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To Laugh at the Self
Nanci Danison on YouTube Video Journal
When will I cease being born? That's what this feeling seems to be, the continual birthing of – of what? I guess that's always the question – new understandings of self being born. The I that I Am is already and always in its fullness – it needs no new birth. What changes is ever our perceptions , our increasing ability to perceive That which we are, the I Am That I Am, if you will – Source. Here in this realm of 3D we've had our wings clipped for quite some time. We've taken on and performed for some time as if we were these human forms we've been working with – or their minds. Now, once again, we come into remembrance that no, we are not that. These are but aspects of our creation – not our identity. To see that is the first and biggest step, perhaps – for without that seeing, that vision or perspective on Life, we're going nowhere. Until we can see that it's been a case of mistaken identity , we remain stuck in The Matrix to a significant extent. While it is in our ability to exercise choice or free will to move beyond this, what comes first is simply seeing the situation – recognizing that either we are not the 3D manifestation, or recognition of our true identity. Either way works, the neti neti or the I Am That. We are all awakening , now. To the extent we are ready for it, that awakening comes on either fast or slow . In the infinite Mercy of Creator, the Compassion that is so much a part of all Life, we are not forced into anything. Instead, we get to choose. Put
another way, instead, we must choose , for the choice will not be made for us. The interesting part – the one that many seem to miss – is that we are choosing in every minute , every Now – and that this choosing goes on in the whole being, not just the 5 or 10% of mind that is conscious. Most of our choosing and creating is actually subconscious and unconscious. Those are aspects of mind or being that have remained hidden, of necessity, for quite some time. That, too, is changing . Now, as we awaken, part of it is expanding out into the farther reaches of the mind, making parts and aspects of the subconscious conscious. We are becoming more aware of these previously hidden aspects of self – what is contained there. This happens to the extent we've cultivated it via our work in our own Garden of Belief. Certain weeds need to be removed before we can see clearly. This interior Garden is at the heart of our personal creation , of our own reality . Whether we know it or not makes no difference. Knowing it, however, is empowering , enabling us to see more clearly what has been holding us back. Vision or seeing is always the herald of change, for vision empowers change . If you don't know what to desire or pray for, I'd suggest clarity of vision as an excellent choice. This year of 2013, and even 2012, has been a rocky ride for most of us. I suppose there are those so awakened, so well developed that their ride has been smooth – though I haven't yet encountered any of them. Nonetheless, there are exceptions to pretty much every rule, so it doesn't do for us to believe we know everything, no matter how much has been revealed to us. For me, it is ceaselessly amazing, how being the empty cup brings on this fullness. Things that seem so backwards or reverse keep turning up as truth , instead. The mind is left pretty well defenseless in the presence of this backwardness . It's easy to see why Ms Danison chose Backwards Books as her label for her writings of what she discovered on the other side during her NDE. We are all in our various states of advancement, on the one hand. Nanci Danison was sufficiently advanced in her 3D work to have
left this realm behind, if that was her choice. Instead, the heart of Compassion brought her back, to share with her brethren the surprisingly backward state of affairs she discovered we're living here. All are blessed by her work. So some seem to have some spiritual advancement or development. Don't let that fool you. Don't think yourself in any way less than these, for you are not . In the higher reality, all are so completely equal as to be One – one and the same, as exemplified in my channel name: “These eyes, through which I hoped to see God are the eyes through which God sees me.” All are the same One. On the other hand, we take our parts in the Grand Drama , the play we're all acting out , here in 3, 4, & 5D, the most relevant frequencies for us just now. We play our parts. They are not us. The sooner we recognize , then more deeply realize that, the better. It is a great weight lifted up off of our shoulders right away, once we see through the veil this way. This type of seeing is appropriate, now, for it is the time of The Great Shift , the one we've been making for decades, now. Only lately has the speed of it so increased that it makes for quite a challenge, just keeping up with the internal changes going on. To the extent that we're both aware of them and in non-resistance to them, they're enabled to go even faster. When it gets to be too much , feel free to call out for a break . Do what you can to pamper yourself , friends. Take very good care of you . Now, more than ever, this is not only helpful, it is necessary if we want to make as smooth a transition as is possible for us. Let us not look to others to figure out what is happening within us. Their path might be different. Sure, it's great fun when we find that resonance, when we find someone sharing almost exactly what we're experiencing. That's a real joy. But it's also very important to be true only to you . Let us make the habit to no more give our power away , as we did in the old days, to gurus, teachers, saints and gods. While these are fine to respect and even follow, to the extent that we resonate with them, let us never again elevate such ones above
our own head. When this seems to happen, let us remind the self that all is just One , and that which you are seeing in that one, whomever it is, would not be seen absent its existence within you . You have to master or own a thing to a certain extent before you can see that thing in action around you. We also forget that our world, our reality, is a reflection of what is going on inside the self. Thus, that which we see that lifts our spirits , that seems to elevate us to the heights – own that, my friends. You have manifested that. While you may not fully see the reality of this right away – after all, it's not what we've been taught – yet I trust you will see it one day, soon. You must be it before you can see it in another. Likewise, that goes for the one you curse or put down in any way – what you're seeing in them is actually in self . Own that, too. Yes, that one is harder to own , isn't it? Well, not for long. We are being so cleaned out, so c hanged from without and within , that we are not the old ones we thought we were – we are not those human beings, with all of their foibles and hang-ups and talents and blessings. Instead, we begin to see those as parts we've been playing in the Grand Drama, rather than as who we truly are. Yet by owning only the Light side, only the supposedly good stuff, we do ourselves a certain harm – the harm of not being in Balance. The dark is just as much a reality as the Light, only it's been vilified and condemned in our world to such an extent so as to make it something none of us want to own, to own up to its presence, within. Get into Heart for the remedy to that, friends. Only with Heart vision can you see the better, the purer way – the way in which you come to understand that b oth right and wrong (or dark & light) are also elements of the play, the grand design of it. They are no more real than all the judgment, war, and anger they inspire – the arrogance of thinking you are right and others wrong. Utter stuff and nonsense! When will we awaken? When will we choose to do that? Are you one of those still sitting on the sidelines, waiting for something to
happen, something magical to occur that will somehow pull you up into the higher frequencies? If so, you may have a long wait , for what I've discovered is that this awakening stuff is absolutely not a spectator sport. We have to take whatever risks are involved to get in there and make positive choices, to take chances on things. Otherwise, how will we know which path is true, and which is false? I, myself, have taken any number of what turned out to be dead ends, as far as the surface appearance in 3D goes. Yet by taking those journeys I was unutterably enriched . Finding out what doesn't work is just as valuable is discovering what does. Once you know you are Source, that you are the divine, then you begin to shed fear like last year's winter fur coat. You have no more need of it to hide aspects of yourself from yourself. You can finally let it go, realizing that, as Source , you have literally nothing to fear . There is no path you cannot take, no thing you cannot explore to discover its nature in the experience of it. As That, as the One, you are untouchable . Put another way, as spirit , not flesh, anything that happens in 3D, whether to the flesh or the mind or anything else, does not touch you – the real You. It cannot. It has no entree into That. Own your divinity , my friends. Wake up to that. Take your time, sure – there's no need for hurry. Just open your inner eyes, your Heart vision , and begin to see life through its perspectives. This will take you far, far beyond anything mind can ever dream up. Let's start giving our thoughts much less attention – and belief. Let's instead find our i nner core , and camp out there. Let's see what there is to be seen on this much deeper level that one-andall have access to. The price of a ticket is to recognize that you are not mind . You have a mind – but you are not the mind. You are the awareness working through the body and mind, instead. It's a new view , sure. It's a strange perspective when first encountered – enough to even make you a bit dizzy at times. It did, me. Nonetheless, it's f un to explore and discover, and just a great joy to be alive and waking up like this. Mostly, before we took ourselves and our thoughts way too seriously . We could get pretty grouchy when someone disagreed with them.
Well, what a hoot that is to watch, now, when we see the silliness of it – of all that reliance on all of about 5% of mind, as if it was the end-all and be-all, the arbiter of every question that arose. It's hilarious, really. I'm glad as more and more people come into this realization. Being able to laugh at the self – that might be one of the biggest gifts awakening has to give us. What do you say? How good are you at laughing at your own expense? Once you can begin to truly enjoy it, you're well on your way Home. Namaste ~♥~
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