannot slpeot tnker 08 result pt. ploylng may aoquire Mine. you have reclognlsed your a pin nothingness. He will U you are rinoera l lt with mother. Dz ir a dream.or for a quarter to do my (~~arel~e. January 16. you put la you l You murt bo rlncrere til your ear& with youraolf. thrr To be able to play tuner a dirlllurlonment. md that twiae a year.-- HI simple offort aated by F’or a rook Z. you o(u1 make e real I wouldn’t it give it he deoisian to you. My ray of reasoning feel dog8 When i don’t You have many like ln working. Perhaps you had an lllualm. like 11 slnoerlty coizpatlble but with lr spontanbityO that they doa’t with go ‘hey oan go together. to ahange %omethlng. 08 you. You muat not be rlnoero yourself. neither #l&tea. give up* NOW If to praotise I take and Amerloan Ahen 1 night get PI well You must over thir orfris. i)UrdjlorP I oannot help in Frana@. only aa a dootore on only Einglirh Mrne. 1944 . that. that have raothlng. begun 80 8oon. doing anything deflnl te. P: 08 tit 1: have not the right patients. on your hmule but the other dlHUO* Parhaps you have nothing Lot him imagine ltr inaid@. when your P different quollty and you may booome a platnl8t.nor brother. but a long tlma. to aala you. !fhle rlnaerlty im&. bavae~ t been l blr to remsni.ner oa the t&la. It ~OIIIOBlike Think only of the future. bsaauae I have bran intoribut f don’t ruoosed in the results 1 have had.

natur. bat& two prInoIplrr. a good rgolrt. n4 rrtiafaotiaa prodma to py mush nora later cm* Olatlmrd1g. up to h%a In future You have two olusr. honrty. to ohmgo yourraM. Inwardly on0 &08 not Idmtli'y. worklag Inwar4ly. For the rake oi mcl If you try what YOU arm* yourmelt %J you In yourrelf m4 to. tsnna impartiality and Intrlligenoe ha8 led mo to reoonsldsr 18 the relation of honesty. ho plays one's role. will you formulate that your question? one 5 what aan one fro1 There I8 a prlnolglc. agolrt. willhr1. Luo. you mu8t glrr tea-fold. 0 ont eatmrnt . 01 Little honsrty. af giving arb It you will %t rmaln you will not be ablr aa8t make the rlorIfI4e your word that 00 ~‘promII)o. YOU Today you annnot give muoh to others. ir honertt when you hate given yourrsli a orltsrlonr your word to do something and you hare done It. 0s ooul4 be purIiI@d. l 000~4lag to what th0 8ItitIm ft you 08'. you will to another. Lua I You underrtand PeDc But now in my evsrydny mroltr I8 exterior we llie. aaah of them the balanoo md partioularly what one taker honertyr and tit apd Ikmt one bstwoon giver In roturn f had mom satlrfaotlm mom whim I wa8 l arnlng la88 rltuntion - am embmwrrod now In a oomfortable ul4 eaq CI: I have already Luo : thmo quartrrr undrrrtood yam question. thnt you have l oertaln feeling of It I8 thlr feeling of ratlafaotion thim feeling? In yourrelf whloh show you you are hone8t. . whnt Ir your pur8tIont : LUOa %e ueralre v&i&& oonalrto in demanding of the body the \ 8ubrtmOe8 neaeraarg to bring to thq inos upreerlonr of goodassa. life I have more and more to use triokn and that 01 %at You do thlr for them* I havr alrmdy raid now you mart br an absolute future rltrulrr.p youa For thr am who is working. dOnmn48. justloe. 00 one I ice1 doubtful of my monoyo about g oven though I gIv* away that I rant my llfo founded on ruoh prlnoipler my mema of livelihood G$ And nar.-81one.

nature you need. glro whether you or note Try 0-e about overgthIx& iwor+ pbout 8 mall thlnge llot i$. givea him through Phillpps : oonscioua that he nesbs.\ am ne te..p fdrdlaer to ahange ranethin~ Lf one #mall thing out. not big whioh are too far Ot lhorr rrm in all ae* very simplyW it A man must II I law whloh fs rormulated aarer. cornrpand. . ma more than kll ir. but having ncna c you 8tapd more lntelligant oond~tlona for than you) aho bnows bbOter your work1 and lf at ha@ and rorb de than you whloh are the beat oalls you work . for oh@ bring8 your work aldoer neoersary I him what he har need of for even if you him it. on oonrolour rplritr who ~111 arranp. It some.nature WOIk* ir a rlstop6f ohrrlty. .e for man who doer not mrk. T!Jro a mall thing that that yma are orpablo you oan do. to get will money will all ooma to you room all if it In another for his nature out 0tr Do you Raouroes a mcu-1~2 ir work. time to pnue amall &In. ~111 make it nrrersar. give mys ali my word aonoctminng -11 thhlngs. you mWJt OOmer A mall wN& you do not Wow* UprOt thin& but If you do not p@rhaysm it ir aonnaotrd with many oth~rr franos. for the but ohanoer all the m6n who world. m If you need maney do nothing 0918. it my oost a mlllion aftar youra and that will thr ~pointm@nt rlrs I ~WS and 10 QO not it ir tin. keep hia glvcln word. nature you the cmdltions there 18 nothing spirits For ordinary %t iOr mm. till you.8 piaoer . If wm ii they you have given your word to come and 8ee me at out you II. underrtand? For inrtanoe. I feel thr bat you ihave Just at this raid haa glum exxsrcisas* 1 feel in syaclf moment what epirlt a 1330 I murt in meb Wow I: undaratand what i must da. tha no you ouurot thing dll ir big be oarrird big thtigr easyj they are iar W&n it want it planar away md you axv only %t oonoomed with them from you all the time.i +lf 7 beoeuro a prmiyr gi’vau mu&’ $0 hold to and you murt h3arr d keopln(l it. had you had money c oertaln you would ban Nature lr gone to a oaf. whatever happenBe ia an &broluta a lowtoin tlmo. Iith through oarrled a ohsin of otentr out. undertake WI6r) X mm t give up my “~)calo”* obllgstians. (To Siraone) evening.

loalng tlma~ Kith ruoh an Interior organimtlan. iihlngt You l f. you have to do in the 1. you will things of life you not do anything SRU8t fUkf%n In the ordinary tilyour . do one well. to supsrvlro emlet but that. You nro here. nothing rind Acaurtom yourrelf you will else.lou have to 40. be well& one asHot Fs nQt good. affair8 andyou There i8 not one aapeat. learn All to to do well do ovarything pre3mcc. hir (f: oneta affalrr mm *even* If lunoheon 3.- CMter dutier. one. fou muat dlreot all ovarything. thou&t.18. 18 a big thing. way* @ml your aear one 18 oome up. Those you mwt worth mll)lone 00 well whlah . aXl things wllr bl your at the tlae. you morifioe your asaooiatiolu gou do well mt l verythiw ymr must be drawn to iho nffalr whloh oonrtituter your work. that Ootoilrr nothing forget0 even if you have l ffrlrs worth mlllioar. alwayr You have the time. with unetitudr. you un4ertake the 4etai. al80 do WU tuat whloh you have to 40 If ycu do not do well what you have well in ohuroh eltherr obli&atiti8 to do ln the I%&. a ma will naver go ran .-. ) but if “+P ior not Sulfilltng well ~8 obligatlonr It 3a a small it one underetnnds how one muat 4bot therr w time in life. C. men though for if all For instanoe. you will in ohuroh.. you have nvon the six othprr the Zlrrt 8ven go well l utonmtioaUy~ in your life. till If parallel with this. reproaohod au dlreator. you will will do them the mm If Lo not ma Just ampcat but s&van and all good. pepme l vary- abemd an4 never fail. 004.. thing. are dlxector. the obU@t’orget If you the 8ervlrg. tlon the result OS dlreotlng ove&nw You nsgleot la bad. even think about them two or three weeka Think 0P everything.


I hare


armwer8d thla


rha if

#QPOQ[~O a&ad

t&a in

mune thing. God, tbon your

I I)PLdk father,


you do not lure your mother,

an Meal,

you do not belleve 70~ 81 m

~wi 8ex-w for

UC I have an ld @al, I have l lr87r longar abe 3~9~0 Chrirt

bwn a Catholio.

T)ut I 20

In the I MO n7* Catholicism was very good, but not latterl7, they diluted eierythinz, In the

In the beginning

“ihey reamhod beginning it

for midday at two o~olock; -8 superior to the Orthodox the faith



to all


Qa I: oannot a: are no longer automatfoally~ mlllicns


of my ohildhood. that

That la not neoe8ssryr
a ohild,

You have lost

You and not ssaroh Mllllona

you are big nor*

You shr?uld have logla
God 18 impo8slblee with

1’0 have dlrsot nlih

eon taot with to have rslatlona


of nonentities

Mr. God dlreot,

But you oan have a relntlon has thla 4hanged your interior

in thlr ideal


ahat 7ou do hem,



- slnoe you took part

in our

conversat ims?

(yes) (Yea)

Then porhapa you have uoniidenca Ben he can 8erve aa teacher met entirely.

in the person rho


in the meantime. I aant
ramthin a18e.

That doea not sntlsig ‘hen make a program* that

You do not kn m what you want. mother, him, this
teaOh6r oan

I wiuh
s8m8 a8

you to undeP8tmd

neareurt - father,


in plane oi Ood.

The rem1 God, forget

Aa 7ou are,

you oan

never harr

uiap God.

Khan you hnvc gram,

could be, but you hOOVer an ideal

are on0 among million8 1s naare8t

of naaentltles~

S(WntlmO, take &I M ideal
psr8Cn b8

and then 7ou am

to God , b8Oausa thir


thla idral
are annf

ha8 in turn &n id881

80 cm, On to Ood.

OOd 18


7o1qreroh him, do not think another
ho who la

about Ifin.

Your ldwl to


70~ God. Later
Mao, dr 88lmmin1

you oan $,a

ideal* away* You ar8 too rrnall

304 lr‘ptmh

too far

hare dlre~toontub



you oan bo

435~ God for yma* He ir a Ood rho in hir turn hu a God. It ir a ladder, there 0 arA

1.r l luaym romrthingabon~
you got your anamw by tha

&eh degroo (mu&
I am ohin.

lead8 you to aother

01 your timer dinotly, It

You 04tlnot pmy dIr*otly la f’rQm then He


You ipugAu~ 80~ but you raato Uks a monk,
He ray8


pryohQpa&hy 0~888~ llbr thir


(gerturer) rsoa,ivod

and sixty rnythingr

years later
me want& TUr your

ho perlcrhar like Ood direotly law axirts relf .

a dog d thout No one hu


IOWI Him, for You will dlreotIon, be your wxlr with

the 1~1 of oontacrte is 8 trlot.


look for your Jod vhsn you havr felt QI a good road, for inrtanoo Shr ir not &n3, but
396 through

guldod in the right ‘hen rhe will

by ?&me.dr be you?

8rlamuur. firat

bhe will

rt@ge; you oan have oontaot

her) itrelf it

make all will tr

pnd good manifestation8 with prayer relative another and it the next rtwgs.

y&88 throuljh Then a thkd

her and that 8 tap axi finally like frcs

make oontaot that your


~111 reaah the real in the country

Goda Lxaatly Fir8t

the telegraphy

marsage to a than to 9 rtatos

near Lyats~

to Lyonal

town, then to the village, take+ome Qa oa

to your relative'8


ttir quration arkr


) in thr they go aaoordlng

You know “Juati@e”
fAin~8 are

i8 a big word - it’ is m big thlngr like miorobea,



not rmali

to law, aa the law hu will



thaa to go.

~emWIIber; a8 you 801, lo yo$ and natiour. rhloh


‘ot thet



reap, but alao famillrr
OIL earth
22~4 rem&t8






OQBW from romething
oonverge on you,



bz & father ran, vary prrt
YOU in 2’09. YOUPBdf

or 1 grandfather.

ran or &rmdIt


i8 you rho have to ra@ate hour for louj it



lo not an inJurtla0,



wl11 br a


will allow to rrgulata
&f al8fortwa
th= for thi8 not


of your father,
youor, & iB youth, b+d, it It

n44111 that

IcJruQII4 OQ 4U’th

aoma to


you Pnut
1OQk 4t

%4 urOt#&@X’

WhO lPUR#o

‘ICOU mU4t




a link




of your blood.

Bo proud


of i tS it the part,


an honor to be thlr

link. remmA

?he more you ma


to mpalr Auoored in Those

the more you ndllhrvr lhioh

of ooneo1enoe.

You till

remsmberln8 a11 that

you ham not 60030 I) you Ehould in the part, a to JUSTfCE have

thlnngr whloh you have done oontr*rj

your grmiVatbr.

Thus you OM have ten tFarts plorr remorea of oonroienoe rupm ities,

and your worth will You hare respcmslbil-

t in proyort Ion, 0 familyr family it All

You ~6

not tail




your SmLly,

past and future,

depend an you* If you repair it $8 bAd,

Your for You An

depends on ther ir good,

my fcnr repair



you do not repair

Sor f~eryone# let it

your a 1tuat 1 al.
pi#U with thing. with ft JuBtdce.


do you


ea what Justice


is not MAI,+ big

your little is tdfotlo


unredeemed pledgea,

is oaaupicd with It

to belLeva God thinka

of small thinga,

is the 0’

Jia6tloa doss not toua lrqll thsf, and at the same tpe, nofhiarg 7 i io done on earth without it,' 3emo&t& ths' rihp~onni 1 You are obliged to oP rcaponrlbillty the anut. It l!n the line is dlff loult he amnot of your blood; you murt work

hove a poeitfon more to repair (3: rntisraotlon, 01 %gln with a

to underrtand


to hlr

(A man aasertu
ib It

work wall,

can do nothing


by oonsoienoe,) to do t&i& all at once, one must rearoh.
to put on lsf$

la Impo8sibls thing.

hIa!? you wake,



rook first, oar firAt,


of the right

one, remrmbnbrlng yourself. of rashinq.

Wan the l&t Alwayr

the one you are in heblt
or romething

Make a promem,

either this

A fly

else ~111 appear to prevent

you from out you, Then whad on the left At the


But even lf
the &Peet,


is a fire,

do what I tell into

you go out into


of looking

the wlndor

at the blond who Interertr
bruiettar And 110 cub If

you, look toward the window on the right you do not suooeed In trying
you aan l ek your quosblon



do not #peak at
md I w%ll


my' aor6r

you do th11,


md explain a thousAnd mom dstallsr

or &ou will be J. deoidr) lngnr88 romrthlng. (L new “JU8tlaONa rralnot it ha8 fantasy.a hill Ymrtlnu of April Dr. must It Ir a11 ium@nation. m th@ other the OBiIliOTl l oartain foap. the opinion I harm of wrslf. po nothingnds. under8t8nd em you You must Objsotivelg what opinion You amnot oan you have? or nothfng like thS You can do nothing. you undemtood: A belt aad a h&t al80 . world. to perish. om mumt doold. Tblr 18 lib8 meul# Of liquidating your8d.a hMar8 this Ot met but th8 fm gawk8 and dotwmino. decide all Or nothing. f hat8 20. either ~11 or you rant nothing. then 8i~pls. car md your fear. Aboulkert rcemorwv ovomhelm8 me* hanged hinmelf. You dog. enothw or drO88. ~4 u I auooadd in rems&erlng no longer of my8elf the alung.l hrV8P i8 ona old@. to trm8fer If part into nothlngn88e. for your happen or you ~111 parish YOU are a aouroa Of evil Lither YOU Ulll aea#e in YOU should not eXl8t a8 you are* nanrest end for l veryonrr to be 8Wh II soume in ardor to perS8hh Have aoquire a real It hat. than after that thir your faar will quortion. 18 indlvlduulity. YOU &I?@ a yOUIlie8re Your father nOnentltJa Wmt you firat ws alraadg merde. &he all 8 deolde within of your nothingne88. you knew your this noth I h8va notfoti *mana It ir %ll or nothlngw.rr8 prirhr iapOrtMtr Ii you If you dcoid8.8 negative ckf rtruggling amotion and prevents agalnat me from reri8tingr fear. 1s another You are not frightened? (NO) Then the fear flu-Pciw la nothing. 1944 tried forget t0 foe1 ramo~80 Of OOn1018nO0. said about your Qbinlaa of 30 what OpiniM thir. but the t&t it I oumot wu from reaorrb that Jiulu . the i'lsld %thsr something will evbn make a olgar8tts.

At You murt daatroy I hare felt remora@ in flasher timer.but everybody. A: One time wha to feel 1 felt it I wu nauseated. all con. it rrlf-1~8. litCrally+ your enemy. but that ihe is not my fault. rner I do no8 reoapture thlr quality ht but ilnd that dopre#lo# relt-love .T 1 Her should ~ymor$o it Ot will. In the preaente for point the future. 01 somathing ‘Ihe erfsot bet N-~cn ramor~e coma without tere qivem PI the derlrm 10 ier when it la mixed with hatred weights you dorm. repamtlon for ‘3ne must punish 0nsselP meroilerrly xhe fooling of our pawnto. of true remora8 ir of youneli. you a real will Self-love thin filthy You should rejoloe an lapulrre has awakened ln on osretnony with self-lover crgakut to ohan&& You must not rtand enemy* 1s your greatest arsaturs. all thinga . Aboulkert murt be doing the exorolrs ‘Ihe rorlah rrcqlyjl for ~QIIOFIO leadr I try ID. ldml of the you bar6 had. Dr. which will daotor. 0% YOU have When gsu feel be afraid thlz ~‘~. to to find doprrrsim. two or three It to awaken raI to remember Dr. h-80 roerythlngr your to halp you to baar the burda ymr parlit and to bwomo wrthy of of that in order to kill deprarsion. in the naao o? your future. thing. rbere it more you oxperima6 the more porsiblllty you have to a YOU tnuat ruooeed in bringing be6onwr hatred upbringing r’g3orae of oonrolenus of your mat. pleasant. X'WUOl'~. to have a future. your childhood m&s you warthy 18 whrt You mwt aaquire for freedam % dear It ir not try thlr to beoomr a oandidate future thlr I l dr38 e and It is a very dlffioult If you wirh It.. . the inner manI Not only you . you\~ahould do the “1 am”. #rt I do not know how to make it Oomer hhan I look for the kind lntentlmally. On ono you give Iand you awoe cm the other.Iir. the mirtakss or remo1~0 of your @an mke eduoatorr. Kn order real to axpsricnoe ail* 18 neacrrrary tranquility.miona. then you needn’t Only through that this impulse oan you trarr- of beoomlng more deprcrrsda oend your nothlngnnsas. or relf and Mtred of your Cdl upcm prmtr. repugnanoe toward younell.

JOu a-0 Jour 8EIOtiOna 8tifW* &t8cl gOU hV&3 Ob8&WVd be yOUrr.l ian suffer phyalaally. doa8nvt llko &or lnstanocl ao3rs. hhnst “hen 1 examine never work.+ with hot water. bodily YOM’ ff&V8 Not a mmtal autiering -k8 it tstk~8 goui’ part8 8et0n kbd~6f For 61ain#$ou work. aannot lf braoma you beam you mom your l oourtoaad to rCUUOP8~j it you your aBUti pa8trat@ autcmatla~ YOU ure it to the bwomar l oouetomsd. %at i8 l lro bad . do it with WX’Oif88Blyr mke hmd it only.your word - a8 agalnrt the point thlr atar . SOUP tima One Ielf. but Ot I no longer before. the Only laokod 1 buw force crnc thing driving this whioh oan the l’nr forks par8 1 havr that. to nl’Ui1@#81y body if dO88 you lack. don’t make eat anoughj be mngg4 bear your organirm paur8aelf oold wmtor* in hrlp aonraisnar aPrperi8nOti idi. ii%*. inIl@r 8xtama1. yOU Undlrr8tOOd 8tMggill. head. I *PI g&ad rnrtj you will QUQI 8ble work on ~ouc8olf1 to thi8 tiCtl by . lf pnrt been oi in the work. ms I phyafoal You Or.~r YOU b81i~cl ULI)) d0 trzi8. gOV@PtI not. mua t. of doing. you. &I YOU. find 8OmOthitiigj than rpr8kr a8 mah a8 you in 08nr you* as (Panntr?: YOU mut reaah whcce I haV6 have it. We it 20 the Lt ir oppanits OS what your body is the habit mffer. but told no me hae when JOU will hrlp give you* lrakad will? phyrio8. again with WUting You muat do thlr with the threa amtor8. alway ulll. water. rufferlnge 18 nea88aarye the one and only a Wikh two ff way to maLtc the form rumrir4* aan but the it. wlthout BOing not alp ualght. m6mllerrly 8uIne a8 dopros8tOn 1 WI8 bdmSw Etisvanr the mJT801f th8 doo tar. 1 notioe run xharc away I have from I get 0: . 1 8m eU8yiOiOUl of 9Wh48 YOU UI’e getting Ured to It automatioully. body. 8UtfW’.

r@u. %st is the osntsr gr your queetlcmr of gravlt~ your imer st8te.6: with wish Very good sx*qple tsr fOUb Perhaps you ally know that psrsaa one part to ohm&e al gour@@lf .~rou bsve bssn QLng in the time viee versa0 @side for rarkiog. The sxsraise whioh oonaists of feeding bhiah is ti3e one that interests you most.the intelloatti and pioture them with part. I)4 lot lf you think them 18 risk of its beaombq a fixed idea. you sr@ dew it psrt of ~oursolf~ How you begin have objeBtiv@ prtiuses a alsundwstsndlngr 00 cm until dth you oont8st with pur thrso ssatshs~ %tut oae is rnlg hystsrlr~ . Psrhsps you am ailal al* pu Perhaps you will 1f you osmot find suoh s gerscm~ T&s in otle psrsc~ with another two OF thraae md be in the iesllng Por. part. If lt hilpe PI 08 you. but One by aier I muat f&e* 08 w ona*@ldsdr will find sornsozis rho fulfills asver find ths csonditians. thinLing SO rn.oh . it is a f lxod ids&T I have understood how would I.@ad now 7~nr with sU f rollng~ You will have aontsat your ssntsrs. for lnstsnoo . in life Change the tlnu may make it to overaowe automatism+ 01s~ (lsks tb 1 am @u@plolou@ of suuatihlngl. and this IIS about liime* Vera Wmal~ xa tall@ t&o rl$lt Or a q)aemM= or *st aoral up momt with rdlJ oi 7 breaths) WSJ to oaltimu Psrkps that I o&an Contime.aontlnu@~ Only you asn judge’. toawako. for Py. know that blow f hsvo understood. oa aonf ldrnoet P. gloom you most 1 don’t do thr in the @@me oondltians~ Both are inportsnt G& Chsnge the aonditiuns in whiah you do ths Ueral@e@+ set 00 ths and one wh. of your rack? ths -1’ and the @@V(ILI PI breaths. breathing I am kttrr I hsvs notioed Should that uhen 1[w stoh 9 1 do thist able to remember myself.

for Then liquidate thir or dsatroy it. yourself. 3ut you are you havenrt pet anouap material. writ ten upon. f lx u new habl t. Reli&ous How oan one dertroy “y P drfinlte faith. %oner later l oeqthj. yloce. you* If you are able to ourad and ~eali~s how muoh tlmo by your put. 80 WI to orystalire a new faotor perham you hm another felellng ol alloh you are l JrI* there 18 one whloh you must you will have a reel aontaot l uooeed la dertr&ng rith rwbg. Par this new feeling. rscordr. IO that muut be now in you. la mardo. In you all are already faire.0. You will lose nothIn& For it lr faire. will help you have lost.nuaher You muat kill aomothlng in your6elJ. br dlrgurted You are on the right that 0r road. it? Chooic an Wctemal idoel. tine romething haa awakened in you. like You must destroy gramaghcno one of and thsae insurlptionl rcmord~~. good ‘Rasra La one part of me thtit I never summed in brInglag %i~ part cmly rwaksa up nnen I try an outside 01 to rcxnnembarmyself+ How wu-i I make it ad a shook. t-Q In t:Air way you prepare nr *or ooms. for lnsturx~e~ &xnething which you are #~XVJ&bout and which 1s outside belief. 08 are already thsre in ita foroe. That 18 xmor80 bad 00n8almce. . After that I till holo yau* %. appear? You have to make rodll a definite . he have in our syaten tho faotors (organlem?) of fwtora. I advired Mnke room. %han do it all the tima. and replooing. Kaokr intentionally result 0r a good future* Uithout you to take faith4 In any uare. 1 have felt something I): not ured to It For the fir& yet.I)1 I have made a great idfOrt all week. the moment ev~ythlng ror a xhowllre. put moither v.

ior In thlr room therm 1c1 twelve If 7ou wantsd to bring hem in two mom people. JOur Sault.8. at the mm8 tlmo oerkaln OOlr8B rtrmgor t8nd~Oi~8 urd dB8b88. I I have notlood work. and it ti adoire whloh he L giving &a. take up the whole of me+ For lnrtanoe. t&r 08&Rin iOr lOW thh¶#Jr beooma and 0: a 810~8 important plaor than before* 9aoplr. to oalllng @%ndSatbm” .. rer9eotfully.Lt lr not nj book.944 Dr. Beelrebub’r.a break hu You advlrad ahown me that me to make a break in I’ was 8orkinq jurt my work this to kssg mo I have a enou& urd subdue my nogatlvs of remrrej negatlvs smotlonsr emotlonr When I do not work. not It la tha fault of your mother and iathorb llis will &nobln~ dertrg thr rerults of thi8 that &en app@titBB upbrfaglng. la that “m7 dear him ho pleoo of ~vior~ ‘bat will get roourtomd he19 foue grandfather. Aboulkert week. all the un~onrolour and l O m. m relred oonatently (31 It 18 by envy of othera. DI grandamw in cnlJ for hir it . J. 1. Mm. ratlrrfiod fcrsling 1llj. ml11 8nawerb Zhs oondltlm with all 7au ad&err Ihan psrbapr *my dear the d&ails. partr of ona@l prermoeB 01 .. 7ou &ha in book) to to perruadr work am if thr nmttora.q%ndrOn? 01 mothor Uorlrrbub will u9lail-i to JOUI Ar r0r rad# I glw0 7ou Berlrsbub. 8are oon8olou8. January 2. it b hir Then it ir MP.WI Rat will the new f-tar mtll hot l bnomalltler O& Coneoienooe ooming from the outsldr. it would ba nooerrary tmo of the pro910 almady . David: 70~ now JOU hat0 oaly or7ataliaad “hat rru t one do to follow all 6hoy tha adtic.

tlllng. ioraer tilmo now rino* I *a8 Jurdjleff.. Leacurt Monalrur - UK It 1s n lcq Lr work. thera are 801110 rpealal munI for srperimolng ua hnvm’t PzLnk of all remor4b. 8eion . Ckrrdjiaif by little gooa out. for tastr want It to 80 lr dlrdpated I don@t’know what loat but help me go further. another some8 in. It) !Fh.r week them tarts a oertaln of mysslf whloh 1 have nr)tm of wr*lf that usually to do with till I don’t now. I found mymslP thlar reek in a rl tuatlon I felt only I soul f l where I dmuld hato t mnor~e but in faot t6 %ho real rllrrtrt .b one muat be no oarpronrlrr. ona bl the other. eye on the door. Parhpm Uttla you era in that 8ituatlim. til mom&a when you Lou boon u you should diva borne of remor80D I hmo notioed I aa rorklng.~~~ in you hma’dms . You don’t need to think For instanoe. oom to PO.7 rro rtopped.: quits dU’fcrent. quits apart from the pulses felt and !lM. 4.-08go out while mother @by hnva their mrk prmn there wisher to aoma in.fAke twinge whloh oouldnt to. thing In life. that You mmembsr and at the a am tlnm hnva n fr*ling Solangm: rmKoro0 thnn now thw I: ured to hmr r@onger foelingr af I had violent frelingsl 7eu usrd now thcr ma to mnke rlem int01100tuil* 08 It 1 judg0 9 utiaar 58 qNit* 8 rl#plr but f don't feel u I ured to fml. ow whether E’ be aonprlvd feeling. ht oan halp you for your future* this feeling oomel at a moment when i M doing aQImthing with people and ann't rtop whnt 1 am ~Aoing. md whlah me to bo in a part broawe X am never in. UI YOU mum stop all t things and do Inwardly whet haa to be done for pour work and &at ‘I. th.jh your lifs. This 38 something you shake hands with when f mburg hot 0: Bet are quite difiertnt. land* Zubrrr %rlt the right rpcaking about You must play n role. you make room* fn th.

ro God qW8tiCIO oan enter fPtheI'. r8al. about myself. rprlngr yourrelf from whlah How take 88 a task you. (fl withrhnt work. hven raotorf4 You were not You did were that cm your of a real eduoationL flrrt. l 8tabllah a real down all &alp with fratorr fdhaPe uuboayl In But lit al8 rnthar 18 MWoDpthJ - low? the lOWc8t -8 a& li. mo or nott be&n from earnothing not 8taI-t G111.8: 8886nb.d to hata _- YJ advior &LY doing your 18 do 8omethlng lt P’C@IQto Ihe quite 1088 without pP8 any oonnn&&&~-'With y’our 8PtilliilVd again pe8tor A nW po881bilttp th0 of doing 0el-y pO8t thl8 more* thing for aart JOUe to loum for OacIOP 18 0o1npromi808.pty man* for ml8 me i8 beoaU8e you are WptJ. rPorrg 8011)you boocmo l&k8 that* meogai@e your obll~tloa.I have little knorleidgo 88~8olally of nq inr88t1- knon how to be oertain to know lf 8 thing What mcana of oomer from low you mro @xilorophlsljl& 18 Neoeeeary l m. up to in. 1844 of my8elf. father hi8 bd.--64from nr and ily 48 a fly froill l nQ elephant. there your plmo relationship father and your tb8e your Ill&e. YOU I 8houl. a OOrbin father 1OY. 8bssnt for from I oan tell For you the taught age.8 him rho 88tO(lPLI hi8 wh.r gatlon I never 08n L ure 0. How you 800 fly l lephukt if batter a+ an elephant* a: I M wondering l lre L rhould ruitod keep m with the work I M dolikm 01 tmko up romething an alm in UPe.~0 $8 a bW* You don’t t@Ue know why he YOUI’ 88 OF8atrd YOU 018 l Xi8tC!Q@8 .88I’d6. hla you TOW mart be thm with tp put relatlfm* 18 JOW God* %d 8&Qh nmnI. You ham that* Und8r bhhar the not thi8 father dim. therm upbringing. OUt8l’ llio fEl 11f8 OZle OIDll You rurt but with work there ara none. 18 8 NOW thl8 . and begin\ P’ebruary all ovec &+a. the the future* you to q oapaoltler~ now.rOn li BU8t ho 18 th8 WZ’8t 8rbiEl& it h8 18 . That 18 the way you are by nature. 8. a.

do it. Oillb I t lot it be EJO but inwardly 0 your exlatcnor. you m8t nil I*. Firat prepare oi a free man+ IVot neasrrmy the . for you can go ar you llker your cgoimn. . you muat LIO tinre L~OU adry t0 not Cuporlre If the objut with ir 7ou. you a8 rith Thlr dlffloiilt ohmgol. inwardly is it an 3. With eeoh perron a d2rferQnt tlonsr You aaourtom yourself’ to fulfill obllga- Xt 2s one of the aspeota of the future After. the oppor2to.youndr TJhe ground haa to phllo8ophire. If he ia the you murt of men in the eysr of l er~ons. obllgetlon. DI 01 but what he likcss. gas. Yerhapr later your but i&mfather ~111 orno to see how evoqthlng beaome your rlavej even Ood OM beoou will your l lavea Dal1801 SO at present should not do aat pour ~0aks~h WC like.n to oadort at 08 b arm rgeakltq of ourrsl+ea this moment.r wealam~e~ l You murt be ~~erailam~ omecmo slur? Den1r. %ks all This ir kwwdly things aa you muat not your guide. bveqone* at ir the IIMPO time you play a role with him outwardly. one haa to be aura of what onr ir 00 You divldo you murt JourseU in two parta. with eaoh man You you murt play a rolei 9~ maalca eaoh person ycrur slaver do not do what you lllm. After that. 01 POUbye fi you rot%.-66to hlmr lowest And he 2s atmremble fer your llfo ln mother uarld. 8ever1 aapeota.m-m ob o4ter oblfgatlon? tit I said aat you have objeotive obll. Towards one* 8 father. meen. outrmdlp play a roler inner traedon. right. xwlatlonshlp ml yarr You have to JSBT h2m for But in orclor to eskbllrh a right ons8elf. he llker you to rlt m hlr If at another moment he prefers role. teak non ir to aoqulre the starting told you* point for going it And for that you have to do what t have Try to undorrtand If it Y&at doer to play a role? gltea h2m plea~ura~ in a broader aenao. Mm.r lCI.. with romeone. rit Do everything on his that right.. In iutufa. at fhb brgianing. id=Your tiryI iurtbbr. Subjeatlta role.~atlons.

od for anybody* put y0u~881f 023pour mt.dngr whioh ara rary Paotsrru: I would like dolng never give energy1. prrpm0 f~tUr0. a of hoeven and at the eat OekO8r ‘his 8atne the to identify. Tim 0110 of devotion aan do Uttlr 0: da anything r0r . everything for the sake of the future. l around me* with suah psople - DI 01 Bad thin458 lhsn X'0 (ltt8Je to domeono r-thing ite foroe ror ma* that I feel hu Upponod otherr to I&U@.lourrelrj DI Ql and mutunl to bo 9 for at others.Dt IJIO. vi11 oreate enorgy whloh will rQ. you play your role Yam. ‘Loday you murt l aarifioe All present ~I~P~LIPB~~ One oonnot enter the kin@. allow same time thlr work better. help* I mmlirlng It wed among people rho tal& aim too* low I malls. F&abli@h good r#letions for dth everybody ond letam never At the you to ~111 be a good instrument in you a oertain ahenglng yourrrelf. badly. low people oonrlder no indiffrrmt. pm 0oulthtt exarpt your word to do nothing your cp. i8 true.Denl8er E’or inrtmao. I roe1 that I aonfide what I rag lores f afiaot in getting bad things G: ‘Iha off my ohert. OtheI’Vi8@ xhea you haven’t You are playd 0pel-k the7 rauldxdt kre notload the ahange* Other pOOplO miU8t not 809 What gOa8 m il38ibe YOU* D: 01 These are the poopls who are rlwayr It It is suotly IS dirfiault. it i8 a mt88ti0 lor you gtrs idoh ~0fom. i)t Qr take8 the cstrength from what is bad in me. biat it Mne. a brtter way to UC) to know it there phyeloal anorgy then 8poHa~ .

it O&JWS you haven’t atle4 Dr und.rrtaodr work beoaur ar I felt Then I started by little. do the one nhLoh ~8) given cm SundaTc you have. 8oal. ihi0e Ar 08 Al Yet in lot8 of ryr I remain on an0 8poh. Qbr It im boaclura my l ttentlab 18 naturally drawn to very subtle a: Stlok to two timer tro are tour*. knowledge of oneI a l rrene&l and with very diffecsnt better? Oerbeaur My sensatima remratlonr. How man I mmoge to do thlr You have an l eroloe~ ruoosbd in doing it at all wollr thlngrs philoropby. that.but the eleventh I. Jj. bit ob a I don’t 0: fentary Perhaps beaaure you are thlnMng of other . but a genaml OOIUO. .You here to do a@ do all the exemiaea. You are a llttls dog . iht one must not sprre the fctlllnq of ffllinq csneaslf.~Ap you. the n&18 o*refully..r or inter you will Da moorned. POU go too far rhead.You have not my erssnae yet. ‘.!I’ bst you have to get a tarts for t&h and t#lftq it ~pooums eaayJ Polla II ‘i \ 8. a&d 16 omj 'md that wll&3. xem t ‘or a long time I didn’t doing tha axrraiae 01 of filling It the body rightly.f L# you hour r om pump Into you ten timer more onergy that reyr r0d *I you I 8-t rgain. 0s Can ona have n more subtle a sort of imaglnatlon mingle with often aompletely oppaolte. tha body.a little of dog’8 mardo. oomsr little Qo on trying+ time timer it any not . relax yburaelf. it I wonder ii Booman you go an rho&de with In oonneolhn OUR whlah pnvontr 8unUayfr it irnlt l quertlon of rae Won do&s well? . (l(arvellou@ oxoro1so. m mr4mI. haven’t really f eellng* 0’ At the beginning ~au oan UBC.08 lell.

come into But inwardly. hour authotity ~111 be arippled. If onac you show your show a child that thing. *I alsh the rasult mulate mlu and than think retiousl~r my weaknear to bmome lay 01lll rtrangthe* ihls will aacuwo** Laoh man knows whloh waaknesr ha haa l. Hot you.r~ and in you for your i”uture Looh time this him. It weakners appeara in you . It mutt Se just. You muet never your to And Your Weaknese . . It 18 another qualit of iear. the ohild will not be afraid~ Hc will have mapoet. ths uhlld~ In tlzLa way your r:c6il love will At other tlmes 01 f Pet my afL’eotion It must not ahor. to oereabL and a0 on .to love. ‘salmann~ I have a little qirl four years olda What role should Hormdsr I ploy with her? Qt 81 a: that the child Role of father. I give an l xwalae. being.leave authority ir a very important l v0ryone elret in t&h ut~y YOU ~111 be 8 rdi iiigns t te : Imft there a ri& of risking the ohlld timid and otlfllng its personality? ar Xi ho door a8 f harr explaiasd. A father’s i’athcr. lnnrr n elf.I 0’1 Don’t Enoh tine you fael phiforophlre~ the beginning of -?aPar you rpeolally. of weakner(l. affection. You aurt not frighta hir. one lover 10 Ijo not enaouragr. ehnll not have imagination. @top yoursblf exsroiae for you0 You will talk do thir rreralaq is a vary neooessary about IL rimerely one dry with Mme. show through. real father* oritiaise ovarything. l nut I Poe1 I am not iJo a good rather.

Sign up to vote on this title
UsefulNot useful