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Summer holidays were just over, I quickly noticed my best friend Kianna, a massive hug. "Hello love, you alright?" I asked.
that anybody could jump over to go sho just above my knees and walked to my f so everyones conversation was buzzing. asap. I walked up to her and gave her
'Yeah, I'm cool you?' She replied. Before i could even reply she burst with exci tement.'Guess what happened to me in the summer holidays whilst I was in Ibiza?' Thats right the dumb girl went and left me all alone on the summer holidays.
'Since your not gonna guess i'll just tell you. So I'm in Ibiza, and I went to s ome next restaurant with my mum and i saw some hottt boyss, but one in particula r caught my eye..'
'Isit what color?' I interrupted.
'Not too light, not too dark. Fully black. But anyways, i could only give him a few glances cos my mum was there and that. Then yeah, i went to the restroom on purpose cos i knew I'd had to pass him to get to there. So i 'accidently' on pur pose barged him. And i said to him that i was sorry in this really cute voice an d he was like it's alright bee. So when I came back, my mum weren't at the table anymore, she probably went to go take some business call as usual. So i sit the re all on my ones, when a boy whipsers in my ear how he wants to link me later. So there's me blushing and that and I told him i would later. We linked at some beach, i was wearing some little bikini swimsuit fingy and he was there topless with his amazing packs. Reece his name is.' I was getting bored now, loools she so gay but i love her. So I said.. 'Aaahh, cut the life story and get to the point Kianna.' 'Ok, ok whatever. So after spending the whole summer together I nearly lost it t o him.' 'WHAT?'
'Dont shout man you causing a scene. But I didn't anyway, close to but I didn't. ' She sighed deeply. 'Did you get his number?' I asked. 'Yeah course, how could I leave a hot boy like that without my number.' She laug hed and so did I. 'So when you gonna call him?' 'Dunno. Whenever I feel like it.' She said. Just then Mr Laritate walked in and we got on with our business.
When the bell rang, I walked to my next lesson. What a boring lesson it was, geo graphy, just great. I nearly reached the classroom when I bumped into some next boy.
'Oh sorry.' He said. 'Its ok.' I replied. DAMN, he was hot. But I couldn't careless. That's just me, I don't really associate myself with boys. I started walking off to geography. 'Excuse me.' He called out to me. I turned around at him and gave him a not both ered look. 'Yeah, what?' I said. 'Erm.. I'm new and that and I dont really know where my next lesson is. Could yo u show me babe?' 'Yeah sure and I'm not your babe.' I ended up showing him round the school. I on ly did it cos it was an opportunity to miss geography. 'So whats your name?' I asked him out of curiosity. 'Aiden, yours?' 'Amayah.' 'Oh, okay.' He said. Dumb boy. He couldnt even say 'oh you have a nice name' lik
e a normal person. 'It's gonna be break time soon so you might wanna stick with me for a while. It could get over crowded in the school sometimes.' 'Ight, kool.' Before I knew it bare people came rushing out their class to get t o the canteen and get their seats. Everyones eyes slowly drawed upon us. Pretty awkward. I found a table for us to sit.
'Why did you move here anyways?' I asked. 'Cah me and my dad moved cos he got this job. I'm glad I found you though. Your like my own little personal guide.' He laughed a little. 'Low it, I'm not anybody's guide.' We talked for bare long. I got to spend the whole day with him, it's not my faul t, the teachers told me to cos I am very responsible towards the new boy. We wal ked home together after school, I don't know why I did. I spotted Kianna outside . She was bare grinning teeth at me. I just laughed. My best friend can make me laugh.
Kianna: 'Look at Maya.' I told Korteny. 'She bare moving man like she's bad.' I laughed. 'She's never on man. This is the first.' Kortney said. We walked to some girl called Camilla's yard. Should I ring Reece? I quickly pre ssed the call button before I could change my mind. 'Who you calling?' Kortney asked me. 'Sssshhhh!' I whispered.'Damn, no answer. Oh well.' We knocked on the door and her little sister let us in.
'She's upstairs.' Her little sister called out to us.
'Okay.' I replied. There was music playing BARE loud from the next room. I knock ed on her room door. She opened. 'Yo Ki, you alright Kortney?' She asked. 'Yeah we're cool.' We both said. 'Whose playing music so loud?' I asked Camilla. 'Ah my dumb brother. It's only loud cos he's beating some chick.' She answered. We all laughed like dickheads. 'I never knew you had a brother?' Kortney said. 'Its cos he's never around. Ey Kortney come theres something in the kitchen that I want you to see. Are you coming Ki ?' Camilla asked. 'Nahh , I'm cool. Just gonna jam for a bit.' 'Okay.' They both went downstairs so I decided to call Reece again. Just then th e music stopped and her brothers door opened. When I called, I could hear a ring tone as soon as i pressed the call button. What a coincidence? He weren't answer ing so I cut it off. The ringtone playing in the background cut off too. This a bit freaky. I pressed the call button yet again and the ringtone played again to o.Shit. I followed the sound of the ringtone that led to Camilla's brothers room . Her brother was lipsing some next girl. The girl soon clocked me standing in t he doorway. Damn. 'Sorry.'' I said. The boy turned around to look at me. And both our eyes locked. Oh shit. 'Reece.' I said gobsmacked, I can't believe it was him. 'Kianna' he said surprised. Just then Camilla and Kortney came upstairs. 'Oh you two know each other.' Camilla said. 'Sorry I didn't know I was interrupting your little gathering.' I told Reece. I walked off downstairs and out the door. Why do I care so much that he was with some other chick? Its not as if we were going out. Forget him , he's just the s ame as them other dumb youtes. 'KIANNA!' He shouted from down the road. I stopped and looked at him. He ran up to me.
'Listen, I'm sorry, you weren't meant to see that. I didn't expect to see you th ere.' He said. 'Isit? Well surprise.' 'Sorry babe.' 'Whatever. It;s not as if we were going out anyways.' I turned around and began to walk. He grabbed my hand. 'Babes, I meant all them things that I said to you back in Ibiza.' 'I meant all the things I said too. I'm serious. The whole summer was special wi th you.' 'Yeah bee, it was, erm, do you wanna come back to my yard.' 'No. After that slag is there. Let's go mine.' He reached to kiss me. But I stop ped him. ' Your not kissing me after you've just been lipsing that slag. Wash yo ur mouth first.' I told him cheekily. 'Yeahh,Yeahh whatver.' We entered my yard seeing as my mum wasnt home. It was a bit silent and awkward for a while. But he soon lipsed me. I pulled away. 'You aint washed your mouth yet.' I said. 'Oh shut up.' We carried on lipsing for as long as we could.
Amayah: 'My mums not in by the way so feel free to do whatever you like.' I told Aiden. We jammed in my room for a quite a bit. 'Your a pretty girl yunnah.' He said to me. 'Thanks.' I told him. I didn't know what else to say. But from this day onwards we did nearly everything together. We talked on the ph one for hours, we chatted in lessons etc. We talked all the time. Months passed
and still nothing happened between us. I did want something to happen to us but it didn't. I think he didn't want me to get pissed with him so he didn;t do anyt hing. But I wanted to. We were jamming in my room after school, both lying on my bed talking about anyt hing we could possibly talk about. Without thinking straight, I rolled over and kissed him. We began to lipse but h e pulled away. 'Don't.' He said. 'What, why ?' I asked. 'Truss, you don't wanna get involved with me and my business. I aint like them o ther sweet boys. To be honest, girls get hurt by me. And i don't wanna break you r heart.' 'So why are you acting like a sweet boy then?' I asked him. I was getting really pissed off. 'I aint acting like one, you just think I am. In my old areas i f-cked around wi th girls like nothing. But your too special for that.' 'Argh, save me the life story you prick.' 'Bitch, you don't know what your talking about.' 'Piss off out my house then!' I shouted. He walked out and slammed the door. Wha tever, I don't need him anyway..
Despite what happened yesterday, me and Kianna talked like normal except for her asking questions about it every few minutes. We walked to our next lessons and see pure girls chatting up Aiden. Whatever, I'm not jealous, I have no right to be. He looked at me and we locked eyes. I kissed my teeth and we went off to out next lesson. Science, great. I walked to my seat which was next to Kianna. The teacher just started talking a bout how we're doing some next project. 'If we're getting paired up, I pray to God I'm with you Kianna.' I said.
We've spent everyday together so far..' Mr. Maya wasn't really bothered about his arrival.' I said to him.' 'Camilla and Andrea. 'Stop acting like I'm Ok with it too. And i'm gonna link him today too. I was.. '. I knocked on on his door and he greeted me without a top on.' 'Are you still arguing?' 'No sir. 'Kianna and Korntey. But he makes me have butterflies all the time. you'll find yourself in trouble young lady. Don't get me wrong I am certai nly without a doubt not a sket. prick. Henderson walked off. 'What! Sir. I smiled at him. Henderson read names out..' 'Amayah and Aiden. 'Love you too bitch.. Amayah if you argue back..'Yeah course.' He said.' He replied. 'So what we gonna do tonight babes?' I asked him. 'Whatever.' 'But .' 'Erm. I stuck my middle finger at him and carried on walking.' Mr. but not him. You might aswell come mine cos you know where it is and don't expect me to pi ck you up or nothing. are you taking the mick? I can't be with him. H .' . I can't be bothered to go your yard seeing as I don't know where it i s. You can make your own way there. Put me with anyone els e. I looked at Aiden and screwed him.. Kianna: I can't believe I saw Reece again. '.
e said I give him butterflies too.' 'Nah bmt. I pushed his head towards me more and we began to step up the pace. Amayah: I heard a knock at the front door and I instantly knew it was him. I pulled a way. where meant to be doing chemistry you fob. 'You don't have to do this if you don't want to Bee. He leaned foorward and kissed me. I bet he was chatting rubbish. I opened the door and greeted him with a dirty look. We discussed our project and I could see he was getting bored but I took no noti ce. I have to be ready. Was I ready for this? He placed me on his bed tenderly and slolwy took off my top. 'What you doing?' I asked him. I kissed my teeth and carried on writ ing.' He said. 'You obviously don't. We lipsed f or ages. I mean it.' I knew exactly what he meant. No other girl makes me smile the way you do. 'Let's do some biology. I decided to q uestion him. I want to. 'Do you really like me Reece? Seriously. I'm 15. Before I knew it.' I could tell he meant that and I aint like them other dumb girls who think boys love them wh en I all they want is a quick beat.' 'Nah bee. never that. Cos I'm not your quick beat you know. come babes let's get you dressed. let's study biology under the topic of the human body. he grabbed my hand and pulled me to lipse him. So softly. He was in the middle of taking his trousers off when he clocked my confused face. . He just laughed. Stupid fool.' I said barely above a whisper. If nows not th e time then when will it be? I really liked him. Out of the blue he said. 'Nah.' 'No. He lifted me to his room.
I like him. what else?' He said casually.' He walked out and left me hanging. 'See you in school tomorow Maya. So I decided to ask h er. Its a best friend ting.' He silenced me with his lips. And looked at the time.' 'Who says I'm acting?' 'You love my lips though. ' Ight. Not a light skin boy.' She asked. Just fair skin..t wanna take this any further. 'HE'S NOT THAT SPECIAL? Maya. yeah?' I said. 'Nah. :/ Hid badboy attitude made me fall for him bad. Damn.' I said casually.' He said. 'Ey. nice teeth. I'm going now. 'I never said i was a sweet boy did I ?' He replied. Me hating him made me e njoy it more. Cool shape up. 'So are you gonna make any movements to Aiden.' 'Are you dumb? So you lipse me then leave like a badman .' and there she told me what went down Reece. yeah course I do.' 'Stop acting like you never liked it. Let' s just see what happens. so I pulled away.. I'm telling you that girl would tell me anything and i would tell her too.' 'Why not?' 'He's not that special.'Lipsing you. hot swagger. I walked into school and Kianna was proper acting strange. do you know how many girls are on him and he choos . he was hot. 'Just stop. Ki what's up?' ''Well. He looked at me weirdly. I didn. 'See you later.
I didn't really want to act like a spoil sport. 'Yeah course. I knew it was him. get a life.' 'Gee.' Deep down. 'So what do you want. I was but he bent down and gave me a kiss. We lipsed nice and that some girl called Abrianna was watching us with a sc attention. 'Aaah shut it rude girl. And i did feel privileged that he chose me. a round of applause?' I said cheekily. have you ever heard of bunking?' He said rudely. I knew h e was one. But i shouldn't get too c lingy after all. but I payed no here. 'Take a guess. Low it. I like you too though.' He took me to the back of our school where there was b are grass. .' I giggled shyly. 'Get off you prick!' I said to him. when someone's hand pulled me. 'Yeah. We were walking to our next lesson. So he sat down and indicated me to do so also. And your lucky that i said that cos I never tell no girls that. 'You do know we have lessons right? I asked him as if he was dumb.' 'Ah whatever. why do girls think he's some SEX GOD. Come about to give him a hug slow. 'Aaah you love it. he even said himself that he's a heart breaker. I know you do.' He indicated that i should give him a hug. I was fully aware rewface. Your so full of yourself. You should be thankful.' 'Yeah. I kissed my teeth and sat down. I relaxed and started talking to him like the way we were when we first met.es you. 'So do you like me then?' He asked bare grinning teeth and that. so I joined him.
When I mean she can fight. leave her. I aint even exagger ating. 'Aaah. you don't wanna pick a fight with K i. Cos you weren't good enough. 'Is this dumb girl bad?' Ki asked me. 'She said .' I said inbetween punches. O h damn that hurt. Her temper is very short.' Kianna said quietly. I turned round and l ooked at Aiden who was standing at the front of the crowd. sket. 'He don't want me?' She started to laugh like say I bussed joke. when I could see a faint blood in her mouth. there was a whole c rowd being entertained. She thinks no one knows her business but the whole school does.' 'What?' I was gobsmacked. I swang for her face and fly kicked her in her belly. He's just another dickhead. I could hardly find words to say. 'You know Mays. What joy. Truss. we could see Abrianna and her fake friends screwing us from th e distance. 'WHAT DID YOU SAY!' She shouted at me from a distance.. Dumb slag. 'GWAAANN AMAYAH !' Was all i could hear from Kianna. 'WHAT?' NAHH I AINT HAVIN DISSS!' Abrianna came round and banged me in my jaw. I grabbed her hair and started boxing her in her face.... I walked outside the school entrance with Ki. finally the end of the day.' . So he came round mine and we did a likkle few things there. DUMB SLAGG !!' Kianna shouted.' Truss that girl beats nearly every single day..*School Bell Rings* Aaah. 'Forget about him? If you didn't go and open your rass mouth to Ambrianna maybe this wouldn't have happened. 'Just cos Aiden dont like you. ahh here we go. I kissed my teeth and walked off with Ki behind me. just forget about him. loools.' If he don't wa nt me why do you think he rushed over from your house after you finished lipsing to mine. fr om where she banged me in my jaw. I had blood to. We jumped on the bus in silence. I really fell for him . I let go of her. By now.
I got out my ipod and started listening to my jams on low volume. your the definiton of pricks. 'Err.' 'No you listen. He leaned forward and kissed me. your going out with Abrianna. I never meant it to turn out like this. but I stopped them. We lipsed for a while.' I tried to push him out but he just res isted. My mum wasn't home and I was getting overly bored. Just go run off to your wifey. 'Don't.'Aaah babes I'm sorry. Aiden surp risingly walked in. just f-ck off.' He said to me. You weren't invited. I'm going out with her now. I tried to get him out but it was too late. you never won me in the first place. Not once. Like.' 'Yeahh. Aiden was belling off my lin e but I never answered. well at least I tried to. 'Aww.' .' 'Get out. 'I don't wanna lose you. just listen.m not crying. I really liked you and you claimed you liked me too..' Tea rs bearly escaped from my eyes.s what pissed me off. 'Mays.t cry. He moved closer to me and wiped my tears away with his sleeve.' 'I. seeing as it was Kianna coming to jam. that. I'm sorry. babe don. Get out. what the f-uck? 'Babes. 'Aiden. we weren't on talki ng terms so I linked her innit. My mother always did tell me to look who it is first. I walked down t he stairs and opened the door. Only because. but I never took no notice.' I said through tears. My mum was bare asking questions why there was a bit of blood in my mouth so I told her that Kianna accidentally punched me. The bell went unexpectedly. I pulled away. Then i find out your doing a ting with Abrianna.' It was my stop and I walked to my house in silence. We couldn't help but look into eachothers eyes. It's not because he's going out with that slag that made me upset but it was cos i thought he was the one. M onths past and I still weren't speaking to him.' I told him.
'She doesn't have to know. Randomly. . loools. We slowly made our way to his bed . Counting our hing could come our way. what was the point of acting stush going hmmm ok? If I kn ow I like him then I might aswel just say yes straight up innit. He took of f my top proper slow which gave me goosebumps. I was jamming ter. What did I achieve? Nothing. I lipsed him for bare long. so I could get her back for the du mb slag she is. She ran out the classroom. 'Yeah. I appreciate you waiting for me. When Abrianna came in. He knew too exactly what was happening. 'Who said it has to be dirty?' I only played along so I could hurt Abrianna. clinging onto Aiden. We pull ed away and looked at her. anything you want. I kissed him. Of course. Be my wife babes? He asked quietly. I smiled shyly. Aiden just smiled at me. he came out of the blue k slowly.Abrianna would act like she is so hot. I started to slowly take off his buttons. making it a year that we ve know little arguments. kissing my nec 'Babe.' I sa id to Aiden. But b ehind closed doors me and Aiden were doing our little ting.' 'I'm not your dirty little secret. going out. It had been 7 months me and Aiden were eachother like a couple. not at his yard. Yep me and Aiden were an official couple now. course babes. Run after her then. It was lunchtime and me and Aiden were lipsing in an empty classroom. yeah ima gee like that. Like a prick she was. Yeah we were tight. Just not pushing me into anything. playing music from his compu and hugged me from behind. But wait. Why would I run when I ve got everything I need right here. I said to him.' I knew what I was doing perfectly well.
where's Kortney?' I asked. I aint gonna lie. was it love yet? It was probably get ting there. He already made me wet by the way he was touching me. I was 16 now and could do this legally. 'Ey.' . He then took off his boxers . Kianna: Can't believe Amayah lost her virginity before me. Nice and slow. Oh damn it felt good. 'Yeah. I undid his flyers whilst he took of my bra. that often.Just then. You know how Nigerians are . Drake ft Nicki Minaj Best I Ever Had played on his limewire on the co mputer. 'Are you really sure you wanna do this?' He whispered to me.' She said kiddingly. A good sign that means she really happy. It just makes me think about me and Reece. I didn't really feel nervous. he entered me. I reallllyyyy realllllyyyyy like him. c os my mums home and she'll start complaining. she said she can't come cos she's going out with her mum to some next place . I knocked on he r door and she opened hugging me tight. 'Hello. positive. Aw. Amayah: Me. loooo ls. i thought I 'd lose it first. I woke up the next morning laying next to him. so every things good. 'Ah.' I said nicely greeting her. Ki and Kortsz were having a sleepover at her yard early. He made this feel really special though. 'Yo bitch. She had a huge smile on her face. We've been going out for a year and a half and I've been planning to do it soon seeing as I have an earlier birthday than everyone and will be turnin g 17. he's so cute when he's asleep . By the way we can't make too much noise today unfortunately. We were both undressed now . He traced my whole body with his fingers. lovieyyy. you don't really get that. I was meant to be g oing Aidens yard but he said he had to go out with his boys soo. but she beat me to it loools.' We lipsed back again and unexpectedly. We carried on lipsing.
But sure she heard? I followed her to her room. I knocked on her mu ms door. 'Gee she always talks so seriously.'A boy 17. She walked off normall y. 'GIRLS. 'Come in. Police and forensic scientists have been at the scene for hou rs. like nothing happened. JUST WANT TO GO OUT. who has been found shot dea d in a park near WadernBridge has been named. . but loud enough to hear me.' 'Good afternoon Aunty Gloria. why you so interested in the news all of a sudden?' Kianna said irri tatingly.' She said to me. I don't know why. Kianna heard. Friends lay flowers to where he died. 'Ey.' My eyes popped out of their sockets. I heard th e door slam and that was just about the only noise I heard. Be careful girls. BE BACK LATER!' Aunty Gloria called out. Reece Mathews. They say that he has just been killed only several of ours ago.' We walked up the stairs.' I said sweetly. 'Goes to show who you hang around with these days.'Oh. How are you?' 'Fine. She caught my eye watching the tv which was showing bbc news.' I whispered so low. but I carried on watching the news. -commentator on bbc news. The silence was kill ing me.breaking news . 'Another boy dead this year. Maysz.' Kianna said looking for something in the dr awers. Let me go and greet your mum. She picked up her phone and put it against her ear.' I said innocently. 'Good afternoon darling. 'Kianna. I knew she did. 'Hows your studies?' 'Great.' I said to her.' She said and walked off downstairs in the ki tchen. it looked interesti ng.
. We woke up with tear stains all over our pillow.' I comforted her. She locked off. I couldn 't find myself to say the words. She called him again. he's . She turned round and looked at me.' 'Err. why's he not answering he's p hone. 'Kianna' I said more firmly this time. I put my arm around her. .. I was worried about her. 'ssshhh.' She replied casually. but I just didn't know what to do to help . she didn't even move. 'Hello?' I said confused. (8) She let it ring. She had no expression on her face.Love the way you lie.' Tears were starting to emerge from my eyes. I cradled her in my arms whilst stroking her hair.? That's strange.. I could slowly start to s ee the frustration on her face. he's. Ki just faced towards the ceili ng with a blank expression. Her phone was ringing. She didn't answer me so i walked t o the table and answered her phone.' Before sh e pressed the call button I said. 'I said. 'WHY ISNT HE F-CKING PICKING UP THE RASS PHONE!!!' She screamed and threw her ph one against the wall with great force. Her face was light and pale even though she is fully black. 'He's not gonna pick up Ki.'Who you calling?' I whispered. -Eminem ft Rhianna .'Who else?' Arrghhh.' I whispered. 'Cos he's. I think I'll call again. 'NOOOOOOOO!!!!' She shouted... W hat should I do in a time like this? We cried that's all we could do. She blanked me nicely. Whoever she was calling w asn't answering. 'Aren't you gonna answer it?' I said quietly. She went on her knees and cried softly. why not?' She acted baffled. he always answers it. she loo ked defeated. who are you calling?' 'Reece. 'Kianna.
' I said. so upsetting... I'm fine. 'Nahh I can't just leave you. especially in a time like this. Okay. there's been an incident and Kianna can't come to the phone right now. The last thing I heard was. Her lover has just been taken away from her.'Kianna is that you?' I heard a quiet Jamaican accent. Go see him. They were talk ing for ages.' 'Maya I'm serious.' 'Bye love.'Well I'm very aware of the incident.' I was about to lock off. Because that tragic inci dent happened to my son! My dear son. 'Ok. The person sounded sad.' I stood up from the bed. I'm so sorry MISS MATHEWS. 'Yeah. which worked..' 'What? And leave you here all alone.' She repli ed calmly. no.' She let out crying heavily. 'Ok..' I couldn't be bothered to argue anymore. What a sleepver eh? This moment was so dull. 'Erm. I got myself cleansed and ready. You should go see Aiden. I felt bad for her. 'Oh!' She sniffed. Just go have a good time..' Kiann a locked off the phone and sighed deeply. How could someone just take someones life aw ay by the click of their fingers. Take care.' 'Are you gonna be alright Ki?' I asked her. Its her best friend Amayah. 'No seriously. Fine. . Thats just damn selfish. Make do with the time that you've got now. Whatever. go.. 'Oh. Sorry. but they just kept coming back.' I walked up to her and gave her a hug. Tell er to come to the phone. Mathews.' She cried. I put my shoes and coat on.. 'Ms. She wiped the tears from her eyes.' I said her name loudly so Kianna would clock an d come to the phone. I could hear Reece's mum cry on the phon e too. You sure? . The funeral is next Friday. Look. She came out of the bed and took her phone of f my hand. 'Amayah. Byee. I'm so sorry.
I aint seen her in time. 'Sorry babes. McDonalds? A park? Hahha. It was scared. 'So where did you go. His face changed again. What the f-cks wrong with you? I'm just making convo and your their getting your knickers in a twist. Jheese. 'Ermm. I knocked on the door. Just carry on. whats happened?' .' I lock ed hands with him. 'Let's talk about s omething else.' 'Not that I don't like the attention mans getting from you. unexpectedly. Just wanna let you know how much I appreciate you and that.' 'Nah theres something wrong. whatever. I chose not to say anything about it. Can we just change the subject please. I jus t ran to hug him.I walked down the road seeing as Kianna and Aiden lived close. 'Nothing.. park aswell like say you and you r boys would jam in a kids park.' 'WHAT PARK. He opened the door looking proper dull.' 'Awww don't let me start. He didn't re turn my smile. 'Ey whats that for?' He asked.' I kissed my teeth. did you know him?' I asked. 'Do what? Ey babes. rage mixed in one.' He said harshly. j-jus-tt don't know what to do Aidsz. 'Nah. He walked up to me and kissed me. He never even answered me so I asked him again. 'Ok. So what did you do yesterday that was so interesting that you wen t with your boys instead of me?' I said cheekily.' He held me. Wagwarn with Kianna though.' As soon as I said his name his face cha nged. I didn't take that on bored. what was that for? 'I ain't been talking to no one. I just. I grinned at him. WHO'VE YOU BEEN CHATTING TO!' He shouted. my eyes were getting watery. but whats brought th is on?' 'Well ever since that boy Reece died . What is it babes?' 'Nothing man cha.
He tried to hold me and didn't even dodge my fists.. Wait a minute.. bmt.. Nice and hard. I killed him. 'Amayah. him. 'Amayah. Not to anyone.' I tried to make myself think this was all a dream. Just tell me you didn't do it and everything'll be fine.' .' I slapped him across his face. killed . but I can't.. Listen Maya babes I love you yeah. 'JUST TELL ME IT WASNT YOU!!!' I shouted. Her man Reece is dead. Why did he do it? He murdered my best friend's man. You hardly even say I like you let alone love. -' 'WHAT?SH-T THATS HER MAN? IF YOU'D HAVE TOLD ME THAT BEFORE THEN I WOULDN'T HAVE E . AAAHHH F-CKS SAKE. Didn't you?' I moved back away from him slowly. cleansed myself up as fast as I could and tried to get out of his yard. you never say that. Not him. I got out out the bed. You . please. 'Baby. 'You mean nothing to me no more.' 'WHAT?' Ok. it was me.. it was reality. I can't believe what had happened. 'I wish I could. I jumped. . I always will.' He said crying. I turned a round and realised that this wasn't my room. He got shot yesterday and .' His eyes began to water.'Kianna.' 'I.' He called. 'Why -w-wh-y did you say you love me? I me an. 'Oh my gosh. Why was I so frightened of him now? 'Don't call my name. He scared me. No.' 'NNNOOOOO !!!!' I screamed. 'You couldn. I'm really confused. 'You k-ki-kill-killed him.' I pleaded.. Tell me he didn't.. Tears were rolli ng down my cheeks.' I whispered quietly. please no. he wasn't the boy I fell for anymore. was .. I immediately saw Aiden sleeping ne xt to me. you?' He trie d to reach out to me. Its all just happening too fast. What the hell is going on.' Whats this boy talking about? 'You wouldn't have what? You wouldn't have what? Tell me. I woke up with a banging headache. It . she's so upset. He didn't say anything.t do that could you? But butt. Why did it have to be him? I ran up to him and started fist punding his chest. never forget that. But i t wasnt.
' 'You dickhead. But the mansz.' I ran my hands through my hair. 'I weren't meant to do it.' 'Aiden I can't do this. But I found out. I could hear them talki ng about Jayden and when I asked them what was wrong. 'Why then. I walked towards the bedroom door before I could clap him one. He made me feel safe despi te all the things hes done.' I started to w alk off.s your excuse. I have to tell her. 'How am I meant to tell Kianna?' 'What !? You can't. I just can't pretend that everything's gonna be fine. 'How could you be so stupid? Hol idng a strap in the first place. stirring it. I shot it. I still weren't gonna do it even though he was acting like that.' The anger that this boy has caused me right no w.' 'So what that. 'Well what did you expect me to do or say? What.t. They didn't tell me.' He whispered calmly. Why did you do it?' I stood there with my arms folded.' Was all i heard from him.' I started crying and he came over to me and hugged me. It was just to get him shook. 'Don't go. Just to threaten him.' 'So why did you end up doing it?' 'He weren't acting shook.' He said. 'Why not? She's my bestie. Things that would piss me off. We all ducked and went straight home. 'No. Gassed me up.'Please. Cos it won.' . next thing I know it's all over the n ews. you want me to tell you that ev erything's gonna be ok and it'll all go back to normal. I could hear in his voice that he really mea nt for me to listen. And they were talking about Jayden. He stabs your boy so you shoot him. He pulled my a rm. Just to get rid of everyth ing. I was telling them to shut up and my hand gripped on tighter. They were shouting the hea ds off stirring it even more. 'I was with my boys. I still didn't do it. Reece stabbed Jayden and put him in hospital. they started shouting yun nah. He was acting like a badman.
. I'm not doing this for you. But just to let you know.. she answered and went straig ht up. but it is actually har der than I thought to stop liking someone. I was planning to but I just couldn't find the words. not tellin g her or telling her? 'Kianna I've got something to tell you. Who said your my boyfriend anyway?' I kissed my teeth. That .' I will admit that I still liked Aiden..Well . I should stay over his yard.' 'Aiden seriously. I don't know why I didn't tell her. She'll be upset and go to the police. Please Aiden don't make me do this to her. please. I pressed the buzzer. I hate him so much right now.'Nah you can't. 'Errmm. ' Come on guys. wouldn't hurt her. If that's Ok with you. But if you want me to say I'm fine with that.' I looked at him. I'm doing it for her sake. And I kno w it's going to crush you and I love you so much no matter what. I kissed him on the cheek and left his yard and went st raight back to Kianna's flat. He's right. I couldn't. should she tell her or not'But. 'Maya. I just couldn't.' She looked at me waiting for me to say something. but cou ldn't stop the feelings.. It serves you right. I needed to think of someth ing to say. How cou ld I really look Kianna in the eye and tell her that it was my man who killed he rs? Nah. And you would shout at me?' I said. 'But Aiden.. 'So how was this gonna hurt me?' She asked confused. whatever.' I lied. Please. of course. 'Fine. so you can have a little space.' Sh-t i needed to think of something. She looked at me with a puzzled look. But.. I hated it.. Aiden k-k-alled and said that erm. and how will telling her that her bestfriend's boyfriend just killed hers sound like?' 'Don't you f-cking try and pin this on me. 'No you stop. ' Because I thought you'd get angry and that it would hurt you. This is so hard for me to say. No one told you to get a gun and takes someones life away. how do you expect me to keep this from her?' 'Yeah.. I walked out of his bedroom and into the corridor and went dow nstairs.' He had tears in his eyes again.' 'What she doesn't know. Could I really do this to her? Which one wouldn't hurt her most. He followed me straight down and said . quick. Seeing her made it even more diffic ult.
' 'It's Ok. 'I'm scared too.. . He moved towards me and pressed his lips against mine. c ah that's a really strong word. Nahh. I'd probably get ca ught in all of this. Then I ha d the courage to speak. 'I'm scared. I don't love him. 'Amayah?' He said surprised.' I told him. You should spend more time with him. I stared at him and he looked back. okay? Anyways. He got up and gave me a cuddle and whispered in my ear .' I sat down on his sofa. He tried to hug me but I pushed him away from me.' I didn't wanna go back there. I lied straight to her face because of you. 'Oh. a little bit uncomfortable. 'Your my rock. I burst into tears.' 'What? I mean. We locked hands and I kissed him again. Erm. Or maybe I could j ust go back home.was a terrible lie but she bought it. He answered.' I told him. yeah I should. But i genuinely really really liked him. I walked to his house and knocked on the door. I wanted to test him.' I told him 'Nah its ight. He sat next to me.' We looked in each others eyes.' I whispered. 'Do you love me?' I asked him trying to look serious. 'Why though? Why would you have any right to take someones life away.' I smiled. You have n o right.' He replied. you should go. Just to see what he w as going to say. for some strange odd reason. I've said enough lies. I don 't wanna say something that I don't mean. I could see him fiddling. 'We're in this together. I got some of my clothes from her yard and went to his house. 'I lied. There was this silence which lasted about 20 minutes. I wouldn't say I love you cah thas a big word and dat. Sorry. I soon pulle d away. 'Sorry. He looked confused. I didn't mean to make you feel uncomfortable. I was sure about this.
Babe not to bring it up again but we need to talk.'But I really do like you. I saw the caller ID. I was just about to lock off but then realised that I wanted to listen to th eir conversation.' Aiden said..' Amaya said to him. 'Hello beautiful last night was good. I couldn't find it and wasn't bother ed anymore. Aiden led me upstairs to his bedroom. We've only beat once and he hasn't pressured me to do anything. I know this is bad. She didn't reply. 'Is it about Reece?' Aiden asked her. Put it behind us and move on.. 'Morning to you too.' He said. Like no other girl before. Just then Aiden woke up. 'Yeah it was. the dumb b-tch called me by accide nt. I just knew. Why did you call me?' She never replied. what does she wa nt? I answered the phone regardless and heard her and Aiden talking. I lipsed him for long. she disturbed my sleep.' . Like the nosey b-tch I am. going around with my best friends ma ns killer. Oh. Did Aiden know him? 'Yeah. I knew he meant it. I woke up laying on Aiden's bare chest. 'Amayaaa? Amaya!! Answer me then!' I kissed my teeth getting bare agitated. KIANNA: I woke up to the sound of my new ringtone with my new phone seeing as I broke my old one: Rhianna . 'Morning babes. Err. I sat back down on the bed feeling something hard but not taking any notice of it. But I couldn't help not liking him. Yuck. I started looking for my phone cos I wan ted to call Kianna just to check up on her. -Amaya. My heart stopped as soon as he mentioned h is name.Only Girl. We shut the door. what you ringing me for?' I asked her annoyed.' She said. She obviously weren't talking to me. Well they do say the coldest love has the hottest ending. I just wanted to say that we should forget about it.oh. What the f-ck is g oing on. Behind closed doors we made love. it is. 'Mayaaaa.
'Where's the . I h-hearing correct. well none of this would be happening if it weren't for me. at him. No Amaya wouldn't lie to me. She wouldn't. it would crush her. It hurt him when I said it. there's school tomorrow so hopefully that'll take your mind off of it for a bit.' I shouted did it because I couldn't let Aiden think that everything was Ok was right. 'No it's not.. Aiden killed Reece? I dropped the phone from m y hands and stared into thin air completely frozen.' I heard Amaya say. What? What are these people talking about? When did Amaya lie to me? 'Well I couldn't exactly tell her the truth. He opened it but didn't take the gun out. I wish I d didn't he? He t 'Thanks..' Maya started to raise her voice.' 'Yeah your right.' I reassured him. g-gun?' I asked worriedly. He had to be shouted at. He . What was going on? I needed to listen more.. No it wasn't him. But he deserved it ook someones life away. 'It's alright hun. There was some wall under the draw like a secret safe.. ' This wouldn't be happening if you didn't kill Reece. 'Yeah.'How can I? How can I .' He said after I told him it was his fault that all of this was happeni ng. I tried to make it look like I didn't feel sorry for idn't say it now. the . None of this would. ?' He trailed off.. He walked to his draw and brought the draw out of the desk. c ould she? AMAYA: - 'This wouldn't be happening if you didn't kill Reece. He cried in my arms. Tears streamed down my cheek . I couldn't help but sit next to him and hold him.' Maya replied. You lied straight to Kianna's face for me.' What? Was . I only and what he did him. 'Ey.' He said. It couldn't be.
pressed the bell and walked off the bus with him. I looked at him and he put his JD bag on his shoulder. Why was love so complicated ? Couldn't love be butterflies and rainbows. 'I'm not scared. I didn't want to talk. I just wanted to get this over and d one with. He also got ready and we both got dressed.' I got up.' I said nervous. 'Why do you come here?' He asked confused. We jumped on the bus and had some long bus journey in silence. 'Take it out. We need to get rid of i t. We walked through th is dark alley way and into this small private trampy river. I was terrified. I woke up and rushed to the bathroom before Aiden could use it. 'Where we going?' He asked. I didn't answer him. 'I don't come here. I told him to get out so I could shower. 'Just get rid of it.I realised I never had a uniform. He threw it with no thought. The sound of the strap touching the river relieved me.' He looked at me as if I was crazy. We both brushed our teeth in silence. I breathed out d eeply. I knew my mum was out at work so I quickly ran over to my yard and collected my uniform then run back before anyone could see me.notice my heavy breathing and shut the safe door. He then got a cloth then rapped the gun it an d put it in his bag. I just know this place.' He told me. We walked off and headed to his yard. He held me for the rest of the journey. Does it have to be problems. I rushed back to the bathroom again and got myslef ready. We stood at the edge of the river. closing my eyes.' He got the strap out. . Aiden started banging on the door.' I lied. 'I didn't mean to scare you. thanking that this weapon was finally gone. Why ca n't love be so simple and straight forward. We headed out the door. boy he could tak e ages in the bathroom. The water pouring down in the shower relieved all the tensio ns I was feeling. I managed to say 'The sooner we get rid of it the better. He hugged me tight whilst I watched the gun sink down.
He's always working then after he always goes somewhere with his friends. . 'Do you think anyone heard when she said you k. What is up with her? She looked proper angry. Everyone was looking and Aiden and some boy Jamal came and pulled us two apart. 'Aiden where's your dad been? I ain't seen him in the weekend. Kianna only had a few scratches with a teeny bit of blood nothing major compared to mine. I was ready and had to wait for Aiden. I'm supposed to take long.. everyone was watching me. Gee. H e hardly comes back home. I saw Kianna. I was proper embarassed. 'Aiden just act casual yeah. I thought she was getti ng better. She kicked me to the ground and boxed me in my face.. 'I'm a girl. no make up on. She knew I couldn't believe it. 'GET OFF ME YOU MURDERING B-STARD!!' Kianna screamed at him.' I asked him. Kianna started p unching and kicking me. I tried to fight back but I just couldn't. your taking pure long and dat. We were soon ready and we walked to school with his arm around me. can you hurry up! Otherwise we're gonna be late.' I yelled. Kianna walked up to us. I couldn't cry it all just happened so fast.' I soon stepped out the bathroom all gir lied up and ready for school.' I told him. Aide n's arm went stiff around me he noticed her coming. She looked at me with hate.' 'Oh.' 'Oh. he made me smile. My nose was bleeding.Aiden realised the expression on my face and came and gave me a cuddle. Before I could even think anymore I recieved a blow to my face. I couldn't b elieve she knew. Anyways. But how? We walked away from where the fight took place and wal ked into school which was nearby. Kianna looks really weird and angry. And I made him too. I guess ever since he got rid of the g un everything went back to normal. What was going on? 'Aiden. He soon came out and gave me a kiss. Look' I pointed to her to him. We talked a l ot in our journey there. Aiden he ld Kianna then she shouted. Aiden immediately l et go of her and stood there stun.' Aiden moaned. more than usual. her face was dull and gloomy.'Ey man Maya.
' I shouted at her. Forget it.. I walked into the toi let and suddenly notice Kianna.' He kissed me and he walked off to his lesson.' 'Don't please. She laughed right in my face.' 'COMPLICATED?' 'WHAT YOU DON'T KNOW. 'Yeah?' I said quietly. No one was aware.'No. DOESN'T HURT YOU. But Kianna know knew and could go to the police about this. 'What did you expect me to do Amaya? His family grieves every second whilst you go on sleeping with his killer. We were about to go first period when I needed to use the toilet. then you should be.' I started to cry. everything wouldn't have been so complicated as it is now. 'Why did you do it? Why did you lie?' 'I didn't want to hurt you. I turned round and went back inside.' 'This is why I didn't tell you. 'Maya.' 'Yeah baby. to. looking me in the eye s. I couldn't help it. Coming soon. I hoped not. She slapped me and th at silenced me.' 'Your a b-tch. I can't believe you lied to my face .' She said.' I tried to stay calm but it wasn't working cos I co uld start to feel my eyes water. You could have told me. maya. 'Babes Im just gonna go toilet quick. I really am.' I still couldn't help but think someone heard.' She made it sound so dirty. 'How dare you? So you think I don't deserve to know? And anyways if your worried that I'm going to go to the police and snake out your knight in shining armour. 'Well you did a great job of trying to not hurt me didn't you?' 'I'm sorry. . I quickly tried to turn back outside but I knew she noticed me.' She laughed. no one heard. I didn't want everything to be complicated.. They din 'trealise what she was saying cos she never said you killed Reece she just said you murdering. You made his death sound like a story lik e his death had no meaning. That's what you are.. to. 'How did you even know?' 'Does it really matter? Your stupid self went and called me by accident whilst t alking to. Everyone was just paying attention to the fight.
' She shouted at him not even finishing her sen tence. but taht didn't stop me. He got up out of his seat and followed us. Only when I was walking with Kianna away from Aiden was then I realised I loved Aiden.' 'Ok. By now Aiden had rushed outside to see what was going on. 'Kianna. I can't even say his name. I get it but please we can make everything alright.' I begged her. he's always there. it's either you choose me or him.' Aiden told me.' 'Kianna please stop it. take your pick. I ran past the cla ss I was meant to be in and saw Aiden looking shocked. gosh his eyes. Aiden on one side. 'How could you even talk to him? Just knowing what he did. Your my best friend please.' 'Don't tell me what to do.' 'Kianna don't make me do this please. She ran her fingers through her hair. ruining everyth ing. wait!' I shouted after her. We ran past classrooms and everyone started looking as usual. I carried on running after Kianna. his eyes.' I whispered. 'Dont talk to her you pathetic.' She snapped. I looked at Kianna's eyes. please.. they were filled with hurt . let's give her some space. please don. 'You know what Maya. 'Dont be like this? Well how would you act when you find out your best friend li ed to you.t be like this. 'Just both of you stop. I walked in Kianna's direction and walked off with her . I followed her. She ran past me. I do love him. 'You see?' Kianna pointed to Aiden. 'I'm sorry.' Aiden's eyes glared at me.. Kianna at the other then me in the middle. I looked back at Aiden. 'Kianna. . It was just us three in the middle of the road. 'You see.'What am I gonna do?' She burst into tears. how much I loved him. Your not my best friend.' 'Maya come back inside.' I said crying.
t make a right. We got to her yard. be back soon. 'Maya.' That silenced her.' I called to her.' I whispered but I knew she could hear me. Your precious Reece could've turned out to be a murderer.' I spoke plainly. 'He put Jayden in Hospital.' 'Yeah whatever don't take too long.' 'He ain't an angel like you fink he is. Tell me why. She has been my best friend f or 13 years. I couldn't be badmind and say all these things to her. . but tha t's just what friends do. I jogged down the stairs and up to her.' I told her sympathetically. I chose Kianna even though I loved him. I just decided to gome and jam. even though Reece done them things it still doesn't mean he deserves to b e killed. I tried not to think about Maya.' 'You wouldn't want to know. 'I'm just gonna shop quick to buy chinese. Two wrongs don. I instantly saw Amaya going to some Beijing chinese shop.We walked along in silence when Kianna said 'I don't want you talking to him. I sat on the sofa and stared into thin air reminiscing the l ast events. How would that make me look if I picked Aiden over her. The way Kian na took her from me hurt me so much.' 'Of course I want to know. 'Don't play games. 'Why did he kill him?' 'I don't know. I had to listen to her. Tell me why he killed my Reece. It was him.' AIDEN: The way Amaya left me hanging was then I realised that I loved her. She soon started asking question about the murder which I had to ans wer. What did Reece ever deserve to be killed. I didn't even bother to go back to school. just be getting bare grief from the teachers. but it didn't work. but I didn't answer them to my best ability. 'Look. I had to comfort her.' 'What? What are you talking about ?' 'He stabbed Jayden. She didn't answer me and I was really starting to get bored and hungry. Jus t as I was opening the door. Yeah. I walked to my door trying not to look at Kianna's house seeing as it was just a couple doorsteps away. 'Ki. She turned around and when she saw me she gasped slightly. Aiden that I've only known a year and half.' I looked at her .' 'Ok' I replied obediently.
'KIANNA!!!' I banged on the door harder. 'Dat woo be £4. He payed for it and we walked out the shop. I looked in all the rooms including hers .' I walked back to Ki's yard and knocked on the door. People were still watching me probably thi nking I am some next burgular.' 'Yeah babe. I got frustrated . she's just taking a bath. And we're in the o pen for her to see us so. I loved him so much and didn't wanna leave him. 'Ki. It's me.' 'Its £4.. Where has this b-tch gone? 'Ki.' He gave me 'the look' So I just gave in. no big deal. I knocked on the door again. 'I dunno. People on the street were starting to watch me and I was getting embarrassed.' 'We could meet up in secret and.20 miss. I knocked on the bathroom door. AMAYA : I looked up at him forgeting my food and kissed him. Why isn't this girl answering? 'KIAANNNAAAA !!!!!' I screamed one last time.'Aiden. 'Lemme pay. See you later. I could hea r the bathroom tap running into a bath. where are you big man ting. 'Nahh it's cool. Yum m. it opened... I looked in the living room and she weren't there. let me pay. where you?' I said.' She let out and came and cuddled me tightly. 'What are we gonna do?' I asked him..' 'Hold let me get my food. I'm back. I had to be with him. But that didn't mean choosing him over Kianna. 'Don't leave me again.' I walked to the counter and recieved my Chinese . I screamed. 'Ki. No answer. 'Nah. she weren't there. harder. Kianna's gonna be expecting me. I've gotta go now babe. I lo oked in the kitchen. I stroked her hair. Luckily.' Gal like me pays for myself.' Aiden said. I tried to open the door but it was locked.' No reply I started to get worried. . I noticed the living room window was open so I climbed into it carefully. he couldn't even speak properly. 'Erm. stood back and s lammed my shoulder into the door. open up.' I said to her.20.' The chinese man said.' No reply. Oh.
I'm still surprised that my Kianna would do this.' . 'Amayah. Alive and Well. I'm no t gonna lie. I didn't even get to answer her cos the nurse came out and told us that we could c ome in. I gave her CPR again.I -' She trailed off.' I could see tears emerging from her eyes too rolling straight down to the floor. 'KIAAANNAAA !!!' I screamed in horror. Tears streamed from my eyes. Thank God she' s alive.' 'Just praise the Lord. Luckily this time she spluttered out water. I did CPR and started to panic after she was not gaining consciousness. I checked her pules. I ran my hands through my hair. Kilonshele?' Aunty Gloria spoke. I cried hard whilst stroking her hair. nothing changed and her pulse was getting even slower . Please wake up Kianna. I heard the doors swing open. Gosh. 'Kianna. I stayed with her all the way to the hospital.' I said trying to make it believable. I grabbed her and pulled her out of the bath tub and layed her on the floor. I done CPR.' 'Yes Aunty. 'She erm.. Why would you do that?' I cried. I buried my face in my hands and cried softly. Please wake up Kianna. I just watched. I remembered going to summer camp in year 7 and studying first aid. 'Don't ever do that again. What is happeneing? What is going on?' Aunty Gloria asked worriedly.' I did CPR again and again. I q uickly got some towels and placed them ontop of her to make her warm. It took long quite a bit cos of my finge rs shaking. ah ah. 'Come on.I ran to the bath and and saw Kianna laying in the bath with water over her. I started to think she wasn't gonna make. Kianna never answered. I quickly got my phone out and dialed 999. 'Kianna. I was shaking like mad. I pray to God that she do es. Nurses and Doctors were buzzing a round her checking if everything was fine with her. 'I. 'Is it true Kianna?' 'Yes. she was relaxing in the bath then slipped. You know how a rubbish swi mmer she is so she couldn't swim. Her pulse was very slow. Thank you so much Amaya for helping her in need.I. that you are Ok. please. g ee it felt like there was no heartbeat. I sat on the w aiting chair.
It said To Aiden? Link me at Thurndseley Park. I had to stop being selfish.' She answered plainly. I had a good loving boyfriend then gets shot by my bestfriends man. Once and for all.'Mum. 'You scared me. I promise you. My mothers hardly at home and I hardly get to spend time with her. No one. 'How would you react with a situation like m ine?' 'I don't know. Forg eting about the rain. anything but not suicide. But you can't even do that right can you? Instead. I ran my fingers through my hair think about what I was going to say to Aiden. Why?' . 'Did I? Good. 'Have you been crying?' He asked checking out my face. 'Your right.' With that and she left.' I knew the only solution to all our problems.' I walked out the ward into the corridor. Your my bestfriend I should do anything for you. you know. My dads gone and f-cked off somewhere with a new wife and some kids. Why would you do that?' 'Because I'm not HAPPY!' She cried. I quickly sent Aiden a text message before I would change my mind. I have got anything!!' I cuddled her even though at first she didn't want me to. x Amaya xI said bye to Kianna and her mum then walked out the hospital. waiting with his hood up. Then my bestfriend finds out and keeps it hidden from me. I saw him standing.' 'Oh shut up. great I aint even got an umbrella. I'm going to end i t with him. you link him when my back is turn ed. I walked to the park and noticed started to rain. Then I asks my bestfriend to do one thing which was to stay away from him. That hurts. 'Why. I nodded my head. I hardly see my older brother and my sisters.' I told her. I have no one to trus t. I walked up to him and gave him a hug. We cried together. Kianna's in hospital.' 'What. 'Aiden. Life at home is dark. you know. Now. 'Seeing you and Aiden all loved up when I have no one to love causes me pain cos it's what I never had. Could you go downstairs and get me something to eat?' 'Yes my dear.
I knew I loved him too. He took off his hoodie and told me to have it. he slowly started to realise.'She tried to drown herself' I said trying to fight back the tears..' He said indicating to hug him. Bu t it didn't matter cos he was soaked too.' 'No. It's hurting too many people. afraid so. 'So this is it.t care. cold.' I took it and softly touched my lips on his and then walked off. heavily.. I was shivering cold too. Finish what you were gonna say. We both had tea rs in our eyes. but Reece's family. I didn't wanna talk anymore. It was actually over. She's Puerto Rica n. My soaked hair was dripping all over his hoodie. 'Yeah. The rain started pouring down. I've put her through too much pain.' 'Go on say it. I cuddled him tightly. I was crying.' 'Not only her. I couldn't believe it.' We lipsed softly and passionate in the rain for at least two minutes. I didn't wanna let go. I just went home.t in the mood to talk now. A lot of people always say my mums really pretty but I don't really see it. It was a bit of a shock but we h ad been going out for a year and half. I've known her for so many years.' We were standing in the raining getting soaked.' I said. He hugged me tight.' I cried by myself. Why did she do that?' When I pulled away from his hug.' 'I love Kianna. 'Come here baby. I pulled away and was frickin soaking wet. My mum was so nice to be honest. 'We can't be together. 'Erm young lady why are you soaking wet?' My mum asked. It's only hurting Kianna. you plum?' 'Just take it. I knew my mum was at ho me but I didn. I guess she's alright. but I had to. yeah?' He finally spoke. . 'I love you too Aiden. He didn't even answer me. 'I love you.t even go back to the hospital. What would my mum think if she new I was dati ng the. 'Why. I wasn. 'Why would I have it when it's soaking wet too. 'Aiden I'm so sorry. I didn.' He said to me for the first time.
always. ' 'Mum. I believe you. créanme' 'Ok. My mums not like the strict parents. it's time I grew up. get changed and come and talk to me after. She's quite easy going. No. 'There's this boy. we had our conversation for ages. it weren't just any random boy. please don't be angry with me. 'You go upstairs. no. creer lo que me dijiste. But we found something else to talk about. a good guees. ?' I knew what she was trying to say. 'I-I-I . Te lo prometo.' She started.. This is more serious than I thought. You will be punished for your actions and I believe that the re's still some more information that you don't want to tell me. put some fresh new pyjamas on and came downstairs and sat on the sofa next to my mum.' I said bursting into tears. whose made you feel loved an d your pressured to have sex with him?' She guessed. ¿Por qué sin embargo.Puedo. I'd sometimes mix english and spanish together. But what will she say when I've ans wered her question? But true say I'm sixteen. She stroked my wet hair and comforted me. she's pu ertorican.' 'I promise mum. She came and hugged me despite my wetness. .' I begged. I'm legal and I don't need my mum looking out for me all the time. mi hija. 'Mum I can't talk about it..' I had to stop it there. answering her question. 'Ok. we even ended up falling asleep with eachother on the sofa. 'Ok.' 'So why didn't you go back to her house?' 'Mum I just wanted to see you.' I tell my mum everything. I was certainly not ready to tell her all what went down with Kian na and Aiden.' Mum said softly. hmm?' She asked. 'So what's this all about then. ' But I just wish ed you'd have come talk to me earlier. I walked upstairs and went straight to the bathroom and had a nice hot realxing bubble bath. let me guess. I felt like I was grown up but the onl y reason why I had tears in my eyes was because I knew she was disappointed in m e.. Have you . I always speaked spanish to my mum..' I kept quiet. very close. you know. But I always tal ked to her in Spanish.' She cursed. have you .. 'Of course i'm angry you maldita bolsa de mierda. actually. But could I tell her about this. por favor. ¿por qué? ' She spoke in spanish. 'Oh God. I nodded my head. I came out and blow dried my frizzed up hair.'I was at Kianna's house then we went to the Chinese shop and came back soaked.
I was jammi ng on my bed listening to my iPod.I hardly even see my dad. And after we both s eperated our ways and went to Uni.. Everythings all good. My A Level results were good too. but we just weren't ready yet to move all the way to Germany.t stop having quick glance s at each other but nothing ever did really happen. He's just living in Germ any on a top business.. when I recieved a text. I done really well on my GCSE'S I got B . I was really quite thrilled. Me and Kianna were as strong as ever. I haven't even so much as glanced at one. Of course there's never been a boy since. and no they haven't split up.s sake . I am now at a rea lly good university and is studying Law and English. Yess. It was definitely hard at first because we obviously couldn.ENGLISH C . Yess definitely need a girls day out. I just faced my studies for 3 good years. I sent a text back: To Kortney: . But things started to change drastcially after three years. I was having a break from Uni and visited my mum every now and then. I mean after the spli t we obviously saw each other at school but we never talked.SPANISH C . We just slowly drifted away from eachother. Of course he lived down the road from me but I still never really saw him.HISTORY A* .SCIENCE . 3 years later and I was in uni.SCIENCE .CHEMISTRY B . I don't see Aiden anymore.MATHS A .BIOLOGY B .RELIGIOUS STUDIES B . especially for Kianna. Come West End with me pleeeaaaaaseeeee ! From Kortney. Of course my mum and I were invited to come with him. 19 years old now yepp big girl now.BUSINESS STUDIES.
We just got pampered.' 'Out? You spend all your time work. whareverr I'm coming. 2 minutes later I recieved a message from Kortney again saying: To Kianna Booo you whore. . work and you come home to visit and yo u don. 'Mum. W here we got some next seaweed scrub. We then went to some Mexican restaurant and had a little Spanish moment when eve ryone started getting up and dancing to the music.t seen Kortney for like ages.t want to even spend time with your mum. you stink. Loooools :) My mum came downstairs and we got ready to go.' Her face lit up and she went upstairs to get ready. madre(mum) says I need to spend time with her. this defini tely beats a day out in West. 'Okay. I was just about to go out the door when my mum shots from the stairs 'Oi Chica! Where you going?' 'Out. I got myself nicely ready. gee I felt so relaxed. She took me to some spa centre.' She looked proper disappointed in her face. well mum I ain. To Kortney: Sorry chica. We came out in laughter and started to walk home a little bit tipsy. From Amaya.' 'Fine. massaged. I'm just gonna pop over Kianna's yard just to jam a bit. Whatever I'll spend time with you. work. no fun at all.' I walked her to our door and waved her in.' I told her. Then walked off down the road to Kian na's yard.Yeah yeah .' 'Yeah.' From Amaya. can't come.
He was too busy putting ite ms into some truck.' I started to tremble. I couldn't stop loving him.' She said comforting me. Noo. You keep your head held high and sort it out. I thought about replying 'me' but I didn. He never clocked me. Oh gosh. Whats the point of staying for me. 'What's going on?' I asked him from behind. and out the door. We both know that's not true anyways.My eyes began to water . 'Hey chica. I was just about to walk off when I saw someone moving near the window. him still being unaware of my presence. Wh y should he stay for me. your not a little girl anymore. He's moving to America. go get hi m. I couldn't believe h e was gone. just He's gone. I had a moment to myself and soon ran d own the road. 'I'm not crying. 'Bye. He turned around and looked at me with shock. please don't tell me what I think is happening.' 'My dad's got a job in America and I told him that I'd be more than happy to fol low him. I left him in the rain. just like that. I was too late.I stopped as soon as I saw him. 'What's there to stay for?' He asked.t let him leave. He's leaving me. God. I couldn.t be.t answer that question.. bye. Don't go. He made me weak at the knees. Oh no.t dare. . until I reached his house.' 'Ssshhh.' I said to him Well what could I say. I wal ked up to him slowing.. But I could tell he was watching me until he couldn't see me anymore. 'Yeah. never. I'm moving. 'I'm. You can't. The truck wasn't there anymore. I couldn. Gee. Bun Kianna's house.' He kissed my cheek then walked off. 'Please. Your 19. I got home and went straight to my room but got disturbed on the way by my mothe r. But I d idn't cry. I didn't even look back at him when I walked back home. he couldn't go. It's just . he was so perfect in his own little way.' He said quietly still not over the fact that the girl he lov ed that he hadn't seen for three years was standing right in front of him. I could never get tired o f seeing him.. 'No.. we doin't go out anymore. he was leaving me. Noo. And the door was left open. those eyes. But he was gone. And I aint gonna see him again. Please stay. I love him. I looked up at the sky letting the wind blow my hair about. I really loved him. 'Why you crying?' She asked.' I ran down the stairs. you can't keep running back to me. I couldn. If you want him.
I thought long and hard and decided not to go through with it. I walked to the stairs slowly and soon came downstairs. I was so hurt.t. But something stopped me.I can. eager to s ee him. I said to him. I've already made plans. mans was bare thinking it was a bu rglar and ting.. me. until I looked at his face.' I said to her.' I told him. His eyes too looked deeply into mine. He pulled away. but could I have him? . We li psed for so long it was unbelieveable. 'My dad's waiting for me. was i t because of me.. Gee. I wanted him. you got. I still decided to check downstairs just out of curiosity. I looked for a top that was supposed to be layed out on a matress. honestly His face changed and he walked up to me and pressed his lips against mine. I couldn't do this. But what was there to burgle.' 'I . MAYA : I turned around as soon as I heard him calling my name. AIDEN : I heard someone open the door and run inside. 'Yeah?' He asked seriously. I got to the stairs and thought about what I w as doing... She turned round and looked at me. Stay with me. it was him. 'Well. dont go. I wasn't going to say anything to him. you said 'what have I got to stay for?'. all my stuff was gone and I'll soo n be leaving. I need to go. Stay. I couldn't fi nd it and just decided to go downstairs topless anyways. She was just about to walk out the door and still didn 't realise my presence in the room. 'Earlier on. I loved him and didn't want to l et him go. gosh I miss t hat face. I stopped when I saw her. He probably didn't even love me anymor e.' He unwrapped his arms around me and went back upstairs.Omfd. he's just planned his life out and I would come ru nning in after three years to destroy it.' 'What? No. My heart skipped a beat and I ran inside the house. She looked hurt. 'Maya.
' He was silenced. I got up from the matress and started puting my clothes on. as you said last time we spoke.' 'Yes you can. But no. Past tense. Love's worth fighting for.. I pushed him towards the matres s on the floor. forcing him. sh-t. He looked at the time.' 'Maysz. So sleeping with me just now was like a good bye a present? I thought we ha d something. I wasn't letting him go that easy. I loved you. I was about to walk off.' 'NO!' He shouted. we can't be together. He tried to pull awa y but I pushed his head closer. pulled him towards my lips and kissed him. it's hurting too m any people.' 'No.. why? I thought we sorted things out.' 'What. I was stunned.' 'Do this for me. Loved.' 'I can't. We woke up to sunshine shining on our face. more passionate. so we could go soon.I followed him upstairs.' 'It's not that easy. I've got my life sorted. Our kissing soon turned deeper.. ' 'Loved?' He asked. . 'I'm supposed to be going to be meeting my dad soon. He slid off my top and things went on from there. no drama. Your leaving when I came back so we could be together again. I ran up to him. we didn't.. just admit it.. 'Yeah.' 'What?' I asked baffled. shocked. 'You can stay with me.' 'But. Just tell your dad that things have changed.' 'Ok. I feel free. 'Aaaaah. you don't want to be with me anymore.
My eyes started to water thinking about her. Lemme just put some clothes on. Course. 'You alright son?' My dad asked. leaving me standing there on my ones.. she was probably hating my guts.yeah.. Amaya.AIDEN: The car drove off and I couldn't look back at her...' I looked at him.. He looked at me for the last time and the car drove off. 'Your coming. He quickly got dressed and we walked down the stairs.. Look ing hopeless. 'Kai. I'm ready. 'Yeah. dad?' . His dad's car started beeping outside. The only reason why I was so harsh was because I didn't want to fall for her again.' 'Ok. now?' .' I couldn't help thinking about Amaya...' . 'Your outside?' ... He kissed my cheek but I pushed him off me instantly. Just wait I'm coming down in 5 minutes. 'Yeah man.. it took all what I had not to even stay with her.' . I didn't wanna give in so I act ed like a big man..' I looked at him. 'Hello. 'Bye.His phone started ringing and he answered it. I saw his dad in the passengers seat and he sat at the back..... I'm on my way...... We went outside and he walked into the car. .
I couldn't just leave all my life plans. no second thoughts. 'Well son.' 'Like where.' 'Please dad.We were still driving and my mind was driving me nuts. you are an adult. I like being here.' 'Dad. We will be there in about 20 minutes.' 'Well.' He cur sed. Whats so important right now?' 'Amaya. .' 'What? Driver.' I lied act ing the best I could. I don't want to go. my friends are here. Dad please. if it doesn't work out amma be on that plane stra ight up.. let's go come one. She was always there for me even when I hit rock bottom. I had to move on right? But I was prepared to take the risks.' 'What's brought this on. if there's no traffic. pull up for a second. You have to let me. I need to go back. if it didn't work out then I would leave. you were eager to go last week. I'm getting older and it's time I make some choices of my own./ 'You know whatever do whatever you want with your rass life. Listen to me. You don't have to have a new manager. I want to go back I ain't seen this through properly. I just.' 'No.' 'Dad. Let's go I've booked the flights. No son. if I stay everything would be fine. I'm gonna have a great life here. One shot at this.' 'Dad.' 'Sit down son. I'm the new manager of you r business. 'Dad.' The driver parked near a curb and we both got out.' 'I aint joking anymore come on.' 'Who?' 'Dad. I need to get out.' I said like a battyman. 'Whats wrong now?' 'Dad.' 'What?' 'I need to go somewhere. Bumbaclart. What was I thinking I nee ded her.
' She said surprised. Actions speaks louder than words alie? 'No.' I needed to change the subject otherwise I'd just get even more worried. 'F-ck off.' 'So?' She said. although he was still angry at my decision he came and ga ve me a manly hug. 'Aiden.' She came back to me and lipsed m e. She's older and maturer she will unde rstand. We can't be living in terror of what she might do. 'I'm staying.' 'Don't worry. Wha t about Kianna?' I could see the worry in her eyes as she just realised what happened 3 years ago . She's cool just act yourself.. 'See you son.' To think about it. 'What about Kianna?' 'Are you mad? Are you insane?' 'Look. 'Where's your mum?' I asked. I knocked on her door. I'm not that easy. cos if we did we would've ended up arguing. AMAYA: .' She said trying to close the door.' She said pulling away.' 'Oh. 'Go away Aiden. low me man. We were so young back then. she just went shop quick. it's fine. so the door w ouldn't close.'Bye dad. cos like this will be the first time I meet her. 'Wait.' I just realised what we were doing and how dangerous this is.' I pushed past her and came inside. we're old enough to do what we want. I put my foot out . I just placed my lips on hers. 'Ahh. she'll be here anytime soon. I didn't want to talk. you plum.' I got a cab and came rushing straight back. I threw away my life plan for y ou. I didn't really know what to say.' I told him. I'm done with you.' We sat down and watched tv with her face on my chest cuddling together like a ni ce couple. 'Oh. 'Stop. What she like. yeah?' She reassured me. I just passed AMERICA for you. ' Aaah you know what f-ck it. 'Kay.
'STOPPP!!' I said barely being able to breathe. She mouthed to me that he's gorgeous. We stood up and we greeted her.' She said to the both of us. jhees he took long. looools the perv. Yeah you know the word of mouth.' 'I know. I heard you good with them soft lips..' 'Oh. 'Loools your so gay.' He laughedd. 'Mum. 'Ermm..' He came back like twenty minutes later. 'Nah.' 'Oh. 'Coming back. We went upstairs to my room and jammed for a bit. you got me scared.' Was all she said. 'Your mum's nice.' 'We aint talked for so longg boy.' I kissed my teeth playfully at my mum. I already know cos she can't stop talking about him. 'Hola. Gee. My mum soon went in the kitchen to prepare dinner for all of us. Nice to meet yo u. He layed me down on my bed and kissed me. My mum was proper talking to Aiden like they knew eachother from tiiimmmmmeee.' Her eyes widened in shock. stop my mums downstairs she will hear us. this is . un educated boy. 'Hmmm. 'Hahaha. 'When you going back to Uni babes?' He asked.' I told him. So already getting paid like mad.' He told me. Aiden.' He soon stopped and lipsed m e for ages. I giggled so much.' 'See. 'Oh. got me bare thinking you were some next jobless. he started tickling me and I'm PROPER ticklish. Things seem so mu . just finished my exams so i've got three months off. R andomly.All I hear next is my mum barging through the door. 'You?' 'Nah bun Uni.' 'The square root of 69 is 8. I've already took ov er my dad's business innit. I don't go. told you. just need to phone the boys let them know whats gwarning.' I said kissing him. I still can't believe all the drama we had back then.
. Truss. I will. but we're still close.' 'Well if it's only down the road then why can't you stay?' 'Mum. that you could come and live with me in my yard. she will probably be fine with it.' Ohh my days. tell him I said thank you.' 'And any problems you come and talk to me. I can't believe it! I'm gonna move in with Aiden. but he's cool..' 'Do you even go to the same Uni as her. 'Muy bien.' 'No.' His phone started to ring and he went and answered it. 'Yo bee.' 'K.' 'Nahh. Okay.' 'Is he alright?' 'Yeah course. Trust me. .' 'Fo' Real?' 'Yeah.' She looked at me and gave up. Please it's only down the road.' 'Oh.' 'I kind of basically told him the truth about why I stayed cos I didn't wanna li e to him and dat. good good.' 'Yeah. seen. But you always visit. We still ain't even told Kianna.ch simpler right now. We sat down and ate at the table when I felt that now was the time to tell her. I started to pack my stuff eagerly then my mum called and shouted that dinner was ready. He said.' 'I told you.' 'Ohhh. that was my dad. Aww I'm bare e hapss. He yet agai n left me for like 10 minutes talking. are uni's are not that fa r away. Just please let me do this. We live together you plum. dead that. It's a bit rushed don't you think?' 'Mum. 'Mum.' 'Omyy dayss.' 'Hmmm?' 'How would you feel if I moved in with Aiden?' 'Seriously. just a little bit pissed that I left him.
it's alright go ahead. 'Yeah. . 'I can't believe we're actually doing this.' 'Kianna. I love you baby girl.' 'Oh ight then.' I couldn't believe what my ears were listening to. You were right. I think she just got back.' 'Are you serious?' 'Yeah .' She was coming out of a cab.' I called out. But we had to get through it. I will don't worry mum. I noticed Kianna.' 'No.' He still looked worried though. I sat down on his one man matress next to him. 'Kianna. You two should go ahead and b e with eachother.' She walked in the direction to her house. I can't get inbetween your love.' I told him. I 'm sure Kianna would understand. 'We've gotta go and tell Kianna. 'Yeah your right. 'Kianna. We walked on the streets hand in hand looking like a real geed up couple.' I said clinging to his arm. Kianna's over there. I thought I made it pretty clear that I didn't want you two together. I hugged Aiden and we went back to his yard. we love each other. 'You won't do anything stupid when you get home right?' 'No. 'She spotted us hand in hand.course.' I could see he was a bit scared.' 'You know I love you too. I mean OUR yard. Don't get inbetween us.I wondered why.' She looked at Aiden then me. she's at home. She turned round. 'Whats going on?' She asked. Please. listen to me babe.' I replied. She just came today from Uni.'Yeah. 'Yeah. 'Aiden. 'I told you everything was gonna be ok. Everything'll be fine' We finished our dinner then went upstairs.
I came out and asked him.' 'What no Aiden. Not beat. Who called them? Aiden we've gotta go. I pushed him to lie down his matress. My heart skipped a beat. I climbed over him. He took then started on ter that. We lipsed again and he brushed his tongue against mine. 'Oh my gosh. 'Nah. he unstrapped my bra and I took off his boxers. through flat on his shi his. there's nothing we can do. I took off rt whilst he undid my buttons on my denim jeans.' I went out to the shops and bought a couple of things to make a sexxy dinner and something that I haven't even tried ever before. It's just gonna take a while of getting used to that's all.' I called over to him from the kitchen where I was m aking food. I burst out crying to him.yeah whatever. Couple days have passed and living with him has been the best days yet. 'Do you want me to make you a sandwich?' He asked like a sweetboy. 'Yeah. not mash. I he ard a knock on our door. 'Why they here?' 'Amaya calm down. We went all night long. 'Rahh. She's not. 'OPEN UP POLICEMAN. we can't they've probably surrounded everywhere. Do you think she's pissed off at me?' 'Nah. quickly.' He reassured me. I went to the toilet quickly cos I really needed a wee.'Come here.' They shouted from outside. All of a sudden pure police sirens shone on our windows and the noise the sirens were making were unbearable. Af I loved him so much.' He said with tears coming out of his eyes. The food was left to boil itself and I went to cuddle up with Aiden watching Eastenders. . you took ages in there Maysz. your probably right. what are we gonna do?' I cried to Aiden. It was coming to nightfall. still with our lips locked. It's over. it's cool babes. I soon came home and greeted Aiden with a kiss.' 'Nahh Maya. We made love.' I said indicating him to kiss me. I ain't spoken to Kianna lately. Not f*cked.' ' Yeah. not lash. He put his hands my hair and I wrapped my arms around his neck.
I will back you up. some was trying to maintain Aiden and s ome holding me back.Please. Some police men were looking for things. I knew it was her. I stood there for about two minuted wondering what would happen next. arresting him. Do you understand?' 'Yeah. 'NOOOOO!!' I screamed. You have the right to remain silent. I pushed past them w ith all my might and ran outside to where Aiden was. let's go Aiden. NOOOO AIDEN !!' I yelled a bove the noise of the commotion. The police took him outside till I couldn't see him. I looked him in the eyes again and said 'Aiden.' Aiden said.'No! We have to do something. 'PLEASE LET HIM GOOOO!' I screamed. 'IT WASN'T HIM!' I said bawling.' Deep down I knew it was over too. I looked him in the eyes and said. You have the right to have an attorney. .!!!' I yelled above the science. They put him in the car and locked the door. just lie. Just as the car was about to drive away. I promise. 'Please. It was all happening too fast. I cried in his arms when policemen barge through the door and groped Aiden and p laced him against the table . I.Please.' I begged him. we are arresting you on suspicion of murder. Please. They were just about to put him in the car. If you cannot affort one. Two policewomen were trying to take me away from the scene. Anything you say can and will be used against you in a court o f law. with tears in his eye. one wil l be appointed for you. 'DON'T TAKE HIMM. Aiden looked at me from the glass window. 'DON'T TAKE HIM PLEASEE. I turned around to go back inside with tear stains on my face when I noticed Kia nna smirking with a bottle of Vodka in her hand.' His eyes grew wider. 'Aiden Samuels. she was the only one who knew. 'NOOOOO!!' I ran to the car. I never got to see his full expression cos the car drove of f.' He replied. 'Lie.' 'No. I bang ed on the window hard with my fists.m pregant.
Usted estúpida. . It was then when I had to spill everything to mum. 'Your drunk. I told hem girls that goes round telling people him. WOOOIII . 'HOW COULD YOU! AFTER EVERYTHING !' She couldn't even fight back. that hurt. just breathe and we'll sort this out to morrow. She nearly dropped to the floor. I just f-cked her up.' 'Sssh. 'I-I-I didn't mean to call them.' She cu rsed in Spanish. I kicked her and boxed her and everything. Ouch. ¿Por qué estás actuando como una azada tonta? ¿Qué.' She slurred.' Kortney relaxed me.' 'No it won't. Ever. I'm pregnant. 'OH my days. Su estúpida la escoria de una hija. yet another water works.' ¿Cómo puede haber sucedido esto. Kortney came in the middle of nowhere and pulled me off her. 'YOU STUPID B-TCH!' the b-tch deserved it. He's gone. I told her it wasn't him that did it and I still hadn't quite managed to tell he r there was a fetus inside of me. let's get you to your Mum.' knew what everything was going on from her everything. Te dejo vivir con él y sólo una semana. 'He's gone. No importa cómo sucedió po rque todos sabemos cómo hacer un bebé suceder. 15 minutes later she came down into the kitchen and I followed her. I've lost him Korts.' I spat at her. Your in shock.' 'Oh.I walked up to her and gave her a slap. Until .' She looked shocked. por qué? ¿Por qué han de conseguirse embarazada y ahora creo q ue soy una mala madre.' 'No. she was that d runk. and she wasn't one of t their business. What is she gonna think of me if I can't even last a week without running b ack to her?' 'Just shush and let's go. Well not exactly everything. 'He deserves everything that's coming to Kortney took me inside my mums yard.. She slapped me one then went upstairs. I never heard her say that much Spanish to me. She day she was like a second bestie. Kortney was just watchin g in amazement. Pftt. pero no lo soy. I boxed with all my power. UNA SEMANA usted viene y me dice de su embarazo. 'YOUR WHAT !' She screamed. I cried in her arms. 'Calm down. We had another fight there and then. everything we'll be fine.
. It depends.' She said comforming our little pact.' I told her. 'Pinky swear. I placed my hand on my flat belly.' 'Just hush and come and have some sleep. nothing major. Don't say that. oh thank the Lord. We went downstairs all freshified and sat down to watch tv. But you better come and visit especially when theres a new born baby on it.' She said.' I burst into tears and she came and cradled me in her arm s. But at least your not underage. I'm disappointed. Tears were escaping. 'It's only cos your 19 I'm not too dramatic. I need to focus on my education. comforting me. Jheese. 'Really? Nah. had a shower done whatever we needed to. 'Yeah.' Pink swear?' I said holding out my pinky finger. 'I've disgrace you haven't I?' 'No. .'Mum do you hate me?' 'Yes. Two weeks and I'll be going soon. do you think Aidens. but just little one. I actually quite liked the idea of being a mum. He stepped in side. But I'm 19 mum I'm sure I'll manage. I'm actually going to be a mum.' 'Not true dramatic? Mum. you whacked me round the face and screamed down the hou se like a lunatic. stay for a little bit longer. 'I'm going back to Uni soon. go open it then. I gave him a hug. ' She took me upstairs and tucked me in my old bed.' We went to brush our teeth. 'I think it's him Korts. aww she. gonna come out?' 'I dunno to be honest. Just staring into space. 'Kortsz. Kortney was still here too. ' 'Ok.s such a good friend. I really couldn't believe it. right now I do.' 'Nah I can't.' 'It doesn't make it any better. It was him. My thoughts wee interrupted when we heard a knock at the door. I woke up and Kortney was awake too. it had to be. well. Oh my gosh it was him. s way.' I jogged to the door and opened it.
how about what you said yesterday. anywhere.' 'Hmm. Me and Aiden are leaving. 'They just asked pure questions.00 am that you were with me at my yard and we were just jamming. they're just getting started. Which I most definitely hate.'I've never liked the idea of running away. but when they have a lot believ e me we're f-cked. Ever. It al ways meant a big change. It's not over. I need to be your alibi. I went upstairs and joined Kortney.' 'What. How am I even gonna tell my mum?' . not soft but not hard. it's actually really hard telling someone that your pregnant with your child. Thanks to that b-tch Kianna. Tell 'em that I never left the house and that I was with you throughout. they on ly let me go cos they never had that much proof. probably America. on the computer.' 'What? Off the hook? Babes.) He looked in my eyes.' I blinked at him acting confused. watching tv anythi ng.'Out. 'Don't play dumb. I can't believe your off the hook.' 'So tell 'em that Saturday 7 th of January 2009 at around 2. you know what I'm talking about. I dunno but you look really weird. I knew she was listening.' I called to Kortney. 'For real?' He asked. 'Aiden what am I supposed to say?' 'How about what you told me yesterday?' I couldn't tell him with words.' 'Tell me. They could come back anytime. 'Never mind what they said. so what are you saying?' 'We need to go..' She kissed her teeth then walked upstairs to my bedroom. I'm leaving.' I sighed deeply and led him to the sofa. for real.'What did they say?' I asked him.' 'What. it was just too awkward. 'What did the police say?' Was all I could talk to him about next.' 'Okay. nosey cow. 'Yeah. But just enough to tell m e that he wasn't prepared to let me go. Aiden went back to his ya rd to get some of his stuff. We need to run. 'Whats wrong babe? You look a little.' He kissed me. 'What did I say yesterday?' I acted baffled. I just placed his hand on my flat belly (although it was flat. Just incase they come back. where you gonna go?' 'Dunno. 'Oi. I heard Kortney laughing.
' I stormed off downstairs and opened the do or. When she opened the door I didn't even give her a chance to speak and barged my way in before she could shut the door. ouch that hurt. I fly kicked her off me. She's done so much for me. She grabbed my hair and we started fighting until we tumbled down t o the pavement. I walked down the road.Kortney came and gave me a hug.' I said and with that I slapped her round her face with force.' I continued to pack my bags and Kortney helped too. The door was left open. She climbed over me and tried to bo x me but I grabbed her before she did. you know what?' I told Kortney. 'She's pregnant. I punched her round the mouth and saw a bit of blood seeping out. I felt the breeze slap my face. but he was busy clutching his bruised balls. you prick!' Kortney shouted at Kianna. 'NO!' She shouted back. 'Aaaaaah!' He screamed in agony. 'I'm not gonna let her get off that easy. 'WITHDRAW YOUR STATEMENT YOU B-TCH !!!!' 'NOOO!!!' 'WE'RE RUNNING COS OF YOU! I THOUGHT I COULD COUNT ON YOU! WE'RE RUNNING TO GOD KNOWS WHERE!!' . Kianna never said anythi ng and kept quiet but with anger in her face. She was about to kick my belly but Aiden came from the middle of nowhere and sto od inbetween us. making Kianna kick him in the balls. Kortney came rushing over holding back Kianna whilst Aiden was helplessly trying to hold me back. 'Is your mum in?' I asked her with my voice filled with hate. 'WITHDRAW YOUR STATEMENT!' I screamed at her whilst we were fighting. 'No. I banged on the door with a lot of force. really angry until I reached Kianna's yard. she dropped but managed to kick my leg. I'm not gonna let her do this to me. clutching them. jheeze it was cold. Aaah sh-t it was bleeding.. I t ripped over some loose pavement and dropped. I looked up and saw a picture of me and Kianna on the wall from when we were in year 7. but I hate lying to her. She grabbed my hair and punched me on the nose. 'You can just lie to her. 'Nah.' 'So that means I can do this. My leg was kill ing me.' 'Yeah I could. But I quickly got up and punched her on her arm.
'Why are you here.' 'I know. dead that. And I've got an alibi. Do what you want.' 'No let me tell you how it is. No matter what you say or do. I'm having your baby. I will always choose you.She lowered her voice and said. Anything f or you. Wait hold on.' 'I know but-' I didn't finish listening to what s to my old room. your free.' I murmured. kis neck. Kortney stayed with Kianna. He pulled away then hand. no tr ouble. I carried on packing. You deserve it. We're 19. still acting a little bit pissed. 'I got out/ No evidence. she looked pis sed off that her little cunning plan didn't work. He spun me so I was facing him and kissed me.' I s aid. But if you don't.' 'Oh he is. just to make sure nothing else would hap pen. not 16 anymore. despite the situation. I'm really serious about all of this. We walked down the street and entered my mums yard. I'm not forcing you to do anything for me babes.' Kianna said clocking Aidens presence. 'I'm serious too.' He pulled me to him tightly and lipsed me. protecting a lowlife lik e him.' Aiden said watching me. I shut the front door.' I told him. 'Your fighting when your pregnant. . I don't even know why there's house.' He said. I'd lie for you. Just with draw your statement. 'Like I give two f-cks if your running. I wanna be with you no matter what. they're all meant to be in Aidens yard. y our meant to be in prison!' 'You see Kianna. I just want you to be more careful now that your pregnant.' 'I'll do anything to protect him. can't keep him away from me. Move on. Aiden was sitting down with his face in his hands. Just then. I sepera ted myself from Aiden. I'll make sure of it. 'Amaya. cos we all have. If you come and run away with me now and lie to t he police then your stuck in my sh-t forever. there's nothing left here for us anymo re. I knew it was my mum instantly. I heard the front door open. I unde rstand if you wanna go. The police will be coming back.' 'Nah. He's not going anywhere.' 'Just stop Kianna.' 'Oh shut up! I was fighting for you. I asked him. 'NOOOO! YOUR MEANT TO BE IN PRISON YOU F-CKING CUNT!' She yelled. Let's just go Aiden. e interrupted my thoughts by coming and hugging 'What?' 'Babes. sing my took my he had to say and walked upstair still clothes of mine in my mums o' well. H me from behind. 'What the hell are you thinking?' He said. I'll make sure he gets over 10 f-cking years rotting away in pen.
'Oh. please. 'Mum.' I called.' She said. 'I tried calling the police on you and that didn't work out. then head off to the airport. I'm sorry it was such short notice. not my bestfriend. demented in a of way.' I directed him. get out. No. 'Mum.' I told him. Hola. 'Your sort going thing not going anywhere.'Stay here. There was a sudden knock at the door.' 'You and your f-cking surprises. and I can't keep exp ecting my mum to be picking up the pieces. to get the rest of our luggage. . 'I've withdrawed my statement. most definitely. I laughed at her dead joke. your here. Gonna stay at hers for a while. i'm an adult.' 'Mum. She went through her bag then took something out. It was Kianna.' 'What are you on about?' I looked at her. We were preparing to go his yard. then I have to. Som etimes I still imagine myself as a little girl where my mum would be telling me what I could and couldn't do.' She barged her way through so I couldnt get her out. she looked torn. we're free.' Kianna let out. I'm legally old enough to do things w ithout my mum's permission. And your already pregnant don't make one baby turn into t riplets. angry.' 'What?' 'I know this is really random and out of the blue but me and Aiden have booked a flight to America to just have a nice. She let out. that shocke d me. Addios love. If the police ain't gonna do any about it. So boy. why was she here? 'What are you doing here..' I kissed him and he helped me to get my luggage down th e stairs.' 'We're in this together. 'Seriously?' She nodded and I turned round to smile at A iden. 'Aiden we don't have to run anymore. 'I can't believe we're actually doing this.' 'Yeah. Your to run so I had to withdraw my statement. I went and opened the door thinking it was my mother. But now I'm 19. your not welcome. She kissed me on my forehead and went to ge t her coat. I went downstairs and saw my mum sitting on the sofa.' 'What?' I was startled. We're just gonna have a little girly night out. where you going?' 'To your Aunt Stephanie's. 'Just do what you want and have a go od time with that boy. relaxing holiday. Our bags were finally packed.' She went without even looking back.
'Bye.' She told us. Please Kianna. justice will be done.' 'Put the gun down. We made a run for it! 'COME BACK B-TCHES !!' She yelled .' I sa id to her. One shot from th at gun takes lives. just please. Not my Kia nna. GO! I turnt off the lights. 'Who said I was gonna kill you? Not you. Lifes a b-tch isn't it ?' She said snickering. him. Please. She had an advantage. I walked back slowly away from her and stood closely next to Aiden. 'Why should I stop? Oh. We're having a baby together for God's sake. All knew but Kianna. My hand started to shake badly. She wasn't gonna do it. Anger. I didn't know how I should feel. Unfortunately it will. I didn't want it to be either of us. I don't think I could stop her. it was pure darkness. So what if I go prison? Once he's dead. 'Just pass the gun Kianna. I want him. she always did.One I counted to myself. Aiden clocked my movements and knew what was about to happen. don't do it. I want my baby. could she? 'Kianna. I looked at Aiden He knew it was time. 'Now both of you are gonna feel the pain that I felt three years ago and I still feel it up till now. 'Kianna. if we wanted anyone to survive. You'll go to prison. Two wrongs don't make a right. But it will. I was s tood by the light switch. no.' I said worriedly. are you scared? Is it a bit weird being on the other sid e of the gun. should I feel frightened. No way. She wouldn't do it though.' 'So what if your having a baby? What about the son he took away from his mother? ' I was begging to God by this point.Two. please. would she. I know she wouldn't. Cos I th ink most certainly those emotions were mixed in one. . Your not a big man now are you?' 'Don't kill any of us. 'Stop this please.' He tried to make his voice ge ntle. Three. 'No. Can't I just be happy for once. I want my bestfriend back.' She said. Luckily.' Aiden called to her. This is Kianna. Jheesz. Just put the gun down. I had to do this. pain. we can help you.' I stalled her waiting for the right moment. We can get through this. She couldn't. Not my bestfriend.She pulled out a gun. I knew what to do. he was so st ill it was unbelievable. she wouldn't do it. She would never take someones life away.
. he was in the middle of fighting for his life. . my baby. Weirdly I couldn't feel any pain. The p=pain I caused everyone. 'Baby. how we'd be in the f uture. thank the Lord. My voice was very hoarse. This mu st've meant that I was shot somewhere right? I managed to slowly turn my head to look at Aiden. I cou ld only walk slowly.' I got my phone out from my pokcet and called the ambul ance. hopeless. I spotted Kianna running out the door. don't leave me. whilst stroking his hair. I tried to run to him. Had I been shot? I couldn't move. I couldn't get up I was in too much pain. If I was shot. Just think about life..' 'Ssssshhh. just no movement like I was paralised. still a bit rig id and went to get a towel from the kitchen. I began to move properly after a while. He tried to talk but I stopped him.' 'Hmm? Baby please don't speak.' I whispered. me you and our baby. the ambulance will be here soon. I couldn't see that much. But that meant. I got up slowly and examine myself. I couldn't believe what just happened. 'Aiden. Tears rolle d down his face. Hang on. Bu t I was still crying.' He mumbled. The dumb ambulance were taking there rass time. and put his head on my lap. but oh well. but I couldn't move too sudden. I got up slowly.' I managed to say.Kianna ran and turned the lights on.' I managed to talk.' I hushed. but that meant me. I saw blood seeping out of his leg. I tried to call Aiden's name but I couldn't seem to get the words out.' 'I-I c-can't believe I got shot by a girl. I just smiled at him. He hardly had any hair cahh of his shape up.BANG!BANG! Two gunshots were let off. I cried softly. I hadn't been shot . 'B-b-b-lood. 'Try not t-t-o think about the pain. 'Amayah. that meant Aiden was Ok. I answered all their questions fully and quickly put my attention back to Aiden. There was blood near his leg. but I couldn't.' 'I-I w-i-ish I never shot Reece. I was Ok. I placed it tightly onto his wound. I sat next to him. 'Aiden. I looked up and saw Kianna standing there . please.
. And so are you.Samuels isn't very stabilised at the moment. It made me cry even more. Kianna? Well it's obviously not the Kianna I us ed to hang around with.' He changed the subject and said 'Forgive me. 'Yeah babes. The steadiness of the stretcher became faster as they rushed him off somewhere. the noise was blocking ou t all the millions of thoughts racing through my mind. It was maybe just bei ng stunned of what was going on around you. I could hardly speak.' I breathed.. 'Whats going on?' I asked. Y-Yeah. 'Whats happening what are you gonna do with me. Mr. 'Did you feel any pain when all of the shootings were happening?' 'Erm. The ambulance soon came and police started asking questions and looking round th e place.' Instead of keeping him quiet I carried on talking to him to get his mind off the pain for a while. 'Your ba by's fine. 'What's going on?' I grabbed one of the nurses and made her answer my question. I didn't mean to hurt you. She's so broken. For all what I've done. I forgave you a long time ago.' I sat there thinking about Aiden.' I couldn't feel my body.' . I couldn't stand to see him hurt. The ambulance soon drove off. the nure buzzed around me endlessly fiddling w ith some next tech thingies. I didn't answer any of them and just went with Aiden in the van.' I said staring into space thinking. I coul dn't believe this was happening. Nothing to major.' She checked my heart beat or whatev er and just kept running some tests and kept going in and out the ward. What was happeni ng?' 'Oh. Another nurse took me into some ward and I sat on the bed.. The sirens were helping. 'I'm sorry baby. doing great.He screamed in agony but it would hopefuly stop the pressure of his blood gushi ng out of his leg. I could hardly move. 'We're just going to quickly run some tests to see if everything is going just f ine. I held his hand right until the nurse took me into some other room. 'Ermm. His eyes wasn't open anymore. Something was happening to Aiden. until a bit of time. You were just suffering from shock.' She spoke. we need to get him into t heatre immediantely.' He said barely being able to breathe.
Gee. but I couldn't wait I had t o see what was going on with him. he was in a coma? I cried to myself. We'll look after him. get some fresh air. He had tubes all over him. He looked so lifeless. Samuels won't be waking up anytime soon. I got out the cab.' The receptioniste said.' W ith that she walked off. I noticed Kianna sitting on the bench. just thinking off all the possibilities of what might happened to me killedd me. Any time. It will take prefer ably at least 2 weeks or maybe even more. The doors opened and I saw some nurses pushing his wheely bed thingy to the ward . 'He's just in theatre at the moment. I kissed Aiden's hand. After at least 10 minutes of walking. I think he'll be going to ward 7 on the Marcherette floor in the intensiv e care unit. I think I ran out of tears. 'No. I walked quickly to the office and asked where Aiden was. I could've picked a fight but I didn't have the energy. I have had hardly any sleep and this ma ybe wasn't good for my baby. But I stuck by him. Peace and quiet. I walked following the park's path. Waiting. he'll be back soon. I needed to see him. just waiting. he could wake up now.' Why do hospitals always have some next weird name? I rushed over there and Aiden wasn't there yet. paid the d river and went.' Hours passed and it was soon becoming daylight. I don't seem to know why or what I was doing I just man . I wanted him back so badly .' A Doctor came up to me and said. Unconscious. I sat there waiting on hours on end.' I didn't want to go but I knew I had to. I went up to him and took him by the hand. 'Ms. I'm afraid Mr. he needs me here.I quickly left so I could see Aiden. Waiting.' I couldn't cry anymore. I was so relieved.' 'A few weeks? I want him awake now. no matter what it takes. I got a cab home but I decided to stop further away from my yard so I could just stroll through the park.' Some random nurs e said to me. I was beginning to get so worrie d.' 'I know it's hard darling but he'll be fine. I nodded my head at the nurse and kissed Aiden good bye. maybe it would be best if you would get some sleep miss. The Doctor left and I was al one with him. 'Erm excuse me nurse. 'Oh. 'We're gonna get through this Aiden. 'Erm. holding his hand. I was relieved my baby was fine though. I can't leave him. what's going on with him?' 'Erm he's unconscious right now. You never know. there's nothing we can do now but just wait.
'Where's your gun?' 'Never mind where it is. Killed Aiden. I can't just throw away our whole friendship. I gue ss love does some funny. Just go and live your life Kianna. So now your interested about your actions. If Aiden's gonna survive this.. leaving me sat on the bench. I'll hand myself in. I guess i just couldn't watch her do that . Well the funny thing is.llet came out I'd r-realised what I'd done.' 'You stupid b-tch.' 'Argh. I don't want to do any of those things. I talked in a hush voice a very calm way.' She hurriedly walked off. I wanna watch you run away like the way me and Aiden were gonna do. When I finally said.' 'Well. She took a few steps when I said. forget it. 'When you pressed the trigger on that gun you ran away. She took a while to answer me. 'Nahh. Killed me. Well it actually doe s. Run as if your life depends on it.' I whispered but loud enough for her to hear me. why don't you just save me the trouble and just go and tell..' Why couldn't I let her suffer? Why couldn't I watch her go to jail so all the st ress in my life will slowly disappear. If your not gonna say anything to t he police. strange things. then I will. Don't get caught up in busi ness'. 'You ran. Killed my baby. That's not the way I want things to be do ne. is that I still don't know if Aide n's gonna make it.' There was silence for so looooong. 'Don't. I sat there for ages.' 'What?' She whispered. You could've shot me. I thought you never cared if you took someone's life away? ' I never shoted at her.' She got up and walked off. I'm just not cruel enough. 'It wasn't until the bu. it's not quite simple. I wanna see you run. you see. Just do it s traight away. 'Do you real ise the damage you could have caused. get it over and done with. . Just go before I change my mind.' 'Where is it?' 'Are you gonna tell?' Kianna randomly asked. I thought you never care d if the police came. 'Oh.' 'No.aged to find myself sitting on the bench next to her. About your consequences. I want yo u to feel the heartache. jus t letting the humid breeze brush my face.
In two days time.I soon left and carried on walking.' 'Let me in ! My stuff is in there!' I began to start. 'Why on earth would you leave. She never wanted to move there. Geez. Everything that happened that day just rewinded in my mind and played on and on.I got my phone and dialled her number asap. Well. I'm DCI Brown. But I'm pregnant she shou ld be with me. I looked at the man. I needed good mem ories so I sat on my mums bed and just remembered the good memories we had toget her. never. so let me in. It looked like a movie.' 'It doesn't make a difference love. I walked up to the house and got stopped by the police outside. I walked to her table and pu t it in her drawer. Oh yeah. go miles away without even telling me!? I thought .' 'That's my house. dumb fool. let her in. 'Erm excuse me miss. your not allowed in there. I was one cheeky. I just wanna go in the house. There was nothing ever out of plac e which is why some paper on her desk surprised me. would you like to spare me some of your time answeri ng a few questions?' 'No. 'It's Ok PC Clarckson. Her room is always tidy. there was pu re missed calls from my mum. out of all people. I needed to go in there. she was probably wondering why there were police in her yard. I opened the abandoned suitcase and fetched out my phone. hi.' 'I was in there when the gun went off. A man in a suit walked out the house. nosey girl so I took it back out and opened it.' 'Your not allowed in. no matter what. 'AMAYA! WHAT IS GOING ON IN OUR HOUSE ! WHAT HAS HAPPENED! ?' She screamed. Investigators were just everywhere.' The man called.' He left me and I walked in. I soon reached my mums yard which was filled with police. A proper crime scene it did. Whys she going there? How dare she plan to leave without telling me? To dad. What? It was a one way ticket to Germany. sort some stuff out. 'Oh erm. I screwed the man nicely and barged my way pat him.I went upstairs to her room just to see it. Everyone was buzzing around the room too fas t.
'Oi ! You can't leave with those.' 'Just forget it. I stayed there for pure long trying to get my breath back.' 'Baby. I went downstairs. And what the hell is happening at my house! Explain !' 'Yeah so what if I was jetting off? Don't you think I still needed you? Mum.' 'Forget it. I'm sorry.' I cut her off th e phone. I carried on run ning being cautious that I was pregnant. I hid the re for time making sure I wouldn't get caught. The sooner everybody realises that the better. I know it was dumb th . there evidence. 'Ohh. 'I'm moving in with your dad and I th ought you wouldn't care.' I said. Just know that I'll be getting the money from this house when it's s old. I needed you for the last past few days and you weren't there.' 'Mija. I nearly died and your jetting of f to Germany to go shack up with dad. Anyway your getting on with your life. My world had crashed to the ground and it felt like she was stamping on it even more. 'Evidence my back foot. there would be peace and quite for once.' The policeman tried to stop me from taking my stuff he grabbed it but I tugged h arder and ran quickly. 'Yeah your really helpful. I quickly bussed a corner and ran down some road and went quickly into some a lleyway where there was another corner then ran up the block of flats. Cos your never there. So don't you dare lecture me about not being there fo r you.' She said calmly. I thought you were better than this. Mija. Be ing worried sick where you were. Wh y doesn't anybody listen. Bye Mum. I knew this area better than him.' i said sarcastically. surel y. Enjoy your wonderful fantastic life.' 'Wouldn't care? Mum.' 'BETTER THAN THIS? Your the one that was leaving me all by myself whilst you cla imed you were jetting off with that stupid boyfriend of yours to God knows where whilst you were pregnant. I quickly grabbed all of me and Aidens stuff and walked out the door. Aiden's just been shot. 'How did you find out?' 'Never mind how I found out y-' 'Maya just listen to me. I n eed you for ever. I'll stay. That could pay off all what me and Aiden need for the baby. If you don't want me to go then I'll just s-' 'I wonder what I would've thought when I saw a sold sign hanging by the door.' The policeman at the door sai d.we trusted eachother and told eachother everything? ESPECIALLY LEAVING ME WHILE I'M IN THIS STATE !' I shouted back. He ran after me but that didn't stop me. And by the way I want this whole crime scene stopped. Your t he best mum ever. If you stop this case.
I'm not the one unconscious. I walked back to me and Aiden's yard and slept for hours. running whilst pregnant. 'So. got. no. But thanks for the support Kortsz. not kno wing who did that to Aiden. badly. 'Erm.ing to do.' 'How are you too? You look exhausted. When I reached the hospital I rushed to the lift.. I seri ously need to get myself a license. whenn I was interupted. A iden obviously never told you. Everyones talking about it. 'We'd just w that Aiden is doing well. I didn't ev en know why. I'm sure Aiden knows your here. I turned around and realised it w as Kortney. Don't get yourself too exhausted.' I whispered. Should i?' How could I be so dumb. of course she didn't know who did i t. It must be hard for you.' Someone said. jus off out the room an was talking about.' I looked at her very surprised. 'Babe. 'You know who did it don't you?' . I called a cab. How did you even know that Ai den got. I hugged her tightly and got her a chair to sit down. We've been expecting you. so who did?' 'Don't watch that. Anyway.. 'Fine.' She walked d I was left with Aiden. 'Err.' I replied. Now. They found out co s of all the commotion going outside your yard. The doors finally opened and I walked to his ward.' 'Hmm. but I just needed my stuff.' I looked at her indicating that she should tell me. I woke up and cleansed myself and headed to the hospital.. I won't. I didn't have a clue what the nurse Improvements? He looked the same to me. I found the courage and walked up to him. It's a shame that he hasn't woke t keep visiting. 'You don't know who did it?' I asked shocked. I mean I never told you cah I haven't spoken to anyone since.' The nurse said. 'Jahmel told me. how is he?' ''I really don't have a clue but the nurse claims hes doing great. 'Miss. I sat next to him on a chair and kisse d his hand gently and prayed for him.' She said.. I was so nervous.' 'Yeah. I wanted him back so like to let you kno up yet. that voice was familiar. Never mind me. Me and Aiden are the only ones. I had so many nightmar es.' 'Of course I should mind about you. 'Kortney.
So just LEAVE ME ALONE!' 'Just go.' Kortney said in my ear. You tell me.' 'I'm DCI Matthews and this DCI Page.' 'Err.' 'Well Ms.' I knew who it was they never even got to finish their sentence. So they can leave you alone once and for all. It was Kianna. So who do you think did this to Aiden..' Her eyes looked as if they'd pop right outside of their sockets. If you would like us to find the culprit of who did this to your boyfr iend then you should come and speak with us.' I followed the police officers in their car and soon pulled over at the station. I sat down on a chair and pc's sat opposite me. 'It was . that I don't want to speak until my boyfriend has woken up. 'Look we know this is hard for you. you could come with us and this will all end. S he's able to keep a secret and she won't go on about it.. 'Ms.' 'I don't want you to catch the person. 'You don't know anything. Amaya . waiting for me to tell her who shot Aiden.....' I thought about it. Cos if you do. at my mums house with Aiden. I heard a police radio enter the room. 'Why? What's the point? They'll just arrest K.' I whispered in her ear.' 'Dunno. 'I've already told you. But within a fe w seconds she looked as calm as ever.' The woman police officer said.' 'So tell me where you were around 6. 'Just go. 'Do you know something Ms. Keep your rass voice down. We walked up to some room.' 'I don't know anything. that's the thing about Kortney. The police offic er stood there.32 pm . You see. I'll come with you.' .'Shushhh..' She looked at me seriously. 'Fine. and I just wanted them to go away.' I let out.
I put the lock on. So can I pleas e go. get the f-ck out of my house. 'Listen. My pulse rate lowered and I was breathing alright again. I'm not evil or cruel.' 'Thanks? Don't even think you've won. I s tayed with Aiden for a few more hours and went home. I started to become hot.' I quickly went out and went to the hospital but Kortney was gone. I breathed so heavily because I was relieved she's gone.' 'Ok. Just because I didn't tell don't mean me and you are friends.' 'You too. And I appreciate you not going to the police. Have a good night. I really am. My belly was hurting bad . at least quarter to 7. I stuck my head out the window and let the cool breeze brush my fac e and took in a lot of air. My breathing was becoming even heavie r and my belly started to hurt. I only didn't tell the police because I'm not like you. I'm so sorry.' 'So what happened next?' 'We were about to leave when someone knocks on the door. You can go. 'Ok Ms. I clutched my belly and tr ied my best to reach to the kitchen.' 'So that person didn't want you to leave. I don't enjoy watching people suffer. we have no reason to keep you here. I just hoped I wasn't h aving some sort of attack. What about you?' I told her sarcastically.00. So around what time were you planning to leave?' 'Ermm. 'What the f-ck are you doing here?' 'I just came to see how you are.'What were you doing?' 'Oh.' 'Oh. Thank you.' I shoved her out the door and slammed it shut. There was a knock on the door and was expecting it to be my mum. I couldn't breathe properly and it felt like my air supply was running out slowl y. Look. That's why all the s uitcases were there.' The two DCI's went out the room to discuss something and came back in around 5 m inutes later. So if you don't mind Ki anna. I grasped the kitchen window desperately an d opened it. Amaya. I don't know. who it was. I'm great but Aidens lying in a hospital bed unconscious. maybe it was just thieves. Tomorrow I'll have to s . Do you owe anything to anybody? Have y ou come accross on someone's bad side lately?' 'Nope. We didn't know who it w as so we obviously opened to check and someone in a black mask thingy barged the ir way in and threatened us to stay otherwise they wouldn't kill us. My lungs began to ache. we were just getting ready to leave and go on holiday.
Which I ruined yet again. They have a pretty nice house together and I ruined it. I'm sorry.' She spat back.' 'I don't want to hear it.' 'Right I'm getting my phone upstairs to call 'em. I climbed through. I wanted Amaya to know I was truly sorry for everything that I did. there was only a few furniture around the rest was gone because they were moving. She hated me. You rui n everything. now was my chance . just enough energy to stay with Aiden. you idiot.' 'Just please hear me out. I t ried my best not to make any noise. I walked in the kitchen slowly. Please. AMAYA: She ran up to me. leading to a small back garden. 'I thought I f-cking told you to stay away from this house. though it took a while cos I'm not a very good climber. I stepped out the kitchen and into the living room. begging for forgiveness.' She walked upstairs and I followed her. Your poison. examining the place seeing as I've never been he re before.' I begged 'You had plenty to say when you pulled that trigger. Now get out before I call the police. Just listen to me. trying to hold my hand.ee a nurse and tell her what just happened. 'Amaya. I stared at her and Aiden yard and looked around to see if I could spot somewher e to climb through to enter the house cah i knew if I knocked on the door she wo uldn't let me in. I could tell. I needed to talk to her. I was scared of leaving the window b ut I needed to have a lie down so I could have some rest. I walked further in the living room and noticed Amaya walking up the stairs.' I called to her. We were both stan ding at the top of the stairs.' 'Please Amaya. 'Please. I went round the corner and dragged her bin and haulted it against the fence. 'Your still here then. She turned around and looked in h er eyes. JUST GET OUT !' She shouted. I stood on the bin and climbed over the fence. I spotted a the kitchen window opened. She jumped slightly. . KIANNA: I didn't want things to end up like this between me and Amaya. As soon as I got there.
. 'A-ma. covered in blood. she couldn't even speak properly. which relieved me. I couldn't help but leave Kianna. I stared at her body. Oh my gosh. 'NOOOO !' I screamed.? Because they couldn't rewind everything that happen ed and couldn't go back to what they did? Or was it because that person needed t o suffer..' She said.'Get off me you silly b-tch!' I exclaimed. I couldn' . p-p-l-ea-se. 'A-m-m-ma-y-a. I couldn't take the pressure anymore. It is like my heart just turn ed to stone and I couldn't feel her presence anymore. 'No. She grabbed me tightly. reaching the ground flat. head first. it was starting to hurt. 'No you have to listen to me !' She was tugging on to me pulling me towards her. I ran to the kitchen leavi ng her there.' She said slowly trying to talk. Was this why everybody was killing people these days.. 'Yeah?' I replied. She lost her balance and tried to grab me so that I could substain her from falling down the stairs. Her eyes began to flutter. still shaking. Shaking.-ya-h. I couldn't be bother ed any more. I stayed in the kitch en not even daring to go back to her. What should I do ? I ran down the sta irs to her. She couldn't reach me and tumbled down the stairs . I was shaking the cup too much due to my fear and my wickedness.I got a glass of water and I couldn't even get my self to drink. mumbling and groaning very weakly. Everything just went too silent. I was so scared. I couldn't believe I was doing this. 'H-h--hh-he-lp m-mmee.' I looked at her then backed away from her.' I told her with tears streaming down my cheeks. 'FORGIVE ME !' Kianna wailed. And walked to Me and Aidens room to call the police whilst she was still hanging onto me. So she could ge t off me. the way they made you? I could hear her voice. I tried to push her off me but she was holding on so tight. tears coming out her eyes. Blood was seeping out her head. there was a lot of blood I stood there for a few seconds just thinking about what just happened. I pushed her away from me with such force. 'H-h--hh--help m-me.' 'No' I said to her.
She saw me. And i certainly did not hesitate to get up and open the door. Something so sim ple. thinking it was the police. I could see her dark green eyes peer in. I was still frozen trying not to make a sound. 'Just stop asking me these stupid questions and f-cking hurry up and come !' She shouted. very worried. She started talking to them whil st I stood there helplessly.' I knew she would.' 'No. i can believe it. by now. Kortney it's not what it looks like. I .t even hear my own breathing. Oh my God.t let me in. But even though I wanted to. It was so silent. 'Amaya.' 'Not what it looks like? I peer through your letter box and i see Kianna laying on the floor with a pool of blood peering out her head and you crouching over he r looking like a psychopath. if you don. Maya. Oh my God. I know your in there !' She banged on the door proper hard. 'Amaya? What's going on?' I looked at her. I couldn't find myself doing it. I wanted to help her so badly. ' She got her phone out and called the ambulance. What the rass was she doing here. and ran her fingers through her hair. All I could hear was the faint clock ticking away.' 'I . I was so stupid. I found the courage and walked very slow to her. taking a look around the house.. Because she then did something that I never expected her to do. 'I can't believe you've done this. 'Maya. hopefully she will realise that nobody's at home and then go away. you've killed her.. She opened the letter box.. with m ore force added. The silence was broken when I heard a sudden knock at the door. The person knocked again. let me in. She had stopped mumbling time a go.' I finally said. 'MAYAA !' She shouted. 'Amaya. i started to wonder if she was dead. Co . I didn't say a word. I started to panic. she was meant to be at uni. Actually yeah.. 'My God. ' Listen Maya. is she dead?' I still never said anything and just looked at her. I was right next to her... what the f-ck has happened? Why-wh y's Kianna there. what have you done ?' 'I didn't . staring over her. I . 'Maya ! Open up it's me Kortney!' She shouted. She walked in as fast as she could. I'll call the police. I didn't make a sound.
'It's Ok Amaya. I didn't do anything. 'She fell. I walked in the ward that Aiden was in and slowly walked towards him. that I've been feeling.' She started to cry.' 'So why were you just sitting there.' 'Ok. 'UH !' Kortney said in relief. Kortney ran to the door and opened it. I need to be with her. qu ick looks. It was so silent with Kortney giving me small. And then it developed into hatred. 'She's got a pulse. Need to pay him a visit. inside. You know what? I can't be bothered anymore with everythi ng. The paramedics put her on a stretcher and carried her to their ambulance. Your as bad as eachother.' Was all she said to ma ke me feel just a tiny bit happier. until there was a knock on th e door. We reached the hospital and they rushed Kianna to some ward and told me and Kort ney to wait outside.' She went to Kianna and sat by her. She's my friend.' The woman said to her colleagues.' I hopped in the back and the driver started the engine and we drove off. I just looked at her in the same position I was standing in from the moment Kortney called the ambulance. Not knowing she was gonna fall. quick. We need to go. I just wanted her to feel the pain. So why was she lying there. 'She's alive. Aiden and Kianna are the same. They were about to go when I called. 'I'm not lying Kortney. 'No wait. The jou rney to the hospital was dead.' I let out. So I couldn't get myself to call them? It was like I was frozen. I tri ed to get her off me. Not calling for help or anything ?' 'At first I was scared. Kortney looked at me and went in the ambulance.s You. 'What happened?' The lady asked. 'Thanks. 'Wait !' 'Yes Ms.' I got up and walked off. I was walking up the stairs and she followed. But it's very faint. His eyes w .' 'I'm coming. Paramedics came rushing in swirming strai ght to where Kianna was laying.' She nodded an d then I went.' Kortney called. so i pushed her. But i'm gonna go see Aiden now.' 'Yeah right. It wasn't long. Was it by magic?' 'No. But she d id. And she was pulling me. I understand.
Of course there was no reply.. I went back to see Kianna. I pulled of her oxygen tube and walked off casually. I stayed with him for ages when I finally snapped back to reality and realised w hat had happened this afternoon. so I am.. Or are you gonna hand yoursel f in and tell them you attempted to kill Aiden ? Well whatever your decisions ar e.' I breathed heavily with my hand on the switch. I'm so sorry Ki. I couldn't believe I di d it..' I told her a few tears rolling down my cheek. How I always wanted in the beginning. I just wanted to be happy. I stood up. it stops here.. I counted in my h ead.. So I walk ed in. I'm not a murderer. just being cautious of what was about to come. 'Kianna?' I said to her. My heart was thum ping.. He was still unconscious. Was it too much to ask? Well it obviously was becaus e I had to take matters into my own hands. Yeah.. like other people. when are you gonna wake up ?' I asked.. But you won't stop all yo ur madness. 3 . I looked down at Ai . everything will be normal again. 1 . 2 . No reply. I went into Aidens ward to not make it look like I tried to rush out the buildin g. I'm gonna put you a t peace. When your gone. 'Aiden . I could hear her machine making noise and I quickened my pace. There was no doctors or nurses in the room. I walked up to him and held his hand like I always do.'So what happens when you wake up? You gonna run to the police and t ell them what happened this afternoon? Or are you gonna go all psycho again and torture me and Aiden ? That's IF he ever wakes up. thinking about the events that just took placed. definitely unconscious. I walked to her oxygen tube and stared at it. 'Sorry Kianna.ere still closed.. I talked to her regardless. I saw nurses rush into her ward.. I just wanted my life to be normal.I'm gonna make everything better for me. I was shaking and I held his hand and closed my eyes. All your madness and craziness ends.
' I tried to smile. He won't suddenly open his ey es and be a positive energetic person. Aiden's finger twitched. Is he all right ?' The nurse jogged back to where Aiden were and examined him. I'm just so happy he's Ok.' 'Yeah.. That's brilliant.' 'Erm. I think he's waking up. she's . Amaya. everything's turning out fine. I bumped into one whilst running and told her.' 'What about her?' 'She's . fine.' My eyes began to water. she's . I've missed you so much. Gee.' She smiled. I missed seeing his eyes. See.. Everything that was in our way before has gone.. 'Its Aiden. Placing my hand on my beating heart. 'Your in luck Ms.den. But. Me Amaya. I can't. seeing him awake. I didn't know what to do. I stroked his hair.' My face dropped. It took soooooo long for him to flutter his eyes .s.. my excitement growing back. It took me by surprise.. I er. 'Yeah?' I replied.' He didn't even move after that. great.' 'Yeah. Yeah. everything alright?' 'It's Kianna. 'Doctor says she's gonna be alright... Whatever. I knew what she was gonna say next. Around two hours I was waiting for him. 'Kortney erm. We're all just as bad as eachother. 'Aiden it's me.' 'Yeah. The nurse said you can come and see her.. It's over. 'Ahh. That's good news. I sighed and prayed for everything to get better. I have to look after Aiden cos he's conscious !' I said. But Aiden will have some support because of his leg. Kortney was right. ' That's great. it'll take some time. Before she was running low on oxygen somthing like that.. We're free. ' He's wakening up.' Kortney said. 'NURSE !' I ran out the wa rd looking for a nurse.' 'Oh. though he hardly had any but o' well.' 'What's happened Kortsz' ?' 'She.' . they just gave her all the intensive care she needed. 'Aiden?' I said. 'Amaya. But n ow she's alright. Everything'll be alright. I'm h ere for you babe. His eyes began to flutter . S he conscious now.
' 'Kortney. you should come.t. I walked in slowly.' Kortney left us with an enormous amount of silence in the air. He was peering round the room and then his eyes locked on mine as soon as my presence came to view. shut your gob and come. no you don't.' 'Oh. i'll leave yous two to have a nice chat whilst I go downstairs to the can teen and get a sandwich. ' 'If you ever associate with me ever again. So I repeat. You don't wanna know. 'Kianna. It felt so weird talking to him. Long story. I discovered my mum was moving to a different country.t touched properly for so long. neither does Aiden. We got there and I just stood near the door. 'Glad to hear your awake. Seriously.' She dragged me.' 'Argh.' 'But.' 'Ok.' I walked off and went straight back to Aiden. then I will kill you.' I whispered. I decided to break the silence and tell her straight.' I went up to him and kissed him. And cut a long story short. fine. Well.' She whispered. If you ever come near me again. 'Amay a. The closer we got to Kianna the more my pulse level increased.'But. I don't want nothing to do with you. You won t even find yourself in a hospital next time. I don't want you back in my life. It's a pity my little scheme to try and get rid of you didn't work. 'How are you ?' 'Fine.Ok. ' So what did you do whilst I was away?' 'Truss.' 'Yeah but I need to stay with Aiden. Fiddling with my sleeves and lookin g round. But it didn. She's your friend. Thank the Lo rd. His eyes were opened. I wish pulling your oxygen tube worked. I got . 'Look who I've got to come for you !' Kortney told Kianna with excitement. 'Did you miss me?' 'Of course I did.. 'Aiden. 'Well.' 'I do wanna know.' 'I missed you too beautiful.' Kianna replied. I don't want to leave him. Just a quick visit then you can come back. He'd been gone for so long and now he was finally here.' He replied. 'Thanks. I ran up to him and hugged him carefully. His lips that I h adn.' I said.
' He said l ooking at my belly. My belly was slowlsy star ting to become bigger. if thats ok.' 'And that was long for you to tell me?' 'Yeah well its long if you actually lived it. not really just a little bit. 'Hey babes. seeing as there was nothing to do. But Mr. New clothes etc.' He said to me.' 'Yeah. 2 1/2 months pregnant.. but not a lot though to the extent where you could baitly see it. 'You ok?' 'Yeah. 'Alright. I've missed you so much. 'Er sorry to disturb.' I went into my bag and got out basic stuff that he would need in the ho spital. I can't wait. I visited Aiden on a regs and I decided that I was gonna visit him again today. made her unconscious..' 'Yeah well.' I greeted him when I was at his ward. Matthews I just need to examine your leg. Well I sorta.' 'Ok. 'Yeah.' 'Fights?' He interrupted.. Just overly bored in this place.' 'So how are you feeling ?' She asked. And our little soon to be baby. and thats about it.yeah. 'Thanks. yeah. 'You welcome..' 'Trust. Course. Hopefully he was doing brilliantly and could come home soon.. kinda pushed her down the stairs. He smiled at me and I kissed him getnly on his lips.' A nurse came in and checked up on Aiden.' Days passed and I was starting to become overly bored.' . 'I know.' 'Feel any pain?' 'Er.into fights with Kianna. I'm just gonna check your leg.
Cos I know t hat now your awake. laying beside him and placed my head on his chest whilst he w as stroking my hair.' a bit. Matthews. what did you tell them. Mr..' 'Are you that dumb. Just let everything be normal again. 'I cant wait for you to come home. I layed on his bed.' 'What about Kianna ?' He asked curiously. well its kinda hard not to.She started touching his leg and feeling around it. A doctor will soon come and say whether ely to go home yet. but he tried not to show it.' .' 'Oh yeah.' 'Why?' 'Because I don't want trouble.' I smiled at him.' 'Yeah..' I let out coldly.' was hurt recoveri your lik 'Yeah truss. 'Ok this might hurt She warned. She lifted his leg and tried to stretch it. She smiled at me and walked off. ' I lifted my head from his chest and looked at him in the eyes. 'Why would I want to do that?' 'Cah.' 'Erm.' 'Thanks Nurse. your leg is ng but has still some swelling. well you shot Reece. No I won't. So everytime I do or say something wrong. so I can spend more time with you and our baby. police will be coming to question you. the dumb girl shot me. Especially you be ing a hypocrite. 'I thought we weren't gonna bring that up?' He said to me.' 'Oh. I didn't want the police to arrest her.' I told her. 'What about her ?' 'Didn't you say anything to the police about her?' 'No. 'Right. why wont you tell the police?' 'Aiden are you tryna say that I shoulda snaked her out ?' 'Well. Something like that. But in this situation it's kinda hard not to. 'Oh yeah. I could tell it ing him. your gonna bring up the past?' 'No. 'Yeah. that a man with one of them black burgular masks told us to stay in our ho use otherwise he'd kill us. I need to tell you some things that I said to the police. There was a long silence.
arresti ng me and then saying I was being arrested on suspicion of murder. he should just sit down cah he's leg is hurting him. if you tell the police that it was Kianna.' He was right up in my fac e. she withdrawed her statement.' 'Over that dumb little b-tch?' 'Yeah.' 'Yeah before telling us that one of us were about to die.'Ah. -' He cut me off. got off the bed and limped towards me.' 'Aiden. I beg you shut up. Meaning Kiann a called.' 'Ahhh.. But I'm not. I've already sorted things out into everything being normal again a nd if he tells the police then my whole normal life thingy majidy will all come crashing down again. I got the courage and replied.' 'Yeah go on walk away.TISHAN : Never in my life would I ever thought that I'd be coming here. Amaya stop acting like a clueless b-tch and come to your rass senses.. you'll understand. Your probably thinking that if I don't like Kiann a. Chupid boy .' I walked off then stopped at the door. 'You know what Aiden. 'What? We're over. Aiden slid his covers off him. then we're over.. Is that what you was gonna say?' His face was so close to mine that I could fill his warm breath brush against my face.. 'Then what? Huh ?' Go on say what you were gonna say.' 'The only time I've ever had to walk away was if I was trying to save us. even so much me ntion her name then. why am i tryna protect her.. you always were a prick. Yeah if you mention her.' I got up from him and startec putting my coat on.' 'Yeah. 'And then. I pushed him away from me then walked out the hospital. but .. YOU out of all people.' 'No. then . just like you always do.' I couldn't finish my sentence. no I won't.' His words hurt so much but if that was the way he was gonna act then fine. In the past I wou .' I whispered. well you still have no right to tell me to snake. Hopefully. She helped you and never told the police what you did to Reece. 'Err didn't tell the police? Well I remember the police rading our yard.' 'Yeah. 'Yeah.
. I sw ear I will. on his own 6ft into the ground frickin' scared the rass out of me. I looked around at the place.' Looki ng at me as if I'm crazy. I swear. I was walking a long time until I finally reached the place I was trying to get to. showing my respect. I stopped in such a silence that I couldn't even hear my breathing. Too quiet for my likings.. .. Keep walking. Just knowing he is there . when I find out who did this to you. Why the rass wo uld thery? Suddenly a wave of anger burst through me. I put my flowers. keep walking. Dumb pe ople. I didn't ev en bother reading what was on engraved on his plaque. I stopped at the gates taking a deep breath in..' I called out. It's amazing. I couldn't take this sh#t on my own. Gosh. it felt like my breathing stopped. No matter what I thought though I kept on walking. I shouldn't be here on my own. 'Reece. ' I swear Reece. I ain't cried since Reece's funeral and that was like 3 years ago. I will j ust be about ready to describe how she looks but they always replied 'No. how are you suppose d to know what she even looks like if I haven't even described her. I should've got one of my boys to come with. Kmt. This boy was my boy. And everyone I went to I asked 'Have you seen my sister called Sephy?'. I didn't care what I had to do to find her. And thats when I could hear my breathing coming alive again. I just simply drew the cutain s then asked them.' I whispered. I was so angry. The thought was just impossible. Even though I didn't want to. 'Reece. There was no point.. I stared at his grave. It was the only way I'll be close. I'll find out whoever did this to you.ld never imagine me being here. Jada : I walked into the 'Shining Rainbow' ward and looked in and out of rooms looking for my sister.' I trailed off. I looked in eve rbodys private cubicles asking if they'd seen her. I nearly roe the flowers to shred s. I walked on the path given with thoughts whizzing round my mind. ' One tear tri ckled down my cheek. It was so peaceful but so quiet. Why the f#ck would someone take him away from me. Seriously. He weren't just any person. Literally. we were like brothers.. But I was here. I hate hospitals. But I stormed off out the cemetry and never looked back .. It onl y made me wanna cry. I didn't care. Should I go? Or shouldn't I ? B ut I carried on walking. But I kept composure.. I felt dead almost. I started punching the ground with su ch force. But I ne eded to be. I crouched down next to his grave. I can't be here. Staring at it. I just couldn't get myself to look away. 'I swear Reece. well it was a best place for it.
I walked up to the closest receptionist. 'Have you seen a girl called Sephy?' 'Nope. Finally a person that actually asked. I could feel my cheeks going lighter an d lighter. It was some gorgeous boy.. 'Sorry to bother you but do you know where Sephy Ryans might be?' 'Might do. 'I.' He laughed at me. I sorta try not to giggle when he smiled at me. forgot. So what are you in hospital for anyways?' 'Bullet wound. But he look gorgeou s when he smiled. sorry.' 'Ouch. Come on Jada. yours ?' 'Aiden. 'Sorry erm.' 'You what?' I asked stunned. I drew the curtains away and popped my head round so the person could see me. 'I should help you look. Sure. Well me walking and him limping.' I added. Seeing as I'm bored just sitting here. 'Whats your name babe?' Babe.' I said a little bit of uncertain. What does she look like?' He smiled back. 'So wait. 'I should probably help you look for her. Jheezz. Brown skin.We were hardly even looking. Aide n finally broke the silence. Where the rass was she ? I looked in a nother ward and looked in someones cubicle. This could keep me occupied. you can come. but not light.' 'Ok.' I didn't wanna keep on asking questions and going into details cos he co uld get really bored. . Step sister. er. There was quite a long silence when we were walking round the hospital. she's quite short but a very mature face. Geez..' I smiled at him.' I smiled at him and was about to leave but he stopped me when he said.' 'Ok. Did he just call me babe? 'Jada. Dark brown hair that come up to her shoulders. 'Erm. Have you even asked the receptionist where the girl your looking for m ight be?' I stared at him with a smirk on my face. Sorry but who are you to her?' 'Her sister.' 'Nah ain't seen her. Sorry. he must think I'm a total idiot now.I was seriously beginning to get worried. lets play c ool.
. Oh my gosh I was so dumbbbb.' I paused.' 'Why she always here?' 'One day she's been found on the streets laying there totally pissed..' I began walking then noticed Aiden turning away from me and walking in the other direction. 'Oh. He turn ed around and smiled at me... I'll follow you. And the next .' He called out. and the next. no. You just randomly come into the hospital and walk around everywhere. It make s me feel uncomfortable.' 'Well. 'So wait.. 'Thanks. e xpecting to find your sister. Sephy is in the 'clinic unit' just below this floor. . I went to the receptionist as instructed then went to my sister's room. Sephy said she would be in the 'Shining Rainbow' ward but she weren't there so. Her being here all the time worries me. ' Could you please come with m e?' 'Hmm. One day sh e's been in a fight. I chased after him. The woman turned back to us. That's why I always lose myself in hospitals.' I trailed off. 'I'm in here. Not really.'' We walked our way all the way down to Sephys ward. and the next .' Aiden gave in.' Aiden and I walked up to her.yeah. I returned his smile.' He walked off into the corridor. When I reached him I tapped him lightly on the back. 'Sephy?' I called.'Yeah. You've found your sister and now you want me to go.' The lady turned around and tried to track down where she is.' 'Yeah.' 'Thank you.' 'Fine. why ?' 'Cos. Cos I've been here so many times on my sisters behalf. So what've you done this time?' 'Oh nothing major. I'. That's al . Thats why I was dumb enough no to go to the receptionist. Just give me one minute. 'Bye? Where are you going?' 'Back to my bed. Aiden turned to me. The next she's hurt herself. 'Cos I hate seeing my sister in hospitals in her state. surprised I'm not an expert at this hospital by now. so I'm sayi ng bye. 'Yes. Just go straight in a nd see another receptionist to give you information in what specific room she is in. I looked away shyly. 'I've see you've made a new friend. 'Bye..' She said clocking Aidens pres ence. Just had a fight in Sainsburys with some next girl.
The Doctor is coming to see me about my leg any m inute from now. Just before he got out.' Sephy told me. But the thought of her sl ammed into my face. 'Yeah.l. It's only cos she had long fingernails.' 'By the looks of it. Geez. He looked up at the time and let out a small faint gasp. I've got to go.' The Doctor told me. I was going home.' 'Yeah yeah sure fine. the doctor sai d. But I could change that right ? Or maybe we just need more space first. brilliant. 'You alright babe?' Babe. Jada. Don't forget Aiden . It was a fair fight. I opened the door and smiled at him. Me and Aiden have b een hanging out at the hospital lately. JADA : 'I heard a knock on my door and I instantly knew who it was. 'Listen. at least let me help you to take you to your ward. We weren't talking. It's the least I coul d do.Looking at her cuts and bruises. It meant that I could spend some more time with Amaya.' Aiden spok e with confidence to my sister.' He agreed. I gave Aiden my address. I'll just hang around with Jada. it looks like the girl gave you a good kick in. 'Aiden.' Aiden told me. you must let your leg heal otherwise your leg could end up even more disastrou s like than the last time. 'Err. AIDEN: 'Your lucky enough to be let out early with just crutches on. I loved it when he called me that. no.' 'Yeah and I have to stay in this stupid hospital for like 2 days. I can't believe it.' Aiden looked as if he never even heard what my sister said. 'I'll see you later Jada. You ?' 'I'm good. He returned my smile and hopped a long inside my house with his crutches.' . He put his arm around me and I put my arm around his wais and he limped back to his ward.
.We sat down at the sofa in the living room and watched tv for a little while.s only make me embarassed.. I went straight to hiss ward and straight too his cubicle. I really enjoy having Aiden for coma pny. I got myself ready and dressed up.. his bed was empty and his sheets were all layed out in a perfect manner. hold on. you know. I quickly strained myslef to put on my black airforece (Geez.AMAYA: It's been at least 5 days I ain't seen or heard from Aiden now. Aiden Matthews was dismissed 3 days ago. I wore my baggy jeans so I was nice and comfortable and not too tight. Great. 'Listen.' The woman prompted. Truss. 'No reason.' He gathered. But. how i loved them off . 'Erm sorry.' I agreed like a fool. I'm sure I can take responsibilities for my actions. It was fun hanging around him. It was certainly a pleasure to tak e him in.' I caught her attention. but why didn't he just go home. clear the air. 'Darling. I eventually got fed up of moping around the house and decided that I was going to go to the hospital and visit him today. Let me just check for you.' I tried to not give him the satisfaction of him thinking I l iked him. yeah. i'm not that far gone.' ' Oh. chec . sure you can stay. I wouldn't really say cover up actually seeing as if I wore a type top you still wouldn't have clocked. But I am 18 now and he's 19. I loved it when he said my name. But the smile I gave him wore upon my cheek. She put the phone down and came up to me. She seem ed to be struggling to find him seeing as she was making phone call after phone call. Jada. Just to sort stuff out with him.' I said trying not to look stunned it. He looked away from the tv and looked at me.' 'Oh. I've been here so man y times I knew exactly where it was. I only liked him and he's a lready got me doing things for him. It was another 5 minutes later when she started nodding her head in resp onse to what the person at the other end of the call was saying to her.) I quickly brushed my hair into a ponytail and soon left. Learn from my mistakes. Thought I'd just pay yo u a visit. Cool. ' But do you know where Aiden Matthews migh t be?' 'Yep. 'Er. ' I know we ain't known eachother for that long but would it be ok if I stayed round your yard for like 3 days?' I waited a long moment before I asnwered him. That's if I ever d id a mistake with him. 'So how comes your not at your yard?' I asked. Today I wore my grey adiddas hoodie to cover my pregnancy. I waited at least 5 minutes waiting for the woman to report back to me. I went back the way I came and went to the receptionist desk. Yeah. But other than that.
Just please call me as soon as you get this. I knocked on his friends door that I knew too. He was too far for him to hear me.' 'Kortney listen. 'Never mind. just great. just one more time. forget it. not banging too hard even though it was my hour of desper ation. thank God you ain't gone Uni yet.' 'Yeah. I called him about 5 more times after that.thi nk.think. I couldn't run up to him either in my condition. This couldn't be right.k the pregnant girl out that don't even know where her own boyfriend is. 'No I ain't seen him. 'You welcome. But I decided to call him again. Maybe I am if I don't even know where he is. bec oming more and more worried by the second. And asked them if they'd seen him . I carried on walking and I reached Kortneys yard. I had to walk at a very fast pace . I mean.' I walked out the building still in shock. I pinched my phone out of my back pocket and dialled his number immediately. he cou ld be injured or dead laying somewhere. getting very frustrated.' I set off a nd walked around the streets that circled the park. I was fiddling my nails. Amaya. I left several messages on his phone. but I didn't cry. -I was ordering my food when I heard some laughter from down the road. I jogged outside and saw him cracking up laughing. I took no notice of it until I heard my familiar voice. 'Ahh. I called his name but he couldn't hear me. 'Thank you anyways. And then another. I knocked on the door. serio usly? The woman must've made an mistake. Aiden was already gone? . Thank the Lord I wasn't three months pregnant or more otherwise I'd probably had pass out by all this walking i'm doing. Sh#t/ No answer. You Ok? Where are you ? I'm worried sick. Tears started to well i my eyes. Kortney opened her door. I walked at a fast pace. Now what was I going to do ? Think. Great.Should I phone the police.' I said to the woman.' I spoke. Where is he ? Maybe I should just call the police. I breathed in heavily and decided to go to the chinese shop for a takeaway then call the police.Matter of fact he was gone and he didn't even call me ? Three days ago. I know cos I've got delayed. Aiden.' 'Argh.' I let out. It just went straight to voice mail. talking with some girl. 'Listen Aiden hun it's me. . I couldn't believe this. They all replied no. My courses ain't taken regestration yet. Have you seen Aiden by any chance ?' She looked at me as if I was dumb.
Is Aiden there?' I tried to walk in but she q uickly stepped in front of the door firmly so I couldn't get in. 'I. . 'Don't bother asking me questions. very stunned.' I heard. Me. To be honest. it was like a dog trying to escape its leash. I didn't really care about her. 'What are you doing here?' I asked him. 'Now answer my question. 'Yeah well he obviously does.' She stammered. 'Why do you need to know where he is?' She claimed.' She said..' 'Let me in or get Aiden. But for some reason. I knew that voice. she just stood outside waiting. she never went in. 'I thought he never had a girl friend . It was silent for a while. They walked into some house. They were going in a corner and I had to follow them. ' I knew what I was doing. I was here for one thing and one thing only. I wa lked in and saw Aiden siting down on the sofa . he immediately looked up. 'His close friend. I'm guessing hers and my heart beat furociously aga inst my ribcage.' 'Who are you anyway to Aiden anyway?' I asked her with some attitude.' AIDEN : 'So can you please get Aiden..' 'No.. sounding very pleased with herself. I don't know who you are so get out of my house. Sh#t it was Amaya. The girl opened the door an d stopped in mid laughter when she saw me. I walked to the house eventually and banged my fists on the door. who are you?' 'His Girlfriend. er . AMAYA : I walked in following this girls lead. quick. SO i banged on it harder. I swear I've seen this girl before? 'Who are you?' She asked. She took me into the living room. 'Listen move outta my way and call Aiden. I knew what I was asking him. I could tell she wasn't ex pecting that answer but I gave it to her regardless.'She looked so stunned.' 'No.to them.
those words stung. what was her name. wait..' He let out. or told me. Why didn't you come home ?' There was still silence.' I walked off and barged the girl out the way. Why did he lead me on? Well technically. But we did proper bond li ke 24/7. 'Listen.' Still silence. please. Beautiful infact. I really started to care for him. Am aya. He followed me. 'What do you want Aiden ?' I said impatiently. Well ture say we've only know eachother for a little while so I couldn't be exp ecting too much of him like me and him were going out. still not a word from him. Well . low it. He had a girlfriend? For real ?. i think. If i thought using the word girlfriend stung that was nothing compared to what A iden just said to me. she's pretty. Why didn't you even tell me you had one.' It was then when he took a hold of my arm and pulled me gen tly to face him. He turned around and looked at me. I just want a change of scene. 'His Girlfriend. Why weren't this dumb boy answer me or at least speak. 'If you'd have just called. JADA: I couldn't believ it.' 'But why. I thought you were dead Aiden or lying somewhere injured. . Never mind me. Spend some time with you.'When did you get out of the hospital?' I asked playing it cool. Not a word. When that girl said those two words to me. Something like that. 'You know what? Forget it Aiden. ' Why don't you turn back around and run off to your little friend.' I never answered or him or even slightly turn around to look at h im. He noticed the hurt in myself. I stared back at him then went inside the hou se.. I gave him a very dirty s crew and strutted back home. 'I told you. Using the word girlfriend to him knowing that it weren't me. There was no chance I could compete with her. This boy m ust seriously take me for a dickhead.. But why didn't Aiden tell me he had a g irlfriend. Ahh.' Was all that played back in my mind until I snappe d back into reality. I think you got let out roug hly around 3 days ago. You have a girlfriend. It's not like me and you are going out. 'Amaya. 'Amaya.' He tried to hug me but I shoved him hard in the chest.' 'What does it matter to you anyway. 'Oh. Obviously not? I stared at Aiden. There was silence. I heard him call mr. Shocked the lif e outta me. watching him stand there looking at Amaya walk off. he didn't lead me but I like d him so much I thought he felt the same way. let me guess. Jada. -' 'Why did you want to stay here? Wasn't your girlfriend keeping you happy?' Damn. I walked along the path leading towards the road.
'Look baby, I'm sorry Jada. I didn't know you ...' He trailed off. 'I think you should leave.' 'Jada don't be like this.' I looked at him and he began walking or hopping to the door. 'Aiden wait.' 'What?' 'You've forgotten your things.' I said to him whilst handing him his items.
'Ey Michael. I need your help.' I called out to him. 'Yeaah. Anything you want.' He joked. 'We need to try and find out who hurt Reece.' Michael looked at me as if I was crazy. 'Nah man, I can't do that.' 'What? Are you gonna let me down?' 'Tishan man. Just low it. Reece is dead, theres nothing we can do about it.' My temper rose like a boiling kettle . I snapped and grabbed him by his throat a nd thrust his body against the wall. 'Don't you EVER talk about Reece like that again.' Silence. I shook him wildly. ' Do you hear me ?' I recieved a shove from him which made me automatically fall a couple step backw ards. 'No I don't f#cking hear you. Stop treating me like I'm your rass pet. If you wa nt to help Reece, then just leave everything the way it is in peace. Don't go up and cause some trouble.' 'Shut up ! You don't know what Reece would want. We need to take revengee on the guy or guys that did that to him.' 'No not we. You. You do if you want to. Not the rest of us. It's your ting so yo u go along and do your business by yourself.' Michael shoved me heard and walked off. When did he get brave? I'll show him lat er whose boss.
I've been trying to get as many man to help back me up with the Reece ting. They all turning me down. But why? Why aren't they on it. Their boy got shot, they s
hould be happy to take revenge. When Reece was here all dem mans were hyped up r eady for anything. Now their heads are down and aint doing shizzle. I guess I wa s on my own. If it had to be like that, so be it. But finding the person that di d this is gonna be so hard. But I will get it eventually, no matter how long it takes. But right now, I had to take my mind off of all this and go to my girls y ard.
AMAYAH : I heard the key click in it's position. I knew it was him, who else? Why was he here ? Couldn't he stay and play around his friends yard? He was sure happy eno ugh there. KMT. Dickhead. I was deep in thought but placing my eyes firmly on th e tv. He sat down next to me. He tried to place his hand on mine but I shrugged it off. He moved closer to me. I could smell his scent. That lovely smell of his that always made me tingle inside. I had'nt been this close to him like this in such a long time. I still loved him, of course I did. Nothing will ever change that. But why did he always have to give me so much pain. 'Amaya.' He whispered. 'Why did you go there?' I asked him without beating round the bush. 'I just.. I needed a change of scene.' He said. I could tell he was really tired of saying that answer. 'A change of scene ? Aiden incase you haven't noticed here but I'm pregnant. How could you leave me?' 'Leave you? I remember you storming out of the hospital.' 'You were so mean to me in the hospital.' 'Because you were making me feel like I didn't have a choice to do anything, as if your superior in everything that goes on.' 'You were supposed to stick by me. Aiden I thought once you were out of that hos pital you'd be racing home to come and spend time with me. 'Amaya baby. I'm sorry.' A tear trickled from my eye. 'If you wanted a change of scene, why didn't you ju st go to one of your boys yard, like Jamals? Why hers ?' 'I-I don't know. She was just there. Thats all. She's my -' I interrupted. 'Aiden do you still love me.' He looked at me, his eyes playing all over my face . 'Of course I do, I always will, no matter what.' He leaned forwards and kissed m e gently on my lips. We ain't done this for time. And I miss it. I miss us most of all. I kissed him back and there we were lipsing, on the couch.
TISHAN : I needed to take my mind off of trying to find out who killed Reece. I knocked o n my girls yard.
She opened the door. 'Hey baby.' She said. I smiled at her then kissed her on he r lips. I walked in her yard and went straight up to her room. I was kinda black ed out still. Hoodie nearlycovering my whole face stil.. I couldn't risk anyone from these ends see me. After all, I weren't from these ends, from this gang. Do nt want anyone catching me slipping. But my girl doesn't know I'm in a gang. Not just any gang. A gang thats in rival with mine. Not just any rival, a deep one. One of these boys here killed Reece. And I'll make sure they don't make it to t he new years. And I couldn't tell my girl that I was in a gang, she hated them g ang sh#t and it would kill her if she knew I was in one. 'You alright babe?' I asked her. 'Yeah, I'm fine. You?' 'Great. I could see that she was bored on the computer. But I didn't care, just watching her entertained me. Damn, she is sexyy. Her sexy red hair, her green eyes, face not too pale. Ahh, she turned me on. I loved her like mad though. She may not t hink it, but I love her. 'I love you Kortney.' I said to her.'Do you?' She said. Acting like she didn't r eally believe me. 'Yeah I do. And I ain't just saying that.' 'Yeah, well I love you too.' She came up to me and kissed me on my lips. Dammnnn . I kissed her back and we started lipsing on her bed when she finally pulled aw ay. 'I'm bored Tishan.' 'Yeah, well what do you wanna do ?' 'Dunno. But I'll be back, lemme get om and went downstairs. Kortney was mes, but tonight she weren't really year now. This has been the longest one that makes me smile these days. 'em like its nothing. something downstairs.' She walked out her ro so beautiful damn. We've had sex loads of ti feeling it. We've been going out for like a relationship ever. Truss me. She's the only Other chicks are just a quick beat then drop
Kortney came back with pure alcohol bottles in her hand. She was planning to get licked. All I saw was Vodka, Bacardi, Rum, Cider,.. pure things.. I grabbed some bottles and popped them open. Kortney played some music from the computer and turned it up to full volume. Themm sho' bashment came on and she st arted whining on me. Jheeezzz, man drank from the the bottle like it was nothing . Kortney was licked already, dancing round the room like she had some next boos ter sh#t/.
I was lying on the bed totally drunk. But Kortney was licked. I ain't never seen her like this before ever. She started giggling to herself. Then crawled up to me and kissed my lips. hmm;
My mind was just blank.' She laughed with me and came to lie d own on top of me. this secret is a BIGG SECRET ! It's not a good thing doe. He's part of the BIG SECRET I was telling you . 'I love you Tishan. I could hardly even talk properly.' 'I can't. she so unded like a two year old trying to speak like a grown up. otherwise Amaya will never talk to me ever again. 'Well. 'I went to visit some boy called Reece yesterday.'Babbyyy' She slurred. tell me. 'I love you too. can't even remember what I said like two seconds ago.' She slurred. ' 'Isit?' 'Yeah this secret. Or maybe my mind was just too crazy f or me to pay attention to anything. 'Do you wanna know a secret?' 'Yeah what is it?' 'Actually no. I can't tell you.' She said. 'Why?' 'Cos. When your licked you make me laugh.' 'REECE !' my head shot up like I'd been electrocuted. No one was even in the house. LMAO. Do you know why?' 'No. that would be like breaking the friendship code. Why?' He said barely above a whisper.' KORTNEY : I was silly pissed.' 'Why aint it good?' 'SHHHHH! Lower your voice they might hear us !' I laughed at her ridiculousness. 'I've heard of that name b efore. Is #topsecret. I was laying ontop of Tis han with my head sweating like mad. 'What's so funny Tishan ?' 'You.' 'I wanna know. Reece is in on the secret. Was. 'Reece? Whose Reece?' 'My friend. 'What?' I answered laughing at her. I was just saying th ings.' He told me.
' 'Ahh then stop talking then. Tishan you have to believe me. Kortney shut up!'Tishan was getting angry.' 'Yeah it musn't be. and he.' 'So?' 'Her mans called Aiden. Cos If I tell you the secret which has go to do with Reece you'd be so inte rested. Or was he happy? :S 'Why are you angry?' 'Cos your chatting bullcrap. I know a Reece that is dead. i don't know whther I should sayy? Because it's part of the secret.' He let out. he's done something bad. Whats he done?' 'Hmm.' 'I went to go to his grave. Listen to me. is pregnant. Hardly even speaking correctly .' 'No i'm not.' I told her.' 'Listen to me Tishan. stop getting angry with me. Very bad. I know.' I begged him like a drunk.' 'I can't. TISHAN: 'Fine then. He's very naughty. His dead. I'll listen to your rubbish story.Your just drunk.' 'My best friend Amaya. Kortney your just drunk bequiet. 'Nah.s .about!' Tishan looked at me like I was crazy.' 'Tell me the secret then. it musn't be the Reece. Cos if I told Amaya would never forgive me ever ever ever ever ever ag ain..' 'No I wouldn't.' 'No. 'Reece is dead?' 'Yeah? But.yeahh.' 'No.' 'Ssshh..' 'Yeahh. Fine you wanna know the secret?' 'What?' . 'Tishan. you need to cool off. Never.
I n eeded to get my life back together and move on. But other than that. She already attempted it once. my mum s here and that. He shot him and he died. Well I did. I went r the paracetamol. Amaya said if I was near her or her family she'd kill me. I've never ever felt so alone like this. I couldn't. 'What did you say last night ?' 'Argh. Infact twice. That headach e was just literally awful. I just need to leave and get out of here.'I'm gonna prove to you that I do know some boy called Reece. To be honest it wasn't even the bright morning yet. She seemed quite serious enough when she was saying it. With my friends . And thats what she wa s drunk. And I knew she could certainl y do it again. I soon found it answer your dumb little questions. 'What?' she sounded irritated. Drunk people say things they don't mean. Tishan. When I was stuck in the middle of this no one even thought to ask.' I whispered. 'Kortney. I mean. Babe. i didn't know what to do. knowing what Kortney said last night.' Kortney mumbled. But my head was just confused. No friends . I knew she would try to kil l me. Well i would be if I got so pissed last night and result into having a disgusting head ache. Becaus e that boy Aiden killed him. get me some paracetamol. and that fact could be. Just go do some paracetamol.' She placed her hand on her downstairs and searched all over the house fo and gave it to her. KIANNA: I was finally out of the hospital and was beginning to pack my bags and get read y to leave to uni. it's just I wanted to take my mind off of all the things that was going on around me. I won't drink that much again. Everyone just always talks 'Oh hows Amaya? Hows Kianna? Hows Aiden ?' Why was it always them three. yeah. isn't it. It was around 2 am. I heard Kortney mumbling when her head started to move about. Clear my mind from all the poison that has seeped through. I was so relieved that it did. But sometimes drunk people seem to always stae what was on their mind. Or maybe I was the poison and thats why I ha ve to leave. . I was just sick and tired of it. Sh e was REALLY DRUNK when she said all those things. I wasn't scared of course. 'Aaah. She couldn't have possibly me ant it. 'how is Kortney feeling?' I am always stuck in the middle and the press ure of their secrets and lies just kinda weighs ontop of me. I just s tared at the ceiling laying on Kortneys bed with her head laying on my chest. I ain't bothered to wnstairs to the kitchen and get me head and groaned in agony. I felt so alone. nothing. my head is killing me.'TISHAN : I didn't get a wink of sleep. KORTNEY: The paracetamol worked quick enough.
-' 'Whose Aiden !' I said again. How did he knew? Well thats a rhetorical question. As if he hardly wanted to speak to me. and I was s o drunk that I opened my mouth and told him what has happened in my life. I'm so . A boy called Aiden killed my friend Reece.. you tell me. Since we woke up he didn't look very happy. 'No one. it's not true. 'You said . 'What're you talking about?' She finally let out.' 'You said .. What did I do to hi m ? 'What?' 'What did you say last night to me?' 'How am I supposed to bloody know what I said? I frickin' passed out and your as king me to remember all those things that happened. Tishan just let this conversation go. I was just chatting sh#t.' KORTNEY : I couldn't believe he knew. I was just making stuff up .' As soon as I said thos e words. But with the volume of my voice turned a bit highe r. I didn't mean to tell him. calm down. H e looked traumatised. I was just -' 'Where does this Aiden boy live ?' 'I said I don't know who he is. we're like brothers. Its just lies. TISHAN: 'You said . relax and cool down. Tishan. I've never heard of him.' Tishan whispered to me. A boy called Aiden killed my friend Reece.. I knew how he knew. I was just simply drunk. I swear.' Those words hit me lik e a bullet just creeped through my chest. We're more than just friends. Nobody..' 'Whose Aiden ?' 'I don't know. I made him up. jeez. Tishan. I was drunk.' 'What did you say?' 'I don't know. how many timed do I have to tell you that?' 'Reece is my friend. She looked really scared. her face expression changed into a ghost. -' 'It's not true..'Kortney. I ca n't even remember what happened that night. Me and by big mouth.
I've found out whose Reece's killer. That explains why you come to my yard as if your trying to hide from someone. He has family. 'I'm sorry Kortney.' He said casually. 'Your gonna kill Aiden ! ' I ran up to him and tried to do anything I could to try and take his mind away f rom all of this.' He said to me. It sounded like he was almost pleading.' 'Your in a gang ?' I asked him shocked. He thrust me against the wall and his face was so close to my face that our nos e were touching. Reece is dead. Whats Amaya gonna say when I tell her? 'Tell me who killed him. Tishan. F or me.' '. 'Please. He told me he wasn't in one.' 'Just hurry up and come.' I pushed him so hard he managed to let go of me and he look ed me straight in the eye. we'll . The baby will be lfet without a father cos of you. He's about to have a baby. 'You said you wasn't in a gang. ' He walked up to me and grabbed me.' 'I've already thought about it. calm down. I trusted you. I know you know Korts. 'J ust think Tishan. I'm waiting. So don't lie to me bi#ch !' 'Don't call me that. so just quick.. 'Your gonna kill him?' I said to him. I've never ever seen this side to him before. 'I don't know.' 'I know when you were drunk you were telling the truth. I hugged him and tried to kiss him but he pulled away.. who killed Reece?' 'What is it to you anyway? What are you even gonna do ?' 'Get some of my boys and we'll . A tear escaped his eye and it rolled down the side of his cheek . Just think about what your doing. He looked so weak though he was carrying my body against the wall. He's about to start a new life.' He didn't answer me and that's when the tears started flowing uncontrollably. Tishan.' He locked off the phone and looked at me. 'i'mma ask you one more time. These ain't your ends... I don't have the answers can't you see that. I had to try and warn Aiden. So stop and get out.stupid... . Please. 'Ey Michael. ' He walked away from me and called someone on his phone. I was drunk. How could h e? I thought he loved me. rally the man up. I'm in their turf. don't do this. I started crying.' 'I'm sorry. the police are trying to find out who the ki ller is.
I'm causing her pain.' 'It is the way.' AIDEN : I was walking up to my house back from work. I don't want to. From the point where I was walking . 'LET GO OF ME!' I shouted punching him as hard as I could but the blows from my hand seemed to be having no affect on him whatsoever. Your gonna stay here whilst the man take care of Aiden. But I was way too str ong for her. I held onto her and carried her up the stairs. I had to show him the pain that my close friend Reece was go ing through. I'll make sure of that. But we'll find him.' She spat at me. But she probably doesn't even love me now. The only way that will make him feel that pain that Reece was go ing through.' 'Forgive me. I need this boy to suffer.' I said to her. People like you make me sick. I hated doing it to her. She tried her best to wriggle out of my arms.I needed to run out. I've been waiting for this moment for such a long time now and it was finally here. I didn't open it in time and Tishan grabbed me. Absol utely hated it. She was disgusted in me. I raced for the door and down the stairs. Aiden.' 'This isn't the way Tishan. 'I know i don't. 'It's not too late to change all of this. I h ad to get him back. Start over. Not now. I t ried to open the door but my hands were too shaky. This boy. it's the only way.' 'I have to. He is gonna die tonight and I'll make sure of it. I could tell.' 'You make me sick. Not ever. But I needed to get my own back for what Aiden did to Reece.' She said. She screamed and she ranted but nothing she said was ever gonna let me go. and you know it. It's l ike a whole completely different person to the Tishan I know. now and fast. 'So here how this morning is gonna go. Not after what I'm causing her. he needed to pay for what he did to Reece. Cos I do love Kortney no one could ever make me change that. I would neve r ever forgive him. 'I can't change it. I turned the lock on her door. I forced K ortney to enter her room and I slammed the door behind me. Not if you go through with this.' 'You don't even know where he is.' 'Why are you acting like this Tishan ? I don't like seeing you like this. 'No. But she had to know I love her. TISHAN : I wasn't about to let her leave.' Kortney whispered to me.
I'm gonna go outside quickly. Their life was just fal ling apart bit by bit. To think I loved someone who had so much hatred stocked up inside. KORTNEY: I cried to myself. Or maybe not. Loo k after her. He walked in and I noticed w ho it was. 'Listen. Not once. I think she's just trying to build her trust. 'Just ram it down. He looked shocked at my statement.. . It was now 3 am and it felt like it was even darker than it was when it was 2 am. Did he seriously think that I wanted to be wi th someone who locked me inside my own room and made me wait until one of my clo se friends' die ? He must be so stupid to think I would still love him. Michael. all the man outside ain't gonna kill Aiden .' I let out. I never wanna see you again. And to think I loved him. I never stopped loving her. It could be so much more.my house was too far. 'When you kill him. since when was he in their little gang? He clocked me too and tried not too make it bait that he knew me. And if h e loved me he wouldn't have been doing this. I was trying to get used to walking withou t them.' I waited to hear the loud bang that came from downstairs. But it was slowly drifting us apart. they're saying you have to do it. I never know with that girl anymore. make sure she doesn't escape. 'I CAN'T LEAVE THIS ROOM OTHERWISE THE GIRL WOULD RUN AWAY!' 'WHAT DO YOU EXPECT ME TO DO THEN ?' The voice called out. And I'll never forgive myself for being so stupid enough. Or maybe it was just me. And if Aiden dies it will all be my fault. 'Yo. It was disastrous at fast but now I'm starting to get the hang of it. I knew him. I didn't even feel for me. but may be it's not that. I just carried on walki ng with the thoughts playing in my head.' 'What?' He looked startled . I love Amaya though.' He greeted Tishan. I feel so sad for Amaya and the baby. th ough I still limp. I don't think I ever will though.. I think its becau se she's becoming so attatched to me and relying on me and anything little that I do could make her angry. Why couldn't he j ust be reasonable. Tishan knew that if he left the room I would've found a way to get out so he looked outside from the window and called out. I swear when your girls' pregnant it's supposed to make you feel c loser together than ever. Had they killed him already. ' Ey Tishan. I can't believe Tishan is acting like this. Amaya should be asleep. But why did I feel like I was walking t owards something sad and tragic ? . There was a knock at the door and my heart skipped a beat. But I didn't use my crutches. But it is nice to get some fresh air and take a stroll som etimes.' Michael nodded and looked straight at me as soon as Tishan left. I heard the boy walk u p the stairs which led to him knocking on the door.
Literally. 'I love you. blaa.' I whispe red in his ear trying to sound sexy. Using a gun would hardly be painless for him.. For now. When the though of Aiden getting killed was too over whe lming.. but he stil likes me and all that b ullsh#t .' 'I can't do that.' He said to me..' I snapped at him. 'I ain't anybody's chick. 2 . A knife would sti ck to the end of him. You see. No way was I ever gonna let t hat happen. 'Well if you did. I was running o ut of options now and I had to quickly say what came to my mind.'So your Tishan's chick.' I knew he was thinking about it in his h ead but he came to a resounding no when he refused to let me go. 'Michael please let me go...' 'So thats how your gonna be?' He looked back at me with sympathy written all ove r his face. And i'll let you touch me in places where you've never touched before.. He turned around and I steadily creeped across the room and took a h old of my lamp. I can't just sit back and do nothing. He looked at me for 2 seconds and dropped to t he ground. . to Reece or to anyone who loved him.' Tears were emerging from my eyes. please let me go. 'K. you would let me go. Bla. Go. I ran up to him. Actually no wait. I couldn't wait any longer.. David passed me the knife that I needed to use on Aiden. Me and Michael had histo ry. just unconscious and that was ok.' Michael told me. It worked though. He's gon na kill him. I knew I was getting to him. Your not going anywhere. For at least a second. 'Michael. causing as much pain to him than he did to me. he turned around to see what was going on and I swang the lamp and hit him straight in the face. blla. I was only doing this so I c ould persuade him to let me go. He weren't dead. KORTNEY : I found myself kissing Michael. thats the best thing about it. 'Michael if you let me go me and you could do a little thing together you know. Aiden was in danger and I weren't gonna try and wait until they kill him. you know. 3 . deeply kissing him. how dumb do you think I am?' He was started to get angry. We used to go out and then I left him . TISHAN : I walked outside to where all the boys were. 1 . Tishan will kill me. I pulled away from him...
no matter what. I loved her too much for him. I placed my hands on some pipe thing and tried to balance it out and climb down wards. just get here a s fast as you can !' 'Ok. Please. I stuck my other leg out and placed on another tile. I will always love her. Just . I prayed to God that I didn 't fall. but I did anyway. I couldn't help stop thinking about Kortney. But I really do. A gang is gonna kill him. The dumb boy that killed my friend is gonna die. I couldn't help havin g a little smirk on my face. But I had to do this first. Please don't fall. It may not look like I lover her. Police please. placing it on some wooden roof tile.TISHAN : 'COME ON LETS GO !' I shouted as the man followed behind me walking up to where Aiden lived. Wi th pleasure. TISHAN : We walked in a row pacing ourselves slowly on the streets. KORTNEY: I knew I wasn't gonna get to Aiden before them. I opened the window an stuck my leg out.. It's a shame I couldn' t tell her that. I tried not to look down. 'Yes.' 'What is the emergency?' 'Someones about to get killed. the address please?' I told them the address and dropped the phone as soon as I was done with the ca ll. She just needs to know that whatever she decides fo r the both of us. I ran outside in the hallway and grabbed the house phone and called 999. KORTNEY: . But at the same time.
AMAYA : I stared at the window when I suddenly saw Kortney shouting at the top of her lu ngs for Aiden. I could risk killing mysel f.. I sometimes don't feel like I trusted Aiden.' It was kill him that I didn't even see . What w as going on ? Why was Kortney crying? Whats happening? . When I saw him my heart skipped a beat. Aiden stopped abruptly and looked at her with confusement.' Was all it took to get th e anger bursting out. 'that's him. coming to life. I got the knife ready. by jumping fromm this height. hoping for Aiden to come home. But if I wanted to save so many li ves today. All I could hear in my head 'was kill him. TISHAN: At the point where we reached the park I immediately heard the mans shouting. And I certainly do enjoy the love that we'd share together. anger blocking my ears.I was finding it so hard to breathe properly. Since I've been pregnant I've become more and more paranoid by the minute. AMAYA: I stared outside the window. I held my breath in and jumped and tried so hard to land on my toes. 'thats him. anger blocking my mouth. But he's m y boyfriend and I'm carrying his child. anger blocking my sight. He never us ually took so long like this. . The pain th at seped through my leg was in a manner that I tried so hard to prevent. I got u p and limped as fast as I could to Aiden and Amaya's yard. 'AIDEN !' I called out. I have to make do with the love that we have. thats him!' was all I heard. KORTNEY : I raced against the clock or shall I say against the gang to get him. I raced towards him . waiting. Tears were streaming from my eyes. But it's worth the risk. I couldn't think about me. I had to do it.
It was Tishan. then suddenly Kortney was there. unexpectedly. Why the f'ck couldn't he understand and just get out of here before it was too late. I turned around and thats when it happened. It all happened in a split second/ AMAYA: Whatever happened next. I gasped at the pain. I didn't even know what I was doing. It was too late for me to stop. 'Aiden get out of here! Run !' He didn't s eem to understand. The knif e in my body. I was reaching in for the kill. KORTNEY : I gasped as the knife seeped into me.' I didn't even know that Kortney stepped infront of him. Aiden gasped at something behind m e. I carried on running. I ran to Aiden crying him to get out. I stepped . Aiden watched in horror. do it . Aiden shocked too gobsmacked to say .. KORTNEY : I ran towards him and stepped infront of him. He was meant to kill Aiden but I stepped infront of him and here we were.KORTNEY : I ran up to him unaware that the gang was there. do it.do it. TISHAN : I didn't know what just happened. I was too in shock for me too describe it. Tishan with tears in his eyes. I made a run for the front door. do it. unaware that Tishan was there r acing to kill him.. TISHAN: The anger that was filled in my body suddenly took a giant wave and took over me . All that was in my mind 'just kill him an d run.
AIDEN : I couldn't think everything was just happening too fast. I was too weak to leave her. WHAT SHOULD I DO ! TISHAN: I never left her sight. I placed my hand on the wound and saw blo od trickling all over my hand. 'Tishan Graham you are under arrest for attempted murder. They dragged me away and pushed me firml y into the car.' It was then when the world started moving again and I could hear the loud. AMAYA: .' I whispered. He gasped at what he just done. But it may harm your defence if you do not mention when questioned so mething which you later rely on in court. There was a massive amount of blood. Sh e was heavy and her weight lowered us to the floor.' The police officer said to me. It was an accident. or talk. She looked as if she was gonna faint any second. She was meant to be at her house. running from the end of the street towards me obviously terrified of what just took plac e. But the world stopped again. I looked into his eyes. Bu t Kortney wasn. She dropped and I caught her in my arms. such hurt. It is a shame it had to be sh own this way. He does love me. Anything you do say may be given in ev idence.t. Especially knwoing what I d id. gee his eyes we re filled with sorrow. They could kill me too for all I c are. I couldn't hear properly or see. Tears streamed down my face. I saw Amaya and Kianna run towards me. The whole street just stood still for a second. 'I love you Kortney. Amaya watching from her door in horror. And finally. The pain hurt like crazy. But I was ok enough. Everythin g was becoming more faiint and faint. The car drove off with the sirence whisteling around making me feel as if I shou ld just go to hell. Kianna. I'm so sorry. I couldn't stay with h er much longer as the police dragged me away. You do not have to say anything. squea ky sirens drifting to my ears. 'Kortney.anything. I couldn't live any more knowing what I just done. His eyes. Tishans hands were still on the knife.
Expect ing. forensic scientists everywhere. I don't even know why she wa s in my house . I didn't even know where I was walking too. it lo oked like one of them clips you see on the news. I just need to get away from it all. This weren't a very smart move as immedi ately I walked out the house. I just kept walking. I've never ever felt like this before. because I did this because I did that . Man. If I never killed Reece. I soon turned back around and w ent straight back to watching tv. JADA : There were pure policeman outisde.. walking. I cried as Aiden cuddled me. Kianna was crying too. Nah she couldn't b e dead. Again . AIDEN : I walked out the living room away from Amaya and Kianna. My head was swimming in an ocean of thoughts. A policeman tried to ask me some questions bu t I carried on walking. then Tishan wouldn't b e trying to kill me. I guess we're just all too upset to cause a fuss. I missed Kortney so much. I couldn't take my thou ghts. I' m so upset. but I couldn't be bothered to go. If Tishan hadn't been trying to kill me then Kortney wouldn 't have tried to save me. hoping that I'd walk away from this. Infact. I stormed off down the road. The though t swam around in my head was: Kortney's death is all my fault.The paramedics ran to us helping Kortney. w hy did this have to be happening? Why Kortney ? Kortney never did anything wrong . Kianna screamed too. Why. My darling. 'I'm so sorry.' 'NOOOOOOOO !' I screamed ! I dropped to the ground and cried my heart out. I wanted to check out what was happenin g..' The paramedic said. No this couldn't be. Aiden looked away at shook his head to himself and cried. 'Time of death 3:47 am.. The legs that got shot by Kianna because I killed Reece. 'HELP HER PLEASE !' I cried.. I couldn't take this anymore. Aiden was so stunned. I stormed out o f the house soon after I cuddled Amaya. It is a time f or grieving not arguing. He stood still motionless but tears running firmly. This reality must be the cruelest. We waited in my house trying not to look at the scene where it all happened. I can't beleive she saved Aiden she . . I just kep t moving my legs. I just want her back. she . ever. Theres nothing that I or anyone could do about that. all this guilt. Kianna stood th ere crying. My bestfriend Kortney is dead. there were police. Geez. Not even when I killed Reece. My darling Kortney is dead. So I just stared out the window. Kortney.
His nose slightly dripped. I hated seeing her like this. I know I would be. He had so much tears streaming down his face. I became over whelmed at the fact of us two together. especially in a time like this. I played a part in. as if her heart was slowly crumbling into nothing but dust. Everytime I thought about Kortney another tear escaped. You wouldn't even understand my pain even if I tried to describe it to you. So much.' He came in and sat down on the sofa. And some of that cr umbling. 'Of course you can.ppled . KIANNA : I studied Amaya well. After everything we've all been through. 'Can I come in? Please. whats happened ?' AMAYA: Aiden left. Amaya hugged me back. This was extra special. He cried as I we nt to cradle him. AIDEN : I was hurting. When we went Uni we touched but it wasn't the same. 'Aiden. A few tears escaped my eyes but not even close to Maya's one. She flinched at my tou ch at first. She was thinking hard. I didn't like seeing him like this. I don't really know what to say. To my su rprise. But she didn't. Dead. I was expecting it at all. All of this stupid madnes . I could feel her breathe heavily and she wept and wept in my arms. I still didn't even know why she was still here. For us to be friends again. She hugged me tighter. I actually gasped a t his emotions. I was so deep in thought. so I cried even more. I rushed into it but she didn't even notice when I came to her and hugged her. She looked as if she was suffering. He looked. W e haven't so much as touched in ages.' He asked. 'Aiden. His eye s all puffy and red as if he hasn't cried in ages. It was just me and Kianna. His voice was all croaky. He must be so angry with himself. As if anyone even i nvited her in. My te ars were mainly because of Kortneys death but it was also because here we were. eh ? God knows how long I've been waiting for this moment . Why did she have to go? Why her ? If only she went back to Uni like she was supposed to then she wouldn't be dead. He looked awful.There was a knock at the door and I went to go open it. This means something. Jada just sat with me cradling me. I rocked him back and forth so slowly and gentle.. The person there shocked me. Who would've thought. I didn't eve n know why he was upset. Amaya and Kianna comforting each other. He buried his head in his hands. he . Hugging felt good.. Don't get me worng I was scared she was really gonna react badly to it.' I whispered.
It was as if she was trying to squeeze out all the pain from me to stop me from suf fering. T so that I couldn't hurt.JADA : He just took off and left. I could feel her heart beating. upset. I ain't a b#tch or nothing . Tell me I didn't just do this? Tell me I didn't just cheat ? Jada stared at me in confusement. I qui ckly got up from Jada and slid on my top then the rest of my clothes.. And thats what was happening now. Yes. I sucked on her bottom lip gently and she pulled off my top making my chest on show.' She called. She did the smae to her clothes. Of everything th at I caused. Our kissing turned into lipsing. She just listened so well. She understood everything I said so well. She wrapped her arms around my neck and kept pulling me closer to her. I'm fu#ked.. angry. I tried my hardest to blur everything out. I couldn't bare the thought of what I just done to Amaya. I kissed her again. Sh#t. I s lowly took off her top and making her bra visible which emphasised her breasts. wait. She kissed me back and thats when everything around me block blur. Jada must have noticed my tense body so she looked up at me. she just sat there leaning on me. I leaned forward and kissed her. and Jada was there and then sudde nly we were . sa id. She stroked my face sympatheti cally.. I co uldn't exactly tell her that I've killed someone. I just carri ed on walking. Why did Kortney h ave to be taken for my mistakes? She should've just let me die. I needed to take my mind off of all those mixed em otions. everytime I touched her. Nothing more and nothing less. I wiped the tear s from my eyes and looked at Jada. I didn't stop. I just carried on walking to wherever the streets too k me. Replacing patches of her body with little kisses. It was like alcohol. I let out a small gasp at my idioticness. But I had this strange theory stuck into my head telling me that I ne ed the hurting so that I could feel the pain of Kortneys death. How could he just leave me hanging like that ? Oh so now. I can't take the pain. That's all it was. then the boxers. But those rough edges will never be gone. he suddnely wants to run off to his girlfriend. everything that was in reality slowly came back into my mind. Amaya.s is all my fault. I am so hurt. She didn't respond back. I kissed her wanting more and more of he I pushed her gently to lie down on the sofa whilst my lips placed ontop of hers.. T locking increased . Something to take my mind off of everything that was happening around me. I still can't believe that I'd don e this. I couldn't think. I guess s he was shocked. I pulled away from her and tugged at my jeans . I can't deal with them properly. Aiden keep blocking out everything. I couldn't even bare the thought of going back home and lookin g Amaya in the eyes knowing what I just done. I've caused so much pain to so many people. I didn't even look back. We f#cked. If you'd asked me yesterday before Kortneys death 'Would you cheat on Am aya?' I would've probably laughed straight at your face and think how could I ev er cheat on my girl. I just couldn' t. ed out and became a his was even better he pace of our lips rs. My preg anant girlfriend. I was hurting so much and being with Jada kinda just smoothed out all the rough edges in me. 'Aiden. I told her everything but not everything of course. I kissed her all aro und. She hugged me tight. Maybe I loved it so much cos it was like my one chance to get away from al l the common life and jump into this unrealistic world. This was good cos I couldn't feel. I stroked her brown soft hair as I felt her eyelashes brush against my n eck. remaining in your system for a while but slowly then starts to disapppear. I loved being with her. Without thinking. frustrated. But I was just hurting . it went a little b it faster.
slowly losing her breath gave me a quick shiver. AMAYA: Daylight was here. Well what about me ? Don't I deserve him too.. For me personally. I think the tension rose even more. just the two of us to sit down and comfort each other. Theres more to thi ngs here for me than I thought. Infact . I did the right thing cos maybe I'm just not ready yet to be speaking to Kianna. I replayed everything that happened nearly two nights ago. He probably t hinks that everything is his fault. 'Should I make you some hot chocolate?' She asked getting up. finally. I wanted Aiden. He probably needs some space. our little outings. I couldn't tell cos I wasn't looking at her in the eyes. I only just realised that Kianna was still here and was laying asleep on the sofa. I could tell she w as nervous so she just said something randon to take away the tension in the roo m. not just yet. And theres Kortneys funeral . I had a flashback of old times. Our lovely gossip. Make that alot of space. I think I'll get myself sorted an d organised before I start thinking about all this education. Like I need to work on me and Amaya's relationsh ip. KIANNA : I can't believe I blew it. We were just about to start talking again but me and my big mouth went to go and ruin it. She put her shoes on and gave me a weak smile and left. The way Kortne y was just laying there in Aidens arms. T here were police guarding the area with with them signs that block you from ente ring. I don't know. But again. It's April and I feel like so much has happened i n just a few months. I didn't want to go back to Uni. I think she was hurt at what I said. 'Oh. I stared at the place where Kortney died. She soon woke up yawining. Maybe I should'nt have told Kianna to go. She looked away think ing of what she should say to me. 'No. I'll give him a couple of hours.. And the sun was shining. It feels like its been at least a year. But Aiden is mine an d I have to support him whatever the case.' She didn't say it harshly but she said it quite polite ly which took me by my surprise. Kortney would've lo ved the son.' I said straight forward. Where is this rass boy ? It's nearly been 2 days. So. 'Yeah. I should be happy cos you d on't get sun in Britain often. so many things.' I interrupted. I have needs. She looked at me... Should I make you -' 'I think it would be best if you went. I hope Kortneys parents know . I didn't even know where Aiden is either. I s hould. Ou r sleepovers. I stared at the door as long as I could imagine. I feel so sorry for him. Not just yet. maybe it is. She truned towards me startled to find me staring at her. I think I should.but .
.' Her eyes grew wider as she sipped her drink. :P She was so eager for me to tell her my 'entertaining story. And. But fact is.' And to be honest... Though I tried not to show it. proud of myself as if I just got the hottest boy in the world . I tried to look baffled as much as I could. JADA : My sister Sephy went to order 2 hot chocolates and some oozing. I knew exactly how the story went. Sephy it was great.. After all. 'Aiden has a grilfriend? Ha ! I should've known. 'So basically.' I said taking a sip of my hot chocolate. . 'And by comforting him . sexy Chocolate B elgian Cake.. him. But yeah.about her death. I had nothing better to do so I carried on listening whilst waiting for my food that I ordered to come. I didn't want to push her away too far otherwise she's sna p. 'Aiden? The hottie from the hospital?' 'Yupp.?' I knew she was trying not to say the w ord sex. He is so cute. thats what it was. which I to ok no notice of anyways. I was eager to tell her.' I smiled.. you mean . A girl walked in and went to the counter. dum b girls talking loudly about their life. Sephy it was great. cos if they don't I pray that I won't be the one telling them the news. he came to my yard all upset so I comforted him. It's a shame he has a girl.' Lool. Maybe not.' I acted like I was trying to remember my 'entertaining story' as if i t was no big deal.' !' 'Oh. From start to finish with no hesitation.' KIANNA : 'Aaah. I thought about Reece for a split second.. She took a bit of her cake and said. Should I give Amaya some space or should I go back to her yard and insist that she should come and get some bre akfast in the cafe down the road.' The other girl said. 'Aaah. She sat down and brought our food to the table.. ?' 'So what?' I answered cheekily. I still and always will wonder what co uld've happened to us if we were still together. Surely it can't be the Aiden I know. 'Tell me all about your 'mysterious man. 'Well his name is Aiden. that won't be so good. 'So.
Yesterd ay. did it.' I turned my head round p eering at them with the corner of my eye.'Yeah. And someone get ting stabbed. 'When was this?' The other girl asked. 'The sex was great. I can't believe it. Her names Amayna or Amaya. I only knew her for about 2 minu tes and already I knew she wasn't good at whispering. Something like that. Surely the girl must be chatting the most bullcrap I've ever heard in my entire life? I walked out th e shop carelessly. No. Oh.. He came in around 4am crying about a girl getting stabbed and thats when we .' I turned around full at them. which was obviously Kortney. . you know. And the time 4am.' The girl tried to whisper. it's not bullcrap. not caring about the food I ordered. Aiden cheated on Amaya. She perfectly clearly stated Amayas name. I stared at them in shock. Days. And Aiden. gasping. They both stop ped their conversation and looked up at me in confusement.. Thats the time he l eft the house. I t can't be. 'Yesterday. My.