6:09 am, Friday, 5/14/2010 1st, 1 Lamat/Star of Rabbit Mayan day
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ARE REPTILES DARK ? OUR OWN DARKNESS
This video iTunes podcast Blip.tv channel :) Had to get up with the dawn, today; the bird song was just so beautiful. I had a whip-poor-will just outside my window, from the sounds of it. They are quite loud, really, but usually not quite so close. They’re rather shy birds. I love the rat-a-tat-tat of the woodpeckers, too. I keep the old trees when they’re dead for the birds and the bugs to enjoy. More natural that way, too. Nature knows best. Dad used to have the trees harvested, and cut down the dead ones, but no thanks. I have more woodpeckers. Don’t know their song, but their sound is so peaceful. So, though you can often hear the birds in the background on my recordings, that’s nothing like dawn sounds, which are loud. I just love it. I’m so blessed. So what is, today? The 1 Mayan day is a powerful one, placing its mark on the next 13 days, the Trecena. Today’s Mayan sun sign is Star, or Rabbit, which is both shining bright and prolific. Should be interesting. We shall see. At any rate, 1 is a good day for new starts. Not that it’s terribly new, but I’ve got a journal or two I’ve been polishing up, adding links and so on, just for you. When I wrote one, in particular, I didn’t know if I’d post it, or want to. It was too blunt, too straightforward. Oh well. That was then; this is now. Last night, I saw clearly how it’s just plain speaking, and how it... could help.... wake some up in some sly ways, some shy ways to enter right in... bring light... dark situation. I’d much rather arm you
with ways to discern, wake you up... that way. I don’t want just my ways to be others’ highways to waking.... up.... in the Light. Still, dark ETs have entered, have worked their dark magic until... convinced... some are... they are Light. That won’t do — not my way to let someone’s highway become... low road... just won’t do. Okay, you guys have heard of disinformation by now, I’m sure. That’s where the bad guys join the good guys’ organizations, pretending to be one of them, then begin spreading their lies. They will often attack, personally, the leader or leaders, working to smear them, and tear the organization up, from the inside; lead it astray from its original or pure intent. This happens a lot with contactees and UFO groups, of course; those whom the Feds don’t want speaking up ... for whatever reasons. Whether to expose the activities of the negative ETs, or to share the bright Light of the benevolent ones, the government, the controllers, would just rather we didn’t know. They thing we’re mushrooms — better kept in the dark. Again, trying to appear as if they are the good guys is what’s behind some of the cross-breeding programs of certain groups of ETs; many of them taking on the appearance of our own Nordic peoples, those tall, blonde good looks. Yet the beings inside can be dark as can be — often reptilians — [while our dear Nordic peoples are Light beings bright]. Now, I’ve nothing against reptiles, they’re some of the loveliest beings. We’ve got some little lizards, here, who have the most beautiful blue stripe down their back and their tail. It’s a gorgeous color. They do no harm. They just eat bugs, and I’m sure provide munchies for birds and other creatures. Long live the reptiles, by all means. Most snakes aren’t poisonous. Besides, so what if they are. Don’t roses have thorns, and bees have stingers? Yet we even cultivate them, do we not? I don’t understand this fear of the snakes... unless it’s taken from the Bible. That’s all that makes sense. Otherwise, the reptiles are just another set of creatures, quite amazing, indeed... and wonderful... in their own way.
Yet, as Alex Collier and some others attest, from the benevolent ETs they speak with, there is a group of reptilian beings from the constellation Orion who are on a power trip. Now, I know it’s hard to imagine, but we’re talking a highly intelligent species, here; not dumb animals, by any means. These are brilliant, and greatly advanced workers with space flight and DNA, both. Yeah, I know; boggles the mind. Oh well, you know how I feel about that. Good for the mind, you know; keeps it humble. There are all sorts of life forms; maybe like the bar scene in Star Wars, so let’s be open to that. None of them are all good or all bad, I would guess; just like us. As above so below, and the reverse also works. It’s fractal. More of the same, either way that you go, in or out, far or near, it’s like that. So let’s look to ourselves in the midst of all this, not throw stones... at them... or at us. No stones; that’s my deal. We’ve outgrown that long ago, but manipulators kept it going and we... fell in... with their traps and their trips, with their co-opting peace and then bring...ing war... in its place. Well, no more, my friends. And, if we really do want a planet of peace, as the Andromedans suggest, then we begin with the self. Peace within us. Our personal world is the only one we own, let’s clean... it up.... start right now. No arguing, no fighting, no violence, no anger to be... sent out... into Life. Oh, it’s okay to have them, to feel them, to own them... just not... to act... on their rage. We all have this stuff hidden somewhere inside, and when we... step up... to the plate of the nomind, begin to let mind go — then up... and out... they will come. Be ready. So, just like no blame game, no repressing, either. Let’s not just run from this stuff when it arises, within, okay? It has something to offer us, and it can’t hurt us, as long as we don’t act on it. It’s quite okay, even proper, to entertain it. Invite it to sup with you, sit with it, please do... it has... its gifts... offer you.
You think I am crazy, and maybe you’re right, but I know... this stuff... anyway. So listen and learn, then, how I got to where I could just... be still... let this be... in me... give it peace. You know, the surest way to perpetuate something forever is to run from it, repress it, distract yourself into something else, or otherwise avoid the reality of your dark side. It’s not going away, dearies. Might as well face it, and get it over with. Sure, it will hurt. And so what? Are you a hothouse orchid, or something, that you can’t experience a little pain? Who told you that pain was all bad, to be avoided? Question that. No nonsense of self-flagellation, mutilation, or beating yourself up in any way, here; none of that. Rather, this is just to let your own anguish, your own pain arise. Often, you’ll find yourself hurting, even wanting to cry, and have no clue why. The outer mind doesn’t yet get it; what it’s about. Well, that’s the place where we commonly run out on ourselves. Yes, run out on ourselves. We are not true to ourselves, to our inner, deeper, Self, who is trying to get us a message, to offer a gift, actually. Yet, as soon as it starts to hurt, to be painful, we run away. Well, that’s largely how we created this mess that we’re in, so I suggest we reconsider that. I recommend everyone spend some time with Tolle. Let Eckhart teach you about the pain body, and being still with that; just observing. This is priceless, this understanding, this practice. Oh, you won’t be able to do it right every time. No one’s perfect. But, if you set your intent to give yourself a better listen than you’ve been doing, you’re going to be pleasantly surprised, at some point. It is healing. Sure, there’s trauma in there. And? You think you’re the only one with such pain? Think again. Well, better yet, turn that off! Mind’s not helpful with this. Just observe self. Be still. Don’t resist. Just watch.
Okay, enough. Sure love you guys. Hope some of this stuff is helping. Let me know. Comments and ratings are nice. So’s subscribing. You’re the you-know-what... some tender ears, here, ho ho ho. Till later. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 8:35 am, 5/14 2nd -
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