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3A 3 bedrooms -1974-1978) (I shared one with Val only after I had disappointed them by not dying of my inherited blood disorder in 1974) the TV was on most of the time. I was relegated to hanging out in there with them, commpletely at their mercy until I discovered an incentive for them to restrain themselves from abusing me. *more on that bedroom at 74 roxbury st They often asked me to break a tie when they had a dispute over which channel they wanted to watch. Once they realized I would only side with one of them ONLY if they hadn't attacked me that day, they suddenly had the self restraint I saw those phoneies exhibit with everyone else. I never had to explain it because they figured it out because i had told them the first time they asked that 'i don't care what's on the TV. I never had a say in anything and it and didn't bother me.to i didn't have friends like they did who were going to talk about it with them. I was usually preoccupied with other things anyway (homework, playing, practicing, working). They teased and competed with eachother and were unmerciful. They nauseated me the way they behaved with one another like violent retarded rivals. They always seemed to be overly violent and aggressive. They were never feminine just sexually aggressive gaining conquests like male whores do. They brag about their conquests like young males who lack discretion. Vikki is the oldest and she's so evil, greedy, petty and inordinately mean she ineevitably set that tone and although she was given the ideas from Dot, she never had any remourse. Like when she deliberately burned Val with boiling water just because she asked if the spaghetti was done. Dot didn't believe in wounds you could see, but because Vikki hates her appearance so much, she believes in maming and disfiguring people because she thinks she is hideously marred. All of her cohorts have this mindset in common. They're nuts over their physical appearance and can't stand anyone who isn't. They think their physical appearance is horrible just because they are not viewed as attractive to everyone and particularly to those they've decided they want to conquer sexually. They don't have normal sexual desires, nom matter how much they pretend they do. They simply need to use the pretend sexual desire to manipulate people. This is what makes them repulsive!
Stealing, killing, destroying, unsatiable egos. Self absorbed they never work on their personality. Really disgusting! I saw it all and Vikki burned her deliberately and she saw to it that brandy had a burn on her arm also. *more about Brandy's burn Murderers, all three of them! I think most kids who are raped displac aggression and I often wondered why they didn't want to hide that fact. They insisted on telling on themselves. Vikki is/was worse than Moe on The Three Stooges, a show I didn't like because of the violence portrayed as comedic. Vikki and her cohorts are so twisted that they think they are justified. Yet, they hide and are powerless to admit what they are; evil cowards. Cowardly, Slanderous, Cowards. I saw The Invaision of the Body Snatchers in "their" bedroom and I was releived to have my suspicious confirmed about people in the first few minutes of the movie. In the old black and white film the lead charater tries to explain his harrowing experiences to highly educated people and they don't believe him because they are too stupid to really understand. These highly educated men lacked imagination and scientific knowledge. I had thought to try and save myself, if I could muster up the proper energy, by pleading to learned responsible people for help, but thought they wouldn't understand. I already knew many people were in on the scheme, but everyone wasn't. Someone wasn't. Anyway, the main character couldn't be believed until those so-called pillars of society saw for themselves that he was being truthful. I most likely would need to dismiss any attempt to grovel or plead with anyone since it never works on the people who I would think would be most likely to have mercy on me. They never did. I never received comliments until my children began giving them to me. People usually flatter me or make assessments of me. Although the asessments have been positive, the disappointment in me having excelled at any given thing was apparent. They wanted me to be at the botom of everything and at all times.
I was not allowed to receive a sincere compliment and Vikki and Valli were to receive fake compliment for nothing accomplished. The sickest part was how if Vikki or Valli did anything horrible or negative, they wanted me to be seen as having done the same. They, Dot would hide their criminal acts and they would try and put a spotlight on their orchestrated/coherced anti-social acts or what may appear as such. It seemed to be a job. Slavery even. I always thought of slavery as a job. There were good slaves/employees, good oeverseers/managemers and good masters/employers. It all depended on the correct match. Clearly everything is out of wack and I could see as a child that it was deliberate. People, I knew were play acting in real life as if this were a dress rehearsal. Drunk with the blood of the saints.
bob hope thanks for the memotirs dot's interest n my liking that song uso marvin black debbie quick appears out of nowhere to try and pretend we know eachother when she hates me saw quandicka and she was unusually pleasant and actually talked with me, but like i said everyone was viscious towards me and had no way to associate with me unless they established a meaningful relationship with me like they know is right, but figure they don't have to with me because of my unfortunatey born to parents who hate me and want me dead! like ayn rand wrote -animal trainers know that if they abuse an animal it will not serve them they trat me as if I'm lees than an animal visited joann quick in hospital after she had a miscarriage (married to a local boy) and brought her flowers Val. their favorite, ignored her miscarriage and death because she had borrowed money from her mother marion and in crackhead fashion, she wasn't going near them.
she probably slandered me as this seems to be their currancy val's woe is me bs with her tricks to make them hate me when I never did anything wrong to her saw may then joann w joann quick died after they pretended to try and save me when they were involved in aggressively rejecting me also stroud's lounge wher clyde, val's dj who she tried to steal from some white girl from nj military guy dot tried to force on me and his insults about American women compared to the prostitutes who aggressively solicit them Paula Faltico had criminal daddy issues Mr Romano, Principal of PS 44 had son on heroin Mr santangelo on heroin ps 44 Mr shapiro principal ps 44 ps 57 mixed vice principal named Shapiro 1990 It's as if they tried to resue me, but hadn't established meaningful relationships with me and I had every reason not to ever trust them unless they came clean with me and apologised
Underage kids have babies and the parents pretend it's theirs. Older females continue to have babies and they pretend that they are the grandmother's of those kids. They'll do anything to save face and receive a check. They don't care if the children are confused and obligate them to continue living under their lies about their true identities.
daphne, carribean black female tried to bully me at work *more to the staten island savings bank witches, professional begging wives inquisitor/illegal alien/zionist mark of the beast whores my beauty marks mothers and loras moles keloids louie's moles
Mrs scott in gym victor diaz and veins and temperment, bad temper theory idrissa wore clogs because he had bunions which he told me the army removed them when he enlisted children's books being stolen by teacers from their students and sold daughter's fourth teache who had them writing stories so he can try and steal thwm his pool parties and his dissappearance from the school under suspicion
ft hamilton Dot used to say that her head felt tight ?electronic weapons she was unaware of gtusomr store ctystals book centering ancient knowledge "go back upstairs" command 1972
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