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The No-Mind or Steps Into Trust
Once again, internal reality is so different, so shifted, as to be distinctly changed, so I am, once again, exploring the newness. This is getting to be a habit, of late, and it just boggles the mind. These changes are so complete, so vast, that the mind wants to say it is just not possible...but that’s okay; I don’t listen to it.
Love, love is more distinctly present, now. I guess the reality is more that I am now more aware of the Love that has been distinctly present, all along, but be that as it may, this, as newness, is how it seems to me.
No, I’d rather explore and investigate, thank you very much. Ahhhh. I sense crystal,
rainbow colors, gently present, just beyond reach of sight, of physical sight...but somehow I seem them; with inner sight, I guess. Clairvoyance does appear to be budding for me. There have been many little signs of it. I am glad.
longer have any need of listing the litany of signs or proofs of these things, such things, maybe any things. Those things are so unimportant, so inconsequential, now, in the scheme of things. They have somehow lost much or most of their previous importance...which was not great, after all, but was at least present, lol.
Thus, I guess, the outer
world becomes less significant, fades into unimportance, next to the enlivening of this new and vast inner world I am learning, even now, to occupy. Ah, I am so very gifted, and I am grateful. Not gifted beyond any other being or aspect of life, mind you; God plays no favorites, truly, for all is equally present, equally available to every aspect and being of life.
Thus, I claim no
personal specialness beyond the intensely special reality available to the one; to one and all. I say this not for myself, for I’ve no need to hear it, but for those who are where I was such a very short time ago, those who are listening, still, from the various levels of mind, for it is mind that will misinterpret, that will mix-up the message, in thinking that it understands it. Mind doesn’t understand. That is so basic, but can also be so very hard to accept, even impossible to accept, from within the realm, the domain of mind. Mind is threatened by this. It is fearful of losing its dominion, its control over the life.
it thinks that everything relies on it, that it must be perfect and right and in control. That is quite a strain, quite a burden to bear for the mind, and also a misuse and abuse of mind, for it was never designed to play such a role. Mind is a better tool than a master. People do not realize that they are enslaved to mind, and thus to that which can manipulate and control it. And we are outclassed, there, by those alien races who have a far better grasp on their history and the reality of their multidimensionality. These, while easily able to best us, on the playing field of mind, and frankly dance holographic rings around
us, there, are yet unable to stand before us in the face of heart. While humanity still dances the dance of polarity, of viewing things as either good or evil, light or dark, they will misunderstand much, for that is to remain encapsulated in the duality and polarity of the 3D realm. Yet, we are far vaster and greater beings than that, who occupy far more expansive regions of awareness, far and away beyond the confines of this physical realm. When will we learn, though, that to be it, you must see it? When will we get over our fear sufficiently to open our tightly shut spiritual eyes, and gaze, trustingly, on the vaster reality?
No, there is no
need to trust in the outer reality. Trust is more wisely vested within, and as we relax into it, and place it there, slowly or fast, we begin to see that the outer reality is no reality at all; that the inner reality is everything. This must be seen from the level of heart, of course; it is not visible, in any way, to mind absent heart. The two can work together, but not until heart takes back the reins of control, and is released from mind’s domination of the scene. I am marveling over something, just now. As I look back, I see the radical change that has occurred in my life since first discovering the concept of the no-mind, the emptiness, and the surrender of thus letting go. This has been no instant transition, yet it has been a magical one, with many surprising, always surprising twists and turns just not possible to anticipate. Thus, is trust involved in a certain letting go, a relaxing into it.
I see, now, what
an entirely different creature I am, since entering into and welcoming the no-mind into my world, or since being welcomed into the no-mind. It is a strange realm, for sure, especially while we yet retain the many hooks, holds, and ties of mind upon our awareness. We first venture into this emptiness while not yet empty, and so it is a bit like walking between the worlds.
the vastness, or the emptiness, in the opening vistas, ahead, yet we retain the mind chatter that must comment on all of it, that still tries to judge every experience, as if it could, as if it should be somehow categorized and filed away. Ha! Poor mind. Little does it know what lies ahead, and it is well that it does not, for it would likely not venture there, if it did.
Slowly, we begin
to see the vast and wise design present behind everything we touch or encounter. Slowly, different patterns begin to appear to our sight as we let go of our fear enough to begin to explore differing and radically different perspectives. As we do this, only then do we begin to get a better look at our fear, at the tight grasp with which we’ve held on to our one version, our view of reality.
It’s funny, and notable, how we don’t
begin to see our inner fears until we first begin to let them go. No, there is no logic, no sense in this, but that does not matter one whit. We have been far too attached to logic, and to the left brain for quite some time, now. It is time to loosen up, to let go of a bit of the fear that keeps us locked in there. That is, by far, not the only perspective, the only way to view reality.
been taught wrong. Our heads have been filled with mostly just a bunch of garbage, but that’s okay. We begin to see this, too, as part of the pattern, part of the
bigger plan or structure that we’ve been unable to see, thus far. We begin to see it, now, because we begin to emerge from the limited space we chose to occupy for so very long. My God, it’s amazing! How small and cramped was my space, before. I can hardly believe I was willing to inhabit that. Honestly! It’s a wow. Nor is my experience so very different from that so many others are having, today. Awakenings of various sorts are happening right, left, and center of us all. As the solar and cosmic energies rise in frequency and intensity, all are expanding up and out of our narrow room...thank God! It’s about time we were rescued. This will be the extent of it, the divine rescue, though. People are in a sad and sorry state, to believe that they are going to be rescued from the world and its happenings anytime soon...or ever. That is just not how things work, and this is a major misunderstanding that we’ve been fed from just about every side, in our current culture. You’ve got to wonder why it is they want us sitting back, not thinking we have to do anything or change anything, because we’re going to be rescued from it all. So, no matter how bad it gets, if we hold that belief, we don’t try to change it, because we don’t think we have to. Some savior is going to come down and rescue us, or ETs are going to arrive, just in the nick of time, and take us off the crumbling planet.
My God, what a
travesty of a belief! What horrible destruction this both allows and even feeds, for non-action is a vote, too, is an active decision. We just don’t realize it; we haven’t been trained to see it. We’ve actually been practically coerced to view things any way but this one, the one where we begin to take responsibility for both our self and for our planet, our world.
Even the animals
don’t foul their own burrows and dens, their nests. We could take a lesson from that. Still, no type of self-condemnation is going to fix anything, either. Oh yes, the dark force would love to get us into that vibe, as well, for it is just about as destructive as the doing nothing state. No, blame of any kind has to go, for it is nonsense, and ridiculous. It takes a while to see this, though, so one first has to take some steps in faith, to get the ball rolling. Love is the key, of course; love of self and love of others, love of all that is. There can be no favored sons, no special ones. We can’t love those of light more than we love those temporarily blinded by their ignorance. Let us take our cue from the sun, who shines on both the just and the unjust, alike, and play no favorites.
Yes, to the mind this seems
impossible; and it is. That’s okay, though, for it is not the mind that will do this, but the heart. There is no salvation of any kind to be found in the level or realm of mind. Each one will have to prove that for herself, but I state it with both power and authority. Read the vibe there, and at least investigate, and explore. Check out the possibilities. Mind is not the way, not the answer.
The really cool thing about it is that we do not
have to grow and develop into anything. We do not have to try to do or learn anything. We do not even have to understand anything,
really. This perfectly all-embracing love already exists, whole and complete, within. Jesus really knew something, when he said, “The kingdom is within you.” We could check it out, experientially, instead of just reading about it. It is a very real “Place.” to uncover the truth. It already exists, full and complete. Our job is just to find it, to remember it. Well, “Just” is probably not the best word, but it’s an easier job that thinking we have to create it, from scratch, lol; which is what the mental mind would have us believe. Yuck!
Yeah, like the spiritual leaders and Masters have said, all down through the aeons, all we have to do is So, that’s what I am finding, in this magical realm that is my seemingly ever-new reality, or experience of life. I am finding such peace, such love and beauty, both within and without, that is wholly
inexpressible...or so it seems, it is so awesome.
job is also to communicate, so onward, ho! I march, straight into the teeth of the impossible...and with gusto, no less! What the heck! It’s magic, man. Literally anything is possible, here. Come and join me. I dare ya. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Got side-tracked, there, for a bit. I see the change, now, the major change that has taken place. No, I am not saying it took place overnight, but I am only now seeing it, anyway. It is a change of heart, an entering in to trust. I am more solidly living from heart space, now, and that is allowing much to morph and change. As I look back, to where I was before entering into the dance with the nomind, and eventually entering that space more fully, I realize that I don’t have much in common with that person, any more. The change has been so radical and so swift as to be a bit stunning, when viewed this way.
What is that like? Then, when I look at myself as more
at home in the no-mind, or in that general space, now, I see a change that’s taken place, that I did’t even notice before, either. I see that I originally entered into it not very trustingly, at all. I was suspicious, for it seemed strange, and very odd. Yet I was willing to give it a try, for it seemed the next logical step. the no-mind experience, and see it, not as a destination, as I had thought, but rather as a stage, a transitional space, or nospace that was so necessary, else I couldn’t have this mastery over fear, now. They somehow go together, the no-mind and fearlessness, or the ability to be fearless.
Now from whatever space I am occupying, here, I look back upon
Don’t listen to closely to these words, for words cannot contain truth. As Eckhart says, they are just pointers, just indicators of something greater, by far. They are the fragrance, not the feast. So, don’t nit-pick my words, for that is mind, playing, and I don’t care to waste my time that way. Back to what I’m seeing. I’m seeing now that I did not enter in to no-mind with any level of trust. That was something I had to learn, for as one steps off into that nothingness, one’s fears naturally arise. One must eventually step forward, anyway, in spite of them, and so one begins a basic course of the mastery of one’s internal fear-scape.
You don’t really realize it at the time, of course, for you are just taking what appears as the next, logical step...well, not necessarily logical, for you are learning to let go of a high regard for logic, and for things that make sense. This is all woven into the dance you’re doing, though, in subtle and not so subtle ways you cannot yet see. You just have a feel for what’s right, what to do or not do, next, and you go with that. That’s what works.
Then, as you begin to find yourself more
and more occupying this space where mind is not so heavily relied upon, where it is even ignored, at times, and then more often, you begin to lighten up, to relax, within. You don’t necessarily notice this, yet, however, but it’s happening.
It can’t help but happen, if you’ve set
your intent to make friends with the no-mind. Courage begins to arise, but you don’t recognize that as yourself, yet; you don’t even really notice it, and would be surprised to have it pointed out. You are still too much in mind to see clearly, at all...but you are changing. At some point it becomes fun, like a game, and you realize you’ve shed most of your cares and concerns. You’ve been so frequently surprised by greeting things that used to matter so much, and finding it difficult to even care about them at all, that you’ve given in to the changes, you’ve let go of the need to make sense of it. You really begin to go with the flow. This may even be your first experience of flow. stand taller, somehow; maybe even physically. You have more energy, too. You don’t yet know where it came from, but you can’t help but notice it. With hindsight, I can now say that it’s energy that was all locked up in fear and stiffness, that is now released. This can get really amazing, at times, for it’s more than just that, of course, but that is part of it, it seems.
You begin to You may find yourself more
generous, too, as you find you just don’t care so much about physical things anymore. Sure, certain things retain a real sense of specialness, but they may be entirely new things, in addition to your special ones from before. Much that you really cared about, however, or really thought you cared about, is more or less meaningless to you now. This can be disconcerting, for sure.
is complicated for those who don’t live alone, of course, due to the constant interactions with family, friends, or lovers. You are changing so fast, now, that it is hard for them to keep up with you. They, being still firmly ensconced in mind, will try to label you, but their labels will have to keep changing, like you do. This will likely confuse them, and also cause a good bit of finger-pointing, of blaming.
Yet, somehow this, too, is okay. It is alright, as it is just
part of the dance, of the change of you into you-don’t-know-what. Nor do I say that I know what I’m changing into, either, so do’t think that is ahead for you, that you will somehow morph into this all-knowing, clairvoyant, telepathic being, come down from heaven to rescue the world, rofl. Oh, no! Know nothing means pretty much just that, so don’t expect anything at all, and certainly not to know what’s ahead.
I go painting this map for you. What a hoot! Oh well, it is what it is, and I
don’t propose to know what’s going on, so...to continue...
You’re really getting into this nothing-is-as-important-as-I-thought-it-was-before
space, now, making friends with the no-mind. It is changing you on some really deep levels.
Of course, this is just
one way to look at it. Before it is done you will have seen it from many different perspectives, each one surprising, so you might as well begin to enjoy yourself. Another way to see it is as your Higher Self taking over, now finally being empowered by your willingness to let go and surrender your tight grip, your choke-hold on mind.
mind gets out of the way, that’s when the change can REALLY begin to happen. Yeah, I see that, now. Until we get out of mind, and free ourself from the many layers and levels of control it has on our life, our awareness, our feelings, our everything...until then, we are largely blinded to the greater reality, because mind is not willing to go there. It is too frightening to it.
But anyway...Now, as
I look back (at just the last few months, lol), I see that I entered the nomind quite hesitatingly. I required the assurance that kept popping up, everywhere, in the strangest ways, to see that I was on the right path. It kept appearing, however, and I won’t even begin to try to explain that. It will be quite different for everyone, anyway, so my experience of it does not really matter.
within the silence, the emptiness of non-reliance on mind, I completed, or began to complete the disidentifiation from mind. That’s what made the once important things around me lose all seeming importance. That’s what helped change wants and desires into gentle preferences, which are not offended, regardless. Here, a favorite motto illustrates something important: “It is just as harmful to take offense as it is to give offense.”
does that have to do with the subject? I don’t yet see, but regardless, I’ll go on. So often these things fall into place later one. Besides, it does not hurt to just move on; to let go of the need to make sense. It just doesn’t matter. It either will or it won’t, and it is just so supremely unimportant. Ha! What a nice space to be in. I highly recommend it, lol. As this dis-identification from mind progressed, I began to find it easier to occupy heart space. I began to find real bliss, and real sensations I can only call Love, therein. Besides, as we enter the no-mind our fears are sure to crop up, and since I had set my intent to immediately drop into heart whenever any fear arrived, that helped.
There were/are times when I find myself positively
drunk on Light and Love, so warmly held in the divine embrace. I won’t try to put words to these, but they became more frequent.
This was when I could begin to take
some steps out in trust. I had so given up my concept of God that I felt rudderless, there for a while. Guess I still do, kinda, but its different. Geez, that was totally clear, wasn’t it, as in not. So how do I say this? Love doesn’t make good sense, you see. This is no kind of human love, either. We just don’t have anything to compare it to, here in 3D. It just has to be experienced to be believed and understood-heart understood, not mind understood.
Anyway, think I need to ground
myself with a meal. It’s getting a little hazy, here, when it was so clear, before. I know the gist of it is that I now begin to know what it’s like to live from trust, but those words so don’t convey it, so I’ll come back, later, to get back in the flow, and take you there.
The new internal landscape; Love more distinct, more present. No personal specialness. Everything available to all. How mind misinterprets, feels threatened of losing its dominion, control. Mind as better tool than master. People enslaved to mind; therefore to whatever can control, manipulate mind. Alien races can dance holographic rings around mind, but they are stumped, unable to stand before heart. The dance of polarity/duality, and how we are far vaster beings than that...but...to BE it, you must SEE it, first. Fear keeps our spiritual eyes tightly shut. Not to trust outer reality, but to trust heart. Heart taking dominion back from mind. Radical change in this life since finding the no-mind. Surprising twists and turns, taking me to entirely different space. The transition from mind to no-mind; walking between the worlds. The vast and wise design behind everything begins to appear. Exploring radically different perspectives. Fear arises. Getting a better look at fear. Our over-attachment to logic, left brain. How we've been taught wrong; education mostly garbage, but that's okay. Just part of the pattern, the bigger picture. My amazement as I realize how small, cramped was my space, before. Wow! How I'm not alone in going thru these changes. Solar and cosmic rays, frequencies rising, intensifying, causing expansion up out of our narrow rooms. People waiting to be rescued; that as major misunderstanding of how things work. Taking responsibility for each life, for our world, not waiting for anyone else to come and fix things, to come and rescue us. No avatar, no ET will come to rescue us. We are the answer to our prayers. Love is the key; love of ALL life, even those lost in ignorance...all life. Love, not mind, is the way. How that love is already fully and completely present, within. Uncover truth. My job to communicate, even the impossible. Words cannot contain truth. Seeing the major change as morphing into trust. How no-mind and fearlessness go together. Dealing with the internal fear-scape.
How change is happening, even though we don't notice it, yet. We lighten up, relax, shed cares; courage arises. More energy results. You stand taller, are more generous. How we don't know what we're morphing into. Holding no expectations. Higher Self taking over. Different perspectives, each surprising. Change REALLY begins once mind gets out of the way. We conquer fear. Serendipities, assurances arise in the strangest ways. Easier to occupy heart space.
Fears continue to crop up. The divine embrace. Giving up one's concept around 'God. Getting drunk on Light and Love. Living from trust. Understanding as function of heart, not mind.
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