Preface. I can’t believe this has happened I don’t love him anymore.

I can’t love him no matter how hard I try I love someone else and he is something other than Jacob and us. I only see him. I can’t love Jacob anymore its like our imprint has been broken and it hurts. But it hurts more than to be away from Stephen he is everything..... But he kills people and he can’t stop because he can’t control it …it ………it isn’t his fault. But I can’t save him. I have to fight to be with him but I can’t hurt everyone. What can I choose? Him or Jacob? Family or enemy?

Chapter 1: explanation
I rolled over in bed. Ugg I so don’t want to go to school today. Why can’t we all stay home all the time? Oh yeah cause daddy says we can’t oh wait I mean my brother Edward says we can’t!! God I’m goanna get so confused with calling mom Bella and calling dad Edward. SO confusing!! I’m goanna slip and we’re goanna have to move again! Well better get on with my story. I’m Renesmee Carly Cullen. I’m sort a freak because I’m half vampire and half human. My mom in Isabella Marie Swan Cullen. My dad in Edward Anthony Mason Cullen. I know long names know this is going to sound weird but I’m only seven but I look “seventeen” well one of the perks being a half and half freak also I’m super smart. I have the Best boyfriend ever or you could call him fiancé because he proposed a week ago!! But I think my dad is going to kill him and I mean really. But anyway I guess its time for school….

Chapter 2: School

What to wear? What to wear? I asked myself for the billionth time!! I finally settled on a pair of old ripped jeans, a tank that showed like a 2 inches of my midriff, and a black pair of converse. I left my hair down (it went past my hips and Alice won’t let me cut it but I plan to very soon). I went downstairs but someone grabbed me from behind it was Jake. “Hay sweetie” he said right before giving me a really deep kiss he tasted like honey and I wanted more but my dad growled from behind me! I let go of Jacob and fall flat on my butt! “Shit” I muttered. “Renesmee” my dad yelled “Language”. Before I knew what I was saying I said “Shut up” to Edward/dad oh great now I’m in even deeper shit and oh yeah he can read my mind but I can kind of keep him out cause I got mom’s “shield ” really hard to work but I’m getting better. Edward looks like he’s goanna kill me “sorry “ I mutter. Before he could say anything Alice came in the room looking like she was about to cry “Nessie I can’t believe you are doing this to me!!!” “What?” I ask, dumbfounded. Alice yells “. You’re just like your mother: NO SENCE OF STYLE!!!” I really don’t care what I look like so I Just walked away saying “I really don’t care Alice actually I could care less!!” I got in the Volvo waiting for Bella, Edward, Emmet, and Rose. Well the story is goanna be Edward, Alice, Emmet, and I are goanna be the Cullens .Rose, Jazz, and Bella are going to be the Hales. Esme and Carlisle Cullen adopted us. By this time we are already at school and on our way to period one. I get to be in the same class as Edward, and Alice. And Edward/dad still looks pretty pissed just great I’m going to be in big trouble when we get home! And Jake isn’t here he has to stay home so that just puts me in a bad

mood. I’m in my first period classroom that’s when I first saw him…. He is absolutely beautiful!! He has shoulder length dark brown hair and beautiful ice blue eyes! Thank God I’m blocking my thoughts I can do it without thinking bout it now. He looks up and sees me we star deep into each others eyes for what seems like eternity. That’s when it happened I fell out of love with Jake and now I’m in love with him. I don’t even know his name yet. Without thinking about it I’m walking towards him. He looks up when I reach his desk. He looks up at me and says “Hi” I swear to God can’t breathe, from my side vision I see dad and Alice staring at me, shocked but I don’t care. All I care about him. I think he can feel the attraction too. “Hi my Nessie Cullen” I say before I could loose my nerve. He says “hi my name is Stephen Royal” He is still staring at me with a shocked look. He looks like he’s under a spell. Before I can say anything else the teacher calls the class to order and I go and take a seat by Edward. He gives me a very funny look but I look straight ahead. How could this happen??? I thought an imprint couldn’t be broken!!! I think I’m in love with Stephen – Something (a paper airplane) comes at me and I catch it before Edward can catch it. I open it angling it so daEdward can’t see it. It says: Hay, Nessie Meet me behind the school at lunch. U can get out really easy there’s a back door in the cafeteria just go out of it and meet me. Stephen Oh my, He felt it to and he likes me to. I’m so going to meet him at lunch.

Chapter 3: how could I?

O my gosh its lunch time!!!! Edward and Bella keep looking at me funny cause my eyes are like glazed over and I’m totally out of it. I can’t stop thinking about Stephen! Now all of my family is looking at me like I’m crazy! Great.. Oh and we are in the cafeteria! “Are you ok ness?” Edward asked. Well I’m still kinda out of it. So my response is really messed up. Wha..Who…where. why….r..no..who..no.im…..not!?... I stuttered. I turned bright red! Opps maybe I need to pay more attention! He raised bolth eyebrows at me like wtf I’m so glad I can use the shield thingy or I would be in deep shit. He was still waiting for a coherent answer. “Um I’m fine.” I lied smoothly “Then why is your heart going a mile a minute?” He knew I was lying. But I need to meet Stephen. So I got up while saying “I’ve gotta go do smoothing ill see you guys at 5 period. I walked away from his shocked face. I’d never walked away from my father like that. WOW. Well now I’m to the door he told me to meet him at. I open the door and step inside. He is there…. “Hi Stephen” I whisper. He looks really shocked that I’m even here.

“Renesmee” he breathes my name like a caress. I laugh nervously and say “Um you can call me Ness or Nessie.” “Um ok” He said. He looks a little dizzy at least I’m not the only one! I don’t know why I did it but I just threw myself at him. This is totally weird behavior for me I mean me and Jake never went farther than kissing. I’m still a virgin! Oh my what is wrong with me!?! When our mouths met in was like everything around me disappeared it was just me and him. I was on fire every part of me was hyper aware of him! It was nothing like kissing JakeOh wait Jake!!! I immediately push myself away from him. “Oh Gosh I’m so sorry I don’t know what happened to me” I stumble over the words. “Hey I should of pushed you away buy I kissed you back please accept my sincere apology” he looks completely embarrassed of himself. “But I threw myself at you” I exclaimed. “Well can we bolth just be sorry?” He asked with a smile in his voice and on his face. “Sure” I breathed. He just smiled at me. “So can you feel it too?” He asked. “What?” I asked. “The pull I mean it’s really strange I feel like I’m tied to you like I can tell you anything.” He stated. I stared at him in awe. “Yes I can feel it too” I whispered.

“What are we going to do about it?” He asked. “We need to keep it a secret” I Whispered “Yeah I know your family and stuff probably wouldn’t want you hanging out with me.” He stated. Only then did I realize he admitted a cense of danger. And he also smelled weird, not bad but not sticky sweet like vampires or musky like Jake and the wolves. But it was kind of an animalistic smell it was stronger than jakes. Hmm “Yeah my da-brother is really protective” I stated “And anyway it’s time for my next class” I said sad to leave. “Ok ill see you later Ness” He whispered. “Bye Stephen” I said as I was leaving. As I walked to my 4 period. My mind was going haywire! What the hell is wrong with me!!!??? I basically just threw Jake away! Oh god I’m a selfish Witch! And how did I fall in love with someone I know nothing about? And it was like really fast!! I’m goanna end up hurting someone then I’m going to get broken! Oh how could I??? Chapter 4: whats wrong? Later at home. I’m sitting on the couch with everyone staring at me. I get up to leave but my dad stops me. “What’s wrong? Why are you blocking me?” He asked a little irritated.

“Maybe there some things you don’t need to know in my freaking head!” I was really mad now but Why? Before he could start yelling at me Rose said “What’s wrong?” Just at the same time Bella and Alice said “Whats wrong?” All of my family was looking at me Esme, Carlise, Em, Rose, Alice, Jazz, znd mom and dad! That’s when I realized I couldn’t take it anymore! “Shut up! Ok? I’m going to La Push! Leave me alone!” I yelled storming out before they could say anything! I was lying about La Push I wasn’t going. I was actually going to the mall to get my hair cut.

Chapter 6: haircut The lady at the salon was shocked that I anted to cut my hair and asked me “are you sure you want to cut it” bout a hundred times! She cut my hair till it went like 3 inches past my shoulders; he also cut my bangs till they were right above my eyes! She also died all my hair black! Oh my gosh everyone is going to freak!!! Hairstyle below not nessie but the hair is hers

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