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Jesus/Sananda - An Autobiography

I would like to tell the story of my life as Jesus. I am Sananda Kumara. This is my spiritual name - my soul
name. When I came to Earth I was given the name Yeshua ben Joseph, but those who knew me when I
was young called me Emmanuel.

I will tell you many things that do not agree with the story of my life as it has been told in the Bible.
Some of these corrections have been published in my New Scriptures, which were transcribed by the
present scribe, Kathryn, who has agreed to take these messages and present them to the world until I
am able to come to you in person. Some of the basic information also appears in her book, "Who Needs
Light?" However, I will now complete the story by writing my own biography.

I do this not because I care about whether people know me or not, but because of the implications it
holds for my teachings. I do wish to bring accuracy and clarity about the message I intended to carry to
Planet Earth, and it seems that now is a good time to do that.

I will try to give you a picture of the basic elements of my life, and I will touch briefly on my fundamental
beliefs, which are far more simple and consistent than the Bible stories would have you believe. I came
to tell of my love of God, of the wonders of God's Creation, and to teach that Love is what truly matters
in life, nothing more.

I was born to my mother, Mary, in the spring (not December 25). It is true that she was a young woman,
and that she was told by the Archangel Gabriella that she would have a child who was sent directly from
God. The energy of Prime Creator was the source for the formation of the human body which was
created in my mother's womb, so it is true that the infant body was not conceived in the usual way.
Joseph, who became the true father of the child I came here to be, was a good man of great Faith, and
accepted the responsibility for the care of me and the children who were to come later to our blessed

It is not true that I was born in a manger, or that my parents were poor. We were surrounded by close
family and friends; we lived comfortably and were afforded a good education. I had a brother, James,
and a sister, Martha. Later, we were followed by a young brother whom we called Simon. I was also
surrounded by close cousins, aunts and uncles who oversaw our growth and well-being, and who took
pleasure in our company. One of my closest friends and schoolmates was Mary Magdalene, who was the
love of my life from our earliest days.

Now, it is important for all of you to know about the formation of my identity, because it will tell you a
great deal about the great Love that God feels for humanity, and it will give you a glimpse into the
workings and plans of the Company of Heaven.

The person and the life you knew as Jesus Christ was planned carefully beforehand, with the foresight
that such a life would bring enormous change and hopefully a new understanding of God's True Way. It
was intended to raise the consciousness of the population of Planet Earth, which was mired in the
struggle against Darkness, nearly overwhelmed by waves of invading Dark Ones who incarnated over
and over, monopolizing the power and wealth on the Planet, as they continued to do until this past year,
when the Galactic Councils were finally able to come to the aid of humankind in a more direct way.

At the time I came, 2000 years ago, it was with the intention of beginning the Ascension process which
was to usher in the New Golden Age. We knew it was a difficult challenge, and we wanted to assure our
success by creating the situation which would offer the best chance of success. It was decided that I
would incarnate as the soul which would join with the baby Yeshua, but that it was too difficult a task
for one lone soul to accomplish, and so it was suggested that we create a more powerful entity by
joining forces with another soul, or perhaps two other souls who would merge together to become one
in life.

This was the creation we agreed upon. I was to be joined in the body of Yeshua by my dear Brother and
fellow Starseed, the one you know as St. Germain, an ancient soul of the Kumara lineage like me. We
were then joined by one who is known to you as El Morya, whose identity has not been fully revealed to
this day. We felt so comfortable in our Love and Trust for one another that we were reassured by the
knowledge that no matter what this life might bring, we could manage it together. I would be the "lead
soul" and would take responsibility and be the namesake by which the person of Jesus would be known.
It was a great comfort to me to know I would be so supported.

Our hope was to bring Light and Love to all. It was also planned that Mary Magdalene, who was to be
my lifelong partner and wife, would be created of our three twin flames who would share the body of
Mary. Our intense love and attraction for one another as twin flames would allow for the strongest
possible bond, and provided the balance needed to create an equally powerful female partner, for it was
important to Prime Creator, in agreement with the Galactic Councils, that the female energy be fully
represented as well.

Mother/Father God, as the Creators of this Milky Way Galaxy, were intimately involved at every step of
the way, and oversaw the Project which was to bring the Christ Consciousness back to their beloved
Mother Earth and her suffering humanity. So you see, there are no coincidences or accidents in the
planning of events which are chosen to unfold on the planet. All is carefully planned, although free will
on the ground does not always allow for the perfectly predictable execution of our plans. In this case, it
took almost 2000 years for our carefully laid plan to come to fruition.

My childhood and education was a happy time, a time of preparation and expansion, for I needed to
become used to the experience of co-habiting in one body with two other intelligences, but we fell into
step with one another as we had always done, and Mary experienced the same. My memory of my
origins and my mission was not complete in the beginning, but it became clearer as I grew. I studied and
traveled, but always returned to my family and my Mary.

I felt such Love for my family and for my beloved Mary that our destiny together was absolutely clear.
We were married in a joyful celebration in the bosom of our family in Nazareth, and began our life
together dedicated to bringing Light and Truth to our world.

Mary accompanied me on many of my trips to other towns, and our home became a gathering place for
conversation. I did not think of myself as a teacher or lecturer. I simply shared the deep Love I felt for
God and humankind. I knew the deep respect and affection of our Prime Creator, our Mother/Father
God and the Ascended Masters who had been my friends and teachers in the eons before my journey as
Jesus. I was absolutely certain that the representation of God as an angry and punitive judge was utterly
wrong. I also knew there was no hell, no fire and brimstone, and no Satan.

I wanted to bring the message of love and forgiveness to all I encountered, but early on I began to feel
the intensity in the reaction from anyone who was close to a position of power or influence over others.
Their resistance to my story of Love was clear, insistent, and based in fear of losing something they felt
they could not let go of. This negativity was not limited to religious leaders of my own faith, who did not
relinquish their image of an angry and vengeful God easily. Rather, it crossed religious and philosophical
boundaries, and sometimes came from unexpected sources.

The more I shared my message, the more I began to see that people in any position of authority feared
it because it inspired personal freedom and independent thought in a way that challenged all forms of
authoritarian control. People began to flock to the gatherings when I brought the power of Prime
Creator to heal the sick, and those who had felt bereft at the idea of coming to the end of a life without
any hope for understanding their place in the Universe were fascinated and relieved to hear my
affirmations that yes, there is an afterlife, there is the possibility of reincarnation, and God is Light!

Yes, I did talk about my own memories of life in higher dimensions, where all life is guided by the
Universal Laws, where peace reigns, and where one can learn to create with their own thoughts and
deep intentions. There, learning goes on in the most expansive and unlimited ways, and the mysteries of
space and time are easily understood. Angels are indeed real, and souls can be forgiven for all life's
transgressions and be helped to learn a higher level of understanding, a greater closeness with God.

I also taught that it is our responsibility as intelligent beings to respect and hold precious our blessed
Mother Earth, who provides all and who nurtures all upon her breast. Humans, animals, all the
creatures, plants and sacred places on her surface deserve our protection and respect, because they are
as much the expression of God as we are. I did not eat meat, nor did I encourage the raising and
slaughtering of animals of any kind for food. With attention to the particular needs of native plants in
the dry Mediterranean climate where we lived, the cultivation of fruits and vegetables provided a rich
bounty, enough for all.

These were my simple teachings, and I talked to everyone who would listen about the glory of life when
Love is put above all else. Of course, this came in direct conflict with the Roman conquerors whose
civilization, for all its cultural advantages, was firmly founded in war and conquest. Thus, my message of
love, while it raised hope and comforted many, put me at odds with the authorities across the region.

My friends and students in turn taught the message of God's Love wherever they went. Occasionally,
they took notes, and Mary Magdalene recorded some of our teachings in a more formal way in her
graceful, clear language. Those writings have been mostly hidden, revised, or re-translated to present an
entirely different perspective - one which engenders fear, want, and feelings of entitlement. Mother
Earth was described as a force to be conquered, and God's Love was shaded with contempt and
arrogance. Our simple and direct Aramaic was twisted into dense and contorted parables.

I did enjoy using parables to make a point, but where I was quoted, my explanations for the examples I
gave would be left out, and the result became murky and contradictory. This is my reason for giving
these messages to the world at this time: to help those who felt the truth of my message find their way
back to the simple pleasures of knowing who you are, where you came from, and what life is really

Throughout the Universe, life thrives. We are not alone, nor are we the most advanced civilization. Far
from it. Our Brothers and Sisters from the Stars are here in the skies above you, waiting patiently to be
of help in the most important endeavor a being can take part in - the Ascension of the entire population
of the planet. With this lifting of all souls to higher dimensions, we will also experience a lifting of
energies throughout the Multiverse, for it is a Universal process. It is the destiny, the inner drive of all
lifeforms, this evolution to higher dimensions, and you are a part of that process, every one of you.

Now I must return to the story I promised you - the story of my life. Mary and I continued to live and
teach, we had two children, a boy and a girl, and lived a life as nearly idyllic as a family could experience
for a time. It was a simpler time, and we were generously supported emotionally and financially by our
families and our community so that we could travel, do our healing work, and continue to spread our
message throughout what is now known as the Middle East and beyond. Our beloved friends welcomed
us warmly, cared for us and our children with great love, and made it possible for us to share our
message widely.

I was completely devoted to my beloved Mary, my love, my inspiration and the center of my life, as I am
still. We have remained as twin souls even as we have continued our long relationship with Planet Earth
and her beloved humankind. She has incarnated since, and is in a body now, as are most of your
Ascended Masters - especially the female counterparts who are here to usher in the Age of the

You are all familiar with the supposed end of my life, when the forces of Darkness within both the
Jewish community and the Roman governance aligned to persecute me as a traitor and a troublemaker.
They did put out the warrant for my arrest, I was alerted, and it was apparent that the inevitable would
come to pass. I was to be made an example of in order to quell the growing foment against the
oppressive Roman rule.

I called my beloved family together - I did not call them disciples; they were my close friends and fellow
travelers, my trusted companions. None was more loyal or devoted than my dearest Brother, Judas as
you call him. I called him to my side to talk with him about the impending confrontation with the Roman
soldiers. I asked him to go to them, to tell them of my whereabouts in order to avoid a search-and-
seizure melee which would have put my entire family in danger.

He carried out my wishes faithfully, as I knew he would, for he was the incarnated Soul of Light, Lucifer,
son of my beloved Brother whom you now call St. Germain. He was and is the Bearer of the Light of God,
as his name represents. He did not then nor has he ever had any connection to the fantasy creation the
Dark Ones called Satan. There was no bribe or betrayal - he loved me then as he does now, without

And so it happened that I was taken into custody, given a brief and pre-judged trial at the hand of the
autocratic Pontius Pilate and taken to be tied up and yes, nailed with spikes, not to a cross but to a large
tree in the commons, in full view of the populace. I was not given the honor of being put on a cross,
contrary to the later contrived history. The whole procession and "execution" carried little of the drama
or pageantry of the Hollywood version. It was a stark demonstration of cruelty and raw abuse of power.
I was tied to the tree, nails in my feet and hands, causing great pain and anguish to both the tree and

I was able then to leave my body, call upon my Creator to protect and sustain me, and we put the body
into a deep coma state, which you might call suspended animation. We, the souls who had inhabited
this body until then, were able to ascend into higher dimensions while we tended to the body's care. We
kept the thread of life alive until the body was taken away, and with the care of our beloved mother and
wife, the body was later resuscitated.

Yes, I did later meet my friends on the road, and I appeared to Paul, too, after I had spent a short time
recuperating from the wounds, with the exquisite ministrations of my two miraculous Marys. I did not
leave the planet then. No, I lived on.

We traveled to France, where we were welcomed and protected, and where we were able to provide
the education and safety our children required. It was there that our third child was born, and Mary
Magdalene established her own mystery school. We later traveled to Turkey and the Far East, where we
were also welcomed.

I felt the strong connection to Buddhism, and wished to unify the teachings to include many of the
tenets of Buddhism - especially the emphasis on creating peace by making peace within, the
concentration on the inner search, and the use of meditation to reach a higher vibration and connection
to God.

It was in Tibet that I found the mystical and mythical places where Heaven and Earth meet. There are
portals there to Inner Earth, and the monks have studied the deep healing techniques and quiet
practices which allow them to live for hundreds of years. I remained with them for extended periods
during my eighth decade of life, in perfect health.

It was a long and fulfilling life, filled with rich companionship and especially in my older years, with quiet
contemplation in the embrace of God's Love. I returned from my travels to be with my Beloved Mary in
our last years. We remained in France, with occasional sojourns to England and Scotland, until my
natural death at the age of about 86, and Mary followed me very shortly afterward. We felt at the time
that we had begun an awakening, but we were aware of the campaign of Paul, who called himself an
Apostle, and took it upon himself to create a new sect, Christianity.

I had not intended to create a religion. I only wanted to bring the message of Love and Light, which
would have illuminated the world's existing religious teachings. Ours was a straight-forward message -
which, if left to flourish and spread, would have created peace on Planet Earth, or at least would have
established a bulwark against the flood of Dark Energies which came with the increasing invasion of the
genetically modified Reptilians. However, as so often happens, it turned out to be those who professed
to be supporters who created the most lasting distortion of our teachings.

When Constantine ordered the compilation and publication of the Bible of all my available teachings,
the result was anything but accurate or complete. His intentions were politically motivated. He wished
to control the burgeoning growth of what was then being called Christianity - the recognition of the
Christ Consciousness on Planet Earth. The Emperor saw the threat of allowing Light to filter throughout
his far-flung and increasingly unmanageable Empire.

Joy and Peace insulates the people from propaganda and fear-mongering, and the belief in a glorious
afterlife in the presence of God tends to make them fearless in their resistance to being controlled.
Allegiance to family, community and to God dilutes one's loyalty to any political entity, dissolving
artificial boundaries and national fervor. The priesthood which was a powerful entity in its own right
aligned with Constantine's needs because it was in their own benefit to maintain the power of the

And so, the document you call the Bible was created. The Old Testament set the tone, with its emphasis
on wars, competition and vengeance. The picture of God it painted combined the teachings of the most
narrow and violent sects of early Judaism, which were designed to align with the later writings, most of
which were doctored, redacted, reinterpreted and redesigned to create the confusing, contradictory
messages you now find in it.

The concept of sin was introduced into the writings, and the picture of a Satanic anti-hero, lifted from
the fearsome folklore which had been used by parents to subdue their children, became a primary tool
of control. Guilt and shame centered around the control of sexual practices and obedience to an
external, punishing God. This "God" was indeed a reflection of the perfectly controlling Emperor, but it
bore no resemblance to the God who was my Father of Creation, my own loving Creator.

I will say definitively, a child cannot be born in sin, since an infant is a completely innocent Light,
untouched by Darkness, a pure soul in the process of beginning a new life. Creating a child is a holy act,
blessed by all in Heaven. Nothing an infant could do could be in any way associated with sin or evil.

There is one remaining travesty which must be addressed here, and which must be healed before
Mother Earth's people will be able to live in peace. That is the idea that Christianity is the one true
religion. I do not, and never have, taught that I was the final expert, or the only son of God. We are all
children of God. No single person or set of teachings is The Last Word - superior to all others. There is
only one Prime Creator, the Creator of all Creation. No individual or religion has a direct line or a
preferred standing with Him, yet all are equal in his eyes.

So, you see, the idea of a religious war is an absurdity. Every soul on Earth and throughout the
Multiverse has an equal place in His heart, and a open line to communicate, without the need of
intermediaries, priests, or even channelers. You are each born with the ability and the desire to be
connected to the Love, protection and forgiveness of our Creator. To do so will bring only joy and deep
fulfillment to all.

I will not offer you detailed descriptions of the people and places I encountered in my life. Those
elements are not important, except to confirm my love for humankind, and my close attachment to my
family, wife and children. I am not the subject of the teachings God wished to bring to Earth. I was the
vessel for His/Her message of Love. The events of my life are important only as they illuminate what I
stood for and what they teach others. My message was changed when the crucifixion was invented as
the centerpiece and largest focal point of my life.

The image of my body hanging on the cross is indeed a constant reminder to all that you too will be
punished for believing in me and my teachings. It is a gruesome threat, and it wipes out joy. This
indelible image alone has done more damage than all the words could possibly do to discourage
exuberance, celebration and Faith. It elicits sadness and dread, depression and hopelessness. What
comfort can one really take in the statement, "Christ died for your sins?" I must tell you now: I
emphatically did not.

My punishment at the hands of my persecutors did not defeat me, nor did I die. Neither my life nor my
death had anything to do with sin - yours or mine. I came to Planet Earth to represent the embodiment
of a good and loving family, which obviously had nothing to do with celibacy, to teach through living
among others, and to lift the hearts of those who had been downtrodden and subjected to unfair
political and financial practices. The abuse of power was as rampant then as it is now, although the
means of robbing the poor to give to the rich has become more effective and efficient in recent times.

Many people seem horrified to read the channelings from me and also from Mother/Father God which
include extensive political content. I wonder why they would think that my teachings could be separated
from the conditions under which people lived, and the oppression which caused massive suffering and

People who are suffering oppression have little energy left after struggling to survive, and are more
vulnerable to further oppression. They also have a harder time keeping their hearts filled with Love and
their minds open to God's message. It was my intention to lift the conditions under which people were
living as well as the state of their spiritual lives.

I was also a healer, as I am still. Physical suffering caused by illness and disability has long been
aggravated by poor diet, overcrowding and toxic environmental conditions. I wished to alleviate the
unnecessary pain of physical illness because it tends to leave people exhausted and desperate. They do
turn to God for solace and healing, and once they do, I want to bring them the relief and joy that comes
with healing. This is the reason I am working with so many Lightworkers who are healers now.

It is time for all of Mother Earth's beings to heal, and for Mother Earth to restore herself after the
millennia of abuse at the hands of humankind. It is time for the Grand Awakening to the Truth that all
are One. There is no individual, no animal, no tree which is not inherently connected through the fiber
of their being to every other being. A tree feels pain when it is cut; it deserves to be honored and
respected when it is used to build a house. Better yet, the technology to completely avoid the use of
forest products is available and will soon be brought to Earth by your Galactic Brothers and Sisters.

What sort of thinking is required to cause an entire civilization to deplete and devastate its home, the
source of all they need for survival? I believe it is the same Darkness which feeds self-hatred and hatred
of others not like oneself. That festering hatred has flowed throughout the relationships between
humankind and their companions on Earth, creating a poisonous atmosphere in which animals turned
on each other and began to fight and eat each other. As the vibration of Love courses across the planet,
lifting hearts and minds, the animals will respond by feeling and behaving as brothers to one another.

Eventually, all the Kingdoms of Earth will join humankind in harmony and Love, and eating one another
will be a thing of the past. Human bodies are evolving to be nourished by a vegetable and fruit diet, and
the animals will change along with you. It has already begun, for both humans and animals.

The same pervasive effect applies to your weather, for the consciousness of humankind stirs the same
violence in the weather patterns as it does in the animal Kingdom. Mother Earth is now accomplishing
her cleansing and restoration to the pure Eden of her beginnings. Humankind will either be disrupted
and overwhelmed by the violence of her reactions, or you will raise your vibration higher by the day,
thereby mitigating the effects of her self-protective actions.

I tell you these things about the current developments on Earth because, you see, my work with
humanity never ended. I passed from the experience of life in a body in the 3rd dimension directly to
the 5th dimension. Understand, I did ascend, taking my body with me, just as you will do. This part of
the Biblical story is partially true. It was called a resurrection, which is not as accurate a description as
ascension. I not only came back to life, but I raised my body with me into higher dimensions. Those of us
who have accomplished this will now have a body available to us when we wish to return to Earth,
without having to go through the birth and childhood process.

I offer you this brief outline of my life to reveal to you the most destructive of the ideas which were
presented as if they were mine, as if they represented the Truths as they apply to our Creator and his
relationship to us. There is much more I could tell, but I wished only to point to the most egregious
falsehoods - those which created the biggest distortions to the Truth of our relationship to Prime
Creator and the Company of Heaven, all of whom are here to assist you now in your coming Ascension.

I suggest that you read this autobiographical message in the context of the earlier channeled messages
from Mother/Father God, the Creators of the Milky Way Galaxy, who have given you a much more
extensive and detailed description. It was channeled earlier by our dear Kathryn, and it is called "When
God Pinched My Toe." They provide the opportunity to feel how we work together with other Ascended
Masters to accomplish this glorious and historic Ascension process. You will hear the Love in their voices
and the Truth of their words, which are completely in alignment with my own.

I believe you will come to feel the great Love we have for you, and the Love I have carried in my heart
for all these eons. When others had given up on the humans of Planet Earth, my Faith and my Love
remained strong, and I have now been proven right in my faith that together, we will realize the Dream,
and accomplish the greatest challenge ever undertaken in the history of the Universe.

I Love you all. We are One, inseparable as the wind and the leaf, forever and always.
I am your Jesus/Sananda, together with all the Company of Heaven.