Doe.

7, 1941
Que~ltlon$
I

Sonmthlng lntolerablr
qreU;

happen8 in my work*
got 8 better

1n 8plte
xt’a

of my effortr to met myroll

oannot rrmembsr

to
your

quallt7. w?

urelar8

hours of work by the olook. Anrrerr
llm t oomea from

I got no m8ult.
•~01~m~

Partloulrrly

big rgoirm
g8t
Out

in which you
Of for

have lived
out, YOU mul

till
t

nowI
18U'A
t0

You are enolormd in it4
WOPk.

8OU a8t
dOnO,

it.

%‘O

@t

Not

UKIl7

iOr

JOUr88lf

but

Oth8r8. Take a mw

You began with work on 7our parant8. one, the 88118 one on the nolghbor,
the &MOP18aPOm8t

You aunt ohanga your tuk. no nnttrr who, a11
yourself
beings,

or oho,ore

from

YOU. You murt work for

through

the aim of bring

rble

to h8lp them.

Thir alone ~111 rtrugglr a partloular

agalnrt

ego18m.

Z uoe that 700. oome8 to

both have a very bad pelt, to thp iore. order,
vd
you

egO18mr All

the old material

2h.t ID 'Ihy you oan do nothing. to law,
ThL d.fOZ-0
fLttr!ming

It

$8 normalt

l ooordlng

maordlng

th8 ah,

th@FO 81, -7

a8omt8

db80Eltl.
lUU8t

8hOUM r8a8mAr8 you*

I oould Pea88UJW you Uf3UplOtOly~ hrt

work yow8e1fr

Qr (‘ILro klndr
rxtarla.

To get out oi thlr

rtate

oi ruff8rlng,

00 vivid

and 80 negatltr.

0r 8ufferlng,
Ieeil8,

cm8 objaatlve,
ior

one 8ubJeotivo~)

Can 1 make ~88 ai

take opium,

lnrtallor?

~1 No, jou aunt work on 7ourmlf.
hroe alwyr llrrd. iw what f ray* %th to reaoh a new atage.

hrtroy

the l ,(folrm in whloh 7ou
It ir naoerraq now

Ohmgo your tark,

of you are m thewy

to the aare de Lyon, but you
You are both at

go bg dlffwent

rout88,

one by London md onr b7 the OPeraa

about the 8ame dirtanoo.
Qf do nothing for
thing

I ume my power1e8moa8 and rpr oowardloer

I aan ray nothing olwrlr.
mother.

and

mothor,
18 right

&oa\uO my ?Mp

whethrr k4OWWbt
parpore

l

or not, bu iI 'I~,(ianot&l.alk!why
anythbg p3r86%ie JOU aU'IOt
]oOW

18 n I' Olb8Fr 4

1 hal8 a ,#8n8atiQn Of

At

Y6u oannot ry

or do anyttLLng for

You do not NOrk With

7GWln8md ter for

what he nUd8e
lntmrzul*r

him,

Wi play four rele.

b

apnrt

Umr.

ktornally

apeak’ 01 hs Qe8,

80 a8 not to

hurt

him.

You mart 8oqulro
you work

the

fomo

to do thir,

Flay a rol8.
I tell to etoryoas

deoome double. vhloh you felt

&or the preront

as ~vofsoor~ that

Do what

you, you omnot that

do m(~r8~ Love of your aoighborj

18 tha WAY. Bpiql

for

your para!at8*
one ha8 thlr de8lr0.

4: Brom the boglnnlng
Aa returns

of the work,

C,rtalnly,

it
degroos

18 the IP, fairs

thing3

always the 8-0

thing

thah
this

in a dlfferrnt Eyerythlng
Wloh

Mow another

degroc),

You mast overoomo
of the opinion

orlrlr. of onrrelf,

oome8

from

love of onrrelf, uprlde
of

one hu

18 liar. ha8 8ron turnwl down ln me by the aeroolr the work, bar made it heavy orrt
whioh
thors
l

Q# Everything ln all my
work.

- _ _-._

It ha8 taken army the joy 1 foe1 llkr
It

pal&i,
It i8

w4thout hope,
At like
l

a donkey pulling

a tory
part8

up a hill.

la beoeure in you are other

r8 touohed.

paintor

mho always mlxor the rime oolourr

and

18 never 8ny md.

Bhen he puts red in, Q: &en I try lblr

it ohanger svery'thlngr
uerolro ha8 made +e fed

You murt oontinuo.
romething whioh i8 new for point me; aid

to do it

and put my attention

on thlr

small motlcmlers

8ae that no88 ad tbn I.

I

oanot

hold myrelf

in fmnt

of it, hotter.
in yourrelf

I have a ronration
'Ihi ropall point

of my nothlag18 greater

I eoaa to underrixnd (fr

humility

B~osuse

you

have

l

dog

uhloh hlnder8

you in every-

thing.
Afterward

It 18 oalled you will I h8n

lmolerme feel

toward onet8011. point, in the artl8tlo with exterior

You mwt doltroy type whloh liver thlnkr
thingr~

this

dog.

master of thlr

that you are 8tronger it foal8

pnd it 18

nothing,

no oonfldmom only 18 wouplod not lnrldo, they know. &8olut8ly
that

ln the lmaglnu-id l %perlanoar~ of r81~11~ aU
thm

l tlon,
surfaoe,

ha8 idea8 behind it8 hoad, not lnaido, autrida, not ln itrelfo Do not trurt nooerra~

but in remllty

It 11~08 only an thm know nothing

Artl8t8 y0umd.f.

and lmag!.na that parts of yourmlfr

Enter into
to fool
llfo*

youm*lf,
at

to lram
&y

an4 think

88nl8 tlrw in l vmrythlng
persoxh

you do, la l nry

You am ml sal#ty

0:
rubrtanoo

I will the earth, Of th. to enter

SrplaIn,

but it

is ior

l&or.

In Our solar

rJ8tem

orrteln

rmanets from the run end the pknotr,
by

in thm fame way @# there

ammated

making oontaat thearelvrr All Highart into aonteot

at aerteln

polntr

In

the aolar
rhioh

ay#ta.
ara the

And tbbee polntr
inverted

OM refloat

In matrrlali~ad

lugs8

invgsr

- the Absolute. If with

l telli

you that

than

almaya thlo

ulrtr

a nrterialltod thereby

lmago In our l tmorphere.
thlr

poop10 oould have enough line 0; like Yea. the

oonoantretlon rubrtanoej telephoner
Q;

Image, they rould rsoelve
a tolepbtla

rrarlrlng,

no ortabllrhlng

Do those

image8 nrtsrlallre

in humen fozm?

in touoh with thlr Ipyge, and l reati Q: If someone puts hlmrslf person OM put hlmaslf In touah rlth him, and a third and a fourth, oan they

all reaeiva 0; touohrlth bottom
it

this If
thlr

IIppget reven psrrons oan oonosntratr anough to put themaelvsa
by the line

fn

image, they oan oommnloate , at any dirtanoe,

them and the reven form one.
normthing

They oon help woh other.
that one underrtands

4

the way,

Is only by explaining onerelf 48 sompletoly.
I rent

to others

and errlml-

later will

to kncm if

by matarlallzing
desire,

the image of a saint,

thlr

get me what I wrtloularly 0: You think mything aerr life. like nou.

an ordinary

ptwsone

You have not bhe menn8 of

matsrlal1ci.q have deoldedr mat in ordinaq

For the present the other
W,qIto

take a tark

of auto-ruggertlon, to it what you
develop

80 that one part

oonvlnoor

and repeatr the fir& 'lb

and mpsetr

lr a rerle8

of rrvon ueralres

for the ruooo8slvo the emotionit

af the 8ave1 aeatore.

the brain, other,

the one uhlah ooattr
olroj

(The hoad ir, ~,,luxurye) lo neoa#aaTf lr
Thlr l oralro

but tbm aal~ one rMoh
flrrb
drrilop

tho rplnal

0014, tha on. willoh you met
it.

uad rtirongthon.

~111 #truingthen

Bald out fixedly
at

both arm# hori8oatall.g

at an aurl

an&a,

at

thr

8-0

tlu

looking

Today it 18 only not for result8 rsrvlcs* Only that (llks oome later. Do not philosophlre. oontlnue. Cl: What should I do? in hsblt of using this aantsr . to make suah efforts to overaome. You oanriot have l1". sn impulse.) "1". The other. and poaltlon minutes OS arms* no plaoe for us this sitting them. only you know what makes Lou suitor. It 1s vary axpensive thing. l does not interest Do the exerolse Results will Qr 01 learn to. vol.uatary will whloh never be snything. One 18 a dirty thlr.or few- 4100 1. 1: have worked Without srpeolally on 88lr-lOV0. mu8t knOWWhat wlllmaks ona and when it Only you asn prapere. use ol it.%H~PJ 1s km who loves that no me hu himself. but a8 if I were before door. J. P olored more wlthln myself. r6alll "II. lmposrlble aurrer This to areate m-0 lr l ufiorlng. drh impossible It in my chest. thing. You are not . be with point then ar knoer. I feel la real.it 18 nothing. Whllo fft oheap. so oooupisd down. e hours without roveral timer a dy .mpkr One mU8t prepare. for rork. rhioh aooks. hsd pupil l oould stay for moving arm6 ane arati- sor other Qr thlngr he was nothingnoes. egoi-* pride. I had aohlng shoulders. Q: Ot 0r sslf-love. str fire. DCES. Q1 5 have dons thir doing It. a hard borrtir foru When I. snd do not You are speak of "I". as an obligation. 18 there. orystaUse8. Suffer by your dafestr. myself apart. to move.a point You will you will b&ore find JOU. therr ax-s no l rroolatlons. rrpa &se. had tlm sensation exarolse of "I'. standing. that Divide your l ttMtiOn exactly batrsen point and am. There are two qualities love of the resl sslf-love a man oan do nothing. "I8 l b servlae. Xt 18 not one door but msny dOOr8o You must open caoh door.just is a musolo whlah oantraatr mu80ularr till I felt "I" Continue. there without report One needs flro. Without it 1s lmpo88lbla for Eilndu saying . in pm Remind yoursalr . it 1s 8nfthing. An snolent I sse ~lthout suffering. understood he osn love m8** me. er* metor Tuenty-five raoh position. me. imkes the fire in your asments.

it iy6rgmlor It %la l arrtian 10 romething l anot lntollaotunlly. nothing between ua whrn we are together alone. @hm it Our aim lr wring )so have lt out. thicl laok. everything I*VO arrived where I am vrry 18 dl8t@8tOfUi t0 Sk8.Em m mmY!fHItiQ Remain wart.iul"-' the more you will . %%i. months. The more you work.a drop. Sslrmnt l var %meuaa you do not work. Swmo the orgnnia rlthout reneatial oi One'0 I thought la the body. No further what lr life.to keep a little allow anergye to taka the habit. on018 body @gain. oontinually interrupting ordlnacf oooupmtlma would l . Of n0 htW18te hudkerahlrf n8tum . Inrtead or aooumulatlng Then one muat ohmgo the way of working. uhloh vklu rhen you are 81th other people. Q.yp Ox And that lnt l meto renl mU8t l mnged~5ks that well " ? am p$ad. to keep OonBtantly during one hour. . psrrm Tonight oamnot osrry it everything YOU must make ths effort younelf. them i# no nora rufiorlng. 18 d~. 8 drop . an animP but rrnddr to nature gltrn during you. QI oanturie#. ii!'1 in your pooket? Aha bhngr ltimt you* Roll. Even work do 18 oome out of this diroomfort. a drop. dlrtorteful to me* iherr . you om That lr why with to NtJwer thorn 8Ol0~8 your oonrolanoo you mwt prepare nour:rhmr l neogmqmy. ior by &I ma u aonoQioU8. The OolltAet of ono(8 bearu)o dll remind you. work. UI obligation.lt's a ordain ororslng you nmke.l.it 1s never any work i# empty.\ I/ niahs. this emptlaers. p‘oogaa. of mo8olf. untippy.~oo\usulatod d ay8. nature. you to work by m&king all the rert dl&i8t. nothing. at the point perhnpr will give rmmulfa. You muat The food you eat rhloh You ~VO your my for oormlc oub8t8noea. with you. put am your rkin. 8 long time. one ir hlthout ~epar08 rtiierlng there 18 nothing. Work . oonotantly bo utprarred a rlarrtlon you lndepl#mt.nobody maker the dffort.of ths alm. la the 8411~~ lobody 01 on4 mu8t try LI there . indirlduallty. ior QIO the. debt. to repay by oonfor uhat rha tir Do not eat lllp your mother. it the l xorolrer not 80* cot you to koap the onerg but I IO@ it hmdkorohlel.b@gin Q&. yeare.

If my. Ourdjieff z YOU OUtnOt. It'8 nothing. l8 8-e 8hoW through. imr undor8tood hi8 nothingnrrr and haI not a nathlng rho . l you 8eQ people. without mrtlolpatlng. in&? romethlng doing.e later rlrq8 when I krmw thorn better. $ulp 1. work. you have l%y *Qood t0 keep reoognlre of ~8 your nonisntltyne88.Thurrday. llO8k. &it you lau8t DO everything play and l l rootly your PIJ you aru aaaustomal without 18 . Khllr waiting. UhM order nothfngnerr QfUcrdiCXC make8 a um8k. You don’t WrJ. play a role utorlorly. king8 alWay Ill & Oerth3 know anything. whom you 801. time hterlorly. do 8Ut the habit IOl-ning” doing you work thm at the fn thf8 8um 8Py gOOd!6Ol'ning. porrrrs) *hAt ad dooelvrd for in my opinion thby only 18 b&d l I qu&lltlar I ame it do not $or the people I don't would ursful who do po88a.nothing. 1943 o? othorr. 80 that he is metie like ln o day. then. tiath8r not or a senatoo. l WOrkMn. SC ror me* I give I am very people often oredlt them. If 8 yourroll. YOU lRU8t fir8t prepW’0 JOUrsblf to 8W rsollty. work and agaln work. l you 80~ that the merda Will 8 you are he 18 not kaep hi8 lar8k. I month you* Oet to work at you will to being P nonentity. reelng it too late. and you look away8 it at him 1onpr. be able mro. raator Xl8 it. to r8oognlss b8 p8oplr. l bl8 t0 1mpartlAllty at the attmtim. value identifying fnttrPiOrly~ in r8rIIembbr what to ohmge that Rork. Odf md ha profltr froa hat Only nOthingCnr88. ln Jotie or rllltmalr~~ Be 18 nothing. uefrb doing hero and then you'll 8V8Fym8 l8 lib YOU8 nothing. yourrelf Cole. rork he up with At the present. BIOlQt. you believe in thlr After a while I?0 uttrr wltln the lark fall8 and you 8ae that ho reprerefntr they UPO the 8ame mm-do a malk. or a year not br a nonontlty. l l8 a are the l rarwhleh oolonrl. grandfather h8 him8Qlf hr lr wa8 llka t~&WO8Wt8 that. Vdn ii life ho ir that only hi8 the oombinatimr father wa8 llko of thl8. derlnlte. know how to dsteot like to hmvo l mean8 hypoorlry of judging and I'm people 1 and rcaognlalng who oan bo to me and who 18 1~01888.

thing. $8 a wry Parhapr lt’r f #hall that. OM appear through that you ham true find gimr t?UrdjhffJ the aonsalousness. end oomrmln(r I have notloeI>. X heard what It othamlse i rhould l 8aldr but without I l volae told me what I had to do. I me* I would it makm aotod and afterward ee the voles lr to it that. But Perhapa lt &HJ if do your reoordr nothing beion. omtrarya 10 8hrli LOO* You it' l but perhaps It's the Pwhapr gltmn payohopabhio. but do nothing. on what it it.aonralour labour time lo able to ohangr the interior voluntary rufferlng. fantary.you notlood It anything. aatually. know* Sometimer inatlnot I will rprak independent for you. I do not rimh to believe IOU rpeak anything rxoept '%a the iaOt0 by thm (statlrtlpuo)r rubjootltrlyb . lnstinot 8111 pave Write dorm. I had done what it told I** would ham barn hotter o~dji0rr. I till But to write have to do it (roallrar).Lfor mettbra.oooupations. . rhlah ore&e@ there obnormalltier. lhat fro100 18 your instlnatj but It lr ram. aontlnue ruggertiblllty. and be aurn thkt all rho do not lie ir all In life work like you. there am exterior the nyor In llf e. It ~ollooman. a aolonel. will #peak afterward. It. an lntrx$or a long that very often. Aoaordlng to the rerult. they oort nothing. Beforr It ir nnthunatloaUy. it . thing. 1900rdm. l otlng told alwaya right. work are nothings a gamral. everything whethor one ir lm l aoldental or the aomer Interiorly. will somtirr rhow that. if that. n reoord.~- -7- worked on himelf "rosoaw. lnr tinot. low psrhapr we dll an exeraias. You nro nothing. porltlm. 1. things1 but ha also ia nothing. It lr Fork. obllgatlonej to ahmga itic still put X’hat men lr anothor quality of merdet with mcrde but it everything toward has not the #ame odour. Exterior 31~: very different peroeload I have like mom? Ourdjitffr everything thlngr. Sin1 aftonard. to know if pay no attention or on the oontrary 3uy a llttlc follow Do nothing a bout all notebook. I don't are doing. lataly think before .ame Only aonsaloum thing8 do not ohange the lnterlor . and is always the a. nay what But aa aa you Make a note. ldloay.

tlno One murt work only tb for thr work. told you. rend the to Uaa derl1 &l1 othw Lur thoughtrj The fooling fi you mix thorn . ~e&nsud&y. rend them to the dooil. imped. more lively. toioo. If. aythlng iho tvtat oi the timeI Qurdjirif to thm devil. rat for In thr the rark. not for OS the lntsrior l work fog exterior irn@t l ohool. ir Mioh oome8 by itself.tls Ourdjlcrlf and thrrefore I drrtmotirm. zho other ideas. Duntt part 0r one’s raking thin@.aatlon before. away the feel&q &e la no longer Putarlde of me)8 ffurdji@rrr when youhadn~t the results your new atate. to An (or Au?).nory liio. for life. Xer 46 yau knor thmt? Memu. one will oi nullity. iIx a time: Make m rpeolal and tomorrow batween 10 free to drive 11 o’olmk. Hot yet. Lua nothingnera. Thrt 10 one thing. On@murt never mix matter@* work. the unoalledl arida Othw. And do aa you did before. Do not yet use You are nt You would life lr begun to work. you should not umI Yrldey. Lu: f trg to maintain the ieellng thr futility 0r nonantltJa0ar md r0luntprJ . ordi. dosm not interfere Gurdjlerf~ third rlx Do aa I hats l lrsady I tats.objratito I 40 not know. the work. I hove never hard the aour4 of your I know your voloe in lUo. like know I gmrt mother thikqe ahild. Sunday. ‘ihe effort dorr not pa~lyre today z murt 0180 army ir doubledc ikaat ahall I the iron nawntltynrrr~ of nullity do ao that thlr with exterior me. la oonoemedr aollar of thlr feeling lffm? it rbar of all rotion md’buaynare. rramt It rhloh sarnlng money. I: 69 plot dwo* . I had to make an afiort to do I given thing. It lr make a crommat pryahopathy. to me? Ant Ant bu’b got hrco in our oirolo~ CM you ry I hav*att worled mmagh ye8 t68rk a ~~rtioar Our4Jlef~. lnm &utonrl. you do what you l&km.

day they ohngo It. how me mtut bo with her. I do it boomum rho liker hub I dm't a0 1t. being An1 I rlrh to profit four role throrettoally. then.r Your Abt tmk but rory quiokly you forget a& JQU ruturn will be to ramubor loaqpr* ir it Whmt good to hvo Qurdjldir 09 mmOna* Dr* Ab.. yertordayr tellr (gmcrl de ~alsmmn Qurdjioff what quertlom An. to ~0u. I am kind to her. bar arkad her) 2 Ho rho work8 beoower mn wtor. sol1 then do it. nothlngrrrrrrr Dre Wm etrrythlxq @gotirtloill~ for yrol. I p&y ry role. tint rho likoa.ourd j1err I hi xha you do have l quatim. a role l a real rotor ia 1iro.. A don** roaot. SO tha rho baoonor my I&&toa Interiorly good to othorr.f. no mttrr what it rnw bat role one mUrt play? Ana hat how doe8 a10 know the ourdjlsff I you rprak with %urrik . lb to play Liie is a thutxw whore IVO~J mh p&70 a robr he. AXU I don't auoood in Qurdjlatfa that.you know who rhe ia. Ourajlsffa ounljieff bo m aator ir Ball. tomorrow another polo. rho lr morda for END* %s likrr poop10 to k&u her hrnd. w only ir (I good l otor who lr able to rmnembrr himralf and omraiourly p-1 hir ml. Wovore H9 io it porrlbloi . kteriorly rho is nothing for me. you u-o the rlavo / &ply 8. &teriorly I rant to kmalt her. TodaJ al* Ml. Qurdjidtt Yor llf@J ii t %nnot rve~mo f" alatrr? havaa't mar rlwoo. equal? YOU hub f0~ 0p~ -a x tro. Yorh8pr you are not yet frro. 130t t0a8x.

1 thOU&frt BUrY YOU WhO ‘IR8 (n.. 8itting 8nd At 8wa t0 t&M8 P. Tod8y you parm ' Ourdjleifr am M ordinary you will dOgI. Thank8 to the wrk and voluntary 41 At prersnt you am no lmger ObjWtlVOly obllg8 to OQI- rufferingr our dog8 YOU ds88rVl. if no me l rklng mrrer a quartian. ClUldd$df 8itS 8nd m8d ltrftsrwud. (&bile J. Uau8lly you 81p@ 8lU878 l lttlng in a good poritlon to bcnrflte at tb8 8id. to take OUrd~isff the 18 WritLng th.)J Now after 8aw &at over then. ax. hlnl.T. 19&i OppO8it@ mO+ v. a real thi8 a rugerlor rut. to ohangd ~tioor If h8 uk8 8 quutim X0-u wderrtmd. ubo 18 in kltohdne rlth ad Bq oom88 bask. Tharo you h8ro good ground for being-work.8 lnvlrlbbl.e NOV JOU You are lo Nor. @Wdj%OffJ (a0 lOOk# at . good for you ask one trloh lrlte aak8 lt an ut8vor uy to fonuulat8. to br pm1 ln your work try ma& thOr. 8n 8verybotQ. 8itting 0Y. lind thOrU in ax9 8tlll your OF&r ao'29 t0 8tn\g&8 l &rl8t man) it'8 OODf118t for btoomo dog8 ln a real good 8Oil. Dlatrlat demn$r Attorney. bh he lr faoing 8UbjMbtlvilf 1110)1 do not8ee good for him hm 81~3 108~~10% rkr an an8vsr that vi11 . both ?or thorn md for you* There no other jurtloo.-lo- wall-balng 02 IM 18 that wsry~na ba hia 81avo8. ll. You ray theh the work hu 8 mordri thanks it.)t OppO8ite.88837 fOF far. know hlm yet. the mark* you th8t or* 4. ahangrd you* rolow labourr Dr.8pttu!Ib8r 16.+ the holiday8 her expression your rlrtor look8 mom like it it you* WI flrrt right.J’ I h8d ahanged. Hr. but it ir her 8i8t8re *rb jU& (To Mm.'8 -F over othorr? fhWdjisffi %dy YOU da it UnOOn801OU81t~ trJ t0 da it 18 OOll8OiOU817. the othsr8): 1 I 88 that W88 B1ald8 Who Wa8 there. hi8 qud8tj10nl L+ rsat of 8. U8 to u88 oth8r8 for our 8nd8. Thur8dny.Xlg ~gOti8tieal~ On. BUt rhouldn't -8 (tiV* U&BU8i.11* At the moaart Maa you feel 18 ZiOO. l'218n It will be good.. not ba behind I d8 not rho &8k8 1. Ajto2w8rd b8 I oomglata r.

ourly with all 8om the l otive of the air.nth8 in flrrt. 8horr mm7 a8peat8 It your interlOr.On an objeat. 4onrol.fPLtlt. of bem formlatrcl. but ln tb One docmtt on0 8~8 that of +e dq. You breaths "I ~4". 'I% tuk lib prron 18 o# tua partrl ohor=. already 8omeoner bottle. aloohol 18 very fZ+pOrtmt too muoh. you vlll what do in oao* Aad now8 dootor. the rnargy* for r8aaon. perron ha8 aa aotiv~tle8 ha8 am romotimes vary l brorblng. yet drunk any l loohel. Bara it ir: new peoplo rhould it hare. To a aertaln Spcciallrt? on them&y Ita In rhloh oao you have enlightened me greatly degree. You Oan lnoreara You sayI to yourrelfr 'X". br havr aom oontaat go that you have done la rovan hlaea. You oan only do one thing with that perbone oon8oiou8ly. one's tark and aftwnrd the OhO8On for the day fir0 boon anpty. You arat U81 ths pri3sparatlon a very good oomblnapeX'8On t0 prepare &LO tim6 when you aI'0 not 8@slng th. 18ntt my . 8ad you think you aeuuaulate enorgy in your battery thlr 4n4rgya You r4yresrnt that to yourlielf perron tha per8m with you will what whom you are working more oonoentratod. md i. rould to md yau think 7ou will when you #oe that ulth him. of your It’s should go to your t&8k and half tion. eaplakr him l&oOa firnob Abr ta8k I have jurt aOmpO8ed mid.It 18 a rule 8lt tbt bar not ret @orrxanxpla.4 aOOOnrpli8h One'8 ta8ke uno~s ata ruaoesding. 1800 franor tb Have you urlttm Jar Sir.you otm oonralourly it by vha for omtaot "I alla". mU8t ooumo 8. your quortlon. one half oi the tark. for Aloohol bnowlng opsar.ng ray la the alr %m”. 3omeona~ But you are not alwaya with 18 iPagO88ibh For thi8 to rork a11 the tlme. elrmntr you breath4 %en you oi u8i. for onefr Bow 0111 me keep. f&a0 neoerrarg ItioWOM one put 8OmOthing in it8 it 18 a very lmportcint thlnnqe that plaae? You havr permonr you &err 13urdjleffa ohosan a t&8k toward E'J8t be paU8e8m haven’t CnOUgh It In general.you aooomplirh thr with whom yclu ha& t2aa other you pmpll~ . tark? in the l brmor of that perlaa. youraeU* lnooearo raying YOU 8V How to 7our ri8h prepare? . he haantt lt oortr *.

that.l~ay. h AI) if UM Don’t uplain 18 @baant.tm-djiefrt pate. tie hlr time. I rhall glvr in order to that you may ropeat tbir. it lika la one year what you would have perhi& Jat work wsll. do.t pou ror~a. f0ttr80irl 00 ramrmber rterwwd he my hap 7ou. I do not got nervous with hk. helplug I OUTIevm t rap do you belleve a nn Uoork that lirtan 1 ham roan likr Qudjleff that Brother. roll to what hr I&JO* roll. qou rlll do ma? Ourdjlsff Jar Yea Qurdjlsff t If L ray that h’ +. it fsalll trtrr my exterior work givar ao a bettrr With hfml and then I do nd mrdjletf! Ihr l*rt identify nl th him. berldra the . ce8~oru for #lrc$. working ln reality thoro are (L thouland lntersrt and that reaeonb that ln that bg.~ done id’ f Steen. anything (rpealal) dp the w&f. "a part it im YOU W1)re i?%af~pie.rsrlously. %at ir not a irea. you are helping that l It he oontinusr him egotlrtloally. hate you notlosd tIIs thlr tntrX’. you All for time ir 0110 LOU think. Don’t rometimer he war far hlr time for that1 How did ho aak hlr away .urd ho raked how ho rhould UsplOJ word. thl. 8aJ one HO.tr rimo tiara I gAV0 you a tmkt Jar Certainly t bran Very produativrt yea* But not th@oretloally . de Salpunn: (Sllalor)r SI: raet t&t I have notloed better. a00t0r.it la a voriiiartion I up.att that. Mr. that hlmj uul underrtand you are helping that. xel. raid @J not a pad* (Dl~l&gu~ fn fiussiu~)~ HIAS.atlm I h8ve never aebn A& thdt Appear to me now. oompa. alpw& like hlr that. kd r0r good Peaal # I am going to you r-thing that Elo1de hmr noalled brother Qolng Mat 8~ aaah oth4m to mo by ‘bkn l ~mulatlan~ never &oh day pu brothor and farr without A Bark to moot your I am gokrg to tell you* TotI Win . you a tow to aould help you ~180 to ooatinua that him for How. take M A task. iturdjloff raya. p&e quertion? gr YOU *hare are no pmrtrr PAX-t". why did he hook unto that? ..

he is 010x-i?. one hare one hundred thing8 (to do)) them into another l 100 parts. you till think aontlaw _ your bolng. have j\ut raid. prerent. 70~ have somrthin~ he do*8 thlngr* do. not him. again. to J3ut he ham you have another. 'la in it &who om I good phlleeop~ gramp it whloh OM 1orv0 ror many thing8 undomtanding w thln$rr will mdrrrturd crarleorning sduoatiaa. JOU uy but if l elm. illoar the moront he uwc8 hs h&r bran abront If an out8ider ir . hi8 aloud.n 1s it ba Only fir it 8ofQy. llnd you will a8 you ara l blr. . &ad rha I” with all you have rid it. mlnlat. another One p&rt of the time you do you nhould prsparo yourroll.ntcrlorlJ~ thin prooesr aRemembor yourmlf “1 an thou. have you 8omethlng to ray7 you were talking about a while not with . when one ir the psrront one lr in lLia. mu8t Ai?: one try to do it Sir.*. elm. Al800 M&o @ aont&ot (iurd#idf I x. If 8omeo~le la than. l you a(10 him again you will begin after v. the prsprmtloa rent hat allthe of the time . in. Your ho1. he ir You am a domtor.. rhake hand@. And at onae you begin the ta8k. YOU. emnations go out towarb hll it la neoerrary will if do it rsaeloo that hour He hu with your brother.ray to hlmi l. Al: As 10r-q a8 ha 18 thoret And with thoao word*. or for the bl/ood your brother in td. you have mauy purnultr~ nothing* But only tha Wr&8itO He pampa Of hi8 iRth@.p oan oonrlrt something he goa8 out in bu8iner again. (lurdjleff'a what bu8lnrrr divida thati deyendr on the individual You have perhspr your tire* in prinoiple. . . Noah tlw fir. tank. but your8d. He 18 the only person who aan help you* LiOotor. you are not a parmite OooupatianB~ bar llore or other well what you# 7cm harm them (To Ja) If you formulatcr I. dlvldo thing. help you afterward. you oan have an underrtanding beforehand And You oan 6v6n rlap it: that hlu . ray it You oen prom dth him. thlr the name blood an JOUJ through aontaot. you oan mwn make hlm foot.8. never forget himreli (unique) rolldly you lx-0 holplng.at. how bug ago. for a8 lag thou art “.f. *ftemard. he will LLf he QPD put on hi8 feet. affklrrr part.

He ir Perhapr 7ou the relatl~r embarra88d. a one-fourth pararlte. *very thing* ffu~~Ijlcffr He is 8 ~188 ma& un~quo on earth. to ln lltr. th8 eon will alway maxia for hU like 8vsry oIroumrt8noo to du\@8 drum. Our Bode 18 703. you ar8ntt ssatbd Yen. 'Ihe unlqw do you know who ha ir? fn the world l veryoae la a a8trea. a half-parasIter prrulte. DOI 7ou do 7oti rheulnl b. dear new perron.rsoe Who ii+. d!io 18 rpoken of in the book. Wall. wM8ita. omaiaato for being giut In hml rcmmthinng to a8kT Zur that ga1?8he8. A WI80 8lUl Of th8 E88t whoa yaU d0 not IfnOW U Hb 81Way8 ha8 M apprOmi8tb r&ping iOr y’rt. %s galosh of 01 old Jew. rlth a foot-rtoo1. not to ia83tir7 7our8*lX+ the l UII)* Iaterlorly. he 8ayr that violin. that) 70~ ohan~‘nothin~. &hen one begins to work here (here rind outride) different yerrons sX~rO88iOn one 08n have rlth onrrolf 8ecm a8 before 91 fOrXtarl7 on8*8 to be modified. Some other time I shall srpl&~ Still f0 you w enother.I -14. 7am war8 dOti8 like that oSWtt%iIkg ?ly a PO18 WithOUt ur7-0 nOti@I~ ti .d ihe on17 p. %rdjleffr I don't remember that he rent In sntlrsly. l 8 bofoxv.to role and latbrlorly her8. (Md On0 i8 halting* tdwt one k88p tkm 8uII8 ahanged). preparo for one fralr 8clf or mu8t one ohange faoo wd engage a&eoapablo OfoArryIng out7 in a oenfuslcm and an IEQrOV8llWlt that hrdjibff I OXl8 lrn*t you hatm*t 7ourrrlf WidbflltOOd the ta8k f gave yarr to ply cutlsrlorly l I told you to 18am. 3oar~a. 8l80. th8 father the tUn8 of tb yet in and by bsating the (big) @wdjIeffr galorhert au: (to Zu) Well.1U'OI 709 I par88itb. Ha lr Impart 1aL -1 m0 i8 ti? t&8 de$almann.l. 701~do the work glvm hior* &terlorly. OU!’ Mullah tiW8r sddh. X8 If ha8 l MIMI de Salsmannt For example.

like thing you did ago. Ourdjlefft One doaanf t knww what on4*4 former Sin00 on4 How oam one imitate Ii 8bir7 you rhould knar what you you have en objsotive baokw4rdr tarte.#r th8 person one wa8 on4 warn* bafors. 1 ha+* jurt a little rhlle A half hcnrr hrr prrrodj ago you had the rrsn . ~tlr. and cxterlorr is that you have ohangod. IN@A~. you reada l # you lll)r.mms you* Roll hutgo than. ho 1. ln low. or that you(~4 oardl. ho rauemberr will bellevr today that that ti you have ohanged.rlll give hlr the lapression you have a new ld& ilrr. dootor aurt omault about the . You . if msyeot you have ohonged.liborthp. You ollange Zur gala r&l s YOU gave me that advlas for on4 parson. Interior Abr harp4te The muat be %e diffloulty one Uoe8ntt kn. to lr owdjidr 8rwh4aa 4 ‘here lr one thing that birti0uit. Vij)a 1 raarbwbhd By the way. PIOtur4. he ~111 take you for an ldlott . Until the it pu changed. ‘ihen at that momsnt.xI~)~ TOW Jlnd YOU. keopl4 must not notloe you have undarbtood. didn’t One was uno oneoloua~ abe orie8elf. oan help you. notloed somethin+ (% Mar. or ldiooy. ortmnr underrtma ~11 medioal mattom. Othemlrs. rlrter oi oharl$. he OII only you.I- (To Jaoqube)t Brrvsot Did jou wx'lte it d own? tnanf utplumtlcau Alao what 1 ral4 hir ringlr bidet? vlna word oontolns for on4 rho hr lntrlligont. nothing. Oae word aan explrln morr than o thousand worar. oonsldsrcd. But onr’r persmallty had romethlng lmltat4 epontrnoour it. iht whloh lo it 14 lnlmltabla. Doctor.. it before. but itfr that in ourdJlorf a Par that person rlro are interiorly other notloer It it rhould bo like that. In four birlotr &oh morning b&ore going to work rlt down for lb wlnuter you (To Doniro. Us d@or them the two thlngr aam aa before. l r4* You oan remember by looking Ab. lort at 88cIner8. or that y’ou’rs r8ih ’ 0r gaiety. The laltrtlon Per&pm in tiitm m ~111 mmagc.-ItS- going a~ in play a role. but you You you wiljhandor~tmd rix nmthr what 18 to play a role. aompletely that ohnngrd. only brtoslorly.

l bqh FUEm&ering load8 not vo&ntaryr It i8 on17 tRo r l rult of +n rrrooiatim II@ to mrk. . up to flttr-fotar to the rl&t Abe not* Ourdjisffr f dcm't brlirvo that Louirr is a vamplr~~ I'm eveMji 8ure shefo You aurt never bo maror 18 a 8018tlOe.( 11 ar aa h~. you have raalned pO8aIblo that hm. Ba: 1 nnamkr Blr8. any rWlmon0y~ l Yoprbank aooountlm your having to doporlt ho ark & day. and uno~nsCIously. 108retaryb our l 8t@OmOd the time grodng in JOIW y&oOb being* rlthout ID glad io&ivuinth0futum. Slnoa halt 8n hour you ha*. xi but It tuioe. hut the 88me a8 bofom. and you are IIke like rho 18 frt exirts that. I don’t Psrhapr It It I8 ihe Jlo. f. I 880 the fao8.u 1 rhould yny lib tin. paled.8 qUO8thle f bolLieve I rhould &hat r? uhiah lik8 to ]mw ir l . and II&or.wampiro Blond. 1 8tUdf shier mtI it happen8 a thlx4 18 vary 1 pity UiffloUlt. the dwtor like a around the table. for the first It time might be m it a 8eOOnd UWidmtj tlJlM* th8 thm i8 onoe# I ray nothing. VampIrIrll lhere ati six month8 later oon8olou8ly everything unoon8oIOusly.oolour a8 your 8illtaC. renmacLc and if Tour mrk (TO jaoqueis)a 1 put -8. he ir brother a8 thir. know* would be namrrary Xi it to cna&ne the f nOtiCe 8OmethlBg timer. Or the arc0 0amtrax-y~ MedIoal 8oIonCo do08 not know about ahe ir a8 thin thin lib. a note 0r it. I m&e m a irot. Or betwren has ohanged. It 18 for l'hen I study 8gIourly I p0rCOIve It. you are that. I remark It. we all I OM drain (Andrr'b) vampire. thlr. questIon l~ordrr. month8 later. il WW8pilVt 18. Or two frlcndr. I look md rpeolally. YOU iOF _ . gram pale. It is a very axplairn bls law. humband and rlfs. v-Qil'i8lp OM be ~~Oti8ed~UXloOlP @or example. '&at pxwve8 thnt It It* you don't know what 801OU8 4. happan If il'ha not looking that three jurt thee. evoryone~ If I Here where we am happen8 a oertain Be are all take tie 08mpirim. hand of my nolghbor until Is dmr rho die8 Ir a ohain oaaneotlng hold handr.- 8peOlti4.0 So I pay attention. of It. on her right oan bo found YOUF rlrtrqhas .U I 8.$$~ Ia’#rted '. mom. o8ntiiihrrr It is very whd 18 droinlng or left.

take it 30~ PMJ t0 Pour father opn and mother 8ro more than Ciod. name with or without they are them'. to oneaeli I do not exlrt ad mothor? qusatlmj objeotlrely. with your father your mother* thaw them* You 40 it for interlorlJ* For txuplo. llotlalng not help youi ia OlbW to rcmsmbor yourYou undoratand Xaw uaoalrtlauara what oar mu t maka 8n mn bo I nlah to l ayo born l paatlaoow4r not y'ar. How oan I mako a rc!m3mberlng JJJOJh ti QlJ ‘: that ouulta from my wlahlng an4 not from Ig chrdjhrf t rothar alive? ‘Ihero l %lata l vary good my* 18 your rather or m Bmx Both oi thun. thou 8rb I".-17. ~0d J3as Why muat Gurdjleffc we &&ill aa. your father. Oal hlmaclf for y'nh aa long •~ your father one thua reyreaant It la a 18lr* “aftor their and mother llro. iti I oontaot Bat 'I aR*. L ahall dth arplaln and I rlll glvo you 8n l ~ozwlao~ Plrat OS all. *aoh ona of them. this. brow. more them to youraolf. Gurdjlaffr Le4In to 40 It. IAtsr. 4oath you ~111 oozm to aa@' (oh88 roi) whloh oonalata Q~la will do it tbaoratlo8lly. that one*8 father You owe your 1lSe to than. Objsotlvely. But that la mother In the meantlmo. affsotlon explain very &et 40 a& God. yarr you look l t then* You l y titer to youraelfr I will to be Cbl-djldf: reprerent "I am ttlou. theyaro . of l xer~lro aswola~~ orrnot Q04. bn Later Warn 1 u Good. mlf. hi~dr ocmtut It it la am4 l you to the 4wilr oxpreaalm. of thla for help yaw Xt la J glvo you thla you for urothor your~alf~ huroolatlonm offort in or&r diifioult to prqnlu to rmmbor l utorwtlo. You era the result lntarlorly of your wanta. wmmutber tbt. to you the dot~lla. to you* they blood. add: Wha they &re not then. you QM be happy. Aoouatom yourself an4 to ~86 alnosraly are then with your mothaw. You dl& of will. You are the &hi16 woltlng.

One ir of work and l utomatio on the oontrary. morw 8uooo88fU1~ hoawe of 7ou 18 tired two md booaure 7ou work without You mat in the mrk it la that part* if You work with one or it 7ma door ollr oantor&. AI am part all thr iatlgus of the day. . work with all three* am ombor If $8 biro&. that ir a differsnor efforts work. You ~111 1088 your final law. -in Afterward (why 7ou hare rorkti) have l your l uroolatlau relatim. will ihe totigus real work haa m-ohm-go futuroj you are tired. It Ilrpondr on the other l owmulatorr not bo able to do VQ ordinary fatiyr tRInga. your or&8nlsa QI tlonT AI fatlgua favorable or not to l fforfir of oonosntra- If it ir ordinary fatigue. foroea. give you a rubstantlal mault.nk at night. that Hot you have la your body and you tramdorm the mme kind that of fatigue. 76~ not tuke part work bettar mnd you obtain 8ubJeatiret no* no remaltlir thl. tit for u1o ther sort of roaelvrr I omnot I am thsrcl lr rnothor Q. from 0s eleotrlolty your forae4 l And In the meantlras. attor I have aotiaod work. nor% mill : with fcnr* \ (Q'# and Air but your not any more with your From Lesturo Q: there Jlalrh of Prenoh plroug)t. it. IOC)HISto me l ffortr. rhould aooumulate energy4 yau sat the This OOWlt~tUtO8 energy4 But it one lore8 ~onrolourly. the other lr the opporlte. Ir you aooumulate a rubrtantlal lhr more you tirs subatmoo the mom aoouaulator elatorater 18 14 that this yourrslf. wry tired. you keep it. on thr oontrrxq. loBI to amk &out brtrecn work and fmtlepe. It 9. In the WUIIXIJJ.r And it you oontinus. the aoro you 8100. the more 7ou dll thot in the mornlnq shun I am rertod. tt ir not worth wh:le You will to make the l aif0 rt . Exterior work talcor OUP em$!g#. (battery). your aooumulator+ rlaioh fi1le~you.autam tie. aubatmoe. but arsooia%ions. till alrayr autolnrrtio.

you alrsp ’ od that takaa tlmo.roauln oonaoioua during alee~. Can one rlrep oonrolouuly . oonaolourly conroioulry leaver you threr tilla md a half You do not relax yourrelf l utMaatlaally. ir net Doon a8 f elm. to alrep we gradationa.-199 worth mythlang. will oantmu four drlsma and fmtaaira da1 they oannot rleep O* uklrerrrr I f8lX oi the owning. f#r mar onma who are dead. Q: 3t ir ohup. do the #MO thing.deatorT my l ym. a ooula of mm* (Qa). One oan ruggoat one murt l ra to mraslf hvo rI. again In the morning. If you drram while houra) la you #loop. quality of oonaaiously There a dlifernt ~1~9. romething Al 80 that it It lr porrlblo. e*oryono / 08 Nell. to #pond ttr. a half or oomplstrly. ELI Qnarrdaya. In the morning when you wake. a for your. II to twl. four . a It thr quality You sleep awan and two houra to oontraat houra of aleap. not by little. It 4opmda on what your rakin&rtate you only rleop ha8 bean. a sixth. You take two houra to mlu Tht but I ! at night. Do the amum wor)F whloh you hare thought Bake a real only little Pour aotlvlty double ltaelir You oan do this qunllty program. Qy. iou *ortant* houra ara l ough. a third0 Two ot thoao pore& the wotingr QI tha da7 oi for Aa quertlom and anawor8r &ou thla happa no. kinda of rlropj one oan rlrep a quarter. You than need aovar and a half and a half l lorpl do not dream. You oan relax uatll OLI the other hand you ratabllah the xmosaeary relation between your body and Nati your oonclolouanrsa.rp. refleutlng. lnto you but not for jou nowl 0x1s oan ranembor mtora during l utomatloally~ bororr be&g rblo Tbro Auto-•uggeatfaa.r oold ~bdom briorr Change thr of your aleap. will ruggerting to yourself the way In whioh you IFO dotemlned about. You mat -9-r #ad ornate the habit* Nothlng al& at oaoo. . half houn. ulmep. 4ve to a fmtuy. you alrope %m you are going aloop. a program lpnedlatsly. If that you lr hrir. you ‘bra thlnga U% a good propatratim Othwwiro. youraeli pny sloop.

intOF88trd In roml these qUeatim8. rOti. are l eterp lOU98@= thing ha8 Oontaot8 with yourrelf for 8kvb 8U8t to prepare rork. bf thl8 8UbJOOt. 40. tha time you hwe already mm undW8bnda. 'Qao plaoo you WI&l will thlr Jot. 0. mrk. if make for JOUr8elf. It ir Yau ray TQU uork. a OO~afn YOU OOn8a8ntO You l ooopt the 14. rith to br t0 t& you do nothing. You read OOMeOted the work And you allow la not for work. Q8 Whm I aten run8 frOrr th8 heollr 1Y 8lightl~ in ma8t $tOOplo rho ar brrlad rJ1 that 887 ha'. 1 bt0. +ill 18 by M)lllO that You will 801 8.you work. at You attaoh youmelf with one aenter You mu&t look m Ldral thl8 in thl8 aire ray. LL@fmm 8umt k&W% QI Bat I rrq notu8# *I what wa do. nothing.a that And if it time you mU8t be OOn8OOratOd to thr On0 iOr a tark i8 &iron JOU.e the Z'~8UltWhl6h But no on0 here work8 bring Al% th18 18 only ohildtr urk. from f@Olitlg8t A: or tm other* 18 it not 8a8iar All hate th@ 8MO value. of day muat bo oonaearatod And if 7ou omnot 8Omthing to you do nothing 1188. little lt l bottsr than titillation. play. the future thi8 will tifB8 You preparm the ground. . do It during 7au. YOU 8OQething. bo udo. rarerrod ro*. but Jou hare oontaot YOU .r t0 betaoh Om8Oli of gravity. irOn ataterlal thing8 th8zi 4. 18 ~eptlmal~ What wa horr What w. uork_re. On0 muab ham an ideal. yet uaoalatlans JQU Six a tlm8 oameotsd in whloh with work. You think l fixed thi8. will ai8 md till I@V'Qyou from automat10 l ttaoh8ut8.48 So* oan cute roquln ALI aotaohmmtt Orbat UI iaiw ior f0~80u. You muat 30 that rOOU8tOm IOU hare have neither oontmt with oc a rerlara You are a meahanl8m. and aftrnud our liicr tborr Uperi~OO I hmvo lemnrd Al &ro Ii@@1 8nmllor. It You TBIttK about all the tit work. a8 800121 I pa88 tm What 11th ha-8 Qlmlnirhor ir a ~18.. One orrtaln Yw raorlflor the tine this. th0 8WOat run8 frO8 the brow. the flow. thir Think about thl8 oa-~ralcmrly wtonatioally wow and form a o6nt. without ritb ph1108OphiSing.

Al dlmlnl~he~ if But thlr rub alro aonoomo the ldear. idatlSy Bollevlng door not aowt. Mrpurrd muat not forget that thr firrt If rou thing to remonb~r 18 7oumothiagthe You have a lot thir of Llrglnctlcm. your rwknorr . two twoales r-. nothing rhioh nwrr belleve. and 7ou rich to parr on 7our bollof with your all you give four (~nmr@~ If Lou do not belleva. You neu* nothlngaoas. upoot in you haa grown* six other8 rumt alro grow. Aa In llfa 70~ oan UIO th8 idear aa lnrtruaentr. like Yap orltloira merythlng. believe. or with r\brtmzktlal people. in wlrhlng to trmrmlt somethins to somamo.dur for 7ourr ru . You have a meaknrrr uhlah ti You muat rho worth 81th aec mart dortroye rurt uad You brl&ew. I mea4 nothingpeoplee thia~ Roooepllse Uorlr m nu l r I formt when I an with radioero AI I will &vo 70~ a tark. Ewe 7ou ssrperlenoad r& I harm notlood that one lorer uhat one har ii OLIethrowr it to otherm. ii you mlrin it qulto lmpartirS. &wept 79~ oarmot prome it lr worth nothing. jou 0~1 imagine that 7'0~ uo not u AI other@. You aaaatlms. ~verytthlng 0Qa. 7ou do (To romsanr l line) u if 7ouwers thir? mndwlng *en a rortlom.B out OSy ou with four UOrdl. till have hlowlodg* that of your hmo ldoa of 7mneU I am #how 7ou b&tar the others you* ~a msn it aloao. ldatlfylnging Q: *kq I do it. Artor thla. and 7ou fool %at lnkrertr 7ou 7ou give it to aothor mpt7r xaap the nm l. I think I am urged b7 4 feeling of ruperiority But dthout and thir ia I dll toll 7ou romething else. QI X have the improrrlon that I aannot p‘ avant qr elf from urlng tha forcrer given to ma b7 the work in order to be ruporlor with tha paoplr lhom I moot* You are a mall perrone on. 7ou You idatify.

8 to bar that you would navy If you are gird hava oomo into to live. am by rtlll thir rlx first o8har u@o$~. 18. ohlef I. and that you have 9or8lbllltle8 of devoloplng your8elf. if you Pro you glad to bo l llvot are alive ad glad of it. en0 af tha aspootr Aad I uk of your oaping into thlr -worl#. la not logloal.nct ruoorrd l in approaohfag my woti in a ratlrfaatory mnnor rsallcatlon unlerr oortaln rltuatlon urge whloh OM ml. put your p~por away0 JAI I laok an lmpulrr for IIJ work. . 11. Don'8 thud Jioff. how little thnt I truly lb nnimatar mo* hd I lure mdarrtood amnot l pproaoh my work with real fir* JIM8 r&id underrturd what you wlrh (&an]. aomo8 fororr I ought to havr remor thnn t-w.PY 0r 08 a8pm.y u3f. Ejrouro me. lr bemum 18 ymr mother. 1 feel present I do. the warld. It you ha+@ your 9laa8urer On* of tb thoa.JA.11 then. It her. rou rhould But for her. the othore bo ray. year mother. 18 to aayr outrldo have areated *hoeto foxuea perhapr 18 life worth py were not obll& romething romething toyout to 81~1 gou life. you owa your iih you mu8t repay OTM oi of her that the You are or age nowI the tlma ha8 some to rrttle oau808 of Jour be&g ullvo your 4ob8r. tell8 Evew aan when ha oome8 into ihera ar@ o~u8e8~ that the world. remona. I BOOyour mother her@. have you bogma to py your dobtr to hart OurdJlofir Tharr Eoglb. #or axn~lr. but what you ha** I don’t Onr dortrofr road. I re. hor.1 (bsglnr to road the queatfon ho ha8 rrlttan)t More and mope.8 atataaent* OurdJlefir Ihat of oonroleme nothlngnerr. umotr raurmothor. ln return. y’ou.l my prasant oome to me from 1 olsar nothlngnrrr~ that of my that I heeo \mdsrrtood very alearly* for thlr And that mad8 mu undoratard But X oanft of oon8oienaat not one.muah my work 18 mental . ior roaaon8. &t I rpoak to you ROR. J&t No. t&a. her. go further what onn I do to have raaorae orrrlerwlth lt moon rrpaatrj qurrtiar but oven* thrro One I till oortaln him.

&fore o Ii pm have underdoed I aould uplaln by thla remo~eo om b egtr others.! $. E. I’ve tire to do ut exorairo. fulfilled in ycru.it to blame for not rep&lrlng hero lr glad. this but and t q aae •IIDIQ~. Ii0 her? the part with your lutulr If you forget. pre&ent* it lr you do not do it. 4': V" 'I J&or I’ve thought aboidt’lhat you raid to na the other day. t rpeekr like this.do ftm know nhoT Pour mothac~ I aay this. you am to blama for it to&j.$eoaurr you ‘.Even it her life parred. bogln on@. first ii in the. bo you rix hmmbe~ It Imowlng them. rho ir your mother* And how ban Lou pay ho?? Pou m&o You should unify hat l. very %ke the gear that haa JIM& bad* You are merdr. htrdflotf: (rim I hd rw3akain hamian to Mmer de Silrmann) Roure me. 1~ 8 very dl#dloult and doubly how many tlmrr to repair thing. YOU might think that if Mr. ofta! You unnwv@ harp YOU 1rHtabo Unoonsolourly. woh oum 8 bottle of nedlolno .): Ourdjletf are hem. your obllgatlonr Thlr la but th08. Thlr nwt ohoome “cl1 Vve talk drolded was to put fo t8ka a bark and 8 tlok arlba l oerbain to it of the by to do no matter what happens. do Skl. thl~ 0xem18e. rj’f / 1. vorr bad. one permm . uha* do you do? her. more dlifieult. ho bmrflt of your 8021that (He speaks in ~~ua8lan rim ?&a0da Silfmana}. the exarolre 0r the atoaded truly 1ml8* And la trying it -B for underrtood Sor the rlrrt tlma what it bit 18 to b@ l uterior ncuxentlty~ tint11 now. that I or nothing”.smumt “Rhea 8~87 for Iho hoU&ym.X arkd f have to Psrhapr Lou bellered everyone wmt &o. You hava a& r6morsO of oo~olmas remomborr oould flow irot you hto bun that.: 41t it irnrt for th8t. r0rg0t ahe lr cibJeotirely hrr llfr. it la bepwe he ouqklnd hort and . your fault your fault. forgotten jorxm . bad. have pa bna bad. the pa8tj and you dfd 8 reoond’tima lr it not? %rpno JAedPme. YB6 da S~~SBUXIS (to IQpe. thlr. kor the part two roan. ir fw hoopt A good anmetr.nrt@aU of that. I thought I had mh’mtood.

he would not have in the Saturday that quertim.-x4- to take uhlle t&l8 that about working. to hirr. nothlngnerr. in general a nothingnerrr But tody he porrorre~ nothing1 ho bar aoowrul8trd by ll$tlr reaping am nothing the rrwltr b8 dono* during hia holldaya. up your 8Ql8 If ir you llkr the f l ult a you aan algalof Tour you 8hould have alprattos* th8y murt you haron@t an7. OKldth8 friWd# age. had hi8 bottl8 If ha ha8 l 8kodthat It in idiotio your fault. P#r ronr rhould givr you to l VWythbg. ItI 8 for thnt it’r Tra801? groupm reason ho arked th8 qusrtion.Do r’ou You on the aontrary xow you are llttlo have a barir for mearurlng of h t w that af 1t0 amderrtmd now the for@8 Ab: ohalrtr+? lr gour bu8inm8. and for Ho's been hen tit&e ha*8 bean doprlvab of every perron herow to have 0vorgthLng~ the fault olgantt$ of Nm8 de Salmann.do his Perhaps that will to obtain another glvo you a remorse of aonralenao of attention+ A8 to him ( quality I aan ray I regret holldap rea8on for not having glvaa him the bottle ~~SRMIIKA rmyr 1 did I gave to overyone for tb. You rhould have l verythlng. %y rhould Of YOUr IMIm givr you what fr tmught for.ook about a third $ 'tit IS not ry rult wrdjiaff f ora. to HEMIEt%) oi the PNlldQb. 18 it po88iblr it to your @hat X &id not give it to you?@ Zpu t&Lu@" PP. Ha ian** underrtand. 1 if you -take I t. he would not glvs one I underrtand tha qUo8tiOtIr ff he had had hlr the holiday8 1'18 rorry ha 18 not bottle have done romething t&cod ebs with hi8 tims during You and . a lang quertlon it’8 beoau88 he hadn't a larg of mdioine~ the follt of Madame the P&ldmto time1 he*8 It’8 (40 oiforr been your and th8 fault frlond a lmg of all time) hio frlendr. (Jb Ab) . had only a third of th8 %t It you will have three time8 more give 8xkou&alaw in thr 18 for that that I 8ald ita Porhapr you didn't m8dlalnoc in order e W. Tou hat. of your work. that quoationr par I did not girr low 1 understand you rouldn't 80 frlt why you arked mo have thought If you had had that bottlr (He Ipeakr to all). you dorervo Mother.* foraer to thir future You're all. It twa rerultrj be l mlhilatrdr . reaponslble @t&m.

I I #U8t know with vbt &JOOd rdV108t ho i8 rtuffmd. th. but liurdfloff QurdJlaffc rtopr I:rve tinady It'8 YOU have understood with your head. &iVe him do that he may underrtandr but not lnterlorily. that‘ when I know someone ~011. #aa President groups is I do not know. l nU that of this inertia tute whloh I alrayr oould be liverty. but It'8 talnsn a serious how la your pupil ((tsrb)? You ought to help your pupil. he must manlfert Dal). enlighten (To Mae Err): ought to 88e to it your title In the beglnrling Traool.rembOr WrYt Iraid . (MU. bar not the possibility you the fin it of being what your hemd wl#he#* give you the ohemloal umtterr Whore fault I spoke of amn for thah and l cuaulate It's you rhould ln you and glro ruvital- l~lng your funotlonre the mmo reason. (&wd~leff her). I know him exteriorly tongtip. tranrlater. 8br l othar. (Ho joker people for for her (Ml10 Dal). you thought It wan a jow. 8up&loato do SaWnann to help youa you al80 ha8 the possibility YOU of getting that into the Saturday has a meaning. hir exterior. 1 011IlOtr governor am for her able to A8 with %nlal. Ml10 Do1 and Sum filver bonbon8 and f know with what rploor about dh~lrrer rhe 18 8tUffOdr invitor oertaln raring ol~rettr. but your organlrm Bell results then. than)* ourdjidf: 18 *t&r. Attorney He has a very For that. mot&or oi the howei yotz r. wit21 hlr Yau should help him 80 I may understand +*~a Proreoutlng 18 In the 8ams way that You hew notloed HOW. underrtoodr hrr gitem me the mot who interrupta Mme do Salwann the . up rtm8Jlng. I hnd the f'eeling of being free. turn. May 1 8-bt (To Ja) SOtO thlr l x8mpla tha h8t tire. I have notloed RJ quortlaa? in doing thlr axrralrs that for the firat free t* chrdjleff~ for e very rhort againat of timt romont .-R&s- L&at Lao8 ad May I flnlah Flnlrh. rympathetlo interior.une roazon..aak. beg. but for the future he take every mea8uro~ .

fqd like tom rk l quomtlanr mmveral nymsli mlnom then In quertlon. Big1 even though it be l @oMmtlaml to u air. you in rhiah7ou rubmtnar nrurt &oouaul~tr mubmtmncw. A bad ml&n* You ziumt look for thim period bctwren %e a mhock fmm outmldo. rtrugglr am an&y ba aaoumulated w rbrug&lao . roroe yourulslf. mayr Ja* 18 jeAlou8 beoaume hlr mother bmlongm only to him but to svmrybody PrmmQt. remllrm Ourdjlafi8 And when he lomem hmr the ralue E. low during mtrugale you should mrke mfiort. but that Alone I oan do I oatact make my progromm minoe that timq And I fiel hdjibrrt You mre contmnted You ehould ba hrving your funotioaa.hl it of what ho pommommmd). It'8 with little. l Having iinimhmd I find weeks Ago the tukm A hqpy worklag I had 1Ald out for A htitum tbmrr belAna witbout And without dmmfreb I rlmh to Lo on bsoAumm I ire1 lm I unlvor~a above the one where I now am. rry do ~nylih3. quell. mftsnmrdr If you pars tbl8 crrlrim. You mumt that 70~ 18 l vmry good mlgn. like %er*fora f&i. 1: think is diffloult for Anyone to Amk A qummtlon.. Mtor what 80 bv8 jU8t read About the omre~lq &at evmn 80) oi Chrimt. oontlnuing. nmmsmsmry~ It 18 only nosmmary thnt you romultm la yourmmlt~ nomd thorn for aotrumulmte thr rcmultm You AIumt 0sounIulato~ tdr of l trugglm. (C)urdjleff no lmgor hm ulll j&em about JA. tie mother lm hemd (of the houms). armAt* l k. mnd 0m0t WOF~ thlr An interior your indiriWliity r80t You mumt not aalm y0urmeU. you have bAttsrim8 rlsotrioity. ln flew* I don't moo mxaotly uhmt path to follow and uhAt Ati to kuv~ Ch\rQjlafft obtoln Xou will A path imnft Gollwt. you omn begin a&n lilg.tht no on.q without the nofhrr'm ~mnrimmion. l mo muat try. small orlrim.

But you mart not atop* You bed aa a plan to go to You are ln the rum d@Alnarrllli. The Etoile 20 rtationr. are reawhing aeaesrary rhall mhat you the meanr? What you em doing important.not to rtope continue your rtruggle.never used to tie alrtak6~ =d now X begla too 1 rdrlre you . don’t whatever thing you bvo is to the ham habit give any moree Important a rontlaual will proarrr of rtruggls. Rhat ir lr you murt have in you the proassa ‘&at halt of #truggle. lkaat 18 to tin Too right. prover you far: turn are oa the right road. Aawmulate interiorly with the rea~ltr thought. obligatlorm one mwt begin by bringing Wall. . You know what mew bettor than I employ? *or it. struggle. you a thouamid dting r0r timer better reat8. Boulamm! be-r aatlsflbd. mly mad l o hr point. that you gave me aa 6 hark. t. ‘he rtnaggle. that if yau Yii @w omgl . and that roqoone Mho lr near to me0 Ihd have notload. that neither but to m oQrt*in oven them uaa an obrtmzle rhe nor I aould parr part thlr And you told her that you would ray what to do to get eivory paroat. this aim har ahanged our relation. Yarn we rtrugglr rubrtanaa *em that that gibrr l in the plaao where it plaar te hare no latrmrt thiC ‘1 that Ilr laoking Cakhnue today la kaawlag In. ihat Is the H&it for that to 8ayD aontlnus har no rtrugglo.aom that I hww but wlthOlP* of atrmggle. 18 atill low then. of giving example. @urdjieff. YOumJ. your body likes. of working my die.. Flrrt. your thera are SO lampportr. belongs. Camot. ii you hwr obrtmlar fhwdjleff~ forwax ehlldran. uhatrrer it im?ortmCa. You haven’t exporlenoe. you* You m aaai- 18. boaaure you nerd the rubrtanae that rtrugglo give you* Jaur Mr.' d ray you l r6 the rtrugqla that dentally the Etolle. a quoatha.ir r: ) that of the proorrr feeling and body. with that for the purpore of I rommbering myrelf. road. for you aad your w&fr have ohlldra* they oreats ior you rpeolal be Living jurt for for yourrrlrer ir finlrLwd. So rboumukte. You should obliged to r&arlfier evwythlng your ahlldrm .

Thi8 is th. oan give you abrolutely nothing. rou will glvo a between you. thir alPI. “I om bo’. to bra. tbaer.3. my imagination outside of th8 whloh lutr l rortaln length from running airy with YD Cturd~leff I Well.47. You should have an al. until yau me baok wham lit the tiae.4$3. “I will. Pom: I rhould work like to lmou whut to do to prevent.to llvo rhould far your ahildrent int8rfetre with it lr #a l im of you end JCW rife.m. you good whloh III 516. to &bout to $1~ Aftorwmd8 all your ipoe time. ror if JOU both plan And la your porronal dth rolrtlanr 8 trugglo. krt I#.46. Nothing this your mutual r4latimr. your ohm-a@air ais - tore am en lntorlor will havm dlfforcnt rtruggle pured eaoh one will have . for that f’m goin are underrtmd to give you l very aimply and NOW very ordlnay add80 gleor l ot advia*. fh'8t the YOU have 8JYOh. up I tut8d. to un f u”. rto. You too To on the right logloalty thnt path.beoauro mob will And he who dll have ohoren hir attain thir nay to 8uataSn in hinuelf9 utten titerward. oount: 501 All 30.4. Begin this. to Aml if yori do 10 7 “I wirh b or 10 nlnutrr. Rolp my nal$lWmr boo . do evil. relax it to ad 8&y your8&lfl “f aa”. beosuure it ain and the work’ is also lklth her. a ocmmn You rhould ain. you thaa dererbo PoPrt May to know the obfeetloe 1 ark If P CJUO8tiOIl? YOU way* Wrdjleff: irn’t it4 &dd~llO. 8aOriflOO Dlsoura to it with p&n a8 an ain to l everything All for your ohildrrn. hia oom In order to have another In the ssantlme rpeak objsltlve guiotly (noyqn) that rlll and iran- with will your wife and plan U you do thlt3 for one or two weelm. your aindr. ba I ahall “Not doa. what I &OU 18 VOW 8:U>10 thing.3. have oommm rk and thir ID an between you* oommon allo objeotloe your wffo. your ohlldrm. but for objeotloe. You will undemtand you* During eftsrward mly this 8dvloo 18 1. of time. 8peoIal period thir ala of tlm. botnen oontaot for the work. Hot for alryr. there rinoe w111 be Your aim Lill l be a oomt~on one.49.

think I maa wanting to uk 7our when 1: do lag work of remembering m7$elf. ovarything thinga of ordlnarg the work of your and srtarior aaeriiloe tha afterward do 7ou ap1 put s think #oe You ommot thlr work (111 da70 That beaomea aeokmnloall mr Et. as.r OudJhff ordkui-7 have on. Et.: never May I l mk you for mmo advlarY I un alrayr m7 Uyr.-noI After all thati. I au . ourdjleffr happen6 to everyoneb time csaah day for the and that oonrtantly often raid thin. l of waking 18a801. a balt hour obir For 8hicl work. 7au rhould waking l tate lr on- But . hampered by the aam@id-8 everyone in thr I am hawend b7 ha OM I organire the dpy. fiir entlro llfo PomI vary well* 7& nothing @i&e thing. I know a thousand other And that will dorth he will l But I glvo you thlr rill (20 the othera) the hour of Ur and that ir all* avo ahange and until forget me* ti that. impedes mar have to do with about what Itoe heard here - and at Mae de saltmpnn'a. You do But that Tour free the. he will. Hava 7ou undorrtood . half hour forget thing* to thlr uldo for time al1 7our ooouprtiaxr. you will your hoart. That ia the reoult I've work.for to be. 70~ Iwt note ha’t et mix thlr with work* aotlto PO have 8ue kbdr waking l k8. how 8~1 I do my home ir hapw? the ldsar that work. 0180. It'r work a litit tiring tblr You rrclriflar funotimr0 lt You mumt make & rpeolal work 7ou give a holf the rrrt.urUjieffr thtngre him. ihe first mat I gird it ~111 eom ab8urd to 712~~ thnnk me with all when 7ou have done It t*o or three uoeka. oount l &&b for nut oonreloual7. It'r the work* a0 that And during the opgosite. put all ior thae hour of the the rrrt8lido~ all 7our interior ll. thank me. jurt I. that? not l yltmtioal17. L l lrh work a You rir. blot all all of the dsinanda of daily You mwt living* It sot aside a spsolal the time. day. To thir l ll the Work lr a very rerloua You aarxiot work intorlorly a-* end irLoraa#e it little by littler g4 houra.

rumlab* onl? thrwtir #herb.lan't the quantity with other that oountrb minutes Itlie la one thing. eron tan minutrs glrr rind 8rorlri08 rloh work 8 for him who oen rpeolal onother* time. It take You oannot do It's until for it a long t1ms. worth nothing. task. with all purrelf. won badore beglnnlng.rrlu Mtorward. ir thir YOU OQI do thir? do a hali liju ‘Burt hour . only thlr ry*tem WI11 alray. preparo it la y&r f0~80ir. but the quality things. ton mlnutorr or wh thir to You oannot give all your time. butrubrt*ati& an abraluk . ii for you aocompllrh fire that to It. add YOU nmny time8.. ordinary iii0 oontlnus mitething.for the rort of the day. l 11 your rtrengthj do hinutor too muoh. yourr*llr What you ray doer not mind . rptdtu but forget l rexythbg (4 l goirt. yourrelf Do it ior with all your being* 8 mlnutsrl You oan@t do It for lcag. And if being - ten minuter. Ba in Rurrirn huabrad. that not uorkrlth to that. O~Q Life 18 one thing. glvr ooalng your tarkr St ir a very oomplIoatad thing. uo not mix it of good work lr worth more thm 84 hour8 oi another kiad. your being. You are loOn tired. rix mlnuter. hvr all ymr you are working only with your mind. that FO~IQI you are wed iiT8 minuter. g&in&g Hare you oan do it for a thousand yonra time. I soy you munt lnarears the time little by little. When you begin your work. the work.it l lee. the work mother IOU renl0nb. &our OatI. 7our ahildm. par #aoy . you it oollaot yourrelr. for thlr the work work you mtut ymw lhe l abrtmtlallty Iloo work. but work without anything3 it ir Work II rhort roll* it . rhould. ia difroratr ba more amtlve. Our llfr 8 gqaho&mthe ir am thing.r wit~r you rbllbeoonr mrthlorr~ LOU d2-b rmmnbsr y0w88ir. 18 boyou de hit a8 you (1 good beginning to l l-861 IPan* ta prepare you for you work l aoqulring the 8t@to that prover that long time . work 8 mlnutrr~ thr I*rt Let If you haven@t auoh tSrs. 70~ are drained of all strength. rhiah And if you work you live oan't LB you have the habit of doing. Zargat rvwythlng. Othenlro 18 matloallg l ooordlng to habit aamam of the time.

when you hew ycur ir la of gravity Aad if it another omtor. ho- Ourdjieff cktionr whm you ‘I&La fi sisple that fr go on autonutiorlly. JOU think. Kt ie l hlmsdll' (uo’ys@ to the bslng word) an Mlvldual. Co. aocustom Every man rslould dent person. unconroiourly but wbn a0 rlwq II havr for a4.. l your rind. not merdq . on scuJh otherr to Uvr. try to you are an . you oa*t think bsonure you l m You W&&I to say that fosllrq? Bar! I mean that I have an amotional thought.-. &ha you ire1 lilw hot or oold. but iUB you are nn lndivldu8l.’ s aQthnn. Bars tit In on. u sluknerr~ is only a funotiorh ‘be beglnnlng T)ut the omter indlvlduollty~ your oenter come8 from Zaeling of grovlty thought must be the thought. you Lo think m-tart OuxiJieff with your f esllna. i. ir 8 You hnve P reaknerr.-SlBart Ma7 I uk 4 querthm? How aan I dlrtinCprirh b&woa~ ~7 ment81 oeutsr and my phlrbal I e*ntar? toakr hen you think. th. an lndepcadog. oontrr8 l irr l ncorachlng feeling.nf t trportent oatw for tho momentr in the It thlxddng you N-D nn indlvldual emter. something.m to W in four doer itroli And thlr ln you* oonroious4.aut-tOP. you muat think rlth n rloknersi your head. . r8orything work &ould be uoluaively km. mcmtd and to ml8 tab OurdJieff: onu for the other. when you don’t L your $ealirlg. when 7ou like. vap are only u1 eutomatm* you nrk you rhould If oa be & your bodr and in your foaling. oat* you are not an indlvldual. Xt’r a simple explanatlaP. Uong indlrldwlr. not m animal. not think with your feelia6 and the oenter of a woakne8a. if Iti is rhen your owltar of gravity f8 not In your thought. angry. very alrople rymptcm.-. there Xi you ooncentrote an aany drpsr your being in your thought. to oonamtr8to To 7ou rlro lt 7ourroU rhoufd in your thought.of gravity And now you aan knou what is ir in hour thowht . thInking how @an one provart with ~rj ioellng. that re nePvou8. Tour 7’ar do not.m@r u$luut Phil@? a@l6ln ___” -. -7 thaoe ltrr a sS. thought.

uora . aeerot. world. about a real attention.-sorhi11p: cmdjieff romething %. the end. all&r I know. find for It la an objaotive undorrtmds and evrmone should underrtand a thouaand tlmw all of Baslro8M. all that &ergthlng ‘&e brglnnlnq. another a way to put your attention tark. thlr lrn't In Beolssbub them ~aong 0th~ in molsebub l ttonflan the l I har4 maid and at it. be rblo lr explained. l ttmtlm kna on Bmltobub. &at one must undarrtand. so. bn it. It @clrt. %a more mm kar depends cm say. I arked that you lart if there ‘Iam a my to develop that I one l ttantlont rammberr you raid attontlm (IO@meumred in the degree oneself. thlr rhould have glvan you undermtandlng new. ova. many ‘?‘a” if bsoaws I wasn@t able to put ay attanticm week on the reading During thir aa them I undrrrtood that was what I uaa. . something more l One perron one part . You told mo to arpeaiallv look into l ttentlan mymalfr l ape&lly of A# asked you that Rselsrbub. sir. I da ln lntererting all that not know any* 4rt For ammpla.orrtlmlly t But for ymr I know it. ha l ttmtlon and to make an omelotto. on Beolrob\ib. there 1s everything its there. la a very haa oxlated. the emi) tima then you put your aothar thm that to wbloh jou am aoou~tammd~ you will to ham ao attention In &ii*. All that all one must know. it oookfag. Xi you in llfo. the oneta lndividuallty~ mom ha oan 1. the l eorets and of the oreation to undarrtand of the thare.. for rpeaial mmljleff: only the method of ‘1 ama or if than are othrr I oan telJ&ou. Baeltsbub. book. aan cbxlet. l ttmtloarm I wanted to a8k you the 1-6 wa8. been lnrtmotsd ir in a osrtaln 9ubjaotlvely. everyone able to undbF#tand aoaordlng book.0. on undbrrrtandlng Thlr ml11 be your can put rral You didn’t and it 18 a good way to fix you oan ban thing. aano interesting ZUl oonalurlmrl ‘harmday. a rold a real l ttontlon 11 l to~thlag. to the level he ooauples. X?&. $0 mu17 different daveloping methods? Cne thing I aan explain attention. dJtisfa. nor svergthlng Methods do not rlmply.

ha8 no ate anything Uhih ago I ua8 &Ioh 58 tuorw to ray? b7 Mr* @urdjieff.s. triviality th8 8trOnga8t eraotly ator the 0rdinu-y me. You hve l I am going to glvo you 8omsthlng yet A mother? A brother? A fathrr? And 4 8illt. all tire. f mnlly . A rioter tarkt avery l18Ot f Ire pQFlOn8. BWO 815& lik8 your not&r. Qurdjierit a8 m~rrilng. +tt8 de salmann: JettJ l@lRUaRO uhioh I8 rioh only In the in8aw ReUly nor.r ot 7our rather @he’8 hers. rou will for ator take am a ta. thir hurtle.81 ppr8elf room there im for the rorko nurmal whioh in 10. It tunlngr i8 That world not do for up to 50. and thon. Whan 7ou think 0ilV. l rd you you begin a&n your h~V8 .8 takw’a tan litth about 10 10 tiutsr . mother. th. tlao.your rather. aftctnard m8a And nbn to bon. with Pear about tc\bmmo 8nd how to m it. beO8urO I believe will pull me out of the ChArdjfefft oounty like more 8imy1iIr Jaor it OOntdXI8 8omthiAg 01*&r ad 81’njdO rhiah o@&@ in rhioh 1 am a1r8yr you at all. dlfflault to that a 110.nmsmbar your father. g&V.l'.mk to urn ($0 Jap)t Yeu hare Ten perattat wlorrtood rot . a littb vorg fntereated OU8trXWilJ vev Porn*8 quertlon’md bu8tWtg b7 your anawer~ I obrervo 108te belong fn 8ty liid how little Nhioh i8 ad very trlvIa%. L f. with to 7ourrolf thingm in her 0sF8# 6tmap thtng8j 7ou am grown up and are earing #old cxtm (Ib 1010 ?$&)t your ra?d &hat wha bar nortry. All 18 to0 critm that aOmPljrw But what Ia lorr to thir who 18 I nm rttoohtd tit8 to. InhAter aftrmatd "I drh thr menring of rll 70~ and ten minutor And llkr 3 that you the wy.f.45s(A job. the addo* that 8qUimd whioh 70~ to Porn. “I Rtt’.about rise mp md DWOma@rl and about the Frmoh between tax1 dritsrr). oto. that. later *to0 You rrmrmbor with the them and you reprcmnt four. 7ou hvr with f1nlrhrd tan pnrsnoo. UI ia& It’8 you mdorrtandt *aoh fifth YOU ItBt8t thlak glro that fiX0. to . thorn to ycur8d. a &ginning 1088 or tomorrow 8 little more@ you hut. itldi~ithtd And S a&k you if 1 should not apply to I4J own O&8.It'8 Jo* tb0 mu8 t0 me 1% It’ 8 8 or 18 . ainutO8.

underrtay St ir 0~14 phyriael pdarity to theh i8 workin. wey. me when one in rrirod with e feeling oqgrofund mm ournot it9 manage to *merPgo. hrdJlrff..qpent oon8aiou8 ‘&e love rvorybody her. with rht neohanlool OarI 0110get am Ourdjirffr aart from If’ one doe8ntt t.jr your ahrn YOU h. low thir You have only love bawd "Ihet whloh perhepr & aloknrr8. whut oon8oloua love oen be. rey tdit lbvei'brlly lntereatr the functionr. oh1 thet'r ple44.8 2 4 QurdJieffr Well then. l I l M moomend I haor him tory ho giver mo 10 peroalt.0 Aad at OurdJieff I &sa.rd the . down’ a poreon ham a no80 like you don’t t axlr t you love h4rJ if but A no8e llkm objeotivs dirtr love here You hove aoal 1-e anda 10~ . ir eat thr &at thett Teat thir If it YOU know whet It nd next tlmeue irl. Barr Somrtlnw L notlo@ It after lunohecm. I'd I don’t unrlerstand . oaa reek to roprsrr lt li8 (r wakmrr it for and mt the rake of the other? it mid. fAthAX' had. her the oauno of it? Ilo. about mediobne). pieoe. ma armlaer oneta perrion end dlsol$d'a its ~b8. one doeant ~urdJtotfr 801 oiAll8tr Than 18 no ruoh rrdnm88~ it a nouropatholog18tr $8 idiooy. will the la8t rpscrk. bday. u rymptomj you eat aore then you rhould. a weakaeaa~ for Youoen~ot hevo love. It’8 You undlorrtandt porrlble the aaure of it I)r. you have* on rexj it is low. Do you under8tand Then bravo. imtt we’ll find Big: mother Sir. Gurdjieff: Eat 1088. tha word rontlment for I Or thingI) you hrr forgotha H@r But 2wl mat loto. your @'end- overymr. lotr But wU1 bs@oae rep.why the luoudlty with whioh 1 opr not at doe kill it. there. question. like (Yokes with to l sk another I don't Ab.liar4 dadnarr from *hloh ytr. Don't Oh.e~a thou&t thAt that. tDhM'8 011. t&t ir reel lwra. 00 to 8ea well. la bud i8 obJ&lVO~ on sax and 8ax cm polwltyr l ho hemIt ti 80%~ lrlrl# So if that.

the slave ylt fir&t you must have the taste. Wish or not dr& you oan be no longer All body makrn you a? your love or not l-0. la merdr. lav. All that 1 oan say in the msantimo would ~OnOetXWin~ is that gg8m-d love bxlste. 8 gorson la hungry. love. reamin lawrtfurl. And then Ir alao thlr about hope t ir 18 strength 81a7sryb Hope of aon8oiouttnerr lbps of the body 18 dimsare* And about fnithc Hope of feeling . rQh psrron. I A hlndrmoa. for a nm without a abild without for a mother.lSbin8tinQt lou will ~-~lud lowe %a parhapr br able to foe1 ta8to will for per&m lib. jau+ AntI if the tarts ai aome8 to youI I aan eaplti the dot8118 Abt sir. you ml11 8ee that ovk?rfthin& tbo 8me you hata ha8 in ?a~ until nm oi tire you ~111 be l bls to it try to have the ta84o 0r lwe. renoaln theoretlaal. naturally. another und rt qurllty to Have aontrot (with your differant impulrea. a rlfo -i then. oan polariw he a help or a hindranoe? Ckwdjieff it. who QOms t0 JQU* %QO that you have Pity tOr a psrron rhm8 no80 you don’t or for aother for who wmas 111. we will But you must ?ii&a&~~%ltPhrSktaxurt ue aan u&y beforehand many thfngse apeak about it. Eeseltebub explains f8 th181 the ooanmmlmmts of Aahiata Shiemash there Love of oonrolcrumeas evokes the mime ln rOuPQW& Love of feeling evokea the oppositee LOW O? body depends only on type ad Pohri4y. polarity. But you aant t do Your anything about You are a etlave oi thlr Conroioualy. objective About this. ln order to esp~rrlenoe thle oonrolms love. you will bo abh and if 7~ to enter hi8 situation.

alO8ed up in you? a3. work that hard. 1946 beaaure but L find of -aelf I oan*t Qome on saturdaya. the 9 ln u Job* trouble at the I have found with the nn impulse l xomi80 I fall tellr lha of renumbrring xyrelt. x @AS ti Along rfth a I QUUiOt do 8-t. in you? I TI. sxi8tr In order to 1ee what a Oi ahoning* t0 &I'd titerior go Q1o Yau there a yosrlbillty thank8 times porhapr l&our. only pO88ible Xi you don'triah Hlle Tal: But you ax'+ wartag pnairaly %ruggle. oould. Before. what You mu8t not f wish to dOr C&~rdjleff. perhaps 8ORiething elre ha0 MllS mak. XOW Gurdjloffi namntlty you are* have the You mut You ferl kp8tO. Hardar. that whl& you are two will oryrtti88 nwAr 1# tb8orvtioel 'uaen. you h~vo raohmloal Tou are a mohlne. 1 &TO IpOre* Witn888. it. A0 Ohan@ ir for that18 work. t&la Of Witna88 My mOr6~ ab8OhltO Gurdjleil'.8 YO8r klre'r a struggle between two tfllngsr !iiS At I RitnO88 ma 880 to auah a point what L am that I up dirgusrted. &hpt iQpgdO8 JIMi gNatlye 8elf-rWlemb0I'ing FOVOlt.t .r Gurdjlaff1 jW'8OEWr diifOPOnt You have undorrtood will iunOtiiOn TIM rorult f+8tOP8 in of your YOU fOrU rtruggle )rti b8 a rubrtwaoo 0f &88Q@idiiOE& (RU8018. XLU A!dr e 'Ihm rtmggle~ at t&Ill tAm#. ahange at anr prlae alr~stalliced 1. @Wdji8ff: al0 oan’t. haven't 8ny rtrongth.11 But n0t'Lmgl. mum dlfflaultia exoraiao~ beglnnlng~ (Gurdjioff l rlaap when I do the relaxing Mme do Salmmnn teaahing bar ti to go on with to be born tha reading) of t0 1 Mlls WitnO 8trUg@e Qmft relu Talr oauaed in mo a kind Who Ob88ZVJ8 PO ~~~~1088~ QJnindi any thi. for worklnq in aa you prnnltted. Itrugg1. liow TOW .nl mS de hh8UTUA~ /' chrrdjldll ki8010U8 a8000tittlon8+ iutar. Y4 10. the day ln time. \ 18 the wish‘+0 Ye8.y enough.Ideetlnar me hbt Thursday.

tou omld rarrtihingr um . You do it Do18 Ter. la alnlabo. prlnolpally mWi@ad na. and #my@to Mile Dol. that I go down int’a a lavor oi And raoh tiao mudarf rho lr urh4 at the word “oraoklwu” u~rerrion#“)r l moolntlonr. doapor than boforor nnnap to brelL* Qurdjlafr Kale Dolr Ourdjleri only rtop romething. iant t our aim. make l fou rrt brrak pro(~ram~ Work no mom l ooldatally. it Nhen your attmtlon Thlr la oonrolourlf doernt t ##a themr 18 a flood sxunpler During go on mora freolfe %t doerntt in thla oa#er your oonroloumc. 1 t lr the #ame thing. Sarcltlarr. the dey. I’m ‘Imn out* bsginningr t-hwd$iaffr tm 11. You hve bmroioumerr property 0r man rlth0~8 to do the ramsnbsrlng againat relaxing. than urooirtlonr till ei roue %oy uirt brought oonom Sor thmmltor~ by l rroolntionr lr YOUOUI WM rommfliatr Wa proportional to thr degree @Art the obrtaolo oonroiour tratlaa (Rumlm) %oy hindac you la I)O f&r ao you l TI low I rrlwayr too maha ad by droamin(r oon- Mme de Salaunaa oenbra~od.rr at a ah rtandrtlllr It nota anything. AaaoaiatSonr onnnot ohango. do not mmturbnta. busy with Your naroolationr lr abrolutsly ‘ho7 at our death.01sl 0~8tilu80 ra0t0rr ror 00nroiow l r8ooktionrr 10 l (WriW Yaa De Srlmann~ quotatlon mark8a Ml10 boll uaroiao botter. noed (of) for your your attention if not dlrturb 10 wloupled with a work whloh pu bvr lf YOU you do work oonrolourly. in order md to hold out my arm to rrtoh in the nnpa of the nuke l# artonlrhW nrlang In mynape thora are rnny l oraokbqpn. roaasthlq &at Dm’t perritr JOU to wopk a(1 hcmmr Daa’t de 18. #Ill@ Dolr tmdji0frt Mllr ~ersrtholorr. Now I alwafr ao& to tha aam@lycrr whloh I don't Mq break? I airh 8 $hir to go deepar.r* I rmld la th.

rurrthatif OUI relu. no moron Later. Ourdjieffr mly Herr in proportion to the ener~ are empty. 12 mlautor.. there am momdntm rba otijim. *. pu are empty. a doabe It 18 nstre8smy yams. You am for real t0 it little Qh. sryrttilire ulthout uld rh0tt s rarer ~WNII tying iaid. . quartlam Elersn minutea. 'Lhe80 am not 7. UmmriPg goer rafo171r g haad. Ouwdjleffr me noed the remAt.Q@ 4 b~~hanse you take Ooffe@ you upi thlr forno. The following week.Ld not tue HO&8 Your progr8ac ir oal7 11 mlnuto~. I would not l uaoomb. YOU N8t sot anly with t2ra rind. pu dotewlnod offort. mum Ilaag.. Life L iwflrul~ it aalma* full l m at this go to My hmd ir tix'om&y __ _/-_ my*rttention gd. and ii then. You oould'worlr UC hour. one murtn't rtrug&lo. by little. I will give you an injrotlan to hare a drrlrv g&i WQiUtO=sd You murt haw 8 ma01 derirs .l.porrlbllitler with ~1. lra*t like And Im that. rmmlourly Xf thq &rn~ I amke memom You aan rtrugglr You have battorlu. 3 uolpioll. It ulll 8erve to m&a &ugglm 1)c0OOtlO* it with a pro- Lltt& amke grow We mabrtmoe whloh I haven in Lou the frotorlr moaptiag Ear.17 da8hab. you POIIIII* POD. in aaooqiirhing af tark I fd. you aert do nothIn& Then. but even when I rtrugglo I fulfill It a t&ok. to tmn t* waol (Rho go08 rlowly. nythlng. for be&g Do it u if a ma1 man* struggle* for I do it war. All $ha% fillr tiu. thlr aubatanao. Bow and it will the amterm. h rrnloo 1-0 ttit.a lhir do ltr when they aoff. Ourdfieift I)'8 a normal thing. You rhould not You tthou.i~ qmrttozrr* llffloaltlor.iiSb. rtim +v UUI~ iI0. work with \>J we will be able to uae ita of all When fou have it. be orJotalUredw ill little. your bring. &at )1ou should h8ve hops.i ta piano.

the Prenoh 8t night. would bo otinf#* oalnto. You mot repeating. I hew ooaupled with another notload tie oame negative anotlona some beok again and again by rosooiatltm and they oaun to aorrespond thaa ao *I@o?” Hr. la the mornln& It not the l omO* lho Engll8h to bra eat a lot You bvo the opportunity thlr mtorial. of an hour only. I ohoulA& ok him to be nr~ teacher. A8 l oon am I haves l een it. fuLl of -11 mundco deolrao. but +cooond. sverrybody aould do thlr. in the One muot rep-ate o it doer l 8oenoo and a*11 bo aood Ron rarlnlqg apart* 01 I oaa how l rpty I on. Thlo lo the aim of th@ work. than chrlot. of mid-day. 01 You forgot. oun I think of aanpliootiona. dloappeara objsot.) l Mr. you forget. lo Oth4wm rlll anotlan hr. ready rrde foryau* (throu&?) of hunger1 the hunger of the morning. (For example) you are hungry. de salomann) By negatlro on0 know8 l orothing atom whloh one oonnot know without thlo from omeoolf neoosoary by l having it.SOldEQUESTIONSAliD ANSWERS FROM l'!fiE FRENCHffR3UP Q: only ior I never do a taok thorou@ly. (Irro. oould really oonomtrato ror a quarIm werybody ho would bo bigger tbon your BIetro Dome. try If thora In three oaturler to l ahl6va have been perhapo ono and a half glning it lo not perhapa one l oaond a month by repratlng. Q: the objeot When I l repeating. I OOQvery olsarly oxlot. repeat. that ee a negative It doer not CmotldP. nob rrlia on&or. l You rioh no power of aonaontm- ome with awrybody. that &Ivy@ roar. timI* It you have no memory. to make it. 'Ihere are dliferont of the clvallng. I aonnot hold thought or a fooling. ("a taok* l vldontly mean0 ano of Mr. bmotlan rsmainoa nd beaomeo then l omething else. lt lo the eoverlng. that it oounta. aontradlotloclr . @@oxorolooo. I do it. to l ay that you hvo You mmt If a aan ropaat. By l oelng them. l I: think about It. but the negative no mtter uhloh. 08 lot 00 my klnda They are to a tandenay. lo the rapeat.

g fOroYoPa muoh more l %pen~lv@~ If okabe* A pill ir ahoap to rlosp roll well for on0 night. 0: into 7our part. ta nlnuter T!nk@ oold rhowsr. one must rloep. rtand for wall. that it Mr. There are two rtater. Nhen on0 rubdoa. aar rloepr one watoher roll. rlrspr. lr on0 aupr one OM tha a go04 waking Q1 bhaa I 8.. QI thl8t Oalr 4 hu6 partlolpatmr (in the awalror). Alwq~ aven when one ir one fear is alread your miattier es more anb repaIr 1 108 m7sslr in my cireomawith rush oharlty. %aroh baok To11 time 11 IW Into for all your fallurer. up. noa t habitual whioh oontlnur %on l ro thoro (book) mhloh are lr alro tbo Kq of Drounr MU thr Gdelr of LOW I&torre ahooao. I ha*0 no will and I ham no rraef37 for I laok fora.0 ag nothlngnor~. timr ne~m l t09 wii tha Xi one dream. a ultb arnm utsndod 7ourralf a vigorour If l nU 7w will l leop. ft lr tha polioamm with hlr . One murt not d-u. that with suoh foraa mu dlIgwtl it W&k. yourrelf meaeureur to me Wfer more and more. pill night hate to then let jourroli gor opm # vein. 01 one must do.llkr a all1 where everything thlr. alone* on.8 la. The task har boon Mr.! to ma that I hare lt giver m b&ok hogo awl groat l atirfaotlon of m7rolfr Should 1 allow thir? Look. will bo l aaio~~ I am give you a make 7ou r1e. Row oan I avoib Mr. and a atate glue Mr. I rprat 16 7earr lrarning rlesp not to droun. it to do an7thlnlngj that late. you ale already 18 too late old. L am oompletel7 biroour8g*d l ThaT. rlwa7a lram four rho10 llfo. rr 70~ d0 not uo th tark. Q6. 01 glraior it that. tb 66 mi8 ir iirh ait m0 OM l top pying %o dream or uroolatlanr and (thorofors) whloh roourr You oan Arrool~ attention to l rroalatlonm. roon 4ar No. of rrrking. l terythlng lo donr b7 halvrr. fin and goes out. -4o\ eoni. 02 ho haad lr only Mm dlrootor.

-419 ramming yourrelt. whole of 111111.* repeat. the the . change. thir ‘1 . something beoomrr only. rind the the m08n8 flrrt to QIO 800 there. to l a damire.verything a need repmat. get thlr. of the 18 muoh aoquired habit oi rlmplr.’ Hot on4 your head - th. another mttaln flrrtj tb should olmar and mlwryr beform your te whelk I tm rork 01 romQraO# there lr alrqr man jmrt of 1) . Should be the you well. pxwmt peat. an iqafedfato you muat 8ohlew &way. Thir . easily ronethlng. prepare You the dovelop Praotio8. piano. greolrely P need. Thir 4’ 1 . tlP88. bar muat the l mo error l gain praotlor your t lngerrm Cl fssllngr. rtrength of am you repaatr I 8pend hour8 a day ooauplal myself to with to very remedy small thla. alme arm mm# &a. Thim i8 you not will have enough* an anewer* It will rlgbt to Qsrlre yourself. Ibptd. thourandr and thourand Row sh&uld 0: You “rrpalr It you havr the the partiT” more I8 it by remor8. there ror play ruture. Later dr qr ladlaatc. life. I SW I have the aanm diraotlon. the n$rd. uko ‘tohlk. olra I)t It now you in Ro’. bring ma reeult8. objsotlv8. You give have a need. Create E. will %a . and prsparr would Repoat. thumb8 in 18 the rrrrult part.up. rapokt.or& rbould to ia that do holr to Stop.” !BE Al& Choose 8omathlng 18 whioh ior uhloh lr an 8rf0rL. reprat * You never (Dertroy] ropeat mollgh~ thnt oort8 oome8 you you. the rtnow whora yo$‘ue I will bo going and you will l k. Yoydnut Do not dolay. mdrrrtand exer01808. the turning make ycru muat atop it. paltry or 18 very anything Hr. it la only that w8 wish ~811. mar. Repeat. ‘&at mh1ah lr Alway l ary bad l your interior 18 your hart. that If a bad habit &lwaya Do not future. I attaoh a tark done? 8ame 800 Tvsn you be for thlae aatlng everybody. pray everything Be holahcartsd preaia*. ~oraieea.thlr lr repairing. you. nothing. evrrything not do. 1 aee vile. For Do well.t ‘ho in the my am too oamplloated. f&ix the ky. .aa. Only QI Yr. One but not If muat is It what you work sat haa alway to you on When Mve In it been 80.

tw You ham bb . better that it will not led ltr 8nphrr8 neoorri~. ltrolf. When I take my ol~rr myrslf . It ooouplrd with ltrelf ro8ult and uhloh bar enJoymat aatuh. them. 4re trio surrontr. Isr. future. It room8 to me empty. whioh does not partiolprte. ole8aed to remove the 88lt. 18 that rhloh removma lhlr in whet purlfle~. 10 dmrtlmd it lr full bar to beoome washed. Thlr But the u80 of ag8lnrt this remoraa.8 ln my work. ~dor8t8ncl slmpl8.-4s that rrfu~er. Jm* Ylth thr 88l$ it Q. rhloh hider. ranlty with On thr lr l romething o roe0 81 I whloh 811~8 a8y hn18 a wall done thlr-" and whlcrh 1. gito you a uared rlwm~ Mr. You will "1-8~88 at the 88me time uleh to help. oi your work. Yl8ter8.1088. Wk. Your olarr the ohildren help that were at 18 to h8lp.Your tark but in thblr in their Thlr mu8t be your tank. 0. . ln 8omeone'a plaoo. 01 them I dll 8urato ~088 Yeu ramrmbor BeU8obub from one to the other. them to go kill for mothere md they will It will be nothing lhlr you. (9: Xt lr wry tmgwlae J-B mud it be Look a8 thlr. “It hold o# it 18 I who have md ahi8 rpollr 8vtrrythlng. of a It Mr. to boooms of raltr (He t8k88 a rrotlon J&a. to onmblo mo to ocnrinoe myrolf 8nd rtruggle refu881. plaoe. it What rhould be don. or to mythlag. It Q: le ea opportunity When I try You muet beoone a good laborer. You mu8t nob *@a You muet wleh to future.7 from hi8 pinto). Evoq- thing that you do murt beooms a prrt muet be plrt in their of your task. manifoetatlon8. there l8 alway whloh L -0 part of me whloh rcfursr. I have 8een thlr the over there with real ohlldren. oaaot other hand. Afterwrd it oen beoomo tha ult._ ~-. You uadomtandr I hero to rtop ~8lnr for a momnt to oolloot thlr? . WEI rued6 Sor tht. You rmut put yourself Then you will &member how you &en you think theSrsgeo m8ke them 8ee differently. How oan I prevent enter into You murt mke your o\pllg&tlonr your work. u~ole~e. Bemorr(. love you* eee than how the ohlldren their fathers 8nd dll You will then be able to tell do it. that t8118 18 that I wlrh to it 18 u8. to put (Magi) for myeelf ia the yeaet of the work. l oaked. ir lrpo88lbl8.

whlah orown in them. done? parent8 Q&at. Tbq omnot for I. era Ace they all? Mr. You mint porhp8 pay ror ruomo~ when JOU 8ero a ohlld.t rly. tha. rejroted. 8tlon. ths]r have no bcdler. The be re@redr Baa-oh in your part* 7ou al80 do . in thlr. ~-live the rurfrr tliaa 8uff@r. 18 to be I wlrh You lntenrt to help 7011. exprom You nuat l amoa You are a rmall gra%ltudr pi600 of th-. muat plotura life. or hortllltyr me* but an abrenoe of enotlons.8.d90tl0n. of your@olf* 'Ihi 18 good 8atIrfaotlaa You m-0 lort reluX live till maohnnloal pleasure3 exoopt for giving drrtrofr onarelf Qwy ar 9 aI1 Ln~urllour.you are lllu ln ula air. Think b&k them.f) a drgnsre. wurrmntr tt 8aeuB that utlrfmotlonr. PPQOFI~ of aon#olonaoI on. of You Perh8pr tho7 You bo 07 aora where the7 are. uirt the other aurront.d. HOW dd. Up to now you have hrd oofitaat now you BUBt Othera. pmt that you OIO them. qulot. sffortr got a result. fi8h whoa. and then ia 70~ your interior life. Or iin myrs1. ~hsrcr are two qu~lltlsr On one rids of ploaaurerz plse8ureg if two qualltlsm 7ou work well you. with 7ourrelf on17 when 70~ uero alone. of 8nd agreeable senratlons. 7ou mu8t think they have cothe ROQO~O. natural l loment ir uatar anP who are obl%g& to llvo lr You murt now learn to live in both ourmntr life in rhloh at OLIOO~ l9uwe thr habitual mat ourrsnt uhloh ir ordla~ry tha 701111~8. of their on all your to thar torard hrvr done fo*ouo~ oonrtmt tlewr moo your &kea when 70~ ude bad Por8l. kmvo not known them. rightl7t All plsaEun8 plea8ure8. Are your l 81. an aim. aurt mart voluntull~tOo rapair. voluntary neoosrrary for ~1 I notios In lndlffsrenoo Mr. murt you om h&Ye m~tlrf~otlm Other. have their faoer bsforo your W. rlther allvo? 8urfrr. remain in 701~ own ourrent. in your Interior In the All eyatem. 1Um I:: with rooond ourront. thu You to yourrolf. objeotlve u&e you 8 #law. one nut Cruta the parte Doator. them. of all runt low them agrin.0 do lometblng perhapn the7 hnd 80~18. You rurt think them. 0: Have I undorrtoad plo~rurer are rhit. hum 7ou are with whioh ir a perron.

Your parent8 ar8 @pd. what rent.' it. you materlalr lovo an a barb. one rufferat the love . . He la too far may* ood. I loo8 my prmt8 during l I have dono the work rhloh a v8ry of rral you gave u8e ryeold quality very muoh and I have dlroorered rooond perMp8. In myralf for gomat buss when I aa rttondlng a reoond smotlanr their of 10~8 of the lam@ quality.bo* for ood ln you* You owe thorn everything.the greatort bookr. your parmtr are your uodr YOU aannot know lhern 18 no plaor for Elm in you. l vsrything. Real love 18 the bar18 of all. the Souroo.-44. Mr. around you & roti your birth. lng for one partlola torwdr of emotlant rufferlng. you ~111 bo ab& to our@ paralytlor and make th8 Ulnd 4g I for a long the.on thing 18 normal. and whloh 0-0 brr bwn rurprlred by the ~outeno88 with Of rsnirtl~r ob8orved 80 lntaro. 0: hour of one'8 birth. aooumulated bib=Real love 18 bsoomea a a aurrent. rufferlng brought Of remoreer and happin happine88. the I have taa the remor for after thnt dlrappsard my patient8 happlnars discoverad at that feeling also dlrappeared. no mrtter power ia the world. lhfn no vluld. al. @ring8 the forae If we argrtallire Later you will bnd of love. sufferings and bring them a And moment I oodld relieve 0r hnppinesr. It very vivid which glvan of love. It will glvr study magnotlra with 800~ in whioh. life.80 great Ihr nal there my ah8 them. by 18 thoror P rubjoot hir put to #loop at tbr momant. baok. all the lrpnrrlane I had in qe31 Yr. ttllr oXeralBor bar the monant. two l motlon8 rare by th8 frellng 88ms time. tlone a onate Real love 1~8 magnetism. Qk tirk flrrt with themj rftor there 8111 be other Really exerol8e8. it oormlo foroe whloh gorr through power . 08 Is there phyarioal a aonneotion? the roudetlons. Our om tram reglr tar ovarything. Jesur lhe xullglons have pervertrd tind deformed (love). joined ourrant ~8~ with It wan by love that All performad miraoler. the plum rata of the Everythlag perron who wu borldr whloh I rado him m-11~0. rlmp. %orythlng qo from thr 1p1 l vey- Ii I put you into ribor an hypnotlo me told you OM toll 18 rrltton. they aI% the future pl.

br else. voluntary whioh matter@) rrorme ruffsring rhloh paya for thr pmt. eating. you ndo renumber yourrolf. ruftsring find raa1tr Saaroh in your part. # a of ratlsfaotlon your parmtr agdn. rtate go toward thim tendency of having l xtraordlnary wlthout wrlp&t. A rtata 18 a rtmult. me murt not have fmo without result of inorth) rtatea it J you the other* ha@ a tendonoy (tht lot your- ralf borir. Thir the l Poufou~ Thsre i8 no weight* It rhioh la this imagination. Let your remorse be it ir the rufforlng the l r) rtrong no porriblr. it. hppinera uhlah giver weight. 01 You have ~mag%nation (Vld faritaly* of art. make “tohlk. Suffer.” thin. IWPLOFII Have OQOCN~ whloh oountr. I hero alaaya It said so* is light. You am a repremmtatlvs Philosophy. drive it. Fael again ln all the dotallr. be but a Wowand time8 nor* rarltlto~ That 18 0r the purity of your roler. lowe under different body obey0 ltr Thorn are two dlframnt body~ lawma law@.in written.“) oeroful Qc Doer tN# then. thlngr In that you aan have real laapplwrr S) glva by real body. IQ. It ir ior thir rspalrlng. (Boelrrbubr "Hatoh balng mmething to my p@rmbrT Y~o~ it touoh than aomothing? Mr. a ma1 l As noon it. without away.t it gosr in l top with Ai time in order Your nature should be genuine . oryI revlvr perhapr* the #aone whan you won a bad ohlld. &ve work tha lnroriptlonr~ Choore them. . 10 the oomter ne balanoe of real thr-. why you rwt a8 on a photograph. to ration needr- alooping. 1) '0e orgrnir It wlrhor Qne lrurt the prJahlo ltr The organlo It on4 wl. You muat slklnate arias@. crurh sllmlnata @or)C0 rh@n your remem*. whioh repairs rXr. Ot You murt 40 thir l for yourrolf. mot It Imow~ nothing it nothlry l 11)o. It la a real 8niul0 One fool am an animal.

doss not. 1s this wMoh l. habit. !I&0 only l k 18 that all rrerythlng rhould 8ervo thlr Qr me lut werk I hrr about thoroughly undorrbood during the waok what you told all the week 1 thr pbjalml dlr~otlonf body and the psyohla body and have wwked in thlr I ham rtrugglad. .our wrkj rtats by our will. jour porrlbll~ty. tukj plaoo.8 t2m rpeolfio a third united stat& different with roaethlng Ibe taak whloh wo must use to areatv two. und6rrtand One must educate the It must obry.feel it a8 a Strangers One must subdue it.1 ellminatc to satisfy it. xhe need 1s a conrolour form whlah always there but L refuse voluntary will be There Is a 8trugqle. The psyohe la a ohlld. one md the other. booaure by struggle For lnrtanoe. Pike only pO8Slbillty of 6rsating a 8eOOnd body 18 by an l ooua&. I do not wish to smoke . !l'ah a task % ratlnge whloh 1s wlthln Q1 a habit. not One must soo very small and eon rind to a BLU the body. lnrtoad of obeying it. than the organlo body. roluntarl1yr whioh one must relnroroe f'lght uhloh exists naturally. that oomnande Put baoh one in it8 what goes on* begin with. of bat being be born.whboh will It 1s the third the faotor- oonolllate make it and make tha equilibrium. rtruggle whloh oal18 the third "1" .ow oneself. It 10 other arplratlonr.atioa of a dlfformt &la* #a&t))tanee. Up. a third thing. a will whloh 1s opporad to a noad and areatos rtruggle. 011smust kr. It has world. %o nlgbt I was arleop. 'i2~ero la a oonfllot It 18 a struggle It belong8 ta a different between there 0r a differant the other two bodies - one wIshbe. naturn. is in the habit this la its med. The body 1s an animal. forno. oan a new polrlblllty of rmoklnng. train othsr It it aml m&o it obop. of ran. The pmyohio body knows sosmthlng other nsrda. from the other else* nhloh 1s 1s therefore something preolro and ONLY by rtrugglr my organlrm whloh relnfomer this stmggb. &oh one knowr hlmrolf it la hi8 interior thing. other deslrea. whioh ir the Master.

it to 8ee lf what men80 hao a real #memolmpo8sibl8 in the uoraire from this Others will whrt to ii. beaauro \ do not forgot tbt ‘A-w your aon i8 your ma&tar. wtit it How asn I oru8h thlr 18 aapablr of and I have awn of reaatiat a rook mrk Yr. &roe you hpve undaa%tood. . Therm axaml8~r IEuropc~ ubtrd. your head onl7. I beat blab vlolenar its I did not 8llow to go wbtIn7 on ita rlrsp bod7 lr. md 7ou will Ihd that two wcekr. 0. I arkyou now to m&e notes of all reaks. rhothor thir. again. was or ahonae. ha. It is dlrfiault diffioult for mo to rap&rata what I senre.i8hed amturhr %e e%oral#ol ago. I what from what l. It i8 tbr Then I told 7011to expoot nothing u8rolso whiah will find give 7ou undorrtnndhg. 1944 Umr.. will b&ore To undrrrtand. And For PO# he is my friend.I hate a four-7amr old 8on . to h&va l xperionae.11 x117 am.who had been bittfor me* He UPI by mo8qultoo# and who ~a8 in pain 8nd bog8n to ary and aall rufforlng before ad arglngr I want time to hir and booare ho wa8 orying ln myaolf? aftor md rufiering. YLr. they produao an In ay aase.a imaginary~ For cxamplr. nothing aould hevr bocn bettor. ouldler l i ahargo you with a oonmlrriar for hlmj flvo da7 for a 7ear* January 18.** l xerol~e.t?penr in four sm-41 70~ kt~ rat. ova glto 7ou l xpcrlanoe. foraor around 7 ouO foreign to 7oug It 18 porrlblo that when a man really evrnt it like thlr ro8l17 rlrher to rtruggls. ba8i8. Thankhk. Duboau: 18 trw. 0. wore l rtabl. I RSD sraklosd by my IQ~ .-47. it some after0 perhaps 7ou will real . u~78elf I even hed the to to SO* m788lf. oompanimm~ thlr will bo uroful for 7our rpeak about it"\@ere. porriblr to undentand 18 imk87 8nd what ir it 18 neoorrary to DO. n&t with I am very glad and work Sor a rook. 'lbey a8n OYOSI areata the mo8qultoo8. Ther8 an works.

you OM do it. able Rhsn ~aur prayer aan $0 u to pray to the Pmeidentr - . Pa How OM 1 know that for lnstanoo.you must never life. After You OM do nothing that.rdlp you muat learn never to idantliy~ do 0-0 .awreu: ambi)lm I would llko for If it hrlps to know rhethor the work ir world. 34Jan l gotlstr your feet. Another qwsttonoa llfs. it. Olvs yourself task and oarry even by lnartla. Or IOU s an glro on suoassdlng work.you may or may not. atmosphere. What gou have aoqulred through the work utunt not bo ueed In ordinary So long a~ you have to do with me. it right awry? lP it ii it is 8 ~aahr088. the work such things them for ordlmq but lnwa. am wry Q. you aan brp is a phgrlabl Or.. tning. Jolllngerr Can am be h&pad In work by prayar and how oan Mllr. may parhaps oomgrtlble with the Pomereut Qr No. YOui quo8 tlon the work? 1s abstract. Pomrreur Can one have ambition it outsldo Mr. Q: It Is surely from ouyldlty. Pt If you CM do It But if it oonsulou~ly. sks is not your Tour prayer gsu far tratfm wlth your thrso (aura) no frrthar as Aaerloa. oatsgorloal example.a dcrlre Mr.extraordinary gosslbllitlss . it lr You can only pray with Muit lntsrestr oentom* your thrso oentsrs. praysr.. you oan even kill someonee I havs given you this at present. but no automatic!. It a uonraiour asn be a physioal it out. thing. must kill 50 it tit 18 not nsorssary ugssts your to try serious and 4e8troy work . my dsclslon ie oon~olous? If I want money.P. to yourssli It as a tmk bo but you mustn’t oount . Pirat put yourself solidly on you oan do saneth+g. you Mt During outuss wardlq play a role. oompatbble with For l dvloet .in the oxtamal you with your ex8rol~s.. Qa power . and at the sams tiw 10 1s your oonomthan your you will bo an exarul8*.~a it.

Iu lnab&b the rtart~ prtially. animato or banlutc). You gain axgerlenoe and ohangr way of going about things. I rtthomomeatadl dootor. First you 40 many cxsrolses bet&e PlayZng 8 tUZ1s. For thir thsrs l rs dlrfarsnt the throw ooa201. ‘hi8 on8 oontor but with the You rurt 18 lmpart8ntt. ltmt is your aim . 111s were n& 0r thst mer your Thir 18 a n*tural You 00~14 von hpve done that &oh year you are older. only lr not an slm. Thlr ia whm-8 our I smtorytlrs4.but with jurt now lerver certain Hlgnstts: seen8 to me that am thinking at making without 'ha ruls r0-htr4 mo wondering. inwardly role worklnq. How OM one prr$ with ths three thing. D. OX~rOl808* a* 'I.Exmtly plsno. reaogplire th4t iuairisd. 1% sometlmer one oan't help urlng re8ultr of work. but a mesna* AC I w8ntQ4 more deflnlte 02 %erythlng oome8 in how not to ldentlfy. think. 1 oi my o&88 an4 how ditferontly 1 msnags it now rroa berore. osntors? ror the rake 0r thm three. ror thr It mOm0nt. l What I wlsb to tell l you 18 8omUMng thing. dlfrorent.Mile. br. . NOWyou that you srs 10 play a must 40 your sxsrolss and live aa bciors. . Homnar : impartial. Ahin t olearsr ~ometlmsa I suoose4 in reaahing a kin4 of thinklngwhioh ln whloh I underrtand msny more things* a8 one learn8 Can L 118s thlr? to pl*y the is md bigger. NOWyou must do a rerlour Lea=. / burn8 l lot oi . anything 7ou ZLke . you 88re l ln~r %ir ir i8p08ribib your pent l Otim8. lo nsasrra~ 10 \ ror ~8 to br lmw4l~ look &t maoh thing. mars praotirrd. weakno 1190. exerolres . (3. You em neoesaary praatloe. (tt futun.inwardly dlreotibna its tine. . Consider phllorophlring. to oonosntr@to not only with tocl an4 amao+ YOU om pray. thlr rork Oc I to&d ymu fra ~leotrlolty. work m4 you will Now your ala 18 not to ldmtiiy. Just 40 your of all. No one must notloc not to identiry.

that. begun 80 8oon. 08 you. YOU murt trurt no ana. Dz ir a dream.ner oa the t&la. You onn only do tha axeroher . P: 08 tit 1: have not the right patients. Donirrr 0: tog0 tbw* othera. !fhle rlnaerlty im&. you put la you l You murt bo rlncrere til your ear& with youraolf. but a long tlma. bavae~ t been l blr to remsni. 1944 . you have reclognlsed your a pin nothingness. You must thank nature rhlllppo hor a aria18 Ii that I hid this that orisir har begun.-- HI simple offort aated by F’or a rook Z. to ahange %omethlng. Perhaps you had an lllualm. bsaauae I have bran intoribut f don’t ruoosed in the results 1 have had. to aala you. give up* NOW If to praotise I take and Amerloan Ahen 1 night get PI well You must over thir orfris. My ray of reasoning feel dog8 When i don’t You have many like ln working. md that twiae a year. that have raothlng. on your hmule but the other dlHUO* Parhaps you have nothing Lot him imagine ltr inaid@. i)UrdjlorP I oannot help in Frana@. youa As “Mr. even tha of an hour. doing anything deflnl te. January 16. He will U you are rinoera l lt with mother. It ~OIIIOBlike Think only of the future. neither #l&tea. like 11 slnoerlty coizpatlble but with lr spontanbityO that they doa’t with go ‘hey oan go together. ploylng may aoquire Mine. lr it doalrable Spontaneity but with not oontrolled. I think a bout work. when your P different quollty and you may booome a platnl8t.or for a quarter to do my (~~arel~e. somet~mer make@ me think I tell myself nil thet thin all Ianft thir true. You muat not be rlnoero yourself. only aa a dootore on only Einglirh Mrne. you o(u1 make e real I wouldn’t it give it he deoisian to you.nor brother. thrr To be able to play tuner a dirlllurlonment. You oannot slpeot tnker 08 result pt.

justloe. honrty. Lua I You underrtand PeDc But now in my evsrydny mroltr I8 exterior we llie. natur. Luo. For the rake oi mcl If you try what YOU arm* yourmelt %J you In yourrelf m4 to. worklag Inwar4ly. n4 rrtiafaotiaa prodma to py mush nora later cm* Olatlmrd1g. ir honertt when you hate given yourrsli a orltsrlonr your word to do something and you hare done It. you will to another. Inwardly on0 &08 not Idmtli'y. dOnmn48. 00 one I ice1 doubtful of my monoyo about g oven though I gIv* away that I rant my llfo founded on ruoh prlnoipler my mema of livelihood G$ And nar. 0s ooul4 be purIiI@d. . tsnna impartiality and Intrlligenoe ha8 led mo to reoonsldsr 18 the relation of honesty. 0 ont eatmrnt . will you formulate that your question? one 5 what aan one fro1 There I8 a prlnolglc. whnt Ir your pur8tIont : LUOa %e ueralre v&i&& oonalrto in demanding of the body the \ 8ubrtmOe8 neaeraarg to bring to thq inos upreerlonr of goodassa. aaah of them the balanoo md partioularly what one taker honertyr and tit apd Ikmt one bstwoon giver In roturn f had mom satlrfaotlm mom whim I wa8 l arnlng la88 rltuntion - am embmwrrod now In a oomfortable ul4 eaq CI: I have already Luo : thmo quartrrr undrrrtood yam question. to ohmgo yourraM.p youa For thr am who is working. agolrt. life I have more and more to use triokn and that 01 %at You do thlr for them* I havr alrmdy raid now you mart br an absolute future rltrulrr. af giving arb It you will %t rmaln you will not be ablr aa8t make the rlorIfI4e your word that 00 ~‘promII)o. up to h%a In future You have two olusr. bat& two prInoIplrr. willhr1. you mu8t glrr tea-fold. l 000~4lag to what th0 8ItitIm ft you 08'. ho plays one's role. YOU Today you annnot give muoh to others. 01 Little honsrty. thnt you have l oertaln feeling of It I8 thlr feeling of ratlafaotion thim feeling? In yourrelf whloh show you you are hone8t.-81one. a good rgolrt.

till you. give mys ali my word aonoctminng -11 thhlngs. tha no you ouurot thing dll ir big be oarrird big thtigr easyj they are iar W&n it want it planar away md you axv only %t oonoomed with them from you all the time. It some. had you had money c oertaln you would ban Nature lr gone to a oaf. for the but ohanoer all the m6n who world. ~111 make it nrrersar. glro whether you or note Try 0-e about overgthIx& iwor+ pbout 8 mall thlnge llot i$. whatever happenBe ia an &broluta a lowtoin tlmo.i +lf 7 beoeuro a prmiyr gi’vau mu&’ $0 hold to and you murt h3arr d keopln(l it. to get will money will all ooma to you room all if it In another for his nature out 0tr Do you Raouroes a mcu-1~2 ir work. on oonrolour rplritr who ~111 arranp. I feel thr bat you ihave Just at this raid haa glum exxsrcisas* 1 feel in syaclf moment what epirlt a 1330 I murt in meb Wow I: undaratand what i must da. nature you need. .. givea him through Phillpps : oonscioua that he nesbs. you mWJt OOmer A mall wN& you do not Wow* UprOt thin& but If you do not p@rhaysm it ir aonnaotrd with many oth~rr franos.e for man who doer not mrk. time to pnue amall &In.nature WOIk* ir a rlstop6f ohrrlty. for oh@ bring8 your work aldoer neoersary I him what he har need of for even if you him it. . it my oost a mlllion aftar youra and that will thr ~pointm@nt rlrs I ~WS and 10 QO not it ir tin.\ am ne te. underrtand? For inrtanoe. nature you the cmdltions there 18 nothing spirits For ordinary %t iOr mm. ma more than kll ir. If wm ii they you have given your word to come and 8ee me at out you II. m If you need maney do nothing 0918. undertake WI6r) X mm t give up my “~)calo”* obllgstians. but having ncna c you 8tapd more lntelligant oond~tlona for than you) aho bnows bbOter your work1 and lf at ha@ and rorb de than you whloh are the beat oalls you work . cornrpand. not big whioh are too far Ot lhorr rrm in all ae* very simplyW it A man must II I law whloh fs rormulated aarer. Iith through oarrled a ohsin of otentr out. keep hia glvcln word.8 piaoer . T!Jro a mall thing that that yma are orpablo you oan do.p fdrdlaer to ahange ranethin~ Lf one #mall thing out. (To Siraone) evening.

affair8 andyou There i8 not one aapeat. hir (f: oneta affalrr mm *even* If lunoheon 3.18. men though for if all For instanoe. you un4ertake the 4etai. pepme l vary- abemd an4 never fail. fou muat dlreot all ovarything. 004. you will things of life you not do anything SRU8t fUkf%n In the ordinary tilyour . tlon the result OS dlreotlng ove&nw You nsgleot la bad. you have to do in the 1. with unetitudr. you morifioe your asaooiatiolu gou do well mt l verythiw ymr must be drawn to iho nffalr whloh oonrtituter your work. even think about them two or three weeka Think 0P everything. 18 a big thing. learn All to to do well do ovarything pre3mcc. you have nvon the six othprr the Zlrrt 8ven go well l utonmtioaUy~ in your life. loalng tlma~ Kith ruoh an Interior organimtlan.-. You nro here.. till If parallel with this.. ) but if “+P ior not Sulfilltng well ~8 obligatlonr It 3a a small it one underetnnds how one muat 4bot therr w time in life. you will will do them the mm If Lo not ma Just ampcat but s&van and all good. to supsrvlro emlet but that. are dlxector. a ma will naver go ran .- CMter dutier. be well& one asHot Fs nQt good. the obU@t’orget If you the 8ervlrg. one. aXl things wllr bl your at the tlae. way* @ml your aear one 18 oome up. thing. that Ootoilrr nothing forget0 even if you have l ffrlrs worth mlllioar. nothing rind Acaurtom yourrelf you will else. C. do one well. iihlngt You l f. alwayr You have the time. al80 do WU tuat whloh you have to 40 If ycu do not do well what you have well in ohuroh eltherr obli&atiti8 to do ln the I%&. Those you mwt worth mll)lone 00 well whlah .lou have to 40. you will in ohuroh. thou&t. reproaohod au dlreator.

30

I hare

aIrsad

armwer8d thla

quortion
teaoher

rha if

#QPOQ[~O a&ad

t&a in

mune thing. God, tbon your
1don.l.

I I)PLdk father,

ii

you do not lure your mother,
your

an Meal,

you do not belleve 70~ 81 m

~wi 8ex-w for

UC I have an ld @al, I have l lr87r longar abe 3~9~0 Chrirt
0:

bwn a Catholio.

T)ut I 20

In the I MO n7* Catholicism was very good, but not latterl7, they diluted eierythinz, In the

In the beginning

“ihey reamhod beginning it

for midday at two o~olock; -8 superior to the Orthodox the faith

rslfr$on

and

to all

wthera.

Qa I: oannot a: are no longer automatfoally~ mlllicns
im~O88ible.

Faaaptura

of my ohildhood. that
posslblllty.

That la not neoe8ssryr
a ohild,

You have lost

You and not ssaroh Mllllona
t'tli8

you are big nor*

You shr?uld have logla
God 18 impo8slblee with

1’0 have dlrsot nlih

eon taot with to have rslatlona

and
i8

of nonentities

Mr. God dlreot,

But you oan have a relntlon has thla 4hanged your interior

in thlr ideal

line.

ahat 7ou do hem,

for

lnst#noe,

- slnoe you took part

in our

conversat ims?
direUt8

(yes) (Yea)

Then porhapa you have uoniidenca Ben he can 8erve aa teacher met entirely.

in the person rho

here?
Q:
3:

in the meantime. I aant
ramthin a18e.

That doea not sntlsig ‘hen make a program* that
Tour

You do not kn m what you want. mother, him, this
teaOh6r oan

I wiuh
s8m8 a8

you to undeP8tmd
7our

neareurt - father,

ideal

in plane oi Ood.
relation8

The rem1 God, forget

Aa 7ou are,

you oan

never harr

uiap God.

Khan you hnvc gram,

could be, but you hOOVer an ideal
far,

are on0 among million8 1s naare8t

of naaentltles~
pn7

S(WntlmO, take &I M ideal
psr8Cn b8

and then 7ou am

to God , b8Oausa thir
and

alas,
there

thla idral
are annf

ha8 in turn &n id881
rtrgrr

80 cm, On to Ood.

OOd 18

beforo

7o1qreroh him, do not think another
ho who la

about Ifin.

Your ldwl to

uillba

70~ God. Later
Mao, dr 88lmmin1

you oan $,a
Qly

ideal* away* You ar8 too rrnall
abOV8

304 lr‘ptmh

too far

hare dlre~toontub

withhire

izErN+dl&8~

you oan bo

435~ God for yma* He ir a Ood rho in hir turn hu a God. It ir a ladder, there 0 arA

1.r l luaym romrthingabon~
you got your anamw by tha

&eh degroo (mu&
I am ohin.
to

lead8 you to aother

01 your timer dinotly, It

You 04tlnot pmy dIr*otly la f’rQm then He
mnLpulatr8

uod.

You ipugAu~ 80~ but you raato Uks a monk,
He ray8

that

pryohQpa&hy 0~888~ llbr thir
having

“Ood”r

(gerturer) rsoa,ivod

and sixty rnythingr

years later
me want& TUr your

ho perlcrhar like Ood direotly law axirts relf .

a dog d thout No one hu

every

IOWI Him, for You will dlreotIon, be your wxlr with

the 1~1 of oontacrte is 8 trlot.

evexyuhere~

look for your Jod vhsn you havr felt QI a good road, for inrtanoo Shr ir not &n3, but
396 through

guldod in the right ‘hen rhe will

by ?&me.dr be you?
prayrn

8rlamuur. firat

bhe will
your

rt@ge; you oan have oontaot

her) itrelf it

make all will tr

pnd good manifestation8 with prayer relative another and it the next rtwgs.

y&88 throuljh Then a thkd

her and that 8 tap axi finally like frcs

make oontaot that your

porulblc
a

~111 reaah the real in the country

Goda Lxaatly Fir8t
then

the telegraphy
Parir

marsage to a than to 9 rtatos

near Lyats~

to Lyonal

town, then to the village, take+ome Qa oa
(‘ihi

to your relative'8

house,d

ttir quration arkr
about

%juatioes”.

) W.ng in thr they go aaoordlng

You know “Juati@e”
fAin~8 are

i8 a big word - it’ is m big thlngr like miorobea,

world.

Obj88tiV8

not rmali

to law, aa the law hu will

l

oourtoaed

thaa to go.

~emWIIber; a8 you 801, lo yo$ and natiour. rhloh
thr

reap,
tlwt

‘ot thet

only

poop14

reap, but alao famillrr
OIL earth
22~4 rem&t8

It

QftBU

hppsnr

rhioh

h4pp4n4

OQBW from romething
oonverge on you,

-8

don4

bz & father ran, vary prrt
YOU in 2’09. YOUPBdf

or 1 grandfather.

ran or &rmdIt

it
grclrt

i8 you rho have to ra@ate hour for louj it

thr,
444114

llhir

lo not an inJurtla0,

ir

l

wl11 br a

nhiah

will allow to rrgulata
&f al8fortwa
th= for thi8 not

the

of your father,
youor, & iB youth, b+d, it It

grandfrtbrr,
n44111 that

grert-grm~ather~
IcJruQII4 OQ 4U’th

aoma to

brought

you Pnut
1OQk 4t

%4 urOt#&@X’

WhO lPUR#o

‘ICOU mU4t

4gQti8ti4&tJ.

You

4~4

a link

in

th4

dzrrir

of your blood.

Bo proud

I-436-

of i tS it the part,

b

an honor to be thlr

link. remmA

?he more you ma

dbllgod

to mpalr Auoored in Those

the more you ndllhrvr lhioh

of ooneo1enoe.

You till

remsmberln8 a11 that

you ham not 60030 I) you Ehould in the part, a to JUSTfCE have mortW.ad

thlnngr whloh you have done oontr*rj

your grmiVatbr.

Thus you OM have ten tFarts plorr remorea of oonroienoe rupm ities,
entire

and your worth will You hare respcmslbil-

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m th@ other the OBiIliOTl l oartain foap. You dog. om mumt doold. either ~11 or you rant nothing. for your happen or you ~111 parish YOU are a aouroa Of evil Lither YOU Ulll aea#e in YOU should not eXl8t a8 you are* nanrest end for l veryonrr to be 8Wh II soume in ardor to perS8hh Have aoquire a real It hat. you undemtood: A belt aad a h&t al80 . the i'lsld %thsr something will evbn make a olgar8tts.me ona old@. car md your fear. or &ou will be J.l hrV8P i8 fOU-fOur. enothw or drO88. under8t8nd em you You must Objsotivelg what opinion You amnot oan you have? or nothfng like thS You can do nothing. decide all Or nothing.8 negative ckf rtruggling amotion and prevents agalnat me from reri8tingr fear. 1s another You are not frightened? (NO) Then the fear flu-Pciw la nothing. YOU &I?@ a yOUIlie8re Your father nOnentltJa Wmt you firat ws alraadg merde. said about your Qbinlaa of 30 what OpiniM thir. world. (L new “JU8tlaONa rralnot it ha8 fantasy. ~4 u I auooadd in rems&erlng no longer of my8elf the alung. but the t&t it I oumot wu from reaorrb that Jiulu . to perish. must It Ir a11 ium@nation. 18 indlvlduulity. 1944 tried forget t0 foe1 ramo~80 Of OOn1018nO0. deoidr) lngnr88 romrthlng. to trm8fer If part into nothlngn88e.a hMar8 this Ot met but th8 fm gawk8 and dotwmino.rr8 prirhr iapOrtMtr Ii you If you dcoid8. po nothingnds. then 8i~pls. Aboulkert rcemorwv ovomhelm8 me* hanged hinmelf. f hat8 20. than after that thir your faar will quortion. the opinion I harm of wrslf.a hill Ymrtlnu of April Dr. Tblr 18 lib8 meul# Of liquidating your8d. &he all 8 deolde within of your nothingne88. you knew your this noth I h8va notfoti *mana It ir %ll or nothlngw.

Kn order real to axpsricnoe ail* 18 neacrrrary tranquility. repugnanoe toward younell. the mirtakss or remo1~0 of your @an mke eduoatorr. 0% YOU have When gsu feel be afraid thlz ~‘~.miona. .T 1 Her should ~ymor$o it Ot will. your childhood m&s you warthy 18 whrt You mwt aaquire for freedam % dear It ir not try thlr to beoomr a oandidate future thlr I l dr38 e and It is a very dlffioult If you wirh It. you\~ahould do the “1 am”. to have a future.lat of that in order to kill deprarsion. At You murt daatroy I hare felt remora@ in flasher timer. In the preaente for point the future. or relf and Mtred of your Cdl upcm prmtr. all thinga . On ono you give Iand you awoe cm the other.Iir. in the naao o? your future. pleasant. the inner manI Not only you . #rt I do not know how to make it Oomer hhan I look for the kind lntentlmally. but that ihe is not my fault. you a real will Self-love thin filthy You should rejoloe an lapulrre has awakened ln on osretnony with self-lover crgakut to ohan&& You must not rtand enemy* 1s your greatest arsaturs.but everybody. thing. all con. Dr. ldml of the you bar6 had. two or three It to awaken raI to remember Dr. litCrally+ your enemy. Aboulkert murt be doing the exorolrs ‘Ihe rorlah rrcqlyjl for ~QIIOFIO leadr I try ID. rbere it more you oxperima6 the more porsiblllty you have to a YOU tnuat ruooeed in bringing be6onwr hatred upbringing r’g3orae of oonrolenus of your mat. repamtlon for ‘3ne must punish 0nsselP meroilerrly xhe fooling of our pawnto. it rrlf-1~8. then you needn’t Only through that this impulse oan you trarr- of beoomlng more deprcrrsda oend your nothlngnnsas. 01 somathing ‘Ihe erfsot bet N-~cn ramor~e coma without tere qivem PI the derlrm 10 ier when it la mixed with hatred weights you dorm. A: One time wha to feel 1 felt it I wu nauseated. of true remora8 ir of youneli. h-80 roerythlngr your to halp you to baar the burda ymr parlit and to bwomo wrthy of it. to to find doprrrsim. X'WUOl'~. rner I do no8 reoapture thlr quality ht but ilnd that dopre#lo# relt-love . which will daotor..

SOUP tima One Ielf. find 8OmOthitiigj than rpr8kr a8 mah a8 you in 08nr you* as (Panntr?: YOU mut reaah whcce I haV6 have it. but told no me hae when JOU will hrlp give you* lrakad will? phyrio8. inIl@r 8xtama1. body. wlthout BOing not alp ualght. to nl’Ui1@#81y body if dO88 you lack. head.your word - a8 agalnrt the point thlr atar . 1 notioe run xharc away I have from I get 0: . We it 20 the Lt ir oppanits OS what your body is the habit mffer. don’t make eat anoughj be mngg4 bear your organirm paur8aelf oold wmtor* in WM. bodily YOM’ ff&V8 Not a mmtal autiering -k8 it tstk~8 goui’ part8 8et0n kbd~6f For 61ain#$ou work. again with WUting You muat do thlr with the threa amtor8. the Only laokod 1 buw force crnc thing driving this whioh oan the l’nr forks par8 1 havr that. &I YOU. ms I phyafoal You Or. ii%*.an idi. JOu a-0 Jour 8EIOtiOna 8tifW* &t8cl gOU hV&3 Ob8&WVd be yOUrr. lf pnrt been oi in the work. do it with WX’Oif88Blyr mke hmd it only.~r YOU b81i~cl ULI)) d0 trzi8. %at i8 l lro bad . rufferlnge 18 nea88aarye the one and only a Wikh two ff way to maLtc the form rumrir4* aan but the it. alway ulll. I *PI g&ad rnrtj you will QUQI 8ble work on ~ouc8olf1 to thi8 tiCtl by . gOV@PtI not.l ian suffer phyalaally.to hrlp aonraisnar aPrperi8nOti I. mua t. 8UtfW’. water. m6mllerrly 8uIne a8 dopros8tOn 1 WI8 bdmSw Etisvanr the mJT801f th8 doo tar. 1 8m eU8yiOiOUl of 9Wh48 YOU UI’e getting Ured to It automatioully. you. doa8nvt llko &or lnstanocl ao3rs. but Ot I no longer before.+ with hot water. of doing. aannot lf braoma you beam you mom your l oourtoaad to rCUUOP8~j it you your aBUti pa8trat@ autcmatla~ YOU ure it to the bwomar l oouetomsd. hhnst “hen 1 examine never work. yOU Undlrr8tOOd 8tMggill.

for Py. The sxsraise whioh oonaists of feeding bhiah is ti3e one that interests you most. If lt hilpe PI 08 you. toawako.aontlnu@~ Only you asn judge’. part. thinLing SO rn.6: with wish Very good sx*qple tsr fOUb Perhaps you ally know that psrsaa one part to ohm&e al gour@@lf . know that blow f hsvo understood.r@u. for lnstsnoo . %st is the osntsr gr your queetlcmr of gravlt~ your imer st8te. oa aonf ldrnoet P. of your rack? ths -1’ and the @@V(ILI PI breaths.@ad now 7~nr with sU f rollng~ You will have aontsat your ssntsrs. it is a f lxod ids&T I have understood how would I. but One by aier I muat f&e* 08 w ona*@ldsdr will find sornsozis rho fulfills asver find ths csonditians. gloom you most 1 don’t do thr in the @@me oondltians~ Both are inportsnt G& Chsnge the aonditiuns in whiah you do ths Ueral@e@+ set 00 ths and one wh. I)4 lot lf you think them 18 risk of its beaombq a fixed idea.~rou bsve bssn QLng in the time viee versa0 @side for rarkiog.the intelloatti and pioture them with part. you sr@ dew it psrt of ~oursolf~ How you begin have objeBtiv@ prtiuses a alsundwstsndlngr 00 cm until dth you oont8st with pur thrso ssatshs~ %tut oae is rnlg hystsrlr~ . breathing I am kttrr I hsvs notioed Should that uhen 1[w stoh 9 1 do thist able to remember myself. and this IIS about liime* Vera Wmal~ xa tall@ t&o rl$lt Or a q)aemM= or *st aoral up momt with rdlJ oi 7 breaths) WSJ to oaltimu Psrkps that I o&an Contime. Psrhsps you am ailal al* pu Perhaps you will 1f you osmot find suoh s gerscm~ T&s in otle psrsc~ with another two OF thraae md be in the iesllng Por.oh . in life Change the tlnu may make it to overaowe automatism+ 01s~ (lsks tb 1 am @u@plolou@ of suuatihlngl.

he have in our syaten tho faotors (organlem?) of fwtora. yloce.ng you to take faith4 In any uare. IO that muut be now in you. I advired Mnke room. put moither v. it? Chooic an Wctemal idoel. That 18 xmor80 bad 00n8almce. %han do it all the tima. 1 have felt something I): not ured to It For the fir& yet. t-Q In t:Air way you prepare nr *or ooms. for lnsturx~e~ &xnething which you are #~XVJ&bout and which 1s outside belief.0. good ‘Rasra La one part of me thtit I never summed in brInglag %i~ part cmly rwaksa up nnen I try an outside 01 to rcxnnembarmyself+ How wu-i I make it ad a shook. 3ut you are you havenrt pet anouap material. la mardo. Reli&ous How oan one dertroy “y P drfinlte faith. Kaokr intentionally result 0r a good future* Uithout things. You will lose nothIn& For it lr faire. Par this new feeling. f lx u new habl t. tine romething haa awakened in you. 08 are already thsre in ita foroe. writ ten upon. the moment ev~ythlng ror a xhowllre. you* If you are able to ourad and ~eali~s how muoh tlmo by your put. yourself. for Then liquidate thir or dsatroy it. will help you have lost. and replooing. In you all are already faire. br dlrgurted You are on the right that 0r road. like You must destroy gramaghcno one of and thsae insurlptionl rcmord~~. .nuaher You muat kill aomothlng in your6elJ.I)1 I have made a great idfOrt all week. %oner later l oeqthj. After that I till holo yau* %. 80 WI to orystalire a new faotor perham you hm another felellng ol alloh you are l JrI* there 18 one whloh you must you will have a reel aontaot l uooeed la dertr&ng rith rwbg. rscordr. appear? You have to make rodll a definite .

Lt lr not nj book. 7ou &ha in book) to to perruadr work am if thr nmttora. not It la tha fault of your mother and iathorb llis will &nobln~ dertrg thr rerults of thi8 that &en app@titBB upbrfaglng. ml11 8nawerb Zhs oondltlm with all 7au ad&err Ihan psrbapr *my dear the d&ails.. to oalllng @%ndSatbm” .944 Dr. it b hir Then it ir MP. Aboulkert week. m relred oonatently (31 It 18 by envy of othera. 8are oon8olou8. I I have notlood work. rer9eotfully. t&r 08&Rin iOr lOW thh¶#Jr beooma and 0: a 810~8 important plaor than before* 9aoplr. and it ti adoire whloh he L giving &a. J. ratlrrfiod fcrsling 1llj.a break hu You advlrad ahown me that me to make a break in I’ was 8orkinq jurt my work this to kssg mo I have a enou& urd subdue my nogatlvs of remrrej negatlvs smotlonsr emotlonr When I do not work. JOur Sault. ior In thlr room therm 1c1 twelve If 7ou wantsd to bring hem in two mom people. take up the whole of me+ For lnrtanoe.WI Rat will the new f-tar mtll hot l bnomalltler O& Coneoienooe ooming from the outsldr. Beelrebub’r.. 1. it would ba nooerrary tmo of the pro910 almady . January 2. DI grandamw in cnlJ for hir it . all the un~onrolour and l O m. la that “m7 dear him ho pleoo of ~vior~ ‘bat will get roourtomd he19 foue grandfather. at the mm8 tlmo oerkaln OOlr8B rtrmgor t8nd~Oi~8 urd dB8b88.8. partr of ona@l prermoeB 01 . Mm.q%ndrOn? 01 mothor Uorlrrbub will u9lail-i to JOUI Ar r0r rad# I glw0 7ou Berlrsbub. David: 70~ now JOU hat0 oaly or7ataliaad “hat rru t one do to follow all 6hoy tha adtic.

ona bl the other. Parhpm Uttla you era in that 8ituatlim.: quits dU’fcrent. another some8 in. 8eion . til mom&a when you Lou boon u you should diva borne of remor80D I hmo notioed I aa rorklng. tlllng. It) !Fh. Leacurt Monalrur - UK It 1s n lcq Lr work. thing In life. you make room* fn th.fAke twinge whloh oouldnt to.jh your lifs. 4.. quits apart from the pulses felt and !lM. th. that You mmembsr and at the a am tlnm hnva n fr*ling Solangm: rmKoro0 thnn now thw I: ured to hmr r@onger foelingr af I had violent frelingsl 7eu usrd now thcr ma to mnke rlem int01100tuil* 08 It 1 judg0 9 utiaar 58 qNit* 8 rl#plr but f don't feel u I ured to fml. ioraer tilmo now rino* I *a8 Jurdjleff. thera are 801110 rpealal munI for srperimolng ua hnvm’t PzLnk of all remor4b.~~~ in you hma’dms .b one muat be no oarpronrlrr. Ckrrdjiaif by little gooa out. for that.-08go out while mother @by hnva their mrk prmn there wisher to aoma in. ow whether E’ be aonprlvd feeling. You don’t need to think For instanoe. ht oan halp you for your future* this feeling oomel at a moment when i M doing aQImthing with people and ann't rtop whnt 1 am ~Aoing. oom to PO. eye on the door. This 38 something you shake hands with when f mburg hot 0: Bet are quite difiertnt.r week them tarts a oertaln of mysslf whloh 1 have nr)tm of wr*lf that usually to do with till I don’t now. I found mymslP thlar reek in a rl tuatlon I felt only I soul f l where I dmuld hato t mnor~e but in faot t6 %ho real rllrrtrt .lr tastr want It to 80 lr dlrdpated I don@t’know what loat but help me go further. land* Zubrrr %rlt the right rpcaking about You must play n role. md whlah me to bo in a part broawe X am never in.7 rro rtopped. UI YOU mum stop all t things and do Inwardly whet haa to be done for pour work and &at ‘I.

How you 800 fly l lephukt if batter a+ an elephant* a: I M wondering l lre L rhould ruitod keep m with the work I M dolikm 01 tmko up romething an alm in UPe.pty man* for ml8 me i8 beoaU8e you are WptJ.88I’d6.rOn li BU8t ho 18 th8 WZ’8t 8rbiEl& it h8 18 . 8.8: 8886nb. there your plmo relationship father and your tb8e your Ill&e. a OOrbin father 1OY. 8bssnt for from I oan tell For you the taught age.r gatlon I never 08n L ure 0.d to hata _- YJ advior &LY doing your 18 do 8omethlng lt P’C@IQto Ihe quite 1088 without pP8 any oonnn&&&~-'With y’our 8PtilliilVd again pe8tor A nW po881bilttp th0 of doing 0el-y pO8t thl8 more* thing for aart JOUe to loum for OacIOP 18 0o1npromi808. OUt8l’ llio fEl 11f8 OZle OIDll You rurt but with work there ara none. father hi8 bd.ro God qW8tiCIO oan enter fPtheI'. about myself.I have little knorleidgo 88~8olally of nq inr88t1- knon how to be oertain to know lf 8 thing What mcana of oomer from low you mro @xilorophlsljl& 18 Neoeeeary l m. 1844 of my8elf. mo or nott be&n from earnothing not 8taI-t G111. You ham that* Und8r bhhar the not thi8 father dim. hven raotorf4 You were not You did were that cm your of a real eduoationL flrrt. YOU I 8houl. l 8tabllah a real down all &alp with fratorr fdhaPe uuboayl In But lit al8 rnthar 18 MWoDpthJ - low? the lOWc8t -8 a& li. That 18 the way you are by nature. (fl withrhnt work. 18 8 NOW thl8 . the the future* you to q oapaoltler~ now. a. up to in.--64from nr and ily 48 a fly froill l nQ elephant.8 him rho 88tO(lPLI hi8 wh. rPorrg 8011)you boocmo l&k8 that* meogai@e your obll~tloa. r8al. rprlngr yourrelf from whlah How take 88 a task you. therm upbringing.~0 $8 a bW* You don’t t@Ue know why he YOUI’ 88 OF8atrd YOU 018 l Xi8tC!Q@8 . and begin\ P’ebruary all ovec &+a. hla you TOW mart be thm with tp put relatlfm* 18 JOW God* %d 8&Qh nmnI.

~atlons.. you a8 rith Thlr dlffloiilt ohmgol.youndr TJhe ground haa to phllo8ophire. you m8t nil I*. outrmdlp play a roler inner traedon. Mm. After that.r lCI. with eaoh man You you murt play a rolei 9~ maalca eaoh person ycrur slaver do not do what you lllm. one haa to be aura of what onr ir 00 You divldo you murt JourseU in two parta. Yerhapr later your but i&mfather ~111 orno to see how evoqthlng beaome your rlavej even Ood OM beoou will your l lavea Dal1801 SO at present should not do aat pour ~0aks~h WC like. 01 POUbye fi you rot%. 8ever1 aapeota. Oillb I t lot it be EJO but inwardly 0 your exlatcnor.r wealam~e~ l You murt be ~~erailam~ omecmo slur? Den1r. obllgetlon. right. bveqone* at ir the IIMPO time you play a role with him outwardly. If he ia the you murt of men in the eysr of l er~ons. he llker you to rlt m hlr If at another moment he prefers role. In iutufa. Towards one* 8 father. DI 01 but what he likcss. With eeoh perron a d2rferQnt tlonsr You aaourtom yourself’ to fulfill obllga- Xt 2s one of the aspeota of the future After. Subjeatlta role. . inwardly is it an 3.m-m ob o4ter oblfgatlon? tit I said aat you have objeotive obll. Firat prepare oi a free man+ IVot neasrrmy the .. for you can go ar you llker your cgoimn. teak non ir to aoqulre the starting told you* point for going it And for that you have to do what t have Try to undorrtand If it Y&at doer to play a role? gltea h2m plea~ura~ in a broader aenao. xwlatlonshlp ml yarr You have to JSBT h2m for But in orclor to eskbllrh a right ons8elf.n to oadort at 08 b arm rgeakltq of ourrsl+ea this moment. the oppor2to. do it. you muat LIO tinre L~OU adry t0 not Cuporlre If the objut with ir 7ou. meen. gas. with romeone. at fhb brgianing. id=Your tiryI iurtbbr.-66to hlmr lowest And he 2s atmremble fer your llfo ln mother uarld. %ks all This ir kwwdly things aa you muat not your guide. rit Do everything on his that right.

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