Hope you enjoy reading Edwards View Point of Breaking Dawn by Stephanie Meyer I tried to keep close to the

book and use as many phrases from the book to.

Chapter 1 New Car

Bella had just left my house to go home. I went over to my piano to play Esme’s favorite song and thinking about how bad luck all ways came at Bella ever since that first day. But now just in a few weeks she will be my bride and I will then have her for the rest of my life my other half, my soul, and my reason to be still alive. She was going home after a four day “sleepover” with Alice and Rose. They spent the whole time taking Bella shopping some where in America and they forced Bella to show off her new clothes. When I got back with Carlisle, Esme, Emmett, and Jasper. We went to Canada this time to go hunting. Bella Was finally getting use to her new car since her truck gave out on her she wasn’t happy at all when I told her I got to cars. She was steamed Jasper had come over to help calm her down before I could tell that the first car was a before car. And that I would return it after the wedding and that she would get the 2nd car the after car after the honey moon. She only wishes she could have her truck back but I tell her that her truck lived a long full life for a truck. When I got Bella’s new car a Mercedes Guardian Emmett was cracking jokes about how Bella would find a way to brake the bullet proof windows or dent the thickest and strongest body. Which with Bella anything is possible. When I was done playing Esme’s favorite song Alice and I talked to me about the wedding. Esme ways so happy that Bella and I were getting married. Emmett on the other hand just joking about the Wedding and me and Bella getting married ever since I told them. Rosalie was mad at me like any other time. Before Bella left I told her I would be coming over earlier then usual before Charlie got home today. I ran to the garage got in my Volvo and drove to her house she was home so I went in she was on the coach watching her favorite show. I went over to sit by her she turned the T.V. off and we talked when I heard Charlie’s cruiser I look down at Bella She was fidgeting in my arms I held her tighter and said to her “ Stop fidgeting, Bella. Please try to remember that you’re not confessing a murder here.” She looked up at me “Easy for you to say” I was listening to Charlie’s thoughts Oh great Cullens here Why is all ways around to bad he’s not gay then I wouldn’t to worry so much. Just then I heard the rattle of the key in the door man was he nuts right no the door is open god. He must be sparring time for some reason. I leaned down to Bella’s ear and whispered “Calm down, Bella” Her heart rate started accelerated even more and looses her breath for a second why did I have that much effect on her. Just then the Charlie walks in and slams the door shut. Bella flinched in my lap. “Hey Charlie” I said relaxed

“no” Bella said quickly under her breath. “What?” I whispered back “Wait till he hangs his gun up!” I chuckled and ran my hand throw my hair. Just then Charlie came around the corner gun and all. He looked at us in the loveseat. (oh loll loll ) why must they sit together why must I make Bella happy and put effort to like him after he left my girl in pain last year. “Hey, kids. What’s up?” “We’d like to talk to you,” I said, in my serene voice. “We have good news” Oh crap this can’t be happening why is Bella sweating so bad it’s like she scared to deaf what did he do to him I’m going to kill him “Good news?” Charlie said yah right “Have a seat, Dad” Bella said trying to be calm Charlie raised an eyebrow and stared at me then stomped to the recliner and sat down. After a bit of silence Bella said “Don’t get worked up, Dad” “everything is ok”

Yah sure then why is she sweating like crazy and why did Edward just grimace Why couldn’t Bella use the words stupendous, excellent, or more then great I thought to myself. “Sure it is, Bella, Sure it is. If everything is so great, then why are you sweating bullets?” “I’m not sweating” poor Bella I am going to have to teach her how to lie properly Bella leaned back from Charlie’s look, cringing to me and wiping the evidence away. Oh now it can’t be how could he do this to my girl my Bella “Your pregnant” he exploded reaching for his gun “You’re pregnant aren’t you?” Just then I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket I looked at the caller Id Alice I’ll call her later. I look up and saw Charlie glaring at me thinking of many reasons why to shot me now. Like that is what he needs to go into shock from seeing a bullet bounce off me with out a scratch. “No! Of course I’m not” she looked at me after she said that. Charlie’s glower loosened up a bite when he heard Bella say that and he believed it. “Oh Sorry” “Apology accepted”

I waited for Bella to Say something when she looked at me panic stricken I could tell should, couldn’t say anything so I Smiled at her and then squared my shoulders and turned to Charlie. “Charlie, I realize that I’ve gone about this out of order. Traditionally, I should have asked you first. I mean no disrespect, but Since Bella has already said yes and I don’t want to diminish her choice in the matter, instead of asking you for her hand, I’m asking you for your blessing. We’re getting married, Charlie. I love her more than anything in the world, more than my own life, and-by some miracle-she loves me that, way too. Will You give us Your Blessing?” I said in a calm voice. How could he ask her to marry him before asking me and does he think I’m going to give him a blessing after what he did just leaving her I can’t believe she for gave him for doing that and then marriage what is going to happen next a divorce right after then he leaves again yah right nut case. Man does he hold onto bad events. I looked at his face and noticed it was changing colors while Bella Held Her breath- fair to red, red to purple, purple to blue. Bella started to get up unsure of what she was going to do. I squeezed her hand and murmured to her “Give him a minute” so low that only she would hear. Then with a longer silence Charlie started getting his Color back and pursed his lips and eyebrows furrowed he was thinking hard how could he what should I do why didn’t he tell me earlier how long has his family known I wonder if they know what’s the rush can I shot him with Bella hear well hopefully this end up bad they do seem happy together. “Guess I’m not that surprised” he grumbled “knew I’d have to deal with something like this soon enough” “You sure about this?” He demanded, glaring at Bella “I’m one hundred percent sure about Edward,” she told with out hesitating at all “Getting married, though? What’s the rush?” he eyed Bella suspiciously again Bella looked like she was scarred and worried because she didn’t like to keep things from him but knew it was important to keep Charlie safe. “We’re going to Dartmouth together in the fall, Charlie,” I reminded him “ I’d Like to do that, well, the right way. It’s how I was raised” I shrugged. I didn’t exaggerate; we have been big on old-fashioned morals during World War 1. “ Knew this was Coming,” he muttered to himself, frowning. Then his face went smooth and blank Oh man is she going to get chewed out when she calls her mom she knows how her mom can be about this stuff over dramatic man it will be funny to hear what Ranee has to say about this hope I’m there.

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Chapter 8:

When we got the airport the whole family was there Bella ran straight to Rose. They hugged and then Rose got all protective. Bella still wasn’t doing better since we left Isle Esme she pucked most of the time on the plan well that and sleeping and eating. Bella’s assumption was right and won’t let us touch the “thing” inside of her she looks worse every hour it kills me to see her like that and jasper has to help with my emotions and Rose won’t let any one near Bella. I have been trying to convince Bella that we need to get that thing out right away and so have everyone especially Carlisle and Esme. We took her to the Hospital one day to get a look at the “thing’ inside of her and the tissue was too thick to see any thing. Carlisle was even sadder about not seeing what it was. Every day Jasper, Emmett, and Carlisle look for as many myths, legends, and anything else that said anything about this. They found very few things every day. Rosalie ticked me off even more every day with being so protective and not letting any one near Bella no matter what. Every one was shocked when all Bella wanted to eat was eggs. Her body temp. Changed frequently

from warm to cold or hot to freezing and it only last about a half hour. Bella kept loosing the nutrients in her body and Carlisle has been trying to get them back in her and hoping that she will keep it done because the only thing that she has seemed to keep down so far is eggs and eggs only so we are stoked full of eggs in the house. Carlisle has been trying to find ways to see what the “thing” is but what ever he thinks of Rose never lets him try it. What have Rosalie and Bella been talking about behind my back and how could they I have never left the room once I have stayed in the same room the whole time.

Chapter 9:

Oh shit someone is coming who could it be no one knows we are back we aren’t expecting any one. Crap it’s Jacob how does he know shit crap shit crap shit crap what are we going to do. “Carlisle” I called “Yes Edward, What is it?” Carlisle asked “Jacob is coming to see if Bella really is sick and that we have wolves out to get us all” “I’ll handle this son” he said in a calm matter than a few moments later we hear a nock on the door. Carlisle leaves the room to answer the door with the impatient Jacob out side. “Hello Jacob” Carlisle welcomed Jacob “How are you?” “I heard Bella made it back a live” Jacob said Oh great he does know we are back who told him who all knows this could be a big problem. “Er, Jacob, it’s not really the best time.” Carlisle seemed uncomfortable about this to “Could we do this later?” Great Jacob is going to kill us all today no wonder he came stupid wolf. “Why not?” Bella’s voice cracked asking me “Are we keeping secrets from Jacob, too? What’s the point?” she look at me with painfull eyes then said “Come in, please, Jacob,” she said more loudly.

Just then Rosalie was even closer to Bella. Man is she really pissing me of today. Edward I don’t think Bella can handle this? Carlisle thought. Well maybe she can she is the one that invited him in so hopefully she can. “Excuse me” Jacob sarcastically Every one had worrying thoughts in there head Rose just wanted him out of here and Carlisle was worrying about how this would impact Bella’s health. Jacob was looking uneasy and trying to plan fighting us he walked with his back to the wall the whole time he walked over to were we were sitting on the floor standing or sitting on the couch. Even though Jacob was here I didn’t care all I was thinking about and looking at was Bella and how this would effect her and to try and talk to Jacob away from Bella with out making a big deal of it and so that he won’t kill me right there on the spot. And how Bella wouldn’t let us take that thing out of here and hopefully Jacob will help out. All I was looking at when Jacob came in the room was Bella never taking my eyes off of her I did not want to hear anyone’s thoughts at the moment so I concentrated on Bella’s mind since I could not read hers. It was a good thing Bella was sitting on the floor cause right when he saw her he was in shock because she was sick and they were telling the truth. But he was also happy because I had brought her back alive. He was going through what Billy told Jacob about Bella from Charlie. Then Rose ticked me off more and went in my sight of Bella so I took that bit to look at Jacob good thing I did because Jacob looked sick him self. When I looked back over to Bella rose was giving her the basin so Bella could throw up in it every time she threw up it reminded me when we were back on Isle Esme and she told me she might be pregnant and I sat there shocked until I had the voice to talk. She was throwing up noisily into it and I couldn’t stand it any more so I fell to my knees by her side. I couldn’t stand the torture with what was inside of her killing her by the minute but I can’t think of that I have to be positive I have to look positive I front of her. I can’t add the stress and pressure to her. Then right in my face Rosalie put a hand out telling me not to move any more towards Bella or I will be sorry Λ Bella raised her head with a week smile to Jacob looking embarrassed “Sorry about that” She Whispered to him. I moaned she all ways put other people in front of her self no matter what I put my head slumped against her knees trying not to show how this tortured me and how it was tearing me a part. She put her hand on my face seeing how this was hurting me and didn’t say anything trying to make me feel better with her by my side her warm soothing hand on my face. While we were sitting there Jacob was walking slowly towards us and out of no where Rose hissed at him. Standing in his way he didn’t care and just walked right by her. “Rose, don’t,” Bella whispered. “It’s fine.” Could she please try not to speak that was hurting me even more I knew it was hard on her to try and say the right thing at the right time. Rose got out of Jacob’s way. All I heard was Rose yelling at me to do something and yelling crap at him in her head. She went to sit by Bella’s head ready to pounce on him if anything went wrong.

“Bella, what’s wrong?” Jacob whispered and he also got done on his knees Leaning over the coach towards Bella across from where I sat I didn’t even care that he was there. Jacob barely looked over at me. He reached his hands towards Bella’s and held her hand. “Are you all right?” Could Jacob be so stupid does she look ok. She did not answer the question. Hey I wonder if Jacob is a natural Blond like Rose that’s probably why there both so stupid. And of course that was Emmett because he is the only one that would find a joke out of anything. I wonder what he thinks about Carlisle since he is blond too. “I’m so glad to see you came to see me today, Jacob,” she said. How she be thinking of other people when she is dying. I just moaned at what she said in the blanket on her and she touched my face again. “What is it, Bella?” Jacob asked wrapping his hands in Bella’s hand. She didn’t answer the question because she hates saying the word. She looked around the room to see if anyone was going to answer the question every one turned the look back to her to see what she was going to do. Then she looked up at Rosalie. “Helped me up, Rose?” Bella asked Rose. Rosalie pulled her lips back over her teeth and glared at Jacob. Hey Edward do you mind if I attack this mutt right know right her? “Please, Rose.” Bella said this to stop what she was doing right now and to help her answer the question. She leaned done next to me to help Bella up I just sat there watching Rosalie help her up. Rosalie put her arm carefully behind Bella’s shoulders. “No” Jacob whispered kind of in a stage between crying and not crying. “Don’t get up__” Because he saw that she wasn’t strong enough to do it herself. “I’m answering your question,” Bella snapped at him why did we have to let him in. At least she is talking the way she normally does to him put they others didn’t know that so they almost attacked him for making her mad. Rosalie pulled Bella off the couch I just sat there sagging forward until my face was in the cushions I heard the whoosh of the blanket that was on her fall to the floor at her feet. I could see it now Bella was pregnant she was sick because what ever she was carrying was sucking life out of her to feed it’s self it was a monster just like the “things” father. I knew one day he would kill her. My head snapped up just as he thought the last part. I got to my feet, stood over Jacob and snarled at him “Outside, Jacob” he got on his feet too. Thinking about once again why he came here. “Let’s do this,” he agreed. Emmett was on my side then jasper was on my other side thinking of a plan to kill Jacob if he

touched me. Esme was just getting torn apart with the thought of there being a fight right outside her home and Alice was Worrying about Jasper and my self but mostly Jasper. Then Jacobs thought were he didn’t want to hurt a girl well may be with an exception to Blondie. “No,” Bella gasped hearing what was said by Jacob. She took a step forward loosing her balance to clutch onto my are Rosalie moved with her like they were connected. “I just need to talk to him, Bella,” I said in a low voice directing it to just her. I put my hand out and touched her face then I stroke it. Jacob looked mad because they were letting me touch her after what I did to her. “Don’t strain yourself,” trying to plead with her that every thing was going to be alright. “Please rest. We’ll both be back in just a few minutes.” We stared into each others faces reading each it very carefully. Then she gave in a slow slumped into the couch with Rosalie her back into the cushions. She looked over at Jacob “Behave,” she was insisting on us to act decent out there by are selves. “And then come back.” I left her there with my family and didn’t say another word. I kept walking down the drive way without looking around any were just looking ahead. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------

Jaco b kept thinking that i was waiting for him to attack me and kill me but I wasn't ready for that yet not with my love in the shape that she is right now. "I'm not ready for you to kill me yet, Jacob Black," I could barely say the words when I said them. I was pacing very quickly from the house I don't know how to say this maybe he could with us to help reason with Bella and if she dies I would let him kill me because 1. I cant live with out my love my life Bella 2. he would be happy to do it and the only one that would " You'll have to have a little patience." (The italic words are Jacob's thoughts right now but will be everyone else's thoughts to as the story goes on) Like i really cared about his schedule. He growled under his breath. I Kept walking tell we where far enough away that no could hear us talking about and when i got there I turned around to Jacob's face He was trembling at his hands and he froze when i looked at him. For a second I was just a kid-a kid who had lived all his life in the same tiny town. Just a child. Because I knew I would have to live a lot more, suffer a lot more, to ever understand the searing agony in Edward's eyes. I raised my hand to my forehead to wipe i could finally let my poker face down and the only one that would see how much i was suffering through this would be Jacob and i was great full for that he is Bella's best friend an was here for her when i had left and now I needed him one more time to help and reason with bella to help save her life and to save mine as well.as such an emotional reck my fingers started to dig into my cold stone skin as if I was going to pul it off my eyes where burning so bad it made me see weird things all around. I opened my mouth to scream but then I remembered that my love would her me and then get very concerned and even more stress and she would force people out to go see what happened. "It's killing her, right? she's dying" that just made me feel all that worse i had

done this to her and now she was dying and it was all because of me i wish i was human just like bella so that I wasn't such a monster and now i have created a monster in side of her and she is dying. "My fault," i said and then i couldn't take it any more I felt the strength in my knees leave me and i was falling to the ground i crumpled up and just sat there. " Yes" i groaned thinking of it one more time and answering his question earlier "Yes, it's Killing her." Then Jacob got angry and i mean really angry nut he didn't phase. "So why hasn't Carlisle done anything" He made a load growl."He's a doctor, right? get it out of her." I know what he meant i had been arguing and yelling at Carlisle any time i could. "She wont let us" I said. " You know her well" I was whispering because i was scared that if i talked any loader that i would be screaming the words and not saying them. "how Quickly you see......... I didn't see. Not in time. She wouldn't talk to me on the way home. not really I Thought she was frightened-- that would be natural. I thought she was angry with me for putting her in this, for endangering her life, Again, I never imagined what she was really thinking, what she was resolving. not until my family met us at the airport and she ran right into Rosalie's arms. ROSALIES! and then I heard what Rosalie was thinking. I didn't understand until i heard that . Yet you understand after one second....." I still cant believe that after all that Rosalie has done to Bella. "Just back up a second. She won't let you." he wasn't that thrilled about it."Did you ever notice that she's exactly as strong as a normal hundred-and-ten pound human girl? how stupid are Vamps? Hold her down and knock her out with drugs." How could he think that we haven't tried that or wanted to. "I wanted to," still talking very soft. "Carlisle would have____" What noble are they "No. Not Noble. Her bodyguard complicates things." Oh his story hadn't made much sense before, but it fit together now. So that's what Blondie was up to. What was in it for her, though? Did the beauty queen want Bella to die so bad? "Maybe," if that is what she is up to i will kill her and let Jacob help. " Rosalie doesn't look at it that way." "So take the blondie out first. Your kind can be put back together, right? Turn her into a jigsaw and take care of Bella" what a great solution if everyone was on their mates side and i was the only left yeah what a great solution ha. " Emmett and Esme are backing her up. Emmett would never let us... and Carlisle wont help me with Esme against it__" "you should have left Bella with me." i know i should of but i just couldn't leave Bella, but look what i have done to her me dyeing would have been better then killing Bella with the monster that i am. "Yes." It was a bit late for that, though. Maybe he should have thought of that before he knocked her up with the life-sucking monster. Finally someone who also thought of me of a monster but just the way that he said it made me feel very weird more guilty and angry with myself. I Just took myself into my own personal hell even farther and farther down suffocating myself. " We didn't know," The words where even harder to say now i wanted to be with Bella but I needed Jacob to help and put some common sense into her. " I never dreamed there's never been anything like Bella ada I before. How could we know that a human was able to conceive a child with one of us--" " When the human would get ripped to shreds in the process?" only if Bella knew what she was getting herself into with this. "yes" i knew the only thing I could do write now was to agree with everything that he said."They're out there, the sadistic ones, the incubus,the succubus. They exist. but the seduction is merely a prelude to the feast. No one survives" I cant believe that i am doing this to her. " i didn't realize that they had a special name for what you are," Jacob spat doesn't he know that

ti am suffering enough with out his help. " Even you, Jacob Black cannot hate me as much as I hate myself." wrong "Killing me doesn't save her." "So what does?" "Jacob, you have to do something for me." I can't believe that I am going to say this to the mutt. " the Hell I do, Parasite!" "For her?" Jacob was so mad that he and his jaw clenched together so hard it looked like he was going to break his own jaw. " i did everything I could to keep her away from you. Every single thing. It's to late" " You know her, Jacob. You connect to her on a level that I don't understand. You are part of her, as she is a part of you. She wont listen to me, because she thinks that I'm underestimating her. She thinks she's strong enough for this__" i was choking on my own words but swallowed it down. "she might listen to you." "Why would she?"i jumped up to my feet and then stared at him. I wonder if he was really going crazy. Could Vampires lose their minds? Maybe" I said answering his mental question. 151