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fJ; g'Eh ftu i' e[M n;K ehsk j?
T[; dk t/otk fJj j? L
(ƒ) tb?s tkbh ;kyh dk c'N' dk B[;yk, jk\}kpkdh B[;y/ dk gZEo d/
Skg/ dk B[;yk, i' fw;No w?ekb\ tkbk gqf;X j? s/ f;zx ;Gk bkj"o d/ gEo
d/ Skg/ dk B[;yk, sq?nK dk w[ekpbk eoe/ fJj T[skok fsnko j':k j?
s/ }o{oh ns/ noE Gkt dh f;Xh tkb/ ;ko/ \oe B'NK ftu dZ; fdZs/ jB. i'
\oe |?o }o{oh y:kb ehs/ rJ/ jB T[j BjhI dZ;/ s/ UE/ fJpkos fJ; ftu
T[j oZyh j? i' c'N' tkb/ B[;y/ ftu j?.
i' ;kyhnK jk\}kpkdh B[;y/ ftu jB s/ tb?s tkb/ ftu BjhI ;B, T[j
fJ; ftu gk fdZshnK jB s/ N{e ftu dZ; fdsk j?. i/ fes/ T[; s'I fJpkos
bJh j? sK ph N{e ftu dZ; fdsk j?.
(„) gdK ~ fBy/fVnk n;K j?, s/, H , . H< . H @@nkfde fBFkB gkm
dh ;[rwsk tk;s/ n;K bkJ/ jB s/ fes/ fpzdh s/ nXe ph bkJh j/ i' gkm
F[ZX ;wM gt/.
(…) ;fcnK dh soshp fJ; Skg/ ftu Sgh g'Eh dh nkgDh j?, c'N' d/
B[;y/ d/ ;c/ g[okD/ tjh yks/ d/ sqhe/ d/ nkwQ' ;kjwD/ ;fcnK ~ fJe gzBK wzB
e/ ;Zi/ jZE d/ ;c/ s/ jB.
(†) i' r[opkDh d/ Fpd Fb'e nkJ/ jB, Uj n;K ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp
ih Bkb ;'X e/ gkm fby/ jBL feT[fI e

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r[opkDh dh F[ZXh dh Ne;kb ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih jB s/ T[; Bkb'I nF[ZX
gkm SgD/ ;[ydkJh BjhI.
(‡) i' pkDhnK r[o{ ih dhnK BjhI, s/ ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI
uVQhnK s/ iBw ;kyhnK tkfbnK pkjo dhnK ehshnK (fiBQK ftu BkT[I r[o{ ih
dk nk:k j?) fby fdZshnK jB T[BKQ dk Bw{Bk n;K nzsek ftu fdZsk j?, g'Eh
ftu BjhI ofynk.
;qh r[o{ noiB d/t ih B/ fJj pkDhnK r[o{ feqs BjhI wzBhnK no phV
ftu BjhI ukVQhnK. gqkD ;zrbh nkg B/ ;zrbk dhg s'I wzrkJh s/ c/o BjhI
s;bhw ehsh. eJh fJe ;kX{nK cehoK B/ pkDhnK ou e/ Bkw r[o{ ih dk
fgZS/ gk fdsk ;h. ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih dh phV pzBQD d/ eJh ekoBK ftu'I
fJe fJj ph ;h fe fJ; rZb ~ o'e g? ikt/. i[rktbh d/ nzs g[o, no
@tkfjr[o{ eh fwjBfs# s'I gfjbK fJe ;so[ fJ; iBw ;kyh ftu nkT[Idh j?,
@ukbh; i[r eh fwoikdk ;zs fbyh#. fi; dk ;gFN noE j? fe fJj ukbh
i[r dh wfo:kdk, i' i[rktbh ftu ejh j? fe;/ ;zs dh ouh j'Jh j?, r[o{ ih
dh BjhI. fJj nzdobh T[rkjh dZ;dh j? fe i' pkDh ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih
ftu BjhI uVQh s/ ;kyhnK ftu, iK j'oE/, r[o{ BkBe d/t ih d/ Bkw s/ j?,
T[j r[o{ noiB d/t ih B/ j'oBK dh feqs fBoB/ eoe/, BjhI ukVQh. ;qh
r[o{ noiB d/t ih dk ;wK ;qh r[o{ BkBe d/t ih s'I e/tb ukbh gzikj toj
wro'I nk:kl T[; t/b/ ;koh f;yh, ;ko/ g[okD/ f;y s/ ;kohnK fbysK T[jBK d/
jk}o ;B s/ sk}h

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gVskb jo rb dh eo b?Dh T[jBK dh ;opZrsk s'I S[ZN ph n"yh rZb
BjhI ;h, go-feqs pkDh T[BQK B/ SZvh i' T[j r[o{-feqs BjhI j?. fJE'I sKJhI fe
GkJh pzB' B/ i' e[S d{;oh phV ftu ukVQ fdsk, U; go Gh nkg B/ ngq;Bz sk
gqrN ehsh.
;' go-feqs bzw/ohnK pkDhnK d/ Bw{B/ n]ho nzsek ftu fds/ jB s/
S'N/ ;b'e nkfde ftu/ jh ofjD fds/ jB, go j/mK N{eK ftu dZ; fdZsk j?
fe fJj gkm ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI jB, fi; s'I gkmeK ~ fJ;
rZb d/ ;wMD ftu ;[rwsk j' ikt/ fe mhe r[o{ ih d/ T[uko/ tke fejV/
jB, i' r[opkDh ftu ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu nkJ/ jB.
(ˆ) jo ;kyh T[s/ n;K Bzpo ƒH „H …H †H nkfd fdZs/ jB, n;b g'Eh
ftu BjhI jB, gkmeK dh ;[y?Bsk tk;s/ jB.
(‰) T[dk;h gfjbh, d{;oh nkfde i' w'N/ f;oBkt/I fdZs/ jB, T[j ph
n;K fby/ jB, g'Eh ftu f;oBkt/I d/ e/ T[dk;h f;ob/y BjhI fbfynk, T[IR
@fsqshnk T[dk;h T[sqkyzv eh# fJ; soQK dh fJpkos T[dk;h d/ nkozG ftu
n;bh B[;y/ ftu j?.
nzfwqs;o
i[bkJh nr;s ƒ‹„ˆ

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» tkfjr[o{ ih eh \sj..

fJ; iBw ;kyh dh ftE:k
;qh r[o{ BkBe d/t ih dh ihtB ftE:k ~ @iBw ;kyh# nkyd/ jB. ed'I
gfjbh iBw ;kyh fbyh rJh, fJ; dk ni/ sZe mhe gsk BjhI bZrk. pkb/
tkbh iBw ;kyh ftu T[; dk fbfynk ikDk gqkuhB dZf;nk j?, go T[; dk
w[skb:k dZ; d/Idk j? fe T[j n?sBh g[okDh BjhI j?, T[j sK d;w/I ;fsr[oK
d/ ;w/I n]ho :k osk wro'I dh ikgdh j?. GkJh wBh f;zx ih dh ;kyh, i/
pVh g[okDh ;wMh ikt/ sK ph, d;w/I gksFkj ih d/ ;w/I s'I g[okDh BjhI
j' ;edh.
fJj iBw ;kyh, i' nkg d/ jZE ftu j?, nkgDh nzdobh T[rkjh s'I
S/t/I ;fsr[oK d/ t/b/ d/ brgr dh f;nkfDnK B/ ;jh ehsh j? (d/y' nzs ftu
nzesk gfjbh dh d{ih N{e). go nZr/ uZb e/ n;hI dZ;Kr/ fe fJ; ;kyh ftu
ph d;t/I gksFkj d/ ;w/I ik g?D dk fJe fJFkok w"i{d j?. i/
r[o{ nzrd ;kfjp ih d/ ;w/I ;kyhnk fbyhnK rJhnK ;B, sd T[jBK dk ni/
se gsk BjhI ubdk. fJj g[oksB otk:s j? no e"w ftu goftos j? fe
n;b iBw ;kyh ~ fjzdkbhnK B/ ftrkV e/ ;kyh fbyh s/ T[; dk BkT[I pkb/
tkbh ;kyh jh goftos ehsk. T[; ;kyh d/ gVQB s'I gsk brdk j? fe fbyD
tkb/ gk; fJj iBw ;kyh, fi;dh ftE:k n;hI fby oj/ jK, w"i{d ;h, feT[Ife
w"i{dk pkb/ tkbh iBw ;kyh ftu

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fJ; ;kyh d/ fceo/ ns/ ;soK fwbdhnK jB, no T[sqk yzv dh sh;oh T[dk;h
sK j{pj{ fJ;/ dh Beb eoe/ fbyh j?, ;' j' ;edk j? fe n;b iBw ;kyh
fJj' j'tl/ fi; s'I w"i{dk pkb/ tkbh s/ j'o BebK j'JhnK, go w[wfeB j? fe
fJ; s'I gfjbK e'Jh j'o iBw ;kyh ph j't/ i' fJ; dk ph w{b j't,/ fJj rb
ni/ y'i dh w[Eki j?. pkb/ tkbh i' gqf;X j? ;' fJ;/ ~ ftrkV e/, :k i/
e'Jh j'o ph;h i' fwbdh BjhI- sK d'jK ~ ftrkV e/ fjzdkbhnK B/ nkgDk
wsbp ;kXD bJh, fjzdkb dh T[BQK Bkb pokpoh s/ tfvnkJh d/ tke gkT[D
ykso fbyh. fJj rZb pkp/ fjzdkb dh nkgDh iBw ;kyh gfVQnK ;jh j' iKdh
j?.
fJ; iBw ;kyh dh i' nkg d/ jZEK ftu j?, w[Ve/ goftosh fJ; soQK
j'Jh fe ekbpqe Bkw/ fJe nzrqi/ a ~ fJ; dk fJe g[oksB B[;yk jE nkfJnk,
T[; B/ fJj @Jh;N fJzvhnk ezgBh# ~ fdZsk, fiBQK B/ fJ; ~ @fJzvhnk nkfc;
bzvB# dh bkfJpq/oh ftu ofynk. ;B ƒŠŠ… JhL ftu nzfwqs;o d/ f;ZyK B/
bcNzN rtoBo gk; fpB? ehsh fe T[jBK d/ gVQB bJh fJj iBw ;kyh
fJzvhnk nkfc; s'I wzrtk fdsh ikt/. ;' @fw;No ok;# bkfJpq/ohnB dh feogk
Bkb fJj ;kyh T[;/ ;kb dh ;kT[Dh o[s/ gzikp ftu xZbh rJh, sK i' bkj"o
s/ nzfwqs;o ftu gVskb j' ;e/ƒ.
bcNzN rtoBo iBob gk; f;ZyK tb'I fJ; dh c'N' b?D dh fJZSk gqrN j'D
s/ fJ; ;kyK dh ;oekoh s'o
ƒ

d/y' dhpkuk, iBw ;kyh c'N' j'Jh j'Jh dk, ƒŠŠ‡ JhL.

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s/ c'N' b? e/ e[S ekghnK c'N' fiaze'rqkch d/ sqhe/ s/ SkghnK rJhnK, s/ @;o
ukob; n?fu;B bcNzN rtoBo gzikp# B/ u'Dt/I EkJhI fJj' ;[rks ti'I fdZshnK.
E'V/ jh fuo fgS'I f;zx ;Gk bkj"o B/ gZEo d/ Skg/ ftu fJ; dk T[skok
SgtkfJnk. fJ; ~ b'ehI tb?s tkbh iBw ;kyh nkyD bZr gJ/.
ƒŠŠ‡ JhL ftu fby/ dhpku/ ftu GkJh r[ow[y f;zx ih dZ;d/ jB fe
fgSb/ ;kb nkgD/ d"o/ ftu T[BKQ ~ fJe iBw ;kyh jk\iakpkd ftu jZE nkJh,
fi; ~ gVskb eoB s/ T[j tb?s tkbh d/ Bkb dh jh ;kps j'Jh, e/tb
fes/ fes/ nZyoK, gdK iK fcefonK dk e[S e[S \oe ;h. fJ;dk Bkw UjBK
B/ @jk\iakpkd tkbh ;kyh# mfjokfJnk. fJj B[;yk wb{w j[zdk j? fe @fw;No
w/ekfb\# gk; g[Zik. UBQK fJ; ~ nkgD/ you s/ r[ow[yh nZyoK ftu Sgtk:k,
ftokw nkg brkJ/, Fpd tyo/ eoe/ Skg/. fJ; dh G{fwek GkJh r[ow[y f;zx
ih gq'c?;o Uohn?INb ekbi B/ fbyh s/ fJj ph gZEo d/ Skg/ ftu ƒŠŠ‡
JhL ;zB ftu ƒ‡ Btzpo ~ Sg rJh. fJ; T[sko/ ~ b'ehI @w?ekbc tkbh
iBw ;kyh# nkyD bZr gJ/.
fJ; s'I wro'I GkJh eow f;zx ih fj;N'ohnB B/ ƒ‰‹0 dk T[skok, i'
fJ;/ iBw ;kyh dk fJe B[;yk ;h, s;thoK ph fJ; ftu ;B, bkj"o fe;/
feskp co'F e'b fvZmk ;h, fco T[BKQ B/ bkj"o iBw-;EkB d/ r[od[nkohJ/ gk;,
c/o cho'iag[o ftu ƒ‰Š‰ dk fJe B[;yk fvZmk ;h, fi; ftu fbfynk ;h fe
ƒ‰„‰ ftu p[ojkBg[o ftu fbyh rJh iBw ;kyh dk fJj T[skok j?. fJe
ekgh

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UjBK fFekog[o ftu fbyh j'Jh j?dokpkd d/yh ;h, fJe ekgh pjktbg[o d/
fJbke/ pzdJhnK d/ v/o/ t/yh ;h. podtkB dh fbyh j'Jh fJe ekgh ;zws
ƒŠƒ† dh w[beoki GZb/ B/ t/yh ;h.
fJ;d/ fby/ ikD d/ ;w/I dh e[S e[ gVskb
(ƒ) r[o{ ih dh pkb nt;Ek d/ e"seK (;kyh …) ftu fbfynk j? fe
@ip r[o{ BkBe, po;K BktK ek j'fJnk sp c/o s'oeh gVQB gkfJnk#.
id'I r[o{ ih pkb nt;Ek ftu ;/, sK oki gmkDKƒ dk ;h s/ wespk
ftZu cko;h gVQkT[Id/ ;h. s'oeh ukj/ cko;h ~ nkw b'e efjzd/ j'D, ukj/
cko;h noph s[oeh ;G ~ efjzd/ j'D, jo jkbs ftu gd @s[oeh# dk
toskT[ :tB Gk;k tk;s/ sK jh j' ;edk j?, id'I fe s[oeK dk oki gZek j'
frnk j't/ no T[BQK d/ oki ~ u'yk ;wK bzx frnk j't,/ sK s/ fJj ;kyh
w[|bK d/ oki j' u[e/ s'I u'yk fuo pkd fbyh rJh.
(„) fJ; ;kyh ftu gzuw gksFkj d/ Fpd nkJ/ jB, fJ; eoe/
fJj ;kyh gzit/I ;fsr[oK d/ ;w/I :k wro'I fbyh rJh. |kbpB ;qh
r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih dh phV d/ pkd, i' ;zws ƒˆˆƒ fpL dh rZb j?. fJ; dh
p'bh s/ nZyoK dk y:kb eo e/ fJ; ~ S/thI gksFkjh d/ ;w/I dh ph eJh
f;nkfDnK ;jh ehsk ;h.
ƒ

gmkDK d/ oki dh ;wkgsh r[o[ ih dh i[nkB T[wo ftu j'Jh

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(…) fJ; ;kyh d/ nzdob/ gzB/ s/ fiZE/ ;kyh ;zg{oB j'Jh j?, UE/ fbfynk
j? @nG[b r[o{ pkpk ih, p'bj[ tkfjr[o{ ih eh cs/ j'Jh. s/ok go Bk j?.
@p'b' tkfjr[o{# dk nkw toskok GZNK d/ ;tZ:/ ouD d/ pkd j'fJnk j?. gfjb/
@tkfjr[o{# wzsq dh ;{os ftu r[gs tke ;h. ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih dh phV
s'I pkd nkw F[o{ j'fJnk. fJj Gh S/tI/ ;fsr[oK d/ ;w/I d/ br gr b? iKdk
j?, go T[go fbyh fJpkos ftu fJe tke j? @p'bj[ tkfjr[o{ ih eh csj
j'Jh,# tkfjr[o{ ih eh cs?# fJj tke ykb;k gzE ouD tkb/ ;qh r[o{ r'fpzd
f;zx ih B/ ou/ ;B. c/o Bkb @j'Jh# gd j?, fJj tX/o/ ;qh r[o{ r'fpzd f;zx
ih d/ ;w/I tZb b? iKdk j?.
@tkfjr[o{ ih eh csj# nzfwqs SeD ;w/I j'Jh, T[j ;zws fpqL ƒ‰‡ˆ j?.
fJ; fj;kp ftu fJj ;kyh ƒ‰‡ˆ ;zws s'I wro'I dh ik ;jh j[zdh j?. go
fJj ph j' ;edk j? fe iBw ;kyh g[oksB j't/ s/ tb?s tkbk B[;yk ƒ‰‡ˆ d/
pkd fbfynk frnk j't/ s/ fbykoh s'I ;fj ;[Gkt T[; t/b/ gqftos j'fJnk
fcodk @tkfjr[o{ ih eh cs/# fbfynk frnk j't./ fJj Gh w[wfeB BjhI fe fJj
fJpkos fJscke Bkb fbyh rJh j't,/ go jkbs ftu y'ieK dk fXnkB fJ;
go iao{o you j'Dk ukjhJ/.
(†) fJ;dh p'bh fBo'b g'm'jkoh BjhI, s/ Bk fBo'b bfjzd/ dh j?, fijbw
d/ fJ; feBko/ :k T[; feBko/ dh p'bh Bkb w/b yKdh j?. ns/ nZyo fJ; d/
@jkj/#, @n"IeV# s/ @bb/# nkfd d/ ftuko s'I g[oksB Yzr d/ brd/ jB. fJ;
dk ekoB fJ; dk g[okDk j'Dk ph j'

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;edk j?, s/ fbykoh dk T[; nZyoK dh x[zvh s'I Bktkec j'Dk ph j' ;edk j?,
i' fe bkj"o nzfwqs;o d/ bkr/ ;[jDh Feb b? rJh ;h. feT[Ife jkFhJ/ dhnK
bheK fw;so Bkb tkjhnK BjhI ikgdhnK, i' j[Bo fe Ud'I uzr/ ewkb s/ ;h.
jkFhJ/ dhnK bheK T[xV d[xVhnK T[; d/ ubkT{ fbys j'D dh rtkjh jB
s/ fJ;/ soQK fbys ph ubkT{ j' ;edh j?l fbyD tkbk e;ph fbykoh BjhI
ikgdk.
(‡) fJj rZb fe tb?s gj[zuk B[;yk fJ;dk n;bh eosk dk gfjbk
B[;yk j?, fJ; d/ nzdo dh r[nkjh s'I oZd j' iKdk j?. fJ; B[;y/ s'I gfjb/
e'Jh j'o B[;yk ;h, fJ;dk fJj T[skok j?. c/o fJj B[;yk T[;dk mhe T[skok
j? :k e[S coe g? frnk j?, fJj rZb jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ Bkb fJ; dk Nkeok
eoB s'I fdZ; g?Idh j? fe d't/I T[sko/ fJe w{b d/ jB go nkg' ftu \oe eo
rJ/ jB. fJ; s'I ;zGktBk j[zdh j? fe tb?s tkbk B[;yk Gh n;bh w{b s'I
u'yk coe eo frnk j't/rk, fJj rZb fe fJj B[;yk fe;/ j'o dk T[skok j?
n?T{I ;gFN j[zdh j?L(T) ;kyh BzL „Š ftu fbfynk j? fe @T[j d[BhnK dko ceho E/#,
nrbk fgSbk gqeoD ;kc dZ;dk j? fe J/E/ gkm ukjhdk ;hL @Uj dhBdko
ceho E/#l feT[Ife T[j n\;'; eodk j? fe i/ w?I dhB wzrdk sK dhB gkT[Idk,
w?I d[BhnK ukjh sK d[BhnK fwbh. jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ ftu gkm j?L- @dhBdko
ceho E/# i' F[X j?.
fJj nF[Xh tb?sh B[;y/ dh n?;h j? fe fi; d/ nF[ZX j'D dk osk ;z;k
BjhI ofj ;edk s/ fJj nF[ZXh

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jh dbhb j? T[; d/ T[sko/ j'D dh, jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ dk F[ZX gkm fJ;
dbhb ~ g'qYsk d/Idk j?.
(n) ;kyh Bzpo …0 ftu wodkB/ dk tke j?L- @i' s/ok njko j't? ;',
w/ok j't,/ ;' w/ok njko eofj#. fJ; ftu @w/ok njko eofj# fJsB/ nZyo
tkX{ jB. @;' w/ok j't?# s/ @;' w/ok njko eofj# d'tI/ fJe wsbp oyd/ jB,
d'jK ftu'I fJe fpb'Vk j?, n;bh eosk nkgD/ B[;y/ ftu fJj G[Zb BjhI
SZv ;edk. fJj G[Zb T[sko/ dh j?, jkL pL B[;yk fJ; dh gq'Ysk eodk j?, fi;
ftu fe @;' w/ok njko eofj# gkm BjhI j?.
(J) ;kyh BzL …ƒ ftu id r[o{ ih @fgSj[ oksh ;dVk# Fpd dk G'r
gkT[Id/ jB sK nkyd/ jB L @pkpk ih wksk ih n;hI i' nkJ/ jK, i' efj Ek
nktfjIr#/ fJ; ftu @efj Ek# gkm nF[ZX j? ukjhdk j? @efjnk Ek# fJj @nk
ezB/ dk ofj ikDk T[skok eoB tkb/ dh T[ekJh j?, fJ; dh g[FNh jk\iakpkdh
B[;y/ s'I j[zdh j?, fi; ftu gkm j?-@efjnk Ek#.
(;) ;kyh BzL …0 ftu fJj gkm @iK fJj puB eofjI i' w/o/ eow Gh
Bk phukofjI#. @w/o/ eow Gh Bk phukofjI# s'I ;kps j[zdk j? fe gfjb/ fceo/
@iK fJj puB eofjI ftu ph @Gh# gd ukjhdk ;h feT[Ife gfjb/ fJj rZb
wodkBk wzr nk:k j? fe i' s/ok njko j? ;' w/ok j't,/ j[D d{;oh rZb
wzrdk j? fe w/o/ eow Gh Bk phukofjI ! fJ; ftu gJh @Gh# dZ;dh j? fe
gfjb/ fJe rZb j'o wzr nk:k j?, sKs/ }o{oh j' frnk fe id wodkBk
efjzdk j? @iK fJj puB efojI# fJ; ftu Gh

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gd, @Gh# nkt/. jk\iakpkdh B[;yk fJ; rZb dh gq'Ysk eodk j?, feT[Ife T[;
ftu J/E/ @Gh# gd j?, s/ gkm j?- @i' fJj ph puB eofj.#
(j) ;kyh BzL †‡ ftu r[o{ pkp/ B/ @;T[ T[bQkw/ fdB?# e/ tkbk ;b'e d/
e/ pjktdh ~ nkfynk @eow eozr j?, UE/ jz; dk @w# BkjhI j?.# fJ;
ftu ;gFN j? fe @wwk# fJeZbk e'Jh noE BjhI J/E/ d/Idk, F[ZX gkm ukjhdk j?
@ezw#. n?T[I -@UE? jz; dk ezw BkjhI#. j[D fJj @ez# dk ofj ikDk dZ;dk j?
fe fJj T[sko/ ftu G[Zb gJh j?.
jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ ftu ;b'e s'I wro'I n?sBh fJpkos j? jh BjhI @sp
pkpk p'fbnk nkfyU;[# wyd{w pjktdh eow eozr j? UE/ jz; dk @w# Bkjh
j? i' UE/ pfjB#.
fJj ;koh fJpkos :k sK n;bh B[;y/ ftu j? jh BjhI ;h, tb?s tkbh
d/ T[skok eoB tkb/ B/ ;b'e d/ noE nkg gkJ/ j'Dr/, i' j?;h sK
jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ tkb/ s'I ofj rJh j?.
f;ZNk fJj j? fe fJ; tb?s tkbh ;kyh s'I gfjbK e'Jh j'o
iBw ;kyh ;h, ukj/ T[j fpbe[b ftbZyD uhia ;h, ukj' fJBQK-tb?s gj[uz h s/
jk\iakpkd tkbh-d[fJ fe;/ j'o dk T[skok jB, i' ni/ se jZE BjhI nkfJnk s/
fJj T[sko/ T[; n;b Bkb'I coe eo rJ/ j'J/ ikgd/ jB.

12

;fsr[o{, ;fsr[o gq;kfd..
» ;fsr[o gq;kfd..

;kyh ;qh pkp/ BkBe ih eh
;qh ;fsr[o{ ih irs[ fB;skoD e[ nkfJnk ebi[r ftu pkpk BkBe j'fJ
iBfwnk gkopqjw ek fBi Grs[..
;fsr[o{ gq;kfd..

É ntsko, pkbgB
;zws ɇ„à pkpk BkBe[ iBfwnk, t?;ky wkfj fsqshnk, ukBDh okfs,
nzfwqs t/bk, gjo oks ofjzdh e[ iBfwnk. nBjd Fpd gow/Fo e/ dopko
tki/. s/sh; eo'Vh d/tfsnK Bw;eko ehnk uT[;m i'rDh ptikj pho, fSnK
ishnK, u"ok;hnK f;XK, BtK BkEK Bw;eko ehnk, i' tvk Grs irs
fB;skoD eT[ nkfJnkL @@fJ; eT[ Bw;eko ehihn? ih##..
sp ekb{ yZsqh iks t/dh sbtzvh okfJ G'fJ GZNh eh t;dh ftu t;dk
nkjk, UE? iBw[ gk:k. tvk j'nk sK brk pkbeK Bkb y/vD go pkbeK s/
fJ; dh fdq;fN nT[o nkt/, nksw/ nfGnk;[ gow/;o ek eo/. ip pkpk po;K
gziK ek j'fJnk sK brk pksK nrw fBrw ehnk eoB. i' feS pks
eo/ ;' ;wfM eo/, fs;s/ ;G;[ fe;/ dh fBFk j'fJ nkt?.. fjzd{ ejfB i' e'Jh
d/tsk ;o{g g?dk j':k j? ns/ w[;bwkB ejfB i' e'Jh y[dkfJ ek ;kfde[ g?dk
j'fJnk j?.

13

„ gNh, gKXk
ip pkpk po;K ;ZsK ek j'fJnk sp ekb{ efjnk @BkBe ! s{z gVQ#. sp
r[o{ BkBe eT[ gKX/ gk; b? rfJnk. ekb{ efjnkL @gKX/ ! fJ; ~ gVQkfJ#.
sp gKX/ gZNh fby fdZsh, nZyoK g?sI h; eh w[jkoDh, sp r[o{ BkBe brk gVQB.
okr nk;k ftu gZNh wL É nkfd pkDh j'JhLokr nk;k wjbk É gNh fbyhÉ
»

;fsr[o{

gq;kfd..

;;?

;'fJ

f;q;fN

fifB ;kih ;GBk ;fjp[ J/e[ GfJnk.. ;/ts oj/ fus[ fiBek bkrk nkfJnk
fsBQek ;cb[ GfJnk..É.. wB ekj/ G{b/ w{V wBk.. ip b/yk d/tfj pho
sT[ gfVnk..É.. ojkT[.. JhtVh nkfd g[oy[ j? dksk nkg/ ;uk ;'Jh.. J/BQk
nyok wfj i' r[ow[fy p{M/ fs;[ f;fo b/y[ B j'Jh..„.. T[V? T[gwk skeh ehi?
ikek nzs[ B gkfJnk.. ;/tk eofj ;/Jh cb[ gktfj fiBh ;u[ ewkfJnk..…..
CzC? fCnkB[ p{M? i/ e'Jh gfVQnk gzfvs ;'Jh.. ;op ihnk wfj J/e' ikD? sk
jT[w? ej? B e'Jh..†.. ee? e/; g[zvo ip[ j{J/ ftD[ ;kp{D? T[ifbnk..
iwoki/ e/ j/o{ nkJ/ wkfJnk e? ;zrfb pzfX bfJnk..‡.. yy? y[zdeko[ ;kj
nkbw[ efo yohfd fifB you[ dhnk..
É

fJj @fbyh# gd ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ftu j'Dk s/ Bkfb wjbk ƒ j'Dk d;dk j? fe fJj T[j' gNh j?
i' ;qh r[o{ BkBe d/t ih B/ gKX/ dh w[jkoBh tkbh gNh gVQfdnK, gowkoEe noEK tkbh gNh nkg fbyh ;h.

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pzXfB ike? ;G[ ir[ pkfXnk ntoh ek Bjh j[ew[ gfJnk..à.. rr? r'fJ
rkfJ fifB S'vh rbh r'fpzd[ rofp GfJnk.. xfV Gkv/ fifB nkth ;kih
ukVB tkj? sJh ehnk..‰.. xx? xkb ;/te[ i/ xkb? ;pfd r[o{ e? bkfr
oj?.. p[ok Gbk i/ ;w efo ikD? fJB fpfX ;kfjp[ ows[ oj?..Š.. uu? ukfo
t/fd fifB ;ki/ uko/ ykDh ukfo i[rk.. i[r[ i[r i'rh ykDh G'rh gfVnk
gzfvs[ nkfg Ehnk..‹.. SS? SkfJnk tosh ;G nzsfo s/ok ehnk Gow[ j'nk..
Gow[ T[gkfJ G[bkJhnB[ nkg/ s/ok eow j'nk fsB[ r[o{ fwfbnk..É0.. ii?
ikB[ wzrs iB[ iku? by uT[ok;hj Ghy Gftnk.. J/e' b/t? J/e' d/t? nto[ B
d{ik w? ;[fDnk..ÉÉ.. MM? M{fo woj[ fenk gqkDh i' e[S d/Dk ;[ d/ ofjnk..
d/d/ t/y? j[ew[ ubkJ/ fiT[ ihnk ek foie[ gfJnk..É„.. RR? Bdfo eo/ ik
d/yk d{ik e'Jh Bkjh.. J/e' oft ofjnk ;G EkJh J/e tf;nk wB wkjh..É…..
NN? Nzu[ eoj[ fenk gqkDh xVh fe w[jfs fe T[fm ubDk.. i{n? iBw[ B
jkoj[ ngDk Gkfi gVj[ s[w jfo ;oDk..Ɇ.. mm? mkfY tosh fsB nzsfo
jfo

uoDh

fiBek

fus[

sT[

go;kdh

;[y[ gkfJnk..

bkrk..
ɇ..

fus[

bkrk

vzv? vzc[

;/Jh

iB

fB;so/

eoj[ fenk gqkDh

i'

feS[ j'nk ;[ ;G ubDk.. fs;? ;o/tj[ sK ;[yQ gktj[ ;op fBozsfo oft
ofjnk..Éà.. YY? Ykfj T[;ko? nkg/ fiT[ fs;[ Gkt? fst? eo/.. efo efo t/y?
j[ew[ ubkJ/ fs;[ fB;sko/ ikeT[ Bdfo eo/..ɉ.. DkD? ots[ oj? xN nzsfo
jfo r[D rkt?

15

;'Jh..nkg/

nkfg

fwbkJ/

eosk

g[Bofg

iBw[

B

j'Jh..ÉŠ..ss?

sko{ Gtib[ j'nk skek nzs[ B gkfJnk.. Bk soBk s[bjk jw p{vf; skfo
b/fj skoD okfJnk..É‹.. EE? EkfB EkBzsfo ;'Jh ikek ehnk ;G j'nk..
fenk Gow[ fenk wkfJnk ejhn? i' fs;[ Gkt/ ;'Jh Gbk..„0.. dd? d';[ B
d/T[ fe;? d';[ eozwk nkgfDnk.. i' w? ehnk ;' w? gkfJnk d';[ B dhi? nto
iBk..„É.. XX? Xkfo ebk fifB S'vh jfo uhih fifB ozr ehnk.. fs;dk
dhnk ;GBh bhnk eowh eowh j[ew[ gkfJnk..„„.. BzB? Bkj G'r fBs G'r?
Bk vhmk Bk ;zwQfbnk.. rbh jT[ ;'jkrfD G?D/ ezs[ B epj{z w? fwfbnk..„…..
gg? gkfs;kj[ gow/;[o t/yD[ eT[ gogzu[ ehnk.. d/y? p{M? ;G feS[ ikD? nzsfo
pkjfo oft ofjnk..„†.. cc? ckjh ;G[ ir[ ck;k iwe? ;zrfb pzfX bfJnk..
r[o go;kdh ;/ Bo T[po/ fi jfo ;oDkrfs Gfi gfJnk..„‡.. pp? pkih
y/bD bkrk uT[gfV ehs/ ukfo i[rk.. ihn izs ;G ;koh ehs/ gk;k YkbfD
nkfg
eT[

brk..„à..
GT[

gfJnk..

GG?

Gkbfj

wBw[y

;/

fcofj

cb[
B

gktfj
u/sfj

r[o
w{V/

go;kdh
by

fiB

uT[ok;hj

c/o[ gfJnk..„‰.. wzw? w'j[ woD[ wX[ ;{dB[ woD[ GfJnk sp u/sftnk..
ekfJnk Ghsfo nto' gfVnk wzwk nyo[ th;fonk..„Š.. ::? iBw[ B j'th
edjh i/efo ;u[ gSkD?.. r[ow[y nky? r[ow[fy p{M? r[ow[fy J/e' ikD?..„‹..
oko? oft ofjnk ;p nzsfo i/s/ ehJ/ izsk.. izs T[gkfJ XzX? ;G bkJ/

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eow[ j'nk fsB Bkw[ bfJnk..…0.. bb/ bkfJ XzX? fifB S'vh whmk wkfJnk
w'j[ ehnk.. ykDk ghDk ;w efo ;[jDk GkD? ske? j[ew[ gfJnk..…ƒ.. tt?
tk;d/T[ gow/;o[ t/yD eT[ fifB t/;[ ehnk.. t/y? uky? ;G[ feS[ ikD? nzsfo
pkjfo oft ofjnk..…„.. VkV? okfV eofj fenk gqkDh fs;fj fXnktj[ fi
nwo[ j'nk.. fs;fj fXnktj[ ;fu ;wktj[ U;[ ftNj[ e[opkB ehnk..……..
jkj?

j'o[

B

e'Jh

dksk

ihnƒ

T[gkfJ

fifB

foie[

dhnk..

jfo

Bkw[ fXnktj[ jfo Bkfw ;wktj[ nBfdB[ bkjk jfo Bkw[ bhnk.. …†.. nkfJV?
nkfg eo/ fifB S'vh i' feS[ eoDk ;[ efo ofjnk.. eo/ eokJ/ ;G[ feS[ ikD?
BkBe ;kfJo fJt efjnk..…‡..É..
sp r[o{ BkBe ih fJe fdB gfVQnk nrb/ fdB u[g eo ofjnk.. iK
u[g eo ofjnk sK gKX/ g[fSnkL @BkBe ! s{z gVQdk feT[I BjhI < @sp
r[o{ BkBe efjnkL @gKXk ! s{z e[S gfVQnk j?I i' w/o/ skJh gVQT[Idk j? <# sp
gKX/ efjnk, @w?I ;G' feS gfVQnk jK i' feS j?, p/d Fk;sq gfVQnk jK, iwk,
you o'ia BktK, yksk, b/yk, w?I ;G feS[ gfVQnk jK#. sp pkp/ efjnkL @gKXk !
fJBhI gVQ/ rb ckj/ gkT[Id/ j?B, fJj i/ gVQBk j? ;G pkd j?#. sp
r[o{ BkBe fJj ;pd TmkfJnk, f;oh okr[ ftu wjb[ É
ƒ

tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu fJE'I nr/ d' gZso/ jB BjhI, i' fJpkos nr/ @@T[gkfJHHHs/ Bh;kD[..ƒ..ojkT[..##
sZe fJE/ fdZsh j? T[j T[; B[;y/ s'I bhsh rJh j? i' jk\iakpkd tkbh dk T[skok j?.

17

ikfb w'j[ xf; w;[ efo wfs ekrd[ efo ;ko[.. GkT[ ebw efo
fus[ b/ykoh r[o g[fS fby[ phuko[.. fby[ Bkw ;bkj fby[ fby[ nzs B
gkoktko[..É.. pkpk J/j[ b/]k fbfy ikD[.. fiE? b/yk wzrhn? fsE? j'fJ ;uk
Bh;kD[..É..
ƒ

sp r[o{ efjnkL @j/ gzfvs ! j'fo fisBk gfVBk ;[fDBk ;G[ pkfd j?.

fpBk gow/;[fo e/ Bkfw ;G pkfd j?. @sfp gKX/ efjnkL @BkBe j'o[ gfVDk w/o/
skJh

pskJh

ftyk

fis[

gfVn?

S[Nhdk

j?.#

sfp

BkBe

efjnkL

@;[fD[ j/ ;[nkwh ! fJj[ i ;z;kfo ek gfVnk j? n?;k j?l i' w;[ dht/ eh
no[ ekrd[ ;Dh ek no ebw ekB/ eh no[ wB[ fbyDjko[ no fbfynk ;'
fenk fbfynk< wkfJnk ek izikb[ fbfynk. fis[ fbfyn? ;G[ fteko j'tfB.
Uj[ fi fbyD[ ;G[ ;fu ek j? ;' n?;k j?L i' wkfJnk ek w'j[ ikfb efo
w;[ eohn? no sgf;nk ekrd[ eohn?. no[ i' eS[ fJfSnk nzs[ eS[ GkT[ j?
fs;eh ebw eohn?. no fus[ fbyfDjko eoj[ no fbyhn?l ;'fenk fbyhn? <

gow/;o ek Bkw[ fbyhn?, ;bkj fbyhn?, fis[ fby/ ;G fteko fwfN ikfj.

p/nzs ;'Gk fby/, i?s[ fby/ sB ;[yh j'fJ. fs;ek nzs[ gkoktko[ feS[ gk:k BjhI
iksk.
ƒ

Fpd dhnK gfjbhnK s[eK dk Nhek d' r[zw gZfsqnK ftu frnk j? s/ jk\iakpkd tkb/ B[;y/ ftu @sp
r[o{HHHs'HI HH gk:k BjhI iksk-sZe dk ;ko/ dk ;kok gkm BjhI j?. J/j ;soK @ykb;k ekbi nzfwqs;o# tkb/ B[;y/ s'I
fdZshnK jB, fJBQK s'I nr/ tb?s tkbh g'Eh dk gkm uZb g?Idk j?.

fJE'I nr/ tb?s tkbh g'Eh dk gkm uZb fgnk.

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@j/ gzvsk ! i/ fJj b/yk gfVQnk j? sK gVQ no w[M eT[ Gh gVQkfJ.
Bkjh sK Bk gVQkfJ. ;[D j/ gzvsk ! ijK fJj s/ok ihT[ ikt/rk, sjK s/o/ jZE
fJj gVBk Bh;kD j't/rk, s/o/ Bihe iw ekb Bk nkt/rk.#
sp T[B gzvs efjnkL @J/ BkBe ! fJj pksK s?I fe;s/ gkJhnK jB <
go ;[D j/ BkBe ! J/j[ i[ gow/;o ek Bkw b/s/ j?I fsB eT[ etB cb brs/
j?I <# sp r[o{ BkBe d{ih gT[Vh ejhL@fiE/ fwbfj tfvnkJhnk ;d y[Fhnk ;d ukT[. fsB w[fy fNe/ fBebfj fiB
wfB ;uk BkT[.. eofw fwb? sK gkJhn? Bkjh rbh tkT[ d[nkT[..„..
sp r[o{ pkp/ BkBe efjnkL @;[fD j/ gzfvsk ! ijK J/j[ s/ok ihT[ ikt/rk
sjk fJ; gow/;o f;woD ek J/j[ g[zB j't/rk i' ;dk ;dk y[FhnK, fBs fBs
nBzd wjK wzrbfBXkB gokgfs j'tfj_r./ go fiBQk wfB pu eofw eoe/
f;wfonk j?. no[ T[gkfJ efo efo rbh gow/;o[ bhnk BjhI iksk.# sfp
Uj[ gzfvs j?okB j'fJ ofjnk fcfo T[fB gzvs[ efjnkL @J/ BkBe ! J/j[ i'
gow/;o ek Bkw[ b/s/ j?I fsB eT[ sK e'Jh Bkjh ikDsk, T[B eT[ sK o'NhnK
Gh BkjhI i[fV nktshnK, no[ fJe i' gks;kjh eod/ j?fB, ;' p[fonkJhnK Gh
eod/ j?fB no[ gow/;o[ th Bkjh f;wod/l ej[ d/yk UfB etB gkg ehs/ j?fB
i' gks;kjh Gh vofj no[ gow/;o s' Gh Bk vofj <# sp fco r[o{ BkBe
shih gT[Vh ejhL@fJfe nktfj fJfe ikfj T[fm oyhnfj Bkt ;bko..
fJfe T[gkJ/ wzrs/ fJeBk tv/ dotko.. nr/ rfJnk

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ikDhn? ftD[ B t? t?eko..…..#
sp r[o{ pkp/ BkBe efjnk L @;[D j' gzvs ! fJe nkts/ j?,I fJe iks/
j?I fJe ;kj j?,I fJe gkfs;kj j?,I fJe T[Be/ nkr? fGfynk wzfr wzfr yks/ j?,I
go ;[fD j/ gzfvs ! i' T{jK nkr iktfjr/, no[ i[ JhjK ;[y[ eos/ j?,I
gow/;o BjhI f;wos/ T[B eT[ n?;h ;ikfJ fwb?rh, i?;h egV/ eT[ X'ph d/sk
j?, no fsbK eT[ s/bh d/sk j?, no[ Boe e[zv/ fwbfjr/. no[ i' gow/;o
eT[ f;wos/ j?,I no fGfynk wzfr wzfr yks/ j?,I T[B eT[ dorkj tfvnkJhnK
fwbfjrhnK#. sp gzfvs j?okB j'fJ rfJnk, efjU;[L @J/j[ e'Jh tvk Grs j?#.
sp fcfo gzfvs efjnkL @BkBe ! s{z n?;h pks eodk j?,I ;' feT[ eodk j?I <
ni/ sK pkbe j?.I e[S wksk fgsk, fJ;sqh e[Nzp ek ;[y[ d/y, ni/ s/ok feE/
UVe j?#. sp r[o{ BkBe ih uT[Eh gT[Vh ejhL @@G? s/o? vo[ nrbk yfg
yfg fSi? d/j[.. Bkt fiBK ;[bskB yKB j'd/ fvm/ y/j.. BkBe T[mh
ufbnk ;fG e{V/ s[N? B/j..†..à..
fs; ek gowkoE r[o{ BkBe efjnkL@;[D j' gzfvs[ ! U;[ ;kjfp ek n?;k vo[ j? i' w/oh d/j G?wkB[ j'fJ
rJh j?. i' JhjK ykB ;[bskB ejkfJd/ E/ ;' Gh wfo yke j'fJ rJ/.. fiBek
nwo wBhsk EK, fiBe? vfo fgqEth G?wkB j'sh Eh ;' Gh wfo yke j'fJ
rJ/. ;[D j' gzfvsk ! w?I e{Vk B/j[ fe; ;'I eoT[,I jw Gh T[fm ikfjIr./ yke
dfo yke j'fJ ikfjIr,/ jw fs;eh

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pzdrh eofj_r/ i'ƒ ihn bJ/rk fcfo fJ; ;z;ko ;T[ƒ e{Vk B/j[ fenk eofj_
<#
sp gzfvs j?okB j'fJ rfJnk, Bw;eko[ ehs';[, i' e'Jh g{ok j?L @i' s/o/
nksw/ nkT[Idh j? ;' efo#. sp r[o{ pkpk ih xfo nkfJe? p?m ofjnk. p'b'
tkfjr[o{.

… e[VwkJh, ftnkj
nkfrnk gow/Fo eh j'Jh i' feofs eS[ B eo?. i/ p?m/ sK p?mk jh oj?,
iK ;'t/ sK ;'fJnk jh oj?. \ehoK Bkfb wib; eo?. pkpk ekb{ j?okB j'fJ
rfJnk, efjnk ;[ @BkBe ! s{z fJt? oj? sK fe j't? <#
ip r[o{ BkBe po;K BtK ek j'nk sfp fcfo

s'oeh gVQB gkfJnk. ts xo pfj rfJnk, fdb dh ]po rb fe;? Bkb

eo? BkjhI. sp ekb{ ~ b'eK nkfynk @ekb{ ! fJ;dk fttkj eo#. sp
ekb{ T[m yVk j'fJnk fusktBh ehshnk;[ i' fet/ e[VwkJh j't?. sd w{bk yZsqh
ikfs u'Dk fs;d/ xo e[VwkJh j'Jh….
sK pkpk po;K pkoK ek j'fJnk sp thtkfjnk.
ƒ

fJE/ jkL pkL B[L ftu ;koh fJpkos BjhI j?, c'N' d/ B[;y/ ftu jkFhJ/ fSi/ j'D eoe/ nZyo BjhI nkJ/.
fJj gkm-pzdrh eofjzr/ i'-s/ fJ; ;z;ko ;T[-ykb;k ekbi tkbh g'Eh s'I gkJ/ jB.

J/E'I nZr/ tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu d' gso/ j?B BjhI, jk\iakpkd tkb/ B[;y/ d/ T[sko/ s'I d' gso/ dh
fJpkos-s'osh gVQBHHHHs'I UE/ feS[ BjhI T[ifVnk-(gzBk „‰) se J/E/ gkJh j?.

fgSb/ohnK ;kyhnK ftu fttkj ;[bskB g[o ik e/ j':k fbfynk j?. go GkJh wBh f;zx ih B/ ftnkj
fJE/ jh j'fJnk dZf;nk j?.

21

pkpk bZrk ;z;ko eh feos eoD, go fus fe;? Bkb bkJ/ BkjhI, xo
dh ]po bJ/ BkjhI, xo d/ nkdwh nkyDL @i' nZi eb \ehoK Bkb T[m iKdk
j?#. p'b' tkfjr[o{.

† y/s jfonk
sp nkfrnk gow/;o eh j'Jh, i' fJe fdB ekb{ efjnkL @BkBe fJj
xo dhnK wjhI jB s{z uko b? nkT[#. sp r[o{ BkBe wjhI b?eo pkjo frnk
sK uokfJ b? nkfJnk. fco nrb/ fdB rfJnk sK wjhI SZve/ eDe d/ pzB/
g? ;[Zsk, sp wjhI ikfJ eDe ~ gJhnK, sp eDe T[ikV d{o ehsh. sp fJe
GZNh Ek eDe dk yKtd. T[j nkfJ rfJnkl T[B GZNh efjnkL @GkJh t/ ! s{z
i' y/s T[ikfVnk j?, ;' feT[ T[ikfVnk j? < fJ; T[ikV/ dk itkp d/j#. sp
r[o{ BkBe efjnk @GkJh t/ ! s/ok feS[ BkjhI T[ikfVnk ! fenk j'fJnk fi
fe;? wjhI w{zj gkfJnk < ][dkfJ fJ;? ftu poes xZs;h#. sK Gh T[j oj?
Bkjh, r[o{ BkBe Bkb bZrk bVB. sp r[o{ BkBe ns/ GZNh MrVd/ MrVd/
okfJ p[bko gk; nkfJ yV/ j'J,/ sp okfJ p[bko efjnkL @J/j fdtkBk j?, s[;hI
ekb{ ~ ;dktj[#. sp ekb{ ~ ;dkfJnk. sp okfJ p[bko nkfynkL @ekb{ fJ;
g[sq ~ ;wMkfJdk feT[I BKjh, i' gokJh y/sh T[ikV nkfJnk j? < Gbk fdtkBk
eo Sfvnk nkjh. GkJh t/ ! J/j T[ikVk ikfJ Go d/j, Bkjh sK s[oeK gk;
ikfJ yVk j';hnk#. sp ekb{ efjnk, @ih w?I fenk eohI < J/j ni?

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Gh fdtkBk fcodk j?#. sp okfJ p[bko nkfynk, @w?I s/o/ skJhI r[Bkj pyfFnk,
go s{z fJ;dk T[ikVk Go d/j# sfp BkBe[ wjhB/ fszB skJh ykt? ght?
feS[ Bkjh. sp r[o{ BkBe nkfynkL @ikfJ d/yj[ UE? feS[ Bkjh T[ifVnk#.
sp GZNh efjnkL @ih w/ok y/s[ T[ifVnk j?, w/ok sgkt;[ efo, Bkjh sK
w?I s[oeK gk; t?Idk jK@. sp r[o{ BkBe nkfynkL @dhtkB ;bkwfs ! i/
fje[ gmk o[fVek N[fenk j't/ sK ipkp[ eoDk, go[ s[;hI nkgDk nkdwh G/fi
efo d/yj[# sp okfJ p[bko nkgD/ fgnkd/ G/i/ ! i' T{jK nkdwh iktfB sK
y/sh ;p{s yVh j?ƒ, fJe gmk y/sh dk T[ifVnk BkjhI sp pkp/ ;pd T[ukoD
ehskL;{jh wjbk É
i'rh j't/ i'rt? G'rh j't/ ykfJ.. sghnk j't? sg[ eo? shofE wfb wfb
BkfJ..É.. s/ok ;dVk ;[Dhi? GkJh i/e' pj/ nbkfJ..É.. ojkT[.. i?;k
phi? ;' b{D? i' yN? ;[ ykfJ.. nr? g[S B j'tJh i' ;D[ Bh;kD? ikfJ..„..
s?;' i?;k ekYhn? i?;h eko ewkfJ.. i' dw[ fufs B nktJh ;' dw[ fpoEk
ikfJ..….. fJj[ sB[ t/uh p? eoh i/ e' bJ/ ftekfJ.. BkBe ezfw B nktJh
fis[ sfB Bkjh ;uk BkT[..†..
sfp okfJ p[bko T[; GZNh eT[ M{mk ehsk, r[o{ BkBe[ ns? ekb{ d't?
xfo nkJ?.
ƒ

J/E/ tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu fJe ;so fwNh j'Jh j?, fJj gKmL-y/sh ;p{s yVh j?-ykb;k ekbi d/ B[;y/
s'I bhsk j?.

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‡ fpqS dh SK Bk fcoh
sfp nkfrnk gow/;o eh j'Jh, i' r[o{ BkBe d/ xfo d[fJ p/N/ j'JL/
bywhdk; s/ ;qhuzd[. go[ pkp/ dh T[dk;h fwN? BkjhI. r[o{ BkBe o[yh fpoyh
ikfJ T[dk;[ oj?. sfp fJe fdB r[o{ pkpk BkBe ih ikfJ efo pkr
ftu ;[sk, fcfo fdB[ bEk T[m' Bkjh. sp okfJp[bko d/t GZNh f;ekfo ufVnk
Ek, nkT[Idk nkT[Idk ik pkr ftu nkt?, sK e'Jh doys j/fm ;[Zsk gfJnk j?.
go iK d/y? sK j'oBK doysK dh SkfJnk ufb rJh j?, no[ fJ;[ doys dk
gqSktK yVk j?. sp okfJ p[bko nkfynk, @fJ;~ irkfJj[#. ip T[mkfJnk, sK
ekb{ dk g[Zsq j?. sfp okfJp[bko nkfynk, @:ko' ! eZb tkbhƒ th rfb fvmh
j?, no J/j[ Gh d/yj[, J/j ykbh Bkjh#. sfp okfJp[bko GZNh xfo nkfJnk.
nkfJ efo ekb{ ~ ;dkfJU;[, no[ nkfyU;[L @ekb{ ! ws[ fJ;[ g[sq B' fcN[ wko
d/Idk j't,/I fJj wjKg[oy[ j?l fJ; dk ;dek w/ok ;jo[ t;dk j?. ekb{ s{z Gh
fBjkb[ j'nk„, ns/ w?I Gh fBjkb[ jK, fi; d/ ;jo ftfu fJj[ g?dk j'nk j?#.
sfp ekb{ nkfynk, @ih y[dkfJ dhnk y[dkfJ jh ikD?.# ekb{ xfo nkfJnk.
ƒ

jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm @nrbh rb# j?.
fJ; EKt/I jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu J/j nyoL-i' s/ok g[sq j?-j'o ph tkX{ j?B.

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ˆH y/sh, tDi, ;T[dkroh, ukeoh
sp r[o{ BkBe \ehoK Bkb wibf; eo?. j'o[ fe;/ Bkfb rb eo? Bkjh.
sp ;p gotko d[fynk. nkyfBL @i' J/j[ ewbk j'nk j?#. sfp r[o{ BkBe ih
eh wksk nkJh T[; nkfynkL @p/Nk ! s[X \ehoK Bkb p?fmnK ;odh Bkjh, s?~
xo[ pko[ j'fJnk, XhnK g[sq j'J,/ o[}rko Gh

efo. fBs fBs Gb/ohnK rZbK

Sfv, n;K ~ b'e j;d/ j?fB, i' ekb{ dk g[sq wky[N{ j'nk j?#. iK J/j[ rZbK
wksk nkyhnK, go r[o{ BkBe d/ fdfb ekJh brhnK Bkjh. fceotkB[ j'fJ
efo g? ofjnk. fiT[I gfJnk, fsT[I fdjko/ ukfo r[ifo rJ/ iK wfb u[eh sK
pkp/ dh fJ;sqh ;;[ gkf; nkJh. T[fB nkfynkL @;;[ ! s{ fenk p?mh j?I < fi;
dk g[sqgfJnk j?, uT[Ek djkVk j'nk j?. yKdk ghIdk feS[ BkjhI. sp wksk
nkJh, T[fB nkfynkL @p/Nk ! s[X gfJnK pDdh BkjhI, e[S ykfj ghT[, y/sh gsh
dh ypfo ;kfo bj[, feS[ o[}rko dh ypfo bj[, s/ok ;G[ e[Nzp fdbrho j?,
ns/ p/Nk i' s[X[ Bkjh GKtdk, ;[ Bk efo n;h s?~ feS[ Bjh nkyd/,
s{ fceotkB feT[I j? <# sfp ekb{ ~ ypfo j'Jh, sk ekb{ nkfJnk, nkfynkL
@pZuk ! s?~ n;hI fe nkyd/ jK < go o[irko ehsk Gbk j?. fi yZsohnk
fdnK g[sq gkf; gzihj/ j'Id/ j?B sK o[ir
a ko eod/ j?fBƒ. o[irko ehsk Gbk j?,
p/Nk ! n;kvh y/sh pkjfo gZeh yVh j?, no s{ UikVBkjh, feT[I fi ftu
ƒ

jkL pkL B[;y/ dk gkm j?L i' ysqhnK fdnK g[sqK gk; gihj/ j'Id/ j?B sK o[irko eod/ Bkjh<

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ybk j't?,I sK nkyfB, i' ekb{ ek g[sq Gbk j'nk. p/Nk ! y/sh y;wk ;/sh#. sK
r[o{ BkBe p'fbnk, @fgsk ih ! n;K Bt/ebh y/sh tkjh j?, ;' n;hI seohƒ
oyd/ jK, n;K jb[ tkfjnk j?, phT[ gkfJnk j?, tkfV ehsh j?, nm/ gfjo yV/
oyd/ jK„. fgsk ih n;hI nkgDh y/sqh ;zGkb ;zxd/ BkjhI gokJh dh ;kfo fenk
ikDfj…#. sfp ekb{ j?okB j'fJ ofjnk. nkfynk;[l @t/y' b'e' fJj[ fenk nkydk
j?#. sfp ekb{ nkfynkL @s? Bt/ebh y/sh efd tkjh j? < ewbhnK rZbK Sfv,
nr? nr/o/ go[†, i/ s[X[ Gkt;h, sK nrbh c;bh s?~ Bt/ebh y/sh tkfj d/;K
j/. fdyk s{ feT[ efo gekfJ ykft;h#. sp r[o{ BkBe nkfynkL @fgsk ih,
n;K y/sh j[fD tkjh j? ns? Gbh iwh j?. fd;fD gk;fD Gbh j?#. sp
ekb{ nkfynkL @pZuk ! n;K s/oh y/sh fvmh ekJh Bkjh, s{ fenk nkydk j?I <#
sfp r[o{ BkBe nkfynk @fgsk ih ! n;K J/j[ y/sh tkjh j?, i' sz{ ;[D/rk <#
sp pkp/ BkBe fJe[ ;pd[ T[mkfJnklokr[ ;'ofm wjbk É xo[ É..
wB[ jkbh feo;kDh eoDh ;ow[ gkDh sB[ y/s.[ . Bkw[ phi[ ;zs'y[ ;[jkrk
oy[ rohph t/;[.. GkT[ eow efo izw;h ;/ xo Gkrm d/y.[ .É.. pkpk
wkfJnk ;kfE B j'fJ.. fJfB wkfJnk ir[ w'fjnk ftobk p{M? e'fJ.. ojkT[..
ƒ

jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm @seVh# j?.
gkmKsq-ofjzd/ jK.

gKBKsq-n;hI nkgDh y/sh dh ;G ;'Mh oyd/ jK, gokJh dh ;ko fenk ikDd/ jK.

@nr? nr/o/ go# J/j gd jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI jB.

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ƒ

sp c/o ekb{ p'fbnk, @pZuk ! s{ jZN pj[, n;kvh Gh jZN j?#. sp c/o

r[o{ BkBe ih d{ih gT[Vh nkyhL- jkD[ jN[ efo nkoik ;u[ Bkw[ efo
tE[.. ;[ofs ;'u efo GKv;kb fs;[ ftfu fs;B' oy[.. tDikfonk
f;T[ tDi[ efo b? bkjk wB j;[..„..
sp fco ekb{ efjnk, pZuk, i' s{z jZN BkjhI pfj_dk, sK x'V/ b?
eo ;"dkroh eo, s/oh nkswk T[dk; j?, go s{z o[iarko Gh eo, ns/ gqd/; Gh
d/fy, n;hI nkyKj/ i' o[irko rfJnk j?L j[D nKtdk j?#. sp r[o BkBe ih
shih gT[Vh nkyhL;[fD ;k;s ;T[dkroh ;s[ x'V/ b? ub[.. you[ pzBQ uzfrnkJhnk ws[ wB
ikDfj eb[.. fBozeko e? d/f; ikfj sk ;[fy bjfj wjb[..
sp c/o ekb{ nkfynkL @BkBe s{ n;kEj[ rfJnk j?,I go s{ ikfj ukeoh
eo. d"bs]kB ek w'dh s/ok pfjD'Jh j?, Uj ukeoh eodk j?, s{z Gh ikfJ
i?okw Bkb ukeoh eo, ws s/ok nkswk UE? fNe?. n;K s/ok yNB Sfvnk j?.
p/Nk, i/eo s{ T[dk; j'fJ eo ik;h, sK ;G e'Jh nky;h, i' ekb{ dk g[sq
ceho j'fJ rfJnk, b'e w/jD/ d/;B#. sp r[o{ BkBe ih gT[Vh uT[Eh nkyhLbkfJ fus[ efo ukeoh wzfB Bkw[ efo ezw[.. pB[ pdhnk efo XktDh ske'
nky? XzB[.. BkBe t/y? Bdfo efo uV? utrD tzB.[ .†..„..ƒ
ƒ

sp c/o ekb{HHHs'I utrD tzB[-se jk\iakpkd tkbh g'Eh ftu tkXk j? ns/ U; s'I fgS'I tb?sh g'Eh Bkb
fwb iKdh j?. fJzBhnK ;soK tb?s tkbh g'Eh ftu BjhI jB.

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sp pkpk p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L @fgsk ih ! n;kvh y/sh phih ;[Dhnk ih,
fgsk ih ! n;kvh y/sh phih yoh izwh j?. n;K fJ; y/sh dk fJsBk nk;ok j?,
i' jk;b[ dhtkB ek ;G[ T[so/rk sb[p e'Jh Bk eo/rk. g[sq XhnK ;[ykb/
j'tfBr/ ns/ ceho fGokT[GkJh ;Ge'Jh to[;kt?rk. fi;[ ;kjfp dh w? feo;kDh
tkjh j?, ;' w/ok pj[s[ y;wkBk eodk j?. fi; fdB dh T[; d/ Bkfb pD
nkJh j?, fs; fdB dk pj[s y[; ojdk jK, i' feS[ wzrdk jK, ;' d/Idk j?.
fgsk

ih

!

n;K

J/tv[

;kfjp[

N'fb

bXk

j?L

;T[dkroh

ukeoh

jN[ gND[ ;G ;T[fg Sfvnk j?;[#. sp ekb{ j?okB[ j'fJ rfJnk, nfyU;[L
@p/Nk ! s/ok ;kfjp[ n;K fvmk ;[fDnk feS[ Bkjh#. sp r[o{ pkp/ BkBe
nkfynkL @fgsk ih ! fiBk w/ok ;kfjp[ fvZmk j?, fsBk ;bkfjnk j?@. sfp
r[o{ BkBe fje[ ;pd[ T[mkfJnkLokr[ nk;k wjbk É uT[gd/ xo[ „..
;[fD tvk nky? ;G e'Jh.. e/tv[ tvk vhmk j'Jh.. ehwfs gkfJ B efjnk
ikfJ. ejD? tkb/ s/o/ oj/ ;wkfJ..É.. tv/ w/o/ ;kfjpk rfjo rzGhok r[Dh
rjhok e'Jh B ikD? s/ok e/sk e/tv[ uhok..É.. ojkT[.. ;fG ;[osh
fwfb ;[ofs ewkJh.. ;fG ehwfs fwfb ehwfs gkJh.. frnkBh fXnkBh r[o
r[o jkJh.. ejD[ B ikJh s/oh fsb[ tfvnkJh..„.. ;fG ;s ;fG sg;fG
uzfrnkJhnk.. f;Xk g[oyk ehnk tfvnkJhnk.. s[X[ ftD[ f;Xh feB? B gkJhnk..
eofw fwb? Bkjh mke ojkJhnk..….. nkyD tkbk fenk p/ukok.. f;csh Go/
s/o/ Gzvkok.. fi s{z d/fj fs;? fenk

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ukok.. BkBe ;u[ ;tkoD jkok..†..É..
sp fcfo ekb{ efjnk, @J/j rbK Sfv, b'eK dk wkor[ geV[.. feofs
fpBK ihtD[ E'Vk j?#. sfp fcfo pkpk BkBe u[g eo ofjnk. ekb{ T[m
rfJnk, ikfJ feofs brk. nkfyU;[L @J/j[ n;kv/ ezwj[ eki'I rfJnk.
go[ pkjo'I y/sh T[iV/ BKjh.#
sfp wksk nkJh. nkfJ efo brh T[gd/;fB. nkfyU;[L @p/Nk ! ukfo fdfB
Bkw[ ft;kfo d/fj, ns/ T[fm yVk j'j.[ egV/ bkfJ rbh e{u? fcfo, i' b'eK dk
ft;kj[ j't? ;G e'Jh nky? i' ekb{ dk g[sq uzrk j'nk#. sfd pkpk
p'fbnk, ;pd[ƒ

okr nk;k wjbk É..

nkyk ihtk ft;o? wfo ikT[.. nkyfD nkT[yk ;kuk BkT[.. ;ku/ Bkw eh bkr?
G{y..

T[s[

G{y?

ykfJ

ubhnfj

d{y..É..

;'

feT[

ft;o?

w/oh

wkfJ.. ;kuk ;kfjp[ ;ku? BkfJ..É..ojkT[.. ;ku/ Bkw eh fsb tfvnkJh..
nkfy Ee/ ehwfs Bjh gkJh.. i/ ;fG fwfbe? nkyD gkfj.. tvk B j't? xkfN
B ikfJ..„.. Bk Uj[ wo? B j't? ;'r[.. d/dk oj? B u{e? G'r[.. r[D[ J/j'
j'o[ Bkjh e'fJ.. Bk e' j'nk Bk e' j'fJ..….. i/tv[ nkfg s/tv[ s/oh dkfs..
fifB fdB[ efoe? ehsh okfs.. y;w[ ft;kofj s/ ewikfs.. BkBe Bkt?
pkM[ FBkfs..†..„..
sfp wksk T[fm rJh, ikfJ ypfo ehsh gotko ftZu. sp ;kok
gotko[ ;G[ e[Nzp[ t/dhnk ek bkrk
ƒ

okr nk;k ftu wjbk ƒ#fJsB/ nZyo J/E/ jk\iapkd tkb/ T[sko/ ftu jB s/ tb?s tkbh ftu BjhI jB.

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M[ofD, nkyfD br?, i' @tvk j?c[ j'nk, i' ekb{ dk g[sq fdtkBk j'nk@.

‰ t?d
sfp pkpk BkBe[ wjhB/ fsB skJh ykt? ght? feS[ Bkjh. nzdo u[g eo
g? fojkƒ. ;kok gotko[ t/dhnK ek Udfonk, ;G/ br/ nkyfDL @ekb{ s{z fenk
p?mk j?,I fi;dk g[sq gfJnk j?, s{ e'Jh t?d ;fd b?, feS[ dko{ efo. fenk
ikg/ ey? dk Ub? by[ j?. s/ok g[sq uzrk j't/rk. sK gzihj/ fesB/ jh
j'tDr/.#sp ekb{ T[fm yVk j'nk, ikfJ eo[ t?d ;fd fxzfB nkfJnk. sfp
t?d[ nkfJ yVk j'fJnk sfp r[o{ BkBe pkj[ fyzfu fxXh, gr fSfe efo Tfm
p?mk, nkyfD brkL @o/ t?d ! s{z fenk eodk j? <# sfp t?d efjnkL @i'
feS[ s/o/ nksw? o'r j't?, ;' t/ydk jK.# sp pkpk jf;nk, ;b'e[ fds';[L@„t?d[ p[bkfJnk t?drh, gefV YzY'b/ pKj.. G'bk t?d[ B ikDJh eoe
eb/i/ wkfj..É..

ikfj t?dk xfo nkgD? w/oh nkfj B b/fj.. jw os/ ;fj nkgD?

s{ fe;[ dko{ d/fj..

t?dk t?d[ ;[ t?d[ s{ gfjbk o'r[ gSkD[.. n?;k dko{ b'fV bj[ fis[ tzR?

o'rk xkfD..
ƒ

nzdo u[g eo g? fojk# J/j gd jkL pkL g'Eh d/ jB.
fJj ;b'e wbko dh tko ftu wLƒ dk j?.

fJj r[opkDh BjhI j? gkm ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?.

fJj ;b'e wjb/ d{;o/ dk j?. fe;/ T[sko/ tkb/ B/ G[Zb Bkb wjb/ gfjb/ ftu J/E/ gkfJnk j?.

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ƒ

d[y[ bkr? dko{ xDk t?d[ yV'nk nkfJ.. ekfJnk jz;[ geko/ t?fd B

dko{ bkfJ.. ikfj t?dk xfo nkgD/ ikD/ e'fJ we'fJ.. fifB eos/
d[y[ bkfJnk BkBe bkj? ;'fJ..É..
sp r[o{ pkp/ fcfo t?d e? goEkfJ J/e[ ;pd[ ehsk. okr[ wbko
ftfu ;pd[ wLÉLwbko wjbk É..
d[y[ ftS'Vk fJe[ d[y[ G{y.. fJe[ d[y[ ;estko iwd{s.. fJe[ d[y[ o'r br?
sfB XkfJ.. t?d B G'b/ dko{ bkfJ..É.. t?Id B G'b/ dko{ bkfJ.. dod[ j't?
d[y[ oj/ ;oho.. n?;k dko{ br? B pho..É.. ojkT[.. y;w[ ft;kfo ehJ/ o;
G'r.. sk sfB T[fm yb'J/ o'r.. wB nzX/ eT[ fwb? ;ikfJ.. t?d B G'b/
dko{

bkfJ..„..

uzdB

ek

cb[

uzdBtk;[..

wkD;

ek

cb[

xN

wfj ;k;[.. ;kf; rfJn? ekfJnk fBowb[ jz;[.. fi;[ wfj Bkw[ fBoziB nz;.[ .
d{y o'r ;fG rfJnk rtkfJ.. BkBe S{Nf; ;ku/ BkfJ..†..„..‰..

wbko wjbk É

d[y wj[ok wkoB jfo Bkw[.. f;bk ;zs'y gh;D[ jfE dkB[.. fBs fBs b/j[ B
Shi? d/j.. nzsekfb iw[ wko/ m/j..É.. n?;k dko{ ykfj rtko.. fis[ ykX?
s/o/ ikfj fteko..É.. ojkT[.. oki[ wkb[ i'pB[ ;G
ƒ

fJj gkm ph ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ftu BjhI j?.
fJj Fpd jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu j?, go tb?s tkb/ ftu BjhI.

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SKt.. ofE fcozd? dh;fj Ekt.. d/j B BkT[ B j't? ikfs.. UE?
fdj[

n?E?

;G

okfs..„..

;kfd

efo

;wXk

fsq;Bk

fxT[

s/b[..

ekw[ eq'X[ nrBh f;T[ w/b[.. j'w ir no[ gkm g[okD.. i' fs;[ Gkt? ;'
gotkD..….. sg[ ekrd[ s/ok Bkw[ Bh;kB[. fiB eT[ fbfynk J/j[ fBXkB[.. ;/
XBtzs fd;fj xfo ikfJ.. BkBe iBBh XzBh wkfJ..†..…..Š..
sfp t?d[ vfo jfN yVk j'nk, nkfyU;[l @GkJh o/ ! s[;hI fuzsk feS[ B
eo', J/j gfo d[y[ GziB[jko[ j?#. sfp pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnk.
okr[ rT[Vh ftu wLÉLeseh wkJh pkg[ es e/ok fed{ Ektj[ jw nkJ/.. nrfB fpzp[ ib Ghsfo
fBgi/ ekj/ ezfw T[gkfJ..É.. w/o/ ;kfjpk eT[D ikD? r[D s/o./ . ej/ B ikBh
nT[rD w/o./ .É.. ojkT[.. e/s/ o[y fpoy jw uhB/ e/s/ g;{ T[gkJ/.. e/s/
Bkr e[bh wfj nkJ/ e/s/ gzy T[vkJ/..„.. jN gND fpi wzdo GzB? efo u'oh
xfo nkt?.. nrj[ d/y? fgSj[ d/y? s[M s/ ejk Sgkt?..….. sN shoE jw
Btyzv d/y/ jN gND pkikok.. b? e/ seVh s'bfD bkrk xfN jh wfj
tDikok..†.. i/sk ;w[zd[ ;kro Bhfo Gfonk s/s/ nT[rD jwko/.. dfJnk
eoj[ feS[ fwjo T[gktj[ v[pd/ gEo sko/..‡.. ihnVk nrfB pokpfo sg?
Ghsfo

tr?

eksh..

oksh..ˆ..‡..ƒ‰..

gqDtfs

BkBe[

j[ew[

gSkD?

;[y[

j't?

fsB

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Š ;[bskB g[o ~ fsnkoh
sp nkfrnk gow/;o eh j'Jh i' r[o{ BkBe pkfjo nkfJnk, sK pkp/
BkBe dk pjD':k i?okw Ek, ;' Btkp dT[bs ykB dk w'dh ;k, i?okw ;[fDnKl
i' BkBe[ j?okB ojAdk j?, ezw eki feS[ BjhI eodk, sfp UfB feskps fbyh,
i' BkBe s{ n;K i'r[ fwb[. sfp fJj feskps r[o{ BkBe gVh sK nkfyU;[,
@j't? sK i?okw i'r fwbjK.# sfp xfo fdnK nkdwhnK nkfynk, @i' fJj[ ikt/
sK Gbk j't,/ ws[ fJ;dk wB[ T{jK fNe?#. sfp r[o{ BkBe ;[bskB g[o
eT[ brk gj[zuD. sfp pkpk ih T[fm ufbnk, sfp pkp/ dh fJ;sqh brh
p?okr[ eoD/. nkfyU;[L @ih s{z n;K i'r[ nr/ Bkfj ;h w[fj bkfJdk, god/f;
rfJnk feT[I efo nktfj_rk#. sp pkp/ nkfynk, G'bhJ/ ! n;hI fJE/ fenk eod/
nkj/ < no[ UE? fenk eojAr/ < n;hI s[jkv/ fes? ezfw Bkjh#. sfp UfB fcfo
p/Bsh ehshnk;[, @i' ih s[;hI xfo p?m/ j'd/ nkj/, sk w/o/ GkD/ ;ko/ ijkB dh
gkfs;kjh j'Idh nkjh, ih fJj[ ;z;ko[ w/o/ fes? ekfw Bkjh.# sfp
r[o{ fwjotkB[ j'nk. nkfyU;[, @s{ fuzsk feS[ B eo, fdB[ fdB[ s/oh gkfs;kjh
j't/rh#. sfp UfB efjnk, @ih w? fgS/ ojAdh Bkjh, w?~ Bkb/ b? ub[#. sfp
pkp/ nkfynk, @gow/;o ehJ/ ! j[D sKƒ w?I

iKdk jK, i/ w/o/ o[irko dh ekJh

pD;h sK w?I ;dkfJ b/;K. s{z nkfrnk wzfB b?#. sfp Uj[ u[g efo ojh. sfp
r[o{ BkBe GkJhnK pzXK gk;{ fpdk
ƒ

@J/ j[D sK# jkL pkL B[;y/ d/ nZyo jB.

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ehskƒ @;[bskB g[o eT[ ufbnk# p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.

‹ w'dh ykBk ;zGkfbnk
Gkfbnk
iK GkDk sK„ ;[bskB g[o eT[ rfJnk. sp i?okw ~ fwfbnk, i?okw
pj[s[ y[Fh j'nk.. nkfyU;[ @GkJh t/ ! BkBe uzrk Gbk j?#. sfp
i?okw[ dopkfo rfJnk, ikfJ dT[bsykB i'r noi[ ehs';,[ nkfyU;[L
@Bpkp[ ;bkws ! w/ok fJe[ ;kbk fgS'I nkfJnk j?… Bpkp i'r[ fwfbnk uKjdk j?.
sfp dT[bsykB efjnk, ikfJ fxzfB nkD[#. sfp i?okw[ nkfJ efo r[o{ BkBe
i'r[ fxzfB b? rfJnk. feS[ g/;e;h nkr? ofy efo fwfbnk. ykB[ pj[s[ y[;h
j'fJnk, ykB efjnk, @fJ; ek BkT[ fenk j? <# sfp i?okw noi ehsh, @ih
fJ; ek BkT[ BkBe nKtdk j?, w/ok ezw[ fJ;e? jtkb/ eoj[#. sfp r[o{ BkBe
y[;h j'fJ eo w[;eokfJnk, ykfB f;o'gkT[ fdZsk. sp r[o{ BkBe s/ i?okw[ xfo
nkJ/, br/ ezw[ eofD.. n?;k ezw[ eofB, i' ;G[ e'Jh ][Fh j't?, ;G[ b'e
nkyfB i' @tkj[ tkj[ e'Jh Gbk j?#. ;G e' ykB nkr? ;[gko; eo/.
ykB[ pj[s[ y[;h j'nk. no[ i' feS[ nbck† r[o{ BkBe i'r[ fwb/, ykt? ;' ykt?,
j'o[ gow/;o e? nofE d/t?. ns/ fBskgqfs okfs eT[ ehosB[ j't?. fgS'I
wodkBk v{w[ nkfJnk.
ƒ

ehsk dh EK gkmKsq j'fJnk ph j?.
@GkDk sk# J/j nZyo jkL pkL B[;y/ d/ jB.

J/E/ jK pkL B[;y/ ftu fJj ph gkm j?, pj[s y{p gfVQnk j?#.

sBykj s'I tZyoh i' o;d ykD/ bJh fwb/ ;' nb{ck.

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sbtzvhUI nkfJ pkp/ Bkfb fNfenk. no[ i[ j'o[ fgS'I nktfBL fsBk i'r[ ykB
skJh fwbkfJ eo nb{ck eokfJ d/t,/ ;G o'NhnK yktfB. r[o{ BkBe e?
gq;kfd ;fG y[;h j'J./ no[ iK pkp/ dh o;'Jh j't?, sK ;G nkfJ pfjfB ns/
okfs ~ fBskgqfs ehosB[ j't?. no[ fiE? gjo[ okfs oj? fsE? pkpk dohnkfJ
ikt/ fJ;BkB[ eofD. no[ iK gqGkfs j't,/ sK egV/ bkfJe? fsbe[ uVkfJ efo
dopkfo dcso wBk fxzfBƒ fbyD pj?.

É0 t/JhI gqt/F
fJfe fdB nkfrnk gow/;o eh j'Jh, i' fBskgqfs dfonkT[ t?dk
nkjk, ;[ fJfe fdfB fJe[ fyiwfs dko[ b/efo rfJnk, egV/ bkfj fyiwfsdko
e/ jtkb/ ehs/, nkfg BktfD gfJnk. fiT[I gfJnk fsT[I nkfrnk gow/;o eh
Bkfb, ;/te b? rJ/ dorj gow/;o eh. ;/teK ikfJ no} ehshL @ih BkBe
jkio[ j?#. sfp ;uh dorkj[ do;B[ j'nk, ;kfjp[ fwjotkB[ j'nk. sfp
T[j[ fyiwsdko[ egfVnK T[s/ yVk nkjk, ;' yV yVk j[fN rfJnk. UfB
nkfynk, i' @BkBe[ dohnkfJ ftu gfJnk nkjk ;' fBefbU BkjhI#. Uf; nkfJ
ykB gk; no}[ ehs';[L @ykB ;bkwfs ! BkBe dohnkT[ ftu gfJnk, nkjk ;'
fBefbU BjhI#. sfp ykB[ n;tko[ j'fJnk, pkjfo nkfJnk. dohnkT[ T[gfo
nkfJnk, wbkj p[bkJ/, no[ ikb pzfX gtkJ/. sfp wbkj ;'fX Ee/, go[ bXk
ƒ

@dopkfo dcso wBk fxzfB# dh EK jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm j?L-dopko c[owkD b/eo#.

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Bkjh#. sfp ykB[ pj[s fdbrho[ j'nk, fcfo n;tko[ j'nk, nkfyU;[L
@BkBe[ Gbk tiho[ Ek#. ykB[ xfo nkfJnk.
nkfrnk gow/;o eh j'Jh, i' BkBe Grs[ jkio[ j'nk, sK nzfwqs dk
eN'ok Gfo efo nkfrnk Bkfb fwfbnk. j[ew[ j'nkL @BkBe ! fJj[ nzfwqs[ w/o/
Bkw ek fgnkbk j?, s{ ghT[#. sp r[o{ BkBe s;bhw ehsh, fgnkbk
ghsk, ;kfjp[ fwjotkB[ j'nkL @BkBe[ w?I s/o/ Bkb jK. w?I s/o/ skJhI
fBjkb[ ehnk j?, no[ i' s/ok BkT[ b/t/rk ;' ;G w?I fBjkb[ ehs/ j?fB.
s{ ikfJ efo w/ok Bkw[ ifg, no[ b'ek EhI Gh igkfJ. no[ ;z;ko EhI
fBob/g[ oj[. Bkw[, dkB[, fJ;BkB[, ;/tk, f;woB ftfu oj[. w?I s/o/ skJhI nkgDk
Bkw[ dhnk j?. s{ J/jk feofs efo#. sfp r[o{ BkBe ;bkw ehsk, yVk j'nk,
sfp j[ew[ nkfJnk, nkfrnk j'JhL @BkBe w/o/ Bkw dh tfvnkJh e?;h j? <
ej[#. sp pkpk p'fbnk, X[zfB nBjd[ T[mhLf;oh okr[ wjbk É..
e'fN e'Nh w/oh nkoik gtD[ ghnD[ nfgnkT[.. uzd[ ;{oi[ d[fJ r[c? B
d/yk ;[gB? ;T[D B EkT[.. Gh s/oh ehwsh Bk gt? jT[ e/tv[ nkyk
BkT[..É.. ;kuk fBozeko[ fBi EkfJ.. ;[fD ;[fD nkyD[ nkyDk i/ Gkt? eo/
swkfJ..É.. ojkT[.. e[;k eNhnk tko tko gh;fD gh;k gkfJ.. nrh ;/sh
ikbhnk G;w ;/sh ofb ikT[.. Gh s/oh ehwfs Bk gt? jT[ e/tv[ nkyk
BkT[..„.. gzyh j'fJe? i/ Gtk ;? n;wkBh ikT[..

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Bdoh fe;? B nktT{ Bk feS[ ghnk B ykT[.. Gh s/oh ehwfs Bk gt?
jT[ e/tv[ nkyk BkT[..…..BkBe ekrd by wDk gfV gfV ehu? GkT[..
w;{ s'fN B nktJh b/yfD gT[D[ ubkT[.. Gh s/oh ehwfs Bk gt?
jT[ e/tv[ nkyk BkT[..†..„..
sfp fcfo ntki j'nkL @BkBe w/ok j[ew[, s/oh Bdoh nkfJnk j?, s{z w/o/
j[ew eh f;cfs eo[. ƒi' fe;h fenk fenk j'nk j?, ns/ w/o/ dfo ftu fenk
fenk ;[fDnk pizsq rktB jko/#. sfp pkpk p'fbnk, X[fB T[mhLokr[ nk;k wL É.. ;b'e..ƒ
nkfd ;u[ i[rkfd ;u[.. j?Gh ;u[ BkBe j';h Gh ;u[..É..„
ig[ ;zg{oD[ ehsk..
sfp fcfo nkfrnk nkJh, j[ew[ j'nkL @BkBe fi;[ T[gfo s/oh Bdfo,
fs;[ T[gfo w/oh Bdfo.. fi;[ T[gfo s/ok eow[, fs;[ T[gfo w/ok eow[.. w/ok
BkT[ gkopqjw[ gow/;o[, no s/ok BkT[,I r[o{ gow/;o[#L sp r[o{ BkBe g?oh
gfJnk, f;o[gkT[ dorkj'I pkp/ ~… fwfbnk, ;pd[
ƒ

jk\iakpkd tkb/ B[;y/ d/ T[sko/ ftu @i' fe;h s'I ;b'e# dh EK gkm fJj j?L-@nih ihT[ ek nkfynk
j'nk fenk j? ns/ w/oh Bdo ftu fenk nkfynk ;[fDnk ikt/ < ns/ izs s/o/ j[ew Bkb rktDjko j?#. sp
pkpk p'fbnk okr nk;k ftu ig[ ehsk, wjbk ƒ ;b'e„
fJ; s'I nZr/ jk\iakpkd tkbh g'Eh ftu-@;'u? ;'fu B j'tJh i/ ;'uh bytko.. u[g? u[fg B j'tJh i/
bkfJ ojk fbtsko.. G[fynk G[y B T[soh i/ pzBk g[ohnk Gko.. ;j; f;nkDgk by j'fj s fJe B ub? Bkfb.
fet ;funkok j'Jhn? fet e{V? s[N? gkfb.. j[efw oikJh ubDk BkBe fbfynk Bkfb..ƒ..# gkm fiankdk j?.

@dorkj'I pkp/ ~# jk\iakpkd tkbh g'Eh dk gkm j?.

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X[fB T[mh okr[ XBk;oh j'nk, wjbk Ƀ nkoshLrrB w? Ekb[ oft uzd[ dhge pB/ skfoek wzvb iBe w'sh..
X{g[ wbnkBb' gtD[ uto' eo/ ;rb pBokfJ c{bzs i'sh..É.. e?;h
nkosh j'fJ GtyzvBk s/oh nkosh.. nBjsk ;pd tkizs G/oh..É..
ojkT[.. ;j; st B?B BB B?B j? s'fj eT[ ;j; w{ofs BBk J/e
s'jh.. ;j; gd fpwb BB J/e gd rzX fpB[ ;j; st rzX fJt ubs
w'jh..„.. ;G wfj i'fs i'fs j? ;'fJ.. fs;d? ukBD ;fG wfj
ukBD[ j'fJ.. r[o ;kyh i'fs gorN[ j'fJ.. i' fs;[ Gkt/ ;[ nkosh
j'fJ..….. jfo uoD ewb weozd b'fGs wB' nBfdB' w'fj nkjh
fgnk;k.. feqgk ib[ d/fj BkBe ;kfozr eT[ j'fJ iks/ s/o? Bkfw
tk;k..†..ƒ..‰..‹..
sfp nkfrnk T[BQK ;/teK B' j'Jh, i' @BkBe eT[ T[;h xkfN gj[ukfJ
nktj[#. sfp r[o{ BkBe e/ sJh# sh;o/ fdfB T[;h xkfN nkfD fBekfbnk.
dohnkT[ ftu fBefbnk sp b'eK fvZmk. b'eK efjnk, @:ko' fJj[ sK dohnkfJ
ftfu gfJnk nkjk, J/j[ feE{ g?dk j'nk <# sfp r[o{ BkBe[ v/o/ nkfJ efo
tfVnk. v/ok ;G[ b[NkfJ d{fo ehs';[. b'e[ pj[s[ i[fV rJ/, ykB[ Gh nkfJ
rfJnk, nkfyU;[ @BkBe s/o/ skJh fenk j'nk j?#. sfp b'eK efjnk, @ih
J/j[ dohnkT[ ftfu gfJnk nkjk, dohnkT[ ftu'I u'fN ykXh#. sfp ykB efjnk,
#:ko' tvk j?c[ j'nk#. ykB fdb|ho j'fJ eo T[fm rfJnk. sp r[o{ BkBe
ƒ

wjbk ƒ# jkL pkL tkb/ B[;y/ ftu'I j?.

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e/ s/fV fJek bzr'Nh ojh j'o[ ofyU;[ feS[ Bkjh. \ehoK Bkfb ikfJ p?mk.
Bkb wodkBk v{w[ ikfJ p?mk.

ÉÉ ekih uouk, Bwk}, w'dh dh eko fsnkrh
sfp r[o{ BkBe u[g efo ofjnk.
sp fJe[ fdB r[io rfJnk. sfp nrb/ fdfB pfeƒ ybk j'fJnk, i'
@Bk e'Jh fjzd{ j?, Bk e' w[;bwkB[ j?#. ip p'b?, sK fJj' ntki eo„/ . sfp
b'eK ikfJ eo ykB i'r[ efjnk, @i' pkpk BkBe[ nkydk j?, i' Bk e' fjzd{ j?,
Bk e' w[;bwkB j?#. sfp ykB efjnk, @fJ;e/ fynkb Bkjh gT[Dk,
fJj[ \eho[ j?#. sp fJe[ B/V? ekih p?mk Ekl T[fB ekih efjnk, @ykB ih !
nip[ j?, feT[I i' nkfynk j? <-BK e' fjzd{ j?, BK e' w[;bwkB[ j?-#. sfp ykfB
efjnk nkdwh skJhI, i' @p[bkfJ nkfD#. sp nkdwh nkfJe/ efjD br/…
@BkBe ! s/o/ skJh ykB[ p[bkfJdk j?#. sfp

r[o{ BkBe efjnk, @w?I s/o/ ykB

dh fenk gotkfj gVh j?<# sp b'eK efjnk, @fJj ewbk fdtkBk j'nk j?#.
sfp

r[o{

BkBe

efjnk,

@wodkfBnk

!

opkp[

tikfJ#.

sK

opkp[ tikfJnk, okr[ wko{ ehsk, pkp? ;pd T[mkfJnkL- wko{ wjbk É..
e'Jh nky? G{sBk e' ej? p/skbk.. e'Jh nky? nkdwh
ƒ

@peBk# d/ g[oksB gzikph ftu e/tb @p'bDk# noE j[zd/ ;B.
@ip s'I eo/# se dk gkm jk\iakpkdh T[sko/ ftu'I j?.

@sp nkdwh nkfJe/ efjD br?# gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dh j?.

wodkB/

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BkBe[ t/ukok.. GfJnk ek BkBe[ pT[okBk.. jT[ jfo fpB[ nto[ B ikBk..É..
ojkT[.. sT[ d/tkBk ikDhn? ik G? d/tkBk j'fJ.. J/eh ;kfjp pkjok d{ik
nto[ B ikD? e'fJ..„.. sT[ d/tkBk ikDhn? ik J/ek eko ewkfJ..
j[ew[ gSkD? y;w ek d{ih nto f;nkDg ekfJ..….. sT[ d/tkBk ikDhn?
ik ;kfjp Xo/ fgnko[.. wzdk ikD? nkg eT[ nto[ Gbk ;z;ko[..†..‰..
sp fcfo pkpk u[g efo ofjnk.. ik eS[ p'b/ sK J/jh tuB ej?, i'
@Bk e' fjzd{ j?, Bk e' w[;bwkB[ j?#. sfp ekih efjnkL @ykB ih ! fJj[ Gkbk
j?, i' ejAdk j?-Bk e' fjzd{ j? Bk e' w[;bwkB j?#. sp ekih efjnk. @ikfJ
efo BkBe ceho sKJhƒ b? nktj[#. sK fgnkd/ rJ/L UfB efjnk, @ih
ykB[ p[bkfJIdk j?. ykB[ ej_dk, j?, -ni pok y[dkfJe/sKJh dhdko d/fj„. w?I
s/o/ dhdko ~ ukfjdk jK-@sfp r[o{ BkBe[ T[fm ufbnk, nkfyU;[, @nfp
w/o? ;kfjp ek ;Zdk nkfJnk j?, w?I iktKrk#. sfp w[sek rfb ftu gkfJ
rfJnk, nkfJ eo… ykB i'r[ fwfbnk. sfp ykfB efjnk, @BkBe !d';sh y[dkfJ
eh, rb'I w[sek† bkfj, ewo pzX[, s{ Gbk ceho j?I !# sfp r[o{ BkBe rb'I
w[sek bkfjnk, ewo pzXh. sfp ykfB efjnk, @BkBe w/oh
ƒ

gkmKsq @BkBe ceho sKJhI# jk\iakpkd tkbh g'Eh d/ T[sko/ ftu'I j?.
niHHHHs'I d/fj# se dh pkL jkL tkb/ B[;y/ d/ T[sko/ ftu gkm j?L-@ni pokj y[dk J/e pko dhdko

d/j#.

gkmKsq-@nkfJe?# j?.
w[Zsek-;/bQh

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ewysh j?, i' s[fj i/jk tiho[ ceho[ j't?. sfp ykfB r[o{ BkBe eT[ nkgD/
gkf; pjkfbnk, no efjU;[, @o/ ekih ! ekJh pks g[Ssk j? sK g[S, BkjhI sK
J/j[ pj[fV ;[yB[ eo/rk Bkjh#. sp ekih dbrho[ j'fJ eo jf;nk.

sp

ekih efjnk, @BkBe ! s{ i' ejdk j?,- Bk e' fjzd{ j?, Bk e' w[;bwkB[ j?-, ;'
s?I fenk gkfJnk j? <# sfp pkp/ BkBe efjnk ;b'e, okr[ wkM[ ftuL;b'e wH É..
w[;bwkD[ ejktD[ w[;eb[ ik j'fJ sK w[;bwkD[ ejkt?.. ntb nT[fb
dhB[ efo fwmk w[;ebwkBk wkb[ w[;kt?.. j'fJ w[;fbw[ dhB w[jkD? woD ihtD
ek Gow[ u[ekt?.. op eh oikfJ wZB/ f;o T[gfo eosk wzB/ nkg[ rtkt?..
sT[ BkBe ;op ihnk fwjozwfs j'fJ s w[;bwkD[ ejkt?..É..
;b'e wL É..
fwfjo w;hfs f;de[ w[;bk je[ jbkb[ e[okD[.. ;ow ;[zBfs ;hb[ o'ik
j'j[ w[;bwkD[.. eoDh ekpk ;u[ gho[ ebwk eow fBtki.. s;ph ;k
fs;[ Gkt;h BkBe oy? bki..É.. wLÉ.. je[ gokfJnk BkBek T[;[ ;{no
T[;[ rkfJ. r[o[ gho[ jkwk sk Go/ ik w[odko[ B ykfJ.. rbh Gf;fs B
ikJhn? S[N? ;u[ ewkfJ.. wkoD gkfj jokw wfj j'fJ jbkb[ B ikfJ.. BkBe
rbh e{VhJh e{V' gb? gkfJ..„..wLÉ.. gzfi fBtkik tys gzfi gzik gzi/ BkT[..
gfjbk ;u[ jbkb[ d[fJ shik y?o y[dkfJ. uT[Eh Bhnfs okf; wB[ gzithI
f;cfs ;BkfJ.. eoDh ebwk nkfye? sk w[;bwkD[ ;dkfJ.. BkBe

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i/s/ e[fVnko e{V/ e{Vh gkfJ..…..
ip fJj[ ;b'e[ pkp/ fdsk, sfp ekih j?okB[ j'fJ ofjnk. sfp ykfB
efjnk, @ekih, fJ; eT[ g[SD eh se;ho ojh Bkjhƒ. „sp g/;h eh fBwki
ek tys[ j'fJnk, ;G T[fm efo fBwki r[ikoD nkJ/, no[ pkpk Gh Bkb
rfJnk. sfp ekih ;GBk s/ nr/ yVk j'nk, fBwki brk eoD?. ip pkpk
ekih eh soc d/fy efo jf;nk. sfp ekih fvmk i' BkBe j;dk j?. sfp
fBwki efo nkJ/, sfp ekih efjnk @ykB ih ;bkwfs, fvm' feT[I i' w[;bwkBk
dh soc (fXo)… fjzd{ d/fy d/fy j;dk j?, s{ i' nkydk j? i' BkBe[ Gbk j?#.
sp ykfB efjnkL @BkBe ! ekih fenk ejdk j?, @sp pkp/ efjnk @ykB ih !
w?I ekih eh fenk gotkj goh j?, go[ ekih eh fBtki ep{b[ Bkjh gJh, w?I
fJfs tk;s/ jf;nk Ek#. sfp ekih efjnkL @ykB ih ! fJB ekJh gkJh j? sK
w/oh se;ho ikjo eoT[†#. sfp pkp/ efjnkL @ykB ih ! ip J/j[ fBtki
T[gfo yVk Ek sfp fJB ek wB mT[V Bk Ek‡ x'Vh ;{Jh Ehl tS/oh izwh Eh,
no[ tS/oh Sfv efo nkfJnk Ek. no[ t/VQ/ ftfu y{jh Eh. no fJfB efjnk,
ws[ tS/oh y{jh ftu gT[Idh j't./ fJBek wB[
ƒ

gkmKsq j?-@ekih fJ; ~ g[SD/ eh se;ho j?#.
tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu fJ; EKt/I uoyVh dk fBFkB d/ e/ jkFhJ/ d/ pkjo fbfynk j?-@sp g/;h eh
fBwkia ek#.

fJj () fBFkB n;K bkfJnk j?, @soc# dk noE j? @fXo#.

gkmKsq j?-eo/.

gkmKsq @fJ;ek fJwkB mT[V Bk Ek#.

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T{jK rfJnk nkjk, fJ;eh Bwki ep{b BjhI gVhƒ#.. sfp ekih nkfJ g?oh
gfJnk. nkfyU;[ @tkj[ tkj[ ! fJ; eT[ y[dkfJ fBtki; j'Jh j?#. sfp ekih
gshDk sfp pkp/ ;b'e[ fdZskLw[;bwkB[ w[;kt? nkg[.. f;de ;p{oh ebwk gke.. yVh B S/V? gVh B ykfJ..
BkBe ; w[;bwkB fG;s eT[ ikfJ„..
iK pkp/ J/j[ ;b'e[ p'fbnk, sk ;:hnd, ;/y ikd/, ekih, w[csh, ykB,
yBhB, wjo, w[edw j?okB j'fJ oj?. ykB p'fbnk @ekih ! BkBe[ je[ B{ gj[sk
j? nto[ g[SD eh se;ho ojh…#. fis[ tfb pkpk Bdfo eo/, fss[ tfb ;G
e'Jh ;bkw[ eo/. sfp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[Lf;oh okr[ wjbk É xo[ …..
nwb[ efo Xosh phi[ ;pd' efo ;u eh nkp fBs d/fj gkDh.. j'fJ
feo;kD[ JhwkB[ izwkfJb? fG;s[ d'ie[ w{V/ J/t ikDh..É.. ws[ ikD;fj rbh
gkfJnk.. wkb e? wkD? o{g eh ;'Gk fJs[ fpXh iBw[ rtkfJnk..É.. ojkT[..
n?p sfB fueV' fJj wB[ whve' ewb eh ;ko Bjh w{fb gkJh..
GT[o[ T[;skd[ fBs Gkfynk p'b? feT[ p{M? ik Bj p[MkJh..„.. nkyD[
ƒ

fJ;eh s'HI HHgVh se dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu tZX j?.
fJj gkm ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?, pkjo dk j?. wkb{w j[zdk j? fe @w;ebwkBk
wkb[ w[;kt?# tkbk fgS/ nk u[ek ;b'e c/o J/E/ j?;h.

gkmKsq-@se;ho ojh Bkjh# ph j?.

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;[BDk gT[D eh pkDh fJj[ wB[ osk wkfJnk.. y;w eh Bhdfo fdbfj gf;zd/
fiBh efo ;[BDk gT[D eh pkDh fJj[ wB[ osk wkfJnk.. y;w eh Bhdfo
fdbfj gf;zd/ fiBh efo J/e[ fXnkfJnk..….. shj efo oy/ gzi efo ;kEh
BkT[

;?skB[

ws[

efN

ikJh..

BkBe[

nky?

okfj

g?

ubDk

wkb[ XB[ fese{ ;zfinkJh..†..„‰..
ik pkp/ J/j[ ;pd[ p'fbnk, sfp ykB nkfJ g?oh gfJnk.. sfp b'fe
fjzd{ w[;bwkB[ nkfJ br? ykB ~ efjD, @i' BkBe ftfu y[dkfJ p'bdk j?#.
sfp ykB efjnkL @BkBe ! oi[ wkb[ j[ew[ jk;b[ ;G[ s/ok j?#. sfp
r[o{ BkBe efjnkl @y[dkfJ s/ok Gbk eo/rk, j[D fNeD/ eh pkfs ojhl oki[,
wkb[, xo pko s/o/ j?B, n;h fsnkfr ub/#.
ikfJ cehoK ftu p?mk, sfp ceho T[fm jfE pzfB yV/ j'fJ, bkr/ f;cfs
eoD. nkyfB i' BkBe[ ;fu o'iha ƒ Ehnk j? ns/ ;fu eh ozrfD ftu osk j?#.
sK pkpk p'fbnkl @wodkfBnK, opkp[ tikfJ#. sfp wodkB/ opkp[ tikfJnk,
okr[ fsbzr[ ehsk, pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnkfsbzr wjbk É xo[ …..
fJj[ sB[ wkfJnk gkfjnk fgnko/ bhsVk bfp ozrkJ/.. w/o? ezs B Gkt? u'bVk
fgnko/ feT[ XB ;/i? ikJ/..É.. jzT[ eo[pkB? ikT[ fwjotkBk jzT[ e[opkB?
ikT[.. jzT[ e[opkB? ikT[ fsBke? b?B i' s/ok BkT[.. b?fB i' s/ok BkT[ fsBke?
jZT[ ;d e[opkB? ikT[.. É.. ojkT[.. ekfJnk ozCkfD i/ Ehn? fgnko? gkJhn?
BkT[ wihfm..
ƒ

gkL @o'uh#.

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ozCD tkbk i/ ozC/ ;kfjp[ n?;k ozr[ B vhm..„.. fiB e/ u'b/ osV/ fgnko/
ezs[ fsBk e? gkf;.. X{fV fsBk eh i/ fwb? ih ej[ BkBe eh nodkf;..…..
nkg/ ;ki/ nkg/ ozr/ nkg/ Bdfo eo/fJ.. BkBe ekwfD ezs? Gkt? nkg/ jh
okt/fJ..†..ƒ..…..
sfp cehoK nkfJ g?o u[w?, d;s gzik bhnk. pkp/ dh pj[sƒ[ y[;h j'Jh
cehoK T[gfo, pj[s[ fwjotkB[ j'fJnk. ykB[ Gh nkfJ rfJnk. b'e
fjzd{ w[;bwkB i[ e'Jh ;k ;G ;bkw efo yVk j'nk. sfp r[o{ gk;'I ftdk j'J./
ykB[ xfo nkfJnk, nkfJ efo d/y? sK e'mVhnK yikB? ehnk GohnK gJhnK
j?fB.. sfp pkp/ dh y[;h j'Jh, wodkB/ ~ Bkb/ b?efo ufbdk ofjnk.

ƒ„ wodkB/ dh g{ik eokJh
sfp pkpk ih T[iV eT[ ub/„ sp fes/ t;dh tV/ Bkjh. fes/ izrfb
fes/ dohnkfJ, feEJh fNe/ BkjhI. ed/ i/ wodkB/ ~ G[y br?, sK pkpk nky?,
@wodkfBnk G[fy bkrh jh…<# sk wodkBk nky?, @ih, s{z ;G feS[ ikDdk j?#I
sfp pkp/ nkfynk, @wodkfBnk, f;X'I jh t;dh ikfJ yb'T[, nkr? T[gfb ysqh
j?fB, fs;d/ xfo ikfJ yV'T,[ u[gks', UE? UfJ ytkfJ_d/ fjfBr/. wodkfBnK !
s?~ iKd? jh Bkfb e'Jh fjzd{ e'Jh w[;bwkB i' e'Jh nkfJ w[fj br/rk, ;'Jh
nkfJ g?oh gt?rk.
ƒ

@pj[s# gd jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu'I fbnk j?.
@spHHHs'HI HHub/# gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ d/ T[sko/ dk j?.

gkmKsq-@j?<# ph j?.

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Sshj nzfwqsqƒ nkfD nkr/ okyfBr/. e'Jh o[g:/ g:hJ/„ nkfD oyfBr/, e'Jh
nkfD goekb/ oyfBr?, e'Jh g[S;hnk Gh BkjhI, i' s{z feE'I nkfJnk j?<I fe;dk
nkdwh j?<I i' e'Jh nkfJ w[fj bkr?rk ;'Jh nky?rk-i' w?I nkgDk ;ot;[ nkfD
nr/ oyk-. nkyfBr/, i' n;hI fBjkb[ j'J,/ i' n;k~ fJj[ dhdko[ j'nk-#.
pkp/ dh y[;h j'Jh, wodkBk fJe fdfB ;jo ~ G/fink. G/ifdnK Bkfb
g{ik pj[s[ bkrh. iK rfJnk, sK ;kok ;jo[ nkfJ g?oh gfJnk. iK rfJnk,
sk gzihj? egV? gzfv pzfBe? b? nkfJnk. pkpk j;dk j;dk fBb/N[ j'nk. pkp/
gkf; wodkBk egV/ gzihj? b? nkfJnk. pkp/ t/y?, sK pzBh gzfv bJh nKtdk j?,
sfp pkp? nkfynkL @wodkfBnk fenk nKdk jh<# sfp wodkB? nkfynkL @ih ;u/
gkfs;kj ! s/o/ Bkt? dk ;dek ;kok ;j[o[ ;/tk ~ T[fm yVk j'nk.
ihT[ gkfs;kj, w?I nkfynkL i'-fJj t;s[ egV/ pkp/ gkf; b? iktK-#. fsfp…
r[o{

p'fbnkL @wodkfBnK ! nKd', Gbk ehs', go[ J/j n;kv/ fes/ ezfw BKjh#.

sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL @ihT[ gkfs;kj, fe eoh <# sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @;[fN xs[#.
sK wodkB/ ;fG t;s{ ;fN xshnk, gzfv ;koh. UEj[ ot/d/ oj/. sfp wodkB/
nkfynk, noi ehsh, nkfyU;[L ihT[ gkfs;kj[, fJj[ i' e'Jh s/o/ BkT[ dk ;dek
wzBdk j? ns
ƒ

w[okd nzfwqs s'I j?.
tb?s g[i/ B[;y/ ftu J/E/ @g:hJ/# gkm o[gJ/ d/ Bkb j?, fJ; gd dh w[okd rkbpB @gzihj/ s'I j? i'
o[gJ/ dk jh Bkw j?.

w[okd j?-@sfp#.

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f;y d? w[fj gktdk j?, feS[ s?~ Gh gj[zudk j? U;dk GkT[ < ns/ w/o/ fdfb
ftfu tvk fceo[ j?, i/ s{z feS[ S[jzdk BkjhI, ns/ w[fj gKtdk BkjhI, s{ fe;?ƒ
Bkb? fsqgsdk j?I <# sfp r[o{ pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnk ! opkp[ tikfJ# sK
wodkB/

opkp[

tikfJnk,

okr

rT[Vh

ehsh

dhgeh

wjbk

É„

.

pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnkLrT[Vh r[nko/oh wjbk †..
wksk gqhfs eo/ g[s[ ykfJ.. whB/ gqhfs GJh ifb BkfJ.. ;fsr[o gqhfs r[of;y
w[fy gkfJ..É.. s/ jfoiB jfo w/bj[ jw fgnko/.. fifB fwfbnk d[y ikfj
jwko/..É.. ojkT[.. fiT[ fwfb pSo/ rT{ gqhfs brkt?.. ekwfB gqhfs ik
fgo[ xfo nkt?.. jfo iB gqhfs ik jfo i;[ rkt?..„.. ;kfozr gqhfs p;? ib
Xkok.. Bogfs gqhfs wkfJnk d/fy g;kok.. jfoiB gqhfs ig? fBozekok..…..
Bo gqkDh gqhfs wkfJnk XB[ ykN/.. r[o f;y gqhfs r[o[ fwb? rbkN/.. iB
BkBe gqhfs ;kX gr ukN/..†..…..†ƒ..
sfp fcfo wodkB/ s;bhw ehsh, UEj[z ub/.

ƒ…H ;ZiD mZr
iKd/ iKd/ ;/y ;iD e? xfo ikfJ fBeb/. T[;ek xo[ g?Iv/ ftu Ek. ns/
mke[o d[nkok s? w;hs efo Svh Eh. i/ e'Jh fjzd{ nkt? sK mT[o d/t?.. ns/
i/
ƒ

w[okd j?-@fe; <#

fJj Fpd u"Eh gksFkjh ih dk rT[Vh r[nko/oh ftu j?. b/ye dh GZ[b j? wLƒ s/ rT[Vh dhgeh

fbyDk.

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w[;bwkB ikt?, sK stijƒ eo/. no[ iK okfs gt? sK nky/, @ub[ ih ;'tj[#.
nzdfo b? ikt?, y{j? ftfu gkfJ efo wko/. nko[ ik ;pkj j't?, sk nk;k s;ph
jkfE b? w[;bk gkfJ pj?. ifp pkpk s/ wodkBk rJ/, sK fyiwfs
pj[s[ ehshU;[. ns/ nkgfDnk b'eK skJhI nkfyU;[L @i' fJ;d/ gb? pj[s[ d[Bhnk
j?l go r[j_i[ j?. fi; d/ w[fj ftu n?;h GVe j? ;' ykbh BKjh, c?b[ efoe/
\eho j'fJnk j?#. ip okfs gJh sfp nkfyU;[L @T[mj[ ih ;'tj[#. sfp pkp/
nkfynk, ;ZiD/ ! fJe[ ;pd[ y[dkfJ dh pzdrh ek nkfy efo ;'tfjr/#.
sfp ;/y ;ifB nkfynkL @Gbk j't? ih, nkyj[ ih„, okfs pj[s[ r[iodh iKdh
j?#.

sT[

pkp/

nkfynk,

@wodkfBnk

!

opkp[

tikfJ#.

sK

wodkB/

opkp[ tikfJnk. okr[ ;{jh ehsh. r[o{ BkBe ;pd[ T[mkfJnk wL É..
okr[ ;{jh wjbk Éxo[ à..
T[ib[ e?jk fubeDk x'fNw ekbVh w;[.. X'fsnk i{fm B T[so? i/ ;T[ X'tk
fs;[..É.. ;iD ;/Jh Bkfb w? ubfdnk Bkb ubzfB.. fiE? b/yk wzrhn? fsE?
yV/ fd;zfBQ ..É.. ojkT[.. e'm/ wzvg wkVhnk gk;j[ fusthnkjk.. Ymhnk
ezfw B nktJh ftuj[ ;yDhnkjk..„.. prk pr/ egV/ shoE wzfM t;zfBQ..
x[fN x[fN ihnk yktD/ pr/ B ejhnfBQ..….. f;wzb o[y[ ;oho[ w? w?iB d/fy
G[bzfBQ.. ;/ cb ezfw B nktaBh s/ r[D w? sfB jzfB..†.. nzX[b?
Gko[ T[mkfJnk
ƒ

w[okd stkian, ]kfso, nkdo s'I j?.
gkmKsq @nkfyU;[# ph j?.

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v{ro tkN pj[s[.. nyh b'Vh Bk bjk jT[ ufV bzxk fes[..‡.. ukeohnk
uzfrnkJhnk nto f;nkDg fes[.. BkBe Bkw[ ;wkfb s{z pXk S[Nfj
fis[..à..ƒ..…..
sp do;B ek ;dek p[fX j'fJ nkJh. iK thuko/, sK @;G w/o/
r[Bkj ;jh j'J/ j?fB#. sfp nkfJ, T[fm efo g?oh gfJnk, g?fo uz[fwU;.
nkfyU;[L @ihT[ w/o/ r[Bkj cdb[ efo.# sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @;/y ;ifB ! y[dkfJ
eh dorkj d[j[ rbh r[Bkj cdb[ j'Id/ fjfB#. sfp ;/fy ;iB no}[ ehsh,
nkfyU;[L @ih T[jh rb eo[, fiBh rbh r[Bkj cdb[ j'fB#. sp
r[o{ BkBe[ fwjotkB[ j'fJnk, nkfyU;[L @;u[ ej[ i' s? y{B ehs/ j?fB <#ƒ
sfp ;/y[ ;iB bkrk ;u' ;u[ p'bD. efjU;[L @ih pj[s[ gkg ehs/ j?#I sfp
r[o{ BkBe nkfynkL @i' eS[ T[Beh p;s[ ojh j? ;' fxzfB nkT[#.
sfp ;/y ;ifB j[ew[ wzfBnk, p;s[ b? nkfJnk, y[dkfJe/„ BkfJ b[NkJh.
r[o{ r[o{ bkrk igfD.. BkT[ Xohe f;Zy… j'nk. gfjbh Xow;kb UE/# pZXh†
p'bj[ tkfjr[o{..

ɆH r'FN F/y ;oc
sfp UEj[ ot?, g?Iv/ g?Iv/ ftu gkDhgfE nkfJ fBeb?.. sfp gkDhgfE ek
gho[ ;/y[ ;oc[ Ek. fs;ek w[ohd[ ;/y[ NNhjo[ Ek. Uj[ gho[ e? skJh n;sktk
gkDh
ƒ

jkL pkL B[L ftu @i' s?B/ ]{B fesB/ ehs? j?B <
tb?s g[i/ B[;y/ dk gkm j?L-y[dkfJe/.

fJj gd jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ dk j?.

gfjbhHHHs'HI HHpZXh# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.

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ek GofD nkfJnk ;k. nr? pkpk s/ wodkBk d'B'I p?m/ E/, J/fB
nkfJ ;bkw[ gkfJnk. nkfyU;[L @;bkwk b/e, dot/; ! sfp r[o{ BkBe p'fbnk,
nkfyU;[L @nb/y eT[ ;bkw[ j', gho e/ d;s g/; !# sfp ;/y[ NNhjo
j?okB[ j'fJ rfJnk. nkfyU;[L @ni s'Vh ;bkw[ fe;/ Bkjh c/fonk. go[ j't? sK
w?I nkgD/ gho ~ ypfo eoh# sfp nkfJ noi[ ehs';[, nkfyU;[L @gho ;bkwfs !
J/e[ dot/;[ ek nktki[ ;[fD efo j?okB[ Ehnk jK#. sK gho nkfynkL @ej[ d/y
e;k j? <# sfp ;/y NNjho[ nkfynkL @iht? gho ;bkwfs ! w?I nk;sktk GofD
rfJnk nkjk, Uj[ p?m/ nkj/ nkr?, w?I ikfJ ;bkw[ gkfJnk, nkfynk-;bkwk b/e
j' dot/; !-sfp T[j[ p'fbnkL nkfyU[;-[ nb/y eT[ ;bkw[ j' gho e/ d;s g/;-#.
sfp gho efjnk, puk ! fi;[ nb/y eT[ ;bkw[ ehsk j?, fs;ek dhdko d/yk
j? < d/yk, feE? fvm';[ nb/y[ g[oy[ < sfp ;/y ;oc[ NNjho[ w[ohd eT[ Bkb/
b/efo nkfJnk. r[o{ BkBe gkf; nkfJnk, ntki[ p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L @nro s[ok
F[nkb w/ g[o;zw nfjbk ipkp[ p[r' dot/;Lz ycBh fcokfeƒ F[wk fu }/pkfF<
sfp pkp? ipkp[ fdskLgho wfs w[ohd j'fJ ojBz.. ycBh N'gh wfB ;pd[ rjBz.. pjsk
dohnkT[ efo oj? po/sh.. ;jfi p?f; sjk ;[y wBksh.. joy ;'r[ ehBk
nkjoz.. gfjo/ ycBh ;fG d[;N fpvkoz.. ;[zB Bro b? p;sh ojkJh..
sT[ ecBh eh i[rfs gkJh.. e[Nzp[ S/fd j{nk fJe/bk..
ƒ

jkL pL B[;y/ dk gkm j?-@fcoe? ;[wk fu wiap n;s#.

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BkBe gfjfo ecBh GfJnk ;[j/bkƒ..„..
sfp fcfo ;/y ;oc g[fSnk, @nro s[ok ;[nkb w/ g[o;z, nfjbk
ipkp[ p[r' dot/;,z e[ghB F[wk fu iap/ kfF#. sfp pkp? ipkp[ fdZskLr[o{ ;pfd dhfynk wfj„ ;fji rjBz.. gzu fJzdqh fdfb nNb ojBz…..
fd;fN pzfX Gowsk ojhnz.. d; jh d[nko/ skb/ uVhnz.. nm ;fm jkN skV
eoBz.. bkfJ bzr'Nh iok Bk woBz.. gjfo bzr'Nh oj? fJe/bk.. T[bfN bfp
ek ght? T[tk ibk.. fpbzd wfs r[o fjfo S'Nh.. fJj[ i[rfs BkBe gfjfop'
bzr'Nhƒ..…..
sp fcfo ;/y ;oc g[fSnkL @nro s[ok ;[nkb w/ g[o;z, nfjbk,
ipkp[ p[r' dot/;.z gkT[g'F fsnkr† fu ia/pkfF. sfp r[o{ BkBe itkp[ fdZskL;op frnkB nfjfB; vhsz.. gkte gB‡ ikfs wfB ehsz.. XofB soto eh
ojs ojBz.. ekNB[ yZdB[ wB wfj ;jBz.. dohnkT[ ;?b/ ohs pkSz.. GkfJ
GkfJ T[j[ eo? jkSz.. J/j[ wEB[ wfE e? oj/ T[gqkBzˆ.. ;T[ ;jfi gT[g'F j'fJ
pqjw[‰.. fpB[ pqjw uhB? gkT[g'; fsnkr/.. ej? BkBe Uj[ fsfV Bk
ƒ

J/j Fpd ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI jB.
gkmKsq @wB# ph j?.

@fdb nNb ojBz# dh EK gkmKsq @b? nfbgs ojBz# ph j?.

gkmKsq @F[wk# j?.

gkmKsq @g"D# ph j?.
ˆ
gkmKsq @T[XkoD# ph j?.

@si gks g'F j'fJ pqjw# gkmKsq j?.

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bkr?ƒ..†..
sfp fcfo ;/y ;oc g[fSnk, @nro s[ok ;[nkb w/ g[o;z, nfjbk
ipkp[ p[r' dot/;,z ;ck fdb dot/;z nwb dkokJ/#„.
sfp pkp? ipkp[ fdZsk, nkfyU;[L wodkfBnk ! opkp[ tikfJ# sk wodkB?
opkp tikfJnkLokr d/trzXkoh wL É..
ihtsk wo/ ikrs c[fB ;'t?.. ikBs nkg[ w[;kt?.. ;cB ;ck j'fJ fwb? ykbe
eT[ sT[ dot/;[ ejkt?..É.. s/ok iB[ j? e' n?;k fdfb dot/;[.. ;kdh rwh
swe Bjh r[;k y[dh fjo;[ Bjh fJ;[.. ojkT[.. ezuB[ yke[ pokpfo d/y?
je[ jbkb[ gSkD?.. nkJh sbp ;kfjp eh wkB? nto sbp Bkjh ikB?..„..
rrB wzvb wfj nk;fD p?m/ nBjd[ Bkd tikt?.. ej[ BkBe ;kX eh wjwk
p/d e[okB[ B gkt?… ..…..
sfp ;/y ;oc nkfynk, @tkj[ tkj[ y[dkfJ fdnk ;jh eofD tkfbnK dk
fenk ;jh ehu?, T[Bek dhdko[ jh pj[s j?.# sfp nkfJ d;sg';h ehshU;[,
ns/ †g?o u[fwU;[, v/ok eT[ j'nk. sfp‡ pkpk s/ wodkBk otd/ oj/.
ƒ

sT[ BkBe T[j' ofsB B bkr?# gkmKsq j?.
gkmKsq j?-@nwb uok n?;#. ikgdk j? fe gfjb/ B[;y/ ftu n?T[I j't/rk. ;ck fdb dot/F ok nwb
fuj n;s#.

fJj Fpd ph ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?.

@ns/# jkL pkL B[;y/ dk gkm j?.

@sfp# jkL pkL B[;y/ dk gkm j?.

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ɇ fdZbh jkEh
jkEh w'fJnk fitkfJnk
nkfJ fdZbh fBeb/. sp fdZbh ek gks;kj[ ;[bskB pqjw[pr
/ ƒ Ek. T{jK
ikfJ okfs oj? wjkts ftfu, nfB fyiwfs pj[s ehsh. sfp fJe[ jkEh gkf;
w{nk gfJnk Ek, b'e[„ fgNd/ o'Id/ nj/. sfp pkp/ g[fSnkL @s[;hI feT[I o'd
I / j' <#
sK T[BQK noi[ ehsh, @ih n;hI jkEh d/ fgS/ o'Id/ jK#. sfp pkp/ nkfynkL
@jkEh fe; dk Ek <# sfp wjktfs efjnk, @jkEh gkfs;kj dk Ek, fJe[ ][dkfJ
dk Ek#. sfp pkp/ efjnkL @s[;hI feT[I o'Id/ jT[ <# sk T[Bk nkfynk, @ih
n;kvk o[irko Ek#. sK pkp/ nkfynk L @j'o[ o[irko eoj[#. sfp UBk efjnkL
@ih ! pDh Eh, Npo ;[ykb/ gJ/ yKd/ ;/#. sfp pkp/ w/jo ehsh, nkfyU;[L @i'
J/j jkEh iht? sk o'tj Bkjh <# sfp T[Bk nkfynk, @ih w[J/ feEj[ iht? j?fB…
<# sfp pkp/ nkfynk, @ikfJ eo fJ;d/ w[fj T[gfo jE[ c/oj[, tkfjr[o{ nkyj[#.
sfp UfB nkfrnk wkBh, ikfJ jZE[ c/fonk, sK jkEh T[fm yVk j':k. sfp
noi gkfs;kj[ eT[ gj[zukJh, nkfy ;[DkJh. sfp ;[bskB pqjw p/r[ jkEh
wzrkfJnk. ufV efo dhdko ~ nkfJnk, nkfJ p?mk. nkfyU;[L @J/ dot/; !
J/j[ jkEh s[;hI ihtkfJnk j? <# sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wkofB ihtkbD tkbk
y[dkfJ j?, ns/ d[nkfJ cehoK ojw[ nbkj j?#. sT[ fcfo
ƒ

gkmksq j? @fJpqkjhw p/r#.
gkmKsq @Uj#.

gkmksq j? #ihtB#.

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gkfs;kj[ nkfynkL @wkfo fdykb[#. sK pkpk p'fbnkL;b'e.. wko? ihtkb? ;'Jh.. BkBe J/e;[ fpB nto[ Bk e'Jhƒ..ƒ..
sfp jkEh wfo rfJnk. pj[fV gks;kfj nkfynkL @ihtkb[# sp pkp/
efjnk, @jiofs ! b'jk nZr ftfu sfg bkb[ j'Idk j?, go Uj[ osh jE T[gfo
fNe? Bkjh, ns/ nzfrnko[ e'Jh osh oj?„ feT[I < y[dkfJ d/ ftfu ceho
bkb[ j'J/ j?fB, ns/ y[dkfJ eh ;Nh Uj[ T[mkfJ b?fJfB, go[ T[Beh ;Nh T[mD{I
ojh#. sfp gkfs;kj[ ;wfM efo, pj[s y[;h j'nk. sfp nkfyU;[l @ih,
eS[ ep{b eo[#. sfp pkpk p'fbnkL
;b'e[.. BkBe G[y y[dkfJ eh fpnk p/gotkjh..
n;K sbp dhdko eh fpnk sbp B ekJh…..
sfp gkfs;kj[ ;wfM efo T[fm rfJnk. pkpk otdk ofjnk.
ƒ

J/j ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ftu BjhI j?.
ns/ nzfrnkoHHHHs'HI HHoj?#I se gkm jk\ikpkdh B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?.

J/j ;b'e ph ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?.

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gfjbh T[dk;h
ƒˆH gfjbh T[dk;h dk gfjoktk,
F/y pihdL

;qh ;fsr[o gq;kfd. fgqEw? T[dk;h ehsh g{op eh. fss[ T[dk;h Bkfb
wodkBk opkph Ek. sdj[ e[ gT[D[ njko[ ehnk. gfjoktk pkp/ ekLJ/e[ p;so[ nzp'nk J/e[ p;so[ fuZNk. J/e[ g?fo i[sh, J/e[ g?fo yzT[;ƒ, rfb
ycBh, f;fo N'gh ebzdoh, wkbk jvK eh, wE? fsbe[ e/;o ek. sdj[ okj
ftfu ;/y[ pihd[ ;Jh:d[„ fwfbnk. ;[ygkb ftfu ufVnk iKdk nkjk. fs;e/
befVnK Bkfb fSnk ejko[ E/. sfp Uj[ ikfJ T[sfonk J/e doys sb?. sK
Uj[ bkr/ fueD… ns/ MbfD†. sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL @ih ! y[dkfJ J/e[ j?,
feT[I <# sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @j/ wodkfBnk ! y[dkfJ J/e[ j?#. sp wodkB/ noi
ehsh, nkfyU;[L @ih gkfs;kj ! Uj[ fe; eh g?dkfJ; j?, ns/ Uj[ fe;eh
g?dkfJ; j? i' ;[ygkfb ftfu ufVnk nkfJnk j? < ns/ T[j[ g?oK s/ T[g'jkD/ Gh
j?fBl ns/ fgzv/ BKr/l eKX/ JhE/ s/ b'Jh nkfJ j?Ir,/ ns/ T[j p?m/ fued/ fjfB#.
sfp pkpk p'fbnkLƒ

yT[I;, e";-yVktK. fpBK y{Nh gT{nk. jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm j?L fJe g?o g?Iiko, fJe g?o i[sh.
@;Jh:d#-gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?.

dpkB, x[ZND.

gZyk MZbD.

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;b'e.. g{op iBw e/ sghJ/ gkb/ ;fjnk vzr.[ .#
sfp e/ Ee/ BkBek nfp wzvktfB nzrƒ[ ..É..
sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnk ! sg s/ oki[ j?, oki s/ Boe[ j?. ns/ i'
e'Jh nkfJnk j? wksk d/ g/IN s/, BKrk nkfJnk j?, ns/ ;[y[ d[y[ fgSbk
b/y[ ufbnk ikfJ#. sp wodkBk g?oh gfJnk.

ƒ‰H pBko; ftu us[o dk;
UEj[ ub/, pBkof; nkJ/. sfp nkJ/ ukT[e/ ftu p?m./ sfp pBko; ek
gzfvs us[odk; Ek. ;' fJ;BkB eT[ nkfJnk Ek, nkfJ okw okw ehshU;[.
G/fy d/fye? p?fm rfJnk, nkfyU[;[L @J/ Grfs ! s/o? ;kbfrokw Bkjh s[b;h eh
wkbk Bkjh, ;kbfrokw Bkjh„, f;woDh Bkjh, r'gh uzdB ek fNek Bkjh„, ns/
s{z Grfs ejktdk j?,I ;' s[w fenk Grfs gkJh j? <# sp pkp/ B/ nkfynkL
@wodkfBnk ! opkp[ tikfJ#. sK wodkB/ opkp[ tikfJnk. okr[ p;zs[ ehsk.
pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnk. wLÉ
wjbk É p;zs[ fjzv'b xo[ „
;kbrqkw fpg g{fi wBktj[ ;[feqs s[b;h wkbk.. okw[ Bkw[ ifg p/Vk
pKXj[ dfJnk eoj[ dfJnkbk..É.. ekj/ ebok f;zuj[ iBw[ rtktj[.. ekuh
Yjfr fdtkb ekj? ru[ bktj[..É.. ojkT[..
ƒ

fJj ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ftu BjhI j?.
fJj d't/I bx[ tke jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI jB.

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sfp fcfo gzfvs efjnkL @j' Grs[ ! J/j p;s[ sk ebo e' ;zuD j'fJnk,
go[ T[j[ p;s[ eT[D j? fi; Bkfb Xosh ;zuhn? < ns/ gow/;o[ fwb?# < sfp
pkp/ d{ih gT[Vh nkyhLekw e'qX[ d[fJ eoj[ p;'b/ r'vj[ Xosh GkJh..fiT[
r'vj[ fsT[ s[w ;[y gktj[ feos[ B w/fNnk ikJh..„..
sfp fcfo gzfvs g[fSnkL @J/ Grs ! Xosh sK y'dh go f;zu/ fpBk feT[I
efo joh j't? < ns/ wkbh fefs fpfX nkgDk efo ikD? <# sfG pkp/ gT[Vh
shih nkyhLeo jfojN wkb fNzv go'tj[ fs;[ Ghsfo wB[ i'tj[..
nzfwqs[ f;zuj[ Goj[ fenko/ sT[ wkbh e/ j'tj[..…..
sfp us[odk; gzvs efjnkL @ih, s[w gow/;o e/ gowjz; j', ns/ ih
n;kvh wfs fJzdqhnK eh fish j'Jh wbhD[ j?, pr[b/ eh fBnkJhI# sfp pkp/
gT[Vh uT[Eh nkyhLpr[b/ s/ c[fB jz;[bk j't? i/ s{ eofj dfJnkbk.
gqtBs BkBe[ dk;fB dk;k dfJnk eoj[ dfJnkbk..†.É..‹..
sfp fcfo gzvs p'fbnk, nkfyU;{L @ih s[w gow/;o e/ Grs j', go ih,
fJ; Broh eT[ Gh gfts[ eo[, e[S fJ;ek Gh r[B b/tj[#. sfG r[o{ BkBe
g[fSnkL @fs;ek r[B e?;k j?<# sp gzfvs efjnkL @ih, fJ;ek r[B[ ftfdnk j?l
fi;[ gVQ/ s/ fofX nkfJ oj?, ns? ijK p?mj[ sjK ;z;ko wkB?, ns/ fJ; ws/
bkJh s/ wjzs j'tj[#. sfp pkpk G'fbnkL ;pd[ p;zs ftuL-

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p;zfs fjzv'b wjbk É..
okik pkbe[ Broh ekuh d[;Nk Bkfb fgnko'.. d[fJ wkJh d[fJ pkgk gVhnfj
gzfvs eoj[ phuko'..É.. ;[nkwh gzfvsk s[w d/j[ wsh.. feB fpfX gktj[ gqkB
gsh..É..ojkT[.. Ghsfo nrfB pBk;gfs wT[bh ;kro[ gzv? gkfJnk..
uzd[ ;{oi{ d[fJ xo jh Ghsfo n?;k frnkB[ B gkfJnk..„.. okw otzsk
ikDhn? fJe wkJh G'r[ eo/fJ.. ske/ byD ikDhnfj fywk XB[ ;zrqj/fJ..…..
efjnk ;[Dfj B ykfJnk wkBfj fsBQkjh ;/sh t;k.. gqDtfs BkBe[ dk;fB
dk;k fyB[ s'bk fyB[ wk;k..†..…..ƒƒ..
sfp fcfo us[o dk; gzvs p/Bsh ehsh, nkfyU;[L @ih, J/j[ i' n;hI ;z;ko
e/ skJhI gVkts/ j?,I n;hI gVs/ j?,I e[S gqkgfs j'tr
/ k gow/Fo ek BkT[ <# sfp
r[o{ BkBe g[fSnkL @J/ ;[nkwh ! s[w fenk gVs/ j' < no[ etB[ t;s[ ;z;ko
i'r[ gVkfJd/ j' < no fenk ftfdnk gVQktd/ j'ƒ ukNfVnk i'r[ <# sp gzfvs
efjnkL @ih, tuB gkopqjw e/ f;T[, gjbh gNh gVktT[ ;z;ko i'r[#. sfp
pkpk p'fbnkL
okwebh wjbk É dyDh Unzeko.
Unzekfo pqjwk T[sgfs.. Unzeko ehnk fifB fufs.. Unzekfo ;?b i[r GJ/..
Unzekfo G/d fBowJ/.. Unzekfo ;pfd T[Xo/.. Unzekfo r[ow[fy so/.. UBw
nyo ;[Dj[ phuko[.. UBw nyo[ fsqGtD ;ko[
ƒ

no fenk ftfdnk gVktd/ j'# jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu'I j?.

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..É.. ;[D gkv/ fenk fbyj[ izikbk.. fby[ okw Bkw r[ow[fy r'gkbk..É..
ojkT[..
sfp gT[VhnK uT[ozij ‡† Unzeko[ j'fJnk.. sfp gzfvs[ nkfJ g?oh
gfJnk, BkT[ Xohe j'nk, r[o{ r[o{ brk igfD. sp pkpk ih T[Ej[ otd/ oj/.

ÉŠH BkBe ws/ f;ZXK Bkb r'FN
spƒ BkBe ws/ nkfJ fBeb/. sp fJe;[ pVQ e/. sb/ ikfJ p?m„/ , T[j
pV[ ;[ek yVk Ek eJh po;K ek UE/ X{zJh gkJh, sp Uj[ jfonk j'nk, f;XK
fvmk, nkfJ p?m./ sfp f;ZXK g[fSnk @j/ pkbe/ ! s{ fe;ek f;y j?I < dhfynk
s?I fe;s/ bJh j? <# sfp r[o{ pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnk okr[ ;{jh ftfuL;{jh wjbk É xo[ ‰..
eT[D[ sokih etD[ s[bk s/ok etD[ ;okc[ p[bktk.. eT[D r[o{ e? gfj dhfynk
b/tk e? gfj w[b[ eoktk..É.. w/o' bkb ihT[ s/ok nzs[ B ikDk.. s{z ib
Efb wjhnfb Gfo g[fo bhDk s{z nkg/ ;op ;wkDk..É.. ojkT[.. wB[ skokih
fus[ s[bk s/oh ;/t ;okc[ ewktk.. xN jh Ghsfo ;' ;j[ s'bh fJBQ fpfX
fus[ ojktk..„.. nkg/ ezvk s'b[ sokih nkg/ s'bDjkok.. nkg/ d/y/ nkg/ p{M?
nkg/ j? tDikok..….. nzX[bk Bhu ikfs god/;h fyB[ nkt? fsb[ ikt?.
skeh ;zrfs BkBe ojdk feT[ efo w{Vk gkt?..†..„..‹..
ƒ

@sfp# jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu'I j?.
fJj tke jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

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sfp f;XK nkfynkL @pkbe/ ! s{z i'rh j'fJ do;B[ G/y[ b/T[#. sfp
pkp/ ;pd T[mkfJnk okr[ ;{jh bkbskƒ ftuL;{jh wjbk É xo[ ‰..
i'r[ B fyzEk i'r[ B vzv? i'r[ B G;w uVkJhn?.. i'r[ B w[zdh w{zfv w[vkfJn?
i'r[ B f;zCh tkJhn?.. nziB wkfj fBozifB ojhn? i'r i[rfs fJt gkJhn?..É..
rbh

i'r[

B

j'Jh..

J/e

fdq;fN

efo

;w;fo

ikD?

i'rh

ejhn? ;'Jh..É..ojkT[.. i'r[ B pkjfo wVh w;kDh i'r[ B skVh bkJhn?..
i'r[ B d/f; fd;zsfo Gftn? i'r[ B shofE BkJhn?.. nziB wkfj fBozifB
ojhn? i'r i[rfs fJt gkJhn?..„.. ;fsr[o[ G/N? sk ;j;k s{N? Xkts[ tofi
ojkJhn?.. fBMo[ Mo? ;ji X[fB bkr? xo jh gouk gkJhn?.. nziB wkfj
fBozifB ojhn? i'r[ i[rfs fJt gkJhn?..….. BkBe ihtfsnk wfo ojhn? n?;k
i'r[ ewkJhn?.. tki/ pkMj[ f;zCh tki? sT[ fBoGT[ gd[ gkJhn?.. nziB wkfj
fBozifB ojhn? i'r i[rfs sT[ gkJhn?..†..ƒ..Š..
sfp f;XK @nkd/;[ nkd/;[# ehsk, @i' fJj[ e'Jh wjK g[oy j?, fi; e/
p?mD/ ;kfE pV[ jfonk j'nk Gzvo/ ek#. sfp r[o{ pkpk UEj[ oftdk ofjnk..
ƒ

@bkbsk# gkm jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?, s/ ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu ph BjhI, sKs/ fJj nF[Xh

j? fbykoh dh.

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ƒ‹H tDikfonK d/ NKv/
fJes[ NKv?ƒ nkfJ fBeb? tDikfonk e/, sfp BkfJe e/ pkfo nkfJ p?m./
T[; d/ xfo g[sq j'nk Ek, ns? b'e pj[s[ w[pkoyh d/tfD nktfB, e'Jh nkfJ
nbsk„ gkt?l e'Jh by n;h;K d/t?. sp wodkBk p?mk swk;k d/y?. ik bj[Vk
fdB[ j'fJnk, sk Ufj T[fm rfJnk xfo, ypo bhshnk Bjh. sp wodkB/ ~
G[y bZrh yoh pj{s[…, nkfyU;[ L @iht? gksFkj ! fJ; sK n;kvh ypo feS[ B
bJh, J/; d/ xfo ni[ g[sq j'nk j? nkgDh j{fJ jtkfJ Bkfb T[fm rfJnk.
go[ ih ! i/ w?~ j[ew[ j't? sK fJ; d/ xfo iktk. fJj g[sq dh tXkJh
wzrfsnK b'eK ~ d/Idk j?, e[S w?I Gh b? nktK.# sfp pkpk jf;nk, nkfyU;[L
@wodkfBnK ! fJ; d/ xo g[sq BjhI j'nk, fJ; d/ xfo J/e[ eoikJh nkfJnk
j?. u[gksk oj[† okfs oj/rkl Gbe/ T[fm ikt?rk. go[ s/o/ wfB nkJh j?, sK
ikfj. go[ n;h; d/jhJh Bkjh, u[gksk ikfJ yVk j'T[#.. sk wodkB/ nkfynkL
@Gbk j't/ ih, ikfJ d/yK#. sfp wodkBk rfJnk, ikfJ yV'sk u[gksk, ypo
fe;/ Bk bhsh, T[fm nkfJnk, sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnk ! opkp tikfJ#.
sK wodkB? opkp tikfJnk, okr[ ;qh okr[ ehsk, r[o{ pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnkLƒ

gkmKsq @NKv?# dh EK @v/o?# j?.
r[bkbh dh fe;w dh F?.

@yoh pj[s# gkm jkL pkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

@u[gksk oj[# dh EK gkmKsq j?-@uko gjo#.

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f;oh okr[ gjo/ wjbk É xo[ É..
gfjb? gjo? o?fD e? tDikfonk fwsqk j[efw gfJnk roGkf;.. T[oX sg[ nzsfo
eo/ tDikfonk fwsqk y;w ;/sh nodkf;.. y;w ;/sh nodkf; tykD? T[oX
fXnkfB fbt bkrk.. Bkwoikd[ nkfJnk efb Ghsfo pkj[fV ik;h Bkrk.. i?;h
ebw t[Vh j? w;sfe s?;h ihnV/ gkf;.. ej[ BkBe gqkDh gfjb? gjo? j[efw
gfJnk roGkf;..É.. d{i? gfjo? o?fD e? tDikfonk fwsqk ft;fo rfJnk
fXnkB[.. jE' jfE BukJhn? tDikfonk fwsqk fiT[ i;[dk xfo ekB.. jE' jfE
BukJhn? gqkDh wks ej? ;[s[ w/ok.. u/fs nu/s w{V wB w/o/ nzfs Bjh
eS[ s/ok. fifB ofu ofunk fs;fj B ikD? wB Ghsfo Xfo frnkB[..
ej[ BkBe gqkDh d{i? gjo? ft;fo rfJnk fXnkB[..„.. shi? gjo? o?fD e?
tDikfonk fwsqk XB i'pB f;T[ fus[.. jfo ek Bkw[ B u/sjh tDikfonk fwsqk
pXk S[Nfj fis[.. jfo ek Bkw[ B u/s? gqkDh fpe[b GfJnk ;zfr wkfJnk..
XB f;T[ osk i'pfB wsk nfjbk iBw[ rtkfJnk.. Xow ;/sh tkgko[ B ehs'
eow[ B ehs' fws[.. ej[ BkBe shi? gjo? gqkDh XB i'pB f;T[ fus[..…..
uT[E? gjo? o?fD e? tDikfonk fwsqk bkth nkfJnk y/s[.. ik ifw gefV
ubkfJnk tDikfonk fwsqk fe;? B fwfbnk G/s[.. G/s[ u/s[ jfo fe;? B fwfbU
ik ifw gefV ubkfJnk.. M{mk o[dB[ j'nk d[nkb? fyB wfj GfJnk
gokfJnk.. ;kJh t;s[ gokgfs j'Jh fi;[ f;T[ bkfJnk j/s[.. ej[ BkBe

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gqkDh uT[E? gjo? bkth b[fDnk y/s[..†..ƒ..
ifp Gbe[ j'nk, sK Uj[ bfVek ufbnk, sK o'Id/ fgNd/ fBeb/. sk
wodkB/ noi ehshl nkfyU;[L @ih fJ;d/ pkfp fenk tosh < efb nbsk gJ/Id/
nkj/, j;d/ E/, y/vd/ E/# sfp pkp/ ;b'e[ fdZskL;b'e[.. fis[ w[fj fwbfB w[pkoyh by by fwb? nk;h;.. s/ wj[ fcfo
fgNkJhnB wB[ sB[ ;j/ e;h;.. fJe w[J/ fJe dfpnk fJe fds/ Bdh tjkfJ..
rfJnk w[pkoyh BkBek Gh ;u/ ~ ;kbkj..ƒ..ƒ
sfp pkpk wodkBk UEj[ ub/.

„0H gkbh ~ gksFkjh
sfp okj ftu fJe uzfDnK dh tkVh nkJhU;[ ! sfp gkbh T[;„ ek brk
j'bK eofD ! sfp wodkB/ e/ ihn nkJh @i' pkpk ub? sk d[fJe p{N? b?fj#.
sfp pkpk w[;ekfJnk, ikfJ p?m…/ ! sp T[; gkbh j'bI/ nr/ nkfD oy?. sp
pkp/ wodkB/ ~ d/s'. sK T[; bVe? d/ ihn nkJh, -i[ feS[ xfo s/ b? nktK,
f\ehoK d/ w[fj gktD sKJh-. sfp Uj[ T[fm ufbnk, sK pkp/ g[fSnk ! sK
nkfyU;[L @ih e[S[ xo'I b? nktK, s/o/ w[j gktD skJhI ! sK r[o{ BkBe ;b'e
fdZskl;b'e.. ;Eo[ s/ok b/c[ fBjkbh GkT[ s/ok getkB[..
ƒ

fJj ;b'e ph ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?.
@T[;# gd jkL pkL tkbh ;kyh dk j?.

jkL pkL tkb/ B[;y/ ftu fbfynk j? fe @sd pkpk s/ wodkBk# d't/I T[E/ p?m rJ/#.

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BkBe f;csh fsqgfsnk pj[ o/ ;[bskB..ƒ..ƒ
sfp gkfs;kjh fwbh ufDnK dh w[fm dk ;dek. sfp pkpk T[Ej[z otdk
ofjnk.

„ƒH w'joK d/ e'b/ s/ ;{bh dh ;{b
sp wodkB/ nkfynkL @ih feEkT{ p?mhn? uT[wk;k. sfp pkp? nkfynkL
@Gbk j't/rk, i/ e'Jh rkT[I nkt/ sjK p?mDk# sfp ;jo s/ e'; J/e T[gfo
nkfJ p?m/ rkT[ ftfu. sfp T[; rkT[ ftfu J/e;[ ysqh dh br„ nkjh.
T[j[ fJe fdfB nkfJ do;fB d/yD nkfJnk. do;B[ d/yD/ Bkb fBskgqfs
nkt? ;/tk eofB. sfp fJe fdB/ B/w[ ehs';[, i' do;B fpBk b?Bk feS[ Bkjh
ib[ gkB[.
sfp J/efB gk;b/ jNtkDhJ/ g[fSnkL @i/ GkJh ih s{z fBskgqfs, feT[I iKdk
j?I rkT[I < nkr? fes? ;zi'r gkfJ iKdk ;fj…. sK T[fB f;y nkfynkL @GkJh
ih ! fJe ;kX{ nkfJ ofjnk j?, T[; e/ do;fB iKdk jK#. sfp T[; efjnkL
@ih, T[;ek do;B[ w?~ Gh eokfJ#. sfp T[; f;y fejkL @ih, s[;hI ph eoj[†#.
sfp fJe fdB T[j Gh Bkb nkfJnk. nKtfdnK nKtfdnK fJe bzT[vh ;kfE
nNfenk. sfp fBskgqfs xfo s/ fJem/ nktB, sK
ƒ

fJj ;b'e ph ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?.
jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm j? @bkr# gZEo d/ Skg/ ftu @brB#.

@;fj# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.

@spHHHs'HI HHeoj[# se jkL pkL B[L dk gkm j?.

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T[j[ ikt? b'bhykB/ƒ ns/ T[j[ i' nkr? nKtdk nkjk, ;' nkt? r[o gow/;o
eh ;/tk eofD. sfp fJe fdB T[; efjnkL @GkJh ih ! w?I iKdk jK fteow
eoD, ns/ s{ iKdk j? ;kX{ dh ;/tk eofB. ni[ s/ok ns/ w/ok eoko[ j?, i'
d/yK s?~ fenk gokgfs j't? ns/ w?~ fenk fwb/rk#. sp T[jBK fJe fNekDk
w[eoo ehsk, sK nkfyUB[„. @i/ s{ nkr/ nktfj sk Jhjk p?mDk ns/ i/ w?I
nktk sK nkfJ p?mDk… nki[ fJem/ j'fJ efo ubDk#. ip T[j[ ikt? sk bzT[Ivh
v/o/ Bkjh. sfp T[j[ dbrho[ j'fJ efo T[fm nkfJnk. nkfJ efo fNekD/ T[gfo
nkfJ p?mk. fcefo Bkfb brk Xosh y'dfD. iK d/y?, sK fJe[ w[jo j?. sp
S[oh efY efo brk y'dfB. i/ d/y?, sK e'b/ j?fB wN[ Gfonk j'fJnk.
sp Uj[† r[o{ gk;' f;y[ g?oh g?fJ efo ufbnk, sK do s/ pkjfo ezvk
u[fGU;[. sK egV/ ;kfE g?o[ pzfB efo nkfJnk, fJe i[sh uVQh, fJe[ i[sh GzBh.
sfp T[; g[fSnkL GkJh ih ! i[sh uVkfJ b/fj#. sfp T[; efjnkL @GkJh ih !
w/o/ g?fo ezvk u[fGnk j?#. sfp T[; efjnk, @GkJh ih ! ni w?I gkJh w[jo,
ns/ s?~ u[fGnk ezvk, J/j pks g[Sh ukjhn?, i' s{ ikt/I r[o{ eh ;/tk eofB,
ns/ w?I iktK gkg ewktfB#. sfp d't? nkJ/, nkfJ efo p/Bsh
ƒ

jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm @bzT[vh e/# j?.
@spHHHs'HI HHnkfyUB[# sZe dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu'I j?.

jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm j?L @J/E/ jh p?mKr/#.

Gkt Uj[ i' f;y ;h, Gbk g[oy.

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sK UfB nkfynkL @ih pjoh„ ehu? #. sfp pkpk p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L @Uj' i'
wN[ e'fbnK dk Ek, ;' ;G w[joK EhnK. fgSb/ iBw ek phfink j?, fJe
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s/o/ b/y ;{bh Eh, fiT[ fiT[ ;/tk ~ nkfJnk, fsT[ fsT[ ;{bh xfN rJh. ;{bh
dk ezvk j'fJnk ;/tk dk ;dek#. sfp T[fJ T[fm g?oh gJ/l BkT[ Xohe f;Zy…
j'J,/ r[o{ r[o{ bkr/ ikgfD. sfp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ wko{ ftuLwko{ wjbk É xo[ É..
eoDh ekrd wB[ w;tkDh p[ok Gbk d[fJ b/y gJ/.. fiT[ fiT[ feos ubkJ/
fsT[ ubhn? sT[ r[D Bkjh nzs jo/..É.. fus[ u/sf; eh Bjh pktfonk..
jfo fp;os s/o/ r[D[ rfbnk..É.. ojkT[.. ikbh o?fB ikb[ fdB[ j{nk i/sh
xVh ckjh s/sh.. of; of; u'r u[rfj fBs ck;fj S{Nf; w{V/ etB
r[Dh..„.. ekfJnk nkoD[ wB[ ftfu b'jk gzu nrfB fss[ bkfr ojh.. e'fJb/
gkg gV/ fs;[ T{gfo wB[ ifbnk ;zBQh fuzs GJh..….. GfJnk wB{o ezuB[ fcfo
j't? i/ r[o{ fwb? fsB/jk.. J/e[ Bkw[ nzfwqs Uj[ d/t? sT[ BkBe fsq;Nf;
d/jk..†..…..
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@c'b' ekJh BjhI# gkm jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ dk j?.
gkL-@ikjok#.

@f;Zy gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

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„„H mZrK dk
dk fB;skok
sp UEj[ ub? ! g?Iv/ ftu mr fwfb rJ/. d/fy efo nkfyUB/L @fi;d/
w[fj ftfu n?;h i'fs j?, ;' ykbh BjhI. fJ; d/ gZb/ pj[s[ d[Bhnk j?, go r[Mh
j?#. sfp pkp/ d/ uT[c/fo nkfJ yV/ j'J./ sfp do;B[ d/yD/ Bkfb ;G nkfJ
ndoj[ fBpb[ GJ/. sfp r[o[ g[fSnkL @s[;h etB n;j[ <# sfp T[fJ efjfB L
@n;h mZr jK, s/o/ wkoD eT[ nkJ/ jK#. sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @Gbk j't?,
fJe[ ezw[ efoe? wkoj[#. sfp UBk efjnkL @ezw e/jk j? <# sfp pkp/ fejkƒ
Uj[ i' X{znK Bdfo nKtdk j?, sjK s/ nkr b/ nktj[, wkfo dkr[ d/j[„#. sfp
mZrK nkfynkL @ejK nkfr ejK jfw, wkfo d{fo eofj.# sp fJeBk… nkfynkL
@n;K pj[s ihn wko/ j?fB, go[ jf; efo fe;/ Bkjh efjnk-i' wko[-nk;K s/
fejk† iKdk j? <# sfp d[fJ mr dT[V/ nkfr ~. ip iktfB sK nr? fuyk
gJh ibdh j?, ns/ okw rD s/ iw rD yV/ MrVd/ j?.I sfp mrK g[fSnkL
@s[;h etB jT[< feT[I MrVd/ jT[ <# sfp T[BQK efjnkL @n;hI iw rD jK,
nkfrnk gkfJ‡ gow/;o eh Bkfb fJ; ihn eT[ ez[Gh Bofe b? ukb/
ƒ

@sfp UBkHHHs'HI HHfejk# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu'I j?.
gkmKsq j? @wko eo dkr d/tDk#.

jkL pkL B[L ftu @fJe B/# gkm j?.

jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm j? @ejK#. F[X ph @ejK# j?. n;K s/ ejk iKdk j?# dk wsbp j? fe ;kE'I BZ;e/
fJj feE/ ik ;edk j?.

@gkfJ# gd jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI j? s/ ukjhdk ph BjhI.

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feT[I y'; b? ub? j?I <# sfp mZrK g[fSnkL @s[;hI feT[I y'f; b? ub/ jT[, fJBK
gk;j[ <# sfp okw rDk nkfynkL @fJj wjK gkgh Ek, fJ;~ e[zGh Boe w?I
d/Dk EK, go„ fi;[ r[o{ gow/;o eT[ s[w wkoD nkJ/ j', fs;eh fdqFNh fJ;eh
fuyk ek X{znK gfJnk j?. fs;ek ;dek p?e[zm eT[ gqkgs GfJnk j?#. sfp
mr ;[Ds/ jh dT[V/ nkJ/, nkfyT[ B/L @fi; eh fdqFfN X{znK gts/ ;ko w[efs
gokgfs GfJnk j? fs;e/ wkoD feT[ n;hI nkJ/ j?I !# sfp Uj nkfJ g?oh gJ/.
nrfbnK g[fSnk, @J/j fenk j{nk j?, i' nkfJe? g?oh gJ/ s[;hI <# T[BQK ;G
pks… nkfy ;[DkJh. @fJj wjK g[oy j?†#. sfp T[j[ Gh nkfJ g?oh gJ/. jfE
i'fV yV/ j'J./ br/ p/Bsh eofD, nkfyUB?L @ih n;K eT[ BkT[Xohe eo[,
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fJj[ feofs S'vj[ ns/ feo;kDh eoj[, ns? i' e[S[ t;s[ ojdh j?, ;' gow;/o
e/ BkfJ d/j[, nshsK Grsk d/ w[fj gktj[#. sfp UBK nkfrnk wzfB bJh, i'
eS[ t;s[ Eh, ;' nkfD nkr? okyh, r[o{ r[o[ br? igfD. iBw[ ;tKfonk. sfp
pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ ;qh okr[ ftuLƒ

gkmks @nkj/# ph j?.
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fJj wjK g[oy j?# gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

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uzvkb[.. o; e; nkg[ ;bkjDk J/ eow w/o/ eosko..É.. pkpk p'bhn? gfs
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gfs gkJhn? ;' p'fbnk gotkD[.. fcek p'fb ftr[uDk ;[fD w{oy wB nikD..
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ceo[ eo/ j'o[ ikfs rtkJ/.. r[o[ gho[ ;dkJ/ wzrD ikfJ.. ske? w{fb B
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u'Nh ek go;/T[ nvh ikfJ.. skek yfNnk ;G e' ykfJ..
xkfb yfN feS[ jEj[ d/fJ.. BkBe okj gSkB? ;'fJ..ƒ..

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„…H B{o Fkj fB;skok
sp eT[o{ d/; nkfJ fBeb/. sfp J/e fdB wodkB/ ~ G[y brh, sK
wodkB/ efjnkL @ih gksFkj ! j[ew j't? sK ;jo ftu ikJhI#. sp pkp/
efjnkL @wodkfBnk ! fJj ekto{ d/; j?, fsqn oki j?, s{z ikDk j? sK ikj#.
sp wodkBkƒ * T[m rfJnk, ikfJ eo J/e sqhws d/ dfo yVk j'nk, U;
p[bkfJ bhnk, g[fSU;[. ykD/ eT[ bZrk wzrD. sp T[; sqhws nzdo p[bkfJnk.
I k efo p?fmbkfJnk. pzfB efo gkDh
iK nzdo rfJnk„ sfp Xkrk pzfB efo w/Y
~ rJh. sfp pkpk nzso fXnkB eoe/ t/y? sK wodkBk w/Yk j'fJnk j?… sfp
pkpk nkfJnk. sp pkp/ tb'†I d/fy efo brk w?nkefD. sp Uj[ xVk b/efo
nkJh, sK r[o{ BkBe Uj[ g[Sh, nkfynkL @n;kvk nkdwh fJE/ nkfJnk j? <#
sfp T[f; efjnkL @fJE/ e'Jh Bkjh nkfJnk, d/fy b?# sfp pkpk p'fbnkL;b'e[.. ebo[ ehnk tDikohnk M{zr? w[;e[ wzr/B..
nwbk pkM{ BkBek feT[ efo y;fw fwb/fB‡..É..
sfp T[;e/ f;o T[gfo xVk ofjnk, T[so? Bkjh
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sK wodkB/ efjnkHHHs'HI HHsp wodkBk# se dk gkm jk pkL B[L dk j?.
@wzrDHHHs'HI HHrfJnk# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?, tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu @bzrfB# gkm j?.

efj pkpkHHHs'HI HHj'fJnk j?# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

@sp pkp/ tb'#I gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

fJj ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?.

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e{fV ek ;dek bJh fco/, sfp B{o;kfj ~ ypo j'Jh, i' J/e[ n?;k wzsqtkB
nkfJnk j?ƒ, i' f;o s/ xVk BkjhI T[skodk. sfp B{o;kj[ j[ew[ ehskL @i'
e'Jh ;jfo ftu wzsqtkB j?, ;' ofjDk Bkjh#. sd ijK ejK skJh e'Jh wzsqtkB
Eh, ;' ;G nkg' nkgDh ftfdnk b? nkJhnK. ekJh doys T[gfo ufV nkJh.

ekJh fworSkbk T[gfo ufV nkJh. e'Jh uzd T[gfo ufV nkJh. ekJh ezX

T[gfo ufV nkJh. e'Jh pkr[ ;kfE b/ bkJh. ekJh Y'b b/ tiKtdh nkJh.
sfp nkfJ efo brhnK ekwD gktD. Xkr/ pzfB pzfB efo. sfp pkp/ wodkB/
pzB/ d/fynk, sK wodkBk brk w/nkefDl sfp r[o{ pkpk jf;nk. nkfyU;[L
@wodkfBnk ! tkfjr[o{ efj… efo wEk N/e[#. rb'I Xkrk s[N gfJnk, opkp
b/efo nkfJnk. sfp pkp/ nkfynk L @wodkfBnk ! opkp[ tikfJ#. sp pkp/
opkp[ tikfJnk#. okr[ tvjz; wL É ;pd ehskL
r[Dtzsh ;j[ okftnk fBor[fD e{e/ ekfJ.. i/ r[Dtzsh Eh oj? sk
Gh ;j[ oktfD ikfJ..ƒ.. w/ok ezs[ oh;kb{ eh XB n;ok okt/ih..ƒ..ojkT[..
eoDh ekwD i/ Ehn? i/ wB[ Xkrk j'fJ.. wkDe[ w[fb B gkJhn? bhi? fufs
go'fJ..„.. okj[ d;kJh B i[bk nkyk nzwVhnk;[.. s? ;j Bkfb ne{nDk
feT[ Eht? xo tk;[
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@J/e n?;k wzsotkB nkfJnk j?# dh EK jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm j?L-@fJe fJ;sqh nkJh j? i' U;d/ f;o
T[s'I xVk Bkjh T[sodk#.

@ekJhHHHs'I pkr ;kE b? nkJh# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?.

@efj#- gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

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..….. BkBe J/eh pkjok d{ik Bkjh e'fJ.. s? ;j brh i/ oj?
Gh ;j[ okt? ;'fJ..†..„..
sk ipkp[ eS[ j't? Bkjh.. sfp B{o;kfj eT[ ypfo j'Jh, i' wzsq izsq
eS[ Bkjh ubsk. sfp B{o ;kj ;GBk eh f;odkoBh ;h. yk;hnk u/bhnK ;kfE
nvzpo ekrdk e/ T[gfo ufV efo nkJhnk. nkfJ eo brh wzsq izsq eofD..
sfp r[o{ BkBe p'fbnk, ;pd[ okr[ ;{jh ftu wL ƒ..
wzR[ e[uih nzwktfD v';V/ jT[ feT[ ;j[ oktfD ikT[ ihT[.. fJed{ fJfe
uVzdhnK eT[D[ ikD? w/ok BkT[ ihT[.. fiBQh ;yh ;j[ okftnk ;/ nzph
SktVhJ/fj ihT[.. ;/ r[D wzR[ B nktBh jT[ e? ih d'; Xo/T[ ihT[.. fenk
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gkf; ihT[.. nzpfo e{zik e[obhnk pr pfjm/ nkfJ ihT[.. ;kXB ubh ;kj[o?
fenk w[j[ d/;h nkr? ikfJ ihT[.. ;[sh ;[sh Mkb[ Ehnk g[bh tkNVhnk;[ ihT[..
s? ;j Bkbj[ w[shn;[ d[yk e{z Xohnk;[ ihT[.. s[X[ r[D w? ;fG ntrDk fJe
BkBe eh nodkf;

ihT[.. ;fG oksh ;'jkrDh w? v'jkrfD ekJh oks

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sp r[o{ pkpk @tkj tkj# efo T[fmnk. sfp B{o;kj Gh wzsq izsq efo
efo Eeh, feS[ j't? Bkjh, sK

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j[ew[ ehs';[, @;' r[Bj[ gkfJnkƒ#. w[j sb?„ efo ojh. Y'behnK Gh yVhnK
j'JhnK brhnK BufD rktfD. sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! opkp[ tikfJ#.
wodkB/ opkp[ tikfJnk, okr[ ;qh okr[… ehsk.. wL ƒ.. pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnkLnk;k… wjbk ƒ..
skb wdho/ xN e/ xkN.. d'be d[Bhnk tkifj tki.. Bkod[ Bku? efb ek
GkT[.. ish ;sh efj okyfj gkT[..ƒ.. BkBe Bkw ftNj[ e[opkD[.. nzXh
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w{ofs BkBe[ Bkw[.. eoDh e[sk dfo cowkB[.. r[o go;kfd ikD? fwjwkB..
sk feS[ dorj gkt? wkB[..†..
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fuNthnkj.. oh;k eofj fsBkVhnk i' ;/tfj do[ yVhnkj.. Bkfb y;w?
oshnk wkDfj ;[fy obhnkj.. j'd? skfD fBskDhnk ojfj
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gkmKsq @gfJnk#.
gkmKsq @w[j' sb?#.

fJj th fbykoh dh G[Zb j? i' tb?sh B[;y/ ftu gkm okr[ ;qh okr[ fbfynk j?, go jkL pkL B[L ftu
gkm j? @okr nk;k# s/ F[X @okr nk;k jh j?.

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fBwkBDhnkj.. BkBe iBw[ ;ekoEk i? fsBe/ ;zfr fwbkj..„..
ifp r[o{ pkp/ J/j[ ;b'e[ p'fbnk, sfp B{o;kj[ efjnkL i' wkfJnk Bkfb
w'jT[#. sK nB/e goeko dh wkfJnk b? b? nkJhnK. w'sh, jho/,
itkjo, ;[fJBk, o[gk, r[bh, eg{o, egV/, i' e[S Gbh t;s[ ;h ;' nkfD nkr?
okyh. sfp p/Bsh brhnk eofDL @ih ! e[S[ swkƒ b/tj[#. sfp r[o{ pkp/
nkfynk L @wodkfBnk ! opkp[ tikfJ#. sK wodkB/ opkp[ tikfJnk,
okr[ fsbzr[ ehsk, ;pd[ wLƒ..
fsbzr wL ƒ.. fJnkBVhJ/ wkBVk ekfJ eo/fJ.. nkgBV? xfo jfo ozr' eh B
wkD/fj.. ;j[ B/V? XB ewbhJ/ pkjo[ fenk Y{Yf/ j.. G? ehnk d/fj ;bkJhnk
B?Dh Gktek efo ;hrko'. sk ;'jkrfD ikDhn? bkrh ik ;j[ Xo/ fgnko'..ƒ..
fJnkDh pkbh fenk eo/ ik XB ezs B Gkt?.. eoD gbkj eo/ pj[ s/o/ ;k
XB wjb[ B gkt??.. ftD[ eowk feS[ gkJhn? Bkjh i/ pj[s/ok Xkt?.. bp b'G
nzjeko eh wksh wkfJnk wkfj ;wkDh.. fJBh pksh ;j[ gkJhn? Bkjh GJh
ekwfD fJnkDh..„.. ikfJ g[Sj[ ;'jkrDh tkj? feBh pksh ;j[ gkJhn?.. i'
feS[ eo/ ;' Gbk efo wkBhn? fjewfs j[ew[ u[ekJhn?.. ike? gq/fw
gdkoE[ gkJhn?sT[ uoDh fus[ bkJhn?.. ;j[ ej? ;' ehi? sB[ wB' dhi? n?;k
gowb[ bkJhn?.. J/t ejfj ;'jkrDh G?D/ fJBh
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gkmKsq @s[w# ph j?.

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s[;h r[o{ r[o{ igj[#. sfp Uj[ nkfJ g?oh gJhnKL BkT[ Xohe f;yDhnK„
j'JhnK.. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{..

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wodkBk pj[s G?wkB j'nk, nkfyU;[L @ihT[ gkfs;kj[ ! nkfD T[ikfV ftu gkfJ
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gkmKsq @efj e/#, j?.
jkL pkL B[L gkm j? @f;yDhnk#.

#sp pkpk s'HI HHpj[s nkJh# se jkL pkL B[L dk gkm j?. tb?sh B[;y/ ftu gkm n?T{I j?l nzXh j'fJ#.

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ekjbk j'j[ Bkjh# sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL @ni s'Vh J/vk j'nk jKl fJj[ pbk sK
Bkjh fvmh, i[ fJj[ fe nkfJnk j? n;kv/ ihnV/ sKJh <# sfp nrfB ek
o{g[ fdykfbnk. i' X{znK uT[jK fXoK s/ Tf[mnk, uko/ e[zvK nrfB j'JhnK. sfp
wodkBk w[j[ Yfee/ g? ofjnkl nkfyU;[L @ihtDk ofjnk# sfp c/oƒ gkDh ek
o{g[ j'nk. xNK pzfB nkfJnk. brk po;fD gkDh. go[ pkp/ s/ d{fo gt?. sfp
r[o{ efjnkL @wodkfBnk ! w[j[ T[xkV[, T[fm p?m[, opkp[ tikfJ# sfp wodkBk
T[fm p?mk. opkp[ tikfJU;[ okr[ wko{ ehsk, pkp? ;pd[ T[mfJnkLwko{ wjbk ‡„ xo[ „..
vog? Xofs nek;[ ByQsqk f;o T{gfo nwo[ eokok.. gT[D[ gkDh p?;zso[ vog?
vog? fJzdq fpukok..ƒ.. J/ek fBoGT[ pks ;[Bh.. ;' ;[yhnk ;' ;dk ;[j/bk i'
r[o[ fwfb rkfJ r[Bh..ƒ.. ojkT[.. d/j Xko no[ d/tk vogfj f;X ;kfXe
vfo w[fJnk.. by uT[ok;hj wfowfo iBw/ fcfofcfo i'Bh i'fJnk..„..
oki;[ ;kse[ skw;[ vogfj e/s/ o{g T[gkfJnk.. Sb pg[oh fJj eT[bk vog?
nfs vog? Xow okfJnk..….. ;rb ;wrqh vofj fpnkgh fpB[ vo eoD?jkok..
ej[ BkBe GrsB ek ;zrh Grs ;'jfj dopkok..†..ƒ..
sfp d?s ek o{g[ Xkfo nkfJnk. u'Nh nk;wkB
ƒ

@c/o# gd jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.
fJj ;pd gzuw r[o{ ih dk j?, fbykoh dh G[Zb j? i' n;b g'Eh ftu @wjbk ƒ# fbfynk j?.

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Bkfb ehshnk;[.. fiT[ fiT[ B/V? nkt?, fsT[ fsT[ xNdk ikt?. sfp wB[y
ek ;o{g eoe/ nkfJnkƒ. jfE i'V eo yVk j'nk. sfp pkp/ g[fSnkL @GkJh s{z
e"D j?I <# sfp T[B nkfynkL @ih ! w?~ s{z Bkjh ikDdk < w?I efbi[r jK, no
s/o/ fwbB/ ~ nkfJnk jK, s{z eos/ g[oy ek tiho j?#I . sfp pkp/ ~ fBw;eko
ehsh„ nkfyU;[L @ih feS[ w?s? b/j[, w/o? tofB ub[#. sfp r[o{ pkp/ g[fSnkL @s?I
gkf; fenk j? <# sK efbi[r nkfynkL w/o? gk; ;G[ feS[ j?, i/ nkyj[ sK
w'shnK d/ wzdo T[;koj ns/ osBK ek bkbK dk iVkT[ eoktK, nro uzdB
ek b/g[ d/tK#. sfp r[o{ p'fbnk, ;pd okr[ ;qh okr[ ftuLokr[ f;oh okr[ wjbk gfjbk xo[ ƒ..
w'sh s wzdo T{;ofj osBh s j'fj iVkT[.. e;s{fo e[zr{ nrfo uzdB bhfg
nkt? ukT[.. ws[ d/fy G{bk th;o? s/ok fufs B nkt? BkT[..ƒ.. jfo
fpB[ ihT[ ifb pfb ikT[.. w? nkgDk r[o[ g{fS d/fynk nto[ Bkjh EkT[..ƒ..
ojkT[..
sfp fcfo efbi[r nkfynkL @i' ih it/joK dh Xosh eoK, no[ bkbK dk
iVkT[ eojK, fJzdo dhnK w'jDhnK b? nktK.# sfp r[o{ ih gT[Vh d{ih nkyhLXosh s jho/ bkb iVsh gbfx bkb iVkT[.. w'jDh w[fy wDh ;'j? eo/ ozfr
g;kT[.. ws[ d/fy G{bk th;o? s/ok fufs B nkt? BkT[..„..
ƒ

wB[yHHHs'HI HHnkfJnk# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.
@sp pkp/HHHs'HI HHfBw;eko ehsh# se dk gkm jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ dk j?.

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sfp ebi[fr efjnkL @i' ih J/j[ ph Bkjh b?Idk sK f;fX b? i' fofX
nkt?, ns/ r[gs Xosh ftfu ub[, no[ jiko e'jK ikfJ gqrfN j'fJ#.
sfp r[o{ gT[Vh shih nkyhLf;X[ j'tk f;fX bkJh fofX nkyk nkT[.. r[gs gorN[ j'fJ p?;k b'e[ oky?
GkT[.. ws[ d/fy G{bk th;o? s/ok fufs B nkt? BkT[..…..
sfp efbi[fr nkfynk, @e[S b/tj[, ;[bskB j'tj[L oki[ eoj[# sfp
r[o{ uT[Eh gT[Vh ejhL;[bskB j'tk w/fb b;eo syfs okyk gkT[.. j[ew[ jk;b[ eoh p?mk
BkBek ;G tkT[.. ws[ d/fy G{bk th;o? s/ok fufs B nkt? BkT[..†..ƒ..
sfp ebi[r godZyDk ehsh, nkfJ g?oh gfJnk. nkfyU;[L @ih w/oh rfs
feT[I efo j't?<# sfp r[o{ BkBe nkfynk @w/ok f;Zy[ e'N wX? e'Jh j't?rkl
fs;dk ;dek s/oh rfs j't?rh.# sfp efbi[r g?oh gfJnk.. pkp? ftdk ehsk..
p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.

„‡H ehV Bro
r[o{ ns/ wodkBk otd/ oj?, nkfJ ehV Bro gqrN/. ik d/y? sK
o[y[ fpoy ;G[ f;nkj[ Bdfo nkt?, Xosh ;koh. sfp wodkBk pj[s G?wkB[ j'nk,
d/fy efo nkfyU;L @ih fJE'I ubhJ/, J/vk ekbk n;K ed/ Bkjh fvmk,
fJ;[ ekb/ s/ ukb[#. sfp r[o{ pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnk ! fJB eh gkfs;kjh j?,
Gkt? e'Jh ;T[ izrb ftfu ikT[, i/ e'Jh ikBto dk pZuk g?dk j't/ sK ykfJ

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iktB, ns/ i/ fe;/ ;g dk nKvk g?dk j't? sK ykfJ iktfB, go s/o/ B/V? e'Jh
Bkjh nKtdk#. sfp wodkB/ noi ehsh, nkfyU;[ @ih ed? fJE? e'Jh nkfJnk
Gh j?<# sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! fJe fdfB fJe[ okik ufVnk Ek,
pkBt? y{jDh b;efo b?efo, fJe oki T[go ufVnk Ek, ;' fJs Xosh nkfJ
fBefbnk, sfp fJe ehVh ikfJ fwbh, sK nkfyU;[- j' okik ! fJs[ okfj
ukb[ BkjhI ns/ i/ ubdk j?I sK w/oh oikfJ ftfu ukb[-, sp[ oki/ g[fSnk-s/oh
fenk oikfJ j? <-. sp[ ehVh efjnk-j/ okik ! w/oh J/j oikfJ j?, i/ w/oh
o'Nh ykfJ efo ikfj-. sfp oki/ efjnk- w?I pktfB y{jDh ek okik jK, w?I s/oh
o'Nh feT[ efo yktK-. sfp ehVh efjnk, -j' okik BkjhI sK i[X[ efoe? ikj?-.
sfp okik i[X[ brk eofD pktfB y{jDh b/efo ehVh ;kfE. sp fJeB ehVh
j[ew ehsk ehVhnK skJhI-ikfJ efo fpy b/nktj[-. sfp ehVhnK rJhnK,
fgnkb[ƒ s/ fpy[ w[j[ Gfo b? nkJhnK. fi; eT[ bkfJB ;" ;'nj[„ j'fJ ikfJ.
j' wodkfBnK ! pktB y{jDh b;eo[ ;G' w[nk, gow/;o eh nkfrnk ;kE, sfp
fJe' okik ofjnk. sfp Uj[ ehVh rJh, nkfyU;[-j' okik ! pks ;[B[, nfp
w/oh o'Nh wBfjrk <-. sfp okik jfE i'V yVk j'nk. nkfyU;[-Gbk j't? ih-.
sfp T[f; ehVh j[ew ehsk ehVhnK i'r[-ikj[ nzfwqs[ b? nktj[.. ns/ ;s e[vz h
nzfwqs e/ j?B gkskb fpy?, ns/ ;s e[zv fpy e/ j?I gskb fpy?-. sfp
Uj[ ehVhnK rJhnK, ikfJ efo nzfwqs[ w[y[ Gfo b? nkJhnK, fi;
ƒ

gkskb.
;[nkj.

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eT[ T[j[ bktfB ;'Jh T[fm yVk j't./ sfp pktB y{jDh b;eo[ T[fm yVk j'nk,
gow/;fo eh nkfrnk Bkfb sfp okik T[fm eo o'Nh yktfD rfJnk pktB
y{jDh ;kfE. ifp o'Nh fwbh sK mzYh, ns/ iK x'fVnK B' xk;[ fwfbnk sK
fGzBk j'nkl ns/ dkDk fwfbnk ;' fufEnk j'nk. sfp oki/ g[fSnkL-n?;h o'Nh
mzYh feT[I fwbh< ns/ xk;[ fGzBk, dkDk fufEnk <-sfp ehVh efjnkL- j' okik !
nr? fJe[ okik nkfJnk Ek fs; feT[ w?I o'Nh ehsh nkjh, fs;s/ i' ofjnk
Ek ;' w?I s/o/ b;eo eT[ go'f;nk j?, ns/ i' T[;fdnK x'fVnk dk dkDk
pfunk Ek ;' s/fonK x'fVnK eT[ fdsk ns/ i' T[;fdnK x'fVnK dk
xk;[ ofjnk Ek, ;' fsfonK x'fVnK skJhI gfJnk-. ifp okik ikfJ eo d/y? sK
eJh npko jh Go/ gfJ j?fB. sfp oki? ek nfGwkB[ d{o j'nk. nkfyU;[L-n?;/
oki/ tos/ j?B-. sfp okik fco xfo nkfJnk# sfp pkpk p'fbnkL;b'e wL É.. ;hjk pkik uork e[jhnk J/Bk ytkb/ xkj.. xkj[ ykfB fsBK
wk;[ ytkb? J/fj ubkJ/ okj.. Bdhnk ftfu fNp/ d/ykb/ Ebh eo/ n;rkj..
ehVk Ekfg d/fJ gkfs;kjh b;eo eo/ ;[nkj.. i/s/ ihn ihtfj b? ;kjk
ihtkb/ sk fe n;kj.. BkBe fiT[ fiT[ ;u/ Gkt/ fsT[ fsT[ d/fJ frokj..É..
sp wodkBk g?oh gfJnk. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{..

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„àH t;dk oj/
UEj[ otd/ oj/. ikfJ fJesq rkT[I ftfu p?mk. sfp T[; rkT[I ftu e'Jh
pfjD d/t? BkjhI. bkr/ w;eohnK eofD. sfp r[o{ pkp/ ;b'e[ efjnkLJ/; ebhU gzi GhshU feT[ efo oyk gfs.. i/ p'bk sk nkyhn? pV pV
eo? pj[s.. u[g eoK sK nkyhn? fJs xfN Bkjh wfs.. i/ pfj ojK sK
nkyhn? p?mk ;Eo xs[.. T[m ikJh sK nkyhn? Sko rfJnk ;fo xfs.. i/eo
fBtK sK nkyhn? vodk eo/ Grs.. ekJh rbh Bk w/tDh fiE? eYK Mfs..
J/E? UE? BkBek eosk oy? gfsƒ..„..

„‰H T[iV ikt/
sfp nrb? ;jfo rJ/, sfp UBk pj[s[ ;/tk ehsh, UE? okfs oj/, Gbe/
T[fm ub/. sk r[o p'fbnkL i' @fJj ;jo[ T[ikfV j't?rk, nmktN[ j't?# sfp
wodkB/ nkfynk, @ih, s/o/ dfo Gbk fBnkT[ fvmk, fiE/ p?mD/ Bk fwb/ ;'
t;kfJnk, ns/ fiBK ;/tk pzdrh pj[s[ ehsh ;' ;jo[ T[ikfVnk#. sp r[o{ pkp/
nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! U; ;jo ek nkdwh nto ;fjo ikt?rk sK j'o Gh
ftrVfBr/ ns? fJ;[ ;jo dk nkdwh j'os„ ;jfo ikt?rk sK T[Bk dh Gh
rfs eo?rk, ns? ;[wfs d/t?rk#. sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL @ih sT[ Gkt? sK T[;
dh Gh rfs
ƒ

fJj gkm GkJh pzB' ;kfjp tkbh phV ftu'I j?.
gkmKsq @eosk#.

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eofj#. sfp pkp/ ;pd ehsk okr[ wbko ftfu wLÉykDk ghDk j;Dk ;T[Dk ft;fo rfJnk j? woDk.. y;w[ ft;kfo y[nkoh ehBh
fXqr[ ihtD[ Bjh ojDk..É.. gqkDh J/e' Bkw[ fXnktj[.. ngBh gfs ;/sh xfo
iktj[.. ojkT[.. s[XB' ;/tfj s[M[ fenk d/tfj wKrfj b/tfj ojfj Bjh..
s{ dksk ihnk ;GBk ek ihnk nzdfo ihT[ s[jh..„.. r[ow[fy fXnktfj f;
nzfwqs[ gktfj ;/Jh ;{u/ j'jh.. nfjfBf; Bkw[ igj[ o/ gqkDh w?b/ jS/ j'jh..…..
i/jh o[fs ekfJnk ;[y[ s/jk s/j' i/jh d/jh.. BkBe o[fs ;[jkth ;kJh fpB[ Bkt?
o[fs e/jh..†..ƒ..

„ŠH nk;k d/F, F/y cohd Bkb r'FN
sfp fcfo nk;k d/; eT[ nkfJnk. nkr/ ;/y cohd p'fbnkL @nbj[ nbk
dot/;#L sfp r[o{ pkp/ ipkp[ fdsk ntk}{ L @nbj, cohd }[jdh, jw/;
nkT[ ;/y cohd }[jdh, nbj nbj#. sp d;s gzik b/eo pfj rfJnk.
sfp ;/y[ cohd[ pkp/ dk o{g[ d/fy eo p'fbnk, r';fN ehshnk ;[, ;/y cohdƒ
pkp/ ~ g[fSnk
ƒ

fJj ;ZiD F/y cohd ;kBh jh ikgdk j?, fi; dk Bkw F/y pqjw eoe/ ;kyhnK ftu nkT[Idk j?. nZr/
uZb e/ ;kyh …„ thI fJ;/ F/y pqjw Bkb j'Jh j?. i/ d't/I ;kyhnK fJe' cohd Bkb j'JhnK jB sK b/ye
B/ ;kyhnK ftu ftZE G[Zb e/ gkJh j?, d'fJ fJe m"o ukjhdhnK ;B. :k d{;oh ;kyh gfjbh w[bkeks dk cb
d/yD bJh ;h, i?;k fe GkJh wBh f;zx ih dh ;kyh ftu d[fJ w[bkeksK F/y pqjw Bkb dZ;hnK jB, no d{;oh
w[bkeks d/ gfjb/ fbfynk j?L- pkp/ efjnkl @wodkfBnK, gND n;K B/ iktDk j?, feT[Ife F/y pqjw ~ T[gd/F
ehsk ;h ;' d/yk T[;~ T[gd/F fus j? fe ft;o frnk j?#. fJj th w[wfeB j? fe j'o ceho nk;k d/; ftu
cohd bep tkbk j't/ s/ Uj gfjb/ cohd dh pkDh dk ikD{ j't./ fJj fynkb eoBk fe fJ; iBw ;kyh d/
eosk ~ F/y cohd d/ gfjb/ j' r[iaoB dh ]po BjhI ;h, G[b j't/rh, feT[Ife ;kyh …„ ftu T[j ;k\ fbydk
j? fe-@gND ek gho ;/y[ cohd Ek, fs;e? syfs ;/y[ fpqjw Ek#.;' eosk ih ~ mhe gsk ;h fe F/] cohd
gfjbk wo u[ek j?, s/ rdh s/ F/y fpqjw (\ohd ;kBh) j?, ;' J/E/ T[; dh w[okd ed/ ;/] cohd gfjb/ s'
BjhI j' ;edh.

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nkfyU;[Lne/

sk

b'V[

w[eZdwh

ne?

s?

nbj[

b'V[..

d[j[

p/Vh

Bk

bs

Xo[ ws[ tzRj[ tyo[ p'fV..
sp r[o{ pkp/ ipkp[ fdskL;b'e[.. d[jh p/Vh bs Xo[ d[jh tyo[ ukfV.. e'Jh p/Vh v[p;h e'Jh bzx/
gkfo.. Bk gkDh B p/Vhnk Bk v[p? Bk ikfJ.. BkBe tyo[ ;u[ XB[ ;ji/
ofjnk ;wkfJƒ..ƒ..
sp ;/y cohd efjnk;b'e[.. cohdk u{V/bh f;T[ ofsnk d[Bhnk e{Vk G/s[.. BkBe nkyh d/yfdnk
T[ifV tzR? y/s[..ƒ..
sp r[o{ pkp/ ipkp[ fdsk;b'e[.. cohdk X[oj[ X[oj[ j'Idk nkfJnk u{V/bh f;T[ j/s.. BkBe y/s[ B
T[iV? i/ okyk j'fJ ;[u/sƒ..ƒ..
sp ;/y[ cohd p'fbnkƒ

J/j ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ftu'I BjhI jB.

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;b'e[.. cohdk sB[ ofjnk wB[ cfNnk skrfs ojh B ekfJ.. T[mƒ fgoh
sphp EhU ekoh dko{ bkfJ..ƒ..
sp r[o{ pkp? ipkp[ fdskL;b'e[.. ;iD ;u[ gofy w[fy nbktD[ E'Eok.. wzB wMkj{ bfy s[Xj[ d{fo
B ;[ fgoh„..…..
sp ;/][ \ohd p'fbnk okr[ ;{jh ftfuLp/Vk pzfX B ;feU pzXB eh t/bk.. Gfo ;oto[ ip T[Sb? sp
soD[ d[j/bk..ƒ.. jE[ B bkfJ e;[zGV? ifb ik;h Y'bk..ƒ.. ojkT[.. fJe
nkghB? gsbh ;j e/o? p'bk.. d[Xk EDh B nktJh fcfo j'fJ B w/bk..„..
ej/ cohd[ ;j/bhj' ;j[ nbkJ/;h.. jz;[ ub;h v[zwDk nfj sB[ Y/oh Eh;h..…..
sp r[o[ ipkp[ fdsk ;pd[ ehsk ;{jh ftu wLƒLig sg ek pzX[ p/V[bk fis[ bzxfj tj/bk.. Bk ;oto[ Bk T{Sb? n?;k
gzE ;[j/bk..ƒ.. s/ok J/e' Bkw[ wzihmVk osk w/ok u'bk ;d ozr Y'bk..ƒ..
ojkT[.. ;kiB ub/ fgnkfonk feT[ w/bk j'Jh.. i/ r[D j'tfj rzmVhn?
w/b/rk

;'Jh..„..

fwfbnk

j'fJ

B

thS[V?

i/

fwfbnk

j'Jh..

nktkrT[D[ fBtkfonk j? ;kuk ;'Jh..….. jT[w? wkfo fBtkfonk ;hsk j? u'bk..
r[o puBh cb[ gkfJnk ;j e/ nzfwqs p'bk..†.. BkBe[ ej? ;j/bhj' ;j[ yok
fgnkok.. jw ;j e/ohnk dk;hnk ;kuk y;w[ jwkok..‡..
ƒ

T[mh# gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?, s/ @T[mh# gd gkT[D Bkb wksqk pokpo j[zdhnK jB.
fJj ;b'e gzuw r[o{ ih dk j?. fbykoh dh J/E/ G[Zb j?.

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sp ;/y[ cohd[ p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ nk;k ftfuLfdbj[ w[jpfs fizB ;/Jh ;funk.. fiB wfB j'o[ w[fy j'o[ f; eKY/
efunk..ƒ.. os/ fJ;e y[dkfJ ozfr dhdko e/.. ft;fonk fiB Bkw s/ G[fJ
Gko[ EhJ/..ƒ.. ojkT[.. nkfg bhJ/ bfV bkfJ do dot/; ;/.. fsBQ
XzB[ iD/dh wkT[ nkJ/ ;cb[ ;/..„.. gotdrko ngko nrw p/nzs s{.. fiBk
gSksk ;u[ uz[wk g?o w{.z .….. s/oh gBj y[dkfJ s{ py;zdrh.. ;/y cohd?
y?o[ dhi? pzdrh..†..ƒ..
sfp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ ;{jh ftfu wLƒ;[uih.. ik s{ sk w? ;G[ e' s{ ;kfjp[ w/oh okf; ihT[.. s[X[ nzsfo jT[ ;[fy
t;k s{ nzsfo ;kpkf; ihT[.. GkD? syfs tvkJhnk GkD? Ghy T[dkf; ihT[..
GkD? Eb f;fo ;o[ tj? ewb[ c[b? nkek; ihT[.. GkD/ Gtib[ bzxhn? GkD?
wzfM Gohnkf; ihT[.. GkD? ;' ;j[ ozrbk f;cfs osk r[Dskf; ihT[..
GkD? ;j[ Ghjktbk jT[ nktfD ikfD w[Jhnkf; ihT[.. s{ ;j[ nrw ns'btk
jT[ efj efj Yfj gJhnkf; ihT[.. fenk wkrT[ fenk efj ;[Dh w? do;B
G{y fgnk; ihT[.. r[o ;pdh ;j[ gkfJnk ;u[ BkBe eh nodkf; ihT[..„..
sfp pkpk ns? ;/y cohd[ d[fJ J/e oks fJem/ oj/ izrb ftu.. sfp
fJe[ pzdk y[dkfJ dk nkfJ fBefbnk.. T[j d/fy efo xfo T[fm rfJnk..
sp J/e spbpkiƒ d[X ek Go e/ b/ nkfJnk, ftfu ukfo
ƒ

j/m'I szr T[s'I u"Vk fJe soQK dk eN'ok.

85

w[joK gkfJ eo, fgSbh okfs ~ b? nkfJnk. sfp ;/y cohd nkgDk pyokƒ
gkfJ bfJnk, ns/ r[o{ dk pyok ofy SfvT[;[. sp ;/y cohd p'fbnkL;b'e[.. gfjb/ gfjo? c[bVk cb[ Gh gSk okfs..
i' ikrzfB bjzfB ;/ ;kJh ezB' dkfs„..ƒƒ„..
sfp pkp/ ipkp[ fdsk;b'e[.. dksh ;kfjp ;zdhnk fenk ub? fs;[ Bkfb.. fJe ikrzd/ Bk bjzfB
fJeBQk ;[fsnk d/fJ T[mkfb…..ƒ..
sfp pkpk p'fbnkL @;/y cohdk ! fJ; d[X ftfu jkE[ c/fo efo d/y[ fenk
j?#. iK ;/y[ cohd[ d/y? sK w[joK ukfo n;fB. sfp T[j[ spbpki[ S'fv eo
ubdk ofjnk. sfp r[o{ p'fbnk ;pd okr[ s[ykoh Szs wL ƒL
gfjb/ gjo? B?D ;b'BVhJ/ o?fD nzfXnkoh okw.. tyo oky[ w[JhJ/ nkt? tkoh
okw.. tkoh nkt? etD[ irkt? ;{sh iw o;[ u{;hJ/.. o?fD nzX/oh fenk gfs
s/oh u'o[ gV? xo[ w{;J/.. okyDjkok nrw ngkok ;[fD p/Bzsh w/ohnk.. BkBe
w{oy[

epfj

B

u/s?

fenk

;{M?

o?fD

nzX/ohnk..ƒ..

d{ik

gjo[ GfJnkikr[ nu/shokw.. tyo[ oky[ w[JhJ/ yki? y/sh okw.. okyj[ y/sh
jfo r[o j/sh ikrs u'o[ B bkr?.. iw wfr B iktj[ Bk d[y[ gktj[ iw ek
vo[ GT[ Gkr?.. oft ;f; dhge r[owfs d[nko? wfB ;kuk w[fy fXnktJ/..
BkBe w{oy[ nij[ B
ƒ

fjZ;k
fJj ;b'e ;/] cohd dk ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ftu j?.

tko f;oh okr[ ftu gfjbh gksFkjh dk fJj ;b'e j?.

86

u/s? fet d{i/ ;[y[ gktJ/..„.. shik gjo[ GfJnk Bhd ftnkgh okw..
wkfJnk ;[s dkok d{fy ;zskgh okw.. wkfJnk ;[s dkok irs fgnkok u'r u[r?
fBs

ck;?..

Bkw[

fXnkt?

sk

;[y[

gkt?

r[owfs

ekb[

B

rqk;?..

izwD[ woD[ ekb[ Bjh S'v? ftD[ Bkt? ;zskgh.. BkBe shi? fsqfpfX b'ek wkfJnk
w'fj ftnkgh..….. uT[Ek gjo[ GfJnk dT[s[ fpjkr? okw.. fsB xo[ okfynVk
i' nBfdB[ ikr? okw.. r[fo g{fS ikr/ Bkfw bkr/ fsBk o?fD ;[j/bhnk..
r[o ;pd[ ewktfj iBfw B nktfj fsBk jfo gqG{ p/bhnk. eo ezfg
uoD ;oho[ ezg? B?D nzX[b/ sB[ G;w ;/.. BkBe d[yhnk i[r uko/ fpB[ Bkw
jfo e/ wfB t;/..†.. y{bh rzfm T[m' fbfynk nkfJnk okw.. o;
e; ;[y[ mke/ pzfX ubkfJnk okw.. pzfX ubkfJnk ik gqG GkfJnk Bk dh;?
Bk;[Dhn?.. nkgD tkoh ;G;? nkt? geh y/sh b[Dhn?.. xVh u;/ ek b/yk bhi?
p[ok

Gbk

Fj[

ihnk..

BkBe

;[fo

Bo

;pfd

fwbkJ/

fsfB

gqfG

ekoD[ ehnk..‡..„..
sfp pkpk ns/ ;/y[ cohd[ UEj[z ot? ip T[j[ nkfJe? d/y? sK
spbpki[ gfJnk j?, ip Uj u[e? sK ;[fJB/ ek j?, ns/ w[joK Bkb Gfonk
j'nk j?. sp T[j[ brk gS'sktD, nkfyU;[L @Uj[ d[Bhnkdkoƒ ceho[ E/ i' fdb
T[s/ nktsk sK dhB[ gktsk, d[BhnK b? nkfJnk Ek sK d[BhnK fwbh#. sfp
Uj[ spbpki[ b? efo xfo nkfJnk.
ƒ

gkmksq @dhBdko# j?. do[;s ph fJj' j?. @d[Bhnkdko gkm fbykoh dh G[Zb j?.

87

sfp UEj[z r[o{ pkpk ns/ ;/y[ cohd[ nk;k d/f; nkJ/, sfp nk;k d/; dk
okik ;w[zdoƒ Ekl ;' T[;ek ekb[ j'nk Ek, sp T[;eh y'goh ib? Bkjh, nB/e
isB efo oj?, sfp i'seh g[S/ sK i'sehnK nkfynkL @fJB J/e pkfo fwfEnk
efjnk j?, fs; s/ fJ;ek ihT[ e;N gfJnk j?. no nk;k d/; ek
b'e[ ;fspkdh Ek, fdB[ eT[ phidk j? no[ okfs eT[ b[fD fdB eT[ b[Ddk
j?„#. sfp nk;k d/; e/ b'e bkr? @jkfJ jkfJ !# eofD. sK i'sehnK nkfynkL
@i' fJ; eh w[efs sp j't? iK ;kX{ e/ uoD brfB#. sfp T[BKQ … nk;k d/;
ek okj pzd efonk, J/e[ dotkik ofynk Ek, i/ e'Jh ceho[ nkt? sK Us?
dotkia? eYhn?. sp pkpk ns/ ;/y[ ikfJ fBeb/. ip B/V? rJ/ sfp r[o{ BkBe
efjnkL @;/y cohdk g?o[ Xfo#. sfp ;/y cohd efjnkL @ih w/oh fenk wikb
j? i' w?I nkr? g?o[ Xok#. sfp pkp/ g?o[ Xfonk sK y'goh c[fN rJh. T[; ihn
eh

w[efs

j'Jh,

sp

;kok

d/;

nkfJ

g?oh

gfJnk.

sfp

pkpk

p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ wko{ ftfu wL É..
fwfb wks fgsk fgzv[ ewkfJnk.. fsfB eos? b/y[ fbykfJnk.. fby[ dkfs i'fs
tfvnkJh.. fwfb wkfJnk ;[ofs rtkJh..É.. w{oy wB ekj/ eo;fj wkDk..
T[fm ubDk y;w? GkDk..É.. ojkT[.. sfi
ƒ

;w[zdo dh EK jk\iakpkdh B[L ftu @f;nkw ;[zdo# gkm j?.
jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu @fdB eT[HHHs'HI HHb[Ddk j?# dh EK n?T[I gkm j?L @fdB eT[ phid/ j?, oks eT[ b[Dd/

j?.I #

gkm @T[BQK# jkL tkL B[L dk j?.

88

;kd ;ji ;[y[ j'Jh.. xo SvD? oj? B e'Jh.. feS[ yki? feS[ Xfo ikJhn?..
i/ pkj[fV d[Bhnk nkJhn?..„.. ;i[ ekfJnk gN[ jYkJ/.. c[owkfJf;
pj[s[ ubkJ/.. efo ;/i ;[ykbh ;'t?.. jEh gT[dh ekj/ o't?..….. xo
x[zwDtkbh GkJh. gkg gEo soD[ B ikJh.. GT[ p/Vk ihT[ uVkT{..
ej[ BkBe d/t? ekj{..†..„..
sfp o'NhnK b? b? nktfB, i' ;/y cohd[ e{ d/tfB fs; eT[ nky/L @w?I
ykXh j? ns/ gb? Gh pzXh gJh j?#. sfp nk;k d/; fenk b'ek nkfynkL @j'pzd/ y[dkfJe/ ! s{z e'Jh T[; w[by[ ek e{fVnko j?I fi;[ w[by cohd[ ofjIdk j?
< i' o'Nh ekm eh j?;[ ns/ i/ e'Jh o'Nh d/Idk j?F,[ sK nkydk j?-i' w?I ykXh
j? ns/ gb? Gh pzXh j?-#. sfp ;/y cohd[ o'Nh ekfm eh ;[N gkJh, nkfyU;[L !
@fJe tkoh e{V nky/ dk ;dek oki/ fJsBh ;ikfJ gkJh j?, ns/ w/ok fenk
jtkb j't?rk <ƒ#, sfp pkp/ dh y[Fh j'Jh, ;/y[ cohd[ ftfdnk ehsk, sfp pkpk
p'fbnkL @;/y[ cohd ! s[;K ftu y[dkfJ ;jh j?, go[ s{ gho[ eo[#..
sfp ;/y[ cohd nkfynkL @uzrk j't? ih !# sfp ;/y[ cohd[ ftdk j'nk, rb/
ftfu bkfr fwb/l sfp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ f;oh okr[ ftu wLÉLnktj[ G?D? rfb fwbj nzfe ;j/bVhnkj.. fwfb e/ eoj ejkDhnk ;zwqE ezs
ehnkj.. ;u/ ;kfjp ;fG
ƒ

@ns/HHHs'HI HHj't/rk# se dk gkm jkLpkL B[L ftu'I j?.

89

r[D nT[rD ;fG n;kj..ƒ.. eosk s/o? ;G[ e' i'fo.. J/e[ ;pd[ phukohn?
ik s{ sk fenk j'fo..ƒ.. ojkT[.. ikfJ g[Sj[ ;'jkrDh s[;h okftnk feBh
r[Dh.. ;jfi ;zs'fy ;hrkohnk fwmk p'bDh.. fgo[ oh;kb{ sk fwb? ik r[o
ek ;pd[ ;[Dh..„.. e/shnk s/ohnk e[dosh e/tv s/oh dkfs.. e/s/ s/o/ ihn
izs

f;cfs

eofj

fdB[

okfs..

e/s/

s/o/

o{g

ozr

e/s/

ikfs

nikfs..….. ;u[ fwb? ;u[ T{gi? ;fu wfj ;kfu ;wkfJ.. ;[ofs j't? gfs
T{rt? r[o puBh GT[ ykfJ.. BkBe ;uk gkfs;kj[ nkg/ bJ/ fwbkfJ..†..ƒ0..
sfp pkpk ih e'Jh fdB[ nk;k d/; ftu ofjnk, ;kok nk;k d/f;
r[o{ r[o{ brk igD, BkT[ Xohe f;yƒ j'J,/ J/e wzih nk;k d/f; ftfu j?. sp
pkp/ dh y[Fh j'Jh nk;k d/; T[gfo. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.

„‹H
„‹H fp;hnko d/;, Mzvk pkYh, i[rktbh
UEj[z otd/ oj/. sp fp;hno d/; nkfJ gqrN/, sp T{jk e'Jh p?mD d/t?
Bkjh, ijK ikfJ yV'tfB sjK b'e uT[ek d/ b?fB, ek;k„ d/fy eo. sp Mzvk
pkYh nkfJ fBefbnk, sp Uj[ xo b? rfJnk, g?o X'fJ efo ghshnk;[, ghtD?
Bkfb r[o{ Bdfo nkfJU;[, T[dk;h j'nk
ƒ

@f;y# gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu'I j?.
gkmksq @ek;/# j?.

90

Bkfb bkrk fcofB. ƒ;qh ;fsr[o{ gq;kfd.. fbysz i[rktbh wLƒ.. fs;[ ;w?
p?mk ;w[zdq eh po/sh wfjz gT[D[ njko[ ehnk, Bkb/ Mzvk pkYh fp;hno d/; ek,
fs; eT[ i[rktbh gokgs j'Jh, Mzvk Bkfb fBpfjnk, Bro[ S[mxkNek,
fss[ ;w? fp;wkd[ gVhdk Ek, nkr? i[rktbh ubh.

…0 wodkB/ dh G[y rtkJh
sp pkpk ns/ wodkBk UEj[z otd/ oj/, i' iKd/ iKd/ tvh T[ikfV ftfu
ikfJgJ/, sp T[E? e'Jh fwb?BkjhI, sfp wodkB/ ~ pj[s[ G[fy bkrh, sK wodkB/
nkfynk, @;[jkfD s/oh Grfs ~, n;hI v{w ;/, w[by d/ N[eV/ wzfr yKd/ E/,
UEj[z Gh rtkfJnk, n;hI sK tvh T[ikfV ftfu nkfJ g?fJ jK. ed/ y[dkfJ
ekY? sk fBebfj[, j[fD e'Jh ;hj[ p[fe gt?rk sk wkfo ikt?rk„#. sfp pkp/
nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! s/o? B/V? e'Jh BjhI nKtdk, go s{
ƒ

jkL pkL tkb/ B[;y/ d/ T[sko/ ftu fJE'I nZr/ n?T[I fbfynk j?. fgqEw pkp/ T[dk;h ehsh g{op eh,
fss ;w/I p?mk Ek ;w[zdo eh po/sh ftu, gT[D njko ehnk. Bkb Mzvk pkYh E/, fp;hno d/; ek, fs;
eT[ i[rktbh fwbh gqkgs j'Jh, Bro S[NkxkNek. fss ;w/I fp;wkd gVdk Ek. nr/ i[rktbh ubh. i[rktbh
ek Fwko ;kok jh fbfynk. sp pkp/ dh y[Fh j'Jh. sp Mzvk pkYh fp;hno d/; eT[ ftfdnk ehsk Mzv/ pkYh
eh wzih fp;hno d/; ftu j?. pkpk ns/ wodkBk T[Ej[ otd/ oj/. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.#

fJE'I nZr/ irktbh j?. J/j i[rktbh ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ftu BjhI j?, sK s/ fJj r[opkDh BjhI.

91

T[;hno[ƒ j'j[#. nkfyU;[L @ih feT[I efo T[;hnko[ j'tK, T[ikfV ftfu nkfJ
gfJnk#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK n;hI T[ikfV ftfu BkjhI, n;hI t;dh
ftfu jK, fiE/ BkT[ fufs nKtdk j?#. UE? pkp/ ;pd[ p'fbnk. okr[ nk;k
ftfu wL É..
d/tfsnk do;B e? skJh d{y G{y shoE ehJ/.. i'rh ish i[rfs wfj ojs/
efo efo Grt/ G/y GJ/..É.. sT[ ekofD ;kfjpk ozfr os/.. s/o/ Bkw nB/ek
o{g nBzsk ejD[ B ikjh s/o/ r[D e/s./ .ƒ.. ojkT[. do xo wjbk j;sh
x'V/ S'fv ftbkfJs d/; rJ/.. gho g/eKpo ;kfbe ;kfde S'vh d[Bhnk EkfJ
gJ/..„.. ;kd ;ji ;[y o; e; sihnb/ ekgV S'v/ uwV bhJ/.. d[yhJ/
dodtzd dfo s/o? Bkfw os/ dot/; GJ?.. ybVh ygoh beVh uwVh f;yk ;{sq
X'sh ehBh.. s{z ;kfjp jT[ ;Krh s/ok gqDt? BkBe[ ikfs e?;h..†..ƒ..……..
sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnk ! ;pd[ fufs efo, sT[ pkM{ pkDh ;fo
Bkjh nktdh#. sfp r[o{ pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnk ! opkp[ tikfJ#. sp
wodkB/ nkfynkL @ih w/ok xN[ G[y d/ Bkfb fwfb rfJnk j?l w?I fJj
opkp[ tikfJ Bkjh ;edk#. sp pkp? nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! ub[ fgS? fe;?
t;dh ikjK#.
@nih w?I t;dh Gh Bjh ikfJ ;edk, w/ok G[y Bkfb xN[ fwfb rfJnk j?,
jT[I wodk jK#.
ƒ

jkL pkL tkb/ B[;y/ d/ T[sko/ ftu gkm @j'f;nko# j?.

92

sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! jT[I s?~ nkJh fpBkƒ wofD Bkjh d/Idk,
T[;hnko[„ j'j[#. sfp wodkB/ nkfyU;[L @ih jT[ feT[I efo T[;hnko[ j'tK <
jT[ wodk jK, ihtD? dh rfb ojh#. sp wodkB/ nkfynkL @ih w?~ d[y B
d/fJ…#. sK pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! fJ; o[y[ d/ cb ykfj, go[ ofi e?
ykfj, fisB/ ykfJ ;edk j?,I go j'o[ gb? pzfB BkjhI#. sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL
@ih Gbk j't#/ . sK wodkBk brk ykfD, cbK ek ;[nkd nkfJU;[ nky?†L @j't?
sK ;G? ykfJ bJh, fcfo jfE nktfB fe Bk nktB. e[S gb? Gh pzfB b/Jh,
ws[ jfE nktfB fe Bk nktB. sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL @G[y br?rh sK yktKrk.
wodkB/ gb? Gh pzfB bJ/. iKd/ iKd/‡ wodkB/ fcoˆ G[y brh sK nkfyU;[L
@e[S[ yktK#. iK w[fj gkJ/ sK T[s? t/b? Yfj gfJnk. sd pkp/ nkfynkL @fenk
j'nk t/ wodkfBnk <# @ihT[ gkfs;kj ! s[X[ nkfynk ;h i' ykfj ;' ykfj, tXd/
gb? pzfB Bkjh, w?I nkfynk e[S gb? Gh pzfB bJh, ws jfE nktfB fe Bk
nktfB, ;' w?I w[fj gkJ/ f;fB, w/ok J/j jtkb[ j'fJ rfJnk#. sfp pkp/
nkfynkL @wodkfBnk !
ƒ

jkL pkL B[ ftu @nkJh fpBK# dh EK gkm j?-@fJT[#I
jkL pkL B[L ftu gkmKsq @j[f;nko# j?.

sp wodkB/ nkfynk ih w?~ d[y Bk d/fJ# jkL pkL B[L dk gkm j?.

@nky?# dh EK jkL pkL B[L ftu @ikD?# gkm j?.

@iKd/ iKd/# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.
ˆ
jkL pkL B[L dk @fcfo# gkm j?.

93

s[X[ p[ok ehsk ;h i' w[fj gkJ/ ;fB, J/j[ fpy cb ;fB, go puB eoe?
nzfwqs cb j'fJ ;B#. sp pkp? wE? T[gfo g?o[ ofynk, sp uzrk Gbk j'nk,
T[fm p?mk. sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL @;[jkD[ s/oh Grfs ~ ns? s/oh ewkJh ~
n;h sK v{fw wzfr fgfB ykXk b"VjK. s{z nshs[ wjKg[oy[ ykfj ghtfj
feS[ Bkjh, ns? t;dh tV? Bkjh, jT[I feT[I efo s[X[ Bkfb ojK < n;K ~
ftdk efo#. sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! w/oh pj[s y[;h j? s[X[ T[gfo s{z
feT[I ftdk wzrdk j? w?Ektj[#. sfp wodkB/ nkfynkL @;[jkD[ s/oh y[;h ~
go[ w/oh ftdk efo, jT[ nkgD/ xfo iktK#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK !
fet?I oj?I Gh <# wodkB? nkfynkL @jT[ sK ojK i/ w/oh G[y rtktfj, i' s/ok
njko[ j't?, ;' w/ok j't?, ;' w/ok njko eofjƒ. i' s{ J/jk ezw[ eofj sK s/o/
Bkfb ojK. iK J/j[„ puB eofj, i' w/o/ eow Gh Bk phukofj sK jT[ s/o?
Bkb/ ojK, i/ fJj[ s{ ezw[ eo/ BkjhI sK w?~ ftdk efo#. sfp r[o{ pkp/
nkfynkL @ikfj t/ wodkfBnK ! s{z dhB d[Bhnk fBjkb[ j'nk#. sfp wodkBk
T[Gfo g?ohI gfJnk, r[o{ pkp/ fJsBhnK t;s{ fdZshnK, wZEk u[efdnK… Bkfb
nrw fBrw eh ;'Mh j'fJ nkJh, sK wodkBk pkp/ Bkfb brk fcofD. sp
T[dk;h eoe/ xo nkJ/†.
ƒ

@;' w/ok njko eofjz# jkL pkL B[L ftu j? BjhI.
iK J/j# dh EK jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm @i' fJj Gh# j?.

jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm j? @N/efdnK#.

@sp nkJ/# jkL pkL B[;y/ dk gkm j?.

94

…ƒH wksk fgsk ih Bkb w/b
ifp T[dk;h efoe/ nkJ/ pkojhI po;hI sfp nkfJ efo fsbtzvh s/ e';
d[fJ pkjfo nkfJ p?m/ T[ikfVftfu. sfp xVh fJe[ ;;skfJ efo wodkB?
noi[ ehsh i' @w?~ j[ew j't? sK xfo iktK, xfo eh ypfo b? nktK, fdyK
n;kv/ nkdwh feT[I efo j?fB, e'Jh ofjnk j? fe e'Jh BkjhI ofjnk# sfp pkpk
jf;nk, jf; efo efjnkL @wodkfBnK ! s/o/ nkdwh wo/Ir/ s{ ;z;ko[ feT[I efo
oyfjrkƒ < go s/o/ nksw? nktdh j? sK s{z ikfj, fwfb nkT[, go[ s[os[ nkJhI
ns? ekb{„ d/ xfo Gh… ikt?, n;kvk BkT[I bJh Bkjh#. sfp wodkBk g?ohI g?fJ
efo rfJnk. sbtzvh nkfJnk, ikfJ xfo tfonk, sfp b'e[ pj[s[ i[fV
rJ/, ;G e'Jh nkfJ g?oh gt?, ns? ;G b'e nkfyfBL i' wodkBk v{w j?†,
go[ BkBe ek ;kfJnk j?, J/j[ Uj[ BkjhI, ;z;ko s/ tfX j'nk j?#. i' nKtdk
j? ;' nkfJ g?ohI gtdk j?. sp wodkB? xo[ pko[ d/fy efo ekb{ d/ t/V/ ftu
rfJnk, ikfJ p?mk, sp pkp/ dh wksk
ƒ

jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm j? @sk n;hI ;z;ko feT[I eo oy/r
I #/ .
J/E/ @ekb{# fBok efjDk, ;fseko dh ewh ikgdh j?, go fJj T[ekJh b/ye dh j?l feT[Ife id J/;/ EK
p?fmnK ~ pkpk ekb{ r[o{ ih ~ nk fwfbnk sK r[o{ ih B/ T[me/ nkgD/ fgsk ~ wZEk N/fenk fJ;/ ;kyh ftu
fbfynk j?. ;' i' eoBh ftu n?Bk ;fseko fgsk dk eod/ ;B, T[j efjDh ftu ed e;o oZy ;ed/ ;B.

jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ ftu @Gh# j? BjhI s/ @go# tkX{ j?. n?T[I j? gkmKL @xo ikt? go n;kvk BkT[I bJhI
BkjhI# fi; dk noE fJj j? fe i/ s{z ekb{ d/ xo ikt/ sK.

jkL pkL B[L ftu j? @nkfJnk j?.#

95

T[Gfo rb/ ~ uwVh. brh p?okr[ eofD. p?okr efje? nkfyU;[L @wodkfBnK !
feEkT{ BkBe dh ypfo d/jƒ#. sp ;ko/ t/jV/ d/ b'e i[fV rJ/„. ;G b'e
g[SfD bkr/. sK wodkB/ nkfynkL @GkJh t/ ! iK pkpk ;[bskfB g[fo nkjk sK
v{w[… Bkb/ nkjk, fcfo w?~ fgSbh ypfo BkjhI#†. sp xVh fJT[ p?fm efo
wodkBk T[fm ufbnk sfp pkp/ dh wksk nkfynkL @GkJh t/ ! J/j[ i'
s[os[ t/jV/ ftuj[ i' rfJnk, ;' ykbh Bkjh#. sK wksk T[fm yVh j'Jh, e[S
egV/, e[S fwfmnkJh b/ efo fgSj[ nkfJ‡ wodkB/ ~ nkfJ‡ fwbh. sK
nkfyU;[L @wodkfBnK ! w?~ BkBe[ fwbkfJ#. sK wodkBk u[g efo ofjnk.
UEj[z ub/, nKtd/ nKtd/ iK e'jK d[jz[ T[gfo nkfJ sK pkpk p?mk j?, sp pkp/
fvmk i' wksk s/ wodkBk nkJ/, sp pkpk nkfJ efo g?ohI gfJnk, sK wksk
brh

p?okr[

eofD,

f;fo

u[fwU;[.

nkfyU;[L

@jT[

tkoh

p/Nk

jT[ s[X[ ftNj[ tkoh, s/o/ BkT[ ftNj[ tkoh, s/o/ do;B ftNj[ tkoh, fiE?
s{ fcodk j? fs; EkT[I ftNj[ tkoh, s[X[ fBjkb[ ehsh, w?~
ƒ

gkmKsq j? @d/ j?#.
jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu dk gkm j? @i[fV rJ/#.

jkL pkL tkb/ B[;y/ ftu @v{w# dh EK gkm @w?#I j?.

d' uko ;soK nZr/ ub e/ wksk wodkB/ ~ c/o g[Sdh j? fe w?~ BkBe fwbkfJ, sK wodkBk itkp
BjhI d/Idk u[g eo ofjzdk j?, T[; s'I gsk brdk j? fe wodkBk fJ; t/b/ th u[g jh fojk j? T[; B/ NkbtK
itkp BjhI fdsk. fJj us[osk fe;/ T[sko/ eoB tkb/ dh j?, n;b eosk dh g'Eh ftu BjhI j'Dh.

jkL pkL tkL B[;y/ ftu @nkfJ# gkm d'jhI EkJhI BjhI j?.

96

nkgDk w[j[ ftykfbU#. sp pkpk wksk ek j/s[ d/fy efo r[dr[dƒ j'fJ rfJnk.
brk p?okr[ eofD, p?okr efoe? jf;nk, sK pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnk !
opkp[ tikfJ# sK wodkB/ opkp[ tikfJnk, pkp/ ;pd[ ehskLokr[ tvjz;[ wjbk ƒ xo[ ƒ..
nwbh nwb[ B nzpV? wSh Bho[ B j'fJ.. i' os/ ;fj nkgD? fsB
Gkt? ;G[ e'fJ..ƒ.. jT[ tkoh tzRk yzBhn? tzRk st[ ;kfjp e? Bkt?..ƒ..
ojkT[.. ;kfjp[ ;cfbU o[yVk nzfwqs ikek BkT[.. fifB ghnk s/ fsqgfs GJ/
jT[ fsB pfbjko? ikT[..„.. w?eh Bdfo B nktjh t;fj jGhnK Bkfb..
fsyk fsjkfJnk feT[ bj? ik ;o Ghsfo gkfb.. BkBe[ s/ok pkDhnk
s{ ;kfjp[ w? okf;.. wB s/ X'yk sk bj? ik f;cfs eoh nodkf;..†..ƒ..
sp fcfo wksk egV/ fwfmnkJh nkr? oyh. sfp wksk nkfynkL @puk !
s{ ykfj#. sK pkp/ nkfynkL @wksk jT[ ofinK jK#. sK wksk nkfynk L @p/Nk !
s{z fes[ ykX? ofink j?I <# sp ;qh r[o{ pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK !
opkp[ tikfJ@ sK wodkB/ opkp[ tikfJnk, pkp/ ;pd[ ehsk okr[ f;oh
okr[ ftu wL ƒL;fG of; fwm/ wzfBn? ;kb'D./ . yN s[o;h w[fy p'bDk wkoD Bkd ehJ/.. Sshj
nzfwqs GkT[ J/e[ ikeT[ Bdfo eo/fJ..ƒ.. pkpk j'o[ ykDk y[;h
ƒ

Gkt @rdrd#.

97

y[nko[.. fis[ ykX? sB[ ghVhn? wB wfj ubfj fteko..ƒ.. ojkT[..
sp fcfo wksk efjnkL @fJj[ fybekƒ rbj[ T[skfo, Bt? egV/ gfjo[#.
sfp pkp/ gT[Vh d{ih nkyhLosk g?BD wB[ osk ;[g/dh ;s[ dkB[.. Bhbh f;nkjh edk eoDh gfjoD[ g?o
fXnkB[.. ewopzd[ ;zs'y ek XB i'pB[ s/ok Bkw[..„.. pkpk j'o[ g?BD[ y[;h
y[nko[.. fis[ g?X/ sB[ ghVhn? wB wfj ubfj fteko..ƒ.. ojkT[..
sfp pkp/ ekb{ ~ ypfo j'Jh. sK ekb{ x'V? ufV efo nkfJnk. iK
nkfJnk, sk pkpk ih nkfJ g?oh gfJnkl Bw;eko[ ehs';[. godZyDk d/eo p?m
rJ/„. sp ekb{ bkrk p?okr[ eofD. sp ekb{ efjnkL @BkBe ! s{ x'V? ufV
e? xfo ub[#. sp r[o{ BkBe efjnkL @fgsk ih ! x'V/ w/o? ezfw BkjhI nKtd/#.
sp r[o{ gT[Vh shih nkyhx'V/ gkyo ;[fJB/ ;kyfs p[MD[ s/oh tkN.. soe; sho ewkD ;Kr s/r pzd
r[D Xks[.. tkik B/ik gfs f;T[ gorN[ eow[ s/ok w/oh ikfs..….. pkpk
j'o[ uVBk y[;h y[nko[.. fis[ ufVn? sB[ ghVhn? wB wfj ubfj fteko..ƒ..
ojkT[..
ƒ

fi; ~ ni eb @fybsk# efjzd/ jB, fJe gqeko dh bzwh ecBh.
@godZyDk d/eo p?m rJ/# fJj gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

98

sp fcfo ekb{ efjnkL @pZuk. s{ fJe tkoh xfo ukb[, Bt?I xfo T[;o/
j?fBl s{z t/y[ fuo fgS'I nkfJnkj?,I s/ok gotko j?, s{ fwfb pj[, ns? i/
s[X[ Gkt;h sk c/fo ikt?#. sfp fcfo pkp/ uT[Eh gT[Vh nkyhLxo wzdo y[;h Bkw eh Bdfo s/ok gotko[.. j[ew[ ;'Jh s[X[ Gkt;h
j'o[ nkyD[ pj[s[ ngko[.. BkBe ;uk gkfs;kj[ g{fS B eo? phuko[..†.. pkpk
j'o[

;T[Dk

y[;h

y[nko[..

fis[

;[s?

sB[

ghVhn?

wB

wfB

ubfj

fteko..ƒ..ojkT[..†..‰..
sfp fcfo ekb{ nkfynkL @puk ! s/ok ihT[ fes[ rb? yNk j'nk j?,
s{ w?~ df;, i' nkyfj sK j'o[ thtkj[ eoh, Gbh izfR ukVh, nvzpo Bkfb
thtkj[ eokJhƒ#.
sp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ ;{jh ftfu Szs[ wL ƒ..LfifB ehnk fsfB d/fynk ir XzXV? bkfJnk.. dkfB s/o? xfN ukBDk sfB
uzd[ dhgkfJnk.. uzd' dhgkfJnk dkfB jfoe? d[y[ nzX/ok T[fm rfJnk.. r[D
izRbkV/ Bkfb ;'j? gofy w'jDhn? bfJnk.. thtkj[ j'nk ;'G ;/sh gzu ;pdh
nkfJnk..

fifB

ehnk

fsfB

d/fynk

ir[

XzXV?

bkfJnk..ƒ..

jT[ pfbjkoh ;kiBk whsk ntohsk..ƒ.. fJj[ fsB[ fiB f;T[ rkfvnk
wB[ bhnVk dhsk.. bhnk s dhnk wkB[ fiB[ f;T[ ;/ ;iB feT[ th;ofj..
fiB fdf; nkfJnk j'fj obhnk ihn ;/sh rfj ojfj.. ;rb r[D ntr[D B
e'Jh j'fj Bhsk
ƒ

Gbh izfM ukVh, nvzpo Bkfb thtkj eokJh# J/j gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?.

99

Bhsk.. jT[ pfbjkoh ;kiBk whsk ntohskƒ..„.. r[Dk ek j't? tk;[bk efY
tk;[ bJhi?.. i/ r[D j'tfB ;kiBk fwfb ;kM eohi?.. ;kM eohi? r[Dj e/oh
S'fv ntrD ubhn?.. gfjo/ gNzpo efo nvzpo nkgDk fgV[ wbhn?.. fiE?
ikfJ pjhn? Gbk ejhn? M'fb nzfwqs[ ghi?.. r[Dk ek j't? tk;[bk efY
tk;[ bJhi?..….. nkfg eo/ fe;[ nkyhn? j'o[ eo/ B e'Jh.. nkyD
skeT[ ikJhn? i/ G{bVk j'Jh.. i/ j'fJ G{bk ikfJ ejhn? nkfg eosk
feT[ G[b?.. ;[D/ d/y/ pkM[ efjn? dkB[ nDwzfrnk fdt?.. dkB[ d/fJ dksk ifr
fpXksk BkBek ;u[ ;'Jh.. nkfg eo/ fe; nkyhn? j'o[ eo/ B e'Jh..†..ƒ..†..
sp pkp? nkfynk L @fgsk ih ! wksk ih ! Uj[ fpXksk g[oy[ j?,
Uj[ G[bD? ftfu BkjhI. i/ Uf; ;zi'r ehsk j?, ;' Gbk ehsk j?#. sK wksk
nkfynkL @pZuk ! s{ T[fm ukb[, ntkJhnk S'v,[ fcfo fenk ;zi'r pD?rk,
fis[ fcfo fwbfjrk#. sK pkp/ Fpd[ ehsk okr[ wko{ wL ƒ.. ;pd..
fgSj[ oksh ;dVk Bkw[ y;w ek b/fj.. y/w/ Ssq ;okfJu/ fd;fB oE ghV/..
fiBh s/ok Bkw[ fXnkfJnk
ƒ

tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu J/E/ fJe j'o ;b'e j? i' ;{jh dh tko ftu wL… dk j?. fi;dk F[ZX gkm fJj
j?L @;{jthJ/ fBwkDhJ/ ;' ;j[ ;dk ;wkfb. BkBe iBw[ ;tkofj nkgDk e[b[ Gh S[Nh Bkfb#.. go jkL pkL tkb/
B[;y/ ftu ;b'e J/E/ BjhI fdZsk, fJ; eoe/ n;hI ph BjhI fdsk, feT[Ife fJj tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ d/ fbykoh dh
fJe ;gFN G[Zb j?.

100

fsB eT[ ;fd fwb/..ƒ.. pkpk w? eowjhD e{fVnko.. Bkw[ B gkfJnk s/ok
nzXk Gofw G{bk wB[ w/ok..ƒ.. ojkT[.. ;kd ehs/ d[y goc[V/ g{ofp fby/
wkfJ.. ;[y E'V/ d[y nrb/ d{y/ d{fy ftjkfJ..„.. ftS[fVnk ek fenK ftS[V/
fwfbnk ek fenk w/b[. ;kfjp[ ;' ;kbkjhn? fifB efo d/fynk y/b[..….. ;zi'rh
w/bktVk fJfB sfB ehs/ G'r.. fti'rh fwfb ftS[V? BkBe Gh ;zi'r..†..ƒ..
sp pkp/ nkfynkl @pkpk ih ! wksk ih ! n;hI i' nkJ/ jK, i' efjnkƒ Ek
nktkfj_r,/ go s[;hI j[fD nkfrnk wzfB b?j[.. n;hI ni/„ T[dk; jK. sp wksk
efjnkL @p/Nk ! w/o/ wfB ;zs'y[ feT[ efo j't?rkl i' s{ pj[sh toQh…I T[dk;h
efoe/ nkfJnk j?#I sfp pkp/ efjnkL @wksk ! s{ puB wzB[, s?~ ;zs'y nkt?rk#.
sK wksk u[g efo ojh.

…„H ;/y fpqjw Bkb r'FN
sp ;qh r[o{ pkpk T[Ej[ ufbnk. okth uBkT[ d/fy efo T[ikfV T[ikfV g?
ufbnk, gND d/; ftfu nkfJ fBefbnk. gND s/ e'; fsfB T[ikfV Eh, UE?
ikfJ p?mk, wodkBk Bkfb nkjk. gND ek gho[ ;/y cohd[
ƒ

@efjnk# dk @n# tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?, jkL pkL B[L ftu j?. ;' tb?s tkbh ;kyh d/ fbykoh
dh G[Zb ikgdh j?.

@ni/# gkm jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ dk j?.

jkL pkL B[;y/ dk gkm j? @pkjoh toQh#I .

101

Ek, fs;e? syfs s/ƒ ;/y[ fpqjw[ Ek, fs;ek fJe[ w[ohd ;[pk e/ t//b/ beVhnK
u[DfD nkfJnk Ek, fs;ek BkT[I ;/y[ ewkb[ Ek, ;' gho e/ w[dpo ykD/ ehnK
beVhnK u[DfD rfJnk Ek„. d/y? sK ne? e'fb… pkpk ns? wodkBk d't/I p?m/
jfB. sK wodkB? opkp[ tikfJnk, ;pd[ rktfD bkrk, ;b'e[ fds';[ okr nk;k
ftu r';fN ;/y fpqjw pkp/ Bkfb ehsh†L;b'e.. nkg/ gNh ebw nkfg T[gfo b/y fG s{.z . J/e' ejhn? BkBek d{ik
ekj/ e{..„..
ip J/j[ ;b'e[ ewkfb ceho ;[fDnK‡ sfp beVhnK S'fv efo nkJ/
rfJnk, noi[ oyhn;[L @ihT[ ! fJ; opkph eT[ j[ew[ ehi? i' fJj[ p?s[ fcfo
nky?#.

wodkB/

~

j[ew[

j'nk

i'

@fJj[

;b'e

fcfo

d/fj#.

sK

wodkB/ ;b'e[ fcfo fdsk. ewkfb f;fy b?fJnkˆ. i' e[S beVhnK u[Dhnk
EhnK ;'Jh fxfB efo ;bkw[
ƒ

@s/# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.
@;' ghoHHHs'HI HHrfJnk Ek# se dh EK jkL pkL tkb/ B[;y/ ftu n?T[I j?L- @Gbk ceho Ek, y[dkfJ
ek ]podko Ek#.

jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm j?-@izrb ftu#.

@r';N ;/y fpqjw pkp/ Bkb ehsh jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu j? BjhI.

J/E/ jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm j?-@;[fD eo ewkb nkfJ rfJnk, nr/ nkt/ s/ d/y/ sk pkpk ns/ wodkBk
p?m/ j?B nkfJ eo f;o fBtkfJe? pfj rfJnk# s/ @sfp beVhnK S'fv eo nkfJ rfJnk# fJsBk gkm j? BjhI.
ˆ
fJ; dk noE j? @T[; B/ ezm eo bhsk#, jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm j? @f;y bhsk#.

102

ehs';[ƒ.

gNfD

nkfJnkl

beVhnK

;[fN

efo

ikfJ

nkgD/

gho

eT[ ;bkw[ ehshn;[ sk nkfyU;[L @gho ;bkwfs ! w?~ J/e[ y[dkfJ dk fgnkok
fwfbnk j?#. sK gho[ efjnkL @ewkfb ! feEj[z fwfbU <# sK ewkfb efjnkL
@gho ;bkfws ! w?I beVhnK u[DfD rfJnk Ek, T[;e? Bkfb fJe[ opkph j?,
ns/ BkT[ BkBe[ j?;[, nkgD/ ;b'e nkydk j?#. sp gho nkfynkL @pZuk ! e'Jh
s?I ph p?Is f;fynk <# sp ewkb nkfynkL @iht? gho ;bkwfs ! fje[ p?s[ w?B'
Gh jk;b[ Ehnk j?#. gho nkfynkL @nbkfJ v/yK e/jk j?„ <# sK ewkfb
nkfynkL @ih ! T[j[ nkydk j? i'nkg/ gNh ebw nkfg T[gfo b/y[ fG s{.z . J/e' ejhn? BkBek d{ik ekj/
e{#..„..
sK gho nkfynkL pZuk ! feS[ ;wfMU fe Bk fJ; p?Is dk fpnkB <# sK
ewkfb nkfynkL @gho ;bkwfs# ;G[ e[S[ o'FB j?#. sK gho nkfynkL @pZuk !
fiBQK dk nkfynk j'nk fJj[ p?s[ j?, fs;dk dhdko[ d/yk j? < Uj[ y[dkfJ dk
ceho[ j?. w?~ Gh b? ub[, Uf; sK y[dkfJ dhnK rbK eohnK jfB…#. sfp
F/y[ fpokjw[ ;[ytk;fD ufV ufbnk, ewkb[ Bkfb bhsk. nKtdk nKtdk e'j
fsj[z T[gfo nkfJnk. iK d/y? sK pkpk p?mk j?. sp ;/y[ fpokjw[ ikfJ yVk
j'nk. nkfyU;[L @BkBe ! ;bkwk
ƒ

w[okd j? @;bkw eo e/ N[o frnk#.
@gho nkfynkHHHs'HI HHe/jk j?<# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?, fJ; d/ noE jBL gVQ e/ ;[DkfJ i'
fej' fijk j?.

@eohnk jB# dh EK @Gh g[SK j?# jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ dk gkm j?.

103

nb/ew. sfp r[o{ pkp? efjnk, @nb/yw n;bkw, gho ih ;bkwfs !
nkJhn?, ][dkfJ n;k~ fwjotkB[ j'nk, s[;kvk dhdko[ gkfJnk#. sp fJB' T[B'ƒ
d;sg';h eo pfj rJ/. sp gho g[SDk ehshL @i' BkBe ! s/ok fJe[ p?s[ ;[fD
efo j?okB[ j'nk jK, n;K nkfynk fi;[ J/j[ p?s[ nkfynk j? fs;dk dhdko[ d/yk
j?„#. sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @ihT n;k~ fBtkiF j'Jh j?, i' s[;kvk dhdko
gkfJnk#. sp gho efjnkL @BkBe ! fJ; p?s[ dk p/nkB[ d/fj, s{z i' nkydk
j?-I fje j? BkBe d{ik ekj? e{z < -#
go[ J/e[ ;kfjp s? d[fJ jdh. e/jVk ;/th s/ e/jVk odh <
s{ nkydk j? fje i' fJe[ fje[ j?, go fjzd{ nkyd/ jBL i' n;K
ftu ;jh j?, ns/ w[;bwkB nkyd/ jB i' n;K jh ftfu ;jh j?. nky[ t/yK
fe;[ ftfu ;jh eo/jK < no[ fe; ftfu nD;jh eo/jK <# sp pkp/ BkBe
efjnkL ih, fje' ;kfjp[ fjek jfd. fje' ;/ft s/ d{ik ofd….#
;b'e..;dk ;dk i' ;/thn? i' ;G wfj oj? ;wkfJ..
nto d{ik feT[ ;/thn? izw? s? wfo ikfJ†..
ip fJj[ ;b'e[ pkp/ fdsk, sp gho[ g[SZ Dk ehskLƒ

sp fJB' T[B#' dh EK gkmKsq @sp rb/ fwb eo# Gh j?.
@d/yk j?# w[okd @d/yKj/ = d/yhJ/#. fJ;dk noE @fvZmk j? BjhI#. jk\iakpkdh B{;y/ ftu gkm ph @fdykj/#

j?.

itkp sK r[o{ ih d/ u[e/ jB fje' @;kfjp fjeK jd, fje' ;/t s/ d{ik od. fe;/ T[skok eoB tkb/
B/ nkg nkgDh :kd"I nrbk ;b'e gk fdsk i' wL… dk j?.

fJj ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ih ftu sh;oh gksFkjh dk r{ioh dh tko ftu j?. fbykoh dh G[Zb j?
J/E/ d/Dk.

104

cohdk gkfV gN'bk Xi eoh ezpbVh gfjo/T[.. fiBh t/;h ;j[ fwb? ;/Jh t/;
eo/T[..ƒ0…..
sp fcfo r[o{ pkp/ ipkp[ fdskLekfJ gN'bk gkVsh ezpbVh gfjo/fJ.. BkBe xo jh p?fmnk ;j[ fwb? i/
Bhnfs okf; eo/fJƒ..ƒ0†..
xo jh w[zfX ftd/f; fgo[ fBs M{o/ ;zwkb/.. fwbfdnk fYb B j'tJh i/ Bhnfs
okf; eo/..ƒ..
ik J/j[ ipkp[ pkp/ fdsk sk gho g[SDk ehskL;b'e[.. cohdk BzYh ezs B okftU tvh Eh w[Jhnk;[..
XB e{e/Idh r'o w?I s? ;j Bk fwbhnk;[..‡†..

[;b'e cohd

sp pkp/ ipkp[ fdskL;b'e[.. wjb[ e[uih wVtVh ekbh wBj[ e;[X..
i/ r[D j'tfB fgo[ ot? BkBe ntr[D w[zX..ƒ.. [wko{ tkL ;L wL ƒ
sK fcfo gho g[SDk ehskL;b'e[.. etD[ ;[ nyo[ etD r[D[ etD[ ;[ wDhnk wzs[.. etD[ ;[ t/;'
jT[ eoh fis[ tf; nkt? ezs[..ƒ„ˆ..
sK fcfo pkp/ ipkp[ fdskL;b'e.. fBtD[ ;[ nyo[ ytD[ r[D[ fijpk wDhnk wzs[.. J/ sq? G?D/ t/; efo
sk tf; nkth ezs[..ƒ„‰.. ;/tk eo? i[ ezs[ eh ezs[ fs;h ek j'fJ..
BkBe ;G/
ƒ

ikgdk j? fe r[o{ ih dk T[so sK nrbk ;b'e @xfo jh w[zfX# tkbk j? i' wjbk ƒ dk j?, go eosk
ih B/ :K fe;/ fbykoh B/ @ekfJ gN'bk, sh;oh gksFkjh dk ;b'e iapkBh :kd s'I tkX{ fby fdsk j?.

105

;jhnK S'fv efo ezfs fs;h gfj j'fJƒ..
iK pkp/ fJj[ ipkp[ fdsk, sK fcfo gho nkfynkL @BkBe ! w?~ J/e[ eksh
b'VhIdh j?, Uj[ eksh w?~ d/fj, fi; dk e[mk nkdwh jbkb[ j't?. fJj i' eksh
j?, fs; d/ Bkfb iBkto[ e[;d/ j?I ns/ nkdwh d/ rfb tj? sK jbkb[ j't? w?~
Uj[ eksh d/fJ, fi;dk e[mk wkD{ jbkb[„ j't?#. sp pkp/ itkp[ fdskL @gho ih
bJhn?#L;b'e[.. ;u eh eksh ;u[ ;G[ ;ko[.. xkVs fs;eh ngo ngko.. ;pd/ ;kD
oykJh bkfJ.. r[D eh E/e? ftfu ;wkfJ.. fs;dk e[mk j't? ;/y[..
b'j{ bp[ fBeEk t/y[.. j'fJ jbkb[ br? jfe ikfJ.. BkBe dfo
dhdko ;wkfJ..„..

[okwL tkL wLƒ]

iK fJj[ eksh pkp/ fdsh sK gho f;o[ fcfonk…, nkfyU;[L @tkj
tkj ][dkfJ ;jh eoD? tkbk j?†, y[dkfJ ek fgnkok j?. y[dkfJ tvh fBtki;
ehsh j?,

BkBe y[dkfJ e/ fgnkfonK eT[ g[SDk ;' r[;skeh j?.# sp

pkp/ ;b'e fdskLo[g? ekw? d';sh G[y? ;kd? rzY[.. bp? wkb? x[fb fwfb fwufb T{x? ;T[fV
gbzx[. GZT[e/ e'g[ y[nko[ j'fJ
ƒ

J/j d' s[eK ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp dhnK BjhI jB.
@jbkb# dh EK jKL pkL B[;y/ ftu @w[odko# gkm j?.

jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ ftu gkm-@c/fonk#.

@][dkfJ ;jh eoD? tkbk j?# fJj gkm jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ dk j?.

BkBe ! y[dkfJHHHs'HI HHw[fj rzX[# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[L ftu'I bhsk j?.

106

ceV[ fgN/ nzX[.. u[g? uzrk BkBek ftD[ Bkt? w[fj rzX.[

[wbkL tkL wLƒ

sK fcfo gho efjnkL BkBe ! fje y[dkfJ eh tko ;[DkfJ, n;k~ J/j
wy;{d j?, i' tko d[j[ pkM{ j'Idh BkjhI, ns/ s{ fje' fje[ nkydk j?It/yk y[dkfJ
dk ;ohe[ s{ etD eo;h <# sp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! opkp[ tikfJ#.
sK

wodkB/

opkp[

tikfJnk,

okr[

nk;k

ehsk,

pkp/ ;b'e[ fdsk, ;b'e[ ;fsr[o{ gq;kfd.. nk;k eh tko wjbk É.. ;b'e[Lpfbjkoh r[o nkgD/ fdT[jkVh ;dtko.. fifB wkD; s/ d/ts/ ehJ/ eos B
bkrh tko..É.. wjbkƒ „.. i/ ;T[ uzdk T[rtfj ;{oi uVfj jiko.. J/s/
ukBD j'fdnK r[o fpB[ x'o nzXko..„.. wL ƒ.. BkBe r[o{ B u/sBh wfB
nkgD? ;[u/s[.. S[N/ fsb p{nkV fiT[ ;z[R? nzdfo y/s.. y/s? nzdfo S[fNnk
ej[ BkBe ;T[ Bkj.. cbhnfj c[bhnfj pg[V/Gh sB[ ftfu ;[nkj..…..
gT[Vh.. nkghB? nkg[ ;kfiU nkghB? ofuU BkT[.. d[:h e[dofs ;kihn? efo
nk;D[ fvm' ukT[.. dksk eosk nkfg s{z s[f; d/tfj eofj g;kT[.. s{z
ikD'Jh ;G;? d/ b?;fjfizd[ etkT[.. efo nk;D[ fvm' ukT[..ƒ..
gT[VhnK BT[I j'JhnK J/s[ goEkfJ„. sp fcfo
ƒ

nk;k dh tko ftu fJj wL„ dk ;b'e, gzithI gksFkjh B/ tko ;zebs eoB t/b/ ofynk j?. fi; t/b/
r'FN ;/y pqjw Bkb j'Jh j? T[; t/b/ fJj ;b'e BjhI j?;h.

jkL pkL B[L ftu J/E/ gkm j?L- fJs goEkfJ nk;k dh tko j'Jh, gT[VhnK B" j'JhnK ;' fbyhnK BjhI,
fbyDhnK j?B.

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gho[ T[fm yVk j'nk, nkfJ d;sg';h ehshn;[,

nkfyU;[L @BkBe ! s[X[ y[dkfJ

gkfJnk j?, s[X[ no[ y[dkfJ ftu G/d Bkjh, go s{ fwjotkB[ j'j,[ i' n;kvh
Gh y[dkfJ Bkfb ofj nkt?#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @;/y pqjw ! s/oh y/g y[dkfJ
fBpkj?#. sp gho B/ nkfynkL @ih ! puB d/fj#. sp pkp/ efjnkL @ikj
puB[ j?# sp ;/y[ T[fm yVk j'nk. pkp/ ;/y ftdk ehskl pkpk Gh T[fm oftnk.

…… e'jVh ceho fB;skok
fdgkbg[o gk;d', ezCDg[o ftud', e;{o ftud', gNh ftud', r'fJzdtkb
nkfJ ofjD bkrk. sK e'Jh ofjD d/t? BkjhI. sp fJe ceho[ Ek, fs;eh M[rh
ftfu ikfJ ofjnk. Uj[ ceho e'jVh Ek. sK pkpk ikfJ yVk j'nk. nkfyU;[L
@J/ ceho ! okfs ojfD d/fj#. sp ceho noi[ ehsk, nkfyU;[L @ih
w/fonj[ gk;j[ iBkto B;d/ j?fB, go[ y[dkfJ dk eow[ j'nk j? i' nkdwh
dh ;{ofs Bdfo nkJh j?#. sK UE? ofjnk. ceho bkrk ftobkg eofD. sfp
pkpk p'fbnk, ;pd[ okr[ XBk;ohƒ ftfu wLƒ.. ;pd[..
ihT[ sgs[ j? pko' pko.. sfg sfg yg? pj[s[ p/eko[.. i? sfB pkDh ft;fo
ikfJ.. fiT[ gek o'rh ftbbkfJ..ƒ.. pj[sk p'bD[ MyD[ j'fJ.. ftD[ p'b/
ikD? ;G[ ;'fJ..ƒ.. ojkT[.. fifB eB ehs/ nyh Bke[.. fifB fijtk fdsh
p'b/ sks[.. fifB wB[ okfynk nrBh
ƒ

jk\iakpkdh B[;y/ ftu okr i?s;oh fbfynk j? i' n;ZX j?.

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gkfJ.. tki? gtD[ nky? ;G ikfJ..„.. i/sk w'j[ gohs[ ;[nkd.. ;Gk ekby
dkrk dkr.. dkr d'; w[fj ufbnk bkfJ.. dorj p?;D Bkjh ikfJ..…..
eofw fwb? nkyD[ s/ok BkT[.. fis[ bfr soDk j'o[ Bjh EkT[.. i/e' v{p?
fcfo j't? ;ko.. BkBe ;kuk ;op dksko..†..…..‡..
sp fwjotkB j'nk, nkfyU;[ L @wodkfBnK ! opkp[ tikfJ#.. sK wodkB?
opkp[ tikfJnk.. okr[ rT[Vh ehshl pkp/ ;pd T[mkfJnk..wLƒ..-ƒ
eojb/ wB god/;hnk feT[ fwbhn? jfo wkfJ.. r[o[ Gkfr g{o? gkfJnk rfb
fwfbnk fgnkok nkfJ..ƒ.. wB eojbk ;fsr[o[ g[oy fXnkfJ..ƒ.. ojkT[..
wB eojbk thukohnk jfo okw Bkw fXnkfJ.. fiE? b/yk wzrhn? jfo nkg/
bJ/ SvkfJ..„.. wB eojbk nfs fBowbk wb[ bkrh jT[w? nkfJ.. gosfy
fgo[ xfo Bkfb fgnkok ftS[fV u'Nk ykfJ..….. wB eojbk gqhswk jfo fod?
Gkfb GkbkfJ.. T[gkfJ fes? B bGJh r[o[ fjod? jfo d/ykfJ..†.. wB
eojbk w/o/ gqhswk fdB[ o?fD jfo fbtbkfJ.. xo ikfJ gktfj ozr wjbh
r[o[ w/b/ jfo w/bkfJ..‡.. wB eojbk s{z whs[ w/ok gkyzv[ b'G[ sikfJ..
gkyzfv
ƒ

fJj Fpd u"Eh gksFkjh ih dk j? eojb/. fe;/ fbykoh B/ T[sko/ t/b/ :kd'I fbfynk j?, i/ r[opkDh
t/y e/ fbydk sK wL† dh T[; ~ iao{oh ;'Mh nk iKdh. \eho d/ ftobkg eoB s/ i' Fpd T[go efj nkJ/
jB. ihT[ sgs j?# T[j w"e/ w{ip j?, fJj Fpd tkX{ j?. ;' fJj fe;/ fgSb/ fbykoh dk tkXk ehsk j'fJnk
ikgdk j?.

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b'Gh wkohn? iw vzv[ d/fJ ;ikfJ..ˆ.. wB eojbk w/o/ gqkB s{z
w?b[ gkyzv[ Gow[ rtkfJ.. jfo nzfwqs;o[ r[fo g{fonk fwfb ;zrsh wb[ bfj
ikfJ..‰.. wB eojbk w/o/ fgnkfonk fJe r[o eh f;y ;[DkfJ..
fJj[ w'j[ wkfJnk g;fonk nzfs ;kfE B e'Jh ikfJ..Š.. wB eojbk
w/o/ ;kiBk jfo you[ bhnk gfs gkfJ.. jfo dorj g?BkfJnk jfo nkfg
bfJnk rfb bkfJ..‹.. wB eojbk r[fo wzfBnk r[ow[fy eko ewkfJ.. r[o
nkr? efo i'dVh iB BkBe jfo w/bkfJ..ƒ0..ƒ..
sp do;B ek ;dek e'VQ d{fo j'fJ rfJnk, d/jh jZSh j'Jh, nkfJ g?o/
gfJnk, BkT[I Xohe[ j'nk, r[o{ r[o{ brk igfD. sfp pkpk T[Ej[ otdk ofjnk.

…†H feVhnK gmkDK dhnK
;[bskBg[o ftud', t?o'tkb, ibkbktkd ftud', feVhnK gmkDK dhnK ftfu
nkfJ fBefbnk. T[E? gmkD b'e w[ohd ehfsn;[. sp Uj[ gmkD b'e b?
b? ;o'fdƒ do s/ bkr? tiktfD.. nkyfB @dw;kj BkBe„#. sp wodkB/ ~
j[ew[ j'nk @opkp[ tikfJ#. sK wodkB/ opkp
ƒ

jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm @;od# j?, fJj ;sko s'I S'Nk ;ki j?, i' ;sko tkC{ N[zeko Bkb tidk j?.
gzikp ftu fJ; ~ @;o'dk# ph nkyd/ jB.

;[EfonK ftu @jodw BkBe Fkj# s/ Biaho dh eftsk ftu jodw p'b#' |iab fJ; rhs dhnK j'o
o{gK ftu pdbhnK FebK jB.

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tikfJnk, okr[ fsbzr[ ehsk, pkp? ;pd[ T[mkfJnk okfJ;k wLƒ..
fifB ehnk fsfB d/fynk fenk ejhn? o/ GkJh.. nkg/ ikD? eo/ nkfg fifB
tkVh j? bkJh..ƒ.. okfJ;k fgnko/ ek okfJ;k fis[ ;dk ;[y[ j'Jh.. ojkT[..
fifB ozfr ezs[ B okftnk ;k gS'o/ skDh.. jkE gS'V? f;o[ X[D? ip o?fD
ftjkDh..„.. gS'sktk Bk fwb? ip u{e?rh ;koh.. sk fcfo fgnkok okthn? ip
nkt?rh tkoh..….. ezs[ bhnk ;'jkrDh w? s/ tXth J/j.. ;/ r[D w[M? B
nktDh e? ih d';[ Xo/j..†.. fiBh ;yh ;j[ okftnk fsB g{ST[rh ikJ/..
gkfJ brT[ p/Bsh eoT[ b/Tr
[ h gzE[ pskJ/..‡.. j[ew[ gSkD? BkBek
GT[ uzdB bkt?.. r[D ekwD ekwfD eo? sT[ fgnko/ eT[ gkt?..ˆ.. i' fdfb
fwfbnk ;[ fwfb ofjnk fwfbnk ejhn? o/ ;'Jh.. i/ pj[s/ok b'uhn? pksh
w/b[ B j'Jh..‰.. Xks[ fwb? c[fB Xks[ eT[ fbt fbt? eT[ Xkt?.. r[fo
go;kdh ikDhn? sT[ nBGT[ gkt?..Š.. gkBktkVh j'fJ xfo yo[ ;ko B ikD?..
o;hnk j't? w[;e ek sp c{b[ gSkD?..‹.. nfgU ght? i' BkBek
Gqw[ Gqfw ;wkt?.. ;ji/ ;ji/ fwfb oj? nwok gd[ gkt?..ƒ0..ƒ..
sp gmkD b'e w[ohd j'fJ bkr? @dw;kj BkBe# eofD. sp r[o{ pkpk
UEj[z otdk ofjnk.

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…‡H ;?dg[o dh pzd
fco fcod/ fcod/ƒ tNkb/ ftfud' ;?dg[fo ;zv'nkbh„ ikfJ fBeb/. nr?
gmkDK dh xohI fttkj j'Id/ fjfB, no[ pkp/ Bkfb e[S[ ceho Gh E/, go
y[fXnkoE[ E/. UE/ pkpk ikfJ p?mk, sK ypo fe;? B bXh. ns/
ceho[ G[y[ nkii[ ehs/. sfp pkpk T[fm yVk j'nk, ceho Bkb bhs/, Bkb/
wodkBk bhsk, ikfJ ;[nkb gkfJnk, go[ ;[nkb feB? wzfBU BkjhI, sp pkpk
pj[s[ eo'fg… j'nk. nkfyU;L @wodkfBnk ! opkp[ tikfJ#. sK wodkB?
opkp[ tikfJnk, okr[ fsfbzr[ ehsk, pkp/ ;pd[ T[mkfJnk ejo ftu'I ;pd[ wL
ƒ..
i?;h w? nkt? y;w eh pkDh s?;Vk eoh frnkB[ t/ bkb'.. gkg eh izR b?
ekpbj[ XkfJnk i'oh wzr? dkB t/ bkb'.. ;ow[ Xow[ d[fJ Sfg yb'J/ e{V[ fco?
goXkB[ t/ bkb'.. ekihnk pkwDk eh rb Eeh nrd[ gV? ;?skB[ t/ bkb'..
w[;bwkBhnk gVfj es/pk e;N wfj eofj y[dkfJ t/ bkb'.. ikfs ;Bksh j'fo
fjdtkDhnk J/fj Gh b/y? bkfJ t/ bkb'.. y{B e/ ;'fjb/ rktnfj BkBe
os[ ek e[zr{ gkfJ t/ bkb'
ƒ

@fcod/ fcod/# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.
@;zfvnkbh# dh EK @f;fonkbh# ph gkm j?.

;?d g[o dh pkpo tb'I esbkw r[o{ ih d/ e'g eoe/ BjhI j'Jh, Fpd ftu r[o{ ih fbyd/ jBL i?;h w?
nkt/ y;w eh pkDhl T[j sK tkfjr[o{ s'I nkfJnk fJbjkw dZ; oj/ jB, nkg fBob/g jB s/ pkpo d/ eow ~
p[ok dZ; oj/ jBl fJj ;gFN j? fe T[BQK B/ ;kgq BjhI fdsk. e'g efjDk fbykoh dh G[Zb j?.

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..ƒ.. ;kfjp e/ r[D BkBe[ rkt? wk; g[oh ftfu nky[ w;'bk.. fifB T[gkJh
ozfr otkJh p?mk t/y? tfy fJe/bk.. ;uk ;' ;kfjp[ ;u[ sgtk;[ ;uVk
fBnkT[ eo/r[ w;'bk.. ekfJnk egV[ N[e[ N[e[ j';h fjzd[;skB[ ;wkb;h p'bk..
nktfB nmso? ikfB ;skBt? j'o[ Gh T[m;h wod ek u/bk.. ;u eh pkDh
BkBe[ nky? ;u[ ;[DkfJ;h ;u eh p/bk..„..…..‡..
iK J/j[ ;pd[ pkp? ehsk sK fJe[ fpokwD[ w/t? eh uzr/fo fxzfB nkfJnk,
nkfJ fwfbnk. nkfyU;[ @fwjotkB[, J/j[ i' ;pd[ rip ek ehsk j? ;' c/ohn?#.
sp pkp/ nkfynkL @;[nkwh j[fD fcoD s/ ofjnk, j[D trh j?, go s{z nkfJ
fwfbnk j?I ;' pyfFnk j?,I go pkok e'; J/Ej[ƒz fJe N'pk j?, s{ T[E? nkgDk
e[Nzp[ b?efo ikfj, J/E/ ofjDk Bkjh. i/ J/E? oj/Irk, sK wkohnfj_rk. sp
UEj[ pkwD[ Npo b?fJ efo pkoj e';„ b? frfJnk. T[ikfV ftfu ikfJ p?mk.
fiE? e[dofs Bkfb ;[pkj j'Jh fsE? who[ pkpo[ gs;kj[ gfJnk. fiT[ gfJnk,
fsT[ ;?d g[[o[ wkfoU;[. nkf; gkf; frokT[ ;G wko/. fjzd{ w[;bwkfB ;fG
esbkw ehs/. xo b[N,/ Ykj/. fJi/jh wko[ pkp? d/ ;pfd ehsh gmkDK i'r.[
wjK g[oyK dk rip[ j'nk, y[dkfJ wzB? cehoK ~…, cehoK wzfBnK
ƒ

@go pkok e'; J/Ej[# dh EK @fJE'I pkjo e'j d[j[ T[go# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.
@pkoj e';# gkm jkL pkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

@~# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.

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y[dkfJ. cehoK dk nokfXnkƒ y[dkfJ ;[Ddk j?l i' e[S cehoK d/ fdfb j'Idh
j?, ;kJh eodk j?. go[ ;' ceho[ etD j? < fi fwjo w[jpfs ftu j?fB, ew;[nkb jB, f;de ;p{oh ftu jfBL gzuG{ nkswk tf; ehs/ j?fB, d{fo nzd/;h
Gh BjhI efod/, fceotkfB, w'w fdb ;kfde j?,I y[dkfJ d/ dot/; j?,I f; ceho
T[j[ j?.I fJ; frqjh pzd/ ~ Gh b'Vhdh j?L i/ e' uj[ toBk ftfu cehoh dk
p/y[ eo?, fjzd{ w[;bwkB, u'o iko[, tNtkVk fs;eh ;/tk eoDh, eow Bkjh
phukoDk„.
sp pkpk ns/ wodkBk pzfd ftfu nkJ/ ;?dg[o eh. sp who ykB w[rb
e/ jfE uV/ sp who ykfB w[rfb nkfynkl @fJB r'b/nk skJhI b? ubj[#. sp
pkp/ d/ f;fo gzv fwbh, ns/ wodkB/ ~ x'Vk geVkfJnk. sp pkpk
p'fbnk, ;pd[Lwko{ wjbk ƒ..
w[b yohdh bkbk r'bk w/ok BkT[ ;Gkrk.. r[o eh puBh jkfN fpekBk
fis[ bkfJnk fss[ bkrk..ƒ.. s/o/ bkb/ fenk us[okJh.. ;kfjp ek j[ew[ B
eoDk ikJh..ƒ.. ojkT[.. wk bkbh fgT[ bkbk w/ok jT[ bkb/ ek ikfJnk..
bkbh Bku? bkbk rkt? Grfs eoT[ s/oh okfJnk..„.. ghnfj s gkDh nkDh
whok ykfj s gh;D ikT[.. gyk c/oh g?o wb'tk igs ojk s/ok BkT[..…..
b{D jokwh BkBe[ bkbk pyf;fj
ƒ

nokfXnK dh EK jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu @nkfynk# gkm j?.
fJj eosk ih B/ nkgDh tb'I T[gd/F nkfynk j?.

114

s[X tfvnkJh.. nkfd i[rkfd dfJnkgfs dksk s[X[ ftD[ w[efs B
gkJh..†..ˆ..
sK wodkB/ noi[ ehsk, nkfyU;[L @ih fJBK d/ pkfp fenk tosh < i'
g?oK s/ T[pkjDhnK j?fB, ns/ o'd
I hnK j?fB#. sfp pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnKƒ !
opkp[ tikfJ#. sK wodkB? nkfynkL @ih w/o/ jfE x'Vk j?#. sK pkp/ nkfynkL
@tkfjr[o{ eoe? x'Vk jEj[z S'fV fdfj#. sK wodkfB x'Vk S'fv fdsk.
opkp[ tikfJnk, okr[ fsbzr ehsk, pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ wLƒ„Ljfo ehnk eEk ejkDhnK r[fo wfs ;[DkJhnk.. pfbjkoh r[o nkgD/ r[o
eT[ pfb ikJhnk..„.. nkfJ fwb[ r[of;fy nkfJ fwb[ s{ w/o/ r[o{ e/ fgnko/..
ojkT[.. jfo e/ r[D jfo Gktd/ ;/ r[o{ s/ gkJ/..fiB
ƒ

jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm @wofdfBnK# j? tb?s tkb/ fbykoh dh G[Zb j? @wodkfBnk# fbyDk.
fJj Fpd u"E/ gksFkj ih dk j?, fJj fJE/ eosk ih dh nkgDh :k fe;/ T[sko/ tkb/ fbykoh dh G[Zb
Bkb nk:k j?, fJ; w"e/ i' Fpd r[o{ ih B/ T[ukfonk ;h ;' fJj j?L-nk;k wjbk ƒ..
y[ok;kB y;wkBk ehnk fjzd[;skB vokfJnk.. nkg? d';[ B d/Jh eosk iw[ efo w[rb[ uVkfJnk.. J/sh
wko gJh e[obkD? s?I eh dod[ B nkfJnk..ƒ.. eosk s{z ;GBk ek ;'Jh.. i/ ;esk ;es/ eT[ wko/ sk wfB
o';[ B j'Jh..ƒ.. ojkT[.. ;esk ;hj[ wko/ g? tr? y;w? ;k g[o;kJh.. osB ftrkfV ftr'J/ e[sh w[fJnk ;ko
B ekJh.. nkg/ i'fV ftS'V/ nkg/ t/y[ s/oh tfvnkJh..„.. i/ e' BkT[ XokJ/ tvk ;kd eo/ wfB GkD/.. y;w?
Bdoh ehVk nkt? i/s/ u[r? dkD/.. wfo wfo iht? sk feS[ gkJ/ BkBe Bkw[ tykD/..…..‡..…Š..

115

r[o[ ek GkDk wzfBnk fsB[ x[fw x[fw ikJ/..„.. fifB ;fsr[o[ fgnkok d/fynk
fsB eT[ jT[ tkoh.. fiB r[o eh ehsh ukeoh fsB ;d pfbjkoh..….. jfo
jfo s/ok Bkw[ j? d[y w/NDjkok.. r[o ;/tk s/ gkJhn? r[ow[fy fB;skok..†..
i' jfo Bkw[ fXnkfJd/ s/ iB gotkBk.. fsB ftNj[ BkBe tkfonk ;dk ;dk
e[opkBk..‡.. ;k jfo s/oh T[;sfs j? i' jfo gqG Gkt?.. i' r[ow[fy
fgnkok ;/td/ fsB jfo cb[ gkt?..ˆ.. fiBk jfo ;/sh fgojVh fsBk ihn gqG
Bkb/.. UfJ ifg ifg fgnkok ihtd/ jfo Bkw ;wkb/..‰.. fifB r[ow[fy
fgnkok

;/ftnk

fsB

eT[

x[fw

ikfJnk..

UfJ

nkfg

S[N/

gotko

f;T[ ;G[ irs[ SvkfJnk..Š.. r[fo fgnko? jfo ;/ftnk r[o[ [ XB[ r[o[ XzB'..
r[fo jfo wkor[ df;nk r[o[ g[zB[ tvg[zB'..‹.. i' r[of;y r[[o[ ;/td/ ;/ gz[B
gokDh..

iB

BkBe

fsB

eT[

tkfonk

;dk

;dk

e[opkDh..ƒ0..

r[ow[fy ;yh ;j/bhnk ;/ nkfg jo GkJhnk.. jfo dorj g?BkJhnk jfo nkg
rfb bkJhnk..ƒƒ.. i' r[ow[fy Bkw[ fXnkfJd/ fsB do;B[ dhi?.. jw fsBe/
uoD gykbd/ X{fV x'fb x'fb ghi?..ƒ„.. gkB ;[gkoh ykshnk w[fy phVhnk
bkJhnk.. jfo jfo ed/ B u/fsU ifw gefV ubkJhnk..ƒ….. fiB jfo Bkwk
jfo u/fsnk fjod? T[fo Xko/.. fsB iw[ B/fV B nktJh r[o f;y r[o
fgnko?..Ġ.. jfo ek Bkw[ fBXkB[ j? e'Jh r[ow[fy ikD?.. BkBe
fiB ;fsr[o[ G/fNnk ozfr obhnk wkD?..ƒ‡.. ;fsr[o[ dksk

116

nkyhn? s[f; eo/ g;kU.. jT[ r[o ftNj[ ;d tfonk fifB fdsVk
BkU..ƒˆ.. ;' XzB[ r[o{ ;kpkf; j? jfo d/fJ ;B/jk.. jT[ t/fy t/fy
r[o{ ftrf;nk r[o ;fsr[o d/jk..ƒ‰.. r[o o;Bk nzfwqs[ p'bdh jfo
Bkfw ;[jkth.. fiB ;[fD f;yk r[o[ wzfBnk fsBk G[y ;G ikth..ƒŠ.. jfo ek
wkor[ nkyhn? ej[ fes[ fpfX ikJhn?.. jfo jfo s/ok Bkw[ j? jfo you[ b?
ikJhn?..ƒ‹.. fiB r[ow[fy jfo nkokfXnk ;/ ;kj tv dkD/..jT[ ;fsr[o
eT[ ;d tkfonk r[o pufB ;wkD/..„0.. s{z mke[o[ s{ ;kfjp' s{ j? w/ok
whok.. s[X[ Gkt? s/oh pzdrh s{ r[Dh rjhok..„ƒ.. nkg/ jfo fJe ozr[ j?
nkg/ pj[ ozrh.. i' fs;[ Gkt? BkBek ;kJh rb uzrh..
ip pkp/ J/j[ ;pd[ fwfbnk sK whoykB[ w[rb[ nkfJ rfJnk. iK nkfJe?
d/y? sK gzv f;o T[gfo jE[ Gfo ubh iKdh j?, ns/ x'Vk fgS? brk iKdk j?.
sp ;[bskB pkpo gkfs;kj ~ ypfo ehsh, nkfyU;[L @ih fJe[ ceho[ i' pzfd
ftfu nkfJnk j?, fs;d/ f;o T[gfo jE Goƒ gzv iKdh j?. ns/ T;d/ fJe
v{w j? fs;d/ fgS? x'Vk iKdk j?. no[ opkp[ tikfJdk iKdk j?, y[dkfJ dh
pzdrh eodk j?#. sK gkfs;kj[ nkfynkL @n?f;nK cehoK j['IfdnK ;jo[ wkoDk
Bkj Ek#. sK who nkfynkL @ih eow[ efoe? d/yj[#.
sp v/o/ ikfJ gkJ/ e'jK d[jz[ T[gfo. sp uehnK
ƒ

@jkE Go# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.

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fwbhnK. nkfyUB? i' @dkDk dbj[ ;oeko ek#. gmkDh ns? ysokDhnK ns?
pkwDhnK ;G/ fJemhnK pjkbhnK ns? uehnK nr? fwbhnK. sp pkp/ ~ Gh
fJeƒ ueh fwbh, sK pkp/ eh ueh nkg? fco/. pkpk p?mk rkbk jh gkt?. sfd
gkfs;kj[ nkfJ rfJnk. sp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ ;qh ;fsr[o{ gq;kfdLokr[ nk;k wjbk ƒ n;Ngdhnk xo[ …..
fiBQ f;fo ;'jfB gNhnk wKrh gkfJ ;zX{o[.. ;/ f;o eksh w[zBhnfB rb ftfu
nkt? X{fV.. wjbk nzdfo j'dhnk j[fD pjfB B fwbfB jd{fo..ƒ..
nkd/;[ pkpk nkd/;[.. nkfd g[oy s/ok nzs[ B gkfJnk efo efo d/yfj
t/;..ƒ.. ojkT[.. idj[ ;hnk thnkjhnk bkV/ ;'jfB gkf;.. jhv'bh ufV
nkJhnk dzd yzv ehs/ okf;.. T[goj[ gkDh tkohn? Mb/ fMwfeB gkf;..„..
fJe by[ bjfB pfjmhnK by[ bjfB yVhnk.. roh S[jko/ yKdhnK
wkDfBQ

;/iVhnk..

fsfB

rfb

f;bek

gkJhnk

s[NfBQ

w's;ohnk..…..

XB[ i'pB[ d[fJ t?oh j'J/ fiBQh oy/ ozr[ bkfJ.. d{sk B' c[owkfJnk b? ub/
gfs rtkfJ.. i/ fs;[ Gkt? d/ tfvnkJh i/ Gkt? d/fJ ;ikfJ..†.. nr' d/ i/
u?shn? sK ekfJs[ fwb? ;ikfJ.. ;kjK ;[ofs rtkJhnk ozr[ swk;? ukfJ..
pkpotkDh fcfo rJh e[fJo[ B o'Nh ykfJ..‡.. fJeBk tys y[nkJhnfj fJeBQk
g{ik ikfJ.. uT[e/ ftD[ fjzdtkDhnk feT[
ƒ

@Gh fJe# jkL pkL B[L dk j?.

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fNe/ eYfj BkfJ.. okw[ B epj{ u/fsU j[fD ejfD B fwb? y[dkfJ..à..
fJfe xfo nktfj nkgD/ fJfe fwfb fwfb g[Sfj ;[y.. fJeBk J/j' fbfynk
pfj pfj o'tfj d[y.. i' fs;[ Gkt? ;' Ehn? BkBe fenk wkB[y..„..ƒƒ..
sdj[ gkfs;kfj g[fSnk, pkpo[ƒ. sd'I pkpk fp;wkd e/ xfo nkfJnk.
sdj[ eokwks brk wzrfD. T[s wfjfb ;pd[ j'nk okr fsbzr ftu„ wLƒ..
fi; s{z oyfj fwjfotkB[ e'Jh B ;e? wko/.. s/oh T[gwk fenk rBh
sT[ nrBs T[Xko/..ƒ.. ofy bfj fgnko/ okfy b/j w? dk;ok s/ok.. ifb
Efb wjhnfb oft ofjnk ;uk mke[o w/ok.. ojkT[.. i? d/T[ Bkwk s? oky
bhJ/ s/o/ Grfs fgnko/.. fiB eT[ s? nkgDk Bkw dhnk ;/ s? gkfo
T[sko/..„.. Bkwk ;?B[ epho[ fsb'uB sT[ okfy bhJ/ s/o/ Bkw ;zfr pfBnk..
otdk;[ ufwnko[ XkBk sT[ okfy bhnk s/fonk Grsk ;zfr rfBnk..…..
BkBe[ eosk p/Bsh e[b ikfB ek jhBk.. ;z;ko ;kro s/ ekfY e? ng[Bk efo
bhBk..†..
ik pkp/ J/j[ ;pd[ nkfynk, sK gkfs;kfj pkpo nkfJ g?o u[wz ./ .
nkfyU;[L @fJ;[ ceho d/ w[fj ftfu
ƒ

jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gd @fJE/ pkpo# fJE/ j? BjhI ns/ fJj Gh p/b'Vk Gk;dk j?.
fJj Fpd ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih s'I pkjo dk j?, r[opkDh BjhI j?.

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y[dkfJ Bdfo nKtdk j?#. sp b'e fjzd{ w[;bwkB ;G ;bkwK br/ eofD. sK
gkfs;kj nkfynkL @J/ dot/; e[S ep{b eo[#. sK pkp? nkfynkL @n;kv/ ezw
e[S[ BkjhI, go[ J/j i' pzfd j'Jh ;?dg[o eh, ;' S'fv d/fj, ns? fJBk ek
eS[ rfJnk j? ;' fcfo d/fj#. sfp pkpfo gkfs;kj j[ew[ ehskL i' pzd j?, ;'
S'v d/j[, ns/ t;s[ fcfo d/j[#. sK ;?dg[o eh pzfd do'p;s[ S'fv fdsh. sp
pkp/ fpBK iktfB BKjhI. sp pkpk sh;o? fdfB ;?dg[o fcfo nkfJnk. iK nkfJ
efo fdy? sK eh t/y? ;G esbkw gJ/ j?fB. sp pkp? nkfynk L @wodkfBnK !
fJj fenk tosh <# sK wodkB/ nkfynk L @ih gkfs;kj ! i' s[X[ GkDK ;kJh
tosh#. sp pkp? nkfynkL @wodkfBnK ! opkp[ tikfJ#. wodkB? opkp[ tikfJnk
okr[ nk;k ehsk, pkp? ;pd[ T[mkfJnk wLƒ..
ejk ;[ y/b sp/bk x'V/ ejk G/oh ;jBkJh.. ejk ;[ s/r pzd rkv/ofV
ejk ;[ bkb etkJh.. ejk ;[ nko;hnk w[j pze? n?E/ fd;fj Bkjh..ƒ..
fJj[ ir[ s/ok s{ r';kJh.. J/e xVh wfj Ekfg T[Ekg? io[ tzfv d/tfj
GkJh..ƒ.. ojkT[..ejK ;[ xo do wzvg wjbk ejk ;[ pze ;okJh..
ejK ;[ ;/i ;[ykbhekwfD t/fy Bhd Bk gkJh.. ejk ;[ gkB szp'bh jowk
j'Jhnk SkJh wkJh..„.. fi;[ ifo ekofD xDh ftr[sh fJfB io xDh y[nkJh..
gkgk pkMj[ j't? Bkjh w[fJnk ;kfE B ikJh.. fi;B' nkfg y[nkJ/ eosk y[f;
bJ/ uzfrnkJh..….. e'Nh j{ gho tofi ojkJ/ ik who ;[fDnk XkfJnk.. EkB
w[ekw ib/ fpi

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wzdo w[fS w[fS e[fJo o[bkfJnk.. e'Jh w[rb[ B j'nk nzXk feB? B gouk
bkfJnk..†.. w[rb gmkDk GJh bVkJh oD wfj s/r trkJh.. UBh s[ge
skfD ubkJh UBQh j;fs fuVkJh.. fiB eh uhoh dorj gkNh fsBQk woDk
GkJh..‡.. fJe fjzdtkDh nto s[oekDh GfNnkDh me[okDh.. fJeBk g/oD
f;o y[o gkN/ fJeBk tk;[ w;kDh.. fiBe/ pze/ xoh B nkfJnk fsBQ feT[ o?fD
ftjkDh..ˆ.. nkg/ eo/ eokJ/ eosk fe; B' nkfy ;[DkJhn?.. d[y[ ;[y[ s/o?
GkD/ j't? fe;E? ikfJ o{nkJhn?.. j[ewh j[efw ubkJ/ ftr;? BkBe fbfynk
gkJhn?..‰..ƒ…..
sp pkpotkDh g{oh j'Jh, bkfJ eo xo nkfJnkƒ. fss[ wfjb/
pkp/ ;pd[ ehsk okr[ ;'ofm ftfu wLƒ..
;'ofm wjbK ‡„..
rJh pj'V[ pzdh S'V[ fBozeko d[y dkoh.. eow[ B ikDk Xow[ B ikDk b'Gh
wkfJnk Xkoh.. Bkw[ gfoU Grs[ r'ftzd ek fJj okyj[ g?i s[wkoh..ƒ.. jfo
ihT[ fBwkfDnk s{ wkD.. fBuhfink uhi eo/ w/ok r'ftzd[ s/oh e[dofs
eT[ e[opkD[.. ojkT[.. i?;k pkbe[ GkfJ ;[GkJh by ngokX ewkt?.. efo
T[gd/; fMVe/ pj[ Gksh pj[fV fgsk rfb bkt?.. fgSb/
ƒ

@g{oh jzJh s'HI HHnkfJnk# sZe dk gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?. tb?sh g'Eh ftu J/; dh EK gkm e/tb J/j j?
@goh j'Jh#.

fJj Fpd gzuw gkfs;kfj ih dk j?, fbykoh dh :k eosk dh G[Zb j?.

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nT[rD pyf; bJ/ gqG[ nkr? wkofr gkt?..„.. jfo nzsoikwh ;G fpfX ikD?
sk fe;[ gfj nkfy ;[DkJhn?.. ejD? eEfB B Ghi? r'fpzd[ jfo Gkt? g?i
oykJhn?.. nto UN w? ;rbh d/yh fJe s/oh UN ojkJhn?..….. j'fJ
dfJnkb[ feogkb[ gqG[ mke[o[ nkg/ ;[D? p/Bzsh.. g{ok ;fsr[o[ w/fb fwbkt? ;G
u{e/ wB eh fuzsh.. jfo jfo Bkw[ ntyd[ w[fy gkfJnk iB BkBe ;[fy
t;zsh..†..ƒ„..ˆ„..
sfp pkpk ;?dg[o ftfu nkfJnk. sK b'e fjzd{ w[;bwkB bkr/ w[od/
dpfD, ibktfD. xo xfo br/ o'tfD fgNfD. Uj[ Uj[ br/ eofD. sp
r[o{ pkpk fp;wkd ftfu nkfJnk. fs;[ wfjb/ ;pd j'nk okr[ nk;k ekch
xo[ „..
i?;/ r'fJb r'fJbh s?;/ ;z;kok.. e{V[ ewktfj nkdwh pKXfj xo pkok..ƒ..
ikrj[ ikrj[ ;{fsj' ufbnk tDikok..ƒ.. ojkT[.. Bhs Bhs xo pKXhnfj i/
ojDk j'Jh.. fgzv[ gt? ihT[ ub;h i/ ikD? e'Jh..„.. Ujh Ujh fenk
ejj[ j? j';h ;'Jh.. s[w o'tj[r' T[;B' s[w eT[ eT[D[ o'Jh..….. XzXk
fgfNj[ GkJh j' s[w e{V[ ewktj[.. Uj[ B ;[DJh esjh s[w b'e ;[Dktj[..†..
fi;s/ ;[sk BkBek ikrkJ/ ;'Jh.. i/ xo[ p{M? nkgDk sK Bhd B j'Jh..‡.. i/
ubdk b? ufbnk feS[ ;zg? Bkb/.. sk XB[ ;zuj[ d/fye? p{Mj[ phu o/..ˆ..
tDi[ eoj[ wy;{d b?j[ ws gS'sktj[.. nT[rD S'vj[ r[D eoj[ n?;/
ss[ goktj[..‰.. Xow[ G{fw

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;s[ phi[ efo n;h feo; ewktj[.. sK tkgkoh ikDhnfj bkjk b? iktj[..Š..
eow[ j't? ;fsr[o[ fwb? p{M? phukok.. Bkw[ tykD? ;[D/ Bkw[ Bkw? fpT[jkok..‹..
fiT[ bkjk s'Nk fst? tkN ubdh nkJh.. i' fs;[ Gkt? BkBek ;kJh
tfvnkJh..ƒ0..ƒ…..
sp fJe fdfB wodkB? noi[ ehsk, nkfyU;[L @ih fJj sK fJe;?
ftrkfVnk, ns? fJsB/ feT[ wko/ <# sp r[o{ pkp? nkfynkL @wodkfBnk ! U;
doys sb? ikfJ ;T[,I iK T[mfjrk sK ipkp[ d/jr/.# sfp wodkBk ikfJ ;[sk.
sK J/e p{zd fueDkJh ehgJh Eh ;hB/ T[gfo, o'Nh yKfdnk. fiT[ ;[sk Ek,
fsT[ ehVhnK nkfJ brhnK. fJe i' ehVh bVh ;[s/ j'J/ ~ sK jfE Bkb ;G/
wfb ;Nhnk. sK pkp/ nkfynkL @fenk ehs' t/ wodkfBnK <# sK wodkB/
nkfynk L @ih e'Jh fje i/ bVh ;G/ wfo rJhnk#. sK pkpk jf;nkƒ,
nkfyU;[L @wodkfBnK ! fJt/I jh wodh nkJhƒ fJe; dk ;dek#. sK wodkBk
nkfJ g?ohI gfJnk. sp ;?dg[o ek b'e[ pj[s[ BkT[I Xohe f;y„ j'nk. sp
MkV{ ebkb[ pzfd ftfu Ek, UfB fbfy bfJnk, yoV ykB g[o ek Ek
go[ ;zrfs ftfu rftnkSDh, st ek T[dk;h j'nk.. sdj[ pkpk UEj[z
ƒ

pkpk ih d/ @j;D# s'I s/ @wodh nkJh# nkfd gdK s'I ;gFN j? fe r[o{ ih fJ; irs dk nkw
toskok dZ; oj/ jB, i' G[Zb tkbk j?, s/ fJ;~ wy"b eo oj/ jB, oZph ek~B fJ; ~ BjhI dZ; oj/.

@f;Zy# gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ dk j?.

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otdk ofjnkƒ. p'b' tkfjr[o{.
ƒ

sp MkV{HHHs' otdk ofjnk dh EK jkL pkL B[L ftu n?T[I bzwh ;kyh fbyh j?L- sp fco fgS'I ikfJ
bFeo ftu tfVnk. who pkpo i' Ek, ;/ ebzdo Ek. fdB eT[ gksFkjh eodk Ek no oks eT[ g?ohI ;zrb
xZs eo f;o sbtkfJnk pzdrh eodk Ek. fgSbh oks ofjzdh T[me/ pj[s pzdrh eodk Ek, no ik ;[pkj j't?
sk T[m eo fBwki eo/. sqhj/ f;gko/ e[okB e/ gV/ sK fco fgS? Gzr ykt/. ik pkpk bFeo ftu tfVnk sK
bZrk Fpd rktDh. pzdhtkB Gh gk;/ j'tD. pzdhtkBK tb'I t/y eo pkpk pj[s nkiia j't./ sK pkp/ nkfynkL
@wodkfBnK opkp[ tikfJ#. sK pkp/ Fpd ehsk okr nk;k ftuL-nk;k wjbk ƒ
y[ok;kB y;wkBk ehnk fjzd[;skB[ vokfJnk.. nkg? d';[ B d/Jh eosk iw[ efo w[rb uVkfJnk.. J/sh wko gJh
eobkD? s?I eh dod[ B nkfJnk..ƒ.. eosk s{z ;GBk ek ;'Jh.. i/ ;esk ;es/ eT[ wko? sK wfB o';[ B
j'Jh..ƒ.. ojkT[.. ;esk ;hj[ wko/ g? tr? y;w? ;k g[o;kJh.. osB ftrkfV ftr'J/ e[sh w[fJnk ;ko B
ekJh.. nkg/ i'fV ftS'V/ nkg/ t/y[ s/oh tfvnkJh..„.. i/ e' BkT[ XokJ/ tvk ;kd eo/ wfB GkD/ y;w/ Bdoh
ehVk nkt? i/s/ u[r? dkD/.. wfo wfo iht? sk feS[ gkJ/ BkBe Bkw[ tykD?..„..‡..…‹..
ik fJj Fpd who pkpo ;[fDnk, sK nkfyU;[. @:ko' ! fJ; ceho eT[ b? nktj[#.. sK nkdwh rJ/, pkp/
eT[ b?eo jkio ehsk. sp pkpo efjnkL @\eho ih ! fJj i' ntki ehnk j?, i' c/o eo'#. sp pkp/ c/o
Uj ;pd ;[DkfJnk. sK pkpo e/ egkN y[bQ rJ/. sp pkpo efjnkL @:ko' ! fJj \eho Gbk j?#. sp swkuk
Gzr ek y'fbnk, pkp/ e/ nr? ofyU;[ efjU;[L @ceho ih Gzr ykfj. sp pkp? efjnkL-@whoih ! w?I Gzr ykJh j?,
w?I n?;h Gzr ykJh j?, fs;ek nwb ed/ BkjhI T[sodk# sp pkpo efjnkL @ih T[j nwb eT[D j?, fi;ek nwb
ed/ BkjhI T[sosk sp pkp/ efjnkL @wodkfBnK, opkp tikfJ#. sK pkp/ Fpd ehsk fsbzr ftuLfsbzr wjbk ƒ xo[ „..
GT[ s/ok Gkr ybVh w/ok uhs[.. w? d/tkBk GfJnk nshs.. eo ek;k do;B eh G{y.. w? dfo wkrT[ Bhsk
Bhs..ƒ.. sT[ do;B eh eoT[ ;wkfJ.. w? dfo wkrs[ Ghfynk gkfJ..ƒ.. ojkT[.. e/;fo e[;w fwor w?
joDk ;op ;ohoh uVDk.. uzdB Grsk i'fs fJB/jh ;op/ gowb[ eoDk..„.. fxngN GKvk ej? B e'fJ..
n?;k Grs[ toB wfj j'fJ.. s/o? Bkfw fBt/ oj/ fbt bkfJ.. BkBe fsB dfo Ghfynk gkfJ..…..ƒ..„..
ip J/j ;pd pkp? efjnk, sk who pkpo pj[s y[;kb j'fJnk, efjU;[L @ceho ih ! w/o/ ;kE ub#. sK pkp/
efjnkL @who ih ! J/e fdB s/o? gk; ojKrk. sK c/o pkpo efjnkL ih fszB fdB oj/#. sK pkp/ efjnkL
@ojKrk#. go pkpk pzdhtkBK tb'I d/y e/ pj[s |w ykt/. sK pkp/ nkfynkL @wodkfBnK, opkp tikfJ#. sK
wodkB/ opkp pikfJnk, pkp/ ;pd p'fbnk okr nk;k ftu. sK J/j Fpd p'fbnk (J/E/ e'Jh Fpd BjhI fdsk,
go Gkt fgSb/ Fpd s'I gqshs j[zdk j?, fi; dh gfjbh s[e @y[ok;kB y;wkBk# j?. ;zgkfde) sK jkbs ftu
nkfJ rfJnk. pkpk g? ofjnk sK pkpo nkfJ T[go yVk j'nk, nkfyU;[L @ceho eT[ fenk j{nk <# sK b'eK
efjnkL @ih fJj ceho dodtzd j?, y[dkfJ dk |ip d/y e/ jkbs ftu nkfJnk j?#.
sK pkpo efjnkL @:ko', y[dk nr? jZE i'Vj[ i' fJj \eho yVk j't?# sp pkpk T[m p?mk. pkp/ d/ T[mD/
Bkb n?;k ukBDk j'nk nkyhn? eJh jiako ;{oi uV/ j?B, sK pkpo ;bkw ehsk, nkfyU;[L @ih s{z w/jopkB[ j'j[#.
sK pkp/ efjnkL @who ih, i' s{z w/jo ukj[sk j?,I sK pzdhtkB S'v d/j#. sK pkpo efjnkL @ih fJe noi j? i'
j[ew j't/ sK ejk#. sK pkp/ efjnk L @ej' ih. efjnk @ihl fJe puB[ d/j[ sK S'vK#. sK pkp/ efjnkL
@feS[ s{z wzr# sK pkpo efjnkL @ih w?I J/jh wzrdk jK, i/ w/oh gksFkjh e[o;h pe[o;h ubh ikfJ#. sK pkp/
efjnk. @s/oh gksFkjh fuo skJhI ub/rh# sK pkpo ;bkw ehsk. ;rb/ pzdhtkB gfjokfJe? S'v dhJ/. sK pkpk
pj[s y[;h j'fJnk. sK pkpk BkBe pkpo Bkb'I ftfdnk j'fJnk. sdj[ pkpk T[Ej[ otdk ofjnk. p'b' tkfjr[o{L

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…ˆH r'FN whnK fwZmk
g;o{fo ftud' wh:/ fwm/ d/ e'Nb/ ftu nkfJ fBeb/ e'; nX T[gfo. T[E?
pkr ftfu ikfJ p?m./ sp whJ/ fwm/ ~ nrkj j'Jh, nkgfDnK, w[ohdK ftfu
nkfyU;[L @i' BkBe[ Gbk ceho[ j? go i' nk;kB' fwb?rk ƒsK fJT[I skfo„
b?fj_fr fiT[I d[X T[goj[ wbkJh skfo bJhdh j?#. sp pkp? nkfynk L
wodkfBnK ! ;[fD, fwmk… fenk nkfynk j?# sK wodkB/ nkfynkL @ih s/ok
izs[ j? tikfJnk tidk j?#. sp r[o{ pkpk p'fbnkL @wodkfBnK ! iK fwZmk
n;k~ fwb/rk, sK fJT[I fBu'fV b?fj_r/ fiT[I fBzp{ ftuj[ o;[ fBu'fV bhudk j?#.
sp whnK fwmk T[fm yVk j'nk, nkfyU;[L ukbj[ :ko' ! BkBe dk dhdko[ oj/
jK#. sK w[ohdK nkfynkL @s[;K nr/ ntki[ ehsk nkjk, i' BkBe[ n;k~
@fwb?rk, sK fJT[I skfo b?fj_r/ fiT[ d[X[ T[gojz[ wbkJh skfo bJhdh j?#. sK
whnK fwmk p'fbnkL i' T[Ej[z ntki[ nkfJnk j?-fiT[ fBzp{ ftuj[z o;[ fBu'fV
bhudk j? fsT[,I iK fwb?rk sK fJT[ fBu'fV b?fj_r-/ . sK d[X ek e[S B
ikt?rk wbkJh T[soh ns/ fBzp{ fBu'fVnK c'r[ j't?rk#. sp whnK fwmk
dhdko[ d/yfD nkfJnk, nkfJ d[nkfJ ;bkw efoe? p?fm rfJnk, r';fN wjbk
ƒ.. sp whnK fwmk p'fbnkL;b'e.. ntb BkT[ y[dkfJ ek d{ik Bph o;{b[
ƒ

jkL pkL B[L ftu J/E/ gkm j?L @sK fJT[I fBu'V b/jKr?#.
sko dk wsbp @T[sko# j? i' nZr/ uZb e/ ;kc fbfynk j? @sK d[X dk e[S Bk ikt/rk wbkJh

T[skoh.#

jkL pkL B[;y/ dk gkm j? @whnk fwmk#.

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BkBe ebwk i/ gVfj sK dorj gtfj ep{bƒ.
sp pkp/ ipkp[ fdskLntb BkT[ y[dkfJ ek dfo dotkB o;{b[.. ;/yk Bhns okf; efo sK dorfj
gtfj ekp{b[„..ƒ..
sK pkp? nkfynk L @;/y fwmk ! T[; do d[fJ dh mT[V BkjhI, i' e'Jh
ofj_dk j?, ;' fje' j'nk oj_dk j?#. sK ;/fy fwm/ nkfynkL @i' BkBe !
fpB[ s/b[ dhtk ibdk j? <# ;b'e..
f;oh okr[ wjbk ƒ xo[ ‡.. nSb SbkJh Bj Sb? Bj xkT[ eNkok
efo ;e?.. fiT[ ;kfjp[ oky? fsT[ oj? fJ;[ b'Gh ek ihT[ Nbgb?..ƒ..
fpB[ s/b dhtk feT[ ib?..ƒ.. ojkT[..…
sp pkp/ ipkp[ fdsk, ;b'eLg'Eh g[okD ewkJhn?.. GT[ tNh fJs[ sfB gkJhn?.. ;u[ p{MD[ nkfD
ibkJhn?..„.. fJj[ s/b[ dhtk fJT[ ib?.. efo ukBD[ ;kfjp sT[ fwb?..ƒ..
ojkT[.. fJs[ fsB bkr? pkDhnk.. ;[y[ j't? ;/t ewkDhnk.. ;G d[Bhnk
nktD ikDhnk..….. ftfu
ƒ

fJj ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?, whJ/I fwZm/ dk eEB j?.
fJj ph r[opkDh BjhI j?, ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ih ftu (wkM eh tko ftu) n??T[I gkm j?L-BkBe
BkT[ y[d fJ ek fdfb jS? w[fy b/j[.. ntfo fdtki/ d[Bh e/ M{m/ nwb eo/j[..

fJj gqFB dhnK s[eK whJ/ fwm/ dhnK ofus BjhI jB. i' gqFB j? ;' Gh r[o{ ih B/ nkg Fpd ftu
nkfynk j?. r[o{ ih ne;o r'FN d/ pkd ;tkb itkp nkg Fpd ftu ou e/ T[; ~ fbfynk eod/ ;/. fi;
soQK f;X r'FN s'I ;kc gqrN j?.

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d[Bhnk ;/t ewkJhn?.. sk dorj p?;D[ gkJhn?.. ej[ BkBe pkj
b[vkJhn?..†..……..
sK ;/fy fwm? noi[ ehsk, nkfyU;[L @ih Uj[ etB e[okB[ j? fis[ gV?
ep{b gt? < ns? T[j[ etB dot/;h j?, fis[ do eh bkfJe Eht? < ns/ ih
T[j etB es/p j?, fis[ fdb[ oj?, ikfJ Bkjhƒ ns/ T[j[ etB[ fBtki j?, ik
e/ r[iko/ s/ Bifo r[iko/#. sp pkp/ ipkp[ d/sk, nkfyU;[L @wodkfBnK !
opkp[ tikfJ#. sK wodkB? opkp[ tikfJnk, pkp? ;pd[ ehsk okr[ wko{ ftfu w
Lƒ„
wko[ wjbk ‡..
ƒ

@ns?HHHs'HI HHikfJ Bkjh# se dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu j? BjhI.
„fJj ;pd gzuw gksFkj ih dk j?, fbykoh dh G[Zb j?.
i' n;b g'Eh ftu wjbk ƒ fbfynk j?, fJ; s'I wkb{w j[d
z k j? fe n;b g'Eh ftu J/E/ wkM dh tko dk ;b'e
j'Dk j?, fi; dk gkm fJj j?L ;b'e[ wLƒ
fwjo w;hfs f;de[ w[;bk je[ jbkb[ e[okB[.. Fow ;[zmfs ;hb[ o'ik j'j[ w[;bwkD[.. eoDh
ekpk ;u[ gho[ ebwk eow fBtki.. s;ph ;k fs;[ Gkt;h BkBe oy? bki..ƒ..wl ƒ.. je[ gokfJnk BkBek
T[;[ ;{no T[;[ rkfJ.. r[o[ gho[ jkwk sk Go? ik w[odko[ B ykfJ.. rbh fG;fs B ikJhn? S[N? ;u[ ewkfJ.
wkoD gkfj jokw wfj j'fJ jbkb[ B ikfJ.. BkBe rbh e{VJh e{V? gb? gkfJ..„.. wLƒ.. gzfi fBtkik tys
gzfi gzik gzi/ BkT[.. gfjbk ;u[ jbkb[ d[fJ shik y?o y[dkfJ.. uT[Eh Bhnfs okf; wB[ gzithI f;cfs ;BkfJ.
eoDh ebwk nkfye? sk w[;bwkD[ ;dkfJ. BkBe i/s/ e{fV nko e{V? e{Vh gkfJ..„..
fe;/ T[sko/ t/b/ gzithI gksFkjh dk ;pd tX/o/ ft;sko tkbk ezm'I fe;/ fby fdsk, fJj ;jh ehs/
fpBkfe fJj wjbk ƒ dk BjhI J/. fgS/ ;[bskB g[o/ d/ g;zr ftu ph fJj Fpd nk u[e/ jB.

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nbj nrw y[dkJh pzd./ . S'fv fynkb d[Bhnk e/ XzX./ . j'fJ g?yke ceho
w[;kco[ fJj[ dot/;[ ep{b[ dok..ƒ.. ;u[ fBtki :ehB w[;bk.. wB;k wkfo
fBtkfoj[

nk;k..

d/j

w;hfs

wB[

wT[bkDk

ebw

y[dkJh

gke[ yok..„.. ;ok ;ohnfs b/ ezwktj[.. sohefs soe y'fi N'bktj[..
wkocfs wB[ wkoj[ npdkbk fwbj[ jehes fis[ fcfo B wok..…..
e[okD[ es/p fdb wkfj ewkjh.. d; nT[oks oyj[ pdokjh.. gzu wod
f;dfe b? pkXj[ y?o ;p{oh ep{b gok..†.. wek fwjo o'ik g?ykek..
fG;s[ gho bci ewkfJ nzdkik.. j{o B{o w[;e[ y[dkfJnk pzdrh nbj nkbk
j[iok..‡.. ;u[ ewkt? ;'Jh ekih.. i' fdb[ ;'X? ;'Jh jkih.. ;' w[bk wbT{B
fBtko? ;' dot/;[ fi;[ f;cfs Xok..ˆ.. ;G' tys ;G/ efo t/bk..
ykbe[

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fdb?

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fybykBk fpokdo jw{ izikbk.. who wbe T[wo/ ckBkfJnk J/e w[ekw y[dkfJ
dok..Š.. ntfb f;cfs d{ih ;kp{oh.. shi? jb/wh uT[E? y?oh.. gzit? gzi/
fJes[ w[ekw? J/fj gzfi tys s/o/ ngo gok..‹.. ;rbh ikfB eoj[ wT[dhck..
pdnwb S'fv eoj[ jfE e{ik.. y[dkfJ J/e[ p[fM d/tj[ pKrK p[or{ poy[odko
yok..ƒ0.. je jbkb[ py'oj[ ykDk.. fdb dohnkT[ X'tj[ w?bkDk..
gho[ gSkD? fG;sh ;'Jh niokJhb[ B d'i mok..ƒƒ.. ekfJnk feodko

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nT[os :ehBk.. ozr swk;/ wkfD jehBk.. Bkgke gke[ efo jd{fo
jdh;k ;kps ;{ofs d;sko f;ok..ƒ„.. w[;bwkD[ w'w fdfb j't./ . nzso eh
wb[

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nkt?

B/V?

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fwjotkBk..

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wod[ wod[ wodkBk.. ;'Jh ;/y[ w;kfJe[ jkih ;' pzdk fi;[ Bifo Bok..Ġ..
e[dofs

ekdo

eoD

eohwk..

f;cfs

w[jpfs

nEkj

ojhwk..

je[ j[ew[ ;u[ y[dkfJnk p[fM BkBe pzfd ybk; sok..ƒ‡..…..ƒ„..
sp ;/y fwm? nkfynkL @ih ! s[;K i' fje Bkt? dh f;cfs ehsh, ;'
fje[ Bkw[ e?;k j? <# sp pkp/ nkfynkL @;/y fwmk ! fje Bkt? dh ehwfs fe;
BkT[ nkJh j? <#. sK ;/y fwm/ nkfynkL @ih fwjo efo df;#. sp
r[o{ pkp? ;/y fwm/ eh pKj geVh, r";/ b? rfJnk. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @;/y
fwfmnk ! ƒfJe[ Bkw[ y[dkfJ ek ;[D[Ek. sK pkpk p'fbnkL @nbj#. nkyfD
Bkfb d{;ok G;w j'fJ rfJnkƒ.. sp ;/y fwmk d/fy efo j?okD[ j'nk. iK
d/y? sK fJe[ w[mh G;w eh j?. sfp fcfo ntki nkfJnk j?, @nbkj#. fJsfB
ejD? Bkfb T[mh ybk j'nk, sp ;/y fwm? nkfJ g?o u[w?. sp pkpk fp;wkd
e/ xo ftu p'fbnk„.
ƒ

jkL pkL B[L ftu @fJe s'I j'fJ rfJnk# se dk gkm n?T[I j?L- @J/e Bkw y[dkfJ ek ;[Dsk j? < nkyD Bkb
d{;ok G;w j'fJ rfJnk.#

J/E'I nr/ jkiaoBkwk j?, fJj ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?, fJ; eoe/ r[opkDh BkjhI.

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sp pkp? whnk fwmk ftdk ehskƒ. r[o{ pkpk UEj[z otdk ofjnk.
p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.
…‰H d[Bh uzd fB;skok
sp okth Bdh d/ feBko/ bj'fo nkfJ fBefbnk. sp bj'o d/ g[orD/ dk
eo'Vh d[Bh uzd X[g[V yZsqh Ekl fs;e/ fgsk ek ;okX[ Ek, T[; ;[fDnk i'
BkBe[ sgk nkfJnk j?. sp Uj[ nkfJ efo pkp/ ih eT[ GkT[ efoe/ b?
rfJnk. sp r[o{ ikfJ p?mk, sp U; p;s[ pkjohs„ nDkJh, c[owkfJf; ehsh,
d[X[ djh, beVhnK. sK nzB[… sJhnko[ j'nk, pqkwD i/t?. sp pkp? ih eT[ Gh
p[btfD nkfJnk. sdj[ r[o{ ih g[fSnkL s/o? fenk j'nk <# sd T[; efjnkL
@ih w/o/ fgsk ek ;okX j?. fs; e/ BkT[I e/ pkwfD fitkfJ j?fB#. sp pkpk
p'fbnkL s/o/ fgsk ~ ni[ sh;ok fdB[ j'nk j? feS[ Bkjh ykXk ns? s{ nkydk
j? w?I ;T[ wB[y† fitkfJnk j?#. sp d[BhI uzd[ p/Bsh ehsh, nkfyU;[L @ih
Uj[ feE/ j? <# sp pkp/ nkfynkL @Uj[ fJe wkb ftfu j? gfJnk j'nk, e'jK
gziK T[gfo, pfxnkV ek iBw[ j?, go[ sz{ ikfJ go;kd[ b/efo, go[ voDk Bkjh,
s/o? ikD? Bkfb T[; eh p[fX wkB[y eh j'fJ
ƒ

@spHHHs'HI HHehsk# se dh EK jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm j?-@sp whnK fwmk ftfdnk j'fJnk.#
jkL pkL B[L ftu @pkjohs# dh EK j? @pkjo s/#.

@sK nzB[# dh EK jkL tkL B[L ftu @;G t;s# gkm j?.

@wB[y# dh EK jkL tkL B[L ftu @pkwD# j?.

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nkt?rh. go;kd[ ykt?rk, no pksK Gh eo/rk#. sp d[Bhuzd[ go;kd[ b? rfJnk,
ikfJ g?oh gT[Dk efjU;[. go;kd[ nkr? okfyU;[, sp fJ;[ g[fSnk, nkfynkL
@fgsk ih ! s{z fJs[ iBfw feT[ nkfJnk <# sp fJf; nkfynkL @r[o{ g{o? fpBk
fJs[ iBw nkfJnkƒ. w?I J/e nukoh„ ek f;y[ Ek, U; w/o/ gk;jz[ ;rT[sh wSh
SvkJh Eh, ip w/o/ ekb ek ;wK j'nk, sk w?I d[yh j'nk sK w/o/ gkf; ;rT[sh
fozBd/ ;/, w?~ tkFBk nkJh w/oh wB;k T{jK rJh, fs;ek ;dek J/s[ iBfw
nkfJnk#. sp T[j[ T[fm ufbnk, ns? T[j[ Gfi rfJnk. sdj[ d[Bh uzd nkfJ
g?oh gfJnk. sp r[o{ pkp/ ih eT[ xfo b/ rfJnk, T[; e/ dfo T[gfo ;s
Xik pzXhnK EhnK, bky bky eh fJe Xi Eh. sp pkp? g[fSnkL @J/j X}k fe;
ehnK j?fB <# sp d[Bh uzd nkfynkL @ih fJfj Xik w/ohnK j?fB#. s[dj[ pkp?
fJe ;{Jh fdsh, nkfyU;[L @i' n;kvh nwkB oky[l n;hI nkr? wzfr b?fj_r?#. sp
d[Bh uzd[ ;{Jh sqhwfs gkf; b? rfJnk. nkfyU;[L @fJj ;{Jh oy[ r[o{ fdsh j?,
ns? nkfynk j?;,[ i[ nr? wzfr b?fj_r#/ . sdj[ sqhwfs nkfynkL @J/ gow/;o e/ !
fJj ;{Jh s/o? ;kfE ub?rh nkr? <# sK d[Bh uzd nkfynk L @fenk eohn? <#
sK sqhws nkfynkL @ikfj d/ nkT[#. sp d[Bh uzd ;{Jh c/fo b? nkfJnk pkp/
gkf;. nkfJ nkfyU;L @fJj ;{Jh w/o/ gkf; nr? ubD? eh Bkjh, c/o b/tj[#.
sp r[o{ pkp/
ƒ

@r[o{ s'I nkfJnk# sZe dk gkm jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?.
pqjwukoh s'I w[okd ikgdh j?. jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu gkm fJj j? @w?I J/e nukoh Ek#.

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nkfynkL @fJj Xik feT[I efo gj[zukfj_rk, i' ;{Jh BjhI gj[zukfJ ;edk <# sp
d[Bh uzd T[fm nkfJ wZEk N/fenk, nkfyU;{L @ih Uj[ pks efo fis[ nkr? gj[uz ?#.
sdj[ r[o{ nkfynkL @gow/;o e/ Bkw s{z d/fj. nshsK, nfGnkrsK d? w[fj gkfJ,
fJT[I ;kfE gj[zu?rh#. sp d[Bh uzd ;s by ehnk Xik b[NkfJ d{fo ehshU;[.
j[ew[ wzfBnk. j[ew[ r[o{ ek n?;k j?, i' e'Jh wzB/rk fs;eh rfs j't?rh.
sdj[ d[BhI uzd BkT[Xohe[ f;yƒ j'nk, r[o{ r[o{ brk igfD. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{„.
sp

pkp/

nkfynkL

@wodkfBnK

!

opkfJ

tikfJ#.

sK

wodkfB

opkp[ tikfJnk. …okr[ nk;k eh tko ehsh, gT[VhnK ƒ‡ goEkfJ d[Bhuzd e/
ehshnK.
…ŠH pqkjwD dh ;[u o;'Jh
sp pkpk ih xfo nkfJnk, sbtzvh ftfu e'Jh fdB[ oj?. fJe fdB
fJe[ pqkwD[ nukoh nkfJnk y[fXnkoE[, sK nkfJ n;hw[ puB[ ehs';.[ pkpk ih
go;kd ftfu p?mk Ek. sp r[o{ nkfynkl @nktj[ fw;o ih ! go;kd[ sJhnko j?#.
sK gzfvs efjnkL @w?I fJj[ go;kd[ BjhI yKdk, w?I nkgD/ efo yktKrk, ip
jE[ Gfo Xosh T[yDKrk, ns/ uT[eI k d/tKrk, ns? ikfJe?
ƒ

@f;y# gkm jkL pkL B[L dk j?.
jkL pkL B[L ftu @p'bj[ tkfjr[o#{ BjhI j?.

jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu @e{V okik e{V goik s'HI HHws E'Vh ;/t rtkJhn?# se fby eoe/ nr'I fbfynk-@nr? tko
g{oD fbyDh j?, p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.#

132

frm Gfo Xosh T[yDkrk sK u[b
Z k eoKrk.beVhnK X'fJ efo ukVKrk. J/j
o;'Jh eh Xosh e?;h j? < sK w?I BkjhI yKdk#. sp pkp? nkfynkL @fJ; gzfvs
eT[ o;'Jh e'oh d/tj[.# sp e'oh o;'Jh fwbh. gzvs[ pkjfo b? rfJnk, ikfJ
brk uT[Iek pDktfD, Xosh y'fdB, fiE? Xosh y'd?, UE/ jvhnK fBebfB. sp
uko gfjfo y'ddk fcfonk. iK G[yk nki[i j'nk, sK nkfyU;[L @pkp/ s/ iktKƒ.
sK nkfJ g?oh gfJnk, nkfyU;[L @ih Uj go;kd[ w?~ fwb?, w?I G[Zyk w[nk jK#.
sdj[ r[o{ nkfynk @;[nkwh ! Uj[ tys[ rfJnk go;kd ek, go[ ikfj
tkfjr[o{ efoe? Xosh y'd[ o;'Jh eo[ ykfj#. sp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ p;zs
ftfu wL ƒ..
;[fJB/ ek uT[ek ezuB e[nko.. o[g/ ehnk ekok pj[s[ fp;Eko[.. rzrk ek
T[de eozs/ eh nkfr.. ro[Vk ykDk d[X f;T[ rkfv..ƒ.. o/ wB b/y? epj{z
B gkfJ.. ikfw B Ghi? ;ku BkfJ..ƒ.. ojkT[.. d; nm bhy? j'tfj gkf;..
uko/ p/d w[ykro gkfm.. g[oph Bkt? toBK eh dkfs.. tos B/w eo/ fdB
okfs..„.. ekih w[bK j'tfj ;/y.. i'rh izrw Grt/ G/y.. e' frojh eowK
eh ;zfX.. fpB[ p{M? ;G yVhnf; pzfX..….. i/s/ ihn fbyh f;foeko.. eoDh
T[gfo j'tfr ;ko.. j[ew[ eofj w{oy rktko.. BkBe ;ku/ e/ f;cfs
Gzvko..†..…..
ƒ

sK nkfyU;[ @pkp/ d/ iktK#-J/j jkL pkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

133

…‹H fJe t?okrh pkbe
sp J/e fdfB r[o{ eh nkfrnk j'Jh, i' fgSb/ gjfo okfs eT[ ehosB
j't? sK fJe[ bVek po;K ;sK ek xo s/ T[fm nkt?, nkfJ r[o{ ih e? fgS?
yVk j't?. ip nkosh ehofs j't?, sK T[fm ikt?. sp pkp? fJe fdfB efjnkL
@ni[ J/j[ bVek gefV oyDk. ip wEk N/e efo ufbnk, sK ;zrfs gefV
ofynk, nkfD jkio[ ehsk. sp pkp? g[fSnk, nkfynkL @J/ bVe/ ! s{z i'
fJs[ tyfs T[fm nKtdk j?, ;' feT[I nKtdk j?I < ni/ s/ok tys[ yktD
y/vD ;T[D dk j?#. sdj[z T[f; bVe? nkfynkL @ih fJe fdfB w/oh wksk
efjnk i' p/Nk- s{ nfr pkb[-sk w?I nkfr brk pkbfD. iK beVhnK gkJhnK
sK gfjb/ fBeVhnK eT[ brh, sK fgSj[z tvhnK eT[ bkrh. sdj[z w?I
GT[ ehsk, i' wsK n;hI fBeV/ ufb ikfj_, tv/o/ j'fD fwbfj fe B fwbfj
beVhnK eh fBnkJh. sK w?I nkfynkL i' r[o{ ifg b/fj#. sfd ;zrfs j?okB
j'fJ ojh ;[fDe?. sp pkp? dh y[;h j'Jh bVek g?oh gfJnk. sK r[o{ pkp?
fss[ wfjfb ;pd[ p'fbnk f;oh okr[ ftfu wL ƒƒ - f;oh okr[ wjbk ‡..
xVh w[js ek gkj[Dk eki ;tkoDjko[.. wkfJnk ekfw ftnkfgnk ;wM? Bkjh
rktko[.. T[fm ufbnk

gS[skfJnk gfonk tf; izdko..ƒ.. nzX/ s{z p?mk ezXh

gkfj.. i/ j'th g{ofp fbfynk sk r[o ek puB[ ewkfj..ƒ.. ojkT[.. joh
Bkjh Bj vv[oh geh
ƒ

fJj Fpd gzuw gksFkj ih dk j?. wLƒ fbyDk GZb j?.

134

tYDjko.. b? b? dks gj[fsnk bkt/ efo sJhnko[ ik j'nk j[ew[ feo;kD dk
sk b[fD fwfDnk y/sko[..„.. gfjbk gjo[ XzX? rfJnk d{i? Gfo ;'fJnk.. shi?
Mky MykfJnk uT[E? G'o[ GfJnk.. ed jh fufs B nkfJU fiBh ihT[ fgzv
dhnk..….. ;kX ;zrfs eT[ tkfonk ihT[ ehnk e[opkD[.. fi;s/ ;'Mh wfB gJh
fwfbnk g[oy[ ;[ikD[.. BkBe fvmk ;dk Bkfb jfo nzsoikwh ikD[..†..†..‰†..
sdj[z pkpk otdk ofjnk xo s/.

†0H eo'Vhnk
ƒ

sp pkpk dohnkT[ T[go pfj rfJnk, sbtzvh e/ Bidhe fJe EkT[I T[E/

pj[sk rT[rk ufbnk. i/ e'Jh ;[B/ ;' ;G nkt?. b'e nkyD i' @e'Jh y[dkfJ dk
ceho g?dk j'fJnk j?, BkBe BkT[I j?;[, ngD/ y[dkfJ Bkb oZsk j?#. b'e pj[s
i[fVnk, w[ohd Gh j'tB. i' nkt?, ;' gouk ikt?.. i' pkpk ;b'e eodk Ek, ;'
gorN j'J./ fJj[ ;b'e[ ehs/ ;/, ceho ekfBnk Bkb rkT[Id/ ;/e{V fBy[N/ BkBek UVfe ;u ojh..
sp BkBe e/ xo @J/e' Bkw tykDhn?.# pj[s T[;ss j'tB brh, yok
pj[s rT[rk j'fJnk. i/ e'Jh fjzd{, w[;bwkB, i'rh, ;zfBnk;h, pqjwukoh, sghJ/,
sgh;o, fdrzpo, p?;B', T[dk;h, rq;sh„, p?okrh, ykB,
ƒ

fJj ;koh ;kyh jkL tkL B[L ftu'I gkJh j?, tb?s tkbh ftu j? jh BjhI.
T[dk;h, frq;sh=w[okd j? fsnkrh b'e s/ xoK pkoK tkb/, d't./I

135

yBhB, T[wo/, T[wokT[, eo'VhJ/ fiwhdko, G{zwhJ/, i' e/ nkt?, ;' gouk ikt?. ;G/
b'e T[;sfs eoB.
sp fiE? pkpk ofjzdk ;h T[; frokT[I gk; fJe eo'Vhnk ofjzdk ;h. UB
efjnkL J/j eT[D j? < i' g?dk j'fJnk j?, ;' ;G fJ;ek BkT[ b?s/ j?B.
fjzd{ sK yokp ehJ/ E/, go w[;bwkBK ek Gh JhwkB y'fJnk. fenk JhwkB
w[;bwkBK ek i' fjzd{ T[go JhwkB eos/ j?B < go ubj[ n;hI pzB b? nktfj#.
iK ufVnk x'V? T[go, sK x'Vk coe gfJnk. fco nrb/ fdB ufVnk, sK
nKtdk nKtdk okfj ftu nzXk j'fJ rfJnk, ;[M; feS Bkjh, sK pfj rfJnk.
b'eK efjnkL @ih n;hI vod/ nky BkjhI ;ed/, go BkBe tvk gho j?. s[;hI
T[;eh pzdrh f;woD eoj[#. sK eo'Vhnk f;cs brk pkp/ BkBe dh eoD.
ns/ gk; b'e Gh bZr/ pkp/ tb f;idk eoB. sK eo'Vhnk n;tko j'fJnk, sK
gZN x'V? T[goj[ Yfj gfJnk, fd;? e[S BkjhI. sp b'e efjnkL @dhtkB ih !
s{z G[bdk j?I i' x'V/ uVdk j?,I BkBe tvk gho j?, s{z fgnkdk j'fJ eo ub,
i/ s{z py;hn?#.sK eo'Vh fgnkdk j'fJ ufbnk. fiE? pkp/ dh dorkj fd;
nkJh, sK fsE? yVk j'fJ eo brk ;bkw eoD. B/V/ nkfJnk sK fJj[ g?oh
gfJnk pkp/ pj[s y[;h ehsh. pkp/ fszB fdB ofynk, pkpk pj[s[ y[;h j'nk.
sK eo'Vh noi ehshL @pkpk ih ! s/ok j[ew j't?, sK fJe ue pBktK s/o/
BKt ek, eosko g[o BkT[I oyhn?, Xow;kbk gkJhn?#. sK eo'Vh ftfdnk j'fJnk.
p'b' tkfjr[o{.

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†ƒH GkrhoE, wB;[y s/ fFtBkG
ƒ

sK fgSj[ ekb{ nkgD/ nkdwh ;G b?eo pkp/ gk; nkfJnk. pkpk

fNfenk. ;zrs f;y bZr/ j'Id/ ikD. pkp/ T[j G/y T[skfonk. fJe ukdo s/V
fJe T[go, fJe gNek f;o, fBoziB fBozeko ek ;o{g Xkfonk irs fB;skoD
e/ skJhI. irs ftu v'oh T[Go rJh, i' @tkj[ tkj[ ! BkBe[ ih tkj[ tkj[ tZvk
Grs g?dk j'nk j?#.
sp fJe yZsoh Ek, yok rohp :shw ;k. T[; e/ xo fJe e[Vh ;h,
xoj[ yok nkii ;hl ;o feS Bk ;h nKtdk. T[B pkp? gkf; nkfJ nodk;
ehshL nih rohp fBtki ! w/o/ s/ ;o feS BKjhI nKtdh, p/Nh e[nkoh j? feS
gow/;o e/ BkfJ nzrhrko eo„, y;wkBk j't?#. sK pkp/ j[ew ehsk, fi,
feS[ t;s[ s?~ ukjhdh j?, ;' s{z fbykfJ b? nkT[, n;hI nDkfJ d/jKr/#. T[B
yZsqh thtkj dh t;s ;G fby nKdh, fisBh b'VhIdh ;h. sK pkp/ j[ew ehskL
@GkrhoE

!

nkD

fdB'.I

GkJh

GkrhoEk,

s{z

bkj"o

ikfJ,

fisBhnK

t;s{ b'VhIdhnK j?B ns/ fbyhnK j?B, ;' ;fG b? e/ s[X[ nktDhnK. i' Gbe/
ofjUI sK iBw ftrVhrk#. T[j G?wkB j'eo T[m dT[fVnk, bkj"o nkfJnk.
fJe Fkj pkDhJ/ ~
ƒ

fJj ;kyh ph ;koh jk\iakpkd tkb/ B[;y/ ftu'I gkJh j?, tb?s gj[zuh ;kyh ftu j? BjhI.
fi; soQK nZi eb ejhdk j?-nzr gkb, T[j w[okd j? fe w/oh rohph sZe e/ nkgDh fwjo dk nzr
gkb. Gkt e[S dki d/D tk;s/ fdU.

137

fwfbnk, nkfyU;[L @w?~ fJsBhnK t;s{ b'VhdhnK j?B, w?~ nkD d/fj#. sp
T[B pkDhJ/ efjnkL @nZi oj[, Gbe/ ~ ;G/ t;s{ j'fJ nktDrhnK#. sK
GrhoE nkfynkL @w?I ikDk j?, ofj_dk Bkjh#. sK T[B pkDhJ/ nkfynkL @i'
t;s{ ;G j'tDrhnK, go fJe u{Vk Bk j';hnk, u{V/ uhohd/ ozrhd/ oks gt/rh.
nZi s{z oj[ GkrhoEk !# GrhoE nkfynkL @w?I sqJhekb ojK BkjhI#. pkDhJ/
nkfynkL @nZi oj/ pkM ezw j'Idk BjhI#. sp T[B pkDhJ/ nkfynkL @s{z ;kw ;kw
oj[ i/ ezw u{V? dk s?I eoDk j?#. sK GrhoE efjnkL @i' ni ezw
BkjhI ;T[odkl ns/ j[ew f;o Bk ikt/ sK w/ok iBw ftrV/rk#. sK T[B
pkDhJ/ nkfynkL @GkJh fe;h ek ;kfjp j'Idk j? eoVk sK T[j ukeo efjzdk j?,
i'-w/ok ;kfjp fyM/rk, w/ok tij[ eN?rk-s{z i' efjzdk j?,I -i' j[ew f;o Bk
ikt?Irk sK w/ok iBw ftrV/rk-, ;' s/ok ;kfjp e?;k j?, fi; e/ e'g s/ s/ok
iBw ftrV/rk <# sK GrhoE efjnkL @w/ok ;kfjp r[o{ j?. i/ jT[I T[; d/
j[ew f;o Bk iktK sK w/ok iBw ftrV?#. sK T[B pkDhJ/ efjnkL @GkJh nZi
ebh ekb e/ r[o{ fenk j?B, fiBe/ ej/ s/ok iBw ftrV/ <# sK GkrhoE
nkfynk, @i' w/ok ;kfjp r[o{ wjK g[oy j?#. sK T[B pkDhJ/ efjnk i' @o/ xo
p{v/ ! ebhekb wfj wjK g[oy ejK j? <# sp nkfynkL @BK ih, w/ok r[o{ wjK
g[oy g{oB j?, wjK g[oy j?, fBoziB o{g j?# sp T[B pkDhJ/ efjnkL @ub
jT[ s/o/ ;kE ubdk jK. fJe u{Vk j? w/o/ xo ozfrnk j'nk, s{z nkgD/ gk;
rqj pzX oZy. jT[ s/ok r[o{ wjK g[oy

138

j'fJrk, sK s/ok Gh r[o{ ns/ w/ok Gh r[o{, no i/ wjK g[oy Bk j'nk, sK
t;s{ d/tKrk no w[Zb b/tKrk <#
sk GkrhoE no pkDhnK d'B'I ub/, r[o{ pkp/ e'b nkJ/. sK pkp/ nr'I
efjnk L @GkrhoEk ! fiZXo ikfj_, fsZXo pfj oj/,I ipkp Bkb b? nktfj_#. ni/
T[j nKtd/ ;/ okfj ftu, T[B tke ;[D gkfJnk sK T[; pkDhJ/ e/ egkN y[bQ
rJ/, i' J/j wjK g[oy nzso:kwh j?. nkfJ g?ohI gJ/. sp T[; pkDhJ/ eh
fB;k GJh doFB d/yD/ Bkb, g?oh gT[d
I ' fBjkb j'fJ rfJnk. shB po; pkp/
e'b ofjnk, c/o pkp/ ftfdnk ehsk. r[o{ pkp/ dh pkDh pj[s f;yhnk;[, g'EhnK
f;yƒ bhshU;[.. r[o{ gk;j{ ftfdnk j'nk, ftfdnk j'fJ xfo nkfJnk bj"o
ftu.
UB tgkoh ;kj b'e p[bkJ/, jZN dh t;s{ ;G ;T[Igh, nkg ;w[zdo ijk} eo
ufbnk. ijk okik f;tBkfG ofj_dk Ek. T[; Broh ikfj ofjnk. tkgko bZrk
eoD, tZvh oks skJhI ehosB eo?. fiE? gfjo oks oj?, fsE? T[m eo mzY?
gkDh Bkb BQkt?. r[o{ pkp/ dh nkfrnk j?L @i' mzY? gkDh Bkb BQkt?rk gfjo
oks ofjzdh, ns? r[o{ ek BkT[I igfj_r/ T[B eT[ gow/Fo e/ do nzfwqs ghn?rk,
ni{Bh ;zG{ ;zr ;wkt?rk. ijK r[o{ pkp/ ek fBtk; j?, sjK T[j oZyhInfj_r#/
no p/d„ efjsk j?, i' gfjo oks f;T[I Bkt?rk fs; eT[ ;tk wD ;'B/ ek
g[zB j't?rk. i' uT[ xVhnK oks ~ Bkt?rk fs;~
ƒ

fJj fbykoh dh G[Zb j?, gkm ukjhdk j?-@fby bhshU;[#.
p/d s'I b/ye dh w[okd t/d BjhI, go e'Jh j'o Fk;sq.

139

;tk wD gkBh ek g[zB j't?rk. i/ fdB uV/ Bkt?rk, fs; ~ g[zB B gkg#. J/j
sK p/d efjsk j?, no pkp/ dh nkfrnk j? @i' w/ok f;y gqksekb Bkt?rk, f;o
gkDh mzYk gkt?rk, fs;eh gow rfs j't/rh. ihtdk Gh w[esk no[ w[nk Gh
w[eskƒ#.
no Uj pkDhnK gfjo oks ofjzdh Bkt? gkDh mzY? Bkb. BkfJ eo ig
gV?, no g'Eh ;pd gVe/ gqkskekb j'Id/ ~ go;kfd i/Ite? ikfJ ;z;ko eh
gqfeqs eo/. okshI nkt? sK r[o{ ek ;pd rkt?. no T[; tb e/ b'e fdB uV/
fJ;BkB eofj. d[nkd;

fNe/ uVktfj, no nkfJstko, nwkt;, fJekd;h

pos eofj_. d/j[o/ eh g{ik eofj_, mkeo d[nko/ Gh iKfj. Uj pkDhnK Bk
tos, Bk g{ik, Bk nwkt;, Bk nkfJstko T[Beh ekJh gqfeqs B eo/. fJ;
tZb e/ i/ fjzd{ iKfj, fs;e' Uj Gq;N eo xZsB. sp b'eT[ T[; pkDhJ/ eh
uouk ubkJh. sp ubh ubh pks oki/ f;tBkfG gk; ub gJh, i' @ih fJe
i' pkDhnk j?, fjzd{ ejKtdk j?, no eow Gq;N eodk j?#. sp oki/ efjnk
i' @o/ T[; pkDhJ/ eT[ p[bkfJ b/ nktj[, w?I T[; eT[ g{Sj[. i' o/ T[j feT[I
n?;h pks eosk j? fjzd{ iBw j'fJe? <# sp oki/ e/ d{s T[; pkDhJ/
eT[ p[bkfJ b? nkJ/. sp Uj pkDhnK okw okw eoe/ f;o fBtkfJ eo
BbhJ/o d/ fwfbnk. sp oki? g[fSnk, i' @o/ pkDhJ/ ! s{z fjzd{
ƒ

T[go nk u[ek j? fe i' nzfwqs t/b/ BQke/ Bkw igfjzr/ T[e' nzwqs ghn?rk. fJE/ ph T[j Bkw igD Bkb
w[okd j?.

140

iBw j?I s{z pos B/w g{ik BjhI eosk, ;' feT[I BjhI eosk <#
ƒ

i', @ih, fi; ekoD s[w pos B/w ;ziw eos/ j' ;' t;s w?I gkJh.

fenk tos B/w eoT[ <#
sp oki/ g[fSnkL @eT[D t;s s?I gkJh, fi; s/ s/ok ;zs'y j{nk j? <#
ej/, @ih w?I wjK

g[oy dk doFB ehnk j?, fi; e/ doFB w[efs gkJh j?#.

sp oki/ efjnkL @s/oh fBFk j'Jh j? T[;e/ doFB <# sp pkDhJ/ efjnkL @ih
gow/;o fwfbnk, sK fBFk dh fenk ubhj? <# sp oki/ efjnk L @o/ pkDhJ/ !
ebi[r w?I n?;k eT[D[ j? wjK g[oy fi;e/ doFB w[efs gkJhn? <# ej?L @ih
n?;k pkpk BkBe j?, fi;e/ doFB w[efs gkJhsh j?#. sp T[B pkDhn?I pkp/
BkBe ih eh pkDh gqrN eoh. sp oki/ f;tBkfG pkDh ;[Dh, ;[fDe? fsqgs
j'fJ rfJnk. o'w o'w wrB j'fJ rfJnk. r[o{ pkp/ dh pkDh i' ;[Dh
oki/ ;wMh. @o/ pkDhn? ! s{z w/o/ sKJh ngB/ Bkb b? ub ijK r[o{ pkpk
BkBe j?, w?I doFB d/yT[#I . sp T[B pkDhn? efjnkL @ih fJT[I sz{ ub?, sK
fenk ikg? s{z gj[zu ;efj_ fe Bk ;efj_ < go s{z ihn ftu nokX, s/o/ skJhI
JhjK jh fwb?rk#. sp oki/ f;tBkfG efjnkL @fi; Xosh r[o{ pkpk BkBe
ofjsk j?, ;' Xosh s{z ej[#.
ej? L @ih bkj"o s/ e'; gzdoK eosko g[o pzfBnk j?, gzikp eh Xosh
wKfj, T{jK r[o{ pkpk BkBe ofjsk j?. ;EkB sbtzvh okfJ G'fJ GZNh eh,
okth e/ gko,
ƒ

fJj pkDhJ/ dk T[so j?.

141

Bkw ;[EkB okth d/ T[oko eosko g[o pzfBnk j?, T{jK wjKg[oy ofjsk
j?. ;GBh EkJhI j?, ijK ijK nokXhn?. sjK sjK jkio j?#. sp oki/ efjnkL
@sT[ ub' bkj"o eT[, i' ikfJ eo do;B eoT[#. sp pkDhn? efjnkL i' @ih
wjK g[oy ek ;[GkT[ j?, uZb e? e'Jh Bkjh nZgfVnk#. ej?L @ih s{z nkgD/
nksw/ nzdo nokX, r[o{ pkpk nzsoikwh j?, s[M eT[ JhjK jh fwb?rk#. sp
oki/ f;tBkfG J/j[ pks wzB bhsh. sp T[j pkDhnK ftdk j'nk. T[B pkDhn?
ubsh t/oh efjnkL fi okik ih ! s{z XzB j?,I r[o{ pkpk BkBe s?~ fwb/rk, go
s{z by ;efj_rk BkjhI. fenk ikg/ fes o{g s[M eT[ nkfJ do;B d/fjrk <
i'rh e/ o{g, fe pqkjwD e/ o{g, fe vzvXkoh e/ o{g, fe fdrzpo e/ o{g, fe
yZsqh e/ o{g, fe p?okrh e/ o{g, fe ;zfBnk;h e/ o{g, pqjwukoh e/ o{g, ebzdo
e/ o{g, fe fjzd{ e/ o{g, fe w[;bwkB e/ o{g, ns/ ;G o{g T[;d/ j?B. fJT[I
Bk ikDhn? s/o? skJhI fes o{g do;B d/t?rk. Uj nfpBk;h g[oy j?.
s{z ;wMsk ojhn?#.
sp Uj pkDhnK T{jK s/ ijki Go e/ ufbnk. oki/ eT[ fgS/ pj[s
T[dk;h j' ojh r[o{ pkp/ e/ doFB eh. ;dk ;dk fusktBh eo?. ;'ts/, p?ms/,
T[ms/ nm gjo r[o{ pkp/ dh ukj ftu oj/. nT[o mT[o wB mjokt? BjhI,
fBskgqfs pkp/ jh eh ukj ftu oj/. sp oki? ihn Bkb ehsk, i'-ekJh rb
fgS? pkpk BkBe bfynk ikt?. j'os rZb/ BjhI jZE nktD dk, fJj rb jE
nkt?. i' GbhnK ;o{ghnK fJ;sqhnK p[bkJhnK, T[B eT[ oki/ efj Sfvnk, i'
@e'Jh uj[ toBK ftu ceho

142

T[dk;h nkt?, fs;eh y{p ;/tk eoBh, no T[;e' w'j b? ikDk#. wsbp J/j i'
r[o{ pkpk BkBe w'fjnk Bk ikt?rk-. np oki/ GbhnK ;o{ghnK u/ohnK g?dk
ehshnK. T[B eT[ efjnkL i' e'Jh nkt?, fs;eh ;/tk eoj[. e'Jh ;zfBnk;h,
pqjwukoh, i'rh, fdrzpo, t?FB', fjzd{, w[;bwkB j't,/ ceho dot/F j't?, nshs
p?okrh j't?, fs;eh ;/tk eoj[. n?;h ;/tk eoj[ fi T[;ek Xow S[N ikfJ#.
oki/ e/ ihn J/j tosh-fi e'Jh g{ok j'fJrk, ;' fse;k Xow Bk jo/rk. no
i' ebh ekb ek j'fJrk fs;ek Xow Bk oj/rk. efb wfj g{ok pkpk BkBe
j? nto e'Jh BkjhI. gkJhn? sK fJ; jh pks gkJhn?, Bkso j'o pks BjhI
gktD/ eh. pkpk BkBe nzsoikwh g{oB g[oy j?, oki/ e/ nokXB/ eoe? nkt?rk.
sp T[[j pkDhnK T{jK s/ gzikp eh Xosh ikfJ gj[sk. p'b' tkfjr[o{.

143

d{ih T[dk;h
†„ d{ih T[dk;h dZyD dh ;?d', ;hj'I s/ to[D
» ;fsr[o gq;kfd..

d[shnk Udk;h ehsh dZyD eh, njko[ sbh Gfo o/s eh eofj. sdj[z g?ohI
yVktK ekm ehnk. jfE nk;k. f;fo o;/ gb/N./ pKjK iKxK o;/ gb/N/ fNek
fp_d[bh ek. sdj[ Bkfb ;?d' iN[ iks x/j' Ekƒ. sdj[ pkpk XBk;oh„ d/f;
ikfJ fBefbnk. sp e'Jh fdB T{jK oj/. sp okfs e? ;w?I ;?d' ns? ;hj' iks
x/j' d't?… dohnkfJ iktfB, ;/tk eoB gfjo okfs ofjzdh ~ iktfB. ns/ wfB
ftfu XofB i' r[o{ y'nki/ s/ gkJh j?†. sT[ r[o{ T[s? EkfJ gkJh j?.
fJe ;y?‡ UBK nkfynkL @i' n;hI Gh ;/tk eoK fss[ do[#. J/e fdB, fJe
okfs eT[ d/yfB sK fJe[ wod[ ufbnk nKtdk j?, jfE wSh j?;[.
ƒ

@;?d' iN[ iks x'j' Ek# dh EK# jkL tkL B[L ftu n?T[I j? @;?d'I s/ x/j' iZN Bkb E/#.
j' ;edk j? fJ;dh w[okd @sBk;ow s'I j't./

jkL tkL B[L ftu J/E/ gkm j? @;?d' ns/ x/j' d't/I ;hj' dk Bkw BjhI, nr/ ik e/ ;?d' dh iks x/j' J/;
B[;y/ ftu ph fbyh j?, d/y' ;khy †ˆ dh nyhobh ;so, ;hj'I s/ ;?d' d'fJ iks d/ x/j' f;X j{zd/ jB.

@i' r[o{HHHs'HI HHgkJh j?# fJj gkm jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

gkmKsq @;w?#I .

144

sK U;[ wod g[fSnkL @s[;hI eT[D jT[ <# sdj[z ;?d' ns/ ;hj' ƒp'fbnkL @i'
n;hI r[o{ BkBe e/ f;y jK#. sp okfs e? ;w?I T[; wod g[fSnkl @s[;hI ejK
ub/ jT[ <# sp ;?d' p'fbnk i' @ih n;hI fBskgqs gjo[ okfs B[ y'nki/
dh ;/tk eofD iKd/ jK, i' n;kv? r[o{ y'nki/ s/ jh gkfJnk j?„# sp ;?d'
g[fSnkL @ih s[;hI eT[D jT[ < feE? iktj[r/ <# sp Uj[ wod[ p'fbnk, i' @w?I
y'nkik jK, r[o{ gkf; iKdk jK, fBsgqfs fJs[ ;w? iKdk jK ;/tk eofD.
nki[ wSbh G/fN b? ufbnk jK.# sd ;?d' ;hj'I nkfJ g?oh g?o gJ/, nkfyUB?L
@ih ! n;hI nkyd/ jK, i'-r[o{ s[;K s/ gkfJnk j?-ns/ s[;hI nkyd/ jT[ i'-n;hI
fBskgqfs ;/tk eofD iKd/ jK, ni[ r[o{ ih eh G/fN wS[bh b? ub/ jK-#.
sdj[ y[nki/ fydfo nkfynkL @J/ ;kfjp e/ b'e[ ! w?I gkDh jK, ns/
Uj[ gT[D[ r[o{ j?, w?I eJh tko U; s/ T[gfink jK,no eJh tko T[;
wfj ;wkfJ rfJnk jK#. sp ;?d' ns/ ;hj'… ikfs x/j' d't? f;y nkfJ
r[o{ gkf; g?oh gJ/. sdj[z r[o{ g[fSnkL @ni[ s;h fJ; tys/ feT[I nkJ/ <
nkr/ fdfB uV/ nkts/# sp ;?d' x/j[ d[jhI p/Bsh efo ;[DkJh y[nki/ fwb/ eh.
sp pkpk p'fbnkL-;b'e[ wL „† ..
nmh gjoh nm yzv Bktk yzv[ ;oho[.. fs;[ ftfu
ƒ

ns? ;hIj'# jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.
J/E/ @n;hI Gh y[nki/ gk; jh iKd/ jK#. gkm jkL tkL B[L ftu tkX{ j?.

@;hj'# dh EK jkL tkL B[;y/ ftu @x/j'# j?.

fJj ;b'e d{;o/ gksFkj ih dk j?. fbykoh dh G[Zb j?.

145

BT[fBfX Bkw[ J/e[ Gkbfj r[Dh rjho[.. eowtzsh ;kbkfjnk BkBe efo
r[o[ gho[.. uT[E? gjfo ;pkj e? ;[ofsnk

T[gi?

ukT[..

fsBk

dohnktk

f;T[ d';sh wfBw[fy ;uk BkT[.. UE/ nzfwqs[ tzvhn? eowh j'fJ g;kT[.. ezuB
ekfJnk e;hn? tzBh uV? uVkT[.. i/ j't? Bdfo ;okc eh pj[fV B gkJh
skT[.. ;sh gjoh ;s[ Gbk pjhn? gfVnk gkf;.. UE? gkg[ g[zB[ phukohn? e{V?
xN? okf;.. UE? y'N? ;Nhnfj yo/ ehufj ;kpkf;.. p'bD[ ckdb[ BkBek
d[y[ ;[y[ y;w? gkf;..ƒ.. wL„ƒ.. gT[D[ r[o{ gkDh fgsk wksk Xofs wjs[..
fdB;[ okfs d[fJ dkJh dkfJnk y/b? ;rb irs[.. uzfrnkJhnk p[fonkJhnK
tku/ Xow[ jd{fo.. eowh nkg' nkgDh e/ B/V? e/ d{fo.. fiBh Bkw[ fXnkfJnk
rJ/ w;efs xkfb.. BkBe s/ w[y T[ib/ j'o e/sh S[Nh Bkfb..„..
sfp r[o{ pkpk XBk;oh d/f; e'Jh fdB ofjnk. UE? b'e BkT[ Xohe
f;y„ j'J,/ r[o{ r[o{ br? igfD.

†…H nBGh ;o/tVk
sp fJe ;o/tV/ ek wN[ Ek, T[; eh b'e[ pj[s
ƒ

fJj ;b'e ig[ih d/ nyho ph j?, s/ fJj wkM dh tko ftu wL„ j/m j?, UE/ @e/sh# s'I gfjbK @j'o#
gkm tZX j? s/ e[M E'Vk E'Vk j'o ph coe j?. wLƒ dk fJj' i/jk Fb'e okr wko{ ftu ph j?, fs;dk gkm n?T[I
j?L-gT[D r[o{ gkDh fgsk iksk.. T[do ;zi'rh Xosh wksk.. o?fD fdB;[ d[fJ dkJh dfJnk ir[ y/b? y/bkJhj/..

@f;Zy# gkm jkL tkL B[L dk j?.

146

g{ik eo? sp T[; ;[fDnk i' r[o{ nkfJnk j?, sK T[j[ nkgD/ f;y w/fb efo b?
nkfJnk.

nkfJ

do

e/

pkjfo

tkfo

ftSktfD

ehs/

pkjo

p?mk,

no[ r[o{ i'r[ nkfy G/fiU;[, i' pkjfo nkT[. sp r[o{ pkpk pkjfo nkfJnk.
sdj[ nBGhƒ ;o/tV? g[fSnk r[o{ pkp? i'r,[ @i' sz{ nzB[ BtK g[okDk yktsk j?,
ns? uzfD G[B/ yktsk j?„, ns/ gkDh mzYk ghtsk j? fpB[ SfDnk… pfB M{fD
M{fD yKdk j?, ns? r[o{ ejKtdk j?, ;' s? fenk r[D[† gkfJnk j? i' fBskgqfs
ihnK wkodk j?<# sp r[o{ pkpk p'fbnk okr[ wkM eh tko gT[VhL;fsr[o[ j'fJ dfJnkb[ s ;oXk g{ohn?.. ;fsr[o[ j'fJ dfJnkb[ B epj{z
M{ohn?.. ;fsr[o[ j'fJ dfJnkb[ sk d[y[ B ikDhn?.. ;fsr[o[ j'fJ dfJnkb[ sK
jfo ozr[ wkDhn?.. ;fsr[o[ j'fJ dfJnkb[ sk iw ek vo[ e/jk.. ;fsr[o[ j'fJ
dfJnkb[ sk ;d jh ;[[y[ d/jk.. ;fsr[o[ j'fJ fdnkb[ sk BtfBfX
gkJhn?.. ;fsr[o[ j'fJ dfJnkb[ s ;fu ;wkJhn?..„‡..
;b'e[ wL ƒ..
f;o[ y'jkfJ ghnfj wbtkDh i{mk wzfr wzfr ykjh.. c'fb cdhjfs w[fj b?fB
GVk;k gkDh d/fy ;rkjh.. G/vk tkrh f;o[ y'jkfJfB GohnfB jE ;[nkjh..
wkT{ ghT{ feos[ rtkfJfB Npo o'tfB Xkjh.. UBk fgzv[
ƒ

jkL tkL B[L ftu @nBGh# dh EK @BkoGh# j?.
@ns/ uzfD G[B/ yktsk j?# fJj gkL jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

@fpB[ SkfDnk# jkL tkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?.

fJE'I d/ gkm @r[D# dh EK jkL tkL B[;y/ ftu @rokDk# j?.

147

B gsfb fefonk B dhtk w[J/ feEkT{ gkjh.. nfm;fm shoE d/fB B Y'Jh
pqjwD nzB[ B ykjh.. ;dk e[uhb ojfj fdB oksh wE? fNe/ Bkjh.. M[vz h
gkfJ pjfB fBfs woD? dfV dhpkfD B ikjh.. beh ek;/ jEh c[wD nr'
fgSh ikjh.. Bk UfJ i'rh Bk UfJ izrw Bk UfJ ekih w[b
z K.. df: ftr'J/
fcofj ftr[s/ fcNk ts? rbk.. ihnk wkfo ihtkb/ ;'Jh nto[ B e'Jh oy?..
dkBj[ s? fJ;BkBj[ tzi/ G;[ gJh f;fo y[E?.. gkDh ftuj[ osB T[gBz /
w/o[ ehnk wkXkDh.. nm;fm shoE d/th Ekg/ g[oph br? pkDh.. BkfJ fBtkik
Bks? g{ik BktfB ;dk ;[ikDh.. w[fJnk ihtfdnk rfs j't? iK f;fo gkJhn?
gkDh.. BkBe f;fo y[E/ ;?skBh J/Bk rb B GkDh.. t[m? j'fJn? j'fJ
fpbktb[ ihnk i[rfs ;wkDh. t[m? nzB[ ewkd[ egkjk ;G;? gVdk j't?. t[m?
xkj[ uofj fBfs ;[ojh ;kXB djh ftb't?.. fss[ fxfJ j'w ir ;d g{ik
gfJn? ekoi[ ;'j?.. r[o{ ;w[zd Bdh ;fG f;yh Bks? fis[ tfvnkJh.. BkBe i/
f;oy[E/ BktfB Bkjh sk ;fs uN/ f;fo SkJh..ƒ..wL„ƒ. nrh gkbk fe
eo/ ;{oi e/jh okfs.. uzd nB/ok fe eo?

gT[D gkDh fenk ikfs.. Xosh

uhih fe eo/ fi;[ ftfu ;G[ feS[ j'fJ.. BkBe sk gfs ikDhn? ik gfs
oy? ;'fJ..„..
ƒ

fJj ;b'e wL„ dk j?. fe;/ fbykoh s'I T[sko/ t/b/ T[gob/ ;b'e d/ Bkb brdk fJj ;b'e Gh
fbfynk frnk ikgdk j?.

148

id r[o{ pkp/ fJj[ ;b'e[ nkfynk, sK nBGhƒ ;o/tVk nkfJ„ g?oh gfJnk..
BkT[ Xkohe[ f;y… j'nk. r[o{ r[o{ brk igfD. fss[ wjfb fp;wkfd ftfu
XBk;oh d/; J/j tko[ j'Jh ;kg{oB wkM eh, sdj[z ;?d' x/j' fbyh ;zg{oB[ gVDh.
sp XBk;oh d/f; pj[s[ BkT[ Xohe f;y… j'J./ fJe wzih T{jk Gh j?.
p'bj[ tkfjr[o{. sdj[z pkpk ih UEj[z otd/ oj/.

††H eT[vk okyF
sdj[ ;w[zdq eh po/sh e/ nX ftfu Gy† fpbkfJIfs fB‡ j?. T{jk okeF[ nkdwh
Gydk Ek. XBk;oh d/; ekˆ. sjK pkpk ikfJ gqrfNnk, Bkfb ;?d' ;hj' ikN
iks x/j' E/‰. sp oke;[ nkfJnk. d/fy eo eVkjk sgkfJnk. sp pkp/
i'r[ gefV b? rfJnk d/fy efo jf;nkŠ. sp ;?d' ns/ ;hj' br?
p?okr[ eofD‹..
ƒ

@nBGh dh EK jkL tkL B[L ftu gkm @nkfJe?# j? rkbpB, @nBGh# :k @BkoGh# ;o/tV/ dk Bkw j?.
@nkfJ# jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

@f;Zy gkm jkL tkL B[L dk j?.

@Gy# gkm jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

@fB# gkm jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.
ˆ
@ek# dh EK jkL tkL B[L ftu @s/ uZb#/ j?.

jkL tkL B[L ftu n?T[I gkm j?L @Bkb ;?d' ns/ x/j' ns/ ;hj' iN E/#.
Š
@d/fy efo jf;nk# gkm jkL tkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI j?.

jkL tkL B[;y/ ftu J/E/ wodkBk ph Bkb fbfynk j?, gkm n?T[I j?L- @;?d' ns/ x/j' ns/ wodkBk br/
p?okr eoB#.

149

nkfyUB? i' @n;kv/ ihnV/ Gh eVkj/ ftfu sbhnfBr?ƒ.# sp pkpk sgs/ eVkj/
ftfu ikfJ p?mk. sdj[ fp;wkd e? xfo nkfJnkL fss[ wjfb ;pd[ j'nk okr
wko{ ftu wLƒ„Lc{N' nKvk Gow ek wBfj GfJU gork;[.. ekNh p/oh grj s/ r[fo ehBh pzfd
ybk;[..ƒ.. nktD ikD[ ofjU.. sgs eVkjk p[fM rfJnk r[fo ;hsb
Bkw[ dhU..ƒ.. ojkT[.. ip s/ ;kX{ ;zr[ GfJnk sT[ S'fv rJ/ fBrjko..
fi;eh nNe fs;s/ S[Nh sT[ ejk eo? e'Ntko..„.. u{ek Gkok eow ek j'J/
fBjeowk..

;kro

s/

ezY?

uV/

r[fo

ehB/

Xowk..….. ;u[ EkB[ ;u[ p?mek ;u[ ;[nkT[ pDkfJnk. ;u[ g{zih ;u[ tyo'
BkBe xfo gkfJnk..†..‡..ƒ†..
sdj[ G[y t/brkJh. oke;[ ekVk… sgfs ofjnk†, eVkjk sg' Bkjh ;hsb
j'fJ rfJnk. sp nkfJ g?ohI gfJnk, sK nkfyU;[L @ih w/oh w[efs eo[#.
sp ;hj'I gkj[b fdsh. BkT[ Xohe[ f;y‡ j'nk. w[efs eT[ ufbnk, w[efs
GfJnk. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.
ƒ

@sbhnBr?# dh EK jkL tkL B[L ftu gkm j?L @ftDkj?#=wsbp j? fe BkF eo/rk.
fJj Fpd gzuw gksFkj ih dk j?, wLƒ fbyDk fbykoh dh G[Zb j?.

Gkt j? @eVkjk#.

sdj[ G[Zy t/brkJhHHHs'HI HHsgs ofjnk# dh EK jkL tkL B[L ftu n?T[I j?L- @sp okeF dh G[Zy fpbkfJ

rJh#.


@f;y# gkm jkL tkL B[L dk j?.

150

†‡H w]d{w pjktdh
(r[ow[yK tkbh ;kyh)
sdj[z pkpk otdk ofjnk, ;w[zdq eh po/sh ftfu, nr? wyd{w
pjktdhƒ ;w[zdq ftfu w[;b/ T[gfo gfJnk y/bdk Ek. sp r[o{ Gh ikfJ
gqrfNnk. sp wyd{w pjktdh d/fy efo ;bkw[ gkfJnk, nkfyU;[L ;bkwk nb?e
dot/;[ !# sp pkp? ipkp[ fdsk, nkfyU;[ L @nb?ew ;bkw[ wyd{w pjktdh
e[o/;h !# sp d;sg';h b/efo p?fm rfJnk. sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL
@BkBe dot/; ! ub[ ;w[zdq ek ;?b[ efo nktjK#. sp pkp? nkfynkL @wyd{w
pjktdh ! ed/ ;?b[ eod/ B{ eS[ Bdfo Gh nkfJU <# sp wyd{w pjktdh
nkfynkL @BkBe„ ! fJe fdB fJe w[Bkok Bdfo nkfJnk#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL
@ikfj T[; eh ypfo b? nkT[#. sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL @puB j't? ih#
sp wyd{w pjktdh w[;bk ;w[zdq ftfu gkfJnk, y/vdk y/vdk ikfJ fBefbnk.
iK d/y/ sK fJe w[Bkok j?. sp wyd{w pjktdh T[E? rfJnk. nr/ ikt?, sK
ph; wod p?m/ jfB. UE? ikfJ ;bkw gkfJU;[, d;sgzik b?efo p?fm rfJnk.
sp oks gJh, sp fJeh; GKv/ ykfD e/ no; s/… T[so/. sdj[ ykDk cehoK
ykXk, uko/
ƒ

jkL tkL B[L ftu gkm @wys{zw pjktdh j?#.
gkmKsq j?L @BkBe ih#.

@no; s/# gkm jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

151

gjo y[dkfJ eh pzdrh eod/ oj/. ip fdB[ ufVnk sp Uj ph; wod ubd/
oj/. sp wyd{w pjktdh Uj[ fdB Gh UE? jh ofjnk. sp gjo fdB[ ufVnk,
sp fJe[ p'fjEkƒ nkfJ fBefbnk, fcfo Uj[ brk v[pfD. sp wyd{w pjktdh
y[dkfJ nkr? jE yV/ ehs/ @i' fJj p'fjEk w?I yfVnK„ Bk v[p?#. sp p'fjEk
v[pD? s/ ofj rfJnk. ip okfs gJh sp UfJ wod fcfo nkJ/, nkfJ oks
fJem/ oj/. sp nrk; s/… ykDk T[so? Bkjh. sp okfs ceho y[dkfJ dk
f}ej eod/ oj/. ip ;[pkj j'Jh, sp Uj[ wod fcfo ubd/ oj/. sp wyd{w
pjktdh Uj[ fdB[ Gh T[E? ofjnk, sp Uj[ wod T[fm rJ/†. ip d{;ok fdB
j'nk, sp T[j[ w[Bkok brk YjfD. sp wyd{w pjktdh Gh jEK i'V,/ nkfyn;[L
@i' w?I p?fmnK w[Bkok Bk Yj?#. sp w[Bkok YjfD s/ ofj rfJnk. ip okfs
gJh, sp Gh Uj[ wod nkJ/, okfs fJem/ fwfb p?m./ sp fcfo ykDk no; s/
T[so/ Bkjh. sdj[z T[Bk :koK‡ nkfynk, @i' fef; pdpys y[dkfJ e/ ehs/ ftfu
c"o[ˆ gkfJnk j?#. sp nkg' ftuh br/ ftuko eofD, g[SfD. sp wyd{w
pjktdh nkfynk, i' @w?I

p'fjEk ns/ w[Bkok ofynk j?#. sp UBk wodK

g[fSnk @J/ dot/; ! s/ok BkT[ fenk j? <# sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynk, w/ok
BkT[I wyd{w pjktdh gho[ j?#. sp T[BK wodK nkfynkL @J/ dot/; !
ƒ

ijkia.
@w?I yfVnk# jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

gkmKsq j?I @noF s/#.

@sp T[j wod T[fm rJ/# gkm jkL pkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

gkmKsq-wodK.
ˆ
gkmKsq-c/o

152

J/E/ ghoK gkfs;kjK eh mT[fV BKjhI, gho gkfs;kj d[BhnK ftfu ;'Ijd/ j?B, ns?
y[dkfJe/ okj ek do[ BhtK j?, ns? ghoK gks;kjK ek f;o[ T[uk j?#. sp
wyd{w pjktdh ;bkwknb/e efoe? w[;bk ubkfJIdk ofjnk, nkfD w[;bk ;w[d
z q
ftfu gkfJU;[. w[;b/ T[gfo ufV p?mk, go w[;bk ub/ Bkjh, ukfo gjo
fdB[ dohnkT[ ftu p?mk ofjnk, iK fdB[ brk bjfD, sK Uj[ wod Gh nkJ/,
sp d/yfB sK ;w[zdq ftu p?mk j? <# sp UBK wodK g[fSnk i' J/ dot/; s{z
feT[I p?mk j?I <# sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL @i' w/ok w;bk BjhI ubdk#.
sp UBK f;yK nkfynk @;fsr[o{ BkBe BkT[I fbyƒ, i' s/ok w[;bk ukb?#.
sp ;fsr[o{ BkBe[ fbfynk„. sd wyd{w pjktdh ek w[;bk ufbnk. sp pkp/
gkf; nkfJnk ;bkw[ efoe? p?fm rfJnk. sfp pkp/ g[fSnkL @fenk fvm' wyd{w
pjktdh <# sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL @ih s{z ;G ikDdk j?,I s/fonK dk;K
dk ;dek sT[ skJhI nkfJ gj[zfunk jK#. sp pkpk p'fbnk ;b'eLwLƒ.. ;T[ T[bQkw/ fdB? e/ oksh fwbfB ;jz;..
f;cfs ;bkjD[ Sfve? eozrh brk jz;[..ƒ..

sp pkpk p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L @wyd{w pjktdh !

ƒ

fby dh EK jkL pkL B[L ftu gkm j? @nokX#.
jkL tkL B[;y/ ftu gkm j?L-@sp wyd{w pjktdh ;fsr[o BkBe ~ nokfXnk#.

sp pkpkHHHs'HI HHUE? pjfB# se gkm jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

153

eow eozr[ j?l UE? jz;k dk wƒ Bkjh j?, i' UE? pjfB# sdj[z wyd{w pjktdh
nkfJ g?o u[w./ fss[ wjfb ;pd[ j'nk okr[ ;qh okr ftfu wL ƒ..
w[ekw efo xfo p?;Dk fBs ubD? eh X'y.. w[ekw[ sk go[ ikDhn? ik oj?
fBjub[ b'e..ƒ.. d[Bhnk e?f; w[ekw?.. efo f;de[ eoDh you[ pkXj[ bkfr
oj[ Bkw?..ƒ.. ojkT[. i'rh s nk;D[ efo pj? w[bk pj? w[ekfw.. gzfvs
tykDfj g'Ehnk f;X pfjj d/t ;EkfB..„.. ;[o f;X rD rzXop w[fBiB ;/y
gho ;bko.. dfo e{u e{uk efo rJ/ nto/ fG ubDjko..….. ;[bskB ykB
wb{e T[wo/ rJ/ efo efo e{u[.. xVh w[jfs fe ubDk fdb ;wM[ s{z fG
gj{u.[ .†.. ;pdkj wkfj tykDhn? ftobk s p{M? e'fJ.. BkBe[ tykD? p/Bsh
ifb

Efb

wjhnfb

;'fJ..‡..

nbkj[

nby[

nrzw

ekdo[ eoDjko[ eohw[.. ;G d[Bh nktD/ iktDh w[ekw J/e[ ojhw[..ˆ..
w[ekw[ fs;B' nkyhn? fi;[ f;f; B j'th b/y[.. n;wkB[ Xosh ub;h w[ekw[ Ujh
J/e[..‰.. fdB oft ub? fBf; ;f; ub? skfoek by gb'fJ.. w[ekw[ Ujh
J/e[ j? BkBek ;u[ p[r'fJ..Š..ƒ‰..
ƒ

wkb{w j[zdk j?, ww/ dh EK n;b g'Eh ftu gkm @ezw# ;h. T[sko/ eoB tkb/ s'I @ez# ofj frnk j?.
n?;hnK s[eK dZ;dhnK jB fe tb?s tkbh ;kyh ph fe;/ j'o g'Eh dk T[skok j?, n;b[ eosk dk B[;yk BjhI j?.
i/ @w Bkjh# ~ @wBkjh# gVQhJ/ sK @wBkjh# fJ;sqh fbzr j? gfjb/ @dk# g[fbzr fgnk j?.

154

sp wyd{w pjktdh w[;bk jEjz[ ;fN gkfJnk. sdj[z wyd{w pjktdh ~
j[ew j'nkL @i' ikfj s{ gho[ efo#. sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL @ih w?I fe;
~ gho eoK. sp pkp? puB[ ehskL @fi; ~ ;/y cohdƒ ehsk j?#. sp wyd{w
pjktdh ;bkw[„ ehsk, d;s gzik fbnk pkp/ ftdk ehsk. p'bj[ tkfjr[o[.

†ˆH f;ZXk Bkb r';fN
pkpk Gh T[Ej[z otdk ofjnk, ;w[zdo e/ nX ftfu rfJnk. nr/ wfSzdo
ns/ r'oy[ BkE p?m/ E/. sp wfSzdo fvZmk, d/y efo nkfyT[;[L @r'oyBkE ! fJj
eT[D[ nKtdk j? dohnkT[ ftfu <# sp r'oyBkE nkfynkL @ih J/j[ BkBe j?#.
sp pkpk ikfJ gqrfNnkL @nkd/;[ nkd/;[# efoe? p?fm rfJnk. sp fwSzdq
g[ZfSnk, nkfyT[;[L @BkBe ! ;z;ko ;kro[ e/jk e[ fvm' < fes[ fpfX
dohnkT[ sfoT[ < sp pkpk p'fbnk, ;pd[ okr okwebh ftfu wL ƒ..
fis[ dfo t;fj etB[ do[ djhn? dok Ghsfo do[ etB[ bj?.. fi;[ do
ekofD fcok T[dk;h ;' do[ e'Jh nkfJ ej?..ƒ.. feB fpfX ;kro[ sohn?..
ihtfsnk Bj wohn?..ƒ.. ojkT[.. d[y[ dotkik o'j[ oytkbk nk;k nzd/;k
d[fJ gN iV/.. wkfJnk ib[ ykJh gkDh
ƒ

J/E/ ph w[okd cohd;kBh, F/y fpokjw s'I ikgdh j?, fi; ~ r[o{ ih d' t/oh fwb e/ T[gd/F eo

u[e/ ;/.

;bkw dh EK jkLtkLB[L ftu gkm @wb{w# j?.

155

xo[ pkfXnk ;s e? nk;fD g[oy[ oj?..„.. fezs/ Bkwk nzs[ B ikfDnK
s[w ;fo Bkjh nto[ jo/.. T{uk Bjh ejDk wB wfj ojDk nkg/ ikD? nkfg
eo/..….. ip nk;k nzd/;k sp jh feT[ efo Je[ ej?.. nk;k Ghsfo oj?
fBok;k sT[ BkBe J/e[ fwb?..†.. fJB fpfX ;kro[ sohn?.. ihtfsnk
fJT[ wohn?..ƒ.. ojkT[ d{ik..…..
fss[ wjfb ;pd j'nk okwebh ftfu wLƒ..L;[ofs ;pd[ ;kyh w/oh f;zCh pki? b'e[ ;[D./ . gs[ M'bh wzrD e? skJh Ghfynk
Bkw[ gV/..ƒ.. pkpk r'oy[ ir?.. r'oy ;' fifB r'fJ T[mkbh eos/ pko B
bkr?..ƒ.. ojkT[.. gkDh gqkDh gtfD pzfX oky? uzd[ ;{oi[ w[fy dhJ/.. woD
ihtD eT[ Xosh dhBh J/s/ r[D ft;o/..„.. f;X ;kfXe no[ i'rh izrw gho
g[o; pj[s/o./ . i/ fsBk fwbk s ehofs nkyk sk wB[ ;/t eo/..…..
ekrd[ b{D oj? fxqs ;zr/ gkDh ewb[ oj?.. n?;/ Grs fwbfj iB BkBe
fsB iw[ fenk eo?..†..†..
sp c/o wfSzdo p'fbnk. nkfyU;[L @BkBe ! i'r b?, i' v'bD? s/ oj?,I
Gtib[ ;[ykbk sofj_#. sdj[ r[o{ p'fbnk, ;pd[ okr[ okwebh ftu wLƒ..L;[fD wkfSzdqk BkBe[ p'b?. t;rfs gzu eo/ Bj v'b?.. n?;h i[rfs i'r
eT[ gkb/.. nkfg so? ;rb? e[b sko/..ƒ.. ;' nT[X{s[ n?;h wfs gkt?..
nfjfBf; ;[zfB ;wkfX ;wkt?..ƒ.. ojkT[.. fGfynk GkfJ Grfs g? ub?..
j't? ;[ fsqgfs ;zs'fy nw[b?. fXnkB o{fg j'fJ

156

nk;D[ gkt?. ;fu Bkfw skVh fus[ bkt?..„.. BkBe[ p'b? nzfwqs pkDh.. ;[fD
wkfSzdqk nT[X{ Bh;kDh.. nk;k wkfj fBok;[ tbkJ/.. fBjuT[ BkBe eos/
gkJ/..….. gqDtfs BkBe[ nrw[ ;[DkJ/. r[o u/b/ eh ;zfX fwbkJ/.. dhfynk
dko{ G'iB[ ykfJ.. fSn do;B eh ;'Mh gkfJ..†..‡..
sp r'oy BkE p/Bsh ehshl nkfyU;[L @ih r[o ghohƒ s[;kvh oj[okf; j?.
nkfd i[rkfd„ ubh nkJh j?.# sp pkp/ nkfynk, @etB r[o{ eoj r'oy BkfE
<# sp r'oyBkfE nkfynk, @ihT[ n?;k eT[D[ j? < i' s[wko? wZE? jE[ oy?.
go[ Uj[ Jh s[wok r[o{, i' s[wko/ nzr s? g?dk j't?…#. sp pkp? nkfynkL @Gbk
j't?#. sdj[ pkpk otdk ofjnk. r';fN wfSzdq Bkfb ;zg{oB j'Jh.
pkDh ;?d' iN iks x/j' fbyh†. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.

†‰H fFtBkG, gqkD ;zrbh
sp f;zxbkdhg eh ;[ofs j'Jh. ikfJ ;w[zdq
ƒ

gkmKsq j? @r[o gho#.
i[rkfd# dh EK gkmKsq j?, @T[j ;zB#.

r'oy BkE ~ gsk BjhI ;h fe r[o{ BkBe d/t ih nkgD/ r[o{ dk gsk nkg d/ u[e/ jB- @ngozgo
gkopqjw gow/;o[ BkBe r[o{ fwfbnk ;/Jh ihT[. @r'oy BkE dh w[okd e/tb fJj ikgdh j? fe s{z fe;/ nZr/
BjhI M[eDk, f;tk T[;d/ fe fi;~ s{z nkg w[ezwb eo/Irk, fi; dk fJFkok r[o{ nzrd d/t ih tZb j' ;edk j?.
fe;/ nZr/ Bk M[eD pkps nkg Gh r[o{ BkBe d/t ih B/ dZf;nk j?L @phiT[ ;{M/ e' Bjh pj? d[bhuk gkfJ.#
noEks f;tkJ/ BkEK d/ BkE tkfjr[o{ d/ w/o/ ;kjwD/ d[bhuk ftSk e/ pfjD tkbk w?~ e'Jh BjhI fd;dk.

@pkDhHHHs'HI HHfbyh# jkL tkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

157

n;rkj ftfu yV/ j'fJ. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @J/jk n;rkj ;w[zdo feT[I efo
sohn?, bzxhn?L sdj[ f;yK p/Bsh ehsh, ;?d' ns/ ;hj' nkfynkL @ih s/o/ j[efw
Bkfb gjkV sofB#. sp r[o{ p'fbnk, nkfyU;[, i/ @J/j ;b'e gVd/ nktj[#L» ;fsBkw[ eosk g[oy[ fBoGT[ fBot?o[ nekb w{ofs ni{Bh ;?Gz
r[ogq;kfd..
sp pkpk p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L @fi;[ f;y d? w[fj_ J/j[ ;b'e[ j't?rk, ns/
T[j[ gVdk ikt?rk, ns? U;d? fgS? fisBh ;[D?rh, fssBh ;G Gtib[ gkfo
bzx?rh#. sp f;y g?oh gJ/, nkfyT[B? L @ih fi;B{ s[X[ Gkt? fs;B{ gkfo
T[skfo#. sdj[ gkfo rJ/. f;zxbkdhg f;tBkfG oki/ e? rfJnk. oki/ e/ pkr
p;/ok ehnk, ;w[zdq e/ gkfo. sp oki? f;T[BkfG ek BT[byk pkr[ ;[ek gfJnk
Ek, ;'jfonk j'nk. c[b[ tkb/ c[b[ gfVnk, gsk tkb? gs[ gfVnk, cb tkb/
cb[ gfVnkƒ. sp wx'o prtkB d/y?, sK pkr po;K ek ;[ek gfVnk Ek, ;'
jfonk j'nk j?. sdj[ pj[fo ikfJ ypfo oki/ f;tBkfG gkf; ehshnk;[, nkfyT[;
@ih pkjfo nkT[ ! fJe; ceho e/ p?mfD Bkfb pkr jfonk j'nk j?#. sp
oki? f;tBkfG u/ohnK G/ihnK gdwDhnK. gdwDhnK nkfJ fBofs bkrhnK eofD.
nB/e okr ozr ehs/, sp pkpk p'fbT[ BkjhI fXnkB ftfu jh ofjnk. sp
fgS[j[ okik f;T[BkG[ nkfJnk,
ƒ

gkmKsq j? @cfVnk#.

158

nkfJe? brk g[ZSfD, nkfyU;[L @r[;kJh s/ok Bkw[ fenk j? < etB ikfs j? <
s[w i'rh jT[ < feogk eohn?, sK Ghsfo wjbh ubj[#. sp pkpk
p'fbnk ;pd[ okr wko{ ftfu wLƒ..
i'rh i[rfs Bkw[ fBowkfJb[ ske? w?b[ B oksh.. gqhsw BkE[ ;dk ;u[ ;zr/
iBw woD rfs phsh..ƒ.. r[;kJh s/ok ejk Bkw[ e?;/ iksh.. ik sT[ Ghsfo
wjfb[ p[bktfj g{ST[ pks fBozsh..ƒ.. ojkT[..
sp oki/ g[fSnkL @ih s[w pqjwD jT[ <# sp pkpk gT[Vh d{ih p'fbnkLpqjwD[ pqjw[ frnkB fJ;BkB jfo r[D g{i; gksh..
J/e' Bkw[ J/e[ BokfJD[ fsqGtD J/ek i'sh..„..
sp oki? fcfo g[fSnkL @ih s[w yZsqh jT[ <# sp pkpk shih gT[Vh p'fbnkLfijpk vzvh fJj[ xN[ Skpk s'bT[ Bkw[ nikuh.. J/e' jkN[ ;kj[ ;GBk f;fo
fJe tBiko/ Gksh..…..ƒ d't? f;o/ ;fsr[o{ fBp/V/ ;' p{M? fi;[ J/e fbt bkrh
ihnj[ oj? fBGoksh.. ;pd[ t;kJ/ Gow[ u[ekJ/ ;dk ;/te[ fdB[ oksh..†..
sp oki/ f;GBkfG g[fSnk @ih s[w r'oyBkE jT[ <# sdj[ pkpk p'fbnk
gT[Vh gzithIT{gfo rrB[ rrB gfj r'oy[ skek nrw[ r[o{ g[fB
ƒ

jkL tkL B[;y/ ftu J/E/ gkm j?L- @ih s[w fjzd{ iK w[;bwkB j' < sp r[o{ pkpk u"Eh gT[Vh p'fbnkfJ; s'I ikgdk j? fe tb?s tkbh dk T[skok eoB tkb/ s'I fJj gqFB ofj frnk j?, i' gq;zr uZb/ j'J/ d/
f;bf;b/ ftu iao{oh rZb j?;h.

159

tk;h.. r[o puBh pkjfo xfo J/e' BkBe[ GfJnk T[dk;h..‡..ƒƒ..
ip r[o{ G'r[ gkfJnk, sk okik nkfJ g?oh gfJnk, p/Bsh ehshn;[l
nkfyU;[ @ih fwjfo efoe? xfo ubj[#. sp pkp/ nkfynk i' @w? fgnkdk Bkjh
ubdk#. sdj[z oki? f;tBkfG nkfynkl ih s/ok fdsk ;G feS[ j?, j[ew[ j't? sk
x'V? jkEh uVhn?, ns/ ih sys otK uVhn?#. sp r[o[ pkp? nkfynkl @i' j'
okik ! n;h wB[y eh n;tkoh eod/ jK.# sp oki/ nkfynkL @ih wB[y Gh
pj[fs j?fB ufV ubhn?#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @j' okik ! T[j[ wB[y j't? i'
okie[zfJo j't?, ns? Bro ek okik j't? fs;eh fgfm T[gfo uVQK.# sp oki/
nkfynkL @gks;kj ih ! s/ok ehsk okik w?I jK, ufV ubhn?#. sp pkpk oki/
eh fgfm T[gfo ufVnk. sp b'e br? nkyfDL @i/ okik ewbk j'nk j?#. sp
ufV efo rfJnk, ikfJ p?mk.
sp okDh uzdoebk ns/ okik f;tBkG jfE i'fV yV/ j'J,/ br/ p/Bsh
eofD i/ @ih go;kd dk j[ew j't?#. sdj[ pkp? nkfynkl @i' jwko? pos j?#.
sp oki? nkfynkL @ih n;kvk Gbk feT[I efo j't?<# sp r[o{ nkfynkL @i' wB[F
ek wk;[ j't?, sK njko[ eoK#. sp oki/ fFtBkfG nkfynk @ih s/ok ;dek
nkdwh Gh pj[s[ j?fB#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @j' okik ! Uj[ nkdwh j't? i' oki/
d/ xfo g[sq j't?, ns/ okie[zfJo[ j't?, ns? pkoj po;K dk j't?, fs;dk
wk;[ njko[ eokjK.# sp okik ns/

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okDh fuzsktkB j'J./ sp oki/ nkfynkL @j' gow/;o eh, i/ fe;/ oki/ d/ xfo
g[sq j? <# sK okDh efjnk. @s/o/ ej/ f;T feT[I efo d/t?rk, ip T[; ;kfE
i[X ehu?, ip T[j ihshn?, sK g[sq d/t?, ns? fJE? j[fD ukjhn?.# sp okDh
nkfynk @j' okik ! n;kv/ xfo sK fJe' g[sq j?, T[; eh iBw gsqh d/fy#. sp
iBw gsqh d/yh, id d/yfB sK pkoj po;K ek j'nk j?. sp oki/ efjnkL
@p/Nk s/ok ;oho[ r[o[ e? ezfw nKtdk j?, s/oh fenk wB;k j? <# sK bVek
p'fbnkL @fgsk ih fJ; s'I fenk Gbk j? < i' w/ok ;oho[ r[o[ d? ezfw nkt?#.
sp oki/ nkfynkL @i/ fJ;~ ;s fdB thtkj ehs/ j'J/ j?fB, fJ;eh fJ;sqh Gh
g[Sh ukjhn?.# sp okik ns/ okDh nkfJ B[j[ e? gkf; ikfJ p?m./ sp okik
p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L @p/Nh ! s/o/ Gos/ ek ;oho[ r[o{ d? ezfw nKtdk j?l s/oh
fenk oikfJ j? <# sp Uj bVeh p'bhL @fgsk ih ! J/; dk ;oho[ r[o{ d/
ezfw nkt?, ns? w/ok ozv/gk r[o{ T[gfo j't?, fJ; s/ j'o fenk Gbk j?.#
sp uko/ r[o{ gkf; nkfJ yV/ j'J./ sp okik f;T[BkG p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L
@ih ! J/j bVek jkio[ j?#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @fJT[I w/o/ ezfw Bkjh go[ wksk
fJ;eh pkjK geV/ ns? fJ;sqh fJ;e/ g?o geV? ns/ s{ jE? S[oh b?efo ipfj
eofj_,# sK w/o/ ezw j?#. sp oki? f;T[BkfG r[o{ ek j[ew[ wzfBnk. sfp S[oh
b?efo ipfj ehsk, fofB efo nkfD nkr? ofynk. sp pkpk p'fbnkL @j' okik !
s[;h fszB? nyh whNefo tkfjr[o{ nkfy efo w[fj gktj[#. sp okDh ns? oki?
eh B[j[ fsjK nyh whNhnK tkfjr[o{

161

efoe?ƒ iK w[fj gkfJnk, sK uko/ p?fm j?B„. go iK nyh y'bB sK r[o{ pkpk
Bkjh. sp okik fpnkeb[ j'fJ rfJnk. T[fdnkB[ gefVn;[. g?oK s/ T[pkjDk,
f;o s/ Bzrk @r[o{ r[o{# eodk fco/. sp pkoj wjhfBnK fgS/ nkfJ
do;B[ fds';.[ uoBh bkfJU;[. iBw woD[ oki/ f;T[BkfG ek efNnk,
f;y[ j'nk. ;?d' iN[ ikfs x/j' gkj[fb j[ew Bkfb fdsh, ;kok f;zxbkdhg
f;y[ j'nk, r[o{ r[o{ bkrk igfD. ;kok yzv[ pyf;nk oki/ f;tBkG e? fgS?.
p''bj[ tkfjr[o{….
f;zxbkdhg eh ;zrfs eh oj[okf;..
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sp

fJe[ f;y[ go;kd[ oksh efj ikt?, Gbe/ fJem/ ikfJ yktfB. fi; f;y d?
go;kd[ j't?, fs;e/ fJeh; wD† b{D[ o;'Jh gt?. fss[ wfjb r[jih pkDh
gork; j'Jh. ;qh ;fsr[o{ gq;kfd.. fbysz gqkD ;zrbh,
ƒ

efoe? dh EK jkL tkL B[L ftu gkm j? @efje?#.
fJ; tkosk dk Gkt gqhfynk j?. oki/ B/ r[o{ ih dh gfjbk gqhfynk ehsh j?, w'jDhnk sqhwsK xZb e/.
T[j @r[o{ gqhy:k# ;h. j[D r[o{ ih B/ @f;y gqhy:k# ehsh j?. fJ; gqeko dh gqhy:k w[;bwkBk ftu fJpqkjhw s'I
g[sq dh e[opkBh b?Dh s/ fjzd{nK ftu w'oX[i d/ g[sq dh pbh dk gq;zr j?. fJE/ pbh wzrD s/ fJsokia j't/ sK
g[sq fitk d/D dh Fesh s/ fitk d/Dk T[; ~ ;kc eodk j?. i/ fitk d/D s/ FZe ehsk ikt/ sK pbh wzrD
s/ ph FZe ehsk b'VhJ/, feT[Ife d't/I fiaeo fJe' EK fJe ebw d/ jB. fJ; gqeko d/ nzdkia/ ;kyh fbyD tkb/
d/ nkgD/ jB, r[o{ ;kfjp dk i' ;[Gkt T[BQK dh pkDh s'I gqrN j[zdk j?, T[; Bkb fJZvk eoVk gosktk b?Dk
w/b BjhI yKdk.

jkL tkL B[L ftu fJE/ @p'bj[ tkfjr[o{# BjhI j?.

eZuk wD ƒˆ ;/o dk j{zdk j?, s/ @wD# ;/o ~ ph efjzd/ jB.

162

;[B wjb eh eEk, fBozeko ek fXnkB[, r[jih pkDh pkp/ ek p'bDkL gqkB fgzv
ek wkEzs, sdj[z pkpk gT[D[ njko eodk Ek. ;w[zdq e/ gkfo j'Jh. f;zxbkdhg
oki/ f;T[BkG eh Xosh j'Jh. sdj[z Bkfb ;?d' ns? ;hj'I E/ f;y, sp
gqkD ;zrbh j'Jhƒ.
fss[ wjfb gqkB ;zrbh j'Jh. d/jh eh uhB wEh„ go[ b? feB? B ;ehnk,
UE? jh Svhl ;?d', x/j' fbykJh uoD wMko e?, r'oy jNVh gkf;. r'oy
jNVh e? gkf; fJe[ uT[e[ j? d' e'j ekL T[; wVh s? ukfo e'; j?. fs;
ftfu nfbgs[ ofjD brk.

gorfN ehsh Bkjh nBkjd pkDh, go[ nX ftu

B gkJhn?rh, oki/ f;T[BkfG i'r[ fwbh. puB[ j'nk, @i' fJe[ nkdwh nkt?rk
izp{ dhg s/,
ƒ

fJE'I nr/ nzsek … tkbh pkDh j? i' ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?, fi;dk Bkw gqkD ;zrbh j?.
fJ; pkDh ftu T[BwB nt;Ek ftu i' dFk wB :k ;[os dh j[zdh j?, T[j ft;Eko Bkb dZ;h j?. T[BwB dk
noE j? @wB dk T[&Zuk j' ikDk#L ;[os dk :k fus fpqsh dk nk; nzd/; joy ;'r s'I T[&Zuk T[&Zm e/ fJe nzso
nksw/ T[u:kD dh gqshsh s/ ;wsk ftu ofjDk.

@d/jh eh uhB wEh# dk noE j' ;edk j?L d/j d/ r:kB dh rb fBoD? ehsh, go nrbh fJpkos
dZ;dh j? fe fJ; fceo/ ftu fe;/ g'Eh dk fieo j?. T[sko/ tkfbnK fJpkos rbs ehsh j?. n;b eosk d/
B[;y/ ftu fJj fJpkos j'ot/I j'Dh j?. tb?s tkbh B[;yk ph fJ;/ eoe/ T[skok jh ikgdk j?, ns/ fe;/ T[sko/
dk Gh T[skok j?. i/ nrbh fJpkos ~ ;'uhJ/ sK T[; w{ip noE ftukohJ/ sK fJj f\eok e[S n?T[I dk
ukjhdk j?L @sd/ jh ehuhU B/ g'Eh# noEks gqkD ;zrbh dh UE? g'Eh pBkJh, i' ;/d' x/j' B/ fbyh, go Bk ;hj'
Bk ;/d', Bkb fe;/ Bk nKdh, UE/ jh SZv nkJ/, oki/ fFt BkfG ~ fdsh s/ T[; ~ fejk fe fjzd[;skB s'I e'Jh
nkt/ sK T[skok eok d/Dk. fJj noE Gkt dZ;dk j? fe d/jh eh uhB wEh dh EK do[;s fJpkos fJT[I jh
j';hL @sd'I jh ehuhU B/ g'Eh#.

163

T[; i'r[ fbfy d/tDh.# ;b'e[ ƒ‡. ;?d' E? ;zg{oD[ Eh, d[J/ T[dk;h

j'J,/ pkp?

nkgD? Bkfb oy/, oki/ f;T[BkfG i'r[ fJe wzih fwbh. oki/ f;T[BkfG
i'r[ r[o{ dh y[;h j'Jh UEj[z otd/ oj/. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.

†ŠH pkYh dh M[Zrh Ykjh
J/e;[ pkYh e? nkfJ okfs oj?. T[fB ;/tk GkT[ pj[s[ ehsk. wzih vkfj
fdshn;[. pkpk okfs ;[sk, Gbe/ jE Bkfb M[rh dh beVh geVhn;[, ns?
g;tkV/ Bkfb wzih GzBhn;[l. ip pkjfo nkfJnk, sK ;?d' f;fy p/Bsh ehsh,
nkfyU;[, @ih ! ;ko/ ;jo ftfu e'Jh ikrk Bkjh ;k d/Idk, fJ; pkYh mT[fV
fdsh, fs; ehnk t;s{ Gh rtkJhnk. fJe M[rh ns? wzih Eh ;' Ykfj GzfB
ufbUfj, T[; e? pkfp fenk tosh <# sp pkp? nkfynkL @;?d', T[;ek
GkT[ EkfJ gfJnk j?#. sp Uj[ xfo ikt?, sK T[j uko? gkt? Xofs ftu v[p
rJ? j?fB. ;' T[Be? sb? uko/ sktV/ wkb e/ j?fB. no[ T[; M[rh e/ wfjb
T[;ko/ j?B. ns? T[; wzih e/ gbzx j'fJ j?B. sp ;?d' ns/ ;hIj' g?oh gJ/.
sp xfo nkJ/. e'Jh fdB[ xfo oj/, sp c/fo ot/.

164

fsqshnk T[dk;h
†‹H shih T[dk;h, eFwho
pqjw dk; gzvs
fsqshnk T[dk;h, T[so yzv eh T[dk;h eofD br?. fss[ T[dk;h ne
dhnK yyVhnK ns? c[b njko[ eodk Ek, gfo ;[e./ ns? g?oh uwVk, ns? f;fo
uwVk, ;koh d/j bg/fNn;[, ns? wkE/ fNek e/;o ek. sdj[ Bkfb
j;{ b[jko[ ns/ ;hjK ShIpk E/. sp pkpk eFwho rfJnk. e'Jh fdB[ UE? Gh
ofjnk. b'e[ pj[s[ BkT[ Xohe j'J./ sp eFwho ek gzfvs[ fpqjwdk;[ƒ Ek,
T[; ;[fDnkL @i' fJe[ ceho[ nkfJnk j?#. sp T[;e? ;kfE d[fJ T{fm g[okDk e/
ubfB, ns? rfb ftfu mke[o j?. nkfJ okw okw ehshU;[. efoe? p?fm rfJnk.
sp G/y[ d/fy e? nkfyU;[ @s{ e/jk ;kX{ j?. s? uwV/ feT[ gjo/ jB < ns?
o;/ feT[ gb/N? j?B < ns/ s[;h fefonk eow[ feT[ S'fvnk j? <
ƒ

fJe t/o e[S gsk eoB s/ fe;/ s'I eFwho ftfu Ej[ fgnk ;h fe pqjwdk; phi fpjkV/ Bro dk
ofjD tkbk ;h. no r[o{ ih Bkb fJ;dk w/b wkoszv uFw/ s/ j'fJnk ;h. sd s'I fJj @wNB ;kfjp#
efjbkT[Idk j?. uFw/ d/ sbkT[ ftu EVk ;h fi; go p?m e/ r'FN j'Jh. froK d/ b'eh r[o{ ih d/ T[gk;e
j'J./ fJj EVk j[D Ymk fgnk j?. wjkokik oDihs f;zx d/ ;w/I sbkT[ d/ d[nkb/ S/ r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp Xow;kbk
ftu y[bQd/ ;B, i' Xow;kbk fe Yfj u[eh j?, s/ e[M ck;b/ s/ fJe BthI Xow;kbk pDh j?, gqekF j[zdk j?, fJ;
EK s'I whb e[ g[o/ eo/t/ (gph) d/ T[s/ g[okDk wkoszv dk wzdo YZmk fgnk j?.

165

ns/ wk;[ wS[bh feT[I br jT[ <# sp pkpk p'fbnkL gT[Vh okr[ wbkfo ftfu,
fss[ wjfb tko j'JhL;b'e wjbk …..ƒ
r[fo fwfbn? wB[ oj;hn? fiT[ t[m? XofD ;hrko[.. ;G fd;? johnktbh ;G
Go/ ;[Go skb.. nzdo[ ou? ;u ozfr fiU wzihm? bkb[.. ewb
ftr;? ;u[ wfB r[oe? ;pfd fBjkb[.. wBw[y d{ih soc j? t/]j[ Bdfo
fBjkfb.. ckjh ckE/ fwor fiT[ f;fo fd;? iw ekb[.. y[fXnk fsq;Bk fBzdk
p[oh ekw[ eq'X[ fteokb[.. J/Bh nyh Bdfo B nktJh fiuo[ ;pfd B eo/
phuko[.. s[X[ Gkt? ;zs'yhnK u{e? nkb izikb[.. w{b[ oj? r[o ;/ftn? r[o gT[Vh
p'fjE[.. BkBe brh ss[ b? s{z ;uk wfB ;u[..ƒ.. wjbk ƒ.. j/e'gkX[o
j/e[ do[ r[o gT[Vh fBi EkB[.. o{VT[ mke[o[ BkBek ;fG ;[y ;kuT[ Bkw[..„..
gT[Vh.. nkgh B? nkg ;kfi nkg[ gSkfDnk.. nzpo[ Xofs ftS'fV uzd'nk
skfDnk.. ftD[ EzwQk rrB[ ojkfJ ;pd[ Bh;kfDnk.. ;{oi uzd[ T[gkfJ
i'fs ;wkfDnk.. ehJ/ okfs fdBzs[ u'i ftvkfDnk.. shoE Xow thuko BktD
g[opkfDnk.. s[X[ ;fo nto[ B e'fJ

fe nkfy tykfDnk.. ;u? syfs

fBtk;[ j'o nktD ikfDnk..ƒ.. ;b'e wL ƒ..
ƒ

;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu d't/I ;b'e (ƒ, @r[o fwfbn?# wB[# „ @j' e/ gkXo[# tko wbko d/ nkozG
ftu fJ;/ soshp ftu jB wkb{w j[zdk j? fe n;bh eosk ih d/ B[;y/ ftu e/tb gT[VhnK jh j';B, i' wjbk
ƒ dhnK jB. gfjbK ;b'e wjbk … dk j?, i' fe;/ T[sko/ tkb/ B/ Bkb brdk j'D eoe/ s/ tko T[s/ @tko
wbko eh wjbk ƒ# fbfynk j'D eoe/ T[skok eo fbnk j?.

166

BkBe ;ktfD i/ t;? uj[ Uwkjk j'fJ.. BkrK fworK wShnK o;hnK xfo
XB[ j'fJ..ƒ.. wLƒ.. BkBe ;ktfD i/ t;? uj[ t/S'Vk j'fJ.. rkJhnk g[sk
fBoXBk gzEh uke[o[ j'fJ..„..gT[Vh.. s{ ;uk ;funko[ fifB ;u[ toskfJnk..
p?mk skVh bkfJ etb[ SgkfJnk.. pqjw? tvk ejkfJ nzs[ B gkfJnk.. Bk
fs;[ pkg[ B wkfJ fefB s{ ikfJnk. Bk fs;[ o{g[ B o/y toB ;pkfJnk.. Bk
fs;[ G[y fgnk; oik XkfJnk.. r[o wfj nkg[ ;w'fJ ;pd[ toskfJnk.. ;u/
jh gshnkfJ ;fu ;wkfJnk..„..
tko ;zg{oB[ j'Jh wbko eh „‰ƒ.. sK pqjw dk;[ gzvs[ nkfJ g?oh gfJnk,
sK nkfyU;[L @ih ! iK J/j t;s[ BjhI ;h, sp gow/;[o[ ejK Ek <# sdjz[ pkpk
p'fbnk, ;pd[ okr[ wko{ ftfu ;'bjk wL ƒ..
nopd Bopd X[zX{ekok.. XofD B rrBk j[ew[ ngkok.. Bk fdB[ o?fD B
uzd[ B ;{oi[ ;[zB ;wkfX brkfJdk..ƒ.. ykDh B pkDh gT[D B gkDh.. Ugfs
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Bho[ tjkfJdk..„.. Bk sfd ;[or[ wS[ gfJnkbk.. d'ie[ fG;s[ Bjh y?ekbk.
Boe[ ;[or[ Bjh izwD[ woDk Bke' nkfJ B ikfJdk..….. pqjwk fp;B[ wj/;[ B
e'Jh.. nto[ B dh;? J?e' ;'Jh„..
ƒ

;kohtko dhnK „Š gT[VhnK jB, fJe gT[Vh wjbk ‡ dh j?.

J/j s[e tb?s tkbh g'Eh ftu j? BjhI, T[sko/ t/b/ ofjrJh ikgdh j?. fJj j'o gZek ;p{s j? fe
tb?s tkbk B[;yk T[skok j? fe;/ j'o; dk, fJj[ B[;yk n;b eosk ih dk BjhI.

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Bkfo g[oy[ Bjh ikfs B iBwk Bke' d[y ;[y gkfJdk..†.. Bk sfd ish ;sh
pBtk;h.. Bk sfd f;X ;kfXe ;[ytk;h.. i'rh izrw G/y[ B e'Jh Bk e'
BkE[ ejkfJdk..‡.. ig sg ;ziw Bk pqs g{ik.. Bke' nkfy tykD? d{ik..
nkg/ nkfg T[gkfJ ftr;? nkg? ehwfs gkfJdk..ˆ.. Bk ;[fu ;ziw[ s[b;h
wkbk.. r'gh ekB[ B rT{ r'nkbk.. szs[ wzs[ gkyzv[ B e'Jh Bke'
tz;[ tikfJdk..‰.. eow Xow Bjh wkfJnk wkyh.. ikfs iBw[ Bjh dh;?
nkyh.. wwsk ikb[ ekb[ Bjh wkE? Bk e' fe;? fXnkfJdk..Š.. fBzd[ fpzd[ Bjh
ihT[ B fizd'.. Bk sfd r'oy[ Bk wkfSzd'.. Bk sfd frnkB[ fXnkB[ e[b Ugfs
Bke' rDs rDkfJdk..‹.. toB G/y Bjh pqjwD ysqh.. d/T[ B d/j[ok
rT{ rkfJsqh.. j'w ir Bjh shofE BktD[ Bke' g{ik bkfJdk..ƒ0.. Bke' w[bk
Bke' ekih.. Bke' ;/y[ w;kfJe[ jkih.. oJhns okT[ B jT[w? d[Bhnk Bk e'
ejD[ ejkfJdk..ƒ.. GkT[ B Grsh Bk f;t ;esh.. ;kiB[ whs fpzd[ Bjh
oesh.. nkg/ ;kj[ nkg/ tDikok ;ku/ J/j' GkfJdk..ƒ„. p/d es/p B
f;zfwqfs ;k;s.. gkm g[okD T[d? Bjh nk;s.. ejsk pesk nkfg nr'uo[ nkg/
nby bykfJdk..ƒ….. ik fs;[ GkDk sk irs[ T[gkfJnk.. pkM[ ebk nkvkD
ojkfJnk.. pqjwk fp;B[ wj/;[ T[gkJ/ wkfJnk w'j[ tXkfJdk..Ġ.. ftob/
eT[ r[fo ;pd[ ;[DkfJnk.. efo efo d/y? j[ew[ ;pkfJnk.. yzv pqjwzv
gkskb nozG/ r[gsj[ gorNh nkfJdk..ƒ‡.. skek nzs[ B ikD? e'Jh.. g{o/
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s/

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j'Jh..

BkBe

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fp;wkdh

fp;w

GJ/

r[D

rkfJdk..ƒˆ..…..ƒ‡..
sp pqjwdk;[ gzvs[ nkfJ g?oh gfJnk, rb s/ gEo ;[fN gfJnk,
BkT[ Xohe[ j'nk. ;/tk bkrk eofD, go[ wB s/ pk;Bk ikt;[ Bkjh. i' ;/tk
eo/, ;' ;k;[ Gfo ;fjfi ;[GkfJ eo?l wB T[s/ nkD?, i' @w?I nr? Gh J/ ;/tk
eodk Ek#. sp jT[w/ ek ;dek EkfJ gt? Bkjh.. sdj[zjh r[o{ pkp/ J/e fdfB
nkfynkL i' @ikfj r[o{ eo[#. sp gzfvs[ nkfynkL @ih eT[D r[o{ eoK <#
sdjz[ r[o{ pkp? nkfynkL @i' ikfj T[fdnkB ftu fJe[ e'mk j?, fsE? ukfo ceho
p?m/ j?fB, Uj s?~ d;Br/#. sp UEj[ pqjwdk;[ ufbnk, ikfJ g?oh gT[Dk
efjnk. sp fJe xVh ;;skfJe?, UBK f;yK efjnkL @U; wzdoƒ ftu s/ok
r[o{ j?#. sp gzvs[ nkfJnk, nkfJ s;bhw ehshn;[.. sp nkr? ;{j? p;sq g?X?
fJ;sqh yVh Eh. sp b?efo g?iko p[o/ jkb wkfonk. sp o'Idk o'Idk nkfJnk.
sp UBK f;yK g[fSnkL i' @r[o{ fwfbU <# sp U; nkgDh jehes
nkfy ;[DkJh. sp UBh f;yhI nkfynkL @GkJh ih ! T[j[ wkfJnk ;h, fi; dh
s{ pk;Bk eodk Ek, Ujh s/ok r[o{ Eh#. sp nkfJ r[o{ pkp? dh g?oh gfJnk,
d't?I T{N g[okDK d/ ;[fN gkJ/. r[o{ r[o{ brk igfD, ;zrsh dh uoD o/fD
j'nk. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{„.
ƒ

rkbpB fJj fJFkok eo/t/ T[go wkoszv d/ YZm/ gJ/ wzdo tZb j? fiE/ pqjw dk; ~ wk:k B/ fJ;sqh
d/ o{g ftu doFB d/ e/ skVBk ehsh. fJ; wzdo dh fJe wfjokp ni/ yVh j?, pkeh gZEo fvr gJ/ jB, id
d/ fe p[sfFeBk B/ Ykj/ jB.

jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu @p'bj[ tkfjr[o{# gkm BjhI j?.

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ss[ pkDh j;{ b[jko ns? ;hj? ShIp? fbyh. sp pkp/ ;b'e nkfynkL;b'e[ wLƒ..
;jz;o dkB d/ fJzdq o'nkfJnk.. go;okw[ o't? xfo nkfJnk.. ni? ;[ o't?
Ghfynk ykfJ.. n?;h dorj fwb? ;ikfJ.. o't? okw[ fBekbk GfJnk.. ;hsk
bywD[ ftS[V rfJnk.. o't? djf;o bze rtkfJ.. fiB ;hsk nkdh
vT[o{ tkfJ.. o'tfj gKvt GJ/ wi{o.. fiBe? ;[nkwh ojs jd{fo.. o't?
iBw/ik y[fJ rfJnk.. J/eh ekofD gkgh GfJnk.. o'tfj ;/y w;kfJe gho..
nzfs ekb[ ws[ bkr? GhV.. o'tfj oki/ ezB gVkfJ.. xfo xfo wkrfj
Ghfynk ikfJ.. o'tfj feogB ;zufj XB[ ikfJ.. gzfvs o'tfj frnkB[ rtkfJ..
pkbh o'tfj Bkfj Gsko[.. BkBe d[yhnk ;G[ ;z;ko[.. wzB/ BkT[ ;'Jh fifD
ikfJ.. nT[oh eoB B b/y? bkfJ..ƒ..
ip pkp/ dh y[;h j'Jh. UEj[z otd/ oj/.

‡0H ;[w/o s/ nub go f;ZXK Bkb r'FN
;tkbky[ gops[ bzfx nr? ;[wo/ ikfJ ufVnk,

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ijK wjKd/t ek n;EkB[ Ekƒ. sp nkr? wjkd/U„, ns/ r'oy BkE, ns? GoEoh,
ns? r'gh uzd ns? uogN[ p?m/ E/. sp pkp? ikfJ @nkd/;[ ! nkd/;[ !# ehsk.
pkpk p?fm rfJnk. sdj[z f;XK fvph fdsh, sK nkfyUB?L @ikfj ih Go b/nkT[…
eb[i[r[ e? pkbe/ !# sdj[z pkpk fvph GofD… rfJnk. ik gkDh… ftfu gkJ/, sK
jho/ w'sh ftfu br? gtfD. sp r[o{ pkp? fvph Xosh Bkfb wkoh, sp
mheohnK j'fJ rJhnKL sdj[z pkp? mheohnK i'VhnK, i'fV e/ ;b'e fdsk.
;b'e GzB? xV/ ;tko/ ;'fJ.. BkBe ;fu fpB[ nto B e'fJ†..ƒ..
sp wzsoK eh ebk d{fo j'Jh.. sp fvph ftfu gkDh gkfJnk. sp gkDh
gkfJnk‡l sp f;ZXK gkf; Gfo b? nkfJnk. sp ;GBk f;ZXK gkDh ghsk, go
gkDh fBy[N/ Bkjh. sp wjKd/T[ g[fSnk L s{z frojh j?I fe
ƒ

wkoszv s'I nr/ fFt ih dk wzdo @nwoBkE# j?, gozs{ fJj pj[s d{o BjhI j?. ;tkbky gops s'I
ikgdk j? fe fJj fJFkok e?bkF tb j?, feT[Ife fJ;d/ B/V/ jh gops fiBQK s'I ;'Bk bZGdk j?, ;[w/o dk fJFkok
T[BQKgjkV tb ikgdk j?. wkB ;o'to ph e?bkF gk; j?, fJj p'XhnK s/ fjzd{nK dk pVk Gkoh shoE j?,
i'rh :k f;ZX J/E/ :ksok eoB nkJ/ fe;/ g[op go ;fsr[o{ ih ~ fwb/ ikgd/ jB. e?bkF fFtK dk n;EkB
efjbkT[Idk j?.

wjK d/T[ fe;/ i'rh dk Bkw[ j?, f;t s'I w[okd BjhI. nr/ uZb e/ wjK d/T{ p'bdk j? sK nkgDk Bkw
@JhFo# p'bdk j? Jh;o gd @wjK d/T#[ tk;s/ Gh tosd/ ;B.

rkbpB w[okd wkB ;o'to s'I Goe/ b? nkT[D dh j?.

fJj ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp @u BjhI j?, ;' r[opkDh BjhI j?.

fJj gkm jkLtkL B[L ftu d[pkok BjhI j?.

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T[dk;h j?I <# sdj[z pkp? nkfynkL @i' T[dk;h e/ bSD eT[D[ j?fBƒ no[ frojh
e/ bSD eT[D j?fB <# sp wjkd/T[ p'fbnkL
;b'e[.. ;' frojh i' fBrqj[ eo?.. ig[ sg[ ;ziw[ Ghfynk eo?.. g[zB dkB ek
eo? ;oho[.. ;' frojh rzrk ek Bho[.. p'b? Jh;o[ ;fs ;o{g[.. gow szs
wfj o/y B o{gƒ[ ..„..
sp r[o{ ipkp[ fdskLwLƒ.. feT[ wo? wzdk feT[ iht? i[rfs.. ezB gVkfJ fenk yki? G[rfs..
nk;fs Bk;fs J/e' BkT[.. eT[D[ ;[ nyo[ fis[ oj? fjnkT[.. X{g SKt i' ;w
efo ;j?.. sk BkBe[ nky? r[o e' ej?.. fSn tosko/ tosfj g{s..
Bk ;z;koh Bk nT[X{s.. fBozekfo i' oj?;wkfJ.. ekj/ Ghfynk wzrfD
ikfJƒ ..‰..
sp fcfo r'gh uzd[ p'fbnk, r'gh uzd T[dk;h Ek, T[dk; ek r[D b?
p'fbnkLwLƒ.. ;' T[dk;h fi gkb/ T[dk;[.. noX T[oX eo/ fBoziB tk;[.. uzd ;{oi
eh gkJ/ rzfY.. fs;[ T[dk;h ek gV? B ezX[.. p'b? r'gh uzd[ ;fs ;o{g[ !#
gowszs wfj o/y B o{gƒ[ ..†..
sp pkp/ ipkp[ fdskLsp r'oy BkE[ p'fbnk, r'oy BkE nT[X{ Ek, nT[X{sK ek bZSD b?
p'fbnkLƒ

fJBQK ;b'eK d/ T[so gqFB ftu/ jh jB, go ;kyh d/ eosk B/ fJBQK d/ T[so osBwkb nkfd s'I ph

bJ/ jB.

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;b'e[.. ;' nT[X{sh i' X{g? nkg[.. fGfynk G'iB[ eo? ;zskg[.. nT[jm gND
wfj Ghfynk eo?.. ;' nT[X{sh f;t g[fo uV?.. p'b? r'oy[ ;fs ;o{g.. gow
szs wfj o/y B o{g..„..
sp r[o{ ipkp[ fdskLsp fcfo uogN[ p'fbnk.. uogN[ i'rh Ek, i'r ek r[D b? p'fbnkL;b'e[.. ;' gkyzvhƒ fi ekfJnk gykb?.. ekfJnk eh nrfB pqjw[ go
ikb?.. ;[gB? fpzd[ B d/Jh MoDk.. fs;[ gkyzvh iok B woDk. p'b?
uogN[ ;fs ;o{g.[ . gow szs wfj o/y B o{g.[ .‡..
sp r[o{ p'fbnkLsp fcfo GoEoh p'fbnk. GoEoh p?okrh Ek p?okr ek r[D b? p'fbnkL;b'e[.. ;' p?okrh fi T[bN/ pqjw.. rrB wzvb wfj o'g? Ezw[.. nfjfBf;
nzsfo oj? fXnkfB.. s/ p?okrh ;s ;wkfB.. p'b? GoEfo ;fs ;o{g.[ . gow
szs wfj o/y B o{g[..ˆ..
sp r[o{ pkp/ ipkp fdskLsp GoEoh nkfynkL @BkBe ! s{z i'rh j'j,[ i' i[r[ i[r[ ihtdk oj?#.
sp pkp? nkfynkL @i'r ek etD[ o{g[ j? <# sp GoEoh p'fbnk i'r ek
o{gLw[zdk fyzEk M'bh vzvk.. f;zCh Bkd ti? pqjwzvk..
ƒ

gkyzvh-i'rhnK dk fJe ws, nEtk i?Bh p'Xh nkfde.

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sp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ nk;k ftuLnk;k wjbk ƒ..ƒ
r[o ek ;pd[ wB? wfj w[zdqk fyzEk fywk jYktT[.. i' feS[ eo? Gbk efo
wkBT[ ;ji i'r fBfX gktT[..ƒ.. pkpk i[rsk ihT[ i[rj i[r i'rh gowszs
wfj i'r.z . nzfwqs[ Bkw[ fBoziB gkfJnk frnkB ekfJnk o; G'r.z .ƒ.. ojkT[..
f;t Broh wfj
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GkJh r[odk; ih B/ fJ; w[pkj;/ dk jkb fJM fdskLpkp/ fvmh fgoEwh Bt? yzv fiE? se nkjh. fco ik ufVQnk ;[w/o go f;X wzvbh fd;Nh nkJh.
uT[o;hj f;fX r'oykfd wB nzdo frDsh toskJh. f;X g[SD ;[D pkfbnk e"D Fefs s[fj J/E/ fbnkJh. jT[I
ifgnk gow/;o' GkT[ Grfs ;zs skVh bkJh. nkyD f;X ;[D pkfbnk ngDk BkT[ s[w d/j[ pskJh. pkpk nky/
BkE ih BkBe Bkw ikg/ rfs gkJh. Bhu ejkfJ T{u xo nkJh..„.. fco g[SD f;X BkBek wksb'e ftu e:k
toskok. ;Gf;ZXhI J/j p[ZfMnk efb skoD BkBe ntskok. pkp/ efjnk BkE ih ;Zu uzdqwk e{V nzXkok. e{V
nwkt; tofsnk jT[GkbD ufVQnk ;z;kok. gkg frok;h fgoEwh X"b yVk Xo j/m g[ekok. f;X Sg p?m/ gopshI
e"D irs eT[gko T[skok. i'rh r:kB ftj{fDnk fB;fdB nzr brkfJB Skok. pkM r[o{ v[Zpk ir ;kok.„‹..
eb nkJh e[s/ w[jh yki j'nk w[odko r[;kJh. oki/ gkg ewKtd/ T[bNh tkV y/s eT[ ykJh.. goik nzXh r:kB
fpB e{V e[;Zs w[yj[ nkbkJh. u/b/ ;ki tikfJzd/ BZuD r[o{ pj[s fpX GkJh. ;/te p?mD xoK ftu r[o T[m
xohI fsBkV/ ikJh. ekih j'J/ foFtsh tZYh b? e/ jZe rtkJh. fJ;sqh g[oy? dkw fjs Gkt/I nkfJ feEkT{I ikJh.
tofsnk gkg ;G; ir wKjh.…0.. f;ZXh wB/ fpukfonk fet/I doFB J/j b/t? pkbk. n?;k i"rh ebh wfj' jwko/
gzEeo/ T[finkbk. yzgo fdsk BkE ih gkDh Go b?tD T[m ukbk. pkpk nk:k gkDhn? fvm/ osB itkjo
bkbk. ;fsr[o{ nrw nrkX g[oy fejVk MZb/r[o dh Mkbk. fco nk:k r[o BkE ih gkDh mT[V BjhI T[;
skbk. ;pd fish f;fX wzvbh ehs';[ ngBk gzE fBokbk. efb i[r BkBe Bkw ;[ykbk..…ƒ..

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nk;fD p?;T[ ebg fsnkrh pkdz.. f;zCh ;pd[ ;dk X[fB ;'j? nfjfBf; g{o/
Bkdz..„.. gs[ thuko[ frnkB wfs vzvk toswkB fpG{s.z . jfo ehofs ojokf;
jwkoh r[ow[fy gzE[ nshsz..….. ;rbh i'fs jwkoh ;zfwnk BkBk toB nB/e.z .
ej[ BkBe ;[fD GoEfo i'rh gkopqjw fbt J/e.z .†..…..…‰..
sdj[z f;X p'b/ @BkBe ! s{ nubƒ ub[, w/bk j?# do;B[ f;XK ek w/bk„
j?#. sp pkp? nkfynkL @nub[ fesfBnK fdBK eh tkN j? <# sp f;X p'b/
BkBe ! nub[ fsj[ fdBK dk g?vI k j?, n;kvk j? i' gT[D eh ukb ubs/ jK#.
sp pkp? nkfynkL @s[;hI ubj[, n;hI Xho/ GkfJ nktfj_r#/ . sp f;X T[Ej[z ub/.
sp fgSj[z pkpk Gh ufbnk wB;k eh ukb[, fJe gb wfj_ rfJnk. nkfJ p'V
sb? p?mk. fgSjz[ f;X nkJ/. iK d/yfB sK nr? p?mk j? ! sp f;XK g[fSnkL
J/j efd ek nkfJnk j? <# sp nrj[ f;XK efjnkL @i' fJ; B'I nkfJnK
nki[ sh;ok fdB[ j'nk j?#. sp f;X j?okB[ j'fJ rJ/.
sdj[z fgnkb/ ek tys[ j':k, ;[okjh fcoh. sp pkp? gkf; Gh b? nkJ/.
sp pkp? g[fSnkL @J/j[ fenk j? <# sp f;XK nkfynk @J/j[ f;XK ek fgnkbk j?
<# sp f;ZXK nkfynkL @fJ; ftfu r[V ns? Xkt? e? c[b gkJ/ j?fB…#.
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fJj
r[od[nkok Gh

d{ih

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tNkb/ s'I sqhj e[ whb go/ i'rhnK dk g[okDk fNekDk ;h s/ j[d ph j?. r[o{ ih d/ p?mD dh Ekt/I
j?.
tko gkm @w/bk# jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu BjhI.
XkftnK s'I Fokp pDdh j?. i'rh Fokp ghsk eod/ ;B.

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sp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd okr[ nk;k ;pd[ wLƒ..Lr[V[ efo frnkB[ fXnkB[ efo Xkt? efo eoDh e;[ gkJhn?.. Gkmh GtB[ gq/w
ek g'uk fJs[ of; nfwT[ u[nkJhn?..ƒ.. pkpk wB[ wstko' Bkw[ o;[ ght? ;ji
ozfr ofu ofjnk.. nfjfBf; pBh gqw/ fbtbkrh ;pd[ nBkjd[ rfjnk..ƒ..
ojkT[.. g{ok ;ku[ fgnkbk ;fji/ fs;fj ghnkJ/ ikeT[ Bdfo eo/.. nzfwqs ek
tkgkoh j't? fenk wfd S{S? GkT[ Xo/..„.. r[o eh ;kyh nzfwqs pkDh ghts
jh gotkD[ GfJnk.. do do;B ek gqhsw[ j't? w[efs p?e[zm? eo? fenk..…..
f;csh osk ;d p?okrh i{n? iBw[ B jko?.. ej[ BkBe ;[fD GoEfo i'rh
yhtk nzfwqs Xko?..†..…Š..
sp f;XK @nkd/; ! nkfd;[# ehsk.. sp pkpk p'fbnkL @nkfd g[oy
eT[ nkd/;[ƒ.# UEj[z otdk ofjnk. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{.
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f;X r';N Bkw dh pkDh i' ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu j?. f;ZXK Bkb uouk j'Jh ;h, Uj gqFB
T[so r[o{ BkBe ih dh nkgDh ouBk j?. nub tNkb/ d/ jkbks fJE/ fby/ jkbs Bkb'I tX/o/ fJ; iBw ;kyh
s'I g[oskB fbyD jko/ GkJh r[odk; ih B/ nkgDhnK tkoK ftu fds/ jB.

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uT[Eh T[dk;h

‡ƒHuT[Eh T[dk;h gSw dh,
wZek
uT[Eh T[dk;h gZSw eh j'Jh.
g?o yzT[I;k uzw ehnK, ns? uzw eh ;[EfD. rb ftfu jvhnK eh wkbk,
wZE/ fNek fpzdh ek, pkbeK ftu y/v?, sp Bhb/ p;sq E/, y/vdk y/vdk jiƒ
ftfu nkfJ fBefbnk. sdj[z fJe[ jkih fwfbnk, okfs fJem/ oj/. sp jkih
g[fSnk nkfyU;[ @J/ dot/F ! s/o? ek;k beVh uzwVh, GzrVh e[S[ Bkjh, s{z
fjzd{ j?I fe w[;bwkB[ j?I <# sp pkpk p'fbnk, ;pd[ okr[ fsbzr ftfu, wLƒLGT[ s/ok GKr ybVh w/ok uhs[.. w?I d/tkBk GfJnk nshs[.. eo ek;k do;B
eh G{y.. w? dfo wkrT[ Bhsk Bhs..ƒ.. sT[ do;B eh eoT[ ;wkfJ.. w?
dfo

wkrs[

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joDk ;op ;ohoh uVDk.. uzdB Grsk i'fs fJB/jh ;op/ gowb[ eoDk..„..
fxngN GKvk ej? B e'fJ.. n?;k Grs[ toB wfj j'fJ.. s/o? Bkfw fBt/ oj?
fbtbkfJ.. BkBe fsB dfo Ghfynk gkfJ..…..ƒ..„
ƒ

ji s'I w[okd jZi ~ ikD tkb ek\b/ s'I j?.

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sp fcfo jkih efjnkL @ih ! n;hI fJ; d[BhnK ftfu oj_d/ jK, n;kv/ fenk
jtkb[ j't?rk< sp pkpk p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ fsbzr ftfu wL ƒƒ Lfsbzr wjbk ‡ xo[ ƒ..
» ;fsr[o gq;kfd..
yke B{o eodz nkbw d[BhnkfJ.. n;wkB fiwh doys nkp g?dkfJf;
y[dkfJ..ƒ.. pzd/ u;w dhdz cBkfJ.. d[Bhnk w[odko y[odBh rkcb jtkfJ..
ojkT[.. r?pkB j?tkB jokw e[;sBh w[odko py'okfJ.. fdb epi epik
ekdo' d'ie ;ikfJ..„.. tbh fBnkwfs fpokdok dopko fwbe ykBkfJ.. ip
niokJhb[ p;sBh sp fueko/ fpdkfJ..….. jtkb wkb{w eodz gke nbkj..
p[r' BkBe nodkf; g/f; dot/; pzdkj..†..ƒ..
sp UEj[z ub/. wZe/ ~ otd/ oj?. okj ftu nkJ/, sk pdbh T[gfo j'fJ
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i' fjzd{ sK wZe/ ~ e'Jh Bkjh rfJnk, s{ w/o/ Bkfb ub[ Bkjh. nr? j'j,[ fe
fgS? j'j[#. sp pkp? nkfynkL @Gbk j't? ih, s[;hI nr? ubj[#. sp T[j[ nkr?
j'fJnk. iK fJj[ fcfo d/y?, sK Bk pkpk j?, ns/ Bk T[j[ pdbh j?. sp jkih
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wZe/ ftfu ikfJ tfVnk j'fJnkƒ. sp nr/ feskpK ftfu fbfynk nkjkL i' fJfe BkBe
dot/;[ nkt/rk, sK wZe/ d/ y{j ftfu gkDh g?dk j't/rk. sp pkpk wZe/ ftfu ikfJ
tfVnk„l ikfJ efo ;'fJ ofjnk. g?fo
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t/b/ d/ w[sZnbe i' e[S T[j fby rJ/ jB, ;' fJ; g'Eh s'I w[jobh tkech j?. fJ; bJh T[jBK dk b/y J/E/ d/Dk gkmeK ~ T[;
t/b/ d/ jkbks tXhe g[okD/ s/ ;Zu/ wkb{w eoB ftu ;jkJh j'T{. fJ; ;kyh tkbk fbydk j? fe ;[w/o s'I r[o{ ih wB;k eh ukb
nub tNkb/ nkJ/ go GkJh r[odk; ih fbyd/ jB fe fFtoks dk w/bk ;[De/ r[o{ ih nub nkJ/. fco nub dk jkb ft;Eko
Bkb dZ;d/ jB. fJ; s'I gsk brdk j? fe f;X r';N fJE/ jh j'Jh, Bkb/ f;X r'FN d/ noE eoB ftu i' ne;o r:kBh G[b
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eoB r[o{ ih f;X wzvbh ftu BjhI rJ/, go f;X r[o{ ih d/ dhtkB ftu nkJ/# fJj' rZb f;X r';N s'I ;kps j[zdh j?L @f;X ;Gk
efo nk;fD p?m#/ . fe f;X ;Gk ftu nk;D eoe/ (bk e/) p?m,/ noEks T[j pkjo'I nkJ/ ;B.
f;X r'FN d/ nyho r[o{ ih dZ;d/ jB fe @wkrfj Bkfw gkfJ fJj fGfynk s/o/ do;B eT[ eopkD/# noEks ;kfXe f;X u/b/
ph s/ f;X ph, @Bkw[# wzrb dh y?o wzrd/ jB. ;' GkJh ih efjzd/ jB-@Fpd FKfs f;XK ftu nkJh#. Gkt fJj fe jm :'r SZv
e/ f;X r[o{ BkBe d/t ih d/ nkdoF ;pd f;woD dh FKsh ~ gqkgs j'J./
GkJh r[odk; ih s'I jh gsk brdk j? fe tNkb/ s'I T[&Zm e/ r[o{ ih w[bskB rJ/ jB.
iBw ;kyh s'I fJj gsk BjhI brdk fe fesBK e[ r[o{ BkBe d/t ih dk @tkfjr[o{ gq/w dk ;'fjbk# gquko gk frnk ;h, ns/
eosko g[o/ ftu e?;k nzfwqs dk gotkj ubdk ;h. fJj gsk ph GkJh r[odk; ih s'I brdk j?, fJ; bJh tko ƒ dh …„ thI
gT[Vh s'I †‡ gT[Vh se J/E/ d/Id/ jKLpkpk fcfo we/ rfJnk Bhb p;sq Xko/ pBtkoh. nk;k jfE feskp efS e{ik pkr w[;bk Xkoh. p?mk ikfJ w;hs ftu fiE/ jkih
fji r[ikoh. iK pkpk ;[sk okfs B' tfb wfjokp/ gkfJ g;koh. ihtfD wkoh bfs dh e/VQk ;[sk e[\o e[ckoh. bsK tfb y[dkfJ d/
feT[I efo gfJnk j'fJ pirkoh. Nzr'I gefV x;hfNnk fcfonk wek ebk fdykoh. j'fJ j?okB[ eo/fB i[jkoh..…„.. g[SfD rb
JhwkB dh ekiah w[bK fJem/ j'Jh. tvk ;Kr toskfJnk bfy B ;Ze/ e[dofs e'Jh. g[SfD c'fb feskp B' fjzd{ tZvk fe w[;bwB'Jh.
pkpk nky/ jkihnK F[G nwbK pkM'I d't/I o'Jh.fjzd{ w[;bwkB d[fJ dorfj nzdo b?fB B Y'Jh. euk ozr[ e[;z[G ek gkDh X's/ fEo B
oj'Jh. eofB pyhby nkg ftfu okw ojhw fJe EkfJ yb'Jh. okj ;?skBh d[Bhnk r'Jh..…….. Xoh fB;kDh e"; dh we/ nzdfo
g{i eoKJh.. fiE/ ikfJ irfs ftfu pkp/ pkM B ykbh ikJh. xfo xfo pkpk g{ihn? fjzd{ w[;bwkB r[nkJh. Sg? Bkfj SgkfJnk
ufVQnk ;{oi ir[ o[FBkJh. p[fenk f;zx T[ikV ftfu ;fG fworktfb GzBh ikJh. ufVQnk uzd[ B b[eJh efY e[Bkbh i'fs SgkJh.
T[rtfD s/ nkEtD' BT[ yzv fgqEwh ;G M[ekJh. ir nzdfo e[dofs toskJh..…†.. pkpk rfJnk prdkd B' pkjfo ikfJ ehnk
n;EkBk. fJe pkpk nekb o{g d{ik opkph wodkBk. fdsh pkr fBwkia efo ;[zB ;wkB j'nk ijkBk. ;[zB w[zfB Broh GJh d/fy
gho GfJnk j?okBk. t/y? fXnkB[ brkfJ efo fJe ceho tvk w;skBk. g[fSnk fcfoe? d;srho eT[D[ ceho[ fe;ek xokBk. BkBe
efb ftfu nkfJnk op[ \eho fJe[ gfjukBk. Xos nek; uj{z fd; ikBK..…‡.. g[S/ gho seoko efo J/j ceho tvk nskJh.
J/E/ ftu prdkd d/ tvh eokwkfs fdybkJh. gkskbK nkek; by UVfe Gkbh ypo[ ;[DkJh. c/fo d[okfJD d;srho n;h fG t/yK
i' s[fj gkJh. Bkfb bhsk p/Nk gho dk nyh whN rfJnk jtkJh. by nek; gskb by nfy c[oe ftfu ;G fdybkJh. Gfo
eue"fb gqFkfd dk X[o'I gskb'I bJh eVkjh. iakjo ebk B Sg? SgkJh..…ˆ.. rVQ prdkd fBtkfJe? wZek wdhBk ;G fBtkfJnk.
f;X uT[ok;hj wzvbh yfN dof;B gkyzv fiDkfJnk. gkskbK nekF by ihsh Xosh irs ;pkfJnk. ihsh Btyzv w/dkBh ;fsBkw
dk ueq fcokfJnk. d/t dkB' okef; d?s ;G fuZsq r[gs ;G uoBh bkfJnk. fJzdk;fD ngSoK okr okrBh wzrb[ rkfJnk. GfJnk
nBzd[ irs[ ftfu efb skoB r[o BkBe nkfJnk. fjzd{ w[;bwkB fBtkfJnk..…‰.. fco pkpk nkfJnk eoskog[fo G/y T[dk;h ;rb
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wfB y'N/ nkeh fBf;nkok. pkDh w[yjz[ T[okohn? j'fJ oFBkJh fwN? nzXkok. frnkB[ r';N uouk ;dk nBjfd Fpd T[m/ XfBe
ok. ;'do nkosh rkthn? nzfwqs t/b/ ikg[ T[ukok. r[ow[fy Gko nEopD skok.…Š.. w/bk ;[fD fFtokfs dk pkpk nub tNkb/
nkJh. doFB t/yfD ekoB/ ;rbh T[bfN gJh b'ekJh. brh po;fB bSwh fofX f;fX BT[fBfX ;tkJh. i'rh t/fy ufbsq B' wB
ftfu oFfe xB/oh ykJh. GrshnK gkJh Grfs nkfB b'Nk i'rh bfJnk SgkJh. GrshnK rJh Grfs G[fb b'N/ nzdfo ;[ofs
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T[dk; dk ts feT[I ;z;koh ohfs ubkJh. BkBe nky/ GzrqBkE s/oh wkT[I e[uih nkjh. GKvk X'fJ B ikfsUfB GkJh e[ui/
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X[B'I uVQkJh. o{g tNkJ/ i'rhnK f;zx pkx pj[ ufbs fdykJh. fJe go eoe? T[voB gzyh fit/I oj/ bhbkJh. fJe Bkr j'fJ gT[D
S'fVnk fJeBk toyk nrfB t;kJh. sko/ s'V? GzrqBkE fJe ufV fworkBh ib[ sfo ikJh. f;ZXK nrfB B p[M? p[MkJh..†ƒ.. f;X
p'bfD ;[fD BkBek s[fj ir B' fenk eokwks fdykJh. e[M ftykb? n;kB', s[fj feT[I fyb nt/jh bkJh. pkpk p'b/ BkE ih n;k
sK t/y/ i'rh t;s[ B ekJh. r[o ;zrfs pkDh fpBk d{ih UN BjhI jfj okJh. fFt o{gh eosk g[oy[ ub/ BkjhI Xofs ubkJh. f;ZX
szsq wzsq eo MV gJ/ Fpfd r[o{ e/ ebk SgkJh. dd/ dksk r[o{ j? ee/ ehwfs feB? B gkJh. ;' dhB
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Xosh jeh ikJh. s"bh Xofs nek; d[fJ fgS/ Skp/ Nze uVQkJh. fJj[ pb[ oyk nkfg ftfu fi;[ nkyk fs;[ gkf; eokJh. ;fsBkw
fpB[ pkdfo SkJh..†….. pkp/ ehsh f;X r';fN fpd FKfs f;Xh ftu nkJh. fifD w/bk fFtokfs dk yN doFB nkd/f; eokJh.
f;fX p'bfB F[G puBL XzB BkBe s/oh tvh ewkJh. tvk g[oy[ gorfNnk efbi[r nzdfo i'fs irkJh. w/fbUI pkpk T[fmnk w[bskB/
dh i:kofs ikJh. nr'I gho w[bskB d/ d[fX eN'ok Gfo b? nkJh. pkp/ efY efo prb s/ uzp/bh d[X ftu fwbkJh. fiT[ ;kro
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ftD Bkt/ j'o wzrDk f;fo d[yk d/ d[y ;pkfJnk. wkfonk f;ek irfsq ftfu BkBe fBowb gzE ubkfJnk. Ekfgnk bfjDk ihItd/
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wkfj.. fJj i[ d[BhnK f;jo[ w/bk d;srhoh Bkfj..ƒ.. ojkT[.. do'r[ gfV
gfV y[;h j'fJ p/ypo pkd[ pekfj_.. je[ ;u[ ykbe[ ybe fwnkB/ f;nkw
w{ofs Bkfj..„.. n;wkB fwQkB/ bjzr dohnk r[;b eodB[ p{d.. efo
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sp ekih o[eBdhI nkfynk i' @ih J/j[ Gh BkjhI gVd/, ns/ pdnwb
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p'fbnkL-

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iBw ;kyh tkb/ dh G[Zb j?.

r'oy jNVh fbyDk

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p?m./ sdj[z f;XK nkfynkL @Grs e[S i;[ eo[.# sp pkpk p'fbnkL ;qh ;fsr[o
gq;kfd.. r';fN wjbk ƒ, okr[ okwebh ftfu f;X r';fN j'Jh..Lf;X ;Gk efo nk;fD p?m/ ;zs ;Gk i?eko'.. fs;[ nkr? ojokf; jwkoh ;kuk
ngo ngko'.. w;se[ ekfN Xoh fs;[ nkr? sB[ wB[ nkr? d/T.[ .
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j'fJ.. ;ku ;pd[ fpB[ w[efs B e'fJ..ƒ.. ojkT[.. etB s[w/ fenk
BkT[ s[wkok eT[B[ wkor[ et[B[ ;[nkU.. ;ku[ ejT[ nodkf; jwkoh jT[ ;zs
iBk pfb ikU.. ej p?;j[ ej ojhn? pkb/ ej nktj[ ej ikj'..
BkBe[ p'b? ;[fD p?okrh fenk s[wkok okj'..„.. xfN xfN p?f; fBozsfo ojhn?
ukbfj ;fsr[o GkJ/.. ;ji/ nkJ/ j[ew[ f;XkJ/ BkBe ;dk oikJ/.. nk;fD
p?;fD

fEo[

BkokfJD

n?;h

r[owfs

gkJ/..

r[ow[fy

p{M?

nkg[ gSkD? ;u/ ;fu ;wkJ/..….. d[Bhnk ;kro[ d[so[ ejhn? feT[ efo gkJhn?
gko'.. uogN[ p'b? nT[X{ BkBe d/j[ ;uk phuko'.. nkg/ nky? nkg/ ;wM?
fs;[ fenk T[so[dhi?.. ;ku[ ejj[ s[w gkorokwh s[M[ fenk p?;D[ dhi?..†..
i?;/ ib wfj ewb[ fBokbw w[orkJh B?;kD/.. ;[ofs ;pfd Gt;kro[ sohn?
BkBe Bkw[ tykD/.. ojfj fJekfs J/e' wfB tf;nk nk;k wkfj fBok;'..
nrw[ nr'uo[ d/fy fdykJ/ BkBe[ skek dk;'..‡..

186

gVhnkƒ..‰….. sp f;XK fgnkbk fdsk gziK ;/oK ek, sk pkp? Xosh ftfu
gkfJnk, sp f;fX nkfcfo rfJ. sp f;Xh nkfynkL @s{ e[S d/y[, e? fdykb[.#
sdj[z pkp? nkfynk @Gbk j't? ih, i' e[S eoj[r/ sK d/yjr/#. sp f;X nkgDk
pb[ br/ fdyktfD. fe;? fworSkbk T[vkJh, fef; f;bk ubkJh, fef; nrfB
jeh, fef; ezfX dT[VkJhL sp pkpk fp;wkd ;[wko ftfu nkfJ rfJnk.
fss[ wfjfb ;b'e[ ehskL;b'e[ wL ƒ..
gfjok nrfB fjt? xo[ pkXk G'iB[ ;ko[ eokJh.. ;rb/ d{y gkDh efo ghtk
Xosh jke ubkJh.. Xfo skokih nzpo[ s'bh fgS? Nze[ uVkJh.. J/sk skD[ j't?
wB nzdfo eoh fG nkfy eokJh.. i/tv[ ;kfjp s/tv dksh d/ d/ eo/ oikJh..
BkBe[ Bdfo eo/ fi;[ T[gfo ;fu Bkfw tfvnkJh..ƒ..
sp f;X'I @nkd/;[ nkd/;[# ehsk. sp pkpk p'fbnkL @nkfd g[oy
eT[ nkd/;[#. fss[ wjfb ;pd[ j'nk, okr[ rT[Vh ftfu n;Ngdh wLƒ..LrT[Vh wjbk ‡„..
gqEw/ roG tk; s/ Nfonk.. g[sq ebsq e[Nzp ;zfr i[fonk.. G'iB[ nfBe
gqeko pj[ ego/.. ;okgo rtB[ eofjr/ pg[o./ .ƒ.. etB[ n;EkB[ i' epj[ B
No?.. etB[ ;pd[ fis[ d[owfs jo?..ƒ.. ojkT[.. fJzdq
ƒ

w[okd gT[Vhnk s'I j?.
fJj Fpd gzuw gksFkj ih dk j?, fbykoh dh G[Zb j?.

187

g[oh wfj ;ogo woDk.. pqjwg[oh fBjub[ Bjh ojDk.. f;tg[oh ek j'fJrk
ekbk.. sq? r[D wkfJnk fpBf; fpskbk.. frfoso XofD rrB no[ sko/
oft ;f; gtD[ gkte[ Bhoko/.. fdB;[ o?fD pos no[ G/dk.. ;k;sq f;zfwqs
fpB;fjr/ p/dk..….. shoE d/t d/jo[ k g'Eh.. wkbk fsbe ;'u gke j'sh..
X'sh vzvT[fs go;kdB G'rk.. rtB[ eo?r' ;rb' b'rk..†.. ikfs toB s[oe
no[ fjzd{.. g;[ gzyh nfBe i'fB fizd{.. ;rb gk;ko[ dh;? gk;kok.. fpBf;
ikfJr' ;rb nkekok..‡.. ;ji f;cfs Grfs ss[ frnkBk.. ;dk
nBzd[ fBjub[ ;u[ EkBk.. sjk ;zrfs ;kX r[D o;?.. nBGT[ Bro[ sjk ;d
t;?..ˆ.. sj GT[ Gowk ;'r[ B fuzsk.. nktD[ iktD[ fwos B j'sk..
sj ;dk nBzd nBjd nkyko/.. Grs t;fj ehosB nkXko/..‰.. gkopqjw
ek nzs[ B gko[.. eT[B[ eo? skek phuko[.. ej[ BkBe fi;[ feogk eo?..
fBjub EkB[ ;kX ;zfr so?..Š..†..
sp f;Xh @nkd/;[ !!!# ehsk, sp pkpk p'fbnk, @nkfd g[oy eT[ nkd/;[#.
sp r[o{ pkpk xfo nkfJnk.

‡…H ;qh bfjDk gqhy:k, dk;h, s[b;K
nkfrnk gow/;o eh j'Jh, i' fJe[ f;y[ ikfs GZbk yv{o ftfu @r[o{ r[o{#
ig?. ns? j'o[ ;kok yv{o d[ork ~ wzB?.. ns? U; f;y d/ Bkfb ;G y/uoh
eofB. fsjDk d/ wjb? oj?, fs;dk g[ikoh bfjDk okj?.. sp fJe

188

fdfB T[j[ f;y[ p?mk ig[ gVdk Ek, sd r[o{ nzrfd ihƒ ;[fDnk, ;[fD efo
g[fSnkL @i' J/j[ ;pd fe; dk j? <#. sp T[j[ f;y[ p'fbnk, nkfyU;[L @i'
J/j[ ;pd[ r[o{ BkBe dk j?#. sdKj r[o{ nzrd ih T[; f;y d/ Bkfb ofb
nkfJnk,

nkfJ

g?oh

gfJnk..

do;B[

d/yD/

Bkb/

jEj[

g?oj[z

x[zro{ s'fV ;[fNnk;[, r[o{ r[o{ brk igfD. Njb eofD nkt?, GKv? wKi?, gyk
c/o?.
sp fJe fdB r[o{ nzrd ih fgSbh okfs rJ/, sK d/y? sK ;{j/ p;sq
g?X/ p?mh fJ;sqh fuedh j?. sp r[o{ nzrd ih p/Bsh ehshL @i' ih ! J/j
eT[D{ Eh gks;kj !# sp pkp? nkfynk @nzrdk ! J/j[ d[ork Eh, ;' nmt?I
fdjkV? r[o{ eh ;/tk eofD nKtdh j?#. sp r[o{ nzrd g?oh gfJnk. sp
nkfrnk gow/;o eh Bkfb fJe fdfB pkp/ dk g?o[ jbdk Ek. ip
r[o{ nzrd[ d/y? sK eJh ihn g?oK Bkfb ftdk j'Id/ j?fB.
sdj[ r[o{ nzrd ~ fJe fdB ;kj[foUI egV? nkJ/, sp r[o{ nzrd ih
i'Vk bkfJnk. sp r[o{ pkp/ ih eh nkfrnk j'Jh @ikfj xk;[ b? nkT[#. sp
r[o{ nzrd[ ih xk;[ b? nkfJnk XkJhnK ftuj[. sp egV/ ;G/ fueV Bkfb Go/.
sK wksk„ ih fvmk. sp pkp/ ~ ebgfD bkrh, nkfyU;[L @BkBe ! s?I fJj[ Gh
rtkfJnk ;z;ko
ƒ

fiBQK ~ fgSbh s[e ftu bfjDk fby nkfJnk j?, UjBK ~ eosk j[D/ jh @r[o nzrd# fbydk j?.
nr/ ;kyh ‡† ftu fJj' b/ye fbydk j? fe @sd bfjD/ s/ r[o{ nzrd BkT[I ofynk# ;' J/E/ eosk dh j'o G[Zb
j? fe j[D/ jh T[BQK ~ r[o{ nzrd fbydk j?.

w[okd r[o{ BkBe d/t ih dh wksk j?.

189

fdj[ ezwj[ g[sq gokfJnk. i' egfVnK T[gfo fueV[ gkfJ b? nkfJnk#. sp
pkpk jf;nk, nkfyU;[L @wksk ! J/j[ fueV[ Bkjh, fJj[ uzdB[ j? dhB d[Bhnk
ek.# sp wksk ih u[g efo ojh. sp pkpk ih ikfJ ;[sk. o;'Jh ek
tys[ j'fJnk sp pKdh brh irktfD. sp pkp/ d/ uoD ihG Bkfb ufNnk;[.
uND/ Bkfb ip d/y? sK pkpk ih ;w[zdq ftfu yVk j?. f;yK dk p'fjE[ Bkfb
Xek d/Idk j?, eYdk j?. sp wksk Gh nkfJ rJh. sK wksk nkfyU;[L @BkBe
ikfrnk j? <# sp pKdh nkfyU;[L @BkBe[ J/E? Bkjh, wksk ih ! ;w[d
z q ftfu
yVk j?. sK wksk pKdh i'r[ brh wkofD. nkfyU;[L @J/j Gh brh w;eohnK
eofD.# sp pkpk ikfrnk sK wksk nkfynkL @p/Nk, fJj Gh r'bh brh
w;eohnK eoD, nky? i[-BkBe[ ;w[zdo ftfu yVk j?-#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL @wksk
ih ! ewbh r'bh d? nkfyn? brDk Bkjh#. sp pKdh ewbh j'fJ rJh. go
do;B ek ;dek ;zrfs obhƒ sp b'e pj[s BkT[I Xohe j'J./
ƒ

fJ; fJpkos s'I ikgdk j? fe fJj ;kyh r[o{ ih dh gfjbh nt;Ek dh j?, id'I b'eh T[jBK ~ fdtkBk
nkfde efjzd/ ;B. fJ; t/b/ sK T[j eosko g[o/ ftu irs g{i jB s/ uko u[c/o/ s'I irs nk wZE/ N/e fojk
j?. fJ;/ g'Eh ftu ;kyh ‡† ftu r'oy efjzdk j? @pj[s g;kok ehs' jh#l fi; s'I wkb{w j[zdk j? fe r[o{ ih dk
n?;Poi gqskg pVk tX u[ek ;h.

190

‡†H bfjD/ s'I nzrd
sdj[z nkfrnk Bkb r'oyBkE[ nkfJ rfJnk pkp/ gk; sK nkfyU;[L
@pj[s[ g;kok ehs'jh <# sp pkp? nkfynk L @r'oyBkE[ ! n;kv? e'Jh j't?rk, sK
nkg/ d/yj[r?#. sp pkpk ih pkjfo nkfJnk, sK b'e BkT[ Xohe fgS/ pj[s
bkr/. sK nkfrnk Bkfb Xosh g?f;nK eh j'Jh. sp pj[s b'e g?;/ b?efo
T[fm nkJ/. i' nkr? iktfB, sK o[gJh:/ gJ/ j?fB. sK pj[s b'e o[gJh:/ b?efo
T[m nkJ/. i' nkr? iktfB, sK w[joK gJhnK j?fB, i' e'Jh ofjnk Ek ;' w[joK
b/efo T[fm nkfJnk. sd d[fJ f;y Bkfb oj/. sp nr? iktfB, sK fJe[ fuyk
ibdh j?l fs; e? T[gfo ukfo uokfr ibd? j?fB, ns/ ukdo skDh w[odk ;[sk
gfJnk j?, go[ d[orzX pk;[ nKtdh j?. sp pkp? puB ehsk nkfyU;[L e'Jh j?
i[ fJ; ~ Gy? <# sp d{;ok f;y[ i' Ek, ;' T[fj w[j[ c/fo efo E[e[ ;[Nh,
E[ek ;[fN efo ubdk ofjnk. sp fJe r[o{ nzrd[ nkfJ ofjnk. sp
puB[ b?efo ikfJ yVk ofjnk. sK nkfyU;[L @ih fe; tfb s/ w[j[ gkJh <#
sp puB[ j'fJnk. @g?oK tb w[j[ gktDk#. ip r[o{ nzrd ukdo T[mkt?, sK
r[o{ BkBe ;[sk gfJnk j?. sK r'oy ek puB[ j'fJnkL @BkBe s/ok r[o{ ;'Jh
i' s/o/ nzr s/ g?dk j't/rk#. sp bfjD? s? r[o{ nzrd BkT[I ofynk, sK
r'oyBkE[ ftdk j'fJnk. pkpk v/o? nkfJnk sK b'e pj[s[ gS'sktfD br?, i'
g?f;nK tkb/ nkyd/ j?fBL @i/ nr? iKd/ sK o[gJhn? b? nktd?#. ns/ o[gJhnK
tkb?

191

nkyd/ j?fBL @i' n;hI nr? iKd/ sK w[joK b? nKtd/#. sp pkpk
p'fbnk ;pd[ okr[ ;qh okr[ ftu wLƒ..Lb/y? p'bD[ p'bDk b/y? ykDkykT[.. b/y? tkN ubkJhnk b/y/ ;[fD t/ykT[..
b/y? ;kj btkJhnfj gV/ fe g[SD ikT[..ƒ.. pkpk wkfJnk ouBkX'j.[ . nzX?
Bkw[ ft;kfonk Bk fs;[ J/j[ B Uj[..ƒ.. ojkT[.. ihtD woDk ikfJe? J/E?
yki? ekfb.. fiE? pfj ;wMkJhn? fsE? e'fJ B ufbU Bkfb.. o'tD[ tkb/
i/sV/ ;fG pzBfj gzv gokfb..„.. ;G[ e' nky? pj[s[ pj[s[ xfN B nky?
e'fJ.. ehwfs fes? B gkJhnk ejfD B tvk j'fJ.. ;kuk ;kjp[ J/e[ s{ j'fo
ihnk e/s/ b'n..….. Bhuk nzdfo Bhu ikfs Bhuh j{ nfs Bhu[.. BkBe[ fsB
e? ;zfr ;kfE tfvnk f;T[ fenk oh;.. fiE? Bhu ;wkbhnfB fsE? Bdfo s/oh
py;h;..†..…..

‡‡H wyd{w pjktdhI dk ubkDk
sp fJe fdB gow/;o eh nkfrnk j'Jh i' wyd{w pjktdh w[bskB ek
gho[ w;hs eT[ nkfJnk Ek, Jhdrkj e? fdfB, w[ohd b'e pj[s[ Bkfb nkJ/ E/
Bwk} r[ikofD. sdj[z wyd{w pjktdh eh nyh Gfo nkJhnk nzM{, brk
p?okr[ efoD. sp w[ohdk g[fSnk i' @iht? gho ;bkwfs ! ;[ s[;h i' o'J,/ ;'
feT[I o'J/ <# sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL @J/ pzfdU y[dkfJ feU ! fJj pkfs
ejD/ eh BKjh#. sK w[ohdK nkfynkL @iht? gho ;bkws fwjfo eoe? nkyhn?#.
sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL

192

@J/ :ko' ! ni s/ JhIwkB[ fe;? ek mT[V oj?rk Bkjh ;G p/JhwkB j'fJ
iktfBr/#. sp w[ohdK efjnkL @iht? gho ;bkws ! fwjo eoe? d;hn?.# sp
wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL @:ko' ! fJe fjzd{ ip fG;s eT[ nkt?rk. sp fG;s
ftu T[ikbk j't?rk#. sp fisB/ f;nkD/ E/l fsfsfBnk ek fJwkB mT[V B
ofjnk, sK br? nkyfDL @ihD? gho ;bkwfs. i' gV/ b'e nkyd/ fjfB, i'
fjzd{ eT[ fG;s[ fbfynk Bkjh, ns? s[;K fJT[I nkfynk j? ;' feT[ efo ikDhn?#.
sp wyd{w pjktdh nkfynkL @i' s[;K ftfu e'Jh Gbk gfVnk f;nkDk j't? ;'
b? nktj[#. sp T[BQK fJe[ fJbwtkB jkio[ ehsk, sp wyd{w pjktdh
fJe[ ;b'e[ fbfy fdskLi' n;k bdD bfdnk n;kvh efo ekfJ..
ns? w[j'I nkfyU;[L i' @BkBe BkT[I j? ;[ dot/; ek, sbtzvhƒ oj_dk j?.
ip wkr? sK d/tBk#. sdj[ nkdwh sbtzvh nkfJnk, e'jK d'jz[ T[gfo nkfJ
p?mk, ns? nkfyU;[L @i/ ;u[ j?, sK w?I eT[ ;dkfJ b/t?rk#. sp pkpk G;wk„
f;y G/fink, nkfyU;[L @pkr ftfu i' nkdwh j? ;' w[bskB s/ nkfJnk j?,
wyd{w pjktdh ek, ;' ;fd b? nkU#. sp Uj[ r[o{ gkf; b/fJ nkfJnk. nkfJ
g?fo
ƒ

j[D ;qh r[o{ BkBe d/t ih eosko g[o ofjzd/ jBl id'I r[o{ BkBe ih pkb nt;Ek iK uVdh itkBh
ftu ;B sd sbtzvh ofjzd/ ;B.

tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu @G# s/ @F# T[v/ j'J/ jB s/ EK ykbh j? s/ nr/ @w# ;kps fdZ;dk j?. fJj g{ok
Bkw @G;wk# gd ykb;k ekbi tkb/ B[;y/ s'I gkfJnk j?.

193

u[fwnk;[. ekrd[ r[o{ wzfr bfJnk. wyd{w pjktdh dk fbfynk gfVQnk. i'
wyd{w pjktdh fbfynk j?Li' n;K bdD[ bfdnk n;kvh efo ekfJ..
sp pkp? fbfynk ;b'e T[;e/ ;b'e T[go ehskLi' Gfonk ;' bd;h, ;GBK j[ew[ oikfJ..
BkBe s/ w[y T[ib? ub/ je[ ewkfJƒ..ƒ..
sp pkp? @w[es[ ! w[es[ !# wyd{w pjktdh eT[ fbfynkL @i' s[;h ubj[,
n;h Gh nktj_r/ ukbhj fdfB fgS?#. fss[ wjfb ;pd[ j'fJnk, okr ;qh okr
ftfu wLƒ..LXB[ i'pB[ no[ c[bVk BkmhnV? fdB ukfo.. gpfD e/o/ gs fiT[ Yfb Y[fb
i[zwDjko..ƒ.. ozr[ wkfD b? fgnkfonk ik i'pB[ BT[ j[bk.. fdB E'VV/ Ee/
GfJnk g[okDk u'bk..ƒ.. ojkT[.. ;iB w/o/ ozr[b/ ikfJ ;[s/ ihokfD.. jzGh
tzRk v[wDh o'tk MhDh pkfD..„.. eh B ;[D?jh r'ohJ/ nkgB ezBh ;'fJ.. brh
nktfj ;kj[o? fBs B g/Jhnk j'fJ..….. BkBe ;[sh g/Jhn? ikD[ ftosh ;zfB..
r[Dk rtkJh rzmVh ntrD ubh pzfB..†..„†..
sp Uj[ nkdwh w[bskB rfJnk.. sdj[ wyd{w pjktdh nkgfDnK w[ohdK
Bkfb pkjfo nkfJnk. nrj[ Uj[ fJe[ BkT[ b? nkfJnk„. sp wyd{w pjktdh
d/fy
ƒ

fJj ;b'e ;qh r[o{ rqzE ;kfjp ih ftu BjhI j?, pkjo dk j? ;' r[opkDh BjhI j?.
@nrj[ s'HI HHb? nkfJnk# sZe dk gkm jkL pkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

194

efo bkrk p?okr[ eofD. sp w[ohdK g[fSnk @ih s[;hI feT[I o'fJ <# sp wyd{w
pjktdh nkfynkL @:ko' ! n;K fbfynk nkjk, i'-s[;h ubj[, s Bkb ubj[,
fJem/ y[dkfJ eh dorkfj iktfj_-. sK UBk nfrnj[z fbfynk j?, i' s[;hI
ubj[ n;hI Gh nKtjr/ ukbhj fdB fgSj[-. sK :ko' ! n;K UBk ukbhjK
fdBK ek fceo[ j?, i' ukbhj fdB nzBQ/o/ ofjDk j't?rk. J/ :ko' ! T[BK fdBK
~ w?I o'Idk jK, i' feT[I efo r[dokB[ j'tfBr/. i/ Uj ubd/, sK ;[ykb/ ukBD/
Bkfb iKd/#. sp wyd{w pjktdh ek ubkDk j'fJnk. sdj[z w[ohdK b'eK d/
fdfb eoko[ nkfJnk.

‡ˆH ;qh r[o{ nzrd ih ~ r[fonkJh
sp pkpk ih okth d/ feBko/ nkfJnk. sdj[z g?;/ gzfi pkp/ ih
r[o{ nzrd ih e? nr? ofye? g?oh gfJnk. sdj[z gotko ftfu ypfo j'Jh,
sK ;opfs ;zrfs ftfu ypfo j'Jh, i/ r[o{ pkpk ubkD? d/ xfo j?. sdj[z
r[o{ nzrd[ jfE i'V yVk j'nk sp pkp? nkfynkL @e[S[ wzr[# sp r[o{ nzrd
ih nkfynkL @ih gkfs;kj[ ! s[X[ Gkt? s J/j i' ;zrfs Bkbj[z s[Nh j?, ;' bfV
bkJhn? ih#. sh# puB j'fJnk r[o{ nzrd ~ i' @s/ok ;dek ;Gk pyFh#. sp
r[o{ nzrd[ g?ohI gfJnk. T[s wjfb ;pd[ j'fJnk okr wkM ftu wjbk ƒƒ..LwkM wjbk ‡..
Ufs g'fs ;/te ;zfr oksk.. gqG gqfsgkb/ ;/te ;[y
ƒ

fJj Fpd gzuw ;fsr[o{ ih dk j?, fbykoh dh G[Zb j?.

195

dksk.. gkDh gyk gh;T[ ;/te e? mke[o[ jh ek nkjo[ ihT[..ƒ.. ekfN f;be
gqfG ;/tk bkfJnk.. j[ew[ ;kfjp ek ;/tewfB GkfJnk.. ;'Jh ewkt?i' ;kfjp
Gkt? ;/te[ nzsfo pkjfo wkjo[ ihT[..„.. s{z dkBk mke[o[ ;G fpfX ikBfj..
mke[o e/ ;/te jfo ozr wkDfj.. i' feS[ mke[o ek ;' ;/te ek ;/te[ mke[o
jh ;zfr ikjo[ ihT[..….. ngB? mke[fo i' gfjokfJnk.. pj[fo B b/yk g[fS
p[bkfJnk..

fs;[

;/te

e?

BkBe

e[opkDh

;'

rfjo

rzGhok

rT[jo[ ihT[..†..ƒŠ..„‡..

‡‰ i'sh i's ;wkT[Dk
sdj[ r[o{ pkpk ;ohj sb? ikfJ p?mk. ;ohj[ ;[ek yVk Ek, ;' jfonk
j'nkL gks c[Zb gJ/. sp r[o{ nzrd g?oh gfJnk. sp wksk ih p?okr[ brh
eofD. fss[ wfjfb ;pd[ j'fJnk. GkJh pzX[ gotko ;G br? o'tfD.
sdjz[ okr tvjz;[ ftfu ;pd[ j'fJnkLokr tvjz;[ wjbk ƒ..
XzB f;ozdk ;uk gkfs;kj[ fifB ir[ XzX? bkfJnk.. w[jbfs g[Bh gkJh Goh
ikBhnVk xfs ubkfJnk.. ikBh xfs ubkfJnk fbfynk nkfJnko[zB/ tho;pkJ/..
eKfJnk jz; Ehnk t/S'Vk iK fdB g[zB/ w/oh wkJ/.. i/jk fbfynk s/jk gkfJnk
i/jk

g[ofp

ewkfJnK..

XzB[

f;ozdk

;uk

gkfs;kj[

fifB

ir[XXz /

bkfJnk..ƒ.. ;kfjp[ f;woj[ w/o/ GkJhj' ;GBk J/j[ gfJnkDk.. J/E? XzXk e{Vk
ukfo fdjk nkr? ;ogo ikDk.. nkr?

196

;ogo ikDk fiT[ fwjwkDk ekj/ rkop[ ehi?.. fis[ ;/ftn? dorj ;[y[ gkJhn?
Bkw[ fs;? ek bhi?.. nkr? j[ew[ B ub? w{b/ f;fo f;fo fenk
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fs;[ Gkt/ ;zwqE ;' Ehn? jhbVk J/j[ ;z;ko'.. ifb Efb wjhnfb oft
ofjnk ;kuVk f;oiD jko'.. ;kuk f;oiD jko' nby ngko' skek nzs[ B
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ekofD pkpk o'Jhn? o'tD[ ;rb fpeko'.. o'tD[ ;rb fpeko' rkcb[ ;z;ko'
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bkfJ fgnko'..†..ƒ..
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okfs, nzfwqs t/bk j'nk, ubkD/ e? tyfsLs[ykoh Szs wjbk ƒ pkojwkjk
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fgo[ xfo pkj[V?.. fgo[ xfo Bjh nkt? XB feT[ ;[y[ gkt? fpofj fpo'X
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gkJ/..‡.. t?;ky[ Gbk ;kyk t/; eo/..

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s[X[ fpB[ nY[ B w'b'.. ehwfs eT[D eo/ s[X[ GktK d/fy fdykt? Y'b'.. d{o B
ikBk nzsfo wkBk jfo ek wjb[ gSkBk.. BkBe t?;kyh gqG gkt? ;[ofs ;pfd
wB[ wkBk..ˆ.. wkj[ i/m[ Gbk gqhsw[ feT[ fp;o?.. Eb skgfj ;o Gko ;kXB
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rfjbh..‰.. nk;kV[ Gbk ;{oi[ rrfB sg?.. Xosh d{y ;j? F'y? nrfB Gy?..
nrfB o;[ ;'y? wohn? X'y? Gh ;' feos[ B jko?.. oE fco? SkfJnk XB ske?
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fgo[ xfo Bjh nkt? wohn? jkt? dkwfB uwfe vokJ/.. ;/i fJe/bh yoh d[j/bh
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BkBe ;k ;'jkrfD ezsh fgoe? nzfe ;wktJ/..‹.. GkdT[ Gofw G[bh Gfo
i'pfB gS[skDh.. ib Eb Bhfo Go/ po; o[s/ ozr[ wkDh.. po;? fBf; ekbh
feT[ ;[y[ pkbh dkdo w'o btzs./ . fgqT[ fgqT[ ut? pphjk p'b? G[fJnzrw fcofj
v;zs?.. wSo vzr ;kfJo Go ;[Go fpB[ jfo feT[;[y[

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nkT[ fgok ;kXB M{fo w[Jh.. sk fwbhn? gqG[ w/b/ d{i? GkfJ y[Jh.. M{fm
ftr[sh sk fgo w[sh e[ej ekj f; c[b./ . nr? xkw fgS? o[fs ikvk d/fy
ubs wB[ v'b./ . djfdf; ;ky joh johnktb ;jfi ge? ;' whmk.. BkBe
n;[fB fwbj[ fgnko/ ;fsr[o GJ/ p;hmk..ƒƒ.. esfe feos[ gfJnk i' gqG
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Uwkj? ;o;h.. ntrD wkoh wo? B ;hM? r[fD wkoh sk wo;h.. Bkw[ Grfs
d/ fBi xfo p?m? nij[ fsBkVh nk;k.. BkBe fwbj[ egN do y'bj[ J/exVh
yN[wk;k..ƒ„.. wzxo wkj[ Gbk jfo r[D nzfe ;wktJ/.. r[Dtzsh r[D ot? w?
fgo[ fBjub[ GktJ/.. fBjub[ us[o[ ;[ikD[ fpXksk uzub[ irs[ ;pkfJnk..
frnkB[ fXnkB[ r[D nzfe ;wkD/ gqG GkD/ sk GkfJnk.. rhs Bkd efts
et/ ;[fD okw Bkfw d[y[ Gkr?.. BkBe ;k XB Bkj fgnkoh nG Grsh fgo
nkr?..ƒ….. g'fy s[yko[ gV? tD[ fsqD[ o;[ ;'y?.. nkts eh Bkjh wfB sfB
t;fj w[y./ . wfB sfB oft ofjnk ir ihtB[ r[o ;pdh ozr[ wkDh. nzvi
i/oi ;/si T[sG[i xfN xfN i'fs ;wkDh.. do;B[ d/j dfJnk gfs dks/ rfs
gktT[ wfs d/j'.. BkBe ozfr ot? of; o;hnk jfo f;T[ gqhfs ;B/j'..Ġ..
wkfx gBhs GJh shoE[ nzsfo ikfBnk.. ;kiB ;jfi fwb/ r[D rfj
nzfe ;wkfBnk.. gqhsw r[D nze/ ;[fD gqG

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dkB g{ik gow/;[o i[fr i[fr J/e' iksk.. BkBe wkfx wjko;[ jfo ifg
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feogk xfo nkU.. pj[s/ t/; eoh fgo pkMj[ wjbh bjk B EkU.. jko v'o
o; gkN gNzpo fgfo b'Vh ;hrkoh.. BkBe w/fb bJh r[fo nkgD? xfo
to[ gkfJnk Bkoh..ƒˆ.. p/d; wkj[ o[fs fEsh tko Gb/.. xVh w{ofs
gb ;ku/ nkJ/ ;jfi fwb/.. gqG fwb/ fgnko/ ekoi ;ko/ eosk ;G fpfX
ikD?.. fifB ;hrkoh fs;fj fgnkoh w/b[ GfJnk ozr[ wkD?.. xfo ;/i ;[jkth
ik fgfo okth r[ow[fy w;sfe Gkr'.. BkBe nfjfBf; okt? gqhsw[ jfo
to[ fEo[ ;'jkr'..ƒ‰..ƒ..
fss[ wfjb i' ;pd j'nk, ;' g'Eh i[pkfB r[o{ nzrd i'rƒ fwbh.
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nkfynk i' @p/Nk ! r[o{ fenK e[fsnK ~ Gh ewh BKjh, o'NhnK egV/
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BkT[ Xohe br/ nkyfD. w[;bwkB br/ nkyfDL @n;hI dpfj_r./ ns/ fjzd{ bkr/
nkyfDL i' @n;hI ibkjKr/#. sp pkp/ nkfynkL i's[;hI d[jK tbh
ƒ

tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu J/E/ nyo fwN/ j'D eoe/ fJ; Ekt/I d' d' uko uko nZyo ykb;k ekbi tkb/
B[;y/ s'I gkJ/ rJ/ jB. :Ek soshp tko ƒHHHrd ir'. „H jtkb j't?rk …HHpuB[ nkfy.
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wsbp fco Gh g{ok j' iKdk j?.

201

c[b oyj[ dkjDh tfb fjzd{nK e/ oyj[, ns? pkth tfb w[;bwkBK e/ oyj[, fi;
d/ Gbe/ jo/ ofjfBr/, i/ fjzd{nK e/ jo/ ojfB sK ikbfj_r/ ns/ i' w[;bwkBK
e/ jo/ ofjBr/ sK dpfj_r./ sp pkp? ;zrfs ~ j[ew ehsk, @ehosB gVj[#.
sp ;zrfs brh ehosB[ gVfD..ƒ.. okr rT[Vh g{oph wjbk ƒ..
;'fjbk okr rT[Vh dhgeh wjbk ƒ..
» ;fsr[o gq;kfd..
i? xfo ehofs nkyhn? eos/ ek j'fJ phuko'.. fss[ xfo rktj[ ;'fjbk
f;tfoj[ f;oiDjko'..ƒ.. s[w rktj[ w/o/ fBoGT[ ek ;'fjbk.. jT[ tkoh
fis[ ;'fjb? ;dk ;[y[ j'fJ..ƒ.. ojkT[. fBs fBs ihnV/ ;wkbhnfB d/y?rk
d/tDjko[.. s/o? dkB? ehwfs Bk gt? fs;[ dks/ etD ;[wko[..„.. ;zpfs ;kjk
fbfynk fwfb efo gktj[ s/b[.. d/j[ ;iD n;h;Vhnk fiT[ j't? ;kfjp
f;T[ w/b[..….. xfo xfo J/j' gkj[uk ;dV/ fBs gtzfB.. ;dDjkok f;wohn?
BkBe ;/ fdj nktzfB..†..ƒ..
okr[ nk;k wjbk ƒ.. fSn xo fSn r[o fSn T[gd/;.. r[o[ r[o[ J/e' t/;
nB/e..ƒ.. pkpk i? xfo eos/ ehofs j'fJ.. ;' xo[ oky[ tvkJh s'fJ..ƒ..
ojkT[.. ft;[J/ uf;nk xVhnk gjok fEsh tkoh wkj[ j'nk.. ;{oi[ J/e' o[fs
nB/e.. BkBe eos/ e/ e/s/ t/;..„..„..

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gfVnkLgtD[ r[o{ gkDh fgsk wksk Xofs wjs[.. fdt;[ okfs d[fJ dkJh dkfJnk
y/b? ;rb irs[.. uzfrnkJhnk p[fonkJhnk tku? Xow jd{fo.. eowh nkg'
nkgDh e/ B/V? e/ d{fo.. fiBh Bkw[ fXnkfJnk rJ/ w;efs xkfb.. BkBe s/
w[y T[ib/ e/sh S[Nh Bkfb..ƒ..
ip ;b'e gfVnk, sfp pkp?„ ukdo T[gfo b? efo ;[sk. ;zrfs wEk…
N/fenk. ip ukdo T[mktfB sk e[S[ Bkjh. sdj[ cb d[jK e/ jo/ oj?.
fjzd{ nkgD? b? rJ/, ns/ w[;bwkB nkgD/ b? rJ/. ;opfs ;zrfs g?oh gJh.
p'bj[ tkfjr[o{..ƒ.. ;zws ƒ‡‹‡ fwsh n;{ ;[dh ƒ0.. pkpk BkBe ih ;wkD?
eosko

g[fo.

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@;[sk. ;zrfs wEk# ykL ekL d/ B[L s'I gkJ/ jB.

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@;[sk. ;zrfs wEk# ykL ekL d/ B[L s'I gkJ/ jB.

fJE'I nrbk gkm jkL pkL B[L ftu BjhI j?.

fJE/ tb?s tkb/ B[;y/ ftu fJe ee/ ~ n"Ie[V c/o]wdko beho s/ c/o eek n"IeV tkbk nkT[Idk j?,
T[sko/ tkb/ B/ @G[Zb u[e# dk rbs T[skok ehsk wkb{w j[zdk j?.

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pkpk ih. p'bj[ tkfjr[o{ ih eh cs? j'Jhƒ. s/ok gokBk„ j?..ƒ..ƒ..
» ;qh ;fsr[o gq;kfd.. ehu? B/fe Bkwh fi d/t? y[dkfJ.. i' dh;? fiwh
gfo ;' j';h cBkfj.. dkfJw[ B dT[bs ek; p/ ;[wkfo.. B oj? rJhnk
eo'Vh…
-fJshƒ

@tkfjr[o{ ih eh csj j'Jh# fJj gkm tb?s tkbh ;kyh d/ nyhob/ ;c/ s/ T[;/ ebw T[;/ soia fbys
ftu j?, fi; s'I fJj nB[wkB j' ;edk j? fe fJ; iBw ;kyh dk eosk ;qh r[o{ r'fpzd f;zx ih d/ ]kb;k
gqrN eoB s'I wro'I ;zLƒ‰‡ˆ fpL d/ pkd j'fJnk j?. i/ coia eo' fe eosk gfjb/ j'fJnk j?, sK tb?s nZgV/
B[;y/ dh fbys dh skohy ƒ‰‡ˆ fpL d/ wro'I dh j?, s/ T[skok eoB tkb/ fbykoh B/ fJj ;so nkg fby
fdZsh j?. feT[Ife @tkfjr[o{ ih eh csj# fJj d;w/ ;fsr[o{ ih B/ @nzfwqs# t/b/ ykb;/ ih ~ tke nkfynk j?.

w[okd j? goDk= nk;ok.

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r[opkDh BjhI, ;qh r[o{ rzqE ;kfjp ftu BjhI j?. jkL pkL B[;y/ ftu Gh BjhI j?. e'Jh goEkfJ ph BjhI df;nk
s/ g'Eh w[ek e/ wro'I fbfynk j?, ;' ikgdk j? fe fe;/ fbykoh B/ T[sko/ t/b/ nkg fbfynk j?.

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nzsek ƒH
(;kyh „‹ ftu')I
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ftu j'nk.†0.. ukbhj i[r p?m/ fwjBs ehsh..†ƒ.. nr/ gT[Vh ubh.. fJe
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tkj tkj igfsnk ;G d[y bkEk..ƒ.. fJe eo'fV nmkjfN bky nmskbhj
jiako..ƒˆŠ†Š000 d[obzfpnk i[r tkj tkj ehBk.. ;jfitkfD tkj tkj ifg
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BkBe e/ fenk r[B ejk ;[BkfJ..
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fbyh j?. fJj r[o{ T[ukfos BjhI j?.

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fwoikdk. tkfjr[o{ eh fwjBs j'fJ go[sh nkfd fp;hnko d/; e/ Bro
SmxkN e/.

nzsek „H
(;kyh …ˆ ftu')I
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