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Gesha have a boyfriend who grew up with her. His name is david.

ghesa always thought of him as a friend until last year, when they went to a trip from a club. she felt that she fell in love with him. Before that trip was over, she took a step and confessed her love for him. And soon, they became a pair of lovers, but they loved each other in different ways. Gesha always concentrated on him only. but by his side, there were so many other girls. To gesha, he was the only one. but to him, maybe gehsa was just another girl. one in afternoon when they meet. ghesa asked david to go watch a movie with her, but david said that he can’t. and ghesa said “ why ? you need to study at home ? “ but david raplied "No… I am going to meet my friend" ghesa felt disappointment grabbing her. David was always like that. He met girls in front of ghesa, like it was nothing. To him, ghesa was just a girlfriend. The word 'love' only came out from gesha’s mouth. Since she knew him, she had never heard him say 'I love you' before. For they, there weren't any anniversaries at all. David didn't say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 day, 200days , Everyday. And before they say goodbye when they meet, david would just hand her a doll, everyday, without fail and ghesa don’t now why. Then one day, gesha talked with david “ umm david ? said gesha. “ what? Don’t drag just say” said david simple. then gesha said “David i love you” but with the simple words again he said “just take this doll and go home”. That was how he ignored ghesa’s 'three words' and handed gesha the doll. Then he disappeared, like he was running away. The dolls ghesa received from him everyday, filled her room, one by one and there were many. Then one day came, ghesa’s 18th year old birthday. When she got up in the morning, gesha imagine a party with him, and stranded herself in my room, waiting for his call. But lunch passed, dinner passed and soon the sky was dark he still didn't call. It was already bored to look at the phone anymore. Then around 2am in the morning, he suddenly called ghesa and woke her from her sleep. He told her to come out of the house. ghesa felt joy and she ran out happily. when arrived. david said “ here.. take this “. and again he handed ghesa a little doll “What's this? Said ghesa. “I didn't give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now. I'm going home now, bye. Wait, wait! Do you know what today is? Said ghesa “Today? Huh? I don’t know “ he answer easily ghesa felt so sad, she thought he would remember her birthday.then He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen. Then ghesa shouted "Wait ...... !!!" You have something to say? Said david Tell me, tell me you love me david tell me “ said ghesa. Then ghesa put her pathetic self behind and clung on him. But he just said simple cold words and left. "I don't want to say, that I love someone so easily, if you are desperate to hear it, then find someone else." That was what he said. Then he ran off. Ghesa’s legs felt numb and she collapsed to the ground. He didn't want to say it easily ?How could he ? I felt that… Maybe he is not the right guy for me “ gesha said to her inner. After that day, ghesa stranded herself at home crying, just crying. He didn't call her, although ghesa was waiting. He just continued handing her a little doll every morning outside ghesa’s house. That's how those dolls piled up in her room everyday . After a month, ghesa got herself together and went to school. But what made the pain resurface was that she saw him on a street with another girl. He had a smile on his face, one that he never showed her as he took the doll. she ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in her room, and tears fell. Why did he gave these to me? Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls. Said ghesa with tears in her face.

The voice came out. ghesa I love you…. Those were the only gifts he left for ghesa since the day they started going out. he held out the doll as usual… “I don't need it. With a loud honk. she then started to cry again.... that it's going to end. Um… since I was too shy… If you forgive me and take this doll. ghesa felt sad in everyday and felt guilty and was sorry for her actions. you really came? she couldn't hating him even he always make ghesa fell hurt.... “Why didn't I realize that." It can't be! Then she pressed all the doll’s stomach as it piled on her side.. “ What….. Why didn't I realize that he love me so much “ said ghesa in her heart She took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach. he squatted down and picked up the doll. Then he came into ghesa’s sight.. I love you. But unlike other days. I thought you were pissed. then suddenly… "I love you. that was the last doll.In a fit of anger. "I…. protecting me.. then ghesa acting like nothing had happen around. He told her to come out to the bus stop outside ghesa’s house.! "Boom. but he loved me until his last minute. on that she was missing so much… "Ghesa…Do you know what today is? We've been loving each other for 485 days. the phone rang. He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll… You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?! Just throw it away!!! Said ghesa with snapped But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll." Those words came out non-stop. She kept reminding herself that she isgoing to forget him. Said ghesa. That's how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to ghesa.. the one that fell on the road..lo." The tears came flowing out of her. Why? Why? I asked god. with a doll in her arms... . That's how he went away from ghesa. four hundred and eighty five…" It all ended with 485 dolls. said ghesa with stammered brick.!" That sound. Do you know what 485 is? I couldn't say I love you. I will say that I love you everyday.. Then. and till I die.. now she is living in a cut that always haunt her day and accompany her days ...But he didn't hear ghesa . why do I only know about all this now? He can't be by my side. "I love you. Then. “I don't need this doll. It was him. I love you" ghesa dropped the dolls. After that day. she had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him. she hugged it tightly.. she remembered the days she spent with him and started to count the day when they were in love. "dav move. ghesa.. I don't need it anymore!! I don't want to see a person like you again! ghesa spitted out all the words that were inside her. and for that reason to me it became courage to live a beautiful life. so terrifying. Then suddenly.. shocked. she threw the dolls around. she tried to calm herself down and walked to the bus stop..That his heart was always by my side. " I'm sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice. It had david’s blood stain on it. "I love you I love you i love you i love you…you??" she picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach. "Daviiid ! Move! Move away!" ghesa shouted . "One…two… three…" That was how… she started to count the dolls… "Four hundred and eighty four. his eyes very shaking..? why… ? he said frantically directly she grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road. And after spending two months like a crazy person she took out the dolls... holding a big doll . a big truck was heading towards him.