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Edward's Pov Here I am , as usual thinking about her . Bella Swan . I know I'm a vampire so I don't blame her if she wants to spend her life with a human , but she chooses a werewolf . Jacob Black . I 'll start from the start , this is my story ..... Edward's POV FLASHBACK** chapter 1 . She chose him .
It was after the night she cried herself to sleep over Jacob ,after we told Alice that we were getting married , after she showed her the dress , after I gave her the ring ....
It was the day after that . .... (flashback) It was a cold day , rainy . I walked up to Bella's door , wondering why
she hadn't answered my calls , she usually picks up on the first ring . I knocked at the door , ''Bella , love'' I shouted . She still hadn't answered the door and she
must of heard me by now . It was then that she opened the door . She had tears streaming down her face and her eyes were all blotchy. ''Bella , what's wrong love '' I asked in
my most soothing voice . ''No just don't , please don't make this any harder than it needs to be '' she croaked in a dry voice . ''Why love , what happened ? I
asked extremely curious . She just answered. '' come in Edward we need to talk '' . Obviously I followed , still worried though I never thought of what she was going to say
next when she seemed so sure the other day . '' Edward '' she started to say . '' Edward I can't do this . I love you but , I can't live my life being afraid of hurting people's
feelings . I have to do this for myself . I love Jacob , and I can't live my life knowing that ,but being a married vampire . I just can't ''. she confessed . Oh my God , what
was happening ? , is she leaving me ? choosing him ? , so many thoughts were running through me mind . If she leaves me then my life is over . I can't live without her . I felt too
numb to speak , still I had to. ''Bella '' I started . ''Bella , why are you doing this? , what are you saying ? ''. ''Edward I'm sorry , you can't imagine how
much , I thought the other day when I took that ring that I loved you, and I could do this and stay with you . I can't Edward I can't live without him . I will never forgive myself if I
do . I can't trust you enough , Edward , you left me once , it could happen again , I'm sorry but still you broke my heart once , he only broke a fraction of my heart and
all he did was turn around and tell me he was going to fight ''. She said all this without taking a breath , I'm surprised I even noticed I feel so lost , lost in my own body. ''Why
'' I said in the smallest quietest voice . ''Bella why would you do this please tell me you're joking , please love , Bella I can't live without you I tried for 7 months and it
nearly killed me , so I don't think_ , no I am positive that I won't survive without you '' I nearly pleaded in a begging tone . ''Well I'm sorry Edward , but
you're going to have to . I have to do this , for myself and Jacob . What was I thinking marrying a vampire , it's never going to work , like Rosalie said I
can't have kids or grow old and sit on the rocking chair with my grandchildren.'' She answered in a sort of annoyed tone . I was well past too numb to speak so I just walked out . Left.
This was the end . Love , life , meaning over.
Bella's POV of the story .
It was one of the hardest things I have ever done . Leaving him , how did I do it . Seeing his face crumple seeing his eyes go dark with sadness , it was by far the
hardest thing I have ever done . Still I had to go and tell Jacob that I love him . That I was going to move in with him and stay with him until I die . I couldn't wait to make someone
happy . As usual I was like Catherine breaking everyone's hearts and not mending them again. I am now on my way to La Push . I almost
forgot that Jacob still has to stay in bed , because of the fight . Carlisle said that he shouldn't faze for a while . Maybe I made the wrong choice . I did . Why am I doing
this I love Edward with all my heart . I'm only doing this because I had that nightmare about me being a newborn killer and killing Charlie . I am taking out my
phone . I try to call Edward . His phone is off . Well I have to do this now . I walk into Billy and Jacob's house
continuing from when Bella told him that
she chose Jacob
How can I go home and tell them all this ? . I was so excited since Bella agreed . Now it's like my life is gone , my world is gone everything
except my family is gone . I walked into the house . They all looked excited . Edward Alice squealed (before looking at my face ) we have a surprise for you. We got you the
perfect suit . She'll love it . It suits both of you so much . Then they all turned to look at me . I don't even know what expression I had on my face
because I just said '' I'm going to my room , please give me some privacy '' and walked off . They all has the same thoughts going through their minds what
They were all
making their own accusations , but none of them were as bad as this . It didn't even cross their minds . They were always so sur that Bella loved me so much , and that
she would choose me over Jacob . Well she has proven them wrong hasn't she?. 3 DAYS LATER ''Ok Edward , enough'' shouted
a voice I know too well , Emmett . ''You better tell us what happened , because unfortunately we're not all mind readers , we can most likely help if you
tell us dude '' he stated . Then he came barging into my room . May I add breaking the door in the process. He saw the look on my face . '' Edward I'm not gonna say it
again . what happened ?'' . So I started explaining my story . Emmett just sat with his jaw nearly touching the floor. '' Edward , I had no idea , how could she do
this ? why ? .Stupid idiot , Edward she made the wrong decision , she's a bitch I'm going to go see her'' . He shouted barely taking a breath . '' Em , calm down , wait '' I
shouted , it was too late he was already out the door . Now all the others heard what I just told Emmett ( curse stupid vampire hearing ). In they all came , Alice looked mad ,
angry I have never seen her like this before . Esme looked so upset, Bella was a daughter to her . Jasper looked symathetic but was more trying to control Alice's angry mood.
CHAPTER 2 We moved house . Yes straight away everyone packed up and left . We moved to North Dakota . It's actually a lovely little town . Filled with lots of warm - blooded
tasty humans ha ha ha. 6 YEARS LATER
'' Edward come on please come shopping with me . Jazz is gone hunting with the others , please I'm not just sitting here all day '' I moaned .
Edward is always so sad because of that bitch ex - best friend Bella Swan . She messed up his life when she just decided to dump him , the
problem was that I didn't even see it . '' K k calm down lil pixie '' he laughed . Edward is gone really strange . He has lots of fights with other vampires
. He kills innocent humans . Yes , he doesn't have a diet of animal blood anymore . He now drinks human blood . Fact : when you have
a diet of animal blood for over 90 years , your system gets used to that idea. Now that Edward has started drinking human blood ,
it makes him go loopy and get sick , like alchol. It makes him high and happy for a while but once it leaves his system he is back to the cold heartless
Edward again . The one before Bella - Swan . So I am going to go shopping with him and talk to him for a while , (try and see what's going on in his
head ). ALICE'S POV chapter 2 Edward is in the dressing room now , trying on every green shirt in the store.
He used to always wear blue , but then when he stopped I asked him why and he murmured that it reminds him of Bella. I hate Bella
Swan . Sure she used to be my best friend , my sister . NOT ANYMORE. Once someone hurts my family then that is it . They've hurt me .
Emmett's Pov chapter 1 I am hunting with Rose . She isn't talking to me again ( as usual ) . Jeez I think
everyone in my family needs to get a life . They're always moaning or sad . Edward id the worst . He just sits and reads . Sure readings ok at least he's
doing something . But he reads all these spiritual healing books. Why ? . He's in a very bad way . When I say bad
I mean killing innocent humans . Getting into fights every second he's not reading spiritual healing books. Nearly every day we have
some crazy vampire who wants to kill Edward . Edward just goes out and comes back in a state . Well now Rose isn't talking to
me because I hit Edward . YES . i hit him , it was the best thing to do . I didn't hit him physically though . This is what I said '' Edward imagine if Bella
Swan saw you , no wonder she left you , your a piece of crap sitting here reading spiritual healing books , getting into fights . If I was her then I
would have left you a long time before . You didn't deserve her " . i know it sonunds really mean but honestly it's been 6 years . like dude get ova her !.
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