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Part I
Chapter One
The Honeypot
British accent, but thats only because she was British. I can hit
that high note now!
Big improvement, Mil, I lied without looking up.
The jar was small and rounded. Inside, honey dotted with
crystals of gold swayed lazily as I tilted it back and forth. A fraying square of cloth covered the lid and, instead of a label, a thin
velvet ribbon encircled the middle, finishing in an elaborate bow.
It was black.
Homemade? Weird. I didnt know anybody in Cedar Hill
who made their own honey, and I knew almost everyone in Cedar
Hill. It was just that kind of placea little pocket on the outskirts of Chicago, where everybody knows everybody elses
business; where nobody forgives and nobody forgets. I knew all
about that. After what happened with my dad, I became infamys
child, and infamy has a way of sticking to you like a big red
warning on your forehead.
Millie hit the last note of her song with ear-splitting vigor,
then skipped behind the counter and stashed the broom away.
You ready to go?
Where did this come from? I balanced the jar of honey on
the palm of my hand and held it out.
She shrugged. Dunno. It was here when my shift started.
I looked at her through the golden prism, which made her face
distorted. Its weird, right?
Millie rearranged her features into a classic I-dont-reallycare-about-this-topic-of-conversation look. The honey? Not
really.
Its homemade, I said.
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Anyway, one thing led to another, and his iPhone fell out the
window...Well, it sort of fell out of my hands...which were
coincidentally dangling outside of his bedroom window at the
time...He completely freaked out on me.
Oh, siblings...
Well, youre lucky you dont have to share your house with
any douchelords, she ranted. What kind of nineteen-year-old
guy squeals on his younger sister? I mean, where is the honor in
that? Hes a total disgrace to the Parker name. And how was I
even supposed to know his phone would break?
Weird. Honey still in hand, I leaned against a nearby
streetlamp and watched my shadow curve inside its puddle of
light. I could have sworn the latest iPhones had tiny built-in
parachutes.
Millie started to swat at the air, like the problem was floating
around in front of her. If I give my mum that thoughtful jar of
honey to use in one of her baking recipes, then shell see me as
the kind, caring daughter that I am, and take back the unjust
grounding, which was unfairly handed out because of my ignorant, pigman brother.
I straightened up. Thats never going to work. Im keeping
the honey.
Whatever, she said, with an elaborate flick of her pokerstraight brown hair. Its probably poisoned anyway.
She stuck out her tongue and flounced off into the darkness, leaving me alone with my hard-won bounty. I slid the
jar into my bag, watching the wisps of black ribbon fall away
from me.
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C h a p t e r Two
he moon was full and high but the evening seemed darker
than usual. After fifteen minutes with only the sound of my
footsteps as company, the turrets of the old Priestly house climbed
into the sky ahead of me, peering over the neighboring houses
like watchtowers.
Beautiful as it was, the mansion had always reminded me of a
childs dollhouse that had crumpled in on itself. Its whitewashed
wooden exterior caved in at strange angles while corners jutted
out like knives, piercing the overgrown masses of ivy. A stone
wall covered in leaves snaked around the exterior; it was the only
house in Cedar Hill that could boast such privacy, but its gothic
aura did more to repel intruders than its boundary.
People who knew the house spoke of it with equal amounts
trepidation and wonder, and often, to pass the time, would imagine their own stories about it.
When I was seven years old, my mother told me of a beautiful
princess who would spend her days high up in the turrets of the
old house, hiding herself away from an arranged marriage with a
miserable and boring prince. By the time I turned ten, kids in the
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come this way in the first place, I realized with a start that the
house had changed entirely since the last time I had seen it.
Someone had finally done itreally done it. The abandoned
Priestly mansion had been dragged into the twenty-first century,
and now, it was alive again.
I stopped walking.
The rusted wrought iron gates were wrenched open and
pushed against hedges that no longer languished across the garden wall. The weeping willows had been pruned to an almost
unnatural neatness, revealing windows on the second story that I
didnt know existed. The ivy had been cut away to reveal sturdy
wooden boards and a newly painted red door lit up by a teardrop
lantern on either side.
And in the light of the lanterns were two black SUVs parked
side by side on freshly strewn gravel.
My phone buzzed against my hipa text from Millie letting
me know she had made it home safe, and an inadvertent reminder
that I hadnt. Reluctantly, I moved to continue on my way, but
something inside was stopping me. The Priestly mansion, the
frozen heart of Cedar Hill, was beating again, and lateness be
damned, I had to know more about it.
And thats when I sensed something. I shifted my gaze up
past the trees and caught sight of a flickering figure in an
upstairs window. It was a boy. I couldnt be sure of his age, but
even from a distance his bright eyes were unmistakable. They
were too big for his delicate face and as they watched me from
what seemed like another world, they rounded into discs that
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He tilted his head to one side and stepped closer, one purposeful stride and then another, as he closed the space between
us. With each step, my heart thumped harder in my chest.
My curiosity evaporated, leaving reality in its place: I had been
caught trespassing, and now this shadowed figure was stalking
toward me.
I turned and stumbled back out onto the deserted street. As
the sound of heavy footsteps split the silence behind me apart, I
broke into a run, completely unprepared for the cat that hurtled
out in front of me with a shrill meow. As I skidded to a halt, my
arms flailing at my sides, he crashed into my back, silencing me
midscream by jolting the wind from my lungs, and sending me
flying through the air. I dropped my bag and landed on the sidewalk with a thud, my hands and knees scraping the pavement.
Dizziness flooded me, sloshing the contents of my dinner back
and forth in my stomach.
Before I could piece together what had happened or just how
exactly I was going to be murdered, I was lifted out of my bubble
of pain, away from the asphalt and onto my feet again, to where
I had been standing seconds before, like someone had pressed
rewind.
Only this time, something was different. There was the feeling of strong hands on my waist. They held me upright as I
wobbled back and forth, trying to find my balance.
Stai tranquillo, sei al sicuro. The words were so strange and
unexpected, I thought I had imagined them.
I dropped my gaze and found his hands around me and suddenly I saw myself, as if from above, relaxing into the arms of a
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Chapter Three
pair of denim shorts off the ground and pulled them on before
settling on a white tank top and my favorite pair of Converse.
After putting on some moisturizer and pulling my hair into a
messy braid, I crept downstairs, steeling myself for what I was
about to hurtle into, coffee-less and overtired.
Rita Bailey, an old, portly woman with cropped white hair
and pinched, shrunken features, hunched over the kitchen table,
sipping her coffee in an outrageous pink pantsuit. Beside her, my
mother was politely enduring her company, offering a tight smile
and a robotic head nod at appropriate times. She had even cleared
part of the table, which was usually buried beneath stray sewing
projects and piles of fabric samples. Now confined to just one
square foot of space, they balanced precariously against the wall,
threatening to topple over them.
When we lived in a spacious four-bedroom house on
Shrewsbury Avenue, my mother had two whole rooms dedicated
to containing the explosions of materials needed for her dressmaking, but here, her works-in-progress always seemed to spill
from room to room, following us around our cramped home in
every shade and pattern imaginable. Yards of Chantilly and ivory
lace stretched along armchairs, jostling for space beneath mannequins in short summer dresses and rich evening gowns. On
several scarring occasions since wed moved here a year and a half
ago, I had woken up screaming at the sight of a half-finished
dummy bride perched in the corner of my room, or a denim dress
that should never see the light of day.
It wasnt that my mother didnt have some sort of system in
place, its just that no one but her could ever figure it out. She was
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envy for their symmetry. Everything about her was dainty and
refined, like a pixie. Through the magic of genetics, she had only
passed her sunny blond hair and her heart-shaped face to me.
But, by the wonder of mimicry, I had also acquired her tendency
for extreme messiness and her inability to cook properly. I
was reserving judgment on where my diminutive height came
from, because I was still hoping to miraculously grow another
three inches before my seventeenth birthday, which was rapidly
approaching.
At the word Sophie, Mrs. Bailey emitted a long noise of
ragged disapproval. It sounded like she was choking, and, fleetingly, a small, morally devoid part of me hoped she was.
I crossed over to the countertop to fill my mug and caught
sight of the honey jar on the windowsill. Streaks of sunlight
winked at me through the glass, as if to say Good morning! It
would be a shame not to try it, I resolved. I grabbed a spoon and
pried the lid from the jar, setting aside the frayed square of cloth
that covered it and taking care not to disturb the black velvet
ribbon.
Behind me, Mrs. Bailey was practicing her favorite hobby
the art of lamenting, Persephone is so much more elegant. It
might not suit her now, but she could always try and grow into it.
Thanks, but I think Ill just stick with Sophie and continue
to live in the modern world. I dipped a spoon inside the jar and
twirled it.
You look so tired this morning, Sophie, Mrs. Bailey informed
the back of my head, laboring over my name like it was difficult
to pronounce.
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I considered telling Mrs. Bailey to chill out, too, but she had
already redirected her gaze toward our backyard as if she were
looking into another secret dimension. But in reality, she was just
staring at the potted plant on the windowsill. She squinted her
eyes and sighed, probably noticing it was dead.
Nothing good will come of having five young men making
trouble in the neighborhood, because thats exactly what theyll
do, Celine. You mark my words.
She shook her head again, but every cropped white strand of
hair remained perfectly static, like they were frozen in place.
Wait, did you say five guys? I had already seen two of them.
Well, one of them, sort of. The second one had knocked me over.
I frowned at the memory. Even after a night of reflection, I still
wasnt sure what to make of it.
Mrs. Bailey was, of course, scandalized by my interest. Her
mouth was bobbing open and closed, like she was trying to find
the exact words for how much of a disgrace I was. Five young,
troublesome men, she heaved at last, clutching at her chest for
added effect. I saw them move in and I can tell you, they do not
seem like the respectable type.
Isnt that what you said about my father? I wanted to ask, but I
stopped myself. The argument wouldnt be worth it. It never was.
And besides, I had gotten all the info I needed: There was a new
family of boys in the neighborhood. Millie was going to keel over
with happiness when I told her.
Distracted, I got up to take my half-filled mug to the sink. I
think having new neighbors is pretty cool.
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