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Too Emotional When You Fight? Use “Safe Silence”
October 31, 2012 by admin
I always had a hard time expressing my feelings constructively when fighting in relationships. I felt so overwhelmed inside with sadness, anger, fear, anxiety that I felt like I was going to choke on all my feelings.
I couldn’t even speak because there was soooo much I wanted to say. I didn’t know how to tell my man that despite my anger at him I DESPERATELY NEEDED HIM to help me feel better again. I needed him to soothe my pain and ‘hold’ some of my hurt for me. As my partner, I need that more than anything. My man is the only person who can pull me from the bottomless well that I feel I am dropping down during a fight. The problem is that he (and the men before him) always felt attacked before I even get out a word. Just my expression of overflowing negative emotion was enough for him to feel like a bad guy. Men can’t stand feeling like bad guys. Even bad guys can’t stand it. So instead of trying to soothe me and comfort me, he would end up shutting down, rationalizing with me, and then, when all else failed, calling me a crazy loon. Of course, all this ever did was make things worse. I ended up blaming him, screaming, labeling him things like “ice cube” and “turtle stuck in a permanent shell of indifference”. One time I just texted him over and over and over and over until my index finger gave out. This made him shut down, leave the room or shut off the phone, and the emotional abandonment I felt turned to physical abandonment and I was forced to calm myself down alone. I ended up feeling so awful inside, so judged, so out-of-control and so unloved, that I would doubt my whole relationship. The loneliness and feelings of being misunderstood made me feel so alienated and abandoned, it was as if he had taken me to the desert in a car, opened the door and threw me out to fend for myself. He, on the other hand, just continued to call me crazy and over-emotional because he would rather think I’m nuts than dare to think he had hurt me so deeply.
First Try To Explain To Him How It Feels For You
Our fights are now rarely like this, but the above scenario continued and continued the same way for years. We’d be fine, enjoying an amazing relationship, and then I would get wounded and everything would fall to sh*t again. Finally, one day I wrote him a letter and tried to explain to him in this letter how it felt for me to experience such extreme feelings and how I needed him more than anything in those moments. I wanted him to see that I was not in control at a certain point during an argument (once he emotionally dropped me and started criticizing me), and that I knew he felt like a failure when I started verbally attacking him. If you are in the situation I was, write him a letter. The first step is to understand each other’s pain. Express to him how desperate you feel when he shuts down during an argument. Tell him that you love him and though you are yelling and blaming, you actually need him so much. Give him a metaphor for how you feel (it’s like someone has put me in a sound-proof room and the walls start caving in; it’s like trying to reach out for something you need so badly and you can’t touch it; it’s like falling off a cliff and trying to be saved, etc.). Also express your concern for him at those times, “I know that you probably feel attacked and unappreciated. I don’t want you to feel that way and that isn’t my intention. I just get so desperate to be heard and I act out.” Apologize for your part and ask that he understand you. Ask him too what you both should do about it.
Fighting In Relationships: ‘Safe Silence’ Speaks Volumes
The next time we started having an argument I tried something: I felt inside like a pot that was going to boil over after I saw some shady emails that he left open on my computer. He was defending himself and walling up, preparing for my explosion. Instead of my usual yelling and arguing about how betrayed and scared I felt, I simply sat down on the sofa. I just plopped down, curled up into a ball and sat there sobbing. He went to leave the room and I looked up at him and said, “Please don’t leave.” He hesitated a moment and then sat down in a chair across the room. We sat there (me crying, him uncomfortable and grumpy) but we stayed in the same room for an hour. No one spoke but no one left either. I actually poured him some tea and we sipped in quiet. It probably looked funny but it was also so healing to be able to be angry at one another and still not abandon each other. We were able to stay in the room and not attack one another only because of the letter I had sent. It had helped us relate with each other’s experience of an argument enough to know what not to do. Just him being there helped me, and just me shutting up and self-soothing helped him. He wasn’t abandoning me and I wasn’t attacking him. Once we both calmed down, I asked him about the email and things got cleared up. I was able to listen to him, believe him and see that he had no intention of hurting me. He was able to see my hurt and
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