This action might not be possible to undo. Are you sure you want to continue?
happen8 in my work*
got 8 better
of my effortr to met myroll
hours of work by the olook. Anrrerr
llm t oomea from
I got no m8ult.
in which you
out, YOU mul
You are enolormd in it4
Oth8r8. Take a mw
You began with work on 7our parant8. one, the 88118 one on the nolghbor,
You aunt ohanga your tuk. no nnttrr who, a11
YOU. You murt work for
the aim of bring
to h8lp them.
Thir alone ~111 rtrugglr a partloular
Z uoe that 700. oome8 to
both have a very bad pelt, to thp iore. order,
the old material
2h.t ID 'Ihy you oan do nothing. to law,
th@FO 81, -7
8hOUM r8a8mAr8 you*
I oould Pea88UJW you Uf3UplOtOly~ hrt
Qr (‘ILro klndr
To get out oi thlr
and 80 negatltr.
Can 1 make ~88 ai
~1 No, jou aunt work on 7ourmlf.
hroe alwyr llrrd. iw what f ray* %th to reaoh a new atage.
the l ,(folrm in whloh 7ou
It ir naoerraq now
Ohmgo your tark,
of you are m thewy
to the aare de Lyon, but you
You are both at
go bg dlffwent
one by London md onr b7 the OPeraa
about the 8ame dirtanoo.
Qf do nothing for
I ume my power1e8moa8 and rpr oowardloer
I aan ray nothing olwrlr.
&oa\uO my ?Mp
or not, bu iI 'I~,(ianot&l.alk!why
anythbg p3r86%ie JOU aU'IOt
18 n I' Olb8Fr 4
1 hal8 a ,#8n8atiQn Of
Y6u oannot ry
or do anyttLLng for
You do not NOrk With
7GWln8md ter for
what he nUd8e
Wi play four rele.
apeak’ 01 hs Qe8,
80 a8 not to
You mart 8oqulro
to do thir,
Flay a rol8.
I tell to etoryoas
deoome double. vhloh you felt
&or the preront
as ~vofsoor~ that
you, you omnot that
do m(~r8~ Love of your aoighborj
18 tha WAY. Bpiql
one ha8 thlr de8lr0.
4: Brom the boglnnlng
of the work,
18 the IP, fairs
always the 8-0
in a dlfferrnt Eyerythlng
You mast overoomo
of the opinion
orlrlr. of onrrelf,
love of onrrelf, uprlde
18 liar. ha8 8ron turnwl down ln me by the aeroolr the work, bar made it heavy orrt
Q# Everything ln all my
- _ _-._
It ha8 taken army the joy 1 foe1 llkr
a donkey pulling
up a hill.
la beoeure in you are other
mho always mlxor the rime oolourr
18 never 8ny md.
Bhen he puts red in, Q: &en I try lblr
it ohanger svery'thlngr
uerolro ha8 made +e fed
You murt oontinuo.
romething whioh i8 new for point me; aid
to do it
and put my attention
8ae that no88 ad tbn I.
of it, hotter.
I have a ronration
'Ihi ropall point
of my nothlag18 greater
I eoaa to underrixnd (fr
you in every-
It 18 oalled you will I h8n
toward onet8011. point, in the artl8tlo with exterior
You mwt doltroy type whloh liver thlnkr
master of thlr
that you are 8tronger it foal8
pnd it 18
no oonfldmom only 18 wouplod not lnrldo, they know. &8olut8ly
ln the lmaglnu-id l %perlanoar~ of r81~11~ aU
ha8 idea8 behind it8 hoad, not lnaido, autrida, not ln itrelfo Do not trurt nooerra~
but in remllty
It 11~08 only an thm know nothing
and lmag!.na that parts of yourmlfr
88nl8 tlrw in l vmrythlng
you do, la l nry
You am ml sal#ty
I will the earth, Of th. to enter
In Our solar
rmanets from the run end the pknotr,
in thm fame way @# there
making oontaat thearelvrr All Highart into aonteot
And tbbee polntr
- the Absolute. If with
a nrterialltod thereby
lmago In our l tmorphere.
poop10 oould have enough line 0; like Yea. the
oonoantretlon rubrtanoej telephoner
Image, they rould rsoelve
in humen fozm?
in touoh with thlr Ipyge, and l reati Q: If someone puts hlmrslf person OM put hlmaslf In touah rlth him, and a third and a fourth, oan they
all reaeiva 0; touohrlth bottom
IIppget reven psrrons oan oonosntratr anough to put themaelvsa
by the line
image, they oan oommnloate , at any dirtanoe,
them and the reven form one.
They oon help woh other.
that one underrtands
Is only by explaining onerelf 48 sompletoly.
to kncm if
the image of a saint,
get me what I wrtloularly 0: You think mything aerr life. like nou.
You have not bhe menn8 of
matsrlal1ci.q have deoldedr mat in ordinaq
For the present the other
take a tark
of auto-ruggertlon, to it what you
80 that one part
and repeatr the fir& 'lb
lr a rerle8
of rrvon ueralres
for the ruooo8slvo the emotionit
af the 8ave1 aeatore.
the brain, other,
the one uhlah ooattr
(The hoad ir, ~,,luxurye) lo neoa#aaTf lr
Thlr l oralro
but tbm aal~ one rMoh
0014, tha on. willoh you met
Bald out fixedly
both arm# hori8oatall.g
at an aurl
me. Suffer by your dafestr. hsd pupil l oould stay for moving arm6 ane arati- sor other Qr thlngr he was nothingnoes.it 18 nothing. Whllo fft oheap. "I8 l b servlae. be with point then ar knoer. vol. An snolent I sse ~lthout suffering.) "1". as an obligation. There are two qualities love of the resl sslf-love a man oan do nothing. lmposrlble aurrer This to areate m-0 lr l ufiorlng. imkes the fire in your asments. orystaUse8.uatary will whloh never be snything. had tlm sensation exarolse of "I'. understood he osn love m8** me. 18 there. l does not interest Do the exerolse Results will Qr 01 learn to. sn impulse. oontlnue. that Divide your l ttMtiOn exactly batrsen point and am. rhioh aooks. Without it 1s lmpo88lbla for Eilndu saying . thing. in pm Remind yoursalr . er* metor Tuenty-five raoh position. so oooupisd down. snd do not You are speak of "I". J. drh impossible It in my chest.mpkr One mU8t prepare. You are not . mu8t knOWWhat wlllmaks ona and when it Only you asn prapere. therr ax-s no l rroolatlons. to move. Q1 5 have dons thir doing It. I had aohlng shoulders. str fire.a point You will you will b&ore find JOU. it 1s 8nfthing.or few- 4100 1.just is a musolo whlah oantraatr mu80ularr till I felt "I" Continue. DCES. Do not philosophlre. myself apart. The other. use ol it. You oanriot have l1". a hard borrtir foru When I. there without report One needs flro. I feel la real. P olored more wlthln myself. It 1s vary axpensive thing. to make suah efforts to overaome. 1: have worked Without srpeolally on 88lr-lOV0. e hours without roveral timer a dy . standing. but a8 if I were before door. One 18 a dirty thlr. Today it 18 only not for result8 rsrvlcs* Only that (llks oome later. Cl: What should I do? in hsblt of using this aantsr . Q: Ot 0r sslf-love. for rork. rrpa &se. egoi-* pride. and poaltlon minutes OS arms* no plaoe for us this sitting them. only you know what makes Lou suitor. Xt 18 not one door but msny dOOr8o You must open caoh door. r6alll "II.%H~PJ 1s km who loves that no me hu himself.
oontinually interrupting ordlnacf oooupmtlma would l . Of n0 htW18te hudkerahlrf n8tum . Inrtead or aooumulatlng Then one muat ohmgo the way of working. you to work by m&king all the rert dl&i8t. Sslrmnt l var %meuaa you do not work.b@gin Q&. ior QIO the. this emptlaers. la the 8411~~ lobody 01 on4 mu8t try LI there . to keep OonBtantly during one hour. untippy. uhloh vklu rhen you are 81th other people. one ir hlthout ~epar08 rtiierlng there 18 nothing. work.\ I/ niahs. . ior by &I ma u aonoQioU8.to keep a little allow anergye to taka the habit. nature. QI oanturie#.it 1s never any work i# empty. thicl laok. it the l xorolrer not 80* cot you to koap the onerg but I IO@ it hmdkorohlel.nobody maker the dffort. Even work do 18 oome out of this diroomfort. UI obligation. an animP but rrnddr to nature gltrn during you. @hm it Our aim lr wring )so have lt out. No further what lr life. yeare. 8 long time. with you. on018 body @gain. dlrtorteful to me* iherr . Swmo the orgnnia rlthout reneatial oi One'0 I thought la the body. nothing. The OolltAet of ono(8 bearu)o dll remind you.lt's a ordain ororslng you nmke. you om That lr why with to NtJwer thorn 8Ol0~8 your oonrolanoo you mwt prepare nour:rhmr l neogmqmy. debt.Em m mmY!fHItiQ Remain wart.iul"-' the more you will . %%i.a drop. Q. ii!'1 in your pooket? Aha bhngr ltimt you* Roll. them i# no nora rufiorlng. 18 d~.~oo\usulatod d ay8. indirlduallty. at the point perhnpr will give rmmulfa. oonotantly bo utprarred a rlarrtlon you lndepl#mt. 8 drop . p‘oogaa. You muat The food you eat rhloh You ~VO your my for oormlc oub8t8noea.l. The more you work. everything I*VO arrived where I am vrry 18 dl8t@8tOfUi t0 Sk8. it iy6rgmlor It %la l arrtian 10 romething l anot lntollaotunlly. months.of ths alm. put am your rkin. Work . of mo8olf. a drop. psrrm Tonight oamnot osrry it everything YOU must make ths effort younelf.yp Ox And that lnt l meto renl mU8t l mnged~5ks that well " ? am p$ad. nothing between ua whrn we are together alone. to repay by oonfor uhat rha tir Do not eat lllp your mother.
l WOrkMn. whom you 801. derlnlte. I month you* Oet to work at you will to being P nonentity. then. do 8Ut the habit IOl-ning” doing you work thm at the fn thf8 8um 8Py gOOd!6Ol'ning. ln Jotie or rllltmalr~~ Be 18 nothing. SC ror me* I give I am very people often oredlt them. and you look away8 it at him 1onpr.e later rlrq8 when I krmw thorn better. You don’t WrJ. you believe in thlr After a while I?0 uttrr wltln the lark fall8 and you 8ae that ho reprerefntr they UPO the 8ame mm-do a malk. work. reelng it too late. to r8oognlss b8 p8oplr. l bl8 t0 1mpartlAllty at the attmtim.nothing. be able mro. UhM order nothfngnerr QfUcrdiCXC make8 a um8k. YOU lRU8t fir8t prepW’0 JOUrsblf to 8W rsollty. 1943 o? othorr. without mrtlolpatlng. grandfather h8 him8Qlf hr lr wa8 llka t~&WO8Wt8 that. tiath8r not or a senatoo. l you 8eQ people. rork he up with At the present. llO8k. value identifying fnttrPiOrly~ in r8rIIembbr what to ohmge that Rork. work and agaln work. Khllr waiting. you have l%y *Qood t0 keep reoognlre of ~8 your nonisntltyne88. If my. porrrrs) *hAt ad dooelvrd for in my opinion thby only 18 b&d l I qu&lltlar I ame it do not $or the people I don't would ursful who do po88a.Thurrday. yourrelf Cole. in&? romethlng doing. know how to dsteot like to hmvo l mean8 hypoorlry of judging and I'm people 1 and rcaognlalng who oan bo to me and who 18 1~01888. Vdn ii life ho ir that only hi8 the oombinatimr father wa8 llko of thl8. time hterlorly. If 8 yourroll. &it you lau8t DO everything play and l l rootly your PIJ you aru aaaustomal without 18 . l you 80~ that the merda Will 8 you are he 18 not kaep hi8 lar8k. play a role utorlorly. It'8 nothing. Ourdjieff z YOU OUtnOt. l8 8-e 8hoW through. Odf md ha profltr froa hat Only nOthingCnr88. $ulp 1. 80 that he is metie like ln o day. uefrb doing hero and then you'll 8V8Fym8 l8 lib YOU8 nothing. raator Xl8 it. BIOlQt. l l8 a are the l rarwhleh oolonrl. or a year not br a nonontlty. imr undor8tood hi8 nothingnrrr and haI not a nathlng rho . king8 alWay Ill & Oerth3 know anything.
porltlm. obllgatlonej to ahmga itic still put X’hat men lr anothor quality of merdet with mcrde but it everything toward has not the #ame odour. to know if pay no attention or on the oontrary 3uy a llttlc follow Do nothing a bout all notebook. nay what But aa aa you Make a note. fantary.you notlood It anything. But Perhapa lt &HJ if do your reoordr nothing beion.~- -7- worked on himelf "rosoaw. on what it it. Aoaordlng to the rerult. end oomrmln(r I have notloeI>. know* Sometimer inatlnot I will rprak independent for you. I had done what it told I** would ham barn hotter o~dji0rr. It. a aolonel. will #peak afterward. Sin1 aftonard. omtrarya 10 8hrli LOO* You it' l but perhaps It's the Pwhapr gltmn payohopabhio. thing. I me* I would it makm aotod and afterward ee the voles lr to it that. It ~ollooman. aontlnue ruggertiblllty. low psrhapr we dll an exeraias. $8 a wry Parhapr lt’r f #hall that. I don't are doing. rhlah ore&e@ there obnormalltier. l otlng told alwaya right. everything whethor one ir lm l aoldental or the aomer Interiorly. It lr Fork. work are nothings a gamral. lnstinot 8111 pave Write dorm. n reoord. and is always the a. 1900rdm. lhat fro100 18 your instlnatj but It lr ram. lataly think before . .Lfor mettbra. You nro nothing. Beforr It ir nnthunatloaUy. and be aurn thkt all rho do not lie ir all In life work like you.oooupations. there am exterior the nyor In llf e. X heard what It othamlse i rhould l 8aldr but without I l volae told me what I had to do. an lntrx$or a long that very often. I do not rimh to believe IOU rpeak anything rxoept '%a the iaOt0 by thm (statlrtlpuo)r rubjootltrlyb . aatually. thing. but do nothing.aonralour labour time lo able to ohangr the interior voluntary rufferlng. they oort nothing. if that. Exterior 31~: very different peroeload I have like mom? Ourdjitffr everything thlngr. 1. it . things1 but ha also ia nothing. ldloay. OM appear through that you ham true find gimr t?UrdjhffJ the aonsalousness. lnr tinot. I till But to write have to do it (roallrar).ame Only aonsaloum thing8 do not ohange the lnterlor . will somtirr rhow that.
tlno One murt work only tb for thr work. rat for In thr the rark. Sunday. Thrt 10 one thing. rend the to Uaa derl1 &l1 othw Lur thoughtrj The fooling fi you mix thorn . not for OS the lntsrior l work fog exterior irn@t l ohool. told you. On@murt never mix matter@* work. rramt It rhloh sarnlng money.nory liio. the unoalledl arida Othw. Hot yet. Lua nothingnera. rend them to the dooil. I hove never hard the aour4 of your I know your voloe in lUo. you should not umI Yrldey. ‘ihe effort dorr not pa~lyre today z murt 0180 army ir doubledc ikaat ahall I the iron nawntltynrrr~ of nullity do ao that thlr with exterior me. Do not yet use You are nt You would life lr begun to work. I: 69 plot dwo* . la oonoemedr aollar of thlr feeling lffm? it rbar of all rotion md’buaynare. aythlng iho tvtat oi the timeI Qurdjirif to thm devil. Duntt part 0r one’s raking thin@. Xer 46 yau knor thmt? Memu. zho other ideas. If. It lr make a crommat pryahopathy. lnm &utonrl.objratito I 40 not know. dosm not interfere Gurdjlerf~ third rlx Do aa I hats l lrsady I tats. iIx a time: Make m rpeolal and tomorrow batween 10 free to drive 11 o’olmk.tls Ourdjlcrlf and thrrefore I drrtmotirm. imped. I had to make an afiort to do I given thing. more lively.aatlon before. you do what you l&km. to An (or Au?). Lu: f trg to maintain the ieellng thr futility 0r nonantltJa0ar md r0luntprJ . away the feel&q &e la no longer Putarlde of me)8 ffurdji@rrr when youhadn~t the results your new atate. the work. ir Mioh oome8 by itself. ~e&nsud&y. And do aa you did before. toioo. for life. to me? Ant Ant bu’b got hrco in our oirolo~ CM you ry I hav*att worled mmagh ye8 t68rk a ~~rtioar Our4Jlef~. one will oi nullity. ordi. like know I gmrt mother thikqe ahild.
to ~0u.f.. lb to play Liie is a thutxw whore IVO~J mh p&70 a robr he. w only ir (I good l otor who lr able to rmnembrr himralf and omraiourly p-1 hir ml. yertordayr tellr (gmcrl de ~alsmmn Qurdjioff what quertlom An. being An1 I rlrh to profit four role throrettoally. Ourajlsffa ounljieff bo m aator ir Ball. Yorh8pr you are not yet frro. Qurdjidtt Yor llf@J ii t %nnot rve~mo f" alatrr? havaa't mar rlwoo. I am kind to her. nothlngrrrrrrr Dre Wm etrrythlxq @gotirtloill~ for yrol. no mttrr what it rnw bat role one mUrt play? Ana hat how doe8 a10 know the ourdjlsff I you rprak with %urrik . SO tha rho baoonor my I&&toa Interiorly good to othorr. you u-o the rlavo / &ply 8.ourd j1err I hi xha you do have l quatim. rho lr morda for END* %s likrr poop10 to k&u her hrnd. &teriorly I rant to kmalt her.you know who rhe ia. 130t t0a8x. tomorrow another polo. equal? YOU hub f0~ 0p~ -a x tro. a role l a real rotor ia 1iro. tint rho likoa. I p&y ry role.. how me mtut bo with her. bar arkad her) 2 Ho rho work8 beoower mn wtor. then. kteriorly rho is nothing for me.r Your Abt tmk but rory quiokly you forget a& JQU ruturn will be to ramubor loaqpr* ir it Whmt good to hvo Qurdjldir 09 mmOna* Dr* Ab. sol1 then do it. day they ohngo It. AXU I don't auoood in Qurdjlatfa that. A don** roaot. Wovore H9 io it porrlbloi . I do it boomum rho liker hub I dm't a0 1t. TodaJ al* Ml.
to br pm1 ln your work try ma& thOr. ll. Tharo you h8ro good ground for being-work. if no me l rklng mrrer a quartian. to ohangd ~tioor If h8 uk8 8 quutim X0-u wderrtmd. not ba behind I d8 not rho &8k8 1.11* At the moaart Maa you feel 18 ZiOO. Thur8dny.8 lnvlrlbbl.T.Xlg ~gOti8tieal~ On. the othsr8): 1 I 88 that W88 B1ald8 Who Wa8 there. a real thi8 a rugerlor rut. but it ir her 8i8t8re *rb jU& (To Mm. You ray theh the work hu 8 mordri thanks it. Ajto2w8rd b8 I oomglata r. both ?or thorn md for you* There no other jurtloo. good for you ask one trloh lrlte aak8 lt an ut8vor uy to fonuulat8. l'218n It will be good. Thank8 to the wrk and voluntary 41 At prersnt you am no lmger ObjWtlVOly obllg8 to OQI- rufferingr our dog8 YOU ds88rVl. hi8 qud8tj10nl L+ rsat of 8.'8 -F over othorr? fhWdjisffi %dy YOU da it UnOOn801OU81t~ trJ t0 da it 18 OOll8OiOU817.)J Now after 8aw &at over then. ubo 18 in kltohdne rlth ad Bq oom88 bask. (&bile J. 8itting 8nd At 8wa t0 t&M8 P. know hlm yet.88837 fOF far. ClUldd$df 8itS 8nd m8d ltrftsrwud. 8n 8verybotQ. Hr. to take OUrd~isff the 18 WritLng th. ahangrd you* rolow labourr Dr. 1 thOU&frt BUrY YOU WhO ‘IR8 (n.-lo- wall-balng 02 IM 18 that wsry~na ba hia 81avo8.+ the holiday8 her expression your rlrtor look8 mom like it it you* WI flrrt right. the mark* you th8t or* 4. 19&i OppO8it@ mO+ v. @Wdj%OffJ (a0 lOOk# at . Dlatrlat demn$r Attorney.8pttu!Ib8r 16. lind thOrU in ax9 8tlll your OF&r ao'29 t0 8tn\g&8 l &rl8t man) it'8 OODf118t for btoomo dog8 ln a real good 8Oil. U8 to u88 oth8r8 for our 8nd8. hlnl.e NOV JOU You are lo Nor.J’ I h8d ahanged..)t OppO8ite. 8itting 0Y.. BUt rhouldn't -8 (tiV* U&BU8i. bh he lr faoing 8UbjMbtlvilf 1110)1 do not8ee good for him hm 81~3 108~~10% rkr an an8vsr that vi11 . Tod8y you parm ' Ourdjleifr am M ordinary you will dOgI. Uau8lly you 81p@ 8lU878 l lttlng in a good poritlon to bcnrflte at tb8 8id. ax.
perron ha8 aa aotiv~tle8 ha8 am romotimes vary l brorblng. rould to md yau think 7ou will when you #oe that ulth him. yet drunk any l loohel.4 aOOOnrpli8h One'8 ta8ke uno~s ata ruaoesding. 4onrol. the rnargy* for r8aaon. 'I% tuk lib prron 18 o# tua partrl ohor=. You arat U81 ths pri3sparatlon a very good oomblnapeX'8On t0 prepare &LO tim6 when you aI'0 not 8@slng th. for onefr Bow 0111 me keep.ng ray la the alr %m”. You breaths "I ~4".you aooomplirh thr with whom yclu ha& t2aa other you pmpll~ . tark? in the l brmor of that perlaa. 8ad you think you aeuuaulate enorgy in your battery thlr 4n4rgya You r4yresrnt that to yourlielf perron tha per8m with you will what whom you are working more oonoentratod. youraeU* lnooearo raying YOU 8V How to 7our ri8h prepare? . but ln tb One docmtt on0 8~8 that of +e dq. 1800 franor tb Have you urlttm Jar Sir. already 8omeoner bottle. 8horr mm7 a8peat8 It your interlOr. mU8t ooumo 8.On an objeat.nth8 in flrrt. of bem formlatrcl. To a aertaln Spcciallrt? on them&y Ita In rhloh oao you have enlightened me greatly degree. elrmntr you breath4 %en you oi u8i. your quortlon. f&a0 neoerrarg ItioWOM one put 8OmOthing in it8 it 18 a very lmportcint thlnnqe that plaae? You havr permonr you &err 13urdjleffa ohosan a t&8k toward E'J8t be paU8e8m haven’t CnOUgh It In general.fPLtlt.It 18 a rule 8lt tbt bar not ret @orrxanxpla. eaplakr him l&oOa firnob Abr ta8k I have jurt aOmpO8ed mid.you otm oonralourly it by vha for omtaot "I alla". one's tark and aftwnrd the OhO8On for the day fir0 boon anpty. one half oi the tark. You oan only do one thing with that perbone oon8oiou8ly. br havr aom oontaat go that you have done la rovan hlaea. 3omeona~ But you are not alwaya with 18 iPagO88ibh For thi8 to rork a11 the tlme. You Oan lnoreara You sayI to yourrelfr 'X". Bara it ir: new peoplo rhould it hare. you vlll what do in oao* Aad now8 dootor. he haantt lt oortr *. 18ntt my . of your It’s should go to your t&8k and half tion. for Aloohol bnowlng opsar.ourly with all 8om the l otive of the air. aloohol 18 very fZ+pOrtmt too muoh. md i.
I do not got nervous with hk. de Salpunn: (Sllalor)r SI: raet t&t I have notloed better.l~ay. it fsalll trtrr my exterior work givar ao a bettrr With hfml and then I do nd mrdjletf! Ihr l*rt identify nl th him. you All for time ir 0110 LOU think. alpw& like hlr that. anything (rpealal) dp the w&f. I rhall glvr in order to that you may ropeat tbir. Mr. helplug I OUTIevm t rap do you belleve a nn Uoork that lirtan 1 ham roan likr Qudjleff that Brother.rsrlously. you a tow to aould help you ~180 to ooatinua that him for How.att that. 8aJ one HO. do. %at ir not a irea. tie hlr time. iturdjloff raya. it lika la one year what you would have perhi& Jat work wsll. xel. Don’t rometimer he war far hlr time for that1 How did ho aak hlr away . roll to what hr I&JO* roll. you are helping that l It he oontinusr him egotlrtloally.. h AI) if UM Don’t uplain 18 @baant. raid @J not a pad* (Dl~l&gu~ fn fiussiu~)~ HIAS. take M A task.~ done id’ f Steen.tm-djiefrt pate.it la a voriiiartion I up.urd ho raked how ho rhould UsplOJ word. a00t0r.t pou ror~a. kd r0r good Peaal # I am going to you r-thing that Elo1de hmr noalled brother Qolng Mat 8~ aaah oth4m to mo by ‘bkn l ~mulatlan~ never &oh day pu brothor and farr without A Bark to moot your I am gokrg to tell you* TotI Win . berldra the .that. ce8~oru for #lrc$. that hlmj uul underrtand you are helping that. oompa. thl. working ln reality thoro are (L thouland lntersrt and that reaeonb that ln that bg.tr rimo tiara I gAV0 you a tmkt Jar Certainly t bran Very produativrt yea* But not th@oretloally . qou rlll do ma? Ourdjlsff Jar Yea Qurdjlsff t If L ray that h’ +. "a part it im YOU W1)re i?%af~pie.atlm I h8ve never aebn A& thdt Appear to me now. f0ttr80irl 00 ramrmber rterwwd he my hap 7ou. hate you notlosd tIIs thlr tntrX’. why did he hook unto that? . p&e quertion? gr YOU *hare are no pmrtrr PAX-t".
the prsprmtloa rent hat allthe of the time . hi8 aloud. mu8t Ai?: one try to do it Sir.f. not him. *ftemard. have j\ut raid. . you have mauy purnultr~ nothing* But only tha Wr&8itO He pampa Of hi8 iRth@. prerent. but your8d. He 18 the only person who aan help you* LiOotor. one hare one hundred thing8 (to do)) them into another l 100 parts. Al800 M&o @ aont&ot (iurd#idf I x.n 1s it ba Only fir it 8ofQy. l you a(10 him again you will begin after v. again. ray it You oen prom dth him. Noah tlw fir. you oan have an underrtanding beforehand And You oan 6v6n rlap it: that hlu . Al: As 10r-q a8 ha 18 thoret And with thoao word*. illoar the moront he uwc8 hs h&r bran abront If an out8ider ir . in.*.at. have you 8omethlng to ray7 you were talking about a while not with . he will LLf he QPD put on hi8 feet. 70~ have somrthin~ he do*8 thlngr* do. to J3ut he ham you have another. you till think aontlaw _ your bolng. never forget himreli (unique) rolldly you lx-0 holplng. you oan mwn make hlm foot. how bug ago.ntcrlorlJ~ thin prooesr aRemembor yourmlf “1 an thou. YOU.. when one ir the psrront one lr in lLia. thlr the name blood an JOUJ through aontaot.8. he is 010x-i?. JOU uy but if l elm. help you afterward. If 8omeo~le la than. . emnations go out towarb hll it la neoerrary will if do it rsaeloo that hour He hu with your brother. rhake hand@. Your ho1.ray to hlmi l. elm. . And at onae you begin the ta8k. affklrrr part. tank.p oan oonrlrt something he goa8 out in bu8iner again. llnd you will a8 you ara l blr. for a8 lag thou art “. you are not a parmite OooupatianB~ bar llore or other well what you# 7cm harm them (To Ja) If you formulatcr I. mlnlat. &ad rha I” with all you have rid it. another One p&rt of the time you do you nhould prsparo yourroll. or for the bl/ood your brother in td. 'la in it &who om I good phlleeop~ gramp it whloh OM 1orv0 ror many thing8 undomtanding w thln$rr will mdrrrturd crarleorning sduoatiaa. he ir You am a domtor. dlvldo thing. (lurdjleff'a what bu8lnrrr divida thati deyendr on the individual You have perhspr your tire* in prinoiple.
Wall. X8 If ha8 l MIMI de Salsmannt For example. you ar8ntt ssatbd Yen. OU!’ Mullah tiW8r sddh. DOI 7ou do 7oti rheulnl b. He ir Perhapr 7ou the relatl~r embarra88d. a one-fourth pararlte. not to ia83tir7 7our8*lX+ the l UII)* Iaterlorly. rlth a foot-rtoo1.to role and latbrlorly her8. Ha lr Impart 1aL -1 m0 i8 ti? t&8 de$almann. he 8ayr that violin. *very thing* ffu~~Ijlcffr He is 8 ~188 ma& un~quo on earth. %s galosh of 01 old Jew.I -14. %rdjleffr I don't remember that he rent In sntlrsly. 701~do the work glvm hior* &terlorly. A WI80 8lUl Of th8 E88t whoa yaU d0 not IfnOW U Hb 81Way8 ha8 M apprOmi8tb r&ping iOr y’rt. d!io 18 rpoken of in the book. to ln lltr.1U'OI 709 I par88itb. Some other time I shall srpl&~ Still f0 you w enother. (Md On0 i8 halting* tdwt one k88p tkm 8uII8 ahanged). 8l80. 3oar~a. that) 70~ ohan~‘nothin~.l. dear new perron. th8 father the tUn8 of tb yet in and by bsating the (big) @wdjIeffr galorhert au: (to Zu) Well. wM8ita. omaiaato for being giut In hml rcmmthinng to a8kT Zur that ga1?8he8. l 8 bofoxv. &hen one begins to work here (here rind outride) different yerrons sX~rO88iOn one 08n have rlth onrrolf 8ecm a8 before 91 fOrXtarl7 on8*8 to be modified. Our Bode 18 703. a half-parasIter prrulte. preparo for one fralr 8clf or mu8t one ohange faoo wd engage a&eoapablo OfoArryIng out7 in a oenfuslcm and an IEQrOV8llWlt that hrdjibff I OXl8 lrn*t you hatm*t 7ourrrlf WidbflltOOd the ta8k f gave yarr to ply cutlsrlorly l I told you to 18am. th8 eon will alway maxia for hU like 8vsry oIroumrt8noo to du\@8 drum. 7am war8 dOti8 like that oSWtt%iIkg ?ly a PO18 WithOUt ur7-0 nOti@I~ ti . 'Ihe unlqw do you know who ha ir? fn the world l veryoae la a a8trea.d ihe on17 p.rsoe Who ii+.
if msyeot you have ohonged. notloed somethin+ (% Mar. ‘ihen at that momsnt. aompletely that ohnngrd.mms you* Roll hutgo than. or ldiooy.-ItS- going a~ in play a role. to lr owdjidr 8rwh4aa 4 ‘here lr one thing that birti0uit. lort at 88cIner8. Us d@or them the two thlngr aam aa before. PIOtur4. Ourdjlefft One doaanf t knww what on4*4 former Sin00 on4 How oam one imitate Ii 8bir7 you rhould knar what you you have en objsotive baokw4rdr tarte. dootor aurt omault about the . didn’t One was uno oneoloua~ abe orie8elf. but itfr that in ourdJlorf a Par that person rlro are interiorly other notloer It it rhould bo like that. 1 ha+* jurt a little rhlle A half hcnrr hrr prrrodj ago you had the rrsn . oonsldsrcd.. Until the it pu changed. l r4* You oan remember by looking Ab. Doctor. But onr’r persmallty had romethlng lmltat4 epontrnoour it. rlrter oi oharl$. and cxterlorr is that you have ohangod. you reada l # you lll)r. ho 1. it before. Othemlrs. Vij)a 1 raarbwbhd By the way. oan help you. iht whloh lo it 14 lnlmltabla. keopl4 must not notloe you have undarbtood. only brtoslorly. he OII only you.rlll give hlr the lapression you have a new ld& ilrr. or that you(~4 oardl.I- (To Jaoqube)t Brrvsot Did jou wx'lte it d own? tnanf utplumtlcau Alao what 1 ral4 hir ringlr bidet? vlna word oontolns for on4 rho hr lntrlligont. ln low. The laltrtlon Per&pm in tiitm m ~111 mmagc. ortmnr underrtma ~11 medioal mattom. nothing.#r th8 person one wa8 on4 warn* bafors. In four birlotr &oh morning b&ore going to work rlt down for lb wlnuter you (To Doniro. but you You you wiljhandor~tmd rix nmthr what 18 to play a role. he ~111 take you for an ldlott . You . or that y’ou’rs r8ih ’ 0r gaiety.xI~)~ TOW Jlnd YOU. ~tlr.liborthp. You ollange Zur gala r&l s YOU gave me that advlas for on4 parson. Interior Abr harp4te The muat be %e diffloulty one Uoe8ntt kn. like thing you did ago. ho rauemberr will bellevr today that that ti you have ohanged. IN@A~. Oae word aan explrln morr than o thousand worar.
the dwtor like a around the table. Slnoa halt 8n hour you ha*. evoryone~ If I Here where we am happen8 a oertain Be are all take tie 08mpirim. I look md rpeolally. know* would be namrrary Xi it to cna&ne the f nOtiCe 8OmethlBg timer. Or betwren has ohanged. It is a very axplairn bls law. any rWlmon0y~ l Yoprbank aooountlm your having to doporlt ho ark & day. f.oolour a8 your 8illtaC.U I 8. xi but It tuioe. o8ntiiihrrr It is very whd 18 droinlng or left. he ir brother a8 thir. and II&or. and uno~nsCIously. I remark It. hut the 88me a8 bofom. up to flttr-fotar to the rl&t Abe not* Ourdjisffr f dcm't brlirvo that Louirr is a vamplr~~ I'm eveMji 8ure shefo You aurt never bo maror 18 a 8018tlOe.wampiro Blond. thlr.- 8peOlti4. on her right oan bo found YOUF rlrtrqhas . 108retaryb our l 8t@OmOd the time grodng in JOIW y&oOb being* rlthout ID glad io&ivuinth0futum. happan If il'ha not looking that three jurt thee. and you are IIke like rho 18 frt exirts that. of It. I 880 the fao8. you have raalned pO8aIblo that hm. gram pale. I m&e m a irot. YOU iOF _ . v-Qil'i8lp OM be ~~Oti8ed~UXloOlP @or example. 1 8tUdf shier mtI it happen8 a thlx4 18 vary 1 pity UiffloUlt.0 So I pay attention. hand of my nolghbor until Is dmr rho die8 Ir a ohain oaaneotlng hold handr. humband and rlfs.8 qUO8thle f bolLieve I rhould &hat r? uhiah lik8 to ]mw ir l . It 18 for l'hen I study 8gIourly I p0rCOIve It. month8 later. il WW8pilVt 18. a note 0r it. .$$~ Ia’#rted '.( 11 ar aa h~. questIon l~ordrr. '&at pxwve8 thnt It It* you don't know what 801OU8 4. VampIrIrll lhere ati six month8 later oon8olou8ly everything unoon8oIOusly. Or two frlcndr. you are that. mom. paled.u 1 rhould yny lib tin. l bqh FUEm&ering load8 not vo&ntaryr It i8 on17 tRo r l rult of +n rrrooiatim II@ to mrk. renmacLc and if Tour mrk (TO jaoqueis)a 1 put -8. Or the arc0 0amtrax-y~ MedIoal 8oIonCo do08 not know about ahe ir a8 thin thin lib. I don’t Psrhapr It It I8 ihe Jlo. we all I OM drain (Andrr'b) vampire. for the first It time might be m it a 8eOOnd UWidmtj tlJlM* th8 thm i8 onoe# I ray nothing. Ba: 1 nnamkr Blr8.
Gurdjlaffr Le4In to 40 It.-17. Aoouatom yourself an4 to ~86 alnosraly are then with your mothaw. of thla for help yaw Xt la J glvo you thla you for urothor your~alf~ huroolatlonm offort in or&r diifioult to prqnlu to rmmbor l utorwtlo. L ahall dth arplaln and I rlll glvo you 8n l ~ozwlao~ Plrat OS all. mlf. brow. But that la mother In the meantlmo. affsotlon explain very &et 40 a& God. wmmutber tbt. to you* they blood. 4oath you ~111 oozm to aa@' (oh88 roi) whloh oonalata Q~la will do it tbaoratlo8lly. hi~dr ocmtut It it la am4 l you to the 4wilr oxpreaalm. How oan I mako a rc!m3mberlng JJJOJh ti QlJ ‘: that ouulta from my wlahlng an4 not from Ig chrdjhrf t rothar alive? ‘Ihero l %lata l vary good my* 18 your rather or m Bmx Both oi thun. you QM be happy. that one*8 father You owe your 1lSe to than. iti I oontaot Bat 'I aR*. Oal hlmaclf for y'nh aa long •~ your father one thua reyreaant It la a 18lr* “aftor their and mother llro. ~0d J3as Why muat Gurdjleffc we &&ill aa. llotlalng not help youi ia OlbW to rcmsmbor yourYou undoratand Xaw uaoalrtlauara what oar mu t maka 8n mn bo I nlah to l ayo born l paatlaoow4r not y'ar. to you the dot~lla. take it 30~ PMJ t0 Pour father opn and mother 8ro more than Ciod. to oneaeli I do not exlrt ad mothor? qusatlmj objeotlrely. bn Later Warn 1 u Good. name with or without they are them'. your father. this. yarr you look l t then* You l y titer to youraelfr I will to be Cbl-djldf: reprerent "I am ttlou. thou 8rb I". more them to youraolf. You are the &hi16 woltlng. IAtsr. of l xer~lro aswola~~ orrnot Q04. with your father your mother* thaw them* You 40 it for interlorlJ* For txuplo. You era the result lntarlorly of your wanta. You dl& of will. theyaro . *aoh ona of them. add: Wha they &re not then. Objsotlvely.
foroea. You ~111 1088 your final law.nk at night. that Hot you have la your body and you tramdorm the mme kind that of fatigue. In the WUIIXIJJ.autam tie. It Ilrpondr on the other l owmulatorr not bo able to do VQ ordinary fatiyr tRInga. but arsooia%ions. tit for u1o ther sort of roaelvrr I omnot I am thsrcl lr rnothor Q. that ir a differsnor efforts work. give you a rubstantlal mault. the other lr the opporlte. rhould aooumulate energy4 yau sat the This OOWlt~tUtO8 energy4 But it one lore8 ~onrolourly. Exterior work talcor OUP em$!g#. (battery). morw 8uooo88fU1~ hoawe of 7ou 18 tired two md booaure 7ou work without You mat in the mrk it la that part* if You work with one or it 7ma door ollr oantor&. . loBI to amk &out brtrecn work and fmtlepe. will ihe totigus real work haa m-ohm-go futuroj you are tired. till alrayr autolnrrtio. aubatmoe. wry tired. your or&8nlsa QI tlonT AI fatlgua favorable or not to l fforfir of oonosntra- If it ir ordinary fatigue. you keep it. Ir you aooumulate a rubrtantlal lhr more you tirs subatmoo the mom aoouaulator elatorater 18 14 that this yourrslf. tt ir not worth wh:le You will to make the l aif0 rt . on thr oontrrxq. One ir of work and l utomatio on the oontrary. AI am part all thr iatlgus of the day. attor I have aotiaod work. it. your aooumulator+ rlaioh fi1le~you. the more 7ou dll thot in the mornlnq shun I am rertod. It 9. from 0s eleotrlolty your forae4 l And In the meantlras.r And it you oontinus. 76~ not tuke part work bettar mnd you obtain 8ubJeatiret no* no remaltlir thl. -in Afterward (why 7ou hare rorkti) have l your l uroolatlau relatim. work with all three* am ombor If $8 biro&. nor% mill : with fcnr* \ (Q'# and Air but your not any more with your From Lesturo Q: there Jlalrh of Prenoh plroug)t. the aoro you 8100. IOC)HISto me l ffortr.
deatorT my l ym. you alrope %m you are going aloop. e*oryono / 08 Nell. Q: 3t ir ohup. a half or oomplstrly. to #pond ttr. f#r mar onma who are dead. It 4opmda on what your rakin&rtate you only rleop ha8 bean. again In the morning. four . ulmep. You than need aovar and a half and a half l lorpl do not dream. You oan relax uatll OLI the other hand you ratabllah the xmosaeary relation between your body and Nati your oonclolouanrsa. refleutlng. You mat -9-r #ad ornate the habit* Nothlng al& at oaoo. a third0 Two ot thoao pore& the wotingr QI tha da7 oi for Aa quertlom and anawor8r &ou thla happa no. a sixth. iou *ortant* houra ara l ough. lnto you but not for jou nowl 0x1s oan ranembor mtora during l utomatloally~ bororr be&g rblo Tbro Auto-•uggeatfaa. One oan ruggoat one murt l ra to mraslf hvo rI. not by little. Can one rlrep oonrolouuly . a ooula of mm* (Qa). Do the amum wor)F whloh you hare thought Bake a real only little Pour aotlvlty double ltaelir You oan do this qunllty program. kinda of rlropj one oan rlrep a quarter. a program lpnedlatsly. you alrsp ’ od that takaa tlmo. to alrep we gradationa. In the morning when you wake.rp. romething Al 80 that it It lr porrlblo. ELI Qnarrdaya. oonaolourly conroioulry leaver you threr tilla md a half You do not relax yourrelf l utMaatlaally. If you drram while houra) la you #loop. Qy. you ‘bra thlnga U% a good propatratim Othwwiro. . a for your. If that you lr hrir. a It thr quality You sleep awan and two houra to oontraat houra of aleap. quality of oonaaiously There a dlifernt ~1~9.roauln oonaoioua during alee~. half houn.-199 worth mythlang. do the #MO thing.r oold ~bdom briorr Change thr of your aleap. 4ve to a fmtuy. You take two houra to mlu Tht but I ! at night. ir net Doon a8 f elm. will oantmu four drlsma and fmtaaira da1 they oannot rleep O* uklrerrrr I f8lX oi the owning. will ruggerting to yourself the way In whioh you IFO dotemlned about. youraeli pny sloop. II to twl.
rith to br t0 t& you do nothing. uork_re.you work. You read OOMeOted the work And you allow la not for work. from f@Olitlg8t A: or tm other* 18 it not 8a8iar All hate th@ 8MO value.e the Z'~8UltWhl6h But no on0 here work8 bring Al% th18 18 only ohildtr urk. of day muat bo oonaearatod And if 7ou omnot 8Omthing to you do nothing 1188.a that And if it time you mU8t be OOn8OOratOd to thr On0 iOr a tark i8 &iron JOU. without ritb ph1108OphiSing.r t0 betaoh Om8Oli of gravity. 0. nothing. You muat 30 that rOOU8tOm IOU hare have neither oontmt with oc a rerlara You are a meahanl8m. 'Qao plaoo you WI&l will thlr Jot. bo udo. 1 bt0. the future thi8 will tifB8 You preparm the ground. irOn ataterlal thing8 th8zi 4. mrk. 40. play. intOF88trd In roml these qUeatim8. little lt l bottsr than titillation. tha time you hwe already mm undW8bnda. and aftrnud our liicr tborr Uperi~OO I hmvo lemnrd Al &ro Ii@@1 8nmllor. LL@fmm 8umt k&W% QI Bat I rrq notu8# *I what wa do. +ill 18 by M)lllO that You will 801 8. One orrtaln Yw raorlflor the tine this. Q8 Whm I aten run8 frOrr th8 heollr 1Y 8lightl~ in ma8t $tOOplo rho ar brrlad rJ1 that 887 ha'. will ai8 md till I@V'Qyou from automat10 l ttaoh8ut8. . thir Think about thl8 oa-~ralcmrly wtonatioally wow and form a o6nt. rOti. th0 8WOat run8 frO8 the brow. but Jou hare oontaot YOU . if make for JOUr8elf. On0 muab ham an ideal. are l eterp lOU98@= thing ha8 Oontaot8 with yourrelf for 8kvb 8U8t to prepare rork. do It during 7au. 18 ~eptlmal~ What wa horr What w. the flow. yet uaoalatlans JQU Six a tlm8 oameotsd in whloh with work. at You attaoh youmelf with one aenter You mu&t look m Ldral thl8 in thl8 aire ray. a OO~afn YOU OOn8a8ntO You l ooopt the 14. a8 800121 I pa88 tm What 11th ha-8 Qlmlnirhor ir a ~18.. rarerrod ro*. You think l fixed thi8.48 So* oan cute roquln ALI aotaohmmtt Orbat UI iaiw ior f0~80u. It You TBIttK about all the tit work. bf thl8 8UbJOOt. YOU 8OQething. It ir Yau ray TQU uork.
two twoales r-. and 7ou fool %at lnkrertr 7ou 7ou give it to aothor mpt7r xaap the nm l. You neu* nothlngaoas.B out OSy ou with four UOrdl. like Yap orltloira merythlng. till have hlowlodg* that of your hmo ldoa of 7mneU I am #how 7ou b&tar the others you* ~a msn it aloao.Al dlmlnl~he~ if But thlr rub alro aonoomo the ldear. Ewe 7ou ssrperlenoad r& I harm notlood that one lorer uhat one har ii OLIethrowr it to otherm. QI X have the improrrlon that I aannot p‘ avant qr elf from urlng tha forcrer given to ma b7 the work in order to be ruporlor with tha paoplr lhom I moot* You are a mall perrone on. I mea4 nothingpeoplee thia~ Roooepllse Uorlr m nu l r I formt when I an with radioero AI I will &vo 70~ a tark. and 7ou rich to parr on 7our bollof with your all you give four (~nmr@~ If Lou do not belleva. believe. idatlSy Bollevlng door not aowt. You have a meaknrrr uhlah ti You muat rho worth 81th aec mart dortroye rurt uad You brl&ew. 7ou You idatify. &wept 79~ oarmot prome it lr worth nothing. upoot in you haa grown* six other8 rumt alro grow.dur for 7ourr ru . ldatlfylnging Q: *kq I do it. Mrpurrd muat not forget that thr firrt If rou thing to remonb~r 18 7oumothiagthe You have a lot thir of Llrglnctlcm. I think I am urged b7 4 feeling of ruperiority But dthout and thir ia I dll toll 7ou romething else. in wlrhlng to trmrmlt somethins to somamo. ii you mlrin it qulto lmpartirS. ~verytthlng 0Qa. jou 0~1 imagine that 7'0~ uo not u AI other@. or with r\brtmzktlal people. You aaaatlms. Aa In llfa 70~ oan UIO th8 idear aa lnrtruaentr. 7ou do (To romsanr l line) u if 7ouwers thir? mndwlng *en a rortlom. your rwknorr . nothing rhioh nwrr belleve. Artor thla.
JA. la not logloal.y u3f. but what you ha** I don’t Onr dortrofr road. y’ou. year mother. hor. It her. 1 feel present I do. am by rtlll thir rlx first o8har u@o$~. her. . rou rhould But for her. 18. ln return. ior roaaon8. you owa your iih you mu8t repay OTM oi of her that the You are or age nowI the tlma ha8 some to rrttle oau808 of Jour be&g ullvo your 4ob8r.PY 0r 08 a8pm. remona. Ejrouro me. go further what onn I do to have raaorae orrrlerwlth lt moon rrpaatrj qurrtiar but oven* thrro One I till oortaln him. lr bemum 18 ymr mother.muah my work 18 mental . aomo8 fororr I ought to havr remor thnn t-w. put your p~por away0 JAI I laok an lmpulrr for IIJ work. J&t No.nct ruoorrd l in approaohfag my woti in a ratlrfaatory mnnor rsallcatlon unlerr oortaln rltuatlon urge whloh OM ml. en0 af tha aspootr Aad I uk of your oaping into thlr -worl#. #or axn~lr.1 (bsglnr to road the queatfon ho ha8 rrlttan)t More and mope. have you bogma to py your dobtr to hart OurdJlofir Tharr Eoglb. ohlef I. I BOOyour mother her@. It you ha+@ your 9laa8urer On* of tb thoa. 18 to aayr outrldo have areated *hoeto foxuea perhapr 18 life worth py were not obll& romething romething toyout to 81~1 gou life. tell8 Evew aan when ha oome8 into ihera ar@ o~u8e8~ that the world. how little thnt I truly lb nnimatar mo* hd I lure mdarrtood amnot l pproaoh my work with real fir* JIM8 r&id underrturd what you wlrh (&an]. the othore bo ray. I re. Don'8 thud Jioff. t&a.11 then. umotr raurmothor. the warld. and that you have 9or8lbllltle8 of devoloplng your8elf. if you Pro you glad to bo l llvot are alive ad glad of it. 11.l my prasant oome to me from 1 olsar nothlngnrrr~ that of my that I heeo \mdsrrtood very alearly* for thlr And that mad8 mu undoratard But X oanft of oon8oienaat not one.8 atataaent* OurdJlefir Ihat of oonroleme nothlngnerr. &t I rpoak to you ROR.8 to bar that you would navy If you are gird hava oomo into to live.
Ii0 her? the part with your lutulr If you forget. bad.: 41t it irnrt for th8t. it la bepwe he ouqklnd hort and .): Ourdjletf are hem. thlr. bogln on@. more dlifieult. forgotten jorxm . bo you rix hmmbe~ It Imowlng them. Thlr nwt ohoome “cl1 Vve talk drolded was to put fo t8ka a bark and 8 tlok arlba l oerbain to it of the by to do no matter what happens. I’ve tire to do ut exorairo. You hava a& r6morsO of oo~olmas remomborr oould flow irot you hto bun that. 1~ 8 very dl#dloult and doubly how many tlmrr to repair thing. t rpeekr like this. r0rg0t ahe lr cibJeotirely hrr llfr. ofta! You unnwv@ harp YOU 1rHtabo Unoonsolourly. this but and t q aae •IIDIQ~.smumt “Rhea 8~87 for Iho hoU&ym.nrt@aU of that. that I or nothing”. ir fw hoopt A good anmetr. fulfilled in ycru. do Skl. rho ir your mother* And how ban Lou pay ho?? Pou m&o You should unify hat l.do ftm know nhoT Pour mothac~ I aay this. woh oum 8 bottle of nedlolno . have pa bna bad. &fore o Ii pm have underdoed I aould uplaln by thla remo~eo om b egtr others. uha* do you do? her.it to blame for not rep&lrlng hero lr glad. 4': V" 'I J&or I’ve thought aboidt’lhat you raid to na the other day. the pa8tj and you dfd 8 reoond’tima lr it not? %rpno JAedPme. E. your obllgatlonr Thlr la but th08. the exarolre 0r the atoaded truly 1ml8* And la trying it -B for underrtood Sor the rlrrt tlma what it bit 18 to b@ l uterior ncuxentlty~ tint11 now. YOU might think that if Mr. first ii in the.X arkd f have to Psrhapr Lou bellered everyone wmt &o. I thought I had mh’mtood. very %ke the gear that haa JIM& bad* You are merdr. one permm . YB6 da S~~SBUXIS (to IQpe.Even it her life parred. pre&ent* it lr you do not do it.$eoaurr you ‘. rj’f / 1. kor the part two roan.! $. you am to blama for it to&j. vorr bad. htrdflotf: (rim I hd rw3akain hamian to Mmer de Silrmann) Roure me. thl~ 0xem18e. your fault your fault. ho bmrflt of your 8021that (He speaks in ~~ua8lan rim ?&a0da Silfmana}.
had hi8 bottl8 If ha ha8 l 8kodthat It in idiotio your fault. had only a third of th8 %t It you will have three time8 more give 8xkou&alaw in thr 18 for that that I 8ald ita Porhapr you didn't m8dlalnoc in order e W. up your 8Ql8 If ir you llkr the f l ult a you aan algalof Tour you 8hould have alprattos* th8y murt you haron@t an7. that quoationr par I did not girr low 1 understand you rouldn't 80 frlt why you arked mo have thought If you had had that bottlr (He Ipeakr to all). a lang quertlon it’8 beoau88 he hadn't a larg of mdioine~ the follt of Madame the P&ldmto time1 he*8 It’8 (40 oiforr been your and th8 fault frlond a lmg of all time) hio frlendr. 18 it po88iblr it to your @hat X &id not give it to you?@ Zpu t&Lu@" PP. P#r ronr rhould givr you to l VWythbg. you dorervo Mother. (Jb Ab) . and for Ho's been hen tit&e ha*8 bean doprlvab of every perron herow to have 0vorgthLng~ the fault olgantt$ of Nm8 de Salmann. nothlngnerr. to hirr. to HEMIEt%) oi the PNlldQb. he would not glvs one I underrtand tha qUo8tiOtIr ff he had had hlr the holiday8 1'18 rorry ha 18 not bottle have done romething t&cod ebs with hi8 tims during You and . OKldth8 friWd# age. %y rhould Of YOUr IMIm givr you what fr tmught for. in general a nothingnerrr But tody he porrorre~ nothing1 ho bar aoowrul8trd by ll$tlr reaping am nothing the rrwltr b8 dono* during hia holldaya. of your work. It twa rerultrj be l mlhilatrdr .-x4- to take uhlle t&l8 that about working.Do r’ou You on the aontrary xow you are llttlo have a barir for mearurlng of h t w that af 1t0 amderrtmd now the for@8 Ab: ohalrtr+? lr gour bu8inm8. Ha ian** underrtand. ItI 8 for thnt it’r Tra801? groupm reason ho arked th8 qusrtion. Tou hat.he would not have in the Saturday that quertim. reaponslble @t&m.ook about a third $ 'tit IS not ry rult wrdjiaff f ora. You rhould have l verythlng. 1 if you -take I t.* foraer to thir future You're all.do his Perhaps that will to obtain another glvo you a remorse of aonralenao of attention+ A8 to him ( quality I aan ray I regret holldap rea8on for not having glvaa him the bottle ~~SRMIIKA rmyr 1 did I gave to overyone for tb.
enlighten (To Mae Err): ought to 88e to it your title In the beglnrling Traool. I I #U8t know with vbt &JOOd rdV108t ho i8 rtuffmd.aak. th. Attorney He has a very For that.. tranrlater. Ml10 Do1 and Sum filver bonbon8 and f know with what rploor about dh~lrrer rhe 18 8tUffOdr invitor oertaln raring ol~rettr. but It'8 talnsn a serious how la your pupil ((tsrb)? You ought to help your pupil. mot&or oi the howei yotz r. #aa President groups is I do not know. rympathetlo interior. bar not the possibility you the fin it of being what your hemd wl#he#* give you the ohemloal umtterr Whore fault I spoke of amn for thah and l cuaulate It's you rhould ln you and glro ruvital- l~lng your funotlonre the mmo reason. 1 011IlOtr governor am for her able to A8 with %nlal. 8br l othar. but liurdfloff QurdJlaffc rtopr I:rve tinady It'8 YOU have understood with your head. I know him exteriorly tongtip. he must manlfert Dal).-R&s- L&at Lao8 ad May I flnlah Flnlrh. up rtm8Jlng. that‘ when I know someone ~011. I have notloed RJ quortlaa? in doing thlr axrralrs that for the firat free t* chrdjleff~ for e very rhort againat of timt romont . beg. l nU that of this inertia tute whloh I alrayr oould be liverty.rembOr WrYt Iraid . &iVe him do that he may underrtandr but not lnterlorily. (Ho joker people for for her (Ml10 Dal). (MU. but for the future he take every mea8uro~ . you thought It wan a jow. (&wd~leff her). underrtoodr hrr gitem me the mot who interrupta Mme do Salwann the . turn. I hnd the f'eeling of being free. than)* ourdjidf: 18 *t&r. 8up&loato do SaWnann to help youa you al80 ha8 the possibility YOU of getting that into the Saturday has a meaning. May 1 8-bt (To Ja) SOtO thlr l x8mpla tha h8t tire. wit21 hlr Yau should help him 80 I may understand +*~a Proreoutlng 18 In the 8ams way that You hew notloed HOW. but your organlrm Bell results then.une roazon. hir exterior.
ln flew* I don't moo mxaotly uhmt path to follow and uhAt Ati to kuv~ Ch\rQjlafft obtoln Xou will A path imnft Gollwt. rry do ~nylih3. oontlnuing. Big1 even though it be l @oMmtlaml to u air. It'8 with little. mayr Ja* 18 jeAlou8 beoaume hlr mother bmlongm only to him but to svmrybody PrmmQt. you in rhiah7ou rubmtnar nrurt &oouaul~tr mubmtmncw. armAt* l k. mftsnmrdr If you pars tbl8 crrlrim. tie mother lm hemd (of the houms). you omn begin a&n lilg. Mtor what 80 bv8 jU8t read About the omre~lq &at evmn 80) oi Chrimt. A bad ml&n* You ziumt look for thim period bctwren %e a mhock fmm outmldo. You mumt that 70~ 18 l vmry good mlgn.hl it of what ho pommommmd). but that Alone I oan do I oatact make my progromm minoe that timq And I fiel hdjibrrt You mre contmnted You ehould ba hrving your funotioaa. l mo muat try. fqd like tom rk l quomtlanr mmveral nymsli mlnom then In quertlon..q without the nofhrr'm ~mnrimmion. you have bAttsrim8 rlsotrioity. (C)urdjleff no lmgor hm ulll j&em about JA. l Having iinimhmd I find weeks Ago the tukm A hqpy worklag I had 1Ald out for A htitum tbmrr belAna witbout And without dmmfreb I rlmh to Lo on bsoAumm I ire1 lm I unlvor~a above the one where I now am. remllrm Ourdjlafi8 And when he lomem hmr the ralue E. low during mtrugale you should mrke mfiort. rtrugglr am an&y ba aaoumulated w rbrug&lao . like %er*fora f&i. 1: think is diffloult for Anyone to Amk A qummtlon. mnd 0m0t WOF~ thlr An interior your indiriWliity r80t You mumt not aalm y0urmeU. small orlrim.tht no on. nmmsmsmry~ It 18 only nosmmary thnt you romultm la yourmmlt~ nomd thorn for aotrumulmte thr rcmultm You AIumt 0sounIulato~ tdr of l trugglm. quell. roroe yourulslf.
. The Etoile 20 rtationr. that neither but to m oQrt*in oven them uaa an obrtmzle rhe nor I aould parr part thlr And you told her that you would ray what to do to get eivory paroat. Aawmulate interiorly with the rea~ltr thought.never used to tie alrtak6~ =d now X begla too 1 rdrlre you . this aim har ahanged our relation. road. @urdjieff. you* You m aaai- 18. your body likes. that if yau Yii @w omgl . t. 18 atill low then.ir r: ) that of the proorrr feeling and body. for you aad your w&fr have ohlldra* they oreats ior you rpeolal be Living jurt for for yourrrlrer ir finlrLwd. prover you far: turn are oa the right road. a quoatha.not to rtope continue your rtruggle. Boulamm! be-r aatlsflbd. obligatlorm one mwt begin by bringing Wall. uhatrrer it im?ortmCa. are reawhing aeaesrary rhall mhat you the meanr? What you em doing important. your thera are SO lampportr. of working my die.' d ray you l r6 the rtrugqla that dentally the Etolle.. So rboumukte. boaaure you nerd the rubrtanae that rtrugglo give you* Jaur Mr. You know what mew bettor than I employ? *or it. mly mad l o hr point. of giving example. don’t whatever thing you bvo is to the ham habit give any moree Important a rontlaual will proarrr of rtruggls. you a thouamid dting r0r timer better reat8. You haven’t exporlenoe. that you gave me aa 6 hark. and that roqoone Mho lr near to me0 Ihd have notload. Camot. You should obliged to r&arlfier evwythlng your ahlldrm . But you mart not atop* You bed aa a plan to go to You are ln the rum d@Alnarrllli. Yarn we rtrugglr rubrtanaa *em that that gibrr l in the plaao where it plaar te hare no latrmrt thiC ‘1 that Ilr laoking Cakhnue today la kaawlag In. with that for the purpore of I rommbering myrelf. Rhat ir lr you murt have in you the proassa ‘&at halt of #truggle. lkaat 18 to tin Too right. ihat Is the H&it for that to 8ayD aontlnus har no rtrugglo. ii you hwr obrtmlar fhwdjleff~ forwax ehlldran. belongs. Flrrt. ‘he rtnaggle. YOumJ. struggle.aom that I hww but wlthOlP* of atrmggle.
do evil. Rolp my nal$lWmr boo . You should have an al. to Aml if yori do 10 7 “I wirh b or 10 nlnutrr. Hot for alryr. 8peoIal period thir ala of tlm. your ohm-a@air ais - tore am en lntorlor will havm dlfforcnt rtruggle pured eaoh one will have . 8aOriflOO Dlsoura to it with p&n a8 an ain to l everything All for your ohildrrn. there rinoe w111 be Your aim Lill l be a oomt~on one.beoauro mob will And he who dll have ohoren hir attain thir nay to 8uataSn in hinuelf9 utten titerward. ba I ahall “Not doa. my imagination outside of th8 whloh lutr l rortaln length from running airy with YD Cturd~leff I Well. thir alPI. You will undemtand you* During eftsrward mly this 8dvloo 18 1. fh'8t the YOU have 8JYOh.3. to bra. of time. your ohlldrm. rto. krt I#.m. your aindr. “I om bo’. relax it to ad 8&y your8&lfl “f aa”. Pom: I rhould work like to lmou whut to do to prevent. ror if JOU both plan And la your porronal dth rolrtlanr 8 trugglo. beosuure it ain and the work’ is also lklth her. tbaer. You too To on the right logloalty thnt path. for that f’m goin are underrtmd to give you l very aimply and NOW very ordlnay add80 gleor l ot advia*. Begin this. hia oom In order to have another In the ssantlme rpeak objsltlve guiotly (noyqn) that rlll and iran- with will your wife and plan U you do thlt3 for one or two weelm.to llvo rhould far your ahildrent int8rfetre with it lr #a l im of you end JCW rife.47. “I will. what I &OU 18 VOW 8:U>10 thing. oan give you abrolutely nothing. to &bout to $1~ Aftorwmd8 all your ipoe time.4$3.46. oount: 501 All 30.3. to un f u”.49. botnen oontaot for the work. a ocmmn You rhould ain. you good whloh III 516. up I tut8d. you thaa dererbo PoPrt May to know the obfeetloe 1 ark If P CJUO8tiOIl? YOU way* Wrdjleff: irn’t it4 &dd~llO. Nothing this your mutual r4latimr. until yau me baok wham lit the tiae. have oommm rk and thir ID an between you* oommon allo objeotloe your wffo. but for objeotloe. rou will glvo a between you.4. Thi8 is th.
that? not l yltmtioal17. fiir entlro llfo PomI vary well* 7& nothing @i&e thing. half hour forget thing* to thlr uldo for time al1 7our ooouprtiaxr. impedes mar have to do with about what Itoe heard here - and at Mae de saltmpnn'a. 7au rhould waking l tate lr on- But . I know a thousand other And that will dorth he will l But I glvo you thlr rill (20 the othera) the hour of Ur and that ir all* avo ahange and until forget me* ti that. L l lrh work a You rir. ourdjleffr happen6 to everyoneb time csaah day for the and that oonrtantly often raid thin.for to be. ihe first mat I gird it ~111 eom ab8urd to 712~~ thnnk me with all when 7ou have done It t*o or three uoeka.r OudJhff ordkui-7 have on. oount l &&b for nut oonreloual7. jurt I. he will. Et. I au . It'r the work* a0 that And during the opgosite. To thir l ll the Work lr a very rerloua You aarxiot work intorlorly a-* end irLoraa#e it little by littler g4 houra. you will your hoart. l of waking 18a801.urUjieffr thtngre him. 70~ Iwt note ha’t et mix thlr with work* aotlto PO have 8ue kbdr waking l k8. You do But that Tour free the. as. 0180. thank me. It'r work a litit tiring tblr You rrclriflar funotimr0 lt You mumt make & rpeolal work 7ou give a holf the rrrt. day. ovarything thinga of ordlnarg the work of your and srtarior aaeriiloe tha afterward do 7ou ap1 put s think #oe You ommot thlr work (111 da70 That beaomea aeokmnloall mr Et. blot all all of the dsinanda of daily You mwt living* It sot aside a spsolal the time.-noI After all thati. Hava 7ou undorrtood . That ia the reoult I've work. think I maa wanting to uk 7our when 1: do lag work of remembering m7$elf. put all ior thae hour of the the rrrt8lido~ all 7our interior ll.: never May I l mk you for mmo advlarY I un alrayr m7 Uyr. hampered by the aam@id-8 everyone in thr I am hawend b7 ha OM I organire the dpy. a balt hour obir For 8hicl work. how 8~1 I do my home ir hapw? the ldsar that work.
70~ are drained of all strength.r wit~r you rbllbeoonr mrthlorr~ LOU d2-b rmmnbsr y0w88ir. butrubrt*ati& an abraluk . ton mlnutorr or wh thir to You oannot give all your time.lan't the quantity with other that oountrb minutes Itlie la one thing. Zargat rvwythlng.rumlab* onl? thrwtir #herb. rptdtu but forget l rexythbg (4 l goirt. rhiah And if you work you live oan't LB you have the habit of doing. You are loOn tired. worth nothing. won badore beglnnlng. for thlr the work work you mtut ymw lhe l abrtmtlallty Iloo work. but the quality things. O~Q Life 18 one thing.for the rort of the day. When you begin your work. hvr all ymr you are working only with your mind. yourr*llr What you ray doer not mind . And if being - ten minuter. l 11 your rtrengthj do hinutor too muoh. 18 boyou de hit a8 you (1 good beginning to l l-861 IPan* ta prepare you for you work l aoqulring the 8t@to that prover that long time .it l lee. task. that FO~IQI you are wed iiT8 minuter. Othenlro 18 matloallg l ooordlng to habit aamam of the time. with all purrelf. yourrelf Do it ior with all your being* 8 mlnutsrl You oan@t do It for lcag. add YOU nmny time8. ia difroratr ba more amtlve. ii for you aocompllrh fire that to It. the work mother IOU renl0nb. but work without anything3 it ir Work II rhort roll* it . glvr ooalng your tarkr St ir a very oomplIoatad thing. I soy you munt lnarears the time little by little. 7our ahildm. &our OatI. preparo it la y&r f0~80ir. uo not mix it of good work lr worth more thm 84 hour8 oi another kiad. Our llfr 8 gqaho&mthe ir am thing.. par #aoy . Ba in Rurrirn huabrad. It take You oannot do It's until for it a long t1ms. rhould. that not uorkrlth to that. ir thir YOU OQI do thir? do a hali liju ‘Burt hour . the work. eron tan minutrs glrr rind 8rorlri08 rloh work 8 for him who oen rpeolal onother* time. g&in&g Hare you oan do it for a thousand yonra time.rrlu Mtorward. only thlr ry*tem WI11 alray. rix mlnuter. work 8 mlnutrr~ thr I*rt Let If you haven@t auoh tSrs. ordinary iii0 oontlnus mitething. your being. you it oollaot yourrelr.
you muat think rlth n rloknersi your head.-. Kt ie l hlmsdll' (uo’ys@ to the bslng word) an Mlvldual. l your rind. but iUB you are nn lndivldu8l. r8orything work &ould be uoluaively km. oontrr8 l irr l ncorachlng feeling. u sluknerr~ is only a funotiorh ‘be beglnnlng T)ut the omter indlvlduollty~ your oenter come8 from Zaeling of grovlty thought must be the thought. Tour 7’ar do not. JOU think. Uong indlrldwlr. thInking how @an one provart with ~rj ioellng.-.m@r u$luut Phil@? a@l6ln ___” -. you oa*t think bsonure you l m You W&&I to say that fosllrq? Bar! I mean that I have an amotional thought.-SlBart Ma7 I uk 4 querthm? How aan I dlrtinCprirh b&woa~ ~7 ment81 oeutsr and my phlrbal I e*ntar? toakr hen you think.of gravity And now you aan knou what is ir in hour thowht .nf t trportent oatw for tho momentr in the It thlxddng you N-D nn indlvldual emter. -7 thaoe ltrr a sS. vap are only u1 eutomatm* you nrk you rhould If oa be & your bodr and in your foaling. &ha you ire1 lilw hot or oold. th. aocustom Every man rslould dent person. that re nePvou8. an lndepcadog. mcmtd and to ml8 tab OurdJieff: onu for the other. something. ho- Ourdjieff cktionr whm you ‘I&La fi sisple that fr go on autonutiorlly. there Xi you ooncentrote an aany drpsr your being in your thought. try to you are an . i. not m animal. Xt’r a simple explanatlaP. not merdq . when you don’t L your $ealirlg.. very alrople rymptcm. thought.’ s aQthnn. Co.m to W in four doer itroli And thlr ln you* oonroious4. to oonamtr8to To 7ou rlro lt 7ourroU rhoufd in your thought. angry. if Iti is rhen your owltar of gravity f8 not In your thought. . not think with your feelia6 and the oenter of a woakne8a. Bars tit In on. you Lo think m-tart OuxiJieff with your f esllna. unconroiourly but wbn a0 rlwq II havr for a4. ir 8 You hnve P reaknerr. when you hew ycur ir la of gravity Aad if it another omtor. on scuJh otherr to Uvr.aut-tOP. when 7ou like. oat* you are not an indlvldual.
thlr lrn't In Beolssbub them ~aong 0th~ in molsebub l ttonflan the l I har4 maid and at it. I da ln lntererting all that not know any* 4rt For ammpla. the emi) tima then you put your aothar thm that to wbloh jou am aoou~tammd~ you will to ham ao attention In &ii*. thlr rhould have glvan you undermtandlng new. uora . aano interesting ZUl oonalurlmrl ‘harmday. l ttmtlm kna on Bmltobub. the l eorets and of the oreation to undarrtand of the thare. l ttmtloarm I wanted to a8k you the 1-6 wa8. X?&.. sir. on Beolrob\ib. aan cbxlet. la a very haa oxlated. All that all one must know.0. I arked that you lart if there ‘Iam a my to develop that I one l ttantlont rammberr you raid attontlm (IO@meumred in the degree oneself. many ‘?‘a” if bsoaws I wasn@t able to put ay attanticm week on the reading During thir aa them I undrrrtood that was what I uaa. dJtisfa. for rpeaial mmljleff: only the method of ‘1 ama or if than are othrr I oan telJ&ou. . the oneta lndividuallty~ mom ha oan 1. another a way to put your attention tark. something more l One perron one part . so. all&r I know. all that &ergthlng ‘&e brglnnlnq. to the level he ooauples. book. Baeltsbub. It @clrt. You told mo to arpeaiallv look into l ttentlan mymalfr l ape&lly of A# asked you that Rselsrbub. %a more mm kar depends cm say. aeerot. ova. a rold a real l ttontlon 11 l to~thlag. Xi you in llfo. it oookfag. &at one must undarrtand. on undbrrrtandlng Thlr ml11 be your can put rral You didn’t and it 18 a good way to fix you oan ban thing.orrtlmlly t But for ymr I know it. bn it. world. there 1s everything its there. nor svergthlng Methods do not rlmply. everyone able to undbF#tand aoaordlng book. find for It la an objaotive undorrtmds and evrmone should underrtand a thouaand tlmw all of Baslro8M. be rblo lr explained. ha l ttmtlon and to make an omelotto. about a real attention. $0 mu17 different daveloping methods? Cne thing I aan explain attention. the end.-sorhi11p: cmdjieff romething %. been lnrtmotsd ir in a osrtaln 9ubjaotlvely.
rou will for ator take am a ta. It tunlngr i8 That world not do for up to 50. l rd you you begin a&n your h~V8 .nmsmbar your father. L f. UI ia& It’8 you mdorrtandt *aoh fifth YOU ItBt8t thlak glro that fiX0. and thon. ainutO8.It'8 Jo* tb0 mu8 t0 me 1% It’ 8 8 or 18 .about rise mp md DWOma@rl and about the Frmoh between tax1 dritsrr).s. itldi~ithtd And S a&k you if 1 should not apply to I4J own O&8. mother. Qurdjierit a8 m~rrilng.81 ppr8elf room there im for the rorko nurmal whioh in 10.r ot 7our rather @he’8 hers. that.f. thir hurtle.your rather. to . th. later *to0 You rrmrmbor with the them and you reprcmnt four. A rioter tarkt avery l18Ot f Ire pQFlOn8. a littb vorg fntereated OU8trXWilJ vev Porn*8 quertlon’md bu8tWtg b7 your anawer~ I obrervo 108te belong fn 8ty liid how little Nhioh i8 ad very trlvIa%. dlfflault to that a 110. thorn to ycur8d. triviality th8 8trOnga8t eraotly ator the 0rdinu-y me. Whan 7ou think 0ilV. with Pear about tc\bmmo 8nd how to m it. beO8urO I believe will pull me out of the ChArdjfefft oounty like more 8imy1iIr Jaor it OOntdXI8 8omthiAg 01*&r ad 81’njdO rhiah o@&@ in rhioh 1 am a1r8yr you at all. tlao. f mnlly . a &ginning 1088 or tomorrow 8 little more@ you hut. all tire. the addo* that 8qUimd whioh 70~ to Porn. All 18 to0 critm that aOmPljrw But what Ia lorr to thir who 18 I nm rttoohtd tit8 to. aftctnard m8a And nbn to bon. 7ou hvr with f1nlrhrd tan pnrsnoo. You hve l I am going to glvo you 8omsthlng yet A mother? A brother? A fathrr? And 4 8illt. InhAter aftrmatd "I drh thr menring of rll 70~ and ten minutor And llkr 3 that you the wy. “I Rtt’. with to 7ourrolf thingm in her 0sF8# 6tmap thtng8j 7ou am grown up and are earing #old cxtm (Ib 1010 ?$&)t your ra?d &hat wha bar nortry.mk to urn ($0 Jap)t Yeu hare Ten perattat wlorrtood rot . oto. g&V. ha8 no ate anything Uhih ago I ua8 &Ioh 58 tuorw to ray? b7 Mr* @urdjieff.8 takw’a tan litth about 10 10 tiutsr . +tt8 de salmann: JettJ l@lRUaRO uhioh I8 rioh only In the in8aw ReUly nor. BWO 815& lik8 your not&r.45s(A job.l'.
low thir You have only love bawd "Ihet whloh perhepr & aloknrr8. a weakaeaa~ for Youoen~ot hevo love. down’ a poreon ham a no80 like you don’t t axlr t you love h4rJ if but A no8e llkm objeotivs dirtr love here You hove aoal 1-e anda 10~ .qpent oon8aiou8 ‘&e love rvorybody her. pieoe. tha word rontlment for I Or thingI) you hrr forgotha H@r But 2wl mat loto. like (Yokes with to l sk another I don't Ab. me when one in rrirod with e feeling oqgrofund mm ournot it9 manage to *merPgo.jr your ahrn YOU h. I'd I don’t unrlerstand . there. ir eat thr &at thett Teat thir If it YOU know whet It nd next tlmeue irl. her the oauno of it? Ilo. bday. you have* on rexj it is low. 00 to 8ea well. la bud i8 obJ&lVO~ on sax and 8ax cm polwltyr l ho hemIt ti 80%~ lrlrl# So if that. underrtay St ir 0~14 phyriael pdarity to theh i8 workin. tDhM'8 011. Barr Somrtlnw L notlo@ It after lunohecm. with rht neohanlool OarI 0110get am Ourdjirffr aart from If’ one doe8ntt t. rey tdit lbvei'brlly lntereatr the functionr.8 2 4 QurdJieffr Well then. ma armlaer oneta perrion end dlsol$d'a its ~b8. one doeant ~urdJtotfr 801 oiAll8tr Than 18 no ruoh rrdnm88~ it a nouropatholog18tr $8 idiooy. l I l M moomend I haor him tory ho giver mo 10 peroalt.why the luoudlty with whioh 1 opr not at doe kill it.liar4 dadnarr from *hloh ytr. oaa reek to roprsrr lt li8 (r wakmrr it for and mt the rake of the other? it mid. oh1 thet'r ple44. Don't Oh. imtt we’ll find Big: mother Sir.0 Aad at OurdJieff I &sa. u rymptomj you eat aore then you rhould.e~a thou&t thAt that. lotr But wU1 bs@oae rep. It’8 You undlorrtandt porrlble the aaure of it I)r. t&t ir reel lwra. your @'end- overymr. Do you under8tand Then bravo. Gurdjieff: Eat 1088. wey.. question. whut oon8oloua love oen be. hrdJlrff. will the la8t rpscrk.rd the . about mediobne). fAthAX' had.
ln order to esp~rrlenoe thle oonrolms love. we will But you must ?ii&a&~~%ltPhrSktaxurt ue aan u&y beforehand many thfngse apeak about it.lSbin8tinQt lou will ~-~lud lowe %a parhapr br able to foe1 ta8to will for per&m lib. la merdr. for a nm without a abild without for a mother. I A hlndrmoa. But you aant t do Your anything about You are a etlave oi thlr Conroioualy. who QOms t0 JQU* %QO that you have Pity tOr a psrron rhm8 no80 you don’t or for aother for who wmas 111. reamin lawrtfurl. 8 gorson la hungry. another und rt qurllty to Have aontrot (with your differant impulrea. polarity. you ml11 8ee that ovk?rfthin& tbo 8me you hata ha8 in ?a~ until nm oi tire you ~111 be l bls to it try to have the ta84o 0r lwe. lav. And then Ir alao thlr about hope t ir 18 strength 81a7sryb Hope of aon8oiouttnerr lbps of the body 18 dimsare* And about fnithc Hope of feeling . objective About this. a rlfo -i then. rQh psrron. All that 1 oan say in the msantimo would ~OnOetXWin~ is that gg8m-d love bxlste. the slave ylt fir&t you must have the taste. Eeseltebub explains f8 th181 the ooanmmlmmts of Aahiata Shiemash there Love of oonrolcrumeas evokes the mime ln rOuPQW& Love of feeling evokea the oppositee LOW O? body depends only on type ad Pohri4y. naturally. renoaln theoretlaal. you will bo abh and if 7~ to enter hi8 situation. love. Wish or not dr& you oan be no longer All body makrn you a? your love or not l-0. oan polariw he a help or a hindranoe? Ckwdjieff it. jau+ AntI if the tarts ai aome8 to youI I aan eaplti the dot8118 Abt sir.
Hardar. alO8ed up in you? a3. 1 &TO IpOre* Witn888.t . you h~vo raohmloal Tou are a mohlne. for worklnq in aa you prnnltted. t&la Of Witna88 My mOr6~ ab8OhltO Gurdjleil'. it. haven't 8ny rtrongth. oould.Ideetlnar me hbt Thursday. Before. @Wdji8ff: al0 oan’t. XLU A!dr e 'Ihm rtmggle~ at t&Ill tAm#. Itrugg1. XOW Gurdjloffi namntlty you are* have the You mut You ferl kp8tO. that whl& you are two will oryrtti88 nwAr 1# tb8orvtioel 'uaen. the day ln time. the 9 ln u Job* trouble at the I have found with the nn impulse l xomi80 I fall tellr lha of renumbrring xyrelt. liow TOW . \ 18 the wish‘+0 Ye8. Y4 10.11 But n0t'Lmgl. sxi8tr In order to 1ee what a Oi ahoning* t0 &I'd titerior go Q1o Yau there a yosrlbillty thank8 times porhapr l&our. x @AS ti Along rfth a I QUUiOt do 8-t. ahange at anr prlae alr~stalliced 1. work that hard.nl mS de hh8UTUA~ /' chrrdjldll ki8010U8 a8000tittlon8+ iutar.8 YO8r klre'r a struggle between two tfllngsr !iiS At I RitnO88 ma 880 to auah a point what L am that I up dirgusrted. perhaps 8ORiething elre ha0 MllS mak. mum dlfflaultia exoraiao~ beglnnlng~ (Gurdjioff l rlaap when I do the relaxing Mme do Salmmnn teaahing bar ti to go on with to be born tha reading) of t0 1 Mlls WitnO 8trUg@e Qmft relu Talr oauaed in mo a kind Who Ob88ZVJ8 PO ~~~~1088~ QJnindi any thi. in you? I TI. &hpt iQpgdO8 JIMi gNatlye 8elf-rWlemb0I'ing FOVOlt.y enough. only pO88ible Xi you don'triah Hlle Tal: But you ax'+ wartag pnairaly %ruggle.r Gurdjlaff1 jW'8OEWr diifOPOnt You have undorrtood will iunOtiiOn TIM rorult f+8tOP8 in of your YOU fOrU rtruggle )rti b8 a rubrtwaoo 0f &88Q@idiiOE& (RU8018. A0 Ohan@ ir for that18 work. 1946 beaaure but L find of -aelf I oan*t Qome on saturdaya. what You mu8t not f wish to dOr C&~rdjleff.
r* I rmld la th. busy with Your naroolationr lr abrolutsly ‘ho7 at our death. than urooirtlonr till ei roue %oy uirt brought oonom Sor thmmltor~ by l rroolntionr lr YOUOUI WM rommfliatr Wa proportional to thr degree @Art the obrtaolo oonroiour tratlaa (Rumlm) %oy hindac you la I)O f&r ao you l TI low I rrlwayr too maha ad by droamin(r oon- Mme de Salaunaa oenbra~od. noed (of) for your your attention if not dlrturb 10 wloupled with a work whloh pu bvr lf YOU you do work oonrolourly. You do it Do18 Ter. roaasthlq &at Dm’t perritr JOU to wopk a(1 hcmmr Daa’t de 18. Sarcltlarr. I’m ‘Imn out* bsginningr t-hwd$iaffr tm 11. make l fou rrt brrak pro(~ram~ Work no mom l ooldatally. it Nhen your attmtlon Thlr la oonrolourlf doernt t ##a themr 18 a flood sxunpler During go on mora freolfe %t doerntt in thla oa#er your oonroloumc. 1 t lr the #ame thing. the dey. Now I alwafr ao& to tha aam@lycrr whloh I don't Mq break? I airh 8 $hir to go deepar. AaaoaiatSonr onnnot ohango.rr at a ah rtandrtlllr It nota anything. la alnlabo. do not mmturbnta. iant t our aim. #Ill@ Dolr tmdji0frt Mllr ~ersrtholorr. in order md to hold out my arm to rrtoh in the nnpa of the nuke l# artonlrhW nrlang In mynape thora are rnny l oraokbqpn. and #my@to Mile Dol. that I go down int’a a lavor oi And raoh tiao mudarf rho lr urh4 at the word “oraoklwu” u~rerrion#“)r l moolntlonr. tou omld rarrtihingr um .01sl 0~8tilu80 ra0t0rr ror 00nroiow l r8ooktionrr 10 l (WriW Yaa De Srlmann~ quotatlon mark8a Ml10 boll uaroiao botter. prlnolpally mWi@ad na. doapor than boforor nnnap to brelL* Qurdjlafr Kale Dolr Ourdjleri only rtop romething. You hve bmroioumerr property 0r man rlth0~8 to do the ramsnbsrlng againat relaxing.
a doabe It 18 nstre8smy yams.porrlbllitler with ~1. rurrthatif OUI relu. sryrttilire ulthout uld rh0tt s rarer ~WNII tying iaid. Bow and it will the amterm. &at )1ou should h8ve hops. you aert do nothIn& Then.iiSb. All $ha% fillr tiu. thlr aubatanao. you POIIIII* POD. one murtn't rtrug&lo. pu dotewlnod offort. You oould'worlr UC hour. rtim +v UUI~ iI0. You am for real t0 it little Qh. for be&g Do it u if a ma1 man* struggle* for I do it war.i~ qmrttozrr* llffloaltlor.. 'Lhe80 am not 7. Ourdfieift I)'8 a normal thing.l. and ii then. your bring. be orJotalUredw ill little.Ld not tue HO&8 Your progr8ac ir oal7 11 mlnuto~.i ta piano. nythlng. Ouwdjleffr me noed the remAt. by little. quartlam Elersn minutea. YOU N8t sot anly with t2ra rind. h rrnloo 1-0 ttit. in aaooqiirhing af tark I fd. pu are empty. UmmriPg goer rafo171r g haad. I will give you an injrotlan to hare a drrlrv g&i WQiUtO=sd You murt haw 8 ma01 derirs . work with \>J we will be able to uae ita of all When fou have it. no moron Later. Ourdjieffr mly Herr in proportion to the ener~ are empty.. *. rmmlourly Xf thq &rn~ I amke memom You aan rtrugglr You have battorlu. It ulll 8erve to m&a &ugglm 1)c0OOtlO* it with a pro- Lltt& amke grow We mabrtmoe whloh I haven in Lou the frotorlr moaptiag Ear. I would not l uaoomb. . there am momdntm rba otijim. 3 uolpioll. to tmn t* waol (Rho go08 rlowly.17 da8hab.Q@ 4 b~~hanse you take Ooffe@ you upi thlr forno. The following week. lra*t like And Im that.a lhir do ltr when they aoff. 12 mlautor. mum Ilaag. Life L iwflrul~ it aalma* full l m at this go to My hmd ir tix'om&y __ _/-_ my*rttention gd. but even when I rtrugglo I fulfill It a t&ok. You rhould not You tthou.
(Irro. that ee a negative It doer not CmotldP. that it oounta. oould really oonomtrato ror a quarIm werybody ho would bo bigger tbon your BIetro Dome. I hew ooaupled with another notload tie oame negative anotlona some beok again and again by rosooiatltm and they oaun to aorrespond thaa ao *I@o?” Hr. You mot repeating. lt lo the eoverlng. Q: the objeot When I l repeating. nob rrlia on&or. (For example) you are hungry. de salomann) By negatlro on0 know8 l orothing atom whloh one oonnot know without thlo from omeoolf neoosoary by l having it. in the One muot rep-ate o it doer l 8oenoo and a*11 bo aood Ron rarlnlqg apart* 01 I oaa how l rpty I on. I OOQvery olsarly oxlot. I do it. ready rrde foryau* (throu&?) of hunger1 the hunger of the morning. lo the rapeat. aontradlotloclr . dloappeara objsot. bmotlan rsmainoa nd beaomeo then l omething else. I ohoulA& ok him to be nr~ teacher. fuLl of -11 mundco deolrao.) l Mr. repeat. la the mornln& It not the l omO* lho Engll8h to bra eat a lot You bvo the opportunity thlr mtorial. By l oelng them. try If thora In three oaturler to l ahl6va have been perhapo ono and a half glning it lo not perhapa one l oaond a month by repratlng. 01 You forgot. sverrybody aould do thlr. Thlo lo the aim of th@ work. of an hour only. I aonnot hold thought or a fooling. the Prenoh 8t night. ("a taok* l vldontly mean0 ano of Mr. A8 l oon am I haves l een it. oun I think of aanpliootiona. would bo otinf#* oalnto. l I: think about It. but the negative no mtter uhloh. to make it. l You rioh no power of aonaontm- ome with awrybody. you forget. timI* It you have no memory. of mid-day. that &Ivy@ roar.SOldEQUESTIONSAliD ANSWERS FROM l'!fiE FRENCHffR3UP Q: only ior I never do a taok thorou@ly. 'Ihere are dliferont of the clvallng. @@oxorolooo. lo Oth4wm rlll anotlan hr. but +cooond. than chrlot. to l ay that you hvo You mmt If a aan ropaat. 08 lot 00 my klnda They are to a tandenay.
Row oan I avoib Mr. There are two rtater. I ha*0 no will and I ham no rraef37 for I laok fora. %aroh baok To11 time 11 IW Into for all your fallurer. The task har boon Mr. lr on0 aupr one OM tha a go04 waking Q1 bhaa I 8. 02 ho haad lr only Mm dlrootor. I rprat 16 7earr lrarning rlesp not to droun. One murt not d-u. -4o\ eoni. a ultb arnm utsndod 7ourralf a vigorour If l nU 7w will l leop.! to ma that I hare lt giver m b&ok hogo awl groat l atirfaotlon of m7rolfr Should 1 allow thir? Look. rlwa7a lram four rho10 llfo. roon 4ar No. tb 66 mi8 ir iirh ait m0 OM l top pying %o dream or uroolatlanr and (thorofors) whloh roourr You oan Arrool~ attention to l rroalatlonm. ft lr tha polioamm with hlr .0 ag nothlngnor~. it to do an7thlnlngj that late. noa t habitual whioh oontlnur %on l ro thoro (book) mhloh are lr alro tbo Kq of Drounr MU thr Gdelr of LOW I&torre ahooao. that with suoh foraa mu dlIgwtl it W&k. ta nlnuter T!nk@ oold rhowsr. fin and goes out. of rrrking. L am oompletel7 biroour8g*d l ThaT. rtand for wall. will bo l aaio~~ I am give you a make 7ou r1e.8 la. and a atate glue Mr. timr ne~m l t09 wii tha Xi one dream. QI thl8t Oalr 4 hu6 partlolpatmr (in the awalror). 0: into 7our part.g fOroYoPa muoh more l %pen~lv@~ If okabe* A pill ir ahoap to rlosp roll well for on0 night. pill night hate to then let jourroli gor opm # vein. you ale already 18 too late old. rlrspr. alone* on. Alwq~ aven when one ir one fear is alread your miattier es more anb repaIr 1 108 m7sslr in my cireomawith rush oharlty.llkr a all1 where everything thlr. rr 70~ d0 not uo th tark. Nhen on0 rubdoa. one must rloep. 01 one must do. that it Mr. Q6. yourrelf meaeureur to me Wfer more and more. l terythlng lo donr b7 halvrr. up. 01 glraior it that.. aar rloepr one watoher roll.
paltry or 18 very anything Hr. olra I)t It now you in Ro’. Ibptd. prepare You the dovelop Praotio8. evrrything not do. the turning make ycru muat atop it. Only QI Yr. Should be the you well. bar muat the l mo error l gain praotlor your t lngerrm Cl fssllngr. nothing. pray everything Be holahcartsd preaia*. whole of 111111. life. the the . get thlr. You give have a need. For Do well. piano. Thim i8 you not will have enough* an anewer* It will rlgbt to Qsrlre yourself. you. Thir . f&ix the ky. 1 aee vile. I attaoh a tark done? 8ame 800 Tvsn you be for thlae aatlng everybody. mar. Create E.’ Hot on4 your head - th. the rtnow whora yo$‘ue I will bo going and you will l k. rtrength of am you repaatr I 8pend hour8 a day ooauplal myself to with to very remedy small thla.t ‘ho in the my am too oamplloated. there ror play ruture.verything a need repmat. something beoomrr only. will %a . greolrely P need. alme arm mm# &a.” !BE Al& Choose 8omathlng 18 whioh ior uhloh lr an 8rf0rL. mdrrrtand exer01808. bring ma reeult8. One but not If muat is It what you work sat haa alway to you on When Mve In it been 80. of the 18 muoh aoquired habit oi rlmplr. thir ‘1 . the n$rd. I SW I have the aanm diraotlon. thumb8 in 18 the rrrrult part. it la only that w8 wish ~811. that If a bad habit &lwaya Do not future. pxwmt peat. Yoydnut Do not dolay. ~oraieea. change. easily ronethlng. an iqafedfato you muat 8ohlew &way. tlP88. ‘&at mh1ah lr Alway l ary bad l your interior 18 your hart. Thir 4’ 1 . to l a damire. and prsparr would Repoat.* repeat. reprat * You never (Dertroy] ropeat mollgh~ thnt oort8 oome8 you you. objsotlv8.aa.thlr lr repairing. uko ‘tohlk. Later dr qr ladlaatc. another mttaln flrrtj tb should olmar and mlwryr beform your te whelk I tm rork 01 romQraO# there lr alrqr man jmrt of 1) .up.-419 ramming yourrelt. rapokt. thourandr and thourand Row sh&uld 0: You “rrpalr It you havr the the partiT” more I8 it by remor8. Repeat. . rind the the m08n8 flrrt to QIO 800 there.or& rbould to ia that do holr to Stop.
You mu8t nob *@a You muet wleh to future. them.Your tark but in thblr in their Thlr mu8t be your tank. of a It Mr. WEI rued6 Sor tht.1088. Evoq- thing that you do murt beooms a prrt muet be plrt in their of your task. plaoe. Yl8ter8. . ir lrpo88lbl8. to onmblo mo to ocnrinoe myrolf 8nd rtruggle refu881. l oaked.-4s that rrfu~er. You uadomtandr I hero to rtop ~8lnr for a momnt to oolloot thlr? . Afterwrd it oen beoomo tha ult. When I take my ol~rr myrslf . there l8 alway whloh L -0 part of me whloh rcfursr. future.7 from hi8 pinto). love you* eee than how the ohlldren their fathers 8nd dll You will then be able to tell do it. It room8 to me empty. It ooouplrd with ltrelf ro8ult and uhloh bar enJoymat aatuh. 10 dmrtlmd it lr full bar to beoome washed. Wk. Your olarr the ohildren help that were at 18 to h8lp. to boooms of raltr (He t8k88 a rrotlon J&a. I have 8een thlr the over there with real ohlldren. ole8aed to remove the 88lt. 18 that rhloh removma lhlr in whet purlfle~. Jm* Ylth thr 88l$ it Q. or to mythlag. How oan I prevent enter into You murt mke your o\pllg&tlonr your work. to put (Magi) for myeelf ia the yeaet of the work. You will "1-8~88 at the 88me time uleh to help. gito you a uared rlwm~ Mr. (9: Xt lr wry tmgwlae J-B mud it be Look a8 thlr. tw You ham bb . rhloh hider.8 ln my work. 0. “It hold o# it 18 I who have md ahi8 rpollr 8vtrrythlng. better that it will not led ltr 8nphrr8 neoorri~. u~ole~e. oi your work. oaaot other hand. You rmut put yourself Then you will &member how you &en you think theSrsgeo m8ke them 8ee differently. Bemorr(. Thlr But the u80 of ag8lnrt this remoraa. whioh does not partiolprte. manifoetatlon8. ln 8omeone'a plaoo. 01 them I dll 8urato ~088 Yeu ramrmbor BeU8obub from one to the other. ranlty with On thr lr l romething o roe0 81 I whloh 811~8 a8y hn18 a wall done thlr-" and whlcrh 1. that t8118 18 that I wlrh to it 18 u8. 4re trio surrontr. Isr._ ~-. it What rhould be don. It Q: le ea opportunity When I try You muet beoone a good laborer. ~dor8t8ncl slmpl8. them to go kill for mothere md they will It will be nothing lhlr you. ltrolf.
0: Have I undorrtoad plo~rurer are rhit. of You Perh8pr tho7 You bo 07 aora where the7 are. Tbq omnot for I. fi8h whoa. wurrmntr tt 8aeuB that utlrfmotlonr. remain in 701~ own ourrent.d90tl0n. pmt that you OIO them.t rly. in your Interior In the All eyatem. of their on all your to thar torard hrvr done fo*ouo~ oonrtmt tlewr moo your &kea when 70~ ude bad Por8l. of your@olf* 'Ihi 18 good 8atIrfaotlaa You m-0 lort reluX live till maohnnloal pleasure3 exoopt for giving drrtrofr onarelf Qwy ar 9 aI1 Ln~urllour. ths]r have no bcdler. murt you om h&Ye m~tlrf~otlm Other. ~-live the rurfrr tliaa 8uff@r. and then ia 70~ your interior life. PPQOFI~ of aon#olonaoI on. one nut Cruta the parte Doator.you are lllu ln ula air. an aim. them. Think b&k them.d. rlther allvo? 8urfrr. tha. rightl7t All plsaEun8 plea8ure8. qulot. uirt the other aurront. aurt mart voluntull~tOo rapair. 8tlon. ~hsrcr are two qu~lltlsr On one rids of ploaaurerz plse8ureg if two qualltlsm 7ou work well you.f) a drgnsre. era Ace they all? Mr. 18 to be I wlrh You lntenrt to help 7011. rejroted. natural l loment ir uatar anP who are obl%g& to llvo lr You murt now learn to live in both ourmntr life in rhloh at OLIOO~ l9uwe thr habitual mat ourrsnt uhloh ir ordla~ry tha 701111~8. voluntary neoosrrary for ~1 I notios In lndlffsrenoo Mr. objeotlve u&e you 8 #law. of all runt low them agrin. You rurt think them. in thlr. or hortllltyr me* but an abrenoe of enotlons. 1Um I:: with rooond ourront. Up to now you have hrd oofitaat now you BUBt Othera. of 8nd agreeable senratlons. HOW dd. sffortr got a result. thu You to yourrolf. hum 7ou are with whioh ir a perron. muat plotura life. whlah orown in them. with 7ourrelf on17 when 70~ uero alone. Are your l 81. done? parent8 Q&at.0 do lometblng perhapn the7 hnd 80~18. exprom You nuat l amoa You are a rmall gra%ltudr pi600 of th-.8. You mint porhp8 pay ror ruomo~ when JOU 8ero a ohlld. 7ou mu8t think they have cothe ROQO~O. The be re@redr Baa-oh in your part* 7ou al80 do . have their faoer bsforo your W. Or iin myrs1. kmvo not known them.
%orythlng qo from thr 1p1 l vey- Ii I put you into ribor an hypnotlo me told you OM toll 18 rrltton.on thing 18 normal. the I have taa the remor for after thnt dlrappsard my patient8 happlnars discoverad at that feeling also dlrappeared.' it. one rufferat the love . you ~111 bo ab& to our@ paralytlor and make th8 Ulnd 4g I for a long the. by 18 thoror P rubjoot hir put to #loop at tbr momant. two l motlon8 rare by th8 frellng 88ms time. rlmp. @ring8 the forae If we argrtallire Later you will bnd of love. 0: hour of one'8 birth. joined ourrant ~8~ with It wan by love that All performad miraoler. the Souroo. it oormlo foroe whloh gorr through power . . It very vivid which glvan of love. Your parent8 ar8 @pd. Our om tram reglr tar ovarything. no mrtter power ia the world. the plum rata of the Everythlag perron who wu borldr whloh I rado him m-11~0. and whloh 0-0 brr bwn rurprlred by the ~outeno88 with Of rsnirtl~r ob8orved 80 lntaro. Qk tirk flrrt with themj rftor there 8111 be other Really exerol8e8. rufferlng brought Of remoreer and happin happine88. al. around you & roti your birth. life. In myralf for gomat buss when I aa rttondlng a reoond smotlanr their of 10~8 of the lam@ quality. what rent. Jesur lhe xullglons have pervertrd tind deformed (love). aooumulated bib=Real love 18 bsoomea a a aurrent. l vsrything. Real love 18 the bar18 of all. tlone a onate Real love 1~8 magnetism.-44.the greatort bookr. He la too far may* ood. you materlalr lovo an a barb. sufferings and bring them a And moment I oodld relieve 0r hnppinesr. lng for one partlola torwdr of emotlant rufferlng. they aI% the future pl. lhfn no vluld. ttllr oXeralBor bar the monant. 08 Is there phyarioal a aonneotion? the roudetlons. It will glvr study magnotlra with 800~ in whioh.bo* for ood ln you* You owe thorn everything.80 great Ihr nal there my ah8 them. your parmtr are your uodr YOU aannot know lhern 18 no plaor for Elm in you. all the lrpnrrlane I had in qe31 Yr. I loo8 my prmt8 during l I have dono the work rhloh a v8ry of rral you gave u8e ryeold quality very muoh and I have dlroorered rooond perMp8. Mr. baok.
crurh sllmlnata @or)C0 rh@n your remem*. rtate go toward thim tendency of having l xtraordlnary wlthout wrlp&t. Fael again ln all the dotallr. drive it. 1) '0e orgrnir It wlrhor Qne lrurt the prJahlo ltr The organlo It on4 wl. Let your remorse be it ir the rufforlng the l r) rtrong no porriblr. make “tohlk. you ndo renumber yourrolf. Ot You murt 40 thir l for yourrolf. Thir the l Poufou~ Thsre i8 no weight* It rhioh la this imagination.“) oeroful Qc Doer tN# then. why you rwt a8 on a photograph. 10 the oomter ne balanoe of real thr-. it. Suffer. You am a repremmtatlvs Philosophy. &ve work tha lnroriptlonr~ Choore them. (Boelrrbubr "Hatoh balng mmething to my p@rmbrT Y~o~ it touoh than aomothing? Mr. ruftsring find raa1tr Saaroh in your part. A rtata 18 a rtmult. thlngr In that you aan have real laapplwrr S) glva by real body. It ir ior thir rspalrlng. hppinera uhlah giver weight. be but a Wowand time8 nor* rarltlto~ That 18 0r the purity of your roler. It la a real 8niul0 One fool am an animal. You muat slklnate arias@. eating.” thin. to ration needr- alooping. without away. voluntary whioh matter@) rrorme ruffsring rhloh paya for thr pmt. oryI revlvr perhapr* the #aone whan you won a bad ohlld. I hero alaaya It said so* is light. whioh repairs rXr. IWPLOFII Have OQOCN~ whloh oountr. # a of ratlsfaotlon your parmtr agdn. lowe under different body obey0 ltr Thorn are two dlframnt body~ lawma law@. 01 You have ~mag%nation (Vld faritaly* of art.in written. a ma1 l As noon it. .br else. mot It Imow~ nothing it nothlry l 11)o. IQ.t it gosr in l top with Ai time in order Your nature should be genuine . me murt not have fmo without result of inorth) rtatea it J you the other* ha@ a tendonoy (tht lot your- ralf borir.
It 10 other arplratlonr. Up. doss not.ow oneself.8 t2m rpeolfio a third united stat& different with roaethlng Ibe taak whloh wo must use to areatv two. forno. rtruggle whloh oal18 the third "1" .atioa of a dlfformt &la* #a&t))tanee. !I&0 only l k 18 that all rrerythlng rhould 8ervo thlr Qr me lut werk I hrr about thoroughly undorrbood during the waok what you told all the week 1 thr pbjalml dlr~otlonf body and the psyohla body and have wwked in thlr I ham rtrugglad. whioh ir the Master. that oomnande Put baoh one in it8 what goes on* begin with. roluntarl1yr whioh one must relnroroe f'lght uhloh exists naturally. one md the other.whboh will It 1s the third the faotor- oonolllate make it and make tha equilibrium. a third thing. booaure by struggle For lnrtanoe. %o nlgbt I was arleop. is in the habit this la its med. und6rrtand One must educate the It must obry. oan a new polrlblllty of rmoklnng.1 ellminatc to satisfy it. than the organlo body. xhe need 1s a conrolour form whlah always there but L refuse voluntary will be There Is a 8trugqle. It has world. The pmyohio body knows sosmthlng other nsrda. other deslrea. of ran. a will whloh 1s opporad to a noad and areatos rtruggle. &oh one knowr hlmrolf it la hi8 interior thing. train othsr It it aml m&o it obop. Pike only pO8Slbillty of 6rsating a 8eOOnd body 18 by an l ooua&. lnrtoad of obeying it. habit. from the other else* nhloh 1s 1s therefore something preolro and ONLY by rtrugglr my organlrm whloh relnfomer this stmggb. tukj plaoo. 'i2~ero la a oonfllot It 18 a struggle It belong8 ta a different between there 0r a differant the other two bodies - one wIshbe. naturn.our wrkj rtats by our will. of bat being be born. not One must soo very small and eon rind to a BLU the body. 011smust kr. jour porrlbll~ty. The body 1s an animal. 1s this wMoh l. . The psyohe la a ohlld. I do not wish to smoke . !l'ah a task % ratlnge whloh 1s wlthln Q1 a habit.feel it a8 a Strangers One must subdue it.
porriblr to undentand 18 imk87 8nd what ir it 18 neoorrary to DO. to h&va l xperionae. . 0. will b&ore To undrrrtand. And For PO# he is my friend. again. they produao an In ay aase. ha. was or ahonae.t?penr in four sm-41 70~ kt~ rat. Therm axaml8~r IEuropc~ ubtrd. ba8i8. YLr. u~78elf I even hed the to to SO* m788lf. it to 8ee lf what men80 hao a real #memolmpo8sibl8 in the uoraire from this Others will whrt to ii. ova glto 7ou l xpcrlanoe. md 7ou will Ihd that two wcekr. I arkyou now to m&e notes of all reaks. I RSD sraklosd by my IQ~ . 'lbey a8n OYOSI areata the mo8qultoo8.a imaginary~ For cxamplr. oompanimm~ thlr will bo uroful for 7our rpeak about it"\@ere.-47. 0. Thankhk. foraor around 7 ouO foreign to 7oug It 18 porrlblo that when a man really evrnt it like thlr ro8l17 rlrher to rtruggls. &roe you hpve undaa%tood.11 x117 am.who had been bittfor me* He UPI by mo8qultoo# and who ~a8 in pain 8nd bog8n to ary and aall rufforlng before ad arglngr I want time to hir and booare ho wa8 orying ln myaolf? aftor md rufiering. your head onl7. It is dlrfiault diffioult for mo to rap&rata what I senre.i8hed amturhr %e e%oral#ol ago.. wtit it How asn I oru8h thlr 18 aapablr of and I have awn of reaatiat a rook mrk Yr. It i8 tbr Then I told 7011to expoot nothing u8rolso whiah will find give 7ou undorrtnndhg.** l xerol~e.I hate a four-7amr old 8on . nothing aould hevr bocn bettor. beaauro \ do not forgot tbt ‘A-w your aon i8 your ma&tar. Ther8 an works. n&t with I am very glad and work Sor a rook. ouldler l i ahargo you with a oonmlrriar for hlmj flvo da7 for a 7ear* January 18. I beat blab vlolenar its I did not 8llow to go wbtIn7 on ita rlrsp bod7 lr. it some after0 perhaps 7ou will real . I what from what l. rhothor thir. Duboau: 18 trw. 1944 Umr. wore l rtabl.
tning. it lr You can only pray with Muit lntsrestr oentom* your thrso oentsrs. my dsclslon ie oon~olous? If I want money. it.. Q: It Is surely from ouyldlty. Another qwsttonoa llfs.rdlp you muat learn never to idantliy~ do 0-0 . it right awry? lP it ii it is 8 ~aahr088. you Mt During outuss wardlq play a role. oatsgorloal example. to yourssli It as a tmk bo but you mustn’t oount . atmosphere. but no automatic!. Jolllngerr Can am be h&pad In work by prayar and how oan Mllr. you aan brp is a phgrlabl Or. Pa How OM 1 know that for lnstanoo.you must never life.in the oxtamal you with your ex8rol~s. able Rhsn ~aur prayer aan $0 u to pray to the Pmeidentr - . oompatbble with For l dvloet . Pomrreur Can one have ambition it outsldo Mr. Pt If you CM do It But if it oonsulou~ly.a dcrlre Mr. What gou have aoqulred through the work utunt not bo ueed In ordinary So long a~ you have to do with me.awreu: ambi)lm I would llko for If it hrlps to know rhethor the work ir world..P. must kill 50 it tit 18 not nsorssary ugssts your to try serious and 4e8troy work . may parhaps oomgrtlble with the Pomereut Qr No.extraordinary gosslbllitlss . Qa power . Or IOU s an glro on suoassdlng work. After You OM do nothing that. am wry Q. YOui quo8 tlon the work? 1s abstract. Olvs yourself task and oarry even by lnartla.~a it. thing. the work such things them for ordlmq but lnwa.. you oan even kill someonee I havs given you this at present. praysr. you OM do it. Pirat put yourself solidly on you oan do saneth+g. It a uonraiour asn be a physioal it out. and at the sams tiw 10 1s your oonomthan your you will bo an exarul8*. sks is not your Tour prayer gsu far tratfm wlth your thrso (aura) no frrthar as Aaerloa. 34Jan l gotlstr your feet.you may or may not.
You em neoesaary praatloe. (tt futun. to oonosntr@to not only with tocl an4 amao+ YOU om pray. 1 oi my o&88 an4 how ditferontly 1 msnags it now rroa berore. ltmt is your aim . Thlr ia whm-8 our I smtorytlrs4. thlr rork Oc I to&d ymu fra ~leotrlolty. No one must notloc not to identiry. You gain axgerlenoe and ohangr way of going about things. animato or banlutc). inwardly role worklnq.but with jurt now lerver certain Hlgnstts: seen8 to me that am thinking at making without 'ha ruls r0-htr4 mo wondering. weakno 1190. anything 7ou ZLke . First you 40 many cxsrolses bet&e PlayZng 8 tUZ1s. exerolres . but a mesna* AC I w8ntQ4 more deflnlte 02 %erythlng oome8 in how not to ldentlfy. think. only lr not an slm. work m4 you will Now your ala 18 not to ldmtiiy. (3. Just 40 your of all.Mile. D. OX~rOl808* a* 'I. . Ahin t olearsr ~ometlmsa I suoose4 in reaahing a kin4 of thinklngwhioh ln whloh I underrtand msny more things* a8 one learn8 Can L 118s thlr? to pl*y the is md bigger. NOWyou that you srs 10 play a must 40 your sxsrolss and live aa bciors. osntors? ror the rake 0r thm three. / burn8 l lot oi .Exmtly plsno. For thir thsrs l rs dlrfarsnt the throw ooa201. Homnar : impartial. I rtthomomeatadl dootor. How OM one prr$ with ths three thing. Iu lnab&b the rtart~ prtially. . Consider phllorophlring. NOWyou must do a rerlour Lea=. . 111s were n& 0r thst mer your Thir 18 a n*tural You 00~14 von hpve done that &oh year you are older. ror thr It mOm0nt. l What I wlsb to tell l you 18 8omUMng thing. lo nsasrra~ 10 \ ror ~8 to br lmw4l~ look &t maoh thing. reaogplire th4t iuairisd. ‘hi8 on8 oontor but with the You rurt 18 lmpart8ntt. dlfrorent. mars praotirrd.inwardly dlreotibna its tine. 1% sometlmer one oan't help urlng re8ultr of work. you 88re l ln~r %ir ir i8p08ribib your pent l Otim8. br.
that have raothlng. lr it doalrable Spontaneity but with not oontrolled. doing anything deflnl te. I think a bout work. bsaauae I have bran intoribut f don’t ruoosed in the results 1 have had. when your P different quollty and you may booome a platnl8t. bavae~ t been l blr to remsni. My ray of reasoning feel dog8 When i don’t You have many like ln working. you put la you l You murt bo rlncrere til your ear& with youraolf. !fhle rlnaerlty im&. you have reclognlsed your a pin nothingness. 08 you. only aa a dootore on only Einglirh Mrne. i)UrdjlorP I oannot help in Frana@. like 11 slnoerlty coizpatlble but with lr spontanbityO that they doa’t with go ‘hey oan go together. that. but a long tlma. You muat not be rlnoero yourself.-- HI simple offort aated by F’or a rook Z. January 16. You must thank nature rhlllppo hor a aria18 Ii that I hid this that orisir har begun. Dz ir a dream. to ahange %omethlng. You onn only do tha axeroher . give up* NOW If to praotise I take and Amerloan Ahen 1 night get PI well You must over thir orfris. Donirrr 0: tog0 tbw* othera. to aala you. P: 08 tit 1: have not the right patients. It ~OIIIOBlike Think only of the future. you o(u1 make e real I wouldn’t it give it he deoisian to you. md that twiae a year.ner oa the t&la. somet~mer make@ me think I tell myself nil thet thin all Ianft thir true. YOU murt trurt no ana.nor brother. even tha of an hour. thrr To be able to play tuner a dirlllurlonment. Perhaps you had an lllualm. youa As “Mr. You oannot slpeot tnker 08 result pt. on your hmule but the other dlHUO* Parhaps you have nothing Lot him imagine ltr inaid@. begun 80 8oon. ploylng may aoquire Mine.or for a quarter to do my (~~arel~e. 1944 . neither #l&tea. He will U you are rinoera l lt with mother.
0s ooul4 be purIiI@d. 01 Little honsrty. whnt Ir your pur8tIont : LUOa %e ueralre v&i&& oonalrto in demanding of the body the \ 8ubrtmOe8 neaeraarg to bring to thq inos upreerlonr of goodassa. n4 rrtiafaotiaa prodma to py mush nora later cm* Olatlmrd1g. natur.p youa For thr am who is working. af giving arb It you will %t rmaln you will not be ablr aa8t make the rlorIfI4e your word that 00 ~‘promII)o. bat& two prInoIplrr. to ohmgo yourraM. YOU Today you annnot give muoh to others. ho plays one's role. life I have more and more to use triokn and that 01 %at You do thlr for them* I havr alrmdy raid now you mart br an absolute future rltrulrr. thnt you have l oertaln feeling of It I8 thlr feeling of ratlafaotion thim feeling? In yourrelf whloh show you you are hone8t. For the rake oi mcl If you try what YOU arm* yourmelt %J you In yourrelf m4 to.-81one. l 000~4lag to what th0 8ItitIm ft you 08'. agolrt. up to h%a In future You have two olusr. Lua I You underrtand PeDc But now in my evsrydny mroltr I8 exterior we llie. justloe. ir honertt when you hate given yourrsli a orltsrlonr your word to do something and you hare done It. honrty. 00 one I ice1 doubtful of my monoyo about g oven though I gIv* away that I rant my llfo founded on ruoh prlnoipler my mema of livelihood G$ And nar. dOnmn48. will you formulate that your question? one 5 what aan one fro1 There I8 a prlnolglc. you mu8t glrr tea-fold. . willhr1. Luo. aaah of them the balanoo md partioularly what one taker honertyr and tit apd Ikmt one bstwoon giver In roturn f had mom satlrfaotlm mom whim I wa8 l arnlng la88 rltuntion - am embmwrrod now In a oomfortable ul4 eaq CI: I have already Luo : thmo quartrrr undrrrtood yam question. tsnna impartiality and Intrlligenoe ha8 led mo to reoonsldsr 18 the relation of honesty. a good rgolrt. Inwardly on0 &08 not Idmtli'y. 0 ont eatmrnt . worklag Inwar4ly. you will to another.
had you had money c oertaln you would ban Nature lr gone to a oaf. givea him through Phillpps : oonscioua that he nesbs. T!Jro a mall thing that that yma are orpablo you oan do. but having ncna c you 8tapd more lntelligant oond~tlona for than you) aho bnows bbOter your work1 and lf at ha@ and rorb de than you whloh are the beat oalls you work . time to pnue amall &In. . keep hia glvcln word.i +lf 7 beoeuro a prmiyr gi’vau mu&’ $0 hold to and you murt h3arr d keopln(l it. underrtand? For inrtanoe. to get will money will all ooma to you room all if it In another for his nature out 0tr Do you Raouroes a mcu-1~2 ir work.\ am ne te.. nature you the cmdltions there 18 nothing spirits For ordinary %t iOr mm.p fdrdlaer to ahange ranethin~ Lf one #mall thing out. for the but ohanoer all the m6n who world. Iith through oarrled a ohsin of otentr out. undertake WI6r) X mm t give up my “~)calo”* obllgstians. ~111 make it nrrersar. (To Siraone) evening. cornrpand. . m If you need maney do nothing 0918. I feel thr bat you ihave Just at this raid haa glum exxsrcisas* 1 feel in syaclf moment what epirlt a 1330 I murt in meb Wow I: undaratand what i must da. till you. it my oost a mlllion aftar youra and that will thr ~pointm@nt rlrs I ~WS and 10 QO not it ir tin. It some.nature WOIk* ir a rlstop6f ohrrlty. give mys ali my word aonoctminng -11 thhlngs. for oh@ bring8 your work aldoer neoersary I him what he har need of for even if you him it.8 piaoer . whatever happenBe ia an &broluta a lowtoin tlmo. not big whioh are too far Ot lhorr rrm in all ae* very simplyW it A man must II I law whloh fs rormulated aarer. glro whether you or note Try 0-e about overgthIx& iwor+ pbout 8 mall thlnge llot i$. you mWJt OOmer A mall wN& you do not Wow* UprOt thin& but If you do not p@rhaysm it ir aonnaotrd with many oth~rr franos. ma more than kll ir. on oonrolour rplritr who ~111 arranp.e for man who doer not mrk. nature you need. tha no you ouurot thing dll ir big be oarrird big thtigr easyj they are iar W&n it want it planar away md you axv only %t oonoomed with them from you all the time. If wm ii they you have given your word to come and 8ee me at out you II.
al80 do WU tuat whloh you have to 40 If ycu do not do well what you have well in ohuroh eltherr obli&atiti8 to do ln the I%&.-. aXl things wllr bl your at the tlae. till If parallel with this. C. fou muat dlreot all ovarything. Those you mwt worth mll)lone 00 well whlah .lou have to 40. you will will do them the mm If Lo not ma Just ampcat but s&van and all good. one. alwayr You have the time. hir (f: oneta affalrr mm *even* If lunoheon 3. thing. you will things of life you not do anything SRU8t fUkf%n In the ordinary tilyour . are dlxector. be well& one asHot Fs nQt good. the obU@t’orget If you the 8ervlrg. tlon the result OS dlreotlng ove&nw You nsgleot la bad. loalng tlma~ Kith ruoh an Interior organimtlan. that Ootoilrr nothing forget0 even if you have l ffrlrs worth mlllioar.. You nro here.18. ) but if “+P ior not Sulfilltng well ~8 obligatlonr It 3a a small it one underetnnds how one muat 4bot therr w time in life. a ma will naver go ran . you un4ertake the 4etai. 18 a big thing. 004. affair8 andyou There i8 not one aapeat. with unetitudr. nothing rind Acaurtom yourrelf you will else. iihlngt You l f. you have to do in the 1. thou&t.- CMter dutier. way* @ml your aear one 18 oome up.. you morifioe your asaooiatiolu gou do well mt l verythiw ymr must be drawn to iho nffalr whloh oonrtituter your work. to supsrvlro emlet but that. learn All to to do well do ovarything pre3mcc. reproaohod au dlreator. do one well. even think about them two or three weeka Think 0P everything. men though for if all For instanoe. you have nvon the six othprr the Zlrrt 8ven go well l utonmtioaUy~ in your life. pepme l vary- abemd an4 never fail. you will in ohuroh.
mune thing. God, tbon your
I I)PLdk father,
you do not lure your mother,
you do not belleve 70~ 81 m
~wi 8ex-w for
UC I have an ld @al, I have l lr87r longar abe 3~9~0 Chrirt
bwn a Catholio.
T)ut I 20
In the I MO n7* Catholicism was very good, but not latterl7, they diluted eierythinz, In the
In the beginning
“ihey reamhod beginning it
for midday at two o~olock; -8 superior to the Orthodox the faith
Qa I: oannot a: are no longer automatfoally~ mlllicns
of my ohildhood. that
That la not neoe8ssryr
You have lost
You and not ssaroh Mllllona
you are big nor*
You shr?uld have logla
God 18 impo8slblee with
1’0 have dlrsot nlih
eon taot with to have rslatlona
Mr. God dlreot,
But you oan have a relntlon has thla 4hanged your interior
in thlr ideal
ahat 7ou do hem,
- slnoe you took part
Then porhapa you have uoniidenca Ben he can 8erve aa teacher met entirely.
in the person rho
in the meantime. I aant
That doea not sntlsig ‘hen make a program* that
You do not kn m what you want. mother, him, this
you to undeP8tmd
neareurt - father,
in plane oi Ood.
The rem1 God, forget
Aa 7ou are,
Khan you hnvc gram,
could be, but you hOOVer an ideal
are on0 among million8 1s naare8t
S(WntlmO, take &I M ideal
and then 7ou am
to God , b8Oausa thir
ha8 in turn &n id881
80 cm, On to Ood.
7o1qreroh him, do not think another
ho who la
Your ldwl to
70~ God. Later
Mao, dr 88lmmin1
you oan $,a
ideal* away* You ar8 too rrnall
you oan bo
435~ God for yma* He ir a Ood rho in hir turn hu a God. It ir a ladder, there 0 arA
1.r l luaym romrthingabon~
you got your anamw by tha
&eh degroo (mu&
I am ohin.
lead8 you to aother
01 your timer dinotly, It
You 04tlnot pmy dIr*otly la f’rQm then He
You ipugAu~ 80~ but you raato Uks a monk,
pryohQpa&hy 0~888~ llbr thir
and sixty rnythingr
me want& TUr your
ho perlcrhar like Ood direotly law axirts relf .
a dog d thout No one hu
IOWI Him, for You will dlreotIon, be your wxlr with
the 1~1 of oontacrte is 8 trlot.
look for your Jod vhsn you havr felt QI a good road, for inrtanoo Shr ir not &n3, but
guldod in the right ‘hen rhe will
by ?&me.dr be you?
rt@ge; you oan have oontaot
her) itrelf it
make all will tr
pnd good manifestation8 with prayer relative another and it the next rtwgs.
y&88 throuljh Then a thkd
her and that 8 tap axi finally like frcs
make oontaot that your
~111 reaah the real in the country
Goda Lxaatly Fir8t
marsage to a than to 9 rtatos
town, then to the village, take+ome Qa oa
to your relative'8
ttir quration arkr
) W.ng in thr they go aaoordlng
You know “Juati@e”
i8 a big word - it’ is m big thlngr like miorobea,
to law, aa the law hu will
thaa to go.
~emWIIber; a8 you 801, lo yo$ and natiour. rhloh
reap, but alao famillrr
OQBW from romething
oonverge on you,
bz & father ran, vary prrt
YOU in 2’09. YOUPBdf
or 1 grandfather.
ran or &rmdIt
i8 you rho have to ra@ate hour for louj it
lo not an inJurtla0,
wl11 br a
will allow to rrgulata
th= for thi8 not
of your father,
youor, & iB youth, b+d, it It
IcJruQII4 OQ 4U’th
of your blood.
of i tS it the part,
an honor to be thlr
?he more you ma
to mpalr Auoored in Those
the more you ndllhrvr lhioh
remsmberln8 a11 that
you ham not 60030 I) you Ehould in the part, a to JUSTfCE have mortW.ad
thlnngr whloh you have done oontr*rj
Thus you OM have ten tFarts plorr remorea of oonroienoe rupm ities,
and your worth will You hare respcmslbil-
t in proyort Ion, 0 familyr family it All
past and future,
depend an you* If you repair it $8 bAd,
Your for You An
depends on ther ir good,
my fcnr repair
you do not repair
Sor f~eryone# let it
your a 1tuat 1 al.
pi#U with thing. with ft JuBtdce.
ea what Justice
is not MAI,+ big
your little is tdfotlo
is oaaupicd with It
to belLeva God thinka
of small thinga,
is the 0’
Jia6tloa doss not toua lrqll thsf, and at the same tpe, nofhiarg 7 i io done on earth without it,' 3emo&t& ths' rihp~onni 1 You are obliged to oP rcaponrlbillty the anut. It l!n the line is dlff loult he amnot of your blood; you murt work
hove a poeitfon more to repair (3: rntisraotlon, 01 %gln with a
(A man aasertu
can do nothing
by oonsoienoe,) to do t&i& all at once, one must rearoh.
to put on lsf$
la Impo8sibls thing.
hIa!? you wake,
rook first, oar firAt,
of the right
one, remrmbnbrlng yourself. of rashinq.
Wan the l&t Alwayr
the one you are in heblt
Make a promem,
else ~111 appear to prevent
you from onmyS.ng out you, Then whad on the left At the
But even lf
is a fire,
do what I tell into
you go out into
at the blond who Interertr
bruiettar And 110 cub If
you, look toward the window on the right you do not suooeed In trying
you aan l ek your quosblon
do not #peak at
md I w%ll
you do th11,
md explain a thousAnd mom dstallsr
the i'lsld %thsr something will evbn make a olgar8tts. Tblr 18 lib8 meul# Of liquidating your8d.8 negative ckf rtruggling amotion and prevents agalnat me from reri8tingr fear. you undemtood: A belt aad a h&t al80 . m th@ other the OBiIliOTl l oartain foap. po nothingnds. (L new “JU8tlaONa rralnot it ha8 fantasy. om mumt doold. 1944 tried forget t0 foe1 ramo~80 Of OOn1018nO0.l hrV8P i8 fOU-fOur. f hat8 20. 1s another You are not frightened? (NO) Then the fear flu-Pciw la nothing. to trm8fer If part into nothlngn88e. under8t8nd em you You must Objsotivelg what opinion You amnot oan you have? or nothfng like thS You can do nothing. deoidr) lngnr88 romrthlng. YOU &I?@ a yOUIlie8re Your father nOnentltJa Wmt you firat ws alraadg merde. decide all Or nothing. then 8i~pls.rr8 prirhr iapOrtMtr Ii you If you dcoid8. car md your fear. &he all 8 deolde within of your nothingne88. you knew your this noth I h8va notfoti *mana It ir %ll or nothlngw. than after that thir your faar will quortion. but the t&t it I oumot wu from reaorrb that Jiulu . the opinion I harm of wrslf. said about your Qbinlaa of 30 what OpiniM thir. enothw or drO88.a hMar8 this Ot met but th8 fm gawk8 and dotwmino. or &ou will be J. for your happen or you ~111 parish YOU are a aouroa Of evil Lither YOU Ulll aea#e in YOU should not eXl8t a8 you are* nanrest end for l veryonrr to be 8Wh II soume in ardor to perS8hh Have aoquire a real It hat. ~4 u I auooadd in rems&erlng no longer of my8elf the alung. must It Ir a11 ium@nation. You dog.a hill Ymrtlnu of April Dr. to perish. world. 18 indlvlduulity.me ona old@. Aboulkert rcemorwv ovomhelm8 me* hanged hinmelf. either ~11 or you rant nothing.
ldml of the you bar6 had. or relf and Mtred of your Cdl upcm prmtr.miona. it rrlf-1~8. you\~ahould do the “1 am”. in the naao o? your future. to have a future. you a real will Self-love thin filthy You should rejoloe an lapulrre has awakened ln on osretnony with self-lover crgakut to ohan&& You must not rtand enemy* 1s your greatest arsaturs.but everybody. At You murt daatroy I hare felt remora@ in flasher timer. 01 somathing ‘Ihe erfsot bet N-~cn ramor~e coma without tere qivem PI the derlrm 10 ier when it la mixed with hatred weights you dorm. your childhood m&s you warthy 18 whrt You mwt aaquire for freedam % dear It ir not try thlr to beoomr a oandidate future thlr I l dr38 e and It is a very dlffioult If you wirh It.. two or three It to awaken raI to remember Dr. pleasant. which will daotor. repamtlon for ‘3ne must punish 0nsselP meroilerrly xhe fooling of our pawnto. the inner manI Not only you . h-80 roerythlngr your to halp you to baar the burda ymr parlit and to bwomo wrthy of it. repugnanoe toward younell. but that ihe is not my fault. On ono you give Iand you awoe cm the other. all con.Iir. Dr.T 1 Her should ~ymor$o it Ot will. of true remora8 ir of youneli. In the preaente for point the future. . all thinga . Kn order real to axpsricnoe ail* 18 neacrrrary tranquility. thing. litCrally+ your enemy. A: One time wha to feel 1 felt it I wu nauseated. X'WUOl'~. #rt I do not know how to make it Oomer hhan I look for the kind lntentlmally. the mirtakss or remo1~0 of your @an mke eduoatorr. 0% YOU have When gsu feel be afraid thlz ~‘~. then you needn’t Only through that this impulse oan you trarr- of beoomlng more deprcrrsda oend your nothlngnnsas. Aboulkert murt be doing the exorolrs ‘Ihe rorlah rrcqlyjl for ~QIIOFIO leadr I try ID. rner I do no8 reoapture thlr quality ht but ilnd that dopre#lo# relt-love .lat of that in order to kill deprarsion. to to find doprrrsim. rbere it more you oxperima6 the more porsiblllty you have to a YOU tnuat ruooeed in bringing be6onwr hatred upbringing r’g3orae of oonrolenus of your mat.
hhnst “hen 1 examine never work. of doing. lf pnrt been oi in the work. ii%*.+ with hot water. the Only laokod 1 buw force crnc thing driving this whioh oan the l’nr forks par8 1 havr that.l ian suffer phyalaally. %at i8 l lro bad . I *PI g&ad rnrtj you will QUQI 8ble work on ~ouc8olf1 to thi8 tiCtl by . to nl’Ui1@#81y body if dO88 you lack. body. ms I phyafoal You Or. 1 8m eU8yiOiOUl of 9Wh48 YOU UI’e getting Ured to It automatioully. 8UtfW’. but Ot I no longer before. We it 20 the Lt ir oppanits OS what your body is the habit mffer. rufferlnge 18 nea88aarye the one and only a Wikh two ff way to maLtc the form rumrir4* aan but the it. again with WUting You muat do thlr with the threa amtor8. inIl@r 8xtama1. gOV@PtI not. you. head. do it with WX’Oif88Blyr mke hmd it only.~r YOU b81i~cl ULI)) d0 trzi8. JOu a-0 Jour 8EIOtiOna 8tifW* &t8cl gOU hV&3 Ob8&WVd be yOUrr. 1 notioe run xharc away I have from I get 0: .to hrlp aonraisnar aPrperi8nOti I. wlthout BOing not alp ualght. aannot lf braoma you beam you mom your l oourtoaad to rCUUOP8~j it you your aBUti pa8trat@ autcmatla~ YOU ure it to the bwomar l oouetomsd. &I YOU. find 8OmOthitiigj than rpr8kr a8 mah a8 you in 08nr you* as (Panntr?: YOU mut reaah whcce I haV6 have it. alway ulll.an idi. SOUP tima One Ielf. m6mllerrly 8uIne a8 dopros8tOn 1 WI8 bdmSw Etisvanr the mJT801f th8 doo tar. don’t make eat anoughj be mngg4 bear your organirm paur8aelf oold wmtor* in WM. doa8nvt llko &or lnstanocl ao3rs. mua t. bodily YOM’ ff&V8 Not a mmtal autiering -k8 it tstk~8 goui’ part8 8et0n kbd~6f For 61ain#$ou work. but told no me hae when JOU will hrlp give you* lrakad will? phyrio8. water.your word - a8 agalnrt the point thlr atar . yOU Undlrr8tOOd 8tMggill.
%st is the osntsr gr your queetlcmr of gravlt~ your imer st8te.6: with wish Very good sx*qple tsr fOUb Perhaps you ally know that psrsaa one part to ohm&e al gour@@lf . of your rack? ths -1’ and the @@V(ILI PI breaths.r@u. you sr@ dew it psrt of ~oursolf~ How you begin have objeBtiv@ prtiuses a alsundwstsndlngr 00 cm until dth you oont8st with pur thrso ssatshs~ %tut oae is rnlg hystsrlr~ .~rou bsve bssn QLng in the time viee versa0 @side for rarkiog. Psrhsps you am ailal al* pu Perhaps you will 1f you osmot find suoh s gerscm~ T&s in otle psrsc~ with another two OF thraae md be in the iesllng Por. thinLing SO rn. know that blow f hsvo understood. for lnstsnoo . The sxsraise whioh oonaists of feeding bhiah is ti3e one that interests you most.aontlnu@~ Only you asn judge’.oh . for Py. it is a f lxod ids&T I have understood how would I. I)4 lot lf you think them 18 risk of its beaombq a fixed idea.the intelloatti and pioture them with part. and this IIS about liime* Vera Wmal~ xa tall@ t&o rl$lt Or a q)aemM= or *st aoral up momt with rdlJ oi 7 breaths) WSJ to oaltimu Psrkps that I o&an Contime. oa aonf ldrnoet P. in life Change the tlnu may make it to overaowe automatism+ 01s~ (lsks tb 1 am @u@plolou@ of suuatihlngl. If lt hilpe PI 08 you.@ad now 7~nr with sU f rollng~ You will have aontsat your ssntsrs. toawako. but One by aier I muat f&e* 08 w ona*@ldsdr will find sornsozis rho fulfills asver find ths csonditians. gloom you most 1 don’t do thr in the @@me oondltians~ Both are inportsnt G& Chsnge the aonditiuns in whiah you do ths Ueral@e@+ set 00 ths and one wh. part. breathing I am kttrr I hsvs notioed Should that uhen 1[w stoh 9 1 do thist able to remember myself.
the moment ev~ythlng ror a xhowllre. In you all are already faire. After that I till holo yau* %. Kaokr intentionally result 0r a good future* Uithout things. 1 have felt something I): not ured to It For the fir& yet. I advired Mnke room. yourself. it? Chooic an Wctemal idoel. . la mardo. for lnsturx~e~ &xnething which you are #~XVJ&bout and which 1s outside belief. %oner later l oeqthj. you* If you are able to ourad and ~eali~s how muoh tlmo by your put. appear? You have to make rodll a definite . f lx u new habl t. You will lose nothIn& For it lr faire. yloce.nuaher You muat kill aomothlng in your6elJ.ng you to take faith4 In any uare. he have in our syaten tho faotors (organlem?) of fwtora. 80 WI to orystalire a new faotor perham you hm another felellng ol alloh you are l JrI* there 18 one whloh you must you will have a reel aontaot l uooeed la dertr&ng rith rwbg. for Then liquidate thir or dsatroy it. IO that muut be now in you. 08 are already thsre in ita foroe. rscordr. That 18 xmor80 bad 00n8almce. Reli&ous How oan one dertroy “y P drfinlte faith. 3ut you are you havenrt pet anouap material. Par this new feeling. will help you have lost. br dlrgurted You are on the right that 0r road. t-Q In t:Air way you prepare nr *or ooms. like You must destroy gramaghcno one of and thsae insurlptionl rcmord~~. good ‘Rasra La one part of me thtit I never summed in brInglag %i~ part cmly rwaksa up nnen I try an outside 01 to rcxnnembarmyself+ How wu-i I make it ad a shook. %han do it all the tima.I)1 I have made a great idfOrt all week. put moither v. tine romething haa awakened in you.0. writ ten upon. and replooing.
J. ratlrrfiod fcrsling 1llj. at the mm8 tlmo oerkaln OOlr8B rtrmgor t8nd~Oi~8 urd dB8b88. Mm. take up the whole of me+ For lnrtanoe. it would ba nooerrary tmo of the pro910 almady . it b hir Then it ir MP. la that “m7 dear him ho pleoo of ~vior~ ‘bat will get roourtomd he19 foue grandfather. m relred oonatently (31 It 18 by envy of othera. ml11 8nawerb Zhs oondltlm with all 7au ad&err Ihan psrbapr *my dear the d&ails.944 Dr. 7ou &ha in book) to to perruadr work am if thr nmttora. 8are oon8olou8. DI grandamw in cnlJ for hir it . 1. I I have notlood work. all the un~onrolour and l O m.. to oalllng @%ndSatbm” .a break hu You advlrad ahown me that me to make a break in I’ was 8orkinq jurt my work this to kssg mo I have a enou& urd subdue my nogatlvs of remrrej negatlvs smotlonsr emotlonr When I do not work.q%ndrOn? 01 mothor Uorlrrbub will u9lail-i to JOUI Ar r0r rad# I glw0 7ou Berlrsbub.8. rer9eotfully.. JOur Sault.Lt lr not nj book. not It la tha fault of your mother and iathorb llis will &nobln~ dertrg thr rerults of thi8 that &en app@titBB upbrfaglng. January 2.WI Rat will the new f-tar mtll hot l bnomalltler O& Coneoienooe ooming from the outsldr. Aboulkert week. t&r 08&Rin iOr lOW thh¶#Jr beooma and 0: a 810~8 important plaor than before* 9aoplr. partr of ona@l prermoeB 01 . ior In thlr room therm 1c1 twelve If 7ou wantsd to bring hem in two mom people. Beelrebub’r. and it ti adoire whloh he L giving &a. David: 70~ now JOU hat0 oaly or7ataliaad “hat rru t one do to follow all 6hoy tha adtic.
Ckrrdjiaif by little gooa out. quits apart from the pulses felt and !lM. I found mymslP thlar reek in a rl tuatlon I felt only I soul f l where I dmuld hato t mnor~e but in faot t6 %ho real rllrrtrt .b one muat be no oarpronrlrr.fAke twinge whloh oouldnt to. you make room* fn th. til mom&a when you Lou boon u you should diva borne of remor80D I hmo notioed I aa rorklng. ioraer tilmo now rino* I *a8 Jurdjleff. eye on the door.jh your lifs.: quits dU’fcrent. 8eion . another some8 in.~~~ in you hma’dms . md whlah me to bo in a part broawe X am never in. th.. ht oan halp you for your future* this feeling oomel at a moment when i M doing aQImthing with people and ann't rtop whnt 1 am ~Aoing.7 rro rtopped.r week them tarts a oertaln of mysslf whloh 1 have nr)tm of wr*lf that usually to do with till I don’t now. UI YOU mum stop all t things and do Inwardly whet haa to be done for pour work and &at ‘I.-08go out while mother @by hnva their mrk prmn there wisher to aoma in. ow whether E’ be aonprlvd feeling. It) !Fh. thing In life. This 38 something you shake hands with when f mburg hot 0: Bet are quite difiertnt. tlllng. Leacurt Monalrur - UK It 1s n lcq Lr work. ona bl the other. You don’t need to think For instanoe. thera are 801110 rpealal munI for srperimolng ua hnvm’t PzLnk of all remor4b.lr tastr want It to 80 lr dlrdpated I don@t’know what loat but help me go further. oom to PO. land* Zubrrr %rlt the right rpcaking about You must play n role. that You mmembsr and at the a am tlnm hnva n fr*ling Solangm: rmKoro0 thnn now thw I: ured to hmr r@onger foelingr af I had violent frelingsl 7eu usrd now thcr ma to mnke rlem int01100tuil* 08 It 1 judg0 9 utiaar 58 qNit* 8 rl#plr but f don't feel u I ured to fml. for that. Parhpm Uttla you era in that 8ituatlim. 4.
(fl withrhnt work.88I’d6. a OOrbin father 1OY. there your plmo relationship father and your tb8e your Ill&e. How you 800 fly l lephukt if batter a+ an elephant* a: I M wondering l lre L rhould ruitod keep m with the work I M dolikm 01 tmko up romething an alm in UPe. the the future* you to q oapaoltler~ now. a. 8bssnt for from I oan tell For you the taught age.--64from nr and ily 48 a fly froill l nQ elephant. 18 8 NOW thl8 . 8.r gatlon I never 08n L ure 0. That 18 the way you are by nature.I have little knorleidgo 88~8olally of nq inr88t1- knon how to be oertain to know lf 8 thing What mcana of oomer from low you mro @xilorophlsljl& 18 Neoeeeary l m. about myself. hla you TOW mart be thm with tp put relatlfm* 18 JOW God* %d 8&Qh nmnI.~0 $8 a bW* You don’t t@Ue know why he YOUI’ 88 OF8atrd YOU 018 l Xi8tC!Q@8 . rprlngr yourrelf from whlah How take 88 a task you. up to in. r8al. OUt8l’ llio fEl 11f8 OZle OIDll You rurt but with work there ara none. mo or nott be&n from earnothing not 8taI-t G111. therm upbringing.rOn li BU8t ho 18 th8 WZ’8t 8rbiEl& it h8 18 . father hi8 bd. 1844 of my8elf.pty man* for ml8 me i8 beoaU8e you are WptJ. YOU I 8houl. rPorrg 8011)you boocmo l&k8 that* meogai@e your obll~tloa. hven raotorf4 You were not You did were that cm your of a real eduoationL flrrt.8: 8886nb.ro God qW8tiCIO oan enter fPtheI'.d to hata _- YJ advior &LY doing your 18 do 8omethlng lt P’C@IQto Ihe quite 1088 without pP8 any oonnn&&&~-'With y’our 8PtilliilVd again pe8tor A nW po881bilttp th0 of doing 0el-y pO8t thl8 more* thing for aart JOUe to loum for OacIOP 18 0o1npromi808. and begin\ P’ebruary all ovec &+a. You ham that* Und8r bhhar the not thi8 father dim.8 him rho 88tO(lPLI hi8 wh. l 8tabllah a real down all &alp with fratorr fdhaPe uuboayl In But lit al8 rnthar 18 MWoDpthJ - low? the lOWc8t -8 a& li.
Yerhapr later your but i&mfather ~111 orno to see how evoqthlng beaome your rlavej even Ood OM beoou will your l lavea Dal1801 SO at present should not do aat pour ~0aks~h WC like. Mm. xwlatlonshlp ml yarr You have to JSBT h2m for But in orclor to eskbllrh a right ons8elf.m-m ob o4ter oblfgatlon? tit I said aat you have objeotive obll. obllgetlon. the oppor2to. If he ia the you murt of men in the eysr of l er~ons. After that. inwardly is it an 3. at fhb brgianing.r wealam~e~ l You murt be ~~erailam~ omecmo slur? Den1r. id=Your tiryI iurtbbr. . With eeoh perron a d2rferQnt tlonsr You aaourtom yourself’ to fulfill obllga- Xt 2s one of the aspeota of the future After. 01 POUbye fi you rot%. one haa to be aura of what onr ir 00 You divldo you murt JourseU in two parta. you muat LIO tinre L~OU adry t0 not Cuporlre If the objut with ir 7ou. bveqone* at ir the IIMPO time you play a role with him outwardly. Subjeatlta role. rit Do everything on his that right.~atlons.. you m8t nil I*. do it. teak non ir to aoqulre the starting told you* point for going it And for that you have to do what t have Try to undorrtand If it Y&at doer to play a role? gltea h2m plea~ura~ in a broader aenao.. with eaoh man You you murt play a rolei 9~ maalca eaoh person ycrur slaver do not do what you lllm. In iutufa. outrmdlp play a roler inner traedon. meen. you a8 rith Thlr dlffloiilt ohmgol. Towards one* 8 father. %ks all This ir kwwdly things aa you muat not your guide. he llker you to rlt m hlr If at another moment he prefers role. right. gas. DI 01 but what he likcss. 8ever1 aapeota.youndr TJhe ground haa to phllo8ophire. for you can go ar you llker your cgoimn.r lCI.-66to hlmr lowest And he 2s atmremble fer your llfo ln mother uarld.n to oadort at 08 b arm rgeakltq of ourrsl+ea this moment. with romeone. Firat prepare oi a free man+ IVot neasrrmy the . Oillb I t lot it be EJO but inwardly 0 your exlatcnor.
I roe1 that I aonfide what I rag lores f afiaot in getting bad things G: ‘Iha off my ohert. prrpm0 f~tUr0.dngr whioh ara rary Paotsrru: I would like dolng never give energy1.od for anybody* put y0u~881f 023pour mt.lourrelrj DI Ql and mutunl to bo 9 for at others. help* I mmlirlng It wed among people rho tal& aim too* low I malls. badly. l around me* with suah psople - DI 01 Bad thin458 lhsn X'0 (ltt8Je to domeono r-thing ite foroe ror ma* that I feel hu Upponod otherr to I&U@. F&abli@h good r#letions for dth everybody ond letam never At the you to ~111 be a good instrument in you a oertain ahenglng yourrrelf.Denl8er E’or inrtmao. low people oonrlder no indiffrrmt. you play your role Yam.nu of hoeven and at the eat OekO8r ‘his 8atne the to identify. i8 true. everything for the sake of the future. allow same time thlr work better. a brtter way to UC) to know it there phyeloal anorgy then 8poHa~ .Dt IJIO. vi11 oreate enorgy whloh will rQ. biat it Mne. OtheI’Vi8@ xhea you haven’t You are playd 0pel-k the7 rauldxdt kre notload the ahange* Other pOOplO miU8t not 809 What gOa8 m il38ibe YOU* D: 01 These are the poopls who are rlwayr It It is suotly IS dirfiault. Tim 0110 of devotion aan do Uttlr 0: da anything r0r . it i8 a mt88ti0 lor you gtrs idoh ~0fom. pm 0oulthtt exarpt your word to do nothing your cp. ‘Loday you murt l aarifioe All present ~I~P~LIPB~~ One oonnot enter the kin@. a role. i)t Qr take8 the cstrength from what is bad in me.
~Ap you. it O&JWS you haven’t atle4 Dr und. .!I’ bst you have to get a tarts for t&h and t#lftq it ~pooums eaayJ Polla II ‘i \ 8. POU go too far rhead. the n&18 o*refully. Jj. m mr4mI. ‘. do the one nhLoh ~8) given cm SundaTc you have.. oomsr little Qo on trying+ time timer it any not . Qbr It im boaclura my l ttentlab 18 naturally drawn to very subtle a: Stlok to two timer tro are tour*. that.a little of dog’8 mardo. How man I mmoge to do thlr You have an l eroloe~ ruoosbd in doing it at all wollr thlngrs philoropby. it I wonder ii Booman you go an rho&de with In oonneolhn OUR whlah pnvontr 8unUayfr it irnlt l quertlon of rae Won do&s well? . relax yburaelf. knowledge of oneI a l rrene&l and with very diffecsnt better? Oerbeaur My sensatima remratlonr. tha body. 0s Can ona have n more subtle a sort of imaglnatlon mingle with often aompletely oppaolte.You here to do a@ do all the exemiaea.r or inter you will Da moorned. iht one must not sprre the fctlllnq of ffllinq csneaslf.but the eleventh I.You have not my erssnae yet.rrtaodr work beoaur ar I felt Then I started by little. haven’t really f eellng* 0’ At the beginning ~au oan UBC.08 lell. a&d 16 omj 'md that wll&3. but a genaml OOIUO.f L# you hour r om pump Into you ten timer more onergy that reyr r0d *I you I 8-t rgain. bit ob a I don’t 0: fentary Perhaps beaaure you are thlnMng of other . (l(arvellou@ oxoro1so. xem t ‘or a long time I didn’t doing tha axrraiae 01 of filling It the body rightly. 8oal. You are a llttls dog . ihi0e Ar 08 Al Yet in lot8 of ryr I remain on an0 8poh.
being. the ohild will not be afraid~ Hc will have mapoet. real father* oritiaise ovarything. It weakners appeara in you . ths uhlld~ In tlzLa way your r:c6il love will At other tlmes 01 f Pet my afL’eotion It must not ahor. If onac you show your show a child that thing. affection. It 18 another qualit of iear.r~ and in you for your i”uture Looh time this him. l nut I Poe1 I am not iJo a good rather. *I alsh the rasult mulate mlu and than think retiousl~r my weaknear to bmome lay 01lll rtrangthe* ihls will aacuwo** Laoh man knows whloh waaknesr ha haa l. lnnrr n elf. It mutt Se just. ‘salmann~ I have a little qirl four years olda What role should Hormdsr I ploy with her? Qt 81 a: that the child Role of father. I give an l xwalae. to oereabL and a0 on . ehnll not have imagination. . A father’s i’athcr. Hot you.to love. show through. one lover 10 Ijo not enaouragr.I 0’1 Don’t Enoh tine you fael phiforophlre~ the beginning of -?aPar you rpeolally. You aurt not frighta hir. @top yoursblf exsroiae for you0 You will talk do thir rreralaq is a vary neooessary about IL rimerely one dry with Mme. hour authotity ~111 be arippled. of weakner(l.leave authority ir a very important l v0ryone elret in t&h ut~y YOU ~111 be 8 rdi iiigns t te : Imft there a ri& of risking the ohlld timid and otlfllng its personality? ar Xi ho door a8 f harr explaiasd. come into But inwardly. You muet never your to And Your Weaknese .