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“Her Master’s Kiss”
Vivien Sparx Copyright © 2012 Vivien Sparx All Rights Reserved. All characters appearing in this work are fictitious. Any resemblance to real persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental. Email: firstname.lastname@example.org Facebook: www.facebook.com/vivien.sparx Blog: http://viviensparx.blogspot.com.au/
This story is dedicated to Renee and the entire team at ‘Sassy Book Lovers Blog’. Day One. “Applicants should approach their submissive training with an open mind.”
“So, you saw the advertisement and you decided you wanted to learn how to be submissive?” “Yes.”
“Yes? Is that all?” “Yes.” Stefan glared at Renee suspiciously. “I don’t believe you,” he said. “It has been my experience that women who see my advertisement have long held the desire to be sexually submissive. It’s rare indeed that anyone comes to me for training… on nothing more than a whim. I’m not advertising a discount shoe sale. The service I offer is very unique. Very exclusive.” “It’s not a whim,” Renee said. “I’ve thought about it before.” “When?” “When have I thought about it?” “Yes,” Stefan said. “Tell me exactly when you started thinking about learning
“Come now.how to submit to a master. “I know exactly what it involves. Renee? Was it from reading ‘50 Shades’?” “I’ve read extensively on the subject.” Stefan said. Was there something that happened?” Renee hesitated for a moment.” Stefan smiled grimly and closed the . I wonder if you even know what the art of sexual submission involves?” Renee bristled.” she said archly. He opened the folder containing the girl’s application form and skimmed it quickly. In fact. “Really? And where did you acquire your knowledge. Stefan smiled. “There is nothing I see here in your answers that suggests any long-held desire to be submissive.
They’ve read a few erotic romance stories and they suddenly believe the only way to attract their Prince Charming is to be the feme fatal in their own story. “I’m sorry. They arrive here. I have no time to waste with women who wish to be titillated.folder in his hand. the story they’ve written in their heads.” “But… why?” Renee looked shocked. The art of sexual submission . and sit just where you are sitting.” Stefan said. I cannot train you.” “And…?” “And nothing. And they say exactly the same things. But I don’t think you are suitable. “I show them to the door. I’m sorry. “Because I get three phone calls every week from wannabe women just like you. Just as I am about to do with you.
“Not good enough.” Stefan looked at her and narrowed his eyes. I need to know what makes you different from all the other women I reject. I need to learn how submissive women please their men.” He shook his head.” she said. discipline and commitment – it’s not like you read in romance books. I need to know why this is so important to you.involves sacrifice. your back straight and your hands clasped in . sitting there with your legs together. “I’m not here for a silly thrill. Because looking at you right now. “Why?” “I just do. Renee.” Renee bit hard on her bottom lip. “I’m here because I want to learn.
I will watch you cry. you look very much like just another wannabe. I will hear you scream. In that time I will see you naked. . “Forget it.” Renee sat silently. we are going to spend nine days together. I’d rather not –” “ – You would rather not tell me the truth? You would rather I train you without understanding your motivation?” Stefan shook his head. “But they’re personal. If I accept you.” she said. private or intimate than what we are going to share. and I will make you beg. They stared at each other. “My boyfriend…” Renee said at last.” “I have my reasons. The truth you are withholding cannot be any more personal. Renee. Stefan waited.your lap.
“This is not relationship counseling.“What about him?” “I… we… things are difficult between us. his eyes dark and cold. feeling her face flush with embarrassment.” she admitted awkwardly. To become sexually submissive is only one half of a relationship. “The sex thing. Renee.” “And you think learning to be submissive to your boyfriend is the answer to your ‘difficulties’?” “Uhuh. “We… well he thought it might be a good idea if I learned… We haven’t been…” Stefan studied the girl. I mean. What you learn here would be wasted if your boyfriend were not a skilled master… or at least an .” she said.
She was a young woman. She had a child-like quality that. but there was so much . he found intriguing – and extremely frustrating at the same time.experienced lover who is dominant. ripe and willing to pleasure your master in every way he demands. despite himself. As I said. Stefan watched Renee’s face carefully. this is not relationship counseling. let’s just say there is no use giving a welltrained thoroughbred to an inexperienced jockey…” There was another long silence. You may leave here the perfect submissive slave. Otherwise all my efforts will be wasted. But if he is inadequate…? Well. He needs to be able to continue your training after we conclude your time together.
The paintings are originals.innocence in her huge blue eyes. . he didn’t know whether he should take her on as a client. I’m sorry. I think you should leave. “Your full price and more if you want it. or send her to her room! The contradiction of her was almost enough to make her interesting. The furniture is all antiques.” Renee said softly. Almost.” Stefan shook his head. any more than I need my time wasted.” She stood stiffly. I do not need money. “I can pay you. There were tears in her eyes and she was trembling. Stefan escorted her to the door. “Look around you. At the door she turned to him in desperation.
He was dressed in a jacket and trousers but with . I want to make some things clear to you.” Renee said. “To keep your boyfriend?” “No.” Stefan said.” He closed the door.“Please. *** “Before we go any further. I need your help.” Stefan sighed. She watched him pace across the room as he spoke. He was a tall man with broad shoulders and he had one of those ruggedly good-looking faces that she found incredibly appealing. Renee nodded.” she said softly. “To win him back. “Please.
you answer me immediately. Don’t hesitate. But what mesmerized Renee… what attracted her and held her absolutely spellbound… was the depth and darkness of the man’s eyes. filled with darkness. They were incredible. Don’t tell me what you want – . He looked like he’d come from a business meeting and ripped his tie off as soon as the meeting was over. I expect complete honesty from you. He had that kind of style. “Firstly. She found him fascinating. That means when I ask you a question.his shirt unbuttoned. mystery and so much she couldn’t understand. I will tolerate nothing less. and that distraction made it hard for her to concentrate. Don’t think.
looking hard at her for emphasis. It’s pulp dreams from people who have never experienced the reality.” Renee added. His eyes were black as coal. “I promise. . The stuff they fill those romance books with is utter garbage. “You need to keep an open mind.” She nodded.” Stefan said. “You need to be willing to learn and to obey my instructions without question.” “I will.tell me what I want.” “And forget everything you have read on sexual submission. “I understand. Stefan folded his arms and sighed.” She nodded again. and without hesitation.” Stefan said nothing.
“But don’t make me regret this. Renee. or when you are standing naked before me as I inspect your body?” “I’ll do anything. I wonder if you will be so enthusiastic when I am holding a cane. “I promise I will. Don’t waste my time.” Renee smiled gratefully. “To please me… or to win back your boyfriend?” “To please you. but harder when demanded.“Very well.” he said heavily.” “I’ll do everything you say. . “Don’t confuse the two issues here.” “Obedience is easily offered.” she said again softly.” she said softly. with a subtle emphasis to her words. when your backside is red from punishment. Stefan pointed a finger at her.
slapping Renee hard across her face with a stinging blow. “Why?” Stefan’s hand lashed out. It does not guarantee you will get your boyfriend back into your bed.” “Full name?” “James Matterson. Her eyes were wide and filled with .” “I understand. feeling the heat. She recoiled in shock. “Don’t question me. You must forget that notion right now. suitable for any master who wants you.” “What is your ex-boyfriend’s name?” “James.Pleasing me will make you a trained sexually submissive woman.” Renee touched her cheek.” Renee answered.
” Renee took a deep breath. think carefully before you commit yourself. She stared at Stefan in stunned silence. you will be here at exactly 7pm and place yourself completely into my hands to do whatever I want with your . If you really want to learn to submit. “You will become completely obedient to me. Every night. Stefan sighed heavily. Renee.” he explained softly. “I wanted you to get a sense of the world you are about to enter. “I understand.brimming tears. “I’m giving you one last chance.” he warned. you must accept a certain level of cruelty and punishment. “Your life will not be your own. Please.” she said. for another eight days.
” .” Day Two. by the time our training sessions conclude. You don’t. In fact. you may never want to see your old boyfriend again. Renee. you will.” Renee repeated. It will not be anything like what you expect. But you will. After these nine days.” “I understand. Stefan shook his head sadly. “No. her tone resolute. Consider that.body and your mind. “Submissives must learn that their own sexual pleasure is no longer important. Believe me.
” “I’m scared.” Renee admitted. “Why are you scared?” Stefan asked. Yes?” .“Tell me what you’re thinking. “Because you have me blindfolded and tied to a wall. didn’t I?” “Yes.” “And yet you returned here tonight of your own free will. Her mouth was dry. Exactly.” “In fact I did everything in my power when we met last night to warn and prepare you.” “But I didn’t force you.” “No.
“There have been many women just like you. “I imagine the harsh reality of your situation is very different to the romance stories you have filled your head with. But surely I’m not the only one. Not many as attractive as you. so Stefan said it for .” Renee admitted the truth. And not many as willing as you.” “Far from it. Most of them are pretenders.” Stefan said. As soon as I explain the rules and blindfold them.“Yes. they become scared. You thought being a submissive slave to a master sounded romantic and exotic.” Stefan grunted. Is that it?” “Yes. “Despite all I warned you about at our meeting?” “Yes.” Renee said nothing.
” “It’s a scary thing. “Just like you are right now. “It’s frightening. Not that. I understand that a master is dominant and his slave is submissive.” “And that scares you?” “Yes. I’m trusting you to…” “Be a gentleman?” “No. I expect you to enforce rules. Renee?” She thought carefully before answering.” . That’s what your advertisement offered.” “So what do you expect?” “I expect you to respect me.” “What is? What is scary. “Letting go. Of course.her. teach me obedience. I don’t expect you to be a gentleman. You expect me to hand over complete control of my body to you.” she said.
Renee? What did you think would happen when you arrived for your first session?” A long painful silence. “In fact you paid me to do this.” “Yes. “And what was the fantasy. “More sensual? But aren’t your senses heightened right now? I have you tied. more erotic.” she said. facing a wall.” Stefan said. “No. I’m just saying the reality is very different to the fantasy I had in my mind. “I thought it would be more…. Not erotic. I know. More sensual. You are stripped down to your lingerie… and you are .” Stefan laughed again.“But you volunteered. Renee chose her words carefully.” There was mockery in Stefan’s voice now. I guess.
The fantasy doesn’t match with the reality.” “Then how could this experience be more sensory Renee?” “I don’t know. It abrades against your nipples and your thighs each time I touch you with the whip. And the touch of my fingers on your flesh. You asked me what I expected. Your eyes are covered. you’re in total darkness.” . So naturally the sound of my voice. How much more sensory can your experience be? Your body feels the cold hardness of the stone wall. I can. and the sounds of me moving around you become more significant – each word has more meaning.blindfolded. surely you can imagine the feeling of heat on your skin?” “Yes.
even if that meant your answers embarrassed you.” Stefan chided her gently. “And does that surprise you? Are you shocked that being stripped to your . You say what is in your heart and mind instantly. Renee. I’m very aroused. Remember the rules when we first met. It’s the only way to be true to yourself. “I am. “Come now. “So why do you hesitate with your answer? Honesty needs no caution.“You mean you’re not aroused?” Stefan asked carefully. exactly?” “I am aroused. Renee hesitated. You promised you would be honest with me.” Renee sighed.” Renee could feel her face flushing red.” “You are what.
” Renee bit her lip.underwear and then tied with your arms and legs spread in front of me should prove to be such a sensual turn on for you?” “A little.” Renee blurted. “Because being restrained like this. “Be honest. I have not caressed your body.” Stefan sighed.” “Ever?” “Yes. and being… vulnerable… like this has been a secret fantasy of mine. “And I still have not touched you Renee. “What surprises me is that I am more aroused than I have ever been in my life.” she admitted. “I’m not surprised that I am aroused. nor have I dragged .” Stefan considered this.
or pulled your hair back and bitten your neck. I’ve merely left you there… anticipating such things….” . “Describe how your body feels. It’s like.” “I… my… I’m wet. “I can feel the damp heat between my legs. “You know what I mean.” Renee said. A warm glow.” “I know.” Stefan’s voice grew harder. I haven’t kissed along the inside of your thigh. like a warmth. um. wondering… what I might do.” God! I know! “And how is this arousal affecting you?” “What do you mean?” Renee asked softly.my hands across your breasts. Exactly.
” she said weakly. Renee? Do you want me to pleasure you in such a way that the warmth you feel ignites into flames?” Renee gave a little gasp. “Do you want me to touch you. “I do.” Stefan stepped closer until his lips were brushing Renee’s ear. “Like that?” “Yes!” “Does it feel good?” “Yes. Renee waited. They’re hard.“Like a fire?” “No… yes.” . Tingling. He felt her flinch. “And what else?” “My nipples. Almost…” Silence. “Yes.” Stefan rubbed his hand lightly inside Renee’s thigh.
I don’t want you to . yes? You like the feel of my fingers edging closer to your heat. yes. and so we have a problem.” Stefan said flatly. “And you like it. Renee.” “Yes!” Renee hissed. can’t you?” “Uhuh…” Renee bit her lip to stifle her groan. would you orgasm for me?” “Yes!” God. “And if I did that. don’t you. a thousand times over! “But submissives don’t tell their masters what to do. Renee.“You can feel my hand slowly sliding higher and higher up your leg. You’re hoping that I’ll keep raising my hand until I’m touching you through your panties. “Because I don’t want to touch you.
And if I pleasure you by rubbing my hand along the wet folds of your body. Do you understand this?” “Uhuh. I want you to learn obedience. And patience.” .” He stopped sliding his hand higher. “Sometimes submissives must beg for their release. Renee. I don’t think you would be able to control yourself.” Renee could feel her legs trembling. Have you considered that? Have you ever thought about begging a man to pleasure you before tonight?” “No. Exquisite torture.enjoy an orgasm. held it just an inch from the lace of Renee’s underwear. “Sometimes obedience can be torture.
” Stefan mused. no.” she whispered. “Perhaps prissy. There was a lump in her throat. “No? Perhaps you are too proud. This . very wet and aroused. Does that make you want to beg for relief?” Renee swallowed hard. Stefan laughed.” he admonished her lightly. no! You don’t get away with it so simply my little sex slave. Her whole body was achingly aroused.“But now? Feeling the way you do… feeling so very. “You will please me because I order you. “No. neat Renee is not yet immersed deeply enough in her new life to get on her knees before me and beg me to touch her?” “I will… if it pleases you.
” Renee groaned. stunned that she was admitting the depths of her need.” “Hmmm. The bindings. perhaps . Well. yes. “I… want you to touch me. “Please! Please!” she said. Please. “I’m so close…” Stefan took a step back.” “Ah.is about whether you wish to be pleasured. His voice sounded thoughtful “Perhaps I could touch you again.” Renee tried to force her legs wider against her restraints. “But first you must spread your legs wider for me.” Renee confessed. That’s not begging…” “Please…!” “Better. “I… I can’t…. But not good enough.” “I do.” he teased.
or your desire to become truly submissive. This is the question you must now answer. but now the restraints around her wrist made it impossible. All you need to do is say the word and I will release you long enough for you to enjoy the orgasm you so desperately crave.you can grind yourself against my hand while I hold it against you? Why don’t you try that?” Renee tried to lower herself against Stefan’s hand. Or… or you can deny yourself the pleasure.” Stefan said. and take the first real step to learning the inner strength it . “Here you must decide whether it is your pleasure that motivates you. She groaned in frustration. “And here we reach the turning point. Renee.
“You have learned the first lesson. “You see most people believe that submissive women who become sexual slaves to their masters must be very weak women. Stefan took another step away from her and tapped the rounded swell of Renee’s bottom with his whip. Women who are so weak they must follow a man’s instructions because they have no will of .takes to submit completely to the will of your master. Renee. “If it does not please you to see your slave orgasm. She groaned. then I submit to your will.” Renee gave a small sob of frustration.” she said regretfully. So perilously close….” Stefan smiled. She was so close to exploding.
So far you have been able to deny yourself the thrill of your own release. In my experience. What you have done is merely averted temptation. Tonight you must understand that exquisite torture comes in many forms. “You passed the first stage Renee. Only the first stage. To submit. and still you must resist?” . But what happens when temptation is thrust upon you.” “So I passed?” Stefan smiled. it is only the strongest women who have the inner strength it requires to submit to the desires of their master.their own. But this is not true. Did I pass?” Stefan grunted. “Passed a test?” “Yes. you must be strong. But only in its most simple form.
She sucked in a sharp breath and stifled a groan. pressing against her back.“I… I don’t understand…” “You will. Do you understand?” Renee gasped. the slightest caress might be enough to bring about your release. “As I slide my hands up the flat of your . “Yes. I know that you are on the edge. But I forbid you to orgasm Renee.” he said. burning hot against her skin.” Stefan said. She could hear Stefan breathing. Renee. Renee waited in the silence. “I’m going to tempt you. “Like you’ve never been tempted before. Then suddenly she could feel the heat of his body close against hers. I know you are close.” Suddenly she felt his hands on her hips.
She could feel prickles of sweat. all she could feel was the heat of his hand.abdomen to your breasts. Renee. She whimpered. .” Stefan whispered in her ear. Renee? Do you feel yourself nearing the edge? Do you wish I would unhook your bra perhaps?” Renee gritted her teeth. Tell me. Renee’s body suddenly caught fire. “I can feel your nipple hardening even through the lacy fabric of your bra.” One of Stefan’s hands cupped the weight of her breast. “Your breasts are so perfect. I want you to block your mind against your need for release. She tried to think about something else – anything else – but all she could hear was Stefan’s soft lulling voice close in her ear.
“I can smell the scent of your arousal. Imagine the feel of my fingers.” He moved his free hand down to the elastic waist of her panties. Still there are parts of your body I have yet to explore. Renee. “But still there is more to endure.” Stefan smiled. “I see it is becoming impossible for you. as your hips begin to thrust and rock. Renee. Stefan inhaled deeply. Imagine them between your legs. Renee sobbed. I can’t wait to slide my hand down inside your panties. Imagine the feeling as the first of my fingers slide inside the slick dampness. “I can’t wait to touch you. edging inside .” he purred.“Aaah. He had dragged her to the very edge of the precipice.” he chuckled. Renee.
Behind the blindfold her eyes were screwed shut.” Renee pressed her forehead against the cold brick wall and held her breath. Restrain yourself and stay silent. “The weaker your will. “I… I can’t hold…” “You will!” Stefan snapped. “You are an object for my pleasure. the sound escaping her lips before she had the chance to clamp her mouth closed. Her breathing was a series of broken ragged pants.” . “I forbid you to orgasm.” he ordered harshly.” Renee groaned again. tantalizing slowness that it drives you wild. the more I will test you.you with such an agonizing. Stefan’s hand slid two inches inside her panties.
” Stefan’s fingers touched Renee’s soft silken heat and began to slide lightly across her damp folds. “Your own needs no longer matter. My fingers inside you. That is what your body is for. my breath in your ear are all to please me. my hand on your breast. Renee. Your body is for my use alone. Step outside of your own sexuality and become an object only. unless I command it. You feel nothing. Your urges… your needs… they exist in your mind. and that has no value to me. She gasped and her . You must free yourself. From this moment on your body is for my use. You are remote and removed from this place and these feelings. his tone suddenly soothing and gentle again.Stefan said.
“For your pleasure.hips spasmed.” “A body.” .” “Again. Renee sobbed.” “Yes. “Tell me what you are!” Stefan demanded again.” “I’m a body you use for your pleasure!” Renee said.” “That’s all you are.” “Tell me again what you are.” she said. “Again!” “I’m here for your pleasure. “Tell me what you are!” Stefan barked. “A body. “I’m a body.” Renee said weakly. “Say it again!” “A body.” she repeated.
“And what is your task?” “To please you.” Stefan eased his fingers from Renee and she went limp against the wrist and ankle restraints. She was trembling, her whole body racked with shattering tremors. Stefan picked up the whip and landed the first stroke against Renee’s backside. She cried out in shock and pain. “What are you?” “A body,” she sobbed. “Why are you here?” Crack! “To please you!” “Tell me again,” he demanded. “Why are you here?” “To please you!” “And what are you, Renee?”
Crack! “A slave!” she cried. I’m your slave! Stefan threw down the whip and left Renee slumped against the cold wall, hanging limp in her restraints. She was crying softly behind the blindfold. He untied the leather binds and Renee slumped, quivering, to the floor. “Now you understand a little better, Renee. From this moment forward your own sexual pleasure is of no importance. Your ability to deny yourself and to focus only on the pleasure you give your master is the first lesson every slave must learn.”
“Submissives must learn that obedience and discipline are essential.”
She arrived three minutes late. Stefan answered the door, his face dark and forbidding. “Get on your knees,” he snapped. Renee knelt. Stefan stalked across the room. “I… I’m sorry… my car…” He held up a finger to silence her. “I don’t care. I don’t care about your excuses. Whatever they are, they are not forgiven. Do you understand? I will not tolerate this behavior.”
Renee’s face looked stricken. “Lower your eyes,” Stefan snapped. “Look down at the floor while I decide what to do with you.” Renee obeyed. Stefan began to pace. “Discipline is everything, Renee. Everything,” he said. “Nothing can take place in a relationship between a master and his submissive unless the submissive is committed completely to her training and to obeying her master.” Renee stayed silent. “Without discipline, we have no obedience. And without obedience, there is no relationship at all. And then what is the consequence? It’s called marriage – and look at how marriages all around the
“I don’t agree.” “Why?” She took a breath.world are failing. “You do not agree?” Renee stayed silent. Stefan sensed her reluctance. There must be order. There must be one person who commands and one person who follows. “Speak your mind. Do you understand what I am saying?” “Yes…” Renee said slowly.” . “Isn’t this whole master and slave thing just about sex? Isn’t this about role-playing in the bedroom as a way to spice up a relationship? Surely you can’t compare that to a marriage because marriage is so much more than sex.” She looked up at him.
“You are a young. He shook his head. I imagine. It is a way of life that works for many. yes?” Renee frowned.Stefan looked at her in shock. “No. People marry because they have things in common with their . blonde. It is a total relationship.” Renee looked confused. attractive fool.” “And this is what you think?” “Yes. It’s what most people think.” he said. Renee. And it works because it is the natural order of things. “Surely you are joking. “You are so naïve.” He shook his head again. many people. “The master and submissive relationship extends beyond the bedroom.
” Renee frowned. “So…. Did that just actually make sense? Stefan watched her. He saw her processing his words. Two followers will not go anywhere. Two leaders will not follow each other.partner… but few consider the essence of each person’s personality. And yet the slave is fulfilled and made happy because she is the one who provides and creates that happiness. Take that one step further and you have a dominant person and a submissive person. There must be a leader and a follower. this is not just a sexy kink?” . The master’s happiness is the focus of the relationship. Take that to its ultimate conclusion and you have a master and a slave.
It only matters about the suitability of the people to the roles they perform – in. “Not at all. When I came to you two days ago it was…” “Because your boyfriend and you broke up.” Stefan blinked.” “But not all men are dominant… and not all women submissive. I think. and out of the bedroom.” Renee bit her lip. It was because you wanted to win him back by learning the art of being sexually . “And so you begin to see and understand. “Quite right. And it is equally valid to have a mistress and a slave.“Ha!” Stefan snapped his fingers.” Stefan smiled. It matters not about the gender. “You sound sexist.” “I don’t understand that.
then the talents you acquire could be wasted.” “Yes.submissive. yes?” “Yes.” “But a submissive’s role does not begin and end at the bedroom door. no matter the time . that if he is not a skilled. Perhaps it means completing tasks that are arousing without being blatantly sexual. even then. Perhaps that means wearing lingerie that pleases her master.” “And I warned you. Not in a successful relationship. The submissive’s commitment to her master must be total and absolute. Perhaps it simply means being willing and compliant to her master’s desires. “You remember.” There was a long silence. or natural master.
or the occasion. I thought you would teach me how to lay still while my boyfriend took his pleasure.” “It’s not like that… in the books…” Renee admitted.. Stefan made a face.” “Is that what your romance books tell you?” . I. “I… I was wrong about this.” she admitted. I thought that would be my reality. “I warned you of that also. Perhaps it means dressing in a certain manner… the list is endless. “I didn’t realize the enormity of what you are training me for.” Renee took a deep breath and sighed. But the undeniable fact is that a successful master and slave relationship cannot be constrained to the bedroom.
“Stand up.” “Good. It is a position within a relationship that is essential.and do it successfully. confident woman can submit . “Because being a slave is a powerful. “Then perhaps we can commence tonight’s session. “I’m beginning to understand.” Stefan said.” Renee bowed her head again.” Stefan demanded. .” Stefan said. Not quite. It’s about discipline and obedience… and you are not forgiven for arriving late. As I said to you… only a strong. maybe… but in a more romantic flowery way…” “Then they are wrong.” Renee nodded slowly. Well.“No. It is not just a matter of fancy dress role-playing. powerful role.
“These…. In future. The garment fell in a pool at her feet. Stefan walked around her slowly. It does not please me at all.” he said. “Strip. “Spread your legs. her eyes still downcast. She was wearing a simple blue sundress.” Renee edged her feet apart. these undergarments that you wear. you will . Stefan sighed his disapproval.” Without hesitating. Renee eased the straps of her dress off her shoulders. “They are not suitable. You come to me in a simple bra and white cotton panties. admiring the curves and lines of her tanned skin. This is not sexual.Renee stood.
wear lingerie. I want to see it. They are boring. And you will wear the lingerie at all times… even when you are not here training. No other color.” He stepped close to her. You have long blonde hair. I want you in red corsets. or red bras and panties.” “I understand. Renee felt her heart begin to .” “Very well.” Stefan circled her once again. their faces just inches apart.” “Yes.” “Red will be your color. “Wear your hair out. I insist you wear red high-heels from now on when you are in my presence.” “And the shoes. Do you understand?” “Yes.
Now. Don’t come to me again with all that paint on your face. I want you to go to my letterbox and see if there is mail. “Now. “What?” “I’m sure you heard me.” he said. “Very well. Stefan’s expression did not change. Lipstick only. “You wear too much makeup.” “I did… but…” she made a gesture with her arms to draw his attention to the fact that she was only wearing a bra and panties.race and she didn’t know why. Renee hesitated and Stefan’s voice .” “I understand.” Stefan stepped back and folded his arms.” Renee’s eyes flashed her panic.
“Go to the letterbox now!” he snapped. “Humiliated!” He was blocking the doorway. “Tell me how you feel. in a slow daze. “Stop. It was night.” “Embarrassed!” Renee snapped. Now go!” Reluctantly.” he said when she was on his front step. Stefan stood at the door and watched her. still outside the door. Renee opened the front door and stepped out onto the lawn. She couldn’t get past him and inside the house. but the street was well lit. when you return.became a snarl. . “And if you hesitate or question me again. She scurried in a crouch to the letterbox and back. you will find the door locked.
“Don’t question me.“Do it again. It wasn’t a hard blow.” Stefan explained patiently.” “What?” Stefan slapped her across her face. You walk with your head held high. “Now. confident woman who is proud of her body… not like some pathetic child sneaking around as if they have been dared by a friend.” Renee gritted her teeth. She turned on her heel and took stilted steps to the .” Renee’s mouth snapped closed.” he warned. “I have told you that before. but the shock of it stung Renee. “And this time I want you to do it like a sexy. I want you to go to the letterbox again.
“Better.letterbox then came back again.” Stefan sighed. To you. Renee. “How do you feel now?” “Still humiliated. “Then you must learn to see yourself as you are to me… not as you are to you. an object that is here to serve and please my every desire.” Stefan said. yes?” “Yes. you are a woman with friends and family and a job.” he said sadly. and people who might notice you. “You are a slow learner. I told you last night that you must disconnect your mind and your feelings from your body. You remember this.” she admitted. But to me you are a body. “You disappoint me. That is why you have come .
“Very well. She threw the bra on the doorstep right at Stefan’s feet. each step like she was walking on a catwalk. Her breasts fell free. She stepped with her head held high and her shoulders back. That’s what I paid to learn. I am an object.to me. “You’re right.” she said. So that’s what you will get!” She sauntered defiantly to the letterbox. She reached impulsively behind her and unfastened her bra. He was right. When she reached the letterbox she parted her legs . So stop being you. Nothing but an object for you to touch and look at and use. and be what I demand you become!” Renee felt her anger rising. That’s what you want. and that only fueled her fury.
Renee waited while Stefan closed the door. “You interest me.and bent provocatively at the waist.” He stepped aside and Renee walked past him through the front door. “You have a child-like innocence. his eyes dark. . she was glued to the spot for a moment. Stefan smiled. He turned to her. Renee. Her nipples were hard.” she said. they are admirable qualities. Kept under control. and the comment was so unexpected. feeling Stefan’s hungry eyes on her. and yet there is something below the surface that is more resilient and brash. “There is no mail.” he said. and a fire of erotic heat blazed low in her belly. Then she turned and walked slowly back to the door.
“Angry?” “Mad as hell.” “What happened to humiliated?” She turned on him. “What happened to respect? You made a fool of me. The shock of it .” “No!” Stefan snapped hotly.” Renee said. She was shivering with small tremors of adrenalin and arousal. actually.” Renee opened her mouth to shout back and suddenly stopped. His comment a moment ago about keeping her admirable qualities under control was forgotten in an instant. You looked like a sex goddess. Stefan’s words registering in her mind. “You felt like a fool because you could not disconnect your mind.“How do you feel now?” “Angry.
“All that we have covered tonight was also discussed last night… and when we first met. and how strong the submissive must be… and then you have me perform like that…? I don’t understand!” “Because you don’t learn.drove away her rage and filled her with sudden confusion. “Then… then why are you treating me like this?” “Like what?” “Like a child.” “Because you continue to act like one. And yet still you refuse to understand your role. When you begin . “But you talk about the submissive being powerful. You act like a child and so I treat you as one.” Stefan said harshly.” Stefan said.
“You’re right. and she cried while Stefan watched her. I am waiting for you to rise to the challenge… to immerse yourself in what you wish to become. I know I am… and I can’t afford to fail. She stood in the foyer. I will not lower myself to your level. I just . “I’m sorry. and when you accept your role and behave accordingly. You let yourself down. “The fault here is yours.” She started to cry.” Renee said between sobs.to act like a woman. She didn’t expect to.” Stefan warned. Suddenly she felt lost. “Do not turn your anger on me. She didn’t mean to.” Renee blinked. I will treat you as such. It’s me I’m angry with. in just her panties. it just happened. Me! I’m angry because I’m failing.
I told you that you were unprepared for the challenges. Frankly.” he said derisively.can’t. Stefan .” When the clock chimed 7pm. “Submissives must learn that they are responsible for their master’s happiness and pleasure.” Day Four. “and go home. I’m too disappointed in you to continue.” Stefan looked at her for a long time before speaking. “Put your clothes on. Our session is ended for tonight.
It shows me that you are prepared and .” he said with gruff approval.” he said. silently enraged that Renee would dare be late again. Renee was standing by the wall. “Better. “Fifteen minutes – master. “And it is good that you have stripped. wearing a brand new red corset and red panties. She was waiting for him.” “Come inside. submissively kneeling on the doorstep. “How long have you been here?” he asked gruffly.opened the door. Stefan’s eyes roamed over her lithe young body.” When Stefan entered the downstairs room. “Go down to the punishment room and wait for me. But she wasn’t late.
. the heat of Stefan’s fingertips like a fiery brand on her skin. master. There was something incredibly satisfying in pleasing this man. You have chosen well.” Renee shuddered. I like how it presents your breasts to me. She smiled inwardly.” Stefan ran his hand over the silky fabric of the corset.” Renee’s head was bowed respectfully. or because she was responding to the man himself. “I like the cut of this lingerie too. “You please me. but those three simple words made her heart sing and gave her hope. “Thank you. She didn’t know if it was because she was so attracted to him physically.” he nodded. It was something primitive.willing. something instinctive that came from deep within her.
“I have done a lot of thinking. About everything you have said to me. “But pretty lingerie does not make you a worthy submissive…” Renee nodded.” she said softly.” Renee lifted her head and smiled hopefully at Stefan. But I have done more than buy the clothes you ordered. and what .” Stefan said guardedly.“I have been busy since you sent me away last night.” “Is that so? Then perhaps you would like to explain. “So it appears. I’ve been so torn between who I am. About everything I wanted to achieve. “I understand.” “About?” “About everything. master. I haven’t slept.
you are teaching me to become. but I do know that I understand it more.” “Enough to continue?” “More than enough.” “Enough to be obedient?” “Instantly.” “And tell me again why you have come .” “Including the whip?” “Of course. He could see the transformation in her eyes. I… I don’t know that I have completely grasped all you have told me. “Enough to accept discipline?” “Yes.” Stefan considered her expression carefully.” “Regardless of my command?” “Yes.
“but I wonder now about your intentions. This boyfriend of yours. You are training me.” he said carefully.” Stefan frowned. I must serve and please you until my training is complete. Tell me more about him. Then I will try to win back James. “What would you wish to know?” “What does he do for a living?” .” “To learn to become a skilled submissive who is able to please her master’s every desire?” “You mean your boyfriend?” “I mean you. “I no longer doubt your willingness.back tonight.” Renee balked for the slightest fraction of a second only.
In a fashion.” Renee said. “More information.” She sighed. and that I . “He told me I was not pleasing him. He told me he felt like he had to do all the work in our relationship.” “It ended with him storming from our bed one night. He is away sometimes for several weeks. and then home for a few days.” “And how did your relationship end?” “Badly. “No… he didn’t.” Stefan smiled grimly. He said I wasn’t a very good lover. He actually looked me in the eye and told me I was the most boring.” “He said that?” “Well… yes.“He works with a mining company. useless sexual partner he had ever slept with.
” “And then he just left?” “Yes.no longer aroused him.” “And you haven’t heard from him since?” “No… but he is probably working away again at the moment.” “And do you love him?” Renee recoiled in a small shock.” “And when did this happen?” “Three weeks ago. He wanted to think about whether we should continue. That’s what he said. That’s when I saw your advertisement and decided I needed to do something to save what we had. “I… I think so.” she said slowly. as though she had walked into an invisible wall. He said we needed time apart. .
“I’m not sure I know what real love is. I haven’t had many lovers…” she looked away shyly. Stefan’s eyes narrowed thoughtfully for a moment, and then his expression changed completely. “Very well,” he announced. “It is time to begin.” Renee bowed her head again. There was an undeniable small thrill of arousal seeping through her body. She felt it every time Stefan looked at her in a certain way, and every time he moved close to her. Now it was beginning to slowly uncoil once more, seeping warm and molten deep inside her. “Tonight you will learn the two basic positions that all slaves must know,”
Stefan said. “Often your master will simply command you into position One or Two. You must adopt these positions instantly.” Renee nodded her understanding, keeping her eyes on the ground before her. “Position One,” Stefan said. “Get down on your knees and clasp your hands behind your back.” Renee dropped to the ground immediately. “Now part your knees. Wider. A little wider…. Yes. Like that.” Renee’s knees were about eighteen inches apart. “Straighten your back and keep your hands clasped behind you. Then open your mouth.”
Renee did as she was instructed. Her mouth formed a wide-open oval of red lipstick. Stefan crouched beside her and lifted her chin until they were looking at each other. “This position is so that your master can step up to you and place his hardness into your mouth. Do you understand that?” Renee could only nod. “In adopting this position, you are making an invitation of your mouth to your master. You are welcoming him to pleasure himself. So therefore you must adjust the height you kneel at, depending on how tall your master is. You will learn this quickly. It may be that you need to kneel back on your haunches to lower
yourself a little…” Renee nodded again. Stefan stood beside her and she could see the sudden bulge of his own arousal in his trousers. “For me, because I am tall, you would remain straight-backed,” Stefan said. He positioned himself directly in front of Renee and stepped forward until the swell in his trousers was pressed against her wide-open mouth. Renee’s heart leaped into her throat. The tendrils of heat uncoiling low in her abdomen suddenly whiplashed. Stefan stood, rubbing himself against her open mouth for several seconds. “You must remain compliant and willing at all times in this position,” he said, his voice
When I do this. “As I lace my hands into your hair and hold tight to the back of your head. She felt Stefan’s strong hands in her hair and her eyes began to water. it is critical that you remain relaxed. You cannot pull away. I assure you. And then Stefan was backing away.suddenly thicker than she remembered it. it is to give me deeper access to your mouth. You cannot resist. his breathing a little rough. A flood of damp desire seeped between her spread thighs. but there was a pleading expression in her eyes. his eyes a little wide. you will not suffocate or choke…” Renee groaned. Stefan took a deep breath and forced . Renee stayed in position. his expression a little flustered.
But in this position you are to lean forward and rest your head on the floor. Understand?” “Yes. “On your knees.” he said.” he said. “Yes. you will assume this exact position.” Renee said.” Renee bent forward at the waist until her forehead rested on the carpet.” Stefan explained. “Turn your cheek. that is good. “Position Two begins in the same way. whilst keeping your hands clasped behind your back. “Remember this is called Position One.himself to scowl. Her mouth felt dry. . “Do it. At anytime you hear the command.” Stefan said. relaxing her posture a little and swallowing hard. and remember to keep them separated.
“In this position. “With your legs apart as they are. you are making your body available to your master in the most accessible way.” Renee closed her eyes. knowing that Stefan was close behind her. She heard him moving. Stefan stepped behind her. She wondered if he could sense her arousal.” Stefan noted. if he was aware of the slick dampness that must surely be soaking her panties.Renee rested her cheek on the ground and kept her hands linked behind her back. your master need only pull aside your panties and kneel between your legs to take you. She was instantly aware of how open and vulnerable the position left her. and then she realized he was on his knees behind her. .
“This is Position Two. you will immediately put yourself . or reach forward and grasp your hands.” he said.pressing himself hard against her open body.” Renee said softly. “In this position. “This gives your master total control of your body.” Stefan demonstrated. He gripped her wrists and pulled her head off the ground until she felt the small strain in her arms. Understand?” “Yes. no matter where you are or what you are doing. “Again. Her voice in her own ears sounded shaky and tremulous. Upon command. here you are open and available to me. your master can hold your hips. and the ability to use you in many ways until he takes his pleasure.
“There must always be a bond of absolute trust between master and slave. She rose uncertainly.” he said. Once broken it can never be fully restored.in this position and wait for your master. and your willingness to obey instantly will be critical to your success as a submissive. Stefan got to his feet and ordered Renee to stand. and stood with her legs apart instinctively. “If you can remember those two positions you will go a long way to pleasing your master. Remember that your obedience.” “I understand. This bond relies on the . The one thing that annoys a master more than anything else is if his submissive questions his instruction… or if the submissive hesitates to obey any command.” Renee said.
an opportunity for the person to learn about themselves.” Stefan smiled sexily. A good master will always seek ways to . Any master that abuses a willing slave’s trust is a fool. And any slave who questions a master’s orders is unprepared. and the slave always believing that her master’s instructions are either for his own pleasure or. and to challenge their levels of obedience and acceptance. “Submission is.” Renee paid attention.master always being respectful of his slaves limits. in essence. “That is not to say that a good master will not test and stretch a slave’s limits. at least. or untrained to fulfill the role. She nodded. not given to place the slave in danger or in harm’s way.
the soldier is drilled and trained to respond – without question. at any time. Yes. Do you understand this. Each new measure of effort is an indication of the relationship’s growing bonds of strength. or limits. If. Renee?” “Yes. Renee watched Stefan covertly.” Although her eyes were lowered.stretch a slave’s endurance. an officer’s order is disobeyed or disputed.” “The slave and master relationship is very much like the military. Not for the first . When an officer issues an order. “Discipline in the military is strict. and the entire structure breaks down. the result can be mutiny. because it keeps the relationship fresh.” Stefan offered. I do.
master. steady sound of his voice was incredibly sexual and hypnotic.” Stefan said. “I think you deserve a surprise. “Your efforts tonight have pleased me greatly. The deep. Renee. “Very well.” Stefan said at last.” Renee looked up in bewilderment to see Stefan fetching a chair. He set the chair just a few feet in front of where Renee stood and sat down.time she found her mind filling with unbidden erotic images of them entwined.” “Thank you.” Renee glowed in his praise. “I am aware the last few days have been testing for you. “And I am aware that you have fought your own . Your change in attitude and your enthusiasm is a credit to you.
He dangled an arm lazily over the backrest and studied Renee’s face intently. Forcing yourself to deny your own urges has its limits.struggles to adjust. Renee. But to touch herself? .” A rapid confusion of mixed emotions flashed in Renee’s eyes. and because of your efforts tonight.” He paused for a moment. She was so incredibly aroused! She had been in a constant state of need for several days. it is time you were rewarded. “I am also aware that our training sessions have caused you intense arousal. “I want you to put your hand down inside your panties and pleasure yourself while I watch.” Stefan crossed his legs and sat back in the chair.
It was as if she were outside her own body. “Not like that. Her fingers crawled towards the flickering heat between her parted legs. and every sensation you feel. And I want you to tell me everything you do. and a sudden sense of detachment overcame her. “I want you to open your eyes and look at me while you touch yourself. She clenched her teeth and closed her eyes. Disconnected! Her hand eased slowly down her abdomen and slipped under the waistline of her panties. watching on.” . and then her training.” Stefan said softly.While he sat and watched…? Her thoughts scrambled in her mind for just a second.
They’re just touching… exploring lightly.” he urged. Maybe like I’m beginning to float…” “And in your mind? Tell me your fantasies. Teetering. Swollen.” “I’m… my… fingers. I can feel the heat lower down but I don’t want to touch there yet. “They’re cramming into my mind and I can’t control them. Images of .” “Images everywhere. “Tell me everything. Renee. It’s… um… raised. Um…I feel like I’m swaying.” Renee confessed. I want to draw out these first moments…” “And what do you feel?” “Aroused.Renee exhaled and licked her lips. Very. I can feel my… nub. “Tell me.
” .” Renee’s voice was a soft croaking rasp.. “We’re naked.. Making me your property. but the one that comes back again and again is of you and me on a bed covered in red satin sheets…” “Doing what?” Stefan asked slowly.” “What do I say?” “You tell me over and over that I belong to you.you… undressed.. I’m blindfolded. So many. and you’re covering me with your body. Others of me on my knees before you. and you’re mouth is close to my ear. You’re whispering to me as you fill me. “You’re taking me. but…. I can feel the hardness of you.” Renee described. My hands are tied. “I’m tied to the bed.
“Are you still touching yourself?” “Yes. He stared at Renee. Groaning. what are you doing?” “I’m giving myself to you. “I’m arching myself up to meet your thrusts. It’s like I’m trying to pull you deeper and deeper inside me. I’m so wet. and the distant hypnotic expression in her eyes.” she confessed softly.” Stefan leaned forward. watching the shape of her soft lips as she spoke.” Renee whispered. . mesmerized. not realizing that now he was sitting on the edge of the chair. Faster now. His own arousal swelled hard inside his trousers. I’m panting.” “Is your arousal growing?” “Yes.“And in your fantasy.
Her body began to shudder. “Tell me quickly. “Tell me what you feel right now. I can feel the soft folds of skin moving apart as I touch them… as I ease the tips of my first two fingers towards the opening.” . She could feel the hot intensity of his gaze.” Stefan urged her. Their eyes locked. Her mouth fell open in a silent moan. Stefan knew instinctively that Renee had just slid her fingers inside herself. “I’m trying to make it last.“My fingers are slippery and warm. Her bottom lip quivered.” Stefan rose slowly from the chair and stood facing Renee.” Renee said. and without her needing to tell him.” “Can you feel yourself edging closer?” “I’m already on the edge.
Her hips twisted and she began to fall.“Free. I’m on my hands and knees. “Alive. You’re filling me… thrusting harder and harder. Stefan reached out and caught her in his arms. like you were tonight.” she said. and you are behind me.” “Is your fantasy still the same?” “No!” she gasped “Not now. You’re calling my name and… and I’m crying out as we… both… reach…. held her in his powerful safe . I’m shaking.!” Suddenly Renee’s eyes seemed to roll back and her whole body spasmed. the pleasure is like nothing…. as if rocked by an earthquake. Her legs buckled. Now you’re behind me again. losing all strength. nothing I ever imagined.
And then gently he brushed a tendril of hair from her brow. feeling her body ripple with the aftershocks of her orgasm.embrace. watching her face. “You are beautiful. spent and exhausted. Renee went limp. And then she opened her eyes. and she opened her mouth to welcome him instinctively. the delicious afterglow of her intense orgasm. Stefan held her for a long time. “That was beautiful. At first Renee thought it was a gorgeous dream.” And then he kissed her. His hold on her was both deliberate and possessive and she felt herself melting . felt Stefan’s lips covering hers. reveling in the thrill of his hunger.” he said slowly.
bowed to his demand but equally willing. He kissed her with a savagery that she had never known before. becoming more sensual and erotic. She felt his fingers entwining in her hair.within the circle of his muscled arms. Renee was trembling uncontrollably. It was as though he was feasting insatiably on the taste of her. Then the intensity of the kiss began to transform. She felt the thrusting plunge of his tongue as it explored the contours of her mouth. There was a sudden wildness in the air . Never. His lips crushed hers and she responded without inhibition. holding her as his lips plundered and dominated hers. and she was able to meet and match his smoldering passion.
When Renee’s eyes fluttered open again. a blazing urgent female need that burned out of control like a wildfire. still staring intently at her. Renee bit hard down on her kissswollen lip to stop herself from crying out as the ecstasy of her second climax turned her face into a rapturous mask. Stefan was still holding her.and a fizzing in her blood. And then she was falling again… drifting downward into a breathless dream-like state that felt heavenly. She felt it as renewed fiery heat. . When it was too late – when she was already beginning to teeter over the edge – Stefan suddenly broke the kiss and held her face in his hands. His eyes burned into hers.
” he said. tried to put into words what they had shared. He put a pace between them.” she said softly in awed wonderment. . “Now.” Day Five. thick and clogging in the back of his throat. “You… you owned me. “I felt it…” Stefan blinked in shock. breathless and weak.She gazed up into his eyes. his expression was stricken and the words were strangely painful to say. She tried to grasp what had happened. “I think you should go. and then pulled back from the embrace as if scalded by what he had done.
” Renee re-dressed quickly.” Stefan said. . “I don’t understand. “There will be no training in the punishment room tonight.” she said meekly.” “Have I displeased you?” “No. We need to talk instead. filled with a dreadful sense of foreboding.“Submissives must learn that sometimes a master needs to be cruel in order to be kind.” “Put your clothes back on.” Renee frowned. “Have I done something wrong?” “No.
Sighed. Renee sat cautiously. “Twenty six.” “Including the ex-boyfriend?” . Then he paused for a long moment to thumb through the contents inside a slim manila folder he was holding in his free hand.“You will.” She stared up at him with enormous worried eyes. Turned to face Renee.” “And how many lovers have you had?” “Three. Stefan went to the bar and poured himself a drink.” Stefan gestured to the living room sofa. Not now. He took a deep breath. “How old are you?” he asked suddenly. Not tonight. Take a seat. “Wouldn’t you prefer me to kneel…?” “No.
” he said sincerely. “Renee. when I look at you. But I also see someone who . Stefan frowned. including James. “When I look at you I see a slim. or how she looks.“Yes. “A silly girl who is terrible in bed and who has her head filled with romantic notions about being a submissive? Someone so plain. attractive young woman who has no confidence in herself.” Stefan shook his head.” she admitted. do you know what I see?” She grimaced. I see someone who has enormous potential as a woman. and unspectacular that you would walk past me in the street and never give me a second glance… if I wasn’t paying you to train me. and as a submissive. “Nothing like that.
“Now look at me carefully. “I .” She smiled and it was the most beautiful smile Stefan has ever seen. and naïve and vulnerable.doesn’t yet realize how big and bad… and how deceitful the world can be.” Renee was so caught off guard by the question. I see someone who has had her self-esteem shredded. “You really think I am attractive?” “Very. She was sweet.” Renee looked at him searchingly. “Tell me what you see.” he said. In every way. she stammered for a moment. and who doesn’t yet know how to go about rebuilding her own sense of value. her face reflecting every thing he had just observed.
A real man.see a man. in a very manly way. “Not a boy. Now tell me who you see. “Fine.” “Do you mean I am ugly?” “Absolutely not!” Renee said impulsively. It means you’re not the kind of pretty-boy who spends his days staring at his reflection in the mirror… and I imagine you didn’t get your broad shoulders and those arms from pumping iron and admiring yourself at a gym. “I think you’re very handsome.” she said.” “I… I don’t understand…” . It means you don’t fill your hair with product. And certainly not a pretty-boy.” “What does that mean?” “It means you’re not manicured.” Stefan smiled wryly.
“You’ve told me how I look.Stefan took a sip of his drink. “Before I answer. For some reason they mattered – a great deal. and as such. but she knew instinctively that her answers were important to him.” he explained. What I really want to know now is what kind of a man do you think I am.” she said guardedly. “I think you are a kind. it’s unimportant to me.” Renee didn’t understand why Stefan was asking her these questions. honest man.” She took a deep breath. “That’s all on the surface. A good man. “The four days I’ve known you . “are you asking me as a man to a woman. or as a master to the slave he is training?” “As a man to a woman.” she began.
” Stefan grunted.” . longer sip of his drink. “So you think I am honorable?” “Yes. You could have taken advantage of me – God knows there have been plenty of times I wished you had – but you’ve always remained professional and honorable. and then added more seriously. Until I kissed you. He took another.have been the most intense of my life.” “Until last night. I’ll remember it until the day I die. “I understand that you might feel you violated some kind of personal code. In that time you’ve been very honest and patient with me. but I loved the way you kissed me.” she reminded him lightly. Yes I do.” “I didn’t complain.
One of the photographs slipped from her numb fingers and fell to the floor. Stefan handed Renee the manila folder. Renee studied each photo in turn.” “And is there any doubt – even the smallest.“And you feel you can trust me?” “I have already. feeling the heat rising in her cheeks. When she had . Now you need to look at these. Inside were six large black and white photographs and a single page typed report. She opened it.” he said ominously. slightest doubt – that I have always been honest and open with you?” “No. Her hand began to shake.” “Thank you. A sudden cold sweat broke out across her brow and she felt she might be physically sick.
her face wracked with anguish. “You bastard!” she whispered hoarsely.seen them all she looked up at Stefan and her eyes were filled with tears.” Renee screwed her eyes shut. Stefan took the folder from her and held up the typed report. Stefan picked up the photo off the floor and thrust it back into Renee’s lap. “Look closely. “James Matterson is not in the mining . Tears spilled down her cheeks. The little girl holding his hand is his daughter. He stabbed a finger at the figures in the grainy long-lens image. “That’s your boyfriend. James Matterson and that’s his wife standing next to him.” he said.
Renee.” Stefan ignored Renee’s question and went on relentlessly. He reached for it. He sells men’s clothing and works in a small shop in the main street of Bishop’s Bridge.” “Why?” Stefan flung the report down. reading through information he already knew. She has a speech impediment. and has just started school.” “Why…?” “His wife’s name is Connie.industry. Do you want to see the pictures of . “They have been married for six years.” he said coldly. “He doesn’t work away for weeks at a time. “In here I have photographs of the three other women Matterson has been sleeping with. Their daughter’s name is Matilda. On the bar was an envelope.
“You… you . He wasn’t coming back. Because you’re young and naïve!” “You had no right!” “But you had every right to know!” Stefan shouted back at her. Renee. “This bastard wasn’t going to take you back. He wanted to be rid of you. For good!” “How can you know that?” “Because he told me!” Renee recoiled in shock. He was leaving you.the other women he has been lying to?” “Why?” Renee screamed. “Why did you do this?” “Because you need protection from yourself. That’s why he said you were a hopeless lover. That’s why he said all those cruel things about you.
” Slowly. Forever. dammit. “You did? How? Why?” she sobbed. Broke three of his ribs. Renee. He’s taking his wife and his daughter and he’s moving south. “He’s in hospital? How do you know that?” “Because I put him there!” Renee flinched. Renee . “I hit him four times. He’s leaving town. He’ll be discharged in a few days. She sagged slowly back on the sofa and made a futile effort to dry the tears from her cheeks. A long way south just a soon as he is discharged from hospital. and then he will be moving south. like a felled tree.” Her mouth fell open.spoke to him?” “Yes.
hating himself. tucking her knees and curling herself into a ball. He went to the sofa and peeled his jacket off. and prayed the burn of the alcohol would numb the churning sense of guilt and loathing that lay heavy in his gut. Tenderly he covered Renee .slumped down across the sofa. Stefan reeled away. Finally he couldn’t stay away from her any longer. Stefan drank the contents of the glass in a single gulp. Renee’s painful sobs stabbed at him like a knife to his heart. And then she began to cry. Then he filled the glass and drank again. He hurled them behind the bar and snatched at a bottle to refill his glass. He seized the photographs and the typed report and tore them into shreds.
” . “Because I wanted to protect you. “Just tell me why? Please. Renee. and all for a man who is unworthy of you.” she pleaded tearfully.” he said.” Stefan raked his fingers though his hair and sighed guiltily. and I wanted to drive you away and make you hate me before it was too late. Stefan didn’t look at her. He stared off into space. “Because you were putting yourself through this hell to learn to be a submissive.and then slid down against the sofa beside her. “I’m sorry. “And because when I kissed you last night I felt exactly what you felt. I’m starting to care for you.” he said heavily.
But the girl had forced herself in somehow. and he knew he meant it.*** Stefan sat in the dark for a long time after Renee left. trying to come to grips with his feelings. This was a place he did not want to be. He had said it. He cared about her. and he was damned if he knew how she had done it… and what he could do about it now. He had trained many women in the art . But he didn’t know why. A door he didn’t want to open – ever. a place he hadn’t visited for a long time – a door he was scared to open.
just another body. Another face. teasing and haunting his senses. he lectured them. objects. In the dark he could remember vividly the kiss. Hell. and he had guarded his heart fiercely. he couldn’t even remember half their names. let alone recall their faces. He showed them how to act and how to please their masters… and then he sent them on their way.of submission over the years. but more importantly. . the feeling he felt still lingered. None had come close to being anything more than subjects. And that’s what this girl should have been. There was something about her. Renee. He trained them. like the scent of her perfume surrounding him.
He wasn’t. It left him . But was he in love with her? No. anyhow. Not yet.He did care about her. He knew he wasn’t ready yet. Maybe the next time he saw her he would look right through her like he had looked at all the other women. He shrugged. I care about her… but I don’t love her. He knew he was in jeopardy. Maybe… Okay. he admitted. He cared for her. He didn’t know if he’d ever be ready for love again. Not yet. Maybe he would come to his senses and realize it was all an illusion.
But there had been others of equal beauty. . Somehow she had found a chink in his armor. But where was the chink? How had he become vulnerable to these emotions that were so shockingly unfamiliar to him? He wondered if it was because of her body. and he hadn’t cared about them. That was natural. She didn’t realize just how beautiful she was. Then he wondered if it was because she was so brave.feeling unsure and unprepared. She was truly beautiful in an innocent unpretentious way. He was in danger of falling in love with this girl if he couldn’t work out why she made him feel the way he did and take steps to block her out. Every woman that came to him was scared of him. harden his heart.
Even Renee was scared of him. another life. He was a different person now. his world had moved on. . Was that the connection? Was there something similar about Renee that dragged these long-ignored feelings back to the surface? He considered the question carefully. But she didn’t fear him… Then he thought back to another time and another place. facing the thing he feared more than anything else. but he could find no comparisons. and left him here. Painfully. now. The fear of falling in love… and Stefan didn’t know how to save himself except to cut himself off from her before it was too late.It was part of their obedience training.
She had to process this. She was too overwrought. but she knew sleep would not come.*** Try as she might. She remembered again the way he had kissed her. She should. She was tired. He had felt the wonder of the moment too. But Stefan’s words echoed in her mind: ‘I’m starting to care for you…’ She threw herself on her bed and rolled onto her back. She had every right to be heartbroken. . Renee just couldn’t bring herself to cry over James Matterson. too filled with adrenalin and confusion and uncertainty to sleep.
She loved the sense of stable security he radiated.She knew she loved him. What he had done was to add fire to the smoke of her fantasizes. too in control. But up until the moment he had kissed her. it was enough to give her hope. She loved his wisdom. It was real. He had felt it too. She loved everything about him. from the way he treated her to the way he made her feel safe and secure. his thoughtfulness. He was just too controlled. she was sure it was a one-sided love that would never amount to more than a beautiful fantasy. Renee had no illusions that Stefan loved . And though it was just a spark. Stefan’s confession tonight had stunned and shocked her. There was something undeniable between them.
she had begun to fall for Stefan. There were dark layers to him she was yet to discover. All he had to do was to give them the time to have a chance. she told herself. He didn’t need to love her. In less than a week. It was enough that he truly cared for her. and Renee didn’t know how to save what she was feeling except to hold on grimly to Stefan and refuse to let go. He was too complex and too deep to give love freely. . but that was okay. The fear of finding love and losing it again…. And all she could do was convince him that she was worth taking the chance with. Now she was facing the thing she feared more than anything else. Not yet.her back.
I don’t think I can be of any further help to you. It was over. “The best submissives will remain determined and patient. I wish you every happiness in the future. despite all setbacks.no matter what.” “There will be no training tonight. I have deposited your money back into your account.” Stefan hung up the phone before the answering machine hummed in his ear. I’m sorry. Renee. Day Six. .
kneeling on his doorstep in the rain. He could hear the persistent patter of light showers against the windows. By 9pm he needed more scotch. her slim . When the clock chimed 7pm he ignored it. When he opened the front door. wearing only a red bra and panties. he found Renee. She looked up at him. At 8pm it began to rain. her hair wet. He poured himself a drink instead. He refilled his glass.Now all he had to do was live with himself and his decision. her bottom lip quivering bravely. her eyes enormous. He sat and listened to the endless ticking. He shrugged on his jacket and snatched his car keys off the bar counter. her expression desolate.
“Get inside. You’ll be lucky if you don’t get pneumonia. He shook his head. I ignored it. “You stupid.pale body shivering in the cold.” Once indoors Stefan shrugged off his jacket and wrapped it around her shoulders. silly little fool!” He reached down for her. She leaned against the warmth of him.” Stefan’s mouth became a grim pale line. “What the hell?” Stefan recoiled. . master. pulled her to her feet and wrapped his arm around her. While Renee stood. dripping water on his floor he fetched an armful of blankets. “What are you doing?” “I’m waiting for my master.” “Didn’t you get my message?” “Yes.
So I ignored it. Us. “Do you not understand English?” he snapped. But the voice I heard wasn’t the voice of my master. “I thought I made myself perfectly clear when I left the message on your answering machine. It sounded like the voice of a man who was scared.” .” “Frightened? You think I sounded frightened?” “Yes. actually.” He shook his head again. “Of…?” “Me.” “Scared?” “Frightened.“How long have you been there?” “Since before 7pm.” “I understand English.” He raised an eyebrow.
“Stand up and cover yourself. “I told you there will be no training tonight. When he returned to the living room.” he snapped as he finally strode back into the room. Stefan balked in the doorway. unable to ignore the perfectness of her breasts. No more training ever. Renee’s head was bowed and he stole a long moment burning the image of her in his mind. “I’ll turn up the heating.Stefan tossed a blanket over Renee’s shoulders and began to rub vigorously. You’re not . Renee was kneeling. Stefan went to the kitchen to adjust the central heating. the slim toned lines of her legs or the scooped curve of her hips and waist. naked in the middle of the room.” he said angrily. Get that underwear off.
no matter what you did. misty with tears about to fall. Get to your feet. She stubbornly stayed kneeling. this whole training experience to learn to be a submissive was for him… and now it’s irrelevant. “Matterson was lying to you. “You have to train me.” She looked up at him from where she knelt and he saw she was about to cry again. Her eyes glistened. Renee. for God’s sake. “No. He wasn’t coming back.” “You don’t have to learn! ” Stefan barked. I don’t. “But I need your help to learn.” A single tear spilled from her eye and ran down her cheek.” . This….” she said. Renee.my slave. You’re no longer even in training.
Now.” Renee sniffed. Well I have. or else I’m likely to lose the next man because I’m too inexperienced.” she shook her head solemnly. “Now. You’re the one who told me to disconnect my feelings.“No. and I realize now how much I like feeling this way! I understand more . Now that I know James was lying to me. No one! My only chance to find someone is to learn how to be a good submissive. You’re the one who told me to immerse myself. my training means everything to me… and you’re responsible. “It’s not irrelevant. it’s even more important that I learn. “That’s crazy!” “Not to me. I have no one.” Stefan shook his head in disbelief. or too boring in bed.
” She blinked up at him.” He pushed her from him. And I’m determined to be good at it. You can’t!” Stefan hauled Renee roughly to her feet. I am. tears streaming down her cheeks.about who I am now than I ever have before. “I can’t train you anymore!” he snapped. her face frozen. . And you can’t take that away from me.” she whispered. reeled away. “I. Can’t. She looked like a lost little lamb. his grip digging into her forearms. It’s the only thing I have a chance to be good at. “But you are my only hope. I am a submissive. Just. He pulled her towards him until his face was just inches from hers. “Please. Don’t abandon me.
naked before him and tried to stop herself crying. He nodded. and now she stood.” She seemed to relax.” “Yes! That’s why I sent you away. Before it…. “Why is that so wrong?” . “I told you why. She looked up at him and held her breath.” “Before what?” she asked in a whisper. “Before you fall in love with me?” He stared at her.” he said and there was pain in his voice. “Yes.“I told you last night why this can’t continue. The tension in her body seemed to dissolve. That’s why I ended this. Renee.” “You told me you were starting to care for me.
And maybe one day I’ll find true love and it will be like the . And it’s not for me. Well it’s not.” she said with a touch of defiance. “You don’t even know what love is. “And I don’t think life is a romance story.” “Are you not allowed to fall in love? Is this because of your code of honor? Is that what this is all about? Are you punishing me because you don’t allow yourself to fall in love?” He shook his head. you silly girl. “But I do think love exists.” she reminded him.” he said derisively.“It’s wrong for me.” “Or me. It’s not for most people. “You read your romance books and you think life is filled with flowers and music and happy endings.
” he denied. “Well this is not about you!” he hissed. but until then. “I’m not afraid. I let my . Don’t romanticize me. Renee. “I’m practical. I made a mistake. I live in the real world – not in one of your romance stories.” “For you to want more?” Stefan repeated incredulously. what we shared last night when you kissed me feels real enough for me to want more. “This is about me. and don’t romanticize what happened in this relationship. I’m a realist.” “You are afraid…” she said slowly. Last night I told you about Matterson to protect you from being hurt any more than you already were. And I ended our agreement to protect me from any more hurt.romance books.
She was more scared than at any other time in her life. “I said get out!” he shouted. . “Who was it?” she asked warily.” Renee didn’t move. “Now!” “I can’t. He strode to the door and flung it open. Stefan’s anger frightened her.emotions show. but she fought against her fear and held her ground.” Renee breathed. “What are you talking about?” “Who broke your heart? Who made you this way? Who made you want to shut yourself off like this?” “Get out. Now I’ve ended it. The matter is finished.” She shook her head with slow realization.
She brushed tears from her cheeks. her hand over her mouth. the depth of her hurt making her expression agonized. Suddenly froze. Suddenly realized. standing small and defiant against the raging storm of Stefan’s anger. He thrust his hands deep inside his . “Because it’s simpler to drive you away and make you hate me than it is to uncover old wounds… and realize it’s me that I really hate!” Stefan suddenly stopped. “Because it’s easier!” Stefan snapped.“Then I’ll throw you out!” She shook her head. “Why are you angry with me?” she asked. her eyes wide and stricken. Now she was crying.
” Stefan said softly. She watched Stefan as he fought his own secret war. Not daring to speak. Stefan shook his head ruefully. We married when we were in our early twenties. “I stopped loving on September the 19. “We were young. We were just kids. but it was real alright.trouser pockets and paced across the floor like a caged lion. It was…” he searched for the right word.” “I didn’t know you were married…” Renee said softly. exactly eight years ago. not daring to breathe. He closed his eyes and braced his back against the far wall. Finally the anger seemed to seep from him. Renee waited in silence. “It was the day my wife died. .
We were married for six years before she died. ‘The pain she endured was awful.” “Her name was Tif. “And I watched on. Tiffany. “She died of cancer. And I thought I would never get over it. and we were so unprepared. Nothing at all . Helplessly.” he said. and the next she was in hospital. It came on so fast.“beautiful.” he stared dully into space. She just wasted away. One day she was fine.” “I’m so sorry…” Stefan bunched his fists in frustration. Can you imagine what that’s like? I watched my wife die. and I could do nothing.” “I’m sorry. with a death sentence. I lived by her bedside for two months. his voice thick and unsteady.
his expression grief-stricken. or love anyone else ever again. I swore I wouldn’t be helpless ever again. He stared at Renee. “I swore I’d never care for anyone. his eyes hard and haunted. “She died two days after our sixth wedding anniversary.” He pushed himself away from the wall and wiped at his eyes. feeling the bones of her through her skin.” Stefan confessed. She died in my arms… and it broke me. and I was never going to let my feelings be exposed to that agonizing pain ever . I made up my mind there and then that I was going to be in control from that moment on.except hold her in my arms. I was never going to let anyone in. staring into the dark hollow eyes that were once so full of life.
and how they behave.again.” “Is that when you became a master?” Stefan nodded. “And that’s why you…” “It’s why you have to go. No one got in. “I learned over the years about domination and submission. a physical thing to be pleasured and to please.” he said wryly. Until last night. She sensed the . The brief glimpse Renee had through to his soul had been slammed shut again in an instant. I studied people. I was cold.” Stefan cut her off harshly.” he said slowly. “And I found out I was good at it. I became immersed. “But you just don’t become a master.” he said. I was perfect for the role. remote and detached. Everyone was a body.
“Now!” “Please… don’t shut me out…” “Now!” Stefan repeated. she lowered herself back to her knees.” “Damn you!” Stefan snarled.” “No. It’s finished. Her heart was racing. “Fine! You want training? You want a training session right now? Then that’s what you’re going to have. “Get up!” Stefan growled. Then slowly. She took several quick sobbing breaths. You made me yours last night.wave of his anger returning. I can’t go. Renee flinched.” Renee said softly. I just can’t. “I said get up. Renee ignored him. Get down to the . Training is over. “I’m your slave. uncertainly. It was in your kiss.
There was a nerve ticking under her eye and she couldn’t stop it.” Stefan stormed out of the room. She stared straight ahead as Stefan paced across her line of sight. waiting for me. She was trembling uncontrollably.punishment room. Be in Position One. Renee got to her feet. and there was a harsh chill in his voice.” She did. She scurried downstairs. He had the whip in his hand. . “Open your mouth wider. *** “Straighten your back!” Stefan snapped. Renee adjusted her position slightly.
She swallowed hard. harder than he had wanted to.” He hit her across her bottom with the whip. The palms of her hands felt sweaty. Renee flinched and a rush of tears filled her eyes.” Quickly Renee lowered her head to the floor. The pain left a searing hot welt on her skin.“Wider!” She tried. “Position Two. resting her cheek on the ground. The sound of the crack was like a gunshot in the room. “Terrible!” Stefan snarled. She sobbed. He hit her again. She could see Stefan’s feet as he paced around behind her. “Get your backside higher. .
And then again. His breathing was ragged. “Stop it. He fell against the wall and crumbled to the ground. There was a mist of tears in his eyes. a criss-cross of burning lashes against her skin.“Damn you!” Stefan snapped. Don’t say that!” he shouted. “I love you!” Stefan threw the whip aside and slumped against the wall. I won’t.” He whipped her again.” Renee said softly. “No!” Stefan hissed.” she cried out through her tears.” “I can’t. “No. “I can’t go through that again!” He hit her once more. . “I love you. The room was a blur. his chest heaving. “I love you.
” The air was brittle with tension.Renee rolled onto her side. A good submissive must learn to adapt to the demands of her own master. with different priorities. Stefan tried to ignore it. Day Seven. and lay still. For a long time both of them wept through the dreadful agonies of their own private pain. curled into a ball. It showed in the tightness his . “There are many different kinds of masters. but he could not deny it existed.
and in the remoteness of his attitude.voice. the strained measure in his words. She had arrived. Slaves . “Not every master is the same. She was disappointed the evening appeared instead to be a lecture. as an object that he is responsible for. hoping there would be a training session in the punishment room. there are no hard and fast rules to the dominant and submissive relationship. In the perfect world the master would always see his slave as his property. “In a perfect world the master would always remain detached and in control. She was wearing only a red bra and panties.” Stefan explained. Renee sat back on the sofa with her hands clasped in her lap and listened.
The circumstances vary. but they are a warning to both the master and the slave that certain boundaries can only be crossed at great peril.” Stefan added. The world is not a perfect one. and as such. “However…. of course. “But they happen.” Stefan said. In a veiled way he was apologizing.” “Peril?” Renee asked softly. “These moments are regrettable. “What are the risks?” . occasionally Masters fail their slaves by losing their temper in moments of passion or anguish… or by revealing emotions that are best kept hidden…” Renee blinked. He was referring to the previous night. and as such they should be cared for.are owned.
“What happens to relationships where the . “And you’re saying that’s a bad thing because the master might not be able to look at his slave in the same way. and treat her as a slave because he loves her.” she said.“Apart from physical injury?” “Yes.” “And what happens in these situations?” Renee asked innocently. Into deeper feelings that make the maintaining of discipline impossible.” Renee could still feel the caning welts on her bottom. “The danger is that the master and slave relationship will transcend into something else.” “You’re saying there is a danger of the master and the slave falling in love. Right?” “Right.
“There are many.” Renee gazed at him. She wasn’t totally naïve.” he said. “It’s something I’ve never experienced… and that’s what makes it so perilous. “What are some of the differences between masters?” Stefan shrugged. and then his expression became . She could read between the lines.” he said. For the first time she sensed his uncertainty – and that gave her another small glimmer of hope. Renee nodded slowly. She could see the torment in his expression. “I don’t know. What had happened between them last night had dragged Stefan into uncertain waters.master becomes too emotionally involved with his slave?” Stefan paused for a long time.
Just because a master wants you to serve him. “So I need to be wary of the master I agree to serve?” “Very. that does not mean you must simply . And slaves do have a choice. for example. “Renee. and there are others that treat their slaves badly.serious. There are other places in the world where submissives can learn how to be slaves… but there are no such training opportunities for those who would wish to be a master. And as we all know.” Renee nodded. Some masters treat their slaves in the same manner. Others are… less considerate. a master sees his slave as his property – little different to his car. some men take good care of their vehicles. There are masters who are considerate and caring.
Most of their training will be centered on using the slave for sexual pleasure. It is the emphasis of their thinking.” he said. “Often it depends on the slave. They seek opportunities to punish their slaves because the punishment aspect is the center of their focus. and best suited to sexual pleasures.” “What kind of masters are the best?” Stefan sighed. some slaves are better for performing household-like tasks. where discipline should be the priority. Other slaves are naturally sexual.agree. “Some masters will place an emphasis on sex. Slaves have an equal say in the agreement. Likewise. Other masters are more focused on discipline and obedience. Therefore a master might be .
Almost. “Can you cook?” he asked lightly.” she decided. I’m sexually…. I can’t.” “How do I tell what kind of slave I am?” Renee asked. “I’d rather be a sex slave. does that mean I’m going to have to settle for a fat old master who likes restaurant-quality cooking?” Stefan almost laughed.” Renee sighed. “It seems to me that I . I’m not the most worldly…” she broke off and then tried again. And I’m not a very good cleaner…” “Then you have a problem. “No.less inclined to enforce strict punishments provided the quality of sexual performance is excellent. “I know I’m not very good in the bedroom. “If I’m best suited to domestic slavery.
you need to be willingly obedient. Your emphasis should not be on learning how to become an amazing lover. So I need to learn how to please men sexually. “Remember. your role in the relationship is to be obedient.” Stefan held up his hand. To sexually please your master. you don’t need experience. That means learning to follow a master’s sexual demands.” “Not too fast. Fast. Your emphasis should be on learning to detach your feelings from your physical body. I can’t say I like the idea of serving a master who is going to get his pleasure from being abusive either….would stand a better chance… and I don’t like the idea of violent punishments. His pleasure will come from using your body for his satisfaction… not .
“I… I’m not sure I follow you. stern.” Renee stood. “Undress me.” She shook her head. He shrugged. “Now. spreading her legs and bowing her head instinctively. “Stand up.because you can swing from a chandelier. “Can you give me an example?” Stefan frowned.” Renee lifted her eyes to Stefan. “Look at me. There was a small bell sounding a dull warning in the far recesses of his mind that he couldn’t explain. His face was set. “But do not .” Renee blinked.” Stefan snapped.” she said slowly. Just learn to be totally obedient and totally compliant to his every sexual desire.
Then she stood close in front of him and unfastened the top button of his shirt. taking care not to brush his hands with hers as she eased the jacket sleeves free of his arms. First. If you do. you will be whipped. And yet . “The situation is clearly a sexual one.” Stefan explained as she carefully unfastened two more buttons. she peeled his jacket off his shoulders.” Renee moved immediately. Her heart was racing.touch my skin with your hands. “This is an example of what I spoke about. stepping close to Stefan. Her mouth felt suddenly dry. You are removing your master’s clothing. Through the fabric she could feel the muscled shape of his broad chest.
the punishment is more likely to be severe if the meal is not up to the master’s standard. In this situation.” Renee nodded. a master sets challenges and tasks for his slave that fulfill his needs. I . In ways such as this. You cannot touch my skin with yours.there are conditions you must adhere to. There was no way she could have spoken right then. But in that situation. and yet also come with the threat of punishment for poor performance. or risk being punished. She was trembling with a delicious excitement she found almost impossible to restrain. because the nature of the task is sexual. or else you will be punished. “A domestic slave might be given the task of cooking a meal to the master’s satisfaction.
You’re not very confident in bed. “If you were my master. as I have just explained. “No. “And.” There was a small strain in his voice that Renee noticed too.” Stefan said.” Stefan corrected.” Renee reminded him. would you use me for domestic slavery?” she asked. sexual skill is not the . “No. “You would be a sex slave. “But I’m not very good in bed.” “You would?” “If I were your master…” Renee reached the last button of Stefan’s shirt and stopped suddenly.would be less inclined to punish you too severely. because I still would be planning to use your body for sex afterwards.
She delicately. “The trousers. anxious.measure. He stood . He was tanned. Willingness. She felt the wicked thrill of her own arousal. like a throbbing pulse low in her belly. Renee reached with fumbling. his chest lightly covered with dark whorls of hair. obedience and compliance are the measures. Stefan’s shirt was unbuttoned. so incredibly dark and hypnotic. She stared into Stefan’s eyes. carefully. silent gasp as the muscled hardness of his chest and abdomen were revealed.” Renee bit her lip. excited fingers for Stefan’s belt. slid it off him and gave a small. They were dark.” Stefan said thickly. Renee realized she was holding her breath.
The zip began to slide down. staring at her bowed head as she concentrated. caressing him through the fabric.so very slowly . She wrestled with the fastening. She was too nervous to breathe. She felt the reactive swell of him. too nervous to blink. Her entire focus was concentrated.she began to unzip Stefan’s pants. He felt her hand tugging with the buckle as her fingers brushed across the fabric of his trousers. taking painstaking care. and was struggling with the button. and slowly . Renee’s knuckles grazed across the hardness of Stefan. He closed his eyes. Renee had the belt undone. Then it was free. He was hard.perfectly still. She . Her fingers touched the tab of his zipper.
Another inch. She could see skin. Renee couldn’t help herself. She was so careful! Her fingers worked as if she were performing surgery. feeling the heat of his touch send sparks through .gave another small gasp as she realized that under his trousers. And then suddenly she felt Stefan’s hand on her shoulder. and the shadow of dense body hair. She flinched. The erotic shock was like a jolt of lightning. there was no underwear. He felt the stiffness of her nipple and squeezed. Stefan’s hand cupped her breast and forced itself inside the lace of her bra. sliding quickly down. She threw her head back and moaned. past her throat.
her body. She flinched, instinctively moving to make it easier for him – and as she did so her hand on his zipper brushed against the bare skin of Stefan’s abdomen. “Stop!” he snapped. He backed away from her. Renee looked up, crestfallen. Devastated. Crushed. “No!” Renee cried. “That’s not fair. No,” she pleaded. Stefan stood staring at her. His breathing was ragged. “You failed,” he said. “The matter is closed. You will need to be punished.” Renee swallowed hard. She sensed this was the moment; it was the instant where everything hung in the balance. For a splitsecond she was so scared of the consequences she hesitated.
Take the chance! She closed the space between her and Stefan. “Punish me then,” she said impulsively. “I don’t care.” Her hand went down to Stefan’s trousers again. She could feel the steel of him. “What are you doing?” Stefan barked. “Get on your knees!” She ignored him. Her hand felt inside his trousers and the size of him was a shock to her. Velvet covering steel, he was burning hot to her touch. Stefan wrapped a hand around her throat and slapped her hard across her face. Renee’s head snapped aside and her eyes filled with tears. Her senses reeled. Her vision misted with tears. “So help me, Renee, if you don’t obey
me…” “What?” Renee sobbed. “What will you do, Stefan? Will you beat me again? Will you flog me with the whip until I can’t stand up, just like you did last night?” “You know that was an accident.” Stefan growled. “And I apologized.” “I know it was the first time you let your guard down!” Renee cried recklessly. “So if that’s what it takes before you will let me in, then fine, Stefan. Whip me. Beat me until I cry… but show me who you really are!” Stefan was still incredibly hard in her hand. Renee dropped to her knees before him, and looked up at him with pleading, tear-streaked eyes. “Show me,” she pleaded. “Cross the
line, Stefan. I don’t care if you whip me anymore. I just want you to show me your heart. No holding back. Show me how you feel.” He reached down and grabbed her arms. He dragged her to her feet and shook her hard. “I know what I feel!” he shouted. There was a wildness in his eyes that frightened and thrilled her. Then he kissed her fiercely. There was anger and frustration and despair and hurt in the kiss. There was everything he felt. It was all in his lips; in the way his mouth lashed across hers, in the way he held her, and in the way his body remained hungry for her. He ravaged her with the kiss, and Renee swooned,
“I just don’t understand how you make me feel it. Slowly he re-read what he had written. gasping and trembling they broke apart.” *** Stefan set the drink down at his elbow and stared again down at the page. that it could never be adequate. receiving the raw emotional intensity of it as if he was whipping her mercilessly. and realized his eyes were beginning to well with .clinging to him. knowing that it could never be enough. He wondered why it was so hard to read. His voice unsteady and his breathing ragged. Stefan gazed at her. Finally. “I know what I feel…” he said again slowly.
Tif. For so long I was safe in my misery. I’m scared. I don’t know what the future holds. I shut everyone out of my life for so long I forgot how to feel.tears. but I’ve met another woman. I stayed cold and remote to honor your memory and I lost touch with who I was. and she is forcing me to realize that I can’t stay hidden in our past any longer. You would like her. This is the last letter I’ll write you. I think it’s time I moved on. Now Renee has . She has your courage. My darling Tiffany. I still think about you every day. and your passion.
I know it’s something I’m going to have to face… if she’ll willing to take the chance. I know I can’t. and even though I don’t understand how it has happened. I think I need to start living and loving . and somehow I’ve let her in. cold shadow… but there is something about this new woman that has forced me back into the light. and I don’t like what I see. But I don’t think I can keep her out of my heart. because I know the pain that comes from loss. I’m a different man to the one you loved. I don’t want to love again. And it frightens me. She already has a tiny part of it. The man I am now is a hard.come into my life.
He poured himself a drink and checked the time. Day Eight. Tif. I know you’ll understand… Goodbye.” Stefan wrapped the small box carefully in brown paper and set it on the bar counter. . Stefan. even though the prospect scares me.again. “The submissive must learn that to remain at her master’s side she must give her body and soul to him. He had fifteen minutes.
” the woman breathed. a stunningly attractive woman was standing on his doorstep. startling him. “Can I help you?” “Yes. with flowing long dark hair. choosing his words. “I’m here to talk to you about the service you offer. perfume. When Stefan opened the door. wearing a tight white dress that hugged the curves of her body with almost obscene clarity. He was surprised he felt strangely anxious. The doorbell rang.” Stefan studied the woman carefully. She was tall. She was in her late twenties.He rehearsed the scene again in his mind. artificial . knowing that he had to get the tone and the meaning right. and she was as beautiful as cosmetics.
I’m going to write romance . “I don’t offer that service anymore. and drummed on the roof and against the windows.” “You don’t?” the woman was shocked.” he said.” It started to rain.” Stefan said. “Since when?” “Since now. I want you to teach me.tanning and hairdressers could make her. A cloudburst filled the air with a downpour of heavy drops that detonated on the footpath. “I’m sorry. The woman tried to edge herself inside but Stefan stubbornly kept her on the porch. “I’ve decided to change career paths. having to raise his voice above the sound of the boiling storm. “You want to learn to be a submissive?” “Yes.
Standing at his front gate.novels instead. frozen in place for long seconds – and then. stood Renee. She was staring at the couple in the doorway. . Stefan peered up into the night sky. drenched in the rain. followed by an ominous rumble of thunder. her face a mask of shock and bewilderment. before Stefan could react – she suddenly turned away and began to run. She stood there. Lightning lit the night sky. edging her away from the door. Stefan had his hand on her arm. her sundress clinging soaked to her skin. and then a sudden flash of color in the corner of his eye made Stefan look away.” The woman looked at him incredulously.
The rain teemed down in a solid grey curtain. He left the woman standing on his porch. running blindly in the torrential rain. Another rent of lightning cut a white jagged line through the boiling clouds. and hurdled the fence in pursuit of Renee. ‘Renee!” he shouted again. Her shoes were in her hand and she was running barefoot along the footpath. She had a start on him. He ran hard. snapping branches and howling between the houses. At the end of the street she turned and ran across the road. He left his door wide open.Stefan didn’t hesitate. “Renee!” Stefan shouted. Wind began to gust through the trees. She was running towards . He ran down the path.
She veered off the road and disappeared into the darkened grounds of the park. He regained his balance in time to see Renee disappear to the right at the end of the street. Thunder rumbled so close and so loud the ground seemed to tremble. Renee was just ahead of him. Renee was just twenty paces ahead of him now. The wind shrieked through the treetops. Stefan hurdled a footpath bench and landed heavily. Stefan cut through the yard of a neighboring house and leaped over the back fence. The small park was bordered by trees and shrubs. Flying debris filled the air. Wicked jags of lightning lit up the sky. swaying and staggering . Driving rain stung Stefan’s face as he ran on.the park.
before the force of the storm. forcing her down into the mud. “I’m so stupid! Stupid!” Using his weight to hold her down. Renee was under him. “I’m so damn stupid!” she kept . He rolled her onto her back and threw himself on top of her. Stefan took her face in his hand. They fell to the muddy grass in a heavy tumble. kicking her legs and flailing her arms. Stefan lunged for her. He slapped her. “Stupid!” Renee cried. “Renee!” he shouted. covering her struggling body with his. Stefan felt Renee’s elbow drive the wind from his lungs and he grunted painfully. She was screaming something he couldn’t understand.
screaming. Stefan slapped her again. She was sobbing. Stefan rolled off her. Her tears fell like the rain. She stopped struggling. and suddenly Renee wasn’t shouting anymore. crying – her whole body racked and shuddering under the heart-wrenching agony of her despair. harder this time. Stefan let her cry. So he lay in the mud in the middle of the park while Renee’s despair. *** . and he knew there was nothing he could do to stop either. and the howling storm both exhausted themselves. but kept a grip around her tiny waist. overcome now by tears.
You were right. gulping sobs.” Stefan encouraged. I do have a head full of stupid. “I… I became so wrapped up in… I got swept away…I thought we…” “Say it. “I thought we might… that you might…” and then she bunched her fists and flailed them in the mud angrily. Stefan.When Renee’s tears had turned to shuddering. Stefan slid his hand up to cup her chin and force her to look at him. “Why did you run?” Renee shook her head. “I have been so stupid!” she said. I am naïve. and when the storm front had begun to snarl further east. “But I was so stupid! Just a silly little girl. stupid romantic notions! I can’t believe how I let myself…” .
See! That’s how stupid and silly I am!” she berated herself. “I’ve fallen in love with you. begging you to touch them and please them. your feelings for me might become something more. I can’t! And…. Stefan.” Stefan said again.“Say it. and that one day you might love me back. I can’t compete with women like that one on your door tonight. “I forgot what you do for a living. and after what James did to me… I know… I just know that the jealousy would tear me apart. I thought maybe you would want me as your slave. “and I thought that maybe.” she said. Renee sighed. I forgot you have an endless parade of beautiful women falling all over you. I couldn’t be your slave knowing all those other . after the other night.
I’d be too scared of losing you…” Stefan sighed.” Renee blinked.” Renee huffed.” “Why?” she rolled onto her side. But I told her no.” he said. “So why was that woman there?” “She wanted me to train her to be a submissive…. facing Stefan. .” Renee frowned. “You told her no?” “I told her no. “It just happened. my plans for you. staring into his eyes to read his expression. “You should not have run.women were spending time with you too. “Plans with that woman…” “No.” “You ruined my plans for the evening.
“”I told her I’m no longer training women to be submissives. feeling the shape of her body as .” he said. “So that you and I might be able to find out if what I feel for you is enough to build a future on.” “Why?” “So you and I might… might have a chance.” She flung her arms around him. He kissed her lightly. “Really?” “Really. and Stefan held her close. filling her with a sudden burst of warmth. The words echoed in her head.” Stefan said the words he had struggled so hard to say. Renee. “I told her I was choosing a new career path.” Renee’s breath caught in her throat.
” Renee pulled back within the circle of their embrace. “And what is this new career.” she asked curiously. You can be my research assistant. soaked and shivering in the muddy ground. “I told her I was going to write romance novels.” Stefan murmured. “So what did the woman say?” she asked breathlessly.” Stefan smiled. “It seems an appropriate choice.” “And your slave?” “And my slave – if you’re willing?” .they lay. “When you told her you wouldn’t train her?” “She was upset. “She couldn’t believe I was going to start a new career. Renee hugged him like she would never let him go.
“I am. “I really am. and could not stop herself from trembling. She had never been more nervous. From that moment on they are truly master and slave. Stefan stood before her. or more excited in her entire life.” Renee knelt in the living room. His eyes were on her. holding a small parcel wrapped in brown paper.” Day Nine. his expression solemn.” Renee vowed. “The submissive commits herself when she accepts a collar. .
“This is for you. she raised the collar from its tissue paper packaging and held it in her hands. you are . It was a simple collar. “By accepting my collar. not as stiff and inflexible as she thought it might have been. “Open it.” he said. With reverence.” He handed the parcel to Renee. but to Renee it represented something incredibly significance. It felt remarkably soft in her hand. She lifted the lid to reveal a simple black collar. The collar was a centimeter thick. She tore at the wrapping paper to reveal a slim box. about the same shape and thickness as a paperback novel. Attached to the collar was a silver ring. made of black leather.
Do you understand that?” “Yes. Do you accept that?” “Yes. and you .” “As my slave you will be used for my sexual pleasure at any time I desire. You will be willing and available. knowing that my orders are for my pleasure.” Stefan warned. you will be expected to be obedient at all times.” Renee said softly. or for your own good.” “You will be expected to follow my instructions without question. “As my slave.accepting the terms and conditions of our agreement. “You bind yourself to me as my slave from the moment that collar is buckled around your neck. Do you accept that. Renee?” “Yes.
“Bow your head. she was excited and she was a little nervous .” With the collar around her neck.” Stefan said. and in doing so I give you my pledge to continue your training as a submissive. Do you accept this also?” “Yes. Emotions tumbled and boiled up inside her.” “Very well. she was relieved. I accept it all.will dress and behave in the manner I demand. master. Renee felt soft tears of joy misting her eyes.” he said.” Stefan eased the collar around Renee’s slender neck and fastened the buckle so that it sat loosely around her throat. “You are my salve. She was happy. “I take you as my property. He stepped forward and took the collar from Renee’s hands.
She belonged. Her hands went behind her back automatically. Stefan circled behind her. Then his fingers were plucking at the fastenings of her red lace bra. Renee stood. But through it all her sense of satisfaction – of feeling this was exactly where she belonged – came swelling up through the background noise. With her master. standing so close she could feel the heat of him against her skin. Stefan eased the straps off Renee’s . just as she had been trained. “Stand.about what the future with this man might hold. She spread her legs and bowed her head.” Stefan said. Right here.
” he said. delicious gasp as she felt his strong fingers squeezing and teasing her nipple. Her breasts sat free. This is your one chance to be unrestrained – so I suggest we make the most of it. . and pulled the bra down her arms. and then gave a small. “That means we get this night together. Renee sucked in a sharp breath.shoulders. “It is the custom for the master and his slave to share their first night as man and woman. “Follow me to the bedroom.” Renee turned around to face Stefan. He hooked one of his fingers into the silver ring of her collar. and Stefan reached around her waist and cupped the weight of one of them in his hand.” Stefan explained. before you begin your role as my slave.
no paintings. Renee stood in the doorway while Stefan went to the huge bed and turned down the covers. on one side.Stefan led Renee to a room that was sparsely furnished. Remote. The room was a reflection of Stefan’s personality. she decided. was a small table. There was a lamp on the tabletop. There were no photos. Functional. There was nothing in the room that didn’t serve a purpose. “Come here. The curtains were drawn. and beside it.” he said. Austere. No decorations at all. To Renee’s left was a large floor-to-ceiling window. . It stood in the center of the room. A huge king-size bed dominated the space.
She didn’t know what he wanted. His shoes and socks disappeared quickly. “As I said. Stefan sensed her uncertainty and smiled.” While she watched. First. or what would happen next.Renee padded to the side of the bed and stood nervously. this night is for us to be a man and a woman. “Relax. marveling in the hard . She didn’t know what to do. Renee studied him with sensually lowered eyelids. Tomorrow you will be my slave.” he said softly. Then he deftly unbuckled and stepped free of his trousers. Stefan undressed. She had no experience like this in her past to draw on. he peeled off his shirt and tossed it to the floor.
Stefan studied her expression with a hint of amusement glittering in his dark eyes. “I will be gentle. Her eyes drifted lower. feeling the tips of her breasts graze against his skin.” He guided her hand down to touch him while he stood and watched her expression. and daunting. An eruption of molten . “I know you are inexperienced. He was magnificent. He pulled her closer. She was exhilarated. Then her grip became more certain and Stefan sighed. and excited. Her fingers fluttered lightly. but he nodded his encouragement.toned contours of his broad chest and the flexing muscles of his abdomen. pressing her against him.” he said softly. unsure.
Then his fingers . She could feel the flex of his fingers creeping closer to her panties and she held her breath. down her body. stroking her skin with a gentle rhythm. Stefan’s hands moved to her shoulders and then slid down her arms. spilling and flowing through her legs until she was sure she would collapse. The sparks of his touch only served to fuel her desire until every inch of her body seemed alive with electric anticipation. skimming over her flanks and then moving towards her center. It was as if she were a nervous kitten that needed soothing. Then his hand was edging between them.desire burst its walls within Renee’s body.
paused and Renee was forced to wait. encouraging him to reach further. taunting her beyond reason. “Lay on the bed. her body trembling with exquisite anticipation while the seconds dragged out. she felt his touch slide beneath the elastic of her red panties and she sucked in a deep breath.” Stefan said in a low voice. Her hair fanned out around her head. Finally. Renee crawled onto the bed and rolled onto her back. She threw one arm over her head and her perfect . The corner of his mouth flirted with a smile as he gazed into her eyes. long blonde tendrils over the pillow. flattening her abdomen. Stefan took a moment to admire the writhing lithe shape of her.
reveling in the sensory overload as their bodies pressed together and she felt the fullness . “Now. When they reached her knees. Renee hooked the thumb of her other hand inside the band of the lingerie and tugged them down.” He covered her with his body and Renee’s legs fell open in invitation. give yourself to me completely. Stefan eased himself onto the bed beside her and removed them with a flick of his fingers.” he said. and there was a dangerous aspect in the way his eyes glinted hungrily. welcoming the weight of him.breasts swelled and moved. “I am your master.” Stefan said. as if in invitation to his mouth. “Panties.
too erotic. deliberate. until Renee’s body arched underneath him as she cried out – shattered by an intense orgasm. it was just too intense. seeming to fill her more completely. and then her mouth fell open in a wordless. expert thrusts. It couldn’t last for long. Their hunger for each other’s body was like an insatiable. She cried out in shock. Quickly Stefan’s pace increased. her arms wrapped around the broad of his back as she felt herself being swept away again by an aftershock. and so long anticipated.of him filling her. She . breathless gasp of pleasure as Stefan moved with slow. She clung to Stefan. unquenchable frenzy. his thrusts seeming deeper.
master. Stefan lost all control. She was helpless beneath him as he covered her mouth with sizzling breathless kisses. His body was like a mighty bow. holding his head as they kissed desperately. And then with a powerful rush.felt her body racked with spasms that she had no control over. The muscles in his arms went taut. She dragged her hands up the width of his back until they were laced together behind his neck.” As if triggered by her words. drawn and held on the verge of release. Renee felt his chest expand. “I love you. His whole body tensed. Renee felt his tongue driving between her lips. Stefan . “I love you.” she gasped.
” Renee giggled. writhing and twisting as he lost all control. exhausted. but still aroused. I have a feeling you are going to be kept awake through most of the night. Then Stefan’s fingers found a particularly pleasurable spot and the sound of her voice changed to . “We have about nine hours left until sunrise. “so perhaps you should sleep for an hour. Renee rode the wave of his release with him.exploded.” Stefan said lazily. When the moment passed they lay together. Stefan’s hands roamed lightly up and down Renee’s body and she shuddered as his fingers found erotic places she did not know existed.
This interview took place two weeks . “Very well. “But you should be warned – tomorrow morning you start advanced training…. and it’s going to be a very long day.something altogether sexier.” Bonus Material: Whenever Hollywood releases a new film it’s normal for the stars to do a wide range of interviews. bending to kiss her throat around where the collar lay against her skin. “I’m not tired.” he murmured.” she purred sexily. I thought it would be fun to send an interviewer to talk to Stefan and Renee. “Stefan smiled.
after the story concluded:
Interviewer: Welcome to both of you. I want to dive right in here and ask the first question to you, Stefan. On the first day of Her Master’s Kiss, your tone with Renee seemed very formal. Was there any glimmer of attraction for you at that early stage? Stefan: Of course there was! You have to remember that I had trained quite a number of women in the art of submission. When Renee came to me she was just another pretty face, and beautiful body. But, of course, there was a physical attraction. It’s just at the early stages of our story I was able to ignore the
attraction and focus on her training.
Interviewer: We saw in the scene where you were teaching Renee the two positions of submission that the attraction between you two really began to smoulder. It was the first time you had a strong physical response. Do you recall what you were feeling at the time? Stefan: I remember the moment exactly. At the time I was struggling to contain my physical desire for her, but seeing her willingness to obey was what I found most arousing. Interviewer: And that was the night of The Kiss.
Stefan: Yes. Yes it was. After Renee had done so well to follow my instructions, I quite suddenly decided that she should be rewarded. It wasn’t something I had planned. The evening’s session was supposed to end with Renee understanding her submissive positions. Then I asked her to touch herself for me while I watched…. And then… well yes… then came The Kiss. Interviewer: Renee, that was a pretty emotional evening for you too, wasn’t it. We read in the story how aroused you are at that point, with Stefan showing you the positions. What were you thinking at the time?
Renee: It was a really intense scene. I was already very, very attracted to Stefan, well before that session at his home. For me it was as much an emotional realization, as it was a physical reaction. And when Stefan was standing over me, demonstrating how a master would use my body in each of the positions, I just kind of… started responding. My body just reacted, I guess. Interviewer: episode?
And the touching
Renee: Oh, my God! That was nervewracking. I’d never, ever done anything like that before! You know, there was a split-second where I even thought about
emotional moment of . Interviewer: and The Kiss? How was that moment for you? Did it change everything in your relationship? Renee: Absolutely! The Kiss was the most erotic.saying ‘no’… but I was just so aroused at that point. sensual. He didn’t make it seem like a major moment. I felt a little bit like I was in a strong current being pulled downstream… so I just went with the flow. and there was something about Stefan’s manner I remember… it was like it wasn’t any big deal. but rather the culmination of what we had already been doing. So I didn’t react with the sort of jolt I might have.
Well I guess it was a combination of things. I felt our relationship was very. It was just a very . But on Day Four…. Up until that moment there was always something guarded – something he was holding back. It was the first time I felt that Stefan had let down some of his barriers. But at those times it was more of a curiosity… and something I was able to dismiss.my life. After The Kiss. For me it was about a connection. Interviewer? Stefan? What about you? Stefan: It wasn’t the first time I had thought about kissing Renee. I had thought about it on a couple of occasions on earlier training evenings. very different.
Interviewer: Any regrets? Stefan: About what? About kissing Renee? Interviewer: Yes.erotic. whether I had made a big mistake. and trying to understand exactly what had made me kiss her in that way… what it was about her that had affected me so. I remember wondering. after she had left that night. initially I actually did have regrets. Stefan: Well. I remember sitting in the dark listening to the clock. sensual moment… and suddenly I couldn’t maintain my self-control any longer. I think I was .
Interviewer: Jumping ahead from that. That was the moment where you realized you had genuine feelings for Renee. and it follows the Second Kiss. but I don’t think I really understood the reasons.already starting to feel some emotional connection with Renee. How hard was . Everything was very intense. Do you remember that? Stefan: How could I forget? Interviewer: It was certainly an intense moment in the story… but I wanted to ask you about the events later that evening. we come to Day Seven. After Renee had left for the night you sat down and wrote a very touching letter to your dead wife Tiffany.
that for you to do? Stefan: Writing that letter was perhaps the most grueling aspect of our whole story. and I kept her spirit alive as best I could in the years afterwards. Tif was everything to me during our marriage. When I sat down and wrote that letter. I still didn’t understand what it was about Renee that made me feel so strongly for her. I just couldn’t find the right words to say everything I was feeling… maybe because I didn’t understand the feelings. when I sat down. and even now. I’m not sure I managed to . All I knew was that I couldn’t move forward with Renee unless I made peace with my past. Truly. It took me a long time to get those words on paper.
capture everything I was thinking and feeling. My only consolation is that. I had been through a lot in the few days leading up to that night. I . especially the shock of discovering everything about James. What do you remember about that moment? Renee: It was probably the biggest moment of the story for me. When I re-read the letter now it feels clumsy and awkward. despite everything else – it was heartfelt. Interviewer: Renee. and the way you confessed your love for him through it all. was a highlight of the story. I think everyone would agree the whipping Stefan gave you that evening.
I had nothing in my life I could cling to except for my desire to learn submission. and for a moment. and that my feelings for him were real. I really was frightened.know I felt lost… really lost. No whip was going to change that. But I also knew it was probably my one chance to show him that I was committed. I know I pushed him too hard that night. Interviewer: Do you wish you could have found another way maybe? A way that didn’t hurt so much? . when he picked up the whip in the punishment room. Added to that was this undeniable physical attraction I had for Stefan by that time… and my deepening feelings for him.
In fact. . where he wasn’t in full control of his feelings and his actions. and not a few hours! My bottom really was sore for days after that session. I just had to hope his feelings for me would show through the anger… but I’m glad it happened after just a few lashes of the whip. I don’t think sending Stefan an ‘I love You’ card was going to make any difference.Renee: That would have been nice…. I had to seize the one opportunity I had where he wasn’t himself.! But seriously. I knew that it was my only way of really getting through to him. I guess it was all my doing. I mean I deliberately made him angry by defying him.
Every time Stefan put an obstacle in your way. I really was lost. I knew somehow it . Renee. you certainly showed on many occasions you have a lot of will and determination. Did that surprise you. I felt I had nothing in my life to cling to apart from Stefan and our training sessions. looking back on the events in the story? Renee: Not at the time. It’s not in my nature to be so strong-willed. At the time I was so completely immersed in my situation. and every time you were knocked down. you managed to get back up and maintain your desire.Interviewer: Throughout ‘Her Master’s Kiss’. I don’t know… I guess I just sensed how terribly important this was.
I have to say that living with Stefan as his submissive isn’t anywhere near as daunting as I thought it might have been. He’s strict. he’s fair… but he’s also loving in the way he treats me. I think we’re going fine. Interviewer: Okay. How has the relationship between you both changed? Renee: Well.was all worth fighting for. but a lot of that was a self- . Interviewer: Stefan? Is that true? Are you ‘loving’? Stefan: I wouldn’t exactly say that! Let’s just say that I spent a long time being a master. so here we are a few weeks down the track.
So in my relationship with Renee. I know that now. but I also see that slowly evolving. but I . our relationship may be less about BDSM. It’s not something we’ve thought about too much at this stage. we still have a master-submissive understanding. Interviewer: And the future? I understand Vivien Sparx has plans to write a sequel to your story. and more about simply two people who care about each other. I did it to protect myself. I would like to think that as time goes on.defense mechanism. What can you tell everyone about that? Renee: We do believe there is a sequel being planned.
Thanks for your time. Vivien Sparx has a reputation for writing great stories with a lot of imagination. If I had to guess. I’d say the next story will be called ‘Her Master’s Kiss 2’ Interviewer: Well I know there will be plenty of readers looking forward to following your life together. she’s not highly imaginative when it comes to her story titles. . Interviewer: And the title of the next story? Has anything been said about that? Stefan: Look.do believe there is a lot more of our story to come. and good luck in the sequel. But while she might be good with words and descriptions.
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