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COW THAT SAID F**K OFF -or- EMPTY-HEADED MEDITATION
♥ This video ♥ This video on YT (YouTube) if you prefer :) ♥ iTunes podcast ♥ Blip.tv channel How interesting! In the last journal (sorry, not recorded, yet I’ll upload it to Scribd, though - in its basic format) I spoke of awakening not feeling so hot - just feeling unpleasant, altogether, here in 3D. I went on about how accepting that - not running away, or seeking to get rid of it - is an option for us. I spoke of its benefits - how that brings blessing. Then I went on, as I do, to other things. Well, the unpleasant feeling went on as I was writing - it’s not yet quite gone. The thing that is interesting, though, is the calls that came out of me, after I finished that journal. I was able to see, then, how I was being messed with - manipulated by other beings, unseen. I made calls on that - affirming my sovereignty, and so on. Now, you may make calls like this - call for the angels, the Light Beings to come, to assist - and yet still have this terrible, this unpleasant feeling of whatever kind, my friends. These beings don’t give up - they don’t play by the rules. They could care less what you think of them. Remember, to them we’re just cattle. They continue on. I have an interesting visual for you. Just imagine the surprise of the farmer, who hooks up his cow to the milking machines every morning. What if, one morning, one cow of his turns to him and says - go fuck off - get that thing away from me. I’m not having none of it no more.” Remember, now - cows speak broken English - not enough schooling, I’ve heard. ;)
Well, though surprised, he might be, do you think that the farmer cares at all what that one cow is thinking? He’ll just force her - if he can... or maybe ignore her. If she’s no calf, she’ll soon give in. He knows that. Life goes on. Try to get the picture, my friends, of how this dark force sees us. It will help understand what’s going on - it will resonate more with Truth than perhaps what you’ve understood, so far. We’re just livestock. That’s how we’re seen. That doesn’t make them correct in the way that they see us anymore than we’re right in the way we run cattle - and sheep... all the rest. We’re not discussing right or wrong here - get in heart, so you’re above that. We’re just discussing what is. These are the various perspectives, the lenses that we view from - how they see life. Just that - just perspectives. Realize that, to the extent that you disidentify - you can see through almost any lens. Try it on - you’d be amazed... how it helps understanding expand. Now, the cow in that example was kind of stuck. The flow of her milk, unless she could relieve that herself, was going to have to come on. Just so it gives you the picture, though - of the little concern for our perspective that the Illuminati have - they could care less. Don’t think they will - don’t bother with that. It just is what it is. Let them go. They’re going down. Just back off. Okay, now that we’ve milked that little image for all it’s worth, let’s move on. What I’d started to share, at the beginning of this, is how, in the accepting of just not feeling good, in the acceptance of the unpleasantness of that as simply a part of my now, I broke through into a greater understanding of what was going on. No, I didn’t ask for that. I wasn’t seeking it out. This is important. We are in the now without any expectations expectations extend us out into future - something that has no real existence. Time is simultaneous.
I don’t care if it doesn’t make sense to mind. What are you doing there, anyway? Who are you listening to here, the talking head - or the reality, behind, that speaks? If you would hear, then be in heart. So, sorry about that. Anyway, I wasn’t seeking to evade or avoid in any way the unpleasantness of the current reality. We can all do this, you know. Just be with what is. Don’t run away - that is just our programming, speaking - or the mind. Remember, the mind doesn’t get this. Don’t think it’s going to be explainable to mind. It won’t be. At some point, be assured, if you persist, your mind will just surrender, say uncle, and give up. That’s when more fun can really begin. Then you’re not so much fighting you. This is another kingdom we’re entering here, my friends. This is not just a new version of the old reality - an upgrade of the game, the program. No. This is a real break with that, with the past, so to speak. There is nothing in your past that compares to this. This is new. This is so distinctively different. Words won’t tell you. Just tune in. Enter in. That’s the trick. What do you have to do to get out of the mind? Enter your heart, and ask yourself this. Begin asking deep questions like this of your Inner Self - going for inner tuition. Your teacher’s within. It’s Higher Self, maybe - I don’t know. Those are just conceptualizations, anyway. They don’t matter. It is what it is. It teaches you. It is within. This is also a realm of Love, of such Love as must be spelled with a capital “L.” Along with this Love there is a Peace, that must also be capitalized. These states are different. I hesitate to even call them states. We are in sacred territory, here. We tread on holy ground. Words will not take you there. They just hint at what can be found. It’s up to you - take the journey - take the step... in front of you. Always, it gets down to this, my friends: the next step. What is right in front of you, right this very minute? That is where your freedom is to be found. It’s always in this moment - not any
other. There is no enlightenment in the future for you - let that go. That’s crazy thinking. There is no future. There is just this now. Are you ready to wake-up now? Well, are you? What are you hanging on to for dear life, afraid to let go of? Waking up is just a matter of a series of letting go’s - at least, that’s what I’ve found. That is at the heart, the origin of why my phrase is so beautiful this one: “I don’t know.” That’s the emptiness that’s within it the cup with nothing there. Thats the letting go of mind, my friends. That’s it’s ultimate expression. I don’t know. Can you let go? Just look at that. What comes up, when with sincerity, you ask this of yourself? What comes up is what to look at. Just observe. Don’t try to fix. Just learn to be with things. Just sit within their presence. Just allow themselves to live. Let them have place in your being. And remember - that it is just what it is. No changing that. It just is. Can you let that in? Can you let go of trying to manipulate, to control, to contort or change what’s there before you? Can you cease all running away? Just watch yourself, now. Be in heart site (‘typo’ for sit) there - just observe. As you stay in heart while observing, the inner voice may begin to speak. All this constant running away, the manipulation we try to put on things that manifest - all of this is the use of our free will. We have the sovereign right to do that. Source won’t interfere. We’re not robots - much as the Illuminati wish we were. So, there’s the secret, though - all our squirming, not facing, not accepting present reality - this is use of our free will. Look at that, just a moment. Accept it. Realize it is so. Now, just consider - by deciding, instead, to simply accept what is consider the change, the massive change this brings to this picture. Were sitting down - not running away. We’ve just let go. We’ve given up on all that nonsense. Lord knows, we’ve been doing it for millions of years. It doesn’t help. Now we accept it that we know that. We just sit down with what is. Offer it tea. Have a visit.
This is empty-headed stuff we’re doing, here. We’ve no thought of where it’s going. We’re just being. There’s no doing. We’re being still, accepting this. We go on - get on with life. You don’t have to be sitting in meditation to do this. You can be doing the dishes, washing the car - whatever. Acceptance like this can come at any time. Can you feel it? Get the sense of this? This major shift? Good. I’ll leave you with that. It’s very deep... just as you are. Just be with life. Quit fighting. Just let life be. It is what it is. It has the right to be that. It’s nothing you can’t handle, anyway - but that doesn’t matter. Even if you thought it would positively destroy you to accept this thing, this whatever-it-is - well, let that come. Be willing to be destroyed. Jed McKenna - not Terrence, Jed - is a good teacher for this - if it seems too overwhelming. You can dive into the totally overwhelming with him, for a while. It may help. He’s mastered that. Just follow your heart. Good day, bad day - whatever your day is - just accept it, my friends. Just be with what is. Blessings to you. Remember, we are One - as the Master said, I Am with you, always. I Am the vine, ye are the branches. Partake of your oneness - of our oneness. Enter ultimate reality. Get out of the matrix. No need to stay there so completely. Just let go.
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