Life Out Of Balance
ALPHA AND OMEGA SYMBOLS INCLUDED IN A LOT OF CHURCHES THAT I DON'T THINK A LOT OF PEOPLE EVEN NOTICE
REGARDING THE MONTAUK PROJECT I KNOW THAT A BOAT DID NOT REALLY DISAPPEAR. BUT THERE IS SOMETHING THAT DID HAPPEN IN THE 1950'S THAT MAYBE ONLY A FEW PEOPLE REALLY KNOW ABOUT, AND TO THIS DAY I REALLY FIND HARD TO BELIEVE EVEN THOUGH IT WAS MENTIONED IN A DIFFERENT WAY IN THE 1970'S BY ERIC SCHWING, THERE WAS A 4 DIMENSIONAL SNAPSHOT TAKEN WHILE I WAS STANDING ON A SEAWALL, IN THE BACK YARD OF OUR HOUSE AT 1458 SW 19TH AVE. I SAW MY BROTHERS BOAT SINK, AND CRIED WITHOUT KNOWING WHY I WAS CRYING. IT TOOK ME 40 YEARS TO FIGURE OUT THAT I WAS NOT REALLY CRYING FOR MIKE I WAS CRYING BECAUSE MY EXPERIENCE TOLD ME AT SEVEN YEARS OLD, THAT THERE WAS A LOT OF PAIN IN THE WORLD, AND THAT WAS AN EXAMPLE OF IT. THIS SONG “ONE EYED ONE HORNED FLY IN A PURPLE PEOPLE EATER”WAS WRITTEN ABOUT A WORMHOLE, AND IT DOES MENTION SOMEONE WHO IS PIDGEON TOED. I SORT OF UNDERSTAND HOW THAT IS POSSIBLE BUT I CANNOT EXPLAIN IT. SHEB WOOLEY IS THE PERSON THAT IS ASSOCIATED WITH IT THE LYRICS, AND END WITH SOMEONE ELSE'S IDENTITY BEING CONFUSED WITH MY IDENTITY. A PERSON THAT WAS BORN WITH A SINGING VOICE. A PERSON THAT I LIVED WITH ME, BUT UNTIL THE LAST 10 YEARS I COULD NOT FIGURE OUT WHO HE WAS, OR WHY HE ENDED UP LIVING IN THE SAME HOUSE AS ME. THE REASON I DID NOT FIGURE IT OUT IS BECAUSE MIKE ASSUMED, AND DID NOT ASK IF IT WAS POSSIBLE, FOR THE 4TH DIMESION TO KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT SOMEONE WITHOUT EVER MEETING THEM. SO HE ASSUMED THAT I HAD TO KNOW WHO THEY WERE, BUT WAS WRONG. ALSO KNOWING SOMETHING ABOUT SOMEONE AT THE LEVEL THAT PHYSICS KNOWS SOMEONE IS NOT REALLY SPYING, BUT BECAUSE MIKE WAS ONLY 11, AND NEIL USED A HOLOGRAM AS ME, AND BECAUSE MIKE THOUGHT THAT A HOLOGRAM WAS REAL, MIKE ASSUMED THAT THAT WAS ME, AND I DID NOT TALK TO HIM FROM THE OTHER WORLD.
Well I saw the thing comin' out of the sky It had the one long horn, one big eye. I commenced to shakin' and I said "ooh-eee" It looks like a purple people eater to me. It was a one-eyed, one-horned, flyin' purple people eater. (one-eyed, one-horned, flyin' purple people eater) A one-eyed one-horned, flyin' puple people eater Sure looks stange to me. (one eye?) Well he came down to earth and lit in a tree I said Mr. Purple People Eater don't eat me I heard him say in a voice so gruff I wouldn't eat you cuz you're so tough It was a one-eyed, one-horned flyin' purple people eater one-eyed, one-horned flyin' purple people eater one-eyed, one-horned flyin' purple people eater Sure looks strange to me. (one horn?)
I said Mr. Purple People Eater, what's your line
He said it's eatin' purple people and it sure is fine But that's not the reason that I came to land I wanna get a job in a rock and roll band
Well bless my soul, rock and roll, flying purple people eater. Pidgeon-toed, undergrowed, flyin' purple people eater (we wear short shorts) Flyin' purple people eater sure looks strange to me. And then he swung from the tree and lit on the ground. He started to rock, really rockin' around It was a crazy little ditty with a swingin' tune (sing aboop boop aboopa lopa lum bam boom) Well, bless my soul, rock and roll flyin' purple people eater
Flyin' little people eater Sure looks strange to me. (purple people?) And then he went on his way, and then what undergrowed, flyin' purple do you know. I saw him last night on a TV show. He was blowing it out, a'really knockin' em dead Playin' rock and roll music through the horn in his head (clarinet solo) ( Tequila)
THE WIZARD OF OZ Please don't forget that the wizard of oz does start off with a wormhole at the beginning. Maybe, L Frank Baum did know something about what was going on in the world. Please also do not forget that the Wizard of Oz came out in 1939. There is an internet site, right now, that sort of includes things related to what is going now. I think it was created for that very reason. In fact it is called http://www.hexen2039.com It has been 100 years since the original Wizard of Oz came out in theaters. I think I also need to mention a movie that came out in the 1970's called wi ZARDOZ. The main character, or maybe it is character that is really not in the movie but is a sort of 4 dimensional director. His name is Arthur Frame, or maybe Alan Frey. I saw the movie Zardoz when it came out in the 1970's, but little did I know then that it was an issue in my life, and had been an issue since the 1950's In fact, at the time, there was someone that had tracked me down in Columbus, that had the international law document with him, even though to this day I have never read, and had nothing to do with writing, since it was probably written by the device rather than a person, that I think mentioned the Wizard of Oz in several places. Alan Frey, by the way, is someone that I found recently on the internet that has written several things about remote hypnotism. Maybe a puppet master of sorts himself. I can say that I am positive that remote hypnotism does exist and I have been a target of it. In 2005 I made exactly SIX telephone calls to California information, at several different information numbers, and said the same thing every time. The next day I asked myself why I made the telephone calls. I was not sleep walking. I was completely awake. The message I repeated in all of them was: Patrick Flanagan, who at the time, I had
no clue as to who he was, as a person, and to this day do not really know anything about the other than what is on the internet, and as we all know there is not much on the internet that you can accept as truth, “was holding a murderer at Window on the World, and someone needed to pick him up”. I know I am not insane, but I know it happened because I have a record of the telephone calls HERE ARE THE SIX TELEPHONE CALLS I MADE IN THE LAST 10 YEARS
323-238-1700 323-385-3266 310-202-4505 213-473-6100 310-202-4505 830-755-1701 Please do not forget that Window on the World, at one time, was also a restaurant in the World Trade Center.
KOYAANISQATSI is a HOPI Indian meaning Life out of Balance. Part of the film was made with photography shot at the World Trade Center
This diagram shows the arrangement of buildings at the World Trade Center.
Towers #1 and #2 were struck by aircraft as indicated. WTC 7, the location of New York City's Emergency Operations Center (EOC) was damaged when Tower #1 collapsed, and then collapsed itself some 8 hours later.
OF COURSE ONE WAS USED IN GERMANY IN THE 1930'S WHY DID IT END UP IN GERMANY? A COUNTRY THAT DOES NOT PRACTICE BUDDHISM?
BOTH OF THESE ARE BUDDHIST SYMBOLS WHICH ONE DO YOU THINK IS WORSE?
SEE, HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL
I THINK THAT SEE, HEAR AND SPEAK NO EVIL CAN BE ASSOCIATED with CHILD EVOLUTION 4 DIMENSIONAL WORLD HAS A DEVICE CALLED A BABY MENTIONED IN FLORIDA IN THE 1950'S PAUL GERSON JR SAID I'LL BUY THAT BABY (this is when he was about 8 years old) UTHANT AND TITO
PEOPLE THAT FROM THE 1950'S HAVE USED THE 4 DIMENSIONAL WORLD TO SEPERATE ME FROM FRIENDS AND FAMILY BY USING BROTHER AGAINST BROTHER OR FRIEND AGAINST FRIEND I.E. CHARACTER ASSASSINATION AND CHILD SLAVERY PAM DONNELLY (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT ELEANOR M AUSTIN DONNELLY GATES (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES) TOLD OUR DAD THE WHOLE TIME SHE LIVED WITH HIM THAT HER LAST NAME WAS DONNELLY NOT AUSTIN NEIL DONNELLY (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT) PAUL GERSON JR (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT) RUTH GERSON (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT) DAVID SVETLICK (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT) ROGER GATES (IGNORANCE TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT)
MIKE GATES (IGNORANCE TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT) ERIC SCHWING (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT) SUSAN RAMSEY NELSON (TRAITOR TO THE UNITED STATES GOVERNMENT) TOLD ME SHE KNEW PAUL HOGAN
OUT OF IGNORANCE, ROGER AND MIKE WILL NOT SAY ANYTHING TO ME THEY COULD CAUSE OUR PARENTS, EVEN THOUGH THEY HAVE PASSED AWAY, TO BE CONSIDERED TRAITORS TO THIS COUNTRY
HERE IS AN EXAMPLE OF THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT HIRED ERIC SCHWING I UNFORTUNATELY, NOT BY CHOICE, BUT ONLY BECAUSE OF MONEY, WAS FORCED TO LIVE AS A ROOMMATE WITH ERIC DURING THAT TIME ERIC PROCEEED TO CARRY OUT HIS MISSION USING LEGAL SIZE PAPER WHAT WAS ON THE PAPER I CANNOT SAY, BECAUSE I HAVE NEVER REALLY SEEN IT. SEWERCIDE ONE OF THE SO CALLED “STREET PEOPLE” THAT ERIC BROUGHT BACK FROM OSU CAMPUS AND SAID NEEDED A PLACE TO STAY SAID HE HAD A POEM THAT HE WROTE, AND IT WAS CALLED “SEWERCIDE” I DO NOT REMEMBER WHAT THE POEM SAID THAT THE PERSON IN COLUMBUS BUT HERE SOMETHING I FOUND ON THE INTERNET Just think of jumping and the white-coated ones Will read your mind and take you away, You'll never find someone quite out of his mind Who will give you the time of day, There's no need to wonder why the cloud that you're under Has a manhole, not a silver lining, We must all be somewhat t etched in the head To be employed where the sun's never shining Your appetite, lest I fail to mention,
Will be lost near cesspool number nine, I just thought I saw the crumpled had of Ed Norton Floating downstream on a clump of green slime, It's not necessary to be crazy to work here But, believe me, it helps a lot I've seen some of the finest nut houses in the country And they don't call me Mister Planters for naught
I NEED TO MENTION SOMETHING ABOUT THE POEM SEWERCIDE IN FLORIDA OUR DAD, NOW PASSED AWAY IN 1978, WAS AN ENGINEER FOR A COMPANY CALLED CONCRETE PIPE PRODUCTS. THEY WERE RESPONSIBLE FOR DESIGNING THE PIPE AND THE MACHINES THAT BUILT SEWER SYSTEMS REMEMBER THAT THE 4TH DIMENSION DID COME TO SOUTH FLORIDA IN THE 1950'S, AND THE PLACE THAT MY DAD WORKED AT WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE SPIDER DEVICE, AND TURNED INTO MARTIN MARIETTA, AND I THINK CONTROLLED BY WERHNER VON BRAUN. OUR DAD'S MARTIN MARIETTA CAR WAS STOLEN BY SOMEONE IN 1962, AND NEIL, PAM AND ELEANOR ARE RESPONSIBLE IN SOME WAY. ERIC SCHWING CONTINUED TO LIVE IN COLUMBUS UNTIL THE 1980'S FOR A WHILE HE BROUGHT HIS SISTER KARLA, SUPPOSEDLY FROM CALIFORNIA, AND SHE SAID ONE DAY “THEY CAN'T EVEN SPELL THE THE WORD AUSTRALIA THEY SPELL IT THE SAME AS AUSTRIA” THAT IS NOT EXACTLY WHAT SHE SAID BUT IT IS CLOSE. SUSAN RAMSEY NELSON NO RELATION TO JOHN RAMSEY OF COURSE MENTIONED ON AT LEAST ONE OCCASION A TELEPHONE CALL MIKE HAD TAKEN ABOUT 40 YEARS EARLIER, I THINK. THE CALL, I THINK, CAME FROM FIDEL CASTRO AND HAS BEEN USED OVER AND OVER AS THOUGH IT WERE SOMETHING I HAD TAKEN, BUT I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH THE TELEPHONE CALL. I THINK THE CALL WENT SOMETHING LIKE THIS: WHAT DO YOU WANT MIKE? MIKE: I WANT NATURE! MIKE IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY! MIKE HOW DOES
IT WORK? OTHER YOU HAVE TO ORDER IN THREE'S MIKE OK I HAVE THREE PROPERTIES. 1971 IT WAS USED TO CONTROL THE ROOMING HOUSE I LIVED ON 9TH AVE USED THE NARCOTICS SQUAD TO BREAK DOWN A DOOR WITHOUT A WARRANT BECAUSE THEY WERE CONVINCED THAT I WAS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT
THAT BROKE IN AND STOLE THINGS, AND SO I DESERVED WHAT I GOT. STEVE HUBER LIVED IN THE ROOMING HOUSE, AND HAD GOTTEN THAT VERY MESSAGE, AND MENTIONED IT ON OSU CAMPUS WHEN STEPHEN GASKEN CAME TO TOWN SUSAN NELSON MENTIONED IN THE 1980'S. WHERE SHE GOT IT FROM I DO NOT KNOW, AND SHE CLAIMED TO BE A PARALEGAL. I THINK THAT WHEREEVER SHE GOT IT FROM, IT WAS AGAINST THE LAW TO HAVE THAT CALL, OR ANYTHING MENTIONED IN IT. I NEED TO MENTION SOMETHING ABOUT THE POEM SEWERCIDE. REMEMBER THE 4TH DIMENSION, NOT BY CHOICE, CAME TO OUR HOUSE IN THE 1950'S. PAM AND NEIL FIRST CONTACTED MIKE, AND TRICKED HIM INTO BELIEVING THAT A HOLOGRAM WAS REALLY ME. FOR THAT REASON MIKE ASSUMED THAT I HAD PLOTTED AGAINST HIM AT SEVEN YEARS OLD, AND FOR THAT VERY REASON DID NOT TELL ME, AND ALSO THOUGHT THAT THE DEVICE ONLY SHOWED THAT HIS BROTHER STARTING AT AGE SEVEN WAS, AND WAS GOING TO BE A FAGOT. OUR DAD WORKED AT A COMPANY CALLED CONCRETE PIPE PRODUCTS, AS A TECH SERVICE ENGINEER, PART OF HIS JOB WAS TO TRAVEL AND SHOW ANY COMPANY NEEDING THE MACHINES THEY DESIGNED, AND USED TO MAKE CONCRETE PIPE, HOW TO USE THEM. THE PIPE AND THE MACHINES WERE FOR MAKING SEWER SYSTEMS. THAT COMPANY I KNOW WAS TAKEN OVER BY THE SPIDER DEVICE. I KNOW IT BECAUSE SOMEONE DECIDED TO GIVE ME A HINT WHEN I WAS ONLY SEVEN YEARS OLD. ON A SATURDAY, WHEN OUR DAD TOOK ME WITH HIM TO DANIA FLORIDA ONE OF HIS DRAFTSMAN, AT THE TIME, MADE A SPIDER OUT OF AN ERASER, RUBBER BANDS, AND INDIA INK. THAT COMPANY WAS TAKEN OVER, AND TURNED INTO MARTIN MARIETTA, AND MY DAD DECIDED TO MOVE BECAUSE HE SAID TO MKE ONE DAY, AND I WAS STANDING NEXT TO THEM, THAT MANAGEMENT HAD TAKEN OVER THE COMPANY. IN 1962 HIS MARTIN MARIETTA CAR WAS STOLEN, WHILE VISITING ELEANOR M AUSTIN DONNELLY. NEIL HAD CONVINCED MIKE THAT THAT WAS A GOOD IDEA
I DID NOT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT PAM, NEIL, AND ELEANOR AT THE TIME REMEMBER JACKIE GLEASON, AND ED NORTON, AT THE TIME IN MIAMI BEACH WERE PERFORMING THE HONEYMOONERS. IT WAS A SHOW PARTIALLY BASED ON ED NORTON WORKING IN A SEWER
What is the Fourth Dimension?
Introduction: You have probably heard people refer to the fourth dimension before but maybe you weren't sure what they mean by it. Well, first lets remember that we live in 3 dimensional space. How do we know? - We have three directions of free movement: 1.) Left/Right 2.) Back/Forth 3.) Up/Down Because we have three possible directions, it will take three values to describe the position of any point (x,y,z). In two dimensions, we only need two points: (x,y). In three dimensions, I could tell you to go forward 8 feet, right 12 feet, then you reach a rope. Climb up the rope 6 feet. Notice that each of these three directions are perpendicular to each other... That means that any of the directions is its own and not combination of any of the other directions. That means I can go forward or backward all I want but I won't be going left or right, nor up or down. So if we were to consider a fourth dimension (x,y,z,t), it would have to be a new perpendicular direction in addition to the three directions we have free movement in. Considering the Fourth Dimension: Often it is helpful to visualize the way dimensions increase when considering the fourth dimension. Examine the chart on the right. Notice that the zero dimension is represented by a point, 1 dimensions is represented by a line, and 2 dimensions is represented by a square. When we try to express three dimensions on a flat surface, like your computer screen, we draw two squares and diagonal lines connecting the vertices's. It represents a cube, but it is not actually a cube. So perhaps when we draw a 4 dimensional cube, we can draw two cubes and connect the diagonal vertices's. That figure is called a hypercube. Keep in mind that trying to express a 4 dimensional hypercube on a 2 dimensional surface is not very helpful. But it at least helps you understand the kind of progression going on. Visualizing 4th
dimensional objects is not important if you merely want do some simple computations. For instance, in 3 dimensions, the volume of a sphere is 4/3(pi)r^3, however the hyper volume of a 4 dimensional hypersphere is determined by 1/2(pi^2)r^4. Using Analogy to understand the 4th dimension: Since it is hard to try to directly picture the fourth dimension in our minds, perhaps using analogy can help us. In 1884, Edwin Abbot wrote a book called "Flatland". The book writes about A. Square and his world, Flatland. You may have already guessed, but
Flatland is a 2 dimensional, flat plane and A. Square is a square shaped guy who lives there. He has two dimensions of free movement. He can go left/right and back/forth, however because he is restricted to his 2 dimensional Flatland plane, he cannot go up/down off the plane. By analogy, we humans are restricted to our "plane" of existence... and it would be impossible for us to freely move in the fourth dimension. Let's go back to A. Square again. Note that A. Square can only see what lies in his plane of existence, which means if a 3 dimensional sphere were to pass through Flatland, A. Square would not see the sphere, but just 2 dimensional "slices". Taking this further, imagine if a sphere passed halfway through Flatland but stopped in the middle. the sphere would intersect Flatland as just one circle and A. Square could see it! Furthermore, imagine if as the sphere approaches Flatland, A. Square watches as the sphere slowly moves through his plane. What would A. Square see? Recall that A. Square can only see 2-d slices of the sphere (or circles) so what A. Square would perceive is a circle suddenly appearing, then growing... then reaching a maximum size as the sphere was halfway through and as it exited, the circle would grow smaller until it disappeared. This means that 3d objects could be explained to a 2d being as a bunch of "slices stacked" on top of each other. Try to imagine taking a bunch of circles and stacking them. They would begin to form a skeleton framework of the actual 3d image. Similarly if a 4d hypersphere would intersect our plane of existence, we would see a 3d sphere appear out of no where. It would grow until the hypersphere was halfway through, then it would shrink back to nothing. Theoretically, we could stack these spheres to form a hypersphere, but we can't stack them in the usual sense, but rather it would have to extend in the fourth dimension which takes us back to the original dilemma of trying to visualize it. If we look down upon a square in a flat, 2d plane, we can see the entire object a single glance. Only one perspective is needed. In fact, we could place our finger inside the object without touching the sides. This would be a profound feat for A. Square, a creature inhabiting Flatland. His house is one big square and he can't just put his finger in the middle of the house without first "entering" through a door on one of the sides. Analogously, fourth dimension beings have the ability to visualize an entire cube at one glance. Humans can only visualize one half the cube at any given second. Also, four dimensional beings could easily put their finger inside a closed cube without penetrating its sides. Other curiosities involve mirror images. Imagine A. Square again. But now, lets pick him up off Flatland and put him back into the plane upside down. He would now be
the mirror image of his old self. It is a bit tricky to imagine a human becoming a mirror image of themselves since we are unfamiliar with the fourth dimension rotation needed
Intro Before I start , I would like to say that I have never had any interest in the 4 dimension or anything related to it. However, due to very unusual circumstances, in the 1950's, in south florida, I have, sort of, been forced to make sense of it. I am not a writer, as anyone reading this can tell, and have no asperations about being a writer. I can only make an educated guess about most of what was said, even though I lived in the house, as a part of a family, at 1458 SW 19TH AVE, FT LAUDERDALE, FL, and, as far as I know, no one, not even the US Government, knows what really happened in the south florida, to this day. Mike always assumed that if Pam and Neil and Eleanor knew who I was, then I knew who they were at 7 years old, and for that reason, I was responsible for Mike getting in trouble, and from the start tried
to find a way to get out of what Mike thought I
caused. Mike was allowed to use a device, given to Mike by Neil that showed an image of me as a hologram because our mom was extremely worried about me even though I am convinced it was only a trick, and it really didn't tell Mike whether I was safe or not . Mike has never really, as far as I know, wanted to be a writer. I cannot say the same for the person, then to become my brother, by the name of Neil. But, anyway I think, Mike wrote a paragraph, even though I never saw it titled "Its A Game", when he was about 11 years old, about the time he told Pam "he pissed me off", and wanted to try out this "new technology" On that day, Mike changed as a person, and became a sort of stranger to me, his own brother because I remember him saying to me "Just you wait, and you will find out what happens" . Not only did they trick him into something that he did not understand, but they also told him, I think, at some point that what he was doing calling the entire neighborhood we lived in Ft Lauderdale was
spying, and he could go to jail. The truth of the
matter was that Mike could never have gone to jail, and they scared him to keep him from telling me what was going on. What they really did was use the neighborhood. Mike was calling everyone in the neighborhood, because he had gotten from be a part of group that stole stuff, this was in 1957. What Neil was really talking about was that the spider device was used, and they were stealing the wormhole model. I am sure it sounds incredible that this type of thing could happen in an average neighborhood, in the 1950's in Florida, but it did. I have trouble accepting it myself, and I was living in the house where it happened, and heard Neil say it was about wormholes. I need to say that I am only trying to survive. I have suffered, in one way or another, for most of the 50 years since then. What I am about to tell you comes close to what I have been through, as a child, and now as an adult. I am the SPYDER device to take over the telephones in
Neil that I was stealing stuff. Or that I signed up to
definitely not doing this to try and get your
attention. My goal, if I have one, is to pass on to you what I know is true. If it helps someone else then I guess that is as much as I can do. The world we live in today, and the world, at least as far back as Nazi Germany, cannot be explained only in by our 5 senses alone. I think we have a historical terms . It definitely cannot be explained responsibility to ourselves, and to the world, to see a "bigger picture" If we don't, then we have lost before we start, and all the people that have died in wars, have died for nothing. What I am trying to say is that Mindcontrol is a very powerful weapon if used by the wrong people, and can in fact even start wars. I think there are a lot of people that do not want the truth to be known for one reason or another. We have to consider that when Physics proved that TIME was the 4th dimension, it was not just about bombs. It was also about proving that things like electrons might be smarter than we are, and the people that know that, can use it for their own ends
I do not have a physics or math background to prove in scientific terms what I am about to say. But I do know that they are mentioned on an international law document that came to the Gates household in the 1950's. The other reason I know they are used is that I have been a victim of one since I was seven years old. I cannot hardly describe the suffering and torture I have lived through to say that this is true. I know it is true because it has been proven that electrons have some sort of consciousness or intelligence , and everything on the planet has a frequency as individual as a fingerprint. I am certainly not talking about the physics that the average person, and that definitely includes me, considers to be physics. ie nuclear physics. If we consider ourselves to be basically electric, in nature, then things like mind control might easy to see, as possibilities I think intervals, and I have only figured one, there may be others, are like 4 dimensional photographs or snapshots, and that is why what happened in Florida, in the 1950's is so important. If someone were trying to rebuilt an interval by making another 4 dimensional snap shot then everything that happened would be important. If you also consider that Alpha and Omega are the beginning and end of an interval then you can see how important knowing the big picture is to knowing the WHOLE. Knowing facts about a subject is a waste of time, especially something related to this type of physics, because it really doesn't say anything. In fact doing anything but attempting to figure out the big picture does nothing but confuse the real issue, and can be used to blame a group or organization
BODY ELECTRIC QUANTUM PHYSICS WHAT IS THE FREQUENCY KENNETH SPIDER DEVICE ALPHA IS THE BEGINNING OF THE INTERVAL OMEGA IS THE END OF AN INTERVAL THIS IS THE REASON 1,000,000 CHILDREN ARE DYING OF STARVATION AND HPV/HIV TODAY IN AFRICA IT HAS BEEN ABSOLUTELY PROVEN THAT BIOLOGICAL WARFARE USING VIRUS'S IS CAUSING GENOCIDE IN AFRICA intervals were tested in the 1930's as a way of defining the beginning and the end if using a device goes beyond a certain point then it will at least cause a war Alpha and Omega It seems to me that the magic number is 5 there are a lot of things that state that 5 is an important number we have 5 fingers and 5 toes there 5 days in a normal week
5 IS RESONANCE
6 IS WAR
1934 first patent for controlling people remotely
FIRST INTERVAL 1939 The Wizard of Oz movie came out in theatres 1925 it was proved that Bi-poles were possible in quantum physics able to create wormholes the yellow brick road started with a vortex or wormhole BAMBI THE MOVIE CAME OUT IN THEATRES IN 1942 NEIL, PAM, AND ELEANOR BROUGHT A DOG FROM BOSTON BY THE NAME OF BAMBI
1944 1942 INTEVAL CHANGED HITLER INVADED POLAND INTERVALS ARE STILL 5 YEARS BUT WITH A SECOND SET OF INTERVALS THEY ARE NOW ALSO 3 YEARS APART
1949 1954 1947 AREA 51 STARTED CIA STARTED 1952 U THANT MEETS WITH TITO YUGOSLAVIA
1959 1957 SPIDER DEVICE USED IN TARGETS SOUTH FLORIDA FROM SOVIET UNION
MURDER OF BETTY GATES 1458 SW 19TH AVE, FT LAUDERDALE, FLORIDA
ASSASSINATION OF JOHN KENNEDY
I THINK LEE HARVEY OSWALD WAS A PATSY
GATES, JOHN KENNEDY 1962 ELEANOR MARRIES ROBERT GATES EXACTLY 5 MONTHS AND 3 DAYS AFTER MY 12TH BIRTHDAY
BETTY GATES WAS PAUL, MIKE, AND ROGER'S MOM MURDERED FIVE MONTHS AND 3 DAYS AFTER MY 12TH BIRTHDAY
INTERVAL FROM 1957-62
NEIL, PAM, AND ELEANOR START LIVING IN THE GATES HOUSEHOLD FIVE MONTHS AND THREE DAYS AFTER BETTY LOUISE GATES’S DEATH NEIL PHYSICALLY TORTURED ME WITH A NOTE BETTY GATES GAVE TO MY BROTHER MIKE ON HER DEATH BED NEIL DOES NOT EVEN UNDERSTAND THAT TORTURE, FOR ME, IS KEEPING PEOPLE SEPARATE FROM ME. BECAUSE I WAS BORN AS THE TYPE OF PERSON THAT IS
I DID NOT EVEN KNOW WHY I CRIED FOR MY BROTHERS BOAT SINKING WHEN I WAS 7 YEARS OLD I WAS ACTUALLY CRYING FOR THE WORLD CRYING FROM A FEELING LEVEL
COMPASSIONATE TOWARDS OTHER PEOPLE (GUT FEELING)
5 YEARS SEPARATE INTERVALS AND THERE 3 YEARS BETWEEN THE TWO INTERVALS 5/3 IS THE SAME AS 2/3 INTERVAL STARTED IN 1923 23RD OF AUGUST MY DAD “MARRIED” ELEANOR AUSTIN DONNELLY MOVIE STARRING JIM CAREY JUST CAME CALLED 23 WITH LEE HARVEY GATES AS ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS
1964 JOHN F. KENNEDY
1969 MARTIN LUTHER KING ROBERT KENNEDY
1979 GEORGE MARKOV 1977 ROBERT GATES (CHARACTER ASSASSINATION)
5/3 BANK ECONOMIC DEPRESSION
"THE BEST FRIEND YOU WILL NEVER MEET" THE VORTEX MEETS EVERYONE BEFORE I MEET THEM I THINK SLAVERY AND TORTURE OF CHILDREN ARE THE MOST IMPORTANT ISSUES. I HAVE BEEN A SLAVE AND A VICTIM SINCE I WAS 7 YEARS OLD. IT IS HARD TO BELIEVE THAT A COUNTRY THAT PRIDES ITSELF, SO MUCH, ON HUMAN RIGHTS AND PROTECTION OF IT’S CITIZENS CAN ALLOW SOMETHING LIKE THIS TO HAPPEN, BUT IT DID IN THE 1950’S, AND I CONTINUE TO BE A VICTIM TO THIS DAY.TORTURE CAN, AND IS DONE BY REMOTE CONTROL
I AM SUGGESTING THAT YOU LOOK AT THE WORLD IN A MUCH DIFFERENT WAY. IT IS UNFORTUNATELY, AT LEAST FROM MY POINT
OF VIEW, THE WORLD THAT I HAVE BEEN A HOSTAGE OF FOR 50 YEARS.I AM NOT TALKING ALIENS FROM OUTER SPACE I AM TALKING ABOUT 4 DIMENSIONAL BODY ELECTRIC OR FLY IN THE SPIDERS MOUTH
TELEPHONE CALLS FROM AN ALIEN WORLD (SORT OF) STARTING IN ABOUT 1957, IN FT LAUDERDALE AREA, AND DUE TO CONTACT MIKE HAD INITIALALLY, WITH PAM DONNELLY. TELEPHONE CALLS STARTED COMING TO OUR HOUSE AT 1458 SW 19TH AVE. MIKE, OF COURSE, EXPECTED THEM BECAUSE HE KNEW PAM BECAUSE SHE WENT TO ST ANTHONY'S , AND PAM HAD CONVINCED HIM, AND I THINK THE HALO MIGHT HAVE ALSO CHANGED HIM BECAUSE I SAW MIKE DO SOMETHING I HAD NEVER SEEN HIM DO BEFORE HIS TEMPER SHOWED IT'S UGLY HEAD AND HE SAID TO ME IN 1957 “JUST YOU WAIT PAUL YOU'LL FIND OUT WHAT HAPPENS”, AND THAT WAS ONLY BECAUSE OF A PETTY THING LIKE TELLING OUR DAD TO TELL MIKE TO LEAVE THE ROOM FOR FARTS. SO MIKE WENT BACK TO PAM AND SAID “HE PISSED ME OFF”, AND SAID I WANT TO TRY OUT THE NEW TECHNOLOGY. MIKE THE SKUNK (IF YOU GET THE MESSAGE) I CANNOT FIGURE OUT, TO THIS DAY WHY MIKE ACTED THAT WAY I HAD NEVER SEEN HIM WITH THAT TYPE OF ATTITUDE BEFORE, AND IF YOU ASKED MIKE TODAY HE WOULD PROBABLY NOT BE ABLE TO TELL YOU WHY HE ACTED THAT WAY. UNLESS, OF COURSE NEIL HAD ALREADY SHOWN HIM THE HOLOGRAM AND MIKE THOUGHT THAT I WAS PARTICAPATING IN SOMETHING I DID NOT TELL ANYONE ABOUT, I DO NOT KNOW FOR SURE. I AM DOING THIS NOW BECAUSE I DID NOT KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING IN THE HOUSEHOLD I HAD JUST STARTED FIRST GRADE, AND I WAS HAVING ENOUGH TROUBLE WITH READING, AND OTHER CHILDREN MY OWN AGE LAUGHING AT ME BECAUSE I WAS BORN WITH A BIRTH DEFECT. MY MOM HAD RECOGNIZED THAT BEING THE UGLY DUCKLING WAS THE WAY I FELT WHEN I WAS FIVE YEARS OLD. THE REASON I AM GOING THROUGH THIS NOT ONLY BECAUSE AN INTERVAL OR 4 DIMENSIONAL SNAP SHOT WAS THE REAL ISSUE, BUT BECAUSE EVERYTHING THAT WAS BEING DONE WAS BEING OVERLOOKED BY EVERYONE EXCEPT THE DONNELLY'S BECAUSE NEIL HAD BEEN TRAINED TO KNOW WHAT WAS HAPPENING, AND HE WAS THE ONLY ONE THAT KNEW SOMETHING, BUT THEY WEREN'T GOING TO GET IN ANY TROUBLE, THE PEOPLE THAT HIRED THE DONNELLY'S COULD HAVE GOTTEN THEM IN TROUBLE ANYTIME THEY WANTED TO IF THEY REALLY WANTED TO GET THEM IN TROUBLE I DON'T REALLY THINK THEY WERE FOOLING ANYONE EXCEPT THEMSELVES, BUT REALLY THOUGHT THEY WERE, AND I WAS CERTAINLY NOT THERE ENEMY OR OUT TO GET THEM IN ANYWAY, AS A MATTER OF FACT EXACTLY THE OPPOSITE. MIKE
ALSO ASSUMED I KNEW THE DONNELLY'S LONG BEFORE THEY FIRST CAME OVER TO THE HOUSE AT 1458 SW 19TH AVE, BUT HE WAS WRONG, AND FOR THAT REASON HE ALWAYS THOUGHT THAT I WAS CONSPIRING AGAINST HIM TO GET HIM IN TROUBLE. SO THE CALLS STARTED COMING TO THE GATES HOUSEHOLD, AND I HAVE TO SAY I ONLY KNOW OF A FEW. I AM SURE THERE WERE OTHERS. I REMEMBER THE PHONE RINGING IN ABOUT 1959, AND I HAD JUST COME IN THE DOOR, MIKE PICKED UP THE TELEPHONE, AND THEN REPEATED WHAT HAD BEEN SAID, I HAVE TO ASSUME. HE SAID “HE HAS TO STAY IN THE PROGRAM” OUR MOM LOOKED VERY SCARED, AND I DON'T REALLY THINK SHE KNEW WHAT TO DO. BUT I THINK THE REASON SHE LOOKED VERY SCARED IS THAT SHE HAD MADE ONE PHONE CALL HERSELF, BECAUSE SHE HAD OPENED THE LAW DOCUMENT, AND FOUND A TELEPHONE NUMBER ON IT, AND CALLED THE NUMBER. I THINK THAT WHATEVER WAS SAID WAS NOT SOMETHING SHE LIKED AT ALL. THEN ABOUT THAT TIME, AND I WAS NEVER IN THE HOUSE AT THE TIME THIS STUFF WAS BEING DONE SO I CAN ONLY GUESS MIKE CALLED PAM AND NEIL, AND TOLD THEM HE WAS BOSS, AND WAS GOING TO PROVE THAT PAUL WAS NOT STEALING THINGS AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I THINK THAT IS WHERE MIKE DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING AT ALL, AND WHAT WAS REALLY GOING ON USING THE TELEPHONE. THEY WERE DIRECTING TELEPHONE CALLS ALL AROUND THE NEIGHBORHOOD, AND CONTACTING EVERYONE, AND I DO MEAN EVERYONE BECAUSE MIKE MIGHT HAVE CONFUSED SOMEONE INTO THINKING THAT I WAS SOME SORT OF PHYSICIST OR SOMETHING, RATHER THAN SOMEONE JUST OUT PLAYING IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. I THINK THAT IS WHERE SOMEONE CALLED AND ASKED IF THERE WAS A PHYSICIST LIVING IN THE HOUSEHOLD. THEN THERE WAS THE CALL TO MR BRIDGES'S TV REPAIR SHOP IN THE GARAGE, AND THE TELEPHONE RANG ASKING MY BEST FRIENDS DAD IF EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT, OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT. MY BROTHER WOULD NEVER HAVE CALLED MR BRIDGES GARAGE ASKING IF EVERYTHING WAS ALRIGHT. THE TELEPHONE CALLS WERE BEING DIRECTLY FROM SOMEPLACE ELSE, MAYBE OUTSIDE THE UNITED STATES. I ALSO REMEMBER, AT LEAST I THINK THEY DID THE SAME THING WITH A TELEPHONE CALL TO A HOUSE DOWN THE STREET FROM STEVE BRIDGES HOUSE, THAT HAD AN IN GROUND TRAMPOLINE. I HAD USED THE TRAMPOLINE ON SEVERAL OTHER OCCASIONS, AND NO ONE CARED, AS A MATTER OF FACT, I THINK THE PEOPLE THAT OWNED THE HOUSE INTENDED IT FOR THE CHILDREN IN THE NEIGHBORHOOD. THEY DID LIVE IN A LARGER HOUSE BECAUSE IT WAS SORT OF ON THE EDGE OF ANOTHER NEIGHBORHOOD, BUT THEY, AS FAR AS I KNOW WERE REAL NICE PEOPLE. BUT SUDDENLY, ONE DAY THEY CAME OUT OF THE HOUSE, AND ASKED WHY I WAS AROUND, AND ESSENTIALLY ASKED ME TO LEAVE. THAT IS WHERE I THINK THE LAWSUITS STARTED, BUT I THINK THE PEOPLE THAT WERE FILING THE LAWSUITS WERE THE SAME PEOPLE THAT WERE CAUSING THE LAWSUITS. THE REASON I SAY THAT IS THAT DAVID SVETLICK MOVED INTO THE NEIGHBORHOOD ABOUT THAT TIME WITH A “TV REPAIR TRUCK” WITH SPUTNIK ON
THE TRUCK, AND THEY OPENED A TRAMPOLINE FRANCHISE. I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY GOT THE MONEY, BUT I DON'T THINK THEY HAD IT WHEN THEY MOVED IN. EVERYONE ASSUMED I KNEW WHAT WAS GOING ON, BUT I WAS THE ONE THAT WAS MOST IN THE DARK. OUR MOM HAD A LAWYER COME OVER WHEN I WAS TEN YEARS OLD, AT LEAST I GUESS IT WAS A LAWYER, AND SHE ASSUMED WITHOUT ASKING ANY QUESTIONS THAT I WAS THE ONLY CHILD LIVING IN THE HOUSEHOLD. THIS IS AN ADULT LAWYER THAT ASSUMES THAT I WAS THE ONE THAT WAS TAKING THE TELEPHONE CALLS SAYING I DON'T UNDERSTAND. OUR PARENTS WERE VERY CARING PEOPLE, AND WERE EXTREMELY WORRIED ABOUT WHAT WAS GOING ON, BUT COULD NOT DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE IT. MY DAD WAS BEING CHARACTER ASSASSINATED AT CONCRETE PIPE PRODUCTS BECAUSE OF A TRUCK DRIVER, AND THE SPIDER DEVICE WAS TAKING OVER THAT COMPANY, AND HE WAS BEING CHARACTER ASSASSINATED IN FT LAUDERDALE BECAUSE HE WAS GETTING TELEPHONE SAYING “IS EASTER LILY GATES THERE”, AT HOME. I THINK THAT IS THE PART THAT HURTS THE WORST. I NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO TALK TO MY PARENTS, BECAUSE THE 4TH DIMENSION TRICKED EVERYONE IN THE HOUSEHOLD INTO BELIEVING THAT I KNEW SOMETHING I DID NOT KNOW. SO THE CALLS INITIALLY CAME, MAYBE FROM CASTRO. I KNOW, AT LEAST 3 CALLS THAT I CAN RECALL, AND MOST MADE WHEN I WAS NOT AROUND THAT MIGHT HAVE BEEN RELATED TO MIKE TALKING TO FIDEL CASTRO. ONE OF THE FIRST, MIGHT HAVE BEEN RELATED TO A CALL THAT HAS BEEN REPEATED OVER AND OVER DURING MY LIFE AS SOMETHING I HAD SOMETHING TO DO WITH, BUT IT WAS NOT SOMETHING I HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH. AT ALL, I THINK IT WENT SOMETHING LIKE THIS, MIKE ANSWERED, AND SOMEONE SAID WHAT DO YOU WANT MIKE, AND MIKE SAID “ I WANT NATURE” THE PERSON AT THE OTHER END SAID “THAT'S NOT THE WAY IT WORKS”, AND MIKE SAID OK HOW DOES IT WORK, AND THE PERSON AT THE OTHER END SAID “ YOU HAVE TO ORDER IN THREE'S” THEN MIKE SAID OK “I HAVE THREE PROPERTIES” MIKE HAD ONLY SAID THAT BECAUSE MIKE, I THINK, AT THE TIME, WAS PLAYING A GAME OF MONOPOLY. NOT BECAUSE OF ANYTHING THAT ANYONE IN THE HOUSEHOLD HAD ANY INTEREST IN AT ALL, AND I THINK HE REALLY ONLY SAID THAT BECAUSE HE THOUGHT HE WAS HELPING ME BECAUSE SOMEONE HAD TOLD HIM THAT NATURE SAYS THAT VACUUMS CAN'T EXIST, AND NATURE WAS ALL MIKE GOT OUT OF THE CONVERSATION . I NEED TO MENTION A LITTLE MORE DETAIL ABOUT THE TELEPHONE CALL RELATING TO “IS THERE A PHYSICIST LIVING IN THE HOUSEHOLD” MIKE'S RESPONSE WAS “OH YEA HE BROKE MY ARM” MIKE REALLY ONLY SAID THAT BECAUSE HE REALLY DID NOT UNDERSTAND THE BIGGER PICTURE OF WHAT WAS GOING ON, AND WAS TALKING ABOUT OUR BROTHER ROGER, WHO, AT THE TIME, WAS TAKING A HIGH SCHOOL PHYSICS COURSE. ROGER, IN ST PETERSBURG, EVEN BEFORE WE MOVED TO FT LAUDERDALE HAD MADE A ROPE ELEVATOR FOR FRIENDS TO BE LIFTED UP INTO A TREE. I WAS PROBABLY ABOUT ONE YEAR OLD,
AT THE TIME. MIKE WAS ONE OF THE FIRST TO TEST OUT ROGER'S IDEA, AND THE ROPE BROKE,MIKE, UNFORTUNATELY BROKE HIS COLAR BONE, THAT WAS PROBABLY IN 1951. SO WHEN SOMEONE, WHO MIKE DID NOT EVEN KNOW, CALLED AND ASKED IF THERE WAS A PHYSICIST LIVING IN FT LAUDERDALE PROBABLY ABOUT 6 YEARS LATER THAT IS THE ONLY THING MIKE COULD THINK OF, AND HE REALLY DID NOT KNOW THE PEOPLE CALLING I DON'T THINK. IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH ORDERING ANY KIND OF DEVICE THAT USES YOUR SKELTON I.E BROKEN BONES. MIKE TOOK THE TELEPHONE CALLS AS THOUGH IT WAS SOMETHING THAT I WAS INTERESTED IN NOT HIM, EXCEPT HE NEVER ASKED ME ABOUT IT HE ALWAYS ASSUMED I ALREADY KNEW. I KNOW THERE IS ONE OTHER TELEPHONE CALL THAT I NEED TO MENTION THAT MIKE TOOKM AND IT WAS ABOUT “YOU BOUGHT THE LISTENER” I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT WAS SAID BUT APPARTANTLY MIKE GOT THE IMPRESSION THAT I KILLED SOMEONE AT A BOWLING ALLEY OR SOMETHING, BECAUSE JUST AFTER OUR MOM DIED MIKE HAD US ALL GO TO THAT BOWLING ALLEY THAT IS NEIL, PAM, ME, MIKE, ROGER AND PAT SLOAN THINKING THAT WOULD CAUSE ME TO REMEMBER SOMETHING THAT I SUPPOSEDLY DID, WHICH IT DID NOT BECAUSE I DID NOT DO ANYTHING. I THINK IT HAD MORE TO DO WITH OUR MOM WHO HAD TAKEN PAUL GERSON AND I TO THE BOWLING ALLEY ON SATURDAYS. I KNOW MIKE WAS OFFERED THREE WISHES IN ONE OF THE TELEPHONE CALLS, AND I THINK THE ONLY PERSON THAT COULD HAVE OFFERED THAT KIND OF THING WOULD HAVE BEEN FIDEL CASTRO. MAYBE THAT IS HOW ORDERING IN THREE'S STARTED. THESE WERE ALL DONE BEHIND MY BACK IN THE 1950'S, BETWEEN THE AGES OF 7 AND 12. I FELT SOMETHING IN MY GUT, BUT WAS NOT CONSCIOUSLY AWARE OF WHAT WAS GOING ON AT THE TIME. MIKE DID KNOW SOMEHOW THAT THE WISHES WERE, AT LEAST HE THOUGHT FOR ME, EVEN THOUGH I AM NOT SURE WHY THAT WAS TRUE. SO MIKE AT ELEVEN COULD ONLY THINK IN TERMS OF WHAT A CHILD WITH NO UNDERSTANDING OF HOW, WHAT THEY WERE TALKING ABOUT WORKED, ONLY ORDERED THINGS THAT WERE NEVER POSSIBLE, AND I THINK, AT THE TIME SOMEONE KNEW THEY WOULD NEVER BE POSSIBLE, AND TOOK ADVANTAGE OF MIKE'S IGNORANCE. SO, MIKE, IN HIS IGNORANCE, ORDERED SOMETHING THE LOT WE USED TO CAMP OUT, AT THE END OF THE CANAL, AS BEING SOMETHING THAT WOULD I LIKE, BECAUSE WE HAD A LOT OF FUN THERE. BECAUSE OUR DAD WAS BEING CONVINCED THAT THAT IS NOT WHAT I WANTED, AND I DID NOT THINK THAT CAMPING WAS SOMETHING I WAS INTERESTED IN, WHICH, AT THE TIME, WAS WRONG, OUR DAD WAS TRICKED INTO BELIEVING THAT THE TRIP THAT HE HAD PLANNED TO THE WESTERN UNITED STATES WAS NOT A GOOD IDEA, AND HE WAS ONLY DOING IT FOR MIKE, WHO REALLY DID NOT KNOW WHAT HE WAS DOING. SO, AT THE SAME TIME THAT THAT WAS AN IDEA IN THE HOUSEHOLD, AND I DID NOT KNOW EVEN THAT AT THE TIME, THE CARTOON SHOW HUCKLEBERRY HOUND DOG SHOW CAME ON THE AIR. THAT SHOW INCLUDED
YOGI THE BEAR, A CHARACTER THAT WITH BOBO, SPELLED EXACTLY THE SAME WAY AS THE INFLATABLE CLOWN I HAD GOTTEN FOR AN XMAS PRESENT, WERE STEALING PICNIC BASKETS IN JELLYSTONE NATIONAL PARK. THERE WAS A MOVIE THAT HAS JUST COME OUT IN THE LAST 10 YEARS THAT WAS CALLED ' MEET THE DEEDLES” IN WHICH GASTRO CASTRO WAS ONE OF THE MAIN CHARACTERS SET IN YELLOWSTONE NATIONAL PARK OF COURSE, IN WHICH THERE IS AN UNDERGROUND BUNKER THAT CONTROLS EVERYTHING AND NOTHING AT THE SAME TIME, AND THE FOCUS IS TO GET RID OF ALL THE “P DOGS”. OLD FAITHFUL IS A SYMBOL OF A WORMHOLE, I THINK. THE TWO MAIN CHARACTERS BOTH CHILDREN ARE SIMILAR TO THE HARDY BOYS WHICH WERE BOOKS I READ BECAUSE I WAS HAVING A PROBLEM READING IN THE 1950'S PICNIC BASKETS WERE A BIG ISSUE BECAUSE OUR MOM USED TO HAVE ME INVITE FRIENDS OVER TO EAT LUNCH WITH ME, AT THE PICNIC TABLE OUR DAD HAD BUILT OUT OF CONCRETE. SHE USED TO SERVE CAMPBELLS SOUP AT LOT, WHICH WAS REAL GOOD. THE MICKEY MOUSE CLUB HAD A WEEKLY SERIAL CALLED SPIN AND MARTY THAT WAS ALSO LIKE THE HARDY BOYS, IN THE 1950'S. I THINK OUR MOM WHO KNEW THE INTERNATIONAL LAW DOCUMENT WAS IN THE HOUSEHOLD, BECAUSE SHE HAD OPENED IT, AND WAS ONE OF THE HEAD'S OF HOUSEHOLD, SO SHE WENT TO MIKE AND ASKED THAT I HAVE PLASTIC SURGERY DONE AS ONE OF THE WISHES. SHE THOUGHT THAT PLASTIC SURGERY WAS SO IMPORTANT BECAUSE I HAD BEEN BORN WITH A BIRTH DEFECT, I HAD BEEN BORN WITH BIG EARS, AND I ALWAYS ASKED TO HAVE THE UGLY DUCKLING READ TO ME AT NAP TIME. SO LOW SELF ESTEEM BECAME MY MOM'S FOCUS, AND TOLD MIKE THAT THAT WAS THE MOST IMPORTANT ISSUE FOR HER. SO MIKE THOUGHT THAT HE COULD CALL, AND THEY WOULD TAKE CARE OF THAT TYPE OF THING FOR HIM TO HELP HIS BROTHER. UNFORTUNATELY, MIKE DID NOT KNOW HOW TO GO ABOUT DOING THAT AT THE TIME, I GUESS, AND MAYBE IT WAS NOT SOMETHING THAT COULD HAVE BEEN DONE, BUT NEIL OR PEOPLE THAT NEIL WORKED FOR DID OFFER THREE WISHES TO MIKE THAT I AM SURE OF, BUT NONE OF THE WISHES EVER WERE GIVEN. I HAVE FIGURED THIS OUT WITHOUT KNOWING ABOUT ANY OF IT AT THE TIME IT HAPPENED , BUT I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW. NEIL HAD CERTAINLY BEEN TRAINED IN HOW TO USE SLEEP DEPRIVATION AS A TORTURE METHOD, AND USED THE NOTE OUR MOM LEFT BEHIND FOR MIKE TO WAKE ME UP FOR SCHOOL AT THE SAME TIME. IT WAS CONSTANT INTIMIDATION BUT I CANNOT FIGURE OUT WHY BECAUSE I DID NOT EVEN KNOW WHO HE WAS, OR WHY OUR DAD EVEN MARRIED ELEANOR. THERE WERE AT LEAST TWO TELEPHONE CALLS THAT I RECALL COMING TO PLANTATION THAT I KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT. ONE PERSON, AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO IT WAS CALLED AND OUR DAD ANSWERED , AND THE PERSON AT THE OTHER END SAID SOMETHING LIKE “I DON'T WANT TO SPEAK TO YOU I WANT TO SPEAK TO MIKE” THEN THERE IS ONE OTHER CALL THAT I RECALL, AND IT RANG IN THE BEDROOM WHERE I WAS FORCED TO SHARE WITH NEIL, AND WHAT NEIL REPEATES WAS THIS “WHAT DO YOU GET IF YOU CROSS AN
ELEPHANT WITH A RHINO” WHICH REALLY DID NOT MAKE ANY SENSE TO ME AT ALL. I REALLY CAN'T FIGURE HOW IT MADE ANY SENSE TO NEIL EITHER BEING A PART OF A GROUP THAT STOLE STUFF, AND CASTRO DID NOT COME FROM, POSSIBLY, A NAZI BACKGROUND, HE WAS JUST A COMMUNIST.
Torture My life begins and ends with me at seven years old. I say that it begins and ends at seven because that is where, as far as I can tell, I became a slave to the 4th dimension, or time. I would not realize that was true until I was 46 years old, and then it was only because I received a very unexpected email . The email that came from Jim Keith, that may have only been a pen name, was sent because, out of desperation, I posted a message to a newsgroup. Jim Keith who is now deceased died of , if he was really a person, an unusual knee injury that occurred at the burning man festival in Arizona, or so the story goes. If you do not know who this Jim Keith is, or recognize what he wrote, one of the books which you might be familiar with is: “Mind Control World Control” At the same time Jim Keith was in the hospital, supposedly, I was in
the hospital, in Cincinnati with a blood clot on my left leg, the same leg that 30 years prior my brother had broken because he had been run over by a car while working at UPS. I think it was intentional! But it was not due to anything I caused to happen. (Please see the basics of the fourth room even though you are not in the room) dimension to see that it is possible to “see” into a In about 1971, with an International law document in his hand, Eric Schwing tracked me down, which looking at now sort of does not make sense, then again maybe there was a reason for it, in Columbus, and during the time that I knew Eric he said to me that I was going to have blood clots . Where he got that from I cannot figure out. I think there is some personal information that Eric had about our household, even though I don't know how he got it Or, maybe it was due something Mike had said to Eric, I do not really know. I have to say that there is a coincidence related to this that I need to mention. When I was 14, and Neil was talking to Mike a lot behind my
back when we lived at 820 Critchfield road Neil
got the idea that going to the YMCA was a good idea. So Eleanor paid for a membership for all 3 of us. We went once, and the one time we did go using their indoor basketball court, even though I could not play basketball, but definitely did not have any interest in lifting weights, friction burns because I was only wearing socks while on the basketball court which may have looked like blood clots, but were not. Neil who used to read Strength and Health in the bathroom for 3 hours at the time, was planning something even though I had no interest in weight lifting or anything, for that matter, related to that type of thing, and neither did Mike. At the same that was happening in late 1963 or early 64, some stranger came up to me, on my first trip to downtown Columbus, on a city bus, and when we stopped at the station he came up to me and grabbed my crotch. I ran away sort of crying because I did not understand why the person had done it. Some people think that things
in the form of blood blisters showed up on my feet
happen because they are meant to happen that
way, and they think that that is their description of what god is, but they are absolutely wrong. In my if I went in a theater with him that he would pay bus from California ,and pulled $100.bills out of opinion they are lost people. So this creep told me me. He said briefly, that he had just gotten off the his wallet. That has never been said, and I did not know that mind control was real issue. Don't forget Lee Harvey Oswald ended up in a theater just after shooting John F. Kennedy, but he could not tell anyone why he was in the theater. In fact one of the theories on the internet currently is that someone at the YMCA on elm street in Dallas Texas had an umbrella gun, and he is the one that really shot John Kennedy. Just coincidentally , or maybe not coincidentally, I would end up in living in a YMCA 30 years later in Cincinnati after Eric left Columbus, and I was forced to leave for no reason at all. Not only was I forced to leave Columbus. I was forced to leave on bicycle, because it was the only transportation I had at the time. Can you
imagine due to no jobs left in Columbus, and
Susan Ramsey Nelson, and Neil that had told me at 12 years old I was going to die a penniless drunk, Jon Benet Ramsey of course, a friend of Paul Hogan's that had also tracked me down in Columbus, also pestering me, and Eric Schwing, where Patsy Ramsey was Miss West Virginia , thought he knew what he was doing, told me that he was going to Washington DC, I was forced to leave Columbus. My dad had been forced to leave Florida thirty years earlier because Neil had set our dad up. They also set him because of a telephone that I forgot to mention, and it was a telephone that I don't think Mike meant any harm by but it caused our dad a lot of trouble. Why the person took it seriously is beyond me. I think the telephone call went something like this; Hi Mike, what does your dad do for a living? Mike responded with He's a truck driver! It is hard to believe, but somehow and Susan Ramsey Nelson, not to be confused with
who said he was from Morgan town, West Virginia
that got to Concrete Pipe Products, and Mike was blamed for it. He set him up also, because they used a company my dad worked for called Concrete Pipe Product,to change it into Martin Marietta. They being Werhner Von Braun, top scientist for Adolph Hitler, who was in the United States, and head of NASA. My dad had said to Mike, while I was standing next to them, that management had killed his career as an engineer, and that he did not have any choice but to leave the place he never wanted to leave. They used character assassination to destroy my dad, and Neil and Pam that had the nerve to actually convince Mike that our dad should marry Eleanor did nothing to help even though they had come from Boston with that being the reason they came to Florida. While we were living in Plantation my brother Mike had suffered a leg injury from being run over by a car in UPS parking lot in 1963, or maybe in early 1964. Just prior to Mike being run over he was convinced that he could really handle Neil, but Mike found out real
quickly that that was definitely not possible, nor could anyone, including our dad. Mike, who thought, that everything that started happening in 1957 could be explained in 3 dimensional terms did not even think that mind control was a possibility even though he had the international law document to go by, and told Paul Gerson Jr about, but not me. Our mom told me that one day, indirectly, which was the only way Mike had told her that she could tell me, by opening an envelope with a steam iron. I think what had really happened is that Neil knew our address even though he was not a friend of anyone in the household in about 1957. I was not to figure out that for another 30 years, long after our mom died, even though I felt it in my gut at 7 years old I did not know it consciously. It was not until, after I had been forced to leave Columbus, and ended up in Cincinnati, and Eric Schwing knew I would, even though I did not, after Temple of the Screaming Electron had come on, and Eric had said in Columbus that Screaming at the TV set was the
issue, and I had no one to turn to except myself to figure out what everywhere and no where was with giving me a guillotine for a 12th birthday present. Coincidentally, or maybe not coincidentally, I ended up in a YMCA about 6 months after I came to Cincinnati. Remember in 1964 thirty years earlier Neil, had thought, that had thought in early 1964, while we were still living in Plantation that if I was the only person in a bedroom with him, and that was not the bedroom we shared before our mom died, and Neil had said to Mike something like “If U put in his mouth it will be all over”, and Mike was then blamed for what when on in the bedroom Mike thought that I had conspired against him, and that I was just some sort of little fagot. This is after Neil for almost a year prior to that had tortured me daily with the reason “that's what they think” as being his rationale, and I do mean torture in the physical sense of the word. If it wasn't bruises on going to a YMCA was a good idea. You see Mike about. Neil had set me up the first time I met Neil
my arm it was using a note our mom had left behind that asked that Mike wake me up for school. He used it to wake me up, after everyone else was asleep running feathers over my ears. Even after I told Neil that I would not get up
anymore, and being woken out of sound sleep it is hard sometimes to tell what is going on, he would persist to wake me up until I got up and put my to me, that mind control, and being a fly in the spiders mouth was the real issue, and because of that “seeing” into a room was as easy as turning on a light switch. Neil also told me that I “was going to die a penniless drunk” at age 12 or 13. Robert Gates II had just died supposedly of choking on milk, about the same time. Neil and Pam said that that was “Robbie the Robot” They implied that I was “Robbie the Robot” I do not think to this day anyone that is still alive except maybe Neil knows really where that child came from. Eleanor convinced our dad that it was a good idea to take her out one night, and bring back the clothes on. There was never any mention, at least
child who was only 3 days old. The child was not
adopted, and was not related to our dad. My dad felt so bad when the child died that he looked like feelings. If the child was related to anyone it had the time. You see, in a way, they had hired Mike he was about to cry, and our dad rarely showed his to be Neil or someone Neil and Pam worked for, at even though Mike was not getting paid for what he was doing, like they were, and that is where “they are stealing it” started. Mike never understood what Neil was talking about when he would call and say “they are stealing it”. What Neil was really talking about is that the Soviet Union was stealing his turtle, or so he called even going out and getting a box turtle to keep in a box. I think that was related to me cutting my foot on a turtle bowl while playing hide and seek. As a matter of fact I know that is why that was done because when I visited the Boy Scouts, playing a game called capture the flag, the person that won had a note on his foot, inside his shoe, in exactly the same place where I cut my foot. You see one of the rules
of hide and seek is that one child is designated as “IT” and counts to 100, and then tries to find the other kids that are hiding. So , you see if the say
the Soviet Union, with the help of Fidel Castro had decided to use the SPYDER then “they are stealing the SPYDER'S mouth as being the issue. That had years old. In the mean time we took a trip to Dayton, and along the way, our dad suggested the truck driver issue as being a problem but Mike did not say anything, and I did not understand at the time what was going on. While visiting Paul Smith in Dayton he took me out on the side of the house and showed me a locust or grass hopper, because he had gotten the nature issue from Mike Mike had come to the conclusion that a part of the body in your mouth was what Neil was talking about, and Neil planned and tortured me so it would work exactly that way. Then Neil made it look like I was working with him, instead of Paul Gerson. meant someone I knew about, and that I was they IT” makes sense. Especially if you consider a fly in happened when I was seven years old not 13 or 17
stealing stuff around the neighborhood.
The song “she swallowed the SPYDER to catch the fly” had been written about the same time, and sung at the boy scouts, in which I was only a visiting cub scout. At about the same time the
song “One Eyed One Horned Fly in a Purple People Eater” came out also. The Mickey Mouse Club was and MARTY, based on the HARDY BOYS. You see our mom had suggested I read the HARDY BOYS as a way of learning how to read a book when I was about 10 years old, or maybe a little younger since the Mickey Mouse Club went off the air in 1958. At the same time the Playboy club was being created in Chicago with a much different kind of ears as being the focus. This is also when the first movie about the “FLY” came out, and then there was also the movie “PSYCHO” that ended with “I won't even swat a fly” as the last line in the movie. Turdy years later the “FLY” came out again a much different movie came out, and then there was “BRAZIL” that started with someone swatting a on TV, and had a weekly serial that was called SPIN
fly as the beginning. Robert De Niro played a rubber suits, based on 1984, and including
person that helped sending sewage into some someone being tortured, and identity theft as being the reason someone was being blamed for being a terrorist that really was not a terrorist You see I was born with a birth defect that our
mom felt bad about. She felt so bad about it, and felt that it was the source of my low self esteem at age 5, that she asked Mike to try and get the people that were calling at the time, to help find a doctor that could do plastic surgery. The doctor was found, and the plastic surgery was done, when I was about 8 years old, but the people calling did not do what Mike had thought they would do like pay for the bill. This is only a guess as to what did happen, even though I was living in the household at the time. I think at this point I need to define two different kinds of torture. I was born with WATER signs being the dominant element in my astrological chart that could be associated with tears as way of looking at a person that was born
with WATER being the dominant element in a
person's chart . It took 40 of my life, and being tortured in one way or another, to figure that that is really how this thing with the 4th dimension started, and it was the only thing Pam and Neil,
that came from Boston knew, because they were told that, and they did not tell anyone else. They knew it because the person that hired them told them that, but did not tell anyone else. That is how Pam and Neil have been able to avoid going to jail all this time. I have been their “backstop” since I was 10 years old. Maybe, even before that. Mike was told one day to tell me “first you see it then you hear it” when I was about 8 years old, pointing to a lightning bolt. That is what NAZI'S wore on there uniforms. Anyway they have used me for 50 years of my life and dividing and conquering people away from me, and used Mike ignorance to blame him for causing the Soviet Union to be the one that put me in the SPYDERS mouth. So the “CRIER”, as I guess I was labeled, because I had cried when a boat sank You see at the time that
was my world so it could be any boat because in essence crying for the world from the gut level. off telling me it was about “I cried when Martin When Eric Schwing came to Columbus he started Luther King died, not when John Kennedy died. So if a vortex is the issue like what is mentioned in the song One Eyed One Horned Fly in a Purple People Eater, or possibly mentioned at the beginning of “The Wizard of Oz” that came out in theaters in 1939. then maybe a different kind of torture would be the issue. A different kind of torture because the vortex would meet the people I came in contact with before I had a chance to meet them for the rest of my life. That is torture for someone that cares enough about enough about the world to cry for it To cry for the world, because I saw someone suffering, at least at the time it looked like suffering, and really did not know why I was crying So to this day, that started with in 1994 “I scared you didn't I” out of thin air. I have been the target of Temple of the Screaming Electron, including
being their roach that is remote control and mind control both at the same time. That is 15 years of prescription sleeping pills, and counting. Remember Eric had said in Columbus that screaming at the TV set was the issue. I have been a victim of most of the following, and even some not mentioned.
FROM TEMPLE OF THE SCREAMING ELECTRONS INTERNET SITE BEFORE IT WAS NOT ACCESSABLE BY ME. http://www.totse.org
Invasive At-a-Distance Body Effects (including mind): Sleep deprivation and fatigue: --Silent but instantaneous application of "electronic caffeine" signal, forces awake and keeps awake --Loud noise from neighbors, usually synchronized to attempts to fall asleep --Precision-to-the-second "allowed sleep" and "forced awakening," far too precise and repeated to be natural --Daytime "fatigue attacks" can force the victim to sleep Audible Voice to Skull (V2S): --Delivered by at-a-distance radio signal --Made to appear as emanating from thin air --Voices or sound effects only the victim can hear Inaudible Voice to Skull (Silent Sound): --Delivered by at-a-distance radio signal; --Manifested by sudden urges to do something/go somewhere --Silent (ultrasonic) hypnosis presumed --Programming hypnotic "triggers" - i.e., specific phrases, catchy songs, verbal hooks or other cues cause specific involuntary actions Violent muscle triggering (flailing of limbs):
--Leg or arm jerks to violently force awake and keep awake --Whole body jerks, as if body had been hit by large jolt of electricity --Violent shaking of body; seemingly as if on a vibrating surface but where surface is in reality not vibrating Precision manipulation of body parts (slow, specific purpose): --Manipulation of hands and feet --Slow bending almost 90 degrees backward of one toe at a time or one finger at a time --Direct at-a-distance control of breathing and vocal cords, including involuntary speech --Spot blanking of memory, long- and short-term Reading said-silently-to-self thoughts: --Engineered skits where your thoughts are spoken to you by strangers --Real time reading sub-vocalized words, as while the victim reads a book Direct application of pain to body parts: --Hot-needles-deep-in-flesh sensation --Electric shocks (no wires whatsoever applied) --Powerful and unquenchable itching, often applied precisely --"Artificial fever," sudden, no illness present -- Sudden racing heartbeat in a relaxed situation External Stress-Generating "Skits": --Participation of strangers, neighbors in harassment --Rudeness for no cause --Tradesmen always have "problems," block your car, etc. --Purchases delayed, spoiled, or lost at a high rate --Unusually loud music, noise, far beyond normal Break-ins/sabotage at home: --Shredding of clothing --Destruction of furniture --Petty theft --Engineered failures of utilities Sabotage at work: --Deletion/corruption of computer files --Planting viruses which could not have come from your computer usage pattern --Spreading of rumors, sabotage to your working reputation --Direct sabotage and theft of completed work
To the Brain: --Microwave hearing of voice(s) that are not one's own --Manipulation of emotions and attacks on self-esteem --External induction of inappropriate thoughts --Reading, echoing, broadcasting and scrambling thoughts --Forced memory blanking and induced erroneous actions --Induced changes to hearing --Sleep prevention each night, at exactly the same time (for weeks) --Sleep induction, often at inappropriate times --Vivid controlled dreams, with sense of dream being forced or narrated --Ultra-vivid forced images, as if a cartoon or photograph forced on visual field To the Face: --Manipulation of facial expressions --Forced movement of jaw and clacking of teeth --Manipulation of airways --Externally controlled forced speech --Artificial tinnitus (ringing in ears) To the Body: --Wilding racing heart without cause --Heart palpitations without cause --Remotely induced itching (sudden and violent, with no rash) --Forced nudging of arm during delicate or messy work causing injury or spills --Jolting, forced convulsions, and forced "muscle quaking" --Forced precision manipulation of hands, sometimes synched to the forced waking visions --Special attention to genital area: itching, forced orgasm, intense pain, "hot needles" --Intense general pain in the legs, like stings.
BED COILS STANDARDIZED FOR MIND-CONTROL POTENTIAL Metal coil springs were standardized in size, are made of steel and are placed in a grid pattern in a common mattress. Standards were introduced that specify how many coils, and what tension were to be used in their manufacture. Their shape is an open ended hyperbolic which is the best suited to create a similar induced magnetic field. When one lays down the springs are compressed and have between 5 to 7 coils compressed. This makes a field of influence around the human body which is enfolded within the field of coils, which are natural antennas to incoming electromagnetic waves. Evidence suggests that the standardizing of bed springs was a carefully planned event designed to assist electronic mind-control. E4. VIRTUAL REALITY.
(^ LIMITATIONS The author acknowledges that this article falls short of a rigprous academic paper. This is explained by the fact that gang stalking and electronic harassment targets are kept in a sort of "barely alive" condition, with significant health problems, and either unable to work or just barely able to hold a job with limited earning potential. Furthermore, since the perpetrators constantly work to prevent the public from knowing anything about gang stalking and electronic harassment, evidence is obtainable with great difficulty, and often the only evidence is of lower quality than would be accepted for a scientific treatise. in short, everything in this article represents a struggle against immense odds. We ask readers to understand this and hope that those who are not under electronic attack and surveillance will try through independent channels to find better quality proof. up to Contents
II. INTRODUCTION Electronic harassment and control technology had it's start in the 1950s, as an 9bscure branch of the ClA's MKULTRA project group. 3ust as organized crime is not stopped by hearings and court cases, neither did this originally obscure branch of MKULTRA activity, when the institutional/drug/child abuse phases were exposed by the U.S. senate's church-inouye hearings in the late 1970s. NO criminal . proceedings followed, and only two civil law suits (Orlikow and ( Bonacci) have succeeded. This assembly of unclassified and commercial literature is to show investigators and concerned citizens that in spite of the tightest possible information blackout imposed in the early 1970s, enough of the classified electronic harassment and control technology has leaked out to show that significant classified accomplishments are x overwhelmingly likely, and in need of disclosure, here at the end of the 20th century. it is hoped that government and media, who have shied away from this topic for decades, preferring the warm fuzzy feelings that "this can't be true", will read about the unclassified and commercial devices and understand the implications of continued turning the other way. Up to Contents III. E-HARASSMENT EFFECTS
since government-backed electronic harassment and control is classified at the highest levels in all technologically capapble governments, the description of effects is taken from the personal experiences of the "2,000 or so" known gang stalking with electronic harassment targets. The experimentees without exception report that once the harassment begins, in virtually all cases it continues for life, it continues in every city, state, and country the target moves to. It continues in prisons and hospitals, even when the target is dying of cancer. Many targets are young seniors, some in their 70s and 80s. ' Some have children and the children are often subjected to the same
f "testing" as their parent(s). Pets are not only tortured, but even killed, painfully and violently. The effects pattern: This article is about unclassified/commercial technologies which can produce some of the effects of the harassment equipment: - All harassment consists of unique, carefully engineered-unprovable events to produce psychological stress in the victim. There are no events which do not fit that apparent purpose. - in every series of stress event type, ONE introductory event of very high energy/effect is staged. The obvious purpose is to be certain the victim KNOWS this is external harassment, and not just "bad luck". From that time forward, the perpetrators appear to apply "Pavlovian training" so that they can get the victim to "jump" (or react in some way) to the same effect at a tiny fraction of the initial "introductory" event. - This type of harassment started during the Cold war, and shows every characteristic of military and intelligence psychological warfare operations. - This type of harassment points to CONTROL of the test subject. Endlessly repeated words generated inescapably within the skull are just one hypnosis-like experience. - The total number and type of crimes which make up gang stalking and electronic harassment simply could not take place without cover being supplied by government. Bizarre court decisions in which the target is forced into involuntary mental health treatment and a criminal spouse (for example, a pedophile father discovered "doing" his own child) clearly show that gang stalking and electronic ^ harassment are heavily protected by all levels of government and r the medical establishment. The effect types categorized: Here is a list of most of the common effects. It is not exhaustive, but is intended to show the reader how the perpetrators' pallette of stress effects is broken down, indent levels are used to show categories and subcategories: 1. invasive At-a-Distance Body Effects (including mind) a. Sleep deprivation and fatigue i. Silent but instantaneous application of "electronic caffeine" signal, forces awake and keeps awake ii. Loud noise from neighbours, often SYNCHRONIZED to attempts to fall asleep iii.Precision-to-the-second "allowed sleep" and "forced awakening"; far too precise and repeated to be natural iv. Daytime fatigue attacks", can force the victim to sleep and/or weaken the muscles to the point of collapse b. Audible voice to Skull (V2s) i. Delivered remotely, at a distance ii. Made to appear as emanating from thin air iii.voices or sound effects only the victim can hear c. inaudible voice to Skull (Silent Sound) i. Delivered by apparent at a distance radio signal; manifested by sudden urges to do spmething/go somewhere you would not otherwise want to; silent (ultrasonic) hypnosis is possible " 11. Programming hypnotic "triggers" - i.e. specific phrases or other cues which cause specific involuntary actions Pa9e 2
Muscle triggering (flailing of limbs) i. Leg or arm jerks to violently force awake and keep awake ii. whole body jerks, as if body had been hit by large jolt of electricity iii.violent shaking of body; seemingly as if on a vibrating surface but where surface is in reality not vibrating e. precision manipulation of body parts (slow, specific purpose) i. Manipulation of hands, forced to synchronize with closed-eyes but FULLY AWAKE vision of previous day; very powerful and coercive, not a dream ii. slow bending almost 90 degrees BACKWARDS of one toe at a time or one finger at a time iii.Direct at-a-distance control of breathing and vocal cords; including involuntary speech iv. Spot blanking of memory, more than normal forgetfulness f. Reading said-silently-to-self thoughts i. Engineered skits where your thoughts are spoken to you by strangers on street or events requiring knowledge of what y9u were thinking ii. Real time reading subvocalized words, as while the victim reads a book, and BROADCASTING those words to nearby people who form an amazed audience around the victim g. Direct application of pain to body parts i. Hot-need!es-deep-in-flesh sensation ii. Electric shocks (no wires whatsoever applied) iii.Powerful and unquenchable itching, often applied precisely when victim attempts to do something of a delicate or messy nature iv. "Artificial fever", sudden, no illness present v. Sudden racing heartbeat, relaxed situation h. Surveillance and tracking i. Rapping under your feet as you move about your apartment, on ceiling of apartment below ii. Thru wall radar used to monitor starting and stopping of your urination - water below turned on and off in sync with your urine stream 2. invasive Physical Effects at a Distance, non-body a. Stoppage of power to appliances (temporary, breaker ON) b. Manipulation of appliance settings c. Temporary failures that "fix themselves" d. Flinging of objects, including non-metallic e. Precision manipulation of switches and controls f. Forced, obviously premature failure of appliance or parts 3. External Stress-Generating "Skits" a. Participation of strangers, neighbors, and in some cases close friends and family members in harassment i. Rudeness for no cause ii. Tradesmen always have "problems", block your car, etc. iii.Purchases delayed, spoiled, or lost at a high rate iv. unusually loud music, noise, far beyond normal b. Break-ins/sabotage at home
i. Shredding of clothing ii. Destruction of furniture iii.Petty theft iv. Engineered failures of utilities c. sabotage at work i. Repetitive damage to furniture page 3
Our Family Life after our Mom Died 5251 SW 4TH COURT PLANTATION FLORIDA 1962-1964 AS YOU CAN SEE IT WAS, UNFORTUNATELY ANYTHING BUT TYPICAL SOMETIMES PICTURES CAN SAY 1000 WORDS THE PARAGRAPH BELOW IS NOT RELATED TO OUR DAD WHO MARRIED SOMEONE HE SHOULD NOT HAVE THINKING BECAUSE OF MIKE HE WAS MARRYING HER FOR ME. THE PERSON THAT HAD ACCESS TO THE SOVIET UNION AND MADE FLIES IN SPIDERS MOUTH OUT OF ME WAS ONLY 14 AT THE TIME AND TRAINED IN HOW TO TORTURE PHYSICALLY EVEN GOING SO FAR AS TO USE A NOTE THAT OUR MOM LEFT BEHIND ON HER DEATH BED, IN THE HOSPITAL, THAT REQUESTED THAT MIKE WAKE ME UP FOR SCHOOL. MIKE, MISTAKENLY, GAVE THE NOTE TO A PERSON WHO BECAME MY “BROTHER” BY FRAUD ONLY, AND HE PROCEEDED TO USE IT TO TORTURE ME AFTER EVERYONE ELSE WAS ASLEEP, AND THEN CONVINCED EVERYONE THAT I WAS RESPONSIBLE FOR CAUSING OUR DAD TO MOVE TO COLUMBUS OHIO AT 13 YEARS OLD, AND NOT KNOWING WHAT WAS GOING ON AT ALL SOMEONE CAME UP TO ME OUTSIDE AND SAID “WE ARE GOING TO USE YOUR HEAD AS A BACKSTOP THIS WAS ABOUT THE TIME OF THE KENNEDY ASSASSINATIION AND ALSO THE TIME THAT THE BROTHER BY FRAUD SET UP A TELEPHONE CALL WHILE I WAS OUT OF THE HOUSE IN WHICH HE KNEW
MIKE WOULD ANSWER, AND MIKE, I THINK, SAID TO SOMEONE OVER THE TELEPHONE, AFTER SOMEONE ASKED WHAT DO YOU WANT MIKE RESPONDED WITH I WANT PAUL'S ASS KICKED, BUT WHAT HE WAS REALLY ASKING FOR IS PAUL GERSON'S ASS KICKED SOMEONE DID COME UP TO ME, AND SAY “I'M GOING TO KICK YOUR ASS” HE KNEW EXACTLY WHERE I WAS AT AT THE TIME.
My husband is a manly man. Of course, this is part of the reason I married him. I'm not into dainty men who I can "out-man" around the house. Ya know what I mean? Anyway, he fixes things around the house, does all the heavy lifting and most importantly kills bugs when L.A. Toddler and I are running in fear of said insect. This is especially important in my current prego condition. I'm hereby relieved of changing the cat's litter, lugging laundry to and from the laundry room, taking out the trash and other such labor intensive or 'ewwww-y' things. But I'm straying from the subject... Back to the bug killing. My husband is really good at this. He can actually smack flying flies between his hands in mid-air. They fall to the floor and remain there until the cat comes to dispose of them. Gross - but convenient! I need to add here that L.A. Daddy doesn't bend over to pick anything up. He uses his finger-toes and lifts whatever item is on the floor up to his hand. He's quite good at it really. Annnnyway... the weather has finally warmed up here and it's feeling like
spring. So the insects are out in full force. In the past week I've found dead flies attached to cupboard doors, miniblinds, curtains. I've even found a mosquito smashed to the bathroom mirror. Seriously, what is this? Is he leaving his prey and expecting some type of reward? Honestly. Maybe if he starts leaving jewelry around the house we can talk.
I’ve see it used against me, and everyone else in my family since the age of 7
I had just not put 2 + 2 = 4 dimensional until I was 46 years old. If it wasn’t Mike not realizing that putting my hand on Paul Gerson Jr in A motel room in Miami Beach, which was set up by Ruth Gerson, a 30 year Old woman, because of telephone call she made to our mom in 1957. After, on the way, Paul Gerson Jr, who still lives in the Summerland key area, Said at the same time his mother Ruth, “Milton Berle lives there”. But what really Went on in Miami in the 1957 was the people that used a 4 dimensional snap shot and the spider device to test whether they could control a person’s actions by remote control. But Mike, because he had been contacted by Pam, and Mike thought he had a girlfriend in 4th grade, and because he thought he had a girlfriend and she asked him if he would like to “tryout a new technology”, and Mike because of a hologram, was already thinking that I was conspiring against him, and because Neil had hired Pam and Eleanor in Boston, around the Kennedy compound, and trained by MK-Ultra at the psychopathic hospital in Boston, people like Fidel Castro called Mike at least once, or maybe 3 or 4 times. One of the telephone calls was very important because in the telephone, and I will swear under any polygraph test that this happened Fidel Castro called, and to Mike what do you want? And Mike said “I want nature”, and Fidel Castro responded with “THAT IS NOT THE WAY IT WORKS”, and Mike responded well then how does it work, and Fidel Castro said well you have to order in three’s. That telephone call was made by a NAZI. Fidel Castro, had a Nazi background, was hired by someone in Argentina, which was the Only place that allowed Nazi’s after the second world war, because they were all in trouble for war crimes. The NAZI’s were essentially gangsters, they were not A part of the german government, and no government approved of them, at yet They almost took over the world. All of the stuff Mike did he did behind my back. He was convinced that I had touched Paul Gerson, because Mike was shown a picture that showed it in some way. So Mike proceeded to “investigate” by calling Paul Gerson everyday, and telling him “it kind of tickles doesn’t it” Mike never thought in terms of Mind Control, and Neil was the only one professionally Trained, and HE used Mike, and everyone else in the household to get what he Wanted. When he used to call Mike, and say they are stealing it” Mike only thought In terms of stealing things like cars or anything else around the neighborhood, in
Ft Lauderdale, Florida, in the 1950’s. He never thought in terms of me being stolen, and put in his mouth, as being the spider device even though it was mentioned several times in the 1950’s, in Florida, even the place where our dad worked as an engineer. Because NEIL DONNELLY always talked in terms of IT being stolen, and when you are not trained by MK-Ultra as the Manchurian candidate, then you don’t think that A person, that is your own brother, in terms of being an it. (The reason Neil used the word it was that there is a rule in Hide and Seek that designates one child as being it, and then counts to 100, and tries to find the other children) So, Mike proceeded to call Paul Gerson, I think maybe everyday, and ask him if there was anything wrong, and make bets with Neil Donnelly behind my back, of course. Mike could only think in terms, of his brother Paul as being a Faggot, and that was used around the whole neighborhood, when I was only seven, to ruin my life, and take away the friends, our mom had helped me meet because I was only 5 when we moved to Ft Lauderdale. So Paul Gerson, I think got so tired of Mike that one day he told Mike that I had killed someone at the bowling alley that our mom used to take us to on weekends when we were both about 7 years old. Paul Gerson also Told me, in elementary school, that is grades 1 through 8 that “I’ll buy that baby U Thant and Tito was the issue. You have to think in terms of what what was going on in the world in the 1950’s to understand what Paul Gerson Jr, with 140 IQ was Talking about to understand those statements. Marshall Tito or Josef Tito was head Of Yugoslavia at the time, but he was also a CIA agent. There was, and is a 4 dimensional device called a baby device because it is based on the Buddhist symbol See, Hear, and Speak no Evil, which are three things children do before the age of 2 or maybe 3. You have to think of the 4th dimension in entirely different terms to really understand it in terms that are used to control the world. The 4th dimension can also be seen, especially if you think that people are basically electrical in nature that the 4th dimension includes all of the 3rd dimension, that is all of it. Everything and Nothing at the same time, because there is nothing that can go faster than the speed of light. That is the law that defines the 4th dimension. Getting back to what was happening in the world at the time was the so called “cold war”. There wasn’t any cold war, and the spread of communism was never the issue. The question you have to ask is why did Fidel Castro, that had a Nazi background, and was essentially a mercenary take over a tiny island like Cuba, and then pretend that he was a communist, and a part of the Soviet Union. Did Communism spread anywhere else like it did in Cuba. It definitely did not. So why did Fidel Castro really take over Cuba and why did he go to Mexico City and make a deal with the Mexican Government that is still be used today in 2008. Then you also have to ask why Marilyn Monroe used to go to Mexico City, and visit with Fidel Castro all the time, and why Marilyn Monroe also got involved with the Kennedy family. Remember the two “children” and they were sort of children that worked for Castro came from the Boston area. At one point they even said they were working for Fidel Castro, and getting paid by the person Mike called sir over the telephone. Mike had the international law document that he was told to open to tell him what it was about, but Mike could not figure what the document was really about, and I never got to see it. Our mom opened it and, I think it mentioned the Nazi party on several occasions, so our mom really got scared. I think the biggest thing about the international law document is that it is, and it is still in the building I live in, and being used by a person by the Name of John Fine, is that it was really a peace treaty. It had be written in French And translated into English. I think the peace treaty was really between Austria and Australia. The reason it was between Austria and Australia was that Austria was at one point a part of what is now Yugoslavia, and Adolph Hitler broke that treaty.
Don’t forget now Tito was then boss of Yugoslavia that asked the Soviet Union why There were Nazi’s in the Yugoslavia in maybe the late 40’s or early 50’s maybe around 1952. Unfortunately the translation from the start was changed, and Mike found one letter of the US alphabet on it. It was the letter “U”. So Mike one day, as Joke, wrote the letters YO in front of the letter U, and from that day forward that has Been used because Mike thought it was about 5 people instead of 5 year intervals. And he thought that whatever it was he read described me, and for that reason I was “U” , and Mike talked to Fidel Castro again, and was told that there was nothing wrong with me, or something like that, and Mike came back with but Sir he’s Evil. No one though has ever defined who “HE’ is though. I need to mention something about 5 year interval, while I am not really sure how they work I know they exist, and they are used in higher math to describe the number zero, because if you only Use the numbers 0-9, and you use what math describes as anything related to those Numbers you run into trouble because zero is an undefined number so that is why they use the greek alphabet to describe zero, that is Alpha and Omega. I am sorry that I have gotten off track but it is very hard for me with even a college education To describe the big picture but is so important that I always have to try. So I mentioned a couple of pages back that putting it in his mouth was very important In fact it is so important it has torn a family apart for 45 years. The people that had Been hired by, possibly Fidel Castro in Boston, and knew that wormholes were the Issue became a part of our family, because Mike was convinced that I thought a Person by the name of Eleanor “Donnelly” would make a good mother after Paul Mike and Rogers mom died. Her real name was Eleanor Austin, and I have her signature on a death certificate to prove it. So she became our dad’s second wife And at the same time he was being character assassinated by using the racism that Was built into that device. It had been built into the device since Adolph Hitler did not shake the hand of Jessie Owens at the 1936 Olympics. So Neil started torturing From the first time I met him. They wrote a movie about Neil in the 1950’s. called Psycho. The people that control that device control Hollywood California also. So they had Alfred Hitchcock write the movie Psycho, and the last line of the movie when Norman Bates was in a straight jacket he said to himself in a padded cell “I won’t even swat a fly” That was one of the things Neil had done to me the first time I met him. You see I was the fly in the spiders mouth, which is not just a name or a character it is actually using the electrical world of electrons to make something like me in a 4 dimensional sense of the word. I know that sounds like science fiction, but so did the twilight zone. It is not science fiction, and I have a lot of proof. So Neil, one of the first times I had any physical contact with HE, and while I was trying to sleep came in the bedroom, and took a fly swatter and hit repeatedly over the head, and laughed about it. This is the person that Mike had begged and pleaded to come to Florida to help me because he thought I was in some sort of trouble. So Neil continued to act like my stepbrother, and I really bought the story then, including the fact that Eleanor had just lost her husband that was in the army. In reality she had never been married. She lied to our dad from the start. So Neil continued to torture me using sleep deprivation, and a note our mom left behind to have Mike wake me up for school. He would wake me up at midnight And say that it was time to go to school. At the time, I did not know the note had even been written. Even after I caught on to being woken up out of a sound sleep He would still pester me until I got up, and put my clothes on, and laugh at me as I was walking toward the door. I had bruises all over my arms, and I could not stop him from doing, and our dad could not either. I think you have to understand something here that I am not
sure is true, but I think is true. If it was possible to Only be able to see a person as what they basically are, and I am speaking in terms Electrical or electrons then a person might look like just white light. But if they were Tortured to a certain they might look like they are black. That has nothing to do with skin color or racism, and I am not implying that black is somehow bad. I am suggesting something that happens if you try and put all of the colors of the rainbow together you get white light. If you try and materialize it, or damage it In some way it might change from white light to something other than that. That is where putting it in his mouth is important suppose it were possible to torture someone at the age of 12 by someone that had been trained in how to physically torture to the point where they could absolutely tell that that person could not take it anymore? I think that is exactly what happened when I was 13 years old and my Brother Mike was 17 years old. Neil told Mike if you put it in his mouth, which Neil knew had already been done it would be all over. So Mike proceeded to do something that I am not sure I understand to this day. Mike thought that putting it His mouth had something to do with a part of someone’s body, and Neil knew that it would work out exactly the way it worked out when he told Mike. He even said he is ready. There was a child brought into the household back then, even though, as far as I know he was not related to anyone in the household. My dad allowed his name to be given to the child. He was definitely not adopted. The child was only 3 days old, and no adoption agencies allow a child to be adopted in 3 days. So my dad allowed his name to be used and the child was called Robert H Gates II. The child died a day after he was brought into the household. Pam and Neil Said that was “Robbie the Robot” They also said that that was who I was. Mind Control had moved my hand when I was 7 years old. In the last 10 years I have filed two FOIA requests with the NSA, partly because A person that was a complete stranger to me in Columbus brought in a form to a market research company where I was an interviewer or surveyor. On the form it had the NSA and the CIA on it, and I really did not know why, And to this day cannot figure out why someone by the name of Linda Ress Who called herself Eleanor over the telephone would do that to me.
So I have filed 2 FOIA requests, and one of them ended with a news story on the National news stating that they used some sort of spider telephone system, And looked for words with it using an Echelon program. I sent them torture that Was taken directly from Temple of the Screaming Electron. Hitler was sometimes Called the SCREAMER because of the way he screamed his speeches. Unfortunately, http://www.totse.org cannot be accessed now, and they kept the Torture that I have been through
By definition a 'scapegoat' is an innocent accused, blamed, and punished for someone else's sins, faults, mistakes, and problems. Other words used are a whipping boy or of a whip-boy. We all use a whipping boy each time we blame some one else for something we don't want to face in ourselves. In most cases scapegoating is an unconscious process. We are blaming the
scapegoat without being aware that we are to blame, not our scapegoat. In ancient times and in some cultures, the nobility could not be touched, thus they kept a whipping boy for this purpose. When a crime was committed that warranted physical punishment, a whipping-boy was used. Usually the whipping-boy was educated with, for instance, a prince and whipped whenever the prince deserved chastisement. DICTIONARY DEFINITIONS: Scapegoat, n. (O.T.) goat allowed to escape when Jewish chief priest had laid sins of people upon it.; person bearing blame due to others. - The Concise Oxford Dictionary Scapegoat n. one who is given all the blame or punishment for faults of which he is innocent, or for which he is only partly to blame. - The Advanced Learner's Dictionary of Current English In Biblical times, one of the two goats upon which the sins of the entire Jewish people during the year just ended were loaded by the high priest in a symbolic ceremony on the Day of Atonement; the two goats were led forth or sent out into the wilderness to die and thus bring expiation for those sins. - Dictionary of Mysticism, ed. by Frank Gaynor, 1953 scapegoat - Scape is an archaic form of escape, the goat the animal upon whom, in the ancient Hebraic practice, the accumulated sins of the people were placed on Atonement Day. The goat thus symbolically burdened was then driven into the wild. Hence, scapegoating is the act of blaming a convenient (but innocent, as was the goat) person or group for one's own frustrations, grievances, guilts, etc. this phenomenon is found as a defense mechanism in individuals as well as a deliberate form of propaganda in governments. - The Penguin Dictionary of Psychology The scapegoat of the family. One made to bear the blame of the rest of the family; one always chidden and found fault with, let who may be in the wrong. The allusion is to a Jewish custom: Two goats being brought to the alter of the tabernacle on the Day of Atonement, the high priest cast lots; one was for the Lord, and the other for Azaz'el. The goat on which the first lot fell was sacrificed, the other was the scapegoat; and the high priest having, by confession, transferred his own sins and the sins of the people to it, the goat was taken to the wilderness and suffered to escape. - The Dictionary of Phrase and Fable, Blitz Editions, 1993
~ Archetypal Transference Figures ~
He had, indeed, become the scapegoat, the immediate villain, the sponge which absorbed all malice and irritability abroad - just as the most frightened person in a party seems to absorb all the others' fear, seems to be afraid for them all. - F Scott Fitzgerald The role of a scapegoat is never easy, often a scapegoat goes through a real hell, alone, isolated, ostracized... Usually scapegoaters choose a victim who is unable or unwilling to fight back, or is targeted by a torturer, and is thus forced to accept whatever accusations or punishments others are meting out to him. Unconscious interchanges within the group determine who will be chosen to carry group disturbances as its scapegoat. Unfortunately horrible violence, like psychological maltreatment, can be truly random. And scapegoating even more so, as a scapegoat is an archetypal type, a transference figure, upon which others project everything they can't face in themselves. Sometimes almost anyone nearby can be chosen as a scapegoat if he or she happens to be around just when the group is anxiously searching for a scapegoat. In many cases you can just forget assumptions sometimes made in psychology and psychological astrology about an unconscious collusion between scapegoaters and their victims. They are unproven theories that just lead to an unfortunate practice of blaming the innocent. ANYONE CAN BE A SCAPEGOAT There is a cowardly propensity in the human heart that delights in oppressing somebody else, and in the gratification of this base desire we always select a victim that can be outraged with safety. - James T Rapier Any person whose behavior differs from that of his fellows may constitute a threat to others. If you think that the target is always somehow inferior or weaker than others, look around and think again. Sometimes you may be chosen for a scapegoat because of your best qualities as any qualities falling below the group standards or surpassing them can make you different. Your superior qualities may arouse group envy or insecurity. Or you may be chosen for a scapegoat because some key figure in the group doesn't like the way you talk or walk or dress... Sometimes the inner group pressure may be so strong that almost anyone will do as a scapegoat, the only criterion may be group safety: the group chooses someone who is either permanently or momentarily unprotected. If the potential scapegoat is by nature gentle and unaggressive, all the better, because then the group can do its thing without any fears of retaliation. Groups in search for a scapegoat can be extremely sensitive in picking up a person who just then is unable to refuse the role.
"All groups, when they reach a certain size, acquire a sluggishness that usually makes their own development slower than that of the individual. Thus the day inevitably comes when the group has fulfilled its purpose for the individual." (Thorwald Dethlefsen). When that day comes, when you begin to feel that the group rather hinders than supports your progress, you will be in danger of becoming an outsider. And more than that: you are the prime candidate for the group's next scapegoat. If you are highly creative or otherwise a broad-minded person with many interests you will be highly susceptible , your creativity may be one of the factors making you susceptible to becoming a scapegoat. Relationships are usually the best protective factor, thus of you are a loner without many close friends or supporters, you will be especially vulnerable of being chosen as the group's next scapegoat. And the risk is even bitter if you happen to be a sensitive and receptive person, astrologically probably a Neptunian with shaky boundaries. In some groups and societies being a woman is all that is needed...
Scapegoaters and Scapegoats:
"The tendency ... to sacrifice a scapegoat in order to save the group from disintegration and, hence, the self from dissolution, is clearly basic to man's social nature - Thomas S. Szasz A group has suggestive power - anyone identifying with a group is influenced by the group mind. When the group chooses a scapegoat, everyone projects her or his own negativity and faults onto the scapegoat. Thereafter it is usually quite difficult even for outside experts to prove the innocence or the moral worth or value of the chosen scapegoat. Group members all see alike because the group mind infiltrates into everyone's the group will diminish everyone's critical faculties.
unconscious mind, even to the mind of the scapegoat. Identification with
The history of the Inquisition and of systematic anti-Semitism leaves no doubt that society's official scapegoats are persecuted not because they have committed prohibited acts, or even because they might commit such acts, but because they are considered 'enemies within'. - Thomas S. Szasz
Collective group energies working through individuals can sometimes
make decent and sensitive people terribly callous and inhuman, because in the group atmosphere all are blind to the good qualities of the chosen scapegoat. It is almost as the group members had a secret conspiracy against anyone becoming aware of what everyone is doing. A group may
even change to a kind of mob in which everyone does things he wouldn't do individually. In scapegoating this means that no one feels responsible for projecting his own rejected and split-off feelings onto the chosen scapegoat or scapegoats. Usually no one listens to the scapegoat claiming innocence. If anyone tries to let the cat out of the bag, others just turn away or begin scapegoating her or him too. The scapegoat is usually left totally without supporters, because many group members are unconscious of what is happening. Those who are not, either do not feel responsible, or they do nothing by aggravating the idealized group leader).
because they are afraid of losing their own status in the group (for instance
Every movement that seeks to enslave a country, every dictatorship or potential dictatorship, needs some minority group as a scapegoat which it can blame for the nation's troubles and use as a justification of its own demands for dictatorial powers. In Soviet Russia, the scapegoat was the bourgeoisie; in Nazi Germany, it was the Jewish people; in America, it is the businessmen. - Ayn Rand I think Native Americans might also be a group that might bave been used as scapegoat"s in the United States
members an opportunity to discharge pent-up emotions. Often members idealize the leader and/or other key figures in the group, because it strengthens their feeling of belonging to something greater than themselves, having a common ideology. For the group to have a strong group feeling it is not necessary that the members actually meet as a group, a similar ideology is enough, even discussion groups in the Internet may have quite a strong group feeling. In some cases a kind of psychic or telepathic communication does an
excellent job in creating tight groups whose members meet only occasionally. "The metamorphosis of individual minds into the group-mind does not necessarily require the individual's physical presence in a group or crowd, only an act of identification with the group". (Arthur Koestler) In ideological groups, what is ultimately accepted as right and wrong, may not be decided by individual members at all, the leader - or 'guru' - makes most decisions. Anyone challenging those decisions is seen as endangering group cohesion and thus punished in some way. In ideological issues groups are usually very sensitive in picking up even silent dissenters. If there are no dissenters in the group, then an out-group enemy may be chosen as a scapegoat. Unfortunately those not directly involved in scapegoating often do nothing to help the scapegoat. On the contrary, seeing scapegoating in process they may become even more committed to group doctrines in wanting to avoid a similar fate. "Once a doctrine, however irrational, has gained power in a society, millions of people will believe in it rather than feel ostracized and isolated", wrote Erich Fromm. "Those who do not belong to the group (the club or clique) are despised as being inferior or evil or both... It is almost common knowledge that the best way to cement group cohesiveness is to ferment the group's hatred of an external enemy. Deficiencies within the group can be easily and painlessly overlooked by focusing attention on the deficiencies or "sins" of the out-group." - M. Scott Peck PSYCHOLOGICAL SCAPEGOATING Experiments with laboratory rats have shown that, if one psychologist in the room laughs at something a rat does, all of the other psychologists in the room will laugh equally. Nobody wants to be left holding the joke. - Garrison Keillor In invisible psychological scapegoating nothing much may happen outwardly, behind the scenes the scapegoat is just quietly ignored. No one does anything earth-shaking, yet everyone senses the ongoing scapegoating process and follows the unconscious group etiquette in projecting undefined but very real negativity towards the poor scapegoat. Any single individual may not do anything momentous, yet the group acts like a many-headed monster - everyone acts as he or she is expected to, which means that innumerable small acts of rejection create almost total ostracism. Wherever scapegoats turn to, they meet a cold shoulder: their phone calls may not be returned, their letters are left unanswered, their achievements are not recognized, and all this without explanations or excuses. Although scapegoats may try to adapt and be as kind as possible, they are ignored, their questions or suggestions are disregarded, they are no longer invited anywhere or given any meaningful tasks. There may also be backbiting, name-calling, subtle or not so subtle negative and guilt-creating interpretations of the their actions or characters. Astrology can be used as a deadly weapon especially against scapegoats who have very little or no astrological expertise. In time most scapegoats succumb to the pressure and introject the projected negativity. And naturally feel quite miserable. Some groups literally drive their scapegoats almost crazy - the
scapegoat is left in peace only if he or she breaks down and shows severe symptoms, perhaps by resorting to disturbing behavior which scapegoaters then can use to justify their own scapegoating behavior. Inner disturbances in the group remain often concealed and hidden if the group members are united in attacking the scapegoat. The more anxious the scapegoat feels, the more relaxed and calm the group usually becomes, as the scapegoat drains off all the tension. If the scapegoat somehow manages to escape - either physically or psychologically by rising above it all - there may be an outbreak of new problems because the group is no longer relieved from its problems. And soon the group is looking for a new scapegoat instead of resolving its problems. Invisible scapegoating may be hardest to take: it is typically Neptunian, difficult to come to grips, yet often very real. Invisible and usually unintentional scapegoating may also happen in therapy or in astrological consultation, in such cases interpretations or expert opinions are used as a way to act out unconscious aggression any time the interpreter feels, for instance, somehow threatened. In fact, one could say that scapegoating features are embedded in astrological projection theories in which everything is interpreted as a part of the native's own psyche. Sometimes those theories can even be seen as collective - and deeply unconscious - way to create guilt feelings and to reject our collective responsibility. There is no such thing as conscious scapegoating. - Rene Girard
Water in astrology is similar to what physics calls the Ether in the 4 dimension, because in a transendental point of view it flows like water . It is the gut feelings of a person, and I whether for good or bad have that element dominant in my astrological chart. There is a branch of astrology that uses what are called Cosmodynes, and based on the factors that make up a chart, it creates a report that shows the most important parts of a chart. Cosmodynes as well as astorlogy using a chart is created by a person time, date, and place of birth. I think water has a transdental part of it that religions have known for thousands of years. A lot of religions still use some sort of baptism, and also use wholly water. lost, or forgotten. There is a very important symbol that astrology uses that shows up in every doctors office, and on every prescription. It is the symbol for retrograde planets. I have Jupiter in the 12th house in Pisces. It is probably most of the most important parts of my chart. The 12th house is also associated with sleep, or in my case sleep deprivation because of torture. It has been an issue in my life since I was about seven years old. My
Unfortunately, most of the meaning associated with water has been
parents, because the 4 dimensional world, were accused unfairly for this when I was that age in Florida. For some reason they thought I was accusing them of causing me not to able to sleep. I slept fine then, and they were very caring people, I only wish I would have had a chance to tell them. Then Neil started torturing me using the note left behind by or mom to wake me up for school, and he had invaded our house long before. Usually retrogrades do not have the effect for long periods of time because, at some point in a person's
they go direct. Unfortunately, jupiter in my chart, stays retrograde for a long time.