I do it for you Have You Loved Someone everything I do I do it just for you everything I say I say it to protect you

everything I feel deep inside I feel because of you everything I think of I think of it because of you I do this for you because of the way I can't get you out of my mind I can't get you to stay around all I can I do is remind you of the things in which you have given me so many times which I am greatful for you are the one the one who I love the one who I never want to leave the one who I can't sleep without unless I know you there with me you are the one that takes my breath away each and every day you are the one who I can't stand not talking or seeing you are the one who makes me cry when you say good-bye even if its for a breaf time you give me joy and happiness you give me the strength to carry on you give me everything I need you are like a angel that has fallen from heaven on to my lap letting me touch the stars which sit so high you give me courage to carry on to do what I believe you are the one I can't be without anyone so please come back to me because Ineed you in my life for the rest of the years in which Ihave to live have you loved some one so dearly when they leave just for a second it seems as if they have been gone for a life time have you loved some one so dearly that you needed them in your life for the rest of of your life have you loved someone so dearly you can't even sleep at night unless they are around have you loved someone so dearly that it seems an angel has fallen from the sky's on to your lap have you loved someone so dearly you can't find the words to describe the feeling they give you deep down inside if you have done this then treat them as so never let them leave don't let them get away find a way to tell them how they make you feel what is so hard to say all of the time let your emotions out into the open open your heart let them know how it is you really feel about them My Heart Melts you make my heart milt like chocolate in the sun light you make me feel so happy it feels like I am high you make me calm and gentle like the blue river you see you make me impossible to knock down like a gaint rock which can't be token down you make me believe that there is really something out there is this world for me

you make me see that there is a lot more that I need to learn you make things so much clearer for me A Dream Place we live in a place full of dark green leafy tree's where the mountain's are high and birds fly in the sky where all of our dream's come true where the water flows through the river as smooth as can be this is where we are from a place that you dream of each day that you live a palace that you could be if you chose to a place full of love and beauty a place that was meant for us to be a palace where we go to stare at the stars in the deep lit up night to steal the sap out of life forming thoughts into words that flow out of our mouth's like water from a waterfall into a deep ocean making the world better than it seems to be for you and us hoping that some one will come and carry on these things which are so important to us People of the Night we are the children of the night all dressed in black staring into the deep dark night in a far a place where people dream of being with wonders in our eyes and thoughts of words coming to our minds as we take everything out of life turning it into words as we say them beneath the stars

staring up in the sky hoping one day people will be brave enough to flow us into the soul of the world making everything seem to be as good as it can be None of You its none of you who have done this too me none of you could have treated me like these people have in my life they just made it so I can't be or show the real me because of the things that they have done to tear and crust anything feeling I had for anyone in my life these day s and even after this day this just proves that I can not trust or let anyone else in before they hurt me in anyway either lying or taking there life away from me I Miss Lead Myself I let you in my heart I trusted you with all I had going for me I loved you like I should and then you did this you turned around and lied in every way you can think of so now my love is gone questioning everything you have said no caring about a thing because now I know I was better off the way I was no matter how bad it seemed I think that was the best way for me because of things you have done and said which weren’t needed? which makes me unable to love you You Have Always Been There

you were always there never leaving my side and now you that you gave up and left me here all alone I don't know what to do I don't know where to go or even what to say you just ignore me now every step of the way no matter how things get because you got selfish and took your life away from me which meaned so much too me no matter how I tried to stop you or what I tried to do for you this is how you repaid me by talking your life away from me which was so important and dear but you will never know no that you have gone leaving this pain and hatred in this so of mine which will not leave no matter what I do or even say people don't see it in me yet it is so noticeable that no one even stands me because of what you have done to me and I don't what I did to deserve this pain but I had to have done something because people don't get this for nothing just out of the blue I Need You when we don't talk I start to cry because I miss you so much because of the love I have for you deep down inside I want to be with you for the rest of my life I want you by my side all of the time I can't stop thinking of only you I can't stop wishing that we had meet sooner I don't want this to end

because you are a part of my heart and soul when you go you will take a part of me along with you where ever it is that you may go a part of me that can't be replace a part of me which means so dear a part of me that would be dead a part of me that couldn't think of the world with out a person like you God he comes from the skies above hovering over us hoping that we will take his hand as we walk through this life that we lead not knowing where we are going or even end up he is our protector that doesn't leave he is always here by our side the one who's promises are never broken to any of us he comes and chases our shadows away in which we fear that will concur us he is here to protect us from these things that bothers or can hurt us in any way shape or form he will never leave he will always be there for each and everyone of us he isn't the one who will take us away he is the one who will bring us to the places which dream of during these days A Princess beautiful as as a princess with a heart of gold a soul that spreads through us all

you make me shine like the sun you make me happy and joyful when ever I talk to you you make me feel as I have a meaning you make me, me you make me so happy and joyful that it can't be put into words until you leave and say goodnight then I start to cry waiting for the next time I get to talk to you again I can't let you leave I can't let you get away if I do I lose what I have which is the most I have ever which you have gave to me which I am thankful for all of these things but when you leave if you ever do you will take a piece of my heart that couldn't be replace by anyone in this world because you mean so much too me I see it as love the greatest feeling of all the feeling of meaning and being worth something that I never had before be you put me up high above in the clouds into a world full of peace and harmony a world full of love where birds fly in the sky and cherp in the trees where the sun is always shining down a upon me where it never rain s a place full of love and peace a place where I want to be with you all of the time I want you back to stay my feelings are strong for you and they will never die I let you get away once and I won't let it happen again I need you in my life to stay I need you here with me

I want you by my side all of the time because I can't stop thinking of you you are constantly on my mind I wish I could tell you of the things I have in stored for you and I but its hard to say because of the way that I can be but I will tell you this that you are apart of my life and my soul which will never go away I want to bring you unto a land a land meant for people like you and me the land of promises, hopes, dreams a land no one really sees or even get to go to where your blanket of love keeps you comfortable while your fire of passion makes you warm as you lay under the stars staring at the sky above watch the night swift you off your feet through out the night and when the day comes you will see the blue sky with the sun shining and the birds singing in the tree's I Miss You When Ever you Leave when we don't talk I start to cry because I miss you so much because of the love I have for you deep down inside I want to be with you for the rest of my life I want you by my side all of the time I can't stop thinking of only you I can't stop wishing that we had meet sooner I don't want this to end because you are a part of my heart and soul

when you go you will take a part of me along with you where ever it is that you may go a part of me that can't be replace a part of me which means so dear a part of me that would be dead a part of me that couldn't think of the world with out a person like you You are a Exception to be together with you for the rest of my life is not a problem at all but too allow you in my heart that I keep shut so dearly not letting too many in because of things that go on and things that are said its not the settling down that scares me its the love I have for you and always will even if you leave which you will because no one is there all of our lives I Would do Anything for You you are the most important thing to me I would do anything I could just to have you by my side for the rest of my life I set you up high on a pedestal because no one comes sloes to you you are the best thing that has ever happened to me you bring me joy and happiness which no one has ever done before and its just from the words you had said to me that brings me this way You Turned me Around you fill my heart full of joy

making me fly higher than a kite turning a swiny grumpy old man into the happiest person in the world on this day I feel like a bird soaring through the skies slicing through the clouds making more light than the sun could ever do and its all because of you telling me how you feel and what you think about the situation we are in on this very day A Feeling tell me what is going on because I don't know what to make of these feelings you have gave too me you make shine brighter than the sun full of peace and harmony you made me be in a place that only you see in dreams a palace where ever person should be through out their entire life no matter what the case may be A Place You Have Brought Me who ever thought this is the way it would come to be a place that I haven't been for such a long time a place that I haven't seen up until now because you have changed how I see the world on this day full of brightness, peace and harmony you have change the way I feel and think because of the words you have said which make me so happy and joyful no one could even compare to you in this way its because of the feelings you give me that I will always cherish that makes me say

I love you now for you who you are not for what you do or even look like I love you as a friend and even more I can't believe this is actually happening to me I don't want it too leave just like I don't want you too I don't want things to change the way I feel or think on this night Someone put you Here for Me I don't know where you came from someone has placed you in my life which I am grateful for because with out you I wouldn't feel this way I would be the angry swineny tooth old man who would never say a word to anyone during the day of his life yet I am not all because of you which I am very grateful for and always will be for the rest of my life no matter how things go I know that I can always talk to you sharing my thoughts and feelings that I have inside I Place a lot in Your Hands I place my heart in your hands because I trust you and have faith that you will never tear it out you will always be there and you will never leave not even if I tell you too you will always be there for all of time no matter what I say or do and which I thank you for because its you who has made me feel this way so many times

and I am sure there is more to come especially for a angel like you you trust me and I trust you you put your heart in my hand hoping I won't tear it to shreads which will never happen because I know you wouldn't do it too me which leaves me no excuse or even a thought of doing it to a angel like you you are the best I have even met you gave me hope when I am out you gave me the time of day no matter what it is you had to do you have always been there when I needed you Best Friend you are best friend a person could ever have you are dependable and reliable you are a person in which doesn't seem true you seem to be a dream yet we know your not your just a gift given to us for someone above who we are grateful for because with out you I am sure we wouldn't know what to do we would be as lost as can be with out a prare incite with out mind constantly spinning around in circles A Twisted World the world has been twisted in so many ways yet it has sent you too me which I am grateful for because of the times and memories in which we share because of the thought and feelings that has appeared you make my day so much brighter

and when you leave I feel as if I could cry and I can't wait to see or talk to you again because you mean so much to me that I would never be able to hurt you A Light you are the light of my day a light that can never die out unless you aren't around or you get upset with me and then it fades away very fast which will never happen if I can do anything about it because you are a part of me and my soul which I will not let die or even go too far away from me and the life I live because that is how important you are too me A Weird Feeling I have this feeling which feels weird to me I don't know what its caused by but it has to be something great caused by what you have said too me because after last night I couldn't even think straight my mind swirled around in circles constantly bringing you to my mind making me realize that you made me this way which I am thankful for because you are the greatest thing that has ever happened to me you give love and joy bringing me to be this way and I owe it all to you because you are the one who has given me these feelings that I haven't had for such a long time in my life which I don't want to leave just like I don't want you too I want you around for all time

to hold you in my arms so tight to kiss your lips so softly A Path for Both of Us we walk through this this dark narrow path each day of our lives together as the world goes by around in circles while we walk through our life together is where we are together is where we will always be for now and forever with nothing separating or holding us back because this is the place where we want to be for all of our lives in this paradise city in which we have made from your and my dreams which had made this such a beautiful place Security a teddy bear is security for like children so the big bad men will not come around when get older we learn to see no matter where we go they will always be around there's nothing you can do except go on like there is nothing in the world except for you and the one you love with all of your heart and soul for the rest of their life and all of yours We Can't go Down if we don't live now and we live the past

were will we be we won't be here we won't be there we won't be anywhere except for lost in our own dreams that may never come true if we don't live in the now if we live in the past its a place were we don't want to be for the rest of our lives even though a dream is a wonderful place to be at some point in time in our lives I Live in my Dream I live in my dream every day I can not worrying about a thing that may go on around me my dream is a great place for me to be which might not be for you even though it is for me because it is my world meant for people like me who share the same dream and live the same way who's ever dream it is to be cam comes share this place with me leaving people like us there in our own world yet living in the same as the rest of the people in this much bigger world who don't understand people like you and me. You are Apart of Me you are my life you are my dream that doesn't seem to leave which I am happy for you are on my mind all of the time

like white on rice because of the love and affection that you give to me I love you with all of my heart and I don't want you to drift away from here on in unless its into your dreams I want you in my life and in my dreams through out the years which we will live through You are a Rose when I see a rose in bloom I think of the sweetness and kindness that lie’s in your mind and soul and its growing with your heart of gold as you grow to be perfect and instant which I couldn’t be you are a part of me that I will never know or even see because of the situation we are in each day as the years pass I picture you in my mind of what you would look like. The Man up Stairs he who chooses to love themselves and all the rest has the greatest gift of all he shall be a gift given to us he shall give us love and peace he shall forgive us for what ever we do wrong he shall always be by our side for all of us never letting us down away standing by our side as we walk through life thinking we are alone not even realizing how much we really mean to this man who we are so grateful for having him in our lives these days

Thing People Try to Stop so many hope so many dreams which we want to pursue yet the world denie's us all of these things forcing us to become something we weren't suppose to be we are suppose to live these things the things we love and care for that we always will no matter who it is that try’s to take them away because we love them so dearly and they've become our lives that we can't live without them if we don't have these things we have given in to anger and sorrow for the rest of our lives even if we don't want this way to come about it is a part of us which will never go away unless we defeat it all I Might be Right I thought you were it the one for I've been waiting for the one I'd dreamed about all for the time I was wrong though because you got up and walked out not even saying a word to me just pretending I don't exist just like all of the rest it doesn't bother me though you will return to me if you are the one I've been waiting for all of my life You gave and took away you gave me so much and then you took it away faster than what you gave it to me you say you're here for me

and that you love and trust me yet you accuse me of things I haven't done than you say you aren't and really I don't know what I am suppose to believe of what you tell me I follow your rules I do what you ask yet you say I don't not even thinking of the past and the effects it has The Wind Beneath Me you are the wind beneath my wings which let me soar freely through the sky's all day long for all of time you push me to were I should be you cut away the pain and sorrow in which I try to bear bringing me joy and happiness letting me soar higher each time in the light blue sky through the white puffy clouds with the sun shining down on to me You are purposively in love with me if you love me so than why do I feel so low if you love me why do I think you just want to make me a show if you love me so than why are you slow to tell me if you love me so that should feel good for me which it doesn't I think its all a lie just to get me to do the things you want me too because you know I won't

unless you can con me into doing them for you which I won't and refuse to do especially for a person like you I give you everything I can

you mean the world to me and the things I have planned are just for you and me to know and be hold for ever and ever To Have You By My Side

I give me heart and my soul I give you my entire life and all I have yet it isn't good enough for a person like you so swinny grumpy always having your eye brows crossed with a giant evil looking grin in which you give to me as you order us around each day of your life which I will not take and I will follow my dream because that will bring the one who I have been waiting for so very long and get rid of you at the same time so good bye because you aren't needed anymore in this life time You're The Love Of My Dreams You're the love of my dreams the want I want to hold and cherish for the rest of my life I want to grow old with only you I want to hold you in my arms through out the night I want to kiss you all over you body I want to make love to you through out our lives I want to be with you until the time comes that you or I must leave I you to how much I care for you you're the light of day that makes me shine and hot like the sun the sits in the deep dark blue sky

To hold you in my arms to have lay by my side to have you around every second of my life making sweet passionate love through out the night and spending the day with you alone through out our life I want you in my life for now and forever I want to hold you tight through out the night I want it to be right the mood and all has to be the best I want you so bad in my life to stay but will never get it because of the person you are with I Wish You Where Here I wish you were here for me to hold and care for I wish you were here to walk around with I wish you where here so I talk to you more I wish you were here so I could date you I wish you were here so I could have you to myself I wish you were here to stand by my every move your like a rose that is always in bloom soft and beautiful the rose in my life that will never wilt or die

through out our lives until it is time for us to go which won't be for a while considering we are still young yet the kids would the good parts of you and me and be the best around and grow up to hold the world in their hands I Dream of What I Can Give You I will give you every thing I can and that's all I dream of along with you loving me to the end and never letting things go wrong we will always be together for as long as we know or think of because there isn't a day that I don't dream of you holding you tightly and given you the world and when I dream of this I smile through out my sleep that no one will ever see there isn't a day that I don't dream of you holding you tightly and given you the world and when I dream of this I smile through out my sleep that no one will ever see I Think of You as Two Your more than a friend more than a family member more of a combination of a lover and a good friend a person who I can't live without who means so much to me but what is it I can't tell you is what I think about you you mean the world to me you have a world of your own placed in my heart that no one will be after you leave rose different roses

show many different things the feelings towards the person that will receive them Like people show their feelings in different way some may write some may talk some may joke some may go for walks or some do both but it really doesn't matter as long as the other will always know how you feel about them I Need Time all I need is a little time just like others need to get away from the rest of the world that they know so well I need my space to sit and relax I need another place so I may write so my writing isn't so tight I need another town with a different environment I need others so they can see how I think and feel about this crazy world today Its Something I Do its something I love that others don't like but expresses my feelings about this life its how I talk and it may be different but others realize that I know what I am doing and what I am saying but if others don't know than I guess they will all just have to wait and ask me

Passion and Life you are my passion that I don't want to leave you are in my heart to stay for good you are apart of me now our souls are binned together and will never be apart for as long as our spirits shall live through this age of sickness and health I love you with all of my heart and my love for you will die as yours won't me but I don't know how to tell you but one day I will just so that you know I am scared to share the feeling I hold towards you because you are so much likes me and a part of me too a part of me that I don't want to leave and a part of me I won't ever let go because your an angel has landed upon my door step knocking at my door waiting for me to answer hey yellow as gold that shines like the sun sparkly blue eyes that looks like the ocean skin as soft as a babies bottom a soothing touch that calms and relaxes you through out the night the flowers grow many different colors as our love grows stronger and stronger every day and night thinking and dreaming of only you through out my life that seems so cruel but when your around it feels so good and sweet to live this life

Angel That I don't Want Around you're an angel an angel from down below that the devil has sent that I don't need that I don't wanna see but now that you're here maybe we can change the angel you are into the angel I dream of through out the day and night and forget the past and go with the future that will hold more for me and you you're an angel an angel from down below that the devil has sent that I don't need that I don't wanna see but now that you're here maybe we can change the angel you are into the angel I dream of through out the day and night and forget the past and go with the future that will hold more for me and you I May Not Talk or Say A Thing I may not talk or say how I feel about a person like you but if you read closely than you will see that deep inside my feelings for are as strong as can be with out a doubt in my mind we were meant to be together sharing our lives with each other through out the day s of our lives that we will live

until the time comes that we must part and meet again in another place , another time My Love Wilts

I cry when you because you aren't around for me to hold in my arms as tight as I can through out our lives I Want You Back

my love dies slowly towards a person like you you make me think of a neat things but what you don't realize is your throwing it all in my face telling me the things I don't have telling me the things I done in the past I really don't need it at all from you I get enough of it from my family too Different Loves I love you all in a different ways some as friends one as a lover that I can not leave through out my life and others as family like you are related to me in some strange way I Will Always Love You I will love you to the end I will love you forever I will never leave I will always stay by your side through it all no matter what through the thick or thin it really doesn't matter to me as long as I know you love me too my heart will be full of love for you I melt when ever I talk to you or even see you like chocolate does in the heat from the sun

I want to see you back in my again through out our lives that we should spend together as two souls in one we love each other no matter what goes on we stand by each other through the good and bad so why don't we just go get hitched and live together as two in one for the rest of our lives You Aren't Special I thought you were special but you weren't you really were not worth anything especially to me all you did was use me until I had nothing that you wanted any more except for something that isn't a part of you that you will always need through out your years that you will live but you can get that anywhere you want to so just leave me a lone and don't bother me because I have nothing for you if you only knew how much you meant to me if only you knew what I would do for you if only you would think of what you say

if only you knew how much this stuff means to a person like me

An Angel From The Sky you are an angel that has fallen from the sky on my lap that will never leave and will always be by my side from now till the end unless it doesn't work and you turn out to be the wrong for me but you would still be angel just not the angel of my dreams I wish I could hold you tightly in my arms through out this cold bitter night I want to touch the sweet tender lips that sits on your face I want to be able to tell you how I feel about you but its hard to do since you don't care for a person like me that has the attitude of people inside of one If I Only Knew I wish I knew if you could be the angel of my dreams but I don't know because you aren't with me and you are never around the only way that you are is in my mind I know who are you and so do you so why don't you just let me know what it is you wanna do

If only you knew how much of my life you have become and how I am in love with you how much of my soul that you are caring in your arms and hold so tightly so it can't even breath the thick cloudy air you are smothering the real me and I can't do a thing without you around or seeing you through out the day I Miss You but You Don't Know if only you knew how much I miss you from the day you left that was your choice which you do didn't have to do but its ok I guess because you are happy and now out of my life in a way but in more than one you are and will be always here through it all where ever I go You Are Important To Me you are important to me I want to hold you in my arms through out this night I want to kiss your sweet tender lips I want to stay awake and watch the sunset and rise with you through out this day that is about to end together we shall be though mind body and soul as two people in one body to love and cherish through out

the rest of our lives once you get rid of that guy A Morning song the birds in the tree are singing so quietly not disturbing the peace the cars drive by as people go to work people yawning to wake up because its morning it's the morning song that we sometimes don't hear through out the day or even at all through out our lives or sometimes it might be saying that you have found the love of your life You can Be... some times you area pain some times you even drive me insane some times you are a little weird some times you make me laugh some times you drive me crazy but in the end all I know is how much I care about you I love with all of my heart through out my life I Thought I Would Love You To The End I thought I would love you to the every end I thought you would be around but I guess you can partying and things are more important to you I wish I could tell you how much I disprove you right at this moment that you have blown me off you might as well have killed me

because of the pain you have caused is more hurtful than even you could imagine if only you could come close to understanding what and how much a person like you meant to me but I guess you never will because of the way you have treated me I wish right now I never knew you so please leave me be I want nothing to do with you for the rest of my life you know who are and what you have done along with a little bit of typing so by now you guess how I feel about things right about now I Am A Person I am person not a thing a person with a heart of gold and a soul that everyone wants to keep but if only you see that these are mine the only thing I can is let you see them along with letting you in so my may feel the love and passion that I hold for you through out my life that I know will never die not even after body is run down into that deep dark ground Like A Pair Of Doves I will love you until the end of time we will fly like a pair of doves through the sky's

where only the dove's can fly up in the clouds full of peace and harmony where people aren't suppose to be where there is no war and only we will live for the rest of our lives there we will be document30001 looking and waiting for days/ my life seems so dark and gloomy/ why does this stuff happen to me/ this isn't how it is suppose too be/ even though they even said it would be this way for me/ everything is suppose to be ok/ I shouldn't see so much grey/ but hey its gonna be a another day/ and things just might change / and that would be great/ cause I don't want to be full of hate/ sit and have debates/ I would rather be loving a mate/ but things always happen when it seems too late/ and I begin too think that all of this is fake/ but a lot of things work out of me / they just don't always go my way/ and sometimes I am better that way/ cause then I am able to carry on during a bad day/ some times I wonder where I lost my ways/ as I watch my heart decay./ and try to make sense of it all and pick up the ball before I really fall and hit the ground hard I’m even sure I will get bard cause there is no one that sends me cards yeah life can be hard feel like someone is throwing a dart

right at your head but what you don't realize you ain't gonna be dead you still got a chance too live but if your gonna go down that way take the chance too kill and know that what its like too be filled full of hate and rage cause you will so if you wanna be like me follow these things and then you will see what its like to be like me and you will wanna deek cause your gonna freak hit a peak that you never even dreamed document30002 I always fought to be with you/ and now I have finally caught up too you/ now what am I do / besides romance you/ make you feel like your wanted/ but I don't want you too haunted/ I was lead/ too you/ and there is no one else I would rather be with but you/ all's I need a clue/ so tell me what you want me to do / cause I just wanna be with you/ I don't wanna own you/ but its on you/ so please tell me what to do/ I need you / don't you see/ how it could be / just you and me/ gee, I am falling for this lady/ and it doesn't feel like me / I never let anyone in/ but now I feel like she is more then just a friend/ and she will never be a trend/

tell me about this thing called love again/ cause it really don't seem blend/ into my mind/ cause there is so many things goin on inside / of this heart of mine/ where did I find the time/ too fall in love with her/ will this love ensure / let alone endure/ cause I really need her / and I wanna marry her/ but how do I tell her / that she's my world/ she makes my mind swirl./ my stomach curl/ wow what a girl/ I never knew it could be like this/ I will always remember our first kiss/ that night I made a wish/ after our fancy dish/ well it was kish/ but I will always remember it/ when we too and sit/ right next too each other/ we didn't even seem to bother/ one another/ we went together like too peas in a pot/ that is why I fought / too keep her around/ I kinda remember talking like a clown/ cause I didn't know what to say/ my words seemed to stumble out of my mouth/ when we were on the couch/ there is no doubt in my mind/ that she is so kind/ and so very fine/ she is the woman I would love to wine and dine/ and have my binded too / I would never tell her too shoo/ oh what am I to do / I am falling in love/ she makes me feel like I am dove/

flying in the clouds up above/ there is nothing else this could be but love/ we should go and hide in a cove/ after we get married / maybe have a little girl and name her terri/ cause you make me feel so marry/ document30003 I don't care that your not or got blonde and have blues / unlike most guys/ I don't care if your not a tooth pic /or even a little thick/ cause most of those people seem like they are a bitch/ and they really make you twitch/ and I know why they are such a witch/ but your not like them / your totally different/ and I know that you hurt deep down inside/ and you are taking a chance with me/ I can see it in your eyes / I just want you too be you/ I don't want you to wear a disguise/ that I totally despise/ cause then your just full of lies/ and when your like a part of you dies/ why can't guys/ see the beauty that I see inside/ you don't belong in dark of the night/ but in the light/ wait what am I saying you are the light/ that shines so bright/ and I will fight/ just too keep you around/ cause you cheer me up when I am down/ and my head hangs low to the ground/ and I wear a frown/ you always turn it upside down/ your the clown/ that makes me smile. / and takes me out of denile./ I know your just another computer file./ but some so special./ cause your kettle/ that boils me up/ if I was water in a pot man you are so hot/ you always know where to touch me / that special spot/ and I know you will never get caught /up in all this worldliness/ that makes a lot of people hug and kiss/ cause they think they are in love/ and not in lust/ until their water busts/ cause you

are more special then you ever thought/ and you can't be bought/ I like you a whole lot ./ but I try to keep you back/ so that I don't have too worry about my life being attracted./ even though I am attacked to you / and there is nothing that I can do / but run too you / let me give you clue / I love you/ more then you will ever know / your not sore on my big toe/ or a foe/ and I don't have too worry about you cause your as hot as a piece of cole / you always bring me out of my hole/ you have token your tole / and I know you've heard I love you/ its so old/ but I really mean it / so come on and sit/ right next to me/ cause baby that is where you should be/ right here with me / I don't and won't treat and think of you as a piece of meat/ that I can eat / when I please/ or tease / this is the real me / that not too many people are able to see/ so please come stay with me / I don't want you leave / I wanna spend my nights with you/ there's nothing more I would rather do / I just wanna be with you / girl you know what to do / document30004 I take things to Jurassic / my anger stretches around like an elastic/ I ain’t plastic/ I don't need to act shit/ tell people too let go of it/ cause they don't know shit/ they never had to do a bit/ or worry about if they fit in/ let alone they next time they are gonna get hit/ this is it / last draw / that’s all / that’s it /

I ain’t gonna deal with another fuckin piece of shit/ i'm gonna make you hate me/ so that you won't except me / and I won't be who you expect me to be/ but be plain old little me / cause I am so free/ gee, my shrinks even said I need more people to help me/ that I never should've been let out of a cage/ cause I am a little to deranged/ they didn't even think I acted my age/ cause I am so full of rage/ an anger youngster/ why do people think I am a gangster/ and call me a wangstra/ so many things just occur/ that make my life seem like blur/ when will I be able to buy a woman some fur/ but for now I will just endure/ all of these things/ and spread my wings/ try to sing/ put a big ding/ in the world as I see it / the one I try not to believe in / cause it leads right back to where it always begins not really having any friends but a like that seems like a trend and then comes the big end when you don’t know where you going or who you be known your head just keeps flowin and your girl keeps blown but you are known you'll always keep goin you won't ever stop until your head pops and you decide to flop or yet become a robot you better careful cause you might get shot in the back of a parking lot

document30004 I leave you crying tears into the night/ letting you think about the romance that you dream of/ when your floating in the sky/ making you feel like you are high/ stoned out of your mind/ but at the same time/ the feelings are mutual / and they constantly take their toll/ with out you I feel like I am in a deep dark whole/ with no way to escape/ out of this place/ that leaves me so full of hate/ but I keep I trying to find a way/ so I can be with you/ cause your more important/ than what you'll ever know/ you take me out of the cold/ and not make me feel so old/ make be bold/ and not alone/ I know I could always call you up on the phone/ you are so fine too me/ I don't care if anyone else sees let one thinks/ but i've opened my eyes too see the beauty that lays inside/ I just don't care what you look like on the outside;/ but you take me out of this place/ full of its worldly ways/ and decrease/ its almost like I am in a totally different place/ when I am with you/ girl you know what I wanna do / but doesn't involve and sexual things with you/ I just wanna go too a nice quite place/ where we can spend the best of our days/ just me and you / until we get married and have a family too/ your so great too me/ you don't try too change me/

you just except me for me/ where we can look at each other face to face/ without saying anything/ you mean so much too me/ when I am caressed/ and held by you/ it makes me melt/ when you hold me in your arms so tight/ and my legs get weak / even though out the night/ cause I am just thinking about you and I/ as I lie/ in my bed /with these thoughts and things/ running through my head/ waiting for everything to be ok in the end / I can't help but think about being with you time and time again/ document30005 I think about being with you / and sometimes cry / through out the night/ but I just keep going/ I wanna be with you / I have for a while/ but you got a b/f and the relationship is going good for you./ I don't wanna take that away from you/ so there is nothing else for me too do/ but bottle my emotions / that cause me a lot of commotion/ its like you slipped me a love position/ and it leads me to this distortions/ so I try not too torture myself / when it comes too thinking of you / but its so hard for me not to do / its so hard not too think of you/ wonder what you are up too/ how things are going for you / I wonder what it would be like to be with you/ ..and not just for sexual reasons either/

but for love itself/ but sometimes I feel like I am in stelph mode/ cause I feel like I gotta be so cold / I see something in you that I rarely see/ that drives me crazy/ I see a passion for love/ and I know you want to be loved / and so much more / and my heart just goes out too you/ I wanna help you/ be there for you/ but sometimes I wonder if my feelings go deeper then more then just liking you/ what I find great about you is that you are you/ your always just being yourself/ document30006 sometimes when I think of you/ father there’s nothing more then I want but to be with you/ when I think of the time of that we had shared/ the world seems almost too much to bare /but I know I will see you again/ in my dreams you will always be/ together in the happiest of ways /I can't stop but to think of those days/ then I know everything will be ok its been so long since I have seen you/ I wonder where I would be with out you/ I feel like you left here in the cold/ only to be alone/ why did you have to leave this place/ I just wish I could see your face/ did my love matter/ I couldn't be more madder/ and now my life has been such a disaster/ and I can't stop running faster/

its been 5 years/ and I still got no place to go / I feel like I am getting so old/ watching my body turn cold/ as I see my heart start to decay/ and roat away/ I lie awake and cry in my sleep / cause pain just won't let me rest/ this is really a hard test / these walls are closing in on me/ leaving me with no place to go / i'm so anger and mad at you/ yet I miss you so much/ I wish I could touch / that face of yours/ you had to take yourself away though/ even though I sought you out/ you still turned away and walk about/ I always thought/ that you loved me / that you would never leave me/ but I guess I was wrong/ other wise I wouldn't be trying to write a song/ that is about you/ I feel like there is nothing else I could ever do/ there was nothing as important too me then you/ you were everything to me/ then you just picked up and decided to leave/ I just wanna know what you were thinking/ so I can stop blaming myself/ I know I wasn't the one who put that rope around your throat/ that made you choke/ or always left you broke/ document30007 I was constantly neglected/ infected by societies ways/ I watch parts of me start too fade away/

and so many things seemed like they were coved with a haze/ life began to seem like a maze/ I knew I was going to see better days/ and they were gonna come my way/ all I had to do / was just make it through/ now I am the disease / they all fear/ and makes them cry so many tears/ I can remember the year/ when it all began/ so many people laughed at me / cause I failed a grade/ they said I was stupid/ but now look it / I ain’t the one in jail/ never even had to see the place/ look into deep dark faces/ and I always tied my laces/ I was never caught/ but I was never taught/ I just did it on my own/ I never acted like another clone/ I was always myself/ cause any other way I just wanted to ralph/but those who made fun of me/ never found the key/ so that they could see/ and I don't play the game/ that use to bring me so much fame/and the wrong kind of name/ nor do I point the finger and blame/ but its cause of you’re /that I do what I do/ and I don't feel so down and blue/walk in a good pair of shoes/ who /did you think you were / sir/ or even miss/ I could make a giant list/ of all of you/ but when I think of you I feel so bad/ and mad /cause you just couldn't leave me be/ you just felt like you had to tease/ a poor little white boy/ who really had no good toys/ but could a ways make a lot of noise/ I am the poison that you see. right in from you/ go ahead and take a drink/ maybe it will make you think/twice/ don't worry its not from mice / and it won't give you lice/ I am trying to be nice/ and open your eyes/ cause your too blind for me/ I see the way you treat women/ like a piece of meat/ you expect them too kiss your feet/ please / it should be the other way around/ give them the crown/ and you wear the gown/ you really need to know what its like/not want too always fight / and have to be right/ always getting high so you fly higher then a kite/ its really not

alright / a woman doesn't deserve a guy like you/ you know what you should do/ loose that attitude/ that makes you so rude/ dude/stop being so occurred/ so other guys like you / just be you/ take it from me / the kid you use too love to tease/ document30008 women want a guy loving and caring/ still kinda daring/ that gazes into their eyes / and bring them a surprise but not all the time/ I know even though I don't have one I could all mine/ but when I find one/even then I will never call her mine/ cause I don't own her/ but I will always give her the time/ of day/ and try to make everything ok/ even when I am old and grey/ I think that’s women want these days/ even though I am still kinda weiry / and can't figure out their ways/ but that is ok / with me/ cause I ain’t trying to be/ a mister know it all/ I just wanna have a ball/ and yeah I do love them all/ and I love too get phone calls/ especial from them/ no matter the time of day/ whether I am asleep or awake/ and I will never be fake/ but always try too be understanding / as much as I can/ show them that I am a fan/ never give them one last dance/ or cook them up in a frying pan/ cause I got nothing but love for them/ I will always try to be their friend/ when they are in need/ I don't care if they are fat and ugly and have no teeth/ at least/ I am willing to give it a try/ cause too me its their heart/ that is important to me/ maybe that is the way you should be /or give it a try at least/ they might be pleased/ and its ok when they tease/ they are just trying to have some fun/ and when they are done / look into their eyes / don't despise/what they just did/in the mist of it all ./ tell them you love them / and you wanna be with them/ then give them one last kiss./ before they finally leave to go to bed/ and rest their pretty

little heads/ they are the princess and queens of the world/ so when your stomach starts to curl / give your heart a swirl/ and you just might see/ that she is more then a piece of meat/ that she is your queen/ and when you see/ what I am mean / you will finally know/ the way you should've treated the women before

document30009 maybe if you just open your eyes too see our love wouldn't be such a mystery won't you come to a secret place with me where we can forget all things that don't come true where our dreams seem to become reality a place that is filled with lonelyness full of coldness that that freezes you up not allowing love to flow into your heart cause of the feelings around just tears you apart and you don't want that I would get down on my knees and ask you to come with me please so we can be one again but the time has not come yet so for now I will ask this of you and maybe it will come true but this is only for you no other woman will I say this too we started out of friends a long time ago and we never made each others lives seem bored some where down the line one of us struck the others cord this ain’t never happened before just off in a far away dream and yet brings up things that we never dreamed we would see I could never choose another woman after meeting you getting to know you for you and what you do

you use to be just a dream that I could barely see you were such a blur and then suddenly all of this started to occur after I gazed into your eyes seen there was nothing about you I could despise and that your heart wasn't full of lies how could I ever denie that I knew you were for me I kinda already what you think but I really look at you as if your my queen the one that causes me too sing about this love in life so please don't turn me away and cut my heart out with a knife cause I really think you are alright and I will put up a fight if you leave I will be crying into the night missing you for the rest of my life girl you make my life complete yeah it sounds weak and I can really stand on my own to feet but your more then just a piece of meat I can't express my love for you enough and sometimes its so tough thinking you are gonna leave me here alone out in the cold watching my body grow mold cause its so old I really couldn't live with out you and this I know document30010 I wake up in the morning and I see the sun shining but I sit and wait to see the clouds forming hoping they will start to role in cause it brings a smile to my face and I think of so many ways and its kind hard for me to explain some times I wonder how came back to this place alls I see are the faces

but it still makes me feel like I am in outer space I feel like I don't belong to this world cause when I look around and see it it makes me stomach curl I know that I need a referral to get out of this world that I just can't stand and see so many people wearing bands it almost seems like they are all the same in so many different ways sometimes I wonder how I ever make it through the day cause nothing ever seems to be ok life never goes my way so I sit and stare out the window wish my dreams would come true I really got nothing else better to do cause this world all seems to be stuck to gather with crappy glue I see it falling apart right before my eyes and no matter what I can't disquise the fact that I see so many different things and it always brings a little more pain my way this world is so gay and so many people try to relay the same thing just in different ways but today is a new day filled with more emotions besides love and hate reason to start a new debate and to be fake and its not too late to your life around so that one day you can wear a crown there is so many reason why the clouds bring a smile to my face and maybe you can start to understand when you see the world through my eyes waiting to go to a different place

some times I wonder how I ever got to be with you you opened up my mind and eyes to the light that stood out in the night the one thing that I always figured wasn't right but it made me feel like everything will be alright and you never have left my side I often wonder though if I got to hide all of the feelings I got inside cause I know when I look at you theses something about you that makes me fly you send me up too the sky make me feel as if I am high leaving me too wondering why how on earth did I get a women like you one that treats me like gold too you are so much more pression to me then the rest of world no matter how much you made my twirl feel like I am going in curcle waiting for a miracle but you really touched my soul then you went away now I don't know what too say when I look at you cause the sky looks so dark and grey making everything seem like it will be ok but this is the way you made it all to be at least that is what I believed instead of thinking that it was me and that I couldn't see all's I wanted was our love to exist and I still do even though you left me kinda pissed I didn't even get one final last kiss and that is what I truly miss I even tried to to assist even though you always resisted no matter how much I insisted

but I want you too know you are truly missed deep down inside this heart of mine and I know that you were truly kind someone like you is hard to find cause you don't play with peoples minds you just didn't want to give me the time to find this place in the world that is mine yet your heart was so valuable to me but you never even seen how much you meant too me I never even realized it was ok to show some emotion and start a little commotion up inside of this heart of mine even take a bit of some love potion instead of living a life full distortion moving too this the worldly motion that will never be as deep as the ocean document30011 I have dreamed of being with you for so many years and cried so many tears through those years yet I still do cause all I wanna do is be with you too sit and talk to you it just feels so right I don't wanna let you go but let my love flow out too you cause all I wanna do is be with you from the moment I first say you girl I knew I wanted you especially when I gazed into you eyes I felt like I had died and gone too heaven but I know I ain’t deserves enough too kiss you good night hold you in my arms so tight yet I still fight too show you the love I got for you on the inside and I can't denie it I just wanna sit close too you

watch the sun go down cause you turn my frown upside down so go ahead and take a bow you are allowed you plowed me right into the ground you made it so I couldn't even stand up and since then I felt like I am in slump cause I don't have you by my side only having a craving too curl up too you cause there’s nothing else I would rather do but be with you you are so lovely too me you look better then the open sea can't I just have a little peak your really the only thing that I am able too seek right at this very time I will do what ever I have too just too be with you and we both know I don't wanna change but I will if I have too just too be with you cause there is nothing I would rather do but show my love too you without you I feel do dark and gloomy its almost like people are booing me and they can't see what you do too me so let me show them just one line will you allow me too be that kind so maybe they can find that one true thing that is so important too them they won't be acting like clowns taking life as a joke teasing people cause they are broke and leave the open hearted foke alone instead of them feeling cold and disowned let me just throw them a bone if only they could hear your sweet voice on the phone they would truly know why I would do anything to be with you cause really that’s all I wanna do document30012

I don't wanna see you in a cell locked up behind some bars and walls hear about you watching many others walking down the so called halls just waiting too get their hand on you your so small what are you going to do shooooot there ain’t nothing else that I can do I have turned too every possible way so I don't gotta go out this way and I know its not ok or good for the kids but when it comes right down too it I guess I gotta do my bit cause society is pushing me towards it even though I don't like the shit but there are so many other choices and what about the unborn child that your about too have think about them when you are making that choice before you go and destroy all that you have what would about you dad what would he do if he was this sad and life was treating him bad I really don't know I thought I knew before but I know your right that I really shouldn't go too this fight but I just see no other way things will work out ok I know this is true so don't get all teary eyed and turn blue maybe you should just leave me too I ain’t gonna go away yeah things will be ok but hey at least think about these things before you walk back down this road you know it could only leave you cold so why are you being so bold

when you know what it did too you before I know its hard for you too understand and I try too explain it to you over and over again to try and keep you sane so you don't loose your mind but you don't hear me when I say I will be fine no matter the day or the time and I will come running back to and for you on a drop of dime cause I was meant for you and you were meant for me I remember when we first met it start out with a tease then as we got older you asked me out and used the word please gee's only if you knew what you did too and for me then you would see how much I really care its a lot more then I did before cause are older now so go on and take a bow cause you've become a man and I am huge fan I remember it all too and if it wasn't for you I wouldn't have changed any of my ways things defiantly wouldn't be ok but think of this day that you have the choice to walk away and you ain’t doin it but you stay here and sit right next too me hoping and wishing things will be ok and we will both get too walk away safe and sound you are the only woman that I want to wear the crown of love that comes from heart

I know this could tear us part but don't see I ain’t another shark I won't run off like a bat out of hell so go ahead make the wedding plans so we can ring that bell that will be the great sound document30013 someone’s always trying to get back in the darkness of the night thinking its alright even though I might get my throat slice with a knife cause they need me too fight (chorus) and I think its right but at the same time I know they ain’t gonna be around when I am down they will ignore the sound that comes out my mouth and then boast sayin they were down I was just being stupid and acting like a clown and wear a frown instead of a crown (chorus) they wouldn't even come too my funeral too be see me being buried in the ground you wouldn't even see them a wearing a black gown I have always fought too be in the light my goals and aims are at amazing heights and I don't get high so I can fly like a kite (Chorus) but I just might turn my life around and up side down once again just too see hat kind of man I can really be I just feel like I am being used and abused constantly having my heart bruised and I know I sound like I am starting to accuse and it might be a little too soon

but hey I could be doomed then what would I do (chorus) who would be there for me since when did people think I was the key too the way of life sometimes I wonder if I should have lenience too carry a knife and make everything alright yet I still hang on too this twig that keeps me from falling cause I really don't want to start balling (chorus) so I just keep callin out too the lord too take me away with his sword like he could've done so many times before cause he is the only that has really struck a cord and the only one I can afford too allow in this heart of mine maybe I shouldn't be so kind but its so hard for me too find the time when this world has me in a bind man I wish I could have a simple mind and a closed off heart that way I wouldn't worry about it being torn apart chorus: life gets cold as I grow old I never thought I would go through this like before and its tearin me apart inside there isn't a way I can comprimise any of my time Document30014 I sit quit and relax/ but if you look into my eyes/ you can see that I am ready to burst/ let out a giant power serge/ cause my large/

and I know this seems a little absorb/ but you kinda deserve what you are about too get/ just move a little over too the left/ and I bet / there you will find / a bigt piece of my mind/ cause I ain’t impressed/ you haven't been doing your best/ and I am off too go find another man/ go out and get a tan/ why couldn't you just be a man i'm kinda wild and crazy/ but at least I got some style/ one of my own/ and just too let you know it don't matter if you pick up the phone/ cause you are as useless as a bone/ cause your as foney as can be / and too think/ I even helped you too be/ someone I didn't like/ maybe that is why we always fight/ I can't stand to put up with you for a whole night/ I don't think you can handle me/ we will just have to wait too see/ what you think and believe/ cause I want you too be apart of my dreams/ along wiht a few of my fanstys/ but if you ain’t for me/ then they will never be/ no matter how hard we try to successes/ at any kind of thing/ so you better be able to bring/ everything I am look for/ and if not before/ we go any farther/ don't even bother/ just take and walk on out/ and please don't pout/ especially out loud/ cause I don't need a crowd../ too know what I do / so if you gotta cry the boo wooo's ./ go some place and tell someone who /

cares / and will sit and cry tears with you/ document30015 you aren't always around just too talk / yet your so kind and fine/ I wish I had like you be mine/ but you really wouldn't be mine/ cause then I would be holding you captive/ and that wouldn't help you too be relaxed/ but I will use my word too attack your heart/ cause you really smart/ and a great piece of art/ I wonder what it would be like too be with a woman like you/ let alone if I handle it / I really don't know what I would do/ I guess I would hope you would throw me a shoe/ give me some kind of clue/ what you want me too do/ cause I just wanna be with you/' your so important too me/ but you really don't see/ what you mean too me/ sometimes you even seem like a tease/ and I almost feel like I gotta bag and say please/ but if that is what I gotta do/ to be with you / then that is what I will do / cause I would do anything for you/ and I will prove it too you / even if I gotta live in a shoe/ eat garbage out of the shoot/ after you give me the boot/ but the little time I would get too spend with you would be a hoot/ but this is my Q/ too let you know what I would do/ if I was with you/ I would romantics you/ until you turn blue/ feed you and lay with you/ prove that I am worthy too be with you /

watch I will show you/ I will bring you to wine and dine/ tell everyone that you ain’t mine/ but you are with me / even if it only seems like a tease/ and have everyone laugh at me/ for being with you and doing everything that you ask me too / cause I got nothing but love for you /so please now hand me a shoe/ and let me walk out of here/ before I start too shead anew tears/ cause of my fears/ I don't wanna cry in front of my peers/ Document30016 I walk around in the quite night/ looking for you my light/ that shines so bright/ but it doesn't leave me in a fright/its more like the greatest sight/ that I have seen/ and makes me cry so many tears/ knowing that I have wasted and seen so many years / sat back and just drank a lot of beers / while they passed me by / cause you make me fly/ if it wasn't for you I doubt that I would ever feel high/your my other wing/ not just some fling / or someone I wanna show my ding a ling / too / I really want to get to know you/ and be with you/ hold you in my arms so tight / especially through those

lonely cold nights/that I fight/ cause I know that your right / for me/ so baby please/ come and be with me / your all I need/ to get by in the life/ that seems like a old ran down dive/ so won't you just give me the time/ to see if we can find / just a spark/ that we can chew on like sharks / to run with like going like a dart/ or a bat out of hell/ cause a woman like you / i would love to see me ring those wedding bell / now that i have fallen/ sometimes i wanna just start ballin/ and wonder if i am just started crawlin/ cause i never met a woman like you / that makes me feel the way you do / you give me my other shoe / so i can keep on walking/ and really start talking / about this great thing called love/ that makes me sing like a morning dove/ and above / all . / i can't wait to give you a call /with out i know i would fall / flat on my face/

you are my grace/ the one i can see wear nice lace/ and have better days / so take thing this ring/ and bring a song to sing/ of love and joy/ i know your heart ain’t a toy/ but i ain’t a boy /i am a man / that does understand/ what a woman does need/ and i don't mean to successes/ but to help with her dreams/ and desires/ so she don't grow old and tired/ i know i don't really know the last man you fired/ alls i know is that you got tired/ of being trapped / hell i thought you would have to be zapped / to get out of there. / i know that i care/ and this is a big dare/ but its only fair/ that i say how i feel/ while you sit there and peel/ the junk off this wheel / your the type of woman i would give my last meal / there is nothing i could do or say/ to make you think of me in all the right ways/ but i hope this is all ok /

and you do come my way/ or you let me come to you/ what ever you want to do / or if you just want to friends that’s cool too/ as long as i am able to talk to you / and just to let you know you will always have a place in my heart/ i know you ain’t gonna tare it apart/ but the second you call me / i will fly to you like a dart/ you won't have to push me like a shopping cart/ i always wanna be there for you / no matter what others say or do / to try and get in the way/ i won't let it us separate / cause of the things they say/ i hope this is all ok/ document 30017 hey how you doing ? i just flew in and thought i should tell you what i think with a fin so please don't throw this out in the bin all's i really want is you sitting here by my side all of the time cause a women like you is hard to find its just you always blow my mind.

i sit here and think of ways to tell you how you amaze me sweep me off my feet and make me wanna say please will you be with me you bring me to my knee's and pray to the lord asking him if he will help me alls i really want is you there is nothing more i would rather have then you right here by my side all of the time cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind the day i first looked into you eyes i thought to myself this woman is so fine if only i could make her mine but i know i can't buy a woman like this i gotta win her with a special kiss before i miss out on something so special alls i really want is you there is nothing more i would rather have then you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind i just gotta have you by my side baby girl you make my stomach curl if you let me i would probably paint a merile of you that is something i would love to do call me a fool or what you will but you don't make me blue

tell you to shoo but i do wanna be with you alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind when i look at you i am speechless and leaves me in a huge mess cause when i look at you i see nothing but the best you are nothing less alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind you give me happy thoughts that i fought cause that is what i was taught to do but when i look at you you put me in a good mood and my guard drops every part of me just flops you could mop up all my tears as all of my fears start to go away after so many years now i just wanna hold you dear alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind

just sit there and hear the words that are coming from my mouth they aren't come from down south but wanna bring you wealth that no money can buy they just might send you flying high alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind oh my... what am i saying i ain’t delaying or even emailing but i am sailing up on cloud nine will you come and find this heart of mine and live as one until our time is done roll around and have some fun alls i want is you there is nothing more i would rather have but you right here by my side cause a woman like you is so hard to find its just you blow my mind document30018 i have found the woman of my dreams that i thought only lived in my fanstys the one i thought i would never meet

but she's right here in front of me how could i not see that she was meant for me how i could i let her get away i must have been feeling ok today cause that wasn't ok that wasn't the way that it was suppose to be now i have to think how to get her back into my life before i decide i can't sleep at night and i just wanna get drunk and fight cause she was my light with her everything felt right so this is to you dear i hope your able hear i hold you near in this heart of mine you were so kind that you blew my mind you gave me the time and sat and listened to the words that i said no matter where they lead and you feed me the strength that i need to keep carrying on going let the words keep flowing and glowing with nothing but love for you i never meant to hurt you now i just wanna hold you tight is that right with out you i will probably be smoking out of a bong and doing so many things wrong but you made and make my life so perfect never let me feel like i was deserted you always made me warm inside like no other has before you opened up my hearts doors and now all's i can do is ask that you would give this one more chance in hope for a long time romance

i just don't want in your pants but i would like to glance at you cause i just wanan grow old with you kiss and hug on you you know that you want to too i need you and desire you there is nothing i want more then to be with you even if i gota live out of a shoe or in a card board box be surrounded by warloks or just a bunch of cops it really doesn't matter to me i will do and be what ever i have too cause that is just me i need you with me i wana sweep you right off your feet so baby please come and be with me i will try and give y ou all of your dreams and your fanstys like you have done for me i wanna make sure you pleased i ain’t trying to tease but i would like to bring you to your knee's have you be with me until that time though i don't wanna make you a fo or give you some stupid ass show but open up your hearts door like no man has before so i will just get down my knee's and pray that you will be with me again one day i ain’t trying to be fake but i do wana make us work and its driveing me buzerk i will always have some kind of smerk when i see you cause i got nothing but love for you document30019 i stepped into a dream today

and suddenly everytthing became ok not so black and white it made me feel like a kite i met my angel of my dreams you knowthe one that sweep off my feet no matter what you think and takes you away to a far away place brings you better dayz makes your life seem like its not in such a haze shows you the way out of the maze well that is what i have found and now i am bound to take away the frown turn it upside down and give her my crown she's got me feeling so good i ain’t never been in a better mood its almost like she is the best food that i ever could have i doubt she could ever make me mad let a lone sad even if she did it wouldn't be that bad but i would be kinda glad knowing she ain’t perfect but she is well worth it and i wouldn't through a fit but sit and talk to her cause with out her i wouldn't endure or even messure to half the man she makes me to be that i am able to see with just even a little peak i spent so long in seek of her i thought i would never find her but now she has come to me and i am happy this has happend to me there is no other way i would rather it be just take a look and see cause this seems like a fairy tale but i know our love will provale this love betwen a male and female

you could scoop us up in a laddle but not one just single together as one we will always be no matter what people seem to think cause we both seek the same thing and put a big ding this just isn't a fling but a huge thing for the both of us i know people are gonna cuse let them too if they must but this is just between me and her it don't matter what others think so let them stir and stay awake i know this isn't fake but we are gonna make it so just take it and except it or go on and walk away cause your ways ain’t gonna change a thing so go ahead and bring your opion cause this is our dominion and yours so go back home and stick to your own little dome if you want though call us on the phone either then that don't bother just leave us alone Document30020 my heart needs to be repaired cause of the dispaire that i got from a dare it really isn't fair all because i showed someone that i cared when i just got my lights punched out i ain’t one to pout is that what love is suppose to be all about her body was bangin she didn't leave me hangin and the guy with her was a bit flamin i told her i think this was a game

but her eyes touched me in so many ways just seeing her made everythign feel ok made me totally forget about the rest of my day i didn't even get to sit and watch it decay cause of the way that she made me feel i even got to buy her a meal show her my wheels and with out knowing it she began to peel all my layers away touching me in certain unkown ways but it felt good in a strange way it really did seem ok then it was just like something came over her i don't know what it was that occured that i ain’t sure it all seems like a blurr there is no way i even wanna ask her so now i just sit here a lone hopeing to hear voice on the phone that she will throw this dog a bone or just make me a clone of her even though she is more then i could ever deserve there is so much that i learned just from talking to her but i do the love is still there just don't know where but it is some where i know cause i still see her hair blowing in the wind i guess that is really where the story started to to begin when i see her walking and talking looking into her eyes that made me just want to give up everything and die cause thjere is no woman out there as fine she took me so long too find i wanted her to be mine there isn't a instant that she isn't on my mind but i guess that is how loves goes

it always seems to flow and blow right on by even if you are willing to give it the chance and time not use any special little lines document30021 i sit here watching fights some place in quiet night as i pray under the street lights knowing this isn't right as i see little kids running around with guns they don't know how to fun i can't help but too sit and think until the break of dawn on how to stop this all make the see they gotta stop and pick up the ball before they fall into a firey pit of hate that isn't a nice looking gate and doesn't have to be their fate to die by a bullet in the chest or see their best friend in a ass huge mess this is their life and could very well be their death i remember back in the day when i could only see one way its deffantly not how i see things today it was the other way the way that speaking of i was never full of love or prayed to the lord above and thanked God until my dad took his own life or so they say now i just sit here wondering if i would've went that night would my body be in decay but that was the choice i made so please listen to what i got to say cause i have looked at everything in every kind of way back when i was just a teen

thinking that the world revolved around me i couldn't see i was blind as i could be surround by the darkness of my heart cause of the people that tore it apart the heart hurt a lot so i turned around and became the person that they made me out to be only too let them see and feel the anger and hate that they caused to live in me releasing it apon who ever came to close cause i knew they would hurt me the most i ain’t trying to boast people gave me the name the tremy casue i carried a knfe with me cause they seen and i would use it on anyone that was there to ruin my kind of fun i didn't care if you held a gun and pointed it at me cause i wasn't scared to die this isn't just a story or a lie all of this use to be my high that would make me fly right off the handle i am surprise someone doesn't have my head as a mantel and that i haven't seen the ganvel then my friend s even said i was a little off the handle i had gone off the wall when i stabbed a friend in the hand not once but again and again all cause he called my girl a slut only to find myself being dumped htat really left me in a slump then i decided to [pick myself up and treat women like a piece of meat cause they didn't mean a thing to me i thought i would never meet my wife to be so please take a look at me and try to see me for me how i changed my ways

i started to see my own heart start too decay as i faded away into the depts of the night i didn't need any kind of light cause the darkness became my life along with my might only to find i should have done what was right and fight for the light instead of against it cause all it did was bring me shit get me a personal hit i can honestly say though that i never had to do a bit so please take this as a lesson put all of the darkness on the shelf and quit your messin before your friends and family find you missin cause no one wants to go on that mission its a nightmare for everyone please start trying to have some fun before your time is done leaving you with just a life full of regrets document30022 i know what its like to fall through societys cracks and how it causes you to act as a matter of fact i know it all to well caus i was one of those people society cause to fall bang my head off the wall and that just wasn't all i became a thug i didn't even care if i got a hug i just looked at the world as if it was full of dumb fucks cause society pushed me into corner made me put my back up too the wall and fall pick up the old chain and ball cause that’s all that came my way they just couldn't see that i just wanted to be me

and not surrender to all of these conformities i was as abnormal as you could be stuck up and head strong stuck too writing my songs cause they understand i don't think i need a degree to say i can do anything and if i do then prove it too me you can be as book smart as you want to be and still not know a fucking thing how dumb and stupid do you gotta be not too see but hey had to push me into that life of being a thug no way of making good moeny except running drugs i became the bug that they wanted to crush the one they couldn't touch i never asked for that much i just asked for a chance but society turns their heads and didn't give me a second glance who knows maybe it had ants in it pants now they are trying to take it all away make this mind of my decay but i won't let them cause that ain’t ok they made me this way so here i am today come on society please come and deal with me take a look at you created the person you were hoping would faded into the darkness of hte night and wouldn't come out and put up a fight i know i ain’t the great white hype but i am right here in front of your face looking at your place being amazed waiting for those better days where i can come and dine with you show you what you turned me into knock you down and treat you like a fool cause you deffantly weren't a useful tool

i don't see why you can't help people who can't read and do some many other things they got so much to bring yet you throw them out into the trash then you wonder why there are those that lash out are constantly in a pout i'll tell you what let me throw you out onto the streets make you starve wonder what you are going to eat walk around with dirty feet hopeing that one day you will see one dream come true for you but you already know that ain’t gonna happen for you cause of where society has marked you but you don't stop wondering if someone will stop and start believing in you except you for you show them what are you able to do htat you just ain’t a fool or a waste of breath you just need a chance document30023 i am going to bring this nation its abomanation bring it so much devistation i have made it my mission cause its denied me the satistfaction of seeing my dreams true so i am taking action i won't need a destraction cause i am a mastmind with a crazed mind and i do have lots of time to figure out the ways too make this society fall down too its knee's make them al lsee that i just want to be me

and i ain’t gonna surrender to its formalaties they don't understand my struggle only believe me to be trouble i constantly wathc grumble and mumble hoping i am going to fumble all of this will probably get me into the courts make them really want to send me to a "special resort" give me my own little "fort" with four rubber walls so i can jump around pretending i am a bouncey ball and continue to fall between its cracks cause they just think i am wacked that’s why i 've had 3 shrinks they kicked me out basically and told me i was a dink i guess they meant i was a leak link but now i sit and think of ways too show them that i am ok prove them wrong in all of their ways just like i did too the teachers back in high school made so many of them look like fools when i told them i could hardly read but when it came to writing hell its just a part of me that they can't understand or see how anything like that can be cause they ain’t got a open mind or can even find the time to try to understand so instead they just bare and grind all of their teeth wishing that i was weak if they only knew what it is a seak they would probably be like dogs in heat probably wouldn't turn me away either like a set of dirty stinky feet but hey its all on me and my mistakes at least so they say that is ok one day they will see my face on tv then they will see

what it was i could have been if they would have only given me the chance and took the time to see even if they just took a peak Fly Solo society has me flying solo it makes me feel so low cause no one will say hello that got me figured out to be a wigger thinking i just walk around and shoot everyone the finger i might as do what they figure cause they just think of me a wigger i ain’t no eminem and don't wanna be him i just wanna be plain old simple me why can't society see and just believe that i am me i do stand on my own too feet no matter what iwill sucessed in all of my dreams feed the crack and hyron feans and i ain’t talking about just beans give them something nice more then just a slice cause of my life i know now that its got so much to offer there is no reason to be a buster ir get into a muster over so many little things if you solve them doesn't mean you are going to get wings they will just bring you heart and pain so go ahead and take them with a grain of salt cause you just bought into the bigest lie and you can't even denie sure it may make you feel high at first then you will find out you are about to burst suddenly everything will feel like it is worse you ain’t gonna stop

alls your gonna do is curse you know who is going to be the one that endures though who just let go of the pain that leaves you strained they are gonna be the ones that gain and not loose a thing but bring so much happyness to you you aren't gonna know what to do besides feel like a fool a broken tool even though you really won't be you just gotta see you can't fix everything that comes your way so just take it day by day and you will be ok be able to think and feel just like me i am free as can be nothing stands in my way that’s how i know i will successes and i have gave up the pain cause i know it will drive me insane life ain’t a game or about fame document30025 on the day i opened up my eyes i took a look inside only to find somewheres i would hide all my emotions that caused a lot of comotion and made things have distortion but now i am ready to do some absorbtion of all the goodness in life that will send me to amazing heights make me feel like i am in flight while i put up a fight just to stay alive and not take a dive that will make me feel so down and out put me into a pout

remebering how i use to get beat by a belt that would leave welts those won't make my heart melt that’s what not what life is about i know that now too me this is what it is all about i am looking and searching for you but i don't know where to look or if you are just someone out of a book but you leave me all shook up and you fill my cup full of this love that i wanna i give away before my body starts to decay i know that we can make it work if we just give it a try we would deffently fly up in the sky sore through the clouds yelling with joy so loud when others see us they would bow caue i am the king of your heart and your queen of mine just give me the day and time and i will be there no matter how hard you are to find i just want you to be mine holding you so tight and close in my arms while i hear alarms telling me to act tough and treat you ruff put you in cuffs but i will blow them off you are so important to me your a dream and fansty that i can only see during the night while my eyse are closed tight as i try to fight not too loose site stay in flight cause there is nothing that feels so right but sit here and give you my love that is so strong but you are were it belongs no matter how long

it takes to give it to you i know that is what is i wanna do cause you more then deserve it too i just gotta know who you really are so if i have to go and steal a car or just go out to the bar i don't care how far that i gotta go with out you my heart is sore like it nothing has caused it to be before so please open up that door and show me who you are so i can head there no matter how far you are document30026 i can remember it was just me and you running the streets acting all cool and we didn't look like fools but now look at what you've gone and done you might as well put a gun up too my head cause i don't think you realize how dumb you seem to be right now to ome you got me running in the dark trying to keep away from the sharks flying like a dart just so i can survive one last time and make things fine why did you have to cross that line now i gotta say good-bye start to fly not be able to get high stoned right out of my mind lost my girl at the same time cause you were so dumb this time how am i suppose to find a place to hide until this all blows over take some cover

i am lover not a fighter so stupid ass lier its ytour pic that should be on the flier that is my desire when this is all said and done you can garentee you better be gone cause the hunt for oyu is on i am going to come and get you you know it too so now waht are you going to do you better hope and pray i don't surive this thing one last time and that i can't find you your really not going to liek what i am going to do to you you just need to know i am coming for you and i kinda hope i don't find you i don't wanna put you in a body bag you stupid dumb ass fag but i hate you more then an old hag and i wanna choip off your legs and feed them to my dogs let them chew on them like little frogs then turn you over to the mob document 30027 i've shead so many tears through the years while i've sit back and drink quite afew beers wishing this pain would just go away before i turn old and grey i just got so much to say but nothing seems to go my way and i just seem to fade off into the darkness watching people mark this while they sit there pissin themselves but they could never do what i can do and they know that too but then when they look at you they know that i try to sucessed in everything not giving up on my dreams

trying to get people to see or even just take a peak so that will seek and see that part of me they seem to have a hard time to believe cuase they don't know what its like to love a son wondering where he is gone if you will see him before you tiem is done knowing you just wann get to know him and have some fun but you know yo uaint the bum or all that dumb thta didn't want anything to do with your child cause they seemed a little to wild or too mild but love them for who they are cause they don't care if you own a car or if their life and yours was a bit bizare you know that your both able to see so far and just get along look at all the woman wearing thier thongs having fun singing songs as you dance around getting women to shake their asses as you'se get down cause it takes away the frown and bring out the clown but see they can't see how important that is too a person like me that is why i want them to take just a peak into this heart of mine hell they just gotta tell me the day and time and iwill be right there too show them a person who really cares a person who will take any dare no matter if it is fair or not document 30028

i've seen dreams get crushed into powdery dust heard them being hushed as if they were too real to touch but i am here to tell you go ahead and take your dreams to lunch casue they are able to be touched so go ahead and try to live your dreams and fanstys don't believe what others have to say thy've just gave up on their dreams lost all sense of being free go ahead and give them a tease show them at least you are going to try to live your dreams and that you will successes in every single thing as long as you put your mind too tell the moron the shoo cause it ain’t your fault they are feeling so blue and down in the dumps why should you be in a slump man you don't even need dumb luck so fuck what everyone else has to say you know that you are going to be ok so just go on your way let them grow old and grey and watch their bodys decay while you go out and get made bring your dream out there you know you are going to payed for something you love to do just as long as you real and be true don't be acting like a fool cause we don't anymore broken down tools poor ass worthless fools so just go out and get whats comeing to ya cause the world is ready and needs ya document30029 some people say i got so much love to give/

but too be honest it feels like only God will take this love of mine/ it feels like its a unknown crime/ while this heart of my trys to shine/ when will people learn to give me the time / just too recieve/ this one gift that isn't a tease/ but can release/ so my hurt and pain/ that plays a big role in peoples brains/ can't bring any shame / but make you look at a girl and realize she ain’t a dame/ but a queen of the universe/ so why do we sit and curse/ instead of emerge/ sending out a power serge/ fo this thing we call love/ knwing only true love comes from above/ from God himself / jesus showed us the way/ how our spirits and hearts wouldn't decay/ and made it so we could see /instead of looking at him as if he was our emeny/ hoping we wouldn't flea/ and that we would climb up too the mountain peak/ just too seek/ this gift called love/ that we yearn/ Time to Leave the time is coming for me to leave once again so you might not hear from me for a while yet this a warning nothing else because of the things that i have said and done so i will talk to you for now until it is time for me to go back to my wondering which i like to do

to learn and seek out more of life to write about each and every day so you will know what i have learned as i walk my life away You are constantly on my Mind every where i go everything i do no matter where i am you are on my mind all of the time no matter how i feel wether its good or bad just thinking of you makes me smile again because of the time that we have because of the feelings that are deep inside you are a dream a dream that didn't seem to be a dream i thought would never come true but now i can see it did because i met you A Person that Makes Life worth Living so beautiful and cute so adorable and loving i don't know what life would be like with out a person like you in my life full of joy and happiness never getting down never allowing people to bother you you seem so real yet so unreal a person like you should only be in a dream because of the way you are and what you mean to so many of us Dreaming and Thinking of Only You every night I think and dream of only you

wondering how we could be together since i know you're the one where ever you are i believe we will end up together the way things ought to be for the both of us where ever you may be i believe that we will meet and stay together for our lives because of the love we carry for each other it will last all of our life. You are in my dreams you are in my heart you are in my soul yet this can not be you seem to be so real you a figure of imagination that doesn't leave leaving you stuck in this head of mine that i can't imagine not being with a person like you every second of my life for as long as i will love from this life to the next you will always be the right one for me A Fallen Angel a angel has fallen from the heaven's sent on to me for me to love and care for with there eyes that sparkle like the stars with her smile that glows like the light lightening up the sky with her soft gentle touch that takes all of my pain away bring love and joy and happiness for all of my life Come for a Ride with Me come take a ride with me into a place that ly's in our dreams a place of totally darkness

and the only light is from the fire that ly's in our hearts that makes the place glow through out the day until it dies out which it never will because we will always live in each others heart and soul for as long as we will both live we belong together like two peas in a pot that will never separate through out our life we will always live together in our hearts and souls never abandoning each other for as long as we all live each and every day of our lives I was wrong about the Angel i thought you were it the one I've been waiting for the one I'd dreamed about all of the time i was wrong though because you got up walked out the door not even saying a word to me just pretended i didn't exist like all of the rest it doesn't bother me though you will return to me if you are the one I've been waiting for all of my life I Knew I Loved you i knew i loved you from the first time we had talked i knew i loved you by the way you looked i knew i loved you by the way you made me feel i knew i loved you just by listening and looking at you deep in your eyes

for the first time in my life i knew you were the one the one that was meant for me by the way you acted and talked catching my eye like a beautiful sunrise All I Can all i can do al i can give is my love to you i can't buy you a thing because i am as poor as can be i can't give you a lot all i can give is my heart and soul i can't do much except show you how i love and care for you as i always will but that's all i can offer which is enough for you turning you into a precession person to me I Want you back i let you leave and pushed you away now i want you back and i want you to stay i don't want you leave ever again i want you by my side even though it could not be for the best but you seem to be the right one the one i need the one i want for the rest of my life as far as i can see you showed me the light gave me the world that was the person that i had ever seen because you bring joy and happiness into this life of mine that seems so shallow to some that don't understand

what it is like to have a person like you by their side all of the time you are a dime a dozen a hard kind of person to find i looked all of my life to find some one like you preparing something for you the day we meet and now we have i don't know what to say or even do except to tell you how i feel about you and always will for as long as i can even if i really don't want too unable to satisfy I've done all i can all of the time yet people aren't satisfied each and every day i get upset and move on to other things because that is what i do all of the time holding no ground under my feet constantly moving so people really don't get too see or hear what is going on with me Our Hearts are Books our hearts are books you can read them any time through out our lives if you dare to sit and open it letting your heart intertwine with mine you will see and hear that we are all one of a kind they share the same emotions all of the time through out our lives whether its good or bad we will always read each others hearts like a open book each and every day of our lives

I Love You as You i love you as a friend i love you for you i love the person that i see hidden deep down inside you are a beautiful person where ever you go or who are you will always be the person i know that i see deep down inside of your heart and soul that i don't think will ever leave for all of your life you are the light that makes all of us shine a fire that never dies out you are the best the best thing for all of us You make me Grow a rose grows with light and water just like you give to me you give me your love you care for me you will always be by my side all of the time you are my world a great world at that full of birds singing in the tree's where the sun rises and falls all of the time your love is never ending for me as mine is for you it will never burn out like a fire die down it will always be burning all of the time Together Forever together forever is where we will be right here for ever is where we belong for the rest of our lives all of the time never leaving each other

for anything at all watching the world go by as we stay in our comfortable life full of love and happiness were everyone should be all of the time just like you and I i love you so dearly and treasure you in my heart you will always be with me no matter if things fall apart we will always love and care for each other we will be together for ever where ever it might be for the rest of our lives together we will be and you will see A Friend you mean a lot to me more than you will ever know and i would never leave you no matter how much i want to leave i wouldn't be able too i love people and especially you for the things you do and the things you say i never want any of you to leave you are re my friends and one is worth more but i would never hurt any of you no matter what i say or even do i will always stay by you and listen to what you have to say even if i don't like it or disagree i will always be thankful that i have friends like you you are my friends and i love you all sometimes i can be a pain and not want to talk but if you try hard enough you can get through even when i am down and out you will always be able to talk me out of it all

with out even knowing what is going on i thank you all for the times and feelings that you share with me it means a lot to me you are my friends but what i am asking you to do is just leave everything i say be because its my life and i don't want to hurt anyone with what i am about to you can find me any where you look as long as you look in the right places and after i am gone there won't too places you will see me except for one and you will contacted on where i will be I Could Be i could be a gentleman i could be your average male i could be just about anything but you never know who i really am because of the so many me's inside this one body but no one really see's how many people live inside this one and judge the one that they meet even if it isn't the real me Use me for What You Can you can use me for only so long and than i catch on to what you are doing to me as you drive me insane not really caring what happened to me but whole thing was i never asked for any help or for you to be my friend because its better i have none so no one can drive me to insane or to turn out the way i have full hate and greave that no one see's If You only knew

you will never return to be the real you if only you knew how i feel each and every second of the day but now it seems you really don't care you just want me for the things i write and what i am able to do with words and my feelings that come from my heart i believe my heart i can't believe my mind though my heart can not lie where my mind can but how do you tell the difference between the two especially when they are so much apart of each other I Don't Know have i won or have i lost i don't know if my heart is true i don't know if my mind is right but what i do can't bring my happiness back into my life the one to be isn't how it seems to be my heart could be true to me but my mind could be lying to me and i don't know the difference like i always thought i did i must be wrong because things aren't suppose to be this way rage against the game don't let it lead you you have to lead it to be where you want to be you have to be able to control the game that controls so many that its going to win if you let it take control of you you will lose everything you have got all because you weren't strong enough to fight against the game that can hurt you so bad The Game you can play the game all of the time don't let the game get to you you got to get the game before it gets to you and in the end you will win but if you let the game get ahead you than you have already lost unless you get back into the game I Will Never Leave i will always be here wether you talk to me or not i will never be gone as long as you read what it is that i have written for people read and learn from no matter where i am so don't worry if i am not here it just means that you can't talk to me at the moment because of something to do that i should have before but i guess i was a little stupid for not seeing what i am suppose to do with the thing that is given to me Scratch i started from scratch going no where with it all except the knowledge of my love for it and then i found out where i am getting it all from and how good it really is now i will follow my dream and won't let nothing stand in the way the big time isn't meant for me i know that to be but i am going to try to get some where with all of this that i am able too as I go on through my life

hoping and praying this is the thing that I ought to be doing for the rest of my life the one thing that I love to do you are always Learning you are always in school no matter if there is a class room or not you are always learning by a teacher where ever you go even if you don't realize you mind is always working trying to think of stuff that keeps it going you are in a learning process no matter what you may do or what you don't you will always learn from everything that goes on around you A Angel that can be Good an angel is good to have but at the same time can be bad to have around all of the time because you know what will pass you by through out your life even the wrong you are able to learn from so when you make mistakes don't worry about them just think of what you have learned and then go on from there because that is the way to go creating your own knowledge out side of a place that people think of as school I wish i wished you here in this dream of mine in this perfect world meant just for you and me

as we walk the sandy beaches through out the day and watch the sun fall until the stars come out so we may kiss passionately laying under the stars make sweet love with each other as our love for each other keeps us warm through out the night i want to kiss you all night long while we make sweet passionate love through out the night under neath the stars in the sky laying on the beach as our love for each other makes a fire to keep us warm through out the cold bitter night and after all of that is done than we start all over again A Women a women are the greatest thing a man could ever have in their lives at any point of time they make your life so beautiful and sweet that not even sex could compare to the things that they give you even though you wanna act tuff and turn them away you know you can't because they are the best thing that will do you any good and always keep you out of trouble when they are around You know you Just can Tell you will always know how i feel about you even if you don't believe me from here on in because it is the right thing to do and i know that know from here on in because if i don't tell you the way i feel you will never know

you have always meant a lot to me and have never let me you are good in a lot away that some people don't see i see a lot more in you than i do in most others because i know how it is and what its like to be in your shoes even though you really don't know anything that has went on You don't know you never know what you have until its to late and when it leaves you will know what you have lost each and everyday that it isn't around you but if it comes back you will know how must treat it and help it to grow I want to but can't i want too tell you but i can only show it to you through the way i talk and act when you come on or we talk about what is going on i want to say something i really mean but things are complicated because of how they seem no matter how much i try you can't figure it out so i try to let it and let things go because it might be best that way I am not garbage i did what ever i could for you i came and talked to you i tried to make you feel good and do everything that you wanted me to do but i guess it wasn't enough especially for you

because of the way you have treated me you must think i am a piece of garbage that you can just throw away when you are done with it and have no more use for any of it you don't even realize what you did or how things were even suppose to be i gave you my heart and told you how i felt which i never wanted to do and now i know why i don't tell people how i feel or what i think unless i am upset because otherwise they step and crush every bit of love or caring that you hand over to them Don't bother don't come around telling me that you love me and then showing it too me when you and i both know it isn't true especially with the way you act when i am around you can just keep all of that too you you have no clue how you effect me each and every day you were on my mind in my paradise city that was me and now its gone and so are you because you just couldn't tell me what was on your mind you seemed to be telling the truth and everything that was going on next thing i know you just pick up and leave for something that wasn't suppose to be true but i guess you found he was the right one for you I Let you in i let you into my heart i listened to what you had to say i did my best just for you

and tried and tried just to keep you around and then you let with out even a good bye after all that was said and talked about you still seemed to love someone else that wasn't around for better or for worse and this how you paid me for the times we had together for everything that i tried to do for you even if it turned out wrong I know you are here you are around but i don't know where you are at when i need you though you are here even though i can't see you and i can only talk to you that's all i need but when you just up and disappear it starts to scare me even though i shouldn't worry about you I Didn't Know i didn't know how much i loved you until you finally left and then i realized what i had lost from the time i started to mess up from the time i had to go and you had left so i had to leave so i wouldn't think about you trying to forget you all of my life expecting the memories and the pain of losing you might go away even though i live with it each and every day of my life i want you in my life you are important to me which i never want you to leave you are always on my mind and a part of my soul

that has gone away which will never come back no matter how much i want it too I was wrong i know you left and you are some where out there even though i don't know where but i hope and pray you don't mess up like me you don't need the life i lead it isn't meant for anyone to have not even me but i am use to it and its hard for me to change because i don't know how otherwise i would do it for you but since i can't i can only hope and pray you don't follow my steps and go through the path that i chose to take you are the wind under my wings that keeps me from falling and smashing into the ground as i walk through this life which i really don't like but i live with it each and every day even though it isn't meant for me as far as i can see You are priceless you are a piece of gold that is priceless a piece that no one could ever afford gold symbolizes your enormous heart that you have for others with your love that seems to come so easily for you yet you are cold heart with out even knowing when you want to be its like two people live inside of you each and every day of your life that a lot of people see

my dream was for to be here which never came true even though my love for you was stronger than all the hate it never came true the worse is what happened but not by my own choice you brought it on so now i have to deal with it all For Every for every dream there is a nightmare for every love there is a hate for every like there is a dislike for every good deed there is a bad one this how life is today whether we like it or not it always seems to follow this way we can sit and think and wish it not to be and it will still be that way there is no perfect there is worse there are only the things that we make or choose to happen to us You Have Finally Come at last you have arrived and i can hold you in my arms so tight and your sweet tender lips whispering sweet nothings into your ear as i feed you candy and fruit as you lay beneath the stars in the sky watch the clouds float by until the sun the rise each and every day of our lives i wait for you to come along and hold me in your arms so tight to sit and watch the sun rise and fall beneath the stars in the sky talking and holding each other through out the day wondering if this is how it was meant to be I Hold a Rose in my Hand as i hold in my hand a rose for you

a rose from me to make you happy and not upset i want to give it to you so you can be like me up on a cloud that isn't so distant a could that is world of its own that you feel like you are high but not too full of yourself just enough to get by with you are the rose the rose I speak of that is always in bloom one that will never die because of your love for the people around you that you always make feel welcome in your heart and in your mind you are one with yourself and the one thing others can not be The Only Way the only way i could love with the heart that I hold inside to win you over which is hard to do no matter how hard they try so tired and weak yet you give me the strength that i need you give me the way that i ought to be going you give me the sight that i need to grow you give me everything you can which i thank you for and i am telling you that you are special to me i love you with all of my heart and soul and i hope you never leave sticking by my side the whole way you are the light of my day that keeps me warm through out the coldness that i feel from others you take away the pain giving me warmth and kindness

fill my heart full of joy you help me get through the day i have the days i don't wanna see or talk to anyone you are the one that opens me up you are the light of my day you give me the strength to carry on through out my life you are there no matter what i do you give me everything i need to survive in this world as we know it to be and as we see it with our eyes opened wide looking for something better deep down inside in search for our dreams even the ones that can't come true we try to find them all just to be where we feel we should The Lord the lord is with you as he is with me he will never leave us he will always be there no matter what we do or what we say he will always be there to forgive us he is our wings which allow us to fly he gives us love , courage and strength all of the time he is a friend that will abandon us no matter what we say or do to him he is a friend that is forever true the greatest friend anyone could have because of his purity he hold for us Pray pray for me and i will pray for you to keep everything the way it ought to be full of peace and harmony to keep common grounds

for both you and i with our love we will be back around to help those who are in need to serve those who are in need to stand for what is right and not what is wrong to help all people no matter what the cost may be as much as we can through out our lives i thank the lord he has given me you i thank him for all of things he has done for me i thank him and you both for everything i am able to see and do i thank you'se for all that i know and feel i thank you 'se for everything i have i thank you'se for it all You you took away my pain and gave me love you took away me fear leaving me happiness you took my scars and made the go away with the joy your brought to me bringing out the real me the one who lied dead inside until you came about bringing me to the true meaning of the life i am able to lead you gave me everything i needed and now i thank-you for the time you have spend on me I will never leave you i will push your fear and scars away if you let me into your heart to bring you peace and harmony through out your life in which you need happiness and joy

to make it though what you are suppose to do i will never leave i will always be around when ever you need me just give me a ring and i will be here no matter where i am at or what i am doing i will drop everything for you all because you are the greatest thing that has happened to me you are the greatest thing that has happened to me you hold me in your arms so tightly loving and caring for me telling me everything will be ok you are my strength and wisdom that i need you give me everything you can which i love you so dearly for showing me the way things ought to be not letting me go the wrong way constantly reminding me of who and what i am which i am grateful for with out you i don't know where i would be Dreaming of a place i could spend my life just laying here dreaming of you for every moment i get to spend with you i treasure in my heart each time i see you i don't wanna leave i wanna be right there for you every time we kiss or hug i think of a life that is so great and will never end because we are together forever just like it use to be only its happening all over again Thought you needed someone thought you needed me

to fill your heart of a burn flame to bring the joy and happiness out of you to let you see the light in which you can't and all i want in return is for you to be a friend in which you are and always will be i want you to be the eagle that fly's through the sky so very high You are always there when I am in need you are my invoice you are my concessions you are what keeps me going you keep me alive in my heart and soul you give me strength and courage you give me the love i need you do everything for me you provide the river of peace you provide the love that flows through the river you provide the courage that i need to successes you provide me a way of life in which i never knew of you provide me with everything i need or even wanted in my life through out the years you let me grow as you help me through out the day and years in which i live these days If you touch one If you touch one heart or even one soul you have made a connection that will never leave sticking by you all of the time with out any question or even any answers

is just important to you and them so you really don't need nothing else in your life passing on your wisdom and purity so brave and courageous yet so stupid and scared how is that to be a person can not see except if you look deep down inside you learn to understand the word why why they are how they are why they hide why they think why they talk all you have to do is read deep inside A Person Like you should be a dream a person like you should only be in a dream because of the way you seem to be and what you mean to so many of us every night I think and dream of only you wondering how we could be together since i know you're the one where ever you are i believe we will end up together the way things ought to be you are my life you are my dream that doesn't go away which i am happy for you are on my mind all of the time because of the love and affection that we have for each other Dreams Some dream's may never come true some dream's just leave some dream's just go fade away yet there are the one's that make us so very happy just to sit and think of them

turn's your entire day around you are one of these dream's that does this to me each day I am awake each night I am asleep I think of holding you in my arm's kiss your soft lips so very gentley I dream of the night which we may ly down together whispering sweet nothing's into each other's ear's I dream of all of the time that we have shared plus the one's we will it send's shiver's up my spine bringing joy to my life for all of time no matter whre we go I know we will always be together like we are one as we will be for the rest of our lives I know now that you were tha angel the angel that was sent for me to love, hold, and do everything else with as it should be. You Were The One Who Pushed You were the one who pushed me so very hard you were the one who always lead me hand in hand you were the one who took me in when I didn't have a home who gave me everything I have you were the one who never stearred me wrong you were the one who never left me you were the one who let me slice through the clouds you were the one who taught me everything I know

you were the one who is here with me you were the one that inspired me to be this way the person who I want to be the person who I love so dearly the person who i need the person who is so important to me No where To Go No where to run or even to hide at no where to go in this world we live in locked in a cell rapped in cold steel chain's yell, screeming, and kicking trying to set myself free from this place we call home from this place which we know a little to well locked in a cell not seeing or hearing a thing just you and the other who lives deep inside of you full of fusteration and fear as the minutes pass by wondering how we got here in the begining wondering how we will get out with these wall's closing upon us with no were to go as we pace back and forth rapped in our cold thick steel chain's trying to get out excepting no help asking all of these question's on why things were this way. I Can't Believe I can't beleive what you say I can't believe what you did I can't believe how you feel because of the way you are

taking advantage of me every chance you get then telling me that you love me which isn't true and never will be because a person like you is unable to change no matter what you say or do only because you really don't want to my thought's of you will never change because of the way you have treated me. A White Horse riding a white horse through the white sand beneath the white clouds comes an angel out of no where riding this white horse that is coming for me to walk through this white sand hold my hand as we waalk through the bright white light never separating from each other whispering sweet nothing's into these ear's of mine as I kiss her soft tenderrr lip's making passionate love in the white sand only to find that we were meant to be from now till the end being able never to forget how we met thinking of only the ggood which can come out of this. The Day The day starts off as young only to find it growing older as the hours pass us by each day of our livees

each day of our lives as we ponder what we are able to change in the live's we live trying to make them better hoping we will do better them the one's before us only to find that wee are worse not knowing what to expect from what is to come in our future's It's Because of You You leave me here filled with confusion and pain wondering why all of this is happening to me all at the same time all over again just leaving me hope that it doesn't turn into a war once again just like before itss happening all over again the pain and suffering even though none of it really effect's me yet it does because you are apart of my family during these days. We Dream of The Day Our Dream's Come true We dream of the day which all of our dream's come true especailly the one's that mean so much which we can't live with out and if let them go we have nothing nothing to live for or keep us alive we would be just dead people walking around with nothing to hang on to because everything would be gone

which we hope to come true leaving no hopes or dream's for any of us . Just go Away Why can't you just leave so things could be the how they were how they should've been all of this time up till now but you had come in and reck everything for us changing everything that was so important to us we were a family that stuck together no amtter what went on then you came in and took it all away from us turning our hearts cold like ice teaching us to hate and fear nothing expecting the same from everyone what you gave us so many times but now you are leaving and its for good I only pray I am able to fix all of the pain that you have caused. You Scare Me you scare me so much when you are aruond I feel as if I am a turtle that can't come out of its shell you've done so much wrong yet so much right I don't know to love or hate you for everything you have done you've tried to teach us what we shouldn't be like using yourself as an example all of our lives yet you taught us to have heart's of ice now we have to change to be the way people ought to be

instead of who we are erasing our memories of all you have done to start over again. You Will Get Back What You Gave all in due time you will get what you deserve but I know I care for you in so many way's yet I still feel this way its because of the paain that you have caused to me and my family which is important to me you got away with it up until now now you are leaving which I am proud to see happen even though I will miss you its for the best that all of that is left alone so I may fix everything you have done wrong. The Things I Have To Do I was suppose to be the one to either brake or change them all now I guess we are about to find out what I can really do with this mess you have left for me to clean up once again because of that is way I have made myself to be after all yhou have put me though now I have to do it all over again just because of you now your gone I guess I can start my job which will take a long because of what you have done.

This Angel I can't beleive my eye's this angel they show me thisangle that makes me to believe that send shivers up and down my spine this angel that is mine too hold in my arms through these could winter nights for the rest of my life the one who will lay in my bed with only me through these nights the one who will never leave staying by my side for all of time the one with a heart of ggold the one who I never thought would have anything to do with a person like me. The Person Inside There's man who hides deep down inside that comes out only when you don't have the strength to carry on he comes out trying to stop all of the pain and anguish of getting to others he comes out when you cna't see the light after you've lost all of your hope just to portect you he comes out only on these times so you have the strength and hope to carry on. I Don't Know Why I don't know why allof this pain and confusion has to come at one time I don't know why I am the way I am I don't know why I am being forced

away from this dream of mine I just don't know why any of this happending She'll She'll let you in her mind she'll let you into her heart she'll let yu go any where with her she'll let you do anyhting you want if you talk to her right if you treat with reespect if you really love her deep down inside if you will always be there for her for her entire life you have to do all of these things these things that are so important to her these things that mean so much to all of us some where deep down inside. A Land Of Beauty from a distance you can see the land the land of beauty where we all want to be a land which ly's in our dream's a land where lakes me rivers river's meet streams streams meet water fall's as they meet the ocean's where the bird'soar freely through the sky singing in the tree's that are tall dark and green where white cloud's move in the soft blue sky where the sun is always shining wether its day or night. Lost and Alone Lost and alone with no where to go with no where to turn too filled with lots of emotions full of hate and fear mostly hopinng things will change as I walk through

this life full of unfilled dream's and hope hoping it will all change as I walk through which it never will as I walk this dark, narrow, path which people call life that’s unbareable to take anymore of thts so full of pain andheartache no one would be able to take. Time so much has happened in so little of time whats coming next we will never know always pondering how things we will be after another year has gone by will it bring joy and happiness or will it be ahte and dispear these are things we will never know until they come yet we know we have the strength to change it all if we really want holding no doubts in our minds. Going Back The time has come for me to go back the time has come for me to face my fears the time has come for me to stop running the time has come for me to stop hiding the time has come for me to end this all the time has come for me to fix it all the time has come for me to say good-bye to all of you who are so important to me.

A real Family You are my family who I grin and bare when things don't go my way you are my family who I love so dearly who I will never let down you are my family who I will always remember for as long as I shall live you are the one's who love me for me the ones who won't stear me wrong the ones I need in my life to keep me going straight. you are my family who I will always be with no matter where I go you are my family which is important to me. I pray at Night before I lay down my head on my pillow I bend down on my knee's starting to pray for the day I get too meet this perfect women in my dream's hoping she will appear before my very eyes getting to hear her say hello with the soft beautiful voice of her's whispering nothing into my ear as we rode our horse into the sun risee on thw white sandy beach with the tide rolling towards us aas we lay in the samd near a fire making sweet passionate love finding out that all of this time she is well worth the time that I have waited too meet. walking in the shadow as I walk in the shadows of death I look around on the street too see what I am able to see

as I pray under the street lights hoping I will get to see the next day knowing that out there some where my life is about to come to an end moving up so fast with out anyone teaching me I just picked it up on my own wondering when my time will be up I sit back and twitle my thumb's awaiting for the day which someone comes to try and take me off the set which is almost impossible with the way I am ready to blast at anyone just for looking at me not caring whats going on in the world today as long as I am able to make a living Society i can't run i can't hide from all of this pressure if i sell it i am going to recieve a lesser charge i ain’t scared of society because they wanna tell me how to live rats and roaches creep through the walls all of the time while people stare at you through the wholes in the walls wondering what you up too knowing whats areadly going on they just gotta know more no matter what ido i can't escape all of this ever were i go no matter what i do the bills and things just keep on comin in so i make and earning trying to make a living getting no where in life where i want to be it is as life is a gaint puzzle that we have to peice together we have to learn where we stand

in this crazy world before we go anywhere a lovers dream Your love sparkles in your eyes like stars in the night that I really do like you more then going on a hike your love ain’t like riding a bike can’t get used too it so just me a Mic. And let me say words that will make you fly like a kite at amazing heights where only your love can touch me don’t you see I love you loving me its apart of a dream that no one is able too see cause its just between you and me gee, right now you are pulling a hiest wouldn’t that be nice your love gets me so hot inside you should put me on ice I would probably melt it though cause I burn with love for you too and you don’t care if I am a jew I know you would go with me anywhere cause that is what lovers do we are our own crew a crew that only requires two there’s nothing no one could say or even do cause the love I got for you won’t hold me back I am ready too attack as a matter of fact I am ready too pop that question that lays in everyone’s mind even before they find the love of their life that melts their heart like a hot knife cutting through butter and gives their stomach the flutters and become a women’s mother worse night mare as they cry this just isn’t fair

should I take this dare and go ahead please you might wanna start making my bed cause your dad is gonna have me dead before the night is through and there won’t be much I can do or he might be happy and just leave me be treat me like a son that he loves more then the dawn Some One SPecail I thought I got you out of me out of this heart of mine but now I just wanna turn back time cause I feel you have put me in a mood that just ain’t fine I need to find some kind of way that this will all go away and start too decay cause I really don’t know what too say man my life feels so gloomy and grey I just want life too be ok I wanna make it on my own and have a home full of love that I know could only come from above but the feelings keep coming right back to you I really don’t know what to do cause I can’t seem to get over you your apart my heart that when I look at you I see a great piece of art that I know you can’t buy at K-mart and I will come at you like a flying dart I can’t say anymore cause this is coming from my hearts core and even though it makes my heart sore you’re a perfect score the one thing I could never have before and I couldn’t treat you like a whore but please don’t come over anymore cause I can’t handle seeing you anymore

its not that you are a bore it’s the fact I can’t have you anymore so please leave me be don’t try too reach me cause you’ll just be a tease when you are near me I hope you can understand and see what you mean too me your not just some piece of meat but looking at you makes my heart bleed you really do bring the heat so every easily I need you too be part of my life but wish you wouldn’t cut my heart with a knife I know you aren’t kife and you really are alright but you don’t see what you do too me how can I expect you too believe that this is the real me the one that isn’t just a tease but breathes so freely and dies so easily cause of the pain that you cause me one day I hope you see what you mean too me I would do anything for you just tell me what to do and I will prove it too you too but don’t make me feel so damn blue you might as well tell me to go live with the old lady who lives in a shoe and sit on the wall with Humpty Dumpty too cause that’s what I am about too do since I can’t have you be with you yep that is what I should do go to a far away place so I never have too see your face or see you in lace I need you too be part of my life but wish you wouldn’t cut my heart out with a knife Too Many thoughts

I use too think I had the answers too everything but then I met you and now I lay awake thinking of you yes I do got better things too do but I can’t get my mind off of you I am constantly dreaming and thinking of what my life would be like if I just had you I know I wouldn’t relate too the color blue sometimes you make me just wanna move but I can’t cause I got nothing but love for you you’re the thing that put the fear of love in me cause I knew I couldn’t treat like a piece of meat let you kiss my feet but you would be nothing short of a special treat and you’ve become the dream that I crave the one I would save for special days and never want too go away you’ve made my life hell but its ok cause you’ve made me lay face down in the ground I know how this sounds but you never come around and that makes me feel really down chorus: life is cold and dreams are so sad you’ll never know the love that I have and its killing me inside cause you don’t even realize Verse: this love is killing me inside i wish i could just die and go back into the sky where my spirit ly's and i can really truly fly i don't wanna rely on you that is just something i could never do I’ve always took care of myself and you know this too i don't care what i gotta do

i will survive with out you by my side although i will be cold and alone at night i won't put up a fight especially for you cause your just a dream that won't come true for me until you finally see what you do too me Chorus: Verse: if you wanted too be just friends why didn't you say it in the beginning but then again that’s not something you would do you wait till people fall for you then you them what you feel don't you tearing their heart apart you are just like those monarchs you should've been alive when Noah built his ark then you would know what is like too wanna fly as fast as a dart you are really a great piece of art Chorus: life is cold and dreams are so sad you'll never know the love that i have and its killing me inside that you don't even realize Verse: why couldn't you have just left me alone then my heart wouldn't be so cold and torn i would be out there soaring but instead you had too make my life boring like so others did before man i should've treated you like a whore cause i don't know no more you really crushed my heart right down to the core and made it so sore i should've used you like i wanted to before but i thought i would be nice to you now you treat me like i don't matter anymore i was just some kind of toy like a little boy that you could use too make noise

Chorus: 2X A wound that won't leave i got a thorn in my side i can't denie the pain that i feel deep down inside of my soul that doesn't seem to wanna let go and it just grows old and my life seems so cold cause i spend my life alone but i do got a lot of love and its shown where ever it is blown and i will probably never really be known so many nights i just sit and i cry watch my tears fall down from my eyes and i don't try to hide the feelings that i got inside cause i know i will die and won't be able too fly always wanting to get high so for me to decide too keep it all inside would just a waste of time and that’s something i can't seem to find but i try too be kind so i can keep a sane mind there is no reason for me too lie or too get high no excuse for me too say i am just letting loose so i can find my way but today isn't the day that everything will turn ok my life will always be great even maybe a little grey so i will just lay in bed and look straight ahead with my eyes close knowing there is no one that is going to call me on the phone so i just lay there alone watching my body grow old cause i know when too lay my cards down and fold even wonder if anyone is home upstairs in my head

cause i just think time and time again even when i am laying in bed if i got a head cause a lot of people have said its almost like my favorite color is red the color of my blood that flows through my heart the one that spilled every time my heart is torn apart like so many people do too others art these are feelings that you can't buy at any mart but always leave marks on others hearts its called compassion its not a fashion but send a lot of people dashing it helps stop the slashing and bashing cause it demands action and not satisfaction can’t Sleep At night: i love you i wanna be with you i can't sleep at night and when i think of you you know what i wanna do cause i can't sleep at night baby please can't you see that i need you cause i can't sleep at night so come with me too a secret place fill this empty space that is in me i need you too if i have to go there just get you to be with you i honestly will cause my for you won't let me sleep at night without you by my side honestly i think of you all day and every night and it gives me some fright

but baby please try too understand me cause i can't sleep at night i can't go without you in my life i don't know what i am gonna do cause i need you right by my side all of the time for all of my life i’ve dreamed of a women like you when i didn't know you i wouldn't know what to do you are my fantasy the angel that took me under its wings and loved little old me you were and are so friendly i don't know what too think but you are a part of me and this is all really close to a dream i wonder how this could be that my dream has over come reality for me cause i got you in my life and have you by my side soon it will be every single night if that is alright and too think i thought this would never happen too me oooohhh baby can't you see i love you I wanna be with you i need you i know you need me to so come with me too a secret place where love exists in our dreams Want too be with you i need you like you need me and i w ant you cause i love you and i know you love too me

i just wanna be with you night and day if that is ok that why i just sit at home on the bedroom floor waiting for you too call me just too see how you are cause you’re my one and only star there’s so much too you i wanna say but its not the time or place for what i wanna say but i can't really say when you don't listen too me anyway i love you and need you won't y you tell me that you love me too so i ain’t sitting here thinking that you love me and you really don't wanna be with me please won't you just tell me open my eyes and let me see the love you got for me if you really do but please don't leave boo you know that i need you i want y you in my life to stay i hope that is ok so please baby don't leave at least for my sake when i am dreaming and i see y you cause you’re my little boo you don't know how much i want you why can't you see that i need you and i wanna be with you why can't you love me i ain’t gonna change can't you see i am always gonna be me and i just wanna be with you that’s all i wanna do i don't care about my dreams as long as this dreams comes true for me and i have you to thank for so many different things

MY anger I'm finally out of the ward, they just took take anymore i became there worse sore that they could never adore cause i am full of anger and rage someone one should have never let me out of cage, at such a young age, cause i am a little deranged, and i get worse as i age, now i am pretty insane, i have no limit in my brain i don't fit in this world . its not me. i like too be free, not held under a system, that i love to piss on , cause it feels so wrong, i just want to be me a misunderstood child that is me i could sit here and tell you i love you more then life itself but then i would being lying cause you make me feel like i am in hell so there will never be any wedding bells i just wanna lock myself up in a shell you drive me insane i can't keep a single thought in my brain you don't make me feel ok i know you don't make my day i just wanna get laid cause there is two me's that you aren't able to see the part that love s and the part that brings hell's heat and set you on fire starting with your feet that looks at you like a piece of meat i should leave you free so you ain’t gotta deal with me that’s just the way it should be but then there the little part of me that loves you more then life itself and could wait too see in the buff that wants too give you all kinds of stuff

but you know for me that is tough cause my life has been a little ruff and you just add too the pain that drives me too be insane but you are a good looking dame but i know you love me and its all the same but i just feel like i should push you away I've become your terror that you see hidden in your mirror i like to dress act walk and talk like me, i told you i would become your worse fear, make you cry so many tears your worse nightmare I’ve now become this sore of yours that you adore and leaves you on the floor cause i couldn't fuck you anymore but you were a high score but now i gotta go home and smoke my bong and continue this game cause its still on cause you tortured me for too long The Road of pain there's no mountain i won't try to climb no river i won't paddle down and not survive i won't push my aside cause i don't wanna die on the inside that would be a waste of my time something that can be hard too find and i wanna stay alive so why do you wear a disguise and hide all the pain you got inside why not let it go before it eat’s you alive and take a dive into a firey river hate that is past hells gates that you ain’t gonna survive

no matter how hard you try why do you wanna be fake and relate too all of your mates you should changes your ways before its too late cause you life isn't a part of a game that you really wanna play chorus: just let go of the pain before it makes you go insane and your life becomes one big game that won't be full of fame and you will never have a dame you might as well be sniffing cocaine verse : the walls that you build from the paint you got inside will eventually kill you guy what i am saying just isn't between you and I and it doesn't matter if anyone hears or see's you cry we all gotta cry sometime and let the pain out before it eats us alive otherwise we die and i know that we all die sometime but to die that way wouldn't be something you wanna wine and dine to (chorus:) verse: let the tears role down from your eyes take off the disguise don't keep the pain inside i can see it all in your eyes let it all go before you just finally explode and can't take it anymore i know you really don't want people to feel that pain that you do that makes you peel like a shitty trucks wheel just try too be real before you start too wound or even worse kill people making people feel

the way that you do like little bill at a bottom of a hill while big Jill rolls down that hill and lands on bill (Chorus) verse: do int and you will see this is as really as you or me and as you can be you can really die from the pain that you go inside soon you are going to run out of time and your head won't be fine you will constantly heave everything that you eat or drink make so you can't even breathe then you will finally leave cause you won't wake up you'll be dead and someone will find you laying in your bed and know that you have finally taken your last breathe (chorus) verse: so come on and take this bend just up ahead it will help you too find you head and a bed where you can take a rest figure out what way is the best Me and you you never close your anymore when i kiss your lips/ and there no tenderness like before in your finger tips/ baby I’m trying not too show it/ but baby baby believe it / you know it / i the way you make me feel/ the way you peel / off all my clothes / the way no one has done it before/ your so special too me/ you provide me with words and rythems and beats/ that set me free/

too climb up the tallest tree/ and only you can see/ what you do too me/ gee, if only i could think of ways / games that we could play all night and day/ i know should./ and would / only if i could /but my heart is glued too yours / like no other before/ and i need more/ you could never make my heart bleed/ like the others before/ you make me wanna fly / high in the sky/ through out the night/ so i will put up a fight/ just too keep you by my side/ the love i have for you i can not denie/ cause the feelings for you are too strong inside/ i would ran too you on a drop of a dime/ i don't even think of the time/ when i am talking too you / cause there is nothing i would rather do/ besides sit and cuddle and be with you/ i don't care if i ever get too sleep with you/ that doesn't really matter too me/ cause i love you anyway/ and that is ok if you want too sleep with me right away/ i can wait/till that day / we become one/ and tie the knot / and then it will be done/ we will be together for all of our lives/ and if it happens one of happens too take a dive/ i know the other will be right by the others side/

cause we go together better then bonnie and Clyde/ so why not put up a fight/ cause this will be the fight of our lives/ so that we can be together./ for all of time/ as we walk hand in hand/ maybe even start a band / and name our first boy sam'/ who’s too say/ the future is blurry and grey/ but we will make it full of life // starting today/ full of colors /that might bother others/ but go together for us /cause its for us by us / and we won't need to cause/ and put up a fuse/ cause it will be for us/ there will be hard times though/ but we will stick by each others side/ like have before/ you are the top score/ and you don't put me in a bore/ you will never be treated like a whore/ and i will always want you/ unlike the men before/ i won't push you aside/ and start too denie/ the feeling for you i have inside/ TO SEE why do people have too see just too believe why can't things be so much more easier don't they want you Jesus you’re the lover of my soul the one I will always love the one I could always use more of you are my bright morning dove who always give's me a hug whether or not I'm a thug you've called me out into this place that is so full of hate

where so many things seem to be a debate will you open the gates even too those who seem to be fake who really don't understand please reach out too them with your hand time and time again i am not a fan but apart of your family who loves the gentle touch of your hand time and time again i can never get tired of you Lost of FAith some where along the way / i began too lose in faith/ in so many different things./ and started too live in disbelief/ cause i didn't know what too think/ so i put my heart back on the line./ until i find its too the time to decide./ and knew that i didn't want too die/ or believe the lies/ cause this my life / i don't wanna die by a sword or knife/ but i got the luck of roll of the dice/ so i decided too live my life/ it was like trying too decide / walking down the street with a dark alley way or in the light/ so i can at least try too put up a fight/ and stick up for my rights/ cause I ain’t gonna let satan control my life/ i would rather have my best friend slice my throat with a knife/ which wouldn't be alright / so i will stand up and put of the fight of my life./ so i can stay alive/ and survive /why it so easily too make think and begin to not believe/ and just give up/ when i know God is constantly there filling up my cup/

giving me off and not off a lunch truck/ or out of the dump./ but the best of the best/ even though i don't past some of his tests/ he is the best/ the father of us all ./ that is always ready too throw the ball. / sing lots of songs/ tell stories too us all/. he spend s so much time with us/ just too show us his love that comes right from him / up there in the sky / where its so high/ where no bird can fly/ but where eagles sore / where there are always open doors/ he loves you man right too the very core/ and loves too see you sore/ when you come meet him he meets you with open arms/ cause he love for you is always on / you just don't have too sing him songs/ but just and sit and talk with him/ and be his friend/ his love for you never ends / no matter what you think and say time and time again/ REal my heart is a open book/ that leaves you shook/ and makes you wanna look/ at me/ cause i am real / so that you can believe./ i got no room too fake/ if i am i might as wear a smile like a clown/ and turn my frown/ upside down/ and say that i am down/

with the shit i see/ and that people do around me/ even though that ain’t me ./ my words make you wanna cry/ touch deep down inside/ but my words are Gods / he’s the genius at work/ he just uses plain old little me / too help people too see/ and help them along too believe/ cause with out him i could never see/ and people would never feel me/ gee please won't some one else come on this ride and help me/ let people see/ that God is as real as you and me/ and he loves us all / we don't even have too believe/ but one day we will all see / the love that over powers us all / the love that only comes from the lord above/ and it feels like lightening strikes twice at once/ it don't matter if you are suppose be a dunce/ and get a full lunch / cause he will provide everything that you need/ and bring your dreams too reality / just believe and you will see/ the love that conquers us all / so stop and pick up the ball/ and it don't matter if you fall/ just get right back up/ cause God will fill your cup/ and not leave you in a lump/ but you give a lump some/ he doesn't treat as if you are dumb/ or chew and spit you out like a piece of gum'/ man it s on/ this thing we all call a game has just begun/ so lets get together and sing a song/ before our time is gone/

and we don't realize our lives are done / it don't matter if you ever get too see me / let alone know me / i ain’t asking you too believe in me/ but believe in the lord / who has a powerful sword/ i know you can understand more/ then what you believe/ so why don't stop sit down and take a seat/ listen to me/ and what i got too say/ you may like and think its ok/ but don't think its about little old me / or idolize me cause its not coming from me/ i just want you too see/ the love that is out there/ doesn't come from me/ it comes from the one who hate so dearly / the one you blame your problems already/ but he doesn't curse you and hate you/ make you think that you aren't anything too/ but he shows you love/ that is so strong/ go on give his a call/ his name is Jesus/ i know its hard too believe this/ but he ain’t out too dis/ he's got a present for you that he doesn't want you miss/ its stronger then anything/ bring more joy/ then money or any earthly thing / when you come too worship him you don't even have too sing/ cause there’s so many ways/ that you do anything / and it would worship and praise/ just give him t he glory for all of your days/ before its too late/

ok mate/ the fight is on/ Satan i am coming at you head on/ with the spirit of God/ and my amour on/ i am ready too fight against you/ you better get running / cause i am coming after you/ with a love and fire that burns with a deep desire/ too follow my lord/ who struck my cord/ who’s love i could never buy or afford / but gives too me as a gift/ and lifts all my burdens away/ he doesn't let my spirit and body decay/ or send me away/ he is always there for me when i need him all i gots to do is call upon his name/ and begin to pray i can't help too stop and think and start too sink back in to depression its like my most favourite mission and my secret addition too this life of mine that i treat so kind and always lets me end up in a bind and worry about who's gonna stab me from behind cause tehre is a lot of hate for people like me people can't seem to realize i am just me and i tired of watching people leave and have nothing too believe not tryingtoo be someone i ain’t nor am i a saint i do get tied up in debates when it comes to hate cause too me that is hell's gate and causes people to be fake that someone no one wants to date so if you are that way you better change before its too late so that you can find your true mate

cause we all need true love that was made for us from above that could make us a pair a doves i just got of the ward cause i am the one the hospital couldn't afford i really must have struck their cord cause they didn't want me anymore theres two different me's shit they even walked me too the door and let me sore man i am so adored cause i got a split personailty that causes a lot of people flee the scene when they see me cause someone lost the key too keep me locked away they shouldn't have let me out of my cage especailly at this day and age cause i bring a new page and bring a different kind of wage what were you thinkin you hurt me in the worse takeing my son away from me do you know what that did too me i don';t even know him i can't phone him then you ran off with another guy but were never really that fly you always wore a disquise which i always dispised but hey that is your life not mine how could i give yo uthe time give every single dime and bring you too wine and dine you really hurt me i knew i should've treated you like a piece of meat and the beats then i know you would have never leave i should've never gave you the key too this heart of mine cause you just tore it apart chewed it up and spit right back out you should've smoke some more dop and even though we were always broke i sitll gave you my all

and called now i feel like i am living in hell but that was five years ago man you are cold i shoul've let you go when i seen what you were doing too me but i didn't let myself see i thought you would always be there with me right by my side the whole time but i was wrong when push came too shove you shut me out i shouldn't have left my doubt behind but now i am kind still don't look that fine but i do shine with the light of truth always standing by a phone booth waiting my son too call hopeing he won't be like his mom will he find me and ask what went wrong so then he will know the truth you left took everything we had and gave it away in the cab treated my love as if it was some kind of fad man you are bad you make me so mad yet i am glad that you are gone and that we are done cause the weight you put on me came to be about a ton About HEr talking: hey yo man there this girl oh man you gotta meet her, i will tell you about her start singing/rapping: she's got me thinking about better dayz, when i look at her my life isn't in the haze, or a maze,

cause i know to go straight ahead, and when the day comes i will see her in my bed, just like she said cause when i look at her , the colour red is the love that i got for her, she helped me too endure and stirred up so many emotions and a lot of comosion up inside this heart of mine sometimes i wonder if i could give her all my time and every single dime man, i can't wait till she is mine but i know she ain’t a treasure, or just someone who brings sexaul pleasure but she does measure, up too all my standards man i miss her i wanna cuddle and be with her , that’s really what i wanna do , so i'll throw on my shoe walk out the door and go and see her , even though i am broke, and she knows it, I got love and that is worth so much more she still got love for me and don't treat me like garbage, but let me take a seat, right next too her , you make my life not represent the colour blue, man you have no clue, what you do too me , i know she ain’t defently aren't a tease, and i would let her run free, let her be as real as you want too be cause ain’t no one else got a key too this heart of mine she make me feel so strong and i know this wrong but i love to osee her in a thong i wanna be with her all day long i could make up so many songs

cause the way she mean feel she peeled away the shell now i think its time too hear the wedding bells this was never a match made in hell but in heaven and earth and no one could ever place a curse too make me dislike her but i need a nurse cause she knocked me dead when i seen her walking up ahead a ass so lusious i couldn't help too think i wanna bust this touch them tits man i knew this was it she's the one for me i know that’s how it supose to be but wanna keep her on a leash cause i don't want you run away on me but if i were to release her i know you would come back for a matter of fact cause she knows i love her and love will occur this i am sure even though my life would seem like a blur without her so baby please, if you are listen too me don't ever leave me i need too see your face and go with you too that secret place a Conversation i just can't be with you you drive me so crazy and i don't know what too do you never call me and are always out with your friends and that’s when things start happing all again ya out cheating on me and sharing it with your friends leaving me broken hearted once again

chorus2: i don't wanna hold you now i don't wanna kiss you now i just fell out of love with you some how guy/woman: why can't you see how much you mean to me i just wanna hold you tight cuddle with you through the night i don't wanna fight bvut have everything alright guychorus1: i just wanna hold you now i just wanna kiss you now baby i just wanna make love too you and not just screw you cause some how i fell in love with you womenverse: if you were my man you would understand i wanna be with you but i can't maybe one day you will understand what i meant womenchorus2: i don't wanna hold you now i don't wanna kiss you now i just fell out of love with you some how guyverse: baby don't say good-bye casue this is gonna turn out alright by the end of the night we'll forget about that this fight and we'll be holding each other so tight (chorus 1 ) womanverse: why do you gotta make this so hard for me too do i just fell out of love with you can't you understand i wanna be with you but your too crazy for me i don't know what else too do i hope you see i still got love for you

(chorus 2) guyverse:i just can't believe that you are leaving me it just brings so much pain too se you leave so now i am down on my knee's baggin and saying please your the only thing that i need your the women of my dreams and i wanna put you first above all else so just give me another chance at this thing called romance don't elt me take my last glance at a angel like you i just wanna be with you and hold you tight i am sorry i didn't mean too put you in a fright come on baby everything is gonna be alright just give me one more chance at least one last dance i promise i won't try too take off your pants but hold your hands as we dance under the pail moon light and hope that i don't put you into a fright cause this is the night that could be for you and me so lets end this fight cause we both know i am right that i love you and you love me too come what you got to say woman is that what you think we should do (chorus 1) womenverse: you'll never see that you can't play games with me i ain’t a toy you just show off too your boys cause you give me some coin or call me up when you want a peice of ass and except me too move fast i should've know this would never last

cause you are like the boys from my past your such a distrafy but i know some where down you really love me but you can't provide me with what i need it doesn't even matter that i gave you the key too heart of mine cause i thought thigns would work out fine and maybe at some point in time get married and have a couple of kids and that would've been fine but you can't even take me out too wine and dine what kind of man are you when all you think is women strippen down for you cause you don't ahve a clue on what we need you just care about whats between our legs so good-bye see ya later i hope one day this will help ya but for now i am moving on and i will let your morn but for now this relationship is over guy&woman (chorus 1&2 ) About you my Dad today is the day you decided to end it all and lay your body too rest you tore my heart right out of my chest and now it bleed but nobody is able to see the pain the at you caused me the questions never stop in my mind i just wanna know why i know the pain now that you felt that tore you apart but couldn't you see or were you just being mean

not thinking of what it would do to me and the more i find out about you i find i am more like you but in different ways and i don't think its ok so i try too change all of my ways so i can live better days and not be so much like you cause it hurts too much too look in me mirror when i look like you and i think like you and when i dream of you and who would've thought i would be something that no one would've htought or i was ever taught but i have always fought these feelings of hate that could lead me too hell's gate and would never bring me a date but so many people could relate Spending my life with you i would love to be that guy that sends chills up and down your spine makes you tremble and shake feel like you are in a earth quake cause you too stumble amd mumble tumble in love cause i wanna bring you too the lighter side of life where your heart isn't always being stabbed with a knife girl i am so into you there is nothing else i would rather do but sit and think of being with you cause you are so full of beauty a little cuttie and i feel its my duty too tell you even though it sounds a little fruity you've stole my heart like no other girl before if you were a mine girl i would love it if you were mine cause your eyes sparkle like diamonds

so please give me the time and i will be there on a drop of a dime you fill my life full of joy you don't treat me as if i am a toy or a little boy if i could be with you i would hold you close boast about you from coast to coast cause you move in my heart and don't tare it apart eat it up like a shark as if it were lunch and you are so cool we make such a great duel always loaded up with fuel makin so many others looking like fools lieka bunch of useless tools cayuse its just you and me we never change our ways keep our live so perfect and sane one day we will dance throug the night and not really fight but the love each other cause we know its right hopefully tonight is the night that you make me feel that i can fly higher then a kite i just don't wanna get you in bed get a little head but i would love to get down and dirty with you even though you are such a cuttie but instead of all of that i would rather take a chance up at bat and sit on teh beach watching the sun go down having a smile as big as a clown cause you turn my frown upside down and make me turn around make me feel as if i am wearing a crown a king of kings but i know i ain’t i'm just a lucky man who has a chance to dance with you and when i talk to you

i get so many things going through my head aobut the future and what it would be like with you cause there is no one else i that i would rather have to go through it with then you so sexy and fine you blow my mind every time that i look at you i just wanna jack off till my nuts turn blue there is no one else i would rather do but its more then just sex when it comes to you so many feelings and emotions but it almost seems like we are coasting just so far away will we ever meet one day i really hope so cause you are my little doe who i love too know and want to roll around in snow i don't see you hoe though cause if you asked me too i would suck on every single one of toes i doubt you will ever be foe cause i can't stand not talking to you if i never knew you i don't know what i would do i love looking at you wondering what it is about you that draws too wanna get closer to you too shot, i just don't know anymore didn't someone say this wouldn't happen like before that i wouldn't think of a women more then a hore or a good score i just don't know anymore you are more like a princess who puts me too the test and releases the wild side

that everyone else tries to denie and wants me too wear a disguise so they don't have to see that guy and they wish that he would die but you let him be released even if it is just for a tease gee's please let me be totally released Your Creation you always thought I was a little crazy/ and in a little daze/ that my life would be full of a thick haze/ but now I am in better dayz/ changing my ways/ you always made fun of me considered me a geek/ thought I as weak / and would never stand on my own two feet/ you left me here all alone and cold/ with no one too phone/ you always laughed at me / made fun of me / cause i am so very different/ and sure it hurt for a while / made me feel like a piece of floor tile/ for you too walk on / you were a great emotional con/ you made life seem like a game/ well now its on / I am back son / why couldn't you have just left me be/ if you didn't like me / why did you have to try too ruin me / now I am more then just another con/ I am here to finish you until your done / and you are gone/out of my life for good / but I know there will be others like you / why couldn't you have just left me be/ if you didn't like me / why did you have to try too ruin me / that just won't go away/ its almost like you are a disease/ that rush of sudden pain that comes too me /

and makes me bleed / constantly heave /don't be a sell out/ I don’t' want too see you sitting there down and out/ listening too you pout/ so full of doubt/ but you really need to watch your mouth / before you get squashed like a mouse/ in a house/ but you are about to be doused / cause you ain’t nothing but a little turd/ who’s about to get murdered / by my words/ that I know can hurt/ but that’s what you deserve/ you really need too find you / and stop acting how people want you too / just be you / that is what you should do / but who am I too say / I guess if everything is working out ok / they you don’t need my advice/ I just thought I would be nice/ before I slice your throat with a knife/ and fuck your wife/ I guess now you don’t think I am so nice/ you just got the luck of the roll of the dice /but I guess now you wish you were more nice/ I guess I am kinda crazy/ but we both know I was never lazy/ I always said I would get you back/ for all of those attacks/ even though they really lacked / a mind / so I will give you one last chance too be kind/ and find yourself / before I pull out my gat/ and shoot up all your fat / make it so the cops can’t even recognize your hat/ I don’t think I am that bad / at least I wasn’t /

but then all of those times you got me busted/ kinda drove me too this insane mind / Dreams won't leave Me you tried telling me my dreams wouldn't come true/ and sure my life is full of broken dreams/ yet I still try too succeed/ in so many things / especially other dreams/ for as crushed as some seem to be/ I am still about to believe/ that they will happen for me / just give them a chance/ don't give up them / but keep going for them time and time again/ and the people that stand by you, / you really know they're your true friends/ when they happen/ maybe do a little dance/ but i can't give up/ cause there is something that fills my cup/ and allows me too rise above/ sing like a morning dove/ yeah its true / you can be anything and do what you want too/ I know I ain’t the greatest man/ but I still try / and hope for a little romance/ and I don't deny/ the things that I got going on inside/ in hopes it will buy me a little time/ before I get down/ start acting like a clown/ and hope my dream gets found/ I don't want be bound/ too anything is world / that makes me my mind swirl/ and my stomach curl/ that makes me wanna hurl/ cause that stuff really ain’t for me / my dreams are meant for me

I just hope people see that I am as good as I believe I know there will be people that tease but there will be a lot waiting for my next release and know I will always be me cause you take everything but that away I will always have my personality my dreams are the most important thing to me though cause they come right from my heart that people love to try to tare apart eat it up like a shark but I treat them as if they are the dark and I am light that puts the damper on their fright when they come out at night BAN OF MISFITS you made me feel like a descrease/ its not cause i am a drop out that quit/ its just my life feels like it means shit/ and i am proud of it / now look at it/ i'm a dead man walking/ kinda talking/ but ain’t saying to much/ it seems like i am speaking dutch/ cause don't no one understands me / they don't know what its like to be/ called a freak/ but your the angry part of me / that inspires me to keep going/ that creates burning desire / that causes so much fire/ cause of you i will never retire/ from leading a band of misfits/ that just didn't seem to fit in society/ man this world seemes do biest to me/ we had no one who believed/ that we could change so many things/ why did people have to make it seem/ that we were just full of shit / and yeah we did our bit/ and a lot of times we didn't fit/ no matter where we went/

but we never tried/ cause we didn't want to wear a disguise/ we just wanted to be ourselves / and not be put on a shelf/ and in the end it almost seemed like we wore crowns /we were kings / that always caused big dings/ and did lots of things/ and even though no one said they were down/ we were still around/ they couldn't get rid of us/ and we would always cuse/ full of discuss/ and put up a fuse/ we should've hopped on that bus/ to get out of here/ but there was some work for us to do here/ cause we did care/ even though we had to shed some tears/ and drink a lot of beer/ but what we had/ no one could tare it away/ make it decay/ cause we were made/ to believe in our dreams/ even though a lot of people couldn't see and believe/ we never gave up/ there was always something to fill our cup / when we were down / and gave us wisdom when we started acting like clowns /no one could ever bring us down/ and no one who came around / it didn't bother us no one came by just to say hi/ but what did care cause we were high / all the time/ and alway seemed to find/ out way/ to this secret place/ that was only in peoples dreams/ and we did successes /

in every little thing / that we tried to do / no one ever really cared bout us/ we just had the times we shared/ and now we're back together / a bird with all of it feathers/ we are no longer in that desert/ back with more passion and desire/ we got enough of it too fill a load of cars tires/ and we ain’t gonna leave/ no matter how much people make us wanna heave/ this i know and believe/ so go ahead and tease/ but when you all see/ and begin too believe/ you will be amazed / feel like you are lost in the haze/ cause we will leave you in a daze / and that you are turning old and grey/ watching your body decay/ cause of the way ./ that you made us feel/ so now where here with a little revenage/ so why don't go and sit / so i just sit back and laugh at you all / cause your all the same/ thinking that your gonna get some great dame/ man you are so lame/ you really need to change your ways/ and i don't know if you will be ok / but i do hope you see better dayz/ and you do find your way/ i wonder where you lost your ways/ where you became like one another/ trying to be someone you ain’t/ alls i got for you is a bunch of pitty/ cause you love too see 50's/ and that ain’t for me / there ain’t no one like me/ or like the people around me / we deffentaly don't treat women like they are a peice of meat/

so please go take a seat/ and we will see/ whats gonna happen to you / looking and waiting for dayz/ my life seems so dark and gloomy/ why does this stuff happen to me/ this isn't how it is suppose too be/ even though they even said it would be this way for me/ everything is suppose to be ok/ i shouldn't see so much grey/ but hey its gonna be a another day/ and things just might change / and that would be great/ cause i don't want to be full of hate/ sit and have debates/ i would rather be loving a mate/ but things always happen when it seems too late/ and i begin too think that all of this is fake/ but a lot of things work out of me / they just don't always go my way/ and sometimes i am better that way/ cause then i am able to carry on during a bad day/ some times i wonder where I lost my ways/ as i watch my heart decay./ and try to make sense of it all and pick up the ball before i really fall and hit the ground hard i'm even sure i will get bard cause there is no one that sends me cards yeah life can be hard feel like someone is throwing a dart right at your head but what you don't realize you ain’t gonna be dead you still got a chance too live but if your gonna go down that way take the chance too kill and know that what its like too be filled full of hate and rage

cause you will so if you wanna be like me follow these things and then you will see what its like to be like me and you will wanna deek cause your gonna freak hit a peak that you never even dreamed i always fought to be with you/and now i have finally caught up too you/ now what am i do / besides romance you/ make you feel like your wanted/ but i don't want you too haunted/ i was lead/too you/ and there is no one else i would rather be with but you/ all's i need a clue/ so tell me what you want me to do / causei just wanna be with you/ i don't wanna own you/ but its on you/ so please tell me what to do/ i need you / don't you see/ how it could be /just you and me/gee, i am falling for this lady/ and it doesn't feel like me / i never let anyone in/ but now i feel like she is more then just a friend/ and she will never be a trend/ tell me about this thing called love again/ cause it really don't seem blend/ into my mind/ cause there is so many things goin on inside / of this heart of mine/ where did i find the time/ too fall in love with her/ will this love ensure / let alone endure/ cause i really need her / and i wanna marry her/ but how do i tell her / that she's my world/ she makes my mind swirl./ my stomach curl/ wow what a girl/ i never knew it could be like this/ i will always remember our first kiss/ that night i made a wish/ after our fancy dish/ well it was kish/ but i will always remember it/ when we too and sit/ right next too each other/ we didn't even seem to bother/ one another/ we went together like too peas in a pot/ that is why i fought / too keep her

around/ i kinda remember talking like a clown/ cause i didn't know what to say/ my words seemed to stumble out of my mouth/ when we were on the couch/ there is no doubt in my mind/ that she is so kind/ and so very fine/ she is the woman i would love to wine and dine/ and have my binded too / i would never tell her too shoo/ oh what am i to do / i am falling in love/ she makes me feel like i am dove/ flying in the clouds up above/ there is nothing else this could be but love/we should go and hide in a cove/after we get married / maybe have a little girl and name her terri/cause you make me feel so marry/

i don't care that your not or got blonde and have blues / unlike most guys/ i don't care if your not a tooth pic/or even a little thick/ cause most of those people seem liek they are a bitch/ and they really make you twich/ and i know why they are such a witch/ but your not like them / your totally different/ and i know that you hurt deep down inside/ and you are taking a chance with me/ i can see it in your eyes / i just want you too be you/ i don't want you to wear a disguise/ that i totally despize/ cause then your just full of lies/ and when your like a part of you dies/ why can't guys/ see the beauty that i see inside/ you don't belong in dark of the night/ but in the light/ wait what am i saying you are the light/ that shines so bright/ and i will fight/ just too keep you around/ cause you cheer me up when i am down/ and my head hangs low to the ground/ and i wear a frown/ you always turn it upside down/ your the clown/ that makes me smile. / and takes me out of denile./ i know your just another computer file./ but some

so special./ cause your kettle/ that boils me up/ if i was water in a pot man you are so hot/ you always know where to touch me / that special spot/ and i know you will never get caught /up in all this worldlyness/ that makes a lot of people hug and kiss/ cause they think they are in love/ and not in lust/ until their water busts/ cause you are more special then you ever thought/ and you can't be bought/ i like you a whole lot ./ but i try to keep you back/ so that i don't have too worry about my life being attacted./ even though i am attracked to you / and there is nothing that i can do / but run too you / let me give you clue / i love you/ more then you will eever know / your not sore on my big toe/ or a foe/ and i don't have too worry about you cause your as hot as a piece of cole/ you always bring me out of my hole/ you have tooken your tole/ and i know you've heard i love you/ its so old/ but i really mean it / so come on and sit/ right next to me/ cause baby that is where you should be/ right here with me / i don't and won't treat and think of you as a peice of meat/ that i can eat / when i please/ or tease / this is the real me / that not too many people are able to see/ so please come stay with me / i don't want you leave / i wanna spend my nights with you/ there's nothing more i would rather do / i just wanna be with you / girl you know what to do /

i take things to jurassic / my anger stretches around like an elastic/ i ain’t plastic/ i don't need to act shit/ tell people too let go of it/ cuase they don't know shit/

they never had to do a bit/ or worry about if they fit in/ let alone they next time they are gonna get hit/ this is it / last draw / that’s all / that’s it / i ain’t gonna deal with another fuckin peice of shit/ i'm gonna make youse hate me/ so that you won't except me / and i won't be who you expect me to be/ but be plain old little me / cause i am so free/ gee, my shrinks even said i need more people to help me/ that i never should've been let out of a cage/ cause i am a little to deranged/ they didn't even think i acted my age/ cause i am so full of rage/ an anger youngstera/ why do people think i am a gangstera/ and call me a wangstra/ so many things just occur/ that make my life seem like blur/ when will i be able to buy a woman some fur/ but for now i will just endure/ all of these things/ and spread my wings/ try to sing/ put a big ding/ in the world as i see it / the one i try not to believe in / cause it leads right back to where it always begins not really having any friends but a like that seems like a trend and then comes the big end when you donm't know where you going or who you be known your head just keeps flowin and your girl keeps blown but you are known you'll always keep goin you won't ever stop

until your head pops and you decide to flop or yet become a robot you better careful cause you might get shot in the back of a parking lot

I leave you crying tears into the night/ letting you think about the romance that you dream of/ when your floating in the sky/ making you feel like you are high/ stoned out of your mind/ but at the same time/ the feelings are mutaul / and they constantly take their toll/ with out you i feel like i am in a deep dark whole/ with no way to escape/ out of this place/ that leaves me so full of hate/ but i keep i trying to find a way/ so i can be with you/ cause your more important/ than what you'll ever know/ you take me out of the cold/ and not make me feel so old/ make be bold/ and not alone/ i know i could always call you up on the phone/ you are so fine too me/ i don't care if anyone else see's let aone thinks/ but i've opened my eyes too see the beauty that lays inside/ i just don't care what you look like on the outside;/ but you take me out of this place/ full of its worldy ways/ and decrease/ its almost like i am in a totally different place/ when i am with you/ girl you know what i wanna do /

but doesn't involve and sexaul things with you/ i just wanna go too a nice quite place/ where we can spend the best of our dayz/ just me and you / until we get married and have a family too/ your so great too me/ you don't try too change me/ you just except me for me/ where we can look at each other face to face/ without saying anything/ you mean so much too me/ when i am carressed/ and held by you/ it makes me melt/ when you hold me in your arms so tight/ and my legs get weak / even though out the night/ cause i am just thinking about you and i/ as i ly/ in my bed /with these thoughts and things/ running through my head/ waiting for everything to be ok in the end / i can't help but think about being with you time and time again/ i think about being with you / and sometimes cry / through out the night/ but i just keep going/ i wanna be with you / i have for a while/ but you got a b/f and the relationship is going good for you./ i don't wanna take that away from you/ so there is nothing else for me too do/ but bottle my emotions / that cause me a lot of comition/ its like you slipped me a love position/ and it leads me to this distorion/ so i try not too tourture myself / when it comes too thinking of you / but its so hard for me not to do /

its so hard not too think of you/ wonder what you are up too/ how things are going for you / i wonder what it would be like to be with you/ ..and not just for sexaul reasons either/ but for love itself/ but sometimes i feel like i am in stelph mode/ cause i feel like i gotta be so cold / i see something in you that i rarely see/ that drives me crazy/ i see a passion for love/ and i know you want to be loved / and so much more / and my heart just goes out too you/ i wanna help you/ be there for you/ but sometimes i wonder if my feelings go deeper then more then just liking you/ waht i find great about you is that you are you/ your always just being yourself/ sometimes when i think of you/ father theres nothing more then i want but to be with you/ when i think of the time of that we had shared/ the world seems almost too much to bare /but i know i will see you again/ in my dreams you will always be/ together in the happiest of ways /i can't stop but to think of those days/ then i know everything will be ok its been so long since i have seen you/ i wonder where i would be with out you/ i feel like you left here in the cold/ only to be alone/ why did you have to leave this place/ i just wish i could see your face/ did my love matter/ i couldn't be more madder/ and now my life has been such a disaster/

and i can't stop running faster/ its been 5 years/ and i still got no place to go / i feel like i am getting so old/ watching my body turn cold/ as i see my heart start to decay/ and roat away/ i ly awake and cry in my sleep / cause pain just won't let me rest/ this is really a hard test / these walls are closing in on me/ leaving me with no place to go / i'm so anger and mad at you/ yet i miss you so much/ i wish i could touch / that face of yours/ you had to take yourself away though/ even though i sought you out/ you still turned away and walk about/ i always thought/ that you loved me / that you would never leave me/ but i guess i was wrong/ other wise i wouldn't be trying to write a song/ that is about you/ i feel like there is nothing else i could ever do/ there was nothing as important too me then you/ you were everything to me/ then you just picked up and decided to leave/ i just wanna know what you were thinking/ so i can stop blaming myself/ i know i wasn't the one who put that rope around your thoart/ that made you choke/ or always left you broke/ i was constantly neglected/ infected by societys ways/ i watch parts of me start too fade away/ and so many things seemed like they were coved with a haze/ life began to seem like a maze/ i knew i was going to see better days/

and they were gonna come my way/ all i had to do / was just make it through/ now i am the desease / they all fear/ and makes them cry so many tears/ i can remember the year/ when it all began/ so many people laughed at me / cause i failed a grade/ tehy said iw as stupid/ but now look it / i ain’t the one in jail/ never even had to see the place/ look into deep dark faces/ and i always tied my laces/ i was never caught/ but i was never taught/ i just did it on my own/ i never acted like another clone/ i was always myself/ cause any other way i just wanted to ralph/but those who made fun of me/ never found the key/ so that they could see/ and i don't play the game/ that use to bring me so much fame/and the wrong kind of name/ nor do i point the finger and blame/ but its cause of you'se /that i do what i do/ and i don't feel so down and blue/walk in a good pair of shoes/ who /did you think you were / sir/ or even miss/ i could make a giant list/ of all of yhou/ but when i think of you i feel so bad/ and mad /cause you just couldn't leave me be/ you just felt like you had to tease/ a poor little white boy/ who really had no good toys/ but could aways make a lot of noise/ i am the poison that you see. right in from you/ go ahead and take a drink/ maybe it will make you think/twice/ don't worry its not from mice / and it won't give you lice/ i am trying to be nice/ and open your eyes/ cause your too blind for me/ i see the way you treat women/ like a piece of meat/ you expect them too kiss your feet/ please / it should be the other way around/ give them the crown/ and you wear the gown/ you really need to know what its like/not want too always fight / and have to be right/ always getting high so you fly higher then a kite/ its really not alright / a woman doesn't deserve a guy like you/ you know what you should do/ loose that attitude/ that makes you so rude/ dude/stop being so crued/ so other

guys like you / just be you/ take it from me / the kid you use too love to tease/

your queen/ and when you see/ what iam mean / you will finally know/ the way you should've treated the women before maybe if you just open your eyes too see our love wouldn't be such a mystery won't you come to a secret place with me where we can forget all things that don't come true where our dreams seem to become reality a place that is filled with lonelyness full of coldness that that freezes you up not allowing love to flow into your heart cause of the feelings around just tear you apart and you don't want that i would get down on my knees and ask you to come with me please so we can be one again but the time has not come yet so for now i will ask this of you and maybe it will come true but this is only for you no other woman will i say this too we started out of friends a long time ago and we never made each others lives seem bored some where down the line one of us struck the others cord this ain’t never happend before just off in a far away dream and yet brings up things that we never dreamed we would see i could never choose another woman after meeting you getting to know you for you and what you do you use to be just a dream that i could barely see you were such a blur and then suddenly all of this started to occur after i gazed into your eyes seen there was nothing about you i could depise and that your heart wasn't full of lies

women want a guy loving and caring/ still kinda daring/ that gazes into their eyes / and bring them a surprise but not all the time/ i know even though i don't have one i could all mine/ but when i find one/even then i wil never call her mine/ cause i don't own her/ but i will always give her the time/ of day/ and try to make everything ok/ even when i am old and grey/ i think that’s women want these days/ even though i am still kinda weiry / and can't figure out their ways/ but that is ok / with me/ cause i ain’t trying to be/ a mister know it all/ i just wanna have a ball/ and yeah i do love them all/ and i love too get phone calls/ especail from them/ no matter the time of day/ wheather i am asleep or awake/ and i will never be fake/ but always try too be understanding / as much as i can/ show them that i am a fan/ never give them one last dance/ or cook them up in a frying pan/ cause i got nothing but love for them/ i will always try to be their friend/ when they are in need/ i don't care if they are fat and ugly and have no teeth/ at least/ iam willing to give it a try/ cause too me its thier heart/ that is important to me/ maybe that is the way you should be /or give it a try at least/ they might be pleased/ and its ok when they tease/ they are just trying to have some fun/ and when they are done / look into their eyes / don't depise/what they just did/in the mist of it all ./ tell them you love them / and you wanna be with them/ then give them one last kiss./ before they finally leave to go to bed/ and rest their pretty little heads/ they are the princess and queens of the world/ so when your stomach starts to curl / give your heart a swirl/ and you just might see/ that she is more then a piece of meat/ that she is

how could i ever denie that i knew you were for me i kinda already what you think but i really look at you as if your my queen the one that causes me too sing about this love in life so please don't turn me away and cut my heart out with a knife cause i really think you are alright and i will put up a fight if you leave i will be crying into the night missing you for the rest of my life girl you make my life complete yeah it sounds weak and i can really stand on my own to feet but your more then just a peice of meat i can't express my love for you enough and sometimes its so tough thinking you are gonnna leave me here alone out in the cold watching my body grow mold cause its so old i really couldn't live with out you and this i know

and see so many people wearing bands it almost seems like they are all the same in so many different ways sometimes i wonder how i ever make it through the day cause nothing ever seems to be ok life never goes my way so i sit and stare out the window wish my dreams would come true i really got nothing else better to do cause this world all seems to be stuck to gether with crappy glue i see it falling apart right before my eyes and no matter what i can't disquise the fact that i see so many different things and it always brings a little more pain my way this world is so gay and so many people try to relay the same thing just in different ways but today is a new day filled with more emotions besides love and hate reason to start a new debate and to be fake and its not too late to your life around so that one day you can wear a crown there is so many reason why the clouds bring a smile to my face and maybe you can start to understand when you see the world through my eyes waiting to go to a different place

i wake up in the morning and i see the sun shining but i sit and wait to see the clouds forming hoping they will start to role in cause it brings a smile to my face and i think of so many ways and its kind hard for me to explain some times i wonder how came back to this place alls i see are the faces but it still makes me feel like i am in outer space i feel like i don't belong to this world cause when i look around and see it it makes me stomach curl I know that i need a referral to get out of this world that i just can't stand

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