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"My name is Tutenakqua. I am a High Priest of the Sacred Maya. I speak with you today to tell you the mission of my life that existed about 520 years (as you count them) before your time of 1995 AD. I feel that it is appropriate to speak to you now, as my contribution in my time frame is not unlike yours in your time frame. Our spirit runs continuously through third dimensional time and space via the unity of our sixth dimensional consciousness. OUR CHILDHOODS "I will begin the story with my early adulthood. I was specially chosen to fulfill a destiny for my people. The Priests had been awaiting the sign of my entrance into embodiment for many years. Finally, the portents came to pass. The Home Ship had come and the Sons of Heaven had chosen the Daughters of Earth to create bodies for my fellow travelers and me. When the women were all with child, the Home Ships returned to Arcturus. "It is very difficult for a third dimensional woman to mate with and successfully carry a child of a sixth dimensional man. The men had to take the great risk of lowering their vibrations, and the women had to stay very pure and meditate for 1
many years in order to raise their vibrations. The result, if successful, would be a child who could easily exist on the third, fourth and even fifth dimensions at the same moment. This was me and the other three who survived to adulthood. "We lived most of our lives within the confines of the temple. This may seem like a harsh life, but since we could so easily travel in the inner worlds, the sacrifice was minimal. Also, our fathers would come at regular intervals to take us to our Homeworld of Arcturus. Arcturian fathers were chosen for this mission because Arcturus is a Star Gate planet. As a Star Gate world, many different dimensional worlds can be accessed in the regions of the Bootes Constellation, where Arcturus lies in the heavens. Our fathers actually functioned on dimensions higher than the fifth while they were off the planet Earth. "The four of us were always joyous when we received messages from our fathers, as they gave us many important lessons. We were very telepathic and empathic, and communicated with them in this fashion. We were actually quite glad to live our lives separated from the third dimensionals, as their uncontrolled thoughts and feelings were a constant intrusion on our minds. "There had been a fifth one of us, but she was so open to the higher planes that she could not stay functional in her third dimensional shell. She became what others thought of as insane. Actually, she was quite sane in the higher planes. Finally, her third dimensional form became ill due to the turbulence of emotions. We begged the priests to release her from her clay prison so that she could be free of its painful limitations, but they did not wish to terminate one of their "experiments." Our fathers intervened in her behalf. They released her to her higher form and took her with them to Arcturus. "Our fathers often took us to Venus. Venus' life forms vibrate only at the fifth and sixth dimensions. We loved it there because we could be ourselves totally and run freely around without the guards who constantly surrounded us on Earth. I actually thought of Venus as being my home more than anywhere else. Arcturus was our fathers' home and when we went there, we stayed with them and their families. When I was there I felt somewhat like an "experiment"; I was a "hybrid." My Arcturian father had another mate and offspring from whom I felt somewhat excluded. It is not that they were unkind to me, but rather, that their lives did not include me and I always felt like a visitor. "On Venus, there were many "hybrids" and Earthlings who were resting and restoring themselves there after their Earthly sojourn. Our fathers took us to Venus more often than Arcturus. They would come to Earth to take us to Venus, leave us with our many friends there, and return to Earth to complete their mission. Also, we soon learned to travel to Venus via our higher consciousness. Our friends could see us in our higher bodies and we could visit and play freely. "Earth was merely the location of our mission, but we did make some friends on your planet, like Serenathenia. She was our mother figure and cared for all of us with great love. We were only with our birth mothers the first two years of our life so that we could bond with our third dimensional shells. However, the priests were concerned that we would forget our powers if we became too bonded with the third dimensional plane, so at two years of age, we were taken into the care of our dear Serenathenia. She was chosen to mother us since she could live in both worlds.
She was the one who taught us to travel to Venus in our minds. She was actually Venusian herself. "We saw our Earth mothers on special holidays only, and since they had all taken husbands and had other children, we began to feel as left out of their lives as we did from our fathers'. Hopenakaniah bonded deeply with her mother, Ashathkania, who never married or had other children. She became a special friend to all of us as well as a second mother. Hopenakaniah was very happy to share her mother with us, as we all felt like one blood. We were constantly together from the time we were two years old. We were very close. Outside of the two women who cared for us, there was only one other Earthling with whom we were close. His name was Sackatukeneon. He was supposed to be our servant, but his secret wisdom far surpassed that of the rigid, pompous priests. We discovered just before our transition that he was actually an ascended being who had manifested a body so that he could serve us. "Our fathers were also close to us, but we preferred to see them on Earth or on Venus, where we could feel more a part of their world. When our dear sister died to her Earth shell, everyone was concerned that the same thing would happen to more of us, so we became even more sheltered from the third dimensionals. Several of the priests had streaks of anger, greed and fear in their auras. When we told our fathers this, they discreetly limited our exposure to only three priests. Our fathers were careful to give an acceptable reason so as not to make enemies for us among the third dimensional priests. It was known among the enlightened members of the priesthood that there were many unenlightened souls among them. They also knew that this fact signaled the eventual end of their great empire. The sacrifice of the heart had degenerated to the actual removal of the physical organ and became the sacrifice of the enemy rather than of the highest citizens. "Our three Mayan father priests (which is what we called them), Lux, Uk, and Kahn, spoke as one voice and symbolized the three essences of truth. Lux was the human representative of love; Uk represented wisdom; and Kahn represented power. These three were our teachers. They were in such perfect harmony with themselves and each other that they finished each other's sentences, harmonized their voices in perfect unity and operated as one consciousness, yet at the same time, they were complete individuals. Only a few priests knew of their abilities, as the Dark Ones (the unenlightened priests) would surely do them harm if they knew of this. "We telepathically called our father priests "Lux-Uk-Kahn", and the one to whom we spoke would answer while the others listened and augmented his reply when necessary. The priesthood thought that Lux-Uk-Kahn were teaching us the Sacred Rituals and history of Maya. They did not know that they were teaching us much more! "So now you know of our Earthly family. From the time we were seven, when our sister translated, until our moment of final initiation, these were the only Earthlings that we saw. We lived our lives within the great pyramids. There were three pyramids at that time, which were all connected by a vast underground network of tunnels. Since all of these grounds were consecrated, we were free to
go anywhere we wished as long as we were accompanied by one of the aforementioned adults. "You might think that we would want to escape from our bondage, but we did not. In fact, we saw it not as bondage, but as protection. From the heights of our pyramid, we could see the confused and unhappy auras of many of the third dimensional people below. Our sister, who could no longer remain in her shell of clay, had sneaked out one evening just before she lost her Earthly reason. We never told anyone that she had done so, but when we saw her months of agony, we knew that we would not follow her example. "Our childhood passed quite pleasantly. The four of us became One in the way Lux-Uk-Kahn had modeled for us, and at the same time, we retained our individuality. Our two mothers loved us deeply and also grew to love each other. They were content and happy in their lives and passed on that aura of love and contentment to us. Sackatukeneon was our best playmate. He took us with him on many journeys in the inner worlds. We moved beyond time and space to visit different planes and time frames. "One of our favorite trips was to Atlantis, the home of our ancestors. We visited with our past selves, in their night bodies, so as not to alarm them, and learned our Atlantian lessons directly from the source. We quickly recognized that the fall of the Atlantian Empire was not unlike the present state of our Maya world. The four of us had worked together on Atlantis on a mission similar to the one we had accepted on Maya. However, Sackatukeneon would not inform us of any of the details of what our mission here would be. "'Your mission must come to each of you from deep inside yourselves when you are ready to receive it.' "It was shortly after that statement that I began to have the dreams. I was reaching my manhood and hoped that the dreams symbolized a deep change in me. I was afraid, however, that the dreams were somehow a part of my mission. The dreams were not good. In fact, they were actually nightmares. Strange creatures with four legs and hair on their faces were invading our land. Their heads were made of a strange metal that I had not seen before, except on my travels with my father. These creatures were Lords of Fire. They had large sticks which emitted a fire that would hurt or kill anyone in its path. They also had a dragon that they pulled with large four-legged animals. This dragon had a fire much stronger than the sticks. "'We must leave, we must leave!' "I would awaken morning after morning with these words screaming in my head or in my voice. Sometimes I would wake myself up with my own voice. The other three, who slept in the same room, grew weary of my nightly cries and begged me to be quiet so that they could sleep. They told no one else, though. The four of us had established a special trust in which none of us would ever speak for another. Anything that happened between the four of us was an absolute secret, even from our Earth family. Sackatukeneon knew about our special agreement, as he could read it in our minds. He said nothing. He only nodded as if to encourage us. Once he even said, 'You four must be as one. Nothing must infiltrate your group uninvited.'
"At last, however, after many nights of my screaming, the three gathered around me in the dead of the night. As one person, they said, 'We can no longer bear to see you suffer. We are afraid that you may have become like our sister that we had to release from her clay form.' "'Yes,' I replied. 'I too have that fear. But, when I am not dreaming, my reason is still with me. Perhaps it is time to share my dreams with you. Maybe you can help me. We are becoming adults now. The dreams may be a product of my maturing vision.' "They agreed and listened intently while I relayed the overall theme of my recurring dreams. My worst fear was realized. Each one of them, in their own time, registered a look of recognition upon their face. I knew that they too had had the dreams, only not as extreme. The visions were not of the end of my own personal life, but rather, the end of the entire society! "'Yes,' they answered me one by one, I too, have had that dream.’ ‘What will we do? We must tell someone, but who?' "After much discussion we decided that we would first tell Sackatukeneon. He was the most detached from the Mayan Society. We decided that because of that fact, he could be more objective. It took a full cycle of the moon before the time was right to share our story with Sackatukeneon. Fortunately, my dreams ceased after I had shared them with my brother and sisters. In fact, we had almost decided to keep it to ourselves, when Sackatukeneon told us a story about a race of people who lived across the wide body of land and the waters who rode upon an animal called a 'horse.' "'Then that is not their own legs?' blurted out my brother Hegsteomen." "Sackatukeneon merely said, 'Continue children, or must I now call you adults?' "'Yes, yes, we are adults now. And we have all had the same vision. Tutenakqua kept us awake for many nights with his dreams. Finally, we spoke to him about what all of us had seen in our dreams. These horse people are horrible barbarians and will lead our society into ruin.' "'My children, our society, as you have called it, has already led itself into ruin. All things must eventually die upon the third dimension, even the Great Maya!' "'But what can we do?' we replied at once. "'Come now,' he said, as he rose. 'We must tell this to your three father priests. They have been waiting for you to be ready.' OUR INITIATIONS "And so began our initiations. Even though we had never had much interaction with the society of the Maya, it was the Land of our Mothers. Our Arcturian fathers had hinted about our "destiny," but would not answer any questions which we had asked. "'You must find the answers within yourself,' they always said. "Our fathers came to us very often now and took us to Venus or Arcturus. They showed us how to bend time and space and to find Portals of travel. We were no longer children on an adventure, but inter-dimensional pilots in training. Sometimes we made our journey in a vehicle and sometimes we made the journey
in our minds. To make the journey in our minds was very difficult because we had to raise our vibratory rate to the seventh dimension in order to travel without a vehicle. Only Hopenakaniah and I could do it without our fathers' assistance. This was the first time that any of us were different from the others and it worried us greatly. "'Do not fear,' spoke my Arcturian father. 'There are sprinters who run very, very fast, but they can not run for a very long time. Then there are others who cannot run as fast, but they have great endurance and can keep a steady pace for a long distance. Tutenakqua and Hopenakaniah are the sprinters. Hegsteomen and Leatunika are the long distance runners. All is as it should be. The four of you are a team, as always.' "My father's words comforted us, but our team of four gradually became two teams of two. The sprinters and the runners had different lessons. "And then there was sex. Even though sex had been explained to us as children, we didn’t really understand it. But now, it had become an urge, a hunger. Again it was the two teams of two, but there was no rivalry or jealousy. As usual, Sackatukeneon was the first to notice. All four of us were with him and he spoke in riddles. "'Some foods are to be taken every day in the most casual and necessary way. Other foods, however, are power tools and should only be taken in ritual.' "Although he was above the vibration of a sexual urge, he understood that our mothers were third dimensional and we would inherit their needs. He showed us how we could use our sexuality to raise our vibration and to travel above time and space together upon our mutual orgasms. "'This is not a toy!' he warned us. 'There is great power in this act. It can lower your vibration as easily as it can raise it.' "Our sleeping room of four was changed to two rooms of two with two sleeping mats instead of four. The sisters drank a special drink every morning so that we would not create a child. "'You four will create something much more necessary than another Mayan baby to be killed by the invaders.' "Sackatukeneon's words sobered us. We had always had special privileges because we had a special responsibility. We must not shirk it! As we became sexual, things began to change for us. Our teachers allowed us the freedom and pleasure of being sexual 'adults' for three cycles of the moon. Then we were summoned, all at once, to a special meeting with our three father Priests, our Arcturian fathers, Sackatukeneon and our two caretaker mothers. "'It is time now for your final initiation.' Sackatukeneon was speaking, much to our surprise. 'I see that you are surprised that I speak for the group gathered before you,' continued Sackatukeneon. 'It is I who speak because I know you the best and because it is I who initiated and engineered the entire process of your births. I have presented myself to you as a servant because I am a servant to your needs and because 'the first shall be the last.' The Dark Ones must not know who I am, and I have shown you that power is something to hold and not something to display. I have not kept a secret from you. If any had asked who I was, I would have told them. However, I was presented to you as a humble servant and you
never inquired why I should hold all the powers that I have displayed and taught you. It has been my responsibility to teach you the most important lesson that you will need to successfully pass the initiation that lies before you. Power is safest in a simple form. If you can hold your power deep within yourself without the need of recognition and adulation from others, your power shall remain incorruptible.' "'You have seen how the Dark Ones will surrender being powerful in order to look powerful. This is because they are ruled by others rather than by themselves. Because they need others to recognize them, they must also gather their power from others. They have distorted the lessons of our homeland, Arcturus. They dropped their vibration to seek acclaim and were unable to raise it again. Once you need something from outside of yourself, you lose the connection to your greatest powers that lie inside. It is important that you learn this lesson now because your initiation will be to go out into the very community from which we have protected you for your entire life. We know that you are ready because you have all passed the challenge of sexuality.' "We questioned all at once what he meant by that statement. "'When one becomes a sexual being, he/she ignites the creative force. This creative force can either rise up the spine to the higher chakras to be channeled into service of the Light, or it can remain in the animal self. Animals in the jungle use their sexuality in an instinctual manner and thereby obey the laws of creation in their acts. However, man, with his uncontrolled thoughts and emotions, can use sex as a tool of conquest over another person. People can use sex in a disrespectful or even cruel manner. They may also lust after the partner of another simply because they desire what they do not possess. You, my children, have not fallen into that darkness. You have shared your sexual nature either to raise your consciousness or to play and enjoy each other's essence. Never once did any of you lust after anyone other than your mate. We are very proud of you for that and we commend you for your mastery.' "Then all of our mentors came to each one us and gave us a small gift for our journey into the third dimensional world. They each gave us a special message and warm embrace. All of us were crying from joy. It was a beautiful moment which will always live in our Souls. "'It is time to go now,' spoke Sackatukeneon. "'But why must we journey out into that land?' we asked at once. "'Part of your initiation is to answer that question for yourselves,' was his only answer. INTO THE CITY We left our temple sanctuary as naive as children. We told were told to keep our identity secret at all cost. Then, we were taken blindfolded, as if we couldn't see with our inner vision, into the jungle surrounding the city of the third dimensionals. "'Stay in the jungle first,' they warned. 'You will find it easier to cope with than the city.' "Then, they stole away from us like ghosts. The four of us stayed huddled together in the jungle the entire night and well into the next day. The sounds and
sights were terrifying. We had journeyed to distant worlds and planets but were frightened by the jungle, even though it had surrounded us our entire lives. "Finally our stomachs forced us to venture into the jungle in search of food. We found that we could kill no living beings, but the jungle was rich with fruit and roots. We quickly learned to use our highly developed instincts to determine what food was edible and what food was poisonous. We ate sparingly of each food until we were sure that our instincts were correct. We decided that we would spend six moon cycles in the jungle together and then we would venture into the city separately for the final six moons of our initiation. "We had been instructed that, in order to fulfill our destiny, we would have to experience life on the third dimension, and at last, I was doing so. However, my fears and pains while in that city are almost too much to recount. The time in the jungle was beautiful. We four worked as one. We built a shelter in a densely forested area. We used our skills to camouflage our home and meditated at night to raise the vibration of our area in order to create safety and invisibility from the creatures of the darkness. We were able to quickly establish contact with the fairies, gnomes, elves and other small people of our area. They were our friends and taught us how to survive in the jungle. In this way we lived the life we were accustomed to, with our vibration embracing both the third and the fourth dimensions. Every day we practiced moving our vibration solely into the third dimension to prepare ourselves for our time in the city. "To our fear and regret, the day came in which we had to venture alone into the city, facing the vibrations of many, many people and the effluvial of their myriad thoughts and feelings. The preparation had not been enough for me. I was not in the city for more than a few days when I became violently ill from the dissonant thoughts and feelings of those around me. I knew no one, had no food or shelter, and was experiencing illness for the first time in my life. I desperately wanted to put out a telepathic call to my brother and sisters, but we had agreed that we would experience this last portion of our initiation alone. Finally, on the third day of my illness, when I had only eaten and drunk what I could steal, an old woman found me huddled in a small alcove at the end of an alleyway. She seemed to recognize me and led me to her nearby home. "I do not remember what happened in the ensuing days. I think that I was delirious. The old woman cared for me and kept me in her home. She told her neighbors that I was a distant cousin from another town who had shown up at her doorway unexpectedly and that I had become ill. We were left alone. I don't know what I said to her while I was ill, but I could see in her eyes when I finally recovered that she knew more about me than I could remember telling her. She never questioned me or limited me in any way. She only said one day that she had been waiting for me for many years. She would explain no more. This home served as my base for the rest of my time in the city and this lovely old woman served as a mother to me. "When I became well, my first task was to learn to protect myself from the emanations of others. I had spent my entire life learning to be open and empathic. My life was completely sheltered, and I had been exposed to only those who had mastered their thoughts and feelings. Now I was in a sea of psychic turbulence
and I had to learn to protect myself if I were to survive. Gradually, I exposed myself to more and more of the city around me until, at last, I could protect myself enough to find a job. My new-found mother had told me that people had to do work here to get food. This was one of the many times that I felt she knew about me. But we had an unspoken agreement to not discuss her private life or my own. "On the first day on my job as a peddler in the marketplace, I saw a murder. I had never experienced even the concept of murder. Therefore, when I saw a man kill another over some small possession, I was shocked. I saw the dead man's life force hovering over the spot of his body's death for many days. Others walked right through the essence and didn't even know that it was there. I was determined not to communicate with it, as my new-found skill of psychic protection was not perfected and I dared not release my psychic shield. Also, the ghost was very angry and vengeful. I could not risk my mission over one angry discarnate. "The six moons dragged on for what felt like a lifetime. I found myself having thoughts and feelings that I had never known existed. Fear, anger, sadness, loneliness, negativity and confusion crowded my heart and mind. It became increasingly difficult to determine if these experiences were mine or someone else's. My psychic shield grew thinner and thinner until it seemed to not exist at all. I gained weight because eating became a way to distract myself from what was happening around and within me. My body had other changes as well. It seemed denser and slower. I no longer had the mastery over it that I had had in the sheltered home of my childhood. And worst of all, I began to forget who I was. "Every morning I would awaken more and more disassociated from my true self and more embedded in the small person who toiled all day in the marketplace. I saw concern on my new mother's face. She talked often of how she met me as if to keep my memory alive. One morning, when she was trying to remind me of who I had been, I threw a cup across our small living quarters, barely missing the dear woman. "'I don't know what you need me to be!' I screamed in rage and confusion. "She calmly picked up the cup, refilled it and placed it in front of me again. "'My dear boy, I only wish you to remember who you are.' "Her words stunned me like a slap across my face. Remember who I am? Remember who I am? Yes, there was a reason for my being here. But what was it? I could hardly think back more than a few days, and even they were as foggy as if I were drugged. You would think that I would thank this kind woman, wouldn't you? But I merely rose and stomped from our home like an angry child. All day at my work I could hardly concentrate. Visions of temples, caverns and three children's faces swirled in my head. Yes, I had to remember. But I could not. The images I saw in my mind had no connection to the person that I had become. I passed the day in the deepest turmoil. Finally, it was time to close the stand when a beautiful young woman came to buy from me. "'We are closed.' I yelled at her as if she were a beggar. "Her eyes were sweet and clear and she looked directly into my heart. I could not resist her gaze and opened the stand again. She bought what she had come for and turned to leave.
"'Wait,' I called to her. 'Please don't leave yet. Let me close up and I will walk you home. It is almost dark and it is unsafe for a woman as beautiful as you.' "'How do I know that it will be safe to be with you?' she asked, with a glint in her deep brown eyes. "'Why, I am of the Royal Family, of course you are safe with me.' I was shocked and embarrassed at what I had said, but a memory began to form in my mind that I had lost. It was another child's face. It was my sister's face, the one whom we had released. I looked at the woman before me. Would my sister have looked like her if she could have survived her explorations of the third dimensionals? And then, as if a lightening bolt had hit my mind, I remembered. I did not remember all, but the fog began to clear and I could see visions of purity waiting at the edges of my mind. "I looked up at the woman. How long had I stared off into my reverie of remembering? Her face showed a slight concern, but she did not ridicule my statement. "'Then come, my Lord, and see me home.' She smiled warmly, almost as if she believed me. "As we walked to her home at the edge of the city she talked lightly about her life. Her family had just arrived in this city. They were very poor and had come to find a better life. Her mother and father and little brothers and sisters greeted me like a long-lost friend. It was then that we realized that we had not exchanged names. We had felt so comfortable from the moment that we began to walk, that introductions seemed unnecessary. Her name was Lenexa and I think that I started loving her from that very first day. "She began bringing me my noon meal and eating it with me. She would save her shopping for the end of the day and I would walk her home. If there were anything left over in my booth, I would bring it to her family. I would, of course, save some for my dear adopted mother. When she first met Leneah, she embraced her warmly. She knew that this woman was my savior. "As my memory began to return, I told Leneah a continuous story about a mythical character who was really myself. She loved the story and every day asked for more. I told her everything, except of course, for the secret doctrines of the Maya. It was not too long before we made love. It was very different than making love to Hopenakaniah. With Leneah, it was sweet and loving and grounding. Every time we had an orgasm, we would go deep into the earth together. We were like two trees with our roots deep in the earth. I tried to find the herb so that she would not have a child, but she said that she wanted to have my baby. "'But I cannot take you as my wife. I have to leave soon.' "'We will meet again,' she always replied. "My time in the city was coming to an end, and to my surprise, I found that I did not want to leave. I had grown to love Leneah in a calm and simple way. I loved Hopenakaniah like a part of myself, but I loved Leneah like a tree would love its roots or a plant would love its flower. How could I leave her? She had saved my life! Could I just abandon her? But could I abandon my purpose? I didn't know what my purpose was. Leneah had taught me how to love life in the third
dimension and now I would have to leave it, probably forever. I would have to leave her! I became more and more distracted. Our lovemaking became desperate and deeply passionate until one time, we did not go deep into the earth, but instead, rose into the higher planes like I had done with Hopenakaniah. I saw her as a winged angel and she saw me as a God from another world. When at last we returned to Earth, she looked into my eyes with her deep wisdom. "'It is time for you to leave now. We will meet again. Go now, Beloved, while I still have the strength to send you away.' "I tried to stay, but she would not let me. She literally pushed me away from her. I realized that I was crying, as was she. "'Go Home!' she cried. 'Don't make me say it again.' "She turned and ran away from me. Every muscle in my body wanted to follow her. But, as always, she was right. The six months were over by more than a week. I slowly walked home and kissed my dear adopted mother goodbye. I had some tokens of value that I had saved. "'Please give half to Leneah and watch over her as you have watched over me. I must leave.' "As usual, she did not question. She understood. I turned and left her in the small shack which I had grown to love. "I waited for three long days and nights and still my brother and sisters had not joined me. Perhaps they had forgotten like I had. They may not have been as fortunate as me in finding someone to take care of them or to make them remember. Maybe they were even dead. I searched for them in my mind like we did as children. As children we would play a game like your hide and seek, but we would search with our minds. The rules were that we could only look for each other inside ourselves. We had one chance to go to a hiding place. We became very good. We could find and contact each other at any time no matter how far apart we were. We had started this game after our sister was released. What a brave soul she had been. It was the vision of her that had made me remember. I had often wondered if Leneah was her reincarnation. If that were true, perhaps she could also find the others and help them as well. "Another day passed and still no sign of them. Maybe they had already been there and left. I had been late, myself. But if I went to the temple without them, then they might wait here for me. I was frozen with indecision. I decided to call my Arcturian father to ask for his counsel. For all of my life, he had been there, either in person or in thought, with the simplest call of my mind. However, this time it was different. I called and called to him with no response. What had happened? Had I lowered my vibration so much that I could no longer communicate with my family? Had I forgotten how to call him? Perhaps that was why I could not find my brother and sisters. Desperation and fear were starting to arise in me. I knew that if I allowed my emotions to get the better of me that I would never be able to reach him. But I tried and tried and there was no reply. Finally, I decided that I would have to travel to Arcturus and find him. I knew that I would have to meditate for a long time in order to raise my vibration into the seventh octave so that I could journey Home in my mind. I had never gone to Arcturus alone. I had always gone
with my father or with Hopenakaniah during our sexual mating. Would I be able to raise my vibration that high without the assistance of others? "I decided not to ponder that question, since it would only create doubt and fear. I found a favorite meditation spot in the crook of a large tree that I had often used when we lived in the jungle. I expected a peace and calm to overtake me in this spot as it had always done before, but it did not happen. My mind was closed. My heart was empty. I had not meditated in many months and now I had forgotten how. Negativity, anger and fear closed me off from that higher portion of myself. I tried and tried to raise my vibration, but nothing worked. My eyes flew open and the world around me that had been safe and protective became a dense and threatening jungle. In a rage, I grabbed a large stone and began to beat the earth in front of me. A hole began to form. I pounded more and more, harder and harder. The hole became larger and larger until finally, in exhaustion, I lay back against the tree and closed my eyes. "And then I saw that same hole, only it was in my mind. It was calling me to enter it. It was dark and foreboding, but it would not leave my consciousness. I needed to journey down to the depths of myself. I had to enter that hole and follow its winding route deep into the core of my anguished mind. Many pictures and feelings of my life with the third dimensionals swirled before and within me, interrupting my journey. I found that if I put my attention on any of these distractions that I would become trapped in their mire. The hole wound deeper and deeper into my psyche, and in fact, into my physical form. I began to realize that I was journeying into the cellular structure of my physical form. The deeper I traveled, the smaller everything became. I was no longer three dimensional. I was two dimensional and then I was a speck of one dimensionality. "And then everything stopped. I was at a wall within myself. I needed to break through that wall. I couldn't let it stop me. I was more. I knew that I was more. With the force of my convictions, I pushed through the wall and found that I was in deep outer space. I saw the stars about me. "'I AM LIGHT!' I cried with exaltation. 'I AM LIGHT AND I AM OF THE ONE!' "I went back into the long hole again, spreading the message to every cell and atom of myself. "'I AM LIGHT! I AM OF THE ONE!' "I allowed that message into every portion of being. There is no separation. We are all of the One. None are too grand or too small. Darkness is an illusion. Pain is an illusion. Loneliness is an illusion. SEPARATION IS AN ILLUSION! "I concentrated upon my breath and my heart and felt complete, unconditional love and unity with all life. Slowly I raised this expanded awareness to my head and sent a beam of light down my spine to anchor myself in the Earth. I felt the tree around me reverberate to the increased energy flowing from my presence. I thanked the tree for its ancient protection. Little did I know how much I would need it. "At first, my meditation was much like the many I had throughout my life. The external world faded away and all the illusions of life, even my journey into the city, began to fade from me. But then suddenly, I found myself in the most awful place of darkness that I had ever experienced. The only thing that I could recognize
about it was the murder that I had witnessed on my first day in the marketplace. Angry and needy ghosts and discarnates pulled at me and beckoned me into their lair. My solar plexus was burning and I reached out to grasp the tree to protect me further, but the enemy was not in the physical--it was in the Lower Astral Plane. It was the psychic waste can of life on the third dimension. I had never before experienced it, as I had always been protected from any negativity of the physical world. Therefore, I had passed through this area of the inner worlds protected by my lack of experience. I had not had the experiences in my life that could have even made me recognize the possibility of such a world. Now I had had those experiences and they all flashed before my mind at once, accompanied by all the negative thinking and unpleasant emotions that I had experienced and observed. "I began to feel ill and wanted to come out of this awful place. However, I knew that I must not allow my fear of becoming trapped to close me off from the higher dimensions forever. This must have been the reason why they had wanted us to live in the city. We had to experience the darkest portions of ourselves in order to complete our mission, of which I was still unsure. My thoughts of our mission brought me courage and I began to battle the darkness. But as I battled it, I found that the darkness was infinite and for every portion of it I conquered, there was more to take its place. I was beginning to lose the battle. I could feel myself becoming drained of my essence. The darkness was stealing my light. But wait, I had to remind myself why I had not experienced this darkness before. Yes, it was because I had not known darkness in my life. This darkness could attack me only through my own inner darkness. "With that realization, the battle waned for a moment, just long enough for me to gather myself about me. Yes, me. There was more to me than this darkness. There was Love and Wisdom and Power. I recalled to my mind all the beautiful memories of my life and loved them from my very core. With that love I found the power and wisdom to also love the darkness. It too was just a part of me. Yet, it was a part from which I had always been shielded, as well as and a part that had to be explored for me to be a complete being. With my heart open, I began to send love to all the angry and terrifying entities that sought to do battle with me. Some of them turned from the light and sulked away like a wild beast that had lost its kill. Others embraced the light and rose to higher dimensions. As they rose, so did I. At last I was in the higher Astral Plane. All the fairies, gnomes and little people welcomed me and congratulated me on my victory. They led me through the beautiful green fields of the upper Astral Plane. Everywhere was constant beauty and an aura of spring. " I recognized some of them and found some that I had not met. I continued into the Mental Plane. I was careful to guard my every thought and feeling, knowing that they would instantly manifest before me. Finally, I found myself at the Portal to the Causal Plane. All my lives upon the planet Earth rushed to meet me. "I then journeyed into the Spiritual Plane and saw the moment of my individuation from Creation. I embraced my monad, the portion of myself that is eternally a speck of Creation. Then I moved into the Great Void. All was totally black. I sought the Corridor to the fifth dimension and at last found it. As I entered
the tunnel I felt it swirling about me. I saw the face of the guardian of the Threshold and rested upon the deep, green grass. I found that I had to rest there within the "no-time" and "no-space" to gather myself for the rest of my journey. Why was I tired? Was it because I was making this journey alone for the first time? Was that why I felt so overwhelmingly lonely? "The Guardian smiled at my questioning and led me to a small group of beings who were making the same journey as myself. I could see that some were in their night body, some were meditating, like me, and some were in-between lives and in the process of discovering their greater selves. Yet, even in the company of this lovely group, my loneliness did not fade. I excused myself from the group and began to wander around. Wandering in the higher planes is quite different than on the physical plane because reality constantly shifts according to your thoughts and feelings. I felt a call for someone feminine and then a lovely woman came to me. She brought me to a beautiful pond with a waterfall at the opposite end. Even then my loneliness did not dim, and in fact, it became more intense. "My guide smiled and beckoned me in a wordless motion to look into the pond. As I did so, I saw something, or was it someone, flicker just beyond my vision. I had to follow it. Without another thought, I dove into the pond and swam in search of it. The waterfall called me. I followed the call. The pool was not deep and there were layers of rock upon which the water fell. I found that I could stand upon these rocks, and I walked straight into the waterfall. As the water cleansed my face, my vision cleared, and I saw, standing before me, my Twin Fame, my Divine Complement. All my loneliness vanished as we embraced each other and merged into one. "'How could I have forgotten you?' I cried. "'I have not forgotten you,' she replied, from deep within our heart. "I was no longer alone. I was complete. Now I was ready to find the Vortex to Arcturus. I attuned my consciousness to the Network of Light, which I had been shown long ago by my father. I felt the field of Light reverberating all around and within me. I focused my attention upon my Third Eye and saw the two vertical and two horizontal lines of Light intersect, forming a small square, and stared deeply into the space in-between. Slowly, I saw the Vortex off in the far distance. As it approached me and I approached it, the spin of the Vortex became stronger and I found myself being pulled into it. It swirled around me, over me, under me, and through me. I was within the vortex and it was within me. And then off in the distance of no-space, I saw the face of my father. I was instantly filled with the euphoria of reunion. We embraced forever within the no-time of the Vortex. "'My son, I am very proud of you. You have come to me on your own. And, you have become a complete person. I bow to your accomplishment.' "I was filled with humility and honor, as my father was not one to easily give compliments. I wanted to ask him about my brother and sisters but he waved his hand and said, "'First come with me to Arcturus. I think that then all your questions will be answered. Remember now, my son, to ignite your merkaba, the two superimposed tetrahedrons which form a multidimensional six-pointed star.'
"I found my internal merkaba and as I stepped into it with my consciousness, it surrounded my entire form. In a flash we were on Arcturus. "My brother and sisters were there to greet me. We held each other so closely that we became one being. Finally, my father called for us to follow him into the Temple of Initiation. Travel on Arcturus is a multidimensional experience. One must focus all thoughts and feelings into a unified purpose. Always before, my father would surround us with his energy to keep us on track. But now that we had reached our maturity, he left each of us to find our own way. I was curious to hear my brother and sisters' experiences, but I needed to concentrate on my first solo journey on Arcturus. "The Temple of Initiation slowly rose before us. It was beautiful beyond all earthly words. We had never been taken there before and were all awe-struck by its magnificence. Huge golden doors opened to welcome us and a glittering pathway of an unknown substance showed us the way. The Arcturian fathers of my brother and sisters were waiting just inside the doorway. They waved us on without them. "'This is for your honor,' they stated all at once. "The four of us followed the glimmering pathway to the Alter of the One. A huge being of light sat upon a throne and called us forward. As we knelt before him, he placed a Mantle of Light upon our heads. Instantly our vibrations accelerated, the room dimmed, and we were gone. Where we went and what we learned there is not to be spoken of, only experienced. But when we returned, we were ready to go back to the Earth to complete our mission. We had learned from our journey that we were to open a Portal of Ascendance for the Mayans who had completed their service and were ready to return to their various Homeworlds. The time of Mayan power was coming to a close. The invaders that I had seen in my dreams, what seemed like a lifetime ago, were coming and all would be lost, except for what was hidden or stored in code. It was time for us to return. Many preparations had to be made on Earth. RETURN TO TEMPLE LIFE "When we returned to our temple life, everything was different. We had faced all our inner darkness and expanded our consciousness beyond the reach of any of the Dark Ones. We held no negativity toward them, as all has a purpose. Each cycle upon the third dimension must come to a close, and so it was with the Maya. We neither ignored nor confronted the Dark Ones because to confront the darkness merely causes an alignment that can pull one into it. “If anyone dared to intercede in our endeavors, we simply raised our vibration beyond what they could perceive with their third dimensional perception. At last we were ready and the time was nigh. With our distant vision, we could see the conquerors sailing toward our Mayan home. I thought of Leneah and my adopted mother and wondered if they would hear the silent call to return Home to their higher selves. "Hopenakaniah and I were to open the Portal, and Leatunika and Hegsteomen were to hold the Portal open and be the last to travel through it. It was their job to
close the passage just as it was our job to open it. None of us had spoken of our time in the city with the third dimensionals. It was the only secret that we had ever kept. I never discovered how they had traveled to Arcturus or even if they had had such a hard and wonderful time in the city as I had. I think that Hopenakaniah had also found love, as there was something in her that struck that familiar chord of lost love. "Finally, the day arrived for our ceremony. We had practiced it over and over and felt confident in our roles. We had sent out the silent call for seven days and seven nights. It was the highest of ceremonial days, so the Dark Ones were not suspicious of our intentions. We donned our ceremonial costumes and the four of us ascended the thirteen stairs to the highest apex of our most sacred pyramid. Hopenakaniah and I were in front and Leatunika and Hegsteomen followed us. With every stair that we ascended our vibration rose higher and higher so that when we reached the Altar, we could barely stay anchored in our third dimensional forms. We felt the confusion of many of the Dark Ones as we disappeared to their vision. But their pride did not allow them to admit that they could no longer see us. "Hopenakaniah and I had made love many times, but this was to be different. This was not for ourselves but for the awakened ones of Maya. We began our ritual while the Priests around us chanted the Sacred name of our Sun -- KEIN. The chanting grew louder and louder as our spiritual/sexual energies rose up our spines merging our male and female energies into ONE. At the exact moment that the first rays of the rising Sun struck our Altar, we pulled all theses energies into our ONE Heart and surrendered it to KEIN. "Instantly the Portal into the fifth dimension opened. Again, the four became two teams of two, and the many who passed through the Portal became ONE. I saw many familiar faces from the temple and from my life in the city. And yes, there was Leneah, pregnant with my child, and her family, which now included my adopted mother. As they passed through the Portal, they shed their three dimensional forms and expanded into their true bodies of light. The child of Leneah and I became a small being of light which was held closely by his mother. I smiled and realized that, indeed, Leneah had been the reincarnation of our lost sister. At last, all that could hear the silent call had passed through the Portal, and my brother and sister entered and closed the vortex behind them. We had completed our mission! “I give you this message now in the hopes that it will stimulate your remembering, for the mission which we have completed, is just beginning for YOU!”
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