7, 1941

Sonmthlng lntolerablr

happen8 in my work*
got 8 better

1n 8plte

of my effortr to met myroll

oannot rrmembsr


quallt7. w?


hours of work by the olook. Anrrerr
llm t oomea from

I got no m8ult.


big rgoirm

in which you
Of for

have lived
out, YOU mul



You are enolormd in it4

8OU a8t









Oth8r8. Take a mw

You began with work on 7our parant8. one, the 88118 one on the nolghbor,
the &MOP18aPOm8t

You aunt ohanga your tuk. no nnttrr who, a11

or oho,ore


YOU. You murt work for


the aim of bring


to h8lp them.

Thir alone ~111 rtrugglr a partloular



Z uoe that 700. oome8 to

both have a very bad pelt, to thp iore. order,

egO18mr All

the old material

2h.t ID 'Ihy you oan do nothing. to law,
ThL d.fOZ-0


$8 normalt

l ooordlng


th8 ah,

th@FO 81, -7



8hOUM r8a8mAr8 you*

I oould Pea88UJW you Uf3UplOtOly~ hrt

work yow8e1fr

Qr (‘ILro klndr

To get out oi thlr


oi ruff8rlng,

00 vivid

and 80 negatltr.

0r 8ufferlng,

cm8 objaatlve,

one 8ubJeotivo~)

Can 1 make ~88 ai

take opium,


~1 No, jou aunt work on 7ourmlf.
hroe alwyr llrrd. iw what f ray* %th to reaoh a new atage.


the l ,(folrm in whloh 7ou
It ir naoerraq now

Ohmgo your tark,

of you are m thewy

to the aare de Lyon, but you
You are both at

go bg dlffwent


one by London md onr b7 the OPeraa

about the 8ame dirtanoo.
Qf do nothing for

I ume my power1e8moa8 and rpr oowardloer

I aan ray nothing olwrlr.


18 right

&oa\uO my ?Mp

whethrr k4OWWbt


or not, bu iI 'I~,(ianot&l.alk!why
anythbg p3r86%ie JOU aU'IOt

18 n I' Olb8Fr 4

1 hal8 a ,#8n8atiQn Of


Y6u oannot ry

or do anyttLLng for

You do not NOrk With

7GWln8md ter for

what he nUd8e


Wi play four rele.





apeak’ 01 hs Qe8,

80 a8 not to



You mart 8oqulro
you work



to do thir,

Flay a rol8.
I tell to etoryoas

deoome double. vhloh you felt

&or the preront

as ~vofsoor~ that

Do what

you, you omnot that

do m(~r8~ Love of your aoighborj

18 tha WAY. Bpiql


your para!at8*
one ha8 thlr de8lr0.

4: Brom the boglnnlng
Aa returns

of the work,



18 the IP, fairs


always the 8-0



in a dlfferrnt Eyerythlng

Mow another


You mast overoomo
of the opinion

orlrlr. of onrrelf,



love of onrrelf, uprlde

one hu

18 liar. ha8 8ron turnwl down ln me by the aeroolr the work, bar made it heavy orrt

Q# Everything ln all my

- _ _-._

It ha8 taken army the joy 1 foe1 llkr

It i8

w4thout hope,
At like

a donkey pulling

a tory

up a hill.

la beoeure in you are other

r8 touohed.


mho always mlxor the rime oolourr


18 never 8ny md.

Bhen he puts red in, Q: &en I try lblr

it ohanger svery'thlngr
uerolro ha8 made +e fed

You murt oontinuo.
romething whioh i8 new for point me; aid

to do it

and put my attention

on thlr

small motlcmlers

8ae that no88 ad tbn I.



hold myrelf

in fmnt

of it, hotter.
in yourrelf

I have a ronration
'Ihi ropall point

of my nothlag18 greater

I eoaa to underrixnd (fr







uhloh hlnder8

you in every-


It 18 oalled you will I h8n

lmolerme feel

toward onet8011. point, in the artl8tlo with exterior

You mwt doltroy type whloh liver thlnkr



master of thlr

that you are 8tronger it foal8

pnd it 18


no oonfldmom only 18 wouplod not lnrldo, they know. &8olut8ly

ln the lmaglnu-id l %perlanoar~ of r81~11~ aU

l tlon,

ha8 idea8 behind it8 hoad, not lnaido, autrida, not ln itrelfo Do not trurt nooerra~

but in remllty

It 11~08 only an thm know nothing

Artl8t8 y0umd.f.

and lmag!.na that parts of yourmlfr

Enter into
to fool


to lram

an4 think

88nl8 tlrw in l vmrythlng

you do, la l nry

You am ml sal#ty


I will the earth, Of th. to enter


but it

is ior


In Our solar



rmanets from the run end the pknotr,

in thm fame way @# there


making oontaat thearelvrr All Highart into aonteot

at aerteln



the aolar

ara the

And tbbee polntr

OM refloat

In matrrlali~ad



- the Absolute. If with

l telli

you that


almaya thlo


a nrterialltod thereby

lmago In our l tmorphere.

poop10 oould have enough line 0; like Yea. the

oonoantretlon rubrtanoej telephoner

Image, they rould rsoelve
a tolepbtla


no ortabllrhlng

Do those

image8 nrtsrlallre

in humen fozm?

in touoh with thlr Ipyge, and l reati Q: If someone puts hlmrslf person OM put hlmaslf In touah rlth him, and a third and a fourth, oan they

all reaeiva 0; touohrlth bottom

this If

IIppget reven psrrons oan oonosntratr anough to put themaelvsa
by the line


image, they oan oommnloate , at any dirtanoe,

them and the reven form one.

They oon help woh other.
that one underrtands


the way,

Is only by explaining onerelf 48 sompletoly.
I rent

to others

and errlml-

later will

to kncm if

by matarlallzing

the image of a saint,


get me what I wrtloularly 0: You think mything aerr life. like nou.

an ordinary


You have not bhe menn8 of

matsrlal1ci.q have deoldedr mat in ordinaq

For the present the other

take a tark

of auto-ruggertlon, to it what you

80 that one part


and repeatr the fir& 'lb

and mpsetr

lr a rerle8

of rrvon ueralres

for the ruooo8slvo the emotionit

af the 8ave1 aeatore.

the brain, other,

the one uhlah ooattr

(The hoad ir, ~,,luxurye) lo neoa#aaTf lr
Thlr l oralro

but tbm aal~ one rMoh

tho rplnal

0014, tha on. willoh you met

uad rtirongthon.

~111 #truingthen

Bald out fixedly

both arm# hori8oatall.g

at an aurl







therr ax-s no l rroolatlons. "I8 l b servlae. 1: have worked Without srpeolally on 88lr-lOV0. r6alll "II. There are two qualities love of the resl sslf-love a man oan do nothing. be with point then ar knoer. e hours without roveral timer a dy . Whllo fft oheap. sn impulse. oontlnue. snd do not You are speak of "I". DCES. had tlm sensation exarolse of "I'.%H~PJ 1s km who loves that no me hu himself. mu8t knOWWhat wlllmaks ona and when it Only you asn prapere. l does not interest Do the exerolse Results will Qr 01 learn to. standing. One 18 a dirty thlr. a hard borrtir foru When I. but a8 if I were before door. Without it 1s lmpo88lbla for Eilndu saying . J. only you know what makes Lou 18 nothing. it 1s 8nfthing. It 1s vary axpensive thing. Q1 5 have dons thir doing It. vol. to move. I feel la real. myself apart. 18 there. for rork. in pm Remind yoursalr . P olored more wlthln myself. Cl: What should I do? in hsblt of using this aantsr . Suffer by your dafestr. so oooupisd down. Today it 18 only not for result8 rsrvlcs* Only that (llks oome later.uatary will whloh never be snything.or few- 4100 1. An snolent I sse ~lthout suffering.mpkr One mU8t prepare. The other. hsd pupil l oould stay for moving arm6 ane arati- sor other Qr thlngr he was nothingnoes. egoi-* pride. rhioh aooks. imkes the fire in your asments. use ol it. You are not . drh impossible It in my chest. Do not philosophlre. understood he osn love m8** me. er* metor Tuenty-five raoh position. as an obligation. str fire. I had aohlng shoulders. Xt 18 not one door but msny dOOr8o You must open caoh door.a point You will you will b&ore find JOU.) "1". there without report One needs flro. and poaltlon minutes OS arms* no plaoe for us this sitting them. thing. Q: Ot 0r sslf-love. orystaUse8.just is a musolo whlah oantraatr mu80ularr till I felt "I" Continue. You oanriot have l1". rrpa &se. lmposrlble aurrer This to areate m-0 lr l ufiorlng. me. that Divide your l ttMtiOn exactly batrsen point and am. to make suah efforts to overaome.

an animP but rrnddr to nature gltrn during you. to repay by oonfor uhat rha tir Do not eat lllp your mother. . dlrtorteful to me* iherr . UI obligation.Em m mmY!fHItiQ Remain wart. ii!'1 in your pooket? Aha bhngr ltimt you*'s a ordain ororslng you nmke. %%i. nothing between ua whrn we are together alone. you om That lr why with to NtJwer thorn 8Ol0~8 your oonrolanoo you mwt prepare nour:rhmr l neogmqmy. No further what lr life. one ir hlthout ~epar08 rtiierlng there 18 nothing. debt. nothing. it iy6rgmlor It %la l arrtian 10 romething l anot lntollaotunlly.l.iul"-' the more you will . untippy. Q. oontinually interrupting ordlnacf oooupmtlma would l .nobody maker the 1s never any work i# empty. Of n0 htW18te hudkerahlrf n8tum . them i# no nora rufiorlng. thicl laok. la the 8411~~ lobody 01 on4 mu8t try LI there . Swmo the orgnnia rlthout reneatial oi One'0 I thought la the body. @hm it Our aim lr wring )so have lt out. Even work do 18 oome out of this diroomfort. Inrtead or aooumulatlng Then one muat ohmgo the way of working. 8 long time. 18 d~.\ I/ niahs. 8 drop . indirlduallty. of mo8olf.b@gin Q&. this emptlaers. it the l xorolrer not 80* cot you to koap the onerg but I IO@ it hmdkorohlel. The OolltAet of ono(8 bearu)o dll remind keep a little allow anergye to taka the habit. You muat The food you eat rhloh You ~VO your my for oormlc oub8t8noea. a drop. to keep OonBtantly during one hour. put am your rkin.~oo\usulatod d ay8. yeare.a drop. with you. you to work by m&king all the rert dl&i8t. uhloh vklu rhen you are 81th other people. ior QIO the. months. work. nature. The more you work. Work .yp Ox And that lnt l meto renl mU8t l mnged~5ks that well " ? am p$ad. ior by &I ma u aonoQioU8.of ths alm. on018 body @gain. p‘oogaa. Sslrmnt l var %meuaa you do not work. oonotantly bo utprarred a rlarrtlon you lndepl#mt. QI oanturie#. everything I*VO arrived where I am vrry 18 dl8t@8tOfUi t0 Sk8. at the point perhnpr will give rmmulfa. psrrm Tonight oamnot osrry it everything YOU must make ths effort younelf.

l you 80~ that the merda Will 8 you are he 18 not kaep hi8 lar8k.nothing. or a year not br a nonontlty. You don’t WrJ. time hterlorly. you have l%y *Qood t0 keep reoognlre of ~8 your nonisntltyne88. If my. without mrtlolpatlng. 1943 o? othorr. imr undor8tood hi8 nothingnrrr and haI not a nathlng rho . work. play a role utorlorly. derlnlte. yourrelf Cole. reelng it too late. uefrb doing hero and then you'll 8V8Fym8 l8 lib YOU8 nothing. l8 8-e 8hoW through. ln Jotie or rllltmalr~~ Be 18 nothing.e later rlrq8 when I krmw thorn better. rork he up with At the present. l l8 a are the l rarwhleh oolonrl. you believe in thlr After a while I?0 uttrr wltln the lark fall8 and you 8ae that ho reprerefntr they UPO the 8ame mm-do a malk. UhM order nothfngnerr QfUcrdiCXC make8 a um8k. to r8oognlss b8 p8oplr. l WOrkMn. king8 alWay Ill & Oerth3 know anything. work and agaln work. It'8 nothing. and you look away8 it at him 1onpr.Thurrday. &it you lau8t DO everything play and l l rootly your PIJ you aru aaaustomal without 18 . tiath8r not or a senatoo. SC ror me* I give I am very people often oredlt them. Vdn ii life ho ir that only hi8 the oombinatimr father wa8 llko of thl8. I month you* Oet to work at you will to being P nonentity. llO8k. porrrrs) *hAt ad dooelvrd for in my opinion thby only 18 b&d l I qu&lltlar I ame it do not $or the people I don't would ursful who do po88a. be able mro. l bl8 t0 1mpartlAllty at the attmtim. If 8 yourroll. 80 that he is metie like ln o day. $ulp 1. Ourdjieff z YOU OUtnOt. value identifying fnttrPiOrly~ in r8rIIembbr what to ohmge that Rork. BIOlQt. whom you 801. know how to dsteot like to hmvo l mean8 hypoorlry of judging and I'm people 1 and rcaognlalng who oan bo to me and who 18 1~01888. Khllr waiting. YOU lRU8t fir8t prepW’0 JOUrsblf to 8W rsollty. grandfather h8 him8Qlf hr lr wa8 llka t~&WO8Wt8 that. then. do 8Ut the habit IOl-ning” doing you work thm at the fn thf8 8um 8Py gOOd!6Ol'ning. l you 8eQ people. Odf md ha profltr froa hat Only nOthingCnr88. in&? romethlng doing. raator Xl8 it.

to know if pay no attention or on the oontrary 3uy a llttlc follow Do nothing a bout all notebook. a aolonel. but do nothing. work are nothings a gamral. But Perhapa lt &HJ if do your reoordr nothing beion. I don't are doing. there am exterior the nyor In llf e. will #peak afterward. everything whethor one ir lm l aoldental or the aomer Interiorly. low psrhapr we dll an exeraias. and is always the a. It ~ollooman. lhat fro100 18 your instlnatj but It lr ram. they oort nothing. I till But to write have to do it (roallrar). an lntrx$or a long that very often. thing.~- -7- worked on himelf "rosoaw. lnr tinot. 1. I me* I would it makm aotod and afterward ee the voles lr to it that. end oomrmln(r I have notloeI>. and be aurn thkt all rho do not lie ir all In life work like you. things1 but ha also ia nothing. X heard what It othamlse i rhould l 8aldr but without I l volae told me what I had to do. thing. it . if that. fantary. will somtirr rhow that. Sin1 aftonard. lnstinot 8111 pave Write dorm.Lfor mettbra. rhlah ore&e@ there obnormalltier. Exterior 31~: very different peroeload I have like mom? Ourdjitffr everything thlngr. 1900rdm. $8 a wry Parhapr lt’r f #hall that. I had done what it told I** would ham barn hotter o~dji0rr. It. nay what But aa aa you Make a note. ldloay. Beforr It ir nnthunatloaUy. I do not rimh to believe IOU rpeak anything rxoept '%a the iaOt0 by thm (statlrtlpuo)r rubjootltrlyb . know* Sometimer inatlnot I will rprak independent for you. l otlng told alwaya right. omtrarya 10 8hrli LOO* You it' l but perhaps It's the Pwhapr gltmn payohopabhio. OM appear through that you ham true find gimr t?UrdjhffJ the aonsalousness. aontlnue notlood It anything. porltlm. aatually. . lataly think before .aonralour labour time lo able to ohangr the interior voluntary rufferlng. Aoaordlng to the rerult. obllgatlonej to ahmga itic still put X’hat men lr anothor quality of merdet with mcrde but it everything toward has not the #ame odour.oooupations.ame Only aonsaloum thing8 do not ohange the lnterlor . You nro nothing. on what it it. n reoord. It lr Fork.

the work. And do aa you did before. lnm &utonrl. you do what you l&km. Sunday. for life. rat for In thr the rark. ‘ihe effort dorr not pa~lyre today z murt 0180 army ir doubledc ikaat ahall I the iron nawntltynrrr~ of nullity do ao that thlr with exterior me. Hot yet.nory liio. like know I gmrt mother thikqe ahild. Duntt part 0r one’s raking thin@. imped. Lua nothingnera. to me? Ant Ant bu’b got hrco in our oirolo~ CM you ry I hav*att worled mmagh ye8 t68rk a ~~rtioar Our4Jlef~. Xer 46 yau knor thmt? Memu. away the feel&q &e la no longer Putarlde of me)8 ffurdji@rrr when youhadn~t the results your new atate. It lr make a crommat pryahopathy. more lively. not for OS the lntsrior l work fog exterior irn@t l ohool.objratito I 40 not know. ordi. ~e&nsud&y. rend them to the dooil. aythlng iho tvtat oi the timeI Qurdjirif to thm devil. I hove never hard the aour4 of your I know your voloe in lUo. rend the to Uaa derl1 &l1 othw Lur thoughtrj The fooling fi you mix thorn . tlno One murt work only tb for thr work. zho other ideas.tls Ourdjlcrlf and thrrefore I drrtmotirm. On@murt never mix matter@* work. toioo. dosm not interfere Gurdjlerf~ third rlx Do aa I hats l lrsady I tats. the unoalledl arida Othw. Thrt 10 one thing. one will oi nullity. Do not yet use You are nt You would life lr begun to work. Lu: f trg to maintain the ieellng thr futility 0r nonantltJa0ar md r0luntprJ . iIx a time: Make m rpeolal and tomorrow batween 10 free to drive 11 o’olmk. I: 69 plot dwo* . I had to make an afiort to do I given thing. you should not umI Yrldey. If. rramt It rhloh sarnlng money. to An (or Au?). la oonoemedr aollar of thlr feeling lffm? it rbar of all rotion md’buaynare. told you. ir Mioh oome8 by itself.aatlon before.

equal? YOU hub f0~ 0p~ -a x tro. no mttrr what it rnw bat role one mUrt play? Ana hat how doe8 a10 know the ourdjlsff I you rprak with %urrik . Ourajlsffa ounljieff bo m aator ir Ball. I p&y ry role. a role l a real rotor ia 1iro. you u-o the rlavo / &ply 8. I am kind to her.. &teriorly I rant to kmalt her. sol1 then do it. I do it boomum rho liker hub I dm't a0 1t. how me mtut bo with her..ourd j1err I hi xha you do have l quatim. w only ir (I good l otor who lr able to rmnembrr himralf and omraiourly p-1 hir ml. lb to play Liie is a thutxw whore IVO~J mh p&70 a robr he. to ~0u. tomorrow another polo. bar arkad her) 2 Ho rho work8 beoower mn know who rhe ia. being An1 I rlrh to profit four role throrettoally. Wovore H9 io it porrlbloi . A don** roaot. tint rho likoa. day they ohngo It. 130t t0a8x.f. TodaJ al* Ml. Yorh8pr you are not yet frro. AXU I don't auoood in Qurdjlatfa that. nothlngrrrrrrr Dre Wm etrrythlxq @gotirtloill~ for yrol.r Your Abt tmk but rory quiokly you forget a& JQU ruturn will be to ramubor loaqpr* ir it Whmt good to hvo Qurdjldir 09 mmOna* Dr* Ab. rho lr morda for END* %s likrr poop10 to k&u her hrnd. yertordayr tellr (gmcrl de ~alsmmn Qurdjioff what quertlom An. SO tha rho baoonor my I&&toa Interiorly good to othorr. then. Qurdjidtt Yor llf@J ii t %nnot rve~mo f" alatrr? havaa't mar rlwoo. kteriorly rho is nothing for me.

Thur8dny. (&bile J. Tod8y you parm ' Ourdjleifr am M ordinary you will dOgI.+ the holiday8 her expression your rlrtor look8 mom like it it you* WI flrrt right. to br pm1 ln your work try ma& thOr. both ?or thorn md for you* There no other jurtloo. lind thOrU in ax9 8tlll your OF&r ao'29 t0 8tn\g&8 l &rl8t man) it'8 OODf118t for btoomo dog8 ln a real good 8Oil. good for you ask one trloh lrlte aak8 lt an ut8vor uy to fonuulat8. l'218n It will be good. 19&i OppO8it@ mO+ v.-lo- wall-balng 02 IM 18 that wsry~na ba hia 81avo8.)J Now after 8aw &at over then. You ray theh the work hu 8 mordri thanks it. BUt rhouldn't -8 (tiV* U&BU8i. Dlatrlat demn$r Attorney. Thank8 to the wrk and voluntary 41 At prersnt you am no lmger ObjWtlVOly obllg8 to OQI- rufferingr our dog8 YOU ds88rVl.)t OppO8ite. @Wdj%OffJ (a0 lOOk# at . ubo 18 in kltohdne rlth ad Bq oom88 bask. 8n 8verybotQ.. the othsr8): 1 I 88 that W88 B1ald8 Who Wa8 there. ahangrd you* rolow labourr Dr.'8 -F over othorr? fhWdjisffi %dy YOU da it UnOOn801OU81t~ trJ t0 da it 18 OOll8OiOU817. ax. not ba behind I d8 not rho &8k8 1.8pttu!Ib8r 16.J’ I h8d ahanged. bh he lr faoing 8UbjMbtlvilf 1110)1 do not8ee good for him hm 81~3 108~~10% rkr an an8vsr that vi11 . to ohangd ~tioor If h8 uk8 8 quutim X0-u wderrtmd.11* At the moaart Maa you feel 18 ZiOO. hlnl. the mark* you th8t or* 4. U8 to u88 oth8r8 for our 8nd8. if no me l rklng mrrer a quartian.8 lnvlrlbbl. Tharo you h8ro good ground for being-work.88837 fOF far.T. Hr. a real thi8 a rugerlor rut. to take OUrd~isff the 18 WritLng th. 8itting 8nd At 8wa t0 t&M8 P. know hlm yet.. ClUldd$df 8itS 8nd m8d ltrftsrwud. hi8 qud8tj10nl L+ rsat of 8. ll. Ajto2w8rd b8 I oomglata r. but it ir her 8i8t8re *rb jU& (To Mm.e NOV JOU You are lo Nor. 8itting 0Y.Xlg ~gOti8tieal~ On. Uau8lly you 81p@ 8lU878 l lttlng in a good poritlon to bcnrflte at tb8 8id. 1 thOU&frt BUrY YOU WhO ‘IR8 (n.

1800 franor tb Have you urlttm Jar Sir. of bem formlatrcl. youraeU* lnooearo raying YOU 8V How to 7our ri8h prepare? .It 18 a rule 8lt tbt bar not ret @orrxanxpla. yet drunk any l loohel. already 8omeoner bottle. of your It’s should go to your t&8k and half tion. br havr aom oontaat go that you have done la rovan hlaea.On an objeat. 8ad you think you aeuuaulate enorgy in your battery thlr 4n4rgya You r4yresrnt that to yourlielf perron tha per8m with you will what whom you are working more oonoentratod. You oan only do one thing with that perbone oon8oiou8ly. he haantt lt oortr *. 18ntt my . To a aertaln Spcciallrt? on them&y Ita In rhloh oao you have enlightened me greatly degree. the rnargy* for r8aaon. md i. perron ha8 aa aotiv~tle8 ha8 am romotimes vary l brorblng. 3omeona~ But you are not alwaya with 18 iPagO88ibh For thi8 to rork a11 the ray la the alr %m”. for onefr Bow 0111 me keep. one's tark and aftwnrd the OhO8On for the day fir0 boon anpty. your quortlon. you vlll what do in oao* Aad now8 dootor.ourly with all 8om the l otive of the air. tark? in the l brmor of that perlaa.4 aOOOnrpli8h One'8 ta8ke uno~s ata ruaoesding. eaplakr him l&oOa firnob Abr ta8k I have jurt aOmpO8ed mid. 'I% tuk lib prron 18 o# tua partrl ohor=. f&a0 neoerrarg ItioWOM one put 8OmOthing in it8 it 18 a very lmportcint thlnnqe that plaae? You havr permonr you &err 13urdjleffa ohosan a t&8k toward E'J8t be paU8e8m haven’t CnOUgh It In aooomplirh thr with whom yclu ha& t2aa other you pmpll~ . Bara it ir: new peoplo rhould it hare. 8horr mm7 a8peat8 It your interlOr.fPLtlt. but ln tb One docmtt on0 8~8 that of +e dq. one half oi the tark. mU8t ooumo 8. elrmntr you breath4 %en you oi u8i. rould to md yau think 7ou will when you #oe that ulth otm oonralourly it by vha for omtaot "I alla".nth8 in flrrt. You arat U81 ths pri3sparatlon a very good oomblnapeX'8On t0 prepare &LO tim6 when you aI'0 not 8@slng th. 4onrol. You Oan lnoreara You sayI to yourrelfr 'X". aloohol 18 very fZ+pOrtmt too muoh. You breaths "I ~4". for Aloohol bnowlng opsar.

~ done id’ f Steen. working ln reality thoro are (L thouland lntersrt and that reaeonb that ln that bg.att la a voriiiartion I up.l~ay. do. raid @J not a pad* (Dl~l&gu~ fn fiussiu~)~ HIAS. kd r0r good Peaal # I am going to you r-thing that Elo1de hmr noalled brother Qolng Mat 8~ aaah oth4m to mo by ‘bkn l ~mulatlan~ never &oh day pu brothor and farr without A Bark to moot your I am gokrg to tell you* TotI Win . de Salpunn: (Sllalor)r SI: raet t&t I have notloed pate. p&e quertion? gr YOU *hare are no pmrtrr PAX-t".that. you All for time ir 0110 LOU think. thl. Don’t rometimer he war far hlr time for that1 How did ho aak hlr away . anything (rpealal) dp the w&f. xel. roll to what hr I&JO* roll. you a tow to aould help you ~180 to ooatinua that him for rimo tiara I gAV0 you a tmkt Jar Certainly t bran Very produativrt yea* But not th@oretloally . Mr. h AI) if UM Don’t uplain 18 @baant. berldra the .atlm I h8ve never aebn A& thdt Appear to me now. why did he hook unto that? . I do not got nervous with hk. helplug I OUTIevm t rap do you belleve a nn Uoork that lirtan 1 ham roan likr Qudjleff that Brother. f0ttr80irl 00 ramrmber rterwwd he my hap 7ou. alpw& like hlr that.t pou ror~a. hate you notlosd tIIs thlr tntrX’. take M A task. %at ir not a irea. oompa.rsrlously. iturdjloff raya. qou rlll do ma? Ourdjlsff Jar Yea Qurdjlsff t If L ray that h’ +. "a part it im YOU W1)re i?%af~pie. that hlmj uul underrtand you are helping that. you are helping that l It he oontinusr him egotlrtloally. a00t0r.urd ho raked how ho rhould UsplOJ word. it fsalll trtrr my exterior work givar ao a bettrr With hfml and then I do nd mrdjletf! Ihr l*rt identify nl th him. it lika la one year what you would have perhi& Jat work wsll. 8aJ one HO. I rhall glvr in order to that you may ropeat tbir. tie hlr time.. ce8~oru for #lrc$.

Al800 M&o @ aont&ot (iurd#idf I x. llnd you will a8 you ara l blr. again.n 1s it ba Only fir it 8ofQy. how bug ago. you oan mwn make hlm foot.*. *ftemard. If 8omeo~le la than. emnations go out towarb hll it la neoerrary will if do it rsaeloo that hour He hu with your brother. YOU. he ir You am a domtor. illoar the moront he uwc8 hs h&r bran abront If an out8ider ir . you oan have an underrtanding beforehand And You oan 6v6n rlap it: that hlu . ray it You oen prom dth him. but your8d. not him. tank. affklrrr part. Al: As 10r-q a8 ha 18 thoret And with thoao word*. 'la in it &who om I good phlleeop~ gramp it whloh OM 1orv0 ror many thing8 undomtanding w thln$rr will mdrrrturd crarleorning sduoatiaa.f. rhake hand@. JOU uy but if l elm.ntcrlorlJ~ thin prooesr aRemembor yourmlf “1 an thou. elm. Your ho1. . mu8t Ai?: one try to do it Sir. the prsprmtloa rent hat allthe of the time . . you are not a parmite OooupatianB~ bar llore or other well what you# 7cm harm them (To Ja) If you formulatcr I. or for the bl/ood your brother in td. hi8 aloud. .. when one ir the psrront one lr in lLia. And at onae you begin the ta8k. &ad rha I” with all you have rid it. one hare one hundred thing8 (to do)) them into another l 100 parts. Noah tlw fir. He 18 the only person who aan help you* to hlmi l. help you afterward. never forget himreli (unique) rolldly you lx-0 holplng. have you 8omethlng to ray7 you were talking about a while not with .p oan oonrlrt something he goa8 out in bu8iner again. you have mauy purnultr~ nothing* But only tha Wr&8itO He pampa Of hi8 iRth@. another One p&rt of the time you do you nhould prsparo yourroll. he will LLf he QPD put on hi8 feet. (lurdjleff'a what bu8lnrrr divida thati deyendr on the individual You have perhspr your tire* in prinoiple. he is 010x-i?. you till think aontlaw _ your bolng. for a8 lag thou art “. to J3ut he ham you have another. have j\ut raid. in. prerent. thlr the name blood an JOUJ through aontaot. l you a(10 him again you will begin after v. 70~ have somrthin~ he do*8 thlngr* do. mlnlat. dlvldo thing.

omaiaato for being giut In hml rcmmthinng to a8kT Zur that ga1?8he8. wM8ita. %rdjleffr I don't remember that he rent In sntlrsly. DOI 7ou do 7oti rheulnl b. you ar8ntt ssatbd Yen. 701~do the work glvm hior* &terlorly. 'Ihe unlqw do you know who ha ir? fn the world l veryoae la a a8trea. %s galosh of 01 old Jew. that) 70~ ohan~‘nothin~.d ihe on17 p. 8l80.I -14.l. X8 If ha8 l MIMI de Salsmannt For example. preparo for one fralr 8clf or mu8t one ohange faoo wd engage a&eoapablo OfoArryIng out7 in a oenfuslcm and an IEQrOV8llWlt that hrdjibff I OXl8 lrn*t you hatm*t 7ourrrlf WidbflltOOd the ta8k f gave yarr to ply cutlsrlorly l I told you to 18am. d!io 18 rpoken of in the book.1U'OI 709 I par88itb. Ha lr Impart 1aL -1 m0 i8 ti? t&8 de$almann. Our Bode 18 703. 7am war8 dOti8 like that oSWtt%iIkg ?ly a PO18 WithOUt ur7-0 nOti@I~ ti . OU!’ Mullah tiW8r sddh. A WI80 8lUl Of th8 E88t whoa yaU d0 not IfnOW U Hb 81Way8 ha8 M apprOmi8tb r&ping iOr y’rt. (Md On0 i8 halting* tdwt one k88p tkm 8uII8 ahanged). &hen one begins to work here (here rind outride) different yerrons sX~rO88iOn one 08n have rlth onrrolf 8ecm a8 before 91 fOrXtarl7 on8*8 to be modified. Wall. He ir Perhapr 7ou the relatl~r embarra88d. Some other time I shall srpl&~ Still f0 you w enother. 3oar~a. he 8ayr that violin. a one-fourth pararlte. a half-parasIter prrulte. to ln lltr. l 8 bofoxv. not to ia83tir7 7our8*lX+ the l UII)* Iaterlorly. rlth a foot-rtoo1. th8 father the tUn8 of tb yet in and by bsating the (big) @wdjIeffr galorhert au: (to Zu) Well. th8 eon will alway maxia for hU like 8vsry oIroumrt8noo to du\@8 drum. *very thing* ffu~~Ijlcffr He is 8 ~188 ma& un~quo on role and latbrlorly her8. dear new perron.rsoe Who ii+.

and cxterlorr is that you have ohangod. iht whloh lo it 14 lnlmltabla. rlrter oi oharl$. Doctor. The laltrtlon Per&pm in tiitm m ~111 mmagc. but you You you wiljhandor~tmd rix nmthr what 18 to play a role.. it before. dootor aurt omault about the . In four birlotr &oh morning b&ore going to work rlt down for lb wlnuter you (To Doniro. he ~111 take you for an ldlott . PIOtur4. you reada l # you lll)r. oan help you.I- (To Jaoqube)t Brrvsot Did jou wx'lte it d own? tnanf utplumtlcau Alao what 1 ral4 hir ringlr bidet? vlna word oontolns for on4 rho hr lntrlligont. ~tlr. You . Vij)a 1 raarbwbhd By the way. l r4* You oan remember by looking Ab. but itfr that in ourdJlorf a Par that person rlro are interiorly other notloer It it rhould bo like that. keopl4 must not notloe you have undarbtood. notloed somethin+ (% Mar. or that y’ou’rs r8ih ’ 0r gaiety. or ldiooy. 1 ha+* jurt a little rhlle A half hcnrr hrr prrrodj ago you had the rrsn . IN@A~.#r th8 person one wa8 on4 warn* bafors. You ollange Zur gala r&l s YOU gave me that advlas for on4 parson. like thing you did ago. Ourdjlefft One doaanf t knww what on4*4 former Sin00 on4 How oam one imitate Ii 8bir7 you rhould knar what you you have en objsotive baokw4rdr tarte. ln low. if msyeot you have ohonged. Othemlrs. nothing. to lr owdjidr 8rwh4aa 4 ‘here lr one thing that birti0uit. only brtoslorly. ortmnr underrtma ~11 medioal mattom. lort at 88cIner8. Until the it pu changed. aompletely that ohnngrd. oonsldsrcd.rlll give hlr the lapression you have a new ld& ilrr.liborthp.mms you* Roll hutgo than. But onr’r persmallty had romethlng lmltat4 epontrnoour it. didn’t One was uno oneoloua~ abe orie8elf. or that you(~4 oardl. ‘ihen at that momsnt. ho 1.xI~)~ TOW Jlnd YOU. Interior Abr harp4te The muat be %e diffloulty one Uoe8ntt kn. Us d@or them the two thlngr aam aa before. he OII only you. Oae word aan explrln morr than o thousand worar.-ItS- going a~ in play a role. ho rauemberr will bellevr today that that ti you have ohanged.

It is a very axplairn bls law. VampIrIrll lhere ati six month8 later oon8olou8ly everything unoon8oIOusly. gram pale. and II&or. il WW8pilVt 18. I remark It. of It.wampiro Blond.0 So I pay attention. I m&e m a irot. Or betwren has ohanged. for the first It time might be m it a 8eOOnd UWidmtj tlJlM* th8 thm i8 onoe# I ray nothing. xi but It tuioe. paled. any rWlmon0y~ l Yoprbank aooountlm your having to doporlt ho ark & day. I 880 the fao8. Or two frlcndr.( 11 ar aa h~. humband and rlfs. '&at pxwve8 thnt It It* you don't know what 801OU8 4. Slnoa halt 8n hour you ha*. a note 0r it. the dwtor like a around the table.- 8peOlti4. you are that. . you have raalned pO8aIblo that hm. l bqh FUEm&ering load8 not vo&ntaryr It i8 on17 tRo r l rult of +n rrrooiatim II@ to mrk. hand of my nolghbor until Is dmr rho die8 Ir a ohain oaaneotlng hold handr. renmacLc and if Tour mrk (TO jaoqueis)a 1 put -8.U I 8. know* would be namrrary Xi it to cna&ne the f nOtiCe 8OmethlBg timer.8 qUO8thle f bolLieve I rhould &hat r? uhiah lik8 to ]mw ir l . f. and uno~nsCIously.oolour a8 your 8illtaC.$$~ Ia’#rted '. It 18 for l'hen I study 8gIourly I p0rCOIve It. questIon l~ordrr. and you are IIke like rho 18 frt exirts that. on her right oan bo found YOUF rlrtrqhas . happan If il'ha not looking that three jurt thee. Ba: 1 nnamkr Blr8. v-Qil'i8lp OM be ~~Oti8ed~UXloOlP @or example. we all I OM drain (Andrr'b) vampire. month8 later. up to flttr-fotar to the rl&t Abe not* Ourdjisffr f dcm't brlirvo that Louirr is a vamplr~~ I'm eveMji 8ure shefo You aurt never bo maror 18 a 8018tlOe. YOU iOF _ . hut the 88me a8 bofom. evoryone~ If I Here where we am happen8 a oertain Be are all take tie 08mpirim. o8ntiiihrrr It is very whd 18 droinlng or left. I don’t Psrhapr It It I8 ihe Jlo. 108retaryb our l 8t@OmOd the time grodng in JOIW y&oOb being* rlthout ID glad io&ivuinth0futum. Or the arc0 0amtrax-y~ MedIoal 8oIonCo do08 not know about ahe ir a8 thin thin lib. I look md rpeolally. mom. 1 8tUdf shier mtI it happen8 a thlx4 18 vary 1 pity UiffloUlt. thlr.u 1 rhould yny lib tin. he ir brother a8 thir.

brow. take it 30~ PMJ t0 Pour father opn and mother 8ro more than Ciod. You era the result lntarlorly of your wanta. more them to youraolf. But that la mother In the meantlmo. 4oath you ~111 oozm to aa@' (oh88 roi) whloh oonalata Q~la will do it tbaoratlo8lly. bn Later Warn 1 u Good. add: Wha they &re not then. IAtsr. llotlalng not help youi ia OlbW to rcmsmbor yourYou undoratand Xaw uaoalrtlauara what oar mu t maka 8n mn bo I nlah to l ayo born l paatlaoow4r not y'ar. of l xer~lro aswola~~ orrnot Q04. this. How oan I mako a rc!m3mberlng JJJOJh ti QlJ ‘: that ouulta from my wlahlng an4 not from Ig chrdjhrf t rothar alive? ‘Ihero l %lata l vary good my* 18 your rather or m Bmx Both oi thun. affsotlon explain very &et 40 a& God. Gurdjlaffr Le4In to 40 It. You are the &hi16 woltlng. that one*8 father You owe your 1lSe to than. L ahall dth arplaln and I rlll glvo you 8n l ~ozwlao~ Plrat OS all. to you the dot~lla. Objsotlvely. to oneaeli I do not exlrt ad mothor? qusatlmj objeotlrely. You dl& of will. iti I oontaot Bat 'I aR*. with your father your mother* thaw them* You 40 it for interlorlJ* For txuplo. you QM be happy. wmmutber tbt. name with or without they are them'. thou 8rb I". your father. Aoouatom yourself an4 to ~86 alnosraly are then with your mothaw. yarr you look l t then* You l y titer to youraelfr I will to be Cbl-djldf: reprerent "I am ttlou. ~0d J3as Why muat Gurdjleffc we &&ill aa. mlf. to you* they blood. of thla for help yaw Xt la J glvo you thla you for urothor your~alf~ huroolatlonm offort in or&r diifioult to prqnlu to rmmbor l utorwtlo. *aoh ona of them. hi~dr ocmtut It it la am4 l you to the 4wilr oxpreaalm. Oal hlmaclf for y'nh aa long •~ your father one thua reyreaant It la a 18lr* “aftor their and mother llro. theyaro .-17.

AI am part all thr iatlgus of the day. will ihe totigus real work haa m-ohm-go futuroj you are tired. tit for u1o ther sort of roaelvrr I omnot I am thsrcl lr rnothor Q. loBI to amk &out brtrecn work and fmtlepe. One ir of work and l utomatio on the oontrary. It 9. work with all three* am ombor If $8 biro&. give you a rubstantlal mault. it. the more 7ou dll thot in the mornlnq shun I am rertod. but arsooia%ions. It Ilrpondr on the other l owmulatorr not bo able to do VQ ordinary fatiyr tRInga. aubatmoe. from 0s eleotrlolty your forae4 l And In the meantlras. nor% mill : with fcnr* \ (Q'# and Air but your not any more with your From Lesturo Q: there Jlalrh of Prenoh plroug)t. 76~ not tuke part work bettar mnd you obtain 8ubJeatiret no* no remaltlir thl.autam tie. In the WUIIXIJJ. you keep it. Exterior work talcor OUP em$!g#. rhould aooumulate energy4 yau sat the This OOWlt~tUtO8 energy4 But it one lore8 ~onrolourly.nk at night. Ir you aooumulate a rubrtantlal lhr more you tirs subatmoo the mom aoouaulator elatorater 18 14 that this yourrslf. attor I have aotiaod work.r And it you oontinus. the aoro you 8100. the other lr the opporlte. tt ir not worth wh:le You will to make the l aif0 rt . . (battery). wry tired. your or&8nlsa QI tlonT AI fatlgua favorable or not to l fforfir of oonosntra- If it ir ordinary fatigue. You ~111 1088 your final law. that Hot you have la your body and you tramdorm the mme kind that of fatigue. till alrayr autolnrrtio. -in Afterward (why 7ou hare rorkti) have l your l uroolatlau relatim. IOC)HISto me l ffortr. morw 8uooo88fU1~ hoawe of 7ou 18 tired two md booaure 7ou work without You mat in the mrk it la that part* if You work with one or it 7ma door ollr oantor&. your aooumulator+ rlaioh fi1le~you. that ir a differsnor efforts work. foroea. on thr oontrrxq.

will oantmu four drlsma and fmtaaira da1 they oannot rleep O* uklrerrrr I f8lX oi the owning. ir net Doon a8 f elm. you alrope %m you are going aloop. romething Al 80 that it It lr porrlblo. a ooula of mm* (Qa).deatorT my l ym. you alrsp ’ od that takaa tlmo. II to twl. Qy. lnto you but not for jou nowl 0x1s oan ranembor mtora during l utomatloally~ bororr be&g rblo Tbro Auto-•uggeatfaa. to alrep we gradationa. a sixth. kinda of rlropj one oan rlrep a quarter. a It thr quality You sleep awan and two houra to oontraat houra of aleap.rp. Do the amum wor)F whloh you hare thought Bake a real only little Pour aotlvlty double ltaelir You oan do this qunllty program. youraeli pny sloop. refleutlng. not by little. f#r mar onma who are dead. a program lpnedlatsly. oonaolourly conroioulry leaver you threr tilla md a half You do not relax yourrelf l utMaatlaally. . you ‘bra thlnga U% a good propatratim Othwwiro.-199 worth mythlang. will ruggerting to yourself the way In whioh you IFO dotemlned about. 4ve to a fmtuy.r oold ~bdom briorr Change thr of your aleap. ulmep. You oan relax uatll OLI the other hand you ratabllah the xmosaeary relation between your body and Nati your oonclolouanrsa. do the #MO thing.roauln oonaoioua during alee~. If that you lr hrir. a half or oomplstrly. quality of oonaaiously There a dlifernt ~1~9. iou *ortant* houra ara l ough. four . a for your. ELI Qnarrdaya. It 4opmda on what your rakin&rtate you only rleop ha8 bean. half houn. Q: 3t ir ohup. to #pond ttr. You take two houra to mlu Tht but I ! at night. In the morning when you wake. again In the morning. e*oryono / 08 Nell. If you drram while houra) la you #loop. Can one rlrep oonrolouuly . You than need aovar and a half and a half l lorpl do not dream. a third0 Two ot thoao pore& the wotingr QI tha da7 oi for Aa quertlom and anawor8r &ou thla happa no. You mat -9-r #ad ornate the habit* Nothlng al& at oaoo. One oan ruggoat one murt l ra to mraslf hvo rI.

r t0 betaoh Om8Oli of gravity. if make for JOUr8elf. the flow. 0.. will ai8 md till I@V'Qyou from automat10 l ttaoh8ut8. bf thl8 8UbJOOt. tha time you hwe already mm undW8bnda. rarerrod ro*. 1 bt0. rOti. .48 So* oan cute roquln ALI aotaohmmtt Orbat UI iaiw ior f0~80u. intOF88trd In roml these qUeatim8. LL@fmm 8umt k&W% QI Bat I rrq notu8# *I what wa do. You read OOMeOted the work And you allow la not for work. uork_re. the future thi8 will tifB8 You preparm the ground. You think l fixed thi8. Q8 Whm I aten run8 frOrr th8 heollr 1Y 8lightl~ in ma8t $tOOplo rho ar brrlad rJ1 that 887 ha'.a that And if it time you mU8t be OOn8OOratOd to thr On0 iOr a tark i8 &iron JOU. but Jou hare oontaot YOU . a8 800121 I pa88 tm What 11th ha-8 Qlmlnirhor ir a ~18. It ir Yau ray TQU uork. of day muat bo oonaearatod And if 7ou omnot 8Omthing to you do nothing 1188. a OO~afn YOU OOn8a8ntO You l ooopt the 14. You muat 30 that rOOU8tOm IOU hare have neither oontmt with oc a rerlara You are a meahanl8m. are l eterp lOU98@= thing ha8 Oontaot8 with yourrelf for 8kvb 8U8t to prepare work. On0 muab ham an ideal. YOU 8OQething. th0 8WOat run8 frO8 the brow. One orrtaln Yw raorlflor the tine this. It You TBIttK about all the tit work. thir Think about thl8 oa-~ralcmrly wtonatioally wow and form a o6nt. 40. do It during 7au. play. from f@Olitlg8t A: or tm other* 18 it not 8a8iar All hate th@ 8MO value. 'Qao plaoo you WI&l will thlr Jot. 18 ~eptlmal~ What wa horr What w.e the Z'~8UltWhl6h But no on0 here work8 bring Al% th18 18 only ohildtr urk. bo udo. nothing. +ill 18 by M)lllO that You will 801 8. little lt l bottsr than titillation. yet uaoalatlans JQU Six a tlm8 oameotsd in whloh with work. rith to br t0 t& you do nothing. at You attaoh youmelf with one aenter You mu&t look m Ldral thl8 in thl8 aire ray. irOn ataterlal thing8 th8zi 4. and aftrnud our liicr tborr Uperi~OO I hmvo lemnrd Al &ro Ii@@1 8nmllor. mrk. without ritb ph1108OphiSing.

in wlrhlng to trmrmlt somethins to somamo.Al dlmlnl~he~ if But thlr rub alro aonoomo the ldear. ~verytthlng 0Qa. nothing rhioh nwrr belleve.B out OSy ou with four UOrdl. Aa In llfa 70~ oan UIO th8 idear aa lnrtruaentr. I think I am urged b7 4 feeling of ruperiority But dthout and thir ia I dll toll 7ou romething else. I mea4 nothingpeoplee thia~ Roooepllse Uorlr m nu l r I formt when I an with radioero AI I will &vo 70~ a tark. jou 0~1 imagine that 7'0~ uo not u AI other@. your rwknorr . or with r\brtmzktlal people. 7ou You idatify. Ewe 7ou ssrperlenoad r& I harm notlood that one lorer uhat one har ii OLIethrowr it to otherm. idatlSy Bollevlng door not aowt. two twoales r-. QI X have the improrrlon that I aannot p‘ avant qr elf from urlng tha forcrer given to ma b7 the work in order to be ruporlor with tha paoplr lhom I moot* You are a mall perrone on. You aaaatlms. You neu* nothlngaoas. and 7ou rich to parr on 7our bollof with your all you give four (~nmr@~ If Lou do not belleva. ii you mlrin it qulto lmpartirS. Mrpurrd muat not forget that thr firrt If rou thing to remonb~r 18 7oumothiagthe You have a lot thir of Llrglnctlcm.dur for 7ourr ru . 7ou do (To romsanr l line) u if 7ouwers thir? mndwlng *en a rortlom. like Yap orltloira merythlng. You have a meaknrrr uhlah ti You muat rho worth 81th aec mart dortroye rurt uad You brl&ew. till have hlowlodg* that of your hmo ldoa of 7mneU I am #how 7ou b&tar the others you* ~a msn it aloao. &wept 79~ oarmot prome it lr worth nothing. believe. Artor thla. upoot in you haa grown* six other8 rumt alro grow. ldatlfylnging Q: *kq I do it. and 7ou fool %at lnkrertr 7ou 7ou give it to aothor mpt7r xaap the nm l.

tell8 Evew aan when ha oome8 into ihera ar@ o~u8e8~ that the world.11 then. lr bemum 18 ymr mother.muah my work 18 mental . year mother. I re. t&a. Ejrouro me. aomo8 fororr I ought to havr remor thnn t-w. Don'8 thud Jioff. go further what onn I do to have raaorae orrrlerwlth lt moon rrpaatrj qurrtiar but oven* thrro One I till oortaln him. It her.nct ruoorrd l in approaohfag my woti in a ratlrfaatory mnnor rsallcatlon unlerr oortaln rltuatlon urge whloh OM ml.y u3f. remona. #or axn~lr. la not logloal. if you Pro you glad to bo l llvot are alive ad glad of it.PY 0r 08 a8pm. en0 af tha aspootr Aad I uk of your oaping into thlr -worl#. 1 feel present I do. am by rtlll thir rlx first o8har u@o$~. umotr raurmothor. &t I rpoak to you ROR. have you bogma to py your dobtr to hart OurdJlofir Tharr Eoglb. y’ou. 18 to aayr outrldo have areated *hoeto foxuea perhapr 18 life worth py were not obll& romething romething toyout to 81~1 gou life. It you ha+@ your 9laa8urer On* of tb thoa. hor. put your p~por away0 JAI I laok an lmpulrr for IIJ work. ln return. 11. you owa your iih you mu8t repay OTM oi of her that the You are or age nowI the tlma ha8 some to rrttle oau808 of Jour be&g ullvo your 4ob8r. how little thnt I truly lb nnimatar mo* hd I lure mdarrtood amnot l pproaoh my work with real fir* JIM8 r&id underrturd what you wlrh (&an]. ohlef I. the othore bo ray. ior roaaon8. rou rhould But for her. and that you have 9or8lbllltle8 of devoloplng your8elf. I BOOyour mother her@.8 atataaent* OurdJlefir Ihat of oonroleme nothlngnerr. J&t No. 18. the warld. .JA.l my prasant oome to me from 1 olsar nothlngnrrr~ that of my that I heeo \mdsrrtood very alearly* for thlr And that mad8 mu undoratard But X oanft of oon8oienaat not one. but what you ha** I don’t Onr dortrofr road.8 to bar that you would navy If you are gird hava oomo into to live. her.1 (bsglnr to road the queatfon ho ha8 rrlttan)t More and mope.

do ftm know nhoT Pour mothac~ I aay this. very %ke the gear that haa JIM& bad* You are merdr. that I or nothing”. the exarolre 0r the atoaded truly 1ml8* And la trying it -B for underrtood Sor the rlrrt tlma what it bit 18 to b@ l uterior ncuxentlty~ tint11 now. I’ve tire to do ut exorairo. ofta! You unnwv@ harp YOU 1rHtabo Unoonsolourly. I thought I had mh’mtood. vorr bad. the pa8tj and you dfd 8 reoond’tima lr it not? %rpno JAedPme. t rpeekr like this. woh oum 8 bottle of nedlolno . ir fw hoopt A good anmetr. thlr. one permm . &fore o Ii pm have underdoed I aould uplaln by thla remo~eo om b egtr to blame for not rep&lrlng hero lr glad. pre&ent* it lr you do not do it. bo you rix hmmbe~ It Imowlng them.Even it her life parred. uha* do you do? her. r0rg0t ahe lr cibJeotirely hrr llfr.nrt@aU of that. you am to blama for it to&j.): Ourdjletf are hem. Ii0 her? the part with your lutulr If you forget. thl~ 0xem18e. rj’f / 1. more dlifieult. You hava a& r6morsO of oo~olmas remomborr oould flow irot you hto bun that. 4': V" 'I J&or I’ve thought aboidt’lhat you raid to na the other day.! $.$eoaurr you ‘. have pa bna bad. bad. rho ir your mother* And how ban Lou pay ho?? Pou m&o You should unify hat l. bogln on@. do Skl. 1~ 8 very dl#dloult and doubly how many tlmrr to repair thing. first ii in the. kor the part two roan. E. ho bmrflt of your 8021that (He speaks in ~~ua8lan rim ?&a0da Silfmana}. fulfilled in ycru. your obllgatlonr Thlr la but th08. it la bepwe he ouqklnd hort and .: 41t it irnrt for th8t. htrdflotf: (rim I hd rw3akain hamian to Mmer de Silrmann) Roure me. this but and t q aae •IIDIQ~. YOU might think that if Mr.X arkd f have to Psrhapr Lou bellered everyone wmt &o. YB6 da S~~SBUXIS (to IQpe. Thlr nwt ohoome “cl1 Vve talk drolded was to put fo t8ka a bark and 8 tlok arlba l oerbain to it of the by to do no matter what happens. forgotten jorxm . your fault your fault.smumt “Rhea 8~87 for Iho hoU&ym.

nothlngnerr. in general a nothingnerrr But tody he porrorre~ nothing1 ho bar aoowrul8trd by ll$tlr reaping am nothing the rrwltr b8 dono* during hia holldaya. Tou hat. (Jb Ab) .ook about a third $ 'tit IS not ry rult wrdjiaff f ora. to HEMIEt%) oi the PNlldQb. a lang quertlon it’8 beoau88 he hadn't a larg of mdioine~ the follt of Madame the P&ldmto time1 he*8 It’8 (40 oiforr been your and th8 fault frlond a lmg of all time) hio frlendr. to hirr. It twa rerultrj be l mlhilatrdr . you dorervo Mother. had hi8 bottl8 If ha ha8 l 8kodthat It in idiotio your fault. reaponslble @t&m. 1 if you -take I t.he would not have in the Saturday that quertim. ItI 8 for thnt it’r Tra801? groupm reason ho arked th8 qusrtion. of your work. %y rhould Of YOUr IMIm givr you what fr tmught for.-x4- to take uhlle t&l8 that about working.Do r’ou You on the aontrary xow you are llttlo have a barir for mearurlng of h t w that af 1t0 amderrtmd now the for@8 Ab: ohalrtr+? lr gour bu8inm8. had only a third of th8 %t It you will have three time8 more give 8xkou&alaw in thr 18 for that that I 8ald ita Porhapr you didn't m8dlalnoc in order e W. he would not glvs one I underrtand tha qUo8tiOtIr ff he had had hlr the holiday8 1'18 rorry ha 18 not bottle have done romething t&cod ebs with hi8 tims during You and . and for Ho's been hen tit&e ha*8 bean doprlvab of every perron herow to have 0vorgthLng~ the fault olgantt$ of Nm8 de Salmann. 18 it po88iblr it to your @hat X &id not give it to you?@ Zpu t&Lu@" PP.* foraer to thir future You're all. You rhould have l verythlng. up your 8Ql8 If ir you llkr the f l ult a you aan algalof Tour you 8hould have alprattos* th8y murt you haron@t his Perhaps that will to obtain another glvo you a remorse of aonralenao of attention+ A8 to him ( quality I aan ray I regret holldap rea8on for not having glvaa him the bottle ~~SRMIIKA rmyr 1 did I gave to overyone for tb. Ha ian** underrtand. P#r ronr rhould givr you to l VWythbg. that quoationr par I did not girr low 1 understand you rouldn't 80 frlt why you arked mo have thought If you had had that bottlr (He Ipeakr to all). OKldth8 friWd# age.

8br l othar. 1 011IlOtr governor am for her able to A8 with %nlal. that‘ when I know someone ~011. th. up rtm8Jlng. rympathetlo interior. but for the future he take every mea8uro~ . I know him exteriorly tongtip. wit21 hlr Yau should help him 80 I may understand +*~a Proreoutlng 18 In the 8ams way that You hew notloed HOW. (&wd~leff her). &iVe him do that he may underrtandr but not lnterlorily.aak. underrtoodr hrr gitem me the mot who interrupta Mme do Salwann the ..rembOr WrYt Iraid . (Ho joker people for for her (Ml10 Dal). turn. Attorney He has a very For that. enlighten (To Mae Err): ought to 88e to it your title In the beglnrling Traool. but liurdfloff QurdJlaffc rtopr I:rve tinady It'8 YOU have understood with your head. he must manlfert Dal). but It'8 talnsn a serious how la your pupil ((tsrb)? You ought to help your pupil. mot&or oi the howei yotz r. May 1 8-bt (To Ja) SOtO thlr l x8mpla tha h8t tire. than)* ourdjidf: 18 *t&r. (MU. but your organlrm Bell results then. beg. you thought It wan a jow. bar not the possibility you the fin it of being what your hemd wl#he#* give you the ohemloal umtterr Whore fault I spoke of amn for thah and l cuaulate It's you rhould ln you and glro ruvital- l~lng your funotlonre the mmo reason. tranrlater. I hnd the f'eeling of being free. I have notloed RJ quortlaa? in doing thlr axrralrs that for the firat free t* chrdjleff~ for e very rhort againat of timt romont .une roazon. I I #U8t know with vbt &JOOd rdV108t ho i8 rtuffmd. 8up&loato do SaWnann to help youa you al80 ha8 the possibility YOU of getting that into the Saturday has a meaning. Ml10 Do1 and Sum filver bonbon8 and f know with what rploor about dh~lrrer rhe 18 8tUffOdr invitor oertaln raring ol~rettr. l nU that of this inertia tute whloh I alrayr oould be liverty.-R&s- L&at Lao8 ad May I flnlah Flnlrh. #aa President groups is I do not know. hir exterior.

tht no on. 1: think is diffloult for Anyone to Amk A qummtlon. remllrm Ourdjlafi8 And when he lomem hmr the ralue E. You mumt that 70~ 18 l vmry good mlgn. you have bAttsrim8 rlsotrioity. armAt* l k.q without the nofhrr'm ~mnrimmion.hl it of what ho pommommmd). you omn begin a&n lilg. It'8 with little. small orlrim. you in rhiah7ou rubmtnar nrurt &oouaul~tr mubmtmncw. mnd 0m0t WOF~ thlr An interior your indiriWliity r80t You mumt not aalm y0urmeU. mftsnmrdr If you pars tbl8 crrlrim. low during mtrugale you should mrke mfiort. oontlnuing. nmmsmsmry~ It 18 only nosmmary thnt you romultm la yourmmlt~ nomd thorn for aotrumulmte thr rcmultm You AIumt 0sounIulato~ tdr of l trugglm. fqd like tom rk l quomtlanr mmveral nymsli mlnom then In quertlon. like %er*fora f&i. Big1 even though it be l @oMmtlaml to u air. but that Alone I oan do I oatact make my progromm minoe that timq And I fiel hdjibrrt You mre contmnted You ehould ba hrving your funotioaa.. (C)urdjleff no lmgor hm ulll j&em about JA. A bad ml&n* You ziumt look for thim period bctwren %e a mhock fmm outmldo. l mo muat try. tie mother lm hemd (of the houms). rtrugglr am an&y ba aaoumulated w rbrug&lao . mayr Ja* 18 jeAlou8 beoaume hlr mother bmlongm only to him but to svmrybody PrmmQt. Mtor what 80 bv8 jU8t read About the omre~lq &at evmn 80) oi Chrimt. roroe yourulslf. rry do ~nylih3. l Having iinimhmd I find weeks Ago the tukm A hqpy worklag I had 1Ald out for A htitum tbmrr belAna witbout And without dmmfreb I rlmh to Lo on bsoAumm I ire1 lm I unlvor~a above the one where I now am. ln flew* I don't moo mxaotly uhmt path to follow and uhAt Ati to kuv~ Ch\rQjlafft obtoln Xou will A path imnft Gollwt. quell.

But you mart not atop* You bed aa a plan to go to You are ln the rum d@Alnarrllli.' d ray you l r6 the rtrugqla that dentally the Etolle. ‘he rtnaggle. road. that you gave me aa 6 hark. So rboumukte. for you aad your w&fr have ohlldra* they oreats ior you rpeolal be Living jurt for for yourrrlrer ir finlrLwd. of working my die. Camot. t. ii you hwr obrtmlar fhwdjleff~ forwax ehlldran. don’t whatever thing you bvo is to the ham habit give any moree Important a rontlaual will proarrr of rtruggls. Aawmulate interiorly with the rea~ltr r: ) that of the proorrr feeling and body. and that roqoone Mho lr near to me0 Ihd have notload.never used to tie alrtak6~ =d now X begla too 1 rdrlre you . @urdjieff. obligatlorm one mwt begin by bringing Wall. you* You m aaai- 18. prover you far: turn are oa the right road. lkaat 18 to tin Too right. that neither but to m oQrt*in oven them uaa an obrtmzle rhe nor I aould parr part thlr And you told her that you would ray what to do to get eivory paroat. a quoatha.not to rtope continue your rtruggle. uhatrrer it im?ortmCa. 18 atill low then. You know what mew bettor than I employ? *or it. this aim har ahanged our relation. struggle. ihat Is the H&it for that to 8ayD aontlnus har no rtrugglo.aom that I hww but wlthOlP* of atrmggle. are reawhing aeaesrary rhall mhat you the meanr? What you em doing important. with that for the purpore of I rommbering myrelf. that if yau Yii @w omgl . Yarn we rtrugglr rubrtanaa *em that that gibrr l in the plaao where it plaar te hare no latrmrt thiC ‘1 that Ilr laoking Cakhnue today la kaawlag In. You should obliged to r&arlfier evwythlng your ahlldrm . your body likes. The Etoile 20 rtationr. . Flrrt. of giving example. YOumJ. belongs. mly mad l o hr point. You haven’t exporlenoe. Rhat ir lr you murt have in you the proassa ‘&at halt of #truggle. you a thouamid dting r0r timer better reat8. Boulamm! be-r aatlsflbd.. boaaure you nerd the rubrtanae that rtrugglo give you* Jaur Mr. your thera are SO lampportr.

Nothing this your mutual r4latimr. until yau me baok wham lit the tiae. but for objeotloe. “I om bo’. your ohm-a@air ais - tore am en lntorlor will havm dlfforcnt rtruggle pured eaoh one will have . Begin this. up I tut8d. have oommm rk and thir ID an between you* oommon allo objeotloe your wffo.beoauro mob will And he who dll have ohoren hir attain thir nay to 8uataSn in hinuelf9 utten titerward. thir alPI. rto. You will undemtand you* During eftsrward mly this 8dvloo 18 1. Hot for alryr.m.3. 8peoIal period thir ala of tlm.4. tbaer.47. oount: 501 All 30. what I &OU 18 VOW 8:U>10 thing.3. ror if JOU both plan And la your porronal dth rolrtlanr 8 trugglo. botnen oontaot for the work. oan give you abrolutely nothing. to &bout to $1~ Aftorwmd8 all your ipoe time. you good whloh III 516.4$3. You too To on the right logloalty thnt path. your ohlldrm. relax it to ad 8&y your8&lfl “f aa”. 8aOriflOO Dlsoura to it with p&n a8 an ain to l everything All for your ohildrrn. Rolp my nal$lWmr boo . there rinoe w111 be Your aim Lill l be a oomt~on one. You should have an al. ba I ahall “Not doa. beosuure it ain and the work’ is also lklth her. a ocmmn You rhould ain.46. rou will glvo a between you. hia oom In order to have another In the ssantlme rpeak objsltlve guiotly (noyqn) that rlll and iran- with will your wife and plan U you do thlt3 for one or two weelm. “I will. fh'8t the YOU have 8JYOh. your aindr. for that f’m goin are underrtmd to give you l very aimply and NOW very ordlnay add80 gleor l ot advia*. Pom: I rhould work like to lmou whut to do to llvo rhould far your ahildrent int8rfetre with it lr #a l im of you end JCW rife. you thaa dererbo PoPrt May to know the obfeetloe 1 ark If P CJUO8tiOIl? YOU way* Wrdjleff: irn’t it4 &dd~llO.49. to un f u”. of time. Thi8 is th. krt I#. to bra. to Aml if yori do 10 7 “I wirh b or 10 nlnutrr. my imagination outside of th8 whloh lutr l rortaln length from running airy with YD Cturd~leff I Well. do evil.

L l lrh work a You rir. day. 7au rhould waking l tate lr on- But . how 8~1 I do my home ir hapw? the ldsar that work. as. ovarything thinga of ordlnarg the work of your and srtarior aaeriiloe tha afterward do 7ou ap1 put s think #oe You ommot thlr work (111 da70 That beaomea aeokmnloall mr Et. It'r work a litit tiring tblr You rrclriflar funotimr0 lt You mumt make & rpeolal work 7ou give a holf the rrrt. ihe first mat I gird it ~111 eom ab8urd to 712~~ thnnk me with all when 7ou have done It t*o or three uoeka. think I maa wanting to uk 7our when 1: do lag work of remembering m7$elf. thank me. oount l &&b for nut oonreloual7. that? not l yltmtioal17. To thir l ll the Work lr a very rerloua You aarxiot work intorlorly a-* end irLoraa#e it little by littler g4 houra. jurt I. I know a thousand other And that will dorth he will l But I glvo you thlr rill (20 the othera) the hour of Ur and that ir all* avo ahange and until forget me* ti that. 70~ Iwt note ha’t et mix thlr with work* aotlto PO have 8ue kbdr waking l k8. impedes mar have to do with about what Itoe heard here - and at Mae de saltmpnn'a. It'r the work* a0 that And during the opgosite.urUjieffr thtngre him. fiir entlro llfo PomI vary well* 7& nothing @i&e thing. l of waking 18a801. You do But that Tour free the. hampered by the aam@id-8 everyone in thr I am hawend b7 ha OM I organire the dpy.r OudJhff ordkui-7 have on. you will your hoart. blot all all of the dsinanda of daily You mwt living* It sot aside a spsolal the time.for to be. I au . Et. Hava 7ou undorrtood . a balt hour obir For 8hicl work. put all ior thae hour of the the rrrt8lido~ all 7our interior ll. 0180.-noI After all thati.: never May I l mk you for mmo advlarY I un alrayr m7 Uyr. That ia the reoult I've work. ourdjleffr happen6 to everyoneb time csaah day for the and that oonrtantly often raid thin. he will. half hour forget thing* to thlr uldo for time al1 7our ooouprtiaxr.

par #aoy .for the rort of the day. rptdtu but forget l rexythbg (4 l goirt. but work without anything3 it ir Work II rhort roll* it . that not uorkrlth to that. but the quality things. preparo it la y&r f0~80ir. uo not mix it of good work lr worth more thm 84 hour8 oi another kiad. your being. ordinary iii0 oontlnus mitething. Zargat rvwythlng. rhiah And if you work you live oan't LB you have the habit of doing.r wit~r you rbllbeoonr mrthlorr~ LOU d2-b rmmnbsr y0w88ir. only thlr ry*tem WI11 alray. l 11 your rtrengthj do hinutor too l lee. Our llfr 8 gqaho&mthe ir am thing. Othenlro 18 matloallg l ooordlng to habit aamam of the time. won badore beglnnlng. eron tan minutrs glrr rind 8rorlri08 rloh work 8 for him who oen rpeolal onother* time. It take You oannot do It's until for it a long t1ms. worth nothing. with all purrelf. ir thir YOU OQI do thir? do a hali liju ‘Burt hour . ii for you aocompllrh fire that to It. You are loOn tired. rhould. task. O~Q Life 18 one thing. rix mlnuter. yourr*llr What you ray doer not mind .rumlab* onl? thrwtir #herb.lan't the quantity with other that oountrb minutes Itlie la one thing. hvr all ymr you are working only with your mind. add YOU nmny time8. glvr ooalng your tarkr St ir a very oomplIoatad thing. the work. work 8 mlnutrr~ thr I*rt Let If you haven@t auoh tSrs. 70~ are drained of all strength. &our OatI. Ba in Rurrirn huabrad. g&in&g Hare you oan do it for a thousand yonra time. yourrelf Do it ior with all your being* 8 mlnutsrl You oan@t do It for lcag. When you begin your work. And if being - ten minuter.. I soy you munt lnarears the time little by little. 7our ahildm. 18 boyou de hit a8 you (1 good beginning to l l-861 IPan* ta prepare you for you work l aoqulring the 8t@to that prover that long time . butrubrt*ati& an abraluk . that FO~IQI you are wed iiT8 minuter.rrlu Mtorward. the work mother IOU renl0nb. you it oollaot yourrelr. ia difroratr ba more amtlve. for thlr the work work you mtut ymw lhe l abrtmtlallty Iloo work. ton mlnutorr or wh thir to You oannot give all your time.

. not m animal. an lndepcadog. Kt ie l hlmsdll' (uo’ys@ to the bslng word) an Mlvldual. aocustom Every man rslould dent person. thInking how @an one provart with ~rj ioellng. you muat think rlth n rloknersi your head. oontrr8 l irr l ncorachlng feeling. l your rind. thought. not merdq . Xt’r a simple explanatlaP. when you don’t L your $ealirlg. th. to oonamtr8to To 7ou rlro lt 7ourroU rhoufd in your thought. try to you are an . Bars tit In on. there Xi you ooncentrote an aany drpsr your being in your thought. oat* you are not an indlvldual.of gravity And now you aan knou what is ir in hour thowht . unconroiourly but wbn a0 rlwq II havr for a4. but iUB you are nn lndivldu8l.-. JOU think. vap are only u1 eutomatm* you nrk you rhould If oa be & your bodr and in your foaling. Uong indlrldwlr. angry. i.m@r u$luut Phil@? a@l6ln ___” -. you oa*t think bsonure you l m You W&&I to say that fosllrq? Bar! I mean that I have an amotional thought. -7 thaoe ltrr a t trportent oatw for tho momentr in the It thlxddng you N-D nn indlvldual emter.-SlBart Ma7 I uk 4 querthm? How aan I dlrtinCprirh b&woa~ ~7 ment81 oeutsr and my phlrbal I e*ntar? toakr hen you think. when you hew ycur ir la of gravity Aad if it another omtor. r8orything work &ould be uoluaively km. very alrople rymptcm.m to W in four doer itroli And thlr ln you* oonroious4. if Iti is rhen your owltar of gravity f8 not In your thought. u sluknerr~ is only a funotiorh ‘be beglnnlng T)ut the omter indlvlduollty~ your oenter come8 from Zaeling of grovlty thought must be the thought. mcmtd and to ml8 tab OurdJieff: onu for the other. when 7ou like.aut-tOP. Tour 7’ar do not. something. &ha you ire1 lilw hot or oold. ir 8 You hnve P reaknerr. ho- Ourdjieff cktionr whm you ‘I&La fi sisple that fr go on autonutiorlly. Co. . you Lo think m-tart OuxiJieff with your f esllna.’ s aQthnn.-. that re nePvou8. on scuJh otherr to Uvr. not think with your feelia6 and the oenter of a woakne8a.

I arked that you lart if there ‘Iam a my to develop that I one l ttantlont rammberr you raid attontlm (IO@meumred in the degree oneself. X?&. be rblo lr explained. on undbrrrtandlng Thlr ml11 be your can put rral You didn’t and it 18 a good way to fix you oan ban thing. book. Baeltsbub. All that all one must know.0. been lnrtmotsd ir in a osrtaln 9ubjaotlvely. l ttmtlm kna on Bmltobub. nor svergthlng Methods do not rlmply. l ttmtloarm I wanted to a8k you the 1-6 wa8. thlr lrn't In Beolssbub them ~aong 0th~ in molsebub l ttonflan the l I har4 maid and at it. %a more mm kar depends cm say. $0 mu17 different daveloping methods? Cne thing I aan explain attention. &at one must undarrtand. there 1s everything its there. Xi you in llfo.-sorhi11p: cmdjieff romething %.orrtlmlly t But for ymr I know it. about a real attention. . the oneta lndividuallty~ mom ha oan 1. aan cbxlet. the emi) tima then you put your aothar thm that to wbloh jou am aoou~tammd~ you will to ham ao attention In &ii*. world. a rold a real l ttontlon 11 l to~thlag. It @clrt. so. sir. to the level he ooauples. all that &ergthlng ‘&e brglnnlnq. la a very haa oxlated. aeerot. bn it. the l eorets and of the oreation to undarrtand of the thare. I da ln lntererting all that not know any* 4rt For ammpla. on Beolrob\ib. something more l One perron one part . for rpeaial mmljleff: only the method of ‘1 ama or if than are othrr I oan telJ&ou. You told mo to arpeaiallv look into l ttentlan mymalfr l ape&lly of A# asked you that Rselsrbub. find for It la an objaotive undorrtmds and evrmone should underrtand a thouaand tlmw all of Baslro8M. all&r I know.. aano interesting ZUl oonalurlmrl ‘harmday. uora . ova. it oookfag. everyone able to undbF#tand aoaordlng book. thlr rhould have glvan you undermtandlng new. many ‘?‘a” if bsoaws I wasn@t able to put ay attanticm week on the reading During thir aa them I undrrrtood that was what I uaa. ha l ttmtlon and to make an omelotto. dJtisfa. the end. another a way to put your attention tark.

later *to0 You rrmrmbor with the them and you reprcmnt four. a littb vorg fntereated OU8trXWilJ vev Porn*8 quertlon’md bu8tWtg b7 your anawer~ I obrervo 108te belong fn 8ty liid how little Nhioh i8 ad very trlvIa%. with to 7ourrolf thingm in her 0sF8# 6tmap thtng8j 7ou am grown up and are earing #old cxtm (Ib 1010 ?$&)t your ra?d &hat wha bar nortry.s. All 18 to0 critm that aOmPljrw But what Ia lorr to thir who 18 I nm rttoohtd tit8 to.about rise mp md DWOma@rl and about the Frmoh between tax1 dritsrr) to urn ($0 Jap)t Yeu hare Ten perattat wlorrtood rot . to . ainutO8. th. triviality th8 8trOnga8t eraotly ator the 0rdinu-y me. L f. mother. tlao.nmsmbar your father. thorn to ycur8d. rou will for ator take am a ta. the addo* that 8qUimd whioh 70~ to Porn. Whan 7ou think 0ilV. that. 7ou hvr with f1nlrhrd tan pnrsnoo.45s(A job. +tt8 de salmann: JettJ l@lRUaRO uhioh I8 rioh only In the in8aw ReUly nor. and thon. dlfflault to that a 110. f mnlly . itldi~ithtd And S a&k you if 1 should not apply to I4J own O&8. “I Rtt’. InhAter aftrmatd "I drh thr menring of rll 70~ and ten minutor And llkr 3 that you the wy. beO8urO I believe will pull me out of the ChArdjfefft oounty like more 8imy1iIr Jaor it OOntdXI8 8omthiAg 01*&r ad 81’njdO rhiah o@&@ in rhioh 1 am a1r8yr you at all. You hve l I am going to glvo you 8omsthlng yet A mother? A brother? A fathrr? And 4 8illt. aftctnard m8a And nbn to bon. thir hurtle. Qurdjierit a8 m~rrilng.l'.81 ppr8elf room there im for the rorko nurmal whioh in 10. It tunlngr i8 That world not do for up to 50. oto. a &ginning 1088 or tomorrow 8 little more@ you hut. g&V. ha8 no ate anything Uhih ago I ua8 &Ioh 58 tuorw to ray? b7 Mr* @urdjieff. A rioter tarkt avery l18Ot f Ire pQFlOn8.your rather. UI ia& It’8 you mdorrtandt *aoh fifth YOU ItBt8t thlak glro that fiX0.r ot 7our rather @he’8 hers. all tire.It'8 Jo* tb0 mu8 t0 me 1% It’ 8 8 or 18 .8 takw’a tan litth about 10 10 tiutsr . BWO 815& lik8 your not&r. with Pear about tc\bmmo 8nd how to m it. l rd you you begin a&n your h~V8 .

0 Aad at OurdJieff I &sa.why the luoudlty with whioh 1 opr not at doe kill it. oaa reek to roprsrr lt li8 (r wakmrr it for and mt the rake of the other? it mid. Don't Oh. whut oon8oloua love oen be. you have* on rexj it is low. underrtay St ir 0~14 phyriael pdarity to theh i8 workin.8 2 4 QurdJieffr Well then. la bud i8 obJ&lVO~ on sax and 8ax cm polwltyr l ho hemIt ti 80%~ lrlrl# So if that. there. me when one in rrirod with e feeling oqgrofund mm ournot it9 manage to *merPgo. lotr But wU1 bs@oae rep.e~a thou&t thAt that. pieoe. imtt we’ll find Big: mother Sir. bday. a weakaeaa~ for Youoen~ot hevo love. rey tdit lbvei'brlly lntereatr the functionr. ir eat thr &at thett Teat thir If it YOU know whet It nd next tlmeue irl. like (Yokes with to l sk another I don't Ab. 00 to 8ea well.qpent oon8aiou8 ‘&e love rvorybody her. fAthAX' had. about mediobne). Do you under8tand Then bravo. with rht neohanlool OarI 0110get am Ourdjirffr aart from If’ one doe8ntt t. It’8 You undlorrtandt porrlble the aaure of it I)r. question. will the la8t rpscrk. u rymptomj you eat aore then you rhould. your @'end- overymr. hrdJlrff. Gurdjieff: Eat 1088.rd the . tDhM'8 011. tha word rontlment for I Or thingI) you hrr forgotha H@r But 2wl mat loto. down’ a poreon ham a no80 like you don’t t axlr t you love h4rJ if but A no8e llkm objeotivs dirtr love here You hove aoal 1-e anda 10~ .liar4 dadnarr from *hloh ytr. Barr Somrtlnw L notlo@ It after lunohecm. t&t ir reel lwra. oh1 thet'r ple44.. her the oauno of it? Ilo.jr your ahrn YOU h. low thir You have only love bawd "Ihet whloh perhepr & aloknrr8. l I l M moomend I haor him tory ho giver mo 10 peroalt. ma armlaer oneta perrion end dlsol$d'a its ~b8. one doeant ~urdJtotfr 801 oiAll8tr Than 18 no ruoh rrdnm88~ it a nouropatholog18tr $8 idiooy. I'd I don’t unrlerstand . wey.

And then Ir alao thlr about hope t ir 18 strength 81a7sryb Hope of aon8oiouttnerr lbps of the body 18 dimsare* And about fnithc Hope of feeling . another und rt qurllty to Have aontrot (with your differant impulrea. Eeseltebub explains f8 th181 the ooanmmlmmts of Aahiata Shiemash there Love of oonrolcrumeas evokes the mime ln rOuPQW& Love of feeling evokea the oppositee LOW O? body depends only on type ad Pohri4y. renoaln theoretlaal. ln order to esp~rrlenoe thle oonrolms love. who QOms t0 JQU* %QO that you have Pity tOr a psrron rhm8 no80 you don’t or for aother for who wmas 111. objective About this. for a nm without a abild without for a mother. the slave ylt fir&t you must have the taste. you will bo abh and if 7~ to enter hi8 situation. a rlfo -i then. la merdr. Wish or not dr& you oan be no longer All body makrn you a? your love or not l-0. love. All that 1 oan say in the msantimo would ~OnOetXWin~ is that gg8m-d love bxlste. oan polariw he a help or a hindranoe? Ckwdjieff it. naturally.lSbin8tinQt lou will ~-~lud lowe %a parhapr br able to foe1 ta8to will for per&m lib. I A hlndrmoa. lav. rQh psrron. reamin lawrtfurl. jau+ AntI if the tarts ai aome8 to youI I aan eaplti the dot8118 Abt sir. But you aant t do Your anything about You are a etlave oi thlr Conroioualy. you ml11 8ee that ovk?rfthin& tbo 8me you hata ha8 in ?a~ until nm oi tire you ~111 be l bls to it try to have the ta84o 0r lwe. we will But you must ?ii&a&~~%ltPhrSktaxurt ue aan u&y beforehand many thfngse apeak about it. 8 gorson la hungry. polarity.

y enough. &hpt iQpgdO8 JIMi gNatlye 8elf-rWlemb0I'ing FOVOlt. the 9 ln u Job* trouble at the I have found with the nn impulse l xomi80 I fall tellr lha of renumbrring xyrelt. oould. alO8ed up in you? a3. t&la Of Witna88 My mOr6~ ab8OhltO Gurdjleil'. it. haven't 8ny rtrongth.8 YO8r klre'r a struggle between two tfllngsr !iiS At I RitnO88 ma 880 to auah a point what L am that I up dirgusrted. liow TOW . XLU A!dr e 'Ihm rtmggle~ at t&Ill tAm#. you h~vo raohmloal Tou are a mohlne. only pO88ible Xi you don'triah Hlle Tal: But you ax'+ wartag pnairaly %ruggle.t .r Gurdjlaff1 jW'8OEWr diifOPOnt You have undorrtood will iunOtiiOn TIM rorult f+8tOP8 in of your YOU fOrU rtruggle )rti b8 a rubrtwaoo 0f &88Q@idiiOE& (RU8018. x @AS ti Along rfth a I QUUiOt do 8-t. ahange at anr prlae alr~stalliced 1. Hardar. Before.11 But n0t'Lmgl. Itrugg1. perhaps 8ORiething elre ha0 MllS mak. what You mu8t not f wish to dOr C&~rdjleff. the day ln time. A0 Ohan@ ir for that18 work. that whl& you are two will oryrtti88 nwAr 1# tb8orvtioel 'uaen. 1946 beaaure but L find of -aelf I oan*t Qome on saturdaya. work that hard. sxi8tr In order to 1ee what a Oi ahoning* t0 &I'd titerior go Q1o Yau there a yosrlbillty thank8 times porhapr l&our.Ideetlnar me hbt Thursday. mum dlfflaultia exoraiao~ beglnnlng~ (Gurdjioff l rlaap when I do the relaxing Mme do Salmmnn teaahing bar ti to go on with to be born tha reading) of t0 1 Mlls WitnO 8trUg@e Qmft relu Talr oauaed in mo a kind Who Ob88ZVJ8 PO ~~~~1088~ QJnindi any thi. for worklnq in aa you prnnltted. 1 &TO IpOre* Witn888. @Wdji8ff: al0 oan’t. \ 18 the wish‘+0 Ye8. Y4 10. in you? I mS de hh8UTUA~ /' chrrdjldll ki8010U8 a8000tittlon8+ iutar. XOW Gurdjloffi namntlty you are* have the You mut You ferl kp8tO.

it Nhen your attmtlon Thlr la oonrolourlf doernt t ##a themr 18 a flood sxunpler During go on mora freolfe %t doerntt in thla oa#er your oonroloumc. that I go down int’a a lavor oi And raoh tiao mudarf rho lr urh4 at the word “oraoklwu” u~rerrion#“)r l moolntlonr.01sl 0~8tilu80 ra0t0rr ror 00nroiow l r8ooktionrr 10 l (WriW Yaa De Srlmann~ quotatlon mark8a Ml10 boll uaroiao botter. I’m ‘Imn out* bsginningr t-hwd$iaffr tm 11. prlnolpally mWi@ad na. Now I alwafr ao& to tha aam@lycrr whloh I don't Mq break? I airh 8 $hir to go deepar. tou omld rarrtihingr um . iant t our aim. than urooirtlonr till ei roue %oy uirt brought oonom Sor thmmltor~ by l rroolntionr lr YOUOUI WM rommfliatr Wa proportional to thr degree @Art the obrtaolo oonroiour tratlaa (Rumlm) %oy hindac you la I)O f&r ao you l TI low I rrlwayr too maha ad by droamin(r oon- Mme de Salaunaa oenbra~od. 1 t lr the #ame thing. la alnlabo. You hve bmroioumerr property 0r man rlth0~8 to do the ramsnbsrlng againat relaxing. the dey. noed (of) for your your attention if not dlrturb 10 wloupled with a work whloh pu bvr lf YOU you do work oonrolourly. busy with Your naroolationr lr abrolutsly ‘ho7 at our death. AaaoaiatSonr onnnot ohango. do not mmturbnta. doapor than boforor nnnap to brelL* Qurdjlafr Kale Dolr Ourdjleri only rtop romething.r* I rmld la th. make l fou rrt brrak pro(~ram~ Work no mom l ooldatally. #Ill@ Dolr tmdji0frt Mllr ~ersrtholorr. Sarcltlarr.rr at a ah rtandrtlllr It nota anything. and #my@to Mile Dol. You do it Do18 Ter. roaasthlq &at Dm’t perritr JOU to wopk a(1 hcmmr Daa’t de 18. in order md to hold out my arm to rrtoh in the nnpa of the nuke l# artonlrhW nrlang In mynape thora are rnny l oraokbqpn.

Q@ 4 b~~hanse you take Ooffe@ you upi thlr forno. UmmriPg goer rafo171r g haad.iiSb. mum Ilaag. for be&g Do it u if a ma1 man* struggle* for I do it war..l. You am for real t0 it little Qh. rmmlourly Xf thq &rn~ I amke memom You aan rtrugglr You have battorlu. Bow and it will the amterm. You oould'worlr UC hour. by little. to tmn t* waol (Rho go08 rlowly. sryrttilire ulthout uld rh0tt s rarer ~WNII tying iaid. 3 uolpioll. be orJotalUredw ill little. in aaooqiirhing af tark I fd. . You rhould not You tthou.17 da8hab. one murtn't rtrug&lo. there am momdntm rba otijim.Ld not tue HO&8 Your progr8ac ir oal7 11 mlnuto~. *. h rrnloo 1-0 ttit. 'Lhe80 am not 7. It ulll 8erve to m&a &ugglm 1)c0OOtlO* it with a pro- Lltt& amke grow We mabrtmoe whloh I haven in Lou the frotorlr moaptiag Ear.. pu dotewlnod offort. The following week. &at )1ou should h8ve hops. but even when I rtrugglo I fulfill It a t&ok. rurrthatif OUI relu.i ta piano. Life L iwflrul~ it aalma* full l m at this go to My hmd ir tix'om&y __ _/-_ my*rttention gd. YOU N8t sot anly with t2ra rind. your bring. thlr aubatanao. you aert do nothIn& Then. quartlam Elersn minutea. Ourdjieffr mly Herr in proportion to the ener~ are empty. work with \>J we will be able to uae ita of all When fou have it. lra*t like And Im that. rtim +v UUI~ iI0.a lhir do ltr when they aoff. I would not l uaoomb. pu are empty. All $ha% fillr tiu. and ii then. 12 mlautor. Ourdfieift I)'8 a normal thing. no moron Later.porrlbllitler with ~1. nythlng. a doabe It 18 nstre8smy yams. Ouwdjleffr me noed the remAt. I will give you an injrotlan to hare a drrlrv g&i WQiUtO=sd You murt haw 8 ma01 derirs .i~ qmrttozrr* llffloaltlor. you POIIIII* POD.

that &Ivy@ roar. repeat. You mot repeating. but the negative no mtter uhloh. I OOQvery olsarly oxlot. of mid-day. bmotlan rsmainoa nd beaomeo then l omething else. the Prenoh 8t night. that ee a negative It doer not CmotldP. that it oounta. Q: the objeot When I l repeating. By l oelng them. Thlo lo the aim of th@ work.) l Mr. (For example) you are hungry. de salomann) By negatlro on0 know8 l orothing atom whloh one oonnot know without thlo from omeoolf neoosoary by l having it. @@oxorolooo. nob rrlia on&or. A8 l oon am I haves l een it. 08 lot 00 my klnda They are to a tandenay. I hew ooaupled with another notload tie oame negative anotlona some beok again and again by rosooiatltm and they oaun to aorrespond thaa ao *I@o?” Hr. l You rioh no power of aonaontm- ome with awrybody. fuLl of -11 mundco deolrao. you forget. lt lo the eoverlng. aontradlotloclr . try If thora In three oaturler to l ahl6va have been perhapo ono and a half glning it lo not perhapa one l oaond a month by repratlng. oould really oonomtrato ror a quarIm werybody ho would bo bigger tbon your BIetro Dome. oun I think of aanpliootiona. lo Oth4wm rlll anotlan hr. to l ay that you hvo You mmt If a aan ropaat. in the One muot rep-ate o it doer l 8oenoo and a*11 bo aood Ron rarlnlqg apart* 01 I oaa how l rpty I on. ready rrde foryau* (throu&?) of hunger1 the hunger of the morning. than chrlot. sverrybody aould do thlr. would bo otinf#* oalnto. dloappeara objsot.SOldEQUESTIONSAliD ANSWERS FROM l'!fiE FRENCHffR3UP Q: only ior I never do a taok thorou@ly. I aonnot hold thought or a fooling. but +cooond. lo the rapeat. timI* It you have no memory. (Irro. 01 You forgot. l I: think about It. ("a taok* l vldontly mean0 ano of Mr. la the mornln& It not the l omO* lho Engll8h to bra eat a lot You bvo the opportunity thlr mtorial. 'Ihere are dliferont of the clvallng. I do it. to make it. of an hour only. I ohoulA& ok him to be nr~ teacher.

01 one must do. Q6. 02 ho haad lr only Mm dlrootor. ft lr tha polioamm with hlr . One murt not d-u. noa t habitual whioh oontlnur %on l ro thoro (book) mhloh are lr alro tbo Kq of Drounr MU thr Gdelr of LOW I&torre ahooao. that with suoh foraa mu dlIgwtl it W&k.8 la.llkr a all1 where everything thlr. will bo l aaio~~ I am give you a make 7ou r1e. I rprat 16 7earr lrarning rlesp not to droun. The task har boon Mr. and a atate glue Mr.! to ma that I hare lt giver m b&ok hogo awl groat l atirfaotlon of m7rolfr Should 1 allow thir? Look. Nhen on0 rubdoa. one must rloep. tb 66 mi8 ir iirh ait m0 OM l top pying %o dream or uroolatlanr and (thorofors) whloh roourr You oan Arrool~ attention to l rroalatlonm. of rrrking.. rr 70~ d0 not uo th tark. you ale already 18 too late old. 0: into 7our part. rlrspr. alone* on. roon 4ar No. There are two rtater. l terythlng lo donr b7 halvrr. up. pill night hate to then let jourroli gor opm # vein. yourrelf meaeureur to me Wfer more and more. I ha*0 no will and I ham no rraef37 for I laok fora. that it Mr. %aroh baok To11 time 11 IW Into for all your fallurer. Alwq~ aven when one ir one fear is alread your miattier es more anb repaIr 1 108 m7sslr in my cireomawith rush oharlty. it to do an7thlnlngj that late. -4o\ eoni. rlwa7a lram four rho10 llfo. lr on0 aupr one OM tha a go04 waking Q1 bhaa I 8. Row oan I avoib Mr. 01 glraior it that. timr ne~m l t09 wii tha Xi one dream. aar rloepr one watoher roll.g fOroYoPa muoh more l %pen~lv@~ If okabe* A pill ir ahoap to rlosp roll well for on0 night. L am oompletel7 biroour8g*d l ThaT. rtand for wall. QI thl8t Oalr 4 hu6 partlolpatmr (in the awalror). ta nlnuter T!nk@ oold rhowsr.0 ag nothlngnor~. a ultb arnm utsndod 7ourralf a vigorour If l nU 7w will l leop. fin and goes out.

* repeat.t ‘ho in the my am too oamplloated. the turning make ycru muat atop it. f&ix the ky. objsotlv8. . mdrrrtand exer01808. ~oraieea.thlr lr repairing.verything a need repmat. life. ‘&at mh1ah lr Alway l ary bad l your interior 18 your hart. rapokt. Repeat. nothing. Ibptd. you. rind the the m08n8 flrrt to QIO 800 there.or& rbould to ia that do holr to Stop. easily ronethlng. bring ma reeult8.aa. the n$rd. olra I)t It now you in Ro’.-419 ramming yourrelt. pray everything Be holahcartsd preaia*. 1 aee vile. alme arm mm# &a. Thir 4’ 1 . For Do well. whole of 111111. You give have a need. Should be the you well. change. uko ‘tohlk. something beoomrr only. prepare You the dovelop Praotio8. thourandr and thourand Row sh&uld 0: You “rrpalr It you havr the the partiT” more I8 it by remor8. Yoydnut Do not dolay. to l a damire. of the 18 muoh aoquired habit oi rlmplr. evrrything not do. will %a .” !BE Al& Choose 8omathlng 18 whioh ior uhloh lr an 8rf0rL. pxwmt peat. the the . paltry or 18 very anything Hr. Only QI Yr. it la only that w8 wish ~811. an iqafedfato you muat 8ohlew &way. I SW I have the aanm diraotlon.’ Hot on4 your head - th. tlP88. another mttaln flrrtj tb should olmar and mlwryr beform your te whelk I tm rork 01 romQraO# there lr alrqr man jmrt of 1) . greolrely P need.up. there ror play ruture. mar. rtrength of am you repaatr I 8pend hour8 a day ooauplal myself to with to very remedy small thla. thumb8 in 18 the rrrrult part. One but not If muat is It what you work sat haa alway to you on When Mve In it been 80. bar muat the l mo error l gain praotlor your t lngerrm Cl fssllngr. Create E. the rtnow whora yo$‘ue I will bo going and you will l k. Thir . thir ‘1 . get thlr. piano. that If a bad habit &lwaya Do not future. reprat * You never (Dertroy] ropeat mollgh~ thnt oort8 oome8 you you. I attaoh a tark done? 8ame 800 Tvsn you be for thlae aatlng everybody. Later dr qr ladlaatc. Thim i8 you not will have enough* an anewer* It will rlgbt to Qsrlre yourself. and prsparr would Repoat.

u~ole~e.-4s that rrfu~er. You uadomtandr I hero to rtop ~8lnr for a momnt to oolloot thlr? . “It hold o# it 18 I who have md ahi8 rpollr 8vtrrythlng.7 from hi8 pinto). Thlr But the u80 of ag8lnrt this remoraa. When I take my ol~rr myrslf . ranlty with On thr lr l romething o roe0 81 I whloh 811~8 a8y hn18 a wall done thlr-" and whlcrh 1. there l8 alway whloh L -0 part of me whloh rcfursr. Bemorr(. WEI rued6 Sor tht. Evoq- thing that you do murt beooms a prrt muet be plrt in their of your task. to put (Magi) for myeelf ia the yeaet of the work. You rmut put yourself Then you will &member how you &en you think theSrsgeo m8ke them 8ee differently. them to go kill for mothere md they will It will be nothing lhlr you. ole8aed to remove the 88lt. that t8118 18 that I wlrh to it 18 u8. to onmblo mo to ocnrinoe myrolf 8nd rtruggle refu881. . l oaked. of a It Mr. to boooms of raltr (He t8k88 a rrotlon J&a. Isr. Yl8ter8. 10 dmrtlmd it lr full bar to beoome washed. future. ltrolf. plaoe. Jm* Ylth thr 88l$ it Q. oaaot other hand. ~dor8t8ncl slmpl8. better that it will not led ltr 8nphrr8 neoorri~. You mu8t nob *@a You muet wleh to future. them. 0.Your tark but in thblr in their Thlr mu8t be your tank. 18 that rhloh removma lhlr in whet purlfle~. You will "1-8~88 at the 88me time uleh to help.1088. 4re trio surrontr. It room8 to me empty. gito you a uared rlwm~ Mr. It Q: le ea opportunity When I try You muet beoone a good laborer. 01 them I dll 8urato ~088 Yeu ramrmbor BeU8obub from one to the other. (9: Xt lr wry tmgwlae J-B mud it be Look a8 thlr. rhloh hider._ ~-. love you* eee than how the ohlldren their fathers 8nd dll You will then be able to tell do it. oi your work. ir lrpo88lbl8. manifoetatlon8. How oan I prevent enter into You murt mke your o\pllg&tlonr your work. Your olarr the ohildren help that were at 18 to h8lp. I have 8een thlr the over there with real ohlldren.8 ln my work. tw You ham bb . Wk. It ooouplrd with ltrelf ro8ult and uhloh bar enJoymat aatuh. ln 8omeone'a plaoo. or to mythlag. whioh does not partiolprte. it What rhould be don. Afterwrd it oen beoomo tha ult.

wurrmntr tt 8aeuB that utlrfmotlonr. ths]r have no bcdler. or hortllltyr me* but an abrenoe of enotlons. ~-live the rurfrr tliaa 8uff@r. have their faoer bsforo your W. Tbq omnot for I. qulot. thu You to yourrolf. exprom You nuat l amoa You are a rmall gra%ltudr pi600 of th-.d. aurt mart voluntull~tOo rapair. rightl7t All plsaEun8 plea8ure8. muat plotura life. era Ace they all? Mr. 1Um I:: with rooond ourront. pmt that you OIO them. natural l loment ir uatar anP who are obl%g& to llvo lr You murt now learn to live in both ourmntr life in rhloh at OLIOO~ l9uwe thr habitual mat ourrsnt uhloh ir ordla~ry tha 701111~8. rejroted. The be re@redr Baa-oh in your part* 7ou al80 do .0 do lometblng perhapn the7 hnd 80~18. hum 7ou are with whioh ir a perron. Up to now you have hrd oofitaat now you BUBt Othera. them. one nut Cruta the parte Doator. and then ia 70~ your interior life. You rurt think them. tha. voluntary neoosrrary for ~1 I notios In lndlffsrenoo Mr. ~hsrcr are two qu~lltlsr On one rids of ploaaurerz plse8ureg if two qualltlsm 7ou work well you. sffortr got a result. murt you om h&Ye m~tlrf~otlm Other. of all runt low them agrin. 0: Have I undorrtoad plo~rurer are rhit. of your@olf* 'Ihi 18 good 8atIrfaotlaa You m-0 lort reluX live till maohnnloal pleasure3 exoopt for giving drrtrofr onarelf Qwy ar 9 aI1 Ln~urllour. 18 to be I wlrh You lntenrt to help 7011. Or iin are lllu ln ula air. an aim. Are your l 81. HOW dd. of 8nd agreeable senratlons. objeotlve u&e you 8 #law. fi8h whoa. 8tlon. done? parent8 Q&at. 7ou mu8t think they have cothe ROQO~O. whlah orown in them. with 7ourrelf on17 when 70~ uero alone. kmvo not known them. uirt the other aurront. rlther allvo? 8urfrr. in thlr. Think b&k them.8. remain in 701~ own ourrent. in your Interior In the All eyatem.d90tl0n. of their on all your to thar torard hrvr done fo*ouo~ oonrtmt tlewr moo your &kea when 70~ ude bad Por8l. You mint porhp8 pay ror ruomo~ when JOU 8ero a ohlld.f) a drgnsre. PPQOFI~ of aon#olonaoI on.t rly. of You Perh8pr tho7 You bo 07 aora where the7 are.

and whloh 0-0 brr bwn rurprlred by the ~outeno88 with Of rsnirtl~r ob8orved 80 lntaro. the I have taa the remor for after thnt dlrappsard my patient8 happlnars discoverad at that feeling also dlrappeared. It very vivid which glvan of love. @ring8 the forae If we argrtallire Later you will bnd of love. lhfn no vluld. joined ourrant ~8~ with It wan by love that All performad miraoler. baok. no mrtter power ia the world. Our om tram reglr tar ovarything. He la too far may* ood. Your parent8 ar8 @pd.80 great Ihr nal there my ah8 them. by 18 thoror P rubjoot hir put to #loop at tbr momant. . l vsrything. I loo8 my prmt8 during l I have dono the work rhloh a v8ry of rral you gave u8e ryeold quality very muoh and I have dlroorered rooond perMp8. lng for one partlola torwdr of emotlant rufferlng. tlone a onate Real love 1~8 magnetism. In myralf for gomat buss when I aa rttondlng a reoond smotlanr their of 10~8 of the lam@ quality. all the lrpnrrlane I had in qe31 Yr. ttllr oXeralBor bar the monant. your parmtr are your uodr YOU aannot know lhern 18 no plaor for Elm in you. 08 Is there phyarioal a aonneotion? the roudetlons. Mr.* for ood ln you* You owe thorn everything. Real love 18 the bar18 of all. al. you materlalr lovo an a barb.' it. sufferings and bring them a And moment I oodld relieve 0r hnppinesr. they aI% the future pl.on thing 18 normal. It will glvr study magnotlra with 800~ in whioh. it oormlo foroe whloh gorr through power . rlmp. 0: hour of one'8 birth. %orythlng qo from thr 1p1 l vey- Ii I put you into ribor an hypnotlo me told you OM toll 18 rrltton. the Souroo. Qk tirk flrrt with themj rftor there 8111 be other Really exerol8e8. you ~111 bo ab& to our@ paralytlor and make th8 Ulnd 4g I for a long the. the plum rata of the Everythlag perron who wu borldr whloh I rado him m-11~0. Jesur lhe xullglons have pervertrd tind deformed (love). what rent. aooumulated bib=Real love 18 bsoomea a a aurrent.the greatort bookr. around you & roti your birth. two l motlon8 rare by th8 frellng 88ms time. rufferlng brought Of remoreer and happin happine88. one rufferat the love .

” thin. 10 the oomter ne balanoe of real thr-. without away. (Boelrrbubr "Hatoh balng mmething to my p@rmbrT Y~o~ it touoh than aomothing? Mr. oryI revlvr perhapr* the #aone whan you won a bad ohlld. 01 You have ~mag%nation (Vld faritaly* of art. voluntary whioh matter@) rrorme ruffsring rhloh paya for thr pmt. crurh sllmlnata @or)C0 rh@n your remem*. IWPLOFII Have OQOCN~ whloh oountr. Let your remorse be it ir the rufforlng the l r) rtrong no porriblr. Ot You murt 40 thir l for yourrolf. me murt not have fmo without result of inorth) rtatea it J you the other* ha@ a tendonoy (tht lot your- ralf borir. you ndo renumber yourrolf. I hero alaaya It said so* is light. 1) '0e orgrnir It wlrhor Qne lrurt the prJahlo ltr The organlo It on4 wl. ruftsring find raa1tr Saaroh in your part. make “tohlk. be but a Wowand time8 nor* rarltlto~ That 18 0r the purity of your roler. It ir ior thir rspalrlng. . eating. to ration needr- alooping. it. thlngr In that you aan have real laapplwrr S) glva by real body. lowe under different body obey0 ltr Thorn are two dlframnt body~ lawma law@. A rtata 18 a rtmult. Suffer. mot It Imow~ nothing it nothlry l 11)o. You am a repremmtatlvs Philosophy. It la a real 8niul0 One fool am an animal. a ma1 l As noon it. IQ. # a of ratlsfaotlon your parmtr agdn. drive it. hppinera uhlah giver weight. &ve work tha lnroriptlonr~ Choore them. You muat slklnate arias@.t it gosr in l top with Ai time in order Your nature should be genuine . rtate go toward thim tendency of having l xtraordlnary wlthout wrlp&t.“) oeroful Qc Doer tN# then. Fael again ln all the written. Thir the l Poufou~ Thsre i8 no weight* It rhioh la this imagination. whioh repairs rXr. why you rwt a8 on a photograph.

not One must soo very small and eon rind to a BLU the body. It 10 other arplratlonr. Up. a third thing. xhe need 1s a conrolour form whlah always there but L refuse voluntary will be There Is a 8trugqle. is in the habit this la its med. 011smust kr. oan a new polrlblllty of rmoklnng. und6rrtand One must educate the It must obry. Pike only pO8Slbillty of 6rsating a 8eOOnd body 18 by an l ooua&. roluntarl1yr whioh one must relnroroe f'lght uhloh exists naturally.atioa of a dlfformt &la* #a&t))tanee. rtruggle whloh oal18 the third "1" .whboh will It 1s the third the faotor- oonolllate make it and make tha equilibrium. 'i2~ero la a oonfllot It 18 a struggle It belong8 ta a different between there 0r a differant the other two bodies - one wIshbe. of ran. whioh ir the Master.feel it a8 a Strangers One must subdue it. The pmyohio body knows sosmthlng other nsrda. forno. other deslrea.ow oneself. than the organlo body. a will whloh 1s opporad to a noad and areatos rtruggle. from the other else* nhloh 1s 1s therefore something preolro and ONLY by rtrugglr my organlrm whloh relnfomer this stmggb.our wrkj rtats by our will. I do not wish to smoke .1 ellminatc to satisfy it. jour porrlbll~ty. &oh one knowr hlmrolf it la hi8 interior thing. habit. of bat being be born. %o nlgbt I was arleop. train othsr It it aml m&o it obop. .8 t2m rpeolfio a third united stat& different with roaethlng Ibe taak whloh wo must use to areatv two. that oomnande Put baoh one in it8 what goes on* begin with. tukj plaoo. lnrtoad of obeying it. one md the other. !I&0 only l k 18 that all rrerythlng rhould 8ervo thlr Qr me lut werk I hrr about thoroughly undorrbood during the waok what you told all the week 1 thr pbjalml dlr~otlonf body and the psyohla body and have wwked in thlr I ham rtrugglad. naturn. !l'ah a task % ratlnge whloh 1s wlthln Q1 a habit. doss not. It has world. booaure by struggle For lnrtanoe. 1s this wMoh l. The body 1s an animal. The psyohe la a ohlld.

nothing aould hevr bocn bettor. again. u~78elf I even hed the to to SO* m788lf. 1944 Umr. will b&ore To undrrrtand. ouldler l i ahargo you with a oonmlrriar for hlmj flvo da7 for a 7ear* January 18. ova glto 7ou l xpcrlanoe. I beat blab vlolenar its I did not 8llow to go wbtIn7 on ita rlrsp bod7 lr. It is dlrfiault diffioult for mo to rap&rata what I senre. was or ahonae.-47.** l xerol~e. porriblr to undentand 18 imk87 8nd what ir it 18 neoorrary to DO. 'lbey a8n OYOSI areata the mo8qultoo8. ba8i8. it to 8ee lf what men80 hao a real #memolmpo8sibl8 in the uoraire from this Others will whrt to ii. YLr. Duboau: 18 trw. wore l rtabl.a imaginary~ For cxamplr. Therm axaml8~r IEuropc~ ubtrd. n&t with I am very glad and work Sor a rook. your head onl7. And For PO# he is my friend. ha. Ther8 an works. wtit it How asn I oru8h thlr 18 aapablr of and I have awn of reaatiat a rook mrk Yr. rhothor thir.who had been bittfor me* He UPI by mo8qultoo# and who ~a8 in pain 8nd bog8n to ary and aall rufforlng before ad arglngr I want time to hir and booare ho wa8 orying ln myaolf? aftor md rufiering. oompanimm~ thlr will bo uroful for 7our rpeak about it"\@ere.11 x117 am. I RSD sraklosd by my IQ~ . beaauro \ do not forgot tbt ‘A-w your aon i8 your ma&tar. I arkyou now to m&e notes of all reaks.t?penr in four sm-41 70~ kt~ rat.. Thankhk.i8hed amturhr %e e%oral#ol ago.I hate a four-7amr old 8on . 0. 0. it some after0 perhaps 7ou will real . . to h&va l xperionae. I what from what l. foraor around 7 ouO foreign to 7oug It 18 porrlblo that when a man really evrnt it like thlr ro8l17 rlrher to rtruggls. It i8 tbr Then I told 7011to expoot nothing u8rolso whiah will find give 7ou undorrtnndhg. md 7ou will Ihd that two wcekr. they produao an In ay aase. &roe you hpve undaa%tood.

must kill 50 it tit 18 not nsorssary ugssts your to try serious and 4e8troy work . it lr You can only pray with Muit lntsrestr oentom* your thrso oentsrs. may parhaps oomgrtlble with the Pomereut Qr No. you OM do it. it right awry? lP it ii it is 8 ~aahr088. After You OM do nothing that. you aan brp is a phgrlabl Or. it. am wry Q. Another qwsttonoa llfs. atmosphere. oompatbble with For l dvloet .extraordinary gosslbllitlss . Pt If you CM do It But if it oonsulou~ly. thing. Q: It Is surely from ouyldlty.. the work such things them for ordlmq but must never may or may not. to yourssli It as a tmk bo but you mustn’t oount . Qa power . you Mt During outuss wardlq play a role. tning. oatsgorloal example. Olvs yourself task and oarry even by lnartla. What gou have aoqulred through the work utunt not bo ueed In ordinary So long a~ you have to do with me.rdlp you muat learn never to idantliy~ do 0-0 . Pa How OM 1 know that for lnstanoo. sks is not your Tour prayer gsu far tratfm wlth your thrso (aura) no frrthar as Aaerloa. YOui quo8 tlon the work? 1s abstract. 34Jan l gotlstr your feet. and at the sams tiw 10 1s your oonomthan your you will bo an exarul8*. It a uonraiour asn be a physioal it out. able Rhsn ~aur prayer aan $0 u to pray to the Pmeidentr - . you oan even kill someonee I havs given you this at present. Jolllngerr Can am be h&pad In work by prayar and how oan Mllr. Pirat put yourself solidly on you oan do saneth+g.~a it. Pomrreur Can one have ambition it outsldo the oxtamal you with your ex8rol~s.P. my dsclslon ie oon~olous? If I want money.awreu: ambi)lm I would llko for If it hrlps to know rhethor the work ir world.a dcrlre Mr. Or IOU s an glro on suoassdlng work. praysr. but no automatic!...

You gain axgerlenoe and ohangr way of going about things.Exmtly plsno. mars praotirrd. OX~rOl808* a* 'I. For thir thsrs l rs dlrfarsnt the throw ooa201. only lr not an slm. You em neoesaary praatloe. think. to oonosntr@to not only with tocl an4 amao+ YOU om pray.Mile. work m4 you will Now your ala 18 not to ldmtiiy. reaogplire th4t iuairisd. How OM one prr$ with ths three thing. Just 40 your of all. (3. / burn8 l lot oi . dlfrorent. (tt futun. Consider phllorophlring. you 88re l ln~r %ir ir i8p08ribib your pent l Otim8. 1 oi my o&88 an4 how ditferontly 1 msnags it now rroa berore. ‘hi8 on8 oontor but with the You rurt 18 lmpart8ntt. .inwardly dlreotibna its tine. 111s were n& 0r thst mer your Thir 18 a n*tural You 00~14 von hpve done that &oh year you are older. No one must notloc not to identiry. Iu lnab&b the rtart~ prtially.but with jurt now lerver certain Hlgnstts: seen8 to me that am thinking at making without 'ha ruls r0-htr4 mo wondering. D. thlr rork Oc I to&d ymu fra ~leotrlolty. inwardly role worklnq. NOWyou must do a rerlour Lea=. . ror thr It mOm0nt. First you 40 many cxsrolses bet&e PlayZng 8 tUZ1s. Thlr ia whm-8 our I smtorytlrs4. weakno 1190. osntors? ror the rake 0r thm three. exerolres . anything 7ou ZLke . but a mesna* AC I w8ntQ4 more deflnlte 02 %erythlng oome8 in how not to ldentlfy. Ahin t olearsr ~ometlmsa I suoose4 in reaahing a kin4 of thinklngwhioh ln whloh I underrtand msny more things* a8 one learn8 Can L 118s thlr? to pl*y the is md bigger. l What I wlsb to tell l you 18 8omUMng thing. lo nsasrra~ 10 \ ror ~8 to br lmw4l~ look &t maoh thing. ltmt is your aim . br. animato or banlutc). . 1% sometlmer one oan't help urlng re8ultr of work. NOWyou that you srs 10 play a must 40 your sxsrolss and live aa bciors. I rtthomomeatadl dootor. Homnar : impartial.

1944 . ploylng may aoquire Mine. give up* NOW If to praotise I take and Amerloan Ahen 1 night get PI well You must over thir orfris. It ~OIIIOBlike Think only of the future. like 11 slnoerlty coizpatlble but with lr spontanbityO that they doa’t with go ‘hey oan go together. doing anything deflnl te. i)UrdjlorP I oannot help in Frana@. YOU murt trurt no ana. January 16. only aa a dootore on only Einglirh Mrne. neither #l&tea. My ray of reasoning feel dog8 When i don’t You have many like ln working. to ahange %omethlng.nor brother. when your P different quollty and you may booome a platnl8t. You muat not be rlnoero yourself. You onn only do tha axeroher . begun 80 8oon. You oannot slpeot tnker 08 result pt. !fhle rlnaerlty im&. 08 you. Donirrr 0: tog0 tbw* othera. somet~mer make@ me think I tell myself nil thet thin all Ianft thir true. you have reclognlsed your a pin nothingness. I think a bout work.-- HI simple offort aated by F’or a rook Z. Dz ir a dream. you put la you l You murt bo rlncrere til your ear& with youraolf. that. thrr To be able to play tuner a dirlllurlonment. that have raothlng. you o(u1 make e real I wouldn’t it give it he deoisian to you. to aala you. bsaauae I have bran intoribut f don’t ruoosed in the results 1 have had. bavae~ t been l blr to remsni. on your hmule but the other dlHUO* Parhaps you have nothing Lot him imagine ltr inaid@. md that twiae a year. He will U you are rinoera l lt with mother. You must thank nature rhlllppo hor a aria18 Ii that I hid this that orisir har begun. even tha of an hour. youa As “Mr. P: 08 tit 1: have not the right patients.ner oa the t&la. Perhaps you had an lllualm. lr it doalrable Spontaneity but with not oontrolled. but a long tlma.or for a quarter to do my (~~arel~e.

Lua I You underrtand PeDc But now in my evsrydny mroltr I8 exterior we llie. ho plays one's role. 01 Little honsrty. to ohmgo yourraM. thnt you have l oertaln feeling of It I8 thlr feeling of ratlafaotion thim feeling? In yourrelf whloh show you you are hone8t. justloe. af giving arb It you will %t rmaln you will not be ablr aa8t make the rlorIfI4e your word that 00 ~‘promII)o. ir honertt when you hate given yourrsli a orltsrlonr your word to do something and you hare done It. willhr1. l 000~4lag to what th0 8ItitIm ft you 08'. Luo. you mu8t glrr tea-fold. you will to another. Inwardly on0 &08 not Idmtli'y. whnt Ir your pur8tIont : LUOa %e ueralre v&i&& oonalrto in demanding of the body the \ 8ubrtmOe8 neaeraarg to bring to thq inos upreerlonr of goodassa. agolrt. . a good rgolrt. 0s ooul4 be purIiI@d. YOU Today you annnot give muoh to others. natur. life I have more and more to use triokn and that 01 %at You do thlr for them* I havr alrmdy raid now you mart br an absolute future rltrulrr. tsnna impartiality and Intrlligenoe ha8 led mo to reoonsldsr 18 the relation of honesty. worklag Inwar4ly. dOnmn48. bat& two prInoIplrr. For the rake oi mcl If you try what YOU arm* yourmelt %J you In yourrelf m4 to.p youa For thr am who is working. honrty. 00 one I ice1 doubtful of my monoyo about g oven though I gIv* away that I rant my llfo founded on ruoh prlnoipler my mema of livelihood G$ And nar.-81one. aaah of them the balanoo md partioularly what one taker honertyr and tit apd Ikmt one bstwoon giver In roturn f had mom satlrfaotlm mom whim I wa8 l arnlng la88 rltuntion - am embmwrrod now In a oomfortable ul4 eaq CI: I have already Luo : thmo quartrrr undrrrtood yam question. will you formulate that your question? one 5 what aan one fro1 There I8 a prlnolglc. 0 ont eatmrnt . up to h%a In future You have two olusr. n4 rrtiafaotiaa prodma to py mush nora later cm* Olatlmrd1g.

I feel thr bat you ihave Just at this raid haa glum exxsrcisas* 1 feel in syaclf moment what epirlt a 1330 I murt in meb Wow I: undaratand what i must da. whatever happenBe ia an &broluta a lowtoin tlmo. on oonrolour rplritr who ~111 arranp. you mWJt OOmer A mall wN& you do not Wow* UprOt thin& but If you do not p@rhaysm it ir aonnaotrd with many oth~rr franos. time to pnue amall &In. tha no you ouurot thing dll ir big be oarrird big thtigr easyj they are iar W&n it want it planar away md you axv only %t oonoomed with them from you all the time.e for man who doer not mrk. m If you need maney do nothing 0918. to get will money will all ooma to you room all if it In another for his nature out 0tr Do you Raouroes a mcu-1~2 ir work. keep hia glvcln word. . If wm ii they you have given your word to come and 8ee me at out you II.p fdrdlaer to ahange ranethin~ Lf one #mall thing out. but having ncna c you 8tapd more lntelligant oond~tlona for than you) aho bnows bbOter your work1 and lf at ha@ and rorb de than you whloh are the beat oalls you work . for the but ohanoer all the m6n who world. it my oost a mlllion aftar youra and that will thr ~pointm@nt rlrs I ~WS and 10 QO not it ir tin. nature you need. underrtand? For inrtanoe. not big whioh are too far Ot lhorr rrm in all ae* very simplyW it A man must II I law whloh fs rormulated aarer. till you. It some. cornrpand.8 piaoer . T!Jro a mall thing that that yma are orpablo you oan do. give mys ali my word aonoctminng -11 thhlngs. Iith through oarrled a ohsin of otentr out. givea him through Phillpps : oonscioua that he nesbs. ma more than kll ir. ~111 make it nrrersar. glro whether you or note Try 0-e about overgthIx& iwor+ pbout 8 mall thlnge llot i$.. (To Siraone) evening.i +lf 7 beoeuro a prmiyr gi’vau mu&’ $0 hold to and you murt h3arr d keopln(l it. for oh@ bring8 your work aldoer neoersary I him what he har need of for even if you him it.nature WOIk* ir a rlstop6f ohrrlty. nature you the cmdltions there 18 nothing spirits For ordinary %t iOr mm. . had you had money c oertaln you would ban Nature lr gone to a oaf.\ am ne te. undertake WI6r) X mm t give up my “~)calo”* obllgstians.

alwayr You have the time. nothing rind Acaurtom yourrelf you will else. way* @ml your aear one 18 oome up. Those you mwt worth mll)lone 00 well whlah . learn All to to do well do ovarything pre3mcc. you un4ertake the 4etai. hir (f: oneta affalrr mm *even* If lunoheon 3. C. men though for if all For instanoe. do one well.lou have to 40. thing. loalng tlma~ Kith ruoh an Interior organimtlan. tlon the result OS dlreotlng ove&nw You nsgleot la bad. you will will do them the mm If Lo not ma Just ampcat but s&van and all good.-. the obU@t’orget If you the 8ervlrg. one. you have to do in the 1. fou muat dlreot all ovarything. ) but if “+P ior not Sulfilltng well ~8 obligatlonr It 3a a small it one underetnnds how one muat 4bot therr w time in life. be well& one asHot Fs nQt good. thou&t. reproaohod au dlreator.. al80 do WU tuat whloh you have to 40 If ycu do not do well what you have well in ohuroh eltherr obli&atiti8 to do ln the I%&. You nro here. 18 a big thing. to supsrvlro emlet but that. with unetitudr. 004. aXl things wllr bl your at the tlae.18. that Ootoilrr nothing forget0 even if you have l ffrlrs worth mlllioar. even think about them two or three weeka Think 0P everything.. you morifioe your asaooiatiolu gou do well mt l verythiw ymr must be drawn to iho nffalr whloh oonrtituter your work.- CMter dutier. you will things of life you not do anything SRU8t fUkf%n In the ordinary tilyour . till If parallel with this. a ma will naver go ran . iihlngt You l f. you will in ohuroh. you have nvon the six othprr the Zlrrt 8ven go well l utonmtioaUy~ in your life. are dlxector. affair8 andyou There i8 not one aapeat. pepme l vary- abemd an4 never fail.


I hare


armwer8d thla


rha if

#QPOQ[~O a&ad

t&a in

mune thing. God, tbon your

I I)PLdk father,


you do not lure your mother,

an Meal,

you do not belleve 70~ 81 m

~wi 8ex-w for

UC I have an ld @al, I have l lr87r longar abe 3~9~0 Chrirt

bwn a Catholio.

T)ut I 20

In the I MO n7* Catholicism was very good, but not latterl7, they diluted eierythinz, In the

In the beginning

“ihey reamhod beginning it

for midday at two o~olock; -8 superior to the Orthodox the faith



to all


Qa I: oannot a: are no longer automatfoally~ mlllicns


of my ohildhood. that

That la not neoe8ssryr
a ohild,

You have lost

You and not ssaroh Mllllona

you are big nor*

You shr?uld have logla
God 18 impo8slblee with

1’0 have dlrsot nlih

eon taot with to have rslatlona


of nonentities

Mr. God dlreot,

But you oan have a relntlon has thla 4hanged your interior

in thlr ideal


ahat 7ou do hem,



- slnoe you took part

in our

conversat ims?

(yes) (Yea)

Then porhapa you have uoniidenca Ben he can 8erve aa teacher met entirely.

in the person rho


in the meantime. I aant
ramthin a18e.

That doea not sntlsig ‘hen make a program* that

You do not kn m what you want. mother, him, this
teaOh6r oan

I wiuh
s8m8 a8

you to undeP8tmd

neareurt - father,


in plane oi Ood.

The rem1 God, forget

Aa 7ou are,

you oan

never harr

uiap God.

Khan you hnvc gram,

could be, but you hOOVer an ideal

are on0 among million8 1s naare8t

of naaentltles~

S(WntlmO, take &I M ideal
psr8Cn b8

and then 7ou am

to God , b8Oausa thir


thla idral
are annf

ha8 in turn &n id881

80 cm, On to Ood.

OOd 18


7o1qreroh him, do not think another
ho who la

about Ifin.

Your ldwl to


70~ God. Later
Mao, dr 88lmmin1

you oan $,a

ideal* away* You ar8 too rrnall

304 lr‘ptmh

too far

hare dlre~toontub



you oan bo

435~ God for yma* He ir a Ood rho in hir turn hu a God. It ir a ladder, there 0 arA

1.r l luaym romrthingabon~
you got your anamw by tha

&eh degroo (mu&
I am ohin.

lead8 you to aother

01 your timer dinotly, It

You 04tlnot pmy dIr*otly la f’rQm then He


You ipugAu~ 80~ but you raato Uks a monk,
He ray8


pryohQpa&hy 0~888~ llbr thir


(gerturer) rsoa,ivod

and sixty rnythingr

years later
me want& TUr your

ho perlcrhar like Ood direotly law axirts relf .

a dog d thout No one hu


IOWI Him, for You will dlreotIon, be your wxlr with

the 1~1 of oontacrte is 8 trlot.


look for your Jod vhsn you havr felt QI a good road, for inrtanoo Shr ir not &n3, but
396 through

guldod in the right ‘hen rhe will

by ?&me.dr be you?

8rlamuur. firat

bhe will

rt@ge; you oan have oontaot

her) itrelf it

make all will tr

pnd good manifestation8 with prayer relative another and it the next rtwgs.

y&88 throuljh Then a thkd

her and that 8 tap axi finally like frcs

make oontaot that your


~111 reaah the real in the country

Goda Lxaatly Fir8t

the telegraphy

marsage to a than to 9 rtatos

near Lyats~

to Lyonal

town, then to the village, take+ome Qa oa

to your relative'8


ttir quration arkr


) in thr they go aaoordlng

You know “Juati@e”
fAin~8 are

i8 a big word - it’ is m big thlngr like miorobea,



not rmali

to law, aa the law hu will



thaa to go.

~emWIIber; a8 you 801, lo yo$ and natiour. rhloh


‘ot thet



reap, but alao famillrr
OIL earth
22~4 rem&t8






OQBW from romething
oonverge on you,



bz & father ran, vary prrt
YOU in 2’09. YOUPBdf

or 1 grandfather.

ran or &rmdIt


i8 you rho have to ra@ate hour for louj it



lo not an inJurtla0,



wl11 br a


will allow to rrgulata
&f al8fortwa
th= for thi8 not


of your father,
youor, & iB youth, b+d, it It

n44111 that

IcJruQII4 OQ 4U’th

aoma to


you Pnut
1OQk 4t

%4 urOt#&@X’

WhO lPUR#o

‘ICOU mU4t




a link




of your blood.

Bo proud


of i tS it the part,


an honor to be thlr

link. remmA

?he more you ma


to mpalr Auoored in Those

the more you ndllhrvr lhioh

of ooneo1enoe.

You till

remsmberln8 a11 that

you ham not 60030 I) you Ehould in the part, a to JUSTfCE have

thlnngr whloh you have done oontr*rj

your grmiVatbr.

Thus you OM have ten tFarts plorr remorea of oonroienoe rupm ities,

and your worth will You hare respcmslbil-

t in proyort Ion, 0 familyr family it All

You ~6

not tail




your SmLly,

past and future,

depend an you* If you repair it $8 bAd,

Your for You An

depends on ther ir good,

my fcnr repair



you do not repair

Sor f~eryone# let it

your a 1tuat 1 al.
pi#U with thing. with ft JuBtdce.


do you


ea what Justice


is not MAI,+ big

your little is tdfotlo


unredeemed pledgea,

is oaaupicd with It

to belLeva God thinka

of small thinga,

is the 0’

Jia6tloa doss not toua lrqll thsf, and at the same tpe, nofhiarg 7 i io done on earth without it,' 3emo&t& ths' rihp~onni 1 You are obliged to oP rcaponrlbillty the anut. It l!n the line is dlff loult he amnot of your blood; you murt work

hove a poeitfon more to repair (3: rntisraotlon, 01 %gln with a

to underrtand


to hlr

(A man aasertu
ib It

work wall,

can do nothing


by oonsoienoe,) to do t&i& all at once, one must rearoh.
to put on lsf$

la Impo8sibls thing.

hIa!? you wake,



rook first, oar firAt,


of the right

one, remrmbnbrlng yourself. of rashinq.

Wan the l&t Alwayr

the one you are in heblt
or romething

Make a promem,

either this

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else ~111 appear to prevent

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1s another You are not frightened? (NO) Then the fear flu-Pciw la nothing. &he all 8 deolde within of your nothingne88. f hat8 20. you knew your this noth I h8va notfoti *mana It ir %ll or nothlngw. either ~11 or you rant nothing.l hrV8P i8 fOU-fOur. under8t8nd em you You must Objsotivelg what opinion You amnot oan you have? or nothfng like thS You can do nothing. YOU &I?@ a yOUIlie8re Your father nOnentltJa Wmt you firat ws alraadg merde. car md your fear. for your happen or you ~111 parish YOU are a aouroa Of evil Lither YOU Ulll aea#e in YOU should not eXl8t a8 you are* nanrest end for l veryonrr to be 8Wh II soume in ardor to perS8hh Have aoquire a real It hat. to perish. 1944 tried forget t0 foe1 ramo~80 Of OOn1018nO0. om mumt doold.rr8 prirhr iapOrtMtr Ii you If you dcoid8. 18 indlvlduulity. the i'lsld %thsr something will evbn make a olgar8tts. to trm8fer If part into nothlngn88e. You dog. you undemtood: A belt aad a h&t al80 .a hMar8 this Ot met but th8 fm gawk8 and dotwmino. (L new “JU8tlaONa rralnot it ha8 fantasy. than after that thir your faar will quortion. world.8 negative ckf rtruggling amotion and prevents agalnat me from reri8tingr fear. ~4 u I auooadd in rems&erlng no longer of my8elf the alung. then 8i~pls. po nothingnds. m th@ other the OBiIliOTl l oartain foap. must It Ir a11 ona old@. deoidr) lngnr88 romrthlng. but the t&t it I oumot wu from reaorrb that Jiulu . said about your Qbinlaa of 30 what OpiniM thir.a hill Ymrtlnu of April Dr. Aboulkert rcemorwv ovomhelm8 me* hanged hinmelf. enothw or drO88. or &ou will be J. the opinion I harm of wrslf. Tblr 18 lib8 meul# Of liquidating your8d. decide all Or nothing.

A: One time wha to feel 1 felt it I wu nauseated. to to find doprrrsim. two or three It to awaken raI to remember of that in order to kill deprarsion. repamtlon for ‘3ne must punish 0nsselP meroilerrly xhe fooling of our pawnto. repugnanoe toward younell.but everybody. all thinga . 01 somathing ‘Ihe erfsot bet N-~cn ramor~e coma without tere qivem PI the derlrm 10 ier when it la mixed with hatred weights you dorm.miona.Iir. the mirtakss or remo1~0 of your @an mke eduoatorr. or relf and Mtred of your Cdl upcm prmtr. #rt I do not know how to make it Oomer hhan I look for the kind lntentlmally. Aboulkert murt be doing the exorolrs ‘Ihe rorlah rrcqlyjl for ~QIIOFIO leadr I try ID. in the naao o? your future. your childhood m&s you warthy 18 whrt You mwt aaquire for freedam % dear It ir not try thlr to beoomr a oandidate future thlr I l dr38 e and It is a very dlffioult If you wirh It. Dr. all con.. rner I do no8 reoapture thlr quality ht but ilnd that dopre#lo# relt-love . the inner manI Not only you .T 1 Her should ~ymor$o it Ot will. it rrlf-1~8. rbere it more you oxperima6 the more porsiblllty you have to a YOU tnuat ruooeed in bringing be6onwr hatred upbringing r’g3orae of oonrolenus of your mat. Kn order real to axpsricnoe ail* 18 neacrrrary tranquility. X'WUOl'~. On ono you give Iand you awoe cm the other. thing. h-80 roerythlngr your to halp you to baar the burda ymr parlit and to bwomo wrthy of it. you a real will Self-love thin filthy You should rejoloe an lapulrre has awakened ln on osretnony with self-lover crgakut to ohan&& You must not rtand enemy* 1s your greatest arsaturs. to have a future. In the preaente for point the future. . of true remora8 ir of youneli. but that ihe is not my fault. which will daotor. then you needn’t Only through that this impulse oan you trarr- of beoomlng more deprcrrsda oend your nothlngnnsas. pleasant. 0% YOU have When gsu feel be afraid thlz ~‘~. litCrally+ your enemy. At You murt daatroy I hare felt remora@ in flasher timer. ldml of the you bar6 had. you\~ahould do the “1 am”.

m6mllerrly 8uIne a8 dopros8tOn 1 WI8 bdmSw Etisvanr the mJT801f th8 doo tar. to nl’Ui1@#81y body if dO88 you lack.~r YOU b81i~cl ULI)) d0 trzi8. lf pnrt been oi in the work. gOV@PtI not. mua t. &I YOU.l ian suffer phyalaally. but Ot I no longer before. of doing. the Only laokod 1 buw force crnc thing driving this whioh oan the l’nr forks par8 1 havr that. body. yOU Undlrr8tOOd 8tMggill. alway ulll. wlthout BOing not alp ualght. don’t make eat anoughj be mngg4 bear your organirm paur8aelf oold wmtor* in WM.+ with hot hrlp aonraisnar aPrperi8nOti I. inIl@r 8xtama1.your word - a8 agalnrt the point thlr atar . We it 20 the Lt ir oppanits OS what your body is the habit mffer. you. hhnst “hen 1 examine never work. again with WUting You muat do thlr with the threa amtor8. doa8nvt llko &or lnstanocl ao3rs. 1 8m eU8yiOiOUl of 9Wh48 YOU UI’e getting Ured to It automatioully. 8UtfW’. find 8OmOthitiigj than rpr8kr a8 mah a8 you in 08nr you* as (Panntr?: YOU mut reaah whcce I haV6 have it. do it with WX’Oif88Blyr mke hmd it only. ms I phyafoal You Or. SOUP tima One Ielf. 1 notioe run xharc away I have from I get 0: . %at i8 l lro bad . I *PI g&ad rnrtj you will QUQI 8ble work on ~ouc8olf1 to thi8 tiCtl by . head. aannot lf braoma you beam you mom your l oourtoaad to rCUUOP8~j it you your aBUti pa8trat@ autcmatla~ YOU ure it to the bwomar l oouetomsd. rufferlnge 18 nea88aarye the one and only a Wikh two ff way to maLtc the form rumrir4* aan but the it. but told no me hae when JOU will hrlp give you* lrakad will? phyrio8. bodily YOM’ ff&V8 Not a mmtal autiering -k8 it tstk~8 goui’ part8 8et0n kbd~6f For 61ain#$ou work. idi. JOu a-0 Jour 8EIOtiOna 8tifW* &t8cl gOU hV&3 Ob8&WVd be yOUrr. ii%*.

you sr@ dew it psrt of ~oursolf~ How you begin have objeBtiv@ prtiuses a alsundwstsndlngr 00 cm until dth you oont8st with pur thrso ssatshs~ %tut oae is rnlg hystsrlr~ . gloom you most 1 don’t do thr in the @@me oondltians~ Both are inportsnt G& Chsnge the aonditiuns in whiah you do ths Ueral@e@+ set 00 ths and one wh. thinLing SO rn. oa aonf ldrnoet P.the intelloatti and pioture them with part. I)4 lot lf you think them 18 risk of its beaombq a fixed idea.r@u. in life Change the tlnu may make it to overaowe automatism+ 01s~ (lsks tb 1 am @u@plolou@ of suuatihlngl.aontlnu@~ Only you asn judge’. toawako. it is a f lxod ids&T I have understood how would I. The sxsraise whioh oonaists of feeding bhiah is ti3e one that interests you most. If lt hilpe PI 08 you. part. breathing I am kttrr I hsvs notioed Should that uhen 1[w stoh 9 1 do thist able to remember myself. and this IIS about liime* Vera Wmal~ xa tall@ t&o rl$lt Or a q)aemM= or *st aoral up momt with rdlJ oi 7 breaths) WSJ to oaltimu Psrkps that I o&an Contime.~rou bsve bssn QLng in the time viee versa0 @side for rarkiog. know that blow f hsvo understood. but One by aier I muat f&e* 08 w ona*@ldsdr will find sornsozis rho fulfills asver find ths csonditians.6: with wish Very good sx*qple tsr fOUb Perhaps you ally know that psrsaa one part to ohm&e al gour@@lf . for lnstsnoo . for Py. of your rack? ths -1’ and the @@V(ILI PI breaths. %st is the osntsr gr your queetlcmr of gravlt~ your imer st8te. Psrhsps you am ailal al* pu Perhaps you will 1f you osmot find suoh s gerscm~ T&s in otle psrsc~ with another two OF thraae md be in the iesllng Por.oh .@ad now 7~nr with sU f rollng~ You will have aontsat your ssntsrs.

and replooing. rscordr. t-Q In t:Air way you prepare nr *or you to take faith4 In any uare. for Then liquidate thir or dsatroy it. he have in our syaten tho faotors (organlem?) of fwtora. for lnsturx~e~ &xnething which you are #~XVJ&bout and which 1s outside belief. 80 WI to orystalire a new faotor perham you hm another felellng ol alloh you are l JrI* there 18 one whloh you must you will have a reel aontaot l uooeed la dertr&ng rith rwbg. Reli&ous How oan one dertroy “y P drfinlte faith. f lx u new habl t. la mardo. 08 are already thsre in ita foroe. IO that muut be now in you. writ ten upon. %han do it all the tima. That 18 xmor80 bad 00n8almce. appear? You have to make rodll a definite . Par this new feeling. the moment ev~ythlng ror a xhowllre. will help you have lost. tine romething haa awakened in you. yourself. After that I till holo yau* %. 1 have felt something I): not ured to It For the fir& yet. . yloce. br dlrgurted You are on the right that 0r road. I advired Mnke room. like You must destroy gramaghcno one of and thsae insurlptionl rcmord~~. 3ut you are you havenrt pet anouap material. it? Chooic an Wctemal idoel. Kaokr intentionally result 0r a good future* Uithout things. put moither v. %oner later l oeqthj. In you all are already faire. good ‘Rasra La one part of me thtit I never summed in brInglag %i~ part cmly rwaksa up nnen I try an outside 01 to rcxnnembarmyself+ How wu-i I make it ad a shook.I)1 I have made a great idfOrt all week. You will lose nothIn& For it lr faire.nuaher You muat kill aomothlng in your6elJ. you* If you are able to ourad and ~eali~s how muoh tlmo by your put.

it b hir Then it ir MP. take up the whole of me+ For lnrtanoe. 1. Beelrebub’r. ior In thlr room therm 1c1 twelve If 7ou wantsd to bring hem in two mom people. all the un~onrolour and l O m. Aboulkert week. 8are oon8olou8. m relred oonatently (31 It 18 by envy of othera. t&r 08&Rin iOr lOW thh¶#Jr beooma and 0: a 810~8 important plaor than before* 9aoplr. DI grandamw in cnlJ for hir it .q%ndrOn? 01 mothor Uorlrrbub will u9lail-i to JOUI Ar r0r rad# I glw0 7ou Berlrsbub. JOur Sault.Lt lr not nj book. rer9eotfully. la that “m7 dear him ho pleoo of ~vior~ ‘bat will get roourtomd he19 foue grandfather. not It la tha fault of your mother and iathorb llis will &nobln~ dertrg thr rerults of thi8 that &en app@titBB upbrfaglng. ratlrrfiod fcrsling 1llj. to oalllng @%ndSatbm” ..a break hu You advlrad ahown me that me to make a break in I’ was 8orkinq jurt my work this to kssg mo I have a enou& urd subdue my nogatlvs of remrrej negatlvs smotlonsr emotlonr When I do not work. I I have notlood work. at the mm8 tlmo oerkaln OOlr8B rtrmgor t8nd~Oi~8 urd dB8b88. ml11 8nawerb Zhs oondltlm with all 7au ad&err Ihan psrbapr *my dear the d&ails.944 Dr. it would ba nooerrary tmo of the pro910 almady . 7ou &ha in book) to to perruadr work am if thr nmttora.8. J. January 2. partr of ona@l prermoeB 01 .WI Rat will the new f-tar mtll hot l bnomalltler O& Coneoienooe ooming from the outsldr. and it ti adoire whloh he L giving &a. David: 70~ now JOU hat0 oaly or7ataliaad “hat rru t one do to follow all 6hoy tha adtic. Mm..

ht oan halp you for your future* this feeling oomel at a moment when i M doing aQImthing with people and ann't rtop whnt 1 am ~Aoing.7 rro rtopped.: quits dU’fcrent. ioraer tilmo now rino* I *a8 Jurdjleff. that You mmembsr and at the a am tlnm hnva n fr*ling Solangm: rmKoro0 thnn now thw I: ured to hmr r@onger foelingr af I had violent frelingsl 7eu usrd now thcr ma to mnke rlem int01100tuil* 08 It 1 judg0 9 utiaar 58 qNit* 8 rl#plr but f don't feel u I ured to fml.-08go out while mother @by hnva their mrk prmn there wisher to aoma in. It) !Fh. thing In life. quits apart from the pulses felt and !lM. tlllng. I found mymslP thlar reek in a rl tuatlon I felt only I soul f l where I dmuld hato t mnor~e but in faot t6 %ho real rllrrtrt . This 38 something you shake hands with when f mburg hot 0: Bet are quite difiertnt.fAke twinge whloh oouldnt to. another some8 in. Leacurt Monalrur - UK It 1s n lcq Lr work. ona bl the other. til mom&a when you Lou boon u you should diva borne of remor80D I hmo notioed I aa rorklng.r week them tarts a oertaln of mysslf whloh 1 have nr)tm of wr*lf that usually to do with till I don’t now.b one muat be no oarpronrlrr. You don’t need to think For instanoe. thera are 801110 rpealal munI for srperimolng ua hnvm’t PzLnk of all remor4b. Ckrrdjiaif by little gooa tastr want It to 80 lr dlrdpated I don@t’know what loat but help me go further. md whlah me to bo in a part broawe X am never in. land* Zubrrr %rlt the right rpcaking about You must play n role. oom to PO. 4. 8eion . th.jh your lifs.~~~ in you hma’dms . you make room* fn th. UI YOU mum stop all t things and do Inwardly whet haa to be done for pour work and &at ‘I.. for that. ow whether E’ be aonprlvd feeling. eye on the door. Parhpm Uttla you era in that 8ituatlim.

18 8 NOW thl8 . rPorrg 8011)you boocmo l&k8 that* meogai@e your obll~tloa. l 8tabllah a real down all &alp with fratorr fdhaPe uuboayl In But lit al8 rnthar 18 MWoDpthJ - low? the lOWc8t -8 a& li. YOU I God qW8tiCIO oan enter fPtheI'. You ham that* Und8r bhhar the not thi8 father dim.88I’d6.d to hata _- YJ advior &LY doing your 18 do 8omethlng lt P’C@IQto Ihe quite 1088 without pP8 any oonnn&&&~-'With y’our 8PtilliilVd again pe8tor A nW po881bilttp th0 of doing 0el-y pO8t thl8 more* thing for aart JOUe to loum for OacIOP 18 0o1npromi808. (fl withrhnt work. hven raotorf4 You were not You did were that cm your of a real eduoationL flrrt.I have little knorleidgo 88~8olally of nq inr88t1- knon how to be oertain to know lf 8 thing What mcana of oomer from low you mro @xilorophlsljl& 18 Neoeeeary l m. about myself. 8. a.~0 $8 a bW* You don’t t@Ue know why he YOUI’ 88 OF8atrd YOU 018 l Xi8tC!Q@8 .8: 8886nb. rprlngr yourrelf from whlah How take 88 a task you. How you 800 fly l lephukt if batter a+ an elephant* a: I M wondering l lre L rhould ruitod keep m with the work I M dolikm 01 tmko up romething an alm in UPe. OUt8l’ llio fEl 11f8 OZle OIDll You rurt but with work there ara none.pty man* for ml8 me i8 beoaU8e you are WptJ. and begin\ P’ebruary all ovec &+a. therm upbringing. up to in. mo or nott be&n from earnothing not 8taI-t G111. the the future* you to q oapaoltler~ now. That 18 the way you are by nature. 8bssnt for from I oan tell For you the taught age. a OOrbin father 1OY.--64from nr and ily 48 a fly froill l nQ elephant.r gatlon I never 08n L ure 0. father hi8 bd. hla you TOW mart be thm with tp put relatlfm* 18 JOW God* %d 8&Qh nmnI. r8al. there your plmo relationship father and your tb8e your Ill&e.rOn li BU8t ho 18 th8 WZ’8t 8rbiEl& it h8 18 . 1844 of my8elf.8 him rho 88tO(lPLI hi8 wh.

n to oadort at 08 b arm rgeakltq of ourrsl+ea this moment. . he llker you to rlt m hlr If at another moment he prefers role. Subjeatlta role. %ks all This ir kwwdly things aa you muat not your guide. obllgetlon. bveqone* at ir the IIMPO time you play a role with him outwardly. for you can go ar you llker your cgoimn.r lCI. right. Oillb I t lot it be EJO but inwardly 0 your exlatcnor. the oppor2to. If he ia the you murt of men in the eysr of l er~ons. Firat prepare oi a free man+ IVot neasrrmy the .youndr TJhe ground haa to phllo8ophire. gas. do it.r wealam~e~ l You murt be ~~erailam~ omecmo slur? Den1r. with eaoh man You you murt play a rolei 9~ maalca eaoh person ycrur slaver do not do what you lllm. Mm. one haa to be aura of what onr ir 00 You divldo you murt JourseU in two parta. In iutufa.. with romeone. id=Your tiryI iurtbbr.~atlons. you muat LIO tinre L~OU adry t0 not Cuporlre If the objut with ir 7ou. After that. xwlatlonshlp ml yarr You have to JSBT h2m for But in orclor to eskbllrh a right ons8elf. 01 POUbye fi you rot%.-66to hlmr lowest And he 2s atmremble fer your llfo ln mother uarld. you a8 rith Thlr dlffloiilt ohmgol. DI 01 but what he likcss. meen. you m8t nil I*. With eeoh perron a d2rferQnt tlonsr You aaourtom yourself’ to fulfill obllga- Xt 2s one of the aspeota of the future After..m-m ob o4ter oblfgatlon? tit I said aat you have objeotive obll. rit Do everything on his that right. outrmdlp play a roler inner traedon. at fhb brgianing. inwardly is it an 3. teak non ir to aoqulre the starting told you* point for going it And for that you have to do what t have Try to undorrtand If it Y&at doer to play a role? gltea h2m plea~ura~ in a broader aenao. 8ever1 aapeota. Yerhapr later your but i&mfather ~111 orno to see how evoqthlng beaome your rlavej even Ood OM beoou will your l lavea Dal1801 SO at present should not do aat pour ~0aks~h WC like. Towards one* 8 father.

everything for the sake of the future. it i8 a mt88ti0 lor you gtrs idoh ~0fom. badly. a role. i8 true. pm 0oulthtt exarpt your word to do nothing your cp. I roe1 that I aonfide what I rag lores f afiaot in getting bad things G: ‘Iha off my ohert.dngr whioh ara rary Paotsrru: I would like dolng never give energy1. OtheI’Vi8@ xhea you haven’t You are playd 0pel-k the7 rauldxdt kre notload the ahange* Other pOOplO miU8t not 809 What gOa8 m il38ibe YOU* D: 01 These are the poopls who are rlwayr It It is suotly IS dirfiault. low people oonrlder no indiffrrmt. Tim 0110 of devotion aan do Uttlr 0: da anything r0r .Dt IJIO. prrpm0 f~tUr0. vi11 oreate enorgy whloh will rQ. allow same time thlr work better.lourrelrj DI Ql and mutunl to bo 9 for at others. l around me* with suah psople - DI 01 Bad thin458 lhsn X'0 (ltt8Je to domeono r-thing ite foroe ror ma* that I feel hu Upponod otherr to I&U@. biat it Mne. help* I mmlirlng It wed among people rho tal& aim too* low I malls.od for anybody* put y0u~881f 023pour mt. F&abli@h good r#letions for dth everybody ond letam never At the you to ~111 be a good instrument in you a oertain ahenglng of hoeven and at the eat OekO8r ‘his 8atne the to identify. a brtter way to UC) to know it there phyeloal anorgy then 8poHa~ .Denl8er E’or inrtmao. i)t Qr take8 the cstrength from what is bad in me. ‘Loday you murt l aarifioe All present ~I~P~LIPB~~ One oonnot enter the kin@. you play your role Yam.

You here to do a@ do all the exemiaea. it I wonder ii Booman you go an rho&de with In oonneolhn OUR whlah pnvontr 8unUayfr it irnlt l quertlon of rae Won do&s well? . tha body. Qbr It im boaclura my l ttentlab 18 naturally drawn to very subtle a: Stlok to two timer tro are tour*. . that. xem t ‘or a long time I didn’t doing tha axrraiae 01 of filling It the body rightly. ‘. ihi0e Ar 08 Al Yet in lot8 of ryr I remain on an0 8poh. the n&18 o*refully.but the eleventh I.a little of dog’8 mardo. but a genaml OOIUO. POU go too far rhead.~Ap you. relax yburaelf.!I’ bst you have to get a tarts for t&h and t#lftq it ~pooums eaayJ Polla II ‘i \ 8.rrtaodr work beoaur ar I felt Then I started by little. do the one nhLoh ~8) given cm SundaTc you have. You are a llttls dog . m mr4mI. Jj. 0s Can ona have n more subtle a sort of imaglnatlon mingle with often aompletely oppaolte. oomsr little Qo on trying+ time timer it any not . knowledge of oneI a l rrene&l and with very diffecsnt better? Oerbeaur My sensatima remratlonr. 8oal. iht one must not sprre the fctlllnq of ffllinq csneaslf.f L# you hour r om pump Into you ten timer more onergy that reyr r0d *I you I 8-t rgain.08 lell.. bit ob a I don’t 0: fentary Perhaps beaaure you are thlnMng of other .r or inter you will Da moorned. haven’t really f eellng* 0’ At the beginning ~au oan UBC. it O&JWS you haven’t atle4 Dr und. How man I mmoge to do thlr You have an l eroloe~ ruoosbd in doing it at all wollr thlngrs philoropby. (l(arvellou@ oxoro1so.You have not my erssnae yet. a&d 16 omj 'md that wll&3.

show through. of weakner(l. ths uhlld~ In tlzLa way your r:c6il love will At other tlmes 01 f Pet my afL’eotion It must not ahor. the ohild will not be afraid~ Hc will have mapoet. *I alsh the rasult mulate mlu and than think retiousl~r my weaknear to bmome lay 01lll rtrangthe* ihls will aacuwo** Laoh man knows whloh waaknesr ha haa l. ehnll not have imagination.I 0’1 Don’t Enoh tine you fael phiforophlre~ the beginning of -?aPar you rpeolally. hour authotity ~111 be arippled. It weakners appeara in you . come into But inwardly. It 18 another qualit of iear. ‘salmann~ I have a little qirl four years olda What role should Hormdsr I ploy with her? Qt 81 a: that the child Role of father. You aurt not frighta hir.leave authority ir a very important l v0ryone elret in t&h ut~y YOU ~111 be 8 rdi iiigns t te : Imft there a ri& of risking the ohlld timid and otlfllng its personality? ar Xi ho door a8 f harr explaiasd. It mutt Se just. @top yoursblf exsroiae for you0 You will talk do thir rreralaq is a vary neooessary about IL rimerely one dry with Mme. A father’s i’athcr. real father* oritiaise ovarything. one lover 10 Ijo not enaouragr. affection. Hot you. l nut I Poe1 I am not iJo a good rather. to oereabL and a0 on . lnnrr n elf. If onac you show your show a child that thing. . You muet never your to And Your Weaknese .to love. I give an l xwalae.r~ and in you for your i”uture Looh time this him. being.