My my mom is 37 and my dad is 40 and my mom had me when she was 17.

(Obviously I was an accident) So my grandparents on my mom side took care of me during my babby years until th ey both graduated college and get some decent jobs So I'm like 5 years old and I start living with my real parents and the rest is history For the most part we were a stable family So now a bit about myself I'm (well actually was) a 20 year old kissless virgin, currently going to school , but at home during summer break. I'm somewhat social, I dress nice and in average(maybe above average) shape and not bad looking to say the least. But for some reason, every time I manage to find a girl who's interested, I alwa ys keep my distance. We might go on a first date, but I always end up getting so anxious that I stop returning calls and texts. I don't know why, but I just get over run by some kin d of anxiety or fear that I can't explain. So my relationship with my mom is really good. She really cared for me and all t hat. My dad was somewhat distant. We talked some about random shit once in a while, but we never had much father-s on bonding experiences. He never looked at me like he wishes I was never born or anything, but never fel t that he was too into fatherhood So after the past 5 years or maybe even longer, I noticed that they started gett ing distant. Like they stopped talking to each other as much as they used to, and they rarely went out on dates So let's get to the real story I'm an 18 year old kissless virgin(this is obviously way in the past before you get smart) and constantly horny. Then one day, I saw a picture of my mom in a bikini and next thing I noticed, I got a boner. When I realized that I felt extremely disgusted with my self and just wanted to forget I ever had a sexual thought about my mom in the first place. So the next day comes by and I get a bit horny again. But instead of looking at porn, I take a look at my mom's bikini pic again and fapped. I ended up cumming in like And again, when I finished, I felt disgusted with my self. Like I didn't know why I actually fapped wo a picture of my mom, which wasn't even that risqu e. But when I end up getting horny again, thoughts of my mom would always pop in my head, and all the depressing thoughts I've had in the past would just disappear . So now I'm full on oedipus complex. When ever my parents weren't home, I would usually go to her hamper and sniff he r panties while fapping. After a while I did some rummaging and found her vibrator. So now I had extra fu el to fap to. I would suck on her vibratos with her used panties on my face whil e I fapped. The years go by and I'm tired of being a virgin and I see my mom who's the objec t of my sexual desires. My dad will be leaving to China for 6 months so he can train a bunch of people t o do a job that the company he works for is out sourcing. So it's just me and my mom. It's time for me to be bold, go all or nothing and t ry to get my dick wet.

I started by sleeping naked with my door open. I even told my mom that I'm sleep ing naked(trying to make it a joking matter) and how it's so much more comfortab le. My room is on the way to my mom's room. So I would leave the hallway light on. T he way the switch and light is located, you could easily see me sleeping naked o n my bed when you flip the switch. So when I hear my mom coming up the stairs, I would stroke my self real fast so I'd have a boner. Then when I heard her getting closer, I would have my hand on the bottom of my shaft like I wanted to fap. Needless to say, I know she must have been looking at it because a few seconds w ent by before the light went out. This was something I did every night for a week before I went on to stage 2 of m y plan. So basically every day, I would usually be home when my mom got back from work. And she would always want a hug from me. So I decided to not wear underwear and just my thinnest basketball shorts. When I noticed my mom pulling up, I would quickly stroke myself until I got a bo ner. Then she'd come for her hug, and I non-chalantly let my boner poke her. I preten ded nothing was out of the ordinary and she didn't reach much either. But she di dn't say anything like she usually does. So she definitally knew it was my rod t hat she was feeling. I basically did this every day. The first couple times was the same, but then af ter a few days, she finally suprised me and gave me a full hug and my dick was p ressed up against her hard. She didn't say anything and just walked off again. We continued this for a couple more days. Suddently our AC broke and our house is hot as fuck. We called the AC repair guy but he's too busy and won't be able to get to us for a while. This was a blessing in disguise. While I was in college, I stayed at a short term lease apartment which didn't ha ve central AC. So my parents got me a portable AC unit. So I suggested we just use the AC unit and sleep together until we get the centr al ac fixed. So it was time to sleep and I went bold and came in her room naked and with a ob vious boner. She asked me if I should wear something, but I told her it was a lot more comfor table this way. I go in bed and we went to sleep I waited a little bit and I reached over and held her hand. She didn't mind. A little more waiting then I let go. I took another bold move and rolled over and my dick landed right in her hand, a nd she immedietally pulled it away, but she didn't say anything. Then I moved over so my dick was pressing against her side I felt her shift but she didn't move. Slowly I moved closer and closer to her and my dick was fully pressing against h er. After a little, she rolled over and I spooned her til we fell asleep. The next night it was more of the same. The third night came around and I knew I had to make my move. Since the AC guy w as coming the next day. I was pleasantly suprised that my mom was already in position for me to spoon he r. So I immediatly got behind her and we started to fall asleep.

But then I went for it and grabbed her boob. She gasped but didn't say anything. Didn't even try to pull my hand away I started massaged it a little then she asked "What are you doing?" And I simply said "I love you mom" I kept massaging her boob then started kissing her neck and I could hear her bre athing pick up. I kept at it while slowly grinding my dick in her back side. I said it again "I love you mom" We kept at this a little more and I asked "Do you love me" And she whispered "yes" Then I started reaching down to her pussy and she gasped again. But I kept going to it. I reached her pussy and it was surpisingly wet. I started playing with her pussy the best I could. I wasn't exactly experienced, but I just did what I felt was natural. I asked her "Have you been getting this wet the last couple of nights?" And she answered "Don't talk to me like that. I stopped playing with her and put my fingers to her mouth, and she licked them off. I was getting extremely horny at this point, so I grabbed her hand and put it on my dick. She naturally grasped it but didn't do much else. I reached over again and started playing with her pussy, then she started stroki ng me. While I was playing with her pussy, she gave me instructions on what to do. After a little bit I came. My cum pretty much went everywhere. But my mom just got up and left the room. She never came back that night. She probably felt disgusted, like I did the first night I fapped to her. The next day she came back from work and didn't hug me. She just went straight t o her room. I was putting my bets on that she would get horny again, and she wouldn't resist me. So a week went by and she hugged me again. I was prepared and had boner ready in my thin shorts. I took this as my flag and that night, I went to her room again. She laid on her back for a second, then finally turned over for me to spoon her "Has the guilt went away?" She didn't answer I reached over and grabbed her boob "I felt the same way when I first masturbate d to you" She gasped and asked "H-How long have you been masturbating to me" And I answered "Probably a couple years now. I've LOVED you for a long time" She didn't reply. But she still let me feel her up. I asked her "Have you been having sex with dad lately?" She answered "That's none of your business" "Mom, I'm feelign you up, does it matter if I know or not?" She paused for a little and said "No, not for a long time" "I had a feeling. How much do you want sex?" She got up, turned around and said "You can't be implying that we should have se x" I said "Why not? You don't have sex, I don't, we could just have sex with each o ther. You know we both want it" She said "We can't, you're my son. We've already gone too far. Then I said "I'm trying to have sex, not have a baby with you. Does it matter TH AT much? My finger's were inside you. Does my dick make that much of a differenc e? I KNOW you want to have sex." She fell silent and I leaned over and kissed her. A couple of kisses until she k

issed my back. I got on top of her and kissed her some more. Then I said "Mom. I'm going to have sex with you" I then proceeded to strip her clothes off. Then she said "I can't believe I'm doing this" I took my dick in my had and tried to press it into her. It took a couple pokes until I found passage. I plunged in and my mom coo'd A couple thrusts and she said "We don't have condoms, so you're going to have to pull out before you cum" So I was on top fucking my mom and as I felt I was going to cum, I pulled out an d came on her stomach. She started to get up, but I grabbed her hand and said "Don't run away this time " It took some force to convince her to stay. I grabbed some tissues on a night stand and cleaned everything up Then I said "The guilt you're feeling will go away. We just need to keep at it" Then I kissed her and we went to sleep. I wanted to fuck her the next day, but I waited a couple for her to recover. Then at night I went to her room again at night. I got on top of her and started kissing her. Then she said "Is this how it's going to be now? "Is it a bad thing? You've gone distant with dad and we love each other. Is ther e some other guy out there you've fallen in love with" She said no, then I took her clothes off. "Did you get any condoms?" She said "No. Just pull out again. Like last time" So we fucked again that night. So a couple more days go by, I came to her room. She was already there naked, wa iting for me I asked her again "Did you get any condoms" Then she said "No. I want to feel you inside me" "Then I'll have to pull out every time then." Then she answered me "No. I'll go on some birth control" "So has the guilt gone away? "Not entirely. But if I'm going to have sex, you're the best man for me"