The cry of an Eagle somewhere above, pierces my ear.
My soul glides across the wrinkled and pitted face of the sea, ever faster, ever higher, for my soul has wings, and I beat them as if I were being chased by all that is evil. The sea becomes like glass, and I, a blur in its reflection. Land rapidly approaches and I seek more speed. I know not where I am heading and this does not matter, for it is the journey that is of importance, not the destination. I look behind me and the blazing Sun sinks into the sea. Before me, the silvery and silken Moons shoulder peeks above the horizon. I head for it. Early evening dew kisses my cheek and my eyes begin to weep. The Moon.. the Moon is where I want to be. The only sounds there will be that of my thoughts. I know I will never get there, but that is where I head just the same. I will chase the Moon until time itself answers to the Reaper. Faster still, twisting, churning, Mountains become like the wrinkles of an old womans face, and I watch mother Earth age beneath me. And then I am falling, scattered memories flash through my mind as the earth grows larger and the sky smaller. Tumbling and out of control, I await the inevitable approach of stillness. There is nothing left but dried bones and empty wishes... Then stillness comes... and I lie there, perspiring and breathing heavily. A soft chortle escapes my lips. I want to do it again.... What a dream...
A Story She looked down from above. "Goddess" he spoke. Again she whispered. "I shall return" she said "and you will smile when I do. The Goddess smiled to herself as the young lady perked up.. "I don't know Goddess. Everyone that he knew. He had no way of knowing what she actually had in store. returned to the young man. something caught her eye. "What is it that you want. "how would you like me to make you the richest man on this planet?" He thought for a moment. "Tell me why you sit here alone when there are so many around you". His head was down. at a great distance from him. sitting alone.
." was his reply.. You need each other". she sat down infront of a computer as the Goddess guided her finger tips. in a voice that seemed to come from far away. and praying. But he 'fealt' as if someone was right beside him. Not knowing what she was about to do. an email of someone she knew a long time ago. You have time and nothing left to lose. "have you thought about what it is that you want or need?" "I have not had the time dear Goddess" replied the young man. only knew what they wanted from him. She brushed his cheek with her finger tips and he fealt a soft breeze wash over him. No one had cared. seek out an onld friend perhaps. There it was.. the Goddess' heart simply shattered. never having a true wish for him. and was unable to see through tears." The Goddess turned from him to walk among trees and think. "Goddess" the young lady whispered to herself. he raised his head. he knew something had to change. perhaps it would make his life easier? Perhaps more difficult. but that time is so far away that I really don't know anymore". She could not believe that two of her beloved children could be so alone. "How did I end up like this? Am I really the monster that everyone around me seems to think I am? Am I that unlovable?" At this. I have been pulled in to many directions to be able to think. one whom she knew loved and revered her very much. no one hears me. He knew it was the Goddess herself whispering to him. The Goddess." His head went down again as the sound of his words settled in his ears. Either way though. you need a distraction. What could she possibley give him that could show him he is more than he has become? How could she show him just what he is worth? Just then. It was now abundantly clear to the Goddess what she could do. He looked so defeated. He was alone. "My child" she whispered. So she left the comfort of her heavenly loft to stand before him. feeling rightly proud of what was about to transpire. child? What can I do to help you smile again?" At this. because no one sees me. A tear came to her eye to see such a profound sadness coming from one whom she too loved very much. but only a step away fopr the Goddess. Another one of her children. watching as her many children milled about. Somewhere off in a corner. So the Goddess knelt beside the young lady and whispered "sweet girl. torn and in tears. "Is that you?" "Yes my child" she answered. It was one of her children. she noticed something. and now I sit here. so he raised his head high before the Goddess and thanked her for thinking of him. Someone whom she remembered to care very much for her during a very dark time of uncertainty. "Why are you so sad?" He looked up. No one had ever asked him what it was that he wanted before. collapsed and unable to do much of anything for myself. in a voice soft and sweet. She listened intently as she watched the young lady pray. "My child" she whispered once again. "I sit here alone. Should she write to him? Would he remember? Is this email address even still his? She had no way of knowing but what did she have to lose? She knew what she might gain. "what is it that has broken your heart so?" and a tear trickled down her cheek. but only slightly. Somewhere deep down. a small smile growing on her face. Goddess. You will remember him and he will remember you. I use to know a long time ago what I wanted. the young lady just knew. "No one has asked me that. wanting desperately to console his aching heart. "Well dear child" replied tha Goddess.
yet only just saw in a dream a couple hours earlier. There was a brisk chill in the air. colors a little brighter. and one day desiced to pay the young man a visit. What an odd dream he had. how have you been". He remembered the sound.. With a click of a button. as she whispered in his ear and said "my child. they married. She said "Hello" and so did he. someone whom he remebered to care deeply. The day fealt different somehow.. he decided to do something for himself first. when they said "I do". So he rose from his place and went about his morning routine preparing to meet the expectations of everyone who would take him for granted that day. With sigh. that seed grew into the most beautiful flower. And then. including the Goddess' turned from sadness to joy. what a strange dream.. perhaps. Through bumps in the road. He was going to check his email.. He never forgot her. The Goddess watched. The trees were a little taller. he knew he could not live the way he had been any longer.. Though broken and left with only half a heart. something was different. then the Sun followed. that flower bloomed. his world turned upside down. those two halves made a whole. perhaps read a joke and get a chuckle. feeling quite proud. That young lady and that young man. you look so happy. The only one of it's kind. Everyone's tears. and so did everyone around him. he smiled and whispered back "thank you". He said "I never forgot" and neither did she. On this morning. shared by two. But still.The Moon rose. An email. And when they met. but still. "For what?" asked the Goddess. But something was different. "For making me the richest man. paid him a visit in the place where dreams and dawn intertwine. something small. he smiled. that has ever lived". The Goddess watched as the seed she planted began to grow.. One heart. As they spoke more and more.. He knew changes were on the way. In fact he thought about her often. no. There it was in front of him. just as the Goddess had promised he would. dear Goddess. A young lady he knew from a long time ago. still their love grew. start the day out with as much a smile as he could muster. from the young lady he knew so long ago..
. The birds sung more beautifully. he didn't know.
Thank you Simone for wanting me. but realized just how little i actually did know until I met. for loving me. I get to be yours. and for being mine..It is Incredible How one person. you. You didn't have to do anyhting special. you. were the ray of sunshine that broke through and lit my path.
. A path that led us straight into each others arms and hearts. have changed my life in so many ways How your smile can make all the bad things drift away How your touch can cause a joy in me that defies description It is Miraculous How fate brought us together How I ever lived before i knew you How I love you with everything I am. and am loved by.. and you my love. for keeping me. because everything you do is special. for needing me. and I can't begin to truly know just how blessed I am to know that forever and for always. and still love you more with each new day It is Heavenly How unconditional my love for you is How knowing you is like reading my favorite story How easy it is to love and be in love with you I am so thankful to know all these things. You have touched me in a way that no one has. Things I thought I knew. My life was a dark place. fell in love with.
but I'd share it with my sweet little girl I'd show her the Eagles and trees never touched by a man we'd dance with the black bears and swim with the beaver in his damn chorus Baby don't grow up. theres a place i'd like to hide from the world Maybe I'm just selfish.High up in the Mountains. stay my little girl forever more I love you to pieces I'll protect you from the bad in this world Sweety please promise. you'll always be daddys little one We'll stay here for ever and sing us a song to the Sun
and love heart to heart
.Once upon a time. you've opened all the doors Once upon a time now feels like a dream Reality is so much better it would seem When first I saw you. but now can see forevermore and for always my heart is yours to my heart. I thought I'd never find real love. I knew from the start that we'd walk hand in hand.