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iahia hakki

iahia ibrahim hakki (1905-1992) XX s-is cnobili egvipteli mwerali,


novelis Janris erT-erTi fuZemdebelia egviptur mwerlobaSi.
hakki ZirZveli kairoeli iyo, saida zeinabis ubanSi dabadebuli. ,,um
haSimis kandelSi“ kairos am Zveli ubnis aRwera swored mis
bavSvobisdroindel mogonebebs acocxlebs STambeWdavad
mkiTxvelis Tvalwin.
,,um haSimis kandeli“ Tavad mwerlisTvis novelis miseuli xedvis
xorcSesxmaa. misi azriT, yvelaze mniSvnelovani novelebi swored
isinia, romlebSic movlenebi vrclad ar viTardeba.
mTavari novelaSi misi morali, misi azria. is, rac me ,,um haSimis
kandelSi“ mainteresebs, _ aRniSnavs avtori, _ is mxatvruli
saxeebia, aRmosavleT-dasavleTs rom upirispirebs erTmaneTs,
materialistursa da suliers, adamianTa leTargiul mdgomareobasa da
moZraobis dauokebel survils. CemTvis imedismomcemi faqtia, rom
am novelis fasi ucxourma saliteraturo kritikam iseve scno, rogorc
Cvenma sakuTarma. yovel SemTxvevaSi, me Cems mwerlobas
davaxasiaTebdi, rogorc meditaciurs, aRweriTs, analitikurs...
warmosaxviTi elementi Cems novelebSi sustia da
naklebmniSvnelovani – wers iahia hakki Tavis avtobiografiuli
xasiaTis esseSi.
,,um haSimis kandeli“ pirvelad 1944 wels daibeWda. mas Semdeg
araerTxel gamoica ganmeorebiT. Targmnilia inglisurad, frangulad,
espanurad... vfiqrobT, qarTveli mkiTxvelisTvisac saintereso iqneba
am didi mwerlis SemoqmedebasTan ziareba.
mTargmneli

um haSimis kandeli

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babuaCemi Seixi rejeb abdula ymawvili iyo, roca ojaxis kacebTan da
qalebTan erTad kairoSi Camovida mociqul muhamedis ojaxTan dakavSirebuli
siwmindeebis mosanaxuleblad da amiT RvTiuri locva-kurTxevis misaRebad.
rodesac saida zeinabis meCeTis1 Sesasvlels miuaxlovdnen, mamamiss xeliT
ubiZgebia (TumcaRa sxvaTaTvis mibaZvis survili xeliskvras sruliad zedmets
xdida) da biWic sxvebTan erTad meCeTis marmarilos zRurblze wamxobila da
kocniT daufaravs igi ise, rom meCeTSi Semsvlel-gamsvlelni lamis Tavze
fexebiT Sesdgomian. maT am qmedebas rom Seswreboda iseTi morwmune,
Tavi umwikvlo RvTismosavi rom hgonia, pirs ibrunebda droebaze
Semomwyrali da alahs SesTxovda, daefara igi am warmarTobis, eresisa da
umecrebisagan. xalxis umravlesobas rac Seexeba, maT eRimebaT am sofleli
xalxis gulubryvilobaze, samoselze rZis, miwisa da Tivis surneli rom asdiT,
radgan xvdebian, am wminda adgilisadmi pativis migebis raoden mgznebare
survili trialebs maT gulSi, rom TavianTi grZnobebis gamoxatvis sxva gza, _
garda imisa, rasac akeTeben, _ ver upoviaT. saqciels xom gulis wadili
ganapirobebs!
ymawvili babuaCemi kairoSi lukma-puris ZiebaSi gadasaxlda da ra
gasakviria, rom sacxovrebeli Tavisi sayvareli meCeTis rac SeiZleba axlos
SeirCia. ase dafuZnda savakufo uZravi qonebis 2 Zvel saxlSi, meCeTis ukana
mxares mdebare gansabanvels3 rom gadahyurebda. Sesaxvevs asec erqva _

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ganbanvis Sesaxvevi. erqva-meTqi imitom vambob, rom qalaqis
dagegmarebis samsaxuris damangrevelma Zalayinma kairos siZveleebTan
erTad isic moaswora miwasTan. da ros ugnurma Zalayinma gadauara,
moedans mTeli da uvnebeli SerCa suli, warmatebuli ngreva-ganadgurebis
msxverpli ki mxolod aguri da qva aRmoCnda!
Semdeg babuaCemma aseve am moedanze gaxsna marcvleulis maRazia.
ase cxovrobda Cveni ojaxi siT zeinabis 4 mfarvelobis qveS, misi
dResaswaulebi da zeimebi Cveni dResaswaulebi gaxda, meCeTis muezini ki
Cveni saaTi, romelzec dros vasworebdiT.
maRazia gafarTovda da babuaCemma baraqa naxa masSi, es yvelaferi ki
um haSimis wyalobiT! babuas ufrosma vaJma daamTavra Tu ara meCeTTan
arsebuli dawyebiTi religiuri skola (quTTabi), mamam maSinve Tavis biznesSi
CarTo igi, raTa damxmared hyoloda. meore vaJs rac Seexeba, is al-azharSi
Sevida, wlebi dahyo iq da warmatebebs ver miaRwia, Semdeg Cvens sofelSi
dabrunda religiur skolaSi (quTTabSi) yuranis kiTxvis maswavleblad. darCa
umcrosi vaJi _ biZaCemi ismaili _ bolo imedad, romelsac bedi da mamamisis
gazrdili qoneba ufro naTel da ukeTes momavals umzadebda. Tavdapirvelad,
rodesac mamam yuranis gazepireba aiZula da al-azharisken 5 ukra Tavi, albaT
SeSinda, radgan xedavda, moednis patara biWebi rogor dasdevdnen
Calmosan ymawvilebs damamcirebeli SeZaxiliT:
_ daiWi Calma, daiWi, Calmis qveS maimunia...
magram babuaCemma _ Seixma rejebma imediT savse guliT miabara igi
saxelmwifo skolas, romelic im dros daxmarebas uwevda biWs misi religiuri
aRzrdisa da provinciuli warmoSobis gamo. male gamorCeulic gaxda Tavisi
TavazianobiT, gawonasworebulobiT, maswavlebelTa pativiscemiTa da
amasTan erTad mokrZalebulobiTa da didi moTminebiT. Tu CacmaSi
daxvewiloba da eleganturoba aklda, samagierod sisufTave arasodes
dahklebia. Tanac is ufro vaJkacuric iyo da enagamarTulic, ufro xatovnad
mosaubre, vidre misi ganebivrebuli Tanaklaselebi _ efendebis Svilebi, ena
rom ebmodaT da azris cxadad gadmocema ar SeeZloT. didxans ar gauvlia,
rom ukan moitova Tanatolebi da Tavisi keTilSobilebiT ise gamobrwyinda maT
Soris, Tvals ar SeeSleboda misi gamorCeva.
ojaxis mTeli imedi masze iyo. jer isev ymawvili iyo, rom mxolod batonobiT
mimarTavdnen: si ismails6, ismail efendis eZaxdnen da didi kaciviT
eqceodnen. saukeTeso saWmeli da xili misTvis iyo. samecadinod rom
dajdeboda, saRamos locvebis xmamaRla kiTxviT garTuli mama maSinve
xmas dauwevda lamis unazes, mTrTolvare CurCulamde. deda TiTis wverebze
dadioda, TviT ded-mamiT obolma misma biZaSvilma fatima an-nabaviamac
ki iswavla, rogor unda Seewyvita enis Wartali da mdumared mjdariyo mis
win, TiTqos Tavad mona-qali iyo, es ki batoni. ise mieCvia saRamoebis
ismailTan erTad gatarebas, TiTqos biWis gakveTilebi misi samecadino
yofiliyos. misCereboda ymawvils Tavisi mtkivani, quTuToebCawiTlebuli
TvalebiT, Tan TiTebi xelsaqmes erT ritmSi SeuCereblad misdevdnen. vin
etyoda ismails: yuradRebiT daakvirdi am or xels, rogor SeumCnevlad
Cabudebula maTSi ucnauri sicocxle, fxizeli grZnoba, gaTviTcnobierebuli
aRqma?! nuTu ar gesmis, ver xvdebi, rom brma mxedvels maSin
emsgavseba, roca misi xelebi iZenen xedvis unars.
_ adeqi, dasaZineblad wadi, fatima!
_ jer adrea, ar meZineba!
drodadro gogos Tvali auwyliandeboda da Camogorebul cremlSi biWis
saxes gaurkvevel landad xedavda. cremls saxelos boloTi moiwmendda da

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isev TvalmouSoreblad Seacqerdeboda. misTvis sibrZne ismailis piridan
ifrqveoda, misi naubridan.
o, RmerTo! rogor iteven wignebi amden saidumlos, amden gamocanas? an
enas rogor ZaluZs ucxoTa enaze saubari? da rac ufro izrdeboda ymawvili mis
TvalSi, miT ufro ikunteboda da pataravdeboda Tavad mis winaSe. xandaxan
ismailis mzera SeiZleba mis nawnavebze SeCerebuliyo erTxans CafiqrebiT da
RimiliT: oh, es gogoebi! netav icodnen, ra carieli Tavebi aqvT!
ymawvili sawols rom miaSurebda, maSin da mxolod maSin grZnobda
ojaxi, rom maTma dRem ganvlo, dasrulda da maSinve iwyebdnen fiqrs
imaze, Tu ra dasWirdeboda biWs xval. mTeli maTi cxovreba da moqmedeba
misTvis komfortis Seqmnas emsaxureboda. Taoba Tavs swiravda imas, rom
maTi STamomavlobis erTi wevri movlenoda qveyanas _ es iseTi Zlieri
siyvaruli iyo, cxovelur instinqtSi rom gadadis! SeSfoTebuli dedali
Cadarajebuli, frTxili mzeriT rom wevs kvercxebze umoZraod da Tvinierad,
TiTqos mlocveli monazoni iyos... nuTu aseTi msxverpli metismeti,
zRvarsgadasuli keTilSobileba iyo, Tu vinme TavkerZa tiranisTvis Sesawiri jizia,
romelsac Tavisi neba yovel yelze rkinis yelsabamad da yovel fexze rkinis
borkilad Semoexvia?! es ojaxi Tavis biWs CasWideboda, Tavisufleba da
nebawarTmeuli ebRauWeboda mas da ufals gaficebT, ra iyo amaSi
mSvenieri?! am kiTxvaze pasuxi Cemi gulia, romelsac rogorc ki im Soreuli
warsulis dReebi warmoudgeba, maSinve amifrTxialdeba xolme mogonebebiT.
Tvalwin damidgeba babuaCem Seix rejebis saxe siwmindisa da sinaTlis
Saravandedmosili. xolo bebiaCemi siT adila Tavisi mimndobi, gulubryvilo
bunebiTa da keTilSobilebiT sisulele iqneboda, adamianebSi migeTvalaT! ase
rom yofiliyo, maS angelozebi rogorebiRa iqnebodnen?! ra usaxuri da
sazizRari iqneboda wuTisofeli, misi Tvinierebisa da rwmenis msgavsi rom ar
arsebuliyo amqveynad!

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weli wels misdevda da ismaili pirvelobas ixveWda klasSi. gamocdebis
Sedegebs rom gamoacxadebdnen, SarbaTis Wiqebi Camouvlida xolme
samezoblos da metic, gamvlelTac ki ergebodaT xolme. taamias da bisaras 7
gamyidveli qali uflis samadlobel sixarulis yiJinas dascemda xolme. usta 8
hasani, ubnis aqimi da parikmaxeri, Tavis Cveul fexis qiras miiRebda xolme,
xolo siT adila Tavis sakmels daanTebda da um haSimisTvis 9 sazeimo aRTqmis
rituals Caatarebda. puris kverebi dacxveboda, moxarSuli lobioTi
gamoivseboda, gamovidoda um muhamedi10 da daatarebda am purs Tavze
Semodgmuli kalaTiT. moedanze gamoCenili ar iyo, rom puris kverebs
daitacebdnen da kalaTi umal dacarieldeboda xolme. mosasxami
gaufrialdeboda, gamobrundeboda darcxvenili, Tan mosasxamis boloebSi
fexebi eblandeboda da gabrazebuls saidas maTxovrebis Rormucelobaze
ecineboda. misi es Tavgadasavali ojaxis iseTi gasarTobi da TavSesaqcevi
xdeboda, ramdenime dRe pirze rom ekeraT.
ase izrdeboda ismaili jer alahis, Semdeg ki um haSimis mfarvelobis qveS.
misi cxovreba ubans da moedans ar gascdenia. yvelaze Sori gaseirneba is
iyo, nilosze gasuliyo, raTa an mdinaris napiras gaevlo, an xidze Semdgariyo.
ros mosaRamovdeboda da mze mxurvalebas dakargavda, mkafio
gamosaxulebebi da mkveTri konturebi aca-baca mruddeboda da Crdilebad
iqceoda, moedani gamoiRviZebda, gons moegeboda da mnaxvelTa da
ucxoTagan dacarieldeboda. da Tuki gulwrfelad miugdebdi yurs, Rrma, dafarul
sunTqvas gaigonebdi, moedans rom kveTda. es albaT sidi al-iTrisi 11 iyo, siT
zeinabis meCeTis karis mcveli. gana es misi saxeli ar ixsenieba msaxurTa

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saxelebs Soris? is albaT Tavis samyofelSia, mTeli dRis namuSevari xelebidan
da tansacmlidan mtvers iferTxavs da Camojdeba, rom kmayofilebiT
amoixvneSos. da Tu gagimarTla da es xvneSa da sunTqva gaigone, gumbaTs
axede am dros. mociage Suqis Saravandedi evleba mas Tavs. xan
miinavleba, xan akaSkaSdeba, TiTqos sanaTurs qari eTamaSebao. es
samlocvelos Tavze dakidebuli um haSimis kandelia. aba kedlebi mis Suqs
rogor daCrdilaven?
moedani nel-nela xelaxla ivseba. mofarfateben saxeze siyviTleSeparuli,
ZalRonegamoleuli, TvalebCamqrali siluetebi. yovel maTgans acvia is, risi
SesaZleblobac aqvs, an Tu ginda ifiqre, rom is Caucvams, rac xelT
moxvedria. quCis gamyidvelTa SeZaxilebi erTi sevdiani melodiaa:
_ Cemi moyvanili lobio!
_ piri tkbileuliT Caitkbarune da mociqulze iloce!
_ aba, lobio, axali boloki, lobio!..
_ kbilis sawmendi Cxirebi, mociqul muhamedis droidan rom ixmareba!..
es ra farul tiranias uCiodnen?! es ra tvirTi daswolodaT mkerdze yvelas?! da
mainc, saxeze yvelas erTgvari kmayofileba da beds Seguebuloba ewera. ra
iolad iviwyeben! mravali gamowvdili xeli iRebs mcired yuruSebs 12 da
milimebs13. aq kanoni, standarti da fasi ar moqmedebs. aq mxolod
nacnoboba, xaTri da SevaWreba Wris. aq SeiZleba sawyao gayalbebuli iyos
da saswori sworad ar wonides, am yvelaferze kurTxeva aqvT! miwaze xalxi
mwkrivebad sxeds, zurgiT meCeTis kedels miyrdnobian, zogic trotuarze
wamowolila. aq vis ar naxav _ kacs, qals, bavSvs. ar ici, an saidan
gamoCndnen, an Tvals rogor miefarebian. cxovrebis xis Camocvenili nayofi
am xisave qveS dampala. aq maTxovarTa skolaa. puris natexebiT savse
tomriT zurgdamZimebuli biWi gahyviris:
_ erTi lukma puri, RvTis gulisaTvis, keTilismqmnelno! mSieri var.
Suagul moedanze saidanRac ucabedad amozrdili fexSiSveli gogo (an
TiTqmis fexSiSveli) iZaxis:
_ hoi Tqven, vinc SemosavT umweo xnier morwmune qals, muslimno,
alahimc ar aCvenebs sircxvils Tqvens qalebs!
misi mkivana xma fanjrebisken izidavs saxeebs. misi momajadoebeli
Tvalebi atyveveben fanjrebidan momziral qalebs da wvimasaviT modis ZonZ-
manZebis grovebi. gogo wamSi Tvalsa da xelSua qreba da veRar xvdebi,
gafrinda Tu miwam uyo piri.
saneleblebis es brma gamyidveli arafers mogyidis, Tu jer salami ar uTxari
da man ki yidva-gayidvis dakanonebuli formulebi ar dagazepirebina.
dRe miiwureba da mJaveulobis gamyidveli Tavis kasrebs asvenebs. xaratis
samuSao dRis ganmavlobaSi muxlCauxreli fexebi toveben samuSao adgils,
samuSao instrumentebs, rom sakuTari patroni Sin miiyvanon. aq tramvai
sisxlismsmeli gareuli mxecia, yovel dRe Tavisi monadirebuli nadavli rom
mihyavs. modis saRamo, morcxvi niaviT mococxlebuli, yavaxanebidan ismis
sicili, zogi nazi da zogic roxroxa, haSiSnarevi. Tu moednidan marasinas quCis
dasawyisamde daeSvebi, gaigoneb mTvralebis xmaurs Rvinis duqan
,,anastasidan“, romelsac ubnis enamaxvilma mosaxleobam ,,Tqvens mosvlas
gaumarjos!“ * Searqva. iqidan barbaciT gamosuli agznebuli mTvrali
gamvlelebs gadaekideba:
_ erTi aq yvelaze ,,amrevi“ ymawvili damanaxeT!
_ hei, Sen! jandabamde gza gqonia!
_ SeeSviT mag ubedurs!
_ ufalimc Seiwyalebs da monaniebis survils gauCens!

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moednis sevdiani, daRlili aCrdilebi raRac erTgvari sixaruliT da xalisiT
amoZravdebian. ar aris sawuxari amqveynad. momavali uflis xelSia. saxeebi
siyvaruliT uaxlovdebian erTmaneTs. Sewuxebuli iviwyebs sawuxars da bolo
kapikebs nargiles mowevaSi Tu kartis TamaSSi flangavs. iyos rac iqneba!
iklebs sasworTa Tasebis CaxaCuxis xmebi, xelis urikebi Tvals miefareba,
SenobebSi sanTlebi qreba. swored am dros amTavrebs ismaili moednis
Semovlas. man zedmiwevniT icis yoveli kuTxe-kunWuli, yoveli goji da
mtkaveli, yoveli qva. mas arc gamyidvelis Zaxili examuSeba, arc misi adgil-
samyofeli. xalxis brbo gars exveva mas da isic iTqvifeba maTSi, rogorc
wvimis wveTi, romelsac okeane STanTqavs.
is ukve SeCveulia suraTebs, erTmaneTs rom gvanan da meordebian. am
suraTebs aranairi gamoZaxili aRar axlavs mis sulSi. arc interesiT akvirdeba,
magram arc mobezrebuli aqvs. arc kmayofilebas aniWebs, magram arc
aRizianebs. is masaSi ise ar gamoirCeva, rom misma Tvalma cxadad aRiqvas
masa. vin etyvis mas, rom yovelives, rac ki esmis da ver ki mimxvdara, ra
xmebia, rasac ki misi mzera ecema da ver ki gaurCevia CrdilebSi, saocari
Zala aqvs, SeumCnevlad Seiparos gulSi, gza Cumad gaikvalos da iq
daisadguros, mis siRrmeebSi CaaRwios da erT dResac misi Semadgeneli
nawili gaxdes! xolo axla misi mzera arafriT gamorCeulia. xedavs imas, rasac
umzers, ise, rogorc yoveli janmrTeli Tvali.

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srulwlovanebis asaki moaxlovda da misi sxeulic ise aTuxTuxda, TiTqos
amas viRac aiZulebso, TviTon ki gasawewi nadavli iyo mizidulobisa da
ganzidulobis Zalebs Soris. xalxs gaurboda da lamis gaegiJebina sakuTar
martoobas. ucnauri siamovnebis SegrZneba daewyo, roca meCeTSi
mosiarule qalebs Soris gaZvreboda xolme siviwroveSi, gansakuTrebiT ki
qalebis vizitis dRes. aseT WyletvaSi samosis mniSvneloba misTvis mxolod
SiSveli sxeulebis erTmaneTisgan gamijvna iyo. is am sxeulebs msubuqi
mixliT an wamieri, naperwkaliviT SexebiT grZnobda. biWi am sxeulTa Soris
ganicdida mocuravis siamovnebas gamdinare nakadSi, roca is wylis
sisufTaves arad dagidevT... oflisa da parfiumis suni ki ar afrTxobda, piriqiT,
ZaRlis geSiT Seiynosavda mas. meCeTSi qalebis vizitis dRe msubuqi
yofaqcevis qalebis gareSe rogor Caivlida! sidi al-iTriss nabrZanebi hqonda,
aravin gaeZevebinaT meCeTis ezodan, TviT meZavi qalebic ki, samlocveloSi
sanTlis dasanTebad an micemuli aRTqmis Sesasruleblad mosulni, egebis
alahs monaniebis survili gaeCina maTTvis da maTi Sublebidan is warexoca,
rac maT wilxvedr beds waewera! biWi maT adrec xedavda, magram ver
cnobda. axla ki fexdafex aedevneboda xolme maT, Tvalmoucileblad
misCereboda da mzeras ver swyvetda. misi gansakuTrebuli yuradRebiT erTi
TmaxuWuWa, Savgvremani, TxeltuCeba gogo sargeblobda, yovel qalTa vizitis
dRes rom dadioda. es naima iyo, Tavisi TanamosaqmeTagan siwynariTa da
Txeli taniT gamorCeuli. yvela es qali duned, mowyvetiT, daudevrad
moabijebs, is ki mizandasaxulad, rogorc sakuTari Tavis baton-
patroni.Hmklavebi gverdze, tanis gaswvriv miaqvs gaWimuli, idayvebiT
sxeulis mxares Sebrunebuli. Tuki yuradRebiT daacqerdebi, veras ipovi masSi
meZavisas, garda dacemis niSnad Camoyrili, damsxvreuli mklavebisa, Tumc
ki SigniT guliT dahqonda biwierebis saidumlo.
ismails eRimeboda, roca Seix dardiris _ samlocvelos msaxurs am qalebs
Soris xedavda, rogorc mamals qaTmebSi. is maT saTiTaod cnobda.
armosulebs moikiTxavda, erTs sanTels gamoarTmevda, meores gzas
gauTavisuflebda Sesawiravis yuTisaken. moulodnelad kmayofileba
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gabrazebiT Seecvleboda, dahyvirebda qalebs da gasasvlelisken ubiZgebda
maT. masTanve midioda qali Tu kaci um haSimis kandelis wminda zeTis
saTxovnelad TavianTi an axlobelTa Tvalebis samkurnalod. es wminda zeTi
kurnavs mxolod maT, visi gonebac rwmeniT aris gasxivosnebuli da amgvari
gonebis dakargvasTan erTad mxedveloba samudamod ikargeba. xolo vinc ar
ikurneba, es zeTis uZlurebis brali rodia, aramed imis, rom um haSimma aRar
moindoma misi Sefareba Tavisi wyalobis kalTis qveS. SesaZloa, misi codvebis
sasjelad da SesaZloa imitom, rom jerac ver ganwmendila uwmindurebisgan
da ukeTurebisgan. man unda daiTminos, icados da ganagrZos xSiri siaruli
samlocveloSi. rameTu moTmineba ara mxolod amqveyniuri Zalisxmevis da
brZolis safuZvelia, aramed aseve erTaderTi gzac saiqiosken.
es wminda zeTi Seix dardiris noyieri puri arsobisac gaxlavT, Tumc
keTildReobis kvali mas zed ar atyvia. misi WuWyiani jilbabi isev isaa da misi
mtvriani Calmac aseve ucvlelia. netav Tavis fuls ras unda uSvrebodes?!
samarxis qvis dafis qveS xom ar flavs? rogorc misi kolegebi sdeben brals, is
am fuls haSiSis wevaSi unda aniavebdes da am mtkicebis safuZvels misi
gauTavebeli xvela da Wkuamxiaruli buneba aZlevT, sul xumroba-masxrobaze
rom uWiravs Tvali. sinamdvile ki is gaxlavT, rom Seixi metad xSirad eyreba
colebs da aseve xSirad qorwindeba. weli ar gaivlis, rom vinme axali gogo ar
moiyvanos!
ismailma is gaicno samlocveloSi xSiri siarulisas. Cvevad eqca, mwuxris
locvis Semdeg Ram-RamobiT xSirad Seevlo xolme misTvis, rom Tavi Seeqcia
masTan saubriT. kacs biWis mimarT simpatiis da mzrunvelobis grZnoba
gauCnda, swored am grZnobam gaamxelina misTvis erT Rames saidumlo,
romelic mis garda aravisTvis uTqvams:
si ismail, ici, erT mSvenier dRes paraskevis RvTismsaxurebaze movlen
Cveni batoni huseini14, imami aS-Safiyi15, imami al-laisi16, pativiT
miegebebian saida fatima an-nabavias17, saida aiSas18, saida saqinas19
cxenosanTa eskortiT, maT Tavze ifrialebs mwvane droSebi, maTi
saxeloebidan muSkisa da vardis surneli daifrqveva. TavianT adgilebs
daikaveben siT zeinabis marjvniv da marcxniv, samsjavros moawyoben da
xalxis saCivrebs gansjian. Tu moisurveben, yvela usamarTlobas mospoben,
magram amis dro jer ar damdgara, radgan ar arsebobs daCagruli, Tan
amasTanave mCagvreli rom ar iyos. maS, rogor unda daisajos igi? im RamiT
es patara kandeli, samlocvelos Tavze rom xedav da Zlivs rom anaTebs, maSin
TvalismomWrel elvas gadmoafrqvevs. da im dros me ver SevZleb, Tvali
gavusworo mas. im Ramindel kandelis zeTSi iqneba gankurnebis saidumlo,
amitomac im zeTs mxolod im davrdomilebs mivcem, vinc mecodineba, rom
amas imsaxurebs.
ismaili gonebagafantuli iyo, im tuCebmokumul Savgvreman gogoze
fiqrobda, gamoafxizla Seix dardirma, kandelze TiTiT rom aniSnebda: kandeli
iyo minavluli, mTvlemare, rogorc damSvidebuli Tvali, romelmac dainaxa,
Seicno da dawynarda. misi mibnedili Suqi samlocvelos iseT naTels matebda,
rogorsac dedis naTeli saxe asxivebs, roca Tavis yrmas ZuZuTi kvebavs, rom
man dedis mklavebSi CaiZinos. kandelis alis cimcimi dedis naz guliscemas
hgavda, an mis mier CurCuliT aRvlenil RvTis samadlobels, romelic
samlocvelos Tavze dafarfatebda, TiTqos mowiwebiT Soridan icavso mas. xolo
sakidi jaWvi ki fiqcia iyo TiTqos da sababi... nebismieri Suqi iuwyeba
sibnelesa da sinaTles Soris Setakebas _ sibneles, romelic utevs da sinaTles,
romelic Tavs icavs; nebismieri, garda am kandelisa, is yovelgvari brZolis
gareSe anaTebda. arc aRmosavleTi iyo aq da arc dasavleTi, arc dRis naTeli da
arc Rame, arc guSindeli dRe da arc xvalindeli...
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ismails guli SeukrTa, oRond Tavadac ar uwyoda, ra moxvda gulze.

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misi momwifebis asaks sabakalavro welic zed daerTo. ismaili gamocdidan
gamovida guliscemaaCqarebuli da eWvebiT savse. Sedegi gamocxadda da,
ai, is gasulia, oRond warmatebulTa siis kudSi.
misi sakuTari survili da mTeli ojaxis imedi is iyo, rom medicinis skolaSi
Sesuliyo, magram misi SedegebiT medicinis skolis karebi misTvis daxuruli
aRmoCnda. axali weli moaxlovda, mas ki gadawyvetileba jerac ar hqonda
miRebuli, misTvis mxolod maswavlebelTa mosamzadebeli kolejis kari iyo Ria,
an sabakalavro weli Tavidan unda gaevlo da cxovrebis es erTi weli umiznod
daekarga. mas ki arc erTis gakeTeba surda da arc meoris. Seixi rejebi Tavis
vaJze nakleb SeSfoTebuli da dabneuli rodi iyo! rogor moeloda zogi misi
nacnobi, rom igi dakmayofildeboda Svilis ganaTlebis im doniT, romelsac man
miaRwia da bakalavris xarisxiT daasaqmebda, Tu veraferSi daexmareboda,
Seumsubuqebda mainc mdgomareobas! maT rom scodnodaT, rogor mtkiced
hqonda Seix rejebs miznad dasaxuli, SvilisTvis wina rigebisken ebiZgebina!
sad aRar dadioda gamosavlis ZebnaSi... ar vici vin, magram viRacam uTxra:
_ Sens vaJs ratom evropaSi ar gagzavni?
Seixma rejebma mTeli Rame wrialsa da mousvenrobaSi gaaTena. icoda,
rom es gadawyvetileba 10-dan 15 gineamde daujdeboda TveSi, garda im
aucilebeli danaxarjebisa, romelic pirvel rigSi dasWirdeboda mis vaJs _ gzis da
im samosisTvis, CrdiloeTis sicivisgan rom daicavda. an rogor gadaitanda
vaJTan ganSorebas?! an dedamisi Tu iqneboda amaze Tanaxma?! Tu dedis
mzrunveloba da siyvaruli ismailis momavlis sasargeblod gadaswonida? an
TviTon ramdenad SesZlebda am Tanxis yovelTviurad regularulad gadaxdas?
da Tu amas gaakeTebda, mTel ojaxs mxolod saarsebo saSualebaRa
darCeboda xelmokled cxovrebisaTvis. da rodemde gastanda es? eqvsi Tu
Svidi weli? sastiki da daundobeli dro mis wisqvilze ar asxamda wyals.
mwuxris azanis20 xma rogorc gaigo, amasobaSi ise Caesma riJraJis azanic.
Semdeg CasTvlima da am xanmokle ZilSi Caesma nazi xma:
_ alahs miende!..
gamoeRviZa da gadawyvetileba ukve miRebuli hqonda. deda mixvda, rom
vaJTan ganSoreba gardauvali iyo da uxmod daeTanxma, Tumca qviTini ar
Seuwyvetia. mereda saiT? ucxoeTSi! es sityva, Tavisi magiuri JReradobiT,
rogorc gaurkvevlobisa da mousvenrobis suli, ise Seipara saxlSi, sadac
yuranis reCitativiT kiTxva ar Sewyvetila da sadac SariaTi 21 aris
WeSmaritebaca da codnac. am sulma saxlis erT patara kuTxeSi daibuda da
Tavs gadaefara mas, gafarTovda-gaiwela da gamarjvebuli da kmayofili Zils
mieca. ucxoeTi! mama ise warmoTqvamda mas, TiTqos is urwmunos mier
gaRebuli mowyaleba yofiliyo, romlis gaRebasac is unda dasTanxmeboda,
sxva gza ar hqonda. dedas rac Seexeba, is amieridan okeanis SiSma Seipyro
da sicivis kankalma aitana, mas ucxoeTi sadRac im maRali kibis kenweroSi
warmoedgina, romelic mTavrdeba TovliT dafaruli miwiT da romelzec saxloben
xalxebi, romelTac jinTa moxerxeba da eSmakobebi aqvT. rac Seexeba fatima
an-nabavias, mas guli amovardnaze hqonda, radgan gaegona, rom evropeli
qalebi naxevrad SiSvlebi dadiodnen da yvelani metad daxelovnebulni iyvnen
kacebis moxibvlasa da cdunebaSi. da Tu ismaili gaemgzavreboda, fatimam ar
icoda, rogori dabrundeboda ukan, Tuki saerTod dabrundeboda.
mamam Seagrova fuli, risi Segrovebac ki SeZlo. dedam Tavisi samkauli
gayida da gasamgzavrebeli bileTi da Tbili tansacmeli uyida vaJs, romelic mas
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evropis sicivisgan daicavda. gamgzavrebis dro moaxlovda da ai,
gamoTxovebis Jamic dadga.
mdumare da sevdiani ojaxi Seikriba. gulebi ufarTxalebdaT da Tvalebze
cremli mosdgomodaT.
mamam daiwyo:
_ Cemi rCeva da darigebaa, ucxoeTSi ise icxovro, rogorc aq cxovrob, Seni
religiisa da misi moTxovnebis zedmiwevniT dacviT. Tu erTxel mainc
gamoiCen daudevrobas, ar ici, sad migiyvans Seni es uyuradReboba. Cemo
biWo, Cven gvinda, rom warmatebuli dagvibrunde, xalxis winaSe rom ar
Segvarcxvino. me siberis piras misuli kaci var da mTel Cvens imedebs Senze
vamyareb. gafrTxildi, ar gacdunon evropelma qalebma! isini SenTvis ar arian
da Sen maTTvis.
Semdeg cota xniT gaCumda da isev ganagrZo:
_ icode, me da dedaSeni SevTanxmdiT, rom fatima an-nabavia Sen
dagelodeba. Sen yvelaze Sesaferi xar misTvis da is ki SenTvis yvelaze
Rirseuli. is Seni biZaSvilia da Sens meti aravin hyavs. da Tu isurveb, al-
faTihas22 erTad wavikiTxavT dRes, raTa RmerTma qnas, RvTis wyaloba da
warmateba yofiliyos Seni Tanamgzavri Sens mogzaurobaSi.
ismails Tanxmobis meti aRaraferi darCenoda. xeli mamas Caudo xelSi da
masTan erTad al-faTiha waikiTxa, maT Soris ki am dros idgnen mtirali deda
da dabneuli qaliSvili, romelmac aRar icoda, mwuxarebas miscemoda Tu
gaexara.
ismailma icoda, adre Tu gvian dadgeboda dRe, roca al-faTihas
waikiTxavda, magram ar eloda, rom es saRamo moxdeboda. is fatima an-
nabaviasTan erTad gaizarda. da-ZmasaviT iyvnen da nakleb uyurebda mas im
TvaliT, rogorc im Tavis Savgvreman gogos.
dabneulma waikiTxa al-faTiha, mamisTvis gulis mosagebad da survilis
Sesasruleblad, guli eubneboda: Seasruleo Seni aRTqma da vali, is ki
pasuxobda: ,,ratom, ratom?“ es yvelaferi saidumloebiT moculi, gaurkveveli
iyo misTvis, radgan aqamde wminda iyo da umwikvlo, qalTan siaxlove jer ar
hqonoda. is namdvilad icruebda, _ da ismaili ki ar cruobda, _ Tuki uaryofda,
rom mas is Savgvremani gogo swyuroda, saerTod yvela qali da bolos,
gansakuTrebiT evropeli qalebi!

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ismaili zogierT megobarTan gamosamSvidobeblad gavida, Semdeg
moedans miaRwia, roca mzis Casvla moaxloebuli iyo... misi yuri rogorc ki
SeeZlo, ise xarbad iWerda gamyidvelTa SeZaxilebs, romelTac is SeCveuli iyo
da kargad icnobda. mas moeCvena, rom moedanze moZraoba iseTi ar iyo,
rogorsac icnobda. xalxs TiTqos ufro swrafad daewyo svla. ra sWirdaT, rom
aRarafers aqcevdnen yuradRebas, nuTu cxovreba mxolod siswrafeSi
Sejibria?! rogor undoda, gaCerebuliyo vinme imaTgani, ase rom
miiswrafvodnen sadRac, gamolaparakeboda mas, magram misTvis zed
aravis Seuxedavs. WianWvelebiviT mofusfuse xalxi moedanze xan
erTmaneTs awydeboda, xanac erTmaneTis gaswvriv moZraobda da are-
mares, yovel kuTxe-kunWuls edeboda. ismaili fexebma samlocvelosken
waiyvana. uCveulod wynari da mdumare eCvena iqauroba. Seixi dardiri
TavCaqindruli daxvda, TiTqos qancgawyvetili iyo, an SiSiT da ZrwoliT
Sepyrobili. ismailma samlocvelos gars Semouara da im zRudes miadga,
romelic saqalebos gamoyofda sakacebo adgilisgan. misi yuradReba kedlis
miRma mdgarma Crdilma miipyro. is Savgvremani gogo iyo! SubliT kedels
miyrdnoboda. ismaili iqve gaSeSda. gaigona, gogo CurCuliT rogor ambobda:

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_ o, um haSim! RvTismoSiSi qalebis mfarvelo! Tvals nu daxuWav da pirs nu
ibruneb Cvengan. wyalobis mTxovneli xeli gamowvdilia Senken da miiRe igi!
alahma gangwminda Sen, mfarvelad geqca da Tavis walkotSi migiCina bina.
Seni guli marTlac TanagrZnobiTaa savse, da Tu davrdomilTa, CagrulTa da
dacemulTa ar mogmarTes Sen, maS vin unda geZiebdes sxva? da Tu
daviwyebulni varT Cven, maS gagvixsene! rodis warmexoceba me is, rac
bedisweriT maqvs ganCinebuli?! gana kmayofilebas ggvris, rom Cemi sxeuli
me ar mekuTvnis da mtkiva ki ara, mgeslavs da mfleTs?! ai Cemi suli
damdablebuli da Sens zRurblze garTxmuli, gonmixdilia da gons mosvla surs.
mas mere, rac RvTis wyalobam damtova, im mZinaresaviT var, romelsac
koSmarebi sdeven, da romelsac sicocxle da sikvdili erTi xeliT CaubRujavs.
uflis ganCineba miviRe da mas vemorCilebi. ar davikargebi, Tuki Sen aq,
CvenTan xar. da sulerTia, didxans gastans vada Tu RvTis wyaloba axlosaa,
gaZlev fics, rom im dRes, roca ufali Cems monaniebas miiRebs, Sens wminda
samlocvelos sanTlebiT movrTav, 50 sanTliT, o, um haSim, al-huseinis dav!
gogom tuCebi samlocvelos zRudes Seaxo. es kocna misi vaWrobidan ki
ara, misi gulidan iyo momdinare. da vin amtkicebs, rom ar SeiZleba tixars
miRma um haSims tuCebi hqonoda momzadebuli kocnaze kocniT
sapasuxod?!
ismailma daapira, meCeTidan gamosuliyo, dasweoda gogos da
gamolaparakeboda, magram nabiji ver gadadga win. surda, guli gadaeSala
misTvis. momenti ojaxTan da samSoblosTan ganSorebisa, ucxoobasTan,
martoobasTan da gaurkvevlobasTan pirispir dgomisa nervebs uwewda da
guls utexda. ratom krTis swored am qalis danaxvaze?! xom ar cdeba Tavis
warmodgenebSi? ara, farul Sinagan xmas mis gulSi surda, xma amoeRo,
alaparakebuliyo da mieniSnebina misTvis saidumlo, magram iyo aTas erTi
safarveli, romelic faravda da axSobda am xmas. gogos albaT ar daunaxavs
igi, ar ugrZvnia misi iq yofna. ismaili gaognebul-Secbunebuli Seix dardirisken
gaqanda, misi ratrati balzamad daedeboda gulze. Seixis samlocvelos
siCumeSi dgoma, kandelis Suqis qveS, misi xeli, xan tixarze rom
Camoeyrdnoboda da xanac saxes rom iwmendda, iyo ismailis bolo
mogoneba, kairodan gamgzavrebulma rom waiRo.
yvelaferma iman, rac Tavs gadaxda samlocvelodan gamosvlis Semdeg,
TxemiT terfamde dauara, rogorc movardnilma Zlierma nakadma da yvelaferi
Tan waiRo, am dros drom dakarga Tanmimdevruli wyoba, xilulma sagnebma
TavianTi simetria, xmebma Tavisi namdvili JReradoba da gansxvavebuloba. ra
mware iyo ojaxTan gamoTxoveba! jer Sin, moTqma-qviTinSi, mere sadgurSi,
matarebelsa da portSi misi aur-zauriT, ucnobi gemiTa da am gemis sayviriT.
warmomidgenia, rogori iqneboda gemis kibeze amavali ymawvili xnieri
adamianis seriozulobiT, dinjad moZravi, gamoucdeli mzeriT, dondlo,
gulubryvilo, yvelaferi masSi rom mianiSnebda _ is sofleli iyo, qalaqSi Tavs
ucxod rom grZnobda! SemdgomSi biZaCemi ismaili gamomityda, rom maSin
Tavis bargSi xis qoSebic mihqonda, radgan Seix rejebs smenoda, evropaSi
locvis win ganbanis rituali rTuli Sesasrulebeli iyo, raki xalxs iq Sin fexsacmliT
siaruli Cvevad hqonda. man aseve RimiliT aRmiwera maSin rom atarebda im
Tavisi nifxvis sigrZe-sigane da masSi gayrili Toki (mahallavi). aseve Tan
mihqonda Turme dedamisisa da fatima an-nabavias gamomcxvari namcxvriT
savse kalaTi.
da gemma gacura.

=6=
Svidma welma ganvlo da xomaldi dabrunda.

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vinaa es eleganturi, mtkiced aRnagi, Tavaweuli, saxegabrwyinebuli
axalgazrda, xtunviT rom eSveba xomaldis kibeze? RmerTmani, es xom Tavad
ismailia! RmerTo damifare! es doqtori ismailia, ofTalmologi, inglisis
universitetebis gamorCeuli warmatebiT da warCinebiT kursdamTavrebuli.
misi profesori xumrobiT eubneboda:
_ sanaZleos Camoval, faraonebis qurumi eqimis suli Casaxlda SenSi, mister
ismail! Sen Sens qveyanas sWirdebi, is xom brmebis qveyanaa.
profesori Tvlida, rom ismailis codna STagonebuli iyo, naTeli xedva ki
xangrZliv TaobaTa simwifidan momdinareobda, xolo TiTebis moqniloba ki
memkvidreoba im xelebisa, sali kldidan iseTi figurebi rom
gamouqandakebiaT, lamis gacocxldebiano, ggonia!
win, ismail! iCqare, Cven Seni monatrulebi varT. is Svidi weli, rac Sen ar
gvinaxixar, saukuneebiviT nela gavida. Seni werilebi, jer erTmaneTs rom
misdevda, Semdeg ki ufro da ufro rom gaiSviaTda, verafers Sveloda Cvens
saocar monatrebas Sen mimarT. gamoeSure Cvenken, mogvevline sasicocxlo
Zalad da macocxlebel wvimad, daikave Seni adgili ojaxSi, romelic
dagxvdeba, rogorc umoqmedo da Jangmodebuli iaraRi, rakiRa is, vinc mas
moqmedebaSi moiyvanda, Sors iyo misgan. o, am ojaxma ra Zalisxmeva ar
daiSura SenTvis! Sen acnobiereb amas?!
Camosvlis wina Rames ismails cudad eZina. gembanze riJraJzeve avarda,
rom ar gamohparvoda, ra gamoCndeboda pirveli aleqsandriis sanapiroze.
horizontze araferi Canda, magram ynosviT SeigrZno niavSi uCveulo,
manamde ucnobi surneli. pirveli, vinc mas samSoblodan Seegeba, iyo
arseba, romlis samSobloc mTeli samyaroa _ TeTri frinveli, ganmartoebiT
mofarfate xomaldis Tavze. Tavisufali, maRla-maRla mfreni, qaTqaTa,
damoukidebeli. ratom aris, rom ukan dabrunebisas gemebi TiTqos ganzrax
nela moZraoben, arada rogor Cqarobdnen gamgzavrebisas?! keklucad
irwevian dabrunebulni da sul ar anaRvlebT mgzavrebi da maTi gancdebi.
ismailma ojaxs gemis Camosvlis TariRi daumala, rom moxuci mamisTvis
aleqsandriaSi mgzavrobis simZime aeridebina. gadawyvetili hqonda,
telegramiT Seetyobinebina maTTvis kairoSi matareblis Casvlis dro. ai, wyliT
garSemortymuli Suqura! ai, yviTeli sanapiro xazi, lamis wylis doneze rom
Cans! o, egviptev, xelisguliviT gadaSlilo zRvisken, mxolod sivrcis sixalvaTe
rom aqvs saamayo! arc mzakvruli rifebis barierebia Sens win da arc
damabrkolebeli mTebi Sens sanapiroze. Sen xar samyofeli, sadac yvelaferi
STaginergavs daculobis da usafrTxoebis grZnobas...
ai, pirveli navic gamoCnda. masSi wvergaWaRaravebuli, mokakvuli
moxuci, Tavisi navis kiCoze maimuniviT daskupebuli, Tevzs iWerda. misi
cisferi jilbabi, an odesRac cisferi, aw dafleTili da dakemsili iyo. ismailis
mzeram axla Tavis gverdiT mdgom egviptel qalze gadainacvla, meTevzes
rom dascqeroda da Tvalebi cremliT avseboda. ismailma gaigona misi CurCuli:
_ egvipte! egvipte!
rogor miaqcevda mas meTevze yuradRebas, roca is mTlianad gems ar
aqcevda yuradRebas. am gemis msgavsi bevri iyo. zogi Semodioda, zogi
gadioda da lamis mis navsac dasjaxebodnen, magram sad es xomaldi da sad
navis Caketili samyaro, samyaro, romelic dRidan dRemde erTsa da imave
wess misdevda. ismailma daapira, daeZaxa moxucisTvis, misalmeboda an
cxvirsaxoci mainc daeqnia. rogor imsxvreva standartebi da ingreva logika
amgvar wuTebSi, roca emociebi ifeTqebs da gulebi Seuryvnelad sufTaa!
gemis sikvdilis mauwyebelma sayvirma ikivla da misi cxedari adamianuri
modgmis WianWvelaTa jaris nadavlad iqca, mas rom Seesivnen _ jariskacebi
da oficrebi, aTasi juris Cveni TanamoZme dampyroblebi, Tumc ki
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tarbuSianebi23, mebargulebi, fulis gadamxurdaveblebi, mnaxvelebi. Semdeg
daiwyo WeWyva da mujlugunebi, atyda xmamaRali Zaxili, xSiri xvevna-
kocna. ismaili, am nakadis SuaSi moqceuli, magram ara walekili, xarbad
iWerda da krebda yvelafers, rac ki masTan da manamde aRwevda. tuCebze
tkbili, mSvidi Rimili efina, yurebi dacqvetili hqonda da mzera cocxali, fxizeli,
romelsac yvelafris danaxva da yvelafris gageba swyuroda. Tuki dakvirvebiT
daacqerdebodi mis saxes, aRmoaCendi, rom saxis simrgvale sadRac
gamqraliyo da tuCis boloebidan Rawvebisken Rrmulebi gaWimuliyo. misi
tuCebi, Cveulebriv moSvebuli, iSviaTad rom iyo mokumuli, axla Seupovrobas,
simtkices da rwmenas Seekra. sabaJo gaiara da etlSi mjdari misi borblebis
ritms ugdebda yurs xan asfaltsa da xan qvafenilze. melodiis disonansma mas
gamgzavrebis dRe gaaxsena. ra Soreul warsulSi Cakarguli eCveneboda is
dRe! ocnebasaviT Soreuli!.. ra Zala hqonia im dRis xsovnas, inglisSi gatarebul
7 wels rom gauZlo, wlebs, romlebmac yiraze daayena misi cxovreba. is
umwikvloc iyo da gzasacdenilic, fxizelic da mTvralic, gogonebTan
mocekvavec da usaqcieloc. amgvar dacemas anazRaurebda misi aRmasvla,
da amaze aranaklebi seriozuloba da cnobiswadili. iswavla, rogor
daegemovnebina bunebis silamaze, damtkbariyo mzis CasvliT (TiTqos mis
samSobloSi daiss naklebi silamaze hqonda!) da CrdiloeTis sicivis susxiT.
da Tumca am periodSi misi studenti kolega maris garda aravin hyavda,
esec sakmarisi aRmoCnda misTvis, warsuli daeviwyebina. am
Savgvremanma, aRmosavlelma ymawvilma gogos guli daipyro. gogom
masze SeaCera arCevani da ymawvilis sapasuxo keTilganwyobac miiRo.
rodesac gogom ymawvils Tavi uZRvna, is biWisTvis pirveli qali iyo,
romelTanac biWma Tavisi umwikvloeba datova. gogom ymawvili mTvlemare,
apaTiuri mdgomareobidan gamoiyvana da aqtiuri da Tavdajerebuli gaxada,
silamazis is axali horizontebi gadauSala, romlebic biWisTvis manamde ucnobi
iyo _ da es ara mxolod xelovnebaSi, musikasa da bunebaSi, aramed
adamianis sulSic.
erT dRes gogos uTxra:
_ maSin movisveneb, roca Cemi cxovrebis iseT gegmas davawyob,
romelsac gavyvebi.
gogos gaecina da miugo:
_ Zvirfaso ismail, cxovreba ucvleli gegma rodia, aramed mudmivad
ganaxlebadi paeqroba.
biWi Tu etyoda: ,,modi, CamovsxdeTo“, gogo pasuxobda: ,,adeqi,
gaviaroTo“. biWi esaubreboda qorwinebaze, gogo elaparakeboda siyvarulze,
biWi momavalze uyveboda, gogo am wamier awmyoze. aqamde biWi
miCveuli iyo, yovelTvis sakuTar Tavs miRma eZebna is, rasac CaeWideboda
da daeyrdnoboda: sakuTari religia da aRmsarebloba, ganaTleba da misi
warmoSoba, rac misTvis erTgvari sakidiviT iyo, romelzec Tavis Zvirfas paltos
Camohkidebda. xolo gogo ki eubneboda: ,,is, vinc sakids mimarTavs, mTeli
Tavisi sicocxle tyved darCeba mis gverdiT sakuTari paltos dasacavad. Seni
sakidi SenSi, sakuTar TavSi unda gqondes“. gogos yvelaze metad rac
aSinebda, es borkilebi iyo, biWi yvelaze metad rasac ufrTxoda, es iyo
damoukidebloba.
is faqti, rom gogom mas Tavi uZRvna, Tavdapirvelad biWis Secbunebas
iwvevda, biWis darcxvena ki gogos dacinvis sagani iyo. biWi xalxs gaurboda,
maTi mxridan keTilganwyobis mopovebis SesaZleblobebze gaTvlebs da
varaudebs awyobda; did mniSvnelobas aniWebda, Tu rogor gansjidnen isini
mas; Tu iseT vinmes Sexvdeboda, visac Tavaziani damokidebuleba guls
efoneboda, did ubedurebad ar miaCnda, Tuki mis guls TavazianobiT
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moigebda, Tundac misi guli amaSi monawile ar yofiliyo. xalxis
urTierTgacnoba misTvis pirovnebaTa Setakeba iyo, saidanac viRac
Ggamarjvebuli gamodioda, viRac wagebuli. xolo gogos rac Seexeba, is
giJdeboda xalxze, aRtacebuli iyo yvelaTi da Tan yuradRebas ar aqcevda
aravis. xalxis urTierTgacnoba misTvis Sexvedra iyo, xolo siyvaruli
momavlisTvis gadaedo. da Tumca xalxi yvela erTnairad uyvarda, is
amasTanave dauzogavad ganiSorebda susts, sulels, Tavis Tavze didi
warmodgenis mqones, mdabals, damwuxrebuls, pirmoTnes. da am
vigindarebis Tavidan mocilebis Semdeg misi mizidulobis arealSi xvdebodnen
mxolod isini, vis siaxloveSic is Tavs mSvidad grZnobda.
gogom naxa, rom biWi didxans ejda xolme uRonoebs da umweoebs Tavis
pacientTagan, gansakuTrebuli TanagrZnobiT ekideboda maT, vis gonebasa da
nervebze drois damangrevel kvals SeniSnavda _ da mere ra bevrni arian
aseTni evropaSi! uxmod ijda da ismenda maT Civilebs. misi mxridan udidesi
keTilSobileba iyo, rom Tavisi logika maTi avadmyofuri logikisTvis aeyoliebina.
marim SeniSna igi avadmyofTa da jangatexilTa wreSi, garSemo rom
ejarebodnen mas da eWidebodnen. TiToeul maTgans TavisTvis surda igi.
gogom gabedulad Seutia da mkacrad gamoafxizla:
_ Sen mesia rodi xar, mariamis Ze! imas, ,,vinc angelozTa zne-Cvevebs
eZiebs, Tavad sZlevs xolme cxovelTa zne-Cvevebi!“ da ,,keTilis qmna unda
daiwyo sakuTari Tavidan!“ es xalxi daZirulia, isini maTken gawvdil xels
eZeben da Tu ipoves, masac daZiraven sakuTar TavebTan erTad. es
aRmosavluri grZnobebi saZageli da sazizRaria, radgan araqmediTi da
araefeqturia. da Tu sikeTis Sesamoselisagan ganiZarcveba, misi kvalifikacia
sxvagvarad SeuZlebeli iqneba, garda rogorc uZlurebisa da simdablisa. am
grZnobaTa Zala mxolod maT malvaSia da ara saaSkaraoze gamotanaSi!
biWis suli kvnesoda da iklakneboda gogos moqneuli culis dartymebis
qveS. gogos sityvebs mWreli danasaviT SeigrZnobda, im cocxal Zafebs rom
uWrida, mas rom kvebavdnen, rameTu es Zafebi akavSirebda biWs
garSemomyofebTan. erT dRes gamoiRviZa da misi suli ise dalewiliyo, qva
qvaze ar darCeniliyo. religia zRaprad eCvena, romelic mxolod masebis
samarTavad gamoegonebinaT. aRmoaCina, adamianis suli Tavis siZlieresa da
Sesabamisad, bednierebasac mxolod brbosgan gamocalkevebasa da masTan
dapirispirebaSi hpovebs. xolo brboSi gaTqvefa uZlureba da gaborotebaa.
misi nervebi saimisod susti aRmoCnda, gaeZlo im labirinTSi xetialisTvis,
misi suli rom gadaeSva martodmarto sicarieleSi. daavadda da swavla
Sewyvita. mas xeli daria erTgvarma SfoTvam da foriaqma. metic, mis
mzeraSi drodadro SiSi da Zrwola gamokrTeboda xolme.
mxsnelad isev mari moevlina. SotlandiaSi waiyvana samogzaurod, sofelSi.
dRisiT fexiT an velosipediT daexetebodnen mindvrebSi, an Tevzaobdnen, xolo
RamiT mari agemebda mas siyvarulis netarebis feradovnebas. sabednierod,
biWma SeZlo im gamocdis warmatebiT daZleva, romelSic bevri misi
axalgazrda Tanamemamule CaWrila evropaSi. man Tavi daaRwia am kriziss
axali, stabiluri, mtkice da rwmeniT aRsavse suliT. Tu religiuri rwmena gverdze
gadado, samagierod is codniT ufro Zlieri da mtkice rwmeniT Caanacvla,
samoTxis silamazisa da sitkboebis nacvlad bunebis mSvenierebaze da mis
saidumloebebze fiqrobda. yvelaze sarwmuno niSani misi gankurnebisa albaT
mainc is iyo, rom man nel-nela maris gavlenidan Tavis daRweva SeZlo. is
ukve gogos winaSe ise ki aRar ijda, rogorc mowafe Tavisi maswavleblis win,
aramed rogorc kolega kolegasTan. arc Zalian gahkvirvebia da arc Zalian
stkenia guli, roca mari mas daSorda da sxva ymawvil students _ misi
modgmisas da ferisas _ dauaxlovda. rogorc yovel Semoqmeds, masac
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moswyinda sakuTari namuSevari, rogorc ki is daamTavra. ismaili ganikurna
da mTeli Tavisi momajadoebloba dakarga. is iseTive gaxda, rogoric sxvebi,
romlebsac mari icnobda. maS, dae, Tavisi axali megobari gamoecada!..
Tumca ismails gulma ar gauZlo da inglisis datovebamde marisTan bolo
Sexvedrisaken gauwia. dapatiJa da gogosac uari ar uTqvams, estumra mas.
Tavad ismails ar ukiTxavs, icoda misma axalma megobarma am stumrobis
Sesaxeb Tu ara. marim Tavi ukanasknelad uZRvna da es kavSiri gogosTvis
seriozuli ar yofila, es xvevna erTgvari gamosamSvidobebeli Jesti iyo.
da Tavis velosipedze Semomjdari mari sanam Tvals miefareboda, ismails
dauZaxa:
_ vimedovneb, erT mSvenier dRes egvipteSi gnaxav. vin icis?! maS,
naxvamdis! ,,mSvidobiT-meTqi“- ar geubnebi.
o, es Tanamedrove epoqis qalebi! ra mtkice guliT xvdebian pirispir
albaTobebs! sicocxlis xe maT winaSe mravalferovani nayofiT damZimebuli
izniqeba. maTac kargi mada aqvT! erTi cali nayofisTvis tirili da glova ra
saWiroa, roca xe nayofiT daxunZlulia.

=7=
ucnauroba, romlis axsnac ar SemiZlia, isaa, rom ismaili marisadmi
siyvarulisgan gamofxizlda da aRmoaCina, rom ukve axali siyvarulis msxverpli
gamxdariyo. nuTu imitom, rom guls ar SeuZlia, iyos Tavisufali? an imitom
xom ara, rom marim Tavisdauneburad gamoaRviZa misi guli da isic
gamofxizlda da gamococxlda?! egvipteSi ismails mxolod gaurkveveli
SegrZnebebi hqonda _ is qviSis marcvaliviT iyo, masaSi gareuli da
SeumCneveli, arafriT gamorCeuli da amasTan erTad qviSis sxva
marcvlebisgan gancalkevebuli. xolo axla daewyo imis SegrZneba, TiTqos is
grZeli jaWvis erTi rgoli iyo, jaWvisa, mas rom boWavda da deda-samSobloze
miabamda. egvipte mis warmodgenaSi tyis feria iyo, romelsac avsuli jadoqari
Seexo Tavisi joxiT da daaZina, romelsac saqorwino Ramis morTuloba zed
aqvs asxmuli da wyeulimc iyos Tvali, romelic mis silamazes ver dainaxavs da
cxviri, mis keTilsurnelebas rom ver Seiynosavs. rodis gamoiRviZebs, rodis?!
rac ufro Zlierdeboda misi siyvaruli egviptis mimarT, miT ufro izrdeboda misi
gaRizianeba egviptelebiT. magram isini misi ojaxi iyvnen, misi sisxli da xorci
da Tanac ra maTi brali iyo! isini xom Tavad iyvnen xangrZlivi da qronikuli
umecrebis, siRatakis, avadmyofobisa da sibnelis msxverplni?! Tavad mas
mravaljer Cauxedavs sikvdilisTvis TvalebSi, keTrovans Sexebia da cieb-
cxelebianisTvis piri pirTan miutania. sakiTxavia, nuTu axla ixevs ukan da uars
ambobs, miekaros am xalxis masas, romelic misi sisxlisaa da misi xorcis?!
Tavs piroba misca, egviptis mimarT sakuTar siyvarulSi Tu rame usiamovnos
da miuRebels ipovida, aucileblad ukuegdo igi. marim aswavla, rogor
gamklaveboda sakuTar Tavs. amis Semdeg Znelad Tu gamouvidoda vinmes,
misTvis Tavs moexvia Tavisi crurwmenebi, iluziebi da Cveulebebi. tyuilad ki
ar icxovra evropaSi da maTTan erTad iloca mecnierebisa da logikisTvis!
xvdeboda, masa da imaT Soris, visTanac mas urTierToba eqneboda,
xangrZlivi brZola gaimarTeboda, magram misi axalgazrduli asaki brZolasa da
mis sirTuleebs iolad uxatavda, arad agdebinebda, metic, gulanTebuli iltvoda
pirveli Setakebisken. gonebas warmosaxvis Tavisuflebas aZlevda da Tavs xan
Jurnalistad xedavda, presaSi rom wers, xanac oratorad warmoidgenda, erT-
erT Tavyrilobaze sazogadoebas rom uxsnis sakuTar Sexedulebebsa da
rwmenebs.
matarebeli, romelSic ismaili ijda, daiZra, mas ki telegrama ar gaugzavnia.
ar icoda, ratom umZimda da ar SeeZlo maTTan Sexvedra sadgurSi, xmaursa

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da areulobaSi, xalxis Tvalwin, Semojaruli bargis uxerxulobaSi. mas surda,
Tavis Zvirfas adamianebs maT saxlSi Sexvedroda, ucxoTa Tvalis gareSe da ar
ki hqonda gaTvlili moulodnelobis efeqti Tavisi moxuci mSoblebisaTvis. maT
gaxsenebaze guliscema uCqardeboda. SeZlebs ki gadauxados maT nawili
mainc im valisa, rac mas marTebs? is marTlac im iaraRiT aRWurvili
Camovida, romelic mamamiss surda misTvis da gzas swored am iaraRiT
gaikvalavs wina rigebisken. is uars ityvis saxelmwifo samsaxurze da kairos
yvelaze prestiJul ubanSi gaxsnis klinikas. jer kairoelebs da Semdeg yvela
egviptels gaaocebs im xelobiT, romelic man srulyofilad aiTvisa da im
gamocdilebiT, rac man SeiZina. da roca blomad fulsac iSovis, moxuc mamas
aRar amuSavebs, uyidis miwas TavianT sofelSi, raTa mosvenebiT icxovros.
Semdeg ismails saxe moeRuSa, radgan gaaxsenda, rom evropidan ojaxisTvis
saCuqari ar Camoutania, magram naRveli imiT gadaiyara, rom sakuTar Tavs
uTxra:
_ ki magram, ra aris mTels evropaSi iseTi, mamaCems da dedaCems rom
SeeferebaT?
fatima an-nabavia? misi gaxseneba cota ar iyos, suls uSfoTebda. jer isev
Tavisi pirobiT iyo Sekruli da Tan Tavisufali, brundeboda, sabodiSo araferi
hqonda. es rTuli sakiTxi iyo da ukeTesi iqneboda, momavlisTvis gadaedo.
fanjridan gadaixeda da Tavis win sofeli dainaxa, romelmac Tvalwin ise
Cauqrola, TiTqos qviSis qariSxalma gadauara da warxoca, daaqcia da mtvriT
dafarao. dakonkil samosSi gamowyobili gamyidvelebi sadgurebze ukan
gamokidebuli cxovelebiviT qasqasebdnen da oflad iRvrebodnen.
rodesac etli sadgurs gascda da xalijis viwro quCaze Seuxvia, iseT viwroze,
tramvai rom ver gaivlida, nanaxma saSinelebam warmodgenils gadaaWarba:
WuWyi, nagavi, buzebi, siRatake da nangrevebi. guli SeekumSa, naRveli
Semoawva da wuxilma aitana. amboxis naperwkalma iwyo aaleba misi sulis
siRrmeSi da amboxisTvis mzadyofnamac imata masSi.
saxlis win gaCerda. karis rgols wvda da Camohkra. misi kakuni ismailis
guliscemas SeerTo. nazi xma gaigona, kairoeli qalebisTvis damaxasiaTebeli
kiloTi rom kiTxulobda:
_ vin aris?
_ ismaili var, gaaRe, fatima!

=8=
o, ismail! ra sastiki xar! ra ugunuria axalgazrdoba! dedas lamis guli
wauvida. ena daeba da Tan gulSi ikravda, saxes da xelebs ukocnida,
slukunebda da tiroda. o, RmerTo! rogor daberebula da mxrebi Camoyria! ra
uRono xma da mzera gaxdomia! wasuli adamiani iluziiT cxovrobs, moelis rom
dabrundeba Tavis sayvarel adamianebTan da isini iseTiveni daxvdebian,
rogorebic wlebis win datova. idumali xma CurCulebs mis gulSi:
_ pirovnulobis natamali ar gaaCnia! carieli pasiuri sikeTea!
mama mivida masTan, saxeze mSvid Rimilgadafenili, gaTeTrebuliyo, Tumca
welSi ar moxriliyo. mis mzeraSi erTmaneTs Sereoda gadaRliloba, moTmineba,
mSvidi sindisisa da mZime tvirTis gancda. ismaili SemdegSi gaigebs, rom
krizisma Tavisi cecxliT gadabuga igi da misi saqmeebic ukan-ukan wavida.
miuxedavad amisa, SvilisTvis bankSi fulis Setana erTi dRiTac ar
gadauvadebia. ismailTan ar uxsenebia, ras ganicdida, arc
xelmomWirneobisken mouwodebia misTvis da arc dabruneba dauCqarebia.
ismaili SotlandiaSi erToboda Tavis megobar gogosTan erTad, bifSteqss
miirTmevda maSin, roca mamamisi saxlSi iyo gamoketili da mis vaxSams
boloki an taamia Seadgenda.

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ismailma maluli mzera moavlo saxls da SeamCnia, rom is ufro viwro da
bneli iyo, vidre axsovda. nuTu igi isev navTis lampiT naTdeboda? Zveli,
gacveTili aveji saxlSi ise mimofantuliyo, TiTqos xangrZlivi wlebis manZilze
am saxlSi Tanacxovrebis miuxedavad, ucxoobaSi gadasaxlebuli muhajirebi
(emigrantebi) iyvnen. ki magram, qvis iatakze ratom dganan? xaliCa ra iqna?
es um muhamedia, Cveulebisamebr, TefSebsa da qvabebs Soris rom
iblandeba da sixarulis yuriswamReb kivils texs, is ki aCerebs da eubneba:
ase nu xmaurob, dedabero, gons modi!
fatima an-nabavia sadRaa? mis win xom qaliSvili dgas axalgazrdobis
saukeTeso xanaSi?!
misi nawnavebi, misi iaffasiani SuSis samajurebi, misi mixvra-moxvra da
yvelaferi masSi da mis tanze xmamaRla acxadebda, rom is Rrma sofleli gogo
iyo. nuTu es is qaliSvilia, romelzec unda daqorwindes?! am wuTidan icoda,
rom is uRalatebda Tavis pirobas da daarRvevda micemul aRTqmas. Tvalebi
axveuli ratom aqvs? da misi saxis dasanaxad nikaps maRla swevs. mas xom
trahoma stanjavda da rac ismaili gaemgzavra, misi mdgomareoba dRiTi dRe
gauaresda.
gamzadda vaxSami da dasxdnen. TiTqos isini misi gulisTvis
Semosxdomodnen maT TeTri xis magidas. aravin ar Wamda. isini uzomo
sixarulis gamo ar Wamdnen da ismaili ki gamofxizlebis eldis gamo.
SemdgomSi ismaili Ggamomityda, rom TviT im momentSic ki, roca
mSoblebTan dabrunebis bednierebas ar unda daetovebina misTvis dro
analogiebis, Sedarebisa da kritikisTvis, Tavs ver ikavebda da sakuTar Tavs
ekiTxeboda: rogor SeZlebs maT Soris cxovrebas? rogor igrZnobs Tavs
myudrod am saxlSi?
sawoli moumzades. Seixi rejebi maSinve Tavis oTaxSi gaeSura, rom
mgzavrobiT daRlili vaJi mosasveneblad daetovebina. dedas fexi ukan
rCeboda da Tavs aiZulebda, wasuliyo. sanam marto datovebda, fatimas
aniSna da mimarTa:
_ modi aq, fatima, sanam daiZineb, TvalebSi CagawveTeb.
ismailma dedis xelSi SuSis patara WurWeli SeniSna. fatima iatakze gawva
da Tavi dedas muxlze daudo. manac SuSis WurWlidan siTxe CaawveTa
TvalebSi, risganac fatima tkiviliT akvnesda.
ismailma hkiTxa:
_ es ra aris, deda?
_ es um haSimis kandelis zeTia. Cveulebisamebr yovel saRamos vawveTeb.
Senma megobarma Seixma dardirim mogvitana. mas Sen axsovxar da
enatrebi. Sen Tu gaxsovs igi, Tu ukve daiviwye?
ismaili dagesliliviT wamoxta. sakvirveli ar aris, rom is, Tvalis eqimi, Tavisi
dabrunebis pirvelive saRamos mowme xdeba, Tu ra gziT mkurnaloben
trahomas daavadebas mis samSobloSi!
ismaili fatimasTan mivida da fexze aayena. saxvevi moxsna da Tvalebi
gausinja. naxa, rom sens quTuToebi ukve moespo da Tvalis kakalic
daezianebina. damawynarebeli da damamSvidebeli mkurnaloba rom gaevlo,
albaT gamojanmrTeldeboda, magram is mdgomareobas iuaresebda mwveli
cxeli zeTiT.
ismailma dedas gulis gamgmiravi xmiT uyvira:
_ grcxvenodes am mavneblobis! grcxvenodes! morwmune xar, loculob da
am monaCmaxs da crurwmenebs rogor ujereb?!
deda gaSra da ena Cauvarda. Seecada, raRac waeluRluRebina, magram
verafris Tqma ver moaxerxa. ismailma karSi mamis silueti dainaxa Tavis TeTr
mokle jilbabSi, Tavze CaCiT da mkvdrisferi saxiT. nuTu misi Cvili guli raRac
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cudis molodinSi iyo? magram ris? albaT ismailis qcevaSi, moZraobasa da
mzeraSi iyo raRac, ramac pirvelive wuTidan mas sulSi eWvi gauRviZa. es ra
yvirilia? ra moxda?
bolos da bolos dedam amoTqva saTqmeli. alahs Semweobas SesTxovda
da Svils eubneboda:
_ alahis saxels gaficeb ismail, Cemo biWuna! alahimc gons mogiyvans! es
wamali da malamo rodia! es xom mxolod um haSimis wyalobaa!
ismaili im mZvinvare xars daemsgavsa, romelsac cxvirwin wiTeli naWeri
aufriales.
_ ai, es Tqveni um haSimia, am gogos rom daabrmavebs. naxavT, rogor
vuwamleb mas da Cemi xeliT rogor ganikurneba, rasac ver eRirsa siT um
haSimisgan.
_ Cemo biWo, uamravi xalxia, romelic um haSimis _ um al-yavajizis kandelis
zeTiT mis wyalobas eZiebs da iRebs, maT es zeTi gamoucdiaT, usinjavT da
Cveni ufali maT am zeTis meSveobiT kurnavs. Cven xom mTeli cxovreba
swored alahisa da um haSimis gvwams. es um haSimis wminda saidumloa!
_ me arc um haSimi vici da arc um ifriTi24.
saxlSi samariseburi mtanjveli siCume Camowva. am saxlSi yuranisa da
locvanis reCitativiT kiTxva da azanis eqo sufevda. TiTqos am yvelaferma jer
erTad gamoiRviZa da gamofxizlda, Semdeg dadumda da Cainavla... maT
adgilas ukunma sibnelem da Zrwolam daisadgura. am ucxo sulTan, zRvis
gadaRmidan rom gamoecxadaT, maT ar ecxovrebodaT.
mamis xma gaigona, TiTqos sadRac Sori adgilidan momavali:
_ ras ambob? es aris is, rac sazRvargareT iswavle? nuTu Sengan is xeiri
miviReT, rom urwmuno dagvibrundi?! yvelaferi, rac ki amis Semdeg ismailma
moimoqmeda, mowmobda, rom mas Zveli nervuli daavadeba ucabedad
gaumeorda da xelaxla mTeli ZaliT ifeTqa. sakuTar Tavze kontroli dakarga,
yelSi simSrale igrZno da gulSi mwveli ali, misma gonebam ki sadRac sxva
samyaroSi gacura. fexze wamoiWra. udavod SemaSinebeli gamoxedva
hqonda. deda mis win moikunta, dailia, mama gaerida, gzidan Camoecala.
ismaili dedas eZgera da SuSis WurWlis warTmeva scada, deda wamiT
magrad Caafrinda WurWels, magram Semdeg vaJs Seatova. ismailma ZaliT,
uxeSad gamoglija xelidan da swrafi moZraobiT fanjridan moisrola.
gzaze misi damsxvrevis xma brZolaSi pirveli Wurvis skdomis xmad
gaisma.
ismaili wamiT dabneuli SeCerda. mzera garSemo mimoavlo, dedamisis da
fatimas saxidan mamis saxeze gadaitana. maTze sibraluli da TanagrZnoba
amoikiTxa, magram ara Semwynarebloba da gageba. rogorc Cans, ismailma
maT SemoxedvaSi Zrwola amoikiTxa da ufro gaSmagda. karisken gaeqana,
gzad mamamisis xeljoxs gadaawyda da xeli wamoavlo. mere saxlidan sirbiliT
gavarda. ukan ar daixevda, rom marTlac sasikvdilo dartymiT ganegmira
umecreba da crurwmenebi, Tundac amas Seswirvoda.
=9=
moednis axlo Caiara da ai, isic, rogorc yovelTvis, moRelavda uamravi
qmnilebiT. yvelas ubedurebis beWedi esva da fexebs morCilebis borkilebi
umZimebda. es cocxali arsebebi ar cxovrobdnen im epoqaSi, romelSic
aracocxali, uZravi sagnebic ki moZraobaSi modian. es brbo iseTive
gaCanagebuli da gaSiSvlebuli kvali iyo, rogorc dangreuli svetTa pedestalis
naSTebi, romelsac veRarafers mouxerxeb da mxolod gamvlelebs edebian
fexebSi. es ra cxoveluri xmauria?! an es ra mdabiuri saWmelia, xaxebi rom
STanTqaven?! saxeebs CaaSterda da maTze mxolod Rrma ZilSi CaZirulobis
niSani amoikiTxa, TiTqos yvelani opiumiT gabruebulano. adamianuri gageba
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verc erTma saxem ver Seageba. eseni egviptelebi arian _ usaxuri modgma,
ybedni, qaClebi, Tvalmtkivanni, SiSvel-titvelni, SardSi sisxliT da ganavalSi
WiebiT. TavianT wagrZelebul kefaSi waTaqebas amazrzeni, damamcirebeli
RimiliT xvdebian, mTel saxeze rom gadaefinebaT. da egvipte? nagvis
datkepnili nagleji, udabnoSi gaxrwnili, buzebi da koRoebi gund-gundad
zuzuniT rom exvevian da romelSic gaZvaltyavebuli kameCebis jogi fexebiT
aris Cafluli... moedani savse iyo mzesumziris da parkosnebis, miwis nuSis da
tkbileulobis, _ rogoricaa Cafaris joxi, harisa, basisa, sambuska 25,
gamyidvelebiT, Calis fasad rom yiddnen gasayid saqonels. maT gverdiT
uamravi yavaxana zed trotuarze gamoetanaT, kedlebis maxloblad. cecxli,
Caidani, yavadani, nargile _ ai, mTeli maTi simdidre. aq sxeulebma wyali
wlobiT ar ician. ra saponi da ra udabnos demoni maTTvis!
ai, ismailis win gogom Caiara, warbebmoxatulma da surmiT
TvalebSeRebilma. mosasxami (milaia) ise mWidrod Semoetmasna, rom TeZo-
gava da kabis bolo gamokveToda. Cadri daexura, romelic saxes uCenda. es
milaki raRas niSnavs, cxvirze rom gaukeTebia? ra gulisamrevi farisevlobaa es
sanaxaoba da ra sazizRroba! sul male xalxi iwyebs mis akidebas da glasuns,
TiTqos ZaRlebi ariano, romelTac cxovrebaSi mdedri ar unaxavT! aq gayinuli
uZraobaa, yovelgvar progress rom klavs. aq umyofobaa, sadac dros azri ara
aqvs, narkotikebiT gabruebulis fantaziebi, mZinaris sizmrebi maSin, roca mze
amodis...
rom SeeZlos ismails, TiToeul maTgans idayvSi CaeWideboda da uxeSad
SeajanjRarebda, etyoda:
_ gamoiRviZe! leTargiidan gamofxizldi da gons moege! Tvalebi gaaxile! es ra
usargeblo disputia, yalbi mWevrmetyveleba da mosawyeni, uTavbolo
erTmaneTis lanZRva sisuleleebis gamo?! Tqven legendebSi cxovrobT,
kerpebis gwamT, saflavebze piligrimobT da mkvdrebs uxmobT saSvelad.
fexi trotuarze dagdebul bavSvs wamohkra, romelsac maTxovrebi
Semosjarvodnen garSemo da TavianT fizikur naklovanebebs uCvenebdnen,
romliTac alal lukmas Soulobdnen da ise demonstrirebdnen, TiTqos es
sigonjeebi alahis wyaloba yofiliyos maTze anda maTi profesia da xeloba.
ismailma igrZno, rom es brbo sxeuls mowyvetili, mkvdari organoebi iyo,
mkerdze rom gadahfareboda da sunTqvas uxSobda, nervebs awyvetda. zogi
gamvleli ise ejaxeboda, TiTqos brmebi iyvnen da xelis cecebiT ignebdnen
gzas. es kmayofileba sinamdvileSi uZlureba iyo, es sikeTe sisulele, es
moTmineba simxdale da es mxiaruleba ki dacema.
ismilma am xalxmravlobidan Tavi gamoixsna, meCeTisken gaiqca da
SigniT Sevarda. meCeTis Sida ezo gadaiara da samlocvelosken gaeSura.
wminda samarxi haeris nacvlad berberTa sunamoebis mZime oxSivriT
sunTqavda. ai kandelic _ SuSaze mtvermodebuli da WvartliT gaSavebuli
sakidi jaWviT. misgan mwveli, sulisSemxuTveli suni qroda. kvamli ufro dioda
misgan, vidre naTeli. es sxivi crurwmenisa da umecrebis manifesti iyo.
samlocvelos Wers Ramura awydeboda. ismails zizRiT gaaJrJola. samlocvelos
garSemo xalxi xesaviT gaSeSebuliyo. paralizebulebiviT uZravad idgnen mis
zRudes CaWidebulni. maT Soris viRac kaci raRacas emudareboda samarxSi
gansvenebul did qalbatons. ismailma ver gaigo ras, magram intuiciiT
mixvda, rom is Tavisi mtris winaaRmdeg Svelas sTxovda mas da misi saxl-
karis daqcevas, misi bavSvebis daoblebas SesTxovda. ismailma samlocvelos
kuTxeSi miixeda da Seixi dardiri dainaxa _ qalis Tavsafarwakrul viRac kacs
patara SuSis WurWels iseTi sifrTxiliT da malviT gadascemda, TiTqos is
kontrabanda yofiliyos. ismailma Tavi veRar moToka... gansja dakarga. igrZno,
aTasma zarma rogor Camoreka, mzera aca-baca gaeqca. SeimarTa, Tavisi joxi
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kandels Semouqnia da dalewa. kandelis SuSis namsxvrevebi garSemo
mimoibna. ismaili ki gahyviroda:
_ me... me... me...
frazis dasruleba ver SeZlo (an ki vin uwyis, ris Tqmas apirebda?), rom
xalxis brbo daesxa Tavs da zed gadauara. ismaili gulwasuli davarda Zirs. isini
ki urtyamdnen da fexiT Telavdnen. TavgaxeTqils sisxli saxeze Camosdioda.
samosi Semoglejoda.
Semdeg SevityveT, rom ara Seix dardiri, romelmac icno igi, gadaarCina da
gamoixsna xalxis mZvinvarebisa da sisastikisgan, ismails maT fexqveS suli
amoxdeboda.
Seixi dardiri iZaxda:
_ Tavi daanebeT! me mas vicnob. is si ismailia, Seix rejebis vaJi. is
Cveneburia. Tavi daanebeT! ver xedavT, rom Sepyrobilia!
maT igi saxlSi waiyvanes da sawolze daasvenes. ojaxi mis garSemo
Seikriba da misi dabrunebis saRamos sixarulis nacvlad mis dabnelebul
gonebas mistirodnen.
alahimc daswyevlis im dRes, roca Sen gaemgzavre, ismail! netav CvenTan
darCeniliyavi da evropas ar waexdine. goneba ar waerTmia SenTvis da
sakuTari ojaxi, samSoblo da religia ar dagemcirebina da Seuracxgeyo!
deda saxes ixokda. mama gminavda da tkivils da risxvas malavda. fatimas
cremli Rvarad sdioda.

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mravali dRe gavida da ismaili isev loginad iyo Cavardnili. gajiutebuli,
kedlisken pirSeqceuli arc xmas scemda aravis da arc arafers iTxovda. odnav
gamogonda Tu ara, daiwyo fiqrSi msjeloba: evropaSi xom ar gabrunebuliyo
da im xalxSi ecxovra, visac esmis cxovreba?!
universitetma mas asistent profesoris Tanamdeboba SesTavaza, romelzec
Tavisi sisuleliT uari ganacxada. albaT isini mas axlac miiReben, Tuki is
moiTxovda. viTom ratom ar unda daqorwinebuliyo iq da sakuTari ojaxi axali
cis qveS Seeqmna, Sors am bedkruli samSoblodan? ratom wamovida
inglisidan, misi lamazi provinciidan, ratom miatova misi sasiamovno
saRamoebi, misi sastikad mkacri zamTari?! Camovida qveyanaSi, sadac
JuJuna wvimasac ki ubedurebasaviT da Tavsdatexil warRvnasaviT gaurbian.
arc ki uwyian, rom iq, inglisSi, mdumare saxeebiT da mtkice gamoxedviT
daabijebs xalxi wvimasa da TovlSi da umklavdeba qariSxlebs! ra azri aqvs
brZolas iseT qveyanaSi, rogoric egviptea da iseT xalxTan erTad, rogorebic
egviptelebi arian?! maT xom xangrZlivi saukuneebi damcirebasa da
morCilebaSi gaatares, daagemovnes es damcireba da gautkbaT kidec.
Semdeg Tvlema moereoda da msjeloba uTavbolod aer-daereoda. frinvels
hgavda, romelic maxeSi gaeba da galiaSi gamoketes. nuTu gamosavali aRar
darCenia?! taniT grZnobda, rom mijaWvuli iyo am saxls, romlis atanac ar
hqonda, am moedans, romelic ejavreboda da rogorc ar unda ecada, Tavis
gamoxsnas ver SeZlebda.
erT dilas gamoRviZebulma ismailma energiis ucnauri mozRvaveba igrZno.
aseT dros adamiani moulodnelad da yovlad umizezod erTi bolodan meoreSi
daxtis. saxlidan adrianad gavida da ukan dabrunda boTlebiT, saxvevebiT da
saWiro samkurnalo xelsawyoebiT savse CanTiT. Seudga fatimas mkurnalobas
ise, rogorc amas moiTxovda misi medicina da mecniereba. evropaSi
mkurnalobis asze meti aseTi SemTxveva hqonia da xeli ar moscarvia arc erT
maTganSi. maS ratom ar gamouva es fatimas SemTxvevaSic? gogom mas
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ramdenadac is, rom ismailis Tvalwin etriala, misi zrunvisa da sikeTis obieqti
yofiliyo. ded-mama vaJiSvils Tavs aridebda da aRaraferSi aRar edaveboda,
SiSobdnen ra misi janmrTelobis gamo.
dilaobiT da Zilis win Ffatima mis win ijda da mis gankargulebebs
emorCileboda. dRe dRes misdevda, kvira kviras, fatimas Tvalebi ki imave
mdgomareobaSi iyo. Semdeg uceb gauareseba daetyo, moulodnelad anTeba
moedo da guga Tvalis TeTr garsSi Seeria.
ismailma yuradReba da mzrunveloba gaaorkeca, wamlebis saxeobani
ganaaxla. Tvalis quTuToebi gadmoubruna da malamoebi usva da wveTebi
awveTa, wminda da asufTava, magram mis mkurnalobas Sedegi ar mohyolia.
suleli xom ar iyo! xedavda, mis Tvalwin fatima brmavdeboda da vera xerxi da
saSualeba misi codnisa mas ver Sveloda.
ismailma fatima waiyvana Tavis kolegebTan medicinis fakultetze,
profesorebs gaasinja. yvelani daeTanxmnen mkurnalobis mis mier SerCeul
gzas, urCies gaegrZelebina igi. isic jiutad da daJinebiT, gulmodgined
agrZelebda, sanam bolos erT dilas fatimam ar gamoiRviZa, Tvalebi gaaxila
da veRaraferi dainaxa... ukanaskneli sxivi _ bolo nugeSi Camqraliyo mis
TvalebSi.

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ismaili saxlidan gaiqca. aRar SeeZlo iq gaCereba, fatimas ganuwyvetliv
yureba. fatimas sibrmave xom misi sakuTari sibrmavis niSani iyo! dedis da
mamis TvalebSi kicxva idga. es ra moxda? ratom damarcxda? veRaraferi
gaego. sad wavides? samsaxuri jerac ar daewyo. arc SeeZlo da arc survili
hqonda mTavrobisTvis miemarTa, rom romelime gadakargul sofelSi
daeniSnaT. gaeyida Tavisi wignebi da instrumentebis nawili, romlebic
evropidan hqonda Camotanili. erT viwro oTaxSi cxovrobda madam eftalias
pansionSi _ msuqani berZeni qalisa, romelic im wuTidan, rac ismaili xelSi
Cauvarda, eqspluatacias uwevda mas im zomamde, rom lamis dilis salamic
ki angariSis qviTarSi Seetana da misTvis karis gasaRebad rom wamodgeboda,
lamis im nabijebisTvisac ki gasamrjelo moeTxova. erTxel sauzmeze Saqris
damatebiTi natexis gadaRebisTvisac ki evaWra da fuli mosTxova. am qalis
Rimilze ismails iseTi grZnoba hqonda, TiTqos uxilavi TiTebi jibeebs
utrialebdnen. ismailma qals saCuqrad namcxvrebi da sigaretebi miutana, rac
qalma xarbad da sulmouTqmelad aiRo, diliT ki eleqtroenergiis dazogvis
mizniT sTxova, rom saRamoobiT ase gvianobamde aRar mjdariyo Tavis
oTaxSi. ueWvelia, rom egvipteSi moxvedrili evropelebi sul sxvagvari
comisgan arian mozelilni vidre isini, vinc evropaSi unaxavs. mas aqamde
sakuTari Tavi oTaxSi hyavda gamomwyvdeuli, am qalis aseTma
damokidebulebam ki quCaSi gamoaZeva, sadac dilidan SuaRamemde
daexeteboda. ar icoda rogor, magram yovel saRamos as-saidas moednis
SuagulSi aRmoCndeboda xolme. sakuTar saxls gars uvlida, fanjrebs
aTvalierebda, surda, fatimas saxisTvis moekra Tvali an misi xma gaegona.
fatima _ misi msxverpli, romelic arc amxedrebia mas, arc dauCivlia da arc
gaukicxavs igi... man sakuTari Tavi nebiT miando ismails, aman ki daaziana.
fatimas Tavisi yasbisTvis isic ki ar uTqvams, Seicadeo... ase idga xolme
moedanze saaTobiT fiqrSi wasuli, gonebagafantuli, mis smenas SeumCnevlad
Zveli quCis SeZaxilebi Seepareboda. iseTive, igive, Seucvleli. es rogor? albaT
yoveli mSobeli Tavis Zes memkvidreobad utovebs Tavis xelobas, Tavis xmas
da Tavis adgils moedanze. sacodavebi! visac ki raime samsaxuri gauwevia
maTTvis, wamouyvedrebia da saswrafod bevrad meti samagiero uTxovia
ukan. RvTis gulisaTvis an maTi siyvaruliT maT aravin gamosdgomia rameSi
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da amis miuxedavad, isini sirbiliT gahyolian ukan yvelas, visSic ki Tavdadeba
da erTguleba mosCvenebiaT, misi kabis kalTebs mosWidebian da mis
sisustesa Tu muxanaTobaze Tvalebi dauxuWavT. es xalxi daberda da Tavis
bavSvobas daubrunda. rom epovaT vinme, vinc maT gauZRveboda, es xalxi
erTi naxtomiT gadavidoda ukan, kacobaSi _ gza nacnobi iyo misTvis, Zveli
dideba da mogonebebi xeluxleblad SemorCenili.
ismaili sakuTar Tavs ekiTxeboda: nuTu mTel evropaSi moiZebneba saida
zeinabis moednis msgavsi moedani? evropaSi uzarmazari lamazi Senobebia,
natifi xelovneba, magram xalxi gaTiTokacebuli da martosuli. brZola
brWyalebiTa da eSvebiT, zurgSi maxvilis CacemiT, yvela saSualebis
gamoyenebiT. siyvarulisa da TanagrZnobisTvis adgili maTTvis samuSaos
Semdegaa, dRis bolos. am grZnobebiT ise erTobian da isveneben, rogorc
kinosa da TeatrSi. magram... ara... am logikas rom mihyves, unda uaryos
sakuTari goneba, uari unda Tqvas Tavis saqmeze. gana SeuZlia vinmes, ar
aRiaros evropis civilizacia da misi progresi, aRmosavleTis dacema, umecreba,
misi avadmyofoba da siRatake?! ase gansaja istoriam da mis verdiqts ver
gaauqmeb. sxva gza ar aris, unda vaRiaroT, rom Cven varT xe, romelmac
iyvavila da erT dros nayofic gamoiRo, magram mere Camoxma da saeWvoa,
rom sicocxlis niSan-wyali isev daetyos.
ismaili moednidan Tavis oTaxs Seafarebda Tavs, Rames gaatarebda fiqrSi,
rogor gaqceuliyo isev evropaSi, magram ar gaivlida didi xani, rom Cveul
adgils ubrundeboda saida zeinabis moedanze meore saRamosve.

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ramadani dadga da ismails TavSi azradac ar mosvlia, emarxula, ufro
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didxans idga xolme moedanze da fiqrs miscemoda: haerSi, atmosferoSi,


cocxal arsebebSi da araorganul samyaroSi, yvelaferSi iyo raRac axali, rac
manamde ar yofila. TiTqos yofierebam Zveli samoseli gaiZro da axal samosSi
gaexvia.
samyaro moecva droebiTi zavis ganwyobas sastiki sisxlismRvreli omis
Semdeg.
ismaili sakuTar Tavs ekiTxeboda: ratom gaucruvda imedebi? is xom
evropidan didi codnis maragiT aRWurvili dabrunda, axla ki, roca am codnis
marags miubrunda, naxa, rom is carieli yofila, man iq sakuTar SekiTxvaze
pasuxi ver aRmoaCina. es codna utyvi iyo da minavluli mis winaSe da misi
sisustis miuxedavad, moulodnelad aRmoaCina, rom igi mZime tvirTad
qceuliyo mis xelSi.
moedans Tvali moavlo da mzera jgrod Sekrebil xalxze SeaCera. asatanad
moeCvena isini. TviTonac gaeRima im masxrobasa da sicilze, mis yurs rom
miswvda. am xmebma da quCis Jriamulma Tavisi siymawvilis dReebi
gaaxsena... gaifiqra, rom albaT egviptelebis msgavsi xalxi arc arsebobs, ase
rom inaxavdes Tavis xasiaTsa da temperaments JamTa trialisa da mmarTvelTa
cvlis miuxedavad. ai, am qveynis Svili ise Caivlis mis win, TiTqos al-jabarTis
qronikaTa furclebidan gadmoabijao. ismails suli dauwynarda da fexqveS
myari, mtkice niadagi igrZno, mis winaSec gaTiTokacebul individTa jgro ki
ara, xalxi dainaxa, erTi saerTo sartyeliT Sekruli da es sartyeli iyo garkveuli
tipis rwmena _ drois Tanmdevi nayofi da droisave cecxlze xangrZlivad
naxarSi da es saxeebi misTvis xelaxla ametyvelda im mniSvnelobiT,
romelsac manamde is ver amCnevda. swored aq iyo usafrTxoebisa da
simSvidis gancda. aq iaraRi Cagebuli iyo. iq, ki evropaSi, aqtivoba SfoTvasa
da foriaqSi gamoixateboda, ukiduresad gaafTrebul brZolaSi, iaraRic alesili,
momarjvebuli iyo. magram Sedareba ra saWiroa? moyvaruli adamiani arc

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zomavs da arc adarebs. iq, sadac Sedarebas kars uReben, siyvaruli fanjridan
miipareba.
dadga al-kadris Rame27... ismaili gafacicebul molodinSi iyo. mis gulSi al-
kadris Ramis mogoneba ucnaurad Tbil grZnobas aRZravda. is gazrdili iyo am
Ramis Zlevamosilebis da gamorCeulobis rwmeniT. arcerT sxva Rames, TviT
dResaswaulTa RameebSic ki ar ugrZvnia RvTis winaSe aseTi morCileba da
mowiweba! mis gonebaSi es iyo naTeli wertili RameTa kunapet siSaveSi.
ramdenjer zecad aRupyria xolme mzera am RamiT da Tvali mouWria misTvis
varskvlavTa iseT elvarebas, wlis sxva dros rom ar unaxavs msgavsi.
wamiT fiqrebSi wavida. uecrad xrinwianma xmam da Rrma oxvram
gamoafxizla, moedans rom gars uvlida. ueWvelia, es sidi al-iTrisi iyo. zeviT
aixeda. meCeTis gumbaTi moliclice naTelSi idga, gars rom evleboda. ismails
TaviT fexebamde elvam dauara.
_ ,,o, es sinaTle sad iyo aqamde, ase didxans rad gamecala?! keTili iyos Seni
dabruneba! is libri gadamecala, Tvalze da gulze rom mqonda gadakruli! axla
Cavxvdi imas, rac CemTvis dafaruli iyo da miuwvdomeli _ ar arsebobs codna
rwmenis gareSe! ra Tqma unda, fatimas ar SeeZlo erwmuna Cemi. mas
mxolod Seni kurTxevisa swamda, Seni sulgrZelobisa da Seni wyalobis, o, um
haSim!“
ismailma samlocveloSi Tavdaxrilma Seabija. samlocvelos garSemo 50
anTebuli sanTlis mocekvave ali dainaxa, Seixi dardiri saTiTaod rom arTmevda
maRaltanian, Savgvreman, TmaxuWuWa axalgazrda qals. es naima iyo.
tuCebi mokumuli aRar hqonda. bage gapoboda da saubrisas margalitis rigiviT
Camwkrivebuli qaTqaTa kbilebi uCanda. misTvis erTi Sexedva kmaroda, rom
dageviwyebina qveynad rac ki ram maxinji da ugvanoa.
am gogom moTmineba gamoiCina da irwmuna! alahmac Seundo da ai, 7
wlis Semdeg mosula danapirebis Sesasruleblad. saso ar warkveTia,
mrisxanebas ar Seupyria, alahis didsulovnebis rwmena ar daukargavs! Tavad
is ki, ganaTlebuli ymawvili, niWieri inteligenti gamedidurda, ufals aujanyda
da aumxedrda, ampartavnebam Seipyro da daeca!
ismailma maRla aixeda da dainaxa _ kandeli Tavis adgilze anaTebda,
rogorc simSvidiT aRvsili Tvali, romelmac dainaxa, Seicno da dawynarda.
ismails moeCvena, rom anTebuli kandeli niSans aZlevda mas da uRimoda.
ismailTan Seixi dardiri mivida, janmrTelobis mdgomareobasa da mis
ambebs ekiTxeboda. ismaili misken gadaixara da uTxra:
_ am kurTxeul Rames, Seixo dardir, cotaodeni kandelis zeTi momeci!
_ RmerTmani, iRbliani yofilxar! al-kadris Rame ar aris? Tan amasTanave
gamocxadebis Ramecaa!
ismaili meCeTidan xelSi SuSis WurWliT gamovida. TavisTvis gulSi
moedansa da mis mcxovrebT mimarTavda:
_ modiT yvelani CemTan! viRac TqvenTaganma vneba momayena, viRacam
momatyua, viRacam gamacura, magram miuxedavad amisa, Cems gulSi isev
moiZebneba adgili Tqveni sibinZurisTvis, Tqveni umecrebisa da
simdablisTvis. Tqven Cemianebi xarT da me Tqveniani! me am ubnis, am
moednis Svili var! drom Tqven sastikad gadagiaraT, magram ramdenad
daundobelic iyo igi Tqven mimarT, imdenad didi da Zlieria Cemi siyvaruli
Tqvendami!
Semdeg Sin Sevida da fatimas uxmo:
_ modi aq, fatima! gankurnebis imedi nu dagikargavs! um haSimis wyaloba
da kurTxeva mogitane, Sens sens gasdevnis, satanjvels mogacilebs da
TvalisCins uvnebels dagibrunebs!
gogos nawnavi moqaCa da ganagrZo:
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_ manamde ki gaswavli, rogor Wamo da sva, rogor dajde xolme da rogor
Caicva. xalxSi gamogiyvan, qalad gaqcev!
ismaili Tavis samuSaos da medicinas daubrunda rwmeniT ganmtkicebuli.
saso ar warkveTia, roca naxa, sens karga xania, fexi mtkiced moekidebina.
ismaili Seupovrad ebrZoda da fexs ki ver acvlevinebda. gulmodgined
agrZelebda Tavisas da imedis naperwkalic gamokrTa. fatimam mis xelSi dRiTi
dRe gamokeTeba daiwyo. mkurnalobis dasasrul ki is Sedegi ewvia, romelmac
dasawyisSi daigviana da ai, am bolo etapma elvis siswafiT gairbina.
erT dResac ismailma fatima Tavis win janmrTeli da saR-salamaTi rom
aRmoaCina, gonebasa da gulSi uSedegod dauwyo Zebna gaocebis grZnobas,
romelic, misda SesaSineblad, ver aRmoaCina.

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ismailma Tavisi klinika al-baRRalas28 ubanSi gaxsna, borcvebis maxloblad,
saxlSi, romelic avadmyofTa miRebis garda yvelafrisTvis gamodgeboda. vizitis
safasuri erT yuruSs arasodes aRemateboda. misi klientura eleganturad
gamowyobili mamakacebi da qalebi rodi iyvnen, aramed Rarib-Ratakebi,
fexSiSvelebi. ucnauri is iyo, rom mas saxeli gauvarda ara mxolod kairoSi,
aramed kairos mimdebare soflebSic. mis saxlSi mudam glexi kacebi da
qalebi ireodnen, modiodnen da saCuqrebad mohqondaT kvercxi da Tafli,
mohyavdaT ixvi da qaTami.
misi xeliT gakeTebuli ramdeni mZime operacia warmatebiT dasrulebula,
Tan iseTi saSualebebiT, vinme evropel eqims rom enaxa, gaocebis SeZaxili
aRmoxdeboda. Tavisi saqmis arss da suls Caswvda, Tavi aneba samedicino
saSualebaTa da instrumentTa mniSvnelobis gadaWarbebul Sefasebas da jer
ufals, mere Tavis codna-gamocdilebasa da sakuTar xelebs miendo.
RmerTmac sikeTe uwyaloba mis saqmeSi da marjvenac ukurTxa. ar unatria
arc qoneba, arc Senoba-nagebobebi da arc mamulebis SeZena. is mxolod
Tavisi Rarib-Rataki avadmyofebis sakuTari xeliT gankurnebas eswrafvoda.
ismaili fatimaze daqorwinda da eyolaT xuTi vaJi da eqvsi qaliSvili.

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cxovrebis bolo dReebSi sxeuli uzarmazari gauxda, Ripi daedo. xarbad
Wamda, bevrs icinoda, xumrobda, mxiarulobda. daudevrad ecva, saxeloebze
da Sarvalze mudam sigaretis ferflis kvali hqonda, ganuwyvetliv, zedized rom
eweoda. asTma sWirda da saxe sul aWarxlebuli hqonda, Subli ofliT dacvaruli.
misi sunTqva ki musikis raRac nairsaxeobaSi gadazrdiliyo. mnaxveli ver
mixvdeboda, daRlili iyo Tu mosvenebuli. yelSi moguduli sicili TvalebSi rom
daugubdeboda (filtvebiTa da sasunTqi gzebiT daavadebulebze metyveli da
gamomsaxvelobiTi Zalis mqone Tvalebi ki aravisa aqvs!), lamis Winkebi
Semogxtomodnen misi Tvalebidan. mTeli misi mzera siyvaruli iyo da gageba!
masSi iyo biwierebaca da sikeTec, mimteveblobaca da siZlierec. TiTqos es
mzera geubneboda:
_ am qveynad mxolod me da Sen rodi varT! amqveyniuri arseboba aqvs
silamazes da saidumloebebs, sitkboebasa da brwyinvalebas. bednieria is,
visac ugrZvnia isini. droa, Senc eZio isini...
mas dRemde igoneben saida zeinabis ubnis mosaxleni misi sikeTiTa da
gulmowyalebiT, alahs SesTxoven mitevebas misTvis. ra codvebis mitevebas?
amis Taobaze aravis araferi auxsnia CemTvis. albaT misdami didi siyvarulisa
da pativiscemis gamo. Tumca gadakruli mzeriTa da RimiliT mivxvdi _
biZaCems mTeli cxovrebis manZilze uyvarda qalebi da qalebisadmi es

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siyvaruli TiTqos erTi aspeqti iyo misi Tavdadebuli siyvarulisa mTeli
kacobriobis, adamianTa modgmisadmi.
alahimc Seundobs mas da Seiwyalebs!..

 sityvaTa TamaSia: anisTana arab. niSnavs: Seni mosvliT gagvaxare!


NNSexvedrisas amboben.

arabulidan qarTulad Targmna darejan gardavaZem

mkiTxvelisTvis teqstis gasagebad darTuli komentarebi da ganmartebebi:


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saida zeinabis meCeTi _ igulisxmeba zeinab binT alis – mociqul muhamedis
qaliSvilis fatimasa da IV xalifa alis _ SiitTa pirveli imamis _ qaliSvilis saxelze
agebuli meCeTi kairos Zvel ubanSi, romelic aseve saida zeinabis saxels
atarebs. zeinabi cnobilia aseve metsaxelebiT: um al-masaqin da um al-
yavajiz – RatakTa, upovarTa deda.
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savakufo uZravi qoneba _ islamuri samarTliT gausxvisebeli uZravi qoneba,
romlis anderZiT datoveba xdeba saqvelmoqmedo miznebisaTvis.
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meCeTis gansabanveli _ igulisxmeba muslimuri tradiciiT locvis wina
ganbanvis ritualis Sesasrulebeli adgili, romelic yoveli meCeTis ezoSia.
4
siT zeinabi _ q-ni zeinabi, igive saida zeinabi, igive um haSimi (Serqmeuli
sak. saxeli) – mociqul muhamedis qaliSvilis fatimasa da IV xalifa alis _ SiitTa
pirveli imamis _ qaliSvili, wamebiT mokluli SiitTa mesame imamis – al-
huseinis da (ix. komentari 1).
5
al-azhari _ islamuri samyaros uZvelesi sasuliero saswavlebeli da meCeTi
kairos Zvel ubanSi.
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si ismaili, ismail efendi _ arab. said, dialeqt. si – batoni. si ismaili, ismail
efendi – b-ni ismaili.
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taamia da bisara _ ubralo xalxSi popularuli aRmosavluri sakvebis
nairsaxeobebi.
8
usta _ arab. ostati, ufrosi. gamoiyeneba mimarTvis formad: usta hasani –
b-ni hasani.
9
um haSimi _ xSirad arabul sakuTar saxelSi (ZiriTadSi an SerqmeulSi)
aRiniSneba dedoba, mag.: um haSimi – haSimis deda (ix. komentari 4).
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um muhamedi _ qalis sakuTari saxeli (muhamedis deda).
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sidi al-iTrisi _ arab. batoni al-iTrisi.

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yuruSi _ xurda fuli.
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milimi _ fulis yvelaze wvrili erTeuli.
14
Cveni batoni huseini _ IV xalifa alisa da mociqul muhamedis qaliSvilis
fatimas vaJi, Siitebis mesame imami (wamebiT mokluli).
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imami – arab. muslimuri Temis xelmZRvaneli. imami aS-Safiyi _ islamuri
samarTlismcodne-muhadisi, Safiyitebis sunituri mazhabis xelmZRvaneli.
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imami al-laisi _ cnobili muhadisi da samarTlismcodne.
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saida fatima an-nabavia _ IV xalifa alis meuRle da mociqul muhamedis
qaliSvili.
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saida aiSa _ mociqul muhamedis mesame da usayvarlesi coli, xalifa abu
baqris qaliSvili.
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saida saqina _ saqina binT al-huseini – IV xalifa alisa da fatimas SviliSvili.
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azani _ salocavad mowodeba, romelic meCeTis minareTidan ismis locvis
dawyebis win.
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SariaTi _ islamuri samarTali.
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al-faTiha _ yuranis gamxsneli (pirveli) sura.
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tarbuSi _ arab. fesi.
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um ifriTi _ ifriTi – arab. demoni, avsuli. rogorc zemoTac aRiniSna, xSirad
arab. sakuTar saxelSi (ZiriTadSi an SerqmeulSi) aRiniSneba dedoba, mag.: um
haSimi – haSimis deda. um ifriTi - analogiiT xelovnurad gakeTebuli damcinavi
forma: demonis deda.
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Cafaris joxi, harisa, basisa, sambuska _ egvipturi erovnuli tkbileulis
nairsaxeobani.

ramadani _ muslimuri kalendriT is Tve, romelSic yuranis zegardmovlena


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moxda. muslimTaTvis marxvis Tvea.


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al-kadris Rame _ islamuri kalendriT ramadanis Tvis 24-e Rame. amave
saxelwodebisaa yuranis 97-e Tavi, romlis Tanaxmad am Rames zeca ixsneba
da suli da angelozebi gadmodian da gansjian yovelives.
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al-baRRalas ubani _ kairos gareubani.

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