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New Earth – Integrity Rules
Self-Reliance by Ralph Waldo Emerson Zemanova – The Bodhgaya Incident 1:33:51 (VERY different origins of wo/man) Video Journal
It's such an exciting time – only a few hours now and it will be the 2012 solstice – that long-awaited date. What is the magic of it? We'll see, I guess. Meanwhile, we know it represents both the ending of many cycles – including some truly long ones – as well as the solar system's alignment with the Milky Way's galactic center. Actually, to be more exact, it's not so much a linear alignment as it is our rising above the galactic plane into territory of a sort we haven't been in for such a long time. It should, at the least, represent easier times for us once things settle down, once the full shift has been made. For those who want something so huge and so special to occur precisely on a certain day – well, the cycles we're dealing with are in the tens of thousands of years – closer to geological time than to time as shown on our clocks. Clock time is simply too precise for this. It can be seen, too, that we've been in the process of making this shift for some decades, now – so this one day seems to me to be too precise. Nonetheless, anything is possible. Is that one of your beliefs? I have truly enjoyed this one since picking it up, I don't know when. At this point it seems like it's been with me always. Could be. It's a real peace generator. So much darkness melts away when you
recognize your own power – who you really are. It's not that we're doing anything in particular, either – that's not what is meant. The darkness to leaves you is all of the feeling endlessly stuck – feeling that things will never change. It's a very up-beat, positive energy – anything being possible. You might want to try it out. Now, the fact is that, in spite of whatever advancements we've made, we still don't understand brain and mind. We're really not all that advanced, actually – not right now. Many of our scientific ideas are more like child's play. When science locks consciousness out of its calculations – and when the whole of 3D is made of consciousness – well, that's just not a good state to be in. If you want to develop, it requires that you be open. You can't close important doors like that and think to get a usable result. Nor, under the current regime of TPTW, do I care for us to make much scientific advancement. Why would that be? Many of you know already. There is no significant advance that isn't co-opted by secret projects or the military. Then later we discover how it's been used against us, without either our knowledge or our consent. So, were we not transitioning into a new era, a New Earth, a new world, I'd want to remain without scientific advancement. Does that sound backwards – or does it just sound reasonably wise? Aren't you also tired of having science abused by being used against you or other innocent people? It amazes me that scientists are willing to sign on and be funded by organizations like DARPA and the various other alphabet-soup organizations. Our tax dollars are used to fund things we would never in our right minds agree to. This they know, so they don't bother to ask. It's abusive in the extreme. Some people have lost their connection to their own souls over such things. Others who remain sensitive and caring are later selftortured over what their inventions, their mental output has been used to accomplish – usually killing, control, and abuse. It's very sad, but they use the excuse that it's the only funding available. Maybe science should join us in waking up. Maybe the brightest among them need to go on strike and simply refuse to cooperate
with such dark agendas. Things have also become so compartmentalized that very often the scientists, themselves don't really know what the overall plan is for their work. They, too, like the public, are kept in the dark to a good extent. Yet I find that no excuse. It doesn't take a rocket scientist, as they say, to know that, by working with DARPA or military funding you're creating something that will be used only against people – never for them. It's so very clear to me. I wonder why the scientists don't see this – why they don't refuse to create and discover wonders, only to have it all used that way. Yes, it's time for a lot more waking up. We have to, on the one hand, cut ourselves tremendous slack for all the difficulty we've been and are going through. If we don't finally learn to love the self, then some day we will realize that we don't have any love to share with others. What masquerades as love is often more of manipulation and very conditional – this is not Love. For a long time none of us was overly willing to go through any discomfort or loss for the sake of others. Others seemed so far away. If we could just fill our bank account by designing wonderful things, then what the heck – we closed our minds and our eyes to who would get hurt. Just so it wasn't us, we didn't seem to care. Now, admittedly this was due to a lot of programming. We've all been terribly manipulated, and when it starts to come out in serious ways (instead of just dribs and drabs) there will be a lot of people with the right to be very angry. What has been and is being done is unconscionable. It's actually unspeakable, it's that bad. Well, perhaps this is a part of the reason we all got together and consented to have the world come to this terrible state. We needed something to give us a good kick toward awakening. As long as we could maintain some semblance of at least a middleclass lifestyle – as in the case of our recent ancestors – then we just wouldn't willingly budge from our complacency. Human nature – the nature of the bodies we work with, our bodymind avatars – is such that I think we all have close-to-home examples of this complacency – often right within our own memory, our own life. For a very long time ethics and integrity has fallen off of the table, making room for some lowly ways of being.
It was seen as too difficult to live an ethical life. Nor did we find many role models for it. Well, whatever was the state of our conscious mind, deep inside we all know this is unacceptable. In our Higher Self, none of us wanted it to continue. We wanted the unnecessary pain and suffering to stop, the callous cruelty to no more exist. Our Hearts have been crying out about this for quite a long while, now. Even if your conscious awareness doesn't cry out, deep inside you've been calling for help. We all have. So that help has materialized now, and in a big way. We have already avoided so many dark things that were long prophesied that it's simply amazing. Many of us have been told such things by our Guides and higher dimensional soul family or friends. We're in process of taking things where they've simply never been. So, unlike the old saw of history only repeating itself – which it still does in many ways, of course – what is happening now is something that can be called truly new. It won't be enjoyed by the whole world, of course. Awakening requires the surrender of pretty much everything, and many are not at that point in their development – and that's fine. No one's free will will be abused in this process. Each one gets to choose. This isn't a mind choice, though – not generally even a conscious thing. Yes, the Way Showers or Light Beings are the exception. We have clearly and insistently chosen to rise up in Light or frequency. Yet let us allow that many have not made our choice. They still have the right to choose for themselves. How do we choose? Overall, by what beliefs we decide to adopt. It's really that simple, since it is our beliefs that go together to craft the reality we experience. The huge portion of those beliefs being subconscious, though, most non-choosers are quite unaware of having chosen their path. It was chosen by their subconscious and their beliefs – both of which still constitute part of the 3D self. You can tell who is waking up by the amount of responsibility they're willing to shoulder for their own life, their own choices. It also becomes apparent in those who recognize that all humanity is really one family. Caring, deep caring is also a hallmark of those waking up. There is also a willingness to face their challenges and pain, rather than the habitual running away.
What a funny journal this is! Still, I must admit that I agree with what's being written. I just wasn't aware of all of it, consciously. I think another big part of awakening takes the form of making more and more of the subconscious conscious. We're expanding out into those areas of the mind we were content not to know much about, before. Interesting. So what of you? Has integrity come to the fore in your life? Do you find the self questioning more and more things that, before, were just taken for granted or considered necessary evils? Hey, waking up, while wonderful, is also pretty challenging. It takes courage, which so many of us are finding within. For many, waking up on 12/22 will be their latest challenge. For those who were expecting a quick fix to humanity's toils and suffering – well, they'll have to recalibrate on that day and going forward. Pray for them, friends. Unfortunately, there may be a lot of suicides when people's expectations are not met. Some have simply painted themselves into that hole. They don't realize that they're in charge of the mind that seems to be driving them to that. They haven't yet taken anything like full responsibility for their life. They don't fully understand free will and their power to choose. Many think life forces things on them. Many believe that they are quite powerless – and as long as that's your belief, that's what life will create for you. Let us keep expanding our own sense of unity out to encompass our brethren. Let Love so grow and expand that many many prayers are going up at any point in time – in every Now. Let our caring increase, consciously. Be open and let's welcome that. As we all begin to choose to act with integrity more and more, our outer world will swiftly bring on that change. Just to be Loving – it's enough. We don't all have to climb Mount Everest or accomplish such great feats. Sure, do that, too, if it's what your Heart calls you to. More and more, my friends, we've got to be following our own Joy – our own bliss, as Joseph Campbell says. Know – simply know – that no one ever dies. It's just not possible. We are literally eternal – and it's quite possible that there was no beginning and is no end. Mind has been running things for many centuries, now, even thousands of years. It's time for Heart to
take over the job. That's a choice each one can make. With each choice you make, you make a difference. There's no such thing as an idle thought – they all create. Your life has deep meaning, but it's not a meaning assigned from outside. No teacher or boss is going to be telling you what you're here for. Discovering, creating that is quite up to you. We have to be willing to march to the beat of a different drummer. I'm going to link you to my favorite essay of all time – Ralph Waldo Emerson's Self Reliance. He is one who took this walk decades ahead of us – back when he had far less support than we all have, today. I challenge you to read it from Heart, and get to know the soul of this early Way Shower, this beautiful one. You are that. Maybe you, too, will leave your mark on the world by something you write or wrote. Who knows, right? Just know that you count. You count, big time! You are no accident of nature, no evolved monkey, either. You are the divine, come to walk the earth in human flesh. So get to know your Self. You are perfect – you are truly divine. Source looks through your eyes. Did you know that? Seems a good place to close with perhaps my favorite quote of all time – a Sufi saying: “These eyes, through which I hoped to see God are the eyes through which God sees me.” Hey, maybe you'll even write something like that. Who knows, right? Cherish your free will, your power to choose. It is priceless. Make it work.
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