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Contents First hour: Freedom and Choice 1 Second hour: Idiocies of Man 11 Third hour:


First hour:

Freedom and Choice


Second hour:

Idiocies of Man


Third hour:

E-qualities of Man


Fourth hour:

Addiction to Power


Fifth hour:



Sixth hour:

Money for Honey


Seventh hour:



Eighth hour:



Ninth hour:

Consequence of Free Will


Tenth hour:

Price of not Growing Up


Eleventh hour:

The Self in Turmoil


Twelfth hour:

Resisting Spiritual Growth


Thirteenth hour:

Matter of Opinion


Fourteenth hour:

Acts of Love


Fifteenth hour:

Best Wish


Sixteenth hour:

God is Gold


Seventeenth hour:



Eighteenth hour:

Follow or Not to Follow


Nineteenth hour:

Love is Conscientiousness


Twentieth hour:

Specialness and Importance


Twenty first hour:

Fooling Others and Self


Twenty sec. hour:



Twenty third hour:

Who are We?


The last hour:



The Audacity of America


God Bless America


The Bottom Line


The Small Print


The Back cover

Fear of the unknown prevents many of us from confronting issues that is essential to our mental and spiritual growth. Our consciousness makes us alive, but our con- science limits our personal freedom and spoils our life. We escape from our con- science to be totally free, by denying our responsibilities; and create even more un- certainty, and become even more fearful. Fear leads to hate and hate leads to war, and man has never known a time of peace. So it is time to change and accept our respon- sibilities and become truly free. If we are not brave to be conscientious, we are cow- ards heavily armed against fear. As long as we are conscious we cannot escape from our conscience and be free. To be free is to be conscientious.

Matter is that which exists in the universe in all forms, that is visible and invisible. Life is matter that which is conscious, and exists in the universe. Man is matter that which is conscious with a conscience, and exists in the universe. Immortality is not matter, but a conscience that which is conscientious, and exists in the universe and beyond.

©2009 Rohan and Mohan Perea. All rights reserved. Published by AuthorHouse™UK Ltd. Also printed by AuthorHouse United States of America Bloomington Indiana.


From the First hour:

Freedom and Choice

Man has been fighting for freedom ever since he came into existence and still continue to do so in this modern world. Few centuries ago Europeans went by the boat load to the new world to be free from their old countries, and fought them and became independent countries. When Mr. Obama won the election Mr. Brown was quick to say that Obama is a true friend of Britain. Britain and the United States continue to have special relations because they have the ‘same values’, said Mr. Brown. If Britain and the United States have the same values, and together they fight for those val- ues; they are the same and are not free of each other. They both got bombed by the same enemy. Human beings like freedom but we also like to get married. That is like saying we don’t like to kill animals but we like to eat meat. Marriage is getting hooked up with someone, not becoming free from someone. It is when a married couple divorces that they become free. We like to call this ri- diculous union of man and woman, an ancient pagan custom like Christmas; Holy Matrimony. It is nothing but an Unholy Mother Son romance invented by Adam and Eve to be free from God. Mar- riage is an ancient pagan ritual. All the problems in the world began with the introduction of mar- riage , a device to love one’s self. Monogamy is loving one person and that usually is the self. If you suggest to anyone to live like the tribes of the Amazon jungle to avoid getting caught up in the global economic meltdown, you will be told to get real, ‘this is the twenty first century and do you expect anyone to go back to the dark ages?’ Getting married is also from the dark ages, and they still do get married in the Amazon jungle. In the nineteen sixties, teenagers started the peace and love movement (free love). But it didn’t last because it was only free sex. So they all went back to self love. Nothing in the world will change unless we change the basic idea of marriage and family life that we so adore. We say that a man who joins the priesthood has given up; sacrificed his own life for God, for ‘Love’. In other words he has given up having a woman, sex and children and all the things that are not Love to be with Love. He has sacrificed, (the act of giving up something desirable for some- thing even more desirable). And all these people who want to get married goes to him to marry them, and preach to them the values of marriage; what he has given up. What a load of crap. We love freedom; but the only thing that is on our mind from the time we reach puberty is bondage with the opposite sex, not for a one night stand but till death, and if at all possible, forever. Bondage is not freedom, it is a state of being a slave. When Jesus Christ came to earth he said, “The law and the prophets were until John.” Luke.16.16 Jesus spoke with authority from God Himself to all Christians when He said, “The sons of this age marry and are given in marriage. But those who are counted worthy to attain that age, and the resur- rection from the dead, neither marry nor are given in marriage;” Luke.20.34:35 Resurrection from the dead do not mean rising from the physical death. It means awaking from a spiritual death. For we have all died spiritually and come short of the glory we should all have as Sons and Daughters of Love. To avoid growing up we chose to leave the presence of God (Love) in the Garden of Eden and became like Satan, the great accuser: Anti Love, and went to work for our- selves. Adam and Eve were brother and sister and they did not want to serve (love) each other, so they had servants to obey them out of need. Cain and Abel were born. They did not want to love or serve (obey) Adam and Eve either, or each other for that matter, and so the world continues to do like Adam and Eve. Fighting to be free of serving (love or obey), but working to be served (loved or obeyed). Human beings became the working man. We work very hard; to avoid working for an-

other, and to watch out that no one makes us work for them (Love them). Because it will break our pride and cause misery to our souls. United States stand for freedom and liberty, but it is in the United States that you won’t get any-

thing for free. It is not a welfare state like good old England, although Mr. Brown likes to say that; ‘we have the same values’. On the contrary, if Mr. Brown were to suggest his labour policies to the

American people; he will be called a neo-Marxist wealth with the poor; and will be arrested and sent to worse than Bin Laden. As long as our parents are not of the same likeness

we have two choices.

Which one to follow. Which one is better and of course, which one is boss. You soon find out which one is boss because if he was boss he would be like God. That is why when you ask him for any- thing he tells you to ask mother. If he took control, another man is very ready to serve her. Men are always queueing up to serve a woman and it is tough competition out there. We come to this world to compete, and may the best man win.

socialist bastard, who want to share the Guantanamo. He will be treated like Jesus,

From the Second hour:

Idiocies of Man

Jesus was the Son of God (Love), and he said, “And you will be hated by all for my name’s sake ”


Love will be hated by all? Love is caring for each other and sharing with each other. How the world hates caring and sharing can be seen not only in Darfur and Congo or Ruwanda but right in your home wherever you might be. It may well be true that free market and capitalist economies we have in the West are the best we have in the world. But it is also true that the best fuel to drive these economies is fossil fuel in the form of oil mostly found in countries hostile to the West. It is sad, the United States has no skills, diplomatic or business, to deal with these countries. United States should be best friends with these nations as they are with Israel. Why is it that they can do business with their old communist enemies they fought a cold war for sixty years, but cannot do business with countries that possess what they need so dearly to run their precious free market? Free market means free to price the oil according to demand, even if the oil is Iranian. And if the United States and the Western nations were that good at free enterprise, and know how to do business profitably, why are they wasting billions of dollars waging wars in Iraq and Afghani- stan, when it is impossible to defeat them in their countries? You would think that they learned this in Vietnam. And if the New York Trade Centre was attacked by Osama Bin Laden and his sweet hearts, why did George Bush bankrupt the nation going to war in Iraq; when, clearly Sadam was not the culprit nor was he a friend of Osama or had any connection to Al queda? One moment the United States is very proud that they can make a space craft do a pin point land-

ing on the moon, and via satellite they can see into your bedroom; but they had to go into Iraq with massive amount of troops to find that all their intelligence was dumb, and Sadam was not their en- emy and had no trace of any weapons of mass destruction. In fact, if Sadam had such weapons the United States would not have dared to go into Iraq. That is why they have gone into Iraq and Af- ghanistan and surrounded Iran, who has those weapons of mass destruction; and dare not step an inch into Iran. How long are the Americans going to be surrounding Iran with so many troops when they are already owing Trillions of dollars and desperately need oil from the middle east to run their free market. At this rate they will end up with a flea market. Did you ever imagine that the United States, the great capitalist nation of all, would be owing over five hundred billion dollars to the great communist China? What has happened? Where has America gone wrong? Small people like the president of Venezuela gets up on the UN podium and call the president of the United States, the most powerful nation on earth, the Devil; something is really wrong. And, now to see a black man at the White House is even more questionable. America is having one of the worst economic crisis ever, and a war on two major fronts miles away from home with some backward mountain goats, and they have put a golliwog in charge? The White House has been given colour and the whole world is expecting Chicken George to stop the Cock Fighting that George Bush started. Well, one thing is very clear, as much as it is a historic win for Obama, it is a historic U turn for America. And perhaps this is another great step forward that this great nation has taken. Not so much because a black man has become the president but a

black man is proud to be their president. It is really a win for the white Americans. For the first time

in many years we can be proud of the American people. God Bless America.

From the Third hour:

E-qualities of Man

You cannot trust the North Koreans and the Iranians. But can you trust Americans like Bernard Madoff, who made off with billions of dollars with his Ponzi scheme? Al qaeda is suppose to have brought down the New York Trade Centre, but who brought down the

U S economy?

Who is the enemy now? Who has caused more hell for the American people? After all, money is God they trust, and that has been squandered by the enemy within. North Korea and Iran and the Al qaeda maybe the enemy of the United States; but have institutions with U S federal Government origins and entanglements like Freddie Mac and Fannie Mae been friends of the American people? Was the Governance of George Bush and the Republicans honest? How much money did George Bush spend to go to war with Iraq to topple Sadam, who didn’t have the weapons of mass destruction he said Sadam had? Sadam was not the guy who struck the New York Trade Centre. They were mainly Saudi citizens. Perhaps that is why Obama bent over backwards to the Saudi King on his first visit there. Who is the liar and the cheat?

Who is the enemy? If George Bush told some white lies what is Barack Obama going to tell the American people and the rest of the world? According to our scientists, whom we trust before God; matter cannot be created nor destroyed. Which means wealth cannot be created nor destroyed. Which means there can only be change. Which means wealth can only change hands. Which means we have to fight each other and kill each other to acquire (create) more wealth for ourselves. While we believe life is creating wealth, we will always create wars and destroy each other.

From the Fourth hour:

Addiction to Power

Presidents and Prime Ministers always proclaim their gratitude when they are elected saying; ‘I am humbled, and proud to serve the people.’ Humbled? Proud? Humble is lower in dignity or importance. They have been elected to the highest office in the nation and they are humbled? They have just taken residence in the White House or No.10 and they feel low in importance? They have worked very very hard, lying to the people with promises they can’t and won’t keep, and they feel proud to serve the people? Do they feel proud because they are going to serve the people with lies? Do they feel less important because the people are not important? Proud and humble: everybody has to be humble with them and be proud to serve them. They know how to turn the words around, they are politicians and the voters are suckers. We love positions and each position has it’s duties and benefits. Father and Mother are the ultimate positions; because they literally become God to the children. Parents don’t have servants, they have slaves. Children have no say in anything, whether they are born to the rich or poor. The child is a rich man’s slave or a poor man’s slave. A slave is a slave. And if at all possible, the slave would also have a slave, so slavery continues in the world. We are all slaves to someone and that is why we always talk about freedom. Especially in the west, we are so obsessed about being free. If we were really free we would not be talking about freedom and free societies. United States boasts be- ing the most free nation in the world, but supports some desperate despots around the world to spread freedom and create free societies in the world. They supported the Shah of Iran who was a dictator and now want to know why the people of Iran don’t trust America? If the American people do not take more interest and hold their leaders accountable, they will suffer worse attacks than they did on September eleventh, seven years ago.

From the Sixth hour:

Money for Honey

What can’t you afford with a billion dollars? You can buy the best wife, home, food, transport, medical care, and all the love in the world. If you have money you can have everything like Bill Gates or Richard Branson. They have everything. But they work much harder than you and I do. Most of us spend more time earning money than we spend time with our wives or children, but will never earn even one percent of what Bill Gates earns. He can’t have time for anything. So what does he do with all the money? He can have the best of everything but he can’t have any time for anything except for work. Our father was like that, he bought everything and spent all his time at work and he did it all for mother and children. When he started work, he bought piggy banks to save for honey, and all the money he earned, he put into these pigs, and we had to call these pigs mother and aunties. He got thin and the pigs got fat and he didn’t get much honey, because he didn’t earn enough. Not much money, not much honey. Even bees don’t work as hard as men do for honey. People called him doctor Perera, but they should have called him donkey Perera. Perhaps that would have insulted donkeys. Even a mule would know, you can’t buy honey. Paul McCartney got done for fifty million for his honey. That is as much as Bob Geldof raised to feed the starving Ethiopians in the eighties. Who sang, ‘Money Can’t Buy Me Love’ in the sixties?

The value of money is based on human need, and the value of love is based on money; but human need is based on greed.

Greed breeds like rats and our needs multiply like the plague and overwhelm us with even more needs.

Human needs are easy to meet, but human greed can never be met.

From the Seventh hour:


So Buddha sat under a tree and thought. He thought what he might wish for. After thinking, it be- came clear to him that it was best not to wish for anything, not even for his own life. It is at that moment that he became enlightened. Enlightenment is to become aware, have greater knowledge or understanding of a subject or situation. Buddha’s enlightenment hasn’t taught us anything, for there

is no one who has become enlightened like Buddha. Millions in Sri Lanka and many other nations who claim to be devout Buddhists, have no clue about what Buddha taught or have no imagination like the Buddha; for none of them practice what he taught. They seem to love and follow and prac- tice Richard Branson’s ideology, although they don’t have any idea how to do like Branson either. Branson’s business turnover must be larger than Sri Lanka’s GDP. Sri Lankans live in hope, like most people in the world. They have hope and faith in their politicians and not their Buddhism or their Christianity. It seems Muslims have more faith in their Islam; and God has blessed them with oil, what the Buddhists and the Christians need to practice Bransonism. Now the Muslims are hold- ing Branson to ransom. Eighty percent of Sri Lankans claim to be Buddhists, but there are more banks than Bo trees in Sri Lanka. If you are Buddhist, all you need is a Bo tree and a yellow robe and of course a begging bowl, and Sri Lanka will truly be a paradise. But there are more green uni- formed men with guns in every street corner than any men in yellow robes sitting under Bo trees. Jesus Christ did not become enlightened, he came to enlighten us. He said, “Sell all you have and give to the poor and come follow Me.” Mark.10.21 Pretty much what Buddha did, even before Christ appeared on earth. Millions of Christians and Buddhists ever since, find it impossible to understand or even contemplate following their Gods they have faith and hope in to make their lives better.

From Eight hour:


If a teenager wants to get married, he or she will be told by their elders that; they are not old and mature enough to make such a decision. They will be told, ‘it is a serious matter and it is going to affect the rest of their lives’, and so on. They will also be told that ‘they are young and should have fun and enjoy life’, before getting hitched and settling down and lose their independence (liberty). So marriage is a hitch. It is serious and not fun and cannot be enjoyed. This is true. Statistics show that half the marriages end in divorce. At least in Britain and perhaps in the United States. Without a doubt; the half that survive may as well be divorced. So most of the married are not enjoying life. Yet most people’s ultimate dream and goal in life is to get married and lose their liberty. Where does the fun begin and end in a marriage? What part of a marriage is fun and joyous? Sex? Kids? What else do married couples do that the singles don’t? Nowadays most singles also have sex and kids. Gays and lesbians also have sex and kids. Is it love the married have that everybody wants to get married? Is love the hitch in a marriage? Is love the serious part in a marriage? Is love the joyous part in a marriage? Is it love that ends a marriage? Is Marriage good for life? Did God institute marriage?

When God made Eve, He made a playmate for Adam. Not a bunny girl for a playboy, but a mate, a friend, a helper. “I will make him a helper, comparable to him.” Gen.2.18

From the Ninth hour:

Consequence of Free Will

Human beings have become evil because of their unwillingness to grow up. There are no extrater-

restrial evil spirits on earth, there are only human beings with spirits as rotten as the devil we seem to believe in. And we like to say that it is the devil who makes us do evil things. God did not create a devil, He created Man who has become little devils and collectively the great Satan we worship. We all want to have our own lives and we believe that it is our right to have our own lives. But at the same time we want to have our own lives with another human being who also want to have his or her own life. Except for a few of us, we want to


We also want to have children to have our own lives who also will want their own lives. We want our own prefect lives with many others who also want and have the right to have their own lives. I have the right to have my own wife and my own children and my own house and my own job and my own car and my own sex and my own rules. My wife also want her own husband and children and house and job and car and sex and rules. The children also want everything of their own. At the end nobody is having anything of their own. In our attempt to have our own prefect lives we have made life hell for ourselves. Yes we do try to change, but we only try to change to have the same own lives. So we do make a lot of changes. We elect new governments and marry new spouses and even have new children and friends and jobs and homes and cars and toys. We have created a system or the system has emerged from our determination to have own lives. Since we can never have our own lives with others who also want their own lives, the system will never be perfect. Because, what we want is not rational and is in fact utterly childish, life for many is diabolical. All because we are too lazy to grow up. God in His wisdom gave us free will for He willed to see our will before making our will eternal. We have manifested our will as mortals. What lives is the will, and we have willed for that which will come to and end like our body. “The spirit indeed is willing, but the flesh is weak” Jesus Christ. Matt. 26.41

our own lives with someone of the opposite sex.

From the Tenth hour:

Price of not Growing Up

If a poor nation like Pakistan who needs to borrow money from the International Monetary Fund to balance their books, is a nuclear power; why do you think that oil rich Iran is still trying to build a nuclear bomb? Iran must be producing as many nuclear bombs as barrels of oil they produce; and buying as many missiles from North Korea, as payment for many barrels of oil Korea need. The west has imposed sanctions on oil exports to North Korea because of their nuclear program while at the same time imposing sanctions on Iran selling oil, for the same reason. Don’t they realize that Iran is one of the largest oil producing nations who might easily do business with North Korea? It is also worth noting that, at the hight of hostilities between the United States and Iran, Colonel Oliver North was selling arms to Iran when President Reagan had made a public pledge not to deal with Iran. What the public is told is always not the truth , so who, and why they brought down the Trade Centre in New York in 2001 we might never know. They told us that Sadam had weapons of mass destruction, and went to war with Iraq; and it didn’t take them very long once they got there, to find he didn’t have many weapons of destruction, let alone weapons of mass destruction. One thing is very obvious though, there is mass destruction in Iraq since the allied forces got there, than at any time when Sadam was in power. Incidentally, one of Sadam’s generals is branded as Chemical Allie because he unleashed chemical weapons on the Kurdish people of Iraq. The United States dropped many more chemical weapons in Vietnam than Chemical Allie ever did on the Kurds; and the only nation to use nuclear weapons in war is the United States and the only nation to worry about any other nation developing nuclear power and weapons is the United States. Russia and China, the other two supper powers are not jumping up and down that North Korea and Iran are de- veloping nuclear bombs. And North Korea is next door to China, they don’t seem to worry about it like the United States. Sadly the United States haven’t learnt anything from the Vietnam and the Korean wars. If they had; so many of their soldiers wouldn’t be dying in Iraq and Afghanistan, causing deep sorrow to their families; and at a staggering financial cost to the tax payer. If a supper power like the United States feel threatened by third world, small nations like Vietnam, North Korea, Iraq and Afghani- stan; there really is something wrong. Can you believe that a heavy weight is cornered by a couple of feather weights and need to be saved by a coalition of heavy weights, and now they all need to be saved by the bell? Balderdash!

From the Twelfth hour:

Resisting Spiritual Growth

In the beginning Man created the dream from the reality. The dream was without form and void; and darkness was upon the face of the dream. And the the spirit of Man was hovering over the face of reality. Then man said, “Let there be delight”; and Evil appeared. And Man saw the delight and it was good; and Man divided the the delight from the reality. Man called the delight the dream and the darkness He called reality. So the evening and the morn- ing were the first day. We love the dream and hate the reality; that is man’s all. Regardless of how beautiful a maiden is, in time the beauty fades; but only with time can the spirit of a maiden prettify. But we believe in the

body and the short life of the body. Eternal life is only a myth. We don’t stop to think, that if we are able to dream beyond the life of the body, we are more than the body; and if we are more than the body life is as long as you can imagine. John Lennon wrote; ‘Imagine there is no heaven, and no hell below’. Well, what did he imagine that was not heaven or hell? He answered the question when he wrote; ‘Woman,

I can hardly express my mixed emotions and my thoughtlessness; after all I’m forever in your debt.’

‘Please remember, my life is in your hands.’ If you are forever in debt and your life is in the woman’s hands; heaven or hell cannot ‘give peace

a chance’. You can only dream of freedom; that is why we are so obsessed with freedom and fight

for freedom but never are free. Even if you live in the most free nation on earth, your life is in her hands. Can you imagine the president of the most free nation on earth, to be a bachelor boy? How will he set an example for the dream? The commander in chief can never be free, so he dreams on. When you are brought into the world for evil reasons by evil people what else can you do but dream. The reality of life is impossible to fathom for two year old spirits, that they hide behind the dream, a dream no one has ever seen, for they are still in bed with their parents. The Oedipus and Electra complexes are pandemic. If there were only a few evil people in the world there won’t be so much evil in the world. People at the top who are trusted to handle your money are able to embezzle sums in the region of fifty billion dollars. People who are elected to be presidents end up having to resign for wrongdoing. Israelis and Palestinians are fighting like kids, over chocolate.

From the Thirteenth hour:

Matter of Opinion

The opinion of Arabs on marriage is not the same as of the English. The opinions we form are not necessarily based on fact or knowledge and therefore are just opinions and may not be correct.

The most important of our common experiences are; birth and death, hunger and thirst and love and fear. Until we can all reach the same opinion on these issues we cannot deal with each other ration- ally and thus cannot deal with life itself. When Buddha finally dealt with these issues he was free and he felt he didn’t need to be here any longer. He had found life and he had found that life is not here on earth. Jesus said that he came so that we might have life and have it more abundantly. John.10.10 He also said that his kingdom was not of this world. John.18.36 If it was here he would not have said, to “come follow me” and gone to his Father. What God has given us here is not life. We haven’t been given life but time to choose; life or death. We are all given what we need to make that choice and while we are making that choice the world is in chaos. And we think that this is life. We cannot have two Gods, and there cannot be two ways of living. We are given the freedom (a time) to decide who that God is and what that life is, that we want. Most of us have chosen the God and the way of life we want. The mistake some of us make is that we try to impose our choice on others to the point of forcing them to live the life and worship the God we have decided to believe in. Jesus and Buddha did not try to force anyone to live the life they preached. In fact Jesus was crucified for preaching by example. Everyone has to die for what they believe in. Americans die in Iraq for what they believe in and Muslims die in Iraq for what they believe in. It really doesn’t matter who is right and wrong, because they both have to die. No one is here to have life, but is here for a time to choose the life one wants. To make that choice we are given everything that comes to us, good or bad in our opinion. In Buddha’s opinion giving up his wealth and family was good and going on the cross for Jesus was good. Jesus said that he came for this reason, “to be crucified and the third day rise again.” Luke 24.7 Everybody gets crucified at the end. It doesn’t matter what you believe in; if you are American you get crucified and if you are Muslim you get crucified. We crucify each other like we crucified Jesus. Jesus went to his Father after he was crucified and those who crucified him went to their farther. It doesn’t matter who is right and who is wrong, we all go where we want to be. Ultimately we all make our choice. To love or to be loved. Those who choose to love are crucified for loving and those who choose to be loved are crucified when the loving have been crucified. The loving end up together, and the wanna be loved end up together. Heaven and hell is created. While we are on earth we do our best to create our heaven. Being loved is heaven. How are we going to be loved? Being lovable. How are we going to be lovable? With acts of love.

From the Fourteenth hour:

Acts of Love

But today seems to be much darker than it has ever been. The very necessity to have a United Na- tions Security Council only implies that we are hardly civilized. The first executive order the newly

elected president Obama issued was to end torture. It is almost like he just got freedom from the slave masters. And if the top notches in the financial industry can’t control their greed to satisfy their egos and con people with massive scams and cause hell for millions, how has the world become civilized? Our egos have gone from wooden shacks to concrete skyscrapers and the minute integrity we had has disappeared like the Dodos. Integrity is not something we value. What we value is what we accuse God of having; and that is having absolute power. America boasts that it is the most powerful nation on earth. But how? Financially and militarily. Other nations are also powerful as much as their financial and military might. Their power and authority is from money and guns and not from morals and ethics. Not much different to the bar- barians. All our good behavior is only because of the law and how well it is enforced by the law en- forcement agencies. No one can park their car and leave it unlocked for ten minutes in civilized London, it will be sto- len. No one can leave their wife unattended she will be stolen. Even your garbage can be stolen these days. Who does these things in London and New York? Is it the Al qaeda? Yea! They are everywhere, upstairs and downstairs and in our government chambers. We perform barbaric acts just to boost our egos, and since we all seek to inflate our egos we cannot trust anyone. Everyone is a rival, including father and mother and brothers and sisters and spouses and children and friends. Our relationships with anyone is essentially of rivalry. Our instincts are always to protect ourselves from another like ourselves; because we only seek to get for ourselves. We have built so many walls and extensive moats, so no one sees us but our walls. Psychiatrists spend countless hours with patients and yet never penetrate through their thick walls to get to know the real person. But there really is no person at all behind the walls, only an ego as large as the in- visible walls and as predatory as the crocodiles in the moats. Without a conscience an ego is nothing but hot air in a beautifully decorated balloon and sucking up as much air as possible to climb as high as possible to be noticed. Their end comes when they run out of hot air and come crashing down. We suck from our mothers breasts as soon as we arrive on earth and we continue to suck every- thing we need till we leave. All our acts of love is to suck love, and as much love as we suck we feed it all to the ego and the ego bloats with pride. If we were to suckle love, we would shrivel and die with shame. The ego cannot love. It is impossible for the ego to love anything but itself, and that is it’s pride; for the ego without a conscience is alone and can only give to itself. The ego survives on pride, and this pride is not with anyone but with itself and it is not competing with others, but with it’s maker and that is it’s conscience (God). All our egos came from God, ‘our consciences’ and we deny our consciences to become individu- als. Except for a few individuals most of us are unable to be individuals in oneness with our maker and therefore cannot enjoy our ‘ego-trips’ in another dimension. We are having the ego-trip with ourselves and eventually one destroys the conscience (God), and it is then that we learn that we have destroyed ourselves. The great struggle with ourselves divides us and unless we overcome the struggle we remain di- vided, and as long as we are divided we will need the United Nations. If we were united we would not need organizations to pretend we are united. When we say we are united, we are not. United Kingdom is not really united, if it was, we would not call it united; it is only united by law. The

Scots hate the English and the English hate the Welsh and the Irish hate the English and we all hate each other. We are only united by law not by love.

Form the Sixteenth hour:

God is Gold

So why do we love the material world? When we have given up the spirit we have become material and we love ourselves, so we love what we are and want more and more of what we are to feel that we are alive. When the value of the ma- terial stocks drop in the stock exchange we feel depressed. America is the richest country in the world materially. When the value of America’s material possessions drop due to some of their crafty leader’s excessive craftiness, the rest of the world loses faith in the material world, and rush to church for some spiritual guidance to help them recover from their loss of faith in the material. How we value the material is how we value our material selves. Why do we love gold and diamonds so much that we value them more than people’s lives? It is because people’s lives disintegrate far quicker than gold or diamonds. It is as simple as that. If we knew for sure that we live after the body dies, we would value people’s lives far more, and if we were sure that after the body dies we live forever, we would value people’s lives as priceless. But until we are sure we will put our faith in gold for gold lives long and must therefore be God. Gold is the God we see; bright and yellow and beautiful. We can see it, get it, touch it, play with it, buy it, sell it, wear it, and with it we can have everything we want and need in the world for a happy and prosperous life.

From the Eighteenth hour:

Follow or Not to Follow

Human beings are still in their infancy as they were in their cave dwelling days, still following their forefather’s customs and traditions. There really is no change in human character, so history repeats itself. Obama’s slogan was change and the American people changed their vote to a black man, but what is America going to change, beside the colour of their president? Capitalism? In fact they haven’t changed at all, it is the black man who has finally changed from the caveman to civilized man. The black man has changed, and become like the white man. And on the 5th of

November 2008 God spoke:

“Behold, the Black Man has become like one of us. Let him have the White House and have domin- ion over the Black and the White, and the Yellow and the Brown, and the Red, and over all the creeps of the earth.” And all the peoples of the world shouted for joy and praised God. What is Australia going to do; now that the most powerful man is a Coon? Will they lynch him and rape his wife and steal his kids and take his property, the White House, for Britain? Will they give him an English test to enter Australia? Will they tell him to go to his own and give him Native Title and a pass to the Tent Embassy? Definitely not! They will be going right up his rectum until they come out of his mouth. Change has come to the black people in America no doubt. After many years of tears, the black people in America are being treated equal to White people. But isn’t it tragic to see that black people are not treated equal in many nations in Africa by black people? In fact it is worse for them than it ever was for the black people in America.

From the Nineteenth hour:

Love is Conscientiousness

You might say, we are more awake and are aware of ourselves than any other animal, and so much so, that we are almost not animal except physically and biologically. We are almost like God to other animals; and even can control some things in nature like God. If evolution created us, we should ask ourselves what evolved into us. Matter may have evolved into our bodies, but what evolved into our consciousness? Are we to think that matter has created consciousness? The pot has created the potter? When we are not conscious we can easily dream that we are just pots created by wind mixing rain and clay. The scientific minds are so lost without their conscience. Some of the greatest scientific minds like Darwin and Einstein were significantly more conscious and aware than most of us, but they were as conscientious as anyone of us. Their greatness to us is that they were great thinkers. But no one would suggest that Darwin or Einstein were conscious and conscientious like Buddha or Jesus. You wouldn’t call Darwin, The Enlightened One and Einstein, The Son of God. Whom we call the Enlightened One and the Son of God were creationists. The great scientific minds have travelled so deep into cyberspace in their enterprise to avoid the truth, and gratify the ego. The intelligent has become silly. The grown-up is childish. We admire and respect our scientists and so we should, for they give us all the gadgets and hope for a better material future; but they do not give us one atom of knowledge or hope in love, for which we all pray to God.

If the scientists are correct, that their great minds came into existence by happenstance; why then don’t we abolish the church and scrap the Bible? The Bible is still out selling all books, although the sermon on the mount is as mind boggling to most of us as Darwin’s theory of evolution, and Einstein’s theory of relativity. Darwin and Ein- stein’s theories keep us dreaming. They give us hope for a way to get love but not have to love in return. To remain conscious but not conscientious. The sermon on the mount on the other hand, do not give us any hope of getting love even by giving all our love. To remain conscientious until we are unconscious. So we call the conscientious God (Love), and the unconscientious human (not love). The immortal and the mortal. The eternal and the transient. Therefore Love has said:

“Inasmuch as these people draw near with their mouths And honor Me with their lips, But have removed their hearts far from Me, And their fear toward Me is taught by the commandment of men, Therefore, behold I will again do a marvelous work Among this people, A marvelous work and a wonder; For the wisdom of their wise men shall perish, And the understanding of their prudent men shall be hidden.” Isaiah 29.13 Einstein was intelligent and so are most of us. Only Einstein calculated like none of us. Buddha was conscious and so are most of us. Only Buddha was conscientious like none of us. Jesus was Son of God and so are all of us. Only Jesus didn’t fall like most of us. Why can’t most of us understand God and know eternal life? Why can’t most of us be conscientious and perceive love? God is conscientiousness and only by being conscientious can one know God. When one is truly conscientious one not only knows God but is God. When the disciple Philip asked Jesus to show the Father to him, Jesus replied; “Have I been with you so long, and yet you have not known Me, Philip?” “He who has seen Me has seen the Father; so how can you say, ‘Show us the Father?”

From the Twenty Third hour:

Who are We?

We are all born so that God could live in us and experience life in the physical plane that he cre- ated. From His thought he created the physical universe and He himself wanted to become a physi- cal being to make His thought a reality. Thinking ability is not physical and has no form or magni- tude or dimensions. Our little brains can think far beyond our heads. We can think and create huge pyramids and tall skyscrapers and enter them and live or die in them to experience our own creative thoughts. And so has God thought of the universe and created it and have entered every part of his

creation. God is everywhere. But God created man and woman in His/Her image to create more of Himself/Herself. God thought of having children. God is a free spirit and how can He create children to be free agents and yet be like Him? He had to create us to choose to be like him, so that we will be His children who will be separate individuals but adhere to the love of God. When you see Michael Jackson dance you see God dancing, and when you hear Celine Dion sing you hear God singing, and when you see Muhammad Ali box, you see God’s physical strength, and when you see Shakira shake her rump, you see God’s physical beauty and when you see the works of Pablo Picasso, you see the genius of God, and when you study the findings of Einstein you don’t understand the brilliance of God. And when you know Jesus you know the Mind of God and understand His character. When the master of the feast had tasted the water that was made wine, and did not know where it came from (but the servants who had drawn the wa- ter knew), the master of the feast called the bridegroom. And said to him, “Every man at the begin- ning sets out the good wine, and when the guests have well drunk, then the inferior. You have kept the good wine until now!” John 2.9:10 We have not known life or were not conscious until we came to be on this physical planet in a body made of matter. The inferior life of mortal man. If we are to become enlightened, that is; be- come conscious of the consciousness that gave us consciousness, we might be tempted to taste the superior life of immortal God. But unless we seek for it like hidden treasure we will not deserve even a trinket of that treasure. And we have but a short time, and then it will be lost forever.

From the Last hour:


What you were given is what you have, What you’ve gotten is what wasn’t yours. What you’ve given is nothing at all, What you have will be taken from you.

The blind do not see the creation, The sighted do not see the creator. Only in thought they will both see, Only in thought they will both be.

What you gain another will lose, for What is there is all there is. What you share another will have, for What is there is enough for all.

The beginning of man, was the thought of God. The man becoming God, was the intention of God.


The Audacity of America

When a few enjoy most of the wealth in the world, revolutions happen. When a few borrow all the money in the world, credit crunch happens. When a few have all the oil in the world, fear happens. These are like diseases that become pandemics and destroy many lives. It is the audacity of mankind and not just America to expect peace in the world, and yet believe life is competition. The American dream is every na- tion’s dream. Some Muslim, communist, authoritarian and ‘good cultured’ nations who seem to hate America have the audacity to buy American dollars and sell whatever they can to America. They all love and worship money and buy everything including the woman just like in America. It is the hy- pocrisy of these nations that is more disgusting than any amoral attitudes of America. You will find who are willing and unwilling to do good or bad, in every nation on earth. You will also find them who do good or bad willfully in all nations. Better is one who is slighted but has a servant, than he who honors himself but lack bread.


Even better is the uncivilized who is closer to nature, than he who is advanced but is an abomina- tion to God. But the best is the civilized who is with nature, than who is civilized yet unnatural. And whichever nation without blemish should fire the first missile. Obama is bold to hope to change America and Osama is bold to hope that America will change. If all nations were to adopt the American example and develop like America, nature will destroy us all. It doesn’t matter if God created nature or it just evolved from nothing, we and nature will be destroyed. Yes, all those who voted for Obama knows that we all need to change before it is too late. “--for our efforts to control climate change, but also acknowledge that if China and India, with their populations, had the same energy usage as the average American, then we would have all melted by now.” Barack Obama.


The Bottom Line

Was Jesus joking when he said, “Therefore you shall be perfect, just as your father in heaven is perfect.” Jesus Christ. Matt.5.48 We have had many people say to us that, ‘If the world and all the people were perfect, the world and the people would be very boring. If the world was like the garden of Eden and the people were like Jesus and Buddha it would be boring as hell.’ If we have never been perfect how do we know that life would be boring if we were perfect? Is life interesting because we deceive each other? Is life interesting because some of us have more than others? Is it interesting to watch people starve to death? Is life interesting because we are not perfect? Why then do we call people who have been very interesting like, Mr. Bernard Madoff and Mr. Adolf Hitler criminals? How boring would the world be without such brilliant and interesting gentlemen like Osama Bin Landen? So the bottom line is,

From the Preface:

A mind without love is blind in the heart, and the blind leads the blind. We have become lame for we have all fallen for we are all blind. If the blind will to see, the lame will walk and the dead will rise. Everything in moderation is good, but anything in botheration is bitter. If loving is a botheration, life will be poisoned and life will be transient. So let there be no botheration or moderation in your loving. For loving is life, and life will be sweet and life will be infinite.

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