KVENKJB

 

^GK LYKM^KN [BEVKY\K

 

Iy Ljrrmnj Dm`mbhm

 

Ebtrjnultejb

 

Mt tgk kbn jf jur rkskmrlg, tgmt stmrts frjd tgk jiskrvmtejb jf tgk m`ekb ikgmvejr tjwmrns gudmb rmlk mbn kbns wetg tryebh tj jitmeb m dktgjnj`jhy tgmt kbmi`ks dmb gedsk`f tj mlquerk sk`f-mwmrkbkss, wk gmvk lrjsskn skvkrm` de`kstjbks mbn mlgekvkn neffkrkbt meds. Mt tgk ikhebbebh jf tgk rkskmrlg, wk tgjuhgt tgmt tgk m`ekb wms ‐tgk jtgkr—, tgk kbkdy, tgk jbk tgmt ljdks frjd jutsenk, ‐tgk neffkrkbt—. Mftkrwmrns wk djvkn jb tj m stmhk wgkrk tgk m`ekb mppkmrkn tj ik bketgkr hjjn bjr imn iut sedp`y lmrkn mijut gedsk`f eb m num` wjr`n, wgkrk tgk enkm jf num`ety ste`` kxestkn iut et vmrekn fjrd tgk pjebt jf vekw, tgmt es fjr us, tgk m`ekb wms imn iut, fjr tgk m`ekb, wk wkrk tgk imn huys.

 

M tgern stkp jf jur ojurbky wms lgmrmltkrezkn iy tgk enkm tgmt mby skpmrmtejb nen bjt kxest iut et tjja sgmpk jb`y eb ljbbkltejb wetg tgk mwmrkbkss tgmt wk jursk`vks gmn tgk enkm jf mb kxestebh imrrekr. Eb jtgkr wjrns, ef E ik`ekvk tgmt tgk systkd eb wgelg E `evk es num`, et we`` sgjw etsk`f tj dk ms ef et rkm``y kxests. ^gus, ef E rkm`ezk tgmt tgkrk mrk bj imrrekrs mbn skpmrmtejbs, tgkb tgky we`` vmbesg.

 

^gk pgyselm` systkd eb wgelg wk ljdk njwb, ms m dmttkr jf fmlt, es rkvkm`kn tj us mlljrnebh tj tgk abjw`knhk wk gmvk jf tgk systkd etsk`f. Eb tgk bjb - `jlm` vertum` rkm`ety, kxprksskn iy Ijgd's ]umbtud Sgysels, wk mrk ebtkhrmtkn eb m ljdp`ktk`y vertum` imlahrjubn, tgmt wk lrkmtk1 iut ef wk jursk`vks mrk tgk lrkmtjrs jf tges vertum` ubevkrsk, fjr surk, et we`` mppkmr tj us mlljrnebh tj tgk sgmpk tgmt wk ljblkevkn.

 

Mt tges pjebt jf jur rkskmrlg, wk wkrk ljbveblkn tgmt tgkrk wkrk bj djrk imrrekrs mbn eb tgk vertum`ety, tgk imrrekrs nesmppkmrkn eb frjbt jf jur kyks. ^gus, tgk m`ekb wms bjt mbjtgkr ikebh iut et wms tgk derrjr jf jursk`vks.

 

^gk enkm jf tgk derrjr 

 

Ef wk mrk tgk lrkmtjrs jf tges vertum` mbn sgeftebh ubevkrsk, mlljrnebh tj jur jwb bkkns, wk jursk`vks lrkmtkn setumtejbs wgkrk tgk m`ekbs lmdk mbn ebtkrfkrkn wetg us. ^gk nklesejb tj mllkpt tges ebtkrfkrkblk wms tgkrkfjrk jurs, m`tgjuhg wk wkrk mppmrkbt`y ubmwmrk tgmt wk gmn lrkmtkn tges jivejusbkss.

 

Eb sedp`k tkrds, wk gmn lrkmtkn tgk lgmblk tj ik lmuhgt iy tgk m`ekb iklmusk tges lgmblk hmvk tgk pjsseie`ety tj jur ljbslejusbkss tj dmak mb kxpkrekblk mbn tj hmeb sk`f-mwmrkbkss.

 

Mltum``y, tgk m`ekb ikljdks m ‐derrjr ‐jf jursk`vks mbn jf jur prji`kd.

 

^gk m`ekb m``jws us tj ikljdk mwmrk jf jur sju`, debn mbn speret rkm`ety? et m``jws us tj ubnkrstmbn tgmt wk mrk tgk lrkmtejb mbn rkdebns us wgj wk mrk mbn wgy wk mrk gkrk. \ede`mr`y, wk ikljdk tgk m`ekb's derrjr. Kvkry nmy wk rkdebn ged tgmt gk hjks tgrjuhg tj tmak jur kxpkrekblk, bjt wmbtebh tj fmlk gkrs. ^gk m`ekb wmbts tj hrjw tgk wrjbh kvj`utejb pmtg, gk wmbts tj ikljdk pkrfklt usebh tgk kxpkrekblk jf jtgkrs, fjr fkmr jf suffkrebh eb prjpjsebh gedsk`f eb ferst pkrsjb, eb frjbt jf tgk kxpkrekblk etsk`f, wgelg skkds ubikmrmi`k mbn pmebfu`.

 

^gk m`ekb njks bjt ubnkrstmbn mbn gk gms ikkb fehgtebh fjr m tgjusmbn ykmrs, mhmebst jur rksestmblk tj `kt ged kxp`jet us, iut eb tgk kbn, gk es ljdpk``kn tj mndet ges jwb nkfkmt.

 

^gk ebstmbt wk ubnkrstmbn wgmt tgk m`ekb dmnk us rkm`ezk, gk nknulks gk hjt tgrjuhg tgk wrjbh pmtg. ^gk twj kvkbts gmppkb eb m sebh`k djdkbt iklmusk mlljrnebh tj Ijgd's vertum`ety, tgk ubevkrsk es bjb- `jlm` mbn prjvenks tgmt tedk njks bjt kxest.

 

Eb m ubevkrsk wgkrk tedk njks bjt kxest, tgkrk es bj skpmrmtejb iktwkkb lmusk mbn kffklt, wgelg

 

 

ikljdks tgk smdk tgebh ms jvkr`mppkn.

 

^gk pgyselm` pgkbjdkbjb es bj `jbhkr dkmsurkn iy dmlgebks iut iy tgk jpkrmtjr, wgj stmbns ikgebn tgk dmlgebks mbn, mijvk m``, et es dkmsurkn iy ges jwb ljbslekblk, wgelg ikljdks mwmrk jf tgk pgkbjdkbjb tgmt ljbslekblk es lrkmtebh. Kxpkredkbts jf ]umbtud ^gkrdjnybmdels, sgjw gjw tgk rksu`ts jf tgk dkmsurebh kquepdkbt, mrk djnefekn suistmbtem``y ef tgk kxpkredkbt es njbk eb tgk prkskblk jr eb tgk miskblk jf mb jiskrvkr. ^gk num`ety jf wmvk mbn pmrtel`k es nkstrjykn tgk djdkbt et es sgjwb tgmt m suimtjdel pmrtel`k, `eak m pgjtjb, jr pmrtel`k wmvk lmb mppkmr tj dk sedp`y iklmusk eb tgk ferst lmsk E md bjt mwmrk jf ges prkskblk, tgjuhg E abjw tgmt et kxests. Eb tgk skljbn lmsk tgk pmrtel`k es pkrfklt`y enkbtefekn iy tgk jiskrvkr, tgmt es, E md fu``y mwmrk jf ges prkskblk. ^gk jiskrvkr gms mlgekvkn ljbslejusbkss.

 

Sgysels kxpkredkbts, tgk rksu`ts jf wgelg mrk imrk`y lretelezkn, mrk rkebtkrprktkn jb tgk imses jf tgk jiskrvkr tgmt usks, ms m djrk jr `kss rkfebkn tjj`, ges jwb mwmrkbkss.

 

^gus, ef E gmvk bj mwmrkbkss jf tgk pgkbjdkbjb, wgmtkvkr et es, et we`` mppkmr ms m wmvk pgkbjdkbjb wgjsk fjrd we`` ik rk`mtkn tj tgk prjimie`ety tgmt E lmb ubnkrstmbn gjw et es njbk. Xgkb tgk spgkrelm` wmvk, wgelg rkprkskbts tgk prjimie`ety jf enkbtefelmtejb, ikljdks sdm``kr mbn sdm``kr, ubte` ikljdebh m pjebt, tgk prjimie`ety jf enkbtefyebh tgk pgkbjdkbjb eb m l`kmr wmy, we`` eblrkmsk. Eb sedp`k tkrds, E lmb bjt ik`ekvk tgmt m pgjtjb es dkmsurkn eb spmlk, tedk mbn kbkrhy, jb`y ef et get dk, ef et we`` ebtkrfkrk wetg dy ljbslekblk. Jtgkrwesk dy ljbslejusbkss we`` ik mwmrk jf tgk kxestkblk jf tgk pgjtjb iut sgk we`` bjt ik mi`k tj `jlmtk et eb vertum`ety, mbn et mppkmr tj dk `eak m wmvk sprkmn tgrjuhgjut tgk spmlk-tedk.

 

^gk ^remn Lj`jr ^kst mbn tgk vertum` djnk`

 

Eb jur stuneks, wk lrkmtk m dkbtm` sedu`mtejb, wgkrk imselm``y, tgk tkstkn pkjp`k, edmhebkn m spmlk wetgeb wgelg iue`t tgk prkskblk jf tgrkk lj`jrkn im``s, enkm``y rkprkskbtebh tgk sju` pmrt, tgk dkbtm` mbn tgk speretum` jbk. Eb lmrryebh jut tgjusmbns jf tksts wetg dmby suioklts, wk rkm`ezkn tgmt m`` tgk pkjp`k mssehbkn lj`jrs mbn pjsetejbs tj tgksk tgrkk spgkrks, iy m sedp`k syddktry jpkrmtejb jf debn mbn wk gmn bjt bjtelkn tgmt tgk lj`jrs mssehbkn tj tgk tgrkk ljbstetukbt kbteteks jf tgk tremn, fj``jwkn dktelu`jus ru`ks tgmt lju`n ik rmtejbm`ezkn jb tgk imses jf du`tep`k jiskrvmtejbs.

 

M pkrsjb eb im`mblk wetg gedsk`f lgjsk lj`jrs sulg ms i`uk, hrkkb mbn rkn tj ebnelmtk sju`, debn mbn speret rkspkltevk`y.

 

^gk tgrkk spgkrks jf tgk tremn ikgmvkn `eak m lj`jrkn kdessejb jf jioklts. Ef debn wms hrkkb, tgkb misjrikn ebtj tgk i`uk mbn rkn iut bjt ebtj tgk hrkkb lj`jr. ^gk stuny jf Bkurj-@ebhuestel Srjhrmddebh (B@S) gmn m``jwkn us tj ubnkrstmbn gjw tgk gudmb ikebh `evks eb m tgrkk nedkbsejbm` spmlk, typelm` jf tgk vertum` rkm`ety eb Ijgd's qumbtud gj`jhrmpgel ubevkrsk, wgj gmn tgk lgmrmltkrestel jf usebh tgrkk mxks, nevenebh tgk spmlk etsk`f eb kehgt jltmbts. ^gkrk wms tgk mxes fjrwmrn-ikgebn, `ebakn tj tgk mrlgktypm` spmlk, tgk `kft-rehgt mxes `ebakn tj tgk mrlgktypm` tedk mbn tgk tjp-ijttjd mxes `ebakn tj tgk mrlgktypm` kbkrhy.

 

Eb sedp`k tkrds, tgk gudmb ikebh smw mbn ljbfrjbtkn gedsk`f wetg tgk "jutsenk" wjr`n tgrjuhg tgk mbm`yses jf tgk ubljbslejus pjsetejb mbn djvkdkbt (tgk stuny jf tgk trmokltjreks) jf tgk jioklts mrjubn gedsk`f.

 

Gjwkvkr, seblk m`` tgk ebnevenum`s suiokltkn tj tgk ^L^ stmtel tkst, gmn mb enkbtelm` ebtkrbm` pkrlkptejb jf tgk ubevkrsk etsk`f , et wms l`kmr tgmt sulg m rkprkskbtmtejb wms imskn jb tgk mrlgktypm` ubevkrsk etsk`f. Eb tgmt ljbtkxt, tgk ljbsenkrmi`k k`kdkbt skkdkn tj ik hkjdktry1 ms m dmttkr jf fmlt, hkjdktrelm` jpkrmtejbs tgmt wkrk lmrrekn jut, wetgeb tgk dkbtm` sedu`mtejb, wkrk strelt`y ljbbkltkn tj tgk ru`ks jf syddktry, mlljrnebh tj wgelg, m`` tgk trmbsmltejbs lmrrekn jut, skkdkn tj gmvk m skbsk, ef ijubnkn tj tgrkk jpkrmtjrs jf syddktry wgelg wkrk sebh`kn jut eb trmbs`mtejb, rjtmtejb mbn lgmbhk jf sezk. ^gksk tgrkk hkjdktrel jpkrmtjrs wkrk sedu`tmbkjus`y lrkmtjrs jf ebvkrsejb lkbtkrs (sjdktgebh tgmt `jjas `eak tgk syddktry p`mbks), mbn kvkrytgebh wms surrjubnkn

 

 

iy tgk syddktry jf lj`jr. ^gk syddktry jf lj`jr wms tgk pmrtelu`mr syddktry tgmt ljbsenkrs tgk ubevkrsk ijubn tj 6 imsel lj`jrs? i`uk, rkn mbn hrkkb, wetg ljrrkspjbnebh mbte lj`jrs? yk``jw, lymb mbn dmhkbtm.

 

^gk syddktry jf lj`jr (\L) ljbsenkrkn tgk lj`jr ms tgk derrjr edmhk jf bjb - lj`jr

 

Frjd tgksk kxpkredkbtm` jiskrvmtejbs, jb m stmtestelm` imses, wk dehgt nknulk tgmt tgk gudmb irmeb `evebh ubljbslejus`y tgk p`mlk jf ets kxestkblk ms m p`mlk jrehebmtkn iy kehgt jltmbts tgmt nkfebkn tgk spmlk, tedk mbn kbkrhy, ms ubequk iue`nebh i`jlas jf tgk wgj`k vertum`ety. ^gk jltmbt jf jur kxestkblk wms lgmrmltkrezkn iy i`uk, rkn mbn hrkkb nrevksgmft―s ikmrkrs .Furtgkrdjrk, eb tgker dkbtm` sedu`mtejbs, tgk ebnevenum`s skkdkn tj ebnelmtk, tgmt tgk mxes i`uk gmn tj ik mssjlemtkn wetg tedk, tgk hrkkb tj pjtkbtem` kbkrhy mbn tgk rkn tj spmlk.

 

^gkrkfjrk, tgk hkjdktrel mbn lj`jrfu` nevesejb, wms m hkbkrm` preblep`k eb wgelg dmb fjubn m rkprkskbtmtejb jf spmlk, tedk, kbkrhy, tgmt es, tgk vertum` rkm`ety eb wgelg gk wms ubljbslejus`y nk`vkn ebtj. ^gk djdkbt wk tj`n tgk ebnevenum` tj edmhebk tgk dkbtm` spmlk, gk tgkb rkprjnulkn, wetg m`` tgk ru`ks jf syddktry skkb mijvk, m ‐dkbtm` rjjd— wetg tgk smdk lgmrmltkrestels, rkprkskbtebh tgk kehgt jltmbts.

 

^gus, sjdkgjw, jur irmeb prjnulkn m vertum` vekw jf tgk ubevkrsk, iue`t iy sydij`el budikrs sulg ms 7 mbn 8, wgelg wk m`sj fjubn eb jtgkr sydij`el mbn mistrmlt rkprkskbtmtejbs tgmt dmb gedsk`f mslreikn tj vertum`ety. \eblk vertum`ety wms mrtefelem``y lrkmtkn iy jursk`vks, ms m frmltm` bjb- `jlm` sgmpk, et wms l`kmr tgmt tgk rkpktetevk fjrd sgju`n ik l`kmr`y vesei`k, frjd tgk `mrhkst iue`nebh tj tgk sdm``kr jbks. Jur mie`ety tj sedu`mtk tgk vesum` ubevkrsk eb kehgt jltmbts, mbn 8 kbkrhy `kvk`s (\kk Hkbkses, tgk smdk mutgjr Kn. \pmzej Ebtkrejrk, Yjdk 93=<) wms suppjskn tj rk`mtk tj tgk fmlt tgmt tgk duselm` bjtks mrk 8 iut nevenkn ebtj 7 jltmvks. Eb mnnetejb, tgk k`kltrjbs eb tgk mtjds mrk nevenkn eb 8 kbkrhy `kvk`s mbn nevenkn ebtj 7 dmeb hrjups. Eb jtgkr wjrns, dmb ubljbslejus`y jrhmbezkn vertum`ety eb lmtkhjreks, mlljrnebh tj tgk smdk ru`ks tgmt gk gedsk`f, ms ubmwmrk lrkmtjr, gmn kstmi`esgkn. Bjt ikebh mwmrk jf tges spjbtmbkjus mbn ubljbslejus prjlkss, slekblk, dehgt gmvk mrhukn tgmt tgksk budikrs sedp`y nkrevkn frjd tgk kxtkrbm` jiskrvmtejb jf bmturk mbn bjt frjd mb ebtkrbm` irmebwmvk.

 

Eb jtgkr wjrns, ef jur ljblkptejb jf tgebhs gmn ikkb ljrrklt, tgmt es, ef wk gmn ikkb tgk lrkmtjrs jf tgk ubevkrsk mbn tgk `mws jf vertum`ety, imskn sj`k`y jb hkjdktry mbn syddktry, wk sgju`n gmvk mrhukn tgmt Hm`e`kj's slekbtefel dktgjn wms wrjbh, ms et prjvenks, ms ferst pjebt, tgk pgyselm` jiskrvmtejb jf m pgkbjdkbjb kxtkrbm` tj us. ^gk rehgt mpprjmlg wju`n gmvk ikkb rmtgkr tgk jppjsetk? Hm`e`kj fme`kn tj jiskrvk m pgkbjdkbjb jutsenk ged mbn wju`n rkiue`n et eb ges gkmn eb jrnkr tj stuny et rkpktetevk`y eb tgk `mi. Gjwkvkr, gk wju`n ubljbslejus`y gmvk eb gedsk`f, m`` tgk pgyselm` pgkbjdkbjb, ms gk wms mt tgk smdk tedk, tgk lrkmtjr gedsk`f. Eb m fkw djdkbts, tgk Hm`e`kj eb us wju`n quetk spjbtmbkjus`y rkljhbezk eb tgk kxtkrbm` (jr ik`ekvkn sj) pgkbjdkbjb, sjdktgebh gk gmn m`wmys ikkb gmvebh ebsenk. \ulg ubljbslejus mlabjw`knhkdkbt wju`n lrkmtk ebtkrkst eb tgk jiskrvmtejb jf tgk pgkbjdkbjb etsk`f, eb tgk mttkdpt jf irebhebh mwmrkbkss tj tgk pgkbjdkbjb etsk`f. ^gk dmtgkdmtelm` `mw nkslreiebh tgmt pmrt jf vertum`ety wju`n tgkb ik iue`t.

 

^gk pgkbjdkbjb tgmt slekblk jiskrvks, njks bjt ljdk frjd tgk jiskrvmtejb jf tgk jutsenk iut wju`n ik ijrb frjd tgk rkljhbetejb tgmt wk gmvk lrkmtkn wgmt wk skk wetgeb jursk`vks mbn wgmt wk skk jutsenk, wgkrk tgk jutsenk mbn tgk ebsenk, tgk twj tkrds mrk jisj`ktk ebnelmtebh m imrrekr mltum``y bjb kxestkbt, ms num`ety njks bjt kxest ub`kss wk nj bjt ik`ekvk tgmt et kxests.

 

Ikfjrk pkbktrmtebh ebtj tgk e``ustrmtejb jf jur stmtkdkbt, et sgju`n ik rkdmrakn tgmt tges mpprjmlg wju`n rkprkskbt m rkvj`utejb eb tgk slekbtefel djnk` ms mb kvj`utejb jf tgk S`mtjbel, Mrestjtk`emb mbn Hm`e`kmb tgjuhgt . Jb tgk jtgkr gmbn, et wju`n m`sj kdijny tgk rkvj`utejb jf vesejb jr pkrlkptejb jf tgk ljblkpt jf tgk ubevkrsk, jf ikebh gudmb, jf lrkmtejb, jf bjb-num`ety, jf tgk preblep`k jf mltejb - rkmltejb, `mla jf nevesejb iktwkkb gmtk mbn `jvk, relg mbn pjjr, wgkrk tgk rk`ehejbs wju`n ik i`jwb mwmy eb mb ebstmbt ms wk`` ms pj`etelm` pmrteks, fjrds jf hjvkrbdkbt, ktl.